Speaker 1: How are you doing.
Speaker 2: I'm great. I'm so happy to be here.
Speaker 1: Thank you for being here at the Private Talk Podcast.
Speaker 1: I appreciate you coming here. I know it's kind of
Speaker 1: one of those things. It's a new podcast, so nobody
Speaker 1: really knows what it is. But just the fact that
Speaker 1: you are enticed to be on my show and let
Speaker 1: Miss Texas know a little bit more about you. I'm
Speaker 1: really excited for you to be here. So let my
Speaker 1: listeners out there know from the Private Talk podcast out there,
Speaker 1: let them know your background.
Speaker 3: Let us know a little bit more about you, Miss Sarah.
Speaker 1: Okay, So, I was in the military for four and
Speaker 1: a half years.
Speaker 2: I got out and I.
Speaker 3: Got to give you an the clouds for a while.
Speaker 1: I'm a military brat, so I am my parents. My
Speaker 1: dad did over twenty years.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 1: My mom is an independent contractor in the military shop served,
Speaker 1: does all the food service and all those things like that.
Speaker 1: My sisters is currently still in the military. So yes,
Speaker 1: I love all my military people out there. I appreciate
Speaker 1: you guys for serving and protecting. So thank you so
Speaker 1: much for that. Sorry for interrupting, but yes, continue.
Speaker 4: So I served four and a half years active duty
Speaker 4: Navy I was stationed in Jacksonville, Florida, which I'm originally
Speaker 4: from California.
Speaker 2: Originally from the Bay Area.
Speaker 4: So the culture shock of going from the Bay Area
Speaker 4: to Jacksonville, Florida was.
Speaker 1: Really bad. But I was deployed right away, so it
Speaker 1: was cool.
Speaker 2: And where'd you get deployed to?
Speaker 4: My first deployment was to Japan, an island off of mainland, Okinawa,
Speaker 4: and then I went up to Massawa for a little
Speaker 4: bit as well.
Speaker 1: What did you do in the military? I fixed airplanes,
Speaker 1: so I was a mechanic on.
Speaker 2: The P three Orion, which all is an old World War.
Speaker 1: You know that there's some private talk podcast listeners out
Speaker 1: there that are like, yes, that's really keep talking.
Speaker 3: You know, there's everybody, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: The fact that a woman, you know, we get so
Speaker 1: stigmatized into job careers that we're supposed to or this,
Speaker 1: that and the other. And the fact that you could
Speaker 1: do that as a woman, shout out to you. That's
Speaker 1: that's a big thing. So I hope you guys.
Speaker 3: Are liking this already because I know I am to
Speaker 3: tell us one.
Speaker 2: So I joined out of college.
Speaker 1: I was in college.
Speaker 4: I originally want to join the Peace Corps, but you
Speaker 4: had to have a bachelor's and I just felt like
Speaker 4: I wanted real working experience. I wanted a career already,
Speaker 4: Like I love to learn, and I loved college and
Speaker 4: stuff like that, but I didn't want a classroom to
Speaker 4: determine my future.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 4: I wanted to make my money right away. I just
Speaker 4: I'm a Capricorn, so I'm a worker, you know. So
Speaker 4: I couldn't join the Peace Corps. I decided to join
Speaker 4: the military. So that's how that happened.
Speaker 3: And from the military, what did you go from that?
Speaker 4: So I decided I was going to get out the
Speaker 4: military because I wanted to model.
Speaker 3: Did you come back to California? I did not?
Speaker 1: Not right away?
Speaker 3: Okay, where'd you go?
Speaker 4: I went to Miami, somewhere with a little more culture
Speaker 4: after Jacksonville.
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, so I went to that big Booty. Big
Speaker 1: Booty is always gravitate to Miami something.
Speaker 3: It was really.
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, it's at that age, I mean,
Speaker 1: what what year was that? So this was two thousand
Speaker 1: and seventeen. Okay, So at that time, booties were all
Speaker 1: over the places. Like there's an appreciation for booties because
Speaker 1: at one time, it was like all about big titties,
Speaker 1: by titties, this, this is this, you know, and I'm
Speaker 1: in that movement because of being in the adult industry,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I came in in two
Speaker 1: thousand and seven. So even in the beginning era of
Speaker 1: my the porn days, it really wasn't that booty predominant,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like people had booties and
Speaker 1: people you know, did whatever. But it was like, yes,
Speaker 1: there wasn't like big like movie pictures or people were like, wow,
Speaker 1: she had a big ass.
Speaker 4: It was like, man, she's kind of big exactly, Like
Speaker 4: I didn't categorize.
Speaker 1: It didn't fit in like they're like she's overweight, Like no,
Speaker 1: I'm just curvy and meaning from Texas. I knew I
Speaker 1: embraced those curves, but I didn't really know how to
Speaker 1: do that in like being in naked form because I
Speaker 1: was always comfortable with my skin always and I'm like,
Speaker 1: this is me, this is all that you're going to get.
Speaker 1: So shortly after.
Speaker 3: Me being in my business, it became like a thing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so it's like, you know, I'm sam I would
Speaker 1: like to think, but who knows. But you you know,
Speaker 1: having a big buddy yourself. You go out there in Miami.
Speaker 1: What did that big buddy do out there in Miami?
Speaker 1: Let us know?
Speaker 4: So Miami really embraced me.
Speaker 3: How did you go out into Miami to do?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 4: So I went out to Miami to model, to start modeling.
Speaker 2: I had met somebody in a club out there.
Speaker 4: I was working part time, and they were like, hey,
Speaker 4: have you ever a modeled? I'm like, listen, I've been
Speaker 4: wanting to model forever. I've done a little bit here.
Speaker 1: But what were you doing in the club where you
Speaker 1: was like a regular, like a dancing in the dancing club.
Speaker 1: Because everyone tells sells you all kinds of dreams, so
Speaker 1: it's like you never know what kind of modeling that
Speaker 1: they're really telling you.
