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Speaker 1: Liam and I have been planning the trip for months,

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just the two of us, no girlfriends, no responsibilities, just

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a long overdue weekend to disconnect. We picked the cheapest

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cabin we could find, tucked in the tree thick edge

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of some forgotten lake up north. Fishing drinks, maybe a

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little weed, the kind of lazy, directionless break we both

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pretended we didn't desperately need. I'd just quit my job,

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burnt out. Liam's engagement had fallen apart two weeks before

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the wedding. We didn't talk about either. The next morning,

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I woke up early, couldn't sleep. Liam followed me down

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to the dark, leary eyed, both of us clutching mugs

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of awful instant coffee. That's when we saw it, the water,

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barely visible through the fog. A house, A full on house,

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two stories, pale siding, sharp roof, perfectly symmetrical, and definitely

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not there the day before. Maybe we were too hungover

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to notice. Liam said, maybe someone built it overnight. I joked,

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but the chill of my spine didn't match my tone.

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We watched it for a while. It didn't move, flicker,

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or fade. It just sat there, still and waiting. We

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couldn't see a dark or a path leading to it.

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It was just there. Eventually, curiosity got the better of us.

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We climbed into the old metal rowboat. The cabin provided

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or squeaking with every pull. The lake was calm, the

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surface didn't rip. Even the fog seemed thick and deliberate,

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as if it wanted to hide something. As we rowed,

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I remember thinking, maybe we're about to ruin someone's very

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private weekend. The fog parted like a curtain the closer

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we got. It sat dead center on the water, no docks,

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no stilt, no visible support, just the two story colonial

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style house, perfectly above the glass of reflection, as if

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it had been cut and pasted into the world without explanation.

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Liam was the first to say it there's no foundation.

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I nodded, there's no reason it should be standing. We

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circled it in the boat, but there was no clear

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entry point, just still water and the low whisper of wind.

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And then, miraculously we spotted a flat wooden platform hidden

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by the shadows beneath the water. In front of the

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porch steps a place just wide enough to climb onto.

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We tied off and stepped onto the platform. It didn't

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creak or sway. It felt impossibly solid. The front door

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opened with the first twist of the knob. Inside was warmth.

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I don't mean just temperature. It felt like a loved home,

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like someone had been expecting us. Lamps glowed in every room,

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soft orange glow, washing over clean furniture and polished hardwood.

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A fire crackled in a stone hearth despite no visible

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chimney outside. The smell of fresh bread hung in the air.

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The dining table was set for two full place already prepared,

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roast chicken, vegetables, mashed potatoes, still steaming like they'd just

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been prepared. Our stomachs growled in unison, but neither of

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us dared touch it. Maybe this is one of those

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theme rentals. Liam said, like a weird Airbnb experience. I

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was too stunned to respond. The place was stunning, leagues

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above the glorified shed we'd rented. We moved from room

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to room quiet Now every bed was made, clawsets full

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of clothes, neutral, unlabeled but folded with care. Framed photos

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hung along the hallways, but the faces were impossible to

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make out, like they'd been smudged or captured. Mid motion,

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familiar an alien at the same time. Everything had that

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once loved feeling, old but clean, used but treasured. The

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kitchen was fully stocked, the fridge cold and humming, cabinets

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filled with dry goods, even a fruit ball on the

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counter apples waxy and perfect. We stood in the living room,

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surrounded by silence and comfort. This place is nicer than

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our cabin Liam said, by a mile. No mold, no

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wood rot, no smell, like a raccoon died under the floorboards.

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I added. We laughed, but the feeling crept over us

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that we didn't belong. This was someone's place, and we

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were walking it like a public space. We didn't stay long.

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The air inside that house had away of numbing time,

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like everything outside. The walls didn't exist. But when I

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checked my watch, nearly two hours had passed. The food

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on the table hadn't cooled. Liam whistled low, All right,

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enough ghost, real estate, and s head back before dark, yeah,

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I said, though my voice didn't sound convincing even to me.

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I didn't want to admit how the place made me

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feel safe, almost hypnotically, so, like leaving would be wrong somehow.

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He was already at the door you coming, Yeah, right

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behind you. He stepped out first, boots thumping lightly on

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the wooden platform. The sound was grounding real. Then I

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tried to follow and hit something that wasn't there. The

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air had hardened, not like wind or resistance. It was

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like walking face first into glass. My whole body jolted backward,

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My breath caught in my throat. What the hell? I

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pressed my hands forward. They flattened against nothing. The door

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frame was right in front of me, open, but I

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couldn't cross it. It was like the house itself was

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pushing back. Matt William's voice floated through the fog, muffled.

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It hit the barrier again, harder this time. I can't

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get out. What are you talking about? I can't get out.

