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<v Speaker 1>Josie Jackson, my guest for the evening. You know exactly

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<v Speaker 1>where you can find her at Josie Jackson JAXXO n

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<v Speaker 1>links to all of our social media or in the

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<v Speaker 1>episode description below. Please make sure you like, comment, subscribe

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<v Speaker 1>all that stuff on this video, but most importantly, make

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<v Speaker 1>sure you support the content creators that come on the show.

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<v Speaker 1>Otherwise they stop coming on the show. So bare minimum,

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta follow them on social media. Next step payday

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<v Speaker 1>rolls around your kid needs a payment for braces or whatever. Say, look,

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<v Speaker 1>I have to go subscribe somewhere else right now. Okay, Josie,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you so much for coming on.

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<v Speaker 2>With me tonight.

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<v Speaker 3>Thanks for having me.

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<v Speaker 2>So let's start with this.

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<v Speaker 1>Right before Josie Jackson became a full blown content creator,

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<v Speaker 1>who were you?

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<v Speaker 2>What your life like?

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<v Speaker 1>Because I want to see what I love to do

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<v Speaker 1>is talk about and I'm not diving deep. I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, tell me your cousin's Social Security numbers

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<v Speaker 1>is not a scammer thing. The idea is more, who

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<v Speaker 1>were you before? Is this a natural thing that came

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<v Speaker 1>out of you or is this.

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<v Speaker 2>A total shift from where you were? So? Who were

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<v Speaker 2>you before this?

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<v Speaker 4>I was a data analyst, not not what is I

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<v Speaker 4>not at all what I was expecting.

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<v Speaker 3>Absolutely not.

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<v Speaker 5>So I did go to school for fashion and business,

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<v Speaker 5>and you know, by turn of events, I ended up

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<v Speaker 5>in the drywall industry as a data analyst. Yo.

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<v Speaker 1>Yo, Were you just the hottest person within like fifty

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<v Speaker 1>miles of this place or what was the situation there?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes?

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<v Speaker 5>So at first I was in customer service and it

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<v Speaker 5>was a lot of young people, and I mean some

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<v Speaker 5>older people, but a lot of younger people, and.

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<v Speaker 3>So it was pretty It was, you know, a mixed bag.

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<v Speaker 5>Of attractive people versus whatever your your normal company. But

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<v Speaker 5>then I got promoted into the manufacturing department and I

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<v Speaker 5>was the only girl under fifty. There was a few

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<v Speaker 5>old ladies that had been there forever, and then the

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<v Speaker 5>rest were just a bunch of old men.

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<v Speaker 3>And when I.

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<v Speaker 5>Tell you that I wore short skirts to the office

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<v Speaker 5>and I never got sent to HR, I.

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<v Speaker 3>Think it just tells you exactly what was happening.

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<v Speaker 1>So you were a data analyst for drywall, which, again

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<v Speaker 1>no offense, sounds like the most boring job in the world. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you couldn't summarize it like chalk. Maybe if

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<v Speaker 1>you were data analyst for Big Chalk, like I can't.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't think of something more boring.

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<v Speaker 5>I was grateful because right after I got the promotion,

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<v Speaker 5>we were sent home for COVID. So it worked out

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<v Speaker 5>in my face because I ended up having more time

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<v Speaker 5>than I really needed for the job.

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<v Speaker 3>But it was a new position that they had created.

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<v Speaker 5>And so no one really knew how fast that I

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<v Speaker 5>could get things done. And how you know it was.

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<v Speaker 5>I was ended up building a jewelry side hustle. I

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<v Speaker 5>was making jewelry during office hours at remote and then

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<v Speaker 5>they sent us back to the office and I said, well,

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<v Speaker 5>this sucks. And I had already established that I did

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<v Speaker 5>not need an eight hour work day to get my

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<v Speaker 5>work done.

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm sitting in the office and I'm so bored.

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<v Speaker 5>And I had just started an open relationship with my

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<v Speaker 5>now ex husband, but that open relationship had me horny,

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<v Speaker 5>it had me excited and distracted. So I'm sitting in

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<v Speaker 5>my office chair just scrolling through dating apps, sending naughty

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<v Speaker 5>pictures to these boys I was talking to.

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<v Speaker 3>And that is really.

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<v Speaker 5>Where it began, because at first I was just taking

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<v Speaker 5>naughty pictures for the love of the game, and then

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<v Speaker 5>after a few months, someone suggested that I make it

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<v Speaker 5>only fans, and I made that only fans, and I

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<v Speaker 5>went viral for the very first time from a video

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<v Speaker 5>that I made at my desk.

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<v Speaker 1>You jumped literally like my next five questions almost word

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<v Speaker 1>for word for some of these.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, okay, I.

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<v Speaker 5>Mean, listen, I'm a storyteller. I can tell this story.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean my next I want to stay on two.

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<v Speaker 1>But my next question was, tell me about your office

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<v Speaker 1>era of it. I mean, it's like word for word,

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<v Speaker 1>you just it was perfect. Man, My prep sheets are

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<v Speaker 1>fucking good.

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<v Speaker 2>By the way.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh bad that you didn't want to talk very much

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<v Speaker 5>because you were losing your voice.

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<v Speaker 1>So I thought you, that's true, that's true. All right,

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<v Speaker 1>let me kindly take one step back, though, sure your

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<v Speaker 1>data analy Do you have a master's in fashion?

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<v Speaker 6>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Fashion business? Something like that?

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<v Speaker 1>There's obviously a lot of like and this is not

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<v Speaker 1>commentary on you or girls in the porn industry or

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<v Speaker 1>anything else. There's a lot of normal to get to

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<v Speaker 1>that point. It feels like there's a lot of following

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<v Speaker 1>the steps, doing your schooling, working your way up, learning

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<v Speaker 1>how to do this, and that was there, and then

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<v Speaker 1>we're I'd love to jump into the open relationship how

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<v Speaker 1>that started. But was that something you had to suppress

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<v Speaker 1>actively at all, like your sexuality like anything there? Or

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<v Speaker 1>was the open relationship the birth of the sexuality.

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<v Speaker 5>The open relationship was definitely the birth of my kinky

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<v Speaker 5>Josie era. I had been with my ex since I

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<v Speaker 5>was nineteen, and so there was it was just a

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<v Speaker 5>fanilla relationship. I was, we weren't having that much sex.

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<v Speaker 5>And yeah, with the office job and all that stuff, like,

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<v Speaker 5>I just was living a very very normal life. I

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<v Speaker 5>thought that I was going to climb the corporate ladder

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<v Speaker 5>and you know that the white picket fence with the

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<v Speaker 5>kids and all the all the things, and I did.

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<v Speaker 5>Once I graduated and got to the corporate world, I quickly.

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<v Speaker 3>Realized that it was not for me.

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<v Speaker 5>My personality does not really suit a corporate environment. And

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<v Speaker 5>I was miserable, and you know, I wasn't used to

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<v Speaker 5>not being super successful whenever I set my mind to,

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<v Speaker 5>and I couldn't understand.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, why don't they like me?

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<v Speaker 6>And it's just because I've always been a little extra,

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<v Speaker 6>a little abnormal, a little fucking I don't know, call

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<v Speaker 6>it autism, call it ADHD, call it whatever you want.

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<v Speaker 5>But I did not fit into corporate. And I've never

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<v Speaker 5>really been one to be able to fit myself into

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<v Speaker 5>somewhere that I don't fit into. So I always knew

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<v Speaker 5>that my end goal was to work for myself and

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<v Speaker 5>to get out of corporate. I did not know how

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<v Speaker 5>I learned after In my first job after college, I

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<v Speaker 5>learned about passive income. I learned about different ways to

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<v Speaker 5>make money, and that woke me up to the whole

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<v Speaker 5>world of oh, I don't actually have to just be

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<v Speaker 5>a cog in the machine. I just didn't know that

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<v Speaker 5>porn was going to be my vehicle out of it.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, sure, let me. This is a dumb question. Did

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<v Speaker 1>you have jobs like as a teenager in this and that?

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<v Speaker 1>And did you push back on bosses back then? I've

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<v Speaker 1>always been that way. As soon as I lose respect,

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<v Speaker 1>I am totally loyal. If I respect and like, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what you're doing, you said something for a reason,

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<v Speaker 1>you established a plan and this and that. Once I

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<v Speaker 1>lose respect for a manager, the.

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<v Speaker 2>Whole job to me is like dude who.

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<v Speaker 5>Gives it my very first well not my very first

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<v Speaker 5>boss in like a corporate setting was amazing. I loved

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<v Speaker 5>her and she taught me that people work for people

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<v Speaker 5>and that stuck with me forever. And then when she

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<v Speaker 5>left and I got a shitty manager after, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 5>well this sucks.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, yeah, Now I get I always think the

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<v Speaker 1>people that dive in and do this the best, or

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<v Speaker 1>the people who don't necessarily have the wall to lean

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<v Speaker 1>back on, but don't also have the drive to be

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<v Speaker 1>under someone's thumb the rest of their whole life, right

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<v Speaker 1>like you just you just can't do it. Something is

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<v Speaker 1>it's like eating away at you because I don't respect

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<v Speaker 1>this fucking person. You don't get to tell me what

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<v Speaker 1>to do right yet.

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<v Speaker 5>And I'm god, I'm I am a rule follower, I

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<v Speaker 5>am a good girl, like I do. I want to

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<v Speaker 5>I want my my good like I want I want

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<v Speaker 5>the affirmation, I want the praise. I want to do

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<v Speaker 5>it right. But also like, it's hard for me to fucking.

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<v Speaker 3>Do it if I don't respect you.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, totally totally, so uh you all right, let's talk

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<v Speaker 1>about opening this up because that's always interesting to me.

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<v Speaker 1>There's so many different dynamics. It doesn't sound necessarily like

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<v Speaker 1>some of the performers I've interviewed where it's like they

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<v Speaker 1>went into it open and there's an understanding and they

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<v Speaker 1>got together. It almost sounds like, and I don't use

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<v Speaker 1>this word harshly, I don't mean too. It almost feels

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<v Speaker 1>like I got a little stale when you were like,

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<v Speaker 1>how can we ramp this up?

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<v Speaker 2>Is that true? Or am I wrong on that?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'd say so. We definitely we got married.

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<v Speaker 5>It was COVID Wedding twenty twenty, so we put our

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<v Speaker 5>honeymoon on pause, and a few months later it was

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<v Speaker 5>to go on this vacation to a resort, and I

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<v Speaker 5>had always had this fantasy of meeting another couple at

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<v Speaker 5>a resort on vacation and fucking them. I had never

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<v Speaker 5>and I've always been interested in women, but never got

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<v Speaker 5>to experience and explore my bisexuality.

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<v Speaker 3>It never got it.

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<v Speaker 5>I always had threesome dreams, three some fantasies, couple swap fantasies.

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<v Speaker 5>I never knew that there was this whole world of

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<v Speaker 5>people doing it. So I ended up telling my ex

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<v Speaker 5>one night. I was so embarrassed to say it out loud,

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<v Speaker 5>but I opened up about fantasies that I had, and

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<v Speaker 5>he said that he thought it was hot.

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<v Speaker 3>So we go on our honeymoon.

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<v Speaker 5>We're at a resort in Mexico and on the last

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<v Speaker 5>night there was this guy who was there with his

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<v Speaker 5>family and we were playing volleyball with him and were

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<v Speaker 5>I was, I was kind of flirting, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 5>I was like I would look at my ex and

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<v Speaker 5>I'd look it back, like flirt with this guy. I'm like, WHOA,

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<v Speaker 5>what's happening here?

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<v Speaker 3>This is fun? And nothing happened.

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<v Speaker 5>But that night we went back to the room and

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<v Speaker 5>I told him I was like, you know, I kind

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<v Speaker 5>of wanted something to happen.

