Speaker 1: Hi, Hello, welcome to Private Talk. I'm excited to get
Speaker 1: to know you a little bit better. I've been seeing
Speaker 1: those luscious boobies of yours all over Instagram. I am
Speaker 1: it's unfortunate that you just had an Instagram mishap. We
Speaker 1: get why is that. Hopefully we're going to get it
Speaker 1: back really soon so you can get all those things.
Speaker 1: I'm sure I did nothing wrong. What did you do
Speaker 1: to get in the doghouse with Instagram?
Speaker 2: I don't know, because they just said like, okay, this
Speaker 2: has been automatically like selected and now we're just reviewing.
Speaker 1: So did you get to see what you're being under
Speaker 1: review for or did they autorally just standing like, oh,
Speaker 1: it's for solicitation, it's some kind of sexual thing. Well,
Speaker 1: we will not discriminate you here at Private Talk. We
Speaker 1: want to get to know the deep down dirty all
Speaker 1: the versions of Miss Lily Lou. So introduce yourself to
Speaker 1: Private Talk. Love. Hi, I'm Lily Lou.
Speaker 2: I'm in the adult industry and have been for about
Speaker 2: like two years now.
Speaker 1: Live in the life. I'm very happy.
Speaker 2: Well yeah, yeah, find me on all of my social medias.
Speaker 1: Live in the life, So let us know what living
Speaker 1: the life means are you did you just move to
Speaker 1: LA when you started doing you know, content creating and
Speaker 1: the adult industry. Did you always have dreams of being
Speaker 1: in behind or in front of the camera.
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, So I've always had dreams of being in
Speaker 2: front of the camera. It's like ever since I watched
Speaker 2: porn for like the first time when I was like
Speaker 2: a pre teen. Basically I was like ooh, naked people
Speaker 2: at first, but then it's like like Ooh, I like this,
Speaker 2: can't wait to get home from school masturbate like it's fantastic,
Speaker 2: And so I always thought that, like I wanted to
Speaker 2: do that, and I did. It's just the fact that
Speaker 2: I was very My parents were very controlling, and so
Speaker 2: they would be like, oh, you whore, Like you're not
Speaker 2: allowed to have friends, You're not allowed to go out.
Speaker 2: It's like for high school, I just did entirely online.
Speaker 2: And with that it's like, Okay, if people scare the
Speaker 2: shit out of me, uh, what can I do? That's
Speaker 2: kind of adjacent to that, And so I mean camming
Speaker 2: was popular and I was like, oh god, being live
Speaker 2: in front of people, that's always worse than being in person.
Speaker 1: And so that was a no go.
Speaker 2: But I saw this article that was, you know, some
Speaker 2: lady sells her panties on Reddit, and I'm like.
Speaker 1: I could do that.
Speaker 2: I could just be purely customer service. Hello, sir, do
Speaker 2: you want a panty?
Speaker 1: Oh? How many days would you like to like me
Speaker 1: or like a panty operator?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Exactly, you know, and that was good and uh
Speaker 2: then me started Yes, eight years ago, So how did
Speaker 2: so you just went on.
Speaker 1: Reddit and you were just soliciting basically your panties, and
Speaker 1: at that time there wasn't any like photos of you
Speaker 1: doing anythings or was there a kind of more explicit
Speaker 1: things to kind of entice your customers.
Speaker 2: Yes, I mean like I knew that it would just
Speaker 2: be boring as hell if I'm like, oh, here's a
Speaker 2: just a.
Speaker 1: I mean when your pant Yeah, And I feel like
Speaker 1: if you can work it, and if you haven't even
Speaker 1: the customer service background or just even being a salesperson,
Speaker 1: it's about selling what your product is. And if your
Speaker 1: product is attached to you and you can speak really
Speaker 1: well and you're like, hey, here's my panties, I mean
Speaker 1: I'm acquiring.
Speaker 2: I mean like to like when you first start out,
Speaker 2: there's like you don't have a horde of people being.
Speaker 1: Like, oh, yes, I'll buy all you gotta do. You
Speaker 1: gotta get somebody to like you, gotta get people being like, hey,
Speaker 1: this is the girl to buy the panties from. Yes,
Speaker 1: And so.
Speaker 2: Way along the line, I started doing like a vacuum sea,
Speaker 2: like I would pack it up like an Etsy package
Speaker 2: with the little tissue paper like everything. But so I
Speaker 2: started getting people like asking for photo sets and it's like, okay,
Speaker 2: like I don't have to talk, I can do a
Speaker 2: photo set. Yeah, And then it would be like little
Speaker 2: videos and it's like, tell me exactly what you want
Speaker 2: me to do.
Speaker 1: So I'm not so want I'll spit out some awkward
Speaker 1: shit or.
Speaker 2: I do something weird, and then it's gonna be like
Speaker 2: we're burying that for eternity, like no one you can
Speaker 2: see my awkwardness. And so with that, it just grew
Speaker 2: more and more, doing the custom videos, treating the camera
Speaker 2: like a person.
Speaker 1: And then all of a.
Speaker 2: Sudden it was like, okay, like I should push myself.
Speaker 1: I should posh myself.
Speaker 2: To do like collabse with girls and uh, there's other
Speaker 2: girls on Reddit. And I did that for the first time.
Speaker 2: ABN twenty twenty.
Speaker 1: Now, did you do that to push your girls or
Speaker 1: push yourself on like collaborate where it was because it
Speaker 1: was something that you wanted to fuck these girls. You
Speaker 1: need to be like in that world it is only
Speaker 1: because of like a monetary situation or was it just exciting?
Speaker 1: It was exciting.
Speaker 2: It was like pushing myself socially because it's like it
Speaker 2: I did not have friends for basically my whole damn
Speaker 2: life except for like kindergarten, and so it was like
Speaker 2: a like a social thing a sexual thing as well.
Speaker 2: But it's like I knew I could make very good content.
Speaker 2: It's like the first thing I bought was a GH
Speaker 2: four and like lighting, like little road mike all that stuff,
Speaker 2: and so it's like it's excited, like I get to
Speaker 2: create things. And it's like all the girls were like
Speaker 2: excited too, Like they were the kind of people that
Speaker 2: were legitimately like I want to make good content. I
Speaker 2: don't care if it's a pain in the ass. I
Speaker 2: want to make it good. And you don't always find that, yeah,
Speaker 2: in the the mainstream side of things. But it's a
Speaker 2: very cool experience and first time ever being at like
Speaker 2: a table with like you know more than one person.
Speaker 1: There was like five other girls, and.
Speaker 2: It's like I know how to talk to everybody like seamlessly,
Speaker 2: like have a common interest that I could just be
Speaker 2: like connection. Yeah, and that may be a lot more confident,
Speaker 2: like hey, like you know I can do this. It's
Speaker 2: like people like me, I can have friends.
Speaker 1: And I love that. I feel like in a sense
Speaker 1: from you know what I'm gathering, it's like it's kind
Speaker 1: of like kind of made you feel more comfortable in
Speaker 1: your own skin to allow you to be the woman
Speaker 1: that you were truly meant to be, because I feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, we're all only the people that get in
Speaker 1: a way in our way is our own selves. So
Speaker 1: it's like, you know, like you said, you're like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm awkward on this whatever. Well I don't think you're awkward.
Speaker 1: I don't think you're any of those things. But I
Speaker 1: think that when you kind of don't know what path
Speaker 1: you're going and you kind of work out the awkwardness
Speaker 1: and you're like, oh, wait, okay, now I found like
Speaker 1: my group of people. I found my niche of things,
Speaker 1: like now let's go on. Yeah, like I feel like
Speaker 1: I got this shit. Yeah, like kind of thing. So
Speaker 1: from that process, being at that table, feeling really comfortable
Speaker 1: with these group of women who like allowing you to
Speaker 1: be the content creator that you want to be, and
Speaker 1: kind of seeing the future like where did you what
Speaker 1: direction did you go in at that point?
Speaker 2: Well, at that point, I mean, it kind of blew
Speaker 2: my mind that they were like, oh my god, I
Speaker 2: look up to you, like your content is so good,
Speaker 2: and I'm like, wow, are you like who.
Speaker 1: Me Like, yeah, at first when you first get the
Speaker 1: first feedback because it's like you're doing especially, you feel good,
Speaker 1: and a person from another content creator too that it's like,
Speaker 1: I mean, you're fanatic, holy shit.
Speaker 2: And it's like I never thought I was inspiring anybody,
Speaker 2: and I was just kind of on my own little
Speaker 2: alone path and like sometimes I would just like I
Speaker 2: would just like their stuff and they'd like my stuff,
Speaker 2: and it was just kind of this like kind of
Speaker 2: like that, but you're like I like it, but yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: and so like with that, I'm like, okay, like this
Speaker 2: is fucking cool.
Speaker 1: And with that, I knew that. So there was another.
Speaker 2: Meetup right after that, because like a couple of months
Speaker 2: after but this meetup there was.
Speaker 1: Like sixteen girls.
Speaker 2: I was like Okay, if I can handle this, I
Speaker 2: can go into mainstream, like I can do what I
Speaker 2: really want to do. And it was fantastic, Like everybody
Speaker 2: loved me. Like this one girl that was like, you know,
Speaker 2: like pretty shy and awkward and stuff, and she was
Speaker 2: like you're so outgoing, like you're such an extrovert and.
Speaker 1: Like what like who me?
Speaker 2: Yeah, And it's like and I don't know. I just
Speaker 2: had a conversation with her.
Speaker 1: It's like I know exactly what you need.
Speaker 2: Like it makes it feel like these people are like
Speaker 2: like a separate type of people. And it's like I've
Speaker 2: worked so hard so many nights, like just being awake
Speaker 2: at night being like, oh god, I said that awkward
Speaker 2: thing five years ago.
