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<v Speaker 1>What I'm about to share with you is something I

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<v Speaker 1>have withheld for years. It's not to say I never

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to make it known. More like, to this day,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm as embarrassed about it as I am fascinated that

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<v Speaker 1>it really happened and the repercussions it's had in my

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<v Speaker 1>life to this day. It's one of those things that

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<v Speaker 1>you'd think never could occur to anyone, like it's some

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<v Speaker 1>fantastical dream of sorts. But I'm here to let you

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<v Speaker 1>know it did. Everything I'm about to share with you

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<v Speaker 1>happened as I say it did. You might choose not

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<v Speaker 1>to believe it. That's up to you. I'm merely going

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<v Speaker 1>to tell it. The story is about a black man

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<v Speaker 1>and the relationship he shared between me and my mom

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<v Speaker 1>when I was a teenager. His name was Damon Fleece.

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<v Speaker 1>He went to the same high school I did, except

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<v Speaker 1>he later dropped out and got involved in other areas

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<v Speaker 1>of work, one of which involved my mom. Damon was

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<v Speaker 1>a terror to me when I was in ten grade.

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<v Speaker 1>He was a senior at the time. He preyed on

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<v Speaker 1>me and others, including my friends, on a weekly basis.

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<v Speaker 1>Damon was a scary, muscular fellow with a scowl of

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<v Speaker 1>a face. I tried to be clever and often avoided

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<v Speaker 1>him for weeks, but then I'd become neglectful and stumble

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<v Speaker 1>into his presence, or he'd ransack my pockets and take

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<v Speaker 1>whatever he claimed I owed. Sometimes I willingly offered my

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<v Speaker 1>money to him before he'd even ask. Failure would warrant

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<v Speaker 1>him teaching me a lesson in manners, which I'd seen

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<v Speaker 1>him dispel on others. Less fortunate. Mom never believed me

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<v Speaker 1>whenever I mentioned damon to her. I kept begging her

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<v Speaker 1>to move me to a new school, but that always

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<v Speaker 1>fell on deaf ears. Her remedy was that there was

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<v Speaker 1>only one way to get back at a bully, and

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<v Speaker 1>that was to confront him. You're old enough to start

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<v Speaker 1>fending for yourself, Charles, she admonished me, unless you want

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<v Speaker 1>to be a par all your life like your dad.

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<v Speaker 1>That hurt when she said that, but she did have

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<v Speaker 1>a point about me standing up for myself, except I

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<v Speaker 1>knew what that outcome would bring, and I wasn't niching

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<v Speaker 1>to find out myself. But nothing could have prepared me

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<v Speaker 1>for what I was to discover weeks later. It was

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<v Speaker 1>raining one day when I returned from school, having run

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<v Speaker 1>the last mile and was dripping wet. When I let

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<v Speaker 1>myself into the house, I heard laughter from the living room,

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<v Speaker 1>and I nearly choked on my breath when I saw

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<v Speaker 1>what was inside. There was my mom, and seated across

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<v Speaker 1>from her was my nemesis, Damon. They were drinking brandy,

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<v Speaker 1>and the table bore a plateful of unfinished snacks that

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<v Speaker 1>indicated they had been here for a while. They stopped

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<v Speaker 1>laughing and looked towards my direction when they heard my footsteps. Hi,

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<v Speaker 1>Charlie said, Mom. Damon and I were just talking about you.

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<v Speaker 1>Why don't you come over and say Hi? What's up?

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<v Speaker 1>Charles said, Damon, Hi, I muttered, and then turned and

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<v Speaker 1>left them together. I entered my room, shut the door,

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<v Speaker 1>and sat on my bed, wondering what on earth could

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<v Speaker 1>have talked my mom into inviting Damon to our home.

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<v Speaker 1>She explained things to me later, when we were alone

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<v Speaker 1>eating dinner. I needed to see for myself who this

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<v Speaker 1>Damon character is that you keep running away from. She said.