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<v Speaker 3>Is that crazy? And he's like, no, I think that's hot.

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<v Speaker 5>And so we get back from our trip a couple

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<v Speaker 5>days later and I'm just.

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<v Speaker 3>For shits and gigs.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm googling dating apps for couples and aloe and behold,

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<v Speaker 5>there's a whole like Cosmopolitan article online about the lifestyle

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<v Speaker 5>and that people my age are actually doing this stuff

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<v Speaker 5>and it's really not abnormal, so or at least it's

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<v Speaker 5>not as crazy as.

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<v Speaker 3>I thought it was gonna be. Yeah, And so we

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<v Speaker 5>I told him that I found this app called Field,

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<v Speaker 5>and he was like, shit, yeah, download it.

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<v Speaker 3>So I download Field.

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<v Speaker 5>Which is a lifestyle app where you link your profile

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<v Speaker 5>with your partner and it's just lifestyle friendly. You know,

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<v Speaker 5>there's single people, there's couples there, but everybody's open and

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<v Speaker 3>Whatever. We had our first threes in the next day.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Now I do have to ask this. It almost

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<v Speaker 1>So I do have to ask you do that you

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<v Speaker 1>exactly sure, And that's where it would stop for ninety

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, did it seem like he was into it?

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<v Speaker 5>So he was also interested in exploring his bisexuality, and

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<v Speaker 5>which I didn't even know what that was. I didn't

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<v Speaker 5>and so it really did. We had been together for

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<v Speaker 5>so many years that I think it was time we

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<v Speaker 5>but scheduling three to four adults schedules is hard, and

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<v Speaker 5>And then it was going to be like for a while,

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<v Speaker 5>like It was just as weird trying to find a balance,

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<v Speaker 5>and then we just went full open relationship. And that's

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<v Speaker 5>when I started going and filming. I remember I had

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<v Speaker 5>We had a Snapchat group with this other couple and

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my goodness, like Kevin STAVEETSI. And that's where that started.

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<v Speaker 5>I would go hook up with these guys and I'd

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<v Speaker 5>be like, all right, we can hook up, but I

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<v Speaker 5>have to film it to bring back to my husband.

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<v Speaker 3>And I would do that. I'd come back, I would

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<v Speaker 3>like suck his dick or ride him while I showed

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<v Speaker 3>him the videos.

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<v Speaker 5>And that's where my love of filming came from. It

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<v Speaker 5>was kind of like a kink unlocked that I didn't

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<v Speaker 5>know I had. And after a little while, I had

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<v Speaker 5>guys that were like, why don't you make an OnlyFans

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<v Speaker 5>like you're you love this, You're good at it, you're

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<v Speaker 5>having fun. And I was in debt. We had just

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<v Speaker 5>gotten married, bought our house. I renovated the house and

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<v Speaker 5>decorated it like I had no budget, which was ridiculous.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was like, all.

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<v Speaker 5>Right, I got us into this mess, like, let me

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<v Speaker 5>see how much money I can make and see if

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<v Speaker 5>I can get us out of this mess.

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<v Speaker 3>And eight months later I was debt free and quitting

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<v Speaker 3>my office job.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, look, you know, but the funny thing is

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<v Speaker 1>I always talk about this, but the outside perception, right,

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<v Speaker 1>the people who watch from the outside, this is not

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<v Speaker 1>my thought. You can't do this many interviews and still

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<v Speaker 1>think this way. But guys go Okay. So she shows

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<v Speaker 1>up on set, she wakes up at noon, she shows

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<v Speaker 1>up on set. Oh, she like has sex for like

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<v Speaker 1>an hour, and then she goes home. She cashes her

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<v Speaker 1>fifty thousand dollars check and blah blah blah. What I

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<v Speaker 1>always find so funny about it is you traded an

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<v Speaker 1>eight hour job for a sixteen hour job.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, much more than that.

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<v Speaker 5>I feel like I'm constantly working and I haven't stopped

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<v Speaker 5>working day since I started. My only fans, But I

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<v Speaker 5>don't regret it, and I would never change it.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, sure, sure, all right, tell me about the office era.

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<v Speaker 1>What are the office era videos?

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, okay, So they started out with just I'd go

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<v Speaker 5>to the bathroom and I would take things in the bathroom,

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<v Speaker 5>just some selfies, fingering myself, easy peasy. And then I

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<v Speaker 5>got a little more bold and I would start flashing

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<v Speaker 5>at my desk. And because we were still in this

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<v Speaker 5>like half remote half home, so not everyone that worked

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<v Speaker 5>on the floor was there the same days that I

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<v Speaker 5>was there.

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<v Speaker 3>Now I did.

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<v Speaker 5>My desk was literally next to the director, and then

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<v Speaker 5>the VP of manufacturing was like right behind me.

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<v Speaker 3>So there, It's not like there was no risk. I

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<v Speaker 3>just I was bored and horny.

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<v Speaker 5>So they definitely the videos got more bold and bold

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<v Speaker 5>as I started getting away with it. I would start

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<v Speaker 5>with just the flashing, and then the one that went viral,

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<v Speaker 5>This clip has like God, bless this clip.

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<v Speaker 3>I It starts with me dropping.

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<v Speaker 5>A pen and I turn around to pick it up

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<v Speaker 5>and I bend over and I'm not wearing any panties.

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<v Speaker 5>And that's the clip. That is just the simple clip.

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<v Speaker 5>It blew up on Reddit and changed my life.

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<v Speaker 1>Dude, I cannot understand what going viral is or how

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<v Speaker 1>it happens. Let me ask you, was that your best

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<v Speaker 1>video clip, Like if you were to no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>we know the internet maybe thinks it was your best way.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think it was your best one? Do you

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<v Speaker 1>think it right?

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<v Speaker 2>It never is. No.

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<v Speaker 1>I have a short on YouTube. One of the performers

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<v Speaker 1>I talked to explains how a politician asked her to

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<v Speaker 1>pretend to be his daughter and pretend like she was drowning.

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<v Speaker 1>That's got one hundred and fifty views. I've got one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred thousand views on some video about a girl telling

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<v Speaker 1>a non story. She's a sweetheart, you know, it's not

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<v Speaker 1>against her telling some non story. You never know what's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna go viral.

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<v Speaker 3>Why're at God's just do they choose it?

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<v Speaker 5>They?

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<v Speaker 3>So?

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<v Speaker 5>My claimed to theme was I was on the reddit.

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<v Speaker 5>So the the subreddit that it blew up on was

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<v Speaker 5>the MILS category, and it was number one of all

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<v Speaker 5>time for like six months.

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<v Speaker 3>So if you went to.

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<v Speaker 5>That page and like sorted it from the best most

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<v Speaker 5>viewed of all time, I was there just dropping my pen.

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<v Speaker 2>I how many years ago was this?

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<v Speaker 3>I it was a couple of years ago. I am

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<v Speaker 3>not a mill f.

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<v Speaker 2>I was gonna say, yeah, I was.

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<v Speaker 3>Not a milf.

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<v Speaker 5>So I've always had an assistant that's helped me post

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<v Speaker 5>on my reddit. And so when he posted it and

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<v Speaker 5>then started posting the milf and I'm like, hey, now

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<v Speaker 5>I am not a milf, and he's like, you're fine,

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<v Speaker 5>trust me, get over it.

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<v Speaker 2>Just let it go viral. Okay, if it takes off,

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<v Speaker 2>it takes off your.

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<v Speaker 3>Good I guess I'm a milf now, all right.

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<v Speaker 1>So when do we now that one on reddit? But

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<v Speaker 1>what was the initial stuff that started going on OnlyFans?

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<v Speaker 1>What was your move into that? Was that stuff either

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<v Speaker 1>with your ex? Was that, like, you know, away from

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<v Speaker 1>your ex at.

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<v Speaker 5>The time, the hookup videos that I certainly didn't have

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<v Speaker 5>paperwork for, but those were those were the that was

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<v Speaker 5>the wild West. That was before shit got real and

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<v Speaker 5>we started having to get more serious about paperwork and

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<v Speaker 5>release forms and testing and all the things. I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>I didn't I didn't know about that world to begin with.

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<v Speaker 5>But yeah, it was a little bit more of a

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<v Speaker 5>free for all those days. And so I was these Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>and the guys all knew that they were going on OnlyFans,

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<v Speaker 5>but yeah, it was just really amateur POV hookup style content.

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<v Speaker 5>My ex and I would film some stuff too, and

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<v Speaker 5>then fans started requesting the specific cut content and they

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<v Speaker 5>wanted to know that he was watching or filming. And

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<v Speaker 5>it wasn't until I I quit my job that I

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<v Speaker 5>started doing collabs with other actual creators and started filming

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<v Speaker 5>more still amateur, but higher quality, more legitimate, like Okay,

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<v Speaker 5>we're gonna film a scene today versus just that, you

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<v Speaker 5>know iPhone backshots.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me ask you something about collaborations, because I've seen

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<v Speaker 1>some backlash.

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<v Speaker 2>Over the last couple of weeks some people.

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<v Speaker 1>I've seen a lot of performers saying I'm not doing

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<v Speaker 1>collabs anymore. I'm not doing what is the what is

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<v Speaker 1>the give and take with that? So here's where I

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<v Speaker 1>would assume you're not going to do a collab if

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<v Speaker 1>a guy doesn't present any chemistry you're necessarily looking for

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<v Speaker 1>and his audience is significantly lower than yours.

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<v Speaker 2>Now would you be willing to take a collab earlier

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<v Speaker 2>in your career?

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<v Speaker 1>When is it all advertising or is it all chemistry?

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<v Speaker 2>How you feel? Sometimes a guy just looks good. Maybe

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<v Speaker 2>he doesn't have a ton of followers.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm such a lifestyle person. So there's definitely a spectrum

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<v Speaker 5>in the industry of the people that are so professional

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<v Speaker 5>only on camera, very much like this is a job

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<v Speaker 5>I do. I clock in for this job, for this scene,

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<v Speaker 5>and then I clock off. I am a lifestyle gal

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<v Speaker 5>and I like to be friends with.

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<v Speaker 3>My coworkers, my co stars.

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<v Speaker 5>I like to be able to goof around and kick

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<v Speaker 5>it and just And it's not always been that way,

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<v Speaker 5>where like I used to roll up to collabse with

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<v Speaker 5>people I never met and film a scene. Which that's

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<v Speaker 5>how you learn, That's how you meet people. I think

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<v Speaker 5>at the at the beginning it was a mix of

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<v Speaker 5>chemistry and followers. But I just wanted to make content.

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<v Speaker 3>I just want I.

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<v Speaker 5>Wanted to learn. So my very first collab and how

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<v Speaker 5>I got into the whole network of content creators, I

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<v Speaker 5>didn't know that there was this whole world. I'm in Charlotte,

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<v Speaker 5>and I'm like, how do I find other creators? I

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<v Speaker 5>don't know how to find other Charlotte creators. And then

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<v Speaker 5>this couple reached out to me and they were like, Hey,

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<v Speaker 5>we live in Florida, we'd love to work with you

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<v Speaker 5>if you want to come this weekend to Florida. Hindsight,

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<v Speaker 5>that's wild that they expected me to like drop everything

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<v Speaker 5>and go to Florida that weekend. But I'm over here

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<v Speaker 5>not realizing how many opportunities that I had that I

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<v Speaker 5>could have had, and I thought it was going to

431
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<v Speaker 5>be like, oh God, if I don't do this, then

432
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<v Speaker 5>I'm never going to have it. So I literally took

433
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<v Speaker 5>off work and went to Florida, and I learned a lot.

434
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<v Speaker 5>This couple ended up being batshit fucking crazy.

435
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<v Speaker 3>There were so.

436
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<v Speaker 5>Many red flags before I even got there that I

437
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<v Speaker 5>just wouldn't have known until you know, you.

438
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<v Speaker 3>Have the experience.

