WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.920 --> 00:00:04.559 Hi, Hello, welcome to Private Talk. I'm excited to get 2 00:00:04.599 --> 00:00:06.519 to know you a little bit better. I've been seeing 3 00:00:06.559 --> 00:00:10.039 those luscious boobies of yours all over Instagram. I am 4 00:00:10.240 --> 00:00:13.160 it's unfortunate that you just had an Instagram mishap. We 5 00:00:13.279 --> 00:00:15.640 get why is that. Hopefully we're going to get it 6 00:00:15.679 --> 00:00:17.679 back really soon so you can get all those things. 7 00:00:17.760 --> 00:00:19.719 I'm sure I did nothing wrong. What did you do 8 00:00:19.800 --> 00:00:21.399 to get in the doghouse with Instagram? 9 00:00:21.440 --> 00:00:23.320 I don't know, because they just said like, okay, this 10 00:00:23.399 --> 00:00:27.679 has been automatically like selected and now we're just reviewing. 11 00:00:28.039 --> 00:00:29.960 So did you get to see what you're being under 12 00:00:29.960 --> 00:00:33.240 review for or did they autorally just standing like, oh, 13 00:00:33.280 --> 00:00:37.520 it's for solicitation, it's some kind of sexual thing. Well, 14 00:00:37.560 --> 00:00:39.640 we will not discriminate you here at Private Talk. We 15 00:00:39.640 --> 00:00:41.600 want to get to know the deep down dirty all 16 00:00:41.679 --> 00:00:44.719 the versions of Miss Lily Lou. So introduce yourself to 17 00:00:44.759 --> 00:00:47.759 Private Talk. Love. Hi, I'm Lily Lou. 18 00:00:48.119 --> 00:00:50.520 I'm in the adult industry and have been for about 19 00:00:50.520 --> 00:00:51.320 like two years now. 20 00:00:51.880 --> 00:00:53.560 Live in the life. I'm very happy. 21 00:00:54.719 --> 00:00:57.920 Well yeah, yeah, find me on all of my social medias. 22 00:00:58.439 --> 00:01:00.920 Live in the life, So let us know what living 23 00:01:00.960 --> 00:01:03.240 the life means are you did you just move to 24 00:01:03.359 --> 00:01:05.840 LA when you started doing you know, content creating and 25 00:01:05.879 --> 00:01:09.359 the adult industry. Did you always have dreams of being 26 00:01:09.439 --> 00:01:11.480 in behind or in front of the camera. 27 00:01:11.680 --> 00:01:15.000 Yes, yes, So I've always had dreams of being in 28 00:01:15.000 --> 00:01:16.959 front of the camera. It's like ever since I watched 29 00:01:16.959 --> 00:01:18.920 porn for like the first time when I was like 30 00:01:19.200 --> 00:01:21.760 a pre teen. Basically I was like ooh, naked people 31 00:01:21.799 --> 00:01:24.400 at first, but then it's like like Ooh, I like this, 32 00:01:24.519 --> 00:01:28.120 can't wait to get home from school masturbate like it's fantastic, 33 00:01:28.599 --> 00:01:31.120 And so I always thought that, like I wanted to 34 00:01:31.159 --> 00:01:33.640 do that, and I did. It's just the fact that 35 00:01:33.719 --> 00:01:36.799 I was very My parents were very controlling, and so 36 00:01:37.680 --> 00:01:40.159 they would be like, oh, you whore, Like you're not 37 00:01:40.159 --> 00:01:41.879 allowed to have friends, You're not allowed to go out. 38 00:01:42.120 --> 00:01:44.400 It's like for high school, I just did entirely online. 39 00:01:44.840 --> 00:01:47.799 And with that it's like, Okay, if people scare the 40 00:01:47.840 --> 00:01:50.319 shit out of me, uh, what can I do? That's 41 00:01:50.359 --> 00:01:54.319 kind of adjacent to that, And so I mean camming 42 00:01:54.400 --> 00:01:57.000 was popular and I was like, oh god, being live 43 00:01:57.239 --> 00:02:00.200 in front of people, that's always worse than being in person. 44 00:02:00.200 --> 00:02:01.599 And so that was a no go. 45 00:02:01.719 --> 00:02:04.519 But I saw this article that was, you know, some 46 00:02:04.640 --> 00:02:06.959 lady sells her panties on Reddit, and I'm like. 47 00:02:07.079 --> 00:02:07.760 I could do that. 48 00:02:07.840 --> 00:02:10.599 I could just be purely customer service. Hello, sir, do 49 00:02:10.639 --> 00:02:11.639 you want a panty? 