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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to Deplorable Cult Nation on Cult of Conspiracy, where

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<v Speaker 1>halos and shadows collide in.

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<v Speaker 2>Symphony, Angels who whisper their wings brush the void, faithful

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<v Speaker 2>and fraction truth destroy Religion's thread waves through the devil,

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<v Speaker 2>and madness dances on the border.

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<v Speaker 3>Lo is it prophecy, a psychosis unseen, a sacred dream

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<v Speaker 3>or reminds machine so jocat. Welcome to Deplorable Cult Nation.

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<v Speaker 4>Hi, and welcome back to another episode of Deplorable Nation.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm your host, Deplorable Janet, and today I have my beautiful, amazing,

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<v Speaker 4>intelligent bestie, miss Heidie, back for another show.

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<v Speaker 1>How are you, darling, wonderful, wonderful. I'm always so glad

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<v Speaker 1>to hear Janet's intros. Bright my day, I'm telling you, right,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh good for me? Well, he is good to have

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<v Speaker 1>good friends, Yes, it's true. And she's all those things

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<v Speaker 1>and astute chocolate maker and a bag of chips. That's right, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>why thank you?

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<v Speaker 4>So today we're continuing our little Winter series, and this

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<v Speaker 4>one is interesting and it gets biblical in aspect, but

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<v Speaker 4>there's there's some medical and psychological stuff in yours. Well,

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<v Speaker 4>So today we're going to be talking about the watcher

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<v Speaker 4>angels of winter and what the actual watchers are, what

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<v Speaker 4>they were supposed to do, and what happens during the

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<v Speaker 4>winter months.

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<v Speaker 1>You have one job, gee, I had one job. I

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<v Speaker 1>have a lot of Okay, they blew it.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, they did blow it. They blew it in a

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<v Speaker 4>big way. So spiritual warfare and the winter is a

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<v Speaker 4>real thing because that is when the veil thins and whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>We're going to.

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<v Speaker 4>Get into a little bit deeper later on in the show.

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<v Speaker 4>But winter months, like we talked about the last time,

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<v Speaker 4>amplify contact with what do you want to call it,

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<v Speaker 4>the spiritual realm, the outer realm, the unknown realm, who

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<v Speaker 4>knows what you want to call it. Because the nights

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<v Speaker 4>are longer, like we talked about, your circadian rhythm is off.

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<v Speaker 4>People get seasonal depression in the winter because you're not

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<v Speaker 4>getting sunshine and you know all of those things. You

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<v Speaker 4>get heightened dream states and more like realistic visions or

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<v Speaker 4>vivid dreaming and things like that, and that's when sleep

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<v Speaker 4>paralysis encounters definitely drastically go up in the winter months.

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<v Speaker 4>And so, like we talked about last time, angelic visitations

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<v Speaker 4>and dark watchers, shadow figures, all of those kind of

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<v Speaker 4>things kind of play a part in it. So the

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<v Speaker 4>question is are people really encountering entities or are they

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<v Speaker 4>sliding into a imbalance that's that's biochemical in nature.

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<v Speaker 1>Or is it both?

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<v Speaker 4>Because your months do mess with all of your stuff,

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<v Speaker 4>your cortisol and your d MT, like we talked about

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<v Speaker 4>last time, and all the things right, and the serotonin

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<v Speaker 4>and and all of that stuff, and so it is

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<v Speaker 4>it both? Do you think it's possible to be both

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<v Speaker 4>or do you think it's one more so than the other?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>Boy, so I do think that if your veil has

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<v Speaker 1>been thinned, whether it be weather or other things such

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<v Speaker 1>as temple ceremony, no others ceremonies too, we won't just

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<v Speaker 1>pick on them all. Right, Look, there are definitely things

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<v Speaker 1>that in the veil, or they wouldn't do them because

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<v Speaker 1>some of them are really weird and how key okay,

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<v Speaker 1>Like they're ridiculous if you just saw that, right, Like

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<v Speaker 1>some of the Oteo rituals like no offense. Guys have

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<v Speaker 1>seen some like the Mormon ones are weird too, like

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<v Speaker 1>all this weird stuff. Nobody would do it just because.

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<v Speaker 4>It works, or they would stop it now because normal

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<v Speaker 4>people would look at some of the rituals and go

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<v Speaker 4>are you retarded?

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<v Speaker 1>Like what is wrong with you? Why are we doing this?

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<v Speaker 1>This is stupid exactly, and why you're doing it the

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<v Speaker 1>first time? Those things do go through your head. Oh yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. If there's can you see this photo?

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<v Speaker 1>This photo freaked me out because if there's this mini watchers, wow,

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<v Speaker 1>well and.

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<v Speaker 4>Is it possible that we have a lot of watchers?

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<v Speaker 4>Of course it is. And for anybody that doesn't know,

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<v Speaker 4>if you ever go and read the Book of Enoch,

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<v Speaker 4>which of course is a book that was removed from

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<v Speaker 4>the Bible, right, it talks about the watchers in the

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<v Speaker 4>Book of Enoch and their winter symbolism and what that

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<v Speaker 4>means and whatever, and they are linked to coldness and stasis,

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<v Speaker 4>so things not changing and stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Judgment.

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<v Speaker 4>People do get very judging in the winter as compared

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<v Speaker 4>to the rest of the year, for sure, and revelation

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<v Speaker 4>before renewal. But in the Book of Enoch very interesting

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<v Speaker 4>because they're the most influential and controversial figures Jewish mysticism,

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<v Speaker 4>Christian theology, and modern spiritual interpretations. Because in the First

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<v Speaker 4>Enoch chapter six through thirteen, the Watchers, which is Aramaic

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<v Speaker 4>for erin those who watch. Their group of fallen angels

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<v Speaker 4>assigned to observe humanity, not interfere, but observe. So they

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<v Speaker 4>were meant to watch, guide and maintain cosmic order. But

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<v Speaker 4>instead they came to Earth and they decided to sow

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<v Speaker 4>their wild oats. And so they are the ones that

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<v Speaker 4>took the human wives, and they broke all the boundaries.

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<v Speaker 1>They interfered with.

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<v Speaker 4>Human beings, you know, and then of course they created

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<v Speaker 4>their own race between humans and these fallen angels, which

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<v Speaker 4>are also called Grigory's. So of course their transgressions were

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<v Speaker 4>forbidden knowledge, so they were not supposed to inform up,

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<v Speaker 4>inform us of stuff that they have. So it's not, uh,

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<v Speaker 4>it's not a sexual sin, but it's technology, medical, and spiritual.

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<v Speaker 4>And so the key watchers that came down and these

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<v Speaker 4>are some crazy names, but they're all for something specific.

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<v Speaker 4>So uh Simjaza was the leader of rebellion, as Azel

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<v Speaker 4>was weapons, metallurgy and warfare, Barriquell was astrology, Coco Bill

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<v Speaker 4>was constellations, Shazaquil was clouds and meteorology. Ar Morose was

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<v Speaker 4>enchantments and spell breaking and pharmachea hmmm, keep that one

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<v Speaker 4>in mind, right, uh means drugs, roots, potions, and cosmetics.

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<v Speaker 4>And these are crucial things to know because Enoch, the

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<v Speaker 4>Book of Enoch, directly links fallen angels to early pharmacology.

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<v Speaker 1>And Bachiel was actually Joseph Smith's code name. And it

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<v Speaker 1>gets real interesting. It has a not so sinister definition

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<v Speaker 1>and then a really sinister definition. So and which which

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<v Speaker 1>the barock the astrology one.

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<v Speaker 4>Barachil Oh interesting, which was also like overlust for the

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<v Speaker 4>Jewish definition.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was like, oh, that's very fitting. Things that

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<v Speaker 1>make you go hm.

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<v Speaker 4>So I think one of the things interesting about the

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<v Speaker 4>pharmacheah angel is the breaking of roots. And think about

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<v Speaker 4>how many drugs and things like that alter your DNA

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<v Speaker 4>and alter your state of being, and especially with the

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<v Speaker 4>new mRNA injections, that completely sever those roots that are

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<v Speaker 4>your roots or ties to God. So so, given all

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<v Speaker 4>of that and their bad behavior when they come down

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<v Speaker 4>here and we're partying up with the people, they produce

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<v Speaker 4>the nephilom, so the ne philum for people who have

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<v Speaker 4>been living under a rock, consume all the resources, devour humans, nice,

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<v Speaker 4>drink blood.

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<v Speaker 5>Do we still have.

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<v Speaker 1>Nephilim on there today? Delicious?

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<v Speaker 4>And cause ecological collapse. Sure, they were the justification for

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<v Speaker 4>the great flood, right, And after their physical bodies were destroyed,

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<v Speaker 4>their spirits remained, and so disembodied spirits equals demons again.

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<v Speaker 4>First Enoch chapter fifteen, And this is where Christian demonology

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<v Speaker 4>comes from, is from the book of Enoch when he's

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<v Speaker 4>talking about this.

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<v Speaker 1>And where do we think we got the gods from

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<v Speaker 1>the stories of the gods? Ye? Why did teach that

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<v Speaker 1>in schools? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 5>Learning that a hundred percent?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, and why not learn about all the weird gods?

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<v Speaker 4>But they don't want you to learn about the god.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, there's one called and it's a very important one.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you remember the name for the boner forever Priapus priapism. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that is a god. Apparently he had a big dick.

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<v Speaker 4>So he has a constant he has a constant heart on.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, they just said it was big and he

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<v Speaker 1>was ugly. I'm like, well, that's fair. I mean he

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<v Speaker 1>gets the big one if he's ugly, Like, come on,

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<v Speaker 1>Adonis's son with I can't remember which one. I think

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<v Speaker 1>maybe Aphrodite, Like it should have been a But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes when two good looking people they might not have

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<v Speaker 1>a cute. They might have two cutes and ugly.

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<v Speaker 4>You just never know, that is true. It's like a

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<v Speaker 4>crap shoot. You never know what you're gonna get.

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<v Speaker 1>Apparently they got a crap shoot, but he had a

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<v Speaker 1>huge and well obviously they named that disease after that,

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<v Speaker 1>which every time I heard the name, I started laughing.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't help it. I was twelve years old. I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, and how odd is it that we're naming conditions

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<v Speaker 4>after that exactly?

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<v Speaker 1>And how odd is it that we have Greek gods

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<v Speaker 1>on our state flags? Go check yours out, guys, Usually

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<v Speaker 1>they're there. I know, California is this minerva. Not all

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<v Speaker 1>state flags have them, but there's usually some sort of salute. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>So interesting that that's what civilization has become, right, and

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<v Speaker 4>is built.

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<v Speaker 1>On, but hidden nonetheless.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, So, because the grigory Uh had the party and

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<v Speaker 4>made the Nephilum, god sent his arcchangels to come down

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<v Speaker 4>and pass judgment on them. So Raphael came down and

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<v Speaker 4>he binds aziz L in the desert. Gabriel destroys the Nephelum,

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<v Speaker 4>Michael pronounces judgment, and then Uriel explains cosmic law to Enoch,

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<v Speaker 4>which is where a lot of the Book of Enoch

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<v Speaker 4>actually comes from. So the Watchers are actually bound underground

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<v Speaker 4>until the day of Judgment. They're conscious, aware and awaiting release.

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<v Speaker 4>So they came to Earth and partied it up and

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<v Speaker 4>now they're bound in the dirt. And what happens when

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<v Speaker 4>they're let loose again.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they had to watch their children be torn limb

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<v Speaker 1>from limb. They're pissed off, is what we're seeing.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, yeah, And I mean, what could go wrong

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<v Speaker 4>in that situation when you got some upset parents.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, just saying.

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<v Speaker 4>So with the Watchers, there's uh medicine and altered states

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<v Speaker 4>to consider. And so in Enoch it talks about cosmetics

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<v Speaker 4>and how cosmetics are the root of deception. And I

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<v Speaker 4>will tell you I completely agree. If you've ever watched

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<v Speaker 4>an influencer do a makeup routine or whatever and they

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<v Speaker 4>completely change their parents, that's what you see is what

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<v Speaker 4>you get. This is me wholeheartedly. I don't do all

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<v Speaker 4>that extra special weird take forty five minutes to do.

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<v Speaker 1>I like some makeup, but look, when you don't look

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<v Speaker 1>like the same human being, it's not normal, right, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>So ladies, no, think about.

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<v Speaker 4>Think about not just like cosmetics, but the that lend

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<v Speaker 4>itself into changing like males and females, you know, and

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<v Speaker 4>females and men and just whatever and blurring the line

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<v Speaker 4>and also going as far as like Hollywood makeup artist

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<v Speaker 4>or stunt makeup artist or you know, all of those

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<v Speaker 4>kind of things. It's a it's to carry on a

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<v Speaker 4>falsehood or a lie and to make you something that

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<v Speaker 4>you're not so anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, So women were not saying don't wear makeup, right

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<v Speaker 1>unless you don't want to, but you should look almost

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<v Speaker 1>the same the same, right, I look almost the same.

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<v Speaker 1>I just don't really have very much eyebrows because they're

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<v Speaker 1>kind of blondes. I do like my eyebrows.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, like this is this is it? And so also,

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<v Speaker 1>That and they're wearing makeups. I'm just kidding that, Tooks.

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<v Speaker 4>And so many people talk about drug induced or altered

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<v Speaker 4>like that. But it also goes along with our tainted

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<v Speaker 1>To bring about false illumination. I had to bring a

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<v Speaker 4>Oh well, that's an angelic vision if I ever saw one,

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<v Speaker 4>With the lights behind him that kind of mimic angel

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<v Speaker 4>wings exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>And yes, we're kidding. Please if you watch just before

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<v Speaker 4>if you don't like our sense of humor, I am sorry, but.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm not sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, we're just who we are. I mean, at

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<v Speaker 4>That is true, and we don't pretend to be what

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<v Speaker 4>So all of this good stuff was in the Book

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<v Speaker 4>of a Knock, So why did they remove the Book

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<v Speaker 4>of a Knock?

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<v Speaker 1>And also some of the books of Enoch. We know

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<v Speaker 4>So and that's why, like was it too explicit in

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<v Speaker 4>because it contradicted emerging church authorities, which that definitely or

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<v Speaker 4>because it linked demons to angelic rebellion, which yes, I

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<v Speaker 4>So you've got angels that are rebelling and you know,

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<v Speaker 4>doing Satan's or because this validated the non temple spiritual experiences,

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<v Speaker 4>which I have a great show for the next one.

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<v Speaker 4>Seriously about that particular thing.

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<v Speaker 1>And I know some people say the systemonic and I

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<v Speaker 1>get it. Or also it's exposing because like everybody knows

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<v Speaker 1>and this is what goes into that, this is part

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<v Speaker 1>the time when he lost his ring and a demon

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<v Speaker 1>ruled in his place for a while. That's a fun one.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe he didn't want you to know about all the

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<v Speaker 4>And you know it's funny because the Book of Enoch

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<v Speaker 4>is still quoted directly in First Jude fourteen through fifteen.

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<v Speaker 4>It's still preserved in Ethiopian Christianity. It is literally still

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<v Speaker 1>So hmmm, even if you don't want to believe it,

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<v Speaker 1>even if you do think it's demonic. Look, I have

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<v Speaker 1>not to read. Don't read that. Well, now I know

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<v Speaker 1>why all this stuff is messed up like not this

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<v Speaker 1>particular thing, but just write in general these darker books. Look,

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<v Speaker 1>the knowledge is good. It's what you do with it

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<v Speaker 1>that's bad. Like knowledge is just knowledge.

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<v Speaker 4>And if you've not read it, and you do read it,

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<v Speaker 4>if it awakens you or you get you know, like

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<v Speaker 4>that that God download that the message that you're supposed

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<v Speaker 4>to hear. Right, anytime you read scripture, it's like messages

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<v Speaker 1>They'll hit you.

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<v Speaker 4>You could read the same thing like a hundred times,

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<v Speaker 4>but when he really wants to hammer that point home,

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<v Speaker 4>it's like a light bulb terms on in your head.

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<v Speaker 4>So is that why they don't want people reading the

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<v Speaker 4>Book of Enoch.

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<v Speaker 1>They don't want people to know about crisper and gene

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<v Speaker 1>editing and their klon babies that they're oh no, no, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>that's entirely possible. So modern interpretation.

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<v Speaker 4>Watchers are seen as the archetypes of unchecked knowledge. They

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<v Speaker 4>warn about biotech. Biden signed a big old biotech bioengineering

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<v Speaker 4>bill when he was in transhumanism, which we're going down

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<v Speaker 4>that way pretty quickly far mckea. Of course, symbols of

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<v Speaker 1>These fails yeah, they they know. If you ever Now,

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<v Speaker 1>I know everybody's gonna say, I don't want to read

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<v Speaker 1>a cult books, that's fine, but you have to know

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<v Speaker 1>each and every occultist talks about crossing the abyss or

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<v Speaker 1>crossing the veil like yep at all that.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, And like we we talked about on the last

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<v Speaker 4>you know, Star of Bethlehem and how people see vivid

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<v Speaker 4>colors and geometric shapes and all of that kind of stuff.

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<v Speaker 4>Is that why a lot of occult societies will do

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<v Speaker 1>But where are you pulling that knowledge from? John d Well?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I mean you could go to all of them. Look,

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<v Speaker 1>they all have done the same thing. And I've been

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<v Speaker 1>in trouble for saying like Mohammed talked to an angel

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, wrote stuff down, and so did Joseph

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<v Speaker 1>Smith and so did Look, it's all religion, like religion

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<v Speaker 1>has been taken over like period. I don't care which

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<v Speaker 1>one you want to vote for. What I'm saying is

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<v Speaker 1>even the Bible. You know, they have parts of that

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<v Speaker 1>not accessible to us. In the Vatican one hundred and

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<v Speaker 1>ten percent.

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<v Speaker 4>Under the Vatican and their storage chamber exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm just saying like, obviously this is stuff that

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<v Speaker 1>story at the end where it's in occulted situation. They

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<v Speaker 1>write the book and then the next thing, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like oh, you gotta raise your friend's baby, or you

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<v Speaker 1>get thrown out a window, or you know all these

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<v Speaker 4>So here's a question for you. Since you work in

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<v Speaker 4>addiction and stuff like that, do you see more addiction

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<v Speaker 4>flare ups or relapses during the winter months.

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<v Speaker 1>It happens right before Christmas or right after Christmas. We

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<v Speaker 1>always say like this is the calm season, right before

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<v Speaker 1>the storm, before the storm. We know, we know what's

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<v Speaker 1>going to happen soon, and we're just always like, oh no,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, people that are completely normal, they go home

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<v Speaker 1>for the holidays and they're not normal when they get back,

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<v Speaker 1>like and it's okay, I get it, Like I get it.

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<v Speaker 1>I am vastly different from a lot of my family. However,

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<v Speaker 1>you can, you know, do things to protect yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>And I would say too along with you know, addiction

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<v Speaker 4>and relapses and stuff like that that a lot of

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<v Speaker 4>people in my line of work, not only depression increases,

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<v Speaker 4>but because I work with a lot of people that

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<v Speaker 4>have had PTSD or traumas things like that in the past,

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<v Speaker 4>the winter months actually reactivates those kind of things that

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<v Speaker 4>they think they've dealt with, and that stuff resurfaces in

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<v Speaker 1>And when you never see a spooky picture with like

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<v Speaker 1>green trees and all happiness, it's always like this, right

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<v Speaker 1>and black and white.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, everything is black and white, so there's no crea,

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<v Speaker 4>there's no in between.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>So anyways, sleep dreams and DMT in the dark months.

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<v Speaker 1>So winter changes.

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<v Speaker 4>Of course, like we talked about last time, your pineal

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<v Speaker 4>You don't, you know, you're tired all the time. You

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<v Speaker 4>just don't have the energy normal, you don't get really

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<v Speaker 4>good risks will sleep in the winter generally, even if

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<v Speaker 4>you're well. You might if you're hibernating bear. Let's say

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<v Speaker 4>that I'm not a bear, but you know, so your

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<v Speaker 4>DMT cycles also become more pronounced during the winter and

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<v Speaker 4>the longer nights, because you know, it gets it gets

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<v Speaker 4>light early, and it gets dark super early, and it's crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, just so short yep, And so.

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<v Speaker 4>Winter spiritual warfare and these are uber interesting to me.

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<v Speaker 4>So the spirit of the north wind is a thing

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<v Speaker 4>that's mentioned in all kinds of ancient civilizations and stuff

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<v Speaker 4>like that and their whatever because and it's also in

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<v Speaker 4>the Bible, right, ancient entity linked with testing faith and

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<v Speaker 4>so multiple times in the Bible it talks about things

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<v Speaker 4>coming from the north, or wind coming from the north

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<v Speaker 4>that's damaging or destructive or whatever. So wintertime brings about

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<v Speaker 4>the cold north winds and the change, and you know,

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<v Speaker 4>lots of loved ones and things like that, and a

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<v Speaker 4>lot of times when people fall away from religion, not

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<v Speaker 4>from the church, but from religion itself, it's generally in

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<v Speaker 4>the winter months.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll have to think about when that happened for me.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't remember. He must be related to Angelina Jolie.

