Speaker 1: Tell me what you lift was like before you died.
When I was born, I was born six months I
was born two months early. I was taking cesarean section
because my mother had toxemia. So when they cut my
mother to take me out, I jumped up and through
my arms. Doctor says, I hope you're ready for this one.
So that was I believe that was a near death experience.
I was in an incubator for quite a while and
before they could take me home. But at fourteen, I
believe that that first one at birth, I believe that
that was kind of my ability to choose whether to
go or stay.
Speaker 2: I was a very, very lonely young fella.
Speaker 1: I was raised in east central Indiana in sixties and seventies.
I didn't realize it, while I realized it at the
time that I was actually growing up gay and that
was a lonely existence. And I met a friend who
taught me to huff gasoline. And it was Memorial Day
Week in nineteen seventy nine Sunday. I was huffing gasoline
and huffed for probably two hours straight. And I wasn't
a smart child, but it was a way of coping.
Speaker 2: It was a way of.
Speaker 1: Escaping the reality of things, and I left my body.
I went up and hovered above my body and I
was alone, and there was a voice that spoke to
me and was coaxing me to let go, just let go,
come with me, let go, everything will be fine. And
there was like, this doesn't feel like a right voice,
and I didn't trust it. I think it was lower
energy trying to snuff me out because I'm here for
a purpose. And then just then my dad lifts the
garage door and I was shoved back in my body instantaneously.
Speaker 2: He saved my life. My life.
Speaker 1: So I was just hovering above my body, and I
believe it's in that moment that that experience is the
experience that opened my gifts wide open.
Speaker 2: When I was first.
Speaker 1: Opening up, I had something laid down in the bed
with me and whisper my name. But then that's when
I was introduced to my first guide. Is when that
experience happened. Then I literally had this experience where my
guide Crystal came in over top of me and said,
you know, this is a negative force, this is something
that you need to resist. And it was at that
point that my gifts really started to take off. Whenever
I feel something like that, I immediately stop and I say,
anything that cannot or will not walk in the light
of Christ must depart now, and God bless you. Sometimes
I have to actually pull away and go into a
state of meditation. I mean, I had a situation last
night where I had something trying to affect me as
I was trying to go to sleep, and I'm just like,
I had to rebuw three times and then it stopped
and I was able to get a peaceful night's sleep.
So it does happen, and I find that it happens
most but with me to try to prevent me from
doing or achieving something that I'm trying to achieve for the.
Speaker 2: Good of whole.
Speaker 1: I believe that we're always in the palm of the
hand of God. I believe that we're always protected, but
I believe that these little incidents like last night came
to teach me something. You're never out of grace, but
you're permitted to be challenged and tested for your own
ability to grow and learn. At one point, I had
another local psychic in my areas, the Bay Area, who
actually sent someone to do a fifteen minute telephone reading
with me, so they could trash me on yelp, and
it was all taken out of context. It was all
completely totally misconstrued. I don't need to deal with this,
let it go. It gets hard, though, because sometimes you
deal with difficult people in unbelievable situations. When it's over,
I step away, I brush off, I ask for renewal,
I cleanse, put it in perspective. I step back, do
a brief meditation, focus on white light, golden light coming
in through the top of my head, pushing all of
that out, relinquishing all of that, letting it go in
God's name, plight to God. I was so devout in
my love of God and my love of Christ, and
I really devoted myself to the Christian faith, and about
three and a half years in I started to see
holes holes in the faith. You know, my foundation is
in Christianity, and it's the foundation upon which my gifts
were centered. At fourteen, when when I gave my life
to Christ, I was given multiple of the spiritual gifts
right then and there on the spot. I think that
was the Grand Poobah opening the portal and really putting
me in place to receive from Spirit.
Speaker 2: And my greatest source of help.
Speaker 1: And strength was my Grandma Ruby, and she would always
tell me, you have a very special mind. If you'll
open it up and use it to its fullest potential,
you've got great things to do. And she was my
saving grace. She was my saving grace because I had
no one, and I'm totally self taught.
Speaker 2: I'm taught by spirit. It just I let flow what
needs to flow. In actuality.
Speaker 1: She had told me that when she was very little,
four or five years old, when people would come to visit,
she would come and lay her hand on their knee
and prophes on.
Speaker 2: So literally they started.
Speaker 1: Locking her up when people would come.
Speaker 2: So what ended up happening.
Speaker 1: Was she could feel and sense and but she couldn't
express anything that she goted. I believe that in some
way a product of her, and in some small way,
I'm helping do for her what she wasn't able. My
first crackle in this was about fourth grade, so I
guess I was around ten years old. Somebody asked me,
a classmate asked me in the reading section of the room,
what I thought I was going.
