Speaker 1: A Boundleish authenticity podcast. Zoe molloy is a my Lab
Speaker 1: and Secret Space program experiencer who has been involved in
Speaker 1: covert operations since childhood, possibly even infancy. Her earliest years
Speaker 1: were surrounded by strange phenomena. Her mother recalls paranormal events,
Speaker 1: visits from mysterious hooded beings, and even agents standing silently
Speaker 1: by Zoe's crib, haunted by visions and psychic dreams. Her
Speaker 1: mother also gifted always since Zoe was connected to something otherworldly.
Speaker 1: As Zoe grew older, her memories began to surface of
Speaker 1: being taken by military factions and reptilian beings to underground bases,
Speaker 1: subjected to training, interrogations, and dark experiments. She recalls black
Speaker 1: ops missions on Earth and experiences offworld, as well as
Speaker 1: traumatic involvement in the hybrid breeding program, where she later
Speaker 1: met a hybrid daughter created through her. It wasn't until
Speaker 1: recently that Zoe received a clear message from her higher
Speaker 1: self m I five. That revelation unlocked a deeper understanding
Speaker 1: of her connection to my Lab programs. She learned she
Speaker 1: had been part of multiple operations Delta Assassin, data sex exploitation,
Speaker 1: and others tied to elite ritualistic control systems. Despite being
Speaker 1: silenced before her first YouTube channel erased through manipulation and harassment,
Speaker 1: Zoe is now reclaiming her voice. Her new channel, My
Speaker 1: Lab Gone Rogue, is where she shares her truth and
Speaker 1: lived experiences in the hopes of awakening and supporting others
Speaker 1: like her. Zoe, how's it going.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's going great. Thank you? How are you? How
Speaker 2: are you all? Well?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm just steaming my ass off in sunshiny Barbados.
Speaker 2: Oh lovely, it's not so nice here. It's going a
Speaker 2: bit clouded. So yeah, I'm supposed to be getting nice
Speaker 2: and next way, I can't wait.
Speaker 1: Okay, cool, So if you can go ahead and tell
Speaker 1: us how you realized that you were a part of
Speaker 1: these experiments and experiences.
Speaker 2: Okay, So I'm thirty nine. I didn't actually get memories
Speaker 2: until I was in my early twenties. And when I
Speaker 2: say memories, it's kind of like flashbacks and repetitive dreams.
Speaker 2: A lot of people don't realize that a lot of
Speaker 2: memories that I've been suppressed or blocked through let's just say,
Speaker 2: suppressing technology that is out there. Maybe I've watched Men
Speaker 2: in Black, you know, with the whole light memory gone.
Speaker 2: You know, it's a bit more complex than that, but yeah,
Speaker 2: a lot of time or if we have suppressed our
Speaker 2: own memories of you know, if we've trauma and things
Speaker 2: like that, we don't want to deal with memories we
Speaker 2: be pushing and goes to the back of our head.
Speaker 2: But regardless of whether it's as doing it or it's
Speaker 2: through technology, you know, they're always in there somewhere. And
Speaker 2: one of the common ways that our memories can come
Speaker 2: through is through dreams, just like our subconscious bits can
Speaker 2: play out in dreams and things like that. So of course,
Speaker 2: at the very early beginning stages, that's all I put
Speaker 2: them down. It's just dreams. Oh that was a strange dream.
Speaker 2: And I was taken by military and there was these
Speaker 2: weird non human green scaly beings wearing military person our
Speaker 2: uniforms standing next to military and there was also contracts,
Speaker 2: pieces of paper, and you know, people wearing lab coats,
Speaker 2: and yeah, I just thought that's crazy. I'm a lucid dreamer.
Speaker 2: I've always lucid dreamed, dreamt dream as far as I
Speaker 2: can remember. It's very rare that I don't remember, you know,
Speaker 2: an experience or a dream because many people won't probably
Speaker 2: believe this. You know, when we are asleep, we are
Speaker 2: going from one dimension, which is this dimension, into other dimensions.
Speaker 2: So our bodies are like avatars, and our consciousness and
Speaker 2: our astral bodies or our spiritual energetic bodies. You know,
Speaker 2: it doesn't need to rest to st our avatar, and
Speaker 2: so it can venture off into other dimensions. It can
Speaker 2: go into powerle our lives, alternate realities. And if you
Speaker 2: have all your cleares open, so like your close sentience, cleaicognians, clairvoyance,
Speaker 2: third eye open. You know, often those use labels, you know, psychics,
Speaker 2: mediums and things like that, but specifically psychics as well,
Speaker 2: a lot of them get their information is when they
Speaker 2: leave their body, they go to these other realms, these
Speaker 2: other dimensions, and they can see potential timelines that are
Speaker 2: close to our timeline. You know, they combat with information.
Speaker 2: Or we can even receive spirit messages from our higher self,
Speaker 2: our spirit guides and our ancestors and just spirit in
Speaker 2: general and bring that through as well. So we get
Speaker 2: up to all sorts when we're asleep. So I wanted
Speaker 2: to mention that because you know, a lot of time
Speaker 2: people like me when we share our experiences. You know,
Speaker 2: they do sound a little bit we we're a little
Speaker 2: bit crazy, a little bit insane. You've watched way too
Speaker 2: many sci fi movies, you know, and things like that.
Speaker 2: But there are many souls on this planet for many
Speaker 2: different reasons. Like I say, we do have our six
Speaker 2: senses or even more, you know, we have our abilities open,
Speaker 2: and because of that, we are able to perceive things
Speaker 2: that are outside of this dementia. You know, you could
Speaker 2: be through dreams. You could be sat on the sofa
Speaker 2: one day and all of a sudden you'll get flashbacks.
Speaker 2: You'll just receive information. You know, it's many different ways.
Speaker 2: So again, memories come through to me through dreams, flashbacks,
Speaker 2: a feeling memories, you know, or a trigger. So anyway,
Speaker 2: and go to the beginning. So yeah, at the beginning,
Speaker 2: I thought, oh, what a crazy dream, and then it
Speaker 2: would be another dream, you know, or a flashback, and
Speaker 2: not just a flashback, but it's emotions and fear attached
Speaker 2: to that, you know, sudden fears and phobias, and you've
Speaker 2: got no logical reason or explanation you know of why
Speaker 2: you've got them. You know, like while all of a sudden,
Speaker 2: am I fearful of the water, and then you have
Speaker 2: memories and flashbacks of being put through water torture as
Speaker 2: a form of punishment or a way to create trauma
Speaker 2: in the mind, to create you know, sour mind compartmentalized.
Speaker 2: And then these groups, these organizations, these shadow government operatives,
Speaker 2: you know, they take those parts of our mind and
Speaker 2: then they create autars for different reasons and agendas, and
Speaker 2: they placed us in these little, you know programs. There's
Speaker 2: many programs. I'd probably touch a little bit on that later,
Speaker 2: I remember. So yeah, So, like I say, in my twenties,
Speaker 2: it wasn't just like you know, when I was asleep
Speaker 2: having these experiences. I was having you know, real experiences
Speaker 2: in my personal life. So for me, a lot of
Speaker 2: supernatural paranormal seeing UFO, seeing entities, beings in my room,
Speaker 2: seeing with the physical eye. I even had an experience.
Speaker 2: Again I was in my twenties. I won't go into
Speaker 2: too much detail, and I just want to mention as well,
Speaker 2: I didn't understand at the time what this being was
Speaker 2: until much later on. As it turned out, this being
Speaker 2: was actually a reptilian and basically long story short, I
Speaker 2: went to bed, I sat on and I wasn't asleep.
Speaker 2: I was awake. I was just kind of relaxing, opened
Speaker 2: my eyes, you know, just having a moment, and I
Speaker 2: see this human way it looked human, standing at the
Speaker 2: end of my bed and we've got blondeter blue eyes,
Speaker 2: and he just basically was just stirring at me, didn't
Speaker 2: say anything, and all of a sudden, I felt like
Speaker 2: I wasn't in control of my own energy. It almost
Speaker 2: felt like I was under some kind of control of
Speaker 2: some kind. Now I know obviously what that was. It
Speaker 2: was mind control. And he made me feel a certain
Speaker 2: kind of way, something that I couldn't control. And basically
Speaker 2: he walked towards me and climbed on top of me
Speaker 2: and got his own way, had his way with me,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And after to be finished,
Speaker 2: he climbed off. He stepped back, and he just looked
Speaker 2: at me and then he started glitching, you know, pixelating.
Speaker 2: It was so strange. And then he went from this
Speaker 2: human form to well, he went into his true form,
Speaker 2: which was his full reptilian bomb and I remember being
Speaker 2: very tall, boord shoulders, prominent bone structure. He had like
Speaker 2: this almost like shimmery gray colored to his skin. He
Speaker 2: had like textures and line lines and patterns on his skin,
Speaker 2: and he just had this real big, menacing smile and
Speaker 2: then of course his eyes completely changed and they disappeared.
Speaker 2: And there's more too that. So you know, I've had,
Speaker 2: like I say, experiences like that, not just you know,
Speaker 2: when I leave my body at night. I don't know
Speaker 2: if I mentioned this, but I've been taken astray, I've
Speaker 2: took my consciousness that they've took my bilocated. So that's
Speaker 2: kind of like where you can be in two places
Speaker 2: at one time and what else. And of course that physically,
Speaker 2: so there's many different ways that they can take it.
Speaker 2: So anyway, so yeah, my dreams were just the same thing,
Speaker 2: the same thing as I mentioned, you know, military reptilian
Speaker 2: now I know, you know, lab coats and things like that.
Speaker 2: So it just kept happening. It gets to the point
Speaker 2: where you're like, why why am I having so many
Speaker 2: of the same dreams? And then they became more intense,
Speaker 2: and you know, I started having experiences where they would
Speaker 2: drug me and take me to like a like underground
Speaker 2: medical facility, and I remember a one particular experience. I remember.
Speaker 2: They can induce sleep as well. That's another thing. They
Speaker 2: can induce us to feel sleepy, and I'm typically night owl.
Speaker 2: I don't get tied until about one thirty two, sometimes
Speaker 2: even later. And even then, like, I'm not the type
Speaker 2: of person that can just as soon as my head
Speaker 2: is to pillar, just just gone, you know, text me
Speaker 2: a while. So sometimes they'll just induced sleep and all
Speaker 2: of a sudden, like ten o'clock at night, I'm just
Speaker 2: like exhausted, and I hear my mind's eye. I go
Speaker 2: to bed, which is a form of mind control. And
Speaker 2: then you go to bed and the moment you head
Speaker 2: it's a pillar, you're gone. And then you wake up
Speaker 2: and you know, I discovered that I was in this.
