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<v Speaker 1>And testing one, two three.

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<v Speaker 2>If you hear my voice, that means you're listening to

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<v Speaker 2>a new episode of Catch His Feed with your boy Joe. Now,

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<v Speaker 2>I know usually you would hear some other names, but

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<v Speaker 2>they're not here right now. Y'all went the pod, and

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<v Speaker 2>I know y'all have been waiting. It's been three months

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<v Speaker 2>of silence, but people being busy, and I'm not gonna

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<v Speaker 2>apologize for being busy. But we do have a new guest,

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<v Speaker 2>a little permanent guest. She's going to introduce herself.

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<v Speaker 3>Hi, everyone, this is a Valeria Venia checking in at

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<v Speaker 3>the Vania on all platforms, Instagram, YouTube. I'm super happy.

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<v Speaker 4>To be here.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll work glud to have you. Well, I'm glad of you.

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<v Speaker 5>Thank you for having me.

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<v Speaker 2>So, you know, for the olders who don't know, I

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<v Speaker 2>make friends with everybody all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's how this came up. We're both at a

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<v Speaker 1>open house for some acting school.

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<v Speaker 2>Stuff going on that later on, and we was in

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<v Speaker 2>a circle and we're just introducing each other and I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, hey, I'm Joe, and you were like, hey, I'm.

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<v Speaker 1>Hilarious, and then there you go. Now we're friends.

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<v Speaker 2>We have a lot of the same interests and yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, hey, I have a podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>She was like, you need a guest host. I'm like.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool, that's literally literally that was a five second interaction

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<v Speaker 2>and that's all we needed.

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<v Speaker 1>And we're here. How's your day going.

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<v Speaker 5>It's going well so far.

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<v Speaker 3>We're off today, even though we are, you know, a

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<v Speaker 3>podcast host and a YouTuber and a baker, an actress

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<v Speaker 3>and a sing girl, so our corporate girl and we're off.

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<v Speaker 3>So you know, we thank God for that. So the

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<v Speaker 3>day has been good. It's a beautiful day. It feels really.

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<v Speaker 5>Nice out there, and I know all the falling it's

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<v Speaker 5>a little bit crazy doing too much, but you know,

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<v Speaker 5>it's nitty. It's world four four four day this weekend,

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<v Speaker 5>So what is that like?

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<v Speaker 1>All right, so I've been down here.

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<v Speaker 2>This is my fourth year being down here, and I

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<v Speaker 2>hear like full four folk is is like a holiday?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, basically you know four four is like the mainland

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<v Speaker 3>area code. Yeah, right, and so this week is April fourth,

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<v Speaker 3>four four. So I don't even know when this came up,

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<v Speaker 3>but they just started doing events.

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<v Speaker 1>For it's.

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<v Speaker 2>I I noticed that Atlanta celebrates literally up and down

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<v Speaker 2>there like there's nothing and I know that there's a

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<v Speaker 2>four or four event this weeken called Atlanta isn't Real,

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<v Speaker 2>which is a fact.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not a real place. Everything like, yeah, which is great.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, life, you know, every day is a gift,

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<v Speaker 2>but like some of these these yeah, I.

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<v Speaker 5>Mean, you know, most things are made up. Like we

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<v Speaker 5>live on a floating rock.

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<v Speaker 3>So there's you know, just kind of existing now.

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<v Speaker 5>So there's that.

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<v Speaker 3>But you know, from what I understand, for for day

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<v Speaker 3>and weekends, just to really celebrate the heritage, the culture

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<v Speaker 3>of Atlanta, the real Atlanta before all the gentrification and

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<v Speaker 3>people who started moving here from other places.

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<v Speaker 5>Which is not a bad thing. I'm not from here initially.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm from Florida, Like I grew up mostly here like

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<v Speaker 3>in my childhood, so I mean technically i'm from here.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just a Southern girl for the most part. But anyway,

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<v Speaker 3>that's what it is. So to answer your question, the

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<v Speaker 3>day has been wonderful.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm excited for the weekend. It's it's also resurrection.

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<v Speaker 2>Weekend, way more important than more important.

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<v Speaker 5>ReHO me.

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<v Speaker 2>My sister's coming here this weekend to visit. She has

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<v Speaker 2>never come down here to visit, and she's not even.

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<v Speaker 1>Coming for me.

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<v Speaker 5>So she's going to see you. So that's a blessing.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, she needs someone to stay. It's all good.

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<v Speaker 2>But but yeah, that's the case. Today. I'm a TikToker. Now, boy,

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<v Speaker 2>just hit one thousand likes finally.

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<v Speaker 1>I know it's a small feet, but you know, small wins.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna get to that million.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, we got to start at one thousand and

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<v Speaker 2>get to a million, so I was really excited about that.

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<v Speaker 5>Congratulations.

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<v Speaker 1>You know that TikTok brand is growing podcasts back podcasting.

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<v Speaker 1>My baby.

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<v Speaker 2>I say this on almost every pod podcast is my

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<v Speaker 2>baby and I ain't watching you.

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<v Speaker 5>Girl, happy to be here.

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<v Speaker 1>I appreciate it. You know it's crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>Black Effect got a podcast festival and all the big heads.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I don't know about this year another line,

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<v Speaker 1>but I went last year.

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<v Speaker 3>I was on TikTok and.

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<v Speaker 2>Last year I went on since it was April, and

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<v Speaker 2>I went on the Food Fast. I will tell you

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<v Speaker 2>about last year. I went there and they were selling

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<v Speaker 2>every version of Jamaican food there and.

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<v Speaker 1>I was always heard, I always hurt.

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<v Speaker 5>I love Jamaican food. Bakan food is my favor.

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<v Speaker 1>If you want to send us some Jamaican. But it

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<v Speaker 1>has to be fresh.

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<v Speaker 5>It has to be fresh to be Jamaican making it.

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<v Speaker 5>I don't please.

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<v Speaker 2>Or so.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not to ask you since I know nothing about

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<v Speaker 1>you technically, what is your nationality?

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<v Speaker 5>My nationality? Oh guess?

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<v Speaker 3>Please guess, because I'm always interested because people think I'm

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<v Speaker 3>some of everything you know.

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<v Speaker 1>At one point in our conversation, I did think you

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<v Speaker 1>were just making uh huh, I knew it.

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<v Speaker 5>I did think that that's the main one that the

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<v Speaker 5>people think.

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<v Speaker 3>That did be bloothinky, that did be boo think no

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<v Speaker 3>one more.

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<v Speaker 1>I just went on Trinidaddy.

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<v Speaker 3>No, I am not griping at all. I am only

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<v Speaker 3>African American. I am just a black girl from the

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<v Speaker 3>South Bay, Okay. Born in Miami, Florida, raised in Okalla,

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<v Speaker 3>Florida until I was about eleven, and I grew up

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<v Speaker 3>here in Atlanta.

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<v Speaker 5>My parents are from Florida, both of them.

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<v Speaker 3>My mom from Miami, my dad from Ocala, like a

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<v Speaker 3>country in the city house met and made this amazing

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<v Speaker 3>specimen of all.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, So, since you probably also might not know, because

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<v Speaker 2>we know nothing about each other, I am Haitian, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>since you were, since you're from Miami, but you know

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of Asians.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, Well, I didn't really know a lot of patients

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<v Speaker 3>for the most part because I grew up in on Calla,

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<v Speaker 3>which was mostly white, very rule. But I met a

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<v Speaker 3>lot when I was in Florida STATEI a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>Haitians were there, like PLI my closest.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe it. Damn. We have a lot of hat

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<v Speaker 1>I don't. Yeah, I got a few down here, I'd

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<v Speaker 1>say like five six. I was trying some more because

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<v Speaker 1>I think we just when you're amongst people who just

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<v Speaker 1>get it when I'm a monkst like, oh, the other night,

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<v Speaker 1>me and to my roommate Qute, who you don't know

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<v Speaker 1>because we just met, but.

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<v Speaker 2>Q uh he used to work somewhere with a punch

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<v Speaker 2>of different hats, and we're all like cool, like one

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<v Speaker 2>cuts of my hair, like we're all cool. Like the

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<v Speaker 2>other night we were all together and we're just chatting

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<v Speaker 2>it up, and they were talking about their one friend

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<v Speaker 2>who moved back to Haiti. So it was just like, dang,

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<v Speaker 2>like I know, these jokes only hit with us because.

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<v Speaker 1>We you know.

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<v Speaker 5>So that's why, Yeah, I did not know you were

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<v Speaker 5>you were though, I thought you may have just been black.

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<v Speaker 3>But maybe that's just us looking at each other from

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<v Speaker 3>our own list. Like you thought I was going to

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<v Speaker 3>be in a sore dang, I got no sauce.

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<v Speaker 1>No she thought I was just lemon bepel, no nothing, no.

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<v Speaker 5>Sleep potato maga.

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<v Speaker 2>Long as he's not punkin, So I'm not even a

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<v Speaker 2>podcast talking. You're like punkin pie. Oh good, you might

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<v Speaker 2>have just lost.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh god, I want to It was great, It's amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't telling me like raisins, that's what we like. What's

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<v Speaker 1>black people and mayonnaise?

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<v Speaker 5>It staks. It's now. I'm going to be honest.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't like sandwiches. I love sandwiches, but I want

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<v Speaker 1>sandwiches there.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a honey mustard type of person a d I'm

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<v Speaker 3>a mustard girl. I can do mustard, different types of mustards.

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<v Speaker 3>I love, like balsamics, like vinegars, oil. Yeah exactly, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>so I like I like other sauces. But if it's

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<v Speaker 3>an aoli, like a fancy male, maybe you made it

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<v Speaker 3>from scratch or some garlic in it.

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<v Speaker 1>I do not like eggs.

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<v Speaker 5>I actually love eggs.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean eggs. I don't like that.

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know why I don't like male.

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<v Speaker 1>I think a kid.

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<v Speaker 2>As a black person, I guess, I guess so I

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<v Speaker 2>thought you should throw the mail out. It's men like

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<v Speaker 2>someth No, it's.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot that like it.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh God, that's what it was.

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<v Speaker 3>Stink And I think like I used to hate how

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<v Speaker 3>it would get on the corner of people's mouth.

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<v Speaker 1>What And.

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<v Speaker 3>I used to like recipes of my grandma. I love

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<v Speaker 3>her so much, my dad's mom. You know, she'd be

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<v Speaker 3>ninety four years old. That's my Fama's taller grandma. I

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<v Speaker 3>haven't knew, but she used to have dirty dishwater. I

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<v Speaker 3>can see little things of male.

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<v Speaker 1>Just like.

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<v Speaker 5>And I was disgusted. I don't like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you ever think like in life? Right, just imagine

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<v Speaker 1>that memory just said, do you ever think like in life?

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<v Speaker 1>Some of these things really shape Like I.

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<v Speaker 2>Really like I'm one of those people, Like I'm really

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<v Speaker 2>like I overthink like everything. I really be thinking about

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<v Speaker 2>how I am and why I'm like this. You just

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<v Speaker 2>say you want like Minni's, and then like, think about

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<v Speaker 2>what you just said. You said I don't like Minni's,

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<v Speaker 2>and you're like, yo, Yeah, I was a child and

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<v Speaker 2>somebody would wash mayonnaise off the plate and.

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<v Speaker 5>I see the little squamis in the sink.

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<v Speaker 1>And they're like, nah, cooking, And now you're thirty, you're thirty,

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<v Speaker 1>You're like, no way.

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<v Speaker 2>Remember them squids in the sink? Absolutely not, Yo, that's everybody.

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<v Speaker 5>That is so true because we connect.

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<v Speaker 3>Or were shaped by our mostly by our childhood experiences,

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<v Speaker 3>and we don't have I don't have research and science

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<v Speaker 3>to back that up, but I'm sure that we could

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<v Speaker 3>look that up exactly. And the traumas that we experienced

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<v Speaker 3>are just the things that we look at throughout our

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<v Speaker 3>time as we growing and effects how we see life now.

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<v Speaker 2>Child is extremely important. People raise your kids, raise them correctly.

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<v Speaker 2>Sometimes people think incorrect way is the correct way, but anyway.

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<v Speaker 5>But you know correct is also.

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<v Speaker 3>And then if I did say then it was a

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<v Speaker 1>Is another conversation.

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<v Speaker 2>Raising kids just be good people at this point, whether

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<v Speaker 1>I'm on, but.

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<v Speaker 2>They'd be like kids like hitting adults on there, like

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<v Speaker 1>The parents now see. And that's and you know, and

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<v Speaker 5>Caring, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>I was walking to the UH gas station across the street.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yo, what I want? What you want to do?

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<v Speaker 1>Like what you want to do? Like I don't know,

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<v Speaker 5>An example.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm not going to be the example they want

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<v Speaker 2>me to be, not like the society, but like the kids,

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<v Speaker 1>Men, I will not be that example. I will make

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<v Speaker 5>I'm jumping in on the old man.

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<v Speaker 2>This is crazy, This life is weird. We're in twenty

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<v Speaker 2>twenty six and kids are beating up old people. I

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<v Speaker 2>uh it was high school teacher. He's like seventy some

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<v Speaker 5>With that anyway, you don't have anything better to do.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that's I'm actually happy that you said that,

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<v Speaker 1>What you're doing here? It's like eleven, yeah, it's eleven something.

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<v Speaker 1>What are you doing out here? Your child? You look

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<v Speaker 1>like a child, you're short like a child. What are

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<v Speaker 1>you doing it here? What are all three? Are you

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<v Speaker 1>doing it here? You plan on doing something? I seen

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<v Speaker 1>one what I'm saying on the one time, So I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>what's so like? Child? That's why? Oh? What time is it?

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<v Speaker 1>It's just like a prank, like do you do something?

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<v Speaker 1>But I mean, what time is it? You got that

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<v Speaker 1>a watch. Interesting, That's what I'm saying. You know what

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<v Speaker 5>Away from me, right, I know it's time for you

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<v Speaker 1>But you but every time I tell this story to Q,

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<v Speaker 1>he'd be like, you're You're just an angry old man.

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<v Speaker 1>That's right. I rarned it. I arned it. I have

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<v Speaker 2>It's really cautious, you know, because like, no, I'm driving

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<v Speaker 2>in there, standing in front of the gate. Oh that's

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<v Speaker 2>why I gotta be useless from kurs calgy. No I'm driving,

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<v Speaker 2>what do you do?

