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Speaker 3: Us, ladies and gentlemen. Why did I bring it in
Speaker 3: with that?
Speaker 4: Ladies and gentlemen, Come on down Sunday, Sunday, sun It's Saturday.
Speaker 5: But we have a very special episode for you today, seriously,
Speaker 5: a very very very powerful episode that we have been
Speaker 5: excited about doing for almost a year, almost a year.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I want to give it. Are you do you
Speaker 2: mind if I give a little I just wanted to
Speaker 2: give a brief debrief because I know that for a fact,
Speaker 2: Paul's going to probably be doing eighty to ninety percent
Speaker 2: of the talking because his story is so long, it's incredible,
Speaker 2: it's powerful. I just want to say that I have
Speaker 2: sat with this man and his son in a restaurant
Speaker 2: for four hours one day and straight and heard part
Speaker 2: of his story, and it's very heavy, it's very real,
Speaker 2: and this man has been to the depths of hell,
Speaker 2: has been to the very bottom and was redeemed by
Speaker 2: what I can only say is God or the Light
Speaker 2: or the angels. And I just want to say that,
Speaker 2: listen to this story with an open mind. It's very true.
Speaker 2: Listen all the way to the end. And I believe
Speaker 2: that within this story contains the notion that no matter
Speaker 2: how rough your life gets, no matter what you've been
Speaker 2: through and how far down to the depths of hell
Speaker 2: you've gone, it's never too late to be redeemed and
Speaker 2: used for a beautiful purpose. So beautifully, And I hope
Speaker 2: that's okay for me to beautifully pretty good, but pretty good.
Speaker 2: And I want to do this, thank you. I want
Speaker 2: to You're welcome. You're welcome, and I want to do
Speaker 2: this now because I know that I'll forget.
Speaker 1: We got you, guys.
Speaker 2: We got you guys, just a little gift. We don't
Speaker 2: carry that much physical stuff, but this is for you
Speaker 2: and your son. So there's two of each.
Speaker 3: Thank you for the Pauls, for the Pauls.
Speaker 1: I'm having the weirdest deja vou right now.
Speaker 5: We have Paul oglesby right yep, Senior and Junior show
Speaker 5: them on the camera real quick in the studio today.
Speaker 6: We're really stoked.
Speaker 5: We we met at the Azalea Festival twenty four.
Speaker 3: Uh what let's see April.
Speaker 2: April, Yeah, I think it was like April sixth or seventh.
Speaker 5: April, and yeah, dude, you you gave us like a
Speaker 5: brief rundown of your story. And it was immediately like,
Speaker 5: let's uh, let's see about me and Alex were plotting
Speaker 5: from the beginning. Yeah, we were plotting, like, listen, there's
Speaker 5: this guy, you get we gotta we gotta have him
Speaker 5: on the show.
Speaker 6: We absolutely have to.
Speaker 5: And like I knew from the beginning, even hearing like
Speaker 5: a small little slice, I was like, this guy is
Speaker 5: completely genuine. There were so many there were so many
Speaker 5: similarities to the Bledsoe story, and uh, it was just
Speaker 5: like profound, really seriously profound. Hit me in the heart immediately,
Speaker 5: and I was like, I just had this overwhelming feeling
Speaker 5: if I can be any small part of helping this
Speaker 5: family tell their story, like that's a huge, huge blessing.
Speaker 2: But see, the thing is I was late to that
Speaker 2: festival and I didn't show up till Sunday, so I
Speaker 2: didn't really have the opportunity to hear much of this story.
Speaker 2: Yeah you know, and I was too busy and didn't
Speaker 2: have the time to like hear it out, and lo
Speaker 2: and behold, Riverfest comes around you guys come back, and
Speaker 2: so many strange moments and synchronicities were happening between me
Speaker 2: and Junior that it it just hit me like a
Speaker 2: lightning bolt, like, Okay, I really have to hear this story.
Speaker 2: And here we are, so welcome to the show.
Speaker 3: Welcome, We're very happy to have you man.
Speaker 5: So obviously, like the majority of this episode is, we
Speaker 5: want we want to hear Paul's story. It's an incredible story.
Speaker 5: So like we're gonna let you. We're gonna let you
Speaker 5: take it all.
Speaker 1: Right, before I started the story, let me tell you
Speaker 1: the news story that happened since we got back from
Speaker 1: Riverfest in October. Okay to start, ready, yes, sir, let's
Speaker 1: get it. So the day we get back, we take
Speaker 1: the airplane back to Miami. We take the airplane back
Speaker 1: to Miami. We in my mom's room telling her what
Speaker 1: a good time we had, we showing her the videos,
Speaker 1: and he sees, uh, I guess a post you made
Speaker 1: from a concert or something where you saw something.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, And while I'm were telling my mom about the trip,
Speaker 1: you posted that you go, oh, look, a Ryan just
Speaker 1: posted And so I just got the feeling like we
Speaker 1: need to go outside and look up in the sky
Speaker 1: right now. Right when he posted it, we walk out back.
Speaker 1: We look up. Ten seconds goes by, he sees a
Speaker 1: small orb coming. Bay, go look this one.
Speaker 3: We look up.
Speaker 1: I'm looking at the or he pointed out. I find it,
Speaker 1: and second I see it two hundred feet away from us.
Speaker 1: An orb flashes bright three times. Boom boom.
Speaker 3: Likend you're looking up in the sky.
Speaker 1: This thing was two hundred feet above us. Whoa, right
Speaker 1: above us? Flash three times like I see you. Young
Speaker 1: and me and grab each other started jumping up for
Speaker 1: Jeorge like they followed us home. WHOA, yes, second we
Speaker 1: went outside. Look up man blank. So that was amazing
Speaker 1: wow right off the bat.
Speaker 3: Then I hadn't heard about that yet. I didn't know
Speaker 3: that happened.
Speaker 1: So then I'm inside. I'm like, I've already been having
Speaker 1: ramped up experiences since we met you back in April
Speaker 1: with the orbs and all that, and then and then
Speaker 1: after that, after we said thing blink, I was like,
Speaker 1: I had all these experiences, I never seen a being
Speaker 1: in front of my eyes, right, oh Lord, So I
Speaker 1: started praying, let me see a being. I've been through.
Speaker 1: I'm up to the level where I should be able
Speaker 1: to see a bean. Now, I pray for it, to
Speaker 1: see a being. I go to sleep. The next day,
Speaker 1: I'm in the kitchen, and in my kitchen you can
Speaker 1: see the living room or here, and then there's a hallway.
Speaker 1: My dad is sitting in the living room, but from
Speaker 1: where he's sitting you can't see down the hallway. And
Speaker 1: on the side of my eye, black bean, I.
Speaker 5: Haven't told you this, like a humanoid, like a He's
Speaker 5: looked like a dude.
Speaker 1: Standing like this. All the way almost to the top
Speaker 1: of the roof was a shadowy. That's why clothing. And
Speaker 1: the second I see it the corner of my eye,
Speaker 1: I forget I prayed for it, and I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm standing next to a bear or a shark or something.
Speaker 1: I get so scared and I start turning my head slowly,
Speaker 1: and the closer my eyes get to it, the better
Speaker 1: I can see it, and the set I'm getting scared
Speaker 1: and scared of the look over. The second I lock
Speaker 1: eyes on it, it disappears. Oh my god. And then
Speaker 1: went through my mind. I just you had just done
Speaker 1: an episode where you had said I really true believe,
Speaker 1: I really truly believe life is more like Stranger Things, right,
Speaker 1: and I had just made me watch season four Stranger
Speaker 1: Things with that black being, so that went through my mind.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, no, I just seen that thing. So
Speaker 1: then he come over and I can't even tell him,
Speaker 1: and then I'm like feeling like the girl from Stranger Things.
Speaker 1: Really it really is strange thing. I like, why I
Speaker 1: went through all this and now this black thing and
Speaker 1: it killed me in the middle of the night. I
Speaker 1: can't to my son or something to scare him. So
Speaker 1: then that night I started praying, like, please, please don't
Speaker 1: take this black demon from Stranger Things out of here.
Speaker 1: And I go to sleep. I wake up at four
Speaker 1: o'clock in the morning and sometime we go outside. I
Speaker 1: just wake up straight from the bed. I walked straight
Speaker 1: out to the backyard and I turn around and an
Speaker 1: orb appears over my pool. Wow about roof level? What
Speaker 1: second it appears? It takes off like a ribbon, straight
Speaker 1: towards my roof of my house. One feet away from
Speaker 1: my roof of my house. It flashes and it leaves
Speaker 1: behind a ribbon of light, like you know the old
Speaker 1: school light bulbs. Turn it off and turn it on.
Speaker 1: You can still see like a ribbon of light or
Speaker 1: it left a ribbon of light paused in the air
Speaker 1: for like two seconds over my hand and disappeared. And
Speaker 1: I was like, oh Jesus steak took he came and
Speaker 1: saved me from the thing. And then I still I
Speaker 1: want to tell him about it.
Speaker 3: To day.
Speaker 1: I told him about the thing that hit the roof.
Speaker 1: I told him about that the next day, but I
Speaker 1: still don't want to talk about the black being, right,
Speaker 1: So I was still scared. Yeah, you know, And then
Speaker 1: like a couple of days went by, and then I remembered, like, wait,
Speaker 1: I prayed to see that being it was it wasn't
Speaker 1: a demon, and I prayed for it. It showed it to me,
Speaker 1: and I got scared and it showed me I got
Speaker 1: you good. So that was pretty freaking awesome.
Speaker 3: Wow, when was that? When did that happen?
Speaker 1: Just happened the week right after after the river right
Speaker 1: after Riverfest.
Speaker 2: Be careful what you pray.
Speaker 1: And then also on top of that, I started walking
Speaker 1: my dog the same week. I started walking my dog
Speaker 1: to the park at night. Could have closed the school,
Speaker 1: and I take him inside the gate where he can run,
Speaker 1: and all of a sudden, I'm in the park with
Speaker 1: my dog by the basketball court. A blue orb turns
Speaker 1: on twenty feet above my head, does about a one
Speaker 1: foot and then it goes straight down to the ground
Speaker 1: and goes straight into the ground a twad.
Speaker 2: If it makes you feel better, that's happened to me
Speaker 2: before too. But it wasn't blue, it was white. I've
Speaker 2: seen it go right into the ground.
Speaker 1: Did one foot that way and then straight down to
Speaker 1: the ground, disappeared. Oh shit, I came to see the
Speaker 1: blue world going to the ground. Hang up the phone.
Speaker 1: I'm standing on the basketball court because like in the
Speaker 1: fifty yard land of the basketball court, of the circle,
Speaker 1: I like lay there and I look at by the stars.
Speaker 1: I go out to that spot. Let my dog run around.
Speaker 1: I go out to that spot. When I look over,
Speaker 1: there's one big ass tree in the field. I see
Speaker 1: a shooting star right that comes in. Kyle's got a
Speaker 1: twenty foot comet coming off the back of it. Twenty
Speaker 1: foot long comet tale. It goes into the tree. What
Speaker 1: into the tree? Bro It was up in the sky,
Speaker 1: was into the tree and disappeared.
Speaker 2: You know, like shooting stars usually do.
Speaker 7: Yo.
Speaker 1: I'm telling my mom all this. My mom looking at
Speaker 1: me like, you know, they don't know what's going on.
Speaker 1: And I wake up in the morning for work. The
Speaker 1: next day, I wake up early, like four point thirty.
Speaker 1: I go outside bo this little light. It's just twenty
Speaker 1: feet forty feet thirty feet does use. It goes straight,
Speaker 1: it goes down, it goes up four three times, five
Speaker 1: times a day. I see it from four in the
Speaker 1: morning till five in the morning. I see this every
Speaker 1: day for like five days in a row. I'm telling
Speaker 1: him about it. When he come up, he can't see it.
Speaker 1: It does, nothing's there. And then one day it tells me, tomorrow,
Speaker 1: tell your son to come here, and I'm gonna show
Speaker 1: you to you. I'm gonna show me to your son.
Speaker 1: Tell me this to tell him in your mind, in
Speaker 1: my mind, not like in words. It just I said
Speaker 1: it as it told me to say it to him,
Speaker 1: you know. I said, ARGI you come tomorrow morning and
Speaker 1: it's gonna introduce itself to you. After ten minutes, just
Speaker 1: come out here. And after ten minutes he come over.
Speaker 1: The next morning. I was like, look, you're gonna see
Speaker 1: this thing I've been telling you about. I'm telling you
Speaker 1: standing there. Ten minutes later, right in front of our face,
Speaker 1: it looks your face right in front of our face,
Speaker 1: fifteen feet in the air. Fifteen feet in the air.
Speaker 1: We stand in we got quarter acre properties. We're standing
Speaker 1: in my backyard. It's happening over my neighbor's pool, which
Speaker 1: is maybe thirty feet away, over the fence right there.
Speaker 1: And I look at him. I go, let's go to work.
Speaker 1: What do you mean, let's go to work. Keep looking
Speaker 1: for this thing. I'm like, no, that's it. He just
Speaker 1: wanted to say hi and show you it is real.
Speaker 1: And we went to work. Wow, that's amazing. And then
Speaker 1: wow after that, now he'd been seeing it by himself.
Speaker 1: He took he went to Texas with his girlfriend for Christmas.
Speaker 1: He took the camera with Christmas from the sky. He
Speaker 1: got that orb in front of his camera twenty thirty times,
Speaker 1: like two days.
Speaker 2: You have that footage, Junior. Can you send that to
Speaker 2: Alex and we make a note of the time and
Speaker 2: drop it in. Thank you.
Speaker 1: You got his good He got different speeds, different angles,
Speaker 1: different colors, all kinds of things. And then that's not
Speaker 1: enough for you, Yes, And we just got back from
Speaker 1: more more. We got his cousin or my cousin's daughter,
Speaker 1: which is his age. She goes to FSU Florida State University.
Speaker 1: She come down for the holidays, for Thanksgiving. I believe
Speaker 1: was it Thanksgiving? Our ja Thanksgiving? And so he already
Speaker 1: seen the light in the backyard with me, say he
Speaker 1: telling her my dad see his light following him around,
Speaker 1: and he introduced me to it. Now I see it too,
Speaker 1: and I'm telling her, let me come over there and
Speaker 1: see SkyWatch. He's like, nah, let me just tell her
Speaker 1: because if we don't see it, and she's gonna think
Speaker 1: we're crazy. Right, And I'm sitting in my backyard and
Speaker 1: she going over there. I'm sitting in my backyard this day,
Speaker 1: thinking do I go over there or not? It's not
Speaker 1: even dark yet. It's getting dark though, but it's not
Speaker 1: dark yet. Orb appears in my backyard, starts ribboning right
Speaker 1: over my pool, splits into two orbs, both by the
Speaker 1: size of a fist, and they both ribbon about another
Speaker 1: twenty feet, leaves a trail of smoke behind, and the
Speaker 1: whole trail of smoke and the orbs all disappears at
Speaker 1: the same time. Forty foot trail, twenty foot of smoke,
Speaker 1: twenty foot of smoke. Then it splits in two, then
Speaker 1: two twenty foot of lines of smoke, all of us there,
Speaker 1: and all of it disappears at the same time.
Speaker 2: Now for what is worth. Wow, there was some smoke
Speaker 2: phenomenon that happened in our backyard one time, but it
Speaker 2: wasn't something that we were necessarily seeing with our eyes
Speaker 2: as much as we were getting it on camera. And
Speaker 2: someone very high up in the CIA, he's the guy
Speaker 2: that ran this by program, and he's like read into
Speaker 2: all this UFO stuff. He's very into the paranormal phenomenon,
Speaker 2: and he was explaining to us, based on our experiences.
Speaker 2: He said, what we believe is that when you see
Speaker 2: this smoke associated with these orbs, that it is evidence
Speaker 2: of some sort of entity manifestation. So this is for
Speaker 2: what it's worth, you know, I don't know if that's
Speaker 2: true or not, but that's what the CIA thinks. So
Speaker 2: just interesting.
Speaker 1: So I mean, now it got to that same day. Man,
Speaker 1: that same day, I have a friend that passed away
Speaker 1: because of COVID when I was on the street, and
Speaker 1: it's kind of about when things started getting a little weirder,
Speaker 1: even though it's been weird in my whole life, but
Speaker 1: that really started getting weird. When that happened. And he
Speaker 1: lives down the street from my mom's house. His dad
Speaker 1: lives down the street from my mom's house. And since
Speaker 1: I've been back from the street, I've been wanting to
Speaker 1: go over there and talk to him, you know, but
Speaker 1: I just haven't. And I tell after I see the
Speaker 1: things split in two, I want to go over there
Speaker 1: and tell him, because he even got some videos I
Speaker 1: could show him and everything, you know. And I say,
Speaker 1: should I go over there and tell him? Let me know?
Speaker 1: And a shooting star orb appears might be like a
Speaker 1: thousand feet in the air, but it does a bee
Speaker 1: line towards his house, like telling me, yes, all right,
Speaker 1: I walked down the street and told him all about it,
Speaker 1: you know, I mean, asked, what should I go that
Speaker 1: that way? Yeah?
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Yeah, let's go.
Speaker 1: It was literally directly to where I was asking if
Speaker 1: I should go that way? Yeah.
Speaker 3: And all of this has happened since Riverfest.
Speaker 5: Yeaht good god man, it's ramped up something serious.
Speaker 1: It's only been like three months, I know, yeah or something.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: October, am I forgetting anything since Riverfest?
Speaker 7: That one that one night in Texas New Year's Eve,
Speaker 7: I woke up at about four forty four in the
Speaker 7: morning exactly actually, and how Chris just said that things
Speaker 7: have been ramping up from about twenty orbs thirty orbs
Speaker 7: now he's seing about one hundred orbs. I sat by
Speaker 7: myself on New Year's even saw about one hundred orbs. Wow,
Speaker 7: almost all of them.
Speaker 1: That's amazing.
Speaker 6: Wow.
Speaker 2: So yeah, I just I want to say, like it's
Speaker 2: very clear too, and hopefully now it's clear to those
Speaker 2: listening that like the experiences that are going on with you,
Speaker 2: your son and around you are very reminiscent of like
Speaker 2: what's happening to us and many people around us. And
Speaker 2: it's it begs the question to me, like is there
Speaker 2: some sort of greater awakening happening?
Speaker 8: You know?
Speaker 2: So if we're caught are we caught up on everything
Speaker 2: post Riverfest?
Speaker 1: Well let me let me. I think I forgot to
Speaker 1: quit finish telling you about the girl from FSU. Okay, right,
Speaker 1: I finished that one. Okay. So she comes down and
Speaker 1: so I see the second order to go to his house.
Speaker 1: I walk to his house, I tell him about it.
Speaker 1: I come back, I call and go all Jay, I'm
Speaker 1: coming over there. We're gonna show Hailey. Her name is Haley.
Speaker 1: We're gonna show Haley this ORB. The shooting store be
Speaker 1: called the Shooting Store like Star Orb Star Store, shooting
Speaker 1: store and ORB like store. Gotta have fun with it.
Speaker 1: And he's like, I don't know. I said, I'm coming.
Speaker 1: He's scared is that it's not gonna show up and
Speaker 1: then the whole family thing be crazy already, you know.
Speaker 1: So I show up. I walk inside on the couch talking.
Speaker 1: I cut him off. I said, let's go to the
Speaker 1: roof right now. Let's go. Come on, Helly, you want
Speaker 1: to see one. Come on, we go up on the roof.
Speaker 1: I'm telling her, I said, look on the whole way
Speaker 1: over there. I forgot sorry, I've got to mention this part.
Speaker 1: The whole way over there. I'm driving. It's a ten
Speaker 1: minute drive. I'm just praying, please show my cousin this
Speaker 1: ORB so she could tell her friends in college, the
Speaker 1: young people. I'm giving it every reason in the world
Speaker 1: why it should show my cousin or itself to my cousin,
Speaker 1: you know. And when I get there, it's telling me, yeah,
Speaker 1: I got you. I got you. When I get there,
Speaker 1: say hey, come on. Ten minutes on the roof get
Speaker 1: on the roof, put on two songs, five minutes long each.
Speaker 1: I tell her, he told me ten minutes, you're gonna
Speaker 1: see it. In ten minutes. Ten minutes goes by. It's awkward, right,
Speaker 1: I said, all right? I said, look, sometimes it likes
Speaker 1: to play a little bit and it gets me that
Speaker 1: awkward moment for a little while, just to test you.
Speaker 1: Maybe called faith or something, you know. I said, just
Speaker 1: keep looking and keep believing. Keep believing, keep looking. And
Speaker 1: within thirty seconds after the ten minute awkward silence went
Speaker 1: by a blue and I told her sometimes they blue.
Speaker 1: I told her, sometimes they do. You might see a
Speaker 1: blue one. And right there bro and her girlfriend saw too.
Speaker 1: About one hundred feet in the sky. A blue orb
Speaker 1: turns on, shoots directly sideways about fifty to one hundred feet,
Speaker 1: and leaves a lightsaber in the sky. Now a trail
Speaker 1: does just a blue line in the sky and disappears.
Speaker 1: Say you got told you saw when you saw that
Speaker 1: it was blue? I said, I no, no, Look when
Speaker 1: I saw it, I looked at it. Go what color
Speaker 1: was it?
Speaker 2: It was blue?
Speaker 1: I said, you saw it. You definitely saw it, dude.
Speaker 3: What What was her reaction?
Speaker 1: She was jumping for joy. You know, I'm screaming, thank
Speaker 1: you God. I'm telling her the angel miracle. You just
Speaker 1: saw a miracle.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's beautiful. And you know what, this is why
Speaker 2: they come to you. This is why.
Speaker 1: Just hold everybody that believes and it will be able
Speaker 1: to see him.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: People could just block it out of their mind that
Speaker 1: it may be real that my cousin did.
Speaker 2: Look, man, listen, this girl.
Speaker 1: We don't ever even talk to nothing. Your family thought
Speaker 1: it'll be crazy. He said, We're not crazy to come down. See. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it happened. One day. She came down for ten minutes
Speaker 1: on the roof, just like you said.
Speaker 7: And this this blue shooting store that we saw. It
Speaker 7: wasn't like it was up in the sky. It was
Speaker 7: out and we're on the roof and this thing is
Speaker 7: completely horizontal in the middle of the sky. Wow.
Speaker 1: No, No, there wasn't way up there, like.
Speaker 3: It's like almost high level. Why that's amazing, God, dude,
Speaker 3: that's wild.
Speaker 1: And this is.
Speaker 2: Only within the last three months.
Speaker 1: Okay, that's before Christmas. That's from October, so.
Speaker 2: That was like a month and a half. Wow, that's
Speaker 2: that's a lot of growth, very very quickly. So the
Speaker 2: listener is already probably like WHOA, they hadn't even heard it.
Speaker 3: Crazy, I haven't even heard the story yet.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so are we I'm gonna ask again, are we
Speaker 2: caught up post Riverfest? We're feeling good about that because
Speaker 2: now we got to go to the beginning. I this
Speaker 2: is a this is a very very heavy, powerful true story.
Speaker 2: And I think it's important for people to hear. Obviously,
Speaker 2: Nick and Alex think it's important for people to hear.
Speaker 2: We're very behind you, guys, and and and what it
Speaker 2: is is happening to you and what it is you're doing.
Speaker 2: And I just I gotta say, man, like you and
Speaker 2: your son remind me of me and my dad. Just
Speaker 2: the relationship you have, what's happening to you, your attitude,
Speaker 2: your deep desire to tell this to people and share
Speaker 2: it with people.
Speaker 3: It's very real.
Speaker 2: We can feel it.
Speaker 6: From you, guys, definitely.
Speaker 2: You know it's it's very it's very wholesome.
Speaker 5: It's heartwarming and inspirational, like as dark as it is
Speaker 5: that you know, it ends up in the most heartwarming,
Speaker 5: inspirational like place, wholesome place.
Speaker 2: It's if I thought of you to hear it, Like
Speaker 2: a title that comes to my mind for your life story.
Speaker 2: And this is just my you know, you don't.
Speaker 1: Have to run with it.
Speaker 2: This is just how I see like your your life
Speaker 2: in a very quick flash, is like to the depths
Speaker 2: of Hell, all the way back and higher. You know,
Speaker 2: I don't know. I just think from Helen back, like
Speaker 2: you have seen you know, the worst that that you
Speaker 2: can see, and have come so far past that, and
Speaker 2: and now you're just like this beautiful light in your story.
Speaker 1: So anyway, I'm gon get out of the way.
Speaker 2: Let's just go to the beginning.
Speaker 1: That's not even an analogy. That's literally what happened.
Speaker 2: I just think of, you know, from Helen back so
Speaker 2: or to Helen back. So let's get into it. Man,
Speaker 2: when did this start for you? Let's let's go all
Speaker 2: the way to the beginning.
Speaker 1: All right, Well, get my there you go.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what it get comfortable.
Speaker 1: Well, I mean, like the main thing of the story
Speaker 1: was that everyone thought I just went crazy and got
Speaker 1: hooked on drugs, became homeless and turned into a street junkie.
Speaker 1: And then I just showed up one day back at
Speaker 1: my house telling them I I got a UFO came
Speaker 1: and picked me up, and my mom's initial reaction was,
Speaker 1: I hope you're on drugs. I hope he's on drugs,
Speaker 1: and now he lost his mind. First, you know, she
Speaker 1: said that she texted it.
Speaker 2: I've seen the message. He has the message. But look
Speaker 2: before we but just started.
Speaker 6: Start.
Speaker 2: But I just want to say, really quickly, a shout
Speaker 2: out to your mom, because if I'm understanding correctly, she
Speaker 2: flew you out here, this and that, and that's how
Speaker 2: God works, right, and you know, you guys have come
Speaker 2: together and it's it's a nice little happy ending there.
Speaker 1: But so shout out to my mother.
Speaker 2: She messaged me and personally told me I'm gonna fly
Speaker 2: them out, please give us notice. So all right, so
Speaker 2: the beginning.
Speaker 1: Let me begin with my background for those that don't
Speaker 1: know anything about anything. Okay, So I grew up in Miami.
Speaker 1: Start there, Yeah, perfect. I grew up in Miami in
Speaker 1: the eighties and nineties. My dad was a car washer.
Speaker 1: He owned his own car wash where he went to
Speaker 1: people's houses to wash the car. But we still own
Speaker 1: family business. Uh. He had. He was a heroin addict
Speaker 1: at one point, and he went to prison twice for
Speaker 1: armed robbery trying to get money for the drugs and
Speaker 1: got out, got our methody, got hooked again and got
Speaker 1: on methadone. And he'd been on the methadone clinic and morphine.
Speaker 1: And my mom she's crazy too. She when he was
Speaker 1: in jail, she tried to spring him some weed in there,
Speaker 1: sneaking in weed and the visitation. She got herself locked
Speaker 1: up too, a long time ago. Like this is like
Speaker 1: it's like in the seventies, yeh. But she So they
Speaker 1: were cool parents, you know, you got away with words, man,
Speaker 1: So I grew up. My dad was like he was crazy.
Speaker 1: You know, he wasn't in the church. We went around,
Speaker 1: we drove around, like he made fun of church people.
Speaker 1: Not like that, but like goody two shoes kind of well,
Speaker 1: you know, like he was a bad guy.
Speaker 3: You know, it's like it's a hard guy, you know guy.
Speaker 1: Like one time I seen him a guy when I
Speaker 1: was a little kid. First time I realized how crazy
Speaker 1: he was. Somebody got next to him started honking. I
Speaker 1: don't know what happened in the car, but they put
Speaker 1: the middle finger at him, and my dad pulled out
Speaker 1: a knife and said, give me that finger. I'll cut
Speaker 1: it off. You know. I was like my dad is crazy.
Speaker 1: But and so and okay, so I grew up already
Speaker 1: parents were cool. Let me do you know their cool parents.
Speaker 1: I had to go to church and I got to
Speaker 1: have fun.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: I got in trouble early. I guess that's why. Maybe
Speaker 1: I don't know why. But when I was seven years old,
Speaker 1: I broke into my first house, just to let you
Speaker 1: know how it was growing up. I don't go two
Speaker 1: back and back, but seven years old, we broke into
Speaker 1: me and my eight year old neighbor. Took a crowbar
Speaker 1: and broke into my neighbor's house and stole his baseball cards.
Speaker 1: It wasn't my idea, but it sounded fun, and I
Speaker 1: went away, you know, and I took half the cards too.
Speaker 1: But look how comma just to go real quick, how
Speaker 1: KMMA worked. Ten years later, my friends sixteen years old,
Speaker 1: I got my friends in a gang, got his friends
Speaker 1: from the gang over. I'm not in a gang. He's
Speaker 1: in a gang, but he got his gang friends over.