Speaker 1: Nobody laughed. Everyone was just silent, just like looking either
Speaker 1: away or at their.
Speaker 2: Phone or something and like hahha. So it's like pushing
Speaker 2: yourself and do all those things. I almost feel like
Speaker 2: it's like a like every interaction is like a social
Speaker 2: experiment to an extent and be like, oh I said
Speaker 2: that thing that didn't go overwhelmed, never saying that again
Speaker 2: in that context.
Speaker 1: Okay, just working it all through.
Speaker 2: It's like a lot of people it comes a little
Speaker 2: bit more naturally to them, and it did not for me.
Speaker 2: But I think that's overall it's been helpful because I
Speaker 2: feel like I've become more skilled at it than people
Speaker 2: that would be like, yeah, I'm.
Speaker 1: Fine, practice makes perfect, you know what I mean. I
Speaker 1: think also too, you saying like you come from a background,
Speaker 1: maybe you didn't have a lot of friends, you didn't
Speaker 1: have a lot of these things whatever, But it's also
Speaker 1: with that things that you didn't have a way to
Speaker 1: test out, maybe your jokes or like how things land,
Speaker 1: or how things like you present yourself or whatever. But
Speaker 1: I think it's all like a learning and growing lesson that.
Speaker 1: I think that there's no wrong way to do things.
Speaker 1: I think that it's just based off of like what
Speaker 1: works for you, and then you kind of feel and
Speaker 1: you kind of see what the synergy is of, like
Speaker 1: how you make that better, how you add on to
Speaker 1: those things that you know are doing these little big things.
Speaker 1: And that's what I think is fascinating about this business
Speaker 1: is that you meet all kinds of different people, all
Speaker 1: different kinds of walks of life, and define the synergy
Speaker 1: within every single person that we're all just alike, We're
Speaker 1: all just trying to make it. We're all just trying
Speaker 1: to live our own authentic selves, if it's sexuality or
Speaker 1: what we're bringing into like who we were wanting to be. Like,
Speaker 1: I feel like it all kind of comes full circle
Speaker 1: and I feel like, for myself included, which it seems
Speaker 1: for you too, is the adult business kind of opened
Speaker 1: up those doors to being like, wow, like I was
Speaker 1: already this person, but it's making me become hurt even more. Yeah.
Speaker 2: No, absolutely, Like I feel like I'm I'm like really
Speaker 2: living my life as like the self that I want
Speaker 2: to be.
Speaker 1: So for It's been two years, which is probably seems
Speaker 1: an eternity to you, but it's not that long of
Speaker 1: a time.
Speaker 2: No, So I mean I had to take like a
Speaker 2: year off due to like contract issues in my last agency,
Speaker 2: So I'm like, okay, I'm just now getting back into
Speaker 2: it in April.
Speaker 1: Do you want to talk about that a little bit?
Speaker 1: Or And as far as when did you sign with
Speaker 1: somebody and they kind of like inhibbid you to do
Speaker 1: other things or.
Speaker 2: What happened, It was more of like a oh, you
Speaker 2: can't shoot content with these people, and like they're like, well,
Speaker 2: we're like working it out because uh, you know you
Speaker 2: make these connections because of us. I'm like, okay, cool,
Speaker 2: you want money? Mm stop stop fucking calling me every
Speaker 2: two weeks and bit cheak about it. Yeah, because it's like, dude,
Speaker 2: I don't care. I just don't want trauma. And it's
Speaker 2: like if that takes money, ticked my Yeah. But no,
Speaker 2: it was like it was never I don't even think
Speaker 2: was a legitimate issue. I think it was like an
Speaker 2: ego thing like that this girl isn't doing.
Speaker 1: Are they like a legitimate agency or is this something
Speaker 1: that you're like, Okay, we're not dropping here. Okay, So
Speaker 1: are you out of that contract now or went through
Speaker 1: that that it was served? Then?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was out with no money, so.
Speaker 1: You currently can shoot with whoever you want to know. Okay,
Speaker 1: So what direction are you pushing your career into now?
Speaker 2: Like are you I kind of want to show everybody
Speaker 2: what a good performer I am because every time I'm
Speaker 2: on set and it's like it's not like a boring
Speaker 2: scene where it's like, Okay, you're gonna have to tone
Speaker 2: it down today, Lily, it's just gonna be like you're
Speaker 2: this shy girl whatever, and you're just getting fucked I'm like, okay,
Speaker 2: but if it's like I get to go fucking wild
Speaker 2: every time directors, like everybody on set's like You're like
Speaker 2: a fucking whirlwind Jesus Christ, and it's like you you're
Speaker 2: you're doing good. And so it's like at this point,
Speaker 2: I just want to have everybody see that, and because
Speaker 2: I love that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So what would you say that you know that
Speaker 1: makes you unique about you? That people are saying this
Speaker 1: repetitive thing about you that's like, oh, girl like you.
Speaker 2: I love sex so much like every part of like
Speaker 2: any person, like a like a woman, a man, like
Speaker 2: anything like all like.
Speaker 1: Your sweaty feet, your ass, like your balls down. Yes,
Speaker 1: okay absolutely Have you always been that type of girl?
Speaker 1: Have you always?
Speaker 2: I've always been like weirdly pervy, like being a little
Speaker 2: kidd like to help myself animals. And it was just yeah,
Speaker 2: and then like seeing porn and stuff and be like ooh,
Speaker 2: there's like hint tie, Oh my gosh, she's getting like
Speaker 2: like fucked my tent holes. And then it's like, oh,
Speaker 2: this nasty, fat old man's fucking room like it's hot.
Speaker 1: My variety of different kindashes. Okay, Okay, I see what
Speaker 1: you're putting down. Yeah, so who did you either maybe
Speaker 1: look up to or maybe kind of looking kind of
Speaker 1: inspired maybe how you kind of am doing your business
Speaker 1: now career. It's like I.
Speaker 2: Haven't taken too much inspiration because it's like I heavily
Speaker 2: want to be my own person. But but I mean
Speaker 2: I did think that, Uh. I mean like Adrian Checchik
Speaker 2: great performer. Uh I would like watch Sasha Gray like
Speaker 2: grip performer.
Speaker 1: But uh yeah, so you like more of the fetishy
Speaker 1: kind of like thing hardcore, it's really like, yeah, them down.
Speaker 2: It's like I get like such an endorphin rush from it,
Speaker 2: and it's like nobody. I feel like not a lot
Speaker 2: of people can channel just like just empty mind, just
Speaker 2: be sex demon.
Speaker 1: Go the fuck at it. And it's like I was.
Speaker 2: I did this whole group shoot thing and there was
Speaker 2: like an orgy in it and all the girls. You know,
Speaker 2: it's like I everyone's a good performer, but it's like
Speaker 2: at that moment and all of these girls that it's
Speaker 2: like more of a following than me, like more traction
Speaker 2: than me.
Speaker 1: They're like I.
Speaker 2: Want to be like you, Lily what And it's like how.
Speaker 1: Does that make you feel? It makes me feel pretty
Speaker 1: fucking good.
Speaker 2: I want to share the uh, the horshness with everybody,
Speaker 2: be like, let's do a scene together and then I'll
Speaker 2: push you to be the best. But yeah, it's like
Speaker 2: I love that collaborative effort. It's like, I'll do the
Speaker 2: same thing with dudes. I'll do the same thing with girls.
Speaker 2: It be like, just elevate it.
Speaker 1: Okay. Yeah, it sounds like you're in the right business
Speaker 1: for sure. I feel that, you know, one of those
Speaker 1: things for me is always you know, I've seen I've
Speaker 1: been in the business for quite some time and seeing
Speaker 1: girls when they're new and then in the middle of
Speaker 1: their current and things like that, of like who really
Speaker 1: likes it and who distinct like crowd, you stick out
Speaker 1: within the crowd because there's everybody who's pretty, there's everybody
Speaker 1: who has these things, but there's certain things that kind
Speaker 1: of stick out above the rest of like and I
Speaker 1: feel like you can really tell, especially sometimes in group settings,
Speaker 1: you can see more of who really likes it and
Speaker 1: who doesn't, or who's doing it for the paycheck or
Speaker 1: who's doing it just for the glamor of it, or
Speaker 1: they're like, you know, the notoriety of what that brings.
Speaker 2: Or even you know, you like it, but like it's
Speaker 2: not like you are I don't know, kinky or just
Speaker 2: like well that's where it comes with it, cause it'd
Speaker 2: be like more vanilla like okay, but there's like a
Speaker 2: million vanilla girls, and I'm like, I feel I feel
Speaker 2: privileged to be in the to all this shit. I'm like,
Speaker 2: I stand out, Yes, I stand out.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So who have you worked with so far that
Speaker 1: has stand out to you? You get all these people
Speaker 1: that are telling you you're the standout star whatever. Who's
Speaker 1: kind of like blown you away that You're like, I
Speaker 1: could maybe take some things from this person.
Speaker 2: As far as girls, unfortunately, nobody, but for guys, I
Speaker 2: would say Vince Carter, Chris Diamond, you know, like Jackson's
Speaker 2: a solid performer as well. Vince kind of blew me away.
Speaker 2: It's like, I like them. European guys are not scared
Speaker 2: to be like this gardy. Yeah, this girl's gonna say
Speaker 2: something on Twitter. I can't be too rough. I'm like,
Speaker 2: I am asking you, I am pleading with you. I
Speaker 2: will sign any fucking things deliver. Yeah, And It's like
Speaker 2: I'm very communic Kativ during the scenes because like I
Speaker 2: don't want a dude being like, oh, well I hit
Speaker 2: her bush, she didn't say anything. Yeah, aspect of it all, yeah, exactly.
Speaker 2: And so it's like I try to really make people
Speaker 2: feel comfortable.
Speaker 1: Is there anything that that's off limits to you on set?
