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Speaker 3: Hello all you beautiful people, I love so much. Coming
Speaker 3: to you from my office in my beautiful home in
Speaker 3: Woodland Hills, California. Hi. Okay, well, I was doing some
Speaker 3: work on behalf of Myself last night, and interestingly enough,
Speaker 3: the channel said take this out to the community. So
Speaker 3: we have two things that I'm bringing to you to
Speaker 3: claim for yourselves, for health and wellness. Now you remember
Speaker 3: health is for the physical realm. Wellness is for the spiritual, mental,
Speaker 3: and emotional realms. So on behalf of health and wellness.
Speaker 3: We are directing. I command with love as the powerful
Speaker 3: God that I am, that I am the God of
Speaker 3: me that creates the health and wellness of my body, mind,
Speaker 3: and soul in every aspect of my life. And so
Speaker 3: it is. The second one is I command with love
Speaker 3: as the powerful God that I am, that my intellect
Speaker 3: and heart integrate into the whole with the balance of
Speaker 3: correct female and male powerful energy. And so it is.
Speaker 3: We invoke the symbol of formula, the violet flame in
Speaker 3: the golden light, around all of these directions and commands,
Speaker 3: and so it is now the second one. I just
Speaker 3: want to give a brief explanation. Remember, every creation is
Speaker 3: a metaphor for creating a baby. The masculine and the
Speaker 3: feminine must come together in balance. The masculine must be
Speaker 3: in balance within itself, the feminine must be in balance
Speaker 3: within itself, and then they must come together in balance
Speaker 3: and unite in balance, and then the creation is born
Speaker 3: from that balance. So that is what we just directed, commanded,
Speaker 3: and we are the powerful gods that are in charge
Speaker 3: of all that creation. And so it is. So I
Speaker 3: want you to remember that every morning when you arrive
Speaker 3: and take that responsibility happily and joyfully and powerfully. Okay,
Speaker 3: up to us, guys, It's up to us. Okay. I
Speaker 3: have a lot of callers here, so we're going to
Speaker 3: go straight to it, all right. We are going to
Speaker 3: start with Penny in the UK. You're on, Hi, Hi.
Speaker 4: Yeah, just with regards to hearing is what I wanted
Speaker 4: to look at today. As a small child or sort
Speaker 4: of in my early years, I was just told by
Speaker 4: my mother that I didn't listen. Then I went into
Speaker 4: later years and it transpired that I had like a
Speaker 4: hearing thing of two hundred deacipels that I wasn't quite
Speaker 4: hearing properly. But over the years I've kind of created
Speaker 4: or collected all of these stories around you don't listen
Speaker 4: or you're not hearing me properly. And I just wondered
Speaker 4: if we could look at that a bit more deeply, please,
Speaker 4: and to see whether that is a true statement, whether
Speaker 4: that is true that I don't listen or I can't
Speaker 4: hear properly what people are saying, so I make up stories.
Speaker 3: Well, Penny, you followed that direction pretty well. Didn't you.
Speaker 5: Yes, I did.
Speaker 3: Yes, Well, do you want to redirect yourself?
Speaker 6: Yes?
Speaker 3: When I say it's too late to do that, I
Speaker 3: got to know. When I say you have redirected that,
Speaker 3: I get to know. So your spot on that you
Speaker 3: know what it's about, and you have not redirected yourself.
Speaker 3: You know that that's what it's about. And you have
Speaker 3: not redirected yourself. Baby. Okay, okay, so I do listen,
Speaker 3: I do hear every direction. That's what you want to
Speaker 3: redirect your little girl to know. And now you're adult,
Speaker 3: Penny to know.
Speaker 4: Okay, understand, I do, yes, And I just wanted to
Speaker 4: check with my wiring whether that was it's nothing to
Speaker 4: do with the wiring of my system.
Speaker 3: Well right now it does because you have direc directed.
Speaker 3: You're wiring for a long time to wire itself so
Speaker 3: it doesn't listen. It's when I say it is possible
Speaker 3: to redirect it to listen, I get a big yes. Okay,
Speaker 3: but you have to redirect yourself okay, And you're wiring
Speaker 3: to know that to listen, to know it's possible, and
Speaker 3: to work with your little girl so that she can
Speaker 3: redirect it and know it's possible. Do you understand. I do.
