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<v Speaker 1>I'm Ali. I came out after twenty years of marriage

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<v Speaker 1>and I have three kids.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm Melissa and I have two kids, and I came

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<v Speaker 2>out at thirty seven after an eleven year marriage.

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<v Speaker 1>This podcast is about coming out later and the struggles

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<v Speaker 1>and victories that.

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<v Speaker 3>Come with it.

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<v Speaker 2>When coming out feels like the end of the world,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's really just the beginning.

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<v Speaker 1>This is the Lesbian Chronicles. Welcome to the Lesbian Chronicles. Hello,

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<v Speaker 1>we're so excited to have Liliana Baktiari with us today,

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<v Speaker 1>who we've been talking about getting forever because I see

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<v Speaker 1>you at my local coffee shop and every time I

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<v Speaker 1>see you, I text Melissa and I'm like, I saw

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<v Speaker 1>her again. I got another chance. I should have walked up.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, and I've seen you around two and I've wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to say hello, and then, like I said, next thing,

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<v Speaker 2>I know, you're gone.

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<v Speaker 4>So but we're happy to have you on.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we're very happy to have you on. Thank you

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<v Speaker 1>for making time for this.

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<v Speaker 3>No, I appreciate you guys asking me to be a guest,

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<v Speaker 3>Very very honored.

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<v Speaker 1>Every time I see you though at tap room, you

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<v Speaker 1>are like deep in a meeting and I was there

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of weeks ago with my son, and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just gonna go up to he or he's like,

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<v Speaker 1>you are so annoying if you walk up to that

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<v Speaker 1>table right now they're clearly having like a business meeting.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, it'll take two minutes, and I'm a constituent,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm gonna just like pop over.

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<v Speaker 5>But he's like, like, can I get a picture too?

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<v Speaker 3>That happens people pop over in the middle of the meetings.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>Really, I'm going to be a popover next time.

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<v Speaker 4>You ran for city council in what twenty twenty one?

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<v Speaker 4>Is that correct?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, that's that's one in twenty twenty one, and officially,

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<v Speaker 3>like I think a thing officially kicked off in twenty two.

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<v Speaker 3>I always get the years confused it did?

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<v Speaker 1>It did kick off in twenty twenty two? Yeah, tell

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<v Speaker 1>us how that even? How did you even get to

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<v Speaker 1>twenty twenty one to be like I'm doing this.

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<v Speaker 3>First ran in twenty seventeen against my predecessor, Nadaliine Archibaum,

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<v Speaker 3>who is wonderful and I've since become like it has

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<v Speaker 3>just become a friend and has always been a wonderful

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<v Speaker 3>human being. So she did this job for twenty years.

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<v Speaker 3>Don't know how she did that, Yeah, while also being

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<v Speaker 3>a while also having a private law practice. So when

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<v Speaker 3>I first ran, I never had aspirations of being in office.

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<v Speaker 3>In fact, I was very much raised in the household

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<v Speaker 3>that was did not trust politicians, immigrant families, refugee families

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<v Speaker 3>like one. You're taught keep your head down, do work,

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<v Speaker 3>achieve the American dream. The running joke in you know

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<v Speaker 3>Iranian community, as you can go into one of three fields.

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<v Speaker 3>It can be medicine, dentistry, so you can be a doctor,

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<v Speaker 3>you can you can be a dentist or dental hygienist,

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<v Speaker 3>and you can be and you can also be a

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<v Speaker 3>real estate agent. Those are the way of real estate.

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<v Speaker 3>Have you been to La they owned?

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<v Speaker 1>That is so true.

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<v Speaker 3>Actually my MoManI and that she was both a dental

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<v Speaker 3>hygienist and a real estate agent at the same time.

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<v Speaker 3>So all but we've gotten, you know, it's gotten more

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<v Speaker 3>progressive over the years. Now, we've added lawyers and in

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<v Speaker 3>jis okay, literally all of my cousins are either pharmacists

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<v Speaker 3>and the medical profession or lawyers.

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<v Speaker 1>So what would you have been doing had you.

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<v Speaker 3>Not been done that none of those things.

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<v Speaker 1>None of those things. Okay, you were already doing something else.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, And so when I growing up in my family's household,

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<v Speaker 3>my father, I actually come from on my father's sign

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<v Speaker 3>a line of revolutionary So my great grandparents fought against

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<v Speaker 3>USSR occupied Ositur, Bijan. So they fought against Lenin and

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<v Speaker 3>we're given twenty four hours to leave the country. Stript

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<v Speaker 3>of all their wealth left my grandfather behind. He actually

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<v Speaker 3>didn't know he had parents until he was twelve. He

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<v Speaker 3>thought they had died when Hilar was getting ready to

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<v Speaker 3>invade Russia. That's when my great grandparents sent for him.

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<v Speaker 3>He my grandfather told me the story. He said, when

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<v Speaker 3>he got off the train, he hugged the wrong people

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<v Speaker 3>because he didn't know what his parents looked like Tabriz

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<v Speaker 3>and they were farmers. And then my grandfather, uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>politically active family. Tabreeze is very It sits up in

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<v Speaker 3>northwestern Iran. It's very very very leftist and considered kind

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<v Speaker 3>of the cradle of revolution and Iran. A lot of

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of like a lot of revolutionary action and

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<v Speaker 3>protests has come out of that city still to this day,

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<v Speaker 3>still to this day. Okay, and uh, my My grandfather

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<v Speaker 3>fought against the shaw Uh and then the Ayatola and

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<v Speaker 3>which is you know, the show was. My grandfather was

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<v Speaker 3>a Mosad Loyalistad a prime democratically elected prime minister of

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<v Speaker 3>Iran for the Shaw was overthrown for being a by

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<v Speaker 3>access powers, for being a fan of Hitler, and they

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<v Speaker 3>mosadek Juan the democratic election. And when he tried to

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<v Speaker 3>nationalize oil, he was overthrown by the US and and

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<v Speaker 3>Britain for oil. It's so because they wanted they they

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<v Speaker 3>thought they deserved it. So he they funded a coup.

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<v Speaker 3>They reinstated the Shaw's son to absolute monarchy, and that's

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<v Speaker 3>really celebrated. The Shaw is really celebrated in the US

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<v Speaker 3>because a lot of Shaw supporters escaped here when he

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<v Speaker 3>was overthrown. It's very different for the people in Iran,

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<v Speaker 3>very different for people like my family. My grandfather was

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<v Speaker 3>tortured for thirty years by the Shaw seper police called Sabach.

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<v Speaker 3>So you know, for families like mine, that classist hierarchy.

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<v Speaker 3>You know now that we have this war happening where

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<v Speaker 3>you have the US trying to force another Shaw and

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<v Speaker 3>to power, and there's you know, a war over it

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<v Speaker 3>and it's just a battle my family has been involved

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<v Speaker 3>in for a very long time, fighting for democracy irun

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<v Speaker 3>and so that kind of that led me not into

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<v Speaker 3>political but I've just been politically active from a very

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<v Speaker 3>leftist perspective in my family. I've protested with my dad

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<v Speaker 3>all over the country, parts of the world, Paris and

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<v Speaker 3>started really doing that all throughout my life, and then

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<v Speaker 3>started traveling internationally to do that work when I was

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<v Speaker 3>first time was twenty years old, and then went on

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<v Speaker 3>from there pretty continuously throughout my twenties. Decided to run

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<v Speaker 3>for office because I traveled to parts of Africa, South backpacks,

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<v Speaker 3>all throughout Southeast Asia, uh and you know, Central and

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<v Speaker 3>South America. So everything from like I was in Cambodi

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<v Speaker 3>for the war, tribunals for the you know, the the

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<v Speaker 3>finally the trying of those who were involved in the

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<v Speaker 3>killing fields in the Polepot regime. Oh, my goshow was

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<v Speaker 3>there for that. I did archaeological digs in Kenya, culture anthropology,

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<v Speaker 3>Southeast Asia, human trap combating human trafficking, Central and South America,

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<v Speaker 3>indigenous informed grain building. It's a very long list, and

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<v Speaker 3>international crisis relief work was always what I wanted to do.

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<v Speaker 3>When I came back from a backpacking trip in my

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<v Speaker 3>mid twenties and started seeing like the same levels of

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<v Speaker 3>the increasingly same levels of poverty, the you know, people

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<v Speaker 3>squatting in homes without electricity, like without water down the street,

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<v Speaker 3>from homes that were starting to go for six seven

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<v Speaker 3>like high up six figures seven figures, homelessness, population, food, apartheid,

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<v Speaker 3>And just decided to stay here and start doing mutual

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<v Speaker 3>aid programs. And in twenty seventeen, you know, Trump took

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<v Speaker 3>office and the Muslim ban happened, it kind of felt

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<v Speaker 3>like the only it's kind of a desperation thing, felt

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<v Speaker 3>like the only way to protect my family. You're not

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<v Speaker 3>at the table, then you're on the menu, and my

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<v Speaker 3>family from one of the seven banned countries. So just

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<v Speaker 3>if I can work on a local level and understand

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<v Speaker 3>what's going on, then I can better protect them. Run

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<v Speaker 3>for office is not kind of the way many people

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<v Speaker 3>would approach that, but really, really, really, I mean it

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<v Speaker 3>was a very close race, knocked a lot of doors,

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<v Speaker 3>got a lot of perspectives, and just stayed engaged after that,

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<v Speaker 3>especially after the pandemic.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you feel like your queerness or being a Muslim

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<v Speaker 1>like was that in the end helpful or hurt you

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<v Speaker 1>with getting elected?

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<v Speaker 3>Mostly helpful because it got the story out there. I

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<v Speaker 3>mean it was a clickbait title. It was very much

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<v Speaker 3>reduced to political identities. And I think that that's something

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<v Speaker 3>that we tend to do as a society that's very flawed,

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<v Speaker 3>putting people up on pedestals based on a political identity

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<v Speaker 3>without actually knowing their politics. Kind of like when we

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<v Speaker 3>call somebody progressive, nobody's progressive. People are progressive on issues.

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<v Speaker 3>Nobody's conservative. People are conservative on issues overall, you might

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<v Speaker 3>be when your people are people should ideological different, ideologically

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<v Speaker 3>differ on issue to issue, They should argue those things out.

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<v Speaker 3>It should never be a blind following or blind trust.

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<v Speaker 3>And I think because of the inundation of information we have,

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<v Speaker 3>we just have started evolving and are looking for simplicity

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<v Speaker 3>and trying to reduce things to black and white, and

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<v Speaker 3>they're just not.

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<v Speaker 1>I relate to that so hard, because I do think

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<v Speaker 1>and there's so much happening that you can't decide, like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I'm a liberal. Of course I'm a liberal.

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<v Speaker 1>But then there were more things that come up that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I don't know about that, and then it's

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<v Speaker 1>like you're right, like you can't it's almost like you

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<v Speaker 1>it's so polarized. It's are you this or are you that?

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<v Speaker 3>And that's a sperist ideology and that's like, I'm sorry,

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<v Speaker 3>but that's really cool, like and it's just not sustainable

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<v Speaker 3>and you can't be purest on things when compromise is needed.

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<v Speaker 3>I think compassion and empathy are a cornerstone human evolution,

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<v Speaker 3>and when you lead with that, which not which is

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<v Speaker 3>a very hard thing to do. I think the bravest

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<v Speaker 3>thing someone can do right now is care because we're

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<v Speaker 3>also exhausted. But when you lead with that, it gives

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<v Speaker 3>you different perspectives and gives you the ability to look

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<v Speaker 3>at things through different lenses. Most people don't want to

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<v Speaker 3>look at things beyond their own bubble, I think more

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<v Speaker 3>so now than ever because of the exhaustion. But also

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<v Speaker 3>there is a humanization of different perspectives too, so it's

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<v Speaker 3>kind of a give and take. But I think people

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<v Speaker 3>are just like I think, we're just bombarded with too

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<v Speaker 3>much information. We're just not We're just not evolved enough

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<v Speaker 3>to be exposed to this much information and levels of stress.

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<v Speaker 1>The belt line is a great example of like there's

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<v Speaker 1>so much good and now people can't afford they can't

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<v Speaker 1>afford to live anywhere near the belt line in neighborhoods

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<v Speaker 1>that were the most affordable neighborhoods in Atlanta are now

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<v Speaker 1>completely unaffordable. Well, I mean, but it's a beautiful thing,

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<v Speaker 1>the belt line.

