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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Nicki After Dark, the show where your

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filthy as secrets get the spotlight they deserve. I'm your host, Nikki,

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and tonight we're diving deep into power, surrender and the

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delicious line between pain and pleasure. Here's some steamy samples

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of what you'll hear in this episode. A stressed out

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fifty one year old married mom of three finally books

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a session with a dominant woman half her age and

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ends up strapped to a bench, sobbing, squirting and calling

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the young mistress more man than my husband. A praise

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loving dom edges his girlfriend for an entire week, ties

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her up, and gives her the most explosive body orgasm

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of her life while she begs Daddy please, and the

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guy meets his online edging partner in real life, a

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straight masked doctor come control who ties him to a

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chair and tortures his cock for over an hour with

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his hands, feet, and pure denial before the most intense,

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ruined orgasm of his life stick around. I heard these

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stories are really hot tonight. Before we dive into Tonight's confessions,

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as always, I have a question for you. What's one

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sexual boundary you've always been curious about crossing, but fear,

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shame or your current relationship has held you back from

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trying me none. I am with some very supportive partners

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as you go snow so not for me, but I

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cannot wait for here you guys. But also I'd like

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to answer have you answered these as well? How would

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your life change if you finally gave yourself permission to

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explore that boundary? And what's the hottest version of that

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fantasy in your head right now? And what's stopping you

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from making it real? You know what you can do?

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You can always email me at Nikki and Ikky at

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Dearniki dot com, anonymous SLI through our website at dear

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Nikki dot com under the confession stab and don't forget

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you know. We're always over on Discord Monday through Saturday

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seven pm or eight pm Central Standard Time's gonna be

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shit about this, aren't you? And meet other exploratives just

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like yourself, And now it's time for your riddle. I

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get wet before you even touch me. The harder you go,

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the louder I get. I can take a pounding for

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hours and still beg for more when you're finished. I'm

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usually dripping and satisfied. What am I keep your answers

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in that filthy head of yours, and as always, we'll

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reveal it at the end of our show. Your wife,

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the way you talk about it that I wouldn't doubt

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that mine would be me just saying, you know a

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time it is. It's time to sit back, relax, Let's

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have a whiskey with some spilthy cherries, of course, and

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explore some erotic fantasies from people just like you and me.

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Dear Nikki, I guess I'm a magnet for exciting situations.

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I'm a twenty one year old schoolgirl, rather thin, apparently

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a lot more adventurous than I realized. About a week ago,

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on a total whim, I had an encounter with a

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sixty three year old gentleman. I know it sounds crazy,

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but he's so classy, debonair, well spoken and straight up

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sexy that I let him have me. It was one

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of the most fun skilled nights I've ever had. We

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both agreed it was a one time thing, just two

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people seeing where the chemistry went, but honestly, I never

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expected to hear from him again. Then last night I

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got a text from him I've been calling him mister

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smooth in my head, because that's exactly what he is. Mistress.

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Good evening. How are you doing, Nancy? Me? I'm good,

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How are you excellent? Thank you. I'm texting to see

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if you'd be interested in a special encounter desired, designed

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entirely for your entertainment.

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Speaker 2: Me.

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Speaker 1: I thought we agreed this wouldn't be a repeat. Him,

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this would not be a repeat at all. It would

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be something completely different. He sent me a picture of

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his bed, a beautiful wrought island sleigh bed with deep

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burgundy quilt spread across. It was impressive collection of toys, equipments, straps, cuffs, ropes, chains, clamps,

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several dildoes, a giant vibrator, and other things I couldn't

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even name. My heart was racing me. Wow, that looks

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like a pretty intense some BDSM. Hem you could call

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it light BDSM. I'd be in complete control of your pleasure,

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but you'd always be in control of when to stop, pause,

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or keep going.

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Speaker 2: Me.

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Speaker 1: I'm intrigued, but I'm also really nervous. Him, No need

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to be nervous. You'll have a safe word at any moment,

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even right at the start. If you say it, I'll

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stop immediately, help you get dressed, and take you home.

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I told him I refuse to have any pictures or

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videos taken. He completely understood and reassured me that he

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would never risk something so immoral and stupid, especially with

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his successful life and reputation on the line. He's offering

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this Saturday evening and promised experience I'll remember for the

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rest of my life. I told him I'd think about

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it in London. No soon, Nikkie. Just think about it

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has me soaked. I have zero experience with anything like this,

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and I'm not looking for a boyfriend or anything serious

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right now. I just want to have spun and explore

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what life can offer. Mister Smooth feels safe, experienced, and

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incredibly tempting. But I'm also a little scared what should

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I do what? And wondering twenty one. Okay, I'm down

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for it, but but how long do we know him?

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I mean, I'm not saying bells are going off or

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anything like that. I would jump at it head first,

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because that definitely would be It has been very much intrigue,

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especially since the Smooth and all the other stuff that

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attracts me. Ugh, you get a safe word, he's respected

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your boundaries. You know, it sounds solid, but I mean

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you have to trust your gut on this. Eventually you're

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gonna have to take your whim. I since I don't

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have experience in this area, I'm gonna ask a resident

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dom in the chat. Do you guys carry like references

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like you're cool? I mean, is that something she could

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ask for? Because I to me and I'm asking you,

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Captain to me, I'd go for it. If I felt

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safe and everything, I would go for it. This is

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a yes for me. Maybe Yolo, and maybe if she's

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feeling on the fence about it, maybe her meeting in

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a public spot first, or having a friend know your

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location should that be something as well. I mean those

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are good, Those are good things. I mean, if she

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trusts her friend, you know, I mean, there's a friend

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I would trust absolutely. What's the question, Captain Phil Sleep Okay,

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you're just gonna have to go back and listen. I

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think those are yes. I agree. I think if she's

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still on the fence, meeting him one more time in

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a public spot for coffee is a good thing sometimes

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if you go to munches. But if he's private, he's private.

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There's nothing you do about that. But sometimes in munches

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you can kind of find out about that person from

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what I understand, but if you can, Yeah, I agree

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with Husker that someone should always know where you're going,

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like at all times, so even if he has to

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possibly rent a hotel or you wouldn't have to divulge

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everything to your friend. So saying like, I'm going over

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to this gentleman's house, this is where he lives for

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a date. I just wanted to let you know. This

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is our second, second, or third or whatever my date

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you guys have had, and just wanted to let you

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know since it's still fairly new, where I'm going to be.

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That's what I'm thinking. And for my listeners, have you

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ever tried light BDSM with a much older experience partner?

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Would you go for it if the chemistry felt this electric? Yeah?

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Or turn on your location. That's a good one too,

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I keep mine off. Drop your thoughts below in the

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DM as you can see they're doing here, or remember

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all my links are in the shows. You can reach

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out to me that way. Dear Nikhi, Not too long ago,

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I found a new play partner on a kink site.

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He's part of a married couple, but have only really

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played with him. We've met twice before, but last week

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he took me to a private dungeon for the first time,

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and it was one of the hottest nights of my life.

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We arrived on a cool autumn evening. He looked incredible

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in black leather coat, final vest, and tight vinyl pants

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that perfectly outlined his thick, huge bulge. I was already

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buzzing with nerves and excitement. After changing, I came out

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wearing only a plunging leather brolette and a skin tight

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leather pants sparefoot. He collared me, attached the metal leash,

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and I knelt at his feet on the chase lounge

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while I sipped his cocktail and dragged his nails over

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my body. I confessed how much I love being scratched hard,

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and how previous partners called me catlike. I told him

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I see our dynamic like a powerful wizard in his

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familiar primal devoted little magical. To my surprise, he lit

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up and said it made a perfect sense to him too.

