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Now let's dive in to today's episode. So welcome to

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the show, Reverend Honeybordon. Hi, you doing, Honey wonderful.

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Speaker 2: Thank you so much for having me.

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Speaker 1: Alex, thank you so much for coming on the show.

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I'm excited to talk to you about your interesting journeys

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on the other side and with your near death experiences

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and all the pretty remarkable stories that you have to

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tell us today. But my first question is what was

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your life like before you had your first near death experience?

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Speaker 2: My journey, My first near death experience was the age

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of seven in a fatal car crash, so the journey

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really started relatively early on. And in that car crash,

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I was with my parents in the Middle East that

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I grew up, and we were going to see one

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of the ancient ruins of Persepolis, which I had quite

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a bit of fascinations with because I would always draw

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these ancient ruins ever since I started being able to draw,

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and my parents finally wanted to take me there, and

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on the way there, the night before I had a

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horrible dream. My mother had a horrible dream, and that

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day that we were driving, we ended up having a

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fatal car crash. I hit on collision. I was seven

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at that time, and it was in the middle of

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a desert and nobody really there. During that time was

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after the nineteen seventy nine revolution, so people weren't traveling

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as much, and because there was a shortage and oil

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and what have you, so people would put the put

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gasoline in the back of the car to travel. Otherwise

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you have to wait two or three days behind the

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gasoline stations to be able to go anywhere. So in

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this phase of car crash, it was really horrific because

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I was I was in the back seat and the

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way they hit on collision happened. My parents were severely damaged.

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My father had gone into the window, my mother the

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reel of the car had broken into her face. There

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was smoke coming out things everywhere. Everything was smooshed. I

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could see the other car that you know, they had

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that had a really horrific impact. So in that experience,

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in a split of a second, I had what's called

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mystical experience. But when we experienced such things, such things,

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they're no longer mystical, they're actually our natural state of being. There,

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so I was able to transcend out of my body

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quite large, this larger being, while my little body was

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still there, and I was able to observe from both

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that essence and also the tiny body of a seven

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year old. And and then I was able to a

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point where I was screaming, really frightened that the car

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was going to blow up because of the smoke coming out.

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I was able to experience this incredible supernatural power where

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everything became weightless, and I was able to, in a

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weightless state, opened the door like there was no effort. Meanwhile,

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I was screaming before I couldn't even do anything. I

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was trapped in the car, So make alongstory short, I

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was able to pull bring myself out effortlessly and left

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my father with one hand, pull him out of the car,

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open it and pull them on the side of the road.

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the blood and the way the wheel was broken in

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her face. So my journey really began there because I

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was able to experience, in that mystical experience, who I

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was the truth of what I am, not just this

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little body, but the full essence of universal consciousness. At

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that time was shown to me with what is possible,

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what is capable, and it's not a miracle. We actually

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have these gifts. So with that, the journey began with

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me being able to see beings going in and out

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of the world, and in and out of the walls,

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like spirits, you know, loved ones and what have your

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other ones? And I was able to experiencing angels and

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ascended masters very very early on, and being able to

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have some other interesting experiences, such as hearing the sound

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of the flowers. It was so beautiful because I could

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I could see flowers, and I could see them and

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see the rhythm of their musical tones and also hear it.

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And I thought all of these were natural, only to

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learn they weren't quite natural and other people couldn't experience.

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And so the journey really started.

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Speaker 1: Car crash in.

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Speaker 2: A car crash as I awakening.

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Speaker 1: So then let me ask you before that first seven years,

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were you a spiritual family? Was this kind of information

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talked about? Were you in a different religion? And this

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came as a shock to you. What was before.

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Speaker 2: Thank you for that question. So my mother's side there

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are healers. They, especially my mother's side, they practiced some

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folk medicine, you know, healing and herbs and what have you,

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and my mom was not into it. My both my

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parents were not practicing Muslims what their families were. So

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that was on that side. But before before the age

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of this, I also had much earlier on another near

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death experience. But that was when I had pneumonia at

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a six month old in the hospital, so that called

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me that I was getting ready to die. But that

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was very early on. I have just a few faint

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memories of that one. So with these you have to

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understand in the Middle East, anything of these things is

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not really accepted because they it's not you know, quote

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just the religion and look sat at any of these

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things kind of like from Am they called it gins

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like their evils and what have you. They don't embrace this.

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So I would have these experiences, my grandmother would embrace it,

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and I would be to have also communication with those

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who had crossed over, especially like my great grandmother. And

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I remember the day my great grandmother transitioned and we

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had gone to for the burial because it has to

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be done in twenty four hours. And I was walking

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with my mom and they're all morning, you know, it's

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really sad. I have to go take the body and

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a white cloth and put it on the ground, and

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we want my great grandmother was walking with me on

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the side, and I'm trying to pool my mom, saying, Mom,

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which is right here, that's not her, this is her.

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Talk to her. But they couldn't. And it wasn't fully

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embraced in any way. I have to say yet I had.

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I was kind of I had a lot of these

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experiences and it was uncomfortable for school because I had

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they call it imagining friends. But there was a blue

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and being with me ever since after that, a very

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tall blue being which laid or I discovered who it

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was and it was my guardian. I did everything. He

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was there with everything I did. So it caused problem

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in school quite a bit, and my parents just didn't

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know what to do because I had other experiences. I

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would tell them I came from here. I'm trying to

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explain to them, and I would I remember five years

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old saying my parents, I came to help the people

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of earth, like just so frustrated and they're like, what

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do you mean. I'm like, but I came to help

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the people of Earth. So all of these were a

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little bit of findasy.

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Speaker 1: So it's really fascinating because I've I mean, I've never

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had a Muslim who's had it, or someone in the

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in the Middle East with a Muslim background in one way,

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shape or form, have in your death experience or multiple

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near death experiences. Because in my culture where I mean

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I was raised Latino, I'm Cuban.

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Speaker 2: So.

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Speaker 1: It's really it's kind of embedded in our culture from

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a very early early I mean we're talking about hundreds

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and hundreds of years ago when Spain came over to

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Latin America. It's in. It's just it's in the fabric.

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It's still not mainstream in the Latino culture, but it's

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except you know, girl, yeah, there's a grandma who's you know,

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and these kind of ideas. But in the Muslim world,

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I had to imagine that it's just not you can't

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even begin even in the Jewish faith, and I'm no

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expert in the Jewish faith, but even in the Jewish faith,

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there is mystical aspects to Judaism that go back thousands

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of years, and same thing for Catholicism and Christianity. But

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in Muslim is there any mystical aspects. We'll be right

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Speaker 2: Yes, Sufism is also like that. But my my family

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is exceptional because my my mother's side were all like

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when I say, healers, because it was always helping others,

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and they did a lot with herbs. Herbs was a lot,

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especially with seas and what have you. And my mother

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beside is the Kurdish and my father their Iranians, and

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so one of the things that was really part of

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them was to create changes, changes with not not spills,

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not magic, but they knew how to create changes, and

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it was part of their the way that we're very

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connected to earth. So there's that deep shamanic aspect, if

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you want to call it. They were part of that.

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and also they were part of understanding the wisdom the

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nature of the land. So that that was very much

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part of my mother's side. But my mother was not

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didn't embrace it. She was she didn't want to go

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more in that direction. And I was. I grew up

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with my grandma there, so I feel like there was

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that support, but my mother just too fast forward. My

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mother always was able to sort of at nighttime, when

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she would speak, she would it was always known that

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she would speak, but she happened to speak with those

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who had crossed over, and she was always scared of

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this so never wanted to talk about it at all.

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journey began really taking off, being able to show this,

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it was all over. I didn't know any different obviously,

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and but it was difficult because in that side of

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the world they want to kind of you make people

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really uncomfortable because especially the blue being with me. My

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parents were thinking, maybe it's imagination, but for me, it

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was an imagination. I needed him to sleep here, I

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needed him to sit next to here. And in school,

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so school became a huge problem. When I was in

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elementary school, they were called because the kids, the parents

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of the kids, would say, she's bringing gens or like spirits,

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you know. But but for me, I could see I

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could see the relatives, I could see their uncles, I

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could see the ground for those grandmothers next to them,

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and I couldn't understand why they couldn't see them until

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they stay fact.

