WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.320 --> 00:00:04.200 Baby, I'm a gangsta too. It takes a lot of tangle. 2 00:00:05.719 --> 00:00:15.119 Mess with me, baby, I'm a gangsta. Touch baby, you 3 00:00:15.320 --> 00:00:16.000 a game. 4 00:00:15.839 --> 00:00:26.719 Statoo for good warning. This podcast is designed to take 5 00:00:26.760 --> 00:00:29.839 you outside of your comfort zone and make you question reality. 6 00:00:30.280 --> 00:00:41.719 Listener Discretion is a vibe talk with the fellas. This 7 00:00:41.840 --> 00:00:43.359 ain't my first time. 8 00:00:43.159 --> 00:00:44.079 At the rodeos. 9 00:00:51.359 --> 00:00:54.159 All right, everyone, you know what it is. We have 10 00:00:54.399 --> 00:00:57.880 Sean mckeann back. He is one of your favorites in 11 00:00:58.000 --> 00:01:01.640 mine too, And I'm really excited because last time we 12 00:01:01.679 --> 00:01:04.599 got together, we were talking about the Fidelio experiment, but 13 00:01:04.680 --> 00:01:08.159 we didn't get to dive into any of the details. 14 00:01:08.239 --> 00:01:12.680 And that's what we're doing today and I am beyond excited. Sean, 15 00:01:12.799 --> 00:01:13.480 how are you. 16 00:01:14.280 --> 00:01:16.480 I'm very good, thank you, and I'm delighted to be 17 00:01:16.519 --> 00:01:19.480 here again. This is a home away from home here 18 00:01:20.120 --> 00:01:21.000 in your show. 19 00:01:23.280 --> 00:01:27.840 For sure, for sure. And so we're both big Qubrick fans. 20 00:01:29.280 --> 00:01:32.680 And if you could for the listeners kind of tell 21 00:01:32.760 --> 00:01:37.519 us how this project came into being, because I'm so curious. 22 00:01:38.480 --> 00:01:43.640 Well, I guess I have always been the fan Kubrick 23 00:01:43.959 --> 00:01:47.159 a long time, and I'm a photographer, and so I 24 00:01:47.200 --> 00:01:52.000 would instead of just like I'm gonna sit down and 25 00:01:52.000 --> 00:01:54.079 watch a movie like I would put it on while 26 00:01:54.079 --> 00:01:56.799 I'm doing something else, like music, you know, and I 27 00:01:56.840 --> 00:02:02.760 would take in from from a sidereal perspective, and that 28 00:02:02.840 --> 00:02:05.159 way it goes into my brain in a different way. 29 00:02:05.239 --> 00:02:08.280 I'm not like absorbed in the story. I'll notice more. 30 00:02:08.319 --> 00:02:13.680 And I got like this lightning bolt kind of whoa 31 00:02:13.840 --> 00:02:18.400 when I saw the paintings in Eyes Wide Shut and 32 00:02:18.439 --> 00:02:22.120 I started down this rabbit hole of how the paintings 33 00:02:22.199 --> 00:02:26.120 were in Eyes White Shut relate to the painting in Lolita, 34 00:02:27.000 --> 00:02:31.759 and I just fell into it, you know, and digging 35 00:02:31.879 --> 00:02:35.960 up all this information. And a friend of mine was 36 00:02:36.319 --> 00:02:40.879 putting on a event where he and he asked me 37 00:02:41.039 --> 00:02:45.319 to do a presentation and it was kind of up 38 00:02:45.319 --> 00:02:47.159 in the air whatever I wanted to talk about, and 39 00:02:47.199 --> 00:02:50.360 I was like, well, I got all this information. So 40 00:02:50.439 --> 00:02:53.080 I kind of coalesced it into a thing and made 41 00:02:53.080 --> 00:02:58.840 a video, and you know, then it was finally all 42 00:02:58.919 --> 00:03:01.360 this that I've been talking of people at the fire 43 00:03:01.400 --> 00:03:04.439 like hanging out. You know, It's finally a thing, and 44 00:03:04.520 --> 00:03:06.479 I was so proud and like I could share it. 45 00:03:07.280 --> 00:03:12.400 And ever since then, I still keep learning more, you know, 46 00:03:12.719 --> 00:03:16.560 and like it keeps unfolding. And that's the beauty of 47 00:03:16.599 --> 00:03:20.199 a Kubrick film. It's not like subjective, it's like actual 48 00:03:21.479 --> 00:03:24.439 elements from the real world that we can see on 49 00:03:24.479 --> 00:03:27.879 the screen to give us more information on the whole thing, 50 00:03:27.960 --> 00:03:32.039 the whole picture, you know. And so it's just everybody 51 00:03:32.080 --> 00:03:34.520 that is a fan of Kubrick should know. It's these 52 00:03:34.560 --> 00:03:39.800 deep rabbit holes of information. And while I was there, 53 00:03:39.879 --> 