WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.080 --> 00:00:02.680 Pleasure of having ra Ra conneps on the couch. 2 00:00:03.359 --> 00:00:05.000 Hello and welcome. 3 00:00:05.160 --> 00:00:07.519 I hope I said that right, just like I practice, 4 00:00:07.639 --> 00:00:09.960 I can say I hate that mispronouncing people's names. I 5 00:00:10.000 --> 00:00:11.880 want to make you feel welcome here at Private Talk 6 00:00:12.039 --> 00:00:13.759 when I get to know you a little bit more. 7 00:00:14.039 --> 00:00:17.440 I've been seeing your beautiful face all over my Instagram page, 8 00:00:17.480 --> 00:00:19.559 from the Explorer page to a lot of girlfriends that 9 00:00:19.640 --> 00:00:21.719 I follow, so I had to have you here at 10 00:00:21.719 --> 00:00:23.480 Private Talk so we get to know you a little 11 00:00:23.480 --> 00:00:25.120 bit and support what you have going on. 12 00:00:26.399 --> 00:00:27.920 So introduce yourself to us. 13 00:00:28.679 --> 00:00:31.839 I'm raw, Ra, comeups, i have not done a podcast 14 00:00:31.920 --> 00:00:34.039 in like six months. I'm a little nervous right now. 15 00:00:34.240 --> 00:00:36.960 I've had a long night and I'm here and I'm 16 00:00:37.079 --> 00:00:37.960 ready for your time. 17 00:00:38.000 --> 00:00:40.320 We appreciate you coming here, so tough. Let's talk about 18 00:00:40.399 --> 00:00:43.280 let's you know, let's like do an icebreaker. Let's just 19 00:00:43.320 --> 00:00:45.200 like you know, sit into it and whatever. So how 20 00:00:45.200 --> 00:00:46.439 did why did you have a long night where you 21 00:00:47.399 --> 00:00:50.320 like with a boyfriend with a girlfriend, Like, let's see 22 00:00:50.320 --> 00:00:51.560 what's going on over here, Rara. 23 00:00:51.960 --> 00:00:55.600 Never pull up in just like a hat truck, your hat, baggy. 24 00:00:55.200 --> 00:00:57.399 Clothes, you know, your makeup. 25 00:00:57.840 --> 00:01:01.200 Pimple patches. Like I was like, I am hanging on 26 00:01:01.280 --> 00:01:03.399 by a thread right now, but like I'm gonna figure 27 00:01:03.399 --> 00:01:06.519 it out. It slept two hours. The guy I'm saying 28 00:01:07.640 --> 00:01:09.799 is in LA right now. He doesn't live in La. Okay, 29 00:01:10.439 --> 00:01:13.239 love him, football player. He just had a documentary come 30 00:01:13.280 --> 00:01:15.040 on Netflix. Okay I'm talking. 31 00:01:14.799 --> 00:01:16.519 About Okay, okay, okay. 32 00:01:17.280 --> 00:01:18.959 So I've been with him every single night since he's 33 00:01:18.959 --> 00:01:23.200 been in LA. And we had a late night and 34 00:01:23.200 --> 00:01:25.599 then I woke up because I was like set my worms, like. 35 00:01:25.920 --> 00:01:28.000 Was it a late night, like a good late night 36 00:01:28.079 --> 00:01:30.760 like y'all fucking all night long? Or was it late 37 00:01:30.840 --> 00:01:32.879 night like y'all were like, you know, fighting, and like. 38 00:01:32.840 --> 00:01:36.159 Cut of those Yeah, so good. And then he bought 39 00:01:36.159 --> 00:01:38.480 flights and we're going to Vegas tomorrow. Nice. 40 00:01:38.560 --> 00:01:40.920 So how did you meet this special person? 41 00:01:41.680 --> 00:01:41.879 Was it? 42 00:01:41.920 --> 00:01:44.159 Did he slide into your dms or. 43 00:01:44.280 --> 00:01:47.319 I know how to slide into someone's DM because like 44 00:01:47.560 --> 00:01:50.799 they just had something come out on Netflix, and I 45 00:01:50.840 --> 00:01:53.640 was like, I know so many girls are probably blowing 46 00:01:53.719 --> 00:01:55.359 him up right now. Okay. So then I slid in 47 00:01:55.400 --> 00:01:59.359 with a high with a not the devil emoji that's purple, 48 00:01:59.400 --> 00:02:01.560 but do you know the one. Yes, I do. 49 00:02:01.879 --> 00:02:04.519 It's very it's tail and whatever. 50 00:02:04.640 --> 00:02:07.599 Okay, yes, it's very like it's a weird emoji that 51 00:02:07.680 --> 00:02:10.319 like most people like you don't send that okay. And 52 00:02:10.400 --> 00:02:12.960 he was like, I've never seen someone use that emoji before. 