Speaker 3: Absolutely sometimes you're like, oh you're gonna do modeling.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go to my house and I'm not going
Speaker 1: to pay you and I'm going to do like yeah,
Speaker 1: So you doing all of that knowing someone and saying hey,
Speaker 1: let's just go model to Miami? Was it scary? Like?
Speaker 3: Was it just like?
Speaker 1: I'm very a risk taker. I'd like to well, my
Speaker 1: family would like to say I'm a risk taker. I
Speaker 1: call it calculated risk take. Okay.
Speaker 2: But basically I was.
Speaker 4: Like, you know what, I'm going to leave this job
Speaker 4: that I have health benefits, paycheck first in the fifteenth
Speaker 4: and everything's taken care of it. I'm going to leave
Speaker 4: that and follow my dreams. Is really what it was
Speaker 4: to me. I didn't want to wake up one day
Speaker 4: and be like I should have. I wish I would have.
Speaker 4: I wanted to try, I should have would have cold.
Speaker 4: I just I couldn't allow that. I couldn't be with
Speaker 4: myself and allow that to happen. So I went out
Speaker 4: to Miami, and it was really difficult because I was
Speaker 4: very green, you know, I had never really been in
Speaker 4: the clubs like that.
Speaker 3: You go out by yourself, yes, okay.
Speaker 4: So I went out there by myself. I went and
Speaker 4: got a condo. And you get a lot more for
Speaker 4: your money in Miami than.
Speaker 2: You do out here, I will tell you that much.
Speaker 3: Really, I think it's about the same.
Speaker 4: No, well, shit, I had like a twenty first floor
Speaker 4: to to condo, beach view up.
Speaker 1: Around and large.
Speaker 2: Having large in Miami.
Speaker 1: Out here, you lucky if you can see somebody's roof,
Speaker 1: like right, it's bad.
Speaker 3: But depending on what area, that's definitely true.
Speaker 4: Yes, so, but yeah, Miami, I went out there by myself.
Speaker 4: I started modeling. I started doing butt modeling. I just
Speaker 4: call it booty modeling. But and it was not what
Speaker 4: I wanted to do. I was so upset about it.
Speaker 4: I was so so upset about.
Speaker 3: What is private talk?
Speaker 4: Now?
Speaker 3: What that means? What does butt modeling mean?
Speaker 1: Does that mean for like again, a brand or like
Speaker 1: people or like like a Craigslist thing, Like how like.
Speaker 2: What does that mean?
Speaker 4: January twenty seventeen, I started my Instagram and it was
Speaker 4: you know, lingerie swimsuits older.
Speaker 2: Ye man, next month, I'll be twenty nine.
Speaker 1: Nice. I like that. I just asked, because that's twenty seventeen.
Speaker 1: I feel like that's just like not like that was.
Speaker 3: Not that long ago.
Speaker 1: That just to get an Instagram when Instagram had been
Speaker 1: around for so long. Yeah, did you have something for
Speaker 1: a personal Instagram? Is that the first time you had
Speaker 1: a work?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Yeah, that was my personal one.
Speaker 4: This was my first.
Speaker 3: Okay, that makes more because I'm like, how do you go?
Speaker 3: Where were you hiding?
Speaker 1: Yeah? No, I was around. I was around exactly. I
Speaker 1: went to Miami with that big ass. I know you
Speaker 1: have something over there, and I do have a special
Speaker 1: place in my heart from Miami. For sure. I do too,
Speaker 1: you know, I have my family is from New York
Speaker 1: and they all fucking retire in Miami or Florida area.
Speaker 1: So I definitely, yeah, I definitely the Snowbirds.
Speaker 3: I definitely have a lot of love for it. It's
Speaker 3: one of those things for me.
Speaker 1: It's like it's also like a an earlier episode was
Speaker 1: that New York was very nostalgic for me in certain ways,
Speaker 1: but so as Miami. It's very as much as I
Speaker 1: knew early on that I couldn't really live there full
Speaker 1: time because it's like so much like everyone's on vacation.
Speaker 1: And as much as I respect that, like I'm still
Speaker 1: a hustle, I got to work right and you know,
Speaker 1: so it's it's a big thing, you know, And a
Speaker 1: lot of people who are like from there don't really
Speaker 1: live like South Beach whatever. They live like Fort Ladderdale
Speaker 1: and all the exactly the good places where it's like
Speaker 1: so you can keep you out of trouble, you just
Speaker 1: like drive to the trouble. Exact same thing with La
Speaker 1: like I live.
Speaker 3: You know, I'm not gonna actually tell private st safety
Speaker 3: reasons purposes, but you know exactly, but yes, you get
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. You get what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So you going to Miami, obviously you're sitting on the
Speaker 1: private talk couch right now.
Speaker 3: What did Miami do for your career?
Speaker 1: What what was out there that like made you who
Speaker 1: exactly who you are today? There was this guy, Oh,
Speaker 1: there's always that guy.
Speaker 2: There was this.
Speaker 5: Guy that sold me dreams. I'll show familiar story, you know, I.
Speaker 1: Do the boo button and like in respectfully aggressive way.
Speaker 1: I don't know how that progressed like it is because
Speaker 1: it's always that one guy that you hate, but it's
Speaker 1: also that one guy that took you to get where
Speaker 1: you still are today right now, because I always had
Speaker 1: that one guy as well. And you know, there's certain
Speaker 1: you know, attributes and pat on your fucking head back,
Speaker 1: whatever the fuck you want to say on certain things,
Speaker 1: but there's a lot of things like you're still who
Speaker 1: you are and you're still successful and still current today
Speaker 1: because you not because of anybody else.
Speaker 3: So I get exactly what you're saying, but it's.
Speaker 2: Hard to really recognize or internalize.