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<v Speaker 1>I was gonna say, it looks like my ex husband. Yike.

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<v Speaker 1>There is the old man winter too, But I just

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<v Speaker 1>thought this one was more fun. But mm hmm, that's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of creepy. It would make a really creepy like

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<v Speaker 4>So also in folklore and stuff, it talks about shadow

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<v Speaker 4>people in the winter, so more sightings occur in the

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<v Speaker 4>winter than any other time of year. Again Heidi's creepy

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<v Speaker 4>picture of the cloak dude in the woods.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 4>I think I might have bad dreams later. Frozen heart syndrome,

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<v Speaker 4>which I was like, what the heck is this? So

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<v Speaker 4>people have zero apathy and their numb and disassociated from

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<v Speaker 1>That's why.

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<v Speaker 4>I hate going out in the wintertime because people are

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<v Speaker 1>For that all the time?

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<v Speaker 4>Now, oh wait, no, seriously, like a grocery store or

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<v Speaker 4>anything like, People's behavior changes in the winter, and so

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<v Speaker 4>people get quote unquote frozen heart syndrome because it changes

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<v Speaker 1>Thanks, we're fussy. You have to read what that says. Sure,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just a temporary weakening of the heart muscle, often

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<v Speaker 1>balloon out. It's because of the stress hormone that it

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00:31:56.640 --> 00:32:00.519
<v Speaker 1>temporarily stuns the heart, affecting small blood vessels. Unlike a

423
00:32:00.519 --> 00:32:05.319
<v Speaker 1>heart attack. It blocks the large arteries in the heart attack,

424
00:32:05.400 --> 00:32:08.000
<v Speaker 1>but not in this. It's just like stunned. So you'll

425
00:32:08.000 --> 00:32:11.279
<v Speaker 1>get sudden chest pain, shortness of breath, fatigue, often mistaken

426
00:32:11.359 --> 00:32:14.599
<v Speaker 1>for a heart attack. And I don't know how to

427
00:32:14.640 --> 00:32:18.119
<v Speaker 1>say the other part that taco. I don't know. Tacket

428
00:32:18.359 --> 00:32:21.319
<v Speaker 1>subo heart syndrome is much easier.

429
00:32:22.279 --> 00:32:26.799
<v Speaker 4>So say that five times best, how about it? So

430
00:32:27.039 --> 00:32:32.200
<v Speaker 4>think about that though, that you can actually mimic a

431
00:32:32.279 --> 00:32:34.799
<v Speaker 4>heart attack, or your body can mimic a heart attack

432
00:32:35.559 --> 00:32:38.720
<v Speaker 4>because you turn into an asshole in the winter.

433
00:32:40.279 --> 00:32:47.519
<v Speaker 1>This should be renamed asshole syndrome exactly something. Yeah, we

434
00:32:47.599 --> 00:32:49.799
<v Speaker 1>need a little well, it's better than tak it too

435
00:32:50.160 --> 00:32:51.160
<v Speaker 1>subo whatever.

436
00:32:51.480 --> 00:32:55.519
<v Speaker 4>That's terrible, Like who even came up with that word?

437
00:32:57.400 --> 00:32:59.279
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you could have come up with something so cool.

438
00:32:59.319 --> 00:33:03.000
<v Speaker 1>It stuns the heart, like I'm a stunner syndrome. That's

439
00:33:03.720 --> 00:33:05.680
<v Speaker 1>something better than that.

440
00:33:07.599 --> 00:33:11.960
<v Speaker 4>So outside of the frozen heart syndrome, people also experience

441
00:33:12.039 --> 00:33:17.640
<v Speaker 4>heavy presences during long nights, and so they may even

442
00:33:17.759 --> 00:33:22.039
<v Speaker 4>feel like they have a room full of unwanted guests,

443
00:33:22.880 --> 00:33:28.880
<v Speaker 4>not people, you're not at my house. Yeah, spooky people,

444
00:33:29.079 --> 00:33:31.680
<v Speaker 4>night people, shadow people.

445
00:33:32.039 --> 00:33:34.720
<v Speaker 1>Ladies of the night, not that one. If you have

446
00:33:34.839 --> 00:33:38.559
<v Speaker 1>those in your bedroom, you should get them out. You

447
00:33:38.680 --> 00:33:45.799
<v Speaker 1>might you might get criapism exactly. You know what happened.

448
00:33:45.960 --> 00:33:47.000
<v Speaker 1>We're not talking about that.

449
00:33:49.599 --> 00:33:51.000
<v Speaker 5>So uh.

450
00:33:51.680 --> 00:33:55.559
<v Speaker 4>Dark anointing oil is also more common in the winter.

451
00:33:56.000 --> 00:33:56.279
<v Speaker 1>Uh.

452
00:33:56.319 --> 00:34:00.440
<v Speaker 4>It's more common to see more people drugged and heavily

453
00:34:00.559 --> 00:34:05.319
<v Speaker 4>sedated with you know, sedative herbs and rituals and things

454
00:34:05.359 --> 00:34:08.400
<v Speaker 4>like that in the winter than it is any other time.

455
00:34:09.320 --> 00:34:16.320
<v Speaker 1>So watch it's Diddy again. It's Diddy, and.

456
00:34:16.480 --> 00:34:24.480
<v Speaker 4>Watch your it's the Diddler anointing oil on your Holoh.

457
00:34:25.039 --> 00:34:27.400
<v Speaker 1>If you go to anybody's house and they have two

458
00:34:27.480 --> 00:34:35.280
<v Speaker 1>thousand bottles of baby oil, leave now, hey, right and

459
00:34:35.440 --> 00:34:39.559
<v Speaker 1>think about Uh it's an exit only door and not

460
00:34:39.679 --> 00:34:44.480
<v Speaker 1>an int I mean you have you cannot tell me

461
00:34:44.519 --> 00:34:46.519
<v Speaker 1>people didn't go in there to get some toilet paper

462
00:34:46.519 --> 00:34:48.679
<v Speaker 1>and what the hell is going on in here?

463
00:34:49.239 --> 00:34:52.079
<v Speaker 4>There's no toilet paper, but there's plenty of baby oil.

464
00:34:53.400 --> 00:34:55.480
<v Speaker 4>That's it's hard to reach cases.

465
00:34:57.360 --> 00:35:03.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, no, all the victims, but you're an asshole, you

466
00:35:03.360 --> 00:35:03.960
<v Speaker 1>know did it?

467
00:35:04.639 --> 00:35:05.440
<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

468
00:35:05.480 --> 00:35:09.360
<v Speaker 4>He did, and he knows and they covered that up.

469
00:35:09.719 --> 00:35:12.000
<v Speaker 1>So they had to because they probably all got it too.

470
00:35:12.719 --> 00:35:13.639
<v Speaker 1>I want to explain.

471
00:35:15.920 --> 00:35:21.719
<v Speaker 4>So the watchers versus the light, so winter being that

472
00:35:21.840 --> 00:35:27.760
<v Speaker 4>it's a testing ground for the watcher angels. They are

473
00:35:27.960 --> 00:35:34.119
<v Speaker 4>not here to bring comfort, isn't that nice. They're here

474
00:35:34.519 --> 00:35:42.159
<v Speaker 4>to help you reflect, expose like hidden sins and things

475
00:35:42.239 --> 00:35:44.920
<v Speaker 4>like that, or sins that you don't want to face,

476
00:35:45.039 --> 00:35:47.559
<v Speaker 4>things that you've done in the past, all of that

477
00:35:47.679 --> 00:35:54.440
<v Speaker 4>kind of stuff, consequences for your actions and revelation of

478
00:35:54.559 --> 00:35:59.440
<v Speaker 4>hidden things. So that's their job. But they're not here

479
00:35:59.519 --> 00:36:03.440
<v Speaker 4>to again bring you happiness and make you feel all

480
00:36:03.480 --> 00:36:10.679
<v Speaker 4>warm and cuddly. So after winter, that's the course when

481
00:36:10.760 --> 00:36:16.239
<v Speaker 4>it's the renewal, the rebirth, the reawakening, healing, new purpose,

482
00:36:16.360 --> 00:36:21.480
<v Speaker 4>new identity. Hence New Year's resolutions. That's why people started

483
00:36:21.480 --> 00:36:24.960
<v Speaker 4>getting into doing that. And it didn't have anything to

484
00:36:25.039 --> 00:36:30.599
<v Speaker 4>do with tradition. It literally had to do with the watchers.

485
00:36:31.559 --> 00:36:32.159
<v Speaker 1>Exactly.

486
00:36:32.360 --> 00:36:35.239
<v Speaker 4>So if you're one of those people that makes New

487
00:36:35.320 --> 00:36:40.760
<v Speaker 4>Year's resolutions all the time, you're doing a Nephilim type tradition.

488
00:36:40.960 --> 00:36:44.400
<v Speaker 1>So you might want to stop that, just saying just

489
00:36:44.519 --> 00:36:47.440
<v Speaker 1>renew year stuff. Look, everybody joins the gym. I go

490
00:36:47.480 --> 00:36:49.679
<v Speaker 1>to the gym a lot and it is so annoying.

491
00:36:49.800 --> 00:36:52.719
<v Speaker 1>And I'm not trying to disson people, but they only

492
00:36:52.760 --> 00:36:55.000
<v Speaker 1>go for like four to six weeks. Look, make a

493
00:36:55.039 --> 00:36:58.559
<v Speaker 1>good habit and do it for real. I mean, you

494
00:36:58.639 --> 00:37:00.880
<v Speaker 1>know it's it's gonna only help you. I'm not saying

495
00:37:00.880 --> 00:37:02.880
<v Speaker 1>you have to be all jacked and crazy like I

496
00:37:02.920 --> 00:37:05.400
<v Speaker 1>can't do that anymore. I use lift weights and stuff,

497
00:37:05.400 --> 00:37:07.440
<v Speaker 1>but I hurt my back and I still go. I

498
00:37:07.440 --> 00:37:10.480
<v Speaker 1>don't get crazy. My husband gets crazy.

499
00:37:10.559 --> 00:37:13.400
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. I don't get crazy either, but my husband also

500
00:37:13.519 --> 00:37:14.519
<v Speaker 4>does get crazy.

501
00:37:15.480 --> 00:37:18.840
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, just make it, uh, whenever you need to do that.

502
00:37:18.880 --> 00:37:19.719
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't have to be.

503
00:37:19.679 --> 00:37:22.519
<v Speaker 4>The first year, and you should make that part of

504
00:37:22.519 --> 00:37:25.320
<v Speaker 4>a healthy lifestyle routine anyway.

505
00:37:26.039 --> 00:37:28.360
<v Speaker 1>It could be calistenics, you could go for a walk,

506
00:37:28.480 --> 00:37:31.320
<v Speaker 1>you could walk your port doggy who probably love that.

507
00:37:31.719 --> 00:37:36.519
<v Speaker 1>You know, all those things, cherry yoga, anything exactly.

508
00:37:36.960 --> 00:37:41.480
<v Speaker 4>So with all the crazy that goes in in the winter,

509
00:37:42.840 --> 00:37:47.519
<v Speaker 4>how are what would you tell people or suggest to

510
00:37:47.639 --> 00:37:54.559
<v Speaker 4>people to do to defend yourself or protect yourself in

511
00:37:54.639 --> 00:37:55.320
<v Speaker 4>the dark place.

512
00:37:56.079 --> 00:37:59.199
<v Speaker 1>Here's one of them. I would read your scriptures and

513
00:37:59.239 --> 00:38:04.400
<v Speaker 1>pray and also don't go to the don't go to

514
00:38:04.440 --> 00:38:04.880
<v Speaker 1>the veil.

515
00:38:05.519 --> 00:38:07.119
<v Speaker 5>Do that don't cross.

516
00:38:07.440 --> 00:38:12.400
<v Speaker 1>Keep the heck away from there. That's a bad house. Yeah,

517
00:38:12.480 --> 00:38:15.239
<v Speaker 1>you gotta you know, you gotta be wise. Let's be

518
00:38:15.440 --> 00:38:19.199
<v Speaker 1>wise here, and here's some of it. You know, you

519
00:38:19.280 --> 00:38:22.000
<v Speaker 1>must get dressed in the God's armor in order to

520
00:38:22.039 --> 00:38:25.719
<v Speaker 1>survive our spiritual winter. And I really like this one.

521
00:38:26.280 --> 00:38:30.039
<v Speaker 1>And you know that that prayer is so simple. I mean,

522
00:38:30.039 --> 00:38:32.559
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't have to be the whole verse word for word.

523
00:38:32.639 --> 00:38:34.840
<v Speaker 1>You can just say, Dear God, put the armor of

524
00:38:34.880 --> 00:38:37.199
<v Speaker 1>God upon me, and Jesus Christ name Amen. Like you

525
00:38:37.239 --> 00:38:40.559
<v Speaker 1>don't have to make it. He knows what you're talking about.

526
00:38:40.679 --> 00:38:45.000
<v Speaker 1>He knows your heart. But I mean there's a balance, right, like,

527
00:38:45.239 --> 00:38:45.920
<v Speaker 1>don't just be like.

528
00:38:46.920 --> 00:38:51.000
<v Speaker 4>He doesn't like that either, but yeah, gotta.

529
00:38:50.760 --> 00:38:53.360
<v Speaker 1>Be come on it. He knows when you're lying. That's

530
00:38:53.400 --> 00:38:55.480
<v Speaker 1>what you know. That is very true.

531
00:38:56.119 --> 00:39:02.480
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I would say outside of reading scripture, and.

532
00:39:02.480 --> 00:39:04.000
<v Speaker 1>Even if even if you.

533
00:39:06.159 --> 00:39:08.880
<v Speaker 4>Want to get like a Bible app or whatever, you

534
00:39:08.960 --> 00:39:13.079
<v Speaker 4>can have it send you a daily verse. So it's

535
00:39:13.320 --> 00:39:16.239
<v Speaker 4>literally a verse a day. It's short, it doesn't take

536
00:39:16.280 --> 00:39:19.880
<v Speaker 4>that long to read, and that's something right, And there's

537
00:39:19.880 --> 00:39:23.199
<v Speaker 4>always good messages in there these psalms.

538
00:39:23.239 --> 00:39:26.320
<v Speaker 1>If you get super depressed and you can place psalms

539
00:39:26.440 --> 00:39:31.400
<v Speaker 1>at zero audible level to you that. Trust me, it'll help,

540
00:39:31.920 --> 00:39:34.679
<v Speaker 1>It'll get some shit out away from you. They don't

541
00:39:34.760 --> 00:39:36.480
<v Speaker 1>like that, Yeah, they don't like that.

542
00:39:36.599 --> 00:39:42.159
<v Speaker 4>So along with scripture, I would say light exposure. I

543
00:39:42.239 --> 00:39:45.639
<v Speaker 4>know it's it's darker in the winter and whatever, but

544
00:39:46.079 --> 00:39:50.079
<v Speaker 4>you still need, you know, that balance between the sun

545
00:39:50.159 --> 00:39:54.159
<v Speaker 4>and the moon because that resets our circadian rhythm, our

546
00:39:54.239 --> 00:39:58.880
<v Speaker 4>internal clock. So I still go outside even in the winter.

547
00:39:59.039 --> 00:40:02.960
<v Speaker 1>I bundle up in my snowsuit, get up and get

548
00:40:03.039 --> 00:40:07.800
<v Speaker 1>rested and do the things. I know it's dark. Look,

549
00:40:07.920 --> 00:40:09.800
<v Speaker 1>you can have we once a week, like I'm not

550
00:40:09.920 --> 00:40:14.519
<v Speaker 1>doing shit today. Okay, I get that, Like I get

551
00:40:14.519 --> 00:40:15.360
<v Speaker 1>that we all need.

552
00:40:15.719 --> 00:40:18.559
<v Speaker 4>We all need days like that where we reboot. But

553
00:40:18.639 --> 00:40:21.280
<v Speaker 4>if you're doing that every single day.

554
00:40:22.360 --> 00:40:25.400
<v Speaker 1>If you're smoking yourself silly and not getting out of bed,

555
00:40:25.920 --> 00:40:31.440
<v Speaker 1>you're going to be depressed. Yeah that's I'm not telling

556
00:40:31.480 --> 00:40:33.360
<v Speaker 1>you can't ever smoke weed. But me and Janete have

557
00:40:33.480 --> 00:40:35.119
<v Speaker 1>had a lot to say about what they do with that.

558
00:40:35.199 --> 00:40:38.440
<v Speaker 1>But that's fine. If you want to do that, why

559
00:40:38.480 --> 00:40:41.280
<v Speaker 1>don't you use it like anything? You wouldn't like wake

560
00:40:41.360 --> 00:40:44.760
<v Speaker 1>up and just get drunk like most people wouldn't. I mean,

561
00:40:44.800 --> 00:40:48.960
<v Speaker 1>some people want somebody. I'm just saying as a as

562
00:40:49.000 --> 00:40:51.800
<v Speaker 1>a normal rule, because we have to drive cars and

563
00:40:52.039 --> 00:40:55.719
<v Speaker 1>do the things right. Don't don't stay up all night

564
00:40:56.039 --> 00:41:02.079
<v Speaker 1>like it's that idea. Yeah, don't just set up a schedule. Yeah,

565
00:41:02.800 --> 00:41:03.280
<v Speaker 1>a couple.

566
00:41:05.679 --> 00:41:12.400
<v Speaker 4>Avoid energy draining people because you're already drained lower energy

567
00:41:12.840 --> 00:41:14.360
<v Speaker 4>during the winter months anyway.

568
00:41:14.519 --> 00:41:18.239
<v Speaker 5>And if you have energy vampires.

569
00:41:18.440 --> 00:41:23.679
<v Speaker 1>This is my favorite look. That is very fitting. And

570
00:41:23.719 --> 00:41:24.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to tell you.

571
00:41:25.480 --> 00:41:29.159
<v Speaker 4>I'm gonna tell you a story after the show, so

572
00:41:29.159 --> 00:41:29.920
<v Speaker 4>so funny.

573
00:41:30.360 --> 00:41:33.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't know who wrote this book, but this was

574
00:41:33.039 --> 00:41:33.760
<v Speaker 1>some book cover.

575
00:41:34.119 --> 00:41:39.719
<v Speaker 4>So it says the parasite person and it is a

576
00:41:39.719 --> 00:41:43.679
<v Speaker 4>woman's face on a on a parasite.

577
00:41:43.159 --> 00:41:48.280
<v Speaker 1>So on a spooky spider. So I'll watch those uh

578
00:41:48.320 --> 00:41:50.639
<v Speaker 1>type of people. Uh.

579
00:41:51.320 --> 00:41:55.639
<v Speaker 4>If you're into grounding, spiritual grounding stuff like that.

580
00:41:56.000 --> 00:41:56.920
<v Speaker 1>Definitely do that.

581
00:41:57.119 --> 00:42:00.840
<v Speaker 4>I still do that literally every day. I will take time,

582
00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:03.400
<v Speaker 4>I will go outside, I will look at nature, or

583
00:42:03.400 --> 00:42:07.199
<v Speaker 4>will breed the fresh air, all of that stuff. However,

584
00:42:07.280 --> 00:42:09.760
<v Speaker 4>you ground yourself, make sure that you still do that,

585
00:42:09.960 --> 00:42:12.039
<v Speaker 4>especially in the winter. It's super important.

586
00:42:12.840 --> 00:42:13.960
<v Speaker 1>And how about.

587
00:42:13.840 --> 00:42:20.320
<v Speaker 4>Journaling, writing down your thoughts and your feelings, and you

588
00:42:20.360 --> 00:42:24.559
<v Speaker 4>know all of the things. Even if if you think

589
00:42:24.639 --> 00:42:27.360
<v Speaker 4>of something that you want to say to God or whatever,

590
00:42:27.360 --> 00:42:29.840
<v Speaker 4>are you going to write that down to you know

591
00:42:30.239 --> 00:42:31.760
<v Speaker 4>exactly all.

592
00:42:31.679 --> 00:42:33.719
<v Speaker 5>Of that kind of stuff. And so.

593
00:42:35.880 --> 00:42:38.599
<v Speaker 4>Watch out for those kind of things in the winter,

594
00:42:38.760 --> 00:42:43.320
<v Speaker 4>and those are things that you can do to protect yourself.

595
00:42:44.000 --> 00:42:46.519
<v Speaker 4>So tell us what slide you have on here?

