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Speaker 1: Tell me what you lift was like before you died.

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When I was born, I was born six months I

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was born two months early. I was taking cesarean section

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because my mother had toxemia. So when they cut my

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mother to take me out, I jumped up and through

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my arms. Doctor says, I hope you're ready for this one.

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So that was I believe that was a near death experience.

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I was in an incubator for quite a while and

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before they could take me home. But at fourteen, I

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believe that that first one at birth, I believe that

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that was kind of my ability to choose whether to

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go or stay.

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Speaker 2: I was a very, very lonely young fella.

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Speaker 1: I was raised in east central Indiana in sixties and seventies.

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I didn't realize it, while I realized it at the

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time that I was actually growing up gay and that

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was a lonely existence. And I met a friend who

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taught me to huff gasoline. And it was Memorial Day

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Week in nineteen seventy nine Sunday. I was huffing gasoline

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and huffed for probably two hours straight. And I wasn't

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a smart child, but it was a way of coping.

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Speaker 2: It was a way of.

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Speaker 1: Escaping the reality of things, and I left my body.

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I went up and hovered above my body and I

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was alone, and there was a voice that spoke to

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me and was coaxing me to let go, just let go,

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come with me, let go, everything will be fine. And

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there was like, this doesn't feel like a right voice,

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and I didn't trust it. I think it was lower

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energy trying to snuff me out because I'm here for

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a purpose. And then just then my dad lifts the

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garage door and I was shoved back in my body instantaneously.

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Speaker 2: He saved my life. My life.

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Speaker 1: So I was just hovering above my body, and I

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believe it's in that moment that that experience is the

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experience that opened my gifts wide open.

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Speaker 2: When I was first.

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Speaker 1: Opening up, I had something laid down in the bed

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with me and whisper my name. But then that's when

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I was introduced to my first guide. Is when that

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experience happened. Then I literally had this experience where my

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guide Crystal came in over top of me and said,

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you know, this is a negative force, this is something

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that you need to resist. And it was at that

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point that my gifts really started to take off. Whenever

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I feel something like that, I immediately stop and I say,

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anything that cannot or will not walk in the light

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of Christ must depart now, and God bless you. Sometimes

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I have to actually pull away and go into a

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state of meditation. I mean, I had a situation last

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night where I had something trying to affect me as

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I was trying to go to sleep, and I'm just like,

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I had to rebuw three times and then it stopped

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and I was able to get a peaceful night's sleep.

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So it does happen, and I find that it happens

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most but with me to try to prevent me from

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doing or achieving something that I'm trying to achieve for the.

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Speaker 2: Good of whole.

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Speaker 1: I believe that we're always in the palm of the

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hand of God. I believe that we're always protected, but

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I believe that these little incidents like last night came

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to teach me something. You're never out of grace, but

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you're permitted to be challenged and tested for your own

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ability to grow and learn. At one point, I had

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another local psychic in my areas, the Bay Area, who

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actually sent someone to do a fifteen minute telephone reading

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with me, so they could trash me on yelp, and

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it was all taken out of context. It was all

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completely totally misconstrued. I don't need to deal with this,

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let it go. It gets hard, though, because sometimes you

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deal with difficult people in unbelievable situations. When it's over,

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I step away, I brush off, I ask for renewal,

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I cleanse, put it in perspective. I step back, do

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a brief meditation, focus on white light, golden light coming

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in through the top of my head, pushing all of

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that out, relinquishing all of that, letting it go in

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God's name, plight to God. I was so devout in

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my love of God and my love of Christ, and

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I really devoted myself to the Christian faith, and about

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three and a half years in I started to see

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holes holes in the faith. You know, my foundation is

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in Christianity, and it's the foundation upon which my gifts

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were centered. At fourteen, when when I gave my life

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to Christ, I was given multiple of the spiritual gifts

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right then and there on the spot. I think that

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was the Grand Poobah opening the portal and really putting

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me in place to receive from Spirit.

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Speaker 2: And my greatest source of help.

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Speaker 1: And strength was my Grandma Ruby, and she would always

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tell me, you have a very special mind. If you'll

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open it up and use it to its fullest potential,

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you've got great things to do. And she was my

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saving grace. She was my saving grace because I had

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no one, and I'm totally self taught.

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Speaker 2: I'm taught by spirit. It just I let flow what

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needs to flow. In actuality.

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Speaker 1: She had told me that when she was very little,

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four or five years old, when people would come to visit,

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she would come and lay her hand on their knee

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and prophes on.

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Speaker 2: So literally they started.

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Speaker 1: Locking her up when people would come.

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Speaker 2: So what ended up happening.

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Speaker 1: Was she could feel and sense and but she couldn't

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express anything that she goted. I believe that in some

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way a product of her, and in some small way,

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I'm helping do for her what she wasn't able. My

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first crackle in this was about fourth grade, so I

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guess I was around ten years old. Somebody asked me,

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a classmate asked me in the reading section of the room,

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what I thought I was going.

