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<v Speaker 1>Authenticity podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks for choosing Boundless Authenticity. My guest tonight is Sarah Tai,

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<v Speaker 2>our Tarot reader and a host of the Spirit Journey

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<v Speaker 2>Collective podcast. Did I get that right?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, great? So how'd you get into this?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? That is a great question.

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<v Speaker 3>I discovered tarot about twenty years ago when I was

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<v Speaker 3>in high school, so I've been reading for a long

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<v Speaker 3>time for myself and friends and things like that. But

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<v Speaker 3>I through my spiritual awakening, which happened about four years ago,

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<v Speaker 3>it was I was asking for my purpose and tara

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<v Speaker 3>was what kept coming to me, and it was the

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<v Speaker 3>one thing I kept saying no to until I finally.

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<v Speaker 3>Spirit has a way of constantly tapping you onto the

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<v Speaker 3>shoulder or throwing it two by four you until you

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<v Speaker 3>say yes. And so for me, I think it was

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<v Speaker 3>probably the third or fourth chap. I finally said, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm going to try this. And it's been a journey,

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<v Speaker 3>but I love it. And taro is so misunderstood, but

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<v Speaker 3>it's such a beautiful medicinal tool, is what I found.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, I could agree with you there. I mean, I've

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<v Speaker 2>never gotten into it myself when I was younger, and

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<v Speaker 2>when I say younger, I mean a kid, My mom

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<v Speaker 2>got me a big book on Nataro and I just

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<v Speaker 2>kind of like, no, not for me, and through it

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<v Speaker 2>in the corner. We still have it somewhere in the house,

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<v Speaker 2>but yeah, I've just been avoiding it for the most

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<v Speaker 2>part too, So I get that. But I just, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm one of these people where I have a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of different things thrown at me, and it's like I

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<v Speaker 2>can only do so many things. So I want to

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<v Speaker 2>get the opportunity to talk to you or anybody else

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<v Speaker 2>that's into it, and it really helps, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, absolutely, I feel the same way about astrology.

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<v Speaker 1>I love astrology. That's why I get like you.

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<v Speaker 3>I try to learn how to do it once and

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<v Speaker 3>it's like a giant math problem. So I let the

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<v Speaker 3>professionals deal with astrology. Although I love the idea of it,

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<v Speaker 3>it's probably something.

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<v Speaker 2>Similar exactly should lead it to the professionals. So I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>what is your favorite part about doing this work? Though?

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<v Speaker 3>I think my favorite part is watching how the message

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<v Speaker 3>changes lives.

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<v Speaker 1>And that sounds really grandiose, but it does.

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<v Speaker 3>Every single time I do a reading, especially not all

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<v Speaker 3>the time, but especially when I do events. So I

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<v Speaker 3>offer five more on one sessions, email readings, and then

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<v Speaker 3>I also do events where I get hired for weddings

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<v Speaker 3>and corporate events and parties and things like that, and

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<v Speaker 3>those I love the most because most of the people

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<v Speaker 3>who sit down with me have never ever done a

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<v Speaker 3>Tarot reading. And so when they sit down with me

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<v Speaker 3>and they're expecting something kind of entertaining and woo wo,

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<v Speaker 3>and instead they walk away with some tangible spiritual advice

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<v Speaker 3>that not only land but was like rite what they

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<v Speaker 3>needed to hear. It's really cool to see how they

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<v Speaker 3>take it and how now their entire perception of Tarot

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<v Speaker 3>is completely changed and they have something to help them, like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, moving on with their life forwards.

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<v Speaker 1>So I love the medicinal aspect.

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<v Speaker 3>I love seeing how it can help people evolve and

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<v Speaker 3>grow and transform.

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't know if you know much about human design, but.

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<v Speaker 3>I am a projector, and I don't know how to

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<v Speaker 3>say because I'm not into human design either. But my

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<v Speaker 3>cross of tension, I think is my It's something important,

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<v Speaker 3>but it means I like I provoke people, and basically

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<v Speaker 3>that's what I do through Taro is I provoke change

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<v Speaker 3>and not me like I'm the vessel.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the conduit for.

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<v Speaker 3>Spirit to basically be the catalyst and provoke change with

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<v Speaker 3>the people I set with. And that's my favorite part

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<v Speaker 3>is just seeing how they take them out message and

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<v Speaker 3>what they.

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<v Speaker 1>Do with it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I think I'm a manifesting generator or something like that.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's another Okay, coming soon. But I like what

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<v Speaker 2>you said because people who like to behave as though

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<v Speaker 2>there is a hierarchy of healing modalities and only certain

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<v Speaker 2>things can work and all that. But it brings clarity,

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<v Speaker 2>it brings healing, it helps people get through a block,

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<v Speaker 2>and so it's valid. It really is. And what annoys

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<v Speaker 2>me is a super judaeo Christian perspective. Oh it's demonic,

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<v Speaker 2>it'll bring the How is looking at a piece of

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<v Speaker 2>cardboard going to bring demons into your life? I have

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<v Speaker 2>no idea.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I grew up Christians, so I definitely was in

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<v Speaker 3>Doctor David with a lot of that idealism. I broke

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<v Speaker 3>away from Christianity when I was about fifteen.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, around the time I got my first deck was when.

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<v Speaker 3>I just started asking the questions, and like you, I

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<v Speaker 3>didn't understand why these things were bad or scary. Now, granted,

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<v Speaker 3>when I did used to read. Back then, I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>see the medicine in it. For me, it was just

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<v Speaker 3>entertainment and woo woo, and let's pull out my cards

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<v Speaker 3>because I was young, and you know, it seemed.

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<v Speaker 1>Really mystical and magical. But as I've gotten older.

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<v Speaker 3>I've always had a Tarot deck on hand and I

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<v Speaker 3>would just pulled out here and there for fun. But

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<v Speaker 3>about seventy eight years ago was when I really saw

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<v Speaker 3>the medicine in it and really saw what it can

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<v Speaker 3>do versus like the entertainment aspect that I think a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of people still think Taro is so And I

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<v Speaker 3>love what you said about how you know there's different

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<v Speaker 3>healing modalities. It's not just one and done right, And

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<v Speaker 3>I think that that's important. Like you're saying that Taro

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<v Speaker 3>has never spoken to you in that way, but I'm

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<v Speaker 3>sure you have other modalities that have And so I'm

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<v Speaker 3>a big believer that we all have a modality to work.