596
00:42:46.559 --> 00:42:50.360
<v Speaker 1>Now, lie, this is just the energy parasite people. What

597
00:42:50.480 --> 00:42:53.360
<v Speaker 1>are they? Kind of what you already explain, they're trying

598
00:42:53.400 --> 00:42:55.880
<v Speaker 1>to take your life force and keeping you stuck in

599
00:42:55.920 --> 00:43:00.119
<v Speaker 1>a low vibration fear, anxiety, anger, exhaustion and in these

600
00:43:00.119 --> 00:43:08.800
<v Speaker 1>people don't mean it. Look we got I'm gonna say,

601
00:43:09.079 --> 00:43:15.280
<v Speaker 1>some people don't know. And some people are trying to

602
00:43:15.320 --> 00:43:21.119
<v Speaker 1>fix themselves with you because you're happy or whatever. And

603
00:43:21.480 --> 00:43:24.480
<v Speaker 1>I get the comment a lot at work, like well

604
00:43:24.840 --> 00:43:27.679
<v Speaker 1>they give you crap because you don't seem hurt. And

605
00:43:27.719 --> 00:43:30.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I know because I don't want to be.

606
00:43:31.000 --> 00:43:33.519
<v Speaker 1>It sucks and I'm not going to let it rule

607
00:43:33.559 --> 00:43:37.360
<v Speaker 1>my life. Like that's stupid, Like not my mood. Yeah,

608
00:43:37.599 --> 00:43:40.400
<v Speaker 1>not not that. So you try to give, you know,

609
00:43:40.599 --> 00:43:43.360
<v Speaker 1>try to try to help them to like remember we

610
00:43:43.400 --> 00:43:47.039
<v Speaker 1>are called to help. But you've got to do boundaries right.

611
00:43:48.360 --> 00:43:52.719
<v Speaker 4>And you definitely have to project yourself against people.

612
00:43:52.760 --> 00:43:57.800
<v Speaker 1>You have to. You have to do prayer before shut

613
00:43:57.880 --> 00:44:00.960
<v Speaker 1>down gossip. You know, if you're going if you know,

614
00:44:01.079 --> 00:44:04.599
<v Speaker 1>you're going to your great aunt Nellie's house, and she's

615
00:44:04.639 --> 00:44:07.239
<v Speaker 1>a pain, and she's one of these little you know,

616
00:44:07.360 --> 00:44:10.280
<v Speaker 1>happy suckers. She sucks all the happiness out of the room.

617
00:44:10.679 --> 00:44:17.559
<v Speaker 1>Fun sucker, right, okay, kind of sucker ditty. No, not

618
00:44:17.599 --> 00:44:22.840
<v Speaker 1>that fun, not that fun sucker a fun not on

619
00:44:23.039 --> 00:44:26.360
<v Speaker 1>fun person. You know you're going to be to these

620
00:44:26.400 --> 00:44:29.079
<v Speaker 1>different things. The worst thing you can do is get

621
00:44:29.119 --> 00:44:31.360
<v Speaker 1>trashed when you go over there to deal with it.

622
00:44:31.480 --> 00:44:35.079
<v Speaker 1>Then you're really depressed or super high because they're all depressants.

623
00:44:35.159 --> 00:44:38.039
<v Speaker 1>It's just the way it is, you know. And if

624
00:44:38.119 --> 00:44:40.239
<v Speaker 1>you do too much adderall to fix it the other way,

625
00:44:40.280 --> 00:44:42.400
<v Speaker 1>you're not going to be okay either. It's all bad.

626
00:44:42.679 --> 00:44:44.719
<v Speaker 1>You won't ever sleep. Then you're going to be in

627
00:44:44.760 --> 00:44:48.360
<v Speaker 1>the weird circadia. It's all you just have to be balanced,

628
00:44:48.559 --> 00:44:51.679
<v Speaker 1>like whatever the normal is, do the normal. I'm not

629
00:44:51.719 --> 00:44:54.199
<v Speaker 1>saying don't ever take those things or don't ever use

630
00:44:54.239 --> 00:44:58.079
<v Speaker 1>that don't don't go crazy here. This is the season

631
00:44:58.119 --> 00:45:03.199
<v Speaker 1>of crazy, right, Such they're eating too much, they're they're

632
00:45:03.239 --> 00:45:06.639
<v Speaker 1>doing too much, they're spending too much. Like you've got

633
00:45:06.679 --> 00:45:09.840
<v Speaker 1>to get it together and rein it back a little

634
00:45:09.880 --> 00:45:14.599
<v Speaker 1>bit and pre prepare, like, oh, I know, I'm going

635
00:45:14.599 --> 00:45:17.400
<v Speaker 1>to Aunt Nelly's in two days. I'm going to read

636
00:45:17.400 --> 00:45:21.320
<v Speaker 1>some scriptures. I'm going to pray, I'm going to armor up,

637
00:45:21.760 --> 00:45:25.599
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to mentally get sleep, go outside, see the

638
00:45:25.599 --> 00:45:30.360
<v Speaker 1>sunlike everything Janna said. Maybe go exercise, like, look, you

639
00:45:30.400 --> 00:45:33.000
<v Speaker 1>can work on all kinds of things, and that can

640
00:45:33.039 --> 00:45:35.800
<v Speaker 1>be your test of how good did you do with

641
00:45:35.840 --> 00:45:38.639
<v Speaker 1>that situation? Did you help Aunt Nelly maybe one day.

642
00:45:38.800 --> 00:45:41.920
<v Speaker 1>People always say those kind of people never change, and

643
00:45:42.440 --> 00:45:45.480
<v Speaker 1>I have multiple people like that in my family, okay,

644
00:45:46.360 --> 00:45:48.199
<v Speaker 1>and some of them we just are like that's just

645
00:45:48.280 --> 00:45:52.119
<v Speaker 1>how that is, Like you know, we just know. But

646
00:45:52.320 --> 00:45:56.519
<v Speaker 1>I never don't try. And it's been over twenty five

647
00:45:56.639 --> 00:46:00.400
<v Speaker 1>years and I never just go well, fuck, like screw

648
00:46:00.480 --> 00:46:07.440
<v Speaker 1>you almost a bad word. I'm not going to Nellies, right, yeah,

649
00:46:07.519 --> 00:46:10.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to buy him this, or I'm not

650
00:46:10.360 --> 00:46:13.960
<v Speaker 1>gonna send him home food, or I'm not gonna come on.

651
00:46:14.679 --> 00:46:18.000
<v Speaker 1>It's the season of giving figure it out. He's obviously

652
00:46:18.199 --> 00:46:21.800
<v Speaker 1>or she's obviously having a very hard time, because you

653
00:46:21.800 --> 00:46:25.840
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't be that miserable otherwise. So we don't know their struggles,

654
00:46:26.360 --> 00:46:29.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, pray for them like before you go, you know.

655
00:46:30.239 --> 00:46:33.039
<v Speaker 5>One hundred percent, one hundred percent.

656
00:46:33.880 --> 00:46:39.400
<v Speaker 4>So winter is kind of like our compression chamber for

657
00:46:39.599 --> 00:46:45.719
<v Speaker 4>our soul, right, And so winter is when Heaven watches

658
00:46:45.960 --> 00:46:52.239
<v Speaker 4>the earth most closely. And it is because in winter

659
00:46:52.599 --> 00:46:58.559
<v Speaker 4>you have sensory deprivation, so long periods of darkness, less

660
00:46:58.599 --> 00:47:02.719
<v Speaker 4>sunlight the whole night yards, and so you're not going

661
00:47:02.800 --> 00:47:06.719
<v Speaker 4>to hear like crickets sharping and you know, all of

662
00:47:06.760 --> 00:47:09.599
<v Speaker 4>that kind of stuff, and so our senses are dulled down.

663
00:47:11.519 --> 00:47:15.559
<v Speaker 4>We have social withdrawal that happens because we tend to

664
00:47:15.599 --> 00:47:19.840
<v Speaker 4>stay in more instead of running out and doing all

665
00:47:19.880 --> 00:47:24.480
<v Speaker 4>the things. In the winter, your body temperature normally drops,

666
00:47:25.239 --> 00:47:29.159
<v Speaker 4>which is interesting because when we talked about last time,

667
00:47:29.320 --> 00:47:35.039
<v Speaker 4>these entities and demons and stuff also have a cold presence,

668
00:47:35.199 --> 00:47:39.880
<v Speaker 4>and so do the watchers, right, because their symbolism is

669
00:47:39.960 --> 00:47:40.519
<v Speaker 4>the cold.

670
00:47:40.639 --> 00:47:41.039
<v Speaker 1>And so.

671
00:47:42.760 --> 00:47:46.360
<v Speaker 4>If your body temperature drops normally in the winter and

672
00:47:46.440 --> 00:47:50.880
<v Speaker 4>you're feeling especially colder than normal, maybe you got some

673
00:47:50.960 --> 00:47:55.960
<v Speaker 4>people around you just saying or some entities also we

674
00:47:56.039 --> 00:48:02.239
<v Speaker 4>have hormonal imbalances, Like cortisol drops off normally in winter,

675
00:48:02.440 --> 00:48:09.800
<v Speaker 4>So cortisol controls all kinds of things. So your your sleep,

676
00:48:10.000 --> 00:48:15.920
<v Speaker 4>your energy level, your pain level, wait, all that stuff.

677
00:48:16.039 --> 00:48:17.559
<v Speaker 4>It's a big part of that stressing.

678
00:48:17.639 --> 00:48:20.320
<v Speaker 1>You don't want to give yourself a heart attack, cut

679
00:48:20.360 --> 00:48:20.679
<v Speaker 1>it out.

680
00:48:21.480 --> 00:48:29.199
<v Speaker 4>The sleep cycles are different, and you know, hallucinatory or

681
00:48:29.440 --> 00:48:32.880
<v Speaker 4>vivid dreams and all of that stuff. So all of

682
00:48:32.920 --> 00:48:37.159
<v Speaker 4>those things compressing us together definitely going to have effect

683
00:48:37.280 --> 00:48:40.280
<v Speaker 4>on a lot of people that are I guess more

684
00:48:40.320 --> 00:48:42.000
<v Speaker 4>sensitive to stuff like that.

685
00:48:42.239 --> 00:48:46.119
<v Speaker 1>I want to say in a nice way. So I

686
00:48:46.159 --> 00:48:50.199
<v Speaker 1>think it leaves those channels open if you're already on

687
00:48:50.239 --> 00:48:53.599
<v Speaker 1>the precipice of having some major issues, right like you

688
00:48:53.719 --> 00:48:57.000
<v Speaker 1>know you fight addiction or you know, you have a

689
00:48:57.000 --> 00:49:00.519
<v Speaker 1>problem with Aunt Nelly, Like you're already starting to do

690
00:49:00.599 --> 00:49:03.800
<v Speaker 1>the Doomsville Like, oh well, you're at the door. I

691
00:49:03.920 --> 00:49:07.400
<v Speaker 1>like this picture because I think it shows it shows reality,

692
00:49:07.559 --> 00:49:09.920
<v Speaker 1>Like you're at the door. You don't have to go

693
00:49:10.000 --> 00:49:14.559
<v Speaker 1>through that door, man, like you know, turn around that

694
00:49:14.639 --> 00:49:16.719
<v Speaker 1>the way.

695
00:49:17.480 --> 00:49:23.400
<v Speaker 4>So spiritually speaking, with this compressure chamber thing that's going

696
00:49:23.440 --> 00:49:28.360
<v Speaker 4>on with this, your consciousness becomes like a cracked door.

697
00:49:29.559 --> 00:49:33.199
<v Speaker 4>And so the watchers are standing on the other side

698
00:49:33.239 --> 00:49:39.000
<v Speaker 4>of that door, right, they're literally peeking at you through

699
00:49:39.039 --> 00:49:41.960
<v Speaker 4>that doorway, and they're like, are you going to come

700
00:49:41.960 --> 00:49:43.360
<v Speaker 4>in here?

701
00:49:45.199 --> 00:49:53.559
<v Speaker 1>You have to stand the red lady over here. We

702
00:49:53.639 --> 00:49:58.880
<v Speaker 1>got we got oil, we got we got wife swapping

703
00:49:58.960 --> 00:50:02.079
<v Speaker 1>and all kinds. Don't all the things, all the things,

704
00:50:02.480 --> 00:50:04.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, that's not getting you anywhere.

705
00:50:04.400 --> 00:50:06.400
<v Speaker 5>Like really one hundred percent.

706
00:50:07.519 --> 00:50:11.639
<v Speaker 1>So it will get you far, but you'll feel bad. Well,

707
00:50:11.679 --> 00:50:13.960
<v Speaker 1>you might feel bad. You might not feel bad. I don't.

708
00:50:14.199 --> 00:50:15.800
<v Speaker 1>You might feel good for a minute, and then you

709
00:50:15.880 --> 00:50:19.159
<v Speaker 1>might feel bad. These really really really rich people that

710
00:50:19.440 --> 00:50:22.199
<v Speaker 1>like run things, like how many of them do you

711
00:50:22.239 --> 00:50:25.039
<v Speaker 1>ever see? That are like, I'm just the happiest person ever.

712
00:50:25.320 --> 00:50:26.559
<v Speaker 5>A hundred percent.

713
00:50:26.760 --> 00:50:28.239
<v Speaker 1>They hate their life half the time.

714
00:50:28.280 --> 00:50:34.400
<v Speaker 4>They're like, I yeah, one hundred percent. And I think

715
00:50:34.440 --> 00:50:41.079
<v Speaker 4>of influencers the same way, because most influencers, their normal

716
00:50:41.159 --> 00:50:45.719
<v Speaker 4>lives are completely different from what they portray on the internet.

717
00:50:46.159 --> 00:50:50.559
<v Speaker 1>And I think we have issues with that because there's

718
00:50:50.599 --> 00:50:52.880
<v Speaker 1>a few of us that are just what we are

719
00:50:53.480 --> 00:50:57.800
<v Speaker 1>right here. It is I swear too much, and I

720
00:50:58.000 --> 00:51:02.159
<v Speaker 1>take it or leave it. Well, I'm a nerd and yeah,

721
00:51:02.199 --> 00:51:04.639
<v Speaker 1>like I'm a mom like if you went and looked

722
00:51:04.719 --> 00:51:07.239
<v Speaker 1>up anything it it'd all be exactly what I said,

723
00:51:07.599 --> 00:51:10.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, or you interviewed my family, they'd be like,

724
00:51:10.119 --> 00:51:13.800
<v Speaker 1>yep that, yep, she's more annoying than you even know, but.

725
00:51:15.679 --> 00:51:19.119
<v Speaker 4>Likes bonus points right exactly.

726
00:51:19.239 --> 00:51:21.840
<v Speaker 1>But it wouldn't be like, oh no, as soon as

727
00:51:21.880 --> 00:51:24.840
<v Speaker 1>they turn off the camera, like never smile again or whatever.

728
00:51:24.960 --> 00:51:27.639
<v Speaker 1>And look, if it's if it's your thing to do

729
00:51:27.679 --> 00:51:31.159
<v Speaker 1>an acting job, I get it, but like it's disingenuous,

730
00:51:31.239 --> 00:51:32.360
<v Speaker 1>it's gonna come across.

731
00:51:32.440 --> 00:51:35.280
<v Speaker 5>So mm hmmm, one hundred percent.

732
00:51:35.360 --> 00:51:39.519
<v Speaker 4>And especially like the beauty influencers right that are that

733
00:51:39.639 --> 00:51:45.079
<v Speaker 4>are just stunning and they literally have very low self

734
00:51:45.199 --> 00:51:51.360
<v Speaker 4>esteem and and they don't find themselves pretty, they don't

735
00:51:51.400 --> 00:51:55.400
<v Speaker 4>think they're worth anything whatever. Those are the people they're

736
00:51:55.480 --> 00:52:00.199
<v Speaker 4>like stuck in that perpetual state of confusion and not

737
00:52:00.400 --> 00:52:02.000
<v Speaker 4>knowing who they are as a person.

738
00:52:03.440 --> 00:52:06.440
<v Speaker 1>So we're not saying if you use that's you, but

739
00:52:06.559 --> 00:52:11.079
<v Speaker 1>we are saying, if you can't be okay with not

740
00:52:11.239 --> 00:52:15.880
<v Speaker 1>your best day ever, you know, time to work on things.

741
00:52:16.119 --> 00:52:22.360
<v Speaker 4>So one hundred percent. So in winter with the compression chamber,

742
00:52:22.519 --> 00:52:28.280
<v Speaker 4>so psychologically speaking, humans become more prone of course, to

743
00:52:28.360 --> 00:52:31.800
<v Speaker 4>the visions and the night terrors and stuff like that,

744
00:52:32.960 --> 00:52:38.519
<v Speaker 4>because and things that look more like psychosis because of

745
00:52:38.559 --> 00:52:42.320
<v Speaker 4>all these things that take place, not just in the

746
00:52:42.360 --> 00:52:45.440
<v Speaker 4>spiritual realm, but like I said, in in the body

747
00:52:45.480 --> 00:52:51.920
<v Speaker 4>wise and in medical terms, the perfect storm of course

748
00:52:52.000 --> 00:52:56.840
<v Speaker 4>of the melatonin and the cortisol dropping and the circadium

749
00:52:56.920 --> 00:53:01.519
<v Speaker 4>rhythm you know, out of whack, and this serotonin depletion

750
00:53:01.760 --> 00:53:07.920
<v Speaker 4>and all of that stuff makes winter high contact season

751
00:53:08.679 --> 00:53:14.480
<v Speaker 4>between human perception and whatever lies outside of the veil.

752
00:53:16.079 --> 00:53:22.000
<v Speaker 1>So well, and here's the thing. Sometimes it's okay to

753
00:53:22.119 --> 00:53:26.840
<v Speaker 1>be a little depressed. Here's the thing. Everybody needs to

754
00:53:26.920 --> 00:53:30.760
<v Speaker 1>understand this as a person that works in mental health.

755
00:53:31.039 --> 00:53:33.880
<v Speaker 1>People will say, but I'm just depressed. I'm like, yeah,

756
00:53:34.159 --> 00:53:37.840
<v Speaker 1>like your grandma died or your dog died or whatever happened,

757
00:53:37.920 --> 00:53:41.039
<v Speaker 1>and again you've got this past trauma and maybe it

758
00:53:41.159 --> 00:53:45.920
<v Speaker 1>stirred all that up, you know or whatever. Situational depression

759
00:53:46.599 --> 00:53:49.360
<v Speaker 1>is normal, but they make you feel like it's not

760
00:53:49.559 --> 00:53:52.519
<v Speaker 1>normal because then they can treat you. I'm not saying

761
00:53:52.880 --> 00:53:56.960
<v Speaker 1>chronically depressed people. I'm saying you had a problem and

762
00:53:57.000 --> 00:54:01.840
<v Speaker 1>now you're sad because this happened. That's normal. If your

763
00:54:01.880 --> 00:54:05.920
<v Speaker 1>parent died or your child Heaven forbid never. But like,

764
00:54:06.000 --> 00:54:09.360
<v Speaker 1>if there's some issue going on, Yeah, you're stressed, you've

765
00:54:09.360 --> 00:54:13.679
<v Speaker 1>got a teenager, you got multiple team whatever, that's normal, right,

766
00:54:13.800 --> 00:54:15.679
<v Speaker 1>forgotten that is normal.

767
00:54:15.679 --> 00:54:22.039
<v Speaker 4>One hundred percent, And it's uh, it's easier to diagnose

768
00:54:22.880 --> 00:54:28.599
<v Speaker 4>a mental health illness and prescribe stuff instead of letting

769
00:54:28.639 --> 00:54:35.440
<v Speaker 4>somebody learn the coping skills on their own. Absolutely absolutely so,

770
00:54:35.519 --> 00:54:38.400
<v Speaker 4>then you then you never learn to cope with stuff,

771
00:54:38.440 --> 00:54:40.800
<v Speaker 4>and so then you always use a crutch to deal

772
00:54:40.880 --> 00:54:44.199
<v Speaker 4>with anything, and your crutch being your medication.

773
00:54:44.960 --> 00:54:49.679
<v Speaker 1>Or even a therapist. Like therapy's great, but if that's

774
00:54:49.760 --> 00:54:53.960
<v Speaker 1>replacing your family or people that you know would be

775
00:54:54.079 --> 00:54:57.280
<v Speaker 1>healthy for you to talk to, like friends or whatever

776
00:54:57.360 --> 00:55:00.440
<v Speaker 1>that case, maybe like, oh, I just have to only

777
00:55:00.480 --> 00:55:02.360
<v Speaker 1>talk to this there. Like if they make you think

778
00:55:02.440 --> 00:55:06.920
<v Speaker 1>that that's probably not good. That's a paycheck guaranteed for

779
00:55:06.960 --> 00:55:09.280
<v Speaker 1>the rest of their life. Don't forget that. It can

780
00:55:09.320 --> 00:55:11.639
<v Speaker 1>be the nicest people ever. They're still making money.

