WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.879 --> 00:00:04.719 I want to welcome you to another sultry episode of 2 00:00:04.799 --> 00:00:08.160 Dear Nicky after Dark, wherever we dive deep into raw, 3 00:00:08.359 --> 00:00:12.720 unfiltered desires of our listeners. I'm your host, Nikki. I'm 4 00:00:12.800 --> 00:00:15.400 ready to share some steeping confessions that will have you 5 00:00:15.560 --> 00:00:20.879 rethinking worship, praise, and everything in between. Tonight's theme body 6 00:00:20.879 --> 00:00:25.719 worship and praise. Those moments when touch turns into devotion 7 00:00:26.280 --> 00:00:31.800 and words become the ultimate aphrodisiac. Buckle up, because we've 8 00:00:31.800 --> 00:00:36.039 got stories that range from sleepy surrenders to full on 9 00:00:36.359 --> 00:00:41.359 adoration sessions. In this episode, imagine waking up in the 10 00:00:41.359 --> 00:00:44.840 dead of a knight to a worshiped plea, only to 11 00:00:45.000 --> 00:00:50.119 surrender your body completely used desire and left craving more 12 00:00:50.560 --> 00:00:54.439 years later. A fantasy of being an altar for a 13 00:00:54.640 --> 00:01:00.000 starving man, his hands and mouthed reverent in his gratitude, 14 00:01:00.039 --> 00:01:05.840 filling over in every slow, savoring touch, and from the 15 00:01:05.879 --> 00:01:09.439 bath house to the bedroom, a hot life checks off 16 00:01:09.439 --> 00:01:14.040 her bucket list with crowd of admirers, but it's only 17 00:01:14.200 --> 00:01:19.480 one man's trembling worship that makes it sacred. That and 18 00:01:19.680 --> 00:01:24.879 so so much more. Tonight questions comes from a proud 19 00:01:24.920 --> 00:01:29.159 boyfriend exploring a praise dom and orgasm denial for the 20 00:01:29.200 --> 00:01:32.719 first time, Nikki, I'd love to hear your thoughts or 21 00:01:32.920 --> 00:01:37.079 an early experiences of you or your listeners had with 22 00:01:37.439 --> 00:01:41.319 orgasm denial. How did it feel for the first few times? 23 00:01:41.640 --> 00:01:45.000 Any favorite ways to build the teas in denial without 24 00:01:45.200 --> 00:01:49.079 feeling too arsh? Pitfalls to watch out for when you're 25 00:01:49.359 --> 00:01:54.439 just starting ideas taking it further, maybe longer, longer holds, 26 00:01:54.799 --> 00:01:59.159 public teasing, and maybe some reward systems. Do you guys 27 00:02:00.079 --> 00:02:04.920 practice in teas and denial those of you've listened for 28 00:02:04.920 --> 00:02:07.879 a really long time? No, I am a complete bitch. 29 00:02:07.920 --> 00:02:10.400 When I get worked up, I am. I'm a I 30 00:02:10.439 --> 00:02:18.400 would say bratty. I have one hundred braddy abe. Do 31 00:02:18.479 --> 00:02:21.280 you do you okay? And would you rather be on 32 00:02:21.319 --> 00:02:25.960 the giving teas and denial side or the receiving I'm 33 00:02:26.000 --> 00:02:31.520 great at giving. Oh, I love to give. That was 34 00:02:31.560 --> 00:02:34.199 my favorite thing working on the lines. When someone wanted 35 00:02:34.240 --> 00:02:37.439 to be edged in das, those were my favorite calls. 36 00:02:39.159 --> 00:02:42.680 You know, there's there's a guy that says he can 37 00:02:42.800 --> 00:02:48.599 edge for twelve hours, and I'm like, what max a week? 38 00:02:49.400 --> 00:02:53.680 The darcy says his I think after a few days 39 00:02:53.719 --> 00:02:56.560 he does wet dreams, so he has to. I think 40 00:02:56.560 --> 00:02:59.520 he does like every other day and drinks off the 41 00:02:59.560 --> 00:03:03.439 brit He beats you in your record deal. We'll have 42 00:03:03.479 --> 00:03:08.800 to ask him about it. Like me, my molars get 43 00:03:09.439 --> 00:03:11.800 a lot of pressure in them. Not only do I 44 00:03:11.800 --> 00:03:15.919 get cranky, my molars in the back get real big pressure. 