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<v Speaker 1>For decades, people have disappeared in the woods without a trace.

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<v Speaker 1>Some blame wild animals, others whisper of creatures the world

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<v Speaker 1>refuses to believe in. But those who have survived they

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<v Speaker 1>know the truth. Welcome to Backwoods Bigfoot Stories, where we

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<v Speaker 1>share real encounters with the things lurking in the darkness bigfoot,

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<v Speaker 1>dog man, UFOs, and creatures that defy explanation. Some make

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<v Speaker 1>it out, others aren't so lucky. Are you ready, because

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<v Speaker 1>once you hear these stories, you'll never walk in the

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<v Speaker 1>woods alone again. So grab your flashlight, stay close, and

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<v Speaker 1>remember some things in the woods don't want to be found.

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<v Speaker 1>Hit that follow or subscribe button, turn on auto downloads,

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<v Speaker 1>and let's head off into the woods if you dare. Hey, Brian,

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<v Speaker 1>I've been going back and forth with myself about whether

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<v Speaker 1>or not to write this for probably two years. I

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<v Speaker 1>found your show during the pandemic, like a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>people probably did, and I've been a loyal listener ever since.

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<v Speaker 1>I've heard you share encounters from law enforcement officers, park rangers,

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<v Speaker 1>military folks, and every time I hear one of those stories,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel this not tighten in my gut because I

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<v Speaker 1>know exactly what those people went through. I know what

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<v Speaker 1>it's like to see something that isn't supposed to exist

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<v Speaker 1>and then have to figure out how to keep living

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<v Speaker 1>your life with that knowledge sitting in the back of

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<v Speaker 1>your head like a splinter you can't pull out. I

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<v Speaker 1>guess what finally pushed me to sit down and write

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<v Speaker 1>this was your episode last month where that retired forest

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<v Speaker 1>ranger talked about what he saw in the Sierras back

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<v Speaker 1>in the nineties, when he described the way those eyes

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<v Speaker 1>looked in the dark, that yellowish white glow that didn't

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<v Speaker 1>reflect light so much as it seemed to produce its own.

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<v Speaker 1>I actually had to pull my truck over to the

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<v Speaker 1>side of the road because my hands were shaking. Not

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<v Speaker 1>out of fear, not anymore, but because for the first

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<v Speaker 1>time in over thirty five years, I heard somebody describe

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<v Speaker 1>exactly what I saw exactly, and I knew right then

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<v Speaker 1>that I couldn't keep this to myself any longer. My

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<v Speaker 1>name is Kyle. That's not my real name, and i'd

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate it if you'd use that one instead when you

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<v Speaker 1>share this, if you decide to share it at all.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm seventy one years old, now retired, living in a

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<v Speaker 1>small town in northern Idaho. I've got no reason to

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<v Speaker 1>make any of this up. I've got no book to sell,

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<v Speaker 1>no YouTube channel, nothing like that. What I've got is

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<v Speaker 1>a story that I've carried with me since nineteen eighty seven,

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<v Speaker 1>and a small group of men who carried it with me,

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<v Speaker 1>most of whom I've lost touch with over the years.

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<v Speaker 1>A couple of them have passed on. But every single

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<v Speaker 1>one of us saw what we saw, and not a

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<v Speaker 1>single one of us ever talked about it publicly until now.

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<v Speaker 1>I suppose I need to get give you some background

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<v Speaker 1>so this all makes sense. Back in eighty seven, I

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<v Speaker 1>was thirty two years old and in the best shape

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<v Speaker 1>of my life. I'd been working with the United States

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<v Speaker 1>Forest Service for about nine years by that point, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'd worked my way onto a hell Attack crew based

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<v Speaker 1>out of the Mendocino National Forest in northern California. For

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<v Speaker 1>people who don't know what hell attack is, it's basically

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<v Speaker 1>a helicopter delivered firefighting crew. We were the guys who

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<v Speaker 1>got dropped into remote, rugged terrain that engine crews and

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<v Speaker 1>ground teams couldn't reach or couldn't reach fast enough. We'd

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<v Speaker 1>go in by helicopter, usually in teams of anywhere from

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<v Speaker 1>seven to twelve, depending on the operation, and we'd do

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<v Speaker 1>initial attack on wildfires, cut fire lines, clear brush, whatever

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<v Speaker 1>needed to be done to slow a fire down or

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<v Speaker 1>stop it before it could blow up into something catastrophic.

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<v Speaker 1>It was hard, dangerous work, and I loved every minute

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<v Speaker 1>of it. There's a brotherhood that forms on those crews.

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<v Speaker 1>It's hard to explain to someone who hasn't lived it.

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<v Speaker 1>You're literally try trusting these guys with your life. Every

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<v Speaker 1>single day. You eat together, sleep on the ground together,

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<v Speaker 1>hike through terrain that would break most people, and you

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<v Speaker 1>do it all while a wall of fire is bearing

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<v Speaker 1>down on you. It bonds you in a way that

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<v Speaker 1>nothing else really can. And I need you to understand

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<v Speaker 1>that bond, Brian, because it's part of the reason none

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<v Speaker 1>of us ever talked. We made a pact out there

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<v Speaker 1>in those mountains, and every man honored it. Now, the

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<v Speaker 1>summer of eighty seven was a bad one. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>they're all bad in California fire country, but that year

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<v Speaker 1>was something else. The drought conditions were severe, the fuels

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<v Speaker 1>were bone dry, and by late August everything was just

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<v Speaker 1>waiting for a spark. And on August thirtieth, it got

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<v Speaker 1>a whole lot of sparks. Multiple fires broke out across

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<v Speaker 1>the state, and within hours we were looking at a

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<v Speaker 1>situation that was overwhelming the resources of every agency involved.

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<v Speaker 1>The fires tore through tens of thousands of acres across

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<v Speaker 1>several counties. The smoke was so thick in some areas

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<v Speaker 1>that people hundreds of miles away were dealing with respiratory problems.

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<v Speaker 1>It was chaos, organized chaos, but chaos. Nonetheless. Our crew

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<v Speaker 1>got the call early on the morning of August thirty first.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember it clearly because I'd actually had the previous

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<v Speaker 1>day off, which was rare, and i'd driven down to

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<v Speaker 1>Yukaia to pick up apart from my truck, I was

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<v Speaker 1>sitting in a diner eating breakfast when my pager went off.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even think I finished my coffee. I just

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<v Speaker 1>threw some cash on the table and ran for the door.

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<v Speaker 1>By the time I got back to base, the rest

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<v Speaker 1>of the crew was already there gearing up. Our crew

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<v Speaker 1>boss was a guy I'll call Tom, and Tom was

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<v Speaker 1>one of those guys who'd been doing this so long

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<v Speaker 1>that fire was just part of his DNA. Nothing rattled Tom.

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<v Speaker 1>He was maybe forty five at the time, lean and

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<v Speaker 1>hard as a railroad spike, with this calm, steady voice

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<v Speaker 1>that never changed whether he was ordering breakfast or calling

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<v Speaker 1>in an airstrike on a fire that was about to

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<v Speaker 1>overrun our position. Tom had at all, or so we thought.

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<v Speaker 1>There were nine of us on the crew that day, Tom, myself,

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<v Speaker 1>and seven other guys, ranging in age from about twenty

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<v Speaker 1>three to maybe forty. I won't use their real names either,

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<v Speaker 1>but for the sake of telling the story, I'll call

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<v Speaker 1>them Danny, Rich, Marcos, Pete, Bobby, Hank, and Walt. Every

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<v Speaker 1>one of them was experienced. Every one of them was solid.

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<v Speaker 1>These weren't green horns or weekend warriors. These were seasoned

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<v Speaker 1>wild land firefighters who'd spent years in some of the

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<v Speaker 1>nastiest fire conditions California could throw at them. Tom briefed

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<v Speaker 1>us in the ready room. The situation was bad and

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<v Speaker 1>getting worse. Multiple fire complexes were burning across the northern

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<v Speaker 1>part of the state, and resources were stretched so thin

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<v Speaker 1>that crews were being sent into areas with minimal support.

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<v Speaker 1>Our assignment was to helicopter into a remote drainage in

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<v Speaker 1>the Mendocino National Forest ahead of one of the advancing

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<v Speaker 1>firefronts and cut a fire break along a ridgeline that

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<v Speaker 1>the overhead team believed could serve as a natural containment boundary.

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<v Speaker 1>The idea was that if we could get a solid

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<v Speaker 1>line cut along that ridge, combined with the natural rock

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<v Speaker 1>features on the far side, we might be able to

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<v Speaker 1>keep the fire from jumping into the next drainage, which

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<v Speaker 1>would have put it on a direct path towards several

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<v Speaker 1>small communities. The area we were going into was about

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<v Speaker 1>as remote as it gets in that part of the state.

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<v Speaker 1>No roads, no trails to speak of, heavy timber, steep terrain,

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<v Speaker 1>the kind of country where you could walk for days

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<v Speaker 1>and never see another human being. The helicopter would drop

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<v Speaker 1>us in, we'd cut our line, and then we'd be

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<v Speaker 1>extracted once the work was done or the fire situation changed.

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<v Speaker 1>We were told to plan for a minimum of three

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<v Speaker 1>days on the ground. We packed accordingly, heavy packs, extra

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<v Speaker 1>food and water, all our line cutting tools, emergency shelters,

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<v Speaker 1>the works. We loaded into the helicopter around zero eight

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<v Speaker 1>hundred and lifted off into a sky that was already

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<v Speaker 1>starting to turn that sick brownish orange color. That you

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<v Speaker 1>get when big fires are pumping smoke into the atmosphere.

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<v Speaker 1>The pilot, a Vietnam Vet named Jack who'd been flying

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<v Speaker 1>fire missions for years, was quiet on the way in,

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<v Speaker 1>which wasn't unusual for Jack, but I remember thinking he

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<v Speaker 1>seemed more focused than normal. The fire was moving fast

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<v Speaker 1>and the winds were unpredictable. There was talk of the

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<v Speaker 1>fire generating its own weather patterns, which is something that

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<v Speaker 1>happens with the really big ones, and that made flying

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<v Speaker 1>conditions dicey at best. The flight in took about forty minutes.

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<v Speaker 1>I was sitting in the back, wedged between Danny and Marcos,

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<v Speaker 1>with my pack between my knees and the vibration of

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<v Speaker 1>the rotors coming up through the middle floor and into

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<v Speaker 1>my bones. Nobody talked much on helicopter flights. The noise

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<v Speaker 1>made it impossible without headsets, and only Tom and the

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<v Speaker 1>pilot were on the intercom, so you just sat there

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<v Speaker 1>with your thoughts and watched the world go by through

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<v Speaker 1>the small windows. And what a world it was. Northern

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<v Speaker 1>California back country in late summer is one of the

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<v Speaker 1>most beautiful landscapes on Earth, and I mean that sincerely,

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<v Speaker 1>even though I've seen a lot of country in my years,

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<v Speaker 1>rolling ridges covered in thick stands of Douglas fir and

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<v Speaker 1>Ponderosa pine, broken by meadows of golden brown grass, and

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<v Speaker 1>the occasional silver thread of a creek winding through a canyon,

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<v Speaker 1>granite outcrops poking up through the timber like the bones

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<v Speaker 1>of the earth, showing through red tailed hawks riding the

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<v Speaker 1>thermals below us, looking like toys. From our altitude, it

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<v Speaker 1>was gorgeous, and it was all about to burn. Off

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<v Speaker 1>to the southeast, maybe thirty miles away. The fire was

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<v Speaker 1>making its presence known. An enormous wall of gray and

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<v Speaker 1>white smoke boiled up from the ridges like a thunderhead

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<v Speaker 1>mushrooming out at the top where it hit the upper

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<v Speaker 1>atmosphere and spreading into a dirty brown blanket that was

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<v Speaker 1>already starting to filter the sunlight. Beneath the smoke, you

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<v Speaker 1>could see occasional flashes of deep orange where the fire

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<v Speaker 1>was crowning through the tree tops, running from tree to

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<v Speaker 1>tree like a living thing. And at the base of

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<v Speaker 1>the column, this seething, roiling mass of darker smoke that

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<v Speaker 1>was the main body of the fire, consuming everything in

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<v Speaker 2>Do about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Fire does what fire wants. I've learned that lesson more

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<v Speaker 1>times than I can count, and it's a lesson that

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<v Speaker 1>never gets less humbling. I remember Danny tapping my arm

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<v Speaker 1>and pointing out his window at the smoke column, and

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<v Speaker 1>I looked at his face and saw something there that

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<v Speaker 1>I recognized. Not fear exactly. Danny wasn't afraid of fire.

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<v Speaker 1>None of us were, not in the way civilians understand fear.

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<v Speaker 1>But there was a respect in his eyes, a seriousness

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<v Speaker 1>that told me he understood what we were heading into.

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<v Speaker 1>This wasn't going to be a quick in and out.

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<v Speaker 1>This was going to be a grind, a multi day

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<v Speaker 1>slog and brutal conditions with a monster on our doorstep,

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<v Speaker 1>and every man on that helicopter knew it. Jack put

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<v Speaker 1>us down in a small clearing on the ridge, a

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<v Speaker 1>natural meadow maybe one hundred yards across, surrounded by thick

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<v Speaker 1>stands of Douglas fir and Ponderosa pine. As soon as

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<v Speaker 1>we offloaded our gear and the helicopter pulled up and

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<v Speaker 1>banked away, the silence hit us. That's always the strangest

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<v Speaker 1>part of a hell attack. Insertion. You go from the

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<v Speaker 1>deafening roar of the rotors to this sudden, almost overwhelming quiet,

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<v Speaker 1>and your ears ring for a minute while your brain adjusts.

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<v Speaker 1>But even after the ringing stopped, this silence was different.

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<v Speaker 1>It was deeper than it should have been. There were

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<v Speaker 1>no birds, no insects, buzzing, nothing, just the faint whisper

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<v Speaker 1>of wind through the trees, and far off to the south,

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<v Speaker 1>this low, almost subliminal rumble that was the fire. Tom

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<v Speaker 1>Whatever had made these tracks had come through here recently,

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<v Speaker 1>hours maybe less, and there were multiple sets of tracks,

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<v Speaker 1>at least three distinct sizes. The largest ones were the

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<v Speaker 1>ones Danny and I were staring at, But there were

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<v Speaker 1>also medium sized prints that were maybe twelve or thirteen inches,

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<v Speaker 1>and then smaller ones, maybe eight or nine inches, that

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<v Speaker 1>almost looked like a child's footprint, except for the proportions.

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<v Speaker 1>The smaller ones were wider relative to their length than

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<v Speaker 1>The large prints were sunk a good two inches into

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<v Speaker 1>impression in the same soil. You could do the math.