Speaker 4: Yes, I'm just curious as to whether the little girl
Speaker 4: had her wiring out in the beginning and that's why
Speaker 4: she was told these things. No, no, okay, good okay.
Speaker 4: So it just really was a patterning from my mother
Speaker 4: that they a whole scene of story. Okay, great, So
Speaker 4: is there a statement I need to say or just
Speaker 4: readirected into listening?
Speaker 3: Well, yeah, they'll give it. Hold on, Okay, my wiring
Speaker 3: for listening isn't perfect, perfect running order and always has been.
Speaker 3: And they want you to envision a big, happy, smiling
Speaker 3: face at the end of that. Yeah, okay, because they
Speaker 3: want they want it to be fun. This is not
Speaker 3: a heavy thing that you're doing.
Speaker 4: No, I do get a bit serious, it's true.
Speaker 2: Yeah okay, okay, Yeah, that's fantastic.
Speaker 4: I just wanted to extend my complete gratitude. Thank you
Speaker 4: so much for what you're doing, and it's just been amazing.
Speaker 3: So thank you, Thank you, Penny. And have fun rewiring
Speaker 3: with your little girl. Okay, okay, thank you. Bet Now
Speaker 3: that was really interesting for everybody dealing with health stuff
Speaker 3: out there. Have fun rewiring. Yeah, okay, we are going
Speaker 3: to Brenda and connecty get your.
Speaker 6: On Hello, beautiful, fabulous, inimitable d Hey hello Brenda.
Speaker 3: I love your joys.
Speaker 7: So I have been shifting things and I think the
Speaker 7: channel is gonna sense this energy that.
Speaker 3: Oh yes, yes, yes, yes, I'm looking for some fine
Speaker 3: tuning and the ones I'm looking for some fine tuning on.
Speaker 7: I'm working on my back issues and they it is
Speaker 7: shifting for the for the better. So that's working. But
Speaker 7: my stomach, my digestive stuff, I'm still, you know, working
Speaker 7: on that, and I do direct my energy every day.
Speaker 7: Sometimes I you know, the doubt gets in that, you know,
Speaker 7: like the doubt in the pin of my stomach for
Speaker 7: not just for my health but other things. You know,
Speaker 7: I get that yucky turning in my stomach of that doubt.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I want to go to the word digest not digestive,
Speaker 3: but the word digest And we're going to a core
Speaker 3: belief this page here, here, here, sixteen seventeen eighteen. When
Speaker 3: I value myself, I have to abandon myself. And you
Speaker 3: abandon yourself by the constant digestive stuff is doubt. You're
Speaker 3: always digesting the doubt. So the highest question we can
Speaker 3: ask is what is the doubt about yourself? About do
Speaker 3: you know.
Speaker 7: I think it's just you know, my upbringing that everything
Speaker 7: is about everybody else and take care of everybody else.
Speaker 7: While I am shifting that, I absolutely am. That is still.
Speaker 3: You're right on, You're right on, So hold on. We're
Speaker 3: going to life subjects. Yes, this column one two three
Speaker 3: four loving myself the subject of loving myself. And now
Speaker 3: we're going back to a core belief. Boy, you're making
Speaker 3: me work for this, aren't it this great? Here here
Speaker 3: sixteen seventeen, eighteen nineteen, which is when I value myself,
Speaker 3: I have to abandon myself. So that's kind of your
Speaker 3: definition of loving yourself is you were taught if you
Speaker 3: love yourself, you abandon yourself. And many of us are
Speaker 3: taught that, Brenda, many of us, you know, many of
Speaker 3: our religions teach us the highest way to love yourself
Speaker 3: is to give yourself up. And it's bullshit. What religion
Speaker 3: were you raised?
Speaker 7: We weren't neutral. I wasn't raised with any religion.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what you think. What what what what's the
Speaker 3: lineage in your family?
Speaker 7: Well, we are Middle.
Speaker 3: Eastern, which means what Armenian okay, and the Armenians practice
Speaker 3: what religion?