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<v Speaker 3>It is. But we also have like the people of

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<v Speaker 3>Atlanta got sold a lie. They got sold a lie

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<v Speaker 3>of you can't have economic development and all so affordability.

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<v Speaker 3>That's not true. That is a moorly because Ryan Gravelle

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<v Speaker 3>and Kathy Woolerd another started this initiative of you know,

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<v Speaker 3>friends of the Beltline and the the way Ryan envisioned

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<v Speaker 3>it his creation affordability first, affordable housing first, then the transit,

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<v Speaker 3>then the sidewalk, and you know, the establishment came in

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<v Speaker 3>and sent in a suburban developer named Ray Weeks, and basically,

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<v Speaker 3>you know when in they won't tell this story, but

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<v Speaker 3>the people that experienced the crushing of their dream will

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<v Speaker 3>tell you the truth, which was that Ray Weeks came

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<v Speaker 3>in as a suburban developer and basically told them at

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<v Speaker 3>know the way the world works. We have the money,

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<v Speaker 3>starve every dollar you have. Essentially was the gist of it.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me the you said first comes the last comes

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<v Speaker 1>the sidewalks. Talk me through that those first, because I

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<v Speaker 1>want to be understanding.

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<v Speaker 3>That if the city went in with the belt line

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<v Speaker 3>and they told they talked about the beachfront property before

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<v Speaker 3>they actually stabilized the land. If the thing about the

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<v Speaker 3>market is that it is inherently racist, it is a

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<v Speaker 3>red Robin and or and U Zillow and others that

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<v Speaker 3>are able to is it Robin? What is the name

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<v Speaker 3>of that one? I can't remembersident red where the hell

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<v Speaker 3>Robin came from? But again like Villa and others are

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<v Speaker 3>area media and like Index is going to be in

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<v Speaker 3>a community by buying up, you know, houses, and the

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<v Speaker 3>hedge funds are doing this as well. They can buy

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<v Speaker 3>up a string of houses at a certain cost, and

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<v Speaker 3>of these houses so that they can sell and flip

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<v Speaker 3>them for a much and make a massive profit, and

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<v Speaker 3>so they know do.

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<v Speaker 1>They know they're doing it or do they they know

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<v Speaker 1>that's happening. It's not like they're just like buying it

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<v Speaker 1>up and then this is just a repercussion.

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<v Speaker 3>The thing about a lot of this that hasn't been

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<v Speaker 3>calculated for a very long time, there have been predatory

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<v Speaker 3>lenders and buyers working in the communities like Old Fourth Ward.

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<v Speaker 3>When we saw Old Fourth War change and parts of

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<v Speaker 3>Reynald Sound these other neighborhoods change overnight, it's because the

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<v Speaker 3>groundwork had been laid by going to poor, lower income

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<v Speaker 3>families that in Atlanta are predominantly black and getting them

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<v Speaker 3>to you know, Uncle Joe that kept showing up to

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<v Speaker 3>the birthday parties and was around that got their trust

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<v Speaker 3>to sign up for a loan that they never should

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<v Speaker 3>have qualified for because they don't have the income to

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<v Speaker 3>support it, and so they end up paying the value

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<v Speaker 3>of their house over and over and over again because

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<v Speaker 3>the interest rates get higher and higher, and then until

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<v Speaker 3>Chase Bank ends up with it or you know, another entity.

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<v Speaker 3>So those types of things we saw on the belt

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<v Speaker 3>Line that they didn't go through. It was economic development

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<v Speaker 3>and economic development to me in the United States means

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<v Speaker 3>the fastest thing that you can possibly capitalism. How can

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<v Speaker 3>we move the fast is how can we get the

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<v Speaker 3>fastest return? How can we have the most profit the

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<v Speaker 3>most quickly. And the thing is is if they had

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<v Speaker 3>built it the way it was envisioned, yes, it would

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<v Speaker 3>have taken longer, but we would have had a much healthier, diverse,

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<v Speaker 3>economically diverse city with a working class that still existed.

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<v Speaker 3>And so if you the same thing with my concern

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<v Speaker 3>about the tads, we've told people where they're going to go.

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<v Speaker 3>I guarantee you that once when once we started talking

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<v Speaker 3>the city and the executive started talking about tads last

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<v Speaker 3>year publicly, if you went and looked at I bet

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<v Speaker 3>if we went and looked at properties, we would have

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<v Speaker 3>seen that a lot of the properties in the area

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<v Speaker 3>have already been snatched up by some of the developers

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<v Speaker 3>that know that that infrastructure, that economic development, that money

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<v Speaker 3>is coming. What is like for our people Qullocation district.

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<v Speaker 3>We currently have eight of them. The belt line is

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<v Speaker 3>a TAD. That's how it is funded. Council just passed

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<v Speaker 3>legislation on Monday. I voted against it. I was one

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<v Speaker 3>of two no votes our district was really engaged on

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<v Speaker 3>this and not in favor, and it voted through. But

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<v Speaker 3>it's an extension of six tabs instead of eight. So

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<v Speaker 3>the Beltline tad will not exist past it will not

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<v Speaker 3>exist after the next five years. It'll close, which I

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<v Speaker 3>think will be a very good thing, because when you

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<v Speaker 3>have an inherently racist market and you already have change

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<v Speaker 3>coming and you have massive economic development, and it's like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, it's trying to like punch a tidle wave.

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<v Speaker 3>So if the intention is to bring economic development, which

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<v Speaker 3>is a good thing, but we live in a state

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<v Speaker 3>that is preempted, that preempts a lot of what the

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<v Speaker 3>city can do, so rent control, capping, grints, those types

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<v Speaker 3>of things, addiction defense, which we have to go through

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<v Speaker 3>nonprofits to do. We are preempted from doing a lot

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<v Speaker 3>to protect our residents, which is why you cannot do

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<v Speaker 3>things the quick way, which is why Atlanta has to

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<v Speaker 3>go the extra mile to ensure that we are stabilizing

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<v Speaker 3>land values quietly first before doing these massive development So

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<v Speaker 3>like with the belt Line, it should have been a

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<v Speaker 3>quiet buy up of property than the announcement, because at

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<v Speaker 3>that point you have the city owns the land, and

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<v Speaker 3>can actually dictate the value. But you know, we haven't.

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<v Speaker 3>We keep making the announcements before we've done the work,

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<v Speaker 3>and that displaces the people that are there.

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<v Speaker 1>Could the city have actually done that? Like sometimes I'm

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<v Speaker 1>so curious, like how that works anyway, Like do they

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<v Speaker 1>have the money to even do that or is it

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<v Speaker 1>like they're just.

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<v Speaker 3>Political will last lack of political will? You have to also,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I would also imagine there's a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>private private partners in film dropic groups that are putting

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of pressure on them. I mean AJC article

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<v Speaker 3>just a couple of weeks ago. I think it was

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<v Speaker 3>Alex Taylor, who owns who family owns the AJAC I believe,

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<v Speaker 3>did an op ed in his own paper about how

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<v Speaker 3>the beltline loop had to be finished that you know

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<v Speaker 3>that reil basically saying supporting the idea of continuing the sidewalk,

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<v Speaker 3>of not doing transit and things like that. And I

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<v Speaker 3>think that that's such a perfect synopsis of why people

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<v Speaker 3>are so frustrated in Atlanta. That you have somebody that

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<v Speaker 3>comes from an empire, a billion family that's worth billions

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<v Speaker 3>of dollars, that heads up journalism in a city where

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<v Speaker 3>journalism is practically dead and is using his own paper

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<v Speaker 3>to tell people that how the belt line should be developed.

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<v Speaker 3>That a billionaire is using his own paper to write

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<v Speaker 3>an op ed on how many things transit should be

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<v Speaker 3>designed in the city. That is a perfect example of

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<v Speaker 3>why our constituency, our district believes that corporations are in

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<v Speaker 3>control of the city. That that is a perfect example. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't think people fully understand, like even I

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<v Speaker 1>pay attention I live here. Like the way you just

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<v Speaker 1>explained it is so much the whiteboard. I understand it now,

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<v Speaker 1>like in a way that I don't even know that

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<v Speaker 1>I fully did.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I don't know about you, but I'm really

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<v Speaker 3>sick of billionaires telling me how I'm supposed to live

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<v Speaker 3>my life. Yeah, dictating the world that I should exist in.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you say the beltline overall, well, if you could

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<v Speaker 1>change it, would you go back and not do it?

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<v Speaker 3>No, I would go back and do it, but I

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<v Speaker 3>would go back and do it the way it was

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<v Speaker 3>envisioned by the creator of it. And I can't imagine

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<v Speaker 3>being Ryan and walking out of my house every day

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<v Speaker 3>and seeing my vision entirely bastardized, and knowing the people

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<v Speaker 3>that I could have saved, that could have enjoyed that

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<v Speaker 3>property and that experience and that entry into their city.

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<v Speaker 3>Because the idea of the connectivity was to combat our

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<v Speaker 3>racial infrastructure. You know, highways that divide that were intentionally

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<v Speaker 3>put into the city to divide black and white neighborhoods.

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<v Speaker 3>The belt line had the ability to combat that. The

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<v Speaker 3>beltline had the ability to connect those neighborhoods, to bring

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<v Speaker 3>people together. And in some ways the belt Line is

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<v Speaker 3>abolutely beautiful. Shouldn't sit here and say that everything about

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<v Speaker 3>it is bad. I mean, you go out on a Saturday,

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<v Speaker 3>Sunday and afternoon, there's people out, People are playing sports,

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<v Speaker 3>people are talking to each other, people are checking out restaurants.

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<v Speaker 3>People are out and about. But if you're looking for

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<v Speaker 3>high capacity transit, that's not the belt Line. If you're

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<v Speaker 3>somebody that's experiencing a disability or completely dependent on a wheelchair,

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<v Speaker 3>how are you going to get from point A to

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<v Speaker 3>point B. It's completely disorganized right, People don't know which

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<v Speaker 3>way to walk. Bicyclists I almost got taken out the

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<v Speaker 3>other day. And so, yes, it's beautiful, but it's also chaotic.

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<v Speaker 3>And what people of Atlanta were promised was high capacity

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<v Speaker 3>transit and connectivity throughout the city and equity, And frankly,

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<v Speaker 3>in my opinion, I don't mean to diminish people who

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<v Speaker 3>enjoy the belt line. I love it. Yeah, that Lin's

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<v Speaker 3>brought great benefit to my district. It's come a great

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<v Speaker 3>cost too, and so I don't want to diminish it.

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<v Speaker 3>But like, we were promised high capacity transit and we

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<v Speaker 3>were lived to right and keep and they keep telling

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<v Speaker 3>us that beltline real can happen, but then they keep

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<v Speaker 3>shutting down the projects after pouring millions of dollars into

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<v Speaker 3>designing them.

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<v Speaker 2>Talk a little bit more about what that vision is

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<v Speaker 2>for people who you know, aren't from Atlanta or maybe

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<v Speaker 2>just visited, don't know a lot about the belt line.

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<v Speaker 4>What was it supposed to be.

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<v Speaker 1>In Ryan's vision?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean Ryan should I shouldn't speak on his

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<v Speaker 3>behalf because he's brilliant and wonderful and that was, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>his creation, and I'm not well versed enough in his

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<v Speaker 3>dissertation to speak fully on his behalf. But what I

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<v Speaker 3>do believe was that it was supposed to be an

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<v Speaker 3>equity tool, something that was supposed to connect people who

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<v Speaker 3>had been separated from progress in the city. For a

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<v Speaker 3>very long time, you know, white flight, white flight into

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<v Speaker 3>the suburbs of Atlanta and surrounding it to cut off

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<v Speaker 3>progress and into the city, only to now have people

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<v Speaker 3>coming in to buy a bland and to flip now

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<v Speaker 3>that everybody wants to live in Atlanta, I mean into

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<v Speaker 3>during the recession. I think we are the second emptiest

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<v Speaker 3>city in the country after Detroit, and you know, so

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<v Speaker 3>like and the funny thing is is that we're not

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<v Speaker 3>even as dense as we were in the nineteen fifties,

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<v Speaker 3>but the level of traffic that we have exists because

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<v Speaker 3>we don't have any public transit. We do have, I'm sorry,

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<v Speaker 3>we do have some public transit, we take no pride

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<v Speaker 3>in it, and we haven't expanded it since nineteen seventy nine. Again,

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<v Speaker 3>not in a way that actually I mean bus routes

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<v Speaker 3>and some improvements on infill stations and things like that

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<v Speaker 3>in pedestrian bridges, but in terms of an expansion of

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<v Speaker 3>heavy real no, I.

