Speaker 1: I feel like it's kind of given people more free
Speaker 1: will to go out and do those things, where before
Speaker 1: you kind of were kind of stagnant because you didn't
Speaker 1: have a lot of things that people have accessibilities too,
Speaker 1: from the streaming, the YouTube to all these like online
Speaker 1: stores and like all these things that you know, different
Speaker 1: things are going on. With all that you have going on,
Speaker 1: how do you keep you know, your porn life and
Speaker 1: at home life, how do you keep that?
Speaker 2: And you know intact.
Speaker 3: That's what's beautiful about the adult industry and the way
Speaker 3: I do it is I have just for example, my
Speaker 3: crew have the same people. You know. My crew is
Speaker 3: like Chris Stream and Kramer and Tony Flush, you know,
Speaker 3: Glenn makeup artists, So I don't have to be behind them.
Speaker 3: Those people are with me doing my movies for like
Speaker 3: the last fifteen years, so I only need to be
Speaker 3: on set for like two hours because they take care
Speaker 3: of everything for me. I don't need to be there
Speaker 3: for the pictures. I'm not the photographer. My photographer or
Speaker 3: takes care of it. He knows his job, he knows
Speaker 3: what I like. He knows also down an asshole, so
Speaker 3: if he doesn't do what I like, I'm gonna like
Speaker 3: throw a tantrum.
Speaker 2: Can you tell us how one of those go?
Speaker 1: I want.
Speaker 3: I plug my hair and I stump. That's what I do. No,
Speaker 3: But you know, like like they know their job, I
Speaker 3: know my job. If no one loses time, it's easy.
Speaker 3: So like always people think like, yeah, you do born
Speaker 3: and you get to have sex with so many women,
Speaker 3: and it's great. You get to make so much money
Speaker 3: and it's great. But more than anything, I have the time.
Speaker 3: I have time to do whatever I want. I can
Speaker 3: take my kids to school, I can pick them up,
Speaker 3: I can take them to their sport. I can stream
Speaker 3: when they're in school. At night when they go sleep,
Speaker 3: I can stream too, you know. I can go to
Speaker 3: the gym. I can It's easy. And to do all
Speaker 3: this without taking time away from them, That's what really.
Speaker 3: Porn gives us the time. Like if I want to
Speaker 3: wake up at noon, I wake up at noon. You know, yeah,
Speaker 3: I don't have to wake up every morning.
Speaker 2: I'm to plan your schedule how you want it.
Speaker 3: You're very exactly so so it makes life so much
Speaker 3: easier like that without taking anything away from my family
Speaker 3: and not spending time.
Speaker 1: So your relationship. You're married you guys, do you have
Speaker 1: an open relationship? Is it just besides porn?
Speaker 2: Do you just sickly do Yeah?
Speaker 3: No, we're not swinger.
Speaker 1: We're not like we so it's traditional outside of being
Speaker 1: in the business.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah. When we started to go out, my wife
Speaker 3: decided to stop. She was already in the in the
Speaker 3: industry for a while, and I didn't put pressure. It's
Speaker 3: funny because some people they come to you know how
Speaker 3: it is on the internet. They're like, you met her, quita,
Speaker 3: you don't know what you're talking about.
Speaker 2: I just want to find a reason.
Speaker 3: You know. I didn't make her quit. She wanted to quit.
Speaker 3: Am I happy about it? Sure, because you know I'm
Speaker 3: a little persistive, But I didn't make.
Speaker 1: Her I like, hey said, that's okay, a little possessive,
Speaker 1: but sure, you know what.
Speaker 3: I mean, like like like it would have been harder
Speaker 3: for me if she kept going. And also, you know,
Speaker 3: people in this industry are petty. They're like coming to
Speaker 3: you and say, hey, I worked with your girlfriend the
Speaker 3: other day. Man, it was such a great scene and
Speaker 3: exactly you know, you know you've been in a relationship
Speaker 3: in this industry, you know how people are. They're just
Speaker 3: fucking assholes and uh. But she for me, she was
Speaker 3: like like, no, you don't have to stop. I don't
Speaker 3: want you to stop. Keep going, keep bringing the money,
Speaker 3: and and she's cool with it, you know. But outside
Speaker 3: of that, like like, for example, as long as it's
Speaker 3: for a movie, she's she's cool. If I would stop
Speaker 3: sucking other people on the side, like that wouldn't be
Speaker 3: cool for sure.
Speaker 1: So do you guys have any kind of competitiveness because
Speaker 1: she's a director in the business. I just want you
Speaker 1: knowward the Yeah, do you guys kind of like do
Speaker 1: you share those things together?
