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<v Speaker 1>Weird things happened in the weird Weird.

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<v Speaker 2>Weird.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome married Body Christmas time?

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<v Speaker 2>Is he really no? We were just singing it before

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<v Speaker 2>we started. Yeah, we were. We were kind of that's

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<v Speaker 2>true to it. Me and Alex were singing it. We

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<v Speaker 2>were not only I was a part of it. You were.

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<v Speaker 2>We were harmonizing. How creative we weren't it weren't. It's

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<v Speaker 2>how creative our creativity has bloomed. Yeah, since four five,

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<v Speaker 2>four months, Bro, if.

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<v Speaker 3>You really think about it, it actually has Whoah for

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<v Speaker 3>sure it has. No I mean like if you just

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<v Speaker 3>look at the show and what's happened since then?

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<v Speaker 2>What are we talking about? Creation Station? Ah? He said

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<v Speaker 2>the name of the episode. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So the reality is we did the Monroe Institute Creation

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<v Speaker 1>Station program four months ago, and we have been so

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<v Speaker 1>incredibly busy that we finally have the time.

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<v Speaker 2>To Is that not insane? Like we did this four

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<v Speaker 2>months ago. It worked. We needed we needed time to

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<v Speaker 2>digest it and figure out what it all means, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>But we did four months ago we did a virtual

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<v Speaker 2>Monroe Retreat.

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<v Speaker 1>Shout out to Ignacio DIA's what a legend beautiful human being,

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<v Speaker 1>an amazing soul and honestly, the timing of this is perfect.

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking about this today and yesterday, like, what

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<v Speaker 1>crazy timing because this weekend we're going to go be

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<v Speaker 1>at Monroe together, or not just weekend, but for a

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<v Speaker 1>whole week, you know, And that was not planned or

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<v Speaker 1>anything like that.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just coincidental timing. But what a blast. Yeah, So just.

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<v Speaker 1>A little bit of background before we talk about what

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<v Speaker 1>it was like and the things that we experienced. Ignasio.

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<v Speaker 1>If you go back to the if you're a longtime

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<v Speaker 1>listener and you go back to the three apart Monroe

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<v Speaker 1>series that we did last summer where I had gone

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<v Speaker 1>there for the first time, and you'll hear a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit more detail about this and the Gateway experience and

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<v Speaker 1>more or less what that process is like. And Ignosio

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<v Speaker 1>is someone who was there with me during that trip

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<v Speaker 1>and we met, we hit it off and became really

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<v Speaker 1>good friends, and we got to scheming over the next

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<v Speaker 1>like six months, literally six months, and next thing you know,

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<v Speaker 1>we were having a private BSS event. So it was

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<v Speaker 1>a program that or it is a program that was

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<v Speaker 1>created by Ignosio. He is a trainer there and the

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<v Speaker 1>music director there and just an amazing guy, and he

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<v Speaker 1>offered to us a private only our crew an attendance

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<v Speaker 1>event virtually with him.

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, so it was the whole BSS crew and

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<v Speaker 2>I mean our wives. I mean obviously Genny's on the crew,

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<v Speaker 2>and Casey is too, sort of by proxy, she's a contractor. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>she does all the art. She's like a heavy consultant.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, we got to do it with our wives,

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<v Speaker 2>which was which made it extra special. Yeah, it really did.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I mean I thought I was. I was a

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<v Speaker 2>lot more comfortable having Casey there, and like I was

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<v Speaker 2>just really happy that she got to experience it too.

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<v Speaker 1>It was great because I really appreciated the cadence of

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<v Speaker 1>the virtual tour with our group because I had come

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<v Speaker 1>just from being like at a residential retreat.

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<v Speaker 2>And yeah just months, just months, about six months. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and I had no clue how the virtual experience was

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<v Speaker 2>going to go. So in my head I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>not that I was being doubtful or I was being

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<v Speaker 2>pessimistic or anything like that, but it was just like

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<v Speaker 2>an unknown to me. I was curious, no way this

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<v Speaker 2>can be as impactful as you know, being a way. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>And of course I was wrong. Yeah, man, man, it

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<v Speaker 2>really it really was profound. So Creation Station, the program

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<v Speaker 2>that Ignacio created is is that always virtual? Is Creation Station? Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so it's a virtual as far as I know.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I don't want to I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>tell you wrong. I think he's only done it virtually.

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<v Speaker 2>Well at any rate. It's a it's a retreat that

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<v Speaker 2>is specifically geared towards creativity. It's meant for artists, musicians, poets, writers, creators, yes, sir, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>just anybody who's creative. Yeah, yeah, create creative in any way.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, we didn't really know much about it

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<v Speaker 2>specifically going into it, Like we knew that it was

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<v Speaker 2>about like creation and creativity and art and whatever. But

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I think it sounds like most of the

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<v Speaker 2>modules or most of the what do you call him,

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<v Speaker 2>like the exercises, the courses, the programs, programs, that's the

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<v Speaker 2>word I was looking for, Like most of the programs.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't go in with a ton of information. By design, Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>by design, that's right. But we did know it's like

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<v Speaker 2>it's okay, it's a creativity thing whatever. And right up

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<v Speaker 2>front he kind of like one of the first things

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<v Speaker 2>that we did. I remember He kind of like asked

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<v Speaker 2>us what our expectations were or if we had an

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<v Speaker 2>intention or something that we were bringing into it. Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>we also did like intake interviews before we did it.

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<v Speaker 2>We did one on one interviews with Ignacio. It truly

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<v Speaker 2>cannot be overstated how awesome he is. Oh, I know,

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<v Speaker 2>it can't be overstated. Sweetest guy, like coolest guy, chillest guy.

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<v Speaker 2>He kind of reminds me of Yoda. Dude, he's so

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<v Speaker 2>awesome and like sweet Beard. Yeah, like for real, he's

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<v Speaker 2>just he's so cool. He's such an awesome dude.

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<v Speaker 1>He just reminds me of Yoda in the sense that

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<v Speaker 1>he's like really wise, but also like most importantly, he's

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<v Speaker 1>funny and playful. He is because in your head you

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<v Speaker 1>think about people like that and it's like, oh, so serious,

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<v Speaker 1>but then you get into it and it's like no,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you know people that are into these kinds

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<v Speaker 1>of things, the reality is tend to be really humorous

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<v Speaker 1>and fun to be around, and you know, youthful and vibranting.

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<v Speaker 2>So I just kept getting Yoda vibes.

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<v Speaker 3>He always had the perfect thing to say, right, is

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<v Speaker 3>what you're dealing with or like the experiences that you

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<v Speaker 3>have are like out there. Yeah, you know, it's not

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<v Speaker 3>like norm It's not like what you go through every

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<v Speaker 3>in the day to day. So when you come back

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<v Speaker 3>to the group and you're kind of pouring your heart

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<v Speaker 3>out with these intimate experiences that you've had because very

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<v Speaker 3>like you know, the inner workings of your mind, and

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<v Speaker 3>he like just handled everything so gracefully I think, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and always was like knew exactly what to say, knew

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<v Speaker 3>exactly what to say to like let you take that

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<v Speaker 3>next step. He wouldn't I don't think he would like

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<v Speaker 3>push you or hold your hand through it. But he

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<v Speaker 3>would just maybe ask you a question and prompt you,

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<v Speaker 3>which would like you would have this or at least

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<v Speaker 3>I would have this, like oh my gosh, right, and

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<v Speaker 3>you would kind of open the box yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>And lead you to it. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. And man,

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<v Speaker 2>one thing I admire so much about him, which is

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<v Speaker 2>something that I've tried to work on before and I

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<v Speaker 2>would love to get better at doing. The man is

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<v Speaker 2>so intentional about everything he says. And you will see him,

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<v Speaker 2>You'll be talking to him and you'll see him just

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<v Speaker 2>stop and like just think for a second. Huh. He's

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<v Speaker 2>not like I've got to respond immediately, like the majority

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<v Speaker 2>of us just want to just more, just what was

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<v Speaker 2>the he gave up a word.

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<v Speaker 3>He's very intentional about his vocabulary and what he says

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<v Speaker 3>out loud because it matters, right, so saying things like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, even in jest, like oh that's so funny,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm dying right, No, like you're killing me or you're

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<v Speaker 3>killing me right, stuff like that. There was a word,

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<v Speaker 3>and I want to say the word was just it

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<v Speaker 3>was yeah, absolutely trying to go a year removing the

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<v Speaker 3>word just from your vocabulary because if you think about it,

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<v Speaker 3>did it? It's a word that makes you small. It

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<v Speaker 3>minimizes the impact of what you're saying. I just wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to tell you this. You know, so cool to me

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<v Speaker 3>now he's great.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, like to be clear because obviously we are

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<v Speaker 1>going to talk about what it was like and the

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<v Speaker 1>things that we've experienced, but also with the understanding that

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<v Speaker 1>just so the listener understands that they haven't experienced him

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<v Speaker 1>in role program, that we can't give certain details about

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<v Speaker 1>like the nature of the exercises themselves, not because it's

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<v Speaker 1>a secret, not because it's you know, esoteric and it's

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<v Speaker 1>heavily guarded or anything like that. But only because if

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<v Speaker 1>you know the like if I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>Trying to think, it's like if you know the punchline

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<v Speaker 2>before the joke, it's not as funny. It's yeah, exactly,

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<v Speaker 2>ruins exactly. So if you are ever to want to

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<v Speaker 2>go and experience these programs for yourself, then knowing the

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<v Speaker 2>exact functionality of them would ruin the experience.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, right, because you'll have an expect Yes, because you'll

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<v Speaker 1>have an expectation exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I was trying to say.

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<v Speaker 1>I was trying to think of a metaphor, so like

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<v Speaker 1>what we can really focus on is like what we

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<v Speaker 1>individually experienced.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, and we brought our notebooks that we took notes

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<v Speaker 2>in the class, so we'll share We'll share our stuff

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<v Speaker 2>from our notebooks too. Actually, minus downstairs. Do you want

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<v Speaker 2>to go get it?

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<v Speaker 1>I might, yeah if you, But I want to say

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<v Speaker 1>this quickly first, and you don't have to pause.

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<v Speaker 2>I can zip and get it yeah quick, But I

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<v Speaker 2>can read mine or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>Before we get into it. I will say that. So

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<v Speaker 1>getting close to that line, without like frontloading anything, I

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<v Speaker 1>just I want to give this impression so that the

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<v Speaker 1>listener out there knows the gravity of this program, and

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<v Speaker 1>like the influence that it had not only on you

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<v Speaker 1>guys and what you're gonna say, but like even on

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<v Speaker 1>me having a front loaded expectation of, well, can it

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<v Speaker 1>really be a significant as Gateway experience? Not that I

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<v Speaker 1>was again, it's not that I was being pessimistic, It's

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<v Speaker 1>that I was so new to all of this Monroe

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<v Speaker 1>umbrella of programs that I I was going in expecting

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<v Speaker 1>one thing, which was the thing I had already done.

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<v Speaker 1>And I will honestly say that this program was very powerful.

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<v Speaker 1>It was very much on the level and magnitude of

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<v Speaker 1>the Gateway experience. But the difference is that the focus

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<v Speaker 1>was different.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So in other words, I went into it thinking how

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<v Speaker 1>intense can this really be? Just coming off of the

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<v Speaker 1>Gateway experience, going into it with that mindset, and I

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<v Speaker 1>left being like, oh my gosh, what a powerful program.

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<v Speaker 1>This was amazing and I've gained and learned so much

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<v Speaker 1>from this, you know. So anyway, I just wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>impress on the listener that.

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<v Speaker 3>Like and I had a similar I want to jump

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<v Speaker 3>off of that, not to beat a dead horse, but

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<v Speaker 3>while you're running down to get your stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a strength, go for it.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I just wanted to talk about that too, because

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<v Speaker 3>I hadn't been the Gateway and this was mine nd

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<v Speaker 3>Nix and our wives' first Monroe experience. But I did

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<v Speaker 3>have that worry and in my head kind of was like,

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<v Speaker 3>is this a discounted Monroe experience? Right, because I'm like,

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<v Speaker 3>you're not going there, You're not.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, it's natural thought. I think anybody who's even

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<v Speaker 2>considering doing these virtual things might be thinking a similar.

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<v Speaker 3>Thing exactly, and the reality is so far from that.

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<v Speaker 3>It is because it's so impressive, it's so much fun,

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I mean the material is the same.

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<v Speaker 1>Exactly, the base, the frequencies are the same. Yes, it's

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<v Speaker 1>just like what you do with them is different.

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<v Speaker 2>And I can.

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<v Speaker 3>Imagine too, it's like I'm in the comfort of my

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<v Speaker 3>for me for other people, like, oh, you don't have

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm someone I have a hard time relaxing if I'm

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<v Speaker 3>somewhere I've never been, right, Yeah, I'm not knocking. I

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<v Speaker 3>haven't done Gateway I haven't been to the retreat, and

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<v Speaker 3>Ryan says it's amazing, and you can listen to those episodes.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not knocking now, but I'm just talking to my

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I could. It's like when I worked from home,

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<v Speaker 4>I just completely The funny thing is I kind of

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<v Speaker 4>prepared for the weekend like you would prepare for like

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<v Speaker 4>a psychedelic trip.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you felt like. We went it felt like and.

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<v Speaker 3>We followed the instructions. We got all of our groceries

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<v Speaker 3>into our separate rooms and I talked to my wife

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<v Speaker 3>on our lunch break, and at the end of the day, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>like we had zero distractions. It was it was truly incredible.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm curious to see what you guys have written

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<v Speaker 2>down for day one. By the way, this is a

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<v Speaker 2>And obviously we have to be careful what we say

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<v Speaker 2>because we can't reveal any specifics. But for instance, the

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<v Speaker 2>first thing that I have written down, I have written

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<v Speaker 2>exclamation points. And then day one, Friday, December thirteenth, twenty

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<v Speaker 2>twenty four, I have accessing the source of creative data

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<v Speaker 2>by way of discovering and uncovering. Remember we talked about

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<v Speaker 2>I would say on this for this program, and the

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<v Speaker 2>whole premise of it is something that we've talked about

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<v Speaker 2>on the show many, many, many times, which is that

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<v Speaker 2>like creativity is like a living force, it's like a

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<v Speaker 2>it's like there's a source of creativity out there in

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<v Speaker 2>that's a big, big cornerstone of this program. Guys, we

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<v Speaker 2>No. But seriously, it's a great product.