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<v Speaker 1>Whatever made that track was carrying hundreds of pounds on

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<v Speaker 1>a foot that was designed for exactly this kind of terrain,

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<v Speaker 1>biomechanical efficiency that our boots could never match. Danny looked

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<v Speaker 1>at me, and I looked at Danny, and neither one

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<v Speaker 1>stories from the old timers about wild men in the mountains.

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<v Speaker 1>He knew what we were looking at, so did I,

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<v Speaker 1>but neither of us was ready to say it out loud.

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<v Speaker 1>Stay tuned for more Backwoods bigfoot stories. We'll be back

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<v Speaker 1>after these messages. Tom came up and looked at the tracks,

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<v Speaker 1>and I watched his face go through several expressions in

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<v Speaker 1>rapid succession. Confusion, then calculation, then something I'd never seen

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<v Speaker 1>on Tom's face before, which was uncertainty. Tom knelt down

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<v Speaker 1>and put his hand next to one of the large prints,

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<v Speaker 1>and his hand looked like a child's hand next to it.

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<v Speaker 1>Tom stood up, brushed off his knee and said something

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<v Speaker 1>I'll never forget. He said, and I'm quoting him as

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<v Speaker 1>best I can remember. I don't know what made these

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<v Speaker 1>and right now I don't care. We've got a fire

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<v Speaker 1>line to cut in about forty eight hours.

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<v Speaker 2>To cut it.

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<v Speaker 1>Whatever this is, it lives here and we don't, so

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<v Speaker 1>let's give it space and do our jobs. And that

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<v Speaker 1>there's what was in front of us without letting it

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<v Speaker 1>derail the mission. It was exactly the right call, and

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<v Speaker 1>it was exactly the kind of leadership that made us

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<v Speaker 1>all trust him. But as we moved on from that

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<v Speaker 1>creek bed, every single one of us was quieter than before.

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<v Speaker 1>Every single one of us was looking into the timber

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<v Speaker 1>a little harder, listening a little more carefully, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think every single one of us knew in some deep,

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<v Speaker 1>primal part of our brains that we weren't alone in

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<v Speaker 1>those mountains. We worked through the morning and into the

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<v Speaker 1>afternoon cutting line. For those who don't know, cutting a

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<v Speaker 1>fire line is exactly what it sounds like. You're clearing

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<v Speaker 1>a strip of ground down to mineral soil, removing all vegetation,

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<v Speaker 1>all duff all organic material, creating a gap in the

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<v Speaker 1>fuel that the fire hopefully can't jump across. It's back

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<v Speaker 1>breaking work done with hand tools Pulaski's and maclouds and

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<v Speaker 1>in the air. It's about as physically demanding as anything

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<v Speaker 1>a human body can do. We were soaked through with

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<v Speaker 1>sweat within the first hour, and the smoke was getting

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<v Speaker 1>thicker as the day wore on. You could taste it,

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<v Speaker 1>that bitter, acrid flavor that gets into everything, your clothes,

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<v Speaker 1>your skin, your lungs. Around fourteen hundred, we took a

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<v Speaker 1>break to eat and hydrate. We'd set up in a

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<v Speaker 1>small natural opening on the ridge, a little bench of

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<v Speaker 1>flat ground with good visibility in three directions. The mood

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<v Speaker 1>was subdued. The tracks had gotten under everyone's skin, even

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<v Speaker 1>the guys who hadn't seen them firsthand. Because word travels

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<v Speaker 1>fast on a small crew, Danny had told Rich, Rich

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<v Speaker 1>had told Marcos, and within an hour everybody knew. It

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<v Speaker 1>was during that break that we found the tree structures.

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<v Speaker 1>Bobby and Hank had walked a little ways down the

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<v Speaker 1>slope to relieve themselves, and Bobby came back up with

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<v Speaker 1>this look on his face, like he'd just seen a ghost.

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<v Speaker 1>He told us to come look at something, and when

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<v Speaker 1>we followed him down, we found a cluster of young

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<v Speaker 1>trees that had been broken and twisted in ways that

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<v Speaker 1>made absolutely no sense. I've spent my whole career in

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<v Speaker 1>the woods. I know what wind damage looks like. I

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<v Speaker 1>know what snow loading does to trees. I know what

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<v Speaker 1>happens when a big tree falls and takes out smaller

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<v Speaker 1>ones on the way down. This wasn't any of those things.

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<v Speaker 1>These were live green trees, healthy ponderosa saplings with trunks

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<v Speaker 1>maybe four to six inches in diameter, and they'd been

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<v Speaker 1>snapped or twisted at heights of eight to ten feet.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of them were bent over and woven together, almost

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<v Speaker 1>like they'd been braided. One of them had been twisted

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<v Speaker 1>until the wood fibers separated in a spiral, like ringing

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<v Speaker 1>out a wet towel. And the force required to do

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<v Speaker 1>that to a live green sapling of that diameter is enormous.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't have done it. No man on our crew

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<v Speaker 1>could have done it. I'm not sure a machine could

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<v Speaker 1>have done it that cleanly. There were about a dozen

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<v Speaker 1>of these broken and manipulated trees in a rough cluster,

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<v Speaker 1>and in the center of the cluster the ground was

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<v Speaker 1>matten down flat, like something very large and very heavy

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<v Speaker 1>had been bedding there. The matted area was maybe seven

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<v Speaker 1>feet long and four feet wide, roughly oval, and the

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<v Speaker 1>grass and ground cover were pressed flat and starting to

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<v Speaker 1>brown from the compression. There was a smell too. I

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<v Speaker 1>need to describe this because it's important. It wasn't a

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<v Speaker 1>dead animal smell, and it wasn't a skunk smell, although

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<v Speaker 1>there were elements of both. It was this thick, musky,

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<v Speaker 1>almost rancid odor that seemed to come from everywhere and

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<v Speaker 1>nowhere at once. It filled your nose and sat in

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<v Speaker 1>the back of your throat, and it was unlike anything

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<v Speaker 1>any of us had ever smelled in the woods. Hank,

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<v Speaker 1>who'd been a ranch hand before he became a firefighter

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<v Speaker 1>and was as familiar with animal smells as anybody I've

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<v Speaker 1>ever known, just shook his head and said he had

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<v Speaker 1>no idea what could produce an odor like that. We

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<v Speaker 1>found two more of these bedding sites within one hundred

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<v Speaker 1>yards of the first one, smaller ones, but with the

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<v Speaker 1>same characteristics, broken and twisted trees, matted ground, and that

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<v Speaker 1>same overwhelming stench. Three bedding sites, three different sizes of

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<v Speaker 1>footprints at the creek. The math wasn't hard, even if

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<v Speaker 1>the conclusion was impossible. Tom gathered us up and gave

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<v Speaker 1>these mountains, it had clearly been here a long time,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was clearly not interested in bothering us, and

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<v Speaker 1>we were going to extend it the same courtesy. He

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<v Speaker 1>said that when we got back to base, we could

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<v Speaker 1>talk about it, report it, do whatever we wanted, but

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<v Speaker 1>out here on this ridge, with a fire bearing down

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<v Speaker 1>on us, our focus had to be on the mission.

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<v Speaker 1>And then he said something that I've thought about a

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<v Speaker 1>thousand times since. He said, these things were here before us,

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<v Speaker 1>and they'll be here long after we're gone. They've got

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<v Speaker 1>bigger problems than us right now, same as we've got

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<v Speaker 1>bigger problems than them. That fire doesn't care what any

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<v Speaker 1>of us are. Tom was right about that, the fire

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<v Speaker 1>didn't care, and it was getting closer. By late afternoon,

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<v Speaker 1>the smoke column to the south had grown into a

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<v Speaker 1>of the Old Testament. We could hear the fire now,

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<v Speaker 1>not just that low background rumble, but actual sounds of combustion,

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<v Speaker 1>then this sounded like a freight train. That was the

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<v Speaker 1>fire creating its own wind. We had maybe thirty six

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<v Speaker 1>to forty eight hours before the front reached our ridge,

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<v Speaker 1>We worked until dark, until we literally couldn't see what

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<v Speaker 1>we headed back to the meadow where we'd been dropped

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<v Speaker 1>off to make camp. We were exhausted, covered in soot

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<v Speaker 1>and sweat, and every muscle in my body ached. But

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<v Speaker 1>I was wired. We all were. And it wasn't just

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<v Speaker 1>the physical exertion or the proximity of the fire. It

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<v Speaker 1>was the knowing, that feeling of being watched that had

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<v Speaker 1>been building all day, prickly sensation on the back of

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<v Speaker 1>your neck that your rational mind tries to explain away,

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<v Speaker 1>but your animal brain absolutely refuses to ignore. We set

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<v Speaker 1>the mundane rituals of camp life, the small physical tasks

418
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<v Speaker 1>that ground you in the real world when your mind

419
00:23:21.960 --> 00:23:24.240
<v Speaker 1>is trying to drift somewhere you don't want it to go.

420
00:23:25.319 --> 00:23:28.400
<v Speaker 1>I cleaned and sharpened my pulaski, working the file over

421
00:23:28.440 --> 00:23:31.559
<v Speaker 1>the blade in slow, rhythmic strokes, and the sound of

422
00:23:31.599 --> 00:23:36.799
<v Speaker 1>metal on metal was oddly comforting, real, tangible, a sound

423
00:23:36.799 --> 00:23:40.680
<v Speaker 1>that belonged in the world I understood. The sky above

424
00:23:40.720 --> 00:23:44.279
<v Speaker 1>us was a muddy orange canvas, the smoke layer reflecting

425
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<v Speaker 1>the fire's glow back down to earth, and every now

426
00:23:47.359 --> 00:23:49.640
<v Speaker 1>and then a fragment of ash would drift down into

427
00:23:49.640 --> 00:23:53.440
<v Speaker 1>the meadow like gray snow. The air tasted like a

428
00:23:53.480 --> 00:23:56.839
<v Speaker 1>campfire that had been burning for a thousand years. You

429
00:23:56.880 --> 00:23:58.799
<v Speaker 1>could feel the grid of it between your teeth and

430
00:23:58.839 --> 00:24:01.319
<v Speaker 1>in the corners of your eye, and when you blew

431
00:24:01.359 --> 00:24:05.119
<v Speaker 1>your nose, the tissue came away black. We ate our

432
00:24:05.240 --> 00:24:08.000
<v Speaker 1>MRIs and drank our water and tried to act normal.

433
00:24:08.759 --> 00:24:12.200
<v Speaker 1>Guys talked about their families, about football, about what they

434
00:24:12.200 --> 00:24:15.119
<v Speaker 1>were going to do when fire season was over, normal

435
00:24:15.160 --> 00:24:18.599
<v Speaker 1>campfire talk. But there were a lot of long pauses

436
00:24:18.960 --> 00:24:21.559
<v Speaker 1>and a lot of glances toward the tree line, and

437
00:24:21.640 --> 00:24:23.839
<v Speaker 1>every time somebody heard a branch crack or the wind

438
00:24:23.839 --> 00:24:26.920
<v Speaker 1>shift in the timber, every head would turn in that direction.

439
00:24:27.839 --> 00:24:30.599
<v Speaker 1>It was probably around twenty one hundred, maybe a little

440
00:24:30.680 --> 00:24:33.839
<v Speaker 1>later when it started. The first sound was a howl,

441
00:24:34.559 --> 00:24:37.240
<v Speaker 1>but calling it a howl doesn't do it justice, and

442
00:24:37.279 --> 00:24:39.680
<v Speaker 1>I've struggled for thirty five years to find the right

443
00:24:39.720 --> 00:24:43.480
<v Speaker 1>words for it, so bear with me. It started low,

444
00:24:43.880 --> 00:24:47.200
<v Speaker 1>almost below the threshold of hearing, more of a vibration

445
00:24:47.319 --> 00:24:50.640
<v Speaker 1>in your chest than an actual sound. Then it rose

446
00:24:50.680 --> 00:24:54.319
<v Speaker 1>in pitch and volume until it became this long, sustained,

447
00:24:54.400 --> 00:24:57.680
<v Speaker 1>wavering cry that echoed off the ridges and canyons until

448
00:24:57.680 --> 00:25:00.640
<v Speaker 1>it seemed to come from everywhere at once. It was

449
00:25:00.680 --> 00:25:03.559
<v Speaker 1>not a coyote. It was not a wolf, and there

450
00:25:03.559 --> 00:25:06.799
<v Speaker 1>weren't wolves in that part of California anyway. It was

451
00:25:06.799 --> 00:25:10.039
<v Speaker 1>not a mountain lion. I've heard all of those animals

452
00:25:10.079 --> 00:25:13.359
<v Speaker 1>many times at close range, and this was none of them.

453
00:25:13.759 --> 00:25:16.119
<v Speaker 1>This sound had a depth and a power to it

454
00:25:16.160 --> 00:25:19.279
<v Speaker 1>that was almost physical. You felt it in your bones,

455
00:25:19.599 --> 00:25:22.839
<v Speaker 1>in your teeth. It resonated in your rib cage, like

456
00:25:22.880 --> 00:25:25.839
<v Speaker 1>standing too close to a base speaker. And there was

457
00:25:25.880 --> 00:25:30.400
<v Speaker 1>something in it, some quality, some tambore that was uncomfortably

458
00:25:30.480 --> 00:25:33.440
<v Speaker 1>close to human, like a human voice pushed through a

459
00:25:33.440 --> 00:25:36.799
<v Speaker 1>body three times the size of a man. The howl

460
00:25:36.839 --> 00:25:40.480
<v Speaker 1>lasted maybe ten seconds, and when it faded, the silence

461
00:25:40.519 --> 00:25:45.720
<v Speaker 1>that followed was absolute. Nobody at the campfire moved, nobody breathed.

462
00:25:46.440 --> 00:25:50.920
<v Speaker 1>We just sat there, nine grown men, nine experienced outdoorsmen

463
00:25:50.960 --> 00:25:53.920
<v Speaker 1>and firefighters who'd faced down situations that would send most

464
00:25:53.960 --> 00:25:58.079
<v Speaker 1>people running, and we sat there, frozen like rabbits. Then

465
00:25:58.119 --> 00:26:02.440
<v Speaker 1>it was answered from a different maybe forty five degrees

466
00:26:02.480 --> 00:26:07.240
<v Speaker 1>around from the first one, and closer. This one was shorter, sharper,

467
00:26:07.759 --> 00:26:10.440
<v Speaker 1>more like a bark or a scream that transitioned into

468
00:26:10.480 --> 00:26:13.720
<v Speaker 1>a howl at the end. And then a third voice

469
00:26:14.119 --> 00:26:19.240
<v Speaker 1>from behind us, higher pitched, almost mournful, trailing off into

470
00:26:19.319 --> 00:26:22.960
<v Speaker 1>what I can only describe as a series of stuttering sobs,

471
00:26:23.480 --> 00:26:29.200
<v Speaker 1>three distinct voices, three different directions. We were triangulated. Rich

472
00:26:29.480 --> 00:26:32.720
<v Speaker 1>God bless him was the first one to speak. He said,

473
00:26:32.839 --> 00:26:35.799
<v Speaker 1>very quietly, what in the ever loving hell was that?