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Speaker 2: To do for a living in my life. We'll be

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right back after a word from our sponsor and now

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back to the show, and I.

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Speaker 1: Said, you know, I believe that I have I believe

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that I have some special sensitivities and maybe I'm a psychic.

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I don't know, but I think maybe I'm going to

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be like.

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Speaker 2: A psychic psychotherapist.

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Speaker 1: I had a reading one time when I first started

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doing it for the public. I had two women in

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front of me, and I'm like, Ladies, I can smelling

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popcorn and tasting popcorn, and I feel like there's some

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significance of popcorn.

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Speaker 2: And They're like, oh my god, we were.

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Speaker 1: Just talking on the way over here about how much

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we love popcorn and that we're out and we have

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to stop at the store on the way home to

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get some. Well, that made all the difference in the world,

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because now they know that I'm tuned in.

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Speaker 2: One of the.

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Speaker 1: Most powerful stories I have about Claire Sinclair awlns a

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clear smell. My mom died in twenty fourteen, and I

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came home from work about a week and a half later,

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and a fox ran and jumped across the road in

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front of my car. And I'd never seen a fox

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in the whild before, and I've never seen a fox

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fly like Rocky the flying squirrel, so it really stuck out.

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Speaker 2: And when I got.

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Speaker 1: Home, I said, Mom, you know, I feel like that

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fox had something to do with you. And I looked

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it up in my animal speak book and said, anyone

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with a totem of fox would have an obsession with

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their hair.

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Speaker 2: Well, kind of tough.

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Speaker 1: But then my mother, to the day she died, if

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someone rang the doorbell, she'd make sure her hair was

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in place. So I felt it was my mom that does.

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Fox was a message from my mom. And then all

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of a sudden, my entire living room filled with the

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scent of noxema. And that's my mother. And you know,

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a few times before my dad passed away, he would

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tell me I woke up in the middle of the

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night and the room smelled like noxema.

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Speaker 2: So when Mom.

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Speaker 1: Comes in, it's noxima. When smell occurs, it's usually a

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very to me. It goes right into the soul. It's

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a deep, deep connection. Usually I'm not big unseen entities

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or spirits. It has happened, feeling Claire, audience, I hear, oh,

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I hear everything. Sometimes you know, somebody hasn't been in

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a relationship for fourteen years and I've got abba b

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my head. Take a chance, take a chance, Take a chance,

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take a chance. I hear songs, I hear movie lines,

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I hear voices, I hear emotions.

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Speaker 2: I sense emotions.

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Speaker 1: I do see some, but feeling, hearing and sensing is

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really my strongest.

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Speaker 2: It's difficult to.

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Speaker 1: Describe how you can feel somebody from the inside out.

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I am not big on getting names, addresses, phone numbers,

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lottery numbers, none of that. The way that I work

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is I'll ask someone is there someone on the other

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side that you would like to connect with? And they

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say yes, And I say, I have that person's name,

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and may I know your relationship to them. When they

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give me the name and the relationship, I feel a vibrational.

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Speaker 2: Tone go off in my heart.

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Speaker 1: So then when that matching tone comes in and connects,

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I know that's the person. And then I start to

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emote and feel the messages and sensations that are supposed

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to be expressed. I'm unique in the way that I

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read to row. I'm self taught, I'm taught by spirit.

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I'm unique in the way that I work in mediumship.

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That is a very important message to everyone is everyone's

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gifts are absolutely unique. They're the same gifts, but they're

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unique for every person. I believe that it reverts back

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to your intention, because there's a passage in the Bible

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that says it's by your works that you're known. Before

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there's work, there has to be into intention. So it's

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through the intention. I don't read cards and do mediumship

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to glorify the devil or any negative force. I do

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it to help people and to glorify God. I mean,

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I was given a prophecy at fourteen that said, go

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forth and love my people in my name. That's what

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I do is love God's people in God's name. And oddly,

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my French teacher in school was from Kentucky, so bonjeur

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boner class, come on a la vous. But when I

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was in fourth grade again fourth grade, we were studying Europe,

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and the teacher said, okay, based on its position and

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based on what you know about France, what do you.

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Speaker 2: Think it would what you think it would be like?

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Speaker 1: And I described the steps up to Sacroquex and the

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teacher turns over a picture and it's the steps up

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to Socroque. And I'm very strong on spiritual truth and freedom.

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I'm more about the dues than the don'ts. And I

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think that I came in this time to experience this

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so that I could undo all the don'ts that I

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had been up against in my life and be more

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on the freedom of the dues, the doing of what

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is right. It's my hope that everyone finds their way,

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that everyone sees their direction, that everyone finds their love,

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their joy, their hope, their peace, and that they share it.