Speaker 1: Thank you very much. Welcome.
Speaker 2: So Battie, I'm Lexi. She I do a lot of things.
Speaker 2: I have a to workout class, I created, I'm a singer,
Speaker 2: an artist, clothing brand. I'm very into my brands and
Speaker 2: I don't know passions and I get heavily.
Speaker 1: So what are you using your OnlyFans platform for using?
Speaker 1: You do everything I do.
Speaker 2: I've well, I'm the first artist to drop a music
Speaker 2: video on there.
Speaker 1: Awesome, So I just kind of thank you.
Speaker 2: I just kind of thought of I liked being very different,
Speaker 2: thinking outside of the box. So I was like, you know,
Speaker 2: how do we monetize our content right now? You know when,
Speaker 2: first of all, the world is going through what we're
Speaker 2: going through, and as an artist, you know, it's not
Speaker 2: easy making money in the business period. So I was like,
Speaker 2: you know what platform, cand I used to monetize this stuff.
Speaker 2: And I hadn't been working for a long time because
Speaker 2: I was focused on my music and stuff. So I
Speaker 2: was like, you know what, if I started working a
Speaker 2: little bit, I probably can get some feedback again. So
Speaker 2: I started doing that video. Yes, yes, tworking videos. To
Speaker 2: your Own Vibes is a song. Battie Vibes is a
Speaker 2: single on the outy. I'm doing a lot of things
Speaker 2: on there. I'm doing personal videos, singing videos, literally just
Speaker 2: every part of me that you'll get, you'll get on there.
Speaker 1: Exclusive LEXI exclusively. Yeah. So what are the benefits of
Speaker 1: having and only fans? Sheesh?
Speaker 2: Like I said, monetizing, Like it's not easy to monetize
Speaker 2: as an artist, and especially like a sexier artist on
Speaker 2: like YouTube and stuff, because I don't know, I just
Speaker 2: feel like it's not paying as much now. So only
Speaker 2: fans is a great platform that I found that is
Speaker 2: gives our money back.
Speaker 1: Like, well, I feel like I'm a twerking queen. I
Speaker 1: have my own you know, I used to do when
Speaker 1: we can actually go out in the world, whether you
Speaker 1: have exoticas that we have in the adult world. That
Speaker 1: I hosted a towerk contest. It was a lot of fun.
Speaker 1: So maybe we're gonna have to do it. We should collaborate.
Speaker 1: I know you guys want to see it. Laxis lexis
Speaker 1: square two big booties. So do you get a lot
Speaker 1: of hate or admiration from big booty girls?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 1: Both?
Speaker 2: I would say, to be honest, most of the haters
Speaker 2: of the men, the men really weird, awkward I don't
Speaker 2: know why, but embrace in what way?
Speaker 1: Like what are they just being like, oh, stop twirking
Speaker 1: or that a way work? Oh whatever?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I stop singing twerk and I have a really
Speaker 2: great voice, you know, but obviously they.
Speaker 1: Like my booty.
Speaker 2: And I don't blame you, but you know, don't put
Speaker 2: me in a box. I do a lot of things
Speaker 2: and I'm really good at it, you know, and I
Speaker 2: have other passions.
Speaker 1: But what would you say to someone that tells you
Speaker 1: stop singing you can just twerk? Go fuck yourself. You're like,
Speaker 1: I'm multi faceted, bitch.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, you can't handle all this talent. You might
Speaker 2: only have one that I got multiple. You know, I
Speaker 2: have multiple talents and I'm down a show.
Speaker 1: So what are your multiple talents? To talk?
Speaker 2: I dance, I act. I'm a business business woman on
Speaker 2: top of it all.
Speaker 1: That's like first, that's true entrepreneurs.
Speaker 2: I mean like I was selling Pokemon cars and like elementary,
Speaker 2: like I was getting my money or I was not playing. Yeah,
Speaker 2: so and it started there and it just kept going
Speaker 2: and going. So and then I'm an artist. So ultimately,
Speaker 2: I just like any creative space, you know, that's good.
Speaker 1: What do you have going on besides your only fans
Speaker 1: Right now.
Speaker 2: I'm working on a new album and I'm working on
Speaker 2: promoting Dad before You Love Me on my this this
Speaker 2: Batty Vibess album, and it's I did the song about
Speaker 2: four years ago and it was finally time for me
Speaker 2: to put it out, so I put it out on
Speaker 2: this album. And hopefully I'm working on like performances, you know,
Speaker 2: and figuring out where that what that is, and what
Speaker 2: that entails right now in the world. And I want
Speaker 2: to hop on tour, so as soon as the world
Speaker 2: opens up, you know, I hope those opportunities come to
Speaker 2: me because I would love to get out and perform.
Speaker 1: So with COVID times obviously, you know, we can't do
Speaker 1: those things right off the bat. What have you learned
Speaker 1: during this pandemic time. I've learned a lot about myself,
Speaker 1: you know.
Speaker 2: It gets it's we're spending so much time alone now
Speaker 2: that like I can finally see what makes me happy,
Speaker 2: you know, and do those things that I love and
Speaker 2: find out who I am and what I stand for,
Speaker 2: my morals and and all that stuff. And I got
Speaker 2: to build a really good team around me. You know,
Speaker 2: I'm an independent artist, and I've built a fucking squad.
Speaker 2: So I'm proud of all of these things that I've
Speaker 2: accomplished during quarantine. I've definitely didn't stop working. I'll tell
Speaker 2: you that I've probably even worked harder.
Speaker 1: So it's just made you kind of like read direct things,
Speaker 1: but it would just go after your team, your you know,
Speaker 1: your image, your brand image bread.
Speaker 2: Exactly honing in on who I am as an artist.
Speaker 2: You know, you go to my Instagram, You're gonna know
Speaker 2: exactly who I am because I do so many things,
Speaker 2: but ultimately I'm an artist on top of it all.
Speaker 1: When did you start rapping?
Speaker 2: Rapping was really recent actually, if I take it back,
Speaker 2: like when I turned nineteen, my first record ever someone
Speaker 2: wrote for me, and I was rapping in the very beginning.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say I was the greatest.
Speaker 2: Like I've definitely got better, but this past album has
Speaker 2: been my my start to rapping. And I fucking love
Speaker 2: rapping because I can talk shit. I get more of
Speaker 2: a story out. I can't really do that with pop music,
Speaker 2: and I can, like I dance on stage and like
Speaker 2: I'm active and fucking hyper, so like it matches like
Speaker 2: my aura, you know, and I feel hello comfortable like rapping.
Speaker 1: It's just fire. So are you do you have a
Speaker 1: ghost writer or do you write your own raps? Both?
Speaker 2: I have writers that they're never ghostwriters. I definitely credit
Speaker 2: them on my on my album. So I love writing
Speaker 2: with people and I write my own stuff as well.
Speaker 1: So you being so animated on stage and you being
Speaker 1: like that person, do you feel like it's more when
Speaker 1: you write your own the lyrics or is it just
Speaker 1: a song that speaks to you, that that makes you
Speaker 1: a creative and that just comes out anyway. Yeah, it
Speaker 1: can be any record. I don't really care if I
Speaker 1: have to write it or not. If I can relate
Speaker 1: to it, I'm in it and I can probably fit
Speaker 1: into it. So tell me about an artist that you
Speaker 1: would love to work with. Drake. I love Drake.
Speaker 2: I love Drake. I'm very into R and B and
Speaker 2: so you'll see more of that this year. Like I'm
Speaker 2: definitely putting out some R and B records.
Speaker 1: I'm an R and B kind of girl. I love
Speaker 1: it feels I like my favorite. That's what I start
Speaker 1: and end my day with. I heard it when I
Speaker 1: came in, I was like, these are the jams. It
Speaker 1: gives me like it just puts me in a comfortable place.
Speaker 1: I have like high anxiety, so it's me too, so
Speaker 1: like I do all those things.
Speaker 2: So I have a batty blunt ring in it's a
Speaker 2: smoking ring.
Speaker 1: You're gonna fucking lie. I love that. I will open
Speaker 1: it at the end and I love ye for sure
Speaker 1: to show bad vibes. Anxiety. I know about that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So that's why with the with R and B, I
Speaker 1: feel like it just kind of like slows my mood.
Speaker 1: It makes me feel you know, music is all the
Speaker 1: fields it makes you that only puts you in like
Speaker 1: a time and place where you remember or your first break,
Speaker 1: Oh my god, first totally right there, Like you're.
Speaker 2: Just like, oh when I was sixty my first kiss.
Speaker 1: Tell us about Virgin Lex. Virgin Lex.
Speaker 2: Virgin Lex is who I found, I think myself during quarantine,
Speaker 2: Like I feel like I kind of lost my confidence
Speaker 2: in a way, and I think that had to do
Speaker 2: with a lot of men.
Speaker 1: That I was dating and just kind of like going.
Speaker 1: So you realize Virgin Lex during COVID, Yeah, I realized,
Speaker 1: god bitch that I was. And Virgin Lex Private Talk
Speaker 1: is her wrap alter ego for those that you don't know,
Speaker 1: but we're going to get to know Lexi Panta a
Speaker 1: little bit more. I'm private talk because they're gonna get incident.
Speaker 1: We're gonna need to know how your darkest, deepest secret
Speaker 1: and tell you what you allow us to dig into.
Speaker 2: I'm an open book pretty much, so you're gonna.
Speaker 1: Pretty much That means she's willing to opt out of someone.
Speaker 1: We'll see, all right, So get into Virgin Lex. You
Speaker 1: said you found her during COVID. It was either the
Speaker 1: men that you were choosing or the relationship.
Speaker 2: I just felt like I was in a low place
Speaker 2: and I was dating someone during quarantine and he kind
Speaker 2: of helped me to like bring back that bad bitch
Speaker 2: that I knew or that I wanted to be, and
Speaker 2: so virgin he called me virgin Lex and it kind
Speaker 2: of stuck.
Speaker 1: Validation or how did he make you bring back? How
Speaker 1: did he make me? Like? How does someone Because most people,
Speaker 1: you know, they say you start with yourself. You're the
Speaker 1: only person.
Speaker 2: A lot of taking care of yourself, Lotion in your body,
Speaker 2: when you get out of the shower, it's just like
Speaker 2: really small things. And I think that I wasn't taking
Speaker 2: care of myself fully and it made me realize, like
Speaker 2: I matter and I need to take care of myself.
Speaker 2: And so that's what I was doing during quarantine, Like
Speaker 2: that's that's what I was focused on. And Virgin Lex
Speaker 2: was like the alter ego of like who I really
Speaker 2: wanted to be, you know, that bad bitch, and so
Speaker 2: I really embraced her, and.
Speaker 1: Now I am that.
Speaker 2: I am who I wanted to be and am So
Speaker 2: you're special.
Speaker 1: She came out that bitch is here, she's here to
Speaker 1: s's not going, she's not going anywhere. Well, I'm not gonna, like,
Speaker 1: you know, put you on the spot, but if you
Speaker 1: want to give us, you know, when you know you're
Speaker 1: wrap something like your freestyle anytime, you know, let us
Speaker 1: know private talk like that.
Speaker 2: You just get a fucking wit of hot chick body,
Speaker 2: hot bitch hit the six on a hot stick and
Speaker 2: my new whips something like but it's new ship.
Speaker 1: I'm the true bitch. Ain't no fucking win my move, trick.
Speaker 1: I'm a bad my dol bitch.
Speaker 2: Bet you never had this ass shaken s fit Yama
Speaker 2: life man, jick.
Speaker 1: You heard it private talk, that's right, that's right. You
Speaker 1: better like subscribe to this episode because it's about to
Speaker 1: get hotter, promise hot it's coming off. Oh take it
Speaker 1: all off, girl. Tell us about your merch line.
Speaker 2: Okay, So I have a Baddie Vibe merch collection which
Speaker 2: is epic. It's actually made one hundred with recycled water bottles,
Speaker 2: which is nice the planet.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and it's shorts.
Speaker 2: It's like lounge wear shorts athletic wear, which is like
Speaker 2: what I love to wear. So it's very comfortable, very stretchy,
Speaker 2: and it's like blue flames, badass, like just battye vibes.
Speaker 2: Like that's that's what it is.
Speaker 1: What inspired you to do the Batty Vibes collection?
Speaker 2: Like I said, the Quarantine, the guy I was dating,
Speaker 2: it was just very inspiring to be around. And it
Speaker 2: just I like the flames and like the rocker vibes.
Speaker 2: I'm always into. My dad's a rocker like, so I
Speaker 2: kind of have like the hood and then the rocker side,
Speaker 2: so I kind of like mix those two together. That's
Speaker 2: kind of who I am and it came out like that.
Speaker 1: So you keep talking about this guy in the past
Speaker 1: ten I have not tell you who he is, what
Speaker 1: happened to him. You don't have to tell who he is,
Speaker 1: but what happened. What happened was quarantine hit and you
Speaker 1: were just like, get away from me. You were cool
Speaker 1: in the beginning, but get the Oh No, we had
Speaker 1: a good friendship.
Speaker 2: It was more of a friendship. It wasn't like a
Speaker 2: boyfriend girlfriend. But like you know those relationships where it's
Speaker 2: like a relationship but it's not the title, you know,
Speaker 2: one of those dumb things. So I was in a
Speaker 2: situationship and I just felt like it was an entanglement
Speaker 2: and I had to get out of it. It was
Speaker 2: a little toxic in ways that I feel that wasn't
Speaker 2: They weren't good for me as well. So I feel
Speaker 2: like every relationship I'm learning, I learned things about myself
Speaker 2: that I think I need to work on and change,
Speaker 2: and I kind of like take that into my relationship.
Speaker 1: So I moved on from it.