Speaker 1: Because my parents are the town. We all partying, a
Speaker 1: bunch of people over and all my baseball cars get stolen,
Speaker 1: and I had by then I had a good collection too.
Speaker 1: My baseball car gets throlen by wo and then look
Speaker 1: at camera work. They go and break into another house
Speaker 1: steal a bunch of watches. Like a year later, I
Speaker 1: tell my friend what the fuck? He's like, nothing I
Speaker 1: could do about it. It's the gang. What you want
Speaker 1: me to do?
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 1: He didn't mean for it to happen because he was
Speaker 1: my friend. He brought them over whatever. But then I
Speaker 1: knew he felt bad because a couple of years later,
Speaker 1: when I was going FIU, He's like, look, we did
Speaker 1: we did a house and we got all these watches.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna give you one because they took all your
Speaker 1: stuff back in the day, and he gave me the watch.
Speaker 1: I go and traded for drugs because I'm gone back.
Speaker 1: Then like a week later, he come back saying they
Speaker 1: got arrested for that, and they got caught and the
Speaker 1: owners said, he'll drop the charges if I give him
Speaker 1: back the one watch they gave me. They gave me
Speaker 1: a watch because it was silver, turned out it was
Speaker 1: platinum ones and I just sold and so because that
Speaker 1: he fell back. Because they did that. Because and I
Speaker 1: took the washing soda, they all got locked up for
Speaker 1: like a year or two LOBATIONI I tried to get
Speaker 1: the watch back for him. I didn't want to go
Speaker 1: to jail, but the watch is gone. So it all
Speaker 1: worked out like that, and the end they ended up
Speaker 1: going to jail for it. Anyway they could have got out,
Speaker 1: but you know, just nothing to do with anything. Sure,
Speaker 1: but it's still a cool story context how you grew
Speaker 1: up and.
Speaker 2: So, okay, you were seven to eight.
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, so nothing really weird started happening until the
Speaker 1: first weird thing that happened. I was fourteen years old
Speaker 1: and all right, I would go into a private school.
Speaker 1: My mom put me in a Catholic school because when
Speaker 1: I was transitioning to high school and junior high I
Speaker 1: had a kid, one of my friend's cousins sleep over
Speaker 1: the house. Both of them slept over the house like
Speaker 1: a regular sleepover on the weekend, and that same kid
Speaker 1: was a year ahead of us. He would go into
Speaker 1: the high school by my house, and on Valentine's Day
Speaker 1: or the last day of school, one of the two
Speaker 1: he ended up shooting a kid in the back of
Speaker 1: the school over a girl and killing him. On the news,
Speaker 1: my mom see him, like, that's the kid us sleeping
Speaker 1: over here. A couple of months ago. She's like, you
Speaker 1: ain't going to that school because that's your friend about
Speaker 1: all the gangs, and she don't know who's what. So
Speaker 1: she didn't want me to go to that school, so
Speaker 1: she took me to private school. So I go to
Speaker 1: Catholic school. I've never been to church ever. I made
Speaker 1: fun of church people for going to church. On top
Speaker 1: of that, this school's in Spanish. It's Catholic. I don't
Speaker 1: even speak Spanish. I don't even understand. Every day we
Speaker 1: go to church in Spanish, I don't understand it. But
Speaker 1: I don't even want to get too much involved anyways.
Speaker 1: I play sports, I get injured. I'm in the athletic room,
Speaker 1: and the director like the athletic trainers or the priest,
Speaker 1: like the guy that helps you when you get injured.
Speaker 1: He's a priest. Got me in the tub and he
Speaker 1: like rubbing my leg, telling me, and he put his
Speaker 1: hand up my leg and kind of rub me, you know,
Speaker 1: like and I was fourteen years old, I probably looked
Speaker 1: like I was ten, and I was. And right when
Speaker 1: he does right when he does it, the door kick
Speaker 1: open and all the football players walk in and start
Speaker 1: telling him how good of a person he move his
Speaker 1: hand right away running the door kick open, and he
Speaker 1: take your log, he said, he's just stay in the water.
Speaker 1: You'll be good for like ten minutes. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm feeling weird, like yeah, and everyone's telling
Speaker 1: what a good person he is because they've known him
Speaker 1: his whole life, because they all grew up in the church.
Speaker 1: And I don't know none of these people. So I'm
Speaker 1: feeling like real by myself in this place in the school.
Speaker 1: You know. So I started smoking weed. When I started
Speaker 1: smoking weed. Right when I started smoking weed is when
Speaker 1: the first kind of weird thing happens. I fall asleep.
Speaker 1: I have a dream. It's not too crazy, but it's
Speaker 1: first thing I says something ain't right here. Fall asleep.
Speaker 1: I have a dream where I get bit. I don't
Speaker 1: want to harp too long on it. I'm gonna go
Speaker 1: real quick. I have a dream when I get bit
Speaker 1: in the foot by a Komodo dragon. And when I
Speaker 1: wake up, I wake up when I get bit in
Speaker 1: my dream, I can feel the poison enter my foot
Speaker 1: and shoot up my pain and paralyze my leg all
Speaker 1: real quick. And right when that happens, I wake up
Speaker 1: and my leg is in pain. I mean, I can't
Speaker 1: even scream. It's in pain. I'm like, like, you know,
Speaker 1: so much pain. I can't even scream because I'm just
Speaker 1: stuck like that. And I look at my foot and
Speaker 1: I can see each tooth mark a perfect shape on
Speaker 1: top of my foot. No, but while you're awake, while
Speaker 1: I'm awake, like for real, while I'm awake for real,
Speaker 1: underneath my skin little red dots like it look like
Speaker 1: little tiny flea bites, but under the skin, and it's
Speaker 1: and from where those bites are down, it's completely numb,
Speaker 1: no feeling like it's not even there. And from there
Speaker 1: up my leg the most pain I've ever felt. And
Speaker 1: I'm laid it for about five minutes and then I
Speaker 1: started feeling the pins and needles real, real bad. And
Speaker 1: then the pain started going away in my leg, and
Speaker 1: then I started getting feeling under there under the bike,
Speaker 1: and then that starts turning into front numbness to really
Speaker 1: bad pins and needles, and then that lasts for like
Speaker 1: another two minutes where I still can't scream, and then
Speaker 1: finally with the pain subsided enough to where I could
Speaker 1: actually get out of bed. And I was in high
Speaker 1: school and I goes tell my mom the red dots
Speaker 1: were gone, and I was like, what the fuck?
Speaker 3: Wow?
Speaker 1: Whoa and I should had me thinking like Freddy Krueger
Speaker 1: real like I felt the pain. I woke up and
Speaker 1: saw the bike. You know, Wow, that was the first
Speaker 1: thing that was weird whatever. So then so the reason
Speaker 1: I told you to think about the preacher was that
Speaker 1: for later on it makes sense because it really like
Speaker 1: maybe say, forget God, forget what import the highest priest said.
Speaker 1: And at that time too, like the Catholic thing was
Speaker 1: going on in the early two thousands with a Catholic thing,
Speaker 1: you know, And I was like, man, this church is
Speaker 1: really bullshit.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so you're kind of beginning to really write God off. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I mean I already been rote or it never existed,
Speaker 1: but if I was to now, he really really bullshit,
Speaker 1: you know. And so I start getting in trouble and
Speaker 1: my mom I started getting in trouble. I changed schools
Speaker 1: after that year. My mama let me go to another
Speaker 1: school of Magnet school because I get in for art,
Speaker 1: and she had me start going to church with my aunt.
Speaker 1: My aunt, I get baptized a go three weeks. I
Speaker 1: get baptized just to go with the flow. I'm not
Speaker 1: believing anything. I'm bored there. I'm just showing up because
Speaker 1: I got to. I get baptized. Two weeks later, the
Speaker 1: pastor from the church. My aunt gets drunk and calls
Speaker 1: the pastor from the church to come over to help
Speaker 1: her because she get into a fight with a boyfriend
Speaker 1: and he ends up getting arrested for sexual assault. Wow,
Speaker 1: my aunt. He ends up divorcing his wife. The church
Speaker 1: closed down for a little while till they get someone new.
Speaker 1: He leaves the state, and I just don't go back
Speaker 1: to the church. This man just baptized me, and then
Speaker 1: that happened.
Speaker 3: That happens, so that so often, so much more often
Speaker 3: than you realize.
Speaker 2: So I mean, can you imagine his perspective to like,
Speaker 2: the two priests he's ever had or literally are sexual predators.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so now it was like church is done from
Speaker 1: that point, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's all I sham. Yeah.
Speaker 1: So, fifteen years old, my mom finds some drugs in
Speaker 1: my backpack and she kicked me out of the house
Speaker 1: because she had enough. She's like, I told you not
Speaker 1: to bring us in the house. Get out of here.
Speaker 1: I don't care where you go. Walk to your grandma.
Speaker 1: She live far. I don't even know how to walk there, said,
Speaker 1: I don't care where you go. You can't be here.
Speaker 1: You gotta figure it out. I'm fifteen, right. She caught
Speaker 1: the door walking down the street, and this is the
Speaker 1: first time I being kicked out of my house and
Speaker 1: my mom lat male. She closed the door and kicked
Speaker 1: me out. So in my mind, it's the end of
Speaker 1: the world at that point, you know, I'm not thinking
Speaker 1: far ahead. I'm thinking what the heck am I gonna
Speaker 1: do right now?
Speaker 7: You know?
Speaker 1: So I have no God in my life, but now
Speaker 1: I'm by myself for the first time, no parents, know nothing.
Speaker 1: I'm walking down the street. I'm like, oh shit, I'm
Speaker 1: a home fifteen year old kid. What am I gonna do?
Speaker 1: I started feeling like I need I need to see
Speaker 1: if God is real. I said, this can't be life.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm walking down the street
Speaker 1: thinking this can't be life and fifteen years old by myself, nighttime,
Speaker 1: like ten o'clock, ten thirty at night. I said, you
Speaker 1: know what, I know we make fun of God all
Speaker 1: the time and church people, but what if it's real?
Speaker 1: Let me just see one time. I gotta in my
Speaker 1: whole life, let me just give it one chance by myself.
Speaker 1: Forget church. I know church is fake, but maybe God
Speaker 1: is still real, you know. And I was just mustered
Speaker 1: up like consciousness just I'm gonna do it for real,
Speaker 1: you know. Inside I said, I'm gonna do this for real.
Speaker 1: I can't even do it right now, like like it
Speaker 1: was different, you know. And I screamed out in the air.
Speaker 1: I screamed, if you're real, I remember exact words. I
Speaker 1: said something like, if you're really real and you're really
Speaker 1: all powerful, then show me a sign right now. I
Speaker 1: screamed that. The second I said that, in my head,
Speaker 1: I hear crack crack. I look up. I think it's
Speaker 1: like a lightning gonna hit me or something. I look up.
Speaker 1: It's a tree branch, fifty foot tall tree. A branch
Speaker 1: just sounded like it was forcefully snapped off the top
Speaker 1: of it, like hom ripped off of it falls laying
Speaker 1: ten fifteen feet in front of me. This tree brands
Speaker 1: was away fifty two hundred pounds. I get hit boom.
Speaker 1: It stopped me in my tracks. But I was like,
Speaker 1: what the I said, do it again, naturally again? At
Speaker 1: a coincidence. Nothing happened every silence, and I was like, man,
Speaker 1: that was way too bunch of a coincidence. But out
Speaker 1: of a tree, like nas wind whatever. I don't know,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm.
Speaker 3: Saying, try to rationalize it.
Speaker 1: Why do you do it again? And so I walk
Speaker 1: around the street. I walk around the block to my
Speaker 1: friend Shawn's house. He's like at that time, he's like
Speaker 1: twenty something years always like twenty one. He's the older
Speaker 1: kid in the neighborhood that does drugs with everybody. He's
Speaker 1: always drinking outside chilling. His parents don't give a damn.
Speaker 1: So I go over there, tell my mom kicked me out,
Speaker 1: all this shit. He's like, by we get drunk, we
Speaker 1: get high, We chill all night till the sun comes up.
Speaker 1: He's on his front porch and his house his faces east.
Speaker 1: When the sun comes up, it's front porch. So when
Speaker 1: that sun comes up, boom, it's hot. Instantly, it's just
Speaker 1: muggy hot. And so we're drinking, smoking, chilling. The sun
Speaker 1: comes up. Right when the sun cracks over, Sean looking
Speaker 1: at me, go, oh, I gotta go to sleep. I
Speaker 1: gotta go inside. He just walks inside and goes to
Speaker 1: sleep and leaves me sitting out there, and I was thinking, like, damn,
Speaker 1: he's not gonna invite me in or anything. But he's
Speaker 1: twenty one years old and I'm just the kid around
Speaker 1: the block, you know. So he leaves me sitting out front.
Speaker 1: And then I realized, like, damn, I haven't been thinking
Speaker 1: about what I'm gonna do. I don't have a I
Speaker 1: can't go back home, right, I'm not I supposed to
Speaker 1: be kicked out and getting drunk and how all night
Speaker 1: kept my mind occupied. I wasn't thinking about nothing, but
Speaker 1: we were just hanging out, listening to music, having fun.
Speaker 1: So when he leaves, I'm back by myself. No more beer,
Speaker 1: no more nothing like fuck, no money, nothing. I remember
Speaker 1: the tree falling last night when god, I was thinking, damn,
Speaker 1: that shit felt real. I said, he didn't do it again.
Speaker 1: I said, well, I feeling like, well, now we got
Speaker 1: like a reset, you know. I said, look, do it
Speaker 1: was it one more time? If you do something like
Speaker 1: that again, I'm gonna believe you. I said that to myself,
Speaker 1: you know, and I stand up. I got in the
Speaker 1: same mindset I was, I did. I said, right, one
Speaker 1: more time, I'm gonna yell the guy town showing me something.
Speaker 1: I keep my mind prepared, son coming up. I look
Speaker 1: up in the sky and I yelled the same, basically
Speaker 1: the same kind of shit. Show me another sign if
Speaker 1: you're real right now. I swear to God the second
Speaker 1: I said that, I'm looking up in the sky, I'm
Speaker 1: looking into space fifty feet in front of me, up
Speaker 1: in the sky where I'm looking like I'm looking past it,
Speaker 1: but right in my line of sight, not like off
Speaker 1: to the side. I don't know what to say. But
Speaker 1: two birds flew out of a window from heaven, out
Speaker 1: of nowhere, nothing. Just two birds came out of an
Speaker 1: empty fucking thing, bro just empty. Two birds appear. And
Speaker 1: these birds are white doves, and they come out of
Speaker 1: this nothing. They just come out right in front of me,
Speaker 1: up in the air. And these things are flying glad,
Speaker 1: and I could see them looking at each other's faces
Speaker 1: as they're twirling in the sky. And I don't know
Speaker 1: if it's the fog or the humidity from being so
Speaker 1: early in the morning and humidity in Miami. But as
Speaker 1: they flying through the air, I can see pixie does
Speaker 1: coming off their wings. I don't know if it's the
Speaker 1: humidity that they're flying through or what. But it just
Speaker 1: like it looks like magic, and in my head is
Speaker 1: going on? Yo.
Speaker 5: You know when we first met, there were doves swirling
Speaker 5: around each other, flying around.
Speaker 4: And chasing each other, right, you know that right at
Speaker 4: the and there was a hawk too. I heard and
Speaker 4: around I saw two doves. Well, a bunch of us
Speaker 4: saw it flying around.
Speaker 1: I saw pictures.
Speaker 3: I was like, whoa, that's peculiar. I was in my head.
Speaker 5: I'm like, that's not necessarily paranormal, but it's beautiful. But now,
Speaker 5: almost a year later, it's like, oh my god, wait
Speaker 5: a minute, like, were.
Speaker 2: They glowing, Paul Man? Or did they look normal?
Speaker 1: It looked magical. It looked like a cartoon.
Speaker 7: Bro.
Speaker 1: It looked like snow white cartoon.
Speaker 7: Bro.
Speaker 1: Wow, it didn't look real. It didn't look real, And
Speaker 1: so what were you feeling? I was thinking, God, this
Speaker 1: is my sign. These are two angels. These aren't birds.
Speaker 1: These are two angels. Like birds don't communicate and love
Speaker 1: each other that much. What the what's going on? And
Speaker 1: they're not even flying away to going around me back
Speaker 1: and forth and then the house and I'm just hearing
Speaker 1: the hall and I'm just thank you, thank you. I
Speaker 1: know you're real. Thinking in my head, you know, I'm saying,
Speaker 1: oh my god, this is this is it, this is
Speaker 1: this is my sign, this is just for me. This
Speaker 1: is right. When I add the same thing, just they
Speaker 1: just came out of nowhere and they start going like that,
Speaker 1: and they start going. This guy lives in the second
Speaker 1: house on a elbow block. You know, the curves automatically curves.
Speaker 1: There's no four corners, it's just curves. He's on the
Speaker 1: second house. And they start going to the curve to
Speaker 1: the corner. So I walked from the patio to the
Speaker 1: sidewalk so I can get the last seconds looks at him,
Speaker 1: you know, as they go around the corner, and I
Speaker 1: was like, oh my god. Right when they leave the corner,
Speaker 1: I look up, I'm still here.
Speaker 3: When I say I here, I literally really heard it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like my mind was going like a chorus, kind
Speaker 1: of like a thing in my head like I was
Speaker 1: stuck in part like what like a thing in my
Speaker 1: mind was going like you know whoa And I'm just
Speaker 1: standing there enjoying that feeling. Oh my god, this is
Speaker 1: so good. God is real. Everything is gonna be good.
Speaker 1: And as I'm sitting there and enjoying the full All
Speaker 1: of a sudden, I hear I jumped to the side
Speaker 1: with the a sixteen wheeler, like the front part, you know,
Speaker 1: the front part of a whether not the whole cab,
Speaker 1: but the front part of a sixteen wheeler blowing the
Speaker 1: train horn coming around the curve boom. Scared the piss
Speaker 1: out of me. And I look over. I see black
Speaker 1: smoke coming out. He's reving the engine around the curve.
Speaker 1: You know when you shift down shift and you turn.
Speaker 1: He does that, and I'm like, what the fuck? You know,
Speaker 1: a black tinted black thing, a black truck, black teen
Speaker 1: can't see who's inside, black smoke coming out the back.
Speaker 1: And when the car turned the corner, the two doves
Speaker 1: are smashed on the grill, like one like this and
Speaker 1: one like that. They're like boom, looking at each other
Speaker 1: and stretching their out for one another. And I was
Speaker 1: told I toyo, I went to a magnet school. I
Speaker 1: got out of the prize going to a magnet art school.
Speaker 1: That same week or two before that, we had just
Speaker 1: gone over the creation painting of.
Speaker 2: Adam Yeah, like Michelangelo, I think.
Speaker 1: And we had just like studied we had just studied
Speaker 1: that painting. And I'm looking at these two doves, ones
Speaker 1: a little lower, ones a little higher. They're reaching their
Speaker 1: feather tips are like this, touching, and I could see
Speaker 1: blood coming out of their eyes, no blood coming down
Speaker 1: their wings, and time's slowing down, and I'm just like
Speaker 1: my sign. I'm looking at them. I can see them
Speaker 1: saying goodbye to each other. And in my mind, I'm
Speaker 1: just like, what does that mean? What does this mean?
Speaker 1: There's a game of God what devil around the corner?
Speaker 1: Like I don't I don't know if so many things
Speaker 1: went through my mind, and we could probably do a
Speaker 1: whole episode on what I went through my mind, right,
Speaker 1: But the bottom line is scared the hell out of me,
Speaker 1: and I ran home. Yeah, I said, what the I
Speaker 1: don't know what's going on. I got scared and I
Speaker 1: ran home. And that's that story.
Speaker 5: Wow, it's been going on since you were young then.
Speaker 5: I didn't realize it started so young for you. See,
Speaker 5: I haven't heard any of this stuff. I just heard
Speaker 5: about like the you know, the more recent story.
Speaker 1: All right, Oh, so alright, so I'll go back to school.
Speaker 1: I finished school, I get into FIU. This is where
Speaker 1: the next weird thing happens out of blue weird thing.
Speaker 3: This is college, you're this is called eighteen, eighteen years old.
Speaker 1: I'm sitting outside. I was smoking and drinking all night
Speaker 1: with my friends in the dorm, chilling the night ends.
Speaker 1: I got a girl. I met this girl. Excuse me,
Speaker 1: I made this girl. I called her. She said she's
Speaker 1: gonna come over and hang out with me. So I'm
Speaker 1: sitting out in the benches of the dorms waiting for
Speaker 1: her to get there. And I'm sitting in the bench
Speaker 1: and I'm looking up at the stars a little bit high,
Speaker 1: you know, and but it ain't I'm sitting there and
Speaker 1: there's two stars. They look kind of like they're aligned,
Speaker 1: like one's there and ones like behind it like that,
Speaker 1: you know. And I'm thinking, like, and how far are
Speaker 1: these stars? I'm just thinking, like in my head's faced out,
Speaker 1: you know, like what's really out there? The stars? Got
Speaker 1: plan is? Or what's going on? And sitting back like that,
Speaker 1: And I didn't do anything. All of a sudden, by
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm flying like Superman like like that, like,
Speaker 1: and I'm going towards the star like at the speed
Speaker 1: of light, and I get to it and it's a planet.
Speaker 1: I land on a planet. I go aim for the
Speaker 1: stars as I'm looking at it. I just take off
Speaker 1: and I land on a planet and it's like Earth.
Speaker 1: It's rocks and it's dark. There's no sun. I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh shit, there wasn't a star. It was a planet.
Speaker 1: This is all going on in my mind right. I
Speaker 1: feel the ground. I'm like, holy shit, this is a
Speaker 1: planet like Earth, but it's deserted. I look up and
Speaker 1: I see the other star and I go, I wonder
Speaker 1: if that's a planet too, And I'm looking at it. Boom,
Speaker 1: I start flying to it and I get to it
Speaker 1: real quick, and I land and it's like a foot
Speaker 1: and a half deep of this weird water that's kind
Speaker 1: of like mercury ish water, like a bluish mercury mixed
Speaker 1: with water kind of material. And I landed it and
Speaker 1: you can see right through it kind of. I see
Speaker 1: there's no animals in it, and I start thinking like, well,
Speaker 1: nothing could probably live in this kind of liquid, so
Speaker 1: there's nothing here. And I look up and I see
Speaker 1: no more stars. I look back, I see the star
Speaker 1: came from and I see Earth far and I go,
Speaker 1: holy shit, I'm far from home. I said, man, I
Speaker 1: better go back cause I get lost. I'm gonna get
Speaker 1: lost the way out here. And right there, I blinked
Speaker 1: and I'm back in the chair and I'm.
Speaker 3: Like, what the fuck was that? You know, what the
Speaker 3: hell was that?
Speaker 1: It was real and it was so real. And the
Speaker 1: girl get there and the second she get there and
Speaker 1: I'm like, you're you're not gonna believe what just happened
Speaker 1: to me. And I started telling her exactly what I
Speaker 1: just went through, and she looking at me, She's like, man,
Speaker 1: you're weird. And she jumps on me and she started
Speaker 1: kissing me. You know, we lay down, we lay down,
Speaker 1: We're kissing and hugging and all that. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: college is awesome.
Speaker 5: Man, And they just traveled to two other planets and
Speaker 5: you're like, way more into kissing this girl right now.
Speaker 1: I can't planets came back and got this girl kissing
Speaker 1: me on my bed, like college is off day is
Speaker 1: just what everyone goes through. So I'm she there. I'm
Speaker 1: just enjoying the moment, and then all of a sudden,
Speaker 1: she just she jump up off she I'm laying down.
Speaker 1: She jump up off of me and starts screaming, like
Speaker 1: if the most dramatic scream you could think of someone
Speaker 1: being attacked. She jumps back, hits her back against the wall,
Speaker 1: slides down, laying sideways. She don't care. She's going like, ah,
Speaker 1: like if someone's attacking her, and she's screaming and screaming,
Speaker 1: and I'm just standing there like what do I do?
Speaker 3: Oh my god.
Speaker 1: About twenty seconds goes by and she just like she
Speaker 1: gets out of it. She's like, oh, where am I?
Speaker 3: I'm like, whoa?
Speaker 1: She goes, that was weird, said, what the hell does
Speaker 1: that happening? Okay? She goes, yeah, I'm okay. I just
Speaker 1: had a day dream that you started attacking me with
Speaker 1: a butcher knife.
Speaker 7: Oh.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, what, I never do that? She's like yeah.
Speaker 1: She like, and I wasn't screaming from the pain. I
Speaker 1: wasn't feeling the pain. I was screaming from being so
Speaker 1: scared you were scaring me. That was a fear. And
Speaker 1: I was like, I'll never I'll never do that. I'll
Speaker 1: never do that. She's like, and but it kind of
Speaker 1: made it weird, you know what I'm saying. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: So we kind of didn't really keep talking after that,
Speaker 1: and then like about a month later. I mean, I'm
Speaker 1: in the dorm and all of a sudden, here a
Speaker 1: knock on the door and she's see a piece of
Speaker 1: paper slide under the door, and I pick it up
Speaker 1: and it's a sonogram picture and it's the girl telling me,
Speaker 1: remember that now, you was stabbing me in the stomach.
Speaker 1: He's that's what you were really doing, and that's him.
Speaker 2: No, no way.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I have to ask.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, this is inappropriate. Are you still have a
Speaker 2: relationship with your mother?
Speaker 6: Okay?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Wow, so she's told you the story.
Speaker 1: Oh she didn't remember. I came back and said, look
Speaker 1: all the crazy shit that happened, this is one of
Speaker 1: the things, and he said, mine happened. She said, oh
Speaker 1: my god, I forgot about that. And she remembered. Everything
Speaker 1: happens for a reason.
Speaker 6: Though that's true, exactly, that's that's exactly right.
Speaker 7: I really feel like she felt like my soul entering her,
Speaker 7: you know what I mean?
Speaker 3: Though weird?
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, that is definitely weird, especially considering he went
Speaker 2: out of body right before she got there.
Speaker 1: Yes, you know, hey, and like for what it's worth,
Speaker 1: y'all know, I don't.
Speaker 2: Know if y'all have met Jack, my sister's husband, because
Speaker 2: he hasn't been to either of the two festivals. But
Speaker 2: if you've heard his episode, when his grandmother, GigE, was
Speaker 2: pregnant with his mother, she had some weird experiences too,
Speaker 2: like she saw a light over the house. It was
Speaker 2: like a UFO and there was like a flash of
Speaker 2: light into the room and it like freaked her out.
Speaker 2: And then you know she was pregnant with his mother.
Speaker 2: She was already pregnant. But I'm just saying, like things
Speaker 2: like that happen, I think, and obviously it's no coincidence
Speaker 2: the relationship you guys have, what's going on your thing
Speaker 2: with the beings, Like it's it's just too weird to deny,
Speaker 2: you know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So so the next part of my life story
Speaker 1: is ain't really about the phenomenon yet, but like, these
Speaker 1: things happen, but.
Speaker 2: It's it's relevant, it's.
Speaker 1: Gonna tie it in.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So.
Speaker 1: I dropped out of school, I mean, I dropped out
Speaker 1: to FIU and I get a job at a restaurant
Speaker 1: bussing tables and I'm working in a restaurant. They hired
Speaker 1: this cook from like a prison program or work release program.
Speaker 1: This man named Tony I mean at the time, maybe nineteen.
Speaker 1: He's thirty six, and I'm the bus boy. He's the dishwasher,
Speaker 1: so he don't really talk to no one but me.
Speaker 1: I'm the only one that go back to the dishes.
Speaker 1: All the waiters and everybody and the cooks. You know,
Speaker 1: it's the dish washing and the buster. I'm the only
Speaker 1: one pretty much talking to. So I get to know
Speaker 1: the guy. And he's a cool person, you know, Arrisma
Speaker 1: all day, you're cool man. And he's telling me his
Speaker 1: life story about he did an arm robbery and he
Speaker 1: went to prison for five years for it. He learned
Speaker 1: his lesson and all that, and he's trying to clean
Speaker 1: his life up and all that. So one day he
Speaker 1: asked me, after we've been there for a couple of
Speaker 1: months talking, say you think you give me ride home?
Speaker 1: My car broke down. I'll give you fight dollars for gas.