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these abilities, how did you deal with this psychologically? For you,

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it's just a normal part of life. I'm assuming it

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sounds like that's the way it is. But all of

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this kind of negative attention that you're getting from people

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around you, your community, your family, something, all of this,

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how did you deal with that?

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Speaker 2: It was really it was really hard, Alex, because I

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could see things so clearly. I could see both the

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good spirits and the bad spirits. I could see those

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that were coming in to the house and they did

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not have good intention, and I would attempt to communicate that,

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but I didn't. I was not supported. Just like many others,

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these gifts were not supported, and years later I understood why.

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could see clearly through people. I could see the structures

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of what they were made of, at a level that

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it's kind of like a matrix, like if you know

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the movie Matrix like at that level, but not I

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didn't have the support for the language in communication, so

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I did shut down. And also during that time, please

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the Iran Iraq War, so we were dealing with the

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airplanes and the bombings, and the revolution had happened, So

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there was a lot of trauma, and I incordated it

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into a very family where this severe trauma was part

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of my journey. So all of these were taking place

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behind the scene and not the voice to be able

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to communicate it. Yet, however, I do have to share

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this the times where we had to go, for example,

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when they would shed the lights off through the town

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because they wore, airplanes would come and you wouldn't know

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where they would drop their bombs. You know, when we

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would sit, we would go into neighbor's house. We all

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would grab a pillow or something and wait. We didn't

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know whether we would live or die the next day.

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We would just wait. I remember there was this joy

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in me though at the same time I wasn't afraid,

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and this being the blue Bean was with me. And

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this is a very significant part because of my nd

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later and I wasn't afraid Alex. It was I couldn't

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fully express everything because they couldn't They couldn't understand me.

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So for a very long time, my asma journey began.

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I began feeling like I'm alienated because I don't belong

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they don't understand me. I'm really weird on an outcast

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and strange and all that. So I shut everything down.

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We migrated US, couldn't speak English, and I had to

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start everything new. And then that was on itself awful

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through middle school, but I could see things, but I

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had to just I like, I don't want this world anymore.

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I just I don't want to interact. I don't want

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to see any more angels, I don't want just horrible

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things that are happening in earth. I just don't want it.

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So I just shut down as much as I possibly

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could until my father, when I was twenty one, in

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a tragic fatal car crash. He died, and then it

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blasted open. I had to. I had to open these

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doors again, and it was rough. I didn't want to.

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I had experienced too much.

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Speaker 1: And well, so let me. So, then, when was the

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next near death experience or the next significant near death

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experience in your life?

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Speaker 2: Okay, so the major one after this was in twenty

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twelve January eighth, twenty twelve. So if I came backtrack

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for just a minute with you. In my twenties, when

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my father transitioned, that door opened because then he started

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communicating from other side and I had shut the store

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very tight since we migrated in the US. I just

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didn't want it and I was forced to communicate. So

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then I was very angry. I was very bitter, and

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I became quite depressed and suicide all I have to

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say during that time because I couldn't again. I was

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back in this place. I had this phenomenal experience in

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the Fader car crash, which thirty years later I wrote.

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I was told to credit to write this book called

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The Day I Became a Superhero. It's children's inspirational memory

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to assist children. No matter how awful you experience, you

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have this power inside of you that is always with you,

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with God's sources power. So anyway, backtrack again, So during

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this twenties I was suffering around a lot of this.

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So I just there's this battle inside of me, not

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again wanting to because I couldn't fully be myself. So

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a few years later than I had my first son,

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and through my first son when he was born, he

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was because he was ill during when he came into

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this incarnation. During that week, it was a horrible week,

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Alex of what the tragedy that I faced, and from

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such place of anger, I can't even tell you how

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angry I was. I was so angry at God, and

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I turned to God and I said, you did this,

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You better have answers for me. And from that answers,

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that door opened up. So the door started to slowly

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open up, and I opened an entire center just to

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dead holistic healing and also many spot because I wanted

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to find a way to educate, to help people to

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not go through what we went through. I didn't feel

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any mother or any father should ever face what with

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their child, that stuff and meeting all these medical community

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they didn't understand. But what happened as I opened my center,

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I began experiencing people from mediums and psychics coming in. Meanwhile,

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the stores started open, and I had I'd been fighting it.

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I just didn't want to because it felt so lonely.

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I couldn't relate. I was just I just wanted to

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be normal like everybody else. But that was definitely not

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the plan. So long story short. During that during this time,

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I began having a lot of things started open up

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so the doors were opening. I was having a lot

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of amazing experiences with the angels started knocking in again,

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and the Masters, and again I'm kind of pushing and

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I'm kind of hiding it, and I have to say,

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and probably more of a spiritual closet because I just

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didn't want people to know what I knew. I wanted

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to be able to write because I was so afraid

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to be judged. So let me just go back. And

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I happened to be married. I got married really young.

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I was married to a special agent with Department of

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Defense who was a top secret engine. And meanwhile we

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were having a lot of experiences with the both of

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my first son and second son, you know, with plasma

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ships and some of these other star being experiences in

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our house. He had seen also the blue Wings, and

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so these were starting to happen.

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Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

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and now back to the show.

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Speaker 2: Until January twenty twelve. I a little bit before that,

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I was very ill. I became very ill, and and

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that's when my heart stopped on that day about seven

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thirty pm, and I crossed over into spirit side, and

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my entire world.

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Speaker 1: Changed again again. It changed again, because because it was

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constantly changing throughout your life, it's been very interesting journey

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so far. So what happened when when you when you,

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I guess died, essentially you start heart stopped and you

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shifted to the other side. But what happened on the

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other side?

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Speaker 2: Okay, So what happened? The very first thing was when

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I left this body. When I left this body, I

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was not in this body naturally, it was not physical anymore.

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Ye still was the spirit body. So as the spirit

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body came out of the room above the room and

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just looking at the physical body, then the physical body

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just look just just lifeless.

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Speaker 3: This nothing yet this is my spirit body. Was so

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excited that it was finally out of that body that

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had suffered so much.

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Speaker 2: I experienced so much pain. It was so happy to

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be fee from it. So as it came out, it

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looked at it quickly. It wasn't anything of I have

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to say, It wasn't any compassion any of that. You

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were just the freedom finally out of that body. So

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then it lifted up and the very first thing that

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happened is sort of like my spirit party came out

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of earth, and it was like around the stratosphere, if

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you want to call it that. Again, it's very hard

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to put this in the language, the proper language. The

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very first thing that happened for me was this incredible

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luminous angelic being, This mighty angelic, gorgeous with the golden

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pink whitish ray appeared before me, and it was more

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of a feminine energy. And and she put these three

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sort of like a dusty pink rings around me, and

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she introduced herself as Arcane Johanniel. A lot of people

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don't have that experience, but mine. The first one that

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met me was Arkan Johanniel, and it was just the

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most incredible, loving experience. My spirit body was experiencing which

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was very much looked like this, except was in light

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lighter form. So from there she took me to this

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she she kind of like lifted my consciousness a little bit,

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and I came to this place that had a two sides.

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One was a quarter on my right. That was my

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loved ones. My uncle, my grandmother was there, my grandpa,

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my cousins, my other tongue was my aunt, my great grandmother.

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All of I could see them. They were like claughing

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and they look so radiant and gorgeous, this radiant, luminous,

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and they were so excited to see it. I was

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so excited to see them. And and but this archangel

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looked at me and looked and said, no, this way,

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and to my left was again in like another quarridor.

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The colors inside of them was very dark blue with

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a bit of a silvery and a bit of like

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an indigo color. And she telepathically communicate I had to

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go through there, and I had no understanding why. So

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I went through that, and it went really fast, like

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a light speed, kind of like when you see Star Wars.

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It's going to be fast exactly. So it went through that,

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and when I came on this other side, it was

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a different, complete, different dimension. It was a different consciousness

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place where there was nobody Alex anymore. It was just consciousness,

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and it was exuberant. It was gorgeous in the colors,

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colors that on Earth we never ever ever even experienced.