Speaker 2: I learned from it, I got what I needed from it,
Speaker 2: and I respect it. And yeah, so we just we
Speaker 2: just kind of just separated.
Speaker 1: Are you single now dating? Are you in a relationship
Speaker 1: and another entanglement? LEXI, I am in a relationship. I
Speaker 1: want the truth. I am actually I am in a relationship.
Speaker 1: Can you tell us your relationship? Girl? It was your boyfriend.
Speaker 2: If you're going to make me my boyfriend is Alex Wassabi?
Speaker 1: Nice? What does your boyfriend do? He's a YouTuber? You
Speaker 1: said that in your in your Alexis Texas voice. I
Speaker 1: was like, you know, you're you're gonna be like Alexis
Speaker 1: Texas voice when you talk sex, and I think I
Speaker 1: can do it. You can have all my fans for that.
Speaker 1: Tell me more.
Speaker 2: His name is Alex was soppy only a couple of
Speaker 2: months and he's the sweetest guy.
Speaker 1: So how is it dating someone in the whole YouTube world?
Speaker 1: Do you feel like your relationships on spot all the time?
Speaker 1: The past was hidden and now it's not hidden, it's
Speaker 1: completely out and so it's completely off because of him
Speaker 1: or because of you as well the past or this one, this.
Speaker 2: One he I'm totally fine with bringing it out loud.
Speaker 2: His his whole vlogging is him, his life so well
Speaker 2: that he puts everything.
Speaker 1: Now, you know, nowadays you know it's about you know,
Speaker 1: the new realm of social media, whatever it is. You know,
Speaker 1: it's all about your life twenty four to seven. I
Speaker 1: don't mind. I don't mind. I don't mind being out
Speaker 1: on the public front. It's very much, and I wanted that.
Speaker 1: I don't want I don't want to hide my relationships,
Speaker 1: Like I don't want to feel like I'm hidden. And
Speaker 1: I've been in those relationships more validated when someone like
Speaker 1: that flogs about you to the point where you're a
Speaker 1: serious person in their life, where it's like before you're like,
Speaker 1: we couldn't talk about it. Like you said the last
Speaker 1: person in this quarantine situation, you said, I can't say
Speaker 1: his name. Yeah, it's toxic. That's like you can't be
Speaker 1: open to the world or just you know, in general,
Speaker 1: you should be happy about your relationships whatever. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like it definitely.
Speaker 2: It's not like I want no one needs to know everything,
Speaker 2: you know, but like hiding things is not okay.
Speaker 1: The svalidation of a relationship, not needing to know like
Speaker 1: everything about yourself, but to be validate like this person.
Speaker 1: Yeah that's important. Yeah, that's important. And I feel like
Speaker 1: show the world that I'm his girl, and I need
Speaker 1: to be showed off. There's no reason I should be
Speaker 1: hit on someone per se and like mark my territory.
Speaker 1: But maybe if maybe, but you know, but if that's
Speaker 1: your life, then you know what I mean. You want
Speaker 1: to feel entangled.
Speaker 2: I've been in the hidden thing and I'm not into
Speaker 2: it anymore. I don't, like I said, that's the confidence thing,
Speaker 2: you know, Like I've been in these relationships where sometimes
Speaker 2: it is hidden because it's with a celebrity or someone
Speaker 2: popular and their brand is maybe not the same as
Speaker 2: yours or whatever the hell it is, and it's not
Speaker 2: healthy to be in sometimes if you don't want that.
Speaker 2: So and I didn't want that. I'm an open person.
Speaker 2: I'm like, this isn't the thing I want to be in.
Speaker 2: So I left and now I'm with Alex. And Alex
Speaker 2: is a great guy, and he's very open and genuine
Speaker 2: and real and funny, and I'm happy I'm in it,
Speaker 2: and it's a healthy thing.
Speaker 1: We like that here. We like howththy relationship you guys.
Speaker 2: It's important, especially right now, like relationships matter, you know,
Speaker 2: giving those relationships.
Speaker 1: Not even relationships all you know, with other people, but
Speaker 1: with ourselves as well. And I feel like that starts
Speaker 1: with being able to and allowed to have other relationships
Speaker 1: with other people. Is knowing who we really are.
Speaker 2: So I didn't want to live a double life, but
Speaker 2: that I was living like a double virgin.
Speaker 1: Lex was the person that came out that needed to
Speaker 1: come out and was like, hey, no, bitch, I'm a
Speaker 1: bad bitch. I don't know. Maybe somebody bitchestal like me
Speaker 1: feel like I wasn't for a little bit. But I
Speaker 1: know my status, I know who I am. And it's
Speaker 1: not even about ego. It's just about knowing your inner
Speaker 1: truth and your inner self to get what you want
Speaker 1: and get what you deserve from someone or a relationship,
Speaker 1: from work to anything like that, and it's you know,
Speaker 1: it's true and it makes you more of a beautiful
Speaker 1: person because it shows from the inside out. If it's
Speaker 1: really like organic.
Speaker 2: I agree, yeah, exactly, like it could have been more
Speaker 2: organic the past.
Speaker 1: This one is natural.
Speaker 2: I'm not hiding, I'm not forcing, I'm not you know,
Speaker 2: it's just it is what it is, which is.
Speaker 1: Thank God, like I've been waiting for this so nice. Well,
Speaker 1: I agree, I like that. Thank you for opening up
Speaker 1: about that. Absolutely. So how did you come up with
Speaker 1: the torque class?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 1: To work out my little baby? Work out the baby? Oh?
Speaker 1: I've been to working since I was no I learned
Speaker 1: how to walk when I was twelve.
Speaker 2: My stepdad's family just kind of knew what it was and.
Speaker 1: Where are you from that you would know that your
Speaker 1: steps Yeah, family is like, oh bitch, no, we don't
Speaker 1: talk twelve, not when we're of age. We don't given
Speaker 1: exactly where are you from?
Speaker 2: Well, see, my stepdad is black, and I grew up
Speaker 2: in the black culture, right, and I'm heavily influenced by
Speaker 2: the culture and I love it. I loved it, and
Speaker 2: my brothers also, and so his cousins are black as well,
Speaker 2: and they all shake ass like they know how to work.
Speaker 2: And so when I was twelve, she came over one
Speaker 2: of my best friends slash cousins, and she was like, yo,
Speaker 2: do it like this. And I've always been a dancer,
Speaker 2: so I was like, okay, shake and booty, like that's cool.
Speaker 2: And of course I wasn't working my whole life coming
Speaker 2: up to that, but like you're always dancing, yeah, always dancing.
Speaker 1: Like people think like, oh, it's just like I feel
Speaker 1: like everyone's interpretation of a torque is different too. It
Speaker 1: is it's like, you know, you have the like little
Speaker 1: ra version of the white girl thing where it's like,
Speaker 1: well they have no ass and they try to like,
Speaker 1: you know, do it, and then they have the actual
Speaker 1: torquing motions, but some girls with big bodies can't do
Speaker 1: anything either. I've seen it all and that's why for
Speaker 1: me and why I say it's like just the motions
Speaker 1: of But that's just because you're shaking it doesn't mean
Speaker 1: it's a twerk. No, not like you to have work,
Speaker 1: contest myself. So I'm like, you're shaking it, yes, but
Speaker 1: not on working, and it's you got.
Speaker 2: To learn how to move your hips and bodies. Show
Speaker 2: us how to move your hips, Like would you want one?
Speaker 1: I want it? Let's see what you show that class girl,
Speaker 1: that's it. I don't have my work in pants on.
Speaker 1: Well the next time you kind of will have to
Speaker 1: have a twerking session. Sure absolutely we will, but yeah,
Speaker 1: but yeah to work out. And just twenty fourteen, I
Speaker 1: came up with the.
Speaker 2: Idea of like a fitness class. Like I said, the
Speaker 2: money comes into my mind the business aspect. I'm like, Okay, well,
Speaker 2: how can we make to work in commercial and make
Speaker 2: money from it and like have people actually take it
Speaker 2: serious as a fitness class because I think that I
Speaker 2: would make more money that way, right, So the money
Speaker 2: thing was kind of first, and then I realized when
Speaker 2: I have my first class like oh shit, like we're
Speaker 2: actually changing girls' lives in here, Like this isn't just
Speaker 2: a torque class.
Speaker 1: Like women were emailing me and like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: thank you so much.
Speaker 2: Like I feel sexy again, like my confidence or like
Speaker 2: I just had a baby and like now I feel
Speaker 2: like sexier and I'm like, okay, this is cool. And
Speaker 2: so that's why I like heavily got into it.
Speaker 1: See that's that's funny that you say that is because
Speaker 1: I myself when I'm being imporn, when you know, I
Speaker 1: would get people that would say, like, you know, thank
Speaker 1: you so much. You know, you're not the average you
Speaker 1: know girl, you're not like the skinniest, you're curvy, whatever,
Speaker 1: and you make me feel beautiful as a woman. That
Speaker 1: made me inspired to go harder. Was I love that.
Speaker 1: It's like to the point where it's like I'm doing
Speaker 1: something to make people feel better. That's you know, we
Speaker 1: all are talented in our own ways and do things
Speaker 1: to deliver our content to our own fans and things,
Speaker 1: you know, organical, and.
Speaker 2: People are not comfortable having sex. People aren't comfortable.
Speaker 1: We're alive because our parents had sex. Yeah. The thing
Speaker 1: is like if your mom swallowed you wouldn't be here,
Speaker 1: but no she didn't. You're a magical baby, so you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, so true, it's so true. I
Speaker 1: love what I think it's so taboo about things is that,
Speaker 1: you know, especially nowadays, it's that sex is not as
Speaker 1: taboo as it once was, but it is still looked
Speaker 1: shunned upon. In America specifically, right like Europe, I feel
Speaker 1: like it's a little bit more like open. You think,
Speaker 1: are not a little bit, No, I mean it's way
Speaker 1: more open. Yeah, I mean I've traveled onternationally for work
Speaker 1: for many years, you know, before pre COVID obviously, but
Speaker 1: you know, it was one of the things that they're
Speaker 1: more into BDSM, more into fetishes. They're more into open
Speaker 1: role play or into like very like more fetish things.
Speaker 1: We're here in the US, they're they're very conservative. They're like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, you beat me.
Speaker 2: No, like you're all fucking behind the scenes. Like I'm
Speaker 2: so confused.
Speaker 1: And that's why for me getting into the adult industry,
Speaker 1: you know, earlier, I was twenty one when I started WOW.
Speaker 1: For me, it was about exploring my sexuality. I was
Speaker 1: always comfortable in my own skin and my own sexual
Speaker 1: I was wondering about that. Were you like a hit
Speaker 1: like hidden, or you were just like, I don't like,
Speaker 1: I'm just what I kind of was like a naked
Speaker 1: running around the house and in care like a hippie
Speaker 1: child like that in a sense, and you know, not
Speaker 1: saying that is like a tear shaped ton of a comment.
Speaker 1: It was more of a sense of like I I had,
Speaker 1: I've always had a big butt. I've always been embraced
Speaker 1: to be Kirby whatever. So I played sports growing up,
Speaker 1: so we have game days. We'd have to dress up.
Speaker 1: So when we dress up, you know, when you're in school,
Speaker 1: you have to wear things that are within the guidelines
Speaker 1: of school. So I'm wearing black pants or whatever. But
Speaker 1: I have a big butt, so I can't hide it.
Speaker 1: So all the guys where people would like Floir always
Speaker 1: right make fun of me in a sense, would be
Speaker 1: like oh, when I take the credit card and swive
Speaker 1: and go credit card, I've played that game or no
Speaker 1: what they were not out in.
Speaker 2: High school, like you fucking touched me, You're dad?
Speaker 1: What they like you'd hit it one time to see
Speaker 1: how many times it would jiggle like each like one
Speaker 1: one hit would be like the whole but you know
Speaker 1: it's funny how again at that time, you know that
Speaker 1: now looking back, it's like they were really into your
Speaker 1: big butt or my big but it was kind they
Speaker 1: didn't know how to say it. But but but in
Speaker 1: a sense it was like you didn't know how to
Speaker 1: express it, express it in a way where it was
Speaker 1: like not corny or creepy, like you hitting my ass
Speaker 1: me like whatever, just be like just tell me you
Speaker 1: like it. Like I'd be like like, oh, you know,
Speaker 1: I can see you have a big ass by walking
Speaker 1: down in the front. I'm like, okay, so what you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So it's like I've always embraced it.
Speaker 1: I always, you know, I didn't really know. I had
Speaker 1: no body, like zero body in high school period. No
Speaker 1: one liked me.
Speaker 2: I didn't fucking have boyfriends, Like no, I really don't
Speaker 2: have tits anymore. But so no tits, no ass, like
Speaker 2: maybe have a little booty bait, like very small.
Speaker 1: I was the smallest, skinniest. I was like the the uh,
Speaker 1: the sister, the little sister.
Speaker 2: Right then, So when I came out and like I
Speaker 2: don't know, end of high school, like boom boom boom,
Speaker 2: I'm like this now you want.
Speaker 1: Me at the end of high school is when you
Speaker 1: got your curls.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you started filling out.
Speaker 1: I got mine, like when I came. I remember the
Speaker 1: funny thing for me, So I was a freshman in college,
Speaker 1: came back to school, like to my hometown, and I
Speaker 1: had boobs. I was they grew and a la bloomer
Speaker 1: and they were like, oh my god, you got a
Speaker 1: boom to I'm like, no, I didn't. I was like,
Speaker 1: you just started. You started like your period or later.
Speaker 1: I yeah, it was like to sixteen, almost seventeen. I
Speaker 1: didn't get boobs until like also happened. It was like
Speaker 1: I always had the butt, but like I didn't fully
Speaker 1: develop everything else.
Speaker 2: Would you get a booty from your mama, my dad.