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<v Speaker 1>With it, just we just have to find it.

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<v Speaker 3>Some really connect with pendulums, some really connect with angel cards.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, it just depends on your personality. And so

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<v Speaker 3>for me, and I've tried angel cards, I love them.

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<v Speaker 3>But for me, Tarot is it for just it speaks

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<v Speaker 3>to me? Is the best way to say it is.

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<v Speaker 3>I just feel like I can get in there and

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<v Speaker 3>really figure out what the problem is, what the blocks are,

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<v Speaker 3>what the traumas are, and et cetera. And yeah, breaking

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<v Speaker 3>away from that Christianity standpoint has definitely been a journey

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<v Speaker 3>because a lot of my family still is very Christian.

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<v Speaker 1>But I've learned to just follow what feels right to me.

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<v Speaker 3>And the more I've seen how my readings are, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>impact others, and I see I get that positive feedback,

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<v Speaker 3>the more I know I'm right where I'm supposed to be,

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<v Speaker 3>despite the belief system I'm still trying to break out of.

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<v Speaker 2>So what would you say to someone who's on the

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<v Speaker 2>fence about getting into tarot?

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<v Speaker 3>I would say, pick up a deck, honestly. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>you could always go to a professional as well, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and let them read your cards. But you can also

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<v Speaker 3>just buy a deck and just take your time with them.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>You can start with the book that comes with it,

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<v Speaker 3>or you can just what I did for the longest time,

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<v Speaker 3>even though I had my book, I would google different

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<v Speaker 3>meanings and I'd go with the one that felt right

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<v Speaker 3>to me, and that helped me build up my intuition

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<v Speaker 3>without me even knowing that that's what I was doing.

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<v Speaker 3>So there's lots of different ways you can kind of

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<v Speaker 3>play with it, but definitely if you're interested in figuring

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<v Speaker 3>out if it's for you, I would say, pick up

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<v Speaker 3>a deck and you know, give it some curiosity. Because

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<v Speaker 3>what I found so like I said about seven eight

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<v Speaker 3>years ago, was when I finally saw Caah for.

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<v Speaker 1>The magic and the medicine that it is.

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<v Speaker 3>I was in a really difficult situation in a marriage

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<v Speaker 3>unsure if I should leave or not. That was where

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<v Speaker 3>I was at, and it was actually kind of a

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<v Speaker 3>cool story because my so, my then husband, went to

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<v Speaker 3>work early that morning and I I got woken up

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<v Speaker 3>to my dogs going crazy and barking at my back patio.

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<v Speaker 3>And that's significant because I was on the second floor.

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<v Speaker 3>I remember I got woken up and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>You know, there's nothing out there.

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<v Speaker 3>We're on the second floor, and I looked out the

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<v Speaker 3>window and there's a raven sitting perfectly still on my balcony,

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<v Speaker 3>completely unbothered by my big Springer Spaniel that was jumping

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<v Speaker 3>and clawing at the door, like it just wasn't bothered

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<v Speaker 3>and just looked at me, and maybe was there for

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<v Speaker 3>maybe thirty seconds minute tops, but it just it felt longer,

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<v Speaker 3>but I just sat there and stared at me, and

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<v Speaker 3>then it flew away.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's when I thought, what does that mean? What

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<v Speaker 1>does a raven mean?

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<v Speaker 3>And so I looked it up, and it correlates a

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<v Speaker 3>lot with the death card in Tero. It speaks to

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<v Speaker 3>like the phoenix, new beginning, endings and new beginnings, and

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<v Speaker 3>so that prompted me to pull out my cards for

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<v Speaker 3>the first time ever to really ask them for guidance,

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<v Speaker 3>and I asked should I stay or should I go?

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<v Speaker 3>And the outcome cards were just so relevant. If I stayed,

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<v Speaker 3>if the outcome card was the Devil, which basically means

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<v Speaker 3>that the cycle wasn't going to change, it wasn't going

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<v Speaker 3>to get better if I stay. If I left, the

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<v Speaker 3>outcome card was death, which perfectly correlated with that raven.

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<v Speaker 1>I had just seen.

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<v Speaker 3>And so speaking of new beginnings and letting something ends

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<v Speaker 3>for something new can begin.

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<v Speaker 1>And so that's the first time I saw Taro for

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<v Speaker 1>the medicine that it is.

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<v Speaker 3>And I would say that After that, when I started

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<v Speaker 3>turning into my deck for some real issues, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I would turn for big life decisions or hey I

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<v Speaker 3>met this guy, is this a good fit? Or you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I would ask for different reasons. But the cards were

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<v Speaker 3>very consistent. So for someone who might want to pick

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<v Speaker 3>up a deck and they want to play with it

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<v Speaker 3>and see if it's.

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<v Speaker 1>For them, look at that consistency. Maybe even I create

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<v Speaker 1>a journal.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not really a journaler, so I didn't do that,

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<v Speaker 3>but I paid attention because whenever I pull out the cards,

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<v Speaker 3>like there was one one person I was dating for

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<v Speaker 3>a good six months and every time I asked, and

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<v Speaker 3>I asked my deck a lot of times, I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>is this is if things gonna work out? Tell me

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<v Speaker 3>what you know what to expect from this, and over

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<v Speaker 3>and over it kept saying, yeah, he's not going to commit, he's.

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<v Speaker 1>Just having fun. This is not going to go there.

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<v Speaker 1>And it said that's over and.

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<v Speaker 3>Over and over until I finally realized, like, oh wait, no,

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<v Speaker 3>you're right, it's not going anywhere, you know, But it

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<v Speaker 3>was consistent. I mean, and I can tell you I

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<v Speaker 3>asked my cards probably way too many times because I

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<v Speaker 3>was hoping for a different answer. This is way back when,

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<v Speaker 3>but you know, back when I started realizing there's more

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<v Speaker 3>the cards and see what that consistency is. Because when

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<v Speaker 3>you have seventy eight cards in a deck with a

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<v Speaker 3>different meaning and this and the relevant cards are constantly

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<v Speaker 1>Again, you know it says something. So yeah, I would

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that makes sense to me. I was reading some

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<v Speaker 2>of the reviews on your Facebook and they're incredible. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>one of them says Sarah's reading for me was so

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<v Speaker 2>interesting and insightful. She doesn't sugarcoat the messages, but still

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<v Speaker 2>delivers them in a thoughtful way, not blunt or harsh.

