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<v Speaker 1>Hattie you must be.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, I'm and Zana I am.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, tell by the shirt.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so you're your fly orientation too.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>No, it's gonna be crazy two weeks.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh this room.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean you could say I'm on this floor. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>you could say we're gonna be neighbors.

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<v Speaker 1>They they didn't tell you at the front desk, did they.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just guessing because you don't seem as nervous as me,

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<v Speaker 2>and especially when I saw you, I mean no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't. Oh, I'm not good with words sometimes. Oh

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<v Speaker 2>you you look fun more than fun. Honestly, I think

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<v Speaker 2>that's going to be part of the problem. But what Yeah, Well,

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<v Speaker 2>it would seem that the company is it would seem that, well,

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<v Speaker 2>they keep cost low. Since most hotel rooms come with

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<v Speaker 2>two beds, they want us to double up. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it's co ed. Well, I guess they figure sense we're adults.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, we can shack up in the same room.

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<v Speaker 2>And it didn't cause too many problems. I personally didn't

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<v Speaker 2>get to hr disaster waiting to happen. Well, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>someone at some point is gonna do something silly, and

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<v Speaker 2>we're here for two weeks, and I don't know, or

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<v Speaker 2>maybe they guess we're just gonna be said plumb, tuckered

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<v Speaker 2>and tired after you know, going to all the different

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<v Speaker 2>meetings and everything. I guess you're right, yeah, no, no, No,

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<v Speaker 2>I wasn't trying to imply anything about you. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know anything about you. I guess that's just

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying is none of us know each other.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm flat bablin, but yeah, no, pleased to meet you.

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<v Speaker 2>It's why they only gave you hotel room. Okay, they

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<v Speaker 2>give one to you and one to me, and well, yeah, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I no, I haven't gone in yet. I was so

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<v Speaker 2>nervous to go, and I didn't want to be in

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<v Speaker 2>there and just have the person I was gonna up

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<v Speaker 2>bunking with.

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<v Speaker 1>Just walk in, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, wouldn't that be something?

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<v Speaker 2>Just be like hi, and then you're like, oh, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>in the wrong room nine. It's me.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh yeah, but we can go in it's right. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>oh oh oh, this is a problem, isn't it. Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>This is.

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<v Speaker 2>This there's only well it's quite large.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean the bed, the bed, I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I I clearly wouldn't know whether or not that

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<v Speaker 2>is or not that sis matters. In fact, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>really lie two big sasas queen. It is not a

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<v Speaker 2>term anyone would use for me. What well, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>because small stature. I just said, Oh, I'm sorry. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>tend to over share whenever I get nervous. I okay,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, Well how about we just.

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<v Speaker 1>Which bed would you like?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? Okay, you're jilrius ladies first, Okay, I'll take the

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<v Speaker 2>one by the Oh. Well, I thought maybe they pulled apart.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't think that there was solidly one. Well, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>that's how you make a king bed. It's just two,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, twin beds put together. I just we're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>have to share the same bed. I can sleep on

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<v Speaker 2>the floor, you know. Well, you know, I'm just kind

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<v Speaker 2>of used to that necko marown. You know, it's okay,

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<v Speaker 2>and I can.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be fine. You know there's window that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I won't be sleeping during the day, so I

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<v Speaker 2>won't be sleeping in the sun, so I'll be fine.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll be fine on the floor, you know. Just toss

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<v Speaker 2>a pillow, give me a blanket, and I'll be good.

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<v Speaker 2>To go ride his rain or we could request another

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<v Speaker 2>the hotel's booked out. Well, I mean we could do

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<v Speaker 2>a couple of nights like this and then I could

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<v Speaker 2>request another the entire time.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh beans, now I figured this was this would happen. Okay, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, we're adults.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have to go anywhere near you, and you can.

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<v Speaker 2>We can even put some extra we can request extra

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<v Speaker 2>pillows and just have it go down the middle. And well, no,

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<v Speaker 2>that really won't work because I tend to move around

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<v Speaker 2>quite a bit, quite a bit. No, I legitimately move

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<v Speaker 2>around quite a bit. I'll be over here one minute,

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<v Speaker 2>then i'll be over there the next minute. Then I'll

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<v Speaker 2>be running out. Yeah okay, Oh, you toss and turn

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<v Speaker 2>quite a bit too. And I do tend to What

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<v Speaker 2>about covers, you know, I tend to run really cold,

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<v Speaker 2>so I put on a lot that could make it

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<v Speaker 2>not a natural bear.

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<v Speaker 1>Well it's just okay, fine.

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<v Speaker 2>If I sleep in a bed next to someone, I

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<v Speaker 2>tend to end up rolling up on them because I

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<v Speaker 2>tend to run very cold. Okay, I gravitate to whatever

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<v Speaker 2>is warm, and if there's a heat sarce, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>like a nice cute.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah I did take cute. Oh my god, I said that.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's not professional.

