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Speaker 1: What's up, everyone, and welcome to another episode of the

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Diddy Diaries. In this episode, we're diving right back into

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that Rolling Stone article and we're going to pick up

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where we left off. As far back as two thousand

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and eight, Ventura alleged Combs was leading a drug fuel lifestyle.

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She claimed he was addicted to painkillers, frequently took ecstasy,

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and regularly kept prodigious amounts of pills and other drugs

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out in the open like candy. His drug use went

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hand in hand with his sexual activities, according to various lawsuits,

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and a lot of times, when you're all screwed up

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on drugs, methamphetamine, other drugs, you can go through these

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sessions of you know, sex, adult nonsense for who knows

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days at a time, right, And we see that here

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obviously with the IVS, with the reports we've heard from

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people who have been involved allegedly, So yeah, I could

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see all of this tracking as true, and you know

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well sees this tracking is true the government during Freakoff's

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Combs alleged pushed the use of ecstasy, cocaine, GHB, ketamine,

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and marijuana, and had an insatiable appetite himself. Even his

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own attorneys have acknowledged colmb's history with drug usage. Mister

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Colmbs realized he had a problem with drug addiction and

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he has a problem with anger, and he went into

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rehab program for a period of time. His attorney, Agnafilo

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set out of September eighteenth court appearance. Oh well, that's it,

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It's all good. Did He's cured. He's no longer a

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piece of shit, no longer a condemnable asshole. Nothing left

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to see here, folks, did He's on his way to redemption.

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I don't care about you going to rehab. I don't

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care about any of that, Jazz. I don't care about

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you finding God, none of it. Why didn't you find

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God previously? Why didn't you go to rehab and anger

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management before you beat the shit out of Cassie? Nathan,

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the sex worker who spoke with Rolling Stone, also describes

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Colmb's alleged fondness for drugs during sexual encounters. He cites

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ketamine and to See in particular, claiming they gave Colms

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that ecstatic feeling he needs for sex. He suspects Colms

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Wants drugged him during a freak off, giving him a

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horrible reaction. This stuff had me so out of my mind,

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he says, I can't even imagine somebody drugging me, Like,

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for real, how horrible must that be? Out here thinking

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you're with your homie. Next thing you know, he's drugging

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you and diddling you and doing god knows what else.

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Nathan claims at the last time Colms hired him for

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a freak off was in late twenty nineteen. He says

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that Colmbs met him at one hotel in Miami for

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a threesome with a woman who was flying in from Hawaii.

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Man Act. That's why they got him for flying people

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in across state lines for sexual purposes. If you're doing that,

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you're gonna get neled. If you're on the federal government's

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radar as it is for this sort of thing, and

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then you're committing Man Act violations, you better believe they're

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gonna charge you with that, and not only charge you

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with it. More than likely they're going to be able

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to get that one over the finish line, and I

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expect that here. In fact, I expect them to get

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a conviction on all of these charges at this point,

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Like I've said from the beginning, now that there's a

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superseded indictment. It's a whole different ballgame for Diddy, a

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whole last different ballgame. It's no longer just one person.

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We're talking at least three victims. And don't think they

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can't supersede that indictment again. They most certainly can if

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there's new witnesses, new evidence, whatever they can add more.

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That final freak off never happened, But Nathan says Colms

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typically enjoyed a buffet of drugs and seemed especially interested

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in ketymine. I used to think it was insane. This

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guy would sniff things and black out for thirty minutes.

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He says. He'd sniffle out of ketamine and kind of

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blackout in the middle. So he wasn't even taken like

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medical grade ketamine. And for those of you who are

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not familiar with ketamine, it comes in a liquid form

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and you have to cook it up and through that

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process it becomes crystallized and then you could chop it

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up into powder. And one of the most common ways

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to do that is to just put it in the oven.

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the oven or whatever, and cook it up and before

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you know it that shit's powdered up and ready to go.

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So we're not even talking about like pharmaceutical grade ketamine here.

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Obviously Diddy was on some other shit. And when they

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say he used to black out, that's for sure. Khole,

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that's what it's called. And when you start sniffing this shit,

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well that's where you find yourself. Nathan, who says he

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was paid between two thousand and five thousand for sexual encounters,

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says the freak offs were a ritualistic, with Combs choreographing

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every movement, at least while he was sober enough to

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wield control. Nathan recalls being summoned to lavish hotel rooms

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in New York, Miami, Los Angeles and surrendering his phone, undressing,

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and swiping a bottle of baby oil from a tub

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of hot water. It's always the baby oil, huh. And

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at this point, I have no doubt that there was

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some sort of drug in of this baby oil that

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would go through the skin and help them along their way.

