WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.200 --> 00:00:04.839 You see something's going to happen. 2 00:00:06.320 --> 00:00:10.599 What? What's gonna happen? 3 00:00:15.480 --> 00:00:15.519 What? 4 00:00:24.440 --> 00:00:27.839 Welcome everybody to the Headless Giant podcast. You know my 5 00:00:28.079 --> 00:00:31.239 co host Nick, and now we have a guest. We've 6 00:00:31.280 --> 00:00:36.399 got King from Channel kok Why don't you introduce yourself Nick, 7 00:00:36.439 --> 00:00:37.399 and then we'll go to you King. 8 00:00:37.799 --> 00:00:40.719 Sure, yeah, Nick, if you already don't know from the 9 00:00:40.719 --> 00:00:44.600 Occult Rejects, uh yeah. You find everything on shoot Mumble, 10 00:00:44.679 --> 00:00:47.840 YouTube and all major podcasts. And thank you again Headless 11 00:00:47.840 --> 00:00:51.359 always look forward to doing this and yeah, looking forward 12 00:00:51.359 --> 00:00:51.679 to King. 13 00:00:53.039 --> 00:00:54.439 Thank you. Go ahead, Kings. 14 00:00:55.159 --> 00:00:59.679 Yeah, I am King from Channel Koka. Look me up 15 00:00:59.719 --> 00:01:06.239 for any philosophical or esoteric film movie analysis. It's chum 16 00:01:06.319 --> 00:01:09.560 Kok on YouTube. I think traveling me on guys. 17 00:01:09.840 --> 00:01:12.159 Yeah. One thing I would like to just mention it 18 00:01:12.200 --> 00:01:14.640 real quick for people listening and they haven't seen it. 19 00:01:14.840 --> 00:01:16.519 I think we did it live, right. We did the 20 00:01:16.719 --> 00:01:19.799 Spider Symbolism live that is up. That is still up, 21 00:01:19.840 --> 00:01:21.480 so people want to go check that out. It's up 22 00:01:21.560 --> 00:01:23.239 right now with the audio will drop in a few 23 00:01:23.239 --> 00:01:26.200 weeks in regular rotation. But that Spider Symbolism series that 24 00:01:26.519 --> 00:01:29.000 King covered fucking fire, so go check that out. 25 00:01:30.760 --> 00:01:36.920 Absolutely, that was a great episode. So tonight, let's get 26 00:01:36.959 --> 00:01:40.879 into the symbolism. I guess i'll go first. My symbol 27 00:01:41.879 --> 00:01:46.680 is Nepher, and it's a very common symbol used a 28 00:01:46.680 --> 00:01:52.519 lot in ancient Egyptian. Nepher is supposed to be the 29 00:01:52.760 --> 00:01:59.239 esophagus or the throat, so it's used in words like nefer, 30 00:01:59.400 --> 00:02:05.159 tit uh, neffer, hotep. All these other Neffer words that 31 00:02:05.200 --> 00:02:08.520 you've probably heard before come from this one, and it's 32 00:02:08.599 --> 00:02:11.039 kind of interesting. People thought it was a loot, but 33 00:02:11.240 --> 00:02:14.599 it's actually supposed to represent the throat, something about singing, 34 00:02:14.759 --> 00:02:20.000 and it means perfect, beautiful, done. It was also used 35 00:02:20.520 --> 00:02:24.599 in relationship to grain silos, so when there was no 36 00:02:24.680 --> 00:02:26.240 more grain in the silo and it was at the 37 00:02:26.240 --> 00:02:31.800 bottom floor, I said, Neffer, it's done perfect. So I 38 00:02:31.840 --> 00:02:34.039 don't know. I think it's kind of an interesting symbol 39 00:02:34.080 --> 00:02:39.439 because good and beautiful and perfect only happens when you're finished. 40 00:02:40.560 --> 00:02:43.240 Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, when you're done with the product. 41 00:02:43.280 --> 00:02:44.439 Oh yeah, when you're done. Yeah. 42 00:02:44.520 --> 00:02:47.439 I like that, So I thought that was a pretty 43 00:02:47.439 --> 00:02:50.680 cool symbol. Here it is with the higher glyphs. I'm 44 00:02:50.719 --> 00:02:52.680 not sure what this says, but they use that Neffer 45 00:02:52.719 --> 00:02:54.879 symbol over and over and over again. So it must 46 00:02:54.879 --> 00:02:56.159 have been really fucking good. 47 00:02:56.280 --> 00:02:59.599 Yeah, she was amazing talking about pizza or something like 48 00:02:59.639 --> 00:03:05.639 that circle, right, So that's the nice nice Uh if 49 00:03:05.639 --> 00:03:08.360 you could pull up wine that is the let me 50 00:03:08.400 --> 00:03:12.479 get my notes up here, that is the uh. Well 51 00:03:12.520 --> 00:03:18.159 