WEBVTT 1 00:00:05.639 --> 00:00:12.119 Weird things happened in Weird Weird Weird. 2 00:00:28.839 --> 00:00:31.079 Hey, guys, we have an exciting event in May that 3 00:00:31.120 --> 00:00:33.399 I want to talk to you about. My father. Chris 4 00:00:33.439 --> 00:00:36.320 Bledsoe will be the keynote guest at the Contact Modalities 5 00:00:36.359 --> 00:00:40.079 Expo at the Lake Lawn Resort in Delavan, Wisconsin, from 6 00:00:40.079 --> 00:00:42.640 May second to May fourth. Come check out the premiere 7 00:00:42.679 --> 00:00:45.920 Consciousness Symposium in the Midwest. There will be a VIP 8 00:00:46.119 --> 00:00:50.640 lunch a SkyWatch weather permitting on Friday. On Saturday afternoon, 9 00:00:50.759 --> 00:00:53.479 Dad will be interviewed live on stage by Jimmy Church 10 00:00:53.520 --> 00:00:56.679 in a fireside style chat, and on Sunday night there's 11 00:00:56.679 --> 00:00:58.640 going to be a cocktail party with a live DJ 12 00:00:59.159 --> 00:01:01.880 and a live panel. Throughout the weekend, there will be 13 00:01:01.920 --> 00:01:05.840 three conference rooms running simultaneously with some really cool presenters 14 00:01:06.079 --> 00:01:10.200 with amazing topics such as breath work, sound and residence therapy, 15 00:01:10.640 --> 00:01:14.640 remote viewing, seeing in real time without eyes, CE five 16 00:01:15.200 --> 00:01:25.239 dowsing rods, cryptids, spirits, mediumship, seances, astral travel, energy work, manipulation, knights, templar, 17 00:01:25.319 --> 00:01:28.680 and the Keepers of the Knowledge, The et Connection, Divine 18 00:01:28.719 --> 00:01:33.239 feminine frequency work via crystal skulls and bio filled tuning 19 00:01:33.799 --> 00:01:39.400 plant medicine, ayahuasca channeling, quantum hypnosis, sacred geometry, and so 20 00:01:39.560 --> 00:01:42.959 much more. Get your tickets and more information at Contact 21 00:01:43.000 --> 00:01:46.879 Modalities xpo dot com and come hang with. 22 00:01:46.920 --> 00:01:51.200 Us, ladies and gentlemen. Why did I bring it in 23 00:01:52.040 --> 00:01:52.200 with that? 24 00:01:52.959 --> 00:01:58.319 Ladies and gentlemen, Come on down Sunday, Sunday, sun It's Saturday. 25 00:01:58.400 --> 00:02:03.480 But we have a very special episode for you today, seriously, 26 00:02:03.560 --> 00:02:06.879 a very very very powerful episode that we have been 27 00:02:06.920 --> 00:02:11.759 excited about doing for almost a year, almost a year. 28 00:02:11.599 --> 00:02:14.000 Yeah, I want to give it. Are you do you 29 00:02:14.039 --> 00:02:15.759 mind if I give a little I just wanted to 30 00:02:15.759 --> 00:02:19.879 give a brief debrief because I know that for a fact, 31 00:02:19.879 --> 00:02:22.000 Paul's going to probably be doing eighty to ninety percent 32 00:02:22.039 --> 00:02:24.479 of the talking because his story is so long, it's incredible, 33 00:02:24.479 --> 00:02:26.800 it's powerful. I just want to say that I have 34 00:02:27.360 --> 00:02:29.639 sat with this man and his son in a restaurant 35 00:02:29.719 --> 00:02:34.879 for four hours one day and straight and heard part 36 00:02:34.879 --> 00:02:37.719 of his story, and it's very heavy, it's very real, 37 00:02:38.039 --> 00:02:40.680 and this man has been to the depths of hell, 38 00:02:41.400 --> 00:02:45.280 has been to the very bottom and was redeemed by 39 00:02:46.240 --> 00:02:48.919 what I can only say is God or the Light 40 00:02:49.080 --> 00:02:50.560 or the angels. And I just want to say that, 41 00:02:50.680 --> 00:02:53.680 listen to this story with an open mind. It's very true. 42 00:02:54.199 --> 00:02:57.000 Listen all the way to the end. And I believe 43 00:02:57.039 --> 00:03:02.560 that within this story contains the notion that no matter 44 00:03:02.599 --> 00:03:05.319 how rough your life gets, no matter what you've been 45 00:03:05.360 --> 00:03:07.240 through and how far down to the depths of hell 46 00:03:07.280 --> 00:03:10.879 you've gone, it's never too late to be redeemed and 47 00:03:11.240 --> 00:03:15.120 used for a beautiful purpose. So beautifully, And I hope 48 00:03:15.159 --> 00:03:18.159 that's okay for me to beautifully pretty good, but pretty good. 49 00:03:18.360 --> 00:03:20.159 And I want to do this, thank you. I want 50 00:03:20.159 --> 00:03:22.479 to You're welcome. You're welcome, and I want to do 51 00:03:22.520 --> 00:03:23.879 this now because I know that I'll forget. 52 00:03:24.840 --> 00:03:25.759 We got you, guys. 53 00:03:26.080 --> 00:03:29.639 We got you guys, just a little gift. We don't 54 00:03:29.639 --> 00:03:32.199 carry that much physical stuff, but this is for you 55 00:03:32.360 --> 00:03:34.159 and your son. So there's two of each. 56 00:03:34.280 --> 00:03:36.719 Thank you for the Pauls, for the Pauls. 57 00:03:36.800 --> 00:03:38.680 I'm having the weirdest deja vou right now. 58 00:03:38.719 --> 00:03:44.560 We have Paul oglesby right yep, Senior and Junior show 59 00:03:44.639 --> 00:03:48.280 them on the camera real quick in the studio today. 60 00:03:49.400 --> 00:03:50.319 We're really stoked. 61 00:03:50.360 --> 00:03:54.400 We we met at the Azalea Festival twenty four. 62 00:03:55.000 --> 00:03:57.240 Uh what let's see April. 63 00:03:57.000 --> 00:03:59.800 April, Yeah, I think it was like April sixth or seventh. 64 00:03:59.439 --> 00:04:03.319 April, and yeah, dude, you you gave us like a 65 00:04:03.360 --> 00:04:06.039 brief rundown of your story. And it was immediately like, 66 00:04:06.319 --> 00:04:08.960 let's uh, let's see about me and Alex were plotting 67 00:04:08.960 --> 00:04:12.479 from the beginning. Yeah, we were plotting, like, listen, there's 68 00:04:12.520 --> 00:04:14.919 this guy, you get we gotta we gotta have him 69 00:04:14.960 --> 00:04:15.319 on the show. 70 00:04:15.360 --> 00:04:16.279 We absolutely have to. 71 00:04:16.839 --> 00:04:19.319 And like I knew from the beginning, even hearing like 72 00:04:19.360 --> 00:04:22.600 a small little slice, I was like, this guy is 73 00:04:22.680 --> 00:04:25.519 completely genuine. There were so many there were so many 74 00:04:25.600 --> 00:04:29.360 similarities to the Bledsoe story, and uh, it was just 75 00:04:29.399 --> 00:04:33.759 like profound, really seriously profound. Hit me in the heart immediately, 76 00:04:34.240 --> 00:04:36.879 and I was like, I just had this overwhelming feeling 77 00:04:37.000 --> 00:04:40.519 if I can be any small part of helping this 78 00:04:40.600 --> 00:04:44.240 family tell their story, like that's a huge, huge blessing. 79 00:04:44.560 --> 00:04:46.240 But see, the thing is I was late to that 80 00:04:46.279 --> 00:04:48.040 festival and I didn't show up till Sunday, so I 81 00:04:48.079 --> 00:04:50.959 didn't really have the opportunity to hear much of this story. 82 00:04:51.079 --> 00:04:53.079 Yeah you know, and I was too busy and didn't 83 00:04:53.079 --> 00:04:54.759 have the time to like hear it out, and lo 84 00:04:54.920 --> 00:04:59.120 and behold, Riverfest comes around you guys come back, and 85 00:04:59.360 --> 00:05:03.879 so many strange moments and synchronicities were happening between me 86 00:05:03.920 --> 00:05:06.519 and Junior that it it just hit me like a 87 00:05:06.600 --> 00:05:10.160 lightning bolt, like, Okay, I really have to hear this story. 88 00:05:10.480 --> 00:05:12.839 And here we are, so welcome to the show. 89 00:05:13.439 --> 00:05:18.839 Welcome, We're very happy to have you man. 90 00:05:19.639 --> 00:05:22.720 So obviously, like the majority of this episode is, we 91 00:05:22.800 --> 00:05:27.399 want we want to hear Paul's story. It's an incredible story. 92 00:05:28.480 --> 00:05:30.639 So like we're gonna let you. We're gonna let you 93 00:05:30.680 --> 00:05:31.920 take it all. 94 00:05:32.000 --> 00:05:35.680 Right, before I started the story, let me tell you 95 00:05:35.720 --> 00:05:39.000 the news story that happened since we got back from 96 00:05:39.519 --> 00:05:45.480 Riverfest in October. Okay to start, ready, yes, sir, let's 97 00:05:45.519 --> 00:05:48.399 get it. So the day we get back, we take 98 00:05:48.439 --> 00:05:50.600 the airplane back to Miami. We take the airplane back 99 00:05:50.600 --> 00:05:54.560 to Miami. We in my mom's room telling her what 100 00:05:54.600 --> 00:05:56.720 a good time we had, we showing her the videos, 101 00:05:57.600 --> 00:06:01.160 and he sees, uh, I guess a post you made 102 00:06:01.240 --> 00:06:03.199 from a concert or something where you saw something. 103 00:06:03.560 --> 00:06:04.120 Yeah. 104 00:06:03.959 --> 00:06:06.600 Yeah, And while I'm were telling my mom about the trip, 105 00:06:07.319 --> 00:06:09.439 you posted that you go, oh, look, a Ryan just 106 00:06:09.480 --> 00:06:13.319 posted And so I just got the feeling like we 107 00:06:13.360 --> 00:06:14.959 need to go outside and look up in the sky 108 00:06:15.120 --> 00:06:18.279 right now. Right when he posted it, we walk out back. 109 00:06:18.399 --> 00:06:22.040 We look up. Ten seconds goes by, he sees a 110 00:06:22.319 --> 00:06:24.480 small orb coming. Bay, go look this one. 111 00:06:24.879 --> 00:06:25.560 We look up. 112 00:06:26.079 --> 00:06:27.920 I'm looking at the or he pointed out. I find it, 113 00:06:28.240 --> 00:06:32.480 and second I see it two hundred feet away from us. 114 00:06:32.800 --> 00:06:36.120 An orb flashes bright three times. Boom boom. 115 00:06:36.439 --> 00:06:38.720 Likend you're looking up in the sky. 116 00:06:38.800 --> 00:06:41.879 This thing was two hundred feet above us. Whoa, right 117 00:06:41.920 --> 00:06:45.120 above us? Flash three times like I see you. Young 118 00:06:45.759 --> 00:06:47.839 and me and grab each other started jumping up for 119 00:06:47.920 --> 00:06:51.480 Jeorge like they followed us home. WHOA, yes, second we 120 00:06:51.519 --> 00:06:55.120 went outside. Look up man blank. So that was amazing 121 00:06:55.279 --> 00:06:56.360 wow right off the bat. 122 00:06:57.360 --> 00:07:00.439 Then I hadn't heard about that yet. I didn't know 123 00:07:00.480 --> 00:07:01.000 that happened. 124 00:07:01.319 --> 00:07:06.199 So then I'm inside. I'm like, I've already been having 125 00:07:06.279 --> 00:07:09.240 ramped up experiences since we met you back in April 126 00:07:09.839 --> 00:07:13.279 with the orbs and all that, and then and then 127 00:07:13.319 --> 00:07:17.279 after that, after we said thing blink, I was like, 128 00:07:18.079 --> 00:07:20.519 I had all these experiences, I never seen a being 129 00:07:20.839 --> 00:07:23.240 in front of my eyes, right, oh Lord, So I 130 00:07:23.279 --> 00:07:26.399 started praying, let me see a being. I've been through. 131 00:07:26.680 --> 00:07:28.160 I'm up to the level where I should be able 132 00:07:28.160 --> 00:07:30.319 to see a bean. Now, I pray for it, to 133 00:07:30.360 --> 00:07:33.839 see a being. I go to sleep. The next day, 134 00:07:33.879 --> 00:07:37.560 I'm in the kitchen, and in my kitchen you can 135 00:07:37.600 --> 00:07:39.839 see the living room or here, and then there's a hallway. 136 00:07:40.480 --> 00:07:42.120 My dad is sitting in the living room, but from 137 00:07:42.120 --> 00:07:44.600 where he's sitting you can't see down the hallway. And 138 00:07:44.639 --> 00:07:48.759 on the side of my eye, black bean, I. 139 00:07:48.800 --> 00:07:51.800 Haven't told you this, like a humanoid, like a He's 140 00:07:51.920 --> 00:07:52.959 looked like a dude. 141 00:07:52.759 --> 00:07:55.480 Standing like this. All the way almost to the top 142 00:07:55.480 --> 00:08:00.680 of the roof was a shadowy. That's why clothing. And 143 00:08:00.759 --> 00:08:02.800 the second I see it the corner of my eye, 144 00:08:03.399 --> 00:08:05.680 I forget I prayed for it, and I feel like 145 00:08:05.720 --> 00:08:08.680 I'm standing next to a bear or a shark or something. 146 00:08:09.879 --> 00:08:12.319 I get so scared and I start turning my head slowly, 147 00:08:12.879 --> 00:08:15.000 and the closer my eyes get to it, the better 148 00:08:15.079 --> 00:08:17.839 I can see it, and the set I'm getting scared 149 00:08:17.920 --> 00:08:20.480 and scared of the look over. The second I lock 150 00:08:20.600 --> 00:08:24.680 eyes on it, it disappears. Oh my god. And then 151 00:08:25.480 --> 00:08:28.519 went through my mind. I just you had just done 152 00:08:28.519 --> 00:08:31.120 an episode where you had said I really true believe, 153 00:08:31.360 --> 00:08:35.440 I really truly believe life is more like Stranger Things, right, 154 00:08:35.519 --> 00:08:38.080 and I had just made me watch season four Stranger 155 00:08:38.159 --> 00:08:42.519 Things with that black being, so that went through my mind. 156 00:08:42.559 --> 00:08:46.519 I'm like, oh, no, I just seen that thing. So 157 00:08:46.559 --> 00:08:48.840 then he come over and I can't even tell him, 158 00:08:48.960 --> 00:08:51.320 and then I'm like feeling like the girl from Stranger Things. 159 00:08:53.279 --> 00:08:56.200 Really it really is strange thing. I like, why I 160 00:08:56.240 --> 00:08:58.320 went through all this and now this black thing and 161 00:08:58.320 --> 00:08:59.759 it killed me in the middle of the night. I 162 00:08:59.759 --> 00:09:03.000 can't to my son or something to scare him. So 163 00:09:03.080 --> 00:09:06.759 then that night I started praying, like, please, please don't 164 00:09:06.799 --> 00:09:09.080 take this black demon from Stranger Things out of here. 165 00:09:10.480 --> 00:09:13.200 And I go to sleep. I wake up at four 166 00:09:13.240 --> 00:09:16.799 o'clock in the morning and sometime we go outside. I 167 00:09:16.960 --> 00:09:19.120 just wake up straight from the bed. I walked straight 168 00:09:19.159 --> 00:09:22.679 out to the backyard and I turn around and an 169 00:09:22.799 --> 00:09:28.200 orb appears over my pool. Wow about roof level? What 170 00:09:28.480 --> 00:09:31.960 second it appears? It takes off like a ribbon, straight 171 00:09:32.240 --> 00:09:35.440 towards my roof of my house. One feet away from 172 00:09:35.440 --> 00:09:39.159 my roof of my house. It flashes and it leaves 173 00:09:39.200 --> 00:09:42.440 behind a ribbon of light, like you know the old 174 00:09:42.480 --> 00:09:45.159 school light bulbs. Turn it off and turn it on. 175 00:09:45.200 --> 00:09:47.480 You can still see like a ribbon of light or 176 00:09:47.480 --> 00:09:50.360 it left a ribbon of light paused in the air 177 00:09:50.399 --> 00:09:54.399 for like two seconds over my hand and disappeared. And 178 00:09:54.440 --> 00:09:57.399 I was like, oh Jesus steak took he came and 179 00:09:57.440 --> 00:10:00.080 saved me from the thing. And then I still I 180 00:10:00.159 --> 00:10:00.919 want to tell him about it. 181 00:10:00.919 --> 00:10:01.240 To day. 182 00:10:01.279 --> 00:10:02.879 I told him about the thing that hit the roof. 183 00:10:03.120 --> 00:10:04.919 I told him about that the next day, but I 184 00:10:04.960 --> 00:10:06.639 still don't want to talk about the black being, right, 185 00:10:06.679 --> 00:10:10.320 So I was still scared. Yeah, you know, And then 186 00:10:10.440 --> 00:10:13.320 like a couple of days went by, and then I remembered, like, wait, 187 00:10:13.519 --> 00:10:17.159 I prayed to see that being it was it wasn't 188 00:10:17.159 --> 00:10:20.039 a demon, and I prayed for it. It showed it to me, 189 00:10:20.080 --> 00:10:21.799 and I got scared and it showed me I got 190 00:10:21.879 --> 00:10:24.960 you good. So that was pretty freaking awesome. 191 00:10:25.120 --> 00:10:27.639 Wow, when was that? When did that happen? 192 00:10:27.720 --> 00:10:30.759 Just happened the week right after after the river right 193 00:10:30.799 --> 00:10:31.679 after Riverfest. 194 00:10:32.679 --> 00:10:33.600 Be careful what you pray. 195 00:10:33.720 --> 00:10:36.960 And then also on top of that, I started walking 196 00:10:37.000 --> 00:10:39.759 my dog the same week. I started walking my dog 197 00:10:39.840 --> 00:10:41.559 to the park at night. Could have closed the school, 198 00:10:41.559 --> 00:10:43.080 and I take him inside the gate where he can run, 199 00:10:44.440 --> 00:10:47.279 and all of a sudden, I'm in the park with 200 00:10:47.399 --> 00:10:50.960 my dog by the basketball court. A blue orb turns 201 00:10:51.000 --> 00:10:54.360 on twenty feet above my head, does about a one 202 00:10:54.440 --> 00:10:57.080 foot and then it goes straight down to the ground 203 00:10:57.120 --> 00:11:00.320 and goes straight into the ground a twad. 204 00:11:00.440 --> 00:11:02.200 If it makes you feel better, that's happened to me 205 00:11:02.240 --> 00:11:04.559 before too. But it wasn't blue, it was white. I've 206 00:11:04.559 --> 00:11:06.399 seen it go right into the ground. 207 00:11:06.639 --> 00:11:08.399 Did one foot that way and then straight down to 208 00:11:08.440 --> 00:11:11.919 the ground, disappeared. Oh shit, I came to see the 209 00:11:11.919 --> 00:11:14.279 blue world going to the ground. Hang up the phone. 210 00:11:14.679 --> 00:11:16.679 I'm standing on the basketball court because like in the 211 00:11:16.720 --> 00:11:19.000 fifty yard land of the basketball court, of the circle, 212 00:11:19.039 --> 00:11:20.919 I like lay there and I look at by the stars. 213 00:11:21.440 --> 00:11:23.720 I go out to that spot. Let my dog run around. 214 00:11:24.279 --> 00:11:25.759 I go out to that spot. When I look over, 215 00:11:25.840 --> 00:11:29.519 there's one big ass tree in the field. I see 216 00:11:29.519 --> 00:11:34.679 a shooting star right that comes in. Kyle's got a 217 00:11:35.000 --> 00:11:38.279 twenty foot comet coming off the back of it. Twenty 218 00:11:38.279 --> 00:11:42.360 foot long comet tale. It goes into the tree. What 219 00:11:43.320 --> 00:11:45.519 into the tree? Bro It was up in the sky, 220 00:11:45.679 --> 00:11:47.919 was into the tree and disappeared. 221 00:11:47.399 --> 00:11:48.960 You know, like shooting stars usually do. 222 00:11:52.000 --> 00:11:52.200 Yo. 223 00:11:53.360 --> 00:11:55.320 I'm telling my mom all this. My mom looking at 224 00:11:55.320 --> 00:11:57.519 me like, you know, they don't know what's going on. 225 00:11:58.799 --> 00:12:01.120 And I wake up in the morning for work. The 226 00:12:01.159 --> 00:12:04.159 next day, I wake up early, like four point thirty. 227 00:12:04.159 --> 00:12:08.399 I go outside bo this little light. It's just twenty 228 00:12:08.399 --> 00:12:12.080 feet forty feet thirty feet does use. It goes straight, 229 00:12:12.120 --> 00:12:15.279 it goes down, it goes up four three times, five 230 00:12:15.320 --> 00:12:17.360 times a day. I see it from four in the 231 00:12:17.360 --> 00:12:19.960 morning till five in the morning. I see this every 232 00:12:20.039 --> 00:12:23.080 day for like five days in a row. I'm telling 233 00:12:23.159 --> 00:12:25.480 him about it. When he come up, he can't see it. 234 00:12:25.480 --> 00:12:30.639 It does, nothing's there. And then one day it tells me, tomorrow, 235 00:12:30.960 --> 00:12:32.720 tell your son to come here, and I'm gonna show 236 00:12:32.759 --> 00:12:34.519 you to you. I'm gonna show me to your son. 237 00:12:34.840 --> 00:12:37.000 Tell me this to tell him in your mind, in 238 00:12:37.080 --> 00:12:41.600 my mind, not like in words. It just I said 239 00:12:41.639 --> 00:12:43.240 it as it told me to say it to him, 240 00:12:43.279 --> 00:12:45.679 you know. I said, ARGI you come tomorrow morning and 241 00:12:45.679 --> 00:12:49.480 it's gonna introduce itself to you. After ten minutes, just 242 00:12:49.559 --> 00:12:51.519 come out here. And after ten minutes he come over. 243 00:12:51.519 --> 00:12:53.080 The next morning. I was like, look, you're gonna see 244 00:12:53.080 --> 00:12:54.799 this thing I've been telling you about. I'm telling you 245 00:12:55.320 --> 00:12:58.679 standing there. Ten minutes later, right in front of our face, 246 00:12:58.759 --> 00:13:01.360 it looks your face right in front of our face, 247 00:13:01.399 --> 00:13:04.320 fifteen feet in the air. Fifteen feet in the air. 248 00:13:04.480 --> 00:13:06.840 We stand in we got quarter acre properties. We're standing 249 00:13:06.840 --> 00:13:09.120 in my backyard. It's happening over my neighbor's pool, which 250 00:13:09.120 --> 00:13:12.360 is maybe thirty feet away, over the fence right there. 251 00:13:13.519 --> 00:13:15.200 And I look at him. I go, let's go to work. 252 00:13:16.559 --> 00:13:19.639 What do you mean, let's go to work. Keep looking 253 00:13:19.679 --> 00:13:21.039 for this thing. I'm like, no, that's it. He just 254 00:13:21.039 --> 00:13:22.720 wanted to say hi and show you it is real. 255 00:13:22.799 --> 00:13:25.960 And we went to work. Wow, that's amazing. And then 256 00:13:26.200 --> 00:13:29.399 wow after that, now he'd been seeing it by himself. 257 00:13:30.240 --> 00:13:34.919 He took he went to Texas with his girlfriend for Christmas. 258 00:13:34.960 --> 00:13:36.960 He took the camera with Christmas from the sky. He 259 00:13:37.039 --> 00:13:41.320 got that orb in front of his camera twenty thirty times, 260 00:13:42.600 --> 00:13:43.279 like two days. 261 00:13:43.320 --> 00:13:45.720 You have that footage, Junior. Can you send that to 262 00:13:45.799 --> 00:13:47.279 Alex and we make a note of the time and 263 00:13:47.399 --> 00:13:48.679 drop it in. Thank you. 264 00:13:49.039 --> 00:13:52.159 You got his good He got different speeds, different angles, 265 00:13:52.200 --> 00:13:57.879 different colors, all kinds of things. And then that's not 266 00:13:58.000 --> 00:14:00.000 enough for you, Yes, And we just got back from 267 00:14:00.159 --> 00:14:05.919 more more. We got his cousin or my cousin's daughter, 268 00:14:06.000 --> 00:14:09.320 which is his age. She goes to FSU Florida State University. 269 00:14:09.759 --> 00:14:12.960 She come down for the holidays, for Thanksgiving. I believe 270 00:14:14.080 --> 00:14:20.720 was it Thanksgiving? Our ja Thanksgiving? And so he already 271 00:14:20.799 --> 00:14:23.360 seen the light in the backyard with me, say he 272 00:14:23.440 --> 00:14:26.240 telling her my dad see his light following him around, 273 00:14:26.720 --> 00:14:28.639 and he introduced me to it. Now I see it too, 274 00:14:29.480 --> 00:14:31.000 and I'm telling her, let me come over there and 275 00:14:31.039 --> 00:14:33.080 see SkyWatch. He's like, nah, let me just tell her 276 00:14:33.080 --> 00:14:35.519 because if we don't see it, and she's gonna think 277 00:14:35.519 --> 00:14:38.720 we're crazy. Right, And I'm sitting in my backyard and 278 00:14:38.759 --> 00:14:40.840 she going over there. I'm sitting in my backyard this day, 279 00:14:40.919 --> 00:14:44.279 thinking do I go over there or not? It's not 280 00:14:44.360 --> 00:14:47.559 even dark yet. It's getting dark though, but it's not 281 00:14:47.639 --> 00:14:52.200 dark yet. Orb appears in my backyard, starts ribboning right 282 00:14:52.200 --> 00:14:56.360 over my pool, splits into two orbs, both by the 283 00:14:56.360 --> 00:14:58.919 size of a fist, and they both ribbon about another 284 00:14:59.000 --> 00:15:01.960 twenty feet, leaves a trail of smoke behind, and the 285 00:15:02.000 --> 00:15:04.679 whole trail of smoke and the orbs all disappears at 286 00:15:04.679 --> 00:15:07.679 the same time. Forty foot trail, twenty foot of smoke, 287 00:15:07.759 --> 00:15:10.639 twenty foot of smoke. Then it splits in two, then 288 00:15:10.679 --> 00:15:13.600 two twenty foot of lines of smoke, all of us there, 289 00:15:13.679 --> 00:15:15.279 and all of it disappears at the same time. 290 00:15:15.679 --> 00:15:19.320 Now for what is worth. Wow, there was some smoke 291 00:15:19.360 --> 00:15:21.759 phenomenon that happened in our backyard one time, but it 292 00:15:21.799 --> 00:15:24.440 wasn't something that we were necessarily seeing with our eyes 293 00:15:24.440 --> 00:15:27.759 as much as we were getting it on camera. And 294 00:15:28.120 --> 00:15:30.759 someone very high up in the CIA, he's the guy 295 00:15:30.759 --> 00:15:32.840 that ran this by program, and he's like read into 296 00:15:32.879 --> 00:15:37.159 all this UFO stuff. He's very into the paranormal phenomenon, 297 00:15:37.200 --> 00:15:39.919 and he was explaining to us, based on our experiences. 298 00:15:40.320 --> 00:15:42.559 He said, what we believe is that when you see 299 00:15:42.600 --> 00:15:46.519 this smoke associated with these orbs, that it is evidence 300 00:15:46.559 --> 00:15:49.519 of some sort of entity manifestation. So this is for 301 00:15:49.559 --> 00:15:50.919 what it's worth, you know, I don't know if that's 302 00:15:50.919 --> 00:15:52.840 true or not, but that's what the CIA thinks. So 303 00:15:53.399 --> 00:15:54.120 just interesting. 304 00:15:55.840 --> 00:16:01.720 So I mean, now it got to that same day. Man, 305 00:16:01.840 --> 00:16:04.919 that same day, I have a friend that passed away 306 00:16:04.960 --> 00:16:09.000 because of COVID when I was on the street, and 307 00:16:09.039 --> 00:16:11.399 it's kind of about when things started getting a little weirder, 308 00:16:11.399 --> 00:16:12.679 even though it's been weird in my whole life, but 309 00:16:12.720 --> 00:16:16.679 that really started getting weird. When that happened. And he 310 00:16:16.759 --> 00:16:19.039 lives down the street from my mom's house. His dad 311 00:16:19.039 --> 00:16:23.320 lives down the street from my mom's house. And since 312 00:16:23.360 --> 00:16:25.799 I've been back from the street, I've been wanting to 313 00:16:25.799 --> 00:16:27.440 go over there and talk to him, you know, but 314 00:16:27.600 --> 00:16:30.159 I just haven't. And I tell after I see the 315 00:16:30.200 --> 00:16:32.159 things split in two, I want to go over there 316 00:16:32.159 --> 00:16:34.639 and tell him, because he even got some videos I 317 00:16:34.639 --> 00:16:39.000 could show him and everything, you know. And I say, 318 00:16:39.440 --> 00:16:41.480 should I go over there and tell him? Let me know? 319 00:16:42.039 --> 00:16:46.120 And a shooting star orb appears might be like a 320 00:16:46.159 --> 00:16:48.639 thousand feet in the air, but it does a bee 321 00:16:48.679 --> 00:16:52.919 line towards his house, like telling me, yes, all right, 322 00:16:53.080 --> 00:16:55.039 I walked down the street and told him all about it, 323 00:16:55.080 --> 00:17:01.879 you know, I mean, asked, what should I go that 324 00:17:01.879 --> 00:17:03.120 that way? Yeah? 325 00:17:03.240 --> 00:17:04.440 You know what I mean, Yeah, let's go. 326 00:17:04.519 --> 00:17:06.759 It was literally directly to where I was asking if 327 00:17:06.759 --> 00:17:07.880 I should go that way? Yeah. 328 00:17:07.920 --> 00:17:10.160 And all of this has happened since Riverfest. 329 00:17:10.200 --> 00:17:15.759 Yeaht good god man, it's ramped up something serious. 330 00:17:15.799 --> 00:17:19.160 It's only been like three months, I know, yeah or something. 331 00:17:19.400 --> 00:17:19.599 Yeah. 332 00:17:19.920 --> 00:17:23.440 October, am I forgetting anything since Riverfest? 333 00:17:23.759 --> 00:17:29.160 That one that one night in Texas New Year's Eve, 334 00:17:29.319 --> 00:17:32.480 I woke up at about four forty four in the 335 00:17:32.519 --> 00:17:37.039 morning exactly actually, and how Chris just said that things 336 00:17:37.079 --> 00:17:40.839 have been ramping up from about twenty orbs thirty orbs 337 00:17:40.880 --> 00:17:42.960 now he's seing about one hundred orbs. I sat by 338 00:17:43.000 --> 00:17:47.160 myself on New Year's even saw about one hundred orbs. Wow, 339 00:17:47.640 --> 00:17:48.559 almost all of them. 340 00:17:48.680 --> 00:17:49.359 That's amazing. 341 00:17:49.880 --> 00:17:50.400 Wow. 342 00:17:50.920 --> 00:17:53.640 So yeah, I just I want to say, like it's 343 00:17:53.759 --> 00:17:56.960 very clear too, and hopefully now it's clear to those 344 00:17:57.000 --> 00:18:00.079 listening that like the experiences that are going on with you, 345 00:18:00.079 --> 00:18:04.119 your son and around you are very reminiscent of like 346 00:18:04.240 --> 00:18:07.480 what's happening to us and many people around us. And 347 00:18:07.519 --> 00:18:10.720 it's it begs the question to me, like is there 348 00:18:10.759 --> 00:18:12.559 some sort of greater awakening happening? 349 00:18:12.880 --> 00:18:13.079 You know? 350 00:18:13.880 --> 00:18:16.319 So if we're caught are we caught up on everything 351 00:18:16.319 --> 00:18:17.119 post Riverfest? 352 00:18:17.160 --> 00:18:19.759 Well let me let me. I think I forgot to 353 00:18:19.839 --> 00:18:22.680 quit finish telling you about the girl from FSU. Okay, right, 354 00:18:22.799 --> 00:18:27.240 I finished that one. Okay. So she comes down and 355 00:18:27.440 --> 00:18:28.920 so I see the second order to go to his house. 356 00:18:28.920 --> 00:18:31.480 I walk to his house, I tell him about it. 357 00:18:31.559 --> 00:18:33.480 I come back, I call and go all Jay, I'm 358 00:18:33.480 --> 00:18:35.960 coming over there. We're gonna show Hailey. Her name is Haley. 359 00:18:36.200 --> 00:18:39.119 We're gonna show Haley this ORB. The shooting store be 360 00:18:39.200 --> 00:18:42.640 called the Shooting Store like Star Orb Star Store, shooting 361 00:18:42.720 --> 00:18:45.880 store and ORB like store. Gotta have fun with it. 362 00:18:47.160 --> 00:18:49.960 And he's like, I don't know. I said, I'm coming. 363 00:18:50.480 --> 00:18:52.359 He's scared is that it's not gonna show up and 364 00:18:52.400 --> 00:18:55.319 then the whole family thing be crazy already, you know. 365 00:18:56.799 --> 00:19:01.039 So I show up. I walk inside on the couch talking. 366 00:19:01.400 --> 00:19:02.880 I cut him off. I said, let's go to the 367 00:19:02.960 --> 00:19:05.759 roof right now. Let's go. Come on, Helly, you want 368 00:19:05.799 --> 00:19:08.039 to see one. Come on, we go up on the roof. 369 00:19:08.200 --> 00:19:10.519 I'm telling her, I said, look on the whole way 370 00:19:10.559 --> 00:19:13.440 over there. I forgot sorry, I've got to mention this part. 371 00:19:13.599 --> 00:19:16.680 The whole way over there. I'm driving. It's a ten 372 00:19:16.720 --> 00:19:21.839 minute drive. I'm just praying, please show my cousin this 373 00:19:22.079 --> 00:19:24.599 ORB so she could tell her friends in college, the 374 00:19:24.640 --> 00:19:26.960 young people. I'm giving it every reason in the world 375 00:19:27.279 --> 00:19:30.359 why it should show my cousin or itself to my cousin, 376 00:19:30.400 --> 00:19:32.680 you know. And when I get there, it's telling me, yeah, 377 00:19:32.720 --> 00:19:34.279 I got you. I got you. When I get there, 378 00:19:34.720 --> 00:19:36.799 say hey, come on. Ten minutes on the roof get 379 00:19:36.799 --> 00:19:39.440 on the roof, put on two songs, five minutes long each. 380 00:19:39.599 --> 00:19:41.880 I tell her, he told me ten minutes, you're gonna 381 00:19:41.880 --> 00:19:47.440 see it. In ten minutes. Ten minutes goes by. It's awkward, right, 382 00:19:48.359 --> 00:19:52.799 I said, all right? I said, look, sometimes it likes 383 00:19:52.799 --> 00:19:54.759 to play a little bit and it gets me that 384 00:19:54.880 --> 00:19:58.039 awkward moment for a little while, just to test you. 385 00:19:58.160 --> 00:20:00.680 Maybe called faith or something, you know. I said, just 386 00:20:00.759 --> 00:20:03.799 keep looking and keep believing. Keep believing, keep looking. And 387 00:20:04.440 --> 00:20:07.640 within thirty seconds after the ten minute awkward silence went 388 00:20:07.680 --> 00:20:11.119 by a blue and I told her sometimes they blue. 389 00:20:12.519 --> 00:20:15.079 I told her, sometimes they do. You might see a 390 00:20:15.079 --> 00:20:20.240 blue one. And right there bro and her girlfriend saw too. 391 00:20:21.000 --> 00:20:23.319 About one hundred feet in the sky. A blue orb 392 00:20:23.440 --> 00:20:28.160 turns on, shoots directly sideways about fifty to one hundred feet, 393 00:20:28.200 --> 00:20:31.240 and leaves a lightsaber in the sky. Now a trail 394 00:20:31.400 --> 00:20:35.079 does just a blue line in the sky and disappears. 395 00:20:36.160 --> 00:20:38.920 Say you got told you saw when you saw that 396 00:20:39.039 --> 00:20:41.359 it was blue? I said, I no, no, Look when 397 00:20:41.400 --> 00:20:43.279 I saw it, I looked at it. Go what color 398 00:20:43.400 --> 00:20:44.839 was it? 399 00:20:44.839 --> 00:20:45.480 It was blue? 400 00:20:45.559 --> 00:20:49.440 I said, you saw it. You definitely saw it, dude. 401 00:20:49.519 --> 00:20:50.799 What What was her reaction? 402 00:20:51.200 --> 00:20:55.000 She was jumping for joy. You know, I'm screaming, thank 403 00:20:55.000 --> 00:20:57.640 you God. I'm telling her the angel miracle. You just 404 00:20:57.680 --> 00:20:58.559 saw a miracle. 405 00:20:58.880 --> 00:21:02.079 Yeah, that's beautiful. And you know what, this is why 406 00:21:02.119 --> 00:21:03.920 they come to you. This is why. 407 00:21:06.359 --> 00:21:09.440 Just hold everybody that believes and it will be able 408 00:21:09.440 --> 00:21:09.920 to see him. 409 00:21:10.200 --> 00:21:10.799 Yeah. 410 00:21:11.039 --> 00:21:12.519 People could just block it out of their mind that 411 00:21:12.559 --> 00:21:15.119 it may be real that my cousin did. 412 00:21:17.000 --> 00:21:18.759 Look, man, listen, this girl. 413 00:21:18.799 --> 00:21:21.880 We don't ever even talk to nothing. Your family thought 414 00:21:21.880 --> 00:21:25.400 it'll be crazy. He said, We're not crazy to come down. See. Yeah, 415 00:21:26.000 --> 00:21:29.240 it happened. One day. She came down for ten minutes 416 00:21:29.279 --> 00:21:30.640 on the roof, just like you said. 417 00:21:32.319 --> 00:21:35.720 And this this blue shooting store that we saw. It 418 00:21:35.759 --> 00:21:38.279 wasn't like it was up in the sky. It was 419 00:21:38.519 --> 00:21:40.599 out and we're on the roof and this thing is 420 00:21:41.200 --> 00:21:44.400 completely horizontal in the middle of the sky. Wow. 421 00:21:44.519 --> 00:21:47.240 No, No, there wasn't way up there, like. 422 00:21:48.759 --> 00:21:52.960 It's like almost high level. Why that's amazing, God, dude, 423 00:21:52.960 --> 00:21:53.599 that's wild. 424 00:21:54.119 --> 00:21:54.720 And this is. 425 00:21:54.720 --> 00:21:56.640 Only within the last three months. 426 00:21:57.119 --> 00:22:02.720 Okay, that's before Christmas. That's from October, so. 427 00:22:02.640 --> 00:22:05.319 That was like a month and a half. Wow, that's 428 00:22:05.359 --> 00:22:07.839 that's a lot of growth, very very quickly. So the 429 00:22:07.920 --> 00:22:10.839 listener is already probably like WHOA, they hadn't even heard it. 430 00:22:10.880 --> 00:22:13.079 Crazy, I haven't even heard the story yet. 431 00:22:13.200 --> 00:22:15.880 Yeah, so are we I'm gonna ask again, are we 432 00:22:16.000 --> 00:22:19.519 caught up post Riverfest? We're feeling good about that because 433 00:22:19.559 --> 00:22:23.960 now we got to go to the beginning. I this 434 00:22:24.160 --> 00:22:30.640 is a this is a very very heavy, powerful true story. 435 00:22:32.680 --> 00:22:34.920 And I think it's important for people to hear. Obviously, 436 00:22:35.000 --> 00:22:36.839 Nick and Alex think it's important for people to hear. 437 00:22:36.880 --> 00:22:39.519 We're very behind you, guys, and and and what it 438 00:22:39.599 --> 00:22:41.559 is is happening to you and what it is you're doing. 439 00:22:41.680 --> 00:22:44.799 And I just I gotta say, man, like you and 440 00:22:44.839 --> 00:22:47.440 your son remind me of me and my dad. Just 441 00:22:47.519 --> 00:22:52.000 the relationship you have, what's happening to you, your attitude, 442 00:22:52.559 --> 00:22:54.960 your deep desire to tell this to people and share 443 00:22:55.000 --> 00:22:55.519 it with people. 444 00:22:55.559 --> 00:22:56.319 It's very real. 445 00:22:56.920 --> 00:22:57.799 We can feel it. 446 00:22:57.759 --> 00:22:59.160 From you, guys, definitely. 447 00:22:59.240 --> 00:23:01.839 You know it's it's very it's very wholesome. 448 00:23:02.599 --> 00:23:05.680 It's heartwarming and inspirational, like as dark as it is 449 00:23:05.720 --> 00:23:10.359 that you know, it ends up in the most heartwarming, 450 00:23:10.799 --> 00:23:13.920 inspirational like place, wholesome place. 451 00:23:14.039 --> 00:23:16.200 It's if I thought of you to hear it, Like 452 00:23:16.359 --> 00:23:18.400 a title that comes to my mind for your life story. 453 00:23:18.440 --> 00:23:19.880 And this is just my you know, you don't. 454 00:23:19.680 --> 00:23:20.279 Have to run with it. 455 00:23:20.359 --> 00:23:23.319 This is just how I see like your your life 456 00:23:23.359 --> 00:23:27.160 in a very quick flash, is like to the depths 457 00:23:27.200 --> 00:23:31.039 of Hell, all the way back and higher. You know, 458 00:23:31.279 --> 00:23:32.880 I don't know. I just think from Helen back, like 459 00:23:32.920 --> 00:23:36.880 you have seen you know, the worst that that you 460 00:23:36.880 --> 00:23:41.480 can see, and have come so far past that, and 461 00:23:41.480 --> 00:23:44.279 and now you're just like this beautiful light in your story. 462 00:23:44.359 --> 00:23:45.440 So anyway, I'm gon get out of the way. 463 00:23:45.480 --> 00:23:46.400 Let's just go to the beginning. 464 00:23:46.440 --> 00:23:49.480 That's not even an analogy. That's literally what happened. 465 00:23:49.559 --> 00:23:51.680 I just think of, you know, from Helen back so 466 00:23:51.920 --> 00:23:54.480 or to Helen back. So let's get into it. Man, 467 00:23:54.480 --> 00:23:56.079 when did this start for you? Let's let's go all 468 00:23:56.079 --> 00:23:56.799 the way to the beginning. 469 00:23:57.640 --> 00:24:01.960 All right, Well, get my there you go. 470 00:24:03.039 --> 00:24:04.440 Yeah, that's what it get comfortable. 471 00:24:05.000 --> 00:24:07.880 Well, I mean, like the main thing of the story 472 00:24:08.119 --> 00:24:11.160 was that everyone thought I just went crazy and got 473 00:24:11.200 --> 00:24:15.039 hooked on drugs, became homeless and turned into a street junkie. 474 00:24:15.960 --> 00:24:18.000 And then I just showed up one day back at 475 00:24:18.079 --> 00:24:22.240 my house telling them I I got a UFO came 476 00:24:22.279 --> 00:24:26.279 and picked me up, and my mom's initial reaction was, 477 00:24:27.000 --> 00:24:30.640 I hope you're on drugs. I hope he's on drugs, 478 00:24:30.680 --> 00:24:33.880 and now he lost his mind. First, you know, she 479 00:24:33.960 --> 00:24:35.440 said that she texted it. 480 00:24:35.480 --> 00:24:38.079 I've seen the message. He has the message. But look 481 00:24:38.319 --> 00:24:40.200 before we but just started. 482 00:24:40.519 --> 00:24:40.720 Start. 483 00:24:40.799 --> 00:24:42.519 But I just want to say, really quickly, a shout 484 00:24:42.519 --> 00:24:45.559 out to your mom, because if I'm understanding correctly, she 485 00:24:45.599 --> 00:24:48.680 flew you out here, this and that, and that's how 486 00:24:48.720 --> 00:24:50.880 God works, right, and you know, you guys have come 487 00:24:50.920 --> 00:24:53.559 together and it's it's a nice little happy ending there. 488 00:24:53.759 --> 00:24:57.079 But so shout out to my mother. 489 00:24:58.599 --> 00:25:00.960 She messaged me and personally told me I'm gonna fly 490 00:25:01.039 --> 00:25:04.799 them out, please give us notice. So all right, so 491 00:25:05.000 --> 00:25:05.559 the beginning. 492 00:25:05.640 --> 00:25:09.839 Let me begin with my background for those that don't 493 00:25:09.920 --> 00:25:16.079 know anything about anything. Okay, So I grew up in Miami. 494 00:25:17.039 --> 00:25:24.039 Start there, Yeah, perfect. I grew up in Miami in 495 00:25:24.079 --> 00:25:29.680 the eighties and nineties. My dad was a car washer. 496 00:25:29.720 --> 00:25:31.839 He owned his own car wash where he went to 497 00:25:31.839 --> 00:25:34.079 people's houses to wash the car. But we still own 498 00:25:34.200 --> 00:25:39.880 family business. Uh. He had. He was a heroin addict 499 00:25:40.000 --> 00:25:43.319 at one point, and he went to prison twice for 500 00:25:43.480 --> 00:25:48.440 armed robbery trying to get money for the drugs and 501 00:25:48.599 --> 00:25:51.480 got out, got our methody, got hooked again and got 502 00:25:51.480 --> 00:25:55.440 on methadone. And he'd been on the methadone clinic and morphine. 503 00:25:57.359 --> 00:26:03.400 And my mom she's crazy too. She when he was 504 00:26:03.440 --> 00:26:06.759 in jail, she tried to spring him some weed in there, 505 00:26:06.839 --> 00:26:10.000 sneaking in weed and the visitation. She got herself locked 506 00:26:10.039 --> 00:26:13.559 up too, a long time ago. Like this is like 507 00:26:13.920 --> 00:26:18.119 it's like in the seventies, yeh. But she So they 508 00:26:18.160 --> 00:26:20.759 were cool parents, you know, you got away with words, man, 509 00:26:23.640 --> 00:26:27.240 So I grew up. My dad was like he was crazy. 510 00:26:27.240 --> 00:26:31.359 You know, he wasn't in the church. We went around, 511 00:26:31.400 --> 00:26:34.039 we drove around, like he made fun of church people. 512 00:26:34.079 --> 00:26:37.039 Not like that, but like goody two shoes kind of well, 513 00:26:37.079 --> 00:26:38.400 you know, like he was a bad guy. 514 00:26:38.440 --> 00:26:42.000 You know, it's like it's a hard guy, you know guy. 515 00:26:41.880 --> 00:26:44.000 Like one time I seen him a guy when I 516 00:26:44.000 --> 00:26:46.039 was a little kid. First time I realized how crazy 517 00:26:46.039 --> 00:26:49.680 he was. Somebody got next to him started honking. I 518 00:26:49.680 --> 00:26:51.440 don't know what happened in the car, but they put 519 00:26:51.480 --> 00:26:53.960 the middle finger at him, and my dad pulled out 520 00:26:53.960 --> 00:26:56.000 a knife and said, give me that finger. I'll cut 521 00:26:56.000 --> 00:26:59.559 it off. You know. I was like my dad is crazy. 522 00:27:00.440 --> 00:27:05.440 But and so and okay, so I grew up already 523 00:27:05.759 --> 00:27:08.880 parents were cool. Let me do you know their cool parents. 