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<v Speaker 1>You see something's going to happen.

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<v Speaker 2>What what's gonna happen? What?

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<v Speaker 3>What up? Everybody? We're gonna have a very merry Mary

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<v Speaker 3>Headless is magical mail bag I got with me, my

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<v Speaker 3>co host Nick and special guests. Arrows up. Welcome everybody.

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<v Speaker 3>How are you guys doing?

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you Merry Christmas, Headless Mary. I'm surprised you're so fussive.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to be I have to be honest.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so was. I actually saw that.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, oh, I had to remind Nick to

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<v Speaker 3>take out his uh his Christmas.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, crackhead tree.

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<v Speaker 4>But you know that I told forgot to get like ornaments.

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<v Speaker 4>I was supposed to get orbibands, and I was like, yo,

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<v Speaker 4>I can't go on with this ship. So I literally

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<v Speaker 4>unplugged it and threw it in the kitchen before the show,

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<v Speaker 4>and he's like, no, you gotta pull that ship out.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like fucking I was like, it's a Charlie

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<v Speaker 2>Brown Christmas.

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<v Speaker 3>Tree, Charlie Brown Christmas perfect?

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<v Speaker 1>Is it? Because it's so like skinny?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't yeah, I don't think if you tell you

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<v Speaker 4>honest with you, I was supposed to like push that

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<v Speaker 4>ship down more too, Like I I really dropped the bowl.

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<v Speaker 2>I really didn't give a ship about puting the tree up.

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<v Speaker 4>Honestly, my father, my father mailed it to me, so

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<v Speaker 4>I was like, I guess I gotta put it up right.

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<v Speaker 2>So next year, where's yours, arrows.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have a tree, never owned a tree.

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<v Speaker 4>Gonna give you a little honeica bush.

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<v Speaker 1>That's it, That's that's possible.

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<v Speaker 3>You can hang like.

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<v Speaker 2>There, you go, make a capitalistic tree, get chipolotry.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I know.

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<v Speaker 2>Next year, that's what I'll do. I'll say, yeah, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>hang for that.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, today we're going with the sun theme. We didn't

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<v Speaker 3>negotiate this beforehand, but I'll go first. My symbol sol Invictus,

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<v Speaker 3>also Helios, also Apollo, also all of these different sun

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<v Speaker 3>gods sort of all came together and they wanted to

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<v Speaker 3>make at around the second century a d. Sol Invictus

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<v Speaker 3>the Unconquered Sun, the official head of the Roman patheon.

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<v Speaker 3>But it didn't work out that way and we got

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<v Speaker 3>a different head of the Roman patheon. But what's interesting

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<v Speaker 3>is this mural of Sol Invictus. Sol Invictus is in

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<v Speaker 3>the basement of the Vatican, and that's actually Jesus right there.

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<v Speaker 3>So what they were trying to do is merge these

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<v Speaker 3>two cults into one thing, and well it didn't work

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<v Speaker 3>out that way, as you can see. But really, the

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<v Speaker 3>way you can tell if it's a Soul in Victis

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<v Speaker 3>painting is either if it has Mithras in there with

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<v Speaker 3>the bulls laying the bull because that's also Sole Invictus,

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<v Speaker 3>or it's got this guy with the four horses, right,

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<v Speaker 3>and he's got this big halo with all of these

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<v Speaker 3>you know, bright kind of rays coming off of it

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<v Speaker 3>a lot like the Statue of Liberty, right, and the

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<v Speaker 3>Sole Invictus character is part of a cult ritual initiation

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<v Speaker 3>that is very Thracian, very Thracian. So all of the

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<v Speaker 3>sort of Mithras slash Sole Invictis cult stuff is really

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<v Speaker 3>coming through Persia as this new cult sort of dynasty.

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<v Speaker 3>The old cult dynasty the was the Elucidian Mystery Schools,

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<v Speaker 3>and so this new cult dynasty was Mithras. And you

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<v Speaker 3>even have some of the people from Elucidian Mystery Schools

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<v Speaker 3>complaining that now all of the rights are from Mithras

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<v Speaker 3>and they're not actually from the Elucinian rights anymore. Now

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<v Speaker 3>we still don't know what those rights are, but there

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<v Speaker 3>is complaints that the Mythris cult sort of took over

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<v Speaker 3>everything at around this time period, around second century a d.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's a really interesting thing because soln Victis is

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<v Speaker 3>parallel with Jesus Christ, and they're both sort of on

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<v Speaker 3>the rise. And then the Christians got serious. You've got

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<v Speaker 3>Tertullian in the second century who says that the Mythris

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<v Speaker 3>cult is a vicious plagiarism of Christianity. Now got a second,

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<v Speaker 3>because we've got the archaeological evidence to show that there

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<v Speaker 3>was nothing plagiarized about soul and victory this in this

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<v Speaker 3>sort of cult of the sun from Christianity. In fact,

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<v Speaker 3>it was quite the reverse. So when Tertullian is saying

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<v Speaker 3>they're copying us, he's what I like to call he's accusing, accusing, accusing, right,

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<v Speaker 3>So it's an admission while he's making the accusation. So

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<v Speaker 3>it's an actuation. So that's what I got. Sol Invicti

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<v Speaker 3>also sol invictus. That's the reason why we have Christmas,

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<v Speaker 3>so very sole invictus day.

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<v Speaker 2>I dig that crestion on the head.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, there's right. So this would be like Chronos,

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<v Speaker 3>I think, because Chronos is at the at the end

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<v Speaker 3>of the mysteries. Always when you go through these mysteries,

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<v Speaker 3>you meet Kronos, and so all of these journeys of

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<v Speaker 3>Sol Invictus and all the rest of the stuff, you're

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<v Speaker 3>not actually talking to him in the ceremony. This is

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<v Speaker 3>supposed to get you in the frame of mind so

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<v Speaker 3>that you can talk to Chronos. Now, what's interesting about

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<v Speaker 3>that too, is all of these DMT trips, you're going

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<v Speaker 3>into this realm and you're talking with like an archetype

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<v Speaker 3>character of kind of the architect of the universe, right,

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<v Speaker 3>which is a very Saturnian or Chronos type figure. And

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<v Speaker 3>people are seeing these machine elves, which you know, represent

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<v Speaker 3>sort of like the back rooms of the universe, and

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<v Speaker 3>they're putting everything together behind the scenes. They're working on something,

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<v Speaker 3>and we kind of see them as this, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>separate dimensional entity. But they could have been having similar

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<v Speaker 3>events in their time period. Maybe they just saw it differently.

