WEBVTT 1 00:00:03.640 --> 00:00:06.519 And I just turned around and I call ass out 2 00:00:06.519 --> 00:00:06.799 of there. 3 00:00:06.919 --> 00:00:13.400 I was done. I wasn't deal with them. The hypocrisy 4 00:00:13.439 --> 00:00:16.359 of the cult is one of the things that turned 5 00:00:16.399 --> 00:00:22.719 me away the quickest. When I turned my head lights on, 6 00:00:22.960 --> 00:00:26.239 it turned and looked at us. And one of the 7 00:00:26.280 --> 00:00:28.760 things I remember the most where the eyes were going red. 8 00:00:31.280 --> 00:00:33.399 I see an orb of light. 9 00:00:34.039 --> 00:00:37.560 It is just circling these steps like it is waiting 10 00:00:37.640 --> 00:00:43.960 for me. And he begins to tell them that he 11 00:00:44.280 --> 00:00:47.359 saw UFO. They're basically like, what are you talking about. 12 00:00:51.000 --> 00:00:53.920 That's seven foot up on a tree, peeking around it, 13 00:00:54.240 --> 00:00:55.359 and that's where I saw. 14 00:00:55.240 --> 00:00:58.439 The top of the muzzle, nose and the eyes. As 15 00:00:58.479 --> 00:01:00.640 soon as I made eye contact with this thing. I 16 00:01:00.799 --> 00:01:02.359 don't like death. 17 00:01:05.560 --> 00:01:08.519 Welcome back, listeners. It Brandon from Tenfoil Teals bringing you 18 00:01:08.599 --> 00:01:12.079 another episode. On this one, I spoke to someone named 19 00:01:12.120 --> 00:01:15.680 Courtney who believed that she was being stalked by the Freemasons. 20 00:01:16.560 --> 00:01:18.560 We recorded this a little over a year ago, and 21 00:01:18.640 --> 00:01:22.760 since then all of Courtney's social media has disappeared, which 22 00:01:22.799 --> 00:01:25.079 is a little suss just because of the topics we 23 00:01:25.079 --> 00:01:28.159 were diving into and how she was afraid that these 24 00:01:28.159 --> 00:01:30.680 people were actually stalking her. So wherever you listen to 25 00:01:30.760 --> 00:01:33.280 Cult of Conspiracy, make sure you follow and subscribe to 26 00:01:33.280 --> 00:01:35.640 Tenfoil Tales if you enjoy what I do over here. 27 00:01:36.159 --> 00:01:39.519 But on that note, thanks to Cult of Conspiracy, thanks 28 00:01:39.560 --> 00:01:43.560 for listening, and we will check you on the next one. 29 00:01:43.799 --> 00:01:46.239 I'd like to take the time to welcome my guest tonight, Courtney. 30 00:01:46.280 --> 00:01:47.719 Thanks for coming on here and talking to me. 31 00:01:48.760 --> 00:01:50.319 Hey. Thanks, it's great to be here. 32 00:01:51.359 --> 00:01:53.200 Would you like to let the audience know a little 33 00:01:53.200 --> 00:01:53.959 bit about yourself. 34 00:01:55.040 --> 00:01:59.959 Yeah, sure, So I'm an author and I've got three 35 00:02:00.120 --> 00:02:03.239 books published out in the world right now. The first 36 00:02:03.280 --> 00:02:05.959 two were self published, and then I had written something 37 00:02:06.000 --> 00:02:10.240 that went really crazy viral called Dear Human and that 38 00:02:10.400 --> 00:02:12.360 was a meme and kind of a poem and a 39 00:02:12.360 --> 00:02:16.199 love letter to humanity that came out in about twenty twelve, 40 00:02:17.000 --> 00:02:19.919 and then it went, yeah, so viral that we stopped 41 00:02:19.960 --> 00:02:23.080 kind of tracking it at a billion shares and things 42 00:02:23.120 --> 00:02:26.680 like that, so that, you know, became this thing that 43 00:02:26.719 --> 00:02:29.639 almost hijacked my life. And I've done other podcasts previously 44 00:02:29.840 --> 00:02:33.120 talking about being kind of on radars that you don't 45 00:02:33.280 --> 00:02:36.039 necessarily want to be on, even though you think you do. 46 00:02:36.159 --> 00:02:40.719 So specifically, I'll just say it Oprah's. And it was 47 00:02:40.759 --> 00:02:44.599 something that having grown up in the eighties, you know, 48 00:02:44.680 --> 00:02:47.000 in nineties, my mom would always have Oprah on in 49 00:02:47.039 --> 00:02:49.080 the living room and I'd just be kind of coming 50 00:02:49.080 --> 00:02:51.599 in to grab a snack or go back outside to 51 00:02:51.599 --> 00:02:53.719 play with friends, and I just remember, who is that 52 00:02:53.879 --> 00:02:56.000 sad lady? You know. I just always felt like she 53 00:02:56.080 --> 00:02:59.960 looked so sad. She had this kind of booming, how 54 00:03:00.240 --> 00:03:03.319 full voice that just seemed like it was hiding the 55 00:03:03.360 --> 00:03:06.080 insecurities of like a little girl in pain. And I 56 00:03:06.159 --> 00:03:10.080 knew that at age like thirteen. So fast forward, you know, 57 00:03:10.759 --> 00:03:15.240 many decades or you know, and I've written, you know, 58 00:03:15.280 --> 00:03:17.479 a book, and I've got this thing that's getting some 59 00:03:17.919 --> 00:03:21.759 traction and some attention. And one of the person the 60 00:03:21.759 --> 00:03:25.000 people who kindly blurbed for the book was Elizabeth Gilbert, 61 00:03:25.039 --> 00:03:28.439 who wrote Eat, Pray, Love, and she was kind of 62 00:03:28.479 --> 00:03:31.039 one degree away from Oprah, and one of her darlings 63 00:03:31.080 --> 00:03:33.639 went on tour with her and everything, and so I 64 00:03:34.000 --> 00:03:35.319 know that I was on the radars. And I also 65 00:03:35.360 --> 00:03:38.560 had a publisher to put together a really professional seeming 66 00:03:39.680 --> 00:03:41.879 proposal that I'd sent around to a whole bunch of 67 00:03:41.879 --> 00:03:45.719 Hollywood people. A whole bunch of literary giants, and you know, 68 00:03:46.000 --> 00:03:47.960 over the course of the years to come, I would 69 00:03:48.120 --> 00:03:51.840 kind of discover and learn the very hard way that 70 00:03:51.919 --> 00:03:56.960 Oprah is pretty much the gatekeeper for the entire publishing world, 71 00:03:58.080 --> 00:04:00.960 and so you don't want to piss off Oprah. I 72 00:04:01.000 --> 00:04:04.639 was actually recently at a disclosure event and that was 73 00:04:04.680 --> 00:04:07.159 one of they had a you know, a publicist there 74 00:04:07.199 --> 00:04:10.240 and a publisher and a lawyer, and they were talking 75 00:04:10.240 --> 00:04:12.280 about getting your story out into the world and getting 76 00:04:12.360 --> 00:04:15.199 getting it published. And that was the caveat that was 77 00:04:15.520 --> 00:04:18.199 you don't want to piss off Oprah. Well, I blew 78 00:04:18.240 --> 00:04:22.920 it and I pissed off Oprah. So you know that 79 00:04:22.920 --> 00:04:26.160 that became a really tangled, weird thing. And then through 80 00:04:26.199 --> 00:04:29.720 stumbling through that experience of what I can only really 81 00:04:29.759 --> 00:04:35.360 call hazing and very agy kind of gang stocky gas 82 00:04:35.480 --> 00:04:39.680 lighty stuff that went on for years, years, and I 83 00:04:39.800 --> 00:04:41.639 just at first was like, Oh, you're crazy, you're delusial, 84 00:04:41.680 --> 00:04:44.480 There's no way this is happening. These people, you know, 85 00:04:44.519 --> 00:04:46.879 the elites, they have so much more to worry about 86 00:04:46.920 --> 00:04:49.680 than little old you, just because you might have had 87 00:04:49.720 --> 00:04:53.279 this one, you know, golden ticket, golden goose, one hit 88 00:04:53.319 --> 00:04:56.040 wonder moment. They're not looking at you, and yet it 89 00:04:56.120 --> 00:05:00.399 seemed like they were. And I would show times damps 90 00:05:00.480 --> 00:05:03.439 and you know, I'd put something up and it would 91 00:05:03.439 --> 00:05:06.680 show up in one of their you know, stories or something. 92 00:05:06.720 --> 00:05:09.000 And by that I mean like people like the Kardashians. 93 00:05:09.040 --> 00:05:13.199 And because Chloe had retweeted the thing, I wrote, dear Human, 94 00:05:13.240 --> 00:05:15.800 and then that got it on you know, certain other radars, 95 00:05:15.839 --> 00:05:18.240 and they're very incestuous in that realm. In the fame 96 00:05:18.279 --> 00:05:20.600 realm was something I learned also through the course of this. 97 00:05:21.279 --> 00:05:23.560 I would call it a combination of like mean girl, 98 00:05:23.839 --> 00:05:27.600 you know, antics, and what I came to find out 99 00:05:27.600 --> 00:05:30.199 for extensive reading and studying up on Freemasonry and the 100 00:05:30.279 --> 00:05:35.120 Illuminati in general is humiliation and hazing, rituals, vetting, recruiting 101 00:05:35.199 --> 00:05:37.360 to see, you know, how the initiate will do under 102 00:05:37.399 --> 00:05:40.839 extreme duress. And they used to do it much more physically, 103 00:05:41.040 --> 00:05:43.639 and they still do, but they've also moved it over 104 00:05:43.680 --> 00:05:47.360 into cyber torment, which is what I was experiencing basically. 105 00:05:47.439 --> 00:05:50.519 So yeah, So that all kind of the timeline is 106 00:05:50.560 --> 00:05:53.279 that that the book The Meme came out in twenty twelve. 107 00:05:53.360 --> 00:05:56.800 The book came up by Findhorn Press in twenty sixteen 108 00:05:56.920 --> 00:06:01.120 with Liz Gilbert's endorsement. And then it was kind of 109 00:06:01.160 --> 00:06:05.079 after that that things started getting extremely weird. I was 110 00:06:05.120 --> 00:06:10.399 doing some intuitive counseling kind of reading sessions on a 111 00:06:10.439 --> 00:06:13.759 pier in a beach town in Old Orchard Main and 112 00:06:14.920 --> 00:06:16.639 you know, it was like twelve hour ships, and it 113 00:06:16.680 --> 00:06:19.759 was the ninety nine day summer kind of hook honky tonk, 114 00:06:20.000 --> 00:06:22.600 like toe rings and corn dogs kind of place family, 115 00:06:22.639 --> 00:06:26.079 you know, bring the family for the cheap kind of staycation, 116 00:06:26.160 --> 00:06:27.759 the kind of way I grew up as a middle 117 00:06:27.800 --> 00:06:31.360 class kid myself of just you know, beach vacations in 118 00:06:31.399 --> 00:06:33.720 the summer on a budget kind of a thing. So 119 00:06:33.759 --> 00:06:36.680 I was there doing you know, check ins and sessions. 120 00:06:36.720 --> 00:06:39.600 And I used to joke that when I was growing up, 121 00:06:39.639 --> 00:06:42.680 my extremely Catholic father used to give me the five 122 00:06:42.680 --> 00:06:44.959 bucks or the ten bucks to go see the lady, 123 00:06:45.079 --> 00:06:48.759 you know, the fortune teller, the palm reader, the mystic, 124 00:06:48.959 --> 00:06:51.839 the you know, the gypsy whatever. And then I kind 125 00:06:51.839 --> 00:06:54.199 of along the way became my own version of the lady, 126 00:06:54.360 --> 00:06:57.240 you know. And so there were twelve hour shifts. I 127 00:06:57.319 --> 00:06:59.639 wear like my bathing suit and a little sun dress 128 00:06:59.680 --> 00:07:02.519 over it. I'd take dips in the ocean in between 129 00:07:03.480 --> 00:07:06.959 and and that really helped. But during one of those 130 00:07:06.959 --> 00:07:10.000 summers I was doing this, I believe I was sent 131 00:07:10.759 --> 00:07:14.240 in the same week a fed who came and got 132 00:07:14.759 --> 00:07:17.519 a connection with me of reading, and she had me 133 00:07:17.560 --> 00:07:19.959 put she had some back pain, so I do some 134 00:07:20.079 --> 00:07:21.639 energy work too, and so I put my hands on 135 00:07:21.680 --> 00:07:25.480 her lower back and gave her some messages and you know, 136 00:07:25.480 --> 00:07:28.199 it's really only like a fifteen twenty minute exchange. But 137 00:07:28.240 --> 00:07:29.920 then when she went to pay me, she was pulling 138 00:07:29.959 --> 00:07:31.480 out like one hundred dollars bill and I was like, oh, 139 00:07:31.560 --> 00:07:34.240 that's that's really generous, and she goes, no, it's worth it. 140 00:07:34.319 --> 00:07:37.319 You helped me alleviate some back pain that I've been 141 00:07:37.319 --> 00:07:39.639 having for fifteen years and just popping out for like 142 00:07:39.680 --> 00:07:41.759 their candy and that that's the first time I've had 143 00:07:41.839 --> 00:07:45.040 relief other than like going the chiropractor, you know, getting 144 00:07:45.040 --> 00:07:46.920 a massage or something. So thank you. It was just 145 00:07:46.959 --> 00:07:50.319 like ten minutes and she felt some something left. So 146 00:07:50.519 --> 00:07:52.759 I was like, well, really glad you liked your session. 147 00:07:53.079 --> 00:07:56.279 She's pulling on her fbibad just she's paying me. And 148 00:07:56.279 --> 00:07:58.160 that was a weird one. And then like two or 149 00:07:58.160 --> 00:08:00.920 three days or maybe a week or something. After that, 150 00:08:01.560 --> 00:08:03.560 a couple came and they were a bit older, and 151 00:08:04.439 --> 00:08:08.079 you know, the woman had worked they both retired, but 152 00:08:08.879 --> 00:08:11.000 it was a birthday, and so I gave her a session. 153 00:08:11.040 --> 00:08:12.759 She said, oh, you are the real deal. This and that, 154 00:08:12.800 --> 00:08:16.120 and she said, you know, gave me your card, and 155 00:08:16.120 --> 00:08:18.680 and she'd work in the White House. She'd worked, you know, 156 00:08:18.800 --> 00:08:23.720 very high up in the administrations from Carter up through Obama. 157 00:08:24.480 --> 00:08:26.439 And so she really, you know, liked what I was doing. 158 00:08:26.480 --> 00:08:28.040 And at that point, I'm starting to notice a pattern 159 00:08:28.079 --> 00:08:29.519 of like, hey, you know, I've been doing this for 160 00:08:29.560 --> 00:08:32.519 a while, started kind of with friends and family and 161 00:08:32.559 --> 00:08:35.320 on my own secret journey to to try to help people, 162 00:08:35.480 --> 00:08:37.639 you know, connect to their own higher self or whatever 163 00:08:37.639 --> 00:08:39.559 you want to call it. Because heard some of your 164 00:08:39.600 --> 00:08:41.159 previous shows, and like you, I'm not. I'm kind of 165 00:08:41.200 --> 00:08:44.120 a political and a religious, but I do keep a 166 00:08:44.240 --> 00:08:46.679 connection to source and spirit and whatever people want to 167 00:08:46.720 --> 00:08:50.440 call it, creator, God, a la Buddha. You know, people 168 00:08:50.519 --> 00:08:53.720 have different names for the one true you know, source 169 00:08:53.759 --> 00:08:56.759 of all right, prime directive if you want to go. 170 00:08:58.039 --> 00:09:01.279 But so so I have drunk faith. I've always been 171 00:09:01.360 --> 00:09:03.519 kind of on this journey one way or another, and 172 00:09:04.120 --> 00:09:06.399 that one week it felt like, Okay, there, I'm on 173 00:09:06.440 --> 00:09:08.519 some radars here and I'm being you know, vetted in 174 00:09:08.559 --> 00:09:11.799 some way or tested to see what my quote unquote 175 00:09:12.360 --> 00:09:15.879 spiritual gifts are. And that's really what through again later 176 00:09:15.919 --> 00:09:18.279 on extensive reading. At the time, I was very naive 177 00:09:18.320 --> 00:09:19.919 and green and had no idea what was going on, 178 00:09:20.000 --> 00:09:23.320 but found out that that's how Freemasons operate is they 179 00:09:23.360 --> 00:09:26.519 will find their target. They will if they think you 180 00:09:26.559 --> 00:09:28.960 have any kind of occultic skills or skills to be 181 00:09:29.000 --> 00:09:32.720 able to kind of not even I don't want to 182 00:09:32.720 --> 00:09:34.399 say the word predict. I think it just gets such 183 00:09:34.399 --> 00:09:36.519 a bad rap, Like the movies do it all really 184 00:09:36.559 --> 00:09:39.720 supernatural and paranormal, and I think a bit more like metaphysical, 185 00:09:39.799 --> 00:09:44.799 and I call it like like so to work with 186 00:09:44.799 --> 00:09:46.799 with cards sometimes, you know, and I'm even moving away 187 00:09:46.840 --> 00:09:48.559 from the cards. I don't really necessarily need them. I 188 00:09:48.559 --> 00:09:51.159 can just tune into the person, because I know that 189 00:09:51.200 --> 00:09:53.639 could be problematic for some people. Are like which crack, 190 00:09:53.679 --> 00:09:57.440 which crack? Definitely not. But yeah, So they were kind 191 00:09:57.440 --> 00:09:59.600 of watching and then and then weird things would happen, 192 00:09:59.639 --> 00:10:02.360 and I was like staying in a Buddhist community and 193 00:10:03.039 --> 00:10:06.039 a black Ops helicopter was just swirling right above my 194 00:10:06.080 --> 00:10:10.399 cabin in the middle of nowhere. And then prior to that, 195 00:10:10.639 --> 00:10:13.399 when I had still been in Maine, was in the 196 00:10:13.399 --> 00:10:15.200 middle of nowhere again, and it was like a little 197 00:10:15.240 --> 00:10:17.200 farm town where it'd be more people with like work 198 00:10:17.240 --> 00:10:20.240 boots and flag shirts and you know, down home. And 199 00:10:20.279 --> 00:10:23.200 there were these guys with suits and earpieces there and 200 00:10:23.879 --> 00:10:27.039 standing very officially. And that had been after the Secret 201 00:10:27.039 --> 00:10:29.279 Service reading. So yeah, I jump around because that's what 202 00:10:29.320 --> 00:10:31.360 you do, and you're trying to remember the kron things. 203 00:10:31.360 --> 00:10:33.960 It's all so wild, so, you know, just getting this 204 00:10:34.120 --> 00:10:35.919 like Jason Bourne kind of thing. And I'm just like 205 00:10:35.919 --> 00:10:39.639 a normal middle aged, you know, middle class check who 206 00:10:39.879 --> 00:10:42.720 wrote something that just you know, popped off on the world. 207 00:10:43.480 --> 00:10:45.600 So I didn't understand any of it, and I thought 208 00:10:45.639 --> 00:10:48.279 I was crazy, and I just my friends thought I 209 00:10:48.320 --> 00:10:50.039 was crazy. I'm sure my family had. So I just 210 00:10:50.039 --> 00:10:53.120 stopped talking about it, you know. I didn't want to share, 211 00:10:53.200 --> 00:10:55.559 and I didn't want to keep getting them, as they 212 00:10:55.600 --> 00:10:58.519 call it, the pinched forehead, oh your nuts, look, you know, 213 00:10:59.000 --> 00:11:00.840 And I know what I was saying. I knew what 214 00:11:00.919 --> 00:11:03.639 was happening. I knew there was a component to it 215 00:11:03.720 --> 00:11:08.000 that involves frequencies and music and certainly like I felt 216 00:11:08.000 --> 00:11:10.200 like my whole life was DJed and and so I 217 00:11:10.279 --> 00:11:12.519 did sort of check in. I had therapists at the time. 218 00:11:12.600 --> 00:11:15.600 I had good friends who were you know, accountability buddies 219 00:11:15.639 --> 00:11:17.799 of if I was felt like I was going too 220 00:11:17.799 --> 00:11:19.840 off the rails and becoming too obsessed with about trying 221 00:11:19.840 --> 00:11:23.759 to like Nancy Drudicote all this stuff, you know. But 222 00:11:23.759 --> 00:11:26.480 but I was considered you know, very saying, very balanced, 223 00:11:26.519 --> 00:11:29.639 just going through something, and they didn't you know, I asked, 224 00:11:29.639 --> 00:11:31.360 did they think I was paranoid? And they said, no, 225 00:11:31.480 --> 00:11:34.000 we think you're experiencing something, you know, da da da. 226 00:11:34.360 --> 00:11:36.799 I asked, did they think I was schizophrenic and hearing voices? 227 00:11:36.840 --> 00:11:39.240 And they said, no, you seem very you know, calmon anchored, 228 00:11:39.240 --> 00:11:41.159 and you don't You're not very changeable. You don't seem 229 00:11:41.159 --> 00:11:44.559 to have altars. So it seemed like the you know, 230 00:11:44.679 --> 00:11:46.919 the friends that did get it and the ones who 231 00:11:46.919 --> 00:11:48.799 didn't want to just shut me down, shut me out, 232 00:11:49.120 --> 00:11:51.720 we're seeing the patterns that I was showing them through, 233 00:11:51.799 --> 00:11:57.080 like you know, timestamps and screenshots and the different things 234 00:11:57.120 --> 00:12:00.440 that were like a phenomena that was happening, and they 235 00:12:00.440 --> 00:12:02.399 were like, but why you I was like I don't know, 236 00:12:04.200 --> 00:12:06.440 like I really don't, you know. And then you go 237 00:12:06.480 --> 00:12:08.559 back and you can kind of connect some dots back 238 00:12:08.600 --> 00:12:10.600 in time and think, well, maybe this isn't just out 239 00:12:10.639 --> 00:12:13.240 of the blue, and maybe there's certain things or markers 240 00:12:13.240 --> 00:12:16.159 that were going on. Like my nana had worked at 241 00:12:16.159 --> 00:12:19.279 Harvard Medical in the labs, my dad was a superintendent 242 00:12:19.320 --> 00:12:22.799 of schools and were Glyne Massachusetts. My mom had been 243 00:12:22.840 --> 00:12:28.159 missed Massachusetts. You know, there there were connections. It was Boston, right, 244 00:12:28.200 --> 00:12:30.159 and so Boston being a hop, skip and jump from 245 00:12:30.159 --> 00:12:34.240 New York and Boston being a very very political talent, 246 00:12:34.240 --> 00:12:37.279 and you know, I'd worked in lobbying and you know, 247 00:12:37.440 --> 00:12:41.919 met people like John Kerry and Said Kennedy and had 248 00:12:41.960 --> 00:12:45.200 worked in a firm that was you know, Tip O'Neil's 249 00:12:45.200 --> 00:12:47.039 son and everything. So that that whole world is just 250 00:12:47.120 --> 00:12:51.279 extremely ancestuous, the world of politics, entertainment, musement, you know, music, 251 00:12:51.679 --> 00:12:55.080 the media. They're all in my opinion, observation and experience, 252 00:12:55.200 --> 00:12:58.080 run by Freemason. So once you know that, like I 253 00:12:58.399 --> 00:13:02.320 heard your when you prior guests talking about the Farm 254 00:13:02.399 --> 00:13:04.600 League Freemasons, and that's a new term to me, but 255 00:13:04.639 --> 00:13:07.559 it makes so much sense because people often think, well, 256 00:13:07.600 --> 00:13:10.159 it's just old guys in the lodge and they do 257 00:13:10.200 --> 00:13:12.159 good deeds in the community. And I think that may 258 00:13:12.200 --> 00:13:15.840 be true of like thirty second degree in below, but 259 00:13:15.879 --> 00:13:18.919 what you know, but then you know, more people, more 260 00:13:18.960 --> 00:13:21.960 and more people are understanding that Luciferian stuff kicks in 261 00:13:22.039 --> 00:13:26.159 at thirty third and up, you know. And so my 262 00:13:26.240 --> 00:13:28.840 dad had pattied for Sammy Davis Junior, who was a 263 00:13:28.879 --> 00:13:31.759 non luthifarian and back in the sixties, helped him win 264 00:13:31.759 --> 00:13:34.320 a tournament, got to talk to Frank Sinatra on the phone, 265 00:13:35.120 --> 00:13:38.440 and then he played the back nine holes with JFK 266 00:13:38.759 --> 00:13:40.799 when he was a senator before he began along before 267 00:13:40.799 --> 00:13:43.799 he became president. So my dad somehow was a golden 268 00:13:43.799 --> 00:13:45.840 boy with six foot four blonde you know, kind of 269 00:13:45.879 --> 00:13:47.799 like moved in those circles a little bit on the 270 00:13:47.919 --> 00:13:49.840 edge because he was more like the poor middle class 271 00:13:49.919 --> 00:13:52.480 kid and they were all the rat pack and you 272 00:13:52.519 --> 00:13:55.960 know that era. So so you could just go back 273 00:13:55.960 --> 00:13:57.399 and back and back, and you kind of go, well, 274 00:13:57.399 --> 00:13:59.759 there's some you know, I guess our family is like 275 00:14:00.080 --> 00:14:03.720 Pilgrims or something, and daughters of the American Revolution, and 276 00:14:04.399 --> 00:14:07.720 there may be some some indigenous in the next who knows, 277 00:14:07.759 --> 00:14:10.039 but there's you know, a lot of European things. So 278 00:14:10.679 --> 00:14:13.519 I do I do I think I'm bloodlin No, No, 279 00:14:13.759 --> 00:14:16.639 not at all. But I wasn't that sort of bizarre 280 00:14:16.799 --> 00:14:20.679 gifted and talented program as a kid, and have come 281 00:14:20.720 --> 00:14:22.960 to fund out from other kind of truth theors, overcomers 282 00:14:22.960 --> 00:14:27.399 and survivors and whistleblowers that those those programs were pretty Masonic. 