Speaker 1: And I just turned around and I call ass out
Speaker 1: of there.
Speaker 2: I was done. I wasn't deal with them. The hypocrisy
Speaker 2: of the cult is one of the things that turned
Speaker 2: me away the quickest. When I turned my head lights on,
Speaker 2: it turned and looked at us. And one of the
Speaker 2: things I remember the most where the eyes were going red.
Speaker 1: I see an orb of light.
Speaker 2: It is just circling these steps like it is waiting
Speaker 2: for me. And he begins to tell them that he
Speaker 2: saw UFO. They're basically like, what are you talking about.
Speaker 1: That's seven foot up on a tree, peeking around it,
Speaker 1: and that's where I saw.
Speaker 2: The top of the muzzle, nose and the eyes. As
Speaker 2: soon as I made eye contact with this thing. I
Speaker 2: don't like death.
Speaker 1: Welcome back, listeners. It Brandon from Tenfoil Teals bringing you
Speaker 1: another episode. On this one, I spoke to someone named
Speaker 1: Courtney who believed that she was being stalked by the Freemasons.
Speaker 1: We recorded this a little over a year ago, and
Speaker 1: since then all of Courtney's social media has disappeared, which
Speaker 1: is a little suss just because of the topics we
Speaker 1: were diving into and how she was afraid that these
Speaker 1: people were actually stalking her. So wherever you listen to
Speaker 1: Cult of Conspiracy, make sure you follow and subscribe to
Speaker 1: Tenfoil Tales if you enjoy what I do over here.
Speaker 1: But on that note, thanks to Cult of Conspiracy, thanks
Speaker 1: for listening, and we will check you on the next one.
Speaker 1: I'd like to take the time to welcome my guest tonight, Courtney.
Speaker 1: Thanks for coming on here and talking to me.
Speaker 2: Hey. Thanks, it's great to be here.
Speaker 1: Would you like to let the audience know a little
Speaker 1: bit about yourself.
Speaker 2: Yeah, sure, So I'm an author and I've got three
Speaker 2: books published out in the world right now. The first
Speaker 2: two were self published, and then I had written something
Speaker 2: that went really crazy viral called Dear Human and that
Speaker 2: was a meme and kind of a poem and a
Speaker 2: love letter to humanity that came out in about twenty twelve,
Speaker 2: and then it went, yeah, so viral that we stopped
Speaker 2: kind of tracking it at a billion shares and things
Speaker 2: like that, so that, you know, became this thing that
Speaker 2: almost hijacked my life. And I've done other podcasts previously
Speaker 2: talking about being kind of on radars that you don't
Speaker 2: necessarily want to be on, even though you think you do.
Speaker 2: So specifically, I'll just say it Oprah's. And it was
Speaker 2: something that having grown up in the eighties, you know,
Speaker 2: in nineties, my mom would always have Oprah on in
Speaker 2: the living room and I'd just be kind of coming
Speaker 2: in to grab a snack or go back outside to
Speaker 2: play with friends, and I just remember, who is that
Speaker 2: sad lady? You know. I just always felt like she
Speaker 2: looked so sad. She had this kind of booming, how
Speaker 2: full voice that just seemed like it was hiding the
Speaker 2: insecurities of like a little girl in pain. And I
Speaker 2: knew that at age like thirteen. So fast forward, you know,
Speaker 2: many decades or you know, and I've written, you know,
Speaker 2: a book, and I've got this thing that's getting some
Speaker 2: traction and some attention. And one of the person the
Speaker 2: people who kindly blurbed for the book was Elizabeth Gilbert,
Speaker 2: who wrote Eat, Pray, Love, and she was kind of
Speaker 2: one degree away from Oprah, and one of her darlings
Speaker 2: went on tour with her and everything, and so I
Speaker 2: know that I was on the radars. And I also
Speaker 2: had a publisher to put together a really professional seeming
Speaker 2: proposal that I'd sent around to a whole bunch of
Speaker 2: Hollywood people. A whole bunch of literary giants, and you know,
Speaker 2: over the course of the years to come, I would
Speaker 2: kind of discover and learn the very hard way that
Speaker 2: Oprah is pretty much the gatekeeper for the entire publishing world,
Speaker 2: and so you don't want to piss off Oprah. I
Speaker 2: was actually recently at a disclosure event and that was
Speaker 2: one of they had a you know, a publicist there
Speaker 2: and a publisher and a lawyer, and they were talking
Speaker 2: about getting your story out into the world and getting
Speaker 2: getting it published. And that was the caveat that was
Speaker 2: you don't want to piss off Oprah. Well, I blew
Speaker 2: it and I pissed off Oprah. So you know that
Speaker 2: that became a really tangled, weird thing. And then through
Speaker 2: stumbling through that experience of what I can only really
Speaker 2: call hazing and very agy kind of gang stocky gas
Speaker 2: lighty stuff that went on for years, years, and I
Speaker 2: just at first was like, Oh, you're crazy, you're delusial,
Speaker 2: There's no way this is happening. These people, you know,
Speaker 2: the elites, they have so much more to worry about
Speaker 2: than little old you, just because you might have had
Speaker 2: this one, you know, golden ticket, golden goose, one hit
Speaker 2: wonder moment. They're not looking at you, and yet it
Speaker 2: seemed like they were. And I would show times damps
Speaker 2: and you know, I'd put something up and it would
Speaker 2: show up in one of their you know, stories or something.
Speaker 2: And by that I mean like people like the Kardashians.
Speaker 2: And because Chloe had retweeted the thing, I wrote, dear Human,
Speaker 2: and then that got it on you know, certain other radars,
Speaker 2: and they're very incestuous in that realm. In the fame
Speaker 2: realm was something I learned also through the course of this.
Speaker 2: I would call it a combination of like mean girl,
Speaker 2: you know, antics, and what I came to find out
Speaker 2: for extensive reading and studying up on Freemasonry and the
Speaker 2: Illuminati in general is humiliation and hazing, rituals, vetting, recruiting
Speaker 2: to see, you know, how the initiate will do under
Speaker 2: extreme duress. And they used to do it much more physically,
Speaker 2: and they still do, but they've also moved it over
Speaker 2: into cyber torment, which is what I was experiencing basically.
Speaker 2: So yeah, So that all kind of the timeline is
Speaker 2: that that the book The Meme came out in twenty twelve.
Speaker 2: The book came up by Findhorn Press in twenty sixteen
Speaker 2: with Liz Gilbert's endorsement. And then it was kind of
Speaker 2: after that that things started getting extremely weird. I was
Speaker 2: doing some intuitive counseling kind of reading sessions on a
Speaker 2: pier in a beach town in Old Orchard Main and
Speaker 2: you know, it was like twelve hour ships, and it
Speaker 2: was the ninety nine day summer kind of hook honky tonk,
Speaker 2: like toe rings and corn dogs kind of place family,
Speaker 2: you know, bring the family for the cheap kind of staycation,
Speaker 2: the kind of way I grew up as a middle
Speaker 2: class kid myself of just you know, beach vacations in
Speaker 2: the summer on a budget kind of a thing. So
Speaker 2: I was there doing you know, check ins and sessions.
Speaker 2: And I used to joke that when I was growing up,
Speaker 2: my extremely Catholic father used to give me the five
Speaker 2: bucks or the ten bucks to go see the lady,
Speaker 2: you know, the fortune teller, the palm reader, the mystic,
Speaker 2: the you know, the gypsy whatever. And then I kind
Speaker 2: of along the way became my own version of the lady,
Speaker 2: you know. And so there were twelve hour shifts. I
Speaker 2: wear like my bathing suit and a little sun dress
Speaker 2: over it. I'd take dips in the ocean in between
Speaker 2: and and that really helped. But during one of those
Speaker 2: summers I was doing this, I believe I was sent
Speaker 2: in the same week a fed who came and got
Speaker 2: a connection with me of reading, and she had me
Speaker 2: put she had some back pain, so I do some
Speaker 2: energy work too, and so I put my hands on
Speaker 2: her lower back and gave her some messages and you know,
Speaker 2: it's really only like a fifteen twenty minute exchange. But
Speaker 2: then when she went to pay me, she was pulling
Speaker 2: out like one hundred dollars bill and I was like, oh,
Speaker 2: that's that's really generous, and she goes, no, it's worth it.
Speaker 2: You helped me alleviate some back pain that I've been
Speaker 2: having for fifteen years and just popping out for like
Speaker 2: their candy and that that's the first time I've had
Speaker 2: relief other than like going the chiropractor, you know, getting
Speaker 2: a massage or something. So thank you. It was just
Speaker 2: like ten minutes and she felt some something left. So
Speaker 2: I was like, well, really glad you liked your session.
Speaker 2: She's pulling on her fbibad just she's paying me. And
Speaker 2: that was a weird one. And then like two or
Speaker 2: three days or maybe a week or something. After that,
Speaker 2: a couple came and they were a bit older, and
Speaker 2: you know, the woman had worked they both retired, but
Speaker 2: it was a birthday, and so I gave her a session.
Speaker 2: She said, oh, you are the real deal. This and that,
Speaker 2: and she said, you know, gave me your card, and
Speaker 2: and she'd work in the White House. She'd worked, you know,
Speaker 2: very high up in the administrations from Carter up through Obama.
Speaker 2: And so she really, you know, liked what I was doing.
Speaker 2: And at that point, I'm starting to notice a pattern
Speaker 2: of like, hey, you know, I've been doing this for
Speaker 2: a while, started kind of with friends and family and
Speaker 2: on my own secret journey to to try to help people,
Speaker 2: you know, connect to their own higher self or whatever
Speaker 2: you want to call it. Because heard some of your
Speaker 2: previous shows, and like you, I'm not. I'm kind of
Speaker 2: a political and a religious, but I do keep a
Speaker 2: connection to source and spirit and whatever people want to
Speaker 2: call it, creator, God, a la Buddha. You know, people
Speaker 2: have different names for the one true you know, source
Speaker 2: of all right, prime directive if you want to go.
Speaker 2: But so so I have drunk faith. I've always been
Speaker 2: kind of on this journey one way or another, and
Speaker 2: that one week it felt like, Okay, there, I'm on
Speaker 2: some radars here and I'm being you know, vetted in
Speaker 2: some way or tested to see what my quote unquote
Speaker 2: spiritual gifts are. And that's really what through again later
Speaker 2: on extensive reading. At the time, I was very naive
Speaker 2: and green and had no idea what was going on,
Speaker 2: but found out that that's how Freemasons operate is they
Speaker 2: will find their target. They will if they think you
Speaker 2: have any kind of occultic skills or skills to be
Speaker 2: able to kind of not even I don't want to
Speaker 2: say the word predict. I think it just gets such
Speaker 2: a bad rap, Like the movies do it all really
Speaker 2: supernatural and paranormal, and I think a bit more like metaphysical,
Speaker 2: and I call it like like so to work with
Speaker 2: with cards sometimes, you know, and I'm even moving away
Speaker 2: from the cards. I don't really necessarily need them. I
Speaker 2: can just tune into the person, because I know that
Speaker 2: could be problematic for some people. Are like which crack,
Speaker 2: which crack? Definitely not. But yeah, So they were kind
Speaker 2: of watching and then and then weird things would happen,
Speaker 2: and I was like staying in a Buddhist community and
Speaker 2: a black Ops helicopter was just swirling right above my
Speaker 2: cabin in the middle of nowhere. And then prior to that,
Speaker 2: when I had still been in Maine, was in the
Speaker 2: middle of nowhere again, and it was like a little
Speaker 2: farm town where it'd be more people with like work
Speaker 2: boots and flag shirts and you know, down home. And
Speaker 2: there were these guys with suits and earpieces there and
Speaker 2: standing very officially. And that had been after the Secret
Speaker 2: Service reading. So yeah, I jump around because that's what
Speaker 2: you do, and you're trying to remember the kron things.
Speaker 2: It's all so wild, so, you know, just getting this
Speaker 2: like Jason Bourne kind of thing. And I'm just like
Speaker 2: a normal middle aged, you know, middle class check who
Speaker 2: wrote something that just you know, popped off on the world.
Speaker 2: So I didn't understand any of it, and I thought
Speaker 2: I was crazy, and I just my friends thought I
Speaker 2: was crazy. I'm sure my family had. So I just
Speaker 2: stopped talking about it, you know. I didn't want to share,
Speaker 2: and I didn't want to keep getting them, as they
Speaker 2: call it, the pinched forehead, oh your nuts, look, you know,
Speaker 2: And I know what I was saying. I knew what
Speaker 2: was happening. I knew there was a component to it
Speaker 2: that involves frequencies and music and certainly like I felt
Speaker 2: like my whole life was DJed and and so I
Speaker 2: did sort of check in. I had therapists at the time.
Speaker 2: I had good friends who were you know, accountability buddies
Speaker 2: of if I was felt like I was going too
Speaker 2: off the rails and becoming too obsessed with about trying
Speaker 2: to like Nancy Drudicote all this stuff, you know. But
Speaker 2: but I was considered you know, very saying, very balanced,
Speaker 2: just going through something, and they didn't you know, I asked,
Speaker 2: did they think I was paranoid? And they said, no,
Speaker 2: we think you're experiencing something, you know, da da da.
Speaker 2: I asked, did they think I was schizophrenic and hearing voices?
Speaker 2: And they said, no, you seem very you know, calmon anchored,
Speaker 2: and you don't You're not very changeable. You don't seem
Speaker 2: to have altars. So it seemed like the you know,
Speaker 2: the friends that did get it and the ones who
Speaker 2: didn't want to just shut me down, shut me out,
Speaker 2: we're seeing the patterns that I was showing them through,
Speaker 2: like you know, timestamps and screenshots and the different things
Speaker 2: that were like a phenomena that was happening, and they
Speaker 2: were like, but why you I was like I don't know,
Speaker 2: like I really don't, you know. And then you go
Speaker 2: back and you can kind of connect some dots back
Speaker 2: in time and think, well, maybe this isn't just out
Speaker 2: of the blue, and maybe there's certain things or markers
Speaker 2: that were going on. Like my nana had worked at
Speaker 2: Harvard Medical in the labs, my dad was a superintendent
Speaker 2: of schools and were Glyne Massachusetts. My mom had been
Speaker 2: missed Massachusetts. You know, there there were connections. It was Boston, right,
Speaker 2: and so Boston being a hop, skip and jump from
Speaker 2: New York and Boston being a very very political talent,
Speaker 2: and you know, I'd worked in lobbying and you know,
Speaker 2: met people like John Kerry and Said Kennedy and had
Speaker 2: worked in a firm that was you know, Tip O'Neil's
Speaker 2: son and everything. So that that whole world is just
Speaker 2: extremely ancestuous, the world of politics, entertainment, musement, you know, music,
Speaker 2: the media. They're all in my opinion, observation and experience,
Speaker 2: run by Freemason. So once you know that, like I
Speaker 2: heard your when you prior guests talking about the Farm
Speaker 2: League Freemasons, and that's a new term to me, but
Speaker 2: it makes so much sense because people often think, well,
Speaker 2: it's just old guys in the lodge and they do
Speaker 2: good deeds in the community. And I think that may
Speaker 2: be true of like thirty second degree in below, but
Speaker 2: what you know, but then you know, more people, more
Speaker 2: and more people are understanding that Luciferian stuff kicks in
Speaker 2: at thirty third and up, you know. And so my
Speaker 2: dad had pattied for Sammy Davis Junior, who was a
Speaker 2: non luthifarian and back in the sixties, helped him win
Speaker 2: a tournament, got to talk to Frank Sinatra on the phone,
Speaker 2: and then he played the back nine holes with JFK
Speaker 2: when he was a senator before he began along before
Speaker 2: he became president. So my dad somehow was a golden
Speaker 2: boy with six foot four blonde you know, kind of
Speaker 2: like moved in those circles a little bit on the
Speaker 2: edge because he was more like the poor middle class
Speaker 2: kid and they were all the rat pack and you
Speaker 2: know that era. So so you could just go back
Speaker 2: and back and back, and you kind of go, well,
Speaker 2: there's some you know, I guess our family is like
Speaker 2: Pilgrims or something, and daughters of the American Revolution, and
Speaker 2: there may be some some indigenous in the next who knows,
Speaker 2: but there's you know, a lot of European things. So
Speaker 2: I do I do I think I'm bloodlin No, No,
Speaker 2: not at all. But I wasn't that sort of bizarre
Speaker 2: gifted and talented program as a kid, and have come
Speaker 2: to fund out from other kind of truth theors, overcomers
Speaker 2: and survivors and whistleblowers that those those programs were pretty Masonic.