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<v Speaker 2>That's not the things to do. You don't call your

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<v Speaker 2>coworkers cute if you have to go to HR over that,

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<v Speaker 2>I understand, but I'm just trying to say, there's gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be even bigger HR incident than just calling you cute

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<v Speaker 2>if we lay down in that bed together. Okay, all right,

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<v Speaker 2>we could just try it for a couple hours. If

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<v Speaker 2>I touch you it, I'll just feel free to like

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<v Speaker 2>hop up, shove me off. And I can I can

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<v Speaker 2>cat nap downstairs in the lobby or something.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh no, I didn't mean that in Oh no, it wasn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Tiny's a turn of.

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<v Speaker 2>Phrase with that, But yeah, I can. I can absolutely

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<v Speaker 2>cat nap down there.

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<v Speaker 1>And just.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I'm sorry. I'm just exhausted. I was on that plane.

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<v Speaker 2>I had to travel close to ten hours a day.

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<v Speaker 2>I had to layover and delays, and then I had

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<v Speaker 2>a bunch of children on the first flat and on

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<v Speaker 2>the second flat there was this guy who just well

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<v Speaker 2>he didn't shower to keep you guys, he had a

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<v Speaker 2>rough travel session himself. I couldn't blame him, but my

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<v Speaker 2>nose was offended. My nose is offended and it made

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<v Speaker 2>it very hard to try to sleep and get some

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<v Speaker 2>wrist I'm sorry. Okay, well here, how about we just

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<v Speaker 2>both shuffle into the covers and just.

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<v Speaker 1>Here, No, it is, it is getting late. Just we

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<v Speaker 1>just snuggle down.

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<v Speaker 2>There's there's plenty of room. And oh really, well I

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<v Speaker 2>do I do so? Like can?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean?

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<v Speaker 2>It's just friendly petting, right, I would just it would

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<v Speaker 2>be nice just to have you. Oh yeah, no, that

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<v Speaker 2>feels now so good, just having your hand glad all

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<v Speaker 2>over my skin and running through my fur and giving

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<v Speaker 2>me nice screeches and my hair just see, yeah, this

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<v Speaker 2>is a bad as bad as it'll get. And I

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<v Speaker 2>just oh clause I didn't to scratch up shades something

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<v Speaker 2>feer Sorry, I can't really control them whenever I'm getting

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<v Speaker 2>nice sciritch what No, no, no, I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't bother me.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just I worry about bothering you.

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<v Speaker 1>I would just hate to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Have I don't know. Just there's a scent coming off

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<v Speaker 2>of you that I'm not familiar with. Well, no, like

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<v Speaker 2>I can smell when someone's scared or they're happy or

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<v Speaker 2>they're angry, but this is just oh, your cheekies, your

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<v Speaker 2>tekies are they're kind of red, kind of petty, they're

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<v Speaker 2>kind of oh, they're uh, they're very m They're I

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<v Speaker 2>I I definitely think we're.

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<v Speaker 1>Hr is not going to be very happy with this,

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<v Speaker 1>so no.

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<v Speaker 2>Goodness, gracious, I just oh, it's so hard to keep

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<v Speaker 2>my O my palm. Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 2>no again, I don't mind it.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't mind it. But if I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>I, what do you call this touch starved? No, I

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<v Speaker 2>know that makes perfect sense.

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<v Speaker 1>No, no, not about you, but about me. I guess

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<v Speaker 1>maybe I am too.

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<v Speaker 2>It's been a really long time since anyone has ever

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<v Speaker 2>you know, well that.

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<v Speaker 1>This kiddy, if you know what I mean, Oh, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>A lot more than just head scratches. I'm just saying

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<v Speaker 2>it would.

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<v Speaker 1>That would be what that sent would be.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, I wouldn't have I guess clocked that you

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<v Speaker 2>were in to me because I was too busy imagining

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<v Speaker 2>you in me. What Sorry, I just is it kiddy

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<v Speaker 2>Gorman here? Well, I didn't a grab towards gravitate towards

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<v Speaker 2>things that are hot. Really no, and no one ever

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<v Speaker 2>told you you just have the sweetest little hook dog eys.

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<v Speaker 1>I've ever seen about that.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, no one's ever told you that you are absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>Like a dream what No who.

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<v Speaker 2>Cares about those brad pit taps and supermodels. You look

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<v Speaker 2>like the perfect version of someone who's obtainable and real,

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<v Speaker 2>someone who will stay in your life and isn't so

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<v Speaker 2>ethereally fixated on their looks. That makes you feel insecure

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<v Speaker 2>that you're gonna have to work over time in order

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<v Speaker 2>to keep them. You have the most comforting, delicious, amazing

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<v Speaker 2>aura around you, and it makes me just want to

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<v Speaker 2>have my claws to send and clamp into your back.