Speaker 1: Of course, because as a woman, you know, we, like
Speaker 1: I said, I again, I express this a lot I
Speaker 1: feel like on my episodes. But it's like, because I've
Speaker 1: been in such a female dominated industry and you included,
Speaker 1: it's one of those things that we get shitted on
Speaker 1: and by every single move and make you make, you know, move.
Speaker 3: That you make.
Speaker 1: So it's like, if you're right or wrong, you can
Speaker 1: never please everybody. But I say true to who I
Speaker 1: am and what I can do for myself and what
Speaker 1: makes me sleep good at night, and every year it
Speaker 1: may change a little bit more. And who knows, everybody,
Speaker 1: You know, you progress because that's what you're supposed to
Speaker 1: do as a human, you know, right. So it's like,
Speaker 1: but people sometimes get stuck in a persona of what
Speaker 1: you're supposed to be or who they thought you were.
Speaker 3: And that's what the like the mix of of like.
Speaker 1: Where we are in society and the problems that we
Speaker 1: have today and why we have stigmas, Like you know,
Speaker 1: in our industries, as much as they are different, they
Speaker 1: overlap in a lot of ways because it's the same circle.
Speaker 1: Things like that as well. So with having all that stuff,
Speaker 1: let's talk more about where did Miami take you and
Speaker 1: lead you to Miss Zara? Now?
Speaker 4: Okay, so I started Booty modeling, I call it, and
Speaker 4: I hated it.
Speaker 3: The belfies got perfected.
Speaker 4: Yeah, and my family was just like, so, I know,
Speaker 4: they're ripping their hair out. They were trying not to
Speaker 4: make it too obvious, but I know for a fact
Speaker 4: they were like, this dumb bitch left the fucking military
Speaker 4: to go put her ass all over the internet, right,
Speaker 4: Like I get it, Like I totally get it.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4: But it was where I had to start, apparently, and
Speaker 4: it's where I put my foot in and I embraced it,
Speaker 4: even though I hated it, and Miami embraced me, and
Speaker 4: the world ended up embracing me. And I had no
Speaker 4: idea that that is where it was going to go.
Speaker 4: I could tell you, oh, when I picture myself years
Speaker 4: from now, I picture myself super sticks at what.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 4: I'm a boss, I don't give a fuck. I'm gonna
Speaker 4: be successful, right, But for it to be like people
Speaker 4: were so receptive towards.
Speaker 1: Me, it blew my mind. I was so at the
Speaker 1: end of the day, it's a feeling. And again, you know,
Speaker 1: it's one of those things that you believe in yourself,
Speaker 1: and that's the best and the first thing that we
Speaker 1: should all do. But it's like you don't know where
Speaker 1: that belief goes further than that. So if it's one fan,
Speaker 1: two fans or whatever, just to have the appreciation and
Speaker 1: the value for someone to get that like reciprocation back
Speaker 1: is like it means more than to our fans and
Speaker 1: they really know because for me, I'm like, there's been
Speaker 1: times where I've had the roughest days and done whatever,
Speaker 1: and like for me, it's like I never take it
Speaker 1: out of my fans because at the end of the day,
Speaker 1: there why I am who Alexis Texas is, So I
Speaker 1: never tried to portray or let that come out into
Speaker 1: what I'm doing at that time. But the same time too,
Speaker 1: is that there are certain times where some of my
Speaker 1: fans have come and like stopped me in my tracks,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, wow, I don't know if that was
Speaker 1: supposed to be like a god center like whatever it is,
Speaker 1: but it's like it makes you like maybe for me
Speaker 1: at least, it's like humbalizing to be like, I'm real,
Speaker 1: there's real people out there that are being receptive to
Speaker 1: what I'm doing and just to know that, like you
Speaker 1: have that like people behind your back and just like
Speaker 1: supporting you. Whatever those people are, you may not know
Speaker 1: their names, whatever the crowd. You know, the faces are
Speaker 1: blurry in the back up, but you know they're still
Speaker 1: cheering you on, and you know, and that's a big accomplishment,
Speaker 1: you know, and yourself included like where did you go
Speaker 1: from that fan base and like that notoriety that you
Speaker 1: felt like, where did you take that?
Speaker 2: And what?
Speaker 1: Like you said, you may not have known what you
Speaker 1: went out to Miami to be like, but what did
Speaker 1: you really want to be and where are you at now?
Speaker 4: So? Uh, it created a platform at that time, it
Speaker 4: was like one of the biggest growing platforms the gentleman
Speaker 4: had ever seen. Like I was a fast Instagram Yeah,
Speaker 4: as far as like my my specific page was grew
Speaker 4: super crazy crazy fast.
Speaker 1: So that private talk listeners out there, let us know
Speaker 1: what your your Instagram page is.
Speaker 2: It' zar release. It's pretty simple.
Speaker 1: Z h R A E L I S E.
Speaker 2: It's the one with the blue dot.
Speaker 1: Okay, because there's a lot of fake accounts out there. Okay,
Speaker 1: this one you know anymore. But it does matter though,
Speaker 1: because I feel like it sets apart because there's a
Speaker 1: lot of like you said, fake profiles, and not only
Speaker 1: do they just make a fake profile, what they like
Speaker 1: want things from our fan from money, money, yes, or whatever.
Speaker 1: And it's like and then it gets to the point
Speaker 1: when you meet someone in person and they're like.
Speaker 3: Why did you do this to me? You take my money?
Speaker 1: I'm like, what are you talking about? They're like, well,
Speaker 1: Google Hangouts. I'm like, I don't even know what Google
Speaker 1: hangouts is, norfens. But that's not me and nor would
Speaker 1: I ever ask fans for money like that because not
Speaker 1: my thing. To each his own. But I'm sure you
Speaker 1: get the same thing as am I not? Right?
Speaker 3: Like do you get people like it's like the.