283 00:14:28.919 --> 00:14:33.279 Don't have much recollection of that. So so my my theory, 284 00:14:33.360 --> 00:14:35.639 my working theory is my dad was like pretty brilliant 285 00:14:35.639 --> 00:14:38.559 and was definitely mentored and groomed in his own ways 286 00:14:38.600 --> 00:14:42.039 to move up in education. And you know, also had 287 00:14:42.080 --> 00:14:45.399 some very strong Jesuit ties with Boston College, and the Jesuits, 288 00:14:45.440 --> 00:14:48.600 which you know, if people know are not is basically 289 00:14:48.679 --> 00:14:52.960 the military branch of the Illuminati, and they are often 290 00:14:53.000 --> 00:14:56.200 sometimes called Opus stay. So that's when you're getting into 291 00:14:56.240 --> 00:15:00.440 the big dark, hairy, scary you know, International Elite of 292 00:15:00.679 --> 00:15:04.519 Human Trafficking, et cetera, Epstein Island, you know, pgdy kind 293 00:15:04.519 --> 00:15:08.360 of stuff. So so you know, again finding out how 294 00:15:08.399 --> 00:15:12.399 the system works, doing my due diligence and understanding the 295 00:15:12.480 --> 00:15:16.720 hierarchy of it, their plans, how vast and connected it 296 00:15:16.759 --> 00:15:19.440 truly is. And being someone that they call a wild 297 00:15:19.600 --> 00:15:22.600 card that just sort of stumbles in, isn't necessarily born 298 00:15:22.639 --> 00:15:26.240 in or groomed in or married in, but just kind 299 00:15:26.240 --> 00:15:28.679 of starts, you know, getting curious or has that kind 300 00:15:28.679 --> 00:15:30.559 of what At the time, I had fame hunger, and 301 00:15:30.600 --> 00:15:33.480 I would even call it toxic ambition. I just wanted 302 00:15:33.480 --> 00:15:35.320 to be in that world. I wanted to go to 303 00:15:35.360 --> 00:15:37.399 the parties, had no clue what was going on at 304 00:15:37.399 --> 00:15:41.799 the parties. You know, it was totally wide eyed and naive, 305 00:15:42.080 --> 00:15:44.600 like I said, and innocent. But then you know, as 306 00:15:44.639 --> 00:15:46.639 you get older, you start hearing things and you're going 307 00:15:47.039 --> 00:15:49.120 they're not They're not who they present themselves to be. 308 00:15:49.320 --> 00:15:51.639 And then you get a real education and evil if 309 00:15:51.679 --> 00:15:55.080 you try to get anywhere near their world. Because there's 310 00:15:55.159 --> 00:15:59.840 a there's a there's barbed wire, there's glass, there's there's gun, 311 00:16:00.120 --> 00:16:03.480 there's knives. It's and I'm speaking metaphorically but also probably 312 00:16:03.559 --> 00:16:08.279 physically right, it's just it's a very high wall and 313 00:16:08.360 --> 00:16:10.919 behind it they have their umbrella, right, they have their 314 00:16:11.000 --> 00:16:14.840 umbrella of safety and protection and so like people understand 315 00:16:14.840 --> 00:16:18.720 about fair gaming with scientology and how crazy and hazy 316 00:16:18.799 --> 00:16:21.600 and like frat boy that can get and just like 317 00:16:21.639 --> 00:16:25.480 annihilate people's lives reputations, block your love life, block your money, 318 00:16:25.519 --> 00:16:28.679 block your housing. And that's that's a baby branch of 319 00:16:28.720 --> 00:16:32.840 the Illuminati. Like that's you know, not even the real 320 00:16:32.919 --> 00:16:35.399 deal of what they have come to call the family 321 00:16:36.840 --> 00:16:40.519 they think about. Who uses that word really an anonymous 322 00:16:40.559 --> 00:16:44.919 way is you know, the mafia, the Illuminati, Freemasons call 323 00:16:45.000 --> 00:16:49.320 themselves the family, and gangs call themselves the family. So 324 00:16:49.399 --> 00:16:52.639 you can imagine there's a lot of cult pressure that 325 00:16:52.759 --> 00:16:56.799 goes on and a lot of metaphors, a lot of anecdotes, 326 00:16:56.840 --> 00:16:58.960 a lot of story, and a lot of skits and 327 00:16:59.000 --> 00:17:01.519 snippets and jokes because that's how they get the information 328 00:17:01.679 --> 00:17:05.599 to the recruit or the initiate, which you know they're 329 00:17:05.599 --> 00:17:07.200 going to see if you can run the gauntlet and 330 00:17:07.240 --> 00:17:12.680 do sort of like a survival of the fittest, you know, mentally, emotionally, physically, 331 00:17:12.720 --> 00:17:16.000 and spiritually, because they want that's why they consider themselves elite. 332 00:17:16.000 --> 00:17:18.200 They want the best of the best, the krem dela Creme, 333 00:17:18.799 --> 00:17:23.039 the most intelligent, the most attractive, the most funny. You know, 334 00:17:23.119 --> 00:17:25.319 you've got to have some kind of niche or skill. 335 00:17:25.400 --> 00:17:28.200 But that said, had also read in the materials they 336 00:17:28.240 --> 00:17:32.799 don't actually want someone who is genuinely naturally just organically 337 00:17:32.839 --> 00:17:37.000 talented and connected to sort of the creator side of 338 00:17:37.359 --> 00:17:39.880 you know, life. They want people who are sort of 339 00:17:39.960 --> 00:17:44.799 mediocre and can be shaped and brought along and you know, 340 00:17:44.920 --> 00:17:50.240 molded and broken. So I definitely was not in that category. 341 00:17:50.359 --> 00:17:54.559 I'm just too feisty. I I you know, was not 342 00:17:54.680 --> 00:17:56.440 a kid. And I think a lot of them get 343 00:17:56.640 --> 00:18:01.640 really just brainwashed and mk altered from a young age 344 00:18:01.720 --> 00:18:05.960 for their little nWo roles and their scripts and everything. 345 00:18:05.960 --> 00:18:08.480 And that's what we're seeing in my opinion again like 346 00:18:08.559 --> 00:18:11.160 play out on the world stage right now, is you 347 00:18:11.200 --> 00:18:13.839 may there may be levels of people's consciousness of awareness 348 00:18:13.880 --> 00:18:16.599 around these topics, like you may know or think you 349 00:18:16.680 --> 00:18:18.680 do what a dream to crow or frazzle dripp or 350 00:18:18.680 --> 00:18:21.400 any of these you know, hot button words are. But 351 00:18:21.599 --> 00:18:25.160 do people understand like that that is baff and that worship, 352 00:18:25.240 --> 00:18:29.039 that that is satanism, that that is you know, demon summoning, 353 00:18:29.079 --> 00:18:31.440 and that that is witchcraft and black magic at its 354 00:18:31.480 --> 00:18:34.039 highest levels, and that that is not science fiction. That 355 00:18:34.160 --> 00:18:37.039 is actually what has always run our country if you 356 00:18:37.079 --> 00:18:39.680 just even look at our dollar bill with the Freemason symbols, right, 357 00:18:40.400 --> 00:18:42.160 but we know we were sold to bill of goods, 358 00:18:42.839 --> 00:18:45.359 buy them about them, about how they're just this, you know, 359 00:18:45.440 --> 00:18:50.759 harmless group of philanthropists, and then you get into you 360 00:18:50.839 --> 00:18:57.119 understanding the practices of the child harm and and on 361 00:18:57.160 --> 00:18:59.319 and on, and that they have the checkerboard, and the 362 00:18:59.359 --> 00:19:02.720 checkerboard is the dark side does the dark deeds and 363 00:19:02.799 --> 00:19:06.000 the light side does the front facing kind of charitable 364 00:19:06.039 --> 00:19:08.599 things that are supposed to whitewash the dark deeds and 365 00:19:08.640 --> 00:19:10.880 balance it all up because they love their concept of 366 00:19:10.960 --> 00:19:14.960 duality and balance, even if they're not very good at implementing. 367 00:19:15.039 --> 00:19:18.440 You know. But yeah, this may be common knowledge for 368 00:19:18.480 --> 00:19:20.319 a lot of people, maybe new intel for some. And 369 00:19:20.759 --> 00:19:23.519 I think just what I learned from being what I 370 00:19:23.559 --> 00:19:27.039 will call targeted by these factions, and specifically I think 371 00:19:27.079 --> 00:19:30.720 within all that is the Royal Jester faction, which I 372 00:19:30.799 --> 00:19:32.359 learned about the I'm like, oh, yep, that's all the 373 00:19:32.440 --> 00:19:35.920 high level comedians. That's your talk show hosts, that's you know, 374 00:19:35.920 --> 00:19:40.680 you're Jimmy Fallon, You're you know, James Gordon, your Kimmel, 375 00:19:40.920 --> 00:19:45.920 your SNL people and stuff. So that's when they are funny. 376 00:19:45.640 --> 00:19:48.680 They rise up through the ranks, like Lucille Wall Lucifer Bail, 377 00:19:49.079 --> 00:19:51.200 you know, so she was a very high level Satanist 378 00:19:51.240 --> 00:19:55.720 in her day, and so comedy, ironically they use comedy 379 00:19:55.720 --> 00:20:01.839 more and this sort of mockery, denigrat humiliation roast way, 380 00:20:02.039 --> 00:20:05.480 and that's also how they will rise through the ranks. 381 00:20:05.559 --> 00:20:08.640 As if kind of a weird way to say it, 382 00:20:08.640 --> 00:20:11.559 but if you can make Lucifer laugh, he'll keep you around, 383 00:20:12.000 --> 00:20:16.599 you know. And so I was taking all this traumatic 384 00:20:16.640 --> 00:20:18.359 stuff that was happening to me, and I was just 385 00:20:18.400 --> 00:20:22.640 becoming funnier and funnier and weirder and with darker humor. 386 00:20:22.680 --> 00:20:26.079 And I think that kept me a loti frankly. And 387 00:20:26.160 --> 00:20:28.119 at this point now then there was also like this 388 00:20:28.200 --> 00:20:31.279 Operation lover Boy, you know, thing they tried on me, 389 00:20:31.319 --> 00:20:33.880 which they do to a lot of people. They're gonna 390 00:20:34.319 --> 00:20:38.319 send someone, you know, All illuminating matches are basically arranged, 391 00:20:38.519 --> 00:20:41.720 you know, they are approved, they're both and it's very 392 00:20:41.880 --> 00:20:45.319 very rare that they would ever have anything organic because 393 00:20:45.359 --> 00:20:48.640 they have there's a lot of bloodline stuff. There's the 394 00:20:48.720 --> 00:20:51.680 Rothschilds and the and you know, so on that wants 395 00:20:51.720 --> 00:20:55.920 to keep their bloodline, you know, good and inbread. You know. 396 00:20:56.160 --> 00:20:58.720 So outsiders are not well, got no new friends and 397 00:20:58.799 --> 00:21:01.680 no kind of thing. And so then yeah, when you 398 00:21:01.920 --> 00:21:04.240 sort of this wild card and you stumble to the 399 00:21:04.319 --> 00:21:06.359 edge of the garden party and you're peaking in the 400 00:21:06.359 --> 00:21:08.440 window and you're going, oh, my goodness, there's orgies and 401 00:21:08.519 --> 00:21:11.880 crazy stuff in there. And again I am speaking more metaphorically. 402 00:21:11.920 --> 00:21:15.640 I stay far away from the people and their hubs 403 00:21:15.680 --> 00:21:19.680 because I like to say in the US anyway, that 404 00:21:19.880 --> 00:21:22.599 New York is the Devil's arm pit, and then la 405 00:21:22.720 --> 00:21:25.759 is the devil's other arm pit, and then Vegas is 406 00:21:25.759 --> 00:21:29.359 this crotch. So those and that's not to say there 407 00:21:29.359 --> 00:21:32.759 isn't a Mason Hall and you know and building in 408 00:21:32.799 --> 00:21:35.599 every town in America. But I'm thinking those are the 409 00:21:35.799 --> 00:21:39.839 places where they have their gatherings and their rituals, and 410 00:21:39.920 --> 00:21:45.480 they're they're more open in those spaces from what I've observed. 411 00:21:45.720 --> 00:21:47.160 So I'm just dumping a lot on your hair. Do 412 00:21:47.160 --> 00:21:50.279 you have any questions or clarifications or anything that's coming 413 00:21:50.359 --> 00:21:50.839 up so far? 414 00:21:51.400 --> 00:21:54.960 How did you know that they were the Masons, Like, 415 00:21:55.000 --> 00:21:57.680 what was the giveaway to you that these are Masons, 416 00:21:57.680 --> 00:21:59.759 they're connected or whatever? Like what was the signs for 417 00:21:59.799 --> 00:22:01.480 you that made you think that. 418 00:22:02.960 --> 00:22:05.960 The hand signs so like exactly signs is the right word. 419 00:22:06.079 --> 00:22:09.519 So they they have their whole language that's almost like 420 00:22:10.200 --> 00:22:12.720 the sign language for the hearing impaired, but it's they 421 00:22:12.839 --> 00:22:15.799 use mudras, they use different And then I started to 422 00:22:15.880 --> 00:22:18.240 learn bit by bit and decode things. It was sort 423 00:22:18.279 --> 00:22:20.279 of like it would happen, the experience would happen, and 424 00:22:20.279 --> 00:22:21.720 then I'd be like, well, what does that mean and 425 00:22:22.240 --> 00:22:24.000 why is this happening? And then I would go do 426 00:22:24.079 --> 00:22:26.880 my research and I would understand the playbook, you know 427 00:22:26.960 --> 00:22:30.880 what I mean. So I read about Fritz Springmeier, uh, 428 00:22:31.160 --> 00:22:35.279 how to create an undetectable Illuminati mind slave, and that's 429 00:22:35.279 --> 00:22:37.200 what they all are. And once you like read his 430 00:22:37.359 --> 00:22:40.319 materials of how they break them, how they shape them, 431 00:22:40.359 --> 00:22:42.480 how they raise them, how they am filter them and 432 00:22:43.200 --> 00:22:45.559 tweak that and everything over the course of their whole lives, 433 00:22:45.640 --> 00:22:47.680 you just like see it in them, you know, you 434 00:22:47.759 --> 00:22:51.119 can just they have an energy signature almost like you 435 00:22:51.160 --> 00:22:53.519 know when they say if somebody goes demonic, their eyes 436 00:22:53.559 --> 00:22:59.240 go black kind of thing with Satanists, Luciferians, Freemason's Illuminati. 437 00:22:59.799 --> 00:23:05.480 It's it's just this near, it's this superiority near that 438 00:23:05.519 --> 00:23:07.759 if you've ever seen any of them interviewed, they have 439 00:23:07.920 --> 00:23:11.200 that kind of sneer. It's a mocking tone. It's the 440 00:23:11.279 --> 00:23:14.920 double speak. So it was it really wasn't an overnight revelation, basically, 441 00:23:15.039 --> 00:23:17.960 is the long and short of it. It was an 442 00:23:18.160 --> 00:23:24.079 understanding over time and study and you know, careful observation 443 00:23:24.160 --> 00:23:26.079 and not stalking or anything, because like I felt like 444 00:23:26.119 --> 00:23:27.720 they were stocking me, and I was just trying to 445 00:23:27.759 --> 00:23:31.920 stay safe, you know, by understanding what they really were. 446 00:23:32.000 --> 00:23:34.759 And I actually have this, of course wild hair bizarre 447 00:23:34.799 --> 00:23:37.039 theory that it's not mean just reemas. I mean, that's 448 00:23:37.079 --> 00:23:41.599 the human faction alumnati or the sort of celebrity version 449 00:23:41.680 --> 00:23:45.279 of that. And you know, then you have your politics, 450 00:23:45.279 --> 00:23:48.240 and you have your entertainment at large, your film and 451 00:23:48.319 --> 00:23:52.200 music or whatever. So I just because they kept you know, 452 00:23:52.319 --> 00:23:56.359 kind of giving riddles, and they kept giving you know, hints, 453 00:23:56.400 --> 00:23:59.200 and they kept repeating words, and then this was the kicker. 454 00:23:59.559 --> 00:24:02.119 I knew it with some kind of alphabet boy situation 455 00:24:02.319 --> 00:24:05.680 with like CIFBI something because I would write things in 456 00:24:05.720 --> 00:24:08.279 my private note section on my iPhone and it would 457 00:24:08.319 --> 00:24:11.440 start coming out of their faces like I was like 458 00:24:12.200 --> 00:24:15.440 scripting them and that was trippy. That was a That's 459 00:24:15.440 --> 00:24:17.119 one thing they do is they do the mockery. They 460 00:24:17.119 --> 00:24:19.480 do the mimicry. They're trying to drive you over the 461 00:24:19.559 --> 00:24:22.279 edge and make you feel crazy, and they're using technology. Really, 462 00:24:22.279 --> 00:24:25.000 what it is a bunch of rich Athhols with technology 463 00:24:25.039 --> 00:24:28.200 and money. You know. It's it's that skull and bone 464 00:24:28.279 --> 00:24:33.359 sprat boy vibration and frequency of you know, how much 465 00:24:33.519 --> 00:24:36.240 can we get away with? And then sometimes there's the 466 00:24:36.799 --> 00:24:41.480 positive reinforcement, you know. It's it's cult mentality and cult tactics, 467 00:24:41.480 --> 00:24:43.799 which I don't think I would have known had I not, 468 00:24:44.000 --> 00:24:46.279 like way back in the day, taken a college course 469 00:24:46.319 --> 00:24:49.799 on cult mentality and tactics. And I think it saved 470 00:24:49.839 --> 00:24:54.160 me too. I think it really helped me understand what. 471 00:24:54.319 --> 00:24:56.000 You know, they're wanting to say that one world order 472 00:24:56.000 --> 00:24:58.559 in a new world orter is like is going to benefit everybody, right, 473 00:24:58.599 --> 00:25:01.880 and that it's the and it's one We're all one, okay, 474 00:25:01.920 --> 00:25:04.200 And so there there is a version of that that 475 00:25:04.359 --> 00:25:07.519 is you know, very pure and not dystopian and weird 476 00:25:07.920 --> 00:25:11.960 and hive mindy and ai e. It is unity consciousness, 477 00:25:12.039 --> 00:25:14.440 but that is not something they are interesting because you 478 00:25:14.480 --> 00:25:16.400 find out their satanist and they want to steal, kill 479 00:25:16.400 --> 00:25:18.519 and destroy and everything they say is like every day 480 00:25:18.599 --> 00:25:21.119 is opposite day with them. So there's a lot of 481 00:25:21.160 --> 00:25:26.799 crazy making, gang stocking, the signs that they're making or communicating, 482 00:25:26.960 --> 00:25:30.440 you know, certain skills, they have rituals they need to 483 00:25:30.480 --> 00:25:34.799 attend or you know, they're making threats. You know they're 484 00:25:34.839 --> 00:25:37.519 doing devil horns is a threat. It's like go to Hell. 485 00:25:37.519 --> 00:25:39.759 It's hill Satan and you know these people, they've got 486 00:25:39.759 --> 00:25:43.319 everybody doing it at rock concert. It's like and so 487 00:25:43.359 --> 00:25:45.400 they just want to put us all under these kind 488 00:25:45.400 --> 00:25:47.519 of mass spells. And I was just someone who I 489 00:25:47.559 --> 00:25:50.519 think I was like the kid in the old fairy tale, 490 00:25:51.039 --> 00:25:53.519 like you know, the Emperor's New Clothes, where everybody was 491 00:25:53.559 --> 00:25:55.240 going along with it, and I was the only one 492 00:25:55.240 --> 00:25:57.039 that felt like, but that guy's naked, he has no 493 00:25:57.160 --> 00:25:59.440 clothes on. So I feel like the little boy that 494 00:25:59.519 --> 00:26:02.039 was like, but you're lying. And I mean I felt 495 00:26:02.039 --> 00:26:04.119 like that way back when I was six and the 496 00:26:04.160 --> 00:26:07.119 priest was at the polpe it saying something and would 497 00:26:07.240 --> 00:26:09.440 get almost not you know, visions or anything, but just 498 00:26:09.480 --> 00:26:13.279 feelings that he was just ingenuous. And then later in 499 00:26:13.359 --> 00:26:15.799 high school, you know, going to Catholic school myself finding 500 00:26:15.799 --> 00:26:19.039 out some joke on the bus or something that one 501 00:26:19.079 --> 00:26:21.599 of the boys made about altar boys and priests, and 502 00:26:22.000 --> 00:26:25.000 then something clicking and thinking, this is not just a 503 00:26:25.000 --> 00:26:28.880 one off joke or Rando cerve. This is like a phenomenon. 504 00:26:29.599 --> 00:26:32.039 And I think I knew that at age thirteen fourteen fifteen, 505 00:26:32.079 --> 00:26:34.759 when I was studying Atlantis for my you know term paper, 506 00:26:34.799 --> 00:26:36.759 I was already you know, on the edge and fringe 507 00:26:36.759 --> 00:26:40.200 of things. So I went home to my extremely Catholic 508 00:26:40.839 --> 00:26:45.119 you know, Irish Catholic parents and said, you know, I 509 00:26:45.160 --> 00:26:47.480 think this is a problem, and I think it's probably 510 00:26:48.000 --> 00:26:51.000 bigger than we'd imagine, and something happens all the time. 511 00:26:51.839 --> 00:26:54.240 And they said, well, you can't say that that's blasphemy 512 00:26:54.279 --> 00:26:56.359 and those are men of God, and you know that's 513 00:26:56.160 --> 00:26:58.559 that there may be a perve here and there, and 514 00:26:59.039 --> 00:27:01.079 they'll deal with it, you know, that's a church matter. 