781
00:55:11.679 --> 00:55:14.719
<v Speaker 4>Oh, one hundred percent, and they're going to make you

782
00:55:14.760 --> 00:55:17.960
<v Speaker 4>feel right at home and as pleasant as to me

783
00:55:18.519 --> 00:55:21.960
<v Speaker 4>to continually manipulate you into stuff, right.

784
00:55:23.559 --> 00:55:26.119
<v Speaker 1>Exactly, so with.

785
00:55:26.199 --> 00:55:29.880
<v Speaker 4>The veil and the and the watchers that are on

786
00:55:29.960 --> 00:55:37.079
<v Speaker 4>the other side also, and we have in different mythologies.

787
00:55:37.239 --> 00:55:43.039
<v Speaker 4>We have the Norse Jotners, which are frost spirits, kind

788
00:55:43.039 --> 00:55:46.400
<v Speaker 4>of like that creepy thing you had up there with

789
00:55:46.480 --> 00:55:48.760
<v Speaker 4>the skull and this guy.

790
00:55:49.760 --> 00:55:51.199
<v Speaker 1>No, I was thinking about.

791
00:55:51.000 --> 00:55:57.440
<v Speaker 4>The one with the skull, the creepy gold demon person.

792
00:55:57.639 --> 00:55:59.719
<v Speaker 1>Right, Oh yeah, we're going right there.

793
00:56:00.119 --> 00:56:07.239
<v Speaker 4>Uh so uh In in Norse Norse mythology and stuff,

794
00:56:07.280 --> 00:56:13.159
<v Speaker 4>they're not demons, they're not gods, but they're watchers of

795
00:56:13.320 --> 00:56:18.079
<v Speaker 4>the threshold and their dorm. Their domain, of course was

796
00:56:18.159 --> 00:56:25.079
<v Speaker 4>cold isolation and soul endurance, and they observe humanity under pressure.

797
00:56:25.199 --> 00:56:29.440
<v Speaker 4>So even in Norse stories and stuff, it's the same.

798
00:56:29.440 --> 00:56:29.920
<v Speaker 1>I would.

799
00:56:31.920 --> 00:56:37.280
<v Speaker 4>Right, I think I would rather see an angelic vision

800
00:56:37.480 --> 00:56:42.880
<v Speaker 4>than this rotting flesh angelina.

801
00:56:44.840 --> 00:56:45.599
<v Speaker 5>RCAs with the.

802
00:56:47.440 --> 00:56:54.880
<v Speaker 4>Antlers and whatever skull for anyway, we also have, uh

803
00:56:55.159 --> 00:56:59.679
<v Speaker 4>in Catholic demonology, the spirits of the North, and I

804
00:56:59.760 --> 00:57:08.239
<v Speaker 4>had mentioned that earlier, associated with testing, temptation, purification through suffering,

805
00:57:09.679 --> 00:57:16.280
<v Speaker 4>and confronting inner shadows. And then we have indigenous cultures

806
00:57:16.400 --> 00:57:21.559
<v Speaker 4>also that have winter watchers, and they believe that winter

807
00:57:21.639 --> 00:57:26.800
<v Speaker 4>spirits walk among the living because human breath is invisible

808
00:57:28.119 --> 00:57:33.360
<v Speaker 4>life forks leaks more easily, which I tend to agree

809
00:57:33.400 --> 00:57:39.559
<v Speaker 4>with that, and the soul becomes thin. So their thinking

810
00:57:39.880 --> 00:57:47.000
<v Speaker 4>is energetically, winter is porous, so we are like a

811
00:57:47.119 --> 00:57:53.159
<v Speaker 4>leaky sponge and winter just soaks all of that up, right, So.

812
00:57:53.199 --> 00:57:59.840
<v Speaker 1>Also esoterically, it's the time where you know, weird things

813
00:57:59.840 --> 00:58:03.079
<v Speaker 1>have happened. As soon as we go into the fall

814
00:58:03.159 --> 00:58:06.239
<v Speaker 1>season into winter season, it doesn't come back like till

815
00:58:06.280 --> 00:58:10.599
<v Speaker 1>the light comes back. Right. Pretty much around Easter is

816
00:58:10.639 --> 00:58:12.760
<v Speaker 1>when things are to lift a little bit.

817
00:58:12.800 --> 00:58:16.119
<v Speaker 4>But yeah, undered person, and then we have the pecan

818
00:58:16.920 --> 00:58:19.679
<v Speaker 4>uh Easter holiday.

819
00:58:19.960 --> 00:58:25.559
<v Speaker 1>And we do the maple for the privace, right, Oki Doki.

820
00:58:26.440 --> 00:58:28.679
<v Speaker 1>They should have just named Viagara that that would have

821
00:58:28.719 --> 00:58:35.039
<v Speaker 1>been hilarious in my opinion. Well, you never know where

822
00:58:35.119 --> 00:58:41.239
<v Speaker 1>that name, where that name came from either, who knows? Yeah, exactly.

823
00:58:41.719 --> 00:58:44.199
<v Speaker 1>Fun So.

824
00:58:45.639 --> 00:58:53.239
<v Speaker 4>With all of these different you know, beliefs and and

825
00:58:53.280 --> 00:58:57.000
<v Speaker 4>stuff around the world, and how they all have some

826
00:58:57.079 --> 00:59:01.119
<v Speaker 4>kind of different watcher or or something like that, and

827
00:59:01.119 --> 00:59:08.880
<v Speaker 4>it's literally in every kind of mythology, traditional writings, whatever

828
00:59:08.960 --> 00:59:14.639
<v Speaker 4>you want to say. Obviously they all believe the same thing.

829
00:59:14.800 --> 00:59:19.519
<v Speaker 4>So people have all experienced some kind of a thing

830
00:59:19.679 --> 00:59:27.440
<v Speaker 4>like that going on. So it's very interesting to me though.

831
00:59:27.480 --> 00:59:34.639
<v Speaker 4>But that's like cross cultures and traditions that these watchers appear.

832
00:59:34.800 --> 00:59:38.800
<v Speaker 4>So even if you don't believe in the Bible, uh,

833
00:59:38.840 --> 00:59:42.079
<v Speaker 4>it's literally written about in every kind of culture.

834
00:59:43.480 --> 00:59:45.920
<v Speaker 1>And if if a guy shows up in your bedroom

835
00:59:45.960 --> 00:59:48.039
<v Speaker 1>and tells you to go dig up the golden plates,

836
00:59:48.280 --> 00:59:57.519
<v Speaker 1>look already been done, so don't worry about it.

837
00:59:58.519 --> 01:00:07.400
<v Speaker 4>So in the winter, when your dopamine breaks down and

838
01:00:08.360 --> 01:00:14.840
<v Speaker 4>you know, it leaves you susceptible to spiritual obsession. So

839
01:00:16.000 --> 01:00:22.039
<v Speaker 4>can people be more obsessed with God and angels or

840
01:00:22.119 --> 01:00:25.880
<v Speaker 4>can they be obsessed more with the opposite of that?

841
01:00:26.480 --> 01:00:30.639
<v Speaker 4>I'm going to say yes, because a lot of people

842
01:00:30.920 --> 01:00:35.639
<v Speaker 4>in the wintertime get doomsday thinking everything is wrong, everything

843
01:00:35.719 --> 01:00:40.159
<v Speaker 4>is bad, everything is falling apart, my family hates me, this, that,

844
01:00:40.239 --> 01:00:42.639
<v Speaker 4>and the other. So a lot of people are doom

845
01:00:42.679 --> 01:00:47.320
<v Speaker 4>and gloom all winter long, and hence why I don't

846
01:00:47.400 --> 01:00:49.039
<v Speaker 4>like going out to the store.

847
01:00:48.760 --> 01:00:49.239
<v Speaker 1>In the winter.

848
01:00:51.599 --> 01:00:55.719
<v Speaker 4>And people also have a lot of like we talked

849
01:00:55.719 --> 01:01:02.000
<v Speaker 4>about earlier, the relapses in the winter or this is

850
01:01:02.039 --> 01:01:05.320
<v Speaker 4>something I've encountered lately with a lot of people I've

851
01:01:05.320 --> 01:01:10.679
<v Speaker 4>talked to, they feel like they're spiritually under attack. More

852
01:01:10.719 --> 01:01:13.840
<v Speaker 4>so in the winter, Like every single person I have

853
01:01:13.960 --> 01:01:19.199
<v Speaker 4>talked to has felt like off or like I feel

854
01:01:19.280 --> 01:01:23.199
<v Speaker 4>something in the air, like everything around me, like the

855
01:01:23.320 --> 01:01:30.199
<v Speaker 4>atmosphere feels weird or you know whatever, or uh like

856
01:01:30.360 --> 01:01:34.360
<v Speaker 4>sensing like darkness around them or stuff like that. And

857
01:01:34.519 --> 01:01:36.760
<v Speaker 4>very rarely do I ever talk to somebody in the

858
01:01:36.800 --> 01:01:43.920
<v Speaker 4>winter that feels like it's a happy, spiritual kind of presence.

859
01:01:44.119 --> 01:01:47.039
<v Speaker 1>I'm a weird I'm a weirdo that way. I love

860
01:01:47.159 --> 01:01:51.480
<v Speaker 1>Christmas time, not Christmas. I love Christmas time and like

861
01:01:51.519 --> 01:01:55.960
<v Speaker 1>Thanksgiving the holidays right right, even though I know, like

862
01:01:57.039 --> 01:02:02.320
<v Speaker 1>I'll they again whatever, that's fine, it's all, but it's

863
01:02:02.320 --> 01:02:05.400
<v Speaker 1>a nice season and I do get really excited for

864
01:02:05.480 --> 01:02:08.000
<v Speaker 1>the season more than the day. It's not really about

865
01:02:08.039 --> 01:02:12.719
<v Speaker 1>gifts or anything for me per se. I like doing

866
01:02:12.840 --> 01:02:17.000
<v Speaker 1>things for others, like like janeitys and yeah, like baking

867
01:02:17.280 --> 01:02:20.239
<v Speaker 1>or fun things that I wouldn't do like the rest

868
01:02:20.239 --> 01:02:22.960
<v Speaker 1>of the time, well, because you can't feed your kids

869
01:02:23.039 --> 01:02:26.840
<v Speaker 1>like all that garbage all the time. It's fun, but

870
01:02:27.239 --> 01:02:31.840
<v Speaker 1>you know all those yeah and eggnog and all that stuff.

871
01:02:32.039 --> 01:02:34.239
<v Speaker 1>But it's fun, right, you look forward to it, and

872
01:02:34.320 --> 01:02:36.519
<v Speaker 1>I just think that. You know, we always have certain

873
01:02:36.519 --> 01:02:39.599
<v Speaker 1>traditions and we get together and we go to this

874
01:02:39.639 --> 01:02:44.800
<v Speaker 1>one Mongolian barbecue place, and all the kids always laugh

875
01:02:44.840 --> 01:02:46.679
<v Speaker 1>and say it's like Christmas story when they go to

876
01:02:46.679 --> 01:02:50.920
<v Speaker 1>the Chinese place, and it's just fun. You know, a

877
01:02:50.960 --> 01:02:52.480
<v Speaker 1>lot of the little traditions.

878
01:02:52.880 --> 01:02:56.639
<v Speaker 4>I'm glad that you have that like happiness around you

879
01:02:56.679 --> 01:03:00.719
<v Speaker 4>in the winter. The guys, literally every body I have

880
01:03:00.840 --> 01:03:04.760
<v Speaker 4>talked to lately has felt the complete opposite and like

881
01:03:05.800 --> 01:03:12.880
<v Speaker 4>they're being encroached upon or closed in on by whatever

882
01:03:13.800 --> 01:03:15.440
<v Speaker 4>present them.

883
01:03:16.000 --> 01:03:18.360
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I only feel closed out in the podcast. No,

884
01:03:18.559 --> 01:03:26.800
<v Speaker 1>just kidding, not really. No. I actually have always loved winter, though,

885
01:03:26.920 --> 01:03:29.519
<v Speaker 1>and I just think it's part of growing up in Idaho.

886
01:03:29.639 --> 01:03:33.000
<v Speaker 1>Here the winters are like nothing. But my kids and

887
01:03:33.079 --> 01:03:38.760
<v Speaker 1>me like the first snow, We're like ecstatic, We're super excited,

888
01:03:38.840 --> 01:03:41.599
<v Speaker 1>like we just I don't know, I've always been a

889
01:03:41.639 --> 01:03:45.719
<v Speaker 1>winter lover. I hate summer. I hate summer. But that's

890
01:03:45.840 --> 01:03:50.639
<v Speaker 1>just me, I guess maybe yeah, Scottish and Irish, maybe

891
01:03:50.639 --> 01:03:54.559
<v Speaker 1>I like the doom and gloom. Who knows English, Scottish, Irish.

892
01:03:54.559 --> 01:03:55.639
<v Speaker 1>None of those places are.

893
01:03:55.599 --> 01:04:00.920
<v Speaker 4>Very You may like the Norse mythology.

894
01:04:02.360 --> 01:04:10.039
<v Speaker 1>I don't want that. He scares me. I'm good. I'll

895
01:04:10.039 --> 01:04:13.880
<v Speaker 1>take the snowman. That's good. And you know the music

896
01:04:14.079 --> 01:04:16.880
<v Speaker 1>and just I don't know all of It's pretty happy

897
01:04:16.920 --> 01:04:21.639
<v Speaker 1>around our house that way. But I mean, also I see, yeah,

898
01:04:21.679 --> 01:04:25.400
<v Speaker 1>it hurts more. I mean, everybody knows. I've had a

899
01:04:25.440 --> 01:04:29.239
<v Speaker 1>bunch of back surgeries. You have like it sucks. You know,

900
01:04:29.320 --> 01:04:31.800
<v Speaker 1>there's parts of it that I'm like, wow, that is

901
01:04:31.840 --> 01:04:37.639
<v Speaker 1>a level whoa today? Whoa? But I just try, really,

902
01:04:37.719 --> 01:04:40.039
<v Speaker 1>And that's why I fidget so much in my chair too,

903
01:04:40.159 --> 01:04:42.880
<v Speaker 1>because people have commented on that a lot. But I

904
01:04:43.039 --> 01:04:46.280
<v Speaker 1>just it's just part of living with pain. But you

905
01:04:46.320 --> 01:04:48.559
<v Speaker 1>just have to accept things. I think you have to

906
01:04:48.559 --> 01:04:51.679
<v Speaker 1>become a more accepting person of a lot of things

907
01:04:51.719 --> 01:04:53.639
<v Speaker 1>to overcome things and then be better.

908
01:04:55.320 --> 01:04:59.760
<v Speaker 4>And I think that bodes well too for the topic

909
01:04:59.800 --> 01:05:04.639
<v Speaker 4>that are talking about, because again, if you're in a

910
01:05:04.679 --> 01:05:11.000
<v Speaker 4>weakened state, whether it be physical, mental, or spiritual, you're

911
01:05:11.119 --> 01:05:15.719
<v Speaker 4>more susceptible to those kind of things going on, and

912
01:05:15.800 --> 01:05:20.760
<v Speaker 4>maybe you are more susceptible to feel all of these

913
01:05:21.400 --> 01:05:25.519
<v Speaker 4>dark presences around you watching mm hmm.

914
01:05:26.079 --> 01:05:28.679
<v Speaker 1>So what canf I back? Yeah, you can I back.

915
01:05:29.480 --> 01:05:30.960
<v Speaker 5>So you have to read that.

916
01:05:32.119 --> 01:05:35.639
<v Speaker 1>Oh, this is another armor of God, one that says,

917
01:05:35.880 --> 01:05:37.679
<v Speaker 1>put on the whole armor of God that you may

918
01:05:37.719 --> 01:05:39.960
<v Speaker 1>be able to stand against the wiles of the devil

919
01:05:40.000 --> 01:05:44.840
<v Speaker 1>Ephesians six eleven. And this and the Lord's Prayer have

920
01:05:44.960 --> 01:05:48.159
<v Speaker 1>always been my go to, even though I know they

921
01:05:48.280 --> 01:05:51.400
<v Speaker 1>changed it, like I know they did. I know they

922
01:05:51.480 --> 01:05:55.880
<v Speaker 1>changed the Lord's prayer. But regardless, right Jesus was doing

923
01:05:55.920 --> 01:05:59.119
<v Speaker 1>the teaching there. I think he knows our hearts. Even

924
01:05:59.159 --> 01:06:02.719
<v Speaker 1>if things get found right, like they can change that one.

925
01:06:03.800 --> 01:06:08.599
<v Speaker 1>So I know this, when I'm nervous or scared or

926
01:06:08.719 --> 01:06:13.159
<v Speaker 1>really really scared, I will do those just because I

927
01:06:13.280 --> 01:06:17.920
<v Speaker 1>know that that gird your loins, you know, got it?

928
01:06:18.440 --> 01:06:22.519
<v Speaker 1>You have to and also exercise all the important things.

929
01:06:22.559 --> 01:06:25.199
<v Speaker 1>Cook at home that's also I think really a big

930
01:06:25.239 --> 01:06:28.199
<v Speaker 1>deal because not only for you, but those you cook for,

931
01:06:28.400 --> 01:06:31.280
<v Speaker 1>because they've done studies on this, Like it's could be

932
01:06:31.280 --> 01:06:34.079
<v Speaker 1>the same crap food you're gonna eat like somewhere else,

933
01:06:34.320 --> 01:06:38.480
<v Speaker 1>but you cooking it at home. It's like different prayover.

934
01:06:38.519 --> 01:06:43.480
<v Speaker 4>Because there's actual love and intention behind it instead of

935
01:06:44.480 --> 01:06:47.920
<v Speaker 4>you know, or I like to think of you know,

936
01:06:48.079 --> 01:06:51.159
<v Speaker 4>like if you go to say a barbecue place or

937
01:06:51.159 --> 01:06:54.280
<v Speaker 4>something like that one of their sides is macaroni and cheese.

938
01:06:55.000 --> 01:06:58.400
<v Speaker 4>If you literally think they make that macaroni and cheese,

939
01:06:58.440 --> 01:06:59.800
<v Speaker 4>you are sadly mistaken.

940
01:07:00.199 --> 01:07:02.239
<v Speaker 1>Buy it and John Well comes from Cisco.

941
01:07:03.000 --> 01:07:06.079
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, they buy it in giant bags and they dump

942
01:07:06.119 --> 01:07:08.039
<v Speaker 4>it out and stir it up.

943
01:07:08.079 --> 01:07:10.719
<v Speaker 1>And that is literally and that's why it tastes the same.

944
01:07:11.119 --> 01:07:16.440
<v Speaker 1>Everywhere from Arizona to Canada, they all have the same,

945
01:07:17.119 --> 01:07:19.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, person that brings the food right.

946
01:07:20.079 --> 01:07:22.679
<v Speaker 4>And if you if you're one of those people that

947
01:07:22.840 --> 01:07:29.119
<v Speaker 4>believes in energy, vibrations, stuff like that, you putting your

948
01:07:29.440 --> 01:07:33.719
<v Speaker 4>energy and love into that dish at home, you're getting

949
01:07:33.880 --> 01:07:38.039
<v Speaker 4>zero energy and love in the dish out at a restaurant,

950
01:07:38.360 --> 01:07:39.400
<v Speaker 4>so to stand.

951
01:07:39.480 --> 01:07:41.679
<v Speaker 1>And it's not terrible to do it once in a while,

952
01:07:41.719 --> 01:07:46.199
<v Speaker 1>but just remember, you know, it's it's best for you.

953
01:07:46.639 --> 01:07:50.199
<v Speaker 1>Even though people say, well everything and you're right, everything's tainted.

954
01:07:50.360 --> 01:07:52.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean, like, I don't know what we do about that,

955
01:07:52.760 --> 01:07:56.800
<v Speaker 1>you know at this point, other than even do it yourself.

956
01:07:56.920 --> 01:08:00.519
<v Speaker 1>And even then it's still like they're spread. I mean,

957
01:08:00.559 --> 01:08:03.440
<v Speaker 1>it's just a big rattle hole. We've been through. We

958
01:08:03.519 --> 01:08:06.480
<v Speaker 1>know that. But also you got to do what you can.

959
01:08:08.400 --> 01:08:09.760
<v Speaker 1>You don't want to take you.

960
01:08:09.760 --> 01:08:22.079
<v Speaker 4>Down, So thinking about vulnerabilities and weaknesses spiritual, physical, mental.

