Speaker 1: And that's why I'd never read the comment. I'm like,
I just want to like, I'm not even to look
amazing tonight. I love what you're wearing. Always said, oh
my god, you're all I have an angry class. That
is life. But that's hard, like unless it's like an
NBA team.
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all right. So today I'm very excited to have a
force of nature on my show, a Scottish creator who
travels the world basically NonStop, who's been crowned the biggest
boobs in the UK, and who's living with an incredibly
rare condition that means her body literally will not stop
changing on her She grew eleven bra sizes in a
single year. But honestly, that's kind of the least wild
thing that we get into today, we talk about what
it's actually like to live in a body that the
whole world has an opinion on, on why she's saying
a hard no to a reduction to the fan she
almost took home who turned out to be a little
too dedicated, and her very strong feelings about the difference
between European and American men in the bedroom. Americans, you
better listen up if you want to have a chance
with this wee little last the wonderful Summer Roberts Hello.
Speaker 3: Hello, thank you so much for coming on, thank you
for having me on.
Speaker 2: Of course, of course, so let's start with the I
don't want to see elephant room, the elephants in the room.
Speaker 1: So for people who have never heard of it, what
is macro? My macro Mastia?
Speaker 2: Thank you for saving me from that? And when did
you realize that you weren't just like developing early?
Speaker 3: I've always had like beg bibs, like since I was
eight years old. Started. Yeah, I was never an a cup.
I went straight onto like being a sea cup. I
don't have crazy zero to a zero to a sea
cup like overnight.
Speaker 1: It was crazy, Okay, it couldn't have ta overnight? It
was overnight? Do you mean like a week or like?
Speaker 4: No, I swear like I woke up at eight hour
sleep and you I had nothing.
Speaker 3: And all my friends describe it as like one day
I came into school and just randomly they were there.
Speaker 1: It was crazy. And I had the single father.
Speaker 3: My I saw my mom on the weekends, said a
single father and I think it was like a Wednesday
or something, and he was.
Speaker 1: Like, what am I spos.
Speaker 2: So?
Speaker 1: Wow?
Speaker 2: I know did people think you like had started stuffing
your bras? I mean, did you even have a bra
before that? I didn't have a bra. I don't have
a vest. I didn't have a bra, I didn't have anything.
I was like a little boy.
Speaker 3: I used to play football and like wear like oversized
T shirts.
Speaker 1: So I had nothing.
Speaker 3: But I started an epidemic at my skill of girls
stuffing their bras.
Speaker 1: Oh that was your fault.
Speaker 2: Yeah, oh okay, Well I would blame the bra stuffing
epidemic at my school. But I am significantly older than you,
So I feel like I cannot blame you.
Speaker 1: You can, you can, so I'll take the blame. I
could retroctu the blame on me, put it on me.
I don't care. Okay, so you grew eleven sizes in
a single year.
Speaker 2: What does that like feel like week to week? Like
can you feel your boobs growing?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: So when they started, you can feel like it's like
an ache, you know, like like period pain, or like
your bibs start or are you pregnant?
Speaker 1: I sure do.
Speaker 3: Your bib starts to like ache. So they started to
like ache and I was like, oh, on my period whatever,
I wasn't. They were just growing rapidly and if anything,
just getting brass was annoying. Yeah, like having to like
constantly buying new bras or grow out.
Speaker 1: Of Obviously this braw doesn't cut me.
Speaker 3: Yeah, none of my breas fit me anymore, so it
was kind of annoying.
Speaker 1: That we're here. Were you worried about it? Yeah?
Speaker 3: For sure I was because I've always had large breasts.
But after I turned twenty five, that's when they rapidly
started growing, and I was like, right, there must be something.
There's there's definitely something wrong with me for them to
grow so much, so many sizes and it's such a
short amount of time as well, and.
Speaker 1: The rest of you, your body was the same.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I said the exact same, My weight doesn't fluctuate.
I was still like, still had the same weight, still
had the same thighs. My bibs just kept getting bigger
and bigger.
Speaker 1: So is that when you decided to go to the doctor.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've been going to the doctor since I was
like fourteen years old about my bibs.
Speaker 1: And so when did you actually get the actual diagnosis?
Speaker 3: Two years ago when I was twenty five.
Speaker 2: Okay, so before the doctors were like, well, you're just
like four Rapidly.
Speaker 3: They were like, oh, puberty, or I would try and
get a reduction. So I went to the doctor's when
I was fourteen to get a reduction.
Speaker 1: Oh, they said no, because I was fourteen. I went
again when I was sixteen.
Speaker 3: They said my BMI was too high because I'm four
foot eleven and my boobs are huge, so obviously, yeahma
is going to be too high. Went again, said no,
just constantly kept saying no. And then I went when
I was twenty five and they were like, yeah, there's
something going on.
Speaker 1: There was something going on with you.
Speaker 3: And they printed me a Wikipedia page of macromastia and went,
this is what you've got.
Speaker 1: Tragic. Wow, that was that they didn't even help. It
was crazy. What how did you feel when you got
that diagnosis?
Speaker 3: I mean I think I was just confused because the
doctor didn't know right, So, like the doctor handed me
a Wikipedia page and they didn't know any information about it.
Speaker 1: Still, no one really was in information about it.
Speaker 3: I went to a specialist in January, and that was
the first information that I've actually had.
Speaker 1: What did the specialists tell you that nobody else did.
Speaker 3: They told me that the reason so the macromasca, you
have it like you're kind of born with it. So
they told me I've had it my whole life. But
the reason I rapidly growed was because my hormones shifted
when you're twenty five, So I got like a lot
of hormones.
Speaker 1: And then that just made it go crazy. What would
happen if you got pregnant?
Speaker 3: If I got pregnant, I think I would die. I
think I would survive because they double in size, right, Yeah.
Speaker 1: How am I going to be a lot bigger than
they were before?
