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<v Speaker 1>Not gonna lie, darling. I'm glad to see that you're awake.

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<v Speaker 1>You were fussing and fighting and squirming all night. I

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't sure if you were up, you were down. You

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<v Speaker 1>were cognizant, but your bidles stayed pretty strong. Hmm, No,

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<v Speaker 1>I can I can understand you? Can you not understand me? Well?

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<v Speaker 2>No, my lips are moving?

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<v Speaker 1>Are your? Is there cotton balls in those fizzy years

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<v Speaker 1>of yours? Oh? Oh, darling, No, I know what you are.

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<v Speaker 1>You're aware, tiger. Why on God's green earth would I

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<v Speaker 1>be scared of you? No? Oh, see, the problem is

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<v Speaker 1>you don't know what I am. No, with those massive,

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<v Speaker 1>mighty jaws of yours, you unfortunately cannot talk. However, I

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<v Speaker 1>can hear your thoughts. Beast Master.

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<v Speaker 2>You never heard of us?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, come on, you've heard of us. We take care

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<v Speaker 1>of all critters and creatures that come our way, especially

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<v Speaker 1>those that I end up in the condition that you've

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<v Speaker 1>ended up in. You know, you went into my village

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<v Speaker 1>and you hurt a lot of people, no casualties, so

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<v Speaker 1>there's gonna be nothing that you're gonna necessarily have to

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<v Speaker 1>pay for. And oh no, no, I can't do that.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't let you go, especially after you went and

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<v Speaker 1>tore up so many people. I was the only one

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<v Speaker 1>that managed to be able to snag you throwing down

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<v Speaker 1>a lasso. I mean, the good thing about me is

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<v Speaker 1>I grew up in the country. I know how to

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<v Speaker 1>hog tie just about anything. And I ain't got to

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<v Speaker 1>get near you to start the process.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>No, I just hopped up on the fence and threw

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<v Speaker 1>down some ropes, got you tied off and well club

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<v Speaker 1>shipside the head. And that was that you don't need

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<v Speaker 1>magical mystical powers in order to detain a beast such

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<v Speaker 1>as yourself, even though you are very pressive based indeed

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<v Speaker 1>not gonna lie hm oh no, no, no again, I

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<v Speaker 1>can't be letting you go. If we let you go,

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna continue down that path, and that path is

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<v Speaker 1>nothing for you.

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<v Speaker 2>You were out searching for your own death, weren't you.

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<v Speaker 1>Now you were you want to go after those dragons

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<v Speaker 1>that absolutely decimated the good chunk of your people. You've

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<v Speaker 1>been searching for your people, and I can tell you

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<v Speaker 1>they're still out there.

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<v Speaker 2>I hear them late at night.

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<v Speaker 1>I hear them all talking to themselves, and a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of them are saying the same things. You are trying

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<v Speaker 1>to find each other. You guys scattered into all over

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<v Speaker 1>the earth, and now you guys are trying to reconstitute,

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<v Speaker 1>and honestly, I'm here for it. But unfortunately for you,

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<v Speaker 1>you went about things all wrong. And well, oh no,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a path you can go down. You can absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>make me your enemy. I choose to have as few

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<v Speaker 1>enemies as possible. But you know, if that is the

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<v Speaker 1>route that you want to go down, I can't begrudge

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<v Speaker 1>you too much, but I will say, if you want

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<v Speaker 1>me to be your enemy, wow, that's just highly unfortunate.

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<v Speaker 1>I think is probably the best way we can put it. No, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>highly highly unfortunate. Maybe we can find some other way

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<v Speaker 1>of being able to go along to get along. No, Na,

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<v Speaker 1>that's not that's not gonna work either.

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<v Speaker 2>See.

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<v Speaker 1>You can sit here and rage, rage against the din

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<v Speaker 1>of the light. But I've got a whole bunch of tranquilizers,

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<v Speaker 1>and well, when it comes down to it, I do

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<v Speaker 1>have some magical mystical powers. But you know, the good

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<v Speaker 1>old power of a nice padlock is pretty powerful, even

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<v Speaker 1>for a weear tiger as yourself. No, you've got some

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<v Speaker 1>magical mystical powers to you too. There's definitely something zoological, astrological,

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<v Speaker 1>something that science just hasn't caught up to that goes

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<v Speaker 1>about both of us. But you know what, toe to toe.

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<v Speaker 1>You are in a terrible position right now, and your

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<v Speaker 1>negotiating skills are about as good as well. Well, they're

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<v Speaker 1>just not good. There's no way to put it. There's

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<v Speaker 1>no colorful way to put it. Your negotiation skills are nil.

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<v Speaker 1>You were in that cage and I'm the one outside

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<v Speaker 1>of here. Well, that is an option. When you get out.