961
01:08:23.880 --> 01:08:29.199
<v Speaker 4>Oddly enough, uh, in the dark season of the veil thinning,

962
01:08:30.560 --> 01:08:33.960
<v Speaker 4>there are three and that's what I just mentioned, which

963
01:08:34.319 --> 01:08:37.319
<v Speaker 4>who knew if you're not deep into this stuff, you

964
01:08:37.359 --> 01:08:40.079
<v Speaker 4>would have no idea that you have a veil for

965
01:08:40.159 --> 01:08:45.159
<v Speaker 4>each one of the things. And so the psychological one

966
01:08:45.479 --> 01:08:50.560
<v Speaker 4>is where dreams blend with waking life. You see patterns

967
01:08:50.640 --> 01:08:54.600
<v Speaker 4>more clearly, or fabricate patterns, which there's some people that

968
01:08:54.680 --> 01:09:01.680
<v Speaker 4>do that, and the mind becomes symbolic, and so feed

969
01:09:01.720 --> 01:09:08.600
<v Speaker 4>your brain, feed your life, right. The psychological veil is

970
01:09:09.000 --> 01:09:15.439
<v Speaker 4>energy savings mode. That means slower metabolism because everything slows

971
01:09:15.479 --> 01:09:20.119
<v Speaker 4>down in the winter, lower body temperature again, and your

972
01:09:20.159 --> 01:09:21.760
<v Speaker 4>immune system gets weaker.

973
01:09:21.880 --> 01:09:23.520
<v Speaker 1>That's why a lot of people are like.

974
01:09:23.439 --> 01:09:25.439
<v Speaker 4>Oh I have a cold, Oh I have a flu,

975
01:09:25.760 --> 01:09:30.720
<v Speaker 4>I have blah blah blah. Because you're not sleeping well,

976
01:09:31.279 --> 01:09:34.840
<v Speaker 4>you're probably not eating well, you're not getting sunlight, you

977
01:09:35.039 --> 01:09:39.199
<v Speaker 4>have lower energy. All these things are depleted and stuff,

978
01:09:39.279 --> 01:09:45.880
<v Speaker 4>and so this opens the doorway for visitations or visions

979
01:09:46.039 --> 01:09:47.560
<v Speaker 4>and all those kind of things.

980
01:09:49.159 --> 01:09:51.960
<v Speaker 1>Remember how a bear looks when it comes out of hibernation.

981
01:09:52.239 --> 01:09:54.680
<v Speaker 1>It's not good Like me when I get up in

982
01:09:54.720 --> 01:09:59.199
<v Speaker 1>the morning, it's like, oh my gosh, are you gonna live? Bro?

983
01:09:59.399 --> 01:10:01.880
<v Speaker 1>Like they're all molting and creey.

984
01:10:01.960 --> 01:10:04.760
<v Speaker 4>I mean, yeah, well again that's me in the morning.

985
01:10:05.000 --> 01:10:08.520
<v Speaker 4>Did you ever did you ever hear of the cartoon

986
01:10:08.640 --> 01:10:12.800
<v Speaker 4>the hair Bears, not the care bears, the hair Bears.

987
01:10:13.000 --> 01:10:14.520
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I've heard of it. And it

988
01:10:14.560 --> 01:10:15.319
<v Speaker 1>was a bunch of.

989
01:10:16.039 --> 01:10:19.319
<v Speaker 4>It was a cartoony and they were bears and whatever,

990
01:10:19.479 --> 01:10:23.079
<v Speaker 4>and they all had like these big afros.

991
01:10:22.239 --> 01:10:23.720
<v Speaker 1>And all this stuff.

992
01:10:24.479 --> 01:10:31.359
<v Speaker 4>That's totally me in the morning, like because uber curly hair,

993
01:10:31.479 --> 01:10:33.279
<v Speaker 4>and then I sleep on it at night and it

994
01:10:33.319 --> 01:10:36.880
<v Speaker 4>gets like everywhere, and it's like, so, yeah, I look

995
01:10:37.000 --> 01:10:39.279
<v Speaker 4>like a hibernating bear when I get up in the morning.

996
01:10:39.920 --> 01:10:43.680
<v Speaker 1>Just say it. Mine is actually straight. A lot of

997
01:10:43.720 --> 01:10:46.479
<v Speaker 1>people think I have naturally curly hair. I curl my

998
01:10:46.560 --> 01:10:51.760
<v Speaker 1>hair because it needs to trust me, It's it's very

999
01:10:51.800 --> 01:10:56.800
<v Speaker 1>fine and sad if it's not curled. But sometimes it

1000
01:10:56.920 --> 01:11:00.600
<v Speaker 1>goes too curly. And me and Janet have had these discussion,

1001
01:11:01.319 --> 01:11:03.640
<v Speaker 1>but I'm like, I'm coming, but this is a I've

1002
01:11:03.680 --> 01:11:05.079
<v Speaker 1>got a whole situation here.

1003
01:11:07.479 --> 01:11:12.960
<v Speaker 4>Those on those bad days where mine is just like

1004
01:11:13.079 --> 01:11:16.079
<v Speaker 4>frizzy and I can't control it or contain it.

1005
01:11:16.199 --> 01:11:17.680
<v Speaker 5>Those are hat days.

1006
01:11:18.279 --> 01:11:20.920
<v Speaker 1>I do have a lot of hats.

1007
01:11:20.439 --> 01:11:23.439
<v Speaker 4>And I do not I'm not afraid to wear them.

1008
01:11:23.560 --> 01:11:31.760
<v Speaker 4>So and the spiritual realm of things, many traditions again

1009
01:11:31.920 --> 01:11:37.079
<v Speaker 4>with the Norse and Indigenous and all of these things.

1010
01:11:38.000 --> 01:11:42.680
<v Speaker 4>They believe that winter is when the dead walk closer

1011
01:11:42.760 --> 01:11:50.640
<v Speaker 4>to us because cold preserves warmth gives light. So if

1012
01:11:50.680 --> 01:11:54.640
<v Speaker 4>they can get super close to us to observe, like dude,

1013
01:11:54.680 --> 01:11:59.760
<v Speaker 4>literally right over my shoulder, two bodies create more energy.

1014
01:12:00.319 --> 01:12:10.920
<v Speaker 4>So and winter represents limited lemonal lemonality. Sorry, I cannot talk.

1015
01:12:11.600 --> 01:12:19.119
<v Speaker 4>So our angels, angels, watchers and spirits operate where boundaries

1016
01:12:19.600 --> 01:12:20.840
<v Speaker 4>then and so.

1017
01:12:21.079 --> 01:12:25.359
<v Speaker 1>And remember for me anyway, I believe that the dead

1018
01:12:25.479 --> 01:12:28.279
<v Speaker 1>that they're talking about now, a lot of people believe

1019
01:12:28.319 --> 01:12:32.840
<v Speaker 1>the dead or their ancestors. It's my personal belief absence.

1020
01:12:32.840 --> 01:12:36.119
<v Speaker 1>So it's the body is present with the Lord. And

1021
01:12:36.439 --> 01:12:38.840
<v Speaker 1>unless you had a problem, right, if there's a reason

1022
01:12:38.840 --> 01:12:42.199
<v Speaker 1>why you're here, it's probably not a good one. So

1023
01:12:42.359 --> 01:12:44.560
<v Speaker 1>that's why again we get into the dark spirit and

1024
01:12:44.600 --> 01:12:47.000
<v Speaker 1>the nefilm spirits and like possible.

1025
01:12:46.680 --> 01:12:50.399
<v Speaker 4>That's what I was just gonna say, with the the

1026
01:12:50.600 --> 01:12:56.960
<v Speaker 4>disembodied spirits from the flood means they're demonic in nature,

1027
01:12:57.279 --> 01:12:57.720
<v Speaker 4>and so.

1028
01:12:58.520 --> 01:13:01.439
<v Speaker 1>A body's stuck here if somebody brought it back some

1029
01:13:01.479 --> 01:13:04.479
<v Speaker 1>of that shit and now they're mad. So just it's

1030
01:13:04.520 --> 01:13:08.439
<v Speaker 1>all mad. I don't know about all that. And angels

1031
01:13:08.439 --> 01:13:12.399
<v Speaker 1>from God even right like, yeah, don't care about you.

1032
01:13:12.560 --> 01:13:14.960
<v Speaker 1>They're just doing what God says like they have to.

1033
01:13:17.640 --> 01:13:23.199
<v Speaker 4>So then with those with those purple goggles that you

1034
01:13:23.239 --> 01:13:28.760
<v Speaker 4>can see like supposedly presences around you, would highly not

1035
01:13:29.039 --> 01:13:35.439
<v Speaker 4>recommend in the winter absolutely just so yeah, no, So

1036
01:13:37.479 --> 01:13:42.079
<v Speaker 4>spiritual warfare unique to winter. And we talked about before

1037
01:13:42.239 --> 01:13:47.479
<v Speaker 4>how people relapse or whatever in the winter. So one

1038
01:13:47.520 --> 01:13:52.520
<v Speaker 4>of the things that the watchers do, since they try

1039
01:13:52.560 --> 01:13:57.319
<v Speaker 4>to get you to unveil like things about yourself and

1040
01:13:57.439 --> 01:14:00.680
<v Speaker 4>hidden truths and all of this kind of stuff, they

1041
01:14:00.720 --> 01:14:06.159
<v Speaker 4>test your addiction. So cravings go up in the winter,

1042
01:14:06.840 --> 01:14:10.319
<v Speaker 4>escape fantasies. I can't wait to get away from my family,

1043
01:14:10.479 --> 01:14:13.760
<v Speaker 4>I can't wait to be somewhere else, like all the things.

1044
01:14:15.640 --> 01:14:23.399
<v Speaker 4>Feelings of abandonment also evolve, and again running away from people,

1045
01:14:23.560 --> 01:14:27.520
<v Speaker 4>from family or thinking about people running away from you,

1046
01:14:28.800 --> 01:14:32.960
<v Speaker 4>and spiritual numbness, like we said, the frozen hearts ndrome

1047
01:14:33.000 --> 01:14:36.359
<v Speaker 4>where you have no apthy and you're no, you're just

1048
01:14:36.439 --> 01:14:41.960
<v Speaker 4>like a You're like an NPC, right, And so that's

1049
01:14:42.000 --> 01:14:44.760
<v Speaker 4>one of the things the watchers do is test your

1050
01:14:44.800 --> 01:14:51.760
<v Speaker 4>addictions and stuff like that. They also do winter shadow

1051
01:14:52.119 --> 01:14:57.159
<v Speaker 4>attacks and so because and this is comes a lot

1052
01:14:57.239 --> 01:15:03.760
<v Speaker 4>from Christian mysticism, but demons whisper more in the winter.

1053
01:15:05.039 --> 01:15:09.039
<v Speaker 4>So yes, if you have depression and stuff like that,

1054
01:15:09.239 --> 01:15:14.560
<v Speaker 4>of course, like you're worthless, nobody likes you, nobody wants

1055
01:15:14.600 --> 01:15:17.119
<v Speaker 4>to be around you. These are the things that are

1056
01:15:17.159 --> 01:15:21.119
<v Speaker 4>playing on repeat for a lot of people. So again,

1057
01:15:21.199 --> 01:15:26.079
<v Speaker 4>your intrusive thoughts, you know, like blossom in the winter.

1058
01:15:26.319 --> 01:15:29.359
<v Speaker 4>And so you're having all these things and everything is

1059
01:15:29.439 --> 01:15:32.119
<v Speaker 4>dark and despair and the world is going to end

1060
01:15:32.199 --> 01:15:34.680
<v Speaker 4>and everything's chaotic and why would I live here?

1061
01:15:34.680 --> 01:15:37.199
<v Speaker 5>It's kind of like black pill type situation.

1062
01:15:37.479 --> 01:15:44.760
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, which these kind of things definitely match like ideally

1063
01:15:44.920 --> 01:15:51.399
<v Speaker 4>with suicidal stuff during the winter. Anxiety spikes, compulsive behavior,

1064
01:15:51.840 --> 01:15:58.359
<v Speaker 4>erratic behavior, irritated behavior, all the Christmas shoppers out about.

1065
01:15:59.319 --> 01:16:06.279
<v Speaker 4>So this is when quote unquote science and spiritual warfare

1066
01:16:06.640 --> 01:16:09.520
<v Speaker 4>like come together. Because you're in a weakened state from

1067
01:16:09.600 --> 01:16:12.640
<v Speaker 4>all three veils slending, and these are the things that

1068
01:16:12.680 --> 01:16:16.800
<v Speaker 4>they're here to test you on. And so it's how

1069
01:16:16.840 --> 01:16:20.880
<v Speaker 4>you respond and react to these things that mix things,

1070
01:16:21.279 --> 01:16:24.680
<v Speaker 4>and they also attack you in your dreams or come

1071
01:16:24.720 --> 01:16:28.279
<v Speaker 4>to you in your dreams, and so a lot of

1072
01:16:28.319 --> 01:16:32.920
<v Speaker 4>times people will see tall luminous beings or kind of

1073
01:16:32.960 --> 01:16:34.760
<v Speaker 4>like the creepy guy in the woods that you had

1074
01:16:34.760 --> 01:16:40.199
<v Speaker 4>to picture of within the cloak and whatever, hooded silhouettes,

1075
01:16:41.399 --> 01:16:48.039
<v Speaker 4>frozen or unmoving figures, and auditors with no emotion. And

1076
01:16:48.119 --> 01:16:51.640
<v Speaker 4>so they they're supposed to be coming in your dreams

1077
01:16:51.680 --> 01:16:58.359
<v Speaker 4>with these type of things to break warnings, judgments, prophecies

1078
01:16:58.840 --> 01:17:04.000
<v Speaker 4>and shadow compation. So is there something that you're supposed

1079
01:17:04.039 --> 01:17:07.359
<v Speaker 4>to be confronting from your past that's causing you to

1080
01:17:07.399 --> 01:17:08.920
<v Speaker 4>have weaknesses and.

1081
01:17:08.880 --> 01:17:09.920
<v Speaker 1>Things of that nature.

1082
01:17:11.439 --> 01:17:14.880
<v Speaker 4>So when that kind of thing happens, and when they

1083
01:17:14.920 --> 01:17:17.560
<v Speaker 4>come to you in your dreams, a lot of people

1084
01:17:17.920 --> 01:17:23.479
<v Speaker 4>will wake with chest pain or they feel like they're

1085
01:17:23.600 --> 01:17:27.640
<v Speaker 4>having a lot of fear or anxiety, or maybe something

1086
01:17:27.800 --> 01:17:32.199
<v Speaker 4>clarified or cleared up that they had questions on. They

1087
01:17:32.199 --> 01:17:35.800
<v Speaker 4>feel like they got a message. Hence the vivid, lucid

1088
01:17:35.880 --> 01:17:40.840
<v Speaker 4>dreaming and liminal spaces and all of that kind of stuff.

1089
01:17:42.159 --> 01:17:45.960
<v Speaker 4>And so if you have those kind of dreams in

1090
01:17:46.000 --> 01:17:51.800
<v Speaker 4>the winter, pay attention. And that's what like the journaling,

1091
01:17:52.000 --> 01:17:54.520
<v Speaker 4>it might not hurt to write those things down, so

1092
01:17:54.640 --> 01:17:57.680
<v Speaker 4>you know, like I just had to dream about this

1093
01:17:57.840 --> 01:18:03.479
<v Speaker 4>and then see if you can reconcile what it possibly means. So,

1094
01:18:05.840 --> 01:18:10.239
<v Speaker 4>winter anointing oils and ritual abuse, like we talked about earlier,

1095
01:18:10.279 --> 01:18:13.640
<v Speaker 4>it's more common in the wintertime, and they call it

1096
01:18:13.840 --> 01:18:20.600
<v Speaker 4>cold season rituals. So these are the psychoactive oils, the

1097
01:18:20.640 --> 01:18:29.640
<v Speaker 4>sedative herbs, disassociative smoke mixtures, and they do these things

1098
01:18:29.680 --> 01:18:31.960
<v Speaker 4>in the winter, kind of like we talked about with

1099
01:18:32.039 --> 01:18:35.239
<v Speaker 4>the Plan of the Cuckoos, because the victims are already

1100
01:18:35.319 --> 01:18:36.199
<v Speaker 4>more vulnerable.

1101
01:18:36.760 --> 01:18:40.399
<v Speaker 1>Winter makes people more vulnerable. We're in a weakened state.

1102
01:18:41.439 --> 01:18:44.560
<v Speaker 4>Your metabolism is slower, so you're going to be loop

1103
01:18:45.000 --> 01:18:52.039
<v Speaker 4>loo higher longer. Sedation hits harder because you're not eating

1104
01:18:52.119 --> 01:18:57.520
<v Speaker 4>properly and you're not metabolizing right, and so your illusions

1105
01:18:57.560 --> 01:19:01.119
<v Speaker 4>also get more intense. And these are where like the

1106
01:19:01.159 --> 01:19:06.600
<v Speaker 4>stories like the drug anointing oils, the false prophets or

1107
01:19:06.720 --> 01:19:11.760
<v Speaker 4>you know, angelic visitations, cold initiations. All of those kind

1108
01:19:11.800 --> 01:19:19.319
<v Speaker 4>of things are winter type stuff. So why does winter

1109
01:19:19.560 --> 01:19:27.840
<v Speaker 4>feel like someone is watching you? So humans evolved to

1110
01:19:27.960 --> 01:19:32.279
<v Speaker 4>be hyper vigilant in winter, and that's just a normal

1111
01:19:33.039 --> 01:19:36.840
<v Speaker 4>fact of our makeup and our being because you know,

1112
01:19:37.000 --> 01:19:40.239
<v Speaker 4>there wasn't enough food and all of those things, so

1113
01:19:41.079 --> 01:19:45.279
<v Speaker 4>hunter gatherers, and it's passed down from generation to generation.

1114
01:19:46.880 --> 01:19:55.520
<v Speaker 4>But winter also brought predators, starvation, weakened tribes. Lots of

1115
01:19:55.560 --> 01:19:58.560
<v Speaker 4>people died in the winter because again people get sick

1116
01:19:58.600 --> 01:20:04.800
<v Speaker 4>in the winter, and and so night dangers, you know,

1117
01:20:05.039 --> 01:20:08.319
<v Speaker 4>animals not being able to see because they didn't have

1118
01:20:08.439 --> 01:20:09.279
<v Speaker 4>lights and stuff.

1119
01:20:09.319 --> 01:20:12.039
<v Speaker 1>Then. So people.

1120
01:20:14.079 --> 01:20:18.159
<v Speaker 4>Already have those kind of things built into them from

1121
01:20:18.960 --> 01:20:25.359
<v Speaker 4>passed down generation to generation of what we expect. So

1122
01:20:25.399 --> 01:20:31.520
<v Speaker 4>our sentence, our senses are heightened, and so you feel

1123
01:20:31.680 --> 01:20:34.840
<v Speaker 4>like you're being watched because it's instinctual. It's already built

1124
01:20:34.840 --> 01:20:39.119
<v Speaker 4>into you. It's part of your narrow chemistry and you know,

1125
01:20:39.239 --> 01:20:45.079
<v Speaker 4>all the brain chemicals and stuff, ancient memory and spiritual heritage.

1126
01:20:45.199 --> 01:20:49.760
<v Speaker 4>So if you're dative of America or anything like that, especially,

1127
01:20:51.920 --> 01:20:55.520
<v Speaker 4>you're going to have that more sense of that kind

1128
01:20:55.520 --> 01:21:00.840
<v Speaker 4>of protection and things of predatory nature in the winter. Uh,

1129
01:21:01.319 --> 01:21:09.800
<v Speaker 4>so not to die well and definitely beware of your

1130
01:21:09.840 --> 01:21:12.920
<v Speaker 4>surroundings in the winter. If you've ever slipped on the

1131
01:21:12.960 --> 01:21:18.439
<v Speaker 4>ice and slid under your vehicle, you'll know not to

1132
01:21:18.520 --> 01:21:19.159
<v Speaker 4>do that again.

1133
01:21:19.640 --> 01:21:19.840
<v Speaker 1>Right.

1134
01:21:20.079 --> 01:21:22.880
<v Speaker 4>And so it's kind of what I'm saying with like

1135
01:21:23.359 --> 01:21:24.600
<v Speaker 4>things happening.

1136
01:21:24.199 --> 01:21:26.560
<v Speaker 5>In your in your ancient.

1137
01:21:26.399 --> 01:21:30.079
<v Speaker 4>History past, right, that's passed down and those are things

1138
01:21:30.119 --> 01:21:34.520
<v Speaker 4>that you build on in your day to day life

1139
01:21:34.600 --> 01:21:35.000
<v Speaker 4>as well.

1140
01:21:35.880 --> 01:21:38.119
<v Speaker 1>Put the salt down, I'm lazy now.

1141
01:21:38.720 --> 01:21:39.560
<v Speaker 5>One hundred percent.

