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<v Speaker 1>Get ready for one fantastic a ride does Like My

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<v Speaker 1>Favorite Pokemon, I Choose You. My Little Pony is an

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<v Speaker 1>animated show from the nineteen eighties which has seen its

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<v Speaker 1>fair share of reboots, movies, merchandise, and reimaginings. The most

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<v Speaker 1>popular version of it today, at least as far as

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<v Speaker 1>I can tell, is the newer Friendship Is Magic Show.

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<v Speaker 1>The premise is pretty similar to the original. A bunch

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<v Speaker 1>of magical pony characters always have to save the day

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<v Speaker 1>from something or someone and learn about some type of

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<v Speaker 1>positive social notion on the way. This iteration, though, is

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<v Speaker 1>much snappier and it has a modern animation style. It's

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<v Speaker 1>earned it number one place in the hearts of many

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<v Speaker 1>adults today, too, like to the point where there's such

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<v Speaker 1>a phenomenon as quote Bronie's men buying their favorite ponies

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<v Speaker 1>branded merchandise, and much much more. I have known about

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<v Speaker 1>the general idea of Tolpa's for years now, but never

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<v Speaker 1>did I think that any grown up was combining the

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<v Speaker 1>idea of Tolpa's and colorful children's cartoon characters. This episode

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<v Speaker 1>actually is inspired directly by that discovery. Here's what I've

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<v Speaker 1>conjured up for you. What precisely is a topa. At

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<v Speaker 1>the most basic level, a topa is a thought form

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<v Speaker 1>being that is created from intense concentration. Originally, the idea

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<v Speaker 1>is said to be from the highest levels of Tibetan

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<v Speaker 1>spiritual magic. That's magic with a K, meaning that it

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<v Speaker 1>was ritual centered ceremonial magic. It apparently was also almost

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<v Speaker 1>exclusively reserved for high level group magic, as it is regarded,

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<v Speaker 1>or at least it was, as one of the most difficult,

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<v Speaker 1>if not the most difficult type of magic to complete

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<v Speaker 1>effectively and appropriately, as instructed by the masters of the religion. Additionally,

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<v Speaker 1>the serious Tibetan Buddhism masters and pupils of the ages

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<v Speaker 1>gone by had many commandments about how, when, why, where

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<v Speaker 1>to work with non corporeal beings and tulbas, and which

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<v Speaker 1>types of tulbas to create and when, why how. Their

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<v Speaker 1>version of tolpamatcy was a sacred art practiced almost exclusively

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<v Speaker 1>in holy service of the community. Outside of the traditional

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<v Speaker 1>Tibetan religion and practices, there exists a number of separate

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<v Speaker 1>classes of thought beings in the wider occult and mysticism community.

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<v Speaker 1>Gullums are said to be thought forms that are typically

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<v Speaker 1>programmed with one command. They are brought to life in

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<v Speaker 1>order to fulfill one mission or command only. Another serious

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<v Speaker 1>tulpa type is the servitor. From what I understand, these

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<v Speaker 1>types of thought forms are made by using sigils. These,

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<v Speaker 1>unlike gollums, can be programmed for multiple commands, and sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>can be said to gain sentience. They apparently still lack

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<v Speaker 1>free will. However, even with sentience, there are also the

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<v Speaker 1>igregor and others.

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<v Speaker 2>These days, as with many other concepts, the layman's notion

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<v Speaker 2>of the tulpa has changed with the times, people, culture,

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<v Speaker 2>and language. Whereas it used to be a strict religious

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<v Speaker 2>termsteped in mystery, today it is often used more casually

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<v Speaker 2>on the Internet and amongst the youth to talk about

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<v Speaker 2>an accidentally created imaginary friend in some cases what are

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<v Speaker 2>called headmates in other circles, or the detailed thought form

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<v Speaker 2>of a desired Wi Fu my Little Pony character on Reddit.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm thinking, though, that it could be used just as

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<v Speaker 2>accurately to describe much much more. I happen to be

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<v Speaker 2>of the persuasion that the body and brain are template

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<v Speaker 2>vessels like radio receivers, each with a specific range of

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<v Speaker 2>frequencies or in biological terms, each with genetic strengths, weaknesses,

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<v Speaker 2>and traits to that particularular vessel. It seems to me

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<v Speaker 2>that the body and brain then are influenced at least

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<v Speaker 2>to some degree by the soul who is in possession

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<v Speaker 2>of the receiver, and therefore it's timelines at any given moment.