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From that moment on, he was my grand wizard and

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I was his eager little familiar. The night got intense

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fast He choked me, made me suck his thumb while

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staring into his eyes, took me upstairs, where a young

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couple watched us. I sucked his cock on my knees

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while they stood behind me. He face fucked me with

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a leash until spit dripped everywhere, then made me strip

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and squirt all over the bed while they watched. His

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fingers and tongue were relentless. I came so hard I

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soaked him. Later, he strapped me to a Saint Andrew's

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cross and fisted me, swollen my quit until I squirted again,

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then move me to the sex wing. He swung me

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back and forth on his fingers and tongue until I

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had multiple screaming orgasms that left my legs shaking. We

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finished downstairs, where I knelt between his legs again and

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sucked and deep darted him until he grabbed my face

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and pumped a huge load down my throat. I swallowed

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every drop like a good familiar. By the end of

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the night, I was sore, soaked, and completely blissed out.

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Being used, watched, collared, and praised all night was everything

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I didn't know I needed. You're a familiar, dripping wizard. Hello.

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Speaker 2: There.

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Speaker 1: I've never heard of that in the kink world. I mean,

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of course we're all known about God, you know, you know,

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goddesses and mistresses and doms and whatever else. But I've

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never heard a wizard and a familiar dynamic. That's very interesting.

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Huh So is this kind of like accult thing par

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exchange or is this just titles like some people just

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it feels like this very interesting, This is something new

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I'm learning. I like this. Was the public watching a

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big part of the thrill or was it mostly Joel's control?

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And for my listeners, have you ever explored a creative

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roleplay dynamic like a wizard, familiar pet, et cetera in

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a kink setting? Would you let your play partner take

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you to a dungeon on an early date like this?

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Share your experiences below. Sorry I got to cover the

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chat up. You'd always email them to me at Nikki

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and Ikky at dear niki dot com, anonymously through the

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website at dear niki dot com under the confessions tab,

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and reach out to me over on Discord where we

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are live Monday through Saturday eight pm Central Standard time. Well,

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I knew pet Pet was another one that popped up.

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I remembered that, and that was interesting to me as well.

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So I have heard PET and I found I find

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said specifically a certain way, kind of like what you

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guys like me, And I say, daddy with a man

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says PET is very sexy to me, So I can

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understand the whole PET thing. Dear Nikki, I'm twenty five female,

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my boyfriend is twenty five. Are in a long distance

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E n M relationship, so we make the most of

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our weekends together. I've been playing regularly with my coworker

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and his wife, and this weekend they invited us to

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a big BDSM party at a friend's mansion. The basement

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had been turned into a full dungeon, spanking benches, stockades,

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Saint Andrew's crosses, hanging chains, the works. I stripped down

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to a black, lacy brown thong with a leather collar

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my boyfriend gave me. He wore a tie, no shirt,

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and dress pants. My coworker was shirtless in the leather

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harness and tight shorts, while his wife looks stunning in

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a short black dress and long leather boots. The host,

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a trans person that permed her hair, greeted us in

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a red corsett holding oh horsewhip and gave us a

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fun tour. There were about fifteen people, mostly couples. After

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chatting for a bit, my coworker pulled out a soft

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corduroy flogger and offered me to tie me to the

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Saint Andrew's cross. I said yes. He bound my forearms

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with jute rope and secured me to the cross. My

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boyfriend started teasing my ass with the flagger, then whipped

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it across my cheeks, going harder each time I nodded.

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The sting felt amazing. Then he switched to the leather

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paddle that one bit harder. After a few solid rounds

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on my ass was glowing red and warm. I asked

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to stop, and he untied me. We cuddled on the

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couch while I came down and we watched other scenes

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the party that kept things strictly BDSM until one a m.

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When the host rang a bell and anything consensual was

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on the table. I was nicely buzzed on champagne. I

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pulled off my brawl and thong and made out with

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my boyfriend and dropped to my knees on the couch

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while I sucked him, taking him deep licking and sucking

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his balls. My coworker's wife pressed a magic wand to

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my clit and behind, and her husband was sucked her.

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The bribebrations were so intense I had a pause sucking

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just to come hard. I went back to work on

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my boyfriend until he stood up, held my hair and

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stroked himself over my face. He came hard, thick ropes

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landing in my hair, across my forehead, down my nose,

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and on to my neck. I sat there covered in

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his cumb while his wife kept using the wand on me,

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forcing moragasms until my clit was throbbing and over sensitive.

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After cleaning up, my boyfriend and I went outside naked

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to cool off on the back porch. We chatted with

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another couple, then went back downstairs to watch the rest

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of the orgy. Eventually we all headed to my co

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worker's house. Around five a m. Crashed and they had

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very normal knellab breakfast together. The next morning, On the

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drive to my boyfriend and I just looked at each

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other like, did we really do all that last night?

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And we definitely want to go back signed you're freshly

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flogged and facially painted party slut. I wonder, you know,

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when you're in that you've got you talk about hard left.

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You might hear me say that from time to time

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that I needed a hard left. So I went and

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did this. So imagine going from flogging in all the

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scenes of BDSM can offer, and then the bell rings

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and then anything's consensual. I wonder if people were still

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in scenes or did they switch over to gang bangs.

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But you got admit that that's I mean, it's all

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in the same sex scene. But I mean it's a

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definitely hard left from one to the other. And I

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kind of like that, you know, kind of put you

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in a new element to shift your thoughts. How did

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the transformation from structured BDSM to full orgy feel I'm

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curious about that. And what was the public flogging and

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patting more like intents for you than the facial in

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front of everyone? Or was it all equally hot? Any

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after care moments? I stood up. I'd love when we

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hear about when something's really intense that a couple will

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have after care. I love hearing the aftercare stories. I

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guess it's kind of the romantic in me and for

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my listeners. Have you ever brought a partner to a

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BDSM party that turned into an orgy. What was your

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first experience like mixing the impact play with group sex?

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Would you try the soft flogger on the cross? That

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was That was what caught my mind too. I've never

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heard of a corduroy flogger. That's interesting, I guess. I

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mean it's like I always tease Darcy when he stops

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by the Lows or whatever. You know, I always say

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you're going to the do it yourself BDSM store, and

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you know, I guess fabric stores can be won as well.

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Never know, right, don't forget to share your experiences to

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me with all the links below in our show notes.

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Dear Nikki, I'm a Latina guy in a little overweight

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but not too chubby, and I'm pretty timid by nature.

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For a long time now, I've had this reoccurring fantasy

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of being someone's obedient sub bottom, collared and told what

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to do, slowly broken in and used for their pleasure.

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The idea turns me on so much it's hard to

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think about anything else. But I've never actually done any

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BDSM before, and it honestly intimidates the hell out of me.

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I've been trying on grinder, but mostly of the doms

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and masters immediately lose interest the second I admit I'm

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a complete newbie. They want experienced boys who already know

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how to kneel and take it. I get it, but

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it does leave me stuck. I don't want to dive

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straight into the deep end, looking for someone patient who's

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willing to teach me. Start slow and guide me into subspace,

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one careful step at a time. I fantasized about being stripped, collared,

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put on my knees, teased, edged, spanked, maybe lightly restrained

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while some more experienced guy shows me how to please him.

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I want to feel owned and safe at the same time.