Speaker 1: I'm Puerto Rican. I love that. It's my sister booty.
Speaker 1: We all love big buddies here at Private Tug. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we do.
Speaker 2: Little booties matter too. It's just the way you move it.
Speaker 1: Like I said one thousand, I said, there's classifications. There's
Speaker 1: a little booty, there's a little big booty, a big booty,
Speaker 1: and a big big booty.
Speaker 2: You know these to call me a little teacup and
Speaker 2: a booty in a teacup, booty and a bull just
Speaker 2: kept getting bigger.
Speaker 1: So what are you now?
Speaker 2: My family told I don't know why my family named me.
Speaker 2: I named your I'm trying to get my games back.
Speaker 2: But I'm probably booty in a little bull right now.
Speaker 2: I'm trying to get booty and some bread.
Speaker 1: Booty and a little bull. You heard her private talking
Speaker 1: about her. Send her some bread. Booty and the pot
Speaker 1: is what want? That's your aspiration? Is booty in a pot?
Speaker 1: So is my booty in a pot in a pot?
Speaker 1: For show? That's a classification. We like booty and that's
Speaker 1: kind of be like a little dang baby. I like it.
Speaker 1: So what is one subscription that you have right now
Speaker 1: that you could not live without? Oh?
Speaker 2: You know what, I'm heavily not into any subscriptions.
Speaker 1: None at all. I barely watched television. Nothing subscriptions. I
Speaker 1: scared of you, motherfuckers. I'm I know, I'm trying to
Speaker 1: think of subscriptions. Freaking No. I guess I do have Netflix.
Speaker 1: I don't know, you don't see it too? Torn about
Speaker 1: not having it. I don't have like Spotify, like Apple.
Speaker 2: Absolutely Spotify. I'm all over Spotify. I don't have Apple
Speaker 2: music heavily into Spotify.
Speaker 1: But do you have the premium one or yes I do.
Speaker 2: I definitely don't major subscription on Spotify. And then you
Speaker 2: know how you get those like random emails like saying
Speaker 2: I'm like subscribed to like random things on Apple.
Speaker 1: I'm like, what am I going to? Like? I feel
Speaker 1: like they want you to click on something, so it's
Speaker 1: bad and they put you down a rabbit hole and
Speaker 1: it's eventually have to delete Apple to go down Alexei, No,
Speaker 1: it's not. Don't get caught up in those. So I
Speaker 1: heard that you have the most subscribers on OnlyFans. I'm
Speaker 1: literally shocked about it. How many subscribers does it take
Speaker 1: to be the most subscribers on OnlyFans?
Speaker 2: So I guess it was I reached five hundred thousand
Speaker 2: and then I'm at five hundred and fifty now literally
Speaker 2: in like a day, and have it changed? I think
Speaker 2: once you get the like haang of it, people want
Speaker 2: to come over.
Speaker 1: So how long have you been on OnlyFans?
Speaker 2: April first, so I think it's been like eight months
Speaker 2: or something like that.
Speaker 1: So what are you doing on there that all my
Speaker 1: private talk listeners need to go over there and make
Speaker 1: that five fifty even boost even higher, because that's a
Speaker 1: big subscription I have. I have my only fans myself. Okay,
Speaker 1: I've been I've had one for over two years. That's why,
Speaker 1: you know, in my last we talk about this quite
Speaker 1: frequently here because I have but only fans, and now
Speaker 1: it's more trendy to have one for everybody. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: feel like So it's like that's why I always ask
Speaker 1: what do you do on it? What kind of like
Speaker 1: you know lane do you do? Is because I feel
Speaker 1: like OnlyFans wasn't meant to be just for adult stars.
Speaker 1: It was actually meant to be fitness, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean? Okay, And so it's and then I kind
Speaker 1: of crossed over to more adult yeah to a point.
Speaker 1: But I think what's great about it and what I've learned,
Speaker 1: like having people on two and just knowing their own platform,
Speaker 1: is like each entrepreneur in their own lane, do their
Speaker 1: own content, what works for you. Your fans are going
Speaker 1: to follow whatever LEXI does, and that's just what it is.
Speaker 1: So it's you know, it's very different from you know,
Speaker 1: with my fans. You know, I don't seeing I don't
Speaker 1: do any of you know, those things like that like
Speaker 1: that you have your line that I have my own
Speaker 1: talents and I'm twerking and I'm doing my own things
Speaker 1: on my stuff as well. So it's just a different
Speaker 1: gear shifting of like what we're doing. I think that's important.
Speaker 2: Everyone has their own brand on only fans, and I
Speaker 2: think that was a big deal for me is I
Speaker 2: was like, Okay, we all need a way to monetize
Speaker 2: our content. Let me just break the stigma. And like
Speaker 2: I'm kind of people have put me in like the middle,
Speaker 2: like I haven't crossed over major on the right or
Speaker 2: major on the left like I've I've been able to
Speaker 2: keep the.
Speaker 1: Line where I'm in the middle. And so yeah, I
Speaker 1: just keep your brand. I mean I do everything I
Speaker 1: like I said I do. I mean I do feet stuff.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 2: I get into fetishes a little bit, not nothing crazy, but.
Speaker 1: I give the fans what they want. But you guys
Speaker 1: kind of subscribe and you'll find out. That's what I
Speaker 1: think is beautiful is that. And I didn't even like
Speaker 1: my feet, you know, this is the first time I'm like, whoa,
Speaker 1: you guys like my feet? Like WHOA? I got made
Speaker 1: fun of so that I have long toes.
Speaker 2: My toes are not and I cannot No, I cannot,
Speaker 2: I will not. I'm sorry, there's no fucking way.
Speaker 1: Yeah we'll do it, but no. So I have a
Speaker 1: foot fetish. So the thing is like, so I get it.
Speaker 1: So my thing is is like everybody's foot fetish is different,
Speaker 1: and everyone's notice that, right. It's not like a specific liking,
Speaker 1: and in any fetish it could be different. It's very fabulous.
Speaker 1: So it's like some of it is sexual, some of
Speaker 1: it is just by like look of whatever, and it's
Speaker 1: not sexual. But it's like, put together, what is it?
Speaker 2: People are like, oha looks nice because their feet looks nice.
Speaker 1: That's I I had. It's real like I don't know,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I am. I am a firm believer,
Speaker 1: but you probably long toes and they're not done at
Speaker 1: the moment. Don't shame me. But I'm not going to
Speaker 1: shame you. But I have said, and I just literally said,
Speaker 1: like two days ago, we're having this conversation because I
Speaker 1: am a foot fetish person. I like to have my
Speaker 1: toes done. I don't like not having thank you very much,
Speaker 1: but this is like I like hov So for me,
Speaker 1: it's like there's certain men that they don't know how
Speaker 1: to articulate certain things, so they would always be like,
Speaker 1: oh well, if a bis Jane got her toes done,
Speaker 1: then her pussy's whack too. So at a certain time
Speaker 1: I could kind of relate because I'm like, if you
Speaker 1: can't take the time to keep up, if you can't
Speaker 1: keep the time to keep your toes up, how do
Speaker 1: I know you're keeping your pussy clean. It's very true.
Speaker 2: I keep my pussy very clean. I'm just gonna say that.
Speaker 1: Well, I'm glad to know that. But I'm just saying
Speaker 1: as far as I like.
Speaker 2: A quarantine, I'm like ignoring my feet. I actually need
Speaker 2: to put a little bit more.
Speaker 1: Girl, you want to know somewhere that you want to
Speaker 1: get your toes done. That's it's in the valley too.
Speaker 1: I go to the valley and where.
Speaker 2: You still get these toes that we can have a date.
Speaker 1: We have a foot date. You're talking to my heart, like, see,
Speaker 1: I love it. I like it. I love it. I
Speaker 1: want some more of it. Day. I hope you guys
Speaker 1: are liking.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they made me more confident in my feet. You know,
Speaker 2: they finally like I know, my dad like made fun
Speaker 2: of me, and I was like what.
Speaker 1: The hell, Like, my dad's gonna make fun of my feet?
Speaker 2: Like how because he was a fu guy and so
Speaker 2: all he was always talking about like like keep little
Speaker 2: feeting like oh, and then I find this whole fan
Speaker 2: base online. I'm like, oh my god, you love my feet?
Speaker 1: Thank you? Like let me show them like I will
Speaker 1: show you. I will do paticus for you, like whatever
Speaker 1: you want? Is that enticed because you're getting money and
Speaker 1: the cash is rolling in. I don't know. I just
Speaker 1: I'm just like, fuck it. Why not? Girl? They're paying
Speaker 1: for those toes to get done. You better have those
Speaker 1: be done. Girl. The next time I see those toast
Speaker 1: better be done. They'll be done. And they're a little
Speaker 1: glittering right now. And we better be talking. But barefoot
Speaker 1: we have. I have a lot of requests for you
Speaker 1: the next time. Okay, I'm down, I definitely want to
Speaker 1: for sure. Do you want to?
Speaker 2: Or you just really because I'm telling you, I'm not afraid,
Speaker 2: never itch to bring it.
Speaker 1: Talk to me dirty like it. Do you like dirty talk?
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I'm heavy and dirty talking in the
Speaker 2: bedroom like that's my jam.
Speaker 1: Give us your best dirty talk. I no, no, she's
Speaker 1: putting me on this. Give me your best dirty talk. God,
Speaker 1: have you ever been with the girl sexually?
Speaker 2: I've had one experience, one experience this past year.
Speaker 1: Was it good? Was it bad?
Speaker 2: It was honestly the perfect experience.
Speaker 1: Would you do it again? Yes? I would do it again,
Speaker 1: but you know I've got hope. Does account that is cheating?
Speaker 1: If for your boyfriend, it would definitely be cheating. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So we'd have to get approved by him. Yes, okay?
Speaker 1: Was he just watched in the corner? I don't know.
Speaker 1: We'd have to ask does that mean that it's cheating Stone?
Speaker 2: We'd have to ask if he's okay with it?
Speaker 1: You know that? Would you be okay with it? I
Speaker 1: don't know. I love my man. You can love your man.
Speaker 1: I'm very like, I'm very like a one person person.
Speaker 1: Like I'm not.
Speaker 2: Really like if I like sexually, like I'll be satisfied
Speaker 2: with my man, you know, like, I'm not really into like.
Speaker 1: I don't know. And the only reason why I say
Speaker 1: this is because I can I agree with you like
Speaker 1: for me, I think like sexually, even though that you know,
Speaker 1: be being important. I haven't shot porn and number three
Speaker 1: to four like me, I think I always say three
Speaker 1: to four. I think it's four years, but it's been
Speaker 1: that long. It has But for me, at this point,
Speaker 1: I really have to like someone to get off sexually. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's a lot of mental for me. It's like also too,
Speaker 1: is like there are certain things that a woman can
Speaker 1: give you that a man can't.
Speaker 2: Interesting, So I like talking about women in bed like
Speaker 2: that'll turn me on. And I never had experience any
Speaker 2: woman like experience like that, but I knew that it
Speaker 2: always like made me.
Speaker 1: You know. That's why I feel like it could be
Speaker 1: in a safe place because for me, it's like for me,
Speaker 1: I don't I don't think I could per se being
Speaker 1: a relationship with a woman, but I could have a
Speaker 1: sexual relationship with a woman because for me, there's certain
Speaker 1: things sexually that a woman can give me that a
Speaker 1: man can't that I haven't experienced some advice versa of
Speaker 1: the thing, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: So it's like it's I feel like man would be
Speaker 2: so emotional.
Speaker 1: That's why, well that's why for me is like when
Speaker 1: it's comes to the emotion side, I'm a very dry.
Speaker 1: I'm out. But for the sexual sense, because how sensual
Speaker 1: women really are and in tune to our own bodies
Speaker 1: that it's very sexy to know that because women are
Speaker 1: very nurturing, you know what I mean? So what another woman?
Speaker 1: You know, we want to make you feel good. Men
Speaker 1: can sometimes, unless you're in a relationship, be very selfish,
Speaker 1: selfish and not give you. They'll be like, oh, like,
Speaker 1: you're not gonna eat my pussy. You're not gonna do
Speaker 1: four play. You're not gonna do these things for places. Man.
Speaker 1: Foreplay is fucking important, like you want us wet for
Speaker 1: like you get the engine, star the ap like the appetizer.
Speaker 1: Like when you go to a fine restaurant, you know
Speaker 1: you get of the bread first. You always get the bread.
Speaker 1: You don't want to want bread eat it because you
Speaker 1: want to taste the goodness of the bread before you
Speaker 1: get to the entrees. But you also save room for
Speaker 1: the entree room, and if you die, you can have
Speaker 1: room for all of it. You have like a little
Speaker 1: nibble and then you're like, Okay, you gotta put this
Speaker 1: away because I gotta save it for more. So if
Speaker 1: you just blow your load all into one fucking entree
Speaker 1: I meant or whatever, then you're fucked for the whole
Speaker 1: entrece So it's like you know there's a lot of
Speaker 1: literally is in there exactly. I mean, if you want
Speaker 1: to get real down and jerty, I'll tell the whole trip.
Speaker 1: But I feel like I'm warming you up to get
Speaker 1: your like, you know, fishing it out, because the more
Speaker 1: you're say things, the more your face is turning red.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to see where we're gonna go with this.
Speaker 2: I am I've never been put on the spot to
Speaker 2: actually like this is great, and I'm very open like
Speaker 2: with friends and stuff, like talking about it. I don't
Speaker 2: I guess I don't really talk about it too much
Speaker 2: in public.