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<v Speaker 2>Perhaps in reflection of this, recently, the common culture has

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<v Speaker 2>begun to shift and the newer generation of tolbamancers, headmat

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<v Speaker 2>has and drifty day dreamers have come up with a

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<v Speaker 2>new alternative vocabulary for specificity in tulpa type. We've got peragenic,

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<v Speaker 2>which apparently arises from, or is caused by, or influenced

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<v Speaker 2>by maadd which is maladaptive day dreaming. More on that later.

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<v Speaker 2>Periogenic a headmat system made up of walkins. More on

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<v Speaker 2>that later as well. Protogenic a system in one body

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<v Speaker 2>that has existed since birth were for as long as

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<v Speaker 2>they can remember, and perogenic refers to a system or

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<v Speaker 2>headmats that were created using thought based or metaphysical means,

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<v Speaker 2>usually deliberately meaning internally contained. More classic toulpus as for

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<v Speaker 2>the more formal, spiritual and or psychological side of modern

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<v Speaker 2>day Tulpa and tulpa esque conditions, practices, beliefs, and disorders.

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<v Speaker 2>Based on my experiences, studies, and current understanding, I've made

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<v Speaker 2>us an Iceberg style graphic to die. I've more fully

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<v Speaker 2>into the layers of them all. Here's where it gets

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<v Speaker 2>pretty heavy. There are a lot of shorthand substitutes for

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<v Speaker 2>DSM disorder names, and if you're not aware of them all,

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<v Speaker 2>I do encourage you to look them up on your own.

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<v Speaker 2>To explain each diagnosis would turn this video easily into

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<v Speaker 2>a two hour run. Character longing is the first layer.

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<v Speaker 2>This is when a person so loves the idea, appearance,

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<v Speaker 2>or any other aspect of a fictional character that they

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<v Speaker 2>form the idea of the character solidly enough in their

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<v Speaker 2>mind that it seems to become a real person to

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<v Speaker 2>the dreamer. But the dreamer knows that the character or

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<v Speaker 2>person in their mind and any fantasies, scenarios, et cetera,

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<v Speaker 2>are all fictional and that they are in control of

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<v Speaker 2>every detail. Moving on, we have my biological rotational acquisition theory,

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<v Speaker 2>and this is somewhat related to some of the symptoms

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<v Speaker 2>of dissociative identity disorder. If you know much of that

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<v Speaker 2>there was a psych pro that I came across several

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<v Speaker 2>years ago. She was talking about quote Did also being

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<v Speaker 2>possibly a genetic quantum brain setting more ability, a body

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<v Speaker 2>and brain with more flexible and permeable boundaries around which

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<v Speaker 2>spirit and soul hold them, and that these people are

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<v Speaker 2>being mislabeled as Did because no other understanding or term

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<v Speaker 2>exists for it professionally. Yet I cannot, for the life

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<v Speaker 2>of me find her name or remember who she is.

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<v Speaker 2>So if you do know who she is, please do share,

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<v Speaker 2>and I will put the information right here. Essentially because

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<v Speaker 2>of her own work and research on this, she said

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<v Speaker 2>that she believes that there is a portion of the

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<v Speaker 2>population who have a main personality or ego like most

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<v Speaker 2>human beings, who have not had or seemingly had severe

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<v Speaker 2>trauma in childhood, but that they are prone to possession

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<v Speaker 2>and not demonic possession where the victim is viewing vomit

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<v Speaker 2>and the head is spinning a la Reagan in the

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<v Speaker 2>original Exorcist movie.