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And the again, lack of a better word, would be

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like Nebula. It was like I was inside it a

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star that's Nebula, like the most exquisite, gorgeous. I can't

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even despite what that was, so from there my consciousness

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was risen again, so I was going through dimensional consciousness shifts.

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So as it lifted, I was brought into this place

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where it was more of a structure. And inside of

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the structure it was it was a very large room,

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semi circular, more circular, and there were windows onto my

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left and it was all gold, and the windows to

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my right, and there were twelve tall, very tall blue beings,

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six to my right, six to my left, and there

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were more translucent and color. Couldn't see their face. There

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was a kind of like a white hue behind them,

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no feet, and they were waiting. So my consciousnesses was

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brought there and there was the communication as they introduced

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themselves as the Victorian Golden Council of twelve. Had no

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clue that was, you know, like that consciousness. But all

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I know at when I was, when my consciousness was there,

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I inside my consciousness was that on the home. Finally,

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it was this feeling of finding. I didn't know how

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I knew that, but I just knew that I'd been

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waiting so excited to be there, so within that I

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was able to brought the sixth that were here, and

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the sixth that was this said there was a space

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gap alex in between, and within that they brought some

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kind of like again lack of a better word, like

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a screen, and this screen started going through very fast,

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extremely fast, many many lives. So on mine it was

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eight hundred and forty four fast flashing lives that they

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showed me very significant points in time of history and

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different incarnations that my soul had come in.

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Speaker 1: Can I stop you there for a second, because I

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just want to kind of before I forget. For a

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lot of people listening, it doesn't if we're looking at

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this through the eyes of the material world where we

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live in, obviously a lot of things don't make sense.

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But the life review of all these images of the

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lives review in your case, of all these images, you're

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able to compute and accept this information at almost an

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instantaneous processing of this information. As opposed that this would

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happen to us here, we wouldn't be able to even

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process this stuff. So you're getting this at a different level.

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Speaker 2: Yes, we won't even be said. The way it goes,

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it's completely understood recognized. The lessons were there. So much

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is shared within these lifetimes that the soul had chosen

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to incarnate, so what was what was happening in there

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was I was being shown this meant the many lives,

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But in that I didn't know why. I was being

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shown that I'm going to watk you through what was please,

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So within that telepathically the first the first thing that happened,

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These lives were shot. The lives my life in the

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Maria was shown very specifically the work that I was

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doing with breath. So since the thirty years, I'm teaching

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meditation and breath in this incarnation. So finally this was understood.

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Why why in that cornation the life in Atlantis was shown,

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The life a few very other very significant was shown.

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The time when Jesus walked amongst Us was shown very specifically.

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Many other lifetimes in between were shown. And as that

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was shown, then my consciousness these Doctorian elder beings, they

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brought my consciousness into the middle, but they wanted my

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DNA to come in there, so they brought the consciousness

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of my DNA right in the center and they started

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reshifting things. With reshifting, there were these color coding sequences

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with keys that I have no language for, and it

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was readjusted and they said something about the eighth strand

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and at that time, I didn't know what that was

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until you know, I was sent back, which I'll get

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to that in a minute. And so a few other

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things like this took place in there, and telepathically it's

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all communication and I'm and I'm seeing, my consciousness is seeing,

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not the bodies. And then after all of this, then

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this in the center, this blinding, blinding, blinding lights started

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00:30:42,359 --> 00:30:46,279
sort of like more like descending. And in the center.

481
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,480
Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

482
00:30:54,079 --> 00:30:55,359
and now back to the show.

483
00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:02,640
Speaker 2: And the room in where they were started getting lighter

484
00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:07,119
and lighter, and the even it was blinding to my consciousness.

485
00:31:07,839 --> 00:31:12,440
And and as my and my my consciousness was getting

486
00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:18,160
pulled towards this light and this was descending, my consciousness

487
00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:22,519
was going more towards it. As it got closer and closer,

488
00:31:22,880 --> 00:31:29,400
a figure appeared. And that figure I remember my consciousness

489
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:33,640
side like this again, there's there's no worse for it.

490
00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:38,880
It was beloved Master Living. Yes, sure, the Christ, but

491
00:31:39,119 --> 00:31:43,119
he's not known as Jesus, and like how it is

492
00:31:43,119 --> 00:31:49,000
on earth, it's yes sure, and he he appeared and

493
00:31:49,680 --> 00:31:55,240
it was the most incredible experience of that side, that

494
00:31:55,680 --> 00:32:02,000
seeing and and my consciousness was pulled into this in

495
00:32:02,079 --> 00:32:06,079
the way. Then he began communicating, and very quickly he said,

496
00:32:06,519 --> 00:32:10,119
you cannot be with us, my child. You must go

497
00:32:10,279 --> 00:32:14,720
back and share this. He took his hand and with

498
00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:19,640
this it was in a body of knowledge that he

499
00:32:19,799 --> 00:32:24,039
showed that had to come back and share. And then

500
00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:27,680
he also said you will be with us soon, go back,

501
00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:29,839
and a few other things that he shared that I

502
00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:36,039
cannot share here. And with that so quickly, without Alex

503
00:32:36,119 --> 00:32:41,160
me having any opportunity to negotiate, my consciousness was besides

504
00:32:41,319 --> 00:32:47,079
itself to finally be there and this feeling of home.

505
00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:50,480
I was finally I was finally right. My conscious was

506
00:32:50,599 --> 00:32:54,200
finally right. Oh, this is where I am, this is

507
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:57,799
where I belong. And just like that, I was sent

508
00:32:58,119 --> 00:33:01,079
back again, back in the light stee and it went

509
00:33:01,119 --> 00:33:06,440
through those those different planes of consciousness very quickly, dimensional

510
00:33:06,440 --> 00:33:11,799
consciousness and dropped into my into this body. And I

511
00:33:11,839 --> 00:33:14,960
have to say, as it dropped into this body, it

512
00:33:15,119 --> 00:33:19,799
was not that the old honey. It was a new

513
00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:26,039
honey that dropped into this body, because within within three

514
00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:32,720
days my entire body was healed. I was completely completely healed,

515
00:33:32,759 --> 00:33:37,559
and I came back with as I came back, returned.

516
00:33:37,799 --> 00:33:42,640
There were these other unusual abilities because I was then

517
00:33:42,839 --> 00:33:49,440
sent on a very specific planetary mission with forty locations

518
00:33:49,519 --> 00:33:51,839
on Earth that I had to go on. So that's

519
00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:57,920
where my entire life changed, everything like my marriage, when

520
00:33:58,200 --> 00:34:03,720
my center had closed, my product line, everything, everything went

521
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:08,960
down to me having Then it came the aftermath to

522
00:34:09,079 --> 00:34:14,039
then answer this mission, the call to serve this this

523
00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:20,440
planetary specific work. So olive you at that for now,

524
00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:23,280
that's a lot, that's that's a lot.

525
00:34:23,559 --> 00:34:26,840
Speaker 1: That's a lot, to say the least. So when you

526
00:34:26,880 --> 00:34:29,760
were so you basically were like with the counselor of elders,

527
00:34:30,119 --> 00:34:32,199
for lack of a better term, with with the with

528
00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:34,559
the group that you were with, you didn't see any

529
00:34:34,559 --> 00:34:37,519
of your relatives or any other spirit guides.

530
00:34:38,119 --> 00:34:42,079
Speaker 2: Not there, Darling, not not there with the Doctorians, what

531
00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:47,679
the elder Doctorians that I was with, the twolve of

532
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:51,119
that were there. What is very important to share is

533
00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:56,280
as my consciousness was there, I was also one of them.

