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<v Speaker 1>Hey, Hey, I'm bad with something for you to think about.

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<v Speaker 1>Listen before I get started. If you remember a while back,

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<v Speaker 1>I was telling you all that someone was still in

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<v Speaker 1>my content, and it was true, someone from YouTube. A

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<v Speaker 1>couple of people who were a family that had their

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<v Speaker 1>separate platforms were still in my content. I've reached out

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<v Speaker 1>to YouTube about it. Now I believe that I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>through the same thing, this time with someone from California Freemont,

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<v Speaker 1>California area, and I've informed the podcast host. I have

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<v Speaker 1>informed them, and I want you to be on the lookout.

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<v Speaker 1>If you hear anyone with my material, to reach out

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<v Speaker 1>to me and let me know so I can inform YouTube.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's so sad that people are so desperate

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<v Speaker 1>to have subscribers and to have content that they will

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<v Speaker 1>still someone else's hard work. So I'm just putting everyone

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<v Speaker 1>on notice that if I hear my content out there,

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<v Speaker 1>you are going to be reported. I've already informed the

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<v Speaker 1>podcast host, I've already informed other people to be listening out.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm telling you if I hear it, there's no

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<v Speaker 1>second chances. I am going to reach out and do

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<v Speaker 1>everything possible to have your content removed. If you cannot

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<v Speaker 1>come up with your own material, that's your problem. You

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<v Speaker 1>need to leave everyone else's alone. And I'm not here

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<v Speaker 1>trying to make loads of money. I'm not here as

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<v Speaker 1>a way to make a living. I'm simply here to inspire,

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<v Speaker 1>in care, encourage, educate, influence people to be the best

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<v Speaker 1>that they can be for their own lives. But people

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<v Speaker 1>still your material with no remorse. So I'm just here

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<v Speaker 1>to ask for your help in case you hear someone

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<v Speaker 1>using my material, and also to inform people who are

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<v Speaker 1>doing it what's going to happen. That's it on that.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope everyone is doing well. I hope your families

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<v Speaker 1>are doing well. What I want to talk to you

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<v Speaker 1>about today is going through life powering things upon yourself

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<v Speaker 1>without here, which causes you the inability to mature and grow,

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<v Speaker 1>and all it does is cause self inflicted pain. I've

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<v Speaker 1>talked about this in so many different ways, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>important that I continue to talk about it because this

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<v Speaker 1>is the very essence of what's going on in life.

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<v Speaker 1>People get older, they become adults with the same mindsets

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<v Speaker 1>that they had as children, and they go through life

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<v Speaker 1>with all of their inner issues inside that are unresolved.

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<v Speaker 1>Then they go through life and power all all of

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<v Speaker 1>the unnecessary things upon themselves. You already have things that

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<v Speaker 1>life is going to throw at you, but then you

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<v Speaker 1>power all of this unnecessary stuff because you're chasing love,

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<v Speaker 1>you're chasing fame, you're chasing fortune, you're chasing success, you're

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<v Speaker 1>chasing titles, you're chasing this, you're chasing that. And as

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<v Speaker 1>you chase, and as you seek and as you obtain,

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<v Speaker 1>all you do is power other things on top of you.

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<v Speaker 1>Because you know why most people have not healed from

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<v Speaker 1>their own inner issues. And then when you go through

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<v Speaker 1>life powing all the other things upon yourself, you're also

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<v Speaker 1>taking on the issues and the unresolved from other people.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't handle your own, you don't face your own,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't deal with your own own. But then you

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<v Speaker 1>go through life powering everybody else's along the way upon yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why people get to breaking points. That's why people

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<v Speaker 1>are stressed out, full of anxiety, depressed, and all kinds

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<v Speaker 1>of things. Because people bring so much unnecessary drama into

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<v Speaker 1>their own lives. You cannot live a happy life miserable

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<v Speaker 1>and unhappy inside. It will never work. It will never work.