Speaker 2: I'd be like poop okay, but like you know, that's
Speaker 2: not legal to film anyway.
Speaker 1: I mean as far as like anything, and maybe like.
Speaker 2: Like prolapsing, because I don't want to be old and
Speaker 2: be like poop out my whole butthole every time.
Speaker 1: Prolapsing something more than it's like a you issue, not
Speaker 1: something that someone's making you do because is it's like
Speaker 1: because it's caused because there's too much anal or too
Speaker 1: many things like that.
Speaker 2: I mean there, you can definitely make yourself prolapse, like
Speaker 2: by like.
Speaker 1: Pushing very hard. You you can like open your butt and
Speaker 1: people like push for that. Yeah. Yeah, it's like I've
Speaker 1: been on set before you prolapse and I'm like, I
Speaker 1: don't want to recoys. That doesn't sound sexy to me.
Speaker 1: I don't know, it's just agree.
Speaker 2: It's a little it's like around like the health like
Speaker 2: kind of aspect of like.
Speaker 1: I don't know, is that good for you? I don't
Speaker 1: think I really that's not the same.
Speaker 2: We like safety at all times with like you know, yeah,
Speaker 2: I feel the same question with being like choked enough
Speaker 2: where I like legit pass out, Like I feel like
Speaker 2: it's not good for your brain. Like I'll get to that, yes,
Speaker 2: And it was kind of not on set, but just
Speaker 2: in my Yeah, it was like with my ex and
Speaker 2: it was like, who am all like shaking? Like when
Speaker 2: I come to I'm like, I don't know if I
Speaker 2: like this almost that's healthy my brain.
Speaker 1: Yeah, describe something that's exciting in your life right now.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 2: It's like I have more friends than I ever have
Speaker 2: in my entire life, and ever thought I ever would
Speaker 2: people actually like like me. And they're like, wow, Lily,
Speaker 2: like you're such like a like a good friend, Like
Speaker 2: you're so like I mean, at the same time, you
Speaker 2: can't please everybody, and some people are like, oh, Lily
Speaker 2: doesn't like me. I was like, that's because you don't
Speaker 2: hold yourself coountable to your actions. And I don't play
Speaker 2: with mean people. It's like I'll be nice, but like no, dude.
Speaker 1: But okay, So it's the fun aspect. So for you.
Speaker 1: I think like it's the validation of having friends and
Speaker 1: people like you in a sense where it's like that's
Speaker 1: not something that was familiar with you, and it's like they.
Speaker 2: Like me as like my base, like just human nature
Speaker 2: that they're just like and growing up would be like, wow,
Speaker 2: you're a bitch, and like my mom would be like,
Speaker 2: you're a narcissist.
Speaker 1: And it's like since the narcissist. Okay, so we have
Speaker 1: some mommy trauma over here. Oh okay, everything mommy and daddy, Yeah, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: they like watch my porn and shit.
Speaker 2: It's they're like, honey, we don't look at your face.
Speaker 1: It's fine.
Speaker 2: I'm like, that's not fine, some weird incess. Shit.
Speaker 1: Oh it helps our sex life. It just means you
Speaker 1: do a good job, honey. Like your parents watched your
Speaker 1: porn tip yes, yeah, for their own sexual pleasures.
Speaker 2: And my mom felt so bad about it that she
Speaker 2: was like, honey, I need to tell you something.
Speaker 1: But she didn't start off with that. First.
Speaker 2: She starts off about like how my whole family is
Speaker 2: like doesn't actually like me, and then it's like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 2: I remember that pole party. You were just showing off
Speaker 2: in front of all those middle aged men that are
Speaker 2: also related to you while you're just doing gymnastics in
Speaker 2: the backyard with your cousin. Because I'm like, I love kids,
Speaker 2: I'll just be like, fuck, yeah's let's do it summersault, cartwheels,
Speaker 2: like let's play Batman, whatever the fuck down for it. Yeah, exactly,
Speaker 2: And so like with that, I'm like, Okay, I'm not
Speaker 2: gonna fucking be nice to those family members anymore. And
Speaker 2: then she like leads more into it, and then it's like, oh,
Speaker 2: you know, actually we have your logins and everything for
Speaker 2: like your Reddit password, like your Google drive like everything.
Speaker 2: So my brother, you know, a few years prior, like
Speaker 2: you started going to school for like cybersecurity classes, and
Speaker 2: he's like, oh my god, mom, Dad, I went good
Speaker 2: boy points. I know a way you can keep an
Speaker 2: eye on Lily. You can install a keylog you're on
Speaker 2: her computer. And so yeah, it's like awful fucking invasion
Speaker 2: of privacy and all that.
Speaker 1: It's like, also still speak with them after having that conversation,
Speaker 1: spoke with them.
Speaker 2: Uh, I briefly spoke to them a little while after that.
Speaker 2: This was about six years ago, now, okay, and I
Speaker 2: was like, hey, like I just want to let you
Speaker 2: know that made me feel really uncomfortable, like, you know,
Speaker 2: just trying to get some kind of handle on, like, hey,
Speaker 2: is there any way we can have some kind of
Speaker 2: closure on is anything? And it was like, what are
Speaker 2: you talking about, honey?
Speaker 1: Are you sleeping? Okay? Are you on drugs? It's like
Speaker 1: they try to turn around on you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and it's like, dude, you've taken me to so
Speaker 2: many psychiatrists and shit and everything being.
Speaker 1: Like this bitch is crazy.
Speaker 2: It's not our parenting. She's just crazy.
Speaker 1: And it's like depression and anxiety. I'm not having delusions. Yeah,
Speaker 1: And well that's it's it that, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: It's one of those things again. Maybe know how.
Speaker 2: Made me help a lot more independent the cords that
Speaker 2: we're dealt with, But it's how you deal with things,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So it's like, you know, I it's it's very interesting topic.
Speaker 1: I mean, it's because it's not something ideal, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean? And actually our job isn't something that's ideal,
Speaker 1: but it's also something in the sense of words, like
Speaker 1: you want to feel comfortable and like safe in a
Speaker 1: space that you're still expressing yourself and having the backing
Speaker 1: of your family, but not that kind of backing of
Speaker 1: your family, so and so, like you know, there's definitely
Speaker 1: boundaries and stuff like that, and I feel like people
Speaker 1: don't understand like boundaries that also helpen with family members
Speaker 1: and like, yeah, it's just protecting yourself and your own
Speaker 1: mental health where it's like maybe you know, those trades
Speaker 1: could trickle on to you where you're like, you know,
Speaker 1: let me just step aside and just do me. Yeah.
Speaker 2: No, it's like for sure, like how I think of
Speaker 2: it as like, Okay, do I want the rest of
Speaker 2: my life to be like to be like them, like
Speaker 2: taking it out on other people, like being shitty, And
Speaker 2: it's like, you know, do I want to hate the world?
Speaker 2: Do I want to just hate the world and then
Speaker 2: fucking die. No, It's like I want to be there
Speaker 2: to be like I want to be the best person
Speaker 2: I can be. And it's like fuck them, Like what
Speaker 2: you definitely can do all those things. I think it's
Speaker 2: just you know, putting your you know, your foot forward
Speaker 2: into what you want and.
Speaker 1: What that looks like for you. You know, I don't think
Speaker 1: anything is pretty therapy for.
Speaker 2: Med's like since I got an entered presence. I'm so
Speaker 2: fucking calm. I used to be like just in the car, like, oh,
Speaker 2: I don't know what's gonna happen when I get there,
Speaker 2: but I have to think of every single possible conversation
Speaker 2: ever and then prepare myself.
Speaker 1: Well, good for you. I'm proud that you know you're
Speaker 1: taking the steps of like taking the mental awareness, taking
Speaker 1: the awareness and the steps of getting you medication if
Speaker 1: that's what you need.
Speaker 2: To do, and especially in this industry, because it's for
Speaker 2: sure because it could.
Speaker 1: Go with the storyline thought. You know, it could go
Speaker 1: really left, it could go really right, or it can
Speaker 1: get centered, you know what I mean. And so I
Speaker 1: think it's one of those things that people already automatically
Speaker 1: assume we have all these issues, which some people may.
Speaker 1: We all have issues. Not everbody's perfect, but it's how
Speaker 1: we deal with it and how we like continue going
Speaker 1: on and making ourselves a better person to be the
Speaker 1: person that we really truly want to be and show up.
Speaker 1: So I commend you for you know, taking a stand
Speaker 1: and speaking about that. I appreciate you. The Kinges, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know that it's not got They're a little fucked
Speaker 1: up shit, and it's like it's about like what you
Speaker 1: do with it? Yeah, very true.
Speaker 2: And it's like do I want to take it out
Speaker 2: on other people? And it's like, oh, am I negatively
Speaker 2: affecting people? Fuck, that's not okay, man, Maybe I should
Speaker 2: do something about that. Read your self help book, like
Speaker 2: go to therapy, like you know, just do something like
Speaker 2: google what the fuck do I do with myself?
Speaker 1: I'm doing these things for sure. Yeah. Well, with all
Speaker 1: this crazy lifestyle that you decided to jump into doing
Speaker 1: you know, everything from doing porn now and like, you know,
Speaker 1: just being definitely out there, you seem like you're just
Speaker 1: kind of like take me as I am. How is
Speaker 1: dating life? Is dating life hard? Are you dating? Are you?
Speaker 2: It's been good. My boyfriend's also in the industry. He's
Speaker 2: a primal fetish Michael Masters. People like to talk shit
Speaker 2: abou him on Twitter that oh he's mean or whatever,
Speaker 2: and like, at the same time, I've been on set
Speaker 2: behind the camera dealing with some of these girls and
Speaker 2: it's like this is a job, because that's really nowhere.
Speaker 1: Does he get the mean like just from people working
Speaker 1: with him?