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Then everything changed. Every light in the house went out

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all at once. The warmth bled away, The fire hissed

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out mid crackle. In the sudden silence, the sound of

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my own breathing filled the room, quick, sharp, and too loud.

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The moonlight filtered through the windows in weak silver ribbons, illuminates,

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eating motes of dust that hadn't been there a moment ago. Liam.

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My voice sounded small, No answer, just the distant rhythmic

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lap of water against the foundation, a sound that somehow

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felt closer than it should. Liam. I shouted, panic rising.

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My heart beat thudded in my ears. Footsteps thudded across

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the porch. Then the door swung wide like poured back

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in around him, like someone had hit a switch. The

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fire roared again, the air warmed. Everything was normal. Liam

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stood in the doorway, eyebrows raised. What the hell's your problem?

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I stumbled forward, gripping the frame. I couldn't leave the

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air it, I stopped. How insane I sounded. He looked

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past me, scanning the bright, cozy room. You sure you

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didn't just freak yourself out? Man, You've been johmpy ever

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since we got here. I'm serious, I said, shaking my head.

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It was like hitting a wall. He juggled uneasily, clapping

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my shoulder. Yeah, a spooky, invisible wall in the middle

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of a magic lake. Maybe he's up on the edibles, huh.

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But even as he laughed, I caught it the way

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his eyes darted toward the open door behind him, then

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back to me. He didn't say it out loud, but

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I could tell he felt it to the air outside

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was heavy, the kind of stillness that waits. We kept

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testing it, thinking maybe it was just the fluke, some

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bizarre sensory thing, or maybe we were overtired. But now

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every time we tried to leave together, shouldered to shoulder,

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we both hit it an invisible wall, like the air

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had been vacuum sealed. No resistance, no sound, just solid nothing.

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The first time it happened to both of us at once,

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we looked at each other and said nothing, just backed

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up back into the house. So we tried splitting it

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up again. I left first, made it to the porch.

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He followed, blocked, and the moment I crossed the threshold,

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the lights flicked back on, warm, cozy, like nothing had happened.

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Then we reversed it. He went out fine, I followed,

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blocked again. It became clear you could leave, but only

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if some one else stayed behind. One must remain. I

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don't know how the house enforced that rule, but it

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did every single time, no matter how we tried to

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game it. Eventually we stopped trying and sat in the

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living room surrounded by ticking clocks and two perfect furniture.

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The crackling fireplace didn't burn down, and the food and

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the table never got cold. It was all still waiting.

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Liam was the one who spoke first. I'll go, he said,

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I'll get help, I'll be fast. I didn't like it,

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but he was already walking to the door, and as

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he crossed the threshold, the light didn't just fade. It curdled.

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Warm gold drained into thin gray moonlight that coated everything

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like dust. The fire died without smoke. The smell of

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bread soured to something metallic and old. The temperature dropped

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five degrees and kept falling. I tried turning on the lamps.

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Nothing switches clicked, bulbs stayed dead. I even tried the

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lighter from the kitchen drawer, but when I flicked it,

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nothing sparked. So I started walking. At first, everything looked

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the same, but age seemed to infect the place. The

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once pristine wooden ornaments peeled and flaked into husks that

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only resembled what they once were. Then I opened a

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door that should have led to the hallway and found

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a staircase narrow, pitch black. I didn't go down. I

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closed the door, took a breath, opened it again. The

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hallway was back. I stood there for a while, just breathing, listening.

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The sounds came slowly, like the house had been holding

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its breath and finally let it out. Soft creaks, then

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the hum of something shifting, almost organic, like bones realigning

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in the walls. There was movement too, at first, just

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flickers at the edges of my vision, a shadow passing

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behind a doorway I hadn't opened, Something crawling along the

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ceiling fast enough to make me question if I saw

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anything at all. I turned corners that should have led

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to the kitchen and ended up back in the foyer.

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Doors led to wrong places, windows showed only fog. Eventually

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I gave up trying to map it. I picked a room,

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a small guest bedroom I hadn't seen before, and shut

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the door behind me. It was bitterly cold. I climbed

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into bed, fully dressed, clutching the thick covers to my chin.

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I heard breathing, not mine, slow, deep grasping. Somewhere in

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the walls. I heard scratching, two nails or claws, dragging, pacing.

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Once something brushed my legs under the covers, slow and deliberate.

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I didn't move, didn't breathe, I just waited. No noise

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after that, just silence. So complete. It buzzed in my ears.

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I don't remember falling asleep. I must have passed out

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from exhaustion. I woke up hours later, cramped, teeth chattering,

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heart pounding, like I hadn't rested at all. The room

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was darker than before, and the door I came in

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through was gone now on the other side of the room.