Speaker 2: Don't have much recollection of that. So so my my theory,
Speaker 2: my working theory is my dad was like pretty brilliant
Speaker 2: and was definitely mentored and groomed in his own ways
Speaker 2: to move up in education. And you know, also had
Speaker 2: some very strong Jesuit ties with Boston College, and the Jesuits,
Speaker 2: which you know, if people know are not is basically
Speaker 2: the military branch of the Illuminati, and they are often
Speaker 2: sometimes called Opus stay. So that's when you're getting into
Speaker 2: the big dark, hairy, scary you know, International Elite of
Speaker 2: Human Trafficking, et cetera, Epstein Island, you know, pgdy kind
Speaker 2: of stuff. So so you know, again finding out how
Speaker 2: the system works, doing my due diligence and understanding the
Speaker 2: hierarchy of it, their plans, how vast and connected it
Speaker 2: truly is. And being someone that they call a wild
Speaker 2: card that just sort of stumbles in, isn't necessarily born
Speaker 2: in or groomed in or married in, but just kind
Speaker 2: of starts, you know, getting curious or has that kind
Speaker 2: of what At the time, I had fame hunger, and
Speaker 2: I would even call it toxic ambition. I just wanted
Speaker 2: to be in that world. I wanted to go to
Speaker 2: the parties, had no clue what was going on at
Speaker 2: the parties. You know, it was totally wide eyed and naive,
Speaker 2: like I said, and innocent. But then you know, as
Speaker 2: you get older, you start hearing things and you're going
Speaker 2: they're not They're not who they present themselves to be.
Speaker 2: And then you get a real education and evil if
Speaker 2: you try to get anywhere near their world. Because there's
Speaker 2: a there's a there's barbed wire, there's glass, there's there's gun,
Speaker 2: there's knives. It's and I'm speaking metaphorically but also probably
Speaker 2: physically right, it's just it's a very high wall and
Speaker 2: behind it they have their umbrella, right, they have their
Speaker 2: umbrella of safety and protection and so like people understand
Speaker 2: about fair gaming with scientology and how crazy and hazy
Speaker 2: and like frat boy that can get and just like
Speaker 2: annihilate people's lives reputations, block your love life, block your money,
Speaker 2: block your housing. And that's that's a baby branch of
Speaker 2: the Illuminati. Like that's you know, not even the real
Speaker 2: deal of what they have come to call the family
Speaker 2: they think about. Who uses that word really an anonymous
Speaker 2: way is you know, the mafia, the Illuminati, Freemasons call
Speaker 2: themselves the family, and gangs call themselves the family. So
Speaker 2: you can imagine there's a lot of cult pressure that
Speaker 2: goes on and a lot of metaphors, a lot of anecdotes,
Speaker 2: a lot of story, and a lot of skits and
Speaker 2: snippets and jokes because that's how they get the information
Speaker 2: to the recruit or the initiate, which you know they're
Speaker 2: going to see if you can run the gauntlet and
Speaker 2: do sort of like a survival of the fittest, you know, mentally, emotionally, physically,
Speaker 2: and spiritually, because they want that's why they consider themselves elite.
Speaker 2: They want the best of the best, the krem dela Creme,
Speaker 2: the most intelligent, the most attractive, the most funny. You know,
Speaker 2: you've got to have some kind of niche or skill.
Speaker 2: But that said, had also read in the materials they
Speaker 2: don't actually want someone who is genuinely naturally just organically
Speaker 2: talented and connected to sort of the creator side of
Speaker 2: you know, life. They want people who are sort of
Speaker 2: mediocre and can be shaped and brought along and you know,
Speaker 2: molded and broken. So I definitely was not in that category.
Speaker 2: I'm just too feisty. I I you know, was not
Speaker 2: a kid. And I think a lot of them get
Speaker 2: really just brainwashed and mk altered from a young age
Speaker 2: for their little nWo roles and their scripts and everything.
Speaker 2: And that's what we're seeing in my opinion again like
Speaker 2: play out on the world stage right now, is you
Speaker 2: may there may be levels of people's consciousness of awareness
Speaker 2: around these topics, like you may know or think you
Speaker 2: do what a dream to crow or frazzle dripp or
Speaker 2: any of these you know, hot button words are. But
Speaker 2: do people understand like that that is baff and that worship,
Speaker 2: that that is satanism, that that is you know, demon summoning,
Speaker 2: and that that is witchcraft and black magic at its
Speaker 2: highest levels, and that that is not science fiction. That
Speaker 2: is actually what has always run our country if you
Speaker 2: just even look at our dollar bill with the Freemason symbols, right,
Speaker 2: but we know we were sold to bill of goods,
Speaker 2: buy them about them, about how they're just this, you know,
Speaker 2: harmless group of philanthropists, and then you get into you
Speaker 2: understanding the practices of the child harm and and on
Speaker 2: and on, and that they have the checkerboard, and the
Speaker 2: checkerboard is the dark side does the dark deeds and
Speaker 2: the light side does the front facing kind of charitable
Speaker 2: things that are supposed to whitewash the dark deeds and
Speaker 2: balance it all up because they love their concept of
Speaker 2: duality and balance, even if they're not very good at implementing.
Speaker 2: You know. But yeah, this may be common knowledge for
Speaker 2: a lot of people, maybe new intel for some. And
Speaker 2: I think just what I learned from being what I
Speaker 2: will call targeted by these factions, and specifically I think
Speaker 2: within all that is the Royal Jester faction, which I
Speaker 2: learned about the I'm like, oh, yep, that's all the
Speaker 2: high level comedians. That's your talk show hosts, that's you know,
Speaker 2: you're Jimmy Fallon, You're you know, James Gordon, your Kimmel,
Speaker 2: your SNL people and stuff. So that's when they are funny.
Speaker 2: They rise up through the ranks, like Lucille Wall Lucifer Bail,
Speaker 2: you know, so she was a very high level Satanist
Speaker 2: in her day, and so comedy, ironically they use comedy
Speaker 2: more and this sort of mockery, denigrat humiliation roast way,
Speaker 2: and that's also how they will rise through the ranks.
Speaker 2: As if kind of a weird way to say it,
Speaker 2: but if you can make Lucifer laugh, he'll keep you around,
Speaker 2: you know. And so I was taking all this traumatic
Speaker 2: stuff that was happening to me, and I was just
Speaker 2: becoming funnier and funnier and weirder and with darker humor.
Speaker 2: And I think that kept me a loti frankly. And
Speaker 2: at this point now then there was also like this
Speaker 2: Operation lover Boy, you know, thing they tried on me,
Speaker 2: which they do to a lot of people. They're gonna
Speaker 2: send someone, you know, All illuminating matches are basically arranged,
Speaker 2: you know, they are approved, they're both and it's very
Speaker 2: very rare that they would ever have anything organic because
Speaker 2: they have there's a lot of bloodline stuff. There's the
Speaker 2: Rothschilds and the and you know, so on that wants
Speaker 2: to keep their bloodline, you know, good and inbread. You know.
Speaker 2: So outsiders are not well, got no new friends and
Speaker 2: no kind of thing. And so then yeah, when you
Speaker 2: sort of this wild card and you stumble to the
Speaker 2: edge of the garden party and you're peaking in the
Speaker 2: window and you're going, oh, my goodness, there's orgies and
Speaker 2: crazy stuff in there. And again I am speaking more metaphorically.
Speaker 2: I stay far away from the people and their hubs
Speaker 2: because I like to say in the US anyway, that
Speaker 2: New York is the Devil's arm pit, and then la
Speaker 2: is the devil's other arm pit, and then Vegas is
Speaker 2: this crotch. So those and that's not to say there
Speaker 2: isn't a Mason Hall and you know and building in
Speaker 2: every town in America. But I'm thinking those are the
Speaker 2: places where they have their gatherings and their rituals, and
Speaker 2: they're they're more open in those spaces from what I've observed.
Speaker 2: So I'm just dumping a lot on your hair. Do
Speaker 2: you have any questions or clarifications or anything that's coming
Speaker 2: up so far?
Speaker 1: How did you know that they were the Masons, Like,
Speaker 1: what was the giveaway to you that these are Masons,
Speaker 1: they're connected or whatever? Like what was the signs for
Speaker 1: you that made you think that.
Speaker 2: The hand signs so like exactly signs is the right word.
Speaker 2: So they they have their whole language that's almost like
Speaker 2: the sign language for the hearing impaired, but it's they
Speaker 2: use mudras, they use different And then I started to
Speaker 2: learn bit by bit and decode things. It was sort
Speaker 2: of like it would happen, the experience would happen, and
Speaker 2: then I'd be like, well, what does that mean and
Speaker 2: why is this happening? And then I would go do
Speaker 2: my research and I would understand the playbook, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean. So I read about Fritz Springmeier, uh,
Speaker 2: how to create an undetectable Illuminati mind slave, and that's
Speaker 2: what they all are. And once you like read his
Speaker 2: materials of how they break them, how they shape them,
Speaker 2: how they raise them, how they am filter them and
Speaker 2: tweak that and everything over the course of their whole lives,
Speaker 2: you just like see it in them, you know, you
Speaker 2: can just they have an energy signature almost like you
Speaker 2: know when they say if somebody goes demonic, their eyes
Speaker 2: go black kind of thing with Satanists, Luciferians, Freemason's Illuminati.
Speaker 2: It's it's just this near, it's this superiority near that
Speaker 2: if you've ever seen any of them interviewed, they have
Speaker 2: that kind of sneer. It's a mocking tone. It's the
Speaker 2: double speak. So it was it really wasn't an overnight revelation, basically,
Speaker 2: is the long and short of it. It was an
Speaker 2: understanding over time and study and you know, careful observation
Speaker 2: and not stalking or anything, because like I felt like
Speaker 2: they were stocking me, and I was just trying to
Speaker 2: stay safe, you know, by understanding what they really were.
Speaker 2: And I actually have this, of course wild hair bizarre
Speaker 2: theory that it's not mean just reemas. I mean, that's
Speaker 2: the human faction alumnati or the sort of celebrity version
Speaker 2: of that. And you know, then you have your politics,
Speaker 2: and you have your entertainment at large, your film and
Speaker 2: music or whatever. So I just because they kept you know,
Speaker 2: kind of giving riddles, and they kept giving you know, hints,
Speaker 2: and they kept repeating words, and then this was the kicker.
Speaker 2: I knew it with some kind of alphabet boy situation
Speaker 2: with like CIFBI something because I would write things in
Speaker 2: my private note section on my iPhone and it would
Speaker 2: start coming out of their faces like I was like
Speaker 2: scripting them and that was trippy. That was a That's
Speaker 2: one thing they do is they do the mockery. They
Speaker 2: do the mimicry. They're trying to drive you over the
Speaker 2: edge and make you feel crazy, and they're using technology. Really,
Speaker 2: what it is a bunch of rich Athhols with technology
Speaker 2: and money. You know. It's it's that skull and bone
Speaker 2: sprat boy vibration and frequency of you know, how much
Speaker 2: can we get away with? And then sometimes there's the
Speaker 2: positive reinforcement, you know. It's it's cult mentality and cult tactics,
Speaker 2: which I don't think I would have known had I not,
Speaker 2: like way back in the day, taken a college course
Speaker 2: on cult mentality and tactics. And I think it saved
Speaker 2: me too. I think it really helped me understand what.
Speaker 2: You know, they're wanting to say that one world order
Speaker 2: in a new world orter is like is going to benefit everybody, right,
Speaker 2: and that it's the and it's one We're all one, okay,
Speaker 2: And so there there is a version of that that
Speaker 2: is you know, very pure and not dystopian and weird
Speaker 2: and hive mindy and ai e. It is unity consciousness,
Speaker 2: but that is not something they are interesting because you
Speaker 2: find out their satanist and they want to steal, kill
Speaker 2: and destroy and everything they say is like every day
Speaker 2: is opposite day with them. So there's a lot of
Speaker 2: crazy making, gang stocking, the signs that they're making or communicating,
Speaker 2: you know, certain skills, they have rituals they need to
Speaker 2: attend or you know, they're making threats. You know they're
Speaker 2: doing devil horns is a threat. It's like go to Hell.
Speaker 2: It's hill Satan and you know these people, they've got
Speaker 2: everybody doing it at rock concert. It's like and so
Speaker 2: they just want to put us all under these kind
Speaker 2: of mass spells. And I was just someone who I
Speaker 2: think I was like the kid in the old fairy tale,
Speaker 2: like you know, the Emperor's New Clothes, where everybody was
Speaker 2: going along with it, and I was the only one
Speaker 2: that felt like, but that guy's naked, he has no
Speaker 2: clothes on. So I feel like the little boy that
Speaker 2: was like, but you're lying. And I mean I felt
Speaker 2: like that way back when I was six and the
Speaker 2: priest was at the polpe it saying something and would
Speaker 2: get almost not you know, visions or anything, but just
Speaker 2: feelings that he was just ingenuous. And then later in
Speaker 2: high school, you know, going to Catholic school myself finding
Speaker 2: out some joke on the bus or something that one
Speaker 2: of the boys made about altar boys and priests, and
Speaker 2: then something clicking and thinking, this is not just a
Speaker 2: one off joke or Rando cerve. This is like a phenomenon.