439
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<v Speaker 5>But while I was there, a girl named Tiff Banister

440
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<v Speaker 5>saw me on Tinder and reached out to me on

441
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<v Speaker 5>my Twitter, which was brand new.

442
00:23:06.480 --> 00:23:08.880
<v Speaker 3>I just made the Twitter and she's like, hey, I'm Tiff.

443
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<v Speaker 5>I saw him tender like, I'd love to collab boyer

444
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<v Speaker 5>in town. I can bring one of my like guy

445
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<v Speaker 5>friends too. So I ended up staying an extra day

446
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<v Speaker 5>and I did a collab with Tiff and Louie.

447
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<v Speaker 3>Small's, okay, who is.

448
00:23:23.720 --> 00:23:26.599
<v Speaker 5>He used to be like big, like a big black guy,

449
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<v Speaker 5>like mainstream performer, the biggest wiener that I had certainly

450
00:23:31.599 --> 00:23:36.880
<v Speaker 5>ever experienced. And yeah he comes with He's like six seven,

451
00:23:37.400 --> 00:23:41.000
<v Speaker 5>humongous man. Tiff comes over and she's kind of shining quiet,

452
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<v Speaker 5>and I'm like, this is cool, Like I don't know

453
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<v Speaker 5>what's happening right now, but.

454
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<v Speaker 3>I like it. And that is kind of how that started.

455
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<v Speaker 5>I ended up quitting my job a few weeks later

456
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<v Speaker 5>because I realized people started reaching out like, hey, I

457
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<v Speaker 5>saw you work with these people, like you should come

458
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<v Speaker 5>to this city, you should come here, blah blah blah.

459
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<v Speaker 5>So I ended up quitting my job a few months

460
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<v Speaker 5>earlier than I had planned, and I started traveling and

461
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<v Speaker 5>doing collabs.

462
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<v Speaker 1>So if a new performer, a new female performer, was

463
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<v Speaker 1>coming into this industry, would you recommend them early on

464
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<v Speaker 1>doing collabs with like people who don't have a ridiculously

465
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<v Speaker 1>bad history, like only positive.

466
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<v Speaker 2>Reviews, I don't know you.

467
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<v Speaker 1>Every week I see a new guy getting canceled, and

468
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<v Speaker 1>I don't feel bad for the guys at all. I

469
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<v Speaker 1>feel more bad for the females who have never had

470
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<v Speaker 1>a bad experience with him, and then they're expected to

471
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<v Speaker 1>like shit on them.

472
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<v Speaker 5>Kind of Yeah, Oh, I've definitely been in that place too,

473
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<v Speaker 5>because in reality, and all it takes is a misunderstanding

474
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<v Speaker 5>because someone like me, who is flirty and I do

475
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<v Speaker 5>like to have you know, like I don't.

476
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<v Speaker 3>I don't mind off camera sex if the vibe is there,

477
00:24:57.400 --> 00:24:59.720
<v Speaker 3>if we're friends, if it's we've already filmed our scene

478
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<v Speaker 3>and whatever whatever. But a lot of girls that's not

479
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<v Speaker 3>okay with.

480
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<v Speaker 5>And so these guys that come in if I'm the

481
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<v Speaker 5>first person they work with and they're like, oh, this

482
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<v Speaker 5>is great, I'm gonna sex to this girl and I'm

483
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<v Speaker 5>gonna whatever whatever, Like, actually, no, dude, you can't like

484
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<v Speaker 5>that is not a good precedent to start for this

485
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<v Speaker 5>guy because he doesn't know that the rest of the

486
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<v Speaker 5>girls probably.

487
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<v Speaker 3>Aren't like that.

488
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<v Speaker 5>And I honestly, I had a friend who called me

489
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<v Speaker 5>out only a few months ago because I had never

490
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<v Speaker 5>really thought about it that way. And she's like, Josie,

491
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<v Speaker 5>if you act this way with these guys that are new,

492
00:25:33.759 --> 00:25:37.559
<v Speaker 5>they don't know that they're not supposed to be acting

493
00:25:37.599 --> 00:25:40.640
<v Speaker 5>this way, like yeah, you're a flirt, you're a lifestyle girl, whatever,

494
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<v Speaker 5>but you got to make sure that they know. And

495
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<v Speaker 5>so I actually there's a guy that I met on

496
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<v Speaker 5>Tinder a few months ago and i've been I kind

497
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<v Speaker 5>of brought him in. He's he's my little fuck buddy,

498
00:25:52.920 --> 00:25:55.240
<v Speaker 5>and I brought him to Miami with me, like introduced

499
00:25:55.319 --> 00:25:57.319
<v Speaker 5>him to all my friends and I told him straight up,

500
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<v Speaker 5>I was like, look, you gotta be careful. Our dynamic

501
00:26:00.799 --> 00:26:02.759
<v Speaker 5>is different. Like if you once you start going and

502
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<v Speaker 5>doing collabse without me, you can't.

503
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<v Speaker 3>It's different.

504
00:26:06.519 --> 00:26:08.240
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, yeah.

505
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<v Speaker 1>I think the best thing you could post on Twitter

506
00:26:10.920 --> 00:26:13.640
<v Speaker 1>is something about how you think fluffing is a good idea,

507
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<v Speaker 1>and then just watch the engagement from all the girls going.

508
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<v Speaker 2>Get the fuck out. That's not my job, I know,

509
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<v Speaker 2>and I don't mind it.

510
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<v Speaker 1>I've always like, like, Okay, I'm not a porn star.

511
00:26:27.119 --> 00:26:30.440
<v Speaker 1>I've been with my wife for like eighteen years now, right,

512
00:26:30.480 --> 00:26:34.119
<v Speaker 1>she's my producer on the show. My thing is though,

513
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<v Speaker 1>And again I'm coming at it from the mail perspective,

514
00:26:36.960 --> 00:26:41.559
<v Speaker 1>totally ignorant what I'd be like, Hey man, I'm just.

515
00:26:41.519 --> 00:26:44.359
<v Speaker 2>Having a tough day. Do you think you could flick

516
00:26:44.440 --> 00:26:47.119
<v Speaker 2>this thing a little or something and make it move

517
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<v Speaker 2>like I don't know.

518
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<v Speaker 1>Maybe guys are aggressive about it and shitty about it

519
00:26:53.359 --> 00:26:54.319
<v Speaker 1>or ignorant about it.

520
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<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

521
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<v Speaker 1>I truthfully, I've done interviews with two porn guys. They

522
00:26:57.279 --> 00:26:59.160
<v Speaker 1>were very nice. I think one of them got canceled,

523
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<v Speaker 1>So maybe actually both of them. So I'll just leave

524
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<v Speaker 1>it at that.

525
00:27:02.160 --> 00:27:03.119
<v Speaker 3>The good track record.

526
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<v Speaker 2>Man, I just I won't. I can't take it anymore.

527
00:27:06.680 --> 00:27:07.240
<v Speaker 2>I just can't.

528
00:27:07.240 --> 00:27:09.279
<v Speaker 1>And how many questions can I ask? Like, so you

529
00:27:09.400 --> 00:27:12.559
<v Speaker 1>like fucking hawkgirls and they're like, yeah, I do. And

530
00:27:12.599 --> 00:27:14.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, what's it like? Is it cool? And they're

531
00:27:14.960 --> 00:27:19.279
<v Speaker 1>like yeah, it's great. I'm like, okay, well you've you've

532
00:27:19.359 --> 00:27:20.039
<v Speaker 1>narrowed it down.

533
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<v Speaker 3>Fascinating.

534
00:27:23.440 --> 00:27:24.759
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

535
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<v Speaker 1>So we are in uh in my mind here, we're

536
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<v Speaker 1>in the hot wifing type era, right, are we still there?

537
00:27:32.039 --> 00:27:34.200
<v Speaker 1>We've quit the job, We've moved on to only fans.

538
00:27:34.599 --> 00:27:37.599
<v Speaker 1>I have to ask this though, were there any boundaries

539
00:27:37.720 --> 00:27:43.240
<v Speaker 1>established and when did it become hard to stay within

540
00:27:43.319 --> 00:27:44.200
<v Speaker 1>those boundaries.

541
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<v Speaker 5>At the beginning, one of our boundaries was no cream pies.

542
00:27:50.720 --> 00:27:54.319
<v Speaker 5>I don't think it lasted very long though, because once

543
00:27:54.359 --> 00:27:57.279
<v Speaker 5>they started requesting content with cream pies and it's.

544
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<v Speaker 3>Like, oh, well, I guess I just have to do

545
00:27:59.039 --> 00:28:03.000
<v Speaker 3>grand pyes. But it I don't know.

546
00:28:03.079 --> 00:28:08.400
<v Speaker 5>I think it was all very gradual, the just from

547
00:28:08.599 --> 00:28:12.079
<v Speaker 5>the beginning of the open relationship into what the full

548
00:28:12.119 --> 00:28:15.319
<v Speaker 5>blown constant world was. Because he had a job when

549
00:28:15.359 --> 00:28:18.359
<v Speaker 5>I started traveling, so it's not like he could be

550
00:28:18.400 --> 00:28:20.720
<v Speaker 5>there with me all the time. And so it was

551
00:28:20.799 --> 00:28:24.599
<v Speaker 5>just built on trust and knowing I wasn't going to go,

552
00:28:25.160 --> 00:28:29.359
<v Speaker 5>you know, fall in love with someone else and I didn't.

553
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<v Speaker 2>Sure, sure, wow.

554
00:28:31.559 --> 00:28:35.640
<v Speaker 1>So I've heard this dynamic from couples in the lifestyle.

555
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<v Speaker 1>I always would throw out the term cook right away

556
00:28:39.039 --> 00:28:41.880
<v Speaker 1>and they'd be like, no, no, no, my husband, So can

557
00:28:41.920 --> 00:28:45.559
<v Speaker 1>I ask was your relationship? Was he into the like

558
00:28:45.680 --> 00:28:47.839
<v Speaker 1>humiliation aspect of it.

559
00:28:47.839 --> 00:28:52.799
<v Speaker 5>It was more of like a gentle cook. Like we

560
00:28:52.839 --> 00:28:56.440
<v Speaker 5>didn't really do the degradation thing, not so much. Every

561
00:28:56.559 --> 00:28:59.160
<v Speaker 5>once in a while we'd be in a spicy mood,

562
00:28:59.240 --> 00:29:01.440
<v Speaker 5>and I did like he likes to be pegged, so

563
00:29:01.519 --> 00:29:06.279
<v Speaker 5>I would do like pegging and spanking and like aggressive stuff,

564
00:29:06.440 --> 00:29:09.839
<v Speaker 5>but always of like, oh, you're such a good boy.

565
00:29:10.039 --> 00:29:13.279
<v Speaker 5>You love watching me with other people, don't you like

566
00:29:14.039 --> 00:29:17.720
<v Speaker 5>that sort of thing. So it wasn't ever like, oh,

567
00:29:17.759 --> 00:29:20.920
<v Speaker 5>you're worthless piece of shit like it was loving.

568
00:29:21.039 --> 00:29:24.400
<v Speaker 3>It was it was mutual, you know.

569
00:29:24.680 --> 00:29:26.960
<v Speaker 2>Sure, totally totally all right.

570
00:29:27.079 --> 00:29:31.039
<v Speaker 1>So you're on only fans now, by the way, just

571
00:29:31.079 --> 00:29:36.720
<v Speaker 1>in case anyone's still listening at Josie Jackson ja XXO

572
00:29:37.000 --> 00:29:40.839
<v Speaker 1>n links in the episode description. You're in the only

573
00:29:40.880 --> 00:29:43.240
<v Speaker 1>Fans era now and we're doing this and maybe we're

574
00:29:43.240 --> 00:29:45.680
<v Speaker 1>a little distant. Can I ask, and only as much

575
00:29:45.720 --> 00:29:49.279
<v Speaker 1>as you're comfortable talking about when did you know like

576
00:29:49.400 --> 00:29:52.599
<v Speaker 1>this this ain't working anymore at home.