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<v Speaker 2>She even apologized that the reading may not have been

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<v Speaker 2>what I wanted to hear, especially since it dealt with

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<v Speaker 2>a relationship and maybe it sounds odd. Her voice is

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<v Speaker 2>also very soothing. Despite the message, I could have listened

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<v Speaker 2>to her talk for many more minutes. That's great.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm still it's so funny.

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<v Speaker 3>I've been doing this professionally for a little over three

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<v Speaker 1>But the reviews like that are just so.

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<v Speaker 3>Helpful and reminded me that I'm doing the work I'm

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<v Speaker 3>I'm an intuitive reader, because it's a combination of the cards.

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<v Speaker 1>And what I'm picking up from spirit.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's it's kind of a co creation thing that

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<v Speaker 3>in not like that review, when I'm picking up something

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<v Speaker 3>that I can tell it's not what they're wanting, but

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<v Speaker 3>that's what's coming through and it's not I've learned through

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<v Speaker 3>my you know, through my professional reading days, you can't sugarcoat,

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<v Speaker 3>and I've learned I don't sugarcote. Even if I'm super

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<v Speaker 3>uncomfortable with sharing what's coming through, I do it and

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<v Speaker 3>it always pays off. But that's Yeah, it's the removing

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<v Speaker 1>Want to hear.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, almost every single one of these reviews says how

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<v Speaker 2>you're intuitive and very caring and I think that's that's incredible,

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<v Speaker 2>because that's what we need. More of the reason why

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<v Speaker 2>traditional therapy fails is because people feel like their therapist

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<v Speaker 2>doesn't care. You know, but as a skilled helper of

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<v Speaker 2>any practice, carrying comes first and foremost, as well as

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<v Speaker 2>being very straightforward, being very blunt, because you can't just

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<v Speaker 2>continue to let wounds fester or they get infected, and

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<v Speaker 2>then after they stay infected for a while, what happens? Right?

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, yeah, so that's great.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a great analogy.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so I heard you were going to give me

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<v Speaker 2>a reading. Let's have some fun.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, absolutely.

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<v Speaker 3>So I have two different reading options I can offer you.

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<v Speaker 3>I can do one that's short and sweet, which is

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<v Speaker 3>takes about like five minutes, or I can do my

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<v Speaker 3>higher self message, which is a little more in depth

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<v Speaker 1>Ten to twelve minutes. Let's go for you to have

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<v Speaker 1>at which one short and sweet? All right, So, do

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<v Speaker 3>Or we could just dive into a certain area of

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<v Speaker 3>your life, or we could just see what higher self

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<v Speaker 1>Little more general.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's just do a general one. I'm curious, Oh, I

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<v Speaker 2>think you might have frozen. Yeah, I think we froze

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's the energy. It breaks zoom like crazy.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, that we are in the middle of Mercury retrograde

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<v Speaker 3>and that loves to mess with Zoom. As you mentioned before,

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<v Speaker 3>I also have a podcast and I use Zoom as

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<v Speaker 3>my reporting platform. And last time Mercury went into retrograde,

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<v Speaker 3>I never had any issues up until that point that

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<v Speaker 3>everything went wrong with Zoom. So Mercury retrograde specifically it

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<v Speaker 3>in Zoom is is it has some issues? Yeah, all right,

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm going to go over what's working for you

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<v Speaker 3>a challenged area, and then what high yourself wants you

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<v Speaker 3>to know overall, and so like the this is short

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<v Speaker 3>and sweet and more general, but usually the general tends

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<v Speaker 3>to land and meet you where you are. Is what

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<v Speaker 3>I've been told and seeing several different times. So what

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<v Speaker 3>is super interesting is the card that's working for you.

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<v Speaker 3>So I have the Five of Pentacles and this what

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<v Speaker 3>generally isn't really a positive card, so I find it,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I always find it super interesting when the

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<v Speaker 3>not so positive cards lands in the working for You placement.

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<v Speaker 1>So with what I'm picking up from this, so the

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<v Speaker 1>Five of Pentacles tends to speak to feelings of lack,

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<v Speaker 1>struggling with lack mentality, specifically feeling like you don't have

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<v Speaker 1>what you need in order to prosper, in order to

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<v Speaker 3>And so with this being in an area that's working

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<v Speaker 3>for you, I feel like what's coming up is feelings

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<v Speaker 3>of lack is something that you struggle with, but I

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<v Speaker 3>think that you are starting to learn how to battle that.

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<v Speaker 3>So when you start to feel like you're missing something

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<v Speaker 3>or you don't have what you need it maybe a

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<v Speaker 3>past version of you would have just kind of given

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<v Speaker 3>up or kind of just sat and wallowed in it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think now.

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<v Speaker 3>You're at this place where when you start to feel

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<v Speaker 3>like there's no resources and it's not going anywhere, instead

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<v Speaker 3>of giving up, you start to actually, okay, because I

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<v Speaker 3>feel this way, now, I know I.

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<v Speaker 1>Need to look for the resources.

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<v Speaker 3>I know I need to trust. And then I think

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<v Speaker 3>that you found when you've done that, doors start to open.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's almost like when you get pushed up against

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<v Speaker 3>the wall, you have the choice of like sitting down

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<v Speaker 3>and burying your head, or you have the choice of going,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not giving up.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to keep looking.

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<v Speaker 3>And I think that you've learned that way you can

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<v Speaker 3>push up against the wall.

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<v Speaker 1>Like no, no, no, no.

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<v Speaker 3>Now, I know more than ever I need to look

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<v Speaker 3>for those resources and know that they're there. So I

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<v Speaker 3>think it's working for you because you're starting to because

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<v Speaker 3>this car is a mindset shift. The invitation is to

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<v Speaker 3>shift to abundance mindset. It's to trust that when you

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<v Speaker 3>don't see the doors, that's when you need to look

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<v Speaker 3>for them and know that they're going to be there.