515 00:27:01.119 --> 00:27:06.920 And they just got really chestised and really really frustrated. 516 00:27:07.039 --> 00:27:09.720 I felt like, okay, I can't even, you know, say 517 00:27:09.720 --> 00:27:11.799 that I have this really strong intuition that this is 518 00:27:11.799 --> 00:27:15.200 a really rampant problem, because I got in trouble just 519 00:27:15.240 --> 00:27:18.119 for saying that. Well, you know again, fast forward twenty 520 00:27:18.400 --> 00:27:21.480 to thirty years, and my gut was right then and 521 00:27:21.519 --> 00:27:24.599 it's right now about all this rampant pedophilia that's going 522 00:27:24.640 --> 00:27:26.680 on in trafficking. And I don't want it to be true, 523 00:27:26.680 --> 00:27:28.000 and I didn't want it to be true then, and 524 00:27:28.039 --> 00:27:30.519 I don't want it to be true now, and I 525 00:27:30.759 --> 00:27:33.960 every day wish to be proven wrong because for seven years, 526 00:27:33.960 --> 00:27:38.599 these people, you know, had teams and it was elaborate 527 00:27:38.599 --> 00:27:41.079 and sophisticated, and then they would kind of go away 528 00:27:41.119 --> 00:27:44.240 for a little while I'd get strong and grounded and 529 00:27:44.279 --> 00:27:47.400 support and therapy, and they'd come back and it was 530 00:27:47.400 --> 00:27:50.039 like they were just like an abusive dude who's like 531 00:27:50.160 --> 00:27:54.240 winding up another punch, you know. And they do this 532 00:27:54.279 --> 00:27:57.400 thing called psychic driving, where they drive you around from 533 00:27:57.400 --> 00:27:59.640 one to the other, so you know, they're trying to 534 00:27:59.759 --> 00:28:02.920 land you on who's going to be a handler. And 535 00:28:03.920 --> 00:28:06.759 I could see the covens like I could see the teams, 536 00:28:06.759 --> 00:28:10.000 and I could see the affiliations, and I could see 537 00:28:10.279 --> 00:28:12.799 and I did also, I will admit I listened to 538 00:28:12.799 --> 00:28:14.920 a lot of this woman Jesse's the Boater, who was 539 00:28:14.960 --> 00:28:18.279 a defector from the system to learn, you know, not 540 00:28:18.359 --> 00:28:21.519 only simultaneously if what I was experiencing had been experiencing 541 00:28:22.079 --> 00:28:25.079 the reading I was doing that was correlating my experiences 542 00:28:25.160 --> 00:28:29.160 to their you know, methods and tactics, and then getting 543 00:28:29.160 --> 00:28:32.119 the backup from listening to Jesse who'd been in from 544 00:28:32.160 --> 00:28:34.680 ages five to ten and can decode all of it, 545 00:28:34.720 --> 00:28:37.720 like she's just really brilliant at that. So I was 546 00:28:37.759 --> 00:28:41.079 getting Yeah, I was getting overwhelmed. I was getting stressed, 547 00:28:41.119 --> 00:28:43.119 and I was just trying to I was in survival mode. 548 00:28:43.160 --> 00:28:44.519 I was just like, they're gonna kill you. They're gonna 549 00:28:44.559 --> 00:28:47.599 kill you because you're being vocal, and you know, I 550 00:28:47.640 --> 00:28:50.440 was getting like weird death threats and rape threats, and 551 00:28:50.559 --> 00:28:54.119 just being vocal and public and female and having an 552 00:28:54.119 --> 00:28:57.359 opinion is extremely dangerous, even just on the Internet. It's 553 00:28:57.400 --> 00:29:03.480 really weird. It's a morass of you know, anger and 554 00:29:03.559 --> 00:29:07.519 misogyny and fear. So I didn't really want to be 555 00:29:07.559 --> 00:29:09.039 the target of that. So I actually did go off 556 00:29:09.039 --> 00:29:12.200 social media for like three years, and then I started 557 00:29:12.279 --> 00:29:14.759 kind of inching back and dipping a toe in again, 558 00:29:14.799 --> 00:29:17.240 and the antics kicked up again. And I will say 559 00:29:17.720 --> 00:29:20.319 some of the chief tormentors and bullies through all this 560 00:29:20.440 --> 00:29:23.519 were the Kardashians, who I've come to call the Kartashians 561 00:29:23.519 --> 00:29:26.359 because that's what they are to me. They are the 562 00:29:26.440 --> 00:29:31.039 ultimate mean girl bullies. They will come up with new 563 00:29:31.119 --> 00:29:35.160 and ridiculous, diabolical, juvenile ways to try to gaslight you like, 564 00:29:35.200 --> 00:29:39.559 including dressing like you do, saying things again that somehow 565 00:29:39.599 --> 00:29:42.160 they're all being fed. There is someone said, I think 566 00:29:42.160 --> 00:29:44.160 it was Jesse, that they have their own Internet, like 567 00:29:44.200 --> 00:29:46.480 there's a black wove or the dark web. They have 568 00:29:46.559 --> 00:29:49.920 what is called Node nine, which is my understanding from 569 00:29:49.960 --> 00:29:53.400 you know, let's hearsay. I can't prove it obviously, not 570 00:29:53.559 --> 00:29:59.359 in there, don't have a pathword, but you know Node 571 00:29:59.440 --> 00:30:03.519 nine is apparently where they distribute things and it's their own, 572 00:30:04.000 --> 00:30:06.839 you know, private web, meaning whether we call it the 573 00:30:06.880 --> 00:30:13.480 freemason like high levels, the handlers, the programmers, the Sisters 574 00:30:13.519 --> 00:30:15.920 of Light are kind of the women's side of things, 575 00:30:15.920 --> 00:30:17.880 in the light side of things, and then the mothers 576 00:30:17.880 --> 00:30:21.559 of darkness. And then they have of course priests, warlocks. 577 00:30:21.680 --> 00:30:23.240 They love their titles, you know what I mean. They 578 00:30:23.240 --> 00:30:25.440 love their trophies, they love their titles, They love their 579 00:30:25.480 --> 00:30:31.920 blank anything shiny, Rolex's cars, yachts, you know, et cetera, 580 00:30:32.039 --> 00:30:33.720 fill in the blank. These are the prizes they get 581 00:30:33.759 --> 00:30:37.279 for the crap they do. And I just started to 582 00:30:37.359 --> 00:30:39.519 catch on to it, catch onto it, get less afraid 583 00:30:39.599 --> 00:30:43.680 and more annoyed, and then really enraged. And then, you know, 584 00:30:43.680 --> 00:30:46.039 I think I felt like I was auditioning for the 585 00:30:46.079 --> 00:30:48.160 first year and a half or you know, eighteen months 586 00:30:48.240 --> 00:30:49.880 or something. And then I started to be like, Okay, 587 00:30:50.319 --> 00:30:53.319 none of them is going to break whatever this weird blacklisting, 588 00:30:54.119 --> 00:30:57.759 you know, black balling, kind of hazing fourth wall is 589 00:30:57.839 --> 00:31:00.079 and just act like a decent human and say a 590 00:31:00.119 --> 00:31:02.519 lot like none of them has that capacity. And that 591 00:31:02.640 --> 00:31:04.920 was weird, and I thought, Okay, I'm just not important. 592 00:31:04.920 --> 00:31:06.799 I don't mean anything, no big deal, like I'm just 593 00:31:06.839 --> 00:31:11.240 another you know, fan girl or something to them. And 594 00:31:11.279 --> 00:31:12.880 then but then it was just weird because you get 595 00:31:12.920 --> 00:31:15.960 all these mixed signals, which they want because they're about confusion, chaos. 596 00:31:16.440 --> 00:31:18.920 But anyway, that was called Operation lover Boy. It's also 597 00:31:18.960 --> 00:31:22.119 there's a song called Heartbreak Warfare they do it over 598 00:31:22.160 --> 00:31:24.400 and over and over again. I'm not special, I'm one 599 00:31:24.400 --> 00:31:26.640 of many. They've done it too. It's kind of like 600 00:31:26.640 --> 00:31:30.119 those romance military scams that the Nigerian guys pull on old, 601 00:31:30.319 --> 00:31:31.960 you know, widows to try to build them out of 602 00:31:32.000 --> 00:31:34.920 their money. But so you ask, how did I know 603 00:31:34.960 --> 00:31:37.200 it was Freemasons because it just kept happening, and it 604 00:31:37.279 --> 00:31:39.759 kept being more and more elaborate and more and more funded. 605 00:31:39.839 --> 00:31:43.200 So it wasn't just your local you know, cops harassing 606 00:31:43.319 --> 00:31:45.880 or something. Or though there was one guy who at 607 00:31:45.880 --> 00:31:48.920 one point had like really weird poparazzi cameras in the 608 00:31:48.960 --> 00:31:51.200 front of his car and the back window of his car, 609 00:31:51.640 --> 00:31:53.759 and he was like on the route where I was walking. 610 00:31:54.480 --> 00:31:56.200 I saw him a few times there, and I was like, dude, 611 00:31:56.240 --> 00:31:58.400 what are you doing? Like this is Colorado. This is 612 00:31:58.480 --> 00:32:00.759 not La or New York or it was some little 613 00:32:00.799 --> 00:32:03.519 suburban neighborhood in Colorado. And he clearly looked like he 614 00:32:03.680 --> 00:32:07.480 was like a private eye. So so just weird, weird, 615 00:32:07.519 --> 00:32:09.880 weird stuff was happening over and over and over. And 616 00:32:10.759 --> 00:32:14.519 the women, the couple that I had done the you know, 617 00:32:14.720 --> 00:32:18.000 secret service and admin way up in the White House. 618 00:32:18.039 --> 00:32:20.240 I forgot to say, this part is pretty crucial. She 619 00:32:20.359 --> 00:32:22.119 came to my book signing, they both did, and then 620 00:32:22.160 --> 00:32:23.920 they took me out for dinner after and they bought 621 00:32:23.960 --> 00:32:25.920 like twelve copies of my book and she says, I 622 00:32:25.920 --> 00:32:28.720 want you to handsign this one to Hillary and this 623 00:32:28.799 --> 00:32:31.839 one to Michelle Obama. And she goes and I'll make 624 00:32:31.880 --> 00:32:33.400 sure they get them and I will make sure they 625 00:32:33.440 --> 00:32:39.119 read them, because that's a love. So again, the timelines 626 00:32:39.160 --> 00:32:41.519 are wildly but that was back in Maine, and then, 627 00:32:41.640 --> 00:32:44.519 you know, I felt like I was pretty heavily under 628 00:32:44.680 --> 00:32:47.559 weird surveillance and my phone will get messed with, and 629 00:32:47.559 --> 00:32:50.119 all kinds of things would happen that you can kind 630 00:32:50.119 --> 00:32:53.440 of fluff it off once twice, three times, even ten times, 631 00:32:53.440 --> 00:32:56.440 but if it's just ongoing, then you go, okay, we're 632 00:32:56.480 --> 00:32:58.279 doing this, this is happening. Well, I don't know what 633 00:32:58.720 --> 00:33:02.319 I'm being looked at for what, you know, what the 634 00:33:02.319 --> 00:33:05.839 thing is here, but I think Oprah was part of it, 635 00:33:06.519 --> 00:33:09.720 and they just they watched to see if they can 636 00:33:10.119 --> 00:33:12.559 nag you into the cult, if they can you know, 637 00:33:12.599 --> 00:33:14.359 make you drink the kool aid. And I was just not, 638 00:33:14.799 --> 00:33:17.640 you know, I'm just not that person. So that was 639 00:33:18.119 --> 00:33:21.039 a journey and a push pull and a like a 640 00:33:21.079 --> 00:33:25.640 power play and and all these mind games and just 641 00:33:25.880 --> 00:33:28.400 like so, yeah, I kept playing on my own, you 642 00:33:28.400 --> 00:33:30.759 know side of it. I have to take responsibility that 643 00:33:31.240 --> 00:33:34.279 my curiosity is never ending, right, So I really wanted to. 644 00:33:34.880 --> 00:33:36.720 I did kind of want to Nancy Drew and craft 645 00:33:36.759 --> 00:33:38.880 the code and figure out what the hell was happening. 646 00:33:39.480 --> 00:33:42.839 And so so I was just yeah, studying all of 647 00:33:42.880 --> 00:33:46.680 its connecting dots, seeing it then so clearly, and kind 648 00:33:46.720 --> 00:33:49.240 of wondering. Like then once you become you know, you 649 00:33:49.240 --> 00:33:51.599 can see it. You can't unsee it. It's like everywhere 650 00:33:52.559 --> 00:33:56.039 and you become attuned to that and stuff. But you know, 651 00:33:56.160 --> 00:33:57.960 I just I was living in fear a lot, and 652 00:33:58.000 --> 00:34:00.720 I was I was having a hard time like get 653 00:34:01.240 --> 00:34:04.519 you know, roots under me, and and I just felt 654 00:34:04.559 --> 00:34:07.759 like everywhere I went it felt like, you know, there 655 00:34:07.839 --> 00:34:10.559 were yeah, just kind of boogey man. I guess that 656 00:34:10.679 --> 00:34:14.039 probably is when paranoia did actually kick in, and I 657 00:34:14.039 --> 00:34:16.400 did feel like they were legit gonna you know, like 658 00:34:16.480 --> 00:34:20.039 Isaac Cappy me or something, you know, And when I 659 00:34:20.079 --> 00:34:22.599 saw what happened him, like that was terrifying because all 660 00:34:22.639 --> 00:34:25.679 the dude was trying to do is tell truth. But 661 00:34:25.719 --> 00:34:28.159 who knows how far he got into it or what, 662 00:34:28.320 --> 00:34:32.480 you know, a level of participation he'd had. And so 663 00:34:32.639 --> 00:34:35.440 I tell truth, and I think, well, they've diminished my 664 00:34:35.519 --> 00:34:37.920 voice and shadow banned me and censored me and made 665 00:34:37.960 --> 00:34:40.199 me such a laughing stock and called me crazy and 666 00:34:40.239 --> 00:34:43.039 done all this, like you know, like I'm invisible, I 667 00:34:43.039 --> 00:34:45.079 don't exist, I don't matter, I don't count, I don't 668 00:34:45.119 --> 00:34:47.920 have a voice that you know, they don't see me 669 00:34:47.960 --> 00:34:50.719 as a threat anymore, or many they never did. But 670 00:34:50.760 --> 00:34:52.559 like I don't know if you've heard of Kathy O'Brien, 671 00:34:52.599 --> 00:34:55.320 but she's a whistleblower two who talks about having been 672 00:34:56.039 --> 00:34:58.679 in in front of Congress, spoke of having been raped 673 00:34:58.679 --> 00:35:01.000 by Hillary when she was seventeen years old and having 674 00:35:01.119 --> 00:35:04.800 been traffic through the system by your pedophile father. And 675 00:35:05.599 --> 00:35:08.159 you know, so they leave her alone too, And I 676 00:35:08.159 --> 00:35:10.239 think sometimes I think, if you're really vocal, and you're 677 00:35:10.280 --> 00:35:13.480 really clear, and you have some divine protection behind you, 678 00:35:13.519 --> 00:35:15.679 because you're supposed to be vocal and clear and truthful, 679 00:35:16.239 --> 00:35:20.599 then they will give you a begrudging space. You know, 680 00:35:20.679 --> 00:35:23.920 they won't be so bombarding. And also you just get 681 00:35:23.960 --> 00:35:25.880 to a point where you're onto them, and so their 682 00:35:25.920 --> 00:35:28.639 tactics and tricks don't even work on you anymore. And 683 00:35:28.679 --> 00:35:31.559 they really like like fresh meat. They like a new 684 00:35:31.599 --> 00:35:35.119 recruit who's green, and they can watch the fear reactions 685 00:35:35.199 --> 00:35:37.239 and they can get that, you know, good old loose 686 00:35:37.360 --> 00:35:41.039 or whatever it is that you know, extract inciphon energy 687 00:35:41.079 --> 00:35:44.599 from you from your fear. So as this phenomenon kept 688 00:35:44.800 --> 00:35:47.000 happening year after year, I got less and less a 689 00:35:47.039 --> 00:35:48.800 great because I thought, well, you know, a if they 690 00:35:48.800 --> 00:35:50.239 were going to kill me, they would have by now. 691 00:35:51.039 --> 00:35:53.320 And maybe I have some weird protector in the system 692 00:35:53.360 --> 00:35:55.559 I don't know about, some dark prints I don't know, 693 00:35:56.199 --> 00:35:58.159 or they're just curious and they're going to see what 694 00:35:58.199 --> 00:36:01.079 I do next, and you know, they're bored, and I'm 695 00:36:01.119 --> 00:36:05.119 what I think they refer to as a living sacrifice. 696 00:36:05.159 --> 00:36:08.159 You know, you walk around knowing who and what they are, 697 00:36:09.039 --> 00:36:11.079 what they do, and you have to kind of live 698 00:36:11.119 --> 00:36:14.559 with that, and it's a torment and its own right, 699 00:36:14.679 --> 00:36:17.960 because you know, if you start going down all the 700 00:36:18.039 --> 00:36:22.199 rabbit holes to all the levels, and you know, basement 701 00:36:22.440 --> 00:36:25.840 upon basement of evil, of the things they do to 702 00:36:26.000 --> 00:36:30.440 both attain and maintain fame, not only do you become repulse. 703 00:36:30.519 --> 00:36:31.920 And then of course you go through all the fear 704 00:36:31.960 --> 00:36:33.719 of like, oh my god, how can that happen? How 705 00:36:33.719 --> 00:36:36.239 can that be? And then you go through well can't 706 00:36:36.280 --> 00:36:38.679 it's not real, And you go through the cognitive dissonance 707 00:36:38.719 --> 00:36:40.400 and go over and over and loops, you kind of 708 00:36:41.000 --> 00:36:43.000 pack yourself in and out of it. You know that 709 00:36:43.519 --> 00:36:46.840 you want to be crazy. You want to be considered 710 00:36:46.840 --> 00:36:49.840 so delusional that everything you're thinking, saying, and feeling and 711 00:36:49.880 --> 00:36:53.920 discovering is just a lie or just wrong or you know, 712 00:36:54.000 --> 00:36:57.119 made up because you have some void and you need attention, 713 00:36:57.360 --> 00:36:59.280 or you know, like I've gone through all of that 714 00:36:59.360 --> 00:37:03.119 with myself, believe me, and the conclusions unfortunately, more fortunately 715 00:37:03.159 --> 00:37:06.440 that I came to is no, I'm not crazy. Never was. 716 00:37:06.440 --> 00:37:11.440 Was extremely astute, intuitive and aware even from a young 717 00:37:11.480 --> 00:37:14.079 age of people's patterns and when they were being authentic 718 00:37:14.119 --> 00:37:17.119 and when they were full of shit. And so it's 719 00:37:17.159 --> 00:37:20.880 a gift and a curse, my friend. And I'm not 720 00:37:20.920 --> 00:37:22.960 saying I'm one hundred percent accurate. I don't think any 721 00:37:23.039 --> 00:37:26.400 human could be. But I have. I keep saying, like 722 00:37:26.480 --> 00:37:29.559 even to myself and to my spirit theme you know, 723 00:37:29.679 --> 00:37:33.519 my angels, like you know, if you if you want 724 00:37:33.519 --> 00:37:36.920 me to know that I'm wrong, please show me. And 725 00:37:37.519 --> 00:37:39.559 one day I said that, and I said, I want 726 00:37:39.559 --> 00:37:41.480 to know that all of this stuff is real or not, 727 00:37:41.920 --> 00:37:43.320 and I want to know today because I was so 728 00:37:43.440 --> 00:37:45.559 fed up, I was so confused, I was so exhausted, 729 00:37:46.079 --> 00:37:47.599 and I felt like, oh my god, if I'm supposed 730 00:37:47.599 --> 00:37:51.719 to be some freaking truth teller, warrior, soldier of light, 731 00:37:51.840 --> 00:37:53.840 you know whatever, I need a little more intel here. 732 00:37:53.880 --> 00:37:55.440 It can't just be need to know all the time. 733 00:37:55.480 --> 00:37:58.000 I need to know today that I didn't just make 734 00:37:58.079 --> 00:38:01.440 all this shit up in my hand, you know. And 735 00:38:01.480 --> 00:38:04.800 that day a woman came knocking at my door and 736 00:38:04.880 --> 00:38:07.880 she had been when of my packages had been misdelivered 737 00:38:07.880 --> 00:38:10.119 to her in the next apartment complex over, so she 738 00:38:10.159 --> 00:38:12.480 was kind enough to bring it over. She came in, 739 00:38:12.519 --> 00:38:14.199 she saw my place. It's kind of cute, it's kind 740 00:38:14.199 --> 00:38:16.880 of artsy, fart'sy fun, and she goes, oh, this is great. 