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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to Conscious Creation with actress, author and healer D Wallace.

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<v Speaker 1>If you want to take charge of your life, really

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<v Speaker 1>take charge of your life. The next hour will be

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<v Speaker 1>a fun, enlightening experience in creating the life you want,

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<v Speaker 1>whether it's money, health, success or relationships. Join D in

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<v Speaker 1>celebrating the power of you and see your life expand

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<v Speaker 1>into joyful creation. To join D Live every Sunday morning

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<v Speaker 1>at nine am Pacific time, called two zero six four

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<v Speaker 1>D can also be heard on DBS Radio, iTunes, iHeartRadio,

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<v Speaker 1>and live at Oneness Talk Radio. You can also hear

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<v Speaker 1>D on Transformation Talk Radio and on her YouTube channel

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<v Speaker 1>D Wallace Official and now hes D.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello all my beautiful people. I love I love you,

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<v Speaker 2>I love you, I love you. It's a gorgeous day

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<v Speaker 2>out here in La and I'm coming to you from

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<v Speaker 2>my home, my home studio, in my little well. We

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<v Speaker 2>call it the Chateau. I love that, in my little

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<v Speaker 2>ADU office. Yeah, And I want to remind you of

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<v Speaker 2>one of the oldest principles in the work, and it

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<v Speaker 2>came up doing some work for an old friend that

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<v Speaker 2>I have, and she's one of the most talented people

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<v Speaker 2>I know, writer, producer, artist, actor, director. She can just

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<v Speaker 2>do everything, and yet other talented people often can't see it.

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<v Speaker 2>Her work doesn't land in a lot of places. And

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<v Speaker 2>she said something the other day and I went, Okay, stop,

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<v Speaker 2>I've just got to get to what this is. Why

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<v Speaker 2>people don't get you or your work. It's your work.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was directed to a core belief. And basically

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<v Speaker 2>what it came down to was she had the belief

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<v Speaker 2>that other people didn't get her. Other people didn't get

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<v Speaker 2>her work, other people didn't understand her work, didn't understand

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<v Speaker 2>who she was. And that is part of one of

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<v Speaker 2>the core principles that the Channel taught us in the beginning.

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<v Speaker 2>How I see me, how I see the world, how

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<v Speaker 2>I see the world seeing me. Those three things have

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<v Speaker 2>to come together for the success of your creation. You

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<v Speaker 2>can see yourself as a talented, successful creator, But if

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<v Speaker 2>you see a world that sees you as someone who

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<v Speaker 2>does not succeed, who is not successful, who cannot create,

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<v Speaker 2>you see the conundrum there. Well, but I am creative,

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<v Speaker 2>I am successful in creating the things I want, But

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<v Speaker 2>the world won't give me a shot. The world won't

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<v Speaker 2>see me successful. Then you cannot complete that success in

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<v Speaker 2>the world, can you. People don't see me successful, the

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<v Speaker 2>world doesn't see me successful, so you cannot complete that

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<v Speaker 2>picture of your success in the world. And it was

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<v Speaker 2>interesting to watch her. At first she really couldn't kind

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<v Speaker 2>of even comprehended what that meant. What does that mean?

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<v Speaker 2>I have a belief that the world doesn't see me

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<v Speaker 2>that way? Why would that affect my creative success? And

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<v Speaker 2>then slowly she started putting it together until the light

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<v Speaker 2>bulb popped on. So I want you to look at

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<v Speaker 2>what your belief systems are around how how you think

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<v Speaker 2>the world sees you. What is your belief system them

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<v Speaker 2>around that I see me as a success in this world.

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<v Speaker 2>I see the world as seeing me as a success

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<v Speaker 2>in this world, and I see a world where I

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<v Speaker 2>can be a success in this world. Invoking the symbol

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<v Speaker 2>formula by the flame golden light, we are divine love.

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<v Speaker 2>Now before we go into the calls, we're going to

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<v Speaker 2>all direct ourselves to be balanced. So everybody join in

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<v Speaker 2>with me and follow me. We are commanding with love.