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The urge just keeps getting stronger, but I'm nervous about

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trusting the wrong person. Any advice on how a shy,

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inexperienced guy like me can find the right domp to

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break him in gently signed a shy Latino sub boy

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ready to kneel, I would say in this case, definitely

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going to a munch. That's a perfect way to test

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the waters of the scene, especially if you're talking to

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other people. There's got to be a newbie there that

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was possibly broken, but maybe they know somebody that can

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break you in because Grinder is a hookup thing, so

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I wouldn't think they're looking for a newbie there, but

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I could be completely wrong. There might be somebody there

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doing it. But I think in the place where you're at,

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I think going to something like that, to a munch

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or a meet and greet would be perfect to kind

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of get your foot in the ground to make sure

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this is really what you want to do, and so

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forth and so on, and you get to meet other

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like minded people like yourself. So question for him, what

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desire for gentle guiding dom is totally valid? Have you

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considered fet life groups or you know, local munches instead

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of Grinder They tend to be friendlier to newbies. What's

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the one specific act in your fantasy that feels most

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exciting and the scariest that I think you have to

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admit that to yourself before even be able to be

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honest to the people that you do meet. And for

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my listeners, experienced doms or tops, would you take on

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a nervous, chubby first time sub and ease him in?

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And new subs? How did you find your first experience?

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Drop your stories and tips below in the chat, or

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you can always email them to me directly at Nikki

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and Ikky at deerniky dot com, anonymously through the website

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at darniky dot com under the confessions tab. And as always,

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this is down Week or BDSM week over on our

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Discord channel Monday through Saturday, eight pm Central Standard Time.

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New to you too. Oh that was probably for a

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story or two ago. Yeah, the Wizard. That was interesting.

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I'm learning some stuff. I never thought of corduroy. I'm

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still stuck on that. I mean, either not like this.

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I mean I've read books probably like most people, I

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have that much knowledge, but nothing heavy, nothing heavy handed.

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I mean I was spaint and that kind of thing

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and denied, but nothing like this kind of thing. So

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this is very interesting to me. So far, so good.

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I'm okay. I really thought i'd be warm. I was

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a little more. I was a little timid on this

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subject matter. I'll be honest, Dear Nikki. Last weekend, my

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husband and I went to an intimate twenty person sex

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party and a beautiful loft. Everyone was hot, mostly in

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their twenties and thirties, and the vibe was welcoming and respectful.

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I wore a tight green lacy dress that left by

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hard nipples clearly visible. After drinks, we all sat in

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the circle to share pronouns, limits, and desires. When it

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was our turn, my husband looked straight at the group

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and said, my wife liked to be tied up tonight

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and used by any one of you. She has intercourse

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with me, but everything else is on the table, especially

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rough sacks, impact play, and giving oral The room cheered.

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I blushed hard, hid my face in his sweater while

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my heart raced. We moved upstairs to the bedroom with

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the couple we've been playing with. Decided I should be

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tied kneeling at the foot of our four poster, bed

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back against the frame, wrist bound tightly to the post

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so my mouth was perfectly positioned for use. They stripped

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me down to my thong, and as soon as my

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arms were completely immobilized, he straddled my face, pushing her

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pussy against my mouth while the guys admired their work.

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I licked and sucked her until she was grinding on

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my tongue. Hands were suddenly everywhere, pinching, biting my nipples,

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sliding into my soap thong. He shoved his cock down

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my throat, and while some one else fingered me and

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licked my clip. Then Kay, one of the dominant women,

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attached nipple clamps and they repositioned me on all fours

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on the bed, wrist and ankles tied wide to the

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post while my husband's fucked l behind us and H

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fucked me, and Kay paddled my ass hard, making me

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count each stroke and thank her with my with a

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cock in my mouth. Then a fifty fit something DAWM

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took over. He flogged my back and asked, while H

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came down my throat. EM played with my pussy an ass.

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Then my husband slaid underneath me and thrust into my pussy.

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At the same moment, EM fed me his long cock,

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demanding eye contact. While I was riding my husband and

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sucking EM, I felt a slippery strap on press against

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my ass. Kay, my husband grinned and said, Merry Christmas,

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you little slut. All three of 'em filled me at once.

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I dropped into the deepest, most overwhelming bliss I've ever felt.

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Signed bound used in stuffed party wife, I'm little tongue this,

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I'm gettin blushy over here. I'll by you guys. Being

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announced as tire up an user in front of a

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whole group. Wow, I don't know, Fike, I would be

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just as blushy as she would and be hiding behind

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whoever's were worth. Did that public declaration turn you on

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more than the actual ropes? How did it feel when

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your husband surprised you with this strap on scene? Was

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there a moment where you almost used your safe word

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or was it all perfect? I think if I would

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have used my safe word, mango anywhere would have been

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probably the welts to the back, depending on how hard

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they are. I think that's probably where I would have

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But I probably would have said no, hang on and

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kept going. That's to me that sometimes I do. I

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push myself through it and see if there's something else

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good coming out of it. Right, And for my listeners,

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have you ever been the party toy tied up for

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group use like this? Would you let your partner offer

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you to the room at a sex party? And what's

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the hottest part for you being watched? The impact play,

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total helplessness or the surprise double penetration. Share your experiences

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and phantasies below, or you can email me or contact

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me through the links in our show notes. Dear Nikki,

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my boyfriend and I recently started decided to start our

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only fans accounts to help each other film content. Every

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time he took pictures of me, he'd get visibly hard

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and super embarrassed about it. One day, I finally told

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him I'd dumb him if you wanted. He agreed instantly.

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He bought plugs, strap on, lube, a paddle, everything we needed,

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and set up a camera. Because we were both exhibitionists,

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I sat back and masturbated while he warmed himself up

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with plugs, getting himself ready for me. When he was

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finally on all fours, the look on his face as

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I slowly pushed the head of my strap on into

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his tight hole was everything. I took it nice and

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slow at first, letting him adjust, but it didn't take

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long before he was moaning and begging me to fuck

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him harder. I gave it to him, deep, fucking him

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through his four storgasm, then his second. After that, I

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pulled out the paddle and gave him my good boy

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his first baking. His ass turned the brightest cherry red.

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The sounds he made were hot, and I had to

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let him come my third time. He needed a longer

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break after that, but twenty minutes later, he was back

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asking me to fuck him in a breeding position. God,

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I love eager subs. He was so greedy, begging me

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to go deeper, give it to him harder. The sound

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of him repeatedly bottoming out on this fat ass has

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still burned in my memory. I'd fuck him right to

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the edge, then slowly pulled out and start all over again,

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just to tease him. I honestly don't remember when he

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came the fourth time, but the fifth hmm, I had

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him balls deep with short, hard thrust. I fulled back

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slightly and slamming. He completely fell apart, shaking, coming all

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over himself while I stayed buried inside him. Signed your

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proud pegging dom and happy owner of a greedy boy. Wow, well,

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thank you, John. I question for an author the moment

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when he went from embarrassed to eagerly begging and breeding position.

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I like that. There's nothing like a good bag, you know,

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seeing a person bag. I liked bag. I get no

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no kisses most of the time, but I like to

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liked to beag. Did the camera being on make it

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even intense for both of you? And how has he

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been since? Any new kings? He's confessed to after that session,

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and for my listeners, have you ever pegged your partner

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or been pegged for the first time on camera? What's

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your favorite part of switching dynamics with someone you already

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love and trust? As always drop your exp speriences and

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questions below. My ears and pussy are open and waiting,

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not your yummy, I get it. Your miles are varying husker,

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as I always like to say. Dear Niki, my girlfriend

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has mentioned in the past that she's into orgasm, denial

471
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and the dom sub dynamics, but has never actually tried it.

