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<v Speaker 1>Why do you look so surprised to see me? No, no,

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<v Speaker 1>you shouldn't be. And in fact, I usually don't see

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<v Speaker 1>people inside of the throne room. I try to keep

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<v Speaker 1>people as far away from the castle as possible. My

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<v Speaker 1>home is my domain. I prefer to catch people, especially

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<v Speaker 1>when they have requesteds you have right on their way

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<v Speaker 1>to the castle. That's when they're thinking about what ails them.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you mean? What am I doing? I'm getting

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<v Speaker 1>a good look at you. You seem really young. Oh yeah, no, well,

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<v Speaker 1>when you've been around for hundreds of years, it's just me.

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<v Speaker 1>You're practically brand new. So you want your heart turned

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<v Speaker 1>to us? Oh thank you. I think you're eyes are

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<v Speaker 1>rather lovely too. No, don't touch me. Well, yes, anyone

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<v Speaker 1>can touch me, but whenever I'm looking at someone such

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<v Speaker 1>as yourself, especially when I'm looking at them from not

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<v Speaker 1>too far away and I'm investigating, looking for any signs

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<v Speaker 1>of deception, it's best not to touch me. At least

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<v Speaker 1>your whole body turns to us. So go ahead, tell me, darling,

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<v Speaker 1>what makes you think that you would be a good

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<v Speaker 1>candidate for being well, one of the cold ones? Oh? Love? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know I don't just get rid of your emotion

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<v Speaker 1>of love, turning an ice the heart ice cold. There's

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<v Speaker 1>lots of implications with that. You'll never feel joy. You'll

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<v Speaker 1>you'll never feel love for even your friends or your dog,

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<v Speaker 1>or you'll your family. You'll never have anger and sadness,

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<v Speaker 1>which seems like a wonderful thing, but they help you

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate the good times. You'll never know good times again.

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<v Speaker 1>You'll walk around catatonically. What do you mean that's what

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<v Speaker 1>you've been doing? No, no one does it all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>There's always brief moments, even a fleeting where you let

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<v Speaker 1>out a giggle or a laugh or something makes you think.

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<v Speaker 1>You will draw into yourself and you will find that

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<v Speaker 1>it can be its own. Hell, what do you mean?

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't know. I have the curse of turning other

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<v Speaker 1>people's hearts cold. To get to know me is to

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<v Speaker 1>become one of them, my guards, everyone at the palace,

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<v Speaker 1>they're cold ones. You. You have a strong heart. I can

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<v Speaker 1>feel it. No here, look, yeah, I can feel it.

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<v Speaker 1>My hand on your cheek, just running my finger tips

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<v Speaker 1>around your jaw and your chin. Oh, darling, I can

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<v Speaker 1>feel it. There's a lot that runs heavy in your

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<v Speaker 1>What would the word be veins. Sorry, I don't deal

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<v Speaker 1>with a lot of people that have much pumping through

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<v Speaker 1>their veins to remember the words. Sometimes I can feel

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<v Speaker 1>the passion rolling off your arteries. I can feel, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I can feel how much you would actually desire and

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<v Speaker 1>you want love? And what do you mean you feel

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<v Speaker 1>it in me too? Trust and believe if you could

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<v Speaker 1>feel anything inside of me, well, personally, I would love

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<v Speaker 1>to experience that feeling. But back to what we were saying, Darlin,

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<v Speaker 1>there will be no chance to come back. There's no

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<v Speaker 1>Fay magic, there's no Eldridge horror that could make a

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<v Speaker 1>deal with you. I've spoken to Lucifer morning Star himself

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<v Speaker 1>and he said it's the one thing that he loves

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<v Speaker 1>to use, his torture, but it's also the one thing

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<v Speaker 1>that can never be undone to turn someone truly into

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<v Speaker 1>a cold one. So I can do this for you.

