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hot wife being pleasured by a line up of men
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your creation. So as I wind my stay down here
in the UK and flying back home next Monday to
the Freedom Colonies, I have a bit of a teaser
for you and my dabblers of the Tech Gaming and
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probably understand this. And I'd like to know where you
think this is going, because I can't fisially tell you yet,
but I can give you a hint. Has approved to
give you an hunt. So as I go home and
to the many adventures of the doors that closed here,
Actually the one door that was planned here with things
attached to it closed on me. Many better opportunities have
opened for me, you know, So literally this trip was
you know, one door closes, the other opens. And I
remember telling someone that I know here that sometimes when
we're in a space too long, you literally get shoved out.
I think that's kind of what happened here. And another
beautiful door has opened. But I'm going home to the
Freedom Colonies too, are you ready? And in many a
G Force fifty ninety and yeah, so that's all I
can say. It is very exciting thing with exciting things happening,
something that in my downtime here that I've had to
quickly get on my feet and teach myself and I
cannot wait to show you some things. But it did
require a Nvidia RTX fifty ninety. So my techies in
the world are the my Google because I Google everything,
or you know, not Google, but whatever search engine you prefer.
I would like to hear your theories on what I'll
be doing with the Vinia RTX fifty ninety. I can't
wait to read those emails. But yeah, that's one I'm
going back to the Freedom Colonies with. And I'm excited,
very juicy lee Is that a word? Excited? To play
with it? What do you think I'm doing? I really
want to know you know what time it is. It's
time to sit back, relax. Let's have a whiskey with
some filthy cherries, of course, and explore some ironic fantasies.
Well people just like you and me. Dear Nikki, a
friend of mine who had been living interstate for the
past year, was coming back for a family birthday and
wanted to stay with us for a week. I picked
her up from the airport, and while driving, she asked
if my hobby and I were still doing that semi
open relationship thing we fuck others. I said yes, then
jokingly asked if that's the only reason why she wants
to stay over at mine. She gig Golden said, nah,
just one of the others is to fuck you. That's
when I get Golden said, I would be looking forward
to that. Then I also told her she can have
any man whenever she feels like it. Little did I
know how literal that would become. When we got home
in the early afternoon, he wasn't there, which he told
me beforehand, and said he'd be bringing back dinner, my
friend and I are just chatting away and having some wine.
When he gets back, they greet each other without any
sexual undertones. A couple hours later, soon after we had dinner,
we were watching a movie before she makes her first
move and gets off the couch and goes for his dick.
He immediately looks at me at his right and I
would just kiss him. She blows him and I join
in before we start fucking. An hour or so later,
we head to our bedroom and continue and eventually sleep.
I woke up to hearing sounds of sloppy blow jobs
and didn't move to look at it until I felt
her get on top of him and start writing. Then
I joined in and we fucked for almost an hour. Now,
I came here in the middle of the week, so
the day ahead of us in the next couple were
week days, meaning both of us had to work. However,
we were both doing work from home, so throughout the
day she'd just go up to him and go down
on him and then fuck him. He loves being used
like a free use, stilldough, That's why he never complained
about any of this. He'd be on phone calls and
online meetings and she would just abruptly assault him from below.
Friday night, we went out for dinner, where she used
every opportunity to grab his crotch in the restaurant. I
suggested we go clubbing afterwards, and that's where we were
even bolder with her public displays of horniness. I was
too a culprit, as all three of us would make
out with each other on the dance floor. I'm sure
we had many eyes looking at us. We got back
home and fucked for a few hours, starting at the
entrance to our bedroom. Saturday, during the day, my cousin
and her partner came over to discuss their wedding plans.
They were around for like an hour or so, and
during that time my friend would find a discreet ways
to feel up and down on my man, and even
snuck off to fuck him. That night, she had her
family function to attend to. She made sure to go
there with some cumb in both of her holes. Hubs
and I went for our own dinner party, but came
back before her. We were asleep when she came until
I was woken up in the middle of the night.