Speaker 2: I was on the floor, slumped on the floor. I
Speaker 2: remember looking down, I remember feeling it was very cold,
Speaker 2: and I was literally wearing exactly what it was. I
Speaker 2: went to bed in even everything down to the minor detail,
Speaker 2: for instance, you know, I've got a bruise, you know
Speaker 2: on my leg, or I cook myself shaven, you know,
Speaker 2: all this, every detail is the same, and it's solid
Speaker 2: as well. In my experiences when they have taken me,
Speaker 2: it seems that reality or that dimension you know, where
Speaker 2: they take me, it seems so much real than this one.
Speaker 2: My life a lot of the time this like now
Speaker 2: it feels very dream like. That's how real those experiences are.
Speaker 2: And so yeah, and then you know, you know that
Speaker 2: you dropped because you're you know, you're feeling drowsy, and
Speaker 2: you know, oftentimes, you know, I'm kind of like had
Speaker 2: my eyes closed, and then I'm slowly coming around and
Speaker 2: that's when I realized I was on the floor looking
Speaker 2: down at myself, like what the heck? Oh not again
Speaker 2: is usually what goes through my head. Who's taking me
Speaker 2: this time? And anyway, on that particular experience, there was
Speaker 2: a woman and she was stood in front and I basically,
Speaker 2: you know, called her and I said, can I have
Speaker 2: some clothes please? And she was like, oh yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: let me just grab something. So she grabbed me something
Speaker 2: to put on, and I get up and I just
Speaker 2: remember seeing it was just very bright and there was
Speaker 2: this huge, huge fluorescent lights and very narrow, long stretched
Speaker 2: corry doors, and either side of the corry doors there's
Speaker 2: like rooms have like their own windows and doors and
Speaker 2: things like that. But anyway, shortly after me getting on,
Speaker 2: trying to you know, keep my balance because obviously with
Speaker 2: the effects of the drugs. All of a sudden, I
Speaker 2: hear footsteps and then I see someone walking up towards me,
Speaker 2: a male wearing a white lab coat, and either side
Speaker 2: of him there are two reptilian human hybrids in military uniform.
Speaker 2: And I remember he had a little tag, but I
Speaker 2: couldn't make out of the name because I was still
Speaker 2: coming around from the drugs. And yeah, it's always a saying.
Speaker 2: They're always you know, these doctors or whatever you want
Speaker 2: to call these people in the lab coats have always
Speaker 2: got military with them every single time in my experiences.
Speaker 2: At least, they take me into the side room. They
Speaker 2: bring out this device and basically it's a frequency scanner,
Speaker 2: so they're scanning my frequency, I guess to see if
Speaker 2: there's any you know, tags or implants that aren't their own,
Speaker 2: because all my labs we are heavily implanted with tags
Speaker 2: implants and they can be physical, they can be energy implants, yeah,
Speaker 2: and things like that. So after they'd scan my body,
Speaker 2: they were basically giving me an automatum and basically wanted me,
Speaker 2: through manipulation and automatums, to sign a contract and I
Speaker 2: just said, no, absolutely not, And yeah, I remember then
Speaker 2: I walk out into back out into the corridor hallway,
Speaker 2: and I remember seeing my mom then all of a
Speaker 2: sudden and except for it wasn't my mom, it was
Speaker 2: a hologram of my mom. And this is one of
Speaker 2: their tricks. They do this often. They use technology to
Speaker 2: mimic or they use the reptilian to shape shift like
Speaker 2: someone that you you know, are close to and in
Speaker 2: this case, someone who I'm not close to. So you know, yeah,
Speaker 2: they've done that a lot, these family members or friends,
Speaker 2: like I say, holograms or their shape shift and you
Speaker 2: just know it's not them because it's just not natural.
Speaker 2: And so they are kind of sloppy really and oftentimes
Speaker 2: you know, I can figure out, you know, what they
Speaker 2: want to and stuff. But the whole point of that
Speaker 2: is to kind of make you feel like the environment's safe,
Speaker 2: like what they're doing is good for you or right,
Speaker 2: and you know your mum's here, she's supporting you. You know,
Speaker 2: come on, like, sign this contract. I always say no,
Speaker 2: but unfortunately I have signed contracts under mind Control and
Speaker 2: Kultra through dreamscape manipulation, which what do I mean by that?
Speaker 2: So you know you will have these dreams, which they
Speaker 2: are but they are staged managed to manipulated dreams. So
Speaker 2: basically they use to anology and they'll also be there
Speaker 2: in the present, meaning you know, military or reptilians again
Speaker 2: disguised as let's just say an next partner, someone who
Speaker 2: you're really fond of, you know, to really draw you
Speaker 2: into that dream, to make you feel like you have
Speaker 2: in a nice dream. But really what it is it's manipulation.
Speaker 2: And then it's a way to trick you into consenting
Speaker 2: into things or again signing contracts and things like that.
Speaker 2: So these aren't just you know, something, These dreams are
Speaker 2: not or experiences are not just something that happened two
Speaker 2: times or three times. These are happened countless of times.
Speaker 2: So yeah, and then I'm trying to lead and I
Speaker 2: live a normal life. You know, I am very logical
Speaker 2: and I'm very very rational. I always debunk things. I
Speaker 2: need evidence, and of course I couldn't get any of that,
Speaker 2: so you know, I've pushed all that in the back
Speaker 2: of my mind whilst going through PTSD PTS postmatic stress
Speaker 2: disorder and fears and insomnia OCD, panic disorders. Things that
Speaker 2: crop up. And the reason why these crop up is
Speaker 2: because it's the trauma that's associated with the you know,
Speaker 2: the things that they've made us do, for instance, like missions.
Speaker 2: Perhaps we've got hurting missions. Perhaps we hurt someone because
Speaker 2: of our altars or because of mind control, or most
Speaker 2: common is because of the trauma they've put us through. Again,
Speaker 2: different ways and techniques to trauma the mind, to split
Speaker 2: the mind, to create altars, and that could be or anytime,
Speaker 2: any kind of things to do that. And you know,
Speaker 2: there's a book, I think it's called The Body Keep Score.
Speaker 2: So even if we don't remember on a conscious level,
Speaker 2: our subconscious and our energetic body, in our physical physical body,
Speaker 2: remembers all this trauma. You know, you go through trauma,
Speaker 2: it's in your energy. And this is why we have fears.
Speaker 2: You know. If let's just say you drowned in a
Speaker 2: pool at six years old, you know, and then you
Speaker 2: have a fear of water. Of course, that makes sense
Speaker 2: because you know where that fears come from. But when
Speaker 2: you have a fear and you've got nothing to in
Speaker 2: your personal life to pinpoint where that fear is you
Speaker 2: know where it's come from, you know, it makes it tricky.
Speaker 2: So you know, all these different things cross up throughout
Speaker 2: my life. You know, fear out of nowhere, huge fear,
Speaker 2: and then you'll go, You'll suffer with severe panic attack
Speaker 2: and anxiety, and you're hyper vigilant for weeks and then
Speaker 2: gone like nothing had ever happened. You have a fear
Speaker 2: of driving or leaving, or you know, leaving too far
Speaker 2: from the house, and or you have traveling anxiety, all
Speaker 2: of a sudden, I was never there before, real bad
Speaker 2: intense gone. You know, things like that. So this can
Speaker 2: be you know, like your altars fears as well coming through.
Speaker 2: And I don't mean altars and what we see in
Speaker 2: the mainstream, you know, those that we you know, often
Speaker 2: see on television things. You know, we see drastic shifts
Speaker 2: in those that have did dissociative identity disorder. You know,
Speaker 2: it's very obvious that they've got this disorder. But my
Speaker 2: lab altars are slightly different because ours have to be
Speaker 2: a little bit more under the radar, not to stand
Speaker 2: out too much, because you know, of ours, we'd be like,
Speaker 2: why have I got all these altars? Why have I
Speaker 2: got you know, the ID what's going on? So a
Speaker 2: lot of our altars can be very similar to us,
Speaker 2: and sometimes these shifts people might not even notice the
Speaker 2: shifts within us. We could sometimes tell tale signs. For instance,
Speaker 2: the way we speak sometimes the accident may change slightly.
Speaker 2: Perhaps our persona, our morals, our beliefs, the way we
Speaker 2: carry ourselves, the way we dress might altar slightly. But
Speaker 2: you know, if I'm having a conversation with someone like this,
Speaker 2: it could be something as as simple as zoning out
Speaker 2: or diss ociating, you know, that kind of feels like
Speaker 2: you're going in a trance, or I might cough, and
Speaker 2: then what's happened is one of my altars have shifted.
Speaker 2: So you know a lot of people don't can't pick
Speaker 2: up on that. So yeah, my lab altars, you know,
Speaker 2: are quite different to those that are not in the
Speaker 2: my Lab programs that have altars. Of course, trauma creates,
Speaker 2: if enough trauma sorry happens, it can create the mind
Speaker 2: to split anyway. But with the my Lab altars, each
Speaker 2: and every one of our altars, which is us, have
Speaker 2: all been trained to basically you know, keep he quiet
Speaker 2: or they've been controlled, you know, or put in their
Speaker 2: little areas, and then they only come out whenever these
Speaker 2: you know, whenever my Lab takes is they only ever
Speaker 2: come out when they trigger, deliberately trigger one of the
Speaker 2: altars for a particular mission. So for instance, one of
Speaker 2: my altars is in the the beta better Beta Beta
Speaker 2: program Beta program if you're American, British will say it differently,
Speaker 2: and that's kind of like the espionage, that's kind of
Speaker 2: like the sex kitten programs. So for instance, an example,
Speaker 2: you know, we'll be undercover and we'll be going to
Speaker 2: let's just say a I don't know, a strip bar
Speaker 2: or a nightclub, and our mission, our purpose is to
Speaker 2: basically charm and use manipulation tactics to whoever the target is.
Speaker 2: Whoever it is we've been sent out to get information
Speaker 2: and intel from, so we might pretend to offer them,
Speaker 2: you know, adult things in exchange for information, or will
Speaker 2: drug them and you know, and things like that and
Speaker 2: again and this is all under mind control. So that
Speaker 2: altar is under mind control. Then you've got the program
Speaker 2: which is like the assassin I mean that as well.