577
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<v Speaker 5>I will never say that he wasn't a great performer

578
00:30:03.240 --> 00:30:05.319
<v Speaker 5>and that he didn't help me out around the house.

579
00:30:05.440 --> 00:30:09.039
<v Speaker 3>He cooked my meals. I ran my business.

580
00:30:09.920 --> 00:30:11.599
<v Speaker 5>He had a job for a while and then he

581
00:30:11.640 --> 00:30:14.200
<v Speaker 5>did quit it and was supposed to help me and stuff.

582
00:30:14.240 --> 00:30:16.880
<v Speaker 5>But you know, I ran my business from the start,

583
00:30:17.200 --> 00:30:19.160
<v Speaker 5>and he did help around the house. It was he

584
00:30:19.240 --> 00:30:22.000
<v Speaker 5>did the cooking, the cleaning, and I really appreciated that.

585
00:30:23.200 --> 00:30:26.960
<v Speaker 5>It got to a point where I just not to like,

586
00:30:28.200 --> 00:30:31.000
<v Speaker 5>there's things that I am not necessarily going to delve into.

587
00:30:31.240 --> 00:30:34.759
<v Speaker 5>But definitely there was just a point, maybe about a

588
00:30:34.839 --> 00:30:40.920
<v Speaker 5>year ago, where I realized that I think that I

589
00:30:40.960 --> 00:30:43.480
<v Speaker 5>am being held back. There's things that I want to

590
00:30:43.559 --> 00:30:47.920
<v Speaker 5>experience and do on my own that he is not into.

591
00:30:48.839 --> 00:30:54.960
<v Speaker 5>He didn't really enjoy the pace that I was on

592
00:30:55.759 --> 00:30:56.200
<v Speaker 5>where you.

593
00:30:56.359 --> 00:30:59.000
<v Speaker 1>Moving fast, and he was still maybe feeling like it

594
00:30:59.039 --> 00:31:00.119
<v Speaker 1>was a little bit more on.

595
00:31:01.559 --> 00:31:04.160
<v Speaker 5>I just want to I want to be traveling. I

596
00:31:04.160 --> 00:31:06.160
<v Speaker 5>want to be filming, I want to be making plans.

597
00:31:06.240 --> 00:31:09.519
<v Speaker 5>I want to be just having fun and hanging out.

598
00:31:09.480 --> 00:31:11.839
<v Speaker 5>And he's more of an introvert, more of a stay

599
00:31:11.880 --> 00:31:15.880
<v Speaker 5>at home and you know it, just we we grew

600
00:31:15.920 --> 00:31:19.480
<v Speaker 5>apart as couples that get together when they're really young

601
00:31:19.640 --> 00:31:28.240
<v Speaker 5>do And I I think that I am so proud

602
00:31:28.319 --> 00:31:32.759
<v Speaker 5>of myself for deciding that I could do it on

603
00:31:32.799 --> 00:31:35.200
<v Speaker 5>my own and live on my own and cook for

604
00:31:35.279 --> 00:31:38.359
<v Speaker 5>myself and clean and clean and just you know, be

605
00:31:38.440 --> 00:31:41.599
<v Speaker 5>an adult, an independent adult, because I was with him

606
00:31:41.640 --> 00:31:46.119
<v Speaker 5>since I was nineteen, so leaving him I was thirty.

607
00:31:46.519 --> 00:31:47.759
<v Speaker 3>Sure, now I'm thirty one.

608
00:31:48.240 --> 00:31:51.880
<v Speaker 2>And that's that's MILF status. But I'm just kidding, just kidding,

609
00:31:51.960 --> 00:31:55.359
<v Speaker 2>I'm just kidding. According to porn World, Yeah, yeah, you

610
00:31:55.440 --> 00:31:57.240
<v Speaker 2>were MILF at twenty four according.

611
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<v Speaker 4>To Exactly Okay, but yeah, I'm really grateful for taking

612
00:32:06.319 --> 00:32:11.279
<v Speaker 4>the leap because I'm still life is still weird, I'm

613
00:32:11.319 --> 00:32:13.039
<v Speaker 4>still in a transition period.

614
00:32:13.279 --> 00:32:14.839
<v Speaker 3>But I'm so happy.

615
00:32:14.960 --> 00:32:17.880
<v Speaker 5>And I went to ex Biz as a single girl

616
00:32:18.039 --> 00:32:22.200
<v Speaker 5>and that was just fantastic. I went so AVN was

617
00:32:22.200 --> 00:32:25.599
<v Speaker 5>my first convention as a single girl in January, and

618
00:32:25.680 --> 00:32:30.920
<v Speaker 5>that was my first big adventure. I traveled, well, technically

619
00:32:30.960 --> 00:32:33.200
<v Speaker 5>my first adventure on my own. I went to London

620
00:32:33.319 --> 00:32:36.400
<v Speaker 5>a couple months after the separation, and so that was

621
00:32:36.640 --> 00:32:39.440
<v Speaker 5>my first like single girl journey.

622
00:32:39.519 --> 00:32:42.480
<v Speaker 3>I've been adventuring a lot this year. It's been it's

623
00:32:42.519 --> 00:32:43.680
<v Speaker 3>been quite the year.

624
00:32:44.680 --> 00:32:48.359
<v Speaker 1>So I was going to ask in your single girl era. Okay,

625
00:32:48.640 --> 00:32:50.119
<v Speaker 1>what was the first thing you did to try and

626
00:32:50.160 --> 00:32:52.759
<v Speaker 1>reinvent yourself, if you did at all? Was it just

627
00:32:52.920 --> 00:32:56.519
<v Speaker 1>continuing pressing what you did, or was it like, I

628
00:32:56.559 --> 00:32:58.920
<v Speaker 1>want to retain my fans, but I you know, I

629
00:32:58.960 --> 00:32:59.640
<v Speaker 1>need to evolve.

630
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<v Speaker 5>I got Hella tattoos. I already was tattooed. I already

631
00:33:04.640 --> 00:33:06.559
<v Speaker 5>has the alt style, but I got like.

632
00:33:06.559 --> 00:33:07.759
<v Speaker 3>My hands tattooed.

633
00:33:07.799 --> 00:33:12.319
<v Speaker 5>I got my humongous sternum piece.

634
00:33:12.480 --> 00:33:14.720
<v Speaker 3>I got a big piece on my thigh.

635
00:33:14.880 --> 00:33:20.720
<v Speaker 5>And he never really loved my tattoos and never really

636
00:33:20.839 --> 00:33:22.799
<v Speaker 5>liked the like dark, creepy stuff.

637
00:33:23.240 --> 00:33:25.119
<v Speaker 3>So one of the first tattoos I got was this

638
00:33:25.200 --> 00:33:26.640
<v Speaker 3>giant skull.

639
00:33:26.440 --> 00:33:30.279
<v Speaker 5>Oh my thigh, the darkest, hardest thing I've ever gotten.

640
00:33:30.559 --> 00:33:32.960
<v Speaker 5>I got my nose pierced, which is something he never

641
00:33:32.960 --> 00:33:35.799
<v Speaker 5>would have wanted. It chopt my hair. I also lost

642
00:33:35.839 --> 00:33:39.839
<v Speaker 5>a ton of weight. I had started losing weight like

643
00:33:39.920 --> 00:33:42.759
<v Speaker 5>a year or two before the split, because I was

644
00:33:42.799 --> 00:33:46.000
<v Speaker 5>really just I was unhealthy, having some health issues, got

645
00:33:46.000 --> 00:33:50.039
<v Speaker 5>health and I needed to drastically make a change. So

646
00:33:50.119 --> 00:33:54.240
<v Speaker 5>I had already started losing weight from originally being a

647
00:33:54.240 --> 00:33:59.119
<v Speaker 5>BBW creator. I was hashtaging BBW niche and all that stuff.

648
00:34:00.160 --> 00:34:03.039
<v Speaker 5>So when I split.

649
00:34:03.160 --> 00:34:06.240
<v Speaker 3>All that cortisole stress in my body went away.

650
00:34:06.720 --> 00:34:10.880
<v Speaker 5>I started eating organic and cooking for myself and just

651
00:34:10.920 --> 00:34:13.480
<v Speaker 5>making better choices, and I lost a lot more weight

652
00:34:13.559 --> 00:34:16.840
<v Speaker 5>in the healthiest way possible. And so it really was

653
00:34:16.920 --> 00:34:19.639
<v Speaker 5>all of a sudden I went from BBW Hot Wife

654
00:34:20.119 --> 00:34:23.280
<v Speaker 5>to Jim fit Alt Baddie.

655
00:34:24.159 --> 00:34:26.679
<v Speaker 2>That is. That is quite the shift, by the way.

656
00:34:26.719 --> 00:34:26.920
<v Speaker 2>I know.

657
00:34:27.280 --> 00:34:29.480
<v Speaker 3>It was a lot.

658
00:34:29.559 --> 00:34:36.679
<v Speaker 5>And I'm still rebranding and figuring out my new fan base.

659
00:34:37.960 --> 00:34:40.840
<v Speaker 5>You know, a lot of my fans were kind of pissed.

660
00:34:41.239 --> 00:34:41.519
<v Speaker 2>Sure.

661
00:34:42.480 --> 00:34:45.679
<v Speaker 1>You know that's so interesting because I never hear I

662
00:34:45.719 --> 00:34:49.000
<v Speaker 1>hear the complaints that you know, performers tell me they

663
00:34:49.000 --> 00:34:51.320
<v Speaker 1>hear this, Oh you need to do more of these videos.

664
00:34:51.360 --> 00:34:53.800
<v Speaker 2>You need to do that. But it sounds like you

665
00:34:53.840 --> 00:34:57.280
<v Speaker 2>did again a full one eighty there. It seems like

666
00:34:57.480 --> 00:35:00.800
<v Speaker 2>you know, not as tadded a little bit thick by

667
00:35:00.840 --> 00:35:04.239
<v Speaker 2>the way I store for sure. Like I scrolled through,

668
00:35:04.280 --> 00:35:06.079
<v Speaker 2>you still look beautiful a little bit thicker.

669
00:35:05.840 --> 00:35:10.119
<v Speaker 5>Okay, yes, Like I know I was a very beautiful,

670
00:35:10.360 --> 00:35:13.320
<v Speaker 5>bigger woman like and there was nothing wrong with it.

671
00:35:13.480 --> 00:35:16.800
<v Speaker 5>I was just unhealthy and I knew that I needed

672
00:35:16.800 --> 00:35:18.639
<v Speaker 5>to change. But yeah, I mean, there's a reason my

673
00:35:18.760 --> 00:35:22.800
<v Speaker 5>success it was started out in the BBW niche and

674
00:35:22.840 --> 00:35:25.559
<v Speaker 5>so I well, I will always be grateful for that,

675
00:35:25.719 --> 00:35:28.159
<v Speaker 5>but now I feel like this is what I'm supposed

676
00:35:28.199 --> 00:35:28.519
<v Speaker 5>to look.

677
00:35:28.599 --> 00:35:28.639
<v Speaker 2>Like.

678
00:35:28.920 --> 00:35:30.760
<v Speaker 3>Sure, I do miss my boobs.

679
00:35:35.440 --> 00:35:37.440
<v Speaker 2>I still have them, so don't sweat it.

680
00:35:37.559 --> 00:35:40.719
<v Speaker 5>Okay, I mean what's crazy though, Like I do have

681
00:35:40.800 --> 00:35:43.920
<v Speaker 5>people commenting, oh, we like do better fat, Oh you

682
00:35:44.039 --> 00:35:46.400
<v Speaker 5>lost too much weight, Oh, don't lose any more weight,

683
00:35:46.960 --> 00:35:49.920
<v Speaker 5>And it's crazy. And thankfully I'm so far into my

684
00:35:49.960 --> 00:35:53.360
<v Speaker 5>career the comments like that generally don't.