472
00:29:21,680 --> 00:29:24,480
I wanted to give her that experience, but I couldn't

473
00:29:24,519 --> 00:29:29,039
see myself as strict or mean domb. Instead, I decided

474
00:29:29,079 --> 00:29:32,960
to be a praise tom, encouraging, affectionate, and full of

475
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:36,759
praise while still staying firmly in control. I wasn't sure

476
00:29:36,799 --> 00:29:39,960
how well praise would mix with denial, but it turned

477
00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:44,319
out to be an incredibly hot combination. We started the

478
00:29:44,359 --> 00:29:47,440
morning cuddling and making out in bed. I gave her

479
00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:51,839
a long, slow massage, working her back, legs and thighs.

480
00:29:52,519 --> 00:29:55,039
I kept teasing her by brushing my fingers against her

481
00:29:55,079 --> 00:29:59,319
pussy until she was squirming. Then I grabbed her favorite

482
00:29:59,319 --> 00:30:03,039
little vibra. I asked her to spread her legs, relax,

483
00:30:03,599 --> 00:30:06,400
and let me take care of her. As I pressed

484
00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:09,440
the buzzing toy against her and kissed down her neck,

485
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:14,279
her moans got louder, her body started tensing. Right as

486
00:30:14,319 --> 00:30:18,359
she was about to come, I turned it off. Oh

487
00:30:19,039 --> 00:30:22,720
did you think you were allowed to come? I teased her.

488
00:30:22,799 --> 00:30:28,279
Jaw dropped, eyes wide with surprise, frustration, and excitement. I

489
00:30:28,319 --> 00:30:31,039
tied her hands behind her back with soft silk ropes,

490
00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:34,400
sat behind her in bed, and pulled her between my

491
00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:38,039
legs so she could lean against my chest. I kept

492
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:41,200
edging her like that for a long time, legs spread,

493
00:30:41,640 --> 00:30:46,599
hands bound, vibrator, teasing her relentlessly while he whispered how

494
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:49,559
good she was holding it for me, I as proud

495
00:30:49,599 --> 00:30:51,920
as I was, and how beautiful she looked when she

496
00:30:52,279 --> 00:30:55,720
was desperate. We couldn't stay in bed forever, so I

497
00:30:55,759 --> 00:30:58,880
eventually stopped and told her I would be so proud

498
00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:02,319
of you if you did and come today. She protested,

499
00:31:02,559 --> 00:31:07,079
but agreed with mostly adorable, frustrated face. The rest of

500
00:31:07,119 --> 00:31:10,000
the day was delicious torture. She kept trying to rub

501
00:31:10,039 --> 00:31:14,440
herself against my hand, my leg, anything. I love watching

502
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:17,720
her squirm and wine. I teased her with quick touches,

503
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:21,000
then pulled away, and at one point had to give

504
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,720
her a firm spanking because she wouldn't let me make

505
00:31:23,720 --> 00:31:26,200
a phone call when I had to run an errand

506
00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:29,839
she was so desperate she dropped her knees and started

507
00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:33,799
grinding on my shoe. I got so turned on watching

508
00:31:33,839 --> 00:31:37,119
her that I pulled out my cock and stroked myself

509
00:31:37,440 --> 00:31:40,400
while telling her what a perfectly good girl she was

510
00:31:40,400 --> 00:31:43,519
for humping my shoe without coming. Before I left her,

511
00:31:43,559 --> 00:31:47,000
I kissed her swollen pussy, spanked her ass, and made

512
00:31:47,039 --> 00:31:50,039
her promise to stay denied while I was gone. When

513
00:31:50,039 --> 00:31:52,640
I came home, she was beaming with pride, telling me

514
00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:55,720
she hadn't come, even though she'd been close. I was

515
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:59,119
so proud and turned on. We had an intense sex

516
00:31:59,359 --> 00:32:05,200
right after well orgasm was the strongest I'd ever seen. Afterward,

517
00:32:05,359 --> 00:32:08,279
we cuddled and talked about how much we both loved it.

518
00:32:09,039 --> 00:32:12,920
I realized I'm into her frustration in denial too. This

519
00:32:13,119 --> 00:32:15,640
was our first time playing with this, and it was

520
00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:19,039
such an eye opener. We both pretty new to this

521
00:32:19,279 --> 00:32:23,960
and want to explore more. Signed a loving praise dom

522
00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:28,799
and a keeper of her orgasms. Okay, I really like

523
00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:32,240
this one, but don't tell the brats. I'm gonna take

524
00:32:32,279 --> 00:32:35,640
this out for tomorrow so you can't hear this. Okay.

525
00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:38,920
The mix of the constant praise and the relentless denial

526
00:32:39,119 --> 00:32:42,480
sounds perfect for her. Did you notice her getting more

527
00:32:42,519 --> 00:32:44,839
submissive or eager to plays as the day went on?

528
00:32:45,599 --> 00:32:49,119
And what was the hottest frustrated moment for you? Here's

529
00:32:49,119 --> 00:32:51,480
the thing, though, I'll be honest, As I was reading

530
00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:55,480
this when he first said like praise Dom, I was like,

531
00:32:55,599 --> 00:32:59,079
oh no, no, not that I mean. I was like,

532
00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:01,799
I don't I want to kissy cuddly, but I also

533
00:33:01,799 --> 00:33:04,200
don't want an asshole either, so I want somewhere in between.

534
00:33:04,519 --> 00:33:07,160
This actually hit the mark for me. I'll be honest,

535
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:10,079
As we all know, i'd have been a kissing, cussing sailor.

536
00:33:10,319 --> 00:33:15,359
I sure what have I would not have been as

537
00:33:15,440 --> 00:33:21,039
nice as her. Yeah, that's my downfall. So I'm gonna

538
00:33:21,039 --> 00:33:23,160
say this is yes for me and for tonight, this

539
00:33:23,200 --> 00:33:26,039
is the hottest one. But again, we're not telling the

540
00:33:26,079 --> 00:33:29,119
bread or Darcy, so it's our little secret and I'm

541
00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:31,920
cutting this out tomorrow so they won't know about it

542
00:33:32,480 --> 00:33:36,599
and they'll believe me. Over you guys and for my listeners,

543
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:40,880
have you tried praise based orgasm and denial as a beginner,

544
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:44,160
domb or sub? How did you build up the intensity

545
00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:47,880
for safely? Any favorite ways to tease and edge without

546
00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:53,200
breaking the mood? Share your experiences or ideas, bellow or again.

547
00:33:53,319 --> 00:33:56,960
You can always email me at Nikki and Ikky at

548
00:33:56,960 --> 00:34:00,759
dear Nikki dot com anonymously through the website Darniki dot

549
00:34:00,759 --> 00:34:04,359
calm under the confession's stab, and of course, as always

550
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:09,639
on Discord Monday through Saturday, eight pm Central Standard Time, John,

551
00:34:09,679 --> 00:34:13,000
I should really get a praise for that. Come to

552
00:34:13,039 --> 00:34:16,559
meet other sexplorts just like yourself in my time clock

553
00:34:16,679 --> 00:34:22,320
dom John, Oh, goodness, I really liked that. I didn't

554
00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:25,239
think I would like this. I have to say though.

555
00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:29,920
I as I was reading this, I was like, I, yeah,

556
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:33,760
he left that door, I'd have gone my But as

557
00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:36,119
I read it and he actually said it was a

558
00:34:36,159 --> 00:34:40,119
good girl for like lasting, I felt her pride. So

559
00:34:40,199 --> 00:34:43,760
I'm like, ooh, I wonder if I would have felt

560
00:34:44,559 --> 00:34:46,519
because I like making them happy. I wonder if I

561
00:34:46,519 --> 00:34:49,760
would have felt very disappointed in myself that I didn't.