Speaker 1: Well that's why private talk we want to know you
Speaker 1: a little bit more intimately. I'm going to like gradually
Speaker 1: like get you into it and not like just take
Speaker 1: it from you, because I feel like it needs to
Speaker 1: be like in a S space, I don't take it
Speaker 1: from me. I won't take it. I gotta I gotta
Speaker 1: trust you first. You can trust me here in private talk,
Speaker 1: you can trust private talk We're all about being honest
Speaker 1: and truthful to our own truths and what our like,
Speaker 1: likes and dislikes are. And that's why it's like learning
Speaker 1: wrong with that yourself is sexually and That's why what
Speaker 1: I love about the industry, the don't industry is like
Speaker 1: what gave me so much, Like I think confidence in
Speaker 1: the sense of we is because it was like, hey,
Speaker 1: I learned on my own, like my own like path
Speaker 1: of what I liked and didn't like sexually, like you know,
Speaker 1: it was like each it's important. People don't even know
Speaker 1: what their bodies do.
Speaker 2: Like when I was in Tork and I was like, yo,
Speaker 2: like women come to me like they don't even know
Speaker 2: what their bodies are like capable of, and they some
Speaker 2: of them haven't even looked at their vaginas, like they
Speaker 2: don't really, and it shocked me. I'm like, how are
Speaker 2: you how?
Speaker 1: And so I like it. I like bringing that out
Speaker 1: of women. That's the thing too, is like even in
Speaker 1: the beginning of my in my career, like even some
Speaker 1: young porn girls never looked at their vagina. That's interesting
Speaker 1: because people just liked sex. But that's the thing is
Speaker 1: like for me, is this is my best friend. She's
Speaker 1: going with me everywhere, so I'm gonna know, smell, taste, everything,
Speaker 1: like I'm gonna make sure she's on points, you know,
Speaker 1: especially being in the industry that I was in, like
Speaker 1: you just learned to groom yourself and like being a
Speaker 1: thing and like so when you'd see younger people come in,
Speaker 1: it's like they had the ambitions of the sex part,
Speaker 1: but they didn't have all the other components either. Where
Speaker 1: it's like overall to be like I feel like a full,
Speaker 1: like well rounded woman is knowing what your body does
Speaker 1: and capable of and like what makes you ticking.
Speaker 2: It's okay to be comfortable with your bodies. You guys, like,
Speaker 2: so you have like get to know yourself.
Speaker 1: She's your best friend.
Speaker 2: She's your best friend. She'll never leave you.
Speaker 1: Never if she does, that's weird.
Speaker 2: I don't know how that would be, but yes, it's
Speaker 2: a problem.
Speaker 1: So what are the songs that you have talked to
Speaker 1: the most? Mmmm? Is there like one song that you're
Speaker 1: like already on the playlist and you're like, I'm on
Speaker 1: talk Like, let me not plug my own music in
Speaker 1: here besides yourself, like a vibe. We know, teeth pain
Speaker 1: is cool? You want to pour you a drink you
Speaker 1: want you want.
Speaker 2: I feel like I can just literally talk to anything.
Speaker 2: So anything that anything gets me to work in I'll
Speaker 2: fucking talk to classical music. I don't give it to him.
Speaker 1: It'll talk to classical music. Yeah, that shit goes viral.
Speaker 1: It's a classical song that you've talked to like don
Speaker 1: no no no no no no no no no no
Speaker 1: no no no no no no no no no no no.
Speaker 1: You just work on beat. You just need to beat
Speaker 1: any beat. I'll hit. I'll hit all the moves, all
Speaker 1: the points, all the notes, all the points, all the
Speaker 1: moves to work classes, So where can we go to
Speaker 1: see or like register to your tour class.
Speaker 2: Yeah, if you guys want to instruct as well, We're
Speaker 2: always looking for instructors to teach to workout.
Speaker 1: So is it something you do like in a physical
Speaker 1: state or I'm not up Yeah right.
Speaker 2: Now, it's not obviously physical, so I'm like something's in
Speaker 2: my face, it's not.
Speaker 1: It's online, all online. It's all online lextorkout dot com.
Speaker 1: So you go there, you get DVD style you.
Speaker 2: Know classes, and then I'm actually doing a zoom class
Speaker 2: in a couple of days. If you guys want to
Speaker 2: follow me and like, go on to workout Instagram, follow
Speaker 2: you to workout Instagram or a Lexi Pantera on Instagram.
Speaker 2: You'll see we're doing a private zoom class, and we're
Speaker 2: gonna start getting more into those. So yeah, just keep
Speaker 2: a look out if you guys want to learn some things.
Speaker 2: I got some things to teach.
Speaker 1: Like it, I might have to just like go snoop
Speaker 1: on your class.
Speaker 2: Can you please come in, I'll be I'll be.
Speaker 1: A guest t worker. I'll work for you. Yeah. I mean,
Speaker 1: I've got moved I've ever seen before, Lexi, I've never
Speaker 1: seen a lot. Actually, I'm very curious.
Speaker 2: You've never seen any of my movies. I'm sure I've
Speaker 2: never seen any of them. Nothing, nothing, But I've heard
Speaker 2: your name a million times.
Speaker 1: You look away, so you're like, no, you like you
Speaker 1: know what. I don't do my research. I don't know.
Speaker 2: But no, I wanted to just get to know you
Speaker 2: as a person.
Speaker 1: And you know that's what's better make it, you know,
Speaker 1: more authentic. I think that you get to know the
Speaker 1: real thing, the same thing with us. You know, here
Speaker 1: a private talk, we get to know Lexi and another realm.
Speaker 1: I'm sure you don't talk about this stuff most times
Speaker 1: with your talk a lot.
Speaker 2: We're private. I like, can we get talking down? But
Speaker 2: I've got I've heard your name so many times. You're
Speaker 2: just who is, who doesn't?
Speaker 1: Who was talking about me? Who doesn't know? You? Like
Speaker 1: my name in their mouth? Everyone? And if they didn't, Yeah,
Speaker 1: we have a problem. I love it.
Speaker 2: I love it, and so I'm happy that you guys
Speaker 2: reached out to me.
Speaker 1: It was really cool. I appreciate you for coming on.
Speaker 1: I'm happy, all right. I got a real question though,
Speaker 1: Have you ever had any crazy injuries due to torking? Luckily?
Speaker 2: Now let me knock on wood like, no, I've never.
Speaker 1: Had any like, I don't have any real like where's
Speaker 1: the wood? You can knock out my moody, it's it's here.
Speaker 1: You just got like especially I never put people's faces
Speaker 1: well here in the private talk conversation inside, don't. I
Speaker 1: mean it's fit for to like, you know, excited. And
Speaker 1: if I did that, you know, it probably wouldn't end
Speaker 1: well have a conversation, or maybe it wouldn't be hilarious.
Speaker 1: You know, things happen. I can't. So do you like
Speaker 1: sleep in the nude? Or do you sleep in panties
Speaker 1: and like a cute little like in full sweats and hoodie?
Speaker 1: So there's.
Speaker 2: No I have very like I get freezing night, oh
Speaker 2: my god, and it's my body temperature is so weird.
Speaker 2: So like if I sleep naked, which sometimes I do,
Speaker 2: I'll start sweating. Maybe my body's overcompensating for things I
Speaker 2: don't know, like at night, like I'll be min and
Speaker 2: I wake up and then I'm freezing after that because
Speaker 2: it's you're wet and then I'm freezing. So I like
Speaker 2: to like sleep with proper clothes on. But I mean,
Speaker 2: I don't. Don't get me wrong, I definitely get sexy,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, like when I need to,
Speaker 2: but normally I have some shit covering.
Speaker 1: Me, something's covering him. Who's the most interesting person that
Speaker 1: you have met? That's far most interesting? Tyler Perry.
Speaker 2: He was really cool because I was very inspired by him.
Speaker 2: I was in a couple of his movies and he
Speaker 2: was so like like he was acting and directing and
Speaker 2: like doing all these things. I was like, is this
Speaker 2: this is ridiculous? It reminded me of myself. I'm like,
Speaker 2: I'm that hat, Like I wear a multiple hats.
Speaker 1: It's funny how that works, because it's like I feel
Speaker 1: like that's what almost inspire as artists as like even
Speaker 1: more because it's like, wow, I'm not the only one
Speaker 1: when you see it like that was like in front
Speaker 1: of your face. You're like, you're Tyler Perry and you're
Speaker 1: like still, but you're just like, you know, you have
Speaker 1: some you know, you know said you know what I
Speaker 1: mean that you're just like I related to it.
Speaker 2: I was like, I mean, he's Tyler Perry, you know,
Speaker 2: but like I was like, ethic, the work ethic. Yeah,
Speaker 2: the work ethic was crazy and he's already Tyler Perry
Speaker 2: and you're like, oh, you're you still have that work ethic.
Speaker 2: That's what I inspired to be and that's how I am.
Speaker 1: So it was cool. What or who have inspired you
Speaker 1: or impressed you the most this year?
Speaker 2: Myself, Oh my god, I've I've It's hard to kind
Speaker 2: of like take in the things that you've done and
Speaker 2: be really proud of yourself, you know, and like really
Speaker 2: take those accomplishments and be like comparing it to like
Speaker 2: a person walking down the street, like I've accomplished a
Speaker 2: shit ton of things.
Speaker 1: It's how private talk what you've accomplished this year?
Speaker 2: I mean, well, recently the only fans hitting that that
Speaker 2: was wild and wasn't expected at all. Putting out a
Speaker 2: full album independently with the whole team of like my
Speaker 2: video team, video squad, my marketing, my PR my without management.
Speaker 2: I don't have a manager, so like, I've been doing
Speaker 2: this and I'm just I'm just super proud of it.
Speaker 2: I'm super proud of all those things. Getting over that relationship.
Speaker 2: I'm very proud of, you know, finding someone that's fucking
Speaker 2: healthy for me. I'm very proud of having able to
Speaker 2: not have a lot of money a year ago because
Speaker 2: brand deals were not coming to me, and then finding
Speaker 2: OnlyFans and switching it over to supporting family, Like that's crazy,
Speaker 2: and I'm super proud of myself and I'm happy to
Speaker 2: say that. You know, it's hard sometimes to say that as.
Speaker 1: A woman, you know, in the industry. You know, it's
Speaker 1: one of those things that not enough people give you
Speaker 1: a pet on the back note do you know? Do
Speaker 1: what who you are? And again, it's not about anything
Speaker 1: it was before. It's about you. It's about what you've done,
Speaker 1: what content you've done, what you've continuously throughout the hard
Speaker 1: times through the year, have still gotten hustle, all those
Speaker 1: being a woman still having to have those recognitions is
Speaker 1: really amazing. And I think friends.
Speaker 2: I have a friend recently that just kind of like
Speaker 2: brought that to my attention. She's like, you need to
Speaker 2: be proud of yourself, like, look at all you've accomplished,
Speaker 2: you know, because we all have goals and we don't
Speaker 2: reach them sometimes and we get like down on.
Speaker 1: Also it comes with like time and like to like
Speaker 1: two is like when you're doing it in the moment,
Speaker 1: you don't realize the accolades you're acquiring. And then it's
Speaker 1: until you take the step back and you're like, yeah, wow,
Speaker 1: and give yourself a pat on the back and it's
Speaker 1: okay to uh be happy and jump up and down
Speaker 1: and like embrace that, you know.
Speaker 2: And sometimes I get scared of like when things go
Speaker 2: too well, you're like, oh, like you're afraid of like
Speaker 2: something bad's gonna happen because that anxiety kicks in.
Speaker 1: But whatever, you know, I'm proud of it. And you
Speaker 1: just smoke a blunt and you keep it moving or
Speaker 1: sometimes it gives you more anxiety depends not me, thankfully
Speaker 1: real to me. Sometimes I am too, and and I
Speaker 1: feel like in certain times, again it's like the state
Speaker 1: of mind you are and when you're maybe you know
Speaker 1: and you know, and everything does something a little different
Speaker 1: to everybody else, So it's you know, it's true, man,
Speaker 1: It's true. So you talk about your team, you you
Speaker 1: know you did all this work to like get the
Speaker 1: same you know, your team together. How much of an
Speaker 1: influence in like think having your videographer is that to
Speaker 1: you as important? Is it like a big thing or
Speaker 1: is it doesn't matter who's behind the camera? Does it
Speaker 1: like really matters now?
Speaker 2: I think the quality of content is so important, So
Speaker 2: like I definitely have. It's been hard to find a
Speaker 2: squad of like my video team, you know, the editors
Speaker 2: and the graphic designers and the people actually behind the
Speaker 2: camera and actually liking those people too and bringing them
Speaker 2: around and trusting them. Like I've been in the game
Speaker 2: for a long time as a musician and it's not
Speaker 2: easy to find a team.
Speaker 1: So so you feel like there are certain people that
Speaker 1: bring things out of you that people hadn't before in
Speaker 1: the past, because you feel comfortable.
Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure, Joshua one of my main video guys, Like, yeah,
Speaker 2: when they believe in you and they believe in your
Speaker 2: shit as much as you do, Like that's inspiring and
Speaker 2: that's that pushes you even hard.
Speaker 1: For sure. I'm a big believer of having you know
Speaker 1: a team that believes in what you're doing. In you,
Speaker 1: it's really important to really solidify the important message of
Speaker 1: what your brand is trying to sell, market or anything.
Speaker 2: And I wouldn't force anything. You never force it because
Speaker 2: then it just doesn't work. Like it has to happen
Speaker 2: kind of naturally. I'm saying, it doesn't take a lot
Speaker 2: of work.
Speaker 1: But what is your craziest interaction with a celebrity.
Speaker 2: Being in relationships with them that we can't give me
Speaker 2: a damn headache?
Speaker 1: Can we know any names? I'm like, you can probably
Speaker 1: google some shit.
Speaker 2: I've definitely had heavy hitters, not gonna lie, And like
Speaker 2: I said, a lot of them were hidden. So it's
Speaker 2: stuff that I can't even talk about.