could put algol the Bohemian demon star sigil, you know, 52 00:03:18.759 --> 00:03:20.560 trying to I guess, I mean, this thing's very old, 53 00:03:20.759 --> 00:03:23.879 so I mean just could be debatable. But supposedly the 54 00:03:23.919 --> 00:03:29.520 origins and historical path around the first millennium BCE Egyptians 55 00:03:29.560 --> 00:03:33.919 log al goals two point eight six day dimming cycle 56 00:03:33.960 --> 00:03:38.560 and the Cairo's Lucky Unlucky calendar, linking the blink to 57 00:03:38.639 --> 00:03:44.199 Horace's wrathful eye. The early Islamic Latin Middle Ages around 58 00:03:44.199 --> 00:03:48.479 the eleventh and twelfth century get Arabic astronomers called the 59 00:03:48.520 --> 00:03:55.039 star al Ghoul the ghoul interesting, and the astro mags 60 00:03:55.080 --> 00:03:58.479 group it with fourteen other power stars the Bohemian roots. 61 00:03:59.599 --> 00:04:02.560 It show up in the Piaka Tricks, which is around 62 00:04:02.560 --> 00:04:06.599 eleven to twelfth centuries supposedly, and it does show up 63 00:04:06.759 --> 00:04:09.080 in Where I Got It From around fifteen thirty one 64 00:04:09.159 --> 00:04:12.840 from Henrik Cornelius is Agrippa and He prints it out 65 00:04:12.879 --> 00:04:15.080 with the in the three book the Three Books of 66 00:04:15.080 --> 00:04:19.519 Occult Philosophy, and it does show up in the around 67 00:04:19.560 --> 00:04:23.639 seventeenth and nineteenth century Renaissance occultists and later astrologers treat 68 00:04:23.639 --> 00:04:28.120 alcohols the most malific star the blinking eye of Medusa, 69 00:04:29.480 --> 00:04:33.160 like my boy Headless was telling me earlier. And the 70 00:04:33.199 --> 00:04:38.160 twenty first century revival online talisman smith's and people casing 71 00:04:38.160 --> 00:04:44.800 for algols. Who what's that? Oh shit, all right, I 72 00:04:44.800 --> 00:04:46.480 didn't I had the notes up. I was like, Oh, 73 00:04:46.519 --> 00:04:49.360 what the fuck is that noise? I didn't see what 74 00:04:49.439 --> 00:04:51.480 was going on? Oh what was I saying? 75 00:04:51.519 --> 00:04:51.720 Sorry? 76 00:04:53.959 --> 00:04:57.160 Yeah? But yeah. It's still is still used like today, 77 00:04:57.720 --> 00:04:59.639 anatomy of the sigils. You know, I'm just gonna go 78 00:04:59.639 --> 00:05:02.879 over this real quick. The Agrippin glyph, I think, is 79 00:05:02.920 --> 00:05:05.560 the one that I'm showing now, Supposedly the forked shaft, 80 00:05:05.720 --> 00:05:09.480 the spinal and column weapon of Perseus, also the path 81 00:05:09.519 --> 00:05:12.600 of the eclipsing binary as one star occludes the other. 82 00:05:14.000 --> 00:05:18.120 It's supposed to represent three terminal cycles is of Medusa, Jupiter, 83 00:05:18.199 --> 00:05:22.560 and Saturn. Algos ruling planets are the stars triple system 84 00:05:24.120 --> 00:05:28.399 system nature recognizing recognized by modern astronomy. So it's part 85 00:05:28.399 --> 00:05:32.279 of a triple system, and there's a trailing bar which 86 00:05:32.319 --> 00:05:35.199 is supposed to be the severed neck of Coudput without 87 00:05:35.240 --> 00:05:40.240 the body of Okes decapitation room. But yeah, that's. 88 00:05:40.160 --> 00:05:44.240 Yeah, that sounds like a powerful star for curses. 89 00:05:44.720 --> 00:05:47.560 Yeah yeah, yeah. Sometimes just real quick too, if you're 90 00:05:47.639 --> 00:05:50.439 using it like in you know, supposedly for rituals and stuff. 91 00:05:51.800 --> 00:05:55.439 The correspondency sometimes could be used with like Jupiter as Saturn, 92 00:05:55.800 --> 00:06:00.560 but it's the ritual purposes could be boldness and nobility, uh, 93 00:06:00.639 --> 00:06:06.120 bodily and vulnerability. It also helps the people would use 94 00:06:06.160 --> 00:06:10.040 it in a lot of amulets too, for protective reasonings. 95 00:06:10.720 --> 00:06:12.199 But so there you go. 96 00:06:13.720 --> 00:06:16.399 Looks like a badass key, that's what I thought. 97 00:06:16.519 --> 00:06:21.600 Yeah, which I find interesting if it's associated with you know, 98 00:06:21.680 --> 00:06:23.800 the head too, you know, so you either a meducer 99 00:06:23.879 --> 00:06:26.720 or Horace's eye. You know, there's a there's a key involved. 