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<v Speaker 4>Mean it is kind of wild.

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<v Speaker 2>Like you go to you know, places like Chicago, even Charlotte,

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<v Speaker 2>North Carolina, Denver, they have great reil systems and I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know, I very rarely.

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<v Speaker 4>Hop on Marta yeah, same.

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<v Speaker 2>But if I'm in one of those cities, it's not

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<v Speaker 2>a question like, of course I'm using it.

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<v Speaker 3>My friends came down from New York, I mean New York,

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<v Speaker 3>and they born and raised New Yorkers, pulled of trans

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<v Speaker 3>that is the only way they go. And they were like, no,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I don't, I don't. I don't feel comfortable.

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<v Speaker 3>I was actually really floored when they said that to me,

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<v Speaker 3>because I'm very proud of our transit system. I love

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<v Speaker 3>this city. I would die and I would die on

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<v Speaker 3>a hill for the city over and over and over again.

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<v Speaker 3>And when I say these things, people take it very personally.

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<v Speaker 3>They take it as an insult. But I don't see

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<v Speaker 3>how we don't understand that holding ourselves accountable is a

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<v Speaker 3>good thing. That's saying no, we don't have a transit

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<v Speaker 3>vision because we've avoided it because it's too hard, is

422
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<v Speaker 3>the truth. And it is a problem.

423
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<v Speaker 1>Talk about the because the most recent thing is the

424
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<v Speaker 1>water issue that happened. And what's interesting is like you

425
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<v Speaker 1>were the only one talking about it, and I show

426
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<v Speaker 1>up a tap room and they're like, oh, we can't

427
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<v Speaker 1>do coffee because we have this water situation. That it's

428
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<v Speaker 1>like I showed up there thinking how do I not

429
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<v Speaker 1>know this? And then you started talking about it, and

430
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<v Speaker 1>I'm like thinking, it shocked me. That's a huge deal.

431
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<v Speaker 1>And like I thought about this. You know, tap is

432
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<v Speaker 1>like they're fine, they're they're busy and popular. But if

433
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<v Speaker 1>there don't have water and can't make drinks for people

434
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<v Speaker 1>for two days, it.

435
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<v Speaker 3>Hurts a small business hugely. Atlanta is God. I feel

436
00:22:46.480 --> 00:22:48.359
<v Speaker 3>like I'm just like saying all the negative things, but

437
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<v Speaker 3>I want this.

438
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<v Speaker 1>We want to know. People want to know like we.

439
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<v Speaker 3>Atlanta's small business community is the backbone, in my opinion

440
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<v Speaker 3>of our economic development and diversity. Look what the small

441
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<v Speaker 3>business community did for this city throughout the recession. They

442
00:23:00.119 --> 00:23:02.400
<v Speaker 3>employed local folks, They made sure they were housed, They

443
00:23:02.400 --> 00:23:04.440
<v Speaker 3>made sure I was fed when I barely had anything.

444
00:23:04.640 --> 00:23:07.039
<v Speaker 3>Small businesses take care of their community and the employee

445
00:23:07.079 --> 00:23:11.279
<v Speaker 3>their local community. So there, it's a really big deal

446
00:23:12.000 --> 00:23:14.400
<v Speaker 3>in small businesses, at least in District five. Their visionaries,

447
00:23:14.440 --> 00:23:16.920
<v Speaker 3>their artists, what they put into how they do like,

448
00:23:16.920 --> 00:23:18.680
<v Speaker 3>what they put into their menu, what they put into

449
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<v Speaker 3>their design. And I would say that about any small

450
00:23:20.880 --> 00:23:24.799
<v Speaker 3>business owner and the costs of opening a small business

451
00:23:24.839 --> 00:23:29.599
<v Speaker 3>in the city. Are exorbitant and the lat and unfortunately

452
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<v Speaker 3>our city planning team, of which we have, again a

453
00:23:34.200 --> 00:23:37.039
<v Speaker 3>lot of really wonderful and experienced people, but a really

454
00:23:37.079 --> 00:23:41.119
<v Speaker 3>high turnover rate, and we are there as a result,

455
00:23:41.160 --> 00:23:43.079
<v Speaker 3>there's not a lot of people that there's not a

456
00:23:43.079 --> 00:23:46.599
<v Speaker 3>standardized protocol. It feels like, because I've had to help

457
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<v Speaker 3>a lot of small businesses through the process, it feels

458
00:23:49.680 --> 00:23:53.920
<v Speaker 3>like it differs based on who you get. And I

459
00:23:53.920 --> 00:23:57.599
<v Speaker 3>don't fault those employees for that, because that that's reflective

460
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<v Speaker 3>of leadership. They care deeply about their jobs. But you know,

461
00:24:01.720 --> 00:24:04.200
<v Speaker 3>when you have a million things coming at you and

462
00:24:04.559 --> 00:24:08.279
<v Speaker 3>there's a constant changeover, it gets very difficult to instill

463
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<v Speaker 3>a really good system. And so I don't want our

464
00:24:11.599 --> 00:24:15.599
<v Speaker 3>businesses losing money when one the economy is already difficult enough.

465
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<v Speaker 3>But also, you know, our businesses aren't you know, a Davembusters,

466
00:24:22.720 --> 00:24:26.519
<v Speaker 3>or you know, a chain or Greens liquor store, or

467
00:24:26.559 --> 00:24:29.359
<v Speaker 3>a chain restaurant of some kind or a chain business.

468
00:24:29.519 --> 00:24:32.920
<v Speaker 3>They're locally owned folks that live in their communities. So

469
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<v Speaker 3>when that happened with tap Room the water pieces, you know,

470
00:24:36.519 --> 00:24:38.519
<v Speaker 3>I was getting calls from other small businesses asking you

471
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<v Speaker 3>know it's a Friday night, can we open? And the

472
00:24:42.720 --> 00:24:45.359
<v Speaker 3>truth is like, I can't have them taking the risk,

473
00:24:45.400 --> 00:24:47.079
<v Speaker 3>But I also know they're going to lose money that night.

474
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<v Speaker 3>That's that's why it frustrates me. Yes, safety of water quality,

475
00:24:50.640 --> 00:24:54.119
<v Speaker 3>for our consistency, our neighbors, and making sure people are safe.

476
00:24:54.920 --> 00:24:57.480
<v Speaker 3>But yeah, when folks go to their small businesses and

477
00:24:57.680 --> 00:24:59.599
<v Speaker 3>they're trying to where they learn most things in these

478
00:24:59.599 --> 00:25:03.119
<v Speaker 3>small b since this can't serve their customer base, that's

479
00:25:03.160 --> 00:25:04.680
<v Speaker 3>going to hit them hard in the pockets to make

480
00:25:04.720 --> 00:25:07.359
<v Speaker 3>it very difficult for them to make up that loss.

481
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<v Speaker 1>And it felt like a communication problem too, Like it

482
00:25:11.599 --> 00:25:14.440
<v Speaker 1>just felt like why wasn't that a bit like it

483
00:25:14.680 --> 00:25:17.240
<v Speaker 1>didn't even I don't know. That felt like a communication problem.

484
00:25:17.279 --> 00:25:19.039
<v Speaker 1>And then I also heard you say something about how

485
00:25:19.079 --> 00:25:24.759
<v Speaker 1>it does disproportionately affect marginalized people talk about that a

486
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<v Speaker 1>little bit.

487
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<v Speaker 3>Well, you know, redlining is a very I mean, it

488
00:25:30.240 --> 00:25:32.559
<v Speaker 3>obviously exists in the city of Atlanta, has been going

489
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<v Speaker 3>on for a very long time. You know, we're trying

490
00:25:35.319 --> 00:25:37.400
<v Speaker 3>to combat a lot of those in a lot of

491
00:25:37.400 --> 00:25:41.880
<v Speaker 3>those issues. Again, it's like trying to be back a

492
00:25:41.960 --> 00:25:47.319
<v Speaker 3>tidal wife. But I would say that a lot of

493
00:25:47.359 --> 00:25:51.519
<v Speaker 3>it comes down to one, a lot of development in

494
00:25:51.519 --> 00:25:54.119
<v Speaker 3>those areas. So there hasn't been like there's not a

495
00:25:54.240 --> 00:25:57.599
<v Speaker 3>replacement of watershed infrastructure. It's taking a lot Like if

496
00:25:57.640 --> 00:25:59.480
<v Speaker 3>you look at the development that happened on Cascade on

497
00:25:59.480 --> 00:26:03.240
<v Speaker 3>the west side, it's a massive thoroughfare, had no watershed

498
00:26:03.240 --> 00:26:05.279
<v Speaker 3>infrastructure on it, so then they were doing the repaving,

499
00:26:05.279 --> 00:26:08.200
<v Speaker 3>they had to install all of that. And the thing is,

500
00:26:08.279 --> 00:26:11.279
<v Speaker 3>I would say the only mayor in recent history that

501
00:26:11.319 --> 00:26:14.119
<v Speaker 3>has done anything for our sewage systems was Shirley Franklin,

502
00:26:14.799 --> 00:26:16.839
<v Speaker 3>and that's what the penny tax comes from, to help

503
00:26:16.880 --> 00:26:19.680
<v Speaker 3>with their replacement for the management of our stormwater systems.

504
00:26:19.920 --> 00:26:22.480
<v Speaker 3>Atlanta was the third landlocked city formed in the country,

505
00:26:23.079 --> 00:26:25.880
<v Speaker 3>and so like a lot of our watershed infrastructure, like

506
00:26:25.920 --> 00:26:27.599
<v Speaker 3>there wasn't a set plan. It was kind of I

507
00:26:27.680 --> 00:26:31.079
<v Speaker 3>like to say, we formed accidentally, and a lot of

508
00:26:31.119 --> 00:26:34.799
<v Speaker 3>our watershed infrastructure feels very reactionary. But the fact is

509
00:26:34.799 --> 00:26:37.119
<v Speaker 3>is that there hasn't been active replacement plans. It's been

510
00:26:37.240 --> 00:26:39.200
<v Speaker 3>very it's like, oh, there's a break, we're planning for

511
00:26:39.240 --> 00:26:42.720
<v Speaker 3>that break. We aren't stockpiling, we aren't we don't like

512
00:26:42.759 --> 00:26:44.960
<v Speaker 3>what is the vision for the replacement plants. Our current

513
00:26:44.960 --> 00:26:47.480
<v Speaker 3>watershed commissioner saying that our full replacement plan would take

514
00:26:47.480 --> 00:26:51.279
<v Speaker 3>eleven hundred years. That's where we're at. Obviously it was

515
00:26:51.319 --> 00:26:53.160
<v Speaker 3>about five hundred he said that was a lie. It's

516
00:26:53.160 --> 00:26:57.519
<v Speaker 3>more like eleven hundred and and funnily enough, in some instances,

517
00:26:57.519 --> 00:27:00.799
<v Speaker 3>Atlanta is doing replacement plans better than others in the country.

518
00:27:02.440 --> 00:27:04.920
<v Speaker 3>But quite frankly, I think that has a lot to

519
00:27:04.960 --> 00:27:07.160
<v Speaker 3>do with the bar being so low for infrastructure in

520
00:27:07.160 --> 00:27:11.839
<v Speaker 3>the United States. But partially, I mean, like, we get

521
00:27:12.079 --> 00:27:14.319
<v Speaker 3>insane amounts of rainfall here, and it's not like Seattle,

522
00:27:14.319 --> 00:27:17.000
<v Speaker 3>where it's steady rain over many days. Ours comes down

523
00:27:17.440 --> 00:27:21.599
<v Speaker 3>in like flash flood downpours, and so it's it is

524
00:27:22.039 --> 00:27:25.799
<v Speaker 3>like it's like trying to plug holes. So it's super difficult.