00:03:43.039 I discovered, like I was learning at the same time 54 00:03:44.280 --> 00:03:49.719 about trauma based mind control and satanic ritual abuse and 55 00:03:49.840 --> 00:03:53.560 Kathy O'Brien and reading I was reading a Sue Ford's 56 00:03:53.560 --> 00:03:57.639 book there Thanks for the Memories, and Kurth Barker and 57 00:03:57.719 --> 00:04:02.199 like these stimonias of people that had grown up in 58 00:04:02.400 --> 00:04:09.479 generational ritual abuse, and so like my my brain was 59 00:04:09.560 --> 00:04:14.639 like it had all that in there already. And then 60 00:04:14.840 --> 00:04:19.360 I then I saw that Room two thirty seven and 61 00:04:20.920 --> 00:04:23.600 that it's a documentary everybody's probably familiar with. It was 62 00:04:23.600 --> 00:04:26.879 on Netflix for a lot of years and John fell 63 00:04:27.079 --> 00:04:29.600 Ryan is one of the one of the people who 64 00:04:30.040 --> 00:04:36.279 was interviewed for that film, and he says that Helena 65 00:04:36.439 --> 00:04:39.600 is stolen at the end, and I was like, oh 66 00:04:39.639 --> 00:04:43.319 my god, yeah, and everything clicked and I was like, 67 00:04:43.360 --> 00:04:47.639 holy crap. That is they are stealing the next generation 68 00:04:47.959 --> 00:04:54.360 of maiden and that's the intergenerational monarch programming. And that's 69 00:04:54.360 --> 00:04:56.800 what they did to Kathy O'Brien. That's what they did 70 00:04:56.879 --> 00:05:00.399 to you know. They they breed them and take the 71 00:05:00.519 --> 00:05:08.240 children because they're more apt to dissociate. Dissociation is a 72 00:05:08.360 --> 00:05:13.759 genetic trait. It's learned genetically, so like when they torture 73 00:05:13.800 --> 00:05:18.360 the parent, it affects the genetics of the baby, which 74 00:05:18.439 --> 00:05:24.360 makes them more readily able to endure that type of abuse. 75 00:05:24.720 --> 00:05:31.680 Like dissociation is like a it's like a safety valve 76 00:05:31.800 --> 00:05:35.680 or it's like a safety switch for your brain, Like 77 00:05:35.720 --> 00:05:37.959 when you're getting eaten by a tiger, all of a sudden, 78 00:05:37.959 --> 00:05:41.160 you get adrenaline to like run away and not feel pain. 79 00:05:41.959 --> 00:05:45.800 Kind of the same thing with dissociation. If a child 80 00:05:45.959 --> 00:05:49.560 is held down like or like circumcision we talked about 81 00:05:49.560 --> 00:05:52.680 before on your show, like the baby's held down and 82 00:05:52.720 --> 00:05:57.439 then abused so that it can't fight or run, its 83 00:05:57.439 --> 00:06:02.360 only choice is to dissociate. And so anyway, that's a 84 00:06:02.399 --> 00:06:07.759 genetic trait. And these dark occultists who do these ritual 85 00:06:07.800 --> 00:06:11.680 abuse to these for generations, which I also is what 86 00:06:11.720 --> 00:06:16.360 I discovered in the paintings is that it's generational for 87 00:06:16.600 --> 00:06:19.600 the people wearing the masks too, like they've been doing 88 00:06:19.639 --> 00:06:22.240 that for generations, and of course, and that all fits 89 00:06:22.240 --> 00:06:27.519 in with the whole thesis. So that was like another 90 00:06:27.600 --> 00:06:31.480 lightning bolt. And so like I've been going on to 91 00:06:31.560 --> 00:06:36.560 Williams show, William Ramsey, you mentioned him earlier. William Ramsey investigates. 92 00:06:36.040 --> 00:06:40.480 He's a friend of both of ours, and he was 93 00:06:40.480 --> 00:06:43.480 interested in the eyes Watch shut thesis that I had 94 00:06:43.519 --> 00:06:47.240 about how the movie's not really really my thesis. Right 95 00:06:47.240 --> 00:06:52.639 here we go, the movie's not really about Bill Bill Harford, 96 00:06:52.920 --> 00:06:57.839 the main character, Tom Cruise. Tom Cruise is the vehicle 97 00:06:58.000 --> 00:07:00.439 that we get to learn about the story. He's just 98 00:07:00.480 --> 00:07:04.600 a bumbling fool who is stumbling across all of these 99 00:07:05.720 --> 00:07:11.120 facts are in his general vicinity. But really the story 100 00:07:11.240 --> 00:07:17.160 is about Alice, the wife of Bill Harford. Alice Harford, 101 00:07:17.639 --> 00:07:22.639 and she's named Alice because of the reference to Alice 