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<v Speaker 2>Everybody with me. Our hearts are open front and back

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<v Speaker 2>and merge with our whole brain. Our chakras are open, balanced,

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<v Speaker 2>happy and spinning in the right direction. Our horror lines

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<v Speaker 2>are straight, strong and through the id point. So we

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<v Speaker 2>stay in our knowing. We are and we are connected

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<v Speaker 2>to the highest information, the highest knowledge, and the highest understanding.

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<v Speaker 2>We are the light of our balanced brain. We are

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<v Speaker 2>the balance of in between the masculine and feminine energies

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<v Speaker 2>in the creation of ourselves and our lives. And so

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<v Speaker 2>it is we invoke the simple formula violet, flame, goals

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<v Speaker 2>and light. We are divine loss. And I want to

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<v Speaker 2>remind everyone that this following week is our next webinar

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<v Speaker 2>on how to channel. It's on camera, so I will

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<v Speaker 2>be able to demonstrate. I have spent a couple of hours,

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<v Speaker 2>have written out all the notes they've given me. It's

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<v Speaker 2>going to be a real good one, promise. All right,

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<v Speaker 2>We are going to the callers and we are going

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<v Speaker 2>to start with Penny in the UK. You are on.

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<v Speaker 3>Hidi, thank you for the cool I'll jump right in

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<v Speaker 3>and without taking too much of a story. There's a

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<v Speaker 3>couple of subata. Well, I don't know whether it's a

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<v Speaker 3>sabata or whether it's the mind unable to direct itself

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<v Speaker 3>correctly with the body. So two things are happening. One

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<v Speaker 3>is there's a voice that comes in that will praise

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<v Speaker 3>the body and say, oh, look how well you're doing.

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<v Speaker 3>You haven't been sick for ages, and then bang, the

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<v Speaker 3>next day it will be sick for a while.

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<v Speaker 2>For an examile sure because you use the word sec

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<v Speaker 2>and the brain thinks in pictures, sweetheart, Okay.

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<v Speaker 3>So it does that a lot with all sorts of things.

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<v Speaker 3>That was just an example. So it does that a lot.

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<v Speaker 3>And then the second thing it does is it will

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<v Speaker 3>go into the body and it will say, I say,

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<v Speaker 3>for example, I direct myself to embrace love for the day.

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<v Speaker 3>I direct myself to and use a doggie as an

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<v Speaker 3>example to bring in the love. And then it will

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<v Speaker 3>be going about the day and I'll be looking at

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<v Speaker 3>the dogs and going, oh, look the dogs are coming

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<v Speaker 3>to me and saying, oh, hello, I love you. And

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<v Speaker 3>in the moment that this part, if Penny comes in

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<v Speaker 3>and recognizes all that must be that exercise I did

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<v Speaker 3>in the morning, bang it's gone. So there's some misalignment

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<v Speaker 3>misdirection going on within the body that.

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<v Speaker 2>It's not a misdirection, sweetheart, but what you're doing is

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<v Speaker 2>you're literally taking yourself out of the experience when you

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<v Speaker 2>do that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, so how do I redirect it not to do that?

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<v Speaker 2>You stay in the experience.

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<v Speaker 3>But it's it's it's out of my it just won't

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<v Speaker 3>I can go back, try, try and go back in

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<v Speaker 3>the experience that it's done. It's almost like it's upside down.

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<v Speaker 2>It's okay, okay, Penny, let me try and walk you

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<v Speaker 2>through the example. Yeah, okay. So in the morning, you

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<v Speaker 2>are directing yourself to be in the experience of love

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<v Speaker 2>with your doggies, right, yeah, okay, So your doggies come

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<v Speaker 2>up to you and you experience love, right, yes, okay.

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<v Speaker 2>And then.

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<v Speaker 3>What happens, Well, it's it's unconscious in the fact that

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't recognize it to start with. And then as

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<v Speaker 3>soon as I recognize, oh, that's love coming in it.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>You see, you don't have to recognize it. You just

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<v Speaker 2>have to be in the experience of it. So you're

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<v Speaker 2>in the experience of it, and then you go, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I better recognize this and be aware that I'm feeling

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<v Speaker 2>love here and that I created this and this is

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<v Speaker 2>what I wanted. And then that takes you out of

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<v Speaker 2>the experience of it, because that puts you in your

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<v Speaker 2>head and love and the experience of love, honey, happens

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<v Speaker 2>in your heart.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, So when it's happening in the heart and I

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<v Speaker 3>redirect back to that, is it possible that because being

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<v Speaker 3>a child or the childlike self doesn't understand what that is.