45 00:03:16.520 --> 00:03:19.520 Like I'm not a toothache, just pressure, like you know 46 00:03:19.560 --> 00:03:21.439 how like you're coming down from a plane, you get 47 00:03:21.439 --> 00:03:24.439 the pressure in your jaw. It's like that twenty one 48 00:03:24.560 --> 00:03:31.280 days as of today. Oh, I'm smiling. I love to 49 00:03:31.319 --> 00:03:34.639 play with the caged ones. I'm just gonna put that 50 00:03:34.680 --> 00:03:37.879 out there right now. There is this toy and I 51 00:03:37.919 --> 00:03:40.000 cannot think of the name of it. If I think 52 00:03:40.000 --> 00:03:42.759 of it, I'll put it in the chat. But I've 53 00:03:43.199 --> 00:03:44.919 played with the guy that would wrap it around him 54 00:03:44.919 --> 00:03:46.719 and it looks like a big sperm to me. But 55 00:03:46.759 --> 00:03:50.000 it's pink, it's hot pink, and I think it's a lush. 56 00:03:50.240 --> 00:03:52.599 I have a lush to lush too. But he would 57 00:03:52.639 --> 00:03:55.360 wrap it around with a medical tape, so you know. 58 00:03:55.520 --> 00:03:58.080 But he was waxed down there or shaved so it 59 00:03:58.120 --> 00:04:01.000 didn't get caught in any hair, and he would put 60 00:04:01.120 --> 00:04:04.319 the the head of the sperm. It kind of got 61 00:04:04.319 --> 00:04:06.599 a little point, put it right at the base of 62 00:04:06.599 --> 00:04:09.159 his cock, and he would let me tease him. He 63 00:04:09.240 --> 00:04:13.520 give me full remote control. I'm went just thinking of it. 64 00:04:13.599 --> 00:04:17.160 I miss him. So I think we've answered these What 65 00:04:17.199 --> 00:04:21.160 I'm gonna ask anyway, what was your most memorable early 66 00:04:21.319 --> 00:04:25.199 experience with orgasm denial? How did it mix with the 67 00:04:25.199 --> 00:04:31.680 frustration anticipation? Change your dynamic A wand? I find the 68 00:04:31.720 --> 00:04:36.399 wands are too strong. I have both the magic wand 69 00:04:36.639 --> 00:04:41.600 and a Doxy. The doxy was a gift when I 70 00:04:41.639 --> 00:04:43.639 was over in the UK from a listener and it 71 00:04:43.680 --> 00:04:46.000 has a UK plug, so I only get to play 72 00:04:46.000 --> 00:04:48.079 with it when I go to the UK. But it's 73 00:04:48.120 --> 00:04:53.120 amazing and the other is okay, but I prefer my doxy. 74 00:04:54.519 --> 00:04:57.160 Do you have a doxy? I don't know if she'd 75 00:04:57.160 --> 00:05:00.279 be able to tease you in your cage. It's I 76 00:05:00.360 --> 00:05:03.959 find it more stronger than a magic wand. And what's 77 00:05:04.079 --> 00:05:08.399 one creative way you've built teas without crossing into harsh territory? 78 00:05:08.920 --> 00:05:13.240 And how did it heighten the praise element? Got it? 79 00:05:14.720 --> 00:05:20.639 So when she teases you with denial with your remote 80 00:05:20.759 --> 00:05:24.360 or vibe, I guess we're saying here, does she praise 81 00:05:24.439 --> 00:05:28.319 you as well? Do you like being humiliated and degradated 82 00:05:28.360 --> 00:05:31.199 and stuff like that, or is it just teased in denial? 83 00:05:33.600 --> 00:05:37.480 You enjoy the healmation aspect. We have several large toys 84 00:05:37.480 --> 00:05:40.240 that have we have to use on her. Well she vibes. 85 00:05:41.360 --> 00:05:44.079 There is a toy out there and if I find it, 86 00:05:44.120 --> 00:05:49.639 I'll send it to you that it kind of goes 87 00:05:49.680 --> 00:05:52.240 around your cage, depending on what kind of cage you have, 88 00:05:53.199 --> 00:05:57.079 and it's a grinder for her, but it also vibes 89 00:05:57.120 --> 00:05:59.600 and it vibes both of you, so it can vibe 90 00:05:59.600 --> 00:06:03.120 your cop because she's grinding her fucking I'll have to 91 00:06:03.160 --> 00:06:05.519 find it and send it to you. And no, they're 92 00:06:05.560 --> 00:06:09.240 not They're not a sponsor or anything like that. I 93 00:06:09.360 --> 00:06:13.000 just kind of stumbled across it. Yeah, I'll send it 94 00:06:13.000 --> 00:06:17.800 to you before we dive into the stories tonight. Here's 95 00:06:17.800 --> 00:06:22.120 a riddle to keep your mind occupied. I'll reveal the 96 00:06:22.240 --> 00:06:26.079 answer as always at the end. You stick your pull 97 00:06:26.120 --> 00:06:31.800 inside me, then furiously work me back and forth until 98 00:06:31.839 --> 00:06:36.480 something white shoots out. What am I abe? Is a 99 00:06:36.519 --> 00:06:38.920 genius at these By the way, watch him, he'll guess 100 00:06:38.920 --> 00:06:41.560 in two seconds. I'm kidding. I think he hates me 101 00:06:41.600 --> 00:06:47.600 when I do these up times up, abe, you know 102 00:06:47.639 --> 00:06:52.040 what time it is, guys, It is time to sit back, relax, 103 00:06:53.120 --> 00:06:56.519 Let's have a whiskey with some filthy cherries. Of