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<v Speaker 1>Josh is a great guy, the founder of Stigma Hemp,

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<v Speaker 2>Stigma Hemp dot com code bs get that. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'm going over my notes here and I I'm trying,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm trying to decide what I want to share it.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember I got another. I got another that says,

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<v Speaker 2>don't put a dam on the well spring of genius.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, I I you know, obviously my notes are

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<v Speaker 2>pretty scattered, but there I wrote down the things that

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<v Speaker 2>would impact me and things that I knew. When I

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<v Speaker 2>look back at this, I'm going to remember the context

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<v Speaker 2>of it, you know. It was it was a big

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<v Speaker 2>focus on opening that sort of dam up to let

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<v Speaker 2>the creative energy flow through.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm having a hard time reading my handwriting, but I

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<v Speaker 3>do remember day one, I kept having this ladder come

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<v Speaker 3>up in my visions and or my meditations. I feel

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<v Speaker 3>weird saying visions, but that's kind of what resonates with

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<v Speaker 3>me the.

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<v Speaker 2>Most, right. It's a lot of meditations.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and then the most interesting part was that night

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<v Speaker 3>I had a dream and the ladder came back in

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<v Speaker 3>my dream, and then in the morning, going into day two,

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<v Speaker 3>I figured out what the ladder was representative of and

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<v Speaker 3>what was kind of happening.

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<v Speaker 2>Very interesting. Yeah, Yeah, So it's a lot of it's

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of meditation, sort of guided. Some of them

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<v Speaker 2>were guided meditations, some of them were not guided, but

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<v Speaker 2>they were pretty much all using frequencies. They were pretty

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<v Speaker 2>much all using like binaural beats or frequencies or some

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<v Speaker 2>combination of those that were all very wow, very spacey,

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<v Speaker 2>very profound, very like you like they turn on and

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<v Speaker 1>So let me just say this because I'm not sure

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<v Speaker 1>if you guys said it while I was down there

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<v Speaker 1>or if we had discussed this, like if I could

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<v Speaker 1>try to make it a little more clear. So when

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<v Speaker 1>you go to the Gateway experience, which is like the

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<v Speaker 1>flagship kind of one oh one Monroe program, the purpose

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<v Speaker 1>there is to like open that gateway into this realm

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<v Speaker 1>of being, you know, sensing things more or less with

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<v Speaker 1>consciousness or expanding awareness, you know, expanding your perception and

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<v Speaker 1>your sense of self. So it's things like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>dabbling in remote viewing, dabbling in energy to an extent,

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<v Speaker 1>energy manipulation in a very basic way. Because then all

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<v Speaker 1>of these things that I've that I'm going to go into,

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<v Speaker 1>they have deeper programs that like once you complete certain

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<v Speaker 1>prerequisite programs, you go really deep into these other things.

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<v Speaker 1>So like in Gateway, there's a whole match box of

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<v Speaker 1>things that you explore, like going out of body, remote viewing,

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<v Speaker 1>like I said, energy conversion or manipulation, and it just

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<v Speaker 1>goes on and on, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera. Right, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>a whole mixed bag of things, but really the driving

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<v Speaker 1>premise of it all is like expansion of self. It's

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<v Speaker 1>about trying to bring yourself or more or less your

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<v Speaker 1>awareness into yourself, like expanding to be a more clear

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<v Speaker 1>and complete version of yourself using all of these psychic tools. Right, So,

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<v Speaker 1>like you go to Gateway and it's like a catch all,

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<v Speaker 1>like just kind of striking that match and activating this.

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<v Speaker 2>Side of yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess you could say more simply, Yeah, so it's

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<v Speaker 1>very POWERU Yeah, so you go deep. Well, then you

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<v Speaker 1>go to Creation Station, and the driving premise of this

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<v Speaker 1>two and a half day program versus the six days

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<v Speaker 1>at the Gateway experience, it's using a lot of the

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<v Speaker 1>same frequencies, doesn't necessarily go as high because it's only

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<v Speaker 1>two days, so it's using a lot of the same frequencies,

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<v Speaker 1>but the focus is more along the lines of creative intelligence.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's just that these programs are completely different in

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<v Speaker 1>their intention. So the impact and the the I guess

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<v Speaker 1>you could say, like the you could say the psychic

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<v Speaker 1>nature of it. If that's like, I know that's very

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<v Speaker 1>much simplifying things, but I'm just trying to put it

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<v Speaker 1>in Layman's terms for people that haven't done any of

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<v Speaker 1>this stuff very much on the same plane.

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<v Speaker 2>But the goal is different.

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<v Speaker 1>So anyway, this is all that's why it's called creation station.

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<v Speaker 1>It's all about that creativity. When you started talking about pulling,

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<v Speaker 1>don't put a dam in front of a wellspring of genius,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, yeah, that's pretty deep. We should probably Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, what what did we do?

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<v Speaker 2>What's it about? So yeah, I made it a point

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<v Speaker 2>to like write down all of the thing because my

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<v Speaker 2>I wrote down everything I felt was significant. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 2>I want to just share a couple of things from Friday,

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<v Speaker 2>just a couple of things from our first day. Three hours.

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<v Speaker 2>It was three hours. Yeah, Friday was just it was

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<v Speaker 2>like one it was introductions, orientation, and then like one

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<v Speaker 2>main meditation. Right, So I'm not gonna say what we

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<v Speaker 2>did the the actual steps of the meditation, but I'll

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<v Speaker 2>tell you what I saw in the meditation, because sometimes

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<v Speaker 2>I actually saw things during the meditations, which for me

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<v Speaker 2>is rare, very rare that I see things in my mind.

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<v Speaker 2>I wrote, I saw myself trying to force my soul

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<v Speaker 2>and body apart and break two square shackles holding my

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<v Speaker 2>spirit and body together, and I felt my spirit wanting

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<v Speaker 2>to float up. The new energy in me was sparking

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<v Speaker 2>like lightning and glowing like flame. I saw things slightly

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<v Speaker 2>more vividly than I have before. I made note of

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<v Speaker 2>that because, like, again, it's not the thing that happens

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<v Speaker 2>I'll just go ahead and I'll read my dream that

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<v Speaker 2>I had that night. Yeah, it was weird, but then

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<v Speaker 2>it was also extremely profound, which again and also dreaming

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<v Speaker 2>also rare for me. I dreamt very vividly and woke

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<v Speaker 2>up many times throughout the night. I remember that it

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<v Speaker 2>was like very restless. This was all that energy, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>The night also felt incredibly and abnormally long. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>remember much of my dreams, except that in one I

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<v Speaker 2>was drugged by Jesse Pinkman and called nine to one

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<v Speaker 2>one uh. And then my other dream because I was

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<v Speaker 2>I had, I was in a class with a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of Native Americans around a fire in traditional garb, and

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<v Speaker 2>the Native Americans were impressed by my natural ability. I

421
00:23:57.559 --> 00:24:00.359
<v Speaker 2>strangely also remember thinking in the dream, I have to

422
00:24:00.359 --> 00:24:03.519
<v Speaker 2>remember this, it's significant, And I do remember one of

423
00:24:03.559 --> 00:24:07.039
<v Speaker 2>the instruments. It was crazy. It was like a very skinny,

424
00:24:07.720 --> 00:24:13.759
<v Speaker 2>long wooden wind instrument. But when you blew through it,

425
00:24:14.400 --> 00:24:19.079
<v Speaker 2>this scrolled up paper that was like scrolled and like

426
00:24:19.200 --> 00:24:23.400
<v Speaker 2>wound up on it would like completely unfurl into these

427
00:24:23.440 --> 00:24:27.960
<v Speaker 2>like spirals, and the spiral would change size and speed

428
00:24:28.039 --> 00:24:31.480
<v Speaker 2>depending on the pitch of the instrument that was being played.

429
00:24:31.519 --> 00:24:38.119
<v Speaker 2>It was really really like abstract and tantalizing. Yeah, so

430
00:24:38.200 --> 00:24:41.839
<v Speaker 2>that was Friday for me. That's significant. So obviously you

431
00:24:41.880 --> 00:24:45.839
<v Speaker 2>were sick last week when we recorded with Mally. Unfortunately, Yeah,

432
00:24:45.279 --> 00:24:47.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm so sad I had to miss that episode. A

433
00:24:48.079 --> 00:24:54.599
<v Speaker 2>major theme of that conversation was about the fire. Like,

434
00:24:55.200 --> 00:25:01.400
<v Speaker 2>for example, Molly is a member of a regional burning

435
00:25:01.440 --> 00:25:05.200
<v Speaker 2>Man group. So apparently I had no clue about this,

436
00:25:05.279 --> 00:25:08.440
<v Speaker 2>but Burning Man has chapters all over the world. Wow,

437
00:25:08.640 --> 00:25:11.880
<v Speaker 2>there's not just one burning Man. There's a main one

438
00:25:11.920 --> 00:25:13.839
<v Speaker 2>that's famous and everyone knows about it, but there's like

439
00:25:14.000 --> 00:25:16.279
<v Speaker 2>many communities around the world that gather and do their

440
00:25:16.319 --> 00:25:19.599
<v Speaker 2>own thing at various times throughout the year. And there's

441
00:25:19.599 --> 00:25:23.400
<v Speaker 2>one in the Triangle area. Damn, yeah in the woods

442
00:25:23.839 --> 00:25:26.640
<v Speaker 2>somewhere out there. Yeah, whoa, Yeah, it's in the woods.

443
00:25:26.640 --> 00:25:29.799
<v Speaker 2>One of her paintings, the one that Genny showed you earlier, yeah,

444
00:25:30.279 --> 00:25:33.160
<v Speaker 2>two days ago, that that's of the event. I would

445
00:25:33.200 --> 00:25:35.440
<v Speaker 2>it's not an actual event. I literally told her. I

446
00:25:35.440 --> 00:25:37.000
<v Speaker 2>was like, it looks like a festival. It is.

447
00:25:37.000 --> 00:25:40.359
<v Speaker 1>It's burning man but it's a local burning manure. So anyway,

448
00:25:40.720 --> 00:25:43.480
<v Speaker 1>so we we covered that quite a bit in her conversation,

449
00:25:43.559 --> 00:25:45.039
<v Speaker 1>and it was like all about that, and she was

450
00:25:45.079 --> 00:25:48.880
<v Speaker 1>explaining the significance of the fire and how she feels.

451
00:25:48.960 --> 00:25:51.960
<v Speaker 1>That's why when her first painting of us, do you

452
00:25:52.000 --> 00:25:54.160
<v Speaker 1>remember when Alex and her were at the heart, just like.

453
00:25:54.640 --> 00:25:58.440
<v Speaker 2>I remember the painting it. I have it hung up

454
00:25:58.480 --> 00:25:59.279
<v Speaker 2>in our office.

455
00:25:59.319 --> 00:26:03.160
<v Speaker 1>They're around a fire, Yeah, Because what keeps coming through

456
00:26:03.160 --> 00:26:06.880
<v Speaker 1>to her is the significance of souls bonding over a fire,

457
00:26:07.359 --> 00:26:09.440
<v Speaker 1>like the way, Molly, you should go back and try

458
00:26:09.440 --> 00:26:11.759
<v Speaker 1>to find that after the episode is published. It really

459
00:26:11.759 --> 00:26:15.839
<v Speaker 1>correlates to your dream perfectly, Like the notion that whether

460
00:26:15.920 --> 00:26:18.039
<v Speaker 1>the fire is physical and it's in a pit in

461
00:26:18.079 --> 00:26:20.079
<v Speaker 1>the ground and we're sitting around it, or it's just

462
00:26:20.319 --> 00:26:22.359
<v Speaker 1>us in the room having this chat, and there's a

463
00:26:22.400 --> 00:26:25.960
<v Speaker 1>metaphorical fire in the center, right. Yeah, that the energy

464
00:26:26.039 --> 00:26:28.039
<v Speaker 1>that we're sharing is the fire.

465
00:26:28.640 --> 00:26:32.200
<v Speaker 2>Yes, that's like low key kind of like a pow wow,

466
00:26:32.480 --> 00:26:35.160
<v Speaker 2>like an actual Native American pow wow. That's sort of

467
00:26:35.240 --> 00:26:38.799
<v Speaker 2>the belief of that as well, if I'm not mistaken.

468
00:26:39.039 --> 00:26:41.200
<v Speaker 1>So it's like your dream reminded me of that, Like,

469
00:26:41.279 --> 00:26:44.359
<v Speaker 1>maybe that's cool if I could psychoanalyze this. Not that

470
00:26:44.400 --> 00:26:46.599
<v Speaker 1>I'm a professional or anything, but just what jumped out

471
00:26:46.599 --> 00:26:51.279
<v Speaker 1>at me was that you start doing this program, You've

472
00:26:51.279 --> 00:26:53.160
<v Speaker 1>had all these thoughts in your head for six months

473
00:26:53.279 --> 00:26:56.119
<v Speaker 1>or even longer really years about like this monroa thing

474
00:26:56.160 --> 00:26:57.839
<v Speaker 1>and what it is, and now you're finally doing it.

475
00:26:57.880 --> 00:27:00.279
<v Speaker 2>You're getting the weeds and you.

476
00:27:00.319 --> 00:27:03.559
<v Speaker 1>Be gone, and it's starting to move that energy the

477
00:27:03.680 --> 00:27:07.160
<v Speaker 1>process has initiated. And that dream, to me was like,

478
00:27:08.960 --> 00:27:11.759
<v Speaker 1>maybe it's symbolic, maybe it's flash of a past life,

479
00:27:11.880 --> 00:27:14.920
<v Speaker 1>doesn't matter. It was real, nonetheless, and it's like the

480
00:27:14.960 --> 00:27:18.880
<v Speaker 1>work that we were doing was no different than those

481
00:27:19.240 --> 00:27:23.519
<v Speaker 1>natives sitting around the fire playing their instruments. The spiritual transmutation,

482
00:27:23.680 --> 00:27:23.839
<v Speaker 1>you know.

483
00:27:24.079 --> 00:27:27.799
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, that's cool, especially in the context of Molly's episode.

484
00:27:27.799 --> 00:27:31.000
<v Speaker 2>I was like, wow, that's pretty deep. Yeah, you should

485
00:27:31.039 --> 00:27:33.480
<v Speaker 2>run it back if you get the chance. And I'm

486
00:27:33.519 --> 00:27:35.519
<v Speaker 2>listening for her episode. It's not out at the time

487
00:27:35.519 --> 00:27:40.000
<v Speaker 2>of recording this, that's so it's like, I'm very excited that. Yeah. Yeah.