50 00:02:11.879 --> 00:02:14.400 Oh? How many days would you like to like me 51 00:02:14.560 --> 00:02:15.599 or like a panty operator? 52 00:02:15.759 --> 00:02:18.840 Yeah? Exactly, you know, and that was good and uh 53 00:02:19.599 --> 00:02:22.800 then me started Yes, eight years ago, So how did 54 00:02:23.479 --> 00:02:24.360 so you just went on. 55 00:02:24.319 --> 00:02:27.840 Reddit and you were just soliciting basically your panties, and 56 00:02:28.039 --> 00:02:30.599 at that time there wasn't any like photos of you 57 00:02:30.840 --> 00:02:33.080 doing anythings or was there a kind of more explicit 58 00:02:33.120 --> 00:02:34.919 things to kind of entice your customers. 59 00:02:35.039 --> 00:02:37.240 Yes, I mean like I knew that it would just 60 00:02:37.319 --> 00:02:39.319 be boring as hell if I'm like, oh, here's a 61 00:02:39.800 --> 00:02:40.039 just a. 62 00:02:40.400 --> 00:02:42.840 I mean when your pant Yeah, And I feel like 63 00:02:42.879 --> 00:02:44.400 if you can work it, and if you haven't even 64 00:02:44.439 --> 00:02:47.000 the customer service background or just even being a salesperson, 65 00:02:47.039 --> 00:02:49.680 it's about selling what your product is. And if your 66 00:02:49.719 --> 00:02:52.159 product is attached to you and you can speak really 67 00:02:52.159 --> 00:02:54.479 well and you're like, hey, here's my panties, I mean 68 00:02:54.520 --> 00:02:55.680 I'm acquiring. 69 00:02:56.199 --> 00:02:58.639 I mean like to like when you first start out, 70 00:02:58.719 --> 00:03:01.479 there's like you don't have a horde of people being. 71 00:03:01.319 --> 00:03:02.800 Like, oh, yes, I'll buy all you gotta do. You 72 00:03:02.800 --> 00:03:05.360 gotta get somebody to like you, gotta get people being like, hey, 73 00:03:05.479 --> 00:03:07.400 this is the girl to buy the panties from. Yes, 74 00:03:07.759 --> 00:03:08.240 And so. 75 00:03:09.639 --> 00:03:12.599 Way along the line, I started doing like a vacuum sea, 76 00:03:12.680 --> 00:03:14.599 like I would pack it up like an Etsy package 77 00:03:14.960 --> 00:03:18.240 with the little tissue paper like everything. But so I 78 00:03:18.280 --> 00:03:21.280 started getting people like asking for photo sets and it's like, okay, 79 00:03:21.319 --> 00:03:23.240 like I don't have to talk, I can do a 80 00:03:23.240 --> 00:03:25.080 photo set. Yeah, And then it would be like little 81 00:03:25.120 --> 00:03:27.840 videos and it's like, tell me exactly what you want 82 00:03:27.879 --> 00:03:28.360 me to do. 83 00:03:28.439 --> 00:03:30.599 So I'm not so want I'll spit out some awkward 84 00:03:30.639 --> 00:03:31.039 shit or. 85 00:03:31.039 --> 00:03:33.360 I do something weird, and then it's gonna be like 86 00:03:33.439 --> 00:03:36.719 we're burying that for eternity, like no one you can 87 00:03:36.759 --> 00:03:40.919 see my awkwardness. And so with that, it just grew 88 00:03:40.960 --> 00:03:43.479 more and more, doing the custom videos, treating the camera 89 00:03:43.599 --> 00:03:44.159 like a person. 90 00:03:44.319 --> 00:03:45.759 And then all of a. 91 00:03:45.759 --> 00:03:48.439 Sudden it was like, okay, like I should push myself. 92 00:03:48.479 --> 00:03:49.759 I should posh myself. 93 00:03:49.479 --> 00:03:52.120 To do like collabse with girls and uh, there's other 94 00:03:52.159 --> 00:03:54.800 girls on Reddit. And I did that for the first time. 95 00:03:54.879 --> 00:03:56.000 ABN twenty twenty. 96 00:03:56.240 --> 00:03:58.680 Now, did you do that to push your girls or 97 00:03:58.719 --> 00:04:00.719 push yourself on like collaborate where it was because it 98 00:04:00.800 --> 00:04:03.280 was something that you wanted to fuck these girls. You 99 00:04:03.319 --> 00:04:04.879 need to be like in that world it is only 100 00:04:04.879 --> 00:04:07.680 because of like a monetary situation or was it just exciting? 101 00:04:08.199 --> 00:04:09.080 It was exciting. 