Speaker 3: I see, I don't know how i'd did that. I
think i'd like i'd be wheelchaired.
Speaker 1: What is your size right now?
Speaker 3: I don't have a size. You don't have a size,
don't have a size. No, I'm wearing on R cop currently.
Speaker 1: But obviously you can see are the highest it goes.
It's the highest I can get.
Speaker 3: Yeah, because I have a small back, so yeah, I'm
twenty eight to they're a back, so it's like impossible.
Speaker 1: Wow, So what do you do? What do you do? So?
Speaker 3: I used to get custom brass, but because I have
like such rapid growth, I break brass like so easily,
so like the wire will break in my bra or
it'll just split our rep. So I stopped getting custom brass,
and I just still growing. Yes, I'm still constantly grown,
and it'll never stop. They don't know if it'll stop.
The specialist that I spoke to says they can't guarantee
it will stop, but they can't guarantee that it won't stop,
so no one knows anything. It's really so I know.
So it could be you can see me next year
and they'll be double the size.
Speaker 1: I just don't know what were they were they smaller
last year? Yeah? Yeah? Like noticeably?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I was like cakeup.
Speaker 2: Maybe you know you mentioned your four to eleven you're carrying,
like how much weight are you carrying here.
Speaker 1: On my chest.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think it's like twenty seven to twenty eight keelograms.
Speaker 1: So how does that feel?
Speaker 2: Like? Why would you feel like a normal day? Like,
I mean that must really, you know, kind of affect.
First of all, obviously what you wear.
Speaker 3: Oh my god, I know it's so hard to find
anything that will fit me. Yeah, especially when I'm in
a whole country, So like it's so hard to like
find like lettle like cute outfits that I can wear
and not go crazy and sweat.
Speaker 1: Yeah, really are.
Speaker 3: I think the biggest struggle I have in my whole
life is getting outfits. I can put up with cat Colin.
I can put up with like buying like crazy big
huge bras, sometimes can put up with the attention. I
just want to wear cute clothes some sad I can
never do it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I don't nearly have your problem, but
I will order or rent a lot of my clothes
for the podcast, just because, like I don't want to
buy a bunch of clothes, and I wear different stuff
every day, but there's so many things I'm like, oh,
that's such a cute outfit, but it like we're to
require you not to wear a bra.
Speaker 1: Like girl would.
Speaker 3: Sometimes I don't wear a bra, but it's like it
makes my if I don't wear a bra, makes my
back ache.
Speaker 1: Yeah, what's your back pain?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 1: Is it? Is it pretty bad? It's awful.
Speaker 3: I get massages twice a week to try and like
calm it down.
Speaker 1: I have really bad and with all your traveling to
travel anyways.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'd be traveling, I would say.
Speaker 1: Okay. So the obvious question everyone asks is why not
get a reduction? Why have you decided not to.
Speaker 3: Because it would just come back. We were told the
specialist told me. He says, you can get a reduction.
It would like stop the growth for a bet, but
they're just going to come back.
Speaker 2: So you have to go in and also don't work
abouts like leaving with really bad scarring.
Speaker 3: Oh, sold, it's called a lollipop scar. Yeah, they take
your I don't know if I.
Speaker 2: Can say, yeah, we're talking, we're talking about medical procedures
sense here, so we can say this.
Speaker 1: Keep it in your pants.
Speaker 3: They take your knuckle off, Philly, and then they sliced
down here and they slice here. So it's like I've
seen those bo up. Yeah, and I'm the whitest person ever.
So that's going to be a pancast scar, Like it
would be a very bad scar. There's no way.
Speaker 1: And I love my boobs. I love they're really pretty.
That was my next question, like what is your relationship
with your bos? Is that? Like love my Okay, so
you love your booby? I love them.
Speaker 3: I used to hate them, like growing up, I hated
them so much. I hated everything that came with it.
But now like I'm like, these are me, like my
BIPs are me. I love them.
Speaker 1: They're so cute and obviously they are a gold mine.
They are a gold mine because.
Speaker 2: You then went and started an only fans page, right,
and that was around what you were twenty five?
Speaker 1: Yes, okay, so it's two and a half years ago.
Speaker 2: Okay, so walk me through that decision, Like what made
you decide to go that round?
Speaker 3: The story is like a little bit like like not sad,
but it's kind of a little bit sad. So I
was working in a bar. I was working in a restaurant.
I was the manager, and I used to get harassed
in the bar all the time. Obviously, yeah, like a
normal looking girl gets harassed in the bar, right, Obviously
I have huge boobs, so I'm gonna get arrested anyway.
And I had been on my like twelfth hour of
the shift.
Speaker 1: It was nighttime.
Speaker 3: Two guys come in and they walk in and they go,
oh my god, look at the size of her tests
And I was like, look at the size of her boobs.
And I was like, yep, okay, cool, that's your one.
Speaker 1: That's fine.
Speaker 3: And then they keep going on and on and on
and on and like talking about it and cat calling me.
And then they go, you look like the Scottish Dolly
part and your body's like Dolly part, and look how
massive your boobs are. And I was like, okay, that's two, yeah,
one more, and I'm.
Speaker 1: Gonna kick you out. And they just keep going on.
Speaker 3: And on and on and harassing me, and then they
won't leave when I try and kick them out because
I'm not really intimidating.
Speaker 1: I'm only four foot eleven.
Speaker 3: No one's gonna take me seriously, so they wouldn't leave,
so I had to go into the kitchen and get
a chef to like kick them out. Afterwards, I go
into the kitchen and I just start bawling my eyes out.
I'm like, oh no, one's ever gonna take me seriously, Like,
I hate it.
Speaker 1: It's so annoying.
Speaker 3: I could never be like a girl in power because
no one's gonna take me serious. They only look at
my bibs. They don't care, like they're I'm never gonna
be taken seriously. The chef comes in and he's like
trying to cheer me up. I don't know if you
know many chefs in your life, but they're very eccentric people.
