WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.080 --> 00:00:00.800 How are you doing. 2 00:00:00.960 --> 00:00:03.000 I'm great. I'm so happy to be here. 3 00:00:03.040 --> 00:00:05.799 Thank you for being here at the Private Talk Podcast. 4 00:00:06.599 --> 00:00:08.720 I appreciate you coming here. I know it's kind of 5 00:00:08.720 --> 00:00:10.679 one of those things. It's a new podcast, so nobody 6 00:00:10.679 --> 00:00:13.119 really knows what it is. But just the fact that 7 00:00:13.199 --> 00:00:15.679 you are enticed to be on my show and let 8 00:00:15.720 --> 00:00:17.960 Miss Texas know a little bit more about you. I'm 9 00:00:18.039 --> 00:00:20.120 really excited for you to be here. So let my 10 00:00:20.199 --> 00:00:23.120 listeners out there know from the Private Talk podcast out there, 11 00:00:23.199 --> 00:00:24.839 let them know your background. 12 00:00:24.960 --> 00:00:27.440 Let us know a little bit more about you, Miss Sarah. 13 00:00:27.640 --> 00:00:31.519 Okay, So, I was in the military for four and 14 00:00:31.559 --> 00:00:32.359 a half years. 15 00:00:32.759 --> 00:00:34.119 I got out and I. 16 00:00:34.000 --> 00:00:35.320 Got to give you an the clouds for a while. 17 00:00:36.079 --> 00:00:39.520 I'm a military brat, so I am my parents. My 18 00:00:39.600 --> 00:00:40.880 dad did over twenty years. 19 00:00:41.520 --> 00:00:41.759 You know. 20 00:00:42.000 --> 00:00:45.159 My mom is an independent contractor in the military shop served, 21 00:00:45.200 --> 00:00:47.359 does all the food service and all those things like that. 22 00:00:47.399 --> 00:00:50.520 My sisters is currently still in the military. So yes, 23 00:00:50.679 --> 00:00:54.119 I love all my military people out there. I appreciate 24 00:00:54.119 --> 00:00:56.640 you guys for serving and protecting. So thank you so 25 00:00:56.759 --> 00:00:59.920 much for that. Sorry for interrupting, but yes, continue. 26 00:01:00.880 --> 00:01:03.240 So I served four and a half years active duty 27 00:01:04.040 --> 00:01:07.159 Navy I was stationed in Jacksonville, Florida, which I'm originally 28 00:01:07.159 --> 00:01:08.439 from California. 29 00:01:08.000 --> 00:01:09.079 Originally from the Bay Area. 30 00:01:09.200 --> 00:01:13.680 So the culture shock of going from the Bay Area 31 00:01:13.840 --> 00:01:15.799 to Jacksonville, Florida was. 32 00:01:17.640 --> 00:01:21.680 Really bad. But I was deployed right away, so it 33 00:01:21.799 --> 00:01:22.280 was cool. 34 00:01:22.480 --> 00:01:24.120 And where'd you get deployed to? 35 00:01:24.680 --> 00:01:29.359 My first deployment was to Japan, an island off of mainland, Okinawa, 36 00:01:29.439 --> 00:01:31.200 and then I went up to Massawa for a little 37 00:01:31.239 --> 00:01:31.920 bit as well. 38 00:01:32.079 --> 00:01:34.480 What did you do in the military? I fixed airplanes, 39 00:01:34.599 --> 00:01:37.319 so I was a mechanic on. 40 00:01:37.280 --> 00:01:40.719 The P three Orion, which all is an old World War. 41 00:01:40.799 --> 00:01:43.000 You know that there's some private talk podcast listeners out 42 00:01:43.000 --> 00:01:45.239 there that are like, yes, that's really keep talking. 43 00:01:45.680 --> 00:01:48.840 You know, there's everybody, you know what I mean. 44 00:01:48.879 --> 00:01:50.959 The fact that a woman, you know, we get so 45 00:01:51.040 --> 00:01:54.319 stigmatized into job careers that we're supposed to or this, 46 00:01:54.359 --> 00:01:56.079 that and the other. And the fact that you could 47 00:01:56.120 --> 00:01:58.599 do that as a woman, shout out to you. That's 48 00:01:58.599 --> 00:02:00.439 that's a big thing. So I hope you guys. 49 00:02:00.239 --> 00:02:03.000 Are liking this already because I know I am to 50 00:02:03.079 --> 00:02:03.640 tell us one. 51 00:02:03.959 --> 00:02:05.959 So I joined out of college. 