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<v Speaker 3>So therefore because it hasn't experienced it as a child.

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<v Speaker 2>No, No, maybe you're just getting into your head too much, right.

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<v Speaker 3>So to come out behead your heart.

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<v Speaker 2>And you're going into your head, all you have to

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<v Speaker 2>do in that moment is fall back into your heart

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<v Speaker 2>and love your doggies. That's all that's about, Penny.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, and the other voice that has this self fulfilling

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<v Speaker 3>upside down prophecy, do I just ignore it and just

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<v Speaker 3>say okay, now I'm now, I'm whatever. And what is.

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<v Speaker 2>The voice say?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it can say many things, but it can say

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<v Speaker 3>things like, oh, look, this hasn't happened for a while,

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<v Speaker 3>and then suddenly it will happen. It will be praised.

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<v Speaker 3>The voice is very praising and in that moment that

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<v Speaker 3>and it just comes from nowhere. I can be fine

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<v Speaker 3>for months and then suddenly this voice just appears, and

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<v Speaker 3>I still don't think about it, and then it happens,

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<v Speaker 3>and then I'll remember, oh, yes, it was that voice

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<v Speaker 2>Is it a negative voice?

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<v Speaker 3>Positive voice? Which is really strange.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so why are you worried not about hearing something positive?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, that's a very good question, because other things are positive,

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<v Speaker 3>but it seems to be this particular voice that just

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<v Speaker 3>it just slips in from nowhere, and then it will

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<v Speaker 3>say something and then suddenly it flips and then the

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<v Speaker 3>exact thing that I'm not wanting to happen happens.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh look, give me an example.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, the example I gave you earlier was about being sick. So, oh, look,

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<v Speaker 3>you've been really well for ages, aren't you doing well?

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<v Speaker 3>And then bang, the next day, I've got bad stomach

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<v Speaker 3>ache because I have a condition, and it's like oh

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<v Speaker 3>and then I've got to climb my way out of that.

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<v Speaker 3>Or oh, look haven't you done well? You you've You've

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<v Speaker 3>been not noticing that for a while, and then suddenly

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<v Speaker 3>I'll start noticing things that are seemingly were negative. But

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<v Speaker 3>then I became positive, and then in that moment, it

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<v Speaker 3>just really reappears again from nowhere. It's it's like a.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so whenever you praise yourself.

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<v Speaker 3>For I mean, I can praise myself for other things,

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<v Speaker 3>but there's a particular voice that seems to just appear.

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<v Speaker 3>It kind of just slips in there from seemingly nowhere.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, well it's your voice, Anny, it's.

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<v Speaker 3>Not your voice, my voice absolute, but it's a part

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<v Speaker 3>of Penny.

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<v Speaker 2>Would you say, well, of course it's a part of you. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>take you over. Okay. So basically what you're saying is

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<v Speaker 2>you're praising yourself for something positive that's happening to you,

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<v Speaker 2>and then something negative happens. That's what you're saying.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, the exactly okay, exact thing I'm praising myself for slips.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay. So there's a belief there that when you praise

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<v Speaker 2>yourself for something positive that you've accomplished, you have to

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<v Speaker 2>pay for it with a negative. That's your belief, highest,

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<v Speaker 2>most correct, most complete. And that started around three years

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<v Speaker 2>old with your mom and more not from her teaching

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<v Speaker 2>you verbally, but from her modeling that for you. Can

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<v Speaker 2>you put together that she modeled that for you? Yes, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>So you chose her to learn that that is not

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<v Speaker 2>going to serve you. That is a belief that you

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<v Speaker 2>do not want anymore. When I praise myself for something

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<v Speaker 2>positive that I have created for myself, I choose the

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<v Speaker 2>new belief that even more positive things are created for me.