524 00:27:09.440 --> 00:27:11.440 I had to go to church and I got to 525 00:27:11.480 --> 00:27:11.920 have fun. 526 00:27:11.960 --> 00:27:12.119 You know. 527 00:27:13.680 --> 00:27:17.440 I got in trouble early. I guess that's why. Maybe 528 00:27:17.440 --> 00:27:19.839 I don't know why. But when I was seven years old, 529 00:27:19.880 --> 00:27:22.319 I broke into my first house, just to let you 530 00:27:22.359 --> 00:27:24.359 know how it was growing up. I don't go two 531 00:27:24.440 --> 00:27:27.640 back and back, but seven years old, we broke into 532 00:27:27.799 --> 00:27:30.680 me and my eight year old neighbor. Took a crowbar 533 00:27:30.799 --> 00:27:35.680 and broke into my neighbor's house and stole his baseball cards. 534 00:27:36.920 --> 00:27:40.200 It wasn't my idea, but it sounded fun, and I 535 00:27:40.240 --> 00:27:43.279 went away, you know, and I took half the cards too. 536 00:27:44.279 --> 00:27:47.039 But look how comma just to go real quick, how 537 00:27:47.079 --> 00:27:50.200 KMMA worked. Ten years later, my friends sixteen years old, 538 00:27:50.920 --> 00:27:52.960 I got my friends in a gang, got his friends 539 00:27:52.960 --> 00:27:55.640 from the gang over. I'm not in a gang. He's 540 00:27:55.640 --> 00:27:57.200 in a gang, but he got his gang friends over. 541 00:27:57.240 --> 00:27:59.000 Because my parents are the town. We all partying, a 542 00:27:59.039 --> 00:28:03.160 bunch of people over and all my baseball cars get stolen, 543 00:28:05.200 --> 00:28:07.759 and I had by then I had a good collection too. 544 00:28:09.039 --> 00:28:11.920 My baseball car gets throlen by wo and then look 545 00:28:11.920 --> 00:28:15.160 at camera work. They go and break into another house 546 00:28:15.839 --> 00:28:18.119 steal a bunch of watches. Like a year later, I 547 00:28:18.160 --> 00:28:19.640 tell my friend what the fuck? He's like, nothing I 548 00:28:19.680 --> 00:28:21.319 could do about it. It's the gang. What you want 549 00:28:21.319 --> 00:28:21.720 me to do? 550 00:28:21.960 --> 00:28:22.160 You know? 551 00:28:22.279 --> 00:28:24.359 He didn't mean for it to happen because he was 552 00:28:24.400 --> 00:28:27.920 my friend. He brought them over whatever. But then I 553 00:28:28.000 --> 00:28:30.400 knew he felt bad because a couple of years later, 554 00:28:30.480 --> 00:28:33.480 when I was going FIU, He's like, look, we did 555 00:28:33.680 --> 00:28:35.839 we did a house and we got all these watches. 556 00:28:36.039 --> 00:28:37.640 I'm gonna give you one because they took all your 557 00:28:37.640 --> 00:28:39.759 stuff back in the day, and he gave me the watch. 558 00:28:40.480 --> 00:28:42.880 I go and traded for drugs because I'm gone back. 559 00:28:42.920 --> 00:28:46.279 Then like a week later, he come back saying they 560 00:28:46.279 --> 00:28:49.319 got arrested for that, and they got caught and the 561 00:28:49.359 --> 00:28:51.599 owners said, he'll drop the charges if I give him 562 00:28:51.720 --> 00:28:53.599 back the one watch they gave me. They gave me 563 00:28:53.640 --> 00:28:55.799 a watch because it was silver, turned out it was 564 00:28:55.799 --> 00:29:02.119 platinum ones and I just sold and so because that 565 00:29:02.680 --> 00:29:04.640 he fell back. Because they did that. Because and I 566 00:29:04.680 --> 00:29:07.000 took the washing soda, they all got locked up for 567 00:29:07.039 --> 00:29:10.200 like a year or two LOBATIONI I tried to get 568 00:29:10.200 --> 00:29:11.759 the watch back for him. I didn't want to go 569 00:29:11.759 --> 00:29:15.359 to jail, but the watch is gone. So it all 570 00:29:15.400 --> 00:29:17.000 worked out like that, and the end they ended up 571 00:29:17.000 --> 00:29:19.480 going to jail for it. Anyway they could have got out, 572 00:29:19.519 --> 00:29:22.599 but you know, just nothing to do with anything. Sure, 573 00:29:23.200 --> 00:29:26.440 but it's still a cool story context how you grew 574 00:29:26.519 --> 00:29:28.119 up and. 575 00:29:28.000 --> 00:29:30.440 So, okay, you were seven to eight. 576 00:29:30.559 --> 00:29:36.640 Yeah, okay, so nothing really weird started happening until the 577 00:29:36.680 --> 00:29:39.519 first weird thing that happened. I was fourteen years old 578 00:29:41.079 --> 00:29:46.839 and all right, I would go into a private school. 579 00:29:46.880 --> 00:29:49.920 My mom put me in a Catholic school because when 580 00:29:49.920 --> 00:29:53.559 I was transitioning to high school and junior high I 581 00:29:53.599 --> 00:29:55.799 had a kid, one of my friend's cousins sleep over 582 00:29:55.839 --> 00:29:57.680 the house. Both of them slept over the house like 583 00:29:57.680 --> 00:30:01.880 a regular sleepover on the weekend, and that same kid 584 00:30:01.960 --> 00:30:03.440 was a year ahead of us. He would go into 585 00:30:03.440 --> 00:30:06.799 the high school by my house, and on Valentine's Day 586 00:30:07.359 --> 00:30:08.960 or the last day of school, one of the two 587 00:30:10.279 --> 00:30:11.880 he ended up shooting a kid in the back of 588 00:30:11.920 --> 00:30:14.880 the school over a girl and killing him. On the news, 589 00:30:14.960 --> 00:30:16.839 my mom see him, like, that's the kid us sleeping 590 00:30:16.839 --> 00:30:19.079 over here. A couple of months ago. She's like, you 591 00:30:19.160 --> 00:30:22.200 ain't going to that school because that's your friend about 592 00:30:22.400 --> 00:30:24.480 all the gangs, and she don't know who's what. So 593 00:30:24.559 --> 00:30:26.000 she didn't want me to go to that school, so 594 00:30:26.119 --> 00:30:28.559 she took me to private school. So I go to 595 00:30:28.720 --> 00:30:31.799 Catholic school. I've never been to church ever. I made 596 00:30:31.839 --> 00:30:34.920 fun of church people for going to church. On top 597 00:30:34.920 --> 00:30:37.119 of that, this school's in Spanish. It's Catholic. I don't 598 00:30:37.119 --> 00:30:39.599 even speak Spanish. I don't even understand. Every day we 599 00:30:39.680 --> 00:30:42.839 go to church in Spanish, I don't understand it. But 600 00:30:43.000 --> 00:30:45.240 I don't even want to get too much involved anyways. 601 00:30:46.599 --> 00:30:49.720 I play sports, I get injured. I'm in the athletic room, 602 00:30:50.119 --> 00:30:55.720 and the director like the athletic trainers or the priest, 603 00:30:56.279 --> 00:30:57.960 like the guy that helps you when you get injured. 604 00:30:58.599 --> 00:31:01.799 He's a priest. Got me in the tub and he 605 00:31:02.000 --> 00:31:04.759 like rubbing my leg, telling me, and he put his 606 00:31:04.880 --> 00:31:06.759 hand up my leg and kind of rub me, you know, 607 00:31:07.000 --> 00:31:09.759 like and I was fourteen years old, I probably looked 608 00:31:09.759 --> 00:31:12.079 like I was ten, and I was. And right when 609 00:31:12.119 --> 00:31:14.680 he does right when he does it, the door kick 610 00:31:14.759 --> 00:31:17.839 open and all the football players walk in and start 611 00:31:18.480 --> 00:31:20.240 telling him how good of a person he move his 612 00:31:20.319 --> 00:31:22.000 hand right away running the door kick open, and he 613 00:31:22.039 --> 00:31:23.799 take your log, he said, he's just stay in the water. 614 00:31:24.359 --> 00:31:26.440 You'll be good for like ten minutes. And I'm like, 615 00:31:27.680 --> 00:31:31.400 you know, I'm feeling weird, like yeah, and everyone's telling 616 00:31:31.480 --> 00:31:33.200 what a good person he is because they've known him 617 00:31:33.240 --> 00:31:34.839 his whole life, because they all grew up in the church. 618 00:31:34.920 --> 00:31:36.440 And I don't know none of these people. So I'm 619 00:31:36.480 --> 00:31:39.960 feeling like real by myself in this place in the school. 620 00:31:40.079 --> 00:31:42.960 You know. So I started smoking weed. When I started 621 00:31:42.960 --> 00:31:45.519 smoking weed. Right when I started smoking weed is when 622 00:31:45.559 --> 00:31:49.880 the first kind of weird thing happens. I fall asleep. 623 00:31:49.920 --> 00:31:52.799 I have a dream. It's not too crazy, but it's 624 00:31:53.279 --> 00:31:56.359 first thing I says something ain't right here. Fall asleep. 625 00:31:56.440 --> 00:31:58.359 I have a dream where I get bit. I don't 626 00:31:58.359 --> 00:31:59.960 want to harp too long on it. I'm gonna go 627 00:32:00.079 --> 00:32:02.519 real quick. I have a dream when I get bit 628 00:32:03.200 --> 00:32:06.039 in the foot by a Komodo dragon. And when I 629 00:32:06.119 --> 00:32:08.799 wake up, I wake up when I get bit in 630 00:32:08.880 --> 00:32:12.559 my dream, I can feel the poison enter my foot 631 00:32:12.680 --> 00:32:15.480 and shoot up my pain and paralyze my leg all 632 00:32:15.559 --> 00:32:17.680 real quick. And right when that happens, I wake up 633 00:32:18.240 --> 00:32:20.799 and my leg is in pain. I mean, I can't 634 00:32:20.839 --> 00:32:23.359 even scream. It's in pain. I'm like, like, you know, 635 00:32:23.559 --> 00:32:25.400 so much pain. I can't even scream because I'm just 636 00:32:25.640 --> 00:32:28.440 stuck like that. And I look at my foot and 637 00:32:28.559 --> 00:32:32.680 I can see each tooth mark a perfect shape on 638 00:32:32.880 --> 00:32:35.920 top of my foot. No, but while you're awake, while 639 00:32:35.920 --> 00:32:38.599 I'm awake, like for real, while I'm awake for real, 640 00:32:38.720 --> 00:32:42.039 underneath my skin little red dots like it look like 641 00:32:42.160 --> 00:32:46.680 little tiny flea bites, but under the skin, and it's 642 00:32:47.240 --> 00:32:51.640 and from where those bites are down, it's completely numb, 643 00:32:52.279 --> 00:32:55.039 no feeling like it's not even there. And from there 644 00:32:55.240 --> 00:32:58.599 up my leg the most pain I've ever felt. And 645 00:32:58.720 --> 00:33:01.640 I'm laid it for about five minutes and then I 646 00:33:01.680 --> 00:33:05.839 started feeling the pins and needles real, real bad. And 647 00:33:05.960 --> 00:33:08.759 then the pain started going away in my leg, and 648 00:33:08.839 --> 00:33:11.880 then I started getting feeling under there under the bike, 649 00:33:12.200 --> 00:33:14.759 and then that starts turning into front numbness to really 650 00:33:14.799 --> 00:33:17.119 bad pins and needles, and then that lasts for like 651 00:33:17.200 --> 00:33:19.839 another two minutes where I still can't scream, and then 652 00:33:19.920 --> 00:33:22.160 finally with the pain subsided enough to where I could 653 00:33:22.160 --> 00:33:24.799 actually get out of bed. And I was in high 654 00:33:24.839 --> 00:33:27.079 school and I goes tell my mom the red dots 655 00:33:27.119 --> 00:33:29.599 were gone, and I was like, what the fuck? 656 00:33:30.440 --> 00:33:30.680 Wow? 657 00:33:31.920 --> 00:33:34.240 Whoa and I should had me thinking like Freddy Krueger 658 00:33:34.319 --> 00:33:37.680 real like I felt the pain. I woke up and 659 00:33:37.759 --> 00:33:41.200 saw the bike. You know, Wow, that was the first 660 00:33:41.240 --> 00:33:48.279 thing that was weird whatever. So then so the reason 661 00:33:48.279 --> 00:33:49.799 I told you to think about the preacher was that 662 00:33:51.039 --> 00:33:53.160 for later on it makes sense because it really like 663 00:33:54.039 --> 00:34:00.240 maybe say, forget God, forget what import the highest priest said. 664 00:34:01.039 --> 00:34:03.440 And at that time too, like the Catholic thing was 665 00:34:03.519 --> 00:34:06.559 going on in the early two thousands with a Catholic thing, 666 00:34:06.640 --> 00:34:08.840 you know, And I was like, man, this church is 667 00:34:08.960 --> 00:34:09.800 really bullshit. 668 00:34:09.960 --> 00:34:14.000 Yeah, so you're kind of beginning to really write God off. Yeah. 669 00:34:14.119 --> 00:34:16.480 I mean I already been rote or it never existed, 670 00:34:16.519 --> 00:34:20.119 but if I was to now, he really really bullshit, 671 00:34:20.199 --> 00:34:26.519 you know. And so I start getting in trouble and 672 00:34:26.639 --> 00:34:28.960 my mom I started getting in trouble. I changed schools 673 00:34:29.800 --> 00:34:31.719 after that year. My mama let me go to another 674 00:34:31.760 --> 00:34:33.920 school of Magnet school because I get in for art, 675 00:34:34.960 --> 00:34:37.159 and she had me start going to church with my aunt. 676 00:34:37.960 --> 00:34:40.440 My aunt, I get baptized a go three weeks. I 677 00:34:40.480 --> 00:34:42.199 get baptized just to go with the flow. I'm not 678 00:34:42.239 --> 00:34:45.000 believing anything. I'm bored there. I'm just showing up because 679 00:34:45.039 --> 00:34:49.119 I got to. I get baptized. Two weeks later, the 680 00:34:49.719 --> 00:34:53.800 pastor from the church. My aunt gets drunk and calls 681 00:34:53.840 --> 00:34:55.519 the pastor from the church to come over to help 682 00:34:55.559 --> 00:34:57.239 her because she get into a fight with a boyfriend 683 00:34:57.280 --> 00:35:00.679 and he ends up getting arrested for sexual assault. Wow, 684 00:35:00.920 --> 00:35:04.199 my aunt. He ends up divorcing his wife. The church 685 00:35:04.320 --> 00:35:06.559 closed down for a little while till they get someone new. 686 00:35:06.719 --> 00:35:09.599 He leaves the state, and I just don't go back 687 00:35:09.639 --> 00:35:11.840 to the church. This man just baptized me, and then 688 00:35:11.920 --> 00:35:12.440 that happened. 689 00:35:12.719 --> 00:35:15.840 That happens, so that so often, so much more often 690 00:35:15.920 --> 00:35:16.880 than you realize. 691 00:35:17.119 --> 00:35:19.599 So I mean, can you imagine his perspective to like, 692 00:35:19.719 --> 00:35:22.920 the two priests he's ever had or literally are sexual predators. 693 00:35:23.000 --> 00:35:26.079 Yeah, so now it was like church is done from 694 00:35:26.119 --> 00:35:27.239 that point, you know what I'm saying. 695 00:35:27.360 --> 00:35:29.639 Yeah, it's all I sham. Yeah. 696 00:35:30.639 --> 00:35:38.880 So, fifteen years old, my mom finds some drugs in 697 00:35:39.000 --> 00:35:43.280 my backpack and she kicked me out of the house 698 00:35:43.360 --> 00:35:45.440 because she had enough. She's like, I told you not 699 00:35:45.519 --> 00:35:48.400 to bring us in the house. Get out of here. 700 00:35:48.480 --> 00:35:50.320 I don't care where you go. Walk to your grandma. 701 00:35:50.440 --> 00:35:52.679 She live far. I don't even know how to walk there, said, 702 00:35:52.679 --> 00:35:54.280 I don't care where you go. You can't be here. 703 00:35:54.320 --> 00:35:57.960 You gotta figure it out. I'm fifteen, right. She caught 704 00:35:58.000 --> 00:36:03.760 the door walking down the street, and this is the 705 00:36:03.840 --> 00:36:06.559 first time I being kicked out of my house and 706 00:36:06.639 --> 00:36:08.639 my mom lat male. She closed the door and kicked 707 00:36:08.679 --> 00:36:11.239 me out. So in my mind, it's the end of 708 00:36:11.280 --> 00:36:13.639 the world at that point, you know, I'm not thinking 709 00:36:13.679 --> 00:36:15.840 far ahead. I'm thinking what the heck am I gonna 710 00:36:15.880 --> 00:36:16.360 do right now? 711 00:36:16.400 --> 00:36:16.559 You know? 712 00:36:18.000 --> 00:36:22.840 So I have no God in my life, but now 713 00:36:22.840 --> 00:36:25.400 I'm by myself for the first time, no parents, know nothing. 714 00:36:25.400 --> 00:36:27.239 I'm walking down the street. I'm like, oh shit, I'm 715 00:36:27.239 --> 00:36:29.119 a home fifteen year old kid. What am I gonna do? 716 00:36:30.119 --> 00:36:34.639 I started feeling like I need I need to see 717 00:36:34.679 --> 00:36:37.559 if God is real. I said, this can't be life. 718 00:36:37.679 --> 00:36:39.039 You know what I'm saying. I'm walking down the street 719 00:36:39.079 --> 00:36:44.039 thinking this can't be life and fifteen years old by myself, nighttime, 720 00:36:44.159 --> 00:36:47.480 like ten o'clock, ten thirty at night. I said, you 721 00:36:47.559 --> 00:36:50.039 know what, I know we make fun of God all 722 00:36:50.119 --> 00:36:53.239 the time and church people, but what if it's real? 723 00:36:53.760 --> 00:36:56.199 Let me just see one time. I gotta in my 724 00:36:56.239 --> 00:36:59.280 whole life, let me just give it one chance by myself. 725 00:36:59.320 --> 00:37:01.639 Forget church. I know church is fake, but maybe God 726 00:37:01.800 --> 00:37:07.440 is still real, you know. And I was just mustered 727 00:37:07.599 --> 00:37:11.360 up like consciousness just I'm gonna do it for real, 728 00:37:11.719 --> 00:37:14.400 you know. Inside I said, I'm gonna do this for real. 729 00:37:15.800 --> 00:37:17.880 I can't even do it right now, like like it 730 00:37:18.000 --> 00:37:21.199 was different, you know. And I screamed out in the air. 731 00:37:22.519 --> 00:37:26.400 I screamed, if you're real, I remember exact words. I 732 00:37:26.519 --> 00:37:29.559 said something like, if you're really real and you're really 733 00:37:29.719 --> 00:37:33.440 all powerful, then show me a sign right now. I 734 00:37:33.559 --> 00:37:38.280 screamed that. The second I said that, in my head, 735 00:37:38.480 --> 00:37:42.000 I hear crack crack. I look up. I think it's 736 00:37:42.000 --> 00:37:43.800 like a lightning gonna hit me or something. I look up. 737 00:37:43.960 --> 00:37:47.840 It's a tree branch, fifty foot tall tree. A branch 738 00:37:48.039 --> 00:37:51.400 just sounded like it was forcefully snapped off the top 739 00:37:51.440 --> 00:37:55.079 of it, like hom ripped off of it falls laying 740 00:37:55.280 --> 00:37:57.880 ten fifteen feet in front of me. This tree brands 741 00:37:58.039 --> 00:38:00.400 was away fifty two hundred pounds. I get hit boom. 742 00:38:01.719 --> 00:38:04.840 It stopped me in my tracks. But I was like, 743 00:38:05.360 --> 00:38:13.599 what the I said, do it again, naturally again? At 744 00:38:13.639 --> 00:38:17.800 a coincidence. Nothing happened every silence, and I was like, man, 745 00:38:17.920 --> 00:38:21.760 that was way too bunch of a coincidence. But out 746 00:38:21.760 --> 00:38:24.760 of a tree, like nas wind whatever. I don't know, 747 00:38:25.360 --> 00:38:25.960 you know what I'm. 748 00:38:25.800 --> 00:38:28.119 Saying, try to rationalize it. 749 00:38:28.280 --> 00:38:32.719 Why do you do it again? And so I walk 750 00:38:32.760 --> 00:38:34.519 around the street. I walk around the block to my 751 00:38:34.599 --> 00:38:36.719 friend Shawn's house. He's like at that time, he's like 752 00:38:36.920 --> 00:38:39.360 twenty something years always like twenty one. He's the older 753 00:38:39.440 --> 00:38:42.159 kid in the neighborhood that does drugs with everybody. He's 754 00:38:42.159 --> 00:38:45.599 always drinking outside chilling. His parents don't give a damn. 755 00:38:47.000 --> 00:38:49.760 So I go over there, tell my mom kicked me out, 756 00:38:49.760 --> 00:38:52.159 all this shit. He's like, by we get drunk, we 757 00:38:52.239 --> 00:38:57.559 get high, We chill all night till the sun comes up. 758 00:38:57.599 --> 00:39:00.840 He's on his front porch and his house his faces east. 759 00:39:00.880 --> 00:39:03.880 When the sun comes up, it's front porch. So when 760 00:39:03.880 --> 00:39:06.760 that sun comes up, boom, it's hot. Instantly, it's just 761 00:39:07.239 --> 00:39:12.280 muggy hot. And so we're drinking, smoking, chilling. The sun 762 00:39:12.400 --> 00:39:15.320 comes up. Right when the sun cracks over, Sean looking 763 00:39:15.320 --> 00:39:16.960 at me, go, oh, I gotta go to sleep. I 764 00:39:17.039 --> 00:39:19.920 gotta go inside. He just walks inside and goes to 765 00:39:20.000 --> 00:39:23.199 sleep and leaves me sitting out there, and I was thinking, like, damn, 766 00:39:23.239 --> 00:39:26.239 he's not gonna invite me in or anything. But he's 767 00:39:26.320 --> 00:39:29.000 twenty one years old and I'm just the kid around 768 00:39:29.039 --> 00:39:33.679 the block, you know. So he leaves me sitting out front. 769 00:39:33.760 --> 00:39:36.679 And then I realized, like, damn, I haven't been thinking 770 00:39:36.719 --> 00:39:38.679 about what I'm gonna do. I don't have a I 771 00:39:38.719 --> 00:39:40.840 can't go back home, right, I'm not I supposed to 772 00:39:40.840 --> 00:39:45.039 be kicked out and getting drunk and how all night 773 00:39:45.199 --> 00:39:47.440 kept my mind occupied. I wasn't thinking about nothing, but 774 00:39:47.599 --> 00:39:49.480 we were just hanging out, listening to music, having fun. 775 00:39:50.480 --> 00:39:52.719 So when he leaves, I'm back by myself. No more beer, 776 00:39:52.840 --> 00:39:57.079 no more nothing like fuck, no money, nothing. I remember 777 00:39:57.519 --> 00:40:00.239 the tree falling last night when god, I was thinking, damn, 778 00:40:00.360 --> 00:40:03.639 that shit felt real. I said, he didn't do it again. 779 00:40:03.719 --> 00:40:05.800 I said, well, I feeling like, well, now we got 780 00:40:05.880 --> 00:40:08.840 like a reset, you know. I said, look, do it 781 00:40:08.960 --> 00:40:10.679 was it one more time? If you do something like 782 00:40:10.800 --> 00:40:14.840 that again, I'm gonna believe you. I said that to myself, 783 00:40:14.880 --> 00:40:19.280 you know, and I stand up. I got in the 784 00:40:19.360 --> 00:40:21.880 same mindset I was, I did. I said, right, one 785 00:40:21.920 --> 00:40:25.360 more time, I'm gonna yell the guy town showing me something. 786 00:40:26.519 --> 00:40:32.000 I keep my mind prepared, son coming up. I look 787 00:40:32.079 --> 00:40:34.480 up in the sky and I yelled the same, basically 788 00:40:34.599 --> 00:40:37.440 the same kind of shit. Show me another sign if 789 00:40:37.480 --> 00:40:42.320 you're real right now. I swear to God the second 790 00:40:42.400 --> 00:40:44.920 I said that, I'm looking up in the sky, I'm 791 00:40:44.920 --> 00:40:49.960 looking into space fifty feet in front of me, up 792 00:40:50.039 --> 00:40:52.679 in the sky where I'm looking like I'm looking past it, 793 00:40:52.760 --> 00:40:54.920 but right in my line of sight, not like off 794 00:40:54.960 --> 00:40:59.760 to the side. I don't know what to say. But 795 00:41:00.440 --> 00:41:05.840 two birds flew out of a window from heaven, out 796 00:41:05.840 --> 00:41:09.760 of nowhere, nothing. Just two birds came out of an 797 00:41:09.840 --> 00:41:15.360 empty fucking thing, bro just empty. Two birds appear. And 798 00:41:15.480 --> 00:41:18.559 these birds are white doves, and they come out of 799 00:41:18.679 --> 00:41:21.920 this nothing. They just come out right in front of me, 800 00:41:22.360 --> 00:41:26.079 up in the air. And these things are flying glad, 801 00:41:26.239 --> 00:41:28.800 and I could see them looking at each other's faces 802 00:41:28.880 --> 00:41:33.159 as they're twirling in the sky. And I don't know 803 00:41:33.199 --> 00:41:35.519 if it's the fog or the humidity from being so 804 00:41:35.639 --> 00:41:38.400 early in the morning and humidity in Miami. But as 805 00:41:38.440 --> 00:41:41.400 they flying through the air, I can see pixie does 806 00:41:41.480 --> 00:41:42.719 coming off their wings. I don't know if it's the 807 00:41:42.800 --> 00:41:44.599 humidity that they're flying through or what. But it just 808 00:41:44.719 --> 00:41:48.320 like it looks like magic, and in my head is 809 00:41:48.519 --> 00:41:52.239 going on? Yo. 810 00:41:52.440 --> 00:41:56.039 You know when we first met, there were doves swirling 811 00:41:56.079 --> 00:41:57.599 around each other, flying around. 812 00:41:57.400 --> 00:41:59.159 And chasing each other, right, you know that right at 813 00:41:59.159 --> 00:42:01.639 the and there was a hawk too. I heard and 814 00:42:02.559 --> 00:42:05.960 around I saw two doves. Well, a bunch of us 815 00:42:05.960 --> 00:42:07.519 saw it flying around. 816 00:42:07.880 --> 00:42:08.679 I saw pictures. 817 00:42:08.880 --> 00:42:11.800 I was like, whoa, that's peculiar. I was in my head. 818 00:42:11.800 --> 00:42:15.760 I'm like, that's not necessarily paranormal, but it's beautiful. But now, 819 00:42:16.400 --> 00:42:19.599 almost a year later, it's like, oh my god, wait 820 00:42:19.639 --> 00:42:21.199 a minute, like, were. 821 00:42:21.079 --> 00:42:24.480 They glowing, Paul Man? Or did they look normal? 822 00:42:25.239 --> 00:42:27.639 It looked magical. It looked like a cartoon. 823 00:42:27.880 --> 00:42:27.960 Bro. 824 00:42:28.079 --> 00:42:30.159 It looked like snow white cartoon. 825 00:42:30.320 --> 00:42:30.400 Bro. 826 00:42:31.079 --> 00:42:34.360 Wow, it didn't look real. It didn't look real, And 827 00:42:34.480 --> 00:42:38.679 so what were you feeling? I was thinking, God, this 828 00:42:38.920 --> 00:42:41.679 is my sign. These are two angels. These aren't birds. 829 00:42:41.719 --> 00:42:44.840 These are two angels. Like birds don't communicate and love 830 00:42:44.880 --> 00:42:47.760 each other that much. What the what's going on? And 831 00:42:47.800 --> 00:42:50.880 they're not even flying away to going around me back 832 00:42:50.960 --> 00:42:55.199 and forth and then the house and I'm just hearing 833 00:42:55.280 --> 00:42:58.199 the hall and I'm just thank you, thank you. I 834 00:42:58.320 --> 00:43:00.480 know you're real. Thinking in my head, you know, I'm saying, 835 00:43:00.840 --> 00:43:03.679 oh my god, this is this is it, this is 836 00:43:03.880 --> 00:43:05.480 this is my sign, this is just for me. This 837 00:43:05.639 --> 00:43:08.119 is right. When I add the same thing, just they 838 00:43:08.199 --> 00:43:12.880 just came out of nowhere and they start going like that, 839 00:43:13.000 --> 00:43:15.599 and they start going. This guy lives in the second 840 00:43:15.679 --> 00:43:20.639 house on a elbow block. You know, the curves automatically curves. 841 00:43:20.639 --> 00:43:23.880 There's no four corners, it's just curves. He's on the 842 00:43:23.920 --> 00:43:26.519 second house. And they start going to the curve to 843 00:43:26.679 --> 00:43:29.039 the corner. So I walked from the patio to the 844 00:43:29.159 --> 00:43:31.719 sidewalk so I can get the last seconds looks at him, 845 00:43:32.079 --> 00:43:34.480 you know, as they go around the corner, and I 846 00:43:34.639 --> 00:43:37.039 was like, oh my god. Right when they leave the corner, 847 00:43:37.119 --> 00:43:38.880 I look up, I'm still here. 848 00:43:39.000 --> 00:43:42.960 When I say I here, I literally really heard it. 849 00:43:43.119 --> 00:43:46.239 Yeah, Like my mind was going like a chorus, kind 850 00:43:46.239 --> 00:43:48.519 of like a thing in my head like I was 851 00:43:48.679 --> 00:43:51.599 stuck in part like what like a thing in my 852 00:43:51.760 --> 00:43:55.880 mind was going like you know whoa And I'm just 853 00:43:55.960 --> 00:44:00.480 standing there enjoying that feeling. Oh my god, this is 854 00:44:00.559 --> 00:44:03.199 so good. God is real. Everything is gonna be good. 855 00:44:04.000 --> 00:44:07.440 And as I'm sitting there and enjoying the full All 856 00:44:07.480 --> 00:44:11.880 of a sudden, I hear I jumped to the side 857 00:44:11.880 --> 00:44:15.920 with the a sixteen wheeler, like the front part, you know, 858 00:44:16.159 --> 00:44:18.039 the front part of a whether not the whole cab, 859 00:44:18.119 --> 00:44:19.920 but the front part of a sixteen wheeler blowing the 860 00:44:20.000 --> 00:44:24.000 train horn coming around the curve boom. Scared the piss 861 00:44:24.039 --> 00:44:28.159 out of me. And I look over. I see black 862 00:44:28.239 --> 00:44:30.719 smoke coming out. He's reving the engine around the curve. 863 00:44:30.760 --> 00:44:33.239 You know when you shift down shift and you turn. 864 00:44:34.480 --> 00:44:38.119 He does that, and I'm like, what the fuck? You know, 865 00:44:38.480 --> 00:44:41.960 a black tinted black thing, a black truck, black teen 866 00:44:42.079 --> 00:44:44.440 can't see who's inside, black smoke coming out the back. 867 00:44:44.920 --> 00:44:48.039 And when the car turned the corner, the two doves 868 00:44:48.280 --> 00:44:53.199 are smashed on the grill, like one like this and 869 00:44:53.320 --> 00:44:57.840 one like that. They're like boom, looking at each other 870 00:44:58.960 --> 00:45:02.119 and stretching their out for one another. And I was 871 00:45:02.199 --> 00:45:04.239 told I toyo, I went to a magnet school. I 872 00:45:04.320 --> 00:45:06.519 got out of the prize going to a magnet art school. 873 00:45:07.079 --> 00:45:10.920 That same week or two before that, we had just 874 00:45:11.960 --> 00:45:15.280 gone over the creation painting of. 875 00:45:16.719 --> 00:45:20.880 Adam Yeah, like Michelangelo, I think. 876 00:45:21.159 --> 00:45:23.880 And we had just like studied we had just studied 877 00:45:23.920 --> 00:45:26.559 that painting. And I'm looking at these two doves, ones 878 00:45:26.559 --> 00:45:29.199 a little lower, ones a little higher. They're reaching their 879 00:45:29.280 --> 00:45:32.840 feather tips are like this, touching, and I could see 880 00:45:32.960 --> 00:45:36.400 blood coming out of their eyes, no blood coming down 881 00:45:36.440 --> 00:45:39.760 their wings, and time's slowing down, and I'm just like 882 00:45:40.480 --> 00:45:43.199 my sign. I'm looking at them. I can see them 883 00:45:44.400 --> 00:45:48.960 saying goodbye to each other. And in my mind, I'm 884 00:45:49.079 --> 00:45:52.079 just like, what does that mean? What does this mean? 885 00:45:52.880 --> 00:45:55.440 There's a game of God what devil around the corner? 886 00:45:55.559 --> 00:45:57.840 Like I don't I don't know if so many things 887 00:45:57.880 --> 00:45:59.119 went through my mind, and we could probably do a 888 00:45:59.159 --> 00:46:01.079 whole episode on what I went through my mind, right, 889 00:46:01.719 --> 00:46:04.320 But the bottom line is scared the hell out of me, 890 00:46:04.360 --> 00:46:06.559 and I ran home. Yeah, I said, what the I 891 00:46:06.599 --> 00:46:09.440 don't know what's going on. I got scared and I 892 00:46:09.599 --> 00:46:12.960 ran home. And that's that story. 893 00:46:13.400 --> 00:46:16.599 Wow, it's been going on since you were young then. 894 00:46:20.119 --> 00:46:22.559 I didn't realize it started so young for you. See, 895 00:46:22.719 --> 00:46:25.559 I haven't heard any of this stuff. I just heard 896 00:46:25.920 --> 00:46:29.360 about like the you know, the more recent story. 897 00:46:30.400 --> 00:46:34.280 All right, Oh, so alright, so I'll go back to school. 898 00:46:34.280 --> 00:46:38.679 I finished school, I get into FIU. This is where 899 00:46:38.679 --> 00:46:42.679 the next weird thing happens out of blue weird thing. 900 00:46:43.519 --> 00:46:47.440 This is college, you're this is called eighteen, eighteen years old. 901 00:46:50.639 --> 00:46:54.280 I'm sitting outside. I was smoking and drinking all night 902 00:46:54.360 --> 00:46:58.400 with my friends in the dorm, chilling the night ends. 903 00:46:59.000 --> 00:47:01.400 I got a girl. I met this girl. Excuse me, 904 00:47:01.960 --> 00:47:04.199 I made this girl. I called her. She said she's 905 00:47:04.239 --> 00:47:07.119 gonna come over and hang out with me. So I'm 906 00:47:07.159 --> 00:47:09.960 sitting out in the benches of the dorms waiting for 907 00:47:10.039 --> 00:47:12.639 her to get there. And I'm sitting in the bench 908 00:47:12.679 --> 00:47:15.400 and I'm looking up at the stars a little bit high, 909 00:47:15.480 --> 00:47:22.239 you know, and but it ain't I'm sitting there and 910 00:47:22.320 --> 00:47:24.840 there's two stars. They look kind of like they're aligned, 911 00:47:24.880 --> 00:47:27.880 like one's there and ones like behind it like that, 912 00:47:28.079 --> 00:47:31.639 you know. And I'm thinking, like, and how far are 913 00:47:31.679 --> 00:47:34.239 these stars? I'm just thinking, like in my head's faced out, 914 00:47:34.320 --> 00:47:36.920 you know, like what's really out there? The stars? Got 915 00:47:37.039 --> 00:47:41.440 plan is? Or what's going on? And sitting back like that, 916 00:47:41.840 --> 00:47:46.440 And I didn't do anything. All of a sudden, by 917 00:47:48.280 --> 00:47:51.920 I feel like I'm flying like Superman like like that, like, 918 00:47:52.760 --> 00:47:55.840 and I'm going towards the star like at the speed 919 00:47:55.920 --> 00:47:59.760 of light, and I get to it and it's a planet. 920 00:48:01.360 --> 00:48:03.280 I land on a planet. I go aim for the 921 00:48:03.320 --> 00:48:05.960 stars as I'm looking at it. I just take off 922 00:48:06.599 --> 00:48:09.280 and I land on a planet and it's like Earth. 923 00:48:09.360 --> 00:48:12.119 It's rocks and it's dark. There's no sun. I'm like, 924 00:48:12.159 --> 00:48:14.239 oh shit, there wasn't a star. It was a planet. 925 00:48:14.719 --> 00:48:16.760 This is all going on in my mind right. I 926 00:48:16.920 --> 00:48:19.239 feel the ground. I'm like, holy shit, this is a 927 00:48:19.320 --> 00:48:22.400 planet like Earth, but it's deserted. I look up and 928 00:48:22.480 --> 00:48:24.880 I see the other star and I go, I wonder 929 00:48:24.920 --> 00:48:28.119 if that's a planet too, And I'm looking at it. Boom, 930 00:48:28.280 --> 00:48:31.320 I start flying to it and I get to it 931 00:48:31.440 --> 00:48:34.280 real quick, and I land and it's like a foot 932 00:48:34.280 --> 00:48:37.679 and a half deep of this weird water that's kind 933 00:48:37.719 --> 00:48:41.360 of like mercury ish water, like a bluish mercury mixed 934 00:48:41.400 --> 00:48:44.079 with water kind of material. And I landed it and 935 00:48:44.079 --> 00:48:46.320 you can see right through it kind of. I see 936 00:48:46.320 --> 00:48:49.360 there's no animals in it, and I start thinking like, well, 937 00:48:49.480 --> 00:48:52.159 nothing could probably live in this kind of liquid, so 938 00:48:52.280 --> 00:48:56.519 there's nothing here. And I look up and I see 939 00:48:56.719 --> 00:48:59.360 no more stars. I look back, I see the star 940 00:48:59.559 --> 00:49:01.559 came from and I see Earth far and I go, 941 00:49:01.800 --> 00:49:05.039 holy shit, I'm far from home. I said, man, I 942 00:49:05.119 --> 00:49:08.000 better go back cause I get lost. I'm gonna get 943 00:49:08.039 --> 00:49:10.519 lost the way out here. And right there, I blinked 944 00:49:10.760 --> 00:49:13.000 and I'm back in the chair and I'm. 945 00:49:12.920 --> 00:49:15.639 Like, what the fuck was that? You know, what the 946 00:49:15.760 --> 00:49:16.360 hell was that? 947 00:49:16.639 --> 00:49:20.480 It was real and it was so real. And the 948 00:49:20.519 --> 00:49:23.840 girl get there and the second she get there and 949 00:49:23.840 --> 00:49:25.920 I'm like, you're you're not gonna believe what just happened 950 00:49:25.960 --> 00:49:28.719 to me. And I started telling her exactly what I 951 00:49:28.840 --> 00:49:31.400 just went through, and she looking at me, She's like, man, 952 00:49:31.440 --> 00:49:33.719 you're weird. And she jumps on me and she started 953 00:49:33.800 --> 00:49:38.519 kissing me. You know, we lay down, we lay down, 954 00:49:38.559 --> 00:49:42.280 We're kissing and hugging and all that. And I'm like, 955 00:49:42.719 --> 00:49:43.960 college is awesome. 956 00:49:43.639 --> 00:49:51.159 Man, And they just traveled to two other planets and 957 00:49:51.280 --> 00:49:53.599 you're like, way more into kissing this girl right now. 958 00:49:55.880 --> 00:49:58.760 I can't planets came back and got this girl kissing 959 00:49:58.800 --> 00:50:04.360 me on my bed, like college is off day is 960 00:50:04.400 --> 00:50:10.400 just what everyone goes through. So I'm she there. I'm 961 00:50:10.480 --> 00:50:13.639 just enjoying the moment, and then all of a sudden, 962 00:50:13.760 --> 00:50:16.920 she just she jump up off she I'm laying down. 963 00:50:17.199 --> 00:50:23.039 She jump up off of me and starts screaming, like 964 00:50:23.639 --> 00:50:27.320 if the most dramatic scream you could think of someone 965 00:50:27.400 --> 00:50:31.199 being attacked. She jumps back, hits her back against the wall, 966 00:50:31.800 --> 00:50:36.079 slides down, laying sideways. She don't care. She's going like, ah, 967 00:50:36.440 --> 00:50:39.320 like if someone's attacking her, and she's screaming and screaming, 968 00:50:39.360 --> 00:50:41.119 and I'm just standing there like what do I do? 969 00:50:42.000 --> 00:50:42.679 Oh my god. 970 00:50:43.000 --> 00:50:46.519 About twenty seconds goes by and she just like she 971 00:50:46.639 --> 00:50:48.679 gets out of it. She's like, oh, where am I? 972 00:50:48.760 --> 00:50:49.239 I'm like, whoa? 973 00:50:49.320 --> 00:50:51.360 She goes, that was weird, said, what the hell does 974 00:50:51.360 --> 00:50:53.800 that happening? Okay? She goes, yeah, I'm okay. I just 975 00:50:53.880 --> 00:50:56.960 had a day dream that you started attacking me with 976 00:50:57.079 --> 00:50:57.960 a butcher knife. 977 00:50:58.199 --> 00:50:58.360 Oh. 978 00:50:58.920 --> 00:51:01.440 And I'm like, what, I never do that? She's like yeah. 979 00:51:02.199 --> 00:51:06.719 She like, and I wasn't screaming from the pain. I 980 00:51:06.800 --> 00:51:09.599 wasn't feeling the pain. I was screaming from being so 981 00:51:09.760 --> 00:51:12.679 scared you were scaring me. That was a fear. And 982 00:51:12.760 --> 00:51:14.599 I was like, I'll never I'll never do that. I'll 983 00:51:14.639 --> 00:51:18.000 never do that. She's like, and but it kind of 984 00:51:18.039 --> 00:51:19.639 made it weird, you know what I'm saying. Oh yeah, 985 00:51:21.360 --> 00:51:23.679 So we kind of didn't really keep talking after that, 986 00:51:25.239 --> 00:51:29.599 and then like about a month later. I mean, I'm 987 00:51:29.639 --> 00:51:33.480 in the dorm and all of a sudden, here a 988 00:51:33.519 --> 00:51:36.440 knock on the door and she's see a piece of 989 00:51:36.480 --> 00:51:38.320 paper slide under the door, and I pick it up 990 00:51:38.840 --> 00:51:42.719 and it's a sonogram picture and it's the girl telling me, 991 00:51:42.760 --> 00:51:45.400 remember that now, you was stabbing me in the stomach. 992 00:51:46.079 --> 00:51:52.599 He's that's what you were really doing, and that's him. 993 00:51:52.960 --> 00:51:55.000 No, no way. 994 00:51:56.440 --> 00:51:58.280 Yeah, I have to ask. 995 00:51:58.320 --> 00:52:01.400 I'm sorry, this is inappropriate. Are you still have a 996 00:52:01.440 --> 00:52:02.639 relationship with your mother? 997 00:52:02.880 --> 00:52:03.199 Okay? 998 00:52:04.440 --> 00:52:06.760 Yeah? Wow, so she's told you the story. 999 00:52:06.960 --> 00:52:10.519 Oh she didn't remember. I came back and said, look 1000 00:52:10.599 --> 00:52:12.280 all the crazy shit that happened, this is one of 1001 00:52:12.320 --> 00:52:14.079 the things, and he said, mine happened. She said, oh 1002 00:52:14.119 --> 00:52:16.920 my god, I forgot about that. And she remembered. Everything 1003 00:52:16.960 --> 00:52:17.760 happens for a reason. 1004 00:52:17.840 --> 00:52:21.480 Though that's true, exactly, that's that's exactly right. 1005 00:52:22.559 --> 00:52:29.000 I really feel like she felt like my soul entering her, 1006 00:52:29.239 --> 00:52:29.800 you know what I mean? 1007 00:52:29.840 --> 00:52:30.840 Though weird? 1008 00:52:31.280 --> 00:52:33.880 Yeah, no, that is definitely weird, especially considering he went 1009 00:52:33.880 --> 00:52:35.239 out of body right before she got there. 1010 00:52:35.360 --> 00:52:40.440 Yes, you know, hey, and like for what it's worth, 1011 00:52:40.599 --> 00:52:41.559 y'all know, I don't. 1012 00:52:41.360 --> 00:52:43.719 Know if y'all have met Jack, my sister's husband, because 1013 00:52:43.719 --> 00:52:45.719 he hasn't been to either of the two festivals. But 1014 00:52:45.800 --> 00:52:51.599 if you've heard his episode, when his grandmother, GigE, was 1015 00:52:51.719 --> 00:52:55.639 pregnant with his mother, she had some weird experiences too, 1016 00:52:55.719 --> 00:52:57.639 like she saw a light over the house. It was 1017 00:52:57.679 --> 00:52:59.360 like a UFO and there was like a flash of 1018 00:52:59.440 --> 00:53:01.159 light into the room and it like freaked her out. 1019 00:53:01.199 --> 00:53:03.039 And then you know she was pregnant with his mother. 1020 00:53:04.840 --> 00:53:06.599 She was already pregnant. But I'm just saying, like things 1021 00:53:06.679 --> 00:53:10.119 like that happen, I think, and obviously it's no coincidence 1022 00:53:10.199 --> 00:53:12.679 the relationship you guys have, what's going on your thing 1023 00:53:12.719 --> 00:53:15.159 with the beings, Like it's it's just too weird to deny, 1024 00:53:15.840 --> 00:53:16.039 you know. 1025 00:53:17.199 --> 00:53:24.840 Yeah, So so the next part of my life story 1026 00:53:26.639 --> 00:53:29.800 is ain't really about the phenomenon yet, but like, these 1027 00:53:30.039 --> 00:53:30.719 things happen, but. 1028 00:53:30.719 --> 00:53:31.800 It's it's relevant, it's. 1029 00:53:33.880 --> 00:53:34.440 Gonna tie it in. 1030 00:53:34.639 --> 00:53:35.920 Yeah, So. 1031 00:53:37.920 --> 00:53:39.960 I dropped out of school, I mean, I dropped out 1032 00:53:39.960 --> 00:53:43.880 to FIU and I get a job at a restaurant 1033 00:53:44.199 --> 00:53:49.719 bussing tables and I'm working in a restaurant. They hired 1034 00:53:49.800 --> 00:53:55.039 this cook from like a prison program or work release program. 1035 00:53:56.199 --> 00:54:01.960 This man named Tony I mean at the time, maybe nineteen. 1036 00:54:02.519 --> 00:54:07.199 He's thirty six, and I'm the bus boy. He's the dishwasher, 1037 00:54:08.000 --> 00:54:11.079 so he don't really talk to no one but me. 1038 00:54:11.119 --> 00:54:12.880 I'm the only one that go back to the dishes. 