52 00:02:06.000 --> 00:02:06.760 I was in college. 53 00:02:06.840 --> 00:02:09.159 I originally want to join the Peace Corps, but you 54 00:02:09.199 --> 00:02:11.800 had to have a bachelor's and I just felt like 55 00:02:12.639 --> 00:02:15.919 I wanted real working experience. I wanted a career already, 56 00:02:15.960 --> 00:02:17.879 Like I love to learn, and I loved college and 57 00:02:17.879 --> 00:02:19.680 stuff like that, but I didn't want a classroom to 58 00:02:19.719 --> 00:02:20.639 determine my future. 59 00:02:21.280 --> 00:02:21.479 You know. 60 00:02:21.599 --> 00:02:23.840 I wanted to make my money right away. I just 61 00:02:24.159 --> 00:02:27.360 I'm a Capricorn, so I'm a worker, you know. So 62 00:02:27.800 --> 00:02:29.759 I couldn't join the Peace Corps. I decided to join 63 00:02:30.080 --> 00:02:32.439 the military. So that's how that happened. 64 00:02:32.680 --> 00:02:34.919 And from the military, what did you go from that? 65 00:02:35.240 --> 00:02:38.280 So I decided I was going to get out the 66 00:02:38.319 --> 00:02:40.400 military because I wanted to model. 67 00:02:40.599 --> 00:02:42.520 Did you come back to California? I did not? 68 00:02:42.520 --> 00:02:43.120 Not right away? 69 00:02:43.159 --> 00:02:43.840 Okay, where'd you go? 70 00:02:44.039 --> 00:02:46.439 I went to Miami, somewhere with a little more culture 71 00:02:46.919 --> 00:02:48.080 after Jacksonville. 72 00:02:48.159 --> 00:02:51.159 Okay, yeah, so I went to that big Booty. Big 73 00:02:51.199 --> 00:02:54.360 Booty is always gravitate to Miami something. 74 00:02:54.599 --> 00:02:55.560 It was really. 75 00:02:56.840 --> 00:02:58.759 You know what I mean, it's at that age, I mean, 76 00:02:58.840 --> 00:03:01.560 what what year was that? So this was two thousand 77 00:03:01.560 --> 00:03:06.039 and seventeen. Okay, So at that time, booties were all 78 00:03:06.080 --> 00:03:09.960 over the places. Like there's an appreciation for booties because 79 00:03:09.960 --> 00:03:13.000 at one time, it was like all about big titties, 80 00:03:13.080 --> 00:03:15.120 by titties, this, this is this, you know, and I'm 81 00:03:15.120 --> 00:03:17.840 in that movement because of being in the adult industry, 82 00:03:17.879 --> 00:03:19.240 you know what I mean. I came in in two 83 00:03:19.280 --> 00:03:22.800 thousand and seven. So even in the beginning era of 84 00:03:22.840 --> 00:03:27.280 my the porn days, it really wasn't that booty predominant, 85 00:03:27.360 --> 00:03:29.199 you know what I mean, Like people had booties and 86 00:03:29.240 --> 00:03:32.000 people you know, did whatever. But it was like, yes, 87 00:03:32.080 --> 00:03:35.719 there wasn't like big like movie pictures or people were like, wow, 88 00:03:35.919 --> 00:03:36.800 she had a big ass. 89 00:03:36.800 --> 00:03:39.360 It was like, man, she's kind of big exactly, Like 90 00:03:39.599 --> 00:03:40.479 I didn't categorize. 91 00:03:40.879 --> 00:03:43.039 It didn't fit in like they're like she's overweight, Like no, 92 00:03:43.159 --> 00:03:45.680 I'm just curvy and meaning from Texas. I knew I 93 00:03:45.759 --> 00:03:47.719 embraced those curves, but I didn't really know how to 94 00:03:47.759 --> 00:03:50.120 do that in like being in naked form because I 95 00:03:50.120 --> 00:03:51.960 was always comfortable with my skin always and I'm like, 96 00:03:51.960 --> 00:03:53.639 this is me, this is all that you're going to get. 97 00:03:54.159 --> 00:03:55.479 So shortly after. 98 00:03:55.240 --> 00:03:58.000 Me being in my business, it became like a thing. 99 00:03:58.240 --> 00:04:02.520 Yeah, so it's like, you know, I'm sam I would 100 00:04:02.599 --> 00:04:05.879 like to think, but who knows. But you you know, 101 00:04:06.039 --> 00:04:08.800 having a big buddy yourself. You go out there in Miami. 102 00:04:09.000 --> 00:04:10.719 What did that big buddy do out there in Miami? 