WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.280 --> 00:00:01.960 Baby. I'm a gamester too. 2 00:00:02.759 --> 00:00:04.200 It takes a little tangle. 3 00:00:04.759 --> 00:00:07.000 You don't mess with mess with. 4 00:00:13.519 --> 00:00:16.280 Peach Baby Gamester too. 5 00:00:23.800 --> 00:00:26.800 For good warnings, this podcast is designed to take you 6 00:00:26.800 --> 00:00:29.839 outside of your comfort zone and make you question reality. 7 00:00:30.239 --> 00:00:35.880 Listener discretion is a vibe. 8 00:00:38.840 --> 00:00:39.679 They fellas. 9 00:00:41.600 --> 00:00:44.079 This ain't my first time at the rodeos. 10 00:00:51.840 --> 00:00:53.679 All right, folks, we're back with another episode of the 11 00:00:53.679 --> 00:00:56.039 Awakened podcast. I'm your host Bradley, and I'm joining today 12 00:00:56.079 --> 00:00:58.920 by Julia Hamilton from the Cosmic Peach podcast. 13 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:00.920 Julia, thank you, thank so much for joining me. How 14 00:01:00.920 --> 00:01:01.200 are you. 15 00:01:02.119 --> 00:01:06.200 I'm good. I'm good. Actually I need to update that 16 00:01:06.280 --> 00:01:12.079 thing because I recently got married in March and uh yeah, 17 00:01:12.120 --> 00:01:14.840 so it's Dennis now. But I don't even know how 18 00:01:14.879 --> 00:01:18.920 to go about updating that stuff. It's I guess people 19 00:01:19.040 --> 00:01:20.959 just know me as that now and it's whatever. But 20 00:01:22.319 --> 00:01:26.239 you know, I'm doing good. The conspiracy world has brought 21 00:01:26.519 --> 00:01:29.439 many changes to my life within the last year, including 22 00:01:29.439 --> 00:01:32.920 my husband who also has a conspiracy theory podcast. 23 00:01:33.120 --> 00:01:35.400 So let's play this show. What's what's his show called? 24 00:01:35.840 --> 00:01:41.040 Oh well, he has conspiracy Playtime. And we used to 25 00:01:41.120 --> 00:01:44.439 do like movie breakdowns and stuff together and we met 26 00:01:44.519 --> 00:01:49.120 through this crazy conspiracy world and we got married on 27 00:01:49.519 --> 00:01:52.799 uh March six, and twenty twenty five is nine, so 28 00:01:52.840 --> 00:01:57.079 we got married on three six nine and uh yeah, 29 00:01:57.239 --> 00:02:02.599 it's it was so conspiratorial of us numbers. But yeah, no, 30 00:02:02.719 --> 00:02:05.040 I'm doing really good, probably as good as I could be. 31 00:02:05.200 --> 00:02:07.040 I guess. Well. 32 00:02:07.120 --> 00:02:09.319 I mean, you've been on Tempo Hat, and I'm sure 33 00:02:09.360 --> 00:02:10.960 people have seen you on a number of different shows. 34 00:02:11.000 --> 00:02:12.840 But for those who who might not know who you are, 35 00:02:12.879 --> 00:02:15.360 would you mind introducing your show and just kind of 36 00:02:15.400 --> 00:02:16.080 talk a little. 37 00:02:15.840 --> 00:02:17.520 Bit about some of the things you talk about in 38 00:02:17.599 --> 00:02:17.919 your show. 39 00:02:18.759 --> 00:02:23.000 Yeah, so, and thanks for having me. I have Cosmic 40 00:02:23.039 --> 00:02:27.360 Peach podcasts. It's available wherever you listen to podcasts. And 41 00:02:28.439 --> 00:02:31.680 the two times I went on Tinfoil Hat are actually 42 00:02:31.680 --> 00:02:33.759 some of the things that I'm most known for and 43 00:02:33.840 --> 00:02:36.680 get asked to talk about the most, which is Laurel 44 00:02:36.759 --> 00:02:42.919 Canyon and Marilyn Monroe. And I like to cover all 45 00:02:42.960 --> 00:02:45.439 kinds of stuff. I like to go in deepest detail 46 00:02:45.479 --> 00:02:50.840 as I possibly can. And I really am a huge 47 00:02:50.840 --> 00:02:54.759 fan of Dave McGowan and his books like Programmed to 48 00:02:54.840 --> 00:03:00.560 Kill Weird Scenes Inside the Canyon. He has a blog 49 00:03:01.039 --> 00:03:06.319 where he talks about the Lincoln assassination, the fake moon landing, 50 00:03:07.479 --> 00:03:11.159 the Boston Marathon bombing, and I love digging into his 51 00:03:11.240 --> 00:03:18.280 work because it's just crazy how the dots connect. We 52 00:03:18.280 --> 00:03:20.400 were kind of talking about that before, but it's like 53 00:03:21.039 --> 00:03:24.199 people who shouldn't have known each other that know each other. 54 00:03:24.599 --> 00:03:28.280 The connections between serial killers that you would never imagine. 55 00:03:29.000 --> 00:03:30.400 And so that's the kind of stuff I like to 56 00:03:30.400 --> 00:03:34.120 cover on my show. I do a little serial killer stuff. 57 00:03:34.199 --> 00:03:37.800 I do cults, you know, true crime stuff like Marilyn 58 00:03:37.879 --> 00:03:40.240 I would consider to almost be like a true crime 59 00:03:40.319 --> 00:03:45.120 thing what happened to her. And then I do some 60 00:03:45.560 --> 00:03:48.919 like paranormal stuff when I can get a good guest 61 00:03:49.000 --> 00:03:53.360 on and not like a crazy person. And yeah, so 62 00:03:53.439 --> 00:03:55.319 I just I'm all over the place. 63 00:03:56.400 --> 00:03:57.800 Yeah, I mean that sounds like my show. I just 64 00:03:57.840 --> 00:03:59.159 like I usually was weird. 65 00:03:59.240 --> 00:04:02.120 Is I just go where the flow takes me. If 66 00:04:02.159 --> 00:04:04.759 that makes any sense, I'll just for that topic and 67 00:04:04.800 --> 00:04:06.719 then I'll just I'll just randomly do it. 68 00:04:06.800 --> 00:04:08.919 I did an episode of he Man one day, and 69 00:04:09.039 --> 00:04:12.199 it's like, just because it kind it just felt like 70 00:04:12.240 --> 00:04:12.919 that's what I should do. 71 00:04:12.960 --> 00:04:14.599 And I think, and I'm a Christian, so I just 72 00:04:14.639 --> 00:04:17.240 feel like I'm being used for God's will and in 73 00:04:17.279 --> 00:04:19.439 a lot of ways because because some of the success 74 00:04:19.480 --> 00:04:21.600 of the show doesn't make any sense to me, I'm like, 75 00:04:21.639 --> 00:04:22.879 why wouldn't listen to me? 76 00:04:22.920 --> 00:04:25.240 It's still kind of weirds me out a little bit. 77 00:04:25.240 --> 00:04:28.040 I guess, Oh, God, me too. I'm the same way. 78 00:04:28.279 --> 00:04:32.120 And you know, I cover a lot of I met 79 00:04:32.160 --> 00:04:36.120 some really cool Christian conspiracy podcasters out there that have 80 00:04:36.240 --> 00:04:38.879 teamed up with me. I've worked with Josh Monday before 81 00:04:38.959 --> 00:04:45.240 on like flatter stuff I recently, oh really, Yeah, he's 82 00:04:46.240 --> 00:04:49.959 you know, laid back, chill guy. And I've worked with 83 00:04:50.079 --> 00:04:53.240 Nephelom Desk Squad Gary Wayne. I do a lot of 84 00:04:53.439 --> 00:04:56.199 you know, Genesis six kind of stuff on my show, 85 00:04:56.639 --> 00:05:01.759 and I I try not to make it solely about 86 00:05:01.800 --> 00:05:04.759 that type of stuff, and I want to offer like 87 00:05:04.800 --> 00:05:08.040 a variety in case somebody's like not necessarily ready for 88 00:05:08.079 --> 00:05:11.639 that kind of stuff. But I'm with you. I just 89 00:05:11.920 --> 00:05:14.439 whatever I feel like is is like on my heart, 90 00:05:14.480 --> 00:05:16.120 like I really want to cover it. I did like 91 00:05:16.199 --> 00:05:19.959 four part series on Jim Carrey, you know, totally unrelated, 92 00:05:20.040 --> 00:05:23.800 so but yeah, it's it's just whatever crosses my field 93 00:05:23.879 --> 00:05:26.600 division that I feel like would be a cool presentation. 94 00:05:27.360 --> 00:05:30.319 I'll throw it up there on my podcast. 95 00:05:30.800 --> 00:05:33.439 Yeah, like I said that, you know, just in shout 96 00:05:33.439 --> 00:05:35.759 out to the Neffelin des Squad guys, Top and Raven. 97 00:05:36.079 --> 00:05:37.399 I'm buddies with those guys as well. 98 00:05:37.480 --> 00:05:40.000 They're on the show a few times as well, but yeah, 99 00:05:40.120 --> 00:05:43.279 those you know. I try not to get too in 100 00:05:43.360 --> 00:05:47.879 deep with my personal religion and spirituality, but I do 101 00:05:48.079 --> 00:05:49.920 want to bring people closer to Christ, so I do 102 00:05:50.480 --> 00:05:54.240 talk about certain things to hopefully hear people at least in. 103 00:05:54.160 --> 00:05:55.639 That direction of love and light. 104 00:05:56.040 --> 00:05:58.319 So so there's a lot of that kind of energy 105 00:05:58.360 --> 00:06:00.680 talk on my show, spirituality and things like that. 106 00:06:00.959 --> 00:06:04.560 I think I got some inspiration when I very first 107 00:06:04.600 --> 00:06:12.079 started podcasting from the Confessionals podcast actually because he doesn't 108 00:06:12.120 --> 00:06:14.439 like shove it down your throat, but he makes you 109 00:06:14.519 --> 00:06:18.519 aware of it and where he stands on everything, and 110 00:06:18.560 --> 00:06:21.120 he would just have like the coolest guests on, and 111 00:06:21.160 --> 00:06:24.720 I just remembered thinking, like two things can exist at 112 00:06:24.759 --> 00:06:26.720 one time. You know, you don't have to shove stuff 113 00:06:26.759 --> 00:06:28.959 down people's throat. You can make them aware of how 114 00:06:29.000 --> 00:06:32.639 you feel about it and that this exists, but it 115 00:06:32.720 --> 00:06:35.959 doesn't have to like be the only thing you talk 116 00:06:36.040 --> 00:06:39.000 about and I've I've gotten some cool guests that have 117 00:06:39.120 --> 00:06:42.519 went on the Confessionals on my show even and yeah, 118 00:06:42.600 --> 00:06:46.920 I mean it's cool. It's just it's really cool. And 119 00:06:47.319 --> 00:06:51.959 I love meeting different conspiracies. Obviously I'm not gonna like 120 00:06:52.319 --> 00:06:55.120 Cherry Pick who I work with, but I love meeting 121 00:06:55.120 --> 00:06:58.160 people who are are kind of like minded and want 122 00:06:58.240 --> 00:07:01.839 to talk about the same things. But you know, it's 123 00:07:01.879 --> 00:07:03.759 a small community after all. 124 00:07:04.399 --> 00:07:06.839 Yeah, And that's how I was just telling you. Before 125 00:07:06.839 --> 00:07:07.120 the show. 126 00:07:07.160 --> 00:07:10.240 I was talking to Rivos from Codigas Codecs of Curiosities 127 00:07:10.240 --> 00:07:12.040 and he had mentioned you, and I was like, oh, 128 00:07:12.079 --> 00:07:14.040 I've been meaning to reach out to her because there's 129 00:07:15.519 --> 00:07:17.519 I talked a lot about the thirty third parallel, which 130 00:07:17.560 --> 00:07:22.360 is an energetic lay line electromagnetic energy that flows along 131 00:07:22.439 --> 00:07:25.399 the What I'm learning, what I'm discovering more and more 132 00:07:25.480 --> 00:07:28.680 is that it's to alurric currents, which is basically electromagnetic 133 00:07:29.639 --> 00:07:33.160 electric energy that flows in little vortices around the top 134 00:07:33.199 --> 00:07:36.600 of the Earth. And they kind of like it's focused 135 00:07:36.639 --> 00:07:39.079 in one region, which is the warmest region, which is 136 00:07:39.120 --> 00:07:41.800 the thirty third parallel, which is obviously the thirty third 137 00:07:41.800 --> 00:07:45.720 degree latitude of our line of latitude north of the equator. 138 00:07:45.879 --> 00:07:48.639 But it's also like in that basically from thirty third 139 00:07:48.720 --> 00:07:51.720 south to thirty third north in that whole region, it's 140 00:07:51.759 --> 00:07:53.480 a warm region, so there's going to be a lot 141 00:07:53.480 --> 00:07:56.439 of that electrical current energy. And what happens is there's 142 00:07:57.279 --> 00:08:01.399 higher than normal magnetic field notis that happened, And this 143 00:08:01.519 --> 00:08:03.680 is what I think actually bring a lot of portals 144 00:08:03.720 --> 00:08:04.439 and stuff like that. 145 00:08:04.519 --> 00:08:06.560 This is kind of stuff I like to talk about. 146 00:08:07.160 --> 00:08:09.519 One of the things I noticed early on though, was 147 00:08:09.600 --> 00:08:13.759 that there's a lot of celebrities born on that region, 148 00:08:14.040 --> 00:08:17.800 especially on the thirty third parallel. Yeah, and Marilyn Monroe 149 00:08:17.839 --> 00:08:19.759 is one of them because LA is right on the 150 00:08:19.800 --> 00:08:21.920 thirty third parallel. So that's why I wanted to have 151 00:08:21.959 --> 00:08:24.120 you on, was to kind of pick your brain about 152 00:08:24.199 --> 00:08:31.040 the tie into the energies that surround celebrities. So essentially, 153 00:08:31.040 --> 00:08:34.360 what I believe is that there are people who are 154 00:08:34.399 --> 00:08:40.000 born into this world after major events like major wars. 155 00:08:40.360 --> 00:08:43.360 I think that there are people who are, for lack 156 00:08:43.399 --> 00:08:44.960 of a better word, let's just call them like star 157 00:08:45.080 --> 00:08:48.080 seeds or someone who has a higher than normal energy 158 00:08:48.600 --> 00:08:52.320 that are born to affect change in the world. In 159 00:08:52.360 --> 00:08:56.440 the positive way, right, But when they come into this world, 160 00:08:56.519 --> 00:08:59.399 they're captured immediately, and I think they do this and 161 00:08:59.440 --> 00:09:01.919 this he takes it down another totally different path. 162 00:09:02.000 --> 00:09:05.559 But I think somebody asked me about my son. They 163 00:09:05.559 --> 00:09:06.759 were like, we want to see if he's. 164 00:09:07.399 --> 00:09:09.879 Fit for the Gifted and Talented program and stuff like that. 165 00:09:09.960 --> 00:09:12.000 So I think that there are programs that they have 166 00:09:12.039 --> 00:09:14.879 in place to sort of capture the energies of or 167 00:09:14.919 --> 00:09:17.799 try to get ahead of it and capture these people 168 00:09:17.840 --> 00:09:20.000 early on and then try to groom them for what 169 00:09:20.039 --> 00:09:22.639 they want, for whatever their agenda is. And I think 170 00:09:22.679 --> 00:09:25.960 people like Elvis and Maryland both born on the thirty 171 00:09:25.960 --> 00:09:29.120 third parallel. Maryland died on the thirty three parallel as well. 172 00:09:29.519 --> 00:09:33.200 And Sodi excuse me, so did Elvis. But I think 173 00:09:33.200 --> 00:09:33.919 they are energies. 174 00:09:33.960 --> 00:09:37.919 They always have handlers that sort of, you know, just 175 00:09:37.919 --> 00:09:41.320 like Kanye West with his handler Harley Pasternak, right, they 176 00:09:41.360 --> 00:09:44.440 always have handlers that kind of oversee everything and guide 177 00:09:44.480 --> 00:09:46.159 them in the direction they want to be guided. And 178 00:09:46.240 --> 00:09:50.720 so excuse me, but I did notice that Maryland was 179 00:09:50.759 --> 00:09:53.559 kind of one of those. I wouldn't say the first one, 180 00:09:53.600 --> 00:09:56.519 but she seems to be like a huge figure in 181 00:09:56.960 --> 00:10:00.559 that domino effect that I've known you. You know, this 182 00:10:00.639 --> 00:10:03.320 is I just mentioned two of them, but you got 183 00:10:03.360 --> 00:10:05.559 Johnny Cash and you got Hank Aaron, you got some 184 00:10:05.600 --> 00:10:07.799 of the biggest names in celebrity. 185 00:10:08.120 --> 00:10:09.519 You know, Kanye West. 186 00:10:09.360 --> 00:10:11.919 Were born on the thirty third parallel. 187 00:10:12.320 --> 00:10:14.080 Yeah, so you got kind of waste. 188 00:10:14.240 --> 00:10:16.639 What if they die, what if they don't what if 189 00:10:16.679 --> 00:10:18.679 they're not born on it, but they die on it. 190 00:10:20.399 --> 00:10:22.519 I don't know that it's significant. 191 00:10:23.080 --> 00:10:25.240 Well yeah, yeah, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that. 192 00:10:25.360 --> 00:10:28.320 Like Kennedy was assassinated on the thirty third parallel, right. 193 00:10:28.240 --> 00:10:29.559 Okay, yeah, stuff like that. 194 00:10:29.679 --> 00:10:34.960 Yeah, okay, christ was Seck was crucified near the thirty 195 00:10:35.000 --> 00:10:37.480 third parallel. It's like the thirty second parallel or something 196 00:10:37.519 --> 00:10:39.840 like that. So what I'd ended up discovered, when I'm 197 00:10:39.879 --> 00:10:41.879 starting to discover, is that it's a region. It's not 198 00:10:41.960 --> 00:10:45.559 necessarily a line. It's more or less a region of 199 00:10:45.679 --> 00:10:48.960 Earth that's warm. And again, for people who want to 200 00:10:48.960 --> 00:10:51.240 listen to that, you can hear, you know, sixty something 201 00:10:51.279 --> 00:10:54.159 episodes of me talking about that kind of stuff. But yeah, 202 00:10:54.399 --> 00:10:55.759 I guess, like I said, the reason I had you 203 00:10:55.799 --> 00:10:57.360 on was because I wanted to talk a little bit 204 00:10:57.360 --> 00:10:59.279 about that and pick your brain to see if you 205 00:10:59.320 --> 00:11:02.399 think that celebrities are sort of born into this world 206 00:11:02.879 --> 00:11:05.879 to affect change. They have their stars, you know, that's 207 00:11:05.879 --> 00:11:07.919 why they call them stars. They have higher than normal 208 00:11:08.039 --> 00:11:13.200 energy and that star power is used for occult like influence. 209 00:11:13.360 --> 00:11:17.000 So they're captured early on, right, mm hmmm. 210 00:11:17.080 --> 00:11:21.159 Well, it's interesting. Oh no, you're good. You're good. It's 211 00:11:21.159 --> 00:11:24.679 interesting that you mentioned like the Gifted and Talented program 212 00:11:24.840 --> 00:11:32.080 because I said something similar in a recent episode, because 213 00:11:32.960 --> 00:11:36.120 I mentioned the book Program to Kill by Dave McGowan 214 00:11:36.879 --> 00:11:41.639 and the connections between these serial killers. And if you 215 00:11:41.720 --> 00:11:44.759 look at the connections between them, I almost feel like 216 00:11:47.360 --> 00:11:51.120 they know and a lot of them are military, right, 217 00:11:52.480 --> 00:11:56.080 And I think that there is testing that's done for 218 00:11:56.279 --> 00:12:00.320 kids at an early age, and they're looking for levels 219 00:12:00.360 --> 00:12:03.840 of psychopathy. I think they look for levels of like 220 00:12:03.960 --> 00:12:07.080 mental illness and certain things. But they don't they don't 221 00:12:07.120 --> 00:12:09.279 come right out and say we're testing to see who 222 00:12:09.320 --> 00:12:12.519 the next psychopath is we can use. And then it's 223 00:12:12.600 --> 00:12:14.799 just so happen they end up in the military, and 224 00:12:14.799 --> 00:12:17.399 then just so happen after that they become Jeffrey Dahmer. 225 00:12:18.120 --> 00:12:22.600 But that's what happened like he had, like Jeffrey Dahmer's 226 00:12:22.639 --> 00:12:25.159 past is crazy, but I do feel like they look 227 00:12:25.279 --> 00:12:30.720 for certain children in these gifted and talented or other 228 00:12:30.840 --> 00:12:34.759 type of programs, and then later on they're used in 229 00:12:34.879 --> 00:12:38.159 such and such a way. And with Maryland in particular, 230 00:12:39.600 --> 00:12:47.919 she was an orphan so I think that it's easy 231 00:12:48.039 --> 00:12:52.399 pickens when you have no parents around, and you can 232 00:12:52.919 --> 00:12:56.000 just run through orphanages and look for these kind of 233 00:12:56.080 --> 00:12:59.000 kids and just pluck them out and do whatever with them. 234 00:12:59.080 --> 00:13:02.519 I mean, she might be an extreme case. I know 235 00:13:02.639 --> 00:13:06.480 that I mentioned before we got started that someone sent 236 00:13:06.559 --> 00:13:09.120 me something I guess it was from the JFK files 237 00:13:09.159 --> 00:13:14.200 that she is a certified like CIA asset. I know 238 00:13:14.279 --> 00:13:18.480 that she had top secret clearance to this place called 239 00:13:18.559 --> 00:13:23.480 Lookout Mountain Laboratory where they said they were they were 240 00:13:23.720 --> 00:13:27.480 filming or or editing or testing some kind of like 241 00:13:28.440 --> 00:13:32.559 footage of some kind, but there was other like classified 242 00:13:32.799 --> 00:13:36.879 purposes for this place, and she had top secret clearance. 