562
00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:54,960
I'm betting I would, so I feel this one. Sorry,

563
00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:56,320
I went back to me, but still it just kind

564
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:59,559
of stuck with me. Dar Niki. I kept seeing this

565
00:34:59,599 --> 00:35:02,880
insane only hot guy online jerk off rooms for months.

566
00:35:03,440 --> 00:35:07,880
Smooth built body, dark nipples, thick, uncut cock with a

567
00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:12,599
beautiful black bush. We'd etch for hours together, slowly building

568
00:35:12,679 --> 00:35:15,559
up chat until we realized we lived in the same city.

569
00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:19,800
After weeks of missing each other, we finally exchanged details,

570
00:35:20,280 --> 00:35:24,239
started camming one on one. He straight but loves controlling

571
00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:27,800
other guys orgasms. When I told him I wanted the

572
00:35:28,199 --> 00:35:32,840
fool doctor cum control torture experience in real life, he

573
00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:36,719
laughed but agreed. He came over wearing all black with

574
00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:40,159
a backle bah covering his face, exactly as we planned.

575
00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:43,800
I was already down to my briefs. He ordered me

576
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:46,880
to strip, tied my hands tightly behind the chair, and

577
00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:52,239
took complete control. No face, no reciprocation, just him and

578
00:35:52,360 --> 00:35:57,039
my desperate cock. He started slow and cruel, dripping lube,

579
00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:01,639
teasing my corona with a single fingertip, rolling and squeezing

580
00:36:01,679 --> 00:36:06,239
my balls until they felt like they were fizzing. He

581
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:09,480
edged me with long strokes, sudden flicks on my most

582
00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:12,760
sense of response, and even used his bare feet while

583
00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:16,119
playing with his own nipples. Every time I got close,

584
00:36:16,480 --> 00:36:20,639
he'd pull off completely, arms folded, watching my throbbing cock

585
00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:24,599
twitch and leak while I bagged. Then he started again

586
00:36:24,639 --> 00:36:28,360
from zero. He used my balls as a brake, stroked

587
00:36:28,400 --> 00:36:31,960
me right to the edge before crushing them until the

588
00:36:32,119 --> 00:36:35,719
orgasm backed off in a wave of pain. He teased

589
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:39,159
my taint and whole with featherlight touches, brought me right

590
00:36:39,199 --> 00:36:43,079
to the brink, over and over until I was shaking

591
00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:47,400
and nearly blacking out. When he finally decided I'd earned it,

592
00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:50,440
he held a base on my cock tight and struck

593
00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:55,480
me through the most explosive orgasm of my life. Thick

594
00:36:55,559 --> 00:37:00,280
rope shot everywhere while I lost myself completely. I actually

595
00:37:00,280 --> 00:37:03,239
blacked out for a second. When I came to, he

596
00:37:03,280 --> 00:37:06,599
was gently untying me and handing me water like a

597
00:37:06,679 --> 00:37:12,679
total professional. The best medical service I've ever had. Signed

598
00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:19,119
desperate patient under doctor cup Control's hands. I liked this.

599
00:37:20,159 --> 00:37:22,159
I did again. I don't know if I could do it,

600
00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:26,079
but on this one I actually pictured myself doing this.

601
00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:30,880
I couldn't like use your balls though, as a pressure

602
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:35,119
thing for you know, a break that kind of went

603
00:37:36,079 --> 00:37:38,159
because my luck. I won't even go into it because

604
00:37:38,159 --> 00:37:39,840
it's all gentlemen here and I don't need you guys

605
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:43,280
grabbing yourself so we all know what I'm afraid what

606
00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:46,960
would happen? And for my author, the mixture of pleasure

607
00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:51,000
and pain with the ball crushing and foot play sounds

608
00:37:51,079 --> 00:37:55,639
really really intense. What was the single hottest moment for

609
00:37:55,679 --> 00:37:58,800
you during this session? How did it feel knowing he

610
00:37:58,920 --> 00:38:03,119
was straight and only there control you. I did think

611
00:38:03,159 --> 00:38:08,039
that was a bit hot that there's no reciprocation. It's

612
00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:12,800
just him, that's it, you know that. I mean all

613
00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:15,760
the pleasures you, I would think he would get a

614
00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:19,079
little pleasure out of, maybe just out of the control aspect,

615
00:38:19,159 --> 00:38:24,280
but maybe not the sexual aspect. Maybe. For my listeners,

616
00:38:24,599 --> 00:38:28,199
have you ever had or been a real dom com

617
00:38:28,239 --> 00:38:32,719
control edging dom like this? Would you let someone you're

618
00:38:32,920 --> 00:38:36,280
only known from online rooms tie you up and torture

619
00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:39,360
you to the edge in real life? What's the most

620
00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:44,920
extreme edging experience you've ever had? Share below, or if

621
00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:48,280
you're listening afterward, follow the show links in the nicks.

622
00:38:49,159 --> 00:38:52,599
I can't wait to hear your experiences. It is scary,

623
00:38:53,920 --> 00:38:56,159
but we've all done scary stuff, and I'm not excusing

624
00:38:56,239 --> 00:38:58,239
the whole scary I don't know him kind of thing.

625
00:38:59,079 --> 00:39:01,000
I couldn't do it with some one. That just meant

626
00:39:01,599 --> 00:39:05,199
I've watched too many ID channel stories to say it.

627
00:39:06,320 --> 00:39:08,880
Dear Nikki. I've been hooking up with James for a

628
00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:12,320
while and we had an insane sexual chemistry. We were

629
00:39:12,320 --> 00:39:15,719
both laid back and loving the experiment, always able to

630
00:39:15,800 --> 00:39:21,159
laugh off anything that didn't click. When he suggested orgasm control,

631
00:39:21,559 --> 00:39:24,679
I didn't hesitate. I told him to take full control

632
00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:27,679
and I'd go with it. He texted me one day

633
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:30,239
saying he wanted to try it that weekend, but with

634
00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:34,960
one rule, no coming for an entire week. I normally

635
00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:38,559
get off every day, so that week was pure torture,

636
00:39:39,119 --> 00:39:41,960
but he promised it would be worth it. When I

637
00:39:42,039 --> 00:39:45,599
got to his place, the room was transformed blackout shades,

638
00:39:45,679 --> 00:39:49,039
dim lights, in a four point restraint system. On the bed.

639
00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:52,719
He silently stripped me naked and ordered me face down

640
00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:56,119
on the mattress. He fastened my wrists and ankles tightly,

641
00:39:56,559 --> 00:40:01,400
leaving me completely helpless and spread open. Then came the blindfold,

642
00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:04,960
plunging me into darkness. I heard him rummaging and then

643
00:40:05,079 --> 00:40:08,280
gasped as he slid a small vibrating toy inside me

644
00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:13,079
that also pressed perfectly against my clit. It started buzzing low.

645
00:40:14,559 --> 00:40:17,519
I wouldn't smile if I were you. He said, you're

646
00:40:17,559 --> 00:40:19,679
going to be begging for me to take that out.

647
00:40:19,719 --> 00:40:23,880
Soon before I could respond, he slipped a noise canceling

648
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:28,119
headphones over my ears, playing white noise, completely cutting me

649
00:40:28,199 --> 00:40:32,639
off from the world. I was blindfolded, bound, gagged by silence,

650
00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:36,960
and helplessly edged for what felt like ours. The toy

651
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:39,719
would ramp up, bring me to the brink, and then

652
00:40:39,840 --> 00:40:44,559
drop again. I lost all sins of time. I moaned, thrashed,

653
00:40:44,599 --> 00:40:48,400
and eventually started crying from the overwhelming need. When he

654
00:40:48,519 --> 00:40:52,639
finally removed the toy, I thought relief was coming. Instead,

655
00:40:53,199 --> 00:40:56,440
he tortured me with a hatashe wand on the lowest setting,

656
00:40:57,159 --> 00:40:59,519
kept me dangling on the edge until I was full

657
00:40:59,599 --> 00:41:04,639
on sight and bagging. Please James, just stop or make

658
00:41:04,679 --> 00:41:08,679
me come. He left me like that again, Then without warning,

659
00:41:08,880 --> 00:41:11,280
he climbed on top of me, pressed the head of

660
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:15,639
his cock against my dripping pussy, and slowly pushed inside.