103 00:04:10.800 --> 00:04:11.159 Let us know? 104 00:04:11.280 --> 00:04:13.280 So Miami really embraced me. 105 00:04:13.639 --> 00:04:15.400 How did you go out into Miami to do? 106 00:04:15.599 --> 00:04:15.879 Okay? 107 00:04:15.919 --> 00:04:18.639 So I went out to Miami to model, to start modeling. 108 00:04:18.680 --> 00:04:20.680 I had met somebody in a club out there. 109 00:04:20.839 --> 00:04:23.519 I was working part time, and they were like, hey, 110 00:04:23.519 --> 00:04:25.079 have you ever a modeled? I'm like, listen, I've been 111 00:04:25.079 --> 00:04:26.959 wanting to model forever. I've done a little bit here. 112 00:04:26.839 --> 00:04:28.240 But what were you doing in the club where you 113 00:04:28.360 --> 00:04:31.120 was like a regular, like a dancing in the dancing club. 114 00:04:31.439 --> 00:04:34.560 Because everyone tells sells you all kinds of dreams, so 115 00:04:34.600 --> 00:04:37.720 it's like you never know what kind of modeling that 116 00:04:37.759 --> 00:04:39.600 they're really telling you. 117 00:04:39.639 --> 00:04:41.720 Absolutely sometimes you're like, oh you're gonna do modeling. 118 00:04:41.720 --> 00:04:43.360 I'm gonna go to my house and I'm not going 119 00:04:43.399 --> 00:04:45.160 to pay you and I'm going to do like yeah, 120 00:04:45.240 --> 00:04:49.360 So you doing all of that knowing someone and saying hey, 121 00:04:49.480 --> 00:04:51.800 let's just go model to Miami? Was it scary? Like? 122 00:04:52.040 --> 00:04:52.680 Was it just like? 123 00:04:53.600 --> 00:04:56.199 I'm very a risk taker. I'd like to well, my 124 00:04:56.240 --> 00:04:57.959 family would like to say I'm a risk taker. I 125 00:04:58.240 --> 00:05:00.800 call it calculated risk take. Okay. 126 00:05:01.319 --> 00:05:02.639 But basically I was. 127 00:05:02.639 --> 00:05:04.839 Like, you know what, I'm going to leave this job 128 00:05:04.920 --> 00:05:08.839 that I have health benefits, paycheck first in the fifteenth 129 00:05:09.519 --> 00:05:12.079 and everything's taken care of it. I'm going to leave 130 00:05:12.120 --> 00:05:16.439 that and follow my dreams. Is really what it was 131 00:05:16.519 --> 00:05:19.560 to me. I didn't want to wake up one day 132 00:05:19.600 --> 00:05:22.199 and be like I should have. I wish I would have. 133 00:05:22.600 --> 00:05:24.399 I wanted to try, I should have would have cold. 134 00:05:24.399 --> 00:05:27.959 I just I couldn't allow that. I couldn't be with 135 00:05:28.040 --> 00:05:31.560 myself and allow that to happen. So I went out 136 00:05:31.560 --> 00:05:38.120 to Miami, and it was really difficult because I was 137 00:05:38.199 --> 00:05:40.439 very green, you know, I had never really been in 138 00:05:40.480 --> 00:05:41.240 the clubs like that. 139 00:05:41.279 --> 00:05:43.800 You go out by yourself, yes, okay. 140 00:05:43.600 --> 00:05:46.199 So I went out there by myself. I went and 141 00:05:46.240 --> 00:05:49.240 got a condo. And you get a lot more for 142 00:05:49.279 --> 00:05:50.360 your money in Miami than. 143 00:05:50.319 --> 00:05:52.079 You do out here, I will tell you that much. 144 00:05:52.160 --> 00:05:53.480 Really, I think it's about the same. 145 00:05:53.600 --> 00:05:57.519 No, well, shit, I had like a twenty first floor 146 00:05:57.720 --> 00:06:00.240 to to condo, beach view up. 147 00:06:00.199 --> 00:06:01.199 Around and large. 148 00:06:01.360 --> 00:06:02.680 Having large in Miami. 149 00:06:02.759 --> 00:06:05.160 Out here, you lucky if you can see somebody's roof, 150 00:06:05.600 --> 00:06:08.639 like right, it's bad. 151 00:06:08.759 --> 00:06:10.839 But depending on what area, that's definitely true. 152 00:06:10.959 --> 00:06:13.920 Yes, so, but yeah, Miami, I went out there by myself. 