WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.559 Hello, and welcome back to Dear Nikki podcast Live, where 2 00:00:07.599 --> 00:00:13.800 we dive deep into tantalizing world of desires, edges, and 3 00:00:13.919 --> 00:00:18.480 everything in between. Today's episode is all about the listener 4 00:00:18.719 --> 00:00:22.879 edging tales, those delicious stories of holding back, building tension, 5 00:00:23.320 --> 00:00:27.199 and what finally pushes you over the brink. We've got 6 00:00:27.280 --> 00:00:31.440 some very steamy submissions. They'll have you on the edge 7 00:00:31.480 --> 00:00:37.679 of your seat literally on today's show. Imagine edging for 8 00:00:37.799 --> 00:00:41.119 over two hours while tied to a chair, every vibration 9 00:00:41.320 --> 00:00:44.960 from the toy bringing you closer, but it's a single 10 00:00:45.280 --> 00:00:50.240 whisper word that shatters you. Resolve a solo session that 11 00:00:50.320 --> 00:00:55.439 stretches into the night, lasting three agonigazing hours, intil an 12 00:00:55.560 --> 00:01:00.759 unexpected memory, floods in and bricks the damp, and a 13 00:01:01.000 --> 00:01:04.799 public dair with a partner watching via video holding out 14 00:01:04.840 --> 00:01:08.840 for ninety minutes, and a teasing text only to crumble 15 00:01:09.200 --> 00:01:14.680 when a stranger's glance hits just right. Stick around because 16 00:01:14.719 --> 00:01:20.599 we're unpacking these and so so much more so, my 17 00:01:20.680 --> 00:01:25.200 dear listeners. Today's question is all about edging. What's the 18 00:01:25.400 --> 00:01:29.239 longest you've ever edged? What's the one thing that finally 19 00:01:29.280 --> 00:01:32.439 made you lose control? I want to hear your stories. 20 00:01:33.000 --> 00:01:37.120 Keep them detailed and very raw, of course, and are 21 00:01:37.519 --> 00:01:41.959 open ended chat. How does the build up of edging 22 00:01:42.120 --> 00:01:46.640 change your fantasy's mid session? What unexpected thoughts creep in 23 00:01:46.799 --> 00:01:51.439 when you're right on that edge? Share your experiences with 24 00:01:51.519 --> 00:01:55.359 me here live in the chat, or you can always 25 00:01:55.400 --> 00:01:57.840 email me at dear Nikki dot com on the Confession 26 00:01:57.879 --> 00:02:03.599 stab or Perriett DM me over here on Discord, or 27 00:02:04.280 --> 00:02:07.680 you can email me at Nikki and Ikky at Dearniki 28 00:02:07.719 --> 00:02:11.560 dot com. And I can't wait to feature them on 29 00:02:11.639 --> 00:02:16.120 future episodes. And before we dive into those fool stories, 30 00:02:16.800 --> 00:02:20.919 here's a riddle to keep your mind occupied. I'll reveal 31 00:02:20.960 --> 00:02:23.599 the answer as always at the end of the show. 32 00:02:24.599 --> 00:02:29.400 What's long and hard it gets shoved in, tight, makes 33 00:02:29.439 --> 00:02:33.759 you moan when it's pulled out, and leaves you satisfied 34 00:02:34.039 --> 00:02:38.759 and dripping. Think really close on that one, and again 35 00:02:39.360 --> 00:02:40.800 the answer will be at the end of the show. 36 00:02:41.879 --> 00:02:46.479 You know what time it is. It's time to sit back, relax. 37 00:02:47.479 --> 00:02:50.879 Let's have a whiskey with some filthy cherries, of course, 38 00:02:51.719 --> 00:02:55.759 and explore some erotic fantasies from people just like you 39 00:02:55.840 --> 00:02:59.840 and me. Dear Nikki, I need to confess something that's 40 00:03:00.000 --> 00:03:03.240 film makes my cheeks burn and my pulse race just 41 00:03:03.280 --> 00:03:08.120 thinking about it. I've always craved the sharp, exquisite edge 42 00:03:08.120 --> 00:03:12.120 of denial, the way it turns every nerve into fire, 43 00:03:12.800 --> 00:03:15.960 the way it strips away control, and I'm nothing but need. 44 00:03:16.680 --> 00:03:20.560 But last weekend I went further than ever thought my 45 00:03:20.639 --> 00:03:24.560 body could handle. And what finally shattered me was in 46 00:03:24.719 --> 00:03:29.759 pain or over stimulation. It was her voice calling me 47 00:03:30.599 --> 00:03:35.960 good boy. It started innocently enough, or as innocent as 48 00:03:36.000 --> 00:03:39.680 these things ever get between us, A playful bent over 49 00:03:39.719 --> 00:03:42.319 the dinner, she edged me for as long as I 50 00:03:42.360 --> 00:03:47.120 could stand, no release aloud, until I literally begged for mercy. 