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<v Speaker 3>No.

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<v Speaker 2>She said that she believes that there is a group

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<v Speaker 2>of spirits or so that share the body from the

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<v Speaker 2>non corporeal quantum side of life, and who come here

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<v Speaker 2>to experience and or achieve certain goals. I agree with her.

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<v Speaker 2>I call the action of organic switching between bodyholders rotational acquisition,

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<v Speaker 2>and the full genetic condition of it biological rotational acquisition theory,

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<v Speaker 2>which I consider a rare form of inherited external quantum possession,

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<v Speaker 2>wherein the main current incarnate human personality has no memory

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<v Speaker 2>of any possession or switching, but experience is missing time

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<v Speaker 2>among other high strangeness, and the person does not have

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<v Speaker 2>any other symptoms otherwise is diagnosed with or suspected of

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<v Speaker 2>having or having features of DD, NPD, ASPD, BPD, CPTSD, PTSD, MAA,

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<v Speaker 2>d D, schizophrenia, schizo effective or related features or disorders, depression,

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<v Speaker 2>bipolar of any kind add ADHD, a history or current

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<v Speaker 2>drug use or dependence, or any of such for alcoholism, mania, trauma,

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<v Speaker 2>and or moderate to severe anxiety disorders OCD, and no

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<v Speaker 2>immediate family history of them. From my time in providing

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<v Speaker 2>care in a multitude of ways pun intended and my

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<v Speaker 2>years of professional clinical studies on site at a severe

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<v Speaker 2>trauma recovery clinic, I've come to note that females, when

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<v Speaker 2>compared to male peers, are much more likely to develop

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<v Speaker 2>did M, ADD, BPD, and have a far higher likelihood

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<v Speaker 2>of being born to a body that operates on the

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<v Speaker 2>basis of rotational acquisition as its genetic default. I also

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<v Speaker 2>believe that certain children were bred in the old cultures

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<v Speaker 2>so Phoenician, Mayan Egyptian, because this was understood and exploited

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<v Speaker 2>in order to provide appropriate vessels for the gods to

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<v Speaker 2>inhabit within the physical world. This is still going on

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<v Speaker 2>today with the Dalai Lama reincarnation beliefs and practices. It's

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<v Speaker 2>just pitched differently to the public. In handling the few

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<v Speaker 2>cases of brat that I have over the years, I

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<v Speaker 2>found that these people benefit greatly from learning and practicing

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<v Speaker 2>daily grounding techniques and setting up mindfulness as a way

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<v Speaker 2>of life in every moment, abstaining from even occasional alcohol,

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<v Speaker 2>tobacco use, or drugs, especially drugs that have psychoactive effects,

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<v Speaker 2>and setting intentional energetic boundaries by claiming the body as

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<v Speaker 2>one's own and therefore the life as one's own regularly

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<v Speaker 2>and with passion. The other souls. In every case I've

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<v Speaker 2>seen of breat few as they are have respectfully vacated,

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<v Speaker 2>and this is if the person wants to be fully

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<v Speaker 2>here all the time, some do not because they are

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<v Speaker 2>sharing their body and with highly responsible, beneficial other souls

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<v Speaker 2>and gain a great deal by allowing shared access. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't judge either way. In these cases, the system is

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<v Speaker 2>a positive, well oiled, respectful, healthy machine with no mental illness,

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<v Speaker 2>drug or alcohol use, or addiction, abuse, or neglect, where

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<v Speaker 2>everyone is working on a shared schedule and all are

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<v Speaker 2>benefiting from the efforts, lives, contributions, and talents of everyone

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<v Speaker 2>else who shares the vessel. Who am I to object?