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<v Speaker 1>But it would absolutely be some what of a Greek tragedy,

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<v Speaker 1>a travesty? Really to see someone with such a spark

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<v Speaker 1>in their eyes. No, I get it. You've been surrounded

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<v Speaker 1>by people who have never seen outside of their own city.

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<v Speaker 1>Who their hopes are are, what piked fence and being

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<v Speaker 1>sold some dream of how their life should be. Meanwhile,

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<v Speaker 1>you have the ability to see life for what it

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<v Speaker 1>could be. That's your curse. Your curse isn't that wonderful,

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful heart that's inside of your chest? Your plate armor here? Sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>you couldn't help but wrap my fingers across it. My darling,

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<v Speaker 1>let me tell you you were meant for something more. Sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't help but just walk around you. If I

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<v Speaker 1>sport to stand in one spot, I would find myself.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm finding myself drawn closer and closer to you. Geez

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<v Speaker 1>plenty to get my mental faculties back down now, I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>That's vantilism, isn't it to call you swadie? I call

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<v Speaker 1>everyone that. I'm sorry. If you go through with this,

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<v Speaker 1>you will lose that beautiful gift that is also a curse,

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<v Speaker 1>of being able to see what others cannot. You see

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<v Speaker 1>what is possible while they only see what is there.

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<v Speaker 1>You see something magical and fun and playful. You are

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<v Speaker 1>different from them, and that is something to be That

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<v Speaker 1>is something to be celebrated. That is something that is beautiful.

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<v Speaker 1>You were meant to create while they were meant to

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<v Speaker 1>just do. You are a lone wolf, a lion amongst mass.

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<v Speaker 1>They all congregate together and say that they're happy, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, the funny thing is, they are Meanwhile,

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<v Speaker 1>you were meant to go out and create the laugh

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<v Speaker 1>that makes them feel secure and happy. And that means

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<v Speaker 1>that you are not appealing to the average woman. You're

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<v Speaker 1>not and that sounds terrible, it sounds awful, But it

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<v Speaker 1>means that you are meant for extraordinary women who recognize

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<v Speaker 1>you for who you are. Yeah, they're hard to find. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>you're right, they're very hard to find, just because just

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<v Speaker 1>like you, you are hard to find. Those women out there.

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<v Speaker 1>They're searching for you. But you've got to make yourself known.

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<v Speaker 1>But you think so little of yourself. You are so humble,

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<v Speaker 1>you are all the qualities that make you such a

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<v Speaker 1>wonderful partner are the ones that are holding you back.

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<v Speaker 1>You're humble. You don't put yourself out there. You haven't

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<v Speaker 1>taken your talents and built something so great, so magnificent,

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<v Speaker 1>that it would then help put you on the radar

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<v Speaker 1>of these women, Because how is anyone supposed to know

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<v Speaker 1>eactly who you are? When you tuck yourself away from

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<v Speaker 1>the world. You can't both hide in the shadows and

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<v Speaker 1>be seen. It would take someone with the spotlights that's

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<v Speaker 1>as bright as the tip of the Luxor hotel and

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<v Speaker 1>last Vegas to find you. And while she probably exists,

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<v Speaker 1>she's probably out there. How could you get angry that

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<v Speaker 1>she hasn't found you. No, I can do this for you,

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<v Speaker 1>but then you eliminate the girl who's looking at you.

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<v Speaker 1>Chancer to find you? Well in hay time frame? Is

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<v Speaker 1>that supposed to happen? There's no time frame for love.

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<v Speaker 1>Some people don't find their true love to other in

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<v Speaker 1>their forties or their fifties. Some people wait a while.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know what, there's so much life to enjoy

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<v Speaker 1>in the meantime. There's so many beautiful places you could see.

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<v Speaker 1>There's so many experiences you could have, And by putting

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<v Speaker 1>yourself in those places and having those experiences, you could

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<v Speaker 1>find someone who also enjoys that stuff too. She's out there.