51 00:03:48.000 --> 00:03:51.400 I laughed and said I'd last for hours. She just 52 00:03:51.439 --> 00:03:55.400 smiled that slow, knowing smile and told me to strip. 53 00:03:56.400 --> 00:03:59.159 We moved to the bedroom, soft leather coughs around my 54 00:03:59.199 --> 00:04:02.400 wrist and ankle, securing me. Spread eagle to the bed. 55 00:04:03.120 --> 00:04:07.639 A vibrating pug nestled deep inside to set the maddening below, 56 00:04:08.120 --> 00:04:13.159 constant buzz that never quite built, but it never let 57 00:04:13.159 --> 00:04:17.079 me forget it was there. Blindfold optional, I chose to 58 00:04:17.160 --> 00:04:20.600 keep my eyes open so I could watch her. She 59 00:04:20.720 --> 00:04:25.680 started slow, featherlight touches with actual feathers along my inner thighs, 60 00:04:26.319 --> 00:04:29.399 the soles that stole my feet, the scensitive skin under 61 00:04:29.399 --> 00:04:34.000 my arms, the nice cubes trailing melting paths across my chest, 62 00:04:34.680 --> 00:04:39.319 my nibbles down my stomach, circling but never quite touching 63 00:04:39.879 --> 00:04:43.920 where I ate most. The contrast of cold and the 64 00:04:43.920 --> 00:04:49.600 steady internal hum had me gasping within minutes. Thirty minutes in, 65 00:04:49.720 --> 00:04:54.000 I was already straining hips, lifting uselessly against nothing. An 66 00:04:54.000 --> 00:04:57.839 hour passed and I was drenched in sweat, muscles quivering, 67 00:04:58.519 --> 00:05:01.519 every breath shallow until de liberate as I tried to 68 00:05:01.560 --> 00:05:06.120 focus on the ceiling, van on counting backwards, on anything 69 00:05:06.560 --> 00:05:12.519 except the throbbing, desperate pressure building between my legs. At 70 00:05:12.519 --> 00:05:17.560 the ninety minute mark, I started whimpering, small, broken words, 71 00:05:17.600 --> 00:05:22.399 sounds I couldn't hold back. She kissed my forehead, whispered 72 00:05:22.439 --> 00:05:26.240 how beautiful I look like this? So racked and still fighting, 73 00:05:26.920 --> 00:05:31.120 That only made it worse. Two hours, two hours of 74 00:05:31.240 --> 00:05:36.600 relentless teasing, denial. My whole body felt like one exposed nerve. 75 00:05:37.279 --> 00:05:40.600 The plug's vibrations seemed louder in my ears than my 76 00:05:40.680 --> 00:05:44.600 own heart beat. I was trembling so hard, the cuffs 77 00:05:44.639 --> 00:05:49.600 creaked against the headboard. I kept whispering, not yet, not yet, 78 00:05:49.959 --> 00:05:53.680 through clinched teeth, determined to win the bet, as tears 79 00:05:53.680 --> 00:05:57.480 pricked my eyes from the intensity. And then she broke 80 00:05:57.560 --> 00:06:02.600 me with four simple words. She leaned down, her lips, 81 00:06:02.680 --> 00:06:06.160 brushing the shell of my ear, her breath hot and 82 00:06:06.279 --> 00:06:10.879 steady against my skin. Good boy, that's all. It took, 83 00:06:11.720 --> 00:06:15.600 No extra touch, no sudden increase of vibration, just those 84 00:06:15.639 --> 00:06:19.839 two little words in her soft, proud voice. My entire 85 00:06:19.879 --> 00:06:23.680 body seized. I arched so hard the restraints bitten to 86 00:06:23.759 --> 00:06:27.720 my wrist. The raw guttural sound tore out of me 87 00:06:28.279 --> 00:06:30.600 as I came harder than I ever had in my life. 88 00:06:31.360 --> 00:06:36.120 Wave after shattering wave whimpered through me without any direct contact. 89 00:06:36.959 --> 00:06:40.600 It fell endless, like my orgasm had been coiled for hours, 90 00:06:40.920 --> 00:06:44.279 and finally snapped free all at once. I think I 91 00:06:44.360 --> 00:06:48.439 blacked out for a second, floating in the white, hot pleasure. 92 00:06:49.279 --> 00:06:51.720 When I came back to myself, she was stroking my hair, 93 00:06:52.240 --> 00:06:55.920 murmuring praise while she gently removed the plug and uncuffed me. 94 00:06:56.600 --> 00:07:02.240 I was shaking over, sensitive, completely spent, and I've never 95 00:07:02.279 --> 00:07:06.680 felt more owned, more seen more hers I lost the 96 00:07:06.759 --> 00:07:11.360 bet spectac early, but honestly, I don't think I've ever 97 00:07:11.439 --> 00:07:15.120 won so completely. I still get hard just remembering her 98 00:07:15.199 --> 00:07:19.439 saying good boy, two words that ruined me in the 99 00:07:19.480 --> 00:07:22.879 best possible way. Do you think I'm hopeless for wanting 100 00:07:22.920 --> 00:07:26.879 to chase the edge again? Already You're in delicious shame, 101 00:07:27.519 --> 00:07:32.120 your devoted edge boy. Well, hello, David