They're like I know, they're very eccentric people. So the
chef comes in and he's like, screw them, Like, what
did they call you Scottish Dolly Parton? You're kind of
right though, they're kind of right. Give me your ID,
give me your phone. I was like, what bro takes
my phone makes and OnlyFans on my phone, my ID, everything,
And he goes, you're gonna make money. I called you
Scotch Dolly by the way. He was like, screw them,
And then the next day he posted it on my
snow Chat story. I wake up in the morning it's
been approved and within like a couple of hours, I
make like eight hundred dollars or something overnight without doing anything.
Speaker 1: And it's like all only on my snapchat.
Speaker 3: I was like, wait a minute, maybe if I tried,
there wasn't even there was no post on it. There
was nothing on it. It was literally just like subscribers
and they were.
Speaker 1: Like content content. I was like, I didn't even want
to do it. I didn't even know. It was crazy.
Speaker 3: And now all the news articles or like anything that
I'm going on. The chef sees it and he goes,
where's my cap He's like, twenty percent of your air
that's so funny.
Speaker 2: Wow, So tell me about, like, what was the first
thing that you posted on there?
Speaker 3: I think the first thing that I posted was a
nude picture that I sent to my boyfriends at the time,
And like, how.
Speaker 1: Did your boyfriend at the time feel about this?
Speaker 3: But he was faine, Honestly, he was okay with it.
He was like, well, as long as it's just bikini pictures,
that's what I always starts.
Speaker 1: That's where it's.
Speaker 3: It's just bikini pictures, just laundry pictures. And they're like
what if they want to see more?
Speaker 1: And they want to see more always. So did the
relationship survive the No, it did. It is dating hard
for you, so hard?
Speaker 3: It was hard before only fans, and now it's harder now,
like with only funds. So it was hard because I think,
like I'm like a walking fetish, So it's really hard
to see if like someone wants to be with me
because like of who I am as a person, or
if they want to be with me because they love
bag boobs and they want to be with someone with
the huge bibs, the sjory of the time, it sunds
I have only fans. So it's like double whammy.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, so hard now obviously, like you've turned this
into like a profit making venture and it's been beneficial
for your life, but I mean it's it's still like
kind of a barrier in your day to day. Right
you said that you don't go to places alone anymore. Oh,
I can't tell me about like the cat calling and
the way that women look at you versus like the
way men do.
Speaker 3: I get cat called every single way I go, Like
everywhere I go always, I never go anywhere with it
I'm on, which just sounds like really sexist, but never
go anywhere with that scary mom. It be my friends,
like my brother, like my dad, anyone. I always go
somewhere and make sure. I'm like protected at all times
because I've had like quite a few scary like confrontations.
Like one time I was on a subway, like do
you guys.
Speaker 1: Call it sublay? Yeah?
Speaker 3: Yeah, And I sat down and then a man sat
right in front of me, crowded subway by the way,
and just starts master waiting right in front of me.
Speaker 1: Watch for me. Now I did not get on the subway.
Speaker 2: Now you're like, here's my only family that subscribe.
Speaker 1: That's okay.
Speaker 3: I still gave you wall just yeah, I get like
groped like lots of stuff for US twenty four seven.
But now before only fans, I was like, oh this
is awful.
Speaker 1: Now I'm like, subscribe, guys, subscribe, but.
Speaker 3: Like you're so hot, I'm like Scotch dolling on all platforms.
Speaker 1: Subscribe.
Speaker 3: Our Uber driver today was he got my Oh my.
Speaker 1: God, I just start carrying around business cards.
Speaker 3: I need business cards, right, I should really get them
because I'm walking advertisements.
Speaker 1: Yeah that's great, old I know.
Speaker 2: Now you've been kicked out and told to cover up
a like pools too, right.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've been kicked out in so many I got
kicked out of Disneyland.
Speaker 1: Yeah, because of your boobs.
Speaker 3: Because wow, I got kicked out of an I got
kicked out of a children's theme park and January. Yeah,
they came up to me and they said, we've had
some complaints from some mothers that you're not dressed appropriately.
Speaker 1: And I go, what, how were you dressed? I was
dressed in a different top from this, but it was oh.
Speaker 2: I don't.
Speaker 3: Clap that chat clip that No, well anyway, it was
like this, wow yeah, and they kicked me out.
Speaker 2: Wow.
Speaker 1: Yeah, sorry, I wrapped my top. That happens all the time.
I bet you bring a change of clothes.
Speaker 3: Honestly, I rapped all my outfits, all my celos, everything
gets ripped.
Speaker 1: My god, that's so sad.
Speaker 3: But yeah, they kicked me out because my bibs were topic.
Speaker 2: So there's a TV show that filmed you and sent
you to the Hollywood Walk of Famed gett called on
live TV because of your chest?
Speaker 1: How did that come about? And how did you feel
about being asked to do it?
Speaker 3: So? I wasn't told that that's what they were going
to do. I was just told that we were gonna
get like cute shots of me walking on the Walk
of Fame and then every single time someone would cat
call me, they would go.
Speaker 1: Hey, could you do that again on camera?
Speaker 3: And I'd be like, there was like a drummer, street performer,
and as soon as I walk by and goes, Mama,
I need some milk, Get me some milk.
Speaker 1: It was honestly ridiculous. It was really funny.
Speaker 3: Though.
Speaker 2: It's so funny because like I, you know, I used
to get cat called when I was younger, not all
the time, not like remotely like you are, but it
did used to happen to me, and it never happens
to me anymore. Never, never, absolutely never. And it did
happen to me. I feel like six months ago or
eight months ago, and I was like, at first, I
was like fuck you, and then I was.
Speaker 1: Like, oh, they cat So it was feeling so hot.
I was like almost like excited about it.
Speaker 3: So I finally, you know, when I get cat called,
I wished it be like you're so pretty, but they're not.
Speaker 1: They're like look at them, teddy, Yeah, yeah, just say
I'm pretty that.