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<v Speaker 2>Madd or maladaptive daydreaming is next. This is a mental

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<v Speaker 2>condition which is classified as a response to stress and

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<v Speaker 2>or trauma in one's life, and the main symptom is

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<v Speaker 2>that of an extremely detailed inner world in which the

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<v Speaker 2>person spends enough time that the rest of their life, responsibilities,

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<v Speaker 2>and relationships are largely directly and negatively affected. People with

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<v Speaker 2>this condition tend to have overlapping symptoms with CPTSD, PTSD,

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<v Speaker 2>bpd DD, and other symptoms and diagnoses that are usually

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<v Speaker 2>based on extreme trauma, though some of these factors may

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<v Speaker 2>indeed be genetic in nature. Instead. Some with maadd cannot

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<v Speaker 2>stop themselves from indulging in the daydreaming. I believe It

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<v Speaker 2>is important to note that although MADD is typically part

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<v Speaker 2>of many severe trauma and stress responses, MADD can and

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<v Speaker 2>sometimes does seem to have other causes at times, and

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<v Speaker 2>I support the notion and the mental health care community

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<v Speaker 2>lately that it should have its own classification outside of

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<v Speaker 2>its role and connection with larger trauma response conditions. Next,

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<v Speaker 2>we have the walkins. The idea behind a walk in

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<v Speaker 2>is generally that a lifetime was too difficult for the

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<v Speaker 2>original soul and the new soul replaced the old soul

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<v Speaker 2>in a contractual surrender, or that someone had a near

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<v Speaker 2>death experience and for whatever reason came back different aka

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<v Speaker 2>as a whole new person because the original soul vacated

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<v Speaker 2>and another took full control and responsibility for the life

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<v Speaker 2>and the body. People sometimes report that their friend, family member,

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<v Speaker 2>or whomever came back as a totally different personality after

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<v Speaker 2>a near death experience. Is it indeed because they are

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<v Speaker 2>a different person a different soul, or is it only

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<v Speaker 2>because of biological changes such as brain chemistry, brain activity, or,

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<v Speaker 2>as I contend, is it both at the same time.

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<v Speaker 2>Dissociative identity disorder used to be called MPD or multiple

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<v Speaker 2>personality disorder. This is typically classed as an extreme trauma

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<v Speaker 2>response to unbearable childhood abuse, neglect, or chaos. It is

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<v Speaker 2>also said to be a result of ritual abuse, such

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<v Speaker 2>as with government programs like MK Ultra. The typical media

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<v Speaker 2>portrayal of DID is in movies such as American Ultra,

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<v Speaker 2>where there are certain planned trigger words, phrases, images, places,

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<v Speaker 2>or noises that cause the person with DD to switch

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<v Speaker 2>dramatically to a desired alternate personality or alter. But I

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<v Speaker 2>suspect that this type of DD is rather rare, as

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<v Speaker 2>the planning and planting that would need to go into

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<v Speaker 2>this class of developed purposeful person with DD aka system

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<v Speaker 2>would be immense and immaculate. A much better, more accurate

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<v Speaker 2>media depiction of DD would be in the recent show

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<v Speaker 2>Moon Night. It may also somewhat get into Braat territory.

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<v Speaker 2>For reference, Fritz Springmeyer wrote a handbook on this, and

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<v Speaker 2>there is even an old Egyptian manuscript on the creation

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<v Speaker 2>of such a slave as well. In most of real

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<v Speaker 2>life in the wild, as the kids say today, trauma

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<v Speaker 2>BASEDDD is nearly undetectable and unplanned. The switches between altars

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<v Speaker 2>on the outside, are almost entirely unnoticed. After all, it

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<v Speaker 2>is a trauma response whose sole purpose is to help

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<v Speaker 2>the person survive complete chaos. The current neurological and psychological

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<v Speaker 2>theories as I'm understanding them, are that the brain has

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<v Speaker 2>responded to harsh childhood abuse and neglect by walling off

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<v Speaker 2>portions of the developing full personality, its memories, trauma, likes, dislikes,

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<v Speaker 2>and even physical responses and interpretations of allergies and others stimuli.