100 00:06:26.720 --> 00:06:27.879 I just find it interesting. 101 00:06:29.079 --> 00:06:30.879 I wonder what would happen if you drew that on 102 00:06:30.959 --> 00:06:31.800 your third eye. 103 00:06:34.160 --> 00:06:38.120 Don't have to try that tomorrow. Oh great fucking king diamond. 104 00:06:39.519 --> 00:06:43.560 H Yeah, that's it, thank you sir. 105 00:06:44.480 --> 00:06:46.759 That's pretty awesome though, I mean, you got that cycle 106 00:06:46.759 --> 00:06:49.639 in there. So if you are doing a curse, you 107 00:06:49.639 --> 00:06:53.079 you've got that time to you know, really intensify the 108 00:06:53.199 --> 00:06:56.240 energy in that in that sort of thing. If you're 109 00:06:56.240 --> 00:07:00.160 going by the Medusa's pyramid or something, you can there's 110 00:07:00.160 --> 00:07:01.240 a bunch of different numbers there. 111 00:07:02.160 --> 00:07:08.879 Oh in uh actually which passing though this month that 112 00:07:09.000 --> 00:07:12.959 uh alcohol Actually uranus is making a rare series of 113 00:07:13.000 --> 00:07:16.480 conjunctions with algol between July twenty twenty four, maybe twenty 114 00:07:16.519 --> 00:07:18.519 twenty five, So we already kind of like basically went 115 00:07:18.560 --> 00:07:22.839 through it. But I don't know, so it was gonna 116 00:07:22.879 --> 00:07:24.759 had maybe I had an influence on people going crazy 117 00:07:24.800 --> 00:07:25.319 the last year. 118 00:07:26.279 --> 00:07:32.240 Yeah, also reminds me since the key part kind of 119 00:07:32.279 --> 00:07:38.560 has like three springs on it, kind of three prongs. 120 00:07:38.639 --> 00:07:44.079 I was online and someone had brought up the symbol 121 00:07:44.199 --> 00:07:47.160 of the pope staff when we got the new Pope, 122 00:07:47.240 --> 00:07:50.279 and of course the pope staffs has the three prongs 123 00:07:50.319 --> 00:07:53.920 on it, and there was you know, pe we're talking 124 00:07:53.959 --> 00:07:58.360 about all these esthoteric difference symbols that it looks like 125 00:07:58.439 --> 00:08:04.040 and whatnot, And what it made me think of was 126 00:08:04.759 --> 00:08:10.560 the honey deepper. And around the same time we have 127 00:08:10.759 --> 00:08:15.959 all this stuff happening with the bees of like, yeah, 128 00:08:16.879 --> 00:08:19.279 ally weird things happening with bees are at the same 129 00:08:19.319 --> 00:08:21.560 time as the pope, and then we have his staff 130 00:08:21.639 --> 00:08:23.680 kind of clean like a honeydepper. 131 00:08:24.120 --> 00:08:26.240 Yeah, that's when I when I used to do ritual 132 00:08:26.319 --> 00:08:29.920 work and I did my water and I would do 133 00:08:29.959 --> 00:08:32.159 the salt and water. I would dump the salt in 134 00:08:32.200 --> 00:08:34.200 the bowl and it would used to use that Catholic thing. 135 00:08:34.240 --> 00:08:35.840 It was like a bowl at the end with the 136 00:08:35.919 --> 00:08:37.679 continent there, and I would dump it in the bowl 137 00:08:37.720 --> 00:08:40.440 and spleech like that. It was like going around fucking, 138 00:08:40.480 --> 00:08:43.600 you know, doing all dramatic you know. But again that's 139 00:08:43.639 --> 00:08:45.480 almost like the honey the honey depper, I mean the 140 00:08:45.480 --> 00:08:46.600 same exact kind of look. 141 00:08:47.440 --> 00:08:52.000 Yeah, I might be drinking June right now, which is 142 00:08:52.759 --> 00:08:54.399 fermented tea and honey. 143 00:08:56.720 --> 00:09:03.879 Nice catch a buzz, so that brings up something. So 144 00:09:04.039 --> 00:09:08.120 the honey symbolism is kind of interesting. It's also I 145 00:09:08.200 --> 00:09:10.679 believe this would be one of the keys in the 146 00:09:11.080 --> 00:09:14.840 Catholic flag, sort of like the key to Hell. It's 147 00:09:14.879 --> 00:09:16.960 the key to Heaven, key to Hell. You've got to 148 00:09:16.960 --> 00:09:20.360 have the two keys. And that was much more ancient, 149 00:09:20.759 --> 00:09:25.879 going back to Hecate and Hekkate has the two keys, 150 00:09:26.879 --> 00:09:29.679 and she's the