Nicer, you show up. 102 00:07:32.120 --> 00:07:36.279 I couldn't any wanna. It was in good rhythm, in 103 00:07:36.319 --> 00:07:40.160 more wisdom, woe? How are you tonight? This is where 104 00:07:40.199 --> 00:07:43.240 you can type to me and say, I, I'm wondering 105 00:07:43.360 --> 00:07:47.759 with this story? What made you know with with him? 106 00:07:48.600 --> 00:07:50.959 What made good boy the trigger word for you? Was 107 00:07:51.000 --> 00:07:55.360 it the way she said it or what? Sometimes when 108 00:07:55.480 --> 00:07:59.600 somebody is whispering in your ear, it doesn't really matter 109 00:07:59.600 --> 00:08:03.040 what they say. It could be how they say it. Somebody, 110 00:08:03.279 --> 00:08:07.519 I mean, somebody come once just by saying cucumber. I 111 00:08:07.560 --> 00:08:11.120 have no idea why, hmm to bad. They're not around 112 00:08:11.120 --> 00:08:13.959 for me to ask, right. Have you ever had a 113 00:08:14.040 --> 00:08:18.800 non physical cue snap you control, one that makes you 114 00:08:19.879 --> 00:08:23.959 horny or just come really hard? I really want to know, 115 00:08:25.079 --> 00:08:28.079 dear Nikki. I have to tell you before my memory 116 00:08:28.079 --> 00:08:31.079 fades anymore, It's still so vivid. It makes my skin 117 00:08:31.199 --> 00:08:35.480 tingle and my throat tight. Sellow edging has always been 118 00:08:35.519 --> 00:08:39.480 my secret reset button, the one thing that reliably melts 119 00:08:39.519 --> 00:08:42.960 the day's stress into something hot and manageable. But that 120 00:08:43.159 --> 00:08:48.320 night I turn it into something else, entirely, a marathon, 121 00:08:49.000 --> 00:08:53.759 a test, maybe even quiet kind of reckoning. I set 122 00:08:53.799 --> 00:08:57.440 the scene just right, dim lights, glowing soft amber from 123 00:08:57.519 --> 00:09:02.639 the bedside lamp, my favorite slow burned playlist, humming low 124 00:09:03.000 --> 00:09:07.159 through the speakers, those deep bass lines that vibrate right 125 00:09:07.240 --> 00:09:11.759 through the mattress, a fresh bottle of lube warming in 126 00:09:11.840 --> 00:09:15.799 my palm, my go to sleeve toy, slick and waiting, 127 00:09:16.360 --> 00:09:20.840 plus a small vibrating ring. Sometimes I forget I own 128 00:09:21.360 --> 00:09:25.519 until the mood hits. I started easy, teasing myself with 129 00:09:25.679 --> 00:09:29.279 lazy strokes, letting the bill to creep in like slow 130 00:09:29.399 --> 00:09:33.840 rising heat, pause right at the brink, breathe, count to ten, 131 00:09:34.759 --> 00:09:39.639 and start again. Classic. An hour slipped by, almost without 132 00:09:39.679 --> 00:09:42.840 me noticing. I was deep in that floaty haze head 133 00:09:42.840 --> 00:09:47.000 space where time dissolves and everything narrows to a sensation's 134 00:09:47.039 --> 00:09:50.799 slit guide the tightening coil low in my belly, the 135 00:09:50.879 --> 00:09:54.559 way my thigh's tints and release. Phantasies drifted through my 136 00:09:54.679 --> 00:10:00.120 mind like smoke, strangers, hands, forbidden scenarios, rougher edges I 137 00:10:00.279 --> 00:10:03.879 never quite chased in her life. My breathing sinked with 138 00:10:04.000 --> 00:10:07.799 the music, slow and deliberate. Two hours in. My legs 139 00:10:07.799 --> 00:10:13.320 were trembling uncontrollably. Every edge hit harder, sharper, like walking 140 00:10:13.360 --> 00:10:17.519 a tight rope, higher and higher. My whole body felt electric, 141 00:10:17.799 --> 00:10:21.279 over sensitive, even in the brush of sheets against my 142 00:10:21.360 --> 00:10:26.480 skin was almost too much. I kept stopping, gripping the bass, 143 00:10:26.840 --> 00:10:32.000 whispering not yet to myself like a mantra. Sweat beaded 144 00:10:32.039 --> 00:10:35.159 on my chest, my hair stuck to my forehead. I 145 00:10:35.320 --> 00:10:38.159 was so close to breaking a dozen times, but I 146 00:10:38.200 --> 00:10:43.159 pushed through, chasing that impossible high of holding on longer. 147 00:10:43.919 --> 00:10:48.200 Three hours, three full hours of relentless, self inflicted denial. 