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<v Speaker 2>That's the belief I want you to start creating your

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<v Speaker 2>world with every day. I choose to believe now that

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<v Speaker 2>when I praise myself for creating positive things, I continue

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<v Speaker 2>to create even more positive things in my life and

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<v Speaker 2>in my body.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, I can do that.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, thank you and match it up with a love.

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<v Speaker 3>I will thank you so very much. Dere it is.

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<v Speaker 2>You're welcome. I'm sure that served a lot of people. Okay, thanks.

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<v Speaker 2>Took us a little bit to get there, but we

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<v Speaker 2>did it. Okay, all right, We're moving on to Lisa

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, good morning. So I have recently started experiencing really

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<v Speaker 4>painful sensitivity in my teeth on the right side, and

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<v Speaker 4>I did the work. I was taken to the bodybook

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<v Speaker 4>and what I found kind of made sense. It was longstanding.

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<v Speaker 4>It was related to taking on a lot of responsibilities

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<v Speaker 4>and biting up more than you can chew, and you know,

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<v Speaker 5>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>Then I was taken to work on the sheets to

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<v Speaker 4>help me redirect that. But this seems persistent. So I

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<v Speaker 4>wanted to ask the channel, you know, like, first, well

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<v Speaker 4>on the all track.

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<v Speaker 2>First of all, congratul license because I get a yes

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<v Speaker 2>on everything you said, so that you did all that

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<v Speaker 2>work on your own and got the right answers. And

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<v Speaker 2>now we're going to a co or belief that pain.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, I felt like there was something more time six.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not supposed to be here and I don't belong,

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<v Speaker 2>So what do you think here stands for? Well?

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<v Speaker 4>Lining up with everything else I found is the role

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<v Speaker 4>of shouldering the responsibilities for you know, most people in

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<v Speaker 4>my life, you know, Yad's family, elderly parents.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, if you're gritting your teeth through it all, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean literally, they're showing me a picture of like

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<v Speaker 2>an old in Roman times, an old soldier or worker

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<v Speaker 2>struggling to drag an old fled work, a big heavy

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<v Speaker 2>piece of machinery with two ropes behind him. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>And what do we do when we when we drag

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<v Speaker 2>something really heavy behind us, We grit our teeth yep,

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<v Speaker 2>h so okay, and who's a choice? Who is that

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<v Speaker 2>choice about how much we drag with us?

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<v Speaker 4>I know it's me. I've been, you know, directing that

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<v Speaker 4>I choose who I want to support and what I

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<v Speaker 4>want to do, and when I take on that endeavor,

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<v Speaker 4>I do so easily and successfully and so forth. It just,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, I just haven't felt that relief yet, or

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<v Speaker 4>I haven't felt that switching me. So is there something

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<v Speaker 4>else I need to be directing or commanding to more specifically?

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<v Speaker 5>Say?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, it's my choice. It's not an obligation. It's

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<v Speaker 4>a choice.

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<v Speaker 2>And well you don't ever want to put the negative

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<v Speaker 2>in there, so you don't want to say it's not

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<v Speaker 2>anything right, Okay, I am always a choice about what

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<v Speaker 2>I joyfully choose to take on.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, joyfully choose. Since you're a movie person, you'll laugh

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<v Speaker 4>at this. But the phrase that came into my mind

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<v Speaker 4>was from Pretty Woman. I say who I say when

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<v Speaker 4>I say how much?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh huh?

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<v Speaker 3>I like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Pick that up for yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>Different context, but absolutely.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean it kind of applies to everything you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and there really isn't anything else okay for you? But

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<v Speaker 2>you have to do it?

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<v Speaker 4>Maybe, Yeah, and.

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<v Speaker 2>You know there's there's a lot of guilt assumed when

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<v Speaker 2>you don't bust your butt for somebody. Yep, is this

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<v Speaker 2>example your mom showed to growing up?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh? Perhaps? Yeah, they're always like an unwritten, understood obligation

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<v Speaker 4>to take care of things actually with her parents and

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<v Speaker 4>my dad's parents.