243 00:13:37.799 --> 00:13:42.039 The president had top secret clearance obviously, and like Frank 244 00:13:42.120 --> 00:13:45.759 Sinatra had top secret. It's like, why are these specific 245 00:13:45.879 --> 00:13:49.320 people getting top secret clearance to some of their actresses 246 00:13:49.440 --> 00:13:52.960 and like musicians like what, why would they have top 247 00:13:52.960 --> 00:13:56.200 secret clearance to get in anywhere? And then you find 248 00:13:56.200 --> 00:13:59.200 out like, oh, okay, well they are all They're all CIA, 249 00:13:59.679 --> 00:14:05.759 you know. And I think that even by changing her name, 250 00:14:06.159 --> 00:14:09.559 because it was Norma Jean whatever her last name was, 251 00:14:09.960 --> 00:14:14.120 and they changed it to the double M Marilyn Monroe, 252 00:14:14.720 --> 00:14:19.360 and that always struck me because it's like monarch mind control, 253 00:14:19.600 --> 00:14:24.840 Marilyn Monroe. And she was like, yeah, Master Mason, like 254 00:14:25.000 --> 00:14:31.159 the double M. It's weird, right. And then she was 255 00:14:31.200 --> 00:14:35.759 supposedly discovered working in a factory during World War Two, 256 00:14:36.399 --> 00:14:38.159 and I feel like there was a lot of like 257 00:14:39.000 --> 00:14:42.360 secret project stuff going on around that time, and she 258 00:14:42.480 --> 00:14:45.039 just gets plucked out of nowhere. She's got no family, 259 00:14:45.159 --> 00:14:48.679 she's got no this, she's got no that. They change 260 00:14:48.720 --> 00:14:51.559 everything about her. They make her this sex symbol. She's 261 00:14:51.600 --> 00:14:56.200 like this weird sex kitten of sorts. And I do 262 00:14:56.240 --> 00:15:00.480 feel like they make mention of her. In Eyes Shut, 263 00:15:01.679 --> 00:15:05.559 I think Stanley Kubrick kind of had made mention or 264 00:15:05.639 --> 00:15:10.639 at least a reference to her, And even like a 265 00:15:10.639 --> 00:15:15.080 lot of the girls, Alice in particular, in Eyes White Shut, 266 00:15:15.080 --> 00:15:20.679 it's bleach blonde hair, blue eyed, like this archetype of 267 00:15:20.720 --> 00:15:26.240 what this sacrificial lamb person should be. And you kind 268 00:15:26.240 --> 00:15:29.000 of see that repeated throughout a lot of celebrities with 269 00:15:29.080 --> 00:15:32.600 bleach blonde hair like this kind of weird. Lady Gaga 270 00:15:33.120 --> 00:15:38.360 did it, and Eminem and just like random celebrities, they 271 00:15:38.360 --> 00:15:40.679 go through this vast change and then they come out 272 00:15:40.679 --> 00:15:43.600 on the other side, and it's like a signaling of 273 00:15:44.080 --> 00:15:48.039 I've been through the programming now. I'm pretty sure somebody 274 00:15:48.080 --> 00:15:50.679 said even Kanye showed up with like bleach blonde hair 275 00:15:50.720 --> 00:15:53.399 at one point. I mean, I'll let you cut in 276 00:15:53.519 --> 00:15:57.080 right there. But it just seems like there's probably something 277 00:15:57.159 --> 00:15:59.639 more going on than oh, look what happened to Marilyn 278 00:15:59.759 --> 00:16:00.639 is just so sad. 279 00:16:01.720 --> 00:16:04.000 Yeah, I mean she had handlers. Like I said, you know, 280 00:16:04.120 --> 00:16:07.600 I mentioned Elvis, he had Colonel Tom Right, which is 281 00:16:07.840 --> 00:16:11.679 you know, famously the guy Eminem has, what's the guy's name, 282 00:16:11.840 --> 00:16:13.320 the producer that's always with him. 283 00:16:13.360 --> 00:16:14.799 He always talks about him in every song. 284 00:16:14.799 --> 00:16:18.679 It's really weird character. No, it's not doctor Dre. It's 285 00:16:18.759 --> 00:16:20.919 like some accountant type guy. 286 00:16:21.759 --> 00:16:22.960 Oh, I don't know, I. 287 00:16:22.879 --> 00:16:24.759 Can't remember his name, And some people were probably like 288 00:16:24.799 --> 00:16:28.639 it's Rosenberg or something like that. I ge't it's not 289 00:16:28.720 --> 00:16:30.159 Rick Ruben, but it's something along those lines. 290 00:16:30.200 --> 00:16:31.519 Anyways, you know. 291 00:16:31.519 --> 00:16:35.120 And Marilyn Monroe had a handler in Lee Strasberg, who 292 00:16:36.000 --> 00:16:37.720 if you go down that rabbit hole, you start to 293 00:16:37.720 --> 00:16:39.320 see like, oh my god. I mean she left her 294 00:16:39.360 --> 00:16:42.679 fortune to him, right, Wasn't it like seventy five percent 295 00:16:42.720 --> 00:16:45.799 of her intellectual property went to him? And I think 296 00:16:45.840 --> 00:16:48.519 they have this way, these handlers have this way of 297 00:16:48.600 --> 00:16:52.320 convincing them that we're your friend, we are here for you, 298 00:16:52.399 --> 00:16:57.120 We're you know, the text messages that Kanye got from 299 00:16:57.440 --> 00:17:00.720 Harley Pasternak was exactly what I'm talking about. It's this 300 00:17:01.279 --> 00:17:04.240 psychological thing like you don't want to do this, I'm 301 00:17:04.240 --> 00:17:05.880 going to send you back to the crazy bit and 302 00:17:05.920 --> 00:17:08.079 it's like you can kind of it gave you a 303 00:17:08.160 --> 00:17:10.960 glimpse of that world. And I think that there are 304 00:17:11.000 --> 00:17:15.039 people like you said, when you're born. My grandma kept 305 00:17:15.079 --> 00:17:18.200 foster kids for a long time, thirty or forty years, 306 00:17:18.880 --> 00:17:20.960 and she was just a pure hard person. You know, 307 00:17:21.000 --> 00:17:24.359 she never there was no there was never any intention 308 00:17:24.480 --> 00:17:27.400 to hurt or harm anybody, right, But there are people 309 00:17:27.440 --> 00:17:31.160 who are in that world who just go after foster kids. 310 00:17:31.160 --> 00:17:34.640 Because I believe that this was I don't know, I'm 311 00:17:34.680 --> 00:17:36.599 kind of skipping around, but what's the guy's name that 312 00:17:36.640 --> 00:17:40.079 the subway guy, Jared right? I remember he was tweeting 313 00:17:40.519 --> 00:17:43.119 something like that as well, like, oh, they don't they're 314 00:17:43.240 --> 00:17:44.759 they're foster kids or their adopted. 315 00:17:44.799 --> 00:17:45.720 They don't have parents. 316 00:17:45.720 --> 00:17:48.200 So it's almost like this free energy out there that 317 00:17:48.240 --> 00:17:51.119 they can go just you know, or this broken energy 318 00:17:51.160 --> 00:17:52.440 out there that they can just go out there and 319 00:17:52.480 --> 00:17:54.319 just jump on this pounce on. And if you think 320 00:17:54.319 --> 00:17:57.440 about a household, a household has a male and female 321 00:17:57.599 --> 00:18:01.400 energy that's a complete balance of this energy, this energetic 322 00:18:01.400 --> 00:18:04.240 field that protects people. And so when you don't have that, 323 00:18:04.759 --> 00:18:08.279 they're just out there just ready to be used for whatever. 324 00:18:08.400 --> 00:18:10.559 And I saw that with some of the kids my 325 00:18:10.799 --> 00:18:11.680 grandma kept. 326 00:18:11.920 --> 00:18:14.519 She adopted a lot of them or you know, took 327 00:18:14.559 --> 00:18:16.519 them in as her family and they're part of our 328 00:18:16.559 --> 00:18:17.160 family now. 329 00:18:17.799 --> 00:18:19.880 But there were a lot of people that you know, 330 00:18:20.000 --> 00:18:20.759 just didn't make it. 331 00:18:20.960 --> 00:18:24.440 They just kept going down that path and they're broken, 332 00:18:24.880 --> 00:18:28.039 and it just it's sad to see what people. 333 00:18:28.039 --> 00:18:29.920 They could easily be convinced of anything. 334 00:18:30.240 --> 00:18:32.640 Like I remember these kids would be over my grandma's 335 00:18:32.680 --> 00:18:35.839 house and me and my two brothers when we were younger, 336 00:18:35.920 --> 00:18:39.319 we were like eight, nine, ten eleven, we would tell, 337 00:18:39.440 --> 00:18:40.880 you know, hey, jump on that bike and do a 338 00:18:41.119 --> 00:18:41.880 you know, jump. 339 00:18:41.720 --> 00:18:43.319 That thing, and they would do it. 340 00:18:43.920 --> 00:18:47.039 And that's just goes to show you that's how easily convinced. 341 00:18:47.079 --> 00:18:49.000 I mean, normally people would be like, no, I doing that, 342 00:18:49.000 --> 00:18:51.839 that's stupid, you know. But these people are looking for 343 00:18:52.279 --> 00:18:55.359 someone to attach themselves to and love, someone to love them. 344 00:18:55.359 --> 00:18:57.079 They're looking for that love and that light and they 345 00:18:57.079 --> 00:18:58.119 don't have it and they're lost. 346 00:18:58.480 --> 00:19:01.519 And so when they find somebody like Lee Strasberg or 347 00:19:02.799 --> 00:19:06.880 you know, Colonel Tom or whoever it is, they're just like, yes, 348 00:19:07.000 --> 00:19:09.920 this person gets me, and people like them sort of 349 00:19:10.960 --> 00:19:14.160 they're vampires. They just feed off of that that star power, 350 00:19:14.200 --> 00:19:14.799 that energy. 351 00:19:14.960 --> 00:19:18.880 I mean Lee Strasburg and his wife Paula left with 352 00:19:19.039 --> 00:19:22.960 seventy five percent of her estate and that continues to 353 00:19:22.960 --> 00:19:25.240 this day. I mean, she's making what ten million dollars 354 00:19:25.240 --> 00:19:28.240 a year still in merchandise, So of. 355 00:19:28.160 --> 00:19:32.799 Course they are because she they've made her so iconic. 356 00:19:33.640 --> 00:19:36.359 She I mean, if you go to Walmart, you can 357 00:19:36.440 --> 00:19:39.039 still buy a T shirt with her freaking face on it. 358 00:19:39.440 --> 00:19:44.720 Like it's she's she'll forever live on in infamy. And 359 00:19:45.200 --> 00:19:48.799 I think when you're in an orphanage or like you said, 360 00:19:48.799 --> 00:19:52.319 like a foster kid or something like this, you're already 361 00:19:53.160 --> 00:20:01.440 you're already in a sort of trauma based mind control program, 362 00:20:01.640 --> 00:20:06.759 and they are probably the easiest to manipulate, like you said, 363 00:20:06.960 --> 00:20:09.400 And I think that's why they probably go after kids 364 00:20:09.440 --> 00:20:12.960 like that for multiple reasons. They don't all become stars, 365 00:20:13.039 --> 00:20:15.440 trust me, some of them wish they were dead by 366 00:20:15.480 --> 00:20:19.599 the end of it. But like, let's just say, the 367 00:20:19.599 --> 00:20:23.119 ones that they can use is stars like Marylyn. She 368 00:20:23.240 --> 00:20:26.319 just so happens to be what born on this thirty 369 00:20:26.359 --> 00:20:31.440 third parallel. And I think like her death date and 370 00:20:31.559 --> 00:20:36.079 like her funeral date are interesting to me because her 371 00:20:36.160 --> 00:20:39.519 death date is supposed to be August fourth, nineteen sixty two, 372 00:20:39.640 --> 00:20:43.079 and I have this weird thing about eights, and then 373 00:20:43.119 --> 00:20:47.279 she was buried on eight eight, nineteen sixty two, so 374 00:20:47.319 --> 00:20:52.000 that's like eight's all across the board. And I don't know, 375 00:20:52.039 --> 00:20:59.359 I think that they have a way of incorporating it's 376 00:20:59.359 --> 00:21:02.039 like you said, the thirty third things like nobody's looking 377 00:21:02.079 --> 00:21:05.440 into this and if you didn't know, you wouldn't know, 378 00:21:06.039 --> 00:21:08.480 and when I see like specific dates like her death 379 00:21:08.599 --> 00:21:11.000 date and then the day she was buried on, or 380 00:21:11.039 --> 00:21:13.839 like I look at certain people's birthdays, or I look 381 00:21:13.880 --> 00:21:17.640 at you know what they changed her name to. These 382 00:21:18.119 --> 00:21:21.039 they put little clues in there, so it's if you 383 00:21:21.119 --> 00:21:24.319 know what you're looking for, you can put things together. 384 00:21:25.319 --> 00:21:30.880 But I don't know. I mean, so do people on 385 00:21:30.920 --> 00:21:34.480 the thirty third? Does it matter? Like are you into 386 00:21:34.519 --> 00:21:38.759 like zodiac stuff at all? Is it like star placement. 387 00:21:39.160 --> 00:21:42.799 I'm sure there's a whole another world out there that 388 00:21:42.839 --> 00:21:44.519 I could go explore. 389 00:21:44.079 --> 00:21:44.400 With that head. 390 00:21:44.559 --> 00:21:46.160 Yeah, because I feel like that's got to be like 391 00:21:46.480 --> 00:21:50.200 five layer burrito type stuff, Like there's like multiple layers 392 00:21:50.200 --> 00:21:54.240 of things that they look at. Because even though with 393 00:21:54.319 --> 00:21:56.839 the way like when they chose to kill her and 394 00:21:56.880 --> 00:22:00.880 like all this stuff that went down, it's seems very 395 00:22:00.920 --> 00:22:07.559 on purpose to me. And I'm not surprised that her 396 00:22:07.599 --> 00:22:10.799 handlers like still surviving off all the money that she 397 00:22:11.000 --> 00:22:16.160 makes yearly, because I mean they called him before they 398 00:22:16.200 --> 00:22:19.000 even called the police to come over. There was like 399 00:22:19.079 --> 00:22:23.039 a four hour gap of time between when the doctor 400 00:22:23.119 --> 00:22:26.400 supposedly got there and they found out she was dead 401 00:22:26.880 --> 00:22:30.079 to the time that they called the police and they 402 00:22:30.079 --> 00:22:32.720 were saying, oh, we called such and such a person, 403 00:22:32.799 --> 00:22:35.200 or we called her publicist, or we called this and that. 404 00:22:36.079 --> 00:22:39.680 Her fucking handler was the first one that showed up 405 00:22:39.720 --> 00:22:42.240 after the doctors. It's like, all right, money bag time, 406 00:22:43.279 --> 00:22:46.880 let's get our story straight before the police get here, 407 00:22:46.960 --> 00:22:50.640 so when they get here, we have something to tell them. 408 00:22:51.559 --> 00:22:58.640 And it was all just so like a humiliation ritual almost, 409 00:22:58.759 --> 00:23:03.279 because she's supposed to be this sex symbol and she's supposed. 410 00:23:02.880 --> 00:23:03.480 To be like. 411 00:23:06.359 --> 00:23:08.039 I was worried about my dog Barkin. 412 00:23:09.720 --> 00:23:14.000 And it's me. But yeah, she's supposed to be like 413 00:23:14.039 --> 00:23:20.119 the most gorgeous. I don't know, she could have anybody, right, 414 00:23:20.200 --> 00:23:22.359 she could have a president, she could have you know, 415 00:23:23.200 --> 00:23:23.640 hang on. 416 00:23:24.359 --> 00:23:29.440 It's okay, well what I noticed, Like I said that 417 00:23:30.279 --> 00:23:34.319 she the mm Bester Mason, that's the thirty third Mason. 418 00:23:34.799 --> 00:23:37.000 So when you start to uncover the thirty third tie in, 419 00:23:37.559 --> 00:23:39.359 then again that's a whole nother rabbit hole in. 420 00:23:40.279 --> 00:23:41.279 She had a psychiatry. 421 00:23:41.759 --> 00:23:44.640 The psychiatrist she had was the same as Jacqueline and 422 00:23:44.720 --> 00:23:49.440 NASAs Kennedy's psychiatrist that she was seeing after the Kennedy assassination. 423 00:23:49.599 --> 00:23:53.599 So again there's always some just like the uh Jolly West. 424 00:23:53.599 --> 00:23:56.000 There's always a psychiatrist behind the scenes kind of pulling 425 00:23:56.000 --> 00:23:56.880 the strings as well. 426 00:23:56.960 --> 00:23:59.759 Right, So Jackie was seeing doctor. 427 00:24:01.640 --> 00:24:04.960 She had a lady. There was a lady named mary 428 00:24:04.960 --> 00:24:05.640 Anne Chris. 429 00:24:06.559 --> 00:24:09.400 Okay, so this is she actually got twenty five percent 430 00:24:09.440 --> 00:24:12.759 the other twenty five percent of Maryland's estate. 431 00:24:13.680 --> 00:24:17.640 Why, oh my god, this is the first time I'm 432 00:24:17.680 --> 00:24:19.960 hearing about her, because the one that always comes up 433 00:24:20.039 --> 00:24:23.359 is doctor Greenson, because he's the one that came to 434 00:24:23.400 --> 00:24:26.519 the house and he's the one that supposedly broke the 435 00:24:26.559 --> 00:24:30.960 window to get in to find her dead body or whatever. Oh, 436 00:24:31.079 --> 00:24:32.880 and I remember what I was gonna say about that 437 00:24:33.799 --> 00:24:36.759 she's like this sexy person whatever. And the way that 438 00:24:37.200 --> 00:24:41.519 they killed her was like Marylynd found in the nude, 439 00:24:41.759 --> 00:24:44.880 no makeup on, her hair was all crazy, her body 440 00:24:44.920 --> 00:24:47.680 was all bloated and bruised and like all this stuff. 441 00:24:47.720 --> 00:24:50.680 And they put that picture in the headlines as to 442 00:24:50.720 --> 00:24:54.039 like traumatize everyone because we were so used to looking 443 00:24:54.079 --> 00:24:56.279 at her like a Barbie doll. And then they showed 444 00:24:56.319 --> 00:24:58.039 her in the news and it was she was all 445 00:24:58.039 --> 00:25:01.599 like almost disfigured, looking their face, all bloated and hanging 446 00:25:01.680 --> 00:25:03.240 off the side of the bed, and it was just 447 00:25:03.279 --> 00:25:08.640 like a big humiliate, humiliation ritual. And they usually don't 448 00:25:08.680 --> 00:25:14.839 do that unless they're trying to send a message like 449 00:25:14.880 --> 00:25:17.400 look what we can do, Like you could literally be 450 00:25:17.519 --> 00:25:20.680 Marilyn mon Roe and like having sex with both the 451 00:25:20.759 --> 00:25:23.160 Kennedy brothers and this can still happen to you. 452 00:25:23.960 --> 00:25:28.000 Yeah, and it can happen to the Kennedys themselves, right. 453 00:25:27.920 --> 00:25:31.319 Yeah, because they got double tapped like a few So 454 00:25:31.759 --> 00:25:37.319 she died in August and then John F. Kennedy died 455 00:25:37.400 --> 00:25:41.440 that November. So I mean it was like, because that's 456 00:25:41.440 --> 00:25:43.519 why they always say it had to be the Kennedys 457 00:25:43.559 --> 00:25:45.480 that set this up for Marylyn, And I was like, 458 00:25:45.599 --> 00:25:48.599 I don't think so, because they got it shortly after 459 00:25:48.680 --> 00:25:54.119 she did. So I think that they were all bit 460 00:25:54.200 --> 00:25:56.119 off more than they could chew, and they all had 461 00:25:56.119 --> 00:25:56.440 to go. 462 00:25:57.359 --> 00:26:01.079 Well, when people are born on these these lay lines, 463 00:26:01.119 --> 00:26:04.000 like I talked about, these these extra electrical energies, right, 464 00:26:04.000 --> 00:26:08.359 they have this extra humph about him that you know, Elvis. 465 00:26:08.119 --> 00:26:09.039 Talked about having this. 466 00:26:09.240 --> 00:26:12.680 He could see, he could see his twin brother that died, 467 00:26:12.880 --> 00:26:15.359 He could he interacted with him. He had visions of 468 00:26:15.440 --> 00:26:18.759 himself singing on a stage in a white outfit when 469 00:26:18.799 --> 00:26:19.440 he was a kid. 470 00:26:19.920 --> 00:26:20.680 All these weird things. 471 00:26:20.920 --> 00:26:23.359 How he has aliens follow follow him around all the time. 472 00:26:23.640 --> 00:26:26.640 So there's all these weird occult things that happened to him. 473 00:26:26.680 --> 00:26:29.160 And some say he's a you know, magician. I had 474 00:26:29.200 --> 00:26:31.240 a guy named Miguel Connor and we talked about that, 475 00:26:32.200 --> 00:26:34.759 like Elvis was some sort of a magician. He could conjure, 476 00:26:34.920 --> 00:26:37.000 he could make it rain and stuff like that. So 477 00:26:37.519 --> 00:26:39.839 what I'm trying to get at is that these celebrities 478 00:26:39.880 --> 00:26:42.440 have this extra star power, and I think some of 479 00:26:42.480 --> 00:26:45.279 them can't handle it, and that's why they overdose, and 480 00:26:45.319 --> 00:26:48.039 that's why they commit suicide. And like you think about 481 00:26:48.119 --> 00:26:53.279 Robin Williams, types and Kurt Cobain and you know, all 482 00:26:53.319 --> 00:26:55.559 these people. Now I realized that they could have been 483 00:26:55.599 --> 00:26:58.599 obviously killed just to get their estate, just like Michael 484 00:26:58.680 --> 00:27:01.720 Jackson or somebody like, because Michael Jackson's collection is way 485 00:27:01.720 --> 00:27:04.799 more valuable now than it was, you know, when he 486 00:27:04.960 --> 00:27:09.599 was twenty years ago before he was killed. So every 487 00:27:09.599 --> 00:27:14.000 time someone dies, their value goes up somehow. Right, It's 488 00:27:14.000 --> 00:27:16.319 like they've already used them up. They've already used all 489 00:27:16.319 --> 00:27:17.000 that star power. 490 00:27:17.000 --> 00:27:18.559 Out of them. They already squeezed them, just like the 491 00:27:18.599 --> 00:27:19.480 Britney Spears is. 492 00:27:19.799 --> 00:27:22.160 They squeeze the life out of them, squeeze that star 493 00:27:22.240 --> 00:27:24.319 power out of them, and then they cast them aside. 494 00:27:24.319 --> 00:27:26.559 And these people kind of go crazy because if you 495 00:27:26.640 --> 00:27:29.759 imagine if you have this extra energy, this you know, 496 00:27:29.799 --> 00:27:32.440 this charisma, that unexplainable. 497 00:27:31.759 --> 00:27:35.119 Charisma, and you don't know why you have this. So 498 00:27:35.200 --> 00:27:37.279 we just talked about it when we entered the show. Right, 499 00:27:37.279 --> 00:27:39.119 it's like, I don't know why people listen to me. 500 00:27:39.200 --> 00:27:39.799 It's so weird. 501 00:27:40.160 --> 00:27:42.839 Imagine that, and then everywhere you go, they're like, you 502 00:27:43.279 --> 00:27:44.160 cosmic peach. 503 00:27:44.200 --> 00:27:46.640 You're the cosmic peach, and they want to take pictures 504 00:27:46.680 --> 00:27:46.880 with it. 505 00:27:46.920 --> 00:27:50.960 That's got to be a different level of like heavy burden. 506 00:27:51.559 --> 00:27:53.279 You know that people have to feel it or have 507 00:27:53.319 --> 00:27:56.160 to go through. So I think that there's this extra 508 00:27:56.279 --> 00:27:59.079 energy that they can't handle, this star power, right that 509 00:27:59.279 --> 00:28:02.319 they didn't necessarily won't this. They were just born into 510 00:28:02.359 --> 00:28:05.279 this and they have this ability to change the world. 511 00:28:05.640 --> 00:28:08.160 And everybody that i'm that are born on the thirty 512 00:28:08.160 --> 00:28:11.079 third parallel has been people who have changed the world. 513 00:28:11.119 --> 00:28:12.160 They're iconic. There. 514 00:28:12.480 --> 00:28:15.640 Marilyn Monroe with Elvis and Johnny Cash, and I mean 515 00:28:16.599 --> 00:28:21.160 it's unbelievable. William Faulkner and James Earl Jones and Bear Bryant, 516 00:28:21.160 --> 00:28:25.000 and you know, we're talking about like Hank Williams Junior 517 00:28:25.039 --> 00:28:27.160 and senior, Joe Lewis and all these people we've talked. 518 00:28:27.200 --> 00:28:28.359 We're talking about people. 519 00:28:28.079 --> 00:28:32.240 Again who changed history, who have changed the course of history. 520 00:28:32.480 --> 00:28:34.559 So it's not just like it's just it's not just 521 00:28:34.559 --> 00:28:36.119 like your run of the Mills celebrity. 