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<v Speaker 1>A Boundleish authenticity podcast. Zoe molloy is a my Lab

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<v Speaker 1>and Secret Space program experiencer who has been involved in

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<v Speaker 1>covert operations since childhood, possibly even infancy. Her earliest years

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<v Speaker 1>were surrounded by strange phenomena. Her mother recalls paranormal events,

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<v Speaker 1>visits from mysterious hooded beings, and even agents standing silently

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<v Speaker 1>by Zoe's crib, haunted by visions and psychic dreams. Her

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<v Speaker 1>mother also gifted always since Zoe was connected to something otherworldly.

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<v Speaker 1>As Zoe grew older, her memories began to surface of

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<v Speaker 1>being taken by military factions and reptilian beings to underground bases,

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<v Speaker 1>subjected to training, interrogations, and dark experiments. She recalls black

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<v Speaker 1>ops missions on Earth and experiences offworld, as well as

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<v Speaker 1>traumatic involvement in the hybrid breeding program, where she later

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<v Speaker 1>met a hybrid daughter created through her. It wasn't until

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<v Speaker 1>recently that Zoe received a clear message from her higher

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<v Speaker 1>self m I five. That revelation unlocked a deeper understanding

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<v Speaker 1>of her connection to my Lab programs. She learned she

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<v Speaker 1>had been part of multiple operations Delta Assassin, data sex exploitation,

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<v Speaker 1>and others tied to elite ritualistic control systems. Despite being

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<v Speaker 1>silenced before her first YouTube channel erased through manipulation and harassment,

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<v Speaker 1>Zoe is now reclaiming her voice. Her new channel, My

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<v Speaker 1>Lab Gone Rogue, is where she shares her truth and

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<v Speaker 1>lived experiences in the hopes of awakening and supporting others

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<v Speaker 1>like her. Zoe, how's it going.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's going great. Thank you? How are you? How

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<v Speaker 2>are you all? Well?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm just steaming my ass off in sunshiny Barbados.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh lovely, it's not so nice here. It's going a

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<v Speaker 2>bit clouded. So yeah, I'm supposed to be getting nice

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<v Speaker 2>and next way, I can't wait.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, cool, So if you can go ahead and tell

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<v Speaker 1>us how you realized that you were a part of

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<v Speaker 1>these experiments and experiences.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So I'm thirty nine. I didn't actually get memories

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<v Speaker 2>until I was in my early twenties. And when I

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<v Speaker 2>say memories, it's kind of like flashbacks and repetitive dreams.

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<v Speaker 2>A lot of people don't realize that a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>memories that I've been suppressed or blocked through let's just say,

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<v Speaker 2>suppressing technology that is out there. Maybe I've watched Men

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<v Speaker 2>in Black, you know, with the whole light memory gone.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, it's a bit more complex than that, but yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of time or if we have suppressed our

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<v Speaker 2>own memories of you know, if we've trauma and things

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<v Speaker 2>like that, we don't want to deal with memories we

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<v Speaker 2>be pushing and goes to the back of our head.

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<v Speaker 2>But regardless of whether it's as doing it or it's

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<v Speaker 2>through technology, you know, they're always in there somewhere. And

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<v Speaker 2>one of the common ways that our memories can come

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<v Speaker 2>through is through dreams, just like our subconscious bits can

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<v Speaker 2>play out in dreams and things like that. So of course,

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<v Speaker 2>at the very early beginning stages, that's all I put

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<v Speaker 2>them down. It's just dreams. Oh that was a strange dream.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was taken by military and there was these

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<v Speaker 2>weird non human green scaly beings wearing military person our

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<v Speaker 2>uniforms standing next to military and there was also contracts,

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<v Speaker 2>pieces of paper, and you know, people wearing lab coats,

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<v Speaker 2>and yeah, I just thought that's crazy. I'm a lucid dreamer.

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<v Speaker 2>I've always lucid dreamed, dreamt dream as far as I

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<v Speaker 2>can remember. It's very rare that I don't remember, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>an experience or a dream because many people won't probably

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<v Speaker 2>believe this. You know, when we are asleep, we are

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<v Speaker 2>going from one dimension, which is this dimension, into other dimensions.

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<v Speaker 2>So our bodies are like avatars, and our consciousness and

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<v Speaker 2>our astral bodies or our spiritual energetic bodies. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>it doesn't need to rest to st our avatar, and

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<v Speaker 2>so it can venture off into other dimensions. It can

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<v Speaker 2>go into powerle our lives, alternate realities. And if you

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<v Speaker 2>have all your cleares open, so like your close sentience, cleaicognians, clairvoyance,

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<v Speaker 2>third eye open. You know, often those use labels, you know, psychics,

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<v Speaker 2>mediums and things like that, but specifically psychics as well,

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of them get their information is when they

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<v Speaker 2>leave their body, they go to these other realms, these

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<v Speaker 2>other dimensions, and they can see potential timelines that are

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<v Speaker 2>close to our timeline. You know, they combat with information.

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<v Speaker 2>Or we can even receive spirit messages from our higher self,

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<v Speaker 2>our spirit guides and our ancestors and just spirit in

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<v Speaker 2>general and bring that through as well. So we get

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<v Speaker 2>up to all sorts when we're asleep. So I wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to mention that because you know, a lot of time

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<v Speaker 2>people like me when we share our experiences. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>they do sound a little bit we we're a little

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<v Speaker 2>bit crazy, a little bit insane. You've watched way too

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<v Speaker 2>many sci fi movies, you know, and things like that.

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<v Speaker 2>But there are many souls on this planet for many

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<v Speaker 2>different reasons. Like I say, we do have our six

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<v Speaker 2>senses or even more, you know, we have our abilities open,

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<v Speaker 2>and because of that, we are able to perceive things

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<v Speaker 2>that are outside of this dementia. You know, you could

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<v Speaker 2>be through dreams. You could be sat on the sofa

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<v Speaker 2>one day and all of a sudden you'll get flashbacks.

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<v Speaker 2>You'll just receive information. You know, it's many different ways.

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<v Speaker 2>So again, memories come through to me through dreams, flashbacks,

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<v Speaker 2>a feeling memories, you know, or a trigger. So anyway,

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<v Speaker 2>and go to the beginning. So yeah, at the beginning,

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<v Speaker 2>I thought, oh, what a crazy dream, and then it

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<v Speaker 2>would be another dream, you know, or a flashback, and

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<v Speaker 2>not just a flashback, but it's emotions and fear attached

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<v Speaker 2>to that, you know, sudden fears and phobias, and you've

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<v Speaker 2>got no logical reason or explanation you know of why

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<v Speaker 2>you've got them. You know, like while all of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 2>am I fearful of the water, and then you have

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<v Speaker 2>memories and flashbacks of being put through water torture as

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<v Speaker 2>a form of punishment or a way to create trauma

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<v Speaker 2>in the mind, to create you know, sour mind compartmentalized.

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<v Speaker 2>And then these groups, these organizations, these shadow government operatives,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, they take those parts of our mind and

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<v Speaker 2>then they create autars for different reasons and agendas, and

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<v Speaker 2>they placed us in these little, you know programs. There's

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<v Speaker 2>many programs. I'd probably touch a little bit on that later,

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<v Speaker 2>I remember. So yeah, So, like I say, in my twenties,

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<v Speaker 2>it wasn't just like you know, when I was asleep

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<v Speaker 2>having these experiences. I was having you know, real experiences

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<v Speaker 2>in my personal life. So for me, a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>supernatural paranormal seeing UFO, seeing entities, beings in my room,

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<v Speaker 2>seeing with the physical eye. I even had an experience.

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<v Speaker 2>Again I was in my twenties. I won't go into

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<v Speaker 2>too much detail, and I just want to mention as well,

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't understand at the time what this being was

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<v Speaker 2>until much later on. As it turned out, this being

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<v Speaker 2>was actually a reptilian and basically long story short, I

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<v Speaker 2>went to bed, I sat on and I wasn't asleep.

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<v Speaker 2>I was awake. I was just kind of relaxing, opened

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<v Speaker 2>my eyes, you know, just having a moment, and I

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<v Speaker 2>see this human way it looked human, standing at the

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<v Speaker 2>end of my bed and we've got blondeter blue eyes,

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<v Speaker 2>and he just basically was just stirring at me, didn't

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<v Speaker 2>say anything, and all of a sudden, I felt like

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<v Speaker 2>I wasn't in control of my own energy. It almost

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<v Speaker 2>felt like I was under some kind of control of

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<v Speaker 2>some kind. Now I know obviously what that was. It

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<v Speaker 2>was mind control. And he made me feel a certain

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<v Speaker 2>kind of way, something that I couldn't control. And basically

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<v Speaker 2>he walked towards me and climbed on top of me

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<v Speaker 2>and got his own way, had his way with me,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean. And after to be finished,

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<v Speaker 2>he climbed off. He stepped back, and he just looked

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<v Speaker 2>at me and then he started glitching, you know, pixelating.

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<v Speaker 2>It was so strange. And then he went from this

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<v Speaker 2>human form to well, he went into his true form,

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<v Speaker 2>which was his full reptilian bomb and I remember being

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<v Speaker 2>very tall, boord shoulders, prominent bone structure. He had like

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<v Speaker 2>this almost like shimmery gray colored to his skin. He

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<v Speaker 2>had like textures and line lines and patterns on his skin,

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<v Speaker 2>and he just had this real big, menacing smile and

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<v Speaker 2>then of course his eyes completely changed and they disappeared.

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<v Speaker 2>And there's more too that. So you know, I've had,

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<v Speaker 2>like I say, experiences like that, not just you know,

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<v Speaker 2>when I leave my body at night. I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>if I mentioned this, but I've been taken astray, I've

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<v Speaker 2>took my consciousness that they've took my bilocated. So that's

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<v Speaker 2>kind of like where you can be in two places

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<v Speaker 2>at one time and what else. And of course that physically,

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<v Speaker 2>so there's many different ways that they can take it.

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<v Speaker 2>So anyway, so yeah, my dreams were just the same thing,

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<v Speaker 2>the same thing as I mentioned, you know, military reptilian

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<v Speaker 2>now I know, you know, lab coats and things like that.

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<v Speaker 2>So it just kept happening. It gets to the point

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<v Speaker 2>where you're like, why why am I having so many

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<v Speaker 2>of the same dreams? And then they became more intense,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, I started having experiences where they would

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<v Speaker 2>drug me and take me to like a like underground

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<v Speaker 2>medical facility, and I remember a one particular experience. I remember.

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<v Speaker 2>They can induce sleep as well. That's another thing. They

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<v Speaker 2>can induce us to feel sleepy, and I'm typically night owl.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't get tied until about one thirty two, sometimes

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<v Speaker 2>even later. And even then, like, I'm not the type

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<v Speaker 2>of person that can just as soon as my head

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<v Speaker 2>is to pillar, just just gone, you know, text me

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<v Speaker 2>a while. So sometimes they'll just induced sleep and all

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<v Speaker 2>of a sudden, like ten o'clock at night, I'm just

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<v Speaker 2>like exhausted, and I hear my mind's eye. I go

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<v Speaker 2>to bed, which is a form of mind control. And

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<v Speaker 2>then you go to bed and the moment you head

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<v Speaker 2>it's a pillar, you're gone. And then you wake up

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, I discovered that I was in this.

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<v Speaker 2>I was on the floor, slumped on the floor. I

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<v Speaker 2>remember looking down, I remember feeling it was very cold,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was literally wearing exactly what it was. I

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<v Speaker 2>went to bed in even everything down to the minor detail,

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<v Speaker 2>for instance, you know, I've got a bruise, you know

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<v Speaker 2>on my leg, or I cook myself shaven, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>all this, every detail is the same, and it's solid

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<v Speaker 2>as well. In my experiences when they have taken me,

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<v Speaker 2>it seems that reality or that dimension you know, where

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<v Speaker 2>they take me, it seems so much real than this one.

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<v Speaker 2>My life a lot of the time this like now

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<v Speaker 2>it feels very dream like. That's how real those experiences are.

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<v Speaker 2>And so yeah, and then you know, you know that

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<v Speaker 2>you dropped because you're you know, you're feeling drowsy, and

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<v Speaker 2>you know, oftentimes, you know, I'm kind of like had

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<v Speaker 2>my eyes closed, and then I'm slowly coming around and

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<v Speaker 2>that's when I realized I was on the floor looking

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<v Speaker 2>down at myself, like what the heck? Oh not again

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<v Speaker 2>is usually what goes through my head. Who's taking me

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<v Speaker 2>this time? And anyway, on that particular experience, there was

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<v Speaker 2>a woman and she was stood in front and I basically,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, called her and I said, can I have

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<v Speaker 2>some clothes please? And she was like, oh yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>let me just grab something. So she grabbed me something

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<v Speaker 2>to put on, and I get up and I just

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<v Speaker 2>remember seeing it was just very bright and there was

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<v Speaker 2>this huge, huge fluorescent lights and very narrow, long stretched

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<v Speaker 2>corry doors, and either side of the corry doors there's

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<v Speaker 2>like rooms have like their own windows and doors and

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<v Speaker 2>things like that. But anyway, shortly after me getting on,

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<v Speaker 2>trying to you know, keep my balance because obviously with

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<v Speaker 2>the effects of the drugs. All of a sudden, I

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<v Speaker 2>hear footsteps and then I see someone walking up towards me,

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<v Speaker 2>a male wearing a white lab coat, and either side

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<v Speaker 2>of him there are two reptilian human hybrids in military uniform.

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<v Speaker 2>And I remember he had a little tag, but I

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't make out of the name because I was still

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<v Speaker 2>coming around from the drugs. And yeah, it's always a saying.

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<v Speaker 2>They're always you know, these doctors or whatever you want

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<v Speaker 2>to call these people in the lab coats have always

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<v Speaker 2>got military with them every single time in my experiences.

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<v Speaker 2>At least, they take me into the side room. They

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<v Speaker 2>bring out this device and basically it's a frequency scanner,

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<v Speaker 2>so they're scanning my frequency, I guess to see if

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<v Speaker 2>there's any you know, tags or implants that aren't their own,

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<v Speaker 2>because all my labs we are heavily implanted with tags

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<v Speaker 2>implants and they can be physical, they can be energy implants, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and things like that. So after they'd scan my body,

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<v Speaker 2>they were basically giving me an automatum and basically wanted me,

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<v Speaker 2>through manipulation and automatums, to sign a contract and I

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<v Speaker 2>just said, no, absolutely not, And yeah, I remember then

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<v Speaker 2>I walk out into back out into the corridor hallway,

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<v Speaker 2>and I remember seeing my mom then all of a

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<v Speaker 2>sudden and except for it wasn't my mom, it was

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<v Speaker 2>a hologram of my mom. And this is one of

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<v Speaker 2>their tricks. They do this often. They use technology to

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<v Speaker 2>mimic or they use the reptilian to shape shift like

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<v Speaker 2>someone that you you know, are close to and in

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<v Speaker 2>this case, someone who I'm not close to. So you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>they've done that a lot, these family members or friends,

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<v Speaker 2>like I say, holograms or their shape shift and you

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<v Speaker 2>just know it's not them because it's just not natural.

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<v Speaker 2>And so they are kind of sloppy really and oftentimes

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I can figure out, you know, what they

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<v Speaker 2>want to and stuff. But the whole point of that

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<v Speaker 2>is to kind of make you feel like the environment's safe,

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<v Speaker 2>like what they're doing is good for you or right,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know your mum's here, she's supporting you. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>come on, like, sign this contract. I always say no,

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<v Speaker 2>but unfortunately I have signed contracts under mind Control and

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<v Speaker 2>Kultra through dreamscape manipulation, which what do I mean by that?

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<v Speaker 2>So you know you will have these dreams, which they

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<v Speaker 2>are but they are staged managed to manipulated dreams. So

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<v Speaker 2>basically they use to anology and they'll also be there

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<v Speaker 2>in the present, meaning you know, military or reptilians again

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<v Speaker 2>disguised as let's just say an next partner, someone who

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<v Speaker 2>you're really fond of, you know, to really draw you

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<v Speaker 2>into that dream, to make you feel like you have

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<v Speaker 2>in a nice dream. But really what it is it's manipulation.

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<v Speaker 2>And then it's a way to trick you into consenting

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<v Speaker 2>into things or again signing contracts and things like that.

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<v Speaker 2>So these aren't just you know, something, These dreams are

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<v Speaker 2>not or experiences are not just something that happened two

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<v Speaker 2>times or three times. These are happened countless of times.

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, and then I'm trying to lead and I

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<v Speaker 2>live a normal life. You know, I am very logical

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm very very rational. I always debunk things. I

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<v Speaker 2>need evidence, and of course I couldn't get any of that,

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<v Speaker 2>so you know, I've pushed all that in the back

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<v Speaker 2>of my mind whilst going through PTSD PTS postmatic stress

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<v Speaker 2>disorder and fears and insomnia OCD, panic disorders. Things that

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<v Speaker 2>crop up. And the reason why these crop up is

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<v Speaker 2>because it's the trauma that's associated with the you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the things that they've made us do, for instance, like missions.

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<v Speaker 2>Perhaps we've got hurting missions. Perhaps we hurt someone because

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<v Speaker 2>of our altars or because of mind control, or most

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<v Speaker 2>common is because of the trauma they've put us through. Again,

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<v Speaker 2>different ways and techniques to trauma the mind, to split

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<v Speaker 2>the mind, to create altars, and that could be or anytime,

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<v Speaker 2>any kind of things to do that. And you know,

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<v Speaker 2>there's a book, I think it's called The Body Keep Score.

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<v Speaker 2>So even if we don't remember on a conscious level,

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<v Speaker 2>our subconscious and our energetic body, in our physical physical body,

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<v Speaker 2>remembers all this trauma. You know, you go through trauma,

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<v Speaker 2>it's in your energy. And this is why we have fears.

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<v Speaker 2>You know. If let's just say you drowned in a

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<v Speaker 2>pool at six years old, you know, and then you

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<v Speaker 2>have a fear of water. Of course, that makes sense

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<v Speaker 2>because you know where that fears come from. But when

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<v Speaker 2>you have a fear and you've got nothing to in

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<v Speaker 2>your personal life to pinpoint where that fear is you

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<v Speaker 2>know where it's come from, you know, it makes it tricky.