153 00:06:14.000 --> 00:06:18.959 I started modeling. I started doing butt modeling. I just 154 00:06:18.959 --> 00:06:21.120 call it booty modeling. But and it was not what 155 00:06:21.160 --> 00:06:23.040 I wanted to do. I was so upset about it. 156 00:06:23.079 --> 00:06:24.560 I was so so upset about. 157 00:06:24.480 --> 00:06:25.839 What is private talk? 158 00:06:25.920 --> 00:06:26.000 Now? 159 00:06:26.040 --> 00:06:27.560 What that means? What does butt modeling mean? 160 00:06:27.600 --> 00:06:30.279 Does that mean for like again, a brand or like 161 00:06:30.319 --> 00:06:33.000 people or like like a Craigslist thing, Like how like. 162 00:06:32.959 --> 00:06:33.560 What does that mean? 163 00:06:33.759 --> 00:06:39.279 January twenty seventeen, I started my Instagram and it was 164 00:06:39.839 --> 00:06:44.920 you know, lingerie swimsuits older. 165 00:06:45.040 --> 00:06:47.319 Ye man, next month, I'll be twenty nine. 166 00:06:47.800 --> 00:06:50.800 Nice. I like that. I just asked, because that's twenty seventeen. 167 00:06:50.839 --> 00:06:52.759 I feel like that's just like not like that was. 168 00:06:52.759 --> 00:06:53.639 Not that long ago. 169 00:06:53.720 --> 00:06:55.800 That just to get an Instagram when Instagram had been 170 00:06:55.839 --> 00:06:58.639 around for so long. Yeah, did you have something for 171 00:06:58.720 --> 00:07:00.639 a personal Instagram? Is that the first time you had 172 00:07:00.639 --> 00:07:01.040 a work? 173 00:07:01.120 --> 00:07:01.279 Yeah? 174 00:07:01.360 --> 00:07:03.079 Yeah, that was my personal one. 175 00:07:03.120 --> 00:07:03.920 This was my first. 176 00:07:04.040 --> 00:07:06.680 Okay, that makes more because I'm like, how do you go? 177 00:07:06.920 --> 00:07:07.959 Where were you hiding? 178 00:07:09.879 --> 00:07:12.360 Yeah? No, I was around. I was around exactly. I 179 00:07:12.519 --> 00:07:14.319 went to Miami with that big ass. I know you 180 00:07:14.360 --> 00:07:17.319 have something over there, and I do have a special 181 00:07:17.680 --> 00:07:19.920 place in my heart from Miami. For sure. I do too, 182 00:07:20.040 --> 00:07:22.879 you know, I have my family is from New York 183 00:07:22.920 --> 00:07:26.839 and they all fucking retire in Miami or Florida area. 184 00:07:27.040 --> 00:07:30.240 So I definitely, yeah, I definitely the Snowbirds. 185 00:07:31.759 --> 00:07:33.319 I definitely have a lot of love for it. It's 186 00:07:33.319 --> 00:07:34.120 one of those things for me. 187 00:07:34.199 --> 00:07:37.519 It's like it's also like a an earlier episode was 188 00:07:37.560 --> 00:07:39.680 that New York was very nostalgic for me in certain ways, 189 00:07:39.680 --> 00:07:41.959 but so as Miami. It's very as much as I 190 00:07:42.040 --> 00:07:45.480 knew early on that I couldn't really live there full 191 00:07:45.560 --> 00:07:48.120 time because it's like so much like everyone's on vacation. 192 00:07:48.319 --> 00:07:50.279 And as much as I respect that, like I'm still 193 00:07:50.279 --> 00:07:52.120 a hustle, I got to work right and you know, 194 00:07:52.199 --> 00:07:53.560 so it's it's a big thing, you know, And a 195 00:07:53.600 --> 00:07:55.519 lot of people who are like from there don't really 196 00:07:55.560 --> 00:07:58.160 live like South Beach whatever. They live like Fort Ladderdale 197 00:07:58.199 --> 00:07:59.959 and all the exactly the good places where it's like 198 00:08:00.040 --> 00:08:01.319 so you can keep you out of trouble, you just 199 00:08:01.360 --> 00:08:03.800 like drive to the trouble. Exact same thing with La 200 00:08:03.879 --> 00:08:04.279 like I live. 201 00:08:04.399 --> 00:08:07.759 You know, I'm not gonna actually tell private st safety 202 00:08:07.759 --> 00:08:12.600 reasons purposes, but you know exactly, but yes, you get 203 00:08:12.600 --> 00:08:13.720 what I'm saying. You get what I'm saying. 