Speaker 1: Scamming of like Instagram, So that blue check mark is
Speaker 1: more than you think it is.
Speaker 3: I guess you're right.
Speaker 1: You're right when it comes to that. And it's very
Speaker 1: frustrating when.
Speaker 4: It comes to people trying to use your name and
Speaker 4: put dirt on it, like eventually is what it happens.
Speaker 4: All you have in this is a reputation in this industry.
Speaker 4: So how many flowers do you have out there?
Speaker 1: Right now?
Speaker 4: I have one point two million followers, but I would
Speaker 4: have a lot more if Instagram would not be on
Speaker 4: that bullshit with the shadow banning.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I've been shut out, banned I think
Speaker 1: on every account that I own.
Speaker 3: It's unfortunate.
Speaker 4: So it's it's like they control our money that way,
Speaker 4: and it's that's what's even more angering. It's like, as
Speaker 4: an entrepreneur, how are you going to now put caps
Speaker 4: on what we.
Speaker 1: Can do well? Some would argue as an entrepreneur with
Speaker 1: which I'm sure one Instagram person was at that time,
Speaker 1: how could you put a cap and you're making money
Speaker 1: and I'm not seeing a dime from it. So that's
Speaker 1: why I feel like that's why they're kind of edging
Speaker 1: and seeing where the new like money is going and
Speaker 1: all these apps that are making money from it that
Speaker 1: they're like, where's mine? So I feel like that I like,
Speaker 1: the biggest platform, I don't have the money but you
Speaker 1: But I mean, but I mean, it's still a money
Speaker 1: driven thing regardless of what it is, and if it's
Speaker 1: because they're on a free base platform. And again I'm
Speaker 1: not agreeing with what it is. I'm just saying how
Speaker 1: economics works and like everything is money driven. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: that's why if somebody else is doing it, why be
Speaker 1: the last to do it? When I have the biggest
Speaker 1: platform that is, you know, and it's unfortunate. But that's
Speaker 1: the thing, is like, because there's such a stigma and
Speaker 1: not a stigma, but a whole new revolution of you know,
Speaker 1: YouTube influencers to social media influencers and all these things.
Speaker 1: You know, there's so many different avenues. It's like everyone
Speaker 1: wants their cut. So it's like everyone wants their.
Speaker 3: What's not you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Like, I mean, it's it's like I said, it's all
Speaker 1: money driven then I.
Speaker 4: Mean, I mean they said the pay for promotion. I
Speaker 4: mean if you even if you pay for promotion, I
Speaker 4: don't care.
Speaker 1: So I don't know whatever. I'm waiting for the next
Speaker 1: big thing to come out.
Speaker 3: So you do. There are other platforms like OnlyFans and
Speaker 3: things like that. Yeah, you have an only fans.
Speaker 2: I do have only fans.
Speaker 4: I had one for a year, and I will say,
Speaker 4: is the best fucking thing.
Speaker 1: So tell private talk podcasts they know that I have
Speaker 1: an only fans. Tell us what your only fans is.
Speaker 1: Promote it, tell us what you give on your only fans.
Speaker 1: Tell us a little bit more about that.
Speaker 4: Well, my only fans it has a lot of content
Speaker 4: that is not.
Speaker 3: You tell us the truth.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 4: It has a lot of content that isn't on Instagram,
Speaker 4: whether it's pictures or videos, and as far as I go,
Speaker 4: you'll have to find out when you subscribe to my
Speaker 4: Only fans and it is our least underscore.
Speaker 3: Are you catfishing people over there?
Speaker 1: Are you giving them the goods? Or are you like
Speaker 1: giving scion basis and they don't know after the month?
Speaker 3: Come on case, I have an only fans to I
Speaker 3: don't run my.
Speaker 1: Ship private talk where I don't.
Speaker 3: I don't run my ship, so I don't know.
Speaker 1: Girl, girl you're talking, you're talking about You're talking about
Speaker 1: an only fan enthusiast over here. I like, the whole
Speaker 1: reason why I changed one of myself is I have
Speaker 1: an only fans account myself and I run it and
Speaker 1: I love it. And it's one of those things that
Speaker 1: it is. It's a big job, it's a big right.
Speaker 1: It's yes, yes, but it's definitely the other gateway, like
Speaker 1: I'm saying with like Instagram saying hey, no, we're gonna
Speaker 1: do this, but you can't.
Speaker 2: And promote almost like the promotion, which is.
Speaker 1: How you have to be with it. But you know what,
Speaker 1: I will say, I have to admit I was looking
Speaker 1: at your Instagram before the show, and I was looking
Speaker 1: at your stuff, and I apologize that I didn't know
Speaker 1: what it was before, but I was a little jealous.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie because someone like yourself, who is
Speaker 1: a beautiful woman, who like you said, you've went from
Speaker 1: the military, then you went to like in the whole
Speaker 1: like the booty modeling to all these things. Now is
Speaker 1: you can post way more race here things and get
Speaker 1: away with it than I can. If my butt would
Speaker 1: to post the things I saw your last post, and
Speaker 1: I was really hypnotized by I'm not gonna lie, but
Speaker 1: I'm just saying I would get shut down. Like they like,
Speaker 1: Instagram has no They're so biased and there's so things.
Speaker 1: That's why I've had to find other platforms to let
Speaker 1: me like do certain things. And I still love it
Speaker 1: Intagram and that's why for me, I keep it PG
Speaker 1: on things like that. But if I were to post
Speaker 1: ninety percent of what you post and not saying that
Speaker 1: what you're posting is bad at all, right, is that
Speaker 1: I would be shut down.
Speaker 2: I was like, that is not fair, and there's.