Speaker 2: So again you know, oftentimes we do solo missions and
Speaker 2: we are mk ultrude and basically given orders and basically
Speaker 2: told where to go, who to take out, and then
Speaker 2: we'll just you know, you know, examples, one of my
Speaker 2: experiences will just sit and lay on top of the
Speaker 2: buildings and you know, with our weapons and then we'll
Speaker 2: just you know, target them and take them out one
Speaker 2: shot usually or however many shots we need to. So again,
Speaker 2: all these different programs have different you know, roles and
Speaker 2: agendas and things like that. All negative. There's no positive
Speaker 2: programs by the way, They're negative various reasons. So yeah,
Speaker 2: so these groups my lab, they take souls like myself
Speaker 2: for many reasons, because of specific DNA, because of a
Speaker 2: high IQs, or because we have certain advanced and mature
Speaker 2: let's say psychic or psionic abilities or metaphysical abilities. And
Speaker 2: so you know, long story, sure, they utilizers, weaponizers take
Speaker 2: our energy, take our frequency, they can sell, scrape part
Speaker 2: of our soul. Put us in AI, put his in weapons,
Speaker 2: put us in reverse engineered or back engineered technology. So
Speaker 2: like you know, you know, off world being shipped if
Speaker 2: they've crashed or things like that. As you know, you
Speaker 2: see in all the movies, you know, the Cio straight
Speaker 2: in there or the Sun in the military or wherever.
Speaker 2: The straight they're the technology, and then they back engineer
Speaker 2: or back reverse you know, take it apart, put it
Speaker 2: back together, and you know, they're creating their own ships.
Speaker 2: And so they use like myself's consciousness and consciousness that
Speaker 2: sometimes comes from elsewhere over then Earth, and they can,
Speaker 2: you know, put a consciousness in AI, in technology, in weapons,
Speaker 2: in many things. So yeah, and I know it sounds
Speaker 2: very out there and hard to believe for a lot
Speaker 2: of people and in our respect that and I understand that.
Speaker 2: But yeah, like my experiences have just been non stop, NonStop.
Speaker 2: So then only last year or a year and a
Speaker 2: half ago, you know, some of these Like as I
Speaker 2: said before, you know, I kind of just putting it
Speaker 2: all in the back of my head, like I didn't
Speaker 2: want to believe, and I just want to be normal,
Speaker 2: just want to live life to the best as I can.
Speaker 2: But unfortunately, when you are my alive and you've gone
Speaker 2: through what you've gone through, it's very hard to live
Speaker 2: a normal life, whatever normal is. You can't see the
Speaker 2: world the same way as you wants to before. You
Speaker 2: you can't see or no on to learn and feel,
Speaker 2: on traumatize everything that you that you've experienced. You're just
Speaker 2: never the same again. If anything is very lonely, depressing, isolating,
Speaker 2: you can't speak to the doctors about it, you know,
Speaker 2: you can't. You can't speak to anyone about it, because
Speaker 2: if you do, then they will accuse you of having aid,
Speaker 2: schizophrenia or I don't know, your delusion of you know,
Speaker 2: quite often we get called those labels, and that's fine,
Speaker 2: you know, it's understandable. So yeah, you just I just
Speaker 2: want to been armed, and I want to have these feelings.
Speaker 2: Why why me? And it does feel like you're alone
Speaker 2: at the time you don't realize, you know, that it's
Speaker 2: happening to other people, you just don't. So yeah, So
Speaker 2: last year, a year and a half ago, I actually
Speaker 2: sat myself on the sofa and I went inside and
Speaker 2: I said, look, you know, okay, I'm ready now to
Speaker 2: accite that these experiences are real. I've got more than
Speaker 2: a north self validation and evidence and proof like that.
Speaker 2: Like you know, it was just ready, and I guess
Speaker 2: it was part of my healing, you know, healing journey
Speaker 2: as well, to just accept rather than keep suppressing, because
Speaker 2: if anything, it was just making it feel more uncomfortable.
Speaker 2: So I checked in and I said, look, you know,
Speaker 2: I said to my highest self, I'm ready now, who's
Speaker 2: been taken me? And I heard my high my highest
Speaker 2: self genesis is voice in her own voice and accident.
Speaker 2: She basically said, am I five And at the same
Speaker 2: time as I saying am I five, I saw in
Speaker 2: my mind's eyeing big black letters M I five as well,
Speaker 2: and I was like, I've heard about m I six.
Speaker 2: I've seen I've heard them in movies. I know they're real,
Speaker 2: you know, it's you know, the groups, but my father
Speaker 2: had no ideas. I went straight on Google and I
Speaker 2: was like, oh, crap, okay, so m I five is
Speaker 2: the British version of M I six, you know, basically
Speaker 2: the same thing. And I was just like, oh, well, yeah,
Speaker 2: I makes sense. Of course, you know, we would be them,
Speaker 2: and it just made sense. And then all of a sudden,
Speaker 2: like all my flashbacks memories just came coming to the
Speaker 2: front of my mind and it was just all playing
Speaker 2: out like a movie. And I was just like, well,
Speaker 2: it was quite overwhelming. Everything all fit in, you know,
Speaker 2: everything just made sense. And so for me, it really
Speaker 2: really sealed sealed it, you know, it really like I
Speaker 2: knew it was real. Well after finding a name a group,
Speaker 2: you know, it really really made it real. And I
Speaker 2: kind of was somewhat emotionally psychologically prepared also not at
Speaker 2: the same time, you know, because it's huge because you
Speaker 2: can't you know, for me anyway, at least, I was like, well,
Speaker 2: I can't pretend it's not real. I never heard of
Speaker 2: M I five. I know, you know, I'm British. Well
Speaker 2: I've never heard of M I five never, and how
Speaker 2: would I have known that, you know? But anyway, so yeah,
Speaker 2: but I still had no idea that I was a
Speaker 2: my lab. You know, I got that far a year
Speaker 2: and a half ago. Okay, and my farm has been
Speaker 2: taken me. I was like, it kind of makes sense
Speaker 2: actually because I have a military base ten minutes away
Speaker 2: from me in my car, So in a car ten
Speaker 2: minutes car journey away, I'm still going to get my
Speaker 2: words out. And then I went even deeper, and I
Speaker 2: was remembering of all, you know, thinking of all the
Speaker 2: other mobile houses that I used to live in, and
Speaker 2: they were all on that lay line, every single house
Speaker 2: that I've lived in because I left home at the
Speaker 2: age of sixteen, and you know, I've kind of you know,
Speaker 2: lived in different towns. But yeah, there were like five
Speaker 2: ten minutes away from this military military base, and in fact,
Speaker 2: in this house are quite often I'll see you know,
Speaker 2: the military, you know, when they're training and stuff like that,
Speaker 2: the planes and things, helicopters, and I was just like,
Speaker 2: you can't make this up, and I like and then
Speaker 2: I realized that it was these that were taking me
Speaker 2: in underground tunnels. Because there's a tunnel system, especially in Europe,
Speaker 2: or in a lot of places and are in America,
Speaker 2: but especially in Europe. There's tunnels everywhere under churches, schools, museums, banks,
Speaker 2: parliamental building, even you know the royal families, homes, you know,
Speaker 2: tunnel systems everywhere. In fact, the tunnel systems were there
Speaker 2: before they even built on top. And so yeah, quite often,
Speaker 2: you know, they'll take my labs through the tunnels, and
Speaker 2: quite oftentimes though the my lab, the military they and
Speaker 2: when I say military, I mean the dark side of
Speaker 2: the military and the governments and stuff. So and they
Speaker 2: can use their ships as well to come over and
Speaker 2: takers in that way. They have got the technology to
Speaker 2: cloak the ships so no one wouldn't be able to see.
Speaker 2: And they've even got the technology to induce sleep in
Speaker 2: the whole street. They could literally and people wouldn't think
Speaker 2: they're just got Oh I'm tired, I'm going to go
Speaker 2: to bed, you know. And the whole streets a sleep,
Speaker 2: and they can come and and take you. They've got
Speaker 2: technology to freeze time, time and space. They've got time
Speaker 2: to they've got technology to manipulate energy and just like
Speaker 2: it's insane, and this technology they use it is off
Speaker 2: wheel technology, and they've been doing this. They've had this
Speaker 2: technology at least on this planet, well at least from humans.
Speaker 2: Humans have had their hands on it on this planet
Speaker 2: since the nineteen forties. And you know, and they do
Speaker 2: all sorts with this technology. So yes, then I connected
Speaker 2: after realizing it was on my five. Of course, then
Speaker 2: I was just ready. Then I just needed to find
Speaker 2: other people like me, all people that understood. I just
Speaker 2: needed to I needed help, you know. And I remember
Speaker 2: I was on TikTok and I come across this TikTok
Speaker 2: live and there were three people on there, and as
Speaker 2: it turned out, they were all part of these programs,
Speaker 2: and there was one woman. She has to hide out
Speaker 2: her identity because she is heavily targeted. She's also got
Speaker 2: her own abilities, and she knew within the first two
Speaker 2: three minutes of speaking to me that I was a
Speaker 2: mile and then she explained to me what my lab was,
Speaker 2: and I basically shared her my experiences with her, and
Speaker 2: she says, I know it. She says, you're in my lab,
Speaker 2: So obviously she was meant to have crossed my path.
Speaker 2: She was a peace to my puzzle. Perhaps I manifested it,
Speaker 2: Perhaps it was, you know, my highest self arranged it.
Speaker 2: I do believe that people come into each others lives
Speaker 2: for different reasons. Eble to help us, teachers, healers learn
Speaker 2: from us, you know, and the same with you know.
Speaker 2: These military groups can also all constraight negative connections and
Speaker 2: relationships as well. So often my labs we have handlers.
Speaker 2: So perhaps we meet someone getting a relationship with someone
Speaker 2: and then it turns out they are a handler because
Speaker 2: they are just keeping that trauma on us. We often
Speaker 2: call them narcissists because I do have narcissistic tendercies. And
Speaker 2: you know, the whole point of them traumatizing as the
Speaker 2: controlling us, is to preventors from raising our frequency. If
Speaker 2: we raise our frequency, you know, we are acts, we
Speaker 2: are we are able to access our memories more and
Speaker 2: come into our power and sovereignty, and they don't want that.
Speaker 2: So it's very important that their keepers in a low frequency.
Speaker 2: And this is why it's always trauma, you know, controlling, possessive,
Speaker 2: you know, perhaps physical, and sometimes you know in that
Speaker 2: sometimes it's like that as well. Many people in my
Speaker 2: family I've been handlers. Again, very traumatic. So a lot
Speaker 2: of my labs have had very horrific traumatic upbringings, abuse
Speaker 2: and stuff like that. So oftentimes my labs, the abuse
Speaker 2: EVE starts at home. Again, the same purpose is to
Speaker 2: split the mind, compartmentalize the mind so they can take
Speaker 2: to create alters. Some of my labs actually have very
Speaker 2: loving or bring in and they have you know, a
Speaker 2: fairly normal life. And how they get compartmentalizes. The my
Speaker 2: labs and the groups that take them, they will put
Speaker 2: them through trauma and through many torture methods and things
Speaker 2: like that, or physical, psychological and sexual abuse and stuff
Speaker 2: like that whatever, you know, different ways they want to use.