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe it was more of this grandfatherly figure as opposed

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<v Speaker 3>to whatever the machine elves are represented by. But you know,

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<v Speaker 3>they've got a lot of different representations. So what you got, Nick,

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<v Speaker 3>let me bring this one up there.

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<v Speaker 4>We go at the yacht in sun Disc that yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>the Aton sun disc and it's you know, the sun

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<v Speaker 4>that has like rays in the end in hands. The

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<v Speaker 4>attend sign is a plain solar circle whose raised end

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<v Speaker 4>in tiny hands. Those hands often clutch anks to the

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<v Speaker 4>mouths of royal couple or people. Imagery of life transmitting

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<v Speaker 4>straight from the sun. The met the one of the

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<v Speaker 4>met notes exactly that this is Aten, a solar disc.

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<v Speaker 2>With raised ending in small human hands.

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<v Speaker 4>When and where it appears, you see it in the

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<v Speaker 4>reign of Akin Naton around thirteen fifty three to thirteen

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<v Speaker 4>thirty six BCE.

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<v Speaker 2>This form.

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<v Speaker 4>The form shows up on Alter's two wolves, boundary cliffs,

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<v Speaker 4>temple blocks, and house shruns. The famous house altar type

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<v Speaker 4>that you'd see you can find in the Berlin Neuez

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<v Speaker 4>Museum shows Acunatin, Nepher Titi and their daughters beneath the

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<v Speaker 4>rays which offer ax to the parents. Then you can

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<v Speaker 4>see it in any uh Amarna boundary stella. Acunaton's cliff

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<v Speaker 4>cut proclamations found uh found the new sacred city Anon

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<v Speaker 4>and repeatedly invoked oughten. The The Armarna Project lays out

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<v Speaker 4>the stella and the dates, and they have the wherever

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<v Speaker 4>and then there's in the Met Museum. The Met preserves

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<v Speaker 4>both Atten raided scenes and blocks with Aten's cartouches on it,

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<v Speaker 4>and the British Museum holds uh a piece of a

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<v Speaker 4>armno relief that carries.

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<v Speaker 2>Like the same Look what it is meant now? Who knows?

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<v Speaker 4>But ocntons the theology. Theology made the visible sun the

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<v Speaker 4>locus of the vine life. The Aughtan gives breath of

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<v Speaker 4>the directly to King and Queen. Everyone else receives it

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<v Speaker 4>through them. The text carved in Armano tombs, the Great

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<v Speaker 4>Hymn to the Aten, best preserved in the tomb of

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<v Speaker 4>Iye praise Aughtan as creator and sustain her and Dawn's raise,

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<v Speaker 4>awake the world and sets creatures to work, and fold

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<v Speaker 4>them into sleep at dusk to him, and the hymn

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<v Speaker 4>is our clearest statement of Aughten's cosmic monarchy. After Aca

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<v Speaker 4>Naughton's death, the symbol was suppressed. The restoration stelea of

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<v Speaker 4>too in Common proclaims that the gods shrines neglected, and

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<v Speaker 4>he basically one of them neglected or dismantled, and some

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<v Speaker 4>of them are reopened and like remade, so basically after

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<v Speaker 4>that they kind of like got rid of this symbol,

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<v Speaker 4>So I do have a few of them, though, I'll

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<v Speaker 4>show a couple of them.

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<v Speaker 2>I think, Yeah, that was another one. We see the

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<v Speaker 2>little hands given the.

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<v Speaker 3>ANX, right, so each ray from the sun is handing

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<v Speaker 3>out an anc That is a hell of a party.

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<v Speaker 4>So cute hands, like I'm trying to make sure they

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<v Speaker 4>had a digits.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, might have an extra one, right, call the president,

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<v Speaker 3>we've got an extra finger. No, but I think it's

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<v Speaker 3>really interesting that they have the uh, you know, the

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<v Speaker 3>this is like their form of monotheism, right, it was

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<v Speaker 3>the visible sun now replaces all the other gods as

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<v Speaker 3>the central theme in all of the religious worship. It's

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<v Speaker 3>it's really interesting that we've got that same theme sort

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<v Speaker 3>of happening again and again.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the sun is so closely linked to creation. But

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<v Speaker 1>also isn't that nk like kind of like your higher self,

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<v Speaker 1>like you're most like transformed highest self.

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<v Speaker 3>That could be a New Age interpretation. I've always heard

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<v Speaker 3>that it represents the sandal, like it's the sandal strap.

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<v Speaker 3>So what does that say is that, like, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>good journey. I feel like it has like a good

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<v Speaker 3>luck symbolism because it's always in a thing as a

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<v Speaker 3>positive symbol like nobody's handing somebody in ONC as a curse.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, it's always a good thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I see it, and I think that it's the sun

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<v Speaker 1>in these little hands handing people like their daemon or

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<v Speaker 1>HGA or something.

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<v Speaker 3>A lot of ways I could see that.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I don't even Yeah, I wonder if it is

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<v Speaker 4>interesting with the ONC. Yeah, there's so many speculations of

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<v Speaker 4>what the UK could even be a do. So then

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<v Speaker 4>you even have to wonder like what that well, what

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<v Speaker 4>that really is telling you. You know, some people sometimes

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<v Speaker 4>wonder if likens can make like a sound or a

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<v Speaker 4>frequency or have something to do with that. If that's

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<v Speaker 4>the case, is that have something to do with why

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<v Speaker 4>it's in the coming out of the sun for certain frequency,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know code.

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<v Speaker 3>I've heard people say that it's a plasma wave. So

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<v Speaker 3>if you were to take a metal object shaped like

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<v Speaker 3>an ONC and then put a charge through it, you

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<v Speaker 3>get some sort of a plasma wave, and so who

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<v Speaker 3>knows that could be you know, plasma from the sun,

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<v Speaker 3>plasma wave, so it could be reaching. But I'd love

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<v Speaker 3>to give it a try.