741 00:38:16.880 --> 00:38:18.280 What do you do? And I told her, I said, 742 00:38:18.320 --> 00:38:20.320 you know, I do comething sessions and stuff. She goes, 743 00:38:20.360 --> 00:38:21.960 oh my god, can you do one right now? And 744 00:38:22.000 --> 00:38:25.599 I was like sure. So she came in and we 745 00:38:25.719 --> 00:38:29.880 got chatting and you know, you know, she starts telling it. 746 00:38:29.960 --> 00:38:34.039 You know, she grew up in a town in Arizona, 747 00:38:34.280 --> 00:38:36.000 and I don't want to give too many details away 748 00:38:36.039 --> 00:38:38.559 because it's her story, not mine. But basically the story 749 00:38:38.639 --> 00:38:43.960 she told me corroborated what we are calling satanic ritual abuse, 750 00:38:44.119 --> 00:38:48.320 and it happened to be in a church. So the 751 00:38:48.400 --> 00:38:51.760 things she described, even the way these people were dressed, 752 00:38:52.079 --> 00:38:55.519 you know, was extremely satanic. And so then I knew, okay, 753 00:38:55.519 --> 00:38:57.920 Satanic panic didn't die in the eighties. It wasn't just 754 00:38:57.960 --> 00:39:01.440 some kind of Rosemary's Baby stuff or Manson stuff like. 755 00:39:01.480 --> 00:39:05.320 It is very very much alive and kicking very much, 756 00:39:06.920 --> 00:39:09.719 you know, more powerful than ever with the technology piece, 757 00:39:11.079 --> 00:39:13.519 and it's something that people are really kind of freaking 758 00:39:13.559 --> 00:39:16.079 out about AI. And it's like, okay, but AI is 759 00:39:16.800 --> 00:39:21.000 you know, Luciferianism, Satanism, Illuminati, Freemasonry, whatever. We want to 760 00:39:21.000 --> 00:39:24.280 put a you know label on that. And then again, 761 00:39:24.599 --> 00:39:26.320 because it's your show, I will say, do you think 762 00:39:26.360 --> 00:39:32.280 there's some kind of demonic, arconic or ultra terrestrial energies 763 00:39:32.320 --> 00:39:35.400 that move behind these people and pull their strength? So 764 00:39:35.480 --> 00:39:38.639 if they have, if the celebrities have free Mason handlers 765 00:39:38.679 --> 00:39:42.320 in the shadows we'll never see. Then I think the 766 00:39:42.440 --> 00:39:45.159 Freemasons themselves have some kind of off world handlers we 767 00:39:45.199 --> 00:39:49.159 will never see. And that is something. It's like, how 768 00:39:49.440 --> 00:39:51.199 the only one I've made sense of, how it can 769 00:39:51.239 --> 00:39:55.159 be so vast, so elaborate, so organized, how it can 770 00:39:55.199 --> 00:39:58.320 go back so far, and that, Yeah, of course there 771 00:39:58.360 --> 00:40:00.960 are benevolent forces and malevolent four versus that. You know, 772 00:40:01.000 --> 00:40:03.480 that just makes sense. They've been selling us good and 773 00:40:03.480 --> 00:40:06.599 evil in every movie and you know, ever made, and 774 00:40:06.679 --> 00:40:10.320 so they're just depicting what is actually happening within us 775 00:40:10.360 --> 00:40:14.440 and around us. And and so why do I think 776 00:40:14.440 --> 00:40:15.920 they targeted me? I don't know. I could have had 777 00:40:15.920 --> 00:40:19.320 a pass life where you know, this little soul group 778 00:40:19.400 --> 00:40:21.960 or hive mind or cult or whatever. I pissed them off, 779 00:40:22.000 --> 00:40:24.760 crossed them, called them out, then calling them out. Now 780 00:40:24.760 --> 00:40:26.760 I'm not I'm not their favorite, you know what I mean? 781 00:40:26.800 --> 00:40:29.400 Like in some ways, I think they love playing cat 782 00:40:29.440 --> 00:40:32.519 and mouse with me and to watch, you know, how 783 00:40:32.639 --> 00:40:37.360 I figure them out. But they also don't like that. 784 00:40:37.440 --> 00:40:40.039 I'm not that I you know, I'm a miss like 785 00:40:40.119 --> 00:40:43.199 go snitch, tell, rattle and roll, because I in the 786 00:40:43.239 --> 00:40:45.760 last three or four years This is the other way 787 00:40:45.760 --> 00:40:49.239 I know. I've definitely counseled a bunch of people who've 788 00:40:49.239 --> 00:40:52.320 had a lot of sexual trauma from childhood, and inevitably 789 00:40:53.079 --> 00:40:56.440 comes up this person had connections in either the military, 790 00:40:56.519 --> 00:41:00.679 high level up or YadA YadA, YadA, And so these 791 00:41:00.679 --> 00:41:04.639 were not Farmley Masons that these people were. That was 792 00:41:04.679 --> 00:41:08.000 your grandfather, that was your great grandfather, your uncle, you know. 793 00:41:08.159 --> 00:41:10.840 And so I would say a good portion of the 794 00:41:10.960 --> 00:41:13.800 say maybe it was fifteen hundred people or something less, 795 00:41:13.920 --> 00:41:16.880 you know, during pandemic. I would say, you know, fourteen 796 00:41:17.000 --> 00:41:20.119 hundred of them had some kind of you know, child 797 00:41:20.159 --> 00:41:23.239 harm story that they were overcoming. And I would how 798 00:41:23.239 --> 00:41:24.719 I would know this is I would go, Okay, what 799 00:41:24.719 --> 00:41:26.239 happened when you were four, what happened you were eight, 800 00:41:26.239 --> 00:41:28.119 what happened when you were twelve, what happened you're twenty two? 801 00:41:28.480 --> 00:41:31.880 And inevitably they would sort of burst into tears and say, 802 00:41:31.880 --> 00:41:34.119 how did you know? And I'd say, I don't know, 803 00:41:34.199 --> 00:41:36.119 it's just something in your soul. Kind of telling me 804 00:41:36.159 --> 00:41:38.719 that age was the best way I could kind of 805 00:41:38.719 --> 00:41:41.320 describe it. What I really think it is is something 806 00:41:41.320 --> 00:41:43.920 in their face, something and their energy, their body language, 807 00:41:43.920 --> 00:41:45.800 and yes, of course their soul that's you know, always 808 00:41:45.800 --> 00:41:49.440 shining through our eyes with crying to me for help. 809 00:41:50.239 --> 00:41:53.440 And I thought that the secret was killing them, is 810 00:41:53.480 --> 00:41:55.800 what I learned over time, and that not being able 811 00:41:55.840 --> 00:41:58.079 to say it out loud, not being able to talk 812 00:41:58.119 --> 00:42:01.119 about it, caring shame about it, that wasn't their shame, 813 00:42:01.920 --> 00:42:05.000 and then me too. It sort of blowing the Pandora's 814 00:42:05.000 --> 00:42:07.039 box open and the lid off in some ways. But 815 00:42:07.079 --> 00:42:10.440 then I was doing this triaging of these souls who 816 00:42:10.480 --> 00:42:14.360 were maybe not able to tell it in their immediate environment, 817 00:42:14.440 --> 00:42:17.159 at their you know, or be open about it with 818 00:42:17.199 --> 00:42:19.840 friends or at their workplace or even partners. And I 819 00:42:20.000 --> 00:42:23.880 was often honored and freaked out to be the person 820 00:42:23.960 --> 00:42:25.920 they were opening up to because I guess if I 821 00:42:25.920 --> 00:42:28.679 honed in on the age where they were the most hurt, 822 00:42:29.079 --> 00:42:31.079 then I could say to them, well, here's the process 823 00:42:31.119 --> 00:42:35.000 I've been given by by my own you know, guidance, 824 00:42:35.119 --> 00:42:37.239 and take it or leave it. But I think you 825 00:42:37.320 --> 00:42:39.039 at this age, say you're forty three now and you're 826 00:42:39.039 --> 00:42:41.480 going back to five year old self, you go in 827 00:42:41.480 --> 00:42:44.320 that room, you get them out of there, and you 828 00:42:44.320 --> 00:42:46.039 you do a rescue. Now, if you have to do 829 00:42:46.079 --> 00:42:50.320 it visually, you know, in a meditation with prayer, draw it, 830 00:42:50.480 --> 00:42:52.599 sing it, you know, write it, screaming in your car, 831 00:42:52.719 --> 00:42:54.840 whatever you have to do to release that from you. 832 00:42:55.480 --> 00:42:58.280 And and you know, then you just take that child 833 00:42:58.360 --> 00:43:01.079 out of that environment and hug them home back into 834 00:43:01.079 --> 00:43:04.320 your heart. And they would just weep. And I mean 835 00:43:04.400 --> 00:43:06.840 I was getting misty, and it was just such a 836 00:43:06.840 --> 00:43:09.280 powerful experience. But it happened over and over and over 837 00:43:09.280 --> 00:43:10.360 and over and over and over and over and over 838 00:43:10.400 --> 00:43:12.000 and over. No, and to the point where I was 839 00:43:12.039 --> 00:43:14.719 so angry. I was so angry and felt so helpless 840 00:43:14.719 --> 00:43:18.000 and powerless to help these people who had these sort 841 00:43:18.000 --> 00:43:21.559 of fragmentations. And you know, if you go into the 842 00:43:21.599 --> 00:43:24.239 Freemason psychology, is they want to do that. They want 843 00:43:24.280 --> 00:43:27.599 to atomize them as children and make them controllable their 844 00:43:27.639 --> 00:43:29.840 whole life. That's a way to force open the third 845 00:43:29.880 --> 00:43:34.960 eye and do it like a false Qundolini bonding experience 846 00:43:35.039 --> 00:43:38.360 with the victim and then make them live in fear 847 00:43:38.559 --> 00:43:41.440 of if you ever tell then so and so will die, 848 00:43:41.599 --> 00:43:45.639 or you'll die, or you know whatever, I'll go to jail. 849 00:43:45.639 --> 00:43:48.119 And if they really bonded to that person, they don't 850 00:43:48.199 --> 00:43:50.639 want to lose that person, even if they don't understand 851 00:43:50.719 --> 00:43:55.800 that's not a healthy love. So that was devastating, and 852 00:43:55.880 --> 00:43:58.000 you know, everything after that point, I think it was 853 00:43:58.079 --> 00:44:00.559 like creators sent it to me because I help these 854 00:44:00.599 --> 00:44:03.559 people find some way towards some kind of healing around 855 00:44:03.559 --> 00:44:06.280 those horrific things that I did not experience as a child, 856 00:44:06.360 --> 00:44:08.679 but was now suddenly coming to me in just like 857 00:44:08.920 --> 00:44:14.400 wave after wave after wave. Like it was horrific to 858 00:44:14.639 --> 00:44:18.360 you know, think of how vast and how it crosses 859 00:44:18.400 --> 00:44:23.800 all kinds of you know, race, and it crosses economic boundaries. 860 00:44:24.039 --> 00:44:28.039 And so I don't know if those lower level Masons 861 00:44:28.079 --> 00:44:29.679 are not doing it or doing it, or they know 862 00:44:29.719 --> 00:44:31.800 what's coming or they don't, but I know that at 863 00:44:31.840 --> 00:44:34.840 the higher levels that is just a requirement. 864 00:44:37.559 --> 00:44:44.320 Yeah, I feel like there's so much to take in 865 00:44:44.599 --> 00:44:48.000 from everything you just talked about. But when it comes 866 00:44:48.039 --> 00:44:52.079 to these secret societies, these people, the upper echelon or 867 00:44:52.079 --> 00:44:55.400 whatever you want to call these elites, there's a lot 868 00:44:55.440 --> 00:44:58.119 of stuff that goes on with it that is hard 869 00:44:58.159 --> 00:45:01.599 to for a lot of people understand, especially like if 870 00:45:01.639 --> 00:45:02.599 you've never dealt with it. 871 00:45:03.599 --> 00:45:08.239 Yeah, Yeah, what I learned the common thread was a 872 00:45:08.239 --> 00:45:10.840 lot of these families had alcoholism in them, okay. And 873 00:45:10.880 --> 00:45:13.960 so really literally when you open to the spirits, you 874 00:45:14.039 --> 00:45:18.119 open to the spirits, okay. And so if a man, 875 00:45:18.320 --> 00:45:21.400 for example, is getting drunk, you know, drinking, you know, 876 00:45:21.440 --> 00:45:24.239 working hard all week maybe you say, and drinking up 877 00:45:24.280 --> 00:45:27.559 his paycheck on the weekends with the guys and then 878 00:45:27.599 --> 00:45:31.079 coming home maybe either passing out, puking or wailing on 879 00:45:31.119 --> 00:45:33.039 the kids. And that did go on for a very 880 00:45:33.079 --> 00:45:36.920 long time it still does. Then then you have a 881 00:45:37.000 --> 00:45:42.679 recipe for generational you know, incess molestation secrets. And then 882 00:45:42.719 --> 00:45:44.800 it just keeps going. And then they want to wrap 883 00:45:44.800 --> 00:45:47.440 a religion around it, which is, well, it's all sacrifices 884 00:45:47.519 --> 00:45:51.039 for Lucifer. If I, you know, do this and move 885 00:45:51.079 --> 00:45:55.400 away from christ consciousness and creator source energy into darkness, 886 00:45:55.519 --> 00:45:58.920 then I am developing my enlightenment. Because they think they're 887 00:45:58.960 --> 00:46:03.000 shutting their ego and they're programming to be a good guy, 888 00:46:03.159 --> 00:46:05.239 to be a family guy. So they have that front 889 00:46:05.280 --> 00:46:09.199 facing kind of cover life where they're upstanding pillars of 890 00:46:09.239 --> 00:46:13.039 society and Christians and whatever. And then they you know 891 00:46:13.079 --> 00:46:15.800 go home and drink or drug or you know, hand 892 00:46:15.840 --> 00:46:18.639 their keys over to the demonic portals and realms, which 893 00:46:18.679 --> 00:46:20.840 is like coming through going yep, okay, thanks, I'm gonna 894 00:46:21.400 --> 00:46:24.000 I'm gonna go, you know, have sex with a granddaughter, 895 00:46:24.039 --> 00:46:26.360 and then in the morning you're gonna have a huge hangover, 896 00:46:26.559 --> 00:46:29.840 you may even have blackout, and then everyone's going to 897 00:46:29.880 --> 00:46:32.239 rush to your defense saying, well, he was drunk, or 898 00:46:32.280 --> 00:46:35.239 he didn't mean it, or you know, he's a good man, 899 00:46:35.360 --> 00:46:37.440 or he made a mistake, or you have to forgive 900 00:46:37.559 --> 00:46:40.559 or whatever other nonsense that my client's heard over and 901 00:46:40.559 --> 00:46:43.039 over and over. Right, So, yes, it's a lot to 902 00:46:43.119 --> 00:46:45.599 unpack because it is just so rampant, and I think 903 00:46:45.639 --> 00:46:49.280 if we want to really get into the spiritual explanation, 904 00:46:49.400 --> 00:46:53.039 it isn't just men lust and booze and you know 905 00:46:53.199 --> 00:46:57.559 and premasonry practices. It's a lust entity that attaches to 906 00:46:58.519 --> 00:47:02.639 the purp and likes the light of the vic and 907 00:47:02.679 --> 00:47:06.480 so it's really coming to just feed, and it's going 908 00:47:06.559 --> 00:47:11.000 to feed out of despair. Like the Dementors and Harry Potter, 909 00:47:11.039 --> 00:47:14.079 you know, flying above the Quidditch field, they're whipping people up. 910 00:47:14.119 --> 00:47:16.559 These people are in lust and they're making out. These 911 00:47:16.599 --> 00:47:20.000 people are in you know, anger and they're fighting. These 912 00:47:20.000 --> 00:47:21.760 people are in love and they're just kind of all 913 00:47:21.800 --> 00:47:25.400 cozy canutally, and it's sort of like, you know that 914 00:47:25.880 --> 00:47:31.719 these entities, these beings, these offworlders feed on us, and 915 00:47:31.760 --> 00:47:35.840 we are their food source. We are their reality TV, 916 00:47:36.079 --> 00:47:38.840 we are their entertainment. We are their slaves as well, 917 00:47:39.400 --> 00:47:42.719 meaning energy slaves. Right, They want to harvest you, so 918 00:47:42.760 --> 00:47:45.920 they really want a strong emotion. And I think the benevolence 919 00:47:45.960 --> 00:47:51.000 and the celestials probably do feed might be the wrong word, 920 00:47:51.039 --> 00:47:54.639 but they are nourished and sustained by our advancement, our evolution, 921 00:47:55.039 --> 00:47:58.519 by when we do kind things and good deeds and 922 00:47:58.559 --> 00:48:01.760 the small act that you know, will benefit one another. 923 00:48:02.039 --> 00:48:04.360 That's then getting their wings in heaven or something, right 924 00:48:04.400 --> 00:48:07.360 like Clarence and wonder, it's a wonderful life. You know. 925 00:48:07.440 --> 00:48:10.960 We we do good down here then, or over here, 926 00:48:11.400 --> 00:48:14.639 under here, whatever, interdimensionally if you want our time quantum, 927 00:48:14.679 --> 00:48:16.440 I don't know, but you know, I kind of sometimes 928 00:48:16.599 --> 00:48:19.159 revert back to my capic training of you know, hell, 929 00:48:19.239 --> 00:48:21.480 heaven and purgatory, and I feel like Planet Earth is 930 00:48:21.480 --> 00:48:25.239 a bit of a purgatory kind of situation. So yeah, 931 00:48:25.280 --> 00:48:27.920 so there's a lot to impact because it is playing 932 00:48:28.000 --> 00:48:31.519 out physically on what you know, people would call the 933 00:48:31.559 --> 00:48:35.719 three D tangible earthly realm, whether you want to call 934 00:48:35.760 --> 00:48:40.599 it flatter fear earth, you know, towards peroidal earth or global. 935 00:48:40.800 --> 00:48:43.599 I mean, it doesn't matter. It's like how we treat 936 00:48:43.599 --> 00:48:45.559 each other while we're here in the sim or this matrix. 937 00:48:45.639 --> 00:48:48.679 Right so so, But my whole thing of being vocal 938 00:48:48.679 --> 00:48:52.519 and why of hope actually about these you know, this vast, yucky, 939 00:48:53.480 --> 00:48:58.199 sticky demonocrat is never before have we had the Internet 940 00:48:58.320 --> 00:49:02.280 to expose them, and they in secrecy and keeping these 941 00:49:02.320 --> 00:49:07.639 practices in the shadows, and they will fall down again. 942 00:49:07.960 --> 00:49:11.199 You know, they've already fallen. They're fallen, and they will 943 00:49:11.199 --> 00:49:14.920 fall even further away from grace because too many people 944 00:49:15.039 --> 00:49:17.519 know now, and too many people are becoming more in 945 00:49:17.599 --> 00:49:21.760 the know and asking more questions and connecting more dots. 946 00:49:22.360 --> 00:49:25.800 So we outnumber them sometimes, you said recently two to one, 947 00:49:25.920 --> 00:49:29.519 and I believe that. And they may have all the resources, 948 00:49:29.559 --> 00:49:32.119 they may have the cleverness and the long standing plans, 949 00:49:32.199 --> 00:49:36.360 and they may still see us as cheaple and deplorables 950 00:49:36.400 --> 00:49:41.679 and profanes and uninitiated, but you know, the human spirit 951 00:49:41.760 --> 00:49:43.800 is something they kind of didn't count on us. That 952 00:49:43.880 --> 00:49:48.440 one variable that is the Curveball and the Wrench in 953 00:49:48.480 --> 00:49:54.559 their works because it's indomitable, it's resourceful, it's resilient, and 954 00:49:54.599 --> 00:49:57.199 it does when you step on its toes, say ouch, 955 00:49:57.280 --> 00:50:00.639 back off. It does when you try you break or 956 00:50:00.679 --> 00:50:03.280 steal or siphon its soul and use it for your 957 00:50:03.280 --> 00:50:05.880 own benefit or profit. Say I see that, I see 958 00:50:05.920 --> 00:50:07.400 what you're doing. I may not be able to stop 959 00:50:07.440 --> 00:50:11.360 you in the Mason owned courts, or you know, I can. 960 00:50:11.559 --> 00:50:12.760 I can do what I can do in the court 961 00:50:12.760 --> 00:50:15.119 of public opinion by exposing what I know of you 962 00:50:15.199 --> 00:50:18.519 and how I've felt with your tactics and methods, and 963 00:50:19.000 --> 00:50:23.360 how it has been revealed to me your character or 964 00:50:23.440 --> 00:50:26.639 lack there is, you know. But yeah, I mean we 965 00:50:26.679 --> 00:50:29.840 could go off on tangents, say it's UFOs, it's alien Wars, 966 00:50:29.920 --> 00:50:33.239 and then it's playing out on the human realm. I 967 00:50:33.280 --> 00:50:35.800 do think there's an astral component, and that's where all 968 00:50:35.840 --> 00:50:38.719 these like warlocks and witches vie for power and they 969 00:50:38.760 --> 00:50:43.320 have these, you know, apparently like pretty primal battles where 970 00:50:43.440 --> 00:50:46.119 they're trying to get seats on the Satanic Council. And 971 00:50:47.480 --> 00:50:49.679 you know, Jesse's been good about outing a lot of that. 972 00:50:49.760 --> 00:50:52.400 So I recommend anybody could go look at her on 973 00:50:52.679 --> 00:50:55.280 a Quarius Rising Africa and a whole bunch of other 974 00:50:55.519 --> 00:50:57.280 you know sites, but that's one where she does a 975 00:50:57.320 --> 00:51:00.639 lot of her deep diving. But I think that's when 976 00:51:00.679 --> 00:51:03.400 then I started looking and trying to find materials of 977 00:51:03.440 --> 00:51:07.480 people who'd been in masonry and left and how they 978 00:51:07.519 --> 00:51:09.800 were treated and how, you know, how some of them 979 00:51:09.840 --> 00:51:11.360 got to live and some of them didn't, And it 980 00:51:11.599 --> 00:51:13.559 just almost seemed like a big dark lottery. And you 981 00:51:13.639 --> 00:51:16.800 don't know if they're still trying to maybe flip you, 982 00:51:17.039 --> 00:51:19.639 or if someone in the system has a little shine 983 00:51:19.719 --> 00:51:21.199 for you and it just wants to keep you as 984 00:51:21.239 --> 00:51:24.159 their toy. Like you don't know, and you'll never know 985 00:51:24.280 --> 00:51:26.679 because you don't have the same resources they do, right, 986 00:51:26.719 --> 00:51:29.000 So you just have your voice and your story and 987 00:51:29.039 --> 00:51:33.159 your impressions and your you know, research data that you've 988 00:51:33.239 --> 00:51:36.679 then kind of applied and implemented, and then also the 989 00:51:36.719 --> 00:51:40.639 anecdotal evidence overwhelmingly of the people who have been harmed 990 00:51:41.199 --> 00:51:44.880 as children who are now adults and who are recovering 991 00:51:45.079 --> 00:51:49.400 and putting their own puzzle pieces together and doing it 992 00:51:49.440 --> 00:51:51.840 hopefully with compassionate people who could hold space for them 993 00:51:51.880 --> 00:51:55.440 to grow into the adult they came here to be, 994 00:51:55.440 --> 00:51:58.480 because so many of them, this is something else about 995 00:51:58.519 --> 00:52:01.440 the Lemnati in general, are children. They are you know, 996 00:52:01.519 --> 00:52:04.800 broken vampire children is kind of the softest way I 997 00:52:04.840 --> 00:52:07.320 can say that. And then they continue to perpetuate the 998 00:52:07.320 --> 00:52:11.039 cycles of abuse, and you know, they they think it 999 00:52:11.079 --> 00:52:14.519 makes them special and illuminated and enlightened, and it just 1000 00:52:14.639 --> 00:52:18.119 makes them sad, weak and caged, you know, with golden handcuffs. 1001 00:52:18.159 --> 00:52:21.920 So I do believe that more people, whether we're talking 1002 00:52:22.000 --> 00:52:25.239 like boots on the ground kind of thing or more 1003 00:52:25.280 --> 00:52:27.280 of the war of consciousness kind of thing, are just 1004 00:52:27.400 --> 00:52:30.280 really going to get to that place where it's going 1005 00:52:30.320 --> 00:52:32.599 to be some kind of other version of a best 1006 00:52:32.639 --> 00:52:36.880 deal day, you know, and just the oppressors are going 1007 00:52:36.960 --> 00:52:40.239 to be held accountable one way or another. And I'm 1008 00:52:40.239 --> 00:52:42.639 not someone who would ever advocate violence by any means. 1009 00:52:42.679 --> 00:52:44.280 I don't think that's the way we need to do it. 1010 00:52:44.320 --> 00:52:46.519 I don't think that's effective. I think it just gets 1011 00:52:46.559 --> 00:52:49.199 more violence. That said, I think you've got to keep 1012 00:52:49.239 --> 00:52:53.480 your kids safe at all costs and make a better, 1013 00:52:53.639 --> 00:52:56.400 safer world for the generations to come. So people like 1014 00:52:56.480 --> 00:52:59.280 me aren't sitting in rooms with you know, more harmed 1015 00:52:59.360 --> 00:53:02.119 children because people were afraid to speak up about it, 1016 00:53:02.199 --> 00:53:05.079 to push back on it, to say no, you won't 1017 00:53:05.119 --> 00:53:06.880 do that, and know you won't get away with it. 1018 00:53:07.559 --> 00:53:10.000 So that's where I'm encouraged is that, you know, again 1019 00:53:10.039 --> 00:53:13.280 they thrived in secrecy and their vow silence. I do 1020 00:53:13.360 --> 00:53:15.320 think enough of them now are at a tipping point 1021 00:53:15.320 --> 00:53:18.360 where they are freaking sick of that valve silence themselves. 