Speaker 1: Not gonna lie, darling. I'm glad to see that you're awake.
Speaker 1: You were fussing and fighting and squirming all night. I
Speaker 1: wasn't sure if you were up, you were down. You
Speaker 1: were cognizant, but your bidles stayed pretty strong. Hmm, No,
Speaker 1: I can I can understand you? Can you not understand me? Well?
Speaker 2: No, my lips are moving?
Speaker 1: Are your? Is there cotton balls in those fizzy years
Speaker 1: of yours? Oh? Oh, darling, No, I know what you are.
Speaker 1: You're aware, tiger. Why on God's green earth would I
Speaker 1: be scared of you? No? Oh, see, the problem is
Speaker 1: you don't know what I am. No, with those massive,
Speaker 1: mighty jaws of yours, you unfortunately cannot talk. However, I
Speaker 1: can hear your thoughts. Beast Master.
Speaker 2: You never heard of us?
Speaker 1: Oh, come on, you've heard of us. We take care
Speaker 1: of all critters and creatures that come our way, especially
Speaker 1: those that I end up in the condition that you've
Speaker 1: ended up in. You know, you went into my village
Speaker 1: and you hurt a lot of people, no casualties, so
Speaker 1: there's gonna be nothing that you're gonna necessarily have to
Speaker 1: pay for. And oh no, no, I can't do that.
Speaker 1: I can't let you go, especially after you went and
Speaker 1: tore up so many people. I was the only one
Speaker 1: that managed to be able to snag you throwing down
Speaker 1: a lasso. I mean, the good thing about me is
Speaker 1: I grew up in the country. I know how to
Speaker 1: hog tie just about anything. And I ain't got to
Speaker 1: get near you to start the process.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: No, I just hopped up on the fence and threw
Speaker 1: down some ropes, got you tied off and well club
Speaker 1: shipside the head. And that was that you don't need
Speaker 1: magical mystical powers in order to detain a beast such
Speaker 1: as yourself, even though you are very pressive based indeed
Speaker 1: not gonna lie hm oh no, no, no again, I
Speaker 1: can't be letting you go. If we let you go,
Speaker 1: you're gonna continue down that path, and that path is
Speaker 1: nothing for you.
Speaker 2: You were out searching for your own death, weren't you.
Speaker 1: Now you were you want to go after those dragons
Speaker 1: that absolutely decimated the good chunk of your people. You've
Speaker 1: been searching for your people, and I can tell you
Speaker 1: they're still out there.
Speaker 2: I hear them late at night.
Speaker 1: I hear them all talking to themselves, and a lot
Speaker 1: of them are saying the same things. You are trying
Speaker 1: to find each other. You guys scattered into all over
Speaker 1: the earth, and now you guys are trying to reconstitute,
Speaker 1: and honestly, I'm here for it. But unfortunately for you,
Speaker 1: you went about things all wrong. And well, oh no,
Speaker 1: that's a path you can go down. You can absolutely
Speaker 1: make me your enemy. I choose to have as few
Speaker 1: enemies as possible. But you know, if that is the
Speaker 1: route that you want to go down, I can't begrudge
Speaker 1: you too much, but I will say, if you want
Speaker 1: me to be your enemy, wow, that's just highly unfortunate.
Speaker 1: I think is probably the best way we can put it. No, yeah,
Speaker 1: highly highly unfortunate. Maybe we can find some other way
Speaker 1: of being able to go along to get along. No, Na,
Speaker 1: that's not that's not gonna work either.
Speaker 2: See.
Speaker 1: You can sit here and rage, rage against the din
Speaker 1: of the light. But I've got a whole bunch of tranquilizers,
Speaker 1: and well, when it comes down to it, I do
Speaker 1: have some magical mystical powers. But you know, the good
Speaker 1: old power of a nice padlock is pretty powerful, even
Speaker 1: for a weear tiger as yourself. No, you've got some
Speaker 1: magical mystical powers to you too. There's definitely something zoological, astrological,
Speaker 1: something that science just hasn't caught up to that goes
Speaker 1: about both of us. But you know what, toe to toe.
Speaker 1: You are in a terrible position right now, and your
Speaker 1: negotiating skills are about as good as well. Well, they're
Speaker 1: just not good. There's no way to put it. There's
Speaker 1: no colorful way to put it. Your negotiation skills are nil.