525
00:27:25.960 --> 00:27:28.880
<v Speaker 3>And so people operationally watershed that day where the water

526
00:27:28.920 --> 00:27:30.839
<v Speaker 3>went out, they did everything they were supposed to do.

527
00:27:31.240 --> 00:27:34.279
<v Speaker 3>But y'all didn't know that because there was no communication.

528
00:27:33.920 --> 00:27:38.559
<v Speaker 1>Zero zero communication. Yeah, I didn't even know I was

529
00:27:38.640 --> 00:27:40.279
<v Speaker 1>under a boil water advisory.

530
00:27:40.359 --> 00:27:43.079
<v Speaker 3>I didn't water advisory until I got an email.

531
00:27:43.519 --> 00:27:45.880
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I think I might have told you about one recently.

532
00:27:46.319 --> 00:27:49.359
<v Speaker 1>All, Yeah, I think you did it came over? She did.

533
00:27:49.400 --> 00:27:51.279
<v Speaker 1>She came over and she's like, are we allowed to

534
00:27:51.359 --> 00:27:54.119
<v Speaker 1>drink your water? I'm like, yeah, why You're like no,

535
00:27:54.200 --> 00:27:54.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't know that you can.

536
00:27:55.039 --> 00:27:59.880
<v Speaker 4>I'm pretty sure there's a boil water. So they have it,

537
00:28:00.079 --> 00:28:02.000
<v Speaker 4>and nah, make it gay.

538
00:28:02.359 --> 00:28:04.119
<v Speaker 1>I know. I was just thinking, let's make it gay.

539
00:28:04.440 --> 00:28:07.039
<v Speaker 1>Let's get this thing gay. Okay, Yeah, talk.

540
00:28:06.920 --> 00:28:10.680
<v Speaker 3>About what we're talking about. Pipes and we've been water and.

541
00:28:10.640 --> 00:28:12.880
<v Speaker 1>Infrastructure, and it's a great segue.

542
00:28:13.039 --> 00:28:14.240
<v Speaker 3>I think that is perfect.

543
00:28:15.680 --> 00:28:18.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so we are a gay podcast. But I was

544
00:28:18.160 --> 00:28:20.680
<v Speaker 1>thinking a little bit about to just in this administration

545
00:28:20.759 --> 00:28:22.920
<v Speaker 1>and I don't know at the local level how it feels,

546
00:28:22.960 --> 00:28:26.720
<v Speaker 1>but you know, funding being pushed away from say trans

547
00:28:26.799 --> 00:28:30.400
<v Speaker 1>care or like, do you feel that in your job

548
00:28:30.599 --> 00:28:32.359
<v Speaker 1>at all? That situation.

549
00:28:33.119 --> 00:28:35.400
<v Speaker 3>Atlanta is the gay mecha of the South. We have

550
00:28:35.480 --> 00:28:37.680
<v Speaker 3>a lot of it's a lot of youth, a lot

551
00:28:37.720 --> 00:28:42.480
<v Speaker 3>of youth that come here from Tennessee, from Alabama, from Florida.

552
00:28:43.039 --> 00:28:46.119
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I worked with I've worked with a lot

553
00:28:46.119 --> 00:28:48.480
<v Speaker 3>of trends and homeless youth. I mean I've worked with

554
00:28:48.480 --> 00:28:50.559
<v Speaker 3>a kid once that family found out they were gay,

555
00:28:50.599 --> 00:28:52.319
<v Speaker 3>back from coming on a family road trip and they

556
00:28:52.359 --> 00:28:53.640
<v Speaker 3>dropped them off at a highway exit.

557
00:28:54.960 --> 00:28:55.640
<v Speaker 5>You know. There.

558
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<v Speaker 3>There's there's been a lot of stories as I've worked

559
00:29:00.599 --> 00:29:04.599
<v Speaker 3>with that have just been traumatizing stories. But Atlanta is

560
00:29:04.599 --> 00:29:07.759
<v Speaker 3>supposed to be gay mecca, and then the folks come

561
00:29:07.799 --> 00:29:11.480
<v Speaker 3>here and we don't actually have a lot of things

562
00:29:11.519 --> 00:29:15.519
<v Speaker 3>wildly available for trans youth. I don't know, Atlanta really

563
00:29:15.599 --> 00:29:18.799
<v Speaker 3>never has more than other places. But a lot of

564
00:29:18.799 --> 00:29:23.160
<v Speaker 3>our shelters are rooted in Christianity, and so I've also

565
00:29:23.240 --> 00:29:26.559
<v Speaker 3>had a lot of them turn away trans kids and

566
00:29:26.599 --> 00:29:33.519
<v Speaker 3>say very problematic things. And sometimes certain shelters if it's

567
00:29:33.519 --> 00:29:36.000
<v Speaker 3>a gay couple, they don't want them together, you know,

568
00:29:36.160 --> 00:29:36.880
<v Speaker 3>that type of thing.

569
00:29:37.480 --> 00:29:40.960
<v Speaker 1>So we are are they taking federal dollars in doing that?

570
00:29:41.319 --> 00:29:44.079
<v Speaker 3>I actually don't know. Okay, I actually do not know.

571
00:29:44.119 --> 00:29:46.000
<v Speaker 3>That's something I have to I would have to look

572
00:29:46.039 --> 00:29:50.480
<v Speaker 3>into because that was when DEI was in effect, and

573
00:29:50.799 --> 00:29:52.599
<v Speaker 3>this was when like when I was doing this work.

574
00:29:53.039 --> 00:29:54.279
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I still do the work, and so I've

575
00:29:54.279 --> 00:29:55.640
<v Speaker 3>been able to look into a lot more of it.

576
00:29:55.640 --> 00:29:58.000
<v Speaker 3>It's improved. It's greatly improved in terms of what we

577
00:29:58.039 --> 00:29:59.519
<v Speaker 3>were trying to do with our kids and the number

578
00:29:59.519 --> 00:30:02.880
<v Speaker 3>of people that gotten involved and youth that are stepping

579
00:30:02.960 --> 00:30:05.359
<v Speaker 3>up and creating new agencies to help queer and trans youth.

580
00:30:05.359 --> 00:30:09.319
<v Speaker 3>It's really really inspiring to see that expand and the

581
00:30:09.359 --> 00:30:14.160
<v Speaker 3>approach expand. But I was I was in my twenties

582
00:30:14.160 --> 00:30:15.880
<v Speaker 3>when I started doing the work with you, because I

583
00:30:16.920 --> 00:30:19.480
<v Speaker 3>had experienced a lot of housing instability between eighteen and

584
00:30:19.519 --> 00:30:22.359
<v Speaker 3>twenty three. And you know, a lot of our kids

585
00:30:22.359 --> 00:30:24.880
<v Speaker 3>depend on survival sex for a place to stay. It's

586
00:30:24.960 --> 00:30:26.799
<v Speaker 3>when instead of like you know, drugs or other things,

587
00:30:26.839 --> 00:30:28.680
<v Speaker 3>you will sleep with someone in exchange for staying in

588
00:30:28.720 --> 00:30:32.240
<v Speaker 3>their bed or on their sofa. And there's you know,

589
00:30:32.279 --> 00:30:34.480
<v Speaker 3>homelessness looks a lot of different ways, not ways people

590
00:30:34.519 --> 00:30:38.000
<v Speaker 3>think that it looks. And we also out of in

591
00:30:38.039 --> 00:30:39.839
<v Speaker 3>the past when we've it's numbers have gone up. But

592
00:30:39.880 --> 00:30:41.799
<v Speaker 3>in the past. The first time I did a survey

593
00:30:42.359 --> 00:30:44.240
<v Speaker 3>of the kids that were willing to come forth to

594
00:30:44.240 --> 00:30:47.440
<v Speaker 3>talk about their sexuality, about fifty percent of them so

595
00:30:47.559 --> 00:30:50.839
<v Speaker 3>they identified as lgbtq I A plus and so we

596
00:30:50.960 --> 00:30:56.559
<v Speaker 3>know that that number is probably actually higher. So yeah,

597
00:30:56.720 --> 00:31:00.960
<v Speaker 3>it's on a local level, you know, state, the state

598
00:31:01.000 --> 00:31:03.000
<v Speaker 3>PREEMPS is in a lot of things. The state has

599
00:31:03.279 --> 00:31:07.960
<v Speaker 3>done a lot a lot of anti trans legislation. In

600
00:31:08.039 --> 00:31:10.000
<v Speaker 3>terms of that, I have had families that have moved

601
00:31:10.160 --> 00:31:13.200
<v Speaker 3>north for their kids because they want to keep their

602
00:31:13.240 --> 00:31:14.200
<v Speaker 3>trans children safe.

603
00:31:14.599 --> 00:31:15.039
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

604
00:31:15.079 --> 00:31:19.359
<v Speaker 3>You know, these men have no understanding of how like

605
00:31:19.440 --> 00:31:23.119
<v Speaker 3>hormone blockers work, how like gender affirming surgery works, or

606
00:31:23.119 --> 00:31:24.559
<v Speaker 3>the fact that some of them, many of them have

607
00:31:24.559 --> 00:31:33.440
<v Speaker 3>had gender firming surgery, and they just this disgusting obsession

608
00:31:33.519 --> 00:31:37.519
<v Speaker 3>with policing other people's bodies and their genitalia and all

609
00:31:37.519 --> 00:31:38.039
<v Speaker 3>these other things.

610
00:31:38.079 --> 00:31:39.720
<v Speaker 1>It's just it's weird.

611
00:31:40.240 --> 00:31:42.160
<v Speaker 4>It well, yeah, and it's fear mongering.

612
00:31:42.200 --> 00:31:46.240
<v Speaker 3>It's like it's it's it discussed me on such a

613
00:31:46.359 --> 00:31:51.279
<v Speaker 3>level because I see what it does to these kids totally,

614
00:31:52.519 --> 00:31:55.440
<v Speaker 3>and what we're trying to do on a local level,

615
00:31:55.480 --> 00:31:59.119
<v Speaker 3>Like I'm I'm trying to help agencies on my own

616
00:31:59.160 --> 00:32:02.440
<v Speaker 3>personal like my personal time, organizing, helping parents, directing them

617
00:32:02.440 --> 00:32:06.920
<v Speaker 3>towards resources, just trying to be a rolodex of information

618
00:32:06.960 --> 00:32:09.759
<v Speaker 3>for people who need it. That's you know, not even

619
00:32:09.960 --> 00:32:12.000
<v Speaker 3>like just me as accouncil member. Mutual aid I think

620
00:32:12.000 --> 00:32:14.279
<v Speaker 3>should be brought into government a lot more. But it's

621
00:32:14.279 --> 00:32:16.599
<v Speaker 3>the thing that's going to help local communities through everything.

622
00:32:16.640 --> 00:32:19.240
<v Speaker 3>I mean, the government is not here to save us. Yeah,

623
00:32:19.240 --> 00:32:20.720
<v Speaker 3>the government is here to help you know, to do

624
00:32:20.799 --> 00:32:23.119
<v Speaker 3>services day to day, but the government is not here

625
00:32:23.240 --> 00:32:26.000
<v Speaker 3>to save you from these issues. That's where community comes in.

626
00:32:26.960 --> 00:32:31.039
<v Speaker 3>That's the truth and hopefully people like me that are

627
00:32:31.039 --> 00:32:36.400
<v Speaker 3>there to martial out resources on a local level legislatively, truthfully.

628
00:32:36.720 --> 00:32:39.799
<v Speaker 3>Other than making statements condemning what the state is doing.

629
00:32:40.160 --> 00:32:42.039
<v Speaker 3>There's not a lot of action that we can take,

630
00:32:42.839 --> 00:32:45.839
<v Speaker 3>but we can partner with agencies to assist because there

631
00:32:45.880 --> 00:32:47.559
<v Speaker 3>are a lot of agencies that do this work on

632
00:32:47.599 --> 00:32:49.279
<v Speaker 3>a local level. I do not think we give enough

633
00:32:49.279 --> 00:32:53.119
<v Speaker 3>money at all. We also changed our DEI office to

634
00:32:53.160 --> 00:32:56.160
<v Speaker 3>one Atlanta because of all the federal attacks, and Atlanta

635
00:32:56.200 --> 00:32:58.160
<v Speaker 3>has actually been pretty good at staying under the radar.