474
00:26:36.880 --> 00:26:40.240
<v Speaker 1>And nobody answered him, because nobody had an answer. Tom

475
00:26:40.319 --> 00:26:43.960
<v Speaker 1>was on his feet, slowly, calmly, like he was just

476
00:26:44.000 --> 00:26:47.200
<v Speaker 1>stretching his legs. He had his head lamp on, but

477
00:26:47.240 --> 00:26:49.799
<v Speaker 1>he hadn't turned it on, and his hand was resting

478
00:26:49.799 --> 00:26:52.440
<v Speaker 1>on the handle of his Pulaski, which he'd driven into

479
00:26:52.480 --> 00:26:55.359
<v Speaker 1>the ground next to his pack. Tom looked at each

480
00:26:55.400 --> 00:26:57.759
<v Speaker 1>one of us in turn, and in the firelight, I

481
00:26:57.759 --> 00:27:00.559
<v Speaker 1>could see his jaw muscles working, and I knew he

482
00:27:00.640 --> 00:27:05.640
<v Speaker 1>was processing, calculating, running through every possible explanation the same

483
00:27:05.680 --> 00:27:08.359
<v Speaker 1>way I was, and coming up empty the same way

484
00:27:08.359 --> 00:27:12.039
<v Speaker 1>I was. Then the wood knock started. If you know

485
00:27:12.440 --> 00:27:15.559
<v Speaker 1>you know, Brian, and based on your show, I think

486
00:27:15.599 --> 00:27:19.079
<v Speaker 1>you know it sounded exactly like someone had taken a

487
00:27:19.079 --> 00:27:22.440
<v Speaker 1>baseball bat or maybe a log and slammed it against

488
00:27:22.440 --> 00:27:26.440
<v Speaker 1>a tree trunk, a sharp, resonant crack that carried through

489
00:27:26.440 --> 00:27:29.920
<v Speaker 1>the timber with startling clarity. The first one came from

490
00:27:29.960 --> 00:27:32.880
<v Speaker 1>the east side of the meadow, then one from the west,

491
00:27:33.400 --> 00:27:36.599
<v Speaker 1>then two in rapid succession from the south, so close

492
00:27:36.640 --> 00:27:43.319
<v Speaker 1>together that they almost overlapped, like a conversation. Bang bang bang, pause,

493
00:27:43.960 --> 00:27:48.200
<v Speaker 1>bang bang bang bang. There was a rhythm to it,

494
00:27:48.640 --> 00:27:51.920
<v Speaker 1>a pattern, and I knew with absolute certainty that whatever

495
00:27:52.039 --> 00:27:56.319
<v Speaker 1>was making those sounds was communicating. This wasn't random, This

496
00:27:56.480 --> 00:28:02.480
<v Speaker 1>was deliberate, organized, purposeful crossed himself. I remember that because

497
00:28:02.519 --> 00:28:06.039
<v Speaker 1>Marcos was not a particularly religious guy, but I watched

498
00:28:06.079 --> 00:28:08.200
<v Speaker 1>him make the sign of the cross and mouth something

499
00:28:08.240 --> 00:28:11.680
<v Speaker 1>that I'm pretty sure was a prayer. Pete had pulled

500
00:28:11.680 --> 00:28:13.720
<v Speaker 1>his hard hat down low over his eyes, like he

501
00:28:13.759 --> 00:28:16.039
<v Speaker 1>could block out the sounds if he couldn't see where

502
00:28:16.039 --> 00:28:19.079
<v Speaker 1>they were coming from. Danny was standing next to me,

503
00:28:19.480 --> 00:28:24.079
<v Speaker 1>and I could feel him vibrating, literally trembling, not from cold.

504
00:28:24.599 --> 00:28:27.319
<v Speaker 1>The knocks went on for maybe five minutes, moving around

505
00:28:27.319 --> 00:28:29.559
<v Speaker 1>our perimeter in a way that made it clear we

506
00:28:29.559 --> 00:28:33.400
<v Speaker 1>were being circled, and then they stopped and something new started,

507
00:28:34.119 --> 00:28:37.160
<v Speaker 1>a sound that still to this day makes the hair

508
00:28:37.200 --> 00:28:39.119
<v Speaker 1>on the back of my neck stand straight up when

509
00:28:39.160 --> 00:28:42.720
<v Speaker 1>I think about it. It was a chattering, a rapid,

510
00:28:42.839 --> 00:28:46.079
<v Speaker 1>complex series of clicks and clacks and glottal pops that

511
00:28:46.200 --> 00:28:48.720
<v Speaker 1>came from the timber, maybe fifty or sixty yards to

512
00:28:48.799 --> 00:28:52.920
<v Speaker 1>our north. It sounded almost like language. I know how

513
00:28:52.920 --> 00:28:55.720
<v Speaker 1>that sounds, and I know you've probably heard other witnesses

514
00:28:55.799 --> 00:28:59.640
<v Speaker 1>describe something similar, but I need to emphasize this. It

515
00:28:59.640 --> 00:29:04.799
<v Speaker 1>didn't just vaguely resemble language. It had cadence, It had rhythm,

516
00:29:05.039 --> 00:29:09.079
<v Speaker 1>It had what sounded like sentences with pauses and inflections

517
00:29:09.079 --> 00:29:13.119
<v Speaker 1>and emphasis. There were guttural low tones and higher pitched,

518
00:29:13.200 --> 00:29:16.960
<v Speaker 1>rapid fire sequences and everything in between. It was like

519
00:29:17.039 --> 00:29:19.759
<v Speaker 1>listening to someone speak a language you've never heard before,

520
00:29:20.319 --> 00:29:22.799
<v Speaker 1>one that used sounds the human mouth might not even

521
00:29:22.839 --> 00:29:26.319
<v Speaker 1>be capable of producing. And then a second voice answered

522
00:29:26.319 --> 00:29:30.880
<v Speaker 1>from the southeast, same type of sounds, same complexity, but

523
00:29:31.000 --> 00:29:34.680
<v Speaker 1>with a different vocal quality, like a different speaker. The

524
00:29:34.720 --> 00:29:37.319
<v Speaker 1>two voices went back and forth for two or three minutes,

525
00:29:37.599 --> 00:29:40.519
<v Speaker 1>and during that time, every single man on that crew

526
00:29:40.759 --> 00:29:44.440
<v Speaker 1>stood absolutely still and just listened, because there was no

527
00:29:44.559 --> 00:29:47.599
<v Speaker 1>denying what we were hearing. Whatever was out there in

528
00:29:47.640 --> 00:29:51.240
<v Speaker 1>those trees was intelligent, not just smart the way a

529
00:29:51.279 --> 00:29:55.000
<v Speaker 1>bear is smart or a coyote is smart, intelligent in

530
00:29:55.039 --> 00:29:59.440
<v Speaker 1>a way that involved structured communication, coordination, and what certainly

531
00:29:59.480 --> 00:30:03.319
<v Speaker 1>seemed like planning. Stay tuned for more Backwoods Bigfoot stories.

532
00:30:03.640 --> 00:30:08.039
<v Speaker 1>We'll be back after these messages. I'd like to tell

533
00:30:08.079 --> 00:30:10.240
<v Speaker 1>you that I was brave. I'd like to tell you

534
00:30:10.319 --> 00:30:13.079
<v Speaker 1>that I grabbed a flashlight and walked toward the sounds

535
00:30:13.119 --> 00:30:16.680
<v Speaker 1>like some kind of hero. I didn't, none of us did.

536
00:30:17.480 --> 00:30:19.480
<v Speaker 1>We stood by our fire and we listened, and we

537
00:30:19.519 --> 00:30:22.880
<v Speaker 1>watched the dark tree line, and we waited. The chattering

538
00:30:22.920 --> 00:30:26.680
<v Speaker 1>faded away, and for maybe fifteen or twenty minutes, there

539
00:30:26.720 --> 00:30:30.039
<v Speaker 1>was nothing, just the crackle of our campfire and the

540
00:30:30.039 --> 00:30:33.200
<v Speaker 1>distant rumble of the wildfire and the sound of nine

541
00:30:33.240 --> 00:30:37.279
<v Speaker 1>men breathing too fast. Some of the guys started to relax,

542
00:30:37.720 --> 00:30:40.519
<v Speaker 1>started to sit back down, started to whisper to each

543
00:30:40.559 --> 00:30:43.599
<v Speaker 1>other about what we'd heard. Bobby said, maybe it was

544
00:30:43.640 --> 00:30:47.000
<v Speaker 1>just coyotes acting weird because of the fire. Hank said,

545
00:30:47.000 --> 00:30:49.440
<v Speaker 1>maybe it was some kind of owl he'd never heard before.

546
00:30:50.119 --> 00:30:52.960
<v Speaker 1>They were reaching, and they knew they were reaching, but

547
00:30:53.039 --> 00:30:55.920
<v Speaker 1>sometimes you need to reach for a normal explanation, just

548
00:30:55.960 --> 00:30:59.440
<v Speaker 1>to keep yourself together. That's when the first rock came in.

549
00:31:00.079 --> 00:31:02.559
<v Speaker 1>It landed about three feet from the campfire with a

550
00:31:02.599 --> 00:31:05.359
<v Speaker 1>heavy thud that sent up a little puff of dust

551
00:31:05.400 --> 00:31:08.720
<v Speaker 1>and ash. It was roughly the size of a soft ball,

552
00:31:09.119 --> 00:31:11.839
<v Speaker 1>maybe a little bigger, a chunk of granite that had

553
00:31:11.880 --> 00:31:14.079
<v Speaker 1>no business being in the middle of a grass meadow.

554
00:31:14.880 --> 00:31:16.960
<v Speaker 1>We all stared at it for a second, and then

555
00:31:17.000 --> 00:31:19.279
<v Speaker 1>we all looked up at the tree line. And then

556
00:31:19.319 --> 00:31:22.240
<v Speaker 1>a second rock sailed in from the opposite direction and

557
00:31:22.359 --> 00:31:25.720
<v Speaker 1>landed near Pete's boots, and Pete jumped back so fast

558
00:31:25.759 --> 00:31:27.880
<v Speaker 1>he tripped over his pack and went down hard on

559
00:31:27.920 --> 00:31:33.079
<v Speaker 1>his backside. A third rock, a fourth. They weren't coming fast,

560
00:31:33.599 --> 00:31:36.799
<v Speaker 1>maybe one every fifteen or twenty seconds, and they weren't

561
00:31:36.839 --> 00:31:39.480
<v Speaker 1>aimed at us. That's the thing I want to be

562
00:31:39.519 --> 00:31:43.240
<v Speaker 1>really clear about. They were landing near us, around us,

563
00:31:43.799 --> 00:31:48.519
<v Speaker 1>but not hitting us. The accuracy was remarkable, actually, to

564
00:31:48.599 --> 00:31:51.240
<v Speaker 1>throw a rock that size from fifty or sixty yards

565
00:31:51.279 --> 00:31:55.119
<v Speaker 1>away in the dark, through trees and have it land

566
00:31:55.160 --> 00:31:57.599
<v Speaker 1>within a few feet of a campfire without hitting any

567
00:31:57.640 --> 00:32:00.440
<v Speaker 1>of the nine people sitting around it. That requires not

568
00:32:00.519 --> 00:32:05.839
<v Speaker 1>just strength but precision, control intent. Over the next ten

569
00:32:05.880 --> 00:32:08.279
<v Speaker 1>minutes or so, maybe a dozen rocks came in from

570
00:32:08.319 --> 00:32:13.799
<v Speaker 1>various directions. Some were small, just pebbles really. Others were substantial,

571
00:32:14.240 --> 00:32:16.400
<v Speaker 1>heavy enough that they could have done real damage if

572
00:32:16.400 --> 00:32:19.920
<v Speaker 1>they'd hit someone, but none of them did not one

573
00:32:20.680 --> 00:32:24.279
<v Speaker 1>and I became increasingly convinced as it was happening that

574
00:32:24.400 --> 00:32:27.119
<v Speaker 1>the rocks weren't meant to hurt us. They were meant

575
00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:29.920
<v Speaker 1>to get our attention, to let us know they were there,

576
00:32:30.519 --> 00:32:34.480
<v Speaker 1>to test us, maybe to see how we'd react. Tom

577
00:32:34.519 --> 00:32:36.640
<v Speaker 1>told us to stay calm and stay together, and not

578
00:32:36.680 --> 00:32:40.240
<v Speaker 1>to throw anything back. That last part was directed at Rich,

579
00:32:40.599 --> 00:32:42.279
<v Speaker 1>who had picked up one of the rocks and was

580
00:32:42.319 --> 00:32:45.319
<v Speaker 1>rearing back to launch it into the timber. Tom put

581
00:32:45.359 --> 00:32:48.160
<v Speaker 1>a hand on Rich's arm and said no, He said,

582
00:32:48.680 --> 00:32:51.079
<v Speaker 1>we don't know what we're dealing with. We don't start

583
00:32:51.119 --> 00:32:54.319
<v Speaker 1>a fight. We can't finish. Rich put the rock down.

584
00:32:55.039 --> 00:32:57.920
<v Speaker 1>The rock throwing tapered off, and for a little while

585
00:32:57.960 --> 00:33:02.079
<v Speaker 1>it was quiet again. The guys were huddled together, talking

586
00:33:02.079 --> 00:33:06.359
<v Speaker 1>in low voices. Marcos was praying openly now, which nobody

587
00:33:06.400 --> 00:33:09.160
<v Speaker 1>gave him a hard time. About Walt, who was the

588
00:33:09.200 --> 00:33:11.640
<v Speaker 1>youngest guy on the crew at twenty three, had his

589
00:33:11.680 --> 00:33:14.319
<v Speaker 1>sleeping bag pulled up to his chin and hadn't said

590
00:33:14.319 --> 00:33:17.119
<v Speaker 1>a word in over an hour. I was standing at

591
00:33:17.119 --> 00:33:20.200
<v Speaker 1>the edge of the campfire's light, looking into the darkness,

592
00:33:20.680 --> 00:33:23.599
<v Speaker 1>and that's when I saw the eyes. They were exactly

593
00:33:23.640 --> 00:33:27.359
<v Speaker 1>how that ranger on your show described them, Brian, exactly,

594
00:33:28.119 --> 00:33:31.839
<v Speaker 1>a pale yellowish white, with an almost luminous quality that

595
00:33:31.920 --> 00:33:36.079
<v Speaker 1>didn't look like reflected firelight. They were up high, way

596
00:33:36.079 --> 00:33:38.160
<v Speaker 1>too high to be a raccoon or a fox or

597
00:33:38.200 --> 00:33:41.640
<v Speaker 1>anything that made sense. I estimated them at about eight

598
00:33:41.640 --> 00:33:44.920
<v Speaker 1>feet off the ground, maybe more, and they were set

599
00:33:44.960 --> 00:33:48.240
<v Speaker 1>wide apart, whiter than a human's eyes, with a spacing

600
00:33:48.279 --> 00:33:51.680
<v Speaker 1>that suggested a face much broader than ours. They were

601
00:33:51.720 --> 00:33:56.319
<v Speaker 1>just there, just visible between two large ponderosa trunks, about

602
00:33:56.319 --> 00:33:59.240
<v Speaker 1>forty yards from where I was standing, and they were

603
00:33:59.279 --> 00:34:03.039
<v Speaker 1>looking directly at me. I've been looked at by animals before.