Speaker 2: I just I always like sometimes I just want to
walk up to those guys and be like how does
that work for you?
Speaker 1: Literally, like as a girl, like come up to you
and gone home with you because you did that? Like,
did that? Did that work in your favorite? Getting people?
Speaker 3: Right? The next time someone calls me, I'm going to
go out and be like, hey, you want my number.
See how they react, because I think they just run away.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I'm sure they take it. Well, then just give them
your only fans card. Real, that's what you should do.
Speaker 1: I'm going to get little little card. Really this card. Yeah,
twenty I would also like twenty percent. Yeah, everyone gets
twenty percent. You get twenty percent.
Speaker 2: So like, where's a line for you between like this
attention pays my bills and this is exhausting and I
didn't ask for it, Like are there ever days that
you're just like I really wish people wouldn't look at me, Like,
if you wear an oversize because you're so small, if
you wear an oversized shirt, you probably look like.
Speaker 1: You're wearing a tent. Yeah.
Speaker 3: I never wear anything baggy because it just makes me
like five yeah, like and there's nothing wrong with that
at all, but I just.
Speaker 1: Don't like, that's not your body. No, that's not my body.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and it just makes me feel like, oh, like
I don't want to have to cover up to like
not be over sexualized, but obviously not my sexualize myself.
So and I think that's why I'm always traveling. I'm
always on the move, like I'm actively running away. Really yeah,
for like everything interesting, but.
Speaker 1: It's so fun.
Speaker 2: I mean, you're you're young, and like the opportunity to
travel and see the world is amazing. I wish I'd
did more of that when I was younger.
Speaker 1: You can do it, no pregnant, I also have a
five year old. I'm not going anywhere. I'll take her.
She can come travel, but we should come everywhere she
would love.
Speaker 2: We're actually taking her on her first We're going to
Hawaii in a couple of weeks, and that's like her
first like long she's done like the two hour plane
ride to Kaba, but we've never done like a six
hour one. Fine, she'll love it.
Speaker 3: I started. I was on my first plane and I
was like two weeks old.
Speaker 1: Really yeah.
Speaker 3: My family are beg travelers.
Speaker 1: Like we were. We were like scared to you know,
be the people with the baby crying.
Speaker 2: Really yeah. But I think also to like work, weill
like both of us work so much. It's not that
easy to travel. But okay, so let's talk about the
pe teacher who subscribed it to your profile.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: This is very early on in my career because when
I first started, I only really advertised on like Snapchat,
like and that's all my childhood friends.
Speaker 1: So how could you even the Snapchat won't let you
promote them. They don't, so back then you had an
easier because now it was so much easier.
Speaker 3: Back then, yeah, because now like back then two years agoo,
the social.
Speaker 4: Media rules changed very quickly, and I used to just
like put like eighteen plus and then send it and
like the dms, so it was just like everyone from
like my hometown, my small time bad idea guys.
Speaker 1: Don't do that. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And I remember I got a DM and it
was like, oh, do you remember me from school?
Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, it'll just be.
Speaker 3: Some like some boy yeah that like wanted to have
sex with me and skill whatever.
Speaker 1: Little did I know it was my pee teacher.
Speaker 3: He's like, yeah, I remember in your school, like you've
developed so well. And at the time, I was like,
I wonder who this is, Like I wonder which pee
teacher it is, because there's four, so I was like,
one's really hot. One's really hard, and it was it
was the hot one was Yes, I had the biggest
crush on him to when I was growing up.
Speaker 1: So how did that feel? Honestly like, it.
Speaker 3: Was a little bit weird because I was like fourteen
and skilled, so that was really weird. But in my
head I was like, damn, little fourteen year old me,
I had a chance with master Lettle.
Speaker 1: Why you have a chance now, mister not so little.
Speaker 3: But I'm telling you I saw it as BG wow.
Speaker 1: So he went that far.
Speaker 3: He does he's still teaching at that school, hopefully not.
I gos cross.
Speaker 1: Oh wow, that's I know.
Speaker 3: I've had all sorts of people though. I've had like
my friend's uncle subscribed. I've had my friend's brothers subscribe.
I've had a peat teacher, like, I've had so many
people like from back home subscribe.
Speaker 1: Do you wish that they would just like not tell you?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I watched like, so please subscribe, get me the money,
don't tell me, Yeah, don't tell me.
Speaker 2: There was one guy that showed up in my DMS
who was like we and after a while he was
like we actually know each other. I was like, oh great,
and he was like yeah, we've like worked together, and
I was like.
Speaker 1: Work together, yeah, like like like.
Speaker 2: In this no, in this industry. But I don't think
he was a performer and he didn't. And I was like,
He's like, do you want to know who I am?
And I'm like, no, don't tell me. Don't tell me
because then it's gonna be weird and I'm gonna treat
you differently. And if I see you in the wild,
as they say, like, I'm gonna feel weird about it.
Speaker 1: I bump into them. Yeah, because he wanted to send
me pictures.
Speaker 2: His fetish was showing pictures of his you know, pendage
and appendage.
Speaker 3: It was, oh, I thought about like the thing that
gets caught out your that's your appendix.
Speaker 5: I was not as I really want to show you
my appendix, like I'm super into that. Strange like there's
a fetish for everything. Listen, if you if you want
me to rate your appendix, hit me up, because you know,
I don't think shame. So actually, let's talk about customs
speaking kink shaming.
Speaker 1: What are the most frequent customs that you get asked?
Like growth stuff. People always go they want to see
the boobs grow.
Speaker 3: I want to see them, so they want me to
be like, like, can you pretend that they're really small?
And then I'm like pretend, Yeah, we're going to pretend
they're small.
Speaker 1: How are you going to do that?
Speaker 3: I always just kind of like wear a mindimizer bray
and then they'll go like take it off slowly and slowly.
Speaker 1: And they're like, wow, that's crazy.