53 00:02:13.000 --> 00:02:13.840 And I was like, I know. 54 00:02:14.039 --> 00:02:19.199 You're like, yeah, hi, Johnny, Devil devils Ye devils. Yeah, 55 00:02:19.240 --> 00:02:21.280 so the devil made you know, a little wave and 56 00:02:21.319 --> 00:02:23.319 it was like made an intention. So then from there 57 00:02:23.319 --> 00:02:26.280 did it just proceed to like dming? Did he get 58 00:02:26.280 --> 00:02:28.680 in number right away? Where you like whatever? So it's 59 00:02:28.680 --> 00:02:31.599 how long has this kind of been circulating? A couple 60 00:02:31.599 --> 00:02:32.439 of weeks okay? 61 00:02:32.479 --> 00:02:35.039 And then they don't live in La, so then they 62 00:02:35.039 --> 00:02:36.680 came out to La a couple days ago and I've 63 00:02:36.719 --> 00:02:38.639 been with them every night. Okay, so I've been on 64 00:02:38.680 --> 00:02:39.599 like a weird. 65 00:02:39.919 --> 00:02:43.039 So you're like weird drunk high right now. Like it's 66 00:02:43.039 --> 00:02:45.439 like it's kind of euphoric. It's very don't know like 67 00:02:45.479 --> 00:02:47.520 what it is, but it's new and it's exciting, so 68 00:02:47.599 --> 00:02:48.599 it's like it's those are. 69 00:02:48.479 --> 00:02:50.439 All good things. That's really when I have a good time, 70 00:02:50.439 --> 00:02:52.080 I'm like, yeah, that's fun. 71 00:02:52.159 --> 00:02:53.879 I mean, I feel like the best advice I could 72 00:02:53.919 --> 00:02:54.639 give you is live. 73 00:02:54.560 --> 00:02:57.319 In the moment and enjoy what it is and don't make. 74 00:02:57.159 --> 00:02:58.879 Anything that it's not, you know what I mean, and 75 00:02:58.960 --> 00:03:02.159 just like enjoy the funness the Vegas this, you know. 76 00:03:02.240 --> 00:03:04.719 I mean, like you're young, you know, have a lot 77 00:03:04.719 --> 00:03:06.360 of you know, stuff going for you, and a lot 78 00:03:06.400 --> 00:03:08.560 of people are gonna be in your DMS or whoever 79 00:03:08.759 --> 00:03:10.759 DM you want to be in. So it's like just 80 00:03:11.080 --> 00:03:14.719 having five time. Yeah, yeah, dumb and you were on 81 00:03:14.800 --> 00:03:16.680 dumb and phone comes. That's why I say when I 82 00:03:16.680 --> 00:03:18.639 thought I joined porn when I was in twenty one, 83 00:03:18.680 --> 00:03:20.759 so I was like I just was like, my once 84 00:03:20.800 --> 00:03:22.719 I lost my virginity. I was like, it's like prinkles 85 00:03:22.719 --> 00:03:24.240 once you pop, you just can't stop. 86 00:03:24.000 --> 00:03:25.759 When to use your virginity. Uh. 87 00:03:26.159 --> 00:03:31.280 I was seventeen, sixteen, seventeen something. I think seventeen. I 88 00:03:31.319 --> 00:03:32.960 was something like that. Yeah, it's kind of you know, 89 00:03:33.000 --> 00:03:33.800 it's many moons, like. 90 00:03:33.840 --> 00:03:36.680 I was like fifteen. I look back and I was like, that's. 91 00:03:36.479 --> 00:03:38.360 Why I like the person mine was was like I 92 00:03:38.360 --> 00:03:40.479 don't even count it because it was like a trial. 93 00:03:40.560 --> 00:03:42.840 We were just like, hey, let's do it because everybody 94 00:03:42.840 --> 00:03:45.039 did it, and then it just wasn't really like a 95 00:03:45.039 --> 00:03:46.120 thing like, I don't know. 96 00:03:46.319 --> 00:03:47.800 It was kind of weird. I'm like, I don't know 97 00:03:47.800 --> 00:03:49.560 if I want to have a daughter, like when I 98 00:03:49.599 --> 00:03:51.000 have kids, I'm like, I think I only want to 99 00:03:51.000 --> 00:03:53.680 have boys because I was a menace when I was 100 00:03:53.680 --> 00:03:54.199 a teenager. 