204 00:08:14.079 --> 00:08:17.199 So you going to Miami, obviously you're sitting on the 205 00:08:17.240 --> 00:08:18.360 private talk couch right now. 206 00:08:18.399 --> 00:08:20.079 What did Miami do for your career? 207 00:08:20.319 --> 00:08:23.000 What what was out there that like made you who 208 00:08:23.040 --> 00:08:27.439 exactly who you are today? There was this guy, Oh, 209 00:08:27.480 --> 00:08:28.959 there's always that guy. 210 00:08:29.160 --> 00:08:30.000 There was this. 211 00:08:29.879 --> 00:08:40.879 Guy that sold me dreams. I'll show familiar story, you know, I. 212 00:08:41.519 --> 00:08:46.799 Do the boo button and like in respectfully aggressive way. 213 00:08:46.840 --> 00:08:49.000 I don't know how that progressed like it is because 214 00:08:49.000 --> 00:08:51.279 it's always that one guy that you hate, but it's 215 00:08:51.279 --> 00:08:53.240 also that one guy that took you to get where 216 00:08:53.240 --> 00:08:54.960 you still are today right now, because I always had 217 00:08:55.000 --> 00:08:57.240 that one guy as well. And you know, there's certain 218 00:08:57.360 --> 00:09:00.240 you know, attributes and pat on your fucking head back, 219 00:09:00.279 --> 00:09:02.320 whatever the fuck you want to say on certain things, 220 00:09:02.320 --> 00:09:03.840 but there's a lot of things like you're still who 221 00:09:03.879 --> 00:09:06.559 you are and you're still successful and still current today 222 00:09:06.600 --> 00:09:08.799 because you not because of anybody else. 223 00:09:08.840 --> 00:09:10.919 So I get exactly what you're saying, but it's. 224 00:09:10.720 --> 00:09:14.440 Hard to really recognize or internalize. 225 00:09:13.919 --> 00:09:15.879 Of course, because as a woman, you know, we, like 226 00:09:15.919 --> 00:09:18.200 I said, I again, I express this a lot I 227 00:09:18.240 --> 00:09:20.679 feel like on my episodes. But it's like, because I've 228 00:09:20.720 --> 00:09:23.759 been in such a female dominated industry and you included, 229 00:09:23.799 --> 00:09:25.320 it's one of those things that we get shitted on 230 00:09:25.320 --> 00:09:28.919 and by every single move and make you make, you know, move. 231 00:09:28.759 --> 00:09:29.200 That you make. 232 00:09:29.240 --> 00:09:30.759 So it's like, if you're right or wrong, you can 233 00:09:30.799 --> 00:09:33.240 never please everybody. But I say true to who I 234 00:09:33.279 --> 00:09:35.320 am and what I can do for myself and what 235 00:09:35.399 --> 00:09:37.679 makes me sleep good at night, and every year it 236 00:09:37.720 --> 00:09:39.679 may change a little bit more. And who knows, everybody, 237 00:09:39.720 --> 00:09:42.000 You know, you progress because that's what you're supposed to 238 00:09:42.080 --> 00:09:44.320 do as a human, you know, right. So it's like, 239 00:09:44.360 --> 00:09:47.039 but people sometimes get stuck in a persona of what 240 00:09:47.080 --> 00:09:49.399 you're supposed to be or who they thought you were. 241 00:09:49.960 --> 00:09:51.759 And that's what the like the mix of of like. 242 00:09:51.879 --> 00:09:53.639 Where we are in society and the problems that we 243 00:09:53.679 --> 00:09:55.960 have today and why we have stigmas, Like you know, 244 00:09:56.000 --> 00:09:58.720 in our industries, as much as they are different, they 245 00:09:58.759 --> 00:10:01.840 overlap in a lot of ways because it's the same circle. 246 00:10:01.960 --> 00:10:04.480 Things like that as well. So with having all that stuff, 247 00:10:04.559 --> 00:10:06.679 let's talk more about where did Miami take you and 248 00:10:06.759 --> 00:10:08.960 lead you to Miss Zara? Now? 249 00:10:09.480 --> 00:10:12.559 Okay, so I started Booty modeling, I call it, and 250 00:10:12.639 --> 00:10:13.279 I hated it. 251 00:10:13.320 --> 00:10:14.759 The belfies got perfected. 