636
00:32:58.480 --> 00:33:00.799
<v Speaker 3>We don't have the privilege of Chicago or New York

637
00:33:00.880 --> 00:33:02.839
<v Speaker 3>or things like that. We have to play it very

638
00:33:02.839 --> 00:33:07.119
<v Speaker 3>carefully because of the conservative politics here. A lot of

639
00:33:07.160 --> 00:33:09.079
<v Speaker 3>people are like, well, you aren't taking a stand, and

640
00:33:09.119 --> 00:33:11.680
<v Speaker 3>I understand that, I personally take my stands. The city,

641
00:33:11.720 --> 00:33:15.240
<v Speaker 3>I understand personally has to navigate this very carefully. Hisses

642
00:33:15.279 --> 00:33:19.240
<v Speaker 3>me off. But the truth is is the federal climate

643
00:33:19.319 --> 00:33:22.880
<v Speaker 3>makes it very difficult and people we could be so

644
00:33:22.960 --> 00:33:25.680
<v Speaker 3>easily preempted by the state at any time, and so

645
00:33:25.839 --> 00:33:29.440
<v Speaker 3>it takes very careful navigating. But I also believe that

646
00:33:29.480 --> 00:33:31.160
<v Speaker 3>you don't put on a shirt that says I love

647
00:33:31.240 --> 00:33:33.240
<v Speaker 3>trans kids to take a picture and then not turn

648
00:33:33.279 --> 00:33:37.599
<v Speaker 3>around and put in like put your body in front

649
00:33:37.640 --> 00:33:39.400
<v Speaker 3>of them to protect them. I don't understand how you

650
00:33:39.400 --> 00:33:41.920
<v Speaker 3>can do a photo op and not actually uphold that

651
00:33:41.960 --> 00:33:45.680
<v Speaker 3>with action. So I would encourage people to look at local.

652
00:33:46.720 --> 00:33:50.920
<v Speaker 3>National organizations are great, I don't donate to those. Take

653
00:33:50.920 --> 00:33:52.559
<v Speaker 3>a look at your local orgs that are on the

654
00:33:52.559 --> 00:33:54.799
<v Speaker 3>ground to ensure that your dollars are going directly into

655
00:33:54.839 --> 00:33:57.880
<v Speaker 3>the community that you were trying to help. And that's

656
00:33:58.319 --> 00:34:00.640
<v Speaker 3>where that's going to happen. Legislatively, not going to see

657
00:34:00.680 --> 00:34:03.079
<v Speaker 3>a lot happen on a local level. It's going to

658
00:34:03.119 --> 00:34:06.160
<v Speaker 3>come from mutual aid. It's going to come from council

659
00:34:06.160 --> 00:34:09.920
<v Speaker 3>members partnering with nonprofits that are prioritizing this worked and

660
00:34:10.039 --> 00:34:14.079
<v Speaker 3>are the subject matter experts. And I believe that the

661
00:34:14.079 --> 00:34:17.360
<v Speaker 3>city and especially the county should be putting a whole

662
00:34:17.400 --> 00:34:20.239
<v Speaker 3>lot more money towards this, and I don't I don't

663
00:34:20.239 --> 00:34:21.920
<v Speaker 3>even know if the county is putting money towards this,

664
00:34:22.039 --> 00:34:25.480
<v Speaker 3>but again, even in the city, our one Atlanta team,

665
00:34:25.519 --> 00:34:27.480
<v Speaker 3>we still have an LGBT, we still have that director.

666
00:34:27.800 --> 00:34:29.280
<v Speaker 3>But there's no line. I'd have been the budget, how

667
00:34:29.360 --> 00:34:31.440
<v Speaker 3>much money they're getting, And I couldn't get an answer

668
00:34:31.480 --> 00:34:33.960
<v Speaker 3>for that, right, So, and.

669
00:34:34.000 --> 00:34:36.239
<v Speaker 1>Is it because there's not It's almost like there's too

670
00:34:36.280 --> 00:34:38.400
<v Speaker 1>many if it comes to a vote, it's like most

671
00:34:38.400 --> 00:34:41.639
<v Speaker 1>people aren't affected, Like they don't see it as their problem,

672
00:34:41.760 --> 00:34:43.239
<v Speaker 1>so they're just like, ah, who cares.

673
00:34:43.760 --> 00:34:47.159
<v Speaker 3>There's a lot there's a lot of competing interests, and

674
00:34:48.800 --> 00:34:50.400
<v Speaker 3>like if I, if I was in charge of that

675
00:34:50.440 --> 00:34:51.840
<v Speaker 3>would be my priority, that would be one of my

676
00:34:51.880 --> 00:34:55.079
<v Speaker 3>top priorities. Yeah, I can't speak to why. I mean,

677
00:34:55.119 --> 00:34:58.480
<v Speaker 3>like the priority of the city, Like their first thing

678
00:34:58.559 --> 00:35:01.039
<v Speaker 3>is supposed to be our first job is supposed to

679
00:35:01.079 --> 00:35:04.559
<v Speaker 3>be project delivery in city services, and so equipping those

680
00:35:04.599 --> 00:35:07.079
<v Speaker 3>departments to make sure that that's happening, putting a lot

681
00:35:07.079 --> 00:35:11.800
<v Speaker 3>of our money into anti into eviction defense, into trying

682
00:35:11.800 --> 00:35:14.239
<v Speaker 3>to figure out red stabilization. There are a lot of

683
00:35:14.239 --> 00:35:16.800
<v Speaker 3>holes to plug up, right, there are a lot of

684
00:35:16.800 --> 00:35:20.480
<v Speaker 3>holes to plug up. I do believe that the city,

685
00:35:21.159 --> 00:35:22.840
<v Speaker 3>we do not have the problems of a poor city.

686
00:35:22.840 --> 00:35:25.159
<v Speaker 3>We are a wealthy city are. Our reserves are almost

687
00:35:25.159 --> 00:35:28.480
<v Speaker 3>a billion dollars whoa okay and no idea. Eight years

688
00:35:28.480 --> 00:35:30.400
<v Speaker 3>ago they were seven million. We have a triple A

689
00:35:30.440 --> 00:35:32.719
<v Speaker 3>bond rating as the highest a city can have. In

690
00:35:32.840 --> 00:35:36.159
<v Speaker 3>my opinion, we could be spending a lot smarter, We

691
00:35:36.199 --> 00:35:39.800
<v Speaker 3>could be a lot more focused, and quite frankly, local

692
00:35:39.960 --> 00:35:42.679
<v Speaker 3>organizations are very good at especially once for trands and

693
00:35:42.719 --> 00:35:44.639
<v Speaker 3>minority groups, because we know what it's like to have

694
00:35:44.719 --> 00:35:48.360
<v Speaker 3>nothing and survive on very little, and we're innovative as hell. Yeah,

695
00:35:48.559 --> 00:35:51.639
<v Speaker 3>dollars to local organizations go a lot farther, and so

696
00:35:52.760 --> 00:35:54.920
<v Speaker 3>I just I don't think we're doing enough. And I'm

697
00:35:54.920 --> 00:35:59.199
<v Speaker 3>glad that we have an LGBTQ Affairs Committee, But what.

698
00:35:59.159 --> 00:35:59.440
<v Speaker 1>Are they doing?

699
00:36:00.599 --> 00:36:02.920
<v Speaker 3>Then? The policy recommendations, what are the actions, what are

700
00:36:02.920 --> 00:36:05.519
<v Speaker 3>our lobbying initiatives, what are the funds, What are our

701
00:36:05.519 --> 00:36:07.519
<v Speaker 3>program what does our programming look like? None? I don't

702
00:36:08.199 --> 00:36:10.599
<v Speaker 3>none of that. So no, I don't believe. I think

703
00:36:10.679 --> 00:36:13.440
<v Speaker 3>the city markets itself as a haven. And I do

704
00:36:13.519 --> 00:36:15.320
<v Speaker 3>believe that we care about gay rights and we have

705
00:36:15.960 --> 00:36:19.840
<v Speaker 3>we uh, we do take matters around hate crimes and

706
00:36:19.880 --> 00:36:23.440
<v Speaker 3>those things very seriously. And you know, our police chief

707
00:36:23.679 --> 00:36:26.239
<v Speaker 3>was the first gay officer on the police force. He

708
00:36:26.360 --> 00:36:28.400
<v Speaker 3>came here from Indiana because Atlanta was one of the

709
00:36:28.440 --> 00:36:31.480
<v Speaker 3>three cities in the country that had LGBTQ protections for

710
00:36:31.519 --> 00:36:35.079
<v Speaker 3>its employees. So there are aspects absolutely that we do

711
00:36:35.239 --> 00:36:39.400
<v Speaker 3>very well, but I don't believe we're going.

712
00:36:39.400 --> 00:36:42.960
<v Speaker 5>Far enough from the slightest Speaking of the police department,

713
00:36:43.079 --> 00:36:45.880
<v Speaker 5>and you know, a crime that was committed against someone

714
00:36:45.960 --> 00:36:50.000
<v Speaker 5>in our community, Katie Janis Ali and I and our

715
00:36:50.000 --> 00:36:53.039
<v Speaker 5>friend Sam, we're working on a documentary actually about that murder,

716
00:36:53.079 --> 00:36:56.639
<v Speaker 5>to work on getting it solved and bring attention to it.

717
00:36:57.880 --> 00:36:59.920
<v Speaker 3>And what do you want to give background? I don't know,

718
00:37:00.039 --> 00:37:02.639
<v Speaker 3>follow the listeners know what happened. Well, it's also traumatic,

719
00:37:02.679 --> 00:37:03.559
<v Speaker 3>So if you don't want to do.

720
00:37:03.639 --> 00:37:06.599
<v Speaker 2>Right, Yeah, we have spoken about it on the on

721
00:37:06.599 --> 00:37:10.639
<v Speaker 2>the podcast before, but you're right. Katie and her dog

722
00:37:10.679 --> 00:37:15.039
<v Speaker 2>Bowie were murdered in Piedmont Park in July twenty twenty one,

723
00:37:15.480 --> 00:37:20.840
<v Speaker 2>middle of the night. It is a brutal murder and

724
00:37:21.000 --> 00:37:25.400
<v Speaker 2>it remains unsolved and and a lot of people in

725
00:37:25.440 --> 00:37:28.760
<v Speaker 2>the community feel like it's been overlooked by the Atlanta

726
00:37:28.840 --> 00:37:31.840
<v Speaker 2>Police Department. We understand that there's a lot of things

727
00:37:31.880 --> 00:37:33.960
<v Speaker 2>that happened behind closed doors that you know, we're not

728
00:37:34.039 --> 00:37:36.400
<v Speaker 2>privy to all the information that could be happening when

729
00:37:36.440 --> 00:37:40.320
<v Speaker 2>the investigation, But what are what are your thoughts on

730
00:37:40.360 --> 00:37:44.440
<v Speaker 2>that crime and the fact that you know this is unsolved.

731
00:37:44.440 --> 00:37:46.719
<v Speaker 3>Still, one of the things I think we're very flawed

732
00:37:46.760 --> 00:37:49.800
<v Speaker 3>at with the city is our investigations into homicides. One like,

733
00:37:49.960 --> 00:37:53.519
<v Speaker 3>they do not talk homicide. The investigators do not talk

734
00:37:53.559 --> 00:37:57.599
<v Speaker 3>to the council members. We don't really hear anything. That's

735
00:37:57.639 --> 00:38:01.320
<v Speaker 3>it kept very internal, very close to the chest. We know,

736
00:38:01.719 --> 00:38:05.039
<v Speaker 3>we know only a little more than civilian populations do,

737
00:38:05.800 --> 00:38:07.880
<v Speaker 3>and we typically don't get briefed on things unless like

738
00:38:07.960 --> 00:38:11.039
<v Speaker 3>in depth, unless there ends up being something legal, a

739
00:38:11.119 --> 00:38:15.280
<v Speaker 3>legal matter to talk about. So I think I don't

740
00:38:15.320 --> 00:38:17.920
<v Speaker 3>know why our investigations take so long. It's insane to me.