102 00:04:09.199 --> 00:04:12.000 It was like pushing myself socially because it's like it 103 00:04:13.080 --> 00:04:17.079 I did not have friends for basically my whole damn 104 00:04:17.160 --> 00:04:20.199 life except for like kindergarten, and so it was like 105 00:04:20.240 --> 00:04:22.839 a like a social thing a sexual thing as well. 106 00:04:22.839 --> 00:04:24.920 But it's like I knew I could make very good content. 107 00:04:24.959 --> 00:04:26.720 It's like the first thing I bought was a GH 108 00:04:26.800 --> 00:04:29.879 four and like lighting, like little road mike all that stuff, 109 00:04:29.959 --> 00:04:31.839 and so it's like it's excited, like I get to 110 00:04:31.920 --> 00:04:34.120 create things. And it's like all the girls were like 111 00:04:34.160 --> 00:04:37.240 excited too, Like they were the kind of people that 112 00:04:37.279 --> 00:04:40.120 were legitimately like I want to make good content. I 113 00:04:40.120 --> 00:04:41.759 don't care if it's a pain in the ass. I 114 00:04:41.759 --> 00:04:45.120 want to make it good. And you don't always find that, yeah, 115 00:04:45.319 --> 00:04:48.759 in the the mainstream side of things. But it's a 116 00:04:48.800 --> 00:04:52.240 very cool experience and first time ever being at like 117 00:04:52.480 --> 00:04:54.839 a table with like you know more than one person. 118 00:04:54.920 --> 00:04:56.319 There was like five other girls, and. 119 00:04:56.279 --> 00:04:59.639 It's like I know how to talk to everybody like seamlessly, 120 00:04:59.720 --> 00:05:02.920 like have a common interest that I could just be 121 00:05:03.040 --> 00:05:06.920 like connection. Yeah, and that may be a lot more confident, 122 00:05:07.040 --> 00:05:09.319 like hey, like you know I can do this. It's 123 00:05:09.360 --> 00:05:11.240 like people like me, I can have friends. 124 00:05:11.279 --> 00:05:14.279 And I love that. I feel like in a sense 125 00:05:14.360 --> 00:05:16.519 from you know what I'm gathering, it's like it's kind 126 00:05:16.519 --> 00:05:18.160 of like kind of made you feel more comfortable in 127 00:05:18.240 --> 00:05:20.360 your own skin to allow you to be the woman 128 00:05:20.360 --> 00:05:22.199 that you were truly meant to be, because I feel like, 129 00:05:22.240 --> 00:05:24.279 you know, we're all only the people that get in 130 00:05:24.279 --> 00:05:26.800 a way in our way is our own selves. So 131 00:05:26.839 --> 00:05:28.040 it's like, you know, like you said, you're like, oh, 132 00:05:28.040 --> 00:05:30.600 I'm awkward on this whatever. Well I don't think you're awkward. 133 00:05:30.639 --> 00:05:31.720 I don't think you're any of those things. But I 134 00:05:31.720 --> 00:05:33.800 think that when you kind of don't know what path 135 00:05:33.839 --> 00:05:35.959 you're going and you kind of work out the awkwardness 136 00:05:36.040 --> 00:05:37.800 and you're like, oh, wait, okay, now I found like 137 00:05:37.879 --> 00:05:40.600 my group of people. I found my niche of things, 138 00:05:40.639 --> 00:05:42.720 like now let's go on. Yeah, like I feel like 139 00:05:42.720 --> 00:05:45.000 I got this shit. Yeah, like kind of thing. So 140 00:05:45.079 --> 00:05:47.839 from that process, being at that table, feeling really comfortable 141 00:05:47.879 --> 00:05:49.759 with these group of women who like allowing you to 142 00:05:49.800 --> 00:05:51.439 be the content creator that you want to be, and 143 00:05:51.519 --> 00:05:53.240 kind of seeing the future like where did you what 144 00:05:53.319 --> 00:05:54.720 direction did you go in at that point? 