Speaker 3: It's funny because like we're about to be eight years
Speaker 3: in a relationship together and for the last for the
Speaker 3: first five years I was working and she wasn't, and
Speaker 3: then we were talking. It's funny how it started. Right,
Speaker 3: I had to shoot a movie and there was a
Speaker 3: month where I was a little lazy, and I'm like,
Speaker 3: why don't you shoot it? You make it, you do
Speaker 3: whatever you want, like you direct that movie. She directed
Speaker 3: a grand movie and she loved it. And so then
Speaker 3: we started talking and she was like, I might start
Speaker 3: a company and she wanted to go in business with
Speaker 3: another person that she was friend with which I thought
Speaker 3: was a terrible idea, but she still did it and
Speaker 3: then ended up splitting. But very quickly I realized how
Speaker 3: good she was at it because she's also a pervert,
Speaker 3: but she pays attention to detail, and what she does
Speaker 3: is really like magnificent, And it's a mix of like
Speaker 3: the old school feature where there is a really good story,
Speaker 3: but she lets people have sex, so the sex is
Speaker 3: also good because sometimes you see a feature and they
Speaker 3: pay attention to all the dialogue and things, but the
Speaker 3: sex scenes are like she cares about the sex scene
Speaker 3: as much as what's around it. And she started killing
Speaker 3: it and started winning awards, and people started going towards
Speaker 3: her and be like, I see what you do. I
Speaker 3: would love to be part of this. And then her
Speaker 3: website started to be very successful and a company approached
Speaker 3: her and they were, hey, listen, we like what you do,
Speaker 3: but we think that we could help you make it
Speaker 3: bigger and better. And so she sold a part of
Speaker 3: her company to those people, and it's true that working
Speaker 3: with them met her company much bigger, very fast. She's
Speaker 3: very successful. She won for the second year in a
Speaker 3: row Director of the Year, and she won like I
Speaker 3: don't know I don't.
Speaker 2: Want to say, so did that sting a little bit
Speaker 2: because you didn't get it, you didn't win it?
Speaker 3: No? No, well, first of all.
Speaker 1: First of all, I know you've got an ego in there,
Speaker 1: even if she is your one.
Speaker 3: Listen, I have an ego, but my ego has never
Speaker 3: been like Twelvey Awards. I really don't care when you
Speaker 3: When I win it, does that make me happy, of course,
Speaker 3: But when I lose it, I see people get really upset.
Speaker 2: I don't I feel that.
Speaker 1: I feel like it doesn't make my day tomorrow going
Speaker 1: to be any last ever, I felt like everybody is
Speaker 1: deserving just as much as that a word exactly.
Speaker 3: I'm really cut the bullshit. Not everyone's deserving.
Speaker 2: Come on, you know there are people I'm on the
Speaker 2: nominees are.
Speaker 3: People that have won in the past, and you're like,
Speaker 3: like you, I only want it six times.
Speaker 1: Okay, so they took it away from you. They took
Speaker 1: my award away too. At school, I didn't go get
Speaker 1: an award one time. Gary got mad blah blah blah.
Speaker 1: Here we are, oh really two times? Suck my duck,
Speaker 1: you know here we are of it all.
Speaker 3: You know how for me, they've always been good, like
Speaker 3: like I've never done anything.
Speaker 1: Like you know, I don't have And I hosted the
Speaker 1: awards and I did a great No, it was an
Speaker 1: amazing joke.
Speaker 2: My dancing and singing was great.
Speaker 3: It was great. No, honestly, like I hate to sing it.
Speaker 3: I hate to give you prop shit like that, but
Speaker 3: I don't. I don't remember, you know, I'll give a
Speaker 3: vy And they always do a great production for it,
Speaker 3: like they do great. But the year you and tell
Speaker 3: me did it with like.
Speaker 1: I feel like the production issue was really great too.
Speaker 1: I feel like all the years is the goods great.
Speaker 1: I feel like as far as like the the meat
Speaker 1: of the show and that like the writers whatever for
Speaker 1: my my year biased or not. On twenty fifteen, if
Speaker 1: you guys have watched on Showtime, Yeah, we did a
Speaker 1: whole thing always like a song and dancing. We're just
Speaker 1: really like interactive and it was really fun. So the
Speaker 1: way that the Internet that the Internet has changed us
Speaker 1: a little bit, and then now we have social media
Speaker 1: stuff and then we have even more platforms. Do you
Speaker 1: think OnlyFans is a good thing or a bad thing?
Speaker 2: Do you think a gift the curse?