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<v Speaker 1>I wonder if you'd have to hook a thing up

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<v Speaker 1>to the sides or the bottom right.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, apparently, like I don't know, they've got so many

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<v Speaker 3>like schematic like hieroglyphs in Egypt. I'll bet you could

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<v Speaker 3>find some sort of reproduction of some of their maybe

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<v Speaker 3>more mysterious tools to figure out what the act does,

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<v Speaker 3>but that would take a while. Who knows what kind

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<v Speaker 3>of material they were using.

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<v Speaker 1>I find it so hard to even find like good

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<v Speaker 1>stuff from Egypt, like good literature anything.

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<v Speaker 2>You kind of sort of wonder how much of all

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<v Speaker 2>that stuff is a lot of bullshit. It's you know what,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, what the thing is too?

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<v Speaker 4>Is like even I think probably even for us, like

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<v Speaker 4>people who are like either study, they cull to at

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<v Speaker 4>least symbolism. Sometimes when you even kind of look at

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<v Speaker 4>make sense going by other things that I kind of

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<v Speaker 4>have an idea about, you know, just even sometimes with

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<v Speaker 2>You know what I'm saying, I like, how'd you get that?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. Sometimes I just yeah, I have to

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<v Speaker 2>even I just question all that.

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<v Speaker 3>Shit, honestly, right, I think it's far too easy for

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<v Speaker 3>could have had a completely different frame of reference for

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of these symbols that, you know, we might

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<v Speaker 3>know what they sound like, but we're not exactly sure

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<v Speaker 3>on the total meaning of them.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but the eternal truths are still the eternal truths.

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<v Speaker 3>Very true, very true. So what what is your take

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<v Speaker 3>on the soul invictus symbol.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll bring it back up if you would. There was

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<v Speaker 1>like maple leaves on there, which.

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<v Speaker 3>Seems I don't know if those are maple leaves. They

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<v Speaker 3>look a lot more like grape leaves to me.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah they do.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, Well, I guess that would that makes sense right

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<v Speaker 1>with the mythra stuff, because isn't it so linked to

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<v Speaker 3>Well, one guy who's called the Sun is very much

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<v Speaker 3>why they're like, what is a what is a Dionysian

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<v Speaker 3>solin victis doing here? Well, again, it's very Thracian. But

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<v Speaker 3>the dying and rising god having to do with the

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<v Speaker 3>December twenty fifth around the death and rebirth of the Sun.

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<v Speaker 3>end of this time period where they're celebrating the death

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<v Speaker 3>and rebirth of the Sun. So it's a it's a

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<v Speaker 3>very important date for the Romans. You also have Saturnalia,

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<v Speaker 3>which is another feast day around this time as well,

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<v Speaker 3>that very influential. Against Saturnalia, it's focused on Chronos, the

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<v Speaker 3>end boss of all of the these mystery schools. So and

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<v Speaker 3>also you've got the Christmas Star. The Christmas Star is

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<v Speaker 3>where about every ten years you have Jupiter and Saturn

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<v Speaker 3>about the two stars, right, and they assume it's Castor

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<v Speaker 3>and Pollux, but those two stars could be Jupiter and

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<v Speaker 3>Saturn because they do conjoin during the Christmas holiday.

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<v Speaker 1>That's kind of interesting because like they're reuniting again after

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<v Speaker 1>Zeus took power or something. But there's also horses and

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<v Speaker 1>that seems so related to the Sun, right, like Helios

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<v Speaker 3>Very solar, right, Helios, sol Invictus, and Mithras are very

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<v Speaker 3>very closely related. Specifically Helios. It was more Apollo in

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<v Speaker 3>southern Italy and in you know, Delphi as well, but

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<v Speaker 3>in Rome it was Helios. Helios really took the lead.

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<v Speaker 3>It was a lot less about Apollo, but you know,

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<v Speaker 3>they weren't disrespectful to it towards Apollo. It's just funny

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<v Speaker 3>how these different depictions of the Sun get used in

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<v Speaker 3>different contexts. And in the you know, first second century

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<v Speaker 3>a D. It was mostly Helios, which is funny because

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<v Speaker 3>he represents sort of like two generations removed from the

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<v Speaker 3>current gods that were ruling the world because he's, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>Helios was the Titan god of the Sun. He's the

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<v Speaker 3>one who kept on the chariot instead of engaging in

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<v Speaker 3>Titana Machi. So he was never part of the war

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<v Speaker 3>against the Titans.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like too, having I just don't think Jesus.

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<v Speaker 1>I just don't think there's much of a relation between

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<v Speaker 1>Jesus and the Sun or like solar symbolism at all.

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<v Speaker 3>Really. So he's the son and he's got the twelve Disciples,

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<v Speaker 3>and the twelve Disciples are representative of the twelve signs

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<v Speaker 3>of the zodiac. And you know, he's he's killed and

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<v Speaker 3>then reborn in the spring.

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<v Speaker 1>So I don't see death and rebirth being really that

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<v Speaker 1>Solar I would, I don't know. And he's more like

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<v Speaker 1>he's a martyr. He's I know that he says like

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<v Speaker 1>know yourself, right, he does say that, but like he says,

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<v Speaker 1>to get into the Kingdom of Heaven, you have to

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<v Speaker 1>like know yourself. But I just feel like just his

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<v Speaker 1>his temperament, what he really stands for, like martyrdom and

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<v Speaker 1>like being of service and stuff like that. It does

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<v Speaker 1>not scream Solar to me at all, because Solar is

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<v Speaker 1>like knowing yourself and embodying like your true authenticity and

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<v Speaker 1>stuff like that. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>In some ways, I think the way that Tertullian puts

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<v Speaker 3>it is that they were copying off of the story

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<v Speaker 3>of Jesus in the creation of Mithras, which we know

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<v Speaker 3>that Mithris came around first, and we've got the archaeological

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<v Speaker 3>evidence of that. So the difference between these two cults

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<v Speaker 3>was that the Jesus cult was opened absolutely everybody, and

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<v Speaker 3>the Mithris cult was very exclusive. They mostly centered around

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<v Speaker 3>high military personnel and and you know, people within the

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<v Speaker 3>institution of government. Already, Christianity didn't focus just solely on

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<v Speaker 3>the institution of government. They wanted everybody, so they were

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<v Speaker 3>converting all sorts of people, whereas the Romans actually had to,

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<v Speaker 3>like the Roman soldiers themselves paid for all of the

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<v Speaker 3>things that they built with the Mithras cult. So all

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<v Speaker 3>of those caves, all that stuff that was paid for

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<v Speaker 3>personally by the soldiers that were engaged in that cult activity.