148 00:10:48.919 --> 00:10:52.879 My mind was foggy, thoughts fragmenting. My hand moved on 149 00:10:52.919 --> 00:10:57.720 the autopilot, now slower, more careful, because any speed would 150 00:10:57.799 --> 00:11:01.840 end it instantly. I was shaking, aching, begging myself to 151 00:11:01.919 --> 00:11:07.480 silently stop, but I couldn't, wouldn't, And then out of nowhere, 152 00:11:08.200 --> 00:11:13.639 a memory crashed in her laugh. My axes, laugh sobed, teasing, 153 00:11:14.120 --> 00:11:16.480 a little mocking in that way that always made my 154 00:11:16.519 --> 00:11:20.240 stomach flip. I could hear it so clearly. She was 155 00:11:20.360 --> 00:11:23.679 right there in the room, leaving on to my shoulder, 156 00:11:24.200 --> 00:11:29.960 watching me struggle and finding it endlessly amusing, still holding out. Huh. 157 00:11:30.440 --> 00:11:34.120 I imagine her saying, voice low and playful. That sound 158 00:11:34.200 --> 00:11:39.159 unlocked something, a rush of old longing, regret, affection, frustration, 159 00:11:39.720 --> 00:11:43.639 all tangled up emotions I thought I'd neatly filed away 160 00:11:43.799 --> 00:11:47.240 years ago. It hit like a damn break. I couldn't 161 00:11:47.279 --> 00:11:51.600 stop it. One more stroke, maybe two, and I was gone. 162 00:11:51.720 --> 00:11:54.639 The orgasm tore through me in a violent, shuddering rust, 163 00:11:55.320 --> 00:11:59.279 stronger and longer than anything I'd felt in months. My 164 00:11:59.399 --> 00:12:02.360 back art off the bed, toes curling, a choked sound 165 00:12:02.480 --> 00:12:05.879 ripping out of my throat. Wave after wave kept coming, 166 00:12:06.279 --> 00:12:09.720 leaving me gasping, trembling, tears prickling at the corner of 167 00:12:09.759 --> 00:12:15.399 my eyes. Not from pain, from the sudden, overwhelming flood 168 00:12:15.440 --> 00:12:20.399 of feeling relief, yes, but also raw, bittersweet ache for 169 00:12:20.559 --> 00:12:23.919 something else. When it finally ebbed, I just lay there, 170 00:12:24.039 --> 00:12:27.360 sticky and spent, staring at the ceiling while my heart 171 00:12:27.360 --> 00:12:31.000 beat hammered in my ears. The playlist had looped back 172 00:12:31.039 --> 00:12:33.879 to the first song. The room smelled like lube and 173 00:12:33.960 --> 00:12:39.279 sweat and something faintly of nostalgia. I felt lighter somehow, 174 00:12:39.879 --> 00:12:44.159 but also strangely emotional, like I'd accidentally unlocked a door 175 00:12:44.559 --> 00:12:47.600 I didn't know was there. Solo sessions are supposed to 176 00:12:47.639 --> 00:12:51.240 be simple stress relief. That night prove there never really, 177 00:12:51.320 --> 00:12:55.000 just that. I haven't edged since without hearing that laugh 178 00:12:55.120 --> 00:12:58.480 flicker through my head at least once. It makes me 179 00:12:58.559 --> 00:13:02.519 wonder if I'll ever manage another three hour run, or 180 00:13:02.559 --> 00:13:05.519 if part of me doesn't want to because of breaking 181 00:13:06.399 --> 00:13:09.759 was so perfect? Do you ever get ambushed by old 182 00:13:09.759 --> 00:13:13.039 memories like that during your own sessions? Or am I 183 00:13:13.080 --> 00:13:16.279 the only one who turns self pleasure into accidental therapy? 184 00:13:17.080 --> 00:13:24.600 Still catching my breath your marathon edge? Mess? Are you there? David? Oh? 185 00:13:24.799 --> 00:13:31.039 We have another one? Hello? Cassie? Oh we did Hello? Yeah? 186 00:13:31.039 --> 00:13:35.360 Mine is good girl. When I think of that, when 187 00:13:35.399 --> 00:13:39.720 I go back to my edging or masturbation fantasies, it's 188 00:13:40.080 --> 00:13:45.080 there's something about just you know, and I can hear 189 00:13:45.120 --> 00:13:49.279 his voice Claire's day, and it's one of those Typically, 190 00:13:49.279 --> 00:13:51.919 if I'm not two wound and frustrated. I can flip 191 00:13:51.960 --> 00:13:54.720 too if I want to come and I do hear 192 00:13:54.759 --> 00:14:01.240 his voice? Yeah, what about you? Is there anything in 193 00:14:01.399 --> 00:14:05.960 past memory, very past, or even recently that bring up 194 00:14:06.639 --> 00:14:09.960 unexpected things for you? I'd really like to hear it, 195 00:14:11.039 --> 00:14:14.159 dear NICKI, my partner nor I have always gotten off 196 00:14:14.200 --> 00:14:17.759 on pushing boundaries, especially when the risk is involved, the 197 00:14:17.799 --> 00:14:21.279 thrill of almost getting caught the sheep, the secret shared 198 00:14:21.320 --> 00:14:25.360 between us while the world goes on oblivious. It's intoxicating. 