Speaker 3: I think it's a great thing I love that Listen again, like,
Speaker 3: there are different levels in this industry, okay, and very
Speaker 3: often when you're on top, you tend to know more
Speaker 3: of the people that are on top, and so everyone
Speaker 3: seems super busy. But there are a lot of people
Speaker 3: in the industry that I'm not as busy as you
Speaker 3: wear when you were performing or as I am. And
Speaker 3: back then, some of those people would do two, three,
Speaker 3: four scenes in a month, and they are no other
Speaker 3: way to make money, and some of them had to
Speaker 3: quit because there was not enough to leave and go
Speaker 3: back to it. Now you can not work a lot
Speaker 3: in the industry, still have a revenue from only fan
Speaker 3: of snapshat premium or whatever you do, and you don't
Speaker 3: have to spend money on it because you can talk
Speaker 3: to other performers and share content with them. And I
Speaker 3: think it's really amazing that now it feels like this
Speaker 3: industry is owned by performers way more than by company,
Speaker 3: and I love that. The other thing I love about
Speaker 3: it is there are a lot of people that had
Speaker 3: a great career, but then it's time for them to stop,
Speaker 3: either because they're not getting as much work or they
Speaker 3: don't like it as much as they did. They don't
Speaker 3: have the passion for it, and it can be really
Speaker 3: hard to just stop and go back to the real
Speaker 3: world with a real job. It can be really hard.
Speaker 3: It allows those people to quit the industry but still
Speaker 3: make money with their name by having like a revenue
Speaker 3: with what they do.
Speaker 2: Agreed.
Speaker 1: I mean, I think that it's a great platform. You know,
Speaker 1: we all use it. I think, like you said, the
Speaker 1: biggest part all of that is it's the first time
Speaker 1: I feel like where the performers are finally taking back
Speaker 1: what was kind of like what ours and our our
Speaker 1: what we do for all fans out there. We are
Speaker 1: getting too truth with Texas. I don't know if he's
Speaker 1: gonna handle this game. I think that all these questions
Speaker 1: are like you've done them, seen him. I can't wait
Speaker 1: to hear all your answers.
Speaker 3: Can you sit manuel like that again and let me
Speaker 3: record it so it's my ringtone?
Speaker 1: Now, okay, baby Canary, you better, you better stop all
Speaker 1: your requests.
Speaker 2: I see why you're been called a diva before.
Speaker 1: All right, let's get it all right, So each carter
Speaker 1: all aces and you're gonna get a symbol that Miss
Speaker 1: Texas is going to tell you, oh it's a spade
Speaker 1: here at private talk. That's our favorite one. It's a
Speaker 1: naughty question, which I feel like all your shit is naughty.
Speaker 1: So I feel like you're one of the naughtiest people
Speaker 1: that I have known. And let's see, when's the last
Speaker 1: time you had sex with your ex?
Speaker 3: Was my ex? Which one?
Speaker 1: Do you have a lot of x's in the industry
Speaker 1: when you're single and you.
Speaker 2: Like still work with them?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 2: Is it that a thing?
Speaker 3: No, I don't. I usually once once I'm done, I'm done.
Speaker 2: When you're done, you're done. So you're out there, no listed.
Speaker 3: Well, yeah, it doesn't mean I'm mad or anything.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're done.
Speaker 3: That it's weird.
Speaker 1: Okay, fuck that question. How about do you like in
Speaker 1: your personal life? Do you like watching your partner masturbate solo?
Speaker 1: Or do you always have to be a part of
Speaker 1: the situation? Like what if she was just fucking to
Speaker 1: like your movie that you directed?
Speaker 2: Would you be okay with that?
Speaker 3: Oh? I love it. I love watching my wife come
Speaker 3: so watching her?
Speaker 1: So are you like in the closet with like, you know,
Speaker 1: peeping Tom kind of.
Speaker 3: Do I have to be in the closet, like just
Speaker 3: like I want.
Speaker 2: You in the closet. That's pretty belong.
Speaker 3: Well, but then do you want me in the closet
Speaker 3: just to say like, oh, you finally came out of
Speaker 3: the closet.
Speaker 1: No, I mean I already know that you're not in
Speaker 1: the closet at all, but I feel like you could
Speaker 1: be a peeping tom, Like maybe that's just yeah, No.
Speaker 3: I don't mind as long as I can watch. I'm cool,
Speaker 3: like I want to watch your come. So if you know,
Speaker 3: if it makes you happy that I'm hiding to watch
Speaker 3: my wife, then next time I tell her, like, she's
Speaker 3: gonna be like, why are you hiding for Texas?
Speaker 1: Texas asked me underneath the bed and you fit with
Speaker 1: your big ass butter.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, let's see naughty diamond. That's spicy? Are you spicy?
Speaker 1: Man?
Speaker 3: Well? Not really?
Speaker 2: Have you ever touched yourself in public?
Speaker 3: Well? Yeah, but it was like the setup was you know,
Speaker 3: does does in a swinger club countless in public? I
Speaker 3: don't know, like like like in public.
Speaker 1: Public handle of judges because I don't know if that's
Speaker 1: like public because it's I don't know that's what you're
Speaker 1: meant to do.
Speaker 2: I don't know. That's a tough, fun one one thing like, oh,
Speaker 2: were you booked to be at this swingers club?