Speaker 2: And I think I knew that at age thirteen fourteen fifteen,
Speaker 2: when I was studying Atlantis for my you know term paper,
Speaker 2: I was already you know, on the edge and fringe
Speaker 2: of things. So I went home to my extremely Catholic
Speaker 2: you know, Irish Catholic parents and said, you know, I
Speaker 2: think this is a problem, and I think it's probably
Speaker 2: bigger than we'd imagine, and something happens all the time.
Speaker 2: And they said, well, you can't say that that's blasphemy
Speaker 2: and those are men of God, and you know that's
Speaker 2: that there may be a perve here and there, and
Speaker 2: they'll deal with it, you know, that's a church matter.
Speaker 2: And they just got really chestised and really really frustrated.
Speaker 2: I felt like, okay, I can't even, you know, say
Speaker 2: that I have this really strong intuition that this is
Speaker 2: a really rampant problem, because I got in trouble just
Speaker 2: for saying that. Well, you know again, fast forward twenty
Speaker 2: to thirty years, and my gut was right then and
Speaker 2: it's right now about all this rampant pedophilia that's going
Speaker 2: on in trafficking. And I don't want it to be true,
Speaker 2: and I didn't want it to be true then, and
Speaker 2: I don't want it to be true now, and I
Speaker 2: every day wish to be proven wrong because for seven years,
Speaker 2: these people, you know, had teams and it was elaborate
Speaker 2: and sophisticated, and then they would kind of go away
Speaker 2: for a little while I'd get strong and grounded and
Speaker 2: support and therapy, and they'd come back and it was
Speaker 2: like they were just like an abusive dude who's like
Speaker 2: winding up another punch, you know. And they do this
Speaker 2: thing called psychic driving, where they drive you around from
Speaker 2: one to the other, so you know, they're trying to
Speaker 2: land you on who's going to be a handler. And
Speaker 2: I could see the covens like I could see the teams,
Speaker 2: and I could see the affiliations, and I could see
Speaker 2: and I did also, I will admit I listened to
Speaker 2: a lot of this woman Jesse's the Boater, who was
Speaker 2: a defector from the system to learn, you know, not
Speaker 2: only simultaneously if what I was experiencing had been experiencing
Speaker 2: the reading I was doing that was correlating my experiences
Speaker 2: to their you know, methods and tactics, and then getting
Speaker 2: the backup from listening to Jesse who'd been in from
Speaker 2: ages five to ten and can decode all of it,
Speaker 2: like she's just really brilliant at that. So I was
Speaker 2: getting Yeah, I was getting overwhelmed. I was getting stressed,
Speaker 2: and I was just trying to I was in survival mode.
Speaker 2: I was just like, they're gonna kill you. They're gonna
Speaker 2: kill you because you're being vocal, and you know, I
Speaker 2: was getting like weird death threats and rape threats, and
Speaker 2: just being vocal and public and female and having an
Speaker 2: opinion is extremely dangerous, even just on the Internet. It's
Speaker 2: really weird. It's a morass of you know, anger and
Speaker 2: misogyny and fear. So I didn't really want to be
Speaker 2: the target of that. So I actually did go off
Speaker 2: social media for like three years, and then I started
Speaker 2: kind of inching back and dipping a toe in again,
Speaker 2: and the antics kicked up again. And I will say
Speaker 2: some of the chief tormentors and bullies through all this
Speaker 2: were the Kardashians, who I've come to call the Kartashians
Speaker 2: because that's what they are to me. They are the
Speaker 2: ultimate mean girl bullies. They will come up with new
Speaker 2: and ridiculous, diabolical, juvenile ways to try to gaslight you like,
Speaker 2: including dressing like you do, saying things again that somehow
Speaker 2: they're all being fed. There is someone said, I think
Speaker 2: it was Jesse, that they have their own Internet, like
Speaker 2: there's a black wove or the dark web. They have
Speaker 2: what is called Node nine, which is my understanding from
Speaker 2: you know, let's hearsay. I can't prove it obviously, not
Speaker 2: in there, don't have a pathword, but you know Node
Speaker 2: nine is apparently where they distribute things and it's their own,
Speaker 2: you know, private web, meaning whether we call it the
Speaker 2: freemason like high levels, the handlers, the programmers, the Sisters
Speaker 2: of Light are kind of the women's side of things,
Speaker 2: in the light side of things, and then the mothers
Speaker 2: of darkness. And then they have of course priests, warlocks.
Speaker 2: They love their titles, you know what I mean. They
Speaker 2: love their trophies, they love their titles, They love their
Speaker 2: blank anything shiny, Rolex's cars, yachts, you know, et cetera,
Speaker 2: fill in the blank. These are the prizes they get
Speaker 2: for the crap they do. And I just started to
Speaker 2: catch on to it, catch onto it, get less afraid
Speaker 2: and more annoyed, and then really enraged. And then, you know,
Speaker 2: I think I felt like I was auditioning for the
Speaker 2: first year and a half or you know, eighteen months
Speaker 2: or something. And then I started to be like, Okay,
Speaker 2: none of them is going to break whatever this weird blacklisting,
Speaker 2: you know, black balling, kind of hazing fourth wall is
Speaker 2: and just act like a decent human and say a
Speaker 2: lot like none of them has that capacity. And that
Speaker 2: was weird, and I thought, Okay, I'm just not important.
Speaker 2: I don't mean anything, no big deal, like I'm just
Speaker 2: another you know, fan girl or something to them. And
Speaker 2: then but then it was just weird because you get
Speaker 2: all these mixed signals, which they want because they're about confusion, chaos.
Speaker 2: But anyway, that was called Operation lover Boy. It's also
Speaker 2: there's a song called Heartbreak Warfare they do it over
Speaker 2: and over and over again. I'm not special, I'm one
Speaker 2: of many. They've done it too. It's kind of like
Speaker 2: those romance military scams that the Nigerian guys pull on old,
Speaker 2: you know, widows to try to build them out of
Speaker 2: their money. But so you ask, how did I know
Speaker 2: it was Freemasons because it just kept happening, and it
Speaker 2: kept being more and more elaborate and more and more funded.
Speaker 2: So it wasn't just your local you know, cops harassing
Speaker 2: or something. Or though there was one guy who at
Speaker 2: one point had like really weird poparazzi cameras in the
Speaker 2: front of his car and the back window of his car,
Speaker 2: and he was like on the route where I was walking.
Speaker 2: I saw him a few times there, and I was like, dude,
Speaker 2: what are you doing? Like this is Colorado. This is
Speaker 2: not La or New York or it was some little
Speaker 2: suburban neighborhood in Colorado. And he clearly looked like he
Speaker 2: was like a private eye. So so just weird, weird,
Speaker 2: weird stuff was happening over and over and over. And
Speaker 2: the women, the couple that I had done the you know,
Speaker 2: secret service and admin way up in the White House.
Speaker 2: I forgot to say, this part is pretty crucial. She
Speaker 2: came to my book signing, they both did, and then
Speaker 2: they took me out for dinner after and they bought
Speaker 2: like twelve copies of my book and she says, I
Speaker 2: want you to handsign this one to Hillary and this
Speaker 2: one to Michelle Obama. And she goes and I'll make
Speaker 2: sure they get them and I will make sure they
Speaker 2: read them, because that's a love. So again, the timelines
Speaker 2: are wildly but that was back in Maine, and then,
Speaker 2: you know, I felt like I was pretty heavily under
Speaker 2: weird surveillance and my phone will get messed with, and
Speaker 2: all kinds of things would happen that you can kind
Speaker 2: of fluff it off once twice, three times, even ten times,
Speaker 2: but if it's just ongoing, then you go, okay, we're
Speaker 2: doing this, this is happening. Well, I don't know what
Speaker 2: I'm being looked at for what, you know, what the
Speaker 2: thing is here, but I think Oprah was part of it,
Speaker 2: and they just they watched to see if they can
Speaker 2: nag you into the cult, if they can you know,
Speaker 2: make you drink the kool aid. And I was just not,
Speaker 2: you know, I'm just not that person. So that was
Speaker 2: a journey and a push pull and a like a
Speaker 2: power play and and all these mind games and just
Speaker 2: like so, yeah, I kept playing on my own, you
Speaker 2: know side of it. I have to take responsibility that
Speaker 2: my curiosity is never ending, right, So I really wanted to.
Speaker 2: I did kind of want to Nancy Drew and craft
Speaker 2: the code and figure out what the hell was happening.
Speaker 2: And so so I was just yeah, studying all of
Speaker 2: its connecting dots, seeing it then so clearly, and kind
Speaker 2: of wondering. Like then once you become you know, you
Speaker 2: can see it. You can't unsee it. It's like everywhere
Speaker 2: and you become attuned to that and stuff. But you know,
Speaker 2: I just I was living in fear a lot, and
Speaker 2: I was I was having a hard time like get
Speaker 2: you know, roots under me, and and I just felt
Speaker 2: like everywhere I went it felt like, you know, there
Speaker 2: were yeah, just kind of boogey man. I guess that
Speaker 2: probably is when paranoia did actually kick in, and I
Speaker 2: did feel like they were legit gonna you know, like
Speaker 2: Isaac Cappy me or something, you know, And when I
Speaker 2: saw what happened him, like that was terrifying because all
Speaker 2: the dude was trying to do is tell truth. But
Speaker 2: who knows how far he got into it or what,
Speaker 2: you know, a level of participation he'd had. And so
Speaker 2: I tell truth, and I think, well, they've diminished my
Speaker 2: voice and shadow banned me and censored me and made
Speaker 2: me such a laughing stock and called me crazy and
Speaker 2: done all this, like you know, like I'm invisible, I
Speaker 2: don't exist, I don't matter, I don't count, I don't
Speaker 2: have a voice that you know, they don't see me
Speaker 2: as a threat anymore, or many they never did. But
Speaker 2: like I don't know if you've heard of Kathy O'Brien,
Speaker 2: but she's a whistleblower two who talks about having been
Speaker 2: in in front of Congress, spoke of having been raped
Speaker 2: by Hillary when she was seventeen years old and having
Speaker 2: been traffic through the system by your pedophile father. And
Speaker 2: you know, so they leave her alone too, And I
Speaker 2: think sometimes I think, if you're really vocal, and you're
Speaker 2: really clear, and you have some divine protection behind you,
Speaker 2: because you're supposed to be vocal and clear and truthful,
Speaker 2: then they will give you a begrudging space. You know,
Speaker 2: they won't be so bombarding. And also you just get
Speaker 2: to a point where you're onto them, and so their
Speaker 2: tactics and tricks don't even work on you anymore. And
Speaker 2: they really like like fresh meat. They like a new
Speaker 2: recruit who's green, and they can watch the fear reactions
Speaker 2: and they can get that, you know, good old loose
Speaker 2: or whatever it is that you know, extract inciphon energy
Speaker 2: from you from your fear. So as this phenomenon kept
Speaker 2: happening year after year, I got less and less a
Speaker 2: great because I thought, well, you know, a if they
Speaker 2: were going to kill me, they would have by now.
Speaker 2: And maybe I have some weird protector in the system
Speaker 2: I don't know about, some dark prints I don't know,
Speaker 2: or they're just curious and they're going to see what
Speaker 2: I do next, and you know, they're bored, and I'm
Speaker 2: what I think they refer to as a living sacrifice.
Speaker 2: You know, you walk around knowing who and what they are,
Speaker 2: what they do, and you have to kind of live
Speaker 2: with that, and it's a torment and its own right,
Speaker 2: because you know, if you start going down all the
Speaker 2: rabbit holes to all the levels, and you know, basement
Speaker 2: upon basement of evil, of the things they do to
Speaker 2: both attain and maintain fame, not only do you become repulse.
Speaker 2: And then of course you go through all the fear
Speaker 2: of like, oh my god, how can that happen? How
Speaker 2: can that be? And then you go through well can't
Speaker 2: it's not real, And you go through the cognitive dissonance
Speaker 2: and go over and over and loops, you kind of
Speaker 2: pack yourself in and out of it. You know that
Speaker 2: you want to be crazy. You want to be considered
Speaker 2: so delusional that everything you're thinking, saying, and feeling and
Speaker 2: discovering is just a lie or just wrong or you know,
Speaker 2: made up because you have some void and you need attention,
Speaker 2: or you know, like I've gone through all of that
Speaker 2: with myself, believe me, and the conclusions unfortunately, more fortunately
Speaker 2: that I came to is no, I'm not crazy. Never was.
Speaker 2: Was extremely astute, intuitive and aware even from a young
Speaker 2: age of people's patterns and when they were being authentic
Speaker 2: and when they were full of shit. And so it's
Speaker 2: a gift and a curse, my friend. And I'm not
Speaker 2: saying I'm one hundred percent accurate. I don't think any
Speaker 2: human could be. But I have. I keep saying, like
Speaker 2: even to myself and to my spirit theme you know,
Speaker 2: my angels, like you know, if you if you want
Speaker 2: me to know that I'm wrong, please show me. And
Speaker 2: one day I said that, and I said, I want
Speaker 2: to know that all of this stuff is real or not,
Speaker 2: and I want to know today because I was so
Speaker 2: fed up, I was so confused, I was so exhausted,
Speaker 2: and I felt like, oh my god, if I'm supposed
Speaker 2: to be some freaking truth teller, warrior, soldier of light,
Speaker 2: you know whatever, I need a little more intel here.
Speaker 2: It can't just be need to know all the time.
Speaker 2: I need to know today that I didn't just make
Speaker 2: all this shit up in my hand, you know. And
Speaker 2: that day a woman came knocking at my door and
Speaker 2: she had been when of my packages had been misdelivered
Speaker 2: to her in the next apartment complex over, so she
Speaker 2: was kind enough to bring it over. She came in,
Speaker 2: she saw my place. It's kind of cute, it's kind
Speaker 2: of artsy, fart'sy fun, and she goes, oh, this is great.
Speaker 2: What do you do? And I told her, I said,
Speaker 2: you know, I do comething sessions and stuff. She goes,
Speaker 2: oh my god, can you do one right now? And
Speaker 2: I was like sure. So she came in and we
Speaker 2: got chatting and you know, you know, she starts telling it.
Speaker 2: You know, she grew up in a town in Arizona,
Speaker 2: and I don't want to give too many details away
Speaker 2: because it's her story, not mine. But basically the story
Speaker 2: she told me corroborated what we are calling satanic ritual abuse,
Speaker 2: and it happened to be in a church. So the
Speaker 2: things she described, even the way these people were dressed,
Speaker 2: you know, was extremely satanic. And so then I knew, okay,
Speaker 2: Satanic panic didn't die in the eighties. It wasn't just
Speaker 2: some kind of Rosemary's Baby stuff or Manson stuff like.