1039 00:54:12.880 --> 00:54:15.599 All the waiters and everybody and the cooks. You know, 1040 00:54:15.639 --> 00:54:17.119 it's the dish washing and the buster. I'm the only 1041 00:54:17.159 --> 00:54:19.280 one pretty much talking to. So I get to know 1042 00:54:19.400 --> 00:54:23.159 the guy. And he's a cool person, you know, Arrisma 1043 00:54:23.199 --> 00:54:26.199 all day, you're cool man. And he's telling me his 1044 00:54:26.239 --> 00:54:30.079 life story about he did an arm robbery and he 1045 00:54:30.199 --> 00:54:32.599 went to prison for five years for it. He learned 1046 00:54:32.599 --> 00:54:36.320 his lesson and all that, and he's trying to clean 1047 00:54:36.400 --> 00:54:38.719 his life up and all that. So one day he 1048 00:54:38.840 --> 00:54:40.800 asked me, after we've been there for a couple of 1049 00:54:40.840 --> 00:54:43.519 months talking, say you think you give me ride home? 1050 00:54:43.599 --> 00:54:46.199 My car broke down. I'll give you fight dollars for gas. 1051 00:54:47.960 --> 00:54:51.000 I'll give you ride home after work, you know. So 1052 00:54:52.039 --> 00:54:56.480 we're driving home after work and smoking, drinking till listen, 1053 00:54:56.559 --> 00:55:00.599 not drinking, smoking a blunt, listening to music, and I'm 1054 00:55:00.639 --> 00:55:03.760 going to get on his rush hour traffic getting on 1055 00:55:03.840 --> 00:55:06.840 the highway to go to his house. So I'm driving 1056 00:55:07.920 --> 00:55:10.400 and trying to get into the trying to get into 1057 00:55:10.440 --> 00:55:13.519 the all the cars bumping the bumper, no one want 1058 00:55:13.559 --> 00:55:16.360 to let me in. I see one car slipping leave 1059 00:55:16.400 --> 00:55:19.239 a little space. So I cut him off real quick, 1060 00:55:19.280 --> 00:55:20.440 you know, because no one else want to let me, 1061 00:55:20.480 --> 00:55:23.119 and I just cut him off. I guess he didn't 1062 00:55:23.199 --> 00:55:25.840 like it, so I had to cut him off. I 1063 00:55:25.840 --> 00:55:29.119 ain't think nothing of it. And because he cut him off, 1064 00:55:29.159 --> 00:55:31.719 and then we stopped, you know, because it stopped traffic, 1065 00:55:31.800 --> 00:55:33.159 So I cut him off. And then I stopped right 1066 00:55:33.159 --> 00:55:35.480 in front of him. I'm sitting there, and I guess 1067 00:55:35.519 --> 00:55:38.119 he got out of his car. This is a big man. 1068 00:55:39.360 --> 00:55:41.840 I was a little kid at eighteen. I was little, 1069 00:55:42.920 --> 00:55:44.760 and he come walking up to the window. I hear 1070 00:55:44.840 --> 00:55:48.639 someone start yelling, little fn punk, you cut me off, 1071 00:55:48.719 --> 00:55:51.440 blah blah blah. Look this man reach into the car 1072 00:55:51.599 --> 00:55:55.039 and grabs me. Big my friend, the guy I'm taking home, 1073 00:55:55.400 --> 00:55:58.119 he's also big, though you know, not as big, but 1074 00:55:58.199 --> 00:56:03.679 he's big too. And so this big this guy come 1075 00:56:03.760 --> 00:56:05.920 and grabs me and goes to pull me out, and 1076 00:56:06.119 --> 00:56:10.360 my friend grab his arm across and say what the 1077 00:56:11.159 --> 00:56:13.119 he seemed? That's when he's noticed my friends. My friend 1078 00:56:13.199 --> 00:56:15.639 was sitting back real low getting see him at first 1079 00:56:15.639 --> 00:56:18.000 when he walked up and grabbing my friend reach over, 1080 00:56:18.119 --> 00:56:21.239 grabbed me and him too, And then the guy saw 1081 00:56:21.360 --> 00:56:23.719 him and got scared. To my friends, what the fuck? 1082 00:56:24.000 --> 00:56:26.360 And the guy saw my friend look scary, so the 1083 00:56:26.440 --> 00:56:27.880 guy to let go of me real quick and start 1084 00:56:28.000 --> 00:56:30.800 running back to his car. My friend jump out the car, 1085 00:56:31.880 --> 00:56:34.480 jump over the hood, jump run chase that man down 1086 00:56:34.519 --> 00:56:35.920 to his car. I get out the car to get 1087 00:56:35.960 --> 00:56:39.760 my boys back, and this guy's in his car. He 1088 00:56:39.920 --> 00:56:43.639 closing the door, and my friend run up grab the 1089 00:56:43.719 --> 00:56:47.360 door open it. He got two like four or five 1090 00:56:47.480 --> 00:56:49.920 year old kids in the back seat. This man did right, 1091 00:56:50.199 --> 00:56:52.159 the one that got out into my car. He got 1092 00:56:52.199 --> 00:56:55.639 his two sons in the back seat. He probably shouldn't 1093 00:56:55.639 --> 00:57:00.199 have done that, but he did it. But so my 1094 00:57:00.360 --> 00:57:04.119 friend grabbed open the door, grabbed this man bigger than him. 1095 00:57:05.119 --> 00:57:07.239 But this big man is scared, you know, so it 1096 00:57:07.280 --> 00:57:10.519 don't matter his size. He's looking scared. He's just my 1097 00:57:10.679 --> 00:57:13.719 friend's up on him. He grabbed me, pulled mind. He started, 1098 00:57:13.840 --> 00:57:17.199 what the fuck, you, motherfucker? And these kids are in 1099 00:57:17.239 --> 00:57:19.760 the back seat screaming their heads off because they're watching 1100 00:57:19.800 --> 00:57:22.639 their dad just get fucking shook and their dad. You 1101 00:57:22.679 --> 00:57:24.960 know what I'm saying. And I'm telling my boy, yoh, 1102 00:57:25.039 --> 00:57:29.360 stop the kids. Stop the kids. He's like, I throw 1103 00:57:29.400 --> 00:57:31.519 the guy down. He's like, come on to go. He 1104 00:57:31.679 --> 00:57:33.199 let the guy go ahead and hurt him. He's just 1105 00:57:33.239 --> 00:57:36.920 scared him. I'm scared the kids, real bad. Get back 1106 00:57:36.960 --> 00:57:39.039 to the car. I'm like, damn you do you ain't 1107 00:57:39.039 --> 00:57:41.239 see those kids, bro, Because he kept going after he 1108 00:57:41.280 --> 00:57:43.239 saw the kids, and I was like, whoa you know. 1109 00:57:44.119 --> 00:57:45.599 I was like, damn you see them kids. He's like, 1110 00:57:45.960 --> 00:57:50.000 I'm sorry they had to see that. But I said, 1111 00:57:50.079 --> 00:57:51.639 I didn't tell you. It was. The gang that I'm 1112 00:57:51.679 --> 00:57:54.800 in is called Neeta's. It's a Puerto Rican gang. And 1113 00:57:54.920 --> 00:57:58.519 our game sign is this, and it means the big 1114 00:57:58.719 --> 00:58:01.199 finger protected little thing. You know, the big always protect 1115 00:58:01.239 --> 00:58:04.119 the little. That's one of our moral codes. Anytime you 1116 00:58:04.159 --> 00:58:06.599 see somebody bullying someone smaller, we got to step in 1117 00:58:07.400 --> 00:58:13.239 like real, you know, all right, So you know, I 1118 00:58:13.400 --> 00:58:18.760 take him home and then when I drop him off, 1119 00:58:18.800 --> 00:58:22.000 he like, maybe next time we could chill more than 1120 00:58:22.159 --> 00:58:25.559 just you dropping me off. Maybe we could go chill 1121 00:58:25.639 --> 00:58:28.559 your crib and hang out sometime like real friends. Yeah, 1122 00:58:29.000 --> 00:58:31.239 like I was just giving him ride home. Now he's 1123 00:58:31.280 --> 00:58:32.599 trying to be my real friend. 1124 00:58:32.679 --> 00:58:33.719 But he just did that for me. 1125 00:58:33.800 --> 00:58:36.079 So what I'm gonna say, right, yeah, yeah, I'm like, 1126 00:58:36.079 --> 00:58:38.039 all right, you know, for sure next time we go 1127 00:58:38.159 --> 00:58:40.199 back to my crib smoke and chill after work, you know, 1128 00:58:40.320 --> 00:58:42.360 because plus I have other people would always come by, 1129 00:58:42.519 --> 00:58:44.960 like the other waiters, they would come by and smoke, 1130 00:58:45.000 --> 00:58:46.480 so he would hear I would have to get together, 1131 00:58:46.599 --> 00:58:51.159 you know, like buye mesically I'm saying, you know, and 1132 00:58:52.760 --> 00:58:55.679 this man is he looks like a prisoner. You know, 1133 00:58:55.760 --> 00:58:59.800 it's all demonic tattoos all over him. He's like explaining 1134 00:58:59.840 --> 00:59:01.800 all his demon tattoos, like I just get him in 1135 00:59:01.880 --> 00:59:04.719 prison so that day, so I got him in prison 1136 00:59:04.760 --> 00:59:08.360 so I could look scarier, you know, but you know, 1137 00:59:10.159 --> 00:59:12.480 awful of the devil tad. Dude, I don't believe in 1138 00:59:12.559 --> 00:59:14.320 the devil or God and none of that, So to 1139 00:59:14.440 --> 00:59:18.519 me it looked cool. I even got I even let 1140 00:59:18.599 --> 00:59:22.159 him do me a Gothic tattoo because I just thought 1141 00:59:22.199 --> 00:59:22.800 they looked cool. 1142 00:59:22.960 --> 00:59:26.599 Yeah, at the time, you're not like believing in God 1143 00:59:27.079 --> 00:59:29.960 or the devil or demons or none of that, so 1144 00:59:30.039 --> 00:59:31.320 you're like whatever it looks cool. 1145 00:59:31.760 --> 00:59:35.880 Looks tough. I thought that's all they did it for, right, 1146 00:59:35.920 --> 00:59:43.239 be honest with you. So hold on, we're talking about 1147 00:59:43.239 --> 00:59:47.840 old Tony. Okay. So then this man come over. We 1148 00:59:47.920 --> 00:59:51.880 start were hanging out. I invited him over with my friend, 1149 00:59:51.960 --> 00:59:55.119 my roommate there, me and my roommate. We sell weed. 1150 00:59:55.960 --> 00:59:58.800 We party all the time. We all people over, we chill, 1151 00:59:58.840 --> 01:00:02.960 you know, and Miami, you sell drugs. Most people say 1152 01:00:02.960 --> 01:00:05.000 a drug block, You got to watch your back at 1153 01:00:05.039 --> 01:00:07.960 the same time, you know. So I figured, like this 1154 01:00:08.119 --> 01:00:10.320 man hanging around with us, it's good to have him 1155 01:00:10.320 --> 01:00:14.079 around kind of for security, just save feelings. Were selling 1156 01:00:14.199 --> 01:00:17.320 drugs out apartments, you know, could have something like that around. 1157 01:00:18.920 --> 01:00:23.480 And so he basically start chilling her every day, every day, 1158 01:00:23.519 --> 01:00:27.119 every day. And then one day he tell me his 1159 01:00:27.280 --> 01:00:29.280 mom kicked him out of the house and he need 1160 01:00:29.360 --> 01:00:32.440 a place to stay. If he could give us some 1161 01:00:32.559 --> 01:00:35.960 money and sleep on the couch, be like, all right, 1162 01:00:36.039 --> 01:00:39.719 for a little while. I mean I didn't want him to, 1163 01:00:39.840 --> 01:00:43.880 but I you know, I don't want to be like 1164 01:00:43.960 --> 01:00:47.280 the guy and cool, you know. I let him move 1165 01:00:47.320 --> 01:00:51.400 into couch, and before long he basically took over and 1166 01:00:52.239 --> 01:00:57.000 he running shit, you know, what I'm saying. And we're 1167 01:00:57.039 --> 01:00:59.000 doing shit his way. I mean, he teaching us how 1168 01:00:59.039 --> 01:01:01.280 to steal cars, blow him up, do all kinds of 1169 01:01:01.320 --> 01:01:01.760 cool shit. 1170 01:01:04.760 --> 01:01:09.199 I'm not cool, not wrong, sounds pretty cool. 1171 01:01:09.559 --> 01:01:10.159 He came out wrong. 1172 01:01:10.639 --> 01:01:12.920 Nah, but you really do have a way with words man. 1173 01:01:15.760 --> 01:01:20.599 At the time of cool. But so one day he 1174 01:01:20.719 --> 01:01:25.000 come up, he tell me. One day he come and 1175 01:01:25.039 --> 01:01:28.440 he tell me he got a lick. Lick is a robbery. 1176 01:01:28.679 --> 01:01:29.719 Yeah, it's like a come up. 1177 01:01:30.079 --> 01:01:33.000 He got a look for us, and he started explaining 1178 01:01:33.079 --> 01:01:38.320 it to me, and it sounds pretty aggressive. And I'm 1179 01:01:38.360 --> 01:01:39.599 just gonna tell you what he told me. Man, this 1180 01:01:39.719 --> 01:01:42.840 is twenty years ago. He said, we live in a 1181 01:01:42.960 --> 01:01:47.320 two story apartment. On the first floor. There's an old 1182 01:01:47.440 --> 01:01:50.239 man he likes sixty seventy years old. His name is Andres, 1183 01:01:51.440 --> 01:01:55.719 and he just, oh, he just drinks and the powder 1184 01:01:55.800 --> 01:01:57.719 all night long. He just I don't know what he 1185 01:01:57.800 --> 01:01:59.800 does for money. He just, oh, hes got beer and 1186 01:02:00.159 --> 01:02:04.320 we's got something. He go to Makasuki. He just parties 1187 01:02:04.360 --> 01:02:08.519 all the time. And so he found out I guess 1188 01:02:08.599 --> 01:02:12.159 about this place and told Tony about it. So this 1189 01:02:12.360 --> 01:02:17.239 place is a brothel because you would call it, but 1190 01:02:17.400 --> 01:02:23.440 not a professional one underground it. It was located in 1191 01:02:23.599 --> 01:02:26.480 an apartment complex in the middle of the Kenda of Miami. 1192 01:02:27.079 --> 01:02:29.039 It happens a lot too sadly. 1193 01:02:29.599 --> 01:02:33.719 And the story was that they had this apartment, they 1194 01:02:33.840 --> 01:02:38.599 had like six seven illegal Spanish ladies from other countries 1195 01:02:38.639 --> 01:02:42.559 in there doing their thing. And to get in there, 1196 01:02:42.880 --> 01:02:46.559 you had to have a business card that said something 1197 01:02:46.599 --> 01:02:49.239 about a mechanic. It was like a mechanics card. And 1198 01:02:49.320 --> 01:02:50.960 what you do is you knock on the door, you 1199 01:02:51.079 --> 01:02:53.880 show the card and you say the venezuela and SAMMI 1200 01:02:54.039 --> 01:02:57.719 been in Spanish. He said the venezel Honold Sammy, and 1201 01:02:57.800 --> 01:02:59.559 then they opened the door. That's the code to get in. 1202 01:02:59.679 --> 01:03:02.559 Basic what the man told Tony was and he told 1203 01:03:02.599 --> 01:03:05.320 him he was dating the lady that was in charge 1204 01:03:05.400 --> 01:03:08.599 of it. The man downstairs on Drace, told Tony he 1205 01:03:08.719 --> 01:03:11.480 dated the lady in charge. So he know that they 1206 01:03:11.599 --> 01:03:14.199 keep money in the closet. You know that each person 1207 01:03:14.280 --> 01:03:17.079 got this much money. Always he tells the whole layout. 1208 01:03:17.119 --> 01:03:21.320 He tell Tony everything Tony tell me, and Tony like, look, 1209 01:03:21.320 --> 01:03:23.960 I already got two people from my game. Wen't gonna 1210 01:03:24.039 --> 01:03:27.119 drive one't gonna come with the gun. I'm gonna take 1211 01:03:27.119 --> 01:03:29.079 the lady in the room. All I need is one 1212 01:03:29.119 --> 01:03:31.800 more person someone. They hold him down, They put the 1213 01:03:31.880 --> 01:03:34.280 tie wraps on their hands and make sure nobody moves. 1214 01:03:34.599 --> 01:03:38.360 We get everything. And I was like, I'm like, ain't 1215 01:03:38.400 --> 01:03:40.639 you go to prison for that? He's like, man, I 1216 01:03:40.760 --> 01:03:43.360 did this one hundred times. I got caught one time. 1217 01:03:43.519 --> 01:03:45.400 I ain't gonna get we ain't gonna get caught, you know. 1218 01:03:45.840 --> 01:03:47.440 He's like, I know what I did wrong at time 1219 01:03:47.519 --> 01:03:50.159 won't happen again. Trust me, Probably ain't not get caught. 1220 01:03:50.639 --> 01:03:53.360 I said, I said, you're gonna go in there with 1221 01:03:53.400 --> 01:03:55.719 a gun or someone get her. He said, nobody gets hurt. 1222 01:03:56.320 --> 01:03:59.599 He go every time we do this, everybody just does 1223 01:03:59.679 --> 01:04:01.559 what they post to it. No one gets hurt. They 1224 01:04:01.599 --> 01:04:03.840 see the gun, they lay down, no one gets hurt. 1225 01:04:03.920 --> 01:04:06.599 It happens. Trust me, I've done it a hundred times. 1226 01:04:07.719 --> 01:04:10.199 And I'm drinking. You know, I'm drinking. I'm drinking. And 1227 01:04:11.719 --> 01:04:16.800 I said, yeah, you know I'll do it. I said, 1228 01:04:16.840 --> 01:04:18.760 I do it. He asked my other roommate. He said no, 1229 01:04:20.679 --> 01:04:22.599 he asked me, and I said yes. And I knew 1230 01:04:22.679 --> 01:04:25.519 not too. I knew it was a bad idea, but 1231 01:04:25.639 --> 01:04:27.639 I'm drunk, and I'm wid I've been broken in the 1232 01:04:27.679 --> 01:04:29.559 house with people in them when they were sleeping, and 1233 01:04:29.639 --> 01:04:32.559 I've been through all that stuff. And street credit was 1234 01:04:32.599 --> 01:04:34.800 like a thing that they would teach you about, you know, 1235 01:04:35.079 --> 01:04:37.639 like you ain't never done nothing real, you know what 1236 01:04:37.639 --> 01:04:40.199 I'm saying, Like I'm trying to rap back in the 1237 01:04:40.280 --> 01:04:41.519 day with my friend, like you can't be a reb 1238 01:04:41.599 --> 01:04:44.960 you ain't never did nothing real. Like talking in my 1239 01:04:45.039 --> 01:04:46.760 head talking to me, I'm like, I'm gonna do this ship. 1240 01:04:46.800 --> 01:04:54.719 I'm gonna be real gangster. So I mean literally, I 1241 01:04:54.800 --> 01:04:57.800 said yeah. I said, all right, we ready to go. 1242 01:04:58.000 --> 01:05:00.039 I was like, what, we're gonna plan it like a 1243 01:05:00.079 --> 01:05:01.920 couple of weeks or time and he's like, no, we 1244 01:05:02.159 --> 01:05:06.440 ready now. I was like, damn, all right, gonna start drinking. 1245 01:05:06.480 --> 01:05:09.119 I started drinking. I was like, oh no, I started 1246 01:05:09.199 --> 01:05:11.360 drinking heavy. He's like, yo, slow down on the drinking, 1247 01:05:11.400 --> 01:05:13.159 slow down and drink. I need you level headed. 1248 01:05:13.719 --> 01:05:14.320 I ain't listen. 1249 01:05:14.800 --> 01:05:15.480 I kept drinking. 1250 01:05:15.519 --> 01:05:15.679 Man. 1251 01:05:15.800 --> 01:05:18.639 I'm nervous. Man. I didn't really think it was gonna happen. 1252 01:05:18.679 --> 01:05:20.239 I thought it was one of those things when you 1253 01:05:20.360 --> 01:05:22.320 get high and you talk about doing some crazy shit 1254 01:05:22.400 --> 01:05:24.960 and then the next day. It never happens. It happened 1255 01:05:25.000 --> 01:05:30.760 right there right, So you got everything from home depo 1256 01:05:30.840 --> 01:05:32.480 day when the TI rapt they got everything. The friends 1257 01:05:32.519 --> 01:05:34.480 are outside, he's waiting, call them up. 1258 01:05:37.800 --> 01:05:38.199 Go bro. 1259 01:05:39.199 --> 01:05:43.159 We go over there, got the man, the beanies on, 1260 01:05:43.360 --> 01:05:45.079 I got the gloves on, I got all the TI 1261 01:05:45.199 --> 01:05:47.679 rapt tucked in. He got done. He got this through 1262 01:05:47.760 --> 01:05:52.159 the prot We go up to the door. Right before 1263 01:05:52.239 --> 01:05:55.039 we knock on the door. The neighbor two doors right 1264 01:05:55.079 --> 01:05:56.960 next to each other, apartments, you know, like two here, 1265 01:05:57.480 --> 01:06:00.679 two here. It's the door on the right, door on 1266 01:06:00.719 --> 01:06:03.639 the left opens up right. He about to knock, and 1267 01:06:03.800 --> 01:06:06.400 there's like there's drunk white guy pop his head out. 1268 01:06:07.400 --> 01:06:09.920 Y'all going in there? Uh like he don't know why 1269 01:06:09.920 --> 01:06:12.320 about to rock? Right, He goes, y'all about to go 1270 01:06:12.440 --> 01:06:14.360 have some fun. Y'all about to go party because he 1271 01:06:14.400 --> 01:06:16.400 knows what's going on next door. He goes, y'all about 1272 01:06:16.400 --> 01:06:18.400 to go party and have some fun next door, right, 1273 01:06:19.239 --> 01:06:22.480 and then he looks at me. My boy is standing 1274 01:06:22.519 --> 01:06:24.360 by the door. Me and Tony standing kind of behind 1275 01:06:24.400 --> 01:06:26.000 the wall, so if they look at the people, they 1276 01:06:26.000 --> 01:06:28.760 can't see. It's kind of cut. He look and then 1277 01:06:28.760 --> 01:06:31.639 he see me and Tony standing behind the wall with beanies, 1278 01:06:31.800 --> 01:06:35.639 black gloves, hiding her arms like you know, and he's 1279 01:06:35.719 --> 01:06:40.000 like oh, and he realized what's going on, and he 1280 01:06:40.159 --> 01:06:44.559 slowly just closed the door. And I have a mask up, 1281 01:06:44.639 --> 01:06:47.960 Tony had his mask up, so I'm thinking, gigs up right, 1282 01:06:48.440 --> 01:06:51.719 let's run. Voice in my mind he goes the door. 1283 01:06:51.840 --> 01:06:55.000 Voice in my mind goes, run, now's your chance to run. 1284 01:06:55.079 --> 01:06:57.599 They'll follow you. Run. But then the other voice said, 1285 01:06:57.599 --> 01:07:00.480 don't be that pussy that ran. Let them run. Be like, ah, 1286 01:07:00.559 --> 01:07:02.280 he didn't want to do it because one of them 1287 01:07:02.400 --> 01:07:04.400 gonna run, because ain't no way they're gonna go in 1288 01:07:04.440 --> 01:07:07.039 there after this man. That's somethinking one of them gonna 1289 01:07:07.039 --> 01:07:08.800 be the one to run. So I'm waiting for to 1290 01:07:08.840 --> 01:07:10.000 see who take off first. 1291 01:07:10.199 --> 01:07:11.360 They didn't boom. 1292 01:07:11.440 --> 01:07:13.920 This man just start knocking loud. He goes, fuck it. 1293 01:07:14.000 --> 01:07:16.119 The man with the gun. I never met that man 1294 01:07:16.159 --> 01:07:19.280 with the gun that the first time I ever met 1295 01:07:19.360 --> 01:07:21.320 him with that night, never come first with him as 1296 01:07:21.440 --> 01:07:25.440 Tony's friend. I don't even think he spoke English. So 1297 01:07:25.599 --> 01:07:28.679 he just boom, boom boom, and I'm like, oh no, 1298 01:07:29.079 --> 01:07:34.719 there goes my chance. And God Tony, look at me. 1299 01:07:35.880 --> 01:07:41.280 Pull the mask down. Venozzolano sent me. Threw the cracks open, boom, 1300 01:07:41.480 --> 01:07:43.920 kick it up. Everybody dropped down. We run inside. He 1301 01:07:44.039 --> 01:07:47.840 run inside first. I just hear plenty of people in 1302 01:07:47.960 --> 01:07:50.920 there screaming, come the last one in. He go in 1303 01:07:51.039 --> 01:07:54.719 first with the gun. Everybody down. Tony goes in next 1304 01:07:54.760 --> 01:07:57.280 because he's the big one. And then I go in last. 1305 01:07:57.400 --> 01:08:00.920 The boy waiting out in the car and I walk in. 1306 01:08:01.079 --> 01:08:04.840 I just see people jumping, diving everywhere. I see naked people, 1307 01:08:04.960 --> 01:08:07.480 half dressed people, fully dressed people all over the place. 1308 01:08:08.360 --> 01:08:11.599 They all just start laying down places. Boom. One man 1309 01:08:12.800 --> 01:08:15.079 try to run around, try to leave the door, as 1310 01:08:15.159 --> 01:08:17.800 I'm the last one coming in. One man tried to 1311 01:08:17.840 --> 01:08:20.000 sneak around to do the gun. Because it's a lot 1312 01:08:20.039 --> 01:08:23.000 of people. He tried to leave on my grab him, 1313 01:08:23.520 --> 01:08:24.960 and right before I went in, my friend toning to 1314 01:08:24.960 --> 01:08:26.640 give me a little stick. He said, just in case. 1315 01:08:26.720 --> 01:08:28.119 I said, he said, no one's gonna get he. 1316 01:08:28.119 --> 01:08:28.960 Said, just gets. 1317 01:08:29.520 --> 01:08:31.640 So I'm holding it like this motherfucker got weapon in 1318 01:08:31.720 --> 01:08:35.960 my hand. Now wasn't the plan. But the dude go 1319 01:08:36.039 --> 01:08:38.319 to leave, He's like, make sure no one leave out 1320 01:08:38.399 --> 01:08:40.640 the front door. Boy, he's waiting in the back door. 1321 01:08:40.680 --> 01:08:41.960 Make sure don't go out of the back doors in 1322 01:08:42.039 --> 01:08:44.000 the car. He said, you to make sure don't leave 1323 01:08:44.000 --> 01:08:47.000 out the front door. And everyone get tied down. Just 1324 01:08:47.039 --> 01:08:48.520 when a dude try to leave for the door, I 1325 01:08:48.640 --> 01:08:51.039 jump in front. I put it there. I said, please 1326 01:08:51.079 --> 01:08:52.880 don't go. There's my job. Please don't do it. Don't 1327 01:08:52.880 --> 01:08:54.079 make me do this. I didn't want to swing. I 1328 01:08:54.079 --> 01:08:56.800 don't want her. Nobody, please, please please, you're looking at me. 1329 01:08:57.159 --> 01:08:59.520 This man is bigger than this man could have ripped 1330 01:08:59.560 --> 01:09:01.800 my mask off or punched me or done something. I 1331 01:09:01.960 --> 01:09:04.760 just had to stick. But he's thinking fast at a 1332 01:09:04.800 --> 01:09:07.159 man with a gun behind him too, you know, so 1333 01:09:07.279 --> 01:09:10.399 he kind of like he get patient. He's like, all right, 1334 01:09:10.439 --> 01:09:12.199 he going, he's fine. He lay down. He don't give 1335 01:09:12.239 --> 01:09:17.920 me no more trouble or nothing. He lay down everyone down. 1336 01:09:18.359 --> 01:09:22.960 I put the tie wraps on everybody, like eight people. Tony, 1337 01:09:23.039 --> 01:09:26.760 take the lady to the back room. I start my 1338 01:09:26.960 --> 01:09:30.319 job what I was told to do. Take everybody, pockets 1339 01:09:31.079 --> 01:09:36.279 everybody jewelry. So I start doing that. Then the man 1340 01:09:36.319 --> 01:09:38.239 with the gun see me doing that too. I guess 1341 01:09:38.319 --> 01:09:40.239 he started thinking because I don't know him thinking I'm 1342 01:09:40.239 --> 01:09:41.840 taking it for myself. I don't know. I guess he 1343 01:09:41.840 --> 01:09:45.079 didn't trust me, so I guess I put the gun 1344 01:09:45.159 --> 01:09:46.840 down because I didn't see him put the gun down. 1345 01:09:47.279 --> 01:09:50.479 I just see him going through pockets too, and I'm like, 1346 01:09:50.840 --> 01:09:52.720 that's my job, and then we supposed to split it 1347 01:09:52.800 --> 01:09:55.239 up later. But I see him doing it too, and 1348 01:09:55.279 --> 01:09:57.159 I go, I go, I guess it's every man for himself. 1349 01:09:57.239 --> 01:09:58.960 I don't know. You know, I'm just thinking fast. You 1350 01:09:59.000 --> 01:10:01.800 know what I'm saying. Happening fast, So I just keep 1351 01:10:01.840 --> 01:10:03.680 grabbing ship. And then all of a sudden, I see 1352 01:10:03.960 --> 01:10:06.760 the one man that will try to leave. I see him. 1353 01:10:07.720 --> 01:10:10.680 He going like he's grabbing and he's trying to grab 1354 01:10:10.800 --> 01:10:13.159 some He's laying on his stomach and he's trying to 1355 01:10:13.199 --> 01:10:17.199 grab something with his hand like that, and I'm like, 1356 01:10:17.520 --> 01:10:20.079 I see him. My job, don't let no one move, right, 1357 01:10:20.600 --> 01:10:22.840 So I got I see him doing it, and I'm like, 1358 01:10:23.000 --> 01:10:25.399 he's grabbing something. That's gotta be a gun. That's what 1359 01:10:25.439 --> 01:10:27.159 my head's telling me. What else would you be grabbing 1360 01:10:27.199 --> 01:10:29.680 at a moment like this. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. 1361 01:10:29.720 --> 01:10:33.079 With your hands, you're going for a gun, not doing anything. 1362 01:10:33.479 --> 01:10:36.840 You're adrenaline is also crazy at this moment, he's gotta 1363 01:10:36.840 --> 01:10:37.960 look crazy. Yeah. 1364 01:10:38.000 --> 01:10:40.760 I'm like, he's gonna the voice in my mind telling 1365 01:10:40.800 --> 01:10:42.920 me he's grabbing a gun and he's gonna kill you 1366 01:10:43.079 --> 01:10:45.920 the second he gets his fingers one more inch away. 1367 01:10:46.720 --> 01:10:48.479 He's really close to it and I can see it, 1368 01:10:48.520 --> 01:10:50.720 but I don't see no gun. But it's happening so fast. 1369 01:10:51.960 --> 01:10:55.159 I'm telling him, please, man, please, I please stop moving, 1370 01:10:55.279 --> 01:10:59.239 just stop moving, just stop and voices my head's like 1371 01:11:00.279 --> 01:11:04.600 either you or him. So I take the stick. I'm 1372 01:11:04.640 --> 01:11:06.600 not gonna hurt. I don't want to kill him, not 1373 01:11:06.720 --> 01:11:09.880 there for that bro. I take it, and I figured 1374 01:11:09.920 --> 01:11:12.279 I'm gonna hurt the hand that's about to grab the gun. 1375 01:11:12.319 --> 01:11:15.079 I'm just gonna hit the hand so he can't grab 1376 01:11:15.159 --> 01:11:18.079 the gun. The other hand's further away, right. I hit 1377 01:11:18.159 --> 01:11:21.600 the hand, thinking he's gonna stop trying to grab it 1378 01:11:21.760 --> 01:11:24.920 or whatever. He don't stop. You get the other hand 1379 01:11:25.319 --> 01:11:27.359 even further on the other hand trying to grab it, 1380 01:11:27.439 --> 01:11:29.720 and I'm like, I don't see nothing. He's trying to 1381 01:11:29.720 --> 01:11:32.119 grab under his body, so I think he's got it 1382 01:11:32.199 --> 01:11:34.000 in his waist. And now I'm scared to even reach. 1383 01:11:34.680 --> 01:11:36.239 I'm scared to even reach down there. 1384 01:11:36.199 --> 01:11:36.359 You know. 1385 01:11:38.199 --> 01:11:41.000 So I see his other hand moving in this hand 1386 01:11:41.119 --> 01:11:44.920 to say he's the same moving. I'm like, boo, please stop, stop, stop, 1387 01:11:44.960 --> 01:11:47.960 please do he don't stop. I hate the other hand 1388 01:11:49.119 --> 01:11:52.079 I had the other hand. I did hit the other hand. 1389 01:11:52.880 --> 01:11:55.239 Now I'm like, I'm not me no more. 1390 01:11:55.680 --> 01:11:55.800 You know. 1391 01:11:55.920 --> 01:11:59.319 I'm like, I told you, you know, no fucking mind. 1392 01:12:00.159 --> 01:12:02.760 I turn around out a lady wiggling. Lord. I'm like, 1393 01:12:03.279 --> 01:12:06.079 I said, nobody moving. I'm like, what am in my head? 1394 01:12:06.119 --> 01:12:08.520 I'm like, what the fucker might be coming here? Get 1395 01:12:08.720 --> 01:12:11.239 at the lady? What are you doing? She don't stop, 1396 01:12:11.319 --> 01:12:13.680 and I push her back down. I said, stop pumping 1397 01:12:13.760 --> 01:12:15.000 your back because she's like moving. 1398 01:12:15.079 --> 01:12:15.239 You know. 1399 01:12:15.479 --> 01:12:19.520 I stopped right and I'm like losing my mind, bro, 1400 01:12:19.600 --> 01:12:23.279 I'm losing the handle on me. I'm like, this is right. 1401 01:12:23.319 --> 01:12:25.119 When that happened. My boy come run out of the 1402 01:12:25.159 --> 01:12:27.079 room saying let's go, let's go, let's go. I'm like, 1403 01:12:27.159 --> 01:12:28.039 thank god, it's over. 1404 01:12:28.960 --> 01:12:31.119 So we leave. We all leave. 1405 01:12:31.199 --> 01:12:38.279 Everyone run out the door and getting the car. Boy go, 1406 01:12:39.279 --> 01:12:42.239 I left the gun. Said what do you mean you 1407 01:12:42.359 --> 01:12:45.000 left the gun? You put the gun down? He said, yeah, 1408 01:12:45.000 --> 01:12:47.680 I put the gun down. So I grabbed a jewelry too, 1409 01:12:48.760 --> 01:12:51.439 and I'm not even putting together yet. That's the gun 1410 01:12:51.520 --> 01:12:53.159 he was trying to grab. Yeah, I'm not even putting 1411 01:12:53.199 --> 01:12:54.880 that together yet. I'm thinking he put it on the 1412 01:12:55.039 --> 01:13:00.119 shelf on the table. So, my my, never done this 1413 01:13:00.239 --> 01:13:02.880 kind of things like this. Crazy. I go, I'll go 1414 01:13:03.000 --> 01:13:04.239 get it. I'll go back and get it. 1415 01:13:04.359 --> 01:13:05.039 Oh my god. 1416 01:13:05.239 --> 01:13:06.880 All the way after the car, I run all the 1417 01:13:06.920 --> 01:13:10.039 way back to the door. I go open. The door 1418 01:13:10.159 --> 01:13:13.520 is locked. We locked ourselves out. Fuck'm not gonna knock. 1419 01:13:15.079 --> 01:13:17.439 So I run back to the car. I say, you know, 1420 01:13:17.479 --> 01:13:20.479 we locked ourselves out. Let's just go. So we leave. 1421 01:13:21.760 --> 01:13:24.600 Next day, Tony talked to Andres. We see police from 1422 01:13:24.680 --> 01:13:27.359 we're in an apartment next door. Next day, Tony talked 1423 01:13:27.359 --> 01:13:35.960 to Andres, and Andres tell him that that guy that 1424 01:13:36.880 --> 01:13:39.640 I hurt his hands bad. He said, you heard. He said, 1425 01:13:39.680 --> 01:13:41.600 the person you get here with the injured his wrist 1426 01:13:41.800 --> 01:13:46.000 really bad. But he's not gonna die. And I was like, budd, 1427 01:13:46.000 --> 01:13:48.159 he's not gonna die, Like, why would you even say that? 1428 01:13:49.720 --> 01:13:51.199 Was that a thing that might have happened? You know 1429 01:13:51.239 --> 01:13:54.960 what I'm saying? That hit me like damn, but he's 1430 01:13:55.000 --> 01:13:57.600 not gonna I said, oh ship. When he said that, 1431 01:14:00.399 --> 01:14:05.319 this voice in my head said, and it wasn't me, 1432 01:14:06.199 --> 01:14:13.640 it was something saying you better, you better go confess 1433 01:14:13.920 --> 01:14:18.920 right now. And I said to the voice back, I went, 1434 01:14:20.279 --> 01:14:22.600 I can't confess because that means I have to snitch 1435 01:14:22.720 --> 01:14:24.600 on them because they don't know. It's damn it, my 1436 01:14:24.680 --> 01:14:28.000 boy gonna go back to prison. I can't snitch. And 1437 01:14:28.079 --> 01:14:30.760 then the voice says, well, then you better go to 1438 01:14:30.920 --> 01:14:35.640 church and confess to a priest. If you're not gonna 1439 01:14:35.640 --> 01:14:38.600 tell the police you did it. And I said, if 1440 01:14:38.680 --> 01:14:41.520 I tell a priest what just happened, that priest is 1441 01:14:41.560 --> 01:14:45.239 gonna tell the police. I'm not done. I'm not gonna 1442 01:14:45.239 --> 01:14:47.199 tell the priest. Man, priest is gonna tell the police. 1443 01:14:47.840 --> 01:14:50.439 And then the voice said, well then you're gonna be 1444 01:14:50.600 --> 01:14:53.560 very sorry and you're gonna pay for that, and like 1445 01:14:53.600 --> 01:14:57.560 a threat, like a real threat. And I said, now 1446 01:14:57.680 --> 01:14:58.119 we got. 1447 01:14:58.039 --> 01:14:58.520 Away with that. 1448 01:14:59.239 --> 01:15:02.520 We didn't get caught. Nobody caught us. This is all 1449 01:15:02.560 --> 01:15:05.119 in my head. This is all in my head. I'm 1450 01:15:05.159 --> 01:15:07.279 just talking to myself in my head because I feel bad. 1451 01:15:08.680 --> 01:15:12.359 This ain't God. I still thank God at that point 1452 01:15:12.399 --> 01:15:13.960 I definitely don't want there to be a guy, you 1453 01:15:14.000 --> 01:15:23.039 know what I'm saying. So so then Andre tell us 1454 01:15:23.279 --> 01:15:26.640 the boy ain't gonna die, He'll be all right. Tell 1455 01:15:26.720 --> 01:15:33.199 us the rest or whatever not important. And I can't 1456 01:15:33.239 --> 01:15:36.640 sleep that night. I don't sleep that next day. I'm 1457 01:15:36.760 --> 01:15:42.359 just drinking and drinking. I can't sleep. And Tony see me, like, 1458 01:15:43.239 --> 01:15:45.560 you know, like, oh shit, this kid's going tweaking out. 1459 01:15:46.239 --> 01:15:49.000 So Tony's like, let's go to my mom's house so 1460 01:15:49.079 --> 01:15:52.000 we can get away from the area, because you can't 1461 01:15:52.039 --> 01:15:54.920 sleep with the police right there in the apartment next door, 1462 01:15:55.279 --> 01:15:58.359 you know. Because he older, he knows what I've been through. 1463 01:15:58.399 --> 01:16:00.560 I guess he's been through, you know. So He's like, 1464 01:16:00.640 --> 01:16:03.000 let's go down to my mom house in Hialiah and 1465 01:16:03.159 --> 01:16:04.920 quiet over there. I'm stayed there for like a twenty 1466 01:16:04.920 --> 01:16:07.720 four hours and just chill over there. So we go 1467 01:16:07.840 --> 01:16:12.039 over to his house and Haialiah get into it. We 1468 01:16:12.119 --> 01:16:14.439 go into his mom his mom's home cooking high and 1469 01:16:14.479 --> 01:16:17.720 she said hi to him, like and I'm like, we 1470 01:16:17.880 --> 01:16:20.720 walk into his room, the room is perfect, all this 1471 01:16:20.800 --> 01:16:23.119 stuff is there. She's like doing his laundry for him, 1472 01:16:23.439 --> 01:16:25.640 and I'm like, you told me you got kicked out 1473 01:16:25.640 --> 01:16:28.840 of here. He was like, oh yeah, we were just fire. 1474 01:16:28.880 --> 01:16:30.479 But she still, you know, I still got my room. 1475 01:16:31.640 --> 01:16:33.800 At that very moment, I realized he made up the 1476 01:16:33.840 --> 01:16:36.279 whole got kicked out of my house story just to 1477 01:16:36.720 --> 01:16:40.720 hang out more, you know. I was like, oh, I 1478 01:16:40.800 --> 01:16:42.960 was already too deep in to care about that at 1479 01:16:43.000 --> 01:16:45.920 this point, you know. Yeah, so I'm just like whatever. 1480 01:16:46.119 --> 01:16:47.680 In my mind, I don't even say nothing about it. 1481 01:16:49.399 --> 01:16:54.800 And I was just like whatever, And he's like, look, 1482 01:16:55.760 --> 01:16:58.159 sleep on my bed, you know, take you need some sleep. 1483 01:16:58.520 --> 01:17:02.119 I can see you need to sleep. Just rest. I sleep. 1484 01:17:02.279 --> 01:17:06.399 I go to sleep in his bed, and this is 1485 01:17:06.439 --> 01:17:11.079 what I get bad. I wake up, I falsely, I 1486 01:17:11.239 --> 01:17:15.880 wake up to what I believe is him grabbing me 1487 01:17:16.000 --> 01:17:20.560 by the shoulders, squeezing me on like a pressure point 1488 01:17:21.199 --> 01:17:23.199 that's paralyzing me. You know what I'm saying, with some 1489 01:17:23.359 --> 01:17:26.079 pressure points, you yeah, Well I wake up to that. 1490 01:17:26.239 --> 01:17:28.680 I'm like, ah, you know what I'm saying. And I'm like, 1491 01:17:29.000 --> 01:17:32.520 and I see it's black. The room is black. I'm 1492 01:17:32.600 --> 01:17:34.880 just figuring he has the lights off for his nighttime. 1493 01:17:34.920 --> 01:17:36.800 I don't know. I just woke up to this, you know, 1494 01:17:38.239 --> 01:17:42.239 And I look over I can't really move, but I 1495 01:17:42.279 --> 01:17:44.840 can kind of see, and I just see these black 1496 01:17:44.960 --> 01:17:49.399 fingers on me, and I'm thinking, like, it's just fucking weird, 1497 01:17:49.439 --> 01:17:51.199 you know what I'm saying. It must be dark, it's 1498 01:17:51.359 --> 01:17:53.880 it's happening fast, and I'm scared because it feels like 1499 01:17:53.920 --> 01:17:56.520 he's attacking me at the same time, you know, And 1500 01:17:56.560 --> 01:17:58.239 I'm like, is this guy about to kill me? So 1501 01:17:58.279 --> 01:18:00.560 I don't say nothing or something. Is that what's happening 1502 01:18:00.640 --> 01:18:02.720 right now? He waited for me to fall asleep, you 1503 01:18:02.760 --> 01:18:04.159 know what I'm saying, And then he lured me here, 1504 01:18:04.880 --> 01:18:07.560 and then all of a sudden, I feel my body 1505 01:18:07.640 --> 01:18:11.239 getting shook boom boom. I'm just like no, like a 1506 01:18:11.359 --> 01:18:15.039 rag doll. I'm just like, fuck this guy strong. And 1507 01:18:16.960 --> 01:18:19.560 I'm thinking this guy's gonna fucking rap me or something, 1508 01:18:19.680 --> 01:18:22.359 you know, because it's like he's behind me, grab me 1509 01:18:22.439 --> 01:18:26.439 like that, shaking me on the bed. And then I 1510 01:18:26.600 --> 01:18:31.359 feel the hands squeeze on my shoulders. And when I 1511 01:18:31.439 --> 01:18:35.399 feel them squeeze, the fingers reached the middle of my 1512 01:18:35.520 --> 01:18:38.479 stomach and the finger on the back reaches the middle 1513 01:18:38.520 --> 01:18:40.840 of my back. The fingers, so I feel this finger 1514 01:18:40.960 --> 01:18:45.119 squeezed all the way and I'm like, this ain't really, 1515 01:18:45.199 --> 01:18:48.560 this ain't right. His hands gotta be fucking this long, 1516 01:18:48.720 --> 01:18:53.359 you know, and it's squeezing me so bad that I'm 1517 01:18:53.600 --> 01:18:56.720 cutting off my air and I feel like I'm gonna die. 1518 01:18:56.920 --> 01:18:59.159 And he's choking me to death, you know what I'm saying. 1519 01:19:00.319 --> 01:19:02.960 And the second I feel like, oh, this is my 1520 01:19:03.079 --> 01:19:05.840 last second of life, I'm gonna die right now, I 1521 01:19:05.960 --> 01:19:10.399 wake up. I just squeezing. I wake up again and 1522 01:19:10.479 --> 01:19:14.439 I'm in the bed and I'm laying like this, normal, 1523 01:19:14.880 --> 01:19:19.439 laying normal on my stomach, and I look up and 1524 01:19:19.600 --> 01:19:21.600 Tony's sitting in the chair at the end of the 1525 01:19:21.680 --> 01:19:24.319 bed on my feet and he's just sitting in there 1526 01:19:24.399 --> 01:19:28.119 like this. There's candles lit around him. It's in the dark. 1527 01:19:28.199 --> 01:19:32.199 He's got the shades down Jesus. And opened my eyes 1528 01:19:32.199 --> 01:19:34.279 and I see him looking staring at me, and he's 1529 01:19:34.319 --> 01:19:37.000 so calm and laid back that I know he didn't 1530 01:19:37.119 --> 01:19:39.279 just do that, or else he would be like, yeah, 1531 01:19:39.600 --> 01:19:42.039 you know, I could, yeah, yeah, I could tell you 1532 01:19:42.159 --> 01:19:45.199 was just sitting there, you know. And open my eyes 1533 01:19:45.239 --> 01:19:48.199 and I look at him and he goes, you felt 1534 01:19:48.239 --> 01:19:51.600 the demon. Oh, as I'm feeling its shaken. I feel 1535 01:19:51.640 --> 01:19:53.840 like I'm about to die right before I wake up. 1536 01:19:54.439 --> 01:19:58.119 I feel like it literally what you see in the 1537 01:19:58.199 --> 01:20:04.960 movie was the movie called Spawn Spawn yeapawn Venom, You 1538 01:20:05.039 --> 01:20:06.720 know how in vandom when he just like seeps through 1539 01:20:06.760 --> 01:20:10.039 his skin as I feel this thing on my back 1540 01:20:10.119 --> 01:20:13.039 squeezing me right before I wake up, and I feel 1541 01:20:13.039 --> 01:20:16.079 like I'm gonna die. At the same time, I feel 1542 01:20:16.439 --> 01:20:19.840 like what that would look like enter my back. I 1543 01:20:20.000 --> 01:20:22.119 just feel all this pressure on my back just weighing 1544 01:20:22.199 --> 01:20:25.239 me down, and then all the pressure just like inserted 1545 01:20:25.359 --> 01:20:31.159 into my skin. And that when I woke up and 1546 01:20:31.279 --> 01:20:33.640 I looked at him, and he goes, you felt the 1547 01:20:33.760 --> 01:20:36.840 demon entered you, didn't you? And this man's covered in 1548 01:20:36.880 --> 01:20:44.399 Satan tattoos candles, And I said, yeah, I did in 1549 01:20:44.520 --> 01:20:47.079 my mind. I just still didn't believe it though, you know, 1550 01:20:47.199 --> 01:20:50.760 I figured he saw me having a bad dream, just 1551 01:20:50.840 --> 01:20:52.720 moving around because I just had a bad dream that 1552 01:20:52.880 --> 01:20:54.359 was a bad dream, because I woke up and I 1553 01:20:54.439 --> 01:20:59.199 was in the bed, must have been a dream. And 1554 01:20:59.279 --> 01:21:01.439 he just said because he saw me moving around and 1555 01:21:01.520 --> 01:21:07.399 he worshiped Satan and it's real. So I said, yeah, 1556 01:21:07.439 --> 01:21:13.279 I felt it, but I didn't believe it. So I'd 1557 01:21:13.399 --> 01:21:18.319 continue living, you know, But from that point on, my 1558 01:21:20.399 --> 01:21:23.680 everything's bad. Bro, I just got worse. I already was bad, 1559 01:21:23.760 --> 01:21:25.640 so I wasn't like you know what I'm saying. I 1560 01:21:25.640 --> 01:21:28.800 already was on a bad path, but it got I 1561 01:21:28.840 --> 01:21:31.399 didn't get more violent, like doing bad things like that. 1562 01:21:31.760 --> 01:21:35.520 But what I did was just destroy myself. Like I 1563 01:21:35.840 --> 01:21:39.319 just drank, drain, drank drugs, drug as much as I could. 