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<v Speaker 3>So all throughout the region, all the way up into England,

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<v Speaker 3>they're building these themselves. This is not a Roman project.

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<v Speaker 3>This is completely separate from that, which is I think

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<v Speaker 3>it's kind of interesting. They wanted to keep their money

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<v Speaker 3>separate from the government. They wanted to have autonomy. But anyways,

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<v Speaker 3>so we have you on the show because you have

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<v Speaker 3>an experience that you want to share with us.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, it's just a dream, I don't know, like might

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<v Speaker 1>as well. Okay, So I had this dream a couple

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<v Speaker 1>nights ago. The first one it was, there was two dreams.

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<v Speaker 1>The first isn't as detailed, but it was like I

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<v Speaker 1>was going to this city. It was like all snowy,

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<v Speaker 1>so it was just very white and there were these

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<v Speaker 1>people there, and it was like clear that they had

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<v Speaker 1>killed everybody that lived in the town. And it was

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<v Speaker 1>like this weird cult type thing, like they didn't want

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<v Speaker 1>me to leave. It seemed like I was kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like one of them or whatever, because like I could fly,

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<v Speaker 1>I gotn't. I couldn't fly away from them though, like

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<v Speaker 1>we kept the same speed, and that was that's basically it.

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<v Speaker 1>But then the second dream, that's weird. It was weird

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<v Speaker 1>because it was like so just white themed.

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<v Speaker 4>And I think it's way that you knew you couldn't

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<v Speaker 4>fly faster than them, you know what I'm saying, Like

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<v Speaker 4>you even like you even had to struggle in your dream.

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<v Speaker 4>That's just weird, you know what I'm saying that you

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<v Speaker 4>even acknowledged that, Oh.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, I kept trying to fly away, but they

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<v Speaker 1>kept the same speed, and then I would just get

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<v Speaker 1>exhausted and give up.

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<v Speaker 3>A lifelong attempter to fly in my dreams. I found

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<v Speaker 3>that if I'm having a lucid dream and then you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it's like all right, now it's time to try to fly, right,

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<v Speaker 3>What I find is that it's a lot more like

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<v Speaker 3>the Hulk, you know, the Hulp just sort of jumps

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<v Speaker 3>over entire continents. Yeah, and it's not exactly flying. It

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<v Speaker 3>seemed more like that sensation as opposed to actual flight.

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<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>I had one lucid dream once where I like trained

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<v Speaker 1>myself to look at my hands right, because you need

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<v Speaker 1>a trigger in your dream to be able to like

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<v Speaker 1>notice that you're asleep to be able to control it.

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<v Speaker 1>So that was like my thing. I would just like

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<v Speaker 1>multiple times a day just look at my hands and

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<v Speaker 1>be like, Wow, I'm really aware of my hands. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>awake right now. And then if you do that habitually,

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<v Speaker 1>like you might do that in your dream. And I

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<v Speaker 1>did do it in my dream and I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm asleep, and then I was able to control the dream.

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<v Speaker 1>But I flew in that dream, and that was like

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<v Speaker 1>real flight and that was awesome. But the second dream,

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<v Speaker 1>I was at my childhood home and like we have

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<v Speaker 1>like we had a house kind of above our garage,

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<v Speaker 1>and like two commercial vehicles came into the driveway and

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<v Speaker 1>then one of them left and I was like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>that's really weird. It's night. And so I was like

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<v Speaker 1>plotting up this escape plan and so I was like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll go on the balcony, I'll climb down the fence

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<v Speaker 1>to the side and then like run away. But they

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<v Speaker 1>had like surrounded the house, and so they like caught

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<v Speaker 1>me and they were like making me do all of

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<v Speaker 1>these like psychic weird training things with some other random

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<v Speaker 1>dude that they had kidnapped. And they put like these

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<v Speaker 1>weird things in my thighs, like these metal discs. Yeah, yep,

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<v Speaker 1>And and those discs made it so like I couldn't run.

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<v Speaker 2>Away go again. Another thing with you not being able

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<v Speaker 2>to go fast.

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<v Speaker 1>That's like. But yeah, they were like making us do

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<v Speaker 1>these weird psychic trainings and stuff. And I remember like

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<v Speaker 1>at one point it was like I don't know, just

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<v Speaker 1>great despair, you know, Like I was doing a training

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<v Speaker 1>with this random dude. We fall on the ground and

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<v Speaker 1>we're just like devastated at the loss of our freedom

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<v Speaker 1>and like, you know, our families that we had left

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<v Speaker 1>behind all that stuff. And then I had like cut

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<v Speaker 3>Oh fuck.

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<v Speaker 1>So I had this plan and this like chick that

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<v Speaker 1>was like our handler or whatever, she was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't sleep very much, do you? And I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>why do you care? Then she went and she went

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<v Speaker 1>away for the day, and like the random dude also

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<v Speaker 1>was asleep. So I was like, okay, this is my time.