522 00:28:36.519 --> 00:28:39.960 You know, you're right, right, Well, it's I have a 523 00:28:40.000 --> 00:28:43.640 couple of things to say about that. First, I didn't 524 00:28:43.680 --> 00:28:48.079 know that about I did. I did a presentation on Priscilla, 525 00:28:48.880 --> 00:28:52.440 but I didn't really look into it. Like Elvis has 526 00:28:52.480 --> 00:28:55.519 always been on the periphery of things that I'm looking into, 527 00:28:55.960 --> 00:29:02.279 because I also did an episode about the guest called 528 00:29:02.319 --> 00:29:06.359 it the Laurel Canyon of Country Music, which was Nashville, 529 00:29:06.400 --> 00:29:14.640 and of course Elvis was in Nashville, but or Memphis, 530 00:29:14.680 --> 00:29:18.400 sorry Memphis. He was in Memphis, and so he's always 531 00:29:18.480 --> 00:29:21.400 kind of been like on the periphery. And somebody who 532 00:29:21.440 --> 00:29:23.839 came up when we were talking about that was this 533 00:29:23.960 --> 00:29:28.480 lady named Tuesday Weld, and she is supposed to be 534 00:29:28.640 --> 00:29:33.119 like a high, high, high up there witch, like super 535 00:29:34.279 --> 00:29:39.240 supreme priestess type of lady, and her and Elvis were 536 00:29:39.279 --> 00:29:45.440 like this, literally best friends. So it doesn't surprise me 537 00:29:45.519 --> 00:29:48.720 that people would say he was a magician just based 538 00:29:48.759 --> 00:29:53.240 on the company he was keeping and the weird stuff 539 00:29:53.319 --> 00:29:56.400 with Priscilla, because I'm pretty sure when they met she 540 00:29:56.599 --> 00:29:59.799 was like thirteen or something like crazy young like that, 541 00:30:01.279 --> 00:30:03.960 and then he like kept her prisoner for a while 542 00:30:04.000 --> 00:30:07.279 in the house. But he was up to some weird stuff. Anyways, 543 00:30:08.599 --> 00:30:12.720 it wouldn't surprise me if he had tapped into something 544 00:30:12.799 --> 00:30:15.680 that was like way out of his league. But I 545 00:30:15.799 --> 00:30:18.759 do think that they could use these people and like 546 00:30:19.319 --> 00:30:22.599 you said, squeeze all they can out of them and 547 00:30:22.640 --> 00:30:26.440 then kill them, because if you where I come in 548 00:30:27.279 --> 00:30:34.200 is inconsistencies with deaths. Marilyn Monroe, There's no way physiologically 549 00:30:34.240 --> 00:30:37.680 that she killed herself. Kurt Cobain, he would have had 550 00:30:37.720 --> 00:30:41.240 to pull the trigger of the shotgun with his foot 551 00:30:41.519 --> 00:30:44.680 while wearing a shoe like stuff, and then and then, 552 00:30:45.160 --> 00:30:48.240 while bleeding out from a head shot wound, go down 553 00:30:48.359 --> 00:30:51.359 and then slash all the tires on his car and 554 00:30:51.400 --> 00:30:55.279 then go back up and finish dying. It's that weird 555 00:30:55.319 --> 00:30:58.119 stuff like that that just could not, could not and 556 00:30:58.200 --> 00:31:04.480 could never make sense to, Like they killed themselves. Michael Jackson, definitely, 557 00:31:04.519 --> 00:31:07.119 I think he was killed or he's still alive and 558 00:31:07.200 --> 00:31:11.720 repurposed in some way. I've started actually coming to the 559 00:31:13.079 --> 00:31:17.559 conclusion that people who they say killed themselves or died. 560 00:31:17.880 --> 00:31:20.240 I even think some of the twenty seven Club people 561 00:31:20.480 --> 00:31:24.319 faked their deaths and then they are repurposed in other ways. 562 00:31:24.559 --> 00:31:29.599 I think the name Elvis Presley or the name Michael 563 00:31:29.720 --> 00:31:35.240 Jackson is a character that multiple people can play. So 564 00:31:35.319 --> 00:31:39.640 they take the actor the person playing Michael Jackson, they 565 00:31:39.759 --> 00:31:43.799 kill the character off the rip Michael Jackson, and they 566 00:31:43.799 --> 00:31:46.119 take the person who is playing Michael Jackson, and they 567 00:31:46.160 --> 00:31:49.200 repurpose them in another way. Because it's like you said, 568 00:31:49.200 --> 00:31:51.400 if they do have all this star power and they 569 00:31:51.440 --> 00:31:54.519 have all this like energy, and they have whatever the 570 00:31:54.599 --> 00:31:57.519 secret sauces, why would you kill them when you can 571 00:31:57.559 --> 00:32:01.599 repurpose them in another way? Like Jimson, I don't think 572 00:32:01.640 --> 00:32:05.200 he died in a bathtub in France or whatever they 573 00:32:05.200 --> 00:32:08.359 said he did. I think that they just repurposed him 574 00:32:09.440 --> 00:32:11.839 in some other type of capacity. I mean, you see 575 00:32:11.880 --> 00:32:15.000 all the time people saying such and such a person 576 00:32:15.119 --> 00:32:18.359 became such and such other person. A lot of people say, 577 00:32:18.880 --> 00:32:22.160 I can't remember his name. Somebody became Alex Jones. 578 00:32:24.559 --> 00:32:25.000 I can't. 579 00:32:25.039 --> 00:32:26.960 Oh, I wish my husband was here because he's the 580 00:32:26.960 --> 00:32:29.039 one who talks about this. But it was some kind 581 00:32:29.039 --> 00:32:33.559 of a comedian who died and then became Alex Jones, 582 00:32:33.960 --> 00:32:38.839 the character Alex Jones. And so I do think that 583 00:32:38.960 --> 00:32:42.680 they could either kill you. You could kill yourself, or 584 00:32:42.720 --> 00:32:45.559 they could kill your character and still use you in 585 00:32:45.599 --> 00:32:49.480 some kind of unspecified capacity, or use. 586 00:32:49.359 --> 00:32:51.839 Your likeness at least and then model another character. 587 00:32:51.880 --> 00:32:53.920 I really do believe they probably have already figured out 588 00:32:53.960 --> 00:32:56.839 how to put consciousness in different bodies and things like that, 589 00:32:57.039 --> 00:33:00.279 you know, just transfer to you know. 590 00:33:00.400 --> 00:33:01.279 It's like some people. 591 00:33:01.079 --> 00:33:04.960 Think that Kanye there's a new clone version of Kanye 592 00:33:05.440 --> 00:33:08.799 that that's out there running around because he's different now, right, 593 00:33:08.839 --> 00:33:12.240 he's apologetic and he's you know, not talking out he's 594 00:33:12.279 --> 00:33:14.920 not he's not talking out of line. But again, it 595 00:33:15.000 --> 00:33:18.039 just seems like there are people who have this mind 596 00:33:18.160 --> 00:33:20.880 control over people, like there's a it has to be 597 00:33:20.920 --> 00:33:24.480 some kind of a program, because like Laurel Kanyon, I mean, 598 00:33:24.880 --> 00:33:26.160 who are some of the who are some of the 599 00:33:26.480 --> 00:33:28.599 stars that came out of Laura Knyon? What are some 600 00:33:28.640 --> 00:33:32.599 of the bigger like the the Eagles, right. 601 00:33:32.920 --> 00:33:41.759 Or the Mama's and the Papas, Charles Manson, Jim Morrison, 602 00:33:41.960 --> 00:33:48.000 the Birds, Crosby Stills, A Nash, Frank Zappa, you name it. 603 00:33:48.039 --> 00:33:51.920 Like all the sixties counterculture music started in Laurel Canyon. 604 00:33:52.000 --> 00:33:54.759 They all knew each other. They all like grew up 605 00:33:54.799 --> 00:33:59.960 together in weird military schools, and then they lied about 606 00:34:00.200 --> 00:34:04.160 it once they got famous because they didn't They couldn't say, like, 607 00:34:04.200 --> 00:34:07.119 we're part of this thing that's starting a counter culture 608 00:34:07.200 --> 00:34:10.000 movement and all of our parents are military. They had 609 00:34:10.039 --> 00:34:13.639 to be oh, peace love, no war, Da da DA 610 00:34:13.679 --> 00:34:16.719 gives piece a chance and all this weird stuff. But 611 00:34:16.880 --> 00:34:20.039 in reality, they all grew they were all military kids. 612 00:34:21.079 --> 00:34:21.360 Yeah. 613 00:34:21.400 --> 00:34:25.599 And again the reason I brought up Lower Canyon again, 614 00:34:25.840 --> 00:34:28.079 that's I know that's your area of expertise. But there's 615 00:34:28.119 --> 00:34:31.039 also other places, Like there's a place called Manhattan Plaza, 616 00:34:31.800 --> 00:34:35.079 which is like in Hell's Kitchen in New York, which 617 00:34:35.159 --> 00:34:36.159 is all they call. 618 00:34:36.079 --> 00:34:37.199 It Broadway's Bedroom. 619 00:34:37.320 --> 00:34:39.960 There's all these big celebrities that come out of there, 620 00:34:40.119 --> 00:34:43.639 These big artists and movie stars and and they and 621 00:34:43.639 --> 00:34:46.239 it's and people who live there like, oh yeah, they're 622 00:34:46.239 --> 00:34:48.639 probably gonna be stars, Like how do you know that? 623 00:34:49.400 --> 00:34:49.599 Right? 624 00:34:49.800 --> 00:34:53.599 Or like the Sunsets, the Sunsets, I can't even talk 625 00:34:53.679 --> 00:34:57.559 the Sunset Strip in La You had like Van Halen 626 00:34:57.840 --> 00:35:01.320 and Quiet Riot and Poison and Motley Crue and Guns 627 00:35:01.400 --> 00:35:04.320 N' Roses and all, you know Jane's addiction. All these 628 00:35:04.360 --> 00:35:07.559 people come out of that same area. You have all 629 00:35:07.599 --> 00:35:11.079 the people who came out of the Seattle grun scene. 630 00:35:11.199 --> 00:35:13.159 They were all living in the same house and stuff. 631 00:35:13.719 --> 00:35:14.239 You know, like. 632 00:35:15.639 --> 00:35:20.079 Kirk Cobain famously went to a party and that's where 633 00:35:20.119 --> 00:35:22.000 he met Dave Girl, and Dave Girl was talking trash 634 00:35:22.079 --> 00:35:24.559 about Courtney Love and some other stuff. 635 00:35:24.639 --> 00:35:26.519 Right, So they all lived in these houses. 636 00:35:26.599 --> 00:35:26.920 I remember. 637 00:35:27.119 --> 00:35:29.840 I remember hearing Lane Staley from Alison Chains talk about that, 638 00:35:30.159 --> 00:35:31.719 like there was just it was just a house of 639 00:35:31.800 --> 00:35:35.000 like everybody had their own little rooms, these little bands. 640 00:35:34.639 --> 00:35:35.440 Had their own rooms. 641 00:35:35.440 --> 00:35:38.679 And that's where he first tried out for Alison Chains. 642 00:35:39.280 --> 00:35:41.039 Was like he just walked into one of these rooms 643 00:35:41.079 --> 00:35:43.639 and just started singing. And so like there's these these 644 00:35:43.800 --> 00:35:46.239 these hot beds, and but it's not just that, I 645 00:35:46.239 --> 00:35:48.440 mean all these people go to high school together, you know, 646 00:35:48.519 --> 00:35:51.599 like Van Nights High School, right, Marilyn Monroe and Natalie 647 00:35:51.599 --> 00:35:55.159 Wood and Paul Abdul and Downtown Julie Brown and all 648 00:35:55.199 --> 00:35:58.360 these people, and uh, Santa Monica High School was the 649 00:35:58.360 --> 00:36:00.440 brat pack, like pretty much all the brat pack. 650 00:36:00.559 --> 00:36:02.880 Robert Downey Jr. And Sean Penn and Charlie Sheen and 651 00:36:02.920 --> 00:36:05.239 Emelie Westavez and all these they went to high school together. 652 00:36:05.880 --> 00:36:09.840 And then you got Andy Warhol, Warhol's uh Factory whatever 653 00:36:09.840 --> 00:36:12.039 it's called the factory where you had all these major 654 00:36:12.079 --> 00:36:17.079 celebrities that always like these artists and these entertainers like 655 00:36:17.159 --> 00:36:20.239 Kurt and art and authors like Kurt Vonnegut and people 656 00:36:20.239 --> 00:36:22.599 like that. And so the point is is there it 657 00:36:22.679 --> 00:36:25.880 feels like they're manufacturing these places. I had a guy 658 00:36:26.000 --> 00:36:28.440 named Cody Tucker on my show. He has a famous 659 00:36:28.440 --> 00:36:31.039 Instagram where he talks about the connections of celebrities. 660 00:36:31.079 --> 00:36:33.039 This guy went to high school with this guy. Well, 661 00:36:33.880 --> 00:36:36.159 I was trying to get at it with him to say, hey, 662 00:36:36.159 --> 00:36:37.559 what do you what do you think this is? 663 00:36:37.599 --> 00:36:40.199 Because it can't be a coincidence that all these people 664 00:36:40.280 --> 00:36:42.079 went to high school get together, like four of the 665 00:36:42.119 --> 00:36:45.159 people from the office went the high school together, Like 666 00:36:45.159 --> 00:36:46.440 how that? 667 00:36:46.639 --> 00:36:50.079 How weird is that? And nobody else? Do you know 668 00:36:50.079 --> 00:36:50.480 what I mean? 669 00:36:51.599 --> 00:36:53.760 Well, I mean if just take what you said right there, 670 00:36:53.760 --> 00:36:56.360 because I also mentioned there's like a Laurel Canyon of 671 00:36:56.440 --> 00:36:59.400 Nashville too, where all these country stars shouldn't know each 672 00:36:59.400 --> 00:37:05.000 other but do and could we even call maybe maybe not, 673 00:37:05.239 --> 00:37:09.119 but could we even call it Laurel Canyon as like 674 00:37:09.320 --> 00:37:12.440 the the blueprint of it, because maybe there was one 675 00:37:12.480 --> 00:37:16.360 even before Laurel Canyon. I think actually country, the country 676 00:37:16.480 --> 00:37:21.920 Nashville scene came on before Laurel Canyon. So it's like 677 00:37:22.719 --> 00:37:29.239 little hives where they concentrate on on who's gonna be 678 00:37:29.400 --> 00:37:33.199 the next thing, Like all right, we got the Nashville people, 679 00:37:33.280 --> 00:37:35.960 we got the Memphis people. Come now out of nowhere. 680 00:37:36.079 --> 00:37:40.119 Now we got Sunset Strip, Now we got Laurel Canyon. 681 00:37:40.239 --> 00:37:45.360 Now we got actors here, people over here, And it's 682 00:37:45.400 --> 00:37:49.800 like little pockets of like controlled opposition where they choose 683 00:37:49.840 --> 00:37:53.920 certain people. And I did a thing on you know 684 00:37:53.960 --> 00:37:57.320 that club Johnny Depp owned the Viper Room. 685 00:37:57.880 --> 00:37:59.440 I've never heard of it. I knew he owned a club. 686 00:37:59.480 --> 00:38:00.320 I never heard the name. 687 00:38:01.079 --> 00:38:03.719 Yeah, it was called the Viper Room, and you only 688 00:38:03.960 --> 00:38:05.719 you could only get in if you were a certain 689 00:38:05.760 --> 00:38:10.159 type of like celeb or musician. Like I couldn't walk 690 00:38:10.199 --> 00:38:11.960 in there and be like, oh, I'm a podcast or 691 00:38:12.000 --> 00:38:13.599 I'm gonna get in the viper room. It was like 692 00:38:13.840 --> 00:38:16.519 you had to be upper echelon to get in there. 693 00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:19.760 And they were all hanging out together. That's where River 694 00:38:19.840 --> 00:38:24.440 Phoenix died. Woquin Phoenix and River Phoenix were in the 695 00:38:24.519 --> 00:38:26.199 viper Room the night River died. 696 00:38:26.719 --> 00:38:29.119 Yeah, Kim Rees was like one of their best friends too. 697 00:38:29.199 --> 00:38:30.639 It was like all these people were, right. 698 00:38:30.559 --> 00:38:38.159 Keanu, Toby McGuire, all these uh, Leonardo DiCaprio, they were 699 00:38:38.199 --> 00:38:41.559 all hanging out in the viper room together. And you know, 700 00:38:41.679 --> 00:38:44.320 obviously Johnny Depp, I could do a whole episode just 701 00:38:44.400 --> 00:38:47.480 on him, but it just seems like there's there's like 702 00:38:47.519 --> 00:38:51.199 little focal points where they just get all these people together, 703 00:38:51.239 --> 00:38:54.480 and it's like these are these are the ones and 704 00:38:54.639 --> 00:38:59.519 that happened in the nineties. And if you look, and 705 00:38:59.639 --> 00:39:03.000 I would be curious to see where if Courtney Love 706 00:39:03.159 --> 00:39:06.519 was born on the thirty third parallel because her story 707 00:39:06.599 --> 00:39:12.599 is like crazy. But anyways, it's like the grunge scene 708 00:39:12.800 --> 00:39:15.800 in all of these places, they choose who's gonna be 709 00:39:15.840 --> 00:39:18.039 like the it people. They get them all bunched up 710 00:39:18.079 --> 00:39:22.000 together and then that's it, and that they're like infamous 711 00:39:22.039 --> 00:39:25.599 forever long after that. And I don't even know how 712 00:39:26.119 --> 00:39:29.960 these people are even chosen other than their parents were 713 00:39:30.000 --> 00:39:33.800 involved with something. And you know what I mean, it 714 00:39:33.920 --> 00:39:37.199 has to be. It has to be. They're all growing 715 00:39:37.280 --> 00:39:38.639 up and going to high school together. 716 00:39:38.760 --> 00:39:41.800 Like, come on, have you ever heard of a poem 717 00:39:41.880 --> 00:39:43.679 called to an Athlete Dying Young? 718 00:39:45.039 --> 00:39:45.599 I don't know. 719 00:39:47.079 --> 00:39:49.280 It's a poem by a guy named Ae Houseman, and 720 00:39:49.320 --> 00:39:51.280 it was written a long time ago, and it's basically 721 00:39:51.320 --> 00:39:55.599 talking about like you need to die young because it 722 00:39:55.679 --> 00:39:57.760 enhances your power. I mean, I won't go through the 723 00:39:57.800 --> 00:40:00.880 whole poem or anything like that, but it was like you're, you're, you're, 724 00:40:01.079 --> 00:40:03.400 you could be a champion today. That doesn't mean anything, 725 00:40:03.599 --> 00:40:06.480 but what happens when you get old That star power 726 00:40:06.559 --> 00:40:09.320 will fade, but when you die young, that will live 727 00:40:09.360 --> 00:40:11.679 on forever and you and you just think of again, 728 00:40:11.719 --> 00:40:14.079 think about the control, the mind control that you have 729 00:40:14.360 --> 00:40:17.320 over people. When when something like that, with something like that, 730 00:40:17.760 --> 00:40:20.480 it's like you can you can actually probably offer that 731 00:40:20.519 --> 00:40:22.639 to these people. Hey, you want to live that, you 732 00:40:22.679 --> 00:40:23.960 want to go down in the Rock and Roll Hall 733 00:40:24.000 --> 00:40:26.320 of Fame, You're going to join the twenty seven club 734 00:40:26.400 --> 00:40:29.000 or like Tupac died when he's like twenty three, right, 735 00:40:29.880 --> 00:40:31.519 And that's a whole other rabbit hole, because he was 736 00:40:31.519 --> 00:40:33.920 a thesbian dude. I mean he was like this, he 737 00:40:34.039 --> 00:40:36.719 was he was a ballerina, he was a background dancer 738 00:40:36.719 --> 00:40:38.679 for Digital Underground, right, and he was. 739 00:40:38.760 --> 00:40:43.679 Well, I've seen of him and he's to me, looks 740 00:40:43.960 --> 00:40:46.239 downright homosexual. 741 00:40:45.599 --> 00:40:46.320 Right exactly. 742 00:40:46.360 --> 00:40:48.480 And then all of a sudden, I mean yeah, like 743 00:40:48.519 --> 00:40:51.320 Michael Ji White was talking about he was friends with him, 744 00:40:51.360 --> 00:40:53.079 and he was like he was a totally different guy 745 00:40:53.280 --> 00:40:57.119 behind the scenes. It was like I'm sure he taught, 746 00:40:57.800 --> 00:40:58.519 but again. 747 00:40:58.519 --> 00:41:00.400 It but you know, if you think of like I 748 00:41:00.440 --> 00:41:01.239 talked about all the. 749 00:41:03.039 --> 00:41:07.679 Hair bands, right, they all were very androgynous, they long hair, makeup, 750 00:41:08.599 --> 00:41:10.920 and then what do we have twenty years later? We 751 00:41:11.039 --> 00:41:14.440 have transgender movements and stuff like that. So it's like 752 00:41:14.800 --> 00:41:18.960 they're programming us for whatever they want to program us for. 753 00:41:19.440 --> 00:41:19.639 Yah. 754 00:41:19.679 --> 00:41:22.039 Yeah, and it goes along with what you said, like 755 00:41:22.079 --> 00:41:25.760 with Tupac, not really being who he was portrayed to be. 756 00:41:26.360 --> 00:41:29.960 The character Tupac maybe died, but they could have repurposed 757 00:41:29.960 --> 00:41:32.679 that dude and had him do other stuff, you know 758 00:41:32.760 --> 00:41:35.559 what I mean. Like they killed off the character, but 759 00:41:35.599 --> 00:41:38.840 they took the human being playing him, and they repurposed 760 00:41:38.880 --> 00:41:41.480 him in some way, and we all just think he's 761 00:41:41.519 --> 00:41:43.440 dead because that's what they want us to believe that 762 00:41:43.480 --> 00:41:51.440 he's dead. But like the trans weird stuff that's going 763 00:41:51.480 --> 00:41:55.360 on now, I really don't know what's going on with 764 00:41:55.400 --> 00:42:00.760 that because I feel like there's this pendulum, this invisible pendulum, 765 00:42:00.960 --> 00:42:03.519 and it starts out in the middle, and then it 766 00:42:03.559 --> 00:42:06.480 gets flicked and it goes way way way way way 767 00:42:06.639 --> 00:42:08.960 far left, and then it comes back down and we 768 00:42:09.000 --> 00:42:11.679 have a little bit of normalcy, and then it goes 769 00:42:11.960 --> 00:42:15.079 way way way way way far right, and I think 770 00:42:15.119 --> 00:42:16.079 that's where we're headed. 771 00:42:16.280 --> 00:42:18.039 Well, what I think is happening is I think that 772 00:42:18.119 --> 00:42:18.800 they have this. 773 00:42:19.000 --> 00:42:22.199 Uh, by the way, my kids are being loud out 774 00:42:22.239 --> 00:42:24.079 there right now, so like I'm just gonna go with it. 775 00:42:24.159 --> 00:42:24.599 If you can hear. 776 00:42:24.880 --> 00:42:27.480 My dogs are being a freaking asshole, so. 777 00:42:27.360 --> 00:42:29.199 Let's do let's just go. I don't care. 778 00:42:30.119 --> 00:42:33.079 But you know, a lot of these like I said, 779 00:42:33.599 --> 00:42:37.400 they they repurpose everything, and they it's an energy manipulation. 