Speaker 2: So yeah, and there's so many my Lab victims that
Speaker 2: have still now have no memories that I don't even
Speaker 2: know yet because I'm not at that point yet in
Speaker 2: their spiritual awakening. They're not you know, they have no
Speaker 2: idea like the my lapse, just like I had no idea.
Speaker 2: You know, they might have weird dreams or missing time
Speaker 2: or you know, there's signs when like I know when
Speaker 2: I've been taken. For instance, I look at the time
Speaker 2: and it will be let's just say three pm in
Speaker 2: the afternoon. You know, you'll go and do something, and
Speaker 2: then you look at the time again and it's like
Speaker 2: six pm. That what I've been doing. They're like, you know,
Speaker 2: two hours or something, and You're like, all I've done
Speaker 2: is this and that. So, you know, sometimes I leave clues.
Speaker 2: I remember one time I was sat on the end
Speaker 2: of the bed. I was on my phone on TikTok
Speaker 2: as you do, and I was like, I need to
Speaker 2: put the washing on, you know, in the washing machine.
Speaker 2: I've got all my washing in my dirty laundry on
Speaker 2: the hall way. I was like, oh, I better get up.
Speaker 2: So I walk out my bedroom into the hallway, you know,
Speaker 2: a big pearl of washing on the floor, and I'm
Speaker 2: picking it up like this, and then I'm heading around
Speaker 2: the corner down the stairs and and all of a sudden,
Speaker 2: I'm back at the end of my bed again, and
Speaker 2: I don't realize straight away, and it's like I'm I'm
Speaker 2: on you know, It's like I'm there doing what I
Speaker 2: did before I got all and I'm on my phone
Speaker 2: and then it dawns on me. So instances like this
Speaker 2: you're not supposed to remember, but people like me, I
Speaker 2: remember him because we're having these glitches, or they're unintentionally
Speaker 2: leaving sloppy clues, you know, because they're not cleaning up,
Speaker 2: they're not being careful because a lot of the time they
Speaker 2: often undermined us and they think, oh, we wouldn't think
Speaker 2: anything of it, you know, whatever I bought. The thing is,
Speaker 2: it's like, yeah, when they leave, you know, a sloppy
Speaker 2: mess like that, you know. So what I mean is
Speaker 2: it's like they again, they have technology to erase our memory.
Speaker 2: So when they takers, they before they bring us back,
Speaker 2: there raise our memories and I have memories of them
Speaker 2: are raising my memory before bringing me back. That's another time.
Speaker 2: But what's happening is because we are raising our frequency,
Speaker 2: a lot of these memory are raising implants. So again
Speaker 2: they can raise our memories with technology or drugs, with
Speaker 2: sharp experience both or they have implants honors as well,
Speaker 2: which keeps that trauma and memory suppressed. What's happening is
Speaker 2: when you raise your vibration, these implants, especially the memory,
Speaker 2: are raising ones. They're no longer a frequency match, not
Speaker 2: that they ever really were, because they're very low vibration.
Speaker 2: But you know, it's watched. It works obviously when your
Speaker 2: vibration is lowered. But of course, like I say, when
Speaker 2: you raise your vibration, it's you're just vibrating out of
Speaker 2: the range and that frequency of that implant. And then
Speaker 2: what can happen is that implant will implant will malfunction,
Speaker 2: it will just shut off, it will just be weakened,
Speaker 2: and then it can't hold our suppressed memories, and then
Speaker 2: we have these memories. So yeah, So, like I said,
Speaker 2: I was on the end of the bed, you know,
Speaker 2: on my phone, and then somebody didn't feel that, and
Speaker 2: I remember sitting thinking I was just walking down the
Speaker 2: stairs to put washing in the washing machine. But now
Speaker 2: I'm at the end of the bed again. You know.
Speaker 2: It's things like that, and of course you know, I'm
Speaker 2: going crazy. So I called my daughter. I was just
Speaker 2: in the hallway. It's just yeah, you was just talking
Speaker 2: to me. It was on the way down, and I went, oh, well,
Speaker 2: I'm so I'm in my bed again, you know, at
Speaker 2: the end of the bed. That's weird. So they obviously
Speaker 2: must have done something to her as well, because she
Speaker 2: didn't have any memory. You know, she would know if I, well,
Speaker 2: I would know, wouldn't I if I you know, so
Speaker 2: if I was. Yeah, it just it was weird. It's
Speaker 2: just very weird. But yes, there's just loads of things
Speaker 2: like that that happen and stuff. But yeah, I don't
Speaker 2: know if you've got any questions, there's anything you want
Speaker 2: to know a little bit more or anything specific.
Speaker 1: So if you wouldn't mind telling me just roughly where
Speaker 1: you're located. Is it like a small town? Yeah, yeah, question,
Speaker 1: because there seems to be a parallel between all of
Speaker 1: the genuine experiences I have differentiated between the genuine ones
Speaker 1: and the fake ones. They're all located in like this.
Speaker 1: There's this connection between being in a small town and
Speaker 1: being to a military base that runs in all of
Speaker 1: them as far as I can see.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so, yeah, I live in a little small town.
Speaker 2: It used to be a little it's a very old
Speaker 2: old town. It used to be a little pottery town.
Speaker 2: Got an old railway somewhere in fact, the one used
Speaker 2: to run where my house is, which is funny. But yeah,
Speaker 2: so yeah, in a very small town. I am pretty
Speaker 2: much smack Central England. I'm right near where the lay
Speaker 2: lines cross. So yeah, And going back to the military
Speaker 2: bases as well, I only only realized last year that
Speaker 2: I got a military base that close to me. And
Speaker 2: what's also interesting as well as this particular military base
Speaker 2: on the sign there is it says the word dragon
Speaker 2: in brack, which is interesting because I'm very drawn to dragons.
Speaker 2: I used to sketch dragons. I remember as a teenager,
Speaker 2: I couldn't understand why all of a sudden I was
Speaker 2: so obsessed with dragons, and I was sketching dragons. And
Speaker 2: I used to sketch pages and pages and pages of
Speaker 2: these dragons. And again it's my way, my subconsciousest way
Speaker 2: of trying to tell me and give me clues. You
Speaker 2: know that dragons we know is oftentimes you know, we
Speaker 2: think of reptilians or draco's, you know, the dragons which
Speaker 2: were the ones to take me. So there's all these
Speaker 2: behaviors that I went through in little clues and stuff. Again,
Speaker 2: in my twenties, I was at the airport and I
Speaker 2: was with my nun and granddad and this man was
Speaker 2: just drawn to me. And I can't remember if he
Speaker 2: walked up to me or I walked up to him.
Speaker 2: There was this weird magnetic energy and he was actually
Speaker 2: really pleasant and I felt like I'd known him forever.
Speaker 2: And I don't feel like that with everyone. Well, you know,
Speaker 2: when I do get that feeling with others, it's usually
Speaker 2: for a reason. Anyway, he told me he was from Wales,
Speaker 2: which is a country in uh. I think it's Europe. No,
Speaker 2: it's clusters Europe. Have you heard of the country Whales?
Speaker 2: You must have done anyway on their on their flag
Speaker 2: and they have a dragon, so again, dragon again. And
Speaker 2: I remember he said to make that was it? Because
Speaker 2: when he told me, I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 2: I love dragons. I love sketching dragons and stuff like that.
Speaker 2: And I remember him giving me his address or postal address,
Speaker 2: and he was like, I'd love for you to draw
Speaker 2: me a dragon and send me one. I would love that.
Speaker 2: And I don't remember actually sending him one. We see
Speaker 2: what I mean. It's like, we get these flues and
Speaker 2: synchronicities and patterns, and at the time, you know, you
Speaker 2: just think, oh, what a coincidence, you know, And I'd
Speaker 2: go on and on and on and on. My old
Speaker 2: friend home mom. She had shelves and shelves and sholves.
Speaker 2: Unit's full of dragon ornaments. You know, I was just like, wow,
Speaker 2: this is crazy. So yeah, it's just very interesting again
Speaker 2: with the military base and the dragon. I thought. I
Speaker 2: remember when I saw it, I laughed, of course dragon,
Speaker 2: you know. And you know a lot of time people
Speaker 2: that say, you know, well, you know, you seem quite calm,
Speaker 2: very quite collective, like you know, you seem like it
Speaker 2: hasn't affected you that much. And I just want to say, like,
Speaker 2: you know, a lot of time, those that have been
Speaker 2: through trauma, you know, we do we do block it,
Speaker 2: or we tend to have a certain sense of humor.
Speaker 2: So for instance, you know, I have a bit of
Speaker 2: a dark sense of human not because I'm a bad person.
Speaker 2: It's just a way. It's a coping mechanism, you know,
Speaker 2: it's how ideal with it. And I'm not always like this.
Speaker 2: Sometimes I'll have triggers, sometimes I'll have flashbacks, and I'll
Speaker 2: go into almost like you know, psychotic mental breakdown because
Speaker 2: it's too much. You know. Sometimes I do laugh, sometimes
Speaker 2: I cry. You know. I had my old YouTube channel.
Speaker 2: Unfortunately my old ones no longer there, and that's where
Speaker 2: I shared a lot of my experiences, and I found
Speaker 2: it was very important for people to see that vulnerable
Speaker 2: side to me, you know, because one thing with me
Speaker 2: is I'm very you know, I like to believe I
Speaker 2: have a lot of integrity. I like to be transparent
Speaker 2: and honest, and I feel it's important for people to
Speaker 2: see that vulnerable side to me, which is very huge
Speaker 2: for me, because I often don't like to be vulnerable.
Speaker 2: You know, in my personal life, I'm not vulnerable, I
Speaker 2: don't you know. I'm very like to be well put
Speaker 2: together and stuff like that, so being vulnerable is never
Speaker 2: it was never easy for me. But after having these
Speaker 2: experiences or being brought back from these experiences and remembering,
Speaker 2: you know, I always, you know, pick up the phone
Speaker 2: and I record, you know, these experiences, and sometimes I
Speaker 2: am a mess. Sometimes i'm you know, yeah, I just
Speaker 2: don't look very good. And people could twist it and say, oh,
Speaker 2: so she's crazy, she's mentally unstable, she's got mental help,
Speaker 2: look at her. How are we supposed to take her
Speaker 2: seriously when she's doing videos like this and she's crying
Speaker 2: and not in the right frame of mind. You know,
Speaker 2: people can twist things all the time. But for me,
Speaker 2: I just think It's important to show that side because
Speaker 2: there's so many my labs that have gone through these
Speaker 2: traumatic experiences, and all you see is ego. All you
Speaker 2: see is using their experiences to create money, to create channels,
Speaker 2: to create a huge following. Or well, yeah, I'm not
Speaker 2: saying that because they are that way, that doesn't mean
Speaker 2: they haven't gone through that. You know, I guess we're
Speaker 2: all different, but you know, I just see a lot
Speaker 2: of people romanticizing their experiences and glorifying it, and like,
Speaker 2: it really isn't if you are a real victim or
Speaker 2: have been of these programs, you know, it's trust me.