Speaker 2: It is very very much alive and kicking very much,
Speaker 2: you know, more powerful than ever with the technology piece,
Speaker 2: and it's something that people are really kind of freaking
Speaker 2: out about AI. And it's like, okay, but AI is
Speaker 2: you know, Luciferianism, Satanism, Illuminati, Freemasonry, whatever. We want to
Speaker 2: put a you know label on that. And then again,
Speaker 2: because it's your show, I will say, do you think
Speaker 2: there's some kind of demonic, arconic or ultra terrestrial energies
Speaker 2: that move behind these people and pull their strength? So
Speaker 2: if they have, if the celebrities have free Mason handlers
Speaker 2: in the shadows we'll never see. Then I think the
Speaker 2: Freemasons themselves have some kind of off world handlers we
Speaker 2: will never see. And that is something. It's like, how
Speaker 2: the only one I've made sense of, how it can
Speaker 2: be so vast, so elaborate, so organized, how it can
Speaker 2: go back so far, and that, Yeah, of course there
Speaker 2: are benevolent forces and malevolent four versus that. You know,
Speaker 2: that just makes sense. They've been selling us good and
Speaker 2: evil in every movie and you know, ever made, and
Speaker 2: so they're just depicting what is actually happening within us
Speaker 2: and around us. And and so why do I think
Speaker 2: they targeted me? I don't know. I could have had
Speaker 2: a pass life where you know, this little soul group
Speaker 2: or hive mind or cult or whatever. I pissed them off,
Speaker 2: crossed them, called them out, then calling them out. Now
Speaker 2: I'm not I'm not their favorite, you know what I mean?
Speaker 2: Like in some ways, I think they love playing cat
Speaker 2: and mouse with me and to watch, you know, how
Speaker 2: I figure them out. But they also don't like that.
Speaker 2: I'm not that I you know, I'm a miss like
Speaker 2: go snitch, tell, rattle and roll, because I in the
Speaker 2: last three or four years This is the other way
Speaker 2: I know. I've definitely counseled a bunch of people who've
Speaker 2: had a lot of sexual trauma from childhood, and inevitably
Speaker 2: comes up this person had connections in either the military,
Speaker 2: high level up or YadA YadA, YadA, And so these
Speaker 2: were not Farmley Masons that these people were. That was
Speaker 2: your grandfather, that was your great grandfather, your uncle, you know.
Speaker 2: And so I would say a good portion of the
Speaker 2: say maybe it was fifteen hundred people or something less,
Speaker 2: you know, during pandemic. I would say, you know, fourteen
Speaker 2: hundred of them had some kind of you know, child
Speaker 2: harm story that they were overcoming. And I would how
Speaker 2: I would know this is I would go, Okay, what
Speaker 2: happened when you were four, what happened you were eight,
Speaker 2: what happened when you were twelve, what happened you're twenty two?
Speaker 2: And inevitably they would sort of burst into tears and say,
Speaker 2: how did you know? And I'd say, I don't know,
Speaker 2: it's just something in your soul. Kind of telling me
Speaker 2: that age was the best way I could kind of
Speaker 2: describe it. What I really think it is is something
Speaker 2: in their face, something and their energy, their body language,
Speaker 2: and yes, of course their soul that's you know, always
Speaker 2: shining through our eyes with crying to me for help.
Speaker 2: And I thought that the secret was killing them, is
Speaker 2: what I learned over time, and that not being able
Speaker 2: to say it out loud, not being able to talk
Speaker 2: about it, caring shame about it, that wasn't their shame,
Speaker 2: and then me too. It sort of blowing the Pandora's
Speaker 2: box open and the lid off in some ways. But
Speaker 2: then I was doing this triaging of these souls who
Speaker 2: were maybe not able to tell it in their immediate environment,
Speaker 2: at their you know, or be open about it with
Speaker 2: friends or at their workplace or even partners. And I
Speaker 2: was often honored and freaked out to be the person
Speaker 2: they were opening up to because I guess if I
Speaker 2: honed in on the age where they were the most hurt,
Speaker 2: then I could say to them, well, here's the process
Speaker 2: I've been given by by my own you know, guidance,
Speaker 2: and take it or leave it. But I think you
Speaker 2: at this age, say you're forty three now and you're
Speaker 2: going back to five year old self, you go in
Speaker 2: that room, you get them out of there, and you
Speaker 2: you do a rescue. Now, if you have to do
Speaker 2: it visually, you know, in a meditation with prayer, draw it,
Speaker 2: sing it, you know, write it, screaming in your car,
Speaker 2: whatever you have to do to release that from you.
Speaker 2: And and you know, then you just take that child
Speaker 2: out of that environment and hug them home back into
Speaker 2: your heart. And they would just weep. And I mean
Speaker 2: I was getting misty, and it was just such a
Speaker 2: powerful experience. But it happened over and over and over
Speaker 2: and over and over and over and over and over
Speaker 2: and over. No, and to the point where I was
Speaker 2: so angry. I was so angry and felt so helpless
Speaker 2: and powerless to help these people who had these sort
Speaker 2: of fragmentations. And you know, if you go into the
Speaker 2: Freemason psychology, is they want to do that. They want
Speaker 2: to atomize them as children and make them controllable their
Speaker 2: whole life. That's a way to force open the third
Speaker 2: eye and do it like a false Qundolini bonding experience
Speaker 2: with the victim and then make them live in fear
Speaker 2: of if you ever tell then so and so will die,
Speaker 2: or you'll die, or you know whatever, I'll go to jail.
Speaker 2: And if they really bonded to that person, they don't
Speaker 2: want to lose that person, even if they don't understand
Speaker 2: that's not a healthy love. So that was devastating, and
Speaker 2: you know, everything after that point, I think it was
Speaker 2: like creators sent it to me because I help these
Speaker 2: people find some way towards some kind of healing around
Speaker 2: those horrific things that I did not experience as a child,
Speaker 2: but was now suddenly coming to me in just like
Speaker 2: wave after wave after wave. Like it was horrific to
Speaker 2: you know, think of how vast and how it crosses
Speaker 2: all kinds of you know, race, and it crosses economic boundaries.
Speaker 2: And so I don't know if those lower level Masons
Speaker 2: are not doing it or doing it, or they know
Speaker 2: what's coming or they don't, but I know that at
Speaker 2: the higher levels that is just a requirement.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like there's so much to take in
Speaker 1: from everything you just talked about. But when it comes
Speaker 1: to these secret societies, these people, the upper echelon or
Speaker 1: whatever you want to call these elites, there's a lot
Speaker 1: of stuff that goes on with it that is hard
Speaker 1: to for a lot of people understand, especially like if
Speaker 1: you've never dealt with it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, what I learned the common thread was a
Speaker 2: lot of these families had alcoholism in them, okay. And
Speaker 2: so really literally when you open to the spirits, you
Speaker 2: open to the spirits, okay. And so if a man,
Speaker 2: for example, is getting drunk, you know, drinking, you know,
Speaker 2: working hard all week maybe you say, and drinking up
Speaker 2: his paycheck on the weekends with the guys and then
Speaker 2: coming home maybe either passing out, puking or wailing on
Speaker 2: the kids. And that did go on for a very
Speaker 2: long time it still does. Then then you have a
Speaker 2: recipe for generational you know, incess molestation secrets. And then
Speaker 2: it just keeps going. And then they want to wrap
Speaker 2: a religion around it, which is, well, it's all sacrifices
Speaker 2: for Lucifer. If I, you know, do this and move
Speaker 2: away from christ consciousness and creator source energy into darkness,
Speaker 2: then I am developing my enlightenment. Because they think they're
Speaker 2: shutting their ego and they're programming to be a good guy,
Speaker 2: to be a family guy. So they have that front
Speaker 2: facing kind of cover life where they're upstanding pillars of
Speaker 2: society and Christians and whatever. And then they you know
Speaker 2: go home and drink or drug or you know, hand
Speaker 2: their keys over to the demonic portals and realms, which
Speaker 2: is like coming through going yep, okay, thanks, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go, you know, have sex with a granddaughter,
Speaker 2: and then in the morning you're gonna have a huge hangover,
Speaker 2: you may even have blackout, and then everyone's going to
Speaker 2: rush to your defense saying, well, he was drunk, or
Speaker 2: he didn't mean it, or you know, he's a good man,
Speaker 2: or he made a mistake, or you have to forgive
Speaker 2: or whatever other nonsense that my client's heard over and
Speaker 2: over and over. Right, So, yes, it's a lot to
Speaker 2: unpack because it is just so rampant, and I think
Speaker 2: if we want to really get into the spiritual explanation,
Speaker 2: it isn't just men lust and booze and you know
Speaker 2: and premasonry practices. It's a lust entity that attaches to
Speaker 2: the purp and likes the light of the vic and
Speaker 2: so it's really coming to just feed, and it's going
Speaker 2: to feed out of despair. Like the Dementors and Harry Potter,
Speaker 2: you know, flying above the Quidditch field, they're whipping people up.
Speaker 2: These people are in lust and they're making out. These
Speaker 2: people are in you know, anger and they're fighting. These
Speaker 2: people are in love and they're just kind of all
Speaker 2: cozy canutally, and it's sort of like, you know that
Speaker 2: these entities, these beings, these offworlders feed on us, and
Speaker 2: we are their food source. We are their reality TV,
Speaker 2: we are their entertainment. We are their slaves as well,
Speaker 2: meaning energy slaves. Right, They want to harvest you, so
Speaker 2: they really want a strong emotion. And I think the benevolence
Speaker 2: and the celestials probably do feed might be the wrong word,
Speaker 2: but they are nourished and sustained by our advancement, our evolution,
Speaker 2: by when we do kind things and good deeds and
Speaker 2: the small act that you know, will benefit one another.
Speaker 2: That's then getting their wings in heaven or something, right
Speaker 2: like Clarence and wonder, it's a wonderful life. You know.
Speaker 2: We we do good down here then, or over here,
Speaker 2: under here, whatever, interdimensionally if you want our time quantum,
Speaker 2: I don't know, but you know, I kind of sometimes
Speaker 2: revert back to my capic training of you know, hell,
Speaker 2: heaven and purgatory, and I feel like Planet Earth is
Speaker 2: a bit of a purgatory kind of situation. So yeah,
Speaker 2: so there's a lot to impact because it is playing
Speaker 2: out physically on what you know, people would call the
Speaker 2: three D tangible earthly realm, whether you want to call
Speaker 2: it flatter fear earth, you know, towards peroidal earth or global.
Speaker 2: I mean, it doesn't matter. It's like how we treat
Speaker 2: each other while we're here in the sim or this matrix.
Speaker 2: Right so so, But my whole thing of being vocal
Speaker 2: and why of hope actually about these you know, this vast, yucky,
Speaker 2: sticky demonocrat is never before have we had the Internet
Speaker 2: to expose them, and they in secrecy and keeping these
Speaker 2: practices in the shadows, and they will fall down again.
Speaker 2: You know, they've already fallen. They're fallen, and they will
Speaker 2: fall even further away from grace because too many people
Speaker 2: know now, and too many people are becoming more in
Speaker 2: the know and asking more questions and connecting more dots.
Speaker 2: So we outnumber them sometimes, you said recently two to one,
Speaker 2: and I believe that. And they may have all the resources,
Speaker 2: they may have the cleverness and the long standing plans,
Speaker 2: and they may still see us as cheaple and deplorables
Speaker 2: and profanes and uninitiated, but you know, the human spirit
Speaker 2: is something they kind of didn't count on us. That
Speaker 2: one variable that is the Curveball and the Wrench in
Speaker 2: their works because it's indomitable, it's resourceful, it's resilient, and
Speaker 2: it does when you step on its toes, say ouch,
Speaker 2: back off. It does when you try you break or
Speaker 2: steal or siphon its soul and use it for your
Speaker 2: own benefit or profit. Say I see that, I see
Speaker 2: what you're doing. I may not be able to stop
Speaker 2: you in the Mason owned courts, or you know, I can.
Speaker 2: I can do what I can do in the court
Speaker 2: of public opinion by exposing what I know of you
Speaker 2: and how I've felt with your tactics and methods, and
Speaker 2: how it has been revealed to me your character or
Speaker 2: lack there is, you know. But yeah, I mean we
Speaker 2: could go off on tangents, say it's UFOs, it's alien Wars,
Speaker 2: and then it's playing out on the human realm. I
Speaker 2: do think there's an astral component, and that's where all
Speaker 2: these like warlocks and witches vie for power and they
Speaker 2: have these, you know, apparently like pretty primal battles where
Speaker 2: they're trying to get seats on the Satanic Council. And
Speaker 2: you know, Jesse's been good about outing a lot of that.
Speaker 2: So I recommend anybody could go look at her on
Speaker 2: a Quarius Rising Africa and a whole bunch of other
Speaker 2: you know sites, but that's one where she does a
Speaker 2: lot of her deep diving. But I think that's when
Speaker 2: then I started looking and trying to find materials of
Speaker 2: people who'd been in masonry and left and how they
Speaker 2: were treated and how, you know, how some of them
Speaker 2: got to live and some of them didn't, And it
Speaker 2: just almost seemed like a big dark lottery. And you
Speaker 2: don't know if they're still trying to maybe flip you,
Speaker 2: or if someone in the system has a little shine
Speaker 2: for you and it just wants to keep you as
Speaker 2: their toy. Like you don't know, and you'll never know
Speaker 2: because you don't have the same resources they do, right,
Speaker 2: So you just have your voice and your story and
Speaker 2: your impressions and your you know, research data that you've
Speaker 2: then kind of applied and implemented, and then also the
Speaker 2: anecdotal evidence overwhelmingly of the people who have been harmed
Speaker 2: as children who are now adults and who are recovering
Speaker 2: and putting their own puzzle pieces together and doing it
Speaker 2: hopefully with compassionate people who could hold space for them
Speaker 2: to grow into the adult they came here to be,
Speaker 2: because so many of them, this is something else about
Speaker 2: the Lemnati in general, are children. They are you know,
Speaker 2: broken vampire children is kind of the softest way I
Speaker 2: can say that. And then they continue to perpetuate the
Speaker 2: cycles of abuse, and you know, they they think it
Speaker 2: makes them special and illuminated and enlightened, and it just
Speaker 2: makes them sad, weak and caged, you know, with golden handcuffs.
Speaker 2: So I do believe that more people, whether we're talking
Speaker 2: like boots on the ground kind of thing or more
Speaker 2: of the war of consciousness kind of thing, are just
Speaker 2: really going to get to that place where it's going
Speaker 2: to be some kind of other version of a best
Speaker 2: deal day, you know, and just the oppressors are going
Speaker 2: to be held accountable one way or another. And I'm
Speaker 2: not someone who would ever advocate violence by any means.
Speaker 2: I don't think that's the way we need to do it.
Speaker 2: I don't think that's effective. I think it just gets
Speaker 2: more violence. That said, I think you've got to keep
Speaker 2: your kids safe at all costs and make a better,
Speaker 2: safer world for the generations to come. So people like
Speaker 2: me aren't sitting in rooms with you know, more harmed
Speaker 2: children because people were afraid to speak up about it,
Speaker 2: to push back on it, to say no, you won't
Speaker 2: do that, and know you won't get away with it.