780 00:42:37.559 --> 00:42:41.199 So if they try to affect our free will, our consciousness, 781 00:42:41.239 --> 00:42:45.079 they're trying to you know, thement government means government means 782 00:42:45.119 --> 00:42:47.639 to steer, and mint means mind. So they're trying to 783 00:42:47.679 --> 00:42:50.440 steer our minds in a certain direction, and they do 784 00:42:50.559 --> 00:42:54.079 so through music, I mean music. You know the song 785 00:42:54.400 --> 00:42:58.280 Oh Black Bee bab right, that song has been rewritten, 786 00:42:58.280 --> 00:43:01.639 I mean remade since the thirty over and over, decade 787 00:43:01.639 --> 00:43:02.679 after decade after decade. 788 00:43:02.760 --> 00:43:05.760 Is that I just found that out? Yeah, Actually, because 789 00:43:05.800 --> 00:43:10.079 I thought it was what is the band called the 790 00:43:10.079 --> 00:43:14.719 one that that's the infamous ram Jam. I thought that 791 00:43:14.840 --> 00:43:19.199 was their song. And then I saw this Facebook Facebook 792 00:43:19.239 --> 00:43:22.480 video and it showed an old one and I was like, oh, okay, 793 00:43:22.559 --> 00:43:24.360 well I can see where they would have wanted to 794 00:43:24.480 --> 00:43:26.559 do that. And then I saw an even older one 795 00:43:27.239 --> 00:43:29.079 and I was like, what is this? This is like 796 00:43:29.119 --> 00:43:32.960 an old prison song or something. It was literally like 797 00:43:33.039 --> 00:43:36.400 a who's that guy? The first guy to sell his 798 00:43:36.519 --> 00:43:41.199 soul to the devil? Robert Johnson was like one of 799 00:43:41.239 --> 00:43:44.840 his songs. It was it was like an old black 800 00:43:44.880 --> 00:43:47.239 guy with a guitar singing it and then it's just 801 00:43:47.280 --> 00:43:50.440 been remade, remade, repackaged, if you will. 802 00:43:50.599 --> 00:43:52.840 And it's every musician that does that. 803 00:43:53.440 --> 00:43:55.960 It became it became like I'm I'm from the South, 804 00:43:55.960 --> 00:43:58.280 I'm from South Carolina side, but like I love country 805 00:43:58.360 --> 00:44:00.679 music and I love I especially love the seven these eighties. 806 00:44:00.480 --> 00:44:01.519 And nineties country music. 807 00:44:01.800 --> 00:44:03.679 And when but when you start to look at these 808 00:44:04.360 --> 00:44:06.880 these artists that I really loved and you read who 809 00:44:06.960 --> 00:44:09.719 wrote their songs, it wasn't them, And then like and 810 00:44:09.719 --> 00:44:12.719 then you find out that most of Rascal Flat's songs 811 00:44:12.760 --> 00:44:15.480 were remakes, and most of all these songs were remakes, 812 00:44:15.519 --> 00:44:19.159 you know, like even Alan Jackson, he had he wrote 813 00:44:19.159 --> 00:44:22.440 a lot, he remade a lot of like Don Johnson 814 00:44:22.519 --> 00:44:26.039 the what the Heck's Don's I can't remember, I can't 815 00:44:26.039 --> 00:44:29.239 remember his last name, Don Gosh, I forgot his name, 816 00:44:29.280 --> 00:44:31.119 but he remade a lot of his songs. And then 817 00:44:31.400 --> 00:44:34.360 there's a lot of country music musicians who do the same. 818 00:44:34.119 --> 00:44:37.480 Thing, and it's like what then, what are they are? 819 00:44:37.480 --> 00:44:40.320 They just it kind of makes me think that there's. 820 00:44:40.119 --> 00:44:44.800 This like like it makes me question reality actually because 821 00:44:44.800 --> 00:44:47.480 then I go, are these just actors just put here? 822 00:44:47.880 --> 00:44:50.119 As like n PC's or something to kind of like 823 00:44:50.159 --> 00:44:54.079 affect change and if they they are either successful or 824 00:44:54.119 --> 00:44:57.199 unsuccessful at affecting our free will. And then when when 825 00:44:57.199 --> 00:45:00.400 they are unsuccessful with it, when when the just like COVID, 826 00:45:00.440 --> 00:45:02.880 when when COVID came out like it was like our 827 00:45:02.920 --> 00:45:05.639 free will with no, we're not we're not, We're not 828 00:45:05.679 --> 00:45:08.280 buying this anymore. Then all of a sudden, everything shifted, 829 00:45:08.280 --> 00:45:11.440 the energy shifted back to the other side, right, And 830 00:45:11.480 --> 00:45:14.239 so I feel like they just go with whatever the 831 00:45:14.239 --> 00:45:16.239 free will is, and then they'll go Now all of 832 00:45:16.280 --> 00:45:19.800 a sudden, you'll see them embrace podcasting and Elon Musk 833 00:45:19.840 --> 00:45:22.239 and Joe Rogan and all these guys, and then the 834 00:45:22.480 --> 00:45:25.400 pendulum swings back to this side and they're they're playing 835 00:45:25.440 --> 00:45:27.719 these people like a violin, you know what I mean. 836 00:45:27.719 --> 00:45:32.039 And yeah, yeah, yeah, Well, along with the thing that 837 00:45:32.119 --> 00:45:34.679 I said about the pendulum swinging and how I think 838 00:45:34.719 --> 00:45:38.280 we're going far far right right now from you know, 839 00:45:38.880 --> 00:45:42.880 Tranny Pride Parades and you know Tranny story time, and 840 00:45:42.920 --> 00:45:45.599 so we were super far left, now we're coming back around, 841 00:45:45.599 --> 00:45:47.519 and now it's going to be super super far right. 842 00:45:48.199 --> 00:45:50.800 I have a prediction, and I could be wrong, but 843 00:45:52.400 --> 00:45:55.920 I see more and more, and don't take this the 844 00:45:55.960 --> 00:45:58.480 wrong way, but this is just an observation. I see 845 00:45:58.480 --> 00:46:04.360 more and more conspiracyters coming out as like, oh, I'm 846 00:46:04.360 --> 00:46:07.599 a Christian now, Oh I've dedicated my life to Christ. 847 00:46:07.679 --> 00:46:10.880 Now I'm doing this. And I feel like there's a 848 00:46:10.880 --> 00:46:15.239 lot of gatekeeping within podcasting. Only certain ones get big, 849 00:46:15.320 --> 00:46:19.599 only certain topics get big, and the weirdness with like, oh, 850 00:46:19.679 --> 00:46:22.840 Russell Brand's a Christian, Now somebody else from a huge 851 00:46:22.880 --> 00:46:26.400 conspiracy podcast, I won't mention it as Christian now, you know. 852 00:46:26.440 --> 00:46:29.079 And it's just keeping on swinging towards that far far right. 853 00:46:29.480 --> 00:46:32.360 And if Joe Rogan comes out tomorrow and he goes 854 00:46:32.400 --> 00:46:35.119 I've dedicated my life to Christ, I'm gonna freak out 855 00:46:35.239 --> 00:46:40.000 because this is controlled, just like everything else is controlled. 856 00:46:40.440 --> 00:46:42.920 There's been pockets of us from the very beginning who 857 00:46:42.960 --> 00:46:45.079 I've felt a certain way and has said, you know, 858 00:46:45.199 --> 00:46:47.199 I do consider myself to be a Christian, but I 859 00:46:47.400 --> 00:46:50.880 do this podcast whatever. But I've just noticed within the 860 00:46:50.960 --> 00:46:53.599 last like six months or to a year that the 861 00:46:53.679 --> 00:46:57.000 pendulum is coming way way far right again. And it's 862 00:46:57.280 --> 00:46:59.719 it's just like it's just like with the training stuff, 863 00:46:59.719 --> 00:47:06.440 it's like that annoys me. Disingenuine Christian podcasters are are 864 00:47:06.480 --> 00:47:11.519 annoying me because you cannot. It's like, all right, what's 865 00:47:11.639 --> 00:47:14.920 the bandwagon we're all jumping on now? Because it went 866 00:47:14.960 --> 00:47:18.679 from everybody's this, now everybody's this, and it's just like, 867 00:47:19.519 --> 00:47:22.280 you can't. It's almost like you got to use your 868 00:47:22.320 --> 00:47:26.599 discernment on certain things because I just I don't know 869 00:47:26.639 --> 00:47:29.079 where we're headed, but I feel like, what a way 870 00:47:29.119 --> 00:47:32.159 to co opt something that could be great and use 871 00:47:32.199 --> 00:47:33.480 it as some weirdness. 872 00:47:34.000 --> 00:47:39.039 It's okay because what happens is authenticity when we speak, 873 00:47:39.079 --> 00:47:42.920 when we have these real vibrations coming from our bodies 874 00:47:43.159 --> 00:47:46.280 that means something to us. It really has this authentic 875 00:47:46.360 --> 00:47:49.679 tone to it. It echoes through our voices, through the 876 00:47:49.760 --> 00:47:52.320 vibrations through our voices, and when it comes into the 877 00:47:52.360 --> 00:47:54.599 microphone and it goes to the people, those are. 878 00:47:54.440 --> 00:47:55.599 More powerful in person. 879 00:47:55.639 --> 00:47:58.800 That's why when you go to concerts, everybody's cheering and 880 00:47:58.800 --> 00:48:01.519 clapping their hands and they clap their hands, they're slapping 881 00:48:01.639 --> 00:48:03.880 energy that flows towards that person. 882 00:48:03.960 --> 00:48:04.159 Right. 883 00:48:04.719 --> 00:48:10.480 So I think I think that our our authenticity will 884 00:48:12.199 --> 00:48:16.239 shine through other podcasts. I'm not worried about other podcasts 885 00:48:16.239 --> 00:48:19.880 with what they do honestly, just because of that reason, Like, eventually, 886 00:48:20.360 --> 00:48:22.360 what's done in the dark will be brought to the light. 887 00:48:22.480 --> 00:48:25.480 And so that's why I don't have a heavy focus 888 00:48:25.559 --> 00:48:29.639 on Christianity, because I'm not that person to pretend like 889 00:48:30.119 --> 00:48:32.159 I don't cuss and I don't watch porn and I 890 00:48:32.159 --> 00:48:34.280 don't do all these things. I'm not that person, right, 891 00:48:34.320 --> 00:48:36.840 I'm I definitely do all these things. 892 00:48:36.880 --> 00:48:40.719 So but it's it's hard. It's I know what they 893 00:48:40.760 --> 00:48:41.239 do to us. 894 00:48:41.280 --> 00:48:43.239 I know that we're letting spirits, and I know that 895 00:48:43.239 --> 00:48:44.199 we're being manipulated. 896 00:48:44.199 --> 00:48:46.480 Our energy is being manipulated. I know that when we. 897 00:48:46.760 --> 00:48:51.000 Watch porn, it drains our consciousness, It resets the battery 898 00:48:51.000 --> 00:48:53.280 of our consciousness and brings us back down. 899 00:48:53.199 --> 00:48:54.719 To a lower level of consciousness. 900 00:48:54.760 --> 00:48:57.880 So I realized that and I talk about that openly 901 00:48:57.920 --> 00:49:00.480 on the show, and again, the authenticity will shining through 902 00:49:00.519 --> 00:49:03.119 because that's a vibration that can't be matched. 903 00:49:03.760 --> 00:49:05.639 You know, my wife and I were just talking about. 904 00:49:05.400 --> 00:49:07.679 This before because she she was she said she had 905 00:49:07.679 --> 00:49:10.440 to interview somebody for at her work today and she's like, 906 00:49:10.480 --> 00:49:12.800 I just didn't like him because of his attitude, the 907 00:49:12.840 --> 00:49:15.719 way he was pompous, and he just seemed phony, and 908 00:49:15.719 --> 00:49:19.639 I was like, yeah, like that stuff gets people. We're 909 00:49:19.679 --> 00:49:21.960 in a time right now where it's an awakening, like 910 00:49:22.119 --> 00:49:24.599 we're in a great awakening, We're in a revelation. That's 911 00:49:24.599 --> 00:49:28.039 why that's revelation and awakening are synonymous, and. 912 00:49:28.440 --> 00:49:30.760 All that bullshit, you'll be able to see right through. 913 00:49:31.159 --> 00:49:32.679 That's that's what's happening. 914 00:49:32.800 --> 00:49:36.280 What's happening is I'm hoping, yeah, we're leaving that those 915 00:49:36.360 --> 00:49:39.639 people behind in a way that not not necessarily like 916 00:49:39.719 --> 00:49:43.000 physically leaving him behind, but I'm saying that those people 917 00:49:43.039 --> 00:49:47.000 are starting to like be It's very evident, and people 918 00:49:47.039 --> 00:49:48.840 are awakening up, waking up to that. 919 00:49:49.559 --> 00:49:52.519 I think Joe Rogan could be the Laurel Canyon, if 920 00:49:52.559 --> 00:49:57.480 you will, of podcasting. Though the guests he chooses, the 921 00:49:57.519 --> 00:49:59.920 people who get big after they're on his show, the 922 00:50:00.159 --> 00:50:04.039 level of celebrity he has on his show, the way 923 00:50:04.119 --> 00:50:07.199 he's able to just pick random supplements and then people 924 00:50:07.239 --> 00:50:09.760 are willing to just openly put them in their body 925 00:50:09.800 --> 00:50:13.599 without doing any research other than Joe Rogan said. And 926 00:50:14.320 --> 00:50:18.239 that's why I just see this like weird, you know, 927 00:50:18.360 --> 00:50:21.800 swinging back to like people becoming more far right and 928 00:50:21.880 --> 00:50:25.360 I wonder, like with Laurel Canyon, with the Nashville scene, 929 00:50:25.400 --> 00:50:28.000 with grunge, like with all this stuff, there's like this 930 00:50:28.079 --> 00:50:34.639 weird movement now to like become overtly Christian or religious 931 00:50:34.679 --> 00:50:37.320 in some way, and I don't know what they're going 932 00:50:37.360 --> 00:50:40.320 to do with that, to like weaponize it against us, 933 00:50:40.639 --> 00:50:43.719 Like is this part of like the false doctrine thing 934 00:50:43.960 --> 00:50:47.239 and we're all gonna start I just I really don't know, 935 00:50:47.400 --> 00:50:52.639 because I have and I don't know where you stand, 936 00:50:52.760 --> 00:50:54.800 uh what side of the fence you're on, But I 937 00:50:55.000 --> 00:50:58.719 don't get involved in political anything. I think, you know, 938 00:50:58.880 --> 00:51:01.480 left and right. You know, it's two wings of the 939 00:51:01.519 --> 00:51:06.960 same diseased bird, and they're both horrible. And I just 940 00:51:07.000 --> 00:51:10.679 see all this Trump stuff and then like Trump is 941 00:51:10.719 --> 00:51:18.039 somehow synonymous with like God, and you know, this Israel weirdness, 942 00:51:18.159 --> 00:51:23.119 and I just wonder where we're headed within the next 943 00:51:23.119 --> 00:51:26.679 couple of years, because it's just such a polar opposite 944 00:51:26.840 --> 00:51:27.559 of where we were. 945 00:51:28.000 --> 00:51:31.679 What I would say about that too, is I'm actually 946 00:51:31.760 --> 00:51:35.320 just starting to think that this whole world we live in, 947 00:51:35.440 --> 00:51:38.039 the world's a stage. That's why everything's an actor. You 948 00:51:38.119 --> 00:51:40.800 have actors as presidents, and all this stuff. The world 949 00:51:40.880 --> 00:51:43.800 seems like it's a stage. When people do DMT or 950 00:51:43.800 --> 00:51:46.280 in you know, they have near death experiences. Especially when 951 00:51:46.280 --> 00:51:49.039 they do DMT, they always ask these entities in the 952 00:51:49.119 --> 00:51:51.800 DMT realm like what are we? What does this all mean? 953 00:51:51.840 --> 00:51:55.119 And they always do like this movie set. They'll show 954 00:51:55.159 --> 00:51:57.280 them this movie set of like, oh, that's what you 955 00:51:57.320 --> 00:51:57.599 live in? 956 00:51:57.719 --> 00:52:00.000 Is this movie set? But I think that there's a 957 00:52:00.119 --> 00:52:01.239 process here. 958 00:52:01.519 --> 00:52:04.679 Of what what you and I are doing. I think 959 00:52:04.679 --> 00:52:06.360 that I think the world we live in is a 960 00:52:06.400 --> 00:52:07.920 process of awakening. 961 00:52:08.119 --> 00:52:11.599 Right, we're in this we're in this constant battle, and. 962 00:52:13.400 --> 00:52:16.880 So how how atoms or how electrons work as they 963 00:52:16.920 --> 00:52:19.360 go back and forth and then it shoots off a 964 00:52:19.400 --> 00:52:21.480 little photon of like that's how light is created. 965 00:52:21.679 --> 00:52:23.400 And I think that that's us in this. 966 00:52:23.280 --> 00:52:25.760 World in a in a bigger way, you know what 967 00:52:25.800 --> 00:52:28.039 I mean, Like we have to enlighten, we have to 968 00:52:28.159 --> 00:52:30.760 jump off of that. And that's part of our journey 969 00:52:31.239 --> 00:52:35.320 as human beings is to enlighten and to rise up 970 00:52:35.360 --> 00:52:37.840 on the higher vibrational scale in some way. 971 00:52:38.000 --> 00:52:41.440 So so we get like shaken up. Basically throughout life, 972 00:52:41.480 --> 00:52:44.719 we're like back and forth, back and forth, learning stuff. Yeah, 973 00:52:44.719 --> 00:52:46.440 and then it's like boom, I get it. 974 00:52:46.360 --> 00:52:48.519 And you like yeah, and then you kind of emerge 975 00:52:48.639 --> 00:52:50.800 as this light person. Right. 976 00:52:51.199 --> 00:52:53.519 Hey, I can get behind that. I can get behind 977 00:52:53.559 --> 00:52:57.559 that for sure, because I mean, I can't speak for everyone, 978 00:52:57.599 --> 00:53:02.199 but I've had an interesting life, you know, and I 979 00:53:02.239 --> 00:53:06.840 do feel like certain things that I would consider to 980 00:53:06.880 --> 00:53:09.280 be like negative things that have happened to me led 981 00:53:09.320 --> 00:53:13.519 me to this mind state. So it was actually kind 982 00:53:13.559 --> 00:53:18.119 of integral to who I am now. But it does 983 00:53:18.159 --> 00:53:20.280 feel like that. It's like you're being shaken up in 984 00:53:20.320 --> 00:53:22.880 a jar, or like you're in a soda canon. You're 985 00:53:22.880 --> 00:53:25.440 getting shaken up and then somebody pops the top and 986 00:53:25.480 --> 00:53:28.199 you just explode out of your body. I mean, I 987 00:53:28.199 --> 00:53:31.559 think you know that could be even like what the 988 00:53:32.280 --> 00:53:35.960 rapture is, even like you just explode out of your 989 00:53:36.440 --> 00:53:39.199 meat suit for lack of a better term, and then 990 00:53:39.239 --> 00:53:42.159 you just like understand everything. 991 00:53:43.960 --> 00:53:47.119 Yeah, well, when you that understanding is that? I think again, 992 00:53:47.400 --> 00:53:49.039 when when we wait, when. 993 00:53:48.920 --> 00:53:52.000 We first wake up, right, it's like, yes, you and 994 00:53:52.039 --> 00:53:54.119 I have had some shit happened to us in life. 995 00:53:54.119 --> 00:53:56.719 We've lost friends with weird things have happened, We've been 996 00:53:56.760 --> 00:53:58.199 down dark paths and things. 997 00:53:58.000 --> 00:54:00.880 Like that, and everybody who goes the jail has that 998 00:54:00.920 --> 00:54:01.519 same story. 999 00:54:01.559 --> 00:54:04.639 I've hit the bottom and then I kind of emerged, 1000 00:54:05.199 --> 00:54:07.119 and I think that that's what it's all about, is this. 1001 00:54:07.480 --> 00:54:10.679 Even Christ had this, this going through the wilderness for. 1002 00:54:10.559 --> 00:54:15.719 Forty days to emerge as this enlightened more enlightened being 1003 00:54:16.159 --> 00:54:18.880 you know what I mean, And it's like, there's always 1004 00:54:18.880 --> 00:54:22.000 this process, and it feels like that's the goal. Because 1005 00:54:22.000 --> 00:54:25.280 as I started kind of waking up, it was like, no, 1006 00:54:25.480 --> 00:54:26.559 it felt like nobody could. 1007 00:54:26.440 --> 00:54:28.480 See what was going on. It was like, huh, you 1008 00:54:28.480 --> 00:54:30.840 don't see that because you've done this with family. 1009 00:54:30.920 --> 00:54:33.400 You're like, I'm watching TV. I'm like, you don't see 1010 00:54:33.400 --> 00:54:35.320 that demonic stuff right there? And my wife's like, what 1011 00:54:35.360 --> 00:54:37.800 are you talking about? Right and I'm like, yeah, wake up. 1012 00:54:38.679 --> 00:54:41.199 But then eventually you get to the point of going, oh, 1013 00:54:41.440 --> 00:54:43.920 they're on their own path, like I don't need to 1014 00:54:43.960 --> 00:54:45.119 affect them. 1015 00:54:45.400 --> 00:54:47.039 When people when you see people. 1016 00:54:46.800 --> 00:54:51.239 In this high strung state of you know, ah it's Democrats, 1017 00:54:51.360 --> 00:54:54.679 it's Republicans or whatever, they're still caught in that trap. 1018 00:54:54.840 --> 00:54:57.840 And eventually I was in that trap five years ago, 1019 00:54:58.039 --> 00:55:01.400 and eventually they will like kind of emerge from that 1020 00:55:01.559 --> 00:55:05.000 and go oh, it's all a game. Well, unfortunately for 1021 00:55:05.079 --> 00:55:07.199 COVID a lot of a lot of people. 1022 00:55:07.960 --> 00:55:09.360 That woke people up quickly. 1023 00:55:09.719 --> 00:55:12.280 Well, it was like a like a bomb went off 1024 00:55:12.280 --> 00:55:13.760 for people, and it was like all of a sudden, 1025 00:55:13.920 --> 00:55:16.400 people who thought it was crazy are asking me more 1026 00:55:16.440 --> 00:55:18.920 about this kind of stuff, right, And It's like, I 1027 00:55:19.000 --> 00:55:21.719 just think, this is this process, So I'm not necessarily. 1028 00:55:21.320 --> 00:55:22.559 Worried about the politics of it. 1029 00:55:22.599 --> 00:55:24.840 I really do think that our free will and our 1030 00:55:24.880 --> 00:55:28.880 and our consent and our hearts, whatever we want, we 1031 00:55:28.960 --> 00:55:30.239 can control this reality. 1032 00:55:30.880 --> 00:55:33.119 You know, I'm not worried about end of the world stuff. 1033 00:55:33.159 --> 00:55:34.920 Everybody's all was like, ah, what about the end of 1034 00:55:34.960 --> 00:55:36.239 the world. 1035 00:55:36.639 --> 00:55:42.079 Our collective consciousness is what creates the the whatever happened, 1036 00:55:42.119 --> 00:55:45.920 nobody can predict the future because only our collective consciousness 1037 00:55:46.000 --> 00:55:49.239 can come together in the now to create our next, 1038 00:55:49.239 --> 00:55:51.960 the next moment, the next moment, the next moment. And 1039 00:55:52.039 --> 00:55:56.079 so their goal is to provide a dissonant frequency to 1040 00:55:56.159 --> 00:55:58.440 our frequency, to our resonant frequency. 