Speaker 1: I'll give you ride home after work, you know. So
Speaker 1: we're driving home after work and smoking, drinking till listen,
Speaker 1: not drinking, smoking a blunt, listening to music, and I'm
Speaker 1: going to get on his rush hour traffic getting on
Speaker 1: the highway to go to his house. So I'm driving
Speaker 1: and trying to get into the trying to get into
Speaker 1: the all the cars bumping the bumper, no one want
Speaker 1: to let me in. I see one car slipping leave
Speaker 1: a little space. So I cut him off real quick,
Speaker 1: you know, because no one else want to let me,
Speaker 1: and I just cut him off. I guess he didn't
Speaker 1: like it, so I had to cut him off. I
Speaker 1: ain't think nothing of it. And because he cut him off,
Speaker 1: and then we stopped, you know, because it stopped traffic,
Speaker 1: So I cut him off. And then I stopped right
Speaker 1: in front of him. I'm sitting there, and I guess
Speaker 1: he got out of his car. This is a big man.
Speaker 1: I was a little kid at eighteen. I was little,
Speaker 1: and he come walking up to the window. I hear
Speaker 1: someone start yelling, little fn punk, you cut me off,
Speaker 1: blah blah blah. Look this man reach into the car
Speaker 1: and grabs me. Big my friend, the guy I'm taking home,
Speaker 1: he's also big, though you know, not as big, but
Speaker 1: he's big too. And so this big this guy come
Speaker 1: and grabs me and goes to pull me out, and
Speaker 1: my friend grab his arm across and say what the
Speaker 1: he seemed? That's when he's noticed my friends. My friend
Speaker 1: was sitting back real low getting see him at first
Speaker 1: when he walked up and grabbing my friend reach over,
Speaker 1: grabbed me and him too, And then the guy saw
Speaker 1: him and got scared. To my friends, what the fuck?
Speaker 1: And the guy saw my friend look scary, so the
Speaker 1: guy to let go of me real quick and start
Speaker 1: running back to his car. My friend jump out the car,
Speaker 1: jump over the hood, jump run chase that man down
Speaker 1: to his car. I get out the car to get
Speaker 1: my boys back, and this guy's in his car. He
Speaker 1: closing the door, and my friend run up grab the
Speaker 1: door open it. He got two like four or five
Speaker 1: year old kids in the back seat. This man did right,
Speaker 1: the one that got out into my car. He got
Speaker 1: his two sons in the back seat. He probably shouldn't
Speaker 1: have done that, but he did it. But so my
Speaker 1: friend grabbed open the door, grabbed this man bigger than him.
Speaker 1: But this big man is scared, you know, so it
Speaker 1: don't matter his size. He's looking scared. He's just my
Speaker 1: friend's up on him. He grabbed me, pulled mind. He started,
Speaker 1: what the fuck, you, motherfucker? And these kids are in
Speaker 1: the back seat screaming their heads off because they're watching
Speaker 1: their dad just get fucking shook and their dad. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And I'm telling my boy, yoh,
Speaker 1: stop the kids. Stop the kids. He's like, I throw
Speaker 1: the guy down. He's like, come on to go. He
Speaker 1: let the guy go ahead and hurt him. He's just
Speaker 1: scared him. I'm scared the kids, real bad. Get back
Speaker 1: to the car. I'm like, damn you do you ain't
Speaker 1: see those kids, bro, Because he kept going after he
Speaker 1: saw the kids, and I was like, whoa you know.
Speaker 1: I was like, damn you see them kids. He's like,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry they had to see that. But I said,
Speaker 1: I didn't tell you. It was. The gang that I'm
Speaker 1: in is called Neeta's. It's a Puerto Rican gang. And
Speaker 1: our game sign is this, and it means the big
Speaker 1: finger protected little thing. You know, the big always protect
Speaker 1: the little. That's one of our moral codes. Anytime you
Speaker 1: see somebody bullying someone smaller, we got to step in
Speaker 1: like real, you know, all right, So you know, I
Speaker 1: take him home and then when I drop him off,
Speaker 1: he like, maybe next time we could chill more than
Speaker 1: just you dropping me off. Maybe we could go chill
Speaker 1: your crib and hang out sometime like real friends. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like I was just giving him ride home. Now he's
Speaker 1: trying to be my real friend.
Speaker 3: But he just did that for me.
Speaker 1: So what I'm gonna say, right, yeah, yeah, I'm like,
Speaker 1: all right, you know, for sure next time we go
Speaker 1: back to my crib smoke and chill after work, you know,
Speaker 1: because plus I have other people would always come by,
Speaker 1: like the other waiters, they would come by and smoke,
Speaker 1: so he would hear I would have to get together,
Speaker 1: you know, like buye mesically I'm saying, you know, and
Speaker 1: this man is he looks like a prisoner. You know,
Speaker 1: it's all demonic tattoos all over him. He's like explaining
Speaker 1: all his demon tattoos, like I just get him in
Speaker 1: prison so that day, so I got him in prison
Speaker 1: so I could look scarier, you know, but you know,
Speaker 1: awful of the devil tad. Dude, I don't believe in
Speaker 1: the devil or God and none of that, So to
Speaker 1: me it looked cool. I even got I even let
Speaker 1: him do me a Gothic tattoo because I just thought
Speaker 1: they looked cool.
Speaker 5: Yeah, at the time, you're not like believing in God
Speaker 5: or the devil or demons or none of that, so
Speaker 5: you're like whatever it looks cool.
Speaker 1: Looks tough. I thought that's all they did it for, right,
Speaker 1: be honest with you. So hold on, we're talking about
Speaker 1: old Tony. Okay. So then this man come over. We
Speaker 1: start were hanging out. I invited him over with my friend,
Speaker 1: my roommate there, me and my roommate. We sell weed.
Speaker 1: We party all the time. We all people over, we chill,
Speaker 1: you know, and Miami, you sell drugs. Most people say
Speaker 1: a drug block, You got to watch your back at
Speaker 1: the same time, you know. So I figured, like this
Speaker 1: man hanging around with us, it's good to have him
Speaker 1: around kind of for security, just save feelings. Were selling
Speaker 1: drugs out apartments, you know, could have something like that around.
Speaker 1: And so he basically start chilling her every day, every day,
Speaker 1: every day. And then one day he tell me his
Speaker 1: mom kicked him out of the house and he need
Speaker 1: a place to stay. If he could give us some
Speaker 1: money and sleep on the couch, be like, all right,
Speaker 1: for a little while. I mean I didn't want him to,
Speaker 1: but I you know, I don't want to be like
Speaker 1: the guy and cool, you know. I let him move
Speaker 1: into couch, and before long he basically took over and
Speaker 1: he running shit, you know, what I'm saying. And we're
Speaker 1: doing shit his way. I mean, he teaching us how
Speaker 1: to steal cars, blow him up, do all kinds of
Speaker 1: cool shit.
Speaker 6: I'm not cool, not wrong, sounds pretty cool.
Speaker 1: He came out wrong.
Speaker 2: Nah, but you really do have a way with words man.
Speaker 1: At the time of cool. But so one day he
Speaker 1: come up, he tell me. One day he come and
Speaker 1: he tell me he got a lick. Lick is a robbery.
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's like a come up.
Speaker 1: He got a look for us, and he started explaining
Speaker 1: it to me, and it sounds pretty aggressive. And I'm
Speaker 1: just gonna tell you what he told me. Man, this
Speaker 1: is twenty years ago. He said, we live in a
Speaker 1: two story apartment. On the first floor. There's an old
Speaker 1: man he likes sixty seventy years old. His name is Andres,
Speaker 1: and he just, oh, he just drinks and the powder
Speaker 1: all night long. He just I don't know what he
Speaker 1: does for money. He just, oh, hes got beer and
Speaker 1: we's got something. He go to Makasuki. He just parties
Speaker 1: all the time. And so he found out I guess
Speaker 1: about this place and told Tony about it. So this
Speaker 1: place is a brothel because you would call it, but
Speaker 1: not a professional one underground it. It was located in
Speaker 1: an apartment complex in the middle of the Kenda of Miami.
Speaker 6: It happens a lot too sadly.
Speaker 1: And the story was that they had this apartment, they
Speaker 1: had like six seven illegal Spanish ladies from other countries
Speaker 1: in there doing their thing. And to get in there,
Speaker 1: you had to have a business card that said something
Speaker 1: about a mechanic. It was like a mechanics card. And
Speaker 1: what you do is you knock on the door, you
Speaker 1: show the card and you say the venezuela and SAMMI
Speaker 1: been in Spanish. He said the venezel Honold Sammy, and
Speaker 1: then they opened the door. That's the code to get in.
Speaker 1: Basic what the man told Tony was and he told
Speaker 1: him he was dating the lady that was in charge
Speaker 1: of it. The man downstairs on Drace, told Tony he
Speaker 1: dated the lady in charge. So he know that they
Speaker 1: keep money in the closet. You know that each person
Speaker 1: got this much money. Always he tells the whole layout.
Speaker 1: He tell Tony everything Tony tell me, and Tony like, look,
Speaker 1: I already got two people from my game. Wen't gonna
Speaker 1: drive one't gonna come with the gun. I'm gonna take
Speaker 1: the lady in the room. All I need is one
Speaker 1: more person someone. They hold him down, They put the
Speaker 1: tie wraps on their hands and make sure nobody moves.
Speaker 1: We get everything. And I was like, I'm like, ain't
Speaker 1: you go to prison for that? He's like, man, I
Speaker 1: did this one hundred times. I got caught one time.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna get we ain't gonna get caught, you know.
Speaker 1: He's like, I know what I did wrong at time
Speaker 1: won't happen again. Trust me, Probably ain't not get caught.
Speaker 1: I said, I said, you're gonna go in there with
Speaker 1: a gun or someone get her. He said, nobody gets hurt.
Speaker 1: He go every time we do this, everybody just does
Speaker 1: what they post to it. No one gets hurt. They
Speaker 1: see the gun, they lay down, no one gets hurt.
Speaker 1: It happens. Trust me, I've done it a hundred times.
Speaker 1: And I'm drinking. You know, I'm drinking. I'm drinking. And
Speaker 1: I said, yeah, you know I'll do it. I said,
Speaker 1: I do it. He asked my other roommate. He said no,
Speaker 1: he asked me, and I said yes. And I knew
Speaker 1: not too. I knew it was a bad idea, but
Speaker 1: I'm drunk, and I'm wid I've been broken in the
Speaker 1: house with people in them when they were sleeping, and
Speaker 1: I've been through all that stuff. And street credit was
Speaker 1: like a thing that they would teach you about, you know,
Speaker 1: like you ain't never done nothing real, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like I'm trying to rap back in the
Speaker 1: day with my friend, like you can't be a reb
Speaker 1: you ain't never did nothing real. Like talking in my
Speaker 1: head talking to me, I'm like, I'm gonna do this ship.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be real gangster. So I mean literally, I
Speaker 1: said yeah. I said, all right, we ready to go.
Speaker 1: I was like, what, we're gonna plan it like a
Speaker 1: couple of weeks or time and he's like, no, we
Speaker 1: ready now. I was like, damn, all right, gonna start drinking.
Speaker 1: I started drinking. I was like, oh no, I started
Speaker 1: drinking heavy. He's like, yo, slow down on the drinking,
Speaker 1: slow down and drink. I need you level headed.
Speaker 3: I ain't listen.
Speaker 1: I kept drinking.
Speaker 3: Man.
Speaker 1: I'm nervous. Man. I didn't really think it was gonna happen.
Speaker 1: I thought it was one of those things when you
Speaker 1: get high and you talk about doing some crazy shit
Speaker 1: and then the next day. It never happens. It happened
Speaker 1: right there right, So you got everything from home depo
Speaker 1: day when the TI rapt they got everything. The friends
Speaker 1: are outside, he's waiting, call them up.
Speaker 8: Go bro.
Speaker 1: We go over there, got the man, the beanies on,
Speaker 1: I got the gloves on, I got all the TI
Speaker 1: rapt tucked in. He got done. He got this through
Speaker 1: the prot We go up to the door. Right before
Speaker 1: we knock on the door. The neighbor two doors right
Speaker 1: next to each other, apartments, you know, like two here,
Speaker 1: two here. It's the door on the right, door on
Speaker 1: the left opens up right. He about to knock, and
Speaker 1: there's like there's drunk white guy pop his head out.
Speaker 1: Y'all going in there? Uh like he don't know why
Speaker 1: about to rock? Right, He goes, y'all about to go
Speaker 1: have some fun. Y'all about to go party because he
Speaker 1: knows what's going on next door. He goes, y'all about
Speaker 1: to go party and have some fun next door, right,
Speaker 1: and then he looks at me. My boy is standing
Speaker 1: by the door. Me and Tony standing kind of behind
Speaker 1: the wall, so if they look at the people, they
Speaker 1: can't see. It's kind of cut. He look and then
Speaker 1: he see me and Tony standing behind the wall with beanies,
Speaker 1: black gloves, hiding her arms like you know, and he's
Speaker 1: like oh, and he realized what's going on, and he
Speaker 1: slowly just closed the door. And I have a mask up,
Speaker 1: Tony had his mask up, so I'm thinking, gigs up right,
Speaker 1: let's run. Voice in my mind he goes the door.
Speaker 1: Voice in my mind goes, run, now's your chance to run.
Speaker 1: They'll follow you. Run. But then the other voice said,
Speaker 1: don't be that pussy that ran. Let them run. Be like, ah,
Speaker 1: he didn't want to do it because one of them
Speaker 1: gonna run, because ain't no way they're gonna go in
Speaker 1: there after this man. That's somethinking one of them gonna
Speaker 1: be the one to run. So I'm waiting for to
Speaker 1: see who take off first.
Speaker 6: They didn't boom.
Speaker 1: This man just start knocking loud. He goes, fuck it.
Speaker 1: The man with the gun. I never met that man
Speaker 1: with the gun that the first time I ever met
Speaker 1: him with that night, never come first with him as
Speaker 1: Tony's friend. I don't even think he spoke English. So
Speaker 1: he just boom, boom boom, and I'm like, oh no,
Speaker 1: there goes my chance. And God Tony, look at me.
Speaker 1: Pull the mask down. Venozzolano sent me. Threw the cracks open, boom,
Speaker 1: kick it up. Everybody dropped down. We run inside. He
Speaker 1: run inside first. I just hear plenty of people in
Speaker 1: there screaming, come the last one in. He go in
Speaker 1: first with the gun. Everybody down. Tony goes in next
Speaker 1: because he's the big one. And then I go in last.
Speaker 1: The boy waiting out in the car and I walk in.
Speaker 1: I just see people jumping, diving everywhere. I see naked people,
Speaker 1: half dressed people, fully dressed people all over the place.
Speaker 1: They all just start laying down places. Boom. One man
Speaker 1: try to run around, try to leave the door, as
Speaker 1: I'm the last one coming in. One man tried to
Speaker 1: sneak around to do the gun. Because it's a lot
Speaker 1: of people. He tried to leave on my grab him,
Speaker 1: and right before I went in, my friend toning to
Speaker 1: give me a little stick. He said, just in case.
Speaker 1: I said, he said, no one's gonna get he.
Speaker 6: Said, just gets.
Speaker 1: So I'm holding it like this motherfucker got weapon in
Speaker 1: my hand. Now wasn't the plan. But the dude go
Speaker 1: to leave, He's like, make sure no one leave out
Speaker 1: the front door. Boy, he's waiting in the back door.
Speaker 1: Make sure don't go out of the back doors in
Speaker 1: the car. He said, you to make sure don't leave
Speaker 1: out the front door. And everyone get tied down. Just
Speaker 1: when a dude try to leave for the door, I
Speaker 1: jump in front. I put it there. I said, please
Speaker 1: don't go. There's my job. Please don't do it. Don't
Speaker 1: make me do this. I didn't want to swing. I
Speaker 1: don't want her. Nobody, please, please please, you're looking at me.
Speaker 1: This man is bigger than this man could have ripped
Speaker 1: my mask off or punched me or done something. I
Speaker 1: just had to stick. But he's thinking fast at a
Speaker 1: man with a gun behind him too, you know, so
Speaker 1: he kind of like he get patient. He's like, all right,
Speaker 1: he going, he's fine. He lay down. He don't give
Speaker 1: me no more trouble or nothing. He lay down everyone down.
Speaker 1: I put the tie wraps on everybody, like eight people. Tony,
Speaker 1: take the lady to the back room. I start my
Speaker 1: job what I was told to do. Take everybody, pockets
Speaker 1: everybody jewelry. So I start doing that. Then the man
Speaker 1: with the gun see me doing that too. I guess
Speaker 1: he started thinking because I don't know him thinking I'm
Speaker 1: taking it for myself. I don't know. I guess he
Speaker 1: didn't trust me, so I guess I put the gun
Speaker 1: down because I didn't see him put the gun down.
Speaker 1: I just see him going through pockets too, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: that's my job, and then we supposed to split it
Speaker 1: up later. But I see him doing it too, and
Speaker 1: I go, I go, I guess it's every man for himself.
Speaker 1: I don't know. You know, I'm just thinking fast. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Happening fast, So I just keep
Speaker 1: grabbing ship. And then all of a sudden, I see
Speaker 1: the one man that will try to leave. I see him.
Speaker 1: He going like he's grabbing and he's trying to grab
Speaker 1: some He's laying on his stomach and he's trying to
Speaker 1: grab something with his hand like that, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: I see him. My job, don't let no one move, right,
Speaker 1: So I got I see him doing it, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: he's grabbing something. That's gotta be a gun. That's what
Speaker 1: my head's telling me. What else would you be grabbing
Speaker 1: at a moment like this. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: With your hands, you're going for a gun, not doing anything.
Speaker 3: You're adrenaline is also crazy at this moment, he's gotta
Speaker 3: look crazy. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I'm like, he's gonna the voice in my mind telling
Speaker 1: me he's grabbing a gun and he's gonna kill you
Speaker 1: the second he gets his fingers one more inch away.
Speaker 1: He's really close to it and I can see it,
Speaker 1: but I don't see no gun. But it's happening so fast.
Speaker 1: I'm telling him, please, man, please, I please stop moving,
Speaker 1: just stop moving, just stop and voices my head's like
Speaker 1: either you or him. So I take the stick. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna hurt. I don't want to kill him, not
Speaker 1: there for that bro. I take it, and I figured
Speaker 1: I'm gonna hurt the hand that's about to grab the gun.
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna hit the hand so he can't grab
Speaker 1: the gun. The other hand's further away, right. I hit
Speaker 1: the hand, thinking he's gonna stop trying to grab it
Speaker 1: or whatever. He don't stop. You get the other hand
Speaker 1: even further on the other hand trying to grab it,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I don't see nothing. He's trying to
Speaker 1: grab under his body, so I think he's got it
Speaker 1: in his waist. And now I'm scared to even reach.
Speaker 1: I'm scared to even reach down there.
Speaker 7: You know.
Speaker 1: So I see his other hand moving in this hand
Speaker 1: to say he's the same moving. I'm like, boo, please stop, stop, stop,
Speaker 1: please do he don't stop. I hate the other hand
Speaker 1: I had the other hand. I did hit the other hand.
Speaker 1: Now I'm like, I'm not me no more.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I told you, you know, no fucking mind.
Speaker 1: I turn around out a lady wiggling. Lord. I'm like,
Speaker 1: I said, nobody moving. I'm like, what am in my head?
Speaker 1: I'm like, what the fucker might be coming here? Get
Speaker 1: at the lady? What are you doing? She don't stop,
Speaker 1: and I push her back down. I said, stop pumping
Speaker 1: your back because she's like moving.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 1: I stopped right and I'm like losing my mind, bro,
Speaker 1: I'm losing the handle on me. I'm like, this is right.
Speaker 1: When that happened. My boy come run out of the
Speaker 1: room saying let's go, let's go, let's go. I'm like,
Speaker 1: thank god, it's over.
Speaker 2: So we leave. We all leave.
Speaker 1: Everyone run out the door and getting the car. Boy go,
Speaker 1: I left the gun. Said what do you mean you
Speaker 1: left the gun? You put the gun down? He said, yeah,
Speaker 1: I put the gun down. So I grabbed a jewelry too,
Speaker 1: and I'm not even putting together yet. That's the gun
Speaker 1: he was trying to grab. Yeah, I'm not even putting
Speaker 1: that together yet. I'm thinking he put it on the
Speaker 1: shelf on the table. So, my my, never done this
Speaker 1: kind of things like this. Crazy. I go, I'll go
Speaker 1: get it. I'll go back and get it.
Speaker 3: Oh my god.
Speaker 1: All the way after the car, I run all the
Speaker 1: way back to the door. I go open. The door
Speaker 1: is locked. We locked ourselves out. Fuck'm not gonna knock.
Speaker 1: So I run back to the car. I say, you know,
Speaker 1: we locked ourselves out. Let's just go. So we leave.
Speaker 1: Next day, Tony talked to Andres. We see police from
Speaker 1: we're in an apartment next door. Next day, Tony talked
Speaker 1: to Andres, and Andres tell him that that guy that
Speaker 1: I hurt his hands bad. He said, you heard. He said,
Speaker 1: the person you get here with the injured his wrist
Speaker 1: really bad. But he's not gonna die. And I was like, budd,
Speaker 1: he's not gonna die, Like, why would you even say that?
Speaker 1: Was that a thing that might have happened? You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying? That hit me like damn, but he's
Speaker 1: not gonna I said, oh ship. When he said that,
Speaker 1: this voice in my head said, and it wasn't me,
Speaker 1: it was something saying you better, you better go confess
Speaker 1: right now. And I said to the voice back, I went,
Speaker 1: I can't confess because that means I have to snitch
Speaker 1: on them because they don't know. It's damn it, my
Speaker 1: boy gonna go back to prison. I can't snitch. And
Speaker 1: then the voice says, well, then you better go to
Speaker 1: church and confess to a priest. If you're not gonna
Speaker 1: tell the police you did it. And I said, if
Speaker 1: I tell a priest what just happened, that priest is
Speaker 1: gonna tell the police. I'm not done. I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: tell the priest. Man, priest is gonna tell the police.
Speaker 1: And then the voice said, well then you're gonna be
Speaker 1: very sorry and you're gonna pay for that, and like
Speaker 1: a threat, like a real threat. And I said, now
Speaker 1: we got.
Speaker 3: Away with that.
Speaker 1: We didn't get caught. Nobody caught us. This is all
Speaker 1: in my head. This is all in my head. I'm
Speaker 1: just talking to myself in my head because I feel bad.
Speaker 1: This ain't God. I still thank God at that point
Speaker 1: I definitely don't want there to be a guy, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So so then Andre tell us
Speaker 1: the boy ain't gonna die, He'll be all right. Tell
Speaker 1: us the rest or whatever not important. And I can't
Speaker 1: sleep that night. I don't sleep that next day. I'm
Speaker 1: just drinking and drinking. I can't sleep. And Tony see me, like,
Speaker 1: you know, like, oh shit, this kid's going tweaking out.
Speaker 1: So Tony's like, let's go to my mom's house so
Speaker 1: we can get away from the area, because you can't
Speaker 1: sleep with the police right there in the apartment next door,
Speaker 1: you know. Because he older, he knows what I've been through.
Speaker 1: I guess he's been through, you know. So He's like,
Speaker 1: let's go down to my mom house in Hialiah and
Speaker 1: quiet over there. I'm stayed there for like a twenty
Speaker 1: four hours and just chill over there. So we go
Speaker 1: over to his house and Haialiah get into it. We
Speaker 1: go into his mom his mom's home cooking high and
Speaker 1: she said hi to him, like and I'm like, we
Speaker 1: walk into his room, the room is perfect, all this
Speaker 1: stuff is there. She's like doing his laundry for him,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, you told me you got kicked out
Speaker 1: of here. He was like, oh yeah, we were just fire.
Speaker 1: But she still, you know, I still got my room.
Speaker 1: At that very moment, I realized he made up the
Speaker 1: whole got kicked out of my house story just to
Speaker 1: hang out more, you know. I was like, oh, I
Speaker 1: was already too deep in to care about that at
Speaker 1: this point, you know. Yeah, so I'm just like whatever.
Speaker 1: In my mind, I don't even say nothing about it.
Speaker 1: And I was just like whatever, And he's like, look,
Speaker 1: sleep on my bed, you know, take you need some sleep.
Speaker 1: I can see you need to sleep. Just rest. I sleep.
Speaker 1: I go to sleep in his bed, and this is
Speaker 1: what I get bad. I wake up, I falsely, I
Speaker 1: wake up to what I believe is him grabbing me
Speaker 1: by the shoulders, squeezing me on like a pressure point
Speaker 1: that's paralyzing me. You know what I'm saying, with some
Speaker 1: pressure points, you yeah, Well I wake up to that.
Speaker 1: I'm like, ah, you know what I'm saying. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: and I see it's black. The room is black. I'm
Speaker 1: just figuring he has the lights off for his nighttime.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I just woke up to this, you know,
Speaker 1: And I look over I can't really move, but I
Speaker 1: can kind of see, and I just see these black
Speaker 1: fingers on me, and I'm thinking, like, it's just fucking weird,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. It must be dark, it's
Speaker 1: it's happening fast, and I'm scared because it feels like
Speaker 1: he's attacking me at the same time, you know, And
Speaker 1: I'm like, is this guy about to kill me? So
Speaker 1: I don't say nothing or something. Is that what's happening
Speaker 1: right now? He waited for me to fall asleep, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, And then he lured me here,
Speaker 1: and then all of a sudden, I feel my body
Speaker 1: getting shook boom boom. I'm just like no, like a
Speaker 1: rag doll. I'm just like, fuck this guy strong. And
Speaker 1: I'm thinking this guy's gonna fucking rap me or something,
Speaker 1: you know, because it's like he's behind me, grab me
Speaker 1: like that, shaking me on the bed. And then I
Speaker 1: feel the hands squeeze on my shoulders. And when I
Speaker 1: feel them squeeze, the fingers reached the middle of my
Speaker 1: stomach and the finger on the back reaches the middle
Speaker 1: of my back. The fingers, so I feel this finger
Speaker 1: squeezed all the way and I'm like, this ain't really,
Speaker 1: this ain't right. His hands gotta be fucking this long,
Speaker 1: you know, and it's squeezing me so bad that I'm
Speaker 1: cutting off my air and I feel like I'm gonna die.
Speaker 1: And he's choking me to death, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And the second I feel like, oh, this is my
Speaker 1: last second of life, I'm gonna die right now, I
Speaker 1: wake up. I just squeezing. I wake up again and
Speaker 1: I'm in the bed and I'm laying like this, normal,
Speaker 1: laying normal on my stomach, and I look up and
Speaker 1: Tony's sitting in the chair at the end of the
Speaker 1: bed on my feet and he's just sitting in there
Speaker 1: like this. There's candles lit around him. It's in the dark.
Speaker 1: He's got the shades down Jesus. And opened my eyes
Speaker 1: and I see him looking staring at me, and he's
Speaker 1: so calm and laid back that I know he didn't
Speaker 1: just do that, or else he would be like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, I could, yeah, yeah, I could tell you
Speaker 1: was just sitting there, you know. And open my eyes
Speaker 1: and I look at him and he goes, you felt
Speaker 1: the demon. Oh, as I'm feeling its shaken. I feel
Speaker 1: like I'm about to die right before I wake up.
Speaker 1: I feel like it literally what you see in the
Speaker 1: movie was the movie called Spawn Spawn yeapawn Venom, You
Speaker 1: know how in vandom when he just like seeps through
Speaker 1: his skin as I feel this thing on my back
Speaker 1: squeezing me right before I wake up, and I feel
Speaker 1: like I'm gonna die. At the same time, I feel
Speaker 1: like what that would look like enter my back. I
Speaker 1: just feel all this pressure on my back just weighing
Speaker 1: me down, and then all the pressure just like inserted
Speaker 1: into my skin. And that when I woke up and
Speaker 1: I looked at him, and he goes, you felt the
Speaker 1: demon entered you, didn't you? And this man's covered in
Speaker 1: Satan tattoos candles, And I said, yeah, I did in
Speaker 1: my mind. I just still didn't believe it though, you know,
Speaker 1: I figured he saw me having a bad dream, just
Speaker 1: moving around because I just had a bad dream that
Speaker 1: was a bad dream, because I woke up and I
Speaker 1: was in the bed, must have been a dream. And
Speaker 1: he just said because he saw me moving around and
Speaker 1: he worshiped Satan and it's real. So I said, yeah,
Speaker 1: I felt it, but I didn't believe it. So I'd
Speaker 1: continue living, you know, But from that point on, my
Speaker 1: everything's bad. Bro, I just got worse. I already was bad,
Speaker 1: so I wasn't like you know what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: already was on a bad path, but it got I
Speaker 1: didn't get more violent, like doing bad things like that.
Speaker 1: But what I did was just destroy myself. Like I
Speaker 1: just drank, drain, drank drugs, drug as much as I could.
Speaker 1: Somebody tried me, I would fight real quick. I snapped
Speaker 1: my anger management like I would swing first. Every time
Speaker 1: after that, I felt I felt invincible. Almost People twice
Speaker 1: my side come up to me and try me, and
Speaker 1: I would swing first. Didn't matter.