key bearer. And I think there's a 151 00:09:29.720 --> 00:09:32.879 lot of crossover between the Catholic Church and Hecate, especially 152 00:09:32.919 --> 00:09:36.840 if they're doing goddess magic in there. Like what the 153 00:09:36.840 --> 00:09:41.039 site was devoted to originally was a Kaibli like goddess 154 00:09:41.559 --> 00:09:45.639 from the Etruscans before the Romans even got there. So 155 00:09:45.679 --> 00:09:48.639 the entire thing is built on top of this goddess worship, 156 00:09:48.679 --> 00:09:51.360 and that's one of the keys. And what's interesting is 157 00:09:51.879 --> 00:09:59.360 Medusa's relationship to seers and the oracle at Delphi, and 158 00:09:59.399 --> 00:10:03.559 the oracle at Delphi was very much related to the 159 00:10:03.600 --> 00:10:07.759 idea of honey because the Melisa were the priestesses there, 160 00:10:08.720 --> 00:10:11.960 and so the priestesses with this honey are the ones 161 00:10:12.000 --> 00:10:14.440 that would deliver the oracle. And if you look at 162 00:10:14.440 --> 00:10:17.399 the omfulst that they have there, the stone that represents 163 00:10:17.440 --> 00:10:20.320 the navel of the world, it's got this netting over 164 00:10:20.440 --> 00:10:23.320 top of it that makes it look like it's crawling 165 00:10:23.360 --> 00:10:27.279 with bees. So the Omfullest, or the navel of the world, 166 00:10:27.279 --> 00:10:31.559 the thing that unites Earth and Heaven, is coated with 167 00:10:31.679 --> 00:10:35.000 B symbolism. And you see the Mormons they've got the 168 00:10:35.039 --> 00:10:38.600 B symbolism too, So There's something really deep about the 169 00:10:38.679 --> 00:10:42.840 idea of this sort of prophetic honey either going to 170 00:10:42.919 --> 00:10:48.639 the underworld again almost immortality being invoked there as well. 171 00:10:49.399 --> 00:10:53.679 So yeah, I see in the comments Joey's was doing 172 00:10:53.720 --> 00:10:59.799 some wordplay and connected Medusa and then rearranging the lighters 173 00:11:00.279 --> 00:11:03.519 be seduced e A. But I would put the e 174 00:11:03.679 --> 00:11:06.919 a to be a like Ether. It would be like 175 00:11:07.000 --> 00:11:09.759 seducing mm. 176 00:11:12.440 --> 00:11:12.960 Or even like you. 177 00:11:16.399 --> 00:11:19.720 I love you have the Black Widows doing honey Potty 178 00:11:21.159 --> 00:11:27.679 and uh, that's why I would connect Medusa to like 179 00:11:27.679 --> 00:11:36.240 like a darker feminine you know, kind of like Suckerbis 180 00:11:36.440 --> 00:11:39.360 kind of of a thing as well. So it's interesting 181 00:11:39.399 --> 00:11:43.759 that how you could get honey Potty being seduction and 182 00:11:43.879 --> 00:11:47.879 Medusa and Ether all connected. Beer. 183 00:11:48.440 --> 00:11:52.919 Well, there's what's that stuck in the life an. 184 00:11:54.360 --> 00:11:57.600 Well, there's two myths around Medusa. What is that she 185 00:11:57.879 --> 00:12:02.879 was raped by Poside inside of Athena's temple and that 186 00:12:03.120 --> 00:12:06.320 is what caused Athena to want to relieve her of 187 00:12:06.399 --> 00:12:08.639 the burden of being human, so she turned her into 188 00:12:08.639 --> 00:12:12.360 a monster. That's where this gorgon comes from. And so 189 00:12:13.039 --> 00:12:15.759 you've also got the idea that maybe she was doing 190 00:12:15.840 --> 00:12:18.639 it willingly. Which is what made Athena mad and then 191 00:12:18.720 --> 00:12:22.840 turned her into Medusa. But this Medusa character was supposed 192 00:12:22.840 --> 00:12:25.960 to be down in Libya. I believe, so Percy has 193 00:12:25.960 --> 00:12:28.399 had to go all the way down to Africa to 194 00:12:28.919 --> 00:12:33.559 slay Medusa and bring her head back up to you know, Greece. 