Speaker 7: That's for me an Apostolic. But but again, I mean
Speaker 7: we just I went to church a few times, but
Speaker 7: religion wasn't talked about in the house and there, you know,
Speaker 7: we didn't. It just wasn't.
Speaker 3: I understand that. But there's a genealogy in yourselves. There's
Speaker 3: a geniallogy of religion with all of us guys, like
Speaker 3: you know, my maternal grandparents were Southern Baptists. We did
Speaker 3: not practice Southern Baptists.
Speaker 4: But.
Speaker 3: In our genes there was beliefs of Southern Baptists passed down.
Speaker 3: Do you understand?
Speaker 6: I do.
Speaker 3: So, I'm just trying to understand what might have been
Speaker 3: lingering there for you. On the subject we're talking about.
Speaker 7: I might be able to help. And it's not religion.
Speaker 7: My grandparents had to flee because there was a massacre
Speaker 7: going on in you know, my historic country, and so
Speaker 7: they had to you know, and they had family members
Speaker 7: killed and all that, and they had to survive. So
Speaker 7: everything was you know, you hold on to stuff, you
Speaker 7: don't spend stuff, You use everything you can. You you know,
Speaker 7: something could be taken away. So I don't know if
Speaker 7: that's helpful.
Speaker 3: Well sure, yeah, So I had to abandon my home,
Speaker 3: I had to leave my home. I had to leave
Speaker 3: who I was. I had to in order to survive.
Speaker 3: I had to abandon a lot of who I was, right, yeah, yeah, okay,
Speaker 3: you don't have to do that anymore, Brenda. Yeah, So
Speaker 3: what was your original question?
Speaker 7: It was about fine tuning, fine tuning the digestive, the
Speaker 7: pit in my stomach, the doubt that I that I
Speaker 7: get in the pit of my stomach as I'm creating
Speaker 7: because I am shifting. But sometimes that doubt and the
Speaker 7: pit of my stomach just takes over.
Speaker 3: Yeah, am I going to have to abandon what I'm creating?
Speaker 3: That's what it's about, highest, most correct, most complete, and
Speaker 3: it's the remnants of the fear that has been passed
Speaker 3: down for generations, honey, and rightfully so. So work with
Speaker 3: your little girl, work with your past lives that remember
Speaker 3: your family trauma, and say, okay, this was theirs. We
Speaker 3: do not have to own this, honor it, yes, but
Speaker 3: this is not ours to fear anymore. We get to
Speaker 3: celebrate freedom and honor freedom. Now that's our job.
Speaker 7: That is amazing, That's perfect. That's it right there.
Speaker 3: Okay, you so you bet, And that's again for everyone
Speaker 3: on the call, all of our ancestors gladly paid the
Speaker 3: way for us so that we can celebrate the freedom
Speaker 3: and the glory that we can live in. Now we
Speaker 3: do not have to own the burden anymore. Guys. We
Speaker 3: get to sing and dance and celebrate the freedom. So
Speaker 3: let's do that for them. That will help them be
Speaker 3: free energetically also in whatever lives they're moving into and
Speaker 3: being born into. Now, invoking the symbol formula by the
Speaker 3: flame golden night, we are free, and so it is.
Speaker 3: Thank you for bringing that one in, Brenda. Thank you,
Speaker 3: thank you.
Speaker 7: I love you so much.
Speaker 3: Thank you, love you too, baby bye bye. Okay, we're
Speaker 3: going to fill us into Mexico.
Speaker 6: You're on thikky.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I got this flood of information coming in. I
Speaker 5: wanted to get clarity about this whole thing of owning stuff,
Speaker 5: and I'm kind of getting you know, it's like a
Speaker 5: male female thing where it's like, oh, I'm creating a
Speaker 5: home and then I get evicted. So now I moved in,
Speaker 5: I got rid of a bunch of stuff, but now
Speaker 5: it's like, why did I buy a bed that's the
Speaker 5: only nice thing I have? Why did I buy that
Speaker 5: bed frame? I'm just kind of beating myself up about it,
Speaker 5: and it's like, you know, I'm just I feel like
Speaker 5: there's past life stuff, you know, and I've probably moved
Speaker 5: fifty times in my entire life, and I usually don't
Speaker 5: own stuff. So yeah, there just feels like there's.