145 00:05:55.079 --> 00:05:56.879 Well, at that point, I mean, it kind of blew 146 00:05:56.920 --> 00:05:58.720 my mind that they were like, oh my god, I 147 00:05:58.800 --> 00:06:01.560 look up to you, like your content is so good, 148 00:06:01.680 --> 00:06:03.319 and I'm like, wow, are you like who. 149 00:06:03.240 --> 00:06:06.120 Me Like, yeah, at first when you first get the 150 00:06:06.120 --> 00:06:08.879 first feedback because it's like you're doing especially, you feel good, 151 00:06:08.920 --> 00:06:11.759 and a person from another content creator too that it's like, 152 00:06:12.319 --> 00:06:15.120 I mean, you're fanatic, holy shit. 153 00:06:15.240 --> 00:06:17.519 And it's like I never thought I was inspiring anybody, 154 00:06:17.600 --> 00:06:19.399 and I was just kind of on my own little 155 00:06:19.680 --> 00:06:22.600 alone path and like sometimes I would just like I 156 00:06:22.639 --> 00:06:24.720 would just like their stuff and they'd like my stuff, 157 00:06:24.720 --> 00:06:27.000 and it was just kind of this like kind of 158 00:06:28.160 --> 00:06:30.839 like that, but you're like I like it, but yeah, yeah, 159 00:06:30.879 --> 00:06:34.480 and so like with that, I'm like, okay, like this 160 00:06:34.680 --> 00:06:35.800 is fucking cool. 161 00:06:35.839 --> 00:06:41.959 And with that, I knew that. So there was another. 162 00:06:41.720 --> 00:06:44.439 Meetup right after that, because like a couple of months 163 00:06:44.480 --> 00:06:46.079 after but this meetup there was. 164 00:06:46.040 --> 00:06:47.079 Like sixteen girls. 165 00:06:47.360 --> 00:06:49.399 I was like Okay, if I can handle this, I 166 00:06:49.399 --> 00:06:51.800 can go into mainstream, like I can do what I 167 00:06:51.839 --> 00:06:56.120 really want to do. And it was fantastic, Like everybody 168 00:06:56.160 --> 00:06:58.399 loved me. Like this one girl that was like, you know, 169 00:06:58.439 --> 00:07:00.360 like pretty shy and awkward and stuff, and she was 170 00:07:00.399 --> 00:07:03.160 like you're so outgoing, like you're such an extrovert and. 171 00:07:03.199 --> 00:07:05.560 Like what like who me? 172 00:07:05.879 --> 00:07:08.399 Yeah, And it's like and I don't know. I just 173 00:07:08.399 --> 00:07:09.480 had a conversation with her. 174 00:07:09.560 --> 00:07:12.480 It's like I know exactly what you need. 175 00:07:12.519 --> 00:07:15.160 Like it makes it feel like these people are like 176 00:07:15.160 --> 00:07:17.560 like a separate type of people. And it's like I've 177 00:07:17.720 --> 00:07:21.360 worked so hard so many nights, like just being awake 178 00:07:21.399 --> 00:07:23.439 at night being like, oh god, I said that awkward 179 00:07:23.480 --> 00:07:24.399 thing five years ago. 180 00:07:24.480 --> 00:07:28.680 Nobody laughed. Everyone was just silent, just like looking either 181 00:07:28.680 --> 00:07:29.600 away or at their. 182 00:07:29.480 --> 00:07:33.120 Phone or something and like hahha. So it's like pushing 183 00:07:33.160 --> 00:07:35.319 yourself and do all those things. I almost feel like 184 00:07:35.360 --> 00:07:38.480 it's like a like every interaction is like a social 185 00:07:38.560 --> 00:07:41.560 experiment to an extent and be like, oh I said 186 00:07:41.560 --> 00:07:44.439 that thing that didn't go overwhelmed, never saying that again 187 00:07:44.480 --> 00:07:45.399 in that context. 188 00:07:45.680 --> 00:07:49.800 Okay, just working it all through. 189 00:07:49.839 --> 00:07:52.879 It's like a lot of people it comes a little 190 00:07:52.879 --> 00:07:56.519 bit more naturally to them, and it did not for me. 191 00:07:56.680 --> 00:08:00.639 But I think that's overall it's been helpful because I 192 00:08:00.680 --> 00:08:04.600 feel like I've become more skilled at it than people 193 00:08:04.639 --> 00:08:05.720 that would be like, yeah, I'm. 194 00:08:05.560 --> 00:08:07.600 Fine, practice makes perfect, you know what I mean. I 195 00:08:07.600 --> 00:08:09.920 think also too, you saying like you come from a background, 196 00:08:09.920 --> 00:08:11.399 maybe you didn't have a lot of friends, you didn't 197 00:08:11.439 --> 00:08:13.079 have a lot of these things whatever, But it's also 198 00:08:13.160 --> 00:08:15.199 with that things that you didn't have a way to 199 00:08:15.279 --> 00:08:17.800 test out, maybe your jokes or like how things land, 200 00:08:17.879 --> 00:08:20.399 or how things like you present yourself or whatever. But 201 00:08:20.600 --> 00:08:22.959 I think it's all like a learning and growing lesson that. 202 00:08:23.000 --> 00:08:25.680 I think that there's no wrong way to do things. 