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<v Speaker 1>You always made him seem like some sort of monster,

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<v Speaker 1>but he is, Mom. I complained, Oh, hush, there, Charlie,

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<v Speaker 1>he's nothing of the sort. He said. He enjoys teasing you,

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<v Speaker 1>that's all. He's a very charming fellow, and quite knowledgeable too.

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<v Speaker 1>He said, he knows how to fix things. Possibly I

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<v Speaker 1>can get him to fix our washing machine this week

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<v Speaker 1>and maybe pay him half the price. What do you think, han?

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<v Speaker 1>My only response was to grumble under my breath. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't like the way things were going and wished I

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<v Speaker 1>could have ended this nightmare once and for all. Surprisingly,

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<v Speaker 1>Damon stopped terrorizing me after that day. I would come

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<v Speaker 1>to school and leave, and not once did I glance

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<v Speaker 1>over my shoulder to see him lurking. Even when I did,

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<v Speaker 1>he was busy goofing off with his buddies or hassling

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<v Speaker 1>some other unfortunate kid. I began walking to and from

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<v Speaker 1>school without a fear in the world. It never occurred

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<v Speaker 1>to me why until one day I returned early from

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<v Speaker 1>school and entered through the back door. The washing machine

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<v Speaker 1>was open, and there were various work tools and mechanical

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<v Speaker 1>parts lying on the floor. Noise was coming from beyond

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<v Speaker 1>the kitchen. It was coming from the living room, which

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<v Speaker 1>the door. As quietly as my feet could carry me

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<v Speaker 1>inch the door open and peep through. What I saw

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<v Speaker 1>happening in the living room knocked the breath out of

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<v Speaker 1>my lungs. Damon sat on the sofa wearing his undershirt

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<v Speaker 1>and jeans, while Mom sat on his lap and was

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<v Speaker 1>kissing him. She wore a silk bathroom robe, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was obvious she was naked underneath. Damon ran his hands

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<v Speaker 1>over Mom's backside, lifting up her robe to grab her.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm not going to lie. I have sneaked into

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<v Speaker 1>Mom's bedroom to catch her drying herself while naked, but

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<v Speaker 1>that was as far as I could go. Never have

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<v Speaker 1>I seen her with a man before, so this was

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<v Speaker 1>strange as it was my numbing. Mom jerked her but

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<v Speaker 1>against Damon's crotch like a cat. She wrapped her arms

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<v Speaker 1>around his shoulder while kissing him. Damon's large pair of

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<v Speaker 1>hands caressed and squeezed Mom's but cheeks like they were

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<v Speaker 1>her favorite plaything. He slid his hand between her cheeks,

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<v Speaker 1>which got Mom to scorm actively. Come on, let's go

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<v Speaker 1>into my room. Mom suggested, I've got something in there

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<v Speaker 1>i'd like you to work on. She came off Damon

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<v Speaker 1>and I quickly stepped away from the door. I was

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<v Speaker 1>afraid that she would come looking in the kitchen and

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<v Speaker 1>then see me, but she didn't. I listened as she

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<v Speaker 1>and Damon passed the door and went down the corridor

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<v Speaker 1>towards her bedroom. I heard her door open, but it

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<v Speaker 1>didn't slam shut. I peered outside my door, finding the

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<v Speaker 1>coast clear, eased out into the corridor and approached mom's bedroom.

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<v Speaker 1>The door was ajar, the interior was dark except for

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<v Speaker 1>sunlight streaming through the windows. I heard Mom laughing, including

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<v Speaker 1>Damon's masculine, raw voice interspersed with ruffling noise. Then Mom's

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<v Speaker 1>laughing stopped and was replaced by a yearning muan, the

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<v Speaker 1>sort of moise one makes when you're standing under a

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<v Speaker 1>shower and feel that warm blast of hot water hit you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd never heard Mom sound off like this before they

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<v Speaker 1>were having sex. I didn't need to peep inside Mom's