488
00:27:40.119 --> 00:27:42.880
<v Speaker 3>So it's interesting though, because I'm piecing together what I

489
00:27:42.880 --> 00:27:45.799
<v Speaker 3>wrote on that first day, and it's all kind of

490
00:27:45.839 --> 00:27:48.920
<v Speaker 3>about friends, and that's kind of what I gathered with

491
00:27:48.960 --> 00:27:52.640
<v Speaker 3>this ladder. So in one of my visions, I stole

492
00:27:52.680 --> 00:27:56.359
<v Speaker 3>a ladder, and I think that like someone was using

493
00:27:56.400 --> 00:27:58.079
<v Speaker 3>the ladder and I went up and took it and

494
00:27:58.119 --> 00:28:02.599
<v Speaker 3>remember walking off with it, and then the person that

495
00:28:02.680 --> 00:28:04.279
<v Speaker 3>was there like sort of getting upset with me that

496
00:28:04.359 --> 00:28:08.559
<v Speaker 3>I took the ladder. And then I dreamt about a ladder,

497
00:28:09.279 --> 00:28:11.400
<v Speaker 3>and when I woke up, I realized that the ladder

498
00:28:11.599 --> 00:28:14.559
<v Speaker 3>was like all of my friendships that I've had, because

499
00:28:14.599 --> 00:28:16.559
<v Speaker 3>at this point in my life, people are growing up

500
00:28:16.759 --> 00:28:18.960
<v Speaker 3>like outside of you guys obviously are my friends, but

501
00:28:19.200 --> 00:28:22.359
<v Speaker 3>the friends before you guys are all moving across the

502
00:28:22.440 --> 00:28:25.240
<v Speaker 3>country and starting their own jobs and families and whatnot.

503
00:28:25.319 --> 00:28:28.039
<v Speaker 3>So everything's getting pulled apart, and I think all of

504
00:28:28.079 --> 00:28:33.160
<v Speaker 3>this was just a subconscious grab at, like where are

505
00:28:33.160 --> 00:28:36.039
<v Speaker 3>my friends going kind of thing. Yeah, it's really interesting,

506
00:28:36.400 --> 00:28:39.440
<v Speaker 3>but that's the other element to the fire, you know,

507
00:28:39.799 --> 00:28:43.200
<v Speaker 3>without the friends around it, it's just a fire. And

508
00:28:43.240 --> 00:28:45.119
<v Speaker 3>that was your dreamer, that was one of your experiences.

509
00:28:45.160 --> 00:28:49.079
<v Speaker 3>So my Monroe vision was stealing the ladder, okay. And

510
00:28:49.160 --> 00:28:52.440
<v Speaker 3>then later on that night I had a dream that

511
00:28:52.480 --> 00:28:54.279
<v Speaker 3>there was a ladder in the water. I was on

512
00:28:54.359 --> 00:28:56.440
<v Speaker 3>a boat trying to pull a ladder out of the water.

513
00:28:56.839 --> 00:29:01.039
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's interesting.

514
00:29:00.680 --> 00:29:04.359
<v Speaker 3>And then thinking about it upon waking up before day

515
00:29:04.400 --> 00:29:06.680
<v Speaker 3>two kind of pieced it all together.

516
00:29:07.799 --> 00:29:11.759
<v Speaker 2>Okay, interesting. Yeah, this is really the first time that

517
00:29:11.799 --> 00:29:14.279
<v Speaker 2>I've like read this stuff back since creation stage.

518
00:29:15.720 --> 00:29:17.240
<v Speaker 1>I had a dream that night, but it was like

519
00:29:17.920 --> 00:29:20.279
<v Speaker 1>a very vivid dream that I was with a crowd

520
00:29:20.279 --> 00:29:26.319
<v Speaker 1>of people as always, and I saw a plane.

521
00:29:26.720 --> 00:29:27.160
<v Speaker 2>It was like.

522
00:29:29.079 --> 00:29:32.200
<v Speaker 1>A plane appeared in the sky and then it turned

523
00:29:32.240 --> 00:29:34.680
<v Speaker 1>into an orb and then it just like shot off

524
00:29:34.680 --> 00:29:37.920
<v Speaker 1>and the crowd was freaking out, like showing that they're

525
00:29:37.920 --> 00:29:41.480
<v Speaker 1>magical and they can transform and do whatever. But it

526
00:29:42.039 --> 00:29:43.680
<v Speaker 1>was vivid enough for me to write it down because

527
00:29:43.720 --> 00:29:45.440
<v Speaker 1>I have dreams kind of like that all the time,

528
00:29:45.440 --> 00:29:49.319
<v Speaker 1>and I don't write it down. So other than that,

529
00:29:50.039 --> 00:29:52.559
<v Speaker 1>the dream I had that night got Now, the actual

530
00:29:52.599 --> 00:29:55.720
<v Speaker 1>experience I had Friday was when I focused on my reball,

531
00:29:56.000 --> 00:29:57.839
<v Speaker 1>which I talked about that in the three part series.

532
00:29:57.880 --> 00:29:59.720
<v Speaker 1>You guys can run that back and you'll learn what

533
00:29:59.759 --> 00:30:04.039
<v Speaker 1>that And then I did my energy conversion box. When

534
00:30:04.079 --> 00:30:07.799
<v Speaker 1>I got to that point, it burst into psychedelic fractals,

535
00:30:08.680 --> 00:30:10.960
<v Speaker 1>which is interesting because we are just laying there meditating,

536
00:30:11.000 --> 00:30:14.240
<v Speaker 1>listening to noise, not doing hallucinogens or anything, and this

537
00:30:14.359 --> 00:30:17.880
<v Speaker 1>is like crazy how vivid this was. But the energy

538
00:30:17.880 --> 00:30:21.839
<v Speaker 1>conversion box just burst into psychedelic fractals. And then I

539
00:30:21.880 --> 00:30:24.920
<v Speaker 1>went like really deep into this. I don't want to

540
00:30:24.960 --> 00:30:27.359
<v Speaker 1>say like trance is not the right word, but it

541
00:30:27.440 --> 00:30:29.680
<v Speaker 1>kind of comes across like I just I went really

542
00:30:29.720 --> 00:30:35.119
<v Speaker 1>deep and almost like I clicked out or I kind

543
00:30:35.119 --> 00:30:37.319
<v Speaker 1>of was just like not aware anymore because I was

544
00:30:37.319 --> 00:30:40.519
<v Speaker 1>so deep into meditation. And then it was like lots

545
00:30:40.559 --> 00:30:42.680
<v Speaker 1>of time past was the feeling that I had, and

546
00:30:42.720 --> 00:30:47.440
<v Speaker 1>it was really only a few minutes. That was just

547
00:30:47.519 --> 00:30:50.119
<v Speaker 1>like the first exercise or the second exercise.

548
00:30:50.440 --> 00:30:53.799
<v Speaker 2>The time war, Yeah, it was a time war was crazy. Yeah,

549
00:30:53.799 --> 00:30:55.920
<v Speaker 2>I mean how some of it, oh, would.

550
00:30:55.559 --> 00:30:58.640
<v Speaker 3>Feel so short, and some of them would feel so long.

551
00:30:59.319 --> 00:31:01.799
<v Speaker 2>It was crazy. Some that were twenty minutes would feel

552
00:31:01.799 --> 00:31:04.440
<v Speaker 2>like an hour, and then some that were forty minutes

553
00:31:04.759 --> 00:31:07.920
<v Speaker 2>would feel like ten minutes. Yeah, it was. That was

554
00:31:08.119 --> 00:31:11.400
<v Speaker 2>very weird. You never know, like I never knew. I

555
00:31:11.440 --> 00:31:14.720
<v Speaker 2>never got comfortable knowing like, Okay, this is gonna feel

556
00:31:14.759 --> 00:31:19.119
<v Speaker 2>like roughly this long because they were so like such

557
00:31:19.160 --> 00:31:24.440
<v Speaker 2>different experiences that they felt so profoundly different. It was

558
00:31:24.480 --> 00:31:28.519
<v Speaker 2>really cool. You want to move on to Saturday? Yeah, yeah,

559
00:31:28.519 --> 00:31:32.920
<v Speaker 2>I had trouble on Saturday, did you. Yeah? How so.

560
00:31:34.559 --> 00:31:36.519
<v Speaker 3>Some of them were really good and some of them

561
00:31:36.680 --> 00:31:40.240
<v Speaker 3>I just had a very hard time, like getting into

562
00:31:40.319 --> 00:31:44.359
<v Speaker 3>the groove of the actual meditation. So I mean to

563
00:31:44.519 --> 00:31:47.119
<v Speaker 3>kind of put that into more perspective, is I stayed

564
00:31:47.279 --> 00:31:50.279
<v Speaker 3>very like surface level, Like I stayed very close to

565
00:31:50.359 --> 00:31:52.480
<v Speaker 3>the top. And I know that makes sense to you guys.

566
00:31:52.559 --> 00:31:55.200
<v Speaker 3>I'm just trying to make it make sense. I also,

567
00:31:55.240 --> 00:31:59.039
<v Speaker 3>I have here For the first one, we did fractal colors,

568
00:31:59.480 --> 00:32:09.119
<v Speaker 3>very sharp fractals. Yeah, abstract, very abstract stuff. I did

569
00:32:09.119 --> 00:32:11.920
<v Speaker 3>see some angelic stuff sort of towards the end of

570
00:32:11.960 --> 00:32:15.200
<v Speaker 3>this first one, but all very kind of abstract surface level.

571
00:32:15.279 --> 00:32:17.039
<v Speaker 3>For that first meditation we did.

572
00:32:17.559 --> 00:32:21.720
<v Speaker 2>It was pretty abstract for me too. I so I

573
00:32:21.759 --> 00:32:24.559
<v Speaker 2>wrote down first I was the lion again, I was

574
00:32:24.599 --> 00:32:28.160
<v Speaker 2>I was a lion and hunting with Casey. My lion

575
00:32:28.279 --> 00:32:32.440
<v Speaker 2>is we were lions in the in the savannah hunting together,

576
00:32:32.599 --> 00:32:35.480
<v Speaker 2>I remember, yeah, And then I like and then I

577
00:32:35.559 --> 00:32:37.599
<v Speaker 2>looked up and there was a spaceship in the sky

578
00:32:38.039 --> 00:32:42.759
<v Speaker 2>and it was freaking Paula Trades and so I like

579
00:32:42.920 --> 00:32:45.880
<v Speaker 2>zipped over my consciousness like zipped over there. And then

580
00:32:45.960 --> 00:32:48.960
<v Speaker 2>I was observing the planet Proximus and tari B or

581
00:32:48.960 --> 00:32:52.000
<v Speaker 2>what I understood it was, and the downfall of a

582
00:32:52.000 --> 00:32:55.000
<v Speaker 2>great kingdom on that planet. And then it went back

583
00:32:55.039 --> 00:32:57.400
<v Speaker 2>to me and Casey as lions and we were just

584
00:32:57.400 --> 00:33:02.680
<v Speaker 2>like cuddling and loving each other. That's awesome. That was

585
00:33:02.720 --> 00:33:06.440
<v Speaker 2>the first meditation that we did. That's what I saw,

586
00:33:06.880 --> 00:33:10.400
<v Speaker 2>like the symbolism of the lions too. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

587
00:33:10.400 --> 00:33:14.559
<v Speaker 2>it's interesting, mister Leo, Right, it's it's interesting. It's never

588
00:33:14.599 --> 00:33:18.039
<v Speaker 2>been like an animal that I particularly was into or

589
00:33:18.079 --> 00:33:20.839
<v Speaker 2>like felt that I related with, But in that moment,

590
00:33:20.920 --> 00:33:23.400
<v Speaker 2>I just like I was a fucking lion and me

591
00:33:23.440 --> 00:33:27.279
<v Speaker 2>and Casey were both lions. It was it was crazy. Yeah,

592
00:33:27.359 --> 00:33:29.519
<v Speaker 2>I do love the Lion King. Oh, I know, I

593
00:33:29.519 --> 00:33:32.319
<v Speaker 2>always love the Lion you know. That's like that's that

594
00:33:32.400 --> 00:33:34.319
<v Speaker 2>was like my og favorite Disney movie.

595
00:33:34.599 --> 00:33:36.759
<v Speaker 1>Man, I'm just like getting a quick flash of these

596
00:33:37.119 --> 00:33:40.440
<v Speaker 1>these notes and I'm like remembering a lot of this

597
00:33:40.480 --> 00:33:41.119
<v Speaker 1>for the first time.

598
00:33:41.240 --> 00:33:42.640
<v Speaker 2>I know, Yeah, it's really cool.

599
00:33:42.799 --> 00:33:44.799
<v Speaker 1>It's it's honestly wild reading it back, I guess this

600
00:33:44.839 --> 00:33:45.960
<v Speaker 1>is why they make you do it.

601
00:33:46.039 --> 00:33:48.359
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah.

602
00:33:48.400 --> 00:33:53.119
<v Speaker 1>So on that first exercise on Saturday, I saw flashes

603
00:33:53.160 --> 00:33:56.119
<v Speaker 1>of light but my eyes were closed and I was

604
00:33:56.160 --> 00:34:00.759
<v Speaker 1>wearing a blindfold. And also there were multiple times where

605
00:34:00.839 --> 00:34:04.720
<v Speaker 1>throughout the weekend where I would begin to see around me,

606
00:34:05.480 --> 00:34:09.400
<v Speaker 1>like eyes are closed, I have on a blindfold, and

607
00:34:09.440 --> 00:34:13.320
<v Speaker 1>I started to see the fabric on the blindfold and

608
00:34:13.360 --> 00:34:15.840
<v Speaker 1>then start to see through it and see the room

609
00:34:15.920 --> 00:34:18.039
<v Speaker 1>around me with my eyes closed. And I was like,

610
00:34:18.159 --> 00:34:21.199
<v Speaker 1>this is trippy, kind of like mind sight stuff. But

611
00:34:22.400 --> 00:34:24.639
<v Speaker 1>it just it just happens, and it's it's very sudden.

612
00:34:25.519 --> 00:34:27.199
<v Speaker 1>I felt like I went to another planet.

613
00:34:28.000 --> 00:34:28.239
<v Speaker 2>Wow.

614
00:34:28.559 --> 00:34:30.440
<v Speaker 1>And then I kept getting this throughout the weekend. It

615
00:34:30.480 --> 00:34:34.119
<v Speaker 1>happened Saturday, and I believe Sunday as well, this this

616
00:34:34.800 --> 00:34:38.679
<v Speaker 1>imagery of a portal opening up and the phenomenon or

617
00:34:38.679 --> 00:34:41.679
<v Speaker 1>the beings whatever you want to call them, coming through

618
00:34:41.719 --> 00:34:45.440
<v Speaker 1>the portal. I kept seeing computer screens and vivid color,

619
00:34:46.159 --> 00:34:50.480
<v Speaker 1>and I again I started to see the foam of

620
00:34:50.480 --> 00:34:54.599
<v Speaker 1>my eye cover with my eyes closed, and I saw

621
00:34:54.639 --> 00:34:57.719
<v Speaker 1>the image of Anubis, like the dog a Nubis. It

622
00:34:57.840 --> 00:35:00.000
<v Speaker 1>was like a Nubis flashed. And then all this stuff

623
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:02.199
<v Speaker 1>started happening. I started seeing flashes of light in the

624
00:35:02.199 --> 00:35:05.079
<v Speaker 1>foam on my my cover and started to like see

625
00:35:05.079 --> 00:35:08.840
<v Speaker 1>a computer screen. And then I saw a portal and

626
00:35:08.880 --> 00:35:10.800
<v Speaker 1>the beings like coming through it, and I saw beings

627
00:35:10.800 --> 00:35:12.559
<v Speaker 1>in the ocean and all kinds of crazy stuff, and

628
00:35:12.599 --> 00:35:14.840
<v Speaker 1>I was like, wow, this is trippy.