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<v Speaker 2>So you know, all these different things cross up throughout

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<v Speaker 2>my life. You know, fear out of nowhere, huge fear,

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<v Speaker 2>and then you'll go, You'll suffer with severe panic attack

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<v Speaker 2>and anxiety, and you're hyper vigilant for weeks and then

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<v Speaker 2>gone like nothing had ever happened. You have a fear

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<v Speaker 2>of driving or leaving, or you know, leaving too far

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<v Speaker 2>from the house, and or you have traveling anxiety, all

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<v Speaker 2>of a sudden, I was never there before, real bad

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<v Speaker 2>intense gone. You know, things like that. So this can

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<v Speaker 2>be you know, like your altars fears as well coming through.

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<v Speaker 2>And I don't mean altars and what we see in

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<v Speaker 2>the mainstream, you know, those that we you know, often

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<v Speaker 2>see on television things. You know, we see drastic shifts

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<v Speaker 2>in those that have did dissociative identity disorder. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's very obvious that they've got this disorder. But my

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<v Speaker 2>lab altars are slightly different because ours have to be

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit more under the radar, not to stand

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<v Speaker 2>out too much, because you know, of ours, we'd be like,

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<v Speaker 2>why have I got all these altars? Why have I

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<v Speaker 2>got you know, the ID what's going on? So a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of our altars can be very similar to us,

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<v Speaker 2>and sometimes these shifts people might not even notice the

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<v Speaker 2>shifts within us. We could sometimes tell tale signs. For instance,

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<v Speaker 2>the way we speak sometimes the accident may change slightly.

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<v Speaker 2>Perhaps our persona, our morals, our beliefs, the way we

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<v Speaker 2>carry ourselves, the way we dress might altar slightly. But

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<v Speaker 2>you know, if I'm having a conversation with someone like this,

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<v Speaker 2>it could be something as as simple as zoning out

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<v Speaker 2>or diss ociating, you know, that kind of feels like

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<v Speaker 2>you're going in a trance, or I might cough, and

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<v Speaker 2>then what's happened is one of my altars have shifted.

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<v Speaker 2>So you know a lot of people don't can't pick

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<v Speaker 2>up on that. So yeah, my lab altars, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>are quite different to those that are not in the

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<v Speaker 2>my Lab programs that have altars. Of course, trauma creates,

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<v Speaker 2>if enough trauma sorry happens, it can create the mind

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<v Speaker 2>to split anyway. But with the my Lab altars, each

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<v Speaker 2>and every one of our altars, which is us, have

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<v Speaker 2>all been trained to basically you know, keep he quiet

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<v Speaker 2>or they've been controlled, you know, or put in their

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<v Speaker 2>little areas, and then they only come out whenever these

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<v Speaker 2>you know, whenever my Lab takes is they only ever

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<v Speaker 2>come out when they trigger, deliberately trigger one of the

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<v Speaker 2>altars for a particular mission. So for instance, one of

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<v Speaker 2>my altars is in the the beta better Beta Beta

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<v Speaker 2>program Beta program if you're American, British will say it differently,

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<v Speaker 2>and that's kind of like the espionage, that's kind of

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<v Speaker 2>like the sex kitten programs. So for instance, an example,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, we'll be undercover and we'll be going to

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<v Speaker 2>let's just say a I don't know, a strip bar

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<v Speaker 2>or a nightclub, and our mission, our purpose is to

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<v Speaker 2>basically charm and use manipulation tactics to whoever the target is.

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<v Speaker 2>Whoever it is we've been sent out to get information

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<v Speaker 2>and intel from, so we might pretend to offer them,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, adult things in exchange for information, or will

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<v Speaker 2>drug them and you know, and things like that and

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<v Speaker 2>again and this is all under mind control. So that

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<v Speaker 2>altar is under mind control. Then you've got the program

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<v Speaker 2>which is like the assassin I mean that as well.

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<v Speaker 2>So again you know, oftentimes we do solo missions and

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<v Speaker 2>we are mk ultrude and basically given orders and basically

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<v Speaker 2>told where to go, who to take out, and then

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<v Speaker 2>we'll just you know, you know, examples, one of my

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<v Speaker 2>experiences will just sit and lay on top of the

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<v Speaker 2>buildings and you know, with our weapons and then we'll

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<v Speaker 2>just you know, target them and take them out one

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<v Speaker 2>shot usually or however many shots we need to. So again,

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<v Speaker 2>all these different programs have different you know, roles and

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<v Speaker 2>agendas and things like that. All negative. There's no positive

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<v Speaker 2>programs by the way, They're negative various reasons. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>so these groups my lab, they take souls like myself

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<v Speaker 2>for many reasons, because of specific DNA, because of a

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<v Speaker 2>high IQs, or because we have certain advanced and mature

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<v Speaker 2>let's say psychic or psionic abilities or metaphysical abilities. And

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<v Speaker 2>so you know, long story, sure, they utilizers, weaponizers take

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<v Speaker 2>our energy, take our frequency, they can sell, scrape part

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<v Speaker 2>of our soul. Put us in AI, put his in weapons,

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<v Speaker 2>put us in reverse engineered or back engineered technology. So

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<v Speaker 2>like you know, you know, off world being shipped if

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<v Speaker 2>they've crashed or things like that. As you know, you

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<v Speaker 2>see in all the movies, you know, the Cio straight

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<v Speaker 2>in there or the Sun in the military or wherever.

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<v Speaker 2>The straight they're the technology, and then they back engineer

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<v Speaker 2>or back reverse you know, take it apart, put it

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<v Speaker 2>back together, and you know, they're creating their own ships.

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<v Speaker 2>And so they use like myself's consciousness and consciousness that

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<v Speaker 2>sometimes comes from elsewhere over then Earth, and they can,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, put a consciousness in AI, in technology, in weapons,

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<v Speaker 2>in many things. So yeah, and I know it sounds

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<v Speaker 2>very out there and hard to believe for a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of people and in our respect that and I understand that.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, like my experiences have just been non stop, NonStop.

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<v Speaker 2>So then only last year or a year and a

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<v Speaker 2>half ago, you know, some of these Like as I

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<v Speaker 2>said before, you know, I kind of just putting it

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<v Speaker 2>all in the back of my head, like I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>want to believe, and I just want to be normal,

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<v Speaker 2>just want to live life to the best as I can.

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<v Speaker 2>But unfortunately, when you are my alive and you've gone

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<v Speaker 2>through what you've gone through, it's very hard to live

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<v Speaker 2>a normal life, whatever normal is. You can't see the

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<v Speaker 2>world the same way as you wants to before. You

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<v Speaker 2>you can't see or no on to learn and feel,

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<v Speaker 2>on traumatize everything that you that you've experienced. You're just

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<v Speaker 2>never the same again. If anything is very lonely, depressing, isolating,

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<v Speaker 2>you can't speak to the doctors about it, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you can't. You can't speak to anyone about it, because

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<v Speaker 2>if you do, then they will accuse you of having aid,

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<v Speaker 2>schizophrenia or I don't know, your delusion of you know,

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<v Speaker 2>quite often we get called those labels, and that's fine,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, it's understandable. So yeah, you just I just

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<v Speaker 2>want to been armed, and I want to have these feelings.

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<v Speaker 2>Why why me? And it does feel like you're alone

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<v Speaker 2>at the time you don't realize, you know, that it's

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<v Speaker 2>happening to other people, you just don't. So yeah, So

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<v Speaker 2>last year, a year and a half ago, I actually

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<v Speaker 2>sat myself on the sofa and I went inside and

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<v Speaker 2>I said, look, you know, okay, I'm ready now to

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<v Speaker 2>accite that these experiences are real. I've got more than

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<v Speaker 2>a north self validation and evidence and proof like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Like you know, it was just ready, and I guess

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<v Speaker 2>it was part of my healing, you know, healing journey

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<v Speaker 2>as well, to just accept rather than keep suppressing, because

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<v Speaker 2>if anything, it was just making it feel more uncomfortable.

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<v Speaker 2>So I checked in and I said, look, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I said to my highest self, I'm ready now, who's

413
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<v Speaker 2>been taken me? And I heard my high my highest

414
00:26:31.680 --> 00:26:38.680
<v Speaker 2>self genesis is voice in her own voice and accident.

415
00:26:38.839 --> 00:26:42.799
<v Speaker 2>She basically said, am I five And at the same

416
00:26:42.799 --> 00:26:44.920
<v Speaker 2>time as I saying am I five, I saw in

417
00:26:44.920 --> 00:26:47.960
<v Speaker 2>my mind's eyeing big black letters M I five as well,

418
00:26:49.599 --> 00:26:53.200
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, I've heard about m I six.

419
00:26:54.039 --> 00:26:56.200
<v Speaker 2>I've seen I've heard them in movies. I know they're real,

420
00:26:56.960 --> 00:27:01.200
<v Speaker 2>you know, it's you know, the groups, but my father

421
00:27:01.279 --> 00:27:04.240
<v Speaker 2>had no ideas. I went straight on Google and I

422
00:27:04.279 --> 00:27:07.079
<v Speaker 2>was like, oh, crap, okay, so m I five is

423
00:27:07.279 --> 00:27:13.160
<v Speaker 2>the British version of M I six, you know, basically

424
00:27:13.200 --> 00:27:18.440
<v Speaker 2>the same thing. And I was just like, oh, well, yeah,

425
00:27:18.519 --> 00:27:21.119
<v Speaker 2>I makes sense. Of course, you know, we would be them,

426
00:27:21.680 --> 00:27:24.799
<v Speaker 2>and it just made sense. And then all of a sudden,

427
00:27:24.880 --> 00:27:28.319
<v Speaker 2>like all my flashbacks memories just came coming to the

428
00:27:28.319 --> 00:27:30.000
<v Speaker 2>front of my mind and it was just all playing

429
00:27:30.039 --> 00:27:32.119
<v Speaker 2>out like a movie. And I was just like, well,

430
00:27:32.119 --> 00:27:35.519
<v Speaker 2>it was quite overwhelming. Everything all fit in, you know,

431
00:27:35.640 --> 00:27:38.960
<v Speaker 2>everything just made sense. And so for me, it really

432
00:27:39.039 --> 00:27:44.039
<v Speaker 2>really sealed sealed it, you know, it really like I

433
00:27:44.079 --> 00:27:48.200
<v Speaker 2>knew it was real. Well after finding a name a group,

434
00:27:49.160 --> 00:27:55.000
<v Speaker 2>you know, it really really made it real. And I

435
00:27:55.119 --> 00:28:00.759
<v Speaker 2>kind of was somewhat emotionally psychologically prepared also not at

436
00:28:00.799 --> 00:28:04.480
<v Speaker 2>the same time, you know, because it's huge because you

437
00:28:04.519 --> 00:28:06.640
<v Speaker 2>can't you know, for me anyway, at least, I was like, well,

438
00:28:06.640 --> 00:28:09.720
<v Speaker 2>I can't pretend it's not real. I never heard of

439
00:28:09.880 --> 00:28:12.279
<v Speaker 2>M I five. I know, you know, I'm British. Well

440
00:28:12.279 --> 00:28:15.880
<v Speaker 2>I've never heard of M I five never, and how

441
00:28:15.920 --> 00:28:22.839
<v Speaker 2>would I have known that, you know? But anyway, so yeah,

442
00:28:23.160 --> 00:28:24.839
<v Speaker 2>but I still had no idea that I was a

443
00:28:24.880 --> 00:28:27.240
<v Speaker 2>my lab. You know, I got that far a year

444
00:28:27.240 --> 00:28:29.200
<v Speaker 2>and a half ago. Okay, and my farm has been

445
00:28:29.240 --> 00:28:31.599
<v Speaker 2>taken me. I was like, it kind of makes sense

446
00:28:31.640 --> 00:28:35.680
<v Speaker 2>actually because I have a military base ten minutes away

447
00:28:35.720 --> 00:28:39.400
<v Speaker 2>from me in my car, So in a car ten

448
00:28:39.440 --> 00:28:44.039
<v Speaker 2>minutes car journey away, I'm still going to get my

449
00:28:44.039 --> 00:28:47.319
<v Speaker 2>words out. And then I went even deeper, and I

450
00:28:47.400 --> 00:28:50.079
<v Speaker 2>was remembering of all, you know, thinking of all the

451
00:28:50.160 --> 00:28:52.880
<v Speaker 2>other mobile houses that I used to live in, and

452
00:28:52.880 --> 00:28:55.839
<v Speaker 2>they were all on that lay line, every single house

453
00:28:55.839 --> 00:28:57.519
<v Speaker 2>that I've lived in because I left home at the

454
00:28:57.519 --> 00:29:00.720
<v Speaker 2>age of sixteen, and you know, I've kind of you know,

455
00:29:00.799 --> 00:29:06.480
<v Speaker 2>lived in different towns. But yeah, there were like five

456
00:29:06.519 --> 00:29:11.400
<v Speaker 2>ten minutes away from this military military base, and in fact,

457
00:29:11.440 --> 00:29:13.720
<v Speaker 2>in this house are quite often I'll see you know,

458
00:29:13.799 --> 00:29:18.319
<v Speaker 2>the military, you know, when they're training and stuff like that,

459
00:29:18.359 --> 00:29:22.920
<v Speaker 2>the planes and things, helicopters, and I was just like,

460
00:29:24.640 --> 00:29:27.359
<v Speaker 2>you can't make this up, and I like and then

461
00:29:27.400 --> 00:29:30.000
<v Speaker 2>I realized that it was these that were taking me

462
00:29:31.960 --> 00:29:35.640
<v Speaker 2>in underground tunnels. Because there's a tunnel system, especially in Europe,

463
00:29:35.960 --> 00:29:37.759
<v Speaker 2>or in a lot of places and are in America,

464
00:29:37.799 --> 00:29:43.400
<v Speaker 2>but especially in Europe. There's tunnels everywhere under churches, schools, museums, banks,

465
00:29:43.599 --> 00:29:50.480
<v Speaker 2>parliamental building, even you know the royal families, homes, you know,

466
00:29:50.799 --> 00:29:54.839
<v Speaker 2>tunnel systems everywhere. In fact, the tunnel systems were there

467
00:29:54.880 --> 00:29:58.119
<v Speaker 2>before they even built on top. And so yeah, quite often,

468
00:29:58.279 --> 00:30:01.599
<v Speaker 2>you know, they'll take my labs through the tunnels, and

469
00:30:01.680 --> 00:30:07.359
<v Speaker 2>quite oftentimes though the my lab, the military they and

470
00:30:07.440 --> 00:30:12.079
<v Speaker 2>when I say military, I mean the dark side of

471
00:30:12.119 --> 00:30:18.039
<v Speaker 2>the military and the governments and stuff. So and they

472
00:30:18.079 --> 00:30:23.200
<v Speaker 2>can use their ships as well to come over and

473
00:30:23.599 --> 00:30:26.279
<v Speaker 2>takers in that way. They have got the technology to

474
00:30:26.359 --> 00:30:28.880
<v Speaker 2>cloak the ships so no one wouldn't be able to see.

475
00:30:29.279 --> 00:30:32.200
<v Speaker 2>And they've even got the technology to induce sleep in

476
00:30:32.240 --> 00:30:35.519
<v Speaker 2>the whole street. They could literally and people wouldn't think

477
00:30:35.519 --> 00:30:36.799
<v Speaker 2>they're just got Oh I'm tired, I'm going to go

478
00:30:36.839 --> 00:30:39.480
<v Speaker 2>to bed, you know. And the whole streets a sleep,

479
00:30:39.519 --> 00:30:41.000
<v Speaker 2>and they can come and and take you. They've got

480
00:30:41.559 --> 00:30:45.079
<v Speaker 2>technology to freeze time, time and space. They've got time

481
00:30:45.160 --> 00:30:49.799
<v Speaker 2>to they've got technology to manipulate energy and just like

482
00:30:49.839 --> 00:30:53.079
<v Speaker 2>it's insane, and this technology they use it is off

483
00:30:53.119 --> 00:30:58.480
<v Speaker 2>wheel technology, and they've been doing this. They've had this

484
00:30:58.559 --> 00:31:03.920
<v Speaker 2>technology at least on this planet, well at least from humans.

485
00:31:04.079 --> 00:31:05.680
<v Speaker 2>Humans have had their hands on it on this planet

486
00:31:05.720 --> 00:31:10.039
<v Speaker 2>since the nineteen forties. And you know, and they do

487
00:31:10.119 --> 00:31:18.079
<v Speaker 2>all sorts with this technology. So yes, then I connected

488
00:31:18.200 --> 00:31:20.559
<v Speaker 2>after realizing it was on my five. Of course, then

489
00:31:20.599 --> 00:31:23.640
<v Speaker 2>I was just ready. Then I just needed to find

490
00:31:23.680 --> 00:31:27.079
<v Speaker 2>other people like me, all people that understood. I just

491
00:31:27.160 --> 00:31:33.799
<v Speaker 2>needed to I needed help, you know. And I remember

492
00:31:34.000 --> 00:31:37.920
<v Speaker 2>I was on TikTok and I come across this TikTok

493
00:31:37.960 --> 00:31:40.039
<v Speaker 2>live and there were three people on there, and as

494
00:31:40.039 --> 00:31:44.400
<v Speaker 2>it turned out, they were all part of these programs,

495
00:31:44.920 --> 00:31:47.640
<v Speaker 2>and there was one woman. She has to hide out

496
00:31:47.680 --> 00:31:52.400
<v Speaker 2>her identity because she is heavily targeted. She's also got

497
00:31:52.440 --> 00:31:56.480
<v Speaker 2>her own abilities, and she knew within the first two

498
00:31:56.599 --> 00:31:59.640
<v Speaker 2>three minutes of speaking to me that I was a

499
00:31:59.720 --> 00:32:05.039
<v Speaker 2>mile and then she explained to me what my lab was,

500
00:32:05.319 --> 00:32:08.559
<v Speaker 2>and I basically shared her my experiences with her, and

501
00:32:08.559 --> 00:32:10.000
<v Speaker 2>she says, I know it. She says, you're in my lab,

502
00:32:10.799 --> 00:32:13.160
<v Speaker 2>So obviously she was meant to have crossed my path.