199 00:14:26.080 --> 00:14:29.559 So when we decided to take Edging public, it felt 200 00:14:29.600 --> 00:14:33.120 like the natural flat next level. We picked a Friday 201 00:14:33.240 --> 00:14:36.639 night out dinner and our favorite dimly lit Italian place, 202 00:14:37.120 --> 00:14:39.960 then a leisurely walk through the crowd park down town 203 00:14:40.279 --> 00:14:43.960 where everyone spills out after dark. I wore a sleek, 204 00:14:44.120 --> 00:14:47.840 remote controlled vibe tucks securely inside the kind with the 205 00:14:47.879 --> 00:14:51.360 strong silent motors and an app that lets them control 206 00:14:51.399 --> 00:14:56.399 every pulse pattern an intensity from their phone. No visibolge, 207 00:14:56.720 --> 00:15:00.840 no tail tale buzz audible over the conversation, just pure 208 00:15:01.240 --> 00:15:06.840 hidden torment. They started gentle during appetizers, low teasing rumbles 209 00:15:07.080 --> 00:15:09.519 that made me shift in my seat, and for smiles 210 00:15:09.559 --> 00:15:13.120 while ordering by the time our manes arrived, they were 211 00:15:13.240 --> 00:15:17.720 ramping it up at unpredictable intervals, short bursts that had 212 00:15:17.759 --> 00:15:21.679 me gripping the edge of the table, thighs clenched, pretending 213 00:15:21.720 --> 00:15:25.080 to be fascinated by the wine list. I could feel 214 00:15:25.120 --> 00:15:28.440 the heat building, the ache spreading, but I kept my 215 00:15:28.559 --> 00:15:32.600 voice steady, laughing at their jokes, nodding through small talk 216 00:15:32.840 --> 00:15:38.000 like nothing was happening. Ninety minutes in total, ninety minutes 217 00:15:38.039 --> 00:15:42.639 of constant, secret edging while surrounded by strangers. The park 218 00:15:42.720 --> 00:15:46.799 walk was real test, crowds milling around under the string lights, 219 00:15:47.039 --> 00:15:51.480 people brushing past, music drifting from somewhere. Every time the 220 00:15:51.559 --> 00:15:55.480 vibe kicked up, I'd freeze midstep, bite the inside of 221 00:15:55.480 --> 00:15:58.559 my cheek, force my hips to stay still while my 222 00:15:58.679 --> 00:16:03.120 mind screamed, not here, not now. They loved watch me 223 00:16:03.200 --> 00:16:07.279 try to act normal, text me little encouragements, You're doing 224 00:16:07.399 --> 00:16:11.480 so well, baby, Right as they cranked it higher. What 225 00:16:11.600 --> 00:16:15.320 finally broke me wasn't the intensity alone. It was at 226 00:16:15.360 --> 00:16:18.879 a bar afterwards, we stopped for one last drink before 227 00:16:18.919 --> 00:16:23.000 heading home. The place was packed, low lights, chatter everywhere. 228 00:16:23.559 --> 00:16:27.080 They had the vibe on steady building climb, the kind 229 00:16:27.120 --> 00:16:29.919 that makes your toes curl and your vision blur at 230 00:16:29.960 --> 00:16:32.840 the edges. I was perched on a stool trying to 231 00:16:32.919 --> 00:16:36.840 sip my cocktail without trembling, when a stranger at the 232 00:16:37.000 --> 00:16:40.000 other end of the bar looked up. It's just a 233 00:16:40.039 --> 00:16:45.279 casual glance, innocent, maybe curious, maybe nothing at all. Our 234 00:16:45.320 --> 00:16:48.840 eyes locked for maybe three seconds, long enough for the 235 00:16:48.960 --> 00:16:53.399 vibe to hit its peak. Right then, in that hyper aroused, 236 00:16:53.440 --> 00:16:57.639 paranoid haze, it felt like they knew, like they could 237 00:16:57.639 --> 00:17:00.440 see right through me. The flush on my cheeks, the 238 00:17:00.440 --> 00:17:03.799 way my breath hitched, the subtle rock of my hips. 239 00:17:04.480 --> 00:17:08.599 I couldn't quite stop exposure. Panic slammed into the thrill 240 00:17:08.720 --> 00:17:13.079 like a freight train. Fear of being read, shame, excitement, 241 00:17:13.359 --> 00:17:17.039 all crashing together. I muttered something about the bathroom and 242 00:17:17.119 --> 00:17:20.880 bolted the stall. Door barely locked before I was gasping, 243 00:17:21.480 --> 00:17:24.839 hand pressed between my legs over my clothes. Riding the 244 00:17:24.960 --> 00:17:28.400 last brutal wave they sent through the app I came 245 00:17:28.480 --> 00:17:32.559 so hard my knees buckled, silent but shattering, biting my 246 00:17:32.680 --> 00:17:36.160 lip bloody to stay quiet while my whole body convulsed 247 00:17:36.200 --> 00:17:39.160 against the wall. It was over in seconds, but it 248 00:17:39.200 --> 00:17:42.720 felt like forever. When I finally caught my breath and 249 00:17:42.839 --> 00:17:46.880 fixed my hair in the mirror, I looked wrecked pupils, 250 00:17:46.920 --> 00:17:50.759 blown lips swollen, a secret smile I couldn't wipe off. 251 00:17:51.559 --> 00:17:55.039 They were