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I stretched off, ready to look around, and felt my

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stomach curl. I was starving, not just hungry. It was

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like something had reached inside during the night and scooped

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up more than food. The lights were still dead, the

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fireplace remained cold, ash the food from before gone missing,

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like it had never existed. I tried the taps. Nothing

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came out, no hiss, no drip, just silence. The windows

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still showed the lake fog blanketed and still, but the

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sky hung in perpetual dusk. The moon hovered low, never rising,

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never falling. The shadows stayed long stretched. At first I

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thought a day had passed, then two. Now I wasn't

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sure if time was moving at all. I started keeping track.

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I used the state knife to carve a tally into

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the kitchen table every time I slept. There were five lines.

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Now maybe six. One of them was deeper, fresher, but

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I didn't remember making it. It didn't let me rest anymore.

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Every time I closed my eyes, I felt it watching,

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not from the darkness, but everywhere, like the walls were

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its skin and the beams were its spine. I could

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hear it breathing through the grain of the floorboards, smell

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it sweet wet rot, even when I pressed a pillow

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over my face. At first, I stayed in one room.

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Then I tried moving, hoping to outrun it, but the

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layout wouldn't stay still. Doors opened, the dead ends, staircases twist,

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Mirrors didn't reflect the right version of the room, and

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for similar of what the room was meant to be like.

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It was half guessing the worst o the rooms I

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didn't remember entering. I'd blink and be standing in a

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narrow crawl space, breathing hard, hand scraped raw, like I'd

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been clawing at the walls. I once woke up inside

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a closet, curled around a pile of clothing that didn't

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belong to me. The thing moved differently when I was exhausted.

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It didn't bang or scream, It stalked. Sometimes I'd hear

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it just outside the door, slow steps that paused too long.

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Once I saw a shape under the crack, like something crawling,

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flat bellied across the hallway, dragging limbs. I locked the

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door that night. It tapped slow and patient, and on

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the other side hours of soft tapping just beyond the wood.

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One night I found muddy footprints in the kitchen, small, barefoot,

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like a child. They circled the room, then stopped at

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the base of the bed. I didn't hear it, didn't

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see it, but it was there inches from me while

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I slept. At some point I lost count of the days.

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The first few talies on the table were neat straight.

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I even tried marking time by the dim shift of

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light outside, but that stopped making sense fast. The sky

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didn't move here, it stayed caught in that same silver

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half light. I thought I carved thirty marks, maybe forty.

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But somewhere in the blur of time I stopped sleeping,

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or I started sleeping without knowing. I started scratching marks

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on the wall instead, just to feel something different, something rough.

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But even the walls began to reject it. The scratches

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would vanish when I looked away. One time they came back,

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but moved higher, too high to reach. The house was

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keeping its own count. I hadn't eaten it what must

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have been weeks. My stomach ate constantly gnawed at itself,

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no food, no water. But I didn't die. My mouth

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stayed dry, my lips split, my head spun when I

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stood too fast, And yet I'd wake up the next morning,

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still alive, still here, still hungry. It wasn't kindness. It

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was cruelty, measured out one tick at a time. It

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was getting bolder. The first time it touched me, I thought,

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I imagined it a cold pressure on the back of

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my neck. But then it brushed my ankle. When I

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hid under the bed. It gripped my arm once while

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I slept, hard enough to leave finger shaped bruises. I

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looked in the mirror and saw no one behind me.

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Now I heard it breathing at night, not just through

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the walls or doorway from my pillow. One day or

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whatever day meant, I saw a figure standing just beyond

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the kitchen doorway, not moving, just watching. It had no face,

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just the suggestion of one, a dint where her mouth

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should have been, a shimmer of breath where eyes might blink.

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I couldn't tell if I'd gone insane, or if insanity

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would have been a massy Then finally it cornered me.

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I was running again, trying to get to the staircase

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that used to lead to the bedroom. It ended in

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a wall. When I turned, it was there. It didn't

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charge at me. It raised a hand, pointed at me.

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The ceiling bent around it like gravity itself was drawn

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to it. I backed into a corner, shaking, whispering anything

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I could remember, prayers, apologies, my own name, over and over,

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like a shield. It stepped forward, closer. The temperature dropped,

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My breath hitched and crystallized in the air. It reached

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out fingertips about to brush my chest. The lights snapped on, warm,

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full blinding, the fireplace raw to life, the smell of

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cinnamon baking bread. I dropped to my knees, sobbing. The

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thing was gone. I wasn't alone, Hey, A voice called,

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I locked up. My friend stood in the doorway, back

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lit by the sudden warmth of the house. He was

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breathing hard, grinning in disbelief, like he'd found me after

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a long game of hide and seek. Dude, he said,

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you're right, I couldn't speak. My throat felt torn raw.