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<v Speaker 3>Children are lacking respect these days, and as the new parents,

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<v Speaker 3>those of us who are probably twenty five, thirty thirty,

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<v Speaker 3>I tell you were from thirty to forty five years old,

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<v Speaker 3>our children are probably the ones that are two means

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<v Speaker 3>right now, and uh, they're like respect. But we can

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<v Speaker 3>do a lot better.

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<v Speaker 2>My SUSI has a baby every year. She's forty two,

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<v Speaker 2>and she h, she's the new parents too. Contechnically, technically,

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<v Speaker 2>but she she's like, it's the worst I've ever seen it.

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<v Speaker 2>He used to have this job in this dude, he's

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<v Speaker 1>He's called pimp. He used to he literally just walked

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<v Speaker 1>down the hallway and he'd be like, Yo, pamp, what's

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<v Speaker 2>How you doing.

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<v Speaker 1>You'd be like, it's the worst I've ever seen Like,

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<v Speaker 1>it's the it's everything to say, it's the worst I've

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<v Speaker 1>ever seen it. Man, it's the worst I've ever seen it.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, and he said, like a catchphrase, Oh, it's the worst,

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<v Speaker 2>the worst I've ever seen it.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm telling you. I feel like just as experience in

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<v Speaker 5>the people who are in charge.

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<v Speaker 3>Of these kids, and we just have a lot more

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<v Speaker 3>to do to make things be better because they're only

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<v Speaker 3>gonna do what we allow them to do, absolutely at

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<v Speaker 3>least until they get to a certain age.

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<v Speaker 5>But like true, we be just letting them go.

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<v Speaker 3>We let them be to their vices, we let them

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<v Speaker 3>be on their phones all day, we let them be

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<v Speaker 3>influenced by whatever, We let them be spending the night

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<v Speaker 3>of people like my parents would never when I was

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<v Speaker 3>a kid, there was no way I was going to

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<v Speaker 3>my quote unquote boyfriend's house no to do what y'all

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<v Speaker 3>be going out other date, but you're coming back home?

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<v Speaker 3>You know, when I was sixteen, seventeen.

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<v Speaker 5>Eighteen.

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<v Speaker 1>Eighteen. You know, I always think that.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like Haitians were always ahead of their time

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<v Speaker 2>with this kind of stuff, you know, unrealistically sometimes but

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<v Speaker 2>like sleepover, made up dating, made up. Yeah, like finding

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<v Speaker 2>any type of independence in any version of that work

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<v Speaker 2>made up, no chance. Like even now I'm thirty and like,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm still like sixteen to them, i still have a child.

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<v Speaker 1>But like, and I think it throws them off.

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<v Speaker 2>They're like, oh my god, it's nineteen ninety five, little

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm an adult. I'm an adult.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm a woman. Now, I'm a woman.

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<v Speaker 2>I went to a wedding with my parents in there

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<v Speaker 2>and they're like, yo, you next up. I'm like, since

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<v Speaker 2>when do you even.

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<v Speaker 5>Get into what I'm telling you?

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<v Speaker 3>Like they want us married now, They're like, uh, hello,

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<v Speaker 3>I would like a grand child.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh they got seventy three others because that ain't nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>They got a bunch of oos. That ain't nothing.

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<v Speaker 3>My dad has a lot to now, my mom to

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<v Speaker 3>you know, rest the piece to her. But my dad

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<v Speaker 3>has a few, but I haven't given them many. And

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<v Speaker 3>at least three of my siblings me on two. Three

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<v Speaker 3>of us don't have children.

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<v Speaker 1>Yet, so three had a six. You're the youngest, I am.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah. Two of my brothers don't have any children here.

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<v Speaker 1>So one of them where they're just like, one of them.

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<v Speaker 3>Is God willing he'll be married. Yeah, and then the

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, okay, all right, that's I spoke a lot. Alright.

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<v Speaker 5>Then he's great. He's a wonderful brother. But we just

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<v Speaker 5>need to get him married.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, we just need him married.

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<v Speaker 5>Jesus.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I guess we've we've fasted the banter part of

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<v Speaker 1>this podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>We're going to dive into Affirmation of the Day, and

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<v Speaker 2>that is I feel safe in the rhythm and flow

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<v Speaker 2>of ever changing life. Today, I embrace my unique journey,

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<v Speaker 2>trust my inner wisdom, and allow myself to grow, knowing

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<v Speaker 2>that I am worthy of all good things coming my way.

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<v Speaker 2>I choose to inhale confidence, exhale doubt, and make a

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<v Speaker 2>pause sative impact.

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<v Speaker 5>That's awesome, that's beautiful. Did you write that or did

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<v Speaker 5>you just get it to know?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it's crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>Ever since I started Affirmation of the Day, anybody that's

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<v Speaker 2>on the podcast of his affirmation will be like, Yo,

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<v Speaker 2>did you write that?

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<v Speaker 1>I never write them. I never write them. I'll be fine, sorry, No,

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<v Speaker 1>it's fine. Coolan Google's available for everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>Google's over everybody when not everybody has a podcast to

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<v Speaker 2>say it so good. So yeah, I thought that one

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<v Speaker 2>naturally well with today's like topic the topic is, and

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<v Speaker 2>usually the topics are like you know what the episode

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<v Speaker 1>But before it used to be like just one word

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<v Speaker 1>or like two words, but like now we're getting like

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<v Speaker 1>a little little creative with the titles.

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<v Speaker 2>Absolutely, and the title is the mask comes off eventually,

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<v Speaker 2>So we think that means.

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<v Speaker 3>I think the mask comes off eventually means that there

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<v Speaker 3>can be times where we may not be operating in

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<v Speaker 3>our most authentic selves, or as our most authentic selves,

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<v Speaker 3>or in our most truthful space.

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<v Speaker 1>And.

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<v Speaker 3>Either there is a level of comfort that we're able

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<v Speaker 3>to connect to that allows us to show up in

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<v Speaker 3>that way, or there is something that triggers us having

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<v Speaker 3>to show who we truly are.

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<v Speaker 5>That's that's what I get from that.

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<v Speaker 1>Not gonna lie that use. You gotta be permanent.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean the fact that you just in this you

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<v Speaker 3>don't know anything about this. But it's actually crazy that

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<v Speaker 3>this is the topic because I've I've been.

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<v Speaker 5>Examining the concept of the mask in my own life

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<v Speaker 5>a lot, like very.

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<v Speaker 3>Heavily in the last maybe like three months, just because

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<v Speaker 3>I've started to I take a lot of like inventory

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<v Speaker 3>because I understand.

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<v Speaker 5>That the way I see the world is not the

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<v Speaker 5>same vision that you have.

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<v Speaker 3>And so I've had to start like really just looking

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<v Speaker 3>at myself and looking at this quote unquote mask that

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<v Speaker 3>I wear in the world, being a black woman, being

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<v Speaker 3>you know, a woman who is brilliant on extremely sparning

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<v Speaker 3>on me, you know, who's a creative and who was beautiful.

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<v Speaker 3>And oftentimes I've started and you know, obviously we both

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<v Speaker 3>wear multiple different masks in different places, but I've started

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<v Speaker 3>to realize that sometimes based on the perception that someone else.

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<v Speaker 1>Has of you.

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<v Speaker 5>With the masks that you have on, they are going

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<v Speaker 5>to attach a certain reality to.

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<v Speaker 2>Who you are exacts, especially if they know you for

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<v Speaker 2>like who you used to be exactly, it's just who

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<v Speaker 2>you are becoming or are now.

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<v Speaker 3>Exactly and I'm starting to have to learn how to

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<v Speaker 3>operate in my own authenticity regardless of the mask that

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<v Speaker 3>someone else has for me, and realizing that I wear one.

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<v Speaker 3>Like in a space where I'm at work, then I'm

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<v Speaker 3>a black woman who's in corporate, but when I'm at

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<v Speaker 3>home with my family, I'm little VV, the baby sister,

428
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<v Speaker 3>the baby daughter, and so in those spaces I might

429
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<v Speaker 3>look a certain type of way to them and so

430
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<v Speaker 3>they will treat me accordingly.

431
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<v Speaker 5>But then it's also like I'm still I'm a woman.

432
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<v Speaker 1>I'm growing and I.

433
00:23:46.039 --> 00:23:49.359
<v Speaker 3>Have a different like dynamic, and so I have to

434
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<v Speaker 3>show up how I am, not how you want me to.

435
00:23:54.119 --> 00:23:59.079
<v Speaker 1>Or how you perceive phenomenal phenomenal answer.

436
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<v Speaker 2>And I think it goes into in this first question,

437
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<v Speaker 2>when do you feel like you're the most on, like

438
00:24:05.119 --> 00:24:10.000
<v Speaker 2>who you are versus when you're actually being yourself? So

439
00:24:10.200 --> 00:24:12.119
<v Speaker 2>not like I said, I'm so sorry, So when do

440
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<v Speaker 2>you feel like you're I guess the mass per se

441
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<v Speaker 2>the most on versus when you're most yourself.

442
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<v Speaker 3>Definitely, so I'm most asked when I'm getting to know

443
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<v Speaker 3>someone for the first time. I think, especially when it

444
00:24:35.559 --> 00:24:39.079
<v Speaker 3>comes to like romantic relationships and partnerships.

445
00:24:39.119 --> 00:24:40.240
<v Speaker 5>I feel like I show.

446
00:24:42.960 --> 00:24:46.599
<v Speaker 3>A reserved part of myself and that's just because I

447
00:24:46.599 --> 00:24:47.880
<v Speaker 3>don't trust people very easily.

448
00:24:47.920 --> 00:24:49.160
<v Speaker 5>I'm not going to show you everything.

449
00:24:49.519 --> 00:24:54.839
<v Speaker 3>But also in like corporate spaces, in like business and career,

450
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<v Speaker 3>I notice that I tend to like just take back

451
00:24:59.720 --> 00:25:03.720
<v Speaker 3>some of my personality. I have a very bright, lovely personality,

452
00:25:04.200 --> 00:25:07.880
<v Speaker 3>and I don't like to show that often in certain

453
00:25:07.960 --> 00:25:10.640
<v Speaker 3>spaces just until, I mean, unless I feel like a

454
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<v Speaker 3>certain level of trust with the people that I'm around.

455
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<v Speaker 5>Because I've also learned that based on perception is reality

456
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<v Speaker 5>for real real.

457
00:25:18.759 --> 00:25:24.279
<v Speaker 3>So when sometimes people are not like inherently optimistic, sometimes

458
00:25:24.400 --> 00:25:27.160
<v Speaker 3>they see the world from a very negative perspective. And

459
00:25:27.279 --> 00:25:30.119
<v Speaker 3>so you coming in but here with your super lovely personality,

460
00:25:30.519 --> 00:25:32.839
<v Speaker 3>and now they have a problem with you just because

461
00:25:32.880 --> 00:25:34.279
<v Speaker 3>you're being yourself.

462
00:25:34.440 --> 00:25:36.599
<v Speaker 5>And you shouldn't care. And I'm starting to learn to

463
00:25:36.720 --> 00:25:38.400
<v Speaker 5>not care about people's because.

464
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<v Speaker 1>Old people.

465
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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

466
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<v Speaker 3>I'm learning to not care anymore what people think and

467
00:25:44.880 --> 00:25:47.119
<v Speaker 3>how they perceive me, and I'm starting to, you know,

468
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<v Speaker 3>connect the fact that their perception is the reality of

469
00:25:49.680 --> 00:25:52.839
<v Speaker 3>mine is mine. But I do notice that in those

470
00:25:52.880 --> 00:25:55.480
<v Speaker 3>types of spaces. I'm usually a lot more reserved and

471
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<v Speaker 3>maybe not as much myself.

472
00:26:00.160 --> 00:26:04.680
<v Speaker 1>On's a good phenomenal answer for me.

473
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<v Speaker 2>Ah Man, this mask, I don't really know exactly where

474
00:26:13.519 --> 00:26:14.440
<v Speaker 2>it will be on or off.

475
00:26:14.599 --> 00:26:17.720
<v Speaker 1>I definitely will definitely, I got a job for sure.

476
00:26:18.599 --> 00:26:21.440
<v Speaker 1>You know, it can't just be like who I am.

477
00:26:21.599 --> 00:26:24.279
<v Speaker 2>But I think that over the past few years, I

478
00:26:24.359 --> 00:26:27.039
<v Speaker 2>think I've been through like a few things that kind

479
00:26:27.119 --> 00:26:30.720
<v Speaker 2>of the mask is kind of getting like Jim carrioush.

480
00:26:30.759 --> 00:26:33.039
<v Speaker 1>Like where it's like stuck on my face.

481
00:26:33.240 --> 00:26:35.759
<v Speaker 2>Like we live in a world where like the nonchalant

482
00:26:35.839 --> 00:26:38.960
<v Speaker 2>thing is very cool, Like it's so cool to be

483
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<v Speaker 2>so weird and.

484
00:26:40.039 --> 00:26:40.880
<v Speaker 1>Not have emotions.

485
00:26:41.640 --> 00:26:45.839
<v Speaker 2>So I think sometimes I like tap into that, but

486
00:26:45.880 --> 00:26:48.440
<v Speaker 2>I don't really tap into it well because that's not

487
00:26:48.559 --> 00:26:53.839
<v Speaker 2>who I am. But I think sometimes it's I don't

488
00:26:53.839 --> 00:26:56.599
<v Speaker 2>want to ever seem too eager or like anything like that.

489
00:26:56.759 --> 00:26:59.960
<v Speaker 1>So like for me specifically, when I get excited, my boy,

490
00:27:00.000 --> 00:27:04.960
<v Speaker 1>this is really hot because but like something happened to

491
00:27:05.039 --> 00:27:05.880
<v Speaker 1>be like oh, like.

492
00:27:08.000 --> 00:27:11.160
<v Speaker 2>I want you to do it, like it's really hot,

493
00:27:11.680 --> 00:27:15.920
<v Speaker 2>so it's like damn, I'm like all right, So but

494
00:27:16.079 --> 00:27:18.880
<v Speaker 2>like some people like you, you're super hype, we're like you.

495
00:27:19.640 --> 00:27:21.920
<v Speaker 2>So I'm like, oh yeah, I forgot, I'm not a

496
00:27:22.000 --> 00:27:25.400
<v Speaker 2>lot to like stuff like oh yeah, that's cool, and.