Speaker 1: And I'm going to respect that. You know.
Speaker 2: Sometimes I definitely talk about it in my music. I
Speaker 2: feel like if you like listen to it, you might
Speaker 2: be able to get hints. You know, if you put
Speaker 2: this picture with this or whatever and like what I'm
Speaker 2: talking about.
Speaker 1: And it'll lay it out on the line. So you
Speaker 1: heard her private talk. If we want to really know
Speaker 1: an insight, maybe get a little hints. We can comment
Speaker 1: and maybe we'll know something. In this episode, people pay attention.
Speaker 1: You might learn some things. Yeah that I've been with,
Speaker 1: they might, but you can't tell us here.
Speaker 2: Maybe one day, who knows, maybe one day, maybe one day.
Speaker 1: What was your first job ever?
Speaker 2: Like a real job, like going to Forever twenty one
Speaker 2: Forever for two weeks?
Speaker 1: Quit you hated it? Fuck this? You were just a
Speaker 1: salesperson on the floor. Yeah, my feet hurt.
Speaker 2: People were annoying, like and if the place was giving
Speaker 2: me a goddamn headache, like the lights were too bright,
Speaker 2: there were too many colors in the clothing. I was like,
Speaker 2: this is there was just a lot of noosh.
Speaker 1: Absolutely nos. I was like, I cannot work for my
Speaker 1: like for anybody. It's not going to work for me.
Speaker 1: So you recently asked on Twitter how to be sexy
Speaker 1: and respected as a business and woman. Yeah, let me
Speaker 1: know and private talk know how you accomplished that. I'm
Speaker 1: still learning. I feel like I'm still to getting learning
Speaker 1: new advice from that Twitter post. I'm not sure if
Speaker 1: I actually look back at that. I'm actually curious now
Speaker 1: I want to go look back at it. I didn't look.
Speaker 1: So do you normally just ask questions that you don't
Speaker 1: want to know the answers to.
Speaker 2: I guess maybe I was just trying to get other
Speaker 2: people to think, okay a little bit.
Speaker 1: I respect that. Maybe that's what it was. But that's
Speaker 1: a real question. But that's a real question and one
Speaker 1: that I respected. So I was, you know what trained me.
Speaker 1: So it's like, so, how do you tell us how
Speaker 1: you inspire yourself to do those things? To be respected
Speaker 1: as a woman is a business woman? A businesswoman? Damn yeah,
Speaker 1: that's been to be. People think I'm respected because it's
Speaker 1: one of those things like you know, I'm in the
Speaker 1: industry that's obviously sexually related adult.
Speaker 2: And I think it's really easy, right. People think it's
Speaker 2: just like yes and no.
Speaker 1: But they think yes. They don't think it's business. They
Speaker 1: don't think it's a real job. They don't respect me.
Speaker 1: They don't. I don't. I wouldn't say everybody the initial
Speaker 1: like you know, the top tiers, like if we go
Speaker 1: down to like you know, a list of what these
Speaker 1: things are, and that's typically what it is. People tell me, oh,
Speaker 1: you're just this, you just did this, you just did that,
Speaker 1: just the same thing as like why I said about people,
Speaker 1: oh you just and why should you be working and
Speaker 1: not rapping? So I held it was like, what I've
Speaker 1: done and what I've chosen to do does not define
Speaker 1: me as a person. It's only an aspect of my
Speaker 1: life of what I've chosen to do and portray to
Speaker 1: other people to this much. But it's also an inside
Speaker 1: of what's opened so many more doors to what I've
Speaker 1: wanted to do and have given me the privilege to
Speaker 1: do that I love so much and respect that industry
Speaker 1: and that business. That's cool. So it's like one of
Speaker 1: those things where it's like you really have to and
Speaker 1: that's why I'm all about accountability and like learning who
Speaker 1: you are as a person and not like straying from
Speaker 1: what your path is, you know, And it's not like
Speaker 1: no one can answer your questions for you or what
Speaker 1: you've been through or what the trials and tribulations of
Speaker 1: you being in these toxic relationships. If that's what made
Speaker 1: you write harder for your songs and inspire you to
Speaker 1: have you know, these other things, no one would know
Speaker 1: that unless.
Speaker 2: We got to know let's say, I think important like
Speaker 2: things like this the podcast where you get to know
Speaker 2: these women behind the scenes, you know, and what we
Speaker 2: really accomplished and did, Like this stuff doesn't come easy.
Speaker 2: And I think like for me, for instance, I have
Speaker 2: a big following on multiple platforms and that just doesn't
Speaker 2: come to somebody like you're not surprised, Like here you go,
Speaker 2: Like I worked really hard for these and I worked
Speaker 2: specifically and and focused and made decisions based on you know,
Speaker 2: my brand, and like there's a lot of hard.
Speaker 1: Work that goes into it. I think that women deserve
Speaker 1: more respect in that aspect. I think that goes along
Speaker 1: ago you know you said with the conversation with your
Speaker 1: friend is like bringing that stuff up, is that we
Speaker 1: need to stop sometimes and really remember and kind of
Speaker 1: congratulate ourselves of like you know what you have to
Speaker 1: Yeah I did this, and yeah I'm going to keep
Speaker 1: doing this because people like what I'm doing it's too hard,
Speaker 1: Like I'm not I'm not just spiring. You know, you're
Speaker 1: you know you're You've given yourself a platform where you
Speaker 1: can do so many avenues and even if you fail
Speaker 1: at one of them, there's still you can't several times
Speaker 1: that you could still be great and amazing at and
Speaker 1: even if you fail or you feel you fail, there'll
Speaker 1: be that one person be like you know what this
Speaker 1: made me do? Want to do all these things, and
Speaker 1: that's what I feel like. We keep doing it for
Speaker 1: that's what matters. Definitely. I love that.
Speaker 2: All right, perfect private talk.
Speaker 1: Thank you for listening, liking, subscribing to all of this.
Speaker 1: We're gonna take a little bit of a break and
Speaker 1: then we're gonna get back to truth with taxes. All right,
Speaker 1: all right, private talk. We are back with Lexi Pantera
Speaker 1: and we are gonna get to truth with Texas. But
Speaker 1: I feel like I need to unwrap and unveil her
Speaker 1: Batty ViBe's gift because I've been waiting so long, and
Speaker 1: I like to wait for gifts, and so we're gonna
Speaker 1: find out what it is. Private talk. We don't like
Speaker 1: to wait for gifts. We talked about merch. Yes, so
Speaker 1: the babes we have the bag. You looks hot, all right?
Speaker 1: What you got? What is gonna come out of this bag?
Speaker 2: Let's see a dil do.
Speaker 1: That's a Batty Vibe sal do. That's in my bag. No,
Speaker 1: I'm on a bag batty blunt rings. I have most
Speaker 1: excited about it. Oh, it comes with the lighter, I mean,
Speaker 1: not like but matches. You know, same ship, fire, fire,
Speaker 1: cave man ship, you know fire, These are cute. So
Speaker 1: it's my logo.
Speaker 2: So it's my hand with my jewelry on it.
Speaker 1: And that's the Rocker vibe. Yeah, custom made silver and gold.
Speaker 1: Ha ha. Here at private talk, we usually are smoking blunts,
Speaker 1: but I don't have any wheat at the moment because
Speaker 1: my assistant is supposed to bring it to me. So
Speaker 1: I would be smoking when right now with this, but
Speaker 1: you know, things happens. Okay, that means we just have
Speaker 1: to bring you back, yes for sure, okay, but yeah,
Speaker 1: So the batty blunt ring basically is just you know,
Speaker 1: I have to take it out. I mean, obviously know
Speaker 1: what a blunt ring is, but I want to like
Speaker 1: touch it and hold it and do things to it.
Speaker 2: I usually hold it on my this finger. The point
Speaker 2: to finger kind of fits better. There's kind of different,
Speaker 2: two different sizes. But and then you put the you know,
Speaker 2: the ball goes down and then you put the blunt
Speaker 2: ring in and then you put the ball up and
Speaker 2: it holds it it.
Speaker 1: Check it out.
Speaker 2: Batty vibe and it makes your hands not smell, which
Speaker 2: is really cool.
Speaker 1: See. I like this because I like white tips of things.
Speaker 1: So like I just basically switched over from like blends
Speaker 1: to cones, so I don't have the plump either. But
Speaker 1: I like this whole like, you know, it's classy, class
Speaker 1: like you know when they had like the long cigarettes.
Speaker 1: I fuck with it. I fact with it. Okay okay.
Speaker 2: Oh And a lot of this stuff you'll find on
Speaker 2: Batty Universe dot bu that's the instagram for it.
Speaker 1: Hot Girl. How girls have a song called hot Girl
Speaker 1: on the Batty Vibes album. I think you should cut
Speaker 1: it and crop it. I like to crop top it.
Speaker 1: I like the colors. I fuck with it.
Speaker 2: Thank you?
Speaker 1: What in So this is pan Pantera. This is the first.
Speaker 2: Uh, Basically I went on tour with Danny Lay five
Speaker 2: shows West Coast. I love her and I designed the front.
Speaker 2: It's a panther, which is you know me, and it
Speaker 2: has a it has a little nose ring.
Speaker 1: You know my high school mascot was a panther. Really,
Speaker 1: that's cool, Mina Valley panthers. That's cute. Sexy panthers are sexy.
Speaker 1: It's just like the way they is. I love the
Speaker 1: way she dances. She's really great. You know bribes. You
Speaker 1: know Corona tar Now, you're a baddie always even during
Speaker 1: Corona I like it. I love it. What else is that? Condoms?
Speaker 1: I was like, wait, do you like that? But are
Speaker 1: these the ones you use with like the baddies or bies? Honestly,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna use one, so I don't know. I don't know.
Speaker 1: It's magnamism. It's for how many dicks can fit in here?
Speaker 1: Probably half. It's you know, just put it up on
Speaker 1: your wall, have your mom's oh look my mom, or
Speaker 1: bringing my mom whoever, whoever? My mom doesn't use condoms.
Speaker 1: I'm a cool mom. Oh, I'm a cool mom. I'm
Speaker 1: a cool fer mom. I'm a fir mom. Oh. I
Speaker 1: love the shoelaces. That's sexy cool. I got white and
Speaker 1: black for you. I love the presence. Oh that's bubble rapping.
Speaker 1: Something's bubbly happy. I feel like it's Christmas all ever.
Speaker 1: I feel like I opened more gifts now than I
Speaker 1: did in Christmas because I'm single and.
Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, how dare you guys Amazon wishless?
Speaker 1: I did that so many years ago. I feel like
Speaker 1: Amazon wishless. Oh, this is the best one. Like it.
Speaker 1: This is a great idea.
Speaker 2: I'm glad you like it.
Speaker 1: I like this. This is definitely a batty vibe of everything. No,
Speaker 1: besides this and the blend thing, I like the bad choice.
Speaker 1: I see that like the bad part, except for the condom.
Speaker 1: I'm not convinced that they're going to fit someone I
Speaker 1: want to battye with.
Speaker 2: I feel you, I understand. Listen, but listen, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: say it's really not about the size.
Speaker 1: I was talk about it. Okay, let's talk about it.
Speaker 1: But I'm im porn and yes, I mean you know
Speaker 1: I had my share, So let's know you're important to
Speaker 1: God so in your personal life, got it? But what
Speaker 1: I'm saying is not saying that whoever's Patty, if it's any.
Speaker 2: She's basically no, don't fuck with me if you ain't.
Speaker 1: I mean it stretches, I'm sure, I guess right, stretching
Speaker 1: a lot, right, I have not love to try it out? Okay.
Speaker 1: Can I make a suggestion. Okay, we have an Excel
Speaker 1: version of the Batty Vibe, so you're a batty baby
Speaker 1: because those are coming next edition that I will be like, hey, baby,
Speaker 1: isn't that funny? I love it?
Speaker 2: I wonder what a guy would think like if you
Speaker 2: pulled out the bat Patty vibe?
Speaker 1: Okay, can I tell you something serious, like real. Okay,
Speaker 1: So in college, let's wait my back there more. I
Speaker 1: think that's okay. Yes, I love all my guests. Thank
Speaker 1: you so much. You're super sweet for bringing me gift.
Speaker 1: Of course. So in college, once upon a time, and
Speaker 1: I was, I had a condom bul Like I don't
Speaker 1: know why in my mind?
Speaker 2: How old were you talking here? Like this is before
Speaker 2: the porn or after the porn? This is before porn.
Speaker 2: This is I was destined to be a porn girl.
Speaker 1: Okay, no worries. I already had my spirits. My gods
Speaker 1: tell me that porn was destined for me. It was,
Speaker 1: I was. We see, we saw it. I don't think
Speaker 1: it is a bad negative thing. I think it only
Speaker 1: has a positive and plus thing. Cool. So yes, I'm
Speaker 1: bad your back.
Speaker 2: So you had a condom bul, Yes, my condom in
Speaker 2: your house in my apartment.
Speaker 1: I cannot So I want to guys think I came over.
Speaker 1: I guess if people would say we want to rewind things,
Speaker 1: I was like, yeah, they'll be safe, it'll be whatever.
Speaker 1: Like I'm gonna have a condom bul when I move,
Speaker 1: like when I move out of my parents' house. That's
Speaker 1: the first thing I'm getting that's all I cared about.