503
00:32:13.240 --> 00:32:17.119
<v Speaker 2>She was a peace to my puzzle. Perhaps I manifested it,

504
00:32:17.160 --> 00:32:21.480
<v Speaker 2>Perhaps it was, you know, my highest self arranged it.

505
00:32:21.680 --> 00:32:25.680
<v Speaker 2>I do believe that people come into each others lives

506
00:32:26.000 --> 00:32:31.799
<v Speaker 2>for different reasons. Eble to help us, teachers, healers learn

507
00:32:31.880 --> 00:32:34.000
<v Speaker 2>from us, you know, and the same with you know.

508
00:32:34.599 --> 00:32:40.480
<v Speaker 2>These military groups can also all constraight negative connections and

509
00:32:40.880 --> 00:32:44.640
<v Speaker 2>relationships as well. So often my labs we have handlers.

510
00:32:46.119 --> 00:32:49.119
<v Speaker 2>So perhaps we meet someone getting a relationship with someone

511
00:32:49.200 --> 00:32:52.000
<v Speaker 2>and then it turns out they are a handler because

512
00:32:52.079 --> 00:32:57.079
<v Speaker 2>they are just keeping that trauma on us. We often

513
00:32:57.119 --> 00:33:01.920
<v Speaker 2>call them narcissists because I do have narcissistic tendercies. And

514
00:33:02.039 --> 00:33:04.480
<v Speaker 2>you know, the whole point of them traumatizing as the

515
00:33:04.519 --> 00:33:08.480
<v Speaker 2>controlling us, is to preventors from raising our frequency. If

516
00:33:08.480 --> 00:33:12.079
<v Speaker 2>we raise our frequency, you know, we are acts, we

517
00:33:12.200 --> 00:33:16.640
<v Speaker 2>are we are able to access our memories more and

518
00:33:17.240 --> 00:33:20.759
<v Speaker 2>come into our power and sovereignty, and they don't want that.

519
00:33:20.799 --> 00:33:23.240
<v Speaker 2>So it's very important that their keepers in a low frequency.

520
00:33:23.240 --> 00:33:27.480
<v Speaker 2>And this is why it's always trauma, you know, controlling, possessive,

521
00:33:27.759 --> 00:33:31.119
<v Speaker 2>you know, perhaps physical, and sometimes you know in that

522
00:33:31.319 --> 00:33:34.799
<v Speaker 2>sometimes it's like that as well. Many people in my

523
00:33:34.880 --> 00:33:39.559
<v Speaker 2>family I've been handlers. Again, very traumatic. So a lot

524
00:33:39.599 --> 00:33:43.759
<v Speaker 2>of my labs have had very horrific traumatic upbringings, abuse

525
00:33:43.799 --> 00:33:48.480
<v Speaker 2>and stuff like that. So oftentimes my labs, the abuse

526
00:33:48.480 --> 00:33:51.559
<v Speaker 2>EVE starts at home. Again, the same purpose is to

527
00:33:51.599 --> 00:33:54.839
<v Speaker 2>split the mind, compartmentalize the mind so they can take

528
00:33:55.079 --> 00:33:58.160
<v Speaker 2>to create alters. Some of my labs actually have very

529
00:33:58.279 --> 00:34:01.319
<v Speaker 2>loving or bring in and they have you know, a

530
00:34:01.400 --> 00:34:06.359
<v Speaker 2>fairly normal life. And how they get compartmentalizes. The my

531
00:34:06.480 --> 00:34:08.719
<v Speaker 2>labs and the groups that take them, they will put

532
00:34:08.760 --> 00:34:13.400
<v Speaker 2>them through trauma and through many torture methods and things

533
00:34:13.480 --> 00:34:17.920
<v Speaker 2>like that, or physical, psychological and sexual abuse and stuff

534
00:34:17.960 --> 00:34:21.000
<v Speaker 2>like that whatever, you know, different ways they want to use.

535
00:34:22.400 --> 00:34:25.639
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, and there's so many my Lab victims that

536
00:34:26.159 --> 00:34:28.360
<v Speaker 2>have still now have no memories that I don't even

537
00:34:28.440 --> 00:34:30.199
<v Speaker 2>know yet because I'm not at that point yet in

538
00:34:30.239 --> 00:34:34.039
<v Speaker 2>their spiritual awakening. They're not you know, they have no

539
00:34:34.119 --> 00:34:36.679
<v Speaker 2>idea like the my lapse, just like I had no idea.

540
00:34:36.800 --> 00:34:40.039
<v Speaker 2>You know, they might have weird dreams or missing time

541
00:34:40.440 --> 00:34:45.280
<v Speaker 2>or you know, there's signs when like I know when

542
00:34:45.280 --> 00:34:47.000
<v Speaker 2>I've been taken. For instance, I look at the time

543
00:34:47.039 --> 00:34:51.960
<v Speaker 2>and it will be let's just say three pm in

544
00:34:52.000 --> 00:34:54.639
<v Speaker 2>the afternoon. You know, you'll go and do something, and

545
00:34:54.679 --> 00:34:56.360
<v Speaker 2>then you look at the time again and it's like

546
00:34:56.639 --> 00:35:00.800
<v Speaker 2>six pm. That what I've been doing. They're like, you know,

547
00:35:02.000 --> 00:35:05.239
<v Speaker 2>two hours or something, and You're like, all I've done

548
00:35:05.280 --> 00:35:07.599
<v Speaker 2>is this and that. So, you know, sometimes I leave clues.

549
00:35:08.199 --> 00:35:10.280
<v Speaker 2>I remember one time I was sat on the end

550
00:35:10.320 --> 00:35:12.840
<v Speaker 2>of the bed. I was on my phone on TikTok

551
00:35:12.920 --> 00:35:16.400
<v Speaker 2>as you do, and I was like, I need to

552
00:35:16.400 --> 00:35:18.599
<v Speaker 2>put the washing on, you know, in the washing machine.

553
00:35:18.599 --> 00:35:20.400
<v Speaker 2>I've got all my washing in my dirty laundry on

554
00:35:20.400 --> 00:35:22.000
<v Speaker 2>the hall way. I was like, oh, I better get up.

555
00:35:22.239 --> 00:35:24.280
<v Speaker 2>So I walk out my bedroom into the hallway, you know,

556
00:35:24.320 --> 00:35:26.800
<v Speaker 2>a big pearl of washing on the floor, and I'm

557
00:35:26.840 --> 00:35:29.880
<v Speaker 2>picking it up like this, and then I'm heading around

558
00:35:29.920 --> 00:35:32.679
<v Speaker 2>the corner down the stairs and and all of a sudden,

559
00:35:32.719 --> 00:35:35.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm back at the end of my bed again, and

560
00:35:35.400 --> 00:35:37.519
<v Speaker 2>I don't realize straight away, and it's like I'm I'm

561
00:35:37.559 --> 00:35:39.679
<v Speaker 2>on you know, It's like I'm there doing what I

562
00:35:39.679 --> 00:35:41.800
<v Speaker 2>did before I got all and I'm on my phone

563
00:35:43.000 --> 00:35:45.800
<v Speaker 2>and then it dawns on me. So instances like this

564
00:35:45.960 --> 00:35:48.840
<v Speaker 2>you're not supposed to remember, but people like me, I

565
00:35:48.920 --> 00:35:53.519
<v Speaker 2>remember him because we're having these glitches, or they're unintentionally

566
00:35:53.639 --> 00:35:57.079
<v Speaker 2>leaving sloppy clues, you know, because they're not cleaning up,

567
00:35:57.119 --> 00:36:02.360
<v Speaker 2>they're not being careful because a lot of the time they

568
00:36:02.440 --> 00:36:04.800
<v Speaker 2>often undermined us and they think, oh, we wouldn't think

569
00:36:04.800 --> 00:36:07.559
<v Speaker 2>anything of it, you know, whatever I bought. The thing is,

570
00:36:07.599 --> 00:36:11.920
<v Speaker 2>it's like, yeah, when they leave, you know, a sloppy

571
00:36:11.960 --> 00:36:16.360
<v Speaker 2>mess like that, you know. So what I mean is

572
00:36:16.400 --> 00:36:20.760
<v Speaker 2>it's like they again, they have technology to erase our memory.

573
00:36:20.800 --> 00:36:22.760
<v Speaker 2>So when they takers, they before they bring us back,

574
00:36:22.760 --> 00:36:25.599
<v Speaker 2>there raise our memories and I have memories of them

575
00:36:25.599 --> 00:36:28.320
<v Speaker 2>are raising my memory before bringing me back. That's another time.

576
00:36:29.599 --> 00:36:32.599
<v Speaker 2>But what's happening is because we are raising our frequency,

577
00:36:32.760 --> 00:36:35.079
<v Speaker 2>a lot of these memory are raising implants. So again

578
00:36:35.079 --> 00:36:39.199
<v Speaker 2>they can raise our memories with technology or drugs, with

579
00:36:39.320 --> 00:36:43.840
<v Speaker 2>sharp experience both or they have implants honors as well,

580
00:36:44.320 --> 00:36:49.639
<v Speaker 2>which keeps that trauma and memory suppressed. What's happening is

581
00:36:49.639 --> 00:36:53.800
<v Speaker 2>when you raise your vibration, these implants, especially the memory,

582
00:36:53.800 --> 00:36:58.199
<v Speaker 2>are raising ones. They're no longer a frequency match, not

583
00:36:58.239 --> 00:37:00.440
<v Speaker 2>that they ever really were, because they're very low vibration.

584
00:37:00.719 --> 00:37:04.880
<v Speaker 2>But you know, it's watched. It works obviously when your

585
00:37:05.159 --> 00:37:09.320
<v Speaker 2>vibration is lowered. But of course, like I say, when

586
00:37:09.360 --> 00:37:13.480
<v Speaker 2>you raise your vibration, it's you're just vibrating out of

587
00:37:13.519 --> 00:37:16.960
<v Speaker 2>the range and that frequency of that implant. And then

588
00:37:16.960 --> 00:37:19.840
<v Speaker 2>what can happen is that implant will implant will malfunction,

589
00:37:20.039 --> 00:37:22.280
<v Speaker 2>it will just shut off, it will just be weakened,

590
00:37:22.840 --> 00:37:25.679
<v Speaker 2>and then it can't hold our suppressed memories, and then

591
00:37:25.719 --> 00:37:28.239
<v Speaker 2>we have these memories. So yeah, So, like I said,

592
00:37:28.239 --> 00:37:29.519
<v Speaker 2>I was on the end of the bed, you know,

593
00:37:29.639 --> 00:37:32.519
<v Speaker 2>on my phone, and then somebody didn't feel that, and

594
00:37:32.679 --> 00:37:39.599
<v Speaker 2>I remember sitting thinking I was just walking down the

595
00:37:39.639 --> 00:37:44.679
<v Speaker 2>stairs to put washing in the washing machine. But now

596
00:37:44.719 --> 00:37:46.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm at the end of the bed again. You know.

597
00:37:46.320 --> 00:37:49.639
<v Speaker 2>It's things like that, and of course you know, I'm

598
00:37:49.880 --> 00:37:52.920
<v Speaker 2>going crazy. So I called my daughter. I was just

599
00:37:53.000 --> 00:37:55.280
<v Speaker 2>in the hallway. It's just yeah, you was just talking

600
00:37:55.320 --> 00:37:58.840
<v Speaker 2>to me. It was on the way down, and I went, oh, well,

601
00:37:59.280 --> 00:38:02.239
<v Speaker 2>I'm so I'm in my bed again, you know, at

602
00:38:02.239 --> 00:38:05.199
<v Speaker 2>the end of the bed. That's weird. So they obviously

603
00:38:05.480 --> 00:38:07.280
<v Speaker 2>must have done something to her as well, because she

604
00:38:07.280 --> 00:38:10.320
<v Speaker 2>didn't have any memory. You know, she would know if I, well,

605
00:38:10.360 --> 00:38:13.079
<v Speaker 2>I would know, wouldn't I if I you know, so

606
00:38:13.480 --> 00:38:17.079
<v Speaker 2>if I was. Yeah, it just it was weird. It's

607
00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:21.880
<v Speaker 2>just very weird. But yes, there's just loads of things

608
00:38:21.920 --> 00:38:25.000
<v Speaker 2>like that that happen and stuff. But yeah, I don't

609
00:38:25.000 --> 00:38:28.400
<v Speaker 2>know if you've got any questions, there's anything you want

610
00:38:28.400 --> 00:38:31.159
<v Speaker 2>to know a little bit more or anything specific.

611
00:38:32.599 --> 00:38:37.639
<v Speaker 1>So if you wouldn't mind telling me just roughly where

612
00:38:37.639 --> 00:38:42.840
<v Speaker 1>you're located. Is it like a small town? Yeah, yeah, question,

613
00:38:43.000 --> 00:38:46.480
<v Speaker 1>because there seems to be a parallel between all of

614
00:38:46.519 --> 00:38:50.599
<v Speaker 1>the genuine experiences I have differentiated between the genuine ones

615
00:38:50.639 --> 00:38:55.880
<v Speaker 1>and the fake ones. They're all located in like this.

616
00:38:56.079 --> 00:38:59.480
<v Speaker 1>There's this connection between being in a small town and

617
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<v Speaker 1>being to a military base that runs in all of

618
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<v Speaker 1>them as far as I can see.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so, yeah, I live in a little small town.

620
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<v Speaker 2>It used to be a little it's a very old

621
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<v Speaker 2>old town. It used to be a little pottery town.

622
00:39:19.840 --> 00:39:24.440
<v Speaker 2>Got an old railway somewhere in fact, the one used

623
00:39:24.480 --> 00:39:30.039
<v Speaker 2>to run where my house is, which is funny. But yeah,

624
00:39:30.639 --> 00:39:34.119
<v Speaker 2>so yeah, in a very small town. I am pretty

625
00:39:34.239 --> 00:39:38.159
<v Speaker 2>much smack Central England. I'm right near where the lay

626
00:39:38.199 --> 00:39:44.079
<v Speaker 2>lines cross. So yeah, And going back to the military

627
00:39:44.119 --> 00:39:47.639
<v Speaker 2>bases as well, I only only realized last year that

628
00:39:47.719 --> 00:39:50.559
<v Speaker 2>I got a military base that close to me. And

629
00:39:50.599 --> 00:39:53.760
<v Speaker 2>what's also interesting as well as this particular military base

630
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<v Speaker 2>on the sign there is it says the word dragon

631
00:39:59.519 --> 00:40:05.039
<v Speaker 2>in brack, which is interesting because I'm very drawn to dragons.

632
00:40:05.119 --> 00:40:07.559
<v Speaker 2>I used to sketch dragons. I remember as a teenager,

633
00:40:07.599 --> 00:40:09.760
<v Speaker 2>I couldn't understand why all of a sudden I was

634
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<v Speaker 2>so obsessed with dragons, and I was sketching dragons. And

635
00:40:14.679 --> 00:40:17.320
<v Speaker 2>I used to sketch pages and pages and pages of

636
00:40:17.400 --> 00:40:21.679
<v Speaker 2>these dragons. And again it's my way, my subconsciousest way

637
00:40:21.719 --> 00:40:24.239
<v Speaker 2>of trying to tell me and give me clues. You

638
00:40:24.280 --> 00:40:29.119
<v Speaker 2>know that dragons we know is oftentimes you know, we

639
00:40:29.199 --> 00:40:34.039
<v Speaker 2>think of reptilians or draco's, you know, the dragons which

640
00:40:34.079 --> 00:40:35.880
<v Speaker 2>were the ones to take me. So there's all these

641
00:40:35.920 --> 00:40:39.280
<v Speaker 2>behaviors that I went through in little clues and stuff. Again,

642
00:40:39.400 --> 00:40:43.000
<v Speaker 2>in my twenties, I was at the airport and I

643
00:40:43.039 --> 00:40:46.199
<v Speaker 2>was with my nun and granddad and this man was

644
00:40:46.239 --> 00:40:48.800
<v Speaker 2>just drawn to me. And I can't remember if he

645
00:40:48.920 --> 00:40:50.639
<v Speaker 2>walked up to me or I walked up to him.

646
00:40:50.639 --> 00:40:54.320
<v Speaker 2>There was this weird magnetic energy and he was actually

647
00:40:54.400 --> 00:40:57.199
<v Speaker 2>really pleasant and I felt like I'd known him forever.

648
00:40:57.840 --> 00:41:00.519
<v Speaker 2>And I don't feel like that with everyone. Well, you know,

649
00:41:00.639 --> 00:41:03.280
<v Speaker 2>when I do get that feeling with others, it's usually

650
00:41:03.320 --> 00:41:09.079
<v Speaker 2>for a reason. Anyway, he told me he was from Wales,

651
00:41:09.679 --> 00:41:14.800
<v Speaker 2>which is a country in uh. I think it's Europe. No,

652
00:41:14.920 --> 00:41:18.400
<v Speaker 2>it's clusters Europe. Have you heard of the country Whales?

653
00:41:18.519 --> 00:41:23.039
<v Speaker 2>You must have done anyway on their on their flag

654
00:41:23.840 --> 00:41:27.199
<v Speaker 2>and they have a dragon, so again, dragon again. And

655
00:41:27.400 --> 00:41:30.039
<v Speaker 2>I remember he said to make that was it? Because

656
00:41:30.039 --> 00:41:31.280
<v Speaker 2>when he told me, I was like, oh my god,

657
00:41:31.320 --> 00:41:34.480
<v Speaker 2>I love dragons. I love sketching dragons and stuff like that.

658
00:41:34.519 --> 00:41:38.360
<v Speaker 2>And I remember him giving me his address or postal address,

659
00:41:38.400 --> 00:41:40.920
<v Speaker 2>and he was like, I'd love for you to draw

660
00:41:41.000 --> 00:41:43.360
<v Speaker 2>me a dragon and send me one. I would love that.