Speaker 1: I'm so sad because I'm so sady because my butt
Speaker 1: is like, is a glorious thing out there, and I
Speaker 1: feel like it should be known to the world. And
Speaker 1: if Instagram, you know, and I don't even like haters,
Speaker 1: just let them see. Because back in the day it
Speaker 1: was like it couldn't be on the popular page. But
Speaker 1: the things that were the girls were doing that I
Speaker 1: was fans of Coco being one of them, would be
Speaker 1: on the popular page in a sling shot and I
Speaker 1: posted something that had like booty shorts that was more thicker,
Speaker 1: and they're like, oh no, you're doing a privacy protection whatever.
Speaker 3: The fucking guy, like, are right, And I'm like, really,
Speaker 3: I'm like, what did I do?
Speaker 1: I didn't even show anything naked like I've been so PG?
Speaker 1: Do you I mean I have to be PG?
Speaker 3: Too bad?
Speaker 2: That is not PG.
Speaker 1: Don't you lie? Hello?
Speaker 3: Shot was not PG.
Speaker 4: There are other women that show a lot more than
Speaker 4: I'm allowed to. And what they're doing for me is
Speaker 4: they're just blocking my reach in my traffic. They're not
Speaker 4: even necessarily saying hey, take.
Speaker 1: This down, or they've never so you've never gotten that
Speaker 1: they noticed saying like this this photo is against guidelines
Speaker 1: of Instagram. Whatever the fuck?
Speaker 4: Maybe a while ago, but sometimes it happens to story
Speaker 4: even more.
Speaker 1: Why I'm jealous.
Speaker 3: I'm jealous.
Speaker 2: It's annoying. It's super annoying because.
Speaker 1: But could you see, like how the comparison of someone
Speaker 1: like yourself, because myself included, I feel like I'm the
Speaker 1: queen of Belfies. I mean my ass not to like
Speaker 1: talk about my ass on the third person, but it's
Speaker 1: like three in the fucking game.
Speaker 3: So why not be the game of like the belfy sings.
Speaker 1: But someone as beautiful as yourself and having a great
Speaker 1: booty like too, is like I looked at your pictures
Speaker 1: and I was like, man, she's hot, But man, why
Speaker 1: can't I post like I thought the one that they
Speaker 1: really got, the one that really got me was the
Speaker 1: booty in the palm Trees. I was like, man, that's
Speaker 1: hypnotizing which one I think?
Speaker 4: It was?
Speaker 3: Like I kind of like look back like a creeper.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, but you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It's like, but just things like that, it's like, that's
Speaker 1: a beautiful art thing. It's not that you're doing anything taboo.
Speaker 1: And that's why, like, for me, is why I like
Speaker 1: I convey the porn industry for me was my art,
Speaker 1: how I expressed my sexuality and I was comfortable in
Speaker 1: my own skin and showing that to the world. So
Speaker 1: that's why I like when I see those things, I'm like,
Speaker 1: that's the same thing and why I love like how
Speaker 1: even with the social media, like even though it has
Speaker 1: our like you know, it's getting to the point where
Speaker 1: we're bututting heads, it's like it's also given us a
Speaker 1: platform for women like yourself too. Is like I love
Speaker 1: it all women hustlers, like girl, like you do your thing.
Speaker 3: Like I'm not hating. I'm not reporting your photos.
Speaker 1: I'm not that girl I've been reported, but like that's
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, is like I appreciate like someone like
Speaker 1: yourself that being in your own skin and feeling comfortable
Speaker 1: to show those photos to get you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: Like that's your brand, Like it's social media has made
Speaker 1: us be like you can be a brand ambassador on
Speaker 1: all kinds of things and make money and revenue streams
Speaker 1: on other platforms and things like youtful.
Speaker 2: It's really beautiful.
Speaker 1: So that said, do you have any brands that you
Speaker 1: are ambassador for.
Speaker 4: Right this second, I'm working with a cannabis line, but
Speaker 4: other than that. I have my own ship going on.
Speaker 1: Let us know what that show also though, hold on,
Speaker 1: also though, I.
Speaker 4: Will be being an ambassador for Zamaiica. It's a band
Speaker 4: for Carnival and Jamaica. I do Jamaica Carnival every year.
Speaker 1: That's one thing on my on my bucket list I
Speaker 1: want to do. Yeah, okay, well you know what. I
Speaker 1: will come with you. Frenchie has to be invited to
Speaker 1: because I can't.
Speaker 3: Go anywhere with that Brenchie in those situations.
Speaker 1: I get into it.
Speaker 2: I don't know about that.
Speaker 1: He's my gatekeeper, all right, all right, he can come
Speaker 1: to but yeah, but yeah, that's I have my own
Speaker 1: ship going on, like my own merch I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: dropping that for Art Basil in Miami. I don't know
Speaker 1: if you've ever been, but if you haven't, you should go.
Speaker 1: Wonderful Art. So what are you drop anything? I have sweatshirts,
Speaker 1: T shirts, I have.
Speaker 4: My own cannabis line link in the.
Speaker 3: Private talk audience find that merchandise.
Speaker 1: Well, at first you can only find it at Art Basel.
Speaker 1: Oh so you're doing a release O nice, and then
Speaker 1: after that they can find it whatever.
Speaker 3: That's awesome, very cool.
Speaker 1: So is there anything other than that that you're dropping
Speaker 1: your merch that you have going on currently, whatever projects
Speaker 1: you're working on.
Speaker 4: I'm just my marijuana, my merch, and I'm working on
Speaker 4: some lingerie and okay, girl, okay, get it, get you
Speaker 4: in there.
Speaker 3: I like it, I love it. I want more of it.
Speaker 1: So I have a question, did you know anything about
Speaker 1: me before you came here at the private talk?
Speaker 4: I knew that you were in the porn industry prior,
Speaker 4: and that's about it. I knew that you wanted to
Speaker 4: have a voice other than just being looked at for that,
Speaker 4: and I'm totally in support of that because, like I said,
Speaker 4: I started with booty modeling.
Speaker 2: It's not what I wanted.
Speaker 4: I wanted glam, I wanted high fashion, I wanted makeup.