203 00:08:25.720 --> 00:08:27.920 I think that it's just based off of like what 204 00:08:28.079 --> 00:08:30.000 works for you, and then you kind of feel and 205 00:08:30.040 --> 00:08:31.839 you kind of see what the synergy is of, like 206 00:08:31.879 --> 00:08:34.120 how you make that better, how you add on to 207 00:08:34.200 --> 00:08:36.159 those things that you know are doing these little big things. 208 00:08:36.159 --> 00:08:38.120 And that's what I think is fascinating about this business 209 00:08:38.159 --> 00:08:40.600 is that you meet all kinds of different people, all 210 00:08:40.600 --> 00:08:43.840 different kinds of walks of life, and define the synergy 211 00:08:43.879 --> 00:08:47.080 within every single person that we're all just alike, We're 212 00:08:47.120 --> 00:08:48.960 all just trying to make it. We're all just trying 213 00:08:48.960 --> 00:08:52.399 to live our own authentic selves, if it's sexuality or 214 00:08:52.519 --> 00:08:54.799 what we're bringing into like who we were wanting to be. Like, 215 00:08:54.799 --> 00:08:56.519 I feel like it all kind of comes full circle 216 00:08:56.919 --> 00:08:59.360 and I feel like, for myself included, which it seems 217 00:08:59.360 --> 00:09:01.840 for you too, is the adult business kind of opened 218 00:09:01.919 --> 00:09:04.080 up those doors to being like, wow, like I was 219 00:09:04.120 --> 00:09:07.360 already this person, but it's making me become hurt even more. Yeah. 220 00:09:07.600 --> 00:09:09.879 No, absolutely, Like I feel like I'm I'm like really 221 00:09:09.919 --> 00:09:12.159 living my life as like the self that I want 222 00:09:12.200 --> 00:09:12.440 to be. 223 00:09:13.039 --> 00:09:16.159 So for It's been two years, which is probably seems 224 00:09:16.200 --> 00:09:18.399 an eternity to you, but it's not that long of 225 00:09:18.399 --> 00:09:18.720 a time. 226 00:09:18.879 --> 00:09:20.360 No, So I mean I had to take like a 227 00:09:20.440 --> 00:09:22.879 year off due to like contract issues in my last agency, 228 00:09:22.919 --> 00:09:25.120 So I'm like, okay, I'm just now getting back into 229 00:09:25.120 --> 00:09:25.840 it in April. 230 00:09:25.960 --> 00:09:27.360 Do you want to talk about that a little bit? 231 00:09:27.480 --> 00:09:29.320 Or And as far as when did you sign with 232 00:09:29.360 --> 00:09:31.879 somebody and they kind of like inhibbid you to do 233 00:09:31.919 --> 00:09:33.000 other things or. 234 00:09:32.840 --> 00:09:35.120 What happened, It was more of like a oh, you 235 00:09:35.159 --> 00:09:38.240 can't shoot content with these people, and like they're like, well, 236 00:09:38.279 --> 00:09:41.799 we're like working it out because uh, you know you 237 00:09:41.919 --> 00:09:44.559 make these connections because of us. I'm like, okay, cool, 238 00:09:44.600 --> 00:09:47.559 you want money? Mm stop stop fucking calling me every 239 00:09:47.639 --> 00:09:50.320 two weeks and bit cheak about it. Yeah, because it's like, dude, 240 00:09:50.360 --> 00:09:52.879 I don't care. I just don't want trauma. And it's 241 00:09:52.919 --> 00:09:56.279 like if that takes money, ticked my Yeah. But no, 242 00:09:56.360 --> 00:09:58.639 it was like it was never I don't even think 243 00:09:58.840 --> 00:10:00.519 was a legitimate issue. I think it was like an 244 00:10:00.519 --> 00:10:02.840 ego thing like that this girl isn't doing. 245 00:10:03.000 --> 00:10:05.679 Are they like a legitimate agency or is this something 246 00:10:05.879 --> 00:10:10.120 that you're like, Okay, we're not dropping here. Okay, So 247 00:10:10.519 --> 00:10:14.000 are you out of that contract now or went through 248 00:10:14.240 --> 00:10:15.960 that that it was served? Then? 249 00:10:16.039 --> 00:10:18.919 Yeah, I was out with no money, so. 250 00:10:19.519 --> 00:10:21.799 You currently can shoot with whoever you want to know. Okay, 251 00:10:21.840 --> 00:10:25.840 So what direction are you pushing your career into now? 252 00:10:26.080 --> 00:10:28.879 Like are you I kind of