604
00:34:03.519 --> 00:34:07.559
<v Speaker 1>I've locked eyes with mountain lions, bears, rattlesnakes. I've had

605
00:34:07.559 --> 00:34:10.280
<v Speaker 1>a cougar stare me down from twenty feet away, and

606
00:34:10.320 --> 00:34:13.400
<v Speaker 1>that's an experience that'll rearrange your priorities in a hurry.

607
00:34:13.920 --> 00:34:17.480
<v Speaker 1>But this was different. The intelligence behind those eyes was different.

608
00:34:18.320 --> 00:34:20.920
<v Speaker 1>When a mountain lion looks at you, it's assessing you

609
00:34:20.960 --> 00:34:24.960
<v Speaker 1>as either a threat or a meal, simple binary calculation.

610
00:34:25.800 --> 00:34:28.039
<v Speaker 1>When these eyes looked at me, I felt like I

611
00:34:28.119 --> 00:34:32.239
<v Speaker 1>was being studied, evaluated, like there was a mind behind

612
00:34:32.280 --> 00:34:34.480
<v Speaker 1>them that was curious about me in a way that

613
00:34:34.519 --> 00:34:39.800
<v Speaker 1>went beyond predator prey dynamics. There was awareness there, recognition

614
00:34:39.960 --> 00:34:42.760
<v Speaker 1>of what I was, and a deliberate choice to let

615
00:34:42.800 --> 00:34:45.320
<v Speaker 1>me see it. I don't know how long we stared

616
00:34:45.320 --> 00:34:48.119
<v Speaker 1>at each other, probably only a few seconds, but it

617
00:34:48.119 --> 00:34:51.480
<v Speaker 1>felt like minutes. I couldn't move. I don't mean I

618
00:34:51.559 --> 00:34:55.000
<v Speaker 1>was too scared to move, Although I was scared. I

619
00:34:55.000 --> 00:34:58.239
<v Speaker 1>mean my body physically would not respond to my brain's commands.

620
00:34:59.000 --> 00:35:01.159
<v Speaker 1>I was locked in place by those eyes, the way

621
00:35:01.159 --> 00:35:04.519
<v Speaker 1>a deer gets locked in headlights. And somewhere in the deepest,

622
00:35:04.599 --> 00:35:07.639
<v Speaker 1>oldest part of my brain, a voice was screaming at

623
00:35:07.639 --> 00:35:09.679
<v Speaker 1>me that I was in the presence of something that

624
00:35:09.800 --> 00:35:13.119
<v Speaker 1>existed on a level I didn't have the framework to comprehend.

625
00:35:14.079 --> 00:35:16.559
<v Speaker 1>Then I felt Danny's hand on my shoulder, and the

626
00:35:16.599 --> 00:35:19.719
<v Speaker 1>spell broke. I turned to look at him, and when

627
00:35:19.760 --> 00:35:23.679
<v Speaker 1>I looked back. The eyes were gone, just gone. No

628
00:35:23.800 --> 00:35:27.840
<v Speaker 1>sound of movement, no crashing through brush. Whatever had been

629
00:35:27.880 --> 00:35:31.000
<v Speaker 1>standing there had simply melted back into the forest without

630
00:35:31.000 --> 00:35:33.719
<v Speaker 1>making a single sound. And that might have been the

631
00:35:33.760 --> 00:35:38.400
<v Speaker 1>most frightening part of all. Something that size at that proximity,

632
00:35:38.840 --> 00:35:43.079
<v Speaker 1>moving in complete silence. It defied everything I knew about

633
00:35:43.159 --> 00:35:46.480
<v Speaker 1>large animals and how they moved through dense timber. I

634
00:35:46.519 --> 00:35:49.960
<v Speaker 1>told Danny what I'd seen, and Danny told Tom, and

635
00:35:50.000 --> 00:35:53.159
<v Speaker 1>Tom told everyone to stay by the fire, stay calm,

636
00:35:53.559 --> 00:35:57.000
<v Speaker 1>and try to get some sleep. Nobody laughed at that suggestion,

637
00:35:57.440 --> 00:36:00.840
<v Speaker 1>but nobody slept either. We sat up all night, feeding

638
00:36:00.920 --> 00:36:03.639
<v Speaker 1>the fire, watching the tree line, jumping at every sound.

639
00:36:04.400 --> 00:36:09.800
<v Speaker 1>The vocalizations continued intermittently throughout the night, more howls, more chattering,

640
00:36:10.159 --> 00:36:14.639
<v Speaker 1>occasional wood knocks. At one point, around maybe zero two hundred,

641
00:36:14.920 --> 00:36:17.440
<v Speaker 1>something very large walked through the timber on the west

642
00:36:17.440 --> 00:36:20.159
<v Speaker 1>side of the meadow. We couldn't see it, but we

643
00:36:20.199 --> 00:36:24.480
<v Speaker 1>could hear it. Heavy footsteps, widely spaced, crunching through the

644
00:36:24.559 --> 00:36:28.079
<v Speaker 1>duff and pine needles, and once a deep, resonant grunt

645
00:36:28.079 --> 00:36:30.199
<v Speaker 1>that sounded like it came from a barrel chest the

646
00:36:30.239 --> 00:36:33.360
<v Speaker 1>size of a fifty five gallon drum. It walked the

647
00:36:33.440 --> 00:36:35.840
<v Speaker 1>length of the meadow, and then the footsteps faded and

648
00:36:35.880 --> 00:36:38.920
<v Speaker 1>it was quiet again. That was the longest night of

649
00:36:38.920 --> 00:36:41.639
<v Speaker 1>my life, and I include the nights I spent sleeping

650
00:36:41.639 --> 00:36:46.000
<v Speaker 1>in fire shelters while walls of flame passed overhead. At

651
00:36:46.079 --> 00:36:49.599
<v Speaker 1>least with fire, you understand what's happening. You know what

652
00:36:49.679 --> 00:36:51.920
<v Speaker 1>fire is and how it behaves and what it can do.

653
00:36:52.760 --> 00:36:55.199
<v Speaker 1>Out there on that ridge, we were dealing with something

654
00:36:55.440 --> 00:36:58.599
<v Speaker 1>that we had no training for, no manual for, no

655
00:36:58.719 --> 00:37:01.800
<v Speaker 1>frame of reference for. And that kind of not knowing

656
00:37:01.920 --> 00:37:03.920
<v Speaker 1>is a special kind of tear that sits in your

657
00:37:04.000 --> 00:37:06.840
<v Speaker 1>chest and makes every breath feel like it's not quite

658
00:37:06.880 --> 00:37:11.480
<v Speaker 1>deep enough. Dawn came slowly that morning, the sky lightning

659
00:37:11.480 --> 00:37:14.719
<v Speaker 1>from black to gray to that hazy, smoke filtered orange

660
00:37:14.760 --> 00:37:18.159
<v Speaker 1>that had become the background color of our world, and

661
00:37:18.239 --> 00:37:20.239
<v Speaker 1>with the light came a sense of relief that was

662
00:37:20.320 --> 00:37:24.760
<v Speaker 1>almost overwhelming. Several of the guys were openly weeping, just

663
00:37:24.880 --> 00:37:28.519
<v Speaker 1>quiet tears running down their soot streaked faces, and nobody

664
00:37:28.519 --> 00:37:30.840
<v Speaker 1>said a word about it, because every single one of

665
00:37:30.920 --> 00:37:34.800
<v Speaker 1>us understood. Tom let us have a longer breakfast than usual.

666
00:37:35.440 --> 00:37:37.639
<v Speaker 1>I think he knew we needed the time to decompose,

667
00:37:38.079 --> 00:37:40.880
<v Speaker 1>to process, to get our heads right before we went

668
00:37:40.920 --> 00:37:43.519
<v Speaker 1>back to work. And we did go back to work,

669
00:37:43.880 --> 00:37:47.119
<v Speaker 1>because that's what you do. The fire hadn't stopped moving,

670
00:37:47.199 --> 00:37:49.639
<v Speaker 1>just because we'd had a rough night, and people's homes

671
00:37:49.639 --> 00:37:52.199
<v Speaker 1>were still in jeopardy, and we had a line to cut.

672
00:37:52.960 --> 00:37:54.760
<v Speaker 1>So we picked up our tools and we went back

673
00:37:54.800 --> 00:37:57.559
<v Speaker 1>to the ridge and we swung pulaski's and pulled mcclouds

674
00:37:57.599 --> 00:38:00.639
<v Speaker 1>and felled trees and piled brush, and we did it

675
00:38:00.679 --> 00:38:03.719
<v Speaker 1>with the quiet, grim determination of men who have decided

676
00:38:03.760 --> 00:38:06.599
<v Speaker 1>that they are going to accomplish their mission, regardless of

677
00:38:06.599 --> 00:38:09.800
<v Speaker 1>what else is happening around them. But the whole time

678
00:38:10.119 --> 00:38:13.960
<v Speaker 1>I felt them watching it wasn't paranoia. I'm sure of that.

679
00:38:15.119 --> 00:38:17.800
<v Speaker 1>I've experienced enough genuine danger in my life to know

680
00:38:17.840 --> 00:38:23.320
<v Speaker 1>the difference between irrational fear and legitimate situational awareness. Something

681
00:38:23.400 --> 00:38:26.079
<v Speaker 1>was up in the higher terrain above our work site,

682
00:38:26.280 --> 00:38:29.760
<v Speaker 1>observing us. Every now and then, if you looked uphill

683
00:38:29.800 --> 00:38:32.159
<v Speaker 1>at just the right moment, you could catch a glimpse

684
00:38:32.199 --> 00:38:36.159
<v Speaker 1>of movement, a dark shape shifting behind a tree, a

685
00:38:36.159 --> 00:38:40.559
<v Speaker 1>shadow that didn't match the shadows around it. Once around midday,

686
00:38:41.079 --> 00:38:43.239
<v Speaker 1>I looked up from my work and saw a figure

687
00:38:43.280 --> 00:38:46.960
<v Speaker 1>standing on a rocky outcrop, maybe two hundred yards above us.

688
00:38:47.440 --> 00:38:50.639
<v Speaker 1>It was there for perhaps three seconds, back lit against

689
00:38:50.639 --> 00:38:53.440
<v Speaker 1>the smoky sky, and even at that distance and in

690
00:38:53.480 --> 00:38:58.000
<v Speaker 1>those conditions, I could see that it was enormous, broad shoulders,

691
00:38:58.280 --> 00:39:01.400
<v Speaker 1>long arms ahead. It seemed to sit directly on the

692
00:39:01.400 --> 00:39:05.159
<v Speaker 1>shoulders without much visible neck. It was watching us work,

693
00:39:05.519 --> 00:39:08.159
<v Speaker 1>and when I nudged Danny and pointed, it stepped back

694
00:39:08.199 --> 00:39:12.360
<v Speaker 1>behind the outcrop and was gone. Danny saw it too,

695
00:39:12.519 --> 00:39:15.840
<v Speaker 1>so did Rich, who was working about twenty yards downhill

696
00:39:15.840 --> 00:39:20.079
<v Speaker 1>from us. Rich didn't say anything, just nodded slowly and

697
00:39:20.159 --> 00:39:23.119
<v Speaker 1>went back to swinging his pulaski, but his face was

698
00:39:23.199 --> 00:39:26.840
<v Speaker 1>white under the soot. We found more tracks that day,

699
00:39:27.360 --> 00:39:30.840
<v Speaker 1>fresh ones crossing our fire line in several places, as

700
00:39:30.840 --> 00:39:32.880
<v Speaker 1>if the creatures had come down during the night to

701
00:39:32.920 --> 00:39:36.880
<v Speaker 1>investigate what we'd been doing. The prints were deep and clear,

702
00:39:37.280 --> 00:39:39.480
<v Speaker 1>and in one spot you could see where one of

703
00:39:39.519 --> 00:39:42.159
<v Speaker 1>them had apparently knelt down and examined the cut brush

704
00:39:42.239 --> 00:39:45.559
<v Speaker 1>we piled along the line. There were hand impressions in

705
00:39:45.559 --> 00:39:48.760
<v Speaker 1>the soft dirt near the brush pile, hand impressions with

706
00:39:48.840 --> 00:39:51.400
<v Speaker 1>fingers that were thick as sausages, and a palm span

707
00:39:51.719 --> 00:39:54.880
<v Speaker 1>that was nearly twice the width of mine. I measured

708
00:39:54.880 --> 00:39:57.119
<v Speaker 1>one of them with my hand tool, and from thumb

709
00:39:57.199 --> 00:40:00.760
<v Speaker 1>tip to pinky tip the span was easily throw eighteen inches.

710
00:40:01.400 --> 00:40:04.159
<v Speaker 1>But here's what got to me the most about those tracks.

711
00:40:04.679 --> 00:40:06.960
<v Speaker 1>In one section of the line, where we'd felled a

712
00:40:07.000 --> 00:40:10.400
<v Speaker 1>medium sized ponderosa and bucked it into rounds to clear

713
00:40:10.440 --> 00:40:13.239
<v Speaker 1>the way, the track showed that one of the creatures

714
00:40:13.280 --> 00:40:16.320
<v Speaker 1>had walked along the cut, stopped at each round, and

715
00:40:16.400 --> 00:40:19.719
<v Speaker 1>apparently touched or examined them. You could see where it

716
00:40:19.719 --> 00:40:21.639
<v Speaker 1>had placed its hand on the cut face of one

717
00:40:21.679 --> 00:40:25.079
<v Speaker 1>of the rounds, leaving a perfect impression in the sawdust

718
00:40:25.119 --> 00:40:28.719
<v Speaker 1>and sap. It was curious about what we'd done. It

719
00:40:28.719 --> 00:40:31.800
<v Speaker 1>had looked at the fresh cut wood, the sawdust, the

720
00:40:31.880 --> 00:40:35.239
<v Speaker 1>chainsaw marks, the way we'd limbed and sectioned the tree,

721
00:40:35.800 --> 00:40:39.079
<v Speaker 1>and it had tried to understand. I've thought about that

722
00:40:39.119 --> 00:40:41.960
<v Speaker 1>a lot over the years. What must that have looked

723
00:40:42.000 --> 00:40:46.840
<v Speaker 1>like through its eyes? Strange small creatures with loud, screaming tools,

724
00:40:47.360 --> 00:40:49.840
<v Speaker 1>cutting down trees and clearing the ground in a neat,

725
00:40:49.920 --> 00:40:53.320
<v Speaker 1>straight line across the ridge. What could it have made

726
00:40:53.360 --> 00:40:56.400
<v Speaker 1>of that. Did it understand that we were fighting the fire?