Speaker 2: So that's where I'm encouraged is that, you know, again
Speaker 2: they thrived in secrecy and their vow silence. I do
Speaker 2: think enough of them now are at a tipping point
Speaker 2: where they are freaking sick of that valve silence themselves.
Speaker 2: You know, it is not easier fun. I'm sure to
Speaker 2: live a in you know, an inverted gendered body, which
Speaker 2: happens a lot with the elites and the illuminaties. They're
Speaker 2: presenting as one gender and they're really structurally something else.
Speaker 2: And so that's part of that Baphomet agenda and the
Speaker 2: agenda of long term depopulation and eugenics and you know,
Speaker 2: wanting to have more lab created humans than organic, naturally
Speaker 2: procreated humans. And so they're just you know, one way
Speaker 2: or another. I was never going to think I was
Speaker 2: going to be someone to grow up and be like
Speaker 2: it's the guy remain man, you know, like I am
Speaker 2: not you know that person I I but I you know,
Speaker 2: having been now someone who has had you know, some
Speaker 2: gaslighting moments with Obama himself through the airwaves. I just
Speaker 2: don't respect them. I don't respect them. I had voted
Speaker 2: for him twice. You know, these people, I I know
Speaker 2: too much now about what there really are behind their
Speaker 2: personas and their masks. And I think they both love
Speaker 2: that and hated about me. And I think that's one
Speaker 2: reason again I'm still around, is I'm a I'm an
Speaker 2: anomaly to them. They cannot put me in a box.
Speaker 2: They cannot just write a check and have me roll
Speaker 2: over and be part of their you know, gross running
Speaker 2: train gang rape initiations, which no, thank you never, you know.
Speaker 2: So they literally do go to you know, rituals and
Speaker 2: sign their name and blood. Apparently in contracts they put
Speaker 2: you know, little trays of cocaine or you know, math
Speaker 2: or whatever out in front of a hotel room. And
Speaker 2: then they this is from a senator, Senator lynn Wood said,
Speaker 2: they will do gun child in camera, and so they'll
Speaker 2: put them in a room, put a gun to their head.
Speaker 2: They've got a child doing stuff and they're filming it,
Speaker 2: and then they're owned for life and that's all of them.
Speaker 2: It's like zero exceptions. So if they get to that
Speaker 2: level of a list or Mega fame. They've all been
Speaker 2: through the paces, which is why you see a lot
Speaker 2: of them start looking super demonic, and that is more
Speaker 2: than filler. That often is probably a drino face, you know,
Speaker 2: or something shining through there that ain't the human host
Speaker 2: anymore at that point, because it just seems so obvious
Speaker 2: with some of them, right, that's not just bad aging,
Speaker 2: That's not yeah, bad surgery, It's just it all looks
Speaker 2: very demonic and clown like at a certain point, maybe
Speaker 2: Nephilim or something. I don't know. I'm not like that
Speaker 2: BILLI biblically biblically scholarly, you know, up to par speed
Speaker 2: on revelation or any of that end times or anything
Speaker 2: that stuff or ascension. I don't identify as pagan or
Speaker 2: Christian or New Age or atheist or anything. I'm very
Speaker 2: much a spiritual person. I very much have a connection
Speaker 2: to Creator and know I say I left the church
Speaker 2: and kept Jesus. That's kind of where I land with
Speaker 2: all of it. Because we are an astra warfare man.
Speaker 2: We are in spiritual battle, and I'm not someone who
Speaker 2: wants to play the doom and gloom side of that.
Speaker 2: I'm believing evil at this level can be vanquished, is
Speaker 2: revealed and exposed. It can no longer slither in the shadows.
Speaker 2: It has to come out and be seen in the light,
Speaker 2: and then it has to transmute, because it's not sustainable
Speaker 2: to have a planet where you keep raping, sodomizing, and
Speaker 2: cannibalizing your own children. You know. That's where I do
Speaker 2: think more of them are not quite human because like
Speaker 2: most humans, if you're not a total psychopath or a
Speaker 2: narcopath or petal war like, want to protect the innocent
Speaker 2: and the vulnerable, and so something, you know, their humanity
Speaker 2: switch or something has been turned off somewhere somehow, and
Speaker 2: that's going to be more than greed, more than last
Speaker 2: more than blackmail. I think there's something there that is
Speaker 2: I'm not going to even say drac O or reptilian
Speaker 2: or gray or anything that because I don't know, I
Speaker 2: really don't. It could be could be a hybrid of
Speaker 2: a lot of things. Demonic, arconic, you know, negative, just
Speaker 2: entities that are kind of I think more from the void,
Speaker 2: you know, where they have no operating system of their own,
Speaker 2: so they have to come and again hijack and feed
Speaker 2: off humans and pit us against each other. And that's
Speaker 2: that's dying because the more people that understand, you know,
Speaker 2: the the technological parts of it, the wealth influence of it,
Speaker 2: and then the spiritual aspects of it, like they're game over.
Speaker 2: They rely on you know, people's ignorance and non secrecy,
Speaker 2: and more people are having more conversations like this more
Speaker 2: and more every day at their dinner table, let alone,
Speaker 2: you know, in a podcast or something, and then it
Speaker 2: goes where it needs to go, and it enlightens and
Speaker 2: awakens those who are ready and the ones who aren't
Speaker 2: just think you're bat shit raising that's okay too, you know,
Speaker 2: didn't foil that man.
Speaker 1: The name of the show, that's right.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So we get to explore different theories, whether they're
Speaker 2: conspiracy theories or truth plus time, because that's really what
Speaker 2: ends up happening is, Oh, didn't you say that three
Speaker 2: years ago? Didn't you say that ten years ago? And
Speaker 2: you say that twenty years ago? Yes? I did? And
Speaker 2: what did you say to me that I was crazy, insane,
Speaker 2: delusional and you know, needed help. I kept getting the help,
Speaker 2: and all the help kept saying, yeah, you seem all right,
Speaker 2: you know, you're on some interesting topics and themes that
Speaker 2: I don't really understand to relate to, but you seem
Speaker 2: pretty grounded, and I think, well, thank you. So you know,
Speaker 2: went to plenty of therapists, had plenty of talk therapy
Speaker 2: over the decades, and it was determined, you know, like
Speaker 2: I'm not that bad, and yeah, I have my own
Speaker 2: mental health issues and challenges for sure, and I get
Speaker 2: stupid celebrity crushes that got me entangled all up in
Speaker 2: this damn mess and had some limerens there, but like
Speaker 2: very clear now that you know, if he wants to
Speaker 2: be will and if he doesn't, he doesn't, and you know,
Speaker 2: not living in some fantasyland wanting to have a partner
Speaker 2: that's like tangible and present and not someone who just
Speaker 2: jerks your chain or plays with your head or heart,
Speaker 2: because that's that's what they do and it's a game
Speaker 2: to them, and to me, that's just maybe the most
Speaker 2: disgusting thing of all is Yeah, I've heard the horrible
Speaker 2: things they do to children and to animals, and you know,
Speaker 2: they go to tense cities where people are you know
Speaker 2: there ending up in ten cities because of what happened
Speaker 2: to them as children, and then they reach for substances
Speaker 2: and then their family throws them away and tense city
Speaker 2: and that's like a McDonald's derived through to an Illuminati member, right, Like,
Speaker 2: they're not going to clean that up. They could, they
Speaker 2: all have them money ten times over to clean those up.
Speaker 2: They're in their backyards, right, and they won't do it
Speaker 2: because that's part of their religion. Is Hey, you know,
Speaker 2: that's that's an easy quick person to disappear. That's an
Speaker 2: easy quick person to grab for ritual. So you know,
Speaker 2: they just see us as you know, food and with
Speaker 2: dollar signs in their eyes. And people say, but not
Speaker 2: all famous people are bad. I'm like, yeah, they are.
Speaker 2: They really actually aren't. All it is it actually is
Speaker 2: because they take that vow of silence and they know
Speaker 2: what's going on. So even if they aren't, some of
Speaker 2: the more heinous, you know, programmer groomer recruiters who are
Speaker 2: really you know, out there just ruining lives with their
Speaker 2: lives and their bullshit, like, they are participant by being
Speaker 2: you know, complicit and by keeping that valve of silence
Speaker 2: of what they know goes on and profiting from it.
Speaker 2: So I hate to burst people's bubbles with that, but
Speaker 2: they also kind of want them to get it like that.
Speaker 2: You know, you can't be at that level of fame
Speaker 2: and not have done the nefarious things. It doesn't matter
Speaker 2: how good the persona or the act is, or how
Speaker 2: intact the mask seems to be, or how you think
Speaker 2: that that one's a really nice guy or this one
Speaker 2: seems really sweet or really down to earth, oh that
Speaker 2: they are act towards They are acting and it is
Speaker 2: a role. And when they most of them, if not all,
Speaker 2: probably all have been groomed for forever, probably most or
Speaker 2: all of their lives. So you know, I started to
Speaker 2: just really desperately wish that one could be good, that
Speaker 2: one could have some shreds of goodness in them. And
Speaker 2: every time I would kind of do that, I would
Speaker 2: get whacked down, you know, and get like a real
Speaker 2: SmackDown of you know, why do you need them to
Speaker 2: be good? Why don't you just be good and do
Speaker 2: the best you can with that? Because that was like,
Speaker 2: oh yeah, that part, you know, that's the big epiphany
Speaker 2: I had, is you know, and then to find good
Speaker 2: and does good mean you still have a shadow and
Speaker 2: you wish that, you know, you have visualizations of you know,
Speaker 2: their heads popping off and them being vacuumed into space dust,
Speaker 2: very far away from anyone they could ever harm, you know,
Speaker 2: the vulnerable. They seem to get off unharming the vulnerable,
Speaker 2: and they will use any hosts that will allow them
Speaker 2: to do that. I think that's the best way you
Speaker 2: can phrase the phenomenon is it's easy to say all
Speaker 2: A listers are evil Freemason, satanic Illuminati people who've you know,
Speaker 2: hurt children for fame, and that's accurate. But it turns
Speaker 2: people off and makes them go, well, that's not credible,
Speaker 2: but it's it's easier to understand if you go, these
Speaker 2: people are hosts and they have handlers, and they're broken
Speaker 2: and they have mk ultra and doesn't mean like boohoo,
Speaker 2: poor you. You know, they still have to be held
Speaker 2: accountable for crimes that say their body committed. If we're
Speaker 2: doing some kind of body snatchers hijack possession, you know,
Speaker 2: like again I always called it like handing their keys
Speaker 2: over and then something else moves in and has a
Speaker 2: party and then leaves, and then they're left with that
Speaker 2: blackout hangover what did I do last night? You know. Again,
Speaker 2: it does not let anyone off the hook, ever, because
Speaker 2: there are still things that even under the deepest, darkest
Speaker 2: influence of like say the deepest darkest drug or or
Speaker 2: mind control or whatever, you still would have your moral
Speaker 2: compass that would say no, I will not do that,
Speaker 2: you know, and that that sustains me of Like, you know,
Speaker 2: there may be you know, Grammy winners out there who
Speaker 2: it's just you know, when they pick up their trophy,
Speaker 2: it's like I've killed a lot of kids, you know,
Speaker 2: or an Oscar it's like, hey, yeah, I'm responsible for
Speaker 2: a lot of deaths of innocence. And yet this is
Speaker 2: something that we grotesquely still sort of uphold and celebrate.
Speaker 2: And I remember going to Oscar parties and I remember
Speaker 2: wanting to, you know, be in that realm and put
Speaker 2: on the dress and the jokes and everything. And now
Speaker 2: I look at it and I just want to puke.
Speaker 2: I literally feel so sick to my stomach and so
Speaker 2: sad and so angry about the whole thing that I
Speaker 2: just feel a little like a Twilight Zone episode where
Speaker 2: like you're one of the you know, few people that's
Speaker 2: awake and everybody else's kind of like comatose, and you're
Speaker 2: trying to wake them up. You're trying to you know,
Speaker 2: Bomb's coming in common and Chicken little and this guy's falling,
Speaker 2: and then you go, wait a minute, that's not my job.
Speaker 2: That is above my pay grit. I have to I
Speaker 2: have to just find ways to be awake in this
Speaker 2: bizarre realm and try to navigate my own kind of
Speaker 2: life stream and my connection to not only my creator
Speaker 2: and my own soul, but to the people I'm supposed
Speaker 2: to yeah, service to others, help you know, in some way,
Speaker 2: or facilitate them in some way, or learn lessons and
Speaker 2: and you know, clear karma from things that I experience
Speaker 2: with them or or I don't want to say inflict
Speaker 2: on them, but like bring to them sometimes, so like
Speaker 2: bring to their life, like whatever kind of things we
Speaker 2: crash around on each other. Those triggers are actually gifts,
Speaker 2: you know, it's a dark gift. It's not when you
Speaker 2: ask for you when you want it or when you're
Speaker 2: happy about but your triggers and being able to learn
Speaker 2: how to lean into them, release them, and understand where
Speaker 2: they come from and why they're there and how they're
Speaker 2: trying to keep you safe. And so that's more like
Speaker 2: the psychological level, And a lot of this is psychological warfare.
Speaker 2: And psychological ops or operations, so you get real strong
Speaker 2: in your mind, real strong in your soul, and real
Speaker 2: strong and your intuition, they cannot mess with you anymore,
Speaker 2: you know, like it's your own mind and your own fear.
Speaker 2: I found with Mason's especially, that they want to, you know,
Speaker 2: kind of weaponize your own mind and your own fears
Speaker 2: against you. And then their job is done and they
Speaker 2: don't have to lift a finger. They don't have to
Speaker 2: get dirty, you know, or roll up their sleeves, are
Speaker 2: getting the mud, or do the work. So they do
Speaker 2: kind of pick people that have, yeah, kind of a
Speaker 2: fame ambition and a naivete and that's their favorite kind
Speaker 2: of person of milk, you know, And that's the category
Speaker 2: unfortunately fell into. And now I'm too savvy and I
Speaker 2: know too much, and I'm not impressed with them, and
Speaker 2: quite the opposite, I'm pretty rup pulsed. So I think
Speaker 2: they just kind of, you know, two people up, spit
Speaker 2: them out. That is what Hollywood does to stars anyway,
Speaker 2: whether you make it in the game, or you're just
Speaker 2: on the periphery or one of the supporting roles or something,
Speaker 2: or you know, you're painting the sets or like, there's
Speaker 2: there's a lot of stuff that goes on. And we're
Speaker 2: not just talking casting couch. We're talking lots of other
Speaker 2: you know, darker, dirtier, ritualistic things that that they have
Speaker 2: to be stopped, you know. So look, I just love
Speaker 2: to disappear forever on some level and just go beyond
Speaker 2: of each and write books and even with a pen
Speaker 2: name or something, and have a partner and you know,
Speaker 2: maybe just go to the swim in the sea. But
Speaker 2: I would never be able to live with myself knowing
Speaker 2: that if I know things about these creatures and their
Speaker 2: operating system and their methods and who they like to
Speaker 2: target and why, and I can get that out to
Speaker 2: someone who would just be like, oh yeah, I thought
Speaker 2: I wanted to go, you know, write screenplays or you know,
Speaker 2: be a production assistant on this film. But I'm going
Speaker 2: to be real careful. I'm not going to go to
Speaker 2: those partnies. I'm not going to rise up the ranks
Speaker 2: too quickly, because that's where it gets heady, and the
Speaker 2: money and the drugs and the offerings start coming in
Speaker 2: and the soul starts becoming, you know, having they have
Speaker 2: more and more of a death grip on you and
Speaker 2: leverage if you're a part of them, and if you
Speaker 2: do the things they do, then they think of you
Speaker 2: as someone to protect, because that's that above of silence too.