102 00:07:22.639 --> 00:07:27.319 in Wonderland, which is right, you know yourself as a 103 00:07:27.360 --> 00:07:33.560 trauma based my control programming set like that, So that 104 00:07:33.680 --> 00:07:36.040 right there is a clue. Kuprick is giving us many 105 00:07:36.079 --> 00:07:40.240 clues and the very first shot, the very first image 106 00:07:40.279 --> 00:07:45.959 that we see of this film is Alice naked. Well, 107 00:07:46.000 --> 00:07:51.040 she's disrobing. She's wearing a black dress like a black robe, 108 00:07:51.639 --> 00:07:54.160 and she drops it off her body the same way 109 00:07:54.240 --> 00:07:56.439 that the women do at the ritual, and then she 110 00:07:56.480 --> 00:07:59.360 steps out of it with her high heels. Whe's she 111 00:07:59.399 --> 00:08:01.480 wearing heels forget, but anyway, she steps out of the 112 00:08:01.560 --> 00:08:04.000 dress and it's the same way they do it the ritual. 113 00:08:04.319 --> 00:08:07.680 So right there, like coobrig is showing us she used 114 00:08:07.720 --> 00:08:10.879 to be at the ritual. She was trained to do that, see, 115 00:08:12.360 --> 00:08:15.759 and we also see that she's in front of her 116 00:08:16.639 --> 00:08:22.319 her closet doors are mirrors and one of the doors 117 00:08:22.439 --> 00:08:26.759 is open and it's Alice, and that's a looking glass 118 00:08:26.800 --> 00:08:29.079 like to go be you know, behind the looking glass. 119 00:08:29.600 --> 00:08:32.200 All of that's right there, and she's between two pillars, 120 00:08:32.960 --> 00:08:38.080 which is in Anna. That is like if you look 121 00:08:38.080 --> 00:08:42.679 at the tarot High Priestess. I think it's like the 122 00:08:42.879 --> 00:08:47.159 number three, like the number zero is the fool, number 123 00:08:47.200 --> 00:08:50.480 one is the magician, and then I forget how it goes. 124 00:08:50.519 --> 00:08:53.000 I think the next one after that is the High Priestess. 125 00:08:54.480 --> 00:08:57.799 And it shows even in the right weight deck it 126 00:08:57.919 --> 00:09:04.840 shows the maiden in a throne between two pillars, and 127 00:09:05.200 --> 00:09:08.440 I think she has two cat beasts like at her 128 00:09:08.759 --> 00:09:12.159 flanking her. And that's in Anna has always been depicted 129 00:09:12.200 --> 00:09:15.360 with cats, large cats, and we see that in Eyes 130 00:09:15.399 --> 00:09:20.080 Wide Shut, with the stuffed tiger or the stuffed lion 131 00:09:20.440 --> 00:09:24.440 or whatever. We see that multiple times with Domino's bed, 132 00:09:24.559 --> 00:09:27.919 and in the toy store at the end. So and 133 00:09:28.279 --> 00:09:31.639 we also have so those are the pillars of Jaquim 134 00:09:31.720 --> 00:09:39.440 and bo Az of Freemasonry. And behind her is pomegranates, 135 00:09:40.759 --> 00:09:44.039 and these pomegranates are in the shape of the cepha 136 00:09:44.120 --> 00:09:48.240 Roth of the Tree of Life. So this is a 137 00:09:48.360 --> 00:09:51.320 huge lots of information. And on her lap she has 138 00:09:52.279 --> 00:09:57.200 a book and I think it's the Tarot, but it's 139 00:09:57.240 --> 00:10:00.600 like a it's like information, but any where the taro 140 00:10:00.799 --> 00:10:03.519 is a book that's considered a book of images. And 141 00:10:04.480 --> 00:10:07.679 so anyway, this is like the first image. This is 142 00:10:07.720 --> 00:10:11.879 what the movie is really about. And so she is Inana, 143 00:10:12.000 --> 00:10:18.840 like the pomegranates relate to Anana because of Demeter and Persephone. 144 00:10:19.679 --> 00:10:22.519 Persephone was stolen by Hades, brought down in the underworld. 145 00:10:22.639 --> 00:10:25.759 You know that whole story. Yeah, yeah, But like she 146 00:10:25.840 --> 00:10:31.320 eats six pomegranate seeds, and that is the the Greek 147 00:10:31.440 --> 00:10:34.000 or Roman I think it's the Greek one with Persephone. 