Speaker 1: You were in that cage and I'm the one outside
Speaker 1: of here. Well, that is an option. When you get out.
Speaker 1: You could absolutely do terrible, unthinkable and natural things to me.
Speaker 1: But honestly, I think I can let you go once
Speaker 1: I know that my people are not going to be
Speaker 1: in danger. Why would my people be in danger? What
Speaker 1: did we do to you? We absolutely did not call
Speaker 1: those dragons down, but we absolutely did help them when
Speaker 1: they needed it. Uh again, you can look at that
Speaker 1: as an enemy. But our job is to help any
Speaker 1: crewter that comes this way. The spider people come out here,
Speaker 1: we help them. The centipedes come out here, we help them.
Speaker 1: Minotaurs help them, Centaurs help them, wear tigers wear wolves
Speaker 1: wear bears help them, Mermaids help them. Squirrels and squirrel
Speaker 1: girls help them. Demons, well, we still help them because
Speaker 1: well we don't exactly know how to classify them. But
Speaker 1: we are neutral and everything. And it's easy to get
Speaker 1: angry at those who are neutral. And we accept that,
Speaker 1: we accept what we have to go through. But what
Speaker 1: I will not accept is the fact that you seem
Speaker 1: to think that you can absolutely dictate what's gonna go
Speaker 1: down here. So pardon no, I just have some meat here.
Speaker 1: Oh those talismans, those are what's keeping you in your uh,
Speaker 1: in your tiger state. See, if you had apposable thumbs,
Speaker 1: this would become a little bit trickier of a thing
Speaker 1: to keep you in there, because you could work on
Speaker 1: stuff with your hands and then shift, and then work
Speaker 1: on stuff with your paws and then shift. And keeping
Speaker 1: you in one singular state makes it a lot easier,
Speaker 1: and keeping you in this tiger state makes it a
Speaker 1: lot easier. Also, if there's anybody who comes through, they'll
Speaker 1: see you as a tiger. They'll stay away from you.
Speaker 1: You won't be able to convince them unless they're another
Speaker 1: beast master. And all the beast masters know exactly what
Speaker 1: you're in here for. I well, that's unfair. Listen, you
Speaker 1: don't know nothing about me. No, listen here, you don't
Speaker 1: know a dan dang thing about me at all. How
Speaker 1: dare you have I ever known?
Speaker 2: Loss?
Speaker 1: Sweet pee? I I lost my daddy at an exceptionally
Speaker 1: early age. He was an older man when he had me,
Speaker 1: and he was all I had. My mom walked out
Speaker 1: on me when I was an years old, came back
Speaker 1: in the picture and was very much a different person.
Speaker 1: And that's about as nice of words as I can
Speaker 1: use about her. My life has been nothing but lost
Speaker 1: everything I have ever wanted, everything that I have ever liked,
Speaker 1: everything that has brought me the light has been ripped
Speaker 1: out of my hands. I've been homeless, I've eaten trash.
Speaker 1: I have wondered where my next meal is going to
Speaker 1: come from. I've wondered what have I done in a
Speaker 1: past life to be so young, to have done so
Speaker 1: little in this world to anybody, to warrant the life
Speaker 1: that I've had. And yet here I am. I absolutely
Speaker 1: could have put to taken a spear and put it
Speaker 1: right through your heart. I could have taken a lethal
Speaker 1: gun and fucking shot you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I said it.
Speaker 1: I could have shot you hell at this at this distance,
Speaker 1: I'm a stinking surgeon with a rifle, And yet you
Speaker 1: tell me that I have no compassion, no sympathy, no
Speaker 1: empathy for your plot, that if I had known loss,
Speaker 1: that I wouldn't leave you in this cage, and I
Speaker 1: would let you go out there. All that is going
Speaker 1: to happen is when I let you out there, and
Speaker 1: you're going to let your rage rain down on those
Speaker 1: who do not deserve it. If you do not heal
Speaker 1: what has cut If you don't heal what I'm so
Speaker 1: mad and the words of my daddy, if you do
Speaker 1: not heal what has hurt you, you will bleed on
Speaker 1: those who did not cut you. No one in this
Speaker 1: village hurt you. We are neutral and you you were good,
Speaker 1: and you still can be.