661
00:41:43.400 --> 00:41:45.519
<v Speaker 2>And I don't remember actually sending him one. We see

662
00:41:45.559 --> 00:41:49.360
<v Speaker 2>what I mean. It's like, we get these flues and

663
00:41:49.559 --> 00:41:53.039
<v Speaker 2>synchronicities and patterns, and at the time, you know, you

664
00:41:53.199 --> 00:41:56.519
<v Speaker 2>just think, oh, what a coincidence, you know, And I'd

665
00:41:56.559 --> 00:41:58.119
<v Speaker 2>go on and on and on and on. My old

666
00:41:58.159 --> 00:42:04.920
<v Speaker 2>friend home mom. She had shelves and shelves and sholves.

667
00:42:05.119 --> 00:42:09.639
<v Speaker 2>Unit's full of dragon ornaments. You know, I was just like, wow,

668
00:42:09.719 --> 00:42:15.000
<v Speaker 2>this is crazy. So yeah, it's just very interesting again

669
00:42:15.039 --> 00:42:18.559
<v Speaker 2>with the military base and the dragon. I thought. I

670
00:42:18.599 --> 00:42:23.000
<v Speaker 2>remember when I saw it, I laughed, of course dragon,

671
00:42:23.360 --> 00:42:27.719
<v Speaker 2>you know. And you know a lot of time people

672
00:42:28.039 --> 00:42:30.400
<v Speaker 2>that say, you know, well, you know, you seem quite calm,

673
00:42:30.559 --> 00:42:33.079
<v Speaker 2>very quite collective, like you know, you seem like it

674
00:42:33.119 --> 00:42:35.719
<v Speaker 2>hasn't affected you that much. And I just want to say, like,

675
00:42:38.360 --> 00:42:40.679
<v Speaker 2>you know, a lot of time, those that have been

676
00:42:40.719 --> 00:42:43.800
<v Speaker 2>through trauma, you know, we do we do block it,

677
00:42:44.599 --> 00:42:50.880
<v Speaker 2>or we tend to have a certain sense of humor.

678
00:42:51.400 --> 00:42:53.920
<v Speaker 2>So for instance, you know, I have a bit of

679
00:42:53.920 --> 00:42:55.920
<v Speaker 2>a dark sense of human not because I'm a bad person.

680
00:42:56.280 --> 00:42:58.760
<v Speaker 2>It's just a way. It's a coping mechanism, you know,

681
00:42:59.039 --> 00:43:03.320
<v Speaker 2>it's how ideal with it. And I'm not always like this.

682
00:43:03.559 --> 00:43:08.000
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes I'll have triggers, sometimes I'll have flashbacks, and I'll

683
00:43:08.039 --> 00:43:13.880
<v Speaker 2>go into almost like you know, psychotic mental breakdown because

684
00:43:13.880 --> 00:43:17.039
<v Speaker 2>it's too much. You know. Sometimes I do laugh, sometimes

685
00:43:17.039 --> 00:43:20.840
<v Speaker 2>I cry. You know. I had my old YouTube channel.

686
00:43:20.920 --> 00:43:23.599
<v Speaker 2>Unfortunately my old ones no longer there, and that's where

687
00:43:23.639 --> 00:43:27.400
<v Speaker 2>I shared a lot of my experiences, and I found

688
00:43:27.440 --> 00:43:30.119
<v Speaker 2>it was very important for people to see that vulnerable

689
00:43:30.199 --> 00:43:32.280
<v Speaker 2>side to me, you know, because one thing with me

690
00:43:32.440 --> 00:43:37.639
<v Speaker 2>is I'm very you know, I like to believe I

691
00:43:37.639 --> 00:43:41.159
<v Speaker 2>have a lot of integrity. I like to be transparent

692
00:43:41.199 --> 00:43:43.880
<v Speaker 2>and honest, and I feel it's important for people to

693
00:43:43.920 --> 00:43:48.639
<v Speaker 2>see that vulnerable side to me, which is very huge

694
00:43:48.639 --> 00:43:52.400
<v Speaker 2>for me, because I often don't like to be vulnerable.

695
00:43:52.559 --> 00:43:55.559
<v Speaker 2>You know, in my personal life, I'm not vulnerable, I

696
00:43:55.599 --> 00:43:58.639
<v Speaker 2>don't you know. I'm very like to be well put

697
00:43:58.679 --> 00:44:03.159
<v Speaker 2>together and stuff like that, so being vulnerable is never

698
00:44:03.199 --> 00:44:06.840
<v Speaker 2>it was never easy for me. But after having these

699
00:44:06.840 --> 00:44:10.639
<v Speaker 2>experiences or being brought back from these experiences and remembering,

700
00:44:11.079 --> 00:44:13.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, I always, you know, pick up the phone

701
00:44:14.159 --> 00:44:18.239
<v Speaker 2>and I record, you know, these experiences, and sometimes I

702
00:44:18.320 --> 00:44:23.039
<v Speaker 2>am a mess. Sometimes i'm you know, yeah, I just

703
00:44:23.159 --> 00:44:30.039
<v Speaker 2>don't look very good. And people could twist it and say, oh,

704
00:44:30.559 --> 00:44:33.960
<v Speaker 2>so she's crazy, she's mentally unstable, she's got mental help,

705
00:44:34.039 --> 00:44:35.480
<v Speaker 2>look at her. How are we supposed to take her

706
00:44:35.559 --> 00:44:38.960
<v Speaker 2>seriously when she's doing videos like this and she's crying

707
00:44:39.119 --> 00:44:41.480
<v Speaker 2>and not in the right frame of mind. You know,

708
00:44:41.519 --> 00:44:43.440
<v Speaker 2>people can twist things all the time. But for me,

709
00:44:43.559 --> 00:44:45.599
<v Speaker 2>I just think It's important to show that side because

710
00:44:45.599 --> 00:44:48.880
<v Speaker 2>there's so many my labs that have gone through these

711
00:44:48.960 --> 00:44:53.960
<v Speaker 2>traumatic experiences, and all you see is ego. All you

712
00:44:54.039 --> 00:44:58.360
<v Speaker 2>see is using their experiences to create money, to create channels,

713
00:44:58.360 --> 00:45:01.440
<v Speaker 2>to create a huge following. Or well, yeah, I'm not

714
00:45:01.480 --> 00:45:03.880
<v Speaker 2>saying that because they are that way, that doesn't mean

715
00:45:03.880 --> 00:45:06.199
<v Speaker 2>they haven't gone through that. You know, I guess we're

716
00:45:06.239 --> 00:45:08.320
<v Speaker 2>all different, but you know, I just see a lot

717
00:45:08.320 --> 00:45:12.920
<v Speaker 2>of people romanticizing their experiences and glorifying it, and like,

718
00:45:13.280 --> 00:45:16.519
<v Speaker 2>it really isn't if you are a real victim or

719
00:45:16.599 --> 00:45:21.320
<v Speaker 2>have been of these programs, you know, it's trust me.

720
00:45:21.480 --> 00:45:25.119
<v Speaker 2>It humbles you very very quickly. Let's just say. You know,

721
00:45:25.360 --> 00:45:31.360
<v Speaker 2>from my experience, I am very humble, very very misunderstood.

722
00:45:31.960 --> 00:45:35.559
<v Speaker 2>I often feel the need to have to over explain

723
00:45:35.679 --> 00:45:41.239
<v Speaker 2>myself defend myself, and I'm just kind of at the

724
00:45:41.280 --> 00:45:43.599
<v Speaker 2>point now where I'm like, you know what, I'm not

725
00:45:43.800 --> 00:45:49.400
<v Speaker 2>going to sugarcoat anything. I'm not going to apologize for

726
00:45:50.039 --> 00:45:55.880
<v Speaker 2>myself for you know, I'm not going to sugarcoat anything.

727
00:45:56.800 --> 00:46:00.400
<v Speaker 2>And you know, I always put on my channel because

728
00:46:00.400 --> 00:46:02.440
<v Speaker 2>I've got now I got a new channel. You know,

729
00:46:02.599 --> 00:46:05.199
<v Speaker 2>you either believe me or you don't you know. I'm

730
00:46:05.239 --> 00:46:07.719
<v Speaker 2>not here to make anyone believe in anything. I don't

731
00:46:07.719 --> 00:46:12.360
<v Speaker 2>share my experiences to make people believe me or in

732
00:46:12.400 --> 00:46:17.639
<v Speaker 2>these programs. I'm just here showing my experiences and you know,

733
00:46:18.679 --> 00:46:21.440
<v Speaker 2>and my main goal is to is to kind of

734
00:46:21.480 --> 00:46:25.800
<v Speaker 2>be like a lighthouse for other my labs, those that

735
00:46:26.599 --> 00:46:31.320
<v Speaker 2>have not come into that understanding or information yet that

736
00:46:31.400 --> 00:46:34.480
<v Speaker 2>they are my lab, you know, or like already I've

737
00:46:34.480 --> 00:46:36.440
<v Speaker 2>helped so many. We've shown my experiences and they've be like,

738
00:46:36.480 --> 00:46:39.800
<v Speaker 2>oh my god, Wow, yeah, I've a memory will come

739
00:46:39.840 --> 00:46:42.320
<v Speaker 2>back or trigger a memory within them or something I

740
00:46:42.400 --> 00:46:44.199
<v Speaker 2>went through and be like, oh my god, this makes sense.

741
00:46:44.280 --> 00:46:48.159
<v Speaker 2>I could be a my lab. You know, these experiments

742
00:46:48.239 --> 00:46:54.519
<v Speaker 2>have been going on for eons, and the reason why

743
00:46:54.519 --> 00:46:57.400
<v Speaker 2>they've gone away, gone away with what they've been doing

744
00:46:57.440 --> 00:47:01.119
<v Speaker 2>for so long is because of the suppressing our memories,

745
00:47:01.119 --> 00:47:07.519
<v Speaker 2>blanking our memories. You know, these groups, these shadow societies

746
00:47:07.559 --> 00:47:11.199
<v Speaker 2>and organizations and you know, the dark Faction of the

747
00:47:11.239 --> 00:47:14.599
<v Speaker 2>military and you know my lab a CIA, you know,

748
00:47:14.639 --> 00:47:18.960
<v Speaker 2>and all that they've been doing some really evil things

749
00:47:19.599 --> 00:47:21.480
<v Speaker 2>and for a long time as well, and they've been

750
00:47:21.599 --> 00:47:25.480
<v Speaker 2>using normal people, people like me, to keeping their hands clean.

751
00:47:25.639 --> 00:47:28.480
<v Speaker 2>You know, We've been their test subjects. We have been

752
00:47:28.519 --> 00:47:30.920
<v Speaker 2>their guinea pigs, we have been their soldiers, we have

753
00:47:31.039 --> 00:47:34.760
<v Speaker 2>been their weapons, you name it, we've been it, and

754
00:47:35.920 --> 00:47:38.719
<v Speaker 2>they've been using us for a long long time. And

755
00:47:38.800 --> 00:47:41.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry for I repeating myself, but you know, a

756
00:47:41.280 --> 00:47:43.280
<v Speaker 2>lot of it is, like I said, with this collective

757
00:47:43.320 --> 00:47:47.440
<v Speaker 2>consciousness shift happening right now, with everyone you know going

758
00:47:47.480 --> 00:47:51.119
<v Speaker 2>through a spiritual awakening. Like I say, you know, they

759
00:47:51.159 --> 00:47:56.440
<v Speaker 2>are now able to tap into the very They're able

760
00:47:56.480 --> 00:48:02.440
<v Speaker 2>to tap into their subconscious They're able to who retrieve memories,

761
00:48:04.320 --> 00:48:09.199
<v Speaker 2>not even with not even on purpose. You know, it's

762
00:48:09.280 --> 00:48:13.400
<v Speaker 2>just come in to the front of their minds and

763
00:48:13.639 --> 00:48:16.239
<v Speaker 2>it's amazing. So you know, of course they need support,

764
00:48:16.400 --> 00:48:18.599
<v Speaker 2>and this is where people like me come in, you know.

765
00:48:18.960 --> 00:48:20.719
<v Speaker 2>So it's no there's no ego in it for me.

766
00:48:21.079 --> 00:48:23.760
<v Speaker 2>I didn't want to share my experiences. I mean, if

767
00:48:23.760 --> 00:48:25.000
<v Speaker 2>that was the case, I would have shared them a

768
00:48:25.000 --> 00:48:27.199
<v Speaker 2>long time ago. I've been having these experiences since I

769
00:48:27.239 --> 00:48:30.679
<v Speaker 2>was in my twenties. You know, it's not service to

770
00:48:30.760 --> 00:48:37.760
<v Speaker 2>self as Unfortunately, I see that a lot with other people. Yeah,

771
00:48:37.880 --> 00:48:41.679
<v Speaker 2>there's so many people you know over my labs. You know,

772
00:48:41.760 --> 00:48:46.159
<v Speaker 2>they won't go on other channels or over my lab's

773
00:48:46.199 --> 00:48:48.320
<v Speaker 2>channels unless they've got a huge following. You know, that's

774
00:48:48.400 --> 00:48:52.920
<v Speaker 2>kind of a red flag, isn't it. You know? And yeah, yeah,

775
00:48:53.639 --> 00:48:55.519
<v Speaker 2>like I'll have anyone on my channel, and I'll be

776
00:48:55.599 --> 00:48:58.199
<v Speaker 2>on anyone's channel. I don't care how big or small

777
00:48:58.280 --> 00:49:01.000
<v Speaker 2>their channel is. And quite often those channels are more

778
00:49:01.599 --> 00:49:08.760
<v Speaker 2>more the honest, legit ones, you know. Yeah, but you know,

779
00:49:08.800 --> 00:49:10.519
<v Speaker 2>I can't think of anything else to say now that

780
00:49:10.639 --> 00:49:13.440
<v Speaker 2>you've got any specific questions.

781
00:49:14.239 --> 00:49:15.920
<v Speaker 1>Oh, I'm going to keep you talking.

782
00:49:17.320 --> 00:49:19.400
<v Speaker 2>I do. I talk a lot. Yeah. The thing is,

783
00:49:19.559 --> 00:49:23.880
<v Speaker 2>I have a tendency to digress. You know, it's quite annoying.

784
00:49:24.000 --> 00:49:26.559
<v Speaker 2>So people ask me a question, it's like I'll start

785
00:49:26.599 --> 00:49:28.679
<v Speaker 2>going into it and then before I fully answered it,

786
00:49:28.760 --> 00:49:33.519
<v Speaker 2>I'm then digressed into something else. You know. Maybe it's

787
00:49:33.559 --> 00:49:35.880
<v Speaker 2>a Gemini thing, maybe it's a split mind thing. But

788
00:49:36.159 --> 00:49:39.119
<v Speaker 2>I'm back and forth. So yeah, it can be annoying

789
00:49:39.199 --> 00:49:41.599
<v Speaker 2>sometimes for people. But you know, trying my best, I'm

790
00:49:41.599 --> 00:49:44.400
<v Speaker 2>not a confident speaker, she says, even though I haven't

791
00:49:44.400 --> 00:49:47.679
<v Speaker 2>took a breath. But you know, I do struggle sometimes.

792
00:49:48.400 --> 00:49:54.599
<v Speaker 1>Well, I'm a hypnotherapist, so I can verify that for example,

793
00:49:54.800 --> 00:50:00.320
<v Speaker 1>with the vulnerability, and the chaos step follows the yeah,

794
00:50:00.320 --> 00:50:03.239
<v Speaker 1>I guess having a breakdown of one of the altars,

795
00:50:03.360 --> 00:50:08.039
<v Speaker 1>or breaking some kind of a command or a cap

796
00:50:08.519 --> 00:50:10.880
<v Speaker 1>or something that has been put on you so that

797
00:50:10.920 --> 00:50:14.719
<v Speaker 1>you don't remember, or you don't divulge certain things, or

798
00:50:14.719 --> 00:50:18.280
<v Speaker 1>you don't switch. It's kind of like when you get

799
00:50:18.400 --> 00:50:20.559
<v Speaker 1>a package from Amazon and it's in a really big

800
00:50:20.599 --> 00:50:24.280
<v Speaker 1>box and there's a couple other boxes inside there, but

801
00:50:24.320 --> 00:50:27.920
<v Speaker 1>then there's all those little packing peanuts and you take

802
00:50:27.960 --> 00:50:30.000
<v Speaker 1>it out and it goes all over the place and

803
00:50:30.039 --> 00:50:31.840
<v Speaker 1>you're like a fuck, no, I have to pick this

804
00:50:31.880 --> 00:50:34.320
<v Speaker 1>stuff up, and you just end up with this huge

805
00:50:34.400 --> 00:50:37.880
<v Speaker 1>mess and all of these boxes, you know, or you know,

806
00:50:38.000 --> 00:50:40.039
<v Speaker 1>it's like a Russian doll type thing. You just keep

807
00:50:40.119 --> 00:50:42.519
<v Speaker 1>opening it and there's another doll and another doll.

808
00:50:43.599 --> 00:50:44.639
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, with my mind.

809
00:50:45.159 --> 00:50:51.039
<v Speaker 1>So the average people don't understand that that is essentially

810
00:50:51.079 --> 00:50:54.760
<v Speaker 1>a response to trauma, and you know, a lot of

811
00:50:54.760 --> 00:50:59.159
<v Speaker 1>people go through that. They also don't understand that when

812
00:50:59.159 --> 00:51:02.719
<v Speaker 1>you're listening to like this, and let's say, for example,

813
00:51:02.760 --> 00:51:07.960
<v Speaker 1>with your vulnerability, you were just making a video where

814
00:51:07.960 --> 00:51:11.239
<v Speaker 1>you're recounting something that you remember, it's difficult for you,

815
00:51:11.280 --> 00:51:15.360
<v Speaker 1>and you know you're they're not flying everywhere, you're crying whatever.