Speaker 3: Why are you The question they're giving me is why
Speaker 3: are you beating yourself up about transition?
Speaker 8: Beating myself up?
Speaker 5: It's like it's like, oh, you should have known. Every
Speaker 5: time you buy furniture, you know, you get called up
Speaker 5: for two years active do the mice pee all over
Speaker 5: your nice stuff, and so this is probably the first
Speaker 5: time since then that I've had bought I bought a
Speaker 5: nice bed, but yeah, it's just like, no, you gotta
Speaker 5: stay minimal. You gotta be ready to go.
Speaker 3: Well only if you don't want to ever be in
Speaker 3: transition Phillis, But that's not you, is it. Are you
Speaker 3: ready to settle down and stay in one place, because
Speaker 3: that hasn't been the Phillis I've ever known. Yeah, you
Speaker 3: like to pick up and go. Yeah, okay, so rent
Speaker 3: your stuff from now on.
Speaker 5: So I just feeling like I should just sell that bed.
Speaker 3: When you're ready to go. If you're ready to go again,
Speaker 3: you may stay for a year. Yeah, but live in
Speaker 3: the moment right now, sweetheart.
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's kind of what I got, is in the moment.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you need a bed. Okay, So animal thing, this
Speaker 3: is really not about the bed, I know. This is
Speaker 3: about you second guessing you. Yeah, okay, So stay in
Speaker 3: the moment. You're not in the moment, Phillis, You're you're
Speaker 3: second guessing what the moment is going to be instead
Speaker 3: of being very present in the moment and living fully
Speaker 3: and presently in what the moment is right now, in
Speaker 3: the moment, right now, you need a bed, right yeah? Okay,
Speaker 3: So in this moment, appreciate your bed, use your bed,
Speaker 3: and when the moment comes that you have to leave,
Speaker 3: you'll know it. But it's not this moment, right Okay.
Speaker 5: I kind of got that this morning when you're doing
Speaker 5: your opening remarks.
Speaker 3: Yeah, hold on sheets, book song, give me a movie please.
Speaker 3: Working girl, Okay, So if you're working at a job,
Speaker 3: you don't go to work going well, I wonder if
Speaker 3: I should leave this job today, Maybe I should go
Speaker 3: look for another job today. You see, your focus needs
Speaker 3: to be on the job that you're working at today,
Speaker 3: doesn't it. Yeah, Okay, there's something there's something for you
Speaker 3: to take away from this hold on. The lesson here
Speaker 3: for you is that they they want you. Those are
Speaker 3: the highest words. They want you to stop and stay
Speaker 3: for a while. Okay does that make sense?
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah it does because when I first got to
Speaker 5: think that, I was just going to pack up and
Speaker 5: go to DC because I've done that before. But uh,
Speaker 5: and then you know, magically, the first place I found
Speaker 5: on Craigslist and looked at is like.
Speaker 3: Perfect, and.
Speaker 5: Well it's not perfect perfect. I have to clean it,
Speaker 5: but it's just like a lawn little house, the trees
Speaker 5: and birds and peacocks and everything.
Speaker 3: It's the staying part that's hard for you. Yeah. Yeah,
Speaker 3: and that's what you need to learn to do. That's
Speaker 3: what I'm getting.
Speaker 5: Okay, Okay, that feels good, Okay.
Speaker 3: Highest, most correct, most all Right, let's balance that invoking
Speaker 3: the symbol formula by that flame goes in light, we
Speaker 3: are divineless and so it is. Okay, thanks to Yeah,
Speaker 3: oh that was Yeah. We all need to learn when
Speaker 3: to stay. They're playing me that tongue. You gotta know
Speaker 3: when to hold them, no, when to follow them, yeah no,
Speaker 3: when to stay, no, when to leave? Okay, Gina you're on.
Speaker 6: Oh my gosh, hi geez hi, babe. I had a
Speaker 6: real quick question. So those opening statements. Are we to
Speaker 6: replace what we usually do in the warning with those
Speaker 6: two statements.