Speaker 2: But you have to choose that path.
Speaker 1: And if I let you out here right now, you're
Speaker 1: going to choose a path that is going to bring destruction,
Speaker 1: not upon your enemy, but upon yourself, eliminating yourself and
Speaker 1: making the plight of your people weaker. When you could
Speaker 1: go out there and choose to be a noble ware tiger,
Speaker 1: you could go out there lead your people back to
Speaker 1: the greekness they once knew. There's a bright, beautiful world
Speaker 1: out there, just out for the reaping, and instead you
Speaker 1: allow that hatred to fister in your heart. You have
Speaker 1: hardened your heart to all emotions and feelings to where
Speaker 1: everybody is your ding dang enemy, even those who are
Speaker 1: rooting for you. So no, I don't want to let
Speaker 1: you out of this cage because I don't want to
Speaker 1: feel responsible when I find out what has happened to you.
Speaker 1: I don't know, really, Oh, kidnapping, tiger napping? Really, that's
Speaker 1: really tiger nap. I'm not one of those crazy yondery girls.
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm not holding you.
Speaker 1: I am holding you against your will, but you willingly
Speaker 1: came here. These are just the consequences of your action.
Speaker 1: Pardon taming you, You know what, I normally wouldn't use
Speaker 1: those words. I tame these domesticated dogs because they want
Speaker 1: a place to live. They want to earn their keep.
Speaker 1: They want to go out with us and help us
Speaker 1: gather herbs and food. They want to have us go
Speaker 1: out there and find fresh kills, that something is left
Speaker 1: behind and it's going to go to waste, so that
Speaker 1: we can feed them. They want to go out there
Speaker 1: and help us find the sick and the lame that
Speaker 1: are going to die anyways, and help us find a
Speaker 1: new purpose for them in this world. I came the
Speaker 1: sweet cats that help make sure that we just don't
Speaker 1: get overrun with vermin. I tame thes that help go
Speaker 1: up into the sky and deliver messages for us or
Speaker 1: work as our aerial support. But you, you're right, I'm
Speaker 1: trying to tame you. I'm trying to take that wildness
Speaker 1: out of you. Do you know where wildness comes from.
Speaker 1: It comes from fear. Everything out there that is considered
Speaker 1: wild and dangerous is not really all that mean and angry.
Speaker 2: It's just fear.
Speaker 1: Oh you don't think you're all that scary, big and bold. Eh. No,
Speaker 1: you don't think you're all that tough. H Really, it's
Speaker 1: fear running in your bones. It's fear that if you
Speaker 1: don't go out and get your enemies, they're gonna come
Speaker 1: and get you.
Speaker 2: You don't know what.
Speaker 1: They're doing, what they're planning, what they're talking about. You
Speaker 1: don't know what they want to do to you, So
Speaker 1: you want to go get yours before you get got.
Speaker 1: It's fear, fear of you're in a cage and I
Speaker 1: can do anything I want to you. But you know
Speaker 1: what's the opposite of ear. Yeah, that word you just
Speaker 1: used being came being in control, not Karen, that you're
Speaker 1: in this cage and that I have power over you,
Speaker 1: because I will never have power over your soul, over
Speaker 1: your being. I can release you from this mortal coil
Speaker 1: that your spirit will live on. I can't truly force
Speaker 1: you to do anything you don't want.
Speaker 2: Now you're right. No, now you're one hundred percent right, darling.
Speaker 1: I want what's best for you, and I want you
Speaker 1: to feel that calmness, that being tamed, being a part
Speaker 1: of something. That's really what being tame is. You stop
Speaker 1: being on your own and you start being a part
Speaker 1: of something. It doesn't have to be a something that
Speaker 1: other people consider the right thing. It just is a
Speaker 1: part of something. Your group of friends, you're a part
Speaker 1: of something. You're tamed. Your family you're tamed. You gotta
Speaker 1: fandom you're into, and people that you genuinely like.
Speaker 2: To be around.
Speaker 1: You're tamed around them because you want to see them
Speaker 1: do better, you want to be happy around them, you
Speaker 1: want them to be happy. Well, no, no, I could
Speaker 1: see that. No.