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<v Speaker 1>room to know what was happening. I stayed closer to

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<v Speaker 1>the doorway while listening in on their activity. There was

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<v Speaker 1>Mom gasping and whimpering, Damon grunting and slapping his body

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<v Speaker 1>against my mom, and there was the groaning noise coming

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<v Speaker 1>from the bed. I have watched enough porn movies and

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<v Speaker 1>could picture what was happening inside. I drew closer enough

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<v Speaker 1>to spy their converged shadows together across the room. Mom

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<v Speaker 1>was moaning and whimpering louder. At some point she hollered

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<v Speaker 1>Damon's name and even pleaded for him to fuck her harder.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh God, I've never had it this good, Mom cried

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<v Speaker 1>amid her moaning frenzy. Oh ah, you fuck me so

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<v Speaker 1>damn good. I've never God, I've never been fucked so

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<v Speaker 1>good like this before. She kept up her cries, while Damon,

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<v Speaker 1>not uttering a word aside from grunting, heavily kept fucking

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<v Speaker 1>my mom like he wanted to rip her in half.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't dare look in the room, but the banging noise,

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<v Speaker 1>along with my mom's rising christ told me he was

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<v Speaker 1>smashing her good. And there were the groaning bed springs too.

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<v Speaker 1>Mom kept whimpering and hollering her head off, as if

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<v Speaker 1>Damon was the best thing she could ever want. That

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't the last time Damon fucked my mom. He became

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<v Speaker 1>a regular fixture in our home. Sure he did get

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<v Speaker 1>to help with fixing our washing machine, but he got

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<v Speaker 1>more payment from being fed by Mom, after which she

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<v Speaker 1>would then empty his balls in her bedroom. I did

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<v Speaker 1>get to see them fuck for real. It was almost

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<v Speaker 1>as if Mom stopped caring whether I was home or not.

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<v Speaker 1>Twice I returned through the back door and found Damon

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<v Speaker 1>railing into my mom in the living room. I was

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<v Speaker 1>torn between disgust and fascination from watching them. One time,

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<v Speaker 1>I lay on my bed working on an assignment, while

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<v Speaker 1>beyond the corridor echoed Mom's blatant cries. Later, Damon knocked

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<v Speaker 1>at my door and entered my room, dripping sweat down

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<v Speaker 1>to his boxer shorts. He was guzzling a bottle of beer,

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<v Speaker 1>gloating at me. What's up, Charles. You've got a damn

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<v Speaker 1>hot mom in there, white boy, he chuckled, Quite the

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<v Speaker 1>horny bitch she is. How come you ain't told me

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<v Speaker 1>before that your mom was a freak. I stayed silent,

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<v Speaker 1>watching him with expressionless eyes. No matter, he continued, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna bring my fellace over and we're gonna run a

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<v Speaker 1>train on her. Stick around, and maybe you'll learn something.

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<v Speaker 1>He laughed and shut the door and returned to mom's bedroom.

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<v Speaker 1>I was clueless about his statement run a train. Days later, however,

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<v Speaker 1>I learned what it meant when he came over with

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<v Speaker 1>four buddies of his Mom wasn't surprised to see them arrive.

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<v Speaker 1>She seemed to have been expecting them when she welcomed

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<v Speaker 1>them inside. They talked and laughed, and Damon played music

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<v Speaker 1>on our stereo system while his buddies took turns dancing

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<v Speaker 1>with Mom. They retired to her bedroom later, and the thunderclaps, screams,

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<v Speaker 1>and grunts I heard from behind her door was enough

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<v Speaker 1>to keep me aroused for the remainder of the week. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I became addicted to watching Mom getting nailed, pounded, and

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<v Speaker 1>fucked by Damon Fleece and his host of friends. He

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<v Speaker 1>eventually knocked up Mom and she agreed to keep the baby.

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<v Speaker 1>Such was what I witnessed in my home. Such was

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<v Speaker 1>how I grew up to become a sissy.