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<v Speaker 1>That is one reason why people do exactly what I

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<v Speaker 1>was talking about earlier is still content or still period

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<v Speaker 1>because they're going through life trying their best to be

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<v Speaker 1>this and be that for people, for society. So they'll

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<v Speaker 1>do anything and everything to try to be known or

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<v Speaker 1>be something what people consider as something. That's because your

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<v Speaker 1>mindset is in the wrong place. Your mindset is not

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<v Speaker 1>at that level of being healthy. You're so worried about

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<v Speaker 1>what someone else's thoughts are of you, what they see

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<v Speaker 1>in you, that you willing to do foolish things. But

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<v Speaker 1>that's because you have so much un resolved inside of yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>Most people in the world are this way. Most people

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<v Speaker 1>people in the world seek after things because they want

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<v Speaker 1>other people to see what they have. But I'm here

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<v Speaker 1>to tell you when you go through life powering things

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<v Speaker 1>on yourself without healing, it inhibits your ability to grow

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<v Speaker 1>and mature. I've told you multiple times, more than multiple

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<v Speaker 1>most people are not who they really are. They don't

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<v Speaker 1>present to you who they really are. What you see

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<v Speaker 1>isn't necessarily the truth because people hide behind masks. They

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<v Speaker 1>don't love self, they're unhappy with self, but they s

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<v Speaker 1>put on this fake smile, They put on this fake persona,

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<v Speaker 1>this fake demeanor, but inside they have so many struggles

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<v Speaker 1>self out. They lack self love, no confidence in self,

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<v Speaker 1>just don't believe in self, see self as this person

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<v Speaker 1>who is beneath anything that's good. You can tell these

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<v Speaker 1>type of people all day long, oh.

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<v Speaker 2>You look so pretty, you look good, Oh that was

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<v Speaker 2>so good, what you've done whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>They will not believe it because they don't believe in self.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a sad, sad, sad, sad thing, but it's definitely

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<v Speaker 1>reality for many people. And I'm sure a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>you have experienced it in your friends and your family members.

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<v Speaker 1>You can tell them, oh, man, you look so nice.

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<v Speaker 1>They can't see it because of all of that that

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<v Speaker 1>has caused them, that negative mindset, that negative way of

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<v Speaker 1>seeing themselves. They can't see how good they actually look,

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<v Speaker 1>and they think you're lying. People have so much hurt

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<v Speaker 1>and pain inside and they don't know how to go

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<v Speaker 1>through They don't know how to go through life allowing

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<v Speaker 1>themselves to heal because they're holding on so tight to

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<v Speaker 1>the negativity. It's absolutely blinding blinding them. But they don't

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<v Speaker 1>understand this. They don't understand it. You go through life

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<v Speaker 1>making everything and everyone more than more important than yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>See loving someone, wanting to be loved, feeling all types

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<v Speaker 2>of pain, wanting someone to.

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<v Speaker 1>Be a part of your life. Those things are universal.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a universal thing for people all over the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Wanting to be loved, to love someone, it's a universal thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Feeling all types of pain, it's a universal thing. Feeling

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<v Speaker 1>happiness is a universal thing, although for many people it's

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<v Speaker 1>very short lived. So what I'm trying to say is

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<v Speaker 1>it's not anything that's different for these types of people,

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<v Speaker 1>or this particular part of the world, this particular region. No,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a universal thing. But when you're dealing with individuals

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<v Speaker 1>who are of unhealthy hearts and minds, it goes right

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<v Speaker 1>back to square one, Meaning when you're dealing with immature people,

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<v Speaker 1>you're going to get the same similar results. Broken people

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<v Speaker 1>doing foolish things, full of insecurities, going through life unhappy

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<v Speaker 1>and miserable, continually, going through life, continuously full of hurt,

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<v Speaker 1>full of self doubts, full of insecurities, doing foolish things,

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<v Speaker 1>doing all of the wrong things. You're going to see

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<v Speaker 1>it everywhere you go, all across the world. They're going

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<v Speaker 1>to see it. So many people in life they rather

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<v Speaker 1>talk about all of their woes than to do something

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<v Speaker 1>about it to make their lives better. Instead of becoming better,

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<v Speaker 1>many people become worse. They go even deeper into darkness.