Speaker 5: And do you feel like that that demonic encounter thing
Speaker 5: was because I remember before you said you heard a
Speaker 5: voice that said you need to confess and if you don't,
Speaker 5: you're gonna regret it something You're gonna pay for it.
Speaker 6: You think that was the consequence for that.
Speaker 1: I think that was probably a lot to do with it.
Speaker 3: Wow, man, that's so intense. This is you're in like
Speaker 3: your early thirties or late.
Speaker 1: Twenties, like now, Yeah, this was when I was eighteen nineteen.
Speaker 2: Oh have you heard any of this part yet?
Speaker 1: No? Oh?
Speaker 6: Dude, no, no, no, no, where were we.
Speaker 2: You felt the demon interview? And then you said from
Speaker 2: there it got worse and you started doing more drugs,
Speaker 2: more drinking.
Speaker 3: Being aggressive, fighting people, Yeah, getting angry.
Speaker 1: Cheating on girl, have girlfriend, girl from girl with chea cheat,
Speaker 1: cheats didn't matter like o, living like crazy. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, nothing mattered to me. And well, okay,
Speaker 1: and then two years goes by. I'm just in a
Speaker 1: downward spiral, not too fat but not too slow. But
Speaker 1: I'm going down and wait this Disney World first, the girl,
Speaker 1: well girl, no later, Disney World. I mean, all right,
Speaker 1: look at those two years he's born. He's one years old,
Speaker 1: two years old, three years old, maybe two and three.
Speaker 1: Those two years he was two and three. I take
Speaker 1: him to Disney World and I ended up getting into
Speaker 1: a fighting Disney World with another dude. I threw a
Speaker 1: beer cup at and I hit his daughter.
Speaker 2: He attap me.
Speaker 1: We start fighting. I get kicked out of Disney World.
Speaker 1: We go to Universal Studios. I get kicked out of
Speaker 1: Universal Studios with a two years old, three year old.
Speaker 1: You know, like, I can't go nowhere. I'm just bad,
Speaker 1: you know, I can't control once I start drinking and
Speaker 1: I cannot not drink. So okay, So then I get
Speaker 1: this one girlfriend going out with this girl, lord, sweet girl,
Speaker 1: like I'm in love with her. I'm in love with her.
Speaker 1: I'm in love with everyone, every girl. When I meet him,
Speaker 1: you know, it's a new relationships. In love with her,
Speaker 1: So I mean I end up. I ended up. She
Speaker 1: ends up giving me her virginity, like she locked in
Speaker 1: with me, you know.
Speaker 6: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And I turned twenty one, like two weeks after that,
Speaker 1: and I go to the strip club for my twenty
Speaker 1: first birthday. Listen to my friends. I go to the
Speaker 1: strip club. I cheat on her with a girl in
Speaker 1: the club. I bring the girl home. That girl leave me.
Speaker 1: I gotta stay with this girl now right, she a
Speaker 1: girl too, you know. But Valentine's Day, I've been with
Speaker 1: this girl for eight months. She break up with me.
Speaker 1: Now this gonna break up with me. So now I'm heartbroken.
Speaker 1: On Valentine's Day, I'm an addict, and I remember I
Speaker 1: run out. I'm drinking. I go to the strip club
Speaker 1: by myself. I drink, I run out of money. I leave,
Speaker 1: and I remember I remember thinking about my dad having methadone.
Speaker 1: I never did that stuff before, but I remember, oh,
Speaker 1: my dad does methadone, and that's kind of like hero.
Speaker 1: When I heard, I was like, and I want to
Speaker 1: get fucked up. And then I don't give a fuck
Speaker 1: because the girl left me on Valentine's Day, you know,
Speaker 1: twenty one years old, broken heart or whatever. So I
Speaker 1: go to my mom's house and my mom's room where
Speaker 1: they sleep in, and take the methadone bottle and I
Speaker 1: drink it. It's one hundred and twenty or one hundred
Speaker 1: and thirty milligrams of methadone. My dad been on the
Speaker 1: done for twenty years. It's the highest dose you can
Speaker 1: give someone in the clinic. But I don't know anything
Speaker 1: about that. It's just a little bit to me. I
Speaker 1: see my dad drink him every day, and he looks fine.
Speaker 1: So I drink one hundred and thirty miligram of methadone,
Speaker 1: which is lethal for an eighteen year old kid who's
Speaker 1: never done it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, if you don't have any tolerance, twenty one year
Speaker 3: old kid, my bad, you're cooked.
Speaker 1: Twenty one, I was still one hundred and thirty pounds
Speaker 1: and so I drink that bottle and I don't know
Speaker 1: if you're supposed to wait fifteen minutes. I wait five
Speaker 1: ten minutes. I don't feel nothing. I go back in
Speaker 1: his room and take another bottle out and I drink it.
Speaker 1: That's two hundred and sixty milligrams of methadone.
Speaker 6: You shouldn't have survived that, and I didn't.
Speaker 1: So I could tell you about I could tell you
Speaker 1: about the experience of being completely twisted for a little while,
Speaker 1: but it doesn't really matter. Bottom line is, I'll go
Speaker 1: back to that kid, Shawn's house around the block. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm I'm telling him like I'm passing out. I'm tired.
Speaker 1: I'm tired. We gotta go get some wake me up.
Speaker 1: And I remember we drove to go get some cocaine
Speaker 1: to wake me up, but it didn't work. We get there,
Speaker 1: I did a bump. I started falling asleep, and at
Speaker 1: the time Sean, I can't stay awake, I can't stay awake,
Speaker 1: and I just black. I just remember everything turned black,
Speaker 1: and next thing I know, I am well, I'm at
Speaker 1: the bottom of the ocean. But I'm just a drop
Speaker 1: of water. I don't know how to explain it. It
Speaker 1: doesn't make sense to people. I understand that won't register
Speaker 1: what I'm trying to say. But I was a drop
Speaker 1: of water. I was one drop of water, maybe one molecule.
Speaker 2: I'm not really sure it's symbolic.
Speaker 1: But I was just a drop of water and I
Speaker 1: was at the bottom of the ocean and it was peaceful.
Speaker 1: It was quiet, and I was alive. I was what
Speaker 1: I was, and I could feel all the other drops
Speaker 1: of water. I'm bouncing off of them. They're all bouncing me.
Speaker 1: I'm saying hi to them, but all like, man, it's
Speaker 1: a NonStop you know what I'm saying, NonStop interactions with
Speaker 1: other drops of water, and it's cool. I think about nothing.
Speaker 1: There's nothing to think about other than that's what's happening.
Speaker 1: And I don't know, this just went on, bro It
Speaker 1: just went on and I was enjoying it.
Speaker 7: And then.
Speaker 1: I don't know how long it went on for, but
Speaker 1: I remember being that drop of water and then feeling
Speaker 1: air hit me. So I had remember thinking, I'm at
Speaker 1: the top of the water, you know, I'm like floating
Speaker 1: on the top, you know. I could feel the air
Speaker 1: and I could feel the water under me. I'm still
Speaker 1: just a water drop, but I can feel air, you know,
Speaker 1: So I know I'm at the top of the water now,
Speaker 1: and then I'm just floating there, feeling air and water.
Speaker 1: You know, there's nothing else to think about other than
Speaker 1: that's what I am, and that's what's happening, and there
Speaker 1: is no time, it's just happening. And then I start
Speaker 1: hearing in the distance. I don't know how I could
Speaker 1: hear as a drop of water, but I could hear
Speaker 1: waves breaking, like I just hear crashing the distance, steady,
Speaker 1: that's here. It keeps breaking. It's real quiet, and it
Speaker 1: just along the lines. It starts getting louder louder. Eventually,
Speaker 1: I feel like days went by, just every day just
Speaker 1: got a little louder, a little louder, a little louder.
Speaker 1: And eventually it started getting really loud. And I remember
Speaker 1: being like, oh shit, I'm getting kind of close to
Speaker 1: the shore. I can hear these waves breaking down. It's
Speaker 1: sounding like sh.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: I hear that it's getting louder, and it just starts
Speaker 1: getting really loud, and I know, like, oh ship, I'm
Speaker 1: about to hit the end. And I hear this really loud,
Speaker 1: and I hear the and when I hear the it's
Speaker 1: the last wave crashing and it throws me out of
Speaker 1: the ocean and I hit the sand, my meat. The
Speaker 1: little water drop hits the sand, and it feels like
Speaker 1: I just fell out of a building and boom. And
Speaker 1: when I feel that, I feel my body pain in
Speaker 1: my body. And I wake up and I'm in the
Speaker 1: hospital and I'm on life support with those balloons in
Speaker 1: my lungs and I can still hear the waves going,
Speaker 1: but it's the mill.
Speaker 3: That's crazy.
Speaker 1: I wake up and my mom a doctor, and they're
Speaker 1: telling me you were dead. You arrived dead on arrival.
Speaker 1: We shocked you back to life. We don't know how
Speaker 1: long you were dead for. We don't know if you
Speaker 1: got brain damage all that. But I woke up and
Speaker 1: I stayed on there for like another day on falling
Speaker 1: in and out and and when I got out, when
Speaker 1: I get they took the balloons out and all that.
Speaker 1: My mom my mom my mom standing there and she goes,
Speaker 1: did you see the light? And I go, no, it
Speaker 1: was dark. She was like, oh, like she was joking,
Speaker 1: but I really just died and didn't see the light,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And I was like, damn,
Speaker 1: I'm not. The water thing is like I didn't see
Speaker 1: the light. That's all I'm thinking about, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. The water thing meant nothing up, just a
Speaker 1: piece of water, you know. I didn't even look at
Speaker 1: it as something that was like symbolic.
Speaker 5: It was like, what was a weird dream, I was
Speaker 5: unconscious or something. But that's obviously not the truth. It
Speaker 5: was obviously very symbolic.
Speaker 1: It was I thought it was a weird dream. I
Speaker 1: didn't know I was actually dead, you know what I'm saying. Well,
Speaker 1: I was experiencing that, so wow. Yeah. So then after that,
Speaker 1: I mean, it doesn't wake me up, doesn't make I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm hearing people with their near death experiences how it
Speaker 1: changed their life and they wrote books about it, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I didn't get one of those kind of
Speaker 1: near death experiences. I just died and with water. Pretty sick,
Speaker 1: you know, Like I didn't see no guy, no angels
Speaker 1: or nothing like they say when they die, you know,
Speaker 1: and when they come back and all that like that.
Speaker 1: So I was like, damn, after thinking, maybe they're making
Speaker 1: all that shit up. So I just continue living like
Speaker 1: a crazy person, drinking, smoking, selling drugs, doing all that,
Speaker 1: and a couple of years go by, not too many
Speaker 1: a couple of years go by, and everything's pretty normal.
Speaker 1: Not you know, everything's going pretty normal, not making good
Speaker 1: choices or anything. But I ended up and me and
Speaker 1: my friend end up saving up some money with the
Speaker 1: drug game. Oh that got tony. I ended up getting
Speaker 1: away from like that shit started getting too much, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Like, within a month or two
Speaker 1: after that, I moved. I was made up excuse I
Speaker 1: had to move back to my mom's house. And I
Speaker 1: stood paying rent and got to say victory because it
Speaker 1: was in my name. So I got away from him,
Speaker 1: you know. But but.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you said you were saving money up. Yeah, money
Speaker 2: saved up some money.
Speaker 1: And we made a plan to grow weed indoors. You know,
Speaker 1: everyone in Miami was doing it. So we're like, man,
Speaker 1: we spoke dude. I'm like, I'll sit there and grow
Speaker 1: the weed. I want to do that, you know the
Speaker 1: best way. You know, we all win this way. It's
Speaker 1: a brilliant play. So this is where the paranormal activity started.
Speaker 3: Okay, let's go started. I'm about to say there's been
Speaker 3: a lot already.
Speaker 2: He always says that.
Speaker 1: This is where the real paranormal activity started to where
Speaker 1: at the time I was like, oh other ship I
Speaker 1: got rode off. This is the first can never ride off?
Speaker 1: Let me just go So okay, So I'm sitting in
Speaker 1: the We get the wat house, right, we get a
Speaker 1: grow house, first girl house. Yeah, we did it. We
Speaker 1: got a grow house. We set up the room, got
Speaker 1: the lights, growing the weed. I'm sitting in the house
Speaker 1: by myself, and I'm watching TV. And I'm by myself
Speaker 1: in the house. I'm in the living room and the
Speaker 1: kitchen is right next to us. You can see the kitchen.
Speaker 1: There's a little partition where I could see the kitchen
Speaker 1: right where I'm at. I can't see the sink because
Speaker 1: it's right behind the wall from where I'm looking, you know.
Speaker 1: But I hear a sound that would I thought at
Speaker 1: the time, because the fridge is right next to the sink.
Speaker 1: So I hear a metal sound hit the sink. My
Speaker 1: brain goes, A knife or a fork just fell off
Speaker 1: the fridge and landed in the sink. It was that
Speaker 1: much force that it hit. Yeah, Like my mind said, Okay,
Speaker 1: that had to fall from pretty high. It must be
Speaker 1: the fridge. I had to have fallen from the fridge,
Speaker 1: couldn't have fallen from the counter. Because that would have
Speaker 1: made a less sound. This was a deep sound, metal
Speaker 1: hitting metal. So the second it hits, I go, ooh,
Speaker 1: fucking fridge thing hit off the ridge. But then the
Speaker 1: sound go like the sound keeps going ding ding ding ding.
Speaker 1: The first think, I go, something fell off the fridge. Think.
Speaker 1: Then I HEARDing think and the second think, I go, oh,
Speaker 1: it must have hit the corner of the sink and
Speaker 1: it fell to the second corner. Then I hear dingding
Speaker 1: think the third one. I go, that's a pretty fucking
Speaker 1: surrounded corner. You know the rounded corners. It's not a square,
Speaker 1: so must have got a perfect way three things, you know,
Speaker 1: ding ding Think. Then I hear ding ding ding ding
Speaker 1: ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding
Speaker 1: ding think, and I go, oh, what the fuck someone's
Speaker 1: in there about to kill me. I'm thinking at this moment,
Speaker 1: that's somebody. There's too much energy going around in a
Speaker 1: circle over and over and over for it to be
Speaker 1: something that fell.
Speaker 6: So I don't have a gun.
Speaker 1: It's my first grow house. I wasn't thinking that far ahead.
Speaker 1: I thought nobody knew about the growhouse. So I'm just
Speaker 1: froze like I'm about to die. Someone's in there, playing
Speaker 1: with my head. In the second I turned the corner,
Speaker 1: there's gonna be a gun pointed at me. Obviously you're
Speaker 1: gonna emptyu my girl house and take everything, hopefully not
Speaker 1: kill me. And the dnking thing stops and I'm just like,
Speaker 1: oh no, oh no. I'm looking around for some weapon,
Speaker 1: so I grab something. There is nothing for me to grab, bro,
Speaker 1: there's nothing like a shoe. I'm like a fuck, and
Speaker 1: I just start peeking my head around the corner. Who
Speaker 1: is it? Maybe some hopefully it's one of my friends
Speaker 1: playing a trick on me. There's no one there, Bro,
Speaker 1: what walk in the kitchen, there's no one there? Looking
Speaker 1: through the cabinets, I'm looking at the fridge, I'm looking everywhere.
Speaker 1: What the fuck was that?
Speaker 3: You never figured out what it was?
Speaker 1: I never figured out what that was at that point.
Speaker 1: I don't know what the fuck that was said, there's
Speaker 1: a ghost. What I thought in my head at the
Speaker 1: very moment that happened was we rented that house and
Speaker 1: cut the ridge in Miami's kind of hood and rented
Speaker 1: it from a Haitian lady. I started thinking voodoos, a
Speaker 1: Haitian voodoo, the Haitian lady right, I'm not thinking it's me.
Speaker 1: I'm thinking it's the house. Yeah, obviously, so nothing like
Speaker 1: that happens in that house. I tell my friend, like,
Speaker 1: no one believes me, think I'm high tripping whatever. Whatever.
Speaker 1: So we got we went, we went. I mean, I
Speaker 1: don't know if this had anything to do with it,
Speaker 1: but like we end up getting robbed, that girl out.
Speaker 1: We leave, me and my boy leave to the store
Speaker 1: for like an hour. We come back. The house is empty.
Speaker 1: We robbed the girl house and I'm like, but there
Speaker 1: wasn't no one here.
Speaker 3: I'm like, no, it's fucking with my head, you know, Like,
Speaker 3: was that like soon after the weird It was like a.
Speaker 1: Week after, maybe two weeks after. It wasn't long after.
Speaker 1: But we had already cut the plants out and they didn't.
Speaker 1: All they took was the lights. So we had money still,
Speaker 1: So we got another house, set up another house. We
Speaker 1: were more careful about it, not to let anyone know
Speaker 1: and all that try to and but whatever, I got
Speaker 1: a girl over this house right now, really post that
Speaker 1: girls over these houses, right But this one I did
Speaker 1: a different you did it your own way.
Speaker 5: One.
Speaker 1: We had to add a girl here. So I got
Speaker 1: this girl over. We were watching TV. We're growing We
Speaker 1: just in my bag. We're watching TV. Sorry, we're watching TV.
Speaker 1: And a ball of smoke, a ball of mist just
Speaker 1: starts forming in the corner. A little piece of myst
Speaker 1: forms in the corner and starts doing a sp il right,
Speaker 1: and then the spiral fills up and the gets bigger,
Speaker 1: and then it turns into a perfect ball. There's no
Speaker 1: like bubble around it. There's no something. It's just a
Speaker 1: ball of smoke that's keeping shape, perfect shape, and it's
Speaker 1: spinning in a circle like a mask, like a globe,
Speaker 1: you know, but it's just smoke. And I'm watching this thing.
Speaker 1: This all happens quick. It happened quick, like two three seconds.
Speaker 1: Just form starts spinning and then it looked like something
Speaker 1: flew out of it, almost like if you would shoot
Speaker 1: a bullet at a water balloon in slow motion. Oh
Speaker 1: like coming out the back end of like you know,
Speaker 1: like but not in slow motion, but like I see
Speaker 1: like something break out the bubble of smoke. It's just
Speaker 1: I don't see anything come out. I just see like
Speaker 1: if something would have came out, because I see the
Speaker 1: smoke like go out of this little hole. And then
Speaker 1: all the smoke comes out of the hole and goes
Speaker 1: across the top of the TV, and then it all
Speaker 1: disappears at the same exact time. And I didn't say anything.
Speaker 1: I go, did you just see that?
Speaker 9: She goes the ball of smoke in the corner? So
Speaker 9: she saw the exact She said it first, make sure
Speaker 9: you didn't I'm not crazy. Exact and that she really
Speaker 9: saw what I saw. I don't want to say it first,
Speaker 9: and you say it.
Speaker 3: Yes, the only way to confess.
Speaker 1: Do you see that she did? What the ball of
Speaker 1: smoking the corner?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: Yes, the ball of smoking the corner. We agree, there's
Speaker 1: a ball of smoking the corner.
Speaker 2: We just saw it, right.
Speaker 1: She's like yeah. She keeps watching the TV and I'm like,
Speaker 1: what what do you think it was? Like? I don't know.
Speaker 1: She keep watching the TV. And I'm like, I know
Speaker 1: you don't know, but don't you think we should figure
Speaker 1: this out with it? Interdimensional demon angel? What was going on?
Speaker 1: A ghost? What is that? Something just happened?
Speaker 2: She like?
Speaker 3: She didn't?
Speaker 1: She like, I'm bothering her at this point, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I'm like, no, are you not excited
Speaker 1: about this? She'sus just like looking at me like if
Speaker 1: I'm crazy, if I did it or something. Then I
Speaker 1: was like, why is she not reacting to this? Then
Speaker 1: I start looking at her like does she do it?
Speaker 1: And from that point on, me and her. I mean,
Speaker 1: before that we would fight a little. But after that, ya,
Speaker 1: we weren't crazy. Really we I mean, I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: blame it on the ball of smoking the corner of
Speaker 1: the room right right, But it didn't help. Didn't help,
Speaker 1: and we just drugged out. We were just getting fucked up. Fight, man,
Speaker 1: We just I didn't know what to do. But I mean,
Speaker 1: I was just I was going crazy. Bro, I was
Speaker 1: going crazy. I don't still deeming him yet, not knowing
Speaker 1: I still on the downwards spot and now I'm taking
Speaker 1: her down. I started bringing her down with me. We
Speaker 1: broke up. I moved into this house down the street
Speaker 1: right the room from a friend that renting his grandma's
Speaker 1: house out and we rent out a room on the
Speaker 1: Craigslist ads to a stranger. This man come, homeless guy,
Speaker 1: come with his girlfriend. They rent the room out. Oh,
Speaker 1: they doing drugs and all that. I start doing drugs
Speaker 1: with them. They move out. Then another guy moves in,
Speaker 1: This kid, Mario he move in and he start, oh,
Speaker 1: you like to get fucked up. You got to get
Speaker 1: fucked up. We're getting sucked up. He busts out the fetanol.
Speaker 1: He said, dope. I never done fatanyl heroin. I did
Speaker 1: the methadone, but yeah, I didn't know. And he like,
Speaker 1: you want to take a bump of this. It's just
Speaker 1: like percocets, and I've done perkosets before. So I take
Speaker 1: a little bump, and you know, it ain't a drug story,
Speaker 1: but I get hooked on and taking bumps. I take
Speaker 1: it bump for about a year sniffing aroin and fetanahl,
Speaker 1: and I feel like I would stop sometimes for like
Speaker 1: a half a day and start like that sickness they
Speaker 1: talk about the dope sickness. I feel like a little
Speaker 1: cold or a flu or whatever. So I would be like,
Speaker 1: it ain't that bad. I kept doing it. You know,
Speaker 1: I feel it, and I ain't that bad. I keep
Speaker 1: doing it. And then after a year and the whole
Speaker 1: time I'm doing it, I'm thinking, like, I don't know
Speaker 1: if you ever seen the movie train Spotting. Never seen
Speaker 1: a movie train Spotting? What there's a scene in there
Speaker 1: where he does heroin. He withdraws, and when he's withdrawing,
Speaker 1: he hallucinated dead baby walking on the roof, and I
Speaker 1: was like, that's cool. It was a cool scene, you know.
Speaker 1: And when I started doing Heroin, I felt the sickness.
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, that was just a movie, Like I
Speaker 1: don't see no dead baby's walking on the roof, and
Speaker 1: I just feel like I got a sickness. I just
Speaker 1: feel like sick, you know. But then I started the
Speaker 1: bumps ain't working no more, so I started shooting up.
Speaker 1: First time I shoot up, I passed out. I wake
Speaker 1: up to my friends slapping the dog shit out of me.
Speaker 1: Wake up, wake up? Wait, what the fuck going on?
Speaker 1: He said, man, you just die, work wake up? Your died.
Speaker 1: And I said, oh shit. That was the first time
Speaker 1: I shot it up. And I did it again that night,
Speaker 1: but when he was watching and after that, and then
Speaker 1: I woke up on the floor of my room by
Speaker 1: myself in the room, like grabbing a towel, wiping the floor,
Speaker 1: Like what am I doing? I just woke up like that.
Speaker 1: I could have been dead, you know, I could odeed.
Speaker 1: I did a shot. I did a shot by myself.
Speaker 1: After I first started shooting up, the first day after
Speaker 1: that first one, when he woke me up, went in
Speaker 1: my room myself did a shot, passed out on the ground,
Speaker 1: woke up cleaning the floor, like what, And I told
Speaker 1: myself I got to quit. So I just said, I'm
Speaker 1: going cold turkey right. Twelve hours go by the withdrawal kicking,
Speaker 1: and I guess from shooting it up, it's way worse.
Speaker 1: And this is why I realized the movie was real.
Speaker 1: I started throwing up. Twelve hours on the dot, I
Speaker 1: start throwing up. I run out front of my mom's house.
Speaker 1: I went, I had I went left that house. My
Speaker 1: mom lived down the street. I said, I'm I gotta
Speaker 1: get away from this guy and get off of the door.
Speaker 1: I went and lay down my mom's couch. I said,
Speaker 1: I just gotta I gotta stay here for a couple
Speaker 1: of days. Tobago By started throwing up, and when I
Speaker 1: go outside, I'm throwing up. I see shadows I call
Speaker 1: them demons at the time, crawling out of my throat.
Speaker 1: As I'm dry heaving. I'm choking. He think I'm dry heaving.
Speaker 1: He's crying because he's seeing me throw up with drawing.
Speaker 3: Oh you were there.
Speaker 1: I was like thirteen. He thinks I'm in my mom
Speaker 1: He said, what's wrong with him? I'm gonna go. He's
Speaker 1: just dry heaving. But I wasn't dry heaving in my head.
Speaker 1: In my head, I'm choking on demons. I'm going I'm
Speaker 1: seeing these things put their hands on my mouth and
Speaker 1: pull themselves out of my mouth and take off in
Speaker 1: the air.
Speaker 7: I can say that I've never in my life heard
Speaker 7: something like this, to the point where I was literally
Speaker 7: like a little kid in my room, just bawling, crying,
Speaker 7: thinking that my dad was gonna die or something.
Speaker 3: Remember, you don't forget stuff like that.
Speaker 2: You don't forget that.
Speaker 1: Wow. I would watch these things crawl out of my
Speaker 1: mouth as I'm driving and then start frying circles over
Speaker 1: my head watching, I'm like, oh shit, now now I
Speaker 1: know why they got that scene from WHOA Man? That's crazy. Yeah.
Speaker 8: Wow.
Speaker 1: So then but I don't get to stop, you know,
Speaker 1: I withdraw, I feel sick, I don't feel right. I
Speaker 1: keep doing dope just to feel good. At that point, yeah,
Speaker 1: I couldn't go through with it, you know. Yeah, So
Speaker 1: I keep doing dope. And this is where something crazy
Speaker 1: happened and me and my girl fighting. I don't get
Speaker 1: away from her. I go to hotels. I mean, I'm
Speaker 1: going to hotels. I'm breaking up with her, going to hotels,
Speaker 1: doing drugs, looking at pouring on my phone for two
Speaker 1: days straight, just scrolling through everything, calling every prostitute as
Speaker 1: in classified ads. I mean, just go come back. I
Speaker 1: can catch me when I get back with her sobered up,
Speaker 1: and she'll go through my phone and be like you
Speaker 1: called the five hundred prophetes is wrong, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And they're not all girls. I was in
Speaker 1: there for three days, third days, you know, but so
Speaker 1: you I was doing bad, bro. I was just at
Speaker 1: this point, I'm just like, I'm just getting high and
Speaker 1: I'm just life is about getting pleasure for you die.
Speaker 1: So you're gonna die and there's nothing after this. So
Speaker 1: what we're here, Just get whatever, keep doing drugs, keep
Speaker 1: doing it. So I'm in the hotel room and I
Speaker 1: have been shooting up fatanol. I didn't know you had
Speaker 1: to shoot a cocaine. I learned that that day. But
Speaker 1: you can just do a little cocaine in the water.
Speaker 1: It's like speed, boss. What I go to the hotel room,
Speaker 1: put up cocaine in the thing. I put a gram
Speaker 1: of cocaine. I put almost three quarters of the bag.
Speaker 1: Put a little drop of water. The whole thing disappear
Speaker 1: into a little drop. I go, oh, shit's gonna be
Speaker 1: a good shot. You know, it's gonna be strong. So
Speaker 1: I do the shot. Second I do the shot, I'm
Speaker 1: expecting to feel a rush, you know. I mean, I'm
Speaker 1: in the hotel room, I'm naked, I'm looking like I'm
Speaker 1: fucked up the shot. And the second I hit the shot,
Speaker 1: I feel like hit me.
Speaker 6: My body just.
Speaker 1: I fall over on the side of the bed. I
Speaker 1: just start convulsing. My body does this like seizing, seizing, convulsing.
Speaker 1: My eyes stuck wide open, Oh my god, and I
Speaker 1: have no control. I can't talk. I'm just stuck like this,
Speaker 1: just looking. I can't even move my eyes around. I'm
Speaker 1: just looking at the door hand or the last thing
Speaker 1: I saw, the last thing I can see, the last
Speaker 1: thing I'm looking at. It's a light gleaming off the
Speaker 1: door handle. And I'm just on the bit twitching, thinking
Speaker 1: in my head I'm gonna od and I'm gonna die.
Speaker 6: Right now, yeah, you know.
