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Speaker 1: A matter of system by Eleanor H. Porter at the

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office of Hawkins and Hawkins. System was everything. Even the

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trotter boy was reduced to an orbit that ignored craps

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and marbles, and the stenographer went about her work like

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a well oiled bit of machinery. It is not strange, then,

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that Jasper Hawkins, senior member of the firm, was particularly

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incensed at the confusion that Christmas always brought to his home.

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For years he bore with such patience as he could

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muster the attack of nervous prostration that regularly on the

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twenty sixth day of December laid his wife upon a

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bed of invalidism. Then, in the face of the unmistakable

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evidence that the malady would this year precede the holy

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day of peace and goodwill, he burst his bonds of

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self control and spoke his mind. It was upon the

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morning of the twenty first Edith he began, in what

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his young daughter called his now mind voice. This thing

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has got to stop. What thing Christmas? Jasper? It was

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as if she thought he had the power to sweep

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goodwill itself from the earth. Christmas stop, Yes, my dear,

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how did you spend yesterday I was shopping exactly, and

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the day before, and the day before that, and before that.

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You needn't answer, for I know, and you were shopping for,

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he paused, expectantly, presents. Something quite outside herself had forced

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the answer exactly now, Edith, Surely it need not take

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all your time for a month before Christmas to buy

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a few poultry presents, and all of it for two

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months afterwards to get over buying them. But Jasper, they

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are few and are anything but poultry. Imagine giving Uncle

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Harold a paltry present, retorted Edith, with some spirit. The

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man waved an impatient hand. Very well, we will call

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them magnificent, then, he conceded. But even in that case,

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surely the countless stores full of beautiful and useful articles,

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and with a list properly tabulated, and a sufficiency of money.

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An expressive gesture finished his sentence. The woman shook her head.

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I know it sounds easy, she sighed, but it isn't.

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It's so hard to think up what to give. And

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after I've thought it up and bought it, I'm just

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sure I ought to have got the other thing. But

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you should have some system about it. Oh, I had

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a list, she replied dispiritedly. But I'm so tired. Jasper

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Hawkins suddenly squared his shoulders. How many names have you

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left now to buy presents for? He demanded briskly. Three.

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Aunt Harriet and Jimmy and Uncle Harold. They always get

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left to the last. They're so impossible, impossible, nonsense, And

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I'll prove it to you too. Give yourself no further

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concern Edith about Christmas. If that is all there is

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left to do, just consider it done. Do you mean

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you will get the presents for them? Most certainly? But Jasper,

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you know, an imperative gesture silenced her. My dear, I'm

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doing this to relieve you, and that means that you

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are not even to think of it again. Very well, Ah,

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thank you, sighed the woman, But her eyes were troubled.

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Not so Jasper's. His eyes quite sparkled with anticipation. As

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he left the house. Some minutes later, on the way

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down town, he made his plans and arranged his list.

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He wished it were long. That list. Three names were

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hardly sufficient to demonstrate his theories and to display his ability.

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As for Aunt Harriet, Jimmy and Uncle Harold being impossible,

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that was all nonsense, as he had said, And before

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his eyes rose a vision of the three. Aunt Harriet,

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a middle aged spinster, poor, half sick and chronically discontented

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with the world, Jimmy, a white faced lad who was

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always reading a book, and Uncle Harold, red faced, red headed,

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and red tempered. Jasper smiled all to himself at this

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last thought, red tempered. That was good, he would tell Edith,

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but he would not tell others. Witticisms at the expense

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of a rich, old bachelor uncle, whose air was a

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matter of his own choosing, were best kept pretty much

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to one's self. Edith was right, However, in one thing,

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Jasper decided, Uncle Harold surely could not be given a

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paltry present. He must be given something fine, expensive and desirable,

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something that one would like one's self. And immediately there

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popped into Jasper's mind the thought of a certain exquisitely

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carved meershorn, which he had seen in a window, and

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which he had greatly coveted. As for Aunt Harriet and Jimmy,

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their case was too simple for even a second thought.

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To one. He would give a pair of bed slippers

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to the other a book. Some minutes later, Jasper Hawkins

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tucked into his pocket book an oblong bit of paper

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on which had been neatly written presents to be bought

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for Christmas nineteen o eight. Aunt Harriet Spinster fifty eight

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years old, bed slippers, Uncle Harold Bachelor, sixty five years old,

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pipe Jimmy Boy, twelve years old. Book. In the office

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of Hawkins and Hawkins that morning, the senior member of

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the firm found a man waiting for him. This man

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was the emissary of his mighty chief, And upon this

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chief rested the whole structure of a deal which was

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just then looming large on the horizon of Hawkins and Hawkins,

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and in which the oblong bit of paper in Jasper's

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pocket book had no part. Missus Jasper Hawkins greeted her

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husband with palpitating interest that evening. Well what did you get,

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she asked? The man of business lifted his chin triumphantly.