101 00:03:54.240 --> 00:03:56.120 I'm pretty sure that that's not how it works. You 102 00:03:56.159 --> 00:03:57.599 can wishfully want that. 103 00:03:57.840 --> 00:04:00.719 I'm gonna be like a girl girl boys, I'm gonna 104 00:04:00.719 --> 00:04:03.439 speak it into the universe, okay, and we're gonna manifest it. 105 00:04:03.680 --> 00:04:06.400 So how many children, ideally do you see this happening for? 106 00:04:06.840 --> 00:04:09.520 How many kids do I want to have? I'm a lot, 107 00:04:09.639 --> 00:04:12.080 ok One, like three or four? Okay, Like I'm like, 108 00:04:12.120 --> 00:04:12.800 I why. 109 00:04:12.599 --> 00:04:14.560 Are you nervous about it? If you if that's what 110 00:04:14.599 --> 00:04:16.279 you want, own it? 111 00:04:16.519 --> 00:04:21.759 Nervous about having daughters versus having boys like boys or boys, 112 00:04:22.000 --> 00:04:25.160 but having daughters. I just know how I was when 113 00:04:25.160 --> 00:04:26.959 I was a teenager, and I remember growing up my 114 00:04:26.959 --> 00:04:30.839 mom would always say, your karma is going to be 115 00:04:31.079 --> 00:04:33.560 that your daughter is going to be ten times worse 116 00:04:33.800 --> 00:04:35.800 than how I was. My mom would always say that 117 00:04:35.839 --> 00:04:36.079 to me. 118 00:04:36.160 --> 00:04:38.240 I feel like that's the thing parents say, and I 119 00:04:38.360 --> 00:04:41.199 don't disbelieve it. But it's also too I think or 120 00:04:41.240 --> 00:04:42.839 you could slip it and be like, you know, now 121 00:04:42.839 --> 00:04:44.839 I just have a cheet code because I was doing 122 00:04:44.879 --> 00:04:46.839 those things and I'm smarter and you can like be 123 00:04:46.920 --> 00:04:49.160 one step ahead of that, you know, because at the 124 00:04:49.279 --> 00:04:51.199 end of the day, you're gonna be a good You're 125 00:04:51.240 --> 00:04:53.480 a good parent, regardless if it's a boy or a girl. Yea, 126 00:04:53.600 --> 00:04:56.560 you just now I'm happy because with the boys, it's 127 00:04:56.600 --> 00:04:58.240 also too I get to think of like what if 128 00:04:58.240 --> 00:05:01.319 they see their their friends show them mom's naked pictures 129 00:05:01.439 --> 00:05:02.160 or whatever. 130 00:05:01.920 --> 00:05:03.600 It gonna be. Then there I'm like, what if my 131 00:05:03.639 --> 00:05:05.920 sixteen year old son get to grow pregnant? Like I 132 00:05:05.959 --> 00:05:07.439 had kids in my high school and they were getting 133 00:05:07.439 --> 00:05:09.240 pregnant at sixteen, and I was like, what the fuck 134 00:05:09.279 --> 00:05:09.800 is going on? 135 00:05:10.439 --> 00:05:12.040 Where I go it goes with the like, yeah, just 136 00:05:12.120 --> 00:05:13.480 if you're gonna be a good parent, you're gonna be 137 00:05:13.519 --> 00:05:15.199 a good parent to the girl or boy, So you'll 138 00:05:15.240 --> 00:05:17.800 be nervous let one kid. I you know, that's a 139 00:05:17.879 --> 00:05:20.959 question that I teeter along the line. At one point 140 00:05:21.000 --> 00:05:23.439 I could have said hard like yes. Now, the older 141 00:05:23.480 --> 00:05:26.920 I've become, I feel like I'm not really sure. I 142 00:05:26.959 --> 00:05:29.000 feel like if I found a right partner to like 143 00:05:29.079 --> 00:05:31.240 do those things with then I feel like maybe I 144 00:05:31.240 --> 00:05:33.680 would open up those ideas. But for me at this moment, 145 00:05:34.000 --> 00:05:36.120 I'm good with being the auntie and just being like 146 00:05:36.279 --> 00:05:40.040 that kind of person I do. I have two older 147 00:05:40.079 --> 00:05:43.319 sisters and a half brother. Older sisters, yes, so I'm 148 00:05:43.439 --> 00:05:46.199 very much really into like family life, and so I 149 00:05:46.240 --> 00:05:49.000 do like that like with them having kids, I feel 150 00:05:49.000 --> 00:05:51.279 like it kind of gives me an ease to kind 151 00:05:51.279 --> 00:05:53.839 of like not being a rush to do that, right, 152 00:05:53.920 --> 00:05:56.839 Not that I'm like not not rushing, yeah that makes sense, 153 00:05:56.920 --> 00:05:58.800 but some I'm thirty eight, So for me it's like 154 00:05:58.839 --> 00:05:59.399 the same time too. 155 00:05:59.439 --> 00:06:01.480 It's