1041 00:55:58.679 --> 00:56:01.519 You know, everybody who's who's about love, John F. 1042 00:56:01.599 --> 00:56:05.119 Kennedy and Martin Luther King Junior and all these people, 1043 00:56:06.199 --> 00:56:09.039 John Lennon, they're always when you start talking about love. 1044 00:56:09.360 --> 00:56:11.639 Even Tupac there was a lot of like, there was 1045 00:56:11.639 --> 00:56:13.880 a lot of that stuff in his songs about unity 1046 00:56:13.960 --> 00:56:18.119 and love, and it was some authentic stuff in his music. 1047 00:56:18.159 --> 00:56:19.920 But I don't know if he wrote it or not, 1048 00:56:20.039 --> 00:56:22.760 but it felt authentic. But the point is is, like, 1049 00:56:24.199 --> 00:56:28.639 you know, coming together in love and light, that is 1050 00:56:28.719 --> 00:56:29.840 what they're afraid of. 1051 00:56:29.880 --> 00:56:32.760 That's what they don't want, So they're gonna continuously. 1052 00:56:32.159 --> 00:56:35.719 Put out stuff that affects that that vibration that we had. 1053 00:56:36.000 --> 00:56:38.280 They the worst thing that they could possibly do is 1054 00:56:38.280 --> 00:56:39.880 get us to come together, because what did they do 1055 00:56:39.920 --> 00:56:42.000 in COVID They six feet apart. 1056 00:56:42.159 --> 00:56:43.199 I mean we have we are. 1057 00:56:43.239 --> 00:56:46.840 Energetic, bioelectric beings that have this magnetic field of energy 1058 00:56:46.880 --> 00:56:50.320 literally around us, and it goes about six feet off 1059 00:56:50.480 --> 00:56:53.239 of our bodies, and so they wanted to keep us apart, 1060 00:56:53.320 --> 00:56:56.199 to not join that love together. 1061 00:56:56.519 --> 00:57:01.719 But unfortunately that well, that's like, that's like the thing though, 1062 00:57:01.800 --> 00:57:06.320 is I think they introduce certain things to us to 1063 00:57:06.440 --> 00:57:11.000 get us trapped here in our physical body. Because the 1064 00:57:11.000 --> 00:57:15.639 more you identify as a single individual as me, as 1065 00:57:15.760 --> 00:57:22.239 one person who's experiencing this alone, it's a trap. You 1066 00:57:22.679 --> 00:57:25.199 just fell in it. You're in it hard. It's gonna 1067 00:57:25.239 --> 00:57:28.639 be even harder getting out because they give us these 1068 00:57:28.639 --> 00:57:34.519 things like idols, musicians, actors, this person that podcaster is 1069 00:57:34.559 --> 00:57:37.760 even not saying I'm like the devil or anything. I'm 1070 00:57:37.800 --> 00:57:43.360 just saying, like, we're all just people. But if you say, well, 1071 00:57:43.400 --> 00:57:46.840 this person is famous, so therefore they're better than you 1072 00:57:47.039 --> 00:57:50.519 or whatever, and you look up to them, or here's 1073 00:57:50.760 --> 00:57:56.239 this religion, or here's this zodiac sign and you were 1074 00:57:56.239 --> 00:57:59.159 born on this day, so therefore this and that, it's all. 1075 00:57:59.440 --> 00:58:02.760 Here's politicians for you. Are you left, are you right? 1076 00:58:02.800 --> 00:58:05.639 Are you somewhere in the middle. Here's this for you 1077 00:58:05.679 --> 00:58:08.119 to argue about. Here's that for you to argue about. 1078 00:58:08.360 --> 00:58:11.880 And it's like all of those things are layers of 1079 00:58:11.920 --> 00:58:15.239 getting you trapped inside your physical body, because the more 1080 00:58:15.280 --> 00:58:18.400 you identify as like, well, I feel like this about 1081 00:58:18.440 --> 00:58:22.000 this person and I listen to this music or I 1082 00:58:22.119 --> 00:58:25.880 watch this TV show, and you like identify yourself with 1083 00:58:26.119 --> 00:58:29.519 something outside of you that like has some kind of 1084 00:58:29.559 --> 00:58:34.079 weird control of you. Like I got into it with 1085 00:58:34.119 --> 00:58:37.960 somebody because I was watching a specific Netflix show and 1086 00:58:38.000 --> 00:58:39.480 I was like, oh, have you seen it? And they're like, 1087 00:58:39.519 --> 00:58:41.960 I hate that show and I hate everybody who watches it. 1088 00:58:42.039 --> 00:58:45.800 I'm like, that's the craziest mindset. It's like these things 1089 00:58:45.840 --> 00:58:49.639 were introduced into our lifestyle to get like food, we 1090 00:58:49.840 --> 00:58:54.119 like literally every there's layers of getting you trapped inside 1091 00:58:54.159 --> 00:58:58.280 your physical body. And I feel like that's why people 1092 00:58:58.719 --> 00:59:02.840 are so hungry for connection and they're so hungry for 1093 00:59:03.000 --> 00:59:07.159 truth because they've put themselves into this, Like. 1094 00:59:09.320 --> 00:59:11.800 Don't worry like I said, my dog, dude, my dogs 1095 00:59:11.800 --> 00:59:13.920 and my kids are loud out there. I'm surprised you're 1096 00:59:13.920 --> 00:59:15.119 not yelling at me to tell them. 1097 00:59:16.599 --> 00:59:20.400 He's doing this on purpose, I feel. But yeah, it's 1098 00:59:20.400 --> 00:59:23.960 like you get you get yourself trapped in the worst 1099 00:59:24.000 --> 00:59:27.000 part about it is that you did. You entrapped yourself 1100 00:59:27.320 --> 00:59:29.960 like they didn't even have to do anything. You you 1101 00:59:30.039 --> 00:59:32.400 wanted it. It's like you lined up for it. You 1102 00:59:32.400 --> 00:59:36.239 couldn't wait to get it. And so that's why it's like, 1103 00:59:38.039 --> 00:59:43.039 I don't know, appealing to enslave yourself. It's like we 1104 00:59:43.079 --> 00:59:45.000 don't even have to be in the same room with them. 1105 00:59:45.000 --> 00:59:49.280 They will line up for the slaughter because they'll want it. Yes, 1106 00:59:49.360 --> 00:59:52.320 that's like the crazy that's the craziest part of it. 1107 00:59:52.440 --> 00:59:54.440 There's trends, you're so right man, You're. 1108 00:59:54.719 --> 00:59:57.079 You're spot on with all that that analysis of it, 1109 00:59:57.119 --> 00:59:58.760 because that's what that's what it is. I mean, it's 1110 00:59:58.760 --> 01:00:01.559 designed to take you off that path of enlightenment. When 1111 01:00:01.559 --> 01:00:03.920 you're on that path. That's like these little side quests 1112 01:00:04.039 --> 01:00:06.079 like let me go over here, down this, that's why 1113 01:00:06.119 --> 01:00:08.159 that's where the term going there. 1114 01:00:08.199 --> 01:00:09.559 You know, don't follow the white rabbit. 1115 01:00:09.880 --> 01:00:11.840 That's what that So when they say go down the 1116 01:00:11.960 --> 01:00:13.159 you're going to you know, you need to go down 1117 01:00:13.199 --> 01:00:15.280 the rabbit hole, and that that's what they want you 1118 01:00:15.360 --> 01:00:15.559 to do. 1119 01:00:15.599 --> 01:00:17.199 They want you to go down the rabbit hole. 1120 01:00:17.199 --> 01:00:19.760 And that I whenever I'm on the other shows with 1121 01:00:19.800 --> 01:00:22.760 people and they, I mean, people will really get worked 1122 01:00:22.800 --> 01:00:24.760 up about certain things and I'm like, I don't I 1123 01:00:24.800 --> 01:00:27.159 don't get it. I don't understand it at all because 1124 01:00:27.199 --> 01:00:31.480 you're you understand what we're talking about right here, not you, 1125 01:00:31.559 --> 01:00:32.639 but the people are other people. 1126 01:00:32.639 --> 01:00:33.519 I'm talking to you, and. 1127 01:00:33.519 --> 01:00:36.400 Yet they're still hollering about this side or that side 1128 01:00:36.480 --> 01:00:39.320 or this whatever, and all of it is designed to 1129 01:00:39.440 --> 01:00:39.880 take you. 1130 01:00:39.920 --> 01:00:42.519 Off that path. Go follow that white rabbit that's right. 1131 01:00:42.559 --> 01:00:44.400 Going down that rabbit hole, you'll be stuck down there 1132 01:00:44.840 --> 01:00:47.440 forever and you'll never come out of it, and you'll 1133 01:00:47.480 --> 01:00:49.320 come out a crazy person, right, And it's. 1134 01:00:49.159 --> 01:00:54.039 Like that's why I think conspiracy podcasting has become manipulated 1135 01:00:54.079 --> 01:00:57.280 to some degree, because they want you to fixate and 1136 01:00:57.599 --> 01:01:00.360 argue with each other about stuff that you could both 1137 01:01:00.440 --> 01:01:04.559 be completely wrong about. Like don't like I don't want 1138 01:01:04.559 --> 01:01:06.400 to die on a hill or anything. There's certain things 1139 01:01:06.400 --> 01:01:10.679 that I absolutely believe are significant, and I think all 1140 01:01:10.719 --> 01:01:13.400 of history is pretty much a lie, and so there 1141 01:01:13.400 --> 01:01:15.360 are certain things that you can be like, hey, I 1142 01:01:15.360 --> 01:01:17.000 don't know how you feel about this, but I can 1143 01:01:17.039 --> 01:01:20.239 tell you we've never been to the moon. That's my opinion, 1144 01:01:20.280 --> 01:01:22.440 you know what I mean. But like, if you look 1145 01:01:22.440 --> 01:01:25.639 at the communities and why I don't harp on it, 1146 01:01:25.639 --> 01:01:28.239 it's like, yeah, maybe I would side more with we 1147 01:01:28.320 --> 01:01:30.440 could be on a flat earth. I'm not going to 1148 01:01:30.480 --> 01:01:34.599 start a podcast dedicated to it, right, Okay, I might. 1149 01:01:34.800 --> 01:01:36.920 I might agree with some of the stuff you say. 1150 01:01:36.960 --> 01:01:38.840 It might make sense to me, but I'm not going 1151 01:01:38.880 --> 01:01:42.280 to go freaking start a movement behind it. You know, 1152 01:01:42.559 --> 01:01:45.840 I could say, what's another big one that I think 1153 01:01:45.880 --> 01:01:48.880 the nephelene stuff has gotten weaponized to a certain degree. 1154 01:01:49.679 --> 01:01:51.719 You know, I'm not going to start a whole podcast 1155 01:01:51.840 --> 01:01:54.719 dedicated to that, because I might find something out like 1156 01:01:54.960 --> 01:01:57.280 a year from now, and I could change what I 1157 01:01:57.320 --> 01:02:00.880 think it all means. But the point is is like 1158 01:02:02.079 --> 01:02:05.159 be able to disagree with people and don't be willing 1159 01:02:05.199 --> 01:02:08.480 to assign your complete identity to an idea of something, 1160 01:02:08.840 --> 01:02:14.239 because we're learning every single day. Like when the COVID 1161 01:02:14.280 --> 01:02:16.719 shots rolled out, I was telling everybody they were gonna 1162 01:02:16.760 --> 01:02:20.079 die instantly if they got this stuff. Some of the 1163 01:02:20.199 --> 01:02:23.760 sickest people in my life that I was so sure 1164 01:02:23.800 --> 01:02:26.039 that they wouldn't even get the needle out of their arm. 1165 01:02:26.079 --> 01:02:29.159 They'd be croaked over dead because they were so unhealthy. 1166 01:02:29.639 --> 01:02:32.559 And they're healthy as a horse right now. They've gotten boosters, 1167 01:02:32.599 --> 01:02:34.599 they've gotten all this stuff. And I was like, Okay, 1168 01:02:34.760 --> 01:02:38.079 maybe I was wrong about that. Maybe I don't understand 1169 01:02:38.119 --> 01:02:40.440 what the point behind that was. Maybe it was just 1170 01:02:40.480 --> 01:02:43.079 a mind thing and they were just seeing who would 1171 01:02:43.119 --> 01:02:46.360 be how many people would be open to I don't know, 1172 01:02:46.840 --> 01:02:49.440 but the point is, it's like, we should talk about 1173 01:02:49.480 --> 01:02:52.559 these things, we should discuss them, and we should, uh 1174 01:02:52.840 --> 01:02:55.519 you know, they're important to talk about. But it's like, 1175 01:02:55.679 --> 01:03:00.719 don't get yourself so wrapped up that that's your identity, 1176 01:03:00.800 --> 01:03:05.519 that you can't be wrong because now you've like signed 1177 01:03:05.559 --> 01:03:07.800 your name in blood, that this has to be the 1178 01:03:07.800 --> 01:03:10.559 only Like, I just I don't agree with that. 1179 01:03:11.679 --> 01:03:12.960 Yeah, and you're right. 1180 01:03:13.039 --> 01:03:14.599 I mean because when you look at a lot of 1181 01:03:14.639 --> 01:03:18.639 people who do have shows about like sometimes I think 1182 01:03:18.719 --> 01:03:21.760 they look too much into stuff like even with the 1183 01:03:21.760 --> 01:03:24.760 thirty third parallel stuff, Like sometimes I catch myself going, 1184 01:03:24.880 --> 01:03:26.719 am I just looking at the number thirty three and 1185 01:03:26.760 --> 01:03:27.840 trying to find ways. 1186 01:03:27.639 --> 01:03:28.199 To fit it in. 1187 01:03:28.840 --> 01:03:31.880 You know a lot of that stuff with JFK assassination 1188 01:03:32.000 --> 01:03:33.639 with JFK and all that stuff, and it's like, am I, 1189 01:03:34.199 --> 01:03:36.239 But then there are real things that I go, Okay, 1190 01:03:36.280 --> 01:03:38.599 that takes me back to go, Okay, that's a real thing, right, 1191 01:03:38.599 --> 01:03:39.119 I mean, I'm. 1192 01:03:39.320 --> 01:03:42.800 Connections are real. Yeah, connections are real. I think that's 1193 01:03:42.840 --> 01:03:45.039 why it's so important for us to talk about stuff 1194 01:03:45.079 --> 01:03:48.480 like this is because putting those dots together can make 1195 01:03:48.519 --> 01:03:52.119 things make more sense for people, and something that you 1196 01:03:52.159 --> 01:03:54.079 and I could both look at the same thing, right, 1197 01:03:54.119 --> 01:03:56.519 and you get something completely different out of it than 1198 01:03:56.559 --> 01:04:00.679 I do. That's why this exists, is because several things 1199 01:04:00.679 --> 01:04:03.639 can be true out at the same time and both 1200 01:04:03.679 --> 01:04:06.599 of us can be right at the same time but 1201 01:04:06.840 --> 01:04:12.679 not look at it like you're talking about the energetic 1202 01:04:12.719 --> 01:04:16.000 side of things. When I do Marilyn Monroe, sometimes I 1203 01:04:16.079 --> 01:04:18.880 go into like the forensic side of things. We could 1204 01:04:18.920 --> 01:04:22.199 both be right but not be talking about the same 1205 01:04:22.239 --> 01:04:26.760 thing at all. So I think that's why conspiracy podcasting 1206 01:04:26.800 --> 01:04:29.320 in general is so interesting, is because we all take 1207 01:04:29.519 --> 01:04:35.199 different meaning, and we all have different interpretations, and we 1208 01:04:35.239 --> 01:04:37.760 all but if you throw them all into the pot, 1209 01:04:37.840 --> 01:04:40.360 the truth is somewhere in the middle between all of it. 1210 01:04:40.760 --> 01:04:43.039 And I just don't want to like get behind something 1211 01:04:43.079 --> 01:04:45.039 to the point where it's like if I met somebody 1212 01:04:45.079 --> 01:04:48.280 tomorrow and they gave me an amazing presentation on why 1213 01:04:48.280 --> 01:04:50.440 the Earth is round, I couldn't be like, well, shit, 1214 01:04:51.199 --> 01:04:53.840 I don't know now maybe it is. 1215 01:04:55.400 --> 01:04:57.519 Yeah, I'm not stuck in any that. I think that's 1216 01:04:57.559 --> 01:04:58.400 the you know. 1217 01:04:58.679 --> 01:05:01.800 Bruce Lee has a famous quote to says, be like water, formless, 1218 01:05:01.840 --> 01:05:04.440 shapeless things like that. Right, That's kind of how I 1219 01:05:04.480 --> 01:05:07.559 live my life too. It's like I am open to interpretation. 1220 01:05:07.719 --> 01:05:07.840 Now. 1221 01:05:07.880 --> 01:05:10.199 There are clearly things that have happened in my life 1222 01:05:10.280 --> 01:05:13.880 that go, oh, yeah, God's real, you know, or yeah, 1223 01:05:14.000 --> 01:05:16.599 Christ is real, Like you know, like there's real so 1224 01:05:16.760 --> 01:05:19.400 there's not any doubt about that. So my own experience 1225 01:05:19.519 --> 01:05:22.440 taught me that or these other things, these are real 1226 01:05:22.440 --> 01:05:23.719 life things that happen to me. 1227 01:05:24.079 --> 01:05:25.920 Like I'm forty two. 1228 01:05:26.239 --> 01:05:27.719 I don't know how old you are, but I'm forty 1229 01:05:27.719 --> 01:05:29.400 two now, and so there's a lot of things that 1230 01:05:29.440 --> 01:05:31.960 happen even nine to eleven, stuff that I like, I 1231 01:05:32.079 --> 01:05:35.239 remember with my own two eyes. I don't you know 1232 01:05:35.280 --> 01:05:37.159 that I don't see anything about in the news or 1233 01:05:37.320 --> 01:05:41.719 history or anything like that. So so our experiences teach 1234 01:05:41.760 --> 01:05:44.039 us different than what they teach us in the media. 1235 01:05:44.079 --> 01:05:46.039 And again, I just think that the world is a 1236 01:05:46.079 --> 01:05:49.000 stage and there are you know, like you said, people 1237 01:05:49.039 --> 01:05:52.079 can play these different characters all throughout life, for sure. 1238 01:05:52.480 --> 01:05:54.400 I mean a lot of the people who were in 1239 01:05:54.440 --> 01:05:58.159 the NASA, you know, who were in the Challenger explosion 1240 01:05:58.480 --> 01:06:00.960 all have different jobs and different lives and others. 1241 01:06:01.119 --> 01:06:05.039 Dude, they're like alive and well and in fourth grade 1242 01:06:05.079 --> 01:06:08.159 English somewhere, And it's like that's that's the stuff I'm 1243 01:06:08.159 --> 01:06:12.719 talking about. Is like, as long as we can all 1244 01:06:12.840 --> 01:06:18.920 to agree that to some all agree that there's something 1245 01:06:19.119 --> 01:06:22.679 or someone lying to us about everything, yes, and that 1246 01:06:22.760 --> 01:06:28.559 it's up to us to find some type of truth 1247 01:06:28.920 --> 01:06:35.159 or some type of factual evidence to make things make 1248 01:06:35.239 --> 01:06:38.880 more sense. And however you go about finding that is 1249 01:06:39.079 --> 01:06:43.440 it's not wrong, you know, because I had a friend 1250 01:06:43.440 --> 01:06:46.760 who would look into like old world stuff architecture and 1251 01:06:46.960 --> 01:06:50.199 was like, into the tartaria and why are these buildings 1252 01:06:50.199 --> 01:06:53.360 halfway in and out of the ground, And that's very compelling. 1253 01:06:54.760 --> 01:06:57.880 It's not my passion project though, I'm not gonna take 1254 01:06:57.880 --> 01:06:59.920 that much time to look into it, but I love 1255 01:07:00.119 --> 01:07:03.440 hearing other people talk about it. And even though I'm 1256 01:07:03.480 --> 01:07:05.760 not going to start a whole podcast dedicated to it, 1257 01:07:06.880 --> 01:07:10.440 I think there is complete lies about where a lot 1258 01:07:10.519 --> 01:07:13.760 of stuff comes from, and all basically all of our 1259 01:07:13.880 --> 01:07:16.400 history is a bunch of lies. And so I mean, 1260 01:07:16.559 --> 01:07:21.039 however you go about finding the truth and like sharing 1261 01:07:21.079 --> 01:07:23.800 it with people, I don't think it's wrong. I think 1262 01:07:23.840 --> 01:07:26.119 it's it's gonna be a lot more accurate than like 1263 01:07:26.159 --> 01:07:31.079 whatever they told you. Oh, you know, Hebrew slaves built 1264 01:07:31.079 --> 01:07:34.559 the pyramids with like ropes and pulleys and a couple 1265 01:07:34.599 --> 01:07:39.079 of hundred carrier pigeons and they cor the stone from 1266 01:07:39.119 --> 01:07:41.679 one hundred miles away. But don't worry about that. It's like, 1267 01:07:41.840 --> 01:07:44.159 however you get to the truth, whether you think it's 1268 01:07:44.320 --> 01:07:47.800 extraterrestrials or whatever, at least we can both agree it 1269 01:07:47.920 --> 01:07:53.639 wasn't Hebrew slaves with whips and chains rolling five ton stones. 1270 01:07:53.679 --> 01:07:55.519 And yeah, that's what I'm talking about with that back 1271 01:07:55.599 --> 01:07:58.760 and forth again that what I was talking about was 1272 01:07:58.800 --> 01:08:03.599 the nucleus of an atom and the electron. 1273 01:08:03.840 --> 01:08:07.320 The back and forth of that interaction creates light. 1274 01:08:07.400 --> 01:08:09.559 It creates a photon of light, It creates a quanta 1275 01:08:09.599 --> 01:08:12.760 of light, little packet of energy. That's the nugget of 1276 01:08:12.800 --> 01:08:15.199 truth you take away from everything we talk about here, 1277 01:08:15.440 --> 01:08:17.520 you know, don't take my personal. 1278 01:08:17.119 --> 01:08:17.800 Opinion on it. 1279 01:08:18.439 --> 01:08:21.159 Make it, give it, Take the information that we're giving you, 1280 01:08:21.279 --> 01:08:24.079 and then try to make it fit with what you know, 1281 01:08:24.239 --> 01:08:26.039 with your experiences and things like that. 1282 01:08:26.159 --> 01:08:28.159 You know, and I think, again, that. 1283 01:08:28.079 --> 01:08:30.600 Little nugget, whatever that is, go oh, and then it 1284 01:08:30.640 --> 01:08:33.640 takes you down another level of understanding. 1285 01:08:33.680 --> 01:08:37.760 I guess for something, I think you have to have 1286 01:08:37.800 --> 01:08:43.079 a spiritual death and like a baptismal of sorts, a 1287 01:08:43.119 --> 01:08:48.159 rebirth in order. It's like that that one thing, that 1288 01:08:48.279 --> 01:08:53.359 one moment, that one conspiracy theory that you hear that 1289 01:08:53.520 --> 01:08:56.319 just blows the top off of your mind and then 1290 01:08:56.399 --> 01:08:59.520 you literally become a new person. And I don't know 1291 01:08:59.560 --> 01:09:02.520 what it is for each individual person, but that's why 1292 01:09:02.520 --> 01:09:05.600 I like to cover like such a wide variety because 1293 01:09:06.920 --> 01:09:10.399 for me, I noticed that a lot of people had 1294 01:09:10.439 --> 01:09:13.720 a hard time with the Laurel Canyon stuff because they 1295 01:09:13.760 --> 01:09:19.079 assigned their identity to oh, they were counterculture hippies and 1296 01:09:19.159 --> 01:09:21.359 peace and love and all this stuff, and they had 1297 01:09:21.920 --> 01:09:27.239 totally they idolized these people, idolized them. And then when 1298 01:09:27.279 --> 01:09:29.359 you find out like the true story about it, and 1299 01:09:29.399 --> 01:09:31.760 you're like, oh, no way, and it totally bums you 1300 01:09:31.800 --> 01:09:34.439 out because listen, I love that music just as much 1301 01:09:34.520 --> 01:09:37.520 as the next person. It's like always on my playlist. 