1022 00:53:18.519 --> 00:53:21.920 You know, it is not easier fun. I'm sure to 1023 00:53:22.000 --> 00:53:25.679 live a in you know, an inverted gendered body, which 1024 00:53:26.159 --> 00:53:28.320 happens a lot with the elites and the illuminaties. They're 1025 00:53:28.360 --> 00:53:31.679 presenting as one gender and they're really structurally something else. 1026 00:53:31.719 --> 00:53:35.119 And so that's part of that Baphomet agenda and the 1027 00:53:35.360 --> 00:53:40.000 agenda of long term depopulation and eugenics and you know, 1028 00:53:40.079 --> 00:53:44.800 wanting to have more lab created humans than organic, naturally 1029 00:53:44.880 --> 00:53:48.440 procreated humans. And so they're just you know, one way 1030 00:53:48.480 --> 00:53:50.480 or another. I was never going to think I was 1031 00:53:50.480 --> 00:53:51.639 going to be someone to grow up and be like 1032 00:53:51.679 --> 00:53:54.000 it's the guy remain man, you know, like I am 1033 00:53:54.079 --> 00:53:57.440 not you know that person I I but I you know, 1034 00:53:57.519 --> 00:54:02.440 having been now someone who has had you know, some 1035 00:54:02.559 --> 00:54:07.320 gaslighting moments with Obama himself through the airwaves. I just 1036 00:54:07.559 --> 00:54:10.719 don't respect them. I don't respect them. I had voted 1037 00:54:10.719 --> 00:54:13.639 for him twice. You know, these people, I I know 1038 00:54:13.719 --> 00:54:16.480 too much now about what there really are behind their 1039 00:54:16.480 --> 00:54:20.159 personas and their masks. And I think they both love 1040 00:54:20.239 --> 00:54:22.360 that and hated about me. And I think that's one 1041 00:54:22.400 --> 00:54:26.679 reason again I'm still around, is I'm a I'm an 1042 00:54:26.719 --> 00:54:29.400 anomaly to them. They cannot put me in a box. 1043 00:54:29.480 --> 00:54:32.199 They cannot just write a check and have me roll 1044 00:54:32.239 --> 00:54:35.559 over and be part of their you know, gross running 1045 00:54:35.599 --> 00:54:39.880 train gang rape initiations, which no, thank you never, you know. 1046 00:54:40.000 --> 00:54:43.239 So they literally do go to you know, rituals and 1047 00:54:43.280 --> 00:54:45.559 sign their name and blood. Apparently in contracts they put 1048 00:54:45.639 --> 00:54:48.599 you know, little trays of cocaine or you know, math 1049 00:54:48.719 --> 00:54:50.639 or whatever out in front of a hotel room. And 1050 00:54:50.679 --> 00:54:54.119 then they this is from a senator, Senator lynn Wood said, 1051 00:54:54.880 --> 00:54:57.519 they will do gun child in camera, and so they'll 1052 00:54:57.599 --> 00:54:59.960 put them in a room, put a gun to their head. 1053 00:55:00.119 --> 00:55:02.039 They've got a child doing stuff and they're filming it, 1054 00:55:02.079 --> 00:55:04.119 and then they're owned for life and that's all of them. 1055 00:55:04.199 --> 00:55:06.119 It's like zero exceptions. So if they get to that 1056 00:55:06.239 --> 00:55:09.119 level of a list or Mega fame. They've all been 1057 00:55:09.199 --> 00:55:12.079 through the paces, which is why you see a lot 1058 00:55:12.119 --> 00:55:14.639 of them start looking super demonic, and that is more 1059 00:55:14.639 --> 00:55:18.519 than filler. That often is probably a drino face, you know, 1060 00:55:18.840 --> 00:55:23.320 or something shining through there that ain't the human host 1061 00:55:23.360 --> 00:55:25.760 anymore at that point, because it just seems so obvious 1062 00:55:25.800 --> 00:55:28.400 with some of them, right, that's not just bad aging, 1063 00:55:29.159 --> 00:55:34.679 That's not yeah, bad surgery, It's just it all looks 1064 00:55:34.760 --> 00:55:37.360 very demonic and clown like at a certain point, maybe 1065 00:55:37.360 --> 00:55:39.760 Nephilim or something. I don't know. I'm not like that 1066 00:55:39.840 --> 00:55:45.199 BILLI biblically biblically scholarly, you know, up to par speed 1067 00:55:45.239 --> 00:55:47.360 on revelation or any of that end times or anything 1068 00:55:47.360 --> 00:55:51.480 that stuff or ascension. I don't identify as pagan or 1069 00:55:51.559 --> 00:55:55.920 Christian or New Age or atheist or anything. I'm very 1070 00:55:56.000 --> 00:55:58.639 much a spiritual person. I very much have a connection 1071 00:55:58.719 --> 00:56:01.800 to Creator and know I say I left the church 1072 00:56:01.800 --> 00:56:03.599 and kept Jesus. That's kind of where I land with 1073 00:56:03.639 --> 00:56:06.559 all of it. Because we are an astra warfare man. 1074 00:56:06.599 --> 00:56:09.840 We are in spiritual battle, and I'm not someone who 1075 00:56:09.920 --> 00:56:11.760 wants to play the doom and gloom side of that. 1076 00:56:12.199 --> 00:56:15.760 I'm believing evil at this level can be vanquished, is 1077 00:56:16.639 --> 00:56:21.039 revealed and exposed. It can no longer slither in the shadows. 1078 00:56:21.159 --> 00:56:23.320 It has to come out and be seen in the light, 1079 00:56:24.199 --> 00:56:27.360 and then it has to transmute, because it's not sustainable 1080 00:56:27.480 --> 00:56:31.840 to have a planet where you keep raping, sodomizing, and 1081 00:56:31.880 --> 00:56:36.039 cannibalizing your own children. You know. That's where I do 1082 00:56:36.119 --> 00:56:38.719 think more of them are not quite human because like 1083 00:56:40.360 --> 00:56:43.079 most humans, if you're not a total psychopath or a 1084 00:56:43.119 --> 00:56:46.880 narcopath or petal war like, want to protect the innocent 1085 00:56:46.920 --> 00:56:49.719 and the vulnerable, and so something, you know, their humanity 1086 00:56:49.760 --> 00:56:52.679 switch or something has been turned off somewhere somehow, and 1087 00:56:52.719 --> 00:56:54.599 that's going to be more than greed, more than last 1088 00:56:54.599 --> 00:56:58.119 more than blackmail. I think there's something there that is 1089 00:57:00.000 --> 00:57:02.159 I'm not going to even say drac O or reptilian 1090 00:57:02.280 --> 00:57:03.880 or gray or anything that because I don't know, I 1091 00:57:03.920 --> 00:57:06.280 really don't. It could be could be a hybrid of 1092 00:57:06.320 --> 00:57:11.800 a lot of things. Demonic, arconic, you know, negative, just 1093 00:57:11.960 --> 00:57:14.480 entities that are kind of I think more from the void, 1094 00:57:15.440 --> 00:57:19.360 you know, where they have no operating system of their own, 1095 00:57:19.480 --> 00:57:21.960 so they have to come and again hijack and feed 1096 00:57:22.000 --> 00:57:25.800 off humans and pit us against each other. And that's 1097 00:57:25.920 --> 00:57:30.320 that's dying because the more people that understand, you know, 1098 00:57:30.519 --> 00:57:34.920 the the technological parts of it, the wealth influence of it, 1099 00:57:35.159 --> 00:57:38.800 and then the spiritual aspects of it, like they're game over. 1100 00:57:39.360 --> 00:57:43.519 They rely on you know, people's ignorance and non secrecy, 1101 00:57:44.400 --> 00:57:48.039 and more people are having more conversations like this more 1102 00:57:48.079 --> 00:57:50.360 and more every day at their dinner table, let alone, 1103 00:57:51.000 --> 00:57:52.920 you know, in a podcast or something, and then it 1104 00:57:52.960 --> 00:57:54.840 goes where it needs to go, and it enlightens and 1105 00:57:54.880 --> 00:57:56.840 awakens those who are ready and the ones who aren't 1106 00:57:56.880 --> 00:58:00.519 just think you're bat shit raising that's okay too, you know, 1107 00:58:01.199 --> 00:58:02.679 didn't foil that man. 1108 00:58:04.760 --> 00:58:06.880 The name of the show, that's right. 1109 00:58:07.039 --> 00:58:09.519 Yeah, So we get to explore different theories, whether they're 1110 00:58:09.559 --> 00:58:13.519 conspiracy theories or truth plus time, because that's really what 1111 00:58:13.599 --> 00:58:15.639 ends up happening is, Oh, didn't you say that three 1112 00:58:15.679 --> 00:58:17.360 years ago? Didn't you say that ten years ago? And 1113 00:58:17.440 --> 00:58:19.519 you say that twenty years ago? Yes? I did? And 1114 00:58:19.559 --> 00:58:22.000 what did you say to me that I was crazy, insane, 1115 00:58:22.079 --> 00:58:28.039 delusional and you know, needed help. I kept getting the help, 1116 00:58:28.400 --> 00:58:30.400 and all the help kept saying, yeah, you seem all right, 1117 00:58:31.679 --> 00:58:36.079 you know, you're on some interesting topics and themes that 1118 00:58:36.159 --> 00:58:38.360 I don't really understand to relate to, but you seem 1119 00:58:38.760 --> 00:58:41.639 pretty grounded, and I think, well, thank you. So you know, 1120 00:58:42.039 --> 00:58:45.159 went to plenty of therapists, had plenty of talk therapy 1121 00:58:45.199 --> 00:58:49.400 over the decades, and it was determined, you know, like 1122 00:58:49.519 --> 00:58:53.119 I'm not that bad, and yeah, I have my own 1123 00:58:53.119 --> 00:58:55.519 mental health issues and challenges for sure, and I get 1124 00:58:55.639 --> 00:58:58.719 stupid celebrity crushes that got me entangled all up in 1125 00:58:58.760 --> 00:59:01.440 this damn mess and had some limerens there, but like 1126 00:59:01.559 --> 00:59:04.039 very clear now that you know, if he wants to 1127 00:59:04.079 --> 00:59:07.920 be will and if he doesn't, he doesn't, and you know, 1128 00:59:08.000 --> 00:59:10.760 not living in some fantasyland wanting to have a partner 1129 00:59:10.840 --> 00:59:15.119 that's like tangible and present and not someone who just 1130 00:59:15.199 --> 00:59:17.079 jerks your chain or plays with your head or heart, 1131 00:59:17.159 --> 00:59:19.079 because that's that's what they do and it's a game 1132 00:59:19.119 --> 00:59:21.480 to them, and to me, that's just maybe the most 1133 00:59:21.480 --> 00:59:24.519 disgusting thing of all is Yeah, I've heard the horrible 1134 00:59:24.559 --> 00:59:27.519 things they do to children and to animals, and you know, 1135 00:59:27.559 --> 00:59:29.920 they go to tense cities where people are you know 1136 00:59:30.039 --> 00:59:32.440 there ending up in ten cities because of what happened 1137 00:59:32.440 --> 00:59:34.840 to them as children, and then they reach for substances 1138 00:59:34.920 --> 00:59:38.480 and then their family throws them away and tense city 1139 00:59:38.719 --> 00:59:42.159 and that's like a McDonald's derived through to an Illuminati member, right, Like, 1140 00:59:42.199 --> 00:59:43.679 they're not going to clean that up. They could, they 1141 00:59:43.679 --> 00:59:45.719 all have them money ten times over to clean those up. 1142 00:59:45.960 --> 00:59:49.079 They're in their backyards, right, and they won't do it 1143 00:59:49.159 --> 00:59:51.159 because that's part of their religion. Is Hey, you know, 1144 00:59:51.280 --> 00:59:54.639 that's that's an easy quick person to disappear. That's an 1145 00:59:54.639 --> 00:59:58.199 easy quick person to grab for ritual. So you know, 1146 00:59:58.280 --> 01:00:02.440 they just see us as you know, food and with 1147 01:00:02.519 --> 01:00:06.199 dollar signs in their eyes. And people say, but not 1148 01:00:06.280 --> 01:00:08.360 all famous people are bad. I'm like, yeah, they are. 1149 01:00:09.000 --> 01:00:13.039 They really actually aren't. All it is it actually is 1150 01:00:13.199 --> 01:00:16.000 because they take that vow of silence and they know 1151 01:00:16.199 --> 01:00:18.639 what's going on. So even if they aren't, some of 1152 01:00:18.639 --> 01:00:23.360 the more heinous, you know, programmer groomer recruiters who are 1153 01:00:23.440 --> 01:00:27.519 really you know, out there just ruining lives with their 1154 01:00:27.559 --> 01:00:31.039 lives and their bullshit, like, they are participant by being 1155 01:00:31.320 --> 01:00:34.920 you know, complicit and by keeping that valve of silence 1156 01:00:34.920 --> 01:00:38.400 of what they know goes on and profiting from it. 1157 01:00:39.360 --> 01:00:41.800 So I hate to burst people's bubbles with that, but 1158 01:00:41.800 --> 01:00:43.719 they also kind of want them to get it like that. 1159 01:00:44.400 --> 01:00:46.760 You know, you can't be at that level of fame 1160 01:00:46.800 --> 01:00:49.320 and not have done the nefarious things. It doesn't matter 1161 01:00:49.519 --> 01:00:52.400 how good the persona or the act is, or how 1162 01:00:52.599 --> 01:00:55.800 intact the mask seems to be, or how you think 1163 01:00:55.840 --> 01:00:57.800 that that one's a really nice guy or this one 1164 01:00:57.840 --> 01:01:00.679 seems really sweet or really down to earth, oh that 1165 01:01:00.920 --> 01:01:04.559 they are act towards They are acting and it is 1166 01:01:04.599 --> 01:01:07.639 a role. And when they most of them, if not all, 1167 01:01:07.679 --> 01:01:12.000 probably all have been groomed for forever, probably most or 1168 01:01:12.039 --> 01:01:16.519 all of their lives. So you know, I started to 1169 01:01:16.719 --> 01:01:20.760 just really desperately wish that one could be good, that 1170 01:01:20.840 --> 01:01:24.639 one could have some shreds of goodness in them. And 1171 01:01:24.719 --> 01:01:26.320 every time I would kind of do that, I would 1172 01:01:26.320 --> 01:01:28.880 get whacked down, you know, and get like a real 1173 01:01:28.920 --> 01:01:31.559 SmackDown of you know, why do you need them to 1174 01:01:31.599 --> 01:01:34.079 be good? Why don't you just be good and do 1175 01:01:34.119 --> 01:01:36.119 the best you can with that? Because that was like, 1176 01:01:36.199 --> 01:01:38.920 oh yeah, that part, you know, that's the big epiphany 1177 01:01:38.960 --> 01:01:41.199 I had, is you know, and then to find good 1178 01:01:41.280 --> 01:01:44.280 and does good mean you still have a shadow and 1179 01:01:44.639 --> 01:01:47.719 you wish that, you know, you have visualizations of you know, 1180 01:01:47.760 --> 01:01:51.400 their heads popping off and them being vacuumed into space dust, 1181 01:01:51.719 --> 01:01:54.400 very far away from anyone they could ever harm, you know, 1182 01:01:55.239 --> 01:01:58.079 the vulnerable. They seem to get off unharming the vulnerable, 1183 01:01:58.480 --> 01:02:01.880 and they will use any hosts that will allow them 1184 01:02:01.920 --> 01:02:04.119 to do that. I think that's the best way you 1185 01:02:04.199 --> 01:02:07.360 can phrase the phenomenon is it's easy to say all 1186 01:02:07.679 --> 01:02:11.039 A listers are evil Freemason, satanic Illuminati people who've you know, 1187 01:02:11.119 --> 01:02:14.039 hurt children for fame, and that's accurate. But it turns 1188 01:02:14.039 --> 01:02:16.320 people off and makes them go, well, that's not credible, 1189 01:02:17.000 --> 01:02:19.679 but it's it's easier to understand if you go, these 1190 01:02:19.719 --> 01:02:22.519 people are hosts and they have handlers, and they're broken 1191 01:02:22.559 --> 01:02:25.400 and they have mk ultra and doesn't mean like boohoo, 1192 01:02:25.559 --> 01:02:28.719 poor you. You know, they still have to be held 1193 01:02:28.800 --> 01:02:31.639 accountable for crimes that say their body committed. If we're 1194 01:02:31.639 --> 01:02:35.760 doing some kind of body snatchers hijack possession, you know, 1195 01:02:35.840 --> 01:02:37.719 like again I always called it like handing their keys 1196 01:02:37.760 --> 01:02:40.519 over and then something else moves in and has a 1197 01:02:40.559 --> 01:02:43.559 party and then leaves, and then they're left with that 1198 01:02:43.679 --> 01:02:46.760 blackout hangover what did I do last night? You know. Again, 1199 01:02:46.840 --> 01:02:50.320 it does not let anyone off the hook, ever, because 1200 01:02:50.920 --> 01:02:53.519 there are still things that even under the deepest, darkest 1201 01:02:53.559 --> 01:02:56.920 influence of like say the deepest darkest drug or or 1202 01:02:57.000 --> 01:02:59.599 mind control or whatever, you still would have your moral 1203 01:02:59.599 --> 01:03:01.559 compass that would say no, I will not do that, 1204 01:03:02.519 --> 01:03:05.880 you know, and that that sustains me of Like, you know, 1205 01:03:06.239 --> 01:03:10.000 there may be you know, Grammy winners out there who 1206 01:03:10.360 --> 01:03:12.280 it's just you know, when they pick up their trophy, 1207 01:03:12.320 --> 01:03:14.320 it's like I've killed a lot of kids, you know, 1208 01:03:14.519 --> 01:03:16.880 or an Oscar it's like, hey, yeah, I'm responsible for 1209 01:03:16.920 --> 01:03:19.599 a lot of deaths of innocence. And yet this is 1210 01:03:19.599 --> 01:03:23.599 something that we grotesquely still sort of uphold and celebrate. 1211 01:03:23.639 --> 01:03:25.800 And I remember going to Oscar parties and I remember 1212 01:03:26.239 --> 01:03:29.119 wanting to, you know, be in that realm and put 1213 01:03:29.119 --> 01:03:32.079 on the dress and the jokes and everything. And now 1214 01:03:32.119 --> 01:03:33.719 I look at it and I just want to puke. 1215 01:03:33.800 --> 01:03:36.519 I literally feel so sick to my stomach and so 1216 01:03:36.760 --> 01:03:39.519 sad and so angry about the whole thing that I 1217 01:03:39.679 --> 01:03:42.079 just feel a little like a Twilight Zone episode where 1218 01:03:42.119 --> 01:03:44.199 like you're one of the you know, few people that's 1219 01:03:44.239 --> 01:03:47.320 awake and everybody else's kind of like comatose, and you're 1220 01:03:47.320 --> 01:03:50.320 trying to wake them up. You're trying to you know, 1221 01:03:50.519 --> 01:03:54.199 Bomb's coming in common and Chicken little and this guy's falling, 1222 01:03:54.199 --> 01:03:55.840 and then you go, wait a minute, that's not my job. 1223 01:03:56.079 --> 01:03:57.840 That is above my pay grit. I have to I 1224 01:03:57.880 --> 01:04:00.679 have to just find ways to be awake in this 1225 01:04:01.079 --> 01:04:04.920 bizarre realm and try to navigate my own kind of 1226 01:04:05.119 --> 01:04:09.320 life stream and my connection to not only my creator 1227 01:04:09.360 --> 01:04:12.199 and my own soul, but to the people I'm supposed 1228 01:04:12.199 --> 01:04:14.800 to yeah, service to others, help you know, in some way, 1229 01:04:14.880 --> 01:04:18.480 or facilitate them in some way, or learn lessons and 1230 01:04:18.840 --> 01:04:22.360 and you know, clear karma from things that I experience 1231 01:04:22.440 --> 01:04:25.639 with them or or I don't want to say inflict 1232 01:04:25.639 --> 01:04:28.679 on them, but like bring to them sometimes, so like 1233 01:04:28.719 --> 01:04:31.079 bring to their life, like whatever kind of things we 1234 01:04:31.199 --> 01:04:34.159 crash around on each other. Those triggers are actually gifts, 1235 01:04:34.199 --> 01:04:35.840 you know, it's a dark gift. It's not when you 1236 01:04:35.880 --> 01:04:37.559 ask for you when you want it or when you're 1237 01:04:37.599 --> 01:04:41.159 happy about but your triggers and being able to learn 1238 01:04:41.239 --> 01:04:43.840 how to lean into them, release them, and understand where 1239 01:04:43.840 --> 01:04:46.119 they come from and why they're there and how they're 1240 01:04:46.159 --> 01:04:48.639 trying to keep you safe. And so that's more like 1241 01:04:48.679 --> 01:04:52.599 the psychological level, And a lot of this is psychological warfare. 1242 01:04:52.639 --> 01:04:56.719 And psychological ops or operations, so you get real strong 1243 01:04:56.800 --> 01:04:59.559 in your mind, real strong in your soul, and real 1244 01:04:59.639 --> 01:05:02.599 strong and your intuition, they cannot mess with you anymore, 1245 01:05:02.760 --> 01:05:05.239 you know, like it's your own mind and your own fear. 1246 01:05:05.400 --> 01:05:09.559 I found with Mason's especially, that they want to, you know, 1247 01:05:09.639 --> 01:05:13.079 kind of weaponize your own mind and your own fears 1248 01:05:13.119 --> 01:05:14.840 against you. And then their job is done and they 1249 01:05:14.840 --> 01:05:16.519 don't have to lift a finger. They don't have to 1250 01:05:16.519 --> 01:05:18.559 get dirty, you know, or roll up their sleeves, are 1251 01:05:18.559 --> 01:05:21.960 getting the mud, or do the work. So they do 1252 01:05:22.079 --> 01:05:25.199 kind of pick people that have, yeah, kind of a 1253 01:05:25.199 --> 01:05:29.079 fame ambition and a naivete and that's their favorite kind 1254 01:05:29.079 --> 01:05:33.280 of person of milk, you know, And that's the category 1255 01:05:33.480 --> 01:05:35.960 unfortunately fell into. And now I'm too savvy and I 1256 01:05:36.000 --> 01:05:38.440 know too much, and I'm not impressed with them, and 1257 01:05:38.800 --> 01:05:41.679 quite the opposite, I'm pretty rup pulsed. So I think 1258 01:05:41.679 --> 01:05:43.800 they just kind of, you know, two people up, spit 1259 01:05:43.840 --> 01:05:47.679 them out. That is what Hollywood does to stars anyway, 1260 01:05:48.480 --> 01:05:50.239 whether you make it in the game, or you're just 1261 01:05:50.400 --> 01:05:53.920 on the periphery or one of the supporting roles or something, 1262 01:05:54.079 --> 01:05:57.119 or you know, you're painting the sets or like, there's 1263 01:05:57.320 --> 01:05:59.320 there's a lot of stuff that goes on. And we're 1264 01:05:59.360 --> 01:06:02.239 not just talking casting couch. We're talking lots of other 1265 01:06:02.719 --> 01:06:07.480 you know, darker, dirtier, ritualistic things that that they have 1266 01:06:07.559 --> 01:06:12.559 to be stopped, you know. So look, I just love 1267 01:06:12.639 --> 01:06:14.760 to disappear forever on some level and just go beyond 1268 01:06:14.760 --> 01:06:17.039 of each and write books and even with a pen 1269 01:06:17.119 --> 01:06:19.480 name or something, and have a partner and you know, 1270 01:06:19.559 --> 01:06:22.599 maybe just go to the swim in the sea. But 1271 01:06:22.679 --> 01:06:24.920 I would never be able to live with myself knowing 1272 01:06:24.960 --> 01:06:28.800 that if I know things about these creatures and their 1273 01:06:28.960 --> 01:06:31.920 operating system and their methods and who they like to 1274 01:06:31.960 --> 01:06:34.079 target and why, and I can get that out to 1275 01:06:34.159 --> 01:06:35.800 someone who would just be like, oh yeah, I thought 1276 01:06:35.840 --> 01:06:40.599 I wanted to go, you know, write screenplays or you know, 1277 01:06:40.719 --> 01:06:44.079 be a production assistant on this film. But I'm going 1278 01:06:44.159 --> 01:06:45.639 to be real careful. I'm not going to go to 1279 01:06:45.679 --> 01:06:48.400 those partnies. I'm not going to rise up the ranks 1280 01:06:48.440 --> 01:06:51.679 too quickly, because that's where it gets heady, and the 1281 01:06:51.719 --> 01:06:54.880 money and the drugs and the offerings start coming in 1282 01:06:54.960 --> 01:06:57.920 and the soul starts becoming, you know, having they have 1283 01:06:57.960 --> 01:07:00.360 more and more of a death grip on you and 1284 01:07:00.440 --> 01:07:03.519 leverage if you're a part of them, and if you 1285 01:07:03.599 --> 01:07:05.800 do the things they do, then they think of you 1286 01:07:06.000 --> 01:07:08.880 as someone to protect, because that's that above of silence too. 1287 01:07:09.480 --> 01:07:10.960 And I could see it, like I could see it, 1288 01:07:11.000 --> 01:07:14.119 and who stepped up, you know, and who was team 1289 01:07:14.239 --> 01:07:17.280 what and who was playing what role, and like it 1290 01:07:17.360 --> 01:07:20.519 just seemed really obviously clicks into high school, you know. 1291 01:07:20.880 --> 01:07:24.519 And and that was weird too, because I'd never even 1292 01:07:24.559 --> 01:07:26.559 in high school, I just was the floater. I bounced 1293 01:07:26.599 --> 01:07:29.320 around to this group or that, and I never probably 1294 01:07:29.360 --> 01:07:31.639 really fit in or belong in anyone, but I could 1295 01:07:31.719 --> 01:07:34.360 get by and all of them. And so I never 1296 01:07:34.440 --> 01:07:39.199 understood clicks or hive mind or groups or it just didn't. 1297 01:07:39.480 --> 01:07:41.760 I guess I'm more of a lone wolf and more 1298 01:07:41.760 --> 01:07:44.480 of a free agent, and I just didn't resonate or 1299 01:07:45.199 --> 01:07:49.880 I would be the one kind of rejected or you know, yeah, exiled. 