Speaker 3: No? I wasn't booked. No, No, I don't do like if
Speaker 3: I go to events like it's because I want to
Speaker 3: be there, not like I had like the weirdest experience
Speaker 3: at a swinger club. It was in south of France
Speaker 3: and there was a lady that came to me and
Speaker 3: she's like, hey, I like you do you want to
Speaker 3: come with me? And you know my husband is here,
Speaker 3: but he's cool, he likes it. You know, she was hot.
Speaker 3: So I went there and I stopped sucking her and
Speaker 3: in front of the husband. The husband was there, but like,
Speaker 3: I didn't care. And then I was already Manuel Ferrara
Speaker 3: when it happened. But then all of a sudden, I
Speaker 3: realized that I realized that the whole club actually stopped
Speaker 3: just to go around us to watch me fuck. And
Speaker 3: it was so weird to me, like it was and
Speaker 3: they started clapping and finished, yeah finished, of course?
Speaker 2: Where did you finish on her face?
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's your favorite place to finish.
Speaker 3: Anywhere if a girl likes.
Speaker 1: You know, like fuck the girl, where do you like it?
Speaker 1: And I hope you don't say her eye because that's
Speaker 1: fucked up.
Speaker 3: I'm a shooter, so even when I don't want, I'm
Speaker 3: pretty sure I got you the eye. But uh no,
Speaker 3: like like like if if I know that a girl
Speaker 3: likes it one way, then it's gonna chem me on
Speaker 3: so much more to do it, like like some girls
Speaker 3: get really into like the mouth. Some girls are like
Speaker 3: inside or things like that. Although inside like I do
Speaker 3: it only when I funk with con them. Even in movies,
Speaker 3: I don't do like crimpy.
Speaker 2: That's a lie.
Speaker 1: Because we just had Angela White on my couch and
Speaker 1: she said that she cried because shotted a cream pie
Speaker 1: scene and it was the most intense.
Speaker 3: She that is the only time you can see me
Speaker 3: do that, and.
Speaker 1: Because we heard it private talk all the time.
Speaker 3: It's true, and it's true. It's true, and we talked
Speaker 3: about it.
Speaker 2: She asked me, she told you she was on birth control.
Speaker 3: Like the whole thing. Like like like you know, Angela
Speaker 3: and I we we talked a lot about that scene
Speaker 3: and she knew I didn't do cream Yeah, so we
Speaker 3: had to talk about it.
Speaker 2: And did you have to ask your wife about it?
Speaker 3: Not really, because it's not my wife that asked me
Speaker 3: not to do.
Speaker 1: But it's something that I'm not saying that she doesn't
Speaker 1: have to, but I feel like it's something that you
Speaker 1: should as a couple. If that's something that's like you
Speaker 1: don't do.
Speaker 2: I feel like.
Speaker 1: It's something it's just something that's cute.
Speaker 3: Maybe maybe I should have mentioned it, like like I
Speaker 3: don't know if it was that im important because it
Speaker 3: was never something it's important. Well, yeah, but I can't control. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I can't control.
Speaker 1: Do you do that because of the fact that you
Speaker 1: just don't trust the girls in the industry as far
Speaker 1: as like doing those types of scenes.
Speaker 3: Yeah, anything can happen. It's not necessarily about trust, but
Speaker 3: like you never know, like I'm always your pride. When
Speaker 3: I hear a girl it's not on birth control in
Speaker 3: the industry, I'm like, already have four kids.
Speaker 1: I'm okay, I'm okay. You know I like it. So
Speaker 1: you're not coming inside her?
Speaker 3: Got it?
Speaker 2: No heart, that's a romantic one.
Speaker 3: I'm French, so that's my expertise.
Speaker 2: Did you ever have a crush on a teacher growing up?
Speaker 3: I had a music teacher when I was a kid,
Speaker 3: and uh, yeah I liked her, but it was like
Speaker 3: like really like innocent crush.
Speaker 1: So it's not something like you went back and revisited
Speaker 1: and was like, I mean, well.
Speaker 3: No, no, it was not like a perverted thing. It
Speaker 3: was like, it's a kid's crush. She was so nice
Speaker 3: to me and I liked her class and you know
Speaker 3: she It wasn't anything.
Speaker 2: It was an innocent crush.
Speaker 1: Okay, what was your first sexual experience? That means it's
Speaker 1: good and don't.
Speaker 3: No, it's actually not good. That's what's funny. It's that
Speaker 3: like like people that are not in the industry put
Speaker 3: male performing on the pedestal, but like no One started
Speaker 3: being a superhero no One. My first time, I was
Speaker 3: like probably three inches away to penetrate the girl when
Speaker 3: I came like, I didn't even put it in that
Speaker 3: I was so turned on that I can And a
Speaker 3: little bit like my first time in my.
Speaker 2: Pre comer, like came on like the whole the money shot.
Speaker 3: Like right, the whole thing. And what's funny is a
Speaker 3: little bit like my first time in porn. I went
Speaker 3: to clean up and came back and then I was
Speaker 3: ready again, so I was like, let's do it, like
Speaker 3: this doesn't stopping me, and then I killed it for
Speaker 3: at least two minutes before I came again, trust.