252 00:10:14.960 --> 00:10:18.879 Yeah, and my family was just like, so, I know, 253 00:10:18.919 --> 00:10:21.399 they're ripping their hair out. They were trying not to 254 00:10:21.720 --> 00:10:25.320 make it too obvious, but I know for a fact 255 00:10:25.360 --> 00:10:28.759 they were like, this dumb bitch left the fucking military 256 00:10:29.240 --> 00:10:32.559 to go put her ass all over the internet, right, 257 00:10:33.000 --> 00:10:34.720 Like I get it, Like I totally get it. 258 00:10:34.759 --> 00:10:35.440 You know what I'm saying. 259 00:10:35.480 --> 00:10:40.360 But it was where I had to start, apparently, and 260 00:10:40.519 --> 00:10:43.799 it's where I put my foot in and I embraced it, 261 00:10:44.120 --> 00:10:48.200 even though I hated it, and Miami embraced me, and 262 00:10:49.000 --> 00:10:51.320 the world ended up embracing me. And I had no 263 00:10:51.519 --> 00:10:53.919 idea that that is where it was going to go. 264 00:10:54.360 --> 00:10:58.360 I could tell you, oh, when I picture myself years 265 00:10:58.360 --> 00:11:00.679 from now, I picture myself super sticks at what. 266 00:11:01.080 --> 00:11:01.480 I don't know. 267 00:11:01.559 --> 00:11:03.600 I'm a boss, I don't give a fuck. I'm gonna 268 00:11:03.600 --> 00:11:07.519 be successful, right, But for it to be like people 269 00:11:07.559 --> 00:11:09.840 were so receptive towards. 270 00:11:09.559 --> 00:11:12.600 Me, it blew my mind. I was so at the 271 00:11:12.679 --> 00:11:14.480 end of the day, it's a feeling. And again, you know, 272 00:11:14.559 --> 00:11:17.639 it's one of those things that you believe in yourself, 273 00:11:17.720 --> 00:11:19.440 and that's the best and the first thing that we 274 00:11:19.440 --> 00:11:21.799 should all do. But it's like you don't know where 275 00:11:21.799 --> 00:11:24.799 that belief goes further than that. So if it's one fan, 276 00:11:24.919 --> 00:11:27.480 two fans or whatever, just to have the appreciation and 277 00:11:27.519 --> 00:11:30.399 the value for someone to get that like reciprocation back 278 00:11:30.519 --> 00:11:34.080 is like it means more than to our fans and 279 00:11:34.120 --> 00:11:36.320 they really know because for me, I'm like, there's been 280 00:11:36.360 --> 00:11:39.440 times where I've had the roughest days and done whatever, 281 00:11:39.559 --> 00:11:41.159 and like for me, it's like I never take it 282 00:11:41.159 --> 00:11:42.720 out of my fans because at the end of the day, 283 00:11:43.000 --> 00:11:45.960 there why I am who Alexis Texas is, So I 284 00:11:46.000 --> 00:11:48.799 never tried to portray or let that come out into 285 00:11:49.200 --> 00:11:51.960 what I'm doing at that time. But the same time too, 286 00:11:52.120 --> 00:11:53.840 is that there are certain times where some of my 287 00:11:53.919 --> 00:11:55.960 fans have come and like stopped me in my tracks, 288 00:11:55.960 --> 00:11:58.360 and I'm like, wow, I don't know if that was 289 00:11:58.360 --> 00:12:01.879 supposed to be like a god center like whatever it is, 290 00:12:01.919 --> 00:12:04.120 but it's like it makes you like maybe for me 291 00:12:04.440 --> 00:12:07.360 at least, it's like humbalizing to be like, I'm real, 292 00:12:07.799 --> 00:12:10.159 there's real people out there that are being receptive to 293 00:12:10.200 --> 00:12:12.159 what I'm doing and just to know that, like you 294 00:12:12.279 --> 00:12:16.159 have that like people behind your back and just like 295 00:12:16.159 --> 00:12:18.279 supporting you. Whatever those people are, you may not know 296 00:12:18.279 --> 00:12:20.600 their names, whatever the crowd. You know, the faces are 297 00:12:20.600 --> 00:12:23.159 blurry in the back up, but you know they're still 298 00:12:23.240 --> 00:12:25.879 cheering you on, and you know, and that's a big accomplishment, 299 00:12:25.960 --> 00:12:28.720 you know, and yourself included like where did you go 300 00:12:28.879 --> 00:12:32.120 from that fan base and like that notoriety