Speaker 2: It humbles you very very quickly. Let's just say. You know,
Speaker 2: from my experience, I am very humble, very very misunderstood.
Speaker 2: I often feel the need to have to over explain
Speaker 2: myself defend myself, and I'm just kind of at the
Speaker 2: point now where I'm like, you know what, I'm not
Speaker 2: going to sugarcoat anything. I'm not going to apologize for
Speaker 2: myself for you know, I'm not going to sugarcoat anything.
Speaker 2: And you know, I always put on my channel because
Speaker 2: I've got now I got a new channel. You know,
Speaker 2: you either believe me or you don't you know. I'm
Speaker 2: not here to make anyone believe in anything. I don't
Speaker 2: share my experiences to make people believe me or in
Speaker 2: these programs. I'm just here showing my experiences and you know,
Speaker 2: and my main goal is to is to kind of
Speaker 2: be like a lighthouse for other my labs, those that
Speaker 2: have not come into that understanding or information yet that
Speaker 2: they are my lab, you know, or like already I've
Speaker 2: helped so many. We've shown my experiences and they've be like,
Speaker 2: oh my god, Wow, yeah, I've a memory will come
Speaker 2: back or trigger a memory within them or something I
Speaker 2: went through and be like, oh my god, this makes sense.
Speaker 2: I could be a my lab. You know, these experiments
Speaker 2: have been going on for eons, and the reason why
Speaker 2: they've gone away, gone away with what they've been doing
Speaker 2: for so long is because of the suppressing our memories,
Speaker 2: blanking our memories. You know, these groups, these shadow societies
Speaker 2: and organizations and you know, the dark Faction of the
Speaker 2: military and you know my lab a CIA, you know,
Speaker 2: and all that they've been doing some really evil things
Speaker 2: and for a long time as well, and they've been
Speaker 2: using normal people, people like me, to keeping their hands clean.
Speaker 2: You know, We've been their test subjects. We have been
Speaker 2: their guinea pigs, we have been their soldiers, we have
Speaker 2: been their weapons, you name it, we've been it, and
Speaker 2: they've been using us for a long long time. And
Speaker 2: I'm sorry for I repeating myself, but you know, a
Speaker 2: lot of it is, like I said, with this collective
Speaker 2: consciousness shift happening right now, with everyone you know going
Speaker 2: through a spiritual awakening. Like I say, you know, they
Speaker 2: are now able to tap into the very They're able
Speaker 2: to tap into their subconscious They're able to who retrieve memories,
Speaker 2: not even with not even on purpose. You know, it's
Speaker 2: just come in to the front of their minds and
Speaker 2: it's amazing. So you know, of course they need support,
Speaker 2: and this is where people like me come in, you know.
Speaker 2: So it's no there's no ego in it for me.
Speaker 2: I didn't want to share my experiences. I mean, if
Speaker 2: that was the case, I would have shared them a
Speaker 2: long time ago. I've been having these experiences since I
Speaker 2: was in my twenties. You know, it's not service to
Speaker 2: self as Unfortunately, I see that a lot with other people. Yeah,
Speaker 2: there's so many people you know over my labs. You know,
Speaker 2: they won't go on other channels or over my lab's
Speaker 2: channels unless they've got a huge following. You know, that's
Speaker 2: kind of a red flag, isn't it. You know? And yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: like I'll have anyone on my channel, and I'll be
Speaker 2: on anyone's channel. I don't care how big or small
Speaker 2: their channel is. And quite often those channels are more
Speaker 2: more the honest, legit ones, you know. Yeah, but you know,
Speaker 2: I can't think of anything else to say now that
Speaker 2: you've got any specific questions.
Speaker 1: Oh, I'm going to keep you talking.
Speaker 2: I do. I talk a lot. Yeah. The thing is,
Speaker 2: I have a tendency to digress. You know, it's quite annoying.
Speaker 2: So people ask me a question, it's like I'll start
Speaker 2: going into it and then before I fully answered it,
Speaker 2: I'm then digressed into something else. You know. Maybe it's
Speaker 2: a Gemini thing, maybe it's a split mind thing. But
Speaker 2: I'm back and forth. So yeah, it can be annoying
Speaker 2: sometimes for people. But you know, trying my best, I'm
Speaker 2: not a confident speaker, she says, even though I haven't
Speaker 2: took a breath. But you know, I do struggle sometimes.
Speaker 1: Well, I'm a hypnotherapist, so I can verify that for example,
Speaker 1: with the vulnerability, and the chaos step follows the yeah,
Speaker 1: I guess having a breakdown of one of the altars,
Speaker 1: or breaking some kind of a command or a cap
Speaker 1: or something that has been put on you so that
Speaker 1: you don't remember, or you don't divulge certain things, or
Speaker 1: you don't switch. It's kind of like when you get
Speaker 1: a package from Amazon and it's in a really big
Speaker 1: box and there's a couple other boxes inside there, but
Speaker 1: then there's all those little packing peanuts and you take
Speaker 1: it out and it goes all over the place and
Speaker 1: you're like a fuck, no, I have to pick this
Speaker 1: stuff up, and you just end up with this huge
Speaker 1: mess and all of these boxes, you know, or you know,
Speaker 1: it's like a Russian doll type thing. You just keep
Speaker 1: opening it and there's another doll and another doll.
Speaker 2: Yeah, with my mind.
Speaker 1: So the average people don't understand that that is essentially
Speaker 1: a response to trauma, and you know, a lot of
Speaker 1: people go through that. They also don't understand that when
Speaker 1: you're listening to like this, and let's say, for example,
Speaker 1: with your vulnerability, you were just making a video where
Speaker 1: you're recounting something that you remember, it's difficult for you,
Speaker 1: and you know you're they're not flying everywhere, you're crying whatever.
Speaker 1: They don't understand that that physical reaction is almost like
Speaker 1: being locked inside of a dungeon and your chained to
Speaker 1: the wall and someone's beating you. Right, it's they don't
Speaker 1: They don't understand that. And a lot of people will
Speaker 1: project their own inability to be vulnerable onto you for
Speaker 1: saying that you're crazy and things like that, but they
Speaker 1: don't really do this work, so they don't know the
Speaker 1: degree to which things can get pretty hairy pretty quickly.
Speaker 1: You know. One of my questions for you is what
Speaker 1: was your relationship with your parents, Like, if you're able
Speaker 1: to say a comfortable saying, who in your family do
Speaker 1: you suspect was involved in military corporate operations or even
Speaker 1: connected to the military. Who might have been a part
Speaker 1: of organized crime, or who might have been a handler
Speaker 1: in your life, or maybe some of your family members
Speaker 1: were also targeted.
Speaker 2: All of the above, all of the above. So, yeah,
Speaker 2: I believe my mom. I don't know if she still is,
Speaker 2: but I believe now, you know, looking back at how
Speaker 2: she was, you know, now, because I understand more, I know,
Speaker 2: you know, all the signs and symptoms and things. She
Speaker 2: was definitely my controlled and definitely in these programs. So
Speaker 2: was my uncle. A lot of my siblings were, and
Speaker 2: so came military connections. So my mom's dad, he was
Speaker 2: in the military. Both of my stepdads were in the
Speaker 2: military who were also handlers. They had attachments. And one
Speaker 2: of my mum's exes was actually a human reptilian hybrid. Yeah,
Speaker 2: which explains a lot. So there was a lot of
Speaker 2: so obviously out of six siblings and the right off
Speaker 2: the back, there was I don't know if you want
Speaker 2: me to say these things, but you know a lot
Speaker 2: of abuse, you know, psychological, physical.
Speaker 1: You can be as explicit and detailed and graphic as
Speaker 1: you want. That's why it is the Bonus Authenticity podcast.
Speaker 1: To continue.
Speaker 2: Great name, great, I love the name. So yeah, psychological, physical, emotional,
Speaker 2: you know all the abuse that you you know, all
Speaker 2: of the talents of abuse, you know, you go on,
Speaker 2: I'm struggling now to excuse me, but yeah, so I
Speaker 2: went through a lot of abuse from from memory from
Speaker 2: I think it's around three years old. So the first
Speaker 2: memory of some kind of reviews was my mom had
Speaker 2: a dog and I used to be absolutely terrified of
Speaker 2: dogs absolutely terrified, and when my mom was at work,
Speaker 2: you know, it was often just me and this dog
Speaker 2: and he just now I know, obviously he was just
Speaker 2: a happy young dog. He loved my energy, was chasing
Speaker 2: me around. But to me, I've believed and felt like
Speaker 2: he wanted to eat me or hurt me, and so
Speaker 2: I often screamed. My stepdad, who was in the military
Speaker 2: or was in the military, left before he met my mom,
Speaker 2: but he's definitely still in the programs. He took the
Speaker 2: dog outside. He still had his weapons and asked me
Speaker 2: how or why or everybody got some of his weapons
Speaker 2: as I found tat and yeah, home might want to
Speaker 2: put her a warning or something. But basically, he he
Speaker 2: killed the dog and I didn't see it, but I
Speaker 2: heard the animal and I heard the gun shot, and
Speaker 2: then I can't believe I remembered that I was three
Speaker 2: years old. Anyway, I completely forgot about that memory until
Speaker 2: about six years ago. It somehow came up because me
Speaker 2: and my mom was talking about that stepdad and talking
Speaker 2: about animals and pets, and it just came out. And
Speaker 2: my mom, first of all, was surprised that I even remembered.
Speaker 2: She was like, zoah, you were you were toddler, you
Speaker 2: don't remember that. But when I told her everything, she
Speaker 2: was like, oh my god. And then of course I
Speaker 2: told her that he killed her. My mom immediately ran
Speaker 2: off into the toilets and threw up, because that's how
Speaker 2: my mom deals were stressed. And she was like, she
Speaker 2: went that b beaster. She's like, she said, he night
Speaker 2: to me. He said that he left the door open,
Speaker 2: the dog ran off, and he got hit by Cary.
Speaker 2: It's just says I knew there was something weird about that.
Speaker 2: So yeah, so it just gives you an idea of
Speaker 2: you know, as they often say, those that can kill
Speaker 2: animals like that, well they're not right upstairs, are they?