Speaker 1: Me, like.
Speaker 2: Times if you came in one session, Well.
Speaker 3: It depends because I've done a lot. I've came a
Speaker 3: lot jerking off.
Speaker 2: How many times have you jerking off?
Speaker 3: I would joke off, like all day, all the time?
Speaker 2: Like how how like what's the number?
Speaker 3: Ten? Twelve, fifteen?
Speaker 2: Doesn't get wrong?
Speaker 3: Well? No, but it was to the point I skin.
Speaker 3: I have a FoST kid, so it's easier, but to
Speaker 3: the point that I would have the orgasm but nothing
Speaker 3: was coming out.
Speaker 1: It's like that, like, right, does it hurt at that time?
Speaker 3: Where did it go? No? It only hurt if you
Speaker 3: don't let it up, like it only hurt if.
Speaker 2: You like it's like that.
Speaker 3: It's like blue balls exactly.
Speaker 2: I get blue lips.
Speaker 1: I know well.
Speaker 3: To me, blue balls, it would be the equivalent of
Speaker 3: when women have like stomach cramped from monstruation. You know that.
Speaker 2: Feeling that is knocked the comparison.
Speaker 3: It's painful as fuck blue balls.
Speaker 1: You cannot tell me that my menstrual crams is the
Speaker 1: same level.
Speaker 3: They say it's the same. I say, that's the closer,
Speaker 3: the closest thing you can compare it to.
Speaker 2: Like everyone in this room is now dumber for having
Speaker 2: listened to it. Yes we are.
Speaker 3: WHOA what a call out? I feel like you set
Speaker 3: up those buttons just for me because they've.
Speaker 2: Been here, but I like them. They weren't.
Speaker 1: But I don't think it's a comparison. Maybe I'm not
Speaker 1: saying that it doesn't hurt. And I can't because I
Speaker 1: don't have balls, obviously, but I have blue lips, and
Speaker 1: I've definitely gone to that urge where it's just.
Speaker 3: Like, wait, what's blue leaps?
Speaker 2: Blue lips is the same as blue balls. I don't
Speaker 2: come either.
Speaker 1: My lips are just so swollen and aching because they
Speaker 1: want to come and they don't. Yeah, because a man
Speaker 1: came for himself because he was selfish and he didn't
Speaker 1: finished the job. Motherfuckers, everyone in this room because you
Speaker 1: remember the button. I need a taser for the next
Speaker 1: show crossed this line? I like them dose of my
Speaker 1: own medicine. And it's not even that time yet, alread, are.
Speaker 2: You ready for this?
Speaker 3: I wonder what cottage it's this one.
Speaker 1: It means it's kinky, it's the club, and we all
Speaker 1: know your kinky.
Speaker 2: So let's see.
Speaker 1: I feel like I already asked you that one, So
Speaker 1: let's see have you ever been caught masturbating?
Speaker 3: Several times?
Speaker 2: And by who?
Speaker 3: Once by a very good friend of mine when I was.
Speaker 2: A kid, a girl or a guy.
Speaker 3: I was so upset it was you were upset because
Speaker 3: it was one of my best friends. I was upset
Speaker 3: because he came in my room, was unknocking right and
Speaker 3: like literally caught me.
Speaker 1: Did you keep going or you were like get out?
Speaker 3: I was get the fuck out and then I was done.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you just didn't come out.
Speaker 3: It was very awkward. Then I came out acting like
Speaker 3: nothing happened. He acted like nothing happened.
Speaker 2: So y'all didn't even talk about it.
Speaker 3: No, I didn't want to talk about it.
Speaker 2: That's awkward. You don't know why didn't you lock your door?
Speaker 3: Because I didn't have a luck on my door. I
Speaker 3: lived in a very polite family that knocks at the
Speaker 3: door when you.
Speaker 2: So you would never get caught by your mom.
Speaker 1: No, what happened whenever your mom found out that you
Speaker 1: actually were not going to be a pe teacher and
Speaker 1: he decided to do porn.
Speaker 3: It was very awkward. Because my mom born and raised
Speaker 3: in Friends. But my mom is Spanish and she was
Speaker 3: born and raised in a tiny, tiny village, like super
Speaker 3: like religious type people. Right. And also I was the
Speaker 3: only kid in my family, only person in my family
Speaker 3: that actually went to college. So I went from like
Speaker 3: the pride of the family, the chosen one is in
Speaker 3: college okay to be a pe teacher, but still is
Speaker 3: in college. Right, But uh so, what does my wim
Speaker 3: do now? That's the only thing to see that to me,
Speaker 3: I've never been ashamed of my job. I've never been
Speaker 3: like like, I never felt like I was doing anything
Speaker 3: wrong and I'm not. But I know that sometimes when
Speaker 3: people would ask that to my mom in the beginning,
Speaker 3: it made it very awkward for her. And that's the
Speaker 3: only thing that hurt me. That I never wanted to
Speaker 3: make my mom feel like that. But at the end
Speaker 3: of the day, I feel like, if your parents love you,
Speaker 3: it doesn't matter what you do for a living. As
Speaker 3: long as you're healthy. You're not hurting anyone. You're not
Speaker 3: doing anything that you know that's crazy, even though pond
Speaker 3: for some people it's crazy. That's all my mom cared about,
Speaker 3: is It was like, because when you don't know the industry,
Speaker 3: you only go by either imagination of what you've heard
Speaker 3: in the media and they never talk good about what
Speaker 3: we do.