Speaker 2: Yes, it's because it's a it's a very dialogue heavy day.
Speaker 2: It's like not a ton of sex, but it's a
Speaker 2: lot of acting and everything. And some of these girls
Speaker 2: they show up on set and they're like, oh, he
Speaker 2: needs fun time.
Speaker 1: Like and it's like taking it serious, please please just focus.
Speaker 2: I'm like and at this point in time, like before
Speaker 2: having to deal with that, and I could be a director,
Speaker 2: I could do things. And then like, after seeing some
Speaker 2: of those girls and like, I don't know how you
Speaker 2: have the patience. I slap a bit. Oh my god, like, like, girl,
Speaker 2: you realize you're getting twenty four hundred not get anything
Speaker 2: in the ass and it's a fucking one guy fucking you.
Speaker 1: I'm like. And then these same people are like, oh,
Speaker 1: like you say, you'd be cool if like, oh, he
Speaker 1: paid for like me for like an uber to go
Speaker 1: out to a bar. I'm like, you have a nine
Speaker 1: am call time to borrow sweetie police? What do you mean?
Speaker 1: Like before they even go to set, they were asking
Speaker 1: for him to pay for an uber. Yes, I don't understand.
Speaker 2: So it was he usually he usually books like multi
Speaker 2: day shoots because it's in Vegas and it's like, Okay,
Speaker 2: I'm having the girl fly out. Most of the time,
Speaker 2: It's like he has a model house and everything, so
Speaker 2: it don't have to be like up in our space.
Speaker 2: So okay, I've had girls like steal makeup rushes and shit,
Speaker 2: and I'm like.
Speaker 1: I want people pet girl. Yeah, and I'm like just
Speaker 1: be chill.
Speaker 2: Like everybody I don't know was living their life. But
Speaker 2: so dating him's been fucking fantastic. It's like he's like,
Speaker 2: this is something very new. Is it something you've been
Speaker 2: for a while, about like a year and a half
Speaker 2: or so.
Speaker 1: So pretty much your whole career. Yeah, an adult. So
Speaker 1: he's off for it. There's no like he loves it.
Speaker 2: He's like, go be a little whore. That's that what
Speaker 2: you fuck everybody. I want you to do your best.
Speaker 2: You'll be the top porn star. I'm like, damn right,
Speaker 2: I am daddy.
Speaker 1: Fuck yeah.
Speaker 2: It's like it's so supportive, and I'm like I tell them,
Speaker 2: I'm like, please give me positive reinforcement every little thing
Speaker 2: I do because.
Speaker 1: I did not get that growing up. And he's like,
Speaker 1: you do a really great job today. I'm like that's amazing.
Speaker 1: I mean, especially asking for what you need and actually
Speaker 1: having a partner to deliver those things. I think is
Speaker 1: very important because it's like some people we don't even
Speaker 1: know what we want, you know, and so it's like
Speaker 1: eating especially in something again, like we talk about this business,
Speaker 1: it's a lot of like heavy emotion sometimes, even though
Speaker 1: we have fun doing it, the aftermath of certain things
Speaker 1: that people put on us. Oh yeah, sometimes that you're
Speaker 1: gonna be like hey, like that's your thing, not my
Speaker 1: thing sometimes, So it's like it's good to have that
Speaker 1: like reset, to be like, you know what, you're fucking awesome,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like you went out there,
Speaker 1: you looked hot, you did all these things. Like that's
Speaker 1: just a good feeling to come home to to be like,
Speaker 1: you know what I got, dick, I got pussying at
Speaker 1: it at all. Yeah, and I'm still gonna fuck you. Yeah.
Speaker 2: No, Like plus someone that understands too. It's like sometimes
Speaker 2: I'm overwhelmed by the world and I'm just like I
Speaker 2: put so much energy into the set and just like
Speaker 2: the the sex, that talking to people, that being like
Speaker 2: on time, like on top of all my shit, and
Speaker 2: then it's like I'll go home and be like either
Speaker 2: one leave me alone because everything is too.
Speaker 1: Much right now.
Speaker 2: And he's like just tell me, just like just let
Speaker 2: me know and I'll let you do your thing. And
Speaker 2: I'm like, thank you so much for not being like offended.
Speaker 2: It's like he's older too, He's like you. He turns
Speaker 2: fifty November, so it's like he's a little more chill
Speaker 2: and it's like, which I appreciate.
Speaker 1: It works for you. Yeah, all right, Yeah, do you
Speaker 1: guys do threesomes? You shoot together?
Speaker 2: I mean we definitely shoot together on you know, I
Speaker 2: met him, like he hired me for a shoot.
Speaker 1: And uh, you just never left.
Speaker 2: I mean I left and went back home and stuff,
Speaker 2: but like yeah, yeah basically, and it's like I didn't
Speaker 2: immediately think of dating him.
Speaker 1: I was just like, oh, this guy's fucking cool. Like
Speaker 1: what it gives a shit? Was the dick made it
Speaker 1: more like promising or was it the person behind the
Speaker 1: Definitely the person okay.
Speaker 2: And it's like, I mean the dick is good, like
Speaker 2: you get me wrong, but sometimes.
Speaker 1: We get stuck because Dick is so good that we
Speaker 1: like see that we don't get to see all the
Speaker 1: out things where it's like a bonus where it's like
Speaker 1: one has to open the door and crack it. You know.
Speaker 2: It was like his passion for working, and it's like
Speaker 2: I think that's why I like some think that like
Speaker 2: he's aggressive because he's like, all right, we're gonna get
Speaker 2: this shot and we're gonna do this thing. I'm like,
Speaker 2: all right, oh okay, you stand over there. And then
Speaker 2: it's like and like I do that shit with my
Speaker 2: own content. I get excited. I'm like I visualize what's
Speaker 2: gonna happen and like the end product and like fucking
Speaker 2: here for it. Like if I was a dude, I'd
Speaker 2: probably seem intimidating when I'm working, Like behind the camera.
Speaker 2: It's like in front of the camera, I'm just like
Speaker 2: need to do, but like behind it, I'm like.
Speaker 1: It's like he's go over here, this this shit. I'm
Speaker 1: like freak.
Speaker 2: Just like the way I like them to be good.
Speaker 2: I will absolutely, you know, collaborate, because it's like we
Speaker 2: actually weirdly get along well together if we're both like
Speaker 2: on set and it's like he'll be director and I'll
Speaker 2: be like fucking around with lighting or something or just
Speaker 2: like help it out. And it's like I thought that
Speaker 2: he listens and he's not just like, oh shush you
Speaker 2: almost twenty six year old little girl. I'm fifty and
Speaker 2: I know everything. It's like, oh, you know what, You're right,
Speaker 2: and like ever since, like I I started dating him,
Speaker 2: and it's like all my solo videos perfect fucking lighting.
Speaker 1: It's like I taught my lesson. I taught myself.
Speaker 2: Premiere like audition, like you know, take the take the
Speaker 2: little background noise out, Like I would just google everything
Speaker 2: and try to make it as best as I could,
Speaker 2: so me like showing him more and more things and
Speaker 2: be like she shucks like like light, yeah, like you
Speaker 2: can do better, But I think it's goods.
Speaker 1: It's constructive criticism, you know what I mean. So I
Speaker 1: think it's like if somebody works to like take it
Speaker 1: personal and then you'd be like, look, it's not on you,
Speaker 1: but this is how I want me to do things.
Speaker 1: I think it's cool to like again, the communication is
Speaker 1: just like being really fluid and just being like.
Speaker 2: Look, then he teaches me the angles like good with lighting,
Speaker 2: but like he's on it with the angles.
Speaker 1: So it's like I love this. Like I've never worked
Speaker 1: with someone and not just like exploded on them. Sounds
Speaker 1: like it's quirky. It sounds like it's working great. Yeah,
Speaker 1: what would you say is your biggest pet? Peeve.
Speaker 2: Hmmm. I would say people just willfully not wanting to
Speaker 2: give a fuck about themselves or like how they treat
Speaker 2: other people, and like I can't stay in that.
Speaker 1: I'm like, nobody's just fucked.
Speaker 2: Nobody's just like this broken piece of shit that's just
Speaker 2: gonna treat people like trash.
Speaker 1: Like you can do something about it, like please please,
Speaker 1: No one can make you, but please got it. Who
Speaker 1: would you say it was your first celebrity crush? Hmmmm?
Speaker 1: I don't know. Were you, like, you know, secretly lasting
Speaker 1: after maybe? I mean definitely like diddle sometimes here and there.
Speaker 1: It could be female male.
Speaker 2: Like definitely as a kid, it was like more like
Speaker 2: female because it was like, oh they're pretty God, I'm
Speaker 2: like trying to think, uh, I don't know, okay, Like
Speaker 2: Mary Kate Nashley, Angelina Jolie, would you do.
Speaker 1: Both the twins at one time? I mean you want
Speaker 1: to take them separate? I mean it was more of
Speaker 1: a wholesome crush. I mean, but now that the wholesome
Speaker 1: crush is over.
Speaker 2: Now that that's over, I would say, who's that guy
Speaker 2: in the the Witcher that like he he like builds
Speaker 2: PCs and shit, but he's stupid, fucking handsome.
Speaker 1: He used to dude the Superman or you used to Yes,
Speaker 1: that's wherever got.
Speaker 2: And I'm like, I built my first first PC when
Speaker 2: I was like fifteen, and I'm like his lunch's pretty face.
Speaker 2: He can put together legos too, which is I mean,
Speaker 2: it's not that hard, but still, hey, whatever works.
Speaker 1: If you could have instantly attained one skill, what would
Speaker 1: it mean? It could be anything? Hmmm, I don't know.