148 00:10:35.200 --> 00:10:39.840 That's the Greek version of the Inana story of the 149 00:10:39.879 --> 00:10:44.600 Sumerians and the Babylonians had the same story and her 150 00:10:44.679 --> 00:10:49.200 name was Ishtar, so it's the same goddess like you know, 151 00:10:49.279 --> 00:10:52.519 and it's the same story even like Inana goes into 152 00:10:52.519 --> 00:10:56.519 the underworld and she's made to be trapped there, but 153 00:10:56.919 --> 00:10:59.720 she finagles her way out of being able to get 154 00:10:59.720 --> 00:11:04.360 out every six months and then she makes Tamus, her 155 00:11:04.600 --> 00:11:09.879 male counterpart, goes in her place, so like while she's 156 00:11:09.960 --> 00:11:12.720 you know, in the summer months, so while while she's 157 00:11:13.000 --> 00:11:16.480 on the earth, it's fertile, the land is fertile, you know, 158 00:11:16.600 --> 00:11:21.919 just like Persephone. So it's like a death rebirth fertility 159 00:11:23.120 --> 00:11:28.960 ritual and long before the Jesus myths and all of 160 00:11:28.639 --> 00:11:33.240 the male death and rebirth it so it's like the 161 00:11:33.320 --> 00:11:39.039 old religion, you know. So, uh, that's what. And then 162 00:11:39.080 --> 00:11:43.320 we see like later she goes into the party and 163 00:11:43.360 --> 00:11:47.240 she there's all these Ishtar stars eight pointed stars and 164 00:11:47.519 --> 00:11:50.639 surrounding her head like framed around her, and we see 165 00:11:51.279 --> 00:11:53.840 at the party she slips into the altar of being 166 00:11:53.879 --> 00:12:01.519 one of the maidens and zandor Zavos like will he 167 00:12:01.519 --> 00:12:08.120 he accesses her through a certain series of motions and 168 00:12:08.240 --> 00:12:13.559 words that unlocks the programming within her. That's one of 169 00:12:13.559 --> 00:12:17.200 the phenomenon of these trauma based mind controlled slaves is 170 00:12:17.240 --> 00:12:21.679 that their altars are programmed in different ways, and the 171 00:12:21.720 --> 00:12:24.960 altars can be called up to the foe to the front, 172 00:12:25.360 --> 00:12:29.120 while the main alt the main persona has to sit 173 00:12:29.159 --> 00:12:31.279 in the back seat, you know, while the other one 174 00:12:31.279 --> 00:12:37.440 takes control of the body. So like, uh, this kind 175 00:12:37.440 --> 00:12:40.799 of like this revelation that I learned from Room two 176 00:12:40.840 --> 00:12:43.120 thirty seven, Like why didn't I see it before? Oh? 177 00:12:43.159 --> 00:12:49.279 My god? And so it all unfolded from there. And 178 00:12:49.279 --> 00:12:51.600 and so I was talking with William Ramsey a bunch, 179 00:12:51.799 --> 00:12:55.159 and we were I was going to do a show 180 00:12:55.159 --> 00:12:59.240 about Troum novell which you can find on my Wake 181 00:12:59.320 --> 00:13:04.679 the Dead Roster of shows and Williams as well, where 182 00:13:04.720 --> 00:13:08.120 we talked about trom Novelle and how that is different 183 00:13:08.120 --> 00:13:11.960 from Eyes Wide Shut and comparing contrast the original. The 184 00:13:12.399 --> 00:13:15.279 film was based on trom novell As, the book by 185 00:13:15.440 --> 00:13:20.080 Arthur Schnitzler, and some of the elements were not in 186 00:13:20.159 --> 00:13:26.279 the book but the film, so Ziggler was not in 187 00:13:26.360 --> 00:13:33.000 the book. Xandor Zavost was not in the book. Ziggler 188 00:13:33.120 --> 00:13:38.559 means builder in jail, which means mason. So there's a 189 00:13:38.600 --> 00:13:45.440 lot like hung on these elements. And so the guy 190 00:13:45.840 --> 00:13:49.480 with the costume shop was in the book, and the Maiden, 191 00:13:49.600 --> 00:13:54.120 the young girl who was Ley Sobieski's character, she was 192 00:13:54.159 --> 00:13:58.799 in the book too, so that is a continuation. Nightingale, 193 00:13:59.399 --> 00:14:03.000 the guy's name being Nightingale is was originally in the book. 194 00:14:03.919 --> 00:14:08.600 And that goes back to Avid, who was also mentioned 195 00:14:08.639 --> 00:14:14.360 by Xandor's Avast. He was talking to there was a 196 00:14:14.399 --> 00:14:17.399 scene where there's a string of lights from his mouth 197 00:14:17.480 --> 00:14:21.200 to her ear, from Xandor's to Alice's ear, and he's 198 00:14:21.240 --> 00:14:27.279 telling her about Avid and Avid's poetry. And Avid wrote 199 00:14:27.279 --> 00:14:31.200 a book Metamorphosis, and Metamorphosis is all about like what 200 00:14:31.240 --> 00:14:35.720 a butterfly does, like the monarch, right, and so yeah, 201 00:14:35.879 --> 00:14:42.039 and there's another reference to another book named Metamorphosis, The 202 00:14:42.080 --> 00:14:50.279 story of Psyche and Psyche and Aros, that whole story 203 00:14:50.320 --> 00:14:53.320 where Psyche is a human woman who was turned into 204 00:14:53.399 --> 00:14:58.559 a goddess and was given butterfly wings. That story is 205 00:14:58.600 --> 00:15:02.519 in another book, ancient book titled Metamorphosis, and the other 206 00:15:03.039 --> 00:15:07.320 the other title is called the Golden Ass No like 207 00:15:07.480 --> 00:15:14.039 ironic and humorous, but this is true, yes, and I 208 00:15:14.080 --> 00:15:17.759 talk about it on my like, So there's all these 209 00:15:17.799 --> 00:15:22.159 references to metamorphosis and butterflies, and when we first see 210 00:15:22.200 --> 00:15:25.279 helen Us, she's wearing white butterfly wings. So all of 211 00:15:25.320 --> 00:15:31.879 these are evidence of this theory, right, Yeah, And so 212 00:15:32.440 --> 00:15:34.840 on my show, I talked to a lot of people 213 00:15:34.840 --> 00:15:37.960 and I've been digging into some real good topics and 214 00:15:38.200 --> 00:15:40.960 some of them are pretty nasty stuff. But I want 215 00:15:40.960 --> 00:15:42.639 to learn the truth and I want to understand the 216 00:15:42.679 --> 00:15:44.600 mind control. And we got to know, you know, we 217 00:15:44.639 --> 00:15:47.320 can't just be like, oh, that's gross, I don't want 218 00:15:47.320 --> 00:15:49.679 to know, Like, we have to know if you if 219 00:15:49.720 --> 00:15:53.320 you if it's gross, then that's occulting it, Like you 220 00:15:53.360 --> 00:15:56.240 are occulting it from yourself on purpose, and like that 221 00:15:56.360 --> 00:15:57.120 is occultism. 222 00:15:57.799 --> 00:16:00.600 Right, So that's the best way of ever heard it 223 00:16:00.639 --> 00:16:04.159 put like you're a goulding it because you don't want 224 00:16:04.200 --> 00:16:05.559 to hear about it, you don't want to look at 225 00:16:05.600 --> 00:16:09.919 But that's fine. Well, you you're making it worse by 226 00:16:10.000 --> 00:16:13.480 not digging in That's how I've always been, like, I 227 00:16:13.519 --> 00:16:16.159 get it, it grosses people out, but at the same time, 228 00:16:16.200 --> 00:16:17.559 you need to know this stuff. 229 00:16:17.600 --> 00:16:22.720 That's right, that's right. So like when when a grown 230 00:16:22.799 --> 00:16:26.519 person says they're having recovered memories of being forced to 231 00:16:26.559 --> 00:16:29.759 eat feces or being buried in a coffin alive, or 232 00:16:30.399 --> 00:16:33.639 you know, like all of these like being raped by 233 00:16:33.679 --> 00:16:36.840 Jesus or these are the most horrendous things you can 234 00:16:36.879 --> 00:16:41.039 think of, and other people are like, that's crazy, and 235 00:16:41.080 --> 00:16:44.480 they just like, no, not real. People still don't believe it. 236 00:16:45.200 --> 00:16:47.799 And like when I tell my theory about eyesweitch shud 237 00:16:47.840 --> 00:16:50.320 and how it's related to trum based my control, satanic 238 00:16:50.360 --> 00:16:57.559 racial abuse, other like Kubrick researchers and quotes, they're like, no, no, 239 00:16:57.919 --> 00:17:00.240 I don't want to think that. They just don't even 240 00:17:00.279 --> 00:17:00.639 want to. 241 00:17:01.840 --> 00:17:05.880 Like even there, what is their grand theory about it? Then? 242 00:17:06.640 --> 00:17:07.799 What it's about? 243 00:17:08.119 --> 00:17:13.680 It's they it's about a lot of well, different people 244 00:17:13.720 --> 00:17:18.880 think different things. So the rob Aeger online he thinks that, 245 00:17:19.079 --> 00:17:22.920 like he'll talk about the book that Kubrick used that 246 00:17:23.119 --> 00:17:26.640 describes occultism and the rituals and child sacrifice and all 247 00:17:26.680 --> 00:17:29.039 that stuff. He'll show the cover of the book. He 248 00:17:29.160 --> 00:17:32.000 bought the book, but then he won't open it and read, 249 00:17:32.119 --> 00:17:35.480 like what and relate the information to the movie. 