629
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah anything, Alex, Yeah, going into that.

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<v Speaker 3>Next to follow this frustration trend for me the next

631
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<v Speaker 3>meditation we did on day two, I have written down frustrated,

632
00:35:29.039 --> 00:35:32.519
<v Speaker 3>fighting to let go at every turn, and then swimming.

633
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<v Speaker 3>And then next to swimming, I have a picture of

634
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<v Speaker 3>like jaws, like the jaws coming out of the watery.

635
00:35:39.559 --> 00:35:43.039
<v Speaker 2>Eyes opened. Many times. I was drawing pictures too. I

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<v Speaker 2>got a picture of a lion.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah just sure, yeah, eyes open, white whirlpool in third

638
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<v Speaker 3>person I have written down.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't really remember these. I remember being.

640
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<v Speaker 3>Very frustrated though with the first two, and uh, Ignacia

641
00:36:00.119 --> 00:36:02.519
<v Speaker 3>was really cool about it, but he was like, yeah.

642
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<v Speaker 2>Completely normal.

643
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<v Speaker 3>I'm just like, dude, I am struggling because the first

644
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<v Speaker 3>one was so easy. Yeah, and then waking up the

645
00:36:08.760 --> 00:36:11.920
<v Speaker 3>next day and hopping into it, I'm like, yeah, no,

646
00:36:12.039 --> 00:36:12.559
<v Speaker 3>not working.

647
00:36:13.039 --> 00:36:16.079
<v Speaker 2>I felt some resistance too, I wrote actually on that

648
00:36:16.400 --> 00:36:18.559
<v Speaker 2>I also struggled with the second one, but it was

649
00:36:18.599 --> 00:36:21.039
<v Speaker 2>like I would struggle and then I would get so

650
00:36:21.119 --> 00:36:25.159
<v Speaker 2>frustrated that I'd be like, hmm, and my version of

651
00:36:25.199 --> 00:36:28.519
<v Speaker 2>rebelling was just to chill, which would make me start

652
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<v Speaker 2>to actually like right, I was trying to force the

653
00:36:31.519 --> 00:36:34.079
<v Speaker 2>chill yeah, right, right, right, and so it wouldn't I like,

654
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<v Speaker 2>am too dumb to even do that. I was just mad.

655
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<v Speaker 2>And but for the second one, I wrote, I actually

656
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<v Speaker 2>pretty interesting. Well. The first thing that I wrote was

657
00:36:45.719 --> 00:36:49.800
<v Speaker 2>I feel I never fully surrendered or separated from my

658
00:36:50.000 --> 00:36:53.519
<v Speaker 2>self slash identity, so like that was one of the

659
00:36:53.519 --> 00:36:56.840
<v Speaker 2>first things. But I did have visuals. I saw strange

660
00:36:56.840 --> 00:37:00.079
<v Speaker 2>shifts of light and fractals, but my thoughts were raucous

661
00:37:00.119 --> 00:37:05.199
<v Speaker 2>with doubtful. My thoughts were racers with doubtful thoughts that

662
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<v Speaker 2>I may never achieve oneness or reignite, ignite the spark

663
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<v Speaker 2>of creativity within me. At one point, I imagine the

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<v Speaker 2>spirits of everyone in the class putting hands over me

665
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<v Speaker 2>and my spirit using a spectral key. Oh, putting hands

666
00:37:18.000 --> 00:37:21.159
<v Speaker 2>over me and my spirit and using a spectral key

667
00:37:21.199 --> 00:37:24.360
<v Speaker 2>to unlock the block in my soul. White light shot

668
00:37:24.440 --> 00:37:27.480
<v Speaker 2>out from my physical head and connected with the rainbow

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00:37:27.559 --> 00:37:32.360
<v Speaker 2>colored field of creative energy surrounding the earth. This comforted

670
00:37:32.360 --> 00:37:35.159
<v Speaker 2>me slightly, but the lonely and doubtful thoughts were still there.

671
00:37:35.639 --> 00:37:39.039
<v Speaker 2>I did, however, feel nice and relaxed and hopeful that

672
00:37:39.079 --> 00:37:44.920
<v Speaker 2>though I may not feel it now, some change took place. Nice. Yeah,

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00:37:44.960 --> 00:37:47.960
<v Speaker 2>because we did four. I think we did four. I

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<v Speaker 2>have four different Saturday and Sunday. Yeah, yep, no, oh yes, yeah,

675
00:37:51.599 --> 00:37:53.760
<v Speaker 2>and there each about an hour. Yeah. I'm just like

676
00:37:53.800 --> 00:37:55.440
<v Speaker 2>in shock reading back some of the stuff. I mean,

677
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<v Speaker 2>I guess I guess it's.

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<v Speaker 1>Good that it took us so long to do it too,

679
00:37:58.199 --> 00:38:01.440
<v Speaker 1>because it's like processing life goes on. But I also

680
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<v Speaker 1>wanted to say to address the comment that you both

681
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<v Speaker 1>had about like struggling to relax into it and go

682
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<v Speaker 1>with the process. At the Gateway experience, they teach you

683
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<v Speaker 1>in depth over the first two days how to do that.

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<v Speaker 5>How to do what well, just the the like break

685
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<v Speaker 5>through the well not no, not breakthrough, but like the

686
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<v Speaker 5>the protocol of getting into these states efficiently.

687
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<v Speaker 1>Whereas you have less time here, so you you more

688
00:38:33.320 --> 00:38:36.920
<v Speaker 1>or less are just you're you're going off to the races.

689
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<v Speaker 1>So the good news is there's there's another program where

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<v Speaker 1>this this can be learned really easily, like the relaxation phases,

691
00:38:44.719 --> 00:38:47.280
<v Speaker 1>how you go through relax the different parts of the body,

692
00:38:48.119 --> 00:38:51.480
<v Speaker 1>focusing your mind on certain things. And but it seems

693
00:38:51.480 --> 00:38:56.239
<v Speaker 1>like you were able to do it pretty naturally. It's

694
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<v Speaker 1>just about relaxation, that's all.

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<v Speaker 2>Listen, just let's just we're just gonna share whatever we

696
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<v Speaker 2>feel like sharing. So we jump into the third one.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh we can. Yeah, I'm ready if y'all are.

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<v Speaker 1>The second exercise, the third exercise we talked about the

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<v Speaker 1>second one, No, I can run through it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So I I saw myself across like multiple perspectives and lifetimes.

702
00:39:20.280 --> 00:39:23.800
<v Speaker 1>I kept seeing visions of a computer screen and bledsoe said, so,

703
00:39:23.880 --> 00:39:25.840
<v Speaker 1>like growing and growing and growing and growing and growing

704
00:39:25.880 --> 00:39:28.000
<v Speaker 1>because of an energy shift taking place in the world.

705
00:39:28.079 --> 00:39:31.760
<v Speaker 1>And it's like I saw myself expanded as the entire universe,

706
00:39:32.400 --> 00:39:36.400
<v Speaker 1>and then also the perspective shifting to where there I

707
00:39:36.440 --> 00:39:41.199
<v Speaker 1>could see the creative intelligence that's inside everything, like seeing

708
00:39:41.320 --> 00:39:46.480
<v Speaker 1>from the perspective of everything, YouTube videos and computer screens

709
00:39:46.519 --> 00:39:49.880
<v Speaker 1>just flashing and BSS just growing and growing and growing,

710
00:39:49.880 --> 00:39:52.199
<v Speaker 1>and the impact being larger on the world. And there

711
00:39:52.239 --> 00:39:55.840
<v Speaker 1>was this knight in armor with his sword like pulling

712
00:39:55.880 --> 00:39:58.679
<v Speaker 1>my vision along so that I could see other things

713
00:39:59.039 --> 00:40:01.880
<v Speaker 1>that I needed to see. And I felt the desire

714
00:40:01.960 --> 00:40:06.599
<v Speaker 1>to fulfill creative impulses and create things and create things.

715
00:40:07.039 --> 00:40:11.000
<v Speaker 1>And then I felt or I saw passing through the

716
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<v Speaker 1>mouth of a shark, and I saw a shark in

717
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<v Speaker 1>the water, which is interesting because you sent a shark

718
00:40:16.440 --> 00:40:17.599
<v Speaker 1>to the group, Alex.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, that's what the shark drawing is.

720
00:40:21.320 --> 00:40:23.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, you were like thinking about sending a shark

721
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<v Speaker 1>to everybody, and I like shockingly passed through the mouth

722
00:40:29.880 --> 00:40:32.280
<v Speaker 1>of a shark and then I saw a shark in

723
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<v Speaker 1>the water swimming.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, nice shark.

725
00:40:36.880 --> 00:40:39.880
<v Speaker 1>Now, when I say sent to the group, in other words,

726
00:40:40.320 --> 00:40:43.320
<v Speaker 1>there's this unspoken thing where we're all like not telling

727
00:40:43.360 --> 00:40:46.760
<v Speaker 1>each other. But we're visualizing and focusing on sending imagery

728
00:40:46.920 --> 00:40:49.280
<v Speaker 1>to the other ones because we're all meditating at the

729
00:40:49.320 --> 00:40:49.840
<v Speaker 1>same time.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a regiment right to the same sounds.

731
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, with the same protocol. And it's just crazy because

732
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<v Speaker 1>multiple times throughout the weekend, one of them us or

733
00:41:00.639 --> 00:41:03.760
<v Speaker 1>multiple of us would think about, hmm, I want the

734
00:41:03.800 --> 00:41:06.519
<v Speaker 1>whole group to see this, and then some of us actually.

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<v Speaker 3>Would, right, And I think this that door was really

736
00:41:09.320 --> 00:41:14.000
<v Speaker 3>unlocked at this time. Yeah, like because I think after this,

737
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<v Speaker 3>I started kind of making a point in every meditation

738
00:41:18.239 --> 00:41:21.320
<v Speaker 3>to try and send somebody something, right, just because I

739
00:41:21.320 --> 00:41:23.199
<v Speaker 3>thought that's cool as shit.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's pretty cool. Okay, exercise three, Sure, yeah, yeah,

741
00:41:29.960 --> 00:41:32.559
<v Speaker 2>you want to go for it, Alex, Yeah, I have.

742
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<v Speaker 3>The first thing I want to share is I have

743
00:41:34.199 --> 00:41:41.000
<v Speaker 3>this drawing and to me, the drawing is it says brain.

744
00:41:41.280 --> 00:41:45.239
<v Speaker 3>So the I guess the brain produces the thought and

745
00:41:45.320 --> 00:41:49.119
<v Speaker 3>the mind has to catch and process the thought mm,

746
00:41:49.880 --> 00:41:53.159
<v Speaker 3>which I'm struggling to make sense of now. But it's

747
00:41:53.159 --> 00:41:54.920
<v Speaker 3>something that I just kind of came out of and

748
00:41:54.960 --> 00:41:58.840
<v Speaker 3>scribbled down. I had a lot of interesting, like kind

749
00:41:58.880 --> 00:42:01.800
<v Speaker 3>of ideas pop up as I was getting more relaxed.

750
00:42:01.880 --> 00:42:04.960
<v Speaker 3>I do have very relaxed written down here, So at

751
00:42:04.960 --> 00:42:06.920
<v Speaker 3>this point it did start to click for me. And

752
00:42:06.960 --> 00:42:13.400
<v Speaker 3>then this is where the motorcycle riding through the air started.

753
00:42:13.480 --> 00:42:16.840
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, I began. I forgot about that.

754
00:42:16.880 --> 00:42:23.679
<v Speaker 3>I began riding my motorcycle on air like around the city,

755
00:42:24.199 --> 00:42:27.360
<v Speaker 3>and I've like remember vividly looking down, like I made

756
00:42:27.360 --> 00:42:29.320
<v Speaker 3>a point to ride to the beach and all of

757
00:42:29.360 --> 00:42:32.400
<v Speaker 3>the roads that I would ride over on the way

758
00:42:32.400 --> 00:42:36.559
<v Speaker 3>to the beach, and I'm talking like what five hundred

759
00:42:37.119 --> 00:42:39.920
<v Speaker 3>six hundred feet in the air like way up there

760
00:42:40.000 --> 00:42:43.119
<v Speaker 3>looking down and like passing over the beach and going

761
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<v Speaker 3>to this end of the beach and the rock Jetty

762
00:42:45.280 --> 00:42:48.280
<v Speaker 3>and everything, and like in vivid detail looking down, and

763
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<v Speaker 3>I think I took Olivia with me. And then I

764
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<v Speaker 3>have Purple Skytrain written down here, which I think is a.

765
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<v Speaker 2>Sounds like may have.

766
00:42:57.840 --> 00:43:01.320
<v Speaker 3>Been may have been inspired? No, we listened to a

767
00:43:01.440 --> 00:43:03.480
<v Speaker 3>space train? Is a song we listened to?

768
00:43:03.679 --> 00:43:03.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, but yeah, I think that morphed into like

770
00:43:08.119 --> 00:43:10.159
<v Speaker 3>some I'm having a hard time remembering it. And I

771
00:43:10.159 --> 00:43:11.719
<v Speaker 3>also wrote down Lumberjack, Alex.