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<v Speaker 3>Versus if you don't look for the doors, you won't

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<v Speaker 3>find them because you're not looking. So it's starting to

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<v Speaker 3>trust that know those doors are there. I'm going to

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<v Speaker 3>just keep No, I'm not gonna give up. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 3>trust universe has my back and I'm gona trust that

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<v Speaker 3>whatever I need is available and within reach if I

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<v Speaker 3>look for it. So I think that that's what's working

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<v Speaker 3>for you, is that you're starting to shift that mindset

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<v Speaker 3>from lack of mentality to abundance, which is really cool.

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<v Speaker 3>The next card over is a challenged area for you,

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<v Speaker 3>and that's the Ten of Pentacles and so just also

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<v Speaker 3>I love it when it again it's kind of flip

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<v Speaker 3>flopp because this is more of a positive card. But

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<v Speaker 3>the Ten of Pentacles, the shadow side of the Ten

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<v Speaker 3>of Pentacles is not trusting the impact that you have

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<v Speaker 3>on the world.

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<v Speaker 1>And you're meant to make a big impact.

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<v Speaker 3>If you look at this picture, you could see all

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<v Speaker 3>the people that are coming together. That is part of

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<v Speaker 3>your work in this world is to bring people together.

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<v Speaker 3>And a lot of the shadow sides of the Ten

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<v Speaker 3>of Pentacles is not seeing your own value. It's not

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<v Speaker 3>seeing that that's what one of your superpowers is and

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<v Speaker 3>not trusting that in yourself. So a challenge area for

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<v Speaker 3>you is learning how to trust, like, okay, I do

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<v Speaker 3>impact people, do bring people together, even if it's one

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<v Speaker 3>on one like this. You know, even one of these

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<v Speaker 3>conversations can start a ripple effect, right and still touch

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<v Speaker 3>lots and lots of people, even if it's not in

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<v Speaker 1>So there's like a motivational speaker and.

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<v Speaker 3>Then there's like one on one or there's both, but

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<v Speaker 3>either way you're making you're meant to make an impact,

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<v Speaker 3>So don't second guess yourself. Don't feel like what you're

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<v Speaker 3>doing in the world isn't as important.

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<v Speaker 1>It's it's almost like you're doubting your light.

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<v Speaker 3>And higher self is like, no, no, no, no, your

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<v Speaker 3>light is meant to shine and it's meant to bring

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<v Speaker 3>people together. But you have to put yourself out there

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<v Speaker 3>and believe it and trust it and step into that

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<v Speaker 3>role willingly. So that's showing as a challenged area for you.

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<v Speaker 3>And then your higher self message overall is the five

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<v Speaker 3>of Swords or five of yes, five of swords reverse.

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<v Speaker 3>It's this is what it looks like upright, but it

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<v Speaker 3>came up reverse for you. So the five of Swords,

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<v Speaker 3>this one speaks to it's really similar to the five

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<v Speaker 3>of untal and that it's a mentality thing. So the

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<v Speaker 3>five Pentacles specifically speaks to whether or not you have

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<v Speaker 3>like tangible things and whether or not you have what

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<v Speaker 3>you need, which I feel is so interesting being next

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<v Speaker 3>to the Ten of Pentacles. I feel like what you're

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<v Speaker 3>learning to trust is that you do bring things to

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<v Speaker 3>the table. But when it comes to actually showing up

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<v Speaker 3>in this ten of Pentacles energy, you're still kind of

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<v Speaker 3>shying away from your own power. So it's like you're

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<v Speaker 3>trusting that you have what you need to make an impact,

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<v Speaker 3>but when you actually own the fact that you're making

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<v Speaker 1>You shy away.

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<v Speaker 3>Is kind of the energy that I'm getting around that.

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<v Speaker 3>And then the Five of Swords, So I like the

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<v Speaker 3>fact that it's reversed. It speaks to awareness, but it

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<v Speaker 3>this lack of mentality that you're coming away from. You

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<v Speaker 3>still kind of feel like, for some reason, you feel

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<v Speaker 3>like things around helping people are really messed up, like whatever,

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<v Speaker 3>like your.

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<v Speaker 1>Goal to help people, whatever it is.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like you feel like there's something in the

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<v Speaker 3>world way of you fully embodying that what you what

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<v Speaker 1>To explain this and I'm struggling a little bit.

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<v Speaker 3>So the Five of Pentacles is a feeling of things

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<v Speaker 3>being too messed up to be okay. Like it's kind

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<v Speaker 3>is broken, it's never going to be okay again.

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<v Speaker 1>But that's the mentality the sword suit is all about.

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<v Speaker 3>The mind is all about the narrative, the lens, the

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<v Speaker 3>things you're the way you're you're seeing things, and specifically,

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<v Speaker 3>the Five of Swords is all about your perception.

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<v Speaker 1>So your perception.

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<v Speaker 3>The struggle is that you don't have the resources to

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<v Speaker 1>So with it being reversed, it is saying that you

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<v Speaker 3>You know that that's a feeling that you have but

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<v Speaker 3>it's not reality, which is a really cool awareness that

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<v Speaker 3>you have. And I I tease the analogy. I don't

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<v Speaker 3>know what it's called, but it's a Japanese cultural thing

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<v Speaker 3>where they take where they break bases or they break

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<v Speaker 3>china bowls or whatever, and then they put it back

428
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<v Speaker 3>together with gold. And so I don't know what it's called.

429
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<v Speaker 3>I should learn what it's called because I always compare

430
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<v Speaker 3>this card to it. But it's basically being able to

431
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<v Speaker 3>take that broken glass and put it back together with

432
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<v Speaker 3>gold and know that it's going to be okay. Nothing

433
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<v Speaker 3>is ever so broken it can't be put back together

434
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<v Speaker 3>again in some capacity, And the Five of Swords is

435
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<v Speaker 3>in and of itself about overcoming whatever it is you

436
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<v Speaker 3>feel like you can't overcome. So I like the fact

437
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<v Speaker 3>that there's an awareness here because I feel like whatever

438
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<v Speaker 3>it is that makes you feel like that's holding you

439
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<v Speaker 3>back from making an impact, you aren't fully buying into

440
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<v Speaker 3>that narrative. There's a part of you that is because

441
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<v Speaker 3>I think, like I said, you used to have more

442
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<v Speaker 3>of a lack mentality, and you're learning to shift it.