want to show everybody 253 00:10:28.919 --> 00:10:31.200 what a good performer I am because every time I'm 254 00:10:31.200 --> 00:10:34.279 on set and it's like it's not like a boring 255 00:10:34.399 --> 00:10:36.639 scene where it's like, Okay, you're gonna have to tone 256 00:10:36.679 --> 00:10:39.200 it down today, Lily, it's just gonna be like you're 257 00:10:39.200 --> 00:10:43.440 this shy girl whatever, and you're just getting fucked I'm like, okay, 258 00:10:43.759 --> 00:10:45.840 but if it's like I get to go fucking wild 259 00:10:46.320 --> 00:10:49.440 every time directors, like everybody on set's like You're like 260 00:10:49.480 --> 00:10:53.759 a fucking whirlwind Jesus Christ, and it's like you you're 261 00:10:53.879 --> 00:10:57.600 you're doing good. And so it's like at this point, 262 00:10:57.919 --> 00:11:00.600 I just want to have everybody see that, and because 263 00:11:00.600 --> 00:11:01.000 I love that. 264 00:11:01.399 --> 00:11:03.919 Yeah, So what would you say that you know that 265 00:11:04.000 --> 00:11:06.559 makes you unique about you? That people are saying this 266 00:11:06.639 --> 00:11:09.399 repetitive thing about you that's like, oh, girl like you. 267 00:11:09.559 --> 00:11:12.840 I love sex so much like every part of like 268 00:11:12.919 --> 00:11:15.679 any person, like a like a woman, a man, like 269 00:11:15.720 --> 00:11:16.480 anything like all like. 270 00:11:16.519 --> 00:11:20.039 Your sweaty feet, your ass, like your balls down. Yes, 271 00:11:20.159 --> 00:11:23.200 okay absolutely Have you always been that type of girl? 272 00:11:23.360 --> 00:11:24.000 Have you always? 273 00:11:24.679 --> 00:11:27.320 I've always been like weirdly pervy, like being a little 274 00:11:27.399 --> 00:11:30.720 kidd like to help myself animals. And it was just yeah, 275 00:11:30.759 --> 00:11:33.080 and then like seeing porn and stuff and be like ooh, 276 00:11:33.120 --> 00:11:35.480 there's like hint tie, Oh my gosh, she's getting like 277 00:11:35.480 --> 00:11:37.720 like fucked my tent holes. And then it's like, oh, 278 00:11:37.799 --> 00:11:41.759 this nasty, fat old man's fucking room like it's hot. 279 00:11:41.759 --> 00:11:44.159 My variety of different kindashes. Okay, Okay, I see what 280 00:11:44.200 --> 00:11:47.200 you're putting down. Yeah, so who did you either maybe 281 00:11:47.279 --> 00:11:49.000 look up to or maybe kind of looking kind of 282 00:11:49.000 --> 00:11:51.480 inspired maybe how you kind of am doing your business 283 00:11:51.559 --> 00:11:54.440 now career. It's like I. 284 00:11:54.360 --> 00:11:57.919 Haven't taken too much inspiration because it's like I heavily 285 00:11:57.960 --> 00:12:01.120 want to be my own person. But but I mean 286 00:12:01.200 --> 00:12:04.480 I did think that, Uh. I mean like Adrian Checchik 287 00:12:04.600 --> 00:12:07.360 great performer. Uh I would like watch Sasha Gray like 288 00:12:07.519 --> 00:12:08.200 grip performer. 289 00:12:09.759 --> 00:12:13.480 But uh yeah, so you like more of the fetishy 290 00:12:13.840 --> 00:12:17.840 kind of like thing hardcore, it's really like, yeah, them down. 291 00:12:18.120 --> 00:12:20.960 It's like I get like such an endorphin rush from it, 292 00:12:21.000 --> 00:12:23.679 and it's like nobody. I feel like not a lot 293 00:12:23.720 --> 00:12:28.919 of people can channel just like just empty mind, just 294 00:12:28.960 --> 00:12:30.600 be sex demon. 