195 00:12:34.799 --> 00:12:39.399 So there's there's an interesting sort of a journey taking 196 00:12:39.440 --> 00:12:42.960 place there, and that that eye of al Goal representing Medusa, 197 00:12:43.279 --> 00:12:45.960 it's connected to so much other stuff. It's connected to addiction, 198 00:12:46.559 --> 00:12:50.159 it's it's connected to basically, you know, all of the 199 00:12:50.200 --> 00:12:54.720 worst traits. It's right there, turning you to stone. You know, 200 00:12:54.799 --> 00:12:56.360 all these different things that. 201 00:12:56.480 --> 00:12:56.799 You know. 202 00:12:58.759 --> 00:13:04.440 Tie you down. So emails, I think I got a 203 00:13:04.440 --> 00:13:07.080 couple of questions. Oh I want to go through that. 204 00:13:07.080 --> 00:13:09.440 That's interesting. Yeah, I wonder if people never have questions 205 00:13:09.440 --> 00:13:11.519 that might be worth entertaining. 206 00:13:13.159 --> 00:13:13.360 Right. 207 00:13:13.679 --> 00:13:16.879 So it says I was born on the cusp of Pisces, 208 00:13:16.960 --> 00:13:19.840 which is water, and Aries, which is fire. I always 209 00:13:19.840 --> 00:13:22.799 feel like the water of my Pisce sign has put 210 00:13:22.840 --> 00:13:26.960 out my dreams and aspirations, my whole life of my 211 00:13:27.200 --> 00:13:30.679 Aris fire. I'll start to do something I'm really good 212 00:13:30.720 --> 00:13:32.840 at it, and then all of a sudden I'll stop. 213 00:13:32.919 --> 00:13:35.600 I'll feel like it has kept me from going anywhere. 214 00:13:35.879 --> 00:13:38.879 Can that be true? I also feel like I'm clairvoyant, 215 00:13:39.000 --> 00:13:42.440 but I just don't have it all down. I'm a bess. 216 00:13:44.240 --> 00:13:47.320 What do you suggest? Do we have some astrology doctors? 217 00:13:48.200 --> 00:13:50.360 I mean, I would say that's probably just life in 218 00:13:50.480 --> 00:13:55.480 general making you feel like, yeah. 219 00:13:55.320 --> 00:13:59.440 Well I think, I think. I think it's interesting. I 220 00:13:59.519 --> 00:14:05.399 often and I'm not. I'm a you know novice that 221 00:14:05.639 --> 00:14:11.120 many master of nuts and mentality, but when it comes 222 00:14:11.159 --> 00:14:19.320 to astrology or any kind of zoodiical kind of mindset, 223 00:14:19.440 --> 00:14:27.879 I see it more as archetypal and alchemical. How you know, 224 00:14:28.000 --> 00:14:33.840 some people can connect and do some amazing work together. 225 00:14:34.000 --> 00:14:37.759 Some people are like oil and water. They just can't 226 00:14:37.799 --> 00:14:43.240 get along, they can't work together. And that also goes 227 00:14:43.519 --> 00:14:52.159 inwardly with how you interact with yourself. And so if 228 00:14:54.080 --> 00:15:00.080 you're trying, if you feel like part of you is 229 00:15:00.120 --> 00:15:02.799 trying to do something and another part of you is 230 00:15:03.039 --> 00:15:09.279 kind of at war with yourself, you know, you can 231 00:15:09.360 --> 00:15:13.679 always look at your the rest of your chart. I 232 00:15:13.720 --> 00:15:15.440 don't know if you know the rest of your chart 233 00:15:15.600 --> 00:15:22.679 or you've talked to an actual astrologer who knows their stuff, 234 00:15:23.519 --> 00:15:25.320 look at your other chart to see what your other 235 00:15:25.360 --> 00:15:31.879 alignments are, and you know, taking consideration of those elements, 236 00:15:32.120 --> 00:15:36.840 pretend like you're alchemists in your own mind kind of 237 00:15:37.240 --> 00:15:41.000 you can always do that. Something that I think this 238 00:15:41.120 --> 00:15:50.919 is good for men or women is have a stoic 239 00:15:51.120 --> 00:15:55.039 mindset of and I think that that's helped me a 240 00:15:55.080 --> 00:15:59.480 lot to separate the inn around the world. So I 241 00:15:59.519 --> 00:16:03.799 think that another part of it is to kind of 242 00:16:04.120 --> 00:16:07.639 understand that. And the last thing that will say on 243 00:16:07.759 --> 00:16:13.919 it is maybe if you're kind of at war with 244 00:16:14.000 --> 00:16:18.320 yourself and you can't get your your feet to you know, 245 00:16:18.519 --> 00:16:21.799 take that first step into whatever venture that you want 246 00:16:21.840 --> 00:16:29.799 to go go into find you know, maybe find a 247 00:16:29.840 --> 00:16:38.519 way to motivate yourself. Picture what you want, and then 248 00:16:38.559 --> 00:16:42.480 write down the first steps on how you how you 249 00:16:42.519 --> 00:16:46.919 would achieve that, and then do little by little like 250 00:16:47.320 --> 00:16:49.240 and need to do this to get this, this to 251 00:16:49.279 --> 00:16:52.159 get this, because that's that's in story writing. The guy 252 00:16:52.200 --> 00:16:55.440 who writes South Park Lea died an amazing video on 253 00:16:55.759 --> 00:16:58.240 how to write your story, and you need that to 254 00:16:58.320 --> 00:17:01.720 get from A to B. So maybe just write down, Okay, 255 00:17:02.440 --> 00:17:05.799 this is what I want, this is how I get it, 256 00:17:05.839 --> 00:17:08.400 and then just do it, don't think about it. That's 257 00:17:08.519 --> 00:17:12.599 the your's journey. Just jump, don't think about the jump. 258 00:17:12.839 --> 00:17:13.440 Just jump. 259 00:17:14.160 --> 00:17:18.319 It would be my screw the fear as in aries. 260 00:17:18.519 --> 00:17:20.920 But I'm on the cost of for tours, and I'll just 261 00:17:21.079 --> 00:17:23.039 I'm gonna put this. I'm gonna just be honest and 262 00:17:23.039 --> 00:17:24.880 put it in my own perspective. I guess try to 263 00:17:24.920 --> 00:17:27.119 put myself in. You know, I've been in this person's situation. 264 00:17:27.200 --> 00:17:30.000 I think before if I think about it a lot 265 00:17:30.000 --> 00:17:31.839 of times. For me, if I'm getting into something that 266 00:17:31.880 --> 00:17:35.119 I'm into passionate about but yet I can't finish it. 267 00:17:36.079 --> 00:17:38.799 For me, it is normally maybe I'm doing something I'm 268 00:17:38.799 --> 00:17:41.680 passionate about, but somehow it's in a constrained to somebody 269 00:17:41.680 --> 00:17:45.960 else's uh form. It would be just using Headless as 270 00:17:46.000 --> 00:17:48.119 an example that saying he does this. Let's say I 271 00:17:48.160 --> 00:17:49.640 told Headless I want to do this topic on the 272 00:17:49.640 --> 00:17:51.200 show for myself. I was gonna do a solo, and 273 00:17:51.240 --> 00:17:53.480 then he tells me how to do it. May I'd 274 00:17:53.480 --> 00:17:55.599 be what I envisioned in my head. So now I'm 275 00:17:55.640 --> 00:17:57.440 still doing what I like. But it's not you know, 276 00:17:57.559 --> 00:17:59.400 that could be it, Uh, there could be something else 277 00:17:59.480 --> 00:18:01.920 going on life that has me very upset and makes 278 00:18:01.920 --> 00:18:04.200 me think less than of myself, and I start thinking 279 00:18:04.240 --> 00:18:05.880 less than of myself and the work that I'm doing, 280 00:18:05.880 --> 00:18:10.440 and then I'll stop. So maybe certain things like that. 281 00:18:11.519 --> 00:18:13.480 Take a look at maybe other things in your life 282 00:18:14.119 --> 00:18:16.000 that might be upsetting you and see if that's sort 283 00:18:16.000 --> 00:18:18.319 of flowing into the things that you like doing. 284 00:18:20.440 --> 00:18:25.039 Very good advice. I think a lot of us get 285 00:18:25.079 --> 00:18:29.079 into that mindset. And if I was going to make 286 00:18:29.680 --> 00:18:35.039 any sort of suggestion, maybe try either chigong or tai chi. 287 00:18:35.160 --> 00:18:38.279 It's a great way to just slow things down. Having 288 00:18:38.359 --> 00:18:42.359 the fire and water signs together. I think that's a 289 00:18:42.400 --> 00:18:49.359 good recipe for steam. So maybe think about chilling out, 290 00:18:51.680 --> 00:18:54.440 you know, I don't know. I think there's a lot 291 00:18:54.519 --> 00:18:58.000 you could do with it, you know, I mean, look 292 00:18:58.039 --> 00:19:03.079 at your planetary signs preferably, and start to redecorate in 293 00:19:03.119 --> 00:19:05.680 the way that you want to see yourself, because how 294 00:19:05.720 --> 00:19:08.920 you see your living arrangement around you is how you 295 00:19:08.960 --> 00:19:12.440 eventually reflect on yourself. So always make sure that your 296 00:19:12.559 --> 00:19:15.680 environment is in the type of configuration that would be 297 00:19:16.240 --> 00:19:21.440 most conducive to what you're trying to accomplish. That's an 298 00:19:21.880 --> 00:19:24.640 amateur functui. If you want to get it deep into it, 299 00:19:24.680 --> 00:19:26.160 there's all sorts of stuff. 