Speaker 1: It could be anything from maybe I say somebody's inner thoughts, flying,
Speaker 1: teleporting legit, yeah, like anything you want. Oh, this is
Speaker 1: our fantasy and we're living in it. Hmmm.
Speaker 2: I would say warped to wherever I want to go, okay,
Speaker 2: because fuck transportation, book traffic, and I just want to
Speaker 2: show up.
Speaker 1: Yeah, wiggle your nose and be like, yeah, hey, I'm there.
Speaker 2: Because like hearing people's thoughts, I feel like that's not
Speaker 2: always their genuine self.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, sometimes I just ate a bad mood
Speaker 1: and they're like fuck that bitch, but then they're like,
Speaker 1: you know what, but I really love her?
Speaker 2: Yeah exactly.
Speaker 1: I was just having a bad day and I don't
Speaker 1: know why I was thinking about these things.
Speaker 2: And if I if I was aware of that. I'd
Speaker 2: be like, it's kind of mean, man, Like I don't know,
Speaker 2: I don't know if it would be.
Speaker 1: Nice now, Like I'll just I'll just not be your friend. Okay,
Speaker 1: what makes you smile?
Speaker 2: Ooh making other people happy after fucking lately. But at
Speaker 2: the same time, I don't know, just being outside and
Speaker 2: the outdoors. I grew up in the country, like in
Speaker 2: a very like rural area, like we had twenty acres
Speaker 2: on the river and all of that.
Speaker 1: So it's just like when like in the grass, like
Speaker 1: being one with nature. Yeah, definitely makes me smile. Hmmm.
Speaker 1: Craziest fan or celebrity interaction have you had any? Hmmm?
Speaker 1: Not particularly.
Speaker 2: Oh, I would say I had this uber driver, but
Speaker 2: this was back when I was on Reddit, and like
Speaker 2: he drove me to the mall because I was like, okay,
Speaker 2: I have a flight back, but it's not for a
Speaker 2: few hours.
Speaker 1: I was fuck around some time.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and so I'm like sitting there just chilling on
Speaker 2: my phone and then it's like, uh, he like comes over,
Speaker 2: like it like he shows up at the mall in
Speaker 2: this a little seating area after.
Speaker 1: He picked you or after he dropped you off.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then he's like, oh, I know who you are.
Speaker 1: You want may how Like like, no, that was sir.
Speaker 2: I'm glad you're coming to me in a public area
Speaker 2: and not your car, but like, what the fuck?
Speaker 1: But yeah, those the creepiest, weirdest interaction I've ever had. Definitely,
Speaker 1: They're a little creepy, creepy.
Speaker 2: I'm glad nothing worse has happened, all right, Yeah.
Speaker 1: What is the best advice that you've ever gotten? Hmmm,
Speaker 1: keep trying.
Speaker 2: I don't know, okay, because like people would tell me
Speaker 2: just be yourself, but it's like, if you're any sort
Speaker 2: of like neurodivergent, it's like, what the fuck does that mean?
Speaker 1: Society doesn't like my base level of self Like okay,
Speaker 1: but you make them like it. That's the thing that's like,
Speaker 1: fuck what society says? Do you make your own way,
Speaker 1: baby girl?
Speaker 2: I mean yes, and it's any acceptable thing that society
Speaker 2: likes that It's like, but whose validation do you need?
Speaker 2: That's the thing is at the end about validations. Make
Speaker 2: it about making other people happy and comfortable. And if
Speaker 2: I'm not making people comfortable with like, but if that.
Speaker 1: Takes away from making yourself happy and comfortable, then what
Speaker 1: really is society that you want to be in?
Speaker 2: Well, the life of an autistic person is a little difficult.
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, but I feel like, again we make it
Speaker 1: what we wanted to do. I feel like, again, there's
Speaker 1: probably something that you're hyper aware of certain things and
Speaker 1: may being like you know, I feel like you're also
Speaker 1: kind of I wouldn't say hyper emotional, but she can
Speaker 1: usually get your very like impath where it's like you
Speaker 1: feel when you feel things, you feel them. So it's like,
Speaker 1: I think that maybe you're a little made too sensitive
Speaker 1: on how other people think. Right for me, it's like, yes,
Speaker 1: I just have to make myself happy and be aware,
Speaker 1: and I can obvious say like you don't want to
Speaker 1: do within realm of like you're not hurting someone's feelings
Speaker 1: and being true to yourself.
Speaker 2: But at the same time be over I can just
Speaker 2: be Yeah.
Speaker 1: It's like, so if you make yourself happy, then fuck
Speaker 1: everybody else, you know what I mean. I got to
Speaker 1: make yourself happy first. I think I'm a big believer
Speaker 1: in loving yourself first. The same thing, it's really make
Speaker 1: the whole thing. It is like, you know, if a
Speaker 1: plane's going down, you put the asgen mask on yourself
Speaker 1: first and then you save somebody else. But you can't
Speaker 1: save anybody if you don't save yourself first. Yeah. No,
Speaker 1: I completely agree with that.
Speaker 2: It's like it as someone that's like diagnosed, like on
Speaker 2: the spectrum, it's like you have to be okay first
Speaker 2: and then it's like then you have the energy to mask,
Speaker 2: like I'm masking is like all this people interaction that
Speaker 2: it's like everybody just does like flawlessly and it's not like,
Speaker 2: oh wait, like I say this thing and that it's
Speaker 2: like driving like a manual car versus like automatic. It's
Speaker 2: like you do it enough, it becomes culture routine or
Speaker 2: whatever it is.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, exactly. So being that you know, diagdest being
Speaker 1: on you know Bordlin the spectrum. Yeah, how have that?
Speaker 1: Has that been a challenge in integrating into this adult
Speaker 1: you know world? Has it been challenging or is it you.
Speaker 2: Know because I did so much work with my own
Speaker 2: self and like with my personal work. Yeah, and it's
Speaker 2: like interacting with other people and trying to figure that
Speaker 2: out desperately, Like that was my number one goal. That
Speaker 2: it's like I am going to be able to integrate
Speaker 2: with society and like people will like me, like I
Speaker 2: will be able to communicate efficiently and not just like
Speaker 2: cry because everybody takes everything I say the wrong way.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: And it's like I mean, like even you know, like
Speaker 2: at home, like with my boyfriend, like he's had to
Speaker 2: get used to like some of the things because if
Speaker 2: I'm around someone twenty four to seven, the little things
Speaker 2: leak through like one of one of it is like
Speaker 2: you say something but you say it very flat, like
Speaker 2: in like a tone.
Speaker 1: That like they might think that it's like, oh, this
Speaker 1: was like aggressive or art category.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and it's like I just wasn't making myself do
Speaker 2: the thing, okay, And so it's it's odd. It's like
Speaker 2: I've picked up little things like through throughout growing up
Speaker 2: that it's like, Okay, I would see somebody like make
Speaker 2: like oh.
Speaker 1: That must really hurt, and it's like I should do that.
Speaker 1: I should do that with someone else the emotion of something.
Speaker 1: Express it, okay, express of the emotion, okay.
Speaker 2: Because it's like I feel it, but I feel it
Speaker 2: like in here and it doesn't come out okay, and
Speaker 2: then it makes it seem like I'm a star robot.
Speaker 1: Okay, Yeah, all right, I can understand that that's I mean,
Speaker 1: I definitely think it's a learning thing, especially from what
Speaker 1: you said at your background is too maybe not having
Speaker 1: as much emotion shown to you in other than derogatory
Speaker 1: or like yan ways, so you don't know how to
Speaker 1: do the compassion side of like seeing that whatever. No, Absolutely,
Speaker 1: that's interesting. I feel like a lot of more people
Speaker 1: should speak on that because I feel like it's a
Speaker 1: topic that we people don't really like kind of shy
Speaker 1: away because they don't know how to deal with it.
Speaker 1: But I think that the more awareness that we bring
Speaker 1: upon it, and like, you know, it's just I mean,
Speaker 1: you're a normal, regular person. You just don't know how
Speaker 1: to express emotions on certain things. But you've learned it.
Speaker 1: You took a really big, you know thing, like you said,
Speaker 1: even the personal work, taking the time to really be
Speaker 1: like I know that I don't maybe not have these things,
Speaker 1: but I know I can if I do these things
Speaker 1: to make that happen and make an effort to happen.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And it's like I've been really just like sad
Speaker 2: and miserable like throughout my life and it's like, I mean,
Speaker 2: I'm not anymore. But at the same time, it's like
Speaker 2: if I can do anything to help people, like in
Speaker 2: a way that isn't just like I'm just giving all
Speaker 2: of myself to everybody, like you know, in a healthy way,
Speaker 2: and I can just.
Speaker 1: Not people pleasing, but making the sense of like making
Speaker 1: you know.
Speaker 2: Making people comfortable, like making people be like you know what,
Speaker 2: I had a good day today, yeah, and kind of thing.
Speaker 1: And it's like I wanted to learn how to do that.
Speaker 2: And it's like I want to make people feel comfortable
Speaker 2: because people never gave a fuck to make me feel comfortable.
Speaker 1: I think that's really commendable to do to like, you know,
Speaker 1: put yourself out there, you know, and at least you
Speaker 1: tell your diagnosis, to talk about your struggles. I think
Speaker 1: that people forget that, you know, when you have such
Speaker 1: a you know, a fame or these things that happen
Speaker 1: or that there wasn't struggles where it's like there is
Speaker 1: you know, you gotta start from bottom to go, you know,
Speaker 1: you get anywhere. So it's like I think it's you know,
Speaker 1: really commendable to yourself to like speak about you know,
Speaker 1: your accomplishments of where you how far you've come, and
Speaker 1: like kind of bringing into this where I think that
Speaker 1: and it's crazy as it sounds, but like the sex
Speaker 1: industry kind of like brought those things out even more
Speaker 1: because maybe that's how you identified, maybe like how your
Speaker 1: inner self was like, and that was the basis, but
Speaker 1: then you kind of work around all the other things
Speaker 1: to make it.