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<v Speaker 1>You could absolutely do terrible, unthinkable and natural things to me.

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<v Speaker 1>But honestly, I think I can let you go once

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<v Speaker 1>I know that my people are not going to be

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<v Speaker 1>in danger. Why would my people be in danger? What

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<v Speaker 1>did we do to you? We absolutely did not call

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<v Speaker 1>those dragons down, but we absolutely did help them when

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<v Speaker 1>they needed it. Uh again, you can look at that

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<v Speaker 1>as an enemy. But our job is to help any

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<v Speaker 1>crewter that comes this way. The spider people come out here,

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<v Speaker 1>we help them. The centipedes come out here, we help them.

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<v Speaker 1>Minotaurs help them, Centaurs help them, wear tigers wear wolves

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<v Speaker 1>wear bears help them, Mermaids help them. Squirrels and squirrel

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<v Speaker 1>girls help them. Demons, well, we still help them because

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<v Speaker 1>well we don't exactly know how to classify them. But

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<v Speaker 1>we are neutral and everything. And it's easy to get

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<v Speaker 1>angry at those who are neutral. And we accept that,

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<v Speaker 1>we accept what we have to go through. But what

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<v Speaker 1>I will not accept is the fact that you seem

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<v Speaker 1>to think that you can absolutely dictate what's gonna go

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<v Speaker 1>down here. So pardon no, I just have some meat here.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh those talismans, those are what's keeping you in your uh,

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<v Speaker 1>in your tiger state. See, if you had apposable thumbs,

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<v Speaker 1>this would become a little bit trickier of a thing

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<v Speaker 1>to keep you in there, because you could work on

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<v Speaker 1>stuff with your hands and then shift, and then work

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<v Speaker 1>on stuff with your paws and then shift. And keeping

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<v Speaker 1>you in one singular state makes it a lot easier,

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<v Speaker 1>and keeping you in this tiger state makes it a

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<v Speaker 1>lot easier. Also, if there's anybody who comes through, they'll

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<v Speaker 1>see you as a tiger. They'll stay away from you.

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<v Speaker 1>You won't be able to convince them unless they're another

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<v Speaker 1>beast master. And all the beast masters know exactly what

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<v Speaker 1>you're in here for. I well, that's unfair. Listen, you

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<v Speaker 1>don't know nothing about me. No, listen here, you don't

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<v Speaker 1>know a dan dang thing about me at all. How

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<v Speaker 1>dare you have I ever known?

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<v Speaker 2>Loss?

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<v Speaker 1>Sweet pee? I I lost my daddy at an exceptionally

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<v Speaker 1>early age. He was an older man when he had me,

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<v Speaker 1>and he was all I had. My mom walked out

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<v Speaker 1>on me when I was an years old, came back

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<v Speaker 1>in the picture and was very much a different person.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's about as nice of words as I can

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<v Speaker 1>use about her. My life has been nothing but lost

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<v Speaker 1>everything I have ever wanted, everything that I have ever liked,

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<v Speaker 1>everything that has brought me the light has been ripped

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<v Speaker 1>out of my hands. I've been homeless, I've eaten trash.

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<v Speaker 1>I have wondered where my next meal is going to

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<v Speaker 1>come from. I've wondered what have I done in a

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<v Speaker 1>past life to be so young, to have done so

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<v Speaker 1>little in this world to anybody, to warrant the life

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<v Speaker 1>that I've had. And yet here I am. I absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>could have put to taken a spear and put it

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<v Speaker 1>right through your heart. I could have taken a lethal

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<v Speaker 1>gun and fucking shot you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I said it.

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<v Speaker 1>I could have shot you hell at this at this distance,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a stinking surgeon with a rifle, And yet you

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<v Speaker 1>tell me that I have no compassion, no sympathy, no

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<v Speaker 1>empathy for your plot, that if I had known loss,

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<v Speaker 1>that I wouldn't leave you in this cage, and I

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<v Speaker 1>would let you go out there. All that is going

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<v Speaker 1>to happen is when I let you out there, and

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<v Speaker 1>you're going to let your rage rain down on those

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<v Speaker 1>who do not deserve it. If you do not heal

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<v Speaker 1>what has cut If you don't heal what I'm so

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<v Speaker 1>mad and the words of my daddy, if you do

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<v Speaker 1>not heal what has hurt you, you will bleed on

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<v Speaker 1>those who did not cut you. No one in this

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<v Speaker 1>village hurt you. We are neutral and you you were good,

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<v Speaker 1>and you still can be.

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<v Speaker 2>But you have to choose that path.