497
00:27:25.640 --> 00:27:28.519
<v Speaker 5>That's exactly what I mean. That's exactly what I mean.

498
00:27:28.599 --> 00:27:30.920
<v Speaker 3>Like you have a certain level of expression that you

499
00:27:31.039 --> 00:27:33.519
<v Speaker 3>want to have, but because other people see life in

500
00:27:33.599 --> 00:27:35.640
<v Speaker 3>a certain type of way, you express yourself and it's

501
00:27:35.720 --> 00:27:36.000
<v Speaker 3>like a.

502
00:27:38.079 --> 00:27:39.799
<v Speaker 5>It's like I'm sorry, I'm a human.

503
00:27:43.279 --> 00:27:47.079
<v Speaker 1>Sorry, I'm just excited.

504
00:27:48.480 --> 00:27:49.759
<v Speaker 5>And that's the skin color.

505
00:27:49.599 --> 00:27:52.359
<v Speaker 1>Thing too, you know what I mean.

506
00:27:52.920 --> 00:27:55.920
<v Speaker 3>It is you wear the mask of black, and so

507
00:27:56.559 --> 00:27:59.960
<v Speaker 3>it's often associated with us not being a certain time

508
00:28:01.039 --> 00:28:03.559
<v Speaker 3>and if we are, then we're weird or we're like

509
00:28:04.000 --> 00:28:06.359
<v Speaker 3>doing too much, and it's like I'm just existing.

510
00:28:08.119 --> 00:28:12.079
<v Speaker 2>Growing up, I was I was too too black for

511
00:28:12.200 --> 00:28:16.759
<v Speaker 2>white white and people every time because I was a

512
00:28:16.759 --> 00:28:21.079
<v Speaker 2>little kid that like power. I'm sorry, but I musicals

513
00:28:21.119 --> 00:28:25.799
<v Speaker 2>and stuff like to but liking to sing. It kind

514
00:28:25.839 --> 00:28:28.279
<v Speaker 2>of just got cool, you know, So I guess I

515
00:28:28.319 --> 00:28:29.359
<v Speaker 2>could say I'm but.

516
00:28:29.359 --> 00:28:34.000
<v Speaker 1>Anyway, But yeah, I was always I was never mind you.

517
00:28:34.119 --> 00:28:35.640
<v Speaker 2>And then I to deal with that, right, and that's

518
00:28:35.680 --> 00:28:38.400
<v Speaker 2>like regular public. Then I had to go home and

519
00:28:38.880 --> 00:28:42.799
<v Speaker 2>not be Haitian enough either. That wasn't like something that

520
00:28:42.920 --> 00:28:44.720
<v Speaker 2>was pressed on to me, but like it was.

521
00:28:44.759 --> 00:28:50.880
<v Speaker 1>Evident I don't speak creole as much as anybody else.

522
00:28:51.039 --> 00:28:53.200
<v Speaker 1>I was the only person of my immediate family not born.

523
00:28:54.759 --> 00:28:59.359
<v Speaker 1>Don't tell that to the people, but you know that's

524
00:28:59.400 --> 00:28:59.839
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying.

525
00:29:00.000 --> 00:29:04.640
<v Speaker 2>So it's like, all right, I you know it should

526
00:29:04.640 --> 00:29:06.880
<v Speaker 2>be hardcore a lot, but like and that's all a

527
00:29:07.000 --> 00:29:10.079
<v Speaker 2>part of me, Like that's a thing. Like like I said,

528
00:29:10.160 --> 00:29:11.079
<v Speaker 2>like I'm an cooltinu.

529
00:29:11.119 --> 00:29:12.640
<v Speaker 1>You gotta go. I'm gonna do this tomorrow, the next

530
00:29:12.680 --> 00:29:16.920
<v Speaker 1>thirty get on my way. So like some of that stuff,

531
00:29:16.960 --> 00:29:17.200
<v Speaker 1>it was.

532
00:29:17.240 --> 00:29:21.880
<v Speaker 2>Like dang, So growing up, I'm can't go to school dances,

533
00:29:22.039 --> 00:29:24.279
<v Speaker 2>I can't see with my friend's house, I can't do Halloween.

534
00:29:24.359 --> 00:29:26.839
<v Speaker 2>Halloween is a little bit different though, that's like that's

535
00:29:26.880 --> 00:29:30.519
<v Speaker 2>a kingdom thing. But still it's like, dang, I'm not

536
00:29:30.559 --> 00:29:32.599
<v Speaker 2>allowed to do any of these things. And then like

537
00:29:32.960 --> 00:29:34.920
<v Speaker 2>if I complained to like a sibling or something, they

538
00:29:34.960 --> 00:29:36.960
<v Speaker 2>wouldn't like push it down, but they're like none of

539
00:29:37.039 --> 00:29:39.799
<v Speaker 2>us we're really allowed to do it, right, But you

540
00:29:39.960 --> 00:29:42.799
<v Speaker 2>also are both fifteen and thirteen years.

541
00:29:42.640 --> 00:29:46.359
<v Speaker 1>Older than I am, so like that we're not in

542
00:29:46.480 --> 00:29:50.720
<v Speaker 1>the same generation. So it's a little bit different. So yeah,

543
00:29:50.839 --> 00:29:52.920
<v Speaker 1>so that all that.

544
00:29:53.119 --> 00:30:01.160
<v Speaker 2>Creates a mask to necessarily be accepted or not exactly ridiculed.

545
00:30:01.680 --> 00:30:04.119
<v Speaker 2>But like you being thirty and not caring about anything,

546
00:30:04.519 --> 00:30:08.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna be ridiculed regardless. There's just new things I

547
00:30:08.480 --> 00:30:12.359
<v Speaker 2>gotta get ridiculed about. Yes, even having this podcast. I

548
00:30:12.480 --> 00:30:15.200
<v Speaker 2>told my brothers sister, they were like, yeah, podcast.

549
00:30:15.559 --> 00:30:17.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm like yeah. They're like, how long you had it?

550
00:30:18.160 --> 00:30:20.720
<v Speaker 1>Like three years? They're like, yo, I ain't telling me.

551
00:30:21.039 --> 00:30:23.960
<v Speaker 1>You don't like anything that I do creatively. Oh, you

552
00:30:24.000 --> 00:30:26.480
<v Speaker 1>don't care. Not that you don't like it, you really care.

553
00:30:26.680 --> 00:30:28.799
<v Speaker 1>You're never gonna listen to an episode. You don't care.

554
00:30:29.759 --> 00:30:31.680
<v Speaker 1>It's okay, no, no, that's not it.

555
00:30:32.039 --> 00:30:36.440
<v Speaker 5>Yeah right, okay, real quick, the people who are closest

556
00:30:36.440 --> 00:30:36.599
<v Speaker 5>to you.

557
00:30:38.240 --> 00:30:40.839
<v Speaker 1>Get the stranger that's two thumbs up on that one,

558
00:30:41.079 --> 00:30:44.039
<v Speaker 1>and I endorsed that message. You see all these you

559
00:30:44.119 --> 00:30:51.480
<v Speaker 1>see these thousand likes on tik top. It's yeah, for sure,

560
00:30:52.240 --> 00:30:55.720
<v Speaker 1>I can't be like that because that's disgusting. But you know,

561
00:30:56.799 --> 00:30:58.119
<v Speaker 1>I can see the views people.

562
00:30:58.680 --> 00:31:02.440
<v Speaker 2>I can see the the three hundred sometimes a thousand

563
00:31:02.519 --> 00:31:04.640
<v Speaker 2>views on the videos, and I see the people watching

564
00:31:05.240 --> 00:31:07.000
<v Speaker 2>you're close to me, God.

565
00:31:06.920 --> 00:31:11.079
<v Speaker 1>Still loves you and talk tapping.

566
00:31:11.279 --> 00:31:14.559
<v Speaker 2>Next question, speaking of the people in your life, do

567
00:31:14.640 --> 00:31:16.440
<v Speaker 2>you think the people in your life truly know you

568
00:31:16.599 --> 00:31:17.920
<v Speaker 2>are just a version of you.

569
00:31:19.680 --> 00:31:23.400
<v Speaker 5>Oh that's a really that's a really great question.

570
00:31:23.759 --> 00:31:26.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's a great question. Let me ponder, do I

571
00:31:26.119 --> 00:31:28.960
<v Speaker 3>think the people in my life know me or just

572
00:31:29.000 --> 00:31:34.960
<v Speaker 3>a version of me? I think, God, how do I

573
00:31:35.079 --> 00:31:39.839
<v Speaker 3>answer that. There's like one person in my life who

574
00:31:39.960 --> 00:31:44.279
<v Speaker 3>I think really knows me. That's my cousin, who's really

575
00:31:44.359 --> 00:31:46.680
<v Speaker 3>like a sister to me. I think she's like the

576
00:31:46.839 --> 00:31:50.720
<v Speaker 3>one person who really knows me, like the super authentic

577
00:31:50.920 --> 00:31:53.880
<v Speaker 3>version of me, the creative, super bubbly, but also who gets.

578
00:31:53.720 --> 00:31:56.960
<v Speaker 5>Mad and kind of it you know, can be over

579
00:31:57.200 --> 00:32:01.839
<v Speaker 5>zealous and the overthinker. Like she knows every I guess

580
00:32:01.880 --> 00:32:02.559
<v Speaker 5>a version of me.

581
00:32:03.160 --> 00:32:07.440
<v Speaker 3>I would say, my siblings, my dad, they're starting to

582
00:32:07.640 --> 00:32:11.920
<v Speaker 3>know this newer version of me. But I think and

583
00:32:12.039 --> 00:32:15.119
<v Speaker 3>my friends as well, they all kind of know the

584
00:32:15.240 --> 00:32:17.119
<v Speaker 3>version of me that I was from when they first

585
00:32:17.240 --> 00:32:19.480
<v Speaker 3>met me, and I think sometimes they kind of like

586
00:32:20.640 --> 00:32:24.279
<v Speaker 3>see me as that girl, and now they're having to

587
00:32:24.880 --> 00:32:27.920
<v Speaker 3>relearn me in different ways, and I have to be

588
00:32:28.000 --> 00:32:31.400
<v Speaker 3>intentional about how I present myself to them so that

589
00:32:31.519 --> 00:32:35.000
<v Speaker 3>they can see this new version. But thankfully I have

590
00:32:35.119 --> 00:32:38.640
<v Speaker 3>people in my life who like accept the changes. Some

591
00:32:38.839 --> 00:32:43.799
<v Speaker 3>of them don't necessarily like it, and they I notice

592
00:32:43.799 --> 00:32:48.920
<v Speaker 3>that there's some like defense because I how do I say, like,

593
00:32:49.440 --> 00:32:52.519
<v Speaker 3>there was a version of me who always loved the Lord,

594
00:32:52.599 --> 00:32:54.359
<v Speaker 3>and there was a version of me who walked away

595
00:32:54.400 --> 00:32:56.720
<v Speaker 3>and who didn't care so much. And now this version

596
00:32:56.759 --> 00:32:59.160
<v Speaker 3>of me is like a super bold believer, and so

597
00:32:59.319 --> 00:33:02.000
<v Speaker 3>everything that I do has to really be booted in God.

598
00:33:02.440 --> 00:33:06.640
<v Speaker 5>And so especially with my family, I'm always leading with

599
00:33:06.880 --> 00:33:09.279
<v Speaker 5>like is this something that the world would be okay with?

600
00:33:09.880 --> 00:33:11.240
<v Speaker 5>And sometimes that comes.

601
00:33:11.039 --> 00:33:13.960
<v Speaker 3>To backlash because it's like, Okay, you're doing too much,

602
00:33:14.160 --> 00:33:16.039
<v Speaker 3>and it's like, okay, I just want to make sure

603
00:33:16.039 --> 00:33:16.640
<v Speaker 3>you don't go to hell.

604
00:33:17.160 --> 00:33:18.680
<v Speaker 5>But you know, I'm just trying to.

605
00:33:18.720 --> 00:33:24.880
<v Speaker 1>Help, so so that.

606
00:33:26.400 --> 00:33:28.559
<v Speaker 5>And so yeah, I think like they're starting to get

607
00:33:28.680 --> 00:33:32.960
<v Speaker 5>used to this newer version of me and they appreciate it.

608
00:33:33.240 --> 00:33:36.920
<v Speaker 3>But yeah, most of them, for the most part, have

609
00:33:37.240 --> 00:33:40.079
<v Speaker 3>like associated me with this one version.

610
00:33:40.119 --> 00:33:45.039
<v Speaker 5>And also I will say if there is a version

611
00:33:45.119 --> 00:33:46.559
<v Speaker 5>that most of the people in my life have.

612
00:33:46.599 --> 00:33:49.160
<v Speaker 3>Associated me with, it would be the younger version of me,

613
00:33:49.279 --> 00:33:53.319
<v Speaker 3>like the pre eighteen year old version of me, who

614
00:33:53.480 --> 00:33:57.640
<v Speaker 3>is just like this little girl, super sweet. Like, for example,

615
00:33:57.680 --> 00:33:59.440
<v Speaker 3>I have two cousins who every time I see them,

616
00:33:59.480 --> 00:34:01.319
<v Speaker 3>I call my own nco uncle ready, But they always

617
00:34:01.319 --> 00:34:02.480
<v Speaker 3>say in a way that I used to say it

618
00:34:02.480 --> 00:34:04.440
<v Speaker 3>when I was a child, So maybe like just to

619
00:34:04.519 --> 00:34:06.319
<v Speaker 3>mock me a little bit, and it's a fun joke.

620
00:34:06.839 --> 00:34:09.239
<v Speaker 5>But it's like they'll be like I go right, and

621
00:34:09.480 --> 00:34:11.800
<v Speaker 5>like I don't talk like that because you know what.

622
00:34:11.800 --> 00:34:13.679
<v Speaker 3>I'm saying, Like I'm a thirty year old woman that

623
00:34:13.840 --> 00:34:17.480
<v Speaker 3>was when I was six or seven or eight, you know,

624
00:34:18.840 --> 00:34:20.719
<v Speaker 3>And there's a part of it where it's like you'll

625
00:34:20.800 --> 00:34:24.800
<v Speaker 3>just always be their little baby. But then it's like, Okay, y'all,

626
00:34:25.239 --> 00:34:26.440
<v Speaker 3>I'm just not hurt anymore.