like do I one mom happening forty four? 156 00:06:01.839 --> 00:06:03.480 See, that's the thing is more people now. He's just 157 00:06:03.519 --> 00:06:05.800 having kids older, so it's like I still have time. 158 00:06:05.839 --> 00:06:08.000 I still have time to figure those things out. So 159 00:06:08.040 --> 00:06:10.439 I feel like if it happens organically, then I'm all 160 00:06:10.480 --> 00:06:12.680 for it. If it doesn't, then I'm okay with that 161 00:06:12.759 --> 00:06:15.399 sit for sure. But you have only time will. 162 00:06:15.240 --> 00:06:18.920 Tell literally, and I hate forcing stuff. This is true. 163 00:06:19.120 --> 00:06:21.560 So let's talk about now. We talked about your night. 164 00:06:21.680 --> 00:06:23.600 We're a little bit warmed up, You're not so nervous, 165 00:06:23.680 --> 00:06:26.839 So how did you get into being an OnlyFans creator 166 00:06:26.879 --> 00:06:29.160 and you know doing all this kind of work now, 167 00:06:29.399 --> 00:06:30.800 and how did you get kind of get into it? 168 00:06:31.000 --> 00:06:34.439 Okay, So Timeline, I was a stripper in Vegas for 169 00:06:34.480 --> 00:06:37.319 a while. I was doing posting on YouTube under the 170 00:06:37.399 --> 00:06:39.680 name Robert Knapt and I would post like story times, 171 00:06:40.120 --> 00:06:42.800 like of my crazy high school days and I was 172 00:06:42.800 --> 00:06:45.360 stripping in Vegas, loved it, was eating this shit up, 173 00:06:45.399 --> 00:06:48.079 like having such a good time. Pandemic hit. All of 174 00:06:48.120 --> 00:06:49.480 the clubs closed, and I was. 175 00:06:49.439 --> 00:06:51.519 Like, where were you dancing the rhino? 176 00:06:51.800 --> 00:06:54.560 Okay, I miss those days. I look back and I 177 00:06:54.600 --> 00:06:56.839 was like, that was such a good era in time 178 00:06:57.000 --> 00:06:59.720 of like no one knew who you were. Like you 179 00:06:59.759 --> 00:07:03.199 would go in at like eight pm, leave at six am, 180 00:07:03.680 --> 00:07:05.560 wake up at three pm, and do it all over. 181 00:07:05.639 --> 00:07:07.600 And I'm like, did that even happen? Like you know 182 00:07:07.639 --> 00:07:09.240 when you look back on your life and you're like, 183 00:07:09.639 --> 00:07:11.560 was that a fever dream? Like I don't know if 184 00:07:11.600 --> 00:07:13.240 that was real? Like I look back and I was like, 185 00:07:14.600 --> 00:07:17.120 I was twenty years old with a fake id dancing 186 00:07:17.120 --> 00:07:20.600 in Vegas, Like who let me do that? But like 187 00:07:20.639 --> 00:07:24.279 had a great time, but clubs closed because of the pandemic. 188 00:07:24.480 --> 00:07:26.040 And then I was like, what the fuck am I 189 00:07:26.040 --> 00:07:31.040 gonna do? OnlyFans? Only fans? And then moved to LA 190 00:07:31.160 --> 00:07:34.319 because I met a guy. Long story, but if you 191 00:07:34.399 --> 00:07:36.480 look it up, it's all over the internet with like 192 00:07:36.800 --> 00:07:39.439 I've done like podcasts with like Adam and Lena and 193 00:07:39.759 --> 00:07:43.399 those clips as long as starting to end well, did 194 00:07:43.439 --> 00:07:47.480 not end well. But so I moved to LA during 195 00:07:47.480 --> 00:07:50.199 the pandemic, like during twenty twenty. That's when I started 196 00:07:50.199 --> 00:07:52.120 only fans because I was like, the clubs are closed, 197 00:07:52.160 --> 00:07:55.079 like what am I gonna do? And then met Adam 198 00:07:55.120 --> 00:07:58.680 and Lena and that's when I was like, well, I 199 00:07:58.720 --> 00:08:01.560 also don't think I fully knew what I was getting 200 00:08:01.600 --> 00:08:03.680 into of being like they're like, you're gonna do porn, 201 00:08:03.959 --> 00:08:05.759 Like are you down? And I was like, yeah, I'm down, 202 00:08:06.000 --> 00:08:08.079 But I don't think I understood like at that moment 203 00:08:08.240 --> 00:08:10.639 the gravity of being like, oh, you're gonna do porn, 204 00:08:10.759 --> 00:08:13.680 Like do you know what I mean? Like I didn't 205 00:08:13.759 --> 00:08:16.040 understand the gravity of it, and the moment I was 206 00:08:16.079 --> 00:08:17.519 just like I'm yeah, let's do it. 207 00:08:17.519 --> 00:08:20.360 As far as like what it would bring like to 208 00:08:20.480 --> 00:08:22.560 your life after like what kind of things do you 209 00:08:22.680 --> 00:08:23.439 be doing? 