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Not everything we asked for, to be sure, he began.

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But we got more than we expected, and he stopped abruptly.

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The expression on his wife's face had suddenly reminded him that,

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by no possible chance could she know what he was

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talking about. Uh, what do you mean? He demanded, why, Jasper,

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there's only one thing I could mean, the presence, you know.

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A curious something clutched at Jasper's breath and held it

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for a moment, suspended. Then Jasper throttled for something and

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raised his chin even and higher. Time enough for that tomorrow,

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he retorted lightly. I didn't promise to get to them

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to day, you know, But Jasper, tomorrow's the twenty second,

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and three whole days before Christmas. Yes, but they must

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be sent the twenty fourth, and they'll be sent, my dear,

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declared Jasper, in a tone of voice that was a

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cold dismissal of the subject. On the morning of the

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twenty second, Jasper Hawkins told himself that he would not

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forget the presents this time. He decided, however, that there

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was no need for him to take the whole day

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to select a pipe, a book, and a pair of slippers.

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There would be quite time enough after luncheon, and he

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smiled to himself in a superior way as he thought

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of the dizzying rush and the early start that always

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marked his wife's shopping excursions. He was still smiling happily

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when he sallied forth at two o'clock that afternoon, leaving

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wide at the office that he would return in an hour.

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He decided to buy the mere shy first, and with

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unhesitating steps, he sought the tobacco store in whose window

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he had seen it. The pipe was gone, however, and

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there really was no other in the place that just

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suited him, though he spent fully half an hour trying

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to find one. He decided then to look elsewhere. He

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would try the department store in which he intended to

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buy the book and the slippers. It was better, any way,

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that he should do all his shopping under one roof.

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It was more systematic. The great clock in the department

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store tower had just struck three when Jasper stalked through

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the swinging doors on the street floor. He had been delayed.

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Window displays had allured him, and dawdling throngs of Christmas

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shoppers had forced his feet into a snail's pace. He

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drew now a sigh of relief. He had reached his destination.

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He would make short work of his purchases, and with

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a dignified stride, he turned toward the nearest counter. At once, However,

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he found himself caught in a swirl of humanity that

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swept him along like a useless chip and flung him

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against a counter much further down the aisle. With what

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dignity he could summon to his aid, he righted himself

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and addressed the smiling girl behind it. I'm looking for pipes,

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he announced severely. Perhaps you can tell me where they are.

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She shook her head. Ask him, she suggested, with a

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nod and a jerk of her thumb, and Jasper, looking

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in the direction indicated, saw a frock coated man standing

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like a rock where the streams of humanity broke and

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surged to the right and to the left by some maneuvering.

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Jasper managed in time to confront this man pipes. He

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panted anxiously. He was reduced now to the single word

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annexed second floor, elevated to your right, thanks, fervently, breathed

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the senior member of the firm of Hawkins and Hawkins,

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muttering as he turned away. Then they have got some

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system in this infernal bedlam. The crisp directions had sounded simple,

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but they proved to be anything but simple to follow.

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Like a shuttlecock, Jasper was tossed from Clark to Clark,

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until by the time he reached his destination, he was confused, breathless,

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and cross. The pipes, however, were numerous and beautiful, and

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the girl behind the counter was both pretty and attentive. Moreover,

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pipes did not happen to be popular that day, and

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the corner was a little paradise of quietness and rest.

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The man drew a long breath of relief and bent

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to his task. In his mind was the one thought uppermost.

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He must select just such a pipe as he himself

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would like. And for long minutes he pondered whether this,

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that or another would best please him. So absorbed was he, indeed,

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in this phase of the question, that he had made

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his selection and taken out his money, when a sickening

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truth came to him, Uncle Harold did not smoke. To

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it seemed incredible that he had not thought of this before.

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But not until he pictured his purchase in his uncle's

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hand had he realized that the thing was not for

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himself after all, but for a man who not only

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did not smoke, but who abhored the habit in others.

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With a muttered something that the righteously indignant pretty girl

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could not hear, Jasper Hawkins thrust his money into his

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pocket and rushed blindly away from the pipe counter. Long

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minutes later in the street, he adjusted his tie, jerked

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his coat into place, straightened his hat, and looked at

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his watch. It was four o'clock and he must go

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back to the office before starting for home. There was

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still another whole day before him, he remembered, and after all,

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it was a very simple matter to buy the book

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and the slippers, and then look around a little for

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something for Uncle Harold. In the morning he would doubtless

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light upon the very thing. And with this comforting thought,

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he dismissed the subject and went back to the office.