534
00:34:56,880 --> 00:35:00,239
So they wanted me to come back to the part

535
00:35:00,280 --> 00:35:03,360
of me that was also there. This is very important

536
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:08,000
because when I was sent back to come into this body,

537
00:35:08,159 --> 00:35:12,840
different version of me, this part of the Auctorian had

538
00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:17,719
to had to sort of like reunite, come back so

539
00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:22,039
that it can deliver this planetary mission, which I'll get

540
00:35:22,039 --> 00:35:26,159
to in a second. And I also want to share

541
00:35:26,199 --> 00:35:30,320
that that blue being that was with me since our

542
00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:35,400
experience as a child, it was recognized, it was understood,

543
00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:38,639
it was interstood that it was also one of these

544
00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:44,079
Octorian beings that was with me watching over, especially after

545
00:35:44,239 --> 00:35:49,039
that fatal car crash, that was supporting and assisting. And

546
00:35:49,119 --> 00:35:52,519
I had other experience as a child too because of

547
00:35:52,559 --> 00:35:56,840
the they had been around I didn't know, but experiences

548
00:35:56,840 --> 00:35:59,960
I had, especially in Iran, with being able to see

549
00:36:00,079 --> 00:36:03,960
their plasma ships for example, and telling my parents in

550
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:06,719
the car, but they couldn't see. They couldn't see what

551
00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:13,480
I could see. So after this everything finally made sense,

552
00:36:13,599 --> 00:36:16,880
everything was understood. I also skipped this part which is

553
00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:23,679
important when in in when I was on the other side,

554
00:36:24,119 --> 00:36:28,199
I was also shown Alex my sole agreement with my

555
00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:34,920
biological mother, bio logical father, my brother, why Middle East,

556
00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:37,760
the Middle East was so important, Why my soul had

557
00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:40,000
to come in the Middle East in dis same cornission

558
00:36:40,039 --> 00:36:44,719
to deliver this mission afterwards. So and it's part of

559
00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:47,960
a lot of the changes and uh and why in

560
00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:51,920
a female form, So all of these was shared very

561
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:57,639
explicitly and details that finally the battle in sidenly ended.

562
00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:01,599
Speaker 1: So you were basically shown or or at least explain

563
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:05,480
your soul blueprint or your sole mission or so plan

564
00:37:05,599 --> 00:37:06,440
in this lifetime.

565
00:37:06,599 --> 00:37:11,719
Speaker 2: Absolutely this one. Why you know, for example, why this much,

566
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:16,719
this much tragedy in this incarnation, why this level of

567
00:37:16,760 --> 00:37:20,639
heartshe why my soul chose, especially at a very very

568
00:37:20,679 --> 00:37:25,480
early early age to experience experience, you know, the sexual

569
00:37:25,519 --> 00:37:29,199
abuse at the age of one. Why it was so important?

570
00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:31,960
Because I will tell you this was such an important

571
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:36,159
part why I became a trans medium, trans channel. But

572
00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:40,679
how deep as a total trance I get into this

573
00:37:40,920 --> 00:37:43,239
was part of the gift because I was able to

574
00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:47,199
leave the body very quickly, so everything was explained to me.

575
00:37:47,559 --> 00:37:50,800
But what happened the pain and the suffering in this

576
00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:54,440
incarnation that I don't like, just the unfairness, why, like

577
00:37:54,599 --> 00:37:58,639
just why why has to be so hard? Why just

578
00:37:58,639 --> 00:38:00,920
just why? There's the passion and I always had that

579
00:38:01,079 --> 00:38:06,079
passionate wanting to help others, and it's just the suffering

580
00:38:06,239 --> 00:38:09,920
was way too much. And I knew you know for

581
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:12,440
a while. I remember that I should say this to

582
00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:15,639
you too. I remember when I had my center. I

583
00:38:15,639 --> 00:38:18,639
had all these mediums and psychics that were coming to

584
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:21,599
my center, and they wanted to tell me. They were

585
00:38:21,599 --> 00:38:24,840
trying to point to me, you have this other point,

586
00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:27,039
you have this other mission. You got to do this,

587
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:29,360
You're going to be doing this and that I'm like,

588
00:38:29,519 --> 00:38:31,679
no way, has nothing to do with it. I want

589
00:38:31,679 --> 00:38:33,840
nothing to do it. I'm just them. I'm a mother,

590
00:38:34,280 --> 00:38:37,480
I have this. I want no part in this. So thought,

591
00:38:37,559 --> 00:38:44,639
it's so hard, Alex and and and I remember as

592
00:38:44,719 --> 00:38:50,199
somebody there was another mystical experience had happened, that somebody

593
00:38:50,239 --> 00:38:53,559
out of nowhere showed up in my center and said

594
00:38:54,639 --> 00:38:57,639
and said that I have a I have a specific

595
00:38:57,719 --> 00:39:00,679
message for you. She had brought something to me. And

596
00:39:00,679 --> 00:39:05,199
and and I had just come back from California. I

597
00:39:05,719 --> 00:39:09,360
had another mystical experience, but I hadn't told anybody other

598
00:39:09,400 --> 00:39:11,559
than my former spouse and my brother. They were the

599
00:39:11,599 --> 00:39:14,119
only two that know. And this person came out of

600
00:39:14,199 --> 00:39:17,239
nowhere and said, I have a message for you. I

601
00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:19,880
was told to find you because you have to deliver this.

602
00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:24,360
And they pointed out to Abraham I'd never known about Abraham.

603
00:39:24,599 --> 00:39:28,800
I didn't know about Jerry Esther Hicks, nothing, And somehow

604
00:39:29,880 --> 00:39:32,199
there was a message from Abraham that had come to

605
00:39:32,239 --> 00:39:34,519
this person, that had brought to me that I had

606
00:39:34,559 --> 00:39:40,159
never heard of. So I went to Abraham's first workshop.

607
00:39:40,480 --> 00:39:43,519
This is all before I had even had my MDE

608
00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:47,360
and uh and I remember sitting there and I remember

609
00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:50,280
hearing you're going to be doing this, but you're going

610
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:52,480
to do it in a full tracks, and I was like,

611
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:58,559
I left. I said, there's no way, no way, No,

612
00:39:58,840 --> 00:40:00,679
I just came because I don't I don't even want

613
00:40:00,719 --> 00:40:04,480
understand what's happening right now in my life. So there

614
00:40:04,519 --> 00:40:05,599
was a lot of these.

615
00:40:07,119 --> 00:40:09,599
Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

616
00:40:13,239 --> 00:40:17,679
and now back to the show. So did you have

617
00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:20,400
any You didn't have any other near death experiences after this?

618
00:40:20,559 --> 00:40:20,719
Speaker 4: Right?

619
00:40:21,199 --> 00:40:21,360
Speaker 2: No?

620
00:40:21,360 --> 00:40:24,559
Speaker 1: No, no, no, that was that was enough, thank god.

621
00:40:25,039 --> 00:40:27,800
No more, no more. Nearly the space So you channel is,

622
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:29,159
but you channel as well.

623
00:40:29,199 --> 00:40:33,760
Speaker 2: Then I'm a full transmitium trans channel. So I'll tell

624
00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:36,719
you what came off after this. So one of the

625
00:40:36,840 --> 00:40:40,880
rumors said, after being sent back, it was a different

626
00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:45,119
expression in this in this party. So one I came

627
00:40:45,159 --> 00:40:47,960
back with a few different abilities. Remember I told to

628
00:40:48,039 --> 00:40:51,519
the DNA. So so one of the things that happened

629
00:40:51,679 --> 00:40:56,840
is as I had began my healing, facilitating healing sessions,

630
00:40:56,880 --> 00:41:02,039
what have you, this is when the Auctorians began communicating

631
00:41:02,119 --> 00:41:05,159
and they're going to be training. So my training really

632
00:41:05,199 --> 00:41:08,920
began to show me different ways of seeing through the body.