250 00:17:35.799 --> 00:17:36.359 Wow. 251 00:17:36.880 --> 00:17:39.359 Yeah, he's like, I don't go for that stuff. Like 252 00:17:39.440 --> 00:17:41.319 he'll say it in his video. I don't like to. 253 00:17:41.559 --> 00:17:45.440 I don't go for that stuff. And like another researcher, 254 00:17:45.559 --> 00:17:50.400 Julie Kerns, who's phenomenal, she's great. She does idolopus press 255 00:17:51.039 --> 00:17:54.000 dot com is her website, and she was featured in 256 00:17:54.119 --> 00:17:56.880 Room two thirty seven as well, and she's very smart 257 00:17:56.920 --> 00:18:00.880 and she has very intelligent theories and goes in very 258 00:18:01.240 --> 00:18:05.000 depth on her website. Everybody should check it out. I 259 00:18:05.039 --> 00:18:08.039 asked her too about the paintings and generational abuse, and 260 00:18:08.680 --> 00:18:12.240 she was like, I don't I don't want to. She's like, 261 00:18:12.279 --> 00:18:15.000 I don't believe it. I don't want to think about it. 262 00:18:15.039 --> 00:18:16.759 And that's something I just don't want to look at. 263 00:18:17.400 --> 00:18:21.720 And so like this leaves the road wide open for 264 00:18:21.799 --> 00:18:24.039 me to just stroll down and like I'm the only 265 00:18:24.119 --> 00:18:27.039 one saying it, but I'm not afraid to say it. 266 00:18:27.039 --> 00:18:32.079 It's the fucking elephant in the room. Yeah, Yeah, somebody's 267 00:18:32.119 --> 00:18:33.160 got to talk about it. 268 00:18:33.759 --> 00:18:34.480 Yeah. 269 00:18:34.559 --> 00:18:37.000 I've said for the longest that that's what it's about. 270 00:18:37.599 --> 00:18:40.039 But then again, I'm not afraid to talk about those 271 00:18:40.119 --> 00:18:40.759 kind of things. 272 00:18:40.799 --> 00:18:44.319 So God bless you. That's why we're friends. That's why 273 00:18:44.319 --> 00:18:49.039 we do yeh yeah. So, like I mean, this is 274 00:18:50.400 --> 00:18:52.960 it's it's a wide open and it's and it's like 275 00:18:53.319 --> 00:18:56.960 everything that I learned, it all fits in the story. 276 00:18:57.000 --> 00:18:59.000 And it's not because I'm crazy and I'm seeing whatever 277 00:18:59.039 --> 00:19:04.920 I want to see. Other people corroborated. Like I spoke 278 00:19:05.000 --> 00:19:07.839 with on my show. Like I said, it was pretty 279 00:19:07.880 --> 00:19:12.000 deep topics and pretty nasty stuff. But we go deep 280 00:19:12.039 --> 00:19:15.440 and we talk it out. And one of my friends 281 00:19:15.480 --> 00:19:18.519 now and she's been on the show many times, is 282 00:19:18.839 --> 00:19:24.279 Carrie A. La Hey, and she is an experiencer of this. 283 00:19:24.599 --> 00:19:34.480 She as she was abused ritually by dark cult members 284 00:19:34.599 --> 00:19:41.200 of the military, and she was forced into her altars 285 00:19:41.200 --> 00:19:47.279 were used to in the rituals. She would wear the 286 00:19:47.359 --> 00:19:50.640 robes and be in the performance and when they did 287 00:19:50.720 --> 00:19:58.079 the things, she would be used to assist, right, and 288 00:19:58.119 --> 00:20:03.359 she had no will of her own. She her she 289 00:20:03.519 --> 00:20:06.400 was trained. Basically, she had an altar up who was 290 00:20:07.279 --> 00:20:10.000 proud to be that, you know, And she talks all 291 00:20:10.000 --> 00:20:16.000 about it on my show. But God, oh, my god. Yeah, 292 00:20:16.039 --> 00:20:19.799 oh my god. She's really a warrior. Amazing. She talked 293 00:20:19.839 --> 00:20:22.839 about there's another episode that we did about her New 294 00:20:22.839 --> 00:20:27.720 World Order Programming where they expected her cult expected that 295 00:20:28.799 --> 00:20:32.000 by this time the world would have been taken over 296 00:20:32.079 --> 00:20:35.480 by the One World Government and those of and her 297 00:20:35.559 --> 00:20:38.440 job was to track down the people trying to escape 298 00:20:39.920 --> 00:20:42.440 and kill them. She was talking all about it on 299 00:20:42.480 --> 00:20:45.839 the show New World Order Hunter Tracker New World Order Programming, 300 00:20:45.839 --> 00:20:47.799 that's one of my episodes I talked to her about it. 301 00:20:48.079 --> 00:20:51.640 So like she she's been able to recover her memories 302 00:20:51.759 --> 00:20:55.599 and she's done the study to understand what it means, right, 303 00:20:55.680 --> 00:20:58.039 