Speaker 1: I don't really know why. I don't know why. It's
Speaker 1: just fun. It looks cool. Well, I'm having fun and
Speaker 1: it's safe. Right at least there's always a condom. You
Speaker 1: can't tell me, but what kind of condoms just mixture? Well,
Speaker 1: at the time, it was her pleasure Trojan. Okay, you
Speaker 1: know he had to keep it for the women, because
Speaker 1: I fuck the men. I don't give a fuck about
Speaker 1: how they feel, like I feel about whoa. But no, so,
Speaker 1: like it was like a whole condom bowl thing, right,
Speaker 1: But then all my guy friends would end up stealing
Speaker 1: them because they wouldn't fucking buy any condoms. But I
Speaker 1: remember the first time my mom visited me in college,
Speaker 1: I hid my condom, my condom bowl, obviously, because you
Speaker 1: can't have your parents you look at it. I put
Speaker 1: it in my closet just like whatever. So no, but
Speaker 1: she went in there and looked and she was like,
Speaker 1: what is this, Alexis. I was like, well, at least
Speaker 1: I'm being safe, mom. Yeah, yeah, I mean that's the
Speaker 1: only thing you could say, right, But yeah, I definitely
Speaker 1: your bad. Your batty vibe would have definitely been in
Speaker 1: the bowl.
Speaker 2: I wouldn't have picked it, she said, only the maximum.
Speaker 1: I mean, oh yeah, so size matters, yes or no?
Speaker 1: What's the deal? What do you think? It's not the size,
Speaker 1: it's the emotion the ocean. That's some small dicks don't
Speaker 1: know how to motion in the ocean either, So very true,
Speaker 1: Long and skinny's not for me. Short and fatten you
Speaker 1: can kind of.
Speaker 2: You're like, if I have to find well, it's not that.
Speaker 1: If I have to, but like it's it's about them, really,
Speaker 1: it's not about me. Like you can come with whatever
Speaker 1: equipment that you have, and this is just like you
Speaker 1: don't have to have a big butt. You don't have to.
Speaker 1: And that's that's why I gave classifications of booty because
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm a booty connoisseur, so I believe that
Speaker 1: everybody could shake if you know what you're doing exactly.
Speaker 1: But then there's the ones that do the thing where
Speaker 1: they just look like they're seizuring, and I'm like, please stop,
Speaker 1: you're just giving a bad name, like nobody wants me.
Speaker 1: So it's like it's it's a really, it's an art.
Speaker 1: It's the way you know, of course it's an art
Speaker 1: as much as the rhythm, the beats, the dance whatever.
Speaker 1: The dancers, you know, like I believe that Copp a dancer,
Speaker 1: well at least there as long as they're not a
Speaker 1: male dancer. I get in fights with male dancers all
Speaker 1: the time. Why they're just too arrogant, too egotistic. My
Speaker 1: first boyfriend was a male dancing I really cannot. I
Speaker 1: feel like and I've never like sought out to like
Speaker 1: fight one obviously, but like our verbiage, our verbiage of
Speaker 1: whatever it is, is like we don't get along because
Speaker 1: I'm like, you're not a bad bitch, hommy, Like you're
Speaker 1: trying to be a bad bitche to everybody in that
Speaker 1: school in your own thing, but don't act like you're
Speaker 1: like you're a bitch. Literally yeah, well Ei, there's line,
Speaker 1: but that's what I'm saying. It's like like there there's
Speaker 1: some word line. They're confidence. Sometimes I feel like it's
Speaker 1: too it's too exuding, like a woman where it's like okay,
Speaker 1: you're snapping and popping, and I'm like why, like, go
Speaker 1: be beautiful in your own thing. I have nothing against you,
Speaker 1: like let me pop and snap, But I'm also not
Speaker 1: the one if you're gonna fight with me. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: fight with you back, and it's just gonna be what
Speaker 1: gay are we talking about? Like gay guys? I think
Speaker 1: we're talking about like but half but half and half.
Speaker 1: I mean, I feel like a lot of male dancers
Speaker 1: it's half in half or they're by sex.
Speaker 2: Very I would say that a lot of artists in general,
Speaker 2: And that's why I didn't really date artists because I
Speaker 2: feel like they're very.
Speaker 1: Like have you ever been with a bisexual man? No? No,
Speaker 1: how would you feel? And I've had this conversation is
Speaker 1: like by side like in that sense, I'm not about it.
Speaker 1: And now of like of like the whole twenty twenty,
Speaker 1: everyone's free love or whatever you know, and everyone's tweech.
Speaker 1: The throw thing is like if you were with a
Speaker 1: partner and then they told you that they were also
Speaker 1: with men as well, I couldn't do it. There's a
Speaker 1: deal breaker.
Speaker 2: It's a deill breaker, complete deal breaker.
Speaker 1: I don't.
Speaker 2: This is not it's not attractive.
Speaker 1: I don't.
Speaker 2: I don't find anything attractive myself. It's cool they do
Speaker 2: what they want, but yeah, for me, it's not for me.
Speaker 1: I need you to. I feel that I need you
Speaker 1: to be strictly vagina. I feel that I feel like
Speaker 1: with me being in the adult industry, like I'm very
Speaker 1: it's a little dangerous. I feel sometimes I'm very open
Speaker 1: to like whoever's to you know, free love each to
Speaker 1: each your own. But for me personally, I really had
Speaker 1: to like think about the question and like what it
Speaker 1: would do, and and I would try not to like
Speaker 1: say that it would differential my different different make your
Speaker 1: opinion different, or I'm like I can differentiate that way,
Speaker 1: differentiate there you go that word like as far as
Speaker 1: like who that person is, because it doesn't make them
Speaker 1: a different person. It does, but me sexually being compatible
Speaker 1: to that person is what changes that realm of For me,
Speaker 1: I would always be questioning and if it's my own
Speaker 1: insecurities and things I have to work on myself, it
Speaker 1: would be like are you good enough for something? Or
Speaker 1: like that enough the enough part, because if you like
Speaker 1: something whatever, I don't want you to not like and
Speaker 1: want what you want as a person man or woman.
Speaker 1: But I also don't and I don't want to be
Speaker 1: the reason why you're inhibiting those like feelings or anything
Speaker 1: like that. But that's also for me is that I'm
Speaker 1: okay with just being your friend if that's what it
Speaker 1: means to know what that relationship is only based as
Speaker 1: because for me is I don't think lying lying and
Speaker 1: I a bisexual woman, like for me is like I said,
Speaker 1: I love women and I can sexually be attracted to women,
Speaker 1: but it's as far as a sexual aspect, I don't want.
Speaker 1: I don't see myself having a relationship ship further than
Speaker 1: sexual with a woman and as far as like just
Speaker 1: because from experience, you've just like not even experience. I've
Speaker 1: never even been in a situation where I've had like
Speaker 1: someone trying to be my girlfriend. I just know myself
Speaker 1: and I know that women are very needy and source
Speaker 1: and so are you know. But the thing is is
Speaker 1: like is I do like, I don't have that desire
Speaker 1: to tap into a woman more than the sexual being.
Speaker 1: So if that's misogynistic or not, which you want, that's
Speaker 1: just how I am, like, you know, And that's why
Speaker 1: for me is like what was weird about when I
Speaker 1: was doing I didn't start off doing women at first
Speaker 1: in the business. It was something I went into later on,
Speaker 1: and it was only with somebody that I was working
Speaker 1: side by side with someone that they asked me if
Speaker 1: I would feel comfortable being with that person, and it
Speaker 1: became like something that grew on me to something that
Speaker 1: I didn't know that I liked. And with that being said,
Speaker 1: it was like because the person that I had chose
Speaker 1: to be with was a real lesbian and she loved women.
Speaker 1: So it showed me the appreciation that a woman had
Speaker 1: for a woman's body. That made me tap in something different,
Speaker 1: but also made me realize that that was the extent
Speaker 1: of what I could give as a woman.
Speaker 2: That makes sense. I don't like the aspect of like
Speaker 2: the guys being with a woman and lying about it
Speaker 2: or not. I feel like, if you're lying, but you're lying.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying, you're lying to yourself, because like,
Speaker 1: if that's not truly who you are, how do you
Speaker 1: never know that you don't want those tendencies anymore? Like
Speaker 1: why deprive yourself of something if that's what your state is,
Speaker 1: because that's when people lean to cheat.
Speaker 2: And yeah, that's honest, be honest for sure.
Speaker 1: So we say honesty. So now we're gonna get to
Speaker 1: truth with Texas. The truth with Texas is we're going
Speaker 1: to play a card game. It's all a suited, Each
Speaker 1: a or each suit is a different question. So kinky, romantic, spicy,
Speaker 1: and naughty, we're going to go through all of them. Yeah,
Speaker 1: are you ready? I'm ready? Miss batty vibes very too
Speaker 1: legs they you are not a virgin, that's your alter ego.
Speaker 1: But you're not a.
Speaker 2: Virgin, very far from one. Let me say, all right,
Speaker 2: let's get it, miss lady. Okay, okay, what do we
Speaker 2: do here?
Speaker 1: Hearts was just a romantic question? Would you consider yourself
Speaker 1: a romantic?
Speaker 2: Absolute freaking lutely I'm definitely hopeless romantic.
Speaker 1: I feel like that's been most of my problem. What
Speaker 1: is your favorite song to make love tune? Not sure?
Speaker 2: But like I said, yeah, I'm like okay again, I
Speaker 2: like R and B. Like I said, I need some
Speaker 2: slow leg R and B jams. I'll get down to
Speaker 2: that for sure.
Speaker 1: You're an R and B lover.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm into that. Yeah, unless we're going hard.
Speaker 1: Do you like Sexton? Oh? Yeah, I don't really care.
Speaker 1: So you're not. You're not sexting with Alex throughout the
Speaker 1: day much? No, no sexy photos. Sometimes pots like a
Speaker 1: little nipple, a little bit. He gets the whole only
Speaker 1: fan subscription for free.
Speaker 2: He's not even on there. He gets it in real.
Speaker 1: Life, so he doesn't ask or wonder about your content
Speaker 1: on there.
Speaker 2: No, he asked questions. He's so supportive. I'm like, damn,
Speaker 2: Like I've never had a boyfriend like this. I'm like,
Speaker 2: this is crazy, this is wonderful, different we need. Oh
Speaker 2: my god, it's so free, free, it feels like freedom.
Speaker 2: It's wonderful.
Speaker 1: So give me example of your dirty talk? Oh fuck,
Speaker 1: give it to me. Oh damn, I don't know. I
Speaker 1: like details, like, yeah, detail me. If I was next
Speaker 1: to you in bed, what would you dirty talk to me? Lexi?
Speaker 2: I don't even know. Okay, let me really think about it.
Speaker 1: I don't know. You give me can you? Can you start?
Speaker 1: It's not my game started? And then I'll come back.
Speaker 1: I just want a little bit of an example here.
Speaker 1: Do you want me to sit my big booty on
Speaker 1: your face? Oh?
Speaker 2: Oh, I want you to sit your big booty on
Speaker 2: my fucking face.
Speaker 1: So what are you gonna What are you gonna do
Speaker 1: to my big booty? LEXI?
Speaker 2: I'm going to destroy it?
Speaker 1: How are you going to destroy it? Are you gonna
Speaker 1: put your tongue on my clip? Lexi? I'll look you
Speaker 1: from the top to the bottom. You've only looked one vagina?
Speaker 1: Or has? Did she look yours?
Speaker 2: No comment? Oh find out I'm my only fans, bitch?
Speaker 1: Well, I will be collabing on your only fans, but
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'll find out on your only fanily,
Speaker 1: but you might. I need to know your sexual talk
Speaker 1: before I decide to need to. Hey are your only
Speaker 1: fans today? Lexi? It'll be a little bit of a
Speaker 1: you know, a PG writ version. But if I sat
Speaker 1: on your So if I sat on your face, how
Speaker 1: long do you think you could last? If me suffocating you?
Speaker 1: You know what?
Speaker 2: Would you take my ass or my vagina? Which would
Speaker 2: you pick both? If I'm taking one, I'm just taking both.
Speaker 2: So you might and if it's going to be somebody
Speaker 2: likes to sexes, it might as well be here.
Speaker 1: Yes, private talkers hopes for miss Texans. You just wait,
Speaker 1: maybe one of our only fans. I mean, I heard
Speaker 1: it's nice, so you heard you touched it earlier?
Speaker 2: You heard Yeah, I've never seen nothing.
Speaker 1: So you want to see it naked, which you're trying
Speaker 1: to sit. I would love to. I'd like to see
Speaker 1: your ass naked too. You probably will I like that? Okay,
Speaker 1: these answers, I'm liking more and more. Truth with Texas,
Speaker 1: we're being friendly. We're getting friendly with Miss Lexim you
Speaker 1: me out too, I love me. Let's get another card.
Speaker 1: Oh is this a romantic? We did the romantic that
Speaker 1: the club is the kinky one. We're already in there,
Speaker 1: a little kinky. Okay. The question, mmm, have you ever
Speaker 1: been attracted to your partner's best friend?
Speaker 2: There was one that had a hot best friend and
Speaker 2: actually his girlfriend was the first girl I kissed. He
Speaker 2: was cute, but like I wasn't into it, Like I said,
Speaker 2: I'm kind of like the one eyed thing, like I
Speaker 2: don't really see other.
Speaker 1: Did you ever masturbates any of your ex boyfriend's friends? No? No,
Speaker 1: not even after sorry no no, no, no, no, no, not
Speaker 1: even after. I always got the cuter one. So did
Speaker 1: you ever fuck any of his friends after y'all were
Speaker 1: broken up? No? Good girl, I'm a girl. I'm a
Speaker 1: good girl. I'm a good night. Do you sleep naked sometimes?
Speaker 1: Like I said, yeah, you like the clothes. We're gonna
Speaker 1: change that from you. I've tried. I have I have
Speaker 1: a lie coming out. I have a lion coming at
Speaker 1: myself that we're gonna get you a little bit more
Speaker 1: like sulky night. I like. I like that. I like, like,
Speaker 1: you know, like tank top, especially with the booty'll perk
Speaker 1: it out. It does.