1300 01:07:50.119 --> 01:07:52.719 So there wasn't that new for me to be, you know, 1301 01:07:52.880 --> 01:07:55.599 kind of the one that was bullied. But it was 1302 01:07:55.719 --> 01:07:59.199 new for me to start seeing why I was owning 1303 01:07:59.320 --> 01:08:02.239 that there must be some sort of something that I 1304 01:08:02.320 --> 01:08:05.079 had that they wanted and not to get into my 1305 01:08:05.199 --> 01:08:07.880 ego like massive head pride about it, but to just 1306 01:08:07.960 --> 01:08:11.119 kind of start observing and just kind of go interesting. 1307 01:08:11.199 --> 01:08:15.480 And I think it's all you know, experience, and it's 1308 01:08:15.599 --> 01:08:20.279 all you know, just learning curve and then shedding old 1309 01:08:20.479 --> 01:08:22.760 programs and beliefs that no longer serve us to go 1310 01:08:22.880 --> 01:08:26.840 forward and as a humanity. And I mean, I do 1311 01:08:26.920 --> 01:08:30.680 believe our individual you know, karma and journey and soul 1312 01:08:31.159 --> 01:08:35.319 whatever or coming back to our core christ consciousness where 1313 01:08:35.439 --> 01:08:37.880 you know these things in greater shall you do Like 1314 01:08:37.960 --> 01:08:42.279 that's that's just tuning out the noise of the world 1315 01:08:42.359 --> 01:08:44.560 and the temptations of the world. And I don't mean 1316 01:08:44.600 --> 01:08:46.239 in some way of like go sit in your garden 1317 01:08:46.239 --> 01:08:47.399 with your Bible if you want to do that, and 1318 01:08:47.479 --> 01:08:49.840 that lets you up do it. You know, could be 1319 01:08:49.960 --> 01:08:52.720 go sit barefoot, you know, by a lake that could 1320 01:08:52.800 --> 01:08:54.840 let you up do it. You know, anything that brings 1321 01:08:54.880 --> 01:08:58.159 you more into your expanded self rather than you're constricted 1322 01:08:58.239 --> 01:09:01.079 daily like I gotta paybills, I die myself, you know, 1323 01:09:01.720 --> 01:09:05.560 because that's what the light feeds, the true light, not 1324 01:09:05.720 --> 01:09:09.199 the false you know, Illuminati light, but you know that's 1325 01:09:09.239 --> 01:09:12.199 more glamour or glimmer or false shine, but the true 1326 01:09:12.279 --> 01:09:16.560 light of the spirit of the soul is priceless and 1327 01:09:16.680 --> 01:09:21.159 should never be compromised for anything or anyone. And so 1328 01:09:21.239 --> 01:09:23.000 that's why I think getting the message out of like 1329 01:09:23.079 --> 01:09:25.279 whatever they do or don't do, we may or may 1330 01:09:25.319 --> 01:09:28.239 not ever know, but I think we do know. And 1331 01:09:28.279 --> 01:09:30.199 I think there's a lot of like not wanting to 1332 01:09:30.239 --> 01:09:32.479 accept it because I will have to do something about it. 1333 01:09:32.520 --> 01:09:34.920 And that probably scares a lot of people, especially people 1334 01:09:34.920 --> 01:09:37.920 with kids. You know, want to keep kids safe, but 1335 01:09:37.960 --> 01:09:40.000 they particularly want to keep their own kids safe. And 1336 01:09:40.000 --> 01:09:44.279 that's completely understandable that not everyone's here to like be 1337 01:09:44.439 --> 01:09:48.359 some kind of crusader, whistleblower toothtailler, Like I think it's 1338 01:09:48.399 --> 01:09:50.439 just more like I'm just a human telling a human 1339 01:09:50.520 --> 01:09:52.199 story that was kind of weird, had a lot of 1340 01:09:52.199 --> 01:09:55.359 plot twists and turns, and someday I hope to have 1341 01:09:57.039 --> 01:09:58.880 more of the puzzle pieces and more understanding about it. 1342 01:09:58.880 --> 01:10:01.920 But at this point, it just like getting my psyche 1343 01:10:02.079 --> 01:10:05.279 run through a meat grinder for seven years and for what, 1344 01:10:05.840 --> 01:10:12.600 you know, like for some you know, ego contests, pissing contest, 1345 01:10:12.640 --> 01:10:15.479 battle you know, over who could break me, you know, 1346 01:10:16.479 --> 01:10:20.079 and or because I pissed Oprah off, or because I 1347 01:10:20.079 --> 01:10:22.520 had crushes on John Mayer and Jared Letto and Snoop 1348 01:10:22.560 --> 01:10:25.319 and then like they start looking back and making little 1349 01:10:25.439 --> 01:10:29.239 you know, like subs, you know, like where you're like, no, 1350 01:10:29.359 --> 01:10:32.520 that's a come on, Snoop Dog didn't notice that I exist. 1351 01:10:32.960 --> 01:10:34.760 And it's like you get caught up in that. You 1352 01:10:34.800 --> 01:10:37.560 get caught up in that because we were curated and trained, 1353 01:10:37.640 --> 01:10:40.239 and I mean I grew up with that sho fame, 1354 01:10:40.399 --> 01:10:42.680 you know, with Iron Carra the theme song of I'm 1355 01:10:42.680 --> 01:10:47.000 Gonna Live Forever, I'm Gonna learn how to fly. And 1356 01:10:47.119 --> 01:10:50.359 you know, it's just like you're you want your name 1357 01:10:50.359 --> 01:10:53.840 in life, but you don't, you know, you want your 1358 01:10:53.920 --> 01:10:58.680 name and the books of trying to do your best 1359 01:10:58.800 --> 01:11:03.079 and being a good human, you don't. I mean, perfectionism 1360 01:11:03.159 --> 01:11:06.199 is so the Satanic way, right, Like they're always tweaking 1361 01:11:06.239 --> 01:11:11.399 themselves with surgeries and hormones and changing everything and instead 1362 01:11:11.399 --> 01:11:14.079 of learning how to accept and love and have you know, 1363 01:11:14.199 --> 01:11:17.039 grace for ourselves. And I even have grace for them, 1364 01:11:17.079 --> 01:11:18.840 it's I have pity for them. I have contempt for 1365 01:11:18.880 --> 01:11:21.680 them too, for the things they've done, for the cowardice 1366 01:11:21.720 --> 01:11:24.640 of not pulling together and trying to make it better. 1367 01:11:24.800 --> 01:11:28.800 You know, to just cruise along and their complacency in 1368 01:11:28.840 --> 01:11:33.640 their lives. I have deep pain over that and deep 1369 01:11:33.680 --> 01:11:37.239 agony over you know that. I know that it was 1370 01:11:37.319 --> 01:11:39.680 never my job to fix, save, rescue, or heal any 1371 01:11:39.720 --> 01:11:41.920 of them, or to rise them up back, you know, 1372 01:11:42.039 --> 01:11:45.840 into the arms of real truth or real love or 1373 01:11:45.880 --> 01:11:48.640 real creation. But it was my job to hold up 1374 01:11:48.640 --> 01:11:52.439 a mirror. And I actually kind of had fun with that. 1375 01:11:52.560 --> 01:11:55.079 And I'm honest, I don't think they did, but I did. 1376 01:11:55.840 --> 01:11:57.439 And so I did that for a while and now 1377 01:11:57.439 --> 01:12:00.119 I'm even moving away from that and just like, Okay, 1378 01:12:00.159 --> 01:12:02.119 what's the role I want to play next? And I 1379 01:12:02.159 --> 01:12:06.279 think that's what all of us, whatever, however we grew up, 1380 01:12:06.319 --> 01:12:08.680 if it was humble beginnings, if it was silver Spoon, 1381 01:12:09.720 --> 01:12:14.039 if it was you know, kind of more yeah, farm 1382 01:12:14.159 --> 01:12:17.840 league or this upper echelon, you know, very hoity toity 1383 01:12:17.880 --> 01:12:20.840 stuff like, there isn't a personal live that hasn't been 1384 01:12:20.840 --> 01:12:25.279 free masonically influenced and for the negative. And so if 1385 01:12:25.319 --> 01:12:28.800 you start taking your power back from noticing the symbolism, 1386 01:12:28.960 --> 01:12:36.600 understanding their you know, their rituals, understanding their levels, understanding 1387 01:12:36.600 --> 01:12:40.920 their hand signed language, they have nowhere to go. You know, 1388 01:12:41.000 --> 01:12:43.199 they can't go back and slither into the shadows, because 1389 01:12:43.199 --> 01:12:46.760 now the light is getting brighter, brighter and stronger and stronger, 1390 01:12:46.760 --> 01:12:49.560 and it's shining in their eyes and it's waking them 1391 01:12:49.640 --> 01:12:52.479 up out of their MK alter coma too. If they 1392 01:12:52.520 --> 01:12:55.600 have alters who've maybe this alter is an assassin, or 1393 01:12:55.600 --> 01:12:58.479 this alter is a beta kitty, or this alter you know, 1394 01:12:58.880 --> 01:13:02.840 performance and into the stadium and it frees them from 1395 01:13:02.920 --> 01:13:08.640 their you know, grip of these again demonic arconic programs 1396 01:13:09.279 --> 01:13:14.159 thought forms, the mental slavery, right, like we know Bob 1397 01:13:14.159 --> 01:13:16.479 Marley said that, and that was someone who unfortunately was 1398 01:13:16.520 --> 01:13:19.319 probably in the system too, because but you know, for 1399 01:13:19.520 --> 01:13:22.000 yourself from mental slavery, that's a good line and we'll 1400 01:13:22.119 --> 01:13:25.479 keep it no matter who wrote it and why and when. 1401 01:13:25.640 --> 01:13:28.800 But it's very prevalent for our times is to free 1402 01:13:28.840 --> 01:13:31.640 ourselves from mental slavery. We have to understand, you know, 1403 01:13:32.600 --> 01:13:34.520 I like to put it this way, but know thy enemy. 1404 01:13:34.920 --> 01:13:38.239 You know, you have to know what what the other team, 1405 01:13:38.399 --> 01:13:43.199 and I mean the darkness and the void and thevalent 1406 01:13:43.279 --> 01:13:45.079 factions that are you genesis, that do you want to 1407 01:13:45.079 --> 01:13:48.399 wipe out humanity, that do operate on greed, lust, and 1408 01:13:48.840 --> 01:13:51.920 power and blood. You know, like that's the that's not 1409 01:13:52.039 --> 01:13:54.039 the team we want to be playing for at this 1410 01:13:54.079 --> 01:13:57.239 point in our human evolution. Like that is the team 1411 01:13:57.239 --> 01:14:01.720 that needs to be and will be defeated through more 1412 01:14:01.760 --> 01:14:04.920 and more people waking up and stopping supporting them, number one, 1413 01:14:05.000 --> 01:14:07.239 Stop supporting them with your money, with your vote, with 1414 01:14:07.279 --> 01:14:11.920 your time, with your energy, you know, and stop putting 1415 01:14:11.920 --> 01:14:15.279 them on pedestals, Stop giving them your money, you know, 1416 01:14:15.319 --> 01:14:18.920 stop giving them your vote. Just stop, just like, withdraw 1417 01:14:19.000 --> 01:14:22.119 all your support from these things and have alternate forms 1418 01:14:22.119 --> 01:14:25.479 of entertainment. May sound easier said than done, because like 1419 01:14:25.520 --> 01:14:27.760 everyone wants to take their kids to Disney, but like 1420 01:14:28.159 --> 01:14:30.680 we now know too much about Disney and Nickelodeon what 1421 01:14:30.720 --> 01:14:33.520 that actually means and how those kids actually turned out, 1422 01:14:34.399 --> 01:14:37.920 and it's not good. And so it's it's the crappiest 1423 01:14:37.920 --> 01:14:40.880 place on earth. And Disney was a thirty third degree Mason, 1424 01:14:41.000 --> 01:14:44.359 and you know, so they just peel back the layers 1425 01:14:44.359 --> 01:14:46.479 of the onion and it is all the Mason onion. 1426 01:14:46.520 --> 01:14:49.600 And how you know is like they have this like 1427 01:14:49.640 --> 01:14:52.920 I said, sneer, and they think they're better than everyone, 1428 01:14:53.039 --> 01:14:56.600 and they think they're the smartest, best looking you know, 1429 01:14:57.039 --> 01:15:03.800 they're arrogant and they are violent, and they are in 1430 01:15:03.960 --> 01:15:08.279 total insecurity, vanity, and fear. So they're slaves to their own. 1431 01:15:09.199 --> 01:15:11.239 You know, they have their own mental slavery, which is 1432 01:15:11.279 --> 01:15:13.000 that they have to achieve more, They have to have 1433 01:15:13.119 --> 01:15:15.600 higher numbers in their bank account, they have to do 1434 01:15:15.680 --> 01:15:20.399 another film and another tour, and they they are worked 1435 01:15:20.720 --> 01:15:23.800 brasically basically to death, right like they are milked until 1436 01:15:23.800 --> 01:15:26.880 they're useful and then they're thrown away or exited from 1437 01:15:27.000 --> 01:15:30.760 the scene. And they have about six ways they do it. 1438 01:15:31.079 --> 01:15:33.920 They do helicopter, they do you know, bat hot tub, 1439 01:15:34.079 --> 01:15:37.319 you know, drowning or heart attacks. They do pills and overdose. 1440 01:15:37.399 --> 01:15:38.960 You can just look and you can see over and 1441 01:15:39.000 --> 01:15:41.239 over and over again from Buddy Holly and Kobe Bryant 1442 01:15:41.640 --> 01:15:43.840 and you know Matthew Perry in the hot tub and 1443 01:15:43.960 --> 01:15:46.960 Whitney Houston in the tub, and you know, they just 1444 01:15:47.279 --> 01:15:51.760 have They're not original. They are very repetitive. And if 1445 01:15:51.760 --> 01:15:53.399 you go back and back and back and back, you'll 1446 01:15:53.439 --> 01:15:55.800 see it all throughout history that this has been going 1447 01:15:55.840 --> 01:15:59.560 on and brewing. But yeah, these times as we're in 1448 01:15:59.560 --> 01:16:02.039 where they just want to take over completely and not 1449 01:16:02.159 --> 01:16:06.199 even being that subtle about the satanic agendas or that 1450 01:16:06.279 --> 01:16:09.439 they want to enslave people and have a social credit 1451 01:16:09.439 --> 01:16:11.560 system and listen to so you have to not consent, 1452 01:16:11.600 --> 01:16:13.840 and you have to Yeah, I mean not all of 1453 01:16:13.960 --> 01:16:15.439 us are going to learn to grow our own food 1454 01:16:15.479 --> 01:16:17.760 or raise chickens, and not everyone is in a position 1455 01:16:17.800 --> 01:16:21.279 to homeschool, but you know, incorporating more of those elements 1456 01:16:21.319 --> 01:16:25.119 into our daily lives so we're less and less pendant 1457 01:16:25.680 --> 01:16:29.600 and we're more interdependent, so that when things when and 1458 01:16:29.640 --> 01:16:33.359 if things do hit the fan this year, because an 1459 01:16:33.359 --> 01:16:35.800 election year, it's very charged and there's a lot of 1460 01:16:35.840 --> 01:16:38.760 secrets and truth coming out on all sides, as does 1461 01:16:38.840 --> 01:16:43.119 happen in those years. And when people realize like that's 1462 01:16:43.159 --> 01:16:46.079 a farce too, that's just another game, that's just another distraction, 1463 01:16:47.039 --> 01:16:48.920 then they're just going to want to keep it like 1464 01:16:49.039 --> 01:16:50.960 really local and simple. And I do not mean like 1465 01:16:51.000 --> 01:16:54.319 fifteen minute cities at all, you know, because we don't 1466 01:16:54.319 --> 01:16:56.159 want that. We want to we know, on our wings 1467 01:16:56.159 --> 01:16:58.800 clipped and we don't need to be, you know, micromanaged 1468 01:16:58.880 --> 01:17:03.920 everything we do. But you know, just being more in 1469 01:17:03.960 --> 01:17:07.960 your immediate environment, turning the screens off, being more in nature, 1470 01:17:08.159 --> 01:17:10.800 being you know, more present because these screens have been 1471 01:17:11.039 --> 01:17:14.720 one way they really really get us, you know, and 1472 01:17:15.000 --> 01:17:17.199 something I have to work on too. But yeah, so 1473 01:17:17.439 --> 01:17:21.159 I I really long in story and long sorter, short story, 1474 01:17:21.199 --> 01:17:24.800 longer whatever. I mean that I just know it's really 1475 01:17:24.840 --> 01:17:26.920 since I just know it's Illuminati. And the way I 1476 01:17:26.960 --> 01:17:29.359 know is the first two or three years I couldn't 1477 01:17:29.399 --> 01:17:32.399 have imagined that that were true. But as I started 1478 01:17:32.439 --> 01:17:36.520 reading into their materials, their charter stuff, there, you know, 1479 01:17:36.640 --> 01:17:39.000 a lot more UH is out there now than ever 1480 01:17:39.159 --> 01:17:42.039 was before. Then I could just correlate and correlate and 1481 01:17:42.039 --> 01:17:48.319 correlate and correlate the the comms, the strategies, the the 1482 01:17:48.359 --> 01:17:52.520 playbook as I call it. And what counters that playbook 1483 01:17:52.640 --> 01:17:54.640 is when you know it, they can't run it on you. 1484 01:17:54.840 --> 01:17:57.479 It's like if you have been scammed once by any 1485 01:17:57.479 --> 01:18:00.920 of these you know Bigerian groups who are like a 1486 01:18:00.920 --> 01:18:03.600 friend of mine was out of her you know, life savings. 1487 01:18:03.600 --> 01:18:07.119 She'd lost eighty grand in one of those military romance scams. 1488 01:18:07.199 --> 01:18:09.039 You know, if you've been scammed once, you know what 1489 01:18:09.079 --> 01:18:11.560 it is and you know who's behind it, and you 1490 01:18:11.600 --> 01:18:15.880 know they're they're steel kill destroy kind of you know 1491 01:18:16.039 --> 01:18:20.359 methodologies and how if you start getting tender or bonded 1492 01:18:20.399 --> 01:18:22.640 to a situation or a person, then they come and 1493 01:18:22.640 --> 01:18:26.199 they hammer you and they pull you in another direction 1494 01:18:26.279 --> 01:18:29.359 and they try to turn you into onto a new 1495 01:18:29.399 --> 01:18:31.600 handler and a new handler and a new potential handler. 1496 01:18:31.640 --> 01:18:34.039 Because everyone they threw them. I was like, no, thank you, 1497 01:18:34.319 --> 01:18:36.439 threw them right back, because first of all, I'm not 1498 01:18:36.439 --> 01:18:39.239 someone who's going to be handled. You know, I'm now 1499 01:18:39.279 --> 01:18:42.000 fifty three. This started when I was about forty five ish, 1500 01:18:42.000 --> 01:18:45.720 and I was already two old world weary and wise, 1501 01:18:45.960 --> 01:18:48.439 you know, even at forty five to understand to not 1502 01:18:48.600 --> 01:18:50.720 know what a scam was, what a con was, you know, 1503 01:18:50.800 --> 01:18:53.600 what it felt like, how you know, the tactics and 1504 01:18:53.720 --> 01:18:56.359 asking all the right questions and then getting redirected and 1505 01:18:56.840 --> 01:18:59.159 you know, gaslight, gang stocked whatever. Like I do what 1506 01:18:59.239 --> 01:19:02.560 those tactics were. I just didn't understand why they were, 1507 01:19:02.840 --> 01:19:04.520 you know, using them on me, and if I was 1508 01:19:04.560 --> 01:19:06.840 some kind of weird giddy pig, I didn't understand who 1509 01:19:06.880 --> 01:19:09.640 did it why? And I mean at this point, I 1510 01:19:09.720 --> 01:19:11.960 kind of don't care because it sucked and it happened, 1511 01:19:11.960 --> 01:19:16.560 and it's not even over, but it's better. And so 1512 01:19:16.640 --> 01:19:18.760 I just think people telling their stories right, telling it 1513 01:19:18.800 --> 01:19:21.079 on the micro level, the macro level. Tell it at 1514 01:19:21.119 --> 01:19:24.119 your dinner table, tell it in podcasts, tell it in 1515 01:19:24.159 --> 01:19:28.079 your conference rooms. Like it may sound weird, but the 1516 01:19:28.199 --> 01:19:31.479 more and awkward right and inappropriate even in some settings, 1517 01:19:31.479 --> 01:19:36.600 But the more people normalize talking about, you know, who 1518 01:19:36.680 --> 01:19:41.199 runs the world and what are their intentions and and 1519 01:19:41.279 --> 01:19:43.760 learning and noticing the hand signs and the signals and 1520 01:19:43.840 --> 01:19:47.079 the symbols. And there are times of year where they're 1521 01:19:47.359 --> 01:19:50.760 you know, it's their peak, holidays and stuff. That really 1522 01:19:51.119 --> 01:19:55.880 starts backing them into a corner, and it really starts 1523 01:19:56.039 --> 01:19:59.520 helping people feel more hopeful that well, yeah, they have 1524 01:19:59.560 --> 01:20:01.680 the money, you know. And I hear that a lot, 1525 01:20:01.720 --> 01:20:04.079 and it's like, yeah, but they don't have the real power, 1526 01:20:04.079 --> 01:20:07.520 which is love. They only they have money, greed, and hate, 1527 01:20:08.119 --> 01:20:11.199 and that actually diminishes their power and the grand scheme 1528 01:20:11.239 --> 01:20:13.840 of things. And people don't necessarily understand that yet or 1529 01:20:13.880 --> 01:20:15.920 see it that way because we've been so brainwashed that 1530 01:20:16.520 --> 01:20:19.600 power means, you know, you have a suit and tie 1531 01:20:19.640 --> 01:20:22.680 and you know, a microphone, but really, you know, look 1532 01:20:22.720 --> 01:20:26.399 at us now, microphones and I'm in my nightgown, and 1533 01:20:26.600 --> 01:20:29.319 you know, like we have power we have power from 1534 01:20:30.199 --> 01:20:33.039 you know, these platforms that maybe even got mocked a 1535 01:20:33.079 --> 01:20:35.800 year ago, just YouTubers. You're listening to YouTubers, you on 1536 01:20:35.880 --> 01:20:37.680 that bit shoot that rubble that's at the Q and 1537 01:20:37.720 --> 01:20:39.640 O and Mega stuff. I'm like, no, you got to 1538 01:20:39.680 --> 01:20:42.399 be able to distill a whole bunch of sources. If 1539 01:20:42.439 --> 01:20:45.199 you can watch stand INN and MSNBC and all the 1540 01:20:45.600 --> 01:20:49.560 blamestream media lies, you should go to some alternative people. 