1564 01:21:39.479 --> 01:21:42.640 Somebody tried me, I would fight real quick. I snapped 1565 01:21:42.680 --> 01:21:47.039 my anger management like I would swing first. Every time 1566 01:21:47.159 --> 01:21:52.000 after that, I felt I felt invincible. Almost People twice 1567 01:21:52.079 --> 01:21:53.520 my side come up to me and try me, and 1568 01:21:53.600 --> 01:21:57.199 I would swing first. Didn't matter. 1569 01:21:59.680 --> 01:22:03.920 And do you feel like that that demonic encounter thing 1570 01:22:04.239 --> 01:22:06.600 was because I remember before you said you heard a 1571 01:22:06.680 --> 01:22:09.960 voice that said you need to confess and if you don't, 1572 01:22:10.359 --> 01:22:12.199 you're gonna regret it something You're gonna pay for it. 1573 01:22:12.279 --> 01:22:13.880 You think that was the consequence for that. 1574 01:22:14.720 --> 01:22:18.920 I think that was probably a lot to do with it. 1575 01:22:20.239 --> 01:22:24.800 Wow, man, that's so intense. This is you're in like 1576 01:22:24.920 --> 01:22:26.279 your early thirties or late. 1577 01:22:26.199 --> 01:22:30.119 Twenties, like now, Yeah, this was when I was eighteen nineteen. 1578 01:22:30.439 --> 01:22:32.600 Oh have you heard any of this part yet? 1579 01:22:33.560 --> 01:22:34.079 No? Oh? 1580 01:22:34.279 --> 01:22:39.359 Dude, no, no, no, no, where were we. 1581 01:22:41.039 --> 01:22:42.920 You felt the demon interview? And then you said from 1582 01:22:42.960 --> 01:22:45.399 there it got worse and you started doing more drugs, 1583 01:22:45.520 --> 01:22:46.479 more drinking. 1584 01:22:47.239 --> 01:22:50.199 Being aggressive, fighting people, Yeah, getting angry. 1585 01:22:51.479 --> 01:22:54.760 Cheating on girl, have girlfriend, girl from girl with chea cheat, 1586 01:22:54.800 --> 01:22:57.319 cheats didn't matter like o, living like crazy. You know 1587 01:22:57.359 --> 01:23:02.359 what I'm saying, nothing mattered to me. And well, okay, 1588 01:23:03.000 --> 01:23:09.039 and then two years goes by. I'm just in a 1589 01:23:09.119 --> 01:23:11.880 downward spiral, not too fat but not too slow. But 1590 01:23:11.960 --> 01:23:21.640 I'm going down and wait this Disney World first, the girl, 1591 01:23:22.560 --> 01:23:30.600 well girl, no later, Disney World. I mean, all right, 1592 01:23:31.600 --> 01:23:35.960 look at those two years he's born. He's one years old, 1593 01:23:36.039 --> 01:23:38.840 two years old, three years old, maybe two and three. 1594 01:23:38.960 --> 01:23:41.760 Those two years he was two and three. I take 1595 01:23:41.840 --> 01:23:46.199 him to Disney World and I ended up getting into 1596 01:23:46.319 --> 01:23:49.279 a fighting Disney World with another dude. I threw a 1597 01:23:49.399 --> 01:23:51.279 beer cup at and I hit his daughter. 1598 01:23:51.359 --> 01:23:51.920 He attap me. 1599 01:23:52.000 --> 01:23:54.079 We start fighting. I get kicked out of Disney World. 1600 01:23:54.399 --> 01:23:56.840 We go to Universal Studios. I get kicked out of 1601 01:23:56.920 --> 01:24:00.880 Universal Studios with a two years old, three year old. 1602 01:24:00.920 --> 01:24:03.000 You know, like, I can't go nowhere. I'm just bad, 1603 01:24:03.079 --> 01:24:05.439 you know, I can't control once I start drinking and 1604 01:24:05.520 --> 01:24:17.439 I cannot not drink. So okay, So then I get 1605 01:24:17.520 --> 01:24:21.760 this one girlfriend going out with this girl, lord, sweet girl, 1606 01:24:23.359 --> 01:24:24.840 like I'm in love with her. I'm in love with her. 1607 01:24:25.039 --> 01:24:27.960 I'm in love with everyone, every girl. When I meet him, 1608 01:24:27.960 --> 01:24:30.720 you know, it's a new relationships. In love with her, 1609 01:24:32.800 --> 01:24:37.119 So I mean I end up. I ended up. She 1610 01:24:37.239 --> 01:24:40.039 ends up giving me her virginity, like she locked in 1611 01:24:40.159 --> 01:24:40.640 with me, you know. 1612 01:24:41.800 --> 01:24:42.000 Yeah. 1613 01:24:42.119 --> 01:24:44.880 And I turned twenty one, like two weeks after that, 1614 01:24:45.840 --> 01:24:48.279 and I go to the strip club for my twenty 1615 01:24:48.319 --> 01:24:50.000 first birthday. Listen to my friends. I go to the 1616 01:24:50.039 --> 01:24:52.920 strip club. I cheat on her with a girl in 1617 01:24:52.960 --> 01:24:56.960 the club. I bring the girl home. That girl leave me. 1618 01:24:57.279 --> 01:25:00.119 I gotta stay with this girl now right, she a 1619 01:25:00.199 --> 01:25:05.640 girl too, you know. But Valentine's Day, I've been with 1620 01:25:05.760 --> 01:25:08.039 this girl for eight months. She break up with me. 1621 01:25:08.119 --> 01:25:11.199 Now this gonna break up with me. So now I'm heartbroken. 1622 01:25:11.239 --> 01:25:17.960 On Valentine's Day, I'm an addict, and I remember I 1623 01:25:18.079 --> 01:25:19.920 run out. I'm drinking. I go to the strip club 1624 01:25:19.960 --> 01:25:22.439 by myself. I drink, I run out of money. I leave, 1625 01:25:24.079 --> 01:25:31.079 and I remember I remember thinking about my dad having methadone. 1626 01:25:31.600 --> 01:25:34.520 I never did that stuff before, but I remember, oh, 1627 01:25:34.600 --> 01:25:37.000 my dad does methadone, and that's kind of like hero. 1628 01:25:37.079 --> 01:25:39.520 When I heard, I was like, and I want to 1629 01:25:39.560 --> 01:25:41.359 get fucked up. And then I don't give a fuck 1630 01:25:41.359 --> 01:25:44.840 because the girl left me on Valentine's Day, you know, 1631 01:25:45.199 --> 01:25:48.439 twenty one years old, broken heart or whatever. So I 1632 01:25:48.600 --> 01:25:51.199 go to my mom's house and my mom's room where 1633 01:25:51.199 --> 01:25:53.920 they sleep in, and take the methadone bottle and I 1634 01:25:54.079 --> 01:25:57.680 drink it. It's one hundred and twenty or one hundred 1635 01:25:57.720 --> 01:25:59.840 and thirty milligrams of methadone. My dad been on the 1636 01:26:00.159 --> 01:26:02.680 done for twenty years. It's the highest dose you can 1637 01:26:02.760 --> 01:26:05.920 give someone in the clinic. But I don't know anything 1638 01:26:05.960 --> 01:26:08.640 about that. It's just a little bit to me. I 1639 01:26:08.720 --> 01:26:10.920 see my dad drink him every day, and he looks fine. 1640 01:26:11.520 --> 01:26:13.680 So I drink one hundred and thirty miligram of methadone, 1641 01:26:14.039 --> 01:26:16.239 which is lethal for an eighteen year old kid who's 1642 01:26:16.279 --> 01:26:16.640 never done it. 1643 01:26:16.720 --> 01:26:18.680 Yeah, if you don't have any tolerance, twenty one year 1644 01:26:18.680 --> 01:26:19.920 old kid, my bad, you're cooked. 1645 01:26:21.279 --> 01:26:23.319 Twenty one, I was still one hundred and thirty pounds 1646 01:26:24.720 --> 01:26:29.960 and so I drink that bottle and I don't know 1647 01:26:29.960 --> 01:26:32.520 if you're supposed to wait fifteen minutes. I wait five 1648 01:26:32.600 --> 01:26:34.800 ten minutes. I don't feel nothing. I go back in 1649 01:26:34.880 --> 01:26:38.760 his room and take another bottle out and I drink it. 1650 01:26:38.880 --> 01:26:41.479 That's two hundred and sixty milligrams of methadone. 1651 01:26:41.560 --> 01:26:43.920 You shouldn't have survived that, and I didn't. 1652 01:26:45.279 --> 01:26:48.079 So I could tell you about I could tell you 1653 01:26:48.279 --> 01:26:52.000 about the experience of being completely twisted for a little while, 1654 01:26:52.239 --> 01:26:56.239 but it doesn't really matter. Bottom line is, I'll go 1655 01:26:56.319 --> 01:26:58.640 back to that kid, Shawn's house around the block. You know, 1656 01:26:59.079 --> 01:27:03.479 I'm I'm telling him like I'm passing out. I'm tired. 1657 01:27:03.520 --> 01:27:05.600 I'm tired. We gotta go get some wake me up. 1658 01:27:07.279 --> 01:27:10.199 And I remember we drove to go get some cocaine 1659 01:27:10.239 --> 01:27:13.159 to wake me up, but it didn't work. We get there, 1660 01:27:13.199 --> 01:27:16.119 I did a bump. I started falling asleep, and at 1661 01:27:16.119 --> 01:27:18.640 the time Sean, I can't stay awake, I can't stay awake, 1662 01:27:19.880 --> 01:27:22.239 and I just black. I just remember everything turned black, 1663 01:27:24.119 --> 01:27:33.439 and next thing I know, I am well, I'm at 1664 01:27:33.479 --> 01:27:37.359 the bottom of the ocean. But I'm just a drop 1665 01:27:37.479 --> 01:27:40.439 of water. I don't know how to explain it. It 1666 01:27:40.520 --> 01:27:43.640 doesn't make sense to people. I understand that won't register 1667 01:27:43.800 --> 01:27:46.760 what I'm trying to say. But I was a drop 1668 01:27:46.840 --> 01:27:49.960 of water. I was one drop of water, maybe one molecule. 1669 01:27:50.279 --> 01:27:52.479 I'm not really sure it's symbolic. 1670 01:27:53.000 --> 01:27:55.279 But I was just a drop of water and I 1671 01:27:55.359 --> 01:27:57.920 was at the bottom of the ocean and it was peaceful. 1672 01:27:58.399 --> 01:28:03.079 It was quiet, and I was alive. I was what 1673 01:28:03.239 --> 01:28:05.960 I was, and I could feel all the other drops 1674 01:28:06.000 --> 01:28:09.600 of water. I'm bouncing off of them. They're all bouncing me. 1675 01:28:09.640 --> 01:28:12.199 I'm saying hi to them, but all like, man, it's 1676 01:28:12.359 --> 01:28:16.640 a NonStop you know what I'm saying, NonStop interactions with 1677 01:28:17.359 --> 01:28:20.880 other drops of water, and it's cool. I think about nothing. 1678 01:28:21.159 --> 01:28:23.319 There's nothing to think about other than that's what's happening. 1679 01:28:25.159 --> 01:28:27.840 And I don't know, this just went on, bro It 1680 01:28:28.000 --> 01:28:29.760 just went on and I was enjoying it. 1681 01:28:30.800 --> 01:28:31.319 And then. 1682 01:28:33.720 --> 01:28:35.279 I don't know how long it went on for, but 1683 01:28:35.920 --> 01:28:39.720 I remember being that drop of water and then feeling 1684 01:28:40.359 --> 01:28:43.119 air hit me. So I had remember thinking, I'm at 1685 01:28:43.159 --> 01:28:47.119 the top of the water, you know, I'm like floating 1686 01:28:47.159 --> 01:28:49.079 on the top, you know. I could feel the air 1687 01:28:49.159 --> 01:28:52.199 and I could feel the water under me. I'm still 1688 01:28:52.279 --> 01:28:54.159 just a water drop, but I can feel air, you know, 1689 01:28:54.640 --> 01:28:56.560 So I know I'm at the top of the water now, 1690 01:28:57.399 --> 01:28:59.840 and then I'm just floating there, feeling air and water. 1691 01:29:01.399 --> 01:29:04.439 You know, there's nothing else to think about other than 1692 01:29:04.520 --> 01:29:07.720 that's what I am, and that's what's happening, and there 1693 01:29:07.800 --> 01:29:12.760 is no time, it's just happening. And then I start 1694 01:29:12.880 --> 01:29:16.600 hearing in the distance. I don't know how I could 1695 01:29:16.600 --> 01:29:19.119 hear as a drop of water, but I could hear 1696 01:29:19.760 --> 01:29:24.760 waves breaking, like I just hear crashing the distance, steady, 1697 01:29:30.159 --> 01:29:33.239 that's here. It keeps breaking. It's real quiet, and it 1698 01:29:33.439 --> 01:29:37.479 just along the lines. It starts getting louder louder. Eventually, 1699 01:29:39.279 --> 01:29:41.800 I feel like days went by, just every day just 1700 01:29:41.840 --> 01:29:44.039 got a little louder, a little louder, a little louder. 1701 01:29:44.880 --> 01:29:47.279 And eventually it started getting really loud. And I remember 1702 01:29:47.600 --> 01:29:50.279 being like, oh shit, I'm getting kind of close to 1703 01:29:50.399 --> 01:29:52.800 the shore. I can hear these waves breaking down. It's 1704 01:29:52.920 --> 01:29:54.319 sounding like sh. 1705 01:30:02.039 --> 01:30:02.239 You know. 1706 01:30:02.359 --> 01:30:05.199 I hear that it's getting louder, and it just starts 1707 01:30:05.199 --> 01:30:07.760 getting really loud, and I know, like, oh ship, I'm 1708 01:30:07.760 --> 01:30:11.760 about to hit the end. And I hear this really loud, 1709 01:30:14.439 --> 01:30:17.319 and I hear the and when I hear the it's 1710 01:30:17.359 --> 01:30:19.880 the last wave crashing and it throws me out of 1711 01:30:19.960 --> 01:30:22.920 the ocean and I hit the sand, my meat. The 1712 01:30:22.960 --> 01:30:26.000 little water drop hits the sand, and it feels like 1713 01:30:26.079 --> 01:30:28.880 I just fell out of a building and boom. And 1714 01:30:28.960 --> 01:30:32.680 when I feel that, I feel my body pain in 1715 01:30:32.760 --> 01:30:34.920 my body. And I wake up and I'm in the 1716 01:30:35.039 --> 01:30:39.520 hospital and I'm on life support with those balloons in 1717 01:30:39.600 --> 01:30:43.680 my lungs and I can still hear the waves going, 1718 01:30:46.760 --> 01:30:48.600 but it's the mill. 1719 01:30:49.479 --> 01:30:50.199 That's crazy. 1720 01:30:54.479 --> 01:30:57.680 I wake up and my mom a doctor, and they're 1721 01:30:58.039 --> 01:31:01.640 telling me you were dead. You arrived dead on arrival. 1722 01:31:01.800 --> 01:31:03.800 We shocked you back to life. We don't know how 1723 01:31:03.840 --> 01:31:05.279 long you were dead for. We don't know if you 1724 01:31:05.359 --> 01:31:09.399 got brain damage all that. But I woke up and 1725 01:31:09.439 --> 01:31:11.479 I stayed on there for like another day on falling 1726 01:31:11.560 --> 01:31:17.760 in and out and and when I got out, when 1727 01:31:17.800 --> 01:31:19.199 I get they took the balloons out and all that. 1728 01:31:23.039 --> 01:31:28.159 My mom my mom my mom standing there and she goes, 1729 01:31:29.600 --> 01:31:34.680 did you see the light? And I go, no, it 1730 01:31:34.800 --> 01:31:38.920 was dark. She was like, oh, like she was joking, 1731 01:31:39.640 --> 01:31:41.600 but I really just died and didn't see the light, 1732 01:31:41.960 --> 01:31:43.960 you know what I'm saying. And I was like, damn, 1733 01:31:44.680 --> 01:31:48.039 I'm not. The water thing is like I didn't see 1734 01:31:48.039 --> 01:31:49.520 the light. That's all I'm thinking about, you know what 1735 01:31:49.560 --> 01:31:51.920 I'm saying. The water thing meant nothing up, just a 1736 01:31:51.960 --> 01:31:54.359 piece of water, you know. I didn't even look at 1737 01:31:54.399 --> 01:31:57.199 it as something that was like symbolic. 1738 01:31:58.239 --> 01:32:00.439 It was like, what was a weird dream, I was 1739 01:32:01.000 --> 01:32:04.760 unconscious or something. But that's obviously not the truth. It 1740 01:32:04.920 --> 01:32:06.239 was obviously very symbolic. 1741 01:32:06.439 --> 01:32:08.239 It was I thought it was a weird dream. I 1742 01:32:08.239 --> 01:32:10.680 didn't know I was actually dead, you know what I'm saying. Well, 1743 01:32:10.720 --> 01:32:17.000 I was experiencing that, so wow. Yeah. So then after that, 1744 01:32:18.399 --> 01:32:21.920 I mean, it doesn't wake me up, doesn't make I mean, 1745 01:32:22.119 --> 01:32:25.239 I'm hearing people with their near death experiences how it 1746 01:32:25.359 --> 01:32:27.680 changed their life and they wrote books about it, and 1747 01:32:27.760 --> 01:32:30.039 I'm like, I didn't get one of those kind of 1748 01:32:30.079 --> 01:32:35.840 near death experiences. I just died and with water. Pretty sick, 1749 01:32:36.000 --> 01:32:38.840 you know, Like I didn't see no guy, no angels 1750 01:32:38.920 --> 01:32:40.720 or nothing like they say when they die, you know, 1751 01:32:40.760 --> 01:32:44.199 and when they come back and all that like that. 1752 01:32:44.399 --> 01:32:47.840 So I was like, damn, after thinking, maybe they're making 1753 01:32:47.920 --> 01:32:54.880 all that shit up. So I just continue living like 1754 01:32:55.079 --> 01:32:58.319 a crazy person, drinking, smoking, selling drugs, doing all that, 1755 01:32:59.439 --> 01:33:03.439 and a couple of years go by, not too many 1756 01:33:03.520 --> 01:33:07.359 a couple of years go by, and everything's pretty normal. 1757 01:33:07.960 --> 01:33:11.640 Not you know, everything's going pretty normal, not making good 1758 01:33:11.720 --> 01:33:15.399 choices or anything. But I ended up and me and 1759 01:33:15.520 --> 01:33:17.920 my friend end up saving up some money with the 1760 01:33:18.000 --> 01:33:24.079 drug game. Oh that got tony. I ended up getting 1761 01:33:24.079 --> 01:33:26.359 away from like that shit started getting too much, you 1762 01:33:26.399 --> 01:33:28.079 know what I'm saying. Like, within a month or two 1763 01:33:28.159 --> 01:33:30.600 after that, I moved. I was made up excuse I 1764 01:33:30.640 --> 01:33:32.720 had to move back to my mom's house. And I 1765 01:33:32.840 --> 01:33:35.239 stood paying rent and got to say victory because it 1766 01:33:35.279 --> 01:33:37.880 was in my name. So I got away from him, 1767 01:33:38.159 --> 01:33:44.119 you know. But but. 1768 01:33:46.479 --> 01:33:49.600 Yeah, you said you were saving money up. Yeah, money 1769 01:33:49.640 --> 01:33:50.479 saved up some money. 1770 01:33:50.359 --> 01:33:54.840 And we made a plan to grow weed indoors. You know, 1771 01:33:55.359 --> 01:33:59.199 everyone in Miami was doing it. So we're like, man, 1772 01:33:59.279 --> 01:34:02.159 we spoke dude. I'm like, I'll sit there and grow 1773 01:34:02.239 --> 01:34:04.960 the weed. I want to do that, you know the 1774 01:34:05.079 --> 01:34:12.000 best way. You know, we all win this way. It's 1775 01:34:12.039 --> 01:34:22.479 a brilliant play. So this is where the paranormal activity started. 1776 01:34:23.000 --> 01:34:26.560 Okay, let's go started. I'm about to say there's been 1777 01:34:26.600 --> 01:34:27.399 a lot already. 1778 01:34:27.520 --> 01:34:28.199 He always says that. 1779 01:34:30.840 --> 01:34:33.119 This is where the real paranormal activity started to where 1780 01:34:33.239 --> 01:34:36.479 at the time I was like, oh other ship I 1781 01:34:36.520 --> 01:34:39.760 got rode off. This is the first can never ride off? 1782 01:34:42.000 --> 01:34:48.159 Let me just go So okay, So I'm sitting in 1783 01:34:48.199 --> 01:34:49.560 the We get the wat house, right, we get a 1784 01:34:49.600 --> 01:34:52.880 grow house, first girl house. Yeah, we did it. We 1785 01:34:52.960 --> 01:34:54.840 got a grow house. We set up the room, got 1786 01:34:54.880 --> 01:34:58.399 the lights, growing the weed. I'm sitting in the house 1787 01:34:58.479 --> 01:35:05.600 by myself, and I'm watching TV. And I'm by myself 1788 01:35:05.760 --> 01:35:08.479 in the house. I'm in the living room and the 1789 01:35:08.600 --> 01:35:11.319 kitchen is right next to us. You can see the kitchen. 1790 01:35:11.560 --> 01:35:13.840 There's a little partition where I could see the kitchen 1791 01:35:13.920 --> 01:35:15.760 right where I'm at. I can't see the sink because 1792 01:35:15.760 --> 01:35:17.840 it's right behind the wall from where I'm looking, you know. 1793 01:35:19.760 --> 01:35:27.039 But I hear a sound that would I thought at 1794 01:35:27.119 --> 01:35:30.000 the time, because the fridge is right next to the sink. 1795 01:35:31.600 --> 01:35:34.880 So I hear a metal sound hit the sink. My 1796 01:35:35.000 --> 01:35:39.640 brain goes, A knife or a fork just fell off 1797 01:35:39.680 --> 01:35:41.640 the fridge and landed in the sink. It was that 1798 01:35:41.800 --> 01:35:45.600 much force that it hit. Yeah, Like my mind said, Okay, 1799 01:35:45.680 --> 01:35:47.800 that had to fall from pretty high. It must be 1800 01:35:47.880 --> 01:35:50.560 the fridge. I had to have fallen from the fridge, 1801 01:35:50.600 --> 01:35:52.199 couldn't have fallen from the counter. Because that would have 1802 01:35:52.239 --> 01:35:54.880 made a less sound. This was a deep sound, metal 1803 01:35:54.960 --> 01:35:57.600 hitting metal. So the second it hits, I go, ooh, 1804 01:35:58.159 --> 01:36:01.399 fucking fridge thing hit off the ridge. But then the 1805 01:36:01.520 --> 01:36:06.520 sound go like the sound keeps going ding ding ding ding. 1806 01:36:06.840 --> 01:36:10.000 The first think, I go, something fell off the fridge. Think. 1807 01:36:10.319 --> 01:36:14.560 Then I HEARDing think and the second think, I go, oh, 1808 01:36:14.640 --> 01:36:16.680 it must have hit the corner of the sink and 1809 01:36:16.800 --> 01:36:19.560 it fell to the second corner. Then I hear dingding 1810 01:36:19.760 --> 01:36:22.640 think the third one. I go, that's a pretty fucking 1811 01:36:23.000 --> 01:36:26.760 surrounded corner. You know the rounded corners. It's not a square, 1812 01:36:26.800 --> 01:36:29.960 so must have got a perfect way three things, you know, 1813 01:36:30.119 --> 01:36:32.439 ding ding Think. Then I hear ding ding ding ding 1814 01:36:32.560 --> 01:36:35.079 ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding 1815 01:36:35.199 --> 01:36:38.279 ding think, and I go, oh, what the fuck someone's 1816 01:36:38.279 --> 01:36:41.079 in there about to kill me. I'm thinking at this moment, 1817 01:36:41.399 --> 01:36:43.720 that's somebody. There's too much energy going around in a 1818 01:36:43.760 --> 01:36:46.119 circle over and over and over for it to be 1819 01:36:46.439 --> 01:36:47.119 something that fell. 1820 01:36:48.119 --> 01:36:49.439 So I don't have a gun. 1821 01:36:49.680 --> 01:36:52.239 It's my first grow house. I wasn't thinking that far ahead. 1822 01:36:52.920 --> 01:36:58.039 I thought nobody knew about the growhouse. So I'm just 1823 01:36:58.279 --> 01:37:01.239 froze like I'm about to die. Someone's in there, playing 1824 01:37:01.279 --> 01:37:03.159 with my head. In the second I turned the corner, 1825 01:37:03.239 --> 01:37:06.479 there's gonna be a gun pointed at me. Obviously you're 1826 01:37:06.479 --> 01:37:09.239 gonna emptyu my girl house and take everything, hopefully not 1827 01:37:09.359 --> 01:37:13.520 kill me. And the dnking thing stops and I'm just like, 1828 01:37:13.640 --> 01:37:17.039 oh no, oh no. I'm looking around for some weapon, 1829 01:37:17.279 --> 01:37:20.479 so I grab something. There is nothing for me to grab, bro, 1830 01:37:20.640 --> 01:37:24.399 there's nothing like a shoe. I'm like a fuck, and 1831 01:37:24.880 --> 01:37:30.000 I just start peeking my head around the corner. Who 1832 01:37:30.119 --> 01:37:32.319 is it? Maybe some hopefully it's one of my friends 1833 01:37:32.720 --> 01:37:36.640 playing a trick on me. There's no one there, Bro, 1834 01:37:37.600 --> 01:37:40.760 what walk in the kitchen, there's no one there? Looking 1835 01:37:40.800 --> 01:37:43.399 through the cabinets, I'm looking at the fridge, I'm looking everywhere. 1836 01:37:43.560 --> 01:37:45.159 What the fuck was that? 1837 01:37:49.000 --> 01:37:50.079 You never figured out what it was? 1838 01:37:50.159 --> 01:37:52.159 I never figured out what that was at that point. 1839 01:37:53.720 --> 01:37:55.399 I don't know what the fuck that was said, there's 1840 01:37:55.439 --> 01:37:58.520 a ghost. What I thought in my head at the 1841 01:37:58.720 --> 01:38:02.239 very moment that happened was we rented that house and 1842 01:38:02.319 --> 01:38:04.960 cut the ridge in Miami's kind of hood and rented 1843 01:38:04.960 --> 01:38:09.680 it from a Haitian lady. I started thinking voodoos, a 1844 01:38:09.720 --> 01:38:15.119 Haitian voodoo, the Haitian lady right, I'm not thinking it's me. 1845 01:38:15.159 --> 01:38:22.319 I'm thinking it's the house. Yeah, obviously, so nothing like 1846 01:38:22.399 --> 01:38:24.560 that happens in that house. I tell my friend, like, 1847 01:38:25.079 --> 01:38:28.199 no one believes me, think I'm high tripping whatever. Whatever. 1848 01:38:30.119 --> 01:38:34.239 So we got we went, we went. I mean, I 1849 01:38:34.239 --> 01:38:35.640 don't know if this had anything to do with it, 1850 01:38:35.840 --> 01:38:38.840 but like we end up getting robbed, that girl out. 1851 01:38:38.880 --> 01:38:41.560 We leave, me and my boy leave to the store 1852 01:38:41.680 --> 01:38:43.760 for like an hour. We come back. The house is empty. 1853 01:38:45.600 --> 01:38:48.439 We robbed the girl house and I'm like, but there 1854 01:38:48.520 --> 01:38:49.239 wasn't no one here. 1855 01:38:49.319 --> 01:38:51.319 I'm like, no, it's fucking with my head, you know, Like, 1856 01:38:52.159 --> 01:38:54.880 was that like soon after the weird It was like a. 1857 01:38:54.920 --> 01:38:58.920 Week after, maybe two weeks after. It wasn't long after. 1858 01:39:00.920 --> 01:39:03.600 But we had already cut the plants out and they didn't. 1859 01:39:03.640 --> 01:39:06.079 All they took was the lights. So we had money still, 1860 01:39:06.760 --> 01:39:09.840 So we got another house, set up another house. We 1861 01:39:09.920 --> 01:39:11.960 were more careful about it, not to let anyone know 1862 01:39:12.199 --> 01:39:17.600 and all that try to and but whatever, I got 1863 01:39:18.560 --> 01:39:20.960 a girl over this house right now, really post that 1864 01:39:21.039 --> 01:39:24.439 girls over these houses, right But this one I did 1865 01:39:24.520 --> 01:39:29.479 a different you did it your own way. 1866 01:39:31.800 --> 01:39:31.920 One. 1867 01:39:31.960 --> 01:39:36.319 We had to add a girl here. So I got 1868 01:39:36.399 --> 01:39:42.399 this girl over. We were watching TV. We're growing We 1869 01:39:42.600 --> 01:39:46.359 just in my bag. We're watching TV. Sorry, we're watching TV. 1870 01:39:47.600 --> 01:39:55.039 And a ball of smoke, a ball of mist just 1871 01:39:55.199 --> 01:39:57.840 starts forming in the corner. A little piece of myst 1872 01:39:57.920 --> 01:40:01.319 forms in the corner and starts doing a sp il right, 1873 01:40:01.399 --> 01:40:04.279 and then the spiral fills up and the gets bigger, 1874 01:40:04.359 --> 01:40:08.600 and then it turns into a perfect ball. There's no 1875 01:40:08.840 --> 01:40:12.760 like bubble around it. There's no something. It's just a 1876 01:40:12.880 --> 01:40:16.720 ball of smoke that's keeping shape, perfect shape, and it's 1877 01:40:16.760 --> 01:40:19.479 spinning in a circle like a mask, like a globe, 1878 01:40:19.560 --> 01:40:24.119 you know, but it's just smoke. And I'm watching this thing. 1879 01:40:24.199 --> 01:40:27.359 This all happens quick. It happened quick, like two three seconds. 1880 01:40:27.600 --> 01:40:32.800 Just form starts spinning and then it looked like something 1881 01:40:33.000 --> 01:40:35.960 flew out of it, almost like if you would shoot 1882 01:40:36.319 --> 01:40:40.319 a bullet at a water balloon in slow motion. Oh 1883 01:40:41.079 --> 01:40:43.439 like coming out the back end of like you know, 1884 01:40:44.279 --> 01:40:46.560 like but not in slow motion, but like I see 1885 01:40:46.640 --> 01:40:50.800 like something break out the bubble of smoke. It's just 1886 01:40:50.920 --> 01:40:52.479 I don't see anything come out. I just see like 1887 01:40:52.600 --> 01:40:55.159 if something would have came out, because I see the 1888 01:40:55.239 --> 01:40:57.640 smoke like go out of this little hole. And then 1889 01:40:57.680 --> 01:40:59.520 all the smoke comes out of the hole and goes 1890 01:40:59.560 --> 01:41:02.680 across the top of the TV, and then it all 1891 01:41:02.760 --> 01:41:08.680 disappears at the same exact time. And I didn't say anything. 1892 01:41:09.680 --> 01:41:13.000 I go, did you just see that? 1893 01:41:14.399 --> 01:41:19.359 She goes the ball of smoke in the corner? So 1894 01:41:19.520 --> 01:41:22.920 she saw the exact She said it first, make sure 1895 01:41:23.039 --> 01:41:25.239 you didn't I'm not crazy. Exact and that she really 1896 01:41:25.279 --> 01:41:27.279 saw what I saw. I don't want to say it first, 1897 01:41:27.359 --> 01:41:27.920 and you say it. 1898 01:41:28.000 --> 01:41:30.399 Yes, the only way to confess. 1899 01:41:30.479 --> 01:41:32.079 Do you see that she did? What the ball of 1900 01:41:32.159 --> 01:41:33.119 smoking the corner? 1901 01:41:33.399 --> 01:41:33.600 Yes? 1902 01:41:33.880 --> 01:41:35.920 Yes, the ball of smoking the corner. We agree, there's 1903 01:41:35.920 --> 01:41:36.880 a ball of smoking the corner. 1904 01:41:36.920 --> 01:41:37.479 We just saw it, right. 1905 01:41:38.239 --> 01:41:40.399 She's like yeah. She keeps watching the TV and I'm like, 1906 01:41:40.640 --> 01:41:43.359 what what do you think it was? Like? I don't know. 1907 01:41:44.199 --> 01:41:46.399 She keep watching the TV. And I'm like, I know 1908 01:41:46.560 --> 01:41:49.520 you don't know, but don't you think we should figure 1909 01:41:49.560 --> 01:41:52.760 this out with it? Interdimensional demon angel? What was going on? 1910 01:41:52.920 --> 01:41:55.399 A ghost? What is that? Something just happened? 1911 01:41:55.800 --> 01:41:56.079 She like? 1912 01:41:56.319 --> 01:41:56.640 She didn't? 1913 01:41:57.159 --> 01:41:59.680 She like, I'm bothering her at this point, you know 1914 01:41:59.720 --> 01:42:02.399 what I'm saying. I'm like, no, are you not excited 1915 01:42:02.439 --> 01:42:06.520 about this? She'sus just like looking at me like if 1916 01:42:06.560 --> 01:42:08.399 I'm crazy, if I did it or something. Then I 1917 01:42:08.520 --> 01:42:11.119 was like, why is she not reacting to this? Then 1918 01:42:11.159 --> 01:42:12.720 I start looking at her like does she do it? 1919 01:42:14.159 --> 01:42:17.960 And from that point on, me and her. I mean, 1920 01:42:18.079 --> 01:42:20.680 before that we would fight a little. But after that, ya, 1921 01:42:20.760 --> 01:42:24.119 we weren't crazy. Really we I mean, I'm not gonna 1922 01:42:24.119 --> 01:42:26.319 blame it on the ball of smoking the corner of 1923 01:42:26.359 --> 01:42:31.600 the room right right, But it didn't help. Didn't help, 1924 01:42:33.119 --> 01:42:37.960 and we just drugged out. We were just getting fucked up. Fight, man, 1925 01:42:38.039 --> 01:42:43.000 We just I didn't know what to do. But I mean, 1926 01:42:43.079 --> 01:42:45.640 I was just I was going crazy. Bro, I was 1927 01:42:45.680 --> 01:42:50.600 going crazy. I don't still deeming him yet, not knowing 1928 01:42:50.880 --> 01:42:53.119 I still on the downwards spot and now I'm taking 1929 01:42:53.159 --> 01:42:55.359 her down. I started bringing her down with me. We 1930 01:42:55.479 --> 01:42:59.560 broke up. I moved into this house down the street 1931 01:42:59.640 --> 01:43:02.239 right the room from a friend that renting his grandma's 1932 01:43:02.239 --> 01:43:06.319 house out and we rent out a room on the 1933 01:43:06.439 --> 01:43:10.600 Craigslist ads to a stranger. This man come, homeless guy, 1934 01:43:10.720 --> 01:43:15.039 come with his girlfriend. They rent the room out. Oh, 1935 01:43:15.159 --> 01:43:17.600 they doing drugs and all that. I start doing drugs 1936 01:43:17.640 --> 01:43:23.680 with them. They move out. Then another guy moves in, 1937 01:43:24.199 --> 01:43:27.640 This kid, Mario he move in and he start, oh, 1938 01:43:27.720 --> 01:43:28.880 you like to get fucked up. You got to get 1939 01:43:28.920 --> 01:43:31.800 fucked up. We're getting sucked up. He busts out the fetanol. 1940 01:43:32.319 --> 01:43:35.319 He said, dope. I never done fatanyl heroin. I did 1941 01:43:35.359 --> 01:43:39.479 the methadone, but yeah, I didn't know. And he like, 1942 01:43:39.560 --> 01:43:40.960 you want to take a bump of this. It's just 1943 01:43:41.119 --> 01:43:44.039 like percocets, and I've done perkosets before. So I take 1944 01:43:44.039 --> 01:43:48.920 a little bump, and you know, it ain't a drug story, 1945 01:43:48.960 --> 01:43:51.119 but I get hooked on and taking bumps. I take 1946 01:43:51.119 --> 01:43:54.439 it bump for about a year sniffing aroin and fetanahl, 1947 01:43:55.640 --> 01:43:58.600 and I feel like I would stop sometimes for like 1948 01:43:58.640 --> 01:44:01.000 a half a day and start like that sickness they 1949 01:44:01.079 --> 01:44:03.520 talk about the dope sickness. I feel like a little 1950 01:44:03.560 --> 01:44:06.319 cold or a flu or whatever. So I would be like, 1951 01:44:06.439 --> 01:44:08.079 it ain't that bad. I kept doing it. You know, 1952 01:44:08.399 --> 01:44:09.920 I feel it, and I ain't that bad. I keep 1953 01:44:10.000 --> 01:44:13.680 doing it. And then after a year and the whole 1954 01:44:13.720 --> 01:44:15.640 time I'm doing it, I'm thinking, like, I don't know 1955 01:44:15.640 --> 01:44:18.560 if you ever seen the movie train Spotting. Never seen 1956 01:44:18.560 --> 01:44:21.640 a movie train Spotting? What there's a scene in there 1957 01:44:21.640 --> 01:44:24.560 where he does heroin. He withdraws, and when he's withdrawing, 1958 01:44:24.840 --> 01:44:28.199 he hallucinated dead baby walking on the roof, and I 1959 01:44:28.359 --> 01:44:30.840 was like, that's cool. It was a cool scene, you know. 1960 01:44:31.159 --> 01:44:33.560 And when I started doing Heroin, I felt the sickness. 1961 01:44:33.600 --> 01:44:36.159 I'm like, man, that was just a movie, Like I 1962 01:44:36.199 --> 01:44:38.319 don't see no dead baby's walking on the roof, and 1963 01:44:38.399 --> 01:44:40.039 I just feel like I got a sickness. I just 1964 01:44:40.079 --> 01:44:45.239 feel like sick, you know. But then I started the 1965 01:44:45.760 --> 01:44:48.279 bumps ain't working no more, so I started shooting up. 1966 01:44:48.760 --> 01:44:51.600 First time I shoot up, I passed out. I wake 1967 01:44:51.640 --> 01:44:54.439 up to my friends slapping the dog shit out of me. 1968 01:44:55.079 --> 01:44:57.079 Wake up, wake up? Wait, what the fuck going on? 1969 01:44:57.560 --> 01:45:00.359 He said, man, you just die, work wake up? Your died. 1970 01:45:01.359 --> 01:45:03.079 And I said, oh shit. That was the first time 1971 01:45:03.199 --> 01:45:06.800 I shot it up. And I did it again that night, 1972 01:45:06.880 --> 01:45:11.920 but when he was watching and after that, and then 1973 01:45:11.960 --> 01:45:13.680 I woke up on the floor of my room by 1974 01:45:13.720 --> 01:45:17.159 myself in the room, like grabbing a towel, wiping the floor, 1975 01:45:17.239 --> 01:45:19.279 Like what am I doing? I just woke up like that. 1976 01:45:19.680 --> 01:45:21.239 I could have been dead, you know, I could odeed. 1977 01:45:21.720 --> 01:45:23.600 I did a shot. I did a shot by myself. 1978 01:45:23.760 --> 01:45:26.680 After I first started shooting up, the first day after 1979 01:45:26.760 --> 01:45:28.680 that first one, when he woke me up, went in 1980 01:45:28.720 --> 01:45:31.079 my room myself did a shot, passed out on the ground, 1981 01:45:31.159 --> 01:45:33.880 woke up cleaning the floor, like what, And I told 1982 01:45:33.920 --> 01:45:36.479 myself I got to quit. So I just said, I'm 1983 01:45:36.520 --> 01:45:42.279 going cold turkey right. Twelve hours go by the withdrawal kicking, 1984 01:45:43.239 --> 01:45:44.920 and I guess from shooting it up, it's way worse. 1985 01:45:45.039 --> 01:45:46.720 And this is why I realized the movie was real. 1986 01:45:48.159 --> 01:45:50.520 I started throwing up. Twelve hours on the dot, I 1987 01:45:50.640 --> 01:45:53.079 start throwing up. I run out front of my mom's house. 1988 01:45:54.039 --> 01:45:56.199 I went, I had I went left that house. My 1989 01:45:56.279 --> 01:45:58.000 mom lived down the street. I said, I'm I gotta 1990 01:45:58.039 --> 01:46:00.000 get away from this guy and get off of the door. 1991 01:46:00.560 --> 01:46:02.720 I went and lay down my mom's couch. I said, 1992 01:46:02.720 --> 01:46:04.359 I just gotta I gotta stay here for a couple 1993 01:46:04.359 --> 01:46:08.000 of days. Tobago By started throwing up, and when I 1994 01:46:08.319 --> 01:46:15.159 go outside, I'm throwing up. I see shadows I call 1995 01:46:15.279 --> 01:46:18.359 them demons at the time, crawling out of my throat. 1996 01:46:18.439 --> 01:46:21.319 As I'm dry heaving. I'm choking. He think I'm dry heaving. 1997 01:46:21.359 --> 01:46:23.520 He's crying because he's seeing me throw up with drawing. 1998 01:46:23.880 --> 01:46:24.800 Oh you were there. 1999 01:46:24.960 --> 01:46:29.319 I was like thirteen. He thinks I'm in my mom 2000 01:46:29.359 --> 01:46:31.119 He said, what's wrong with him? I'm gonna go. He's 2001 01:46:31.159 --> 01:46:34.600 just dry heaving. But I wasn't dry heaving in my head. 2002 01:46:34.720 --> 01:46:38.640 In my head, I'm choking on demons. I'm going I'm 2003 01:46:38.680 --> 01:46:40.960 seeing these things put their hands on my mouth and 2004 01:46:41.119 --> 01:46:43.720 pull themselves out of my mouth and take off in 2005 01:46:43.760 --> 01:46:44.079 the air. 2006 01:46:44.520 --> 01:46:46.920 I can say that I've never in my life heard 2007 01:46:47.039 --> 01:46:49.239 something like this, to the point where I was literally 2008 01:46:49.479 --> 01:46:51.960 like a little kid in my room, just bawling, crying, 2009 01:46:52.039 --> 01:46:54.000 thinking that my dad was gonna die or something. 2010 01:46:56.079 --> 01:46:59.760 Remember, you don't forget stuff like that. 2011 01:47:00.560 --> 01:47:01.159 You don't forget that. 2012 01:47:01.279 --> 01:47:03.960 Wow. I would watch these things crawl out of my 2013 01:47:04.039 --> 01:47:06.840 mouth as I'm driving and then start frying circles over 2014 01:47:06.920 --> 01:47:11.479 my head watching, I'm like, oh shit, now now I 2015 01:47:11.600 --> 01:47:16.079 know why they got that scene from WHOA Man? That's crazy. Yeah. 2016 01:47:17.039 --> 01:47:17.239 Wow. 2017 01:47:17.319 --> 01:47:20.319 So then but I don't get to stop, you know, 2018 01:47:20.760 --> 01:47:23.720 I withdraw, I feel sick, I don't feel right. I 2019 01:47:23.840 --> 01:47:26.920 keep doing dope just to feel good. At that point, yeah, 2020 01:47:27.479 --> 01:47:30.720 I couldn't go through with it, you know. Yeah, So 2021 01:47:31.439 --> 01:47:36.680 I keep doing dope. And this is where something crazy 2022 01:47:36.800 --> 01:47:41.039 happened and me and my girl fighting. I don't get 2023 01:47:41.039 --> 01:47:42.960 away from her. I go to hotels. I mean, I'm 2024 01:47:43.319 --> 01:47:46.840 going to hotels. I'm breaking up with her, going to hotels, 2025 01:47:47.239 --> 01:47:50.720 doing drugs, looking at pouring on my phone for two 2026 01:47:50.960 --> 01:47:57.079 days straight, just scrolling through everything, calling every prostitute as 2027 01:47:57.239 --> 01:48:00.079 in classified ads. I mean, just go come back. I 2028 01:48:00.159 --> 01:48:02.640 can catch me when I get back with her sobered up, 2029 01:48:02.680 --> 01:48:04.439 and she'll go through my phone and be like you 2030 01:48:04.560 --> 01:48:08.880 called the five hundred prophetes is wrong, you know what 2031 01:48:08.960 --> 01:48:15.439 I'm saying. And they're not all girls. I was in 2032 01:48:15.520 --> 01:48:21.640 there for three days, third days, you know, but so 2033 01:48:22.880 --> 01:48:25.840 you I was doing bad, bro. I was just at 2034 01:48:25.880 --> 01:48:28.039 this point, I'm just like, I'm just getting high and 2035 01:48:28.560 --> 01:48:31.560 I'm just life is about getting pleasure for you die. 2036 01:48:31.920 --> 01:48:34.279 So you're gonna die and there's nothing after this. So 2037 01:48:34.479 --> 01:48:37.399 what we're here, Just get whatever, keep doing drugs, keep 2038 01:48:37.439 --> 01:48:40.680 doing it. So I'm in the hotel room and I 2039 01:48:40.760 --> 01:48:43.159 have been shooting up fatanol. I didn't know you had 2040 01:48:43.199 --> 01:48:47.199 to shoot a cocaine. I learned that that day. But 2041 01:48:47.560 --> 01:48:49.079 you can just do a little cocaine in the water. 2042 01:48:49.199 --> 01:48:51.960 It's like speed, boss. What I go to the hotel room, 2043 01:48:53.199 --> 01:48:55.680 put up cocaine in the thing. I put a gram 2044 01:48:55.840 --> 01:48:59.359 of cocaine. I put almost three quarters of the bag. 2045 01:49:00.039 --> 01:49:02.159 Put a little drop of water. The whole thing disappear 2046 01:49:02.199 --> 01:49:05.399 into a little drop. I go, oh, shit's gonna be 2047 01:49:05.439 --> 01:49:09.399 a good shot. You know, it's gonna be strong. So 2048 01:49:10.760 --> 01:49:14.560 I do the shot. Second I do the shot, I'm 2049 01:49:14.600 --> 01:49:17.560 expecting to feel a rush, you know. I mean, I'm 2050 01:49:17.600 --> 01:49:21.159 in the hotel room, I'm naked, I'm looking like I'm 2051 01:49:21.239 --> 01:49:25.000 fucked up the shot. And the second I hit the shot, 2052 01:49:25.039 --> 01:49:26.079 I feel like hit me. 2053 01:49:26.399 --> 01:49:27.840 My body just. 2054 01:49:30.239 --> 01:49:33.640 I fall over on the side of the bed. I 2055 01:49:33.800 --> 01:49:40.840 just start convulsing. My body does this like seizing, seizing, convulsing. 