The same way the recent morning, the sound of a
sloppy blowjob followed by her riding him. This time I
didn't join in, as I'd been thoroughly fucked already earlier
and was too tired to do anything, so I just
tried my best to fall back to sleep. She told
me in the morning that my husband just laid on
his back while she fucked him in various ways for
like thirty minutes, and that even he was even so lazy.
So she was so satisfied she left the following night
with his come in her and on her. I'm pretty
sure she fucked him more that week than she'd ever
had since we invited her into our lifestyle a couple
of years back. Liz, Hello, Liz, how are you? I'm sorry,
but there's two thoughts I had when I read your name.
Let Us Liz came up to my memory. And if
you don't know who let us Liz is, go look
it up. Okay, it's not too far back. Everybody in
the UK probably just laughed. Secondly, I was thinking about
how they were fucking while you were sleeping, and I
am a deep sleeper and that's what scares me. I
have slept through an emergency alarm that goes off, you know,
like if the child has been abducted or if anything
like that, right, I said, through a tornado one and
good thing. It was just kind of like conditions were
nothing happened. So I started wondering as I'm reading this,
would I have even woke up to sloppy sounds? Especially
with the bed I have at home. It's one of
those no movement, not feel any movement kind of things.
I think she'd have to shake me, one of them would,
and I have a huge, wide, king bad so again,
I I don't know. I probably would have slipped right
through it, and then it had to tell me about
it in the morning when shot of mid mike, someone
should have woke me. I would have joined in or
watched and masturbated. So my question is to you, if
you're a lighter sleeper than I and you woke up
to this, what would you do? Would you join in
to the various positions in rendezvous or would you master?
Or would you just roll over and go back to sleep,
or would you, like me, Trollie sleep like the dead.
Dear Nikki, I've been a longtime listener of your podcast.
I'm a twenty two year old single male and new
to the swinging scene. And generally sexually inexperienced, only having
lost my virginity at the start of this year. I
found the Swinging group last year that is focused around
gang bangs and friendly towards single guys wanting to enter
the swinging scene. I've been following their website for a while.
I've participated in a party mid last year as a virgin,
but found it too uncoordinated. Only got blow jobs from
two girls there and didn't enjoy it too much, but
I've always wanted to give another shot. Four weeks ago
I viewed one of the ads on the website and
it was a Kirby blonde, milk hot wife wearing black
lingerie and sexy sea through black robe. She wanted to
have twenty guys lined up to fuck her one at
a time, one after another, and bareback was on the
cards for those who'd been recently STD tests. I met
the requirements and filled out the application, but was on
the fence about applying. My fingers slipped and I accidentally
signed up. Whoops, not going back now. For the guys,
if they had a recent STD test, they can go
bare back and finish inside, but if they don't, it's
just condoms. In finishing by coming on her face and tits.
After getting my STD tests done the previous weekend, on
the day of the event, I drove an hour to
the city, paid for parking, and made my way to
the apartment. It'd better be worth the trip, I thought
to myself. I turned up at the apartment complex and
a few of the guys were already waiting outside making
their way in. Not gonna lie, I was pretty nervous,
but small talk with one of the older gentlemen there
called me down a bit. As we made our way
to the room, we were greeted by a host slash organizer.
Everything was way more organized and coordinated this time. All
the guys going bare back wore wristbands, and a bowl
of condoms were also provided for those wrapping it up.
We were introduced to this gorgeous blonde, hot wife wearing
the same outfit, walking around in high heels with a
very milfy vibe. She was older than I expected, early fifties,
a bit chubby, but still very sexy. Her husband was
there and with her and would mainly be watching an
applying lube between each guy if they were using a condom,
But for the barebacks, one man's come is the next
man's lube, a sloppy second slogan, ha ha ha. The
group of twenty guys were divided in two, one group
starting at one time, and then the next group rocking
up an hour later or so. Everything was organized. Once
we got started, all the guys, including myself, dressed down
to underwear or got naked. She and her husband made
their way to the bedroom. She led on her back
and got blindfolded, not knowing how many guys there are
or who was inside of her. She loves the idea
of men rubbing their cocks while they wait their turn
watching the action. The game plan was for when one
of the guys finishes and pulls out, the next guy
at the head of the line moves in to take
his place. If the lead guy isn't hard and ready
to have his turn, he'll move aside to the next
guy come up, military teen tactics in action. I couldn't
believe I'm about to witness and participate in one of
my top sexual fantasies, slop a second's cream pie. I'd
only seen this in porn and from swinger stories. I
was still kind of nervous at this point and saw
the first few guys go first, administrating cream pie after
cream pie, hearing the sloshing, clapping and moaning, seeing calmlyak
out of her, The guy's cocks get creamier and it's
marinated in the seed getting piled up inside her. Some
of the guys using condoms came on her face, to
which she smiled with delight. After they'd come, some of
the guys went back to the queuing for another turn.