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<v Speaker 1>I cut the I'm out of my thighs. I can

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<v Speaker 1>run now, and so I did, and I went to

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<v Speaker 1>like go see my sister, who was a She was

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<v Speaker 1>like doing this bake off or something. And so I

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<v Speaker 1>get there and there's like all these people and there's

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<v Speaker 1>like people selling their base goods. Some of them are

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<v Speaker 1>And so I go up to my sister and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we exchange haze and then I feel a

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<v Speaker 1>needle in my butt cheek and it was like my

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<v Speaker 1>sister was somehow like in on it or something. And

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<v Speaker 1>then it was like in my head, I was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>well I'm about to be sedated. I could feel like

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<v Speaker 1>myself getting sleepy. So I was like, well, what should

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<v Speaker 1>I do. Could I like run to like a truck

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<v Speaker 1>that's like maybe about to leave and hope that they

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<v Speaker 1>don't have a tracker in me, or maybe I could

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, at least create some distance, try to

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<v Speaker 1>figure something else out, or I was like maybe I

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<v Speaker 1>could jump into a random river and maybe that'll take

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<v Speaker 1>me somewhere. Or I was like I could run into

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<v Speaker 1>oncoming traffic, but it was like I just knew I

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<v Speaker 1>had to start running, but I woke up at that point.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, yo, that is a bug down dream. Very

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<v Speaker 2>detailed a lot of.

420
00:27:42.079 --> 00:27:44.200
<v Speaker 4>Like even the fact that you were contemplating, like the

421
00:27:44.240 --> 00:27:45.160
<v Speaker 4>loss of your freedom.

422
00:27:45.839 --> 00:27:50.599
<v Speaker 3>Oh right, yeah, like if I was, if I was

423
00:27:50.640 --> 00:27:54.200
<v Speaker 3>going to go the analysis approach, it feels like you're

424
00:27:54.279 --> 00:27:55.440
<v Speaker 3>not in control.

425
00:27:56.400 --> 00:27:59.160
<v Speaker 4>You know, two things the same thing, and both of

426
00:27:59.200 --> 00:28:01.240
<v Speaker 4>them something to do with all three.

427
00:28:02.359 --> 00:28:04.720
<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, there was a third one too, where there

428
00:28:04.799 --> 00:28:07.960
<v Speaker 1>was a spider and I was like with my family

429
00:28:08.519 --> 00:28:10.559
<v Speaker 1>and I was like scared of this fighter. I was

430
00:28:10.599 --> 00:28:13.960
<v Speaker 1>like I don't trust this spider and my family just

431
00:28:14.000 --> 00:28:17.279
<v Speaker 1>like having a conversation and stuff like that, and I

432
00:28:17.319 --> 00:28:19.519
<v Speaker 1>was like I was like the spider and they're like

433
00:28:20.359 --> 00:28:24.000
<v Speaker 1>just doing their thing. And then like it like ran

434
00:28:24.160 --> 00:28:27.319
<v Speaker 1>up me really quickly and onto my throat and I

435
00:28:27.359 --> 00:28:29.799
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, no, help, help, and then it bit

436
00:28:29.880 --> 00:28:33.279
<v Speaker 1>my throat and I like felt that and I felt

437
00:28:33.279 --> 00:28:35.400
<v Speaker 1>the venom going into me, and then I died.

438
00:28:36.519 --> 00:28:40.400
<v Speaker 3>You died in your dream I heard that that's that

439
00:28:40.440 --> 00:28:43.480
<v Speaker 3>could be hazardous to your health. I've never actually died.

440
00:28:43.599 --> 00:28:45.799
<v Speaker 3>It's always like when I get close to being dead,

441
00:28:45.920 --> 00:28:53.279
<v Speaker 3>that's what I wake up. Yeah, what happens after you?

442
00:28:55.000 --> 00:28:58.960
<v Speaker 3>Is that? Just do you remember project.

443
00:29:00.920 --> 00:29:03.960
<v Speaker 1>No, I've never askedrol projected before actually.

444
00:29:03.759 --> 00:29:05.440
<v Speaker 2>Me actual projecting in your dream.

445
00:29:05.480 --> 00:29:09.119
<v Speaker 4>That's like some fucking weird shit right there, inception type

446
00:29:09.160 --> 00:29:09.880
<v Speaker 4>stuff right there.

447
00:29:10.240 --> 00:29:13.759
<v Speaker 1>Have you guys ever asked Wrold projected? As for it

448
00:29:13.880 --> 00:29:16.039
<v Speaker 1>just goes black and then you wake up.

449
00:29:17.960 --> 00:29:19.680
<v Speaker 4>There's been times where I felt like I was like

450
00:29:22.400 --> 00:29:28.160
<v Speaker 4>somewhere that I was like viewing something, but it also happened.

451
00:29:28.200 --> 00:29:30.519
<v Speaker 4>Like a lot of the times when it did happen,

452
00:29:30.559 --> 00:29:32.640
<v Speaker 4>it was always this is interesting. Always when I was

453
00:29:32.680 --> 00:29:36.799
<v Speaker 4>extremely sick, like high fevers to it, I have like

454
00:29:36.839 --> 00:29:40.160
<v Speaker 4>these delirious almost like delirious episodes.

455
00:29:41.240 --> 00:29:42.160
<v Speaker 2>But I too it.

456
00:29:42.240 --> 00:29:44.799
<v Speaker 4>Every time when it happens, it always feels extremely heavy,

457
00:29:44.839 --> 00:29:48.880
<v Speaker 4>that as if like I fall out from underneath myself

458
00:29:50.680 --> 00:29:53.200
<v Speaker 4>and then like I just go somewhere else and just

459
00:29:53.759 --> 00:29:58.079
<v Speaker 4>view an area for a bit. That happened to me

460
00:29:58.119 --> 00:30:00.640
<v Speaker 4>in jail once I was fucking sick in jail. It

461
00:30:00.680 --> 00:30:02.880
<v Speaker 4>was in the shoe the whole thing I was talking

462
00:30:02.920 --> 00:30:05.039
<v Speaker 4>about is of the email and I had I had

463
00:30:05.039 --> 00:30:06.720
<v Speaker 4>a fucking one of the one of them there, and

464
00:30:06.720 --> 00:30:07.039
<v Speaker 4>I was.

465
00:30:07.000 --> 00:30:08.599
<v Speaker 2>Like, Yo, what's the fucking Yo.