2056 01:49:41.119 --> 01:49:47.319 My eyes stuck wide open, Oh my god, and I 2057 01:49:47.439 --> 01:49:50.560 have no control. I can't talk. I'm just stuck like this, 2058 01:49:51.239 --> 01:49:53.359 just looking. I can't even move my eyes around. I'm 2059 01:49:53.399 --> 01:49:55.119 just looking at the door hand or the last thing 2060 01:49:55.159 --> 01:49:57.640 I saw, the last thing I can see, the last 2061 01:49:57.640 --> 01:50:00.720 thing I'm looking at. It's a light gleaming off the 2062 01:50:00.800 --> 01:50:03.680 door handle. And I'm just on the bit twitching, thinking 2063 01:50:03.760 --> 01:50:06.399 in my head I'm gonna od and I'm gonna die. 2064 01:50:06.439 --> 01:50:08.079 Right now, yeah, you know. 2065 01:50:09.640 --> 01:50:14.119 And everything starts turning black, the room, everything turning black 2066 01:50:15.199 --> 01:50:19.159 from the back to the front. My vision black black, black, 2067 01:50:19.600 --> 01:50:21.439 all to the door handle. I see the little light 2068 01:50:21.520 --> 01:50:24.359 on the door handle. That's all that's left. Everything else 2069 01:50:24.439 --> 01:50:27.039 is pitch black. And I'm still twitching. My eyes are 2070 01:50:27.079 --> 01:50:31.439 still stuck open, and I'm just staring at that light 2071 01:50:31.479 --> 01:50:34.439 because it's the last thing in the universe that I 2072 01:50:34.520 --> 01:50:37.520 can see. It's the last thing that exists. I'm thinking, 2073 01:50:37.520 --> 01:50:40.199 I'm gone, I'm dead. After this light turns off, it's 2074 01:50:40.279 --> 01:50:42.239 total blackness, and I'm dead. That's what I'm thinking in 2075 01:50:42.319 --> 01:50:44.840 my head. And I'm just staring at this light and 2076 01:50:44.920 --> 01:50:49.560 staring at this light, and all of a sudden, I'm 2077 01:50:49.600 --> 01:50:53.479 in space and I'm twitching, floating in space, and this 2078 01:50:53.680 --> 01:50:57.319 light is a star and it's far and I'm just 2079 01:50:57.399 --> 01:50:59.840 looking at it. I'm floating in space looking at a star. 2080 01:51:00.079 --> 01:51:04.640 I'm like, oh shit, I'm fucked. And as I'm twitching 2081 01:51:05.880 --> 01:51:08.560 just looking at the stars, starts coming closer to me 2082 01:51:09.399 --> 01:51:12.640 and closer and getting brighter and brighter, and I'm thinking, 2083 01:51:12.720 --> 01:51:17.520 oh shit, what's going on? You know? And as the 2084 01:51:17.560 --> 01:51:21.319 star gets real bright, it gets like as bright as 2085 01:51:21.359 --> 01:51:24.319 the sun the moon like that size, you know, conforts 2086 01:51:24.439 --> 01:51:27.880 like that, and it's real bright and you know how. 2087 01:51:28.079 --> 01:51:29.640 I don't know if it happens to anyone else. But 2088 01:51:30.039 --> 01:51:32.520 when I look at the sun, like it gets like 2089 01:51:32.800 --> 01:51:35.199 if I stare at the sun, it'll get a tint. 2090 01:51:35.319 --> 01:51:37.319 My I will like form a tint over the sun 2091 01:51:37.359 --> 01:51:38.439 if you stare at it long enough. 2092 01:51:38.439 --> 01:51:40.479 You're talking about, Yeah, you see the colors and stuff. 2093 01:51:41.319 --> 01:51:44.640 So as I'm staring at this star, it gets so 2094 01:51:44.840 --> 01:51:48.920 bright that it develops the tint over it, right, So 2095 01:51:49.039 --> 01:51:52.600 then it's got like this great tint to it. And 2096 01:51:52.720 --> 01:51:55.359 then all of a sudden, in the tent, I start 2097 01:51:55.520 --> 01:52:01.279 seeing a tiny little me reflection of me and the 2098 01:52:01.399 --> 01:52:05.880 tinted star, and it's me naked. It's twitching, and I'm 2099 01:52:05.920 --> 01:52:08.399 staring right at it, and it's looking right back at me. 2100 01:52:08.399 --> 01:52:11.319 I'm staring at myself, and it starts getting closer and 2101 01:52:11.399 --> 01:52:14.920 closer and bigger, and it's the size of me, and 2102 01:52:14.960 --> 01:52:17.920 I'm looking at myself, and now we're both the same side. 2103 01:52:17.680 --> 01:52:20.600 And I see this big thing and then it's like 2104 01:52:20.680 --> 01:52:21.840 looking into a mirror. 2105 01:52:21.760 --> 01:52:25.039 Like looking into a mirror, like the moon of the mirror, 2106 01:52:25.479 --> 01:52:28.600 getting closer and bigger, and then all of a sudden, 2107 01:52:28.680 --> 01:52:33.560 the mirror turns into a pupil that I'm reflecting off 2108 01:52:33.640 --> 01:52:37.399 of and around the outside of the sun or whatever 2109 01:52:37.439 --> 01:52:40.800 it is. The mirror a blue eye, like the blue iris, 2110 01:52:41.119 --> 01:52:45.560 a blue iris starts forming. Then a face materializes around 2111 01:52:45.640 --> 01:52:48.239 it and there's a fucking face looking at me and 2112 01:52:48.319 --> 01:52:51.359 I can see myself reflecting in its eyes. And his 2113 01:52:51.520 --> 01:52:56.159 face is a man who looks like a white, homeless, 2114 01:52:56.680 --> 01:53:00.840 demonic man. And he's just looking at me. Yeah, all 2115 01:53:00.880 --> 01:53:02.960 of a sudden, his face like that, and I'm twitching 2116 01:53:03.039 --> 01:53:06.439 and I'm scared and he's just bro and I could 2117 01:53:06.520 --> 01:53:11.560 just feel he's just staring at me. And I'm just thinking, 2118 01:53:11.680 --> 01:53:14.239 this is the devil, you know what I'm saying, This 2119 01:53:14.439 --> 01:53:16.680 might be the devil. I might be going to hell 2120 01:53:16.760 --> 01:53:17.399 for all I've done. 2121 01:53:17.560 --> 01:53:20.199 Yeah, yeah, you gotta be thinking at this point, like 2122 01:53:20.239 --> 01:53:20.760 I'm dead. 2123 01:53:20.880 --> 01:53:21.399 I'm dead. 2124 01:53:21.960 --> 01:53:23.600 I'm dead, and I'm going to Hell and this is 2125 01:53:23.680 --> 01:53:30.039 the devil Hell. And I just remember just it never stopped, bro, 2126 01:53:30.199 --> 01:53:32.760 he just kept staring and staring, and I couldn't look away, 2127 01:53:32.800 --> 01:53:34.680 I couldn't move my eye. I'm just staring back at 2128 01:53:34.720 --> 01:53:38.880 this guy, and I could feel him feeding off my fear, 2129 01:53:39.039 --> 01:53:42.880 like the exchange of fear and the power power game. 2130 01:53:42.960 --> 01:53:46.279 You know, I can see him getting stronger and fuller 2131 01:53:46.399 --> 01:53:50.079 off of it, and I'm getting scared and weaker. Just 2132 01:53:50.600 --> 01:53:53.640 keeps going and keeps going to the point where how 2133 01:53:53.720 --> 01:53:54.960 much more scared can you get? 2134 01:53:55.079 --> 01:53:55.239 You know? 2135 01:53:56.079 --> 01:53:58.079 I shut off my braining, about to shut off, like 2136 01:53:58.279 --> 01:54:00.600 pass out already. I'm telling myself, just pass out. I 2137 01:54:00.640 --> 01:54:04.399 can't even pass out. And then it gets so bad 2138 01:54:04.479 --> 01:54:08.720 it just everything kind of blinks out, turn black again, 2139 01:54:08.800 --> 01:54:12.159 and boom, and I'm back in the room, but I'm 2140 01:54:12.199 --> 01:54:15.159 still twitching. But I'm like, oh, I'm back in the room, 2141 01:54:16.760 --> 01:54:20.720 you know. And I'm twitching on the bed still, and 2142 01:54:20.720 --> 01:54:22.640 I'm looking at the door handle, but I can see 2143 01:54:22.920 --> 01:54:26.000 my peripherals not black. I can see the room around me, 2144 01:54:26.680 --> 01:54:29.439 you know what I mean. And as I'm standing at 2145 01:54:29.479 --> 01:54:34.000 the door handle, I hear like something fall, and then 2146 01:54:34.039 --> 01:54:38.399 I hear footsteps and then and I see a lady 2147 01:54:38.520 --> 01:54:41.640 walking back and forth in front of my bed, and 2148 01:54:41.720 --> 01:54:44.520 I'm there twitching. I can't look at her face. All 2149 01:54:44.560 --> 01:54:47.239 I can see is her walking back and forth. And 2150 01:54:47.520 --> 01:54:51.119 she is Egyptian. I don't know how to say it. 2151 01:54:52.199 --> 01:54:55.199 She got the skin of Egyptian, she black hair, she 2152 01:54:55.359 --> 01:55:00.319 got the eyes, and she's got Egyptian armor like a 2153 01:55:00.479 --> 01:55:03.680 warrior that you would see from the old Egyptian times, 2154 01:55:03.760 --> 01:55:07.199 like golden armor. But it also kind of is sexy. 2155 01:55:07.319 --> 01:55:09.439 And she's hot but I can't see her face, but 2156 01:55:09.479 --> 01:55:10.039 I know she's. 2157 01:55:09.920 --> 01:55:13.079 Hot, you know, I can tell you know, energy was hot. 2158 01:55:14.760 --> 01:55:17.760 You got that body and everything like like wonder woman, 2159 01:55:17.800 --> 01:55:19.720 you know what I'm saying, but like an Egyptian version 2160 01:55:19.800 --> 01:55:20.560 of wonder woman. 2161 01:55:20.840 --> 01:55:21.039 Yes. 2162 01:55:21.680 --> 01:55:25.000 And she walking back and forth, and I'm twitching in 2163 01:55:25.079 --> 01:55:27.439 the room and I'm watching her walk back. I can't 2164 01:55:27.439 --> 01:55:29.479 only see her when she passed by my eyesight because 2165 01:55:29.479 --> 01:55:32.439 I can't follow her like it's you know, the peripherals. 2166 01:55:32.439 --> 01:55:33.960 I could follow her, but I could look right at 2167 01:55:34.000 --> 01:55:36.039 her when she passes in front of my eyes every time. 2168 01:55:37.560 --> 01:55:43.560 And all of a sudden, she started telepathically communicating with me, 2169 01:55:44.720 --> 01:55:47.600 and I'm I'm just there twitching looking at this lady, 2170 01:55:47.680 --> 01:55:51.199 thinking in my head is a this is an escort, 2171 01:55:51.560 --> 01:55:54.039 like dressed up all crazy or something. I'm thinking, now 2172 01:55:54.119 --> 01:55:56.359 this is really Egyptian, Like what the fuck is going on? 2173 01:55:56.640 --> 01:55:58.840 Like how is she in my room? My thought was 2174 01:55:58.920 --> 01:56:02.520 locked before I did the ah she works. Nothing's making 2175 01:56:02.560 --> 01:56:07.000 sense right, And then she started telling me hello, Hello, 2176 01:56:07.239 --> 01:56:10.079 Can you hear me in my mind? And I'm like, 2177 01:56:11.119 --> 01:56:13.640 I'm twitching, you know. So I start thinking I can 2178 01:56:13.760 --> 01:56:16.319 think clearly my head, Yeah, even though I'm twitching, I 2179 01:56:16.359 --> 01:56:22.239 can't move my body or anything. And I'm like, hello back, 2180 01:56:23.359 --> 01:56:25.119 She's like, you can hear I said, yeah, can you 2181 01:56:25.199 --> 01:56:29.319 hear me? She's like yeah. I'm like She's like, I'm like, 2182 01:56:29.439 --> 01:56:33.079 are you an ange? Are you my guardian angel? She 2183 01:56:33.319 --> 01:56:43.000 goes something like that, but I'm an interdimensional warrior, but 2184 01:56:43.159 --> 01:56:47.560 you would consider me like a guardian angel. And I'm twitching. 2185 01:56:47.600 --> 01:56:52.479 I'm like, Okay, that's weird, right, And then she keep 2186 01:56:52.560 --> 01:56:55.560 walking back and forth and I can feel her very disappointed, 2187 01:56:56.960 --> 01:57:00.800 and she start telling me, I can't believe that we're 2188 01:57:00.840 --> 01:57:03.680 in the middle of a spiritual war and this is 2189 01:57:03.720 --> 01:57:07.279 how I find you. And I can't cover my body. 2190 01:57:07.279 --> 01:57:09.600 I can't cover I can't take the pouring off the TV. 2191 01:57:09.800 --> 01:57:12.520 Nothing wrong, I'm just drugs laid out. I can't do 2192 01:57:12.680 --> 01:57:16.319 nothing about it. And I'm embarrassed. But I can't do nothing, 2193 01:57:16.359 --> 01:57:22.119 you know. And and she's like, she's telling me spiritual. 2194 01:57:22.159 --> 01:57:23.960 What I started thinking was I supposed to be like 2195 01:57:24.039 --> 01:57:27.119 some kind of fucking spiritual warriors something, you know, you're 2196 01:57:27.239 --> 01:57:30.840 doing drugs. I just I'm like, oh my god, what 2197 01:57:30.960 --> 01:57:32.760 the fuck am I doing? Like, but I can't do 2198 01:57:32.920 --> 01:57:33.439 nothing about it. 2199 01:57:33.560 --> 01:57:35.359 It's like she knew you from like a past life 2200 01:57:35.439 --> 01:57:39.159 or something, and I found That's what it felt like. Really, 2201 01:57:40.239 --> 01:57:41.279 that's kind of what I got. 2202 01:57:41.520 --> 01:57:42.439 Did I find you? 2203 01:57:42.960 --> 01:57:43.199 Yeah? 2204 01:57:43.760 --> 01:57:47.199 And I'm just like, I'm just like, forget all that. 2205 01:57:47.479 --> 01:57:52.439 I'm like, yo, am I having a heart attack right now? Yah? O, God, 2206 01:57:52.479 --> 01:57:53.760 we're talking, you know, I'm like, am I having a 2207 01:57:53.800 --> 01:57:58.680 heart attack right now? She goes, No, she goes, You're 2208 01:57:58.720 --> 01:58:02.479 not having a heart attack, but you almost did. She goes, 2209 01:58:02.520 --> 01:58:08.560 you almost did? Oh, she says to me. She goes, 2210 01:58:08.720 --> 01:58:11.399 I said, was that the devil? Asked her? I said, 2211 01:58:11.560 --> 01:58:15.079 was that man the devil that I just saw? She goes, 2212 01:58:15.840 --> 01:58:19.560 that wasn't the devil, but that was a demon and 2213 01:58:21.079 --> 01:58:23.399 he's attached to your back. And I don't know what 2214 01:58:23.520 --> 01:58:26.560 you did, but you must have pised somebody off. And 2215 01:58:26.680 --> 01:58:30.319 I'm just thinking like, oh fuck. And then she goes, 2216 01:58:32.319 --> 01:58:36.159 she goes, I said, am I gonna be okay? I 2217 01:58:36.399 --> 01:58:38.600 asked her? Forget all that? I said, am I gonna 2218 01:58:38.600 --> 01:58:41.079 be okay? Am I gonna be able to walk again. 2219 01:58:41.119 --> 01:58:42.640 I think I said, am I gonna be able to 2220 01:58:42.680 --> 01:58:46.039 walk again? She goes, You're gonna be fine the second 2221 01:58:46.119 --> 01:58:49.000 I leave, You'll be okay, but you need to wake up. 2222 01:58:49.600 --> 01:58:51.479 And the second she said you need to wake up, 2223 01:58:51.960 --> 01:58:55.600 she disappeared. My body stopped twitching and I was back 2224 01:58:55.640 --> 01:58:57.399 in the room normal. She was gone, and. 2225 01:59:00.720 --> 01:59:03.399 You know what I mean, start shaking, like, make sure 2226 01:59:03.399 --> 01:59:04.760 you got control of your body again. 2227 01:59:05.600 --> 01:59:08.359 And I've said that it was a crazy dream. 2228 01:59:11.159 --> 01:59:12.920 I'm just getting this thing from you that every time 2229 01:59:13.000 --> 01:59:14.239 these things happen, you're like, ah. 2230 01:59:14.199 --> 01:59:15.680 Well, yeah, well do it again. 2231 01:59:16.880 --> 01:59:20.039 Yeah, but that's a powerful lesson. Knowing how it ends, right, 2232 01:59:20.159 --> 01:59:22.119 you know, which they don't know yet, but knowing how 2233 01:59:22.159 --> 01:59:23.399 it ends, that's a powerful lesson. 2234 01:59:23.520 --> 01:59:25.720 Okay, So after that, I go, I'm in and out 2235 01:59:25.760 --> 01:59:28.760 of rehabs, right, even I know I got to be 2236 01:59:28.840 --> 01:59:31.439 in rehabs. At this point, I'm like trying, but not really, 2237 01:59:32.479 --> 01:59:33.880 but I give it a track because i know, like 2238 01:59:33.960 --> 01:59:36.720 this is getting bad, and I'm listening to all the 2239 01:59:36.800 --> 01:59:39.199 people and rehab you go to the meetings every day 2240 01:59:39.680 --> 01:59:42.439 and listen to the people's stories. And I'm listening to 2241 01:59:42.560 --> 01:59:45.039 all these stories and they're all the same, and none 2242 01:59:45.079 --> 01:59:47.840 of them make no sense, Like they all just like 2243 01:59:48.439 --> 01:59:51.199 got into a car crash and got in trouble, I 2244 01:59:51.319 --> 01:59:53.760 have to change my life or something. 2245 01:59:53.800 --> 01:59:53.920 You know. 2246 01:59:54.000 --> 01:59:56.800 It's always something like normal that happened bad and I 2247 01:59:57.000 --> 01:59:59.279 know you know what I'm saying, but nothing supernatural and 2248 01:59:59.319 --> 02:00:01.359 all these stories, but then they giving the life over 2249 02:00:01.439 --> 02:00:04.359 to God and rehab and I'm like that story didn't 2250 02:00:04.600 --> 02:00:07.079 prove God though, you know, and all the story like, man, 2251 02:00:07.399 --> 02:00:09.079 don't you see I woke up and I didn't want 2252 02:00:09.119 --> 02:00:11.680 to do it. That's God, Like I don't believe that 2253 02:00:12.079 --> 02:00:14.600 at the time, you know. And then there was one man, 2254 02:00:15.239 --> 02:00:18.239 the only story that ever kind of m He come 2255 02:00:18.319 --> 02:00:20.000 in and he tells the story and no one else 2256 02:00:20.159 --> 02:00:22.239 everyone else thought was bullshit. I don't only want that 2257 02:00:22.399 --> 02:00:24.880 was like that was kind of cool. He tells his story. 2258 02:00:24.920 --> 02:00:26.560 He didn't make too much sense. When he was in 2259 02:00:26.640 --> 02:00:29.560 his car doing drugs one night and he said, I 2260 02:00:29.680 --> 02:00:32.920 was in my car getting high and the Angel came 2261 02:00:33.039 --> 02:00:36.039 into my car and started talking to me through the 2262 02:00:36.119 --> 02:00:40.560 speakers and I could see his face when he's talking, 2263 02:00:40.680 --> 02:00:42.640 like he looks shook. And he was saying, and I'm like, 2264 02:00:43.680 --> 02:00:45.800 this really happened. You know, you can tell him sometime, 2265 02:00:46.600 --> 02:00:48.319 but I don't understand what he meant by that, you know. 2266 02:00:48.600 --> 02:00:50.279 So he finished his story. That's all he really said 2267 02:00:50.279 --> 02:00:52.520 about it. And I went up to him after and 2268 02:00:52.600 --> 02:00:54.399 I was like, what do you mean the angel came 2269 02:00:54.479 --> 02:00:56.760 to your car talking to your speakers. He was like, 2270 02:00:57.000 --> 02:00:59.680 I don't know how to explain it, man, they were 2271 02:00:59.800 --> 02:01:02.720 just talking to me through the radio. I said, what 2272 02:01:02.920 --> 02:01:05.399 like they were saying words like nah, like the songs 2273 02:01:05.720 --> 02:01:08.720 music telling you. I said, how you know it's telling? 2274 02:01:08.760 --> 02:01:11.359 He's like, I know, my whole car it was my 2275 02:01:11.479 --> 02:01:15.399 car turning to the angel. I was like, I didn't 2276 02:01:15.439 --> 02:01:17.720 get it, but I was like, damn almost he almost 2277 02:01:17.800 --> 02:01:19.520 got me. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, but 2278 02:01:19.640 --> 02:01:23.760 I stayed in my memory, I guess. But so then 2279 02:01:25.079 --> 02:01:30.000 all right, so then I'm in rehab. I'm getting clean 2280 02:01:30.439 --> 02:01:36.520 for the first time in years at this point thirty 2281 02:01:37.239 --> 02:01:38.479 four thirty five. 2282 02:01:39.399 --> 02:01:41.640 So this was only like six or seven years ago 2283 02:01:41.720 --> 02:01:42.840 from from today. 2284 02:01:43.000 --> 02:01:45.359 Yeah, so it's yeah. 2285 02:01:46.239 --> 02:01:51.319 So so I'm in rehab. I do the whole ninety 2286 02:01:51.399 --> 02:01:54.279 day rehab thing right, and that made me stay longer 2287 02:01:54.319 --> 02:01:56.439 because I'm just I'm not doing it right. I guess 2288 02:01:56.520 --> 02:02:00.319 I'm not saying the right things. And but then they 2289 02:02:00.359 --> 02:02:02.840 eventually let me start doing the work release, where you 2290 02:02:02.960 --> 02:02:05.119 go to work and come back for a curfew to 2291 02:02:05.239 --> 02:02:09.159 the impatient rehab, you know. And I got the family business, 2292 02:02:09.239 --> 02:02:11.079 so I telling her my job. My mom started letting 2293 02:02:11.159 --> 02:02:15.319 me work. She and she started letting me take the 2294 02:02:15.439 --> 02:02:18.920 truck back to the rehab to park it and then 2295 02:02:18.960 --> 02:02:21.479 go inside and sleep, wake up, go to take the 2296 02:02:21.520 --> 02:02:25.159 truck to work, go back inside of sleep. And one 2297 02:02:25.279 --> 02:02:28.319 day I just like, I'm doing good. I got a 2298 02:02:28.359 --> 02:02:30.159 couple of dollars, I got my mom bought me a 2299 02:02:30.279 --> 02:02:34.840 brand new phone. He coming to visit me. Everything's looking, 2300 02:02:35.159 --> 02:02:38.399 you know, turning around. But I already fucked him so 2301 02:02:38.520 --> 02:02:41.119 much in my life that I'm like, I get sober 2302 02:02:41.600 --> 02:02:44.720 that long and in my mind start telling me, like, 2303 02:02:45.600 --> 02:02:48.199 you've been sober for a long time. If you get 2304 02:02:48.279 --> 02:02:50.560 high right now, it's gonna be the best high you've 2305 02:02:50.600 --> 02:02:53.920 had in a long time. You know how you've been 2306 02:02:54.000 --> 02:02:57.439 chasing all these years. You can get it again. You're back, 2307 02:02:57.520 --> 02:03:00.239 You're back, you reset, you can get it again. Mine 2308 02:03:00.279 --> 02:03:02.239 tells me that as I'm driving home back to the 2309 02:03:02.319 --> 02:03:05.600 rehab one day and I say, you know what, You're right, 2310 02:03:05.760 --> 02:03:08.159 fuck it, fuck the rehab. I could do the rehab again, 2311 02:03:08.720 --> 02:03:12.960 a hard just relap. Everybody relapsed part of the part 2312 02:03:13.000 --> 02:03:17.920 of the game supposed to relapse almost so I get it, 2313 02:03:18.600 --> 02:03:20.479 you know, conjured it up. Well, I could get the 2314 02:03:20.520 --> 02:03:23.520 most money, the most fastest, and get the best hide 2315 02:03:23.560 --> 02:03:25.600 before I had to go back in this process again. 2316 02:03:27.279 --> 02:03:29.720 And I figured, I sell this phone. My mom just 2317 02:03:29.800 --> 02:03:31.880 gave me this brand new iPhone. I put it on 2318 02:03:32.039 --> 02:03:33.640 offer up because I got an app. 2319 02:03:35.239 --> 02:03:35.840 That's about me. 2320 02:03:37.720 --> 02:03:39.560 So I post the phone on offer up, a brand 2321 02:03:39.560 --> 02:03:42.520 new phone. I put like five hundred dollars or something, 2322 02:03:43.479 --> 02:03:47.640 and I get a hit back. This man otis, tell me, 2323 02:03:47.880 --> 02:03:49.960 how's the phone doesn't have any cracks? You're asking me 2324 02:03:50.039 --> 02:03:53.159 about it? Seemed legit? He said, you take four to 2325 02:03:53.239 --> 02:03:56.279 fifty for it. Hell yeah, I'll take four fifty for it. 2326 02:03:56.640 --> 02:03:58.920 He says, all right, this is the address, meet me here, 2327 02:03:59.079 --> 02:04:00.840 but I'll get up to work at this time and 2328 02:04:00.960 --> 02:04:03.479 be at this time. I said, all right. I had 2329 02:04:03.520 --> 02:04:05.399 to wait a couple hours, you know, but I said 2330 02:04:05.399 --> 02:04:07.640 this would be worth the wait. So I had to 2331 02:04:07.720 --> 02:04:11.000 partner card lay down. I just cut my eyes listen 2332 02:04:11.039 --> 02:04:14.479 to music, waiting for the time to go by, hoping 2333 02:04:14.560 --> 02:04:16.680 my mom don't come looking for the truck and see 2334 02:04:16.720 --> 02:04:20.479 me park somewhere and catch me. Never show back up 2335 02:04:20.520 --> 02:04:26.399 the rehab and the time comes for thirty five and 2336 02:04:26.439 --> 02:04:27.760 every time you want me to go there, I started 2337 02:04:27.760 --> 02:04:32.600 making my way to the address, and this is why 2338 02:04:32.600 --> 02:04:36.760 I had my first future memory. Okay, I get the 2339 02:04:36.920 --> 02:04:40.079 address is not an exact location. It's just an intersection. 2340 02:04:40.800 --> 02:04:43.399 So it just brings me to an intersection. It's like 2341 02:04:43.520 --> 02:04:50.359 twelfth Ave and sixty something Street or something, and so 2342 02:04:50.520 --> 02:04:55.920 I just I see, Okay, I peep the corners where 2343 02:04:56.000 --> 02:04:58.079 this man could be talking about. Which one of these corners. 2344 02:04:58.159 --> 02:04:59.039 One's a gas station. 2345 02:05:00.279 --> 02:05:01.600 Uh. One is like. 2346 02:05:03.159 --> 02:05:07.800 Like a warehouse, like an industrial little warehouse thing that 2347 02:05:07.920 --> 02:05:10.039 there was not one single sign off of because they 2348 02:05:10.199 --> 02:05:12.439 just did like a paint. They just painted it. So 2349 02:05:12.479 --> 02:05:14.760 they took all the signs down, especially painted, so I 2350 02:05:14.800 --> 02:05:17.079 don't know what the fuck this place is. And all 2351 02:05:17.119 --> 02:05:20.239 the windows got hurricane shutters down. She came to see inside, 2352 02:05:20.239 --> 02:05:22.960 it's just a freshly painted building with not one word 2353 02:05:23.039 --> 02:05:28.359 on the sign. Nothing. I see that. I see apartments 2354 02:05:28.680 --> 02:05:32.119 on the other side of one story little duplex kind 2355 02:05:32.159 --> 02:05:36.279 of thing with like five six doors. And those are 2356 02:05:36.319 --> 02:05:39.119 the corners I see right there, and then the and 2357 02:05:39.159 --> 02:05:42.680 the little car apartments. There's a like an old Cadillac 2358 02:05:42.800 --> 02:05:45.800 with an old big black guy sitting out on the 2359 02:05:45.880 --> 02:05:48.960 hood talking to a lady that's sitting in the car. 2360 02:05:48.960 --> 02:05:50.680 He's standing by the hood. He's standing by her car 2361 02:05:50.840 --> 02:05:53.560 talking to the lady sitting in the car. And I 2362 02:05:53.680 --> 02:05:57.279 think that could be Otis. You know, is a black 2363 02:05:57.319 --> 02:06:00.760 man named I see a black man there. Maybe that's 2364 02:06:00.840 --> 02:06:03.239 ODIs is the address, this's the time. It's the only 2365 02:06:03.319 --> 02:06:07.239 man around here, the only houses everywhere else can't be 2366 02:06:07.359 --> 02:06:12.199 a place where. So I pull into the the parking lot. 2367 02:06:13.079 --> 02:06:14.600 And right when I pull up next to him and 2368 02:06:14.640 --> 02:06:17.760 I park the car, I get the future memory. Oh 2369 02:06:17.840 --> 02:06:21.640 I know how to say it is it hits me. 2370 02:06:21.920 --> 02:06:25.359 I just I get the memory. I remember the next 2371 02:06:25.680 --> 02:06:30.840 ten minutes, all real fast, in very vivid detail. I 2372 02:06:30.920 --> 02:06:35.560 can remember everything so clear, crystal clear, every single thing. 2373 02:06:36.039 --> 02:06:38.159 And in my memory I have I'm sitting in the car, 2374 02:06:38.199 --> 02:06:40.680 I ain't talk to nobody yet, and in my memory, 2375 02:06:41.319 --> 02:06:43.640 I say what's up to the man, ask him, is 2376 02:06:43.640 --> 02:06:46.319 he Otis? He tells me no. I set the phone 2377 02:06:46.479 --> 02:06:49.439 sell someone here named Otis. He tell me no one's home, 2378 02:06:49.600 --> 02:06:52.520 he said, the ain't no otis here, and nobody is home. 2379 02:06:52.560 --> 02:06:54.439 And none of these places I live here, None of 2380 02:06:54.479 --> 02:06:57.279 these other houses anyone's home. And it ain't no cars there. 2381 02:06:57.359 --> 02:07:01.720 So and this is all of my memory. It's whole 2382 02:07:01.760 --> 02:07:04.640 vivid in my memory. Was I remember in my memory 2383 02:07:04.760 --> 02:07:08.800 not believing him. So I get out the car and 2384 02:07:08.880 --> 02:07:12.159 I knock on each door, one by one, and nobody answered. 2385 02:07:12.199 --> 02:07:14.399 None of the doors like he said. I get to 2386 02:07:14.520 --> 02:07:18.039 the last door and I knock on it and it opens, 2387 02:07:18.479 --> 02:07:21.640 and the Spanish lady comes out, and I remember thinking, ah, 2388 02:07:21.880 --> 02:07:25.119 he was wrong, or he lied. There is somebody home. 2389 02:07:25.680 --> 02:07:28.000 The lady come out and she said, I put the 2390 02:07:28.039 --> 02:07:30.039 phone up. I go, do you know this person owed 2391 02:07:30.239 --> 02:07:33.439 for the address? She goes, I don't speak, no speak English, 2392 02:07:33.520 --> 02:07:36.680 and she pointed across the street. Across the street, I 2393 02:07:36.760 --> 02:07:40.199 see the warehouse. This is all in my memory. I 2394 02:07:40.239 --> 02:07:42.119 look across the street, I see the warehouse. So I 2395 02:07:42.239 --> 02:07:46.359 walk over there, knock on the door. The door opens up. 2396 02:07:46.640 --> 02:07:49.479 A Spanish man comes out and he looks like a mechanic, 2397 02:07:50.239 --> 02:07:52.840 and I can see behind him a bunch of tools 2398 02:07:52.880 --> 02:07:55.279 and wheels and tires and there's a mechanic shop. I 2399 02:07:55.399 --> 02:07:57.680 asked him. He said, now, I go check around the 2400 02:07:57.800 --> 02:08:00.760 side of the building. Tell me you I don't know this. 2401 02:08:00.840 --> 02:08:01.920 He tell me to go check around the side of 2402 02:08:01.920 --> 02:08:04.079 the building. As I'm walking to the side of the building, 2403 02:08:04.840 --> 02:08:07.079 start smelling weed. It's all in my memory. I can 2404 02:08:07.119 --> 02:08:10.079 smell weed in my memory. And I said I was 2405 02:08:10.159 --> 02:08:12.760 someone's smoking. I look up on a balcony because there's 2406 02:08:13.000 --> 02:08:15.920 fire exit and there's a dude standing there with a 2407 02:08:16.039 --> 02:08:18.680 corner road braid iverson Jersey. He got a chunk on 2408 02:08:18.840 --> 02:08:22.960 with a piece and he's smoking a bunch and I say, hey, 2409 02:08:23.119 --> 02:08:25.880 you Otis or you know Otis, and he just look 2410 02:08:25.960 --> 02:08:28.720 at me. You don't say nothing, and he's just pointing 2411 02:08:28.760 --> 02:08:31.439 across the street to the gas station, like everyone keep 2412 02:08:31.479 --> 02:08:35.399 pointing point of the gas station, all right. I start 2413 02:08:35.479 --> 02:08:39.159 walking to the gas station and I'm walking. There's old 2414 02:08:39.680 --> 02:08:44.000 black bum man come walking out fast right towards my path. 2415 02:08:45.239 --> 02:08:47.560 Out of nowhere. He comes. Oh shit, I say, here 2416 02:08:47.560 --> 02:08:49.720 you Otis And he looked at me like nah, and 2417 02:08:49.840 --> 02:08:51.800 he keeps walking like leave me alone, the type of look. 2418 02:08:52.399 --> 02:08:54.560 And he keeps walking. And I walked to the gas station, 2419 02:08:55.000 --> 02:08:56.920 and I asked the gas station to tend it is 2420 02:08:57.000 --> 02:08:59.359 otis work here just for shitting giggles, and he tells 2421 02:08:59.439 --> 02:09:02.399 me no, and then my memory ends. And then I'm 2422 02:09:02.399 --> 02:09:04.239 sitting in the car looking at the guy. I haven't 2423 02:09:04.279 --> 02:09:07.159 even talked to this man yet. All these things just 2424 02:09:07.279 --> 02:09:09.600 happened in my head, and a voice is telling me 2425 02:09:10.279 --> 02:09:12.640 you're wasting your time. You know it's about to happen, 2426 02:09:13.239 --> 02:09:16.159 but it's not. It's my voice in the sound, but 2427 02:09:16.319 --> 02:09:20.159 it's someone else using my voice, or like I'm not 2428 02:09:20.319 --> 02:09:22.119 coming up with these words, but they sound like me 2429 02:09:22.319 --> 02:09:26.119 in my head. It's like my awareness is, you're wasting 2430 02:09:26.199 --> 02:09:30.000 your time. I said, nah, nah, I don no fucking way. 2431 02:09:30.119 --> 02:09:32.880 I just saw all that. It's gonna happen. There's no way. 2432 02:09:32.920 --> 02:09:35.720 And it's the voice going, I'm telling you you're wasting 2433 02:09:35.760 --> 02:09:37.640 your time. You don't believe me. You're wasting your time. 2434 02:09:38.479 --> 02:09:39.520 He said, I know you're. 2435 02:09:39.359 --> 02:09:41.840 Gonna go see it anyway, So go and see it anyway. 2436 02:09:43.000 --> 02:09:44.680 I said, all right. I get out of the car. 2437 02:09:45.680 --> 02:09:48.479 I go to the guy, Hey, you know this, you 2438 02:09:48.560 --> 02:09:50.199 know this. He goes, nah, I ain't know this, and 2439 02:09:50.560 --> 02:09:53.520 they ain't going home, just like he said, just like 2440 02:09:53.640 --> 02:09:56.359 I remembered. I didn't believe them all. I didn't believe 2441 02:09:56.399 --> 02:09:58.479 in this, you know, I just didn't believe them again, 2442 02:10:00.159 --> 02:10:03.000 I said. And I go and I knock on all 2443 02:10:03.039 --> 02:10:05.359 the door, and the voice tell me I told you 2444 02:10:05.880 --> 02:10:08.199 I knock on each door, told you knock on the 2445 02:10:08.239 --> 02:10:10.680 next door, told you knocking the next door, told knocking 2446 02:10:10.760 --> 02:10:14.720 the last door. Spanish lady, come out. I'm not even 2447 02:10:14.800 --> 02:10:17.000 in the same mood anymore. I'm like, oh, this is there. 2448 02:10:17.239 --> 02:10:19.760 I can't even not say is oldest there? For some reason? 2449 02:10:19.840 --> 02:10:21.520 You know what I'm saying oldest there? The same way 2450 02:10:21.560 --> 02:10:23.800 I did it, she said, I don't speak English. Point 2451 02:10:23.800 --> 02:10:27.319 across the street. Voice goes, see, I told you you're 2452 02:10:27.359 --> 02:10:30.479 wasting your time. Same thing man, next guy, same thing. 2453 02:10:30.520 --> 02:10:33.319 You're wasting your time. Next time, ten minutes, wasting your time. 2454 02:10:33.399 --> 02:10:36.159 Bro It all finishes, and I'm sitting at the gas 2455 02:10:36.199 --> 02:10:39.640 station's like, how the fuck did this just happen? What 2456 02:10:39.880 --> 02:10:43.399 is happened? And I started thinking, God, you just showed 2457 02:10:43.439 --> 02:10:47.000 me the future for what? So I couldn't sell the 2458 02:10:47.079 --> 02:10:49.119 phone like you coulda showed me the futures. Let me 2459 02:10:49.199 --> 02:10:51.640 save somebody's life something that you know what I'm saying, 2460 02:10:51.760 --> 02:10:55.479 like I started arguing myself, that's like, what's I said? 2461 02:10:55.760 --> 02:10:57.960 This bullshit? You're gonna show you. I don't know who 2462 02:10:57.960 --> 02:11:00.560 I'm talking to, you know what I'm saying. I'm just saying, 2463 02:11:00.840 --> 02:11:02.640 you're gonna show me the future, show me something that's 2464 02:11:02.680 --> 02:11:06.119 worth it, somebody's sonic that could change people's lives, something, 2465 02:11:06.199 --> 02:11:07.680 you know, something important. 2466 02:11:09.479 --> 02:11:09.640 You know. 2467 02:11:09.720 --> 02:11:12.039 The voice never talked back, just quit talking after that, 2468 02:11:12.159 --> 02:11:13.840 you know, after I go up to the gas station 2469 02:11:14.000 --> 02:11:17.119 out there, told you so. Now I'm just talking to myself. 2470 02:11:19.399 --> 02:11:24.000 Nothing happens. I ended up seeing one of my friends 2471 02:11:24.039 --> 02:11:26.479 on the beach that I knew from the needle exchange. 2472 02:11:26.840 --> 02:11:29.159 I ditched the car. I'm hanging out with him. He 2473 02:11:29.239 --> 02:11:31.720 know everyone on the beach. So we were sleeping on couches. 2474 02:11:31.800 --> 02:11:33.760 We go to one of their friend's house. The next day, 2475 02:11:34.960 --> 02:11:37.319 we come out, we go down the elevator, and I'm 2476 02:11:37.359 --> 02:11:40.159 thinking in my head, like do it again. I'm not 2477 02:11:40.199 --> 02:11:42.439 even thinking to it again. But throughout the next day 2478 02:11:42.880 --> 02:11:45.479 I kept saying to myself, like, is it gonna happen again? 2479 02:11:45.720 --> 02:11:48.720 You know, like like the memory thing, Yeah, the deja vu, 2480 02:11:48.880 --> 02:11:51.760 the future memory, Like is it gonna happen again, you know. Yeah, 2481 02:11:52.840 --> 02:11:55.720 And so we come out of this elevator two days 2482 02:11:55.800 --> 02:12:02.199 later and the elevator opens up on the floor. It 2483 02:12:02.359 --> 02:12:06.960 says otis. You know the elevator company Otis. When it 2484 02:12:07.079 --> 02:12:11.960 says otis, I think the phone. Right the second I 2485 02:12:12.039 --> 02:12:14.840 see the world otis and I think the phone boom. 2486 02:12:15.319 --> 02:12:19.800 Future memory number two hits me like otis boom. I 2487 02:12:19.920 --> 02:12:23.640 can remember elevator door just opened. We hadn't taken a 2488 02:12:23.680 --> 02:12:27.640 step out yet, just one step maybe, And I remember 2489 02:12:27.800 --> 02:12:30.920 walking out with my friend making a left on the sidewalk. 2490 02:12:31.119 --> 02:12:33.319 You can't see them through the hotel lobby, making left 2491 02:12:33.319 --> 02:12:36.399 down the sidewalk. There's a man eating pancakes in front 2492 02:12:36.439 --> 02:12:39.680 of the cafe with a black shirt and black pants on. 2493 02:12:40.560 --> 02:12:43.560 And as we're walking by him, him and my friend 2494 02:12:43.720 --> 02:12:46.439 look at each other and they say, oh shit, I 2495 02:12:46.479 --> 02:12:48.960 ain't seen you in a long time. What the fuck? 2496 02:12:49.000 --> 02:12:52.079 I hated old friends from back in school. And they 2497 02:12:52.159 --> 02:12:54.079 catch up and oh shit, I ain't doing And then 2498 02:12:54.520 --> 02:12:56.520 the guy eating pancakes and there's a pack of Oio 2499 02:12:56.640 --> 02:12:59.760 cookies on the table. I see them. They're talking. He 2500 02:13:00.119 --> 02:13:02.560 go over at me, He's like, oh, hey, you want 2501 02:13:02.640 --> 02:13:05.399 some orioles and the guy offers me orioles and I 2502 02:13:05.520 --> 02:13:09.359 love oreoles, and I tell the guy, nah, no things. 2503 02:13:09.560 --> 02:13:11.920 I'm okay, right, I don't want him, and he goes 2504 02:13:12.159 --> 02:13:13.880 already gives them to my friend and my friend guy 2505 02:13:13.880 --> 02:13:17.199 I love orioles, and eats them. All that happens in 2506 02:13:17.239 --> 02:13:20.840 my memory. Boom. We start walking out the elevator. I'm like, 2507 02:13:22.000 --> 02:13:24.560 this hasn't happened yet, and I'm with him, it's about 2508 02:13:24.600 --> 02:13:28.119 to happen. I'm gonna tell him this is about to happen. 2509 02:13:28.840 --> 02:13:30.159 But then it's like I can't. 2510 02:13:30.279 --> 02:13:30.840 For some reason. 2511 02:13:30.920 --> 02:13:34.359 It's like so fast, not even so fast, like my 2512 02:13:34.520 --> 02:13:37.039 body was like you're gonna be crazy, or it's just 2513 02:13:37.079 --> 02:13:40.159 like I'm arguing with myself and it's just I just 2514 02:13:40.239 --> 02:13:42.039 decided not to or it wouldn't let me. I don't 2515 02:13:42.039 --> 02:13:43.960 know what it was. I just couldn't tell him I 2516 02:13:44.039 --> 02:13:47.399 wanted to do. I sound crazy as we're walking and 2517 02:13:47.439 --> 02:13:49.800 I'm like, is it really real? Is it really gonna 2518 02:13:49.840 --> 02:13:50.359 happen again? 2519 02:13:50.600 --> 02:13:50.800 Yeah? 2520 02:13:51.840 --> 02:13:54.079 And then we turned the corner. Boy, I see the 2521 02:13:54.159 --> 02:13:56.760 guy with the black shirt eating and he starts walking 2522 02:13:56.800 --> 02:13:59.319 ahead of me and I'm like, oh no, I'm trying 2523 02:13:59.359 --> 02:14:01.000 to catch him to tell like that that's your friend, 2524 02:14:01.079 --> 02:14:02.840 you know, Like, but I can't. I can't get the 2525 02:14:02.920 --> 02:14:03.359 words out. 2526 02:14:03.399 --> 02:14:03.760 I can't. 2527 02:14:03.840 --> 02:14:07.319 I'm just just duck, you know what I'm saying just 2528 02:14:07.359 --> 02:14:11.000 stuck in my head. And then as we walked by 2529 02:14:11.079 --> 02:14:17.079 his friend, he didn't say nothing to him, and I go, oh, ah, 2530 02:14:17.199 --> 02:14:19.399 I was wrong. And to the voice in my head, 2531 02:14:19.399 --> 02:14:21.520 I go, oh, this ship was different. This shit wasn't 2532 02:14:21.560 --> 02:14:23.920 the same thing. I see the Oreoles and I see 2533 02:14:23.960 --> 02:14:27.279 the pancakes. I'm like close. I said, ah, but this 2534 02:14:27.600 --> 02:14:32.039 was different. And then right then the guy goes Alex, 2535 02:14:32.880 --> 02:14:35.560 my friend's name with Alex because Alex my friend turned around. 2536 02:14:36.239 --> 02:14:37.600 They ain't seeing you in a while. 2537 02:14:37.840 --> 02:14:40.800 All that, I said, oh fuck. And then I started thinking, 2538 02:14:40.840 --> 02:14:43.680 all right, well, I'm gonna change it and I'm gonna 2539 02:14:43.680 --> 02:14:45.760 get those Oreo cookies. When he offers him to. 2540 02:14:46.039 --> 02:14:47.840 Tell them, the voice, hey, that's what I'm thinking. 2541 02:14:47.960 --> 02:14:50.520 I'm gonna get little Oreo cookies. I'm gonna change it 2542 02:14:50.520 --> 02:14:52.479 because I already know and I love oriols. I'm telling it. 2543 02:14:52.600 --> 02:14:54.119 Oh no, over, I'm gonna get the cos. I'm gonna 2544 02:14:54.119 --> 02:14:57.359 get the Oriols'm gonna get the oreoles. They do their thing. Dude, 2545 02:14:57.399 --> 02:15:01.000 look at me. Hey you want these oreoles? Nah, I'm 2546 02:15:01.039 --> 02:15:06.920 okay giving my friend. My friends started eating on us. 2547 02:15:08.520 --> 02:15:10.600 The boy said, I told you ain't gonna change nothing. 2548 02:15:11.560 --> 02:15:15.039 At that point, I'm like, I can't even tell him 2549 02:15:15.079 --> 02:15:18.199 what just happened, you know what. He's already done and 2550 02:15:18.359 --> 02:15:21.640 we're just and I'm such a drug addict. I'm just like, 2551 02:15:22.399 --> 02:15:23.399 let's just go get high. 2552 02:15:23.520 --> 02:15:23.600 Bro. 2553 02:15:24.119 --> 02:15:26.359 We're on a way to go pick some drugs up anyway, 2554 02:15:26.399 --> 02:15:28.720 So I don't I don't want to make that take longer, 2555 02:15:29.199 --> 02:15:31.880 you know what I'm saying. So I just buried it 2556 02:15:32.079 --> 02:15:35.279 and just we should go get high. Wow. 2557 02:15:36.319 --> 02:15:38.359 Has that happened like that future memories thing? 2558 02:15:38.399 --> 02:15:39.800 Has that happened anymore since then? 2559 02:15:41.439 --> 02:15:42.079 Different ways? 2560 02:15:42.560 --> 02:15:44.720 Yeah? Do you ever have it happen? 2561 02:15:44.800 --> 02:15:48.000 And then it's like later, like like weeks or months 2562 02:15:48.079 --> 02:15:50.800 later that you see even days or that it actually happens. 