816
00:51:17.519 --> 00:51:20.760
<v Speaker 1>They don't understand that that physical reaction is almost like

817
00:51:20.840 --> 00:51:23.159
<v Speaker 1>being locked inside of a dungeon and your chained to

818
00:51:23.239 --> 00:51:28.599
<v Speaker 1>the wall and someone's beating you. Right, it's they don't

819
00:51:28.639 --> 00:51:31.480
<v Speaker 1>They don't understand that. And a lot of people will

820
00:51:31.519 --> 00:51:35.280
<v Speaker 1>project their own inability to be vulnerable onto you for

821
00:51:35.360 --> 00:51:38.800
<v Speaker 1>saying that you're crazy and things like that, but they

822
00:51:38.840 --> 00:51:42.119
<v Speaker 1>don't really do this work, so they don't know the

823
00:51:42.239 --> 00:51:47.119
<v Speaker 1>degree to which things can get pretty hairy pretty quickly.

824
00:51:47.199 --> 00:51:52.199
<v Speaker 1>You know. One of my questions for you is what

825
00:51:52.239 --> 00:51:57.519
<v Speaker 1>was your relationship with your parents, Like, if you're able

826
00:51:57.599 --> 00:51:59.880
<v Speaker 1>to say a comfortable saying, who in your family do

827
00:51:59.920 --> 00:52:05.360
<v Speaker 1>you suspect was involved in military corporate operations or even

828
00:52:05.400 --> 00:52:09.360
<v Speaker 1>connected to the military. Who might have been a part

829
00:52:09.400 --> 00:52:11.840
<v Speaker 1>of organized crime, or who might have been a handler

830
00:52:11.840 --> 00:52:15.719
<v Speaker 1>in your life, or maybe some of your family members

831
00:52:15.719 --> 00:52:17.280
<v Speaker 1>were also targeted.

832
00:52:18.360 --> 00:52:25.119
<v Speaker 2>All of the above, all of the above. So, yeah,

833
00:52:25.159 --> 00:52:28.800
<v Speaker 2>I believe my mom. I don't know if she still is,

834
00:52:28.840 --> 00:52:31.400
<v Speaker 2>but I believe now, you know, looking back at how

835
00:52:31.480 --> 00:52:34.480
<v Speaker 2>she was, you know, now, because I understand more, I know,

836
00:52:35.039 --> 00:52:37.639
<v Speaker 2>you know, all the signs and symptoms and things. She

837
00:52:37.800 --> 00:52:43.440
<v Speaker 2>was definitely my controlled and definitely in these programs. So

838
00:52:43.639 --> 00:52:46.920
<v Speaker 2>was my uncle. A lot of my siblings were, and

839
00:52:47.000 --> 00:52:52.760
<v Speaker 2>so came military connections. So my mom's dad, he was

840
00:52:52.800 --> 00:52:58.280
<v Speaker 2>in the military. Both of my stepdads were in the

841
00:52:58.280 --> 00:53:02.360
<v Speaker 2>military who were also handlers. They had attachments. And one

842
00:53:02.400 --> 00:53:07.960
<v Speaker 2>of my mum's exes was actually a human reptilian hybrid. Yeah,

843
00:53:08.199 --> 00:53:11.199
<v Speaker 2>which explains a lot. So there was a lot of

844
00:53:12.719 --> 00:53:19.440
<v Speaker 2>so obviously out of six siblings and the right off

845
00:53:19.480 --> 00:53:23.719
<v Speaker 2>the back, there was I don't know if you want

846
00:53:23.719 --> 00:53:25.360
<v Speaker 2>me to say these things, but you know a lot

847
00:53:25.360 --> 00:53:30.079
<v Speaker 2>of abuse, you know, psychological, physical.

848
00:53:30.840 --> 00:53:33.320
<v Speaker 1>You can be as explicit and detailed and graphic as

849
00:53:33.320 --> 00:53:36.519
<v Speaker 1>you want. That's why it is the Bonus Authenticity podcast.

850
00:53:36.519 --> 00:53:37.079
<v Speaker 1>To continue.

851
00:53:38.000 --> 00:53:44.000
<v Speaker 2>Great name, great, I love the name. So yeah, psychological, physical, emotional,

852
00:53:46.280 --> 00:53:50.800
<v Speaker 2>you know all the abuse that you you know, all

853
00:53:50.840 --> 00:53:54.880
<v Speaker 2>of the talents of abuse, you know, you go on,

854
00:53:55.679 --> 00:53:58.559
<v Speaker 2>I'm struggling now to excuse me, but yeah, so I

855
00:53:58.599 --> 00:54:03.280
<v Speaker 2>went through a lot of abuse from from memory from

856
00:54:03.320 --> 00:54:06.039
<v Speaker 2>I think it's around three years old. So the first

857
00:54:06.119 --> 00:54:13.239
<v Speaker 2>memory of some kind of reviews was my mom had

858
00:54:13.239 --> 00:54:16.320
<v Speaker 2>a dog and I used to be absolutely terrified of

859
00:54:16.400 --> 00:54:20.719
<v Speaker 2>dogs absolutely terrified, and when my mom was at work,

860
00:54:21.440 --> 00:54:23.119
<v Speaker 2>you know, it was often just me and this dog

861
00:54:23.320 --> 00:54:26.039
<v Speaker 2>and he just now I know, obviously he was just

862
00:54:26.079 --> 00:54:28.639
<v Speaker 2>a happy young dog. He loved my energy, was chasing

863
00:54:28.679 --> 00:54:31.719
<v Speaker 2>me around. But to me, I've believed and felt like

864
00:54:31.880 --> 00:54:36.079
<v Speaker 2>he wanted to eat me or hurt me, and so

865
00:54:36.119 --> 00:54:42.119
<v Speaker 2>I often screamed. My stepdad, who was in the military

866
00:54:42.360 --> 00:54:44.719
<v Speaker 2>or was in the military, left before he met my mom,

867
00:54:44.960 --> 00:54:49.360
<v Speaker 2>but he's definitely still in the programs. He took the

868
00:54:49.400 --> 00:54:52.199
<v Speaker 2>dog outside. He still had his weapons and asked me

869
00:54:52.320 --> 00:54:56.280
<v Speaker 2>how or why or everybody got some of his weapons

870
00:54:56.079 --> 00:55:01.280
<v Speaker 2>as I found tat and yeah, home might want to

871
00:55:01.679 --> 00:55:07.199
<v Speaker 2>put her a warning or something. But basically, he he

872
00:55:07.280 --> 00:55:11.719
<v Speaker 2>killed the dog and I didn't see it, but I

873
00:55:11.760 --> 00:55:14.119
<v Speaker 2>heard the animal and I heard the gun shot, and

874
00:55:14.159 --> 00:55:17.800
<v Speaker 2>then I can't believe I remembered that I was three

875
00:55:17.920 --> 00:55:21.400
<v Speaker 2>years old. Anyway, I completely forgot about that memory until

876
00:55:21.519 --> 00:55:25.480
<v Speaker 2>about six years ago. It somehow came up because me

877
00:55:25.519 --> 00:55:29.440
<v Speaker 2>and my mom was talking about that stepdad and talking

878
00:55:29.480 --> 00:55:33.000
<v Speaker 2>about animals and pets, and it just came out. And

879
00:55:33.519 --> 00:55:36.960
<v Speaker 2>my mom, first of all, was surprised that I even remembered.

880
00:55:37.880 --> 00:55:41.679
<v Speaker 2>She was like, zoah, you were you were toddler, you

881
00:55:41.719 --> 00:55:44.559
<v Speaker 2>don't remember that. But when I told her everything, she

882
00:55:44.679 --> 00:55:47.039
<v Speaker 2>was like, oh my god. And then of course I

883
00:55:47.079 --> 00:55:49.440
<v Speaker 2>told her that he killed her. My mom immediately ran

884
00:55:49.480 --> 00:55:51.679
<v Speaker 2>off into the toilets and threw up, because that's how

885
00:55:51.679 --> 00:55:55.559
<v Speaker 2>my mom deals were stressed. And she was like, she

886
00:55:55.639 --> 00:56:00.480
<v Speaker 2>went that b beaster. She's like, she said, he night

887
00:56:00.599 --> 00:56:02.519
<v Speaker 2>to me. He said that he left the door open,

888
00:56:02.559 --> 00:56:04.440
<v Speaker 2>the dog ran off, and he got hit by Cary.

889
00:56:04.519 --> 00:56:06.599
<v Speaker 2>It's just says I knew there was something weird about that.

890
00:56:07.360 --> 00:56:09.719
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, so it just gives you an idea of

891
00:56:10.880 --> 00:56:14.079
<v Speaker 2>you know, as they often say, those that can kill

892
00:56:14.119 --> 00:56:17.800
<v Speaker 2>animals like that, well they're not right upstairs, are they?

893
00:56:18.159 --> 00:56:21.760
<v Speaker 2>You know? Like I say, he was abusive, he killed

894
00:56:21.800 --> 00:56:25.280
<v Speaker 2>animals as well. That wasn't just a one time thing

895
00:56:25.480 --> 00:56:28.000
<v Speaker 2>like he was just very cold. He did have a

896
00:56:28.079 --> 00:56:35.039
<v Speaker 2>reptilian attachment as well. So yeah, and then he went

897
00:56:35.079 --> 00:56:40.400
<v Speaker 2>to prison when I was thirteen, and then I ended

898
00:56:40.480 --> 00:56:42.400
<v Speaker 2>up kind of being like the mom because my mom

899
00:56:42.440 --> 00:56:44.960
<v Speaker 2>went off the rails. She was drinking drugs. She couldn't

900
00:56:44.960 --> 00:56:48.760
<v Speaker 2>go deep depression. I hardly went to school. My life

901
00:56:48.840 --> 00:56:51.119
<v Speaker 2>was just a shit show, and I was basically I

902
00:56:51.119 --> 00:56:53.199
<v Speaker 2>had to step up for everyone, including my mom, and

903
00:56:53.199 --> 00:56:55.440
<v Speaker 2>no one was there for me, so I always had

904
00:56:55.480 --> 00:56:57.079
<v Speaker 2>to play that role, you know, I had to be

905
00:56:57.119 --> 00:57:01.559
<v Speaker 2>the strong one, and then my mom. It meets a

906
00:57:01.639 --> 00:57:07.199
<v Speaker 2>second pedophile handler worse than the first one, my stepdad,

907
00:57:07.199 --> 00:57:10.519
<v Speaker 2>which is my sibling's real real dad. He went a

908
00:57:10.559 --> 00:57:13.719
<v Speaker 2>step further. He tried to kill my sister, tried to

909
00:57:13.800 --> 00:57:15.960
<v Speaker 2>kill my mom. I watched him use mind control on

910
00:57:16.000 --> 00:57:17.519
<v Speaker 2>my mom. Of course, at the time, I had no

911
00:57:17.599 --> 00:57:20.000
<v Speaker 2>idea what he was doing, and I watched it happen.

912
00:57:20.679 --> 00:57:23.960
<v Speaker 2>I saw my mom's shift. She was properly under his control.

913
00:57:25.159 --> 00:57:28.280
<v Speaker 2>He tried it on with me, tried to make sexual

914
00:57:28.360 --> 00:57:34.480
<v Speaker 2>passes at me. What he did, yeah, yeah, he's got

915
00:57:34.480 --> 00:57:36.800
<v Speaker 2>a very unusual long tongue. That's all I'm going to say.

916
00:57:36.800 --> 00:57:38.880
<v Speaker 2>He tried to kiss me and nearly maybe throw up.

917
00:57:39.239 --> 00:57:42.639
<v Speaker 2>You know, it was just it was weird, and you know,

918
00:57:42.719 --> 00:57:44.280
<v Speaker 2>of course, at the time, I had an idea. What

919
00:57:44.320 --> 00:57:46.599
<v Speaker 2>you looking at now? He looked like he literally looked

920
00:57:46.639 --> 00:57:49.840
<v Speaker 2>like a reptilian human hybrid. He was definitely one of

921
00:57:49.880 --> 00:57:53.960
<v Speaker 2>the lower ranking ones, very tall, slender, not that it

922
00:57:53.960 --> 00:57:56.519
<v Speaker 2>always means, you know, if someone's and looks like this

923
00:57:56.599 --> 00:57:58.400
<v Speaker 2>and what I'm going to describe means that they are

924
00:57:58.920 --> 00:58:00.920
<v Speaker 2>by the way, you know, and I'm not saying that

925
00:58:00.920 --> 00:58:04.360
<v Speaker 2>they are reptily and hybrid. But yeah, he was very tall, lank.

926
00:58:04.480 --> 00:58:08.559
<v Speaker 2>He had small, brown, beady eyes close together, very thin,

927
00:58:08.719 --> 00:58:12.679
<v Speaker 2>dark hair, brown eyes, and he was just creepy. I

928
00:58:12.679 --> 00:58:14.519
<v Speaker 2>remember we lived in the pub and he was always

929
00:58:14.519 --> 00:58:17.400
<v Speaker 2>in the shadows. It was always creepy and sneaky and

930
00:58:17.559 --> 00:58:21.039
<v Speaker 2>just very dark, and it was just very weird. He

931
00:58:21.079 --> 00:58:24.480
<v Speaker 2>was into music, heavy music, metal music and things like that.

932
00:58:24.519 --> 00:58:27.039
<v Speaker 2>He wrote a song for my mom. Literally he titled

933
00:58:27.079 --> 00:58:30.880
<v Speaker 2>it Dancing with the Devil. Yeah, quite literally. I tried

934
00:58:30.920 --> 00:58:32.920
<v Speaker 2>to kill my mom. Like I say in mynd control,

935
00:58:33.119 --> 00:58:39.760
<v Speaker 2>he tortured my siblings. Some of the ideas he would

936
00:58:39.800 --> 00:58:42.000
<v Speaker 2>come up with. It was very creative, let's just put

937
00:58:42.000 --> 00:58:45.079
<v Speaker 2>it that way when it came to torture. And I won't

938
00:58:45.119 --> 00:58:48.639
<v Speaker 2>go into different ways, but yeah, he really targeted my

939
00:58:48.760 --> 00:58:52.639
<v Speaker 2>brothers real bad and the girls as why I tied

940
00:58:52.679 --> 00:58:55.960
<v Speaker 2>with May, but yeah, he was the worst of the worst.

941
00:58:57.079 --> 00:59:02.840
<v Speaker 2>And I'm pretty sure he yeah, because the partner who

942
00:59:02.880 --> 00:59:06.760
<v Speaker 2>my mom's with now, he's also used to be in

943
00:59:06.760 --> 00:59:10.920
<v Speaker 2>the military. And try to remember if the stepdad. I

944
00:59:10.920 --> 00:59:12.840
<v Speaker 2>had just spoken about the rectorin hybrid. I can't remember

945
00:59:12.840 --> 00:59:15.519
<v Speaker 2>if he was in the military or not. Anyway, two

946
00:59:15.519 --> 00:59:18.199
<v Speaker 2>of them were in the military, my first stepdad and

947
00:59:18.280 --> 00:59:22.599
<v Speaker 2>the one who my mom's currently with now. So yeah,

948
00:59:22.800 --> 00:59:26.199
<v Speaker 2>and I just want to share this because I think,

949
00:59:26.239 --> 00:59:29.960
<v Speaker 2>you know, this might interest people. But these my labs,

950
00:59:30.000 --> 00:59:33.119
<v Speaker 2>these groups, they target family lines, they target blood groups,

951
00:59:33.880 --> 00:59:36.880
<v Speaker 2>and you know, a lot of his souls are old souls.

952
00:59:36.880 --> 00:59:39.920
<v Speaker 2>We've had many lives here. I was actually in World

953
00:59:39.960 --> 00:59:42.239
<v Speaker 2>War Two in my past life, I was a male soldier,

954
00:59:42.280 --> 00:59:45.000
<v Speaker 2>so I've been in the program since then. You know,

955
00:59:45.159 --> 00:59:47.559
<v Speaker 2>they might not program you often see with celebrities. You know,

956
00:59:47.599 --> 00:59:51.440
<v Speaker 2>people look at celebrities and I look at old photos

957
00:59:51.519 --> 00:59:53.960
<v Speaker 2>of like different centuries, and they put them the next

958
00:59:54.039 --> 00:59:56.320
<v Speaker 2>next face to face with these celebrities and they're like,

959
00:59:56.320 --> 00:59:58.679
<v Speaker 2>oh my god, they are identical. Yeah, because they've been

960
00:59:58.719 --> 01:00:02.639
<v Speaker 2>in the programs ever since. So technically they kind of

961
01:00:02.679 --> 01:00:05.960
<v Speaker 2>never left in a sense because either you know, a

962
01:00:06.000 --> 01:00:09.159
<v Speaker 2>celebrity dies and they put them in a new body,

963
01:00:10.159 --> 01:00:13.920
<v Speaker 2>a clone, or they completely exit the body, or they

964
01:00:13.960 --> 01:00:17.239
<v Speaker 2>can track the frequency and the energetic body and bring

965
01:00:17.239 --> 01:00:21.400
<v Speaker 2>them back into a clone like a clone baby or

966
01:00:23.079 --> 01:00:31.480
<v Speaker 2>they can insert the consciousness soul into a mother who

967
01:00:31.519 --> 01:00:33.559
<v Speaker 2>is still part of that bloodline, if that makes sense.

968
01:00:34.119 --> 01:00:36.320
<v Speaker 2>So I was in the programs in World War Two.

969
01:00:36.320 --> 01:00:39.880
<v Speaker 2>I was a soldier and you know, but if you

970
01:00:39.920 --> 01:00:42.920
<v Speaker 2>look back in my family line, you know, it could

971
01:00:42.960 --> 01:00:47.400
<v Speaker 2>be like, oh, my granddad, but really it wasn't my granddad.

972
01:00:47.440 --> 01:00:50.639
<v Speaker 2>It was me. I was my granddad, but it wasn't.

973
01:00:50.679 --> 01:00:52.519
<v Speaker 2>It was me, But my family would think it was that,

974
01:00:52.679 --> 01:00:55.440
<v Speaker 2>you know, my granddad, but really it was me. And

975
01:00:55.440 --> 01:00:59.800
<v Speaker 2>I've just put me back into a body, so they've

976
01:00:59.840 --> 01:01:08.440
<v Speaker 2>been recycling me. So I've been here. My earliest memory

977
01:01:08.760 --> 01:01:14.760
<v Speaker 2>is uh Lim Marion times. And I don't know exactly

978
01:01:14.800 --> 01:01:17.880
<v Speaker 2>when they got their hands on my energy soul. Well

979
01:01:17.920 --> 01:01:20.039
<v Speaker 2>I know I've been in the program since World War

980
01:01:20.079 --> 01:01:26.519
<v Speaker 2>two anyway, so yeah, and I know before that there's

981
01:01:26.559 --> 01:01:30.960
<v Speaker 2>there's more family members that I've got military connections as well.