627
00:34:26.679 --> 00:34:33.519
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, do I think people in my life truly

628
00:34:33.800 --> 00:34:36.679
<v Speaker 1>know me? This?

629
00:34:36.880 --> 00:34:41.960
<v Speaker 2>Okay, this question is really hard, it is actually, but

630
00:34:42.079 --> 00:34:43.920
<v Speaker 2>like based on your answer, I kind of have like

631
00:34:44.000 --> 00:34:45.760
<v Speaker 2>a similar way to say it.

632
00:34:46.760 --> 00:34:51.199
<v Speaker 1>I think a lot of people they do, but they

633
00:34:51.280 --> 00:34:56.039
<v Speaker 1>don't care. They don't really care. Like now, I'm also

634
00:34:56.239 --> 00:34:59.320
<v Speaker 1>like I'm trying to be as progressive as possible.

635
00:35:00.079 --> 00:35:03.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to have the emotional intelligence sometimes, you know,

636
00:35:04.440 --> 00:35:07.679
<v Speaker 2>But I think, yeah, I think people just kind of like, oh, nah,

637
00:35:08.039 --> 00:35:12.719
<v Speaker 2>you know Joe is because you know, so I think

638
00:35:13.159 --> 00:35:16.159
<v Speaker 2>that's more on their mind. I don't think like a

639
00:35:16.199 --> 00:35:18.840
<v Speaker 2>lot of people give me grace on the growth. And

640
00:35:19.039 --> 00:35:21.559
<v Speaker 2>if they do, I think they just kind of say, oh.

641
00:35:21.519 --> 00:35:24.960
<v Speaker 1>You grew like a little bit. I gotta give you

642
00:35:25.000 --> 00:35:26.599
<v Speaker 1>a little bit of your credit. But I don't think

643
00:35:26.639 --> 00:35:28.440
<v Speaker 1>people will see the growth, that's true.

644
00:35:28.639 --> 00:35:32.400
<v Speaker 3>And you know, I actually have to add on the

645
00:35:32.519 --> 00:35:36.920
<v Speaker 3>growth piece, like oh, I also have to add like

646
00:35:37.079 --> 00:35:42.519
<v Speaker 3>on the growth piece. There was definitely a time where

647
00:35:42.599 --> 00:35:47.400
<v Speaker 3>I had a shorter temper I would and I had

648
00:35:47.480 --> 00:35:50.480
<v Speaker 3>like a way sharper tongue, and I had to do

649
00:35:50.599 --> 00:35:54.119
<v Speaker 3>a lot of work to like refine how I have

650
00:35:54.320 --> 00:35:59.960
<v Speaker 3>conversations with people. And also there was like a certain

651
00:36:00.119 --> 00:36:05.280
<v Speaker 3>level of haughtiness that I had, just haughtiness, haughty.

652
00:36:05.400 --> 00:36:07.960
<v Speaker 5>It's like haught y.

653
00:36:08.360 --> 00:36:11.119
<v Speaker 3>It's like to be on your high horse, like to

654
00:36:11.199 --> 00:36:12.760
<v Speaker 3>maybe think that you're better than others.

655
00:36:13.559 --> 00:36:16.000
<v Speaker 5>And I could come off like that. Sometimes I didn't

656
00:36:16.039 --> 00:36:18.639
<v Speaker 5>feel that way, but it can be like that, like

657
00:36:19.360 --> 00:36:22.039
<v Speaker 5>and this is not me even being like not even

658
00:36:22.119 --> 00:36:23.320
<v Speaker 5>trying to be in a certain type of way.

659
00:36:23.360 --> 00:36:29.039
<v Speaker 3>But like when you are a black child, Haitian, whatever, Caribbean, whatever,

660
00:36:29.440 --> 00:36:32.360
<v Speaker 3>and you present well, you know how to speak, you

661
00:36:32.599 --> 00:36:36.559
<v Speaker 3>do well in school, you're good at different sports or

662
00:36:36.639 --> 00:36:40.199
<v Speaker 3>activities as you do whether you're singing or you're in activities,

663
00:36:40.239 --> 00:36:43.079
<v Speaker 3>like you just you don't get in trouble. You know,

664
00:36:43.400 --> 00:36:46.559
<v Speaker 3>you're attractive child. People are like, oh, it's so cute.

665
00:36:46.639 --> 00:36:47.760
<v Speaker 3>You know, things like that.

666
00:36:48.039 --> 00:36:50.679
<v Speaker 5>It can look like you think that you're better than others.

667
00:36:51.519 --> 00:36:55.800
<v Speaker 3>And I found that out in working with someone who

668
00:36:55.920 --> 00:36:59.199
<v Speaker 3>was close to me, that going back to the mask

669
00:36:59.280 --> 00:37:02.280
<v Speaker 3>piece and like this version that they thought that I

670
00:37:02.400 --> 00:37:04.159
<v Speaker 3>thought that I was better than them because.

671
00:37:03.880 --> 00:37:06.320
<v Speaker 5>I done went to college and I've done all these different.

672
00:37:06.039 --> 00:37:09.199
<v Speaker 3>Things, and it's like, wow, you're associating me with being

673
00:37:09.239 --> 00:37:13.280
<v Speaker 3>a version of myself that I'm not anymore, or that

674
00:37:13.440 --> 00:37:14.840
<v Speaker 3>I never even like really.

675
00:37:14.719 --> 00:37:17.559
<v Speaker 5>Associated myself with. Is more of a perspective thing for you.

676
00:37:18.760 --> 00:37:21.800
<v Speaker 3>So I've just seen that happen quite a bit, especially

677
00:37:21.840 --> 00:37:26.440
<v Speaker 3>with the people closest to me, and it's okay, it's

678
00:37:26.519 --> 00:37:28.119
<v Speaker 3>just more of an awareness thing.

679
00:37:30.559 --> 00:37:33.960
<v Speaker 1>What's one thing about you that people would be surprised

680
00:37:34.000 --> 00:37:34.360
<v Speaker 1>to learn?

681
00:37:42.360 --> 00:37:45.559
<v Speaker 5>One thing? Gosh, I'm so interesting.

682
00:37:45.679 --> 00:37:46.800
<v Speaker 1>There's just so much.

683
00:37:48.159 --> 00:37:53.880
<v Speaker 3>That is that is it right there that people will

684
00:37:53.920 --> 00:37:56.079
<v Speaker 3>roll their eyes and if you're not confident of yourself,

685
00:37:56.079 --> 00:37:57.000
<v Speaker 3>you think I'll be a funny.

686
00:37:57.000 --> 00:38:04.079
<v Speaker 5>But any one thing that I think, it's that like

687
00:38:04.239 --> 00:38:06.679
<v Speaker 5>I'm I'm an extreme optimist.

688
00:38:08.159 --> 00:38:12.519
<v Speaker 3>You're yeah, like the way my brain is wired, I

689
00:38:12.840 --> 00:38:14.960
<v Speaker 3>really look at the good.

690
00:38:15.760 --> 00:38:18.719
<v Speaker 5>I don't even try to. It's like the way I

691
00:38:18.840 --> 00:38:19.480
<v Speaker 5>see things.

692
00:38:19.559 --> 00:38:22.760
<v Speaker 3>I genuinely see the silver lining and things sometimes to

693
00:38:22.880 --> 00:38:26.559
<v Speaker 3>a fault for me because it's like day everything is

694
00:38:26.599 --> 00:38:29.519
<v Speaker 3>not good, Larry, It's not we won't live in a

695
00:38:29.639 --> 00:38:31.039
<v Speaker 3>utopian society.

696
00:38:31.400 --> 00:38:35.800
<v Speaker 5>Like it's okay, you can try, but it's not always

697
00:38:35.840 --> 00:38:36.440
<v Speaker 5>gonna be be.

698
00:38:36.480 --> 00:38:42.559
<v Speaker 2>Because it so I wish I had that, Like I'm

699
00:38:42.639 --> 00:38:50.719
<v Speaker 2>starting to have parts of that, but like what there's not.

700
00:38:52.199 --> 00:38:58.599
<v Speaker 1>Like you said, you always see them.

701
00:38:59.199 --> 00:39:01.559
<v Speaker 6>You said something about the word like you use the

702
00:39:01.599 --> 00:39:06.079
<v Speaker 6>weather analogy, like silver lining is all that s Yeah,

703
00:39:06.119 --> 00:39:08.239
<v Speaker 6>So I always thought of the civil lining was thundered,

704
00:39:08.800 --> 00:39:11.199
<v Speaker 6>Oh wow, always wow.

705
00:39:12.039 --> 00:39:14.400
<v Speaker 5>I never even associated it with like weather. I just

706
00:39:14.480 --> 00:39:15.440
<v Speaker 5>thought it was something good.

707
00:39:15.519 --> 00:39:22.000
<v Speaker 1>You feel what I oh, maybe, yeah, I've always you.

708
00:39:22.079 --> 00:39:25.639
<v Speaker 5>Know, I've always what's one thing about you that people

709
00:39:25.639 --> 00:39:26.039
<v Speaker 5>wouldn't know?

710
00:39:27.440 --> 00:39:29.880
<v Speaker 1>You don't want people to know that I would want

711
00:39:29.880 --> 00:39:33.880
<v Speaker 1>people to know what the question was. Oh, actually I

712
00:39:34.000 --> 00:39:36.400
<v Speaker 1>like how you said it that I have a big heart,

713
00:39:37.159 --> 00:39:41.800
<v Speaker 1>Like I like it's two bags, but I.

714
00:39:41.840 --> 00:39:45.000
<v Speaker 2>Got a big heart, Like I think, Like I said,

715
00:39:45.119 --> 00:39:49.480
<v Speaker 2>certain certain things happened throughout my life that like turned

716
00:39:49.599 --> 00:39:55.679
<v Speaker 2>me cold in some ways. But like I I'm still

717
00:39:55.800 --> 00:39:58.599
<v Speaker 2>Joel and I'm still like I like to joke around,

718
00:39:58.679 --> 00:40:02.079
<v Speaker 2>like I care about people, like even though they.

719
00:40:02.039 --> 00:40:07.880
<v Speaker 1>Don't you know, necessarily, yeah, show that back sometimes. But

720
00:40:08.119 --> 00:40:11.920
<v Speaker 1>like I like, I'm a lovely double guy. But I

721
00:40:12.079 --> 00:40:15.239
<v Speaker 1>learned in therapy that you can't.

722
00:40:15.920 --> 00:40:18.760
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know I needed it. Oh, I think everybody

723
00:40:18.840 --> 00:40:21.159
<v Speaker 2>needs it. But like if I can only speak like

724
00:40:21.280 --> 00:40:22.159
<v Speaker 2>I needed that.

725
00:40:24.480 --> 00:40:25.239
<v Speaker 1>He was saying that.

726
00:40:26.280 --> 00:40:28.800
<v Speaker 2>I was explained to him that like, yo, because I

727
00:40:29.320 --> 00:40:32.800
<v Speaker 2>have a very sharp tongue and I like to hurt feelings,

728
00:40:33.320 --> 00:40:38.039
<v Speaker 2>you know, when I get triggered. But I remember the

729
00:40:38.079 --> 00:40:41.000
<v Speaker 2>therapist was saying that, like, hey, so say if you

730
00:40:41.079 --> 00:40:45.039
<v Speaker 2>show somebody a bunch of love and you love them,

731
00:40:45.119 --> 00:40:46.920
<v Speaker 2>da da da, but every time you got mad, you

732
00:40:47.000 --> 00:40:50.719
<v Speaker 2>slapped them. I was like, damn, I mean, why would

733
00:40:50.760 --> 00:40:52.000
<v Speaker 2>I do that? That means I don't like them.

734
00:40:52.039 --> 00:40:52.800
<v Speaker 1>He's like exactly.

735
00:40:53.519 --> 00:40:56.239
<v Speaker 2>He's like, you can't do both. You can't show a

736
00:40:56.320 --> 00:40:58.840
<v Speaker 2>bunch of love all the time. And when you get angry,

737
00:40:59.280 --> 00:41:03.639
<v Speaker 2>it kind of your your movements start to show that,

738
00:41:03.719 --> 00:41:05.639
<v Speaker 2>oh you don't like me. You don't like me when

739
00:41:05.719 --> 00:41:08.559
<v Speaker 2>you're happy and when you get mad.

740
00:41:08.800 --> 00:41:10.360
<v Speaker 1>That's the truth in that moment.

741
00:41:11.000 --> 00:41:14.840
<v Speaker 7>So I'm like, I ain't gonna lie. Drop the mic, sirs.

742
00:41:17.360 --> 00:41:21.760
<v Speaker 7>So yeah, I just want people to know I love people.

743
00:41:22.079 --> 00:41:24.159
<v Speaker 2>The other day I called a few of my friends

744
00:41:24.239 --> 00:41:25.719
<v Speaker 2>and I called him and said that I loved them,

745
00:41:26.199 --> 00:41:28.800
<v Speaker 2>and they said, is everything okay?

746
00:41:30.039 --> 00:41:35.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yeah, like what he and my cousin. I

747
00:41:36.000 --> 00:41:42.360
<v Speaker 1>told my cousin the other day, she's she's not like

748
00:41:42.440 --> 00:41:44.280
<v Speaker 1>she's not like a hunger or nothing like that. So

749
00:41:44.320 --> 00:41:45.559
<v Speaker 1>I was like, yeah, I called her my friends and

750
00:41:45.559 --> 00:41:47.519
<v Speaker 1>told her I loved him earlier. And she was like,

751
00:41:48.599 --> 00:41:50.960
<v Speaker 1>why you call me? You said that to me. I'm like,

752
00:41:52.159 --> 00:41:54.800
<v Speaker 1>because I think you'd hang up on me. She's like,

753
00:41:54.920 --> 00:41:56.599
<v Speaker 1>why do you think? Like why do you think? I

754
00:41:56.679 --> 00:41:58.679
<v Speaker 1>was like like, I don't know.

755
00:41:58.920 --> 00:41:59.920
<v Speaker 5>I just know you to do this.

756
00:42:00.079 --> 00:42:03.960
<v Speaker 1>See like yeah, that's what I like.

757
00:42:04.159 --> 00:42:07.000
<v Speaker 2>Everybody know, Like I got a lot of love, and

758
00:42:07.519 --> 00:42:09.960
<v Speaker 2>you know, I'm still growing, and I'm getting a little

759
00:42:09.960 --> 00:42:13.199
<v Speaker 2>bit better with the You know, I was knocked on

760
00:42:13.280 --> 00:42:15.440
<v Speaker 2>somebody so long, I think I don't remember how.