443
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<v Speaker 3>So I think that now you're starting to push back

444
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<v Speaker 3>against that narrative and saying no, I know, I feel

445
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<v Speaker 3>like things are too messed up and I can't make

446
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<v Speaker 3>this difference. But I also know that that's my own feelings,

447
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<v Speaker 3>my own perception, my own lens I'm wearing, and I

448
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<v Speaker 3>know I can change that lens and change how I'm

449
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<v Speaker 3>doing it. So yeah, I feel like the big picture,

450
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<v Speaker 3>like I left the Ton of Pentacles, is right in

451
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<v Speaker 3>the middle. The big message is you are here to

452
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<v Speaker 3>make an impact, and the challenge is learning how to

453
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<v Speaker 3>shift to your mindset from lack of mentality and feeling

454
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<v Speaker 3>like things are too messed up to know that no

455
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<v Speaker 3>things are going to be okay, and I can still

456
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<v Speaker 3>make the difference I want to make as I make

457
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<v Speaker 3>this shift from the narrative I was telling myself before to.

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<v Speaker 2>Now that's interesting reading. I would say that some of

459
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<v Speaker 2>it's actually pretty accurate. And here's what's actually been going on.

460
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<v Speaker 2>In my life. I've been I wouldn't say struggling, but

461
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<v Speaker 2>it's been a challenge because where I live in Barbados,

462
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<v Speaker 2>it's like, financially, everybody has this massive hole in their

463
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<v Speaker 2>wallet because the government is continuing to squeeze the living

464
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<v Speaker 2>daylights out of you every place that they can, and

465
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<v Speaker 2>because we rely on tourism as our means of foreign

466
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<v Speaker 2>exchange and stuff, and we can't buy oil and certain

467
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<v Speaker 2>other items that we need. That continues to grow and

468
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<v Speaker 2>grow because they expect that they can attract tourists to

469
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<v Speaker 2>the country and they can raise the prices for the

470
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<v Speaker 2>tourists who have a higher exchange rate to pay these

471
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<v Speaker 2>exorbitant prices, and so it's killing everyone. So in my

472
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<v Speaker 2>life I've been wanting to move because it's like, Wow,

473
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<v Speaker 2>I would be able to stretch my dollars a lot

474
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<v Speaker 2>better because I work hard to get these clients. And

475
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<v Speaker 2>when you're in the business of self sabotage as well,

476
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<v Speaker 2>you quickly realize exactly how many people out there actually

477
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<v Speaker 2>want to change. And it's difficult for me to work

478
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<v Speaker 2>with people who just want to talk to a therapist

479
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<v Speaker 2>for an hour once or twice a week at infinitem.

480
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<v Speaker 2>That's not my mission on this planet. My mission is

481
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<v Speaker 2>to get you going and leave you at your strongest.

482
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<v Speaker 2>You can do what you have to do. Right. So

483
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<v Speaker 2>I've been having some second thoughts, and I've also been wondering, like,

484
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<v Speaker 2>is anybody actually listening to this podcast and getting anything

485
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<v Speaker 2>out of it anymore? Like things like that, you know,

486
00:24:13.519 --> 00:24:15.400
<v Speaker 2>so spot on.

487
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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I when I was looking at a ton of pentacles,

488
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<v Speaker 3>I was picking up your podcast.

489
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<v Speaker 1>Definitely.

490
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<v Speaker 3>As far as the mindset, yeah, it's it's hard because

491
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<v Speaker 3>to your point with you know.

492
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<v Speaker 1>Are so real quick? Are you? So? You are you

493
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<v Speaker 1>in the US or not in the US?

494
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<v Speaker 2>No, I used to live there, but I was. I

495
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<v Speaker 2>live in Barbados, snow in the Caribbean.

496
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<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, So I don't know anything about that.

497
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<v Speaker 3>I know in the US we have some government, you know,

498
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<v Speaker 3>I know a lot of US are struggling financially, So

499
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<v Speaker 3>I don't know how, But I think that the idea

500
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<v Speaker 3>is still the same, is that when you're struggling by

501
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<v Speaker 3>your government rules, you're you're living in the major right,

502
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<v Speaker 3>You're still living by these rules that are put on

503
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<v Speaker 3>you versus when you're able to kind of go beyond

504
00:25:06.640 --> 00:25:10.400
<v Speaker 3>that and go more to like law of manifestation, law

505
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<v Speaker 3>of attraction, things like that.

506
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<v Speaker 1>That's because that's a universal law.

507
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<v Speaker 3>When you learn how to use that, the systems, the

508
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<v Speaker 3>governmental systems don't really You're you're working on a law

509
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<v Speaker 3>that's bigger than the government, if that makes sense.

510
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<v Speaker 1>It's it's more of the energize. It's really hard.

511
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<v Speaker 2>So it's like, you know, it's everybody's getting squeezed everywhere,

512
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<v Speaker 2>so might challenge where do I move to that is

513
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<v Speaker 2>going to be better than this? That's that. Yeah, No,

514
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<v Speaker 2>for sure, it's surrounding energy.

515
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<v Speaker 1>You know, it's all good. I one hundred percent agree

516
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<v Speaker 1>because I'm in California.

517
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<v Speaker 3>We're like one of the most expensive states in the

518
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<v Speaker 3>US to live in, and it's extremely really like every

519
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<v Speaker 3>time I go to the grocery store these days, I

520
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<v Speaker 3>want to cry.

521
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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, that's all I bought, that's how much ub spending.

522
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<v Speaker 3>But it hurts, you know, But I've also seen people

523
00:26:05.640 --> 00:26:08.079
<v Speaker 3>break out of the system, so I know it's possible.

524
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<v Speaker 3>It's just learning how to harness and really trust that

525
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<v Speaker 3>surrender and that's really hard, Like you to your point

526
00:26:14.279 --> 00:26:16.519
<v Speaker 3>when you have bills to pay, rent to pay, you know,

527
00:26:16.559 --> 00:26:20.400
<v Speaker 3>you have a livelihood you have to upkeep. So I

528
00:26:20.440 --> 00:26:22.359
<v Speaker 3>feel like part of what you're learning how to do

529
00:26:22.640 --> 00:26:25.119
<v Speaker 3>is use your mindset to help break out of that

530
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<v Speaker 3>in order to make the impact that you want. But

531
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<v Speaker 3>it's it's going to be a combination of like learning

532
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<v Speaker 3>where to go, which I feel like that's going to

533
00:26:32.240 --> 00:26:34.000
<v Speaker 3>be more of a surrender, like you're going to get

534
00:26:34.039 --> 00:26:36.759
<v Speaker 3>guided to that, but also learning how to trust something

535
00:26:36.759 --> 00:26:39.039
<v Speaker 3>bigger than you that it's going to be okay, but

536
00:26:39.680 --> 00:26:43.799
<v Speaker 3>totally easier said than done, one hundred percent. It's it's

537
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<v Speaker 3>a combination of a lot of different things.