1302 01:09:38.279 --> 01:09:40.920 But I mean whatever, it is, like everybody has like 1303 01:09:40.960 --> 01:09:44.239 that one pivotal moment where they learn about something that 1304 01:09:44.399 --> 01:09:47.119 just like really fucks, well, what ago? 1305 01:09:47.560 --> 01:09:48.079 It was key? 1306 01:09:48.119 --> 01:09:50.119 You know what you said was counterculture, right, And it's 1307 01:09:50.199 --> 01:09:52.920 like they made us think that being a tree hugger 1308 01:09:53.039 --> 01:09:55.720 is bad and being peace, love and happiness is bad. 1309 01:09:56.239 --> 01:10:00.600 That's what they did, yeah, because it's like stinky hippies 1310 01:10:00.640 --> 01:10:03.960 with like bo and doing drugs and like having sex 1311 01:10:04.000 --> 01:10:07.560 out in the open, and it was like STOs, right. 1312 01:10:08.239 --> 01:10:11.720 And then something that's like green, I get called gay 1313 01:10:11.840 --> 01:10:17.439 by my brothers or somebody, right, it's like like you gay. 1314 01:10:16.439 --> 01:10:22.199 Right, yeah yeah. But at the same time, what's interesting 1315 01:10:22.279 --> 01:10:24.199 is when they had all these like hippies and they 1316 01:10:24.199 --> 01:10:27.199 called them long hairs and like they're gross and dirty 1317 01:10:27.199 --> 01:10:30.479 and all this. They on the exact opposite end they 1318 01:10:30.560 --> 01:10:35.199 had like the country music stars and they asked, I 1319 01:10:35.239 --> 01:10:39.720 think it was the Birds to come and play at 1320 01:10:39.760 --> 01:10:42.720 the Grand Old Opry, and they would like throw stuff 1321 01:10:42.760 --> 01:10:45.000 at them and be like, oh you long hairs, Oh 1322 01:10:45.079 --> 01:10:47.439 you freaks, all you this and that, And it was 1323 01:10:47.479 --> 01:10:49.960 like tongue in cheek because they were all smoking weed 1324 01:10:50.039 --> 01:10:52.920 and hanging out together in the background, and nobody knew 1325 01:10:52.920 --> 01:10:55.479 about it. They were they were acting like the good 1326 01:10:55.479 --> 01:10:58.800 old boys versus the hippies. But if you really look 1327 01:10:58.880 --> 01:11:02.479 into it, they were all friends. And this was on 1328 01:11:02.760 --> 01:11:05.920 purpose to the public, this whole schism of the good 1329 01:11:05.920 --> 01:11:09.840 old boys versus the hippies, and it was all a 1330 01:11:09.960 --> 01:11:13.119 stage like it was theater. They were all friends in 1331 01:11:13.159 --> 01:11:15.479 real life. I mean this this that's why I say. 1332 01:11:15.520 --> 01:11:20.319 It's like we're getting a game ran on us, and 1333 01:11:21.079 --> 01:11:25.079 it's like we fight with each other. Oh, I like country, 1334 01:11:25.159 --> 01:11:29.279 so therefore I love Jesus, and I'm a clean cut lady, 1335 01:11:29.439 --> 01:11:34.479 and I did cook biscuits and gravy. Every sing dude 1336 01:11:34.560 --> 01:11:38.560 no identify as anything because they have water. 1337 01:11:38.439 --> 01:11:41.800 Be formless, beanie, shapeless, right, like you just more often 1338 01:11:41.920 --> 01:11:42.479 to whatever. 1339 01:11:42.920 --> 01:11:43.640 You know what I mean. 1340 01:11:44.039 --> 01:11:46.560 I mean, you have your own individuality, I guess, but 1341 01:11:46.720 --> 01:11:49.000 don't identify with one particular thing. 1342 01:11:50.119 --> 01:11:50.319 You know. 1343 01:11:50.960 --> 01:11:53.680 The greatest compliment you can get from anybody is when 1344 01:11:53.720 --> 01:11:57.640 they tell you, you know, I've had family members go are 1345 01:11:57.720 --> 01:11:59.039 you conserving? You're conservative? 1346 01:11:59.079 --> 01:11:59.239 Right? 1347 01:11:59.359 --> 01:12:02.119 Or they'll go you're liberal, right, and I go, what, Like, 1348 01:12:02.119 --> 01:12:04.600 I'm nothing, I'm just I exist. 1349 01:12:04.840 --> 01:12:07.600 Yeah, I'm just existing opinions about stuff, right. 1350 01:12:07.640 --> 01:12:10.319 It's like, but the greatest compliment, too, is like during 1351 01:12:10.399 --> 01:12:12.600 Christmas time or whenever they're like, I don't know, I 1352 01:12:12.600 --> 01:12:14.520 don't ever know what to buy you. You like different, 1353 01:12:14.520 --> 01:12:16.399 you like this thing and that thing, and not like 1354 01:12:16.479 --> 01:12:19.319 to me. That's a compliment because you can't put a 1355 01:12:19.319 --> 01:12:21.479 finger on me. You don't know me like that, you know. 1356 01:12:22.039 --> 01:12:24.359 And I like being like that, you know, I like 1357 01:12:24.439 --> 01:12:26.600 being different like that. I don't. I don't like you. 1358 01:12:26.600 --> 01:12:30.399 You'll never my day to day is so different. Like 1359 01:12:30.439 --> 01:12:33.159 I when I tell you it's different, it's different like 1360 01:12:33.279 --> 01:12:35.960 every single day. Because I'm my own web design company. 1361 01:12:36.159 --> 01:12:38.119 I'm sorry for people who listen. I know I talk 1362 01:12:38.119 --> 01:12:40.960 about it a lot, but that gives me the freedom 1363 01:12:41.000 --> 01:12:44.359 to just go today, I'm gonna go here and do 1364 01:12:44.520 --> 01:12:46.640 this thing, or like I'm going to go to a 1365 01:12:46.680 --> 01:12:49.720 baseball game six hours away, or like I was on 1366 01:12:49.800 --> 01:12:52.399 Stranger Things to show Stranger Things back in like twenty eighteen, 1367 01:12:52.560 --> 01:12:53.479 just random like. 1368 01:12:53.680 --> 01:12:55.800 Yeah, let's go be an extra. That's cool, let's do 1369 01:12:55.880 --> 01:12:58.000 it so like it's it's just. 1370 01:12:58.119 --> 01:13:00.680 Living in the moment stuff that I'm into, you, you know, 1371 01:13:00.800 --> 01:13:03.079 like a on a whim, I went down to the 1372 01:13:03.479 --> 01:13:05.199 Brohemian Grove with a Nephelin. 1373 01:13:04.920 --> 01:13:07.319 Des squad, that kind of stuff. Like there's always these. 1374 01:13:07.279 --> 01:13:11.760 Random like events, and whenever I do that, I get 1375 01:13:11.800 --> 01:13:14.720 some kind of understanding and clarity of a message that 1376 01:13:14.760 --> 01:13:17.800 I'm you're on the right path, You're doing exactly. 1377 01:13:17.399 --> 01:13:18.119 What you need to do. 1378 01:13:18.439 --> 01:13:20.880 You're supposed you're supposed to stop somewhere because you're going 1379 01:13:20.960 --> 01:13:22.760 to see something that you were supposed to see. 1380 01:13:23.279 --> 01:13:25.239 And you know, I got all the I get all these. 1381 01:13:25.159 --> 01:13:28.760 Signs and synchronicities all the time that remind me that, hey, 1382 01:13:28.760 --> 01:13:32.000 you're doing great, You're on that path of understanding and enlightenment. 1383 01:13:32.279 --> 01:13:33.760 Don't worry about all this other stuff. 1384 01:13:33.800 --> 01:13:36.920 And I'm reminded of that by what I would say 1385 01:13:37.000 --> 01:13:40.520 is guardian angels, you know, kind of point me in 1386 01:13:40.560 --> 01:13:40.760 the right. 1387 01:13:40.840 --> 01:13:42.359 Or maybe it's just a spirit guide. I don't know 1388 01:13:42.359 --> 01:13:43.920 who it is. I don't know what it is. It 1389 01:13:43.920 --> 01:13:46.920 feels like, you know, yeah. 1390 01:13:46.319 --> 01:13:49.760 Oh I feel you because I have. I mean, I 1391 01:13:49.760 --> 01:13:53.600 think to some degree everybody if they if they tap 1392 01:13:53.680 --> 01:13:56.760 into it, they will understand that they're being guided towards 1393 01:13:56.760 --> 01:13:59.439 a certain thing. And I don't know, you know, if 1394 01:13:59.439 --> 01:14:02.119 anybody needs to hear this. But I was the Queen 1395 01:14:02.920 --> 01:14:09.079 of non conformity, if you will. And I worked nine 1396 01:14:09.119 --> 01:14:12.319 to five jobs for the last like ten years in 1397 01:14:12.399 --> 01:14:15.319 different capacity. I had an HR job, and then I 1398 01:14:15.359 --> 01:14:18.039 worked out a clinic, and then I worked in like 1399 01:14:18.279 --> 01:14:22.560 the office part of a clinic. And I would sit 1400 01:14:22.640 --> 01:14:26.800 there day in and day out, hating my life, literally 1401 01:14:26.880 --> 01:14:31.000 hating my life, wondering why I spend eight to ten 1402 01:14:31.079 --> 01:14:34.359 hours at this place that sucks my life, and then 1403 01:14:34.439 --> 01:14:37.760 like four hours at home and the rest of the 1404 01:14:37.800 --> 01:14:40.520 time sleeping, and then it was like an endless loop 1405 01:14:40.640 --> 01:14:43.239 of doing this. And then it's like, oh, you have 1406 01:14:43.319 --> 01:14:45.960 Friday night off, but you just go home and relax 1407 01:14:46.039 --> 01:14:48.680 all day because you've just worked eight to ten hours. 1408 01:14:48.920 --> 01:14:52.279 Then Saturday you might have some fun, but Sunday's hell 1409 01:14:52.359 --> 01:14:54.680 on earth because you just think about what having to 1410 01:14:54.680 --> 01:14:57.880 wake up and go back on Monday. And so it's 1411 01:14:57.920 --> 01:15:01.800 like you get caught in this like weird machine of 1412 01:15:01.880 --> 01:15:07.359 life where you're just like constantly just a cog rotating 1413 01:15:07.439 --> 01:15:10.880 around and it's like life is. I would get mad 1414 01:15:11.600 --> 01:15:13.439 as an HR person. I would get a call and 1415 01:15:13.479 --> 01:15:15.520 I'd be like, Oh, this is Julia Hr, how can 1416 01:15:15.520 --> 01:15:19.520 I help you whatever? And I could tell like whoever 1417 01:15:19.560 --> 01:15:21.800 it was on the phone was like either at home 1418 01:15:21.920 --> 01:15:24.319 or like out somewhere, and I'd be like, it's two 1419 01:15:24.319 --> 01:15:26.840 o'clock on a Tuesday, Like they have no job, Like 1420 01:15:26.840 --> 01:15:29.119 what the fuck is wrong with them? Like they're just 1421 01:15:29.159 --> 01:15:31.840 outliving their life two o'clock on a Tuesday, And I 1422 01:15:32.319 --> 01:15:36.039 like it would upset me that people, you know, Or 1423 01:15:36.079 --> 01:15:39.359 I'd go out on my lunch break and I'd see 1424 01:15:39.399 --> 01:15:42.479 people with their family sitting around like a Wednesday at 1425 01:15:42.520 --> 01:15:46.079 noon at a restaurant, all eating together and laughing and smiling, 1426 01:15:46.119 --> 01:15:47.720 and I would look down and be like, Oh, I 1427 01:15:47.760 --> 01:15:50.119 got thirty minutes to get food and shove it down 1428 01:15:50.159 --> 01:15:52.159 my throat so I could get back to my I mean, 1429 01:15:52.199 --> 01:15:54.800 and I would be so jealous of people who just 1430 01:15:54.880 --> 01:15:57.479 like got to have free time and like do stuff 1431 01:15:57.560 --> 01:16:01.520 during the week. And you know, I just feel like 1432 01:16:02.239 --> 01:16:06.239 this is such a mechanical setup, like we're literally being 1433 01:16:06.600 --> 01:16:10.119 and we sign up to be enslaved because we feel 1434 01:16:10.159 --> 01:16:13.720 like we have to have or reach certain things in life, 1435 01:16:14.199 --> 01:16:17.880 like oh, I can't quit my job in podcasts full 1436 01:16:17.920 --> 01:16:20.079 time because then I won't be able to afford this 1437 01:16:20.239 --> 01:16:22.119 or this, or maybe I won't get to go on 1438 01:16:22.119 --> 01:16:24.319 that trip because I'll be struggling for a while or 1439 01:16:24.399 --> 01:16:29.239 doing whatever. Eventually, you know, I moved in with my 1440 01:16:29.520 --> 01:16:32.640 boyfriend who's now my husband, and I do podcast full time. 1441 01:16:33.279 --> 01:16:35.840 But it was kind of weird for me because I 1442 01:16:35.880 --> 01:16:38.199 was like, Oh, I have to have this amount of 1443 01:16:38.239 --> 01:16:40.720 money to feel like I'm worth something. I have to 1444 01:16:40.760 --> 01:16:42.680 be able to do this and this and this to 1445 01:16:42.720 --> 01:16:45.239 feel like I'm worth something. And it's like that gets 1446 01:16:45.439 --> 01:16:48.039 ingrained in you that if you can't keep up with 1447 01:16:48.079 --> 01:16:50.399 the Joneses. If you can't have like a new car, 1448 01:16:50.560 --> 01:16:52.720 or like a nice house, or like do this or 1449 01:16:52.720 --> 01:16:55.960 this or this, that you're worthless and you the only 1450 01:16:56.000 --> 01:16:58.800 way to regain that is to be a cog in 1451 01:16:58.880 --> 01:17:02.199 a machine that sucks your life out, Like so what 1452 01:17:02.359 --> 01:17:05.840 if you can afford a nice car to what? Drive 1453 01:17:06.119 --> 01:17:08.880 back and forth to this place you hate every day? 1454 01:17:08.920 --> 01:17:09.199 Like what? 1455 01:17:09.399 --> 01:17:11.920 There's so many people who you can ask them. 1456 01:17:11.960 --> 01:17:14.720 You can go up to anybody right now and ask them, Hey, 1457 01:17:15.039 --> 01:17:15.960 what do you do for a living? 1458 01:17:16.000 --> 01:17:18.880 And they go, oh, I'm. 1459 01:17:17.800 --> 01:17:21.159 A HR accounting blah blah blah whatever, and you know 1460 01:17:21.479 --> 01:17:24.039 this this mask everywhere, And then I go, what would 1461 01:17:24.039 --> 01:17:27.279 you rather do? Oh, dude, I'd love baseball. I'd really 1462 01:17:27.479 --> 01:17:30.520 rather start a baseball podcast, or like I'd rather open 1463 01:17:30.600 --> 01:17:33.479 my own boutique or whatever. And it's never what they 1464 01:17:33.600 --> 01:17:36.079 want to do. And I just find that tragic. It's 1465 01:17:36.119 --> 01:17:38.800 just really tragic to me because when you live the 1466 01:17:38.920 --> 01:17:41.760 life you want to live, you give off this energy 1467 01:17:41.840 --> 01:17:44.720 of positivity. When you give off this energy of positivity, 1468 01:17:45.039 --> 01:17:47.800 you start attracting positive things in your life. You doors 1469 01:17:47.840 --> 01:17:49.600 start open and you start getting on ten foil hat 1470 01:17:49.680 --> 01:17:51.319 like you and I did you start getting on all. 1471 01:17:51.239 --> 01:17:52.399 These shows that you were. 1472 01:17:52.520 --> 01:17:55.239 You would have envisioned yourself sitting you were, you know, 1473 01:17:55.319 --> 01:17:56.520 before you started a podcast. 1474 01:17:56.600 --> 01:17:57.319 It was the same with me. 1475 01:17:57.359 --> 01:18:00.840 I would just envision myself being in the conversations with people, 1476 01:18:01.399 --> 01:18:05.039 and then it came to be somehow till. 1477 01:18:06.600 --> 01:18:09.720 I had a full blown panic attack when that I 1478 01:18:09.800 --> 01:18:12.800 got invited on Tinfoil Hot. But it was in the 1479 01:18:12.960 --> 01:18:17.039 best way because I was like, you know, I had 1480 01:18:17.119 --> 01:18:20.279 listened to that show for so long and imagined what 1481 01:18:20.439 --> 01:18:22.520 it would be like if I got to talk to him, 1482 01:18:22.600 --> 01:18:25.560 or if he knew I existed, or like, you know, 1483 01:18:25.840 --> 01:18:28.000 not that I idolized it or anything, but it was 1484 01:18:28.079 --> 01:18:31.279 like a goal and I finally like reached a goal 1485 01:18:31.960 --> 01:18:34.479 that had nothing to do with materialism or like the 1486 01:18:34.520 --> 01:18:37.319 outside world, like some people want to climb this ladder, 1487 01:18:37.399 --> 01:18:38.880 like oh, I have to be this and then I 1488 01:18:39.000 --> 01:18:41.239 have to be a supervisor. Then I'll be a manager, 1489 01:18:41.319 --> 01:18:43.840 and then I'll be super miserable because then I'll be 1490 01:18:43.960 --> 01:18:45.960 salary and they can just work me to death and 1491 01:18:46.479 --> 01:18:50.439 I'll get the same paycheck. But it's like that was 1492 01:18:50.520 --> 01:18:53.359 a real goal, like a life goal for me was 1493 01:18:53.399 --> 01:18:57.840 like start a podcast, get on this show, blow people's 1494 01:18:57.960 --> 01:19:03.600 mind with like information that you know something and yeah, 1495 01:19:03.720 --> 01:19:05.720 so I mean it's like it's like you said, I 1496 01:19:05.960 --> 01:19:09.199 I feel like if you if you can understand, like 1497 01:19:09.399 --> 01:19:12.520 materialism is great and all, but it traps you in 1498 01:19:12.640 --> 01:19:18.359 this this machine, this cog uh weird like like uh 1499 01:19:19.920 --> 01:19:23.760 slavery system for lack of a better word, uh, this 1500 01:19:24.000 --> 01:19:27.640 Babylonian money machine that we're all in. If you can 1501 01:19:27.720 --> 01:19:30.560 get yourself out of that and like worry about that 1502 01:19:30.760 --> 01:19:34.720 stuff later and just do something you love for a 1503 01:19:34.760 --> 01:19:38.920 little while and build on it, because I mean I 1504 01:19:39.000 --> 01:19:42.319 didn't be realistic too, because it's not It's not like 1505 01:19:42.399 --> 01:19:44.880 I started a podcast and then like six months later 1506 01:19:44.920 --> 01:19:47.079 I quit my job. I'm like four years into this 1507 01:19:47.760 --> 01:19:51.439 and quit my job. Like you have to build something, 1508 01:19:51.840 --> 01:19:56.960 you know. But the point is if you, if you 1509 01:19:59.199 --> 01:20:03.119 are like me and a nonconformist, you will figure it out. 1510 01:20:03.880 --> 01:20:07.399 Because a lot of the nine to five jobs enslave 1511 01:20:07.520 --> 01:20:11.640 people with fear. If I don't have this, I'll struggle. 1512 01:20:12.079 --> 01:20:14.279 If I don't have this, I won't afford certain things, 1513 01:20:14.319 --> 01:20:20.079 I won't have certain things. I'll never you know. I 1514 01:20:20.239 --> 01:20:22.079 tell people sometimes they're like, oh, what do you do? 1515 01:20:22.640 --> 01:20:24.680 And I'm like I have a podcast and they're like. 1516 01:20:25.119 --> 01:20:27.920 Yeah, they think I'm weird. 1517 01:20:28.199 --> 01:20:30.119 It's like okay, right, it's. 1518 01:20:30.079 --> 01:20:32.720 Like it's like not a not a real job, right, Oh, 1519 01:20:32.840 --> 01:20:35.399 you sit on the couch and like edit stuff, you 1520 01:20:35.640 --> 01:20:41.439 lazy piece of shit, Like what are you talking about that? 1521 01:20:41.640 --> 01:20:44.319 Materialism, like you said, is design, and we have Easter 1522 01:20:44.439 --> 01:20:46.840 coming up, and that's what Easter does. 1523 01:20:46.960 --> 01:20:48.119 It's the materialism. 1524 01:20:48.159 --> 01:20:50.159 It's the I want the candy, I want the sugar, 1525 01:20:50.239 --> 01:20:52.640 I want the toys, I want the eggs. 1526 01:20:52.359 --> 01:20:55.119 I want all the stuff that comes with. So it's designed. 1527 01:20:56.039 --> 01:20:59.920 Materialism is designed to take you off the path of spirituality, 1528 01:21:00.239 --> 01:21:01.279 and that's what they used. 1529 01:21:02.399 --> 01:21:02.520 You know. 1530 01:21:02.560 --> 01:21:05.279 I hope this isn't an offensive and it's it is offensive, 1531 01:21:05.279 --> 01:21:09.039 I guess. But Marilyn Monroe is like the Babylonian whore, right, 1532 01:21:09.119 --> 01:21:13.359 it's like the materialistic She is idol that you want 1533 01:21:13.399 --> 01:21:16.479 to be like. And she's got a new face. Every 1534 01:21:16.840 --> 01:21:19.760 couple of years, there's a Kim Kardashian or Britney Spears 1535 01:21:19.920 --> 01:21:22.439 or a Madonna or whoever that. 1536 01:21:23.159 --> 01:21:24.199 Is designed to go. 1537 01:21:24.479 --> 01:21:26.760 I want all the jewels, I want all the fame. 1538 01:21:26.880 --> 01:21:29.680 I want all the beauty and the lipstick and the makeups. 1539 01:21:29.760 --> 01:21:33.279 And I want to be like Marilyn Monroe and it's 1540 01:21:33.439 --> 01:21:34.159 all design. 1541 01:21:35.119 --> 01:21:37.319 I want to have. I want to be able to 1542 01:21:37.520 --> 01:21:40.439 have any guy I want. That's another one too, it's 1543 01:21:40.560 --> 01:21:46.079 like to be the epitome of beauty. Kim Kardashian is that. 1544 01:21:46.199 --> 01:21:49.079 It's like, you have to have your body type look 1545 01:21:49.199 --> 01:21:51.720 like this now in order to be the tippity top 1546 01:21:51.800 --> 01:21:54.239 ofy of the you know what I mean. It's like, oh, 1547 01:21:54.920 --> 01:21:59.199 so the tippity top of epitome of beauty includes massive 1548 01:22:00.000 --> 01:22:04.359 clastic surgery, something completely unattainable in the natural world, and. 1549 01:22:04.439 --> 01:22:06.560 Young people are getting it. And it blows my mind. 1550 01:22:06.640 --> 01:22:09.520 These beautiful young girls that are like twenty twenty one, 1551 01:22:10.199 --> 01:22:12.600 they're going to get their lips filled and their cheeks filled. 1552 01:22:12.600 --> 01:22:16.119 I'm just like, what are you doing? Like you are 1553 01:22:16.239 --> 01:22:18.640 already naturally beautiful? 1554 01:22:18.840 --> 01:22:23.239 Like, yes they do. We're still have lizard people or something. 1555 01:22:23.279 --> 01:22:27.079 That's so weird, man, but yeah, but they've been convinced 1556 01:22:27.119 --> 01:22:29.079 that that's the way to do it. That's how you 1557 01:22:29.199 --> 01:22:29.960 achieve beauty. 1558 01:22:30.000 --> 01:22:31.880 You got to go get your lips filled, and people 1559 01:22:31.960 --> 01:22:34.960 like Kim Kardashian have done that. I mean, these these 1560 01:22:35.039 --> 01:22:38.680 people are are designed, They're put in these places to 1561 01:22:39.039 --> 01:22:42.520 do just that, to take you off the path of spirituality. 1562 01:22:42.720 --> 01:22:45.800 Yeah, you know, the devil runs this world. Again. 