633
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:12,039
So one of the things that started happening was I

634
00:41:12,159 --> 00:41:16,079
began being able to see into people's bodies in like

635
00:41:16,079 --> 00:41:19,320
like an X ray, what was happening, what was happening

636
00:41:19,360 --> 00:41:22,639
in the liver of what was happening in their law

637
00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:26,519
bader like so detailed. I could see like hairline fractures

638
00:41:26,639 --> 00:41:29,239
and all of these things. And then I was able

639
00:41:29,280 --> 00:41:33,559
to see the geometric patterns of their bodies, like when

640
00:41:33,599 --> 00:41:38,000
it was, for example, imperfect harmonial harmony, which was in

641
00:41:38,039 --> 00:41:41,400
God's radiance, and when it was not so, then how

642
00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:44,239
to be able to assist and for it to come

643
00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:47,840
back into harmony. So some of these gifts had come in,

644
00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:51,039
and I was also I had to get on the

645
00:41:51,159 --> 00:41:55,599
road to begin this planetary healing. The very specific I

646
00:41:55,599 --> 00:42:00,119
had to get to these locations to transform the energy,

647
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:04,559
and it was to bring this, this crystalline light into

648
00:42:04,599 --> 00:42:09,159
this planet through these things. So mind you, it was

649
00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:11,800
very difficult Alex at that time because I didn't have

650
00:42:11,840 --> 00:42:15,559
a language to tell people what was happening. My family were,

651
00:42:16,239 --> 00:42:19,360
you know, my friends and family were. They thought I

652
00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:22,679
had lost it because I couldn't fully explain it. I

653
00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:26,280
knew I had to go and serve this mission, and

654
00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:28,800
they had they had told me it was a full

655
00:42:28,920 --> 00:42:33,920
team we were going to be assisting you. So for example,

656
00:42:34,119 --> 00:42:40,800
Saint Germain, the Order of Marchisedic, Master Lanel, Master Hilarian,

657
00:42:41,159 --> 00:42:43,679
all these other ones began coming in. It was like

658
00:42:43,679 --> 00:42:49,119
a full, full like house that they begin their training.

659
00:42:49,559 --> 00:42:52,360
So being on the road, one of the things that

660
00:42:52,440 --> 00:42:56,599
began happening that we wanted. They wanted to enter into

661
00:42:56,639 --> 00:43:03,960
my body for temporary to bring certain material through. And

662
00:43:04,039 --> 00:43:06,760
so this is one of the things that happened. But again,

663
00:43:07,159 --> 00:43:11,559
what was very difficult about this because I had learned

664
00:43:11,559 --> 00:43:16,079
about other channelers other things, and again I was this weird,

665
00:43:16,239 --> 00:43:20,320
wacky channeler. I wasn't like. I wasn't like for one entity,

666
00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:23,840
one consciousness, there were many different ones. They were all

667
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:30,480
beautiful beings of light. Because yes, sure, Mother Mary Mary Magdalen.

668
00:43:30,559 --> 00:43:33,480
They were right there, so they were the doorkeepers with

669
00:43:33,679 --> 00:43:38,199
arkaneel Michael, so that in which wanted to commune through

670
00:43:38,280 --> 00:43:41,880
this vessel had to go through sort of like their

671
00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:46,159
gate to bring their message. And again, because it wasn't

672
00:43:46,239 --> 00:43:49,000
like one for like let's say, how Bashar you know there,

673
00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:53,119
it's just Bashar or esther Heix's for Abraham. Mine wasn't

674
00:43:53,199 --> 00:43:55,920
like that. It was different ones that could come in

675
00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:58,400
and bring it. And I felt again kind of like

676
00:43:59,079 --> 00:44:03,639
I sidered it in this realm, like why aren't other

677
00:44:03,719 --> 00:44:06,280
ones like me that could, you know, do this. I

678
00:44:06,360 --> 00:44:08,039
kind of felt like I have to like hide a

679
00:44:08,039 --> 00:44:13,280
little bit more until and this became very useful because

680
00:44:13,320 --> 00:44:17,960
on the road I would go into these insane level

681
00:44:18,119 --> 00:44:21,400
of full trance and the best that would do is

682
00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:24,119
I put the recording on the side because I know

683
00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:26,800
it's coming and I'll be like passed out. So I

684
00:44:26,840 --> 00:44:30,440
had no memory of what was happening. Yet all of

685
00:44:30,480 --> 00:44:35,239
these things were shared through me. So until shortly after

686
00:44:35,360 --> 00:44:38,480
my now spouse, who I've been with he entered my

687
00:44:38,599 --> 00:44:42,199
life and I was shown that was another one that

688
00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:45,559
he'll be coming where we can deliver this together. So

689
00:44:45,639 --> 00:44:48,880
he began recording all of this. So for about a

690
00:44:49,559 --> 00:44:52,280
two and a half to three year period, they would

691
00:44:52,360 --> 00:44:56,320
come in, they would meet him, my consciousness would be

692
00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:59,400
completely on the side. It would only see things imagery,

693
00:44:59,800 --> 00:45:03,000
no memory whatsoever what was said. He has full recording.

694
00:45:03,079 --> 00:45:05,559
So that's part of our book that will be coming

695
00:45:05,559 --> 00:45:08,320
out twenty twenty four. Channeling the Masters and they wanted

696
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:14,039
to be word toward what was said, very detailed explicit information.

697
00:45:14,519 --> 00:45:16,360
But like right now, I couldn't do it because I

698
00:45:16,400 --> 00:45:21,840
would it goes. It's a very very deep transfer. It

699
00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:24,320
will take me a while to come back out once

700
00:45:24,360 --> 00:45:25,480
I go into that place.

701
00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:28,440
Speaker 1: God just says, yeah, you can't do like an impromptu

702
00:45:28,679 --> 00:45:29,400
channeling today.

703
00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:32,679
Speaker 2: No, No, if Michael was here, I would because it's

704
00:45:32,760 --> 00:45:36,000
it's extremely How do I want to say, it's not

705
00:45:36,079 --> 00:45:38,760
like so it's fully incorporated. I don't know. I mean,

706
00:45:38,760 --> 00:45:41,239
you have had a lot of channelers in here, so

707
00:45:41,360 --> 00:45:44,360
you know, many speak It sounds just like them, you know,

708
00:45:44,440 --> 00:45:49,039
all of that. Not in this this The facial structure changes.

709
00:45:49,519 --> 00:45:53,360
Everything changes, and it's a presence that takes over the

710
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:58,559
body and you hear you hear that entity, that presence

711
00:45:58,599 --> 00:46:03,079
that speaks through and it was really uncomfortable, and they

712
00:46:03,119 --> 00:46:05,039
pushed me a lot because they wanted me to go

713
00:46:05,159 --> 00:46:07,760
public with this too. So I had a two year

714
00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:11,599
of sort of more of a contained group of like

715
00:46:11,960 --> 00:46:15,679
thirty forty to fifty people in different countries that would

716
00:46:15,679 --> 00:46:19,400
come so that they could come and bring the message

717
00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:22,760
through for the people. But Michael was there because it

718
00:46:22,840 --> 00:46:25,639
will take me quite a while. I haven't still. I

719
00:46:25,679 --> 00:46:28,440
still have so much to learn because of how deep

720
00:46:28,480 --> 00:46:32,079
it goes, and we've had, we've had people, we've had

721
00:46:32,199 --> 00:46:38,280
information from from things that people don't even know about. Like,

722
00:46:38,480 --> 00:46:42,000
for example, there was a tribe on Earth before the Aztecs.

723
00:46:42,079 --> 00:46:46,760
They came through. They had so much wisdom about the

724
00:46:46,880 --> 00:46:50,239
trees they wanted to share, like you would never know

725
00:46:50,360 --> 00:46:54,480
this information. And so there's a lot of material, deep

726
00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:55,840
material shared.

727
00:46:56,599 --> 00:46:59,440
Speaker 1: So do you when you're when you go when you

728
00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:01,760
go in and you kind of like just step aside,

729
00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:04,840
do you remember, do you hear? Do you see what's

730
00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:08,239
happenings as your consciousness or is just completely just okay?

731
00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:11,519
Speaker 2: So I'll share with you what my mindy processes. So

732
00:47:11,559 --> 00:47:15,800
what happens is, so let me share this the way

733
00:47:16,239 --> 00:47:19,519
this came sort of like with my my husband Michael.

734
00:47:19,960 --> 00:47:22,760
So he is a body worker. He's an acupuncturist, massage

735
00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:25,360
therapist and also energy worker. So a lot of times

736
00:47:25,360 --> 00:47:28,199
my body would go through this pain. I'm like while

737
00:47:28,239 --> 00:47:32,239
he's working on me, for example, I remember like, for example,

738
00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:34,480
one time it's working on me, like I was like ow.