course, 104 00:06:58.360 --> 00:07:01.720 you guys make me forget floor of these erotic fantasies 105 00:07:02.319 --> 00:07:04.040 with people just like you and me. You know, there's 106 00:07:04.079 --> 00:07:07.199 sometimes I do go completely blank on that and I 107 00:07:07.279 --> 00:07:08.680 have to go back where I wrote it in like 108 00:07:08.720 --> 00:07:11.560 the very very very very first episode in season one. 109 00:07:12.439 --> 00:07:15.759 It's like I forget there's some things that are the 110 00:07:15.800 --> 00:07:20.240 same throughout everything, and I completely just go blank. So 111 00:07:21.160 --> 00:07:24.560 forgive me on that one. I read, abes, I'm horrible 112 00:07:24.600 --> 00:07:26.959 at these you know what try This is why I 113 00:07:26.959 --> 00:07:30.399 should not read chat while I'm trying to read. So 114 00:07:31.120 --> 00:07:32.319 I know you haven't been here and this is your 115 00:07:32.360 --> 00:07:36.839 first time, so you're more than welcome to interact talk 116 00:07:36.920 --> 00:07:42.040 about the confession while I'm reading. I block the chat 117 00:07:42.040 --> 00:07:44.480 because as you can see why, I go completely blank. 118 00:07:45.360 --> 00:07:49.639 And how fun you two, Dear Nikki. I still get 119 00:07:49.720 --> 00:07:53.800 wet just thinking about it, even years later. Back then, 120 00:07:54.160 --> 00:07:57.079 I was out drinking with friends and by the end 121 00:07:57.120 --> 00:07:59.839 of the night I ended up crashing at one of 122 00:07:59.839 --> 00:08:03.680 the guy's places. We were sharing a bed, nothing planned, 123 00:08:03.920 --> 00:08:08.920 just two people too tired and buzzed to care about boundaries. 124 00:08:09.600 --> 00:08:12.279 I fell asleep on my side, facing away from him. 125 00:08:12.920 --> 00:08:14.759 In the middle of the night. I woke up to 126 00:08:14.839 --> 00:08:19.720 his breath hot against my hair. I'm so fucking horny, 127 00:08:20.759 --> 00:08:25.199 he whispered, I want you. My heart slammed in my chest, 128 00:08:25.279 --> 00:08:29.079 but instead of pulling away, I murmured back, half asleep, 129 00:08:29.279 --> 00:08:34.440 half days, do whatever you want, Annie did. His hand 130 00:08:34.519 --> 00:08:37.639 slid under my shirt and found my tits immediately. He 131 00:08:37.679 --> 00:08:40.559 squeezed them hard, twisted my nipples until they ached in 132 00:08:40.600 --> 00:08:44.440 the best way, pinching just enough to make me bite 133 00:08:44.440 --> 00:08:47.840 my lip to stay quiet. I could feel how rock 134 00:08:47.960 --> 00:08:51.440 hard he was pressing right against my ass through our clothes, 135 00:08:51.879 --> 00:08:55.240 grinding slow and deliberate, like he was trying to memorize 136 00:08:55.440 --> 00:08:58.879 my shape of me. My pussy throbbed, even though he 137 00:08:58.919 --> 00:09:02.559 hadn't touched me there yet. He grabbed my hand and 138 00:09:02.600 --> 00:09:07.279 wrapped my fingers around his cock, thick, pulsing, already leaking. 139 00:09:07.960 --> 00:09:10.440 He used my hand like a toy, stroking himself with 140 00:09:10.519 --> 00:09:13.840 it while he kept playing with my breast, tugging and 141 00:09:13.919 --> 00:09:17.799 rolling my nipples. Until I was squirming against him without 142 00:09:17.840 --> 00:09:21.759 meaning to. Then he shifted. He climbed over me, penning 143 00:09:21.799 --> 00:09:24.879 me face down on to the mattress, and started dry 144 00:09:24.960 --> 00:09:28.799 humping my ass through the thin pajama pants. The fiction 145 00:09:29.039 --> 00:09:32.360 was filthy, his dick sliding up and down my crack, 146 00:09:33.159 --> 00:09:36.919 the fabric bunching and catching his weight, pressing me deeper 147 00:09:36.960 --> 00:09:42.000 into the bed. I felt so used, so objectified, in 148 00:09:42.000 --> 00:09:45.399 the dark, and God I left every second of it. 149 00:09:46.200 --> 00:09:49.120 My clip was swollen and aching from the pressure alone. 150 00:09:49.559 --> 00:09:52.879 But he never went under my clothes. He just rattled 151 00:09:52.879 --> 00:09:56.639 against me like an animal until he came hard, groaning 152 00:09:56.679 --> 00:09:59.639 low in my ear and soaking the back of my pants. 