741
00:38:18.079 --> 00:38:20.000
<v Speaker 3>I can't get an understandab I can't get I can't

742
00:38:20.000 --> 00:38:23.480
<v Speaker 3>get a reasonable answer. It's something i'm I don't sit

743
00:38:23.519 --> 00:38:25.639
<v Speaker 3>on the Public Safety committee. It's something I do want

744
00:38:25.679 --> 00:38:27.320
<v Speaker 3>to dive into. But like I said, there are so

745
00:38:27.440 --> 00:38:32.039
<v Speaker 3>many things I am diving into that it's there's drinking

746
00:38:32.079 --> 00:38:34.280
<v Speaker 3>out of a fire hose, There's so many there's so

747
00:38:34.320 --> 00:38:36.920
<v Speaker 3>many battles. This is a very important one, and it's

748
00:38:36.960 --> 00:38:39.599
<v Speaker 3>one that I'm trying to uh that I'm trying to

749
00:38:40.000 --> 00:38:43.960
<v Speaker 3>learn more about, because are we have so many people

750
00:38:43.960 --> 00:38:46.039
<v Speaker 3>that come to city Hall to talk about instances of

751
00:38:47.199 --> 00:38:50.000
<v Speaker 3>brutality or a killing of some kind, and the investigation

752
00:38:50.079 --> 00:38:52.760
<v Speaker 3>has been going on for years, Yeah, and there's been

753
00:38:52.800 --> 00:38:55.119
<v Speaker 3>no there's been no insight as to what's happening or

754
00:38:55.159 --> 00:38:58.159
<v Speaker 3>what's going on. And I do not know why the

755
00:38:58.199 --> 00:39:02.480
<v Speaker 3>turnarounds of these I don't know why are are are?

756
00:39:02.840 --> 00:39:06.480
<v Speaker 3>What are? We have a board that's that's headed up

757
00:39:08.400 --> 00:39:10.519
<v Speaker 3>that also hears a lot of these cases, or it

758
00:39:10.559 --> 00:39:14.000
<v Speaker 3>does cases of police brutality or looks at investigations and

759
00:39:14.000 --> 00:39:17.920
<v Speaker 3>then of course APD conducts their own and the homicide

760
00:39:17.960 --> 00:39:22.159
<v Speaker 3>investigators and so on and so forth. But the processes

761
00:39:22.199 --> 00:39:23.400
<v Speaker 3>clearly aren't working because.

762
00:39:23.159 --> 00:39:25.239
<v Speaker 1>It shouldn't take this long, or it might just be

763
00:39:25.800 --> 00:39:29.960
<v Speaker 1>knowledge the politics around Like yeah, for that particular crime,

764
00:39:30.000 --> 00:39:32.360
<v Speaker 1>it was very soon after the crime happened they deemed

765
00:39:32.360 --> 00:39:35.039
<v Speaker 1>it not a hate crime, and so on national TV

766
00:39:35.199 --> 00:39:38.039
<v Speaker 1>they're like, we know it wasn't a hate crime, Midtown,

767
00:39:38.199 --> 00:39:39.880
<v Speaker 1>go about your business.

768
00:39:39.920 --> 00:39:41.320
<v Speaker 4>You know that when you don't even know who did.

769
00:39:41.239 --> 00:39:43.199
<v Speaker 1>It and you haven't even had time to look at

770
00:39:43.199 --> 00:39:45.239
<v Speaker 1>the park yet, like the park was open, like you

771
00:39:45.280 --> 00:39:48.239
<v Speaker 1>don't know anything yet, like what Like that to me

772
00:39:48.400 --> 00:39:50.760
<v Speaker 1>was infuriating And I feel.

773
00:39:50.440 --> 00:39:52.639
<v Speaker 3>Like correct me if I'm wrong, and I'm sorry and

774
00:39:52.760 --> 00:39:55.079
<v Speaker 3>trigger warning to anyone listening, because I'm going to ask

775
00:39:55.079 --> 00:39:59.000
<v Speaker 3>about injuries that were that were given to Katie. So

776
00:39:59.039 --> 00:40:01.039
<v Speaker 3>if you don't want to hear or this, than mute

777
00:40:01.039 --> 00:40:03.480
<v Speaker 3>for a moment, but correct me if I'm wrong.

778
00:40:03.480 --> 00:40:07.960
<v Speaker 6>I thought there were some messages it was fat her body,

779
00:40:08.079 --> 00:40:11.320
<v Speaker 6>but we have a theorized and a lot of other

780
00:40:11.360 --> 00:40:14.159
<v Speaker 6>people have as well that it could have been fag

781
00:40:14.559 --> 00:40:15.480
<v Speaker 6>but they didn't.

782
00:40:15.199 --> 00:40:17.440
<v Speaker 4>Have time to complete about it.

783
00:40:18.239 --> 00:40:24.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and she was not sexually assaulted, but it appears

784
00:40:24.079 --> 00:40:27.760
<v Speaker 2>that she it might have been in progress given that

785
00:40:27.800 --> 00:40:29.639
<v Speaker 2>her pants were partially pulled off.

786
00:40:30.199 --> 00:40:32.519
<v Speaker 3>So I think that's I mean, outside of this alien list,

787
00:40:32.519 --> 00:40:36.400
<v Speaker 3>I think that's the conversation that we should continue talking about.

788
00:40:36.440 --> 00:40:40.920
<v Speaker 3>And you know, uh, yeah, this is I would like

789
00:40:41.000 --> 00:40:43.199
<v Speaker 3>to continue that conversation. But to the point that you

790
00:40:43.239 --> 00:40:46.599
<v Speaker 3>all have made, I would think that there even should

791
00:40:46.639 --> 00:40:48.159
<v Speaker 3>be check ins with the family just because of the

792
00:40:48.159 --> 00:40:52.760
<v Speaker 3>brutality of the situation. And I mean that that vigil

793
00:40:52.800 --> 00:40:56.679
<v Speaker 3>was one of the most most heartbreaking things I've ever attended.

794
00:40:58.239 --> 00:41:00.199
<v Speaker 3>And you know, it's scared our community, scared, our care

795
00:41:00.199 --> 00:41:02.559
<v Speaker 3>about community because we do feel targeted. And even if

796
00:41:02.559 --> 00:41:04.920
<v Speaker 3>you say that's not the case, I mean, how do

797
00:41:05.000 --> 00:41:07.639
<v Speaker 3>you know, right, it was like kind of like when

798
00:41:07.679 --> 00:41:09.599
<v Speaker 3>the community was really upset when the officer that was

799
00:41:09.639 --> 00:41:12.599
<v Speaker 3>involved in the Richard Brooks situation came and was at

800
00:41:12.599 --> 00:41:15.920
<v Speaker 3>the Pride parade, and my god, was the community triggered?

801
00:41:16.199 --> 00:41:23.159
<v Speaker 3>Understandable totally And to that point, I don't know if

802
00:41:23.199 --> 00:41:25.920
<v Speaker 3>it's overload. I don't know, if it's being spread too thin.

803
00:41:26.119 --> 00:41:29.360
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, if it's exhaustion and dehumanization. I don't know,

804
00:41:29.880 --> 00:41:32.239
<v Speaker 3>because I will say, you know, way too much. Is

805
00:41:33.480 --> 00:41:36.239
<v Speaker 3>way too much as demanded of officers. The overdependence of

806
00:41:36.280 --> 00:41:38.000
<v Speaker 3>the community on police, I won't even just put it

807
00:41:38.039 --> 00:41:40.920
<v Speaker 3>on them, but overdependence that we have as a society,

808
00:41:41.480 --> 00:41:43.920
<v Speaker 3>true like that of not wanting to deal with things

809
00:41:43.920 --> 00:41:47.840
<v Speaker 3>that we could easily handle just by you know, listening

810
00:41:47.960 --> 00:41:49.280
<v Speaker 3>or being just a little human.

811
00:41:49.800 --> 00:41:49.920
<v Speaker 1>Uh.

812
00:41:51.039 --> 00:41:53.239
<v Speaker 3>I will say, I will say that for them, but

813
00:41:53.760 --> 00:41:58.239
<v Speaker 3>there should at least be at minimum check ins that

814
00:41:58.360 --> 00:42:01.400
<v Speaker 3>you know, this is still ongoing and you know, yeah, yeah,

815
00:42:01.800 --> 00:42:03.679
<v Speaker 3>just I just wanted to make sure you knew that

816
00:42:03.719 --> 00:42:08.400
<v Speaker 3>we haven't that this is not lost on us type.

817
00:42:08.239 --> 00:42:11.239
<v Speaker 1>Of thing, right, But I agree with that, Like, I

818
00:42:11.280 --> 00:42:13.639
<v Speaker 1>think that would go a long way, or even just

819
00:42:13.719 --> 00:42:16.559
<v Speaker 1>now that it's been so long, release more information. If

820
00:42:16.599 --> 00:42:19.320
<v Speaker 1>you can't find them, maybe the public can't, that's just it.

821
00:42:19.360 --> 00:42:21.920
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, it's like you haven't told us the dog

822
00:42:22.039 --> 00:42:24.840
<v Speaker 1>and a cropsy, Like what else has that happened? It

823
00:42:24.920 --> 00:42:27.360
<v Speaker 1>can't just be we're still working on it, guys, Like

824
00:42:27.400 --> 00:42:29.159
<v Speaker 1>that's not enough anymore.

825
00:42:30.639 --> 00:42:32.320
<v Speaker 3>The other thing is, I will say that the public

826
00:42:32.320 --> 00:42:34.000
<v Speaker 3>shouldn't know, because I only found this out recently, is

827
00:42:34.000 --> 00:42:36.239
<v Speaker 3>that Atlanta doesn't have its own crime lab, so we

828
00:42:36.280 --> 00:42:40.440
<v Speaker 3>actually share with a bunch of uh different like it's

829
00:42:40.639 --> 00:42:43.639
<v Speaker 3>it slows everything down, wow, but more.

830
00:42:43.480 --> 00:42:45.159
<v Speaker 1>A huge city.

831
00:42:45.239 --> 00:42:46.320
<v Speaker 4>That's crazy.

832
00:42:46.599 --> 00:42:48.920
<v Speaker 3>We gotta if that's something that's going to have to

833
00:42:48.920 --> 00:42:54.480
<v Speaker 3>be focus moving forward. The city is building an new

834
00:42:54.519 --> 00:42:57.519
<v Speaker 3>E nine one one center finally, but no, the fact

835
00:42:57.559 --> 00:42:59.800
<v Speaker 3>we don't have a crime lab, it's crazy.

836
00:43:00.159 --> 00:43:03.360
<v Speaker 1>That is crazy. Wow, I had no idea. That's really

837
00:43:03.400 --> 00:43:06.079
<v Speaker 1>really fascinating. I would have never thought that.

838
00:43:06.840 --> 00:43:09.239
<v Speaker 2>Before we wrap up, I did want to you know,

839
00:43:09.280 --> 00:43:11.480
<v Speaker 2>our podcast is for people that are coming out later

840
00:43:11.559 --> 00:43:11.960
<v Speaker 2>in life.

841
00:43:12.400 --> 00:43:13.639
<v Speaker 4>That's like our main focus.

842
00:43:14.119 --> 00:43:15.880
<v Speaker 2>I was wondering if you'd be open to sharing any

843
00:43:15.920 --> 00:43:18.599
<v Speaker 2>of your coming out stories, seeing that you're Iranian and

844
00:43:18.679 --> 00:43:20.599
<v Speaker 2>Muslim and what that was like.

845
00:43:20.920 --> 00:43:23.239
<v Speaker 3>And people get confused about the Muslim Muslim thing because

846
00:43:23.280 --> 00:43:25.119
<v Speaker 3>you know, they have a certain idea and there are

847
00:43:25.119 --> 00:43:27.800
<v Speaker 3>some Muslims. I would say that I'm not, but you know,

848
00:43:27.920 --> 00:43:34.639
<v Speaker 3>I exist, so existed it. But I would like my

849
00:43:34.719 --> 00:43:37.039
<v Speaker 3>coming out story. So I knew I was different when

850
00:43:37.039 --> 00:43:41.039
<v Speaker 3>I was in pre school when you know, I think

851
00:43:41.079 --> 00:43:43.920
<v Speaker 3>I'm pretty sure I kissed my first girlfriend at Children's

852
00:43:43.920 --> 00:43:45.000
<v Speaker 3>World when I was like four.

853
00:43:45.519 --> 00:43:47.599
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, taking out your business?