Speaker 2: Also like seeing other people in the industry that it's
Speaker 2: just like oh, yeah, like you're you're autistic, like I
Speaker 2: see it, yeah, and being accepted, yeah, you accept it,
Speaker 2: and just being like, man, don't you hate when people
Speaker 2: take things the wrong way or just like stupid ass
Speaker 2: shit or like, oh, like remember like when you first
Speaker 2: found out about it and you thought you were just like, wow,
Speaker 2: I guess I'm just like what like disabled or something
Speaker 2: like you feel the sadness because you know it's like
Speaker 2: it's something that you can't change. You can only kind
Speaker 2: of like have the coping mechanism for it. At the
Speaker 2: same time, too, though, it's really cool because you have
Speaker 2: intense special interests and then you learn all of things.
Speaker 2: It's like ADHD kind of has like the same kind
Speaker 2: of thing. It's usually like a comorbid sort of disorder.
Speaker 2: And my first special interest is horses.
Speaker 1: I had textbooks.
Speaker 2: It's like horse breeding horse genetics, horse training, it's like
Speaker 2: horse every fucking possible thing. I would just like read
Speaker 2: through textbooks and shit, and uh, I would do the
Speaker 2: same thing with like the video editing and all that.
Speaker 1: And just like I want to make it good. Yeah.
Speaker 2: It's so exciting, it's so fulfilling.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: And so at the same time, there's pros and cons,
Speaker 2: and you know, pros and cons with everything in life.
Speaker 1: Facts. So with all that being said, which personal accomplishment
Speaker 1: are you most proud of? Hmmm?
Speaker 2: I would say even just being able to be here
Speaker 2: today and being able to be relaxed, being able to
Speaker 2: just talk, you know, express myself in a way that
Speaker 2: I think is accurate to myself.
Speaker 1: And I used to cry myself.
Speaker 2: Asleep at night and just be like, ha ha, I'm
Speaker 2: gonna be like the female version of the dude that
Speaker 2: just eats chips and plays World Warcraft is Mouth's basement,
Speaker 2: and it's like, oh, fuck all these normies because they're
Speaker 2: having such an easier time in life.
Speaker 1: And instead of that, I was like.
Speaker 2: You know, what what can I do to make it
Speaker 2: so that's not my reality?
Speaker 1: And so yeah, I appreciate you. I appreciate your honesty.
Speaker 1: And being open and talking about thing we appreciate you.
Speaker 1: I'm private talk. I think that the more again, like
Speaker 1: about the awareness and keeping you know, all those things
Speaker 1: where it's like you're just a person. We put our
Speaker 1: pants on every single day like each other. For me,
Speaker 1: it's about respect. It's how you you know, show up
Speaker 1: as you know who you are in the world and
Speaker 1: how those things. But it's like again, you show your
Speaker 1: true identity with just being yourself and letting go and
Speaker 1: just letting it ride. Yeah, let it ride, let it ride.
Speaker 1: If you could change jobs, would you know? Okay? Like
Speaker 1: absolutely not living? Was there anything else you ever wanted
Speaker 1: to be then that you grew up and be like, hey,
Speaker 1: I want to be like I was.
Speaker 2: Like, oh, like it could be like a veterinarian, And
Speaker 2: then I just thought, yeah veterinarian. You know you just
Speaker 2: put down dogs and cats people can't or to do
Speaker 2: medical treatment on and there's just.
Speaker 1: Like the pros and concincts of everything. Yeah, I'm like
Speaker 1: I couldn't handle that. I don't think. Have you ever
Speaker 1: taken a souvenir home from a sexual escapade? I have not.
Speaker 1: I'm like, has anybody taken anything of yours? That you
Speaker 1: may be thought was missing when you're like, wait, what,
Speaker 1: I think I had an X take panties one time? Okay,
Speaker 1: but you're like those I charged for those, give those backs,
Speaker 1: panty salesman out look at your stock girl. Do you
Speaker 1: or have you look through a partner's phone?
Speaker 2: Have I? I have briefly, but like also kind of
Speaker 2: just in a way that's like there's a little scroll
Speaker 2: and it's like but at the same time, it would
Speaker 2: be like they have access to my phone too, so
Speaker 2: it's like if we have this mutual trush. But like
Speaker 2: I've literally done that maybe like two times in my life.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I think because mys like just put pride
Speaker 2: into my privacy so fucking much that it's.
Speaker 1: Like I don't want to do that to somebody people.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like I don't want to set that precedence
Speaker 2: that it's like that's okay.
Speaker 1: So one subscription that you cannot live without subscription coming
Speaker 1: from Rolls Netflix, What's Crunchy Role It's anime. Oh it's
Speaker 1: like it's a subscription based Yeah, okay, even kind of
Speaker 1: like Netflix, but it's like and kind of like Fundimation,
Speaker 1: but it has a lot more anim It has the
Speaker 1: stuff that's like been just released in Japan, so it's
Speaker 1: like it's only subtitles PG things or is it sexual
Speaker 1: O you can miss everything everything? Yeah? Okay, I mean yeah.
Speaker 2: I think most of the time they sense her out
Speaker 2: like nips and stuff. But it's like because usually they'll
Speaker 2: be like, oh, this is only a DVD. Buy our dvd.
Speaker 1: So who even buy DVDs anymore?
Speaker 2: People who sees.
Speaker 1: You're like, I have quiet the DVD collection. What is
Speaker 1: your favorite way to receive affection ooh huh.
Speaker 2: I think maybe just somebody like, hmmm, I love when
Speaker 2: people put their weight on me, like just like a
Speaker 2: weighted blanket, and I'm like, I love me some of
Speaker 2: that some like I feel.
Speaker 1: Like I think it's like words of affirmation first yes,
Speaker 1: and then I think it's physical touch yes. And I
Speaker 1: feel like I'm like, I feel like I can read
Speaker 1: you do that thing where it's like especially with the
Speaker 1: things of like you said, the things that we didn't
Speaker 1: receive when we were kids or whatever, where it's like
Speaker 1: you kind of need that validation of the words from
Speaker 1: your partner, friends, base or whatever that is. How do
Speaker 1: you give affection? What is your way of showing affection?
Speaker 1: To your partner.
Speaker 2: I mean like definitely telling them, so we're trying to
Speaker 2: show them, like, you know, I'm very generous with my money.
Speaker 1: I mean like he has money too at the same time,
Speaker 1: but he's just to spoil. So you're more like acts
Speaker 1: of service. Yeah, and like gift giving. Mm hmm. Okay, hmmm.
Speaker 1: Let's see what social media platform do you use the most.
Speaker 1: I'm probably Twitter at this point. Okay. Describe your first
Speaker 1: sexual experience. Ooh, okay, so I saw the spark light
Speaker 1: back in her. Gonna be a good one, all right.
Speaker 2: So I was a very horny preteen literally since age
Speaker 2: ten and watching porn. I'm like, I need to prepare
Speaker 2: myself for sex, like I need I need to make sure,
Speaker 2: like you know, I'm gonna be good at it, like
Speaker 2: I'm doing.
Speaker 1: Taking notes and you're like, yeah, I'm making it, insert it,
Speaker 1: uh it, yeah, lick it.
Speaker 2: And I'm like, I'm gonna I'm gonna stretch out my orifices.
Speaker 1: Make sure you can cook a day stretch. Okay, penis,
Speaker 1: how are you stretching.
Speaker 2: My fingers like a like little pens or something or yeah,
Speaker 2: like anything like a like a fucking marker, like a
Speaker 2: like a brush. I was very pervy, and I was
Speaker 2: like immediately I was like, Okay, I'm gonna prepare myself
Speaker 2: for sex. I'm gonna stretch myself out and all that.
Speaker 2: I'm gonnaccommodate a dick. And so like I was at
Speaker 2: middle I was in middle school at the time, like
Speaker 2: I skipped a grade to skip second grade, and so
Speaker 2: I was like, like a ten, I was just very chubby,
Speaker 2: very awkward.
Speaker 1: It's like no one was like, ew, I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: do anything with that girl. What the fuck? Eleven a
Speaker 1: little bit of a glow up. I started my period
Speaker 1: at eleven, you know.
Speaker 2: It's like I'm like, yeah, like I'm losing a little weight,
Speaker 2: like you know, I'm like I'm come pretty like okay,
Speaker 2: and that I had my first ever boyfriend, but he
Speaker 2: was a good Christian boy and he was like, we
Speaker 2: can't do anything that is a sin.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I was oddly self aware, like I would not recommend
Speaker 2: every eleven year old to go.
Speaker 1: Out and have sex.
Speaker 2: We're rocking, yeah, And so I'm like I had enough
Speaker 2: of these dudes being like way too like dudes my
Speaker 2: age being.
Speaker 1: Like, oh my god, like too.
Speaker 2: Timid, and it just frustrated the shad me and like okay, yeah,
Speaker 2: and so I had a laptop, I had internet access.
Speaker 2: Mike great idea at twelve was like I'm gonna make
Speaker 2: an okay cube and profile. I'm gonna say that I'm eighteen,
Speaker 2: but I'm gonna tell the people like I'm fourteen because
Speaker 2: fourteen sound immature. Oh So I mean like I found
Speaker 2: this like nineteen year old kid and like and I
Speaker 2: snuck out, like I walked down or like mile long
Speaker 2: fucking driveway like in the dark, and.
Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, he met me in his car and everything.
Speaker 1: I mean, it was a nice time. He It's like,
Speaker 1: looking back, I'm like, maybe that wasn't great for like
Speaker 1: a nineteen year old be like, oh yeah, fourteen year old.