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We've heard that from multiple people at this point, and

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not only that, there was some sources early on law

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enforcement sources saying the same thing. I don't use baby

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oil to this day. Because of all the baby oil

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I used to put on me. He says. The hotel

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rooms were freezing, the baby oil was so warm that

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if you were cold and your clothes were locked in

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another room, the baby oil kept you warm. Meanwhile, Combs

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would stage direct the speed and other aspects of Nathan's

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foreplay with the women. Nathan says, I think you would

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try to regulate or pleasure. He claims sometimes Combs would

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stand right behind him, and other times he would act

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as a voyeur. Nathan says he would pretend to leave

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the room, but like go around the corner and crawl

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in the room on the floor and peek around the

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corner or use the mirrors. Nathan claims, really creepy shit, obviously,

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because it's like your girlfriend. Why do you even have

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to do that? Because he's a creepy, disgusting son of

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a bitch, that's why. And can you even imagine watching

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some other dude plow your chick and getting off on it?

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What sort of cuck are you? Nathan describes Colmbs as

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entrenched in his alleged compulsions, puff has been super rich

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for decades. Nathan says he's a sex addict. He's an

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obsessive drug addict. That's a major part of his problem.

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Colmb's lawyers declined to address Nathan's claims, but Agnifilo told

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the court last September that the defense had already interviewed

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six male sex workers connected to Colmbs. I have asked

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all the questions I could think of, Agnafilo said, listing

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queries such as, was anybody too drunk? Was anybody too high?

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Did anyone express any hesitation? Was there the slightest inkling

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that possibly, possibly the women weren't consenting? The lawyers said

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their responses were no, no, no, and no. Well. I

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don't know how much I believe Agnafilo to be honest

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with you, considering his performance so far and how the

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judge continuously has admonished him. So I don't know what

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Agnafilo's up to, but I have a sneaking suspicion it's

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not going to end up how him and did he

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want it to end up? Ventura alleged in her lawsuit

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that when Combs was intoxicated, he became erratic, leading to

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terrifying behavior, including physical violence. Nicole says she witnessed the

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shift as well. In the beginning, she blamed his emotional

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pivot on the psychoactive substances he ingested. She now believes

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the binging exposed something that was there all along. Now

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I'm realizing that it's just him. She says. The drugs

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fueled it, but it was just his personality and some people, right.

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Not everybody's capable of handling the drugs, especially psychoactives. And

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if did he's doing ketamine the way they're saying he's

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doing it, I'm guessing that he probably has some brain damage.

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On a July afternoon in twenty twenty one, Colmbs clipped

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down the stairs of a rented twenty five million dollar

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Malibu ocean front mansion. He wrapped the tigh hug around

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the waiting reporter, who was there to profile them for

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Vanity Fair cover story. Colmbs had an announcement to share

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with the world. The bad boy was breaking good. The

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man who had gone from Puffy to Diddy to Sean

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Colmes now wanted to be known as Love. The perpetual

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bachelor used manufacture charm, offering the writer a pushmina of

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warmth and instructing staff to put out a sexy spread

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of nibbles for the conversation. Yet, despite Colmbs's eagerness to

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introduce his new persona to the world, he couldn't really

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deliver a solid reason for the rebrand. His team was

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protective and cagey, declining to provide the reporter any of

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his celebrity pals or industry colleagues to throw a support

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of line an anomaly for a friendly article when he

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not so subtly dropped the can quote about his admiration

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for the Me Too movement, it inspired me, It showed

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me that you can get maximum change. The rang hollow.

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After writer Tresei McMillan Cottnam tried to engage him further

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on the subject. He did get very uncomfortable when I

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asked follow up questions, caught him, told British newspaper The

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Independent last October, look, the whole rebranding thing is such

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Bs and any of these people that are out here

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trying to tell you they're rebranding themselves, prove it. Don't

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talk about it, be about it. For Comb's ex girlfriend

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Kat Passion, it was clear that why he skirted any

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deeper questions about his love and care for women. It

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was in that same Alibu home just a few weeks

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before that interview that she claims Colmes turned into a monster,

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waking her up in the middle of the night to

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have sex. It wasn't consensual. Passion says of the encounter

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in the docu series, I knew I was never going

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to see him again. I never wanted to remember or

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repeat what happened. I was just numb and I suppressed it.

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Representatives for COLMBS did not respond directly to Rolling Stone

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regarding Passion's claims. Well, yeah, look, there's no way again,

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just to reiterate that he's going to answer this stuff

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on a one on one basis. He's going to say

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this is all BS, and I'll answer it in a

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court of law. And honestly, that's the right way to

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go at this point. The last thing you want to

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do when you find yourself in a hole is to

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continue to dig. So yeah, shutting up probably a good idea.

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She first met Holmes at Soho House in Los Angeles

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in twenty thirteen. The mogul made a b line for

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the Canadian born actress and model. While she was at

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the members only club with some girlfriends. He was persistent,

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she says, making an effort to get to know her

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flattered but uninterested. She says she declined to take Holme's number,

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but he would later follow her on Instagram. All right,

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we're going to wrap up this episode right here, and

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in the next episode we're going to pick up where

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