761
00:42:15.360 --> 00:42:18.280
<v Speaker 1>To do it. You know, that's right?

762
00:42:26.000 --> 00:42:27.599
<v Speaker 5>And so y'all are listening to you right now.

763
00:42:28.039 --> 00:42:32.320
<v Speaker 1>Ya Who in your life gets the most authentic version

764
00:42:32.400 --> 00:42:37.800
<v Speaker 1>of you? And why them? So?

765
00:42:38.679 --> 00:42:42.000
<v Speaker 3>Like I mentioned my my sisters, also my nephew, So

766
00:42:43.480 --> 00:42:46.880
<v Speaker 3>my sister, my only sister has past as well. I

767
00:42:46.960 --> 00:42:50.559
<v Speaker 3>didn't tell you that, but yeah, my only sisters.

768
00:42:50.239 --> 00:42:52.440
<v Speaker 5>Past as well. So it's five of us. I have

769
00:42:52.559 --> 00:42:55.199
<v Speaker 5>my four brothers and my dad, my mom, and my

770
00:42:55.280 --> 00:42:58.519
<v Speaker 5>sister have past and she had a son, my nephew,

771
00:42:59.840 --> 00:43:02.239
<v Speaker 5>and he's fifteen. Now the sixteen is here.

772
00:43:03.920 --> 00:43:07.000
<v Speaker 1>My nieces turned sixteen? Is your team the birth door?

773
00:43:08.639 --> 00:43:12.480
<v Speaker 3>So I would say him and my cousin Kimberly, who's

774
00:43:12.519 --> 00:43:16.599
<v Speaker 3>like a sister to me, they get the rawest versions

775
00:43:16.639 --> 00:43:20.039
<v Speaker 3>of me because I don't know, it's just they have

776
00:43:20.239 --> 00:43:23.920
<v Speaker 3>this inviting energy. I just feel like myself around them.

777
00:43:25.199 --> 00:43:27.519
<v Speaker 3>Obviously I grew up with both of them, who grew

778
00:43:27.599 --> 00:43:30.280
<v Speaker 3>up with my cousin. Her and I honestly are not

779
00:43:30.400 --> 00:43:33.480
<v Speaker 3>cousins by blood, but she married her mom married my

780
00:43:33.639 --> 00:43:36.280
<v Speaker 3>uncle and her and I connected. We were like eleven

781
00:43:37.480 --> 00:43:40.639
<v Speaker 3>off of the level of B five, you know, like.

782
00:43:40.800 --> 00:43:46.039
<v Speaker 1>A yeah, we love be five, shout out be five.

783
00:43:46.119 --> 00:43:50.000
<v Speaker 3>What's up Brian, you already know what it is. And

784
00:43:50.159 --> 00:43:56.400
<v Speaker 3>we used to write stores, and we used to write

785
00:43:56.440 --> 00:43:59.760
<v Speaker 3>stories together, and we served the ministry together. We danced together.

786
00:43:59.840 --> 00:44:02.719
<v Speaker 3>So so she's like the one person that I've been

787
00:44:02.800 --> 00:44:06.480
<v Speaker 3>able to really show my creative side too. And like

788
00:44:06.599 --> 00:44:08.719
<v Speaker 3>I know, I mentioned being a bunch of different things,

789
00:44:08.760 --> 00:44:10.760
<v Speaker 3>like a corporate girl and all these things, but more

790
00:44:10.840 --> 00:44:15.079
<v Speaker 3>than anything, I'm a creative and so around her, I'm

791
00:44:15.079 --> 00:44:18.599
<v Speaker 3>able to be as creative as flamboyant, as open, as

792
00:44:18.679 --> 00:44:21.679
<v Speaker 3>talkative as I want. Because I'm also a talker, and

793
00:44:21.920 --> 00:44:24.039
<v Speaker 3>throughout my life someone has always told me I talked

794
00:44:24.039 --> 00:44:26.480
<v Speaker 3>too much. She's like the only person who will listen

795
00:44:26.639 --> 00:44:29.639
<v Speaker 3>and who doesn't like judge me for talking. She's literally like,

796
00:44:30.000 --> 00:44:33.320
<v Speaker 3>just talk to me, I don It's same with my nephew.

797
00:44:33.400 --> 00:44:35.480
<v Speaker 3>He's the same way. He loves to hear me. And

798
00:44:35.599 --> 00:44:38.719
<v Speaker 3>the funny thing is he's very wise for his age

799
00:44:38.840 --> 00:44:43.400
<v Speaker 3>and engages so well in conversation, and he's also a creative,

800
00:44:43.519 --> 00:44:46.599
<v Speaker 3>so we're able to like throw little ideas at each other,

801
00:44:47.519 --> 00:44:50.000
<v Speaker 3>and so I think the most authentic version of me

802
00:44:50.320 --> 00:44:53.880
<v Speaker 3>is when I'm at the highest level of my creativity,

803
00:44:54.360 --> 00:44:56.519
<v Speaker 3>and so the people that I'm able to just be

804
00:44:56.800 --> 00:45:01.440
<v Speaker 3>that around are those two, and so yeah, I appreciate them.

805
00:45:01.480 --> 00:45:02.760
<v Speaker 5>For the love them.

806
00:45:03.519 --> 00:45:13.639
<v Speaker 1>Him dang, be fine, not everything said, but like be

807
00:45:13.880 --> 00:45:16.199
<v Speaker 1>five okay, Yeah, man, be fine.

808
00:45:16.760 --> 00:45:18.559
<v Speaker 5>I got of stories for days about them.

809
00:45:19.559 --> 00:45:22.599
<v Speaker 3>We smoke joint together the club a couple of months ago,

810
00:45:26.239 --> 00:45:27.119
<v Speaker 3>Me and be Fine.

811
00:45:30.639 --> 00:45:35.440
<v Speaker 5>I'm so serious. I got pictures me and Brian was

812
00:45:35.440 --> 00:45:36.880
<v Speaker 5>supposed to go on the other that night, but that

813
00:45:37.000 --> 00:45:45.239
<v Speaker 5>was the lord who saved get shut out, robbing his

814
00:45:45.480 --> 00:45:51.960
<v Speaker 5>straining guys from you because he's a little bit like is.

815
00:45:52.000 --> 00:45:52.719
<v Speaker 1>She for real?

816
00:45:53.519 --> 00:45:54.320
<v Speaker 5>Yes, because you.

817
00:45:57.079 --> 00:46:05.840
<v Speaker 1>Got the wow. Who can see authentic? Sited me? What's

818
00:46:05.880 --> 00:46:12.599
<v Speaker 1>it called? My my play cousin Lisa? She does. She

819
00:46:12.800 --> 00:46:16.920
<v Speaker 1>does because she's exactly how you said, just telling y'all listen,

820
00:46:19.280 --> 00:46:20.239
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, her and.

821
00:46:22.960 --> 00:46:25.159
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to be rude to anybody listening, but

822
00:46:25.440 --> 00:46:26.599
<v Speaker 2>nobody else.

823
00:46:30.000 --> 00:46:32.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean maybe if they feel as though I do,

824
00:46:33.000 --> 00:46:34.679
<v Speaker 1>maybe I can read do it.

825
00:46:34.800 --> 00:46:38.639
<v Speaker 5>But like, yeah, I'm I feel like this episode is

826
00:46:38.639 --> 00:46:40.280
<v Speaker 5>about authenticity.

827
00:46:39.719 --> 00:46:44.599
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, I don't think Yeah, most people just think

828
00:46:44.639 --> 00:46:47.519
<v Speaker 2>I'm not like crazy, like nuts, but like they just

829
00:46:47.639 --> 00:46:48.440
<v Speaker 2>be like like.

830
00:46:48.760 --> 00:46:50.760
<v Speaker 1>Nah, maybe you'll rexaggerated, even though.

831
00:46:50.800 --> 00:46:53.719
<v Speaker 2>I can almost always give you fifty forty five reasons

832
00:46:54.320 --> 00:46:56.760
<v Speaker 2>why I feel the way that I do, but writ

833
00:46:57.159 --> 00:46:57.920
<v Speaker 2>so nobody.

834
00:46:58.360 --> 00:47:01.599
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I'm more than taking like my full self with

835
00:47:01.760 --> 00:47:04.039
<v Speaker 5>others in my life. But that was a process.

836
00:47:04.199 --> 00:47:10.159
<v Speaker 1>So we're currently as those two, he shout out to Liz.

837
00:47:11.320 --> 00:47:12.880
<v Speaker 1>She's a make up part that she lived.

838
00:47:19.000 --> 00:47:22.119
<v Speaker 2>Dang, have you ever felt exhausted from being a version

839
00:47:22.159 --> 00:47:23.159
<v Speaker 2>of yourself that wasn't real?

840
00:47:23.880 --> 00:47:24.079
<v Speaker 5>Oh?

841
00:47:25.440 --> 00:47:27.320
<v Speaker 1>No, I think that's all that. I think that's the

842
00:47:27.400 --> 00:47:28.599
<v Speaker 1>only thing that can happen.

843
00:47:31.280 --> 00:47:32.960
<v Speaker 5>That is true.

844
00:47:33.199 --> 00:47:34.920
<v Speaker 3>That goes back to the point that I may when

845
00:47:34.960 --> 00:47:37.559
<v Speaker 3>we first started, like, at some point something is on

846
00:47:37.639 --> 00:47:39.320
<v Speaker 3>the trigger and make you have to be who you

847
00:47:39.440 --> 00:47:42.519
<v Speaker 3>are absolutely one hundred percent.

848
00:47:43.880 --> 00:47:47.239
<v Speaker 5>I was, I would say probably in a relationship.

849
00:47:47.719 --> 00:47:51.599
<v Speaker 3>I wasn't being my most authentic self because I had

850
00:47:51.760 --> 00:47:54.079
<v Speaker 3>checked out on that nigga and I was done.

851
00:47:54.239 --> 00:47:55.280
<v Speaker 5>But I was still trying to.

852
00:47:55.280 --> 00:47:59.280
<v Speaker 3>Stay for what I think because I wasn't tapped in

853
00:47:59.440 --> 00:48:04.119
<v Speaker 3>enough with myself to not accept what I was receiving,

854
00:48:04.320 --> 00:48:06.960
<v Speaker 3>and so I just kept receiving that and knowing it

855
00:48:07.119 --> 00:48:09.760
<v Speaker 3>wasn't what I truly needed in that moment?

856
00:48:09.960 --> 00:48:10.679
<v Speaker 5>Is that making sense?

857
00:48:11.599 --> 00:48:11.960
<v Speaker 1>Like im?

858
00:48:12.400 --> 00:48:15.440
<v Speaker 2>Because I'm thinking about the answer for myself and that's

859
00:48:15.559 --> 00:48:17.920
<v Speaker 2>kind of dang. I didn't think about it like that.

860
00:48:18.679 --> 00:48:22.519
<v Speaker 2>I was receiving something that I wasn't like that wasn't

861
00:48:22.679 --> 00:48:24.159
<v Speaker 2>for me, and I just gotta kept.

862
00:48:24.000 --> 00:48:27.480
<v Speaker 5>It going because I wasn't talent, Yeah, because I wasn't

863
00:48:27.480 --> 00:48:28.480
<v Speaker 5>tapping enough with me.

864
00:48:29.400 --> 00:48:33.360
<v Speaker 3>And so when I finally woke up to the author

865
00:48:33.559 --> 00:48:36.079
<v Speaker 3>like my authentic self with then I realized this is

866
00:48:36.199 --> 00:48:39.840
<v Speaker 3>not what I'm supposed to be doing. And I've been

867
00:48:40.199 --> 00:48:44.039
<v Speaker 3>operating at a level like beneath myself for a while,

868
00:48:44.880 --> 00:48:47.760
<v Speaker 3>and with that, I've been masking who I truly am,

869
00:48:48.239 --> 00:48:50.400
<v Speaker 3>and so I've been and now I gotta walk away

870
00:48:50.440 --> 00:48:54.079
<v Speaker 3>from it, like I gotta go. And to be honest,

871
00:48:54.199 --> 00:48:58.800
<v Speaker 3>it takes a lot of like introspection and a lot

872
00:48:59.039 --> 00:49:04.039
<v Speaker 3>of just like time with yourself and truly with God

873
00:49:04.559 --> 00:49:07.559
<v Speaker 3>to be able to recognize like what you should accept

874
00:49:07.639 --> 00:49:09.639
<v Speaker 3>and what you shouldn't and what you're.

875
00:49:12.039 --> 00:49:18.760
<v Speaker 5>What you're allowing. I guess in a way, you know, So, yeah,

876
00:49:18.800 --> 00:49:20.199
<v Speaker 5>can you read the question? Because I just want to

877
00:49:20.239 --> 00:49:20.679
<v Speaker 5>make sure.

878
00:49:22.599 --> 00:49:24.480
<v Speaker 1>When I tell you I got to write all this

879
00:49:24.639 --> 00:49:33.280
<v Speaker 1>stuff in order, and he's hilarious, y'all.

880
00:49:33.320 --> 00:49:39.639
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna lie and Joe cracking me up. Older Black

881
00:49:39.639 --> 00:49:40.480
<v Speaker 3>people don't like to say.

882
00:49:40.800 --> 00:49:41.880
<v Speaker 5>I don't like you to say.

883
00:49:41.800 --> 00:49:45.400
<v Speaker 1>Cracking so cra Older black people don't like the word.

884
00:49:45.760 --> 00:49:48.159
<v Speaker 5>My mom used to not like when I said cracking

885
00:49:48.199 --> 00:49:50.400
<v Speaker 5>me up. She's like, don't say that because.

886
00:49:51.719 --> 00:49:52.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't have no idea.

887
00:49:53.519 --> 00:49:55.440
<v Speaker 5>You just not like it.

888
00:49:56.000 --> 00:49:59.079
<v Speaker 1>I found it. Have you ever heard felt exhausted from

889
00:49:59.119 --> 00:49:59.840
<v Speaker 1>being a version of you?

890
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:00.039
<v Speaker 5>So?