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Missus Hawkkins did not question her husband that night about

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what he had bought something in his face stayed the

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words on her lips. Jasper Hawkins went early to the

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office the next morning, but it was fully eleven o'clock

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before he could begin his shopping. He told himself, however,

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that there was quite time enough for the little he

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had to do, and he stepped off very briskly in

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the direction of the department store he had left the

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night before. He had decided that he preferred this one

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to the intricacies of a new one. Besides, he was

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very sure that there would not now be so many

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people in it. Just here, however, Jasper met with a disappointment.

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Not only was every one there who had been there

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the day before, but most of them had brought friends,

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and in dismay, Jasper clung to the post near the

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door while he tried to rally his courage for the plunge.

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In the distance, the frock coated man was still the

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rock where the stream foamed and broke, And after a

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long wait and a longer struggle, Jasper stood once more

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before for him, I want slippers, bed slippers for women,

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he muttered. Fourth floor front elevator to your left, declaimed

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the man, and Jasper quite glowed with awe at the

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thought of a brain so stupendous that it could ticket

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and tell each shelf and counter in that vast domain

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of confusion. Jasper himself had been swept to the right

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on the crest for a particularly aggressive wave formed by

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the determined shoulders of a huge, fat woman who wished

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to go in that direction. So it was some time

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before he could stem the current and make an effort

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to reach the elevator on the other side of the store.

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It was then that he suddenly decided to grasp this

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opportunity for looking about a little to find something for

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Uncle Harold. And it was then that he was lost,

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for no longer had he compass captain or a port

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in view. But awless and rudderless he drifted. Then, indeed

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did the department store, in all its allurements of glitter

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and show and competing attractions, burst on Jasper's eyes, benumbing

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his senses and overthrowing his judgment. For long minutes he

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hung entranced above a tray of jeweled side combs, and

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for other long minutes he critically weighed the charms of

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a spangled fan against those of one that was merely painted,

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before he suddenly awoke to the realization that he was

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looking for something for Uncle Harold, and that Uncle Harold

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did not wear side combs nor disport himself with Gore's fans.

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Where do you keep things from men? He demanded, then

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aggrievedly of the demure faced girl behind the counter. And

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it was while he was on the ensuing frantic search

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for things for men that he stumbled upon the book department.

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To be sure, a book for Jimmy, he muttered, and

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confidently approached a girl who was already trying to wait

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on three customers at once. I want a book for

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a boy, he observed, and was surprised that no one answered.

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I want a book for a boy, urged in a

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louder tone. Still no one answered, I want a book

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four a boy, he reiterated distinctly, and this time the

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girl flicked her ear as at the singing of an

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annoying insect. Juveniles three aisles over to your left, she

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snapped glibly, and after a puzzled pondering on her words,

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Jasper concluded that they were meant for him. In the

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juvenile department, Jasper wondered why everyone in the store had

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chosen that particular minute to come there and buy a

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book for a child. Everywhere were haste and confusion. Nowhere

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was there any one who paid the least attention to himself.

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At his right, a pretty girl chatted fluently of this, that,

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and another series. And at his left, a severe faced

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woman with glasses discoursed on the great responsibility of selecting

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reading for the young, and uttered fearsome prophecies of the

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dire evil that were sure to result from indiscriminate buying.

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Her words were not meant for Jasper's ears, but they

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reached them. Nevertheless, the man shuddered and grew pale. With

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soft steps, he slunk out of the book department. To

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think that he, he who knew nothing whatever about books

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for boys, had nearly bought one of the risky things

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for Jimmy, And to Jasper's perverted imagination, it almost seemed

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that Jimmy, white faced and sad eyed, had already gone

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wrong and through him. Jasper looked at his watch then

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and decided it was time for luncheon. After that he

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could look around for something else for Jimmy. It was

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six o'clock when Jasper, flushed, tired and anxious, looked at

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his watch again and took account of stock. He had

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a string of beads and a pair of skates. The skates,

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of course, were for Jimmy. He was pleased with those.

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It was a girl who had helped him in that decision,

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a very obliging girl who had found him in the

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toy department, confus usually eyeing an array of flaxen haired dolls,

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and who had gently asked him the age of the

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boy for whom he desired a present. He thought of

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that girl now with gratitude. The string of beads did

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not so well please him. He was a little doubtful anyway,

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how he happened to buy them. He had a dim

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recollection that they looked wonderfully pretty, with the light bringing

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out sparkles of green and gold, and that the girl

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who tendered them did not happen to have anything to

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do but wait on him. So he had bought them.