210 00:08:23.560 --> 00:08:28.639 Like I all feel so blessed, Like I feel blessed 211 00:08:28.720 --> 00:08:30.839 is like a weird word to describe, and like, yeah, 212 00:08:30.879 --> 00:08:32.360 like we do porn, but it's like I feel really 213 00:08:32.360 --> 00:08:35.559 blessed to like have been given the opportunity to do 214 00:08:35.639 --> 00:08:38.320 it because now the blessings that have come from it, 215 00:08:38.399 --> 00:08:41.480 Like I live a really blessed life because of it. 216 00:08:42.759 --> 00:08:44.720 But also in the moment me being like I just 217 00:08:44.759 --> 00:08:46.840 moved Alla and I'm like, Adam and Lena want to 218 00:08:46.840 --> 00:08:48.200 sign me, and I'm like, yeah, let's do it. And 219 00:08:48.240 --> 00:08:50.440 then you start doing porn and then it's like everything 220 00:08:50.480 --> 00:08:53.559 that comes afterwards. I think you just have to take 221 00:08:53.559 --> 00:08:56.240 it day by day because it's a lot to process 222 00:08:56.480 --> 00:09:01.240 in the beginning when your first like going through it, 223 00:09:01.240 --> 00:09:04.080 it's a lot to process of just like your family, 224 00:09:04.159 --> 00:09:07.000 your friends, everyone's like what the fuck's going on right now? 225 00:09:07.120 --> 00:09:10.159 For sure, and you just start doing it and there 226 00:09:10.279 --> 00:09:12.159 is no like once you do it, there is no 227 00:09:13.039 --> 00:09:16.679 looking back, like there is like it's either you're all 228 00:09:16.799 --> 00:09:19.799 in and you're full sending it or you're like not 229 00:09:19.840 --> 00:09:23.960 gonna do it. But meeting them was such a blessing 230 00:09:24.279 --> 00:09:27.519 and they like changed my life and I'm so. 231 00:09:27.399 --> 00:09:29.840 Do you have any regrets making that decision. 232 00:09:29.639 --> 00:09:33.440 I'm doing for life. No, I have no regrets. Like 233 00:09:33.600 --> 00:09:36.000 I didn't know what I was gonna do, Like when 234 00:09:36.039 --> 00:09:39.240 I graduated high school. I've always been like kind of 235 00:09:39.240 --> 00:09:41.559 like the black sheep of my family, so I never 236 00:09:41.639 --> 00:09:43.399 knew what I was going to do. Like I wasn't 237 00:09:43.480 --> 00:09:45.919 like college, I was not going to go to college. 238 00:09:46.000 --> 00:09:48.279 Like I didn't know what I was gonna do. And 239 00:09:48.360 --> 00:09:50.679 when the opportunity came to me, and I just was 240 00:09:50.720 --> 00:09:52.919 like I didn't understand the gravity of it, but I 241 00:09:52.960 --> 00:09:55.559 was like, I'm gonna do it. And now I look 242 00:09:55.600 --> 00:09:59.039 at it and I'm like there's a reason like why 243 00:09:59.120 --> 00:10:01.519 I was put in this position, and I'm like, I 244 00:10:01.559 --> 00:10:04.720 just feel really grateful. Last, Yeah, I like that. 245 00:10:04.799 --> 00:10:07.360 I feel like I love hearing New Girls stories of 246 00:10:07.360 --> 00:10:09.240 how you kind of like approach it, because sometimes it's like, 247 00:10:09.279 --> 00:10:11.120 you know, you hear both, right, you either hear the 248 00:10:11.639 --> 00:10:13.480 horror stories or you hear the good things, you know 249 00:10:13.519 --> 00:10:15.039 what I mean. But it's also like you don't know 250 00:10:15.080 --> 00:10:17.399 who to trust and like what that really means because 251 00:10:17.480 --> 00:10:19.559 you know everything. Now it's like people are like, oh, 252 00:10:19.720 --> 00:10:21.799 OnlyFans creator, but it's like that can mean a lot 253 00:10:21.799 --> 