Speaker 2: Right, so perception are you doing drugs?
Speaker 3: Like did you get raped or like, you know, things
Speaker 3: like that.
Speaker 1: What happened to you that you decided to do porn?
Speaker 1: I remember iazinget that all the time. I'm like nothing,
Speaker 1: it was my decision. No one forced me.
Speaker 2: I decided to do it because I wanted to do it.
Speaker 2: I like to do it. It's how I express myself
Speaker 2: and it's a form of art.
Speaker 3: And the majority of people in the industry I like that.
Speaker 3: It would be wrong to say that there aren't people
Speaker 3: that go in the industry for the wrong reason because
Speaker 3: it happened, but it doesn't necessarily come from like the
Speaker 3: porn industry. There are people like that are like how
Speaker 3: you say that, they come already with things that happen
Speaker 3: they have, They already have.
Speaker 1: Things that are that they dealt with that they're just
Speaker 1: bringing it to the table.
Speaker 2: It's not because of porn.
Speaker 3: And sometimes getting into porn wis this baggage can make
Speaker 3: like either amplify it or for some people it can
Speaker 3: be a really good therapy. True, you know, yeah, listen,
Speaker 3: there is always bad stories, but trust me, the majority
Speaker 3: of the people in the street they are come happy
Speaker 3: and they love doing it and they know like you're
Speaker 3: surrounded by good people that care about you and want
Speaker 3: you to be happy.
Speaker 1: For sure, And I respect your honesty. You're a porn legend.
Speaker 1: Thank you for your knowledge, Thank you for coming to
Speaker 1: Private Talk. Is there anything that you know that you
Speaker 1: would say that change to yourself? And if you could
Speaker 1: say to your younger self, anything that you would change
Speaker 1: different as advice coming into the industry or anything in life.
Speaker 3: I don't know. I wouldn't say anything to change anything.
Speaker 3: I would just I would just say.
Speaker 2: Like, enjoy, enjoy.
Speaker 1: All right, private talk? You heard it, Manuel, Sonny, I
Speaker 1: don't enjoy. We're going to take a quick little break
Speaker 1: and we're going to have him put me in the
Speaker 1: hot seat and see what questions Manuel Scott for Miss Texas.
Speaker 1: So what questions do you have for me in this
Speaker 1: hot seat? I've been coreling you, I've been asking all
Speaker 1: these questions. I know there must be something you have
Speaker 1: to ask ye.
Speaker 3: Actually I thought about that when you told me I'll
Speaker 3: ask you questions because I've always knew you as as
Speaker 3: a performer, but I know you've directed movies I have.
Speaker 3: How was that for you? Like, what did you like it? There?
Speaker 3: Was it something that you're planning on doing more.
Speaker 1: You know? I it was it was kind of funny
Speaker 1: how it happened. It kind of kind of happened organically,
Speaker 1: so I feel like that's always the best way.
Speaker 2: I kind of just kind of fell into it. But
Speaker 2: I loved it.
Speaker 1: It was apart because I'm such a performer, but I
Speaker 1: just like, like I'm an artist and stead of things.
Speaker 1: So it was like my own direction. It was my own,
Speaker 1: you know, from the wardrobe to every detail. It was
Speaker 1: just very like the location to the picking the people,
Speaker 1: like what like my envision of the scene was. And
Speaker 1: so like I really got into like the more artistic
Speaker 1: part of it because it's like you, as a true pervert,
Speaker 1: you have all these like ideas in your head or
Speaker 1: you've done, you know, fantasies or scenes that you out
Speaker 1: will do, but you didn't like when it comes to
Speaker 1: your own it was just like unleashing my Pandora's box
Speaker 1: of sexuality.
Speaker 2: So it was really cool.
Speaker 1: And invigorating, and I felt like I was maybe a
Speaker 1: little bit two hands on it first, because you don't
Speaker 1: know from being the performer director, you're literally at one
Speaker 1: point I was talking like, not the very first one,
Speaker 1: but towards the end because it stopped in the beginning,
Speaker 1: I was actually performing still the last one I did,
Speaker 1: I wasn't performing, so it was it was a really
Speaker 1: great area of like I was like, I just want
Speaker 1: to fix his balls, and I like and I like
Speaker 1: moved it and I was like, man, I put my hand.