Speaker 2: You know? Like I say, he was abusive, he killed
Speaker 2: animals as well. That wasn't just a one time thing
Speaker 2: like he was just very cold. He did have a
Speaker 2: reptilian attachment as well. So yeah, and then he went
Speaker 2: to prison when I was thirteen, and then I ended
Speaker 2: up kind of being like the mom because my mom
Speaker 2: went off the rails. She was drinking drugs. She couldn't
Speaker 2: go deep depression. I hardly went to school. My life
Speaker 2: was just a shit show, and I was basically I
Speaker 2: had to step up for everyone, including my mom, and
Speaker 2: no one was there for me, so I always had
Speaker 2: to play that role, you know, I had to be
Speaker 2: the strong one, and then my mom. It meets a
Speaker 2: second pedophile handler worse than the first one, my stepdad,
Speaker 2: which is my sibling's real real dad. He went a
Speaker 2: step further. He tried to kill my sister, tried to
Speaker 2: kill my mom. I watched him use mind control on
Speaker 2: my mom. Of course, at the time, I had no
Speaker 2: idea what he was doing, and I watched it happen.
Speaker 2: I saw my mom's shift. She was properly under his control.
Speaker 2: He tried it on with me, tried to make sexual
Speaker 2: passes at me. What he did, yeah, yeah, he's got
Speaker 2: a very unusual long tongue. That's all I'm going to say.
Speaker 2: He tried to kiss me and nearly maybe throw up.
Speaker 2: You know, it was just it was weird, and you know,
Speaker 2: of course, at the time, I had an idea. What
Speaker 2: you looking at now? He looked like he literally looked
Speaker 2: like a reptilian human hybrid. He was definitely one of
Speaker 2: the lower ranking ones, very tall, slender, not that it
Speaker 2: always means, you know, if someone's and looks like this
Speaker 2: and what I'm going to describe means that they are
Speaker 2: by the way, you know, and I'm not saying that
Speaker 2: they are reptily and hybrid. But yeah, he was very tall, lank.
Speaker 2: He had small, brown, beady eyes close together, very thin,
Speaker 2: dark hair, brown eyes, and he was just creepy. I
Speaker 2: remember we lived in the pub and he was always
Speaker 2: in the shadows. It was always creepy and sneaky and
Speaker 2: just very dark, and it was just very weird. He
Speaker 2: was into music, heavy music, metal music and things like that.
Speaker 2: He wrote a song for my mom. Literally he titled
Speaker 2: it Dancing with the Devil. Yeah, quite literally. I tried
Speaker 2: to kill my mom. Like I say in mynd control,
Speaker 2: he tortured my siblings. Some of the ideas he would
Speaker 2: come up with. It was very creative, let's just put
Speaker 2: it that way when it came to torture. And I won't
Speaker 2: go into different ways, but yeah, he really targeted my
Speaker 2: brothers real bad and the girls as why I tied
Speaker 2: with May, but yeah, he was the worst of the worst.
Speaker 2: And I'm pretty sure he yeah, because the partner who
Speaker 2: my mom's with now, he's also used to be in
Speaker 2: the military. And try to remember if the stepdad. I
Speaker 2: had just spoken about the rectorin hybrid. I can't remember
Speaker 2: if he was in the military or not. Anyway, two
Speaker 2: of them were in the military, my first stepdad and
Speaker 2: the one who my mom's currently with now. So yeah,
Speaker 2: and I just want to share this because I think,
Speaker 2: you know, this might interest people. But these my labs,
Speaker 2: these groups, they target family lines, they target blood groups,
Speaker 2: and you know, a lot of his souls are old souls.
Speaker 2: We've had many lives here. I was actually in World
Speaker 2: War Two in my past life, I was a male soldier,
Speaker 2: so I've been in the program since then. You know,
Speaker 2: they might not program you often see with celebrities. You know,
Speaker 2: people look at celebrities and I look at old photos
Speaker 2: of like different centuries, and they put them the next
Speaker 2: next face to face with these celebrities and they're like,
Speaker 2: oh my god, they are identical. Yeah, because they've been
Speaker 2: in the programs ever since. So technically they kind of
Speaker 2: never left in a sense because either you know, a
Speaker 2: celebrity dies and they put them in a new body,
Speaker 2: a clone, or they completely exit the body, or they
Speaker 2: can track the frequency and the energetic body and bring
Speaker 2: them back into a clone like a clone baby or
Speaker 2: they can insert the consciousness soul into a mother who
Speaker 2: is still part of that bloodline, if that makes sense.
Speaker 2: So I was in the programs in World War Two.
Speaker 2: I was a soldier and you know, but if you
Speaker 2: look back in my family line, you know, it could
Speaker 2: be like, oh, my granddad, but really it wasn't my granddad.
Speaker 2: It was me. I was my granddad, but it wasn't.
Speaker 2: It was me, But my family would think it was that,
Speaker 2: you know, my granddad, but really it was me. And
Speaker 2: I've just put me back into a body, so they've
Speaker 2: been recycling me. So I've been here. My earliest memory
Speaker 2: is uh Lim Marion times. And I don't know exactly
Speaker 2: when they got their hands on my energy soul. Well
Speaker 2: I know I've been in the program since World War
Speaker 2: two anyway, so yeah, and I know before that there's
Speaker 2: there's more family members that I've got military connections as well.
Speaker 2: But yeah, so we definitely do have that that Like
Speaker 2: I said, that military connection.
Speaker 1: All right, my chickens are going crazy because somebody just
Speaker 1: lay the egg. But what I was going to ask
Speaker 1: you is what's your relationship with your siblings? Like are
Speaker 1: they estranged from you?
Speaker 2: Yes? So I don't I'm cut off. Well, I've caught
Speaker 2: myself off from the whole of my family just for
Speaker 2: protective measures, because they're not safe to be around, as
Speaker 2: it turns out. So again, this is very common for
Speaker 2: my labs. So again, they've got to keep that trauma
Speaker 2: and they've got to keep that division, that conflict. So
Speaker 2: oftentimes these groups, they will mess with siblings or your
Speaker 2: partners or best friends. Through mind control, they can implant,
Speaker 2: you know, thoughts and feelings in their head to make
Speaker 2: you know, those close to you feel a certain way
Speaker 2: about you, and that can cause conflict. It can cause
Speaker 2: them to not trust you. So they've been messing with
Speaker 2: my siblings, and I know they've messed with one of
Speaker 2: my brothers. Ever since he was a young child, he
Speaker 2: often used to wake up and say that there were
Speaker 2: strange men in his room, or he would say, quite
Speaker 2: commonly that there was a hooded like an entity standing
Speaker 2: in the corner of his room, where in a hooded
Speaker 2: cloaked cloak chanting and him my brother saying that he
Speaker 2: would see symbols around. So whatever this entity was doing,
Speaker 2: and he was obviously casting some kind of energy or
Speaker 2: something on my brother. Again, this wasn't a one time thing.
Speaker 2: This was a common thing that happened with him as
Speaker 2: well as his personality started to change. So he went
Speaker 2: from a very loving, calm boy to all of a sudden,
Speaker 2: he was just changed. He was very aggressive, very angry.
Speaker 2: He hated the whole of the family. He tried to
Speaker 2: kill himself, and out of all of the siblings, he
Speaker 2: just he always always was got in for me. He
Speaker 2: just despised me. He hates me, and as he got older,
Speaker 2: he used to attack me. He used to chase me
Speaker 2: around the house with a knife, sometimes being you know
Speaker 2: that far nearly, you know, being that close to the
Speaker 2: knife going in my back. It's only because I managed
Speaker 2: to slam the door in the knife in the door.
Speaker 2: I was close to my older brother. That changed. I
Speaker 2: was close to one of my sisters, and again they
Speaker 2: just messed with them, and they went from being you know,
Speaker 2: you know, close knit or somewhat close knit. You know,
Speaker 2: siblings fall out occasionally, to all of a sudden being enemies,
Speaker 2: you know, completely split the family up. And and a
Speaker 2: lot of my siblings have got certain tendencies. Yeah, so
Speaker 2: trying to think of the right word. But another big
Speaker 2: thing in my family is so obviously I mentioned the abuse,
Speaker 2: so obviously abusing their own you know, flesh and blood,
Speaker 2: a lot of r a ping, and even one of
Speaker 2: my brothers he basically started molestering my other brother. There
Speaker 2: was like two years maybe three years between them, and
Speaker 2: my mom just turned a blind eye. You know. It
Speaker 2: was just so obvious that what was going on. I
Speaker 2: remember the first night I was in bed and I
Speaker 2: was hearing some things and I was like, you've got
Speaker 2: to be kidding me right now. I just I was
Speaker 2: just frozen. I was like, this can't be real. And
Speaker 2: there was no one in that bedroom except for my
Speaker 2: two brothers. And I won't share with you exactly what
Speaker 2: I heard, but I heard them some things. And then
Speaker 2: the next morning, yeah, they were let's just say, used
Speaker 2: condoms and things like handcuffs on the bed and weird,
Speaker 2: weird things like that. And then at one time, my
Speaker 2: younger brother brother one who was being molested in raped
Speaker 2: by my other brother, he was having a real bad
Speaker 2: bleeding from his behind, let's just say, and my mom
Speaker 2: didn't do anything about it. She just left him with it.
Speaker 2: So we did try to tell I remember this one time,
Speaker 2: you know, at that particular time when he needed help.
Speaker 2: I remember him looking at me and I just he knew,
Speaker 2: I knew, but it was like he was too scared
Speaker 2: to say anything because he knew if he'd said something,
Speaker 2: my brother would beat the shit out of him. And
Speaker 2: I often saw my old brother, the abuse of the
Speaker 2: one that abused my younger sibling. I watched. I'd watch him,
Speaker 2: you know, whenever my younger brother would you want to
Speaker 2: say something or do something, you know, he's always looking
Speaker 2: at the brother was abusive, as if to say, is
Speaker 2: it okay? Am I allowed to do this? You know,
Speaker 2: Like my the brother that abused the younger one, he
Speaker 2: was very controlling, very threatening. Yeah, he was just disgusting.
Speaker 2: And I've got children of their own, and so there's
Speaker 2: a lot of that all throughout the family, all in
Speaker 2: the you know, going way back in the family line.
Speaker 2: We asked a part of a certain bloodline. So it's
Speaker 2: very common that there's a lot of you know, sick
Speaker 2: things like that, a lot of relationships going on between
Speaker 2: you know, relatives. You know, my uncle used to try
Speaker 2: it on with me, and like it was just just disgusting,
Speaker 2: and yeah, I didn't want anything to do with that.
Speaker 2: And I just eventually when my mom tried to really
Speaker 2: harm what she did harm my sister. Enough was enough.