891
00:50:01.480 --> 00:50:03.199
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. So I think I answered

892
00:50:03.239 --> 00:50:07.000
<v Speaker 3>that pretty well. Definitely was exhausted acting like I was

893
00:50:08.159 --> 00:50:11.280
<v Speaker 3>in love with somebody that or just trying to be

894
00:50:11.360 --> 00:50:13.280
<v Speaker 3>in love with them and realizing that they may have

895
00:50:13.440 --> 00:50:15.599
<v Speaker 3>not loved me as much or how I needed it,

896
00:50:16.239 --> 00:50:16.480
<v Speaker 3>and I.

897
00:50:16.639 --> 00:50:22.760
<v Speaker 5>Was accepting something that was it aligned with who I

898
00:50:22.960 --> 00:50:25.679
<v Speaker 5>am and what I knew I needed. I think that's initially.

899
00:50:25.519 --> 00:50:29.559
<v Speaker 2>Saying that, what's something you've been hiding or holding back

900
00:50:29.840 --> 00:50:31.320
<v Speaker 2>that you want to express.

901
00:50:31.000 --> 00:50:35.880
<v Speaker 5>More my creativity. I need to sing.

902
00:50:36.480 --> 00:50:40.199
<v Speaker 3>I need to get stories that I've written from years

903
00:50:40.239 --> 00:50:43.880
<v Speaker 3>ago out. I need the books out. I need to

904
00:50:44.000 --> 00:50:48.320
<v Speaker 3>be singing and worshiping more. I've been dancing a lot more,

905
00:50:48.440 --> 00:50:49.920
<v Speaker 3>thank god, but.

906
00:50:51.480 --> 00:50:53.239
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, my creativity for sure.

907
00:50:54.159 --> 00:50:58.039
<v Speaker 2>So I was definitely gonna say singing, say singing I

908
00:50:58.159 --> 00:51:00.880
<v Speaker 2>gave up second in music, but like I'm slowly just

909
00:51:00.920 --> 00:51:03.880
<v Speaker 2>starting to give up rap because I would mentioning the

910
00:51:03.920 --> 00:51:07.599
<v Speaker 2>singing aspect, like I feel like, I feel like if

911
00:51:07.639 --> 00:51:09.519
<v Speaker 2>I go one day without singing, I think that's a disease.

912
00:51:09.639 --> 00:51:11.960
<v Speaker 2>I think that's a problem. I think that's an issue.

913
00:51:12.719 --> 00:51:17.800
<v Speaker 1>I love because you know, it's yeah, and you gotta work.

914
00:51:19.079 --> 00:51:20.599
<v Speaker 1>Because I noticed like.

915
00:51:23.079 --> 00:51:25.000
<v Speaker 2>Some like some of those would be like all right, bet,

916
00:51:25.320 --> 00:51:27.639
<v Speaker 2>but like I feel like it's been a little bit

917
00:51:27.639 --> 00:51:28.440
<v Speaker 2>harder hit some notes.

918
00:51:28.480 --> 00:51:29.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, well.

919
00:51:30.800 --> 00:51:34.400
<v Speaker 3>It has been specifically because I don't be singing every day.

920
00:51:34.440 --> 00:51:36.000
<v Speaker 3>It's actually hard to sing right now.

921
00:51:37.119 --> 00:51:44.360
<v Speaker 1>It's bad lose it. But yeah, I'm always i'd be

922
00:51:44.400 --> 00:51:48.360
<v Speaker 1>hydening him though, I'd be like, so clearly Joe and

923
00:51:48.400 --> 00:51:48.639
<v Speaker 1>I are.

924
00:51:48.639 --> 00:51:51.599
<v Speaker 3>Going to sing a song together probably but soon. I

925
00:51:51.639 --> 00:51:54.960
<v Speaker 3>would also say my personality. I mentioned it before, but

926
00:51:55.039 --> 00:51:58.519
<v Speaker 3>I have a very colorful personality, and I have like

927
00:51:59.000 --> 00:52:03.480
<v Speaker 3>dumbed down a lot because just of society how certain

928
00:52:03.559 --> 00:52:04.079
<v Speaker 3>things are.

929
00:52:04.599 --> 00:52:06.000
<v Speaker 5>But I think it's time for me to be.

930
00:52:09.519 --> 00:52:09.599
<v Speaker 1>Now.

931
00:52:09.639 --> 00:52:12.519
<v Speaker 2>I think that's too One thing I was expressing to

932
00:52:13.039 --> 00:52:15.159
<v Speaker 2>a friend of mine, probably like a week or two ago.

933
00:52:15.719 --> 00:52:16.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, y, I feel like.

934
00:52:18.360 --> 00:52:21.320
<v Speaker 2>Thank and I don't want to be like, hey, look

935
00:52:21.360 --> 00:52:23.599
<v Speaker 2>at me tight, but like sometimes I feel like I'd

936
00:52:23.599 --> 00:52:27.519
<v Speaker 2>be having conversations with people and people like a third

937
00:52:27.599 --> 00:52:30.400
<v Speaker 2>party or would come up and just have a full

938
00:52:30.440 --> 00:52:33.159
<v Speaker 2>conversation with the other person and then that's it.

939
00:52:33.559 --> 00:52:37.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, dang, hello, up, you also know me right,

940
00:52:38.440 --> 00:52:40.199
<v Speaker 1>And I feel like that it happened too much.

941
00:52:40.440 --> 00:52:44.519
<v Speaker 2>And like my friend she was like, a, maybe you're

942
00:52:44.519 --> 00:52:47.280
<v Speaker 2>overthinking it, and then I gave her the seven examples

943
00:52:47.599 --> 00:52:48.960
<v Speaker 2>that when it did happen.

944
00:52:49.320 --> 00:52:50.440
<v Speaker 1>She's like, dang, i't even notice.

945
00:52:50.559 --> 00:52:52.519
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because the person comes and treats you like a

946
00:52:52.599 --> 00:52:55.679
<v Speaker 2>human and then they keep your pushing afterwards.

947
00:52:55.599 --> 00:52:58.159
<v Speaker 1>Like hey, we should ain't out some time, then make friends, and.

948
00:52:58.800 --> 00:53:02.360
<v Speaker 2>Then they just keep pushing like damn, bro, I ain't cool, right,

949
00:53:02.559 --> 00:53:04.400
<v Speaker 2>which is cool, Like, which is fine, Like I'm not

950
00:53:04.440 --> 00:53:07.280
<v Speaker 2>gonna be in every circle, but like sometimes it's like, yeah,

951
00:53:07.320 --> 00:53:09.760
<v Speaker 2>you can just say hello, it's right.

952
00:53:09.920 --> 00:53:15.079
<v Speaker 4>We were actually talking before you absolutely, let's not make

953
00:53:15.119 --> 00:53:17.880
<v Speaker 4>it seem like so like I think that's what it

954
00:53:17.960 --> 00:53:20.079
<v Speaker 4>because like it just it kind of makes me feel better.

955
00:53:20.239 --> 00:53:24.639
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, no, I have a personality. I'm an extrovert.

956
00:53:25.000 --> 00:53:26.360
<v Speaker 1>You know. One time, this one friend told me I

957
00:53:26.480 --> 00:53:29.000
<v Speaker 1>was an introvert, which is made up right.

958
00:53:30.719 --> 00:53:31.159
<v Speaker 5>Perception.

959
00:53:31.679 --> 00:53:33.840
<v Speaker 1>And but I don't remember how you perceived that, Like

960
00:53:33.880 --> 00:53:35.760
<v Speaker 1>where'd you get that from? You? You didn't meet me

961
00:53:36.639 --> 00:53:40.880
<v Speaker 1>in an introverted like that. I don't know. I felt like.

962
00:53:42.719 --> 00:53:44.960
<v Speaker 2>I felt like, I'm like, dang, maybe I should spend

963
00:53:44.960 --> 00:53:47.000
<v Speaker 2>the block on like all hype stuff. But like I'm

964
00:53:47.000 --> 00:53:48.039
<v Speaker 2>a old man now, I can't.

965
00:53:48.039 --> 00:53:51.840
<v Speaker 3>Really, you're not old. I can let me just say this.

966
00:53:52.239 --> 00:53:55.719
<v Speaker 3>Thirty years old is not old. Maybe we are just

967
00:53:56.119 --> 00:53:59.880
<v Speaker 3>getting storeded like you're not old.

968
00:54:00.079 --> 00:54:13.360
<v Speaker 2>Social contrut at the fact we spelled the block on

969
00:54:13.440 --> 00:54:14.639
<v Speaker 2>that immediately is crazy.

970
00:54:18.159 --> 00:54:18.519
<v Speaker 1>Hm hmm.

971
00:54:20.360 --> 00:54:23.719
<v Speaker 3>There's lots of personality over here that I've been one

972
00:54:24.280 --> 00:54:26.320
<v Speaker 3>percent suppressing.

973
00:54:27.480 --> 00:54:29.280
<v Speaker 5>And to be honest, I'm not sure why.

974
00:54:30.000 --> 00:54:30.599
<v Speaker 1>What do you know?

975
00:54:30.760 --> 00:54:34.599
<v Speaker 3>I think just people's opinions. Over the years. People sometimes

976
00:54:34.639 --> 00:54:35.199
<v Speaker 3>will look at you.

977
00:54:35.280 --> 00:54:37.760
<v Speaker 5>Like you're crazy, and it's like I'm not. I'm just

978
00:54:37.920 --> 00:54:41.000
<v Speaker 5>expressing myself. So getting to a point now, it's like, you.

979
00:54:41.000 --> 00:54:44.880
<v Speaker 2>Know what, we also live in a very pick and

980
00:54:44.960 --> 00:54:49.960
<v Speaker 2>choos kind of world where it's like people like people

981
00:54:50.639 --> 00:54:54.519
<v Speaker 2>they watch, or like people they have pressures on or

982
00:54:54.599 --> 00:54:57.440
<v Speaker 2>something like that, and they do like a lot of

983
00:54:57.480 --> 00:55:00.719
<v Speaker 2>the same mannerisms that they I don't like you for,

984
00:55:02.000 --> 00:55:05.320
<v Speaker 2>but it's like more acceptable for them to do.

985
00:55:05.760 --> 00:55:07.320
<v Speaker 3>And that's how we have to say, I f it

986
00:55:07.480 --> 00:55:11.480
<v Speaker 3>and just do and just be because people will think

987
00:55:11.519 --> 00:55:15.800
<v Speaker 3>and choose, so your tribe will choose you, and that's

988
00:55:15.920 --> 00:55:16.159
<v Speaker 3>just it.

989
00:55:16.880 --> 00:55:17.639
<v Speaker 5>That's why I'm learning.

990
00:55:17.920 --> 00:55:21.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm learning that I don't have that fully understood. That's

991
00:55:21.000 --> 00:55:24.039
<v Speaker 3>something I'm learning as I continue to do things like this,

992
00:55:25.000 --> 00:55:29.760
<v Speaker 3>create with other creatives, to create my own things, make

993
00:55:29.840 --> 00:55:32.599
<v Speaker 3>my own brand, you know, like, what does that look like?

994
00:55:32.760 --> 00:55:35.719
<v Speaker 3>Who is Hilaria? Am I going to operate from my

995
00:55:35.880 --> 00:55:38.519
<v Speaker 3>most authentic self that makes God and me happy? Or

996
00:55:38.599 --> 00:55:40.840
<v Speaker 3>is it going to be the vision that the people

997
00:55:41.320 --> 00:55:43.159
<v Speaker 3>want to see? And it's like no, because we could

998
00:55:43.199 --> 00:55:44.519
<v Speaker 3>never live up to what people.

999
00:55:46.000 --> 00:55:54.159
<v Speaker 1>That All Right, what is being full of yourself actually

1000
00:55:54.239 --> 00:55:56.440
<v Speaker 1>look like for you? Right now? Wait? I feel like

1001
00:55:56.440 --> 00:55:59.239
<v Speaker 1>I got to answer that. You ain't answer that. Vibrating

1002
00:55:59.280 --> 00:55:59.880
<v Speaker 1>your most.

1003
00:55:59.719 --> 00:56:02.719
<v Speaker 3>Part, it's me being in my deepest, my fullest personality

1004
00:56:03.119 --> 00:56:06.000
<v Speaker 3>expressing However, I need to or feel like I should

1005
00:56:06.039 --> 00:56:13.119
<v Speaker 3>in that moment, being very very much creative sharing the

1006
00:56:13.280 --> 00:56:15.679
<v Speaker 3>word of God in whatever way that looks like, not

1007
00:56:16.079 --> 00:56:18.360
<v Speaker 3>dumping you over the head with the Bible, but living

1008
00:56:19.239 --> 00:56:26.719
<v Speaker 3>very openly and boldly in his truth. Yeah, and being

1009
00:56:26.719 --> 00:56:30.360
<v Speaker 3>an unapologetic Betty is super smart.

1010
00:56:31.119 --> 00:56:38.639
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, in a B five lover, it's brilliant.

1011
00:56:39.079 --> 00:56:42.000
<v Speaker 2>I think for me, it's it's to speak up more,

1012
00:56:42.119 --> 00:56:44.400
<v Speaker 2>but like speak up more respectfully.

1013
00:56:44.039 --> 00:56:46.039
<v Speaker 1>Because that was the thing that I've been dealing with

1014
00:56:46.119 --> 00:56:46.800
<v Speaker 1>for like a while.

1015
00:56:47.320 --> 00:56:50.880
<v Speaker 2>I felt as though when I speak up on something

1016
00:56:50.960 --> 00:56:52.920
<v Speaker 2>that I maybe haven't, that I have to do it

1017
00:56:53.000 --> 00:56:55.239
<v Speaker 2>disrespectfully because you're disrespecting place.

1018
00:56:55.639 --> 00:57:00.440
<v Speaker 1>But I don't necessarily have to do I don't got

1019
00:57:00.559 --> 00:57:01.119
<v Speaker 1>to go that route.

1020
00:57:01.360 --> 00:57:04.480
<v Speaker 2>Actually, yeah, it's all about you know, how you deliver

1021
00:57:04.559 --> 00:57:06.440
<v Speaker 2>it and how you want to you know, I want

1022
00:57:06.480 --> 00:57:07.239
<v Speaker 2>to be spoken back.

1023
00:57:07.159 --> 00:57:14.719
<v Speaker 1>To, but you know, just the overall viewing of all right,

1024
00:57:14.960 --> 00:57:17.320
<v Speaker 1>you did this, I don't like it, but I can

1025
00:57:17.400 --> 00:57:19.519
<v Speaker 1>explain it to you like this, and if you take

1026
00:57:19.559 --> 00:57:20.599
<v Speaker 1>it another level.