2563 02:15:51.079 --> 02:15:51.640 We'll get to that. 2564 02:15:53.840 --> 02:15:55.560 Okay, that's funny man. 2565 02:15:55.680 --> 02:15:58.119 Right, So I had the two future well what I 2566 02:15:58.159 --> 02:16:00.960 did the future memories before the third one? After that 2567 02:16:01.359 --> 02:16:09.680 second future memory? Like I'm thinking, like this should like 2568 02:16:11.640 --> 02:16:14.680 it should have changed people life, right, they get future memories, 2569 02:16:14.720 --> 02:16:17.239 they should open up their mind and something's going on, 2570 02:16:17.439 --> 02:16:21.880 but I just buried it and the addiction. I just 2571 02:16:22.960 --> 02:16:26.119 at that point, maybe it was more of a warning 2572 02:16:26.199 --> 02:16:30.239 to where you better turn your life around. Here something 2573 02:16:30.399 --> 02:16:33.040 up here, watching something. But I didn't take the warning 2574 02:16:33.120 --> 02:16:36.840 right And from that point on the second future memory, 2575 02:16:38.159 --> 02:16:43.079 I was shooting up meth. I was homeless for good 2576 02:16:43.559 --> 02:16:47.399 at that point. Family gave up everything. I mean, I'm 2577 02:16:47.559 --> 02:16:50.680 doing drugs. I'm shooting up meth for I'm staying up 2578 02:16:50.719 --> 02:16:56.680 for days at a time, I'm doing everything. I'm panhandling, 2579 02:16:57.399 --> 02:17:02.920 i'm stealing, I'm prostituting myself and for a little bit 2580 02:17:02.959 --> 02:17:05.840 of drugs, rock bottom, just for a little bit of drugs. 2581 02:17:05.879 --> 02:17:08.399 It don't matter that None of that shit mattered as 2582 02:17:08.440 --> 02:17:10.479 long as I got a little bit of drugs. First, 2583 02:17:10.559 --> 02:17:13.360 Let's get that. Give me the drug. That's it. That's 2584 02:17:13.479 --> 02:17:16.799 all my brain cared about, because life didn't matter at 2585 02:17:16.840 --> 02:17:20.799 that point. Is all that matters. So I don't know 2586 02:17:20.840 --> 02:17:23.440 if you saw the picture of me, what it termed 2587 02:17:23.479 --> 02:17:23.760 me into. 2588 02:17:23.799 --> 02:17:26.159 I was gonna ask if if you were comfortable with that, 2589 02:17:26.239 --> 02:17:27.040 could we drop that in? 2590 02:17:27.239 --> 02:17:27.440 Yeah? 2591 02:17:28.319 --> 02:17:30.399 Yeah, so if you want to send that to us, junior. 2592 02:17:31.040 --> 02:17:36.280 So I started looking like that, so you know, I'm 2593 02:17:36.360 --> 02:17:37.040 doing bad. 2594 02:17:38.799 --> 02:17:42.319 And what looks like a different person. 2595 02:17:42.440 --> 02:17:42.600 Man. 2596 02:17:42.760 --> 02:17:45.000 We wrapped up future memories too. Now you're on the street, 2597 02:17:45.040 --> 02:17:47.319 you're homeless, you're at complete rock bottom. You're up for 2598 02:17:47.440 --> 02:17:48.360 days doing math. 2599 02:17:49.079 --> 02:17:52.399 Up for days doing math, and okay, so and I'm okay. 2600 02:17:52.479 --> 02:17:56.959 One day I'm over here payinghandling with a sign and 2601 02:17:57.079 --> 02:18:00.520 this guy passed by in a van. He a dollar 2602 02:18:01.000 --> 02:18:06.440 and he say, he said, can I pull over and 2603 02:18:06.520 --> 02:18:09.000 say a prayer with you? And he waved the dollar 2604 02:18:09.479 --> 02:18:11.600 and he got like his wife and daughter with him, 2605 02:18:12.079 --> 02:18:13.959 and I'm thinking out he wanted to show off he's 2606 02:18:14.000 --> 02:18:16.680 doing some good deed or whatever. I said, go ahead, 2607 02:18:16.760 --> 02:18:19.120 whatever make you happy? Like in my head, yeah sure, 2608 02:18:20.159 --> 02:18:21.719 in my head, I know that people give you money. 2609 02:18:21.719 --> 02:18:22.760 Could it make him feel good? 2610 02:18:22.760 --> 02:18:22.920 You know? 2611 02:18:23.319 --> 02:18:25.680 Something he wanted to do is to show his daughter 2612 02:18:25.840 --> 02:18:28.440 what people should do, or what he thinks they should do. 2613 02:18:29.520 --> 02:18:32.079 So he pulled a van over. He said, come in 2614 02:18:32.120 --> 02:18:33.719 a little circle and stand in a little circle on 2615 02:18:33.760 --> 02:18:38.440 and say a prayer. He says, what's your name? I say, Paul. 2616 02:18:39.639 --> 02:18:44.120 He says, I know your name's Paul. Jesus told me 2617 02:18:44.319 --> 02:18:46.879 to come out here and find you. Paul. In my head. 2618 02:18:46.879 --> 02:18:49.559 I'm on what I'm why'd you ask me what my 2619 02:18:49.680 --> 02:18:52.479 name was if you knew it right? So I'm already 2620 02:18:52.479 --> 02:18:55.879 thinking he trying to fuck with my head. He said, 2621 02:18:55.879 --> 02:18:58.239 all right, let's say he said, old hand, and say 2622 02:18:58.280 --> 02:19:03.959 this prayer or whatever. Nothing bothers me. You know, hold 2623 02:19:04.040 --> 02:19:06.120 hands with a stranger. Ain't nothing after what I've. 2624 02:19:05.959 --> 02:19:06.559 Been doing, you know. 2625 02:19:09.239 --> 02:19:11.440 So we hold the hands saying the little prayer, and 2626 02:19:11.559 --> 02:19:18.639 he started saying. He starts saying, uh, first, I want 2627 02:19:18.719 --> 02:19:23.399 to tell you that your parents miss you. And I said, 2628 02:19:23.440 --> 02:19:26.200 how does he know? I got two parents that are 2629 02:19:26.200 --> 02:19:28.840 still alive. Like, we wouldn't say that to a stranger 2630 02:19:29.200 --> 02:19:30.879 on the street, cause what the chances that the one 2631 02:19:30.920 --> 02:19:32.760 i'm there and you accept them even more or something 2632 02:19:32.840 --> 02:19:34.680 like that, you know, So you say, you got two 2633 02:19:34.840 --> 02:19:37.239 parents still alive and they miss you, they want you 2634 02:19:37.399 --> 02:19:41.239 back home, they miss you. I'm thinking he got lucky 2635 02:19:41.319 --> 02:19:45.159 guests on the two parents part, you know that they're 2636 02:19:45.159 --> 02:19:47.200 still alive or whatever, that they both live together and 2637 02:19:47.239 --> 02:19:50.319 they both at home. He got lucky guests on that. 2638 02:19:51.159 --> 02:19:54.760 Then he goes, and then he goes, but I know 2639 02:19:54.840 --> 02:19:58.920 you ain't gonna go back, But he goes. Jesus wanted 2640 02:19:58.959 --> 02:20:02.760 me to tell you that you gotta be strong for 2641 02:20:02.879 --> 02:20:09.200 what you're about to go through. And I'm thinking this, man, 2642 02:20:09.239 --> 02:20:11.719 don't know what I've already been through. Jesus too late, 2643 02:20:12.159 --> 02:20:14.959 you know what I'm saying. And when he said that, 2644 02:20:15.079 --> 02:20:18.200 I get a bad vibe, like ooh, it starts raining 2645 02:20:18.319 --> 02:20:20.600 right when he say that, starts sprinkling on me. Start. 2646 02:20:22.000 --> 02:20:24.959 I said, man, I said, look, I gotta go. I'm 2647 02:20:25.040 --> 02:20:27.120 losing money out here, are you good? I let go 2648 02:20:27.159 --> 02:20:29.239 over his hand. I walk away like fuck that. She 2649 02:20:29.399 --> 02:20:31.840 kind of fucked my head up. You know, Jesus say 2650 02:20:31.879 --> 02:20:34.000 you need to be strong for what you're about to 2651 02:20:34.079 --> 02:20:37.079 go through. What the fuck? He don't know what he's 2652 02:20:37.120 --> 02:20:42.319 talking about, but I guess he did. But so that 2653 02:20:42.479 --> 02:20:44.639 was kind of strange, you know, the way he approached 2654 02:20:44.680 --> 02:20:46.719 me like that of the blue talking about my parents 2655 02:20:46.799 --> 02:20:48.239 and say he knew my name and all that, and 2656 02:20:48.360 --> 02:20:50.879 Jesus told me, told me he was a preacher and 2657 02:20:51.440 --> 02:20:56.280 he talked to Jesus all the time and whatever. And 2658 02:20:57.959 --> 02:21:03.520 so right after that, shit turned into like a horror movie, 2659 02:21:03.680 --> 02:21:06.959 like every day bro. And then I started to understanding 2660 02:21:06.959 --> 02:21:09.120 what he was talking about through time. But I mean, 2661 02:21:09.200 --> 02:21:13.840 right after that, I'm let me give you like, Okay, 2662 02:21:14.319 --> 02:21:18.760 I'm walking through the hood one day and police ambulance 2663 02:21:18.840 --> 02:21:21.680 all under the bridges where I go buy the drugs 2664 02:21:21.719 --> 02:21:25.920 add all the time, and turn out that seventeen people 2665 02:21:26.520 --> 02:21:28.719 overdogs at the same time on this new bag called 2666 02:21:28.760 --> 02:21:32.079 Red Lips. So they called the Red Lip massacre. So 2667 02:21:32.200 --> 02:21:36.120 I'm down there, seventeen people dying one day. Next day, 2668 02:21:36.200 --> 02:21:38.760 twelve people die from the same bag under the same bridge. 2669 02:21:39.520 --> 02:21:42.600 That's where I'm staying, you know what I'm saying. So, 2670 02:21:42.799 --> 02:21:45.600 I mean, it just kind of fucked up, funcks up 2671 02:21:45.600 --> 02:21:47.360 your head a little bit seeing that kind of shit 2672 02:21:47.440 --> 02:21:50.079 go down. And that's not even talking about every other 2673 02:21:50.200 --> 02:21:53.559 day somebody odn you know, that was just crazy. That 2674 02:21:53.680 --> 02:21:56.920 was a new batch and everybody going around looking for it. 2675 02:21:57.000 --> 02:21:59.520 That was even crazier because they knew it was strong. 2676 02:22:00.920 --> 02:22:04.200 I see that. I mean, I see kids selling dope. 2677 02:22:05.639 --> 02:22:07.559 I'm telling them, they're selling dope right in front of 2678 02:22:07.600 --> 02:22:09.680 the dope house. And I'm telling this kid, what are 2679 02:22:09.680 --> 02:22:11.799 you doing out here? You're gonna get yourself shot. You 2680 02:22:11.879 --> 02:22:14.840 can't sell dope in front of the dope house unless 2681 02:22:14.840 --> 02:22:16.879 you're selling their dope. Yeah, I don't give a fuck 2682 02:22:16.879 --> 02:22:19.639 about that. I don't give a fuck. I tell the 2683 02:22:19.760 --> 02:22:22.719 kid man you crazy. Next day, kid's not there. Next day, 2684 02:22:22.760 --> 02:22:24.600 the kid's not there. Next day, the kid's not there. 2685 02:22:25.239 --> 02:22:27.239 I'm calling the kid phone because he gave me his numbers. 2686 02:22:27.280 --> 02:22:28.520 I say, in case you ain't here, who I can 2687 02:22:28.559 --> 02:22:32.680 find you? Because he had good dope. But so I'm 2688 02:22:32.719 --> 02:22:34.559 calling you an't answer. On the fourth day he pick 2689 02:22:34.719 --> 02:22:37.239 up you tell me he's in the hospital. They shot 2690 02:22:37.280 --> 02:22:39.440 him three times right in front of the spot. I 2691 02:22:39.559 --> 02:22:40.680 told you, I know, I told you. 2692 02:22:42.200 --> 02:22:42.399 I know. 2693 02:22:42.520 --> 02:22:44.799 A kid got shot seven times in the face for 2694 02:22:44.959 --> 02:22:47.440 selling fake dope by the dope boy that he was 2695 02:22:47.440 --> 02:22:50.000 supposed to be selling dope for. I know. Another dude 2696 02:22:50.079 --> 02:22:53.440 got shot seventeen times for selling good dope around the 2697 02:22:53.479 --> 02:22:57.600 corner from where they wasn't selling such good dope. Shit's 2698 02:22:57.639 --> 02:23:01.360 crazy out there, yeah, the territory. And one day there's 2699 02:23:01.440 --> 02:23:06.360 one day I'm walking down the street, cause you can't 2700 02:23:06.399 --> 02:23:07.760 go to sleep when you got shipped on. You can 2701 02:23:07.799 --> 02:23:10.079 whatever you fall asleep with, they take it. So when 2702 02:23:10.079 --> 02:23:11.959 you got shipped on, you stay awake. You just walk 2703 02:23:12.000 --> 02:23:15.120 around walking down the street. I see my boy Kilo. 2704 02:23:16.040 --> 02:23:20.440 Kilo is a runner for the doppole. He is. This 2705 02:23:20.559 --> 02:23:28.360 is a crazy story. The rules of this dopo is 2706 02:23:29.600 --> 02:23:32.920 it's in the apartment. You stay out by the fence, 2707 02:23:33.440 --> 02:23:36.159 and the kid, the quilo work whoever's working, which is Kelo. 2708 02:23:36.200 --> 02:23:38.079 All this time, he run out to the fence, he 2709 02:23:38.159 --> 02:23:39.799 gets your money, ask you what you want. He go 2710 02:23:39.920 --> 02:23:41.479 inside and get it for you and come back out 2711 02:23:41.479 --> 02:23:43.520 and no one's allowed to go in there. All of 2712 02:23:43.559 --> 02:23:45.280 them got different rules whatever, this is the rules for 2713 02:23:45.360 --> 02:23:48.319 that one. So he the worker basically, and he working 2714 02:23:48.360 --> 02:23:51.600 there for months. And you don't work there and mess 2715 02:23:51.680 --> 02:23:55.280 up the money, you don't mess up. There's no option 2716 02:23:55.440 --> 02:23:59.639 of that. So he working there, shift off late at 2717 02:23:59.719 --> 02:24:01.840 night in the daytime, I see him walking right in 2718 02:24:01.920 --> 02:24:04.479 front of the apartment, and these apartments are closed boarded 2719 02:24:04.600 --> 02:24:07.000 up to maybe two or three families still living there 2720 02:24:07.040 --> 02:24:10.000 in the projects. But his buildings condemned and they're trying 2721 02:24:10.000 --> 02:24:12.159 to close it, waiting for their families to move. So 2722 02:24:12.319 --> 02:24:14.319 the dope boys take all the other clothes to condemn 2723 02:24:14.360 --> 02:24:16.200 apartments and they run them. 2724 02:24:16.280 --> 02:24:16.440 You know. 2725 02:24:17.959 --> 02:24:22.959 So I see Kelo. I'm walking on the street killer like, hey, Paul, 2726 02:24:23.559 --> 02:24:26.479 you got anything, I said, yeah, Why he said, you 2727 02:24:26.559 --> 02:24:29.200 want cause Kello got an apartment there because the dope 2728 02:24:29.200 --> 02:24:31.239 boys let him stay in the apartment because he works 2729 02:24:31.239 --> 02:24:33.159 there in one of the condemn apartments that let him 2730 02:24:33.159 --> 02:24:36.159 sleep in there. He said, you come stay inside the building. 2731 02:24:36.239 --> 02:24:37.920 We got I got water. You could take a shower. 2732 02:24:38.079 --> 02:24:40.040 No light, but I got water. To give me a 2733 02:24:40.079 --> 02:24:42.200 little give me a little shot, and you can stay 2734 02:24:42.200 --> 02:24:45.319 to night. It's like one in the morning. I'm thinking, 2735 02:24:45.479 --> 02:24:47.200 I get out of the street. I can sleep. I 2736 02:24:47.239 --> 02:24:49.040 ain't slept in like two days. I don't to worry 2737 02:24:49.079 --> 02:24:54.000 about my shit getting taken. So we go inside. And 2738 02:24:54.079 --> 02:24:56.159 I'm thinking he's straight with the dope boys because he 2739 02:24:56.239 --> 02:24:59.559 worked there. So we go inside. I go to sleep. 2740 02:24:59.559 --> 02:25:03.079 I give him a shy He got tweaking out. Most 2741 02:25:03.120 --> 02:25:05.559 people do, so I just think nothing of it. He go, 2742 02:25:05.680 --> 02:25:07.000 You go in the rooms, lay in the bad you 2743 02:25:07.000 --> 02:25:09.120 can sleep in the bed. I'm gonna be up, all right. 2744 02:25:10.200 --> 02:25:11.879 I go to the bed, I go to sleep, I 2745 02:25:11.959 --> 02:25:15.840 wake up. I fall asleep. I wake up. Maybe it 2746 02:25:15.959 --> 02:25:17.719 might be three four in the morning. 2747 02:25:18.520 --> 02:25:18.680 Two. 2748 02:25:19.799 --> 02:25:21.399 I don't know if you ever seen dope boy. They're 2749 02:25:21.440 --> 02:25:25.639 big scary guys, you know, oh yeah, and they run 2750 02:25:25.760 --> 02:25:28.680 the packs. You know what. I'm saying, and I wake 2751 02:25:28.760 --> 02:25:34.200 up to somebody, somebody big and mean and scary kicking 2752 02:25:34.280 --> 02:25:38.760 the door a sliding glass door bah by By trying 2753 02:25:38.799 --> 02:25:40.559 to break in through the sliding glass door in the 2754 02:25:40.600 --> 02:25:42.840 living room. I'm in the room and I just hear 2755 02:25:43.120 --> 02:25:47.440 boom boom, boom, and I hear somebody yelling, Keilo, I'm 2756 02:25:47.479 --> 02:25:51.079 gonna fucking kill you. I'm gonna fucking kill you. Get 2757 02:25:51.159 --> 02:25:55.000 out here, kello. Bomb bomb bomb. Sounds like the door 2758 02:25:55.079 --> 02:25:57.360 is gonna shatter at any minute. And I'm just laying 2759 02:25:57.360 --> 02:25:58.799 in the bed like, oh shit, I look up. I 2760 02:25:58.840 --> 02:26:01.760 see Keillo sitting on the into the bed. One sh 2761 02:26:02.360 --> 02:26:04.840 I just hear bomb bomb. You got the AC's that 2762 02:26:04.879 --> 02:26:07.159 are in the wall, you know, the AC events that 2763 02:26:07.239 --> 02:26:09.479 go on the wall, the AC vent in the wall 2764 02:26:09.520 --> 02:26:12.239 in the room. All of a sudden, after about twenty 2765 02:26:12.520 --> 02:26:15.280 bomb bomb in the door, the door don't break, thank god. 2766 02:26:16.639 --> 02:26:18.360 The AC events start getting pushed in. 2767 02:26:18.680 --> 02:26:20.680 Boom, boom, boom. 2768 02:26:20.920 --> 02:26:24.200 Just keep yelling killo, Keilo, I'm gonna fucking kill you. 2769 02:26:24.239 --> 02:26:28.079 I'm gonna shoot you. Cap the thing. I'm seeing drywall 2770 02:26:28.719 --> 02:26:32.719 falling every time this thing shakes, more and more drywall, 2771 02:26:32.840 --> 02:26:34.719 Like this thing's gonna come in and they're just gonna 2772 02:26:34.760 --> 02:26:36.399 stick a gun through the hole of the wall and 2773 02:26:36.479 --> 02:26:38.559 start shooting it. And I'm laying in this guy's bed. 2774 02:26:39.639 --> 02:26:41.520 Then I start thinking, this motherfucker put me in his bed. 2775 02:26:41.559 --> 02:26:43.280 He got problems he didn't tell me about. You know, 2776 02:26:43.600 --> 02:26:46.280 they're all going on real fast. He's telling me sh 2777 02:26:47.760 --> 02:26:52.440 dang boom twenty times boom, screaming people outside screaming they're 2778 02:26:52.440 --> 02:26:58.079 gonna kill him. It stops. Back to the door, boom boom, 2779 02:26:58.280 --> 02:27:03.360 boom boom. I said, oh shit, it stops. He's still 2780 02:27:03.399 --> 02:27:06.079 saying stop for like a good thirty seconds this time. 2781 02:27:06.159 --> 02:27:10.000 Right the front door starts getting kicked. Boom. I guess 2782 02:27:10.000 --> 02:27:13.319 they went around yeah, boom boom. Start hearing the front 2783 02:27:13.360 --> 02:27:16.760 door getting kicked. Oh shit, I think we should run 2784 02:27:16.760 --> 02:27:18.520 out the back now. But KEI like, wait, wait, wait, wait, 2785 02:27:18.600 --> 02:27:21.000 in case maybe someone out the back right, So we're 2786 02:27:21.079 --> 02:27:22.920 just waiting in the middle. Now, we're in the living room, 2787 02:27:23.200 --> 02:27:26.040 hearing the door get kicked. Then it get quiet again. 2788 02:27:27.120 --> 02:27:30.920 Back to the back door. Boom boom boom. Again they're 2789 02:27:30.920 --> 02:27:31.280 getting in. 2790 02:27:31.440 --> 02:27:32.200 They're not stopping. 2791 02:27:32.959 --> 02:27:34.200 They're kicking the door again. 2792 02:27:34.920 --> 02:27:35.200 Boom. 2793 02:27:35.239 --> 02:27:39.920 They hitting the thing again, twenty times again, sound stop. 2794 02:27:41.200 --> 02:27:45.840 All of a sudden, we hear an angle grinder turn 2795 02:27:45.959 --> 02:27:50.280 on outside the front door, and I see sparks coming 2796 02:27:50.360 --> 02:27:54.520 through the front door around the door handle. I see 2797 02:27:54.559 --> 02:27:59.239 the saw cutting the fucking door handle. S killer look 2798 02:27:59.319 --> 02:28:03.239 at me. He goes, we gotta go, Paul. Here's the 2799 02:28:03.280 --> 02:28:05.079 front door there at the front door. You know, we 2800 02:28:05.120 --> 02:28:07.799 gotta go. Paul kelo run out the back door, side 2801 02:28:07.799 --> 02:28:10.040 and glass door. He take the stick out, open it. 2802 02:28:10.559 --> 02:28:12.280 He run out the back door. I go right behind it. 2803 02:28:12.360 --> 02:28:14.000 But I don't want to run with him. You know 2804 02:28:14.079 --> 02:28:15.840 what I'm saying. I don't know where they're at. They 2805 02:28:15.920 --> 02:28:18.040 might be waiting right there. So he run out the 2806 02:28:18.120 --> 02:28:20.079 back to the right. I run out to the right too, 2807 02:28:20.840 --> 02:28:22.600 because the left is dark. You don't want to go 2808 02:28:22.639 --> 02:28:24.559 to the left. There's a canal in the back of 2809 02:28:24.600 --> 02:28:26.520 the building. So there's nowhere to go. There's a canal, 2810 02:28:26.559 --> 02:28:28.520 and there's a wall, and there's a parking lot right there. 2811 02:28:28.639 --> 02:28:30.920 There's nowhere to go. You gotta go in the water. 2812 02:28:32.680 --> 02:28:35.559 And so we go out and he go down the 2813 02:28:35.760 --> 02:28:38.840 cars parked right up to the water along the fence, 2814 02:28:39.520 --> 02:28:41.639 and he go down behind him, and I take off 2815 02:28:42.000 --> 02:28:44.239 tour through the parking lot. He go behind the cars 2816 02:28:44.440 --> 02:28:47.360 down by the water. I'm thinking, first, shure, he jump 2817 02:28:47.399 --> 02:28:49.840 in the fucking water and swim out of here. He's 2818 02:28:49.879 --> 02:28:53.360 not sitting there right. So I'm walking through the parking 2819 02:28:53.399 --> 02:28:56.680 lot and then the boys coming around from the front, 2820 02:28:57.520 --> 02:28:59.879 and by the way, me and Kello look identic. 2821 02:29:00.159 --> 02:29:01.680 I was about to say, he thinks you're Kilo. 2822 02:29:02.120 --> 02:29:05.600 We look identical with skinny, scrawny white guy with beer. 2823 02:29:05.760 --> 02:29:07.360 Running away into a parking lot. 2824 02:29:07.799 --> 02:29:10.040 I'm walking and they're walking up on me. So I'm 2825 02:29:10.079 --> 02:29:11.959 walking towards the front. Kelo went that way. I went 2826 02:29:12.040 --> 02:29:13.920 around to the front of the building. Because the parking 2827 02:29:13.959 --> 02:29:15.879 I got a wall. You can't go anywhere. You gotta 2828 02:29:15.920 --> 02:29:18.399 go to the front or go to the canal. Walk 2829 02:29:18.520 --> 02:29:21.239 to the front. Boy come run with the gun. Boom 2830 02:29:21.280 --> 02:29:23.680 he sorry, young. I got him. I got him. I said, 2831 02:29:23.680 --> 02:29:26.520 I'm not Kelo, I'm not Killo. Yes you are, Yes 2832 02:29:26.600 --> 02:29:29.399 you are. I think guy Kilo been working for them 2833 02:29:29.440 --> 02:29:33.079 for six months. Yes you are fucking Killo. But we 2834 02:29:33.120 --> 02:29:35.680 looked so much alike. We're just grimy looking people, you know. 2835 02:29:36.959 --> 02:29:39.079 He said, yes you are, grab me, put the gun 2836 02:29:39.280 --> 02:29:41.719 walk to the back. Yeah, I got him. I got him. 2837 02:29:41.760 --> 02:29:43.959 I'm like, I'm not fucking Kilo. I'm not Kelo. He's 2838 02:29:43.959 --> 02:29:46.000 telling the boss I got him. I got him. Boss 2839 02:29:46.040 --> 02:29:48.319 coming around the other way back to the canal, because 2840 02:29:48.319 --> 02:29:49.879 I guess he went around to make sure Killo didn't 2841 02:29:49.879 --> 02:29:52.239 go left. So we didn't go that way to the place. 2842 02:29:52.280 --> 02:29:53.600 I told you we can't go that way because it's 2843 02:29:53.639 --> 02:29:55.879 dark and scared. We didn't go that way because that's 2844 02:29:55.879 --> 02:29:59.799 the way they were gonna come around. Figured, so don't 2845 02:30:00.159 --> 02:30:02.479 one boss man coming around that way. I'm being held 2846 02:30:02.520 --> 02:30:05.079 back there with the gun. He coming closed, saying I'm 2847 02:30:05.079 --> 02:30:07.719 not Keilo. I'm not Kelo. He's walking up and he's saying, 2848 02:30:07.799 --> 02:30:10.360 yes you are, yes, you are you going in the 2849 02:30:10.479 --> 02:30:14.360 dirt ah, And I'm like, climbing, bro, I'm not Kelo. 2850 02:30:14.719 --> 02:30:18.280 I'm not Kelo. And he get dark out there. He 2851 02:30:18.440 --> 02:30:22.040 get right up to me and you look at me. Oh, 2852 02:30:22.120 --> 02:30:25.840 you ain't Kelo. I told you, I'm not Kelo. 2853 02:30:26.200 --> 02:30:27.959 And what the fuck is Keilo? 2854 02:30:28.360 --> 02:30:30.559 What a fucking Kelo? You with Kelo? You ain't in 2855 02:30:30.639 --> 02:30:32.760 the houh with al Kelo with a fucking Kelo, I said, 2856 02:30:32.760 --> 02:30:35.840 I don't know. He went he left, and I point 2857 02:30:35.920 --> 02:30:37.959 the way he went toward the canal. I say, he 2858 02:30:38.040 --> 02:30:40.239 took off in the canal. I figured, boy, enough time 2859 02:30:40.280 --> 02:30:42.600 went by, he's gone, right. I don't want to get 2860 02:30:42.680 --> 02:30:44.719 killed either. You know. I'm also a little mad that 2861 02:30:44.760 --> 02:30:47.280 he set me up to be here. His twin all 2862 02:30:47.360 --> 02:30:49.920 going in my mind quick, you know, he's like, he 2863 02:30:50.040 --> 02:30:51.079 set me off. He did. 2864 02:30:51.840 --> 02:30:54.440 You know what I'm saying, have a decoy. 2865 02:30:54.799 --> 02:30:57.399 And laying in his bed. You can have the bed. 2866 02:30:58.079 --> 02:31:04.760 Yeah yeah, damn, Oh my god, you were just double Yeah. 2867 02:31:05.559 --> 02:31:08.879 So I said he went that way right, And when 2868 02:31:08.920 --> 02:31:11.639 I look towards the direction, they look. They said, no, 2869 02:31:11.799 --> 02:31:14.440 he didn't. You lying, And they think I'm lying for 2870 02:31:14.559 --> 02:31:17.360 him that he went that way. I look, I can 2871 02:31:17.479 --> 02:31:22.639 see this motherfucker No sitting behind the van, down behind 2872 02:31:22.680 --> 02:31:25.959 the tire like, and I'm like, oh my god, he's 2873 02:31:26.000 --> 02:31:31.959 still here. Oh my god. So they do this, Thankfully, 2874 02:31:32.280 --> 02:31:34.719 they didn't believe me. When I pointed the way he went, yeah, 2875 02:31:35.159 --> 02:31:37.719 he was still literally IM pointing at him, you know 2876 02:31:37.760 --> 02:31:42.520 what I'm saying, not knowing he was there at first. 2877 02:31:42.719 --> 02:31:46.600 And then so they think he took off another way. 2878 02:31:46.680 --> 02:31:48.799 So they both turn around and start walking the other way, 2879 02:31:49.000 --> 02:31:51.399 and he can see them walking the other way. He 2880 02:31:51.520 --> 02:31:56.760 does the Ninja sprint quiet. I never seen somebody run 2881 02:31:57.319 --> 02:32:00.719 forty miles an hour without making the sound does the 2882 02:32:00.840 --> 02:32:06.319 Ninjas bridge? Not a single sound, Bro, not even his 2883 02:32:06.440 --> 02:32:09.680 toes on the ground. Bro, I never seen anything like 2884 02:32:09.719 --> 02:32:14.079 it before. I never seen anything like him. So he 2885 02:32:14.159 --> 02:32:16.360 hits the corner of the parking lot and he goes 2886 02:32:16.440 --> 02:32:18.559 over the bridge or the highway, the highways right there 2887 02:32:18.600 --> 02:32:21.399 with the bridge the canal. There's a bridge that goes 2888 02:32:21.440 --> 02:32:23.520 over the highway. He hits the wall because on the 2889 02:32:23.600 --> 02:32:27.280 highway bridge and he's walking across the canal, across the bridge, 2890 02:32:27.360 --> 02:32:30.719 the highway over the canal. The boys come back up 2891 02:32:30.760 --> 02:32:33.600 to me, Naw, you lying where the fuck easy? And 2892 02:32:33.639 --> 02:32:35.559 they're putting the gun on me, and I go. I 2893 02:32:35.760 --> 02:32:38.639 just looked up at him walking, you know. I didn't 2894 02:32:38.639 --> 02:32:40.719 want to point because he can see he can see 2895 02:32:40.799 --> 02:32:45.280 me where he's at. I just at go over ant him. 2896 02:32:45.319 --> 02:32:47.200 But he was far enough. He's over the wall, he's 2897 02:32:47.239 --> 02:32:49.879 around the parking lot. He gotta lead, bro, go key low, 2898 02:32:49.920 --> 02:32:54.200 get away. You know he's doing an You ain't getting him, 2899 02:32:55.360 --> 02:32:56.920 and they're seeing it. Oh there you go go? Can 2900 02:32:57.000 --> 02:32:58.360 they see him runn across the bridge? 2901 02:32:58.600 --> 02:33:00.639 They don't hear him, but they. 2902 02:33:00.319 --> 02:33:03.719 See him going across the highway. They take off through 2903 02:33:03.719 --> 02:33:06.079 the parking lot to the walls, go over the highway. 2904 02:33:06.200 --> 02:33:10.920 Kill gone. I started walking away. About two minutes go 2905 02:33:11.079 --> 02:33:21.159 by and I hear fuck, oh damnea. Six months later, 2906 02:33:22.639 --> 02:33:26.200 I'm under the bridge buying dope and a dude come 2907 02:33:26.319 --> 02:33:29.319 with a mask, the ninja mask on the scooter from 2908 02:33:29.399 --> 02:33:31.719 the far exit, like I'm on the outskirts of the hood, 2909 02:33:31.959 --> 02:33:34.520 or like with the outskirts, or on another dope spot 2910 02:33:34.559 --> 02:33:37.000 on the other side of the hood. And I see 2911 02:33:37.040 --> 02:33:38.399 this guy come up and he walk up to me, 2912 02:33:40.120 --> 02:33:44.040 pull his mask down, and it's fucking keylo. Bro. I'm like, Kilo, 2913 02:33:44.120 --> 02:33:51.120 you're alive. It's like, I'm like, you's got me killed. 2914 02:33:51.719 --> 02:33:55.799 Put me in. He's like, my bad. It's like you're 2915 02:33:55.799 --> 02:33:58.159 all good, bro, You're all good. I even gave him 2916 02:33:58.159 --> 02:34:01.360 my bicycle. Bro. I came up like out of here, 2917 02:34:01.639 --> 02:34:04.719 get the scooter. It's like a little push scooters. Came 2918 02:34:04.799 --> 02:34:11.200 up on push a razor talking about talking about he 2919 02:34:11.280 --> 02:34:15.479 got a job and ship. I'm like, what, what's your job? 2920 02:34:21.520 --> 02:34:25.479 I can't got a job now. I got five hours 2921 02:34:26.360 --> 02:34:32.799 witness protection program. My dog my dog. So I mean, 2922 02:34:33.159 --> 02:34:34.760 I mean that was a whorse. I mean, that's just 2923 02:34:34.879 --> 02:34:38.159 one night. Wow, that's just one night you were out there, 2924 02:34:38.879 --> 02:34:41.479 you know what I mean. I started understanding what he man, 2925 02:34:41.479 --> 02:34:42.840 I'm gonna go through some ship, you know. 2926 02:34:44.280 --> 02:34:44.879 So then. 2927 02:34:46.360 --> 02:34:51.120 All right, So then I'm okay, I'm I'm like, I 2928 02:34:51.280 --> 02:34:53.799 get this corner on Bird Road where I'm kind of 2929 02:34:53.840 --> 02:34:57.399 making my panhandling corner, and there's a spot in the 2930 02:34:57.440 --> 02:34:59.200 grove and the hood and the grove. I could have 2931 02:34:59.200 --> 02:35:02.520 walked down the street and cap doping from their spot. 2932 02:35:02.680 --> 02:35:04.719 I don't have to go all the way downtown from 2933 02:35:04.760 --> 02:35:07.799 the Pamy spot. I guy's in Nicole Gables, Co Coca 2934 02:35:07.799 --> 02:35:10.799 and the growth. So I'm doing that every day, and 2935 02:35:11.799 --> 02:35:15.920 the people from the hood see me keep walking in 2936 02:35:16.000 --> 02:35:18.079 there with money. I keep walking in there with money. 2937 02:35:18.399 --> 02:35:20.719 You know, I'm homeless, and I'm by myself every day, 2938 02:35:20.719 --> 02:35:24.120 and I'm walking into forty sixty eighty hundred bucks. I'm 2939 02:35:24.120 --> 02:35:27.040 paying handling and getting money back and forth. And do 2940 02:35:27.200 --> 02:35:29.319 start picking up on it, and he started pressing me. 2941 02:35:30.120 --> 02:35:32.879 He started making me buy him something and shit or else. 2942 02:35:32.920 --> 02:35:36.760 I can't be out on that corner because nobody owns 2943 02:35:36.799 --> 02:35:41.680 the street, right so I get so I'm being I'm 2944 02:35:41.760 --> 02:35:44.079 being bullied basically on the street by these people. You know, 2945 02:35:45.000 --> 02:35:46.840 this is a little sub store, you know, And I 2946 02:35:46.879 --> 02:35:49.760 get my boy. I come across this dude that's also homeless. 2947 02:35:49.879 --> 02:35:53.399 His name is Bobby, about six foot five, three hundred 2948 02:35:53.440 --> 02:35:56.120 pound maybe two hundred and eighty pounds, big Cuban dude, 2949 02:35:56.200 --> 02:35:59.360 long hair, and you ain't fucking with him. He's like blue. 2950 02:35:59.600 --> 02:36:02.559 You know what I'm saying, jungle bud. Yeah, I mean 2951 02:36:02.639 --> 02:36:07.760 we turned into ballue and shit, you know, blue walking 2952 02:36:07.840 --> 02:36:10.559 by the people that was pressing me, like say something now, 2953 02:36:10.719 --> 02:36:17.440 you know, looking at me. So we're chilling. And one 2954 02:36:17.559 --> 02:36:21.239 night where Bobby got high. He did all the drugs 2955 02:36:21.239 --> 02:36:23.559 and we're supposed to wake up and have something, so 2956 02:36:23.680 --> 02:36:26.040 he did everything. I said, Bobby, Now we got a panhandle, 2957 02:36:26.040 --> 02:36:28.159 will have cash for the morning. We ain't waking up 2958 02:36:28.280 --> 02:36:31.559 empty handed. It so eleven o'clock at night, so we 2959 02:36:31.600 --> 02:36:34.520 started payinghandling. He's like, all right, fucking let's go. We 2960 02:36:34.600 --> 02:36:39.879 started payanding across corners and I get a car stop 2961 02:36:40.040 --> 02:36:42.959 give me like seventeen dollars or all one. So it 2962 02:36:43.000 --> 02:36:44.920 looked like a big stack. And he seen me across 2963 02:36:44.920 --> 02:36:46.840 the street and he think we got the twenty that 2964 02:36:46.959 --> 02:36:50.079 we needed for the morning. So he started walking over 2965 02:36:50.200 --> 02:36:53.479 to me. He's like, we're good, right, We're good, I said, 2966 02:36:53.840 --> 02:36:57.760 I counted. I said, nah, almost there, go back, get 2967 02:36:57.799 --> 02:37:02.479 a couple more dollars. He turned around, and I'm looking 2968 02:37:02.559 --> 02:37:03.520 down for a second. 2969 02:37:03.600 --> 02:37:04.719 Man, I don't know what. 2970 02:37:04.959 --> 02:37:08.440 I look down for one second and I hear what 2971 02:37:08.680 --> 02:37:11.840 sounds like a head on collision of two cars boom 2972 02:37:12.280 --> 02:37:15.079 right in front of me. Like I'm talking about right, 2973 02:37:15.399 --> 02:37:17.719 I'm on the sidewalk. This happened right in front of me, 2974 02:37:18.120 --> 02:37:19.879 and the next lane going that way. I'm on this 2975 02:37:20.000 --> 02:37:22.239 lane this way happened right in for me going that way. 2976 02:37:23.280 --> 02:37:26.559 Second I hear it hit, I think, oh shit, somebody's 2977 02:37:26.600 --> 02:37:29.399 about a two cars just hit head on. This is 2978 02:37:29.440 --> 02:37:32.920 gonna be bad. When I look up, it might even 2979 02:37:32.959 --> 02:37:34.799 be a piece of metal flying at my face right now, 2980 02:37:34.840 --> 02:37:38.440 you know what I'm saying. And so I look up, 2981 02:37:39.239 --> 02:37:42.840 and when I look up, I see my friend. I 2982 02:37:42.959 --> 02:37:46.479 see the I see a cop car. In the front 2983 02:37:46.520 --> 02:37:49.879 of the cop car is smashed in. The windshield smashed 2984 02:37:49.920 --> 02:37:53.520 in like a bowling, like a ball hit the windshield 2985 02:37:53.760 --> 02:37:57.719 smashed in, And then I see fifteen feet in the air. 2986 02:37:58.319 --> 02:38:06.319 I see my friend Bobby upside down like that. Oh boom. 2987 02:38:06.840 --> 02:38:11.600 And when I look up, time didn't stop, but it 2988 02:38:11.680 --> 02:38:16.879 went so slow. I can't imagine how slow. I'm just 2989 02:38:17.000 --> 02:38:21.559 watching him badly pause through the air and I look 2990 02:38:21.639 --> 02:38:24.399 up my whole No, it's not what I expected to see. 2991 02:38:24.399 --> 02:38:27.959 I expect to see two cars. I look up and 2992 02:38:28.040 --> 02:38:31.840 I see him upside down in the air. Oh no, Bobby, 2993 02:38:33.120 --> 02:38:37.559 and dude, like in the time, like the speed that 2994 02:38:37.719 --> 02:38:40.159 me and you are talking at right now. I have 2995 02:38:40.319 --> 02:38:45.360 a fucking telepathic conversation with him while he's almost paused 2996 02:38:45.399 --> 02:38:45.879 in the air. 2997 02:38:46.399 --> 02:38:46.719 Boom. 2998 02:38:46.760 --> 02:38:50.719 I look up, I see him, Bobby, he said, Paul, 2999 02:38:52.559 --> 02:38:57.879 help me, I said, I said, Bobby, okay, he said, Paul, 3000 02:38:59.040 --> 02:39:02.680 I need you to catch me. And I said, I 3001 02:39:02.799 --> 02:39:05.559 try to move my arms, but I'm in slow motion too. 3002 02:39:05.639 --> 02:39:08.280 Even though I'm thinking fast having this conversation with him 3003 02:39:08.280 --> 02:39:11.399 in normal speed, my arms are moving as slow as 3004 02:39:11.440 --> 02:39:13.840 everything else. And I can't go catch him, you know. 3005 02:39:14.079 --> 02:39:15.799 So he's gonna land. I'm not gonna be able to 3006 02:39:15.840 --> 02:39:18.600 make it in time, you know. And I'm trying to 3007 02:39:18.639 --> 02:39:21.559 move and I'm like, Bobby, I can't. I can't move 3008 02:39:22.079 --> 02:39:25.840 too slow. And he goes. He goes, and he's like 3009 02:39:26.040 --> 02:39:28.280 made a joke, and he was like, I'm just kidding. 3010 02:39:28.319 --> 02:39:31.399 I know you can't catch me, you know what I'm saying. 3011 02:39:32.840 --> 02:39:35.239 And he was like, but stay by me, bro, He 3012 02:39:35.399 --> 02:39:37.920 was like, stay by me please when I land, and 3013 02:39:37.959 --> 02:39:40.920 I was like, I will. And then time started again. 3014 02:39:41.440 --> 02:39:46.159 Boom and he lands, car starts sliding, car hits him again, 3015 02:39:46.319 --> 02:39:48.639 rolls over him again. He rolls out from under it again. 3016 02:39:48.879 --> 02:39:53.959 Boy's body just naturally rolled. And but by the time 3017 02:39:54.000 --> 02:39:56.040 I walked up to him, his head it was split open. 3018 02:39:56.159 --> 02:40:01.719 His legs was like a wrapped around, gasping and stuff. 3019 02:40:01.760 --> 02:40:06.799 You know, God man, was it was crazy? Was that 3020 02:40:07.040 --> 02:40:09.840 time slowed down. I had a conversation with him, and 3021 02:40:10.000 --> 02:40:10.479 it was real. 3022 02:40:10.799 --> 02:40:12.840 He didn't make it. He didn't make it. 3023 02:40:13.319 --> 02:40:16.280 The ambulance came, took like twenty minutes. He stayed there 3024 02:40:17.120 --> 02:40:22.079 holding on and I think because I mean, he wasn't 3025 02:40:22.079 --> 02:40:24.440 gonna make it, yeah, but I think because the cop 3026 02:40:24.559 --> 02:40:26.920 hit him. I think they tried to give him a 3027 02:40:26.920 --> 02:40:31.120 little extra time, you know, and they put him on 3028 02:40:31.280 --> 02:40:35.520 like a the coma induced coma for like a couple 3029 02:40:35.559 --> 02:40:40.159 of weeks. But then he didn't make that's tough. Yeah, 3030 02:40:41.120 --> 02:40:41.879 so that happened. 3031 02:40:42.280 --> 02:40:44.360 You were really out there, like living through hell. 3032 02:40:45.239 --> 02:40:47.920 Oh, Junior, he has up the story on his phone. Look, 3033 02:40:47.959 --> 02:40:52.319 it's a news story. Maybe we can drop the photo 3034 02:40:52.360 --> 02:40:52.680 of that in. 3035 02:40:53.239 --> 02:40:56.159 And you can see me in the news clip, get 3036 02:40:56.280 --> 02:40:58.680 an interviewed by the police. I was the only witness 3037 02:40:58.879 --> 02:41:00.000 having in front of him. 3038 02:41:00.079 --> 02:41:01.159 You're in the news clip. 3039 02:41:01.360 --> 02:41:04.120 You can see my silhouette. You can see the cop 3040 02:41:04.239 --> 02:41:07.280 and you see someone standing behind him. And if you 3041 02:41:07.360 --> 02:41:09.520 know me, you can tell me. If you don't know me, 3042 02:41:09.600 --> 02:41:11.559 you just see a shadow person standing there. 3043 02:41:12.200 --> 02:41:13.280 Wow, that's crazy. 3044 02:41:13.440 --> 02:41:16.040 Yeah, yeah, you really were living through hell. 3045 02:41:16.959 --> 02:41:20.280 So then that happens. So then the next day, the 3046 02:41:20.360 --> 02:41:23.520 next day, I'm me and him. We invented like a 3047 02:41:23.600 --> 02:41:27.799 whole sign language by ourselves, like signals, you know what 3048 02:41:27.840 --> 02:41:29.680 I'm saying, because we're paying hand across the streets, so 3049 02:41:30.040 --> 02:41:32.399 we could talk. We had a whole language, bro just 3050 02:41:32.479 --> 02:41:35.159 me and him. So the next day, I'm paying handling 3051 02:41:36.040 --> 02:41:38.600 and I get some money off the car. I don't 3052 02:41:38.600 --> 02:41:40.920 even think about it, it's naturally. I turn around and 3053 02:41:41.040 --> 02:41:47.399 do the hand signal to nobody. You know what I'm saying. Wow, man, 3054 02:41:47.639 --> 02:41:50.360 that shit happened so many times, but I would lose it. 3055 02:41:52.319 --> 02:41:57.159 And then this man come along, come give me twenty dollars. 3056 02:41:57.200 --> 02:42:01.680 Every day, some old man, older man named Bill, come 3057 02:42:01.719 --> 02:42:04.360 by the Mercedes, same time every day. He'd come by 3058 02:42:04.360 --> 02:42:06.799 and give me twenty dollars, and I was stopping talk 3059 02:42:06.879 --> 02:42:08.520 with him. He'd be always the last car in the 3060 02:42:08.639 --> 02:42:11.440 line somehow, and I was talking with him throughout the 3061 02:42:11.479 --> 02:42:14.399 red light joke and he give me money whatever. After 3062 02:42:14.440 --> 02:42:18.280 a couple of times, he started asking me, like, you 3063 02:42:18.399 --> 02:42:20.200 got food stands. What are you doing out here with 3064 02:42:20.319 --> 02:42:20.680 your life? 3065 02:42:20.719 --> 02:42:20.840 You know? 3066 02:42:21.040 --> 02:42:24.159 Like he'd give me a card and he go call 3067 02:42:24.239 --> 02:42:26.719 this number and this person gonna help me get food stamps. 3068 02:42:26.840 --> 02:42:29.360 And this man telling me your own like he got 3069 02:42:29.440 --> 02:42:35.760 like a he got like a nonprofit organization thing where 3070 02:42:36.159 --> 02:42:39.600 under him he got eighty non profit organizations that helped 3071 02:42:39.600 --> 02:42:43.479 people start. The man just does it. So he'd just 3072 02:42:43.520 --> 02:42:46.719 seen me on the street trying to help me. So 3073 02:42:48.760 --> 02:42:51.440 he started helping me, you know, get my food stamps 3074 02:42:51.479 --> 02:42:53.719 with the person that help him, that works for him, 3075 02:42:53.719 --> 02:42:57.799 help me get my food stamps. And he asked me, 3076 02:42:57.879 --> 02:43:00.360 what would you be doing if he wasn't homeless. I 3077 02:43:00.479 --> 02:43:02.840 tell I'll be washing cars. I have my own car wash. 3078 02:43:02.920 --> 02:43:07.239 I I posted, but everything got messed up with my family. 