727
00:40:56.880 --> 00:41:00.559
<v Speaker 1>Did it connect our activity with the approaching flames. I'd

728
00:41:00.559 --> 00:41:02.920
<v Speaker 1>like to think it did, but I honestly don't know.

729
00:41:03.679 --> 00:41:06.400
<v Speaker 1>We also found several more areas of twisted and broken

730
00:41:06.440 --> 00:41:09.639
<v Speaker 1>trees along the ridge, and in one location we found

731
00:41:09.719 --> 00:41:13.440
<v Speaker 1>something that I've never been able to explain satisfactorily. It

732
00:41:13.519 --> 00:41:17.320
<v Speaker 1>was a formation made from branches and small logs, stacked

733
00:41:17.320 --> 00:41:20.760
<v Speaker 1>and interlocked in a way that was clearly deliberate, almost

734
00:41:20.800 --> 00:41:24.199
<v Speaker 1>like a small shelter or a blind. It was maybe

735
00:41:24.280 --> 00:41:27.880
<v Speaker 1>four feet high and six feet long, constructed from branches

736
00:41:27.920 --> 00:41:31.119
<v Speaker 1>that had been broken to relatively uniform lengths and placed

737
00:41:31.159 --> 00:41:35.280
<v Speaker 1>in an overlapping pattern that shed water remarkably well. There

738
00:41:35.320 --> 00:41:37.800
<v Speaker 1>was no way the wind had done this. There was

739
00:41:37.840 --> 00:41:41.440
<v Speaker 1>no way any natural process had done this. Something with

740
00:41:41.559 --> 00:41:44.880
<v Speaker 1>hands and a plan had built it. The second night

741
00:41:45.079 --> 00:41:48.119
<v Speaker 1>was in some ways worse than the first, because we

742
00:41:48.199 --> 00:41:50.920
<v Speaker 1>knew what was coming. We set up camp in the

743
00:41:50.920 --> 00:41:54.440
<v Speaker 1>same meadow, built our fire up even bigger, and waded.

744
00:41:55.239 --> 00:41:57.639
<v Speaker 1>The sun went down behind the smoke layer, without any

745
00:41:57.639 --> 00:42:01.480
<v Speaker 1>real sunset, just a gradual din from gray to darker

746
00:42:01.519 --> 00:42:04.119
<v Speaker 1>gray to the deep purple black of a mountain night,

747
00:42:04.639 --> 00:42:07.079
<v Speaker 1>and the stars, which on a clear night in that

748
00:42:07.159 --> 00:42:10.400
<v Speaker 1>country are thick enough to read by, were completely blotted

749
00:42:10.440 --> 00:42:13.719
<v Speaker 1>out by the smoke canopy. The only light beyond our

750
00:42:13.760 --> 00:42:16.599
<v Speaker 1>campfire was the distant orange glow of the fire to

751
00:42:16.679 --> 00:42:19.880
<v Speaker 1>the south, painting the underside of the smoke clouds like

752
00:42:19.920 --> 00:42:23.559
<v Speaker 1>some kind of hellish aurora. Tom had organized a watch

753
00:42:23.639 --> 00:42:27.119
<v Speaker 1>rotation for the second night, two men awake at all times,

754
00:42:27.320 --> 00:42:31.239
<v Speaker 1>sitting on opposite sides of the fire watching the tree line.

755
00:42:31.320 --> 00:42:33.840
<v Speaker 1>The rest could try to sleep. Though I think everyone

756
00:42:33.920 --> 00:42:38.039
<v Speaker 1>understood that was optimistic. Still, the structure of it helped.

757
00:42:38.760 --> 00:42:43.039
<v Speaker 1>Having a task, a responsibility, something concrete to focus on.

758
00:42:43.599 --> 00:42:45.880
<v Speaker 1>That's what keeps you functional when your brain is trying

759
00:42:45.920 --> 00:42:50.480
<v Speaker 1>to come apart at the seams. The vocalization started earlier,

760
00:42:50.519 --> 00:42:54.039
<v Speaker 1>this time, before full dark, while there was still a gray,

761
00:42:54.079 --> 00:42:58.840
<v Speaker 1>smoky twilight filtering through the trees. The howls, the chattering,

762
00:42:59.360 --> 00:43:03.320
<v Speaker 1>the wood knots, all of it following roughly the same

763
00:43:03.400 --> 00:43:08.440
<v Speaker 1>pattern as the night before, but closer, noticeably closer, and

764
00:43:08.519 --> 00:43:11.880
<v Speaker 1>there was a new element, a low, rhythmic thumping that

765
00:43:11.920 --> 00:43:15.119
<v Speaker 1>seemed to come from the ground itself, like something very

766
00:43:15.159 --> 00:43:18.079
<v Speaker 1>heavy was stomping its feet or pounding the earth with

767
00:43:18.159 --> 00:43:22.480
<v Speaker 1>its fists. It was subtle, more felt than heard, a

768
00:43:22.599 --> 00:43:25.199
<v Speaker 1>vibration that traveled through the soil and up through the

769
00:43:25.199 --> 00:43:29.719
<v Speaker 1>soles of your boots. It went on for maybe thirty seconds, stopped,

770
00:43:30.119 --> 00:43:34.840
<v Speaker 1>then started again from a slightly different location, three separate episodes,

771
00:43:35.039 --> 00:43:38.599
<v Speaker 1>three different spots along the perimeter. They were showing us something,

772
00:43:39.320 --> 00:43:44.559
<v Speaker 1>demonstrating their presence, their size, their power, not threatening exactly,

773
00:43:44.920 --> 00:43:47.679
<v Speaker 1>but making sure we understood that they were there and

774
00:43:47.719 --> 00:43:51.519
<v Speaker 1>that they were substantial. The rock throwing started again too,

775
00:43:52.079 --> 00:43:55.440
<v Speaker 1>and this time it seemed almost playful. I know that's

776
00:43:55.440 --> 00:43:58.199
<v Speaker 1>a strange word to use, and I struggled with Weather

777
00:43:58.280 --> 00:44:01.639
<v Speaker 1>to include it, but it's the true truth. The rocks

778
00:44:01.639 --> 00:44:05.079
<v Speaker 1>were smaller this time, pebbles mostly, and they seemed to

779
00:44:05.079 --> 00:44:08.320
<v Speaker 1>be tossed rather than thrown. One of them landed in

780
00:44:08.360 --> 00:44:11.000
<v Speaker 1>Hank's lap, and Hank looked down at it, and then

781
00:44:11.039 --> 00:44:14.360
<v Speaker 1>looked up at the tree line and said, very calmly, well,

782
00:44:14.400 --> 00:44:18.719
<v Speaker 1>that's just rude. And despite everything, despite the fear and

783
00:44:18.760 --> 00:44:23.039
<v Speaker 1>the exhaustion and the absolute strangeness of our situation, every

784
00:44:23.079 --> 00:44:26.079
<v Speaker 1>single one of us laughed. It was the first real

785
00:44:26.159 --> 00:44:28.840
<v Speaker 1>laugh we'd had in over twenty four hours, and it

786
00:44:28.880 --> 00:44:32.320
<v Speaker 1>felt like a pressure valve releasing. Maybe the creatures heard

787
00:44:32.400 --> 00:44:36.199
<v Speaker 1>us laugh. Maybe that's what prompted what happened next, or

788
00:44:36.239 --> 00:44:39.320
<v Speaker 1>maybe it was going to happen regardless. I don't know.

789
00:44:40.440 --> 00:44:44.280
<v Speaker 1>But about twenty minutes after Hank's comment, the chattering started again,

790
00:44:44.920 --> 00:44:47.800
<v Speaker 1>very close, this time just inside the tree line to

791
00:44:47.840 --> 00:44:51.039
<v Speaker 1>the north. And then while we were all focused on

792
00:44:51.079 --> 00:44:54.880
<v Speaker 1>the sounds, something stepped out from behind a large ponderosa

793
00:44:54.920 --> 00:44:57.800
<v Speaker 1>on the east side of the meadow. Every single one

794
00:44:57.840 --> 00:45:00.760
<v Speaker 1>of us saw it, all nine of us. Stay tuned

795
00:45:00.800 --> 00:45:04.000
<v Speaker 1>for more Backwoods big Foot stories. We'll be back after

796
00:45:04.039 --> 00:45:08.360
<v Speaker 1>these messages. There was no question about what we were

797
00:45:08.400 --> 00:45:12.559
<v Speaker 1>looking at, no ambiguity, no trick of the light. It

798
00:45:12.639 --> 00:45:15.559
<v Speaker 1>was standing in the open, maybe thirty five yards from

799
00:45:15.599 --> 00:45:19.760
<v Speaker 1>our fire, partially illuminated by the firelight and partially silhouetted

800
00:45:19.800 --> 00:45:22.760
<v Speaker 1>against the darker timber behind it. And it was the

801
00:45:22.760 --> 00:45:26.119
<v Speaker 1>most terrifying and the most magnificent thing I've ever seen

802
00:45:26.159 --> 00:45:27.480
<v Speaker 1>in my life.

803
00:45:27.519 --> 00:45:28.320
<v Speaker 2>It was massive.

804
00:45:28.920 --> 00:45:31.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm six foot one and I was looking up at

805
00:45:31.480 --> 00:45:35.239
<v Speaker 1>this thing way up. My best estimate, and Tom and

806
00:45:35.280 --> 00:45:38.199
<v Speaker 1>I talked about this extensively afterward, is that it was

807
00:45:38.199 --> 00:45:41.400
<v Speaker 1>between eight and a half and nine feet tall, Its

808
00:45:41.440 --> 00:45:44.360
<v Speaker 1>shoulders were easily three and a half to four feet across,

809
00:45:44.719 --> 00:45:47.800
<v Speaker 1>and its body was covered in dark hair, not fur

810
00:45:47.960 --> 00:45:51.360
<v Speaker 1>like an animal, but hair like a human's body, hair

811
00:45:51.400 --> 00:45:53.559
<v Speaker 1>if it grew to three or four inches in length

812
00:45:53.800 --> 00:45:57.559
<v Speaker 1>and covered every visible surface. The hair was darkest on

813
00:45:57.599 --> 00:46:00.519
<v Speaker 1>the back and shoulders, and lighter, more of a reddish

814
00:46:00.519 --> 00:46:04.239
<v Speaker 1>brown on the chest and stomach. The arms were long,

815
00:46:04.599 --> 00:46:08.800
<v Speaker 1>proportionally much longer than a human's, hanging to about mid thigh,

816
00:46:09.239 --> 00:46:13.599
<v Speaker 1>and the hands were enormous, easily twice the size of mine.

817
00:46:13.679 --> 00:46:16.280
<v Speaker 1>The face is what I remember most clearly, and it's

818
00:46:16.280 --> 00:46:18.880
<v Speaker 1>the image that visits me at night when I can't sleep.

819
00:46:19.639 --> 00:46:22.440
<v Speaker 1>It was broad and flat, with a heavy brow ridge

820
00:46:22.440 --> 00:46:25.840
<v Speaker 1>that cast the eyes in shadow, a wide, flat nose,

821
00:46:26.239 --> 00:46:27.840
<v Speaker 1>and a mouth that was set in what I can

822
00:46:27.880 --> 00:46:32.079
<v Speaker 1>only describe as a neutral expression, neither threatening nor friendly.

823
00:46:33.039 --> 00:46:35.559
<v Speaker 1>The eyes were the same yellowish white I'd seen the

824
00:46:35.639 --> 00:46:39.199
<v Speaker 1>night before, and in the firelight they seemed to almost

825
00:46:39.239 --> 00:46:43.199
<v Speaker 1>glow from within. The head was slightly conical, rising to

826
00:46:43.280 --> 00:46:46.119
<v Speaker 1>a subtle crest on top, and the whole face was

827
00:46:46.159 --> 00:46:50.239
<v Speaker 1>framed by that dark hair, almost like a mane. It

828
00:46:50.320 --> 00:46:53.079
<v Speaker 1>stood there and looked at us, and we stood there

829
00:46:53.079 --> 00:46:55.760
<v Speaker 1>and looked at it, and the world shrank to just

830
00:46:55.840 --> 00:46:59.800
<v Speaker 1>that moment, that exchange. I could hear my own heart

831
00:46:59.800 --> 00:47:02.960
<v Speaker 1>beat in my ears, loud and fast, and I could

832
00:47:03.000 --> 00:47:05.400
<v Speaker 1>hear the men around me breathing, and I could hear

833
00:47:05.400 --> 00:47:08.840
<v Speaker 1>the fire crackling, And that was it. That was the

834
00:47:09.000 --> 00:47:13.760
<v Speaker 1>entire universe, us and it, staring at each other across

835
00:47:13.800 --> 00:47:17.320
<v Speaker 1>thirty five yards of mountain meadow, with a wildfire bearing

836
00:47:17.360 --> 00:47:22.119
<v Speaker 1>down on all of us. Tom incredibly slowly raised one hand,

837
00:47:22.639 --> 00:47:27.119
<v Speaker 1>palm out, not a wave, just a slow, deliberate display

838
00:47:27.159 --> 00:47:29.920
<v Speaker 1>of his empty hand. I don't know if he planned

839
00:47:29.920 --> 00:47:33.039
<v Speaker 1>it or if it was instinct, but the creature's eyes

840
00:47:33.079 --> 00:47:37.000
<v Speaker 1>shifted to Tom's hand, and its head tilted slightly, and for

841
00:47:37.159 --> 00:47:40.199
<v Speaker 1>just a moment, just a heartbeat, I thought I saw

842
00:47:40.239 --> 00:47:43.639
<v Speaker 1>something in its expression that looked like recognition, like it

843
00:47:43.719 --> 00:47:48.360
<v Speaker 1>understood the gesture. Then it turned smoothly, with a fluid

844
00:47:48.400 --> 00:47:51.800
<v Speaker 1>grace that was almost impossible for something that size, and

845
00:47:51.880 --> 00:47:57.800
<v Speaker 1>it walked back into the timber, not running, walking calm unhurried,

846
00:47:58.400 --> 00:48:00.519
<v Speaker 1>like it had seen what it wanted to see and

847
00:48:00.639 --> 00:48:04.159
<v Speaker 1>was satisfied. And as it disappeared into the shadows between

848
00:48:04.159 --> 00:48:08.400
<v Speaker 1>the trees. I heard the chattering again from multiple directions,

849
00:48:08.880 --> 00:48:10.920
<v Speaker 1>and I knew that the others had been watching too,

850
00:48:11.760 --> 00:48:15.719
<v Speaker 1>the whole family or group or clan or whatever you

851
00:48:15.760 --> 00:48:19.199
<v Speaker 1>want to call it. They'd been right there the whole time,

852
00:48:19.760 --> 00:48:22.079
<v Speaker 1>just out of sight while one of them came forward

853
00:48:22.159 --> 00:48:24.519
<v Speaker 1>to take a closer look at the strange creatures with

854
00:48:24.639 --> 00:48:27.239
<v Speaker 1>the fire and the tools who had come into their home.