waiting outside with that smug, proud grin. You 252 00:17:55.160 --> 00:17:57.720 less and longer than I thought you would. They whispered, 253 00:17:57.799 --> 00:18:02.839 kissing my timble, my bray feilthy girl. We barely made 254 00:18:02.839 --> 00:18:06.480 it home before I Round two started with the public risk, 255 00:18:06.599 --> 00:18:10.240 this time, but twice as intense. We both knew exactly 256 00:18:10.319 --> 00:18:13.880 how close we come getting caught. I can't stop thinking 257 00:18:13.880 --> 00:18:18.119 about how the stranger's eyes harmless, probably, but in the moment, 258 00:18:18.599 --> 00:18:21.680 it was everything. Do you and your partner ever play 259 00:18:21.720 --> 00:18:25.160 with public edges like that? Or does the idea alone 260 00:18:25.200 --> 00:18:28.559 make your pulse race? I'm still buzzing from this memory. 261 00:18:29.160 --> 00:18:36.480 You're secretly shattered exhibitionist. Well, hello there, Hello? Is it Jimmer? 262 00:18:38.400 --> 00:18:40.880 You can I don't know when you walked in. I 263 00:18:41.039 --> 00:18:46.000 kind of block everything off. Oh there you went, Oh 264 00:18:46.119 --> 00:18:49.640 there you are. You can type to me, I don't 265 00:18:49.640 --> 00:18:51.680 know when you walked in because that part of my 266 00:18:51.720 --> 00:18:55.319 screen up block it. Have you ever done anything edging 267 00:18:55.400 --> 00:18:59.519 in public with an app with somebody else. I haven't. 268 00:18:59.680 --> 00:19:03.160 I don't have good luck with the ones of the 269 00:19:03.200 --> 00:19:07.279 app they because I do get really wet. I'm scared 270 00:19:07.279 --> 00:19:10.319 to death, like I'd have to be wearing like pants, 271 00:19:10.720 --> 00:19:14.200 like I don't know, the hugging pants are like leggings, 272 00:19:14.240 --> 00:19:16.559 maybe so it wouldn't fall out. I think I've said 273 00:19:16.599 --> 00:19:22.200 that before. Oh shoot tear Niki. Last month, I went 274 00:19:22.240 --> 00:19:26.200 to this hypnosis show at a little town theater downtown, 275 00:19:26.960 --> 00:19:30.200 mostly out of curiosity because a friend dragged me along. 276 00:19:30.960 --> 00:19:35.079 I figured it'd be some cheesy stage tricks, maybe a 277 00:19:35.079 --> 00:19:38.519 few people clucking like chickens for laughs. I had no 278 00:19:38.640 --> 00:19:43.319 idea how it actually hit me. The hypnosis walked out 279 00:19:43.599 --> 00:19:46.680 and she wasn't at all what I expected. She was 280 00:19:46.720 --> 00:19:50.920 this young, beautiful woman in probably her mid twenties, long 281 00:19:51.119 --> 00:19:55.279 dark hair, this calm, confident smile that made the whole 282 00:19:55.359 --> 00:20:01.319 room quiet down instantly. Her voice gut Her voice was 283 00:20:01.400 --> 00:20:05.920 low and velvety, almost liquid, the kind of sensual tone 284 00:20:05.960 --> 00:20:10.319 that feels like it's brushing right against your skin. Not loud, 285 00:20:10.759 --> 00:20:16.039 not dramatic, just intimate. It was like she was speaking 286 00:20:16.079 --> 00:20:18.880 directly to the deepest part of you. She started the 287 00:20:18.960 --> 00:20:23.880 introduction the usually guiding us to breathe slow, let our 288 00:20:23.880 --> 00:20:27.759 bodies get heavy, picture a warm light washing over us. 289 00:20:28.319 --> 00:20:34.799 But the way she said every word made it feel different, soothing, encouraging. 290 00:20:35.519 --> 00:20:38.960 She kept telling us to relax deeper, to let go 291 00:20:39.119 --> 00:20:43.480 of tension, to open ourselves up to our real dreams 292 00:20:43.519 --> 00:20:48.240 and desires. You deserve to feel everything you've been holding back, 293 00:20:48.799 --> 00:20:53.519 she purred. Let those secret wants rise up. Feel how 294 00:20:53.559 --> 00:20:57.720 good it is to want. Every sentence had this gentle, 295 00:20:58.200 --> 00:21:03.839 rolling sensuality that wasn't overtly sexual, but still made heat 296 00:21:03.960 --> 00:21:07.799 pull low in my stomach. The more she spoke, the 297 00:21:07.799 --> 00:21:10.880 more impossible it became to ignore what was happening in 298 00:21:10.920 --> 00:21:14.839 my body. My heart was thudding, my breathing had changed, 299 00:21:15.319 --> 00:21:20.480 and yet I was getting harder. Not dramatically, not enough 300 00:21:20.519 --> 00:21:26.799 for anyone to notice, I hope, but steadily, insistently, like 301 00:21:26.839 --> 00:21:30.200 her voice itself was stroking me. She wasn't trying to 302 00:21:30.240 --> 00:21:33.839 turn us on. She was just being herself, guiding us 303 00:21:33.839 --> 00:21:37.559 toward freedom and pleasure in the most innocent way, And 304 00:21:37.680 --> 00:21:43.000 somehow that made it even more intense. Every soft deeper, 305 00:21:43.960 --> 00:21:51.680 that's right, just like that, sent another pulse straight through me. 306 00:21:52.440 --> 00:21:56.359 We did a few silly suggestions. After that, some people danced. 