Speaker 2: And I could see it, like I could see it,
Speaker 2: and who stepped up, you know, and who was team
Speaker 2: what and who was playing what role, and like it
Speaker 2: just seemed really obviously clicks into high school, you know.
Speaker 2: And and that was weird too, because I'd never even
Speaker 2: in high school, I just was the floater. I bounced
Speaker 2: around to this group or that, and I never probably
Speaker 2: really fit in or belong in anyone, but I could
Speaker 2: get by and all of them. And so I never
Speaker 2: understood clicks or hive mind or groups or it just didn't.
Speaker 2: I guess I'm more of a lone wolf and more
Speaker 2: of a free agent, and I just didn't resonate or
Speaker 2: I would be the one kind of rejected or you know, yeah, exiled.
Speaker 2: So there wasn't that new for me to be, you know,
Speaker 2: kind of the one that was bullied. But it was
Speaker 2: new for me to start seeing why I was owning
Speaker 2: that there must be some sort of something that I
Speaker 2: had that they wanted and not to get into my
Speaker 2: ego like massive head pride about it, but to just
Speaker 2: kind of start observing and just kind of go interesting.
Speaker 2: And I think it's all you know, experience, and it's
Speaker 2: all you know, just learning curve and then shedding old
Speaker 2: programs and beliefs that no longer serve us to go
Speaker 2: forward and as a humanity. And I mean, I do
Speaker 2: believe our individual you know, karma and journey and soul
Speaker 2: whatever or coming back to our core christ consciousness where
Speaker 2: you know these things in greater shall you do Like
Speaker 2: that's that's just tuning out the noise of the world
Speaker 2: and the temptations of the world. And I don't mean
Speaker 2: in some way of like go sit in your garden
Speaker 2: with your Bible if you want to do that, and
Speaker 2: that lets you up do it. You know, could be
Speaker 2: go sit barefoot, you know, by a lake that could
Speaker 2: let you up do it. You know, anything that brings
Speaker 2: you more into your expanded self rather than you're constricted
Speaker 2: daily like I gotta paybills, I die myself, you know,
Speaker 2: because that's what the light feeds, the true light, not
Speaker 2: the false you know, Illuminati light, but you know that's
Speaker 2: more glamour or glimmer or false shine, but the true
Speaker 2: light of the spirit of the soul is priceless and
Speaker 2: should never be compromised for anything or anyone. And so
Speaker 2: that's why I think getting the message out of like
Speaker 2: whatever they do or don't do, we may or may
Speaker 2: not ever know, but I think we do know. And
Speaker 2: I think there's a lot of like not wanting to
Speaker 2: accept it because I will have to do something about it.
Speaker 2: And that probably scares a lot of people, especially people
Speaker 2: with kids. You know, want to keep kids safe, but
Speaker 2: they particularly want to keep their own kids safe. And
Speaker 2: that's completely understandable that not everyone's here to like be
Speaker 2: some kind of crusader, whistleblower toothtailler, Like I think it's
Speaker 2: just more like I'm just a human telling a human
Speaker 2: story that was kind of weird, had a lot of
Speaker 2: plot twists and turns, and someday I hope to have
Speaker 2: more of the puzzle pieces and more understanding about it.
Speaker 2: But at this point, it just like getting my psyche
Speaker 2: run through a meat grinder for seven years and for what,
Speaker 2: you know, like for some you know, ego contests, pissing contest,
Speaker 2: battle you know, over who could break me, you know,
Speaker 2: and or because I pissed Oprah off, or because I
Speaker 2: had crushes on John Mayer and Jared Letto and Snoop
Speaker 2: and then like they start looking back and making little
Speaker 2: you know, like subs, you know, like where you're like, no,
Speaker 2: that's a come on, Snoop Dog didn't notice that I exist.
Speaker 2: And it's like you get caught up in that. You
Speaker 2: get caught up in that because we were curated and trained,
Speaker 2: and I mean I grew up with that sho fame,
Speaker 2: you know, with Iron Carra the theme song of I'm
Speaker 2: Gonna Live Forever, I'm Gonna learn how to fly. And
Speaker 2: you know, it's just like you're you want your name
Speaker 2: in life, but you don't, you know, you want your
Speaker 2: name and the books of trying to do your best
Speaker 2: and being a good human, you don't. I mean, perfectionism
Speaker 2: is so the Satanic way, right, Like they're always tweaking
Speaker 2: themselves with surgeries and hormones and changing everything and instead
Speaker 2: of learning how to accept and love and have you know,
Speaker 2: grace for ourselves. And I even have grace for them,
Speaker 2: it's I have pity for them. I have contempt for
Speaker 2: them too, for the things they've done, for the cowardice
Speaker 2: of not pulling together and trying to make it better.
Speaker 2: You know, to just cruise along and their complacency in
Speaker 2: their lives. I have deep pain over that and deep
Speaker 2: agony over you know that. I know that it was
Speaker 2: never my job to fix, save, rescue, or heal any
Speaker 2: of them, or to rise them up back, you know,
Speaker 2: into the arms of real truth or real love or
Speaker 2: real creation. But it was my job to hold up
Speaker 2: a mirror. And I actually kind of had fun with that.
Speaker 2: And I'm honest, I don't think they did, but I did.
Speaker 2: And so I did that for a while and now
Speaker 2: I'm even moving away from that and just like, Okay,
Speaker 2: what's the role I want to play next? And I
Speaker 2: think that's what all of us, whatever, however we grew up,
Speaker 2: if it was humble beginnings, if it was silver Spoon,
Speaker 2: if it was you know, kind of more yeah, farm
Speaker 2: league or this upper echelon, you know, very hoity toity
Speaker 2: stuff like, there isn't a personal live that hasn't been
Speaker 2: free masonically influenced and for the negative. And so if
Speaker 2: you start taking your power back from noticing the symbolism,
Speaker 2: understanding their you know, their rituals, understanding their levels, understanding
Speaker 2: their hand signed language, they have nowhere to go. You know,
Speaker 2: they can't go back and slither into the shadows, because
Speaker 2: now the light is getting brighter, brighter and stronger and stronger,
Speaker 2: and it's shining in their eyes and it's waking them
Speaker 2: up out of their MK alter coma too. If they
Speaker 2: have alters who've maybe this alter is an assassin, or
Speaker 2: this alter is a beta kitty, or this alter you know,
Speaker 2: performance and into the stadium and it frees them from
Speaker 2: their you know, grip of these again demonic arconic programs
Speaker 2: thought forms, the mental slavery, right, like we know Bob
Speaker 2: Marley said that, and that was someone who unfortunately was
Speaker 2: probably in the system too, because but you know, for
Speaker 2: yourself from mental slavery, that's a good line and we'll
Speaker 2: keep it no matter who wrote it and why and when.
Speaker 2: But it's very prevalent for our times is to free
Speaker 2: ourselves from mental slavery. We have to understand, you know,
Speaker 2: I like to put it this way, but know thy enemy.
Speaker 2: You know, you have to know what what the other team,
Speaker 2: and I mean the darkness and the void and thevalent
Speaker 2: factions that are you genesis, that do you want to
Speaker 2: wipe out humanity, that do operate on greed, lust, and
Speaker 2: power and blood. You know, like that's the that's not
Speaker 2: the team we want to be playing for at this
Speaker 2: point in our human evolution. Like that is the team
Speaker 2: that needs to be and will be defeated through more
Speaker 2: and more people waking up and stopping supporting them, number one,
Speaker 2: Stop supporting them with your money, with your vote, with
Speaker 2: your time, with your energy, you know, and stop putting
Speaker 2: them on pedestals, Stop giving them your money, you know,
Speaker 2: stop giving them your vote. Just stop, just like, withdraw
Speaker 2: all your support from these things and have alternate forms
Speaker 2: of entertainment. May sound easier said than done, because like
Speaker 2: everyone wants to take their kids to Disney, but like
Speaker 2: we now know too much about Disney and Nickelodeon what
Speaker 2: that actually means and how those kids actually turned out,
Speaker 2: and it's not good. And so it's it's the crappiest
Speaker 2: place on earth. And Disney was a thirty third degree Mason,
Speaker 2: and you know, so they just peel back the layers
Speaker 2: of the onion and it is all the Mason onion.
Speaker 2: And how you know is like they have this like
Speaker 2: I said, sneer, and they think they're better than everyone,
Speaker 2: and they think they're the smartest, best looking you know,
Speaker 2: they're arrogant and they are violent, and they are in
Speaker 2: total insecurity, vanity, and fear. So they're slaves to their own.
Speaker 2: You know, they have their own mental slavery, which is
Speaker 2: that they have to achieve more, They have to have
Speaker 2: higher numbers in their bank account, they have to do
Speaker 2: another film and another tour, and they they are worked
Speaker 2: brasically basically to death, right like they are milked until
Speaker 2: they're useful and then they're thrown away or exited from
Speaker 2: the scene. And they have about six ways they do it.
Speaker 2: They do helicopter, they do you know, bat hot tub,
Speaker 2: you know, drowning or heart attacks. They do pills and overdose.
Speaker 2: You can just look and you can see over and
Speaker 2: over and over again from Buddy Holly and Kobe Bryant
Speaker 2: and you know Matthew Perry in the hot tub and
Speaker 2: Whitney Houston in the tub, and you know, they just
Speaker 2: have They're not original. They are very repetitive. And if
Speaker 2: you go back and back and back and back, you'll
Speaker 2: see it all throughout history that this has been going
Speaker 2: on and brewing. But yeah, these times as we're in
Speaker 2: where they just want to take over completely and not
Speaker 2: even being that subtle about the satanic agendas or that
Speaker 2: they want to enslave people and have a social credit
Speaker 2: system and listen to so you have to not consent,
Speaker 2: and you have to Yeah, I mean not all of
Speaker 2: us are going to learn to grow our own food
Speaker 2: or raise chickens, and not everyone is in a position
Speaker 2: to homeschool, but you know, incorporating more of those elements
Speaker 2: into our daily lives so we're less and less pendant
Speaker 2: and we're more interdependent, so that when things when and
Speaker 2: if things do hit the fan this year, because an
Speaker 2: election year, it's very charged and there's a lot of
Speaker 2: secrets and truth coming out on all sides, as does
Speaker 2: happen in those years. And when people realize like that's
Speaker 2: a farce too, that's just another game, that's just another distraction,
Speaker 2: then they're just going to want to keep it like
Speaker 2: really local and simple. And I do not mean like
Speaker 2: fifteen minute cities at all, you know, because we don't
Speaker 2: want that. We want to we know, on our wings
Speaker 2: clipped and we don't need to be, you know, micromanaged
Speaker 2: everything we do. But you know, just being more in
Speaker 2: your immediate environment, turning the screens off, being more in nature,
Speaker 2: being you know, more present because these screens have been
Speaker 2: one way they really really get us, you know, and
Speaker 2: something I have to work on too. But yeah, so
Speaker 2: I I really long in story and long sorter, short story,
Speaker 2: longer whatever. I mean that I just know it's really
Speaker 2: since I just know it's Illuminati. And the way I
Speaker 2: know is the first two or three years I couldn't
Speaker 2: have imagined that that were true. But as I started
Speaker 2: reading into their materials, their charter stuff, there, you know,
Speaker 2: a lot more UH is out there now than ever
Speaker 2: was before. Then I could just correlate and correlate and
Speaker 2: correlate and correlate the the comms, the strategies, the the
Speaker 2: playbook as I call it. And what counters that playbook
Speaker 2: is when you know it, they can't run it on you.
Speaker 2: It's like if you have been scammed once by any
Speaker 2: of these you know Bigerian groups who are like a
Speaker 2: friend of mine was out of her you know, life savings.
Speaker 2: She'd lost eighty grand in one of those military romance scams.
Speaker 2: You know, if you've been scammed once, you know what
Speaker 2: it is and you know who's behind it, and you
Speaker 2: know they're they're steel kill destroy kind of you know
Speaker 2: methodologies and how if you start getting tender or bonded
Speaker 2: to a situation or a person, then they come and
Speaker 2: they hammer you and they pull you in another direction
Speaker 2: and they try to turn you into onto a new
Speaker 2: handler and a new handler and a new potential handler.
Speaker 2: Because everyone they threw them. I was like, no, thank you,
Speaker 2: threw them right back, because first of all, I'm not
Speaker 2: someone who's going to be handled. You know, I'm now
Speaker 2: fifty three. This started when I was about forty five ish,
Speaker 2: and I was already two old world weary and wise,
Speaker 2: you know, even at forty five to understand to not
Speaker 2: know what a scam was, what a con was, you know,
Speaker 2: what it felt like, how you know, the tactics and
Speaker 2: asking all the right questions and then getting redirected and
Speaker 2: you know, gaslight, gang stocked whatever. Like I do what
Speaker 2: those tactics were. I just didn't understand why they were,
Speaker 2: you know, using them on me, and if I was
Speaker 2: some kind of weird giddy pig, I didn't understand who
Speaker 2: did it why? And I mean at this point, I
Speaker 2: kind of don't care because it sucked and it happened,
Speaker 2: and it's not even over, but it's better. And so
Speaker 2: I just think people telling their stories right, telling it
Speaker 2: on the micro level, the macro level. Tell it at
Speaker 2: your dinner table, tell it in podcasts, tell it in
Speaker 2: your conference rooms. Like it may sound weird, but the
Speaker 2: more and awkward right and inappropriate even in some settings,
Speaker 2: But the more people normalize talking about, you know, who
Speaker 2: runs the world and what are their intentions and and
Speaker 2: learning and noticing the hand signs and the signals and
Speaker 2: the symbols. And there are times of year where they're
Speaker 2: you know, it's their peak, holidays and stuff. That really
Speaker 2: starts backing them into a corner, and it really starts
Speaker 2: helping people feel more hopeful that well, yeah, they have
Speaker 2: the money, you know. And I hear that a lot,
Speaker 2: and it's like, yeah, but they don't have the real power,
Speaker 2: which is love. They only they have money, greed, and hate,
Speaker 2: and that actually diminishes their power and the grand scheme
Speaker 2: of things. And people don't necessarily understand that yet or
Speaker 2: see it that way because we've been so brainwashed that
Speaker 2: power means, you know, you have a suit and tie
Speaker 2: and you know, a microphone, but really, you know, look
Speaker 2: at us now, microphones and I'm in my nightgown, and
Speaker 2: you know, like we have power we have power from
Speaker 2: you know, these platforms that maybe even got mocked a
Speaker 2: year ago, just YouTubers. You're listening to YouTubers, you on
Speaker 2: that bit shoot that rubble that's at the Q and
Speaker 2: O and Mega stuff. I'm like, no, you got to
Speaker 2: be able to distill a whole bunch of sources. If
Speaker 2: you can watch stand INN and MSNBC and all the
Speaker 2: blamestream media lies, you should go to some alternative people.