854
00:43:48.400 --> 00:43:49.280
<v Speaker 4>Can you can you?

855
00:43:49.400 --> 00:43:53.719
<v Speaker 3>I was different very much from the beginning, and like

856
00:43:53.800 --> 00:43:56.480
<v Speaker 3>growing up very much a tomboy, my mom said after

857
00:43:56.519 --> 00:43:58.519
<v Speaker 3>I watched friend Gully. Remember, like I think his name

858
00:43:58.559 --> 00:44:00.480
<v Speaker 3>was Max. His shoes were always untides. So I always

859
00:44:00.519 --> 00:44:05.119
<v Speaker 3>did that, you know, I wanted, and like when I

860
00:44:05.159 --> 00:44:08.519
<v Speaker 3>was by myself, I had this alter ego. His name

861
00:44:08.559 --> 00:44:10.960
<v Speaker 3>was Nick, and that was like a character I would

862
00:44:10.960 --> 00:44:13.400
<v Speaker 3>act out. So I wonder oftentimes I've wondered if I

863
00:44:13.400 --> 00:44:17.360
<v Speaker 3>had grown up in a different household that was more supportive.

864
00:44:17.400 --> 00:44:19.639
<v Speaker 3>Would I have ended up trans Would I have ended

865
00:44:19.719 --> 00:44:23.079
<v Speaker 3>up more more masculine? What would those things have looked like?

866
00:44:23.199 --> 00:44:28.119
<v Speaker 3>My gingers for you have been more uh more uh

867
00:44:28.719 --> 00:44:30.559
<v Speaker 3>not controllable because I don't think that's a good word,

868
00:44:30.559 --> 00:44:33.039
<v Speaker 3>but you know better.

869
00:44:33.840 --> 00:44:35.079
<v Speaker 4>The freedom to explore it.

870
00:44:35.480 --> 00:44:42.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And so that understanding that very homophobic. I wouldn't

871
00:44:42.960 --> 00:44:45.960
<v Speaker 3>even say homophobic microaggressions in our household. So I knew,

872
00:44:46.719 --> 00:44:49.719
<v Speaker 3>even in my limited knowledge that like what I was

873
00:44:49.719 --> 00:44:55.760
<v Speaker 3>was not okay with my parents again trigger warning. I

874
00:44:55.800 --> 00:44:59.119
<v Speaker 3>started self harming it at probably eight or nine, knowing

875
00:44:59.159 --> 00:45:01.320
<v Speaker 3>I was different. I remember being really really mad at

876
00:45:01.360 --> 00:45:04.480
<v Speaker 3>God without even really understanding and just not understanding why

877
00:45:04.519 --> 00:45:10.079
<v Speaker 3>I couldn't be like everyone else. And so self harming

878
00:45:10.199 --> 00:45:13.320
<v Speaker 3>took place in a lot of ways for many years.

879
00:45:13.400 --> 00:45:18.239
<v Speaker 3>And I had really racist teachers and the Lilburn and

880
00:45:18.280 --> 00:45:20.960
<v Speaker 3>like the one or two kids that were out were

881
00:45:21.000 --> 00:45:24.559
<v Speaker 3>so brutally bullied. And what was interesting is I also

882
00:45:24.599 --> 00:45:27.880
<v Speaker 3>got confused because you know, hormonally reacting to different people

883
00:45:27.960 --> 00:45:29.599
<v Speaker 3>didn't even mad at your gender. It was like, you

884
00:45:29.639 --> 00:45:32.880
<v Speaker 3>know it. It was really confusing that sometimes my body

885
00:45:32.880 --> 00:45:39.719
<v Speaker 3>would respond to guys and I didn't understand, and so

886
00:45:39.880 --> 00:45:43.480
<v Speaker 3>like you know, queer, I've dated men. You know, it

887
00:45:43.559 --> 00:45:46.239
<v Speaker 3>was really confusing to not be physically left like like

888
00:45:46.320 --> 00:45:49.960
<v Speaker 3>not really the attraction was very confusing for me. Yeah,

889
00:45:50.000 --> 00:45:52.679
<v Speaker 3>so self harming, which I would also say those instances

890
00:45:53.199 --> 00:45:56.880
<v Speaker 3>exploring and not understanding what was going on truthfully led

891
00:45:56.880 --> 00:46:01.280
<v Speaker 3>to assault. So that was like a very no, and

892
00:46:01.280 --> 00:46:03.039
<v Speaker 3>it wasn't talked about, Like I couldn't talk about it,

893
00:46:03.079 --> 00:46:06.559
<v Speaker 3>so buried very very very very very deep, which led to,

894
00:46:06.719 --> 00:46:10.639
<v Speaker 3>you know, a self hate that led to additional self harming.

895
00:46:10.719 --> 00:46:15.800
<v Speaker 3>And so it wasn't until I was twenty three. I'd

896
00:46:16.000 --> 00:46:19.519
<v Speaker 3>been I had just come back from a trip and

897
00:46:19.559 --> 00:46:22.119
<v Speaker 3>I had no money, and I got I had a

898
00:46:22.119 --> 00:46:24.320
<v Speaker 3>pretty explosive fight with my family and got put out

899
00:46:24.519 --> 00:46:27.840
<v Speaker 3>of the house. Oh wow, And I had nowhere to go.

900
00:46:29.000 --> 00:46:30.519
<v Speaker 3>And some people would think twenty three, you know, you're

901
00:46:30.519 --> 00:46:34.280
<v Speaker 3>old enough. Culturally in my household, in the most Iranian households,

902
00:46:34.280 --> 00:46:36.880
<v Speaker 3>I was the first. I was the first girl. I

903
00:46:36.920 --> 00:46:39.639
<v Speaker 3>was the first non male to leave home, and I

904
00:46:39.800 --> 00:46:45.320
<v Speaker 3>was considered a whore for doing so. And so because

905
00:46:45.320 --> 00:46:46.480
<v Speaker 3>I didn't want to stay home and be with the

906
00:46:46.480 --> 00:46:51.480
<v Speaker 3>family and take on more traditional lifestyle and I very

907
00:46:51.519 --> 00:46:53.599
<v Speaker 3>much paved away from my cousins, which I'm very proud of.

908
00:46:53.679 --> 00:46:56.400
<v Speaker 3>They had a much easier time than I did. But yeah,

909
00:46:56.440 --> 00:46:58.000
<v Speaker 3>as a result, I had nowhere to go. I didn't

910
00:46:58.039 --> 00:47:01.119
<v Speaker 3>understand taxes. I didn't understand you know, I didn't understand

911
00:47:01.119 --> 00:47:03.239
<v Speaker 3>how to check a bank account. I had actually had

912
00:47:03.280 --> 00:47:05.199
<v Speaker 3>like all of my money stolen off a nineteen souse.

913
00:47:05.199 --> 00:47:08.800
<v Speaker 3>I didn't understand and credit score in the in the toilet,

914
00:47:08.800 --> 00:47:12.159
<v Speaker 3>all the things and so, which is also why helping

915
00:47:12.199 --> 00:47:14.559
<v Speaker 3>homeless kids and teens is so important to me, because

916
00:47:14.599 --> 00:47:19.320
<v Speaker 3>those years are so critical to development totally, because you know,

917
00:47:19.599 --> 00:47:22.000
<v Speaker 3>when I was I came out, well, I got kicked

918
00:47:22.039 --> 00:47:25.039
<v Speaker 3>out of the house. I had nowhere to go, and

919
00:47:25.079 --> 00:47:27.159
<v Speaker 3>I ended up showing up to a high school friends.

920
00:47:27.159 --> 00:47:28.840
<v Speaker 3>I think I slept in my car the first night.

921
00:47:28.880 --> 00:47:30.280
<v Speaker 3>And then I ended up showing up to a high

922
00:47:30.280 --> 00:47:33.960
<v Speaker 3>school friend's party in Grant Park that I hadn't seen

923
00:47:34.000 --> 00:47:40.159
<v Speaker 3>in forever, and I showed up there full transparency. I

924
00:47:40.199 --> 00:47:45.480
<v Speaker 3>had a black eye and a chiptooth and he asked

925
00:47:45.480 --> 00:47:47.519
<v Speaker 3>me what happened and I told her, and I had

926
00:47:47.519 --> 00:47:49.559
<v Speaker 3>nord to stay, and she was like, you stay, you

927
00:47:49.599 --> 00:47:52.280
<v Speaker 3>stay here now, and the next morning we woke up

928
00:47:53.119 --> 00:47:55.079
<v Speaker 3>and because we've been drinking, I was like, are you sure,

929
00:47:55.119 --> 00:47:58.360
<v Speaker 3>and she's like yes, And she's been my best friend

930
00:47:58.360 --> 00:48:00.440
<v Speaker 3>in the world, been my best friend ever since. But her,

931
00:48:01.400 --> 00:48:03.719
<v Speaker 3>my friend Ariel, my friend Taylor, my friend Leanna, they

932
00:48:03.760 --> 00:48:05.679
<v Speaker 3>absolutely saved my life, took me in, helped me come

933
00:48:05.719 --> 00:48:08.320
<v Speaker 3>out of the closet. Agnes Scott, woman ripped me out

934
00:48:08.320 --> 00:48:14.920
<v Speaker 3>of the closet and black tracks, yeah, actually let me.

935
00:48:15.000 --> 00:48:18.039
<v Speaker 1>I got ripped out of a closet by a what's.

936
00:48:17.840 --> 00:48:20.639
<v Speaker 3>The school called together, Agnes Scott, Agnes Scott.

937
00:48:20.679 --> 00:48:22.760
<v Speaker 1>I got ripped out of a closet by an Agna Scott.

938
00:48:22.800 --> 00:48:24.039
<v Speaker 1>Grat We'll go ahead.

939
00:48:24.599 --> 00:48:26.159
<v Speaker 3>But it was the first time I felt safe enough

940
00:48:26.239 --> 00:48:28.360
<v Speaker 3>to like do that. Yeah. I was at dinner with

941
00:48:28.360 --> 00:48:30.000
<v Speaker 3>a bunch of them and when the girls goes, you know,

942
00:48:30.199 --> 00:48:31.760
<v Speaker 3>he's She's like, you see how you're sitting right now?

943
00:48:32.119 --> 00:48:34.920
<v Speaker 3>I was like yeah, and she goes gay, gay gay,

944
00:48:35.719 --> 00:48:39.960
<v Speaker 3>and so I started, you know, it was like it

945
00:48:40.000 --> 00:48:44.639
<v Speaker 3>was like I've never felt weight lifted off my shoulders

946
00:48:44.639 --> 00:48:44.840
<v Speaker 3>like that.

947
00:48:45.800 --> 00:48:46.159
<v Speaker 4>It was.

948
00:48:46.400 --> 00:48:50.159
<v Speaker 3>It was like the most fream feeling. And I, uh,

949
00:48:50.559 --> 00:48:52.760
<v Speaker 3>then I you know, obviously realized from the beginning that

950
00:48:52.800 --> 00:48:57.360
<v Speaker 3>I was no monogamous. I met my partner now of

951
00:48:57.559 --> 00:49:00.199
<v Speaker 3>almost fourteen years, when I was twenty four, and it

952
00:49:00.239 --> 00:49:01.679
<v Speaker 3>was like, I tell people that I was fairrible, and

953
00:49:01.719 --> 00:49:04.280
<v Speaker 3>I've ever heard because my idea of a meat meal

954
00:49:04.480 --> 00:49:06.119
<v Speaker 3>of a dinner was like chef boyardy out of a

955
00:49:06.199 --> 00:49:07.159
<v Speaker 3>can and something like that.

956
00:49:07.239 --> 00:49:08.079
<v Speaker 4>You know, I was fire.

957
00:49:09.000 --> 00:49:10.360
<v Speaker 3>I didn't know. I didn't know how to cook for

958
00:49:10.400 --> 00:49:12.679
<v Speaker 3>myself or any of those things because I don't have

959
00:49:12.760 --> 00:49:15.199
<v Speaker 3>any of that. You know, I'm still learning those things,

960
00:49:15.199 --> 00:49:17.519
<v Speaker 3>and I still talk about people recovering from the financial

961
00:49:18.119 --> 00:49:20.960
<v Speaker 3>issues from that time because of learning. But I didn't.