295 00:12:30.399 --> 00:12:33.120 Go the fuck at it. And it's like I was. 296 00:12:34.080 --> 00:12:37.480 I did this whole group shoot thing and there was 297 00:12:37.519 --> 00:12:40.159 like an orgy in it and all the girls. You know, 298 00:12:40.240 --> 00:12:44.600 it's like I everyone's a good performer, but it's like 299 00:12:44.639 --> 00:12:47.519 at that moment and all of these girls that it's 300 00:12:47.559 --> 00:12:49.519 like more of a following than me, like more traction 301 00:12:49.559 --> 00:12:49.759 than me. 302 00:12:49.759 --> 00:12:50.519 They're like I. 303 00:12:50.480 --> 00:12:53.600 Want to be like you, Lily what And it's like how. 304 00:12:53.440 --> 00:12:55.559 Does that make you feel? It makes me feel pretty 305 00:12:55.559 --> 00:12:56.000 fucking good. 306 00:12:56.039 --> 00:12:59.759 I want to share the uh, the horshness with everybody, 307 00:13:00.120 --> 00:13:02.120 be like, let's do a scene together and then I'll 308 00:13:02.159 --> 00:13:05.480 push you to be the best. But yeah, it's like 309 00:13:05.519 --> 00:13:07.799 I love that collaborative effort. It's like, I'll do the 310 00:13:07.840 --> 00:13:09.919 same thing with dudes. I'll do the same thing with girls. 311 00:13:09.919 --> 00:13:12.159 It be like, just elevate it. 312 00:13:12.279 --> 00:13:14.360 Okay. Yeah, it sounds like you're in the right business 313 00:13:14.639 --> 00:13:16.480 for sure. I feel that, you know, one of those 314 00:13:16.519 --> 00:13:18.440 things for me is always you know, I've seen I've 315 00:13:18.440 --> 00:13:20.240 been in the business for quite some time and seeing 316 00:13:20.279 --> 00:13:22.320 girls when they're new and then in the middle of 317 00:13:22.360 --> 00:13:23.960 their current and things like that, of like who really 318 00:13:24.000 --> 00:13:25.919 likes it and who distinct like crowd, you stick out 319 00:13:25.919 --> 00:13:28.600 within the crowd because there's everybody who's pretty, there's everybody 320 00:13:28.600 --> 00:13:30.279 who has these things, but there's certain things that kind 321 00:13:30.320 --> 00:13:32.679 of stick out above the rest of like and I 322 00:13:32.679 --> 00:13:35.639 feel like you can really tell, especially sometimes in group settings, 323 00:13:35.679 --> 00:13:37.840 you can see more of who really likes it and 324 00:13:37.919 --> 00:13:40.200 who doesn't, or who's doing it for the paycheck or 325 00:13:40.200 --> 00:13:41.879 who's doing it just for the glamor of it, or 326 00:13:41.879 --> 00:13:44.480 they're like, you know, the notoriety of what that brings. 327 00:13:44.320 --> 00:13:47.279 Or even you know, you like it, but like it's 328 00:13:47.320 --> 00:13:52.399 not like you are I don't know, kinky or just 329 00:13:52.480 --> 00:13:54.080 like well that's where it comes with it, cause it'd 330 00:13:54.080 --> 00:13:55.960 be like more vanilla like okay, but there's like a 331 00:13:55.960 --> 00:13:58.279 million vanilla girls, and I'm like, I feel I feel 332 00:13:58.320 --> 00:14:01.200 privileged to be in the to all this shit. I'm like, 333 00:14:02.159 --> 00:14:05.399 I stand out, Yes, I stand out. 334 00:14:05.480 --> 00:14:08.000 Yeah, So who have you worked with so far that 335 00:14:08.200 --> 00:14:10.320 has stand out to you? You get all these people 336 00:14:10.320 --> 00:14:13.600 that are telling you you're the standout star whatever. Who's 337 00:14:13.679 --> 00:14:15.679 kind of like blown you away that You're like, I 338 00:14:15.679 --> 00:14:17.600 could maybe take some things from this person. 339 00:14:17.799 --> 00:14:23.279 As far as girls, unfortunately, nobody, but for guys, I 340 00:14:23.320 --> 00:14:27.399 would say Vince Carter, Chris Diamond, you know, like Jackson's 341 00:14:27.399 --> 00:14:29.919 a solid performer as well. Vince kind of blew me away. 342 00:14:30.000 --> 00:14:32.320 It's like, I like them. European guys are not scared 343 00:14:32.320 --> 00:14:36.159 to be like this gardy. Yeah, this girl's gonna say 344 00:14:36.159 --> 00:14:38.720 something on Twitter. I can't be too rough. I'm like, 345 00:14:39.360 --> 00:14:41.879 I am asking you, I am pleading with you. I 346 00:14:41.919 --> 00:14:45.919 will sign any fucking things deliver. Yeah, And It's like 347 00:14:46.200 --> 00:14:49.080 I'm very communic Kativ during the scenes because like I 348 00:14:49.120 --> 00:14:51.360 don't want a dude being like, oh, well I hit 349 00:14:51.440 --> 00:14:56.080 her bush, she didn't say anything. Yeah, aspect of it all, yeah, exactly. 350 00:14:56.279 --> 00:14:58.000 And so it's like I try to really make people 351 00:14:58.000 --> 00:14:58.759 feel comfortable. 