1027
00:57:20.880 --> 00:57:25.519
<v Speaker 2>Not to take it three, but this overall explain myself,

1028
00:57:25.559 --> 00:57:27.519
<v Speaker 2>you know, because I you know, a lot of time

1029
00:57:27.599 --> 00:57:31.679
<v Speaker 2>I like I'm a shut down guy. I'm gonna shut

1030
00:57:31.719 --> 00:57:35.000
<v Speaker 2>down guy, because I assume a lot. I usually assume, oh,

1031
00:57:35.079 --> 00:57:35.599
<v Speaker 2>you don't.

1032
00:57:35.400 --> 00:57:37.360
<v Speaker 1>Get it because based on who you are as a

1033
00:57:37.400 --> 00:57:40.599
<v Speaker 1>person and how you think. But I shouldn't think that way.

1034
00:57:41.119 --> 00:57:44.239
<v Speaker 1>But like, like, if I get an argument with.

1035
00:57:44.400 --> 00:57:47.760
<v Speaker 2>Like, I mean, I don't have a specific person, but like,

1036
00:57:48.320 --> 00:57:51.880
<v Speaker 2>I usually get an argument from around the same people disagreements.

1037
00:57:52.920 --> 00:57:56.880
<v Speaker 2>If I know, like you hear about that, you're seventy

1038
00:57:56.920 --> 00:58:03.440
<v Speaker 2>two super Haitian in past, right, We're we're not gonna

1039
00:58:03.480 --> 00:58:05.639
<v Speaker 2>agree on anything.

1040
00:58:06.480 --> 00:58:08.119
<v Speaker 5>We're anything We're not.

1041
00:58:08.360 --> 00:58:12.920
<v Speaker 1>We're so far in generations it's not every funny. You know,

1042
00:58:13.480 --> 00:58:16.920
<v Speaker 1>he's more Haitian than me. If that's you know, there's

1043
00:58:17.000 --> 00:58:23.039
<v Speaker 1>like a level we're not. We don't. We're not gonna

1044
00:58:23.039 --> 00:58:25.480
<v Speaker 1>bang it in the same way about different stuff.

1045
00:58:26.199 --> 00:58:29.920
<v Speaker 2>So all I can do for him is I'm gonna

1046
00:58:30.119 --> 00:58:34.440
<v Speaker 2>state the fact that I believe for me, and you're

1047
00:58:34.480 --> 00:58:37.960
<v Speaker 2>gonna state yours, and I'm gonna shir my shoulders right

1048
00:58:38.199 --> 00:58:40.320
<v Speaker 2>and wait for you to call me to activate a

1049
00:58:40.400 --> 00:58:43.400
<v Speaker 2>device because you don't know how to do it other.

1050
00:58:43.320 --> 00:58:51.559
<v Speaker 1>Than that shout out og just say seventeen I'm saying

1051
00:58:52.079 --> 00:58:59.840
<v Speaker 1>one of the eighteen hundred. But yeah, yeah. Now it's

1052
00:59:00.159 --> 00:59:01.559
<v Speaker 1>from my favorite part of the show.

1053
00:59:01.679 --> 00:59:03.239
<v Speaker 5>Okay, what's this?

1054
00:59:04.159 --> 00:59:10.159
<v Speaker 2>It's top five already, Yo, we'll be chatting, yep, and

1055
00:59:10.519 --> 00:59:14.000
<v Speaker 2>after this we're gonna sing Teachers Be five.

1056
00:59:14.199 --> 00:59:14.880
<v Speaker 3>You know the song?

1057
00:59:15.400 --> 00:59:16.599
<v Speaker 1>Do you know that?

1058
00:59:24.400 --> 00:59:25.280
<v Speaker 3>You know the song?

1059
00:59:25.719 --> 00:59:29.119
<v Speaker 5>I'm sorry you guys, teach my shavorite song.

1060
00:59:32.559 --> 00:59:34.320
<v Speaker 1>Teacher teachers trying to be.

1061
00:59:36.760 --> 00:59:37.440
<v Speaker 5>You know them?

1062
00:59:37.679 --> 00:59:38.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't.

1063
00:59:38.159 --> 00:59:40.920
<v Speaker 5>Okay, I know them said he knows them right now.

1064
00:59:43.639 --> 00:59:44.559
<v Speaker 2>As a male.

1065
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<v Speaker 5>In honest society who.

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<v Speaker 3>Also has melanated skin and who doesn't call him gayday

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<v Speaker 3>be five.

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00:59:56.800 --> 01:00:00.360
<v Speaker 5>I'm I don't know what to do myself.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever heard Let's Groove by B five? Off

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01:00:04.239 --> 01:00:06.960
<v Speaker 2>the of course of the Emperor's New Grooves?

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01:00:07.480 --> 01:00:12.039
<v Speaker 1>Of course, that is that work. That's so come on,

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01:00:13.519 --> 01:00:19.480
<v Speaker 1>come on, come on, I am losing.

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01:00:19.679 --> 01:00:28.039
<v Speaker 5>I have stories about like it runs deep for your girl.

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01:00:30.039 --> 01:00:32.280
<v Speaker 5>My god, today you out take.

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01:00:32.239 --> 01:00:37.480
<v Speaker 1>Out I don't see on Mike.

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01:00:38.440 --> 01:00:42.400
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, and I've got a question on multiple teachers,

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01:00:42.519 --> 01:00:51.480
<v Speaker 2>so Jesus teacher spreme personally, but speaking of five and

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01:00:51.559 --> 01:00:57.119
<v Speaker 2>the B five, uh huh's door?

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01:00:57.760 --> 01:01:05.599
<v Speaker 1>Because parents going to five ninety five eleven five?

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, I'm a little bit older, yeah.

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01:01:10.199 --> 01:01:14.039
<v Speaker 3>Change my dad's fifth child. My name is Valeria Vania.

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01:01:14.360 --> 01:01:16.800
<v Speaker 3>That's the moment in what provide with me? Yea fax,

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01:01:17.039 --> 01:01:18.000
<v Speaker 3>I have five a's.

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<v Speaker 1>In my name. Jesus, They're plan is our? Is this

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01:01:21.239 --> 01:01:22.039
<v Speaker 1>a coincident? Now?

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01:01:22.119 --> 01:01:25.840
<v Speaker 3>This is God because the number for the number for

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01:01:26.559 --> 01:01:30.559
<v Speaker 3>five is grace. I mean the grace is grace is

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01:01:30.719 --> 01:01:35.159
<v Speaker 3>fo yes, and the Lord has laced me in grace. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>Whenever y'all get to my full story, you'll understand it.

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<v Speaker 1>Amen. All right, Well earlier you went to college.

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<v Speaker 2>So the top five of the day is top five

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01:01:46.280 --> 01:01:49.679
<v Speaker 2>albums that came out when you were in college, Top

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01:01:49.880 --> 01:01:51.199
<v Speaker 2>five number one.

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<v Speaker 3>No particular older, just the ones that are coming to mind.

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01:01:54.119 --> 01:01:57.440
<v Speaker 3>J Cole, Forest Hills Drive. And I went to college

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01:01:57.480 --> 01:02:01.800
<v Speaker 3>twenty fourteen to eighteen, So y'all can go confern so very.

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01:02:01.880 --> 01:02:06.760
<v Speaker 2>Very quickly, there was a TikToker that said this exact thing. Okay,

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01:02:07.159 --> 01:02:09.480
<v Speaker 2>the twenty fourth so you know, I went to school.

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01:02:10.519 --> 01:02:12.800
<v Speaker 2>I graduated high school like seventeen, but I went to

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01:02:12.840 --> 01:02:18.199
<v Speaker 2>school from college twenty thirteen, twenty seventeen. So she basically

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01:02:18.239 --> 01:02:20.920
<v Speaker 2>went on like a whole like three minute rent about

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01:02:20.960 --> 01:02:24.079
<v Speaker 2>how like if you went to college during twenty thirteen

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01:02:24.199 --> 01:02:25.559
<v Speaker 2>to twenty eighteen.

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01:02:26.320 --> 01:02:30.599
<v Speaker 1>The music that came out during that time disgusting.

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01:02:30.800 --> 01:02:35.039
<v Speaker 4>But go ahead discussing disgusting as in good good, she said,

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01:02:35.039 --> 01:02:38.800
<v Speaker 4>discuss school what I know what's best?

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, So jcob forestill's drive.

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01:02:41.719 --> 01:02:44.639
<v Speaker 3>I'm still singing apparently whenever I feel like it, I

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01:02:44.880 --> 01:02:46.679
<v Speaker 3>keep my Okay.

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01:02:48.400 --> 01:02:50.639
<v Speaker 5>What's the name of Arson Tilor's album, Trap.

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01:02:50.519 --> 01:02:55.119
<v Speaker 3>So Trap Soul God Trap Soil was so good, Trap Soul,

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01:02:55.760 --> 01:03:06.559
<v Speaker 3>Freaking Blonde by Frank Ocean, Incredible, Solange, the Crane in

1113
01:03:06.599 --> 01:03:07.920
<v Speaker 3>the Sky whatever album that was.

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01:03:08.079 --> 01:03:09.400
<v Speaker 5>I think that's the name of the album.

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01:03:11.519 --> 01:03:13.559
<v Speaker 1>Backing down everything like that, I remember your name.

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01:03:15.320 --> 01:03:18.920
<v Speaker 5>And of course it will God. If the Lord loves us,

1117
01:03:18.960 --> 01:03:21.440
<v Speaker 5>then we'll get it. But we God loves this regardless.

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01:03:23.159 --> 01:03:23.920
<v Speaker 1>This on this album.

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01:03:24.000 --> 01:03:29.400
<v Speaker 3>But anti Arihanna, oh wow, yes, Antik and I'm screaming

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01:03:29.519 --> 01:03:30.280
<v Speaker 3>kiss it better to.

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01:03:30.519 --> 01:03:38.199
<v Speaker 1>Day, I'm I like wo, I'm gonna Travis swap. Okay, okay, okay,

1122
01:03:38.760 --> 01:03:41.320
<v Speaker 1>they're like dating at the time. Anyways, So.

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<v Speaker 2>My five and no particular order and not two honorble mentions,

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01:03:46.320 --> 01:03:50.840
<v Speaker 2>two honorble mentions is Bristilion Traps absolutely the life of

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01:03:50.920 --> 01:03:52.079
<v Speaker 2>Pablo Kanye West.

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, it was a seat at the table.

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01:03:57.719 --> 01:03:57.920
<v Speaker 1>That's what.

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<v Speaker 2>So for random order, I didn't base it off like

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01:04:03.840 --> 01:04:06.880
<v Speaker 2>order order. But number five what a time to be alive,

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01:04:07.119 --> 01:04:07.880
<v Speaker 2>drinking future?

1131
01:04:08.639 --> 01:04:12.639
<v Speaker 1>Oh day, that wasn't good. That was good.

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01:04:12.719 --> 01:04:16.039
<v Speaker 2>That wasn't the one with plastic baglassic bag.

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01:04:16.079 --> 01:04:19.960
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I got a classic bag, my favorite

1134
01:04:20.000 --> 01:04:20.960
<v Speaker 1>volley cash.

1135
01:04:23.679 --> 01:04:28.320
<v Speaker 2>That crazy Number four trigger? No, these next two got

1136
01:04:28.360 --> 01:04:32.119
<v Speaker 2>me got me through a break up? Okay, numberfore trigger

1137
01:04:32.280 --> 01:04:38.000
<v Speaker 2>Trey songs really at twenty fourteen?

1138
01:04:38.519 --> 01:04:39.119
<v Speaker 5>What was on there?

1139
01:04:41.239 --> 01:04:44.960
<v Speaker 1>Foreign? Hold on? Is it when he was had his Yeah?

1140
01:04:45.079 --> 01:04:49.719
<v Speaker 5>Okay, I got you when he had his arms stretched out.

1141
01:04:50.760 --> 01:04:53.199
<v Speaker 5>What's that one song? Slow motion?

1142
01:04:54.719 --> 01:04:55.639
<v Speaker 1>So it's on there too?

1143
01:04:55.920 --> 01:04:57.079
<v Speaker 5>Yes, that was crazy.

1144
01:04:57.599 --> 01:05:06.880
<v Speaker 1>What are the songs great? Number three x Chris Browne play?

1145
01:05:09.960 --> 01:05:12.119
<v Speaker 5>Guess chose the ones that I remember.

1146
01:05:13.920 --> 01:05:14.679
<v Speaker 1>The good thing about me?

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01:05:14.760 --> 01:05:18.000
<v Speaker 2>Chet about top five? I do the research point So

1148
01:05:18.719 --> 01:05:21.960
<v Speaker 2>x X got a song, and I know he's very canceled.

1149
01:05:25.159 --> 01:05:27.320
<v Speaker 2>I guess technically he is kind of canceled as well. Okay,

1150
01:05:27.480 --> 01:05:28.760
<v Speaker 2>there's so many canceled people on here.

1151
01:05:28.760 --> 01:05:29.199
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god.

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01:05:29.320 --> 01:05:32.360
<v Speaker 2>Okay, so there's a song on there, you know twelve?

1153
01:05:32.559 --> 01:05:38.000
<v Speaker 2>Uh song on twelve play by them? Okay, so it's

1154
01:05:38.280 --> 01:05:43.079
<v Speaker 2>know I'm saying it's it's featuring a dude that's kind

1155
01:05:43.159 --> 01:05:45.599
<v Speaker 2>of canceled, trade songs about.

1156
01:05:46.199 --> 01:05:48.440
<v Speaker 1>But the song is about the songs of another man

1157
01:05:48.480 --> 01:05:55.519
<v Speaker 1>who is canceled, which, Yeah, twelve Play, twelve play the

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01:05:55.599 --> 01:05:57.280
<v Speaker 1>album twelve.

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01:05:57.960 --> 01:06:01.840
<v Speaker 5>The song is about twelve play album what.

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01:06:03.559 --> 01:06:06.119
<v Speaker 1>Don't I don't Know, Don't I don't Know?

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01:06:07.840 --> 01:06:11.079
<v Speaker 2>No, twelve twelve Play isn't album Mark Kelly. So the

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01:06:11.199 --> 01:06:13.719
<v Speaker 2>song is about singing the songs on that album.