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<v Speaker 1>You just gotta you just got I'm sorry. I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>your therapist. I'm not your therapist. I'm not your doctor.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not one of your close friends. I'm not one

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<v Speaker 1>of your colleagues. It's just I've seen this over and

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<v Speaker 1>over and over again. It doesn't work out. Turning yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>Cold is not the way, especially when I look into

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<v Speaker 1>those gas and I can see so much life and

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<v Speaker 1>so much promise, so much opportunity, so much intelligence, so

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<v Speaker 1>much vim, and so much vigor and so much passion

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<v Speaker 1>for life, and it just m I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>I Oh no, No, I didn't, did I? No? I

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<v Speaker 1>just I lost myself for a second, did I. No,

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<v Speaker 1>you're finn No your eyes aren't changing. No, I just

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<v Speaker 1>oh no, I feel like hmmm, no, I feel warm,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel warm. Oh No, I felt this way before.

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<v Speaker 1>It's what do you mean? What about me? I told

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<v Speaker 1>you everyone that I love everyone I get close to.

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<v Speaker 1>I ended up freezing them their hearts. I last time

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<v Speaker 1>I felt this way, it didn't go well. And now

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<v Speaker 1>he's frozen and he's not coming back. I just no, no, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>actually no, you're right. No, you're right. I've actually never

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<v Speaker 1>felt this way before, this intensely. I I we don't

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<v Speaker 1>need to talk about me. We don't need to we

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<v Speaker 1>don't need to talk about me. Back to you, what

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<v Speaker 1>do you mean there's no spark. If there was a spark,

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<v Speaker 1>that would be a very bad thing for you. Don't

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<v Speaker 1>want there, I promise you. You don't want there to

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<v Speaker 1>be a spark. You don't want there to be something.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't want there to be something between us. I

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<v Speaker 1>promise you you don't. You don't want that. Okay, What

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<v Speaker 1>if I I have some other powers, not just turning

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<v Speaker 1>hearts to us? What if I were to help you

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<v Speaker 1>un your true love? What do you mean you think

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<v Speaker 1>you found her? Then why are you here? Why why

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<v Speaker 1>would you want to turn silly? No, silly boy, it

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<v Speaker 1>can't be me. It can't Nothing can love me. I

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<v Speaker 1>am I am, I am me, and to love me

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<v Speaker 1>is to promise that you will turn into the thing

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<v Speaker 1>that you sought out when you got here. No, I'm not.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just not built like that. I can see potential,

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<v Speaker 1>I can see what someone should be, but I can't.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't help you. I can't help you, not with this.

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<v Speaker 1>I can help you find someone else. Trust me. If

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<v Speaker 1>you think it's me, then there's at least five or

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<v Speaker 1>six other girls on this are the right now that

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<v Speaker 1>it could be, and they also aren't I switches. So

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<v Speaker 1>what do you mean? I just never got control over

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<v Speaker 1>my powers. This is what my powers are. I've studied

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<v Speaker 1>under some of the most powerful ass queens out there

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<v Speaker 1>and they have the same affliction. What do you mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the one that's afraid of love. You're the one

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<v Speaker 1>who came here because you're afraid that if you continue

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<v Speaker 1>with these feelings, then you don't know what you would

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<v Speaker 1>do with yourself. You're the one that wants to detach yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to detach myself. I detached myself for

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<v Speaker 1>the safety of others. Oh, you think I'm being and selfless.