307 00:21:56.519 --> 00:22:00.200 One guy pretended he was a famous singer, but I 308 00:22:00.240 --> 00:22:04.160 barely registered any of it. I was still floating in 309 00:22:04.240 --> 00:22:08.240 the echo of her voice, still feeling that slow, liquid 310 00:22:08.319 --> 00:22:12.519 warmth she poured into us. When the show finally ended, 311 00:22:12.640 --> 00:22:16.000 I walked out into the cool night air, I felt dazed. 312 00:22:16.680 --> 00:22:20.799 I went home, replaying every single word she said, her 313 00:22:20.799 --> 00:22:25.039 smooth cadence looping in my head like a private recording. 314 00:22:25.880 --> 00:22:28.119 By the time I got inside and locked the door, 315 00:22:28.680 --> 00:22:32.200 it was past midnight. I didn't even turn on the lights, 316 00:22:32.960 --> 00:22:36.880 just dropped onto the couch, still hearing her reach for 317 00:22:36.960 --> 00:22:41.599 your dreams, let your desires guide you. Feel how good 318 00:22:41.960 --> 00:22:45.880 it is. That voice was still so clear, so deep 319 00:22:45.920 --> 00:22:49.279 inside my mind. My hand moved almost on its own. 320 00:22:50.000 --> 00:22:53.960 I was already aching, still half trapped in that dreamy, 321 00:22:54.119 --> 00:22:58.039 relaxed state she'd left me in. It didn't take long. 322 00:22:58.640 --> 00:23:04.440 A few slow strokes while her words kept playing, soft, sensual, encouraging, 323 00:23:05.200 --> 00:23:08.839 and I came hard, shuddering, her voice rapping around the 324 00:23:08.920 --> 00:23:12.759 release like she was still right there, telling me it 325 00:23:12.839 --> 00:23:16.920 was okay to feel this good. I lay there after 326 00:23:17.640 --> 00:23:21.319 in the dark, catching my breath, smiling a little, how 327 00:23:21.440 --> 00:23:25.480 ridiculous and perfect it all felt just a hypnosis show, 328 00:23:26.119 --> 00:23:30.160 just a voice, and somehow it turned into one of 329 00:23:30.200 --> 00:23:33.279 the hottest nights I've ever had in a long time. 330 00:23:34.119 --> 00:23:38.319 Thanks for letting me confess. I still hear her sometimes 331 00:23:38.319 --> 00:23:43.720 when things get quiet. A hypnosis show became accidental foreplay 332 00:23:44.119 --> 00:23:46.599 thanks to that velvety voice to give you permission to 333 00:23:46.599 --> 00:23:52.240 feel everything innocent words, secret arousal, in private release. I 334 00:23:52.319 --> 00:23:56.319 really loved it. Here's the thing. Has her voice still 335 00:23:56.400 --> 00:24:00.640 triggered you since? Or is it a one time per memory? 336 00:24:01.519 --> 00:24:05.319 And ladies and gents has a non sexual voice? Hypnotist 337 00:24:05.440 --> 00:24:11.119 ASMR et cetera, ever unexpectedly turns you on what's your 338 00:24:11.200 --> 00:24:17.480 most innocent trigger? You know, I think I'm when I 339 00:24:17.519 --> 00:24:20.160 think of ASMR and stuff like that. I think of 340 00:24:20.880 --> 00:24:26.720 some of the big Oh did you can you hear me? Now? 341 00:24:28.400 --> 00:24:31.200 If you can hear me, there's like a bubble in 342 00:24:31.240 --> 00:24:33.400 the top left hand corner, you should be able to 343 00:24:33.480 --> 00:24:37.160 type to me. So what we learned so far, The 344 00:24:37.200 --> 00:24:40.599 body can draw far more denial than most people believe 345 00:24:40.720 --> 00:24:45.119 ours even when will power, distraction or sheer stubbornness holds. 346 00:24:45.799 --> 00:24:48.599 But the mind is a real weak point. Physical limits 347 00:24:48.640 --> 00:24:53.400 are flexible and psychological ones are razor sharp. The breaking 348 00:24:53.440 --> 00:24:58.279 point is almost never more stimulation. It's always something softer, weirder, 349 00:24:58.599 --> 00:25:04.480 more intimate, intimate praise, memory, eye contact, a laughed or 350 00:25:04.519 --> 00:25:09.400 a perceived secret exposed. Edging isn't really about the orgasm. 