300 00:19:26.400 --> 00:19:28.839 I like that. You know, sometimes there's a deep reflection 301 00:19:28.920 --> 00:19:32.279 about what actually is going on and looking at it 302 00:19:32.319 --> 00:19:36.759 from an above view, you know, right, some self reflection 303 00:19:36.839 --> 00:19:38.160 can just help you. I love that. 304 00:19:40.440 --> 00:19:43.599 I love it. So let's go to you king, let's 305 00:19:43.599 --> 00:19:45.319 hear about some of your experiences. 306 00:19:45.880 --> 00:19:53.640 Yeah, well, something that to start off with. Something that 307 00:19:53.680 --> 00:19:56.160 I don't really talk about much when it comes to 308 00:19:57.880 --> 00:20:05.200 these groups of esoteric thought and it's the cult, philosophy, spirituality, 309 00:20:05.319 --> 00:20:09.039 all this kind of friend stuff that circles I run 310 00:20:09.079 --> 00:20:16.319 around online, is that in my personal life is I 311 00:20:16.440 --> 00:20:21.839 was born with syllable polesy. And if you're unfamiliar with 312 00:20:22.039 --> 00:20:33.599 super polesy is it's essentially like a neological muscle quote disability, 313 00:20:35.480 --> 00:20:38.799 which I kind of disavow, kind of that word I 314 00:20:38.960 --> 00:20:41.759 usually refer to as a condition. The reason why I 315 00:20:41.839 --> 00:20:46.680 start off with this is I've had many spiritual and 316 00:20:46.839 --> 00:20:52.039 paranormal experiences in my life, and I feel like it's 317 00:20:52.079 --> 00:20:54.920 all negative to the fact that I have superlel polesy. 318 00:20:56.759 --> 00:21:06.160 So essentially, how civil posing in my case at least 319 00:21:06.559 --> 00:21:12.640 happened was at some point in the birthing process, I 320 00:21:13.000 --> 00:21:20.519 got more liquid, more water in my brain than the 321 00:21:20.559 --> 00:21:28.000 normal person, and so it it's on my right side. 322 00:21:28.680 --> 00:21:30.839 And so your right side of the brain controls the 323 00:21:30.920 --> 00:21:33.960 left side of your body. So my left side of 324 00:21:33.960 --> 00:21:37.759 my of my body, my muscles are always tense, and 325 00:21:37.799 --> 00:21:40.079 I have to put a lot of thought and effort 326 00:21:40.200 --> 00:21:47.839 into even moving them on their own. It's like like 327 00:21:47.920 --> 00:21:50.720 a poor connection. Like think of like during a storm 328 00:21:50.799 --> 00:21:55.400 and you're trying to talk on the phone doing a 329 00:21:55.440 --> 00:22:01.240 storm or something, and you just it is bad reception, 330 00:22:01.640 --> 00:22:03.839 but you can still kind of hear it. That's kind 331 00:22:03.880 --> 00:22:06.960 of how it is. Like I my right side has 332 00:22:07.000 --> 00:22:17.119 to really assist my left and through that I have 333 00:22:18.079 --> 00:22:26.519 from a very early age, I've had this diffinance in 334 00:22:26.640 --> 00:22:33.480 my physical body and my spirit because I have a 335 00:22:33.480 --> 00:22:37.000 lot of energy. I have a lot of things I 336 00:22:37.039 --> 00:22:43.839 want to physically do, and trying to get my body 337 00:22:43.880 --> 00:22:47.440 to do it or find ways to achieve it and 338 00:22:47.559 --> 00:22:51.519 kind of communicate and translate that into the physical it's 339 00:22:51.640 --> 00:22:59.160 always been really challenging for me. It's been an an 340 00:22:59.160 --> 00:23:05.759 extra opt in doing so. I have drawn inward from 341 00:23:05.799 --> 00:23:10.880 a very early age, and I think that drawing inward 342 00:23:10.960 --> 00:23:17.480 to myself and having the these hermit like moments in 343 00:23:17.559 --> 00:23:27.279 my life as made uh. I've been at the perfect 344 00:23:27.319 --> 00:23:39.160 catalyst to have these paranormal, uh spiritual experiences. For instance, 345 00:23:42.519 --> 00:23:45.599 when I was very very young, it was the first 346 00:23:45.599 --> 00:23:47.000 time I ever went hunting. 347 00:23:47.799 --> 00:23:47.960 UH. 348 00:23:48.440 --> 00:23:55.519 My one of my first friends from elementary school, UH, 349 00:23:55.680 --> 00:23:59.880 he was moved. He moved. I live in the kind 350 00:23:59.880 --> 00:24:03.799 of the heart of America in the in the Midwest region. 