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<v Speaker 2>Some studies have shown that one altar may be allergic to, say, peanuts,

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<v Speaker 2>and maybe going into a deadly allergic reaction, but switching

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<v Speaker 2>to another altar clears up the reaction within minutes. Different

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<v Speaker 2>altars also have different brain wave patterns and states of being. Apparently,

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<v Speaker 2>I do suspect that disembodied God's goddesses and other types

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<v Speaker 2>of non corporeal souls can also hop into someone with

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<v Speaker 2>the ID for a spin, since the ID is after all,

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<v Speaker 2>the complete erosion and lack of all boundaries internally and

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<v Speaker 2>boundary deficiency is a main cause of many lifetime determining experiences.

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<v Speaker 2>I believe this next level on the iceberg is the

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<v Speaker 2>idea that God and gods are told us that human

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<v Speaker 2>beings were so lonely and afraid of death that they

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<v Speaker 2>imagined benevolent creator beings. I think that that is enough said.

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<v Speaker 2>On this, schizophrenia begins our deepest descent. The general understanding

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<v Speaker 2>of schizophrenia is that it differs from DD and MADD

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<v Speaker 2>et cetera by being a complete separation from this reality,

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<v Speaker 2>complete with voices being physically heard by the person, delusions

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<v Speaker 2>and other severe hallucinations, plus and inability to function in

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<v Speaker 2>life without medication due to the accompanying mania, depression, and

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<v Speaker 2>disruption to nutritional and bodily needs, sleep, et cetera being met,

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<v Speaker 2>and the fact that the fulfillment of responsibilities and relationships

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<v Speaker 2>are all being completely obliterated. Recent research shows that it

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<v Speaker 2>is genetic and brain based, with a telltale sign being

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<v Speaker 2>that the eyes track, focus and function very differently than

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<v Speaker 2>someone who does not have schizophrenia. Until better neurological therapies

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<v Speaker 2>or complete cures are made or discovered, schizophrenia and its

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<v Speaker 2>sibling disorders require a treatment plan of permanent, careful, professionally

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<v Speaker 2>supervised lifestyle management combined with psychoactive prescription drugs designed specifically

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<v Speaker 2>for the management of schizophrenia and its symptoms. Negative possession

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<v Speaker 2>is our second to last stop. Negative possession is essentially

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<v Speaker 2>the opposite of biological rotational acquisition. In negative possession, a

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<v Speaker 2>person is being tormented from an external source by beings

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<v Speaker 2>that people today would call demons, hostile aliens, or spiritual, emotional,

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<v Speaker 2>or energetic parasites. These may be present with the person

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<v Speaker 2>since birth, as they may be haunting a particular family line,

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<v Speaker 2>or they may develop an attachment that turns into a

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<v Speaker 2>split style possession over time, where the original personality is

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<v Speaker 2>present and aware while the negative entity tortures the body,

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<v Speaker 2>the original personality and others in the area. This is

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<v Speaker 2>more of the classical demonic oppression and possession idea. Interestingly enough,

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<v Speaker 2>there is a man named Jerry Marzinski who insists that

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<v Speaker 2>schizophrenics aren't insane, but are really being tormented by non

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<v Speaker 2>human intelligences and entities. I concur somewhat. I believe that

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<v Speaker 2>there are genetically schizophrenic people, and that there are people

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<v Speaker 2>out there who are diagnosed as schizophrenic, but who are

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<v Speaker 2>indeed suffering from severe susceptibility to entity interference because of

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<v Speaker 2>poor or no oric lifestyle, health and or vibrational boundaries,

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<v Speaker 2>putting them on the same wavelength and within easy grasp

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<v Speaker 2>of the parasite or parasites. Jerry still does in depth

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<v Speaker 2>interviews on the subject, and I would highly recommend hearing

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<v Speaker 2>him out. For people with this torment, I have found

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<v Speaker 2>that a complete gutting of their lives is the only solution,

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<v Speaker 2>where everything is torn down and built entirely from scratch.