466
00:30:08.680 --> 00:30:10.200
<v Speaker 4>It's like to the point to where it's like you

467
00:30:10.200 --> 00:30:12.200
<v Speaker 4>you could almost feel like there's like the density of

468
00:30:12.279 --> 00:30:14.599
<v Speaker 4>like the area that you're in. Like I remember, I

469
00:30:14.640 --> 00:30:16.160
<v Speaker 4>was somewhere where I thought it looked kind of like

470
00:30:16.200 --> 00:30:18.000
<v Speaker 4>silent hill. I couldn't tell if it was snow or not,

471
00:30:18.400 --> 00:30:20.920
<v Speaker 4>but it looked like white ship was falling. And it

472
00:30:21.000 --> 00:30:22.839
<v Speaker 4>literally had the feeling of like you know, like when

473
00:30:22.839 --> 00:30:25.759
<v Speaker 4>you like when you go out and it's just like

474
00:30:25.799 --> 00:30:27.319
<v Speaker 4>if you went into the woods and it was snowing,

475
00:30:27.359 --> 00:30:30.319
<v Speaker 4>it would just have this like deafening silence and like

476
00:30:30.359 --> 00:30:31.680
<v Speaker 4>the air has thickness to it.

477
00:30:31.759 --> 00:30:34.240
<v Speaker 2>I was feeling like all of that. Why.

478
00:30:34.240 --> 00:30:36.759
<v Speaker 4>I was just like, yeah, this in this place that

479
00:30:36.799 --> 00:30:39.279
<v Speaker 4>I was just witnessing, and it was just like these

480
00:30:39.279 --> 00:30:41.920
<v Speaker 4>two pillars. It looked like two stone pillars and like

481
00:30:41.960 --> 00:30:43.920
<v Speaker 4>I was on top of them or something. It was

482
00:30:43.960 --> 00:30:47.119
<v Speaker 4>really weird and uh, but like it felt like it

483
00:30:47.200 --> 00:30:49.440
<v Speaker 4>was so like and I'm not seeing my body, I'm

484
00:30:49.480 --> 00:30:52.240
<v Speaker 4>just like visualizing the thing and it just felt so

485
00:30:52.599 --> 00:30:54.200
<v Speaker 4>fucking real, like.

486
00:30:54.319 --> 00:30:56.720
<v Speaker 1>Like I was eating, like feeling flying around.

487
00:30:57.039 --> 00:30:59.279
<v Speaker 4>No, I was just there, like I was just like

488
00:31:00.200 --> 00:31:03.720
<v Speaker 4>just witnessing, like they're just looking at this one type

489
00:31:03.720 --> 00:31:07.359
<v Speaker 4>of angle for a bit, and you know, watching this

490
00:31:07.400 --> 00:31:09.759
<v Speaker 4>stuff full Like I was even trying to wonder, like

491
00:31:09.799 --> 00:31:12.680
<v Speaker 4>what is this? Is that snow it was that I

492
00:31:12.680 --> 00:31:14.839
<v Speaker 4>couldn't tell, you know, I was like I was even

493
00:31:14.880 --> 00:31:16.160
<v Speaker 4>trying to think, like where the fuck am.

494
00:31:16.000 --> 00:31:19.920
<v Speaker 2>I, because I was like, I don't know where the

495
00:31:19.960 --> 00:31:22.039
<v Speaker 2>fuck this is. I've never been here before.

496
00:31:23.480 --> 00:31:29.279
<v Speaker 1>My mom used to astral project a lot.

497
00:31:30.559 --> 00:31:34.799
<v Speaker 3>Really, what was the secret? Did she have one?

498
00:31:36.160 --> 00:31:41.799
<v Speaker 1>I have no idea. I think she did it a lot,

499
00:31:41.839 --> 00:31:44.839
<v Speaker 1>and then she stopped because she said, like just her

500
00:31:44.920 --> 00:31:48.400
<v Speaker 1>coming back into her body sometimes it was just like

501
00:31:49.839 --> 00:31:52.480
<v Speaker 1>she would like shake and stuff like that, like it

502
00:31:52.599 --> 00:31:54.160
<v Speaker 1>was rough getting back in.

503
00:31:57.079 --> 00:31:57.559
<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

504
00:31:58.200 --> 00:32:00.559
<v Speaker 3>So what I've heard is that when you're in a

505
00:32:00.640 --> 00:32:04.559
<v Speaker 3>hypnogogic state between a sleep and awake, which you're supposed

506
00:32:04.599 --> 00:32:07.400
<v Speaker 3>to do is try to roll your eyes back into

507
00:32:07.400 --> 00:32:11.000
<v Speaker 3>your head all the way to the other side, because

508
00:32:11.039 --> 00:32:13.640
<v Speaker 3>as soon as you do that, your body has sort

509
00:32:13.640 --> 00:32:17.839
<v Speaker 3>of shifted from the material realm into the astro realm

510
00:32:18.279 --> 00:32:20.519
<v Speaker 3>and so what you'll feel after that is sort of

511
00:32:20.559 --> 00:32:22.759
<v Speaker 3>like falling, and you're supposed to just go with it.

512
00:32:23.200 --> 00:32:25.880
<v Speaker 3>If you resist at any point, you end up getting

513
00:32:25.920 --> 00:32:28.039
<v Speaker 3>sling shotted back into your body. But you've got to

514
00:32:28.079 --> 00:32:31.200
<v Speaker 3>have to go with the feel of falling and then

515
00:32:31.240 --> 00:32:33.799
<v Speaker 3>all of a sudden you're sort of outside of your body.

516
00:32:34.039 --> 00:32:37.799
<v Speaker 3>A lot of times that process is too traumatic for

517
00:32:37.880 --> 00:32:42.680
<v Speaker 3>people because you're like instantly dissociating from your body and

518
00:32:42.839 --> 00:32:46.519
<v Speaker 3>it's really, you know, a different sensation altogether, so they

519
00:32:46.720 --> 00:32:50.680
<v Speaker 3>don't remember how they got outside of their body, right,

520
00:32:50.960 --> 00:32:54.319
<v Speaker 3>Like that's the part that gets blanked out. So it's interesting.

521
00:32:55.319 --> 00:33:01.519
<v Speaker 1>I imagine it's all the prescription medicine and alcohol. But

522
00:33:03.799 --> 00:33:06.599
<v Speaker 1>I don't know whether I would ever want to ASKT

523
00:33:06.599 --> 00:33:10.519
<v Speaker 1>to project. But like, I mean, she just described it

524
00:33:10.519 --> 00:33:13.920
<v Speaker 1>as like she would like fly around and just like

525
00:33:15.119 --> 00:33:20.559
<v Speaker 1>go visit people, which is weird, Like, okay, stalker, dream stalker.