153 00:10:00.440 --> 00:10:03.159 He rolled off. We both pretended to fall back to sleep, 154 00:10:03.600 --> 00:10:07.440 and we never spoke about it again, not once. But 155 00:10:07.480 --> 00:10:11.039 I think about it constantly when I'm alone, fingers between 156 00:10:11.039 --> 00:10:14.080 my legs. I replay the way he took what he 157 00:10:14.159 --> 00:10:16.960 wanted while I was half dreaming, The way he used 158 00:10:16.960 --> 00:10:20.840 my body without asking for permission after the first whispered yes. 159 00:10:21.519 --> 00:10:25.440 The dirtiness of it, the secrecy, the fact that I 160 00:10:25.639 --> 00:10:29.120 was basically just a warm hole for him to grind on. 161 00:10:29.919 --> 00:10:33.000 It still makes me come harder than almost anything else. 162 00:10:33.840 --> 00:10:36.799 I like being touched while I sleep. I like feeling 163 00:10:36.799 --> 00:10:39.879 helpless and desired at the same time. I crave for 164 00:10:39.960 --> 00:10:43.240 that feeling again so badly. Do you think there's something 165 00:10:43.279 --> 00:10:45.720 wrong with me for still getting off to it years later? 166 00:10:46.519 --> 00:10:51.080 Thanks for listening, Nikki, your secret admire There's something very 167 00:10:51.120 --> 00:10:56.679 hot about the surrender without full consent, if you're with 168 00:10:56.799 --> 00:11:02.360 somebody you actually trust and and giving that yes, you know, 169 00:11:02.519 --> 00:11:06.879 half a sleep and they take advantage of it. I 170 00:11:06.960 --> 00:11:10.519 have a question for him, though, or her, what's it 171 00:11:10.559 --> 00:11:14.960 about that feeling of being used in secrecy that still 172 00:11:15.080 --> 00:11:19.840 hits so hard for you years later? I think I 173 00:11:19.879 --> 00:11:23.799 can answer that for it's just the raw need of 174 00:11:23.879 --> 00:11:28.120 it from somebody, the raw need that you're right there 175 00:11:28.159 --> 00:11:33.240 and they're going to use you for whatever sexual gratification, 176 00:11:33.399 --> 00:11:36.679 and sometimes that can be hot. Well, actually, I think 177 00:11:36.720 --> 00:11:41.120 always as long as there's consent involved. And for you listening, 178 00:11:41.679 --> 00:11:45.360 have you ever replayed a half sleep encounter like this 179 00:11:45.519 --> 00:11:51.360 in your fantasies? And what makes it so intoxicated? All? 180 00:11:51.600 --> 00:11:55.240 Thank you? Caged. Yeah, if I've told a lot of 181 00:11:55.240 --> 00:11:57.159 people this, if you meet me in person, this is 182 00:11:57.279 --> 00:11:59.919 exactly what you're going to get. I'm I don't know 183 00:12:00.159 --> 00:12:02.759 how to fake it. I mean, not even an orgasm. 184 00:12:02.879 --> 00:12:05.080 I don't even know how to fake well. I do 185 00:12:05.279 --> 00:12:08.519 for bone sex, that is, but not like in real life. 186 00:12:08.759 --> 00:12:12.679 So have we ever had someone take advantage? I don't 187 00:12:12.679 --> 00:12:16.559 even want to say that because consent was given. So 188 00:12:17.759 --> 00:12:23.159 what do you guys think? Oh see, I like both. 189 00:12:23.559 --> 00:12:27.159 I prefer the one waking the person up. There's just 190 00:12:27.200 --> 00:12:31.360 something happened of I don't know. I mean it's happened, 191 00:12:31.399 --> 00:12:33.240 trust me. Like at two thirty in the morning, they 192 00:12:33.320 --> 00:12:36.720 rolled over and just went to town which I was 193 00:12:36.799 --> 00:12:41.200 half asleep, and came very hard and was properly fucked. 194 00:12:42.120 --> 00:12:46.759 And I've done the reversal where they're asleep and look 195 00:12:46.840 --> 00:12:49.440 them up with my mouth and may or may not 196 00:12:49.519 --> 00:12:55.279 have just wrote them into wakeness. So that's my story 197 00:12:55.279 --> 00:12:59.159 and I'm sticking with it. Ay, what about you, Dear Nikki, 198 00:12:59.679 --> 00:13:02.000 I've been I'm single for longer than I care to admit, 199 00:13:02.480 --> 00:13:05.360 and honestlying, the hook ups and dating apps just leave 200 00:13:05.440 --> 00:13:09.039 me feeling him, Dear. What I really egg for isn't 201 00:13:09.120 --> 00:13:12.399 just sex. It's to be worshiped. To find a man 202 00:13:12.519 --> 00:13:15.600 who hasn't touched a woman in months, maybe even years 203 00:13:15.679 --> 00:13:19.399 or more, some pinned up, starving who looks at my 204 00:13:19.480 --> 00:13:23.600 body like it's the first real thing he's seen in forever. 