739
00:47:34,639 --> 00:47:37,159
So I was like ow out, this furs out and

740
00:47:37,239 --> 00:47:40,679
the minute that sounded out would go up and it

741
00:47:40,679 --> 00:47:44,000
would go high. My consciousness would step on the side

742
00:47:44,639 --> 00:47:49,679
and then and then one of these different beings would

743
00:47:49,840 --> 00:47:53,719
enter and then I would me that's talking to you.

744
00:47:53,760 --> 00:47:58,119
Would not have any recollection of what was said at all.

745
00:47:58,719 --> 00:48:02,599
So but my conciousness like shrink to a size of

746
00:48:02,639 --> 00:48:05,840
an orber about two feet here. We'd see things in

747
00:48:06,039 --> 00:48:09,119
imagery and not the imagery love the way we're seeing

748
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:16,119
images like very like cosmic universal images from from from

749
00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:20,920
the light stream, the explanation, what have you, the quote

750
00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:25,159
and all of that. And so then Michael would be

751
00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:28,639
meeting that presence and he has a recording. So they

752
00:48:28,679 --> 00:48:31,760
were communicated with him and what they did a lot

753
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:34,320
of this for that period of three years. They would

754
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:37,840
educate him, teach him how do how do do they

755
00:48:38,079 --> 00:48:42,360
how to do the healing bodies, like for example, for

756
00:48:42,519 --> 00:48:44,599
those of us who are one of the most one

757
00:48:44,599 --> 00:48:47,480
of the most profound. There's so many of them, but

758
00:48:47,559 --> 00:48:50,679
one of the most profound ones. My gosh. When then

759
00:48:51,599 --> 00:48:58,519
these elder ontarians that came in that communicated those children

760
00:48:59,079 --> 00:49:02,599
that on display were when they were being sexually abused,

761
00:49:03,639 --> 00:49:07,800
what was happening on their soul. So they came shared

762
00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:11,280
how they would take care of the soul so while

763
00:49:11,320 --> 00:49:14,559
the body was going through that, they would be with

764
00:49:14,639 --> 00:49:18,679
these other children. So it's so beautiful what was happening

765
00:49:18,719 --> 00:49:23,519
so that the person could go through that process because

766
00:49:23,519 --> 00:49:26,679
it was they recognized it was part of their journey.

767
00:49:27,239 --> 00:49:31,320
It was part of their journey in the earth incarnation. However,

768
00:49:32,199 --> 00:49:36,000
they could manage it better. So about ninety five percent

769
00:49:36,199 --> 00:49:40,119
of my private sessions or sexually abused because of the

770
00:49:40,239 --> 00:49:42,559
journey I've taken. Being on the other side, I can

771
00:49:42,599 --> 00:49:45,880
see the divine perfection. I saw what was the purpose.

772
00:49:45,920 --> 00:49:48,519
So I'm on the other side, I can truly assist

773
00:49:48,559 --> 00:49:53,960
those transforming those severe sufferings, pain and walk of suicide

774
00:49:54,400 --> 00:49:58,760
into like the divine gift that it is. So Michael

775
00:49:58,880 --> 00:50:01,480
being part of it, you know, he was able to

776
00:50:02,519 --> 00:50:04,519
with that, they were able to explain to him. Then

777
00:50:04,559 --> 00:50:07,280
they showed him how to heal, how to help me

778
00:50:07,400 --> 00:50:10,320
heal my body, what to do all of this. So

779
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:14,519
it's been this incredible collaboration between Michael and I and

780
00:50:15,000 --> 00:50:18,280
to be able to you know, part of the healing

781
00:50:18,320 --> 00:50:20,519
work that we do with individuals.

782
00:50:22,000 --> 00:50:24,480
Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor

783
00:50:28,119 --> 00:50:32,639
and now back to the show. So when you're done

784
00:50:32,679 --> 00:50:36,360
with a channeling session, are you weakened or are you energized?

785
00:50:36,639 --> 00:50:40,440
Speaker 2: Okay, great question. Because of the nature of the way,

786
00:50:40,519 --> 00:50:43,159
I'm a food trence, so like I can tell you,

787
00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:46,800
like you know how Edgar Case would sleep. Okay, So

788
00:50:48,239 --> 00:50:52,679
I'm maybe sitting but like my like it's like this,

789
00:50:53,000 --> 00:50:55,159
or it's like this, or it's like this. So my

790
00:50:55,440 --> 00:51:00,119
body is is it hasn't as much relaxed as it's

791
00:51:00,159 --> 00:51:03,719
so intense. It's like as I'm plugged into a thousand watts,

792
00:51:04,000 --> 00:51:07,599
and what happens is when I come out, when when

793
00:51:08,039 --> 00:51:14,280
when I come back into the body, my body, there's

794
00:51:14,320 --> 00:51:17,559
there's like a separation until the integrates. I don't want

795
00:51:17,559 --> 00:51:20,079
to talk to anyone. I want to just be. I

796
00:51:20,119 --> 00:51:23,039
want to go in a closet, and just just just

797
00:51:23,039 --> 00:51:24,960
just to come back, and I want to put usually

798
00:51:25,039 --> 00:51:31,559
blanket over me. I'm cold in temperature. I literally can't talk.

799
00:51:31,639 --> 00:51:36,519
And it depends, it depends who who is speaking. For example,

800
00:51:37,559 --> 00:51:41,119
the one that knocked me out the most, not my

801
00:51:41,199 --> 00:51:45,079
body at the most, was when actually Yes Sure came

802
00:51:45,199 --> 00:51:53,119
and entered it's energy, it's love. I yeah twice three

803
00:51:53,199 --> 00:51:57,920
days the love and you know, you know Alex, but

804
00:51:57,320 --> 00:52:03,880
he what what happened that day? Was he through that

805
00:52:04,079 --> 00:52:08,360
interaction when I re crossed over. I didn't meet Mohammed,

806
00:52:08,360 --> 00:52:10,199
I didn't meet Buddha, I didn't meet any of those

807
00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:13,519
study It was Yes Sure, and it was the love

808
00:52:13,639 --> 00:52:19,360
what he shared with me. He threw my consciousness pulled

809
00:52:20,119 --> 00:52:24,119
into that I am that I am. I was able

810
00:52:24,199 --> 00:52:27,599
to re experience what I experienced when I was seven

811
00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:31,679
and remembered who I am because I was able I

812
00:52:31,920 --> 00:52:34,039
tasted it butt at a seven year old. I couldn't do

813
00:52:34,199 --> 00:52:38,239
much with it until years later to go through many

814
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:42,599
experiences so I can get strong enough so that I

815
00:52:42,639 --> 00:52:46,840
can live truly the mission and not turn this away.

816
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:52,360
And literally answered this call. So when that presence and

817
00:52:52,440 --> 00:52:54,840
I got to experience it, the presidence of the truth

818
00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:59,920
that I am, that Christalline like what that love is

819
00:53:00,320 --> 00:53:05,599
truly is, and that is what we're here to embody.

820
00:53:06,079 --> 00:53:10,280
And that embodiment that comes into this body opens the

821
00:53:10,440 --> 00:53:14,199
pathways of the pain that we have res that we

822
00:53:14,280 --> 00:53:18,519
have stored, not just this lifetime, all these lifetimes. So

823
00:53:18,719 --> 00:53:25,599
it's an actual, incredible mechanic tool that we're here to

824
00:53:25,800 --> 00:53:31,400
utilize for our own individual transformation. But it's been sort

825
00:53:31,400 --> 00:53:33,599
of like as in, how do I even say people

826
00:53:33,599 --> 00:53:36,320
are trying to do it through the thought field, mental field,

827
00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:40,199
It doesn't work that way. It is to embrace the

828
00:53:40,360 --> 00:53:42,880
depth of the sorry, the depth of the hate, the

829
00:53:42,920 --> 00:53:46,280
depth of the grief, the depth of the heart so

830
00:53:46,320 --> 00:53:50,039
that you can need it, and then allowing that love

831
00:53:50,159 --> 00:53:53,079
that you already are to pull through to transform it,

832
00:53:53,159 --> 00:53:57,639
to transcend it. So I got to taste what is

833
00:53:57,719 --> 00:54:03,800
truly unconditional. When they says unconditional loving, that means you're

834
00:54:03,840 --> 00:54:06,800
really loving. There is no more judgment. And we can

835
00:54:06,880 --> 00:54:10,159
see it like this intellectually, but it's a whole different

836
00:54:10,199 --> 00:54:13,639
experience when you allow it to be in a body.