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<v Speaker 1>And if I let you out here right now, you're

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<v Speaker 1>going to choose a path that is going to bring destruction,

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<v Speaker 1>not upon your enemy, but upon yourself, eliminating yourself and

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<v Speaker 1>making the plight of your people weaker. When you could

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<v Speaker 1>go out there and choose to be a noble ware tiger,

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<v Speaker 1>you could go out there lead your people back to

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<v Speaker 1>the greekness they once knew. There's a bright, beautiful world

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<v Speaker 1>out there, just out for the reaping, and instead you

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<v Speaker 1>allow that hatred to fister in your heart. You have

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<v Speaker 1>hardened your heart to all emotions and feelings to where

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<v Speaker 1>everybody is your ding dang enemy, even those who are

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<v Speaker 1>rooting for you. So no, I don't want to let

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<v Speaker 1>you out of this cage because I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>feel responsible when I find out what has happened to you.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, really, Oh, kidnapping, tiger napping? Really, that's

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<v Speaker 1>really tiger nap. I'm not one of those crazy yondery girls.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I'm not holding you.

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<v Speaker 1>I am holding you against your will, but you willingly

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<v Speaker 1>came here. These are just the consequences of your action.

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<v Speaker 1>Pardon taming you, You know what, I normally wouldn't use

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<v Speaker 1>those words. I tame these domesticated dogs because they want

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<v Speaker 1>a place to live. They want to earn their keep.

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<v Speaker 1>They want to go out with us and help us

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<v Speaker 1>gather herbs and food. They want to have us go

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<v Speaker 1>out there and find fresh kills, that something is left

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<v Speaker 1>behind and it's going to go to waste, so that

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<v Speaker 1>we can feed them. They want to go out there

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<v Speaker 1>and help us find the sick and the lame that

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<v Speaker 1>are going to die anyways, and help us find a

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<v Speaker 1>new purpose for them in this world. I came the

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<v Speaker 1>sweet cats that help make sure that we just don't

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<v Speaker 1>get overrun with vermin. I tame thes that help go

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<v Speaker 1>up into the sky and deliver messages for us or

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<v Speaker 1>work as our aerial support. But you, you're right, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to tame you. I'm trying to take that wildness

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<v Speaker 1>out of you. Do you know where wildness comes from.

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<v Speaker 1>It comes from fear. Everything out there that is considered

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<v Speaker 1>wild and dangerous is not really all that mean and angry.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just fear.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh you don't think you're all that scary, big and bold. Eh. No,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't think you're all that tough. H Really, it's

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<v Speaker 1>fear running in your bones. It's fear that if you

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<v Speaker 1>don't go out and get your enemies, they're gonna come

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<v Speaker 1>and get you.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't know what.

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<v Speaker 1>They're doing, what they're planning, what they're talking about. You

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<v Speaker 1>don't know what they want to do to you, So

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<v Speaker 1>you want to go get yours before you get got.

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<v Speaker 1>It's fear, fear of you're in a cage and I

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<v Speaker 1>can do anything I want to you. But you know

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<v Speaker 1>what's the opposite of ear. Yeah, that word you just

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<v Speaker 1>used being came being in control, not Karen, that you're

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<v Speaker 1>in this cage and that I have power over you,

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<v Speaker 1>because I will never have power over your soul, over

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<v Speaker 1>your being. I can release you from this mortal coil

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<v Speaker 1>that your spirit will live on. I can't truly force

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<v Speaker 1>you to do anything you don't want.

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<v Speaker 2>Now you're right. No, now you're one hundred percent right, darling.

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<v Speaker 1>I want what's best for you, and I want you

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<v Speaker 1>to feel that calmness, that being tamed, being a part

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<v Speaker 1>of something. That's really what being tame is. You stop

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<v Speaker 1>part of something. Your group of friends, you're a part

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<v Speaker 1>of something. You're tamed. Your family you're tamed. You gotta

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<v Speaker 1>fandom you're into, and people that you genuinely like.

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<v Speaker 2>To be around.

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<v Speaker 1>You're tamed around them because you want to see them

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<v Speaker 1>do better, you want to be happy around them, you

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<v Speaker 1>want them to be happy. Well, no, no, I could

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<v Speaker 1>see that. No.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you're pretty interested too.

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<v Speaker 1>I know all about your story, the legends. Why do

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<v Speaker 1>you think I didn't kill you? No? If I stick

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<v Speaker 1>my hand in there, are you gonna bite me? Are

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<v Speaker 1>you gonna clot me? Really? You promise you're not gonna

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<v Speaker 1>hurt me. Here, I'll show you exactly what I want

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<v Speaker 2>Look, it's just look. Here's the front, here's the back.

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<v Speaker 2>No tricks.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll show you exactly what I've always wanted to do

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<v Speaker 1>since I heard your story, since I saw you fighting

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<v Speaker 1>out there so big and powerful. This that's all I

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<v Speaker 2>That's right.