Speaker 1: So I'm sure like all that shit. But at the
Speaker 1: same time, you weren't even fourteen. You were twelve, evelve
Speaker 1: I was. I had boobies, like you know, so it
Speaker 1: appeared it appeared to be that way. Okay, Yeah, so
Speaker 1: it was basically like kind of a one night stand,
Speaker 1: but not because it was like it's like the juvenile
Speaker 1: part of it's like an aol, like I don't know
Speaker 1: how old you are, how old. Are you, uh, twenty five?
Speaker 1: It turned twenty because you definitely don't know what the
Speaker 1: AOL is. I mean, I know what AL is, like,
Speaker 1: al I am with the guests that I have here
Speaker 1: that I made the mistake and be like, oh what posters?
Speaker 1: Did you like posters? Who the fuck has that? I'm
Speaker 1: like your wallpaper on your fucking phone. I don't really know,
Speaker 1: but okay, so yeah, so it's like it was a
Speaker 1: good time. He had an oddly big dick. I didn't
Speaker 1: think it was big of a time because I only watched porn.
Speaker 1: Did you have a condom? I don't think he did it.
Speaker 1: I kind of paned for a while after, like, am
Speaker 1: I gonna get pregnant? He didn't come in my pussy?
Speaker 1: But am I gonna get pregnant? But how do you
Speaker 1: know at that age, because you know, pre comes a thing.
Speaker 1: I mean true, Yeah, you know, I feel like I
Speaker 1: was just like variables. Yeah, all right, So you fucked
Speaker 1: the stranger, the strange nineteen year old in the in
Speaker 1: the front of your driveway that was a mile long?
Speaker 1: Did you do this basically like the walk of shame
Speaker 1: of going backwards? Were you like happy?
Speaker 2: Were like?
Speaker 1: Yeah, did you get off? Did you like it? Did
Speaker 1: you think it was awkward? I mean it was like
Speaker 1: a little how do you know how to come at
Speaker 1: FeNiS like because at that time of like, you know,
Speaker 1: I was already masturbating. Okay, well then that makes sense
Speaker 1: because it's like when you have sex, you know at first,
Speaker 1: you know, the first time, I think it's like awkward.
Speaker 1: You're like, oh, is this is this right? Does it
Speaker 1: still good? Does this like whatever? Because when you get
Speaker 1: over stimulated and then you don't know, and then things
Speaker 1: are happening down.
Speaker 2: There and then he abrupts and you know for sure,
Speaker 2: and it's like we can we only had sex for
Speaker 2: like a minute or something because I'm like, it's kind we.
Speaker 1: Don't want to we don't want to know what a minute? Man?
Speaker 2: Well, I mean like I sucked his dick afterwards because
Speaker 2: I was like, one right thing to do, Yes, the
Speaker 2: right thing to do.
Speaker 1: It's very polite. You know, it's good. He drove all the.
Speaker 2: Way over there. You know, it's a good thing to do.
Speaker 2: And after that, I was like, oh, man, like what
Speaker 2: if I get caught, Like I probably shouldn't do this
Speaker 2: again for a while?
Speaker 1: And I did again. Did he hit you up anymore
Speaker 1: or did it just I think he did, but like
Speaker 1: we could never like figure out scheduling because like I
Speaker 1: would only know that my parents would be sleeping like
Speaker 1: at like a certain like because like sometimes it'd be
Speaker 1: like listening to this twelve year old story.
Speaker 2: I feel like mentally, weirdly, I was in the same
Speaker 2: place as I am now. I'm like, these dudes don't
Speaker 2: give a fuck out of me getting that dick though.
Speaker 1: I get it, I mean like it.
Speaker 2: At the same time, it's like a good escapism. Like
Speaker 2: I feel like always throughout my life, like sex has
Speaker 2: been like oh yeah, like good feels and it's like,
Speaker 2: you know, my siblings, like my brother would like he uh,
Speaker 2: he was into like pain pills and stuff, and so
Speaker 2: he kind of took the drug route.
Speaker 1: I took the like sex sex routs. Like yeah, it's like,
Speaker 1: do you feel like you have a sex addiction?
Speaker 2: I don't think so, because I haven't put myself in
Speaker 2: like fucked up situations. Okay, So does that really mean
Speaker 2: the that's the cutoff?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I feel like for me, I don't
Speaker 1: know if it's like the dangerous situation. I think it's
Speaker 1: like the like the plethora of of like the amount
Speaker 1: of times I where like you need it, like it's
Speaker 1: like a feeding type of situation. It's like you're doing
Speaker 1: it so much, then maybe it's like you can't function
Speaker 1: another things or you're doing like those things. I don't
Speaker 1: necessarily anything bad situations because.
Speaker 2: It's like the more I shoot yes, the more that
Speaker 2: I want sex, like sex, sex, Oh my god, I
Speaker 2: want more sex.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: But if I'm like just chill and I'm like you
Speaker 2: take a break and I'm like I don't have sex
Speaker 2: for a while, I'm yeah, I don't want to have sex, Okay, I.
Speaker 1: Just like weirdly like if I like shut that part
Speaker 1: down and I'm like feeling like just over stimulated overall,
Speaker 1: and like I just wanna curl into a ball and
Speaker 1: just do not see you know when to cut it
Speaker 1: off and wants to not to overput or to push
Speaker 1: it more. Yeah, Okay, I Like, I mean it's definitely
Speaker 1: I mean not saying it's great, but it was your
Speaker 1: story whatever, the first experience. But I think that it's
Speaker 1: definitely telling of like the naiveness of like how we
Speaker 1: integrate ourselves into sex the first sexual experiences. Right, So
Speaker 1: it's like oh, like this is like I hopped on
Speaker 1: it and it happened in one minute, and then I knew.
Speaker 1: I thought I was supposed to second, so I did it.
Speaker 1: And then we just hear we here, we're here. And
Speaker 1: I went back to the driveway and I'm skipping all
Speaker 1: the way down the drive Yeah, yeah we can. Hey,
Speaker 1: I love it. I'm here for it. I rock with it. Yeah. Hmmm,
Speaker 1: let's see spinner swallow swallow unless it's like like yellow
Speaker 1: it has blood in it like some weird assh And
Speaker 1: then I'm like, maybe that's not healthy for me to ingest. Okay,
Speaker 1: well that being said, craziest bodily fluid that has ever
Speaker 1: been on you on me? Yeah, may do anal scenes
Speaker 1: so poop okay, so poop's been on you? Kay?
Speaker 2: I mean like sometimes you'll do a like a multi
Speaker 2: girl thing and it's like there's some atal involved and
Speaker 2: like that girl doesn't clean out.
Speaker 1: Good should happen? Shit happens? Should happen? Yes, sexting or
Speaker 1: FaceTime FaceTime? Yes? Ever fucked in a parent or friend's bed,
Speaker 1: in a friend's bed, yes, parents bed? No? Okay you
Speaker 1: you all right? Now Time to my favorite part, truth
Speaker 1: with Texas. We're gonna get a little bit more spicier,
Speaker 1: had a bit more intimate. We're gonna do kinky, spicy, naughty,
Speaker 1: and romantic. Are you ready? I'm so fucking ready to
Speaker 1: do it. All right, let's do kinky because I feel
Speaker 1: like you're hacky girl. Yes, do you have any fetishes? Yes?
Speaker 1: What are your fetishes? I would say, I really like feet.
Speaker 1: I really like It's like I didn't know how much
Speaker 1: I liked feet until I was in porn.
Speaker 2: And it's like I had the first dude like suck
Speaker 2: my toes and then it's like, Okay, it feels really
Speaker 2: good on me, and then like doing it on other people.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I just love feet. What the fuck?
Speaker 2: It's like step on my face, put your toes in
Speaker 2: my mouth, slap me with your foot, put your foot
Speaker 2: up my.
Speaker 1: Ass like crazy shit, okay.
Speaker 2: And I love how people smell like sweaty people as
Speaker 2: long as they're not like eating McDonald's twenty four to seven,
Speaker 2: and then like, dude, you smell like an old McDonald's fire,
Speaker 2: Like what the fuck? So but besides that, yeah, sweaty people.
Speaker 2: Let's say it's.
Speaker 1: Like what what what is a fetish?
Speaker 2: I guess just a preference, like I don't know, like
Speaker 2: really big muscular men, like though I kind of.
Speaker 1: Like every kind of man.
Speaker 2: Same thing with women, like I have very low standards
Speaker 2: looks wise, if you have shit personality, though, I probably
Speaker 2: won't fuck you, probably but not off the table.
Speaker 1: Not off the table, you know. But it's like I
Speaker 1: considered not And what else? I really like pain, Like
Speaker 1: I'm definitely a massa chist, but it's like.
Speaker 2: Hmmm, certain pain, banking pain or like banking, like choking
Speaker 2: or like pressure. I like, I definitely like electrocution and
Speaker 2: I like that. I feel like playing more into that.
Speaker 2: Like they like bullshit pink tasers on Amazon.
Speaker 1: I love that ship. It feels like a hard where
Speaker 1: do they where do you put this taser here? Here?
Speaker 1: Like like anywhere?
Speaker 2: Okay, And like it feels like a heart bite, but
Speaker 2: it doesn't leave the mark as a bite would like
Speaker 2: sometimes you'll have a little bit like the jolts.
Speaker 1: Of the initial shock, but not the like yeah.
Speaker 2: And I'm like you seems all the time I can't
Speaker 2: have someone just like okay, okay.
Speaker 1: I never thought about that, But that's that's clever. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's like and it's giving you what you want without
Speaker 1: the mark so you can keep doing work. No, it's
Speaker 1: good on you.