1142
01:21:41.039 --> 01:21:47.199
<v Speaker 4>So this is why winter encounters feel real because they

1143
01:21:47.279 --> 01:21:51.079
<v Speaker 4>are real. May not be in your lifetime, but they

1144
01:21:51.079 --> 01:21:57.279
<v Speaker 4>were real in your family's past, but across multiple dimensions

1145
01:21:57.319 --> 01:21:58.359
<v Speaker 4>of experience.

1146
01:22:00.119 --> 01:22:07.319
<v Speaker 1>O trippy. They definitely say that can happen. They've done

1147
01:22:07.359 --> 01:22:11.880
<v Speaker 1>studies on it. They've done studies on retained trauma, and

1148
01:22:11.920 --> 01:22:15.439
<v Speaker 1>so you come from a long line of trauma. You

1149
01:22:15.479 --> 01:22:18.800
<v Speaker 1>could literally be like terrified of spiders and not know why.

1150
01:22:19.479 --> 01:22:22.079
<v Speaker 1>And it's because like somebody and your family used to

1151
01:22:22.199 --> 01:22:24.960
<v Speaker 1>live in some area where they were constantly worried about

1152
01:22:25.039 --> 01:22:28.399
<v Speaker 1>dying from some poisonous spider. They've like done your studies

1153
01:22:28.439 --> 01:22:33.760
<v Speaker 1>on it and men carrying it in there, which actually

1154
01:22:33.840 --> 01:22:37.159
<v Speaker 1>blew me away. Carrying it in their sperm, these babies

1155
01:22:37.159 --> 01:22:38.920
<v Speaker 1>that were made from the men that came back from

1156
01:22:38.960 --> 01:22:44.600
<v Speaker 1>the wars. Yeah, but they like recirculate so quickly, like

1157
01:22:44.640 --> 01:22:46.520
<v Speaker 1>on there, I could see it for the eggs because

1158
01:22:46.560 --> 01:22:50.640
<v Speaker 1>they're in there forever. But like, yeah, no, guys too.

1159
01:22:51.000 --> 01:22:56.000
<v Speaker 4>So matters yep, it's epigenetics. And it's interesting when you

1160
01:22:56.079 --> 01:23:01.840
<v Speaker 4>dig into that topic, like what all we carry as

1161
01:23:01.960 --> 01:23:05.239
<v Speaker 4>memory cells through our body from from past stuff.

1162
01:23:05.960 --> 01:23:11.560
<v Speaker 1>Weird. Genetics are weird. They are very strict quit holding

1163
01:23:11.600 --> 01:23:15.000
<v Speaker 1>them back, Like, I mean, let's not. I don't know,

1164
01:23:15.000 --> 01:23:17.039
<v Speaker 1>they're already doing so much weird stuff, but I wish

1165
01:23:17.079 --> 01:23:20.119
<v Speaker 1>they would at least give us half of what they know.

1166
01:23:20.840 --> 01:23:22.239
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm mh.

1167
01:23:24.800 --> 01:23:28.399
<v Speaker 4>So, uh, you might be able to get that during

1168
01:23:28.439 --> 01:23:31.720
<v Speaker 4>your winter initiation with the Latch.

1169
01:23:31.960 --> 01:23:32.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm going.

1170
01:23:36.800 --> 01:23:42.920
<v Speaker 4>They're here to reveal your shadow, test your resolve, force,

1171
01:23:43.359 --> 01:23:51.319
<v Speaker 4>enter alchemy, strip your ego, strengthen your spirit, expose hidden wounds.

1172
01:23:51.560 --> 01:23:54.600
<v Speaker 4>Oh well, I don't know that you would want to, Yeah,

1173
01:23:54.720 --> 01:24:01.800
<v Speaker 4>do that and guide awakenings and so uh. Spiritual warriors

1174
01:24:01.920 --> 01:24:05.000
<v Speaker 4>are forged in the dark, which is very true. And

1175
01:24:05.079 --> 01:24:07.920
<v Speaker 4>that's what I say to people all the time that

1176
01:24:07.960 --> 01:24:11.640
<v Speaker 4>are going through a lot of stuff that's really heavy,

1177
01:24:11.680 --> 01:24:14.239
<v Speaker 4>and I don't mean petty things. I mean like cereal.

1178
01:24:14.800 --> 01:24:19.920
<v Speaker 4>You're going through it because you are going to be

1179
01:24:20.880 --> 01:24:23.920
<v Speaker 4>forged of iron when you come out the other side.

1180
01:24:24.199 --> 01:24:30.760
<v Speaker 4>And so trials, our testaments are to our character. So

1181
01:24:30.840 --> 01:24:33.119
<v Speaker 4>the more that you go through, the more that your

1182
01:24:33.239 --> 01:24:36.800
<v Speaker 4>character builds. But if you're one of those people that

1183
01:24:37.439 --> 01:24:44.600
<v Speaker 4>is getting the winter initiation, obviously you have some areas

1184
01:24:44.760 --> 01:24:47.479
<v Speaker 4>or some holes like a sponge that you need to

1185
01:24:47.920 --> 01:24:52.239
<v Speaker 4>like block up and fill right, like missing grout or

1186
01:24:52.319 --> 01:24:54.560
<v Speaker 4>cocking in your shower. You need to make sure you

1187
01:24:54.640 --> 01:24:58.079
<v Speaker 4>take care of that. And that's the same for spiritual,

1188
01:24:58.119 --> 01:25:03.039
<v Speaker 4>physical and mental health. Oh, winter is not.

1189
01:25:03.039 --> 01:25:03.960
<v Speaker 5>A season.

1190
01:25:05.520 --> 01:25:12.000
<v Speaker 4>Bodily speaking, it's a consciousness field. And so winter compresses

1191
01:25:12.079 --> 01:25:17.279
<v Speaker 4>the mind, slows your body. Then's the ego some people

1192
01:25:17.359 --> 01:25:24.319
<v Speaker 4>need that amplifies the unconscious and awakens dormant senses. And

1193
01:25:24.359 --> 01:25:28.680
<v Speaker 4>so a lot of times in the winter as well,

1194
01:25:29.760 --> 01:25:36.760
<v Speaker 4>you don't respond to things consciously. You respond to things

1195
01:25:36.840 --> 01:25:44.800
<v Speaker 4>from your subconscious or unconscious unconscious memory, and so it's

1196
01:25:44.880 --> 01:25:48.960
<v Speaker 4>kind of like habit, right, and then that again can

1197
01:25:49.039 --> 01:25:55.399
<v Speaker 4>go back to family dramas and things like that. So anyway,

1198
01:25:55.880 --> 01:26:01.239
<v Speaker 4>summer is your sensory dominance area. That maybe that's why

1199
01:26:01.239 --> 01:26:02.680
<v Speaker 4>you don't like the summer.

1200
01:26:04.119 --> 01:26:08.199
<v Speaker 1>Hot. Yeah, I yeah that too, but I just I've

1201
01:26:08.319 --> 01:26:11.199
<v Speaker 1>never done good in the summer, just because I have

1202
01:26:11.239 --> 01:26:14.920
<v Speaker 1>autoimmune issues, and I just well, it's just as misery.

1203
01:26:15.319 --> 01:26:18.560
<v Speaker 1>I hate being too hot. Me too. I don't like

1204
01:26:18.600 --> 01:26:22.319
<v Speaker 1>being too cold either though. No, but you can always

1205
01:26:22.319 --> 01:26:24.600
<v Speaker 1>put on more clothes and you can only get so

1206
01:26:24.760 --> 01:26:29.960
<v Speaker 1>naked before you get arrested. That is that is very true.

1207
01:26:30.000 --> 01:26:30.960
<v Speaker 1>And don't.

1208
01:26:32.119 --> 01:26:35.199
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, don't get in your car that way because.

1209
01:26:35.239 --> 01:26:38.279
<v Speaker 1>No, no, and it doesn't help, right, Like you could

1210
01:26:38.319 --> 01:26:41.079
<v Speaker 1>get all the way naked, you still be hot. But

1211
01:26:41.359 --> 01:26:44.920
<v Speaker 1>if you're cold, usually you can get warm enough. I mean,

1212
01:26:44.920 --> 01:26:47.600
<v Speaker 1>you might not be comfy, but if you bundle up,

1213
01:26:48.159 --> 01:26:50.760
<v Speaker 1>you're not the worst. It's not the worst you've ever had.

1214
01:26:51.399 --> 01:26:53.239
<v Speaker 1>I should live in Alaska somewhere.

1215
01:26:54.279 --> 01:27:00.359
<v Speaker 4>So summer it's what we're both grounded, and we've feel

1216
01:27:00.720 --> 01:27:06.960
<v Speaker 4>more outward facing instead of doing that inward self, you know,

1217
01:27:07.159 --> 01:27:09.520
<v Speaker 4>thing that the watchers want us to do in the winter.

1218
01:27:10.880 --> 01:27:16.800
<v Speaker 4>So winter is more of your psychic dominance area, and

1219
01:27:16.880 --> 01:27:22.279
<v Speaker 4>so the physical made them, but the psychic brightens, and

1220
01:27:22.319 --> 01:27:28.399
<v Speaker 4>so you're high. You have high spiritual permeability in the winter,

1221
01:27:28.880 --> 01:27:34.560
<v Speaker 4>and so winter is an inversion of your consciousness and

1222
01:27:34.600 --> 01:27:37.960
<v Speaker 4>that creates an opening, and that's when the watchers step in.

1223
01:27:38.399 --> 01:27:45.720
<v Speaker 1>And so who knew? So I didn't. Yeah, I didn't either.

1224
01:27:46.600 --> 01:27:50.640
<v Speaker 4>And so who the watchers really are? And this comes

1225
01:27:50.680 --> 01:27:56.920
<v Speaker 4>for past religion and past myth. They're not angels and

1226
01:27:56.960 --> 01:28:01.960
<v Speaker 4>demons and ghosts and ancestors and all the things that

1227
01:28:02.000 --> 01:28:10.359
<v Speaker 4>we think they are. They are cosmic auditors and liminal

1228
01:28:10.479 --> 01:28:15.880
<v Speaker 4>regulator so dream world states things like that, and gatekeepers

1229
01:28:15.880 --> 01:28:22.920
<v Speaker 4>of thresholds, and so they are observed transition. They examine

1230
01:28:23.079 --> 01:28:28.760
<v Speaker 4>consciousness shifts and figure out why you are shifting. And

1231
01:28:28.800 --> 01:28:30.159
<v Speaker 4>there are beings.

1232
01:28:29.720 --> 01:28:37.359
<v Speaker 1>That may or may not be controlling my computer. It's

1233
01:28:37.439 --> 01:28:41.920
<v Speaker 1>going crazy, so it was mine. Oh there we go.

1234
01:28:43.279 --> 01:28:46.399
<v Speaker 4>Okay, I still don't see you. Yours is still spinning.

1235
01:28:47.079 --> 01:28:50.479
<v Speaker 1>Oh can you see me? Uh huh. It's like, oh,

1236
01:28:50.520 --> 01:28:53.720
<v Speaker 1>there you go. That was very good. Okay, they don't

1237
01:28:53.760 --> 01:28:57.479
<v Speaker 1>like it talking about this. Wow, of all the things, Yeah,

1238
01:28:58.399 --> 01:29:00.880
<v Speaker 1>who knew? Who knew that I was going to cause

1239
01:29:00.880 --> 01:29:02.279
<v Speaker 1>a problem.

1240
01:29:02.319 --> 01:29:06.760
<v Speaker 4>So again, because of all the things that happened in

1241
01:29:06.800 --> 01:29:10.199
<v Speaker 4>our body with the you know, on the metabolic level,

1242
01:29:10.279 --> 01:29:13.199
<v Speaker 4>and all the hormones and stuff like that that slow

1243
01:29:13.319 --> 01:29:21.600
<v Speaker 4>down and whatever. It's actually called a neuro a cult mechanism,

1244
01:29:21.960 --> 01:29:24.720
<v Speaker 4>which I did not know that either. I was like,

1245
01:29:24.840 --> 01:29:28.800
<v Speaker 4>what I'm learning, I'm learning all along with everyone else

1246
01:29:28.920 --> 01:29:33.319
<v Speaker 4>I had that was that was a thing. But occult

1247
01:29:33.399 --> 01:29:39.520
<v Speaker 4>means hidden, and so you're neural hidden mechanism. And so

1248
01:29:40.840 --> 01:29:45.239
<v Speaker 4>that is all of the things with the the metabolic slowing,

1249
01:29:45.399 --> 01:29:55.000
<v Speaker 4>the reduced ego function, sensory reduction.

1250
01:29:55.039 --> 01:29:55.199
<v Speaker 1>So.

1251
01:29:56.960 --> 01:30:00.399
<v Speaker 4>A lot of people, uh, get a lot of deja

1252
01:30:00.479 --> 01:30:04.199
<v Speaker 4>vu and the winter or time loop things or like

1253
01:30:04.239 --> 01:30:08.640
<v Speaker 4>we talked about before, like angelic numbers and and things

1254
01:30:08.680 --> 01:30:12.319
<v Speaker 4>like that or this, you know, sensing the presences and

1255
01:30:12.840 --> 01:30:20.560
<v Speaker 4>stuff like that, and so even your limbic system reduces,

1256
01:30:20.600 --> 01:30:25.319
<v Speaker 4>and so that's when you find the entity interpretations and

1257
01:30:25.359 --> 01:30:31.039
<v Speaker 4>stuff like that. So this is exact. This is the

1258
01:30:31.279 --> 01:30:39.960
<v Speaker 4>exact state that shamans introduce when they're doing their little trips.

1259
01:30:40.039 --> 01:30:40.359
<v Speaker 1>For you.

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01:30:42.439 --> 01:30:47.840
<v Speaker 4>Winter actually does it naturally. So again, if you're going

1261
01:30:47.960 --> 01:30:51.439
<v Speaker 4>for a trip, your body's already giving you a trip,

1262
01:30:51.600 --> 01:30:53.359
<v Speaker 4>and you're already making d MT.

1263
01:30:54.720 --> 01:30:55.000
<v Speaker 5>Show.

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01:30:56.079 --> 01:31:02.680
<v Speaker 4>If you're getting double DMT and double ensory perceptions and stuff.

1265
01:31:04.000 --> 01:31:06.079
<v Speaker 1>Double dose, you could screw yourself up.

1266
01:31:06.319 --> 01:31:10.319
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, hella hella, yeah, I don't you could get a

1267
01:31:10.600 --> 01:31:11.920
<v Speaker 4>double dosing of demon.

1268
01:31:13.279 --> 01:31:18.600
<v Speaker 1>Oh boy, that's good, just say it. Yeah. I'm telling

1269
01:31:18.640 --> 01:31:21.960
<v Speaker 1>you guys better better watch yourselves. You don't know what

1270
01:31:22.000 --> 01:31:24.279
<v Speaker 1>you're playing with. They said it was okay, but you

1271
01:31:24.319 --> 01:31:26.159
<v Speaker 1>know what they've said that about a lot of things.

1272
01:31:26.680 --> 01:31:29.359
<v Speaker 1>You miss the episodes with me and Jana on all

1273
01:31:29.399 --> 01:31:32.520
<v Speaker 1>the birth effects, well you might want to check that out.

1274
01:31:35.279 --> 01:31:38.399
<v Speaker 4>You know. And with that, with that shaman stuff and

1275
01:31:38.920 --> 01:31:44.039
<v Speaker 4>all of that. So, uh, the Winter Gate, there's a

1276
01:31:44.279 --> 01:31:48.680
<v Speaker 4>thing that they talk about in the occult and esoteric circles.

1277
01:31:50.279 --> 01:31:54.359
<v Speaker 4>Winter is when the lower veil fends, not the veil

1278
01:31:54.399 --> 01:31:58.399
<v Speaker 4>of the dead, but the veil of the subconscious collective.

1279
01:31:59.600 --> 01:32:03.159
<v Speaker 4>And this is when, and this is what they teach

1280
01:32:03.199 --> 01:32:06.319
<v Speaker 4>in the occult that this is when that you can

1281
01:32:06.359 --> 01:32:15.479
<v Speaker 4>get in touch with archetypal beings, ancestral memory fields, interdimensional watchers.

1282
01:32:16.119 --> 01:32:19.560
<v Speaker 4>Don't think again that I want to see the creepy

1283
01:32:19.880 --> 01:32:26.520
<v Speaker 4>guys en dormant psychic structures. The Wintergate is an annual

1284
01:32:26.640 --> 01:32:32.079
<v Speaker 4>reset of your consciousness. During this time, dreams of more

1285
01:32:32.159 --> 01:32:40.000
<v Speaker 4>prophetic intuition is louder, synchronicities accelerate, shadow figures become more defined,

1286
01:32:41.680 --> 01:32:47.920
<v Speaker 4>night visitations increase, internal voices sharpen, and tests occur.

1287
01:32:48.840 --> 01:32:49.199
<v Speaker 5>And so.

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01:32:50.760 --> 01:32:56.399
<v Speaker 4>Given that they're in occult and esoteric societies, they also

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01:32:56.520 --> 01:33:01.119
<v Speaker 4>call this the dark Night of the Soul. Yeah, the

1290
01:33:01.279 --> 01:33:07.720
<v Speaker 4>winter pilgrimage, the judgment season, or the long night vigil.

1291
01:33:09.159 --> 01:33:13.079
<v Speaker 1>So then we're about to come up on the shortest day,

1292
01:33:13.279 --> 01:33:17.479
<v Speaker 1>longest night that Janet just mentioned, the Dark Night of

1293
01:33:17.520 --> 01:33:21.600
<v Speaker 1>the Soul twenty first to twenty second signifying the sun's

1294
01:33:21.640 --> 01:33:25.720
<v Speaker 1>rebirth in Pagan and Wiccan Will of the Year, and

1295
01:33:25.880 --> 01:33:30.640
<v Speaker 1>the twelve nights mule from the twenty fifth to the sixth,

1296
01:33:30.920 --> 01:33:35.000
<v Speaker 1>which is why all of us conspiracy people when everything

1297
01:33:35.039 --> 01:33:41.319
<v Speaker 1>happened on the sixth, we went, yeah, now you know,

1298
01:33:41.800 --> 01:33:45.760
<v Speaker 1>it's all a potent liminal space for potent magic during

1299
01:33:45.800 --> 01:33:49.479
<v Speaker 1>those twelve nights. So and saturn Elia, if you don't

1300
01:33:49.479 --> 01:33:53.399
<v Speaker 1>really know why we celebrate Christmas, you can ruin your

1301
01:33:53.439 --> 01:33:56.399
<v Speaker 1>Christmas time and go look at that. Brandon has a

1302
01:33:56.439 --> 01:33:58.880
<v Speaker 1>lot to say about that. I think he's probably the

1303
01:33:58.920 --> 01:34:02.039
<v Speaker 1>best one that can tell everybody. And I have done

1304
01:34:02.600 --> 01:34:05.159
<v Speaker 1>episodes with Brandon Kroll or go check him out man

1305
01:34:05.199 --> 01:34:08.720
<v Speaker 1>a daily podcast, because he really does do an excellent

1306
01:34:08.840 --> 01:34:11.720
<v Speaker 1>job explaining all of this. Will it sort of ruin

1307
01:34:11.760 --> 01:34:16.960
<v Speaker 1>your Christmas? Well, I mean you find out of you.

1308
01:34:18.920 --> 01:34:20.079
<v Speaker 5>Holiday tradition.

1309
01:34:21.159 --> 01:34:24.079
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, still do the tradition, but you need to know.

1310
01:34:24.600 --> 01:34:27.079
<v Speaker 1>And I always tell my kids stuff like you do

1311
01:34:27.319 --> 01:34:30.840
<v Speaker 1>know Jesus was important now because like the tax season

1312
01:34:31.079 --> 01:34:34.119
<v Speaker 1>and did it and like you explain it, and you know,

1313
01:34:34.600 --> 01:34:37.359
<v Speaker 1>Brandon says, full cut off, full stop, don't do any

1314
01:34:37.399 --> 01:34:41.279
<v Speaker 1>of it, it's all bad. I'm like, well, for me,

1315
01:34:41.680 --> 01:34:46.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm just careful and knowledgeable, and don't put yourself in

1316
01:34:46.640 --> 01:34:50.960
<v Speaker 1>weird positions. The Dark Night of the Soul twice because

1317
01:34:50.960 --> 01:34:54.520
<v Speaker 1>you d emptied it and did a double demon dosme

1318
01:34:54.640 --> 01:35:07.880
<v Speaker 1>on double d yes exactly, that's triple double demon dos.