661
00:41:15,840 --> 00:41:18,960
I was shaking. He held me down, fucked me deep,

662
00:41:19,400 --> 00:41:22,559
and slipped his thumb into my ass exactly how I

663
00:41:22,599 --> 00:41:26,119
love it. The orgasm that finally hit me was beyond

664
00:41:26,199 --> 00:41:30,000
anything I'd ever felt, a full body explosion that seemed

665
00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:33,760
to last forever. I came so hard I saw stars

666
00:41:33,760 --> 00:41:37,039
while he pumped me full of his cumb. Afterward, he

667
00:41:37,119 --> 00:41:41,119
gently removed the blindfolded headphones, untied me, and held me

668
00:41:41,159 --> 00:41:44,239
while we cuddled in silence. It took me days to

669
00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:49,679
fully recover, but it turned orgasm control into my favorite kinks.

670
00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:55,079
I've already started plotting my revenge on him. Signed blindfolded, denied,

671
00:41:55,199 --> 00:41:59,320
and completely ruined for anyone else, Aye, I do like

672
00:41:59,360 --> 00:42:01,000
this one. I don't know if I could do the

673
00:42:01,039 --> 00:42:04,159
whole week. Well, I say that, and I feel selfish

674
00:42:04,159 --> 00:42:07,280
now that I'm reading these because I hear of the

675
00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:13,920
afterglow and the payments. Yeah you either, John, I don't

676
00:42:13,960 --> 00:42:15,800
know if I could do a week because I'm like

677
00:42:15,840 --> 00:42:19,840
an every other day girl and I really don't take time.

678
00:42:20,440 --> 00:42:22,480
This I think would teach me to be patient.

679
00:42:23,800 --> 00:42:33,119
Speaker 2: Maybe maybe, Oh from my author, that full body orgasm

680
00:42:33,199 --> 00:42:36,760
after a week of denial sounds life changing.

681
00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:40,039
Speaker 1: What was the most intense mental moment for you during

682
00:42:40,039 --> 00:42:43,679
the sensory deprivation and how did it finally feel getting

683
00:42:43,760 --> 00:42:46,159
your revenge on James? And what did you do? Because

684
00:42:46,199 --> 00:42:50,199
I need to know that. I don't know, but I

685
00:42:50,199 --> 00:42:53,280
mean think about it. I mean, if it's one time

686
00:42:53,480 --> 00:42:56,440
you can push your limit, why not try for your partner? Right?

687
00:42:57,159 --> 00:42:59,599
I mean why not? Only if you let them do

688
00:42:59,639 --> 00:43:02,000
it to you do it to them. The thing is

689
00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:09,320
they're both patient, so that sucks. Just saying in question

690
00:43:09,480 --> 00:43:12,719
for my listeners, have you ever been edged for days

691
00:43:12,719 --> 00:43:16,800
with sensory deprivation and restraints like this? Would you trust

692
00:43:16,840 --> 00:43:19,760
your partner enough to be left alone, bound and blindfolded?

693
00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:23,559
Why they controlled the toys from another room. I'm definitely

694
00:43:23,559 --> 00:43:26,519
blocking the Brint from this one. Share your hottest denial

695
00:43:26,599 --> 00:43:31,239
stories our tips below in the show links. Guys, Remind

696
00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:34,960
me to block the Brint from all this. This is

697
00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:39,880
a bad idea, guys, Oh yeah YEA. Dear Nikki. A

698
00:43:39,880 --> 00:43:42,239
few summers ago, I was twenty five and had been

699
00:43:42,320 --> 00:43:45,880
quietly obsessing over the dark fantasy. I didn't know how

700
00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:49,039
to make real until I started talking to him online.

701
00:43:49,719 --> 00:43:54,119
He was in his early forties, married handsome. We clicked instantly.

702
00:43:54,760 --> 00:43:58,199
We shared fantasies, dirty talk, and real conversation for weeks.

703
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:02,239
One night we wouldn't deep into past trauma and desires.

704
00:44:02,639 --> 00:44:05,960
Then he offered to make my fantasy happen faifelly for

705
00:44:06,039 --> 00:44:09,760
the next week. I soaked just thinking about it. He

706
00:44:09,800 --> 00:44:12,400
asked for the my routine, where I lived, where I

707
00:44:12,480 --> 00:44:16,760
ran everything. I told him. The not knowing when it

708
00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:20,199
would happen kept me in constant state of dripping arousal.

709
00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:23,199
He told me I'd be in town the following week,

710
00:44:23,440 --> 00:44:26,800
but wouldn't say exactly when. We greed on the safe

711
00:44:26,840 --> 00:44:31,559
word and then silence. I stuck to my normal evening

712
00:44:31,639 --> 00:44:35,199
runs through the wooded trail by the stream. By Thursday,

713
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:38,079
was starting to think it wasn't going to happen. Then

714
00:44:38,679 --> 00:44:41,639
a mile and a half in, strong arms wrapped around

715
00:44:41,679 --> 00:44:45,159
my raist and yanked me off the trail. I screamed,

716
00:44:45,559 --> 00:44:49,039
His hand clumped over my mouth. Instantly it was happening.

717
00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:52,239
He dragged me deep into the woods, threw me down

718
00:44:52,559 --> 00:44:55,679
and became an animal. He ripped open my top, tore

719
00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:58,519
my shorts, and pinned me to the ground, and used

720
00:44:58,519 --> 00:45:02,920
me brutally cock replaced his hand over my mouth while

721
00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:07,000
straddled my chest, choking me with it until I gasped

722
00:45:07,000 --> 00:45:10,159
for air. When he finally moved between my legs and

723
00:45:10,239 --> 00:45:15,840
thrust inside me, I came almost innocent, immediately hard, shaking

724
00:45:16,199 --> 00:45:20,920
over and over three times that short, savage fuck while

725
00:45:20,920 --> 00:45:22,800
he held me down and took me what he wanted.

726
00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:26,559
When he finished, he pulled out, painted my chest, faced

727
00:45:26,599 --> 00:45:30,280
with a huge load, then promptly stood up, fixed his shorts,

728
00:45:30,599 --> 00:45:34,760
walked away, leaving me used and dripping on the forest floor.

729
00:45:35,599 --> 00:45:38,039
After a few minutes, I found the plastic bag he'd

730
00:45:38,119 --> 00:45:41,079
left with a clean T shirt and sweatpants. I got

731
00:45:41,159 --> 00:45:45,119
dressed on shaking legs, walked home in a daze. That night,

732
00:45:45,239 --> 00:45:48,239
I replayed every second in my head and slept like

733
00:45:48,280 --> 00:45:50,800
the dead. He called me the next day to check

734
00:45:50,800 --> 00:45:54,000
on me. I went to his hotel that night and

735
00:45:54,519 --> 00:45:58,159
let him have me again, slower but just as intense.