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00:43:11.760 --> 00:43:15.800
<v Speaker 2>I don't know what that Lumberjack. I don't know what

773
00:43:15.840 --> 00:43:19.280
<v Speaker 2>that means new version of Alex dropped. Like that version,

774
00:43:19.360 --> 00:43:22.840
<v Speaker 2>I do too. I want to meet him. I didn't

775
00:43:22.880 --> 00:43:25.480
<v Speaker 2>write much because it was pretty much one thing that

776
00:43:25.559 --> 00:43:29.599
<v Speaker 2>I visualized. But I was back with the Native Americans

777
00:43:29.679 --> 00:43:32.880
<v Speaker 2>and we were around the fire again and we were

778
00:43:32.880 --> 00:43:36.039
<v Speaker 2>playing the instruments, but this time, after a while, I

779
00:43:36.119 --> 00:43:41.039
<v Speaker 2>became all of the instruments and the music was erupting

780
00:43:41.159 --> 00:43:45.159
<v Speaker 2>out of me. Uh. And then afterwards, I put many

781
00:43:45.280 --> 00:43:51.239
<v Speaker 2>notes of inspiration into my backpack. That's all I wrote

782
00:43:51.679 --> 00:43:55.360
<v Speaker 2>for the For the third one, it was like I

783
00:43:55.400 --> 00:43:58.360
<v Speaker 2>was it was I remember it, like it's crazy reading

784
00:43:58.360 --> 00:44:00.760
<v Speaker 2>all this stuff because I'm actually remembering mm hmm what

785
00:44:00.920 --> 00:44:04.679
<v Speaker 2>I was seeing, you know, And like I remember being

786
00:44:04.719 --> 00:44:07.960
<v Speaker 2>around that fire with those Native Americans, and it was

787
00:44:08.039 --> 00:44:10.159
<v Speaker 2>right back to playing the music again, but this time,

788
00:44:10.239 --> 00:44:13.679
<v Speaker 2>I like, for after a minute, I like literally became

789
00:44:13.760 --> 00:44:16.119
<v Speaker 2>the instruments and I could feel like the vibration of

790
00:44:16.159 --> 00:44:18.480
<v Speaker 2>the music coming out of me and stuff. And then

791
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<v Speaker 2>it's like I went back into my body and was

792
00:44:20.159 --> 00:44:23.199
<v Speaker 2>like that was cool, and like wrote down notes that

793
00:44:23.320 --> 00:44:26.360
<v Speaker 2>inspired me and then put them in my backpack. In

794
00:44:26.400 --> 00:44:29.960
<v Speaker 2>your experience, yeah, oh wow, right, it's meta. It was

795
00:44:30.119 --> 00:44:32.800
<v Speaker 2>very meta and then and then I came out, you know,

796
00:44:32.880 --> 00:44:37.480
<v Speaker 2>and then wrote it down here, so it's like layers. Wow, yeah, interesting,

797
00:44:38.760 --> 00:44:42.039
<v Speaker 2>what about you? Well? What you got for the third exercise?

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<v Speaker 2>I I'm trying to think about a word.

799
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<v Speaker 1>I could feel more or less that I had like

800
00:44:50.119 --> 00:44:55.159
<v Speaker 1>solar plexus trauma, and I could just feel like sadness

801
00:44:55.199 --> 00:44:59.039
<v Speaker 1>and pain over a mix of lifelong experiences that had

802
00:44:59.039 --> 00:45:02.400
<v Speaker 1>been building with all this stuff and the treatment my

803
00:45:02.480 --> 00:45:05.639
<v Speaker 1>dad has received most of my life because of this stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>And I saw like an energetic, glowing form of myself,

805
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<v Speaker 1>but it was like a butterfly like transformation, like going

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<v Speaker 1>through a transformative process.

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<v Speaker 2>This is what I wrote.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure if this makes sense, but I saw

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<v Speaker 1>a psychedelic, fractal scape of the beings of light, and

810
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<v Speaker 1>they told me they had been preparing me for this time,

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<v Speaker 1>and they are coming into our world. They said to

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<v Speaker 1>stay humble, and then I saw a portal open up

813
00:45:36.239 --> 00:45:39.639
<v Speaker 1>and they came through the portal into our world. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was like interesting because while this was going on,

815
00:45:43.639 --> 00:45:46.000
<v Speaker 1>it was either that week or like a week later

816
00:45:46.159 --> 00:45:50.800
<v Speaker 1>or even less, that all the drone stuff was happening worldwide,

817
00:45:50.840 --> 00:45:53.920
<v Speaker 1>and it was just like blowing up. It was blowing

818
00:45:54.000 --> 00:45:56.840
<v Speaker 1>up right, And even since then there's been a huge

819
00:45:56.840 --> 00:46:03.639
<v Speaker 1>shift and it was a heavy experience. M But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I do remember that one pretty That's the one I

821
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<v Speaker 1>remember them like, thinking back on this Creation Station weekend,

822
00:46:10.039 --> 00:46:13.559
<v Speaker 1>that's the one that that I remember stuck with you. Yeah,

823
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<v Speaker 1>like you think about a whole weekend or a whole

824
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<v Speaker 1>week or whatever, of.

825
00:46:16.679 --> 00:46:18.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, something sticks out. There's one that one or two

826
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<v Speaker 2>things that jumps out. This is the one thing that

827
00:46:20.960 --> 00:46:23.239
<v Speaker 2>I definitely have one. It was on our last day.

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<v Speaker 1>But like when I think about Creating Station, this is

829
00:46:25.559 --> 00:46:29.360
<v Speaker 1>the thing that I remember. That experience was so heavy

830
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<v Speaker 1>and profound to me.

831
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<v Speaker 2>Just to just to front load, I didn't have I

832
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<v Speaker 2>didn't really. I wrote stuff down for the fourth for

833
00:46:38.920 --> 00:46:45.119
<v Speaker 2>the fourth meditation, but it's all like directly like spoiling

834
00:46:45.480 --> 00:46:49.079
<v Speaker 2>the meditation. Yeah, yeah, so I'm not going to read

835
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<v Speaker 2>this from the fourth one. I did just say that

836
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<v Speaker 2>I felt lighter afterwards, dude. That is at the top

837
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<v Speaker 2>of my page.

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<v Speaker 3>No feeling lighter. And I remember this vividly. I wrote

839
00:46:58.920 --> 00:47:02.519
<v Speaker 3>little so little down for this one. I remember, I

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00:47:02.559 --> 00:47:05.960
<v Speaker 3>remember coming out of this meditation and just pure bliss,

841
00:47:06.000 --> 00:47:07.519
<v Speaker 3>and I was like I'm not even going to mess

842
00:47:07.559 --> 00:47:12.480
<v Speaker 3>around with writ and stuff to because synchronicity a lot

843
00:47:12.559 --> 00:47:15.079
<v Speaker 3>of similar experiences. Yeah, we did synchronicities.

844
00:47:15.159 --> 00:47:15.360
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

845
00:47:15.400 --> 00:47:17.559
<v Speaker 3>I remember coming out of this one and I was like,

846
00:47:17.559 --> 00:47:21.400
<v Speaker 3>I'm not writing anything down. I was like, there's nothing, Yeah,

847
00:47:21.440 --> 00:47:24.480
<v Speaker 3>there's nothing that would translate, it's just experience.

848
00:47:25.199 --> 00:47:28.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I just ended up writing the actual practice, like

849
00:47:28.880 --> 00:47:32.880
<v Speaker 2>what we did. Yeah, yeah, that's what I did, and yeah,

850
00:47:33.000 --> 00:47:35.840
<v Speaker 2>I was just like that was awesome. I just wrote that.

851
00:47:36.760 --> 00:47:41.880
<v Speaker 1>I had a realization that the the type of love

852
00:47:42.079 --> 00:47:45.559
<v Speaker 1>or treatment that you received throughout your life informs how

853
00:47:45.639 --> 00:47:51.039
<v Speaker 1>you treat other people. So it's important to focus on

854
00:47:51.159 --> 00:47:56.119
<v Speaker 1>how you treat other people because of that informing the

855
00:47:56.159 --> 00:47:58.599
<v Speaker 1>way that they go forth and treat other people.

856
00:47:58.920 --> 00:48:00.519
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Absolutely, like the.

857
00:48:00.400 --> 00:48:03.320
<v Speaker 1>Cycle that builds based on, you know, how you treat

858
00:48:03.320 --> 00:48:05.719
<v Speaker 1>people because of how you're treated, But you can override that,

859
00:48:05.840 --> 00:48:08.079
<v Speaker 1>you can become conscious of that, and you can you know,

860
00:48:08.239 --> 00:48:08.960
<v Speaker 1>change your path.

861
00:48:09.639 --> 00:48:13.519
<v Speaker 2>That's absolutely Yeah, that's absolutely true, the way that our

862
00:48:13.639 --> 00:48:17.199
<v Speaker 2>energies affect one another. But even on the simplest level, Yeah,

863
00:48:17.239 --> 00:48:19.840
<v Speaker 2>it's like the golden rute rule, you know, like.

864
00:48:19.880 --> 00:48:22.239
<v Speaker 1>You can be conscious of that and change.

865
00:48:22.559 --> 00:48:27.239
<v Speaker 2>Yes, absolutely, I thought the end of day because this

866
00:48:27.440 --> 00:48:31.679
<v Speaker 2>was really sweet. My dream for Saturday, I just wrote

867
00:48:31.719 --> 00:48:34.440
<v Speaker 2>the only thing I remember from my dreams is that

868
00:48:34.599 --> 00:48:37.360
<v Speaker 2>Emily played me a song and told me she wanted

869
00:48:37.400 --> 00:48:40.159
<v Speaker 2>me to know how much she appreciates me. It was

870
00:48:40.280 --> 00:48:44.199
<v Speaker 2>sweet and heartwarming. I wrote that. I wrote it was

871
00:48:44.320 --> 00:48:49.519
<v Speaker 2>sweet and heart warming. Did you guys have dreams on Saturday?

872
00:48:49.719 --> 00:48:52.599
<v Speaker 2>I didn't have one? On Sunday, I didn't write anything down.

873
00:48:52.679 --> 00:48:55.280
<v Speaker 2>I didn't have any dreams past the first night. Sunday

874
00:48:55.320 --> 00:48:58.880
<v Speaker 2>I had no dreams. And yeah, the first one Friday

875
00:48:59.000 --> 00:49:02.519
<v Speaker 2>was the only like shoe, super vivid one, a crazy

876
00:49:02.719 --> 00:49:05.719
<v Speaker 2>vivid one. We're gonna hop into Sunday. Let's do yeah. Good.

877
00:49:07.320 --> 00:49:16.800
<v Speaker 3>Sunday I started hyper focusing on gratitude, and I think,

878
00:49:16.920 --> 00:49:18.960
<v Speaker 3>do you guys have anything about gratitude.

879
00:49:18.519 --> 00:49:21.159
<v Speaker 2>On your page? I think that was the gear of

880
00:49:21.280 --> 00:49:26.079
<v Speaker 2>that first Okay, yeah, because I literally have one, two, three, four, five,

881
00:49:26.320 --> 00:49:29.239
<v Speaker 2>six seven times on this page the word gratitude.

882
00:49:29.519 --> 00:49:32.360
<v Speaker 3>Okay, yeah, so me too. But I continue to run

883
00:49:32.440 --> 00:49:38.000
<v Speaker 3>with that through the whole entire exercise. But this the

884
00:49:38.079 --> 00:49:42.199
<v Speaker 3>coolest part about this meditation for me was what I

885
00:49:42.320 --> 00:49:45.320
<v Speaker 3>interpreted as a past life vision of having a peg Leg.

886
00:49:47.039 --> 00:49:50.760
<v Speaker 3>So I kind of was just thrown into this like

887
00:49:50.920 --> 00:49:54.119
<v Speaker 3>pirate situation and looked down and realized I had a

888
00:49:54.159 --> 00:49:58.239
<v Speaker 3>peg leg and uh even a name that came back

889
00:49:58.320 --> 00:49:58.559
<v Speaker 3>with me.

890
00:49:59.440 --> 00:50:03.159
<v Speaker 2>But it as far as like, how I got to

891
00:50:03.280 --> 00:50:05.519
<v Speaker 2>interpreting this as a past.

892
00:50:05.320 --> 00:50:08.840
<v Speaker 3>Life was because of the way that the time felt,

893
00:50:08.880 --> 00:50:12.840
<v Speaker 3>and it felt like a long time ago, and the

894
00:50:13.000 --> 00:50:19.280
<v Speaker 3>meditation felt very, very long. So in talking with Ignacio

895
00:50:19.320 --> 00:50:21.679
<v Speaker 3>about that, we kind of came to the conclusion that

896
00:50:21.920 --> 00:50:23.360
<v Speaker 3>this was more than likely a.

897
00:50:23.400 --> 00:50:27.199
<v Speaker 2>Past life kind of thing. So yeah, past life, peg

898
00:50:27.280 --> 00:50:35.000
<v Speaker 2>leg pirate nice wow. I wrote that I had a

899
00:50:35.079 --> 00:50:38.559
<v Speaker 2>hard time focusing or melting away. So I listed all

900
00:50:38.639 --> 00:50:41.760
<v Speaker 2>the friends and family that I'm grateful for and the

901
00:50:41.960 --> 00:50:46.159
<v Speaker 2>changes I'm grateful for being brought to their lives. I

902
00:50:46.320 --> 00:50:51.119
<v Speaker 2>created gratitude for my health, talents, relationships, skills, and loves.

903
00:50:51.800 --> 00:50:55.199
<v Speaker 2>I created gratitude for the world's peace. And I felt

904
00:50:55.320 --> 00:50:59.320
<v Speaker 2>light and giddy when I was done this.

905
00:50:59.519 --> 00:50:59.840
<v Speaker 4>Giddy.

906
00:51:00.280 --> 00:51:04.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I love man, that's that's my Like, that's that

907
00:51:05.159 --> 00:51:09.079
<v Speaker 2>is a superpower, bro It's and sometimes I forget it.

908
00:51:09.199 --> 00:51:13.480
<v Speaker 2>But gratitude can really pull you out of the darkest place. Yeah,

909
00:51:13.480 --> 00:51:17.039
<v Speaker 2>I can, Like, I mean, I could feel lost. The

910
00:51:17.159 --> 00:51:20.119
<v Speaker 2>toughest times in my life. I've just gotten through by

911
00:51:20.280 --> 00:51:23.880
<v Speaker 2>forcing myself to list every single thing in the world

912
00:51:23.960 --> 00:51:26.880
<v Speaker 2>that I'm grateful for, and within minutes I feel light

913
00:51:27.079 --> 00:51:31.119
<v Speaker 2>and giddy. It's definitely magic. It is white magic. It

914
00:51:31.280 --> 00:51:35.159
<v Speaker 2>feels like magic, healing magic. It's like everything that you

915
00:51:35.320 --> 00:51:39.079
<v Speaker 2>say that you're grateful for, you feel the way flying

916
00:51:39.159 --> 00:51:41.840
<v Speaker 2>off of you. Yeah, and then pretty soon you're like,

917
00:51:41.960 --> 00:51:46.199
<v Speaker 2>oh my god, my chest is like light and it's vibrating. Yeah.

918
00:51:46.320 --> 00:51:49.920
<v Speaker 1>But then on the psychological side, it's rewiring your neural

919
00:51:50.199 --> 00:51:53.599
<v Speaker 1>connections and just shifting your mindset.

920
00:51:53.719 --> 00:51:55.719
<v Speaker 2>I mean, both both are true. You know that.

921
00:51:55.880 --> 00:51:58.119
<v Speaker 1>That's what magic is. That's what real magic is is.

922
00:51:58.159 --> 00:52:01.320
<v Speaker 1>It's also affecting you in a deep psychological way, in

923
00:52:01.400 --> 00:52:05.800
<v Speaker 1>a deep physical way, and it's it's really complex. But yeah,

924
00:52:05.840 --> 00:52:07.639
<v Speaker 1>I do think gratitude is one of the highest forms

925
00:52:07.639 --> 00:52:08.000
<v Speaker 1>of magic.