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<v Speaker 1>Some people end up in darkness that never came from trauma.

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<v Speaker 1>They created their own alone the way. And it's just

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<v Speaker 1>so horrible that people willfully, willfully choose such a horrific life.

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<v Speaker 1>It's terrible that people choose to keep going through life

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<v Speaker 1>projecting their pain on others when they can become better.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, have you ever just driven and see all

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<v Speaker 1>of the foolishness on the road. I mean every day,

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<v Speaker 1>we're all risking our lives every day because you got

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<v Speaker 1>so many taking time bombs around you, not just on

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<v Speaker 1>the road, but everywhere you go, taking time bombs around you.

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<v Speaker 1>Because people are filled with so much brokenness that they

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<v Speaker 1>it feels to allow themselves to heal from and they

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<v Speaker 1>just continue to power and you know, all of this

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<v Speaker 1>different mess upon what's already there. And as I said,

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<v Speaker 1>if you can't handle your own, you surely won't be

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<v Speaker 1>able to handle anyone else's. But that's what people do.

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<v Speaker 1>They go through life piling piling, piling up all of

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<v Speaker 1>the unnecessary hurt, pain, stress, drama, trauma from the lives

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<v Speaker 1>of other people because you're trying so hard to be

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<v Speaker 1>a part of something. You want so hard to be

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<v Speaker 1>in someone's life. You want so desperately to be at

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<v Speaker 1>this particular level. You want so desperately to be noticed,

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<v Speaker 1>to be recognized, to be validated, to be loved. But

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<v Speaker 1>it's by individuals who most of the time don't even

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<v Speaker 1>love themselves. You think, because people have a lot of money,

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<v Speaker 1>or they have these big, grandiose titles and these big positions,

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<v Speaker 1>you think they're happy. Most are not. They're struggling just

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<v Speaker 1>like you internally, and a lot of them display it

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<v Speaker 1>in their choices, in their decisions, which we see play

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<v Speaker 1>out in their behaviors. We see their choices and decisions,

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<v Speaker 1>relationship hopping, worship of Satan, doing all types of sexual crimes, cheating, lying, stealing,

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<v Speaker 1>killing people from all walks of life. We see it.

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<v Speaker 1>That comes from that internal unresolved. I don't know how

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<v Speaker 1>many different ways I can tell you. I'll try a million,

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<v Speaker 1>a billion, a zillion. If it's such a thing, I

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<v Speaker 1>keep saying it until I can't say it anymore. But

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<v Speaker 1>it all comes from that unresolved inside, because remember, mindsets

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<v Speaker 1>are formed out of bad experiences. Good experiences too, but unfortunately,

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<v Speaker 1>people hang on to the negative versus the positive. Very

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<v Speaker 1>few hold on to the positive and move towards positive lifestyles.

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<v Speaker 1>Most people are held back mentally, which affects them in

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<v Speaker 1>many ways because they're holding on to the negativity. People

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<v Speaker 1>actually get comfortable in their negativity, and that's really, really,

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<v Speaker 1>really a sad thing. This world is full of full

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<v Speaker 1>of broken people. Why do you think our food supply

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<v Speaker 1>is so terrible? Why do you think our drug administrations

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<v Speaker 1>are You know that that makes our medications are so terrible.

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you think the air we breathe is so terrible?

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you think everything that we have, objects, clothing,

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<v Speaker 1>furniture has stuff in it that affects us because of greed?