982
01:01:31.000 --> 01:01:35.360
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, so we definitely do have that that Like

983
01:01:35.360 --> 01:01:36.679
<v Speaker 2>I said, that military connection.

984
01:01:40.360 --> 01:01:44.599
<v Speaker 1>All right, my chickens are going crazy because somebody just

985
01:01:44.639 --> 01:01:50.920
<v Speaker 1>lay the egg. But what I was going to ask

986
01:01:50.960 --> 01:01:53.800
<v Speaker 1>you is what's your relationship with your siblings? Like are

987
01:01:53.840 --> 01:01:54.880
<v Speaker 1>they estranged from you?

988
01:01:56.599 --> 01:01:59.880
<v Speaker 2>Yes? So I don't I'm cut off. Well, I've caught

989
01:01:59.880 --> 01:02:02.760
<v Speaker 2>myself off from the whole of my family just for

990
01:02:04.079 --> 01:02:07.199
<v Speaker 2>protective measures, because they're not safe to be around, as

991
01:02:07.239 --> 01:02:11.880
<v Speaker 2>it turns out. So again, this is very common for

992
01:02:12.000 --> 01:02:14.920
<v Speaker 2>my labs. So again, they've got to keep that trauma

993
01:02:14.920 --> 01:02:17.559
<v Speaker 2>and they've got to keep that division, that conflict. So

994
01:02:17.679 --> 01:02:23.760
<v Speaker 2>oftentimes these groups, they will mess with siblings or your

995
01:02:23.880 --> 01:02:28.679
<v Speaker 2>partners or best friends. Through mind control, they can implant,

996
01:02:29.880 --> 01:02:32.000
<v Speaker 2>you know, thoughts and feelings in their head to make

997
01:02:32.239 --> 01:02:34.920
<v Speaker 2>you know, those close to you feel a certain way

998
01:02:34.960 --> 01:02:37.920
<v Speaker 2>about you, and that can cause conflict. It can cause

999
01:02:37.920 --> 01:02:39.800
<v Speaker 2>them to not trust you. So they've been messing with

1000
01:02:39.840 --> 01:02:42.599
<v Speaker 2>my siblings, and I know they've messed with one of

1001
01:02:42.599 --> 01:02:46.320
<v Speaker 2>my brothers. Ever since he was a young child, he

1002
01:02:46.440 --> 01:02:49.400
<v Speaker 2>often used to wake up and say that there were

1003
01:02:49.480 --> 01:02:53.039
<v Speaker 2>strange men in his room, or he would say, quite

1004
01:02:53.119 --> 01:02:58.480
<v Speaker 2>commonly that there was a hooded like an entity standing

1005
01:02:58.519 --> 01:03:01.199
<v Speaker 2>in the corner of his room, where in a hooded

1006
01:03:01.320 --> 01:03:07.559
<v Speaker 2>cloaked cloak chanting and him my brother saying that he

1007
01:03:07.559 --> 01:03:11.559
<v Speaker 2>would see symbols around. So whatever this entity was doing,

1008
01:03:11.559 --> 01:03:14.199
<v Speaker 2>and he was obviously casting some kind of energy or

1009
01:03:14.239 --> 01:03:17.079
<v Speaker 2>something on my brother. Again, this wasn't a one time thing.

1010
01:03:17.440 --> 01:03:21.440
<v Speaker 2>This was a common thing that happened with him as

1011
01:03:21.480 --> 01:03:25.400
<v Speaker 2>well as his personality started to change. So he went

1012
01:03:25.440 --> 01:03:29.000
<v Speaker 2>from a very loving, calm boy to all of a sudden,

1013
01:03:29.679 --> 01:03:35.760
<v Speaker 2>he was just changed. He was very aggressive, very angry.

1014
01:03:35.920 --> 01:03:38.800
<v Speaker 2>He hated the whole of the family. He tried to

1015
01:03:38.920 --> 01:03:42.679
<v Speaker 2>kill himself, and out of all of the siblings, he

1016
01:03:42.840 --> 01:03:45.519
<v Speaker 2>just he always always was got in for me. He

1017
01:03:45.639 --> 01:03:48.639
<v Speaker 2>just despised me. He hates me, and as he got older,

1018
01:03:48.719 --> 01:03:50.519
<v Speaker 2>he used to attack me. He used to chase me

1019
01:03:50.559 --> 01:03:53.800
<v Speaker 2>around the house with a knife, sometimes being you know

1020
01:03:53.920 --> 01:03:56.760
<v Speaker 2>that far nearly, you know, being that close to the

1021
01:03:56.840 --> 01:03:58.840
<v Speaker 2>knife going in my back. It's only because I managed

1022
01:03:58.880 --> 01:04:00.639
<v Speaker 2>to slam the door in the knife in the door.

1023
01:04:01.800 --> 01:04:04.800
<v Speaker 2>I was close to my older brother. That changed. I

1024
01:04:04.880 --> 01:04:08.159
<v Speaker 2>was close to one of my sisters, and again they

1025
01:04:08.360 --> 01:04:12.679
<v Speaker 2>just messed with them, and they went from being you know,

1026
01:04:13.079 --> 01:04:15.920
<v Speaker 2>you know, close knit or somewhat close knit. You know,

1027
01:04:16.119 --> 01:04:21.199
<v Speaker 2>siblings fall out occasionally, to all of a sudden being enemies,

1028
01:04:21.800 --> 01:04:28.480
<v Speaker 2>you know, completely split the family up. And and a

1029
01:04:28.519 --> 01:04:39.599
<v Speaker 2>lot of my siblings have got certain tendencies. Yeah, so

1030
01:04:42.480 --> 01:04:44.559
<v Speaker 2>trying to think of the right word. But another big

1031
01:04:44.599 --> 01:04:47.360
<v Speaker 2>thing in my family is so obviously I mentioned the abuse,

1032
01:04:48.199 --> 01:04:51.719
<v Speaker 2>so obviously abusing their own you know, flesh and blood,

1033
01:04:53.400 --> 01:04:57.679
<v Speaker 2>a lot of r a ping, and even one of

1034
01:04:57.719 --> 01:05:04.679
<v Speaker 2>my brothers he basically started molestering my other brother. There

1035
01:05:04.760 --> 01:05:08.760
<v Speaker 2>was like two years maybe three years between them, and

1036
01:05:09.639 --> 01:05:11.960
<v Speaker 2>my mom just turned a blind eye. You know. It

1037
01:05:12.079 --> 01:05:14.320
<v Speaker 2>was just so obvious that what was going on. I

1038
01:05:14.320 --> 01:05:16.800
<v Speaker 2>remember the first night I was in bed and I

1039
01:05:16.880 --> 01:05:23.199
<v Speaker 2>was hearing some things and I was like, you've got

1040
01:05:23.199 --> 01:05:26.239
<v Speaker 2>to be kidding me right now. I just I was

1041
01:05:26.280 --> 01:05:29.639
<v Speaker 2>just frozen. I was like, this can't be real. And

1042
01:05:30.199 --> 01:05:32.119
<v Speaker 2>there was no one in that bedroom except for my

1043
01:05:32.119 --> 01:05:35.159
<v Speaker 2>two brothers. And I won't share with you exactly what

1044
01:05:35.239 --> 01:05:37.920
<v Speaker 2>I heard, but I heard them some things. And then

1045
01:05:38.239 --> 01:05:45.840
<v Speaker 2>the next morning, yeah, they were let's just say, used

1046
01:05:46.840 --> 01:05:51.360
<v Speaker 2>condoms and things like handcuffs on the bed and weird,

1047
01:05:51.480 --> 01:05:55.400
<v Speaker 2>weird things like that. And then at one time, my

1048
01:05:55.440 --> 01:05:58.159
<v Speaker 2>younger brother brother one who was being molested in raped

1049
01:05:58.320 --> 01:06:01.440
<v Speaker 2>by my other brother, he was having a real bad

1050
01:06:01.480 --> 01:06:05.320
<v Speaker 2>bleeding from his behind, let's just say, and my mom

1051
01:06:05.320 --> 01:06:07.239
<v Speaker 2>didn't do anything about it. She just left him with it.

1052
01:06:07.280 --> 01:06:09.360
<v Speaker 2>So we did try to tell I remember this one time,

1053
01:06:09.519 --> 01:06:11.679
<v Speaker 2>you know, at that particular time when he needed help.

1054
01:06:13.440 --> 01:06:16.760
<v Speaker 2>I remember him looking at me and I just he knew,

1055
01:06:16.800 --> 01:06:19.519
<v Speaker 2>I knew, but it was like he was too scared

1056
01:06:19.559 --> 01:06:22.519
<v Speaker 2>to say anything because he knew if he'd said something,

1057
01:06:22.719 --> 01:06:26.400
<v Speaker 2>my brother would beat the shit out of him. And

1058
01:06:26.440 --> 01:06:28.440
<v Speaker 2>I often saw my old brother, the abuse of the

1059
01:06:28.440 --> 01:06:31.800
<v Speaker 2>one that abused my younger sibling. I watched. I'd watch him,

1060
01:06:32.320 --> 01:06:34.599
<v Speaker 2>you know, whenever my younger brother would you want to

1061
01:06:34.639 --> 01:06:37.079
<v Speaker 2>say something or do something, you know, he's always looking

1062
01:06:37.119 --> 01:06:40.119
<v Speaker 2>at the brother was abusive, as if to say, is

1063
01:06:40.119 --> 01:06:42.159
<v Speaker 2>it okay? Am I allowed to do this? You know,

1064
01:06:42.400 --> 01:06:45.800
<v Speaker 2>Like my the brother that abused the younger one, he

1065
01:06:45.840 --> 01:06:51.239
<v Speaker 2>was very controlling, very threatening. Yeah, he was just disgusting.

1066
01:06:51.360 --> 01:06:54.440
<v Speaker 2>And I've got children of their own, and so there's

1067
01:06:54.480 --> 01:06:57.360
<v Speaker 2>a lot of that all throughout the family, all in

1068
01:06:57.840 --> 01:07:03.000
<v Speaker 2>the you know, going way back in the family line.

1069
01:07:03.920 --> 01:07:07.039
<v Speaker 2>We asked a part of a certain bloodline. So it's

1070
01:07:07.119 --> 01:07:11.559
<v Speaker 2>very common that there's a lot of you know, sick

1071
01:07:11.599 --> 01:07:15.800
<v Speaker 2>things like that, a lot of relationships going on between

1072
01:07:16.119 --> 01:07:19.679
<v Speaker 2>you know, relatives. You know, my uncle used to try

1073
01:07:19.719 --> 01:07:23.000
<v Speaker 2>it on with me, and like it was just just disgusting,

1074
01:07:23.159 --> 01:07:26.599
<v Speaker 2>and yeah, I didn't want anything to do with that.

1075
01:07:26.840 --> 01:07:30.599
<v Speaker 2>And I just eventually when my mom tried to really

1076
01:07:30.880 --> 01:07:34.400
<v Speaker 2>harm what she did harm my sister. Enough was enough.

1077
01:07:34.480 --> 01:07:36.679
<v Speaker 2>I just said, you know that's it. You're not seeing

1078
01:07:36.679 --> 01:07:40.760
<v Speaker 2>me or my daughter ever again, you know. So yeah,

1079
01:07:41.199 --> 01:07:43.840
<v Speaker 2>just so they have mess messed with them. A lot

1080
01:07:43.880 --> 01:07:47.440
<v Speaker 2>of them have entity attachments. They have no idea that

1081
01:07:47.519 --> 01:07:54.119
<v Speaker 2>these attachments are manipulating and controlling these family members to

1082
01:07:54.159 --> 01:07:57.599
<v Speaker 2>do certain things. It's just disgusting. So that, yeah, this

1083
01:07:57.679 --> 01:08:02.360
<v Speaker 2>is very common. Again going saying before my first step dad,

1084
01:08:02.639 --> 01:08:08.199
<v Speaker 2>he had a reptilian attachment. And yeah, whenever that whenever

1085
01:08:08.239 --> 01:08:10.480
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't in the house as a kid, this reptilian

1086
01:08:10.519 --> 01:08:14.360
<v Speaker 2>attachment was following me, literally haunting me, tornt to me,

1087
01:08:14.519 --> 01:08:18.760
<v Speaker 2>showed itself to me, intimidated me, scared me. Just obviously

1088
01:08:18.800 --> 01:08:22.720
<v Speaker 2>it was a signed to me, you know, to carry

1089
01:08:22.720 --> 01:08:25.880
<v Speaker 2>out the abuse and stuff. Because my dad, whenever he

1090
01:08:26.000 --> 01:08:29.439
<v Speaker 2>wasn't abusive, he was very jacqueline. I Like, this might

1091
01:08:29.479 --> 01:08:32.239
<v Speaker 2>sound weird people, but he was when he was a dad,

1092
01:08:32.359 --> 01:08:36.720
<v Speaker 2>he was the most loving, protective dad, very childlike. There

1093
01:08:36.760 --> 01:08:39.199
<v Speaker 2>was no abuse in him. You know, it was just

1094
01:08:39.279 --> 01:08:41.680
<v Speaker 2>so like he was the best dad ever. But then

1095
01:08:41.720 --> 01:08:45.079
<v Speaker 2>he would switch and it would be something else. So again,

1096
01:08:45.159 --> 01:08:48.319
<v Speaker 2>it was because of this entity, and it's very common,

1097
01:08:48.840 --> 01:08:52.079
<v Speaker 2>you know, so many people of these entities. I'm not

1098
01:08:52.119 --> 01:08:56.840
<v Speaker 2>saying that humans aren't capable of, you know, doing these

1099
01:08:56.880 --> 01:09:00.840
<v Speaker 2>things anyway, naturally, I'm sure there is. But of those

1100
01:09:00.920 --> 01:09:04.239
<v Speaker 2>that do reviews are because they're victims themselves or because

1101
01:09:04.239 --> 01:09:07.640
<v Speaker 2>they've got entity attachments. And you how many times we

1102
01:09:07.720 --> 01:09:10.279
<v Speaker 2>often hear, don't we these murderers, you know, all of

1103
01:09:10.279 --> 01:09:12.199
<v Speaker 2>a sudden, you know, everyone's like, I don't understand how

1104
01:09:12.199 --> 01:09:14.359
<v Speaker 2>he killed his family, if they were the best family

1105
01:09:14.319 --> 01:09:16.239
<v Speaker 2>I ever always showed no signs or symptoms, like it

1106
01:09:16.319 --> 01:09:19.079
<v Speaker 2>was just amazing. Everyone was just in shock, you know.

1107
01:09:19.640 --> 01:09:23.039
<v Speaker 2>And then you know, the dad says, gets, I don't know,

1108
01:09:23.960 --> 01:09:28.319
<v Speaker 2>he's in in in court or whatever, and they're like,

1109
01:09:28.439 --> 01:09:31.239
<v Speaker 2>what what possessed you to do this? What? What happened?

1110
01:09:31.439 --> 01:09:34.239
<v Speaker 2>They either don't have memory or sometimes I will say,

1111
01:09:34.359 --> 01:09:36.600
<v Speaker 2>you know, a voice told me to do it, Yeah,

1112
01:09:36.640 --> 01:09:39.199
<v Speaker 2>because it was under okay, al show in mind control,

1113
01:09:39.760 --> 01:09:44.199
<v Speaker 2>like you know, it's another thing, you know, the users, Yeah,

1114
01:09:44.319 --> 01:09:47.199
<v Speaker 2>in so many ways, so many ways. So yeah, so

1115
01:09:47.319 --> 01:09:50.239
<v Speaker 2>many people have no idea that they're victims, no idea.

1116
01:09:50.319 --> 01:09:52.159
<v Speaker 2>And it's not that I'm not saying it to create fear.

1117
01:09:52.279 --> 01:09:57.079
<v Speaker 2>But let's just say, uh, you know, we know this world,

1118
01:09:57.199 --> 01:10:00.760
<v Speaker 2>many always know this world isn't quite what we you know,

1119
01:10:00.840 --> 01:10:05.159
<v Speaker 2>it's not like it's not perfect, it's not what we've

1120
01:10:05.159 --> 01:10:08.840
<v Speaker 2>been told it is. And the more light that floods

1121
01:10:08.840 --> 01:10:11.720
<v Speaker 2>this planet, the more of it is going to highlight,

1122
01:10:12.199 --> 01:10:14.439
<v Speaker 2>you know, all these things that are kept in you know,

1123
01:10:14.479 --> 01:10:17.359
<v Speaker 2>all these nefarious activities that have been taken place, and

1124
01:10:18.039 --> 01:10:21.159
<v Speaker 2>they're also going to realize a lot about themselves as well. So, yeah,

1125
01:10:21.159 --> 01:10:27.159
<v Speaker 2>we're in interesting times. Yeah it's insane, but it is

1126
01:10:27.199 --> 01:10:27.720
<v Speaker 2>what it is.

1127
01:10:28.439 --> 01:10:32.439
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. I have told people to read a book by

1128
01:10:32.479 --> 01:10:35.399
<v Speaker 1>doctor John C. Hall Guinea Pigs if they don't believe

1129
01:10:35.520 --> 01:10:41.720
<v Speaker 1>that they have the technology to use long rage weaponry

1130
01:10:41.800 --> 01:10:45.600
<v Speaker 1>to put ideas in your mind and you know, as

1131
01:10:45.640 --> 01:10:48.039
<v Speaker 1>you said candidly said earlier on make you feel a

1132
01:10:48.039 --> 01:10:51.079
<v Speaker 1>certain way. There's an example in that book where a

1133
01:10:51.079 --> 01:10:53.560
<v Speaker 1>woman's just sitting inside of her house and you know,

1134
01:10:53.640 --> 01:10:56.920
<v Speaker 1>she was swearing that she was being targeted. You know,

1135
01:10:57.079 --> 01:11:01.039
<v Speaker 1>when it would happen, she would feel like touching herself

1136
01:11:01.520 --> 01:11:03.760
<v Speaker 1>and she would just be like, where is this coming from.