that you 301 00:12:32.200 --> 00:12:33.600 felt like, where did you take that? 302 00:12:33.639 --> 00:12:34.000 And what? 303 00:12:34.240 --> 00:12:35.639 Like you said, you may not have known what you 304 00:12:35.679 --> 00:12:37.759 went out to Miami to be like, but what did 305 00:12:37.799 --> 00:12:39.960 you really want to be and where are you at now? 306 00:12:40.200 --> 00:12:46.360 So? Uh, it created a platform at that time, it 307 00:12:46.440 --> 00:12:49.799 was like one of the biggest growing platforms the gentleman 308 00:12:49.879 --> 00:12:53.120 had ever seen. Like I was a fast Instagram Yeah, 309 00:12:53.159 --> 00:12:57.240 as far as like my my specific page was grew 310 00:12:57.480 --> 00:12:59.360 super crazy crazy fast. 311 00:12:59.360 --> 00:13:01.320 So that private talk listeners out there, let us know 312 00:13:01.320 --> 00:13:02.720 what your your Instagram page is. 313 00:13:02.919 --> 00:13:04.799 It' zar release. It's pretty simple. 314 00:13:04.879 --> 00:13:06.480 Z h R A E L I S E. 315 00:13:06.679 --> 00:13:08.360 It's the one with the blue dot. 316 00:13:08.720 --> 00:13:12.679 Okay, because there's a lot of fake accounts out there. Okay, 317 00:13:13.360 --> 00:13:17.799 this one you know anymore. But it does matter though, 318 00:13:17.799 --> 00:13:19.639 because I feel like it sets apart because there's a 319 00:13:19.679 --> 00:13:22.879 lot of like you said, fake profiles, and not only 320 00:13:22.919 --> 00:13:25.039 do they just make a fake profile, what they like 321 00:13:25.120 --> 00:13:28.200 want things from our fan from money, money, yes, or whatever. 322 00:13:28.320 --> 00:13:30.080 And it's like and then it gets to the point 323 00:13:30.120 --> 00:13:32.000 when you meet someone in person and they're like. 324 00:13:32.320 --> 00:13:34.039 Why did you do this to me? You take my money? 325 00:13:34.080 --> 00:13:36.080 I'm like, what are you talking about? They're like, well, 326 00:13:36.120 --> 00:13:37.879 Google Hangouts. I'm like, I don't even know what Google 327 00:13:37.879 --> 00:13:40.960 hangouts is, norfens. But that's not me and nor would 328 00:13:40.960 --> 00:13:43.720 I ever ask fans for money like that because not 329 00:13:43.799 --> 00:13:46.360 my thing. To each his own. But I'm sure you 330 00:13:46.399 --> 00:13:48.000 get the same thing as am I not? Right? 331 00:13:48.240 --> 00:13:49.559 Like do you get people like it's like the. 332 00:13:49.600 --> 00:13:52.519 Scamming of like Instagram, So that blue check mark is 333 00:13:52.519 --> 00:13:53.360 more than you think it is. 334 00:13:53.399 --> 00:13:54.039 I guess you're right. 335 00:13:54.120 --> 00:13:55.960 You're right when it comes to that. And it's very 336 00:13:56.000 --> 00:13:58.039 frustrating when. 337 00:13:57.919 --> 00:14:00.879 It comes to people trying to use your name and 338 00:14:01.039 --> 00:14:04.440 put dirt on it, like eventually is what it happens. 339 00:14:04.480 --> 00:14:07.120 All you have in this is a reputation in this industry. 340 00:14:07.240 --> 00:14:09.480 So how many flowers do you have out there? 341 00:14:09.559 --> 00:14:09.879 Right now? 342 00:14:10.159 --> 00:14:15.720 I have one point two million followers, but I would 343 00:14:15.720 --> 00:14:17.840 have a lot more if Instagram would not be on 344 00:14:17.879 --> 00:14:20.600 that bullshit with the shadow banning. 345 00:14:20.759 --> 00:14:23.399 Oh my god, I've been shut out, banned I think 346 00:14:23.440 --> 00:14:24.600 on every account that I own. 347 00:14:25.240 --> 00:14:26.159 It's unfortunate. 