00:10:24.440 of different things. Yeah, and some girls aren't going all 254 00:10:24.480 --> 00:10:26.480 the way and doing porn or they're just doing like 255 00:10:26.559 --> 00:10:28.559 sexy photos whatever. So it's like kind of like where 256 00:10:28.559 --> 00:10:30.600 does your lying cross But it seems like, you know 257 00:10:30.600 --> 00:10:32.159 you landed in a good place. You find you know, 258 00:10:32.240 --> 00:10:34.039 Lenna and Adam you know, signed you and kind of 259 00:10:34.039 --> 00:10:34.679 took them on. 260 00:10:34.639 --> 00:10:35.840 And took you under your wings. 261 00:10:36.120 --> 00:10:38.960 So kind of described, you know, to the audience, what 262 00:10:39.039 --> 00:10:41.440 was the first date of like set, like what's what 263 00:10:41.519 --> 00:10:43.120 did you do? What was the first kind of scene 264 00:10:43.159 --> 00:10:44.320 you did for your only fa thing? 265 00:10:44.399 --> 00:10:48.320 I shot? Do you know Thuger? I do you know Thucker? Okay, 266 00:10:48.320 --> 00:10:50.159 so one of my like friends at the time, she 267 00:10:50.320 --> 00:10:53.519 shot like my first scene ever, very sad. I being 268 00:10:53.679 --> 00:10:56.360 so nervous, like being like what am I doing? Like 269 00:10:56.399 --> 00:10:59.480 what is going on? Like I did like a photo 270 00:10:59.480 --> 00:11:02.960 shoot a forever during the day and then was like 271 00:11:03.000 --> 00:11:04.679 I'm shooting my first thing with Dugger. I was like 272 00:11:04.720 --> 00:11:06.799 he's so hot, like let's do it. And then that 273 00:11:06.879 --> 00:11:08.879 was the first time I shot like a scene. 274 00:11:09.200 --> 00:11:10.720 Was it that were your only fans or was it 275 00:11:10.720 --> 00:11:12.039 for like a company. 276 00:11:11.759 --> 00:11:16.039 For my only fans. I didn't start shooting mainstream until March. Okay, 277 00:11:16.200 --> 00:11:18.399 March was my first time, and it was with one 278 00:11:18.440 --> 00:11:20.639 of my best friends, and we like pitched this thing 279 00:11:20.720 --> 00:11:23.679 to Vixen for Slade of me and my best friend 280 00:11:23.960 --> 00:11:25.399 and they like loved it and they were down and 281 00:11:25.480 --> 00:11:27.360 were like, yeah, let's do it. So then I did 282 00:11:27.480 --> 00:11:32.679 Blacked Raw, I've door Cell Team Ski, I've done like 283 00:11:32.720 --> 00:11:36.799 a few mainstream stuff, but those are those are long. 284 00:11:36.960 --> 00:11:40.120 Were you nervous your first time? Were you like, oh, 285 00:11:40.200 --> 00:11:42.279 like I would fuck this guy anyways because he's hot. 286 00:11:42.399 --> 00:11:45.320 Were you like, I don't know what's really happening, Like 287 00:11:45.799 --> 00:11:46.840 can I have him direct? 288 00:11:46.919 --> 00:11:47.879 You? Like? What was that? 289 00:11:47.960 --> 00:11:50.679 Because it's like there's a difference between having sex with 290 00:11:50.799 --> 00:11:54.000 like at home sex and then having performer sex where 291 00:11:54.039 --> 00:11:55.559 it's like you got to like open up to the 292 00:11:55.600 --> 00:11:58.279 camera or show show the good parts because everybody could. 293 00:11:58.279 --> 00:12:02.480 Enjoy the first My first scene with Thugger, I like 294 00:12:02.600 --> 00:12:04.720 did not like know anything. It was like my friend 295 00:12:04.720 --> 00:12:08.480 filming it. Thugger is Thugger. I love him forever, but 296 00:12:08.639 --> 00:12:12.039 that's Thugger, Like he's just it's more like homie vibes. 