Speaker 3: No, you're supposed to just add them, got it? Not
Speaker 3: every don't have to do them every day? Okay, add
Speaker 3: him today? Okay.
Speaker 6: So I am really working with flow in my life,
Speaker 6: which means right now I'm getting rid of a bunch
Speaker 6: of things and cleaning up.
Speaker 3: Like launch and your nose.
Speaker 6: Oh yeah, I forgot. I turned to compartmentalize. I'm not
Speaker 6: thinking about my nose, but I guess I could be
Speaker 6: cleting in o at the same time.
Speaker 3: Yep.
Speaker 6: So what what's a good What should I be? You know,
Speaker 6: what's what's in my way?
Speaker 4: Or what?
Speaker 3: When I say there's anything in your way, I get
Speaker 3: to know. When I say you believe there's always something
Speaker 3: in your way, I get it. Yes, okay, it's a
Speaker 3: true statement that there's nothing in your way except your
Speaker 3: belief that there is.
Speaker 6: Yet right, what I said that makes complete sense. There
Speaker 6: is nothing else in my way except my belief. So
Speaker 6: what's going on with my beliefs? Because I'm like, really
Speaker 6: an answer on this cleading getting rid of things. I've
Speaker 6: been my garage today. I have to park my car
Speaker 6: in there, so I'm very motivated.
Speaker 3: Okay, just know that everything is in slow okay, and
Speaker 3: that includes the flow of your positive beliefs.
Speaker 6: Okay, that's pretty easy.
Speaker 3: That's it. That's it. You see you you want to
Speaker 3: make it harder.
Speaker 6: Like there's something I'm missing or I must yeah something
Speaker 6: or but it feels pretty good right though. So I
Speaker 6: just was wanting to make sure there wasn't something there.
Speaker 6: It is, so thank you, yep.
Speaker 3: Okay, love you d Let it be button, Let it
Speaker 3: be flowing, baby, let it be blowing. Oh my god,
Speaker 3: you guys. Okay, we're going to Brian in New Jersey.
Speaker 3: You're on Hey, good morning, good morning.
Speaker 8: So uh I just called to say I love you.
Speaker 3: Oh, I love you too, baby. Yeah.
Speaker 8: Yes, I was actually testing before the call. Last time
Speaker 8: we spoke, I told you that I've also been experiencing
Speaker 8: a major shift in my consciousness, in my knowing, you know,
Speaker 8: just despite not seeing all evidence of what I want materializing,
Speaker 8: but maintaining that just complete faith and passion that everything
Speaker 8: is unfolding the way it is, that life is moving
Speaker 8: me where I need to move I tested it. I
Speaker 8: got that a channel doesn't really have anything for me,
Speaker 8: but I figured i'd stay on the call anyway.
Speaker 3: Well, I get that the channel does have something for you, okay,
Speaker 3: and that everything you said is true and accurate, and
Speaker 3: because of that, the channel has something for you. Okay,
Speaker 3: there you go, sheets, book, song, movie, We're going to
Speaker 3: a play and we're going to South Pacific.
Speaker 8: That's exactly what I was thinking. Really, yeah, huh before
Speaker 8: you said the words south Pacific came to my head.
Speaker 3: Well, well that's a good song. Any particular song from
Speaker 3: South Pacific.
Speaker 8: And I guess wash that hand right out of my hair.
Speaker 3: Yep, that's where we're going. Yep. Okay, any particular man come.
Speaker 8: Up my old self?
Speaker 3: Well, Brian, I get a yes on that. Yeah, your
Speaker 3: old self yep. So you seem to know everything. What
Speaker 3: what about your old self? Are we washing away.
Speaker 8: Anything that held onto old limiting beliefs, fears, doubts, fear.
Speaker 3: Around a particular subject. So which subject are we going to?
Speaker 8: Oh we're talking money and opportunities.
Speaker 3: Okay, So tell me the belief There's two beliefs your
Speaker 3: old self really wants to get rid of. What are they? Uh?
Speaker 8: I don't have what it takes to make the money
Speaker 8: I want to make. Oh wow, that just came out.