205 00:13:24.440 --> 00:13:27.279 I fantasize about him walking through my door after too 206 00:13:27.360 --> 00:13:31.559 long alone, eyes wide, hands trembling a little because he 207 00:13:31.639 --> 00:13:35.559 can't believe this is happening. He doesn't rush, He savors. 208 00:13:36.320 --> 00:13:38.879 He drops to his knees like it's a holy ground, 209 00:13:39.320 --> 00:13:42.399 presses the face against my stomach, and hails me like 210 00:13:42.440 --> 00:13:46.879 the oxygen he's been denied. His mouth traces every curve, 211 00:13:46.960 --> 00:13:51.240 slowly kissing the soft skin under my breast, licking the 212 00:13:51.279 --> 00:13:54.679 dip of my waist, nuzzling my thighs until I'm shaking. 213 00:13:55.399 --> 00:13:59.279 He's been hours there, tongue slow and reverent, fingers parting 214 00:13:59.320 --> 00:14:03.320 me like I'm a delicate and priceless whispering how beautiful 215 00:14:03.320 --> 00:14:06.279 I am, how perfect, How he's dreamed of a woman 216 00:14:06.320 --> 00:14:11.080 who lets him lose control like this, No performance, no ego, 217 00:14:11.679 --> 00:14:16.440 just pure desperate devotion. He'd make me come again and again, 218 00:14:17.120 --> 00:14:20.759 not stopping until I'm boneless, until he's trembling from holding 219 00:14:20.840 --> 00:14:24.440 back his own release, just so he can keep tasting me. 220 00:14:25.320 --> 00:14:30.000 Then when he finally slides inside, it's with his broken groan, 221 00:14:30.600 --> 00:14:34.919 like he's coming home after years away, deep slow thrust 222 00:14:34.960 --> 00:14:38.600 at first, eyes locked on mine, telling me how good 223 00:14:38.639 --> 00:14:42.720 I feel, how wet, how tight, how he's never felt 224 00:14:42.759 --> 00:14:46.039 anything like this. He'd bury his face in my neck, 225 00:14:46.480 --> 00:14:50.120 murmuring thanks between kisses, hips rolling, like he's trying to 226 00:14:50.159 --> 00:14:54.120 memorize every inch. I want to be his alter, his 227 00:14:54.200 --> 00:14:58.720 obsession for one night, his everything after so much nothing. 228 00:14:59.559 --> 00:15:01.720 Is it so selfish to crave that kind of hunger 229 00:15:01.799 --> 00:15:04.759 directed at me, To want a man so deprived that 230 00:15:04.840 --> 00:15:08.960 my body becomes his salvation. I don't know, but it's 231 00:15:09.000 --> 00:15:12.399 the fantasy that keeps me up at night, fingers between 232 00:15:12.399 --> 00:15:17.240 my legs, imagining grateful mouth and reverent hands. Thank you 233 00:15:17.279 --> 00:15:19.200 for creating a space where I can admit this, that 234 00:15:19.320 --> 00:15:24.080 loud nikki. Hearing other people's desires raw makes me feel 235 00:15:24.200 --> 00:15:28.480 less alone than mine. You're anonymous listener. We get a 236 00:15:28.480 --> 00:15:37.320 lot of anonymous listeners. Was saying, there's something about so 237 00:15:37.399 --> 00:15:39.720 you guys are getting a secret here. So there's something 238 00:15:39.759 --> 00:15:42.879 about a guy that hasn't been with a woman and 239 00:15:43.080 --> 00:15:49.279 quite sometime because of divorce or passing or whatever, and 240 00:15:50.279 --> 00:15:54.440 sometimes they can forget. And it's very nice when somebody 241 00:15:54.519 --> 00:15:57.559 can teach them how to remember and where to touch, 242 00:15:58.480 --> 00:16:01.519 and they know. I never forget how to kiss. Ever, 243 00:16:02.240 --> 00:16:04.440 if a man's really been kissed or a woman, you 244 00:16:04.519 --> 00:16:07.240 never forget how to kiss. And I always say the 245 00:16:07.279 --> 00:16:11.399 better they kiss, the better they fuck. They can't. They can't. 246 00:16:12.080 --> 00:16:15.879 What's the word conquer kissing? How are they conquering it? 247 00:16:15.919 --> 00:16:18.759 And bad? Just saying you unless you just want, you know, 248 00:16:18.840 --> 00:16:20.360 in and out, in and out, in and out banging 249 00:16:20.480 --> 00:16:23.360 you know that. I guess they can conquer that. Is 250 00:16:23.399 --> 00:16:26.919 there a specific moment in this fantasy where the worship 251 00:16:26.960 --> 00:16:30.039 feels like the most powerful? For you, my anonymous listener, 252 00:16:31.399 --> 00:16:35.000 it is very boring in and out and for you 253 00:16:35.039 --> 00:16:39.080 who are listening. What's your take? Is craving that level 254 00:16:39.080 --> 00:16:42.360 of hunger selfish? Or is it just human want to 255 00:16:42.399 --> 00:16:47.960 be someone's obsession? I think even in a relationship that 256 00:16:48.320 --> 00:16:51.399 is having sex natural. I think this part of us. 257 00:16:51.480 --> 00:16:54.279 Do want to be an obsession for a day. There's 258 00:16:54.279 --> 00:16:57.639 nothing wrong with that, or you be day, be your 259 00:16:58.519 --> 00:17:04.119 vice versa. I'm not gonna you know, my brain, it's Saturday. 