Slowly the numbers of men dwindled as they quietly left.
There was a diverse mix of guys from different body types, shapes,
cock sizes, ages, and nationalities. We were the United Nations
gang bang Squad. After the first hour, she had a
break before going back in the bedroom for round two,
and more guys turned up from the second group. The
blindfold was off now after witnessing some more hot fucking,
her husband noticed I haven't had a go yet and
offered me a go, but I still wasn't fully erect. However,
after seeing three big wet patches of come on the
bed that leaked out of her used pussy, more guys
went and the musky room of comb in the air
became stronger, and that got me going and I was ready.
As I hopped on the bed and got between her legs,
I played with her big tits. I was jerking my
cock and could feel the euphoric rush of dopamine in
my head and body. I'm about to enter a warm, silky,
musky and mature pussy and marinate my cock in it
before I fill her up with my young potent seed
for her husband to witness as I was about to
put it in and the tick. Three fantasies off my
list my first time bare backing, sloppy seconds, and cream pie.
I prematurely came from aggressive jerking and a week saved
up low to come erupted from my cock. I shot
about ten to fifteen spurts of exploding on her stomach, tits, face, hair,
and even getting some cumb on the wall behind her.
She lit up with excitement. WHOA, I was fucking love
that as she fondled my balls. All the cagles in
tantra practice paid off three guys in the room, her
husband and her and I all dying and laughing about it.
Some come even got in her ear, to which I said,
do you need a cute tip? She gave me the
nickname for my party trick, I was known as Peter
North after that. I didn't expect much laughter and banter
in a gang bang event. The event was about to end.
We all got cleaned up, got our clothes back on,
and it was time to leave. Maybe it's because I'm
sexually inexperienced, but I'm usually in my head when it
comes to sexual performance. But that night I wasn't stressed
or worried at all. I had a fun time with
no pressure from anyone. Everyone was very friendly and welcoming.
I gave someone an amazing experience and made people laugh
like the comedian I am. I was off to the
gym to decompressed. I was a bit tired at this point,
but this milf on the verge of being a guilf
just took twenty cocks and countless loads for three hours
and looked fine afterwards. She's arguably better athlete than me.
No excuses. Time to crank out some dead lifts in
a full body session, like how I cranked out a
mother load on a hot wife. I later went home, showered, ate,
and got naked on my bed and reminisced on the
day's events. I closed my eyes and masturbated with core
memories coming all over myself, then using my cumbshot as
loub to drain the last load of the day. As
I was stroking my cum soaked shaft, the aroma of
my cumb brought me back to the apartment and I
drained the remainder of my common balls as they tensed up, moaned,
and my body shivered, shooting out the last drops of
cum on my body. I took a deep breath, got
cleaned up, and was off to bed. Okay, then I'm
in love with you. Eh, I'm sorry. I tried. I
stopped so many times because I couldn't stop living that.
I'm finally I'm like, fuck it, it's funny. You are
one funny gentleman. You are going to make someone so
happy as long as you keep this attitude. Absolutely. I
love a good man that can be sarcastic and humorous,
not like in a jerky way that you know there's
there's a fine line on anything, and that's one of them,
but a sense of humor. As I always say, you're
halfway into a woman's panties absolutely percent. So if you
keep that nine ethan, You're gonna go far away. One
thing that he brought up because I, you know, we
hear about the two British women over here doing the
thousand men, right Bonnie and something or other. I can't
remember the other one, and it makes me wonder what
type of men do this and what happens. Well, Ethan
gave us, well a very small sample of what it,
you know, could be like that, something like this is
not that I've ever had a twenty man gang bang,
or a gang bang for that matter, how coordinated one
should be. So I don't know the website. Ethan did
not send me the website, so don't even ask. Don't
even but if because I can't really can, I'm sure
there's ways to find what Ethan has found. I would
not do a gang bang. Like Ethan pointed out, it's
a good gang bang is going to ask for tests.