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<v Speaker 1>If you do that again, you are, honest to goodness,

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<v Speaker 1>risking so much. You are risking potentially getting your heart person,

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<v Speaker 1>and then whatever you think that you're on right now

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<v Speaker 1>is not going to work. Now. Look, okay, you came

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<v Speaker 1>here for the request, and turning your eyes your heart

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<v Speaker 1>to us will actually help keep me warm and keep

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<v Speaker 1>me being able to feel. There's a couple other people

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<v Speaker 1>that are on their way, and they actually have some

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<v Speaker 1>really good reasons to want their as the art to

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<v Speaker 1>be turned to us. One's a prisoner. He sends some

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<v Speaker 1>terrible things, and his feelings are the reason why he

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<v Speaker 1>keeps doing these terrible things. So I've got to get

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<v Speaker 1>to him. And then there's you, Well, there is you. You

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<v Speaker 1>can come along. There's another guy who he's towards the

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<v Speaker 1>end of his life and his partner has passed on,

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<v Speaker 1>so he just wants to stop feelings so that he

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<v Speaker 1>can spend the rist of what's left of his lafe

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<v Speaker 1>not being miserable that he's lost the love of his life.

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<v Speaker 1>They will be enough to sustain me for at least

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<v Speaker 1>a couple months. I can help you with your mission

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<v Speaker 1>to potentially find someone who would be as brilliant and

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<v Speaker 1>is wonderful and it's amazing as you deserve that. I

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<v Speaker 1>ask for one thing, you think you can give that

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<v Speaker 1>to me. You have to try your hardest to not

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<v Speaker 1>give in to whatever the hell is going on between us. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I whispered it because I don't want the guards to hear.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want them to hear that I may potentially

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<v Speaker 1>have someone that is making my heart beat faster. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>once my magic that turned them into that fades, then no,

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<v Speaker 1>you're right, it is permanent, but it means that they end.

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<v Speaker 1>It means they go on to the next life. So

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<v Speaker 1>a favor and promise me. All right, wonderful. Well, no,

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<v Speaker 1>they're gonna know that you're not changed. But that's not

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<v Speaker 1>Down yonder Stretch. I guess that you don't know southernis

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<v Speaker 1>that a way? Well? This way and that way? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>City boy. What do you mean you're not a city boy? Really? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>then I have to ask you to how do you

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<v Speaker 1>make sweet tea? Oh, that's just that's that's no, you

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<v Speaker 1>to hat. Let's go. What do you mean what's going

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<v Speaker 1>to happen to them? I mean nothing terrible is going

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<v Speaker 1>on them. I know why they're coming. The prisoner is

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<v Speaker 1>It's a noble thing to just want to be able

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<v Speaker 1>to get through your life, and it's like emotional hospice

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<v Speaker 1>in this case. Sometimes it's a blessing, but for the

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<v Speaker 1>majority of us, it's a curse. So I'm just trying

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<v Speaker 1>Why are you trying to make it seem like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>something else? You're trying to make it seem like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>It's the outward embodiment of what your heart will be

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<v Speaker 1>if you have me turn you well, Yeah, I say here.

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<v Speaker 1>If I travel outside of here, stuff starts to become colder,

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<v Speaker 1>but it'll shift back shortly after I leave. It's just stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>Been here for so long? What are you saying? You

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<v Speaker 1>think you want to become an ice king? No, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know why you're flirting with me. So, but I

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<v Speaker 1>I know they operate, but no one else has gotten

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<v Speaker 1>so let's boots, get biggie on out of here, shouldn't we?

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<v Speaker 1>All right again, let's go. We're gonna go down yonder

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<v Speaker 1>and you are going to walk on the opposite side

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<v Speaker 1>of the road is me? Because I I'm not gonna lie.

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<v Speaker 1>Trying to resist you is proven to be a problem,

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<v Speaker 1>A big one, all right? Yeah, go scoot over there

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<v Speaker 1>go Hey, guys, seeing Alexander here. I want to say

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<v Speaker 1>of mine. I actually still I would say still definitely

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<v Speaker 1>a supporter of mine, like back in early days of

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<v Speaker 1>is a directional mike. Stuff, I come over here. If

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<v Speaker 1>If I come over here, you mean this year. If

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<v Speaker 1>I walk behind, you'll sounds like I'm going behind. I

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<v Speaker 1>can come down, well, I can go up. Hi, It's

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<v Speaker 1>really cool. I was playing with it all not I

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<v Speaker 1>really like this thing so much. So ear looking content.