685
00:35:52.920 --> 00:35:54.880
<v Speaker 3>Bother me, and I just kind of laugh at them.

686
00:35:55.000 --> 00:35:58.360
<v Speaker 5>But it is bananas that people on the internet think

687
00:35:58.400 --> 00:36:01.320
<v Speaker 5>that they have a right to say how much.

688
00:36:01.119 --> 00:36:01.760
<v Speaker 3>I should weigh.

689
00:36:02.320 --> 00:36:06.360
<v Speaker 1>I I agree with you fully with that, but what

690
00:36:06.400 --> 00:36:08.480
<v Speaker 1>I will say is, and I have to get into

691
00:36:08.480 --> 00:36:11.079
<v Speaker 1>the mindset of it too, because every comment I read

692
00:36:11.159 --> 00:36:12.559
<v Speaker 1>says this guy talks.

693
00:36:12.239 --> 00:36:14.480
<v Speaker 2>About himself too much, and I go, well, then I'll

694
00:36:14.480 --> 00:36:17.159
<v Speaker 2>shut the fuck up. Okay, all right, I'll just let

695
00:36:17.239 --> 00:36:18.880
<v Speaker 2>Josie talk the whole podcast.

696
00:36:20.079 --> 00:36:23.880
<v Speaker 1>It's really like it's you know, but you know, we

697
00:36:23.960 --> 00:36:27.719
<v Speaker 1>are putting ourselves out there, and we're putting ourselves out

698
00:36:27.760 --> 00:36:32.000
<v Speaker 1>there to a population and a society and a race

699
00:36:32.039 --> 00:36:36.760
<v Speaker 1>of human beings that are not all good people, not

700
00:36:36.880 --> 00:36:40.760
<v Speaker 1>all kind, not all happy with themselves. Right, there's so

701
00:36:40.840 --> 00:36:44.039
<v Speaker 1>many of them who comment stuff like that. My thing

702
00:36:44.119 --> 00:36:46.320
<v Speaker 1>is always when they say that, I go, I'll be

703
00:36:46.360 --> 00:36:49.079
<v Speaker 1>happy to listen to your podcast. I am, you know,

704
00:36:49.119 --> 00:36:51.840
<v Speaker 1>I'll give it a shot. You know, have the balls

705
00:36:51.880 --> 00:36:54.079
<v Speaker 1>to do what I do. Come out and and I'm

706
00:36:54.079 --> 00:36:56.480
<v Speaker 1>not doing anything heroic. I'm talking to a pretty girl

707
00:36:56.519 --> 00:36:59.079
<v Speaker 1>on the internet, Like, get the fuck out of here.

708
00:37:00.840 --> 00:37:04.400
<v Speaker 1>What was the first thing the single era? What was

709
00:37:04.440 --> 00:37:07.440
<v Speaker 1>the first thing the single era awakened in you sexually?

710
00:37:07.559 --> 00:37:09.920
<v Speaker 1>Was there something that you were like, been looking to

711
00:37:09.960 --> 00:37:11.719
<v Speaker 1>do that, let's go do that?

712
00:37:12.039 --> 00:37:14.280
<v Speaker 2>And what if you did? What was it all? What

713
00:37:14.360 --> 00:37:15.039
<v Speaker 2>did it feel like?

714
00:37:15.440 --> 00:37:15.880
<v Speaker 3>Actually?

715
00:37:16.000 --> 00:37:21.199
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I so I met this couple crazy enough, my

716
00:37:21.320 --> 00:37:24.480
<v Speaker 5>ex had met them on fet life and we had

717
00:37:24.519 --> 00:37:26.880
<v Speaker 5>a group chat and we were going to get dinner.

718
00:37:27.000 --> 00:37:28.679
<v Speaker 5>We're gonna all hang out and have like a double

719
00:37:28.760 --> 00:37:31.519
<v Speaker 5>date whatever. And then I left him and I text

720
00:37:31.559 --> 00:37:33.960
<v Speaker 5>this couple. They're local to me, and I said, Hey,

721
00:37:34.079 --> 00:37:38.119
<v Speaker 5>so crazy, I'm single. Now do you guys still want

722
00:37:38.159 --> 00:37:42.559
<v Speaker 5>to hang out? And three or four days after the split,

723
00:37:43.039 --> 00:37:45.079
<v Speaker 5>I went over to their house and just hung out

724
00:37:45.119 --> 00:37:48.599
<v Speaker 5>and they were sweetest couple. I got to know them,

725
00:37:48.840 --> 00:37:52.360
<v Speaker 5>and they're really big in the local kink community. They

726
00:37:52.480 --> 00:37:56.679
<v Speaker 5>throw play parties at their house, and so I started

727
00:37:57.159 --> 00:38:01.159
<v Speaker 5>going to the play parties and I had never been

728
00:38:01.199 --> 00:38:03.039
<v Speaker 5>to anything like that before, and.

729
00:38:03.679 --> 00:38:07.519
<v Speaker 3>It surprised me how shy. I was, Like, all.

730
00:38:07.400 --> 00:38:10.079
<v Speaker 5>The girls are just stripped of their lingerie and I'm

731
00:38:10.119 --> 00:38:12.159
<v Speaker 5>still wearing I was wearing a sexy outfit, but I

732
00:38:12.239 --> 00:38:14.960
<v Speaker 5>was still in my clothes. I was like, I don't

733
00:38:15.280 --> 00:38:17.320
<v Speaker 5>this is weird to me. I'm used to people seeing

734
00:38:17.320 --> 00:38:19.480
<v Speaker 5>me on the internet, but not in.

735
00:38:19.239 --> 00:38:20.199
<v Speaker 3>Person like this.

736
00:38:20.880 --> 00:38:24.199
<v Speaker 5>And so the first few parties I would go and

737
00:38:24.199 --> 00:38:26.960
<v Speaker 5>I would end up filming solo content just kind of

738
00:38:27.000 --> 00:38:30.000
<v Speaker 5>around the house, and sometimes people would be there and

739
00:38:30.039 --> 00:38:30.719
<v Speaker 5>be watching.

740
00:38:31.280 --> 00:38:32.599
<v Speaker 3>Sometimes it ended.

741
00:38:32.400 --> 00:38:34.760
<v Speaker 5>Up I ended up doing a few like scenes with

742
00:38:36.440 --> 00:38:39.159
<v Speaker 5>the couple, and that was exciting.

743
00:38:39.639 --> 00:38:39.960
<v Speaker 3>I got.

744
00:38:40.079 --> 00:38:41.960
<v Speaker 5>I went to their house, not during a party, it

745
00:38:42.000 --> 00:38:43.639
<v Speaker 5>was just the three of us, but they tied me

746
00:38:43.719 --> 00:38:45.800
<v Speaker 5>up and we did a rope scene for the first time,

747
00:38:46.000 --> 00:38:50.360
<v Speaker 5>and I really did get to explore some kink dynamic

748
00:38:50.440 --> 00:38:53.440
<v Speaker 5>things that I had always been interested in exploring, and

749
00:38:53.480 --> 00:38:56.800
<v Speaker 5>so I really did get to jump straight into a

750
00:38:56.840 --> 00:38:59.199
<v Speaker 5>whole new world and it was really cool.

751
00:39:00.119 --> 00:39:03.239
<v Speaker 1>So those parties, do you still ever pop into them

752
00:39:03.320 --> 00:39:06.119
<v Speaker 1>or do you not? Like it's always weird because we

753
00:39:06.199 --> 00:39:09.239
<v Speaker 1>have this expectation right from the outside. All the people

754
00:39:09.280 --> 00:39:12.320
<v Speaker 1>watching this are dumb, just like me before I started

755
00:39:12.360 --> 00:39:15.639
<v Speaker 1>interviewing people, and you're going like, I'm not in the

756
00:39:15.679 --> 00:39:18.199
<v Speaker 1>negative way. The negative way is like, oh everyone in

757
00:39:18.239 --> 00:39:20.800
<v Speaker 1>that industry is full of STDs, But I'm picturing you're

758
00:39:20.840 --> 00:39:23.079
<v Speaker 1>just fucking all the time, Like there's a morning and

759
00:39:23.159 --> 00:39:24.719
<v Speaker 1>she's fucking someone this and that.

760
00:39:24.800 --> 00:39:28.360
<v Speaker 2>Not in a negative way. But then everyone I.

761
00:39:28.239 --> 00:39:30.440
<v Speaker 1>Interview it sounds like they're like, my sex I've died

762
00:39:30.480 --> 00:39:32.599
<v Speaker 1>off as soon as I started doing portant and I'm like,

763
00:39:32.760 --> 00:39:34.280
<v Speaker 1>oh no, yeah.

764
00:39:34.119 --> 00:39:38.400
<v Speaker 3>Well, because I'll tell you the problem. It's fucking testing.

765
00:39:38.719 --> 00:39:40.920
<v Speaker 5>I can only fuck people that have a full panel,

766
00:39:41.519 --> 00:39:46.199
<v Speaker 5>and no one is in Charlotte getting a full panel

767
00:39:46.360 --> 00:39:47.599
<v Speaker 5>just for shits and gigs.

768
00:39:48.880 --> 00:39:52.480
<v Speaker 3>But no. So the parties were cool. I never like

769
00:39:53.000 --> 00:39:54.079
<v Speaker 3>had sex or anything.

770
00:39:54.119 --> 00:39:57.599
<v Speaker 5>It was always just like myself and I met some

771
00:39:57.719 --> 00:40:00.559
<v Speaker 5>new friends, made some you know, cool connection. I actually

772
00:40:00.559 --> 00:40:02.719
<v Speaker 5>met my tax guy at one of those parties, so

773
00:40:02.760 --> 00:40:03.559
<v Speaker 5>that was cool.

774
00:40:05.079 --> 00:40:07.360
<v Speaker 1>That's that's cool until it comes around and the irs

775
00:40:07.400 --> 00:40:10.519
<v Speaker 1>starts looking for you, and you go, oh fuck, he's nuts.

776
00:40:12.880 --> 00:40:18.840
<v Speaker 5>No, no, it's a business, it's legit. But I got

777
00:40:18.880 --> 00:40:23.000
<v Speaker 5>to a point where I started feeling like I wanted

778
00:40:23.039 --> 00:40:25.760
<v Speaker 5>to protect my energy a little bit and only really

779
00:40:25.800 --> 00:40:29.519
<v Speaker 5>surround myself with people that know me because I am

780
00:40:29.960 --> 00:40:30.880
<v Speaker 5>going through a lot.

781
00:40:30.960 --> 00:40:33.199
<v Speaker 3>I still am in like a delicate place.

782
00:40:33.400 --> 00:40:37.719
<v Speaker 5>And I would show up to these parties and people

783
00:40:37.760 --> 00:40:39.880
<v Speaker 5>would know who I was, and I, you know, that's

784
00:40:39.960 --> 00:40:42.880
<v Speaker 5>Josie Jackson, that's you know whatever, whatever, and people would

785
00:40:42.920 --> 00:40:44.440
<v Speaker 5>try to talk to me and hid on me, and

786
00:40:44.480 --> 00:40:45.679
<v Speaker 5>I'm like, I don't want this.

787
00:40:45.800 --> 00:40:47.360
<v Speaker 3>I just want to play with my friends.

788
00:40:49.599 --> 00:40:50.320
<v Speaker 2>You didn't want this.

789
00:40:50.440 --> 00:40:53.679
<v Speaker 1>But the first time someone goes is that Josie Jackson

790
00:40:53.719 --> 00:40:55.079
<v Speaker 1>where you like, oh shit.

791
00:40:56.000 --> 00:40:59.599
<v Speaker 3>I yes, so yeah, it is super cool.