Speaker 2: To do for a living in my life. We'll be
right back after a word from our sponsor and now
back to the show, and I.
Speaker 1: Said, you know, I believe that I have I believe
that I have some special sensitivities and maybe I'm a psychic.
I don't know, but I think maybe I'm going to
be like.
Speaker 2: A psychic psychotherapist.
Speaker 1: I had a reading one time when I first started
doing it for the public. I had two women in
front of me, and I'm like, Ladies, I can smelling
popcorn and tasting popcorn, and I feel like there's some
significance of popcorn.
Speaker 2: And They're like, oh my god, we were.
Speaker 1: Just talking on the way over here about how much
we love popcorn and that we're out and we have
to stop at the store on the way home to
get some. Well, that made all the difference in the world,
because now they know that I'm tuned in.
Speaker 2: One of the.
Speaker 1: Most powerful stories I have about Claire Sinclair awlns a
clear smell. My mom died in twenty fourteen, and I
came home from work about a week and a half later,
and a fox ran and jumped across the road in
front of my car. And I'd never seen a fox
in the whild before, and I've never seen a fox
fly like Rocky the flying squirrel, so it really stuck out.
Speaker 2: And when I got.
Speaker 1: Home, I said, Mom, you know, I feel like that
fox had something to do with you. And I looked
it up in my animal speak book and said, anyone
with a totem of fox would have an obsession with
their hair.
Speaker 2: Well, kind of tough.
Speaker 1: But then my mother, to the day she died, if
someone rang the doorbell, she'd make sure her hair was
in place. So I felt it was my mom that does.
Fox was a message from my mom. And then all
of a sudden, my entire living room filled with the
scent of noxema. And that's my mother. And you know,
a few times before my dad passed away, he would
tell me I woke up in the middle of the
night and the room smelled like noxema.
Speaker 2: So when Mom.
Speaker 1: Comes in, it's noxima. When smell occurs, it's usually a
very to me. It goes right into the soul. It's
a deep, deep connection. Usually I'm not big unseen entities
or spirits. It has happened, feeling Claire, audience, I hear, oh,
I hear everything. Sometimes you know, somebody hasn't been in
a relationship for fourteen years and I've got abba b
my head. Take a chance, take a chance, Take a chance,
take a chance. I hear songs, I hear movie lines,
I hear voices, I hear emotions.
Speaker 2: I sense emotions.
Speaker 1: I do see some, but feeling, hearing and sensing is
really my strongest.
Speaker 2: It's difficult to.
Speaker 1: Describe how you can feel somebody from the inside out.
I am not big on getting names, addresses, phone numbers,
lottery numbers, none of that. The way that I work
is I'll ask someone is there someone on the other
side that you would like to connect with? And they
say yes, And I say, I have that person's name,
and may I know your relationship to them. When they
give me the name and the relationship, I feel a vibrational.
Speaker 2: Tone go off in my heart.
Speaker 1: So then when that matching tone comes in and connects,
I know that's the person. And then I start to
emote and feel the messages and sensations that are supposed
to be expressed. I'm unique in the way that I
read to row. I'm self taught, I'm taught by spirit.
I'm unique in the way that I work in mediumship.
That is a very important message to everyone is everyone's
gifts are absolutely unique. They're the same gifts, but they're
unique for every person. I believe that it reverts back
to your intention, because there's a passage in the Bible
that says it's by your works that you're known. Before
there's work, there has to be into intention. So it's
through the intention. I don't read cards and do mediumship
to glorify the devil or any negative force. I do
it to help people and to glorify God. I mean,
I was given a prophecy at fourteen that said, go
forth and love my people in my name. That's what
I do is love God's people in God's name. And oddly,
my French teacher in school was from Kentucky, so bonjeur
boner class, come on a la vous. But when I
was in fourth grade again fourth grade, we were studying Europe,
and the teacher said, okay, based on its position and
based on what you know about France, what do you.
Speaker 2: Think it would what you think it would be like?
What would?
Speaker 1: And I described the steps up to Sacroquex and the
teacher turns over a picture and it's the steps up
to Socroque. And I'm very strong on spiritual truth and freedom.
I'm more about the dues than the don'ts. And I
think that I came in this time to experience this
so that I could undo all the don'ts that I
had been up against in my life and be more
on the freedom of the dues, the doing of what
is right. It's my hope that everyone finds their way,
that everyone sees their direction, that everyone finds their love,
their joy, their hope, their peace, and that they share it.