538
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah, It's like it's interesting because this is kind

539
00:26:51.319 --> 00:26:55.759
<v Speaker 2>of like a mentality has come back around, because you know,

540
00:26:56.119 --> 00:26:59.839
<v Speaker 2>ten twelve years ago, I was broke, sleeping on the

541
00:27:00.759 --> 00:27:03.920
<v Speaker 2>or couches and stuff like that, trying to make things work,

542
00:27:03.960 --> 00:27:08.000
<v Speaker 2>you know, and I had to completely shift all of

543
00:27:08.039 --> 00:27:11.160
<v Speaker 2>that to get to a point where I was working

544
00:27:11.359 --> 00:27:14.720
<v Speaker 2>really hard at building a business and getting clients and

545
00:27:14.880 --> 00:27:17.039
<v Speaker 2>having enough money. And I had to conquer that and

546
00:27:17.039 --> 00:27:18.880
<v Speaker 2>then it's like, Okay, I was comfortable for a couple

547
00:27:18.920 --> 00:27:22.599
<v Speaker 2>of years and then now it's like every week, you know,

548
00:27:22.640 --> 00:27:25.519
<v Speaker 2>where's my money going? Like you said, the grocery bag

549
00:27:25.599 --> 00:27:28.640
<v Speaker 2>is getting smaller and smaller because you're buying a less stuff, right,

550
00:27:29.400 --> 00:27:32.440
<v Speaker 2>And it's it's not even so much about myself because

551
00:27:32.519 --> 00:27:34.400
<v Speaker 2>I myself, I don't require a lot of things, but

552
00:27:34.480 --> 00:27:37.279
<v Speaker 2>I I don't live on a farm, but I could

553
00:27:37.279 --> 00:27:39.920
<v Speaker 2>as well. I have so many animals to support and

554
00:27:39.960 --> 00:27:43.680
<v Speaker 2>things like that. So it's been it's been tough as

555
00:27:43.720 --> 00:27:46.799
<v Speaker 2>well as you know, kids wanting things and all that.

556
00:27:46.880 --> 00:27:52.359
<v Speaker 3>You know, yeah, yeah, yeah, I yeah, totally. I have

557
00:27:52.400 --> 00:27:56.279
<v Speaker 3>an eight year old. It starts tomorrow. I'm just like

558
00:27:56.799 --> 00:27:58.960
<v Speaker 3>buying all the things like going home, Oh my god,

559
00:27:59.160 --> 00:28:01.000
<v Speaker 3>all my money back.

560
00:28:00.880 --> 00:28:03.119
<v Speaker 1>To school and night, you know, we're back to school days.

561
00:28:03.160 --> 00:28:05.480
<v Speaker 3>And yeah, it's it's it's a lot, no for sure,

562
00:28:06.759 --> 00:28:09.960
<v Speaker 3>But I do think that that And I'm preaching to

563
00:28:10.000 --> 00:28:12.799
<v Speaker 3>the choir because I am also struggling with like it's

564
00:28:12.799 --> 00:28:15.160
<v Speaker 3>so funny when I get in these modes of trust,

565
00:28:15.799 --> 00:28:19.680
<v Speaker 3>right where like I know, I just I just fully believe, Yeah,

566
00:28:19.680 --> 00:28:22.519
<v Speaker 3>i'mna get I'm gonna make this much today, And I

567
00:28:22.759 --> 00:28:24.319
<v Speaker 3>get into this modehere I just believe it, and.

568
00:28:24.279 --> 00:28:27.240
<v Speaker 1>Then it happens and I'm like, oh my gosh, I

569
00:28:27.279 --> 00:28:28.400
<v Speaker 1>just have to replicate that.

570
00:28:29.119 --> 00:28:32.119
<v Speaker 3>But it's not exactly that simple because once that happens,

571
00:28:32.119 --> 00:28:34.839
<v Speaker 3>then fear based comes in the next day of wait,

572
00:28:34.880 --> 00:28:36.559
<v Speaker 3>well I actually be able to do that again, maybe

573
00:28:36.599 --> 00:28:38.480
<v Speaker 3>I won't be able to and then guess what, I don't.

574
00:28:38.960 --> 00:28:41.880
<v Speaker 3>So it's so interesting, like I know that there's a mindset.

575
00:28:42.079 --> 00:28:44.440
<v Speaker 3>I know, I know there's an aspect to it that works,

576
00:28:44.480 --> 00:28:46.519
<v Speaker 3>but it's like you also have to fully take that

577
00:28:46.599 --> 00:28:50.160
<v Speaker 3>leap of faith, and that's hard when you're surrounded in

578
00:28:50.200 --> 00:28:53.880
<v Speaker 3>this situation where everything feels hard. Yeah, if you have

579
00:28:53.920 --> 00:28:56.000
<v Speaker 3>to believe, it can be easy while everything feels hard.

580
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<v Speaker 2>It's difficult because in my life I see so much magic,

581
00:28:59.759 --> 00:29:02.839
<v Speaker 2>but then there's different things, like money is just a

582
00:29:02.839 --> 00:29:05.400
<v Speaker 2>completely different energy. People say whatever they want. It's a

583
00:29:05.440 --> 00:29:08.880
<v Speaker 2>completely different energy. Half the time, it feels like it's

584
00:29:08.880 --> 00:29:14.079
<v Speaker 2>an evil energy because it's something you can hardly get

585
00:29:14.119 --> 00:29:18.039
<v Speaker 2>a hold of. Every time you get accustomed to it,

586
00:29:18.039 --> 00:29:21.119
<v Speaker 2>it changes and something in your life changes and it

587
00:29:21.160 --> 00:29:22.920
<v Speaker 2>makes it harder and so you have to play that

588
00:29:22.960 --> 00:29:27.599
<v Speaker 2>balancing act again and it can be tricky. And so

589
00:29:28.079 --> 00:29:30.359
<v Speaker 2>it's kind of like that phase that I'm going through

590
00:29:30.400 --> 00:29:34.039
<v Speaker 2>right now. It is like I have to repattern redo

591
00:29:34.119 --> 00:29:36.759
<v Speaker 2>certain things I thought i'd already conquered, and it's frustrating.