926
00:52:09.159 --> 00:52:13.400
<v Speaker 2>Literally, yeah, I agree, man, I've experienced it firsthand. It is.

927
00:52:13.599 --> 00:52:15.920
<v Speaker 2>It has pulled me from the depths of hell.

928
00:52:17.079 --> 00:52:22.559
<v Speaker 1>I wrote, by being grateful, I create gratitude. I create gratitude.

929
00:52:22.599 --> 00:52:26.960
<v Speaker 1>But because I can be grateful, or in other words,

930
00:52:27.559 --> 00:52:31.079
<v Speaker 1>to be grateful, I have to create gratitude. So it's

931
00:52:31.119 --> 00:52:34.320
<v Speaker 1>like a cycle. Also, by creating gratitude, you're becoming grateful.

932
00:52:34.599 --> 00:52:37.880
<v Speaker 1>I felt very lighthearted and grateful, I said, lots of smiles.

933
00:52:38.119 --> 00:52:42.159
<v Speaker 1>I caught myself actually smiling during the meditation. And then

934
00:52:42.320 --> 00:52:44.400
<v Speaker 1>yet again, for the third time this weekend, I saw

935
00:52:44.400 --> 00:52:46.039
<v Speaker 1>a portal open up in my mind and it was

936
00:52:46.079 --> 00:52:48.679
<v Speaker 1>connected to the beings and they put they peered through

937
00:52:48.719 --> 00:52:53.679
<v Speaker 1>the portal and said, we are coming. And that was

938
00:52:53.719 --> 00:52:56.239
<v Speaker 1>the end of exercise one for me. I think it

939
00:52:56.320 --> 00:52:58.079
<v Speaker 1>was a short one, a brief one where we.

940
00:52:58.159 --> 00:53:03.280
<v Speaker 2>Just focused on it felt like that gratitude. Cool. So

941
00:53:04.000 --> 00:53:06.360
<v Speaker 2>we're almost at the end here of our entire weekend.

942
00:53:06.480 --> 00:53:06.800
<v Speaker 2>We are.

943
00:53:07.519 --> 00:53:10.280
<v Speaker 3>So the next one for me on Sunday was that

944
00:53:10.559 --> 00:53:14.039
<v Speaker 3>moment for this entirement row thing that that's stuck with me.

945
00:53:15.280 --> 00:53:17.719
<v Speaker 3>So this is I have the most information on this one,

946
00:53:18.320 --> 00:53:21.320
<v Speaker 3>but that even the beginning I forgot until I'm now

947
00:53:21.400 --> 00:53:21.880
<v Speaker 3>looking at this.

948
00:53:22.000 --> 00:53:23.719
<v Speaker 2>But I wrote down a gorilla.

949
00:53:23.440 --> 00:53:26.559
<v Speaker 3>And monkey mind kind of yeah, I guess, meaning that

950
00:53:26.840 --> 00:53:29.360
<v Speaker 3>like this is where I'm at right now. Is in

951
00:53:29.480 --> 00:53:32.000
<v Speaker 3>this this like monkey mind of like jumping all over

952
00:53:32.079 --> 00:53:36.679
<v Speaker 3>the place right the monkey and then lion don't really

953
00:53:36.760 --> 00:53:42.039
<v Speaker 3>remember that, but I also remember being physically hungry kind

954
00:53:42.039 --> 00:53:44.199
<v Speaker 3>of at the time of going into this meditation and

955
00:53:44.360 --> 00:53:50.360
<v Speaker 3>so pulling on that. Uh no, this was not about gratitude.

956
00:53:50.400 --> 00:53:52.559
<v Speaker 3>This was we had to come up with our own

957
00:53:53.199 --> 00:53:56.880
<v Speaker 3>and mine was mantra yeah yeah, and I'm just gonna

958
00:53:56.880 --> 00:53:59.760
<v Speaker 3>share mine, yeah, because otherwise it wouldn't make sense. But

959
00:53:59.840 --> 00:54:02.440
<v Speaker 3>I ended up going with a I generate unlimited wealth

960
00:54:03.280 --> 00:54:08.000
<v Speaker 3>and leaving the wealth open ended, because wealth doesn't necessarily

961
00:54:08.320 --> 00:54:11.280
<v Speaker 3>mean money, right, There's a lot other of other forms

962
00:54:11.320 --> 00:54:16.480
<v Speaker 3>of wealth. So going in with that feeling hungry, I

963
00:54:17.639 --> 00:54:21.039
<v Speaker 3>ended up in this like jungle oasis, and I remember

964
00:54:21.159 --> 00:54:26.400
<v Speaker 3>like kind of coming into this vision and this jungle oasis,

965
00:54:26.480 --> 00:54:30.159
<v Speaker 3>it was very like misty, and it was like overcast

966
00:54:30.239 --> 00:54:33.280
<v Speaker 3>but all very warm, very tropical, and then being in

967
00:54:33.440 --> 00:54:37.679
<v Speaker 3>this saltwater pool, and the saltwater pool was being fed

968
00:54:37.719 --> 00:54:41.800
<v Speaker 3>by this waterfall, and you know, we had talked about

969
00:54:41.840 --> 00:54:44.079
<v Speaker 3>being hungry in a meditation, I think with the group,

970
00:54:44.199 --> 00:54:45.360
<v Speaker 3>and I was like, you know, what would be really

971
00:54:45.440 --> 00:54:48.119
<v Speaker 3>funny is if I ate. So I reached in the

972
00:54:48.280 --> 00:54:51.559
<v Speaker 3>water and grabbed a fish and ate it. Oh, I remember, Yeah,

973
00:54:51.599 --> 00:54:54.679
<v Speaker 3>And like the physical feeling of being hungry kind of

974
00:54:54.840 --> 00:54:57.199
<v Speaker 3>like went away for a little like not. You know,

975
00:54:57.280 --> 00:55:00.480
<v Speaker 3>I'm still obviously physically hungry, but my mind was not

976
00:55:00.800 --> 00:55:02.360
<v Speaker 3>focusing on that anymore.

977
00:55:03.000 --> 00:55:06.000
<v Speaker 2>So that whole thing went away. And then.

978
00:55:07.880 --> 00:55:10.000
<v Speaker 3>I was like, okay, well this waterfall is really interesting.

979
00:55:10.079 --> 00:55:13.599
<v Speaker 3>So I started going up the waterfall, and as I'm

980
00:55:13.599 --> 00:55:15.840
<v Speaker 3>going up the waterfall, I started realizing that there was

981
00:55:15.960 --> 00:55:20.440
<v Speaker 3>no beginning and that the waterfall was this. And this

982
00:55:20.719 --> 00:55:23.280
<v Speaker 3>just came to me as sort of a knowing that

983
00:55:23.400 --> 00:55:29.519
<v Speaker 3>the waterfall represented unlimited gratitude, and unlimited gratitude was fueling

984
00:55:29.800 --> 00:55:31.920
<v Speaker 3>the unlimited wealth pool at the bottom.

985
00:55:32.800 --> 00:55:33.079
<v Speaker 2>Wow.

986
00:55:33.480 --> 00:55:35.039
<v Speaker 3>So when I realized that, I was like, all right, cool,

987
00:55:35.079 --> 00:55:38.400
<v Speaker 3>I've got my answer, and this meditation is still going,

988
00:55:38.519 --> 00:55:41.159
<v Speaker 3>so it's time to have fun. And I went back

989
00:55:41.199 --> 00:55:44.840
<v Speaker 3>down and I floated in the pool and then I

990
00:55:44.880 --> 00:55:48.760
<v Speaker 3>started thinking about you guys. So I had this octopus.

991
00:55:48.800 --> 00:55:50.639
<v Speaker 3>I pulled this octopus up out of the pool, and

992
00:55:50.719 --> 00:55:54.760
<v Speaker 3>I said, you need to go find Nick. And I

993
00:55:54.920 --> 00:55:57.559
<v Speaker 3>gave them all specific reasons to find you guys, and

994
00:55:57.679 --> 00:56:00.639
<v Speaker 3>like help you with something, but I can't remember them all.

995
00:56:00.679 --> 00:56:04.239
<v Speaker 3>I only remember Olivia's. So I sent the octpus off

996
00:56:04.320 --> 00:56:06.639
<v Speaker 3>for you Nick. And then I pulled this log out

997
00:56:06.679 --> 00:56:11.840
<v Speaker 3>above the water and this seahawk. This osprey flew down

998
00:56:11.880 --> 00:56:13.199
<v Speaker 3>and sat in front of me and I said, look,

999
00:56:13.719 --> 00:56:15.000
<v Speaker 3>my wife's up on that mountain.

1000
00:56:15.599 --> 00:56:16.480
<v Speaker 2>You need to go to her.

1001
00:56:16.639 --> 00:56:20.679
<v Speaker 3>She needs help, right, So then the osprey, the seahawk

1002
00:56:20.840 --> 00:56:24.800
<v Speaker 3>flew off and uh. Then I sent a knight in

1003
00:56:25.000 --> 00:56:27.360
<v Speaker 3>armor to Casey. I said, I remember that too.

1004
00:56:27.440 --> 00:56:29.679
<v Speaker 2>She ended up seeing no no, no, no, no no.

1005
00:56:30.000 --> 00:56:34.000
<v Speaker 2>She went on a journey with you. Yeah. Remember it

1006
00:56:34.119 --> 00:56:36.559
<v Speaker 2>was like her most profound Yeah. Yeah.

1007
00:56:37.159 --> 00:56:39.599
<v Speaker 3>And it was that obviously, something about like you know,

1008
00:56:39.679 --> 00:56:42.480
<v Speaker 3>the armor there, like protection or or something like that.

1009
00:56:42.559 --> 00:56:44.159
<v Speaker 2>And the day before I saw a night in armor.

1010
00:56:44.239 --> 00:56:46.599
<v Speaker 2>I didn't connect that at the moment. There was a

1011
00:56:46.679 --> 00:56:47.079
<v Speaker 2>theme there.

1012
00:56:47.679 --> 00:56:50.400
<v Speaker 3>So then I sent a lion to Jenny, and I

1013
00:56:50.519 --> 00:56:53.760
<v Speaker 3>sent my dog to you Ryan, really uh huh. And

1014
00:56:53.840 --> 00:56:55.639
<v Speaker 3>then I was like, you never got it.

1015
00:56:56.000 --> 00:56:58.239
<v Speaker 2>But I got the shark though. Yeah, scary thing. So

1016
00:56:58.320 --> 00:57:00.320
<v Speaker 2>I just sent I just sent my dog to you.

1017
00:57:00.480 --> 00:57:03.440
<v Speaker 3>And then I was like, oh, well, when Juno gets

1018
00:57:03.519 --> 00:57:05.639
<v Speaker 3>done with you, he can go or she can go

1019
00:57:05.719 --> 00:57:09.760
<v Speaker 3>to Olivia. And then I think I kind of opened

1020
00:57:09.760 --> 00:57:11.159
<v Speaker 3>my eyes. It says eyes opened.

1021
00:57:11.480 --> 00:57:13.320
<v Speaker 2>But then I put down alignment Egypt.

1022
00:57:13.360 --> 00:57:16.440
<v Speaker 3>I think I kind of went back in and ended

1023
00:57:16.519 --> 00:57:21.079
<v Speaker 3>up going to the Pyramids, but I don't remember a

1024
00:57:21.159 --> 00:57:22.960
<v Speaker 3>lot of that part, but I obviously wrote it down.

1025
00:57:23.480 --> 00:57:25.800
<v Speaker 2>Now. The cool thing about Olivia's.

1026
00:57:26.719 --> 00:57:29.079
<v Speaker 3>Is she was kind of going to the same place

1027
00:57:29.920 --> 00:57:33.960
<v Speaker 3>in every meditation, and this time again she had gone

1028
00:57:34.440 --> 00:57:36.400
<v Speaker 3>into the meditation and was in the same place and

1029
00:57:36.440 --> 00:57:39.519
<v Speaker 3>it was like a magic carpet ride under a night

1030
00:57:39.599 --> 00:57:41.920
<v Speaker 3>sky kind of thing, and she was struggling to get

1031
00:57:42.000 --> 00:57:46.719
<v Speaker 3>anywhere else from there, right And in this meditation, I

1032
00:57:46.800 --> 00:57:51.239
<v Speaker 3>sent her the seahawk and she's in the same place

1033
00:57:51.480 --> 00:57:55.920
<v Speaker 3>and the U and CW seahawk logo appears in her sky,

1034
00:57:57.079 --> 00:58:01.199
<v Speaker 3>and that triggered something for her to like progress, and

1035
00:58:01.400 --> 00:58:04.760
<v Speaker 3>she ended up doing more than just sitting in that

1036
00:58:04.960 --> 00:58:08.480
<v Speaker 3>one spot for her meditation, so it did help her.

1037
00:58:09.039 --> 00:58:11.320
<v Speaker 3>So that was the most wild thing to me, and

1038
00:58:11.400 --> 00:58:13.800
<v Speaker 3>that's what stuck with me. And then the things that

1039
00:58:14.239 --> 00:58:19.880
<v Speaker 3>went and visited you and Casey, and that was incredibly incredible,

1040
00:58:20.360 --> 00:58:22.119
<v Speaker 3>incredibly incredibly incredible.

1041
00:58:24.400 --> 00:58:28.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, on this one, I again didn't have any visions Sunday.

1042
00:58:28.360 --> 00:58:31.360
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't having a lot of visuals, which is the norm.

1043
00:58:32.119 --> 00:58:34.760
<v Speaker 2>I just wrote. I repeated the mantra, I am focused,

1044
00:58:34.760 --> 00:58:38.719
<v Speaker 2>I am driven, I am creative, I am unlimited. After

1045
00:58:38.840 --> 00:58:42.239
<v Speaker 2>a while, the mantra became automatic, and after a while

1046
00:58:42.360 --> 00:58:45.480
<v Speaker 2>longer I realized I had stopped the mantra and I

1047
00:58:45.679 --> 00:58:54.280
<v Speaker 2>was just humming. I remember you saying that, that's all

1048
00:58:54.320 --> 00:58:59.320
<v Speaker 2>I wrote, resident tuning baby, Yes, I love that, So

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00:58:59.400 --> 00:59:05.360
<v Speaker 2>this still right? Yeah, just skip? You might have because

1050
00:59:05.360 --> 00:59:07.280
<v Speaker 2>I may have. I feel like I remember all of

1051
00:59:07.320 --> 00:59:09.960
<v Speaker 2>those things that you were saying, being like the next one.

1052
00:59:10.360 --> 00:59:15.239
<v Speaker 2>I thought it was the last one, but maybe not.