she she knows she studies the same stuff I do, 304 00:20:58.559 --> 00:21:02.160 and like she understands what the symbol means instead of 305 00:21:02.160 --> 00:21:05.559 being like, oh this happened to me, and but she 306 00:21:05.680 --> 00:21:09.640 can comprehend why and what it did. And so on 307 00:21:09.680 --> 00:21:16.480 her show, she has a YouTube channel desert Dakini Da 308 00:21:16.680 --> 00:21:22.519 k I n I, and she explains the mechanics of 309 00:21:22.759 --> 00:21:27.039 the SRA, what the mechanics of how she does this 310 00:21:27.119 --> 00:21:30.599 for other people like herself, to help find their way 311 00:21:30.640 --> 00:21:38.279 out of this dissociated identity disorder. Journaling is important and 312 00:21:38.359 --> 00:21:42.480 she like helps for people to understand the mapping in 313 00:21:42.519 --> 00:21:47.440 their heads and why why they have these you know, 314 00:21:47.480 --> 00:21:49.960 she can tell them what their symptoms are and this 315 00:21:50.119 --> 00:21:53.480 is why it's you know, because people can't think. They 316 00:21:54.079 --> 00:21:58.759 their brains have been trained to not recognize what is 317 00:21:58.799 --> 00:22:03.960 actually wrong and they block it. It's like, uh, the 318 00:22:04.079 --> 00:22:08.160 trauma makes them not look same with certain decision, right 319 00:22:08.279 --> 00:22:11.640 we can. I mean the trauma of the circumcision makes 320 00:22:11.680 --> 00:22:14.599 the father not deny it happened as trauma. Oh it's 321 00:22:14.640 --> 00:22:17.000 not just a little cut, no big deal, because he 322 00:22:17.039 --> 00:22:21.640 wants to deny. So like his consciousness is like won't 323 00:22:22.079 --> 00:22:25.960 accept that it's torture because it doesn't want to accept 324 00:22:26.000 --> 00:22:28.960 that it's been tortured. You know, it's there's it's weird 325 00:22:29.119 --> 00:22:31.359 the way the mind works. And she can help to 326 00:22:31.680 --> 00:22:37.160 elucidate un She helps people and everybody should check in her, 327 00:22:37.480 --> 00:22:40.319 should check out our show, and she did. She also 328 00:22:40.400 --> 00:22:46.240 did many episodes on the Imagination podcast with Emma Catherine 329 00:22:46.839 --> 00:22:49.839 and Emma talks to many SRA survivors. It's like her 330 00:22:49.880 --> 00:22:54.200 whole show is just and it's like one after another, 331 00:22:54.240 --> 00:22:57.119 it's all the same, Like it's it is a pattern. 332 00:22:57.200 --> 00:22:59.839 It's a science that they have been doing for generation, 333 00:23:00.119 --> 00:23:03.759 you know. Anyway, So Carrie's talking to me one day 334 00:23:03.799 --> 00:23:05.720 on the phone and we're like scheduling one of the 335 00:23:05.720 --> 00:23:09.440 shows that we did, and she tells me, Hey, I 336 00:23:09.480 --> 00:23:12.920 saw that Ice White Shut thing you did. That's real. 337 00:23:14.240 --> 00:23:18.640 I was like what. She's like, yeah, I said, oh, 338 00:23:18.680 --> 00:23:21.279 my god, can we talk about it. Let's do a show, 339 00:23:21.359 --> 00:23:24.720 and she's like, yeah, okay, And that's recently the last 340 00:23:24.759 --> 00:23:27.839 time she was on my show. We talked about the 341 00:23:27.920 --> 00:23:31.680 name of the episode was Survivor Speaks the Truth of 342 00:23:31.759 --> 00:23:37.039 Ice White Shut. And she tells the story she like 343 00:23:37.200 --> 00:23:40.400 years after her recovering and like trying to get better, 344 00:23:40.480 --> 00:23:42.720 she thought she was strong enough to watch this film 345 00:23:43.920 --> 00:23:47.000 and when the music started going and the backwards chanting 346 00:23:47.240 --> 00:23:53.079 and the lighting, and she started to feel messed up 347 00:23:53.160 --> 00:23:56.400 and she ran to the bathroom and all of a sudden, 348 00:23:56.759 --> 00:24:02.359 she was on her knees, paralyzed, couldn't move ready for programming. 349 00:24:02.480 --> 00:24:06.839 She calls it slave pose, and that's what the women 350 00:24:06.880 --> 00:24:08.680 were doing in the on the TV screen. 