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<v Speaker 2>So that's very well be obligation. There's your words, no choice, obligation. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll talk to your little girl and replace that word.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, okay, okay, thanks so much, and I appreciate Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, you're talking to somebody that worked through a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of that herself.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And I have to tell you I used to I

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<v Speaker 2>lived with back issues, guys, back and neck issues most

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<v Speaker 2>of my life until I worked through all this. At

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<v Speaker 2>my age, I should have a lot of back and

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<v Speaker 2>neck issues, but I've worked through all of this and

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<v Speaker 2>now I have none of it. So it works. It

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<v Speaker 2>does work when you get to the other side, Lisa, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>got it?

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<v Speaker 4>Good?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I love you all right. We are going to Victorian, Colorado.

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<v Speaker 4>You're on Good Morning. More about those pic what how

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<v Speaker 4>about those horse pictures?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? Beautiful? Love them. Thank you for thinking thinking of

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<v Speaker 2>me and sending those.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, well it really did shift my energy. And you

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<v Speaker 4>just mentioned the back and neck issues, and that gave

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<v Speaker 4>me my question. I have had long term back and

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<v Speaker 4>neck and I attribute it to the car accidents and

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<v Speaker 4>the head injuries and and and I seem attached to

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<v Speaker 4>that correlation. And I would love to get to the

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<v Speaker 4>place where I don't have back in next hole.

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<v Speaker 2>So well, yeah, but let's just go back to the

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<v Speaker 2>car accidents. Yes, usually that's not getting where you want

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<v Speaker 2>to go easily. Ah okay, yeah, yep, yep. Well, so

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<v Speaker 2>if you're putting things in your way of getting where

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<v Speaker 2>you want to go easily, you're going to have back

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<v Speaker 2>and neck injuries. Uh huh okay, Okay, you're also going

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<v Speaker 2>to experience weight challenges yep, okay, because weight is a protection.

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<v Speaker 2>So the highest question we can ask right now, Victoria

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<v Speaker 2>is why, no, what do you feel like you need

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<v Speaker 2>to protect yourself from? That's the highest question. We're going

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<v Speaker 2>to the sheets this page here here sixteenth eighteen. The

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<v Speaker 2>first part, when I value myself, I have to abandon myself.

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<v Speaker 2>So let's talk about that for a minute. That means

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<v Speaker 2>when I value who I am, I have to give

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<v Speaker 2>myself up in some way.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I have to yet I have to hide it.

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<v Speaker 4>I can't really show who I really am or.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I get a yes on that. And a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of us are taught that growing up. I'm worth more

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<v Speaker 2>if I'm smaller. Yep, I'm worth more if I hide myself.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm worth more if I don't say what I really want.

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<v Speaker 2>This started around five years old with your dad. Does

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<v Speaker 2>that make sense? Well, yeah, go ahead, I was.

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<v Speaker 4>Gonna say five with my dad. I was just going

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<v Speaker 4>to repeat. I don't have anything jumping to mind, but

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<v Speaker 4>you had a while?

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<v Speaker 2>What was that? Well, they're showing me you literally like

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<v Speaker 2>hiding behind a chair and peeking out when he came

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<v Speaker 2>in the door. Oh were you afraid of him in

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<v Speaker 2>any way?

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<v Speaker 4>I mean I don't think so. And I mean I

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<v Speaker 4>I do often have some memory, which I don't even

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<v Speaker 4>know if it's this life, but maybe of like being

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<v Speaker 4>really little and coaching and hiding under a like a

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<v Speaker 2>Well, when I say your little girl was in fear

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<v Speaker 2>of your dad, it goes to my big yes. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>and which is so let's just take that a step

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<v Speaker 2>further and label it masculine and energy. Okay. So when

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<v Speaker 2>I say that you're in fear of your own masculine

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<v Speaker 2>energy and anything that represents masculine energy in the world,

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<v Speaker 2>I get a big yes. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>The expression coming to mind is sit down and shut up.

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<v Speaker 4>And my teeth or feeling like they're grinding my jaws

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<v Speaker 4>like yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And as we know, sweetheart, we have to have a

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<v Speaker 2>balance of masculine and feminine energy to create anything.

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<v Speaker 3>Aha.