Speaker 2: I had somebody on I think it was Trinity, and
she said that she's done those before, but she like,
she doesn't have your size so she could do this.
Speaker 1: But I thought this was really clever.
Speaker 2: She takes balloons and she deflates them slowly, but then
she films it right in that order, going from big
and then she reverses it in the edit.
Speaker 1: That so good, so it looks like it grows.
Speaker 2: Maybe I she did a yeah, so she does like
movie magic of like reversing it.
Speaker 3: I used CGI once for a custom.
Speaker 1: Had that go. It was so sick. It was so sick.
Speaker 3: He wanted me to be like a dragon slayer, and
he wanted me to like get the dragon and kill
the dragon and then get him and like Gevin like
caudlum like a baby.
Speaker 1: After I done it, it was a dead dragon no.
Speaker 3: So he wanted me to dress up as an elf
slay a dragon, like, fully kill slay this dragon and
then go, baby, I killed the dragon for you.
Speaker 1: Oh coddle him.
Speaker 3: Yeah. And then after I did it, I was like,
this is a movie.
Speaker 1: Wait, what's the dragon?
Speaker 3: C G.
Speaker 2: I did you yourself or did you go to like
a special productions warehouse?
Speaker 1: I did it with my friends? Okay, like.
Speaker 3: It was Honestly, it was one of the funnest things
I've ever done.
Speaker 1: It was so fun.
Speaker 3: Was he happy with his Oh my god? He was
like stell stell a fun love you. He's stills like
please can you do another one?
Speaker 1: Another one?
Speaker 3: And I'm like, I'm I'm traveling like very hard that
is to do that took us like a week, like
really to get it done.
Speaker 1: It was crazy, But honestly, I'm really proud of that.
Speaker 6: It was really really awesome. It was so fun for
movie stars. Seriously, So let's talk about fans. Yes, you
almost slept with a fan.
Speaker 1: This was like three weeks.
Speaker 3: Oh wow, yeah, this is very very recent. It was crazy.
Speaker 1: So tell me what happened.
Speaker 3: So we were out in Australia and you know the
reason I went to Australia was because I thought that
like people wouldn't really know like what I do, who
I am? A lie a lie. Every single club we
went to, people were coming up to us. It was
it was I mean, it was fun. But we go
into this Irish bar and we're drunk, we're drinking whatever,
and I go to the bathroom.
Speaker 1: I leave my friend good by the ways over there.
Speaker 3: I leave my friend at the bar to go to
the bathroom, and as I come out of the bathroom,
there's two boys and they just normal boys, my age,
normal voice, and they're like waiting for me outside of
the bathroom and one of them goes, Hey, my cousin
thinks you're really hot, and I was like, damn, I
think your cousin's really hot, Like he's so Vaine. So
we're talking, we're chatting whatever, and we get really really drunk.
We get very drunk. We go to a different club.
We start cassing in the club and he goes, do
you want to like give me head on the beach?
And I was like, yes, because a little thing you
might not know about me, holly throat goat. Yeah, that's
my biggest turn on. Is giving head really my beggest
turn on is giving a head. Yeah, like I could
fully just get ahead and I'm done, Like I don't
want to do anything, so just get ahead, girl.
Speaker 1: I know I love it. I don't know what it is.
I tell you do like that? Do you do you do?
Like titty fucking yeah? Does it disappear?
Speaker 3: And it disappears completely? And so teddy fun.
Speaker 1: That's very really hard to do with the guy with
the smamp. That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: It works if it's beg So the majority of people
when I'm like having sex.
Speaker 1: With them, they're like, please can you do this?
Speaker 3: And I'm like, it's not as good as my moufe bro,
I'm telling you, like, you're too small, you're not gonna
feel it. It's just like nothing. But he also wanted
me to do that. That's that's fun.
Speaker 1: And so we get we go on the beach and.
Speaker 3: We're like cassing on the beach and I'm like, maybe
probably shouldn't do this here because it was very busy beach.
He's like, let's go back to yours. By the way,
I'm very drunk. Like I'm very drunk. I recently started
drinking a month ago.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Wait, I'm sorry, girl in the Catholic so I know
a lot of Catholic drunks.
Speaker 1: Everyone kidding me. I don't drink well, I drink now.
Speaker 3: I never used to drink. I've never done a drug
in my life. I like go to church every Sunday.
I'm very innocent and just a little bit porn than that.
Mary Madalene was a prostitute, so Jesus loves it.
Speaker 1: But we go.
Speaker 3: I'm like, okay, let's go back to mine. We go
back to my house and we're like on.
Speaker 1: Them on the bed.
Speaker 3: I'm giving him like the best head he's ever had
in his life. And I'm like, I'm gonna go shower
because that's my bet before I have sex. Every time
I go shower, I put some nice laundry on and
I come out and I show them. So I'm gonna
go shower. And he's like, no, no, don't shower, don't share.
And I'm like, no, I got a shower. I get
up and I'm stumbling because I'm so drunk, like I'm
very very drunk, and he goes, maybe maybe we should
not have.
Speaker 1: Sex because you're really drunk. We should just cuddle. No,
get your duck out.
Speaker 2: I mean to be fair, that's really like, it's very nice,
responsible because that that can be an issue.
Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly, So it was very nice. And then we're
in bed, we're cuddling, and he goes, oh, like, will
you like how do we talk? Will you follow me
on Instagram? And I was like, yeah, I'll following on Instagram?
Yah that Spain whatever. And then he gives me his
Instagram and I type it in followed He's already following.
Speaker 1: Me, so I'm like, you already follow me? How do
you know? Like my Instagram? How do you know this?
He was like, I've been following you for some time.
Speaker 3: There.
Speaker 1: I was like, so that really ruined it for you? Yeah,
it didn't ruin it. It was just like, why not
tell me?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I thought you were hot anyway, Like why had
it until like your deck's been in my mouf?