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They were handsome beads and not at all sheep. They

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would do for someone, he assured himself, And not until

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he had dropped them in his pocket did it occur

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to him that he was buying presents for only a boy,

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a bachelor, and a middle aged spinster. Manifestly, a string

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of beads would not do for Jimmy or Uncle Harold.

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So they must do for Aunt Harriet. He had meant

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to buy bed slippers for her, but perhaps after all

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she would prefer beads at all events. He had bought

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them and they would have to go. And with that

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he dismissed the beads. As yet he had nothing for

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Uncle Harold. There seemed to be nothing, really that he

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could make up his mind to give. The more he

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searched the more undecided he grew. The affair of the

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pipe had frightened him and had sown distrust in his heart.

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He would have to buy something this evening, of course,

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for it must be sent to morrow. He would telephone

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Edith that he could not be home for dinner the

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business detained him. Then he would eat a hasty luncheon

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and buy Uncle Harold's present. And with this decision Jasper

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wearily turned his steps toward telephone booth. Jasper Hawkins went

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home at ten o'clock. He still had nothing for Uncle Harold.

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The stores had closed before he could find anything, but

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there was yet until noon the next day. Missus Hawkins

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did not question her husband in the morning. She only

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reminded him timidly. You know those things must get off

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by twelve o'clock, Jasper. Oh, yes, they'll go all right,

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her husband had replied, in a particularly cheery voice. Jasper

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was not cheery, however. Within he was nervous and anxious.

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A terrible fear had clutched his heart. What if he

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could not? But then he must find something, He enjoined himself,

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and with that he started downtown at once. He did

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not go to the office this time, but sought the stores. Immediately,

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he found conditions now even worse than before. Everyone seemed

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to have an uncle Harold, for whom was frenziedly being

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sought the unattainable. If at nine o'clock Jasper had been nervous,

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at ten he was terrified, and at eleven he was

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nearly frantic. All power of decision seemed to have left him,

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and he stumbled vaguely on and on, scarcely knowing what

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he was doing. It was then that his eye fell

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on a huge sign, aust the thing for Christmas. When

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in doubt by me, there was a crowd before the sign,

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but Jasper knew now how to use his elbows. Once

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at his goal, he stared in amazement. Then the tension

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snapped and he laughed Outright before him were half a

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dozen cages of waltzing mice. For a long time, the

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curious wells and antics of the odd little creatures, in

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their black and white coats, held Jasper's gaze in a

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fascinated stare. Then the man, obeying an impulse that he

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scarcely understood himself, made his purchase, gave explicit directions where

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and when it was to be sent, and left the

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store then, and not until then did Jasper Hawkins fully

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realize that to his Uncle Harold, the rich old man

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who must be petted and pampered and never by any

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chance offended, he had sent as a Christmas present a

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cage of dancing mice. That night, Missus Hawkins fearlessly asked

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her questions, and as fearlessly her husband answered them. He

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had determined to assume a bold front, however grave might

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be his own doubts and fears. He had resolved that

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she should not know of them presents. Of course, they

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went to day with our love, he answered gaily. And

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what did you send the simplest things in the world.

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A string of handsome beads to Aunt Harriet, a pair

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of skates to Jimmy, and a cage of the funniest

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little waltzing mice you ever saw to Uncle Harold. You see,

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it all resolves itself down to a mere matter of system,

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he went on, But at the real agony in his

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wife's face, he stopped in dismay. Why Edith, Jasper, you

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didn't you didn't send skates to Jimmy, but I did?

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Why not? But Jasper, He's lame, Jasper fell back limply.

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All the bravado fled from her face. Edith, how could I?

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How could I forget a thing like that? He groaned,

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and beads for Aunt Harriet. Why Jasper, I never saw

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a bead on her neck. You know how poor she

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is and how plain she dresses. I always give her

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useful practical things. Jasper said nothing. He was still with

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Jimmy and the skates. He wished he had bought a book,

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a wicked book, if need be, anything would be better

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than those skates and mice, mice for Uncle Harold, wept, Edith,

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Why Jasper, how could you dirty little beasts that Uncle

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Harold can only feed to his cat? And I had

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heard so much from Uncle Harold. Oh, Jasper, Jasper, how

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could you? I don't know, said Jasper dully, as he

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got up to leave the room. To Jasper, it was

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not a happy Christmas. There were those three letters of

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thanks to come, and he did not want to read them.