736
00:45:59,119 --> 00:46:05,280
Signed the woods Ravage CNC slut. Okay, I know you

737
00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:09,920
guys asked for this. I don't know. I'd be afraid

738
00:46:10,039 --> 00:46:13,760
that we would get turned in kind of thing, especially

739
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:16,840
out in public. I don't think this one that my

740
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:18,639
miles are varying on this one, just because of a

741
00:46:18,679 --> 00:46:22,679
lots of reasons. That's where I'm at for my author,

742
00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:26,679
the buildup of not knowing what he'd strike. It does

743
00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:31,159
sound that that part I did find that hot. Did

744
00:46:31,159 --> 00:46:34,360
the real fear in the moment make the orgasm stronger?

745
00:46:35,039 --> 00:46:36,920
Or was it the trust that let you sink fully

746
00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:40,800
into it? And how did the aftercare and hotel round

747
00:46:40,840 --> 00:46:44,079
the next night compared to the raw trail scene? And

748
00:46:44,119 --> 00:46:46,920
for my listeners, have you ever planned and lived out

749
00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:51,320
a CNC fantasy like this consensual non consent stranger in

750
00:46:51,320 --> 00:46:54,960
the woods scenario? How much planning and trust did it take?

751
00:46:55,639 --> 00:46:58,639
Would you give? Ever give a partner full details of

752
00:46:58,679 --> 00:47:03,199
your routine for a surprise taxiing? Share your experiences below

753
00:47:03,599 --> 00:47:05,920
in the show notes or drop them in the chat.

754
00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:11,400
I think if it was ever to consider something like this,

755
00:47:11,599 --> 00:47:13,000
it would have to be with someone that I've been

756
00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:16,440
with with quite a bit, Not someone I just met.

757
00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:19,239
I mean, not even someone that I've been dating like

758
00:47:19,280 --> 00:47:22,519
three months. It would have to be like over a year.

759
00:47:22,559 --> 00:47:27,000
I think depicts well, what are we thinking over there?

760
00:47:27,079 --> 00:47:32,440
Everybody's really quiet tonight, Dear Nikki. I'm a fifty one

761
00:47:32,519 --> 00:47:35,280
year old mom of three with a stressful job and

762
00:47:35,400 --> 00:47:39,920
a deep, shameful craving for humiliation and punishment that my

763
00:47:40,039 --> 00:47:44,280
husband simply cannot give. A few years ago, after one

764
00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:49,039
too many drinks, I found myself messaging a gorgeous, athletic

765
00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:54,280
dominatrix half my age. She replied almost instantly, and before

766
00:47:54,280 --> 00:47:56,559
I could talk myself out of it, I booked a

767
00:47:56,599 --> 00:47:59,960
session at her house. My heart was hammering the entire time.

768
00:48:01,039 --> 00:48:03,400
When she opened the door, and I had tight latex

769
00:48:03,519 --> 00:48:07,239
dress and heels, and looking like pure sex, I could

770
00:48:07,239 --> 00:48:11,280
barely speak. She was friendly at first, discussing limits and

771
00:48:11,320 --> 00:48:15,559
giving me a safe word red light, but the moment

772
00:48:15,639 --> 00:48:20,320
I stripped naked in front of her, everything changed. Look

773
00:48:20,360 --> 00:48:24,440
at those spig saggy tits, she laughed, slapping them hard

774
00:48:24,679 --> 00:48:27,800
and pitching my nipples. She ordered me onto my hands

775
00:48:27,800 --> 00:48:30,559
and knees to the worship her feet, then made me

776
00:48:30,599 --> 00:48:34,679
crawl after her like the pathetic old slut over her lap.

777
00:48:34,760 --> 00:48:38,480
She spanked me mercilessly until my big round ass was

778
00:48:38,519 --> 00:48:42,000
burning bright red and my pussy was dripping. Then she

779
00:48:42,039 --> 00:48:46,159
strapped me face down on her spanking pinch, completely exposed.

780
00:48:46,800 --> 00:48:50,920
The paddle came next hard, relentless specks that had me

781
00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:54,960
sobbing and bagging. But when she started paddling my soa

782
00:48:55,119 --> 00:48:59,480
pussy directly, the pain flipped into pure pleasure and I

783
00:48:59,519 --> 00:49:03,199
lost all. She laughed how wet and desperate I was.

784
00:49:03,960 --> 00:49:06,760
She left me there, bound and dripping, then returned wearing

785
00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:10,119
a big strap on. I begged her not to fuck me,

786
00:49:10,760 --> 00:49:13,679
but she just spanked me harder and pushed that thick

787
00:49:13,800 --> 00:49:17,800
cock into my pussy. Anyway, she fucked me like an animal,

788
00:49:18,159 --> 00:49:21,360
spanking my ass and humiliating me the whole time. What

789
00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:23,639
would your kids think if they knew what a filthy

790
00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:27,320
slut their mommy is? Until I exploded in the most

791
00:49:27,519 --> 00:49:32,119
intense orgasm in my life. I squirted everywhere, gushing all

792
00:49:32,119 --> 00:49:35,199
over her and the floor while my whole body shook.

793
00:49:36,000 --> 00:49:37,960
She made me clean my mess off her cock with

794
00:49:38,039 --> 00:49:41,400
my mouth, then untied me. My legs gave out, and

795
00:49:41,440 --> 00:49:44,800
I collapsed naked in my own juices. After I cleaned

796
00:49:44,840 --> 00:49:48,239
everything up, she pulled me in for a deep passionate

797
00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:51,480
kissed and asked if I enjoyed it. I told her

798
00:49:51,480 --> 00:49:54,559
it was the greatest experience of my life. I've thought

799
00:49:54,679 --> 00:49:57,880
of almost nothing else since the guilt hits me when

800
00:49:57,880 --> 00:50:00,719
my husband comes home, but that has stop me from

801
00:50:00,800 --> 00:50:07,440
craving more and messaging her again, Signed secretly addicted married

802
00:50:07,519 --> 00:50:11,880
sub You know, uh that one story of the young

803
00:50:11,920 --> 00:50:14,559
girl needs to give us the first story of the

804
00:50:14,559 --> 00:50:15,039
first time.

805
00:50:15,159 --> 00:50:15,320
Speaker 2: Yeah.

806
00:50:15,320 --> 00:50:19,119
Speaker 1: I agree, absolutely agree. These people are gonna have to

807
00:50:19,119 --> 00:50:27,840
start following the rules. Just saying for my author, that

808
00:50:28,039 --> 00:50:31,320
moment when the pain turned into the biggest squirting orgasm

809
00:50:31,360 --> 00:50:35,800
of your life sounds incredible. Did the humiliation, especially the

810
00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:38,480
mommy talk push you over the edge more than the

811
00:50:38,559 --> 00:50:43,519
physical sensations? And how did the guilt feel afterward? And

812
00:50:43,559 --> 00:50:46,400
did you go back for a second session? I think

813
00:50:46,440 --> 00:50:51,159
she did. I'm just saying, you know, if you don't

814
00:50:51,199 --> 00:50:54,599
decorate your house, or aren't willing to decorate your house

815
00:50:55,280 --> 00:50:58,239
and move things around and change it a bit and

816
00:50:59,039 --> 00:51:03,480
do what you do, then something or someone will come

817
00:51:03,519 --> 00:51:08,119
along and take what you took for granted. In this case, sex. Right,

818
00:51:08,880 --> 00:51:13,519
It's a very important part of a life, of our relationships.