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<v Speaker 2>So if you are in fear of your own masculine

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<v Speaker 2>energy and masculine energy in the world, your body will

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<v Speaker 2>be out of balance.

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<v Speaker 3>Yep.

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<v Speaker 2>And that is what I'm getting, is the source of

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<v Speaker 2>your aches and pains, Okay, energetically, so I would And

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<v Speaker 2>you notice that when we balanced energy in the beginning,

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<v Speaker 2>one of the directions was I am the balance of

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<v Speaker 2>masculine and feminine energy in the creation of me and

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<v Speaker 2>my life. I would strongly suggest that you start your

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<v Speaker 2>day with that powerful direction.

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<v Speaker 3>Aha.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, because if I were to say, up until now,

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<v Speaker 4>and now it's shifting because it is now different because

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<v Speaker 4>we've just talked. But if I were to say, up

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<v Speaker 4>until now, I feel the energy I have felt, I'm

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<v Speaker 4>very creative, but I'm not creative. But I'm not creating

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<v Speaker 4>and I feel like I've gone through my life with

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<v Speaker 4>a foot on the brake and the gas at the

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<v Speaker 4>same time. Is this a mismatch of my uh, I'm

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<v Speaker 4>not accepting the masculent energy or not Alan.

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<v Speaker 2>Wall Hell, yes, yeah. I mean, if your foot's on

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<v Speaker 2>the brake and the grass and the gas at the

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<v Speaker 2>same time, you're stuck.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And if your body is stuck and you're trying to

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<v Speaker 2>move forward and you're stuck, your messals are going to

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<v Speaker 2>lock up. Honey, yep. Ask any dancer.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>So the song that came to mind was I want

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<v Speaker 4>to dance with somebody when you were going through the pages.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm like, okay, well, i'd go find a dance

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<v Speaker 2>class or a movement class. Be great for your body.

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<v Speaker 4>I'll take it.

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<v Speaker 2>Even if you go walk the horses, Oh yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know if I'll be able to walk them

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<v Speaker 4>just yet, but I can be around them. I can

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<v Speaker 4>be around them, and that that is a dance of energy.

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<v Speaker 4>If not any or walk your doggie, Yeah, he's something's

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<v Speaker 4>got him all entertained right now.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't well animals, guys, Animals pick up energy like nothing.

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<v Speaker 2>So he's all tuned in. He's saying, yeah, Mom, yeah, Mom,

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<v Speaker 2>he's going, yeah, there's something to this. I watch Freedom,

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<v Speaker 2>I listen to her. I watch her cues. They know. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, we gotta move on, baby.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, thank you you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, okay, we are going to miss Kate in Colorado.

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<v Speaker 6>You're on Hey, long time?

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<v Speaker 2>How are you good? Good?

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<v Speaker 6>I have two things if possible. First one, speaking of dogs,

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<v Speaker 6>is a dog I was taking care of. It was

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<v Speaker 6>pretty sad. I think chose to be with me when

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<v Speaker 6>he had a stroke and there was blood. It's bleeding

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<v Speaker 6>from his nose. Sorry, and obviously I'm bra about it still,

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<v Speaker 6>but anything about his passing. His owners were able to

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<v Speaker 6>see him a couple hours before he passed. But it

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<v Speaker 6>was a lot. It was a lot to deal with.

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<v Speaker 2>It was a lot to deal with, and you served

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<v Speaker 2>in a very very high way. He shows you. You

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<v Speaker 2>were the highest choice absolutely energetically for him. So it's

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<v Speaker 2>just a big thank you for serving because you were

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<v Speaker 2>the highest peaceful choice for him to be with for

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<v Speaker 2>his passing. Okay, yeah, thank you.

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<v Speaker 6>I was talking to him like that. He was calm

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<v Speaker 6>with me, and I felt that and it's great to

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<v Speaker 6>hear it. Yeah, and anything about the owners. I don't understand.

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<v Speaker 6>I mean, I understand they're grieving, but there's been not

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<v Speaker 6>one word. It's kind of unsettled with the owners.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, what do you want to be settled with him?