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<v Speaker 1>Just scratch your head, pet, you tell you everything's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be okay. There's no reason to fight anymore. You don't

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<v Speaker 1>have to worry about what is going to happen next

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<v Speaker 1>and who's going to do what to you. You survived. You

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<v Speaker 1>have survived not only the trials of this earth, but

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<v Speaker 1>everything that has happened in your own mind. See you,

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<v Speaker 1>bring your bring your snout over here, Come here and

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<v Speaker 1>bring that muzzle. I promise you no tricks. You see

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<v Speaker 1>this hand, there's nothing on it. See doesn't that feel nice?

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<v Speaker 1>Does having someone live on you?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Ever since I heard all those stories and I know

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<v Speaker 1>they're true. Far too many people right there right under

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<v Speaker 1>your chin. Yeah, No, it's okay. It's okay to just relax.

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<v Speaker 1>It's okay to cry. You've been through so much you

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<v Speaker 1>just need a rest. I know the stories are true,

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<v Speaker 1>I know everything you went through. It. When I say

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<v Speaker 1>it's fantastic, it's not good. It's just something straight to

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<v Speaker 2>But you can.

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<v Speaker 1>It's time for you to just be calm and rest.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't have to worry about all the nasty things

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<v Speaker 1>people have done to you, said about you, hurt you,

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<v Speaker 1>what happened in your past. It's there and it's never

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<v Speaker 1>going to go away.

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<v Speaker 2>But I just want you to know you're safe here.

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<v Speaker 1>And as soon as I'm sure that I'm safe here,

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<v Speaker 1>once I open that you're gone, you're gone. You can

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<v Speaker 1>do whatever you want, but you can also stay. Hey guys,

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<v Speaker 1>Zeena Alexander here. I want to say thank you guys

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<v Speaker 1>so much. I have a couple of recordings that I've

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<v Speaker 2>Not bad, not.

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<v Speaker 1>Idy who. It's just getting my personal life together so

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for everyone who subscribed on Patreon As of

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<v Speaker 1>this recording, I have no idea how many people are

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<v Speaker 1>subscribed to Patreon. I do know quite a few people

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<v Speaker 1>have it. Last count was like over fifty, but I

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<v Speaker 1>have to I'm on a different computer, so I have

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<v Speaker 1>to relog back in. That is bizarre to me. I

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<v Speaker 1>am producing some not say for work content over there

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<v Speaker 2>And worth it.

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<v Speaker 1>You can also order commissions now through Patreon, roughly a

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<v Speaker 1>five day turnaround if you're interested. Make sure you just

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<v Speaker 1>read up on it, and I would highly suggest hitting

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<v Speaker 1>me up on discord so that I can approve whatever

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<v Speaker 1>you would like for me to do for you. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>inspiration for this story was something that happens to me

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<v Speaker 1>a few years back where I was just angry at

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<v Speaker 1>the world and I literally had someone sit down. I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of was the tiger in this case. Someone just

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<v Speaker 1>sat me down and just really like told me that

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<v Speaker 1>I was on this path of destruction and the only

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<v Speaker 1>person I was going to destroy it was myself And

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<v Speaker 1>they were one hundred percent correct, and it really resonated

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<v Speaker 1>with me, and it led to an incident where I

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<v Speaker 1>did blow up and as a result, ended up in

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<v Speaker 1>court order therapy. I'm not proud that that happened, but

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<v Speaker 1>it was really that moment where I realized that when,

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<v Speaker 1>like when I did the big blow up, that I

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<v Speaker 1>remember that conversation. I was just like, no, I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to put my heart into this. And while you can

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<v Speaker 1>be like, oh, I guess that talk didn't have that

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<v Speaker 1>much of impact, I mean the fact that I went

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<v Speaker 1>to court order therapy and a lot of people that

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<v Speaker 1>Don't end up getting better simply because they don't learn

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<v Speaker 1>internal force to make you like really put your all into.

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<v Speaker 2>Processing that stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's been a crazy, like two years really processing

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of my past trauma.

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<v Speaker 2>But we're getting to the other side of it. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a lot calmer.

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<v Speaker 1>I have a lot calmer of a person because of it,

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<v Speaker 1>and I've learned to accept it. It gave me a

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<v Speaker 1>lot lot of interesting stories that I can use to

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<v Speaker 1>work from. Anyways, Guys, I hope you liked this video,

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<v Speaker 1>and if you did, please drop, like leave a comment.

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<v Speaker 1>And if you guys are not a member of our Discord,

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<v Speaker 1>we did just hit. We are officially over five hundred

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<v Speaker 1>people on our Discord channel, which is crazy. I am

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<v Speaker 1>very active in it. We have other vas like dream

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<v Speaker 1>Audio Va Starlight's.

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<v Speaker 2>About to start her channel.

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<v Speaker 1>We have a cool collab coming out, and I'll see

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<v Speaker 1>you guys in the next one. Bye.