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As it chanced they all came the same day, the

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twenty eighth. They were addressed to missus Hawkins, and naturally

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she read them first. When Jasper came home that night,

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they lay waiting for him on his desk. He saw them,

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but he decided not to read them until after dinner.

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He felt that he needed all the fortification he could obtain.

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He hoped that his wife would not mention them, and

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yet he was conscious for vague disappointment when as time

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passed she did not mention them. Dinner over further delay

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was impossible, and very slowly he picked up the letters.

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He singled out Aunt Harriet's first. Dimly, he felt that

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this might be a sort of preparation for the wrath

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to follow. Dear niece and nephew. He read, and he

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sat suddenly erect. However in the world did you guess

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that it was? Beatsigh wanted more than anything else in

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the world, and these are such handsome ones. Ever since

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beads and chains have been worn so much, I have

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longed for one all my own. But I have tried

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to crush the feeling and hide it, for I feared

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it might be silly, and me so old and faded

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and out of date. But I know now that it isn't,

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and that I needn't be ashamed of it any more,

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for of course you and Jasper would never give me

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anything silly. And thank you ever and ever so much.

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With a slightly dazed expression, Jasper Hawkins laid down Aunt

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Harriet's letter when he had finished it, and picked up

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the one from Uncle Harold. As he did so, he

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glanced at his wife, but she was sewing and did

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not appear to be noticing him. Well, children, you have

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done it this time, read Jasper with fearful eyes. The

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little beasts came on Christmas morning, and never have I

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Jasper turned the page and relaxed, suddenly stopped laughing. So

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I believe, how in the world did you happen to

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think of a present so original, so cute, and so

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everlastingly entertaining the whole house? And I might say the

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whole town is in a fever over them. And there

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is already a constant stream of children past my window.

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You see, I've got the little devils where they can

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best be seen and appreciated. There was more, much more,

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and all in the same strain. And again, as Jasper

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laid the letter down, he glanced at his wife, only

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to find a demure, downcast gaze. But one letter now remained,

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and in spite of what had gone before, Jasper picked

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this up with dread. Surely nothing nothing, could reconcile Jimmy

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and those awful skates. He winced as he opened the

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letter and saw that Jimmy's mother had written, poor Jimmy's mother,

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how her heart must have ached. And then he stared

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in unbelieving wonder at the words and read them over

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and over, lest he had in some way misconstruing their meaning.

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My dear sister and brother, Jimmy's mother had written, I

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wish you could have seen Jimmy when your beautiful skates arrived.

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He will write you himself and thank you. But I

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know he can't half make you understand just what that

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present means to him. So I am going to write

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you myself and tell you what he said. Then maybe

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you can realize a little what a great joy you

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have brought into his life. And let me say right

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here that I myself have been blind all these years.

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I haven't understood. And what I want to know is,

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how did you find it out what Jimmy wanted? How

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did you know when I his own mother never guessed.

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Why even when the skeates came on Christmas Day, I

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was frightened and angry because you had been so thoughtless

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as to send my poor lame boy skates. And then

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I could hardly believe my own eyes and ears for Jimmy.

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His face, one flame of joy, was waving a skate

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in each hand. Mother, Mother, He was shouting, See, I've

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got a boy present, a real boy present, just as

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if I was like other boys. I've always had books

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and puzzles and girl presents. Everybody's thought of them when

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they thought of me. He cried, thumping the crutches at

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his side. But this is a real present. Now I've

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got something to show and to lend, something that is something.

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And on and on he chattered with me, staring at

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him as if I thought he was out of his head.

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But he wasn't out of his head. He was happy,

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happier than I've ever seen him since he was hurt.

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And it still lasts. He shows those skates to everyone

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and talks and talks about them, and has already made

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plans to let his dearest friends try them. Best of all,

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they have given him a new interest in life, and

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he is actually better. The doctors say. At this rate,

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he'll be using the skates himself some day. And now,

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how can I thank you you who have done this thing,

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who have been so wise beyond his mother. I can

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only thank and thank you, and send you my dearest love,

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your affectionate sister Bertha, the senior member of the firm

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of Hawkins and Hawkins, folded the letter very hurriedly and

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tucked it into its envelope. There was a mist in

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his eyes, and a lump in his throat, too, most

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uncalled for, unwelcome phenomena. With a determined effort, he cleared

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his throat and began to speak. You see, Edith, He observed, pompously,

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Your fears were quite groundless after all this Christmas shopping.

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If reduced to a system, he paused. Suddenly, his wife

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had stopped her sewing and was looking straight into his eyes.

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End of a matter of system by Eleanor H. Porter