1319
01:35:07.239 --> 01:35:12.479
<v Speaker 4>So because you have this winter gate thing that happens

1320
01:35:12.520 --> 01:35:17.359
<v Speaker 4>within all these circles, right, the winter is the temporal

1321
01:35:17.560 --> 01:35:22.600
<v Speaker 4>gate between who you were and who you must become,

1322
01:35:24.359 --> 01:35:28.239
<v Speaker 4>hence the DMT trips and the Shamans and stuff like that,

1323
01:35:28.479 --> 01:35:32.119
<v Speaker 4>and and that's a thing where they want you to

1324
01:35:32.159 --> 01:35:37.640
<v Speaker 4>be enlightened and change. So they're literally putting you in

1325
01:35:37.720 --> 01:35:43.279
<v Speaker 4>that trance that your body goes into naturally anyway, so

1326
01:35:43.319 --> 01:35:48.239
<v Speaker 4>that you can evolve and change. But you don't need

1327
01:35:48.319 --> 01:35:52.800
<v Speaker 4>drugs because you can evolve and change on your own right.

1328
01:35:53.439 --> 01:35:56.960
<v Speaker 1>And you know, be just to not buy in at

1329
01:35:57.000 --> 01:35:59.640
<v Speaker 1>the highest occult time of the year. I mean, it's

1330
01:35:59.680 --> 01:36:02.800
<v Speaker 1>just my thoughts on the opinion, like, h if you've

1331
01:36:02.800 --> 01:36:06.119
<v Speaker 1>got the darkest night of the year, probably better maybe

1332
01:36:06.479 --> 01:36:10.039
<v Speaker 1>not to you know, no fucker find out.

1333
01:36:10.399 --> 01:36:11.479
<v Speaker 5>Yeah no, no.

1334
01:36:12.760 --> 01:36:19.119
<v Speaker 4>So there are three different classes of Winter entities. So

1335
01:36:19.880 --> 01:36:24.560
<v Speaker 4>we not only have the watchers, which are the observers

1336
01:36:24.560 --> 01:36:30.720
<v Speaker 4>that are neutral. They're here for basically record keeping, testers

1337
01:36:30.720 --> 01:36:35.560
<v Speaker 4>of integrity and all of that kind of thing. But

1338
01:36:35.760 --> 01:36:41.680
<v Speaker 4>then we have resurfaced shadows, and those are emanations of

1339
01:36:41.720 --> 01:36:48.119
<v Speaker 4>your own unconscious mind triggered by Winter's psychic inversion. So

1340
01:36:48.199 --> 01:36:52.640
<v Speaker 4>this can show up as shadow people, as doubles, as

1341
01:36:52.760 --> 01:36:57.960
<v Speaker 4>whispering entities, or as versions of you. Thank you, But

1342
01:36:58.039 --> 01:37:02.199
<v Speaker 4>there's only one of me. I don't need too there's.

1343
01:37:01.920 --> 01:37:05.279
<v Speaker 1>Two of me. It's because I spit in the tube

1344
01:37:05.359 --> 01:37:09.680
<v Speaker 1>and they made one in China, and you're about to

1345
01:37:09.720 --> 01:37:12.239
<v Speaker 1>have some bad back problems. All kinds of things are

1346
01:37:12.239 --> 01:37:13.199
<v Speaker 1>gonna be happening.

1347
01:37:13.279 --> 01:37:17.119
<v Speaker 4>So they're gonna study you. They're gonna study you and

1348
01:37:17.199 --> 01:37:21.920
<v Speaker 4>your in the genome, the genetic genome right, they can

1349
01:37:21.960 --> 01:37:24.960
<v Speaker 4>be like, how can we crisper this one out of here?

1350
01:37:25.840 --> 01:37:29.560
<v Speaker 1>All these I gotta really watch my younger one because

1351
01:37:29.800 --> 01:37:32.319
<v Speaker 1>you know what me and me, well half of me,

1352
01:37:32.920 --> 01:37:36.119
<v Speaker 1>that whole medici weird mirror BINGI in mine, and then

1353
01:37:36.159 --> 01:37:39.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm significantly attracted to Redheads. So I just want to

1354
01:37:39.880 --> 01:37:42.119
<v Speaker 1>watch my kids. That's all I'm saying. My two kids

1355
01:37:42.199 --> 01:37:46.560
<v Speaker 1>from the Redheads, I'm watching them cry on that.

1356
01:37:48.199 --> 01:37:55.920
<v Speaker 4>So these these resurfaced shadows, they are not external entities.

1357
01:37:56.279 --> 01:38:04.319
<v Speaker 4>They're your unpros unprocessed psyche taking form. So you're literally

1358
01:38:05.279 --> 01:38:13.079
<v Speaker 4>you're literally creating your own resurface shadow. People because of.

1359
01:38:13.079 --> 01:38:18.000
<v Speaker 1>This sounds I know we trip this research for this,

1360
01:38:18.199 --> 01:38:20.880
<v Speaker 1>but this sounds like Steiner. If you guys have never

1361
01:38:20.920 --> 01:38:24.039
<v Speaker 1>read Steiner, this is like just like Steiner or Young

1362
01:38:24.159 --> 01:38:26.199
<v Speaker 1>Carl Young, one of the two.

1363
01:38:26.880 --> 01:38:31.439
<v Speaker 4>So the next category is the parasites. And so these

1364
01:38:31.479 --> 01:38:38.800
<v Speaker 4>are opportunists that feed on fatigue, depression, addiction, trauma, and

1365
01:38:38.880 --> 01:38:43.960
<v Speaker 4>sleep paralysis. Of course, winter making people more vulnerable. The

1366
01:38:44.000 --> 01:38:46.920
<v Speaker 4>parasites know that and they exploit that. And this is

1367
01:38:46.960 --> 01:38:53.560
<v Speaker 4>where spiritual warfare feels real and personal. So the watchers

1368
01:38:53.600 --> 01:38:58.479
<v Speaker 4>are not allowed to stop them. They simply observe and

1369
01:38:58.560 --> 01:39:02.920
<v Speaker 4>see how you handle them. So kind of like we

1370
01:39:03.000 --> 01:39:09.800
<v Speaker 4>talked about the energy suckers, the energy vampires, parasites, and

1371
01:39:09.880 --> 01:39:16.279
<v Speaker 4>it is all about how you proceed in situations with

1372
01:39:16.479 --> 01:39:17.520
<v Speaker 4>parasitic people.

1373
01:39:18.640 --> 01:39:26.960
<v Speaker 1>So well, uh, well, let's remember this. We all fail sometimes, right,

1374
01:39:27.720 --> 01:39:32.079
<v Speaker 1>we can start again. Yeah, that's what you know, I mean.

1375
01:39:33.000 --> 01:39:38.479
<v Speaker 4>But that is literally the sanctification process that takes place

1376
01:39:38.520 --> 01:39:41.920
<v Speaker 4>in each one of us. Is that you know, like,

1377
01:39:42.159 --> 01:39:44.760
<v Speaker 4>if you're going to run headfirst into a brick wall,

1378
01:39:45.680 --> 01:39:48.279
<v Speaker 4>how many times are you going to run headfirst into

1379
01:39:48.319 --> 01:39:51.000
<v Speaker 4>a brick wall in the same exact situation before you

1380
01:39:51.119 --> 01:39:54.720
<v Speaker 4>learn your lesson and do something differently, And so it's

1381
01:39:54.800 --> 01:39:59.359
<v Speaker 4>no different than the way that we approach situations or

1382
01:39:59.399 --> 01:40:06.359
<v Speaker 4>approach people. There's a good and I can't remember what

1383
01:40:07.000 --> 01:40:11.920
<v Speaker 4>it's in, but it talks about dealing with difficult people

1384
01:40:14.239 --> 01:40:18.520
<v Speaker 4>and some difficult people because you have to have mercy

1385
01:40:18.840 --> 01:40:24.279
<v Speaker 4>and grace and kindness and patience and love. And sometimes

1386
01:40:25.279 --> 01:40:29.239
<v Speaker 4>when you're in a situation with a very difficult person,

1387
01:40:29.399 --> 01:40:31.520
<v Speaker 4>you may say something that you shouldn't have said.

1388
01:40:32.560 --> 01:40:35.920
<v Speaker 1>But then no, I didn't How did you know that?

1389
01:40:36.239 --> 01:40:38.640
<v Speaker 1>Just no, I may have been in that situation or

1390
01:40:38.720 --> 01:40:39.239
<v Speaker 1>time or two.

1391
01:40:39.760 --> 01:40:43.279
<v Speaker 4>So then you're supposed to reflect and be like, Okay,

1392
01:40:43.760 --> 01:40:47.000
<v Speaker 4>I didn't have enough patience. That's not the way I

1393
01:40:47.039 --> 01:40:50.239
<v Speaker 4>should have handled it. So you know better for next time.

1394
01:40:50.319 --> 01:40:55.079
<v Speaker 4>So it's like life lessons and learning. So that's all about.

1395
01:40:55.720 --> 01:40:59.760
<v Speaker 4>What the true purpose of the Winter spiritual warfare is

1396
01:40:59.760 --> 01:41:00.720
<v Speaker 4>is introspection.

1397
01:41:02.039 --> 01:41:03.159
<v Speaker 1>How can we be better?

1398
01:41:03.680 --> 01:41:08.439
<v Speaker 4>How can we hold ourselves accountable? Doing a little auditing

1399
01:41:08.520 --> 01:41:09.199
<v Speaker 4>of your soul?

1400
01:41:09.600 --> 01:41:13.000
<v Speaker 1>Are you believing in God? Are you living the way

1401
01:41:13.000 --> 01:41:13.800
<v Speaker 1>you're supposed to be.

1402
01:41:14.880 --> 01:41:18.840
<v Speaker 4>It's supposed to be healing for us and release our

1403
01:41:19.279 --> 01:41:24.720
<v Speaker 4>outdated identities because if we believe in God, we're supposed

1404
01:41:24.760 --> 01:41:28.880
<v Speaker 4>to die to God every day, right, and be reborn

1405
01:41:28.960 --> 01:41:33.039
<v Speaker 4>and renewed in our faith every day. So that's what

1406
01:41:33.239 --> 01:41:37.319
<v Speaker 4>the purpose of the Winter Watcher season is for.

1407
01:41:38.560 --> 01:41:42.000
<v Speaker 1>I hope this creeps everybody out because this whole shit

1408
01:41:42.159 --> 01:41:44.960
<v Speaker 1>about him being right next to us, And if you've

1409
01:41:44.960 --> 01:41:50.720
<v Speaker 1>ever read anything about Jewish mysticism, this your head.

1410
01:41:51.399 --> 01:41:54.159
<v Speaker 4>And if you look at some of the pictures, if

1411
01:41:54.159 --> 01:41:56.840
<v Speaker 4>you watch the video and look at some of the slides,

1412
01:41:56.960 --> 01:42:00.319
<v Speaker 4>you will understand, right, Yeah.

1413
01:42:01.039 --> 01:42:04.760
<v Speaker 1>That's an uncomfortable feeling. However, you know that whole. God's

1414
01:42:04.760 --> 01:42:09.600
<v Speaker 1>got us. That's that's true, and that's real. But also

1415
01:42:09.920 --> 01:42:12.720
<v Speaker 1>take care of yourself, like you cannot binge and be

1416
01:42:12.760 --> 01:42:18.159
<v Speaker 1>a crazy sugar aholic from Halloween to now and be like, yeah,

1417
01:42:18.159 --> 01:42:23.039
<v Speaker 1>I'm good, it's just not that's and that also changes

1418
01:42:23.239 --> 01:42:27.840
<v Speaker 1>people's behavior. So not only are we are we.

1419
01:42:28.880 --> 01:42:32.560
<v Speaker 4>Put in this season with the Watchers because we're supposed

1420
01:42:32.600 --> 01:42:38.000
<v Speaker 4>to compare our old self to our new self, illusions

1421
01:42:38.720 --> 01:42:44.399
<v Speaker 4>versus the real truth, numbness versus actual awakening. So don't

1422
01:42:44.399 --> 01:42:49.840
<v Speaker 4>be a frozen heart and trauma into transformation.

1423
01:42:50.279 --> 01:42:51.479
<v Speaker 1>So what.

1424
01:42:52.920 --> 01:42:56.039
<v Speaker 4>Do you want to stay a perpetual victim? Do you

1425
01:42:56.279 --> 01:42:59.880
<v Speaker 4>always want to be a victim of circumstances or do

1426
01:42:59.920 --> 01:43:06.399
<v Speaker 4>you want to introspect your introspectively look at yourself, know

1427
01:43:06.560 --> 01:43:08.880
<v Speaker 4>what needs to be done different and how you can

1428
01:43:09.000 --> 01:43:12.880
<v Speaker 4>move forward in the future without carrying that victimhood baggage.

1429
01:43:13.800 --> 01:43:17.279
<v Speaker 1>You can have something happen to you like I've had

1430
01:43:17.399 --> 01:43:19.479
<v Speaker 1>so many things happen to me, and Janet knows like

1431
01:43:19.520 --> 01:43:23.279
<v Speaker 1>a handful, not even everything. It's a lot. But that

1432
01:43:23.319 --> 01:43:25.800
<v Speaker 1>doesn't mean I choose to be a victim, which is

1433
01:43:25.840 --> 01:43:29.640
<v Speaker 1>why I called my show Unfiltered Rice. Because you can rise.

1434
01:43:29.880 --> 01:43:32.199
<v Speaker 1>You know a lot of people ask me that because

1435
01:43:32.239 --> 01:43:34.800
<v Speaker 1>it's kind of a weird It's not that it's not

1436
01:43:35.039 --> 01:43:37.319
<v Speaker 1>a cool name. It's kind of a weird name, but

1437
01:43:37.920 --> 01:43:39.840
<v Speaker 1>it's true. You can choose what you do with it,

1438
01:43:39.960 --> 01:43:42.239
<v Speaker 1>and you can help somebody else. That's what that was

1439
01:43:42.279 --> 01:43:46.399
<v Speaker 1>meant for, really, not that God made my stepdad beat

1440
01:43:46.399 --> 01:43:49.279
<v Speaker 1>me or something, but like I'm saying, do something with it,

1441
01:43:49.319 --> 01:43:50.880
<v Speaker 1>for Haaven's sake. It's already done.

1442
01:43:51.000 --> 01:43:56.680
<v Speaker 4>It's already and how you choose to move forward and

1443
01:43:56.800 --> 01:44:02.840
<v Speaker 4>deal with everyday life situation plays a big part in

1444
01:44:02.920 --> 01:44:06.840
<v Speaker 4>who your character is, and it's it's like a building block,

1445
01:44:06.920 --> 01:44:10.479
<v Speaker 4>and you're constantly building on that character, on that character.

1446
01:44:10.640 --> 01:44:16.039
<v Speaker 4>So if you're carrying around a suitcase of baggage with

1447
01:44:16.159 --> 01:44:20.560
<v Speaker 4>the victimhood cards, probably not a good thing because that

1448
01:44:20.600 --> 01:44:23.279
<v Speaker 4>could weigh you down and you're going to sink eventually,

1449
01:44:23.960 --> 01:44:27.199
<v Speaker 4>you know. So you need to start finding a better

1450
01:44:27.279 --> 01:44:35.239
<v Speaker 4>path forward and paving away with all this introspection and and.

1451
01:44:33.840 --> 01:44:37.199
<v Speaker 1>The one thing I don't think that they mentioned was forgiveness.

1452
01:44:37.319 --> 01:44:39.840
<v Speaker 1>You know, you mentioned it, you mentioned grace, But I

1453
01:44:39.880 --> 01:44:43.720
<v Speaker 1>don't think they look the this whole thing where they're

1454
01:44:43.760 --> 01:44:48.279
<v Speaker 1>teaching us this I'm like, okay, but also like the

1455
01:44:48.359 --> 01:44:51.279
<v Speaker 1>grace and forgiveness is huge because it's going to heal

1456
01:44:51.520 --> 01:44:54.319
<v Speaker 1>you more than probably the person that you're going to.

1457
01:44:54.439 --> 01:44:58.520
<v Speaker 4>Right and you can't you can't move past a situation

1458
01:44:58.760 --> 01:45:03.319
<v Speaker 4>without providing forgiveness for somebody, even if you don't tell

1459
01:45:03.359 --> 01:45:06.840
<v Speaker 4>them to their face, if you have it in your heart,

1460
01:45:07.960 --> 01:45:10.600
<v Speaker 4>you know what I'm saying, that's that's a good step.

1461
01:45:10.680 --> 01:45:16.479
<v Speaker 4>And sometimes I will pray for forgiveness for other people

1462
01:45:18.399 --> 01:45:22.680
<v Speaker 4>that have told me stuff about something that happened to

1463
01:45:22.760 --> 01:45:26.000
<v Speaker 4>them or whatever, and I will pray that they are

1464
01:45:26.479 --> 01:45:29.560
<v Speaker 4>able to forgive that person that hurt them because I

1465
01:45:29.680 --> 01:45:31.760
<v Speaker 4>know that they're not at the point yet where they're

1466
01:45:31.840 --> 01:45:33.680
<v Speaker 4>able to so.

1467
01:45:33.720 --> 01:45:37.479
<v Speaker 1>Hurt people hurt people. And yeah, if you become the

1468
01:45:37.560 --> 01:45:40.960
<v Speaker 1>hurt person that helps somebody, that is so powerful, that

1469
01:45:41.119 --> 01:45:44.600
<v Speaker 1>is way better. So you can do that, you know,

1470
01:45:44.720 --> 01:45:47.680
<v Speaker 1>like Janet said, if you can't, you know, tell them

1471
01:45:47.840 --> 01:45:50.079
<v Speaker 1>or fix it right then. But like you should be

1472
01:45:50.359 --> 01:45:54.479
<v Speaker 1>working on the steps unless it's dangerous to fix that situation.

1473
01:45:55.199 --> 01:45:57.239
<v Speaker 1>Even then you can have that in your heart, like

1474
01:45:57.279 --> 01:45:59.479
<v Speaker 1>she said, if it is dangerous.

1475
01:45:59.039 --> 01:46:03.239
<v Speaker 4>Or something one hundred percent, because some people definitely would

1476
01:46:03.319 --> 01:46:07.680
<v Speaker 4>not be able to confront an abuser or an attacker

1477
01:46:07.960 --> 01:46:08.760
<v Speaker 4>or whatever.

1478
01:46:08.960 --> 01:46:12.720
<v Speaker 1>So those situations little different, Yeah.

1479
01:46:12.319 --> 01:46:17.279
<v Speaker 4>Definitely different. But yeah, and I like to think of

1480
01:46:17.319 --> 01:46:21.000
<v Speaker 4>it this way. Even if you see somebody that you

1481
01:46:21.399 --> 01:46:26.600
<v Speaker 4>love and they're totally messing up, right, and you try

1482
01:46:26.680 --> 01:46:32.439
<v Speaker 4>to tell them in a nice way, like hey, you know,

1483
01:46:32.560 --> 01:46:35.479
<v Speaker 4>you should really think about the way that you come

1484
01:46:35.520 --> 01:46:39.319
<v Speaker 4>across or you know, think about the way that that

1485
01:46:39.439 --> 01:46:41.960
<v Speaker 4>made so and so feel or whatever.

1486
01:46:43.079 --> 01:46:47.800
<v Speaker 5>You're not doing it to be a know it all or.

1487
01:46:47.880 --> 01:46:55.399
<v Speaker 4>Busy body or whatever. We are called to use tough love.

1488
01:46:56.840 --> 01:47:00.680
<v Speaker 4>God wants us to tell the truth to people, right,

1489
01:47:00.800 --> 01:47:04.239
<v Speaker 4>and sometimes telling people the truth.

1490
01:47:05.600 --> 01:47:07.319
<v Speaker 1>It's not easy for them to hear.

1491
01:47:07.920 --> 01:47:13.399
<v Speaker 4>But at one point, you know or another, your words

1492
01:47:13.439 --> 01:47:15.640
<v Speaker 4>are going to echo in their head. They're going to

1493
01:47:15.680 --> 01:47:18.479
<v Speaker 4>replay that, and maybe that will make them think, oh

1494
01:47:18.479 --> 01:47:21.439
<v Speaker 4>my gosh, like I really shouldn't have said that, I

1495
01:47:21.439 --> 01:47:23.680
<v Speaker 4>shouldn't have done that, should have been better.

1496
01:47:25.439 --> 01:47:30.920
<v Speaker 1>So anyway, exactly, yes, try and fix the fences, you know,

1497
01:47:31.159 --> 01:47:34.760
<v Speaker 1>if it's just somebody in your family that you could

1498
01:47:34.840 --> 01:47:38.039
<v Speaker 1>fix it with, and you know the difference between you

1499
01:47:38.079 --> 01:47:41.399
<v Speaker 1>know two. I always look at this time of year

1500
01:47:41.520 --> 01:47:44.119
<v Speaker 1>as much fun as we have as a family, we

1501
01:47:44.239 --> 01:47:47.239
<v Speaker 1>have a whole because it's going on seven years. This

1502
01:47:47.319 --> 01:47:51.600
<v Speaker 1>is when it happened right right before Christmas time, and

1503
01:47:51.640 --> 01:47:56.399
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's hard. That's a really hard situation where

1504
01:47:56.479 --> 01:48:00.399
<v Speaker 1>instead she could do a hundred other things, give bound trice,

1505
01:48:01.159 --> 01:48:04.159
<v Speaker 1>do all this other stuff whatever, like we're talking about,

1506
01:48:04.640 --> 01:48:08.119
<v Speaker 1>because the funny part is is her being mad at

1507
01:48:08.199 --> 01:48:12.640
<v Speaker 1>me has created sin for her because she's hurt all

1508
01:48:12.680 --> 01:48:16.079
<v Speaker 1>these other people, not me, not even me my kids.