Speaker 1: And everything starts turning black, the room, everything turning black
Speaker 1: from the back to the front. My vision black black, black,
Speaker 1: all to the door handle. I see the little light
Speaker 1: on the door handle. That's all that's left. Everything else
Speaker 1: is pitch black. And I'm still twitching. My eyes are
Speaker 1: still stuck open, and I'm just staring at that light
Speaker 1: because it's the last thing in the universe that I
Speaker 1: can see. It's the last thing that exists. I'm thinking,
Speaker 1: I'm gone, I'm dead. After this light turns off, it's
Speaker 1: total blackness, and I'm dead. That's what I'm thinking in
Speaker 1: my head. And I'm just staring at this light and
Speaker 1: staring at this light, and all of a sudden, I'm
Speaker 1: in space and I'm twitching, floating in space, and this
Speaker 1: light is a star and it's far and I'm just
Speaker 1: looking at it. I'm floating in space looking at a star.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh shit, I'm fucked. And as I'm twitching
Speaker 1: just looking at the stars, starts coming closer to me
Speaker 1: and closer and getting brighter and brighter, and I'm thinking,
Speaker 1: oh shit, what's going on? You know? And as the
Speaker 1: star gets real bright, it gets like as bright as
Speaker 1: the sun the moon like that size, you know, conforts
Speaker 1: like that, and it's real bright and you know how.
Speaker 1: I don't know if it happens to anyone else. But
Speaker 1: when I look at the sun, like it gets like
Speaker 1: if I stare at the sun, it'll get a tint.
Speaker 1: My I will like form a tint over the sun
Speaker 1: if you stare at it long enough.
Speaker 2: You're talking about, Yeah, you see the colors and stuff.
Speaker 1: So as I'm staring at this star, it gets so
Speaker 1: bright that it develops the tint over it, right, So
Speaker 1: then it's got like this great tint to it. And
Speaker 1: then all of a sudden, in the tent, I start
Speaker 1: seeing a tiny little me reflection of me and the
Speaker 1: tinted star, and it's me naked. It's twitching, and I'm
Speaker 1: staring right at it, and it's looking right back at me.
Speaker 1: I'm staring at myself, and it starts getting closer and
Speaker 1: closer and bigger, and it's the size of me, and
Speaker 1: I'm looking at myself, and now we're both the same side.
Speaker 3: And I see this big thing and then it's like
Speaker 3: looking into a mirror.
Speaker 1: Like looking into a mirror, like the moon of the mirror,
Speaker 1: getting closer and bigger, and then all of a sudden,
Speaker 1: the mirror turns into a pupil that I'm reflecting off
Speaker 1: of and around the outside of the sun or whatever
Speaker 1: it is. The mirror a blue eye, like the blue iris,
Speaker 1: a blue iris starts forming. Then a face materializes around
Speaker 1: it and there's a fucking face looking at me and
Speaker 1: I can see myself reflecting in its eyes. And his
Speaker 1: face is a man who looks like a white, homeless,
Speaker 1: demonic man. And he's just looking at me. Yeah, all
Speaker 1: of a sudden, his face like that, and I'm twitching
Speaker 1: and I'm scared and he's just bro and I could
Speaker 1: just feel he's just staring at me. And I'm just thinking,
Speaker 1: this is the devil, you know what I'm saying, This
Speaker 1: might be the devil. I might be going to hell
Speaker 1: for all I've done.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, you gotta be thinking at this point, like
Speaker 3: I'm dead.
Speaker 2: I'm dead.
Speaker 1: I'm dead, and I'm going to Hell and this is
Speaker 1: the devil Hell. And I just remember just it never stopped, bro,
Speaker 1: he just kept staring and staring, and I couldn't look away,
Speaker 1: I couldn't move my eye. I'm just staring back at
Speaker 1: this guy, and I could feel him feeding off my fear,
Speaker 1: like the exchange of fear and the power power game.
Speaker 1: You know, I can see him getting stronger and fuller
Speaker 1: off of it, and I'm getting scared and weaker. Just
Speaker 1: keeps going and keeps going to the point where how
Speaker 1: much more scared can you get?
Speaker 7: You know?
Speaker 1: I shut off my braining, about to shut off, like
Speaker 1: pass out already. I'm telling myself, just pass out. I
Speaker 1: can't even pass out. And then it gets so bad
Speaker 1: it just everything kind of blinks out, turn black again,
Speaker 1: and boom, and I'm back in the room, but I'm
Speaker 1: still twitching. But I'm like, oh, I'm back in the room,
Speaker 1: you know. And I'm twitching on the bed still, and
Speaker 1: I'm looking at the door handle, but I can see
Speaker 1: my peripherals not black. I can see the room around me,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And as I'm standing at
Speaker 1: the door handle, I hear like something fall, and then
Speaker 1: I hear footsteps and then and I see a lady
Speaker 1: walking back and forth in front of my bed, and
Speaker 1: I'm there twitching. I can't look at her face. All
Speaker 1: I can see is her walking back and forth. And
Speaker 1: she is Egyptian. I don't know how to say it.
Speaker 1: She got the skin of Egyptian, she black hair, she
Speaker 1: got the eyes, and she's got Egyptian armor like a
Speaker 1: warrior that you would see from the old Egyptian times,
Speaker 1: like golden armor. But it also kind of is sexy.
Speaker 1: And she's hot but I can't see her face, but
Speaker 1: I know she's.
Speaker 3: Hot, you know, I can tell you know, energy was hot.
Speaker 1: You got that body and everything like like wonder woman,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, but like an Egyptian version
Speaker 1: of wonder woman.
Speaker 6: Yes.
Speaker 1: And she walking back and forth, and I'm twitching in
Speaker 1: the room and I'm watching her walk back. I can't
Speaker 1: only see her when she passed by my eyesight because
Speaker 1: I can't follow her like it's you know, the peripherals.
Speaker 1: I could follow her, but I could look right at
Speaker 1: her when she passes in front of my eyes every time.
Speaker 1: And all of a sudden, she started telepathically communicating with me,
Speaker 1: and I'm I'm just there twitching looking at this lady,
Speaker 1: thinking in my head is a this is an escort,
Speaker 1: like dressed up all crazy or something. I'm thinking, now
Speaker 1: this is really Egyptian, Like what the fuck is going on?
Speaker 1: Like how is she in my room? My thought was
Speaker 1: locked before I did the ah she works. Nothing's making
Speaker 1: sense right, And then she started telling me hello, Hello,
Speaker 1: Can you hear me in my mind? And I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm twitching, you know. So I start thinking I can
Speaker 1: think clearly my head, Yeah, even though I'm twitching, I
Speaker 1: can't move my body or anything. And I'm like, hello back,
Speaker 1: She's like, you can hear I said, yeah, can you
Speaker 1: hear me? She's like yeah. I'm like She's like, I'm like,
Speaker 1: are you an ange? Are you my guardian angel? She
Speaker 1: goes something like that, but I'm an interdimensional warrior, but
Speaker 1: you would consider me like a guardian angel. And I'm twitching.
Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, that's weird, right, And then she keep
Speaker 1: walking back and forth and I can feel her very disappointed,
Speaker 1: and she start telling me, I can't believe that we're
Speaker 1: in the middle of a spiritual war and this is
Speaker 1: how I find you. And I can't cover my body.
Speaker 1: I can't cover I can't take the pouring off the TV.
Speaker 1: Nothing wrong, I'm just drugs laid out. I can't do
Speaker 1: nothing about it. And I'm embarrassed. But I can't do nothing,
Speaker 1: you know. And and she's like, she's telling me spiritual.
Speaker 1: What I started thinking was I supposed to be like
Speaker 1: some kind of fucking spiritual warriors something, you know, you're
Speaker 1: doing drugs. I just I'm like, oh my god, what
Speaker 1: the fuck am I doing? Like, but I can't do
Speaker 1: nothing about it.
Speaker 5: It's like she knew you from like a past life
Speaker 5: or something, and I found That's what it felt like. Really,
Speaker 5: that's kind of what I got.
Speaker 1: Did I find you?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 1: And I'm just like, I'm just like, forget all that.
Speaker 1: I'm like, yo, am I having a heart attack right now? Yah? O, God,
Speaker 1: we're talking, you know, I'm like, am I having a
Speaker 1: heart attack right now? She goes, No, she goes, You're
Speaker 1: not having a heart attack, but you almost did. She goes,
Speaker 1: you almost did? Oh, she says to me. She goes,
Speaker 1: I said, was that the devil? Asked her? I said,
Speaker 1: was that man the devil that I just saw? She goes,
Speaker 1: that wasn't the devil, but that was a demon and
Speaker 1: he's attached to your back. And I don't know what
Speaker 1: you did, but you must have pised somebody off. And
Speaker 1: I'm just thinking like, oh fuck. And then she goes,
Speaker 1: she goes, I said, am I gonna be okay? I
Speaker 1: asked her? Forget all that? I said, am I gonna
Speaker 1: be okay? Am I gonna be able to walk again.
Speaker 1: I think I said, am I gonna be able to
Speaker 1: walk again? She goes, You're gonna be fine the second
Speaker 1: I leave, You'll be okay, but you need to wake up.
Speaker 1: And the second she said you need to wake up,
Speaker 1: she disappeared. My body stopped twitching and I was back
Speaker 1: in the room normal. She was gone, and.
Speaker 3: You know what I mean, start shaking, like, make sure
Speaker 3: you got control of your body again.
Speaker 1: And I've said that it was a crazy dream.
Speaker 2: I'm just getting this thing from you that every time
Speaker 2: these things happen, you're like, ah.
Speaker 6: Well, yeah, well do it again.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but that's a powerful lesson. Knowing how it ends, right,
Speaker 2: you know, which they don't know yet, but knowing how
Speaker 2: it ends, that's a powerful lesson.
Speaker 1: Okay, So after that, I go, I'm in and out
Speaker 1: of rehabs, right, even I know I got to be
Speaker 1: in rehabs. At this point, I'm like trying, but not really,
Speaker 1: but I give it a track because i know, like
Speaker 1: this is getting bad, and I'm listening to all the
Speaker 1: people and rehab you go to the meetings every day
Speaker 1: and listen to the people's stories. And I'm listening to
Speaker 1: all these stories and they're all the same, and none
Speaker 1: of them make no sense, Like they all just like
Speaker 1: got into a car crash and got in trouble, I
Speaker 1: have to change my life or something.
Speaker 7: You know.
Speaker 1: It's always something like normal that happened bad and I
Speaker 1: know you know what I'm saying, but nothing supernatural and
Speaker 1: all these stories, but then they giving the life over
Speaker 1: to God and rehab and I'm like that story didn't
Speaker 1: prove God though, you know, and all the story like, man,
Speaker 1: don't you see I woke up and I didn't want
Speaker 1: to do it. That's God, Like I don't believe that
Speaker 1: at the time, you know. And then there was one man,
Speaker 1: the only story that ever kind of m He come
Speaker 1: in and he tells the story and no one else
Speaker 1: everyone else thought was bullshit. I don't only want that
Speaker 1: was like that was kind of cool. He tells his story.
Speaker 1: He didn't make too much sense. When he was in
Speaker 1: his car doing drugs one night and he said, I
Speaker 1: was in my car getting high and the Angel came
Speaker 1: into my car and started talking to me through the
Speaker 1: speakers and I could see his face when he's talking,
Speaker 1: like he looks shook. And he was saying, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: this really happened. You know, you can tell him sometime,
Speaker 1: but I don't understand what he meant by that, you know.
Speaker 1: So he finished his story. That's all he really said
Speaker 1: about it. And I went up to him after and
Speaker 1: I was like, what do you mean the angel came
Speaker 1: to your car talking to your speakers. He was like,
Speaker 1: I don't know how to explain it, man, they were
Speaker 1: just talking to me through the radio. I said, what
Speaker 1: like they were saying words like nah, like the songs
Speaker 1: music telling you. I said, how you know it's telling?
Speaker 1: He's like, I know, my whole car it was my
Speaker 1: car turning to the angel. I was like, I didn't
Speaker 1: get it, but I was like, damn almost he almost
Speaker 1: got me. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, but
Speaker 1: I stayed in my memory, I guess. But so then
Speaker 1: all right, so then I'm in rehab. I'm getting clean
Speaker 1: for the first time in years at this point thirty
Speaker 1: four thirty five.
Speaker 2: So this was only like six or seven years ago
Speaker 2: from from today.
Speaker 3: Yeah, so it's yeah.
Speaker 1: So so I'm in rehab. I do the whole ninety
Speaker 1: day rehab thing right, and that made me stay longer
Speaker 1: because I'm just I'm not doing it right. I guess
Speaker 1: I'm not saying the right things. And but then they
Speaker 1: eventually let me start doing the work release, where you
Speaker 1: go to work and come back for a curfew to
Speaker 1: the impatient rehab, you know. And I got the family business,
Speaker 1: so I telling her my job. My mom started letting
Speaker 1: me work. She and she started letting me take the
Speaker 1: truck back to the rehab to park it and then
Speaker 1: go inside and sleep, wake up, go to take the
Speaker 1: truck to work, go back inside of sleep. And one
Speaker 1: day I just like, I'm doing good. I got a
Speaker 1: couple of dollars, I got my mom bought me a
Speaker 1: brand new phone. He coming to visit me. Everything's looking,
Speaker 1: you know, turning around. But I already fucked him so
Speaker 1: much in my life that I'm like, I get sober
Speaker 1: that long and in my mind start telling me, like,
Speaker 1: you've been sober for a long time. If you get
Speaker 1: high right now, it's gonna be the best high you've
Speaker 1: had in a long time. You know how you've been
Speaker 1: chasing all these years. You can get it again. You're back,
Speaker 1: You're back, you reset, you can get it again. Mine
Speaker 1: tells me that as I'm driving home back to the
Speaker 1: rehab one day and I say, you know what, You're right,
Speaker 1: fuck it, fuck the rehab. I could do the rehab again,
Speaker 1: a hard just relap. Everybody relapsed part of the part
Speaker 1: of the game supposed to relapse almost so I get it,
Speaker 1: you know, conjured it up. Well, I could get the
Speaker 1: most money, the most fastest, and get the best hide
Speaker 1: before I had to go back in this process again.
Speaker 1: And I figured, I sell this phone. My mom just
Speaker 1: gave me this brand new iPhone. I put it on
Speaker 1: offer up because I got an app.
Speaker 3: That's about me.
Speaker 1: So I post the phone on offer up, a brand
Speaker 1: new phone. I put like five hundred dollars or something,
Speaker 1: and I get a hit back. This man otis, tell me,
Speaker 1: how's the phone doesn't have any cracks? You're asking me
Speaker 1: about it? Seemed legit? He said, you take four to
Speaker 1: fifty for it. Hell yeah, I'll take four fifty for it.
Speaker 1: He says, all right, this is the address, meet me here,
Speaker 1: but I'll get up to work at this time and
Speaker 1: be at this time. I said, all right. I had
Speaker 1: to wait a couple hours, you know, but I said
Speaker 1: this would be worth the wait. So I had to
Speaker 1: partner card lay down. I just cut my eyes listen
Speaker 1: to music, waiting for the time to go by, hoping
Speaker 1: my mom don't come looking for the truck and see
Speaker 1: me park somewhere and catch me. Never show back up
Speaker 1: the rehab and the time comes for thirty five and
Speaker 1: every time you want me to go there, I started
Speaker 1: making my way to the address, and this is why
Speaker 1: I had my first future memory. Okay, I get the
Speaker 1: address is not an exact location. It's just an intersection.
Speaker 1: So it just brings me to an intersection. It's like
Speaker 1: twelfth Ave and sixty something Street or something, and so
Speaker 1: I just I see, Okay, I peep the corners where
Speaker 1: this man could be talking about. Which one of these corners.
Speaker 1: One's a gas station.
Speaker 3: Uh. One is like.
Speaker 1: Like a warehouse, like an industrial little warehouse thing that
Speaker 1: there was not one single sign off of because they
Speaker 1: just did like a paint. They just painted it. So
Speaker 1: they took all the signs down, especially painted, so I
Speaker 1: don't know what the fuck this place is. And all
Speaker 1: the windows got hurricane shutters down. She came to see inside,
Speaker 1: it's just a freshly painted building with not one word
Speaker 1: on the sign. Nothing. I see that. I see apartments
Speaker 1: on the other side of one story little duplex kind
Speaker 1: of thing with like five six doors. And those are
Speaker 1: the corners I see right there, and then the and
Speaker 1: the little car apartments. There's a like an old Cadillac
Speaker 1: with an old big black guy sitting out on the
Speaker 1: hood talking to a lady that's sitting in the car.
Speaker 1: He's standing by the hood. He's standing by her car
Speaker 1: talking to the lady sitting in the car. And I
Speaker 1: think that could be Otis. You know, is a black
Speaker 1: man named I see a black man there. Maybe that's
Speaker 1: ODIs is the address, this's the time. It's the only
Speaker 1: man around here, the only houses everywhere else can't be
Speaker 1: a place where. So I pull into the the parking lot.
Speaker 1: And right when I pull up next to him and
Speaker 1: I park the car, I get the future memory. Oh
Speaker 1: I know how to say it is it hits me.
Speaker 1: I just I get the memory. I remember the next
Speaker 1: ten minutes, all real fast, in very vivid detail. I
Speaker 1: can remember everything so clear, crystal clear, every single thing.
Speaker 1: And in my memory I have I'm sitting in the car,
Speaker 1: I ain't talk to nobody yet, and in my memory,
Speaker 1: I say what's up to the man, ask him, is
Speaker 1: he Otis? He tells me no. I set the phone
Speaker 1: sell someone here named Otis. He tell me no one's home,
Speaker 1: he said, the ain't no otis here, and nobody is home.
Speaker 1: And none of these places I live here, None of
Speaker 1: these other houses anyone's home. And it ain't no cars there.
Speaker 1: So and this is all of my memory. It's whole
Speaker 1: vivid in my memory. Was I remember in my memory
Speaker 1: not believing him. So I get out the car and
Speaker 1: I knock on each door, one by one, and nobody answered.
Speaker 1: None of the doors like he said. I get to
Speaker 1: the last door and I knock on it and it opens,
Speaker 1: and the Spanish lady comes out, and I remember thinking, ah,
Speaker 1: he was wrong, or he lied. There is somebody home.
Speaker 1: The lady come out and she said, I put the
Speaker 1: phone up. I go, do you know this person owed
Speaker 1: for the address? She goes, I don't speak, no speak English,
Speaker 1: and she pointed across the street. Across the street, I
Speaker 1: see the warehouse. This is all in my memory. I
Speaker 1: look across the street, I see the warehouse. So I
Speaker 1: walk over there, knock on the door. The door opens up.
Speaker 1: A Spanish man comes out and he looks like a mechanic,
Speaker 1: and I can see behind him a bunch of tools
Speaker 1: and wheels and tires and there's a mechanic shop. I
Speaker 1: asked him. He said, now, I go check around the
Speaker 1: side of the building. Tell me you I don't know this.
Speaker 1: He tell me to go check around the side of
Speaker 1: the building. As I'm walking to the side of the building,
Speaker 1: start smelling weed. It's all in my memory. I can
Speaker 1: smell weed in my memory. And I said I was
Speaker 1: someone's smoking. I look up on a balcony because there's
Speaker 1: fire exit and there's a dude standing there with a
Speaker 1: corner road braid iverson Jersey. He got a chunk on
Speaker 1: with a piece and he's smoking a bunch and I say, hey,
Speaker 1: you Otis or you know Otis, and he just look
Speaker 1: at me. You don't say nothing, and he's just pointing
Speaker 1: across the street to the gas station, like everyone keep
Speaker 1: pointing point of the gas station, all right. I start
Speaker 1: walking to the gas station and I'm walking. There's old
Speaker 1: black bum man come walking out fast right towards my path.
Speaker 1: Out of nowhere. He comes. Oh shit, I say, here
Speaker 1: you Otis And he looked at me like nah, and
Speaker 1: he keeps walking like leave me alone, the type of look.
Speaker 1: And he keeps walking. And I walked to the gas station,
Speaker 1: and I asked the gas station to tend it is
Speaker 1: otis work here just for shitting giggles, and he tells
Speaker 1: me no, and then my memory ends. And then I'm
Speaker 1: sitting in the car looking at the guy. I haven't
Speaker 1: even talked to this man yet. All these things just
Speaker 1: happened in my head, and a voice is telling me
Speaker 1: you're wasting your time. You know it's about to happen,
Speaker 1: but it's not. It's my voice in the sound, but
Speaker 1: it's someone else using my voice, or like I'm not
Speaker 1: coming up with these words, but they sound like me
Speaker 1: in my head. It's like my awareness is, you're wasting
Speaker 1: your time. I said, nah, nah, I don no fucking way.
Speaker 1: I just saw all that. It's gonna happen. There's no way.
Speaker 1: And it's the voice going, I'm telling you you're wasting
Speaker 1: your time. You don't believe me. You're wasting your time.
Speaker 6: He said, I know you're.
Speaker 1: Gonna go see it anyway, So go and see it anyway.
Speaker 1: I said, all right. I get out of the car.
Speaker 1: I go to the guy, Hey, you know this, you
Speaker 1: know this. He goes, nah, I ain't know this, and
Speaker 1: they ain't going home, just like he said, just like
Speaker 1: I remembered. I didn't believe them all. I didn't believe
Speaker 1: in this, you know, I just didn't believe them again,
Speaker 1: I said. And I go and I knock on all
Speaker 1: the door, and the voice tell me I told you
Speaker 1: I knock on each door, told you knock on the
Speaker 1: next door, told you knocking the next door, told knocking
Speaker 1: the last door. Spanish lady, come out. I'm not even
Speaker 1: in the same mood anymore. I'm like, oh, this is there.
Speaker 1: I can't even not say is oldest there? For some reason?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying oldest there? The same way
Speaker 1: I did it, she said, I don't speak English. Point
Speaker 1: across the street. Voice goes, see, I told you you're
Speaker 1: wasting your time. Same thing man, next guy, same thing.
Speaker 1: You're wasting your time. Next time, ten minutes, wasting your time.
Speaker 1: Bro It all finishes, and I'm sitting at the gas
Speaker 1: station's like, how the fuck did this just happen? What
Speaker 1: is happened? And I started thinking, God, you just showed
Speaker 1: me the future for what? So I couldn't sell the
Speaker 1: phone like you coulda showed me the futures. Let me
Speaker 1: save somebody's life something that you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: like I started arguing myself, that's like, what's I said?
Speaker 1: This bullshit? You're gonna show you. I don't know who
Speaker 1: I'm talking to, you know what I'm saying. I'm just saying,
Speaker 1: you're gonna show me the future, show me something that's
Speaker 1: worth it, somebody's sonic that could change people's lives, something,
Speaker 1: you know, something important.
Speaker 7: You know.
Speaker 1: The voice never talked back, just quit talking after that,
Speaker 1: you know, after I go up to the gas station
Speaker 1: out there, told you so. Now I'm just talking to myself.
Speaker 1: Nothing happens. I ended up seeing one of my friends
Speaker 1: on the beach that I knew from the needle exchange.
Speaker 1: I ditched the car. I'm hanging out with him. He
Speaker 1: know everyone on the beach. So we were sleeping on couches.
Speaker 1: We go to one of their friend's house. The next day,
Speaker 1: we come out, we go down the elevator, and I'm
Speaker 1: thinking in my head, like do it again. I'm not
Speaker 1: even thinking to it again. But throughout the next day
Speaker 1: I kept saying to myself, like, is it gonna happen again?
Speaker 1: You know, like like the memory thing, Yeah, the deja vu,
Speaker 1: the future memory, Like is it gonna happen again, you know. Yeah,
Speaker 1: And so we come out of this elevator two days
Speaker 1: later and the elevator opens up on the floor. It
Speaker 1: says otis. You know the elevator company Otis. When it
Speaker 1: says otis, I think the phone. Right the second I
Speaker 1: see the world otis and I think the phone boom.
Speaker 1: Future memory number two hits me like otis boom. I
Speaker 1: can remember elevator door just opened. We hadn't taken a
Speaker 1: step out yet, just one step maybe, And I remember
Speaker 1: walking out with my friend making a left on the sidewalk.
Speaker 1: You can't see them through the hotel lobby, making left
Speaker 1: down the sidewalk. There's a man eating pancakes in front
Speaker 1: of the cafe with a black shirt and black pants on.
Speaker 1: And as we're walking by him, him and my friend
Speaker 1: look at each other and they say, oh shit, I
Speaker 1: ain't seen you in a long time. What the fuck?
Speaker 1: I hated old friends from back in school. And they
Speaker 1: catch up and oh shit, I ain't doing And then
Speaker 1: the guy eating pancakes and there's a pack of Oio
Speaker 1: cookies on the table. I see them. They're talking. He
Speaker 1: go over at me, He's like, oh, hey, you want
Speaker 1: some orioles and the guy offers me orioles and I
Speaker 1: love oreoles, and I tell the guy, nah, no things.
Speaker 1: I'm okay, right, I don't want him, and he goes
Speaker 1: already gives them to my friend and my friend guy
Speaker 1: I love orioles, and eats them. All that happens in
Speaker 1: my memory. Boom. We start walking out the elevator. I'm like,
Speaker 1: this hasn't happened yet, and I'm with him, it's about
Speaker 1: to happen. I'm gonna tell him this is about to happen.
Speaker 1: But then it's like I can't.
Speaker 3: For some reason.
Speaker 1: It's like so fast, not even so fast, like my
Speaker 1: body was like you're gonna be crazy, or it's just
Speaker 1: like I'm arguing with myself and it's just I just
Speaker 1: decided not to or it wouldn't let me. I don't
Speaker 1: know what it was. I just couldn't tell him I
Speaker 1: wanted to do. I sound crazy as we're walking and
Speaker 1: I'm like, is it really real? Is it really gonna
Speaker 1: happen again?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 1: And then we turned the corner. Boy, I see the
Speaker 1: guy with the black shirt eating and he starts walking
Speaker 1: ahead of me and I'm like, oh no, I'm trying
Speaker 1: to catch him to tell like that that's your friend,
Speaker 1: you know, Like, but I can't. I can't get the
Speaker 1: words out.
Speaker 2: I can't.
Speaker 1: I'm just just duck, you know what I'm saying just
Speaker 1: stuck in my head. And then as we walked by
Speaker 1: his friend, he didn't say nothing to him, and I go, oh, ah,
Speaker 1: I was wrong. And to the voice in my head,
Speaker 1: I go, oh, this ship was different. This shit wasn't
Speaker 1: the same thing. I see the Oreoles and I see
Speaker 1: the pancakes. I'm like close. I said, ah, but this
Speaker 1: was different. And then right then the guy goes Alex,
Speaker 1: my friend's name with Alex because Alex my friend turned around.
Speaker 3: They ain't seeing you in a while.
Speaker 1: All that, I said, oh fuck. And then I started thinking,
Speaker 1: all right, well, I'm gonna change it and I'm gonna
Speaker 1: get those Oreo cookies. When he offers him to.
Speaker 2: Tell them, the voice, hey, that's what I'm thinking.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get little Oreo cookies. I'm gonna change it
Speaker 1: because I already know and I love oriols. I'm telling it.
Speaker 1: Oh no, over, I'm gonna get the cos. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: get the Oriols'm gonna get the oreoles. They do their thing. Dude,
Speaker 1: look at me. Hey you want these oreoles? Nah, I'm
Speaker 1: okay giving my friend. My friends started eating on us.
Speaker 1: The boy said, I told you ain't gonna change nothing.
Speaker 1: At that point, I'm like, I can't even tell him
Speaker 1: what just happened, you know what. He's already done and
Speaker 1: we're just and I'm such a drug addict. I'm just like,
Speaker 1: let's just go get high.
Speaker 7: Bro.
Speaker 1: We're on a way to go pick some drugs up anyway,
Speaker 1: So I don't I don't want to make that take longer,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So I just buried it
Speaker 1: and just we should go get high. Wow.
Speaker 3: Has that happened like that future memories thing?
Speaker 6: Has that happened anymore since then?
Speaker 1: Different ways?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Do you ever have it happen?
Speaker 5: And then it's like later, like like weeks or months
Speaker 5: later that you see even days or that it actually happens.
Speaker 1: We'll get to that.
Speaker 6: Okay, that's funny man.
Speaker 1: Right, So I had the two future well what I
Speaker 1: did the future memories before the third one? After that
Speaker 1: second future memory? Like I'm thinking, like this should like
Speaker 1: it should have changed people life, right, they get future memories,
Speaker 1: they should open up their mind and something's going on,
Speaker 1: but I just buried it and the addiction. I just
Speaker 1: at that point, maybe it was more of a warning
Speaker 1: to where you better turn your life around. Here something
Speaker 1: up here, watching something. But I didn't take the warning
Speaker 1: right And from that point on the second future memory,
Speaker 1: I was shooting up meth. I was homeless for good
Speaker 1: at that point. Family gave up everything. I mean, I'm
Speaker 1: doing drugs. I'm shooting up meth for I'm staying up
Speaker 1: for days at a time, I'm doing everything. I'm panhandling,
Speaker 1: i'm stealing, I'm prostituting myself and for a little bit
Speaker 1: of drugs, rock bottom, just for a little bit of drugs.