526
00:33:20.680 --> 00:33:22.720
<v Speaker 3>But what else are you here to do?

527
00:33:23.799 --> 00:33:24.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

528
00:33:26.200 --> 00:33:29.200
<v Speaker 3>I check out a volcano. I think that'd be awesome.

529
00:33:29.839 --> 00:33:31.680
<v Speaker 3>Could actually be as close to the lava as you

530
00:33:31.759 --> 00:33:32.119
<v Speaker 3>want to be.

531
00:33:32.519 --> 00:33:35.160
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, that would be.

532
00:33:36.799 --> 00:33:38.400
<v Speaker 3>Maybe the bottom of the ocean. I don't know. I

533
00:33:38.480 --> 00:33:40.880
<v Speaker 3>kind of want to go to dangerous places for some reason,

534
00:33:42.480 --> 00:33:42.839
<v Speaker 3>I just.

535
00:33:42.799 --> 00:33:45.000
<v Speaker 1>Would worry, like, how would you get back if you

536
00:33:45.039 --> 00:33:47.200
<v Speaker 1>go all the way to a volcano, you go all

537
00:33:47.240 --> 00:33:50.599
<v Speaker 1>the way to the bottom of the ocean. I don't know.

538
00:33:51.440 --> 00:33:55.000
<v Speaker 3>Well, they say that you have a silver cord attached. Yeah,

539
00:33:56.519 --> 00:33:59.319
<v Speaker 3>that brings you back to your body. So as long

540
00:33:59.359 --> 00:34:01.400
<v Speaker 3>as you keep me on the silver cord, then you

541
00:34:01.440 --> 00:34:04.960
<v Speaker 3>can go straight over. But they say that unless you

542
00:34:05.000 --> 00:34:07.799
<v Speaker 3>have a This is the whole theory on the homunculus.

543
00:34:07.799 --> 00:34:11.679
<v Speaker 3>It's like these alchemists would go on these huge like

544
00:34:11.840 --> 00:34:15.559
<v Speaker 3>journeys outside of their body doing astral projection. They had

545
00:34:15.599 --> 00:34:19.119
<v Speaker 3>to develop some sort of spiritual creature to keep as

546
00:34:19.239 --> 00:34:22.400
<v Speaker 3>like the garter of the doorway, so your body couldn't

547
00:34:22.440 --> 00:34:25.519
<v Speaker 3>be possessed while you were out doing this astral projection.

548
00:34:26.280 --> 00:34:28.519
<v Speaker 3>And so the homunculous was there to sort of like

549
00:34:28.639 --> 00:34:31.639
<v Speaker 3>staying guard and make sure that nothing would take over

550
00:34:31.679 --> 00:34:32.159
<v Speaker 3>your body.

551
00:34:32.679 --> 00:34:35.079
<v Speaker 1>So that's so interesting.

552
00:34:37.320 --> 00:34:40.320
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. It seems like maybe a dream homunculous

553
00:34:40.360 --> 00:34:42.960
<v Speaker 3>would be cool too. It's like, have a little being

554
00:34:43.000 --> 00:34:46.320
<v Speaker 3>that watches over you as you sleep, maybe like a

555
00:34:46.400 --> 00:34:48.440
<v Speaker 3>elf of sorts, elf on a shelf.

556
00:34:48.480 --> 00:34:56.119
<v Speaker 1>Maybe no, No, that's that's nightmarish.

557
00:34:54.920 --> 00:34:59.920
<v Speaker 3>Right, hopefully somebody else's nightmares. That's the thing about Gargoyles,

558
00:35:00.039 --> 00:35:02.559
<v Speaker 3>it's like, well, you're putting something scary up there. Don't

559
00:35:02.599 --> 00:35:04.440
<v Speaker 3>you think that that's going to bring into evil spirits.

560
00:35:04.440 --> 00:35:07.400
<v Speaker 3>It's like, no, it's going to scare away the evil spirits.

561
00:35:11.519 --> 00:35:13.920
<v Speaker 3>I always seem a little backwards to me, but this

562
00:35:14.000 --> 00:35:15.719
<v Speaker 3>is a great episode. Thank you for coming on.

563
00:35:16.360 --> 00:35:17.039
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that was great.

564
00:35:17.920 --> 00:35:21.079
<v Speaker 3>Anytime you got another dream, let us know and we'll

565
00:35:21.119 --> 00:35:21.920
<v Speaker 3>pick them apart.

566
00:35:22.159 --> 00:35:24.639
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Yeah, those dreams are fucking intense. It was probably

567
00:35:24.639 --> 00:35:26.400
<v Speaker 4>the best ones I've heard. I mean, so detailed and

568
00:35:26.519 --> 00:35:30.440
<v Speaker 4>just like, yeah, you're like you haven't thought conversations with you.

569
00:35:33.039 --> 00:35:34.960
<v Speaker 3>All right, This guy Vincent says that he has a

570
00:35:35.039 --> 00:35:36.400
<v Speaker 3>volcano in his backyard.

571
00:35:36.719 --> 00:35:39.519
<v Speaker 2>Oh that's right, Vincent.

572
00:35:39.599 --> 00:35:41.880
<v Speaker 3>We're going to need you to ask you project into

573
00:35:41.920 --> 00:35:44.679
<v Speaker 3>the volcano and come back to us with the report.

574
00:35:46.039 --> 00:35:48.480
<v Speaker 1>Yes, please flip your eyes to the back of your

575
00:35:48.480 --> 00:35:51.159
<v Speaker 1>head and then just let yourself fall, please, Vincent.

576
00:35:52.119 --> 00:35:55.039
<v Speaker 3>Right, Well, actually get a shaky feeling too. It feels

577
00:35:55.039 --> 00:35:56.960
<v Speaker 3>like you're having a seizure but your body is not

578
00:35:57.039 --> 00:36:02.320
<v Speaker 3>actually moving. That's that's that sounds a little bit like you're, ah, yeah,

579
00:36:02.360 --> 00:36:03.280
<v Speaker 3>my trigger and something.