Speaker 2: Would you have reacted differently if he had told you
that at the beginning? Honestly, it probably Okay, Well then
there you go, there's your answer, so you.
Speaker 3: Know the thing else, I probably still would have fucked
him because he was really hot.
Speaker 1: It was really hot. So you're so you're down to
sleep with fans if they're hot an Australian.
Speaker 4: The two things hot Australian tall, and they can't be hairy,
right I don't like.
Speaker 1: A hairy man. Yeah, okay, can circumcised to please? Oh
they need to be circumcised please. Yeah, this is getting longer.
Speaker 3: If you're a sex f seven Australian circumcised man hit
me up looking for a husband as the fuck. Honestly,
he was very nice, he was sweet. I did follow
him back and then I went onto his profile. Bro
has a girlfriend? Yeah, he had a girlfriend. And then
he unfolded me the next day. Wo I think he
was I was maybe his whole pass? Yeah? Do you
think she knew about the Hall past?
Speaker 1: Usually all the girl knows. I don't know.
Speaker 2: You're making some pretty big assumptions that he's got that
Hall pass.
Speaker 1: Yeah he look, you didn't know. I want to I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. It's not my fault. I was doing chatty.
I'm sorry. How do you meet people like regularly? Like?
How does that even work? I got dating sites?
Speaker 3: Just I do love a little bit of beinge Okay,
no sponsor, but I love a little bit of henge.
I love it, Okay, I love chatting Okay, I love chatting.
I chat for work him.
Speaker 1: I'm a chatter. I like him.
Speaker 2: You also told me that you often will have like
if you're doing a collab with a guy, you'll often
have sex with him before you actually film the scene.
Speaker 1: That's pretty uncommon.
Speaker 3: Oh, it's very I think it's very uncommon. The guy
is always so happy.
Speaker 1: I seriously doubt they say, no, so happy.
Speaker 3: I think though, when I have sex someone I love,
there to be so much passion.
Speaker 1: So I want there to be like a lot of passion.
Speaker 3: And sometimes I feel when you have sex with someone
for the first time, especially if it's on camera, there's
not there's not really that much passion, and you're like
it's becomes more of a chore and more of a job.
Whereas if I'm fucking them before.
Speaker 1: Because you don't have to open up to camera exactly.
Speaker 3: We're already comfortable with each other and then we've already
got that little bit of spark, and then get the
camera out after and it always does so much better.
Speaker 1: Do you fuck them to completion? Sometimes depends who the
person is.
Speaker 2: Well, because I was an ask because like my my
concern from years of directing guys, you know, would be
that they wouldn't be able to do the pop shot twice.
Speaker 3: There's there's one man that can do a lot.
Speaker 1: I mean there's definitely many, multiple.
Speaker 3: Yeah, there's I think two of them. I've fucked up
completion the rest. No, we just would do it and
then do it, and then do it, and then do
it and then do it, and then they're.
Speaker 1: Like, Okay, we've got to film there, We've got to
film there. Yeah.
Speaker 3: So but I think it's just more natural, wasn't it.
Like I like to I like sex with people that
I'm comfortable with, and obviously, like I don't want to
be fucking a camera maybe sucking a person, So I
want to fuck you first, and I put the camera
in my face and perform.
Speaker 1: Okay, I love that. Okay, Well, I mean it sounds
like you're on the right line.
Speaker 3: Even when I fox civilians, I go get the camera
and they make them. Girl, you should see my head
and fold her on my phone. It's just me Gevin
Haler blow jobs. I'm just gimming so much like every
single guy's dream.
Speaker 1: I'm like, let's film it. Wow, it turns me on
so hot. So you like watching yourself? Oh yeah, I'm
such a narcissist. I love it. I mean that's you know.
Speaker 2: People have asked me, like why I don't shoot born,
and there's several reasons, but one of them is is
that I don't.
Speaker 1: Like watching myself have sack.
Speaker 2: Really no, I don't even like looking in the mirror
girl bine because it's just like it.
Speaker 1: Just grosses me. I don't know, I just don't like it.
Speaker 2: I love like, so I'm not I'm not that much
of an exhibitionist, like I wouldn't like feel comfortable.
Speaker 3: No, I love I love watching it because it takes
me back to like when I was doing it right,
and then it turns me on.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I love it. It's so hot.
Speaker 2: So when you watch porn, you watch like your own. Yeah,
I'm not trying to shame you.
Speaker 1: I don't think that's a bad thing.
Speaker 3: I watch my own or I watch like really really
amateur couples who are in love like having sex because
they're so passionate.
Speaker 1: Yeah. I love passionate sex. I love it.
Speaker 2: So So that is a great segue to my next question.
You say that there's a difference between sleeaving with European
men versus American.
Speaker 3: Huge difference between Europeans and Americans. Okay, so Americans take
not Americans.
Speaker 1: They have sex like this, m hm.
Speaker 3: American, Europeans, Hispanic Colombian.
Speaker 1: They have sex like okay.
Speaker 3: They're like because they can dance. You need a mom
that can dance. There's such a difference. American men are
I think a little bit held back, like especially if
it's a one night stand. Yeah, they're very like, okay,
this is it, whereas a you're inhuman mans, he's going
to do his best. He's going to do his best.
He's going to dance and the motion is always there
and it's so much harder.
Speaker 1: Interesting. Ausurrelian men also they're really good a bit. So
do you think that there's something to do?
Speaker 2: I mean, we do have very like puritanical roots, and
there's a lot of people that are hung up about
sex in this country.
Speaker 3: I think it's in Europe. We're very open, Like, we're
very open. We're very sexual. We have been from such
a young age, like very young age. I lost my
virginity when I was fourteen years old. Like, we're very
we're very openly sexual, and we're very educated and school
systems everything. We're so educated on sex. We're very safe too.
In America, I feel like it's not.
Speaker 1: Like that, yeah, which is really sad.
Speaker 3: No.