Speaker 4: I want you know what I'm saying. So I can
Speaker 4: appreciate wanting to assover.
Speaker 1: Of course, I appreciate you being here. With that being said,
Speaker 1: like how you said, like the booty modeling wasn't something
Speaker 1: you wanted to start in, but it's something that you.
Speaker 3: Got your start in.
Speaker 1: Yeah, did you ever find haters across the way that
Speaker 1: other booty models that were like, oh bitch, my boy's
Speaker 1: better than yours, or or trying to like, oh, my
Speaker 1: followers are more or did you ever get that? You know,
Speaker 1: because in my industry there's there's cuttiness to a point,
Speaker 1: but you don't really see a lot of it because
Speaker 1: you don't see each other as much on set. You know,
Speaker 1: you you see each other through social media stuff, and
Speaker 1: sometimes you know, with gathering some things over the years.
Speaker 1: You know, over the year through the year, you see
Speaker 1: you know, you see them whatever. But for the most part,
Speaker 1: I feel like it's kind of much a lot of love.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, honestly, I live a pretty drama free life.
Speaker 4: I haven't really had too many negative encounters with other
Speaker 4: women other people. Do I hear things about myself, sure,
Speaker 4: but I don't.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't really care what the fuck other people are doing.
Speaker 2: To be honest with you, that's a good that's a.
Speaker 3: Good mindset that have.
Speaker 1: And in an industry that you know that you're in
Speaker 1: is because there's so many people out there. You know,
Speaker 1: even regardless of how many followers and likes and things
Speaker 1: that we do get, we also get the back end
Speaker 1: of the negativity, like the comments and things like that.
Speaker 1: How do you deal with the negative comments. Do you
Speaker 1: deal with that or do you just say fuck it,
Speaker 1: I don't care who I am.
Speaker 4: And sometimes there'll be like that one loser in their
Speaker 4: mom's basement that puts that one comment that just boils
Speaker 4: your skin, and theirs shit's on private too, you know
Speaker 4: what I'm saying, Like you can't even see who the
Speaker 4: fuck this is. But I have been guilty of possibly
Speaker 4: responding to a couple of those, yes, But for the.
Speaker 2: Most part, I try to just you know, keep.
Speaker 3: It positive, keep it positive.
Speaker 1: I mean, I attest to There's been times where sometimes
Speaker 1: you have a bad day and you look at something
Speaker 1: and you really want to take it out on the
Speaker 1: person that you were mad at, but you see this
Speaker 1: one message and you're like, you know what, and.
Speaker 3: You really give it in.
Speaker 1: And then after an hour later, you're like, really, did
Speaker 1: I right because it really doesn't mean as much. But
Speaker 1: that's the thing is, And then you either hear like,
Speaker 1: oh no, they're really we're a fin or they just
Speaker 1: want to hear like the like the negative like side
Speaker 1: of it. But that's why for me, I'm really much
Speaker 1: into like the energy, the empowerment of whatever it is is. Like,
Speaker 1: you know, there's too many bad things in the world
Speaker 1: going on for me to hate on fucking the small
Speaker 1: shit like it's you know, it's to each his own.
Speaker 1: Whatever works for you, it may not work for me,
Speaker 1: and maybe it does. You know, we find a common
Speaker 1: ground on certain things and even not still, you know,
Speaker 1: we're all people at the end of the day.
Speaker 4: I think we're all like it's important to embrace our individuality.
Speaker 4: With that being said, especially in a in a industry
Speaker 4: like this, so there's a lot of conflict of I
Speaker 4: feel like a lot of personal conflict of morals and
Speaker 4: how you handle yourself in the industry versus how you're
Speaker 4: gonna be able to still maneuver.
Speaker 1: And do you think that you've been challenged with that
Speaker 1: because of the instagram like stigma of who people think
Speaker 1: that you are.
Speaker 2: Absolutely one hundred percent. I think it's crazy.
Speaker 4: I went from a male dominated like military environment, which
Speaker 4: I dealt with that a lot, and I actually feel
Speaker 4: it prepared me to deal with this industry because there
Speaker 4: are some things that are very similar and people automatically think, oh,
Speaker 4: I'm down to fuck and this, and not just because
Speaker 4: of the pictures I post, but like you said, it's art.
Speaker 2: For me, it's art.
Speaker 1: You know, I don't try to do anything raunchy.
Speaker 3: You know, it's a persona. It's one of those things.
Speaker 1: It's like again, it's the female body is a beautiful thing,
Speaker 1: and I feel like if we want to portray it
Speaker 1: how we want to to each his own.
Speaker 3: You know, I feel like just.
Speaker 1: Because how we portray ourselves doesn't mean that we needed
Speaker 1: to have eluded stigmas around that. It's just like how
Speaker 1: we want to now, how we approach each individual when
Speaker 1: we encounter each other is a little bit different, but
Speaker 1: you know that's how I say.
Speaker 3: So with that, what is your relationship set us right now?
Speaker 1: Single? Single? Are you ready to mingle or are you
Speaker 1: out there finding your singing?
Speaker 2: I'm tired of this shit.
Speaker 3: You're tired of mingling, you're looking for the one?
Speaker 1: Nah? No, I'm twenty twenty savage mode. I'm tired of this.
Speaker 3: Tell private talk what savage modes means.
Speaker 2: Well, I'm a little.
Speaker 4: Nervous of savage mode because I feel like, once you
Speaker 4: turn that switch, can you turn it back off?
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Only you can answer that question.
Speaker 1: I don't know. That's why I haven't turned it on yet.
Speaker 3: But what you said twenty twenty, you're about to turn.
Speaker 2: By the balls.
Speaker 3: Better watch out Private Talk.