260 00:17:05.799 --> 00:17:12.079 There's yeah, I'll never I'll never understand a guy this 261 00:17:12.160 --> 00:17:15.480 as I fuck could and that's all they do, and 262 00:17:15.519 --> 00:17:19.079 I usually don't end up with those anyway, because just 263 00:17:19.119 --> 00:17:20.880 because you have a big dick doesn't mean you know 264 00:17:20.920 --> 00:17:27.440 how to use it properly. So there's that, dear niggy. 265 00:17:27.799 --> 00:17:32.079 Monday was insane in the best possible way. I crossed 266 00:17:32.160 --> 00:17:36.319 not one, but two terms items off my sex bucket list. 267 00:17:36.720 --> 00:17:41.039 I'm still grinning like an absolute idiot. It was ninety 268 00:17:41.119 --> 00:17:44.400 nine percent perfection, and that one percent just me needing 269 00:17:44.440 --> 00:17:47.519 a breather because my body was wrecked in the most 270 00:17:47.559 --> 00:17:51.079 delicious way. Since my first gang bang with the Mister, 271 00:17:51.759 --> 00:17:55.359 We've hit the bathhouse a few more times, another small 272 00:17:55.359 --> 00:17:58.920 group thing him hooded and caged on a leash as 273 00:17:58.960 --> 00:18:02.680 everyone's eye can all sorts of fun, but the crowds 274 00:18:02.720 --> 00:18:08.119 were usually small, variety limited. So Friday I got proactive. 275 00:18:08.279 --> 00:18:11.599 I posted online exactly when I'd be there and I'd 276 00:18:11.599 --> 00:18:15.880 be playing in the public areas. Strategy paid off big time. 277 00:18:16.640 --> 00:18:18.960 I showed up in the morning, barely settled into the 278 00:18:19.000 --> 00:18:23.880 hot tub before it hit max capacity six guys easily. 279 00:18:24.599 --> 00:18:29.079 After some flirty small talk, I headed upstairs, got dressed, 280 00:18:29.440 --> 00:18:32.920 thigh eyes the works, snapped a couple teasing shots from 281 00:18:33.000 --> 00:18:37.440 mister and stepped out. I haven't even rounded the corner 282 00:18:37.480 --> 00:18:40.640 when I ran in straight into a a guy that 283 00:18:40.720 --> 00:18:44.359 I played with before, built like a tank, cocky as hell, 284 00:18:44.599 --> 00:18:48.519 but playful. Last time we went for hours. He teased 285 00:18:48.559 --> 00:18:52.880 and manhandled every inch came once, pinned me down, giggling 286 00:18:52.920 --> 00:18:55.680 when I tried to get up, got hard again, and 287 00:18:55.839 --> 00:18:59.839 kept going for a solid three hour marathon. In ten 288 00:19:00.240 --> 00:19:04.799 doesn't cover it. So now arms around his neck, hands 289 00:19:04.799 --> 00:19:08.000 in his hair, a deep hollow kiss, his hands on 290 00:19:08.039 --> 00:19:11.240 my hips, pulling me close. We teased in a little 291 00:19:11.279 --> 00:19:14.559 corners until we noticed the circle of guys around us, 292 00:19:15.119 --> 00:19:19.200 towels tinted, stroking themselves. I asked if he wanted to play, 293 00:19:19.839 --> 00:19:23.000 that's why I came. He said, My room's right next 294 00:19:23.000 --> 00:19:26.119 to my favorite open play space, a big double bed 295 00:19:26.240 --> 00:19:29.559 cross swing bench with stocks. Some day I'll branch out 296 00:19:29.599 --> 00:19:34.440 beyond the bed. A played with my ass the whole 297 00:19:34.480 --> 00:19:37.359 week walk over, and when I leaned to lay on 298 00:19:37.519 --> 00:19:40.400 the towel down, he yanked my hips back, ripped the 299 00:19:40.440 --> 00:19:44.359 towel away, hard cock pressing up against me, arm around 300 00:19:44.359 --> 00:19:47.839 my chest, fingers sliding inside while he nibbled my neck 301 00:19:47.920 --> 00:19:52.880 and ears. Boom. I came standing up cond on. He 302 00:19:52.960 --> 00:19:56.440 flucked me from behind. Two other guys joined in, groping, kissing, 303 00:19:56.960 --> 00:20:00.759 sucking everywhere while I stroke them. Ay hit might, bit 304 00:20:00.799 --> 00:20:03.839 my ears, fingers around my neck, pulled out, spun me 305 00:20:03.920 --> 00:20:06.640 to suck him. Guys on my right asked to come 306 00:20:06.720 --> 00:20:10.599 on me topped down, tits out, He painted them a 307 00:20:10.799 --> 00:20:13.720 guided my head back, pushed me onto the bed. Fingered. 