837
00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:18,519
So that's the answer your question in a long sentence.

838
00:54:18,719 --> 00:54:23,280
Speaker 1: Sure, So it sounds from my experience. You know, talking

839
00:54:23,320 --> 00:54:27,760
to so many channels on the show, it sounds that

840
00:54:27,840 --> 00:54:32,960
when your nervous system is still getting used to this energy.

841
00:54:33,599 --> 00:54:36,119
And it didn't sound like you had a priming or

842
00:54:36,159 --> 00:54:39,239
a very long priming session where you were kind of

843
00:54:39,320 --> 00:54:42,400
prepared for a lot of this energy to come in,

844
00:54:42,440 --> 00:54:46,000
because you can. It's not easy to channel. It can

845
00:54:46,119 --> 00:54:49,639
be when you're ready, but it is the physical body.

846
00:54:49,639 --> 00:54:53,199
The nervous system has to be prepared for the wattage. Yes,

847
00:54:53,199 --> 00:54:55,360
and it takes time to get there. It doesn't. It

848
00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:58,039
sounds like you were somewhat there, but you're still in

849
00:54:58,079 --> 00:55:01,960
the process of the Like you know Darryl obviously who

850
00:55:02,000 --> 00:55:05,320
does bashar, he just on off. He's been doing it

851
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:08,719
forty years. His body is completely attuned to bashar. There's

852
00:55:08,840 --> 00:55:12,159
no he comes out. He could, you know, talk, he

853
00:55:12,159 --> 00:55:15,840
could have a conversation. He feels energetic. It doesn't bother him.

854
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:18,559
But you seem to be still on that process of

855
00:55:18,639 --> 00:55:21,880
dealing with these large energy that it completely not only

856
00:55:21,880 --> 00:55:25,679
wipes you out, but it affects you physically very well

857
00:55:25,760 --> 00:55:27,400
until you're getting better at it.

858
00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:33,199
Speaker 2: So actually yes and no, So in my experience, thank

859
00:55:33,239 --> 00:55:37,000
you for that. Thank you for that communication and let

860
00:55:37,039 --> 00:55:39,239
me just reframe a couple of things for you.

861
00:55:39,079 --> 00:55:41,320
Speaker 1: Sure me with me.

862
00:55:41,719 --> 00:55:45,880
Speaker 2: Part of it is because of this incarnation has been

863
00:55:46,440 --> 00:55:50,360
very traumatic that my soul choose to go through for

864
00:55:50,679 --> 00:55:54,840
very specific purpose, and its purpose is to transform these

865
00:55:55,480 --> 00:55:59,400
very heavier energies the capability for it to be transcended

866
00:56:00,079 --> 00:56:04,000
as muted into the light. So the central nervous system

867
00:56:04,000 --> 00:56:06,800
has been a huge part of it. Up until that point.

868
00:56:07,119 --> 00:56:10,840
It was this these things had not cleared. So when

869
00:56:11,280 --> 00:56:13,719
when I was sent back, as I went on the road,

870
00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:18,679
these other capabilities, bringing these other capabilities and there are

871
00:56:18,679 --> 00:56:23,079
a lot of those capabilities to then anchor them, embody them.

872
00:56:23,559 --> 00:56:26,960
It met some of these frequencies and with each they

873
00:56:27,000 --> 00:56:28,960
had to open up. They had to open up. So

874
00:56:29,000 --> 00:56:31,320
it was like literally the can of worms that had

875
00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:33,840
to open up. And this is why some of the

876
00:56:33,960 --> 00:56:38,119
people I interviewed, many that cud crossover, they didn't want

877
00:56:38,159 --> 00:56:40,679
to follow the mission, They didn't want to take it

878
00:56:40,719 --> 00:56:44,760
to that level because it truly isn't easy. That means

879
00:56:44,840 --> 00:56:49,960
you have to be willing to face all that. It

880
00:56:50,079 --> 00:56:52,880
is time to truly face that means the depth of it,

881
00:56:53,239 --> 00:56:56,440
and within that, when you're able to face it, the

882
00:56:56,679 --> 00:57:00,239
central nervous system starts going through the change. For me,

883
00:57:00,360 --> 00:57:04,039
it was a period of this, the two years of

884
00:57:04,159 --> 00:57:09,039
publicly sharing these different masters and the masters and other

885
00:57:09,119 --> 00:57:11,559
ones that had to come and deliver it. And then

886
00:57:11,679 --> 00:57:15,480
that period ended because it needed to. It was now

887
00:57:15,559 --> 00:57:18,159
ready for the next phase, and let me bring this

888
00:57:18,320 --> 00:57:22,239
forward because I was then. I was then told because

889
00:57:22,639 --> 00:57:25,840
this physical body was able to interact with like a

890
00:57:25,920 --> 00:57:28,760
marcis of the consciousness, then with the Sangoman, then with

891
00:57:28,840 --> 00:57:31,159
the Yes Sure, then with the Mother Mary, then with

892
00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:35,760
even like Nikola Tesla, or like like we had one

893
00:57:35,800 --> 00:57:42,400
with Martin Luther, Marketer and other ones that came in.

894
00:57:42,480 --> 00:57:47,039
So my this vessel, I was explained, is utilized for

895
00:57:47,119 --> 00:57:50,639
a period of time for certain information to come through

896
00:57:50,719 --> 00:57:53,800
for humanity. That was it, and it was a certain duration.

897
00:57:53,960 --> 00:57:57,639
And I was told, once this duration is done, then

898
00:57:58,440 --> 00:58:01,119
is my next face which I have entered the next

899
00:58:01,119 --> 00:58:06,719
phase to not channel anyone anything. They utilize what they needed.

900
00:58:07,119 --> 00:58:10,920
They assist that this physical body we needed. Because now

901
00:58:11,039 --> 00:58:13,920
then that next phase, which I've been in it for

902
00:58:13,960 --> 00:58:17,280
the past year and a half, is the embodiment of

903
00:58:17,320 --> 00:58:20,199
the I am, the voice of the I am that

904
00:58:20,320 --> 00:58:24,199
I am that presence to speak through within its frequency.

905
00:58:24,559 --> 00:58:33,679
So it's the accummulation of all of honeys incarnations, the angels,

906
00:58:34,079 --> 00:58:40,159
the beautiful spirit guardians, all of them coming sort of

907
00:58:40,199 --> 00:58:43,760
like it was like a retraction of all together to

908
00:58:43,880 --> 00:58:47,039
come into the body, to fully be in the body,

909
00:58:47,079 --> 00:58:50,639
because I always wanted to leave this body so that

910
00:58:51,320 --> 00:58:55,639
this full range can speak through, and that's where I'm at.

911
00:58:55,719 --> 00:58:59,880
So it's like it serves this purpose, but now it's

912
00:59:00,119 --> 00:59:01,159
different place. Now.

913
00:59:01,920 --> 00:59:05,519
Speaker 1: It's fascinating too that you come from a Muslim Middle

914
00:59:05,559 --> 00:59:09,239
Eastern background, but yet Jesus, I'm assuming, oh yes, Sua

915
00:59:10,280 --> 00:59:14,320
was not included in that upbringing. So it's fascinating that

916
00:59:14,960 --> 00:59:17,679
you came into when you came to this side. You

917
00:59:17,679 --> 00:59:21,719
didn't meet Muhammad, you didn't meet Buddha, you didn't meet Shiva.

918
00:59:22,639 --> 00:59:27,559
You met Jesus. It's it's always yes, yes, sure, I'm

919
00:59:27,679 --> 00:59:30,960
using Jesus for lack of a better word here, but yeah,

920
00:59:31,000 --> 00:59:33,639
it's it's it's it's really fascinating. Let me ask you

921
00:59:33,719 --> 00:59:36,400
what was the message?