580
00:36:03.400 --> 00:36:04.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I know that.

581
00:36:04.320 --> 00:36:06.519
<v Speaker 4>I said that time where it feels like a fluttering

582
00:36:06.679 --> 00:36:09.119
<v Speaker 4>like I I've equated it to waves going through you.

583
00:36:09.159 --> 00:36:12.239
<v Speaker 4>But I've also realized too that you I've even wondered

584
00:36:12.239 --> 00:36:13.960
<v Speaker 4>about like the symbol of fire, because it would be

585
00:36:13.960 --> 00:36:15.840
<v Speaker 4>the same thing. It just feels like this intense flickering

586
00:36:15.920 --> 00:36:18.960
<v Speaker 4>going through my body, you know, these waves or a flame,

587
00:36:19.039 --> 00:36:21.440
<v Speaker 4>same shit, probably you know what I'm saying, Like with inside,

588
00:36:21.719 --> 00:36:24.239
<v Speaker 4>Uh yeah, I'll feel I feel that every single time

589
00:36:24.239 --> 00:36:25.079
<v Speaker 4>I bless the fuck off.

590
00:36:25.639 --> 00:36:26.360
<v Speaker 2>Right before I do.

591
00:36:27.400 --> 00:36:30.599
<v Speaker 4>It almost feels like.

592
00:36:29.360 --> 00:36:31.000
<v Speaker 2>Like right out of myself, That's what it feels like

593
00:36:31.039 --> 00:36:31.519
<v Speaker 2>it's happening.

594
00:36:33.039 --> 00:36:37.280
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I always wondered, based off of your descriptions, if

595
00:36:37.360 --> 00:36:39.719
<v Speaker 1>like that was astral projecting or like.

596
00:36:43.360 --> 00:36:44.679
<v Speaker 2>Whatever it is fucking intense.

597
00:36:46.880 --> 00:36:51.039
<v Speaker 3>Well, I mean astral projection it takes place on multiple planes, right,

598
00:36:51.079 --> 00:36:55.559
<v Speaker 3>so you can astro project to the you know, physical realm,

599
00:36:55.639 --> 00:36:58.400
<v Speaker 3>and then there's actually like blasting off outside of your

600
00:36:58.440 --> 00:37:02.559
<v Speaker 3>body into like imaginary realms and sort of like making

601
00:37:02.599 --> 00:37:05.480
<v Speaker 3>that distinction there as well. I mean, who knows, there

602
00:37:05.480 --> 00:37:07.920
<v Speaker 3>could be something that's sort of like a hybrid between

603
00:37:07.920 --> 00:37:11.239
<v Speaker 3>the two. Of them. That is sort of where the

604
00:37:11.320 --> 00:37:13.719
<v Speaker 3>hip and the gogic state takes place in the first place,

605
00:37:13.800 --> 00:37:16.159
<v Speaker 3>you know, because that's that's sort of like the space

606
00:37:16.199 --> 00:37:17.800
<v Speaker 3>between a sleep and awake anyway, right.

607
00:37:19.199 --> 00:37:20.920
<v Speaker 4>I will say the one thing though, from the experiences

608
00:37:20.920 --> 00:37:24.960
<v Speaker 4>that I've had, whatever I've seen or gone or whatever,

609
00:37:25.280 --> 00:37:28.280
<v Speaker 4>that has always been like, never been a bad thing.

610
00:37:28.400 --> 00:37:31.039
<v Speaker 4>It's what gets weird or freaks me out. Sometimes it

611
00:37:31.159 --> 00:37:33.840
<v Speaker 4>just gets, you know, get bugged out to me is

612
00:37:33.920 --> 00:37:35.880
<v Speaker 4>when I come back and I'll like just shit going

613
00:37:35.920 --> 00:37:37.199
<v Speaker 4>through my head and the stuff that I'm like, I

614
00:37:37.199 --> 00:37:42.360
<v Speaker 4>didn't even know this before. That's what's fucking weird actually, right, Yeah,

615
00:37:42.400 --> 00:37:46.840
<v Speaker 4>But the experience itself is beautiful. The after effect you're

616
00:37:46.880 --> 00:37:53.239
<v Speaker 4>just like, yo, yeah every time too. Yeah yeah. I

617
00:37:53.400 --> 00:37:56.480
<v Speaker 4>I've thought about that, like, if I study for like

618
00:37:56.480 --> 00:37:58.159
<v Speaker 4>two years and then do it again, well, everything that

619
00:37:58.199 --> 00:38:00.559
<v Speaker 4>I studied in those two years get reassembled to my head,

620
00:38:02.880 --> 00:38:06.760
<v Speaker 4>I thought, yeah, yeah, because of the way it seems

621
00:38:06.760 --> 00:38:08.639
<v Speaker 4>to rewire all the previous shit I already had in

622
00:38:08.639 --> 00:38:10.400
<v Speaker 4>my head. I was like, if I study and learn

623
00:38:10.480 --> 00:38:13.280
<v Speaker 4>more stuff, we'll learn it in a skewed way. When

624
00:38:13.280 --> 00:38:15.519
<v Speaker 4>I had this experience, we'll you know, unskew it and

625
00:38:15.559 --> 00:38:19.440
<v Speaker 4>I'll understand everything. Really, that sounds crazy, but I thought

626
00:38:19.440 --> 00:38:20.280
<v Speaker 4>that as a strategy.

627
00:38:21.800 --> 00:38:29.519
<v Speaker 3>It sounds like something an ancient alchemist would know. But

628
00:38:29.679 --> 00:38:33.280
<v Speaker 3>this was a great episode. Thank you, come back anytime.

629
00:38:33.480 --> 00:38:36.719
<v Speaker 3>We're always here on Thursday, and Merry Christmas to everybody.

630
00:38:36.800 --> 00:38:39.280
<v Speaker 3>Thank you for joining us, and we'll see you again

631
00:38:39.320 --> 00:38:39.719
<v Speaker 3>next time.

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<v Speaker 1>Merry Christmas, Christmas