Speaker 1: It don't matter that None of that shit mattered as
Speaker 1: long as I got a little bit of drugs. First,
Speaker 1: Let's get that. Give me the drug. That's it. That's
Speaker 1: all my brain cared about, because life didn't matter at
Speaker 1: that point. Is all that matters. So I don't know
Speaker 1: if you saw the picture of me, what it termed
Speaker 1: me into.
Speaker 2: I was gonna ask if if you were comfortable with that,
Speaker 2: could we drop that in?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Yeah, so if you want to send that to us, junior.
Speaker 1: So I started looking like that, so you know, I'm
Speaker 1: doing bad.
Speaker 6: And what looks like a different person.
Speaker 1: Man.
Speaker 2: We wrapped up future memories too. Now you're on the street,
Speaker 2: you're homeless, you're at complete rock bottom. You're up for
Speaker 2: days doing math.
Speaker 1: Up for days doing math, and okay, so and I'm okay.
Speaker 1: One day I'm over here payinghandling with a sign and
Speaker 1: this guy passed by in a van. He a dollar
Speaker 1: and he say, he said, can I pull over and
Speaker 1: say a prayer with you? And he waved the dollar
Speaker 1: and he got like his wife and daughter with him,
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking out he wanted to show off he's
Speaker 1: doing some good deed or whatever. I said, go ahead,
Speaker 1: whatever make you happy? Like in my head, yeah sure,
Speaker 1: in my head, I know that people give you money.
Speaker 1: Could it make him feel good?
Speaker 7: You know?
Speaker 1: Something he wanted to do is to show his daughter
Speaker 1: what people should do, or what he thinks they should do.
Speaker 1: So he pulled a van over. He said, come in
Speaker 1: a little circle and stand in a little circle on
Speaker 1: and say a prayer. He says, what's your name? I say, Paul.
Speaker 1: He says, I know your name's Paul. Jesus told me
Speaker 1: to come out here and find you. Paul. In my head.
Speaker 1: I'm on what I'm why'd you ask me what my
Speaker 1: name was if you knew it right? So I'm already
Speaker 1: thinking he trying to fuck with my head. He said,
Speaker 1: all right, let's say he said, old hand, and say
Speaker 1: this prayer or whatever. Nothing bothers me. You know, hold
Speaker 1: hands with a stranger. Ain't nothing after what I've.
Speaker 3: Been doing, you know.
Speaker 1: So we hold the hands saying the little prayer, and
Speaker 1: he started saying. He starts saying, uh, first, I want
Speaker 1: to tell you that your parents miss you. And I said,
Speaker 1: how does he know? I got two parents that are
Speaker 1: still alive. Like, we wouldn't say that to a stranger
Speaker 1: on the street, cause what the chances that the one
Speaker 1: i'm there and you accept them even more or something
Speaker 1: like that, you know, So you say, you got two
Speaker 1: parents still alive and they miss you, they want you
Speaker 1: back home, they miss you. I'm thinking he got lucky
Speaker 1: guests on the two parents part, you know that they're
Speaker 1: still alive or whatever, that they both live together and
Speaker 1: they both at home. He got lucky guests on that.
Speaker 1: Then he goes, and then he goes, but I know
Speaker 1: you ain't gonna go back, But he goes. Jesus wanted
Speaker 1: me to tell you that you gotta be strong for
Speaker 1: what you're about to go through. And I'm thinking this, man,
Speaker 1: don't know what I've already been through. Jesus too late,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And when he said that,
Speaker 1: I get a bad vibe, like ooh, it starts raining
Speaker 1: right when he say that, starts sprinkling on me. Start.
Speaker 1: I said, man, I said, look, I gotta go. I'm
Speaker 1: losing money out here, are you good? I let go
Speaker 1: over his hand. I walk away like fuck that. She
Speaker 1: kind of fucked my head up. You know, Jesus say
Speaker 1: you need to be strong for what you're about to
Speaker 1: go through. What the fuck? He don't know what he's
Speaker 1: talking about, but I guess he did. But so that
Speaker 1: was kind of strange, you know, the way he approached
Speaker 1: me like that of the blue talking about my parents
Speaker 1: and say he knew my name and all that, and
Speaker 1: Jesus told me, told me he was a preacher and
Speaker 1: he talked to Jesus all the time and whatever. And
Speaker 1: so right after that, shit turned into like a horror movie,
Speaker 1: like every day bro. And then I started to understanding
Speaker 1: what he was talking about through time. But I mean,
Speaker 1: right after that, I'm let me give you like, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm walking through the hood one day and police ambulance
Speaker 1: all under the bridges where I go buy the drugs
Speaker 1: add all the time, and turn out that seventeen people
Speaker 1: overdogs at the same time on this new bag called
Speaker 1: Red Lips. So they called the Red Lip massacre. So
Speaker 1: I'm down there, seventeen people dying one day. Next day,
Speaker 1: twelve people die from the same bag under the same bridge.
Speaker 1: That's where I'm staying, you know what I'm saying. So,
Speaker 1: I mean, it just kind of fucked up, funcks up
Speaker 1: your head a little bit seeing that kind of shit
Speaker 1: go down. And that's not even talking about every other
Speaker 1: day somebody odn you know, that was just crazy. That
Speaker 1: was a new batch and everybody going around looking for it.
Speaker 1: That was even crazier because they knew it was strong.
Speaker 1: I see that. I mean, I see kids selling dope.
Speaker 1: I'm telling them, they're selling dope right in front of
Speaker 1: the dope house. And I'm telling this kid, what are
Speaker 1: you doing out here? You're gonna get yourself shot. You
Speaker 1: can't sell dope in front of the dope house unless
Speaker 1: you're selling their dope. Yeah, I don't give a fuck
Speaker 1: about that. I don't give a fuck. I tell the
Speaker 1: kid man you crazy. Next day, kid's not there. Next day,
Speaker 1: the kid's not there. Next day, the kid's not there.
Speaker 1: I'm calling the kid phone because he gave me his numbers.
Speaker 1: I say, in case you ain't here, who I can
Speaker 1: find you? Because he had good dope. But so I'm
Speaker 1: calling you an't answer. On the fourth day he pick
Speaker 1: up you tell me he's in the hospital. They shot
Speaker 1: him three times right in front of the spot. I
Speaker 1: told you, I know, I told you.
Speaker 7: I know.
Speaker 1: A kid got shot seven times in the face for
Speaker 1: selling fake dope by the dope boy that he was
Speaker 1: supposed to be selling dope for. I know. Another dude
Speaker 1: got shot seventeen times for selling good dope around the
Speaker 1: corner from where they wasn't selling such good dope. Shit's
Speaker 1: crazy out there, yeah, the territory. And one day there's
Speaker 1: one day I'm walking down the street, cause you can't
Speaker 1: go to sleep when you got shipped on. You can
Speaker 1: whatever you fall asleep with, they take it. So when
Speaker 1: you got shipped on, you stay awake. You just walk
Speaker 1: around walking down the street. I see my boy Kilo.
Speaker 1: Kilo is a runner for the doppole. He is. This
Speaker 1: is a crazy story. The rules of this dopo is
Speaker 1: it's in the apartment. You stay out by the fence,
Speaker 1: and the kid, the quilo work whoever's working, which is Kelo.
Speaker 1: All this time, he run out to the fence, he
Speaker 1: gets your money, ask you what you want. He go
Speaker 1: inside and get it for you and come back out
Speaker 1: and no one's allowed to go in there. All of
Speaker 1: them got different rules whatever, this is the rules for
Speaker 1: that one. So he the worker basically, and he working
Speaker 1: there for months. And you don't work there and mess
Speaker 1: up the money, you don't mess up. There's no option
Speaker 1: of that. So he working there, shift off late at
Speaker 1: night in the daytime, I see him walking right in
Speaker 1: front of the apartment, and these apartments are closed boarded
Speaker 1: up to maybe two or three families still living there
Speaker 1: in the projects. But his buildings condemned and they're trying
Speaker 1: to close it, waiting for their families to move. So
Speaker 1: the dope boys take all the other clothes to condemn
Speaker 1: apartments and they run them.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: So I see Kelo. I'm walking on the street killer like, hey, Paul,
Speaker 1: you got anything, I said, yeah, Why he said, you
Speaker 1: want cause Kello got an apartment there because the dope
Speaker 1: boys let him stay in the apartment because he works
Speaker 1: there in one of the condemn apartments that let him
Speaker 1: sleep in there. He said, you come stay inside the building.
Speaker 1: We got I got water. You could take a shower.
Speaker 1: No light, but I got water. To give me a
Speaker 1: little give me a little shot, and you can stay
Speaker 1: to night. It's like one in the morning. I'm thinking,
Speaker 1: I get out of the street. I can sleep. I
Speaker 1: ain't slept in like two days. I don't to worry
Speaker 1: about my shit getting taken. So we go inside. And
Speaker 1: I'm thinking he's straight with the dope boys because he
Speaker 1: worked there. So we go inside. I go to sleep.
Speaker 1: I give him a shy He got tweaking out. Most
Speaker 1: people do, so I just think nothing of it. He go,
Speaker 1: You go in the rooms, lay in the bad you
Speaker 1: can sleep in the bed. I'm gonna be up, all right.
Speaker 1: I go to the bed, I go to sleep, I
Speaker 1: wake up. I fall asleep. I wake up. Maybe it
Speaker 1: might be three four in the morning.
Speaker 6: Two.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you ever seen dope boy. They're
Speaker 1: big scary guys, you know, oh yeah, and they run
Speaker 1: the packs. You know what. I'm saying, and I wake
Speaker 1: up to somebody, somebody big and mean and scary kicking
Speaker 1: the door a sliding glass door bah by By trying
Speaker 1: to break in through the sliding glass door in the
Speaker 1: living room. I'm in the room and I just hear
Speaker 1: boom boom, boom, and I hear somebody yelling, Keilo, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna fucking kill you. I'm gonna fucking kill you. Get
Speaker 1: out here, kello. Bomb bomb bomb. Sounds like the door
Speaker 1: is gonna shatter at any minute. And I'm just laying
Speaker 1: in the bed like, oh shit, I look up. I
Speaker 1: see Keillo sitting on the into the bed. One sh
Speaker 1: I just hear bomb bomb. You got the AC's that
Speaker 1: are in the wall, you know, the AC events that
Speaker 1: go on the wall, the AC vent in the wall
Speaker 1: in the room. All of a sudden, after about twenty
Speaker 1: bomb bomb in the door, the door don't break, thank god.
Speaker 1: The AC events start getting pushed in.
Speaker 3: Boom, boom, boom.
Speaker 1: Just keep yelling killo, Keilo, I'm gonna fucking kill you.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna shoot you. Cap the thing. I'm seeing drywall
Speaker 1: falling every time this thing shakes, more and more drywall,
Speaker 1: Like this thing's gonna come in and they're just gonna
Speaker 1: stick a gun through the hole of the wall and
Speaker 1: start shooting it. And I'm laying in this guy's bed.
Speaker 1: Then I start thinking, this motherfucker put me in his bed.
Speaker 1: He got problems he didn't tell me about. You know,
Speaker 1: they're all going on real fast. He's telling me sh
Speaker 1: dang boom twenty times boom, screaming people outside screaming they're
Speaker 1: gonna kill him. It stops. Back to the door, boom boom,
Speaker 1: boom boom. I said, oh shit, it stops. He's still
Speaker 1: saying stop for like a good thirty seconds this time.
Speaker 1: Right the front door starts getting kicked. Boom. I guess
Speaker 1: they went around yeah, boom boom. Start hearing the front
Speaker 1: door getting kicked. Oh shit, I think we should run
Speaker 1: out the back now. But KEI like, wait, wait, wait, wait,
Speaker 1: in case maybe someone out the back right, So we're
Speaker 1: just waiting in the middle. Now, we're in the living room,
Speaker 1: hearing the door get kicked. Then it get quiet again.
Speaker 1: Back to the back door. Boom boom boom. Again they're
Speaker 1: getting in.
Speaker 3: They're not stopping.
Speaker 1: They're kicking the door again.
Speaker 2: Boom.
Speaker 1: They hitting the thing again, twenty times again, sound stop.
Speaker 1: All of a sudden, we hear an angle grinder turn
Speaker 1: on outside the front door, and I see sparks coming
Speaker 1: through the front door around the door handle. I see
Speaker 1: the saw cutting the fucking door handle. S killer look
Speaker 1: at me. He goes, we gotta go, Paul. Here's the
Speaker 1: front door there at the front door. You know, we
Speaker 1: gotta go. Paul kelo run out the back door, side
Speaker 1: and glass door. He take the stick out, open it.
Speaker 1: He run out the back door. I go right behind it.
Speaker 1: But I don't want to run with him. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I don't know where they're at. They
Speaker 1: might be waiting right there. So he run out the
Speaker 1: back to the right. I run out to the right too,
Speaker 1: because the left is dark. You don't want to go
Speaker 1: to the left. There's a canal in the back of
Speaker 1: the building. So there's nowhere to go. There's a canal,
Speaker 1: and there's a wall, and there's a parking lot right there.
Speaker 1: There's nowhere to go. You gotta go in the water.
Speaker 1: And so we go out and he go down the
Speaker 1: cars parked right up to the water along the fence,
Speaker 1: and he go down behind him, and I take off
Speaker 1: tour through the parking lot. He go behind the cars
Speaker 1: down by the water. I'm thinking, first, shure, he jump
Speaker 1: in the fucking water and swim out of here. He's
Speaker 1: not sitting there right. So I'm walking through the parking
Speaker 1: lot and then the boys coming around from the front,
Speaker 1: and by the way, me and Kello look identic.
Speaker 3: I was about to say, he thinks you're Kilo.
Speaker 1: We look identical with skinny, scrawny white guy with beer.
Speaker 3: Running away into a parking lot.
Speaker 1: I'm walking and they're walking up on me. So I'm
Speaker 1: walking towards the front. Kelo went that way. I went
Speaker 1: around to the front of the building. Because the parking
Speaker 1: I got a wall. You can't go anywhere. You gotta
Speaker 1: go to the front or go to the canal. Walk
Speaker 1: to the front. Boy come run with the gun. Boom
Speaker 1: he sorry, young. I got him. I got him. I said,
Speaker 1: I'm not Kelo, I'm not Killo. Yes you are, Yes
Speaker 1: you are. I think guy Kilo been working for them
Speaker 1: for six months. Yes you are fucking Killo. But we
Speaker 1: looked so much alike. We're just grimy looking people, you know.
Speaker 1: He said, yes you are, grab me, put the gun
Speaker 1: walk to the back. Yeah, I got him. I got him.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm not fucking Kilo. I'm not Kelo. He's
Speaker 1: telling the boss I got him. I got him. Boss
Speaker 1: coming around the other way back to the canal, because
Speaker 1: I guess he went around to make sure Killo didn't
Speaker 1: go left. So we didn't go that way to the place.
Speaker 1: I told you we can't go that way because it's
Speaker 1: dark and scared. We didn't go that way because that's
Speaker 1: the way they were gonna come around. Figured, so don't
Speaker 1: one boss man coming around that way. I'm being held
Speaker 1: back there with the gun. He coming closed, saying I'm
Speaker 1: not Keilo. I'm not Kelo. He's walking up and he's saying,
Speaker 1: yes you are, yes, you are you going in the
Speaker 1: dirt ah, And I'm like, climbing, bro, I'm not Kelo.
Speaker 1: I'm not Kelo. And he get dark out there. He
Speaker 1: get right up to me and you look at me. Oh,
Speaker 1: you ain't Kelo. I told you, I'm not Kelo.
Speaker 2: And what the fuck is Keilo?
Speaker 1: What a fucking Kelo? You with Kelo? You ain't in
Speaker 1: the houh with al Kelo with a fucking Kelo, I said,
Speaker 1: I don't know. He went he left, and I point
Speaker 1: the way he went toward the canal. I say, he
Speaker 1: took off in the canal. I figured, boy, enough time
Speaker 1: went by, he's gone, right. I don't want to get
Speaker 1: killed either. You know. I'm also a little mad that
Speaker 1: he set me up to be here. His twin all
Speaker 1: going in my mind quick, you know, he's like, he
Speaker 1: set me off. He did.
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, have a decoy.
Speaker 1: And laying in his bed. You can have the bed.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, damn, Oh my god, you were just double Yeah.
Speaker 1: So I said he went that way right, And when
Speaker 1: I look towards the direction, they look. They said, no,
Speaker 1: he didn't. You lying, And they think I'm lying for
Speaker 1: him that he went that way. I look, I can
Speaker 1: see this motherfucker No sitting behind the van, down behind
Speaker 1: the tire like, and I'm like, oh my god, he's
Speaker 1: still here. Oh my god. So they do this, Thankfully,
Speaker 1: they didn't believe me. When I pointed the way he went, yeah,
Speaker 1: he was still literally IM pointing at him, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, not knowing he was there at first.
Speaker 1: And then so they think he took off another way.
Speaker 1: So they both turn around and start walking the other way,
Speaker 1: and he can see them walking the other way. He
Speaker 1: does the Ninja sprint quiet. I never seen somebody run
Speaker 1: forty miles an hour without making the sound does the
Speaker 1: Ninjas bridge? Not a single sound, Bro, not even his
Speaker 1: toes on the ground. Bro, I never seen anything like
Speaker 1: it before. I never seen anything like him. So he
Speaker 1: hits the corner of the parking lot and he goes
Speaker 1: over the bridge or the highway, the highways right there
Speaker 1: with the bridge the canal. There's a bridge that goes
Speaker 1: over the highway. He hits the wall because on the
Speaker 1: highway bridge and he's walking across the canal, across the bridge,
Speaker 1: the highway over the canal. The boys come back up
Speaker 1: to me, Naw, you lying where the fuck easy? And
Speaker 1: they're putting the gun on me, and I go. I
Speaker 1: just looked up at him walking, you know. I didn't
Speaker 1: want to point because he can see he can see
Speaker 1: me where he's at. I just at go over ant him.
Speaker 1: But he was far enough. He's over the wall, he's
Speaker 1: around the parking lot. He gotta lead, bro, go key low,
Speaker 1: get away. You know he's doing an You ain't getting him,
Speaker 1: and they're seeing it. Oh there you go go? Can
Speaker 1: they see him runn across the bridge?
Speaker 3: They don't hear him, but they.
Speaker 1: See him going across the highway. They take off through
Speaker 1: the parking lot to the walls, go over the highway.
Speaker 1: Kill gone. I started walking away. About two minutes go
Speaker 1: by and I hear fuck, oh damnea. Six months later,
Speaker 1: I'm under the bridge buying dope and a dude come
Speaker 1: with a mask, the ninja mask on the scooter from
Speaker 1: the far exit, like I'm on the outskirts of the hood,
Speaker 1: or like with the outskirts, or on another dope spot
Speaker 1: on the other side of the hood. And I see
Speaker 1: this guy come up and he walk up to me,
Speaker 1: pull his mask down, and it's fucking keylo. Bro. I'm like, Kilo,
Speaker 1: you're alive. It's like, I'm like, you's got me killed.
Speaker 1: Put me in. He's like, my bad. It's like you're
Speaker 1: all good, bro, You're all good. I even gave him
Speaker 1: my bicycle. Bro. I came up like out of here,
Speaker 1: get the scooter. It's like a little push scooters. Came
Speaker 1: up on push a razor talking about talking about he
Speaker 1: got a job and ship. I'm like, what, what's your job?
Speaker 1: I can't got a job now. I got five hours
Speaker 1: witness protection program. My dog my dog. So I mean,
Speaker 1: I mean that was a whorse. I mean, that's just
Speaker 1: one night. Wow, that's just one night you were out there,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I started understanding what he man,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go through some ship, you know.
Speaker 2: So then.
Speaker 1: All right, So then I'm okay, I'm I'm like, I
Speaker 1: get this corner on Bird Road where I'm kind of
Speaker 1: making my panhandling corner, and there's a spot in the
Speaker 1: grove and the hood and the grove. I could have
Speaker 1: walked down the street and cap doping from their spot.
Speaker 1: I don't have to go all the way downtown from
Speaker 1: the Pamy spot. I guy's in Nicole Gables, Co Coca
Speaker 1: and the growth. So I'm doing that every day, and
Speaker 1: the people from the hood see me keep walking in
Speaker 1: there with money. I keep walking in there with money.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm homeless, and I'm by myself every day,
Speaker 1: and I'm walking into forty sixty eighty hundred bucks. I'm
Speaker 1: paying handling and getting money back and forth. And do
Speaker 1: start picking up on it, and he started pressing me.
Speaker 1: He started making me buy him something and shit or else.
Speaker 1: I can't be out on that corner because nobody owns
Speaker 1: the street, right so I get so I'm being I'm
Speaker 1: being bullied basically on the street by these people. You know,
Speaker 1: this is a little sub store, you know, And I
Speaker 1: get my boy. I come across this dude that's also homeless.
Speaker 1: His name is Bobby, about six foot five, three hundred
Speaker 1: pound maybe two hundred and eighty pounds, big Cuban dude,
Speaker 1: long hair, and you ain't fucking with him. He's like blue.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, jungle bud. Yeah, I mean
Speaker 1: we turned into ballue and shit, you know, blue walking
Speaker 1: by the people that was pressing me, like say something now,
Speaker 1: you know, looking at me. So we're chilling. And one
Speaker 1: night where Bobby got high. He did all the drugs
Speaker 1: and we're supposed to wake up and have something, so
Speaker 1: he did everything. I said, Bobby, Now we got a panhandle,
Speaker 1: will have cash for the morning. We ain't waking up
Speaker 1: empty handed. It so eleven o'clock at night, so we
Speaker 1: started payinghandling. He's like, all right, fucking let's go. We
Speaker 1: started payanding across corners and I get a car stop
Speaker 1: give me like seventeen dollars or all one. So it
Speaker 1: looked like a big stack. And he seen me across
Speaker 1: the street and he think we got the twenty that
Speaker 1: we needed for the morning. So he started walking over
Speaker 1: to me. He's like, we're good, right, We're good, I said,
Speaker 1: I counted. I said, nah, almost there, go back, get
Speaker 1: a couple more dollars. He turned around, and I'm looking
Speaker 1: down for a second.
Speaker 2: Man, I don't know what.
Speaker 1: I look down for one second and I hear what
Speaker 1: sounds like a head on collision of two cars boom
Speaker 1: right in front of me. Like I'm talking about right,
Speaker 1: I'm on the sidewalk. This happened right in front of me,
Speaker 1: and the next lane going that way. I'm on this
Speaker 1: lane this way happened right in for me going that way.
Speaker 1: Second I hear it hit, I think, oh shit, somebody's
Speaker 1: about a two cars just hit head on. This is
Speaker 1: gonna be bad. When I look up, it might even
Speaker 1: be a piece of metal flying at my face right now,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And so I look up,
Speaker 1: and when I look up, I see my friend. I
Speaker 1: see the I see a cop car. In the front
Speaker 1: of the cop car is smashed in. The windshield smashed
Speaker 1: in like a bowling, like a ball hit the windshield
Speaker 1: smashed in, And then I see fifteen feet in the air.
Speaker 1: I see my friend Bobby upside down like that. Oh boom.
Speaker 1: And when I look up, time didn't stop, but it
Speaker 1: went so slow. I can't imagine how slow. I'm just
Speaker 1: watching him badly pause through the air and I look
Speaker 1: up my whole No, it's not what I expected to see.
Speaker 1: I expect to see two cars. I look up and
Speaker 1: I see him upside down in the air. Oh no, Bobby,
Speaker 1: and dude, like in the time, like the speed that
Speaker 1: me and you are talking at right now. I have
Speaker 1: a fucking telepathic conversation with him while he's almost paused
Speaker 1: in the air.
Speaker 2: Boom.
Speaker 1: I look up, I see him, Bobby, he said, Paul,
Speaker 1: help me, I said, I said, Bobby, okay, he said, Paul,
Speaker 1: I need you to catch me. And I said, I
Speaker 1: try to move my arms, but I'm in slow motion too.
Speaker 1: Even though I'm thinking fast having this conversation with him
Speaker 1: in normal speed, my arms are moving as slow as
Speaker 1: everything else. And I can't go catch him, you know.
Speaker 1: So he's gonna land. I'm not gonna be able to
Speaker 1: make it in time, you know. And I'm trying to
Speaker 1: move and I'm like, Bobby, I can't. I can't move
Speaker 1: too slow. And he goes. He goes, and he's like
Speaker 1: made a joke, and he was like, I'm just kidding.
Speaker 1: I know you can't catch me, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And he was like, but stay by me, bro, He
Speaker 1: was like, stay by me please when I land, and
Speaker 1: I was like, I will. And then time started again.
Speaker 1: Boom and he lands, car starts sliding, car hits him again,
Speaker 1: rolls over him again. He rolls out from under it again.
Speaker 1: Boy's body just naturally rolled. And but by the time
Speaker 1: I walked up to him, his head it was split open.
Speaker 1: His legs was like a wrapped around, gasping and stuff.
Speaker 1: You know, God man, was it was crazy? Was that
Speaker 1: time slowed down. I had a conversation with him, and
Speaker 1: it was real.
Speaker 2: He didn't make it. He didn't make it.
Speaker 1: The ambulance came, took like twenty minutes. He stayed there
Speaker 1: holding on and I think because I mean, he wasn't
Speaker 1: gonna make it, yeah, but I think because the cop
Speaker 1: hit him. I think they tried to give him a
Speaker 1: little extra time, you know, and they put him on
Speaker 1: like a the coma induced coma for like a couple
Speaker 1: of weeks. But then he didn't make that's tough. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so that happened.
Speaker 6: You were really out there, like living through hell.
Speaker 2: Oh, Junior, he has up the story on his phone. Look,
Speaker 2: it's a news story. Maybe we can drop the photo
Speaker 2: of that in.
Speaker 1: And you can see me in the news clip, get
Speaker 1: an interviewed by the police. I was the only witness
Speaker 1: having in front of him.
Speaker 2: You're in the news clip.
Speaker 1: You can see my silhouette. You can see the cop
Speaker 1: and you see someone standing behind him. And if you
Speaker 1: know me, you can tell me. If you don't know me,
Speaker 1: you just see a shadow person standing there.
Speaker 2: Wow, that's crazy.
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, you really were living through hell.
Speaker 1: So then that happens. So then the next day, the
Speaker 1: next day, I'm me and him. We invented like a
Speaker 1: whole sign language by ourselves, like signals, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, because we're paying hand across the streets, so
Speaker 1: we could talk. We had a whole language, bro just
Speaker 1: me and him. So the next day, I'm paying handling
Speaker 1: and I get some money off the car. I don't
Speaker 1: even think about it, it's naturally. I turn around and
Speaker 1: do the hand signal to nobody. You know what I'm saying. Wow, man,
Speaker 1: that shit happened so many times, but I would lose it.
Speaker 1: And then this man come along, come give me twenty dollars.
Speaker 1: Every day, some old man, older man named Bill, come
Speaker 1: by the Mercedes, same time every day. He'd come by
Speaker 1: and give me twenty dollars, and I was stopping talk
Speaker 1: with him. He'd be always the last car in the
Speaker 1: line somehow, and I was talking with him throughout the
Speaker 1: red light joke and he give me money whatever. After
Speaker 1: a couple of times, he started asking me, like, you
Speaker 1: got food stands. What are you doing out here with
Speaker 1: your life?
Speaker 7: You know?
Speaker 1: Like he'd give me a card and he go call
Speaker 1: this number and this person gonna help me get food stamps.
Speaker 1: And this man telling me your own like he got
Speaker 1: like a he got like a nonprofit organization thing where
Speaker 1: under him he got eighty non profit organizations that helped
Speaker 1: people start. The man just does it. So he'd just
Speaker 1: seen me on the street trying to help me. So
Speaker 1: he started helping me, you know, get my food stamps
Speaker 1: with the person that help him, that works for him,
Speaker 1: help me get my food stamps. And he asked me,
Speaker 1: what would you be doing if he wasn't homeless. I
Speaker 1: tell I'll be washing cars. I have my own car wash.
Speaker 1: I I posted, but everything got messed up with my family.
Speaker 1: And he tell me, make a business plan. Tell give
Speaker 1: me a business plan. Tell me what you would do,
Speaker 1: how if I get you a call, how you would
Speaker 1: pay it back?
Speaker 7: Like what.
Speaker 1: This guy putting me in half? Uh one of those
Speaker 1: places that you rent for the night, like a hotel, hostile,
Speaker 1: putting me a hostel, everything you know, for no reason,
Speaker 1: for no reason, give me a hospital and tell me
Speaker 1: that he's gonna do that. So I'm in the hostitl
Speaker 1: writing how I'm paying back if you give me the call?