3079 02:43:08.440 --> 02:43:13.559 And he tell me, make a business plan. Tell give 3080 02:43:13.600 --> 02:43:15.040 me a business plan. Tell me what you would do, 3081 02:43:15.120 --> 02:43:16.760 how if I get you a call, how you would 3082 02:43:16.799 --> 02:43:17.319 pay it back? 3083 02:43:17.920 --> 02:43:18.120 Like what. 3084 02:43:20.719 --> 02:43:25.000 This guy putting me in half? Uh one of those 3085 02:43:25.040 --> 02:43:30.760 places that you rent for the night, like a hotel, hostile, 3086 02:43:31.879 --> 02:43:35.760 putting me a hostel, everything you know, for no reason, 3087 02:43:36.559 --> 02:43:40.440 for no reason, give me a hospital and tell me 3088 02:43:40.559 --> 02:43:42.159 that he's gonna do that. So I'm in the hostitl 3089 02:43:42.200 --> 02:43:45.399 writing how I'm paying back if you give me the call? 3090 02:43:45.559 --> 02:43:49.040 How much everything would cost? This whole business plan? And 3091 02:43:49.280 --> 02:43:51.120 I come give it to him and he's like, no, 3092 02:43:51.280 --> 02:43:54.040 it sounds good. He's like, you know anyone that can 3093 02:43:54.079 --> 02:43:56.079 help you do all this? Building the truck up this way? 3094 02:43:56.159 --> 02:43:59.040 I call my friend. I got one friend left out 3095 02:43:59.120 --> 02:44:04.200 my normal life to kill y'all's money. And he don't 3096 02:44:04.239 --> 02:44:06.920 do no drugs. He never did drugs, sweetest kid ever. 3097 02:44:07.799 --> 02:44:10.879 And he's a master mechanic. And he's the last person 3098 02:44:10.959 --> 02:44:13.799 that I still talk to from my normal life that 3099 02:44:13.959 --> 02:44:16.680 still will talk to me. And you know what I'm saying. 3100 02:44:17.639 --> 02:44:20.239 So I call y'all's mind and tell him about I 3101 02:44:20.280 --> 02:44:22.120 got this guy gonna buy me a van or buy 3102 02:44:22.159 --> 02:44:24.159 a van and help me set it up and come 3103 02:44:24.200 --> 02:44:26.719 and get my own business. If you could vouch for 3104 02:44:26.879 --> 02:44:29.920 me and come in with me and tell them you're 3105 02:44:29.920 --> 02:44:31.959 gonna set it up, tell me a mechanic, and you're 3106 02:44:31.959 --> 02:44:33.760 gonna help me. So I got somebody normal. You know, 3107 02:44:35.040 --> 02:44:38.360 he comes in, he said, yeah, he comes in. Bill 3108 02:44:38.479 --> 02:44:40.479 was like, all right, he gets a good plan. He 3109 02:44:41.559 --> 02:44:43.760 started buying all the study gates. He started giving me 3110 02:44:44.200 --> 02:44:47.680 cards to go charge it, you know, save the receipts. 3111 02:44:47.760 --> 02:44:50.239 Trusted me like that, I mean, with you us mind me. 3112 02:44:50.280 --> 02:44:51.680 He has money, go buy all the stuff on the 3113 02:44:51.760 --> 02:44:54.479 depot for the truck, order all this stuff. This guy 3114 02:44:54.559 --> 02:44:57.600 buys the van. After like two months, he buys a van, 3115 02:44:58.639 --> 02:45:01.799 give me a business car, makes me a business, t shirts. 3116 02:45:01.840 --> 02:45:05.120 I'm homeless, panhandling, handing out cards saying I'm gonna start 3117 02:45:05.159 --> 02:45:09.879 a business to people, car wash, car wash, and you 3118 02:45:09.879 --> 02:45:11.959 help me going he got the van, boy, help me 3119 02:45:12.000 --> 02:45:15.280 put it together. I was thinking, like things might change, 3120 02:45:15.319 --> 02:45:19.600 you know, still doing drugs and I'm not telling I 3121 02:45:19.639 --> 02:45:21.280 ain't tell it. Man, I was doing drugs. I told him, 3122 02:45:21.280 --> 02:45:24.399 I don't do drugs. Lie got a lie. 3123 02:45:25.000 --> 02:45:27.559 Of course he probably knew. 3124 02:45:28.239 --> 02:45:31.239 You know, I honestly don't think he. I think he 3125 02:45:31.360 --> 02:45:32.639 really honestly believed me. 3126 02:45:34.520 --> 02:45:36.799 Yeah, well he might have, and he might have just 3127 02:45:36.879 --> 02:45:39.120 seen it in you that like he really wants to 3128 02:45:39.639 --> 02:45:42.840 turn it around, So I'm gonna help him. And then 3129 02:45:42.959 --> 02:45:45.719 when you started actually getting shit done, He's like, well, hey, look, 3130 02:45:46.120 --> 02:45:48.200 even if he's still doing a little bit of drugs, 3131 02:45:48.200 --> 02:45:51.040 he's obviously on the right path. We're obviously getting somewhere. 3132 02:45:51.520 --> 02:45:53.799 So like, I'm gonna keep helping him because he's doing 3133 02:45:53.920 --> 02:45:56.840 what he's saying he's gonna do. Yeah, that's that's like 3134 02:45:56.920 --> 02:45:57.920 a genuine. 3135 02:45:58.719 --> 02:46:01.200 Unless there's some twist on no I thought this. 3136 02:46:02.959 --> 02:46:07.559 Story. He said, yes, good dude, good dude. Let me 3137 02:46:07.600 --> 02:46:09.680 there's some more of that. Look. So when I'm in 3138 02:46:09.760 --> 02:46:12.840 his office telling him my story, he invited me to 3139 02:46:12.920 --> 02:46:14.680 his office to tell him about the car water. What 3140 02:46:14.719 --> 02:46:17.479 I've been doing telling my story. I had just had 3141 02:46:17.520 --> 02:46:21.360 the future memories right recently. I mean I had been 3142 02:46:21.399 --> 02:46:23.799 like a year or something before that, or maybe two years, 3143 02:46:23.879 --> 02:46:26.760 but it was the first person I've been talking to 3144 02:46:26.920 --> 02:46:29.040 that I could run it by, you know, except bring 3145 02:46:29.120 --> 02:46:30.440 it by a couple of people when I went to jail, 3146 02:46:30.600 --> 02:46:31.920 and I sop it up, like you ever had these 3147 02:46:31.959 --> 02:46:34.399 future memories? No one ever say yeah. So I told 3148 02:46:34.399 --> 02:46:36.280 her oh Man about it. I see all these like 3149 02:46:36.760 --> 02:46:40.239 books in his office about the universe and stuff. I said, 3150 02:46:40.280 --> 02:46:42.319 you ever heard of future memories? And I explained to 3151 02:46:42.440 --> 02:46:46.959 him what happened. You know, this guy tells me, he goes, 3152 02:46:47.040 --> 02:46:49.040 you ever heard of the Monroe Institute? No? 3153 02:46:50.200 --> 02:46:51.440 I was just thinking that. 3154 02:46:52.600 --> 02:46:54.840 I said, No. He goes, he goes, you ever did 3155 02:46:54.920 --> 02:46:59.479 the Gateway? I don't know me scene he goes, he goes, 3156 02:46:59.479 --> 02:47:00.799 you ever heard of the HEMI sink? I think you 3157 02:47:00.840 --> 02:47:02.000 should try the HEMI sync. 3158 02:47:02.040 --> 02:47:02.680 And I'm like, what is that? 3159 02:47:02.799 --> 02:47:04.680 He goes, Oh, they put these things and it kind 3160 02:47:04.719 --> 02:47:06.479 of mess your brain and it comes you out about 3161 02:47:06.559 --> 02:47:09.559 experiences and it kind of like is about the future memories? 3162 02:47:09.600 --> 02:47:11.760 It might help you figure out the future memories. So 3163 02:47:11.840 --> 02:47:14.319 he puts these headphones on me. I'm want drugs though, 3164 02:47:14.360 --> 02:47:14.840 you know what I'm saying. 3165 02:47:15.040 --> 02:47:16.239 Headphones on me and just you're like. 3166 02:47:18.319 --> 02:47:23.840 And I was like, nah, I ain't doing nothing but that. 3167 02:47:24.000 --> 02:47:26.360 That's crazy. And we never talked about minroas to it again. 3168 02:47:26.440 --> 02:47:26.760 To him. 3169 02:47:26.799 --> 02:47:30.680 But yeah, that did happen. As you were telling me 3170 02:47:30.760 --> 02:47:32.479 the story about the future memories, I was thinking in 3171 02:47:32.520 --> 02:47:34.200 my head, like they talk about that, you know. 3172 02:47:35.239 --> 02:47:36.799 And then when I found y'all and then y'all talk 3173 02:47:36.840 --> 02:47:37.959 about Monroe's, They're. 3174 02:47:37.719 --> 02:47:41.000 Like, damn, that guy tell me about just another level 3175 02:47:41.040 --> 02:47:42.120 of connection between us. 3176 02:47:43.159 --> 02:47:47.399 So then so he gave me the car I got, 3177 02:47:47.479 --> 02:47:49.159 and so I got regulars because I've been on this 3178 02:47:49.239 --> 02:47:52.280 corner Panhanma right for a while now, a couple of 3179 02:47:52.280 --> 02:47:54.639 mon couple of years, a couple of different corners, but 3180 02:47:54.680 --> 02:47:56.520 I got this one corner where I got this lady 3181 02:47:56.600 --> 02:47:59.760 that comes every day and gives me. She stops at 3182 02:48:00.479 --> 02:48:03.760 and buys me peanut butter and bread and jelly and 3183 02:48:03.840 --> 02:48:06.520 gives me the bag or different snacks or different foods, 3184 02:48:06.520 --> 02:48:08.479 you know what I'm saying. She always buys me something 3185 02:48:08.520 --> 02:48:10.159 and brings it to me on the way home from work. 3186 02:48:11.440 --> 02:48:17.360 Pretty Spanish lady like in her forties. And I mean 3187 02:48:17.440 --> 02:48:21.000 every day for like a good month. And after I 3188 02:48:21.079 --> 02:48:23.319 get the car wash thing going, I tell her she's 3189 02:48:23.360 --> 02:48:25.319 one of the people I talk to, you know, say, 3190 02:48:25.479 --> 02:48:27.520 this man gonna help me get the car washed going 3191 02:48:29.159 --> 02:48:31.399 pretty soon. It's gonna happen, because I didn't really tell 3192 02:48:31.440 --> 02:48:33.440 no one about it till he started actually being real. 3193 02:48:33.879 --> 02:48:35.719 It's pretty soon it's gonna happen. He got these cars 3194 02:48:35.760 --> 02:48:38.319 and pass them out. She's telling me. When it happens, 3195 02:48:38.399 --> 02:48:40.959 you can come do my car. She go, take my number, 3196 02:48:41.120 --> 02:48:42.600 and I get her number because the guy got me 3197 02:48:42.639 --> 02:48:44.000 a phone. The guy got me a phone with the 3198 02:48:44.040 --> 02:48:46.360 van for the van before the van so he can 3199 02:48:46.440 --> 02:48:52.159 keep tabs on me the hostels and everything. And you 3200 02:48:52.280 --> 02:48:57.920 got me a phone too, and really good guy. So okay, 3201 02:48:57.959 --> 02:49:00.319 so I'm so. I tell the lady. She tells she 3202 02:49:00.520 --> 02:49:03.440 I take her number down. I don't see her after that. 3203 02:49:04.719 --> 02:49:08.280 Then I get the van. First said, the first person 3204 02:49:08.360 --> 02:49:11.440 is the third future memory right here. She's the first 3205 02:49:11.520 --> 02:49:14.319 person I call when I get everything locked and done. 3206 02:49:14.840 --> 02:49:18.280 Keys mine, call her quiet number one. 3207 02:49:18.840 --> 02:49:21.360 She called. I called her. She tell me, of course 3208 02:49:21.440 --> 02:49:23.760 you can come do my car. In fact, you can 3209 02:49:23.959 --> 02:49:26.799 detail it. I give it the prices, a wash in 3210 02:49:26.879 --> 02:49:29.399 the detail. You know, different prices. She goes, you can 3211 02:49:29.440 --> 02:49:31.959 come detail it, wax and do the whole thing. It's 3212 02:49:32.000 --> 02:49:35.079 all right. She give me your address. It's way down 3213 02:49:35.159 --> 02:49:40.319 Color Ridge. And so I went down south. I started 3214 02:49:40.399 --> 02:49:44.200 driving down there, right just ready, I started driving down there. 3215 02:49:45.959 --> 02:49:48.000 And she lived in like a place called Saga Bay, 3216 02:49:48.399 --> 02:49:52.120 which is along the coast. It runs along the coast. 3217 02:49:52.319 --> 02:49:55.520 It's like a big conflict back there, but the entrance 3218 02:49:55.559 --> 02:49:58.559 of it is like miles away from the coasts, and 3219 02:49:58.600 --> 02:50:01.360 then it goes neighborhood. If you live in the end 3220 02:50:01.440 --> 02:50:03.120 of it, you live on the coast, you know. Yeah. 3221 02:50:04.280 --> 02:50:09.079 So I go into Socca Bay and I'm driving following 3222 02:50:09.079 --> 02:50:15.319 the thing and it's like lakes long road, a bunch 3223 02:50:15.360 --> 02:50:18.840 of houses, lake long road, a bunch of houses long road. 3224 02:50:18.879 --> 02:50:21.079 I'm driving. I'm like, damn, this shit is long. You know, 3225 02:50:22.040 --> 02:50:23.840 thought the ocean would be closer than this. I've been 3226 02:50:23.920 --> 02:50:25.920 back here. I don't remember this is road being that long, 3227 02:50:26.799 --> 02:50:30.440 keeps going. I'm like, oh wait, I do remember being 3228 02:50:30.559 --> 02:50:34.079 back here. And then it wasn't like a future memory 3229 02:50:34.120 --> 02:50:38.520 the same way as I'm driving a memory. An actual 3230 02:50:38.639 --> 02:50:42.879 memory hits me from when I was about nineteen years 3231 02:50:42.920 --> 02:50:47.239 old and I was working for my parents' company, maybe 3232 02:50:47.319 --> 02:50:49.719 twenty I might have been twenty here, or might have 3233 02:50:49.760 --> 02:50:52.159 been twenty two, maybe even I don't know. I was 3234 02:50:52.200 --> 02:50:54.479 working with my friend Rusty that my roommate. When I 3235 02:50:54.559 --> 02:50:57.000 meet Tony and him with roommates. I was working with Rusty, 3236 02:50:57.360 --> 02:50:59.520 and it was after we quit wressling with Tony. It 3237 02:50:59.600 --> 02:51:01.280 was after twenty one because I was with that girl. 3238 02:51:01.520 --> 02:51:03.559 So this is probably be like twenty one twenty two, 3239 02:51:05.239 --> 02:51:09.479 and I'm working with my friend Rusty and we're driving 3240 02:51:09.559 --> 02:51:13.239 down and I remember we got the address, and as 3241 02:51:13.280 --> 02:51:15.200 we're driving, we sparked up a bunt and we put 3242 02:51:15.280 --> 02:51:17.559 it out and we kept driving, like, Dann, this place 3243 02:51:17.639 --> 02:51:20.040 is far. Sparked that bump back up, and we sparked 3244 02:51:20.079 --> 02:51:22.600 the bun backup. Put it out, Dan, this place is fall. 3245 02:51:22.639 --> 02:51:25.120 We sparked a blunt backup, and every place was fall. 3246 02:51:25.200 --> 02:51:26.639 We was almost smoked the whole blunt by the time 3247 02:51:26.680 --> 02:51:29.639 we got to the car. Years ago. And we pulled 3248 02:51:29.760 --> 02:51:36.079 to the car and it's a red two thousand year 3249 02:51:36.159 --> 02:51:43.760 two thousand Cadillac CTS Tudor, and I remember the lady. 3250 02:51:43.799 --> 02:51:47.399 I remember going to do that car, and then started remembering, Damn, 3251 02:51:47.479 --> 02:51:50.840 that's the same fucking lady. The Cadillac, the red Cadillac. 3252 02:51:50.879 --> 02:51:52.879 That's the same lady to give me the food. And 3253 02:51:52.959 --> 02:51:55.079 as I'm driving, I'm like, is that the same lady. 3254 02:51:55.920 --> 02:51:58.079 It's the same fucking lady. And I remember, and I'm 3255 02:51:58.120 --> 02:52:01.920 remembering what happened back when I was rusty. We went 3256 02:52:02.000 --> 02:52:03.719 to pull up and do her car. She called for 3257 02:52:03.840 --> 02:52:07.319 a wax my parents' company. Years ago, on twenty one, 3258 02:52:07.440 --> 02:52:10.719 twenty two. I pull up to the car, we call her. 3259 02:52:11.680 --> 02:52:13.799 She take forever to come down. She take forever to 3260 02:52:13.840 --> 02:52:16.159 come outside. It's a three story building and she come 3261 02:52:16.239 --> 02:52:18.120 out from the third floor on the right, or the 3262 02:52:18.239 --> 02:52:21.000 right door on the right. She come downstairs, say hey, 3263 02:52:21.000 --> 02:52:23.479 we're here to wash the car. Watch the car. And 3264 02:52:23.600 --> 02:52:27.479 she tells me I can't get the car wax today 3265 02:52:27.479 --> 02:52:30.319 because I'm late for a wedding, but I got Can 3266 02:52:30.360 --> 02:52:32.079 you just give it a quick wash and next time 3267 02:52:32.120 --> 02:52:35.040 you come you can wax it? And I was like, yeah, 3268 02:52:35.120 --> 02:52:38.360 no problem. Even though we drove far, you know, I 3269 02:52:38.399 --> 02:52:40.000 didn't really care. I don't care. I was high. I 3270 02:52:40.040 --> 02:52:43.399 don't care. So I tell you, no problem. I go 3271 02:52:43.479 --> 02:52:46.239 back and I tell my friend Rusty, the lady don't 3272 02:52:46.280 --> 02:52:48.399 want us to wax it now. She just wanted twenty 3273 02:52:48.440 --> 02:52:50.559 dollars wash supposed to do like a seventy dollars wax. 3274 02:52:50.959 --> 02:52:53.159 She just wanted twenty dollars wash. My friend Russy's like, 3275 02:52:53.520 --> 02:52:55.639 what the fuck? I remember him getting angry over this. 3276 02:52:55.799 --> 02:52:59.079 You know, we did the car anyway, So as I'm 3277 02:52:59.159 --> 02:53:01.239 driving down, I say, oh, that's the lady that had 3278 02:53:01.280 --> 02:53:04.040 to go to the wedding back when I was twenty two. 3279 02:53:04.120 --> 02:53:06.040 This is the same lady. It's the same car. It's 3280 02:53:06.079 --> 02:53:08.840 the same lady. I remember the lady now. And I 3281 02:53:08.959 --> 02:53:11.680 was driving, I said, I pulled into the last play 3282 02:53:11.760 --> 02:53:15.079 for the houses, first spot, still parked in the same 3283 02:53:15.159 --> 02:53:17.040 spot that I remember. She parked in the very first 3284 02:53:17.079 --> 02:53:20.639 spot into the fire hydrant. He turned in. I said, yep, 3285 02:53:20.719 --> 02:53:24.559 that's her same spot. It's a two thousand, and I 3286 02:53:24.600 --> 02:53:26.120 did this in like the year two thousand and three, 3287 02:53:26.200 --> 02:53:28.200 so she still had the two thousand. You know, she 3288 02:53:28.280 --> 02:53:31.200 still got the same car, Like, she still got the 3289 02:53:31.239 --> 02:53:34.719 same car. I pull up. I know it's the lady 3290 02:53:34.760 --> 02:53:36.559 in the third door on the right because I've been 3291 02:53:36.639 --> 02:53:38.959 there twenty years ago, fifteen years ago, whenever it was, 3292 02:53:40.120 --> 02:53:43.760 and I called her. She called and said, hey, I'm downstairs. 3293 02:53:44.520 --> 02:53:48.600 She goes, I'll be right there. Hang up. Looking door opens, 3294 02:53:48.959 --> 02:53:52.200 she comes downstairs. For sure, it's the same lady. Came 3295 02:53:52.239 --> 02:53:57.360 out the same house. Ye. She comes downstairs and I go, 3296 02:53:58.120 --> 02:54:00.799 I know you. She goes, oh. She goes, of course, 3297 02:54:01.040 --> 02:54:02.959 of course you know me. I bring you food every day. 3298 02:54:03.319 --> 02:54:05.319 And I go, no, no, no, I know you from 3299 02:54:05.399 --> 02:54:08.280 like twenty years ago. I came here to do your 3300 02:54:08.360 --> 02:54:11.920 car with my parents company. And I'm about to tell her, 3301 02:54:12.079 --> 02:54:13.639 but you, but you didn't want to wax it right. 3302 02:54:13.639 --> 02:54:15.280 I'm about to tell her, but you, but you switched 3303 02:54:15.280 --> 02:54:16.799 from a wax to a watch because he was late 3304 02:54:16.840 --> 02:54:19.040 for a wedding. That's what I'm about to say. I said, 3305 02:54:19.040 --> 02:54:21.079 I came here twenty years ago from my parents' company. 3306 02:54:21.280 --> 02:54:23.719 And she goes, look, look, I'm sorry to cut you off, 3307 02:54:24.319 --> 02:54:27.159 but I'm late for a wedding and I don't have 3308 02:54:27.280 --> 02:54:29.079 time to get it detailed, so can you just give 3309 02:54:29.120 --> 02:54:33.920 it a wash away? And I said, that's what you 3310 02:54:34.000 --> 02:54:36.840 told me twenty years ago. You called my parents' company 3311 02:54:36.879 --> 02:54:39.479 twenty years ago. She's like, look, I've never I didn't 3312 02:54:39.479 --> 02:54:40.719 say that's what you told me twenty years ago. I 3313 02:54:40.799 --> 02:54:44.000 just I said, no, I came here twenty years ago. 3314 02:54:44.040 --> 02:54:45.920 I said, wax all. Do you ever remember the company 3315 02:54:46.040 --> 02:54:49.559 wax al? She goes, look, I've never called anyone to 3316 02:54:49.719 --> 02:54:51.719 ever do my car here. I've never had a car 3317 02:54:51.920 --> 02:54:54.280 washed here. I'm saying, I'm telling you I did it before. 3318 02:54:55.159 --> 02:54:56.920 She's like, nah, but I'm late for a wedding and 3319 02:54:56.920 --> 02:55:01.520 I gotta go get Ready's like, what the fuck was that? 3320 02:55:01.760 --> 02:55:05.159 That was different? You know, I can remember doing her 3321 02:55:05.239 --> 02:55:08.879 car and then I don't know. But then I started 3322 02:55:08.879 --> 02:55:11.920 thinking like maybe because I'm doing I got my own 3323 02:55:11.959 --> 02:55:15.239 business now, maybe like I switched timelines or shifted time. 3324 02:55:15.280 --> 02:55:16.600 I'm trying to make sense of this in my head. 3325 02:55:16.680 --> 02:55:19.879 Right at the time something and maybe maybe I'm on 3326 02:55:19.959 --> 02:55:23.280 a different path and I just something's going different. I 3327 02:55:23.399 --> 02:55:24.479 can change shit now. 3328 02:55:24.559 --> 02:55:27.879 It's like you're remembering things in this timeline that maybe 3329 02:55:28.000 --> 02:55:30.479 didn't happen in another timeline or something. 3330 02:55:30.639 --> 02:55:34.159 It's like you shifted that in the last future memories. 3331 02:55:34.319 --> 02:55:37.440 I couldn't change what was about to happen. I had 3332 02:55:37.479 --> 02:55:39.520 to watch it. I couldn't even say the oreos. I 3333 02:55:39.559 --> 02:55:42.079 could have not knocked on the doors I had, Like, 3334 02:55:42.479 --> 02:55:44.200 but this was a little different. So I'm thinking, oh, 3335 02:55:44.280 --> 02:55:46.399 maybe I got out of that bad path and I'm 3336 02:55:46.920 --> 02:55:48.920 and I could change shit now and I'm not stuck 3337 02:55:49.280 --> 02:55:51.879 just being a slave to whatever is controlling this or 3338 02:55:52.200 --> 02:55:54.639 that was one of the thoughts I had, one of 3339 02:55:54.680 --> 02:55:55.000 the thoughts. 3340 02:55:55.040 --> 02:55:57.319 You're not like shackled by that anymore, you can you 3341 02:55:57.479 --> 02:55:57.959 have a say. 3342 02:55:58.479 --> 02:56:00.280 I mean, that was one of the thoughts I had. 3343 02:56:00.440 --> 02:56:02.319 But it doesn't you know, it keeps going until you 3344 02:56:02.399 --> 02:56:03.159 think you're crazy, and. 3345 02:56:03.159 --> 02:56:06.079 Then you go, I don't think it's that crazy, considering 3346 02:56:06.159 --> 02:56:08.079 like where the story is going, you know. 3347 02:56:09.760 --> 02:56:11.520 Yeah, I'm just like in my head at the time, 3348 02:56:12.879 --> 02:56:14.159 you're thinking, how could this be? 3349 02:56:14.399 --> 02:56:15.159 Yeah, maybe it's this. 3350 02:56:15.520 --> 02:56:18.360 I started thinking, like time travel must be real. Maybe 3351 02:56:18.440 --> 02:56:21.079 maybe time travel is real. The government doing some time 3352 02:56:21.159 --> 02:56:23.559 travel experiments, and I'm just stuck in like one of 3353 02:56:23.639 --> 02:56:27.479 those like or like the real not the original version 3354 02:56:27.879 --> 02:56:29.959 when they went back on. I'm just like a side 3355 02:56:30.079 --> 02:56:32.040 character in someone else's time travel. 3356 02:56:31.760 --> 02:56:33.920 Warl or like timeline shift or something. 3357 02:56:34.200 --> 02:56:37.159 This ain't even the World's the cern Portal or something. 3358 02:56:37.200 --> 02:56:38.920 I'm googling. I'm like, I don't know what the fuck 3359 02:56:39.040 --> 02:56:43.200 is going on. So I got the van. I started 3360 02:56:43.239 --> 02:56:46.719 watching cars right at first, like, but it didn't last 3361 02:56:46.840 --> 02:56:50.440 long because the addiction I had it wasn't keeping up 3362 02:56:50.639 --> 02:56:53.360 the money I was making doing cars. So I started 3363 02:56:53.479 --> 02:56:57.879 getting other homeless people my friends that boost good that 3364 02:56:58.000 --> 02:57:00.280 steal from the store, and I started driving and I'm 3365 02:57:00.280 --> 02:57:03.079 around and we just start stealing and fuck the car 3366 02:57:03.319 --> 02:57:10.239 wash and back to the back path, dark path. Maybe 3367 02:57:10.319 --> 02:57:17.239 you know, she started getting back down. So that one day, 3368 02:57:18.280 --> 02:57:21.680 this is greaty, it was one day I'm by myself 3369 02:57:21.719 --> 02:57:24.239 in the car. I fall asleep in the car with 3370 02:57:24.360 --> 02:57:28.440 the car running, like I do every night when I 3371 02:57:28.520 --> 02:57:30.639 do sleep, I leave the car running with the doors lock, 3372 02:57:30.719 --> 02:57:34.879 sleep in the AC, you know, and the car usually 3373 02:57:34.920 --> 02:57:36.319 runs out of gas in the middle of the night 3374 02:57:36.399 --> 02:57:38.239 and then the battery dies. It's like it's like a 3375 02:57:38.280 --> 02:57:40.319 whole thing I do every day, like walk to the 3376 02:57:40.360 --> 02:57:43.520 gas station, bump gas and all that. It's like a 3377 02:57:43.600 --> 02:57:46.239 daily routine at this point. So I was sleeping in 3378 02:57:46.319 --> 02:57:51.639 the cars. I wake up already suns up and I'm 3379 02:57:51.719 --> 02:57:53.799 sweating because the AC been off for a while and 3380 02:57:53.840 --> 02:57:56.920 I've been knocked out, so, you know, And this how 3381 02:57:57.000 --> 02:58:00.440 I wake up from a dream. And I wake up 3382 02:58:00.479 --> 02:58:08.440 from this dream, and in this dream it's twisted discretion advised. 3383 02:58:10.239 --> 02:58:10.760 I love that. 3384 02:58:10.920 --> 02:58:11.079 Man. 3385 02:58:11.440 --> 02:58:13.200 Hey, Hey, for what it's worth, I gave that at 3386 02:58:13.200 --> 02:58:13.639 the beginning. 3387 02:58:13.799 --> 02:58:18.559 All right, this one double discretion on this one. I 3388 02:58:18.680 --> 02:58:21.959 have a dream remember this is his dream. I have 3389 02:58:22.040 --> 02:58:25.079 a dream that that girl that we saw the things 3390 02:58:25.120 --> 02:58:27.879 with the smoke, the bag of the girl, my ex, 3391 02:58:28.000 --> 02:58:30.799 the one the smoking in the corner when I saw 3392 02:58:30.840 --> 02:58:33.120 the ball of smoke. I have a dream where she 3393 02:58:35.040 --> 02:58:38.159 I'm I wake up in this dream and I'm floating 3394 02:58:38.239 --> 02:58:40.719 in her room, just like a fly on the wall. Right, 3395 02:58:41.559 --> 02:58:44.120 that's my dream. I'm just noticing what's going on in 3396 02:58:44.200 --> 02:58:46.000 the room. She don't know I'm in there, basically, and 3397 02:58:46.079 --> 02:58:49.000 I'm just watching and she with her friend and they're 3398 02:58:49.040 --> 02:58:51.360 at the computer, and I'm like, what are you doing? 3399 02:58:51.479 --> 02:58:55.799 What are you doing on the computer, like laughing and zooming. 3400 02:58:55.879 --> 02:59:00.520 My focus on the computer the rest discretion if I 3401 02:59:01.920 --> 02:59:04.920 and she's on the computer. It's in my dream. She's 3402 02:59:05.000 --> 02:59:12.360 on the computer doing like pictures of me with kids, 3403 02:59:12.840 --> 02:59:16.520 like doing like a child thing with me with kids 3404 02:59:16.600 --> 02:59:19.680 in it. Right, And I'm in my dream and it 3405 02:59:19.760 --> 02:59:22.959 feels real because I'm in my dream. And I started screaming, stop, 3406 02:59:23.040 --> 02:59:24.879 what the fuck is wrong with you? What's the fuck 3407 02:59:24.959 --> 02:59:27.799 wrong with you? And she's not hearing me, and they 3408 02:59:27.879 --> 02:59:29.520 just keep doing they just keep doing it. And I 3409 02:59:29.600 --> 02:59:32.520 wake up and I'm in the van. I'm sweating bullies, 3410 02:59:34.920 --> 02:59:37.159 and it felt real. The dream felt real. It felt 3411 02:59:37.200 --> 02:59:39.920 so real that I thought it was real. I forgot 3412 02:59:39.959 --> 02:59:42.399 it was a dream. I woke up and I said this. 3413 02:59:44.479 --> 02:59:45.840 I get the phone, cause I got the phone to 3414 02:59:45.879 --> 02:59:48.319 call wash the van. Get the phone and I text 3415 02:59:48.440 --> 02:59:50.440 my mom. I go to call my mom and I'm 3416 02:59:50.479 --> 02:59:53.719 so that I can't even talk. Hang up. And I 3417 02:59:53.840 --> 02:59:56.159 text my mom and I'm you know when you're mad 3418 02:59:56.239 --> 03:00:00.559 and you're texting. I started texting this fucking bitch is 3419 03:00:00.600 --> 03:00:02.559 doing this shit. It's making all these pictures and all 3420 03:00:02.600 --> 03:00:04.319 the crazy shit. What the fuck? I'm gonna kill this 3421 03:00:04.360 --> 03:00:06.360 bit olh blah blah blah. Send it to my mom. 3422 03:00:08.200 --> 03:00:10.920 My mom takes me back. Oh no, my mom was 3423 03:00:10.959 --> 03:00:12.239 texting me back. But this is one of the point. 3424 03:00:12.879 --> 03:00:15.159 Right When I send that to my mom, my phone 3425 03:00:15.319 --> 03:00:20.719 gets an advertisement, like you know, pop up, pop up. 3426 03:00:21.399 --> 03:00:27.559 It's like a news a Time newspaper, Time a magazine. 3427 03:00:28.000 --> 03:00:30.719 It's like a cover of a Time magazine. It's like 3428 03:00:30.840 --> 03:00:34.719 Time magazine. It's a list of top people who need 3429 03:00:34.840 --> 03:00:37.840 to stop talking shit? What? And then there's a list 3430 03:00:37.879 --> 03:00:40.600 of names and I'm on the fucking list, Paul, What? 3431 03:00:41.479 --> 03:00:43.479 What the fuck? I can click off of it, you know. 3432 03:00:44.040 --> 03:00:47.079 And then I'm thinking, what the fuck? Then I'm thinking 3433 03:00:47.159 --> 03:00:49.639 in my head because it's all happen so fast, right, 3434 03:00:50.120 --> 03:00:55.159 I'm thinking the girl is reading my texts or like 3435 03:00:55.719 --> 03:00:59.440 hacking the phone, and she's fucking with me somehow, and 3436 03:00:59.520 --> 03:01:03.079 she send that advertisement, so I think she reading it, 3437 03:01:03.920 --> 03:01:05.799 and I just had his dream. So I'm mad at her. 3438 03:01:06.799 --> 03:01:10.840 So I started texting my mother. I'll fucking kill you, 3439 03:01:10.840 --> 03:01:11.920 you fucking. 3440 03:01:11.639 --> 03:01:13.719 Bach, but you thought you were texting it. 3441 03:01:13.840 --> 03:01:16.760 I'm texting a girl. I'm gonna fucking kill you and everyone, 3442 03:01:16.879 --> 03:01:20.559 you know, you fucking I'm saying the over worlds things, 3443 03:01:20.639 --> 03:01:23.440 you know what I'm saying, thinking that she's gonna read it, 3444 03:01:23.760 --> 03:01:25.360 and I'm talking to her. I'm not talking to my mom, 3445 03:01:25.399 --> 03:01:26.639 but I'm sending it to my mom so that she 3446 03:01:26.719 --> 03:01:30.280 can hack it in my head. So what I mean, 3447 03:01:30.639 --> 03:01:34.879 I mean, that's the monic. I mean so, and then 3448 03:01:35.200 --> 03:01:39.719 I said, I send that second text right boom, I 3449 03:01:39.760 --> 03:01:43.959 get another advertisement instantly. This one is a picture of 3450 03:01:44.040 --> 03:01:48.120 a newspaper and it's got a boxer. I got a 3451 03:01:48.159 --> 03:01:51.079 couple of advertising I just skipped through. I got a 3452 03:01:51.200 --> 03:01:54.360 picture of it, like a front page paper, like the 3453 03:01:54.520 --> 03:01:56.760 new York Times or something right, and it's got a 3454 03:01:56.879 --> 03:02:02.360 boxer like getting his jaw fucking twisted like it looks fake. 3455 03:02:02.440 --> 03:02:08.760 It's so ah that right, and it goes. Paul gets 3456 03:02:08.840 --> 03:02:12.639 knocked out from talking ship on the article. What what 3457 03:02:12.920 --> 03:02:16.360 the fuck? I hang up the fun I hang up 3458 03:02:16.360 --> 03:02:20.920 the advertisement. I double down all my text to my mom, 3459 03:02:21.479 --> 03:02:24.440 I dare you, fuck you. I'll come to your house 3460 03:02:24.520 --> 03:02:27.120 and burn your house. Your whole family'll start saying, oh, 3461 03:02:27.360 --> 03:02:33.760 even worse shit, you know. Send the text, then the text. 3462 03:02:34.000 --> 03:02:37.600 Then I get another advertisement and it says something like 3463 03:02:39.000 --> 03:02:41.600 Chico coming to fuck you up some sh I'm like, 3464 03:02:43.520 --> 03:02:45.600 I'm like what the fuck? I'm like fuck. And then 3465 03:02:45.600 --> 03:02:47.639 all of a sudden, a car pulls into the parking lot. 3466 03:02:47.840 --> 03:02:50.959 This is the same parking lot with Kilo. Oh wow, 3467 03:02:51.600 --> 03:02:54.440 I park over there, you know, same parking lot. So 3468 03:02:54.760 --> 03:02:57.120 there's nowhere to go. There's a canal, there's a wall, 3469 03:02:57.120 --> 03:03:00.520 and there's only one entrance. This car come old car 3470 03:03:00.719 --> 03:03:04.440 and stops right in the entrance door, opens up. His 3471 03:03:04.680 --> 03:03:10.559 big swoll up Spanish gang member looking gets out. She 3472 03:03:10.680 --> 03:03:14.319 starts screaming. I think he's saying, Paul, but I don't 3473 03:03:14.360 --> 03:03:18.799 know what he's really saying he's just and he's banging 3474 03:03:18.879 --> 03:03:22.520 on the hood a. Oh, this is for me. I 3475 03:03:22.559 --> 03:03:24.319 don't know why, but this has to be the guy 3476 03:03:24.680 --> 03:03:27.040 talking shit all that right, coming to kick Paul ass. 3477 03:03:28.159 --> 03:03:28.319 You know. 3478 03:03:29.319 --> 03:03:31.639 I'm tucking down in my seat and I'm just like 3479 03:03:31.959 --> 03:03:35.280 praying he doesn't see me. You know, I'm sweating, and 3480 03:03:35.440 --> 03:03:38.639 I'm never been this terrified, more terrified than when I 3481 03:03:38.680 --> 03:03:40.200 was in the house with Kilo, Like because that was 3482 03:03:40.319 --> 03:03:42.000 for Kilo. This is for me. I feel, you know, 3483 03:03:42.719 --> 03:03:46.920 his broad daylight and this motherfuckering mean and I'm just 3484 03:03:47.079 --> 03:03:49.799 out of it. Bro. I feel like dope sick and 3485 03:03:49.799 --> 03:03:53.040 I'm just waking up and I'm like, oh, you know, sweating. 3486 03:03:53.079 --> 03:03:55.239 I can't even crack the window for the air because 3487 03:03:55.280 --> 03:03:59.600 he's out there now, you know. And I see I 3488 03:03:59.639 --> 03:04:03.440 can face the apartments, the streets over here, is cars 3489 03:04:03.479 --> 03:04:06.440 over here, and I'm facing the apartments and on the balcony, 3490 03:04:06.959 --> 03:04:09.239 a girl walk out to the balcony and she looked 3491 03:04:09.280 --> 03:04:12.360 down and see me like an you know, from the top. 3492 03:04:13.399 --> 03:04:15.799 She started like laughing and she look at the dude 3493 03:04:15.879 --> 03:04:18.600 and she look at me. She's like, I think she's 3494 03:04:18.639 --> 03:04:21.719 putting two and two together. Ye, But now that I 3495 03:04:21.799 --> 03:04:23.840 think back. I think that she like, why is this 3496 03:04:23.920 --> 03:04:26.200 guy being scared? I think the guy was yelling at her? 3497 03:04:27.079 --> 03:04:29.040 You know what I'm saying now, the think back, But 3498 03:04:29.159 --> 03:04:30.920 in my head, this was all happening because of me. 3499 03:04:31.639 --> 03:04:35.319 And then I see her walk downstairs and I'm going, 3500 03:04:36.600 --> 03:04:40.600 she don't tell her my ear and she's just looking 3501 03:04:40.639 --> 03:04:42.920 at me like crazy, and I'm like, oh please, And 3502 03:04:43.000 --> 03:04:45.000 she walk over and I look at the mirror and 3503 03:04:45.040 --> 03:04:48.159 I can see them talking, and I'm like, please, please 3504 03:04:48.520 --> 03:04:49.920 tell her to get him out of here, you know, 3505 03:04:50.319 --> 03:04:52.719 don't let her snitch on me. And they talked for 3506 03:04:52.799 --> 03:04:55.760 like five ten minutes, bro the longest. I'm sitting there 3507 03:04:55.799 --> 03:04:59.399 like I'm gonna die of heach Troke first, and then 3508 03:05:00.440 --> 03:05:04.399 he leaves. She started walking back over. She gets next 3509 03:05:04.440 --> 03:05:08.520 to the car. She's gone, open up the door. I said, 3510 03:05:09.360 --> 03:05:12.520 what did he say? She goes, I don't know what 3511 03:05:12.639 --> 03:05:15.639 you did, but you must have pissed somebody off. Like 3512 03:05:15.719 --> 03:05:19.639 the lady said, yeah, who, And I said, I said 3513 03:05:19.799 --> 03:05:20.959 the Inner Dimensional Warrior. 3514 03:05:21.120 --> 03:05:22.600 Yeah yeah, I. 3515 03:05:22.600 --> 03:05:23.959 Don't know what you did, but you must have pissed 3516 03:05:23.959 --> 03:05:24.479 somebody off. 3517 03:05:24.680 --> 03:05:26.040 And I go, what did he say? 3518 03:05:26.600 --> 03:05:29.079 She goes, I ain't telling you ship, so I don't 3519 03:05:29.079 --> 03:05:36.600 know what the happening and she walked inside, so so 3520 03:05:36.760 --> 03:05:38.760 I mean that was that was like, I don't know 3521 03:05:38.840 --> 03:05:40.680 what is that? We all think that like that. And 3522 03:05:40.760 --> 03:05:42.920 then I see Father Dan on the Sean Ryan Show 3523 03:05:43.719 --> 03:05:48.360 and he's talking about the devil the demons used technology, 3524 03:05:48.639 --> 03:05:50.399 like you're talking about the story. I don't remember it. 3525 03:05:50.479 --> 03:05:51.879 Exactly due good. 3526 03:05:52.280 --> 03:05:54.680 Yeah, he was telling the story how the demon was 3527 03:05:55.440 --> 03:05:56.399 going on someone's phone. 3528 03:05:56.440 --> 03:05:59.840 Fucking I'm like, I think it's deeper than that, though, 3529 03:05:59.840 --> 03:06:02.399 I don't think it's necessarily that it's just like using 3530 03:06:02.440 --> 03:06:05.639 the phone. I think it's like, if you're really gripped 3531 03:06:05.680 --> 03:06:08.479 by this demonic entity, which obviously you were. Obviously you 3532 03:06:08.520 --> 03:06:11.200 know it was in you, as you said, I think 3533 03:06:11.280 --> 03:06:13.719 that to an extent, they can alter your entire view 3534 03:06:13.760 --> 03:06:16.079 of reality. And I know that the angels can do 3535 03:06:16.159 --> 03:06:21.959 that too, as you have experienced and will soon share. Yeah, man, 3536 03:06:22.200 --> 03:06:24.159 I think it's deeper than just using the phone. 3537 03:06:24.239 --> 03:06:24.399 You know. 3538 03:06:25.879 --> 03:06:27.680 But it was like tied in with the dream, So 3539 03:06:27.760 --> 03:06:30.600 I'm like, someone could have just been hacking. I had 3540 03:06:30.639 --> 03:06:33.600 to be like, who would have known about? It? Pissed 3541 03:06:33.600 --> 03:06:35.280 me off in a dream, like the way the dream 3542 03:06:35.360 --> 03:06:37.440 was connected with the text. I was like, is demonic 3543 03:06:37.959 --> 03:06:40.559 now I say it? At the time, At the time, 3544 03:06:41.040 --> 03:06:45.680 I was like, I didn't understand. I didn't understand how 3545 03:06:45.680 --> 03:06:48.760 that connect somebody who was hacking on my phone and 3546 03:06:48.840 --> 03:06:49.360 fucking with me? 3547 03:06:49.479 --> 03:06:50.399 Yeah? 3548 03:06:51.079 --> 03:06:52.360 Right? But then I was like, how could they have 3549 03:06:52.440 --> 03:06:54.959 known about the dream to begin with be so ready 3550 03:06:55.040 --> 03:06:57.040 at the time? How could I have known I would 3551 03:06:57.040 --> 03:06:58.879 have wake up and say some ship and be right 3552 03:06:58.920 --> 03:07:02.000 around the corner. Then I started thinking, damn theme of 3553 03:07:02.040 --> 03:07:03.520 the fun with my head and that dude was just 3554 03:07:03.600 --> 03:07:05.000 talking to his girl and I made. 3555 03:07:04.959 --> 03:07:07.559 Up this whole story tattoos or anything. 3556 03:07:07.600 --> 03:07:09.680 You noticed he was all tatted up, but you didn't 3557 03:07:09.680 --> 03:07:10.280 really notice. 3558 03:07:10.479 --> 03:07:11.200 I was not trying. 3559 03:07:12.360 --> 03:07:19.920 Yeah, wow, So that happened. So then so then that happens. 3560 03:07:19.959 --> 03:07:23.479 Right then I go get the get get it, get 3561 03:07:23.559 --> 03:07:26.079 all my life. A couple of days later, maybe a 3562 03:07:26.079 --> 03:07:29.959 week later, maybe month later, same thing happens. But now 3563 03:07:29.959 --> 03:07:32.280 I'm with my boy Eric, the one that be boosting 3564 03:07:32.360 --> 03:07:35.559 with me. He's sleeping in the car with me. He's 3565 03:07:35.600 --> 03:07:37.280 doing good, so I let him sleep in the car too. 3566 03:07:37.319 --> 03:07:42.760 In ac and I wake up. Were both sleep and 3567 03:07:43.120 --> 03:07:47.600 I wake up from another dream felt real and In 3568 03:07:47.719 --> 03:07:51.680 this dream, I find a gun buried in the bushes. 3569 03:07:52.479 --> 03:07:54.399 I take the gun. I show Eric look what I 3570 03:07:54.440 --> 03:07:56.920 found in the bushes, and we run. We go to 3571 03:07:57.000 --> 03:07:59.159 the beach, we park, we go in the back, and 3572 03:07:59.280 --> 03:08:02.159 we robbed these people coming out the expensive ass mall 3573 03:08:02.200 --> 03:08:04.000 over there, Lincoln Road mall when they walked to the 3574 03:08:04.040 --> 03:08:06.760 parking lot. I mean, I had a whole dream and 3575 03:08:06.879 --> 03:08:11.000 we get away with like twenty thousand dollars jewelry and shit, 3576 03:08:11.120 --> 03:08:16.239 you know. And I wake up and I Eric, wake up, 3577 03:08:16.680 --> 03:08:19.479 I wakeh up. I said, Yo, I just had a dream, 3578 03:08:19.559 --> 03:08:22.120 but it was real, and because the last dream I 3579 03:08:22.200 --> 03:08:23.879 had with the girl and it kind of turned real 3580 03:08:24.319 --> 03:08:26.159 and all the future memories, you know what I'm saying. 