351 00:24:08.880 --> 00:24:11.960 They were on these my god. 352 00:24:12.279 --> 00:24:15.559 Right, So like she said that that ritual, she's seen 353 00:24:15.640 --> 00:24:18.559 that in real life, and she was when she said 354 00:24:18.680 --> 00:24:21.519 she had to recover from She was describing it like 355 00:24:21.599 --> 00:24:24.680 it was like being in the sunken place of get out, 356 00:24:24.839 --> 00:24:27.079 Like she couldn't have no control of her body anymore. 357 00:24:27.920 --> 00:24:31.279 And she described like another movie Kill Bill, like when 358 00:24:31.400 --> 00:24:34.599 Uma Thurman's like move your big toe, like really concentrate 359 00:24:34.640 --> 00:24:36.799 on trying to move her body again. She had to 360 00:24:36.799 --> 00:24:39.839 do that to regain control of her body again. She 361 00:24:39.880 --> 00:24:42.799 had enough consciousness to know what's happening at the time, 362 00:24:43.519 --> 00:24:46.480 but still it was doing this automatically, like this is 363 00:24:46.480 --> 00:24:50.759 what so like we did this whole show where she's 364 00:24:50.799 --> 00:24:53.799 telling me, like she's telling me things that I didn't 365 00:24:53.839 --> 00:24:55.839 know that I didn't right, Oh my god, like the 366 00:24:55.880 --> 00:24:58.960 double headed eagle in the chair. That relates to the 367 00:24:59.000 --> 00:25:02.240 programming itself where they even they try to split the 368 00:25:02.279 --> 00:25:07.559 minds of the victims. Some victims have total split mind 369 00:25:07.799 --> 00:25:11.319 programming where they destroy the corpus colosum, and then the 370 00:25:11.400 --> 00:25:13.240 left brain and the right brain can be thinking two 371 00:25:13.279 --> 00:25:15.640 things at once, and the two arms can be doing 372 00:25:15.640 --> 00:25:18.119 two different things at once, and it's like one of 373 00:25:18.119 --> 00:25:22.920 the different programs. And it's related to Philimila programming, which 374 00:25:23.119 --> 00:25:27.880 is the which relates to Nightingale, which we were already 375 00:25:27.920 --> 00:25:33.200 talking about and Philimla was She's in Avid's book a 376 00:25:33.240 --> 00:25:39.279 metamorphosis the stories and Avid's book. And she was raped 377 00:25:39.559 --> 00:25:42.960 and the rapist cut her tongue out so she couldn't speak, 378 00:25:43.880 --> 00:25:46.079 and she was able to weave a loom that told 379 00:25:46.079 --> 00:25:50.000 her story to her sister. And she prayed to become 380 00:25:50.000 --> 00:25:51.720 a knight. She prayed to become a bird to get 381 00:25:51.759 --> 00:25:55.079 away from this man who's trying to kill her. She 382 00:25:55.200 --> 00:25:57.200 was turned by the gods, turned her into a nightingale. 383 00:25:57.720 --> 00:26:00.759 And so now as a nightingale, she sings hers. She 384 00:26:01.000 --> 00:26:03.480 sings all night telling the story, and then you know, 385 00:26:03.599 --> 00:26:08.559 like and the bird sings its its biggest, most important 386 00:26:08.559 --> 00:26:10.759 song right before dawn, right right at the end of 387 00:26:10.799 --> 00:26:13.799 the night. So it's like a and anything that relates 388 00:26:13.839 --> 00:26:20.359 to nightingale, any story, even Shakespeare, like it relates to 389 00:26:20.359 --> 00:26:24.160 some of Titus Andronicus, relates to that story of Filamilo. 390 00:26:24.599 --> 00:26:29.599 Is anything where they mentioned nightingale, it's a it's a 391 00:26:29.720 --> 00:26:33.839 sorrowful lament. They're hinting that this story is a sorrowful 392 00:26:33.960 --> 00:26:40.119 lament of violent abuse and sexual torture. So that's why 393 00:26:40.119 --> 00:26:45.440 it was in the original book of Schnitzler, and that's 394 00:26:45.480 --> 00:26:48.519 why Kubrick kept it for the film, and he accentuated 395 00:26:48.599 --> 00:26:53.319 by making Tom Cruise exclaim Nightingale, Nightingale a bunch of times, 396 00:26:53.799 --> 00:26:56.359 like every time the guy showed up on screen, Tom 397 00:26:56.359 --> 00:26:59.240 would be like, oh, Nightingale, So like it goes into 398 00:26:59.279 --> 00:27:06.200 your head, you know you anyway, So she corroborated basically 399 00:27:06.279 --> 00:27:11.240 like my whole theory, right, And in that show she 400 00:27:11.319 --> 00:27:14.160 was kind of talking about how, oh yeah, that extra 401 00:27:14.599 --> 00:27:21.680