Speaker 1: How much everything would cost? This whole business plan? And
Speaker 1: I come give it to him and he's like, no,
Speaker 1: it sounds good. He's like, you know anyone that can
Speaker 1: help you do all this? Building the truck up this way?
Speaker 1: I call my friend. I got one friend left out
Speaker 1: my normal life to kill y'all's money. And he don't
Speaker 1: do no drugs. He never did drugs, sweetest kid ever.
Speaker 1: And he's a master mechanic. And he's the last person
Speaker 1: that I still talk to from my normal life that
Speaker 1: still will talk to me. And you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So I call y'all's mind and tell him about I
Speaker 1: got this guy gonna buy me a van or buy
Speaker 1: a van and help me set it up and come
Speaker 1: and get my own business. If you could vouch for
Speaker 1: me and come in with me and tell them you're
Speaker 1: gonna set it up, tell me a mechanic, and you're
Speaker 1: gonna help me. So I got somebody normal. You know,
Speaker 1: he comes in, he said, yeah, he comes in. Bill
Speaker 1: was like, all right, he gets a good plan. He
Speaker 1: started buying all the study gates. He started giving me
Speaker 1: cards to go charge it, you know, save the receipts.
Speaker 1: Trusted me like that, I mean, with you us mind me.
Speaker 1: He has money, go buy all the stuff on the
Speaker 1: depot for the truck, order all this stuff. This guy
Speaker 1: buys the van. After like two months, he buys a van,
Speaker 1: give me a business car, makes me a business, t shirts.
Speaker 1: I'm homeless, panhandling, handing out cards saying I'm gonna start
Speaker 1: a business to people, car wash, car wash, and you
Speaker 1: help me going he got the van, boy, help me
Speaker 1: put it together. I was thinking, like things might change,
Speaker 1: you know, still doing drugs and I'm not telling I
Speaker 1: ain't tell it. Man, I was doing drugs. I told him,
Speaker 1: I don't do drugs. Lie got a lie.
Speaker 3: Of course he probably knew.
Speaker 1: You know, I honestly don't think he. I think he
Speaker 1: really honestly believed me.
Speaker 5: Yeah, well he might have, and he might have just
Speaker 5: seen it in you that like he really wants to
Speaker 5: turn it around, So I'm gonna help him. And then
Speaker 5: when you started actually getting shit done, He's like, well, hey, look,
Speaker 5: even if he's still doing a little bit of drugs,
Speaker 5: he's obviously on the right path. We're obviously getting somewhere.
Speaker 5: So like, I'm gonna keep helping him because he's doing
Speaker 5: what he's saying he's gonna do. Yeah, that's that's like
Speaker 5: a genuine.
Speaker 2: Unless there's some twist on no I thought this.
Speaker 1: Story. He said, yes, good dude, good dude. Let me
Speaker 1: there's some more of that. Look. So when I'm in
Speaker 1: his office telling him my story, he invited me to
Speaker 1: his office to tell him about the car water. What
Speaker 1: I've been doing telling my story. I had just had
Speaker 1: the future memories right recently. I mean I had been
Speaker 1: like a year or something before that, or maybe two years,
Speaker 1: but it was the first person I've been talking to
Speaker 1: that I could run it by, you know, except bring
Speaker 1: it by a couple of people when I went to jail,
Speaker 1: and I sop it up, like you ever had these
Speaker 1: future memories? No one ever say yeah. So I told
Speaker 1: her oh Man about it. I see all these like
Speaker 1: books in his office about the universe and stuff. I said,
Speaker 1: you ever heard of future memories? And I explained to
Speaker 1: him what happened. You know, this guy tells me, he goes,
Speaker 1: you ever heard of the Monroe Institute? No?
Speaker 2: I was just thinking that.
Speaker 1: I said, No. He goes, he goes, you ever did
Speaker 1: the Gateway? I don't know me scene he goes, he goes,
Speaker 1: you ever heard of the HEMI sink? I think you
Speaker 1: should try the HEMI sync.
Speaker 3: And I'm like, what is that?
Speaker 1: He goes, Oh, they put these things and it kind
Speaker 1: of mess your brain and it comes you out about
Speaker 1: experiences and it kind of like is about the future memories?
Speaker 1: It might help you figure out the future memories. So
Speaker 1: he puts these headphones on me. I'm want drugs though,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Headphones on me and just you're like.
Speaker 1: And I was like, nah, I ain't doing nothing but that.
Speaker 1: That's crazy. And we never talked about minroas to it again.
Speaker 1: To him.
Speaker 2: But yeah, that did happen. As you were telling me
Speaker 2: the story about the future memories, I was thinking in
Speaker 2: my head, like they talk about that, you know.
Speaker 1: And then when I found y'all and then y'all talk
Speaker 1: about Monroe's, They're.
Speaker 2: Like, damn, that guy tell me about just another level
Speaker 2: of connection between us.
Speaker 1: So then so he gave me the car I got,
Speaker 1: and so I got regulars because I've been on this
Speaker 1: corner Panhanma right for a while now, a couple of
Speaker 1: mon couple of years, a couple of different corners, but
Speaker 1: I got this one corner where I got this lady
Speaker 1: that comes every day and gives me. She stops at
Speaker 1: and buys me peanut butter and bread and jelly and
Speaker 1: gives me the bag or different snacks or different foods,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. She always buys me something
Speaker 1: and brings it to me on the way home from work.
Speaker 1: Pretty Spanish lady like in her forties. And I mean
Speaker 1: every day for like a good month. And after I
Speaker 1: get the car wash thing going, I tell her she's
Speaker 1: one of the people I talk to, you know, say,
Speaker 1: this man gonna help me get the car washed going
Speaker 1: pretty soon. It's gonna happen, because I didn't really tell
Speaker 1: no one about it till he started actually being real.
Speaker 1: It's pretty soon it's gonna happen. He got these cars
Speaker 1: and pass them out. She's telling me. When it happens,
Speaker 1: you can come do my car. She go, take my number,
Speaker 1: and I get her number because the guy got me
Speaker 1: a phone. The guy got me a phone with the
Speaker 1: van for the van before the van so he can
Speaker 1: keep tabs on me the hostels and everything. And you
Speaker 1: got me a phone too, and really good guy. So okay,
Speaker 1: so I'm so. I tell the lady. She tells she
Speaker 1: I take her number down. I don't see her after that.
Speaker 1: Then I get the van. First said, the first person
Speaker 1: is the third future memory right here. She's the first
Speaker 1: person I call when I get everything locked and done.
Speaker 6: Keys mine, call her quiet number one.
Speaker 1: She called. I called her. She tell me, of course
Speaker 1: you can come do my car. In fact, you can
Speaker 1: detail it. I give it the prices, a wash in
Speaker 1: the detail. You know, different prices. She goes, you can
Speaker 1: come detail it, wax and do the whole thing. It's
Speaker 1: all right. She give me your address. It's way down
Speaker 1: Color Ridge. And so I went down south. I started
Speaker 1: driving down there, right just ready, I started driving down there.
Speaker 1: And she lived in like a place called Saga Bay,
Speaker 1: which is along the coast. It runs along the coast.
Speaker 1: It's like a big conflict back there, but the entrance
Speaker 1: of it is like miles away from the coasts, and
Speaker 1: then it goes neighborhood. If you live in the end
Speaker 1: of it, you live on the coast, you know. Yeah.
Speaker 1: So I go into Socca Bay and I'm driving following
Speaker 1: the thing and it's like lakes long road, a bunch
Speaker 1: of houses, lake long road, a bunch of houses long road.
Speaker 1: I'm driving. I'm like, damn, this shit is long. You know,
Speaker 1: thought the ocean would be closer than this. I've been
Speaker 1: back here. I don't remember this is road being that long,
Speaker 1: keeps going. I'm like, oh wait, I do remember being
Speaker 1: back here. And then it wasn't like a future memory
Speaker 1: the same way as I'm driving a memory. An actual
Speaker 1: memory hits me from when I was about nineteen years
Speaker 1: old and I was working for my parents' company, maybe
Speaker 1: twenty I might have been twenty here, or might have
Speaker 1: been twenty two, maybe even I don't know. I was
Speaker 1: working with my friend Rusty that my roommate. When I
Speaker 1: meet Tony and him with roommates. I was working with Rusty,
Speaker 1: and it was after we quit wressling with Tony. It
Speaker 1: was after twenty one because I was with that girl.
Speaker 1: So this is probably be like twenty one twenty two,
Speaker 1: and I'm working with my friend Rusty and we're driving
Speaker 1: down and I remember we got the address, and as
Speaker 1: we're driving, we sparked up a bunt and we put
Speaker 1: it out and we kept driving, like, Dann, this place
Speaker 1: is far. Sparked that bump back up, and we sparked
Speaker 1: the bun backup. Put it out, Dan, this place is fall.
Speaker 1: We sparked a blunt backup, and every place was fall.
Speaker 1: We was almost smoked the whole blunt by the time
Speaker 1: we got to the car. Years ago. And we pulled
Speaker 1: to the car and it's a red two thousand year
Speaker 1: two thousand Cadillac CTS Tudor, and I remember the lady.
Speaker 1: I remember going to do that car, and then started remembering, Damn,
Speaker 1: that's the same fucking lady. The Cadillac, the red Cadillac.
Speaker 1: That's the same lady to give me the food. And
Speaker 1: as I'm driving, I'm like, is that the same lady.
Speaker 1: It's the same fucking lady. And I remember, and I'm
Speaker 1: remembering what happened back when I was rusty. We went
Speaker 1: to pull up and do her car. She called for
Speaker 1: a wax my parents' company. Years ago, on twenty one,
Speaker 1: twenty two. I pull up to the car, we call her.
Speaker 1: She take forever to come down. She take forever to
Speaker 1: come outside. It's a three story building and she come
Speaker 1: out from the third floor on the right, or the
Speaker 1: right door on the right. She come downstairs, say hey,
Speaker 1: we're here to wash the car. Watch the car. And
Speaker 1: she tells me I can't get the car wax today
Speaker 1: because I'm late for a wedding, but I got Can
Speaker 1: you just give it a quick wash and next time
Speaker 1: you come you can wax it? And I was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: no problem. Even though we drove far, you know, I
Speaker 1: didn't really care. I don't care. I was high. I
Speaker 1: don't care. So I tell you, no problem. I go
Speaker 1: back and I tell my friend Rusty, the lady don't
Speaker 1: want us to wax it now. She just wanted twenty
Speaker 1: dollars wash supposed to do like a seventy dollars wax.
Speaker 1: She just wanted twenty dollars wash. My friend Russy's like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck? I remember him getting angry over this.
Speaker 1: You know, we did the car anyway, So as I'm
Speaker 1: driving down, I say, oh, that's the lady that had
Speaker 1: to go to the wedding back when I was twenty two.
Speaker 1: This is the same lady. It's the same car. It's
Speaker 1: the same lady. I remember the lady now. And I
Speaker 1: was driving, I said, I pulled into the last play
Speaker 1: for the houses, first spot, still parked in the same
Speaker 1: spot that I remember. She parked in the very first
Speaker 1: spot into the fire hydrant. He turned in. I said, yep,
Speaker 1: that's her same spot. It's a two thousand, and I
Speaker 1: did this in like the year two thousand and three,
Speaker 1: so she still had the two thousand. You know, she
Speaker 1: still got the same car, Like, she still got the
Speaker 1: same car. I pull up. I know it's the lady
Speaker 1: in the third door on the right because I've been
Speaker 1: there twenty years ago, fifteen years ago, whenever it was,
Speaker 1: and I called her. She called and said, hey, I'm downstairs.
Speaker 1: She goes, I'll be right there. Hang up. Looking door opens,
Speaker 1: she comes downstairs. For sure, it's the same lady. Came
Speaker 1: out the same house. Ye. She comes downstairs and I go,
Speaker 1: I know you. She goes, oh. She goes, of course,
Speaker 1: of course you know me. I bring you food every day.
Speaker 1: And I go, no, no, no, I know you from
Speaker 1: like twenty years ago. I came here to do your
Speaker 1: car with my parents company. And I'm about to tell her,
Speaker 1: but you, but you didn't want to wax it right.
Speaker 1: I'm about to tell her, but you, but you switched
Speaker 1: from a wax to a watch because he was late
Speaker 1: for a wedding. That's what I'm about to say. I said,
Speaker 1: I came here twenty years ago from my parents' company.
Speaker 1: And she goes, look, look, I'm sorry to cut you off,
Speaker 1: but I'm late for a wedding and I don't have
Speaker 1: time to get it detailed, so can you just give
Speaker 1: it a wash away? And I said, that's what you
Speaker 1: told me twenty years ago. You called my parents' company
Speaker 1: twenty years ago. She's like, look, I've never I didn't
Speaker 1: say that's what you told me twenty years ago. I
Speaker 1: just I said, no, I came here twenty years ago.
Speaker 1: I said, wax all. Do you ever remember the company
Speaker 1: wax al? She goes, look, I've never called anyone to
Speaker 1: ever do my car here. I've never had a car
Speaker 1: washed here. I'm saying, I'm telling you I did it before.
Speaker 1: She's like, nah, but I'm late for a wedding and
Speaker 1: I gotta go get Ready's like, what the fuck was that?
Speaker 1: That was different? You know, I can remember doing her
Speaker 1: car and then I don't know. But then I started
Speaker 1: thinking like maybe because I'm doing I got my own
Speaker 1: business now, maybe like I switched timelines or shifted time.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to make sense of this in my head.
Speaker 1: Right at the time something and maybe maybe I'm on
Speaker 1: a different path and I just something's going different. I
Speaker 1: can change shit now.
Speaker 5: It's like you're remembering things in this timeline that maybe
Speaker 5: didn't happen in another timeline or something.
Speaker 1: It's like you shifted that in the last future memories.
Speaker 1: I couldn't change what was about to happen. I had
Speaker 1: to watch it. I couldn't even say the oreos. I
Speaker 1: could have not knocked on the doors I had, Like,
Speaker 1: but this was a little different. So I'm thinking, oh,
Speaker 1: maybe I got out of that bad path and I'm
Speaker 1: and I could change shit now and I'm not stuck
Speaker 1: just being a slave to whatever is controlling this or
Speaker 1: that was one of the thoughts I had, one of
Speaker 1: the thoughts.
Speaker 3: You're not like shackled by that anymore, you can you
Speaker 3: have a say.
Speaker 1: I mean, that was one of the thoughts I had.
Speaker 1: But it doesn't you know, it keeps going until you
Speaker 1: think you're crazy, and.
Speaker 2: Then you go, I don't think it's that crazy, considering
Speaker 2: like where the story is going, you know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm just like in my head at the time,
Speaker 1: you're thinking, how could this be?
Speaker 3: Yeah, maybe it's this.
Speaker 1: I started thinking, like time travel must be real. Maybe
Speaker 1: maybe time travel is real. The government doing some time
Speaker 1: travel experiments, and I'm just stuck in like one of
Speaker 1: those like or like the real not the original version
Speaker 1: when they went back on. I'm just like a side
Speaker 1: character in someone else's time travel.
Speaker 2: Warl or like timeline shift or something.
Speaker 1: This ain't even the World's the cern Portal or something.
Speaker 1: I'm googling. I'm like, I don't know what the fuck
Speaker 1: is going on. So I got the van. I started
Speaker 1: watching cars right at first, like, but it didn't last
Speaker 1: long because the addiction I had it wasn't keeping up
Speaker 1: the money I was making doing cars. So I started
Speaker 1: getting other homeless people my friends that boost good that
Speaker 1: steal from the store, and I started driving and I'm
Speaker 1: around and we just start stealing and fuck the car
Speaker 1: wash and back to the back path, dark path. Maybe
Speaker 1: you know, she started getting back down. So that one day,
Speaker 1: this is greaty, it was one day I'm by myself
Speaker 1: in the car. I fall asleep in the car with
Speaker 1: the car running, like I do every night when I
Speaker 1: do sleep, I leave the car running with the doors lock,
Speaker 1: sleep in the AC, you know, and the car usually
Speaker 1: runs out of gas in the middle of the night
Speaker 1: and then the battery dies. It's like it's like a
Speaker 1: whole thing I do every day, like walk to the
Speaker 1: gas station, bump gas and all that. It's like a
Speaker 1: daily routine at this point. So I was sleeping in
Speaker 1: the cars. I wake up already suns up and I'm
Speaker 1: sweating because the AC been off for a while and
Speaker 1: I've been knocked out, so, you know, And this how
Speaker 1: I wake up from a dream. And I wake up
Speaker 1: from this dream, and in this dream it's twisted discretion advised.
Speaker 2: I love that.
Speaker 7: Man.
Speaker 2: Hey, Hey, for what it's worth, I gave that at
Speaker 2: the beginning.
Speaker 1: All right, this one double discretion on this one. I
Speaker 1: have a dream remember this is his dream. I have
Speaker 1: a dream that that girl that we saw the things
Speaker 1: with the smoke, the bag of the girl, my ex,
Speaker 1: the one the smoking in the corner when I saw
Speaker 1: the ball of smoke. I have a dream where she
Speaker 1: I'm I wake up in this dream and I'm floating
Speaker 1: in her room, just like a fly on the wall. Right,
Speaker 1: that's my dream. I'm just noticing what's going on in
Speaker 1: the room. She don't know I'm in there, basically, and
Speaker 1: I'm just watching and she with her friend and they're
Speaker 1: at the computer, and I'm like, what are you doing?
Speaker 1: What are you doing on the computer, like laughing and zooming.
Speaker 1: My focus on the computer the rest discretion if I
Speaker 1: and she's on the computer. It's in my dream. She's
Speaker 1: on the computer doing like pictures of me with kids,
Speaker 1: like doing like a child thing with me with kids
Speaker 1: in it. Right, And I'm in my dream and it
Speaker 1: feels real because I'm in my dream. And I started screaming, stop,
Speaker 1: what the fuck is wrong with you? What's the fuck
Speaker 1: wrong with you? And she's not hearing me, and they
Speaker 1: just keep doing they just keep doing it. And I
Speaker 1: wake up and I'm in the van. I'm sweating bullies,
Speaker 1: and it felt real. The dream felt real. It felt
Speaker 1: so real that I thought it was real. I forgot
Speaker 1: it was a dream. I woke up and I said this.
Speaker 1: I get the phone, cause I got the phone to
Speaker 1: call wash the van. Get the phone and I text
Speaker 1: my mom. I go to call my mom and I'm
Speaker 1: so that I can't even talk. Hang up. And I
Speaker 1: text my mom and I'm you know when you're mad
Speaker 1: and you're texting. I started texting this fucking bitch is
Speaker 1: doing this shit. It's making all these pictures and all
Speaker 1: the crazy shit. What the fuck? I'm gonna kill this
Speaker 1: bit olh blah blah blah. Send it to my mom.
Speaker 1: My mom takes me back. Oh no, my mom was
Speaker 1: texting me back. But this is one of the point.
Speaker 1: Right When I send that to my mom, my phone
Speaker 1: gets an advertisement, like you know, pop up, pop up.
Speaker 1: It's like a news a Time newspaper, Time a magazine.
Speaker 1: It's like a cover of a Time magazine. It's like
Speaker 1: Time magazine. It's a list of top people who need
Speaker 1: to stop talking shit? What? And then there's a list
Speaker 1: of names and I'm on the fucking list, Paul, What?
Speaker 1: What the fuck? I can click off of it, you know.
Speaker 1: And then I'm thinking, what the fuck? Then I'm thinking
Speaker 1: in my head because it's all happen so fast, right,
Speaker 1: I'm thinking the girl is reading my texts or like
Speaker 1: hacking the phone, and she's fucking with me somehow, and
Speaker 1: she send that advertisement, so I think she reading it,
Speaker 1: and I just had his dream. So I'm mad at her.
Speaker 1: So I started texting my mother. I'll fucking kill you,
Speaker 1: you fucking.
Speaker 2: Bach, but you thought you were texting it.
Speaker 1: I'm texting a girl. I'm gonna fucking kill you and everyone,
Speaker 1: you know, you fucking I'm saying the over worlds things,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, thinking that she's gonna read it,
Speaker 1: and I'm talking to her. I'm not talking to my mom,
Speaker 1: but I'm sending it to my mom so that she
Speaker 1: can hack it in my head. So what I mean,
Speaker 1: I mean, that's the monic. I mean so, and then
Speaker 1: I said, I send that second text right boom, I
Speaker 1: get another advertisement instantly. This one is a picture of
Speaker 1: a newspaper and it's got a boxer. I got a
Speaker 1: couple of advertising I just skipped through. I got a
Speaker 1: picture of it, like a front page paper, like the
Speaker 1: new York Times or something right, and it's got a
Speaker 1: boxer like getting his jaw fucking twisted like it looks fake.
Speaker 1: It's so ah that right, and it goes. Paul gets
Speaker 1: knocked out from talking ship on the article. What what
Speaker 1: the fuck? I hang up the fun I hang up
Speaker 1: the advertisement. I double down all my text to my mom,
Speaker 1: I dare you, fuck you. I'll come to your house
Speaker 1: and burn your house. Your whole family'll start saying, oh,
Speaker 1: even worse shit, you know. Send the text, then the text.
Speaker 1: Then I get another advertisement and it says something like
Speaker 1: Chico coming to fuck you up some sh I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm like what the fuck? I'm like fuck. And then
Speaker 1: all of a sudden, a car pulls into the parking lot.
Speaker 1: This is the same parking lot with Kilo. Oh wow,
Speaker 1: I park over there, you know, same parking lot. So
Speaker 1: there's nowhere to go. There's a canal, there's a wall,
Speaker 1: and there's only one entrance. This car come old car
Speaker 1: and stops right in the entrance door, opens up. His
Speaker 1: big swoll up Spanish gang member looking gets out. She
Speaker 1: starts screaming. I think he's saying, Paul, but I don't
Speaker 1: know what he's really saying he's just and he's banging
Speaker 1: on the hood a. Oh, this is for me. I
Speaker 1: don't know why, but this has to be the guy
Speaker 1: talking shit all that right, coming to kick Paul ass.
Speaker 7: You know.
Speaker 1: I'm tucking down in my seat and I'm just like
Speaker 1: praying he doesn't see me. You know, I'm sweating, and
Speaker 1: I'm never been this terrified, more terrified than when I
Speaker 1: was in the house with Kilo, Like because that was
Speaker 1: for Kilo. This is for me. I feel, you know,
Speaker 1: his broad daylight and this motherfuckering mean and I'm just
Speaker 1: out of it. Bro. I feel like dope sick and
Speaker 1: I'm just waking up and I'm like, oh, you know, sweating.
Speaker 1: I can't even crack the window for the air because
Speaker 1: he's out there now, you know. And I see I
Speaker 1: can face the apartments, the streets over here, is cars
Speaker 1: over here, and I'm facing the apartments and on the balcony,
Speaker 1: a girl walk out to the balcony and she looked
Speaker 1: down and see me like an you know, from the top.
Speaker 1: She started like laughing and she look at the dude
Speaker 1: and she look at me. She's like, I think she's
Speaker 1: putting two and two together. Ye, But now that I
Speaker 1: think back. I think that she like, why is this
Speaker 1: guy being scared? I think the guy was yelling at her?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying now, the think back, But
Speaker 1: in my head, this was all happening because of me.
Speaker 1: And then I see her walk downstairs and I'm going,
Speaker 1: she don't tell her my ear and she's just looking
Speaker 1: at me like crazy, and I'm like, oh please, And
Speaker 1: she walk over and I look at the mirror and
Speaker 1: I can see them talking, and I'm like, please, please
Speaker 1: tell her to get him out of here, you know,
Speaker 1: don't let her snitch on me. And they talked for
Speaker 1: like five ten minutes, bro the longest. I'm sitting there
Speaker 1: like I'm gonna die of heach Troke first, and then
Speaker 1: he leaves. She started walking back over. She gets next
Speaker 1: to the car. She's gone, open up the door. I said,
Speaker 1: what did he say? She goes, I don't know what
Speaker 1: you did, but you must have pissed somebody off. Like
Speaker 1: the lady said, yeah, who, And I said, I said
Speaker 1: the Inner Dimensional Warrior.
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, I.
Speaker 1: Don't know what you did, but you must have pissed
Speaker 1: somebody off.
Speaker 3: And I go, what did he say?
Speaker 1: She goes, I ain't telling you ship, so I don't
Speaker 1: know what the happening and she walked inside, so so
Speaker 1: I mean that was that was like, I don't know
Speaker 1: what is that? We all think that like that. And
Speaker 1: then I see Father Dan on the Sean Ryan Show
Speaker 1: and he's talking about the devil the demons used technology,
Speaker 1: like you're talking about the story. I don't remember it.
Speaker 2: Exactly due good.
Speaker 1: Yeah, he was telling the story how the demon was
Speaker 1: going on someone's phone.
Speaker 2: Fucking I'm like, I think it's deeper than that, though,
Speaker 2: I don't think it's necessarily that it's just like using
Speaker 2: the phone. I think it's like, if you're really gripped
Speaker 2: by this demonic entity, which obviously you were. Obviously you
Speaker 2: know it was in you, as you said, I think
Speaker 2: that to an extent, they can alter your entire view
Speaker 2: of reality. And I know that the angels can do
Speaker 2: that too, as you have experienced and will soon share. Yeah, man,
Speaker 2: I think it's deeper than just using the phone.
Speaker 8: You know.
Speaker 1: But it was like tied in with the dream, So
Speaker 1: I'm like, someone could have just been hacking. I had
Speaker 1: to be like, who would have known about? It? Pissed
Speaker 1: me off in a dream, like the way the dream
Speaker 1: was connected with the text. I was like, is demonic
Speaker 1: now I say it? At the time, At the time,
Speaker 1: I was like, I didn't understand. I didn't understand how
Speaker 1: that connect somebody who was hacking on my phone and
Speaker 1: fucking with me?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Right? But then I was like, how could they have
Speaker 1: known about the dream to begin with be so ready
Speaker 1: at the time? How could I have known I would
Speaker 1: have wake up and say some ship and be right
Speaker 1: around the corner. Then I started thinking, damn theme of
Speaker 1: the fun with my head and that dude was just
Speaker 1: talking to his girl and I made.
Speaker 2: Up this whole story tattoos or anything.
Speaker 1: You noticed he was all tatted up, but you didn't
Speaker 1: really notice.
Speaker 7: I was not trying.
Speaker 1: Yeah, wow, So that happened. So then so then that happens.
Speaker 1: Right then I go get the get get it, get
Speaker 1: all my life. A couple of days later, maybe a
Speaker 1: week later, maybe month later, same thing happens. But now
Speaker 1: I'm with my boy Eric, the one that be boosting
Speaker 1: with me. He's sleeping in the car with me. He's
Speaker 1: doing good, so I let him sleep in the car too.
Speaker 1: In ac and I wake up. Were both sleep and
Speaker 1: I wake up from another dream felt real and In
Speaker 1: this dream, I find a gun buried in the bushes.
Speaker 1: I take the gun. I show Eric look what I
Speaker 1: found in the bushes, and we run. We go to
Speaker 1: the beach, we park, we go in the back, and
Speaker 1: we robbed these people coming out the expensive ass mall
Speaker 1: over there, Lincoln Road mall when they walked to the
Speaker 1: parking lot. I mean, I had a whole dream and
Speaker 1: we get away with like twenty thousand dollars jewelry and shit,
Speaker 1: you know. And I wake up and I Eric, wake up,
Speaker 1: I wakeh up. I said, Yo, I just had a dream,
Speaker 1: but it was real, and because the last dream I
Speaker 1: had with the girl and it kind of turned real
Speaker 1: and all the future memories, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And also I didn't tell you like I had a
Speaker 1: couple of the dreams where I dreamed where I find
Speaker 1: jewelry and I woke up and I found jewelry on
Speaker 1: the street, like almost exactly, And I'm like, Dann, I
Speaker 1: was crazy. Another time I had a dream find a
Speaker 1: lot of tickets scratching in the garbage can go in
Speaker 1: the garbage can pull out a lot of tickets scratching
Speaker 1: the winds, Like okay, something my dreams are not just
Speaker 1: dreams at this point. So I had that dream about
Speaker 1: the gun, and.
Speaker 3: I wake ef up.
Speaker 1: I said, Yo, we gotta go find this gun. He goes,
Speaker 1: what do you mean we're gonna find to go in
Speaker 1: the bushes, I said, I said, you'll see. I don't
Speaker 1: even know what I'm talking about, but I know what's
Speaker 1: real because I just experienced it in my dream. And
Speaker 1: this thing keeps happening to me. I'm like, where are
Speaker 1: these bushes. I'm trying to picture where these bushes are.