792
00:40:59.639 --> 00:41:02.280
<v Speaker 5>And at that first party, I did meet people that

793
00:41:02.360 --> 00:41:05.400
<v Speaker 5>had been my fans for a long time, and like

794
00:41:05.480 --> 00:41:10.039
<v Speaker 5>one guy ended up he helped me film a scene.

795
00:41:10.199 --> 00:41:13.119
<v Speaker 5>I used his sex machine and he like controlled it

796
00:41:13.440 --> 00:41:14.119
<v Speaker 5>and he was like.

797
00:41:14.119 --> 00:41:15.840
<v Speaker 3>This is the coolest thing ever. I've been a fan

798
00:41:15.880 --> 00:41:16.199
<v Speaker 3>for so.

799
00:41:16.320 --> 00:41:19.639
<v Speaker 5>Long and so that was fun. That was a cool,

800
00:41:19.880 --> 00:41:23.000
<v Speaker 5>cool thing to do, and I mean, yeah, it is.

801
00:41:24.599 --> 00:41:26.519
<v Speaker 5>My friend and I were talking the other day and

802
00:41:26.559 --> 00:41:30.400
<v Speaker 5>she was like, Josie, it's so funny because you genuinely

803
00:41:30.480 --> 00:41:33.360
<v Speaker 5>don't know how big you are, and I don't.

804
00:41:33.559 --> 00:41:37.639
<v Speaker 3>I really don't. I am. Every time someone's like, are

805
00:41:37.679 --> 00:41:40.519
<v Speaker 3>you Josie Jackson, I'm like, what do you know?

806
00:41:43.440 --> 00:41:46.119
<v Speaker 5>I have ninety thousand followers on Instagram. I have almost

807
00:41:46.159 --> 00:41:49.159
<v Speaker 5>one hundred thousand subscribers on porn of Like, it shouldn't

808
00:41:49.199 --> 00:41:52.679
<v Speaker 5>be surprising that people know who I am sometimes, but

809
00:41:52.719 --> 00:41:56.159
<v Speaker 5>I'm still I'm just a girl and I'm just I'm

810
00:41:56.239 --> 00:42:00.880
<v Speaker 5>just myself. I'm just a silly little wee and so

811
00:42:02.000 --> 00:42:04.119
<v Speaker 5>it's it is cool, it is cool.

812
00:42:04.519 --> 00:42:07.679
<v Speaker 1>You said something there. You girls never have this when

813
00:42:07.719 --> 00:42:10.519
<v Speaker 1>I ask, and that you couldn't. I don't think because

814
00:42:10.519 --> 00:42:12.400
<v Speaker 1>you have to have so much confidence to do what

815
00:42:12.440 --> 00:42:13.199
<v Speaker 1>you do.

816
00:42:13.199 --> 00:42:15.960
<v Speaker 2>Do you ever get imposter syndrome? If you know what

817
00:42:16.000 --> 00:42:16.360
<v Speaker 2>that is?

818
00:42:16.480 --> 00:42:16.880
<v Speaker 5>Right?

819
00:42:17.119 --> 00:42:20.280
<v Speaker 2>Really? Okay, I guess a lot of other girls like go, no, no,

820
00:42:20.320 --> 00:42:21.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm violent. Myers like can I know that?

821
00:42:22.719 --> 00:42:24.000
<v Speaker 3>No all the time.

822
00:42:24.320 --> 00:42:26.719
<v Speaker 5>And I mean it's times like when I go to

823
00:42:26.880 --> 00:42:29.920
<v Speaker 5>XPIZ and I have an amazing week and people are,

824
00:42:30.159 --> 00:42:34.199
<v Speaker 5>you know, congratulating me and complimenting me, and then I'm like, oh, yeah,

825
00:42:34.280 --> 00:42:37.400
<v Speaker 5>I'm a bad bitch. I'm Josie Jackson. But I do

826
00:42:37.480 --> 00:42:40.960
<v Speaker 5>need that reminder sure more than i'd like to admit.

827
00:42:42.039 --> 00:42:46.039
<v Speaker 1>You know what, though, again, you are in the spotlight.

828
00:42:46.239 --> 00:42:49.760
<v Speaker 1>That's I mean, if you think like your Brad Pitt's

829
00:42:49.800 --> 00:42:52.920
<v Speaker 1>and everybody else, a fucking old man Timothy Shallomey, if

830
00:42:52.960 --> 00:42:56.360
<v Speaker 1>you think he does fair enough, fair enough. Yeah, but

831
00:42:56.400 --> 00:42:58.639
<v Speaker 1>we're both MILFs here, so I mean we have to

832
00:42:59.280 --> 00:42:59.760
<v Speaker 1>she did it.

833
00:42:59.800 --> 00:43:00.519
<v Speaker 2>I got her.

834
00:43:00.719 --> 00:43:03.559
<v Speaker 1>I've had three women that I've been able to say

835
00:43:03.559 --> 00:43:08.440
<v Speaker 1>I made gag on the podcast, Sarah Jay, another woman

836
00:43:08.480 --> 00:43:13.039
<v Speaker 1>I forget, and now Josie Jackson. That's my favorite thing.

837
00:43:13.079 --> 00:43:14.960
<v Speaker 1>I love when they drink, I go throw a banger

838
00:43:15.039 --> 00:43:21.760
<v Speaker 1>ound right now. Yeah, the imposter syndrome thing, it's so tough,

839
00:43:21.960 --> 00:43:26.800
<v Speaker 1>like I don't know, I don't know how you cannot

840
00:43:26.840 --> 00:43:29.519
<v Speaker 1>feel that to an extent, like the first time those

841
00:43:29.559 --> 00:43:32.000
<v Speaker 1>big lights hit you and you come out something, or

842
00:43:32.199 --> 00:43:37.719
<v Speaker 1>you're meeting people who are like, oh, Jason, it's just like, dude,

843
00:43:37.800 --> 00:43:40.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm just a I'm just you're a girl, but I'm

844
00:43:40.360 --> 00:43:42.840
<v Speaker 1>just a guy. Like, I don't know what you're talking about.

845
00:43:42.920 --> 00:43:46.119
<v Speaker 5>Well, AVM was my first time at a fan convention

846
00:43:46.360 --> 00:43:48.480
<v Speaker 5>like that, and I was signing at a booth for

847
00:43:48.519 --> 00:43:51.199
<v Speaker 5>the first time ever, and so people are coming up

848
00:43:51.239 --> 00:43:54.599
<v Speaker 5>and they're like, I've been following you since the office days,

849
00:43:54.639 --> 00:43:55.719
<v Speaker 5>like I know all.

850
00:43:55.639 --> 00:43:58.599
<v Speaker 3>Your like whatever, whatever, And I'm like, this is crazy.

851
00:44:00.440 --> 00:44:03.920
<v Speaker 1>It's it's it's yeah, it's very weird. It's very weird,

852
00:44:03.960 --> 00:44:06.360
<v Speaker 1>and it's I don't know. Again, I don't I'm not

853
00:44:06.400 --> 00:44:08.440
<v Speaker 1>showing my body off. I'm not doing stuff like that.

854
00:44:09.239 --> 00:44:12.519
<v Speaker 1>Is it weird that you were known for that? Or

855
00:44:12.599 --> 00:44:14.760
<v Speaker 1>is that what you do? Like are you Are you

856
00:44:14.800 --> 00:44:16.639
<v Speaker 1>in the mindset now you're like, no, this is who

857
00:44:16.679 --> 00:44:18.360
<v Speaker 1>I am. If I'm known for that, it's not as

858
00:44:18.400 --> 00:44:19.119
<v Speaker 1>weird anymore.

859
00:44:21.400 --> 00:44:22.119
<v Speaker 3>I don't know if.

860
00:44:22.000 --> 00:44:25.079
<v Speaker 5>Weird is the right word, but I definitely am at

861
00:44:25.079 --> 00:44:25.719
<v Speaker 5>the place in.

862
00:44:25.719 --> 00:44:29.760
<v Speaker 3>My career where I would love to make a name

863
00:44:29.800 --> 00:44:33.880
<v Speaker 3>for myself as a as a mainstream personality on like

864
00:44:34.119 --> 00:44:38.000
<v Speaker 3>just normal Instagram or TikTok or YouTube or whatever. And

865
00:44:38.000 --> 00:44:41.239
<v Speaker 3>that is a goal for me. It's to I'd like to.

866
00:44:42.679 --> 00:44:46.480
<v Speaker 5>Be known for more than just former hot wife or

867
00:44:47.440 --> 00:44:48.920
<v Speaker 5>alt girl, pornhub girl.

868
00:44:48.960 --> 00:44:49.519
<v Speaker 3>Oh I saw it.

869
00:44:49.559 --> 00:44:51.239
<v Speaker 5>I used to be the oh, the Reddit girl. I

870
00:44:51.280 --> 00:44:53.239
<v Speaker 5>was pretty big on Reddit. Oh oh, I know you're

871
00:44:53.239 --> 00:44:56.239
<v Speaker 5>Reddit girl. You're the office girl, like I would like

872
00:44:56.320 --> 00:44:59.480
<v Speaker 5>to be known for. I don't know, my traveling adventures,

873
00:44:59.639 --> 00:45:08.119
<v Speaker 5>my my fashion, my tattoos, like the lifestyle. I have

874
00:45:08.159 --> 00:45:11.440
<v Speaker 5>a lot of exciting things that I want to accomplish

875
00:45:11.519 --> 00:45:13.079
<v Speaker 5>before I'm done in the industry.

876
00:45:13.679 --> 00:45:16.320
<v Speaker 1>You should start a podcast. My next section is literally

877
00:45:16.360 --> 00:45:20.159
<v Speaker 1>called the future. Okay, So I was actually gonna jump

878
00:45:20.239 --> 00:45:22.280
<v Speaker 1>right into that and go where do we want to

879
00:45:22.280 --> 00:45:23.519
<v Speaker 1>evolve to from here?

880
00:45:23.599 --> 00:45:24.519
<v Speaker 2>Where's the next step?

881
00:45:24.760 --> 00:45:28.760
<v Speaker 5>A podcast is definitely it's on my bucket list.

882
00:45:28.840 --> 00:45:32.639
<v Speaker 3>I actually I just finished wrapping up this big project.

883
00:45:33.199 --> 00:45:35.920
<v Speaker 5>I had my friend who he stated me for a

884
00:45:35.920 --> 00:45:41.559
<v Speaker 5>few weeks and helped me film this whole it's called Okay,

885
00:45:41.639 --> 00:45:43.960
<v Speaker 5>you're the first person to hear about it. It's called

886
00:45:44.039 --> 00:45:47.599
<v Speaker 5>Single in Seven Cities. And I'm not calling it a

887
00:45:47.639 --> 00:45:50.800
<v Speaker 5>podcast more just like a story Time.

888
00:45:51.559 --> 00:45:54.599
<v Speaker 3>It is podcast style back and forth with my friends.

889
00:45:55.360 --> 00:46:00.440
<v Speaker 5>I had people, so I starting in October, I did

890
00:46:00.440 --> 00:46:04.320
<v Speaker 5>my London trip, I did Nashville, and then in January

891
00:46:04.440 --> 00:46:10.719
<v Speaker 5>I did Phoenix, Hawaii, LA and Vegas and Charlotte Baking

892
00:46:10.719 --> 00:46:14.719
<v Speaker 5>the Seventh City, and so I had my friends come

893
00:46:14.760 --> 00:46:19.239
<v Speaker 5>to my house and film story Times. And that storytelling

894
00:46:19.320 --> 00:46:22.199
<v Speaker 5>is a big thing for me too. I've always loved

895
00:46:22.360 --> 00:46:26.119
<v Speaker 5>storytelling and my content. I love the authenticity. I love

896
00:46:26.199 --> 00:46:29.039
<v Speaker 5>people to know how I met my co star, the

897
00:46:29.079 --> 00:46:31.559
<v Speaker 5>funny stories that happened, the crazy slut because I've had

898
00:46:31.599 --> 00:46:36.039
<v Speaker 5>some crazy slutty adventures that I love talking about. And

899
00:46:36.119 --> 00:46:40.320
<v Speaker 5>so I wanted to create this project and have it

900
00:46:40.480 --> 00:46:43.760
<v Speaker 5>all just in one place and really.