855
00:48:28.119 --> 00:48:30.159
<v Speaker 1>Nobody spoke for a long time after.

856
00:48:29.960 --> 00:48:31.480
<v Speaker 2>It was gone.

857
00:48:31.519 --> 00:48:33.199
<v Speaker 1>I think we were all dealing with a kind of

858
00:48:33.280 --> 00:48:37.039
<v Speaker 1>cognitive overload, a system error in our understanding of the

859
00:48:37.079 --> 00:48:40.760
<v Speaker 1>world that needed time to reboot. The thing about seeing

860
00:48:40.800 --> 00:48:44.000
<v Speaker 1>something like that, Brian, something that's not supposed to exist,

861
00:48:44.400 --> 00:48:47.039
<v Speaker 1>is that it doesn't just challenge what you know. It

862
00:48:47.119 --> 00:48:50.960
<v Speaker 1>challenges who you are. Your whole identity, your whole concept

863
00:48:51.000 --> 00:48:54.079
<v Speaker 1>of reality shifts in that moment, and you can feel

864
00:48:54.119 --> 00:48:56.679
<v Speaker 1>the ground moving under your feet even though you're standing

865
00:48:56.719 --> 00:49:00.960
<v Speaker 1>perfectly still. What was the first one to talk? He said,

866
00:49:01.119 --> 00:49:03.880
<v Speaker 1>And I remember this word for word, that was real.

867
00:49:04.320 --> 00:49:07.639
<v Speaker 1>That just happened. I'm not crazy, right, that was real?

868
00:49:08.360 --> 00:49:12.519
<v Speaker 1>And Tom said, yeah, kid, that was real. And Walt

869
00:49:12.559 --> 00:49:14.360
<v Speaker 1>sat down on the ground and put his face in

870
00:49:14.440 --> 00:49:17.639
<v Speaker 1>his hands, and he didn't cry. He just sat there

871
00:49:17.679 --> 00:49:20.239
<v Speaker 1>for a while, and when he looked up again, he

872
00:49:20.280 --> 00:49:23.280
<v Speaker 1>looked about ten years older. The rest of the second

873
00:49:23.360 --> 00:49:26.920
<v Speaker 1>night was relatively quiet compared to the first. We heard

874
00:49:26.920 --> 00:49:31.440
<v Speaker 1>occasional vocalizations distant now, and a few wood knocks, but

875
00:49:31.599 --> 00:49:35.719
<v Speaker 1>nothing close. Nothing came into the meadow again. I think

876
00:49:35.760 --> 00:49:38.480
<v Speaker 1>the big one, the one who'd shown himself, had gotten

877
00:49:38.480 --> 00:49:41.559
<v Speaker 1>the information he wanted, and whatever he'd communicated to the

878
00:49:41.599 --> 00:49:45.039
<v Speaker 1>others in that chattering language of theirs, had apparently concluded

879
00:49:45.199 --> 00:49:48.239
<v Speaker 1>that we weren't a threat, or maybe they decided we

880
00:49:48.239 --> 00:49:52.000
<v Speaker 1>were boring. I don't know, but the intensity of the

881
00:49:52.000 --> 00:49:55.800
<v Speaker 1>previous night's activity was gone, replaced by a more distant,

882
00:49:56.119 --> 00:50:00.000
<v Speaker 1>almost casual surveillance. I actually slept a little that second

883
00:50:00.079 --> 00:50:04.159
<v Speaker 1>at night, not well, not deeply, but I dozed off

884
00:50:04.199 --> 00:50:07.599
<v Speaker 1>around zero three hundred and got maybe two hours of broken,

885
00:50:07.679 --> 00:50:11.599
<v Speaker 1>restless sleep before dawn. I dreamed about the creature's face,

886
00:50:12.119 --> 00:50:15.679
<v Speaker 1>about those intelligent, glowing eyes, and in the dream it

887
00:50:15.719 --> 00:50:18.280
<v Speaker 1>spoke to me, although when I woke up I couldn't

888
00:50:18.320 --> 00:50:21.400
<v Speaker 1>remember what it said, just the feeling of being spoken

889
00:50:21.440 --> 00:50:24.559
<v Speaker 1>to by something very old and very wise that was

890
00:50:24.599 --> 00:50:28.039
<v Speaker 1>trying to tell me something important. Day three was our

891
00:50:28.119 --> 00:50:31.519
<v Speaker 1>last day on the ridge. The fire line was nearly complete,

892
00:50:31.840 --> 00:50:34.719
<v Speaker 1>and the fire itself had shifted direction slightly over night,

893
00:50:35.280 --> 00:50:38.079
<v Speaker 1>pushed by changing winds, which gave us a little more

894
00:50:38.119 --> 00:50:42.159
<v Speaker 1>breathing room. We worked hard through the morning, finishing the line,

895
00:50:42.199 --> 00:50:46.800
<v Speaker 1>clearing hot spots, reinforcing weak sections. The smoke was thick

896
00:50:46.840 --> 00:50:49.599
<v Speaker 1>and the air was brutally hot and dry, and we

897
00:50:49.599 --> 00:50:52.400
<v Speaker 1>were running low on water and food, but we pushed

898
00:50:52.400 --> 00:50:55.320
<v Speaker 1>through because we were almost done, and because every single

899
00:50:55.400 --> 00:50:57.360
<v Speaker 1>one of us was ready to get off that mountain.

900
00:50:58.199 --> 00:51:00.639
<v Speaker 1>Throughout the day, we continued to catch glimpses of the

901
00:51:00.639 --> 00:51:03.920
<v Speaker 1>creatures on the higher ground above us. They seemed less

902
00:51:03.920 --> 00:51:07.360
<v Speaker 1>concerned about concealment now, or maybe we'd just gotten better

903
00:51:07.400 --> 00:51:11.480
<v Speaker 1>at spotting them. I counted at least four distinct individuals

904
00:51:11.480 --> 00:51:14.840
<v Speaker 1>at various times. The big one, the male, was easy

905
00:51:14.880 --> 00:51:18.639
<v Speaker 1>to identify even at distance because of his sheer size.

906
00:51:18.679 --> 00:51:21.480
<v Speaker 1>There was a slightly smaller one that moved differently, with

907
00:51:21.559 --> 00:51:24.599
<v Speaker 1>a smoother, more graceful gait that I took to be

908
00:51:24.639 --> 00:51:28.800
<v Speaker 1>a female. And there were two smaller ones, juveniles who

909
00:51:28.840 --> 00:51:32.679
<v Speaker 1>seemed bolder and more curious than the adults. Occasionally moving

910
00:51:32.719 --> 00:51:36.039
<v Speaker 1>to exposed positions where we could see them clearly before

911
00:51:36.079 --> 00:51:38.199
<v Speaker 1>one of the larger ones would appear, and heard them

912
00:51:38.239 --> 00:51:41.880
<v Speaker 1>back into cover. At one point during the afternoon, I

913
00:51:41.960 --> 00:51:44.000
<v Speaker 1>was working a section of line near the top of

914
00:51:44.000 --> 00:51:46.440
<v Speaker 1>the ridge and I heard a sound above me and

915
00:51:46.480 --> 00:51:49.440
<v Speaker 1>looked up. One of the juveniles was sitting on a

916
00:51:49.440 --> 00:51:53.440
<v Speaker 1>boulder about eighty yards uphill, watching me work. It was

917
00:51:53.480 --> 00:51:56.000
<v Speaker 1>smaller than the adults, maybe five and a half or

918
00:51:56.039 --> 00:51:59.000
<v Speaker 1>six feet, and its hair was lighter in color, more

919
00:51:59.039 --> 00:52:03.159
<v Speaker 1>of a tawny brown. It sat perfectly still, just watching

920
00:52:03.199 --> 00:52:05.880
<v Speaker 1>me swing my pulaski, and its head would track the

921
00:52:05.880 --> 00:52:08.599
<v Speaker 1>tool from the upswing to the downswing and back again,

922
00:52:09.199 --> 00:52:12.440
<v Speaker 1>like a kid watching a tennis match. I stopped working

923
00:52:12.519 --> 00:52:15.000
<v Speaker 1>and looked at it, and it looked at me, and

924
00:52:15.039 --> 00:52:17.119
<v Speaker 1>I swear it tilted its head to the side, the

925
00:52:17.159 --> 00:52:19.719
<v Speaker 1>way a dog does when it's trying to figure something out.

926
00:52:20.559 --> 00:52:23.199
<v Speaker 1>Then a low, guttural grunt came from somewhere in the

927
00:52:23.239 --> 00:52:26.320
<v Speaker 1>trees behind the boulder, and the juvenile scrambled off the

928
00:52:26.400 --> 00:52:29.360
<v Speaker 1>rock and disappeared into the timber so fast it was

929
00:52:29.400 --> 00:52:32.199
<v Speaker 1>like it had never been there. A parent calling its

930
00:52:32.280 --> 00:52:35.440
<v Speaker 1>kid back is what it looked like a parent calling

931
00:52:35.480 --> 00:52:37.760
<v Speaker 1>its kid back because it had wandered too close to

932
00:52:37.800 --> 00:52:41.480
<v Speaker 1>the strangers. That was the moment, Brian, More than the

933
00:52:41.480 --> 00:52:44.599
<v Speaker 1>footprints or the vocalizations, or the rock throwing or even

934
00:52:44.639 --> 00:52:47.360
<v Speaker 1>the big male standing in the meadow. That was the

935
00:52:47.440 --> 00:52:51.639
<v Speaker 1>moment that changed me forever, because that juvenile's behavior was

936
00:52:51.679 --> 00:52:56.159
<v Speaker 1>so recognizable, so familiar, so fundamentally the same as any

937
00:52:56.239 --> 00:52:59.360
<v Speaker 1>curious kid being told to come back where it's safe.

938
00:52:59.440 --> 00:53:02.760
<v Speaker 1>That the last wall of denial in my mind just crumbled.

939
00:53:03.519 --> 00:53:07.599
<v Speaker 1>These weren't monsters, they weren't aberrations. They were a family

940
00:53:08.119 --> 00:53:10.840
<v Speaker 1>living their lives in these mountains the same way families

941
00:53:10.880 --> 00:53:14.760
<v Speaker 1>do everywhere, dealing with the same dynamics of curious children

942
00:53:14.760 --> 00:53:17.960
<v Speaker 1>and protective parents and the need to find food and

943
00:53:18.000 --> 00:53:21.840
<v Speaker 1>stay safe. And right now their home was burning, and

944
00:53:21.880 --> 00:53:25.400
<v Speaker 1>they were probably more scared than we were. We finished

945
00:53:25.400 --> 00:53:28.760
<v Speaker 1>the line late that afternoon and Tom radioed for extraction.

946
00:53:29.559 --> 00:53:31.519
<v Speaker 1>The helicopter was going to pick us up at first

947
00:53:31.599 --> 00:53:34.119
<v Speaker 1>light the next morning, so we had one more night

948
00:53:34.159 --> 00:53:37.519
<v Speaker 1>to spend on the ridge. But that last night was different.

949
00:53:38.000 --> 00:53:41.280
<v Speaker 1>The creatures were quiet. We heard a few distant howls

950
00:53:41.320 --> 00:53:45.199
<v Speaker 1>around dusk, mournful and long, drifting over the ridges from

951
00:53:45.199 --> 00:53:50.480
<v Speaker 1>somewhere to the south, closer to the fire, and then nothing, silence.

952
00:53:51.440 --> 00:53:54.159
<v Speaker 1>I wondered if they'd moved on, pushed north by the

953
00:53:54.199 --> 00:53:59.480
<v Speaker 1>advancing flames, looking for safer ground. I hope, so, Lord,

954
00:54:00.000 --> 00:54:03.079
<v Speaker 1>I hope so. I didn't sleep at all that last night.

955
00:54:04.239 --> 00:54:06.239
<v Speaker 1>I sat by the fire and watched the sky to

956
00:54:06.320 --> 00:54:09.239
<v Speaker 1>the south, where the fire was painting the underside of

957
00:54:09.280 --> 00:54:12.079
<v Speaker 1>the smoke clouds in shades of orange and red and

958
00:54:12.119 --> 00:54:15.519
<v Speaker 1>angry yellow. And I thought about those creatures and what

959
00:54:15.599 --> 00:54:19.199
<v Speaker 1>their world must be like. To live your entire life

960
00:54:19.199 --> 00:54:22.719
<v Speaker 1>in hiding in the margins, in the deepest and most

961
00:54:22.760 --> 00:54:28.719
<v Speaker 1>remote pockets of wilderness, always watching, always aware, always keeping

962
00:54:28.800 --> 00:54:31.480
<v Speaker 1>your distance from the one species on the planet that

963
00:54:31.519 --> 00:54:34.360
<v Speaker 1>would either kill you or cage you if it ever

964
00:54:34.400 --> 00:54:39.119
<v Speaker 1>confirmed your existence. And then to have your home, your refuge,

965
00:54:39.559 --> 00:54:44.440
<v Speaker 1>your last safe place, consumed by fire. I thought about

966
00:54:44.440 --> 00:54:47.920
<v Speaker 1>the juveniles, the little ones, and I felt a sorrow

967
00:54:48.039 --> 00:54:52.039
<v Speaker 1>so deep it actually made my chest ache. Morning came

968
00:54:52.599 --> 00:54:55.880
<v Speaker 1>and with it the distant thrum of the helicopter. Jack

969
00:54:55.960 --> 00:54:58.480
<v Speaker 1>was right on time, appearing over the ridge from the

970
00:54:58.519 --> 00:55:00.519
<v Speaker 1>north in that old bell that he ha handled like

971
00:55:00.559 --> 00:55:03.760
<v Speaker 1>an extension of his own body. We'd already packed up

972
00:55:03.800 --> 00:55:05.800
<v Speaker 1>camp and were standing in the meadow with our gear

973
00:55:06.039 --> 00:55:08.960
<v Speaker 1>when the helicopter crested the ridge and began its approach.