Speaker 2: I mean I complained about the sex education system in
America all the time, and like how you know repressed
people are.
Speaker 3: They're very and Europe we're just very open. We're very
open with everything. I can talk to my parents about sex,
like and talk to like my brother and it's not weird.
Like here, if you're like talking to your brother about
who you say was, it's weird.
Speaker 1: And Europe We're just like, yeah, well I had sex
last night. It was fine.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Yeah, sex is normal. Everyone should have more sex.
That's the best thing ever.
Speaker 1: I mean, it's why we're all here right exactly this planet.
Speaker 3: If God didn't want you to fuck, he wouldn't have
made it so good.
Speaker 1: I could. And I'm a.
Speaker 2: Catholic, so I want to actually talk a little bit
about your Catholicism if that's okay, and being religious and
how you marry the two, because you know, there's a
lot I mean, it kind of depends on like how
you want to look at it, right, Like everything's like
whatever angle you want to take. But you know, there's
a lot of people that believe that, like religion, you know,
is actively like anti porn and anti sex, So like,
how do you marry being a devout Catholic with that.
Speaker 1: I feel like a lot of people think that porn
is bad. Sex is bad.
Speaker 3: You should be shamed God genuinely, he wouldn't have made
it so pleasurable if he didn't want it to happen.
Mary Magdalene as well was a prostitute. Prostitution is the
oldest job in the whole world. All God cares about
is if you're a good person. Doesn't care if you're gay,
doesn't care if you do porn. Just cares that you're
a good person. That's all he cares about. So I'll
go to church every Sunday and I'll pray to him,
and he's not letting me die in once never. I
have a very good life and it's thanks to the
Big Man or women out there.
Speaker 1: Oh really, So you're even willing to believe that God
be a woman.
Speaker 3: Oh, I think God's a power. So I don't think
he like it's among women. I think it's just a power.
I think they're just up there looking after it's And
I love my religion, like I'm like very very divist
I pray every single night, Like I follow all the rules.
I like, g have a lot of my money majority
to the church.
Speaker 1: I don't owe my money to the church. Like also
a text for off.
Speaker 3: But but I'm very devout.
Speaker 1: I'm like every Catholic.
Speaker 2: Wow, have you always felt this way about like how
God sees sex and intimacy or is that like your
views on it changed? Because I'm sure if you were
raised Catholic, which I assume you are, I wasn't. You weren't, Okay,
so you took it on later in line, you sort
of like weren't raised with the sense of like because
my husband was actually.
Speaker 1: Raised Catholic too.
Speaker 2: His mother's varied about His mom's always like giving me
cards and telling me to pray to like this saint
and all that.
Speaker 1: Kind of stuff. It's so funny.
Speaker 2: But yeah, so but he's just kind of like, you know,
he's he's disillusioned.
Speaker 1: He's not like into religion at all because he was
brought up with it, right, because.
Speaker 2: He was brought up with it. I was actually raised
an atheist really, yeah. My dad was like a full
like atheist, like absolutely intellectual. Like I am more, I
don't believe in God in the sense of how he's
defined in a lot of religions. But I do believe
that there is like some sort of driving force that
is it just like it feels. I believe in karma.
I think like that's a big part. I think, like
exactly what you said, like if you're a good person,
and just like for me, I just find that if
I have faith that things are going to work out,
like they do, they always.
Speaker 1: They always work out.
Speaker 2: And I think it's just And I think also too,
like what you put out into the universe is what
you get back. People are attracted to the kind of
vibes that you put out and and you can like
manifest your life like yourself.
Speaker 1: Right. So and we don't know like everything, we don't
know anything. That's probably more accurate.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know nothing just lettle tiny things on a
tiny little planet like a speck of dust. Yeah, so
she might as well do whatever you want to do.
Speaker 2: But I think like being raised atheist is actually because
I even said, I remember, like my my mother in
law wanted to Christian my daughter, and you know, I
asked my husband, I'm like, she wants to I don't care,
like if you want to have her Christian if that's
important to you, Is that important to your mom?
Speaker 1: Like, I don't care?
Speaker 2: And he was like no, And I think it's because
he was raised in the religion and he I think
he just feels like it's so hypocritical and contradictory. Yeah,
to like the teachings and the way that like people.
I think also with the priests, like the priests scandals
that really like threw him off.
Speaker 1: But so you came into it later.
Speaker 3: I have two dads stepdad, real dad. Unlike what everyone thinks.
I have two very active fathers in my life and
a mom my mom, Pagan, biological dad, Muslim stepdad Baptist.
Speaker 1: Wow.
Speaker 3: So I was brought up with a lot of religions.
That's so interesting, and I chose to be Catholic.
Speaker 1: Interesting, what made you just make that choice?
Speaker 3: So I had a friend who was Irish Catholic, and
I'd always like wanted to go to church, and I
always wanted to, Like, I always prayed every single night.
Speaker 1: I always prayed.
Speaker 3: I didn't necessarily know who I was praying too, because
I had so many different gods in my life. So,
but every single night, since I was like five years old,
I had always prayed, and then I met this friend
who was Irish Catholic and he was like, well, I'm
going to go to Mass, so do you want to come?
I went to my first Mass and I didn't ever
stop going. Wow, I was obsessed with it.
Speaker 1: What about Mass? Do you love?
Speaker 3: I just love It's like such a nice community and
it's somewhere I can go and not be judged for
having huge boobs. Like they don't care no one, they
don't care. They're just there to praise God and leave
like they love it. My priest knows like exactly what
I do for eleven. They don't judge, they don't care. Wow,
I know, I love it. That's amazing.
Speaker 2: You said sense of community, And I actually do think
that that is something that we are missing these days.
Speaker 1: And I do.
Speaker 2: I've actually had this conversation with my mom, of all people,
because she grew up like she grew up like she
went to church and stuff, but just because she was English,
that was sort of like the thing that you did.