1053
00:59:15.360 --> 00:59:17.519
<v Speaker 2>I mean, so I'm looking at exercise too. Mine is

1054
00:59:17.599 --> 00:59:19.960
<v Speaker 2>really brief. Had a hard time going to the name

1055
00:59:20.000 --> 00:59:21.679
<v Speaker 2>of it. I didn't want to be saying the name

1056
00:59:21.760 --> 00:59:26.360
<v Speaker 2>of the ones. Yeah, yeah, okay, yeah, I'm on the

1057
00:59:26.400 --> 00:59:27.880
<v Speaker 2>right one. I may have skipped. I don't know. I'm

1058
00:59:27.920 --> 00:59:28.400
<v Speaker 2>on the right one.

1059
00:59:28.519 --> 00:59:30.880
<v Speaker 1>I wrote them by exercise one, exercise two, exercise three,

1060
00:59:30.920 --> 00:59:32.800
<v Speaker 1>and then I wrote the mantra under the exercise number.

1061
00:59:34.440 --> 00:59:37.079
<v Speaker 1>So I had a really hard time going deep at

1062
00:59:37.079 --> 00:59:40.880
<v Speaker 1>first on this one, maybe for like five minutes or something.

1063
00:59:40.880 --> 00:59:44.199
<v Speaker 2>I was just really not relaxed. And I thought about

1064
00:59:44.239 --> 00:59:45.360
<v Speaker 2>it in that moment and I was like, you know

1065
00:59:45.400 --> 00:59:45.960
<v Speaker 2>what I'll lose.

1066
00:59:46.039 --> 00:59:48.679
<v Speaker 1>I'll use what I learned a gateway. So I did

1067
00:59:48.840 --> 00:59:52.840
<v Speaker 1>the encoding method to go to focus fifteen. I cannot

1068
00:59:52.920 --> 00:59:56.880
<v Speaker 1>remember if this exercise was ad focus fifteen, but maybe

1069
00:59:56.960 --> 00:59:57.280
<v Speaker 1>it was.

1070
00:59:57.440 --> 01:00:01.199
<v Speaker 2>I think it was. But for whatever reason, in that moment.

1071
01:00:01.000 --> 01:00:04.079
<v Speaker 1>I decided I'm going to go into focus fifteen manually.

1072
01:00:05.119 --> 01:00:07.159
<v Speaker 1>And when I did that, I saw myself expand yet

1073
01:00:07.199 --> 01:00:09.119
<v Speaker 1>again to the size of the universe. I did that

1074
01:00:09.199 --> 01:00:13.599
<v Speaker 1>a day before in a previous exercise. Granted, maybe I

1075
01:00:13.639 --> 01:00:17.400
<v Speaker 1>shouldn't say that's what happened to me, and it's happened

1076
01:00:17.440 --> 01:00:18.920
<v Speaker 1>to me before and other exercises.

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01:00:18.960 --> 01:00:19.519
<v Speaker 2>I'll just say that.

1078
01:00:21.199 --> 01:00:23.440
<v Speaker 1>And then it came to me in that state that

1079
01:00:24.079 --> 01:00:26.800
<v Speaker 1>thoughts are actions and we have to be in control

1080
01:00:26.840 --> 01:00:31.440
<v Speaker 1>of our actions. In other words, true mastery comes from

1081
01:00:33.800 --> 01:00:37.360
<v Speaker 1>controlling your thoughts, controlling your thought. Nobody is perfect and

1082
01:00:37.440 --> 01:00:41.440
<v Speaker 1>can be in full control of the thought, but you

1083
01:00:41.519 --> 01:00:44.360
<v Speaker 1>know you can try. You can be conscious of this

1084
01:00:44.440 --> 01:00:48.119
<v Speaker 1>and observe this, because thoughts do have vibrations, they are actions.

1085
01:00:48.679 --> 01:00:52.159
<v Speaker 1>Even the very things that you think in your mind

1086
01:00:52.239 --> 01:00:55.960
<v Speaker 1>are an action. On some level, it's a choice, even

1087
01:00:56.000 --> 01:01:00.320
<v Speaker 1>though it's a very subtle level of consciousness. Like the

1088
01:01:00.440 --> 01:01:03.360
<v Speaker 1>game is trying to get to that level, to where

1089
01:01:03.440 --> 01:01:07.280
<v Speaker 1>you're aware of your thoughts. Even, you know, to the

1090
01:01:07.360 --> 01:01:11.039
<v Speaker 1>point of shifting them to be more positive and more

1091
01:01:11.119 --> 01:01:14.119
<v Speaker 1>loving towards others and being in control of our actions.

1092
01:01:15.199 --> 01:01:16.800
<v Speaker 1>And then I saw myself as a serpent and it

1093
01:01:16.880 --> 01:01:19.639
<v Speaker 1>was like Kundalini like energy rising.

1094
01:01:20.559 --> 01:01:20.880
<v Speaker 2>That was it.

1095
01:01:21.159 --> 01:01:22.719
<v Speaker 1>That was it for that exercise for me, it was

1096
01:01:22.760 --> 01:01:29.719
<v Speaker 1>a very deep one. Cue to an exercise three, which

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01:01:29.800 --> 01:01:33.639
<v Speaker 1>is the one that yeah, this one, Yeah, that's the

1098
01:01:33.840 --> 01:01:35.440
<v Speaker 1>three yeah, yeah, yeah, that's where we.

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01:01:35.480 --> 01:01:38.239
<v Speaker 2>Do you have anything for three? Alex? I didn't write

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01:01:38.239 --> 01:01:40.960
<v Speaker 2>them down like that. I don't know. I mean, what's

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01:01:41.039 --> 01:01:50.039
<v Speaker 2>your next experience after the one you just read? If

1102
01:01:50.079 --> 01:01:54.000
<v Speaker 2>you skip one, just run it back. No, I don't

1103
01:01:54.039 --> 01:01:59.320
<v Speaker 2>have a lot written down. Yeah. I literally on this meditation,

1104
01:01:59.400 --> 01:02:01.440
<v Speaker 2>I fell asleep. It was a free flow. There was

1105
01:02:01.599 --> 01:02:04.760
<v Speaker 2>no real That's probably why there was no track. There

1106
01:02:04.840 --> 01:02:06.920
<v Speaker 2>was no instruction. It was just show up and do

1107
01:02:07.039 --> 01:02:10.320
<v Speaker 2>whatever you want. I yeah, I put. I fell asleep

1108
01:02:10.360 --> 01:02:12.480
<v Speaker 2>within a few minutes of starting, and then woke up

1109
01:02:12.519 --> 01:02:15.599
<v Speaker 2>when I heard Casey stirring. After the experience was finished,

1110
01:02:16.000 --> 01:02:17.400
<v Speaker 2>I like, I heard her in the next room and

1111
01:02:17.480 --> 01:02:20.159
<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh, whoa, so you clicked out? Yeah,

1112
01:02:20.199 --> 01:02:22.559
<v Speaker 2>And I looked and there was like three minutes left,

1113
01:02:22.599 --> 01:02:25.960
<v Speaker 2>I think, and I was just like, I was very disoriented.

1114
01:02:26.920 --> 01:02:28.960
<v Speaker 3>So in the last one, Nick, did did you write

1115
01:02:29.000 --> 01:02:31.039
<v Speaker 3>down something about your eight year old self?

1116
01:02:31.199 --> 01:02:33.719
<v Speaker 2>Yes, that was the last one, yes. Yeah.

1117
01:02:33.880 --> 01:02:38.239
<v Speaker 3>So that's how I interpreted that. The octopus the octopus right,

1118
01:02:38.400 --> 01:02:40.559
<v Speaker 3>because I was very intentional about the octopus because it

1119
01:02:40.559 --> 01:02:41.239
<v Speaker 3>has eight legs.

1120
01:02:41.480 --> 01:02:43.199
<v Speaker 2>I remember that your eight year old self. Yeah, and

1121
01:02:43.320 --> 01:02:45.039
<v Speaker 2>you were like, you're a cool kid. That was the

1122
01:02:45.159 --> 01:02:48.440
<v Speaker 2>experience that that was my standout every time I think

1123
01:02:48.480 --> 01:02:49.679
<v Speaker 2>about Creation Station.

1124
01:02:49.519 --> 01:02:51.599
<v Speaker 3>And that's the same time he sent you the octopus,

1125
01:02:51.760 --> 01:02:53.559
<v Speaker 3>and it was and I sent you the octopus with

1126
01:02:53.639 --> 01:02:56.960
<v Speaker 3>the intention of like, go tell Nick he's doing a

1127
01:02:57.000 --> 01:02:59.400
<v Speaker 3>great job, or like tail Nick that he's extremely talented

1128
01:02:59.639 --> 01:02:59.960
<v Speaker 3>or something.

1129
01:03:00.360 --> 01:03:03.159
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I remember you saying that. Yeah, Which so then

1130
01:03:03.239 --> 01:03:07.679
<v Speaker 2>that means that that that program or that module whatever,

1131
01:03:08.719 --> 01:03:13.960
<v Speaker 2>that meditation was the standout for both of us. Interesting,

1132
01:03:14.440 --> 01:03:17.679
<v Speaker 2>so I have anything for three Yeah, I finally had

1133
01:03:17.719 --> 01:03:20.199
<v Speaker 2>my moment where I send something to the group. You

1134
01:03:20.320 --> 01:03:23.360
<v Speaker 2>didn't get it, and neither did Olivia. But this was

1135
01:03:23.400 --> 01:03:25.199
<v Speaker 2>a free flow. It was like do whatever you want.

1136
01:03:26.079 --> 01:03:28.239
<v Speaker 1>And I kind of got a little confident and I

1137
01:03:28.320 --> 01:03:29.960
<v Speaker 1>was like, you know what, I deeply desire to go

1138
01:03:30.039 --> 01:03:33.119
<v Speaker 1>out of body. So I started using some of the

1139
01:03:33.159 --> 01:03:37.920
<v Speaker 1>tricks you learned at the Gateway experience. I should they're

1140
01:03:37.960 --> 01:03:41.679
<v Speaker 1>not tricks, they're techniques, right, yeah, And I start doing

1141
01:03:41.760 --> 01:03:45.079
<v Speaker 1>one of the techniques there that particularly works for me.

1142
01:03:45.800 --> 01:03:47.119
<v Speaker 1>Next thing I knew, I was out of my body

1143
01:03:47.119 --> 01:03:51.280
<v Speaker 1>and I was flying over the ocean, and it shocked

1144
01:03:51.320 --> 01:03:53.800
<v Speaker 1>me and I like went right back, and I was like, whoa,

1145
01:03:53.920 --> 01:03:56.320
<v Speaker 1>it actually worked. But see, the thing is, when you

1146
01:03:56.400 --> 01:04:00.639
<v Speaker 1>go out of body, at least for me, it's very

1147
01:04:00.800 --> 01:04:03.599
<v Speaker 1>disorienting because one second you're in your body and then

1148
01:04:03.639 --> 01:04:07.159
<v Speaker 1>one second you're not, and it's it's almost like you.

1149
01:04:07.239 --> 01:04:10.480
<v Speaker 2>Come back and you're like whoa. You know, it's it's

1150
01:04:10.679 --> 01:04:14.280
<v Speaker 2>very mind altering for sure.

1151
01:04:15.239 --> 01:04:19.960
<v Speaker 1>But so I went out of body, was shocked back

1152
01:04:20.000 --> 01:04:25.480
<v Speaker 1>because I didn't think it would actually happen, and I

1153
01:04:25.599 --> 01:04:28.559
<v Speaker 1>still had time left in the exercise. So I was like, Okay, well,

1154
01:04:28.599 --> 01:04:30.559
<v Speaker 1>I want to send something to everyone in the group.

1155
01:04:31.119 --> 01:04:36.920
<v Speaker 1>So I sent a lotus flower of light, just like

1156
01:04:37.079 --> 01:04:40.920
<v Speaker 1>focused on a lotus flower, you know, like the kind

1157
01:04:40.960 --> 01:04:43.960
<v Speaker 1>of unfold like the lotus pedals of the chakra, you know,

1158
01:04:44.239 --> 01:04:47.039
<v Speaker 1>this very sacred flower. I was like, I want to

1159
01:04:47.039 --> 01:04:48.920
<v Speaker 1>send it to the groups and into the group, and

1160
01:04:49.159 --> 01:04:50.960
<v Speaker 1>but I was thinking of it glowing and.

1161
01:04:51.000 --> 01:04:51.480
<v Speaker 2>Being of light.

1162
01:04:52.079 --> 01:04:56.519
<v Speaker 1>And then I was flashed and my vision like center

1163
01:04:56.639 --> 01:04:58.920
<v Speaker 1>in my vision with an eyeball of light, and it

1164
01:04:59.039 --> 01:05:01.760
<v Speaker 1>was like, whoa kind of like the lotus that I

1165
01:05:01.920 --> 01:05:05.760
<v Speaker 1>was visioning sending to everyone was the iris in the eyes.

1166
01:05:05.840 --> 01:05:07.599
<v Speaker 1>It flashed to me and it was an eyeball glowing

1167
01:05:07.639 --> 01:05:10.480
<v Speaker 1>of light like a like a like a third eye. Yeah,

1168
01:05:10.559 --> 01:05:13.239
<v Speaker 1>but it was like all up in my mind's eye,

1169
01:05:13.679 --> 01:05:17.840
<v Speaker 1>so to speak. And that was it for that experience

1170
01:05:18.079 --> 01:05:19.679
<v Speaker 1>that that I had. And then when we got back

1171
01:05:19.719 --> 01:05:23.119
<v Speaker 1>to the debrief, Jenny saw the lotus and the eye.

1172
01:05:24.840 --> 01:05:28.480
<v Speaker 1>Casey saw a lotus flower at the beginning, which is

1173
01:05:28.559 --> 01:05:31.480
<v Speaker 1>interesting because I didn't send the lotus until later she

1174
01:05:31.559 --> 01:05:34.679
<v Speaker 1>had already seen it, and I was like, so it

1175
01:05:34.760 --> 01:05:38.000
<v Speaker 1>just goes into the timelessness, yes, right. And then Alex

1176
01:05:38.159 --> 01:05:42.000
<v Speaker 1>just saw a flower, which is interesting because before in

1177
01:05:42.119 --> 01:05:44.480
<v Speaker 1>my mind I shaped it into a lotus. My first

1178
01:05:44.519 --> 01:05:47.119
<v Speaker 1>thought was I want to send a flower. No, I

1179
01:05:47.199 --> 01:05:50.239
<v Speaker 1>want to send a lotus flower. Let's be really specific.

1180
01:05:50.360 --> 01:05:53.559
<v Speaker 1>Make it glow, make it make it glow like light.