348 00:14:26.440 --> 00:14:28.960 So it's it's like they control our money that way, 349 00:14:29.080 --> 00:14:32.480 and it's that's what's even more angering. It's like, as 350 00:14:32.480 --> 00:14:35.960 an entrepreneur, how are you going to now put caps 351 00:14:36.039 --> 00:14:36.679 on what we. 352 00:14:36.600 --> 00:14:41.159 Can do well? Some would argue as an entrepreneur with 353 00:14:41.200 --> 00:14:43.639 which I'm sure one Instagram person was at that time, 354 00:14:43.720 --> 00:14:45.519 how could you put a cap and you're making money 355 00:14:45.559 --> 00:14:47.360 and I'm not seeing a dime from it. So that's 356 00:14:47.360 --> 00:14:48.960 why I feel like that's why they're kind of edging 357 00:14:49.000 --> 00:14:51.080 and seeing where the new like money is going and 358 00:14:51.120 --> 00:14:53.519 all these apps that are making money from it that 359 00:14:53.559 --> 00:14:56.440 they're like, where's mine? So I feel like that I like, 360 00:14:56.480 --> 00:14:59.879 the biggest platform, I don't have the money but you 361 00:15:00.159 --> 00:15:02.399 But I mean, but I mean, it's still a money 362 00:15:02.440 --> 00:15:04.559 driven thing regardless of what it is, and if it's 363 00:15:04.600 --> 00:15:07.360 because they're on a free base platform. And again I'm 364 00:15:07.360 --> 00:15:09.720 not agreeing with what it is. I'm just saying how 365 00:15:09.840 --> 00:15:13.080 economics works and like everything is money driven. Yeah, and 366 00:15:13.120 --> 00:15:15.000 that's why if somebody else is doing it, why be 367 00:15:15.039 --> 00:15:16.360 the last to do it? When I have the biggest 368 00:15:16.360 --> 00:15:19.320 platform that is, you know, and it's unfortunate. But that's 369 00:15:19.360 --> 00:15:21.360 the thing, is like, because there's such a stigma and 370 00:15:21.440 --> 00:15:24.840 not a stigma, but a whole new revolution of you know, 371 00:15:24.960 --> 00:15:29.159 YouTube influencers to social media influencers and all these things. 372 00:15:29.200 --> 00:15:31.960 You know, there's so many different avenues. It's like everyone 373 00:15:32.000 --> 00:15:34.480 wants their cut. So it's like everyone wants their. 374 00:15:35.360 --> 00:15:36.200 What's not you know what I mean? 375 00:15:36.240 --> 00:15:37.679 Like, I mean, it's it's like I said, it's all 376 00:15:37.720 --> 00:15:38.919 money driven then I. 377 00:15:38.879 --> 00:15:41.279 Mean, I mean they said the pay for promotion. I 378 00:15:41.320 --> 00:15:43.720 mean if you even if you pay for promotion, I 379 00:15:43.799 --> 00:15:44.240 don't care. 380 00:15:44.440 --> 00:15:47.039 So I don't know whatever. I'm waiting for the next 381 00:15:47.039 --> 00:15:47.919 big thing to come out. 382 00:15:48.159 --> 00:15:50.399 So you do. There are other platforms like OnlyFans and 383 00:15:50.440 --> 00:15:51.879 things like that. Yeah, you have an only fans. 384 00:15:51.960 --> 00:15:52.879 I do have only fans. 385 00:15:52.879 --> 00:15:55.559 I had one for a year, and I will say, 386 00:15:56.240 --> 00:15:58.759 is the best fucking thing. 387 00:15:58.879 --> 00:16:01.679 So tell private talk podcasts they know that I have 388 00:16:01.720 --> 00:16:04.240 an only fans. Tell us what your only fans is. 389 00:16:04.279 --> 00:16:06.720 Promote it, tell us what you give on your only fans. 390 00:16:06.720 --> 00:16:07.720 Tell us a little bit more about that. 391 00:16:08.519 --> 00:16:12.279 Well, my only fans it has a lot of content 392 00:16:12.320 --> 00:16:12.759 that is not. 393 00:16:15.320 --> 00:16:16.759 You tell us the truth. 394 00:16:16.919 --> 00:16:17.320 Okay. 395 00:16:17.360 --> 00:16:20.000 It has a lot of content that isn't on Instagram, 396 00:16:20.039 --> 00:16:24.240 whether it's pictures or videos, and as far as I go, 397 00:16:24.399 --> 00:16:28.200 you'll have to find out when you subscribe to my 398 00:16:28.320 --> 00:16:31.039 Only fans and it is our least underscore. 399 00:16:31.399 --> 00:16:33.120 Are you catfishing people over there? 400 00:16:33.279 --> 00:16:35.320 Are you giving them the goods? Or are you like 401 00:16:35.720 --> 00:16:38.799