Speaker 1: I was like, I was like, no, I'm sorry, do
Speaker 1: you have consent? I'm sorry, I'm like, I don't know,
Speaker 1: fix his balls because it was like stuck, you know
Speaker 1: how it is.
Speaker 2: It didn't look nice.
Speaker 1: And I was my first time and I shot camera
Speaker 1: for the first time too this last one, so I
Speaker 1: was really like putting all my all in it. So
Speaker 1: I hold on and I probably spit too.
Speaker 3: Did the guy come? Did the guy go?
Speaker 2: He did?
Speaker 3: You know?
Speaker 1: And he had no problem. Well he didn't come when
Speaker 1: I touched his small but he didn't have problems with
Speaker 1: me doing it.
Speaker 2: I just it was just a line who would have like.
Speaker 3: Like, who would ever have a problem with you touching
Speaker 3: the balls?
Speaker 1: Yeah, But there's also because I'm a director and like,
Speaker 1: you know, you don't want to like cross people's boundaries
Speaker 1: because what if I made someone feel uncomfortable and that's
Speaker 1: the last thing I would want to do. But I
Speaker 1: will say all the other ones I did, like do it.
Speaker 1: I was in a bikini for other part of the one.
Speaker 1: I had my ass on that. I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: you have what problems here? Just here's my tits. I'm
Speaker 1: a helping hand. It's okay, j Mac for sure, like
Speaker 1: saw my ts. I think I even I was doing
Speaker 1: the whole like we're doing POV like thing, and he
Speaker 1: was like leaning against me. He's like this is much
Speaker 1: easier leaning against a girl. But the director and it
Speaker 1: is a guy director because he's like leaning and I'm
Speaker 1: like holding it. But it was just really cool for me.
Speaker 1: I feel like it just at least a lot of
Speaker 1: things that like I didn't know I could do and
Speaker 1: so and like seeing that come to life on like
Speaker 1: a movie and people purchasing it and getting feedback, it
Speaker 1: was just kind of really surreal and cool. So I
Speaker 1: feel like it was just kind.
Speaker 3: Of okay, baby, you know what.
Speaker 2: And the first one really.
Speaker 3: Was picked everything. And I used to get very offended
Speaker 3: when like there would be reviews and people would be like, yeah,
Speaker 3: it's a good movie.
Speaker 2: I'm like, good, what do you make it good great?
Speaker 3: Exactly, Like it's your baby, like you decided everything about it,
Speaker 3: and no one wants to hear that baby's ugly or
Speaker 3: even just good.
Speaker 1: I would never have an ugly baby, right, But it's
Speaker 1: like I feel also to it, or it's like how
Speaker 1: you may have portrayed it and then like they didn't
Speaker 1: get it and you're like, no, but that's not how
Speaker 1: it was. Like I remember the first one, like the
Speaker 1: box cover for me. I did it with Jada, and
Speaker 1: it was I had this whole scene in my head
Speaker 1: and it was like we like painted each other's asses
Speaker 1: with paint, so it was like a paint thing and
Speaker 1: it was like pink and purple and it was like
Speaker 1: this huge, great thing, and like we made these like
Speaker 1: canvases that looked like butterflies.
Speaker 2: It was beautiful, but I.
Speaker 1: Don't know, like to everybody else, I was like, but
Speaker 1: that was like the best ever.
Speaker 2: I don't know how well everybody else loved it, but
Speaker 2: I fucking loved it.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: No, I definitely like it though. It's it's definitely I
Speaker 1: like being hands on.
Speaker 3: That's good. Would you uh, would you ever like want
Speaker 3: to be part of like like like a cold directing
Speaker 3: production with my wife. For example, Oh, I.
Speaker 1: See where this is going. You know, I never say never.
Speaker 1: I like to I like to challenge myself. I like
Speaker 1: to do different things, and I like to do things
Speaker 1: I've never done before, like and you know what she
Speaker 1: does and the you know, like the whole cinema cinematography
Speaker 1: of like the whole like even but still having good sex.
Speaker 1: My whole thing in portraying the business, like where I
Speaker 1: elevated to at this point, is like showing sexuality and a
Speaker 1: different light and showing like women's like feminisity and like
Speaker 1: the rawness and beauty of all that stuff like that.
Speaker 1: So that's why you know, with someone like your wife,
Speaker 1: she's I feel like she portrays that.
Speaker 2: So like I said, I never say never.
Speaker 1: I like being you know, involved in good projects and
Speaker 1: things like that, so you know, if it works work,
Speaker 1: so never say ever.
Speaker 3: I'll talk to her. She would love that, I know already,
Speaker 3: Like I know she would love to do something like
Speaker 3: she likes to do project with other girls from the
Speaker 3: industry and like like she's done things with Joanne Angels,
Speaker 3: she did things with Stoya, she did things with uh
Speaker 3: Adria Ray and uh she likes that she likes and
Speaker 3: she likes like men too, but she I know, she
Speaker 3: feels like like she has a different connection with women,
Speaker 3: and you can bomb.