592
00:29:37.440 --> 00:29:40.720
<v Speaker 3>You know what I'm saying, one hundred percent, I'm right

593
00:29:40.720 --> 00:29:43.279
<v Speaker 3>there with you with that exact same mentality that you

594
00:29:43.319 --> 00:29:47.200
<v Speaker 3>described it perfectly. There's actually, you know, there's this other

595
00:29:47.279 --> 00:29:51.039
<v Speaker 3>podcast that started me on my spiritual journey. Because before

596
00:29:51.440 --> 00:29:54.359
<v Speaker 3>I'd started my spiritual journey four years ago, I was econostic.

597
00:29:54.720 --> 00:29:57.880
<v Speaker 3>I didn't really have a belief system on what I

598
00:29:57.920 --> 00:30:01.000
<v Speaker 3>was doing here. You know, I was like more to

599
00:30:01.079 --> 00:30:04.079
<v Speaker 3>light atheist, you know, because I wanted to believe in something.

600
00:30:04.079 --> 00:30:06.079
<v Speaker 3>But I also was like, but come on, there are

601
00:30:06.119 --> 00:30:08.319
<v Speaker 3>people just saying that's make themselves feel better, you know

602
00:30:08.359 --> 00:30:10.279
<v Speaker 3>what I mean. Like, I just didn't have that trust

603
00:30:10.599 --> 00:30:13.720
<v Speaker 3>that I found when I found my spirituality. But I

604
00:30:13.720 --> 00:30:16.000
<v Speaker 3>started listening to podcasts, and the first one I listened

605
00:30:16.039 --> 00:30:19.640
<v Speaker 3>to was this podcast called Expanded and they were rooted

606
00:30:19.720 --> 00:30:22.599
<v Speaker 3>in science. So a lot of what their workshops were

607
00:30:22.599 --> 00:30:27.960
<v Speaker 3>based in was self hypnosis and reprogramming beliefs, and so

608
00:30:28.160 --> 00:30:30.079
<v Speaker 3>that was what got me into my spirituality because I

609
00:30:30.160 --> 00:30:32.720
<v Speaker 3>needed that logic and that science. I'm like, I need

610
00:30:32.759 --> 00:30:35.640
<v Speaker 3>something that's tangible because otherwise I'm not going to believe

611
00:30:35.640 --> 00:30:38.799
<v Speaker 3>in it, and it's tangible, and they have different workshops

612
00:30:38.799 --> 00:30:40.599
<v Speaker 3>and what they like. One one of the things that

613
00:30:40.640 --> 00:30:43.440
<v Speaker 3>they offer is a money workshop, which I'm actually just

614
00:30:43.519 --> 00:30:46.640
<v Speaker 3>now setting myself up for. But the whole idea is

615
00:30:46.680 --> 00:30:52.359
<v Speaker 3>that money it's not I wouldn't say it's evil. I

616
00:30:52.359 --> 00:30:53.960
<v Speaker 3>do think it is an energy, and I do think

617
00:30:53.960 --> 00:30:55.599
<v Speaker 3>it is a certain type of energy, but I think

618
00:30:55.640 --> 00:30:59.359
<v Speaker 3>it's a worthiness energy. And I think that especially when

619
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<v Speaker 3>I when I've learned from like their workshops with money,

620
00:31:02.480 --> 00:31:05.039
<v Speaker 3>is that it's it's around whether or not you feel

621
00:31:05.039 --> 00:31:07.680
<v Speaker 3>like you're secure with it, and most of us aren't

622
00:31:07.720 --> 00:31:11.480
<v Speaker 3>because unless we were we were blessed in a lifestyle

623
00:31:11.480 --> 00:31:13.839
<v Speaker 3>where we were really able to see that it's okay

624
00:31:13.880 --> 00:31:16.839
<v Speaker 3>to be comfortable. You know, a lot of us are like,

625
00:31:16.920 --> 00:31:19.400
<v Speaker 3>we're not used to that idea, and so there's a

626
00:31:19.519 --> 00:31:22.880
<v Speaker 3>work that comes with it. And interestingly enough, love and

627
00:31:22.920 --> 00:31:25.960
<v Speaker 3>money go hand in hand. So if you if you

628
00:31:26.000 --> 00:31:29.000
<v Speaker 3>struggle in your love life, you often struggle in your

629
00:31:29.000 --> 00:31:33.079
<v Speaker 3>money life too, because it's so fascinating that they're like, no,

630
00:31:33.200 --> 00:31:34.440
<v Speaker 3>I definitely struggle.

631
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<v Speaker 2>So that's a good thing. Yeah, well, it's interesting, you know.

632
00:31:39.160 --> 00:31:41.759
<v Speaker 2>It's just it's like, what's kind of you know, is

633
00:31:41.839 --> 00:31:45.039
<v Speaker 2>really interesting because I know people who are multi millionaires

634
00:31:45.160 --> 00:31:48.039
<v Speaker 2>and even they are sweating, They're like, what is going on?

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<v Speaker 2>It's like, I want to stay rich, and it's like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I get what you're saying, because I want to stay

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm pretty well balanced to. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I've kind of in that mindset of can we just

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<v Speaker 3>go back to like trading and just you know, service

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<v Speaker 3>trading and you know, I'll I be in my gift,

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<v Speaker 3>you be in your gift and we can all like collaborate.

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<v Speaker 1>But I know that that's never going to happen. But

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<v Speaker 1>I just feel like, yeah, it's it's hard right now

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<v Speaker 1>for sure, all around.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just right now. I don't think it's going to

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<v Speaker 2>stay like that forever. Things you'd have a wave coming

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<v Speaker 2>back around. No yeah, yeah, no.

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<v Speaker 1>One hundred percent.

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<v Speaker 3>And when you trust spirit and surrender, which is the

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<v Speaker 3>hardest part to do, but that's when.