Speaker 2: I think you're pretty interested too.
Speaker 1: I know all about your story, the legends. Why do
Speaker 1: you think I didn't kill you? No? If I stick
Speaker 1: my hand in there, are you gonna bite me? Are
Speaker 1: you gonna clot me? Really? You promise you're not gonna
Speaker 1: hurt me. Here, I'll show you exactly what I want
Speaker 1: to do.
Speaker 2: Look, it's just look. Here's the front, here's the back.
Speaker 2: No tricks.
Speaker 1: I'll show you exactly what I've always wanted to do
Speaker 1: since I heard your story, since I saw you fighting
Speaker 1: out there so big and powerful. This that's all I
Speaker 1: wanted to do.
Speaker 2: That's right.
Speaker 1: Just scratch your head, pet, you tell you everything's gonna
Speaker 1: be okay. There's no reason to fight anymore. You don't
Speaker 1: have to worry about what is going to happen next
Speaker 1: and who's going to do what to you. You survived. You
Speaker 1: have survived not only the trials of this earth, but
Speaker 1: everything that has happened in your own mind. See you,
Speaker 1: bring your bring your snout over here, Come here and
Speaker 1: bring that muzzle. I promise you no tricks. You see
Speaker 1: this hand, there's nothing on it. See doesn't that feel nice?
Speaker 1: Does having someone live on you?
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 1: Ever since I heard all those stories and I know
Speaker 1: they're true. Far too many people right there right under
Speaker 1: your chin. Yeah, No, it's okay. It's okay to just relax.
Speaker 1: It's okay to cry. You've been through so much you
Speaker 1: just need a rest. I know the stories are true,
Speaker 1: I know everything you went through. It. When I say
Speaker 1: it's fantastic, it's not good. It's just something straight to
Speaker 1: have a movie.
Speaker 2: But you can.
Speaker 1: It's time for you to just be calm and rest.
Speaker 1: You don't have to worry about all the nasty things
Speaker 1: people have done to you, said about you, hurt you,
Speaker 1: what happened in your past. It's there and it's never
Speaker 1: going to go away.
Speaker 2: But I just want you to know you're safe here.
Speaker 1: And as soon as I'm sure that I'm safe here,
Speaker 1: once I open that you're gone, you're gone. You can
Speaker 1: do whatever you want, but you can also stay. Hey guys,
Speaker 1: Zeena Alexander here. I want to say thank you guys
Speaker 1: so much. I have a couple of recordings that I've
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Speaker 1: you would like for me to do for you. But yeah,
Speaker 1: inspiration for this story was something that happens to me
Speaker 1: a few years back where I was just angry at
Speaker 1: the world and I literally had someone sit down. I
Speaker 1: kind of was the tiger in this case. Someone just
Speaker 1: sat me down and just really like told me that
Speaker 1: I was on this path of destruction and the only
Speaker 1: person I was going to destroy it was myself And
Speaker 1: they were one hundred percent correct, and it really resonated
Speaker 1: with me, and it led to an incident where I
Speaker 1: did blow up and as a result, ended up in
Speaker 1: court order therapy. I'm not proud that that happened, but
Speaker 1: it was really that moment where I realized that when,
Speaker 1: like when I did the big blow up, that I
Speaker 1: remember that conversation. I was just like, no, I'm going
Speaker 1: to put my heart into this. And while you can
Speaker 1: be like, oh, I guess that talk didn't have that
Speaker 1: much of impact, I mean the fact that I went
Speaker 1: to court order therapy and a lot of people that
Speaker 1: have massive impulse control.
Speaker 2: A lot of CPTSC, they.
Speaker 1: Don't end up getting better simply because they don't learn
Speaker 1: how to or it takes some sort of external sush
Speaker 1: internal force to make you like really put your all into.
Speaker 2: Processing that stuff.
Speaker 1: And it's been a crazy, like two years really processing
Speaker 1: a lot of my past trauma.
Speaker 2: But we're getting to the other side of it. I'm
Speaker 2: a lot calmer.
Speaker 1: I have a lot calmer of a person because of it,
Speaker 1: and I've learned to accept it. It gave me a
Speaker 1: lot lot of interesting stories that I can use to
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