Speaker 1: It just brings out I feel like the same way
Speaker 1: how we you know, made references as performers and how
Speaker 1: you feel comfortable with somebody, I think with the woman
Speaker 1: in mind and because we're such awful women but really
Speaker 1: feminists at hearts that you portray it and when you
Speaker 1: talk to someone like minded, it brings out things from
Speaker 1: each other that you probably may not have known or
Speaker 1: maybe you do, and it kind of like glorifies those things.
Speaker 3: So a little bit like Misson used to get that
Speaker 3: out of other way.
Speaker 1: Women, Yeah, because you know, there's not a lot of
Speaker 1: women directors, and I think that that's also.
Speaker 3: Why I now there's a lot more. Yeah, but at
Speaker 3: that time, yeah.
Speaker 1: But you didn't have anybody to really like relate to
Speaker 1: us as performers and that so I feel like it's
Speaker 1: really cool when the performer kind of crosses over because
Speaker 1: they have that empathy for you know, as a performer
Speaker 1: as well, even though you are behind the camera.
Speaker 3: No, no, And it's great, it's great that there is
Speaker 3: that many women like I don't see for example, I
Speaker 3: don't like the term. I hate when people say bond
Speaker 3: for women. Like men and women, we have all differences,
Speaker 3: but like women can also like gonzo and can like stories.
Speaker 3: Men can also like movies with stories and everything. I
Speaker 3: just I just like just having like different views from
Speaker 3: everyone without having to like put like a tag on
Speaker 3: it that's like, oh, they are women, so they make
Speaker 3: bond for women. No, you don't make you make bond.
Speaker 3: You try to make bond for everyone, not just you know.
Speaker 1: I think that's what fascinating me so much about it
Speaker 1: is because I minored in sociology and college and so
Speaker 1: I've always been really fascinated about how people are and
Speaker 1: their surroundings and like how that hasn't appealed and like
Speaker 1: an effect on how they either from what they watch,
Speaker 1: you know, in porn wise or whatever, because it's what
Speaker 1: we're telling the world. And I think that's really cool
Speaker 1: how it's you know, kind of a melting pot to
Speaker 1: all of those things. So I'm all about female empowerment.
Speaker 3: I like, I'm all about that too.
Speaker 1: Yes, do you think that the word like you know,
Speaker 1: we say like porn star. Do you think that that
Speaker 1: word is thrown so loosely. Now do you think that
Speaker 1: even has a meaning as it did before it one time?
Speaker 3: I don't really care about honestly, like like, hey, you
Speaker 3: want to be called a pone style. You've done two
Speaker 3: scenes and you feel you feel like a pone star
Speaker 3: being a poone star, I don't. I don't again, like
Speaker 3: like you know.
Speaker 1: That's coming from the legend, even that, I'm like, how
Speaker 1: does that feel?
Speaker 3: I'm just an I feel.
Speaker 1: Like when you hear that word, how does that make
Speaker 1: you feel?
Speaker 3: It makes me feel old, that's all it makes me
Speaker 3: feel like. I remember. It takes me back when I
Speaker 3: first came to America and I met Mark Davis for
Speaker 3: the first time and I was like, you're a legend.
Speaker 3: He was like that only means I'm old and I
Speaker 3: live this and I'm like, fuck, I am.
Speaker 1: Well. I think that it is much more than just
Speaker 1: being old. I think it's a respectable thing. You've done
Speaker 1: a lot of great work, and you've done a lot
Speaker 1: of scenes. You know, even with myself, that brought things
Speaker 1: out in myself as a performer and just being in
Speaker 1: a safe, comfortable zone where nowadays you never know what
Speaker 1: you're going to get with the performer on set, you know,
Speaker 1: and a lot of people unfortunately have had things that
Speaker 1: happen on set that aren't even happy and not good
Speaker 1: good and bad, and I feel like I'm fortunate to
Speaker 1: have I've had a safe place to work and always
Speaker 1: have really been with the performers like yourself. So again,
Speaker 1: thank you for taking your time and coming on Private.
Speaker 2: I am let us let my fans know one more time.
Speaker 1: Where we can find you any of your Instagram's, your
Speaker 1: Twitch instagram, Oh you've been.
Speaker 2: Naughty on there, tell us your Twitch channel again.
Speaker 3: My Twitch channel. You can find me at twitch dot
Speaker 3: tv slash Manuel Ferrara TV.
Speaker 1: You heard him, and hopefully I'll be on there very soon,
Speaker 1: so make sure you watch it.
Speaker 3: I'm about to do another charity stream too.
Speaker 2: Oh cool. Definitely will have to be a part of that.
Speaker 3: Then awesome.
Speaker 1: All right, Private Talk, make sure you like it, subscribe
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