1541 01:20:49.840 --> 01:20:51.479 You should see if they're full of shit or if 1542 01:20:51.479 --> 01:20:53.640 you believe them, or if you feel they're credible. You 1543 01:20:53.680 --> 01:20:55.960 should feel into that and you should swift and sort 1544 01:20:56.000 --> 01:20:58.520 and distill and find the nuggets of truth and everything, 1545 01:20:59.199 --> 01:21:01.399 because that's what it truth journey is is you don't 1546 01:21:01.880 --> 01:21:05.479 go partisan. You don't you know, have loyalty to any 1547 01:21:05.560 --> 01:21:08.000 side of a cult that's trying to just pit people 1548 01:21:08.000 --> 01:21:10.720 against each other and divide and conquer them and label 1549 01:21:10.800 --> 01:21:14.359 them and give them diagnoses and pills like that's all 1550 01:21:14.640 --> 01:21:16.439 really not in your best interest. What is in your 1551 01:21:16.439 --> 01:21:19.359 best interest is yeah, no, the enemy. And then you 1552 01:21:19.399 --> 01:21:21.880 know you can form alliances from there around people who 1553 01:21:21.960 --> 01:21:24.079 understand what that actually means. 1554 01:21:24.560 --> 01:21:32.479 You know, my thing that I'm thinking about and I 1555 01:21:32.520 --> 01:21:35.199 know that the listeners will be thinking this probably too. 1556 01:21:37.800 --> 01:21:41.680 Are you afraid of what could happen by speaking out 1557 01:21:41.680 --> 01:21:44.000 against it? If they're stalking you and everything else. I 1558 01:21:44.039 --> 01:21:48.640 know they can say you're not important to them or whatever. 1559 01:21:48.680 --> 01:21:50.920 But if they can do this to celebrities like you 1560 01:21:51.039 --> 01:21:55.680 mentioned the guy from Chandler being from Friends, whatever his 1561 01:21:55.800 --> 01:21:59.439 name is, yes, yes, what would prevent them the right 1562 01:21:59.560 --> 01:22:00.000 to you? 1563 01:22:00.439 --> 01:22:03.840 I'll tell you why. I never got in Okay, So 1564 01:22:03.880 --> 01:22:07.439 I never took any vows of silence. I never took 1565 01:22:07.439 --> 01:22:11.079 any payoffs. I never had any offers, even because like 1566 01:22:11.279 --> 01:22:14.560 the more they tried to throw weird temptations at me, 1567 01:22:14.600 --> 01:22:16.479 the more I was just kind of like pumping the brakes. 1568 01:22:17.039 --> 01:22:21.680 So they have a weird sort of thiefs honor that 1569 01:22:21.840 --> 01:22:25.199 you know, they took the vows. If they want to 1570 01:22:25.199 --> 01:22:27.399 offer me as a sacrifice, you know, I think at 1571 01:22:27.399 --> 01:22:29.239 this point I have been so vocal it would be 1572 01:22:29.359 --> 01:22:32.880 very clear who killed me and why. Right, So there's 1573 01:22:32.920 --> 01:22:35.640 that that's a little bit of subwhat leverage. But I 1574 01:22:35.640 --> 01:22:38.079 think they've diminished my voice so much on so many 1575 01:22:38.079 --> 01:22:41.560 platforms that like this might get seen five hundred one thousand, 1576 01:22:41.600 --> 01:22:44.479 if we're lucky, five thousand times, So that's nothing to them, right, 1577 01:22:44.640 --> 01:22:48.479 Like their news cycle is turning and churning every minute 1578 01:22:48.680 --> 01:22:50.960 and they're always pumping out new until that people are 1579 01:22:51.079 --> 01:22:53.600 like locking onto Like my voice will go where it 1580 01:22:53.600 --> 01:22:54.960 needs to go and do what it needs to do. 1581 01:22:54.960 --> 01:22:57.239 I have faith in that, and I hope it takes off. 1582 01:22:57.279 --> 01:23:00.439 That'd be amazing. But I think that they are not 1583 01:23:00.560 --> 01:23:05.600 afraid of me. They they think they've subdued me, and 1584 01:23:05.640 --> 01:23:09.720 then when I get vocal, they get quiet and they process. 1585 01:23:09.840 --> 01:23:13.399 And I think there's one thing they really pride themselves 1586 01:23:13.479 --> 01:23:17.640 on is valuing intelligence. And if they find intelligence and 1587 01:23:17.680 --> 01:23:20.359 a human, they're gonna not leave you alone. They're still 1588 01:23:20.359 --> 01:23:22.720 going to torment you. But there there was a weird 1589 01:23:22.760 --> 01:23:25.760 grudging respect for intelligence, is what I want to say. Okay, 1590 01:23:26.319 --> 01:23:28.760 And so if they do, they do, you know, I 1591 01:23:28.760 --> 01:23:30.880 feel like again, I kind of feel like they won't 1592 01:23:31.439 --> 01:23:33.279 and if they would have, they would have. And I'm 1593 01:23:33.279 --> 01:23:35.640 not in their club and I never got in their club, 1594 01:23:35.680 --> 01:23:38.159 and I am. I do my prayers and my protection 1595 01:23:38.279 --> 01:23:42.720 and stuff. I lived in a state of complete paranoia 1596 01:23:42.760 --> 01:23:45.359 and fear that that would happen until I kind of 1597 01:23:45.399 --> 01:23:50.239 realized if it does, I can't stop it being vocal. 1598 01:23:50.239 --> 01:23:51.760 It may not speed it up. It may speed it up, 1599 01:23:51.800 --> 01:23:54.000 but it may help again save a kid somewhere from 1600 01:23:54.359 --> 01:23:57.239 falling into that fame trap or into the you know, 1601 01:23:57.359 --> 01:24:00.039 the ciletity crush world, which is just they're out to 1602 01:24:00.039 --> 01:24:02.920 crush you. They catfish in their own fan base. Like 1603 01:24:02.960 --> 01:24:06.359 they're really vile and they're really stunted. Right, So if 1604 01:24:06.439 --> 01:24:10.399 they love attention, they love anybody giving them attention, whether 1605 01:24:10.439 --> 01:24:13.199 it's negative or positive. Right, So, do I think they're 1606 01:24:13.199 --> 01:24:15.800 gonna kill me? Maybe eventually, you know, if they get 1607 01:24:15.840 --> 01:24:19.159 sick of my mouth, you know, But I think right 1608 01:24:19.199 --> 01:24:24.039 now there's enough curiosity and a little bit of, like 1609 01:24:24.079 --> 01:24:26.920 I said, biggrudging respect, like they don't want to, but 1610 01:24:27.000 --> 01:24:31.960 it's part of their religion that they respect intelligence. So 1611 01:24:32.840 --> 01:24:34.880 you know, if you're not going to use that intelligence 1612 01:24:35.000 --> 01:24:38.279 for them and their agendas, then yes, there's probably a 1613 01:24:38.359 --> 01:24:41.199 less you know, because they don't respect much. I'm telling 1614 01:24:41.199 --> 01:24:43.399 you right now. They don't respect life. They don't respect 1615 01:24:43.880 --> 01:24:46.479 you know, women. They certainly don't respect women because they're 1616 01:24:46.479 --> 01:24:49.000 all trying to dress like us and wear women's face 1617 01:24:49.039 --> 01:24:51.720 and trying to wipe out like a natural born woman 1618 01:24:51.880 --> 01:24:54.560 and get us to do all kinds of alterations to 1619 01:24:54.600 --> 01:24:57.439 our bodies, so we look like adolescent boys, right, So 1620 01:24:57.479 --> 01:25:01.960 they do hate us, you know, but they also like 1621 01:25:01.960 --> 01:25:04.560 like to study you and see what you're going to do, 1622 01:25:05.000 --> 01:25:09.079 and that's that may have more value to them than 1623 01:25:09.119 --> 01:25:11.680 my death at this point, and that might change. 1624 01:25:12.720 --> 01:25:15.960 I was just thinking, like, there's always the jokes that 1625 01:25:16.000 --> 01:25:20.720 get passed around about with Clinton's because yeah, you cross 1626 01:25:20.800 --> 01:25:22.479 them and you always end up with two bullet holes 1627 01:25:22.479 --> 01:25:24.880 in the back of your head. But you're a you 1628 01:25:25.079 --> 01:25:27.199 suicide it yourself, You've done it yourself. 1629 01:25:27.720 --> 01:25:31.000 Yeah, it's so easy for them to, you know, go 1630 01:25:31.039 --> 01:25:33.560 after people in their inner circle who really know stuff. 1631 01:25:33.560 --> 01:25:35.520 Like I've never been to any rituals with these people. 1632 01:25:35.640 --> 01:25:38.199 Everything I say is you know, just from research and 1633 01:25:38.279 --> 01:25:41.680 from from being cyber, you know, kind of tormented. So 1634 01:25:42.239 --> 01:25:44.600 they can just dismiss me as crazy. They can dismiss 1635 01:25:44.640 --> 01:25:46.520 me as someone who's just made up all this in 1636 01:25:46.600 --> 01:25:49.479 her head, and that's easy for them. And I'm not 1637 01:25:49.560 --> 01:25:51.720 taking any of them to court. And they've never sued 1638 01:25:51.720 --> 01:25:53.840 any you know me for any of the things I've said. 1639 01:25:54.560 --> 01:25:57.279 So I have, you know, receipts, I have, I have 1640 01:25:57.359 --> 01:25:59.920 things proving that what I've told you tonight are true, 1641 01:26:00.079 --> 01:26:02.359 and other podcasts have shown them on the screen and stuff, 1642 01:26:02.720 --> 01:26:05.279 So I think there's there's a like. I mean, when 1643 01:26:05.279 --> 01:26:09.239 I found out even Whistleblower note in and Whistleblower massage 1644 01:26:09.279 --> 01:26:11.840 our Masons and they're playing their roles, I realized, Okay, 1645 01:26:11.880 --> 01:26:15.039 but this is all a game amongst them. And they 1646 01:26:15.079 --> 01:26:18.199 still never initiated me or like stuck me in a 1647 01:26:18.199 --> 01:26:21.159 cuff and with graveyard dirt, or or maybe have a 1648 01:26:21.319 --> 01:26:23.479 you know, a gang rape initiation. I mean this, They 1649 01:26:23.760 --> 01:26:25.720 they have things that you have to do to actually 1650 01:26:25.760 --> 01:26:29.039 be in the club, right, I mean, having feelings for 1651 01:26:29.079 --> 01:26:30.920 people in the club is not going to get you 1652 01:26:30.960 --> 01:26:35.159 in the club, you know, so thank god. But but yeah, 1653 01:26:35.159 --> 01:26:38.640 they have they have pretty you know, strict rules themselves, 1654 01:26:39.119 --> 01:26:42.359 even though they're chaos mongers and they don't respect like 1655 01:26:42.399 --> 01:26:45.760 the rule of law or rule of you know, like 1656 01:26:46.079 --> 01:26:49.640 God's rule. You know. They they have their own weird rules. 1657 01:26:49.680 --> 01:26:53.439 And if someone is is not initiated, has not taken 1658 01:26:53.479 --> 01:26:56.239 any valve, has not or oath or done any of 1659 01:26:56.279 --> 01:26:58.960 the ritual, like I'm untouchable. That is the word that 1660 01:26:59.079 --> 01:27:02.199 is used for people like me, not that they couldn't 1661 01:27:02.199 --> 01:27:04.000 they could stuff my life out. I mean, I'm not 1662 01:27:04.000 --> 01:27:06.600 saying that, but like my soul is untouchable, do you 1663 01:27:06.640 --> 01:27:09.319 know what I mean? And that's a bafflement to them 1664 01:27:09.319 --> 01:27:11.800 as well. That's something that confuses them because they're all 1665 01:27:11.840 --> 01:27:15.239 pretty compromised, and they were easily you know, they were 1666 01:27:15.279 --> 01:27:16.079 easily led there. 1667 01:27:17.560 --> 01:27:20.680 I think it just kind of boils down to kind 1668 01:27:20.680 --> 01:27:22.560 of much you touch base on just a second ago. 1669 01:27:22.680 --> 01:27:30.640 Is you're not anyone famous, Like you're not prevalent within 1670 01:27:30.720 --> 01:27:31.239 their circle. 1671 01:27:31.279 --> 01:27:31.560 You're not. 1672 01:27:33.640 --> 01:27:35.640 So for them. But that's where I kind of go 1673 01:27:35.720 --> 01:27:39.199 back to it too, is if you're not that important, 1674 01:27:39.199 --> 01:27:40.399 than they don't have to worry about it. But if 1675 01:27:40.399 --> 01:27:42.800 you start making too much noise, it's going to be 1676 01:27:42.840 --> 01:27:44.520 easy for them to make it look like you wrecked 1677 01:27:44.560 --> 01:27:45.039 in a car. 1678 01:27:46.039 --> 01:27:48.119 Yeah, oh believe me, that's exactly what I think they 1679 01:27:48.159 --> 01:27:52.399 would do. Like exactly because for for months before my 1680 01:27:52.479 --> 01:27:54.760 car actually did die and I just couldn't afford to 1681 01:27:54.760 --> 01:27:58.079 replace it, I kept hearing car crash sounds. So I 1682 01:27:58.119 --> 01:28:00.119 think that is one of their preferred methods, right to 1683 01:28:00.119 --> 01:28:03.119 get rid of someone who's too mouthy and browdy and noisy. 1684 01:28:03.359 --> 01:28:06.000 But right now, I think they're still trying to flip me, 1685 01:28:06.199 --> 01:28:09.960 and they still think they could use me in some way, 1686 01:28:10.159 --> 01:28:12.920 so they poured a lot of time, energy, money and 1687 01:28:14.399 --> 01:28:16.760 whatever and to trying to make me an asset and 1688 01:28:16.800 --> 01:28:20.479 a liability. So I think they're you know, until unless 1689 01:28:20.560 --> 01:28:22.279 they and they have other fish to fry right now, 1690 01:28:22.319 --> 01:28:26.920 and certainly not a priority. But yeah, I think I 1691 01:28:27.039 --> 01:28:30.239 probably do put myself at further risk by being more vocal, 1692 01:28:30.520 --> 01:28:34.600 or it saves me and protects me more. I think 1693 01:28:34.920 --> 01:28:38.840 energetically it protects me more because it's me empowering myself 1694 01:28:38.840 --> 01:28:41.079 and my own voice and telling my own narrative and 1695 01:28:41.079 --> 01:28:44.000 my own truth and my own story rather than the 1696 01:28:44.119 --> 01:28:47.720 she's crazy dismissal that they would prefer to throw at me. 1697 01:28:48.279 --> 01:28:50.600 So so I don't really, I mean, honestly, at the 1698 01:28:50.640 --> 01:28:52.840 end of the day, I have now. I tried to 1699 01:28:52.920 --> 01:28:55.680 kill myself when I was thirty three, was in the 1700 01:28:55.720 --> 01:28:57.399 car in the garage when my first book was called 1701 01:28:57.479 --> 01:29:00.399 Lipstick and Thongs in the looney bin, right, And so 1702 01:29:00.520 --> 01:29:03.039 they do a whole lot of mental health stuff and 1703 01:29:03.319 --> 01:29:05.279 mental wellness stuff, which is what I had all wrapped 1704 01:29:05.279 --> 01:29:07.800 in too, dear human empowerment movement. I pretty much gave 1705 01:29:07.840 --> 01:29:09.800 them the blueprint and then gave it all, you know, 1706 01:29:09.880 --> 01:29:13.359 to different people and different puzzle pieces of that. So 1707 01:29:13.600 --> 01:29:15.760 you know what they'll they'll do is they'll take your idea, 1708 01:29:16.000 --> 01:29:18.439 they'll cut you out of loop, and then they'll taunt 1709 01:29:18.479 --> 01:29:20.680 you with it and haunt you with it. So in 1710 01:29:20.800 --> 01:29:23.000 their minds, not only am I not much of a threat, 1711 01:29:23.039 --> 01:29:25.199 I'm someone that they've been able to make into a. 1712 01:29:25.239 --> 01:29:38.279 Joke basically for me, like I struggle understanding the cult 1713 01:29:38.399 --> 01:29:40.800 rituals in general, Like I don't understand how someone could 1714 01:29:40.800 --> 01:29:43.960 get involved in clear aspects to things that people do. 1715 01:29:44.079 --> 01:29:49.119 But yeah, when it comes to things like this and 1716 01:29:49.159 --> 01:29:53.439 this is I'm not involved, but this is just an 1717 01:29:53.439 --> 01:29:56.399 outsider looging an and listening to what you're saying, it's 1718 01:29:56.439 --> 01:29:58.880 hard to comprehend how people can be involved in something 1719 01:29:58.960 --> 01:30:01.439 like that. But the same time, and this I can 1720 01:30:01.479 --> 01:30:04.279 relate it back to something that I'm doing. There is 1721 01:30:04.319 --> 01:30:08.399 a lot of gatekeeping within this podcast realm, I've noticed, 1722 01:30:08.840 --> 01:30:12.039 and there is a lot of different things, like a 1723 01:30:12.079 --> 01:30:15.439 lot of people would not probably interview you because it 1724 01:30:15.479 --> 01:30:17.399 goes against their status quote they don't want to do 1725 01:30:17.399 --> 01:30:21.560 anything you mentioned. Views on YouTube basically like people watching 1726 01:30:22.319 --> 01:30:25.720 I can say, like my channel on YouTube alone is 1727 01:30:25.720 --> 01:30:28.079 not very strong because I've had stuff banned on there 1728 01:30:28.119 --> 01:30:32.880 for things that that was talked about. So and there's 1729 01:30:33.319 --> 01:30:36.600 other channels that put out I don't want to sound 1730 01:30:36.600 --> 01:30:40.439 like a dick, but worst content than what I'm putting. Oh, 1731 01:30:42.600 --> 01:30:46.239 there's stuff like explodes and I'm like, how is this possible? 1732 01:30:46.399 --> 01:30:52.520 Because but I think my stuff isn't pushed out to 1733 01:30:53.039 --> 01:30:55.720 like people's not suggested to them. The algorithm doesn't play 1734 01:30:55.760 --> 01:30:58.479 in my favor because of the stuff that I put 1735 01:30:58.479 --> 01:30:59.119 on my channel. 1736 01:31:00.039 --> 01:31:02.439 Yeah, they don't want you to be exposing their men 1737 01:31:02.479 --> 01:31:05.840 and black stuff. Basically that's what you're doing. 1738 01:31:06.239 --> 01:31:09.279 Like any I've had weird conspiracy stuff. I've had Colt stuff, 1739 01:31:09.319 --> 01:31:13.479 I've had obviously lots of different things, UFO stuff. There's 1740 01:31:13.520 --> 01:31:17.000 a lot of topics we've dived into. And one of 1741 01:31:17.079 --> 01:31:20.319 the things that got me banned was mentioning and I 1742 01:31:20.359 --> 01:31:21.960 have to be careful how I word this, it will 1743 01:31:21.960 --> 01:31:24.560 still get me banned. But things that happened within twenty 1744 01:31:24.600 --> 01:31:27.159 twenty and twenty twenty one where they were forcing people 1745 01:31:27.159 --> 01:31:33.039 to do stuff to battle Beast era stuff, and absolutely 1746 01:31:33.159 --> 01:31:36.439 if you mentioned that, you're automatically flagged and taken down 1747 01:31:37.319 --> 01:31:38.239 because it goes. 1748 01:31:38.079 --> 01:31:42.239 To you everything you need to know, no know, it 1749 01:31:42.239 --> 01:31:44.399 tells you that everything we've just been talking about is 1750 01:31:44.399 --> 01:31:47.000 one hundred percent true, because why are they trying to 1751 01:31:47.039 --> 01:31:51.000 silence people exactly telling the truth. You're trying to expose. 1752 01:31:51.039 --> 01:31:53.600 You're pulling the curtain and you're seeing the man behind 1753 01:31:53.640 --> 01:31:55.680 the curtain and you're going, hey, that guy's you know, 1754 01:31:55.720 --> 01:31:58.720 pulling some lovers over here. They don't want that out. 1755 01:31:58.760 --> 01:32:01.920 They want to control that verse tightly. That said, for 1756 01:32:01.920 --> 01:32:04.640 some reason I'm able to talk. I think there might 1757 01:32:04.680 --> 01:32:07.880 be some I will go so far as to say 1758 01:32:07.920 --> 01:32:11.119 maybe some guilt at like you know that I should 1759 01:32:11.119 --> 01:32:12.920 have been dead by now and I'm not and why 1760 01:32:12.960 --> 01:32:15.920 am I not? And then feeling like all the cruel 1761 01:32:16.000 --> 01:32:18.840 tactics they used to get me to that place of 1762 01:32:18.920 --> 01:32:22.399 wanting to you know, delete or whatever or I'm alive 1763 01:32:22.520 --> 01:32:25.600 or how we say it anymore like that is is 1764 01:32:25.640 --> 01:32:28.359 something that when it didn't work, now they're they're in 1765 01:32:28.399 --> 01:32:32.159 this like, well now what you know? So so by 1766 01:32:32.199 --> 01:32:34.159 no means, I think they're buying me a beach house 1767 01:32:34.239 --> 01:32:35.880 to make up for you know, treating me like crap 1768 01:32:35.920 --> 01:32:38.479 for seven years. But but they'll they'll back up a 1769 01:32:38.479 --> 01:32:40.439 little and let me tell my side of things to 1770 01:32:40.520 --> 01:32:42.560 a certain extent, and then I might get a thread 1771 01:32:42.640 --> 01:32:45.239 or I might get you know, helicopters buzzed my little 1772 01:32:45.279 --> 01:32:48.479 apartment again. But you know, I just at this point, 1773 01:32:48.640 --> 01:32:51.079 I've said what I've said, I've lived what I've lived, 1774 01:32:51.079 --> 01:32:54.479 I've shared it. It's out there. So yeah, if I 1775 01:32:54.520 --> 01:32:57.840 did go missing, people would know. And I don't think 1776 01:32:57.920 --> 01:33:01.680 that's gonna happen because I have I do have pretty 1777 01:33:01.680 --> 01:33:06.399 strong protection. But I can't control it either. You know, 1778 01:33:06.520 --> 01:33:08.399 I'll figure if I'm going home, I'm going home. I'll 1779 01:33:08.439 --> 01:33:10.439 go see my nana. She's been waiting for me since 1780 01:33:10.520 --> 01:33:14.439 the nineties. I don't fear death. I talk to you know, 1781 01:33:14.479 --> 01:33:17.079 spirit all the time, and I think death is just 1782 01:33:17.119 --> 01:33:20.079 a rebirth back home. I'm not rushing there, and I'm 1783 01:33:20.079 --> 01:33:22.880 not trying to make it happen anytime sooner. But you know, 1784 01:33:22.920 --> 01:33:25.159 if you try to kind of off yourself when you're 1785 01:33:25.239 --> 01:33:27.560 thirty three and now you're fifty three, I got twenty 1786 01:33:27.560 --> 01:33:29.760 bonus years, and if I get twenty more, so be it. 1787 01:33:29.880 --> 01:33:32.520 If I get twenty more days, so be it. You know, 1788 01:33:33.319 --> 01:33:37.520 I really mean that, like I'm really there, and that again, 1789 01:33:37.600 --> 01:33:40.560 that doesn't mean I'm going to go you know, dancing 1790 01:33:40.560 --> 01:33:44.720 on razor blades or jumping out of buildings or testing 1791 01:33:44.760 --> 01:33:46.800 the theory. But yeah, the car thing is funny you 1792 01:33:46.800 --> 01:33:49.479 said that because that is one of the ways that 1793 01:33:49.520 --> 01:33:51.479 they do a lot of black magic. They'll give people 1794 01:33:51.560 --> 01:33:54.359 heart attacks, strokes, and car accidents. So a lot of 1795 01:33:54.399 --> 01:33:58.960 those are not natural. They are supernatural. And so now 1796 01:33:59.000 --> 01:34:02.000 I uber a lot I walk. I don't even own 1797 01:34:02.000 --> 01:34:04.119 a car at the moment till I feel like that 1798 01:34:04.159 --> 01:34:08.840 one has subsided. But they do certain, yeah, certain things 1799 01:34:08.880 --> 01:34:11.439 to try to scare you and shut you up, and 1800 01:34:11.439 --> 01:34:14.880 then when they realize it's not gonna then they will 1801 01:34:14.920 --> 01:34:17.520 just go into quiet observer mode. I have noticed, you know, 1802 01:34:17.640 --> 01:34:20.680 so instead of bombardment, which then then I will come 1803 01:34:20.720 --> 01:34:24.239 out with something kind of forceful and clear, and then 1804 01:34:24.319 --> 01:34:27.000 it does make them skitter a little bit like cockroaches, 1805 01:34:27.680 --> 01:34:30.760 you know, when the lights turned on. So I'm not, 1806 01:34:30.840 --> 01:34:32.800 by no means cocky like do I think they could 1807 01:34:32.880 --> 01:34:36.319 and may eventually take me out short, But I'm gonna 1808 01:34:36.560 --> 01:34:37.640 I'm gonna go down swinging. 