352 00:14:58.919 --> 00:15:01.559 Is there anything that that's off limits to you on set? 353 00:15:02.360 --> 00:15:06.240 I'd be like poop okay, but like you know, that's 354 00:15:06.279 --> 00:15:08.120 not legal to film anyway. 355 00:15:08.360 --> 00:15:11.039 I mean as far as like anything, and maybe like. 356 00:15:10.600 --> 00:15:12.559 Like prolapsing, because I don't want to be old and 357 00:15:12.600 --> 00:15:14.679 be like poop out my whole butthole every time. 358 00:15:15.120 --> 00:15:17.639 Prolapsing something more than it's like a you issue, not 359 00:15:17.720 --> 00:15:19.759 something that someone's making you do because is it's like 360 00:15:19.840 --> 00:15:22.320 because it's caused because there's too much anal or too 361 00:15:22.360 --> 00:15:23.480 many things like that. 362 00:15:23.919 --> 00:15:27.600 I mean there, you can definitely make yourself prolapse, like 363 00:15:27.639 --> 00:15:28.039 by like. 364 00:15:27.960 --> 00:15:30.279 Pushing very hard. You you can like open your butt and 365 00:15:30.279 --> 00:15:33.960 people like push for that. Yeah. Yeah, it's like I've 366 00:15:33.960 --> 00:15:37.279 been on set before you prolapse and I'm like, I 367 00:15:37.279 --> 00:15:40.320 don't want to recoys. That doesn't sound sexy to me. 368 00:15:40.480 --> 00:15:42.559 I don't know, it's just agree. 369 00:15:42.799 --> 00:15:45.399 It's a little it's like around like the health like 370 00:15:45.679 --> 00:15:47.080 kind of aspect of like. 371 00:15:47.720 --> 00:15:49.519 I don't know, is that good for you? I don't 372 00:15:49.559 --> 00:15:52.399 think I really that's not the same. 373 00:15:52.519 --> 00:15:55.200 We like safety at all times with like you know, yeah, 374 00:15:55.200 --> 00:15:58.000 I feel the same question with being like choked enough 375 00:15:58.000 --> 00:15:59.759 where I like legit pass out, Like I feel like 376 00:15:59.759 --> 00:16:04.080 it's not good for your brain. Like I'll get to that, yes, 377 00:16:04.159 --> 00:16:06.279 And it was kind of not on set, but just 378 00:16:06.320 --> 00:16:08.360 in my Yeah, it was like with my ex and 379 00:16:08.360 --> 00:16:10.519 it was like, who am all like shaking? Like when 380 00:16:10.519 --> 00:16:12.000 I come to I'm like, I don't know if I 381 00:16:12.120 --> 00:16:14.320 like this almost that's healthy my brain. 382 00:16:14.720 --> 00:16:19.039 Yeah, describe something that's exciting in your life right now. 383 00:16:20.879 --> 00:16:21.320 I don't know. 384 00:16:21.360 --> 00:16:23.480 It's like I have more friends than I ever have 385 00:16:23.639 --> 00:16:25.879 in my entire life, and ever thought I ever would 386 00:16:26.440 --> 00:16:29.480 people actually like like me. And they're like, wow, Lily, 387 00:16:29.519 --> 00:16:31.679 like you're such like a like a good friend, Like 388 00:16:31.679 --> 00:16:34.360 you're so like I mean, at the same time, you 389 00:16:34.399 --> 00:16:37.240 can't please everybody, and some people are like, oh, Lily 390 00:16:37.320 --> 00:16:38.879 doesn't like me. I was like, that's because you don't 391 00:16:38.879 --> 00:16:42.000 hold yourself coountable to your actions. And I don't play 392 00:16:42.000 --> 00:16:47.120 with mean people. It's like I'll be nice, but like no, dude. 393 00:16:47.039 --> 00:16:50.440 But okay, So it's the fun aspect. So for you. 394 00:16:50.519 --> 00:16:52.879 I think like it's the validation of having friends and 395 00:16:52.919 --> 00:16:54.679 people like you in a sense where it's like that's 396 00:16:54.720 --> 00:16:57.720 not something that was familiar with you, and it's like they. 397 00:16:57.679 --> 00:17:01.240 Like me as like my base, like just human nature 398 00:17:01.399 --> 00:17:05.039 that they're just like and growing up would be like, wow, 399 00:17:05.119 --> 00:17:07.000 you're a bitch, and like my mom would be like, 400 00:17:07.000 --> 00:17:08.759 you're a narcissist. 401 00:17:08.119 --> 00:17:12.400