297 00:12:12.320 --> 00:12:15.679 So I didn't know the like rules of like I 298 00:12:15.720 --> 00:12:17.799 don't know like the scene right. So it was like 299 00:12:17.879 --> 00:12:21.120 I was queefing a lot, and I started like laughing, 300 00:12:21.279 --> 00:12:23.200 and then like my friend who's in the industry, like 301 00:12:23.279 --> 00:12:25.279 before who filmed it, she was like you just like 302 00:12:25.360 --> 00:12:27.120 go along with it, like you don't. She was like, 303 00:12:27.159 --> 00:12:29.159 you don't acknowledge that you were quefing. And I was 304 00:12:29.200 --> 00:12:31.200 like in my personal life, I got I was like 305 00:12:31.279 --> 00:12:32.919 laugh and I would like quef and she was like, no, 306 00:12:33.120 --> 00:12:35.200 like don't acknowledge it, Like you just go along with this. 307 00:12:35.240 --> 00:12:38.159 So it was like it's definitely been like a learning process. Yeah, 308 00:12:38.240 --> 00:12:41.679 of but like getting into porn, yeah, okay, okay, I 309 00:12:41.759 --> 00:12:43.080 like that. Yeah, it's all fun. 310 00:12:43.480 --> 00:12:44.240 That's fun time. 311 00:12:44.399 --> 00:12:47.080 So yeah, so what is the scene that you kind 312 00:12:47.080 --> 00:12:48.960 of like want that you have can maybe coming up 313 00:12:49.039 --> 00:12:50.960 that's like something you want to do or you're like 314 00:12:51.000 --> 00:12:54.159 aspiring to do, maybe performers that you want to work with. 315 00:12:54.440 --> 00:12:57.679 My Black Ros scene dropped last week and that's like 316 00:12:57.720 --> 00:13:00.039 something that I'm really proud of where I was like 317 00:13:01.600 --> 00:13:04.000 doing that scene with like the guy who I shot 318 00:13:04.039 --> 00:13:07.360 with who has do you know dread? His dick was 319 00:13:07.360 --> 00:13:10.679 like incomparable like to dread, like the same thing, and 320 00:13:10.720 --> 00:13:13.080 I was like I never thought I could like take 321 00:13:13.320 --> 00:13:14.240 a dick like that. 322 00:13:14.840 --> 00:13:16.679 Did you have the prop? Did you do anything? 323 00:13:17.159 --> 00:13:19.120 Just shut up and was shut up and I was like, 324 00:13:19.120 --> 00:13:21.759 we're gonna rot ag and we figure it out, and 325 00:13:21.840 --> 00:13:26.559 you like tap into something if that makes sense, like 326 00:13:26.639 --> 00:13:28.600 in your brain, like you tap into something and you're 327 00:13:28.639 --> 00:13:31.039 like in the moment and something like switches where you 328 00:13:31.080 --> 00:13:32.480 tap in your. 329 00:13:33.240 --> 00:13:36.320 Just gets activated and you're like, I'm gonna ride this cock. 330 00:13:37.120 --> 00:13:39.919 And then that night I fucked another guy like like 331 00:13:39.960 --> 00:13:42.279 in my personal life, and he was saying that my 332 00:13:42.279 --> 00:13:45.240 pussy's never felt tighter, and I remember being really nervous 333 00:13:45.559 --> 00:13:47.840 that my pussy was gonna be stretched out because his 334 00:13:47.960 --> 00:13:50.919 dick was huge, Like pussies are resilient, girl, Yeah, go 335 00:13:51.000 --> 00:13:54.000 back pussy. His dick was so big, so I thought 336 00:13:54.000 --> 00:13:55.919 I was like feeling like loose. And then I fucked 337 00:13:56.000 --> 00:13:58.600 a guy my personal life like two hours after, and 338 00:13:58.639 --> 00:14:01.279 he was like, your pussy's never felt and I looked 339 00:14:01.279 --> 00:14:03.879 it up and they it's because you're pussy swells after 340 00:14:04.120 --> 00:14:05.320 you like a. 341 00:14:05.320 --> 00:14:09.559 Big sizor Yeah, they're like, and you're like, fuck. 342 00:14:09.399 --> 00:14:12.600 Me some morts like. 343 00:14:12.519 --> 00:14:14.840 So that's just and I'm really proud of it. Okay, 344 00:14:14.879 --> 00:14:15.600 I'm really proud of it. 345 00:14:15.879 --> 00:14:17.480 Is there gonna be more scenes like that coming out 346 00:14:17.480 --> 00:14:18.720 maybe for your own only fans. 347 00:14:19.279 --> 00:14:23.000 Yeah, I have a I'm shooting well so like black brows, 348 00:14:23.039 --> 00:14:26.480 like nighttime type of shoots. I've blacked coming up, which 349 00:14:26.519 --> 00:14:28.919 is like daytime, and then I'm doing deeper. 