308 00:20:13.799 --> 00:20:18.160 One met an orgasm, then shut in, held still for 309 00:20:18.480 --> 00:20:21.720 I clenched and pulsed around him. He slipped out and 310 00:20:21.799 --> 00:20:24.960 let others take turns. One came inside in a condom, 311 00:20:25.279 --> 00:20:28.240 another pulled off to cover me. By then I was 312 00:20:28.240 --> 00:20:31.200 giggly playing with my clip while a few stroke me. 313 00:20:31.680 --> 00:20:34.039 Three more loads, and I called for a quick break. 314 00:20:34.640 --> 00:20:37.400 They were sweet about it and backed off. A few 315 00:20:37.440 --> 00:20:39.920 minutes later Ay returned and had to leave for work. 316 00:20:40.440 --> 00:20:42.440 I grabbed his hand and guided it to my jaw, 317 00:20:42.599 --> 00:20:46.880 to my soaked pussy, begging him to take me, take 318 00:20:46.960 --> 00:20:51.039 me one more time. He did, thoroughly, pulled out to 319 00:20:51.039 --> 00:20:55.039 come on my thighs, kissed his little girl goodbye. I 320 00:20:55.079 --> 00:20:58.480 smacked a sigh with a towel. Who are you calling? Little? 321 00:20:59.000 --> 00:21:02.359 He cut my face, kiss my forehead, my favorite girl, 322 00:21:03.079 --> 00:21:06.799 half phone, I know I will. Two guys still hovering. 323 00:21:06.920 --> 00:21:11.359 I turned to one who'd been contemplating me all morning long, 324 00:21:12.240 --> 00:21:17.720 thick hair, beard and older body shaking as he ran 325 00:21:17.799 --> 00:21:20.200 hands up and down my thighs. I had to take 326 00:21:20.240 --> 00:21:23.039 his hand and place it on my clip. You're a loud, 327 00:21:23.680 --> 00:21:27.279 he thanked me for existing voice trembling, sweetest tone ever. 328 00:21:27.920 --> 00:21:30.599 I pulled his clock between my tits. He got anxious 329 00:21:30.960 --> 00:21:34.079 he'd come too fast, asked if I'd fuck someone else 330 00:21:34.119 --> 00:21:37.920 so he could last two Some months later, he was back, 331 00:21:38.519 --> 00:21:44.440 kissing my leg, hands everywhere, slid and gasping, even apologized adorable. 332 00:21:45.119 --> 00:21:48.960 I reassured him that not everyone gets Yes. Ladies, if 333 00:21:49.000 --> 00:21:52.200 you haven't let a man worship you do it. He 334 00:21:52.279 --> 00:21:56.720 kissed every inch, spent way more time licking, rubbing, adoring 335 00:21:56.759 --> 00:22:00.400 than thrusting, and was happier for it when it came. 336 00:22:00.960 --> 00:22:04.480 It felt sacred. After I took a break, we went 337 00:22:04.519 --> 00:22:07.559 back to my room deep to debrief with mister. It 338 00:22:07.559 --> 00:22:11.799 was only ten am. Fuck bucket list gang bang in 339 00:22:11.960 --> 00:22:14.920 open play area with a crowd feeding off the energy 340 00:22:15.400 --> 00:22:19.000 and being truly worshiped by a starving, grateful guy who 341 00:22:19.039 --> 00:22:21.960 treated my body like a gift, both checked off in 342 00:22:22.079 --> 00:22:26.880 one epic morning. I feel alive, empowered and sore and 343 00:22:27.039 --> 00:22:30.440 all excuse me all the right places. Thank you for 344 00:22:30.480 --> 00:22:33.119 the space to share this without shame. Nikki, your show 345 00:22:33.160 --> 00:22:36.640 makes me feel like these wild, joyful adventures are normal 346 00:22:37.039 --> 00:22:44.240 and worth celebrating. From a very satisfied housewife. Okay, housewife, 347 00:22:44.759 --> 00:22:47.960 how did blending the gang bang thrill with a genuine 348 00:22:48.000 --> 00:22:51.839 worship change the experience for you? I know all the 349 00:22:51.880 --> 00:22:57.519 gang bangs that we've gotten aren't very gentlemanly. I mean, 350 00:22:57.839 --> 00:23:00.640 they're just they're fucking right. It's just that's what it is, 351 00:23:00.680 --> 00:23:04.079 just straight out Ralph funking. And those that are listening 352 00:23:04.079 --> 00:23:08.160 and in the chats, have you ever felt scared, sacred, sorry, 353 00:23:08.240 --> 00:23:13.279 in a group setting without shifting it from fun to profound? 