351 00:25:09.559 --> 00:25:13.440 It's about writing, vulnerability, flirting with a loss of control, 352 00:25:13.559 --> 00:25:17.400 and finding out what hidden key actually unlocks for you. 353 00:25:18.200 --> 00:25:22.640 And an unsensual voice in innocent hypnosis can spark a 354 00:25:22.759 --> 00:25:26.839 secret arousal in public, then trigger a powerful voice guided 355 00:25:26.880 --> 00:25:31.880 release later. Proving tone and permission alone can be incredibly erotic, 356 00:25:32.359 --> 00:25:37.200 even without explicit intent. Sometimes the mind edges itself on 357 00:25:37.359 --> 00:25:42.480 nothing but a memory and a velvet whisper. And now 358 00:25:42.519 --> 00:25:46.480 you're going to know the answer to the riddle that 359 00:25:46.519 --> 00:25:49.839 brings us to the riddle. So I guess you'll get 360 00:25:49.839 --> 00:25:54.680 to hear it. It's never the hand the toy I 361 00:25:54.720 --> 00:26:01.079 thought I did it. What's long and hard, shoved and tight, 362 00:26:01.920 --> 00:26:05.000 makes you moan when it's pulled out and leaves you 363 00:26:05.119 --> 00:26:09.640 satisfied and dripping. It's a straw in the thick milkshake. 364 00:26:09.920 --> 00:26:12.720 That's what this one was. I didn't really get it. 365 00:26:14.440 --> 00:26:17.240 So this hypnosis is for I have to put a 366 00:26:17.279 --> 00:26:20.720 warning here because it is an erotic hypnosis. It's for 367 00:26:20.839 --> 00:26:27.119 audio entertainment and central fantasy exploration. Just to let you know, Okay, 368 00:26:27.839 --> 00:26:29.599 I've lost my spot because you hear who cut me 369 00:26:29.599 --> 00:26:32.880 all blushing? You're my first woman, by the way, I 370 00:26:32.920 --> 00:26:35.519 think you're a woman. That's what you're showing me here, 371 00:26:36.799 --> 00:26:40.400 is that you. Oh, we see, you're my first girl. 372 00:26:41.039 --> 00:26:47.400 I'm having a lady's night. I'm blushing. If you're in 373 00:26:47.400 --> 00:26:50.799 a safe, private space right now and you're ready to 374 00:26:50.839 --> 00:26:53.640 surrender to the edge, I want you to close your 375 00:26:53.680 --> 00:26:58.880 eyes gently and let the world outside fade away, and 376 00:26:58.960 --> 00:27:04.160 tell it's just my voice, smooth and steady, wrapping around 377 00:27:04.200 --> 00:27:09.160 you like warm silk. Take a slow, deep breath through 378 00:27:09.200 --> 00:27:14.079 your nose, hold it for a moment, and exhale long 379 00:27:14.160 --> 00:27:17.839 and slow through your mouth. Fill your body, sink a 380 00:27:17.920 --> 00:27:22.799 little deeper into the surface beneath you with every out 381 00:27:22.839 --> 00:27:28.680 breath and another breath in deeper, this time filling your 382 00:27:28.759 --> 00:27:36.519 lungs completely. Hold and release, letting any tension in your 383 00:27:36.519 --> 00:27:43.680 shoulders melt away like ice under sunlight. One more in 384 00:27:45.160 --> 00:27:51.960 hold out. Each breath carries you further down, further in 385 00:27:51.960 --> 00:27:56.279 into a private little world we're building together. Now, bring 386 00:27:56.319 --> 00:28:02.160 attention to your toes, notice them if you like, and 387 00:28:02.279 --> 00:28:07.519 let them relax you completely. A warm golden light starting there, 388 00:28:08.240 --> 00:28:13.400 soft and tingly, spreading upward, the light moves into your feet, 389 00:28:14.240 --> 00:28:20.720 relaxing every tiny muscle, then your calves softening, loosening your 390 00:28:20.799 --> 00:28:26.640 knees and locking thighs heavy and open, parting just enough 391 00:28:26.880 --> 00:28:32.839 to invite sensation up through your hips, your core beginning 392 00:28:32.880 --> 00:28:38.480 to tingle with anticipation, your belly softening, your chest, rising 393 00:28:38.519 --> 00:28:43.559 and falling easily, shoulders dropping, arms heavy at your sides 394 00:28:44.240 --> 00:28:54.640 or resting wherever feels natural, neck releasing, jaw, loosening, forehead, smoothing, scalp, tingling. 395 00:28:54.720 --> 00:28:58.000 As the warm light envelopes you with your whole body. 396 00:28:58.839 --> 00:29:05.400 You're safe here, floating, relaxed and ready, just a little 397 00:29:05.559 --> 00:29:09.880 aroused by the sound of my voice guiding you. Keep breathing, 398 00:29:10.759 --> 00:29:17.279 slow and even in for four counts, hold gently out 399 00:29:17.319 --> 00:29:21.799 for sex. Fill the rhythm, sinking with the slow pulsing 400 00:29:21.880 --> 00:29:26.720 building between your legs. When you're ready, let one hand 401 00:29:26.799 --> 00:29:32.839