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Every inch of my body saw like I'd been wrung

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out and left a dry I pushed myself upright, still

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on my knees, eyes adjusting to the impossible light. He

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crossed the room, steadying me by the shoulders. What the

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hell happened? I was gone, like maybe two hours. I

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called the guy who rented us the cabin, but he

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had no clue what I was talking about. Said there

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was no house on the lake. Thought I was with

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him two hours? I crooked, yeah, left just past noon.

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It's not even three. Yet that hit harder than the

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cold ever did. I looked in the mirror and hid

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my reaction to what I saw. I hadn't aged a day,

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but I'd lived a lifetime. I stared at the fireplace,

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the plate of food reset perfectly, the soft tom of

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peace back in the air. I'd carved more than thirty

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marks on the table. I'd felt my sanity stretched thin,

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and yet he said two hours. I didn't even argue,

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just closed my eyes for a moment. Then I turned

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to him, voice low, Look, I just I need to

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get out of here, just for a little bit. I

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haven't eaten or let I messed up. Man. He frowned suddenly, uneasy.

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I thought you said we couldn't both leave. No, I

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said quickly, that's not it. We can leave, but not together.

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One of us has to stay behind. That's the rule.

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He hesitated. So if I stay, you'd be fine. I'll

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row back, grab supplies, maybe talk to someone else, be

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gone maybe twenty minutes. Tops. His eyes flickered toward the door. Seriously,

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I said, you don't have to do anything, just hang out,

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enjoy the food here. He gave a weak laugh at that.

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That's insane, You know that, Yeah, I said, already halfway

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to the door. But we're dealing with it, right. A pause,

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then a reluctant nod. All right, go. I didn't look back,

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didn't check the sea. If the house dimmed behind me,

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I just stepped out into the fog, let the door

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swing shut, and walked down to the boat. The water

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lapped gently against the boat as I neared the half

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way point across the lake, and already I felt the

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weight in my chest shift, like something was being peeled

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off me layer by layer. I stopped rowing, turned my head.

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The house sat still on the water, perfectly scentered but

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the lights they were gone. The soft golden glow that

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once made it look like a dream had vanished. Its

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silhouette stood darker than the mist around it, every window

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and lifeless square. He was in there now, alone, and

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I'd known it would happen. I'd let it happen. I

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dropped the oars, let the boat drift, and tried to

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convince myself there was still time. Maybe he'd figure a

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way out. Maybe I was wrong about the rules. Maybe,

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just maybe, if I waited, he'd be on the porch waving, laughing, saying,

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this place is messed up, man, But I handled it.

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I waited. I watched the house remained still cold, untouched

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by time or warmth. I rowed the rest of the

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way in silence. Back in the cabin, everything felt too loud.

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The creak of the wood, the hum of the refrigerator,

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the crunch of my footsteps all too loud after what

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I'd just left. I tried to eat. The food turned

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to ash in my mouth, gilt ripped away any semblance

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of appetite. I stood by the window, watched the lake,

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watched the dark shape where the house waited. I told

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myself I could back at sunrise, rest up a bit

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for my turn back in there. Then I told myself

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i'd go if the lights came back on every hour.

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I checked nothing. I went to the dock with the

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boat ready, hand on the rope, but I didn't untie it.

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I just stood there, feeling the mist curl around my ankles.

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And then I started bargaining. Maybe it didn't have to

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be both of us getting out. Maybe he was okay,

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Maybe this was just temporary, and when I left the

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house would vanish and let him go. Maybe the house

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only wanted me and was fine for him. I whispered

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his name once it caught in my throat like a splinter.

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The guilt came in waves, shame, anger, denial. I punched

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the counter, cursed him for not refusing, cursed myself for asking,

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Curse the lake, the fog, everything. Then I looked out

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the window one last time. Still nothing. That's when I

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started lying to myself. He'd seen the dark, now, he understood,

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he'd know what I went through, the walls, shifting, the breathing,

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the endless not quite night. And because of that, if

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I went back, if we treaded places again, he'd leave

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me there. He'd have to, he'd know it's the only

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way one of us walk away. So maybe leaving now

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wasn't betrayal. Maybe it was the only way to make

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sure I survive. That's what I told myself anyway, over

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and over, until it stopped sounding like cowardice and started

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sounding like salvation, a second chance. I waited until dusk

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before packing my bag, fifteen minutes maybe less. Just clothed

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to my phone at the door, I hesitated, looked back

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at the half empty cabin, the lake beyond still, no lights,

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just silence. I whispered, I'm sorry, though I wasn't sure

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who I meant it for. Then I left Ey