Speaker 1: We jump on a little exit for the highway, and
Speaker 1: right when we get on the highway, I seen some
Speaker 1: bushes that look kind of similar and I had to
Speaker 1: pull the car on the highway. I said, aar get out.
Speaker 1: You started at the end of the bushes. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: started this in. I think somebody threw a gun out
Speaker 1: when it got on the highway, and we're gonna find it.
Speaker 1: And if we get out, we start looking through the bushes.
Speaker 1: We didn't find no gun. I said, all right, maybe
Speaker 1: it's the next set of bushes. Drive go to the
Speaker 1: next edit of bushes. We didn't find no gun. Every
Speaker 1: looking at me like I'm fucking crazy. He's like, dude,
Speaker 1: stop pulling over the car. You're tweaking. Bro's go steal
Speaker 1: some shit. I'm like, no, this, we're stealing this tone
Speaker 1: of ard man, We're gonna make a lot. Wait, just
Speaker 1: keep looking. It's real and we don't find it, and
Speaker 1: I give up on it for the time being. I said, all,
Speaker 1: just go to the store, go to hit the CVS
Speaker 1: and park. We both go in so we can get
Speaker 1: double amount. And I'm taking longer to fill my cart up.
Speaker 1: Cause what we do is we fill the carts up.
Speaker 1: Then we grab a bag, fill the bag and walk out.
Speaker 1: Fill my cart up. He fill the cart up, He
Speaker 1: do the bag and walk He give me the key.
Speaker 1: I'm ready. I give him the keys. He walk out,
Speaker 1: I get the bag. I get my bag. When I
Speaker 1: walk out, he took my van and he stole it.
Speaker 1: He left me and he ditched me. It's a street thing,
Speaker 1: you know. I fucked him over a couple of times.
Speaker 1: A couple of times I left him stranded, and so
Speaker 1: he got me back basically, and so I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: So I gotta hike it all the way back downtown.
Speaker 1: I gotta take buses, bus, metro rail by the time
Speaker 1: I get down there, I gotta walk forever. By the
Speaker 1: time I get down there, it's already nighttime. I get
Speaker 1: the metro oil. I hit the spot right next to
Speaker 1: the metroil because I'm on foot now, you know, So
Speaker 1: I gotta buy my shit from this metro spot. Buy
Speaker 1: it from them. I go do my shit. It's nighttime.
Speaker 1: I know Eric is gonna come by with my van
Speaker 1: at any moment to buy a dope, so I'm gonna
Speaker 1: see him. Said, wasn't the first time he did this
Speaker 1: to me? So I'm down there waiting for him, I said, maybe.
Speaker 1: I know he comes early in the morning, so I'll
Speaker 1: just go to sleep and catch him in the morning.
Speaker 1: I lay down in the bushes up the metro Rail
Speaker 1: Comer station. And as I'm laying in the butt, I
Speaker 1: faced my face towards the bushes, my back to the
Speaker 1: to the people, you know, and I see a stick
Speaker 1: on the floor. I just pick up the stick and
Speaker 1: I start scratching the dirt with it for no reason.
Speaker 1: Just there's a stick and start digging. I start digging
Speaker 1: like the stick is about two inches down and I
Speaker 1: feel it hits something. Mhmm, oh shit. I start digging up,
Speaker 1: I see metal. I started digging up. I see a
Speaker 1: black handle. It's a machete. I'm like, oh, I start
Speaker 1: thinking I was gonna be the gun. You know. It's
Speaker 1: a fucking machete. And I'm like, damn, oh, my memory
Speaker 1: almost came true, you know what I'm saying. So sitting
Speaker 1: there with a machete, like, who the fuck would put
Speaker 1: a machete in the bushes? Bury it two inches and
Speaker 1: then I think, why would they do that? Take the
Speaker 1: machete and I stick it in the ground all the way.
Speaker 1: It gets about halfway in and out here. Think nah,
Speaker 1: think think, think. I started digging out the mud, foot
Speaker 1: deep in the ground of fucking black block nineteen wow,
Speaker 1: full of dirt, full of mud. Here it is. I
Speaker 1: found it.
Speaker 3: What about odds, dude, due.
Speaker 2: The craziest part is like your van getting stolen, taking
Speaker 2: the Metro and all that shit across town and just
Speaker 2: like laying down in this bush and you're looking anymore.
Speaker 3: The odds are insane.
Speaker 1: Like a gun in the middle of the Miami Yeah,
Speaker 1: gun in the bushes.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's crazy.
Speaker 7: Oh.
Speaker 1: When I got it, I start, oh shit, it's a
Speaker 1: twenty grand you know.
Speaker 2: Oh, because that was the other part of the other.
Speaker 3: Part of the thing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I don't have a van. I'm thinking, like,
Speaker 1: I don't have nothing. I was like, well, I could
Speaker 1: just trade this gun for a couple hundred dollars in
Speaker 1: drugs right now. So I took it to the spot
Speaker 1: and I just traded it. I would catch up to
Speaker 1: the story later, but I ended up getting arrested later
Speaker 1: in jail. And when I'm watching the news in jail,
Speaker 1: I see the people that I robbed in my dream
Speaker 1: on the news. Wow, they got robbed at the beach
Speaker 1: by somebody who got away.
Speaker 2: But it wasn't me, guarantee.
Speaker 1: It was that gun, wasn't it. I'm it was those people.
Speaker 1: It was those two people. And I'm like, yo, that's
Speaker 1: another thing. I'm like, what am I living in? What
Speaker 1: is this reality? Bro? What are the fuck is this?
Speaker 1: But back to where was that the car? Okay? So
Speaker 1: that story, So then I set a gun whatever I
Speaker 1: had to. Seeing Eric get the van back with him,
Speaker 1: I get the van. I'm in the van another day.
Speaker 1: Maybe this might even happen before that, right before that
Speaker 1: one or the other. But I'm in the van driving
Speaker 1: at night.
Speaker 3: This one's good.
Speaker 1: I'm in the van, driving by myself at night, all good,
Speaker 1: I'm up to no good. I ain't doing it. I
Speaker 1: was already past the point where I know I was
Speaker 1: stealing and I was in washing cars. But I'm driving
Speaker 1: the van at night, just through through Miami, around downtown,
Speaker 1: listening to the radio, and all of a sudden, the
Speaker 1: songs that are playing are like sounding different.
Speaker 7: Bro.
Speaker 1: I'm like, are these the words to the song? I
Speaker 1: know these songs, but these words are like one word
Speaker 1: off right, and the song come on straight and then
Speaker 1: by migos, you know the song.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 1: I had never heard this song before this night, and
Speaker 1: I'm driving and it starts with an eerie beat. It's
Speaker 1: like dude, dude do do.
Speaker 8: Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, okay, yeah, you know
Speaker 8: what I'm like, And then it goes dud go and
Speaker 8: then the beat kicks in and it goes say something
Speaker 8: that's like there's like some weird like little record spin backwards, and.
Speaker 1: Then the beat kicks in right and when that thing
Speaker 1: goes woo, I feel everything around me go. I'm like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck was that? And all of a sudden,
Speaker 1: song straightened straightened. We're gonna straighten that boy, out. We're
Speaker 1: gonna straighten that boy out. We're gonna straighten him out.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, it's talking to me. This is talking
Speaker 1: to me. Remember the dude in Rehabit the Angel Angels
Speaker 1: talking to his car. I was like, oh shit, it's
Speaker 1: talking to me. I started listening to the words and
Speaker 1: it's scary. I'm not getting a good vibe from these words.
Speaker 1: It's saying shit like like, man, we put a song
Speaker 1: on you hear it. But he said shit like we
Speaker 1: turned the whole pandemic into the pandemic. That's the ship
Speaker 1: that we on. And I'm like, who the fuck you know?
Speaker 1: Then he says and he says, and he says, uh,
Speaker 1: they're going a rock and he's taking it. He said,
Speaker 1: there goes a rocket with taking it. But I hear
Speaker 1: there goes a rock and he's taking it. I think
Speaker 1: a crack rocket. He's taking the rock. I just stole
Speaker 1: some rocks like fun Like he's talking to there was
Speaker 1: a rocket, he's taking it. Then the next line is like,
Speaker 1: swap out the cat put a demon in it. He's
Speaker 1: talking about the car right the engine my nickname. Before
Speaker 1: I went home from my best friends in my neighborhood
Speaker 1: was cat he go swap out the cat, put a
Speaker 1: demon in it. That's the next line. I'm like, oh no,
Speaker 1: the next line, upgrade the bando, put Fiends in it.
Speaker 1: I'm in a van. I'm in an upgraded bando. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I upgrade the band and put
Speaker 1: Fiends in it. I think guys saying, I upgrade the
Speaker 1: band and put Fiends, And I'm like, I'm in the
Speaker 1: van and they're like another thing I had seen one
Speaker 1: night when I first got out there. I'm walking down
Speaker 1: the street. I'm on the back blocks over on Biscayne
Speaker 1: like fifty something over like by Liberty City kind of,
Speaker 1: and I want to I'm blocked off the main street
Speaker 1: because I don't want to be seeing cars driving down
Speaker 1: the main street at two in the morning. Get fucked
Speaker 1: with out there. So I'm walking off the back block
Speaker 1: and I see a car. One block off the back block.
Speaker 1: One block ahead of me is a car with the
Speaker 1: headlights facing me. It's a dog charger, like a charger
Speaker 1: facing me two in the morning. No one's just sitting
Speaker 1: there quiet. I'm one block back and I keep walking.
Speaker 1: I'm getting closer, Like, what the fuck he just doing there?
Speaker 1: You know, sitting in front of a house on the street.
Speaker 1: I get closer. I'm thinking, I'm gonna make a right
Speaker 1: or left. I'm not gonna keep walking by this car
Speaker 1: with a tended up lights on at this time in
Speaker 1: this neighborhood looking like me, I'm gonna turn left or right.
Speaker 1: And I start getting closer to the end of the street.
Speaker 1: Right before I can make a left for right where
Speaker 1: his block start, a car comes drifting around the corner
Speaker 1: and stops right next to his car, like perfect, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like like like aspin tur like
Speaker 1: a glove, you know what I'm saying, and stops right
Speaker 1: next to the car. And I'm like, damn, these young
Speaker 1: boys are crazy bro that thing. They're a super slide
Speaker 1: next to him. And then I see this young black
Speaker 1: boy jump out with a mask on and sit on
Speaker 1: the door and he got a i look like a
Speaker 1: paintball gun, and I'm like, oh, these kids are fucking
Speaker 1: driving around paintballing each other at this time. And he's
Speaker 1: just pointing it at the window, and I'm like, what
Speaker 1: is his friend sleeping? He's about to wake him up
Speaker 1: or something. You know, I'm walking and all of a
Speaker 1: sudden here ba oh twelve thirteen. Shot. This kid is
Speaker 1: just sitting on the window firing into this car. Bro,
Speaker 1: And I'm going, oh, bro, every shot roll, boom, boom boom.
Speaker 1: What the fuck boom boom, boom, boom boom. It's one
Speaker 1: of them little Minia case. I thought it was a
Speaker 1: paintball gun boom boom. All of a sudden, the car
Speaker 1: take off. The kid never sat inside. He stayed out
Speaker 1: there on the window looking back. Kid. The car that
Speaker 1: got shot up starts drifting two words, sideways. I guess
Speaker 1: he shot through the engine shot. I don't know what
Speaker 1: he shot. The guy. I don't know, but the car
Speaker 1: just started driving sideways down the street. I said, fuck,
Speaker 1: I don't know. The dude's dad just foot on the pedal,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I don't know, but that
Speaker 1: that was just one night. That's another one night. So
Speaker 1: where was that? Oh? Say?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Straightened him then, and then he said, were gonna swap
Speaker 1: out the cat, put the demon and upgrade the banner,
Speaker 1: put fiends in it. I got them shooters. You've seen
Speaker 1: running ship back and you've seen intended And I'm like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck I'm thinking about the shooter that I've
Speaker 1: just seen a dude do that. I'm thinking, this is
Speaker 1: talking to me. Then the next verse comes on. I'm
Speaker 1: driving around and he's like the next verse, every every
Speaker 1: sentence out of context. I can put it to my
Speaker 1: life in a bad way. Next thing, he's a shout
Speaker 1: out to them, white boy, white boy, little radical. And
Speaker 1: I'm driving by. People are out the window going what
Speaker 1: a white boy. And I'm like, it's like the world's
Speaker 1: involved in this now too. It's not just my radio, right, bro,
Speaker 1: it's crazy. I'm I'm going crazy. And the next verse
Speaker 1: comes on, straightening. We're gonna straighten the We're gonna straighten him.
Speaker 1: Then the last verse comes on and it's the worst one.
Speaker 1: And at the end of the verse, I shot. The
Speaker 1: whole verse he's just talking. I just feeling like devil
Speaker 1: telling me about to kill me. At the end of
Speaker 1: the at the end of the verse, he says a
Speaker 1: line I don't really really say. What I hear when
Speaker 1: I hear it is I hear him say we're gonna
Speaker 1: teach him a lesson for never confessing. Oh. In the
Speaker 1: song he says that here we'll teach him a lesson.
Speaker 1: I think in the actual song. He says, I taught
Speaker 1: him a lesson and I'm never confessing. But I didn't
Speaker 1: hear that that night. That night, I heard him say,
Speaker 1: we're gonna teach him a lesson for never confessing.
Speaker 2: What the fuck?
Speaker 3: Bro?
Speaker 1: And that song played, Then the song played again. Then
Speaker 1: another song came on. It was like future mask off,
Speaker 1: face off, Moley Perkoset, I'm talking to me again, mask off,
Speaker 1: I'm masked off. And then he said driving down bis game, like,
Speaker 1: oh fuck, I'm a block off bisch Game. He said,
Speaker 1: We're gonna make him go insane. I'm like, oh god, everything,
Speaker 1: everything in the song is talking to me and it's
Speaker 1: driving me crazy. So I changed the radio, changed the
Speaker 1: radio station. Right, there's like three or four songs in.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna go through all the songs, and there's
Speaker 1: a bunch of them. I can tell you Thief in
Speaker 1: the Night, like a Thief in the night, Oh God,
Speaker 1: real the screen like Leaven the Night. That song come.
Speaker 2: I'm like, this sounds like horror.
Speaker 1: Every song and they all got this same like eerie
Speaker 1: beat stag like all these songs, and the floord changed
Speaker 1: the channel. It's a commercial, bro, I'm at a light
Speaker 1: a commercial like you're tired of feeling like you're just
Speaker 1: stuck in one place. I'm stuck in the red light
Speaker 1: and I'm like, what the fuck? And it's like, light
Speaker 1: turns green, is like you just gotta go. The light
Speaker 1: turn greens, you just gotta go. I'm like, nah, bro,
Speaker 1: and it's bro. I'm telling you every commercial, every fucking thing.
Speaker 1: I put on another station, ninety nine Jams. I hear
Speaker 1: him going second I put on the station, he's going, Oh, Miami,
Speaker 1: when you lit tonight? Can you believe this craziness that's
Speaker 1: going on out here? The whole city is in on
Speaker 1: it right now. We're all all in on it. And
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, cod, They're like, follow us live on Twitter.
Speaker 1: This shit is live right now. People are following me
Speaker 1: with their phones. I'm thinking they're putting me on Twitter Live.
Speaker 1: I'm not jam. I'm proad to buy people that all
Speaker 1: got their phones pointed at me. I'm like, the whole
Speaker 1: city's in on this ship. So then the next song
Speaker 1: comes on is I'm Gonna leave the door?
Speaker 7: Right?
Speaker 1: That's a text message I sent a prostitute that my
Speaker 1: girl caught me sending the text right. The word for
Speaker 1: a word, I'm gonna leave the door open, right, So
Speaker 1: I'm like that hits me like boom. Then the next song, Oh,
Speaker 1: I forget the dude's name, but he's doing a song.
Speaker 1: You go, I don't like I don't like bitch. I
Speaker 1: don't like nobody. What's his name? He got a song.
Speaker 1: I don't like bitch, I don't like nobody. That's another
Speaker 1: text I send the girl right, another song. The fucking
Speaker 1: These are songs that are just coming out. These are
Speaker 1: new songs, and every single one of them is a
Speaker 1: text message that I sent my ex girlfriend. So I'm
Speaker 1: like trying to make sense out of this here, I'm
Speaker 1: trying to make sense out of this, and all I
Speaker 1: can think is because this girl was very beautiful and
Speaker 1: she started working at a strip club, being a waitress
Speaker 1: at a strip club. I'm thinking she must have met
Speaker 1: her somebody in the music business, and they must be
Speaker 1: a ghostwriter for all these people, and she told them
Speaker 1: everything about me, and they're just and that's her man,
Speaker 1: and they're just making these songs and laughing at me
Speaker 1: and they're rich. It's living it up, and I'm on
Speaker 1: the street and she's just getting back at me. That's
Speaker 1: literally what I thought was happening, right, This is what
Speaker 1: I think is happening. The next song comes on. It's
Speaker 1: a live DJ mixed on ninety nine jams. We're live
Speaker 1: in the club, right, And then it's Trina and the song.
Speaker 1: I don't know this song. I never heard it since then,
Speaker 1: never heard it before that. I don't even know if
Speaker 1: it's a real song. But it was on the radio
Speaker 1: and it's Trina and she's like, she's like, I know
Speaker 1: we fucked up. It's like Trina and the beats going on.
Speaker 1: She's I know, I know we had a problems. I
Speaker 1: miss you. I know you was fucked up, and I
Speaker 1: know I was fucked up. But you know how it is.
Speaker 1: You know I love you. And that's how the song starts, right,
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking, this her my girl saying that this
Speaker 1: is kind of thing she would be saying to me
Speaker 1: right now at this point, after the whole night went through,
Speaker 1: This is like the cap off of the night, right, Trina,
Speaker 1: I'm just playing with you. I just been messing with you,
Speaker 1: she said, And then Trina goes, look, I want to
Speaker 1: get back with you. I knew you did. I'm thinking
Speaker 1: it's the girl talking to me right, so I knew
Speaker 1: you did. She goes, look, why don't you come up here?
Speaker 1: Look up here, I'm up here right now, Look up here.
Speaker 1: I'm on the roof. She's like on the VIP. I'm
Speaker 1: in the VP, in the roof of the club. This
Speaker 1: is song. This is like was taking place in the song, right.
Speaker 1: But I'm like, I go, I'm pulled over at this
Speaker 1: point in front of a condo in over Town, a
Speaker 1: brand new condo and that gentrifying the build new condo
Speaker 1: next to the projects. I pulled over right in front
Speaker 1: of the new condo. When Trina says, look up, I'm
Speaker 1: up here. I'm I Look up, dude, there's a girl
Speaker 1: on the balcony top floor looking down waving wow. And
Speaker 1: it looks just like my ex girlfriend. And I said, damn,
Speaker 1: it's her. It's all I don't know how she did this,
Speaker 1: but this is fucking awesome, right. I start waving back,
Speaker 1: and then Trina goes, boom, just playing with you. I
Speaker 1: got you a ha ha, and it's like the song
Speaker 1: starts off and it's like a fucking the Boy song,
Speaker 1: you know, And I'm like, what the fucking And people
Speaker 1: passing on the bikes laughing, and pointing with the phones,
Speaker 1: and I'm like the whole city. And then the DJ
Speaker 1: come on like, damn, can you believe that just happened?
Speaker 1: Can you believe that? Everybody going crazy? I'm like, oh no,
Speaker 1: what is going on?
Speaker 3: Right?
Speaker 1: I'm so fucked up in the head. The DJ does
Speaker 1: the same songs over, like the whole five songs he
Speaker 1: just played in a row plays him again. I fall
Speaker 1: forward again. Trina coming back on. She starts say it's me,
Speaker 1: I'm just playing. I said, are you sure you're just
Speaker 1: playing with me? This time is not for real? We
Speaker 1: look up here and wave. I look up, wait back,
Speaker 1: got you out again for the same thing twice, so
Speaker 1: I started thinking like this, okay, they don't even end there.
Speaker 1: I turned the radio off. I drive, I leave the
Speaker 1: contact with a girl waving. I go across the street
Speaker 1: to a dead end. I put the car in park.
Speaker 1: I get out on the van. I lay on the roof.
Speaker 1: I look up, what the fuck is going on? Right
Speaker 1: out to the sky. My van starts rolling down the
Speaker 1: ditch to the dead end. I had it in park.
Speaker 1: It's decided into the bushes. I'm just like, of course,
Speaker 1: of course, right, And I all of a sudden a
Speaker 1: cop light. Cop lights turn on and turn on the
Speaker 1: dead end street that I'm on. I'm like, of course
Speaker 1: I can't even just sit here, right, cop come down,
Speaker 1: and he's in on it. I think he's part of
Speaker 1: this whole thing, you know, the radio, the DJ and everything.
Speaker 1: He's like you all right. I'm like, yeah, of course,
Speaker 1: oh am, I all right? What else? What else you
Speaker 1: gonna ask? Like I'm acting like if you don't know,
Speaker 1: I know, I'm not supposed to know. I'm trying to
Speaker 1: act like I already know what you're doing. And he's
Speaker 1: like at me like I'm crazy, and he's like he's
Speaker 1: like you sure you ain't got a problem. And then
Speaker 1: I started thinking like maybe he don't know what's going on.
Speaker 1: Then I got scared and I was like, I moved
Speaker 1: my car, get out of here. I moved the car
Speaker 1: and he let me leave. I go down the street.
Speaker 1: Ego song comes on again, straightening. It's like the songs
Speaker 1: kept playing over and over the same like set of
Speaker 1: songs right straightening and playing again, fucking with my head again.
Speaker 1: It's fucking with my head everything. I'm picking out the
Speaker 1: words and it's just like, yeah, this is definitely meant
Speaker 1: for me.
Speaker 2: I just looked that song up a few minutes ago,
Speaker 2: and it's pretty dark. Yeah, it's darkly like evil lyrics. Yeah,
Speaker 2: really demonic.
Speaker 1: And I pull over the car, I get out. I'll
Speaker 1: just I'm like this literally up against the fence right
Speaker 1: in the projects, right across the street from the food store.
Speaker 1: I'm posting it against the fence. This man comes walking
Speaker 1: up to me who looks exactly like what's his name, Quavo? Dude,
Speaker 1: look like Quavo and a Migo song. It's fucking with
Speaker 1: my head. And I'm like Quavo as he's walking up
Speaker 1: to me, and he walks up to me and just
Speaker 1: goes boom boom, knocks me onto the ground, decks me.
Speaker 1: I fall down. I go to get up. He pushes
Speaker 1: me and takes off running Migo. I said, damn, this
Speaker 1: fucking with something's fucking with my head tonight, right, I
Speaker 1: mean already, I'm I don't know if I'm going schizophrenic,
Speaker 1: but the other people's cities involved, Like I think, my girlfriend,
Speaker 1: I don't know what's going on. I go to the store,
Speaker 1: I leave, I go to seven eleven to get a
Speaker 1: slurpee kind mouth, and I'm standing in line and this
Speaker 1: guy comes to get in the line and stand behind me,
Speaker 1: and I think he's gonna punch me in the face.
Speaker 1: You know, I don't know. So I grab my fucking
Speaker 1: knife I have behind it. I'm standing U gonna get
Speaker 1: the fuck away from me. I look the seven eleven
Speaker 1: ladies like what the fuck. The guy's like, yeah, what
Speaker 1: the fuck it. I'm like, yo, I'm pulling a knife
Speaker 1: out on somebody and seven eleven. For no reason. Something's
Speaker 1: fucking with my head. That have something wants me to
Speaker 1: do something bad, like, you know, I gotta get out
Speaker 1: of here. I leave there, I leave quick, go to
Speaker 1: a gas station on the other side of the hood.
Speaker 1: Only gas station in Overtown, pull a car over. I'm
Speaker 1: listening to the radio. It's still fucking with my head,
Speaker 1: but now it's like a new DJ. And he's saying,
Speaker 1: like guys said my name. He said, Paul, call in now.
Speaker 1: If you can get through, we're sending you to the Bahamas.
Speaker 1: I'm thinking, oh shit, all this it's like a game
Speaker 1: show I'm on or something, you know, like a sick
Speaker 1: game show. I start trying to call as busy. It's busy,
Speaker 1: it's busy. It's busy. I'm sitting there thinking I'm trying
Speaker 1: to win my shit to the Bahamas. I already went
Speaker 1: through the whole night. I'm like, people need to start
Speaker 1: letting me call. Everybody's blocking me on purpose cause everybody
Speaker 1: hates me and the fucking with me. So I'm sitting
Speaker 1: at the gas station. I can't get through. I'm like, Yo,
Speaker 1: what the fuck is going on? My girl? The people
Speaker 1: all the words of ghost riding? Car pools up and
Speaker 1: I see my two best friends from high school in it,
Speaker 1: Orlando and Terrence, and they get out and they both rappers,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, ah, must be them with her, because
Speaker 1: they're friends with her too, you know, said it must
Speaker 1: be something like that. They must have gone on and
Speaker 1: being rappers because they was doing pretty good, you know,
Speaker 1: when we've parted ways or whatever. I get down, I
Speaker 1: start walking up to him, like and closer I get
Speaker 1: to him, it's the doppel gangers. Bro, It's people that
Speaker 1: look exactly like them. Until I get close and it's
Speaker 1: not quite them. I stopped walking up to my two
Speaker 1: best friends. It wasn't them. Next the next car pools up,
Speaker 1: I think it's my son and his girlfriend get out
Speaker 1: they got their asking me at the gas station. I
Speaker 1: started walking up to them, like yo, they kid, turn around.
Speaker 1: It looks just like him, but it ain't him. Fuck bro,
Speaker 1: shit fucking with my head. Still, it's all in one night.
Speaker 1: I leave over Town and I drive all the way
Speaker 1: to like thirty forty five minutes. I guess you guys
Speaker 1: wan't know Miami. I drive back towards Kendle. I parked
Speaker 1: eighty seventh in Bird in a parking lot. I just
Speaker 1: caught my eye. Try to sleep, turn the radio off.
Speaker 1: Maybe I doze off lightly over my eyes. And it's
Speaker 1: like seven eight in the morning. I turned I was say,
Speaker 1: all right, it's a new day. That shit that happened
Speaker 1: last night. Can't can't keep thing that can't be my
Speaker 1: normal life. That's just maybe I had a snap or something,
Speaker 1: you know, schizophrenic snap or something. So I turned the
Speaker 1: radio on and it's the local radio show for Miami,
Speaker 1: Paul Castronovo, Like you guys in Miami. Guy been on
Speaker 1: the radio for thirty years. I always listen to him,
Speaker 1: so I feel comfortable hearing his voice, you know, listening
Speaker 1: to him. All of a sudden, it's not talking about
Speaker 1: anything but me. Still he starts saying, and we could
Speaker 1: pull up the episode because put whatever he started talking,
Speaker 1: this is around the time where the Olympics was going
Speaker 1: on in Beijing, I think, or somewhere. Yeah, okay, this
Speaker 1: was going on during that.
Speaker 2: Time twenty twenty, right, twenty twelve Beijing Olympics. And you
Speaker 2: said it was around twenty twenty, right, Yeah, that checks out.
Speaker 6: It must have been twenty twenty.
Speaker 1: Yeah, because he was saying, because this is all I
Speaker 1: this is what I hear. I will turn the radio
Speaker 1: on and I hear. Can you believe that? They just
Speaker 1: he don't stop. He just keeps going and going and
Speaker 1: going and going. When is he gonna stop? He don't
Speaker 1: ever sleep, He don't ever break. He don't even have
Speaker 1: a place to put it head down. He sleep on
Speaker 1: the sidewalk. He don't even have a pillow. They just
Speaker 1: sleep outside on the sidewalk. Like, can you stop and
Speaker 1: eat a pizza once in a while. I'm not He's
Speaker 1: just like rambling and like talking to me. Can you
Speaker 1: just not eating pizza once in a while? I mean,
Speaker 1: for God's sakes, how long can you go for? You
Speaker 1: just keep going and going? And I'm like, holy shit,
Speaker 1: this is the next day, suns up. This is Paul
Speaker 1: got your Novo and that bro. This thing goes on
Speaker 1: for like five minutes and everything is talking about basically
Speaker 1: just racing and runnings around, and then then I see
Speaker 1: he's talking about the track runners at the Olympics weren't
Speaker 1: getting good housing, so they were sleeping outside, like you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So all the time he was
Speaker 1: talking about that, but like the way he was wording it,
Speaker 1: he was talking about me still, you know, keep going
Speaker 1: and going and going. I turned radio off the fuck
Speaker 1: and then that kind of like I called out one
Speaker 1: of my Truman show moments.
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