901
00:46:43.559 --> 00:46:45.639
<v Speaker 3>High quality, and I'm excited.

902
00:46:45.679 --> 00:46:47.960
<v Speaker 5>We just wrapped it up, so I still need to

903
00:46:48.519 --> 00:46:51.480
<v Speaker 5>get it in a place where I'm ready to release it,

904
00:46:52.719 --> 00:46:56.000
<v Speaker 5>hopefully in the next few months, hopefully sooner rather than later,

905
00:46:56.039 --> 00:46:58.639
<v Speaker 5>because I am excited about it. But I have that

906
00:46:59.679 --> 00:47:02.320
<v Speaker 5>I have more trips that I'd like to do. I'd

907
00:47:02.559 --> 00:47:04.559
<v Speaker 5>I don't know I could. I'd love to do a

908
00:47:04.599 --> 00:47:06.840
<v Speaker 5>merch line. That's a bucket list item for me too.

909
00:47:07.360 --> 00:47:09.440
<v Speaker 2>You gotta watch that though, you gotta.

910
00:47:09.519 --> 00:47:12.800
<v Speaker 1>I totally so a couple things of unsolicited advice in

911
00:47:12.840 --> 00:47:15.440
<v Speaker 1>which I got screamed at by a legend one time

912
00:47:15.519 --> 00:47:17.320
<v Speaker 1>after I turned the thing off and I.

913
00:47:17.320 --> 00:47:19.559
<v Speaker 2>Just went, we're not putting this episode out. No, I

914
00:47:19.599 --> 00:47:20.159
<v Speaker 2>can't do that.

915
00:47:20.239 --> 00:47:24.199
<v Speaker 1>She yeah, I mean this lady all right, real quick aside,

916
00:47:24.840 --> 00:47:27.239
<v Speaker 1>this lady went off on young performers.

917
00:47:27.400 --> 00:47:28.480
<v Speaker 2>Oh, they'll just come in.

918
00:47:28.400 --> 00:47:30.719
<v Speaker 1>And just do anything for free, and blah blah blah

919
00:47:30.719 --> 00:47:33.400
<v Speaker 1>blah blah blah. I can't get work anymore for an hour.

920
00:47:33.559 --> 00:47:35.519
<v Speaker 1>She just gave me that, and then we get off

921
00:47:35.519 --> 00:47:36.920
<v Speaker 1>there by the way, in the middle of the thing,

922
00:47:37.039 --> 00:47:39.519
<v Speaker 1>she just goes and pisses, which is great, but like

923
00:47:39.679 --> 00:47:41.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm on YouTube, so I would have had

924
00:47:41.880 --> 00:47:44.639
<v Speaker 1>to cut that out. And at the end she goes,

925
00:47:44.880 --> 00:47:46.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, it ends, and she goes, I just can't

926
00:47:46.800 --> 00:47:49.000
<v Speaker 1>figure it out. I don't understand. I go, well, have

927
00:47:49.079 --> 00:47:51.000
<v Speaker 1>you ever thought, since you have so much experience in

928
00:47:51.039 --> 00:47:53.960
<v Speaker 1>this industry, bring in some of these young girls who

929
00:47:54.039 --> 00:47:57.800
<v Speaker 1>you say will work for free, yeah, and mentor them

930
00:47:57.840 --> 00:48:00.159
<v Speaker 1>in a good way of like you And then I'm

931
00:48:00.199 --> 00:48:03.119
<v Speaker 1>on scenes. Are you teaching them how to dom someone?

932
00:48:03.199 --> 00:48:03.360
<v Speaker 1>Or this?

933
00:48:03.400 --> 00:48:03.599
<v Speaker 2>And that?

934
00:48:03.679 --> 00:48:07.119
<v Speaker 1>She goes Hey, thanks for the fucking unsolicited advice. Like, oh,

935
00:48:07.199 --> 00:48:10.480
<v Speaker 1>you know what, lady, I mean, just no, I.

936
00:48:10.400 --> 00:48:12.239
<v Speaker 3>Love unsolicited advice. You know what.

937
00:48:12.400 --> 00:48:16.599
<v Speaker 5>My whole career has been built on advice from people

938
00:48:16.639 --> 00:48:21.960
<v Speaker 5>in passing my collab partners. Just I've learned everything from

939
00:48:22.880 --> 00:48:26.199
<v Speaker 5>watching and listening. So I love unsolicited advice.

940
00:48:26.239 --> 00:48:29.719
<v Speaker 1>So hit me unsolicited advice. Don't call it a podcast

941
00:48:29.760 --> 00:48:33.199
<v Speaker 1>what you're doing. Consider calling it a special podcast. People

942
00:48:33.239 --> 00:48:38.360
<v Speaker 1>get this expectation of a consistent release schedule. Yep, I

943
00:48:38.559 --> 00:48:42.880
<v Speaker 1>do seasons. I like to bang out twelve fourteen interviews.

944
00:48:42.960 --> 00:48:44.880
<v Speaker 1>I will edit them, I will put it out. I

945
00:48:44.920 --> 00:48:47.199
<v Speaker 1>will take a month and a half off because there's

946
00:48:47.199 --> 00:48:48.480
<v Speaker 1>no expected I love.

947
00:48:48.880 --> 00:48:50.840
<v Speaker 2>I listen to like eight hours of podcasts a day

948
00:48:50.840 --> 00:48:52.280
<v Speaker 2>while I'm working my normal job.

949
00:48:52.760 --> 00:48:55.360
<v Speaker 1>I love every week. This is what time, this comes out,

950
00:48:55.360 --> 00:48:57.679
<v Speaker 1>this is what day, this is whatever. Don't set that

951
00:48:57.800 --> 00:48:59.519
<v Speaker 1>expectation unless you can deliver that.

952
00:49:00.000 --> 00:49:02.480
<v Speaker 3>I have way too much ADHD for that, right. Yeah,

953
00:49:02.559 --> 00:49:06.320
<v Speaker 3>we recorded. I think I have like sixteen episodes, so

954
00:49:06.440 --> 00:49:08.159
<v Speaker 3>I will. I'll have a.

955
00:49:08.039 --> 00:49:11.159
<v Speaker 5>Ton to release and then I already know I want

956
00:49:11.159 --> 00:49:14.320
<v Speaker 5>to because Miami that was a crazy trip, and I'm

957
00:49:14.320 --> 00:49:14.679
<v Speaker 5>going to.

958
00:49:14.719 --> 00:49:15.440
<v Speaker 3>LA next week.

959
00:49:15.480 --> 00:49:17.119
<v Speaker 5>So I'm like, I already know what I want to

960
00:49:17.159 --> 00:49:18.719
<v Speaker 5>do for next season, Like I want to do more

961
00:49:18.760 --> 00:49:21.800
<v Speaker 5>of this. I loved it, but yeah, it's a special,

962
00:49:22.039 --> 00:49:22.360
<v Speaker 5>not a.

963
00:49:22.320 --> 00:49:26.880
<v Speaker 1>Podcast special or chapters, call them chapters. It's just episode one,

964
00:49:26.960 --> 00:49:30.000
<v Speaker 1>episode two. I'm expecting episode three, you know, that's what

965
00:49:30.039 --> 00:49:31.800
<v Speaker 1>it is. And if it doesn't come for six months,

966
00:49:33.119 --> 00:49:34.760
<v Speaker 1>I might not appreciate.

967
00:49:34.320 --> 00:49:37.400
<v Speaker 5>That advice because I've always I've always been explaining it.

968
00:49:37.400 --> 00:49:40.639
<v Speaker 5>It's like a podcast, but not a podcast, and so yeah,

969
00:49:40.679 --> 00:49:42.000
<v Speaker 5>that's exactly.

970
00:49:42.320 --> 00:49:45.280
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's yeah, yeah, look, this disease. Got to keep

971
00:49:45.280 --> 00:49:50.280
<v Speaker 1>these people happy. Okay, I love my audience, They're so great. Anyway,

972
00:49:52.639 --> 00:49:54.639
<v Speaker 1>what is the next big goal? Like, what is the

973
00:49:54.679 --> 00:49:57.000
<v Speaker 1>next plateau goal? So you've laid out a lot of

974
00:49:57.039 --> 00:49:59.320
<v Speaker 1>things that could really work out and become that plateau.

975
00:49:59.440 --> 00:50:01.800
<v Speaker 1>But is there anything you're shooting for this year where

976
00:50:01.840 --> 00:50:04.920
<v Speaker 1>you go, I think that is my next step up

977
00:50:05.039 --> 00:50:05.920
<v Speaker 1>into something?

978
00:50:06.079 --> 00:50:08.920
<v Speaker 3>Are you I'd like to have my own website?

979
00:50:09.119 --> 00:50:12.920
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right. That leads me into another question then

980
00:50:13.039 --> 00:50:15.199
<v Speaker 1>that I asked last night to someone and it may

981
00:50:15.239 --> 00:50:17.639
<v Speaker 1>take a little breaking down. I don't know how you

982
00:50:17.679 --> 00:50:20.719
<v Speaker 1>feel positive or negative? What are your views on AI?

983
00:50:21.920 --> 00:50:24.639
<v Speaker 1>I don't like it, Okay, why don't you like it?

984
00:50:26.400 --> 00:50:33.199
<v Speaker 5>I from it a creative artists perspective. I think that

985
00:50:33.280 --> 00:50:38.559
<v Speaker 5>it really detracts from just real art, and that could

986
00:50:38.599 --> 00:50:40.599
<v Speaker 5>be argued. I argue with my friend who did the

987
00:50:40.639 --> 00:50:44.280
<v Speaker 5>project for me. He loves AI. He argues that it

988
00:50:44.599 --> 00:50:48.719
<v Speaker 5>helps artists and whatever, but it just feels icky to me.

989
00:50:49.280 --> 00:50:52.400
<v Speaker 5>I you know, it's just And I've always been one

990
00:50:52.400 --> 00:50:53.599
<v Speaker 5>where I like to support.

991
00:50:54.039 --> 00:50:55.760
<v Speaker 3>Like when I needed a new logo.

992
00:50:55.639 --> 00:50:58.360
<v Speaker 5>People were like, oh, just jat chat GBT it AI,

993
00:50:58.599 --> 00:51:01.360
<v Speaker 5>and I'm like, no, I want to pay a real

994
00:51:01.599 --> 00:51:03.400
<v Speaker 5>artist to create it for me.

995
00:51:04.079 --> 00:51:05.679
<v Speaker 2>I will give you that. That is fair.

996
00:51:06.360 --> 00:51:08.320
<v Speaker 1>What I was gonna say is I don't know how

997
00:51:08.320 --> 00:51:12.480
<v Speaker 1>to code for shit. I've never tried to code. I

998
00:51:12.519 --> 00:51:16.480
<v Speaker 1>threw it in chat ept and spent an afternoon refining it,

999
00:51:16.559 --> 00:51:19.400
<v Speaker 1>telling it exactly what I want for people in front

1000
00:51:19.440 --> 00:51:22.800
<v Speaker 1>of the camera. I fully understand the anger, or the

1001
00:51:22.880 --> 00:51:25.639
<v Speaker 1>fear or anything else about AI. If once we can

1002
00:51:25.679 --> 00:51:29.760
<v Speaker 1>make a perfectly constructed Josie Jackson and have her doing

1003
00:51:29.840 --> 00:51:33.119
<v Speaker 1>horrendous stuff you could never find anywhere else, You'll.