3581 03:08:26.280 --> 03:08:28.079 And also I didn't tell you like I had a 3582 03:08:28.120 --> 03:08:29.920 couple of the dreams where I dreamed where I find 3583 03:08:30.000 --> 03:08:31.600 jewelry and I woke up and I found jewelry on 3584 03:08:31.639 --> 03:08:33.879 the street, like almost exactly, And I'm like, Dann, I 3585 03:08:33.920 --> 03:08:36.959 was crazy. Another time I had a dream find a 3586 03:08:36.959 --> 03:08:39.200 lot of tickets scratching in the garbage can go in 3587 03:08:39.239 --> 03:08:41.000 the garbage can pull out a lot of tickets scratching 3588 03:08:41.079 --> 03:08:45.239 the winds, Like okay, something my dreams are not just 3589 03:08:45.360 --> 03:08:47.399 dreams at this point. So I had that dream about 3590 03:08:47.440 --> 03:08:49.440 the gun, and. 3591 03:08:51.000 --> 03:08:51.719 I wake ef up. 3592 03:08:51.760 --> 03:08:54.479 I said, Yo, we gotta go find this gun. He goes, 3593 03:08:54.520 --> 03:08:55.719 what do you mean we're gonna find to go in 3594 03:08:55.799 --> 03:08:58.520 the bushes, I said, I said, you'll see. I don't 3595 03:08:58.520 --> 03:09:00.239 even know what I'm talking about, but I know what's 3596 03:09:00.239 --> 03:09:01.799 real because I just experienced it in my dream. And 3597 03:09:02.040 --> 03:09:06.159 this thing keeps happening to me. I'm like, where are 3598 03:09:06.200 --> 03:09:08.200 these bushes. I'm trying to picture where these bushes are. 3599 03:09:08.239 --> 03:09:11.479 We jump on a little exit for the highway, and 3600 03:09:11.680 --> 03:09:13.360 right when we get on the highway, I seen some 3601 03:09:13.440 --> 03:09:15.680 bushes that look kind of similar and I had to 3602 03:09:15.719 --> 03:09:18.520 pull the car on the highway. I said, aar get out. 3603 03:09:18.879 --> 03:09:20.399 You started at the end of the bushes. I'm gonna 3604 03:09:20.399 --> 03:09:22.719 started this in. I think somebody threw a gun out 3605 03:09:22.879 --> 03:09:24.760 when it got on the highway, and we're gonna find it. 3606 03:09:26.719 --> 03:09:28.680 And if we get out, we start looking through the bushes. 3607 03:09:29.120 --> 03:09:31.760 We didn't find no gun. I said, all right, maybe 3608 03:09:31.760 --> 03:09:34.000 it's the next set of bushes. Drive go to the 3609 03:09:34.040 --> 03:09:36.959 next edit of bushes. We didn't find no gun. Every 3610 03:09:37.000 --> 03:09:39.719 looking at me like I'm fucking crazy. He's like, dude, 3611 03:09:39.719 --> 03:09:42.120 stop pulling over the car. You're tweaking. Bro's go steal 3612 03:09:42.200 --> 03:09:45.079 some shit. I'm like, no, this, we're stealing this tone 3613 03:09:45.079 --> 03:09:47.000 of ard man, We're gonna make a lot. Wait, just 3614 03:09:47.120 --> 03:09:50.399 keep looking. It's real and we don't find it, and 3615 03:09:50.520 --> 03:09:52.399 I give up on it for the time being. I said, all, 3616 03:09:52.600 --> 03:09:55.200 just go to the store, go to hit the CVS 3617 03:09:55.959 --> 03:09:58.680 and park. We both go in so we can get 3618 03:09:58.719 --> 03:10:02.319 double amount. And I'm taking longer to fill my cart up. 3619 03:10:02.360 --> 03:10:03.799 Cause what we do is we fill the carts up. 3620 03:10:03.840 --> 03:10:05.639 Then we grab a bag, fill the bag and walk out. 3621 03:10:06.760 --> 03:10:08.959 Fill my cart up. He fill the cart up, He 3622 03:10:09.079 --> 03:10:10.639 do the bag and walk He give me the key. 3623 03:10:10.680 --> 03:10:12.879 I'm ready. I give him the keys. He walk out, 3624 03:10:14.319 --> 03:10:16.040 I get the bag. I get my bag. When I 3625 03:10:16.120 --> 03:10:18.159 walk out, he took my van and he stole it. 3626 03:10:18.280 --> 03:10:21.239 He left me and he ditched me. It's a street thing, 3627 03:10:21.440 --> 03:10:23.959 you know. I fucked him over a couple of times. 3628 03:10:24.360 --> 03:10:26.280 A couple of times I left him stranded, and so 3629 03:10:26.399 --> 03:10:30.319 he got me back basically, and so I'm like, damn, 3630 03:10:31.360 --> 03:10:33.799 So I gotta hike it all the way back downtown. 3631 03:10:34.399 --> 03:10:37.920 I gotta take buses, bus, metro rail by the time 3632 03:10:38.000 --> 03:10:40.719 I get down there, I gotta walk forever. By the 3633 03:10:40.799 --> 03:10:44.399 time I get down there, it's already nighttime. I get 3634 03:10:44.440 --> 03:10:45.959 the metro oil. I hit the spot right next to 3635 03:10:46.000 --> 03:10:49.360 the metroil because I'm on foot now, you know, So 3636 03:10:49.440 --> 03:10:52.399 I gotta buy my shit from this metro spot. Buy 3637 03:10:52.440 --> 03:10:55.959 it from them. I go do my shit. It's nighttime. 3638 03:10:56.079 --> 03:10:58.159 I know Eric is gonna come by with my van 3639 03:10:58.239 --> 03:11:00.479 at any moment to buy a dope, so I'm gonna 3640 03:11:00.479 --> 03:11:02.280 see him. Said, wasn't the first time he did this 3641 03:11:02.360 --> 03:11:06.079 to me? So I'm down there waiting for him, I said, maybe. 3642 03:11:06.440 --> 03:11:08.000 I know he comes early in the morning, so I'll 3643 03:11:08.000 --> 03:11:09.559 just go to sleep and catch him in the morning. 3644 03:11:09.959 --> 03:11:12.639 I lay down in the bushes up the metro Rail 3645 03:11:12.920 --> 03:11:17.280 Comer station. And as I'm laying in the butt, I 3646 03:11:17.360 --> 03:11:19.319 faced my face towards the bushes, my back to the 3647 03:11:19.799 --> 03:11:24.079 to the people, you know, and I see a stick 3648 03:11:24.639 --> 03:11:26.559 on the floor. I just pick up the stick and 3649 03:11:26.639 --> 03:11:30.959 I start scratching the dirt with it for no reason. 3650 03:11:31.319 --> 03:11:36.159 Just there's a stick and start digging. I start digging 3651 03:11:36.319 --> 03:11:38.440 like the stick is about two inches down and I 3652 03:11:38.520 --> 03:11:44.719 feel it hits something. Mhmm, oh shit. I start digging up, 3653 03:11:45.479 --> 03:11:48.200 I see metal. I started digging up. I see a 3654 03:11:48.239 --> 03:11:51.920 black handle. It's a machete. I'm like, oh, I start 3655 03:11:52.000 --> 03:11:54.319 thinking I was gonna be the gun. You know. It's 3656 03:11:54.319 --> 03:11:58.360 a fucking machete. And I'm like, damn, oh, my memory 3657 03:11:58.399 --> 03:12:02.799 almost came true, you know what I'm saying. So sitting 3658 03:12:02.799 --> 03:12:04.719 there with a machete, like, who the fuck would put 3659 03:12:04.719 --> 03:12:09.319 a machete in the bushes? Bury it two inches and 3660 03:12:09.360 --> 03:12:12.399 then I think, why would they do that? Take the 3661 03:12:12.520 --> 03:12:15.639 machete and I stick it in the ground all the way. 3662 03:12:16.040 --> 03:12:19.360 It gets about halfway in and out here. Think nah, 3663 03:12:19.639 --> 03:12:24.360 think think, think. I started digging out the mud, foot 3664 03:12:24.440 --> 03:12:28.040 deep in the ground of fucking black block nineteen wow, 3665 03:12:28.680 --> 03:12:32.680 full of dirt, full of mud. Here it is. I 3666 03:12:32.799 --> 03:12:33.159 found it. 3667 03:12:34.040 --> 03:12:36.040 What about odds, dude, due. 3668 03:12:35.840 --> 03:12:40.559 The craziest part is like your van getting stolen, taking 3669 03:12:40.600 --> 03:12:43.559 the Metro and all that shit across town and just 3670 03:12:43.719 --> 03:12:47.200 like laying down in this bush and you're looking anymore. 3671 03:12:47.360 --> 03:12:48.920 The odds are insane. 3672 03:12:49.159 --> 03:12:51.360 Like a gun in the middle of the Miami Yeah, 3673 03:12:51.920 --> 03:12:52.760 gun in the bushes. 3674 03:12:53.040 --> 03:12:55.760 Yeah, that's crazy. 3675 03:12:55.799 --> 03:12:55.920 Oh. 3676 03:12:55.959 --> 03:12:59.159 When I got it, I start, oh shit, it's a 3677 03:13:00.120 --> 03:13:02.000 twenty grand you know. 3678 03:13:02.399 --> 03:13:04.120 Oh, because that was the other part of the other. 3679 03:13:04.040 --> 03:13:04.760 Part of the thing. 3680 03:13:04.959 --> 03:13:08.239 Yeah, but I don't have a van. I'm thinking, like, 3681 03:13:08.799 --> 03:13:11.479 I don't have nothing. I was like, well, I could 3682 03:13:11.559 --> 03:13:14.079 just trade this gun for a couple hundred dollars in 3683 03:13:14.159 --> 03:13:16.440 drugs right now. So I took it to the spot 3684 03:13:16.479 --> 03:13:18.920 and I just traded it. I would catch up to 3685 03:13:18.959 --> 03:13:21.200 the story later, but I ended up getting arrested later 3686 03:13:21.440 --> 03:13:24.719 in jail. And when I'm watching the news in jail, 3687 03:13:25.360 --> 03:13:28.120 I see the people that I robbed in my dream 3688 03:13:28.959 --> 03:13:32.000 on the news. Wow, they got robbed at the beach 3689 03:13:32.200 --> 03:13:33.440 by somebody who got away. 3690 03:13:34.200 --> 03:13:35.520 But it wasn't me, guarantee. 3691 03:13:35.559 --> 03:13:39.639 It was that gun, wasn't it. I'm it was those people. 3692 03:13:41.079 --> 03:13:45.200 It was those two people. And I'm like, yo, that's 3693 03:13:45.200 --> 03:13:48.159 another thing. I'm like, what am I living in? What 3694 03:13:48.559 --> 03:13:51.000 is this reality? Bro? What are the fuck is this? 3695 03:13:52.360 --> 03:13:59.600 But back to where was that the car? Okay? So 3696 03:13:59.719 --> 03:14:05.040 that story, So then I set a gun whatever I 3697 03:14:05.159 --> 03:14:07.079 had to. Seeing Eric get the van back with him, 3698 03:14:08.399 --> 03:14:10.840 I get the van. I'm in the van another day. 3699 03:14:11.079 --> 03:14:13.639 Maybe this might even happen before that, right before that 3700 03:14:13.799 --> 03:14:17.200 one or the other. But I'm in the van driving 3701 03:14:18.120 --> 03:14:18.520 at night. 3702 03:14:19.079 --> 03:14:20.079 This one's good. 3703 03:14:22.559 --> 03:14:26.600 I'm in the van, driving by myself at night, all good, 3704 03:14:27.799 --> 03:14:29.440 I'm up to no good. I ain't doing it. I 3705 03:14:29.479 --> 03:14:30.879 was already past the point where I know I was 3706 03:14:30.920 --> 03:14:32.959 stealing and I was in washing cars. But I'm driving 3707 03:14:33.000 --> 03:14:36.639 the van at night, just through through Miami, around downtown, 3708 03:14:37.719 --> 03:14:44.840 listening to the radio, and all of a sudden, the 3709 03:14:44.959 --> 03:14:49.479 songs that are playing are like sounding different. 3710 03:14:49.559 --> 03:14:49.680 Bro. 3711 03:14:50.159 --> 03:14:52.680 I'm like, are these the words to the song? I 3712 03:14:52.799 --> 03:14:54.920 know these songs, but these words are like one word 3713 03:14:55.040 --> 03:15:00.200 off right, and the song come on straight and then 3714 03:15:00.559 --> 03:15:02.600 by migos, you know the song. 3715 03:15:02.639 --> 03:15:02.959 I don't know. 3716 03:15:04.159 --> 03:15:07.200 I had never heard this song before this night, and 3717 03:15:07.280 --> 03:15:10.600 I'm driving and it starts with an eerie beat. It's 3718 03:15:10.639 --> 03:15:12.280 like dude, dude do do. 3719 03:15:14.600 --> 03:15:16.639 Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, okay, yeah, you know 3720 03:15:16.639 --> 03:15:20.760 what I'm like, And then it goes dud go and 3721 03:15:20.840 --> 03:15:22.879 then the beat kicks in and it goes say something 3722 03:15:22.920 --> 03:15:26.399 that's like there's like some weird like little record spin backwards, and. 3723 03:15:27.600 --> 03:15:30.239 Then the beat kicks in right and when that thing 3724 03:15:30.360 --> 03:15:38.399 goes woo, I feel everything around me go. I'm like, 3725 03:15:38.639 --> 03:15:40.920 what the fuck was that? And all of a sudden, 3726 03:15:41.719 --> 03:15:45.399 song straightened straightened. We're gonna straighten that boy, out. We're 3727 03:15:45.399 --> 03:15:47.360 gonna straighten that boy out. We're gonna straighten him out. 3728 03:15:47.959 --> 03:15:51.159 And I'm like, it's talking to me. This is talking 3729 03:15:51.159 --> 03:15:53.639 to me. Remember the dude in Rehabit the Angel Angels 3730 03:15:53.639 --> 03:15:57.159 talking to his car. I was like, oh shit, it's 3731 03:15:57.239 --> 03:16:00.280 talking to me. I started listening to the words and 3732 03:16:00.399 --> 03:16:03.200 it's scary. I'm not getting a good vibe from these words. 3733 03:16:03.639 --> 03:16:08.799 It's saying shit like like, man, we put a song 3734 03:16:08.840 --> 03:16:11.360 on you hear it. But he said shit like we 3735 03:16:11.520 --> 03:16:14.360 turned the whole pandemic into the pandemic. That's the ship 3736 03:16:14.440 --> 03:16:17.120 that we on. And I'm like, who the fuck you know? 3737 03:16:17.760 --> 03:16:22.159 Then he says and he says, and he says, uh, 3738 03:16:23.920 --> 03:16:25.639 they're going a rock and he's taking it. He said, 3739 03:16:25.639 --> 03:16:27.719 there goes a rocket with taking it. But I hear 3740 03:16:27.840 --> 03:16:29.920 there goes a rock and he's taking it. I think 3741 03:16:30.000 --> 03:16:32.040 a crack rocket. He's taking the rock. I just stole 3742 03:16:32.120 --> 03:16:34.159 some rocks like fun Like he's talking to there was 3743 03:16:34.200 --> 03:16:36.600 a rocket, he's taking it. Then the next line is like, 3744 03:16:37.120 --> 03:16:39.440 swap out the cat put a demon in it. He's 3745 03:16:39.479 --> 03:16:42.559 talking about the car right the engine my nickname. Before 3746 03:16:42.559 --> 03:16:44.959 I went home from my best friends in my neighborhood 3747 03:16:45.079 --> 03:16:48.000 was cat he go swap out the cat, put a 3748 03:16:48.079 --> 03:16:51.319 demon in it. That's the next line. I'm like, oh no, 3749 03:16:52.479 --> 03:16:55.680 the next line, upgrade the bando, put Fiends in it. 3750 03:16:56.479 --> 03:17:00.680 I'm in a van. I'm in an upgraded bando. You 3751 03:17:00.719 --> 03:17:02.399 know what I'm saying. I upgrade the band and put 3752 03:17:02.479 --> 03:17:05.000 Fiends in it. I think guys saying, I upgrade the 3753 03:17:05.040 --> 03:17:06.600 band and put Fiends, And I'm like, I'm in the 3754 03:17:06.719 --> 03:17:10.840 van and they're like another thing I had seen one 3755 03:17:10.920 --> 03:17:13.639 night when I first got out there. I'm walking down 3756 03:17:13.680 --> 03:17:17.000 the street. I'm on the back blocks over on Biscayne 3757 03:17:17.159 --> 03:17:20.399 like fifty something over like by Liberty City kind of, 3758 03:17:21.440 --> 03:17:24.879 and I want to I'm blocked off the main street 3759 03:17:24.879 --> 03:17:27.360 because I don't want to be seeing cars driving down 3760 03:17:27.360 --> 03:17:29.639 the main street at two in the morning. Get fucked 3761 03:17:29.680 --> 03:17:32.280 with out there. So I'm walking off the back block 3762 03:17:33.319 --> 03:17:35.520 and I see a car. One block off the back block. 3763 03:17:36.440 --> 03:17:37.959 One block ahead of me is a car with the 3764 03:17:38.000 --> 03:17:41.360 headlights facing me. It's a dog charger, like a charger 3765 03:17:41.479 --> 03:17:43.840 facing me two in the morning. No one's just sitting 3766 03:17:43.879 --> 03:17:46.799 there quiet. I'm one block back and I keep walking. 3767 03:17:46.840 --> 03:17:49.920 I'm getting closer, Like, what the fuck he just doing there? 3768 03:17:49.959 --> 03:17:51.840 You know, sitting in front of a house on the street. 3769 03:17:53.040 --> 03:17:56.000 I get closer. I'm thinking, I'm gonna make a right 3770 03:17:56.079 --> 03:17:58.040 or left. I'm not gonna keep walking by this car 3771 03:17:58.360 --> 03:18:00.760 with a tended up lights on at this time in 3772 03:18:00.840 --> 03:18:05.239 this neighborhood looking like me, I'm gonna turn left or right. 3773 03:18:05.719 --> 03:18:07.639 And I start getting closer to the end of the street. 3774 03:18:07.719 --> 03:18:09.239 Right before I can make a left for right where 3775 03:18:09.280 --> 03:18:13.280 his block start, a car comes drifting around the corner 3776 03:18:15.719 --> 03:18:19.920 and stops right next to his car, like perfect, you 3777 03:18:19.920 --> 03:18:23.920 know what I'm saying, Like like like aspin tur like 3778 03:18:24.000 --> 03:18:27.079 a glove, you know what I'm saying, and stops right 3779 03:18:27.200 --> 03:18:30.319 next to the car. And I'm like, damn, these young 3780 03:18:30.399 --> 03:18:33.879 boys are crazy bro that thing. They're a super slide 3781 03:18:34.000 --> 03:18:36.520 next to him. And then I see this young black 3782 03:18:36.600 --> 03:18:38.680 boy jump out with a mask on and sit on 3783 03:18:38.760 --> 03:18:42.479 the door and he got a i look like a 3784 03:18:42.520 --> 03:18:45.000 paintball gun, and I'm like, oh, these kids are fucking 3785 03:18:45.040 --> 03:18:47.799 driving around paintballing each other at this time. And he's 3786 03:18:47.840 --> 03:18:49.920 just pointing it at the window, and I'm like, what 3787 03:18:50.079 --> 03:18:52.000 is his friend sleeping? He's about to wake him up 3788 03:18:52.079 --> 03:18:54.360 or something. You know, I'm walking and all of a 3789 03:18:54.360 --> 03:19:00.520 sudden here ba oh twelve thirteen. Shot. This kid is 3790 03:19:00.600 --> 03:19:03.280 just sitting on the window firing into this car. Bro, 3791 03:19:03.559 --> 03:19:08.680 And I'm going, oh, bro, every shot roll, boom, boom boom. 3792 03:19:08.920 --> 03:19:11.399 What the fuck boom boom, boom, boom boom. It's one 3793 03:19:11.440 --> 03:19:12.920 of them little Minia case. I thought it was a 3794 03:19:12.959 --> 03:19:16.799 paintball gun boom boom. All of a sudden, the car 3795 03:19:17.559 --> 03:19:19.959 take off. The kid never sat inside. He stayed out 3796 03:19:20.000 --> 03:19:23.639 there on the window looking back. Kid. The car that 3797 03:19:23.840 --> 03:19:28.600 got shot up starts drifting two words, sideways. I guess 3798 03:19:28.639 --> 03:19:30.360 he shot through the engine shot. I don't know what 3799 03:19:30.479 --> 03:19:33.040 he shot. The guy. I don't know, but the car 3800 03:19:33.239 --> 03:19:40.600 just started driving sideways down the street. I said, fuck, 3801 03:19:41.120 --> 03:19:43.840 I don't know. The dude's dad just foot on the pedal, 3802 03:19:44.000 --> 03:19:46.680 you know what I'm saying. I don't know, but that 3803 03:19:46.920 --> 03:19:50.600 that was just one night. That's another one night. So 3804 03:19:51.159 --> 03:19:53.840 where was that? Oh? Say? 3805 03:19:53.920 --> 03:19:54.120 Yeah? 3806 03:19:54.520 --> 03:19:57.440 Straightened him then, and then he said, were gonna swap 3807 03:19:57.479 --> 03:19:59.239 out the cat, put the demon and upgrade the banner, 3808 03:19:59.280 --> 03:20:02.040 put fiends in it. I got them shooters. You've seen 3809 03:20:02.440 --> 03:20:04.600 running ship back and you've seen intended And I'm like, 3810 03:20:04.719 --> 03:20:06.840 what the fuck I'm thinking about the shooter that I've 3811 03:20:06.879 --> 03:20:08.959 just seen a dude do that. I'm thinking, this is 3812 03:20:09.040 --> 03:20:12.360 talking to me. Then the next verse comes on. I'm 3813 03:20:12.440 --> 03:20:16.760 driving around and he's like the next verse, every every 3814 03:20:16.920 --> 03:20:19.879 sentence out of context. I can put it to my 3815 03:20:20.000 --> 03:20:23.600 life in a bad way. Next thing, he's a shout 3816 03:20:23.639 --> 03:20:26.079 out to them, white boy, white boy, little radical. And 3817 03:20:26.120 --> 03:20:28.000 I'm driving by. People are out the window going what 3818 03:20:28.079 --> 03:20:30.559 a white boy. And I'm like, it's like the world's 3819 03:20:30.600 --> 03:20:33.959 involved in this now too. It's not just my radio, right, bro, 3820 03:20:35.000 --> 03:20:37.799 it's crazy. I'm I'm going crazy. And the next verse 3821 03:20:37.879 --> 03:20:40.159 comes on, straightening. We're gonna straighten the We're gonna straighten him. 3822 03:20:40.319 --> 03:20:43.879 Then the last verse comes on and it's the worst one. 3823 03:20:44.520 --> 03:20:46.680 And at the end of the verse, I shot. The 3824 03:20:46.680 --> 03:20:50.200 whole verse he's just talking. I just feeling like devil 3825 03:20:50.239 --> 03:20:52.479 telling me about to kill me. At the end of 3826 03:20:52.520 --> 03:20:54.280 the at the end of the verse, he says a 3827 03:20:54.399 --> 03:20:57.520 line I don't really really say. What I hear when 3828 03:20:57.559 --> 03:21:01.719 I hear it is I hear him say we're gonna 3829 03:21:01.719 --> 03:21:05.079 teach him a lesson for never confessing. Oh. In the 3830 03:21:05.200 --> 03:21:07.319 song he says that here we'll teach him a lesson. 3831 03:21:07.440 --> 03:21:11.239 I think in the actual song. He says, I taught 3832 03:21:11.319 --> 03:21:13.799 him a lesson and I'm never confessing. But I didn't 3833 03:21:13.840 --> 03:21:15.959 hear that that night. That night, I heard him say, 3834 03:21:16.000 --> 03:21:18.000 we're gonna teach him a lesson for never confessing. 3835 03:21:20.000 --> 03:21:20.840 What the fuck? 3836 03:21:20.959 --> 03:21:21.079 Bro? 3837 03:21:21.239 --> 03:21:24.360 And that song played, Then the song played again. Then 3838 03:21:24.399 --> 03:21:28.799 another song came on. It was like future mask off, 3839 03:21:28.920 --> 03:21:33.200 face off, Moley Perkoset, I'm talking to me again, mask off, 3840 03:21:33.399 --> 03:21:37.719 I'm masked off. And then he said driving down bis game, like, 3841 03:21:37.920 --> 03:21:40.760 oh fuck, I'm a block off bisch Game. He said, 3842 03:21:41.040 --> 03:21:44.000 We're gonna make him go insane. I'm like, oh god, everything, 3843 03:21:44.159 --> 03:21:46.040 everything in the song is talking to me and it's 3844 03:21:46.120 --> 03:21:50.680 driving me crazy. So I changed the radio, changed the 3845 03:21:50.760 --> 03:21:53.639 radio station. Right, there's like three or four songs in. 3846 03:21:53.879 --> 03:21:55.200 I'm not gonna go through all the songs, and there's 3847 03:21:55.239 --> 03:21:56.760 a bunch of them. I can tell you Thief in 3848 03:21:56.799 --> 03:21:59.799 the Night, like a Thief in the night, Oh God, 3849 03:22:00.440 --> 03:22:02.399 real the screen like Leaven the Night. That song come. 3850 03:22:02.440 --> 03:22:04.159 I'm like, this sounds like horror. 3851 03:22:04.639 --> 03:22:08.559 Every song and they all got this same like eerie 3852 03:22:08.680 --> 03:22:13.239 beat stag like all these songs, and the floord changed 3853 03:22:13.280 --> 03:22:16.840 the channel. It's a commercial, bro, I'm at a light 3854 03:22:17.040 --> 03:22:20.319 a commercial like you're tired of feeling like you're just 3855 03:22:20.399 --> 03:22:23.479 stuck in one place. I'm stuck in the red light 3856 03:22:24.360 --> 03:22:27.079 and I'm like, what the fuck? And it's like, light 3857 03:22:27.159 --> 03:22:29.440 turns green, is like you just gotta go. The light 3858 03:22:29.520 --> 03:22:32.319 turn greens, you just gotta go. I'm like, nah, bro, 3859 03:22:32.479 --> 03:22:36.520 and it's bro. I'm telling you every commercial, every fucking thing. 3860 03:22:36.680 --> 03:22:41.040 I put on another station, ninety nine Jams. I hear 3861 03:22:41.120 --> 03:22:45.520 him going second I put on the station, he's going, Oh, Miami, 3862 03:22:45.760 --> 03:22:48.239 when you lit tonight? Can you believe this craziness that's 3863 03:22:48.319 --> 03:22:51.079 going on out here? The whole city is in on 3864 03:22:51.200 --> 03:22:53.840 it right now. We're all all in on it. And 3865 03:22:54.000 --> 03:22:56.840 I'm like, oh, cod, They're like, follow us live on Twitter. 3866 03:22:56.920 --> 03:22:59.239 This shit is live right now. People are following me 3867 03:22:59.280 --> 03:23:01.520 with their phones. I'm thinking they're putting me on Twitter Live. 3868 03:23:01.559 --> 03:23:03.680 I'm not jam. I'm proad to buy people that all 3869 03:23:03.680 --> 03:23:05.760 got their phones pointed at me. I'm like, the whole 3870 03:23:05.879 --> 03:23:09.280 city's in on this ship. So then the next song 3871 03:23:09.399 --> 03:23:13.479 comes on is I'm Gonna leave the door? 3872 03:23:15.639 --> 03:23:15.760 Right? 3873 03:23:16.440 --> 03:23:19.159 That's a text message I sent a prostitute that my 3874 03:23:19.280 --> 03:23:23.079 girl caught me sending the text right. The word for 3875 03:23:23.159 --> 03:23:24.799 a word, I'm gonna leave the door open, right, So 3876 03:23:24.879 --> 03:23:29.879 I'm like that hits me like boom. Then the next song, Oh, 3877 03:23:30.440 --> 03:23:32.360 I forget the dude's name, but he's doing a song. 3878 03:23:32.440 --> 03:23:34.200 You go, I don't like I don't like bitch. I 3879 03:23:34.239 --> 03:23:40.840 don't like nobody. What's his name? He got a song. 3880 03:23:40.879 --> 03:23:43.799 I don't like bitch, I don't like nobody. That's another 3881 03:23:43.920 --> 03:23:48.520 text I send the girl right, another song. The fucking 3882 03:23:48.639 --> 03:23:51.040 These are songs that are just coming out. These are 3883 03:23:51.079 --> 03:23:54.079 new songs, and every single one of them is a 3884 03:23:54.280 --> 03:23:57.799 text message that I sent my ex girlfriend. So I'm 3885 03:23:57.879 --> 03:24:04.360 like trying to make sense out of this here, I'm 3886 03:24:04.360 --> 03:24:08.559 trying to make sense out of this, and all I 3887 03:24:08.600 --> 03:24:11.079 can think is because this girl was very beautiful and 3888 03:24:11.200 --> 03:24:14.399 she started working at a strip club, being a waitress 3889 03:24:14.399 --> 03:24:17.280 at a strip club. I'm thinking she must have met 3890 03:24:17.280 --> 03:24:20.520 her somebody in the music business, and they must be 3891 03:24:20.639 --> 03:24:23.840 a ghostwriter for all these people, and she told them 3892 03:24:24.000 --> 03:24:26.280 everything about me, and they're just and that's her man, 3893 03:24:26.360 --> 03:24:28.200 and they're just making these songs and laughing at me 3894 03:24:28.280 --> 03:24:29.840 and they're rich. It's living it up, and I'm on 3895 03:24:29.920 --> 03:24:32.200 the street and she's just getting back at me. That's 3896 03:24:32.280 --> 03:24:34.959 literally what I thought was happening, right, This is what 3897 03:24:35.079 --> 03:24:39.000 I think is happening. The next song comes on. It's 3898 03:24:39.120 --> 03:24:41.280 a live DJ mixed on ninety nine jams. We're live 3899 03:24:41.319 --> 03:24:45.399 in the club, right, And then it's Trina and the song. 3900 03:24:45.520 --> 03:24:47.159 I don't know this song. I never heard it since then, 3901 03:24:47.239 --> 03:24:49.719 never heard it before that. I don't even know if 3902 03:24:49.719 --> 03:24:51.159 it's a real song. But it was on the radio 3903 03:24:51.239 --> 03:24:56.399 and it's Trina and she's like, she's like, I know 3904 03:24:56.879 --> 03:24:59.040 we fucked up. It's like Trina and the beats going on. 3905 03:24:59.719 --> 03:25:03.000 She's I know, I know we had a problems. I 3906 03:25:03.120 --> 03:25:06.399 miss you. I know you was fucked up, and I 3907 03:25:06.520 --> 03:25:09.440 know I was fucked up. But you know how it is. 3908 03:25:09.840 --> 03:25:12.239 You know I love you. And that's how the song starts, right, 3909 03:25:12.280 --> 03:25:15.399 and I'm thinking, this her my girl saying that this 3910 03:25:15.440 --> 03:25:16.840 is kind of thing she would be saying to me 3911 03:25:16.920 --> 03:25:19.200 right now at this point, after the whole night went through, 3912 03:25:19.639 --> 03:25:21.760 This is like the cap off of the night, right, Trina, 3913 03:25:22.000 --> 03:25:23.920 I'm just playing with you. I just been messing with you, 3914 03:25:24.520 --> 03:25:27.920 she said, And then Trina goes, look, I want to 3915 03:25:27.959 --> 03:25:31.639 get back with you. I knew you did. I'm thinking 3916 03:25:31.680 --> 03:25:33.760 it's the girl talking to me right, so I knew 3917 03:25:33.760 --> 03:25:35.879 you did. She goes, look, why don't you come up here? 3918 03:25:36.159 --> 03:25:38.440 Look up here, I'm up here right now, Look up here. 3919 03:25:38.959 --> 03:25:41.399 I'm on the roof. She's like on the VIP. I'm 3920 03:25:41.399 --> 03:25:44.159 in the VP, in the roof of the club. This 3921 03:25:44.280 --> 03:25:46.559 is song. This is like was taking place in the song, right. 3922 03:25:47.040 --> 03:25:50.000 But I'm like, I go, I'm pulled over at this 3923 03:25:50.079 --> 03:25:52.239 point in front of a condo in over Town, a 3924 03:25:52.319 --> 03:25:54.440 brand new condo and that gentrifying the build new condo 3925 03:25:54.520 --> 03:25:56.319 next to the projects. I pulled over right in front 3926 03:25:56.319 --> 03:25:58.799 of the new condo. When Trina says, look up, I'm 3927 03:25:58.920 --> 03:26:03.399 up here. I'm I Look up, dude, there's a girl 3928 03:26:04.079 --> 03:26:09.959 on the balcony top floor looking down waving wow. And 3929 03:26:10.040 --> 03:26:15.559 it looks just like my ex girlfriend. And I said, damn, 3930 03:26:15.840 --> 03:26:18.840 it's her. It's all I don't know how she did this, 3931 03:26:19.600 --> 03:26:23.000 but this is fucking awesome, right. I start waving back, 3932 03:26:23.120 --> 03:26:26.639 and then Trina goes, boom, just playing with you. I 3933 03:26:26.719 --> 03:26:28.559 got you a ha ha, and it's like the song 3934 03:26:28.639 --> 03:26:30.280 starts off and it's like a fucking the Boy song, 3935 03:26:30.360 --> 03:26:33.200 you know, And I'm like, what the fucking And people 3936 03:26:33.280 --> 03:26:36.040 passing on the bikes laughing, and pointing with the phones, 3937 03:26:36.040 --> 03:26:37.959 and I'm like the whole city. And then the DJ 3938 03:26:38.079 --> 03:26:40.680 come on like, damn, can you believe that just happened? 3939 03:26:40.760 --> 03:26:44.479 Can you believe that? Everybody going crazy? I'm like, oh no, 3940 03:26:44.760 --> 03:26:45.680 what is going on? 3941 03:26:47.120 --> 03:26:47.280 Right? 3942 03:26:47.760 --> 03:26:50.760 I'm so fucked up in the head. The DJ does 3943 03:26:50.920 --> 03:26:54.600 the same songs over, like the whole five songs he 3944 03:26:54.719 --> 03:26:57.360 just played in a row plays him again. I fall 3945 03:26:57.440 --> 03:27:00.600 forward again. Trina coming back on. She starts say it's me, 3946 03:27:00.680 --> 03:27:03.200 I'm just playing. I said, are you sure you're just 3947 03:27:03.280 --> 03:27:04.760 playing with me? This time is not for real? We 3948 03:27:04.840 --> 03:27:08.319 look up here and wave. I look up, wait back, 3949 03:27:08.559 --> 03:27:14.920 got you out again for the same thing twice, so 3950 03:27:15.760 --> 03:27:18.959 I started thinking like this, okay, they don't even end there. 3951 03:27:19.319 --> 03:27:23.000 I turned the radio off. I drive, I leave the 3952 03:27:23.040 --> 03:27:25.040 contact with a girl waving. I go across the street 3953 03:27:25.079 --> 03:27:27.120 to a dead end. I put the car in park. 3954 03:27:27.319 --> 03:27:29.440 I get out on the van. I lay on the roof. 3955 03:27:29.639 --> 03:27:33.360 I look up, what the fuck is going on? Right 3956 03:27:33.520 --> 03:27:38.559 out to the sky. My van starts rolling down the 3957 03:27:38.639 --> 03:27:40.680 ditch to the dead end. I had it in park. 3958 03:27:42.239 --> 03:27:45.440 It's decided into the bushes. I'm just like, of course, 3959 03:27:46.399 --> 03:27:50.399 of course, right, And I all of a sudden a 3960 03:27:50.559 --> 03:27:52.920 cop light. Cop lights turn on and turn on the 3961 03:27:52.959 --> 03:27:56.040 dead end street that I'm on. I'm like, of course 3962 03:27:56.159 --> 03:27:59.239 I can't even just sit here, right, cop come down, 3963 03:28:00.040 --> 03:28:01.719 and he's in on it. I think he's part of 3964 03:28:01.760 --> 03:28:04.840 this whole thing, you know, the radio, the DJ and everything. 3965 03:28:05.520 --> 03:28:08.319 He's like you all right. I'm like, yeah, of course, 3966 03:28:08.479 --> 03:28:10.600 oh am, I all right? What else? What else you 3967 03:28:10.680 --> 03:28:13.360 gonna ask? Like I'm acting like if you don't know, 3968 03:28:13.520 --> 03:28:15.159 I know, I'm not supposed to know. I'm trying to 3969 03:28:15.159 --> 03:28:16.959 act like I already know what you're doing. And he's 3970 03:28:17.000 --> 03:28:20.399 like at me like I'm crazy, and he's like he's 3971 03:28:20.440 --> 03:28:21.680 like you sure you ain't got a problem. And then 3972 03:28:21.680 --> 03:28:23.959 I started thinking like maybe he don't know what's going on. 3973 03:28:24.200 --> 03:28:25.559 Then I got scared and I was like, I moved 3974 03:28:25.600 --> 03:28:27.760 my car, get out of here. I moved the car 3975 03:28:27.799 --> 03:28:30.559 and he let me leave. I go down the street. 3976 03:28:31.559 --> 03:28:35.120 Ego song comes on again, straightening. It's like the songs 3977 03:28:35.200 --> 03:28:37.120 kept playing over and over the same like set of 3978 03:28:37.239 --> 03:28:41.120 songs right straightening and playing again, fucking with my head again. 3979 03:28:41.159 --> 03:28:43.239 It's fucking with my head everything. I'm picking out the 3980 03:28:43.280 --> 03:28:45.840 words and it's just like, yeah, this is definitely meant 3981 03:28:45.840 --> 03:28:46.000 for me. 3982 03:28:46.159 --> 03:28:47.879 I just looked that song up a few minutes ago, 3983 03:28:47.959 --> 03:28:51.440 and it's pretty dark. Yeah, it's darkly like evil lyrics. Yeah, 3984 03:28:51.760 --> 03:28:52.680 really demonic. 3985 03:28:53.600 --> 03:28:58.120 And I pull over the car, I get out. I'll 3986 03:28:58.239 --> 03:29:02.840 just I'm like this literally up against the fence right 3987 03:29:02.959 --> 03:29:05.239 in the projects, right across the street from the food store. 3988 03:29:05.879 --> 03:29:09.520 I'm posting it against the fence. This man comes walking 3989 03:29:09.600 --> 03:29:16.799 up to me who looks exactly like what's his name, Quavo? Dude, 3990 03:29:16.840 --> 03:29:19.760 look like Quavo and a Migo song. It's fucking with 3991 03:29:19.799 --> 03:29:23.479 my head. And I'm like Quavo as he's walking up 3992 03:29:23.520 --> 03:29:25.120 to me, and he walks up to me and just 3993 03:29:25.200 --> 03:29:29.000 goes boom boom, knocks me onto the ground, decks me. 3994 03:29:29.200 --> 03:29:31.959 I fall down. I go to get up. He pushes 3995 03:29:32.040 --> 03:29:39.639 me and takes off running Migo. I said, damn, this 3996 03:29:39.840 --> 03:29:42.280 fucking with something's fucking with my head tonight, right, I 3997 03:29:42.360 --> 03:29:44.879 mean already, I'm I don't know if I'm going schizophrenic, 3998 03:29:44.920 --> 03:29:48.959 but the other people's cities involved, Like I think, my girlfriend, 3999 03:29:49.000 --> 03:29:51.559 I don't know what's going on. I go to the store, 4000 03:29:51.760 --> 03:29:54.200 I leave, I go to seven eleven to get a 4001 03:29:54.239 --> 03:29:58.319 slurpee kind mouth, and I'm standing in line and this 4002 03:29:58.440 --> 03:30:00.440 guy comes to get in the line and stand behind me, 4003 03:30:01.280 --> 03:30:03.079 and I think he's gonna punch me in the face. 4004 03:30:03.639 --> 03:30:05.680 You know, I don't know. So I grab my fucking 4005 03:30:05.760 --> 03:30:07.520 knife I have behind it. I'm standing U gonna get 4006 03:30:07.520 --> 03:30:10.040 the fuck away from me. I look the seven eleven 4007 03:30:10.120 --> 03:30:12.000 ladies like what the fuck. The guy's like, yeah, what 4008 03:30:12.079 --> 03:30:14.440 the fuck it. I'm like, yo, I'm pulling a knife 4009 03:30:14.479 --> 03:30:17.680 out on somebody and seven eleven. For no reason. Something's 4010 03:30:17.719 --> 03:30:19.639 fucking with my head. That have something wants me to 4011 03:30:19.719 --> 03:30:22.200 do something bad, like, you know, I gotta get out 4012 03:30:22.239 --> 03:30:26.200 of here. I leave there, I leave quick, go to 4013 03:30:26.280 --> 03:30:27.840 a gas station on the other side of the hood. 4014 03:30:27.920 --> 03:30:31.079 Only gas station in Overtown, pull a car over. I'm 4015 03:30:31.120 --> 03:30:33.360 listening to the radio. It's still fucking with my head, 4016 03:30:33.399 --> 03:30:35.319 but now it's like a new DJ. And he's saying, 4017 03:30:35.399 --> 03:30:41.959 like guys said my name. He said, Paul, call in now. 4018 03:30:42.000 --> 03:30:44.719 If you can get through, we're sending you to the Bahamas. 4019 03:30:45.879 --> 03:30:49.360 I'm thinking, oh shit, all this it's like a game 4020 03:30:49.479 --> 03:30:51.440 show I'm on or something, you know, like a sick 4021 03:30:51.559 --> 03:30:54.159 game show. I start trying to call as busy. It's busy, 4022 03:30:54.239 --> 03:30:58.239 it's busy. It's busy. I'm sitting there thinking I'm trying 4023 03:30:58.280 --> 03:31:00.159 to win my shit to the Bahamas. I already went 4024 03:31:00.159 --> 03:31:03.079 through the whole night. I'm like, people need to start 4025 03:31:03.200 --> 03:31:06.040 letting me call. Everybody's blocking me on purpose cause everybody 4026 03:31:06.079 --> 03:31:10.200 hates me and the fucking with me. So I'm sitting 4027 03:31:10.200 --> 03:31:12.239 at the gas station. I can't get through. I'm like, Yo, 4028 03:31:12.319 --> 03:31:15.120 what the fuck is going on? My girl? The people 4029 03:31:15.120 --> 03:31:18.639 all the words of ghost riding? Car pools up and 4030 03:31:18.760 --> 03:31:21.200 I see my two best friends from high school in it, 4031 03:31:21.719 --> 03:31:25.680 Orlando and Terrence, and they get out and they both rappers, 4032 03:31:26.120 --> 03:31:30.360 and I'm like, ah, must be them with her, because 4033 03:31:30.360 --> 03:31:32.479 they're friends with her too, you know, said it must 4034 03:31:32.520 --> 03:31:34.120 be something like that. They must have gone on and 4035 03:31:34.200 --> 03:31:36.079 being rappers because they was doing pretty good, you know, 4036 03:31:36.479 --> 03:31:39.680 when we've parted ways or whatever. I get down, I 4037 03:31:39.719 --> 03:31:42.959 start walking up to him, like and closer I get 4038 03:31:43.000 --> 03:31:46.200 to him, it's the doppel gangers. Bro, It's people that 4039 03:31:46.280 --> 03:31:48.959 look exactly like them. Until I get close and it's 4040 03:31:49.040 --> 03:31:52.000 not quite them. I stopped walking up to my two 4041 03:31:52.040 --> 03:31:56.920 best friends. It wasn't them. Next the next car pools up, 4042 03:31:57.559 --> 03:31:59.479 I think it's my son and his girlfriend get out 4043 03:31:59.479 --> 03:32:01.079 they got their asking me at the gas station. I 4044 03:32:01.959 --> 03:32:05.319 started walking up to them, like yo, they kid, turn around. 4045 03:32:05.360 --> 03:32:08.760 It looks just like him, but it ain't him. Fuck bro, 4046 03:32:08.959 --> 03:32:11.680 shit fucking with my head. Still, it's all in one night. 4047 03:32:13.079 --> 03:32:16.120 I leave over Town and I drive all the way 4048 03:32:17.319 --> 03:32:19.840 to like thirty forty five minutes. I guess you guys 4049 03:32:19.879 --> 03:32:23.200 wan't know Miami. I drive back towards Kendle. I parked 4050 03:32:23.319 --> 03:32:26.399 eighty seventh in Bird in a parking lot. I just 4051 03:32:26.479 --> 03:32:28.600 caught my eye. Try to sleep, turn the radio off. 4052 03:32:29.879 --> 03:32:33.680 Maybe I doze off lightly over my eyes. And it's 4053 03:32:33.760 --> 03:32:37.239 like seven eight in the morning. I turned I was say, 4054 03:32:37.239 --> 03:32:40.159 all right, it's a new day. That shit that happened 4055 03:32:40.239 --> 03:32:44.120 last night. Can't can't keep thing that can't be my 4056 03:32:44.159 --> 03:32:46.959 normal life. That's just maybe I had a snap or something, 4057 03:32:47.000 --> 03:32:50.559 you know, schizophrenic snap or something. So I turned the 4058 03:32:50.680 --> 03:32:54.600 radio on and it's the local radio show for Miami, 4059 03:32:55.239 --> 03:32:58.559 Paul Castronovo, Like you guys in Miami. Guy been on 4060 03:32:58.600 --> 03:33:00.399 the radio for thirty years. I always listen to him, 4061 03:33:00.799 --> 03:33:04.319 so I feel comfortable hearing his voice, you know, listening 4062 03:33:04.360 --> 03:33:08.840 to him. All of a sudden, it's not talking about 4063 03:33:09.000 --> 03:33:12.760 anything but me. Still he starts saying, and we could 4064 03:33:12.760 --> 03:33:17.239 pull up the episode because put whatever he started talking, 4065 03:33:17.319 --> 03:33:19.479 this is around the time where the Olympics was going 4066 03:33:19.559 --> 03:33:24.399 on in Beijing, I think, or somewhere. Yeah, okay, this 4067 03:33:24.559 --> 03:33:25.360 was going on during that. 4068 03:33:25.399 --> 03:33:30.319 Time twenty twenty, right, twenty twelve Beijing Olympics. And you 4069 03:33:30.360 --> 03:33:33.159 said it was around twenty twenty, right, Yeah, that checks out. 4070 03:33:33.200 --> 03:33:34.159 It must have been twenty twenty. 4071 03:33:34.280 --> 03:33:36.479 Yeah, because he was saying, because this is all I 4072 03:33:36.680 --> 03:33:38.159 this is what I hear. I will turn the radio 4073 03:33:38.200 --> 03:33:40.959 on and I hear. Can you believe that? They just 4074 03:33:41.520 --> 03:33:44.200 he don't stop. He just keeps going and going and 4075 03:33:44.360 --> 03:33:46.399 going and going. When is he gonna stop? He don't 4076 03:33:46.399 --> 03:33:48.760 ever sleep, He don't ever break. He don't even have 4077 03:33:48.879 --> 03:33:50.239 a place to put it head down. He sleep on 4078 03:33:50.319 --> 03:33:52.280 the sidewalk. He don't even have a pillow. They just 4079 03:33:52.319 --> 03:33:54.879 sleep outside on the sidewalk. Like, can you stop and 4080 03:33:54.959 --> 03:33:56.719 eat a pizza once in a while. I'm not He's 4081 03:33:56.760 --> 03:33:59.799 just like rambling and like talking to me. Can you 4082 03:33:59.879 --> 03:34:01.559 just not eating pizza once in a while? I mean, 4083 03:34:01.600 --> 03:34:03.760 for God's sakes, how long can you go for? You 4084 03:34:03.879 --> 03:34:07.239 just keep going and going? And I'm like, holy shit, 4085 03:34:07.479 --> 03:34:10.680 this is the next day, suns up. This is Paul 4086 03:34:10.760 --> 03:34:13.440 got your Novo and that bro. This thing goes on 4087 03:34:13.559 --> 03:34:17.440 for like five minutes and everything is talking about basically 4088 03:34:18.120 --> 03:34:21.719 just racing and runnings around, and then then I see 4089 03:34:21.719 --> 03:34:26.600 he's talking about the track runners at the Olympics weren't 4090 03:34:26.639 --> 03:34:30.040 getting good housing, so they were sleeping outside, like you 4091 03:34:30.120 --> 03:34:31.719 know what I'm saying. So all the time he was 4092 03:34:31.760 --> 03:34:33.920 talking about that, but like the way he was wording it, 4093 03:34:34.239 --> 03:34:37.319 he was talking about me still, you know, keep going 4094 03:34:37.440 --> 03:34:41.159 and going and going. I turned radio off the fuck 4095 03:34:42.000 --> 03:34:45.520 and then that kind of like I called out one 4096 03:34:45.559 --> 03:34:46.680 of my Truman show moments. 4097 03:34:50.520 --> 03:34:51.360 What up, bomies. 4098 03:34:51.639 --> 03:34:53.719 If you like the show and want more, check out 4099 03:34:53.799 --> 03:34:56.040 Patreon dot com. 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