Speaker 2: You should see if they're full of shit or if
Speaker 2: you believe them, or if you feel they're credible. You
Speaker 2: should feel into that and you should swift and sort
Speaker 2: and distill and find the nuggets of truth and everything,
Speaker 2: because that's what it truth journey is is you don't
Speaker 2: go partisan. You don't you know, have loyalty to any
Speaker 2: side of a cult that's trying to just pit people
Speaker 2: against each other and divide and conquer them and label
Speaker 2: them and give them diagnoses and pills like that's all
Speaker 2: really not in your best interest. What is in your
Speaker 2: best interest is yeah, no, the enemy. And then you
Speaker 2: know you can form alliances from there around people who
Speaker 2: understand what that actually means.
Speaker 1: You know, my thing that I'm thinking about and I
Speaker 1: know that the listeners will be thinking this probably too.
Speaker 1: Are you afraid of what could happen by speaking out
Speaker 1: against it? If they're stalking you and everything else. I
Speaker 1: know they can say you're not important to them or whatever.
Speaker 1: But if they can do this to celebrities like you
Speaker 1: mentioned the guy from Chandler being from Friends, whatever his
Speaker 1: name is, yes, yes, what would prevent them the right
Speaker 1: to you?
Speaker 2: I'll tell you why. I never got in Okay, So
Speaker 2: I never took any vows of silence. I never took
Speaker 2: any payoffs. I never had any offers, even because like
Speaker 2: the more they tried to throw weird temptations at me,
Speaker 2: the more I was just kind of like pumping the brakes.
Speaker 2: So they have a weird sort of thiefs honor that
Speaker 2: you know, they took the vows. If they want to
Speaker 2: offer me as a sacrifice, you know, I think at
Speaker 2: this point I have been so vocal it would be
Speaker 2: very clear who killed me and why. Right, So there's
Speaker 2: that that's a little bit of subwhat leverage. But I
Speaker 2: think they've diminished my voice so much on so many
Speaker 2: platforms that like this might get seen five hundred one thousand,
Speaker 2: if we're lucky, five thousand times, So that's nothing to them, right,
Speaker 2: Like their news cycle is turning and churning every minute
Speaker 2: and they're always pumping out new until that people are
Speaker 2: like locking onto Like my voice will go where it
Speaker 2: needs to go and do what it needs to do.
Speaker 2: I have faith in that, and I hope it takes off.
Speaker 2: That'd be amazing. But I think that they are not
Speaker 2: afraid of me. They they think they've subdued me, and
Speaker 2: then when I get vocal, they get quiet and they process.
Speaker 2: And I think there's one thing they really pride themselves
Speaker 2: on is valuing intelligence. And if they find intelligence and
Speaker 2: a human, they're gonna not leave you alone. They're still
Speaker 2: going to torment you. But there there was a weird
Speaker 2: grudging respect for intelligence, is what I want to say. Okay,
Speaker 2: And so if they do, they do, you know, I
Speaker 2: feel like again, I kind of feel like they won't
Speaker 2: and if they would have, they would have. And I'm
Speaker 2: not in their club and I never got in their club,
Speaker 2: and I am. I do my prayers and my protection
Speaker 2: and stuff. I lived in a state of complete paranoia
Speaker 2: and fear that that would happen until I kind of
Speaker 2: realized if it does, I can't stop it being vocal.
Speaker 2: It may not speed it up. It may speed it up,
Speaker 2: but it may help again save a kid somewhere from
Speaker 2: falling into that fame trap or into the you know,
Speaker 2: the ciletity crush world, which is just they're out to
Speaker 2: crush you. They catfish in their own fan base. Like
Speaker 2: they're really vile and they're really stunted. Right, So if
Speaker 2: they love attention, they love anybody giving them attention, whether
Speaker 2: it's negative or positive. Right, So, do I think they're
Speaker 2: gonna kill me? Maybe eventually, you know, if they get
Speaker 2: sick of my mouth, you know, But I think right
Speaker 2: now there's enough curiosity and a little bit of, like
Speaker 2: I said, biggrudging respect, like they don't want to, but
Speaker 2: it's part of their religion that they respect intelligence. So
Speaker 2: you know, if you're not going to use that intelligence
Speaker 2: for them and their agendas, then yes, there's probably a
Speaker 2: less you know, because they don't respect much. I'm telling
Speaker 2: you right now. They don't respect life. They don't respect
Speaker 2: you know, women. They certainly don't respect women because they're
Speaker 2: all trying to dress like us and wear women's face
Speaker 2: and trying to wipe out like a natural born woman
Speaker 2: and get us to do all kinds of alterations to
Speaker 2: our bodies, so we look like adolescent boys, right, So
Speaker 2: they do hate us, you know, but they also like
Speaker 2: like to study you and see what you're going to do,
Speaker 2: and that's that may have more value to them than
Speaker 2: my death at this point, and that might change.
Speaker 1: I was just thinking, like, there's always the jokes that
Speaker 1: get passed around about with Clinton's because yeah, you cross
Speaker 1: them and you always end up with two bullet holes
Speaker 1: in the back of your head. But you're a you
Speaker 1: suicide it yourself, You've done it yourself.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's so easy for them to, you know, go
Speaker 2: after people in their inner circle who really know stuff.
Speaker 2: Like I've never been to any rituals with these people.
Speaker 2: Everything I say is you know, just from research and
Speaker 2: from from being cyber, you know, kind of tormented. So
Speaker 2: they can just dismiss me as crazy. They can dismiss
Speaker 2: me as someone who's just made up all this in
Speaker 2: her head, and that's easy for them. And I'm not
Speaker 2: taking any of them to court. And they've never sued
Speaker 2: any you know me for any of the things I've said.
Speaker 2: So I have, you know, receipts, I have, I have
Speaker 2: things proving that what I've told you tonight are true,
Speaker 2: and other podcasts have shown them on the screen and stuff,
Speaker 2: So I think there's there's a like. I mean, when
Speaker 2: I found out even Whistleblower note in and Whistleblower massage
Speaker 2: our Masons and they're playing their roles, I realized, Okay,
Speaker 2: but this is all a game amongst them. And they
Speaker 2: still never initiated me or like stuck me in a
Speaker 2: cuff and with graveyard dirt, or or maybe have a
Speaker 2: you know, a gang rape initiation. I mean this, They
Speaker 2: they have things that you have to do to actually
Speaker 2: be in the club, right, I mean, having feelings for
Speaker 2: people in the club is not going to get you
Speaker 2: in the club, you know, so thank god. But but yeah,
Speaker 2: they have they have pretty you know, strict rules themselves,
Speaker 2: even though they're chaos mongers and they don't respect like
Speaker 2: the rule of law or rule of you know, like
Speaker 2: God's rule. You know. They they have their own weird rules.
Speaker 2: And if someone is is not initiated, has not taken
Speaker 2: any valve, has not or oath or done any of
Speaker 2: the ritual, like I'm untouchable. That is the word that
Speaker 2: is used for people like me, not that they couldn't
Speaker 2: they could stuff my life out. I mean, I'm not
Speaker 2: saying that, but like my soul is untouchable, do you
Speaker 2: know what I mean? And that's a bafflement to them
Speaker 2: as well. That's something that confuses them because they're all
Speaker 2: pretty compromised, and they were easily you know, they were
Speaker 2: easily led there.
Speaker 1: I think it just kind of boils down to kind
Speaker 1: of much you touch base on just a second ago.
Speaker 1: Is you're not anyone famous, Like you're not prevalent within
Speaker 1: their circle.
Speaker 2: You're not.
Speaker 1: So for them. But that's where I kind of go
Speaker 1: back to it too, is if you're not that important,
Speaker 1: than they don't have to worry about it. But if
Speaker 1: you start making too much noise, it's going to be
Speaker 1: easy for them to make it look like you wrecked
Speaker 1: in a car.
Speaker 2: Yeah, oh believe me, that's exactly what I think they
Speaker 2: would do. Like exactly because for for months before my
Speaker 2: car actually did die and I just couldn't afford to
Speaker 2: replace it, I kept hearing car crash sounds. So I
Speaker 2: think that is one of their preferred methods, right to
Speaker 2: get rid of someone who's too mouthy and browdy and noisy.
Speaker 2: But right now, I think they're still trying to flip me,
Speaker 2: and they still think they could use me in some way,
Speaker 2: so they poured a lot of time, energy, money and
Speaker 2: whatever and to trying to make me an asset and
Speaker 2: a liability. So I think they're you know, until unless
Speaker 2: they and they have other fish to fry right now,
Speaker 2: and certainly not a priority. But yeah, I think I
Speaker 2: probably do put myself at further risk by being more vocal,
Speaker 2: or it saves me and protects me more. I think
Speaker 2: energetically it protects me more because it's me empowering myself
Speaker 2: and my own voice and telling my own narrative and
Speaker 2: my own truth and my own story rather than the
Speaker 2: she's crazy dismissal that they would prefer to throw at me.
Speaker 2: So so I don't really, I mean, honestly, at the
Speaker 2: end of the day, I have now. I tried to
Speaker 2: kill myself when I was thirty three, was in the
Speaker 2: car in the garage when my first book was called
Speaker 2: Lipstick and Thongs in the looney bin, right, And so
Speaker 2: they do a whole lot of mental health stuff and
Speaker 2: mental wellness stuff, which is what I had all wrapped
Speaker 2: in too, dear human empowerment movement. I pretty much gave
Speaker 2: them the blueprint and then gave it all, you know,
Speaker 2: to different people and different puzzle pieces of that. So
Speaker 2: you know what they'll they'll do is they'll take your idea,
Speaker 2: they'll cut you out of loop, and then they'll taunt
Speaker 2: you with it and haunt you with it. So in
Speaker 2: their minds, not only am I not much of a threat,
Speaker 2: I'm someone that they've been able to make into a.
Speaker 1: Joke basically for me, like I struggle understanding the cult
Speaker 1: rituals in general, Like I don't understand how someone could
Speaker 1: get involved in clear aspects to things that people do.
Speaker 1: But yeah, when it comes to things like this and
Speaker 1: this is I'm not involved, but this is just an
Speaker 1: outsider looging an and listening to what you're saying, it's
Speaker 1: hard to comprehend how people can be involved in something
Speaker 1: like that. But the same time, and this I can
Speaker 1: relate it back to something that I'm doing. There is
Speaker 1: a lot of gatekeeping within this podcast realm, I've noticed,
Speaker 1: and there is a lot of different things, like a
Speaker 1: lot of people would not probably interview you because it
Speaker 1: goes against their status quote they don't want to do
Speaker 1: anything you mentioned. Views on YouTube basically like people watching
Speaker 1: I can say, like my channel on YouTube alone is
Speaker 1: not very strong because I've had stuff banned on there
Speaker 1: for things that that was talked about. So and there's
Speaker 1: other channels that put out I don't want to sound
Speaker 1: like a dick, but worst content than what I'm putting. Oh,
Speaker 1: there's stuff like explodes and I'm like, how is this possible?
Speaker 1: Because but I think my stuff isn't pushed out to
Speaker 1: like people's not suggested to them. The algorithm doesn't play
Speaker 1: in my favor because of the stuff that I put
Speaker 1: on my channel.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they don't want you to be exposing their men
Speaker 2: and black stuff. Basically that's what you're doing.
Speaker 1: Like any I've had weird conspiracy stuff. I've had Colt stuff,
Speaker 1: I've had obviously lots of different things, UFO stuff. There's
Speaker 1: a lot of topics we've dived into. And one of
Speaker 1: the things that got me banned was mentioning and I
Speaker 1: have to be careful how I word this, it will
Speaker 1: still get me banned. But things that happened within twenty
Speaker 1: twenty and twenty twenty one where they were forcing people
Speaker 1: to do stuff to battle Beast era stuff, and absolutely
Speaker 1: if you mentioned that, you're automatically flagged and taken down
Speaker 1: because it goes.
Speaker 2: To you everything you need to know, no know, it
Speaker 2: tells you that everything we've just been talking about is
Speaker 2: one hundred percent true, because why are they trying to
Speaker 2: silence people exactly telling the truth. You're trying to expose.
Speaker 2: You're pulling the curtain and you're seeing the man behind
Speaker 2: the curtain and you're going, hey, that guy's you know,
Speaker 2: pulling some lovers over here. They don't want that out.
Speaker 2: They want to control that verse tightly. That said, for
Speaker 2: some reason I'm able to talk. I think there might
Speaker 2: be some I will go so far as to say
Speaker 2: maybe some guilt at like you know that I should
Speaker 2: have been dead by now and I'm not and why
Speaker 2: am I not? And then feeling like all the cruel
Speaker 2: tactics they used to get me to that place of
Speaker 2: wanting to you know, delete or whatever or I'm alive
Speaker 2: or how we say it anymore like that is is
Speaker 2: something that when it didn't work, now they're they're in
Speaker 2: this like, well now what you know? So so by
Speaker 2: no means, I think they're buying me a beach house
Speaker 2: to make up for you know, treating me like crap
Speaker 2: for seven years. But but they'll they'll back up a
Speaker 2: little and let me tell my side of things to
Speaker 2: a certain extent, and then I might get a thread
Speaker 2: or I might get you know, helicopters buzzed my little
Speaker 2: apartment again. But you know, I just at this point,
Speaker 2: I've said what I've said, I've lived what I've lived,
Speaker 2: I've shared it. It's out there. So yeah, if I
Speaker 2: did go missing, people would know. And I don't think
Speaker 2: that's gonna happen because I have I do have pretty
Speaker 2: strong protection. But I can't control it either. You know,
Speaker 2: I'll figure if I'm going home, I'm going home. I'll
Speaker 2: go see my nana. She's been waiting for me since
Speaker 2: the nineties. I don't fear death. I talk to you know,
Speaker 2: spirit all the time, and I think death is just
Speaker 2: a rebirth back home. I'm not rushing there, and I'm
Speaker 2: not trying to make it happen anytime sooner. But you know,
Speaker 2: if you try to kind of off yourself when you're
Speaker 2: thirty three and now you're fifty three, I got twenty
Speaker 2: bonus years, and if I get twenty more, so be it.