Speaker 1: You heard it here, grabbing everything by the ball, by
Speaker 1: the everyone or everything, well, whatever needs to be grabbed,
Speaker 1: whatever happens, whatever happens. I like that, all right. So
Speaker 1: with that, I feel like it's a great segue to
Speaker 1: go into my game Truth with Texas. Do you think
Speaker 1: that you're ready for a little bit more risque part
Speaker 1: of the segment?
Speaker 2: Sure?
Speaker 1: All right, I'm excited for this. This is my favorite
Speaker 1: part of the show. All right, let's get to it. Diamonds,
Speaker 1: Ace of Diamonds. All right, Diamonds is my spicy question.
Speaker 1: Are you ready to get spicy with the Private Talk podcast?
Speaker 1: All right?
Speaker 3: Have you ever had sex in a public restroom? Yes?
Speaker 3: Where at a restaurant?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 1: We cannot stop. This is what we want to know, Tzara.
Speaker 1: This is why we want to get private with Miss
Speaker 1: Texas killed. Just let it out, you know. I feel like,
Speaker 1: you know the best part of therapy. What my Private
Speaker 1: Talk podcast is like therapy? Let it out? So what
Speaker 1: happened at this restaurant? Which restaurant was?
Speaker 2: It was a good one?
Speaker 1: Did you go like on the scene, did you get
Speaker 1: bent over? Did you go in the boy's restroom the
Speaker 1: girl's restaurant? Hard? You can't tell me anything.
Speaker 2: Oh, I could tell you. I don't need to tell.
Speaker 1: Them though, nothing, Okay, all right, I actually I'll tell
Speaker 1: you a story of mine.
Speaker 4: Then.
Speaker 1: My first public bathroom experience was when I was in
Speaker 1: college and I it was actually the bar I worked at,
Speaker 1: and it was the bar back and I was a
Speaker 1: shock girl at the time and I was not working,
Speaker 1: but we definitely like sneaked off in the bathroom and
Speaker 1: I got picked up on the scene, got bucked in
Speaker 1: the bathroom, and it was the best experience ever, especially
Speaker 1: when you walked down and there was like twenty people
Speaker 1: in line and you walk out and it's a guy
Speaker 1: and girl. Yeah, supplies to me. It's okay. Don't be
Speaker 1: shameful about restaurants. Sometimes you need to get it in.
Speaker 1: Sometimes you need to get it in. I just wanted
Speaker 1: to make you feel comfortable, like, you know, I want
Speaker 1: you to share your stories like I'm sharing mine. Are
Speaker 1: you ready for the next card? Like now you're scared,
Speaker 1: you're your your your voice is getting a little backed
Speaker 1: up up with there's hard.
Speaker 3: Don't don't get scared, don't get scared. All right, here
Speaker 3: we go. What's next. It's a club, he'ssup clubs?
Speaker 1: All right?
Speaker 3: It's kinky.
Speaker 1: Okay, I don't know if you're ready for kinking.
Speaker 2: Well, kinky's relative.
Speaker 3: All right, I'll ask this, and I feel like this
Speaker 3: is a safe fun for you.
Speaker 1: Okay. What's the biggest age difference between you and a
Speaker 1: partner ever?
Speaker 2: It was like twenty three.
Speaker 1: Years twenty three years apart? Yeah?
Speaker 3: Was it?
Speaker 1: Was it?
Speaker 3: The first Like? Was what was the experience?
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 1: Was it like you were just like all in? Did
Speaker 1: you like, hey, this is better than I've ever expected?
Speaker 2: Nah?
Speaker 1: I didn't feel like that. You were just like, fuck,
Speaker 1: just what am I doing? Oh?
Speaker 2: You look good?
Speaker 3: That age you're like, you just got it. I would
Speaker 3: have never known.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so you got shown things you've never known before.
Speaker 1: I say that all the way, you just.
Speaker 2: Don't know, you know, you know.
Speaker 4: I was like kind of expecting a little bit more.
Speaker 4: I guess for the age difference.
Speaker 3: So it was stale.
Speaker 1: It was, yeah, I guess I showed him things that No,
Speaker 1: I mean, I didn't want to, you know, embarrass him.
Speaker 3: It was just mediocre.
Speaker 2: It was cool.
Speaker 3: It was good.
Speaker 2: He looked good.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So that helped a lot, a lot, a lot.
Speaker 1: That happens a lot though too. It's just like when
Speaker 1: guys wear like baseball hats. When they take it off,
Speaker 1: sometimes it can called being hat fished.
Speaker 3: I like that hat fish.
Speaker 2: Everybody.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's just seving.
Speaker 4: It's it really is fucked up. It really is hat fished.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's when you just put your face in the pillow.
Speaker 1: Oh that works too, all right, let's get on to
Speaker 1: the next question. So nervous, I like, ooh, that's my
Speaker 1: favorite ace of spades. It is a naughty question, and
Speaker 1: they're all naughty. We're all a little naughty, but I
Speaker 1: feel like it's the naughtiest. All right, it's not even
Speaker 1: that naughty. I feel like I'm gonna make it like
Speaker 1: vanilla naughty for you.
Speaker 2: Thanks.
Speaker 3: You seem so scared.
Speaker 1: I want to give you a hug, but you're so
Speaker 1: far away. You want to light the blunt backup. Okay,
Speaker 1: let's do that. Let me make you feel safer in life.
Speaker 1: I feel like you know it makes me feel safer,
Speaker 1: But I still want to ask you this question. Why
Speaker 1: I like Okay, let you like this. Oh, okay, that'll
Speaker 1: make you. Let's let's make you comfortable with the Private Talk.
Speaker 1: So when is the last time that you've sent a
Speaker 1: sexy picture naked picture to somebody?
Speaker 3: Probably this week?
Speaker 1: This week? Yeah?
Speaker 3: Full naked?
Speaker 1: Or was it just like what you posted at? But
Speaker 1: were you naked?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Did you see anything other than everything? But you're as everything?