1509
01:48:16.319 --> 01:48:18.159
<v Speaker 1>Like you got to really look at what you're doing.

1510
01:48:18.600 --> 01:48:20.199
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, right, one hundred percent.

1511
01:48:20.279 --> 01:48:23.399
<v Speaker 4>But a lot of people it's very hard for them

1512
01:48:23.560 --> 01:48:28.720
<v Speaker 4>to have that introspective moment or to let down their

1513
01:48:28.840 --> 01:48:30.159
<v Speaker 4>ego to be like.

1514
01:48:30.119 --> 01:48:32.359
<v Speaker 5>Oh, you know what, I was kind of like a

1515
01:48:32.399 --> 01:48:33.000
<v Speaker 5>total shit.

1516
01:48:33.119 --> 01:48:35.880
<v Speaker 1>I probably shouldn't have thought about that. A lot of

1517
01:48:35.880 --> 01:48:39.079
<v Speaker 1>people even if I can't do that, even if you

1518
01:48:39.119 --> 01:48:43.800
<v Speaker 1>felt totally justified and you know, that situation changed, which

1519
01:48:43.840 --> 01:48:47.159
<v Speaker 1>is where I mean, that's fine, you know, come together,

1520
01:48:47.359 --> 01:48:52.079
<v Speaker 1>have a discussion, like I hate that people are just like, oh, garbage,

1521
01:48:52.159 --> 01:48:56.560
<v Speaker 1>toxic person, you're exiled off the planet. Well it's a

1522
01:48:56.560 --> 01:48:59.800
<v Speaker 1>good thing God doesn't treat you like that.

1523
01:48:59.600 --> 01:49:07.319
<v Speaker 4>And it is it is very difficult to allow toxic

1524
01:49:07.399 --> 01:49:10.920
<v Speaker 4>people in your life and not you know whatever. But

1525
01:49:11.039 --> 01:49:14.039
<v Speaker 4>I will say even for me, for my situation goes

1526
01:49:14.399 --> 01:49:24.319
<v Speaker 4>people that know no my father, but you know, with us,

1527
01:49:24.720 --> 01:49:30.039
<v Speaker 4>I made an effort multiple times and then I've left

1528
01:49:30.039 --> 01:49:33.680
<v Speaker 4>it at that because it's kind of like the ball

1529
01:49:33.800 --> 01:49:34.560
<v Speaker 4>is in his court.

1530
01:49:34.680 --> 01:49:37.279
<v Speaker 1>Same thing with my line. But if he reached out

1531
01:49:37.319 --> 01:49:41.560
<v Speaker 1>to you, you wouldn't forsake him. It's different because I've

1532
01:49:41.600 --> 01:49:43.840
<v Speaker 1>tried and I've tried, and I've tried, and I've tried

1533
01:49:43.920 --> 01:49:50.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, thank gifts and sorry letters and cards and things,

1534
01:49:50.920 --> 01:49:53.399
<v Speaker 1>and you know, I've changed a lot, and even my

1535
01:49:53.560 --> 01:49:56.680
<v Speaker 1>other kids have let her know, like Mom is a

1536
01:49:56.880 --> 01:49:57.960
<v Speaker 1>lot different person.

1537
01:49:58.079 --> 01:49:58.279
<v Speaker 4>Now.

1538
01:49:58.880 --> 01:50:01.840
<v Speaker 1>You you should talk to mom, like you know, and

1539
01:50:01.880 --> 01:50:05.399
<v Speaker 1>she's just like, no, I forgive her by Like, Okay,

1540
01:50:05.680 --> 01:50:08.600
<v Speaker 1>that's great for you and your little life over here,

1541
01:50:09.039 --> 01:50:11.520
<v Speaker 1>but someday you might be judged on what you did

1542
01:50:11.560 --> 01:50:13.319
<v Speaker 1>to others in this family well.

1543
01:50:13.439 --> 01:50:18.279
<v Speaker 4>And also think about if she doesn't have that little

1544
01:50:18.760 --> 01:50:26.079
<v Speaker 4>her little bubble that she's living in right now, then posh, yeah,

1545
01:50:26.199 --> 01:50:26.960
<v Speaker 4>right then.

1546
01:50:26.880 --> 01:50:30.239
<v Speaker 1>What And it's not about just me, like I think,

1547
01:50:30.279 --> 01:50:32.800
<v Speaker 1>it's the whole family dynamic. And I only bring this

1548
01:50:32.920 --> 01:50:35.000
<v Speaker 1>up because I know a lot of people like even

1549
01:50:35.079 --> 01:50:37.760
<v Speaker 1>Janet is going through like this with her dad, Like

1550
01:50:37.800 --> 01:50:41.159
<v Speaker 1>this is happening to families everywhere, and I think it's

1551
01:50:41.199 --> 01:50:45.279
<v Speaker 1>by design. Now she can't do anything because she I mean,

1552
01:50:45.319 --> 01:50:49.439
<v Speaker 1>she's like, hey, I'm here, Hello, I'm here, like she would,

1553
01:50:49.479 --> 01:50:51.960
<v Speaker 1>but he won't. So you can't force that. But if

1554
01:50:52.159 --> 01:50:55.720
<v Speaker 1>there's and that's where I'm at right with my kids, right, yep,

1555
01:50:55.880 --> 01:50:59.079
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to force anything because then you're that's

1556
01:50:59.119 --> 01:51:03.199
<v Speaker 1>wrong too, right, you know, But I will every now

1557
01:51:03.239 --> 01:51:05.720
<v Speaker 1>and again remind her and I have had a couple

1558
01:51:05.760 --> 01:51:09.680
<v Speaker 1>of chances where we gotten deep, deep shit because the

1559
01:51:09.720 --> 01:51:12.479
<v Speaker 1>phone was thrust at me and I didn't want to

1560
01:51:12.520 --> 01:51:14.760
<v Speaker 1>take it because I respect the boundaries. I want to

1561
01:51:14.800 --> 01:51:17.039
<v Speaker 1>show her that I can do that. Right. It's been

1562
01:51:17.039 --> 01:51:21.479
<v Speaker 1>a really long time, and apparently that didn't matter. But anyway,

1563
01:51:22.000 --> 01:51:24.039
<v Speaker 1>you know, I did say I love you and that

1564
01:51:24.079 --> 01:51:26.760
<v Speaker 1>will never change and my door will never be shut

1565
01:51:26.880 --> 01:51:30.000
<v Speaker 1>because I am your mother and I love you, not

1566
01:51:30.119 --> 01:51:33.119
<v Speaker 1>because i'm proud or I think I'm right. I think

1567
01:51:33.159 --> 01:51:36.720
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot I'm wrong, you know, with that whole thing.

1568
01:51:36.920 --> 01:51:43.119
<v Speaker 4>But we can admit that because yeah.

1569
01:51:41.479 --> 01:51:44.960
<v Speaker 1>We're at that point where we're like, oh you know, yeah,

1570
01:51:45.199 --> 01:51:47.640
<v Speaker 1>I shouldn't have been as in their business, like I

1571
01:51:47.680 --> 01:51:50.640
<v Speaker 1>should have let go, like we were both individuating, Like

1572
01:51:50.720 --> 01:51:52.239
<v Speaker 1>I get it, but you don't have to do it

1573
01:51:52.319 --> 01:51:55.119
<v Speaker 1>like that. And as for her husband's same thing, he

1574
01:51:55.159 --> 01:52:00.760
<v Speaker 1>could have been proactively positive instead of proactively negative. I

1575
01:52:00.840 --> 01:52:03.880
<v Speaker 1>was faced with that same decision later in my life

1576
01:52:04.279 --> 01:52:07.880
<v Speaker 1>where my husband was very upset with his family. And

1577
01:52:07.920 --> 01:52:12.800
<v Speaker 1>they don't treat me amazing, Okay, they're not cruel or anything.

1578
01:52:12.880 --> 01:52:15.000
<v Speaker 1>They just don't like that I'm an apostate, you know,

1579
01:52:15.079 --> 01:52:20.800
<v Speaker 1>they don't kind of frozen heart people. Right, Yeah, they

1580
01:52:20.800 --> 01:52:23.199
<v Speaker 1>don't want to open up, but they're not mean. I

1581
01:52:23.239 --> 01:52:25.399
<v Speaker 1>want to be clear, like they're they don't treat me mean,

1582
01:52:25.439 --> 01:52:28.720
<v Speaker 1>they don't treat me. It's just not anything because I

1583
01:52:28.720 --> 01:52:30.600
<v Speaker 1>don't think they want to get to know me on

1584
01:52:30.640 --> 01:52:34.359
<v Speaker 1>that level because of the church, honestly, you know. And

1585
01:52:35.119 --> 01:52:37.399
<v Speaker 1>and that's okay, but I still have the choice to

1586
01:52:37.479 --> 01:52:41.760
<v Speaker 1>say no. There was a really bad time where I

1587
01:52:41.800 --> 01:52:47.640
<v Speaker 1>could have said screw them, and I was like, no, never, never, never.

1588
01:52:48.359 --> 01:52:51.479
<v Speaker 1>This is worth some time, this is worth a letter,

1589
01:52:51.720 --> 01:52:54.600
<v Speaker 1>this is worth a discussion, but this is not worth

1590
01:52:54.680 --> 01:52:59.279
<v Speaker 1>your family. So and you go shovel the walk because

1591
01:52:59.399 --> 01:53:03.680
<v Speaker 1>your parents are old. I'm always like, it doesn't matter.

1592
01:53:03.840 --> 01:53:07.760
<v Speaker 1>We don't forsake each other, especially our parents. If you

1593
01:53:07.800 --> 01:53:10.119
<v Speaker 1>can help it in old age, if they chuck you out,

1594
01:53:10.159 --> 01:53:12.319
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what you do with that, But I

1595
01:53:12.359 --> 01:53:16.239
<v Speaker 1>don't know what to do there. But you know, if

1596
01:53:16.279 --> 01:53:19.720
<v Speaker 1>you can try that and they'll receive it, right, it's

1597
01:53:19.800 --> 01:53:25.399
<v Speaker 1>just as much to receive rights. So but if you

1598
01:53:25.439 --> 01:53:27.319
<v Speaker 1>can only do one part of it, I don't know.

1599
01:53:27.920 --> 01:53:30.600
<v Speaker 4>You know, just as long as as long as you

1600
01:53:30.800 --> 01:53:35.520
<v Speaker 4>make the concerted effort, then you know that you have tried.

1601
01:53:36.239 --> 01:53:39.199
<v Speaker 4>And and like you said, whether they receive it or not,

1602
01:53:39.479 --> 01:53:43.279
<v Speaker 4>that's that's not a that's not a you problem, that's them, right.

1603
01:53:43.760 --> 01:53:47.359
<v Speaker 1>That's a frustrating thing, you know, because other lives are

1604
01:53:47.399 --> 01:53:51.399
<v Speaker 1>being affected. Like on your situation, it's a little different

1605
01:53:51.399 --> 01:53:55.119
<v Speaker 1>because he's so much older, but they're having kids and

1606
01:53:55.119 --> 01:53:57.880
<v Speaker 1>and more kids even now I just heard, you know,

1607
01:53:57.960 --> 01:54:02.800
<v Speaker 1>and it's so sad because I'm like, Okay, my mom

1608
01:54:03.199 --> 01:54:06.119
<v Speaker 1>once told ask me, this is the last time I'll

1609
01:54:06.159 --> 01:54:09.560
<v Speaker 1>get off my little soapbox. She said, who was your

1610
01:54:10.039 --> 01:54:13.000
<v Speaker 1>most protected person? Who did you go to the most

1611
01:54:13.119 --> 01:54:15.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, who did you feel like you could talk to?

1612
01:54:15.680 --> 01:54:18.159
<v Speaker 1>And I didn't want to tell her because I knew

1613
01:54:18.159 --> 01:54:20.520
<v Speaker 1>it was the one person she couldn't have any of

1614
01:54:20.560 --> 01:54:24.239
<v Speaker 1>that with because it was her father and he wasn't

1615
01:54:24.359 --> 01:54:26.760
<v Speaker 1>like that for her. And he wasn't. I mean, he

1616
01:54:26.880 --> 01:54:30.279
<v Speaker 1>was fifteen when they become parents. You know, he was

1617
01:54:30.279 --> 01:54:33.239
<v Speaker 1>an idiot, you know what I mean, And so he

1618
01:54:33.319 --> 01:54:35.880
<v Speaker 1>made all these horrible mistakes. And if my mom had

1619
01:54:36.000 --> 01:54:38.800
<v Speaker 1>chucked him out of her life, I would have missed

1620
01:54:38.840 --> 01:54:41.159
<v Speaker 1>out on the one person in my life I ever

1621
01:54:41.279 --> 01:54:43.239
<v Speaker 1>felt a hundred person understood me.

1622
01:54:45.039 --> 01:54:45.239
<v Speaker 5>Right.

1623
01:54:45.560 --> 01:54:49.319
<v Speaker 1>He was my guy. And I told her, I said, oh,

1624
01:54:49.359 --> 01:54:53.199
<v Speaker 1>I feel so bad for this because it's the one

1625
01:54:53.239 --> 01:54:57.960
<v Speaker 1>person you struggle with, you know, And she said, it's okay.

1626
01:54:58.560 --> 01:55:02.279
<v Speaker 1>And it's because he didn't do it for me. He

1627
01:55:02.359 --> 01:55:05.000
<v Speaker 1>told me when you were born he was going to

1628
01:55:05.039 --> 01:55:08.039
<v Speaker 1>do it for you, and he did. And you know,

1629
01:55:08.279 --> 01:55:09.800
<v Speaker 1>people change.

1630
01:55:09.920 --> 01:55:15.720
<v Speaker 4>Right, and it's definitely possible to do that. But you

1631
01:55:15.760 --> 01:55:19.800
<v Speaker 4>know that's why. And and a lot of people may

1632
01:55:19.840 --> 01:55:22.800
<v Speaker 4>think like this whole thing sounds woo woo and crazy

1633
01:55:22.840 --> 01:55:27.239
<v Speaker 4>and whatever, even though it's scripturally based and Greek culture

1634
01:55:27.439 --> 01:55:32.279
<v Speaker 4>talks about this kind of stuff. It's it's us having

1635
01:55:32.359 --> 01:55:38.319
<v Speaker 4>the ability to not only see our actions but to

1636
01:55:38.479 --> 01:55:42.000
<v Speaker 4>kind of see into the future and that ripple effect

1637
01:55:42.000 --> 01:55:46.159
<v Speaker 4>that what we do, how that effect matters.

1638
01:55:46.680 --> 01:55:50.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, it matters clear into your DNA, it really

1639
01:55:53.000 --> 01:55:56.760
<v Speaker 1>And every kid I've ever known that's been adopted, for

1640
01:55:56.800 --> 01:56:00.840
<v Speaker 1>an example, goes and finds where they came from. Even

1641
01:56:00.920 --> 01:56:04.239
<v Speaker 1>if they don't necessarily want a whole new family, they

1642
01:56:04.319 --> 01:56:06.119
<v Speaker 1>kind of want to know what's up there, right, like

1643
01:56:06.199 --> 01:56:08.800
<v Speaker 1>they kind of want to see. And I know that

1644
01:56:08.880 --> 01:56:12.079
<v Speaker 1>will happen one day with my granddaughter, and at that point,

1645
01:56:12.680 --> 01:56:15.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, she'll judge me for herself, and then you

1646
01:56:15.800 --> 01:56:19.319
<v Speaker 1>may have some answerings to do because you chose to

1647
01:56:19.359 --> 01:56:21.319
<v Speaker 1>do what you did. And it's not a threat, it's

1648
01:56:21.399 --> 01:56:27.359
<v Speaker 1>just a thought, right, and you know I can't maybe

1649
01:56:27.359 --> 01:56:29.680
<v Speaker 1>not maybe she'll tell me to kick rocks. That would

1650
01:56:29.840 --> 01:56:33.680
<v Speaker 1>it is very possible. But I just feel like if

1651
01:56:33.680 --> 01:56:39.239
<v Speaker 1>we all were better people in the challenge, what Janet's

1652
01:56:39.239 --> 01:56:43.119
<v Speaker 1>talking about in the Winter Challenge, then you know, we

1653
01:56:43.239 --> 01:56:46.039
<v Speaker 1>can obviously make the world.

1654
01:56:45.720 --> 01:56:49.800
<v Speaker 4>Better, right one hundred percent. And it, like I said,

1655
01:56:49.840 --> 01:56:54.119
<v Speaker 4>it all boils down to how we can change to

1656
01:56:54.239 --> 01:56:58.199
<v Speaker 4>be better, to do better, to think better, to act better,

1657
01:56:59.159 --> 01:57:01.720
<v Speaker 4>and how those actions affect other people.

1658
01:57:02.199 --> 01:57:08.039
<v Speaker 1>So yes, yeah, especially in these dark, dark, spooky times

1659
01:57:08.079 --> 01:57:11.840
<v Speaker 1>where the demons are right by you exactly.

1660
01:57:12.920 --> 01:57:13.279
<v Speaker 4>Got you.

1661
01:57:15.079 --> 01:57:20.479
<v Speaker 1>Got your nose had to do something, So my beautiful love,

1662
01:57:21.479 --> 01:57:24.880
<v Speaker 1>where can they find you at? Thank you so much,

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<v Speaker 1>miss Janet, and even I got emotional, almost shed a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of tears. Always gets me on that. I'm Heidilove

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<v Speaker 1>of the Unfiltered Rice. I'm everywhere podcasts are served. I

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<v Speaker 1>do have my own website and Filtered Rice podcast dot com,

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<v Speaker 1>so you can find me there if you can't find

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<v Speaker 1>me elsewhere. If you are watching me on Spotify, I

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<v Speaker 1>would sure love for you to subscribe and rate and

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<v Speaker 1>comment because I am being shadowed band like crazy because

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<v Speaker 1>I started talking about money and the Mormons own it.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh sorry, but they do. So I didn't know. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know that. Uh yeah, so clearly they might

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<v Speaker 1>have heard a couple of shows anyways, So for that,

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<v Speaker 1>you can find me there. I'm also on YouTube. It's

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<v Speaker 1>less times per week and I'm pretty active on exposing

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of financial shenanigans on Twitter and I G

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<v Speaker 1>so you can find me Unfiltered rise all the way

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<v Speaker 1>across the board, Miss Jenny, where can you find find wait?

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<v Speaker 5>Wait? Wait?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my Patreon. Yes I do, and you're probably watching

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<v Speaker 1>this there. I always forget the Patreon. Why do I forget?

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<v Speaker 1>That's where it's most important. You guys obviously care about

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<v Speaker 1>me enough to put up with my shit double and

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<v Speaker 1>so and for that, I'm so grateful because and it's

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<v Speaker 1>toward the end of the year, so I just want

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<v Speaker 1>to say, I'm so grateful for all my supporters. Anytime

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<v Speaker 1>you guys comment, any anybody that reaches out like that,

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<v Speaker 1>and especially the people on my patreon, so uh, it

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't go unnoticed. I'm super grateful for all of that.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, I'm going to try and think up

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<v Speaker 1>something awesome to help back. I think I do give

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<v Speaker 1>the two extra shows a month by I'm rolling around

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<v Speaker 1>some ideas for the first of the year, so I

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<v Speaker 1>bet they're going to be gooicy ones. I hope, I

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<v Speaker 1>hope so. And Miss Janet, where can they find you?

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<v Speaker 4>You can find Deplorable Nation on every podcast platform, or

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<v Speaker 4>if you want to watch the videos, you watch it

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<v Speaker 4>on Spotify or on Rubble. And if you want to

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<v Speaker 4>hit me up, you can find me on Instagram at

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<v Speaker 4>deplorable Janet or on Twitter at no Janet kW So

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<v Speaker 4>for me and for my beautiful, intelligent, lovely, amazing bestie,

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<v Speaker 4>thank you for tuning in for another episode.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry, we are a little cuckoo crazy, but are we really?

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<v Speaker 4>No, not really, that's just the way the cookie crumbles, right,

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<v Speaker 4>So for me and for Heidi, thanks for tuning in

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<v Speaker 4>and we will see you next time.

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<v Speaker 1>Have a brilliant, brilliant day.