354 00:23:14.640 --> 00:23:17.920 I don't either, Cage, I really doubt I can go 355 00:23:17.960 --> 00:23:22.200 off kind of what I think that I've never been 356 00:23:22.279 --> 00:23:24.759 had a gang bang or org or anything like that. 357 00:23:25.400 --> 00:23:28.559 It's hot to think about masturbate too, But far as 358 00:23:28.559 --> 00:23:30.839 I've ever gotten is watching porn. And I can tell 359 00:23:30.880 --> 00:23:33.960 you I don't think I've ever seen, not that it 360 00:23:34.000 --> 00:23:36.440 hasn't happened. I maybe don't look in that deep but 361 00:23:36.960 --> 00:23:42.519 a profound and body worshiping gang bang just saying it 362 00:23:42.640 --> 00:23:46.559 is very hot. Yeah, Abe, what about you? I don't 363 00:23:46.559 --> 00:23:48.640 think i'd ever pulled the trigger. I'd watch, but I 364 00:23:48.640 --> 00:23:52.000 don't think i'd ever pulled the trigger to have one caged. 365 00:23:52.039 --> 00:23:54.519 I read the first two sentences or the first sentence 366 00:23:54.519 --> 00:23:58.039 on this next mine. I think you might like it. Yeah, 367 00:23:58.519 --> 00:24:03.400 same abe. Dear Nikki, I've been floating for days after 368 00:24:03.440 --> 00:24:08.079 what just happened last weekend. My boyfriend, sweet devoted, locked 369 00:24:08.160 --> 00:24:12.000 up cook that he is finally got the kind of 370 00:24:12.079 --> 00:24:15.160 worship session he's been begging for, and I got a 371 00:24:15.200 --> 00:24:19.559 feeling an absolute goddess while doing it. We just finished 372 00:24:19.559 --> 00:24:23.440 a long, sweaty jem session together, me pushing heavy weights, 373 00:24:23.799 --> 00:24:26.599 him spotting and fetching my water like a good boy 374 00:24:26.680 --> 00:24:31.119 he is. I was drenched, tank top, clinging, hair plastered 375 00:24:31.119 --> 00:24:35.400 to my cheek, thigh slick. My size twelve feet were 376 00:24:35.519 --> 00:24:39.359 especially hot and sweaty inside my worn out lifting shoes. 377 00:24:40.119 --> 00:24:42.720 The second we got home, I kicked them off, peeled 378 00:24:42.720 --> 00:24:45.039 off my socks, and told him to get on his 379 00:24:45.160 --> 00:24:48.559 knees in the living room. He dropped instantly, his eyes 380 00:24:48.599 --> 00:24:52.279 already glassy with a mix of hunger and humiliation. I 381 00:24:52.359 --> 00:24:55.319 love so much. I sat on the edge of the couch, 382 00:24:55.519 --> 00:25:00.440 legs spread, one sweaty foot dangling in front of his face. Lick. 383 00:25:01.440 --> 00:25:06.319 I said, no, please, no asking, just the command. He 384 00:25:06.400 --> 00:25:09.519 dove in like he's been starving, tongue flat against the 385 00:25:09.559 --> 00:25:13.440 sole of my right foot, long slow drags from heel 386 00:25:13.480 --> 00:25:18.400 to toes, moaning into my skin. He sucked each toe individually, 387 00:25:18.640 --> 00:25:22.880 swirling around them, tasting every bit of salt and effort 388 00:25:22.880 --> 00:25:26.519 from the workout. I could feel his little locked cock 389 00:25:26.640 --> 00:25:31.400 straining useless in his cage against his thigh, his hands 390 00:25:31.440 --> 00:25:34.640 trembling as they held my ankle like it was so sacred. 391 00:25:35.359 --> 00:25:38.440 I let him worship like that for a good ten minutes, 392 00:25:39.000 --> 00:25:43.359 both feet alternating, him bearing his nose between my toes, 393 00:25:43.400 --> 00:25:48.200 inhaling deep whispering thank you between licks. My pussy was 394 00:25:48.240 --> 00:25:51.960 throbbing just from watching how completely he surrendered to it. 395 00:25:52.720 --> 00:25:57.880 But I wasn't done. That's when the twink arrived. We'd 396 00:25:57.920 --> 00:26:01.720 been chatting online for weeks. Cute, slim, eager bottom with 397 00:26:01.839 --> 00:26:05.559 a mouth that never stops running until there's something in it. 398 00:26:06.079 --> 00:26:09.200 He showed up right on time. Already half hard in 399 00:26:09.240 --> 00:26:13.000 his shorts. I didn't even let him say hello properly. 400 00:26:13.720 --> 00:26:15.880 I grabbed him by the back of the neck, pulled 401 00:26:15.920 --> 00:26:19.440