1137
01:11:04.640 --> 01:11:06.640
<v Speaker 1>Other people would be like they'd be sitting around and

1138
01:11:07.199 --> 01:11:10.560
<v Speaker 1>they would hear these voices all of a sudden and

1139
01:11:10.760 --> 01:11:12.600
<v Speaker 1>on one side of the head or the other, telling

1140
01:11:12.600 --> 01:11:16.079
<v Speaker 1>them to do certain things. And I mean, I myself

1141
01:11:16.119 --> 01:11:21.960
<v Speaker 1>have been drifting off to sleep and you hear these

1142
01:11:22.039 --> 01:11:26.039
<v Speaker 1>voices like this distorted voice like a radio frequency trying

1143
01:11:26.039 --> 01:11:27.920
<v Speaker 1>to tell you things. And I know how to shut

1144
01:11:27.960 --> 01:11:29.640
<v Speaker 1>that stuff off. So I was just like, yeah, fuck off,

1145
01:11:29.680 --> 01:11:34.119
<v Speaker 1>and I could to sleep, you know. But I hear

1146
01:11:35.000 --> 01:11:37.680
<v Speaker 1>a lot of this very commonly, and it reminds me

1147
01:11:37.880 --> 01:11:42.800
<v Speaker 1>of this eighteen year old girl. Well, she was eighteen

1148
01:11:42.840 --> 01:11:46.920
<v Speaker 1>at the time. This is about seven years ago, and

1149
01:11:47.319 --> 01:11:51.039
<v Speaker 1>I met her and she's from Florida, and she just

1150
01:11:51.920 --> 01:11:53.640
<v Speaker 1>saw me and she just started talking to me, and

1151
01:11:53.640 --> 01:11:54.920
<v Speaker 1>she was like, you know what, I know that I

1152
01:11:54.920 --> 01:12:04.199
<v Speaker 1>can trust you, and she starts divaulting how her father is. Basically,

1153
01:12:05.600 --> 01:12:08.159
<v Speaker 1>she started off by abusing her, but then he sold

1154
01:12:08.159 --> 01:12:12.159
<v Speaker 1>her off into a similar type program where she was

1155
01:12:12.199 --> 01:12:15.039
<v Speaker 1>held down and she was raped into submission, and she

1156
01:12:15.359 --> 01:12:19.159
<v Speaker 1>was mind controlled and made to do all these different things,

1157
01:12:19.159 --> 01:12:21.479
<v Speaker 1>and then you know, she would blackout, she wouldn't remember

1158
01:12:21.880 --> 01:12:24.319
<v Speaker 1>a lot of stuff, and then it just you know,

1159
01:12:24.640 --> 01:12:28.520
<v Speaker 1>one day, the floodgates started opening and I was just

1160
01:12:28.520 --> 01:12:31.880
<v Speaker 1>sitting there. You know, I hadn't been doing this work

1161
01:12:31.960 --> 01:12:35.319
<v Speaker 1>for very long, maybe about three years by that point,

1162
01:12:36.119 --> 01:12:38.520
<v Speaker 1>and I was just out in public and she just

1163
01:12:38.560 --> 01:12:41.680
<v Speaker 1>starts talking to me. So imagine my jaws on the floor.

1164
01:12:41.720 --> 01:12:43.960
<v Speaker 1>She just starts telling me all this stuff. It was

1165
01:12:43.960 --> 01:12:46.520
<v Speaker 1>really the first time I heard about anything like this,

1166
01:12:46.640 --> 01:12:51.680
<v Speaker 1>any kind of ritual abuse or people talking about being

1167
01:12:52.159 --> 01:12:59.439
<v Speaker 1>parts of these programs. So you know, something is going

1168
01:12:59.479 --> 01:13:02.680
<v Speaker 1>on on this planet and it's bubbling to the surface.

1169
01:13:03.960 --> 01:13:08.680
<v Speaker 1>Where whether anybody believes that it's real or that it's

1170
01:13:08.760 --> 01:13:12.800
<v Speaker 1>happening or not happening, that's totally up to you, the individual,

1171
01:13:12.880 --> 01:13:17.279
<v Speaker 1>how much you want to think about on any given day.

1172
01:13:17.319 --> 01:13:21.199
<v Speaker 1>I think maybe a lot of people feel like there's

1173
01:13:21.199 --> 01:13:26.800
<v Speaker 1>nothing that they can do. But it begins by I

1174
01:13:26.800 --> 01:13:32.079
<v Speaker 1>should say, the solution begins by spreading this information so

1175
01:13:32.159 --> 01:13:35.279
<v Speaker 1>that there is a common awareness of it. Because the

1176
01:13:35.319 --> 01:13:38.439
<v Speaker 1>only tool that we have throughout the ages when you're

1177
01:13:38.439 --> 01:13:40.439
<v Speaker 1>dealing with elites and stuff is to beat them back

1178
01:13:40.439 --> 01:13:43.800
<v Speaker 1>into the shadows. But if people don't know that it's

1179
01:13:43.840 --> 01:13:46.640
<v Speaker 1>going on, then no one at all can at least

1180
01:13:46.680 --> 01:13:51.560
<v Speaker 1>talk about it or do anything about it. They tell

1181
01:13:51.680 --> 01:13:52.640
<v Speaker 1>us that we're doing this.

1182
01:13:53.640 --> 01:13:56.159
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and I continue to get away with it. And yeah, sorry,

1183
01:13:56.239 --> 01:13:57.560
<v Speaker 2>carry on, I know what you're going to say.

1184
01:13:57.640 --> 01:14:00.159
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was just saying that they tell us that

1185
01:14:00.279 --> 01:14:02.960
<v Speaker 1>they're doing this stuff all the time. People don't believe

1186
01:14:03.199 --> 01:14:06.079
<v Speaker 1>in like the beta programming, et cetera, the sex kid

1187
01:14:06.119 --> 01:14:11.239
<v Speaker 1>in programming. But then they will listen to Doja cat Cardi,

1188
01:14:11.359 --> 01:14:18.000
<v Speaker 1>the you know I Spice, all those people, Katie Perry,

1189
01:14:18.119 --> 01:14:21.479
<v Speaker 1>they don't believe those things. Rihanna. I mean, I live

1190
01:14:21.520 --> 01:14:24.800
<v Speaker 1>in Barbados, That's where she's from, grew up, Our parents

1191
01:14:24.880 --> 01:14:29.439
<v Speaker 1>knew each other. She lives far down the road. We

1192
01:14:29.840 --> 01:14:34.680
<v Speaker 1>all knew when her behavior started becoming erratic, and she

1193
01:14:34.720 --> 01:14:38.199
<v Speaker 1>would come back here and be hold up in hotels

1194
01:14:38.239 --> 01:14:41.439
<v Speaker 1>and stuff, you know, high end villas and stuff, and

1195
01:14:41.960 --> 01:14:43.760
<v Speaker 1>be drugged up and things will be happened to her,

1196
01:14:43.800 --> 01:14:47.199
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, everybody would just be told to just look

1197
01:14:47.279 --> 01:14:48.880
<v Speaker 1>the other way, you know, like you didn't see that.

1198
01:14:48.960 --> 01:14:55.600
<v Speaker 1>You know, we know that things like that go on television.

1199
01:14:55.680 --> 01:14:59.439
<v Speaker 1>They've been reusing, recycling this idea and that it's always

1200
01:14:59.439 --> 01:15:02.159
<v Speaker 1>a woman and it's always something to do with a

1201
01:15:02.159 --> 01:15:05.960
<v Speaker 1>woman named Nikita as her code name. You have the

1202
01:15:06.000 --> 01:15:09.319
<v Speaker 1>television show Nikita that came out in the early two thousands,

1203
01:15:09.319 --> 01:15:11.279
<v Speaker 1>I think it was, and then you had before that

1204
01:15:11.439 --> 01:15:14.399
<v Speaker 1>the one in the nineties, La Femme Nikita in the

1205
01:15:14.479 --> 01:15:17.520
<v Speaker 1>very first episode. Anybody wants to go watch it, go

1206
01:15:17.560 --> 01:15:19.239
<v Speaker 1>watch it because they tell you the story of a

1207
01:15:19.239 --> 01:15:23.000
<v Speaker 1>girl that's been mind controlled and she has these different

1208
01:15:23.000 --> 01:15:25.079
<v Speaker 1>altars that they turn on and off in order to

1209
01:15:25.119 --> 01:15:29.279
<v Speaker 1>go assassinate people. The same thing they seduce she seduces

1210
01:15:29.359 --> 01:15:33.720
<v Speaker 1>some people and things like that. It's waved right in

1211
01:15:33.720 --> 01:15:35.880
<v Speaker 1>front of you as entertainment.

1212
01:15:36.960 --> 01:15:39.319
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because they have to tell us. They have to

1213
01:15:39.359 --> 01:15:46.279
<v Speaker 2>tell us in their own manipulative way. Or you know, truth,

1214
01:15:46.399 --> 01:15:48.840
<v Speaker 2>what's that I was saying? Truth hidden in playing side?

1215
01:15:49.159 --> 01:15:52.359
<v Speaker 2>Or but they you know, they put them in movies,

1216
01:15:53.800 --> 01:15:56.279
<v Speaker 2>and you know, they turn them a lot of the times,

1217
01:15:56.319 --> 01:15:59.720
<v Speaker 2>especially like the alien ones, you know, the mecancomical, because

1218
01:16:00.239 --> 01:16:04.680
<v Speaker 2>just programs humans' minds already, because people speak about, you know,

1219
01:16:04.800 --> 01:16:08.439
<v Speaker 2>their extrateracial experiences. What are these people program to do automatically?

1220
01:16:08.479 --> 01:16:12.119
<v Speaker 2>They'll start laughing. You know, Oh, that's not real. You

1221
01:16:12.159 --> 01:16:15.039
<v Speaker 2>know that you've watched too many movies. You know, don't

1222
01:16:15.079 --> 01:16:17.760
<v Speaker 2>be silly. You know, it's all it's all deliberate. It's

1223
01:16:17.800 --> 01:16:21.079
<v Speaker 2>all we're all under as a collective, as a whole planet,

1224
01:16:21.359 --> 01:16:25.159
<v Speaker 2>we're all under my control. We've all got programs installed

1225
01:16:25.159 --> 01:16:28.600
<v Speaker 2>within us, you know, and these programs started at the

1226
01:16:28.640 --> 01:16:33.800
<v Speaker 2>moment that we was in school, you know, or that

1227
01:16:34.000 --> 01:16:38.439
<v Speaker 2>was you know, purposely, or that was like it was deliberate.

1228
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<v Speaker 2>You know, it's a way to sive out. You know,

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01:16:43.479 --> 01:16:52.840
<v Speaker 2>let's just say those that have specific abilities or you

1230
01:16:52.880 --> 01:16:54.920
<v Speaker 2>know that they're you know, good and certain areas and

1231
01:16:54.960 --> 01:16:57.359
<v Speaker 2>not like that. You know, it's it's a lot more

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01:16:57.439 --> 01:16:59.319
<v Speaker 2>deeper than that. But I don't want to get into that.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, it's the matrix, isn't it. It's every single

1234
01:17:05.199 --> 01:17:10.079
<v Speaker 2>everything that we've all gone through. It is. Yeah, it

1235
01:17:10.199 --> 01:17:16.279
<v Speaker 2>soul just being staged or constrated managed. You know, these

1236
01:17:16.319 --> 01:17:20.159
<v Speaker 2>governments pretending to be there for humanity's best interests, and

1237
01:17:20.199 --> 01:17:23.359
<v Speaker 2>whether or not they're there for themselves, they're just using us,

1238
01:17:23.720 --> 01:17:26.359
<v Speaker 2>you know, give us a little I don't know, a

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01:17:26.399 --> 01:17:29.640
<v Speaker 2>pay package, you know, a salary at the end of

1240
01:17:29.720 --> 01:17:35.880
<v Speaker 2>the month, you know, whilst keeping his docile and poisoned

1241
01:17:37.119 --> 01:17:39.760
<v Speaker 2>low you know, China keepers and a low vibration. So

1242
01:17:39.800 --> 01:17:42.600
<v Speaker 2>we don't question ourselves, we don't question the system or

1243
01:17:42.640 --> 01:17:47.439
<v Speaker 2>outside of the box, you know, and just we're just

1244
01:17:47.439 --> 01:17:51.399
<v Speaker 2>just it's just programs everywhere, and it's just like it's crazy.

1245
01:17:51.399 --> 01:17:54.439
<v Speaker 2>But it's dismantling now and people you know, are waking

1246
01:17:54.479 --> 01:17:57.560
<v Speaker 2>up and realizing that they are in the matrix. You know,

1247
01:17:58.479 --> 01:18:02.439
<v Speaker 2>it's all by design. And yeah, I mean a lot

1248
01:18:02.479 --> 01:18:03.720
<v Speaker 2>of people are going to be in for a rude

1249
01:18:03.720 --> 01:18:06.079
<v Speaker 2>awakening and so they better get on board. Really because

1250
01:18:06.199 --> 01:18:08.800
<v Speaker 2>you know, people like me, we're here to help soften

1251
01:18:09.119 --> 01:18:14.159
<v Speaker 2>the blow, you know, and because not only when we're

1252
01:18:14.199 --> 01:18:17.640
<v Speaker 2>sharing our experiences, we're talking about the government, you know,

1253
01:18:18.399 --> 01:18:20.640
<v Speaker 2>all of it, none of it. None of them can

1254
01:18:20.680 --> 01:18:24.359
<v Speaker 2>be trusted. They're just groups within subgroups. You know. It's

1255
01:18:24.439 --> 01:18:27.359
<v Speaker 2>like you know that little group you you concentrate on that,

1256
01:18:27.600 --> 01:18:31.359
<v Speaker 2>but it's all for bad. It's awful for the various reasons.

1257
01:18:31.720 --> 01:18:34.880
<v Speaker 2>It's not because they care about us, you know. And

1258
01:18:34.920 --> 01:18:38.720
<v Speaker 2>they've all got control, you know, all they're trying to controllers.

1259
01:18:38.960 --> 01:18:40.920
<v Speaker 2>But the thing is now, it's like we're all we're

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01:18:40.920 --> 01:18:43.239
<v Speaker 2>all not all of us. Well hopefully that's the plan.

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01:18:43.680 --> 01:18:46.399
<v Speaker 2>You know. We're like little sheep, you know, we're running

1262
01:18:46.520 --> 01:18:48.279
<v Speaker 2>running riot loose now and they've got to try and

1263
01:18:48.319 --> 01:18:50.720
<v Speaker 2>rain us back in. So you know, let's see what

1264
01:18:50.760 --> 01:18:52.720
<v Speaker 2>tricks are going to bring out, you know, to try

1265
01:18:52.760 --> 01:18:56.239
<v Speaker 2>and controllers, which is usually through fear, which is what

1266
01:18:56.239 --> 01:18:58.319
<v Speaker 2>we see all the time. And narrative isn't it's all

1267
01:18:58.359 --> 01:19:01.479
<v Speaker 2>doom and gloom, news and fear and fear mongering. It's

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01:19:01.640 --> 01:19:05.000
<v Speaker 2>all to keepers in a state of fear. Fear controls

1269
01:19:05.920 --> 01:19:12.359
<v Speaker 2>far lowers are vibration, and fear is what they feed up.

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01:19:13.399 --> 01:19:16.600
<v Speaker 2>They've got no fear, they can't exist. If they've got

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01:19:16.600 --> 01:19:19.760
<v Speaker 2>no fear, they can't continue manipulating us. So fear is

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01:19:19.880 --> 01:19:23.680
<v Speaker 2>very important. And this is why it's fear all the time.

1273
01:19:23.720 --> 01:19:28.680
<v Speaker 2>They control the news, the media channels. You know, sometimes

1274
01:19:28.720 --> 01:19:31.640
<v Speaker 2>they'll tell you some little truths, but the majority of it,

1275
01:19:31.760 --> 01:19:35.600
<v Speaker 2>you know, it's disinformation, it's misinformation, it's lies, it's it's

1276
01:19:35.640 --> 01:19:40.119
<v Speaker 2>just fear, you know, all of it. And you know,

1277
01:19:40.159 --> 01:19:42.359
<v Speaker 2>I'm loving it. I mean, in any times that they've

1278
01:19:42.359 --> 01:19:44.039
<v Speaker 2>got to so we're going into World War three, or

1279
01:19:44.079 --> 01:19:46.640
<v Speaker 2>there's this plandemic. Im sorry, there's this pandemic, there's this

1280
01:19:46.720 --> 01:19:49.039
<v Speaker 2>new virus. I mean, people are laughing now because they're

1281
01:19:49.039 --> 01:19:53.159
<v Speaker 2>getting on board because realizing you know that, well, the government,

1282
01:19:53.159 --> 01:19:54.840
<v Speaker 2>the shadow government, I realize and that they can no

1283
01:19:54.920 --> 01:20:00.600
<v Speaker 2>longer controllers. You know, they have to get that reaction, emotion,

1284
01:20:00.880 --> 01:20:05.319
<v Speaker 2>that fear from us because without that, well they've lost,

1285
01:20:05.359 --> 01:20:09.880
<v Speaker 2>haven't they. And but yeah, I mean they've tried all

1286
01:20:09.920 --> 01:20:12.680
<v Speaker 2>sorts now, haven't. But it's quite interesting. So as I

1287
01:20:12.720 --> 01:20:15.520
<v Speaker 2>always say, enjoy the show, guys, and eat popcorn, just

1288
01:20:15.520 --> 01:20:21.399
<v Speaker 2>don't eat too much. It's yeah, it's just interesting, isn't it.