Speaker 2: I feel like it's like a healthy way to just
Speaker 2: like I don't know, like deal with ship and it's like,
Speaker 2: you know, I used to so harm when I was
Speaker 2: a kid, and it's like, I mean it's all anymore, honestly,
Speaker 2: but like it, I feel like it's almost like a
Speaker 2: healthier way to like have that like endorphin rush of
Speaker 2: like the pain that it's like okay, like limit yourself
Speaker 2: to like okay, like just do it during sex, but
Speaker 2: don't make it like you're you're getting punished, like like,
Speaker 2: oh I hate myself. So when I have someone beat
Speaker 2: me up, like I think that's a little fucked up,
Speaker 2: all right, But it's like even know, if you're happy,
Speaker 2: good vibes and shit, and it's like let's go intense.
Speaker 2: I want that intensity, okay, And so then I get
Speaker 2: that rush from you looking for that rush?
Speaker 1: Girl? Yeah yeah, Okay. What's the most of our times
Speaker 1: you've had sex in one day? I don't maybe like
Speaker 1: five times? Okay? Have you ever been too kinky for
Speaker 1: a partner? Absolutely? What was the kink that was? Like? Girl,
Speaker 1: I just can't no, just like choking, the slapping or
Speaker 1: like pulling hair and they're just like, I can't do
Speaker 1: it anymore. Yeah. Yeah. What's your favorite time of day
Speaker 1: to have sex?
Speaker 2: Definitely afternoon or evening, sometimes in the morning. I'm just like,
Speaker 2: this is gonna take me forever to come like you
Speaker 2: we can do it. I'm just like, I just get
Speaker 2: me a while.
Speaker 1: It's gonna take me a while. A right, honestly, is key?
Speaker 1: I love it. Spicy questions. Worst hook up story.
Speaker 2: Hmm, you know, I don't think I really have any
Speaker 2: because it's like before you're a wild stallion and you're like, hey,
Speaker 2: it's not gonna be bad.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna fucking make this great.
Speaker 2: Well that, but also, for like six years before porn,
Speaker 2: it's like I was in a relationship and the dude
Speaker 2: was like.
Speaker 1: You're not fucking other dudes like kind of thing, and
Speaker 1: so I'm like, be good girl. Cheated three times in
Speaker 1: six years. I think that's pretty good. Did he ever
Speaker 1: find catch you cheating? He never caught me, but I
Speaker 1: told him about it and he was like I knew it,
Speaker 1: and like, well you told them after during after, and.
Speaker 2: I'm like, well, dude, like you never want to have sex.
Speaker 2: You make me feel like some like sex feed for
Speaker 2: like wanting to have that connection, wanting to have sex.
Speaker 1: That just easier with the wrong partner. I always feel
Speaker 1: like that's me, like when we feel like when things
Speaker 1: happen and we look back, it's like he was a
Speaker 1: solid guy, Like it just was not the right fit.
Speaker 1: And then it's like, it's that's very man true. It's
Speaker 1: like it's your everyone's a good person to a point, right,
Speaker 1: And it's like, but some people just don't work out
Speaker 1: with each other. I think sometimes we settle, especially early on,
Speaker 1: and it's because we think that we won't find this partner.
Speaker 1: But it's like once we start exploring and learning ourselves,
Speaker 1: we're like, and then you find a partner that matches
Speaker 1: all the things. You're like, this is so easy. They're like,
Speaker 1: this is like I thought i'd never find this, but yeah,
Speaker 1: there is what somebody for. That's why people were like,
Speaker 1: when you're too much for someone, you're just too much
Speaker 1: for that person. But there's someone out there that will
Speaker 1: love you too much.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't have to tame yourself.
Speaker 1: No taming. Yeah, dirty talk do you like it?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: Can you give us an example of your dirty talk,
Speaker 1: huh on the spot? Like if Miss Texas's big fat
Speaker 1: ass was in front of your face and I was
Speaker 1: about to like sit on your face and you know,
Speaker 1: do my god things, What would you tell me?
Speaker 2: I don't know, like sit that fat ass in my
Speaker 2: face and will lick your sweaty asshole.
Speaker 1: Hey, it's like I want to die by that ass.
Speaker 1: I like it, see like you can do it on
Speaker 1: the spot. Have you ever seen in a relationship for
Speaker 1: sex the sex was so good that you just had
Speaker 1: to stay a little longer, unfortunately, not like fortunately and unfortunately.
Speaker 1: But who are your top porn stars? Hmmm? Do you
Speaker 1: have any like top that you maybe watched or that
Speaker 1: you like, maybe you want to work with, or that
Speaker 1: you have work with that you really like to work with.
Speaker 1: I mean, definitely Adriana.
Speaker 2: It sucks about her back, but I know she wants
Speaker 2: to get like back into it to an extent, like
Speaker 2: with content.
Speaker 1: And stuff, and I would loved to do that.
Speaker 2: I met her at a Exotica during we had this
Speaker 2: like loyal fans.
Speaker 1: Dinner, and it was like she's a great time, sweet person. Yeah,
Speaker 1: very nice. Her lips feel nice to say, all right?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, no, I had to grab my boobies. I
Speaker 2: grabbed her boobies the whole.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like the introduction, but without the introduction, but
Speaker 1: you know, you know close enough. Yeah, naughty questions choked
Speaker 1: or spinked? Choked lou or spit lou? Handcuffs are blindfold handcuffs.
Speaker 1: Have you ever faked an orgasm?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: Can I hear what that sounds like? You know, it's
Speaker 1: really great is that she didn't even skip a beat
Speaker 1: to do that on PAN.
Speaker 2: I'm like during VR shoots, it's like, all right, pretend
Speaker 2: eating your pussy and like you.
Speaker 1: Didn't even hesitate. I left it. You're just like I
Speaker 1: can't do that anything on the spot, but I can
Speaker 1: do this. It sounded great. I believed it. I made
Speaker 1: my pussy. We maya high club. Are you a part
Speaker 1: of it? Not? I'm too much a weenie.
Speaker 2: So I did have I was sitting in first class
Speaker 2: and like I had this dude like.
Speaker 1: Finger me and like we were thinking stranger that. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I was just so random dude, and like afterwards he
Speaker 1: was like so drunk. He's talking about his kids and stuff,
Speaker 1: and it's like, you know, maybe maybe you should leave
Speaker 1: your wife, you know, your kids probably happy. I'm like
Speaker 1: giving this guy life advice, like after he's made me
Speaker 1: come like you should really leave your wife of your
Speaker 1: fingers were inside of me, sirs.
Speaker 2: I mean, it's like complaining about it and I'm like,
Speaker 2: you know what, like I had parents that fought and
Speaker 2: like it wasn't great for me.
Speaker 1: It's like, you know, just be happy. I mean, if
Speaker 1: you can finger a stranger in first class, you should
Speaker 1: really really reevaluate your relationship.
Speaker 2: I mean you know, yeah, I'm just saying yeah.
Speaker 1: Or a sex sloppy or clean sloppy. Hmm. They guests
Speaker 1: turn off what turns you off? That just makes sure
Speaker 1: pussy dry and it's over it. Hmmm. It's a hard one.
Speaker 2: I'm like, maybe if someone's just like willfully stupid, like
Speaker 2: they're trying to tell me like I'm wrong about some
Speaker 2: topic or something, it's like and they're just a dumb.
Speaker 1: Ass, like dumb shaming kind of like thing where it's like, oh,
Speaker 1: you don't know, honey, like like that kind of thing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't like you, like smart, what is it called?
Speaker 1: I guess me like belittling there, like there's patronizing. I
Speaker 1: don't know, Yeah, we don't like any of them. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that shit if you ever had sex on his toilet seat.
Speaker 2: I sucked a dick on a toilet seat, like me
Speaker 2: sitting on the toilet, okay, sucking a dick okay, And
Speaker 2: it was like my belly was hurting. It was at
Speaker 2: the end of a long night, and I'm like, well,
Speaker 2: like we still want to keep going.
Speaker 1: But I'm like, do you like being spanked during sex? Yes?
Speaker 2: I love being slapped in the face more, okay, because
Speaker 2: I mean I can take a hell of a hit.
Speaker 2: I feel like I've like trained my face like a
Speaker 2: like a fucking fighter. It's like a lot of times
Speaker 2: like a fucking hit the ship out of me.
Speaker 1: But I don't bruise train your face for the section
Speaker 1: just havn't It happened over and over multiple places being.
Speaker 2: I mean like with the face though, like the rest
Speaker 2: of my body, like you just squeeze me.
Speaker 1: A little hard. I'm like, oh, some bruises my life.
Speaker 1: Like last out of questions romantic questions cut or uncut? Hmm,
Speaker 1: Like how that's romantic for me? I'm like, I do
Speaker 1: like uncut.
Speaker 2: But at the same time, I feel like I'm always
Speaker 2: like hyper aware, like what what if I like pull
Speaker 2: their foreskin too much.
Speaker 1: I'm like it kind of kind of makes me a
Speaker 1: little anxious. The overthinker any huh, the overthinker any Yeah,
Speaker 1: just let a ride making it out. Are cuddling hmmm?
Speaker 1: Both one or one or the other? Huh? I don't know.
Speaker 1: I think cuddling. Cudling is quite nice. Dinner date or
Speaker 1: movie date, dinner sex on the first date? Yes, always
Speaker 1: giving or receiving hmm giving? What are deal breakers for
Speaker 1: you in a relationship? You seem pretty open minded about
Speaker 1: a lot of things, But what are deal breakers for you? Uh?
Speaker 1: If they're like therapy?
Speaker 2: Was that I'm not gonna have somebody just fucking talk
Speaker 2: to me telling me what my problems are.
Speaker 1: That's a bullshit. And I'm like, so not aware of
Speaker 1: your issues? Yes, no self awareness? Yes, giving or receiving
Speaker 1: you already asked, I know I wanted to see if
Speaker 1: it was right. But giving, you said you looked about
Speaker 1: it again. You're like, wait, favorite place to be kissed? Hmmm,