Speaker 3: Yep, and there's one more.
Speaker 8: Okay that it's going to take a long time.
Speaker 3: Yep, look at you. So I have everything it takes
Speaker 3: to make the money I want now, bingo. Now, yes,
Speaker 3: make sure that the number that you want to make
Speaker 3: isn't so out there that you don't think it's possible.
Speaker 3: So give me a number yearly that you think it's possible.
Speaker 8: Two hundred and fifty.
Speaker 3: Get a yes on that? Does he? That's the present? Brian?
Speaker 3: I think two hundred and fifty thousand a year is
Speaker 3: possible for him to make. Now, dude, I get my
Speaker 3: big helicopter. Yes, mm hmm. Well push the easy button, Brian.
Speaker 3: He do you see how accurate you were? Yep? Alrighty now,
Speaker 3: So when you bring that in by the end of
Speaker 3: the year, can I borrow some Yes?
Speaker 8: Oh, I will gladly tie it to you for all
Speaker 8: of the everything you have done for me over the years.
Speaker 3: Oh you're sweet. Okay, so you've got that statement written down?
Speaker 8: Yes, uh no, but I.
Speaker 3: Will okay ride it with a big smiling face. At
Speaker 3: the end, you go to your love place and claim
Speaker 3: it every morning, every night.
Speaker 8: Okay, how shall I praise the statement? Refresh my memory?
Speaker 3: Look, dude, I was in the channel.
Speaker 8: So it's all right, you know what. I'll listen back,
Speaker 8: I'll get it.
Speaker 3: You said, okay, all right, because it's it's gone for
Speaker 3: me now. You told me something about you're not able
Speaker 3: to make.
Speaker 8: Yeah, I have everything I need to make the money
Speaker 8: I want.
Speaker 3: Now I don't think that was exactly it. So listen
Speaker 3: back to the show.
Speaker 8: Yeah until we yes.
Speaker 3: Okay, all right, go get him, Go get him?
Speaker 8: Got him?
Speaker 3: Goodbye THEO How I accurate? He was? Boy, he should
Speaker 3: be doing it for everybody else. Okay, Debbie in Pennsylvania, you're.
Speaker 2: On hidie hi day yep.
Speaker 6: Okay. I loved that.
Speaker 2: I had a situation. I was doing a training. It
Speaker 2: was an incredibly intense training. I had to make arrangements.
Speaker 6: To go someplace other than my home to make sure
Speaker 6: my dogs were taking care of Long story short, my
Speaker 6: husband wound up in the hospital. I still managed.
Speaker 2: To do the training, but I had to leave early,
Speaker 2: which I had discussed with one of the staff. And
Speaker 2: it turned into the best words I can use as
Speaker 2: a shit show. Because I was getting ready to leave,
Speaker 2: and it was virtual and another person, another staff member,
Speaker 2: questioned me, what are you doing? Are you going somewhere?
Speaker 2: And I just need a little bit more clarity as
Speaker 2: far as what happened. What I am understanding about the
Speaker 2: situation is I had fallen out of myself.
Speaker 6: It was really long training. I was exhausted. It was
Speaker 6: like one o'clock in the morning and this hadn't been
Speaker 6: going on for twelve hours. There was a lot of
Speaker 6: chaos because there were a lot of other people, and
Speaker 6: I just feel like I fell out of who I
Speaker 6: was and was mirroring the chaos of and I got
Speaker 6: really really angry. I got really angry because I had
Speaker 6: done everything that I needed to do, and I just
Speaker 6: feel like it's a pattern and a theme in my life, like,
Speaker 6: for instance, right now listening to you, one of my
Speaker 6: dogs just Pete in my living.
Speaker 3: Room, which has to do with what.
Speaker 6: Just when I'm trying to do things for myself that
Speaker 6: I feel like are going to be beneficial, and like
Speaker 6: we had talked about, I had said to you at
Speaker 6: one point, I feel like I'm on the verge of breakthrough,
Speaker 6: and you said, don't be on the verge break through.
Speaker 6: So I feel like I'm doing things that are taking
Speaker 6: me to the next level, but there are always snes
Speaker 6: to be chaos. That's it. It's it's not okay.