Speaker 1: Yeah, she's not like religious. Now, church is a very
big thing in Europe right right.
Speaker 2: And for her, you know, she was like it was
like community was a place that you went every Sunday
and you bonded with other people and you know, it
was a gathering. And I just feel like, especially today
with social media and all that, like we're so disconnected
and I think a lot of people are missing that
sense of community, and like, for me, like church is
not that. I'm actually in that Alcoholics anonymous program, so
I go to meetings and I find that there. But
I just find like that is like such an important
thing to have that a lot of people are lacking
somewhere to go. You have something in common with people,
they love and accept you sort of on principles exactly.
Speaker 3: And it's hard with us job right because we don't
have an active job where we go outside.
Speaker 1: And then have a meet office that you go to exactly.
Speaker 3: There's nowhere to go. It can be kind of like secluded.
You're just on your reply and messaging, like taking petures.
You're not with people. So like having somewhere to go
every single week and meeting new people, it's so nice.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I do know quite a few people that
are in the idle industry that are religious, and I
think it's like I have to say, when my dad died,
I actually really felt envious of people who were religious
and had to faith and believed in heaven and believe
that like they would see that person again. In that moment,
I kind of wish I had that because it was
like for me, he's just gone and I'll ever see
him again. But it was like, if I believed in heaven,
I believe that like he was God, and again, like
I feel like it would have been easier.
Speaker 1: Yeah, for sure.
Speaker 3: I think faith is is all just to meet you
feel bad, right, yes, literally, just to make you feel
so much better. And I believe you that you're dead's
there so I'll see basis, God doesn't care if you
believe or not. He'll still accept you.
Speaker 2: What is the message that you wish like people took
away from like kind of everything that we've talked about.
You've said before that like I wish people were nicer.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I wish they were nicer.
Speaker 3: I have very nice fans, very nice followers everywhere, and
my life like performance wise all good, but the public,
the women like I don't want your mom, I'm not
trying to steal your man just because I have big bibs.
Speaker 1: Just be nicer.
Speaker 3: Like, I feel like the world would be so much
better if everyone was just.
Speaker 1: A little bit nicer to each other. Yea, Like that's
how I live my life.
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna like see someone walk on them on
the street and judge them because of their body, whereas
I get judged twenty four to seven by men but
mostly by women.
Speaker 1: So sad, Yeah, girls, girls, it is. It is. Yeah, unfortunately,
I mean, because.
Speaker 2: I mean we could go on about this, but I
think like women are constantly put in a position to
feel threatened by other women. You know, there's so much
like that we place on you know, a woman's like
value in terms of like how she looks in her
sexuality and stuff like that, which I one contribute to
that with the job that I have, So like, I
can't be on a high horse about it. It's funny
because I'm actually in a monogamous relationship and that works
for us. But I do think that sometimes monogamy is
is tricky because it suggests like ownership over a person,
and there's also like a real lack of communication and
a lot of monogausness relationships because you just come into
the relationship with so many assumptions about like how it's
supposed to work. And also like women have been fed
these like bullshit fucking fairy tales from like you're Disney
and stuff you knows save you.
Speaker 1: I've like watched.
Speaker 2: Disney movies with my five year old and I'm like,
a man is not gonna save you. Forget what you happened,
but like we could watch.
Speaker 1: This movie, but a man is not gonna save you.
Speaker 3: Girl, like put on Brave, put on the Scottish ones. Yes, yeah, no,
Scottish woman knows. Thanks, someone's gonna come save them.
Speaker 2: Disney has really like done a one to eighty. I
like the messaging in the in the movies now, like
it's so much better. It's so much better. But when
you go back on because you know.
Speaker 3: Like Cinderella, yeah, yeah, like's going to save you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's just like, actually, I will say Brave is
my favorite Disney movie.
Speaker 3: Brave is my favorite. Obviously Brave came out when I
was young, so seeing another princess that like seeing a
princess that was from Scotland and spoke Gallic when no
one in Scotland speaks our language anymore because we weren't
allowed to do it for a long time. So seeing
a princess be able to speak my native language.
Speaker 1: Oh it was amazing.
Speaker 3: Speak Gaelic Gallic, so it's not Gaelic. So Gaelic is
Irish and Gallic is Scottish.
Speaker 1: I didn't know. Yeah, they're completely different.
Speaker 2: Really yeah, yeah, I guess I thought it was both.
I guess I never thought about it, to be honest.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you don't know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's been like strapped away from our culture by
the English.
Speaker 1: But it's okay. Actually I was before we got in
this conversation.
Speaker 2: So one of my business partners is this guy named
Andrew who's Irish, and we were having a conversation before
I came in here, and yeah, he was giving me
shit that I like confused Ireland and like, I mean
I know the difference between Ireland and English, yes.
Speaker 1: Yes, yeah England. No I didn't because I know because
my mom's English. Like I knew the difference. But I
was like, I think, I said, like, you're part of
the UK. No, we're not like you are now, we're
not at all.
Speaker 3: We don't even want to be and we are, so
we're just all separate antitude.
Speaker 2: But yeah, he was just like he was giving me
a ton of shit. He's like, you're so fucking America
we don't.
Speaker 3: Know sh You guys are really American. There's nothing wrong
with being American.
Speaker 1: It's what your fault. Your gorgeous. That's fine. Okay, so
I can.
Speaker 2: Get away with being completely ignorant of like other cultures
and geography.
Speaker 1: Okay, we're not judging.
Speaker 3: We know everything about you, guys.
Speaker 2: We've been shoving it down your throat for centuries. Yeah yeah, well,
thank you so much for coming on summer. This has
been so much fun. We do have some Patreon questions
for you, of course, will do in a separate segment,
but for now, can you tell everyone where they can
find you on your socials?
Speaker 3: You can find me on Instagram it is at Scotch
Dolly ninety seven or Twitter, which is just at Scotch
DOLLI and.
Speaker 2: You guys of course can find me at Holly Randall
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