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<v Speaker 2>The bottom tip of our iceberg belongs to the Sophie's

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<v Speaker 2>World theory. As I have said many times before, this

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<v Speaker 2>many others to this day. It also has inspired this

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<v Speaker 1>What if none of us are real? What if we

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<v Speaker 1>are all told us fictional characters in someone else's book,

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<v Speaker 1>and some of us have been programmed or written to

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<v Speaker 1>at some point gain sentience about this reality. But is

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<v Speaker 1>that truly sentience?

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<v Speaker 3>Then?

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<v Speaker 1>What if ignorance really is bliss? This is where I

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<v Speaker 1>defend and rather admire the human experience. The typical human

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<v Speaker 1>lifetime experience mandates that one body has one soul and

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<v Speaker 1>one personality or ego, and that's what human being is,

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<v Speaker 1>who it is. They each live one lifetime, predictable, stable,

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<v Speaker 1>full of emotion. Because they're caught up in the story

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<v Speaker 1>that they tell themselves, their brains and their bodies filter

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<v Speaker 1>out almost everything except their one physical reality. I believe

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<v Speaker 1>that outside of the healthy, whole, intact incarnate human ego experience,

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<v Speaker 1>the ego style for other types of people's is more

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<v Speaker 1>like a kaleidoscope or a cracked mirror, with the whole

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<v Speaker 1>containing many near fractal mini egos, and that though they

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<v Speaker 1>are extremely magically talented wise and require much less for

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<v Speaker 1>their survival, I think that they may be bored and

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<v Speaker 1>or need human beings to stay entertained, engaged, mentally healthy,

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<v Speaker 1>and or maybe other factors too, and that this is

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<v Speaker 1>why we have seemingly one god, goddess race or phenomenon

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<v Speaker 1>taking on many faces, names, and appearances in order to

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<v Speaker 1>interact with humankind over the ages, including what religious people

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<v Speaker 1>call angels. Biblically accurate angels are rarely acknowledged, it seems,

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<v Speaker 1>and nonetheless I do believe that they should be for

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<v Speaker 1>many reasons. If it's been a while since you've enjoyed

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<v Speaker 1>yourself a sleepless night spent in acute fear, I suggest

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<v Speaker 1>looking up encounters with illustrations and descriptions of biblically accurate angels,

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<v Speaker 1>it may become readily apparent why they were said to

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<v Speaker 1>approach human people with the now famous motto do not

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<v Speaker 1>be afraid. What if my little pony and biblical angels

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<v Speaker 1>are just an example of two opposite sides of the

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<v Speaker 1>same coin. What if they are both originally just soothing

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<v Speaker 1>concepts that human beings made up and then eventually became

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<v Speaker 1>culturally real and then at last transcended those limits because

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<v Speaker 1>enough energy was put into them. And what if we

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<v Speaker 1>are the same as them, brought to life whatever that

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<v Speaker 1>may be, in the very same manner. What makes someone

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<v Speaker 1>or something real? What makes someone or something alive?

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<v Speaker 2>Sentient? What makes someone or something.

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<v Speaker 3>Real?

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<v Speaker 1>Makes a person who they are? Is it brain, chemistry, soul, spirit, memories, preferences,

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<v Speaker 1>all of that, some of it, none of it, something

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<v Speaker 1>completely different? What if egolessness or nearly so and creativity

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<v Speaker 1>are at the heart of some non human peoples and

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<v Speaker 1>ultimately of God. If you were this way, wouldn't you

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<v Speaker 1>want to take a break and immerse yourself in a

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<v Speaker 1>solid story experience too? Sometimes, if you have ever played

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<v Speaker 1>Super Smash, Brothers Melee. You might remember the game ending.

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<v Speaker 1>It's highly relevant to my point here. My suggestion is

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<v Speaker 1>to have fun, live a life of your choosing as

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<v Speaker 1>much as possible. Why not have fun, treat this life

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<v Speaker 1>as you please, and go with the flow. Between three

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<v Speaker 1>of us on the battlefield today, who won.

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<v Speaker 4>Sudden clatt st st stop st.

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<v Speaker 3>Bunco stock bass, that's.

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<v Speaker 4>That's stun stout bout BT. And thought about