819
00:51:13,599 --> 00:51:16,320
It is period the end. It's just as important as

820
00:51:16,360 --> 00:51:19,000
anything else, and we have to nurture it just as

821
00:51:19,079 --> 00:51:24,039
much as we nurture and take care of everything else. Listeners,

822
00:51:24,719 --> 00:51:27,719
have you ever explored your darker cravings with a professional

823
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:31,719
dom or as one and married subs. How do you

824
00:51:31,760 --> 00:51:35,320
handle the guilt? What comes with it? What's the hottest

825
00:51:35,400 --> 00:51:39,599
mix of pain, humiliation and pleasure you've ever experienced? You

826
00:51:39,639 --> 00:51:42,400
know how to reach me? It's Nikki nikk y at

827
00:51:42,400 --> 00:51:45,559
dear niki dot com. Anonymously through the website at dear

828
00:51:45,639 --> 00:51:48,880
niki dot com under the confessions tab, and don't forget

829
00:51:49,920 --> 00:51:53,159
join us over on discord. You know, meet some people

830
00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:58,360
just like yourself. Maybe ex discovers something else that you

831
00:51:58,440 --> 00:52:02,840
might be wanting to try. Exactly. She went right into

832
00:52:02,840 --> 00:52:05,679
the second story with no details. That's not allowed, not

833
00:52:06,760 --> 00:52:10,599
I have to just message Darcy and or talk to

834
00:52:10,599 --> 00:52:15,239
talk to him in the morning. See maybe he missed

835
00:52:15,239 --> 00:52:18,400
the first one. I'm just saying maybe so we can

836
00:52:18,400 --> 00:52:20,559
find you know, he can put that one in there

837
00:52:20,599 --> 00:52:23,800
and we can refer back or tell the two together.

838
00:52:23,960 --> 00:52:29,480
How about that come control? Tonight's stories show the same thing.

839
00:52:30,159 --> 00:52:33,360
The hottest sex usually happens when we surrender, whether it's

840
00:52:33,360 --> 00:52:36,639
to a skilled dominant, to weeks of aching need, or

841
00:52:36,840 --> 00:52:42,480
to a total stranger in the woods. Wait was that

842
00:52:42,679 --> 00:52:46,599
last week? The common thread is trust, clear boundaries, and

843
00:52:46,639 --> 00:52:49,360
the courage to say yes to what your body is

844
00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:53,199
bagging for. Shame keeps so many of us stuck. But

845
00:52:53,239 --> 00:52:56,800
on't you let go? Even just once, you'll realize how

846
00:52:56,840 --> 00:53:01,840
alive you can feel. So go explore, get messy, Go

847
00:53:01,960 --> 00:53:06,559
find your version of red light or mango, and then

848
00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:11,559
safely ignore every other no that beer tries to give you.

849
00:53:13,119 --> 00:53:17,519
Are we ready for the riddle? Answer to the riddle?

850
00:53:18,199 --> 00:53:19,760
I know some of you popped in early. Let me

851
00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:27,840
go back up. Okay, are we ready? No, John's not ready.

852
00:53:27,880 --> 00:53:32,440
John's never ready. Okay, well he's gonna be ready. I

853
00:53:32,519 --> 00:53:36,079
get wet before you even touch me. The harder you go,

854
00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:39,360
the lodder I get. I can take a pounding for

855
00:53:39,440 --> 00:53:43,920
hours and still beg for more when you're finished. I'm

856
00:53:44,039 --> 00:53:47,719
usually dripping and satisfied. What am I? And the answer

857
00:53:47,800 --> 00:53:52,480
is not me? No, it's not long. Say it again. Okay,

858
00:53:52,840 --> 00:53:57,119
one more time for the cheap seats. Okay, I get

859
00:53:57,159 --> 00:54:00,880
wet before you even touch me. The harder you go,

860
00:54:01,239 --> 00:54:04,519
the louder I get. I can take a pounding for

861
00:54:04,719 --> 00:54:09,320
hours and still beg for more When you're finished. I'm

862
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:14,400
usually dripping and satisfied. And remember, the answer is not me. No,

863
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:23,280
not a toilet. Captain's got it's a washing machine? Did

864
00:54:23,320 --> 00:54:26,440
you look it up? See? I hold an answer withn't me.

865
00:54:27,400 --> 00:54:30,199
I did love how your fielding minds worked, though, I

866
00:54:30,239 --> 00:54:33,639
should start keeping a score of who get you know,

867
00:54:33,679 --> 00:54:36,840
who's done, like for the month, who's got the most turtles?

868
00:54:36,920 --> 00:54:37,079
Speaker 2: Right?

869
00:54:37,320 --> 00:54:42,880
Speaker 1: I mean you were close. I have no idea. Well,

870
00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:47,400
that's why I've changed them too long, because mister bean

871
00:54:48,000 --> 00:54:49,480
one time, he only did it one time. I'll give

872
00:54:49,519 --> 00:54:54,639
him that. Okay, guys, it's time for your tucking. Our

873
00:54:54,679 --> 00:54:57,639
first night started with our face to face meaning and

874
00:54:57,760 --> 00:55:00,800
I was so sure i'd stick to my role no

875
00:55:00,960 --> 00:55:05,000
play on the first hook up. But you're incredibly attractive

876
00:55:05,480 --> 00:55:08,639
and so easy to talk to. As the first conversation

877
00:55:08,719 --> 00:55:11,960
went on, it almost felt like an interview to earn

878
00:55:12,000 --> 00:55:15,599
a spot on your roster, something that both intrigued and

879
00:55:15,719 --> 00:55:20,239
excited me. Deep down, I knew if the opportunity came up,

880
00:55:20,960 --> 00:55:24,800
that rule would be tested, and it was. It was

881
00:55:24,800 --> 00:55:28,559
both thrilling and nerve racking to let someone else take control.

882
00:55:29,320 --> 00:55:31,599
When we got to your place, we kissed and you

883
00:55:31,719 --> 00:55:34,360
asked me not to use my tongue. You had told

884
00:55:34,400 --> 00:55:36,800
me I had too many clothes on and asked me

885
00:55:36,920 --> 00:55:40,000
to undress, then instructed me to get on my knees.

886
00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:46,679
You had me say, sir, oh wait, you were not

887
00:55:46,719 --> 00:55:50,920
a Patreon member yet. If you were, you'd get this

888
00:55:51,159 --> 00:55:57,639
episode ad free plus up to full ten minutes delicious

889
00:55:57,760 --> 00:56:02,480
tuck in audio or my son voice whispers all the

890
00:56:02,559 --> 00:56:06,360
filthy things you've been dying to hear at night. Just

891
00:56:06,400 --> 00:56:09,719
imagine me tucking you in like that, And that's just

892
00:56:10,039 --> 00:56:13,880
one of the perks. So tell me you're gonna slip

893
00:56:13,920 --> 00:56:17,360
behind the velvet rope with me, or keep missing out.

894
00:56:18,280 --> 00:56:22,079
Go on over to Patreon dot com ports last year

895
00:56:22,159 --> 00:56:25,840
Nikki for more details, to links in the show notes,

896
00:56:27,280 --> 00:56:31,320
and thank you for listening to Nikki after Dark. If

897
00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:35,360
these stories made you throbbers soak through your panties, leave review,

898
00:56:35,519 --> 00:56:40,119
share your own confessions at Nikki and Ikky at dearniki

899
00:56:40,159 --> 00:56:43,199
dot com, more anonymously through the website at dearerniki dot

900
00:56:43,199 --> 00:56:46,639
com under the confession stab. Don't forget to join us

901
00:56:46,639 --> 00:56:51,119
over on Discord. We are doing bdsmn week Monday through Saturday,

902
00:56:51,320 --> 00:56:55,800
eight pm Central Standard time, and I'll see you next time.

903
00:56:56,440 --> 00:57:01,360
Don't forget, stay curious and stay very very naughty. And

904
00:57:01,440 --> 00:57:03,360
this is Nikki signing off