So if they're not asking for tests, I would steer clear.
That would be my personal not having the alphabet of
twenty years of school behind my name, but having my
toes and having people that I know that are in
the end of that actually do shoots the tests they
have to do to prove their cling and to do
the shoots. Yeah, and there are some of them that
they'll go to lifestyle parties, but they won't you know,
they'll party and stuff like that, but they won't sleep
with anybody that's unwilling to be protected. So, if you're
wanting to do a gang bang and you find the
site that Ethan has or a site like it, or
just an ad or however you stumble across it, right,
if they're not asking, I definitely would cover up or
other take other precautions, and maybe just jerk off on her.
So that's my my little piece of advice. If I'm
going to give you one about gang banks. Also, let's
not talk about the United gang Bangs United Nations Gang
bank Squad. I absolutely, you know, maybe the the rumors
around you know, Nation meetings when they come into New
York City, the rumors, that's all. I'm gonna stay there
because you can go look that up. But you know,
I'm kind of thinking that when they go to all
their summits, it should be actually renamed to the United
Nations Gang Bang Squad. Just saying, so there's anybody that
listens that has anything to do with the United Nations,
you know us, we'll keep well me I'll keep you
all safe. And secure here over here, because this isn't Ethan.
I'm telling you you pointed out two different things, and
I United Nations gang Bang Squad was not on my
Bingo card today, but you said something that talking about
gang bangs is you know the condoms and or you
don't need blube if you're not gonna have to wear
a condom because you know, sloppy seconds or even nineteenths.
So I mean, at one point are we are we
still calling it sloppy seconds when you're number fifteen, just
asking so I would like to know. You know, I
was thinking, well, maybe he'll tell us how sloppy it was.
But you know, Ethan, if you do this again and
your number whatever past seconds, I know I'm probably not
the only one here that wants to know what. Just curious,
not that I would want to know, and not that
I have a way to know except for fingers or
physically feel I have toes. I guess too that would know,
but yeah, that just I'm just curious. Is it sloppier
than would be seconds? You know, you would think, but
I mean we're only so deep, so you know, could
we keep that much? You know? So many questions about
being slappy fifteenths, just just asking for a friend. Do
you guys want to know? I'm curious, But if you
guys want to know, we want to know. That's the
way I'm going to go with that. Dear Nikki, I
dated a guy for a month or two, and while
we didn't have much to talk about, we had a
serious sexual at chemistry. Our first kissed during the movie
about a fourth of way through. I didn't see any
rest our mouse explored each other the whole time. It
was bliss. Afterwards, he walked me to my car. We
made out, leaning against it. I felt drunk in his
kisses and smiled the whole time home. I couldn't stop
thinking about how amazing it felt to kiss him, And
then I made two wrong turns to get home, something
I never did one of our dates, more like extended
makeout sessions. We were steaming up his car, parked on
a cliff overlooking the ocean. It was at about eleven pm.
There were empty parking spots around us. In a street
light with a beam coming through the foggy windows, we
had to listen for cars on a parking near us
to make sure we weren't seen. Both of us had
our pants down. He fingered me, his fingers moving so
fast inside me, while his thumb handled my clad. His
mouth was on my neck, sucking and biting me gently.
As I was getting close, my arms reached for the
door for something to hold on to. The pleasure was
so intense. My fingers moved up and brushed the cold window.
The coldness of it mixed with the heat of our passion.
I came hard on his fingers as he bit my neck,
without much time to come down from my high and
still breathless, we switched possessions so I could focus on
his hard cock. The moment I touched it, he grunted
and threw his head back against the headrest. I teased
him a bit, drawing just my index finger up from
his taint the tip of his stick and spread the
glisting preycumb over his encorged head. He shivered with pleasure.