Speaker 2: If I get twenty more days, so be it. You know,
Speaker 2: I really mean that, like I'm really there, and that again,
Speaker 2: that doesn't mean I'm going to go you know, dancing
Speaker 2: on razor blades or jumping out of buildings or testing
Speaker 2: the theory. But yeah, the car thing is funny you
Speaker 2: said that because that is one of the ways that
Speaker 2: they do a lot of black magic. They'll give people
Speaker 2: heart attacks, strokes, and car accidents. So a lot of
Speaker 2: those are not natural. They are supernatural. And so now
Speaker 2: I uber a lot I walk. I don't even own
Speaker 2: a car at the moment till I feel like that
Speaker 2: one has subsided. But they do certain, yeah, certain things
Speaker 2: to try to scare you and shut you up, and
Speaker 2: then when they realize it's not gonna then they will
Speaker 2: just go into quiet observer mode. I have noticed, you know,
Speaker 2: so instead of bombardment, which then then I will come
Speaker 2: out with something kind of forceful and clear, and then
Speaker 2: it does make them skitter a little bit like cockroaches,
Speaker 2: you know, when the lights turned on. So I'm not,
Speaker 2: by no means cocky like do I think they could
Speaker 2: and may eventually take me out short, But I'm gonna
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go down swinging.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's for me. That would be my biggest fear
Speaker 1: is when you rock the boat too much, you're gonna
Speaker 1: just start drawing attention to things. So I've worried about
Speaker 1: that myself doing the show of like how much attention
Speaker 1: am I going to draw it to myself? Because I
Speaker 1: have obviously a family and everything else too that I
Speaker 1: do like this, I do a podcast for my own Like,
Speaker 1: I'm curious about things because based off the stuff's went
Speaker 1: on in my life. But at what point is it
Speaker 1: going to get to the where I'm going to ruffle
Speaker 1: too many feathers?
Speaker 2: You shouldn't worry about that, and I'll tell you why.
Speaker 2: Of course, I understand that you're in Papa Bear protective
Speaker 2: mode of your family. Okay, so that's I'm not invalidating that,
Speaker 2: but we cannot live in fear. You cannot let them
Speaker 2: win because if we live in fear, they win, right,
Speaker 2: And so I had to get past that. And I'm
Speaker 2: not saying that I don't think that that's something you
Speaker 2: have to process through. And there's real you know weight
Speaker 2: there of you know, risk versus reward, especially if it's
Speaker 2: just more something you're doing ont of a hobby and
Speaker 2: not out of like a conviction or a cause. Right,
Speaker 2: But but you know you want to believe that your
Speaker 2: family is protected because if you're doing the right thing
Speaker 2: and telling the truth is always the right thing, and
Speaker 2: giving people a voice who are invulnerable spaces there have
Speaker 2: been or who have you know, a story that speaks
Speaker 2: truth to power or whatever, that is the right thing, Brandon.
Speaker 2: And so for me, that says automatically, and it doesn't
Speaker 2: mean don't have a ring camera or maybe a gun
Speaker 2: or something or a plan, but like it says to
Speaker 2: me that you have divine protection and dispensation to do
Speaker 2: this work. And if it becomes too uncomfortable or too
Speaker 2: risky or too scary and you don't feel good about it,
Speaker 2: then you stop. That's all, you know.
Speaker 1: There's been times where I've already questioned doing it just
Speaker 1: because not even to do with this, but like just
Speaker 1: other things that have happened the making me question is
Speaker 1: it even worth them? But at the same time I
Speaker 1: feel like I need to do it. I don't understand
Speaker 1: why I say it that way, but like that's.
Speaker 2: Just well, you're compelled. Yeah, you're compelled in a good way, right,
Speaker 2: Like not compelled like compulsion, but just a conviction from
Speaker 2: your soul. Is probably feeling a call to do it,
Speaker 2: and then I think the comfort level you'll get to,
Speaker 2: in the confidence level you'll get to, is like you
Speaker 2: have really good guests who have really good things to say,
Speaker 2: and that may be a very small sliver of people
Speaker 2: who will be drawn to that or share it or
Speaker 2: even get it. But that's quality, not quantity. And you
Speaker 2: don't have to worry about like am I going to
Speaker 2: blow up? Am I gonna get on these radars too?
Speaker 2: Because no, because you're smarter than I was. Number one.
Speaker 2: Then you're asking the right questions now and you don't
Speaker 2: have like a weak spot or a desire to be
Speaker 2: in that realm, so that I think also protects you.
Speaker 2: Like you're just an interviewer, man, and I'm just bringing
Speaker 2: a story that could be true or it could be
Speaker 2: totally made up, you know, imagination shit in my head.
Speaker 2: But whoever needs to hear it will hear it. Whoever
Speaker 2: needs to or feels compelled to share it and say, hey,
Speaker 2: what do you think about this? Or yeah, that one's
Speaker 2: crazy or that one's got some you know, truths, and
Speaker 2: and you sift in you sort. I want you to
Speaker 2: even sift and sort what I'm saying and take it
Speaker 2: all with a grain of salt, because you know, I
Speaker 2: lived in I have questions, so I get that, and
Speaker 2: I don't take that personally at all. I think that's
Speaker 2: what we all should be doing, is questioning narratives, questioning
Speaker 2: our own place on this earth and our voice and
Speaker 2: what we have to share, and how we serve that
Speaker 2: light and that spark inside us and do it in
Speaker 2: away with some dignity, integrity, and honor. And that isn't
Speaker 2: going to always get you views and likes, but it
Speaker 2: will always get the right people in the right kinds
Speaker 2: of seeds. Planet and discussion is going. And I believe
Speaker 2: in that kind of grass movements thing of things growing
Speaker 2: organically over time, because you know what happens if they
Speaker 2: go and become an overnight sensation and get that fame
Speaker 2: too fast, that's when they hook them, you know, so
Speaker 2: low and slow and you know exactly, you know, I
Speaker 2: just don't go to any parties, man, You don't go
Speaker 2: to any parties. You don't go to any parties ever.
Speaker 1: With these I already know of a few people within
Speaker 1: the communities that I deal with that are that way.
Speaker 1: So it is, yeah, very.
Speaker 2: Accurately, Yeah, sve them, give them a lot of space.
Speaker 2: They're like cockroaches and rattlers. They'll let you know if
Speaker 2: they're going to hurt you.
Speaker 1: I didn't start this podcast for fame or fortune. I
Speaker 1: literally started it because I had questions and I felt
Speaker 1: like I had nothing better to do because of reasons whatever,
Speaker 1: And this is my way of helping people.
Speaker 2: And you're doing great at it, and you are such
Speaker 2: a good host, and you have good topics and great questions,
Speaker 2: and thank you for letting me ramble at you. So
Speaker 2: I appreciate it. And yeah, ham me back for a
Speaker 2: part two anytime, man.
Speaker 1: Definitely, I'm gonna wrap this up with a couple questions.
Speaker 1: But basically, you said that you were being black balled. Yeah,
Speaker 1: what were they doing that you could consider being black balled?
Speaker 1: Because I've had people that I've had on my show
Speaker 1: that they have been recent guests, and I thought everything
Speaker 1: was fine, everything can like was going fine. I don't
Speaker 1: talk to anyone outside of the show, show or whatever
Speaker 1: like that, like I but now I don't hear back
Speaker 1: from certain people. So I've wondered if the podcast realm
Speaker 1: as people just want to come on here and use
Speaker 1: it to try and better their own selves. But I
Speaker 1: don't like I'm saying, like what does what do they
Speaker 1: do to you? Because I feel like now people are
Speaker 1: ignoring me and I don't know what.
Speaker 2: So it's like, yeah, it's it's a very distinct feeling
Speaker 2: of being shunned, and it's a very distinct feeling of
Speaker 2: every door slamming in your face. And what you may
Speaker 2: be talking about is a phenomenon I've noticed just in general,
Speaker 2: if people are really pissed for communicators and they don't
Speaker 2: seem to get back to you or close a loop
Speaker 2: of a conversation, or like I was just trained that way.
Speaker 2: I was trained, you know, and worked in a bunch
Speaker 2: of offices too of like expedient, you know, quick clear
Speaker 2: communication was the desired thing, you know, and you and
Speaker 2: I have had that even just in setting this up,
Speaker 2: I appreciate that style about you. I have that style.
Speaker 2: I think that's going by the way said so that
Speaker 2: might be one level of what you're dealing with, But
Speaker 2: in what I was dealing with, it was sort of
Speaker 2: like I couldn't find housing, I couldn't find jobs, I
Speaker 2: couldn't get my book into the world. Further, I felt
Speaker 2: stymied at every thought, like there was someone who bought
Speaker 2: out the publishing agency. My publicist was going through a
Speaker 2: bad divorce at the time. She was in la and
Speaker 2: then my other publisher, he was in France and his
Speaker 2: mom was dying. So when I say blackballed, I mean
Speaker 2: there were some things that were more like stymied or
Speaker 2: blocked by the universe. But then also just the Oprah feeling,
Speaker 2: this Oprah feeling of like I was trying to tap
Speaker 2: dance for her attention and not knowing at that time
Speaker 2: when what she isn't does. Apparently allegedly she's a queen
Speaker 2: Mother of Darkness in the Satanic system and sits on
Speaker 2: the High Council. So that's fun. That's according to Jesse's
Speaker 2: about that's been out there. That's not something new that
Speaker 2: I'm breaking here in your show. But anyway, it's a
Speaker 2: different feeling. It's a feeling of yeah, you don't matter.
Speaker 2: And then you start seeing them take your ideas and
Speaker 2: even your certain phrases or certain things that you're writing
Speaker 2: or topics, and they're going to start mimicking and mocking them. Okay,
Speaker 2: So that's when that's when you want to just kind
Speaker 2: of know, Okay, they're playing and I'm not going to play.
Speaker 2: I'm just going to keep doing me. Yeah. I the
Speaker 2: people will always follow up, you know what I mean,
Speaker 2: Like the right ones you're supposed to sort of chat
Speaker 2: with and explore topics with. You won't have to chase
Speaker 2: them down. That's another way you know that someone is
Speaker 2: genuine and my you know, opinion and experience is you
Speaker 2: won't have to jump through hoops for them. It will
Speaker 2: be very organic and easy like it was for us
Speaker 2: to set this up. You know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's not so much like the guests I had
Speaker 1: reached out or whatever. It's more or less like the
Speaker 1: other podcasters than the other people within these communities or whatever.
Speaker 1: I feel like there's all, oh.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's a competitive enviartment.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, it's an agenda and everyone just wants to
Speaker 1: claim their stake in it, and it's oversaturated and everything else,
Speaker 1: and everyone gets upset. But at the same time, I
Speaker 1: just do what I do and I don't worry about
Speaker 1: the drama because at the end of the day, this
Speaker 1: is what I do, and I don't care if people
Speaker 1: like it or don't like.
Speaker 2: It's exactly you do it for you exactly like.
Speaker 1: The people that listen. I appreciate them all but other
Speaker 1: than that, like I used to play death pedal music
Speaker 1: for years. I'm used to people not liking what I do, So.
Speaker 2: So you don't take it personally. Yeah, I think the
Speaker 2: main thing is if you start, you know, keep stepping
Speaker 2: into your your truth, your power, and your voice and
Speaker 2: your platform. Because you have a great voice for this,
Speaker 2: so you are cut out for this, you know format,
Speaker 2: and you are asking interesting kind of fringe questions which
Speaker 2: a lot of people are into. So you know, you
Speaker 2: could you could maybe cross post or cross pollinate with
Speaker 2: like Guya channel or you know, I don't know, other
Speaker 2: you know, like ancient Aliens I'm thinking of because of
Speaker 2: Gaia and David Wilcock and things like that. So like
Speaker 2: whether you get into those people or not, Like you
Speaker 2: could just see where they promote and they market their stuff,
Speaker 2: and I bet you know you would do well in
Speaker 2: the UFO disclosure communities. They're all into sort of the
Speaker 2: cryptids and the other species that we may be sharing
Speaker 2: the multiverse with and things like that, or Star Trek
Speaker 2: and mentioned or Star Wars or whatever. So I think
Speaker 2: you have plenty of ways to get yourself out there
Speaker 2: organically that don't have to go through the system is
Speaker 2: my point.
Speaker 1: Now, I do everything grassroots basically, it's all word of
Speaker 1: mouth from anyone listening to shared around. But I do
Speaker 1: my own stuff like I don't try and involve anyone
Speaker 1: else in my business of what.
Speaker 2: I do because there you go, maybe better.
Speaker 1: I'm a one person show here, and that's all I
Speaker 1: want it to be.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, but be open to the idea that maybe
Speaker 2: it'll go further if you want it to. And ready
Speaker 2: and yes, let it go, you know, crock pot, low
Speaker 2: and slow, you know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's it's been growing steadily here in the last
Speaker 1: two years. I have no complaints. Definitely appreciate anyone that's
Speaker 1: been out there helping it. But the show, yeah, that
Speaker 1: wouldn't be a show without guests like you, So I
Speaker 1: appreciate you, and I appreciate everyone that's been on here.
Speaker 2: Thank you. You've got some really great guests. That's gull
Speaker 2: and Bones won't have me riumited it. Oh my goodness.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna have to go back and re listen to
Speaker 2: that one.
Speaker 1: No, that was that was a definitely good one. Looking
Speaker 1: forward to diving into more stuff with him. But sure,
Speaker 1: I yeah, I was going to say, hang on here
Speaker 1: real quick, and then we'll touch base here after. But
Speaker 1: I want to say thanks for coming on here, and
Speaker 1: if anyone has any questions for you, where can they
Speaker 1: reach out to you.
Speaker 2: Well, I'm currently for this month, maybe just a little
Speaker 2: bit on hiatus from Facebook, but I am on Facebook,
Speaker 2: Courtney A. Wall, and that's how you could email me
Speaker 2: and reach out. I'm also doing this thing now quick
Speaker 2: plug on being a book dola. So I'm helping people
Speaker 2: find their voice and their story and get their book
Speaker 2: into the world. And whether they just have an idea
Speaker 2: that they're needing some handholding on bringing to fruition or
Speaker 2: manuscript that they want, like an extra set of eyes
Speaker 2: for I am putting that out there. So my email
Speaker 2: is the best way to reach me these days, and
Speaker 2: it's Courtney A. Walsh C O U R T and
Speaker 2: E Y middle initial A W A L S H.
Speaker 2: Courtney A. Walsh at gmail dot com.
Speaker 1: I'll make sure to put that in the show notes
Speaker 1: when I upload the episode. But well, Courtney, it's been
Speaker 1: a pleasure talking with you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yes, totally my pleasure. I appreciate it and it
Speaker 2: was a really juicy conversation. So so I'm looking forward
Speaker 2: to whenever this is ready to go and I'll share
Speaker 2: it with my people too.
Speaker 1: All right, yeah, I'll let you know. Not a problem.
Speaker 1: But thanks for talking with Midnight and thanks for everyone listening.
Speaker 2: Thank you, have a good night.
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