Speaker 3: So basically what you're saying is whenever you break through
Speaker 3: for yourself, the universe makes you pay for it.
Speaker 6: Yeah, kind of.
Speaker 2: And and with the training, and basically what I was
Speaker 2: told was if I didn't stay that I had to.
Speaker 2: I would have to leave and I couldn't come back,
Speaker 2: and I couldn't get my money back.
Speaker 3: And you had to leave because your husband had a
Speaker 3: medical emergency.
Speaker 2: Well, I had to leave because I had done the
Speaker 2: training the full day of training, and I had made
Speaker 2: arrangements for my dogs because my husband was in the
Speaker 2: hospital and was supposed to be there, and I had
Speaker 2: made all the arrangements I possibly could.
Speaker 6: The training was supposed to end approximately at midnight, and
Speaker 6: I knew that my dogs were going to be alone
Speaker 6: for an extended period of time. So I discussed with
Speaker 6: the coach.
Speaker 2: With one of the coaches, I said, I am going
Speaker 2: to have to leave at midnight. And when I got home,
Speaker 2: you know, there were like my one dog who's a senior,
Speaker 2: had peed and had broken through the gate. And it
Speaker 2: was just so I did all of the training. I
Speaker 2: was there for the full.
Speaker 3: Twelve hours, and the training went over.
Speaker 6: Yes, the training went over. I mean we.
Speaker 2: It literally was n told like one point.
Speaker 6: Thirty in the morning.
Speaker 3: And how was it resolved?
Speaker 6: Basically, I didn't have a breakthrough. I had a breakdown
Speaker 6: because I was so exhausted.
Speaker 3: And okay, how was it resolved?
Speaker 6: It wasn't you stay? I stayed. I stayed because they
Speaker 6: basically said, if you don't stay until the end today,
Speaker 6: then you cannot come back.
Speaker 3: Okay. So you stayed, you graduated or whatever the term
Speaker 3: would be, and you successfully completed it, right, yes, okay,
Speaker 3: So there's nothing to resolve around the training. It's just
Speaker 3: the breakdown and all that and the pattern of.
Speaker 2: What it is in the communication, because like I said,
Speaker 2: I had talked to one of the staff members and
Speaker 2: had said, which is who I'd been talking to throughout
Speaker 2: the whole day.
Speaker 3: Yeah, we're not going there, We're going to the pattern, okay.
Speaker 3: And and what what I stated is where we're going
Speaker 3: that whenever you do something for you, basically the universe
Speaker 3: craps on you.
Speaker 2: Okay, Yeah, I mean that's what it's not like I
Speaker 2: felt like literally, I was like, okay, I did everything
Speaker 2: that I was supposed to do. I completed it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and we got it. We got it.
Speaker 6: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Okay, hey this started zero through five, zero one, two,
Speaker 3: Oh shocker. Guys three years old with your mom? Okay, Well,
Speaker 3: and that makes sense because when we're small, we have
Speaker 3: no control over our universe. Right, So you know that
Speaker 3: can be as simple as I want my dolly, mommy
Speaker 3: takes my dolly away. But just think of it doesn't
Speaker 3: have to necessarily be three years old. Think of your
Speaker 3: younger childhood chaos, chaos. So sum up your younger childhood
Speaker 3: with your mom? How did and chaotic?
Speaker 2: What accent.
Speaker 6: And chaotic?
Speaker 2: Okay I shouldn't I shouldn't say act that.
Speaker 6: I will say distract.
Speaker 2: It, okay, because everything that was going on.
Speaker 3: Okay, So give me an example of how of how
Speaker 3: you would when you were very little. You would try
Speaker 3: to come forward for yourself, and it would seem like
Speaker 3: the universe or the world or your mom would always
Speaker 3: take everything away from.
Speaker 2: You, take everything.
Speaker 3: Away, or not show up, or disappoint you, or.
Speaker 2: Or or just disregard what it was that I said. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: that's probably when I expressed at a very young age
Speaker 2: that I did not want her to marry the man
Speaker 2: that she was had asked her to marry him because
Speaker 2: he had been physically abusive towards me. She married him anyway,
Speaker 2: And I don't I don't think if I don't recall
Speaker 2: if I told her about the physical abuse, I just said, no,
Speaker 2: don't do it.