974
00:55:09.800 --> 00:55:12.559
<v Speaker 1>The downdraft from the rotors flattened the grass around us

975
00:55:12.559 --> 00:55:15.480
<v Speaker 1>in expanding circles, and kicked up dust and ash that

976
00:55:15.559 --> 00:55:20.719
<v Speaker 1>stung our eyes. We loaded gear and climbed in, nine exhausted, filthy,

977
00:55:20.800 --> 00:55:23.480
<v Speaker 1>emotionally wrung out men who wanted nothing more than a

978
00:55:23.480 --> 00:55:25.920
<v Speaker 1>hot shower and a cold beer and a world that

979
00:55:26.000 --> 00:55:29.599
<v Speaker 1>made sense again. The helicopter lifted off, and the meadow

980
00:55:29.599 --> 00:55:32.679
<v Speaker 1>fell away beneath us, that little patch of grass that

981
00:55:32.719 --> 00:55:34.880
<v Speaker 1>had been our home and our refuge for three of

982
00:55:34.920 --> 00:55:38.519
<v Speaker 1>the most extraordinary days of my life, shrinking to a

983
00:55:38.519 --> 00:55:42.320
<v Speaker 1>green dot and then disappearing behind the ridge. I pressed

984
00:55:42.320 --> 00:55:44.960
<v Speaker 1>my face against the window and watched the landscape tilt

985
00:55:45.000 --> 00:55:48.840
<v Speaker 1>and roll as Jack banked toward the northeast, gaining altitude

986
00:55:48.840 --> 00:55:51.400
<v Speaker 1>for the flight back to base. And that's when we

987
00:55:51.480 --> 00:55:54.360
<v Speaker 1>saw them for the last time. They were standing on

988
00:55:54.400 --> 00:55:57.119
<v Speaker 1>a rocky ridge about a quarter mile to the northeast,

989
00:55:57.440 --> 00:56:01.800
<v Speaker 1>silhouetted against the smoky morning sky, all of them six.

990
00:56:02.599 --> 00:56:04.800
<v Speaker 1>I counted them twice because I wanted to be sure.

991
00:56:05.239 --> 00:56:07.440
<v Speaker 1>And then I counted them a third time because my

992
00:56:07.519 --> 00:56:11.079
<v Speaker 1>brain wouldn't accept what my eyes were telling it. Six

993
00:56:11.079 --> 00:56:14.360
<v Speaker 1>individuals standing in a loose group on the exposed rock,

994
00:56:14.760 --> 00:56:18.840
<v Speaker 1>making no effort whatsoever to hide. In three days, these

995
00:56:18.880 --> 00:56:22.920
<v Speaker 1>creatures had gone from cautious nighttime observers to openly standing

996
00:56:22.920 --> 00:56:26.400
<v Speaker 1>on an exposed ridge and broad daylight watching us leave.

997
00:56:27.239 --> 00:56:31.000
<v Speaker 1>Something had changed whatever conclusions they'd drawn about us during

998
00:56:31.039 --> 00:56:34.159
<v Speaker 1>our time in their territory. The result was that they

999
00:56:34.199 --> 00:56:37.800
<v Speaker 1>no longer felt the need to conceal themselves. The big

1000
00:56:37.840 --> 00:56:40.960
<v Speaker 1>male was in front, slightly apart from the others, and

1001
00:56:41.039 --> 00:56:44.159
<v Speaker 1>even at that distance, even through the smoke haze, I

1002
00:56:44.159 --> 00:56:46.559
<v Speaker 1>could see the massive breadth of his shoulders, and the

1003
00:56:46.559 --> 00:56:50.599
<v Speaker 1>way he stood upright and solid, like a monument carved

1004
00:56:50.599 --> 00:56:54.320
<v Speaker 1>from the mountain itself. There was something almost regal about

1005
00:56:54.320 --> 00:56:57.480
<v Speaker 1>his posture, a dignity and a self assurance that I've

1006
00:56:57.480 --> 00:57:01.360
<v Speaker 1>never seen in any animal before or since. He stood

1007
00:57:01.360 --> 00:57:05.039
<v Speaker 1>the way a king stands, surveying his domain. And even

1008
00:57:05.079 --> 00:57:07.840
<v Speaker 1>though that domain was burning, even though the smoke was

1009
00:57:07.880 --> 00:57:11.239
<v Speaker 1>thickening and the fire was creeping closer, he stood his

1010
00:57:11.280 --> 00:57:14.760
<v Speaker 1>ground and he watched us go. The helicopter swung toward

1011
00:57:14.840 --> 00:57:17.199
<v Speaker 1>them as it came in for the pickup, and Jack,

1012
00:57:17.480 --> 00:57:20.000
<v Speaker 1>who couldn't have missed them, said nothing on the radio,

1013
00:57:20.719 --> 00:57:24.119
<v Speaker 1>not a word. The crew chief in the helicopter said nothing.

1014
00:57:24.679 --> 00:57:27.800
<v Speaker 1>We all just looked. I glanced around the cabin, and

1015
00:57:27.840 --> 00:57:30.599
<v Speaker 1>every single man had his face pressed to whatever window

1016
00:57:30.679 --> 00:57:36.760
<v Speaker 1>was closest, eyes wide, mouths open. Marcos was crying again, openly,

1017
00:57:37.320 --> 00:57:40.079
<v Speaker 1>tears cutting clean tracks through the soot on his face.

1018
00:57:40.920 --> 00:57:43.960
<v Speaker 1>Walt had his hand pressed flat against the plexiglass, like

1019
00:57:44.000 --> 00:57:46.880
<v Speaker 1>he was trying to reach out and touch them. Danny

1020
00:57:46.960 --> 00:57:49.239
<v Speaker 1>was whispering something under his breath that I couldn't hear

1021
00:57:49.280 --> 00:57:52.840
<v Speaker 1>over the rotors, but that looked like my God, repeated

1022
00:57:52.920 --> 00:57:56.559
<v Speaker 1>over and over. The helicopter passed maybe two hundred yards

1023
00:57:56.599 --> 00:57:59.239
<v Speaker 1>from the ridge where they were standing, close enough that

1024
00:57:59.280 --> 00:58:03.800
<v Speaker 1>I could make out individual details, the big male, the female,

1025
00:58:03.880 --> 00:58:06.039
<v Speaker 1>or what I took to be the female, standing slightly

1026
00:58:06.079 --> 00:58:08.559
<v Speaker 1>behind him, with one of the smaller ones partially hidden

1027
00:58:08.599 --> 00:58:11.639
<v Speaker 1>behind her legs, just the way a human child might

1028
00:58:11.679 --> 00:58:14.519
<v Speaker 1>peek out from behind its mother when strangers are around.

1029
00:58:15.400 --> 00:58:18.920
<v Speaker 1>Two juveniles side by side, the one I'd watched on

1030
00:58:18.960 --> 00:58:22.760
<v Speaker 1>the boulder, and another of similar size, and a sixth,

1031
00:58:23.239 --> 00:58:27.239
<v Speaker 1>medium sized that I hadn't been sure about before, positioned

1032
00:58:27.280 --> 00:58:29.480
<v Speaker 1>at the edge of the group, like a sentry or

1033
00:58:29.480 --> 00:58:33.119
<v Speaker 1>an older sibling, keeping watch. Their hair ruffled in the

1034
00:58:33.199 --> 00:58:36.119
<v Speaker 1>rotor wash as we passed, and the female reached down

1035
00:58:36.119 --> 00:58:38.559
<v Speaker 1>and put what I can only describe as a hand

1036
00:58:38.559 --> 00:58:40.440
<v Speaker 1>on the head of the small one at her side,

1037
00:58:41.039 --> 00:58:43.920
<v Speaker 1>a gesture so tender and so human that it nearly

1038
00:58:43.960 --> 00:58:49.119
<v Speaker 1>broke me. Six a family standing on a ridge with

1039
00:58:49.159 --> 00:58:53.159
<v Speaker 1>their world burning behind them, watching us leave. The big

1040
00:58:53.159 --> 00:58:55.960
<v Speaker 1>male's head turned to track the helicopter as we flew over,

1041
00:58:56.440 --> 00:59:00.280
<v Speaker 1>and for one brief moment, one impossibly compressed instant of time,

1042
00:59:00.880 --> 00:59:02.840
<v Speaker 1>I felt like he looked directly at me through the

1043
00:59:02.840 --> 00:59:08.000
<v Speaker 1>plexiglass window, those eyes, even at that distance. I can't

1044
00:59:08.000 --> 00:59:11.000
<v Speaker 1>be sure, of course, I know that. I know it

1045
00:59:11.079 --> 00:59:14.480
<v Speaker 1>might have been my imagination or the angle, or the

1046
00:59:14.519 --> 00:59:18.440
<v Speaker 1>emotional state I was in. But I felt seen, I

1047
00:59:18.480 --> 00:59:22.000
<v Speaker 1>felt acknowledged, and I felt like something passed between us

1048
00:59:22.039 --> 00:59:26.039
<v Speaker 1>in that moment, some communication that went beyond language or gesture,

1049
00:59:26.599 --> 00:59:29.559
<v Speaker 1>something as simple and as profound as one living thing

1050
00:59:29.719 --> 00:59:33.719
<v Speaker 1>recognizing another. Then the helicopter banked and they slid out

1051
00:59:33.719 --> 00:59:37.480
<v Speaker 1>of view behind the ridge, and they were gone. Nobody

1052
00:59:37.480 --> 00:59:39.719
<v Speaker 1>spoke for the first twenty minutes of the flight back.

1053
00:59:40.320 --> 00:59:42.440
<v Speaker 1>The only sounds were the rotors and the wind, and

1054
00:59:42.480 --> 00:59:45.559
<v Speaker 1>the occasional crackle of the radio. I sat in my

1055
00:59:45.599 --> 00:59:48.360
<v Speaker 1>seat and stared at my hands, which were blistered and

1056
00:59:48.400 --> 00:59:51.440
<v Speaker 1>cut and black with soot, and I tried to reconcile

1057
00:59:51.480 --> 00:59:53.440
<v Speaker 1>what I'd just seen with the world I thought. I

1058
00:59:53.480 --> 00:59:56.159
<v Speaker 1>lived in the world where I had a truck and

1059
00:59:56.199 --> 00:59:58.760
<v Speaker 1>an apartment and a girlfriend who was waiting for me

1060
00:59:58.840 --> 01:00:01.760
<v Speaker 1>in Yukiyah. I had a career that made sense and

1061
01:00:01.840 --> 01:00:04.960
<v Speaker 1>a future that was predictable. Stay tuned for more Backwoods

1062
01:00:05.000 --> 01:00:10.679
<v Speaker 1>Bigfoot stories. We'll be back after these messages. That world

1063
01:00:10.679 --> 01:00:13.719
<v Speaker 1>felt very small, suddenly, like a room i'd been living

1064
01:00:13.800 --> 01:00:16.000
<v Speaker 1>in my whole life that I just discovered had a

1065
01:00:16.039 --> 01:00:19.400
<v Speaker 1>door I'd never noticed, and behind that door was something

1066
01:00:19.519 --> 01:00:23.440
<v Speaker 1>vast and wild and completely beyond my control. When Tom

1067
01:00:23.480 --> 01:00:26.679
<v Speaker 1>finally broke the silence, he just said, we're not going

1068
01:00:26.760 --> 01:00:30.440
<v Speaker 1>to talk about this, not to anyone, not to our families,

1069
01:00:30.800 --> 01:00:33.639
<v Speaker 1>not to our friends, not to anyone in the service.

1070
01:00:34.280 --> 01:00:37.679
<v Speaker 1>We all know what we saw. That's enough, and those

1071
01:00:37.760 --> 01:00:40.920
<v Speaker 1>things they've got enough problems without us bringing a circus

1072
01:00:40.920 --> 01:00:45.039
<v Speaker 1>into their backyard. Every man on that crew nodded, every

1073
01:00:45.119 --> 01:00:49.239
<v Speaker 1>single one. There was no argument, no debate, no one

1074
01:00:49.280 --> 01:00:53.320
<v Speaker 1>playing devil's advocate. We'd made a collective decision in that moment,

1075
01:00:53.719 --> 01:00:56.440
<v Speaker 1>born not out of fear of ridicule, although that was

1076
01:00:56.440 --> 01:00:59.480
<v Speaker 1>certainly part of it, but out of something more fundamental,

1077
01:01:00.079 --> 01:01:03.519
<v Speaker 1>out of respect. We'd been guests in their home, and

1078
01:01:03.559 --> 01:01:07.599
<v Speaker 1>they tolerated us, even engaged with us, and the least

1079
01:01:07.599 --> 01:01:12.000
<v Speaker 1>we could do was protect their privacy. Tom understood that instinctively,

1080
01:01:12.400 --> 01:01:14.920
<v Speaker 1>and so did the rest of us. And for thirty

1081
01:01:14.920 --> 01:01:18.199
<v Speaker 1>five years, every man on that crew kept his word.

1082
01:01:19.079 --> 01:01:21.719
<v Speaker 1>Jack the pilot never said a single word about what

1083
01:01:21.760 --> 01:01:24.599
<v Speaker 1>he'd seen from the cockpit. I ran into him a

1084
01:01:24.599 --> 01:01:27.000
<v Speaker 1>few years later at a fire camp in Oregon and

1085
01:01:27.039 --> 01:01:29.559
<v Speaker 1>we had coffee together, and at one point I started

1086
01:01:29.599 --> 01:01:31.480
<v Speaker 1>to bring it up, and he just held up his

1087
01:01:31.519 --> 01:01:34.960
<v Speaker 1>hand and shook his head and changed the subject. Jack

1088
01:01:35.000 --> 01:01:37.840
<v Speaker 1>took it to his grave. He died in twenty and

1089
01:01:37.920 --> 01:01:42.440
<v Speaker 1>thirteen heart attack, sitting in his recliner watching a baseball game.

1090
01:01:43.239 --> 01:01:45.840
<v Speaker 1>His daughter told me he went easy, which is more

1091
01:01:45.880 --> 01:01:47.559
<v Speaker 1>than a lot of men in our line of work

1092
01:01:47.639 --> 01:01:50.480
<v Speaker 1>can say. I need to tell you what happened after,

1093
01:01:50.960 --> 01:01:53.920
<v Speaker 1>because I think it matters. We got back to base

1094
01:01:53.960 --> 01:01:57.239
<v Speaker 1>and threw ourselves into the firefight, which went on for weeks.

1095
01:01:58.079 --> 01:02:00.960
<v Speaker 1>The fire eventually burned through the area where we'd been working,

1096
01:02:01.360 --> 01:02:04.679
<v Speaker 1>and our fire line held. I'd like to think it helped.