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<v Speaker 1>Here we go, more and more ASMR tingles and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>Here we go. I'm so excited. I finally got a

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<v Speaker 1>to get it to work. So and also thank you

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<v Speaker 1>to Tour because I needed my m audio and put

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<v Speaker 1>you very much. Inspiration for this video is very simple.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm kind of a cold hearted person when it comes

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<v Speaker 1>to relationships, and I am a very difficult person to

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<v Speaker 1>past trauma. And my therapist likes to say that everyone

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<v Speaker 1>like there's puppies and there's elephants. Everyone can usually have

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<v Speaker 1>take care of a puppy. But some people are elephants.

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<v Speaker 1>And there's nothing wrong with an elephant. But a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of people don't have the space, the time, the expertise

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to care for an elephant. I'm an elephant,

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<v Speaker 1>and it can be very draining and very wearing on someone.

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<v Speaker 1>And I came across a boy. I use a man.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a man because I was an adult who very

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<v Speaker 1>much told me that he's very emotionally detached from everything

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<v Speaker 1>but something, and we made him not be and well,

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<v Speaker 1>I did what I do. And it's again, it's very

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<v Speaker 1>difficult dealing with someone, especially with CPTSC, where they don't

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<v Speaker 1>sleep but every two days and have frequent nightmares and

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<v Speaker 1>wake up screaming. There's nothing. Please, no advice. If you're

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<v Speaker 1>I work with professionals and have for years and it's

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<v Speaker 1>like that who's always overly tired, who has fog, brain fog,

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<v Speaker 1>It can't remember stuff properly, sometimes can't talk right because

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<v Speaker 1>you know, overly tired. It's it's difficult dealing with that.

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<v Speaker 1>Anyone who is in my life I greatly appreciate because

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<v Speaker 1>I know it's not easy and anyway. It just it

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<v Speaker 1>just made me think of a series where I could

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<v Speaker 1>kind of work through now work through some of that stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to say a special thank you to you

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<v Speaker 1>guys who have been donating on PayPal. That means so much.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much, Ellison for the fifty dollars. Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you so much. I think of saying this right Hey Andrew,

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much, k Andrew for the one hundred dollars.

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<v Speaker 1>It means so much. You guys are making it to

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<v Speaker 1>where I can focus solely on making content, and it

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<v Speaker 1>gives me so much like, so much like it makes

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<v Speaker 1>me feel so thankful that it makes me want to

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<v Speaker 1>create more content for you guys so that I can

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<v Speaker 1>pay you guys back for all the kindness that you

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<v Speaker 1>show me. No. I try to make sure no one

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<v Speaker 1>feels like they have to give me anything, because no

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<v Speaker 1>one does. Even just your views and your likes, especially

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<v Speaker 1>your comments, mean so much to me. But for those

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<v Speaker 1>who can and those who like to, it's just it

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<v Speaker 1>blows me away that you guys would do that. You

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<v Speaker 1>literally worked so hard for your money and the fact

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<v Speaker 1>brain does not every time I see it, I think,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my gosh, if they want a refund, I totally understand.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll give it to them anytime I get a big donation.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of times I will sit on it. I

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<v Speaker 1>won't even like, like, what if they want it back

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<v Speaker 1>in a week, I'll just keep this to the side,

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<v Speaker 1>just in case I get so scared. But anyways, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to get better at accepting it. I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>I'm ever going to get to the point where I'm like, yeah, totally,

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<v Speaker 1>that's just normal. It's fine. I don't think that's ever

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<v Speaker 1>gonna happen. But thank you guys so much. It really,

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<v Speaker 1>it really means a lot. Anyways, guys, this has been

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<v Speaker 1>seeing Alexander. I will see you in the next video. Bye.

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