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<v Speaker 1>Because money, people would do anything and everything, and all

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<v Speaker 1>of these corporations and businesses, that's what they're doing because

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<v Speaker 1>of the mindsets that they have. They think it's more

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<v Speaker 1>important to make money than to care about what they're

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<v Speaker 1>doing to get it. That comes from internal unresolved incest,

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<v Speaker 1>being a sexual predator on children or anyone. All of

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<v Speaker 1>that stuff comes from internal unresolved, the F's things, the

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<v Speaker 1>wild things, r Kelly's. There are millions of them out there,

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<v Speaker 1>millions in the schools, in every I'm just not gonna

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<v Speaker 1>name them, in every profession. Liars, cheaters, people who are

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<v Speaker 1>embezzling money that comes from internal unresolved people, getting in

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<v Speaker 1>relationships the wrong way with the wrong people for the

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<v Speaker 1>wrong reasons. Abusers who think that they have the right

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<v Speaker 1>to control someone else's life, not even understanding it's not

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<v Speaker 1>even about the other person that you're trying to control.

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<v Speaker 1>It's really about you. You're insecurities, that's why you're trying

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<v Speaker 1>to control that person, even to the point of murder.

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<v Speaker 1>You think it's a good thing to say, Oh I

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<v Speaker 1>love you to death. If I can't have you, no

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<v Speaker 1>one else can have you. That is a very very dark,

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<v Speaker 1>dark minded individual that has hurt inside, unresolved inside to

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<v Speaker 1>even think like that, and for you to think it's cute,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh he loves me or she loves me. They call

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<v Speaker 1>me a million times a day, They always texted me.

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<v Speaker 1>They wanna know where I'm at, they want to know

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<v Speaker 1>what I have on, they wanna know who I'm with.

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<v Speaker 1>For you to think that's love being protective is a

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<v Speaker 1>different story, but being obsessive and possessive is something else.

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<v Speaker 1>are enough to even identify those things in other people.

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<v Speaker 1>Most people can't. Most people miss the signs in the

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<v Speaker 1>playing as day, but most people can't because they like them.

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<v Speaker 1>They like them, and people are attracted to crazy. If

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<v Speaker 1>I was a podcaster who got on here and talked

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<v Speaker 1>gotta look at yourself and wonder why why is that

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<v Speaker 1>entertaining to you. I don't like foolish I don't like

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<v Speaker 1>bad information. I don't at all, So I don't get

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<v Speaker 1>I don't get into that stuff because it's just so

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<v Speaker 1>much immaturity and foolishness that goes on. But some people

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<v Speaker 1>just love it, they live for it. Some people live

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<v Speaker 1>don't even understand their life is messed up too. That's

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<v Speaker 1>It's so much going on in this world, so much

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<v Speaker 1>because of so much brokenness, so much, And just think

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<v Speaker 1>about it this way. With so much brokenness, the world,

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<v Speaker 1>our atmosphere is full of negative energy, just pure negativity,

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<v Speaker 1>darkness everywhere. And I'm telling you people are affected very much.

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<v Speaker 1>So people are affected. So many people hold on to

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<v Speaker 1>their lives. You can't live in peace. You can't be

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<v Speaker 1>because you have so much pent up pain inside of you,

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<v Speaker 1>so much, and that's self inflicted. Because no one, no one,

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<v Speaker 1>no one, no one, absolutely no one has to live

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<v Speaker 1>allow negative thoughts to control you they will do exactly that,

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<v Speaker 1>and they will lead you down a road of darkness

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<v Speaker 1>because you have given power to those negative thoughts. You

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<v Speaker 1>have given power to those negative thoughts, and the more

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<v Speaker 1>power you give, you will end up acting out. And

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people think, oh, well, I have never

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<v Speaker 1>done anything bad. But when you self sabotage, that's bad.