Speaker 2: It was perking out my boyfriend, like, send me pictures
Speaker 2: maybe next time.
Speaker 1: Maybe I like that.
Speaker 2: If you want to see it. I'm pretty sure I'm
Speaker 2: posting guests turn on the biggest turn on the dirty
Speaker 2: talk that I can't even show you.
Speaker 1: Like, I'm like, are you I guess so, But like
Speaker 1: I really like the dirty talk from your man or
Speaker 1: you both.
Speaker 2: If they're dirty talking, it's over, game over, is going down,
Speaker 2: is going down?
Speaker 1: Then you're immediately getting wet and coming.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like dirty talk, Like I want to be like,
Speaker 2: just degrade me.
Speaker 1: I'm that type. How many times do you think that
Speaker 1: you come per session? Are you a multiple comer or
Speaker 1: are you like one and done.
Speaker 2: I'm fucking unlimited, Like once it starts, it's just going.
Speaker 1: You're like I said about my originy, are you like those?
Speaker 1: It's like once you stop, once you pop, you just
Speaker 1: can't stop.
Speaker 2: Yeah, That's how I am. The Are there girls that
Speaker 2: mostly like can just like come once or twice?
Speaker 1: Maybe? I mean I'm not one of those, so I
Speaker 1: don't really know. I think everybody's I mean, it's different.
Speaker 1: And then a lot of girls too, I feel like
Speaker 1: they're not comfortable with coming, which is weird. Why are
Speaker 1: you doing if you're not coming? So they remember having
Speaker 1: hard so they hold back. So it's because it's mental.
Speaker 1: Like you said, a lot of things for you is mental,
Speaker 1: and so it's either like I'm not gonna get you.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna let you get this. That's interesting for
Speaker 1: me is like if i'm fucking I'm going to come,
Speaker 1: because what's the point I'm doing it? But I will
Speaker 1: say also, the more times I come, the more times
Speaker 1: my pussy gets dry, so it eliminates the times of
Speaker 1: the length of how long I could have sex, so
Speaker 1: I limit myself. It's almost like strategically that I have
Speaker 1: to be like not how like you know how guys
Speaker 1: are like baseball, baseball, I don't think about baseball, but
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, let's think about something else, so I
Speaker 1: don't come. But it still feels good, so I'm still fucking.
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm gonna try that mind more like right when
Speaker 2: you're about to come to lah and then.
Speaker 1: You can't exactly because it's like I don't because like
Speaker 1: again the first one, when I'm done it, it'll be
Speaker 1: real quick and you're like scorting, and like, I mean,
Speaker 1: I I'm definitely naturally a wet person. Like me making
Speaker 1: out with someone, I'm wet, same, like it's embarrassingly wet.
Speaker 1: When I get it's done. Yeah, you're like let me
Speaker 1: go change mind to a five times. I'm like, oh, sorry,
Speaker 1: I didn't.
Speaker 2: And I feel like I had that through high school.
Speaker 2: Like I felt like I was overly wet, like growing
Speaker 2: up and I didn't know if it was like natural
Speaker 2: or you know, like if it was like a thing
Speaker 2: or not.
Speaker 1: But growing up on my Austin that just means you're
Speaker 1: natural or like you're a normal sexual person that like
Speaker 1: you're in tune with yourself because the thing is like
Speaker 1: again with some people, this like it's it's taboo, not
Speaker 1: too in some sense whatever where I would take a
Speaker 1: while time.
Speaker 2: And beginning like learning how, like what that was like
Speaker 2: I was like, fuck, I just want to like I
Speaker 2: want to learn. I want to know how, And they're.
Speaker 1: Like really why everywhere?
Speaker 2: Yeah, but like yeah, like I said, like comment, like
Speaker 2: you want to like sporting is a talent.
Speaker 1: Not every woman has it, That's what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: think when some people like porn is like a great
Speaker 1: thing and it could be a bad I feel like
Speaker 1: it's a great thing to like show and be knowledgeable
Speaker 1: to people. But then certain people think that that's how
Speaker 1: everyone's supposed to but not not supposed to be. But
Speaker 1: every woman is and it's not like it's not necessarily
Speaker 1: like that. Some people women can be like that if
Speaker 1: you unlock that sexual let's not just start. But not
Speaker 1: every man has made me squirt? Can I squirt? Yes?
Speaker 1: But not everyone makes it? Where was your first time? Like?
Speaker 1: How was that?
Speaker 2: How did you know?
Speaker 1: Well, it was a movie that.
Speaker 2: Was supposed to be for squirting, really, so you're just like,
Speaker 2: let me do this, even though I don't know if
Speaker 2: I do or not.
Speaker 1: Well, I like, okay. So in the beginning of porn,
Speaker 1: they like, you do like a ghostie, right, you go
Speaker 1: and like you tell these people what you want to
Speaker 1: do or what you're capable of doing whatever. So I
Speaker 1: got approached from this coming that was like it's a
Speaker 1: scorting movie and I'm like, I've never done it before.
Speaker 1: They're like, trust me, this person makes everyone squirre and like, okay, cool,
Speaker 1: I'm telling you out the gate, I don't do it.
Speaker 1: So I did a scorting movie who actually ended up
Speaker 1: being my ex husband. Oh okay, yeah wow apparently for
Speaker 1: a couple of years, but then I got divorced. But damn,
Speaker 1: how did he know? So he just knows, Like what
Speaker 1: is it you know that you're doing. It's a technique
Speaker 1: And that's the thing is like I've made girls squirt
Speaker 1: now knowing what the technique of is because it's all
Speaker 1: it's all science. If you think about it, everybody's body
Speaker 1: it's you know, we're all different, but you'll hear it
Speaker 1: out we're the same, you know what I mean. And
Speaker 1: so it's like it's a technique of knowing and being
Speaker 1: dedicated to what you're doing. And so it's just it
Speaker 1: can't happen interesting but again it also but it also
Speaker 1: relies on the woman who's you know, doing it to
Speaker 1: really like be comfortable loose in a sense of like
Speaker 1: being relaxed. I guess relax is a question because a
Speaker 1: lot of people when they do it, they're like, oh this,
Speaker 1: I don't know what this feeling is because I've never
Speaker 1: felt it. And you can you tense up. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: it almost feels literally like you're about to pee, like
Speaker 1: you have the peace so bad and then you do
Speaker 1: it but it's.
Speaker 2: Not pee and it's it's amazing great.
Speaker 1: You know. It freaks me out, like having like the
Speaker 1: wet bed everywhere. I'm like, see, well, you don't ever
Speaker 1: do it in your bed. You do it like hotels.
Speaker 1: Where's another bed there? So you have an optional bed
Speaker 1: to go over like you gotta like it's a lot
Speaker 1: of work, you know what I mean. Like, it's not
Speaker 1: something that I'm saying like I scored every day. No,
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to just like you know, I get that.
Speaker 1: That's where I'm at. All right, how are you ready?
Speaker 1: Boop ooh spades here I probably talk. That's my favorite
Speaker 1: one because it's naughty. But we're all a little naughty. Okay, naughty?
Speaker 1: Why can I ask you? That's naughty? Mm? What's your
Speaker 1: weirdest sexual experience.
Speaker 2: Weirdest truth?
Speaker 1: Don't make me do it again? Damn.
Speaker 2: Okay, weirdest, weirdest, weirdest.
Speaker 1: Something made you feel uncomfortable? Maybe? Okay the first time?
Speaker 1: Talk about the really small Dixons. Okay, let's talk about him.
Speaker 2: So like I was talking to somebody and I liked him,
Speaker 2: and then like, you know, we were getting a little
Speaker 2: comfortable with each other and I went down and I
Speaker 2: felt it and I was like disappointed.
Speaker 1: No, so you just felt it the people like, no,
Speaker 1: I touched it. It. Literally, I had to. I had
Speaker 1: to like hide my reaction. I had to catch myself
Speaker 1: because I was like, you caught your face being.
Speaker 2: Like I was like, oh my god, And then I
Speaker 2: was already soaking wet, right and I was like into
Speaker 2: I was like excited.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god. No.
Speaker 2: So I went to the bathroom and I was like,
Speaker 2: there's no way.
Speaker 1: There's no fucking way. I write myself and I was
Speaker 1: like I gotta go, Like, oh my god, like we're
Speaker 1: doing too much. You know, You're like, oh, like I
Speaker 1: don't want to do it right I'm not that girl.
Speaker 1: I've never said no, I'm not going to do this
Speaker 1: right now. No. I said absolutely, no, I'm going and
Speaker 1: I left and I never talked to him. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't like people in general, so it takes me a
Speaker 1: long time to get to that situation. Now. I have
Speaker 1: had little dicks on camera, which you can't do anything
Speaker 1: about really.
Speaker 2: But yeah, but yeah, I ran from it, and that
Speaker 2: was weird. It was weird for me because I was
Speaker 2: like shocked.
Speaker 1: I was like, whoa did you just like curb and
Speaker 1: ghost his phone calls after because you know, he texted
Speaker 1: me like what happened?
Speaker 2: Like yeah, and then he had a girlfriend, and then
Speaker 2: that's all I could think about, was like like she knows,
Speaker 2: Oh she's no.
Speaker 1: See that's the problem is, like you know, the girlfriend thing.
Speaker 1: I can't fuck with you, like I don't like you
Speaker 1: may be a sling bag, but I can't deal with
Speaker 1: your situation too, because I feel like it's my situation
Speaker 1: and I'm guilty. No, I'll never mess with anybody like that.
Speaker 2: But like the fact, I just like every time I
Speaker 2: saw them together, I was just like, oh, poor girl.
Speaker 2: But like I like might like it, like I'm not
Speaker 2: getting I don't know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know. Don't like big Dick's or like
Speaker 1: dick in general. I feel like some girls are be like, oh,
Speaker 1: I give a blowjob once a year. Who the fuck
Speaker 1: does that?
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's crazy, that's sad.
Speaker 1: I enjoy giving blow jobs and that's sad, very normal.
Speaker 1: Everyone out there, private talk, you should be giving a
Speaker 1: blowjob what to do once a day is a remedy
Speaker 1: for Texas because.
Speaker 2: It's not what are you trying it?
Speaker 1: Let me find out you're not sucking dick, private doc.
Speaker 2: Guys, you've got to satisfy your man.
Speaker 1: They love it, all right. The last one is diamonds.
Speaker 1: I feel like that's what I was gonna say. I
Speaker 1: feel like that's probably a spicy one. I see Mama Sita.
Speaker 1: All right? How many people have you slept with? Do
Speaker 1: people really like? I guess people do? Borth there. There's
Speaker 1: no fucking way I'm answering this question. I will say why.
Speaker 1: I'll give you what. You're talking to a porn star here.
Speaker 1: I'm not judging you. I don't. The world is gonna
Speaker 1: judge me. Fuck the world. We love each other, we
Speaker 1: love everybody. Fuck, it's twenty and twenty. Nothing else can
Speaker 1: get worse than this. Then, when you and your sexual
Speaker 1: history of men count women to included, I'll just say
Speaker 1: it won't fit on one or we won't fit on
Speaker 1: two hands. That's right, your hands and toast around there,
Speaker 1: I'm say around maybe minus the pinky. Yeah, minus, there
Speaker 1: you go. How many of you fucked? I don't. I
Speaker 1: don't even know because I've been important. Well do you
Speaker 1: think this is the thing when I do get porn
Speaker 1: Like people think like, oh, you fucked so many people,
Speaker 1: It's really not. It's like I fuck a certain amount
Speaker 1: of people multiple times because there's not a lot of
Speaker 1: performers in the industry, like there is, but there's not
Speaker 1: like when you're in like you know, it's like, so
Speaker 1: I may have been more than you who knows. Yes,
Speaker 1: this is why I asked the question because most people
Speaker 1: they're like, oh my god, even impooring, you're a whore. Okay,
Speaker 1: maybe tell me what you want. But everybody it's to
Speaker 1: each his own. It's about you know, us, my handful
Speaker 1: and my share, understanding each other, but also knowing that
Speaker 1: no one, either one of us is better than each other.
Speaker 1: Like we're all just people. We have talents, we like
Speaker 1: to twerk, we like to fucking have fun, we like
Speaker 1: to do out there what I gotta get you there.
Speaker 2: I think I've definitely still more people than my boyfriend
Speaker 2: has for sure, like probably double.
Speaker 1: But I don't think that would be a game changer
Speaker 1: for your boyfriend. Oh what's I'm saying the way that
Speaker 1: you talk about now, Oh, he's very open I feel
Speaker 1: like I'm experienced, and I think he appreciates that.
Speaker 2: So oral sex sloppy or clean, both you like it.
Speaker 2: It started a gang like it was clean at person.
Speaker 2: I was like, guys like your more slot. You like
Speaker 2: to like gag and like you know, spits gags.
Speaker 1: I don't gag. You like fake gag to make them
Speaker 1: feel good. Yeah, you make them feel good about it.
Speaker 1: It's not you hit the back of my throat. Have
Speaker 1: you used a toy during sex? Yeah? I like using.
Speaker 1: What's your favorite one?
Speaker 2: I would say just on the clip, probably something that
Speaker 2: vibrates extremely hard.
Speaker 1: I'm more of a do you have a quietration? More pressure?
Speaker 1: So me, I'm more clatoral simulation than I am penetrating.
Speaker 1: If it's not a.
Speaker 2: Dick, I like pressure, does that make sense?
Speaker 1: But pressure and what like you're on my clip, I
Speaker 1: guess then it's outside. Well, so that's your clatoral simulation.
Speaker 1: So for me, like my best friend is a hitachi,
Speaker 1: I call him Bob. Hatachi is like a massage wander.
Speaker 1: But it's like the glorified. You don't have one. I'll
Speaker 1: changing to change anyone I'll get. I'll givet you. You know.