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01:20:21.840 --> 01:20:25.279
<v Speaker 2>See where it's you know, it's heavily on bo Yeah,

1290
01:20:25.520 --> 01:20:28.159
<v Speaker 2>leaving with it, leaving with it, because at the end

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01:20:28.159 --> 01:20:30.840
<v Speaker 2>of the day, it's like they're just these small little

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01:20:30.880 --> 01:20:34.600
<v Speaker 2>groups of men, you know, and they're actually more terrified

1293
01:20:34.640 --> 01:20:37.880
<v Speaker 2>of us because we are so much more powerful than them.

1294
01:20:38.319 --> 01:20:41.399
<v Speaker 2>The things that we can do that they can't, you know,

1295
01:20:41.600 --> 01:20:43.760
<v Speaker 2>it's just and they don't like that. It's scarce. They're

1296
01:20:43.800 --> 01:20:45.920
<v Speaker 2>scarce the hell out of them. What they're going to

1297
01:20:45.960 --> 01:20:48.800
<v Speaker 2>do when all of us all get on board and

1298
01:20:48.800 --> 01:20:51.079
<v Speaker 2>we'll come into our power and sovereignty, who's going to

1299
01:20:51.079 --> 01:20:53.600
<v Speaker 2>be running won't be as it will be there and

1300
01:20:53.640 --> 01:20:58.920
<v Speaker 2>they're a million pound bunkers, you know. But yeah, it's

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01:20:59.159 --> 01:21:01.760
<v Speaker 2>uh know, they will try and take us out. They

1302
01:21:01.800 --> 01:21:04.479
<v Speaker 2>have taken many people, especially people like me. My labs

1303
01:21:04.520 --> 01:21:07.880
<v Speaker 2>Max Spy has been one of them. They took him out.

1304
01:21:08.920 --> 01:21:11.159
<v Speaker 2>You know, you're more at risk, you know myself. The

1305
01:21:11.159 --> 01:21:13.960
<v Speaker 2>more of my experiences that I share, or the more

1306
01:21:14.000 --> 01:21:16.279
<v Speaker 2>memories that I come into and I share, I don't

1307
01:21:16.279 --> 01:21:20.079
<v Speaker 2>guarantee I'll get attacked. I get gang stoped. I've had

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01:21:20.399 --> 01:21:23.359
<v Speaker 2>strange men knocking at my door, sitting in cars outside

1309
01:21:23.399 --> 01:21:26.600
<v Speaker 2>my door. I've had a van a drive passed and

1310
01:21:26.720 --> 01:21:28.680
<v Speaker 2>all of a sudden, you know, the back doors open

1311
01:21:29.079 --> 01:21:31.119
<v Speaker 2>and then there's two men are pushing out this huge

1312
01:21:31.119 --> 01:21:34.520
<v Speaker 2>camera and pointing at me, staring at me, and I'm like,

1313
01:21:35.439 --> 01:21:37.199
<v Speaker 2>am I in a movie you see? And you know,

1314
01:21:37.680 --> 01:21:40.520
<v Speaker 2>you know something going on, you know, thinking like they're

1315
01:21:40.560 --> 01:21:43.960
<v Speaker 2>shooting something, you know, a person or something you know,

1316
01:21:44.079 --> 01:21:45.960
<v Speaker 2>and there's no one there and they're just staring at me,

1317
01:21:46.640 --> 01:21:47.960
<v Speaker 2>you know, and then all of a sudden they pull

1318
01:21:48.000 --> 01:21:50.159
<v Speaker 2>the camera in, shut the door, and they go speeding up,

1319
01:21:50.760 --> 01:21:53.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, targeting and pretending to be guest men, taking

1320
01:21:53.840 --> 01:21:57.920
<v Speaker 2>reader and readings, you know, strange phone calls, you know,

1321
01:21:58.000 --> 01:22:03.279
<v Speaker 2>psychic attacks, astral attacks, you know so many ways, threats, emails,

1322
01:22:04.479 --> 01:22:07.600
<v Speaker 2>so and it's always the same whenever I share my experiences.

1323
01:22:08.159 --> 01:22:11.520
<v Speaker 2>That's when it happens. I'm quite, i'm quiet, I get

1324
01:22:11.600 --> 01:22:14.760
<v Speaker 2>no bother. But the moment I start sharing my experiences,

1325
01:22:15.159 --> 01:22:17.000
<v Speaker 2>they're on it every time, and it's a way to

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01:22:17.039 --> 01:22:21.720
<v Speaker 2>disse empowers, shut us down, to lower our vibration. And

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01:22:21.760 --> 01:22:23.399
<v Speaker 2>the thing is, yeah, they have got me. They've got

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01:22:23.399 --> 01:22:25.960
<v Speaker 2>me a few times, and they've threatened me as well.

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01:22:26.920 --> 01:22:30.439
<v Speaker 2>This took me a couple of years ago now, when

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01:22:30.439 --> 01:22:33.039
<v Speaker 2>I first started sharing my experiences on TikTok, before I

1331
01:22:33.079 --> 01:22:36.079
<v Speaker 2>shared them on my original YouTube channel, and they took

1332
01:22:36.119 --> 01:22:40.359
<v Speaker 2>me from my bed and literally implanted me, chicked me

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01:22:40.720 --> 01:22:43.479
<v Speaker 2>and give me twenty four hours take down all my stuff.

1334
01:22:44.479 --> 01:22:46.560
<v Speaker 2>And of course after that and when I came back,

1335
01:22:46.600 --> 01:22:48.920
<v Speaker 2>I did exactly that because I freaked out. But you

1336
01:22:48.960 --> 01:22:51.319
<v Speaker 2>know what, you know, I always get back up. I

1337
01:22:51.359 --> 01:22:54.319
<v Speaker 2>am very resilient and I always get up because you know,

1338
01:22:54.399 --> 01:22:57.479
<v Speaker 2>people are just like flabbergasts sometimes are like, how you

1339
01:22:57.520 --> 01:22:59.800
<v Speaker 2>should be scared, you should be terrified. I'm like, yeah,

1340
01:22:59.800 --> 01:23:03.079
<v Speaker 2>don't me wrong. I've had my moments. But you know

1341
01:23:03.119 --> 01:23:05.000
<v Speaker 2>when you just get sick and tired of being a

1342
01:23:05.159 --> 01:23:08.920
<v Speaker 2>used and abused, abused and dictated to and threatened, and

1343
01:23:09.319 --> 01:23:14.000
<v Speaker 2>you think, well, you know, you're just getting on you know,

1344
01:23:14.119 --> 01:23:18.079
<v Speaker 2>you just for me. It's like I'm an alchemist, So

1345
01:23:18.079 --> 01:23:20.560
<v Speaker 2>it's like I alchemize all that trauma, all that pain,

1346
01:23:21.079 --> 01:23:24.039
<v Speaker 2>all that disempowerment, all that you know, you're weak, you're

1347
01:23:24.039 --> 01:23:26.039
<v Speaker 2>a lie, you're better, you're this, And that depends on

1348
01:23:26.039 --> 01:23:27.720
<v Speaker 2>the types of protexture get and I just turn it

1349
01:23:27.720 --> 01:23:29.800
<v Speaker 2>into power and I'm back up again and I'll just

1350
01:23:29.840 --> 01:23:32.279
<v Speaker 2>continue what I'm doing. So the more they do it,

1351
01:23:32.680 --> 01:23:35.600
<v Speaker 2>actually it backfires because the more stronger it makes me,

1352
01:23:35.680 --> 01:23:38.119
<v Speaker 2>the more determined it makes me to get my story

1353
01:23:38.159 --> 01:23:42.479
<v Speaker 2>out there, to get this information awareness out there, to

1354
01:23:42.560 --> 01:23:45.920
<v Speaker 2>help people. You know, That's how it is. Sometimes we

1355
01:23:46.000 --> 01:23:50.880
<v Speaker 2>actually get taken out depending on the level of influence

1356
01:23:50.920 --> 01:23:53.119
<v Speaker 2>you have on people, depending on the stars of your channel.

1357
01:23:53.279 --> 01:23:55.560
<v Speaker 2>You know, if you're going around doing conferences and you

1358
01:23:55.640 --> 01:23:59.720
<v Speaker 2>really are influencing a large group of people, you know

1359
01:23:59.760 --> 01:24:03.079
<v Speaker 2>you're If you're not that, of course, I said, if

1360
01:24:03.079 --> 01:24:06.399
<v Speaker 2>you haven't been compromising infiltrators to spread lies and misinformation,

1361
01:24:06.960 --> 01:24:09.319
<v Speaker 2>and usually they'll be left alone, that should be a

1362
01:24:09.359 --> 01:24:11.880
<v Speaker 2>red flag. Or the genuine ones, you know, they'll be

1363
01:24:11.880 --> 01:24:18.760
<v Speaker 2>taken out. They'll be suicided here all the time. So

1364
01:24:19.119 --> 01:24:23.840
<v Speaker 2>but yeah, I mean it is risky. I do tread

1365
01:24:23.880 --> 01:24:29.399
<v Speaker 2>with caution, but to be honest, you know, yes, I

1366
01:24:29.479 --> 01:24:31.000
<v Speaker 2>have a lot of memories and I've had a lot

1367
01:24:31.000 --> 01:24:33.560
<v Speaker 2>of experiences, but you know, it's not about comparing. But

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01:24:33.680 --> 01:24:35.640
<v Speaker 2>what I mean is if you by a look at

1369
01:24:35.640 --> 01:24:38.720
<v Speaker 2>other my live experiences, they've got a lot more knowledge

1370
01:24:38.760 --> 01:24:41.800
<v Speaker 2>and understanding of it because they've had that realization for

1371
01:24:41.920 --> 01:24:44.760
<v Speaker 2>much longer than me. They've had time to interview more

1372
01:24:44.760 --> 01:24:48.000
<v Speaker 2>people and connect the puzzles and do the research. You know.

1373
01:24:48.079 --> 01:24:51.920
<v Speaker 2>So until I get to that level, I'm kind of

1374
01:24:52.079 --> 01:24:55.640
<v Speaker 2>seen as like very low threat, but they will still

1375
01:24:55.680 --> 01:24:57.960
<v Speaker 2>mess with me. Well, you know, like I say, the

1376
01:24:58.199 --> 01:25:02.359
<v Speaker 2>more information you and more understand the more they sharing,

1377
01:25:02.880 --> 01:25:05.199
<v Speaker 2>the bigger the risk you are. It's just how it

1378
01:25:05.239 --> 01:25:09.439
<v Speaker 2>is down here or of places as well. So but still,

1379
01:25:09.479 --> 01:25:14.479
<v Speaker 2>you know, everyone's memory, everyone's experiences are important, no matter

1380
01:25:14.560 --> 01:25:16.720
<v Speaker 2>how big house or how much you understand and how

1381
01:25:16.800 --> 01:25:19.359
<v Speaker 2>much you don't, because you know, we're all here, we're

1382
01:25:19.399 --> 01:25:21.720
<v Speaker 2>like stepping stones with other people, you know, So my

1383
01:25:21.800 --> 01:25:25.359
<v Speaker 2>information will be easier for those that have just come

1384
01:25:25.399 --> 01:25:31.560
<v Speaker 2>into that realization to kind of you know, understand and

1385
01:25:31.680 --> 01:25:34.399
<v Speaker 2>accept without without it being like whoa too much if

1386
01:25:34.399 --> 01:25:38.760
<v Speaker 2>they want too someone like, let's just say, I don't know, hypathetically,

1387
01:25:38.800 --> 01:25:42.399
<v Speaker 2>someone like James Bartley, who's very you know, like he

1388
01:25:42.479 --> 01:25:45.840
<v Speaker 2>knows a lot. I mean, people that are just coming

1389
01:25:45.880 --> 01:25:48.319
<v Speaker 2>into this information or understanding that they are my lab,

1390
01:25:48.399 --> 01:25:51.560
<v Speaker 2>they might not cope going from that to speaking someone

1391
01:25:51.600 --> 01:25:54.359
<v Speaker 2>like James and might just freaking lose it. You know.

1392
01:25:55.800 --> 01:25:58.920
<v Speaker 2>So you know, certain people jaunt to us at certain times,

1393
01:25:59.399 --> 01:26:03.000
<v Speaker 2>and you know, so I believe that's kind of how

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01:26:03.039 --> 01:26:03.880
<v Speaker 2>it works as well.

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01:26:04.680 --> 01:26:08.840
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, well, you know, I don't want to keep

1396
01:26:08.880 --> 01:26:12.359
<v Speaker 1>you too much longer, so we should wrap it up

1397
01:26:12.399 --> 01:26:15.960
<v Speaker 1>here and next time we can talk a little bit

1398
01:26:15.960 --> 01:26:20.640
<v Speaker 1>more about your off planet experiences and all the various things. Yes,

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01:26:20.920 --> 01:26:24.159
<v Speaker 1>now I will say thank you for sharing this information.

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01:26:25.159 --> 01:26:27.760
<v Speaker 1>What you have said is true. You're at a huge risk.

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01:26:27.880 --> 01:26:31.279
<v Speaker 1>And the thing about it is that the average person

1402
01:26:31.359 --> 01:26:36.840
<v Speaker 1>might not understand the severity of this for you, because

1403
01:26:37.439 --> 01:26:39.520
<v Speaker 1>maybe they don't want to do anything to you. Maybe

1404
01:26:39.520 --> 01:26:42.159
<v Speaker 1>they'll go after your daughter or somebody like that. You know,

1405
01:26:42.479 --> 01:26:44.840
<v Speaker 1>that's how these people operate. So you have to be

1406
01:26:44.960 --> 01:26:47.319
<v Speaker 1>very careful to a certain degree what you say and

1407
01:26:47.359 --> 01:26:51.319
<v Speaker 1>what you you know who you talk to, because you

1408
01:26:51.359 --> 01:26:53.279
<v Speaker 1>never know you might end up talking to someone that

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01:26:53.399 --> 01:26:59.199
<v Speaker 1>is an ARC, you know, So thanks for being on

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01:26:59.239 --> 01:27:02.800
<v Speaker 1>the Bonus Often Disney podcast, Zoe. Can you tell everybody

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01:27:02.880 --> 01:27:03.760
<v Speaker 1>where they can find you?

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01:27:04.760 --> 01:27:08.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? So I have my YouTube channel. It's called my

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01:27:09.000 --> 01:27:12.880
<v Speaker 2>Lab Gun Rogue. I'll send you a link or unless

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01:27:12.920 --> 01:27:15.039
<v Speaker 2>you want to just copy a link off off my

1415
01:27:15.199 --> 01:27:18.199
<v Speaker 2>YouTube and I touch it to the script and I

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01:27:18.199 --> 01:27:22.399
<v Speaker 2>don't mind either ways. Fine, Yeah, so my Lab Gone

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01:27:23.079 --> 01:27:26.880
<v Speaker 2>same name from my Facebook again, my Lab Gone Rogue

1418
01:27:27.039 --> 01:27:29.319
<v Speaker 2>TikTok in case you want to go on there. That's

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01:27:29.399 --> 01:27:32.840
<v Speaker 2>where I kind of post my shots. And also as

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01:27:32.880 --> 01:27:36.600
<v Speaker 2>well with my YouTube channel, not only do I share

1421
01:27:36.640 --> 01:27:39.720
<v Speaker 2>my own experiences again to help validate and give support

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01:27:39.800 --> 01:27:42.760
<v Speaker 2>to other my Lab victims or just to anyone who's interested,

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01:27:43.640 --> 01:27:47.640
<v Speaker 2>I also offer it as a platform for those that

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01:27:47.720 --> 01:27:49.840
<v Speaker 2>who wish for those that wish to come on and

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01:27:49.880 --> 01:27:54.760
<v Speaker 2>share their experiences. So if you are a my Lab yourself,

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01:27:54.880 --> 01:27:57.600
<v Speaker 2>or you suspect you are, or you know someone who is,

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<v Speaker 2>and they want somewhere to go to share their experience

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<v Speaker 2>because they feel compelled to get their story out there

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<v Speaker 2>because quite often we do, then yeah, just give them

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<v Speaker 2>my information and all then can't contact me on my

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<v Speaker 2>email which is z malloy so z M O L

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<v Speaker 2>l O Y four nine seven at gmail dot com

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<v Speaker 2>and you can reach me that way as well. And

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<v Speaker 2>usually what happens is, well, if you want to call

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<v Speaker 2>my channel, we'll have a little phone call or face

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<v Speaker 2>video whatever you call it, so you know, I'll get

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<v Speaker 2>to you know, just get to know you and to

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<v Speaker 2>stand you a little bit, and then we can arrange

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<v Speaker 2>for you to call on my channel. So yeah, that's

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<v Speaker 2>kind of how you can find me. And if you

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<v Speaker 2>want to come on agreat. Thanks again, thank you, thank

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<v Speaker 2>you for having me on, and I'll look forward to

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<v Speaker 2>coming on again in the future.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so you're listening to the Boundless Authenticity podcast where

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<v Speaker 1>we discuss everything related to the evolution of human consciousness.

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<v Speaker 1>At the very least umility to understand that the United

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<v Speaker 1>States builds workers, which are basically cities on your ground

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<v Speaker 1>every three months, basically your dream into your self conscious cities.

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<v Speaker 2>Your loves in solution or creativity and imagination unchanged. So

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<v Speaker 2>conscious reasons we go and locate all of your large

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<v Speaker 2>very hard and soul by hard. I are cultures and

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<v Speaker 2>special cultures. So avaruy your authority we live.

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<v Speaker 1>In a multi dimensional reality, whether it comes through esitary

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<v Speaker 1>information in the spiritual realms or the UFO people experiences,

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<v Speaker 1>or mainstream on the physics and through matrem science.

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<v Speaker 2>Now realizing that parallel dimensions probably in this we're all

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<v Speaker 2>spiritual means we're all having these human experiences.

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<v Speaker 1>We've heard that place over and over and over, But

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<v Speaker 1>what does that really mean? You know, all of the

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<v Speaker 1>questions of why we have these answers inside of our No.

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<v Speaker 2>We're ultimately studying the nature of what it is to

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<v Speaker 2>be human, good and evil, our psychology, how we think,

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<v Speaker 2>and our health. That's why I love Bruce Lee's great

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<v Speaker 2>quote all knowledge is ultimately stealth knowledge.