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<v Speaker 1>When you have so many insecurities, that's bad. When you

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<v Speaker 1>because you're doing it to yourself. Most people have not

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<v Speaker 1>been in trauma from their childhood, since their childhood in

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<v Speaker 1>still holding on to childhood trauma. And it's not all

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<v Speaker 1>childhood trauma. Some things happen as you've become an adult

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<v Speaker 1>that you open yourself up to for whatever reason, and

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<v Speaker 1>you just allow it to just toe totally define you

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<v Speaker 1>in your life, totally define you. And this is the

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<v Speaker 1>world we live in today, full of unhealed people. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just here to tell you you don't have to

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<v Speaker 1>live your life that way. You do not have to

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<v Speaker 1>live your life that way. You do not, you do

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<v Speaker 1>not no one knows. You have to want change to occur.

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<v Speaker 1>You have to be aware and mindful of the things

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<v Speaker 1>you do how you think. You have to be aware

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<v Speaker 1>and mindful. No one can change your situation, but you

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<v Speaker 1>no one. You have to want to be better you.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's all I'm gonna say. I hope, wherever you

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<v Speaker 1>are in your life mentally, that you choose to be better.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't have to walk around with that pain. You

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to keep reliving those memories, because that's all

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<v Speaker 1>it is, memories that you have given so much power to.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't have to keep reliving those memories. Allow yourself

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<v Speaker 1>to heal. You deserve it. I don't care what you

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<v Speaker 1>went through. It was not your fault. You deserve a

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<v Speaker 1>better life. Don't be to yourself what someone has already

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<v Speaker 1>been to you. Don't be to your children what your

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<v Speaker 1>parents are caregiver was to you. That's what people make

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<v Speaker 1>a mistake. They project all of it onto their children,

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<v Speaker 1>then they project it onto their children. No, you have

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<v Speaker 1>to break that cycle. It's not a generational curse. It

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<v Speaker 1>is undoubtedly habitual cycles. Great grandma did it, great grandfather

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<v Speaker 1>did it, grandma, granddad, mom, Dad, Now me, it don't

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<v Speaker 1>have to be that way. Sometimes you have to distance

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<v Speaker 1>yourself from the ones you love the most, because sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>the ones you love the most are the very ones

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<v Speaker 1>who will hurt you the most. That's why you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>love yourself, and you have to know who you are.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been many places in this world, around the country,

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<v Speaker 1>in and out of country, and I've never went anywhere

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<v Speaker 1>and knew someone. And yes, even as a young person

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<v Speaker 1>joining the military, or even before that having a family,

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<v Speaker 1>before I ever joined the military, wherever I went, I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know anyone. And yes, I missed home. I missed

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<v Speaker 1>my mom, you know, I missed my parents. But let

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<v Speaker 1>me tell you, I never ever said, well, I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>going because I miss mom too much. I'm not going

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<v Speaker 1>because I love my parents. I'm not going because I

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<v Speaker 1>missed my siblings. I've never allowed that to hold me back,

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<v Speaker 1>but so many people do because of the insecurities inside.

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<v Speaker 1>Even back then when I was way far from being

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<v Speaker 1>who I am now, I still have that mindset. I

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<v Speaker 1>still have that mindset, but so many people allow others

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<v Speaker 1>and things to hold them back. Your life is what

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<v Speaker 1>you make it, not what happened to you. Your life

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<v Speaker 1>is not what happened to you. It's what you make it.

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<v Speaker 1>So again. I know I said it a little while ago,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm done. I'm leaving it right there. Thank you

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<v Speaker 1>for listening. Please share this episode. I appreciate you, I

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<v Speaker 1>love you. Take care of yourself. You only have one

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<v Speaker 1>life to live. You don't have nine lives. Even a

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<v Speaker 1>cat don't have nine lives. It's a metaphor. It's not true.

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<v Speaker 1>They don't have but one life. Just like you, be

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<v Speaker 1>the best you can be, want to be better. Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you for listening. Please share this episode. Check out both

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<v Speaker 1>of my platforms, Relatable life Chronicles and relationship Chronicles and share.

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<v Speaker 1>Be looking out for people who using my content and

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<v Speaker 1>let me know. I appreciate it. I in every episode

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<v Speaker 1>the same and I hope and I pray you do it.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank on it