962
00:49:21.159 --> 00:49:22.599
<v Speaker 3>I wanted to come out to my family, and none

963
00:49:22.639 --> 00:49:25.440
<v Speaker 3>of them wanted to hear it. I told my uncle,

964
00:49:25.480 --> 00:49:29.199
<v Speaker 3>who is my one blood, out blood gay relative. I

965
00:49:29.199 --> 00:49:33.320
<v Speaker 3>have thirty first cousins. I'm telling you, statistically, it's impossible

966
00:49:33.320 --> 00:49:34.280
<v Speaker 3>that I'm the only gay one.

967
00:49:34.400 --> 00:49:34.840
<v Speaker 1>Totally.

968
00:49:35.400 --> 00:49:39.440
<v Speaker 3>I know totally. My uncle was like, I went and

969
00:49:39.440 --> 00:49:40.920
<v Speaker 3>flew up with my partner and I told him, and

970
00:49:40.960 --> 00:49:43.159
<v Speaker 3>he looked at his husband and told you, and I go,

971
00:49:44.239 --> 00:49:46.800
<v Speaker 3>he had a bed and I was like, yeah, and

972
00:49:46.840 --> 00:49:48.320
<v Speaker 3>I go, when did you know I was gay? He goes,

973
00:49:48.920 --> 00:49:50.519
<v Speaker 3>about the time when you were I knew for sure

974
00:49:50.519 --> 00:49:52.800
<v Speaker 3>when you were fifteen and had that life sized poster

975
00:49:52.840 --> 00:49:58.320
<v Speaker 3>of Angel Angelia a wetsuit above your bed. So but

976
00:49:59.400 --> 00:50:00.760
<v Speaker 3>the rest of my and we didn't want to know.

977
00:50:00.800 --> 00:50:02.719
<v Speaker 3>My mom's best friend finally told her over text. I've

978
00:50:02.719 --> 00:50:04.559
<v Speaker 3>told her over dinner, and my mom texted me and said,

979
00:50:04.599 --> 00:50:07.239
<v Speaker 3>I love you no matter what. But I came out

980
00:50:07.280 --> 00:50:08.880
<v Speaker 3>to my whole family when I was twenty nine because

981
00:50:08.880 --> 00:50:10.639
<v Speaker 3>I was the first queer Muslim to run in the country,

982
00:50:11.280 --> 00:50:14.639
<v Speaker 3>and I asked, I think teen Vogue and Huffington posted

983
00:50:14.639 --> 00:50:16.039
<v Speaker 3>the story and I asked them to make sure that

984
00:50:16.079 --> 00:50:19.480
<v Speaker 3>I was in the title. And we had a cousin's

985
00:50:19.519 --> 00:50:22.320
<v Speaker 3>weekend with all the girls shortly after, and one of

986
00:50:22.320 --> 00:50:23.599
<v Speaker 3>my my aunt came up to me and she goes,

987
00:50:23.639 --> 00:50:26.079
<v Speaker 3>were you planning on telling us that you were gay

988
00:50:26.119 --> 00:50:28.760
<v Speaker 3>before you had it published in a national magazine? And

989
00:50:28.800 --> 00:50:33.360
<v Speaker 3>I said, well, I tried, and everybody was so passive

990
00:50:33.400 --> 00:50:35.199
<v Speaker 3>aggressive about it and wouldn't talk about it that I

991
00:50:35.199 --> 00:50:37.039
<v Speaker 3>thought I'd won up them and I was just putting

992
00:50:37.039 --> 00:50:38.960
<v Speaker 3>in a magazine and force them to deal with it. Yep,

993
00:50:39.079 --> 00:50:42.719
<v Speaker 3>and they they'll be talked about and everybody just kind

994
00:50:42.719 --> 00:50:44.519
<v Speaker 3>of accepted it. I don't know if it would have

995
00:50:44.519 --> 00:50:46.119
<v Speaker 3>been the same, if that hadn't been so celebrated on

996
00:50:46.159 --> 00:50:46.920
<v Speaker 3>a national level.

997
00:50:47.320 --> 00:50:48.119
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

998
00:50:48.280 --> 00:50:49.880
<v Speaker 3>But yeah, and now and now you know, I have

999
00:50:49.960 --> 00:50:52.440
<v Speaker 3>my we have our other partner, Chris, and Sarah. My

1000
00:50:52.519 --> 00:50:54.800
<v Speaker 3>partner's Chris. It's been thirteen and a half years. Like

1001
00:50:54.840 --> 00:50:56.559
<v Speaker 3>I said, I was fourteen, Sarah, it's been it'll be

1002
00:50:56.599 --> 00:51:01.559
<v Speaker 3>six years in September, and uh, we're really happy family.

1003
00:51:01.599 --> 00:51:04.599
<v Speaker 3>And my mom now says she has three daughters, not one,

1004
00:51:05.559 --> 00:51:09.760
<v Speaker 3>I think, invited to every holiday, every wedding, everything. I mean,

1005
00:51:09.760 --> 00:51:11.679
<v Speaker 3>if you had told me that that was going to

1006
00:51:11.719 --> 00:51:13.199
<v Speaker 3>happen a couple of years ago, who told you I

1007
00:51:13.239 --> 00:51:15.800
<v Speaker 3>was more likely to like make out with Trump? So

1008
00:51:17.800 --> 00:51:21.880
<v Speaker 3>the fact that you know it's it's it's a it's

1009
00:51:22.239 --> 00:51:24.000
<v Speaker 3>come a very long way. But yeah, that's how I

1010
00:51:24.039 --> 00:51:26.320
<v Speaker 3>came out. It was a really it was a very

1011
00:51:26.360 --> 00:51:28.440
<v Speaker 3>interesting ride. I came out in a national magazine and

1012
00:51:28.480 --> 00:51:32.920
<v Speaker 3>forced them to force them to deal with it. But yeah,

1013
00:51:33.000 --> 00:51:34.239
<v Speaker 3>there's still some struggles there.

1014
00:51:34.360 --> 00:51:36.320
<v Speaker 2>Time to tell you, do you what would you say

1015
00:51:36.360 --> 00:51:40.280
<v Speaker 2>to someone who is Muslim and struggling with this with

1016
00:51:40.400 --> 00:51:42.800
<v Speaker 2>coming out and that fear of what their family's going

1017
00:51:42.880 --> 00:51:45.280
<v Speaker 2>to think and all those things.

1018
00:51:46.559 --> 00:51:49.519
<v Speaker 3>I would tell them that they're not alone because the

1019
00:51:49.559 --> 00:51:55.519
<v Speaker 3>feeling of loneliness was like absolutely crushing, and I would

1020
00:51:55.559 --> 00:51:57.039
<v Speaker 3>never want anyone to feel like that. When I came

1021
00:51:57.079 --> 00:52:00.639
<v Speaker 3>out and the story of me running actually became international,

1022
00:52:00.639 --> 00:52:03.679
<v Speaker 3>I had some I had some young queer girls driving

1023
00:52:03.679 --> 00:52:08.000
<v Speaker 3>from Lebanon and a couple others queer Muslim women that

1024
00:52:08.039 --> 00:52:10.559
<v Speaker 3>felt like they couldn't come out, and others that were

1025
00:52:10.599 --> 00:52:14.280
<v Speaker 3>like I'm not, like thank you, you know, So it was,

1026
00:52:14.960 --> 00:52:18.679
<v Speaker 3>it was it was really touching to know that that

1027
00:52:18.760 --> 00:52:21.840
<v Speaker 3>had an effect on folks. It's really hard because when

1028
00:52:21.840 --> 00:52:24.599
<v Speaker 3>I have talked individuals, I wouldn't tell them to do

1029
00:52:24.639 --> 00:52:27.400
<v Speaker 3>what I did because I don't. It was not easy. Yeah,

1030
00:52:27.440 --> 00:52:29.440
<v Speaker 3>and you know, there was a time where I didn't

1031
00:52:29.440 --> 00:52:33.480
<v Speaker 3>think I would live past thirty. It takes it. It's

1032
00:52:33.519 --> 00:52:36.960
<v Speaker 3>it's not it's you know, people romanticize trailblazing, and yeah,

1033
00:52:37.000 --> 00:52:38.159
<v Speaker 3>part of it is. And I will say that it

1034
00:52:38.239 --> 00:52:40.320
<v Speaker 3>was completely worth it, and I'm so glad that I

1035
00:52:40.360 --> 00:52:45.840
<v Speaker 3>fought for freedom and doing life my way. It came

1036
00:52:45.880 --> 00:52:48.920
<v Speaker 3>at great cost, but the end result was worth it.

1037
00:52:48.960 --> 00:52:51.440
<v Speaker 3>So I would tell people, I mean, build community, build community,

1038
00:52:51.440 --> 00:52:54.920
<v Speaker 3>build community. There You're not alone. If you're not afraid

1039
00:52:54.960 --> 00:53:01.079
<v Speaker 3>to take that leap. We've there is a lot more

1040
00:53:01.119 --> 00:53:03.159
<v Speaker 3>freedom out there for those who really want it. If

1041
00:53:03.559 --> 00:53:05.880
<v Speaker 3>you want to make that leak, there's a community here

1042
00:53:05.880 --> 00:53:09.000
<v Speaker 3>that will catch you. It will cheesy, no, it will

1043
00:53:09.000 --> 00:53:11.800
<v Speaker 3>be very hard, but I really do believe the journey

1044
00:53:11.840 --> 00:53:12.239
<v Speaker 3>is worth it.

1045
00:53:12.840 --> 00:53:14.880
<v Speaker 1>That's a really great place to wrap I think I

1046
00:53:14.880 --> 00:53:15.880
<v Speaker 1>love that message.

1047
00:53:16.599 --> 00:53:17.960
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it's great talking with you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, just love like how you are so you're going

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<v Speaker 2>for everything that you want and sticking up for others

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<v Speaker 2>along the way, and that's just very admirable.

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<v Speaker 4>So thank you so much for thank you taking the

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<v Speaker 4>time to talk with.

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<v Speaker 3>Us, absolutely rereading and providing the space. I think it's awesome.

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<v Speaker 1>Where can people find you, like Liliana back TI, where

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<v Speaker 1>can they find you online?

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<v Speaker 3>We have well, I mean have a website, but they

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<v Speaker 3>can email, call. I'm happy to give you all that information.

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<v Speaker 3>People have. People tag me on social media all the

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<v Speaker 3>time they met, They DM me. I don't think there's

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<v Speaker 3>any shortage of ways to get in touch, okay, And

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<v Speaker 3>then of course I try to be atfee shops in

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<v Speaker 3>the district and I do coffee with the council member

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<v Speaker 3>at small businesses around the district and then trying a

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<v Speaker 3>lot to make sure that I'm accessible to folks. But

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<v Speaker 3>I'm happy to drop my information to make sure that

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<v Speaker 3>you can share it. But email number, you know that

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<v Speaker 3>is the fastest way. And then of course people have

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<v Speaker 3>reached out on social media when they're confused about what

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<v Speaker 3>to do. But yeah, you can always, always, always reach

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<v Speaker 3>me by email. And then we're also in the process

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<v Speaker 3>of building our website again because city of websites are

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<v Speaker 3>a place of hell and you can't find anything, so

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<v Speaker 3>creating our own to make it more easily navigable. Awesome,

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<v Speaker 3>love it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well, thank you so so much, and we will

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<v Speaker 1>publish this and tag you and I know it's going

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<v Speaker 1>to get a great response.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, thank you, guys, I really appreciate it. Thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>Enjoy the rest of can y'all please say hi if

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<v Speaker 3>you've seen me before, I see you.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, I'm definitely definitely we're best friends.

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<v Speaker 4>Now you don't be able to get rid of us.

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<v Speaker 3>I want to buy a hat if I can. If

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<v Speaker 3>you have a merchant, we'll give you.

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<v Speaker 1>One for free. Yeah, I've definitely it's coming your way.

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<v Speaker 3>Then, thank you guys.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, all, thank you, bye bye.

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<v Speaker 3>Bye Bye.

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<v Speaker 1>email us at Melissa and Ali at gmail dot com.

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<v Speaker 1>That's Melissa M. E.

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<v Speaker 3>L I.

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<v Speaker 1>S A and Ali A L. L I at gmail

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<v Speaker 1>dot com. Or follow us on Instagram at Lesbian Chronicles