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01:06:17.199 --> 01:06:21.400
<v Speaker 1>Wow. But there is also an R. Kelly feature on

1164
01:06:21.559 --> 01:06:24.360
<v Speaker 1>the X album called Drowning It, and it's.

1165
01:06:27.239 --> 01:06:29.840
<v Speaker 2>They got the Kendrick They got a Kendrick feature on

1166
01:06:29.920 --> 01:06:34.000
<v Speaker 2>their autumn Leaves, They got they Got the Brandy feature.

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01:06:35.159 --> 01:06:35.880
<v Speaker 1>Do Better.

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01:06:38.519 --> 01:06:44.679
<v Speaker 2>Do Better by feature Brandy. But I'm very quiet, though

1169
01:06:45.320 --> 01:06:50.119
<v Speaker 2>very quiet album. It was right before Woryalty for him

1170
01:06:50.239 --> 01:06:53.400
<v Speaker 2>having his first kid. It's it's very quiet. Love More

1171
01:06:53.519 --> 01:06:54.199
<v Speaker 2>is on there too.

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01:06:55.679 --> 01:07:01.679
<v Speaker 1>With Nikki. Number two. Okay, so this one, two and one,

1173
01:07:03.760 --> 01:07:05.119
<v Speaker 1>I don't know all right?

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01:07:05.519 --> 01:07:09.199
<v Speaker 2>You got X so number two and one can be

1175
01:07:09.280 --> 01:07:13.599
<v Speaker 2>interchangeable based on how I'm feeling, but I think impact wise,

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01:07:13.719 --> 01:07:17.239
<v Speaker 2>this might be right. Number two Birds in the Traps

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01:07:17.320 --> 01:07:20.599
<v Speaker 2>sing Night by Travis Freaking.

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01:07:20.360 --> 01:07:23.960
<v Speaker 5>Scott I have no comment because I don't know who

1179
01:07:24.000 --> 01:07:24.199
<v Speaker 5>that is.

1180
01:07:27.000 --> 01:07:32.039
<v Speaker 1>But you never heard pick Up the Phone song, pick

1181
01:07:32.119 --> 01:07:32.960
<v Speaker 1>Up the Phone.

1182
01:07:33.159 --> 01:07:37.199
<v Speaker 2>Pick Up the Phone the most single best song in

1183
01:07:37.360 --> 01:07:41.960
<v Speaker 2>the world, pick Up the Phone, Baby on Your Home Baby. Yeah,

1184
01:07:41.960 --> 01:07:45.280
<v Speaker 2>I know the song that is the single most best

1185
01:07:45.360 --> 01:07:48.199
<v Speaker 2>song released in twenty sixty.

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01:07:50.360 --> 01:07:57.039
<v Speaker 5>Six. No matter how loud you are, I'm screaming. I'm

1187
01:07:57.079 --> 01:07:58.239
<v Speaker 5>sorry for y'all's ears.

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01:08:00.239 --> 01:08:03.079
<v Speaker 3>Y'all know that twenty sixteen was like the best year

1189
01:08:03.280 --> 01:08:04.639
<v Speaker 3>old Man musically.

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01:08:05.480 --> 01:08:10.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Second best of the.

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01:08:10.559 --> 01:08:13.760
<v Speaker 5>Baby is the best song you tried?

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01:08:14.039 --> 01:08:16.479
<v Speaker 3>You just tried new Flame? Was that when the sixteen

1193
01:08:17.000 --> 01:08:19.760
<v Speaker 3>earlier you tried kiss it better?

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01:08:20.000 --> 01:08:20.560
<v Speaker 5>Kiss it better?

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01:08:20.680 --> 01:08:27.079
<v Speaker 1>Those Yeah, but that's a vibe. It's like in the

1196
01:08:27.159 --> 01:08:31.039
<v Speaker 1>car though. That's in the car though. That's not really like.

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01:08:32.279 --> 01:08:33.399
<v Speaker 5>Okay, I'll let you finish.

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01:08:34.560 --> 01:08:39.319
<v Speaker 2>Second greatest song dropped that year was Controller, the original

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01:08:39.399 --> 01:08:41.199
<v Speaker 2>Controller by Drake.

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01:08:41.079 --> 01:08:43.119
<v Speaker 1>And Beanie Man from Jamiaica.

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01:08:44.439 --> 01:08:47.399
<v Speaker 5>This song was it was the best.

1202
01:08:47.880 --> 01:08:51.279
<v Speaker 2>Okay, you're right number two? You know Bridge of the Traps,

1203
01:08:51.600 --> 01:08:56.000
<v Speaker 2>you know Trap Scott number one. I don't think anybody

1204
01:08:56.079 --> 01:08:57.399
<v Speaker 2>touches anything.

1205
01:08:59.319 --> 01:09:04.119
<v Speaker 1>Culture meiga. There's not one skip on there. There's not

1206
01:09:04.319 --> 01:09:05.199
<v Speaker 1>one skip on there.

1207
01:09:05.640 --> 01:09:08.439
<v Speaker 2>There's not one that's not There's not one college party

1208
01:09:08.479 --> 01:09:10.680
<v Speaker 2>you went to didn't play not one song on the album.

1209
01:09:11.159 --> 01:09:13.880
<v Speaker 5>No, no, I'm thinking's that's culture too.

1210
01:09:14.319 --> 01:09:19.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, culture too was not as Yeah, okay, culture one

1211
01:09:19.760 --> 01:09:23.399
<v Speaker 2>freaking big on big, okay.

1212
01:09:23.439 --> 01:09:23.760
<v Speaker 1>Bad and.

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01:09:25.920 --> 01:09:29.199
<v Speaker 5>Okay, I'm not mad, s.

1214
01:09:30.880 --> 01:09:33.640
<v Speaker 3>Got it, Okay, yeah, because I wasn't mad at that.

1215
01:09:34.159 --> 01:09:37.600
<v Speaker 3>I was definitely shaking ass and Florida state the culture

1216
01:09:37.840 --> 01:09:39.479
<v Speaker 3>or no like that that.

1217
01:09:40.239 --> 01:09:40.800
<v Speaker 5>I don't want to.

1218
01:09:43.039 --> 01:09:47.680
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, that's my five. I think my I like

1219
01:09:48.000 --> 01:09:50.439
<v Speaker 1>that better.

1220
01:09:52.439 --> 01:09:53.000
<v Speaker 6>I'll give you.

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01:09:53.199 --> 01:09:55.199
<v Speaker 3>I will give you culture. I could add culture. I

1222
01:09:55.239 --> 01:09:58.920
<v Speaker 3>would probably you said, we won't say trap. No, trap

1223
01:09:59.039 --> 01:10:02.960
<v Speaker 3>was all mention, Okay, I mean I would take I

1224
01:10:03.079 --> 01:10:04.840
<v Speaker 3>probably could take a.

1225
01:10:04.880 --> 01:10:06.760
<v Speaker 5>Seat at the table out would Solange. But that one

1226
01:10:06.880 --> 01:10:07.880
<v Speaker 5>was such a vibe.

1227
01:10:07.920 --> 01:10:08.600
<v Speaker 1>It was so good.

1228
01:10:08.680 --> 01:10:10.399
<v Speaker 5>I used to I'm not gonna say that.

1229
01:10:10.399 --> 01:10:16.279
<v Speaker 2>I don't say that, you're crazy. There's a something on

1230
01:10:16.439 --> 01:10:19.159
<v Speaker 2>there called Ben's b I n Z.

1231
01:10:19.960 --> 01:10:21.840
<v Speaker 3>I think that's the second one because she made another

1232
01:10:21.920 --> 01:10:27.079
<v Speaker 3>one and she is on there. But yeah, those it's good.

1233
01:10:27.239 --> 01:10:27.920
<v Speaker 5>Those are good. Though.

1234
01:10:28.439 --> 01:10:30.920
<v Speaker 1>The Migos the Mules took over college.

1235
01:10:31.600 --> 01:10:34.800
<v Speaker 5>Oh my, okay, So I have a quick story about migos.

1236
01:10:35.000 --> 01:10:37.600
<v Speaker 1>You know them too, basically.

1237
01:10:39.119 --> 01:10:43.720
<v Speaker 3>I don't, so just really quick because Florida State was

1238
01:10:43.800 --> 01:10:47.079
<v Speaker 3>a vibe and so we were out for a couple

1239
01:10:47.079 --> 01:10:50.279
<v Speaker 3>of my friends birthdays at this really nice restaurant, and

1240
01:10:50.439 --> 01:10:53.920
<v Speaker 3>one of my girlfriends she just happens to like shout

1241
01:10:53.960 --> 01:10:55.359
<v Speaker 3>out to jail because one time.

1242
01:10:55.319 --> 01:10:57.399
<v Speaker 5>One thing we're gonna do is have a good ass time. Okay.

1243
01:10:58.199 --> 01:11:01.159
<v Speaker 3>I don't know who she knew that new amigos that night,

1244
01:11:01.319 --> 01:11:04.479
<v Speaker 3>but somehow there was a conversation. They say, I know,

1245
01:11:04.560 --> 01:11:06.960
<v Speaker 3>we're on a part of us. We're going to Coliseum

1246
01:11:07.840 --> 01:11:11.279
<v Speaker 3>and we just got to go up and just like

1247
01:11:11.479 --> 01:11:12.399
<v Speaker 3>turn up with it a little bit.

1248
01:11:13.399 --> 01:11:15.399
<v Speaker 1>So it's maybe it's it's it's trying because I went

1249
01:11:15.399 --> 01:11:17.079
<v Speaker 1>to the smallest came in my school.

1250
01:11:17.199 --> 01:11:20.279
<v Speaker 3>Probably yeah, yeah, Florida. You know, Florida State is like

1251
01:11:20.840 --> 01:11:24.079
<v Speaker 3>one of the especially during fourteen to eighteen. That's James Winston.

1252
01:11:25.600 --> 01:11:32.039
<v Speaker 1>Yes, okay, not to be yeah, not to be super expected.

1253
01:11:32.119 --> 01:11:33.000
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, ain't.

1254
01:11:34.840 --> 01:11:40.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm following that dude through the freaking brickwall. James. Yeah,

1255
01:11:40.479 --> 01:11:42.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm a Giants fan. He's a Giants Oh wow.

1256
01:11:42.640 --> 01:11:44.239
<v Speaker 3>I didn't even know that, but yeah, he was there

1257
01:11:44.319 --> 01:11:47.680
<v Speaker 3>during that time. So like a less he was lit

1258
01:11:47.800 --> 01:11:49.920
<v Speaker 3>and we were number one during that time as well

1259
01:11:50.279 --> 01:11:50.840
<v Speaker 3>in football.

1260
01:11:51.119 --> 01:11:53.399
<v Speaker 1>So he went to the league like that. Next year

1261
01:11:53.640 --> 01:11:56.359
<v Speaker 1>he's like, I'm on drafted. Yeah.

1262
01:11:56.359 --> 01:12:00.439
<v Speaker 5>It was crazy. And my friend Tyreek with I don't

1263
01:12:00.439 --> 01:12:02.039
<v Speaker 5>know if you know him. He's that new actor who

1264
01:12:02.159 --> 01:12:03.239
<v Speaker 5>just came out. Who's on him?

1265
01:12:04.439 --> 01:12:05.119
<v Speaker 1>Where are your friend?

1266
01:12:06.359 --> 01:12:06.560
<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

1267
01:12:06.560 --> 01:12:07.239
<v Speaker 3>I know him too.

1268
01:12:07.600 --> 01:12:09.359
<v Speaker 5>We went to up Florida State together.

1269
01:12:09.600 --> 01:12:12.000
<v Speaker 3>He's in BSc litly but you haven't followed me back

1270
01:12:12.039 --> 01:12:14.079
<v Speaker 3>on instad that, which is weird because why would.

1271
01:12:13.920 --> 01:12:14.239
<v Speaker 1>You do that.

1272
01:12:14.319 --> 01:12:15.560
<v Speaker 5>I hope to get into your catch.

1273
01:12:17.800 --> 01:12:19.239
<v Speaker 1>I was like, not you.

1274
01:12:20.279 --> 01:12:22.880
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, shout out to all the people at FC that

1275
01:12:22.960 --> 01:12:25.800
<v Speaker 3>I knew that I know who are doing really.

1276
01:12:25.640 --> 01:12:27.760
<v Speaker 5>Well and I'm excited to be that person as well. Also,

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<v Speaker 5>my friend told me she was twenty nineteen this world,

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<v Speaker 5>which is really cool. Wow, yeah, amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe I don't know that many people.

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<v Speaker 5>No, No, it's okay. I just so happened to go

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<v Speaker 5>to Florida, say, during like the best time of life.

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<v Speaker 3>He said, Tyreek Weather or Tyler's Tyreek Tyreek weathers that

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<v Speaker 3>guy is hilarious.

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<v Speaker 5>He is and he was actually like that at Florida City.

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<v Speaker 5>Who you see is like who he authentically is.

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<v Speaker 1>So he had no mask. No mask.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a perfect way to wrap it up. Shout out

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<v Speaker 3>to you when you hear this, I'm gonna said it

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<v Speaker 3>to him.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, dang, well, we have came to the end of

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<v Speaker 2>the show. I tell you we're gonna We're gonna keep

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<v Speaker 2>doing it. I love doing the body, but Dad, everybody

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<v Speaker 2>be so busy.

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<v Speaker 3>So this was good, And I just want to shout

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<v Speaker 3>you out for having a space for authentic, real conversation

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<v Speaker 3>that I don't know about you, but I do feel

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<v Speaker 3>like this is probably a catalyst for both of us

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<v Speaker 3>to remove whatever mask that we may have and to

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<v Speaker 3>just show up as the person that we are.

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<v Speaker 5>As authentic as possible.

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm really.

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<v Speaker 5>Happy about that. This is really good.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and after this, I definitely got to hear the

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<v Speaker 1>beef out story.

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<v Speaker 5>I'll tell you off off off the record.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for joining us on list week's episode of

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<v Speaker 1>Catches Faith.

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<v Speaker 5>n I A V. Thanks guys, I'm looking forward.

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<v Speaker 2>And remember, guys, pick up the Phone is the single

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<v Speaker 2>most greatest song ever in twenty sixteen.

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<v Speaker 1>You should play it every night before you go to sleep.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you.