1563 01:22:46.279 --> 01:22:47.880 I don't this, I don't want to take it down 1564 01:22:47.920 --> 01:22:50.159 that Christian path. But the devil is in charge of 1565 01:22:50.239 --> 01:22:53.840 this world and all he does is corrupt he does. 1566 01:22:54.159 --> 01:22:56.439 We are light beings made in God's image, and he 1567 01:22:56.680 --> 01:22:59.319 just wants to corrupt that light because he can't create, 1568 01:22:59.680 --> 01:23:03.880 and so he can only make us miserable here, you know, 1569 01:23:04.079 --> 01:23:06.039 just like him. He wants us to be miserable, because 1570 01:23:06.119 --> 01:23:08.960 miserable misery loves company. That's why they want to reduce 1571 01:23:09.039 --> 01:23:11.600 to populations and all these other things. And you know, 1572 01:23:11.880 --> 01:23:14.039 block out the sun like Bill Gates does, and all 1573 01:23:14.079 --> 01:23:17.319 this stuff and cloud the skies. They're trying to hide 1574 01:23:17.359 --> 01:23:20.159 God's light from us, you know, because the only real 1575 01:23:20.319 --> 01:23:23.000 source of you know, everything everything. 1576 01:23:23.079 --> 01:23:25.840 That was the revelation for me was like I was 1577 01:23:26.239 --> 01:23:27.920 looking at the sun and I was like, oh, God 1578 01:23:28.039 --> 01:23:31.239 is light, Like, oh God is light. God is every God. 1579 01:23:31.520 --> 01:23:34.920 Energy and light is in everything in the world, the trees, 1580 01:23:35.000 --> 01:23:35.880 the grass, everything. 1581 01:23:36.000 --> 01:23:36.640 God is light. 1582 01:23:37.359 --> 01:23:39.720 And so when then you see that they're kim trails 1583 01:23:39.760 --> 01:23:41.199 and all this other stuff that are going on, you know, 1584 01:23:41.279 --> 01:23:43.680 going on, and you're like, oh, they're like trying to 1585 01:23:43.800 --> 01:23:46.640 hide God's light. They're trying to manipulate that, and that 1586 01:23:46.880 --> 01:23:50.720 again takes you down that understanding of what's really going 1587 01:23:50.760 --> 01:23:53.239 on here, and it's just again, it's all done with 1588 01:23:53.399 --> 01:23:54.640 these these idols. 1589 01:23:55.039 --> 01:23:56.600 You know, we don't need any of this stuff. 1590 01:23:57.600 --> 01:24:00.760 Yeah, I was gonna say, because we are are all 1591 01:24:01.239 --> 01:24:05.560 light and energy, be careful. It's like you're writing checks 1592 01:24:05.760 --> 01:24:09.600 yes with your energy, and so be careful where you're 1593 01:24:10.159 --> 01:24:13.560 you know, depositing that because a lot of the times 1594 01:24:13.600 --> 01:24:16.680 there is no return on that. They're just sucking it 1595 01:24:16.800 --> 01:24:19.600 out of you. And then you feel way worse later, 1596 01:24:19.840 --> 01:24:23.359 Like I got and kind of like a maybe you 1597 01:24:23.479 --> 01:24:25.399 felt this before too, but I got kind of like 1598 01:24:25.479 --> 01:24:27.840 in a slump where I was like, oh god, I 1599 01:24:28.039 --> 01:24:29.600 just I don't even want to keep up with my 1600 01:24:29.680 --> 01:24:31.640 show right now. I just kind of want to like 1601 01:24:32.399 --> 01:24:36.520 watch Love is Blind on Netflix and just whatever. And 1602 01:24:37.079 --> 01:24:39.119 I got, you know, kind of into a slump. And 1603 01:24:39.199 --> 01:24:41.560 my husband was like, do you know how much time 1604 01:24:41.880 --> 01:24:45.600 we spend out of our lives watching stuff on TV? 1605 01:24:46.439 --> 01:24:50.920 Like just watching just just show binging shows, our long 1606 01:24:51.000 --> 01:24:54.000 episodes and we'll like run through two seasons out of time, 1607 01:24:54.800 --> 01:24:55.600 just sitting. 1608 01:24:55.319 --> 01:24:58.359 There just like sue. 1609 01:24:59.359 --> 01:25:05.880 Yeah, like don't more. Yeah, that's what That's why I 1610 01:25:06.000 --> 01:25:08.479 say it's a trap, because like, if you've ever like 1611 01:25:08.640 --> 01:25:12.079 gotten really into a show and just got stuck on 1612 01:25:12.199 --> 01:25:16.960 the couch for like sixteen hours, that's a trap. Dude, 1613 01:25:17.159 --> 01:25:18.079 It's a whole ass. 1614 01:25:18.560 --> 01:25:18.840 I'm like you. 1615 01:25:18.960 --> 01:25:20.680 I used to listen to Tenfold Hat all the time. 1616 01:25:20.720 --> 01:25:23.000 I used to listen to Confessionals all the time. I 1617 01:25:23.159 --> 01:25:26.399 love those shows. They're great shows still, even shows like mine. 1618 01:25:26.479 --> 01:25:28.800 You know, like if people are listening, don't get caught 1619 01:25:28.880 --> 01:25:31.039 in this trap of like losing all your If you 1620 01:25:31.079 --> 01:25:33.960 can listen while you're at work, which is really why 1621 01:25:34.039 --> 01:25:36.319 I have this, Yeah, if you can just do something 1622 01:25:36.359 --> 01:25:39.000 else while you're you know, be productive while you're listening 1623 01:25:39.039 --> 01:25:40.760 to this, that's what I would encourage people do. 1624 01:25:40.840 --> 01:25:41.960 I don't encourage people. 1625 01:25:41.760 --> 01:25:44.079 To just sit there and drink and just like tell 1626 01:25:44.159 --> 01:25:46.479 me more about this crazy stuff that's going on. 1627 01:25:48.199 --> 01:25:52.439 I love the long hauld truck drivers that will randomly 1628 01:25:52.560 --> 01:25:54.640 reach out and be like I drive truck and I 1629 01:25:54.720 --> 01:25:57.760 listen to your show. I'm like, dude, that's awesome. That's 1630 01:25:57.800 --> 01:26:00.199 a way better way to spend your time. If you're 1631 01:26:00.239 --> 01:26:03.680 driving truck like learning stuff, that's so fucking that's so 1632 01:26:03.920 --> 01:26:06.840 cool to me, Like they're learning and making money at 1633 01:26:06.880 --> 01:26:08.479 the same time. Or like even if you have an 1634 01:26:08.520 --> 01:26:10.600 office job where you can have like one headphone in 1635 01:26:11.159 --> 01:26:14.880 learn something today while you're working, like spend an hour 1636 01:26:14.920 --> 01:26:17.199 and a half learning something on there. 1637 01:26:17.319 --> 01:26:18.760 I mean, I said, like I said, I would just 1638 01:26:18.920 --> 01:26:21.199 I love those shows still. I still watch them every 1639 01:26:21.239 --> 01:26:22.600 now and then. I just don't do it as heavy 1640 01:26:22.720 --> 01:26:25.640 heavily as I used to because frankly, it's hard. It's 1641 01:26:25.640 --> 01:26:27.399 hard enough to keep up with my own show, and 1642 01:26:27.479 --> 01:26:29.960 I don't, you know, I don't want to steal falts 1643 01:26:30.039 --> 01:26:32.279 or ideas from people. That's kind of what happens when 1644 01:26:32.279 --> 01:26:34.439 you watch other shows. You get these ideas and they 1645 01:26:34.479 --> 01:26:37.560 feel like they're yours, but they might be. I went 1646 01:26:37.680 --> 01:26:39.560 back and I watched the first episode you did with 1647 01:26:40.079 --> 01:26:42.520 Sam and then and then you said something that I 1648 01:26:42.600 --> 01:26:43.600 was like, I say that too. 1649 01:26:43.760 --> 01:26:45.640 Did I get this from this first? The first time 1650 01:26:45.680 --> 01:26:47.199 I watched this episode? You know what I mean? 1651 01:26:47.359 --> 01:26:50.800 Like so like I can't I can't remember, but it 1652 01:26:50.920 --> 01:26:53.239 was but obviously you and I think a like, right, 1653 01:26:53.279 --> 01:26:54.960 we're sitting here talking about some of the same stuff. 1654 01:26:55.039 --> 01:26:58.600 So again, maybe that's an original idea to both of us. 1655 01:26:58.680 --> 01:27:00.439 We just happen to say or think or feel the 1656 01:27:00.479 --> 01:27:00.880 same way. 1657 01:27:01.039 --> 01:27:05.039 So yeah, it happens. It happens well, And you know, 1658 01:27:06.520 --> 01:27:09.359 I always say this, but like if two years ago 1659 01:27:09.800 --> 01:27:12.119 when I first or like three three and a half 1660 01:27:12.279 --> 01:27:15.600 years ago when I first started this show, if somebody 1661 01:27:15.720 --> 01:27:17.359 was like, well, you could make a living just by 1662 01:27:17.439 --> 01:27:20.239 opening your mouth and just weird stuff coming out of it. 1663 01:27:20.840 --> 01:27:24.600 And I am an acquired taste. I've been told you 1664 01:27:24.800 --> 01:27:27.520 either love or hate me. I have a foul mouth, 1665 01:27:27.600 --> 01:27:30.960 and I just say whatever. I wouldn't have believed you, 1666 01:27:31.119 --> 01:27:34.600 because it's like, it's less about me and it's more 1667 01:27:34.640 --> 01:27:37.239 about I just want people to learn stuff. And I 1668 01:27:37.359 --> 01:27:39.760 think that you know, some of the stuff I've covered 1669 01:27:40.359 --> 01:27:44.880 people don't even have the slightest clue about, you know, 1670 01:27:45.039 --> 01:27:47.560 especially like with the serial killers and stuff like this, 1671 01:27:47.760 --> 01:27:50.920 and they've sensationalized them. It made celebrities out of them, 1672 01:27:51.079 --> 01:27:54.520 and people are obsessed with like this true crime stuff, 1673 01:27:54.520 --> 01:27:56.600 and it's like, you gotta ask yourself why that is. 1674 01:27:57.600 --> 01:28:01.199 And you know, celebrities too. I did want you to 1675 01:28:01.439 --> 01:28:04.199 mention something though before we like wrap everything up because 1676 01:28:04.199 --> 01:28:07.520 it was just crazy interesting to me. But I did 1677 01:28:07.760 --> 01:28:11.479 like a four part series on Jim Carrey, and part 1678 01:28:11.560 --> 01:28:14.760 of that series, two episodes worth at least, I talked 1679 01:28:14.760 --> 01:28:18.479 about in Living Color because I love that show. But anyways, 1680 01:28:18.520 --> 01:28:23.119 you just just for the audience, if you could just 1681 01:28:23.199 --> 01:28:24.479 say that part again because I. 1682 01:28:24.600 --> 01:28:28.079 Yeah, so like Keenan Everywayans is the creator of that show. 1683 01:28:28.399 --> 01:28:30.239 And he said when he would go pitch it to 1684 01:28:30.319 --> 01:28:32.880 these Hollywood producers, they would be. 1685 01:28:33.039 --> 01:28:36.279 Like, you know, he got shut out a couple of times. 1686 01:28:36.640 --> 01:28:39.079 Then he went into this one room and then he 1687 01:28:39.319 --> 01:28:41.840 was doing this interview with some producers and then all 1688 01:28:41.880 --> 01:28:44.720 of a sudden they leave and these men and black 1689 01:28:44.800 --> 01:28:47.399 type people come in and they were like asking him 1690 01:28:47.399 --> 01:28:49.119 all these pointed questions about. 1691 01:28:48.920 --> 01:28:52.279 Like what is this show for? What is it design for? 1692 01:28:52.600 --> 01:28:54.920 Like you know, and Keenan ivery Wainas was like, Oh, 1693 01:28:54.920 --> 01:28:57.119 I want to bring some you know, black culture, black 1694 01:28:57.239 --> 01:28:59.600 entertainment to and I want to change the world. And 1695 01:28:59.640 --> 01:29:02.680 they were like, how exactly are you planning on change? 1696 01:29:02.720 --> 01:29:04.880 You know, like they were asking all these weird questions 1697 01:29:04.960 --> 01:29:06.920 like how are you going to affect this culture that. 1698 01:29:06.960 --> 01:29:09.560 You're talking about? What is your goal? What is your desire? 1699 01:29:09.840 --> 01:29:12.159 And he said he remembered that as like the weirdest 1700 01:29:12.159 --> 01:29:13.680 thing that ever happened to him, because it was just 1701 01:29:13.760 --> 01:29:17.640 like these strange, you know, people that that didn't look 1702 01:29:17.720 --> 01:29:18.319 like the ones. 1703 01:29:18.199 --> 01:29:19.600 That had just left the room or whatever. 1704 01:29:19.680 --> 01:29:22.159 They looked like they were working for some kind of 1705 01:29:22.199 --> 01:29:25.600 a CIA or maybe I'm putting words in his mouth, 1706 01:29:25.640 --> 01:29:28.079 but he was saying something along the lines of black. 1707 01:29:28.199 --> 01:29:30.239 So it was a pretty interesting. But that just goes 1708 01:29:30.239 --> 01:29:32.479 to show you that it is controlled. And I just 1709 01:29:32.520 --> 01:29:35.159 did an episode called Medium Manipulation where I go through 1710 01:29:35.479 --> 01:29:39.439 all of this to explain that there is real programs 1711 01:29:39.560 --> 01:29:43.279 and that they are legally allowed to propagandize us. 1712 01:29:43.399 --> 01:29:46.119 Now they can do that because of the smith Mont 1713 01:29:46.159 --> 01:29:47.520 Act and the smith. 1714 01:29:47.319 --> 01:29:51.079 Mont Modernization Act that Obama passed in twenty twelve, So 1715 01:29:51.680 --> 01:29:53.920 there is there is legal propaganda. 1716 01:29:54.199 --> 01:29:55.880 They are now literally doing this. 1717 01:29:56.760 --> 01:29:59.039 By the way, the smith Mont Act outlines a lot 1718 01:29:59.079 --> 01:30:01.800 of these things that talking about using celebrities and all 1719 01:30:01.840 --> 01:30:05.920 this kind of stuff, using radio programs in airwaves and 1720 01:30:06.000 --> 01:30:09.359 things like that, so they have a they have a 1721 01:30:09.479 --> 01:30:13.640 firm grip on propaganda. They used to use it to 1722 01:30:13.840 --> 01:30:19.600 propagandize overseas, only allegedly right, and but why would they 1723 01:30:19.680 --> 01:30:22.880 want to do that. Why would you want to affect 1724 01:30:23.039 --> 01:30:28.479 regime change in another country, in some small country across 1725 01:30:28.520 --> 01:30:28.800 the world. 1726 01:30:28.840 --> 01:30:31.000 Why would you want to do that. It doesn't make 1727 01:30:31.000 --> 01:30:31.520 any sense. 1728 01:30:31.880 --> 01:30:35.359 But they were legally doing that for since the forties 1729 01:30:36.399 --> 01:30:39.920 and then you know that, so in twenty twelve, so 1730 01:30:40.079 --> 01:30:43.800 like seventy years or for yes, like seventy two years, 1731 01:30:43.840 --> 01:30:46.840 they were propagandizing overseas and then Obama was like, well, 1732 01:30:46.880 --> 01:30:50.039 because of the Internet, you know, we need to update this. 1733 01:30:50.560 --> 01:30:54.560 And so because people people who are watching media for overseas, 1734 01:30:54.640 --> 01:30:56.800 they might get caught up in it. So now that 1735 01:30:56.960 --> 01:30:59.600 opened that kick the door wide open to like the 1736 01:30:59.680 --> 01:31:02.119 Twitter files and all this other stuff that's going on 1737 01:31:02.359 --> 01:31:06.159 where they just have these their claws in deep with 1738 01:31:06.439 --> 01:31:09.960 all of these social media companies, all these different media platforms. 1739 01:31:10.319 --> 01:31:15.720 That that makes so much sense. Dude. I think that 1740 01:31:16.119 --> 01:31:19.439 if the devil has a home, it's on face, it's 1741 01:31:19.479 --> 01:31:26.600 on social media. I'm serious, because they like I could 1742 01:31:26.680 --> 01:31:37.279 talk about something with someone random, like ingrown toenails get 1743 01:31:37.359 --> 01:31:40.600 on Facebook. There are seventeen videos pop up talking about 1744 01:31:40.640 --> 01:31:43.239 how to get rid of ingrown toenails. By the way, 1745 01:31:44.640 --> 01:31:49.479 or like your worst fears pop up on Facebook health 1746 01:31:49.600 --> 01:31:52.279 related thing, Oh I'm scared I'm gonna get cancer. Ten 1747 01:31:52.399 --> 01:31:54.520 videos of I saw this spot on my arm and 1748 01:31:54.600 --> 01:31:56.520 I found out it was cancer, and it's like, oh, dude, 1749 01:31:56.520 --> 01:31:58.520 I have the same spot on my arm. It's like, 1750 01:31:58.600 --> 01:32:02.880 if the devil lives anywhere, he's on Facebook and listening 1751 01:32:02.960 --> 01:32:05.520 to you and regurgitating videos. 1752 01:32:05.319 --> 01:32:07.479 Makes you wondered too, what did we agree to in 1753 01:32:07.520 --> 01:32:09.560 the terms of service? Because we don't read them. 1754 01:32:09.800 --> 01:32:12.840 For sure, we don't read them, but like, no, right, 1755 01:32:13.840 --> 01:32:16.560 there's a there's a South Park episode of I swear 1756 01:32:16.600 --> 01:32:17.640 to you, really I won't. 1757 01:32:17.920 --> 01:32:20.000 Because I do digital marketing for a living. I've been 1758 01:32:20.079 --> 01:32:21.840 doing this since two thousand and eight, right, I know 1759 01:32:22.039 --> 01:32:25.159 digital marketing. I can tell you all about everything. And 1760 01:32:25.239 --> 01:32:28.000 so whenever first, whenever this first started happening, people were like, 1761 01:32:28.039 --> 01:32:29.520 how am I seeing all these ads? And I would 1762 01:32:29.560 --> 01:32:31.920 tell them, oh, they're tracking your cookies, your search results, 1763 01:32:31.960 --> 01:32:34.319 all this stuff. But now it's gotten to a point 1764 01:32:34.319 --> 01:32:38.800 where I can think something and it appears on my 1765 01:32:38.920 --> 01:32:41.640 feed somehow, like, how is this happening? How is this 1766 01:32:41.720 --> 01:32:44.399 appearing on my Instagram feed? Because I didn't do a 1767 01:32:44.439 --> 01:32:45.479 search on this for sure. 1768 01:32:46.119 --> 01:32:48.479 I have not searched my phone on this. It would 1769 01:32:48.520 --> 01:32:49.840 be like my wife coming to me one day and 1770 01:32:49.920 --> 01:32:50.359 she goes. 1771 01:32:51.960 --> 01:32:55.479 This girl at work had this dress on and we 1772 01:32:55.680 --> 01:32:58.279 just talked about the dress whatever, and then I came 1773 01:32:59.279 --> 01:33:00.439 at when I came home, she's like. 1774 01:33:00.439 --> 01:33:02.760 Look, she's like, scroll through Facebook. She's like, this is 1775 01:33:02.800 --> 01:33:04.159 the exact same dress she had on. 1776 01:33:04.640 --> 01:33:06.680 They didn't mention, like she didn't go look at the 1777 01:33:06.720 --> 01:33:09.159 website where she bought it or anything like that. She 1778 01:33:09.279 --> 01:33:10.840 just said, oh, that was that's a nice dress. She 1779 01:33:11.000 --> 01:33:13.079 noticed a woman's dress. And then she came to me, 1780 01:33:13.159 --> 01:33:14.800 She's like, it's showing on my news for you. 1781 01:33:14.840 --> 01:33:17.399 How's it doing that. I'm like, that is beyond me. 1782 01:33:18.079 --> 01:33:18.880 That is beyond me. 1783 01:33:19.399 --> 01:33:23.520 Yeah, literally literally, That's why I said, like stuff that 1784 01:33:23.680 --> 01:33:25.600 I not even like I get it. If you search 1785 01:33:25.720 --> 01:33:29.520 for something, if you're like searching for strollers whatever, and 1786 01:33:29.600 --> 01:33:31.760 then you see a bunch of stroller ads pop up, Okay, 1787 01:33:31.840 --> 01:33:33.920 you searched it, so you put it out there. This 1788 01:33:34.079 --> 01:33:36.479 is stuff I would I like. This was like a 1789 01:33:36.600 --> 01:33:38.920 year ago, but me and my sister were talking about 1790 01:33:38.960 --> 01:33:42.359 the butter they use at Texas Roadhouse for the rolls, 1791 01:33:42.840 --> 01:33:44.920 and I was like, dude, they should they should sell 1792 01:33:45.000 --> 01:33:47.680 that at like Walmart or something, because I'd buy it 1793 01:33:47.800 --> 01:33:52.119 by the tub full. Why then I didn't search it. 1794 01:33:52.560 --> 01:33:55.239 I was literally just having a conversation with her about 1795 01:33:55.279 --> 01:33:59.319 how we both like Texas Roadhouse Butter. Get on Facebook 1796 01:33:59.720 --> 01:34:02.800 and it's like, how to make Texas Roadhouse Butter's home 1797 01:34:03.800 --> 01:34:07.000 Country Crock Texas Roadhouse Butter, and it's. 1798 01:34:06.880 --> 01:34:09.520 Like, well, that's listening. They do listen to our phones, 1799 01:34:09.600 --> 01:34:12.039 for sure, they're listening. And then they're gonna give. 1800 01:34:11.920 --> 01:34:13.880 Us ads based on Because when I get off this show, 1801 01:34:14.319 --> 01:34:16.520 I'm gonna get You're gonna see stuff on mine about 1802 01:34:16.840 --> 01:34:20.880 Texas Roadhouse Butter, right, like Cinnamon Butter is delicious, by 1803 01:34:20.920 --> 01:34:23.439 the way, So I'm gonna see all that. But that's 1804 01:34:23.520 --> 01:34:25.520 not what I'm concerned about. What I'm concerned about is 1805 01:34:25.600 --> 01:34:29.439 somehow it's reading my thoughts. Now, That's what I'm concerned about. 1806 01:34:29.680 --> 01:34:32.319 That's the weird part to me, is that it's literally 1807 01:34:32.439 --> 01:34:35.920 reading my thoughts because I will literally be thinking something 1808 01:34:36.600 --> 01:34:39.600 randomly and then I'll scroll up one picture on Instagram 1809 01:34:39.680 --> 01:34:40.760 and it's the next photo. 