1181
01:05:53.920 --> 01:05:59.400
<v Speaker 1>And it was just, you know, interesting because everybody got

1182
01:05:59.480 --> 01:06:04.039
<v Speaker 1>elements of different elements of what I was creating in

1183
01:06:04.239 --> 01:06:04.800
<v Speaker 1>my thoughts.

1184
01:06:05.519 --> 01:06:08.079
<v Speaker 2>You know what I mean. You're manifested different for everybody.

1185
01:06:08.360 --> 01:06:11.320
<v Speaker 1>Yes, but every little detail that I had thought about

1186
01:06:11.360 --> 01:06:13.519
<v Speaker 1>it was picked up on by one of those three,

1187
01:06:14.280 --> 01:06:19.719
<v Speaker 1>like Alex, Casey and Jenny. And then dang, there was

1188
01:06:19.800 --> 01:06:22.679
<v Speaker 1>something else. I was going to go back on something,

1189
01:06:22.719 --> 01:06:27.599
<v Speaker 1>but I can't. Oh, I wrote this down the day before. No, no,

1190
01:06:27.760 --> 01:06:28.159
<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry.

1191
01:06:28.280 --> 01:06:29.159
<v Speaker 2>This was the same day.

1192
01:06:29.280 --> 01:06:34.119
<v Speaker 1>I wrote it down before this exercise actually, which is

1193
01:06:34.400 --> 01:06:36.800
<v Speaker 1>interesting because I didn't pick up on this at the time,

1194
01:06:36.960 --> 01:06:39.239
<v Speaker 1>but right before we started this exercise, this is what

1195
01:06:39.360 --> 01:06:43.119
<v Speaker 1>I wrote down. The present is a gateway to the timeless.

1196
01:06:43.400 --> 01:06:45.880
<v Speaker 1>I think that, Yeah, that must be something that we

1197
01:06:45.960 --> 01:06:46.639
<v Speaker 1>were told to write.

1198
01:06:48.239 --> 01:06:50.159
<v Speaker 2>I have written. Yeah.

1199
01:06:50.320 --> 01:06:54.199
<v Speaker 1>But what's interesting is, right, see, we're doing so many exercises.

1200
01:06:54.239 --> 01:06:56.559
<v Speaker 1>We're not like going backwards at that time and being like,

1201
01:06:56.639 --> 01:06:57.599
<v Speaker 1>let me read the stuff we wrote.

1202
01:06:58.000 --> 01:06:59.960
<v Speaker 2>You know, we're moving forward. We're moving forward.

1203
01:07:00.239 --> 01:07:02.199
<v Speaker 1>But looking back on it now, it's just interesting that

1204
01:07:02.280 --> 01:07:05.679
<v Speaker 1>we wrote that with the intention of, you know, entering

1205
01:07:05.719 --> 01:07:08.679
<v Speaker 1>this gateway into the timeless. And I had shaped this

1206
01:07:08.840 --> 01:07:11.039
<v Speaker 1>lotus in my mind, but Casey, I did that at

1207
01:07:11.079 --> 01:07:12.719
<v Speaker 1>the end of my exercise, and Casey had already seen

1208
01:07:12.760 --> 01:07:14.880
<v Speaker 1>a lotus in the beginning hers. So it's this timeless

1209
01:07:14.920 --> 01:07:17.199
<v Speaker 1>interaction here the time really warp.

1210
01:07:17.199 --> 01:07:19.239
<v Speaker 2>Kind of thing. Yeah. Yeah, there was a lot of

1211
01:07:19.320 --> 01:07:23.199
<v Speaker 2>weird time warp beet stuff, right, yeah, and I think

1212
01:07:23.239 --> 01:07:25.239
<v Speaker 2>we have one little exercise left. Yeah, we're on the

1213
01:07:25.320 --> 01:07:26.079
<v Speaker 2>last exercise.

1214
01:07:26.159 --> 01:07:26.360
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

1215
01:07:26.360 --> 01:07:30.360
<v Speaker 2>I remember that one being fun because I wrote, Wow, yeah,

1216
01:07:30.360 --> 01:07:33.599
<v Speaker 2>it was profound that one. This is my big standout one.

1217
01:07:34.320 --> 01:07:37.599
<v Speaker 2>You go ahead. This was basic for me. Okay, So

1218
01:07:38.880 --> 01:07:41.960
<v Speaker 2>I was in I remember it because this was the

1219
01:07:42.039 --> 01:07:45.719
<v Speaker 2>only vision I had this day, and it was extremely vivid.

1220
01:07:47.960 --> 01:07:54.760
<v Speaker 2>I was in this beautiful, lush like spruce forest in

1221
01:07:54.840 --> 01:08:01.280
<v Speaker 2>the mountains with these just massive, massive spruce tree and

1222
01:08:02.320 --> 01:08:05.280
<v Speaker 2>I wrote, I became one with the forest. And I

1223
01:08:05.360 --> 01:08:11.239
<v Speaker 2>sent everyone pine cones. Yep. I think some somebody got

1224
01:08:11.719 --> 01:08:13.800
<v Speaker 2>My vision was very limited. I didn't get one. I

1225
01:08:13.880 --> 01:08:16.520
<v Speaker 2>think maybe a couple people got a pine cone. Case

1226
01:08:17.079 --> 01:08:22.439
<v Speaker 2>Casey got a pine I didn't get mine in the meditation, right, yeah, right,

1227
01:08:22.880 --> 01:08:25.239
<v Speaker 2>I could have sworn you got years later, that's right.

1228
01:08:25.319 --> 01:08:27.640
<v Speaker 2>I remember that was crazy. You'll have to ask Jenny,

1229
01:08:27.640 --> 01:08:29.520
<v Speaker 2>but I could have sworn she did get one. She did.

1230
01:08:29.600 --> 01:08:31.840
<v Speaker 2>That's right. And then Casey said that she had a

1231
01:08:31.960 --> 01:08:34.560
<v Speaker 2>room full of them. She had, Yes, she had a

1232
01:08:34.680 --> 01:08:38.439
<v Speaker 2>room full of them that sprouted into trees. Yeah, and

1233
01:08:38.479 --> 01:08:43.319
<v Speaker 2>they all they all sprouted into trees. Music began to

1234
01:08:43.560 --> 01:08:47.079
<v Speaker 2>sound in the forest. I became one with the music.

1235
01:08:48.000 --> 01:08:50.920
<v Speaker 2>I got the sense that my purpose in this world

1236
01:08:51.159 --> 01:08:54.720
<v Speaker 2>is to bask in the beauty. Wait, no, I got

1237
01:08:54.760 --> 01:08:56.760
<v Speaker 2>the sense that my purpose is to bask in the

1238
01:08:56.840 --> 01:09:00.720
<v Speaker 2>beauty of the world. I met an eight year old

1239
01:09:00.840 --> 01:09:04.520
<v Speaker 2>version of myself and he looked nervous. I told him

1240
01:09:04.560 --> 01:09:07.279
<v Speaker 2>he was a cool kid. And we held hands and

1241
01:09:07.479 --> 01:09:11.880
<v Speaker 2>walked through the woods. Then we laid down and took

1242
01:09:11.960 --> 01:09:17.199
<v Speaker 2>in the forest. And that was it. Wow, But it

1243
01:09:17.279 --> 01:09:20.760
<v Speaker 2>was very it felt very profound. So the thing came

1244
01:09:20.960 --> 01:09:23.079
<v Speaker 2>in the next one. It was in the last one.

1245
01:09:23.760 --> 01:09:28.239
<v Speaker 2>It was in the last one that we did as

1246
01:09:28.239 --> 01:09:32.119
<v Speaker 2>then as a gateway to the timeless, right. It was,

1247
01:09:32.760 --> 01:09:35.600
<v Speaker 2>it was extremely profound. It was it was the feelings,

1248
01:09:35.920 --> 01:09:41.960
<v Speaker 2>the overwhelming feelings, and like meeting the younger version of

1249
01:09:42.039 --> 01:09:45.760
<v Speaker 2>myself who looked nervous, and just kind of like being

1250
01:09:45.800 --> 01:09:50.079
<v Speaker 2>able to reassure him and just chill with him, and

1251
01:09:50.439 --> 01:09:53.840
<v Speaker 2>and and like be in nature and bask in the

1252
01:09:53.840 --> 01:09:57.439
<v Speaker 2>beauty of the world. Uh. It was really really and

1253
01:09:57.760 --> 01:10:02.000
<v Speaker 2>and there's this like beautiful, almost like sacred frequency. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>that's what we're listening to, but it felt like it

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<v Speaker 2>was coming from the forest. Yeah, and we were just

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<v Speaker 2>like bathing in it. It was so profound. I remember

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<v Speaker 2>still how it made me feel. I felt this overwhelming

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<v Speaker 2>sense of like love and warmth, and like I can

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<v Speaker 2>still feel it if I think about that moment. Was very,

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<v Speaker 2>very profound. Every time I think of the Creation Station,

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<v Speaker 2>I think of that experience that I had.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, talking about this stuff and then listening is

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<v Speaker 1>one thing, but it doesn't come close to the actual

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<v Speaker 1>firsthand experience for sure, that is being had. And my

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<v Speaker 1>final experience was nothing worth sharing.

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<v Speaker 2>It was just like really nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>And Alex, obviously we can dive into yours, but I

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<v Speaker 1>just wanted to say, like, for people out there, some

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<v Speaker 1>of these stories might sound like whoa, that's wild, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>but just a mad and being in that state and

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<v Speaker 1>experiencing it firsthand without any hallucinogens, without any uh you know,

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<v Speaker 1>crazy dogmatic practice. Yeah, yeah, nothing, it's just your mind.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's like, you know, from any of these experiences

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<v Speaker 1>you're really there or you know, you're out of your

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<v Speaker 1>body and you're somewhere else. It's very powerful and it's

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<v Speaker 1>very surreal. Even reading back on the notebook and then

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01:11:25.520 --> 01:11:28.079
<v Speaker 1>reading some of your words, it's like, wow, this felt

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<v Speaker 1>very heavy.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know what I mean. It's interesting, like you

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01:11:33.159 --> 01:11:39.319
<v Speaker 2>know it the the frequencies that they've crafted. Uh, they

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<v Speaker 2>really they really really work, they really do something. Uh yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I you know, I had my curiosities, like I wonder

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<v Speaker 2>if this is how different this is from your standard

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01:11:51.640 --> 01:11:56.039
<v Speaker 2>like binaural beats or like solf Edgio frequencies. But it

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<v Speaker 2>is very different and it is powerful stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>Like seriously, and you're in especially good hands with Agnasio's

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01:12:03.840 --> 01:12:06.319
<v Speaker 1>program because he's one of the guys who like makes it.

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<v Speaker 1>He's one of the sound signs.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, I mean for sure, yeah, but he's great.

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<v Speaker 2>But it like that, those frequencies, it's powerful stuff. Wow,

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01:12:15.720 --> 01:12:19.000
<v Speaker 2>it's powerful. It is very powerful. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Did you have anything to report? Well, the last thing

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<v Speaker 3>I wanted to share is not from a meditation. It's

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<v Speaker 3>from my final thoughts after we completed the weekend, and

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<v Speaker 3>my final thoughts were we are special and we have

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<v Speaker 3>changed the world. Wow, Ignasio is the man.

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<v Speaker 1>I was gonna do a quick look at their website.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I don't have to do this now, I guess,

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<v Speaker 1>but I wanted to see if Creation Station was on

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<v Speaker 1>their website or more or less like point people to

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<v Speaker 1>where they could find it.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you know what, man, we are special and we

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<v Speaker 2>have changed the world, and Agnasio is the man. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>those are all true statements.

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<v Speaker 3>Huh.

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<v Speaker 2>There's a creation station dot org website. Cool? Nice, interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so you can just go to creationstation dot org.

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<v Speaker 2>Is it the Monroe thing?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, yeah, but it's it's like a website dedicated

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<v Speaker 1>to this program. So I don't wanna I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to like say anything wrong or out of turn here.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure if Agnasio specifically created this program or

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<v Speaker 1>if whatever what, but he did train this program because

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<v Speaker 1>when I look at creationstation dot org here it says

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<v Speaker 1>it's run by Bob Holbrook and Ignasio. Bob Holbrook is

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<v Speaker 1>another one of the sound engineers we did the program

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<v Speaker 1>with Agnasio, who was a wonderful, wonderful human being. As

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<v Speaker 1>we said, he's like a brother to me and a

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<v Speaker 1>friend to our project and what we're doing. And I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't recommend doing this program enough with Ignasio, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Agreed you were in good hands. Serious.

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<v Speaker 1>So you can check out creationstation dot org. Even though

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<v Speaker 1>it's not the Monroe Institute's official website, it is a

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<v Speaker 1>Monroe Institute website that's dedicated.

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<v Speaker 2>To the booking of this program. Gotcha. So I'm glad

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<v Speaker 2>I googled it on the spot because I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>how do I how do I find this? Yeah? So yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it was a profound It was a it was a

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<v Speaker 2>profound experience. I'm so happy that we did it as

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<v Speaker 2>a team and we all got to like share our

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<v Speaker 2>experiences with each other as they were happening. And I

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<v Speaker 2>do feel like I left with some new tools to

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<v Speaker 2>help kind of get the creative juices flowing if they

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<v Speaker 2>feel stopped up. I will also say I don't feel

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<v Speaker 2>as blocked creatively as I did before doing it. And

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<v Speaker 2>I also feel generally like since we did that that

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<v Speaker 2>I have my disposition has been a little bit better.

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01:14:59.319 --> 01:15:03.399
<v Speaker 2>I feel a little bit lighter and happier. I think

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<v Speaker 2>the amazing thing about doing this work it's like doing mushrooms,

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<v Speaker 2>Like it is the the way that I feel after

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01:15:10.800 --> 01:15:14.920
<v Speaker 2>is similar to after doing mushrooms, and sometimes the way

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<v Speaker 2>you feel during is the same depending on where you're

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<v Speaker 2>There were times where I was feeling kind of trippy. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>but the beautiful thing about this work is that it's cumulative,

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<v Speaker 2>so compounds. Yes, Yes, the more you do it, the

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<v Speaker 2>more it compounds. I'm very excited to do another Monroe Retreat.

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<v Speaker 2>Whenever it happens, I'm very excited to do it.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, that's my closing thoughts, my final thoughts. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a piece.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I can't recommend it enough Agram, You're you,

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<v Speaker 1>and I am looking forward to going back this week

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<v Speaker 1>to further my education. And I did do another program recently,

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<v Speaker 1>but maybe I'll talk about that later.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool. Hell, yeah, it was, it was. It was great.

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<v Speaker 2>It was an honor to do it. And thanks again

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<v Speaker 2>a million to Ignacia. Yes, the man, the myth, the legend. Uh,

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<v Speaker 2>we peacing out, were peasing out? All right? Bye, guys,

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