922
00:59:37,639 --> 00:59:41,000
Speaker 2: I like to share something to me for sure? What

923
00:59:41,159 --> 00:59:45,400
is this? This is also significant. There were four times

924
00:59:45,840 --> 00:59:51,480
in my human journey before the nda on January twenty twelve.

925
00:59:51,599 --> 00:59:56,639
I like said, there was a voice that spoke very

926
00:59:56,800 --> 01:00:01,559
short sentence, very precise. I didn't know whose voice that was.

927
01:00:02,280 --> 01:00:05,920
I did not know includes that day before my book

928
01:00:06,039 --> 01:00:09,400
was published on eleven, eleven eleven, but before that, it

929
01:00:09,480 --> 01:00:12,559
was a five in the morning. This voice came, it

930
01:00:12,719 --> 01:00:16,440
is time to write what happened that day.

931
01:00:18,360 --> 01:00:20,840
Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,

932
01:00:24,480 --> 01:00:26,920
and now back to the show.

933
01:00:28,239 --> 01:00:30,519
Speaker 2: And I just got up from the I didn't know

934
01:00:30,519 --> 01:00:33,119
whose voice that was. I've been said on the computer.

935
01:00:33,480 --> 01:00:37,079
I started typing. I was transported into what happened when

936
01:00:37,119 --> 01:00:39,519
I was seven, and the book was written in three hours.

937
01:00:39,719 --> 01:00:42,559
I never wrote it. I had no intention of writing

938
01:00:42,599 --> 01:00:46,760
it because I always felt embarrassed. My English is not food,

939
01:00:46,880 --> 01:00:50,119
grammar is wrong and what have you? No confidence in that.

940
01:00:51,159 --> 01:00:53,719
But this was written and it was that voice again.

941
01:00:54,039 --> 01:00:58,760
So when I crossed over, I recognized it was Yes,

942
01:00:58,800 --> 01:01:03,119
Sure's voice. So for some reason this was there. But

943
01:01:03,239 --> 01:01:06,800
I saw the relation during the time on Earth, what

944
01:01:06,960 --> 01:01:11,079
that relationship was, So all of this had come back,

945
01:01:11,159 --> 01:01:16,440
so returning back here, it was to carry there's a

946
01:01:16,559 --> 01:01:19,920
specific mission that I'm here, as many of us are

947
01:01:19,960 --> 01:01:24,840
here to carry this specific it's a frequency. It's a

948
01:01:24,880 --> 01:01:29,320
frequency of this crystalline light the way I showed I

949
01:01:29,440 --> 01:01:34,519
was consci my consciousness received it when I was seven,

950
01:01:34,639 --> 01:01:37,119
and then I received it when I was later on

951
01:01:37,719 --> 01:01:42,199
this presence, the omnipresence of the fullness of what we

952
01:01:42,440 --> 01:01:47,079
already are, that we are now here to embody in

953
01:01:47,239 --> 01:01:51,800
our walk of ascension to truly live from there, because

954
01:01:52,039 --> 01:01:56,119
this is where the heavenly goods can finally bless each

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of us and bless humanity as it moves through us.

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This is what was so clearly revealed to me, like

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my own book of revelation was open. So it wasn't again,

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it wasn't. It goes not in support of Islam. It

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doesn't go support of this because I still can't be

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fit into a box right exactly.

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Speaker 1: Well, then, so is there a message that Yeshua wanted

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to put out into the world. What did you come

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back with as far as a message for humanity in

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this state that we're in, which is a pretty much

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of a we're in a little bit of a rough

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state right now, and it's but it seems like.

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Speaker 4: From the human the human limited perceptions correct, Yet the

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divine perfection of it is beyond perfect. It's very hard

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for humans to really see it. There the humans lens

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sees through a very narrow focus that has not remembered

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who and what it is. So from that, naturally it

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is experiencing a lot of the suffering, just as I had.

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I couldn't for long, I couldn't understand why so much

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trauma and suffering like just too much until on the

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other side of it, being able to experience the divine

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perfection as the soul choosing to go through this so

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that the lens.

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Speaker 2: Of compassion completely can open up and this frequency of grace,

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what is really grace? We talk about grace, but people

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don't know what grace is. When you know what grace

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is when you are living your life from that lens

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of grace is pure love. And the pure love is

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not a human love, my dear, It is a divine

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love that is here to bless this embodied incarnation also

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everything and everyone through it. The way it emanates, the

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way it uplifts, the way it moves that suffering into lightness.

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It's an upliftment energy.

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Speaker 1: No, my dear, I want to ask you a few questions,

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ask all my guests. Yes, how do you define living

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a fulfilled life?

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Speaker 2: It's exactly this for me. For me, it is to

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allow that mighty essence, that gracious essence that we already

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are we created from, to be allowed in this human

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vessel to bless it really, blessed in its love, and

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bless everyone that come to its path. That, to me

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is a truly fulfilled life.

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Speaker 1: If you had a chance to go back in time

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and talk to little Honey, what advice would you give her?

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Speaker 2: Wow brings tears to me, Alex.

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Speaker 1: I'm sure it does. I'm sure it does.

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Speaker 2: I would say to little Honey from now, I would say,

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it is such a gift that you can feel the

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depths that you can feel. This is one of your

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most profound gifts that you will do so much good with.

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Just allow yourself to feel, allow it, and don't be

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afraid to feel the depth of it, because that's where

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the miracles are.

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Speaker 1: How do you define God or source?

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Speaker 2: Source? Is that on the presence of the fullness, expression

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of all there is. It is the purest of the

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love that we can truly experience and are given the

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opportunity to experience in this incarnation. God's source is the

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source of everything, source software, life throws, life streams and

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the creativity allows to come in to hear, to to

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make the changes, to alchemize the different ways. It's the

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source of naurutia, the source of nectar. That's what that

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is the ultimate.

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Speaker 1: And what is the ultimate purpose of life?

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Speaker 2: To experience true joy, real authentic pure joy, completely allowing.

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Speaker 1: And where can people find out more about you and

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the work that you're doing in the world.

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Speaker 2: Social media is very the easiest. Email is a wonderful one.

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Essential Alchemists at gmail dot com or honeybe h O

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and I B eleven eleven at gmail dot com. We're

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on social media. I am Instagram is Honeybee eleven eleven

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and also YouTube and.

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Speaker 1: And you have a website too.

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Speaker 2: Right on the website. The new one is being built.

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So in the next couple of months we have the

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new one. It's we had to you know, you're upgrading.

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Speaker 1: Always always always, jail always and do you have a

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and do you have a party message with the audience?

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Speaker 2: Thank you for that for this is for I would

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say those of you who really walk the walk of

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not being understood, being lonely, being isolated, being you don't belong.

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Please note that has been a huge part of your

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journey in being able to have this space where you

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can get to discover you, and from that place you

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can really also support others. That walk of loneliness is

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no joke in this incarnation. And to know that even

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though it seemed that way, there were always always angels

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send a masters so much love, wrong, but the human

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journey had to go through that. Have a lot of

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compassion for your human journey because you're not just your

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human journey. You're so much bigger than your human journey.

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Just be gentle and loving to your human journey, especially

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when it's going through these challenging times of it experiencing

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loneliness and suffering. Because it's a part of its experience,

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it will be on the other side and it can

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experience it in a divine perfection.

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Speaker 1: Anni, thank you so much for coming on the show

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and sharing your experiences with all of us. I truly

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appreciate you and everything you're doing for the world, So

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thank you.

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Speaker 2: Thank you so much. Alex and I want to just

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really thank you so much for this platform that you

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have opened. I can't say you and others that have

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opened this have been really answers to prayer to many

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of us because for so long we've had this experience,

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but we couldn't really put it anywhere. So here find

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it seems like twelve years later, it's our time where

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these messages can be shared, and just so that people

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know that they're not alone and they don't have to suffer,

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especially if the love ones have crossed over, especially if

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they're having these magnificent experiences. These are also the natural

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state of being this, if anything, they're more natural. So

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thank you, thank you, Thank you for this gift and opportunity.

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I really siate it.

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Speaker 1: Thank you for spending this sacred time with us today.

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If you feel called to explore this conversation further, you'll

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