1809 01:34:40.640 --> 01:34:44.359 Yeah, that's for me. That would be my biggest fear 1810 01:34:44.600 --> 01:34:48.319 is when you rock the boat too much, you're gonna 1811 01:34:48.359 --> 01:34:50.479 just start drawing attention to things. So I've worried about 1812 01:34:50.479 --> 01:34:52.920 that myself doing the show of like how much attention 1813 01:34:52.960 --> 01:34:54.680 am I going to draw it to myself? Because I 1814 01:34:54.760 --> 01:34:58.760 have obviously a family and everything else too that I 1815 01:34:58.880 --> 01:35:03.319 do like this, I do a podcast for my own Like, 1816 01:35:03.640 --> 01:35:06.319 I'm curious about things because based off the stuff's went 1817 01:35:06.359 --> 01:35:10.520 on in my life. But at what point is it 1818 01:35:10.600 --> 01:35:15.560 going to get to the where I'm going to ruffle 1819 01:35:15.600 --> 01:35:16.600 too many feathers? 1820 01:35:17.079 --> 01:35:18.760 You shouldn't worry about that, and I'll tell you why. 1821 01:35:18.880 --> 01:35:21.319 Of course, I understand that you're in Papa Bear protective 1822 01:35:21.359 --> 01:35:25.039 mode of your family. Okay, so that's I'm not invalidating that, 1823 01:35:26.760 --> 01:35:29.960 but we cannot live in fear. You cannot let them 1824 01:35:30.000 --> 01:35:32.199 win because if we live in fear, they win, right, 1825 01:35:32.279 --> 01:35:35.039 And so I had to get past that. And I'm 1826 01:35:35.039 --> 01:35:36.960 not saying that I don't think that that's something you 1827 01:35:36.960 --> 01:35:40.239 have to process through. And there's real you know weight 1828 01:35:40.279 --> 01:35:44.399 there of you know, risk versus reward, especially if it's 1829 01:35:44.399 --> 01:35:46.279 just more something you're doing ont of a hobby and 1830 01:35:46.359 --> 01:35:48.760 not out of like a conviction or a cause. Right, 1831 01:35:49.239 --> 01:35:52.079 But but you know you want to believe that your 1832 01:35:52.119 --> 01:35:54.920 family is protected because if you're doing the right thing 1833 01:35:54.920 --> 01:35:57.159 and telling the truth is always the right thing, and 1834 01:35:57.479 --> 01:36:01.119 giving people a voice who are invulnerable spaces there have 1835 01:36:01.319 --> 01:36:04.079 been or who have you know, a story that speaks 1836 01:36:04.119 --> 01:36:06.920 truth to power or whatever, that is the right thing, Brandon. 1837 01:36:07.000 --> 01:36:10.439 And so for me, that says automatically, and it doesn't 1838 01:36:10.439 --> 01:36:12.159 mean don't have a ring camera or maybe a gun 1839 01:36:12.239 --> 01:36:14.560 or something or a plan, but like it says to 1840 01:36:14.600 --> 01:36:18.239 me that you have divine protection and dispensation to do 1841 01:36:18.319 --> 01:36:22.119 this work. And if it becomes too uncomfortable or too 1842 01:36:22.239 --> 01:36:24.920 risky or too scary and you don't feel good about it, 1843 01:36:24.920 --> 01:36:28.800 then you stop. That's all, you know. 1844 01:36:30.159 --> 01:36:32.319 There's been times where I've already questioned doing it just 1845 01:36:32.359 --> 01:36:37.359 because not even to do with this, but like just 1846 01:36:37.560 --> 01:36:40.119 other things that have happened the making me question is 1847 01:36:40.159 --> 01:36:41.760 it even worth them? But at the same time I 1848 01:36:41.800 --> 01:36:46.039 feel like I need to do it. I don't understand 1849 01:36:46.039 --> 01:36:47.920 why I say it that way, but like that's. 1850 01:36:47.760 --> 01:36:50.359 Just well, you're compelled. Yeah, you're compelled in a good way, right, 1851 01:36:50.399 --> 01:36:55.279 Like not compelled like compulsion, but just a conviction from 1852 01:36:55.279 --> 01:36:59.119 your soul. Is probably feeling a call to do it, 1853 01:36:59.159 --> 01:37:03.279 and then I think the comfort level you'll get to, 1854 01:37:03.319 --> 01:37:05.239 in the confidence level you'll get to, is like you 1855 01:37:05.319 --> 01:37:07.680 have really good guests who have really good things to say, 1856 01:37:08.079 --> 01:37:11.359 and that may be a very small sliver of people 1857 01:37:11.399 --> 01:37:13.760 who will be drawn to that or share it or 1858 01:37:14.239 --> 01:37:17.640 even get it. But that's quality, not quantity. And you 1859 01:37:17.680 --> 01:37:19.239 don't have to worry about like am I going to 1860 01:37:19.319 --> 01:37:21.680 blow up? Am I gonna get on these radars too? 1861 01:37:21.720 --> 01:37:24.680 Because no, because you're smarter than I was. Number one. 1862 01:37:24.800 --> 01:37:27.560 Then you're asking the right questions now and you don't 1863 01:37:27.600 --> 01:37:30.880 have like a weak spot or a desire to be 1864 01:37:31.039 --> 01:37:33.439 in that realm, so that I think also protects you. 1865 01:37:33.479 --> 01:37:35.640 Like you're just an interviewer, man, and I'm just bringing 1866 01:37:35.640 --> 01:37:37.439 a story that could be true or it could be 1867 01:37:37.520 --> 01:37:40.840 totally made up, you know, imagination shit in my head. 1868 01:37:41.119 --> 01:37:44.680 But whoever needs to hear it will hear it. Whoever 1869 01:37:44.720 --> 01:37:47.399 needs to or feels compelled to share it and say, hey, 1870 01:37:47.399 --> 01:37:49.199 what do you think about this? Or yeah, that one's 1871 01:37:49.239 --> 01:37:52.479 crazy or that one's got some you know, truths, and 1872 01:37:52.720 --> 01:37:54.439 and you sift in you sort. I want you to 1873 01:37:54.479 --> 01:37:57.159 even sift and sort what I'm saying and take it 1874 01:37:57.199 --> 01:37:58.760 all with a grain of salt, because you know, I 1875 01:37:59.279 --> 01:38:02.239 lived in I have questions, so I get that, and 1876 01:38:02.239 --> 01:38:04.680 I don't take that personally at all. I think that's 1877 01:38:04.720 --> 01:38:07.960 what we all should be doing, is questioning narratives, questioning 1878 01:38:08.560 --> 01:38:12.520 our own place on this earth and our voice and 1879 01:38:12.560 --> 01:38:15.680 what we have to share, and how we serve that 1880 01:38:15.760 --> 01:38:18.319 light and that spark inside us and do it in 1881 01:38:18.359 --> 01:38:21.359 away with some dignity, integrity, and honor. And that isn't 1882 01:38:21.399 --> 01:38:24.800 going to always get you views and likes, but it 1883 01:38:24.920 --> 01:38:27.039 will always get the right people in the right kinds 1884 01:38:27.039 --> 01:38:30.439 of seeds. Planet and discussion is going. And I believe 1885 01:38:30.439 --> 01:38:32.920 in that kind of grass movements thing of things growing 1886 01:38:33.000 --> 01:38:35.800 organically over time, because you know what happens if they 1887 01:38:35.960 --> 01:38:39.159 go and become an overnight sensation and get that fame 1888 01:38:39.199 --> 01:38:41.960 too fast, that's when they hook them, you know, so 1889 01:38:42.840 --> 01:38:45.920 low and slow and you know exactly, you know, I 1890 01:38:46.079 --> 01:38:47.960 just don't go to any parties, man, You don't go 1891 01:38:48.000 --> 01:38:50.720 to any parties. You don't go to any parties ever. 1892 01:38:50.640 --> 01:38:53.920 With these I already know of a few people within 1893 01:38:54.399 --> 01:38:57.119 the communities that I deal with that are that way. 1894 01:38:57.279 --> 01:38:59.800 So it is, yeah, very. 1895 01:38:59.600 --> 01:39:03.119 Accurately, Yeah, sve them, give them a lot of space. 1896 01:39:03.159 --> 01:39:05.640 They're like cockroaches and rattlers. They'll let you know if 1897 01:39:05.640 --> 01:39:06.439 they're going to hurt you. 1898 01:39:07.039 --> 01:39:09.600 I didn't start this podcast for fame or fortune. I 1899 01:39:09.640 --> 01:39:12.000 literally started it because I had questions and I felt 1900 01:39:12.000 --> 01:39:15.279 like I had nothing better to do because of reasons whatever, 1901 01:39:15.560 --> 01:39:17.880 And this is my way of helping people. 1902 01:39:19.239 --> 01:39:21.359 And you're doing great at it, and you are such 1903 01:39:21.359 --> 01:39:25.960 a good host, and you have good topics and great questions, 1904 01:39:26.039 --> 01:39:28.199 and thank you for letting me ramble at you. So 1905 01:39:28.359 --> 01:39:30.600 I appreciate it. And yeah, ham me back for a 1906 01:39:30.640 --> 01:39:31.600 part two anytime, man. 1907 01:39:32.840 --> 01:39:37.520 Definitely, I'm gonna wrap this up with a couple questions. 1908 01:39:37.560 --> 01:39:44.159 But basically, you said that you were being black balled. Yeah, 1909 01:39:44.319 --> 01:39:48.159 what were they doing that you could consider being black balled? 1910 01:39:48.199 --> 01:39:50.960 Because I've had people that I've had on my show 1911 01:39:51.000 --> 01:39:54.159 that they have been recent guests, and I thought everything 1912 01:39:54.239 --> 01:39:58.720 was fine, everything can like was going fine. I don't 1913 01:39:58.720 --> 01:40:00.720 talk to anyone outside of the show, show or whatever 1914 01:40:00.840 --> 01:40:03.399 like that, like I but now I don't hear back 1915 01:40:03.439 --> 01:40:05.840 from certain people. So I've wondered if the podcast realm 1916 01:40:05.840 --> 01:40:07.399 as people just want to come on here and use 1917 01:40:07.439 --> 01:40:12.680 it to try and better their own selves. But I 1918 01:40:12.680 --> 01:40:15.399 don't like I'm saying, like what does what do they 1919 01:40:15.439 --> 01:40:17.079 do to you? Because I feel like now people are 1920 01:40:17.279 --> 01:40:19.239 ignoring me and I don't know what. 1921 01:40:20.000 --> 01:40:22.600 So it's like, yeah, it's it's a very distinct feeling 1922 01:40:22.600 --> 01:40:25.960 of being shunned, and it's a very distinct feeling of 1923 01:40:26.000 --> 01:40:29.000 every door slamming in your face. And what you may 1924 01:40:29.039 --> 01:40:31.479 be talking about is a phenomenon I've noticed just in general, 1925 01:40:31.560 --> 01:40:34.520 if people are really pissed for communicators and they don't 1926 01:40:34.600 --> 01:40:38.920 seem to get back to you or close a loop 1927 01:40:38.960 --> 01:40:41.960 of a conversation, or like I was just trained that way. 1928 01:40:42.000 --> 01:40:43.800 I was trained, you know, and worked in a bunch 1929 01:40:43.800 --> 01:40:46.520 of offices too of like expedient, you know, quick clear 1930 01:40:46.560 --> 01:40:50.479 communication was the desired thing, you know, and you and 1931 01:40:50.520 --> 01:40:52.279 I have had that even just in setting this up, 1932 01:40:52.319 --> 01:40:54.640 I appreciate that style about you. I have that style. 1933 01:40:55.039 --> 01:40:56.720 I think that's going by the way said so that 1934 01:40:56.800 --> 01:40:58.760 might be one level of what you're dealing with, But 1935 01:40:58.840 --> 01:41:00.920 in what I was dealing with, it was sort of 1936 01:41:00.960 --> 01:41:04.520 like I couldn't find housing, I couldn't find jobs, I 1937 01:41:04.560 --> 01:41:08.199 couldn't get my book into the world. Further, I felt 1938 01:41:08.239 --> 01:41:11.600 stymied at every thought, like there was someone who bought 1939 01:41:11.600 --> 01:41:15.399 out the publishing agency. My publicist was going through a 1940 01:41:15.399 --> 01:41:19.079 bad divorce at the time. She was in la and 1941 01:41:19.119 --> 01:41:21.640 then my other publisher, he was in France and his 1942 01:41:21.680 --> 01:41:24.439 mom was dying. So when I say blackballed, I mean 1943 01:41:24.479 --> 01:41:26.680 there were some things that were more like stymied or 1944 01:41:26.720 --> 01:41:30.479 blocked by the universe. But then also just the Oprah feeling, 1945 01:41:30.560 --> 01:41:32.680 this Oprah feeling of like I was trying to tap 1946 01:41:32.800 --> 01:41:36.119 dance for her attention and not knowing at that time 1947 01:41:36.880 --> 01:41:39.800 when what she isn't does. Apparently allegedly she's a queen 1948 01:41:39.840 --> 01:41:42.159 Mother of Darkness in the Satanic system and sits on 1949 01:41:42.199 --> 01:41:46.880 the High Council. So that's fun. That's according to Jesse's 1950 01:41:46.880 --> 01:41:50.399 about that's been out there. That's not something new that 1951 01:41:50.439 --> 01:41:54.399 I'm breaking here in your show. But anyway, it's a 1952 01:41:54.439 --> 01:41:56.960 different feeling. It's a feeling of yeah, you don't matter. 1953 01:41:57.680 --> 01:42:00.039 And then you start seeing them take your ideas and 1954 01:42:00.119 --> 01:42:03.279 even your certain phrases or certain things that you're writing 1955 01:42:03.880 --> 01:42:09.039 or topics, and they're going to start mimicking and mocking them. Okay, 1956 01:42:09.720 --> 01:42:12.319 So that's when that's when you want to just kind 1957 01:42:12.319 --> 01:42:15.079 of know, Okay, they're playing and I'm not going to play. 1958 01:42:15.279 --> 01:42:22.399 I'm just going to keep doing me. Yeah. I the 1959 01:42:22.680 --> 01:42:24.520 people will always follow up, you know what I mean, 1960 01:42:24.560 --> 01:42:26.880 Like the right ones you're supposed to sort of chat 1961 01:42:26.880 --> 01:42:29.840 with and explore topics with. You won't have to chase 1962 01:42:29.880 --> 01:42:32.680 them down. That's another way you know that someone is 1963 01:42:32.760 --> 01:42:36.279 genuine and my you know, opinion and experience is you 1964 01:42:36.319 --> 01:42:39.039 won't have to jump through hoops for them. It will 1965 01:42:39.079 --> 01:42:41.199 be very organic and easy like it was for us 1966 01:42:41.199 --> 01:42:42.279 to set this up. You know. 1967 01:42:43.560 --> 01:42:45.960 Yeah, it's not so much like the guests I had 1968 01:42:46.000 --> 01:42:47.560 reached out or whatever. It's more or less like the 1969 01:42:47.560 --> 01:42:50.560 other podcasters than the other people within these communities or whatever. 1970 01:42:50.600 --> 01:42:51.840 I feel like there's all, oh. 1971 01:42:51.880 --> 01:42:54.199 Yeah, that's a competitive enviartment. 1972 01:42:54.319 --> 01:42:57.960 Yeah, yeah, it's an agenda and everyone just wants to 1973 01:43:00.079 --> 01:43:03.560 claim their stake in it, and it's oversaturated and everything else, 1974 01:43:03.600 --> 01:43:05.760 and everyone gets upset. But at the same time, I 1975 01:43:05.840 --> 01:43:07.079 just do what I do and I don't worry about 1976 01:43:07.079 --> 01:43:08.800 the drama because at the end of the day, this 1977 01:43:08.920 --> 01:43:10.520 is what I do, and I don't care if people 1978 01:43:10.560 --> 01:43:12.439 like it or don't like. 1979 01:43:12.520 --> 01:43:16.079 It's exactly you do it for you exactly like. 1980 01:43:16.039 --> 01:43:18.520 The people that listen. I appreciate them all but other 1981 01:43:18.600 --> 01:43:21.079 than that, like I used to play death pedal music 1982 01:43:21.159 --> 01:43:27.920 for years. I'm used to people not liking what I do, So. 1983 01:43:26.600 --> 01:43:30.439 So you don't take it personally. Yeah, I think the 1984 01:43:30.520 --> 01:43:34.399 main thing is if you start, you know, keep stepping 1985 01:43:34.399 --> 01:43:36.720 into your your truth, your power, and your voice and 1986 01:43:36.760 --> 01:43:38.479 your platform. Because you have a great voice for this, 1987 01:43:38.520 --> 01:43:41.000 so you are cut out for this, you know format, 1988 01:43:41.800 --> 01:43:45.199 and you are asking interesting kind of fringe questions which 1989 01:43:45.359 --> 01:43:47.840 a lot of people are into. So you know, you 1990 01:43:47.880 --> 01:43:50.960 could you could maybe cross post or cross pollinate with 1991 01:43:51.039 --> 01:43:55.319 like Guya channel or you know, I don't know, other 1992 01:43:55.720 --> 01:43:57.880 you know, like ancient Aliens I'm thinking of because of 1993 01:43:57.960 --> 01:44:00.920 Gaia and David Wilcock and things like that. So like 1994 01:44:01.000 --> 01:44:03.279 whether you get into those people or not, Like you 1995 01:44:03.319 --> 01:44:05.840 could just see where they promote and they market their stuff, 1996 01:44:05.840 --> 01:44:07.439 and I bet you know you would do well in 1997 01:44:07.479 --> 01:44:10.800 the UFO disclosure communities. They're all into sort of the 1998 01:44:10.840 --> 01:44:14.399 cryptids and the other species that we may be sharing 1999 01:44:14.439 --> 01:44:16.880 the multiverse with and things like that, or Star Trek 2000 01:44:17.079 --> 01:44:20.039 and mentioned or Star Wars or whatever. So I think 2001 01:44:20.039 --> 01:44:22.760 you have plenty of ways to get yourself out there 2002 01:44:22.880 --> 01:44:25.159 organically that don't have to go through the system is 2003 01:44:25.159 --> 01:44:26.000 my point. 2004 01:44:26.279 --> 01:44:30.239 Now, I do everything grassroots basically, it's all word of 2005 01:44:30.239 --> 01:44:33.039 mouth from anyone listening to shared around. But I do 2006 01:44:33.159 --> 01:44:36.760 my own stuff like I don't try and involve anyone 2007 01:44:36.800 --> 01:44:38.119 else in my business of what. 2008 01:44:38.039 --> 01:44:40.920 I do because there you go, maybe better. 2009 01:44:41.199 --> 01:44:43.560 I'm a one person show here, and that's all I 2010 01:44:43.600 --> 01:44:44.079 want it to be. 2011 01:44:44.800 --> 01:44:47.600 Yeah, yeah, but be open to the idea that maybe 2012 01:44:47.600 --> 01:44:49.920 it'll go further if you want it to. And ready 2013 01:44:50.119 --> 01:44:52.439 and yes, let it go, you know, crock pot, low 2014 01:44:52.479 --> 01:44:53.279 and slow, you know. 2015 01:44:53.960 --> 01:44:57.039 Yeah, that's it's been growing steadily here in the last 2016 01:44:57.039 --> 01:45:00.199 two years. I have no complaints. Definitely appreciate anyone that's 2017 01:45:00.239 --> 01:45:04.119 been out there helping it. But the show, yeah, that 2018 01:45:04.159 --> 01:45:06.520 wouldn't be a show without guests like you, So I 2019 01:45:06.560 --> 01:45:09.399 appreciate you, and I appreciate everyone that's been on here. 2020 01:45:10.920 --> 01:45:13.239 Thank you. You've got some really great guests. That's gull 2021 01:45:13.279 --> 01:45:14.920 and Bones won't have me riumited it. Oh my goodness. 2022 01:45:14.920 --> 01:45:16.239 I'm gonna have to go back and re listen to 2023 01:45:16.279 --> 01:45:16.720 that one. 2024 01:45:17.119 --> 01:45:20.000 No, that was that was a definitely good one. Looking 2025 01:45:20.039 --> 01:45:24.279 forward to diving into more stuff with him. But sure, 2026 01:45:24.760 --> 01:45:28.159 I yeah, I was going to say, hang on here 2027 01:45:28.239 --> 01:45:30.720 real quick, and then we'll touch base here after. But 2028 01:45:30.800 --> 01:45:32.760 I want to say thanks for coming on here, and 2029 01:45:32.840 --> 01:45:35.439 if anyone has any questions for you, where can they 2030 01:45:35.439 --> 01:45:36.119 reach out to you. 2031 01:45:37.479 --> 01:45:40.960 Well, I'm currently for this month, maybe just a little 2032 01:45:40.960 --> 01:45:43.439 bit on hiatus from Facebook, but I am on Facebook, 2033 01:45:43.520 --> 01:45:47.199 Courtney A. Wall, and that's how you could email me 2034 01:45:47.279 --> 01:45:49.840 and reach out. I'm also doing this thing now quick 2035 01:45:49.880 --> 01:45:53.319 plug on being a book dola. So I'm helping people 2036 01:45:53.359 --> 01:45:56.119 find their voice and their story and get their book 2037 01:45:56.159 --> 01:45:58.600 into the world. And whether they just have an idea 2038 01:45:58.680 --> 01:46:02.119 that they're needing some handholding on bringing to fruition or 2039 01:46:02.319 --> 01:46:04.680 manuscript that they want, like an extra set of eyes 2040 01:46:04.720 --> 01:46:09.119 for I am putting that out there. So my email 2041 01:46:09.479 --> 01:46:10.720 is the best way to reach me these days, and 2042 01:46:10.760 --> 01:46:13.720 it's Courtney A. Walsh C O U R T and 2043 01:46:13.920 --> 01:46:18.039 E Y middle initial A W A L S H. 2044 01:46:18.159 --> 01:46:20.479 Courtney A. Walsh at gmail dot com. 2045 01:46:20.840 --> 01:46:22.680 I'll make sure to put that in the show notes 2046 01:46:22.680 --> 01:46:27.239 when I upload the episode. But well, Courtney, it's been 2047 01:46:27.279 --> 01:46:28.520 a pleasure talking with you. 2048 01:46:28.640 --> 01:46:31.439 Yeah, yes, totally my pleasure. I appreciate it and it 2049 01:46:31.479 --> 01:46:34.600 was a really juicy conversation. So so I'm looking forward 2050 01:46:34.640 --> 01:46:36.680 to whenever this is ready to go and I'll share 2051 01:46:36.680 --> 01:46:37.479 it with my people too. 2052 01:46:38.000 --> 01:46:40.039 All right, yeah, I'll let you know. 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