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<v Speaker 1>And make you mm come hither.

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<v Speaker 2>I sec bye. We need to think about on tomorrow

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<v Speaker 2>and getting our getting some sleep so that we York

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<v Speaker 2>get what. Yeah, no, I think we should relax before well,

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<v Speaker 2>that definitely would help me relax. I am can't say

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<v Speaker 2>I'd be the most opposed to it. How about to

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<v Speaker 2>not we're not coworkers. How about to not we're just

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<v Speaker 2>two people that have an insane magnetism.

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<v Speaker 1>To each other.

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<v Speaker 2>Because I know I've never felt like this towards anyone else,

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<v Speaker 2>and I quite don't think I want to miss the

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<v Speaker 2>opportunity of experiencing whatever this m HM could The m hm,

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<v Speaker 2>Hey guys, is Alexander here. So sorry for the infrequency

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<v Speaker 2>of my uploads recently. I have been working tirelessly on

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<v Speaker 2>I swear this book. I'm going to be dropping at

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<v Speaker 2>least the first fifty pages, if not the whole PDF

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<v Speaker 2>version onto Patreon because I just want to get out there.

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<v Speaker 2>I want to show you guys that I have been

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<v Speaker 2>working on it, have it done. I just arguing with

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<v Speaker 2>Amazon and formatting has been fun. I also think that

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<v Speaker 2>there might be something up with the title, because even

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<v Speaker 2>buying the domain of it was difficult. I had to

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<v Speaker 2>like prove because the name mail Order Monster Girls was

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<v Speaker 2>apparently quite sus I thought it was just funny. But

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<v Speaker 2>AnyWho there, Dida. I want to say thank you to

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<v Speaker 2>everybody who's been super supportive during this process, because I

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<v Speaker 2>haven't been uploading even on Patreon as much as I have.

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<v Speaker 2>Those of you who are still subscribed, Thank you your

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<v Speaker 2>real ones. Those of you who are not also thank

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<v Speaker 2>you for having been subscribed and totally understand that I

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<v Speaker 2>haven't uploaded in like two weeks. But I did put

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<v Speaker 2>a post on Patreon where I asked, what did you

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<v Speaker 2>guys like? And I'm going to start working my way

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<v Speaker 2>through those. I'm not guaranteeing that I'm going to do

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<v Speaker 2>and maybe I'll do some one off ones because like

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<v Speaker 2>comfort audios don't tend to do well on my channel

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<v Speaker 2>because I've done it before, but I still don't mind

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<v Speaker 2>doing a few for Patreon. I'm probably not going to

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<v Speaker 2>do sound effects though, for the next couple of weeks

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<v Speaker 2>while I get this project completed, because I want this

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<v Speaker 2>book out. I want a physical copy of this less

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<v Speaker 2>for you guys, and more because I've always wanted one.

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<v Speaker 2>It was something I started after a major depression session,

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<v Speaker 2>for those who don't know, broke up with someone I

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<v Speaker 2>cared about, care about tremendously, and.

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<v Speaker 1>This was I'm a workaholic.

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<v Speaker 2>Whenever I'm sad or like down, I tend to just

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<v Speaker 2>to shut down. It's one of those if I just

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<v Speaker 2>and wait for the heartache to go away, then maybe,

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<v Speaker 2>just maybe, just maybe I'll get to the other side and.

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<v Speaker 1>While while using the projects. It's a distraction. Is it healthy?

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely not? Is it who I am? And I accept that.

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<v Speaker 2>Anyways, guys, I am barreling. We are bailing towards thirty thousand.

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<v Speaker 2>Even though I haven't been uploading like the subscribers are

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<v Speaker 2>going up way higher than it should be considering I

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<v Speaker 2>haven't been uploading anything, which is.

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<v Speaker 1>Insane to me.

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<v Speaker 2>I am going to be catching up with all of

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<v Speaker 2>my comments as well, because I usually answer all comments

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<v Speaker 2>the first comment. If you leave multiple comments, because some

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<v Speaker 2>people caught on that I only answered the first time

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<v Speaker 2>you post, I will also not respond to the subsequent comment.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's not to be rude. It's just that I

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<v Speaker 1>get so.

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<v Speaker 2>Many I want to get back to everyone at least

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<v Speaker 2>once before I get back to people twice.

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<v Speaker 1>So oh, I feel so guilty.

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<v Speaker 2>Doing that, But surely you guys understand so, or at

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<v Speaker 2>least I hope you do, and if you don't, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know what to say. Anyways, this has been Sena Alexander.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you guys to death. Thank you for all

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<v Speaker 2>of the crazy support you guys have given me. Link

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<v Speaker 2>to my Patreon is in the pinned comment below and

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<v Speaker 2>the spicier version of this will be will absolutely be

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<v Speaker 2>up on Patreon, so see you guys,