Speaker 1: Holidays are on this season. You know, I'm the gift
Speaker 1: of that always gives. As long as you talk about
Speaker 1: me and yours.
Speaker 2: Do oh ship, maybe we'll have a conversation.
Speaker 1: Hey, let's talk about it.
Speaker 2: But yeah, does it No, it's only quatoral.
Speaker 1: So it's literally like it's really meant to be a
Speaker 1: massage wander wand for your back and everything else. But
Speaker 1: it's a vibrator. So for me, if I'm gonna like
Speaker 1: fuck myself, I'd only like to have culatoral simulation, So
Speaker 1: a bullet or like something else happened like for me,
Speaker 1: like the older I've gotten. I mean, it's not that
Speaker 1: I don't like toys inside of me, but if I'm
Speaker 1: having something inside of me, I want it to be
Speaker 1: a dick you.
Speaker 2: Know, has fingers inside of me. I don't like fingers
Speaker 2: inside of me. Sometimes it's just ice. I don't like
Speaker 2: one finger. I needed to like a couple of You
Speaker 2: need like I need more?
Speaker 1: You don't. One finger thing is weird. It's pretty small
Speaker 1: for you. Yeah, it's a fist. Have you ever been fished? No,
Speaker 1: that was a conversation we had one in one episode.
Speaker 1: You know, I have to ask because the way that
Speaker 1: they talked about fisting every girl. A lot of people.
Speaker 1: How do you think I don't think a lot of
Speaker 1: people have. But this particular guest, he said that he
Speaker 1: fisted every woman that he had been sexually encountered with.
Speaker 1: It was he a porn star? Not at all? Interesting?
Speaker 1: Not at all? Who is he? I mean, he's on.
Speaker 2: You'll have to watch the updos. Okay, okay, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: find it. I'm gonna tax you later.
Speaker 1: You will. I'm curious. I was that's a lot. We
Speaker 1: talked about fetishes and then we talked about these whatever
Speaker 1: and so that was like his isn't it just thank you? Well,
Speaker 1: the thing is is, it's also about the technique. So
Speaker 1: I said, for me personally, like I had one to
Speaker 1: go in first, So I had I fisted somebody, but
Speaker 1: it was I. It was really sad as I don't
Speaker 1: know if it was her ask for a pussy, but
Speaker 1: I want to say it was her ass. But oh fuck,
Speaker 1: I'm shook. Fuck, I'm so shook. Oh god, A lot
Speaker 1: thing just went in my mind. And like I smelled.
Speaker 2: Things that I didn't want to smell and I can't
Speaker 2: really smell that much, right.
Speaker 1: How did No? It was just this scene so long ago.
Speaker 1: I don't remember. And that's why I'm saying it sounds
Speaker 1: worse than it is because I'm saying that I don't remember.
Speaker 1: But there's some partners that I worked with that I
Speaker 1: don't remember either. I get it. You know it worked
Speaker 1: a lot. You're a hard worker. You know when you
Speaker 1: like what you say? You worked a lot. That's kind
Speaker 1: of shade. No stop, but stop? A professional okay, sexual know.
Speaker 2: How to do your sexual athlete and I need some
Speaker 2: fucking tips.
Speaker 1: Hey, next next time we hang out, well, I'll show
Speaker 1: you some tips. We'll do some working. We'll have some
Speaker 1: Excel condoms around us. Oh my god, just for I
Speaker 1: love in. So you completed truth with Texas? Is there any.
Speaker 2: Squatting over here you guys?
Speaker 1: I've never reflected so much in an interview. Do you
Speaker 1: need to take something off? So? Do you? Is there
Speaker 1: any question that you have for miss Texas Yang? I know?
Speaker 1: Oh god, so I've made you so flabbergasted. I'd love
Speaker 1: to know when you grew up, what did you want
Speaker 1: to do? Officially?
Speaker 2: Did you have any aspirations you were like, I want
Speaker 2: to do this, or kind of you just fell into
Speaker 2: whatever you were doing.
Speaker 1: So I never grew up and was like, yeah, I
Speaker 1: want to be a porn star. That wasn't my aspiration. Okay,
Speaker 1: it's something that kind of fell into my life. It
Speaker 1: was just kind of like the right time, right place
Speaker 1: kind of thing. But you know, growing up for me,
Speaker 1: growing up, like ultimately overall, I wanted to be a lawyer,
Speaker 1: a social worker, like I've always wanted to be in
Speaker 1: like those kind of feelings, A nurse at one time.
Speaker 1: I've always been like a help helping kind of thing,
Speaker 1: like I'm a nurturer, my choice, one orgasm at a time.
Speaker 1: Yes I do agree, lady, Yes I know you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. So for me, it was like that
Speaker 1: that aspect, the older that I got and in the
Speaker 1: choices that I made, certain things just added up and
Speaker 1: some things didn't. So for me it was like, you know,
Speaker 1: I went to college, I did all that route whatever,
Speaker 1: But for me, I saw more. I didn't know what
Speaker 1: more meant at the time, but I always like, from
Speaker 1: early on, I was like, people are going to know
Speaker 1: my name, people are gonna have my name in their mouth.
Speaker 1: I didn't want I didn't know why, I didn't know how.
Speaker 1: I didn't know any of those things, but I knew
Speaker 1: that there was more to me because I'm from a
Speaker 1: town abub twenty two hundred people. I just knew that
Speaker 1: there was more than me staying there for the rest
Speaker 1: of my life. And not that it's a bad thing,
Speaker 1: because those people are, you know, great in their own
Speaker 1: lives and those things, but for me and boring personally.
Speaker 2: There's a lot of world out there, you guys, I
Speaker 2: just couldn't.
Speaker 1: There was just things I wanted to see, people that
Speaker 1: I wanted to meet, like, and not even that it
Speaker 1: was a particular type. It was just things I wanted
Speaker 1: to do that I knew it in that time. It
Speaker 1: wasn't the place, Yes I am you like people? I
Speaker 1: talked to people or no? Was it like so kind
Speaker 1: of like that I don't like people, but I like people.
Speaker 1: So that sounds very like cliche. So I liked I
Speaker 1: like people. When I'm comfortable in my environment, I like
Speaker 1: to assess the situation first, and then you're like, I'm
Speaker 1: very perceptive. I'm very observant, very like like aware of
Speaker 1: what's going on in in that in that situation, but
Speaker 1: I also can remove myself if I know that it's
Speaker 1: not warranted or like if it's not reciprocated. That's healthy.
Speaker 1: So for me, it's very like I am intuitive too
Speaker 1: much sometimes and I'm like, okay, I'm done. That's good.
Speaker 1: It's hard to be like that parents.
Speaker 2: What did your parents think when they like, how did
Speaker 2: your parents find out that you were porn star?
Speaker 1: My parents found out because I told them because I
Speaker 1: knew that I wanted them to hear it from me
Speaker 1: before they heard it from an outside source.
Speaker 2: How long did it take for you to like tell them.
Speaker 1: I was probably in the business, I'll say, a healthy
Speaker 1: like healthy six.
Speaker 2: Months, and you weren't afraid of them finding out before.
Speaker 1: So my mother is very conservative, so I my mom
Speaker 1: didn't watch porn. My father, on the other hand, I
Speaker 1: told him sooner because I knew that he was not,
Speaker 1: and he was very fine. You you're like yeah, and
Speaker 1: I didn't want that. So my dad was the first
Speaker 1: person I literally told, and I was like, I was like,
Speaker 1: so the conversation, I literally can picture it where I was, where,
Speaker 1: like how it happened, like because like, are you nervous?
Speaker 1: I was because I'm a daddy's girl, and like my
Speaker 1: dad's approval was a lot or like acceptance was very
Speaker 1: heavily influenced by myself that if I say, if he
Speaker 1: didn't accept it, then I don't know what I would do.
Speaker 1: I would have done even though I was okay with
Speaker 1: what I did. Gotcha makes sense? Got you? So when
Speaker 1: I told him, I was like, I gotta tell you something,
Speaker 1: and he's like, okay, what.
Speaker 2: What did he think you did first before you say it?
Speaker 1: Like? What were we doing at the time. I was
Speaker 1: in college, Okay, so nobody knew. This was before I
Speaker 1: moved to California. I was in Santa Marcus, Texas. When
Speaker 1: I told him, I was on a bridge. I don't
Speaker 1: know what one like, No, it was on the phonecause
Speaker 1: my dad lives in Florida. So I remember being like
Speaker 1: I remember being like I said, I could picture the
Speaker 1: bridge that I was on and where the turning point
Speaker 1: when I was talking him on the phone and I
Speaker 1: was like, I gotta tell you something and he was
Speaker 1: like what And I'm like, oh, I did a porn
Speaker 1: and I just said it. I blurted it out. He's like,
Speaker 1: what do you mean you did a porn? And I
Speaker 1: was like, well, I did a porn And I was like,
Speaker 1: I did a porn and he was like what it is? Well,
Speaker 1: what I mean, are you doing porn or like what
Speaker 1: it is? And I was like, well, I was like,
Speaker 1: I did a scene. I did a thing for reality
Speaker 1: porn thing. It was for Shane's World. I was like,
Speaker 1: at the time, I don't really really remember that part
Speaker 1: of like how the in depth. I was like, I
Speaker 1: don't know if I was already convinced in my mind
Speaker 1: that I was going to turn the route that I
Speaker 1: was to do part, or if it was a one off,
Speaker 1: because at that time, reality porn was a big thing,
Speaker 1: and that was one of the first types of things
Speaker 1: of reality porn that was going on. So but at
Speaker 1: the time as well, it was for a DV company
Speaker 1: and not an internet company, so DVD takes a lot
Speaker 1: longer for processing and like to editing and like getting
Speaker 1: all those things done. For as an internet company, you
Speaker 1: do that scene the next week you're up. So I
Speaker 1: had already done that scene, and then I went and
Speaker 1: did Florida and I did Bangbros. And literally that scene
Speaker 1: went out first, so people thought that that's what was
Speaker 1: the first scene, which it really.
Speaker 2: Wasn't interesting that matters to you, though.
Speaker 1: True to a point, because it was just like I
Speaker 1: didn't know what that world was opening up. And it
Speaker 1: was just literally a rapid fire after that because it
Speaker 1: was like it was already out there. And then it
Speaker 1: was like, oh, I was working. I was a bartender
Speaker 1: at the time in college, so people were coming up
Speaker 1: to me, was like, oh, like I know a bartender
Speaker 1: that used to be now a porn star to insinuate,
Speaker 1: to like get a under my skin that they knew
Speaker 1: what I was doing. And I was like, well, obviously,
Speaker 1: very you watch porn, and if you want to tell
Speaker 1: me something, then tell me what you want to say,
Speaker 1: if not what you want And like I literally almost
Speaker 1: fought somebody across the bar because I was like, if
Speaker 1: you want something, like, you're literally and the person the
Speaker 1: girl was actually my roommate at the time who owed
Speaker 1: me money, who was a hater at the time, and
Speaker 1: she was the one who told all my friends and
Speaker 1: I was like, so she and one of her friends
Speaker 1: came to my bar that I worked at and was like, oh,
Speaker 1: I heard you do. I was like, Okay, first of all,
Speaker 1: we got problems. You can talk to me about what
Speaker 1: she want to talk about, or you can talk about
Speaker 1: what you want to say, but I know that you
Speaker 1: fucked more men than I have at this point in
Speaker 1: time that I have ever done and consciously known that.
Speaker 1: I did porn, and I got tested and did all
Speaker 1: these things the right way, So come at me. Yeah.
Speaker 1: So again, I never had a qualm of what I
Speaker 1: did because sex wasn't a bad thing or like a
Speaker 1: sacred thing to me at the time, and not in
Speaker 1: a bad way like or the sacred part. But it
Speaker 1: was like, that's how I expressed my sorf as art
Speaker 1: and sex to me was art. So your dad, what
Speaker 1: did he? What was his reaction? He was like, is
Speaker 1: that what you really want to do? And I said, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm comfortable. To me, I was like, nobody's forcing me.
Speaker 1: I'm not on drugs, not doing whatever. I was like,
Speaker 1: this is what I want to do and is how
Speaker 1: I express myself. He said, if that's what you want
Speaker 1: to do, then I support you. I'm good. Wow. So
Speaker 1: I told him for me at that time, I was like,
Speaker 1: if he's good with it, then that's all I really care.
Speaker 1: Then I went to the next thing was my mom
Speaker 1: and my sisters and whatever. And I have nieces and nephews,
Speaker 1: so my biggest thing was like, they're gonna not going
Speaker 1: to let me be a part of their life. And
Speaker 1: you know, it was struggled and not saying that, you know,
Speaker 1: because people judge you whatever you do, but always in
Speaker 1: the sexual or adult industry, they judge me even more
Speaker 1: so it was like, what, how do you really like
Speaker 1: cope and deal with it? Yeah, especially for me, I
Speaker 1: was just honest in everyone in my family, and I
Speaker 1: will say, like, you know, graciously, I'm very like I
Speaker 1: have gratitude to my family that they've never shunned me,
Speaker 1: never made me feel different or a part of anything.
Speaker 1: And having that backbone behind me, I didn't care what
Speaker 1: anyone else said about because if my family was okay
Speaker 1: with it, I could lay my head every single night
Speaker 1: and be okay with what I did because it was
Speaker 1: my choice. Wasn't anybody else's choice but my own. And
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, And that's just what it is,
Speaker 1: you know, I don't I don't wish bad upon anybody.
Speaker 1: Everybody's you know, to each his own. As my motto,
Speaker 1: if what works for you and you're lane, then that's cool.
Speaker 1: But I'm not going to condition you to be a
Speaker 1: certain way if that's not you