350 00:14:29.360 --> 00:14:31.279 So are you contracting with Fixen now or. 351 00:14:32.399 --> 00:14:34.840 They are in an era I think of where they're 352 00:14:34.879 --> 00:14:39.960 bringing in more OnlyFans social media personalities. So that's kind 353 00:14:39.960 --> 00:14:44.360 of like my little nuts. Yeah, yes, okay, Yeah. 354 00:14:43.720 --> 00:14:46.279 What would you say is the best advice you've ever gotten? 355 00:14:47.559 --> 00:14:50.279 Oh my god? The one thing about me, you. 356 00:14:50.200 --> 00:14:51.200 Don't take anybody's vice. 357 00:14:52.519 --> 00:14:54.759 I'm like, I don't know what it is. I think 358 00:14:54.799 --> 00:14:57.240 I'm just like really stubborn and like hard headed and 359 00:14:57.279 --> 00:15:01.080 I have to like go through my experience and learn 360 00:15:01.120 --> 00:15:05.279 it on my own, which since entering this industry and 361 00:15:05.320 --> 00:15:08.759 like getting kind of like not like thrown into this, 362 00:15:10.080 --> 00:15:12.440 you have to figure it out along the way, and 363 00:15:12.480 --> 00:15:15.600 there's a lot of figuring out because you are I 364 00:15:15.600 --> 00:15:18.480 thought being a stripper was crazy in Vegas, which I 365 00:15:18.519 --> 00:15:20.639 look back and I'm like, yeah, that was insane, But 366 00:15:20.720 --> 00:15:21.759 you just figure it out. 367 00:15:22.279 --> 00:15:24.399 So what would you give advice to someone maybe who's 368 00:15:24.440 --> 00:15:28.799 coming new into the industry right now, since you don't 369 00:15:28.840 --> 00:15:30.320 take it, do you give it. 370 00:15:30.159 --> 00:15:33.759 A bad That's actually a really good question. I would say, 371 00:15:33.759 --> 00:15:38.120 you have to fully be secure in yourself, secure in 372 00:15:38.159 --> 00:15:41.639 your choices, and like I feel like most people like, 373 00:15:41.720 --> 00:15:44.799 did your family give you hesitations when you were starting foreign? 374 00:15:45.360 --> 00:15:46.279 No they didn't. 375 00:15:46.360 --> 00:15:46.799 They didn't. 376 00:15:47.120 --> 00:15:48.519 No, it was a little bit different. 377 00:15:48.519 --> 00:15:48.960 I think that. 378 00:15:50.639 --> 00:15:53.159 I think I thought that that would be the case. 379 00:15:53.240 --> 00:15:55.120 But then when I just told them, they were just 380 00:15:55.360 --> 00:15:57.960 wanted to know why. And then I explained myself and 381 00:15:58.039 --> 00:16:00.679 I was like, for me, it's like how I express myself. 382 00:16:00.720 --> 00:16:03.559 It's my form of art. Like nobody's making me do anything. 383 00:16:03.559 --> 00:16:06.480 It's my conscious decision. And they're like, well, if that's 384 00:16:06.480 --> 00:16:08.240 what you want to do, then I support you. Wasn't 385 00:16:08.279 --> 00:16:10.759 something like hey, how is work? But you know, for me, 386 00:16:10.879 --> 00:16:12.960 like they weren't kind of like, oh, we're not talking 387 00:16:12.960 --> 00:16:15.279 to you. So I was very fortunate that I kind 388 00:16:15.279 --> 00:16:15.919 of had them. 389 00:16:16.039 --> 00:16:18.240 My family's only the supports behind. 390 00:16:18.000 --> 00:16:20.440 Like they're not cheerleaders, but they were like they weren't there. 391 00:16:20.519 --> 00:16:22.519 You know, they were questioning stuff, but they were like 392 00:16:23.159 --> 00:16:24.919 Rachelle's Rochelle like I've always been. 393 00:16:25.320 --> 00:16:27.360 I think it's just the sweety thing for parents, especially 394 00:16:27.440 --> 00:16:29.000 especially with the world we live in. You never know. 395 00:16:29.039 --> 00:16:31.159 There's a lot of things that that's unfortunate that's going 396 00:16:31.200 --> 00:16:32.639 on that you know, you don't control, and you don't 397 00:16:32.679 --> 00:16:34.600 know unless you ask the questions. So I think communication 398 00:16:34.759 --> 00:16:36.519 is really key, Like, you know, because people think, hey, 399 00:16:36.519 --> 00:16:38.279 are you being trafficked? Are you doing all these things? 400 00:16:38.360 --> 00:16:40.279 Is this something that you're wanting to do? It is 401 00:16:40.320 --> 00:16:42.080