I smiled and started pumping my hand on him, firm
and fast. Before getting him too close. I slowed down
almost to a stop and played with his taint to
get I've done this before with other guys, but they
always squirmed, seemed uncomfortable that I was so close to
their asshole, but not him. He enjoyed my finger playing
with his taint. I could hear it in his ragged breath. Wow,
he uttered, that's really nice. I wet my finger with
the beads of his prey cumb and teased his butt
hoole with my finger and waited for him to beg
me to stick them in. He did, and thrust himself
closer to me. He grabbed his own cock and played
with himself and got that was hot. I loved seeing
a guy handle himself and learning from it. I slowly
slipped my fingers inside, and he made this incredible guttural moan.
It was turning me on, and it was all I
could do not to mount him and ride him. But
this orgasm would be just for him. Slipping my fingers
in and out gently, he pumped himself harder and faster.
His head was thrown back, his eyes shut tight, and
he was biting his lip. My fingers made his way
deeper in his asshole and made a come hither for
his finding his prostate, driving him wild with barely any warning,
His shot his load with a loud moan. He gushed
his eyes wide open, surprised and shocked at the new experience.
Come cover both of our hands. I've never oh my
god panting. That was the best orgasm of my life.
He kissed me passionately, as though he had to thank me,
and I felt drunk and the kisses all over again. Larissa, Well, Hellolriissa,
that's somebody's spank bank. I can guarantee that, Oh my goodness.
There is something about exploring a man. And now I've
never played with a prostate. I've never been asked to.
It's something I'm curious about, but I would never push.
But I do have to say gentlemen, and some gentlemen
are shy, and I hope this is not you that
I do love, especially when I'm sucking, you know, a
guy masturbating himself. There is nothing like if Matt mutual
masturbation side by side, or if I'm sucking on his
balls or lacking his stint, anything like that. Right to
see a guy pleasure himself because he's just so lost
and come and you know, buck Hayes or cum haze
or what are we calling you here? Right and just
let go. There's there's something very sexual, very primal in
seeing into anybody's sexual natural way that you become and
this is not sounding cold, but this is actually kind
of what it's like in anybody when somebody takes control
of their own You have just became an object and
you're getting a sliver of window into their private masturbation session.
And I would enjoy that if you've never experienced it,
and when you do get to experience, and hopefully you
do at least once in your lifetime, let it go.
Let it be, because it's a very private moment that
some of us never get to see into that I
hope we all get to see into, if that makes sense,
just because the natural reaction to be caught masturbating sometimes
is to cover up. Well, I'm being shocked, like you've
just robbed the bank and got caught, you know, to
cover up to shame, you know. And I know we
don't talk about this, but that's why we're all here
at least in some capacity. And it is nothing to
be ashamed of, honestly, it's not, especially if you're with
a partner. So I say in those moments that if
you're able to let them get lost in less land
and just let them take over, that's an experience that's
very special and I'm not going romantic or unicorn and
sprinkles and sugarcoam flying fairies or anything, but it is
very saxy, and it is something that I like to
have in my spank bank when I catch him doing it.
What about you, I really want to know, dear Nikki.
I had just asked Judy to marry me. She said
she wanted to, but not sure it was fair. You see,
I had been with more than a few other girls
and had been even married before. She was a dozen
years younger than I and was still a virgin. In
the past, most girls from her country were virgins when
they got married, but traditions had still started to change.
She knew about many of the others and explained that
since I had enjoyed others, she kind of felt cheated.
You see, she wanted to be a virgin on her
wedding night, and if she married me then she wouldn't
get to know what it was like to be with others.
I understood what she was talking about. I'd fallen in
love with her and couldn't stand to lose her, so
I suggested that we could have a fling or two
if she promised to never leave me. She said, because
of her religion, it would be considered a major's sin
to cheat on her husband, so she couldn't do that.
I said, so let's sleep together before we got married.