351 00:24:04.599 --> 00:24:08.279 Some of my my first friend, he moved from the 352 00:24:08.279 --> 00:24:11.920 East Coast to the Midwest beach region and his family 353 00:24:11.960 --> 00:24:14.480 bought a farm and I was staying over at his 354 00:24:14.559 --> 00:24:18.839 house and his dad and brother decided to go hunting 355 00:24:18.839 --> 00:24:21.119 in the morning. And it was the first time I 356 00:24:21.160 --> 00:24:26.000 had for hunting with anyone, and we took a It 357 00:24:26.039 --> 00:24:29.440 was me and my friend. This was like second or 358 00:24:29.960 --> 00:24:36.000 maybe third grade, and we had just had a BB 359 00:24:36.160 --> 00:24:41.559 gun and we was hunting small game like squirrels, rabbits, 360 00:24:41.599 --> 00:24:46.119 things like that. His dad and older brother was hunting 361 00:24:46.480 --> 00:24:53.359 bigger game and they had woods still on their farm 362 00:24:53.440 --> 00:24:58.440 property and we was just hunting on their property. And 363 00:24:59.279 --> 00:25:01.720 the reason I bring where they're from is these are 364 00:25:01.960 --> 00:25:05.720 people from the East Coast who you know, maybe wasn't 365 00:25:05.759 --> 00:25:10.640 familiar with the area or whatnot. They're kind of more 366 00:25:10.799 --> 00:25:14.000 city and they're getting used to country life, because you know, 367 00:25:14.559 --> 00:25:21.720 I wanted more of a simple, laid back life. And uh, 368 00:25:21.839 --> 00:25:25.200 when we get into the woods, my friend and I 369 00:25:25.319 --> 00:25:29.359 went one way and his dad and brother went the 370 00:25:29.400 --> 00:25:33.960 other way, and my friend had to be begun and 371 00:25:34.039 --> 00:25:37.880 I was following, uh, shortly behind him. And we had 372 00:25:38.279 --> 00:25:41.200 seen something moving and I think it was a rabbit. 373 00:25:43.119 --> 00:25:50.839 And we followed for a little while, and then at 374 00:25:50.839 --> 00:25:54.039 one point he's a bit ahead of me and he 375 00:25:54.200 --> 00:25:57.640 calls me over. He goes king, you need, you need, 376 00:25:57.920 --> 00:26:02.640 you need to come in and see this, and and 377 00:26:02.680 --> 00:26:05.480 I could tell in his voice like something was odd. 378 00:26:06.240 --> 00:26:10.079 And so I go over there expecting, you know, maybe 379 00:26:10.400 --> 00:26:15.480 the rabbit is doing something weird or something. But no 380 00:26:16.039 --> 00:26:21.440 way you see is there's these grouping of trees. In 381 00:26:21.480 --> 00:26:26.759 the shadow of one of the trees, there is a 382 00:26:26.960 --> 00:26:33.559 stereotypical Native American spirit, like full on Indian garbs and 383 00:26:33.559 --> 00:26:38.640 anything like what you would picture as in like Pocahontas 384 00:26:38.759 --> 00:26:41.960 or something night and he had some kind of spear 385 00:26:43.079 --> 00:26:45.799 stuck through him and it stuck through the tree and his. 386 00:26:45.799 --> 00:26:47.839 Eyes are glowing oh man. 387 00:26:48.880 --> 00:26:51.119 And it's kind of like if you ever seen the 388 00:26:51.359 --> 00:26:57.000 anime in Yasha how in Yasha is has the a 389 00:26:57.119 --> 00:26:59.559 arrows and he stuck to the tree. It was like 390 00:26:59.599 --> 00:27:06.799 that but a Native American spirit. And it freaked us 391 00:27:06.839 --> 00:27:11.200 out and we that's the fastest I've ever ran. And 392 00:27:11.400 --> 00:27:15.799 he ran all the way through the forest through his 393 00:27:16.440 --> 00:27:22.519 barn back into his uh, back his back door, which 394 00:27:23.039 --> 00:27:25.920 like withnaked, to his kitchen and where his mom was 395 00:27:26.000 --> 00:27:29.920 taking breakfast for all of us. Returned and we're like, 396 00:27:30.799 --> 00:27:33.519 we just saw this ghost. It's crazy. We were like 397 00:27:33.599 --> 00:27:39.599 freaking out, and his mom had to call his dad. 398 00:27:40.000 --> 00:27:45.599 His dad came back, and it was it was a 399 00:27:45.640 --> 00:27:49.599 pretty intense moment. And I still remember with that. I mean, 400 00:27:49.640 --> 00:27:54.200 it's it's such a vivid memory. And kind of end 401 00:27:54.279 --> 00:28:01.799