Speaker 3: So he was abusing you, yes, uh huh, yeah, that's
Speaker 3: where we're going, bingo, and in a way you were
Speaker 3: receiving physical abuse at this training.
Speaker 6: Yes, oh my god.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Okay, so you understand how this belief and perception
Speaker 3: of the world started. And when you have a belief
Speaker 3: that creates a perception of the world, guys, you have
Speaker 3: to create circumstances and perceptions of the world that you
Speaker 3: can follow through on them. Yeah.
Speaker 6: And actually, the the staff member that I had been
Speaker 6: talking to all day and had communicated that I would
Speaker 6: need to leave early, when she was brought into the
Speaker 6: breakout room, she said, no, I never told. I mean, basically,
Speaker 6: they asked her, did you tell Debbie that she could leave?
Speaker 6: And she said no. And I had a text message
Speaker 6: that didn't directly say.
Speaker 2: Yes, you can go, but I had said to her,
Speaker 2: I made all the arrangements that I could. I need
Speaker 2: to be out of the training at twelve o'clock. I
Speaker 2: can't stay past twelve. And she responded and said, okay,
Speaker 2: so twelve midnight. And I said, yes, thank you.
Speaker 6: I left it at that, But apparently I interpreted that incorrectly.
Speaker 3: Well, I would have interpreted it the same way.
Speaker 6: That I could leave, or that I couldn't leave, that
Speaker 6: you couldn't. Okay, thank you, because it was and at that.
Speaker 3: Point that's neither here nor there. Yes, okay, you're arguing
Speaker 3: for your limitations, now, okay, well stop it. What we
Speaker 3: want to get to is why you continue to set
Speaker 3: up these circumstances and you continue to set them up
Speaker 3: so that you can fulfill these expectations that you created
Speaker 3: at three years old. You don't want to continue to
Speaker 3: set these up for yourself, sweetheart.
Speaker 2: So is it about me?
Speaker 6: No, I don't want to continue. So is it about
Speaker 6: me looking outside of myself?
Speaker 3: It's about you me. It's about you expecting the world
Speaker 3: to rip things away from you.
Speaker 6: M hm.
Speaker 3: When you have created something that you want.
Speaker 2: M okay, it's not fully.
Speaker 3: And when you look back, you can see a lot
Speaker 3: of instances that match this can't shag?
Speaker 2: Yeah, absolutely, absolutely like and yes.
Speaker 3: Absolutely okay, So we don't want to keep creating this pattern,
Speaker 3: do we? No, we don't. What do we want?
Speaker 2: I want to be able to do things for myself
Speaker 2: to completion and feel successful and be able to manage
Speaker 2: my life efficiently.
Speaker 3: And joyfully and joyfully, and the universe always compliments me
Speaker 3: with joy and completion into everything I do. See, you
Speaker 3: believe you have to pay for your happiness, and we
Speaker 3: want to recreate that belief, honey, we want to redirect
Speaker 3: that belief that the universe creates with joy and happiness
Speaker 3: with me as my partner all my creations. Okay, okay,
Speaker 3: all right. Invoking the symbol formula by the flame golden light,
Speaker 3: we are divine love and so it is. Boy, that
Speaker 3: was a big one, big one for you.
Speaker 2: Yes, it was all right, Thank you, thank you.
Speaker 6: I love you so much.
Speaker 3: I love you too. Yeah. Guys, remember, your beliefs create
Speaker 3: the perceptions of the world that you see the world through,
Speaker 3: which creates your lives positively or negatively, and we want
Speaker 3: positive lives that are joyful and happy. Okay, all right,
Speaker 3: that brings another boy, what a show, Wow, what a show.
Speaker 3: Thank you all for bringing in amazing things for this show.
Speaker 3: Let's come together, drop into our hearts, open them, go
Speaker 3: to our love place and say it loud and proud.
Speaker 3: I love me, I love me, and I love me
Speaker 3: even more because I know that's what it's all about.
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