1810 01:34:41.119 --> 01:34:42.279 That's how weird it is to me. 1811 01:34:42.600 --> 01:34:45.439 So yeah, it makes me feel like we're in some 1812 01:34:45.560 --> 01:34:48.960 sort of a you know, holographic reality where we're like 1813 01:34:49.119 --> 01:34:51.600 mapping out the world as we go, right, we're kind 1814 01:34:51.600 --> 01:34:53.520 of creating this world because there's all these weird things 1815 01:34:53.560 --> 01:34:56.960 that happen to me as I'm driving. Like I've said 1816 01:34:57.000 --> 01:34:58.640 this number of times on the show, so sorry for 1817 01:34:58.720 --> 01:35:02.439 those who listen. You know, like the names of roads 1818 01:35:02.479 --> 01:35:05.079 in my town I live in now are all names 1819 01:35:05.159 --> 01:35:07.920 of people that I grew up with in my hometown, 1820 01:35:08.720 --> 01:35:12.079 and it's weird. It's like names that you were like 1821 01:35:13.079 --> 01:35:15.199 why would that name be there? Or like I rode 1822 01:35:15.239 --> 01:35:18.039 by this one place one time and one it was 1823 01:35:18.119 --> 01:35:21.039 my grandma's name and the next road over was her 1824 01:35:21.159 --> 01:35:23.880 last name, and it was like two roads side by side. 1825 01:35:23.920 --> 01:35:26.000 I'm like, what the hell is going on here? 1826 01:35:26.199 --> 01:35:28.920 Like how are all these names of these people in 1827 01:35:29.039 --> 01:35:31.520 this new area I'm in? So it makes me feel 1828 01:35:31.560 --> 01:35:35.800 like these pieces are they all exist, and then you 1829 01:35:35.920 --> 01:35:38.840 could go into a new area and it rebuilds into 1830 01:35:38.920 --> 01:35:40.760 something else in that new area. 1831 01:35:40.840 --> 01:35:42.399 I know, it just kind of took the conversation to 1832 01:35:42.479 --> 01:35:43.199 a weird place, but. 1833 01:35:45.199 --> 01:35:48.439 Well, you know, okay, so this is kind of along 1834 01:35:48.520 --> 01:35:53.479 those same lines. I've lived in several different places. I've 1835 01:35:53.520 --> 01:35:57.680 lived in Ohio, Kentucky, Oklahoma, and now I'm in Oregon, 1836 01:35:58.439 --> 01:36:03.159 and every time I've moved somewhere new, it's like nothing 1837 01:36:03.319 --> 01:36:07.640 exists outside of like what you've googled to like get there, 1838 01:36:08.000 --> 01:36:10.920 Like nothing. It's like, I, okay, I've I've put in 1839 01:36:11.039 --> 01:36:13.199 my phone, I know how to get to Walmart, I 1840 01:36:13.279 --> 01:36:15.279 know how to get to this place. But it's like 1841 01:36:15.399 --> 01:36:19.439 nothing exists outside of that. And then you know, the 1842 01:36:19.520 --> 01:36:22.159 longer you live somewhere, the more places you know, but 1843 01:36:22.399 --> 01:36:26.119 really it's only you only exist ever in the places 1844 01:36:26.279 --> 01:36:28.760 you know, and like how to get to it's like weird. 1845 01:36:28.880 --> 01:36:31.439 It's like you were saying, it's like whatever you put 1846 01:36:31.520 --> 01:36:34.119 in your phone to get to, then that opens up 1847 01:36:34.199 --> 01:36:34.439 for you. 1848 01:36:34.640 --> 01:36:37.199 Yeah, and then it's like how video games work. 1849 01:36:37.199 --> 01:36:40.439 When you play a video game, and so like you know, 1850 01:36:40.560 --> 01:36:44.279 it's really to render a new video To render an 1851 01:36:44.439 --> 01:36:49.359 entire video game takes a lot of power from coming 1852 01:36:49.439 --> 01:36:52.319 from like servers and things like that. So what they 1853 01:36:52.359 --> 01:36:55.119 do is they only render the section that you're in 1854 01:36:55.520 --> 01:36:58.079 in a video game, and as you and as you 1855 01:36:58.159 --> 01:36:58.960 go to the next. 1856 01:36:58.800 --> 01:37:01.159 Section, it'll render that and it'll render that. 1857 01:37:01.239 --> 01:37:04.159 And so what I'm saying is that these little pieces 1858 01:37:04.239 --> 01:37:07.640 of my life just are just re rendering, they're just 1859 01:37:07.720 --> 01:37:10.039 being used in another in another way. Because I'll go 1860 01:37:10.119 --> 01:37:12.960 to places and I'll go I for sure have been 1861 01:37:13.039 --> 01:37:15.399 to this place, but I've never been to this place. 1862 01:37:15.640 --> 01:37:17.760 It's so weird to me. And again, this. 1863 01:37:19.560 --> 01:37:23.680 Liminal spaces, right, just talking about two days ago, that's 1864 01:37:23.680 --> 01:37:28.000 so weird. Yeah, yeah, no, I'm starting to think that's real. 1865 01:37:28.600 --> 01:37:30.600 And it's like when you get when you get to 1866 01:37:30.680 --> 01:37:33.640 the airport, talk about a liminal space. They all look 1867 01:37:33.720 --> 01:37:37.840 and smell the freaking same. And then it's like wherever 1868 01:37:37.920 --> 01:37:42.399 you're going to it's always like for me, I mean 1869 01:37:42.479 --> 01:37:45.199 to drive from Oregon to visit my family in Ohio 1870 01:37:45.399 --> 01:37:48.880 is like thirty hours, right, but it's a two hour 1871 01:37:49.520 --> 01:37:52.640 flight to Denver and then a two hour flight to Cleveland, 1872 01:37:52.960 --> 01:37:56.079 so four hours all in total. It's like you skip, do. 1873 01:37:56.119 --> 01:37:56.479 You go in? 1874 01:37:57.039 --> 01:37:58.800 Yeah? Yeah, that's the way. 1875 01:38:00.680 --> 01:38:05.279 Up. Like literally it's like a wormhole, because how is 1876 01:38:05.359 --> 01:38:09.159 it thirty hours driving? Because they got to like lay 1877 01:38:09.199 --> 01:38:12.359 all this stuff out as you're driving. It takes longer, right, 1878 01:38:12.800 --> 01:38:14.399 But when you're on a plane, they're like they can't 1879 01:38:14.439 --> 01:38:16.720 see shit anyways, just throw them in a black hole 1880 01:38:16.760 --> 01:38:18.800 and pop them up wherever they're supposed to be going. 1881 01:38:19.319 --> 01:38:24.399 I mean, it's four hours flying, thirty hours driving. It 1882 01:38:24.600 --> 01:38:25.279 just I don't know. 1883 01:38:25.399 --> 01:38:27.920 Sometimes I'm like, this is saying we think we think 1884 01:38:27.960 --> 01:38:30.199 the same, because i'd like I'm more aware. I'm too 1885 01:38:30.279 --> 01:38:33.279 aware sometime of like things. I'm like, Okay, I need 1886 01:38:33.319 --> 01:38:34.680 to pull it back a little bit. Let me just 1887 01:38:34.840 --> 01:38:37.840 enjoy baseball tonight and a beer or something like that, 1888 01:38:38.199 --> 01:38:41.600 you know what I mean, find my little my little totem, 1889 01:38:41.720 --> 01:38:44.000 like off of inception. I gotta find some little totem 1890 01:38:44.079 --> 01:38:46.840 to keep me here grounded in this reality, you know. 1891 01:38:47.039 --> 01:38:52.199 So No, well, listen, it's probably it's probably good place ended. 1892 01:38:52.239 --> 01:38:53.800 I mean, i'd love to I love the conversation that 1893 01:38:53.800 --> 01:38:54.399 I could probably go. 1894 01:38:54.439 --> 01:38:56.479 For many more hours, but uh, I don't want to 1895 01:38:56.520 --> 01:38:57.439 hold you up any longer. 1896 01:38:57.479 --> 01:39:00.319 It's you know what, five o'clock, six o'clock there, So 1897 01:39:01.239 --> 01:39:03.039 I'm sure you got more better things to do on 1898 01:39:03.079 --> 01:39:04.079 a Friday night than hang out. 1899 01:39:04.479 --> 01:39:07.399 It's probably even later for you. But I'm glad you 1900 01:39:07.520 --> 01:39:10.399 invited me. I've had a great time too. 1901 01:39:11.640 --> 01:39:13.159 Yeah, well, listen, I'd love to have you on the show. 1902 01:39:13.199 --> 01:39:15.479 So again, sometime we can talk more in depth. I'm 1903 01:39:15.479 --> 01:39:17.319 sorry we didn't get into the Lower Canyon stuff and 1904 01:39:17.359 --> 01:39:20.119 then and the Marilyn Monroe stuff any in any deeper. 1905 01:39:20.199 --> 01:39:22.399 But if you guys want to check that content out, 1906 01:39:22.520 --> 01:39:24.840 she's got some really bangers on Tenfoil Hat and or 1907 01:39:25.119 --> 01:39:27.359 on her own show that you can really dive deep 1908 01:39:27.439 --> 01:39:27.680 on that. 1909 01:39:27.880 --> 01:39:29.359 I would encourage you to watch that. 1910 01:39:30.319 --> 01:39:32.359 But I just wanted to talk about the weirdness, the 1911 01:39:32.439 --> 01:39:36.159 high strangeness of the connection of all of these places, 1912 01:39:36.319 --> 01:39:39.359 these like little hotbeds of celebrities and stardoms and the 1913 01:39:39.520 --> 01:39:41.600 energy and all that stuff. Man, It's just it all 1914 01:39:41.680 --> 01:39:45.439 weirds me out. And I'm starting to see that. You 1915 01:39:45.520 --> 01:39:48.880 know again, there are connections to energetic people. And that's 1916 01:39:48.880 --> 01:39:50.399 why we call them charming, and that's why we call 1917 01:39:50.479 --> 01:39:53.079 them charisma. And that's why when you see a celebrity, 1918 01:39:53.439 --> 01:39:53.760 you just. 1919 01:39:53.800 --> 01:39:54.479 Want to touch them. 1920 01:39:54.560 --> 01:39:55.880 You just want to be near on me like, and 1921 01:39:55.920 --> 01:39:58.359 I've done it with friends that have become celebrities. I'm 1922 01:39:58.399 --> 01:39:59.720 just want to be near them, like yeay, dude, you 1923 01:39:59.720 --> 01:40:01.119 remember I just texted a friend. 1924 01:40:01.199 --> 01:40:01.720 Is so funny. 1925 01:40:01.920 --> 01:40:03.880 I'm saying this because a guy that used to be 1926 01:40:03.960 --> 01:40:07.039 my neighbor he's he's in like Deadpool and stuff now, 1927 01:40:07.159 --> 01:40:08.800 and I was like, hey, you remember me, dude, Like, like, 1928 01:40:08.880 --> 01:40:10.640 I'm still doing it now. I'm trying to like get 1929 01:40:10.720 --> 01:40:13.199 onto that star power in some way, you know what 1930 01:40:13.239 --> 01:40:15.640 I mean. No, I don't really want any fame from it. 1931 01:40:15.720 --> 01:40:18.319 I'm just like it feels like I'm trying to rub 1932 01:40:18.439 --> 01:40:19.239 some of that off on me. 1933 01:40:19.319 --> 01:40:21.239 Bro, like give me some of that star power, right. 1934 01:40:21.840 --> 01:40:23.720 Yeah, Yeah, I'm not really doing that. But I'm not 1935 01:40:23.720 --> 01:40:27.239 a starfucker or anything like that. But I'm saying, but 1936 01:40:27.399 --> 01:40:32.119 I'm saying, like, you do that. You catch yourself doing that. 1937 01:40:32.239 --> 01:40:35.239 If you saw Michael Jackson right now, if he was 1938 01:40:35.319 --> 01:40:38.680 alive or whatever, or some big celebrity that you like. 1939 01:40:39.159 --> 01:40:40.880 And you saw him, you'd be like, oh my god. 1940 01:40:41.079 --> 01:40:44.000 You know that's a lot of people. Yeah, that's how. 1941 01:40:44.119 --> 01:40:45.920 That's kind of what I'm saying, is like you always 1942 01:40:45.960 --> 01:40:48.760 want to You're like asking the celebrity to sign something. 1943 01:40:49.079 --> 01:40:51.359 I just want you to put your energy on something 1944 01:40:51.439 --> 01:40:52.199 of mine that I. 1945 01:40:52.199 --> 01:40:55.239 Can take away. And it's a really weird thing that 1946 01:40:55.399 --> 01:40:55.680 we do. 1947 01:40:56.000 --> 01:40:59.079 We kind of continue to give these people our power 1948 01:40:59.159 --> 01:41:02.479 and our energy by doing this. You know, we feed them, 1949 01:41:02.520 --> 01:41:05.039 We clap at them whenever they're on stage and those 1950 01:41:05.119 --> 01:41:05.640 kinds of things. 1951 01:41:05.720 --> 01:41:06.079 We laugh. 1952 01:41:06.159 --> 01:41:08.399 We give all of our energy to these people, and 1953 01:41:08.520 --> 01:41:10.319 so we have to be very careful when we who 1954 01:41:10.399 --> 01:41:12.279 we give our energy to, and we have to guard that. 1955 01:41:12.399 --> 01:41:15.640 I've talked about it before. We our energy is our 1956 01:41:15.680 --> 01:41:17.960 only is only the only real currency in this world. 1957 01:41:18.039 --> 01:41:19.960 So we have to be very very careful of that. 1958 01:41:20.159 --> 01:41:25.000 But one hundred Yeah, if you want to go ahead 1959 01:41:25.039 --> 01:41:27.840 and you can final words or close it out and promote, 1960 01:41:27.880 --> 01:41:29.880 you promote your show, plug whatever you need to plug 1961 01:41:29.960 --> 01:41:31.159 and uh, and we'll wrap it up. 1962 01:41:32.159 --> 01:41:32.319 Well. 1963 01:41:32.399 --> 01:41:34.439 Thanks again. Yeah, I mean, I couldn't have said it 1964 01:41:34.479 --> 01:41:38.520 any better. I'm on the same train. I just feel 1965 01:41:38.560 --> 01:41:41.840 like energy is such a precious commodity these days too. 1966 01:41:42.239 --> 01:41:48.520 I mean, guard it because it's precious. But I have 1967 01:41:48.680 --> 01:41:52.600 Cosmic Peach podcasts available wherever you listen to podcasts. If 1968 01:41:52.640 --> 01:41:55.000 you want to reach out to work with me or 1969 01:41:55.079 --> 01:42:00.720 something like that, my link tree is on install. My 1970 01:42:00.880 --> 01:42:05.159 Instagram is Cosmic dot Peach dot podcast. Unfortunately, I get 1971 01:42:05.359 --> 01:42:09.199 like upward of one hundred messages a day on Instagram, 1972 01:42:09.720 --> 01:42:13.199 so I don't really check my inbox that often. So 1973 01:42:13.399 --> 01:42:16.760 a lot of people they'll be like, Oh, I messaged 1974 01:42:16.800 --> 01:42:18.720 you on Instagram like a month ago, and I thought 1975 01:42:18.760 --> 01:42:20.840 you were such a dick because you never responded and 1976 01:42:20.960 --> 01:42:23.640 I wanted to work with you. I'm like, dude, you 1977 01:42:23.840 --> 01:42:26.279 probably on the bottom of a list of like seven 1978 01:42:26.399 --> 01:42:30.119 hundred crazy people talking about they used to be CIA agents. Like, 1979 01:42:30.239 --> 01:42:32.319 I can't, there's no way I'm reading all that. So 1980 01:42:32.760 --> 01:42:34.359 the best way to get in touch with me is 1981 01:42:34.439 --> 01:42:38.319 to go to Instagram and click my link tree and 1982 01:42:38.439 --> 01:42:40.600 send me an email. And I try to get back 1983 01:42:40.640 --> 01:42:44.439 to those as soon as I can. And I do 1984 01:42:44.560 --> 01:42:48.079 have Patreon for like early access to stuff and ad free. 1985 01:42:48.279 --> 01:42:51.680 All the videos are on Patreon, and I do throw 1986 01:42:51.800 --> 01:42:55.880 some extra stuff on there every now and again. But actually, 1987 01:42:56.000 --> 01:42:58.159 since I'm gonna put this on my end too, you 1988 01:42:58.239 --> 01:43:00.359 should let the listeners know where they can find your 1989 01:43:00.439 --> 01:43:01.159 stuff as well. 1990 01:43:01.600 --> 01:43:04.119 Yeah, for sure, if you don't mind, of course, you 1991 01:43:04.159 --> 01:43:06.920 can find me at the awakenpodcast dot com. That's basically 1992 01:43:07.000 --> 01:43:09.760 everything that you need to know about me on that website. 1993 01:43:10.199 --> 01:43:12.199 Uh pay for it, so I just want to get 1994 01:43:12.239 --> 01:43:12.960 some use out of it. 1995 01:43:13.800 --> 01:43:16.279 I used to have some clothing and stuff you could 1996 01:43:16.279 --> 01:43:17.680 buy on there, but it kind of goes like what 1997 01:43:17.800 --> 01:43:19.359 am I doing here? What am I am? I? You know, 1998 01:43:19.880 --> 01:43:20.479 I don't know, I don't. 1999 01:43:20.479 --> 01:43:20.800 I didn't. 2000 01:43:20.800 --> 01:43:22.520 I didn't like what I was becoming. I was trying to, like, 2001 01:43:22.960 --> 01:43:25.279 you know, monetize stuff in certain ways and stuff. But 2002 01:43:25.560 --> 01:43:27.399 we got to continue making money, you know what I mean. 2003 01:43:27.479 --> 01:43:28.880 We got to continue paying the light. 2004 01:43:28.840 --> 01:43:32.279 Bills and the electric I mean in the internet bills 2005 01:43:32.319 --> 01:43:34.039 and all that, and all the softwares we use and 2006 01:43:34.039 --> 01:43:34.560 stuff like that. 2007 01:43:34.720 --> 01:43:36.439 So those things definitely help out. 2008 01:43:36.479 --> 01:43:38.800 But yeah, you guys can find me at the awakenpodcast 2009 01:43:39.279 --> 01:43:42.800 dot com and uh, you know, and I would encourage 2010 01:43:42.800 --> 01:43:44.840 you guys, whoever's listening to the show, to please do 2011 01:43:44.960 --> 01:43:48.199 me in Julia a huge, huge favor. Go to Spotify, 2012 01:43:48.279 --> 01:43:48.800 go to Apple. 2013 01:43:48.840 --> 01:43:53.239 We'll give us a review for our shows. Those reviews really, really, really, 2014 01:43:53.279 --> 01:43:56.079 you guys don't understand that's the currency in our world. Uh, 2015 01:43:56.159 --> 01:43:56.920 they go a long way. 2016 01:43:56.960 --> 01:44:00.000 They give us credibility, They help put us in front 2017 01:44:00.079 --> 01:44:02.520 of thousands of more listeners. So please do us a 2018 01:44:02.560 --> 01:44:04.560 favor and go give us a five star rating. Please 2019 01:44:04.560 --> 01:44:06.399 if you like the show, that's all we ask. If 2020 01:44:06.439 --> 01:44:07.760 you enjoyed the content on the show. 2021 01:44:08.119 --> 01:44:10.840 So even if you think I'm a dipshit, just leave 2022 01:44:10.880 --> 01:44:11.840 a comment and let me know. 2023 01:44:12.000 --> 01:44:17.560 So, yeah, I'm good with that, because comments still, yeah, 2024 01:44:17.600 --> 01:44:18.279 it doesn't. 2025 01:44:18.079 --> 01:44:21.720 Matter, right the haters, they're like, well, I'm gonna leave 2026 01:44:21.760 --> 01:44:25.000 a shitty comment. It's gonna it's gonna. No, you just 2027 01:44:25.079 --> 01:44:28.520 helped me out of anything. Thanks. Thanks for the you know, 2028 01:44:28.680 --> 01:44:30.720 extra time and effort it took to call me a 2029 01:44:30.840 --> 01:44:33.800 dick to my face whatever, jerk off. 2030 01:44:34.439 --> 01:44:36.640 Yeah, but you know that that stuff really matters in 2031 01:44:36.720 --> 01:44:39.239 a big way. And I didn't know that right away. 2032 01:44:39.359 --> 01:44:41.039 I didn't know that at first. But now I'm trying 2033 01:44:41.079 --> 01:44:43.359 to promote that a little bit because, uh, like I said, 2034 01:44:43.359 --> 01:44:44.800 I don't really make any money off of this. I 2035 01:44:44.880 --> 01:44:47.000 mean I'm not. I'm not doing it quite full time yet. 2036 01:44:47.079 --> 01:44:49.880 Maybe I will eventually, but I just make a little 2037 01:44:49.880 --> 01:44:52.760 bit of money from advertisements. And so I know it 2038 01:44:52.840 --> 01:44:53.960 sucks to listen to ads. 2039 01:44:54.079 --> 01:44:57.520 They suck terribly. I get it. I've listened to talk 2040 01:44:57.560 --> 01:44:59.479 shows my whole life. I totally understand. 2041 01:44:59.800 --> 01:45:02.720 But but also unfortunately that's the way we have to 2042 01:45:02.800 --> 01:45:05.800 get make a little bit of money, a little bit 2043 01:45:05.800 --> 01:45:08.560 of scratch, yeah, to pay the bills, you know, and 2044 01:45:09.000 --> 01:45:11.279 maybe we can find a better system as podcasters to 2045 01:45:11.479 --> 01:45:16.560 maybe start paying to advertise on other people's shows versus like, 2046 01:45:17.039 --> 01:45:18.840 you know, maybe you and I could advertise on each 2047 01:45:18.840 --> 01:45:20.920 other's shows. There's ways to do it to get around that, 2048 01:45:21.079 --> 01:45:23.399 but right now the only system we have is to 2049 01:45:24.600 --> 01:45:26.439 unfortunately play ads and you. 2050 01:45:26.479 --> 01:45:28.439 Know, be a part of the automated ads at that. 2051 01:45:29.279 --> 01:45:29.560 Yeah. 2052 01:45:30.039 --> 01:45:31.840 Yeah, and I mean some of those suck. And I 2053 01:45:31.960 --> 01:45:33.960 get it because it's like, oh, you have a conspiracy 2054 01:45:34.039 --> 01:45:36.920 podcast and every other commercials like some kind of injection 2055 01:45:37.119 --> 01:45:39.239 to get It's like, dude, I didn't, I didn't. I 2056 01:45:39.279 --> 01:45:42.840 don't even get to pick that. They just yeah, I mean, 2057 01:45:42.880 --> 01:45:46.359 they just put whatever in there. But when I say, 2058 01:45:46.520 --> 01:45:49.920 you know, don't be don't focus on materialism, I'm serious. 2059 01:45:50.079 --> 01:45:55.079 But at the same time, I need like water, toilet paper, uh, 2060 01:45:55.319 --> 01:45:58.840 you know, things like this. So uh, there is a 2061 01:45:58.960 --> 01:46:03.479 degree of just kind of like thank you to us, 2062 01:46:03.840 --> 01:46:06.840 you know, devoting so much time and effort into this 2063 01:46:07.039 --> 01:46:09.880 and making it as such a passion project. It all 2064 01:46:09.920 --> 01:46:12.720 takes time and effort and listen, skipping through a couple 2065 01:46:12.760 --> 01:46:15.239 of ads every now and again. I mean, it's the 2066 01:46:15.399 --> 01:46:17.600 least you could do for me, man, Come on. 2067 01:46:18.079 --> 01:46:20.199 Sure, yeah, well, thank you very much. 2068 01:46:20.279 --> 01:46:22.119 For joining me, and uh, you know, thank you for 2069 01:46:22.720 --> 01:46:24.600 putting this content on your show in front of your 2070 01:46:24.640 --> 01:46:28.159 listeners as well. I really truly appreciate that because I 2071 01:46:28.319 --> 01:46:29.880 just like the message to get out there that were 2072 01:46:30.000 --> 01:46:31.840 some of the stuff we're talking about is very important 2073 01:46:32.039 --> 01:46:34.680 and at least to me, you know, and I think people, 2074 01:46:34.760 --> 01:46:37.319 I think I think it's understand I think it's hopefully 2075 01:46:37.359 --> 01:46:40.319 people take away from it that like be free thinkers, 2076 01:46:40.520 --> 01:46:43.359 Like if there's be a free person, be a free thinker, 2077 01:46:43.439 --> 01:46:45.760 be open minded, be like water, like Bruce Li said, 2078 01:46:46.039 --> 01:46:48.479 and just form to you know, go with the flow 2079 01:46:48.560 --> 01:46:51.319 of everything and just find your way in life and 2080 01:46:51.439 --> 01:46:53.800 let the let the ether kind of take you away, 2081 01:46:53.960 --> 01:46:57.199 like let God's will pull you in whatever direction he 2082 01:46:57.319 --> 01:46:57.960 wants you to go in. 2083 01:46:58.119 --> 01:47:00.000 Once you get on that path, man, you'll start to understand. 2084 01:47:00.000 --> 01:47:03.600 You'll start to see like us for real, like magical 2085 01:47:03.680 --> 01:47:05.720 almost almost magical things start. 2086 01:47:05.600 --> 01:47:07.520 Happening and you're like, how did I get here? 2087 01:47:07.640 --> 01:47:11.399 This is a this is a wild So thank you absolutely, yeah, 2088 01:47:11.439 --> 01:47:12.239 thank you again for joining me. 2089 01:47:12.239 --> 01:47:12.720 I appreciate it. 2090 01:47:13.079 --> 01:47:13.359 Thank you. 2091 01:48:00.800 --> 01:48:04.840 Just VISI screams, we have allowed yet stay