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<v Speaker 6>They've never contacted me one time. I know, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>Well, that's why he chose you to pass with. Oh wow, okay, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that's kind of who they are.

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<v Speaker 6>Wow.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, yeah, Nef said, right said wow.

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<v Speaker 4>I get it completely.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, okay.

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<v Speaker 6>Second question, since the beginning of June, it really was

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<v Speaker 6>like June first, there's been a lot of testing, a boundaries,

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<v Speaker 6>and I you know, of course, the whole show is

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<v Speaker 6>about this speaking up, speaking using my voice, and I

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<v Speaker 6>believe I have. I have spoken up a lot more

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<v Speaker 6>and been more clear in my communication.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a true statement and.

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<v Speaker 6>Anything else about So when these things happen, I say

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<v Speaker 6>thank you for the lesson and I'm done with that.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't need it again. Is that a true statement?

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<v Speaker 2>That is a truth compliment? But that's really not the

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<v Speaker 2>question you want to ask. What do you really want

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<v Speaker 2>to know?

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<v Speaker 6>Moving on from that situation at all? I don't want

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<v Speaker 6>to be tested. I mean, that's part of me saying

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<v Speaker 6>that if it's necessary for growth, or is it putting

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<v Speaker 6>myself back in the same situation multiple times.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it's a true statement that you want to learn

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<v Speaker 2>and grow, right yeah, yeah, okay, and you don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to be tested. So what's the difference between learning and

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<v Speaker 2>growthing and being tested?

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<v Speaker 6>To you, it would be knowing, not putting myself, knowing

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<v Speaker 6>that I know what will happen, that this could happen,

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<v Speaker 6>and not putting myself in that situation to start with,

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<v Speaker 6>making different choices before having to be put in these

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<v Speaker 6>situations where my boundaries are tested.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So what you just said to me was I

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<v Speaker 2>believe that I have to go through it. I believe

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<v Speaker 2>I have to create situations where my boundaries are interrupted

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<v Speaker 2>and overt act in order to learn and grow. That's

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<v Speaker 2>the belief, highest, most correct, most complete. Yeah. So where

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<v Speaker 2>do you think you got that belief from personal power?

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<v Speaker 6>That I don't have the personal power to choose in

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<v Speaker 6>the beginning of the pathway that I want that would

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<v Speaker 6>my mom comes up?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh huh yeah really early in life, like around three Yeah, yeah, okay, Well,

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<v Speaker 2>so you know it's a belief, you know where it

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<v Speaker 2>came from, and you know you're the God of you

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<v Speaker 2>that can change it. So tell me what the belief

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<v Speaker 2>was again, what did we just get to?

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<v Speaker 6>The belief is.

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<v Speaker 2>I do not have.

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<v Speaker 6>But the first belief is I have to go through

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<v Speaker 6>getting my boundaries tested in order to grow and learn.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay. Now in.

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<v Speaker 6>The power is mine to make the choices from the

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<v Speaker 6>very beginning.

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<v Speaker 2>And I have the power. I have the power to

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<v Speaker 2>create all of my personal choices.

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<v Speaker 6>I have the power to create all of my personal

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<v Speaker 6>choices from the beginning.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm. That give me joy.

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<v Speaker 6>That give me joy and growth through happiness, growth through

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<v Speaker 6>everything I want.

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<v Speaker 2>That's there, you go. You see, that's what you want.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what you powerfully direct every day and teach your

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<v Speaker 2>little girl. Yeah, that new belief, that new direction and command, got.

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<v Speaker 6>It and and safety And I'm safe in doing that

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<v Speaker 6>because coming up because three year old was not was

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<v Speaker 6>not safe.

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<v Speaker 2>So okay, good, yeah, And I am safe and secure

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<v Speaker 2>in this life to create my life with this power.

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<v Speaker 2>Whoa beautiful Yeah you can feel it cancer yeah mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 2>Now be vigilant that you direct your day. Go to

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<v Speaker 2>your love place first and direct it with love. Okay, okay, right, baby, yeah? Good?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>Boy having a good show today. All right, we are

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<v Speaker 2>going to Brian, You're on Good Morning Baby.