1097
01:02:05.119 --> 01:02:07.079
<v Speaker 1>I'd like to think that the line we cut gave

1098
01:02:07.119 --> 01:02:09.960
<v Speaker 1>those creatures and everything else living on that mountain a

1099
01:02:10.000 --> 01:02:12.679
<v Speaker 1>little extra time to get out of the way. I

1100
01:02:12.719 --> 01:02:16.280
<v Speaker 1>don't know if it did. I'll never know. Over the years,

1101
01:02:16.280 --> 01:02:19.679
<v Speaker 1>I've thought about that experience almost every day. Some days

1102
01:02:19.719 --> 01:02:23.000
<v Speaker 1>it's just a fleeting image those eyes in the firelight.

1103
01:02:23.800 --> 01:02:26.559
<v Speaker 1>Other days it's a full immersion, and I'm back on

1104
01:02:26.639 --> 01:02:29.280
<v Speaker 1>that ridge with the smoke and the fear and the wonder,

1105
01:02:29.719 --> 01:02:32.039
<v Speaker 1>and I can smell that musky odor and hear that

1106
01:02:32.159 --> 01:02:35.880
<v Speaker 1>chattering language, and feel the ground shake from footsteps that

1107
01:02:35.960 --> 01:02:40.519
<v Speaker 1>belonged to something that science says can't exist. I stayed

1108
01:02:40.519 --> 01:02:43.599
<v Speaker 1>with the Forest Service for another fifteen years. After eighty seven,

1109
01:02:44.320 --> 01:02:47.320
<v Speaker 1>I transferred out of hell Attack, eventually moved into a

1110
01:02:47.400 --> 01:02:50.239
<v Speaker 1>management position, and spent the rest of my career in

1111
01:02:50.280 --> 01:02:57.119
<v Speaker 1>fire planning and prevention. I worked all over the West, Idaho, Montana, Oregon, Washington,

1112
01:02:57.400 --> 01:02:59.719
<v Speaker 1>and I spent a lot of time in remote backcountry.

1113
01:03:00.440 --> 01:03:02.480
<v Speaker 1>I never saw anything like what I saw on that

1114
01:03:02.599 --> 01:03:06.000
<v Speaker 1>ridge in the Mendocino Again. I found tracks a couple

1115
01:03:06.000 --> 01:03:08.880
<v Speaker 1>of times up in the Cellway Bitter Route in Idaho,

1116
01:03:09.440 --> 01:03:12.679
<v Speaker 1>and once in the Walla Was in Oregon, big prints,

1117
01:03:12.960 --> 01:03:16.079
<v Speaker 1>clear and unmistakable, pressed into the mud of a remote

1118
01:03:16.119 --> 01:03:19.840
<v Speaker 1>stream bank where nobody had any business being. Each time

1119
01:03:19.880 --> 01:03:22.119
<v Speaker 1>I'd stand there and stare at them and feel that

1120
01:03:22.199 --> 01:03:26.239
<v Speaker 1>same electric jolt of recognition, that same collision between what

1121
01:03:26.320 --> 01:03:28.280
<v Speaker 1>I knew to be true and what the rest of

1122
01:03:28.320 --> 01:03:31.639
<v Speaker 1>the world told me was impossible. But I never had

1123
01:03:31.679 --> 01:03:34.760
<v Speaker 1>another face to face encounter. Part of me is grateful

1124
01:03:34.760 --> 01:03:37.079
<v Speaker 1>for that. Part of me wishes I could see them

1125
01:03:37.159 --> 01:03:40.760
<v Speaker 1>one more time. I tried to go back once. In

1126
01:03:40.880 --> 01:03:43.280
<v Speaker 1>ninety two, I took a week of vacation and drove

1127
01:03:43.400 --> 01:03:46.599
<v Speaker 1>up into the Mendocino to the same general area where

1128
01:03:46.599 --> 01:03:49.760
<v Speaker 1>we'd worked that fire line. The forest had started to

1129
01:03:49.800 --> 01:03:53.119
<v Speaker 1>recover by then, new growth coming in green and determined

1130
01:03:53.119 --> 01:03:56.599
<v Speaker 1>among the blackened trunks of the big trees that hadn't survived.

1131
01:03:57.480 --> 01:04:00.280
<v Speaker 1>I hiked in alone, camped for three nights on a

1132
01:04:00.360 --> 01:04:02.199
<v Speaker 1>ridge that I thought might have been close to our

1133
01:04:02.239 --> 01:04:05.960
<v Speaker 1>old meadow, although five years of fire damage and regrowth

1134
01:04:05.960 --> 01:04:08.880
<v Speaker 1>had changed the landscape so much that I couldn't be sure.

1135
01:04:09.639 --> 01:04:13.360
<v Speaker 1>I didn't find tracks, I didn't hear vocalizations, I didn't

1136
01:04:13.400 --> 01:04:16.480
<v Speaker 1>feel watched. The place felt empty in a way that

1137
01:04:16.599 --> 01:04:20.760
<v Speaker 1>made my heart sink. Maybe they'd moved on, Maybe they'd

1138
01:04:20.800 --> 01:04:24.320
<v Speaker 1>gone deeper into the wilderness to places even more remote,

1139
01:04:24.880 --> 01:04:27.320
<v Speaker 1>pushed further away by the fire and the logging and

1140
01:04:27.360 --> 01:04:29.880
<v Speaker 1>the roads and all the other ways we keep shrinking

1141
01:04:29.920 --> 01:04:33.719
<v Speaker 1>their world. Or maybe they were right there, fifty yards

1142
01:04:33.760 --> 01:04:36.280
<v Speaker 1>away in the timber, watching me, the same as they'd

1143
01:04:36.280 --> 01:04:39.760
<v Speaker 1>watched us before, and they'd simply decided that one old

1144
01:04:39.800 --> 01:04:44.320
<v Speaker 1>firefighter sitting alone by a campfire wasn't interesting enough to investigate.

1145
01:04:45.159 --> 01:04:47.280
<v Speaker 1>I'd like to think it was that. I'd like to

1146
01:04:47.280 --> 01:04:50.679
<v Speaker 1>think they remembered. Tom passed away in two thousand and

1147
01:04:50.800 --> 01:04:55.159
<v Speaker 1>nine cancer. He was a smoker, which didn't help, but

1148
01:04:55.239 --> 01:04:58.440
<v Speaker 1>the doctor said years of smoke inholation from wildfire fighting

1149
01:04:58.679 --> 01:05:02.159
<v Speaker 1>probably contributed. I saw him a few months before he died.

1150
01:05:02.480 --> 01:05:04.679
<v Speaker 1>Drove down to Redding, where he was living with his daughter.

1151
01:05:05.400 --> 01:05:07.719
<v Speaker 1>We sat on his porch and drank coffee, and he

1152
01:05:07.800 --> 01:05:10.519
<v Speaker 1>was thin and tired, but his eyes were still sharp.

1153
01:05:10.880 --> 01:05:13.480
<v Speaker 1>And at some point he said, you ever think about

1154
01:05:13.480 --> 01:05:16.559
<v Speaker 1>that night on the ridge? And I said every day,

1155
01:05:17.239 --> 01:05:20.559
<v Speaker 1>and he nodded and said me too. Best thing I

1156
01:05:20.599 --> 01:05:24.239
<v Speaker 1>ever saw, worst secret I ever kept. And then we

1157
01:05:24.280 --> 01:05:27.039
<v Speaker 1>sat there for a while and didn't say anything, because

1158
01:05:27.039 --> 01:05:30.440
<v Speaker 1>what else was there to say. Danny moved to Alaska

1159
01:05:30.480 --> 01:05:33.119
<v Speaker 1>after he left the service. Last I heard, he was

1160
01:05:33.199 --> 01:05:36.320
<v Speaker 1>running a fishing charter out of Sitka. Rich died in

1161
01:05:36.360 --> 01:05:39.559
<v Speaker 1>a car accident in ninety four. Marcos went back to

1162
01:05:39.599 --> 01:05:41.880
<v Speaker 1>Mexico to take care of his mother, and I lost

1163
01:05:41.920 --> 01:05:45.760
<v Speaker 1>touch with him. Pete, Bobby, Hank, and Walt are all

1164
01:05:45.800 --> 01:05:48.920
<v Speaker 1>still alive as far as I know, scattered around the West,

1165
01:05:49.199 --> 01:05:53.159
<v Speaker 1>living their lives, carrying the same memories. I've thought about

1166
01:05:53.159 --> 01:05:56.320
<v Speaker 1>reaching out to them, especially now, but I think the

1167
01:05:56.360 --> 01:05:59.519
<v Speaker 1>pact we made still holds. They'll talk about it when

1168
01:05:59.519 --> 01:06:03.440
<v Speaker 1>they're ready, or they won't. That's their choice, and I

1169
01:06:03.480 --> 01:06:06.320
<v Speaker 1>respect it. I'm writing this to you now because I'm

1170
01:06:06.320 --> 01:06:09.480
<v Speaker 1>seventy one years old and time is getting short, and

1171
01:06:09.519 --> 01:06:11.280
<v Speaker 1>there are things that need to be said before I

1172
01:06:11.320 --> 01:06:14.480
<v Speaker 1>can't say them anymore. I don't care if people believe me.

1173
01:06:14.960 --> 01:06:18.639
<v Speaker 1>I really don't The believing or not believing. That's everybody

1174
01:06:18.679 --> 01:06:22.480
<v Speaker 1>else's problem. I was there. I saw what I saw,

1175
01:06:23.000 --> 01:06:26.000
<v Speaker 1>I heard what I heard, I felt what I felt.

1176
01:06:26.280 --> 01:06:29.039
<v Speaker 1>And what I felt, more than the fear, more than

1177
01:06:29.119 --> 01:06:33.719
<v Speaker 1>the awe, more than the strangeness of it all, was privilege.

1178
01:06:33.760 --> 01:06:36.039
<v Speaker 1>I felt like I'd been given a gift, like the

1179
01:06:36.119 --> 01:06:38.199
<v Speaker 1>universe had pulled back a curtain for just a few

1180
01:06:38.280 --> 01:06:41.360
<v Speaker 1>days and shown me something that most people will never see,

1181
01:06:41.920 --> 01:06:46.920
<v Speaker 1>something that exists just beyond the edge of our understanding, patiently, quietly,

1182
01:06:47.360 --> 01:06:51.159
<v Speaker 1>persistently existing, despite everything we've done to pave over and

1183
01:06:51.199 --> 01:06:54.119
<v Speaker 1>burn down and explain away the wild places where they live.

1184
01:06:55.119 --> 01:06:58.800
<v Speaker 1>The fires of eighty seven were devastating. They burned hundreds

1185
01:06:58.800 --> 01:07:02.440
<v Speaker 1>of thousands of acres and change the landscape forever. But

1186
01:07:02.480 --> 01:07:06.280
<v Speaker 1>life came back the way it always does. Trees grew,

1187
01:07:06.719 --> 01:07:11.760
<v Speaker 1>grass returned, streams cleared. And I've always believed, I've always

1188
01:07:11.840 --> 01:07:15.480
<v Speaker 1>hoped that somewhere in those mountains, in the deepest, most

1189
01:07:15.519 --> 01:07:20.000
<v Speaker 1>remote canyons and ridges, that family survived, That the big

1190
01:07:20.039 --> 01:07:22.920
<v Speaker 1>male led them to safety, that the female kept the

1191
01:07:22.960 --> 01:07:26.599
<v Speaker 1>little ones close, that those curious juveniles grew up and

1192
01:07:26.639 --> 01:07:29.880
<v Speaker 1>had families of their own. I don't know that I

1193
01:07:29.920 --> 01:07:33.119
<v Speaker 1>can't know that, but I choose to believe it because

1194
01:07:33.119 --> 01:07:37.320
<v Speaker 1>the alternative is too painful to accept. Brian, I want

1195
01:07:37.320 --> 01:07:39.480
<v Speaker 1>to thank you for what you do. I know it

1196
01:07:39.519 --> 01:07:42.719
<v Speaker 1>probably sounds strange coming from an old man you've never met,

1197
01:07:42.840 --> 01:07:44.960
<v Speaker 1>but your show has given me something I didn't know

1198
01:07:45.079 --> 01:07:47.800
<v Speaker 1>I needed, which is the knowledge that I'm not alone,

1199
01:07:48.360 --> 01:07:51.760
<v Speaker 1>that other people have seen these things, experience these things,

1200
01:07:52.119 --> 01:07:54.440
<v Speaker 1>and that there's at least one place in this world

1201
01:07:54.679 --> 01:07:58.119
<v Speaker 1>where those stories are treated with respect and taken seriously.

1202
01:07:59.000 --> 01:08:01.599
<v Speaker 1>You mentioned on your show that you hadn't experienced yourself

1203
01:08:01.639 --> 01:08:04.320
<v Speaker 1>when you were young, and that it changed your life.

1204
01:08:05.079 --> 01:08:07.400
<v Speaker 1>I understand that in a way that I wish I didn't,

1205
01:08:07.760 --> 01:08:10.519
<v Speaker 1>because once you see the truth, you can't unsee it,

1206
01:08:10.920 --> 01:08:13.920
<v Speaker 1>and the world never looks quite the same again. I

1207
01:08:13.960 --> 01:08:16.720
<v Speaker 1>hope those creatures made it through the fires. I hope

1208
01:08:16.720 --> 01:08:19.319
<v Speaker 1>they're still out there somewhere in the smoke and the

1209
01:08:19.359 --> 01:08:23.000
<v Speaker 1>timber and the deep green silence of the mountains. I

1210
01:08:23.000 --> 01:08:26.039
<v Speaker 1>hope the little ones grew up strong and cautious and curious,

1211
01:08:26.640 --> 01:08:30.039
<v Speaker 1>just like their parents. And I hope that someday, when

1212
01:08:30.159 --> 01:08:33.479
<v Speaker 1>humanity is ready, when we've grown up enough to handle it,

1213
01:08:33.800 --> 01:08:36.560
<v Speaker 1>the curtain gets pulled back all the way and everyone

1214
01:08:36.600 --> 01:08:38.359
<v Speaker 1>gets to see what a few of us have been

1215
01:08:38.399 --> 01:08:42.560
<v Speaker 1>fortunate enough to witness. Until then, I'll keep my memories.

1216
01:08:43.359 --> 01:08:46.199
<v Speaker 1>Nine men on a ridge, a wall of fire at

1217
01:08:46.199 --> 01:08:50.359
<v Speaker 1>our backs, and a family of impossible, magnificent creatures who

1218
01:08:50.399 --> 01:08:52.600
<v Speaker 1>came out of the shadows just long enough to remind

1219
01:08:52.680 --> 01:08:54.720
<v Speaker 1>us that we don't know nearly as much about this

1220
01:08:54.800 --> 01:08:58.399
<v Speaker 1>world as we think we do. Thank you for listening, Brian.

1221
01:08:58.920 --> 01:09:00.000
<v Speaker 1>Keep doing what you're doing.

1222
01:09:00.800 --> 01:11:01.760
<v Speaker 2>Kyle, don't want to

1223
01:11:04.560 --> 01:11:04.600
<v Speaker 1>Do