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<v Speaker 1>The magic happens. And when doors tend to open.

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<v Speaker 3>Is when you're like, Okay, I don't feel like the

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<v Speaker 3>possibility is here. But like an interesting example, my so

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<v Speaker 3>as I mentioned I grew up very Christian, and so

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<v Speaker 3>my mom and I are still very close.

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<v Speaker 1>But she's still very Christian and she knows that I'm not,

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<v Speaker 1>and we have a healthy respect on our beliefs.

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<v Speaker 4>Right.

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<v Speaker 1>But the one thing that I would notice, and I've

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<v Speaker 1>noticed this for years, is things just happened for her.

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<v Speaker 1>Like if we're running late and it's a busy mal

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<v Speaker 1>or something we're trying to get somewhere on time, she

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<v Speaker 1>always gets the parking spot that's right up front, or

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<v Speaker 1>you know, she's going through a difficult time and she

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't know how these are going to work themselves out

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<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden, Bam bam bam.

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<v Speaker 3>These things just line up. Things happen, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I'll comment on it and she'll.

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<v Speaker 1>Say, oh, well, I.

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<v Speaker 3>Was praying on the way to the place, and I

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<v Speaker 3>pread it was boring that, you know, I knew God

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<v Speaker 3>was going to deliver and that things things were going

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<v Speaker 3>to line up. And one thing that I've learned through

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<v Speaker 3>my spirituality through Taro even is faith is so powerful

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<v Speaker 3>and it doesn't necessarily have to be in any kind

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<v Speaker 3>of specific belief system. So for my mom, she's a Christian,

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<v Speaker 3>and so she that's where her faith was and she's

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<v Speaker 3>But the thing is, she really believes that, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>when she praised, when when she asked for things, and

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<v Speaker 3>then and it's like, I really need this to happen,

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<v Speaker 3>but I don't know how it's going to happen.

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<v Speaker 1>So I trust my higher power to make it happen.

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<v Speaker 3>It happens, and so I feel like that is probably

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<v Speaker 3>more of the struggle with money and the situations that

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<v Speaker 3>I think a lot of us are in. Is that

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<v Speaker 3>faith and literally trusting without needing to know how it's

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<v Speaker 3>going to work out, just trusting that, Okay, this is

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<v Speaker 3>my dilemma, this is what I need to happen on

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<v Speaker 3>some capacity asking for it, because they always say asking

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<v Speaker 3>you shall receive right if you don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Ask right, but then trusting you it's going to work out.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And so it's it's again so much easier said

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<v Speaker 3>than done. But I feel like it's that faith piece

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<v Speaker 3>just because I see it with my mom and yet

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<v Speaker 3>I've tried over and over to be Christian, it just

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<v Speaker 3>does not. It feels like I'm putting like a shoe

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<v Speaker 3>on that just doesn't fit, Like the beliefs are just

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<v Speaker 3>they're not for me.

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<v Speaker 1>My beliefs are so much bigger.

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<v Speaker 3>I just feel like, yeah, I can't be confined to

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<v Speaker 3>all these systems.

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<v Speaker 1>I really just can't. At so I know for sure

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<v Speaker 1>Christianity isn't for me.

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<v Speaker 3>But after watching her and then having moments on my

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<v Speaker 3>own where I don't know how things are going to

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<v Speaker 3>work out, but I put down my stress and my

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<v Speaker 3>panic about it, and then doors open and again it's

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<v Speaker 3>it's a mindset thing. You have to really trust and surrender,

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<v Speaker 3>and I think the as humans that's extremely difficult, but

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<v Speaker 3>I think that that's really where the power is, and

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<v Speaker 3>that's just from my own experiences.

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<v Speaker 2>I agree. So where can we find you?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>So my website is www dot spirit journey dot com

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<v Speaker 3>and you can find me on Instagram at Spirit Underscore

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<v Speaker 3>Journey Underscore Collective. I offer one on one sessions, email readings,

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<v Speaker 3>and I just recently launched something called the Alignment Project,

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<v Speaker 3>which is taking a terror reading kind of like what

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<v Speaker 3>I gave to you, but way more in depth, and

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<v Speaker 3>then turning it into actual actionable steps, tangible steps of

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<v Speaker 3>step one, step two, step three, like this is your goal,

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<v Speaker 3>this is what you're trying to overcome. These are the

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<v Speaker 3>steps to help get you there with journal prompts and

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<v Speaker 3>everything else, kind of like a roadmap. So that's a

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<v Speaker 3>new thing I am offering. I'm really excited about. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>that's and then I also have my own podcast, Spirit

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<v Speaker 3>Journey Collective, so that's that's where you can find me.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm on Spotify, YouTube and Apple podcasts.

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<v Speaker 2>Awesome. Well, thanks for that reading and thanks for being

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<v Speaker 2>on the Boundless Authenticity Podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for having me. This was great.

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<v Speaker 2>Awesome. I hope we talk again soon. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Perfect, you're listening to the Boundless Authenticity Podcast where we

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<v Speaker 4>discuss everything related to the evolution of human consciousness.

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<v Speaker 3>Every three months into your self conscious it.

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<v Speaker 1>Is your love and.

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<v Speaker 3>Your insolation, your creativity and imagination unchanged.

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<v Speaker 1>of guarium for your purity.

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<v Speaker 5>We live in a multidimensional reality, whether it comes through

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<v Speaker 5>esitary information in the spiritual realms or the UFO people experiences,

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<v Speaker 5>or mainstream on the physics, and through natrem science now

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<v Speaker 5>realizing that parallel dimensions probably is is we're all spiritual

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<v Speaker 5>means we're all having these human experience as we've heard

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<v Speaker 5>that place over and over and over.

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<v Speaker 1>But what does that really mean?

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<v Speaker 3>You know, all of the questions about do we have

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<v Speaker 3>these answers inside of our soul?

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<v Speaker 5>We're ultimately studying the nature of what it is to

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<v Speaker 5>be human, good and evil, our psychology.

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<v Speaker 1>How we fitting, and our health.

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<v Speaker 5>That's why I love Bruce Lee's great quote, all knowledge

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<v Speaker 5>is ultimately self knowledge.

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<v Speaker 1>UC Boundaries for Authenticity podcast