Speaker 2: I just said, you know that's it. You're not seeing
Speaker 2: me or my daughter ever again, you know. So yeah,
Speaker 2: just so they have mess messed with them. A lot
Speaker 2: of them have entity attachments. They have no idea that
Speaker 2: these attachments are manipulating and controlling these family members to
Speaker 2: do certain things. It's just disgusting. So that, yeah, this
Speaker 2: is very common. Again going saying before my first step dad,
Speaker 2: he had a reptilian attachment. And yeah, whenever that whenever
Speaker 2: I wasn't in the house as a kid, this reptilian
Speaker 2: attachment was following me, literally haunting me, tornt to me,
Speaker 2: showed itself to me, intimidated me, scared me. Just obviously
Speaker 2: it was a signed to me, you know, to carry
Speaker 2: out the abuse and stuff. Because my dad, whenever he
Speaker 2: wasn't abusive, he was very jacqueline. I Like, this might
Speaker 2: sound weird people, but he was when he was a dad,
Speaker 2: he was the most loving, protective dad, very childlike. There
Speaker 2: was no abuse in him. You know, it was just
Speaker 2: so like he was the best dad ever. But then
Speaker 2: he would switch and it would be something else. So again,
Speaker 2: it was because of this entity, and it's very common,
Speaker 2: you know, so many people of these entities. I'm not
Speaker 2: saying that humans aren't capable of, you know, doing these
Speaker 2: things anyway, naturally, I'm sure there is. But of those
Speaker 2: that do reviews are because they're victims themselves or because
Speaker 2: they've got entity attachments. And you how many times we
Speaker 2: often hear, don't we these murderers, you know, all of
Speaker 2: a sudden, you know, everyone's like, I don't understand how
Speaker 2: he killed his family, if they were the best family
Speaker 2: I ever always showed no signs or symptoms, like it
Speaker 2: was just amazing. Everyone was just in shock, you know.
Speaker 2: And then you know, the dad says, gets, I don't know,
Speaker 2: he's in in in court or whatever, and they're like,
Speaker 2: what what possessed you to do this? What? What happened?
Speaker 2: They either don't have memory or sometimes I will say,
Speaker 2: you know, a voice told me to do it, Yeah,
Speaker 2: because it was under okay, al show in mind control,
Speaker 2: like you know, it's another thing, you know, the users, Yeah,
Speaker 2: in so many ways, so many ways. So yeah, so
Speaker 2: many people have no idea that they're victims, no idea.
Speaker 2: And it's not that I'm not saying it to create fear.
Speaker 2: But let's just say, uh, you know, we know this world,
Speaker 2: many always know this world isn't quite what we you know,
Speaker 2: it's not like it's not perfect, it's not what we've
Speaker 2: been told it is. And the more light that floods
Speaker 2: this planet, the more of it is going to highlight,
Speaker 2: you know, all these things that are kept in you know,
Speaker 2: all these nefarious activities that have been taken place, and
Speaker 2: they're also going to realize a lot about themselves as well. So, yeah,
Speaker 2: we're in interesting times. Yeah it's insane, but it is
Speaker 2: what it is.
Speaker 1: Yeah. I have told people to read a book by
Speaker 1: doctor John C. Hall Guinea Pigs if they don't believe
Speaker 1: that they have the technology to use long rage weaponry
Speaker 1: to put ideas in your mind and you know, as
Speaker 1: you said candidly said earlier on make you feel a
Speaker 1: certain way. There's an example in that book where a
Speaker 1: woman's just sitting inside of her house and you know,
Speaker 1: she was swearing that she was being targeted. You know,
Speaker 1: when it would happen, she would feel like touching herself
Speaker 1: and she would just be like, where is this coming from.
Speaker 1: Other people would be like they'd be sitting around and
Speaker 1: they would hear these voices all of a sudden and
Speaker 1: on one side of the head or the other, telling
Speaker 1: them to do certain things. And I mean, I myself
Speaker 1: have been drifting off to sleep and you hear these
Speaker 1: voices like this distorted voice like a radio frequency trying
Speaker 1: to tell you things. And I know how to shut
Speaker 1: that stuff off. So I was just like, yeah, fuck off,
Speaker 1: and I could to sleep, you know. But I hear
Speaker 1: a lot of this very commonly, and it reminds me
Speaker 1: of this eighteen year old girl. Well, she was eighteen
Speaker 1: at the time. This is about seven years ago, and
Speaker 1: I met her and she's from Florida, and she just
Speaker 1: saw me and she just started talking to me, and
Speaker 1: she was like, you know what, I know that I
Speaker 1: can trust you, and she starts divaulting how her father is. Basically,
Speaker 1: she started off by abusing her, but then he sold
Speaker 1: her off into a similar type program where she was
Speaker 1: held down and she was raped into submission, and she
Speaker 1: was mind controlled and made to do all these different things,
Speaker 1: and then you know, she would blackout, she wouldn't remember
Speaker 1: a lot of stuff, and then it just you know,
Speaker 1: one day, the floodgates started opening and I was just
Speaker 1: sitting there. You know, I hadn't been doing this work
Speaker 1: for very long, maybe about three years by that point,
Speaker 1: and I was just out in public and she just
Speaker 1: starts talking to me. So imagine my jaws on the floor.
Speaker 1: She just starts telling me all this stuff. It was
Speaker 1: really the first time I heard about anything like this,
Speaker 1: any kind of ritual abuse or people talking about being
Speaker 1: parts of these programs. So you know, something is going
Speaker 1: on on this planet and it's bubbling to the surface.
Speaker 1: Where whether anybody believes that it's real or that it's
Speaker 1: happening or not happening, that's totally up to you, the individual,
Speaker 1: how much you want to think about on any given day.
Speaker 1: I think maybe a lot of people feel like there's
Speaker 1: nothing that they can do. But it begins by I
Speaker 1: should say, the solution begins by spreading this information so
Speaker 1: that there is a common awareness of it. Because the
Speaker 1: only tool that we have throughout the ages when you're
Speaker 1: dealing with elites and stuff is to beat them back
Speaker 1: into the shadows. But if people don't know that it's
Speaker 1: going on, then no one at all can at least
Speaker 1: talk about it or do anything about it. They tell
Speaker 1: us that we're doing this.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I continue to get away with it. And yeah, sorry,
Speaker 2: carry on, I know what you're going to say.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I was just saying that they tell us that
Speaker 1: they're doing this stuff all the time. People don't believe
Speaker 1: in like the beta programming, et cetera, the sex kid
Speaker 1: in programming. But then they will listen to Doja cat Cardi,
Speaker 1: the you know I Spice, all those people, Katie Perry,
Speaker 1: they don't believe those things. Rihanna. I mean, I live
Speaker 1: in Barbados, That's where she's from, grew up, Our parents
Speaker 1: knew each other. She lives far down the road. We
Speaker 1: all knew when her behavior started becoming erratic, and she
Speaker 1: would come back here and be hold up in hotels
Speaker 1: and stuff, you know, high end villas and stuff, and
Speaker 1: be drugged up and things will be happened to her,
Speaker 1: and yeah, everybody would just be told to just look
Speaker 1: the other way, you know, like you didn't see that.
Speaker 1: You know, we know that things like that go on television.
Speaker 1: They've been reusing, recycling this idea and that it's always
Speaker 1: a woman and it's always something to do with a
Speaker 1: woman named Nikita as her code name. You have the
Speaker 1: television show Nikita that came out in the early two thousands,
Speaker 1: I think it was, and then you had before that
Speaker 1: the one in the nineties, La Femme Nikita in the
Speaker 1: very first episode. Anybody wants to go watch it, go
Speaker 1: watch it because they tell you the story of a
Speaker 1: girl that's been mind controlled and she has these different
Speaker 1: altars that they turn on and off in order to
Speaker 1: go assassinate people. The same thing they seduce she seduces
Speaker 1: some people and things like that. It's waved right in
Speaker 1: front of you as entertainment.
Speaker 2: Yeah, because they have to tell us. They have to
Speaker 2: tell us in their own manipulative way. Or you know, truth,
Speaker 2: what's that I was saying? Truth hidden in playing side?
Speaker 2: Or but they you know, they put them in movies,
Speaker 2: and you know, they turn them a lot of the times,
Speaker 2: especially like the alien ones, you know, the mecancomical, because
Speaker 2: just programs humans' minds already, because people speak about, you know,
Speaker 2: their extrateracial experiences. What are these people program to do automatically?
Speaker 2: They'll start laughing. You know, Oh, that's not real. You
Speaker 2: know that you've watched too many movies. You know, don't
Speaker 2: be silly. You know, it's all it's all deliberate. It's
Speaker 2: all we're all under as a collective, as a whole planet,
Speaker 2: we're all under my control. We've all got programs installed
Speaker 2: within us, you know, and these programs started at the
Speaker 2: moment that we was in school, you know, or that
Speaker 2: was you know, purposely, or that was like it was deliberate.
Speaker 2: You know, it's a way to sive out. You know,
Speaker 2: let's just say those that have specific abilities or you
Speaker 2: know that they're you know, good and certain areas and
Speaker 2: not like that. You know, it's it's a lot more
Speaker 2: deeper than that. But I don't want to get into that.
Speaker 2: But yeah, it's the matrix, isn't it. It's every single
Speaker 2: everything that we've all gone through. It is. Yeah, it
Speaker 2: soul just being staged or constrated managed. You know, these
Speaker 2: governments pretending to be there for humanity's best interests, and
Speaker 2: whether or not they're there for themselves, they're just using us,
Speaker 2: you know, give us a little I don't know, a
Speaker 2: pay package, you know, a salary at the end of
Speaker 2: the month, you know, whilst keeping his docile and poisoned
Speaker 2: low you know, China keepers and a low vibration. So
Speaker 2: we don't question ourselves, we don't question the system or
Speaker 2: outside of the box, you know, and just we're just
Speaker 2: just it's just programs everywhere, and it's just like it's crazy.
Speaker 2: But it's dismantling now and people you know, are waking
Speaker 2: up and realizing that they are in the matrix. You know,
Speaker 2: it's all by design. And yeah, I mean a lot
Speaker 2: of people are going to be in for a rude
Speaker 2: awakening and so they better get on board. Really because
Speaker 2: you know, people like me, we're here to help soften
Speaker 2: the blow, you know, and because not only when we're
Speaker 2: sharing our experiences, we're talking about the government, you know,
Speaker 2: all of it, none of it. None of them can
Speaker 2: be trusted. They're just groups within subgroups. You know. It's
Speaker 2: like you know that little group you you concentrate on that,
Speaker 2: but it's all for bad. It's awful for the various reasons.
Speaker 2: It's not because they care about us, you know. And
Speaker 2: they've all got control, you know, all they're trying to controllers.
Speaker 2: But the thing is now, it's like we're all we're
Speaker 2: all not all of us. Well hopefully that's the plan.