1004
00:51:32.840 --> 00:51:33.880
<v Speaker 2>Be like, what the fuck?

1005
00:51:34.239 --> 00:51:36.320
<v Speaker 1>But what I would give to any advice, to any

1006
00:51:36.360 --> 00:51:39.119
<v Speaker 1>performer totally unsolicited. She's gonna scream at me at the

1007
00:51:39.199 --> 00:51:43.119
<v Speaker 1>end of this, folks, is just use it to fill

1008
00:51:43.119 --> 00:51:45.360
<v Speaker 1>in your gaps. I'm not saying don't have it run

1009
00:51:45.400 --> 00:51:47.400
<v Speaker 1>your life. I'm saying, if you go, I don't have

1010
00:51:47.480 --> 00:51:50.079
<v Speaker 1>any idea how to edit this properly. How do you

1011
00:51:50.280 --> 00:51:52.320
<v Speaker 1>edit this in a Quentin Tarantino style.

1012
00:51:52.480 --> 00:51:55.760
<v Speaker 5>I've used it before here and there. It's just not

1013
00:51:55.920 --> 00:51:57.679
<v Speaker 5>like I know people that are like, oh, just throw

1014
00:51:57.719 --> 00:51:59.639
<v Speaker 5>it in chat. I'm like, what's chat chat?

1015
00:52:00.199 --> 00:52:02.400
<v Speaker 3>You like? Like I I'm just not.

1016
00:52:02.519 --> 00:52:05.119
<v Speaker 5>I'm not there yet, Like I I appre My mom

1017
00:52:05.199 --> 00:52:08.199
<v Speaker 5>is constantly like, oh yeah, chat GPT told me this.

1018
00:52:08.320 --> 00:52:10.719
<v Speaker 5>I asked chet GPT this and I'm.

1019
00:52:10.599 --> 00:52:13.519
<v Speaker 3>Over here like I don't know. I'm just gonna google

1020
00:52:13.559 --> 00:52:17.760
<v Speaker 3>it and then get the AI answers on Google apparently.

1021
00:52:17.960 --> 00:52:24.159
<v Speaker 5>But no, there's listen, I am, it's it's technology. It's

1022
00:52:24.199 --> 00:52:28.519
<v Speaker 5>it's here, whether we like it or not. Sure, I'm

1023
00:52:28.559 --> 00:52:33.000
<v Speaker 5>not like, I'm not naive. It's it's here. It's in

1024
00:52:33.039 --> 00:52:34.840
<v Speaker 5>my life. I use it every day whether I know

1025
00:52:34.920 --> 00:52:35.320
<v Speaker 5>it or not.

1026
00:52:36.920 --> 00:52:38.559
<v Speaker 2>Let me ask you about your only fans and this

1027
00:52:38.599 --> 00:52:40.320
<v Speaker 2>will be the last question I have on this. But

1028
00:52:41.440 --> 00:52:42.000
<v Speaker 2>real quick.

1029
00:52:42.440 --> 00:52:47.119
<v Speaker 1>Are you someone who not in a crazy or psychotic way?

1030
00:52:47.119 --> 00:52:49.719
<v Speaker 1>Do you build relationships on your only fans? Do you

1031
00:52:49.760 --> 00:52:52.400
<v Speaker 1>have people that like message you every day? Or is

1032
00:52:52.440 --> 00:52:54.960
<v Speaker 1>it a little less like back and forth type? Is

1033
00:52:55.000 --> 00:52:55.760
<v Speaker 1>it too big for that?

1034
00:52:56.119 --> 00:52:57.079
<v Speaker 3>It just depends.

1035
00:52:57.360 --> 00:52:59.679
<v Speaker 5>Sure, you know, I have some people, and I think

1036
00:52:59.679 --> 00:53:03.760
<v Speaker 5>that the world of OnlyFans right now is people come

1037
00:53:03.800 --> 00:53:09.679
<v Speaker 5>and go because there are so many performers to subscribe to.

1038
00:53:09.800 --> 00:53:12.079
<v Speaker 5>So I have people that'll be here for a few months,

1039
00:53:12.519 --> 00:53:15.280
<v Speaker 5>disappear for a little bit, and then come back. And

1040
00:53:15.320 --> 00:53:17.679
<v Speaker 5>I'm fine with that, you know, I appreciate that.

1041
00:53:18.280 --> 00:53:21.199
<v Speaker 1>I always say, though, what is going to really stop

1042
00:53:21.280 --> 00:53:26.480
<v Speaker 1>AI in this industry is people want authenticity. They do

1043
00:53:26.679 --> 00:53:29.400
<v Speaker 1>want to be able to, Oh, Josie's having a bad

1044
00:53:29.440 --> 00:53:31.599
<v Speaker 1>fucking day, let me tip her ten bucks or send

1045
00:53:31.639 --> 00:53:33.880
<v Speaker 1>it over, you know, and just with a hard icon.

1046
00:53:34.079 --> 00:53:36.719
<v Speaker 1>And if you like that back. I don't know how

1047
00:53:36.719 --> 00:53:38.679
<v Speaker 1>the structure works, but if you like that back, the

1048
00:53:39.000 --> 00:53:41.679
<v Speaker 1>oh you just made their week. You know, all it

1049
00:53:41.679 --> 00:53:44.639
<v Speaker 1>took was a thing AI can't do that. They'll tell

1050
00:53:44.679 --> 00:53:46.840
<v Speaker 1>you about AI girlfriends and this and that, But when

1051
00:53:46.840 --> 00:53:49.519
<v Speaker 1>I can see the person and I'm messaging you and

1052
00:53:49.599 --> 00:53:52.400
<v Speaker 1>I it's a connection. It's a weird connection, right.

1053
00:53:52.719 --> 00:53:56.480
<v Speaker 5>Well, I've been enjoying sex Panther because that's where I've

1054
00:53:56.480 --> 00:53:59.519
<v Speaker 5>been doing my and I've really never been a person

1055
00:53:59.559 --> 00:54:02.400
<v Speaker 5>that made time to do a lot of video calls,

1056
00:54:02.840 --> 00:54:05.679
<v Speaker 5>So I don't know why I never I never did it,

1057
00:54:05.719 --> 00:54:08.239
<v Speaker 5>but I started doing sex Panther and I have these

1058
00:54:08.280 --> 00:54:09.239
<v Speaker 5>guys that just want.

1059
00:54:09.119 --> 00:54:11.159
<v Speaker 3>To talk, which is so cool.

1060
00:54:11.320 --> 00:54:13.800
<v Speaker 5>I'm like, they're like, oh, we've been following you forever,

1061
00:54:14.039 --> 00:54:15.760
<v Speaker 5>Like this scene is my favorite.

1062
00:54:15.760 --> 00:54:19.320
<v Speaker 3>I've watched this for years and it's so cool to me.

1063
00:54:19.559 --> 00:54:22.880
<v Speaker 5>And you know, a lot of them want to masturbate

1064
00:54:22.880 --> 00:54:25.199
<v Speaker 5>with me, which is great whatever, but some of them

1065
00:54:25.239 --> 00:54:27.800
<v Speaker 5>are just genuinely want to talk to me, and I

1066
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<v Speaker 5>think that's so rad.

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<v Speaker 1>Ladies and gentlemen, my guests for the evening, Josie Jackson,

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<v Speaker 1>you know exactly where you can find her at Josie Jackson.

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<v Speaker 1>Jackson is ja x XO n links to all of

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<v Speaker 1>our social media and by the time this episode comes

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<v Speaker 1>out and for podcast is up there not being called

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<v Speaker 1>a podcast.

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<v Speaker 3>Not a podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what we're going to put it. Are going to

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<v Speaker 2>be in the episode description.

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<v Speaker 1>Josie, thank you so much for coming on I'm glad

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't have to hide in a bathroom while shooting

1078
00:54:54.679 --> 00:54:55.159
<v Speaker 1>was happening.

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<v Speaker 3>I was at that party.

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<v Speaker 2>I know you were.

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<v Speaker 1>I had like three questions about clovicular that I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>don't bring it up.

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<v Speaker 2>Real quick.

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<v Speaker 1>Two seconds, two seconds. I don't want to keep you past.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me ask you. I plugged in all that, but still,

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00:55:09.639 --> 00:55:12.400
<v Speaker 1>let's do this. Did you know you were going to

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<v Speaker 1>get the backlass you got afterwards from just having a

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<v Speaker 1>conversation with someone who you claim and I believe you

1089
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<v Speaker 1>if you say it you didn't know who it was.

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<v Speaker 3>I had no idea who this little turd was.

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<v Speaker 5>I showed up to this. I had never been to

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<v Speaker 5>a pillow talk party. I really hadn't really been to

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<v Speaker 5>any industry parties like that. Besides, like your expois white

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00:55:34.960 --> 00:55:37.960
<v Speaker 5>parties and stuff. I showed up by myself too, Like

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<v Speaker 5>I knew I would know people there, but I should

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<v Speaker 5>have myself. So I'm talking to mom a bombshell. We're

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<v Speaker 5>just chit chatting. We were about to make a reel.

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<v Speaker 5>We were literally I was setting my phone up to

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<v Speaker 5>make a reel, and this man comes up to us.

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<v Speaker 5>He's not even a man, he's a boy, he's twenty

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<v Speaker 5>years old, and I knew from the jump.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, I do not like this man's energy.

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<v Speaker 5>Ah, he hasn't said anything yet, but I don't like

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<v Speaker 5>him and he's talking and I don't. I mean, I

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<v Speaker 5>haven't watched the stream, so I'm sure I could pull

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<v Speaker 5>up the stream and see. I feel like at some

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<v Speaker 5>point I like called him a little shit or like something.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, I said something where I.

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<v Speaker 5>Was like, I don't like you, like you're like in

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<v Speaker 5>response to some whatever.

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<v Speaker 3>It wasn't unprompted.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh.

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<v Speaker 5>And then we got and you know, after a week

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<v Speaker 5>of being at Expiz, I was not on my guard

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<v Speaker 5>to be having a conversation with people that were anti

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<v Speaker 5>sex work. I thought I was at a sex work

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<v Speaker 5>friendly party and I'm just talking about my hot wife, lifestyle, cookdown, single, whatever, whatever.

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<v Speaker 5>And I mean, if you saw the clip, yeah, he

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<v Speaker 5>was mind blown. I'm I didn't even know that it

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<v Speaker 5>was really being streamed. I don't I'm thirty one. I

1121
00:56:48.400 --> 00:56:51.880
<v Speaker 5>don't keep up with the streamer culture. All of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 5>there's all these dudes that are streaming.

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<v Speaker 3>And I'm like, is this live?

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<v Speaker 5>Like I don't understand what's happening, and so after that conversation,

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<v Speaker 5>the party went on is the weird way it did.

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<v Speaker 5>And then the next day, I'm at the beach with

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<v Speaker 5>some friends and I get a text and it's the

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<v Speaker 5>link to the clip, and my heart stopped because.

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<v Speaker 3>I was terrified. I was like, I don't remember, like

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<v Speaker 3>what I said, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 5>So where I'm it's a group of my friends and

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<v Speaker 5>we all are huddled over my phone watching it and

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<v Speaker 5>they're like.

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<v Speaker 7>You crushed it, Like you did so good. Look how

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<v Speaker 7>hot you look. Your skin looks so good. And I

1136
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<v Speaker 7>watched it back and I'm like, I am proud of myself.

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<v Speaker 7>I think I did really good.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a clip I'll post on YouTube and I'll get

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<v Speaker 1>about one hundred and forty views on it because the

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<v Speaker 1>algorithm doesn't understand what it is.

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<v Speaker 2>Ladies and gentlemen.

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<v Speaker 1>Josie Jackson, Josie, thank you so much for coming on

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<v Speaker 1>with me tonight.

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<v Speaker 2>Man,