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<v Speaker 5>So, first of all, I want to say I had

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<v Speaker 5>noticed that iTunes had not been updating the podcast for

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<v Speaker 5>a while. I don't know if anyone else has been

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<v Speaker 5>experiencing that, but I did resubscribe and got the past

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<v Speaker 5>several episodes back, which I had been, you know, spending

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<v Speaker 5>the past few days listening back to.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, wait a minute, the podcasts have not been updated.

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<v Speaker 5>They were not as of sometime in March. And then,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, after waiting to see if they would go in,

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<v Speaker 5>I had to resubscribe via iTunes for Apple Podcasts actually, and.

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<v Speaker 2>Then the rank you for letting me know, Brian You're

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<v Speaker 2>You're welcome.

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<v Speaker 5>You're welcome. So but I got all the eppisode back now.

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<v Speaker 5>So but I specifically wanted to follow back is because

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<v Speaker 5>after our last conversation two weeks ago, I was still

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<v Speaker 5>struck in by this ongoing core belief that keeps popping

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<v Speaker 5>up that I don't know that I'm God. And then

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<v Speaker 5>listening to last week's episode, at the very beginning, you

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<v Speaker 5>touched on something that we hadn't continued, the idea that

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<v Speaker 5>we are in partnership with God because the question that

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<v Speaker 5>I kept having was well, what part of me doesn't know?

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<v Speaker 5>Because you know, logically, it makes all the sense in

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<v Speaker 5>the world based upon what I've been able to demonstrate,

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<v Speaker 5>uh that I am God. But now you've brought in

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<v Speaker 5>this new information. So now I'd like to see what

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<v Speaker 5>we could do to bring this all together for better clarity.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, they're taking me to what we started with today. Okay, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>so you see yourself as God? Mm hmm, you see

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<v Speaker 2>a world where you can be God. When I say

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<v Speaker 2>you see a world that sees you as God, it

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<v Speaker 2>goes right to know. M Okay then, so that's where

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<v Speaker 2>i'd start.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, that's easy, is getting.

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<v Speaker 2>Up every day and saying today I choose to see

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<v Speaker 2>a world who sees me as a God.

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<v Speaker 3>Of me.

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<v Speaker 4>M m.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>I do live with a underlying fear of judgment, so yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>there you go, right, makes sense?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, because how can you take your power out into

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<v Speaker 2>the world if you're in fear of being judged all

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<v Speaker 2>the time?

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<v Speaker 5>Baby, which I know is absolutely ridiculous because I know

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<v Speaker 5>how the world sees me. So yeah, well.

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<v Speaker 2>It's not ridiculous to your little boy baby.

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<v Speaker 5>Mm yeah, okay, and that makes perfect sense as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, highest, most correct, most complete. That's that's your biggest answer.

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<v Speaker 2>That's going to open stuff.

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<v Speaker 5>Mm hmm. Okay, okay.

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<v Speaker 2>This week and then please call in next week and

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<v Speaker 2>let's see how that's gone and what else comes up.

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, absolutely, okay, all right.

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<v Speaker 3>Car.

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<v Speaker 2>Alrighty, We're gonna have to go kind of fast, but

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<v Speaker 2>let's see Maggie and Florida. You're on. Hello, Hi baby, I.

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<v Speaker 7>Just wanted to call in and say that I've been

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<v Speaker 7>directing my energy. But I am health and wellness, I

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<v Speaker 7>am balanced, I am stability, I am flexibility, and I've

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<v Speaker 7>really noticed a big change in a positive way. So

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<v Speaker 7>I just wanted to let you know that I'm continuing

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<v Speaker 7>to do the work and it's just really working.

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<v Speaker 2>Awesome. Thank you, Thank you for calling in with that.

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<v Speaker 2>You're very welcome with that affirmation. I really appreciate that.

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<v Speaker 2>And what a great note to end the show on. Maggie,

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, sweetheart. Have a great day. All right, guys,

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<v Speaker 2>let's come to gather and say it loud and proud,

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<v Speaker 2>go to your love place. I love me, I love me,

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<v Speaker 2>and I love me even more because I know that

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<v Speaker 2>what it's all about.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for joining D on Conscious Creation. Visit her

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