Speaker 2: You know. We're like little sheep, you know, we're running
Speaker 2: running riot loose now and they've got to try and
Speaker 2: rain us back in. So you know, let's see what
Speaker 2: tricks are going to bring out, you know, to try
Speaker 2: and controllers, which is usually through fear, which is what
Speaker 2: we see all the time. And narrative isn't it's all
Speaker 2: doom and gloom, news and fear and fear mongering. It's
Speaker 2: all to keepers in a state of fear. Fear controls
Speaker 2: far lowers are vibration, and fear is what they feed up.
Speaker 2: They've got no fear, they can't exist. If they've got
Speaker 2: no fear, they can't continue manipulating us. So fear is
Speaker 2: very important. And this is why it's fear all the time.
Speaker 2: They control the news, the media channels. You know, sometimes
Speaker 2: they'll tell you some little truths, but the majority of it,
Speaker 2: you know, it's disinformation, it's misinformation, it's lies, it's it's
Speaker 2: just fear, you know, all of it. And you know,
Speaker 2: I'm loving it. I mean, in any times that they've
Speaker 2: got to so we're going into World War three, or
Speaker 2: there's this plandemic. Im sorry, there's this pandemic, there's this
Speaker 2: new virus. I mean, people are laughing now because they're
Speaker 2: getting on board because realizing you know that, well, the government,
Speaker 2: the shadow government, I realize and that they can no
Speaker 2: longer controllers. You know, they have to get that reaction, emotion,
Speaker 2: that fear from us because without that, well they've lost,
Speaker 2: haven't they. And but yeah, I mean they've tried all
Speaker 2: sorts now, haven't. But it's quite interesting. So as I
Speaker 2: always say, enjoy the show, guys, and eat popcorn, just
Speaker 2: don't eat too much. It's yeah, it's just interesting, isn't it.
Speaker 2: See where it's you know, it's heavily on bo Yeah,
Speaker 2: leaving with it, leaving with it, because at the end
Speaker 2: of the day, it's like they're just these small little
Speaker 2: groups of men, you know, and they're actually more terrified
Speaker 2: of us because we are so much more powerful than them.
Speaker 2: The things that we can do that they can't, you know,
Speaker 2: it's just and they don't like that. It's scarce. They're
Speaker 2: scarce the hell out of them. What they're going to
Speaker 2: do when all of us all get on board and
Speaker 2: we'll come into our power and sovereignty, who's going to
Speaker 2: be running won't be as it will be there and
Speaker 2: they're a million pound bunkers, you know. But yeah, it's
Speaker 2: uh know, they will try and take us out. They
Speaker 2: have taken many people, especially people like me. My labs
Speaker 2: Max Spy has been one of them. They took him out.
Speaker 2: You know, you're more at risk, you know myself. The
Speaker 2: more of my experiences that I share, or the more
Speaker 2: memories that I come into and I share, I don't
Speaker 2: guarantee I'll get attacked. I get gang stoped. I've had
Speaker 2: strange men knocking at my door, sitting in cars outside
Speaker 2: my door. I've had a van a drive passed and
Speaker 2: all of a sudden, you know, the back doors open
Speaker 2: and then there's two men are pushing out this huge
Speaker 2: camera and pointing at me, staring at me, and I'm like,
Speaker 2: am I in a movie you see? And you know,
Speaker 2: you know something going on, you know, thinking like they're
Speaker 2: shooting something, you know, a person or something you know,
Speaker 2: and there's no one there and they're just staring at me,
Speaker 2: you know, and then all of a sudden they pull
Speaker 2: the camera in, shut the door, and they go speeding up,
Speaker 2: you know, targeting and pretending to be guest men, taking
Speaker 2: reader and readings, you know, strange phone calls, you know,
Speaker 2: psychic attacks, astral attacks, you know so many ways, threats, emails,
Speaker 2: so and it's always the same whenever I share my experiences.
Speaker 2: That's when it happens. I'm quite, i'm quiet, I get
Speaker 2: no bother. But the moment I start sharing my experiences,
Speaker 2: they're on it every time, and it's a way to
Speaker 2: disse empowers, shut us down, to lower our vibration. And
Speaker 2: the thing is, yeah, they have got me. They've got
Speaker 2: me a few times, and they've threatened me as well.
Speaker 2: This took me a couple of years ago now, when
Speaker 2: I first started sharing my experiences on TikTok, before I
Speaker 2: shared them on my original YouTube channel, and they took
Speaker 2: me from my bed and literally implanted me, chicked me
Speaker 2: and give me twenty four hours take down all my stuff.
Speaker 2: And of course after that and when I came back,
Speaker 2: I did exactly that because I freaked out. But you
Speaker 2: know what, you know, I always get back up. I
Speaker 2: am very resilient and I always get up because you know,
Speaker 2: people are just like flabbergasts sometimes are like, how you
Speaker 2: should be scared, you should be terrified. I'm like, yeah,
Speaker 2: don't me wrong. I've had my moments. But you know
Speaker 2: when you just get sick and tired of being a
Speaker 2: used and abused, abused and dictated to and threatened, and
Speaker 2: you think, well, you know, you're just getting on you know,
Speaker 2: you just for me. It's like I'm an alchemist, So
Speaker 2: it's like I alchemize all that trauma, all that pain,
Speaker 2: all that disempowerment, all that you know, you're weak, you're
Speaker 2: a lie, you're better, you're this, And that depends on
Speaker 2: the types of protexture get and I just turn it
Speaker 2: into power and I'm back up again and I'll just
Speaker 2: continue what I'm doing. So the more they do it,
Speaker 2: actually it backfires because the more stronger it makes me,
Speaker 2: the more determined it makes me to get my story
Speaker 2: out there, to get this information awareness out there, to
Speaker 2: help people. You know, That's how it is. Sometimes we
Speaker 2: actually get taken out depending on the level of influence
Speaker 2: you have on people, depending on the stars of your channel.
Speaker 2: You know, if you're going around doing conferences and you
Speaker 2: really are influencing a large group of people, you know
Speaker 2: you're If you're not that, of course, I said, if
Speaker 2: you haven't been compromising infiltrators to spread lies and misinformation,
Speaker 2: and usually they'll be left alone, that should be a
Speaker 2: red flag. Or the genuine ones, you know, they'll be
Speaker 2: taken out. They'll be suicided here all the time. So
Speaker 2: but yeah, I mean it is risky. I do tread
Speaker 2: with caution, but to be honest, you know, yes, I
Speaker 2: have a lot of memories and I've had a lot
Speaker 2: of experiences, but you know, it's not about comparing. But
Speaker 2: what I mean is if you by a look at
Speaker 2: other my live experiences, they've got a lot more knowledge
Speaker 2: and understanding of it because they've had that realization for
Speaker 2: much longer than me. They've had time to interview more
Speaker 2: people and connect the puzzles and do the research. You know.
Speaker 2: So until I get to that level, I'm kind of
Speaker 2: seen as like very low threat, but they will still
Speaker 2: mess with me. Well, you know, like I say, the
Speaker 2: more information you and more understand the more they sharing,
Speaker 2: the bigger the risk you are. It's just how it
Speaker 2: is down here or of places as well. So but still,
Speaker 2: you know, everyone's memory, everyone's experiences are important, no matter
Speaker 2: how big house or how much you understand and how
Speaker 2: much you don't, because you know, we're all here, we're
Speaker 2: like stepping stones with other people, you know, So my
Speaker 2: information will be easier for those that have just come
Speaker 2: into that realization to kind of you know, understand and
Speaker 2: accept without without it being like whoa too much if
Speaker 2: they want too someone like, let's just say, I don't know, hypathetically,
Speaker 2: someone like James Bartley, who's very you know, like he
Speaker 2: knows a lot. I mean, people that are just coming
Speaker 2: into this information or understanding that they are my lab,
Speaker 2: they might not cope going from that to speaking someone
Speaker 2: like James and might just freaking lose it. You know.
Speaker 2: So you know, certain people jaunt to us at certain times,
Speaker 2: and you know, so I believe that's kind of how
Speaker 2: it works as well.
Speaker 1: So yeah, well, you know, I don't want to keep
Speaker 1: you too much longer, so we should wrap it up
Speaker 1: here and next time we can talk a little bit
Speaker 1: more about your off planet experiences and all the various things. Yes,
Speaker 1: now I will say thank you for sharing this information.
Speaker 1: What you have said is true. You're at a huge risk.
Speaker 1: And the thing about it is that the average person
Speaker 1: might not understand the severity of this for you, because
Speaker 1: maybe they don't want to do anything to you. Maybe
Speaker 1: they'll go after your daughter or somebody like that. You know,
Speaker 1: that's how these people operate. So you have to be
Speaker 1: very careful to a certain degree what you say and
Speaker 1: what you you know who you talk to, because you
Speaker 1: never know you might end up talking to someone that
Speaker 1: is an ARC, you know, So thanks for being on
Speaker 1: the Bonus Often Disney podcast, Zoe. Can you tell everybody
Speaker 1: where they can find you?
Speaker 2: Yeah? So I have my YouTube channel. It's called my
Speaker 2: Lab Gun Rogue. I'll send you a link or unless
Speaker 2: you want to just copy a link off off my
Speaker 2: YouTube and I touch it to the script and I
Speaker 2: don't mind either ways. Fine, Yeah, so my Lab Gone
Speaker 2: same name from my Facebook again, my Lab Gone Rogue
Speaker 2: TikTok in case you want to go on there. That's
Speaker 2: where I kind of post my shots. And also as
Speaker 2: well with my YouTube channel, not only do I share
Speaker 2: my own experiences again to help validate and give support
Speaker 2: to other my Lab victims or just to anyone who's interested,
Speaker 2: I also offer it as a platform for those that
Speaker 2: who wish for those that wish to come on and
Speaker 2: share their experiences. So if you are a my Lab yourself,
Speaker 2: or you suspect you are, or you know someone who is,
Speaker 2: and they want somewhere to go to share their experience
Speaker 2: because they feel compelled to get their story out there
Speaker 2: because quite often we do, then yeah, just give them
Speaker 2: my information and all then can't contact me on my
Speaker 2: email which is z malloy so z M O L
Speaker 2: l O Y four nine seven at gmail dot com
Speaker 2: and you can reach me that way as well. And
Speaker 2: usually what happens is, well, if you want to call
Speaker 2: my channel, we'll have a little phone call or face
Speaker 2: video whatever you call it, so you know, I'll get
Speaker 2: to you know, just get to know you and to
Speaker 2: stand you a little bit, and then we can arrange
Speaker 2: for you to call on my channel. So yeah, that's
Speaker 2: kind of how you can find me. And if you
Speaker 2: want to come on agreat. Thanks again, thank you, thank
Speaker 2: you for having me on, and I'll look forward to
Speaker 2: coming on again in the future.
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