Then she could sleep around between now and when we
got married. She reminded me that she wanted to be
a virgin on her wedding night, so that option was out,
so she would have to think about it before she
would agree to marry me. About a month later, a
La Blue, she said, yes, she would marry me, so
the wedding plan started. During the planning, the schedule was
laid out. That's when I discovered in her country there
are two weddings, a religious one and one held in
private with family men members only in the second civil
one where everyone is invited and a judge performed the honors. Normally,
the religious ceremony is first, then the civil ceremony, but
in our case, she said her family's religious leader was
out of town in the month and she wanted to
get married, and because of that tight schedule where she
wanted to have a public wedding, one of her uncles
owned the establishment. We would have a civil ceremony first,
then the religious ceremony. Three weeks later I agreed, so
the dates were set. About two months before the ceremony,
I discovered that her family would not allow her to
move in with her to move in with me after
the religious ceremony, And then just a few weeks before
the civil ceremony, she found out her company was sending
her to Holland for two weeks training on a new
computer program, and she would have to leave four to
five days after the wedding. Anyway, I figured that since
I waited for more than a year and a half,
I guess a couple more weeks didn't matter. Anyway, the
engagement party and wedding win is planned after the civil wedding.
We could still win on our dates. Then on Tuesday,
just before noon, she called me and asked if I
could get off work and pick her up. She said
to go pick her up tickets from the travel agent.
I said sure and met her just before noon. We
stopped and got a bite to eat, and because the
agent closed from twelve to one every day, picking up
the tickets was a breeze. They were all printed and
ready to go. That's when she told me she had
the rest of the afternoon off and she wanted to
go to our new apartment. I barely got in the
front door closed, and she was all over me, kissing
me passionately. She started stripping off my shirt, and then
she stripped off hers, her bra and dropped her skirt.
She was down to a pair of scanty sea through panties,
and then she stepped back and grabbed a hold of
the belt and opened it and unbuttoned my pants. As
my pants fell to the floor, I was stepping out
of them, and she stepped back and got a devilish
look on her face and asked if I liked what
I saw. I grabbed her little petite body and her
hips with a deep kiss, and then I worked my
way down to her neck her breast and started sucking
them passionately. As my left hand made it it was
her buttocks, and pushed her panties down below her knees.
She stepped out of them and got a few seconds
and she demanded that I'd take her now in the bedroom.
I lifted her off her feet and carried her naked
body to the bed. As I later on the bed,
she pulled my underwear down and grabbed my rock hard
manhood and dstacles with both hands. She said she was
afraid it would hurt her and so go slow. I
said it would help if I made her come by
teasing her clip First, she creamed so much I couldn't
believe it, And after she came, I gradually started putting
it in. I barely got the head in, and she
begged me to stop because of the pain. I stopped,
but just held it there for a little bit and
then started again. She stopped me again, I held and
started again. This went on for several minutes until I
was about half way in. Then, as I was holding her,
she the next time just got quickly to the bottom
and hold it in as fast as I could. She said,
no matter what she said, she would hold down and
keep it in a few minutes after that, I should
pump until I was done, and then hold myself in
her until I was not hard anymore. If she cried out,
I should cover her mouth with my hand. I did
as requested, but because I could, she was in so
much pain. Just after a couple of pumps, I started
going soft and could not come, So I just held
my soft dick inside of her and took my hand
off her mouth, and we made out for several minutes
after that, we got dressed and took her to the
bus stop so she could take a ride home. The
following day we talked by the phone and she was
telling me how sore she was. On Thursday, we were
back in bed at the apartment. I thought it would
be easier, but when I started slowly, she stood crying
tears and I could just not keep it hard. She
started giving me a hand job, and I got hard,
so I suggested I lay on my back. She climbed
on top and lowered herself down at her own pace.
We used k y jelly, but she only got a
third over the way down, held it there for a
little bit and then got off. She finished me off
with a hand job. Friday went about the same, almost
half go in and before she stopped. Saturday we didn't
chance to be alone. Sunday morning she flew out. When
she got back, we had the religious ceremony and she
moved into our apartment. That night. Things went a lot better,
and I came all over the place. Life was good.
Now fast forward seven years, she took a trip back
to her home country to her niece's wedding. I had
to work and also had to move from our apartment
into our first house. Most everything was in pack. Some
bodies came over and so we went to move quickly.