Speaker 1: But you ever, you were bent over a little bit? Yes,
Speaker 1: because I have big cheeks and I know that unless
Speaker 1: you're bending over, you're not seeing shit.
Speaker 3: Well I was bending, you were bendings? Did you spread?
Speaker 1: Hey, I'm asking, I didn't really need to, just so
Speaker 1: you got to like that. I like it? All right?
Speaker 1: Can we know your Instagram one more time? Private Talk
Speaker 1: wants to know. We want to see the pictures that
Speaker 1: are like the PG ones because they're better than that,
Speaker 1: because like I mean, hey, you're not even telling me
Speaker 1: what it is, but I can fantasize. Tell us you
Speaker 1: got to leave something to the imagination. I agree with you,
Speaker 1: But that's why you said that you send it to
Speaker 1: your partner. Yeah, that's my partner. Well, whoever, you're the
Speaker 1: only person I actually ever send naked pictures too, because
Speaker 1: you can't trust these what do you.
Speaker 3: Call that person?
Speaker 2: Lucky?
Speaker 3: So he's like your side be it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, basically like the main side nice, so he gets
Speaker 1: the ones that like when you're experimenting for the ones
Speaker 1: on Instagram and you're like no, but like you know,
Speaker 1: that's when you're really or you're feeling yourself. That's I'm
Speaker 1: I feel yourself after the Instagram pictures and you're like, yes, yes,
Speaker 1: exactly does that happen a lot?
Speaker 2: It should happen more.
Speaker 3: I can see it in your eyes. You want to
Speaker 3: tell me yes.
Speaker 1: I feel like after this conversation on my podcast, we're
Speaker 1: gonna have a real hard to heart and you're gonna
Speaker 1: tell me a lot that I like to hear.
Speaker 3: Oh, okay, all right, let's get to.
Speaker 2: The last question.
Speaker 1: Okay, heart, it's romantic. Mm hmm. Are you ready for
Speaker 1: the romantic question? Yeah? All right.
Speaker 3: Do you think that you're a good kisser? No?
Speaker 1: No, Why don't you think you're a good killer?
Speaker 3: I don't like to kiss. Are you like pretty women
Speaker 3: that like to kiss?
Speaker 1: Like? Why what's the no kissing thing?
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 3: You seem like a sensual woman, Like every woman likes to.
Speaker 1: Have intimacy of certain things, not with like everybody obviously,
Speaker 1: but if you're like into someone like I feel like
Speaker 1: that's the for me. But that's what I say. Like
Speaker 1: for me, the first part of intimates is kissing. If
Speaker 1: you're not a good kisser, I don't want to fuck
Speaker 1: with you because that's the same way. It's like, you
Speaker 1: can't fuck me the way I want you to fuck me.
Speaker 1: I automatically already know that. And there's different styles of kissing.
Speaker 1: But if you guys are styles that, So why don't
Speaker 1: you don't Why don't you think you're a good kisser?
Speaker 1: I mean, I guess it's all that I'm not a
Speaker 1: good kisser.
Speaker 4: I just am very particular about who I kiss, So
Speaker 4: I don't kiss that often, is what I should say.
Speaker 4: So I feel like, you know, you get rusty, you
Speaker 4: know what I'm saying. Yeah, I need a kiss more.
Speaker 4: You should kiss more?
Speaker 1: All right, I.
Speaker 3: Think I'm going to give you an experiment.
Speaker 1: You should like kiss at least ten people male or
Speaker 1: female of your choice by.
Speaker 3: The end of the year.
Speaker 2: Ah, that's way too many.
Speaker 3: By New Year's Eve.
Speaker 2: That's my birthday.
Speaker 3: It's your birthday is New Year's Eve.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's fascinating, it is that is How do you
Speaker 1: like feel about celebrating your birthday with shit like I
Speaker 1: feel like I have my grandpa and my cousin birthday
Speaker 1: was on Christmas, and it's like they always like they
Speaker 1: feel like they got jipped because the presence.
Speaker 3: It's like you always have to like share with Jesus whatever.
Speaker 1: That's crazy and you don't want to fuck with Jesus
Speaker 1: because now so you know you have to share, right.
Speaker 4: They tried to say two for one and you're like, yo,
Speaker 4: New Year's Eve, it's about me and Christmas about Jesus.
Speaker 1: So like, you know, what was your favorite birthday?
Speaker 4: Was?
Speaker 3: It always around New Year's Eve?
Speaker 4: My favorite birthdays one I spent in Kenya probably, Yeah.
Speaker 4: I like to try to go to different countries on
Speaker 4: my birthday because the US is so whack when it
Speaker 4: comes to New Year's Eve and it to.
Speaker 1: Be my birthday. I get it. Yeah, so you can
Speaker 1: come though, I would love that you can. Well, I
Speaker 1: don't have any plans yet. Oh perfect, I am your plan.
Speaker 3: Nice take charge. I love that. See, now we're getting
Speaker 3: to the real you.
Speaker 1: I like it. See, towards the end of this, I
Speaker 1: told you I would know that we're gonna be best friends.
Speaker 1: After this.
Speaker 3: You're gonna tell me all these secrets.
Speaker 1: That you wouldn't tell me now what you should tell
Speaker 1: us here at Private Talk Podcast. Maybe we'll have you
Speaker 1: on next season too, and we're gonna like then, you're
Speaker 1: really feel comfortable, You're really feel comfortable with me. Thank
Speaker 1: you so much for being a part of Private Talk Podcast.
Speaker 1: Thank you so much for giving as much as you
Speaker 1: wanted to give me. But again, it's like you know,
Speaker 1: it's a learning lesson for both of us. You got
Speaker 1: to feel as comfortable as you want to be. And
Speaker 1: whatever Private Talk likes, we love you as always. So
Speaker 1: let us know your Instagram, whatever we can see you,
Speaker 1: what you have coming next. Let us do before we