After getting everything in the house, I started unpacking. While
doing so, I found a small box in one of
her bigger boxes. I opened it and found some pictures
of her with her college girlfriend and her girlfriend's husband
in Holland. The only time she ever had to visit
Holland was for training, so the top pictures were of
them visiting the sights. So I started looking through them.
About half way through, there was some taken at a
party at our friend's house. Everyone's was drinking and dancing.
Then it looked like a party was dung down and
there were a few left, and they were obviously smoking pot.
I was in shock because she was smoking pot too.
The next picture was her friend in one of the guys.
He was nude and our friend only had her panties on.
They were making out on the couch and her friend
was on top of the sky. And in more pictures
of the guys and another girl all nude. About four
pictures later, Jane was slow dancing in the arms of
her friend's husband and both were nude. The first picture
of a girl having sex with the guy, then of
her friend having sex with the guy that was not
her husband. The next picture stopped me cold. It was
her friend's husband on top of her and in a bed.
The picture was taken from the feet right side, and
you could clearly see his dick was buried almost to
his nuts inside of her. The next was even more shocking.
His friend husband was on the bed next to her.
His dick was limp but still close size, and the
second guy was on top of her. It looked like
he was just starting to put it in. And all
their pictures of at least four guys were doing her.
As I looked at the picture of the fourth and
fifth time, I noticed the dates on the picture were
over a three day period during the weekend last week,
and she was there. I put the pictures back in
the small box, in the small box back in the
big box, and never said anything to her about seeing them.
I did realize that she had figured out a way
to be a virgin when we got married and didn't
cheat on me after we were religiously married. We've been
married for over nine years now and she still has
not said anything about this. And even though I suggested
in dirty talk during sex that we were involved in
an orgy and other men were talking to her. She
gets extremely wet during this kind of sex, but has
still there's never been a hint of what happened. The
only question I have is should I consider myself as
I've been a cutcold, or have even been cheated on?
I can't really say cheated because I had sex with
other women, and I did tell her she could have
sex with other men because she was a virgin. Roberto, Hello, Roberto,
how are you no? Ooh? I was gonna say no.
I still no. I'm gonna say no here just because
you guys were already in an agreement of an open well,
your side was open to having hard these experiences. So
absolutely not. You can't say it's okay. And then, you know,
if you're thinking from outside the box. To me, it
would be like, because I always think of cheated on
as as a negative, here in this instance it sounds negative.
I would say exploratorvon, but not cheated. So in this instance,
when you say was I cheated on? I would say
you can't claim victim when you gave a permission. That
would be my answer, cuckold, No, this does not fit
the box at all, it do. I say it fits
the umbrella of cut cauldry absolutely, both for women and men.
That's just how this swing. Our community is. It fits
under that deeny diny rainbow umbrella. But the term of
cut colding is we determine as a definition in the
way I consider it anyway. No, So you have my
answer and around and how okay. I don't believe in
boxes because it gets clouded, as you can see. So
that's why I say our community is sexplorid of that way.
I've watched people when they say someone wants to try this,
Oh so you're this they we I think we feel
in general people feel uncomfortable around free spirits. Free spirits
because they can't say we can't. And this trust me
is very headachey for my OCD brain, but it's very
also uplifting for my OCD brain. I'm a very complicated creature.
Just ask my lover. So no to each again. You
are You're not a victim because you gave her permission,
and you're not a cutcold though you do. The lifestyle
does built the umbrella. That's my answer, and I'm gonna
stick with it because I talk myself through it. What
about you, guys, what do you think I really want
to know? I think it's time to wrap things up. Boy,
I didn't even close today's show out right. I want
to thank you again for joining me. Don't forget flying
home next Monday to an rt X in Vinea fifty
ninety and I'm looking forward to it. It's going to
be built for me so I don't have to do
all the heavy lifting when I get home. I am
looking very much to flying with that thing. And I'm
curious if anyway is going to look it up. And
I cannot wait to tell you what's going on, So
keep an ear out. I should be able to tell
you really really soon. And in closing, hell, lover, why
don't we go? You can put me in any position
you want, as many times as you want, anytime you
want money you think I really want to know? And
until next time, ladies and gentlemen, have a fucking fabulous
weeke