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<v Speaker 1>It's Monday, September twenty second, in time for your daily fuck.

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<v Speaker 1>The doorbell chimes, a sound that slices through the late

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<v Speaker 1>night quiet of my apartment. My takeout is here. I

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<v Speaker 1>swing the door open, expecting a tired looking student, but

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<v Speaker 1>my breath catches in my throat. The man stating on

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<v Speaker 1>my doorstep is an absolute dream. He's young, with a lean,

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<v Speaker 1>muscular build of a college athlete, a shy, handsome smile

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<v Speaker 1>that doesn't quite reach his intense, dark eyes. My food

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<v Speaker 1>is completely forgotten. He holds out a paper bag delivery

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<v Speaker 1>for George. His raised eyebells are both charming and sexy

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<v Speaker 1>as hell. Georgia, I take the bag, my fingers brush,

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<v Speaker 1>and a jolt of pure inconvenient electricity shoots up my arm.

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<v Speaker 1>He's wearing a faded university teacher and the muscles in

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<v Speaker 1>his forms are clearly defined. I decide in an instant.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a lot hungrier for him than I was for takeout,

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<v Speaker 1>but I also know I shouldn't be. It doesn't matter anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>He'll turn and leave George behind. Okay, well, thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>My hand is already on the edge of the door,

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<v Speaker 1>ready to retreat into my safe sensible night. He doesn't move.

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<v Speaker 1>Is something wrong? He smirks, You're the hottest George I've

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<v Speaker 1>ever met Georgia. I kicked myself he called me hot.

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<v Speaker 1>That's totally inappropriate. I should tell him off or file

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<v Speaker 1>some complaint thing in the app Of course I won't

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<v Speaker 1>do that. I'm actually thrilled as he's really fucking hot.

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<v Speaker 1>He pauses after I say my name, then nods and

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<v Speaker 1>turns to leave. Was there a moment happening? I watch

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<v Speaker 1>his tight house walk away and I linger with the

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<v Speaker 1>door open a little too long. Maybe you'll come back.

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<v Speaker 1>I want him to come back, and then he does.

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<v Speaker 1>I open the door wide, not even bother making an

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<v Speaker 1>excuse for not having it closed. He has this incredibly huge,

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<v Speaker 1>sheepish look on his face. I'm so sorry, but it

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<v Speaker 1>looks like someone just parked me in. I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>be stuck for a minute. Oh that's annoying. Tell me

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<v Speaker 1>about it. He walks very close, and I back into

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<v Speaker 1>the townhouse. He leans a hip against the doorframe, a

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<v Speaker 1>casual posture that feels anything but he's not invading my space.

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<v Speaker 1>But he's occupying the threshold. Nice place, by the way,

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<v Speaker 1>is this building usually this quiet. Is he just making

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<v Speaker 1>small talk or is he asking me if I'm alone?

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<v Speaker 1>It's pretty quiet. I clatched the bag of food like

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<v Speaker 1>a shield. Yeah, this is my last delivery of the night.

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<v Speaker 1>He always hoped that the last one is straightforward. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>no complications. He says the word complications. Raw's eyes meet mine.

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<v Speaker 1>My mind races. He's just talking about finding the address

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<v Speaker 1>about parking. Of course he is, but the way he

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<v Speaker 1>said it it felt like a question. I can offer

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<v Speaker 1>my internal monologue as a war between my good sense

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<v Speaker 1>and a rising traitorous heat between my legs. Does he

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<v Speaker 1>mean something by it? Or am I just projecting my

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<v Speaker 1>own sudden, inconvenient lust onto this poor, friendly delivery guy.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess the car is a complication or an opportunity,

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<v Speaker 1>And just as he makes his intentions clear, the sound

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<v Speaker 1>of a car starting up outside breaks the spell. He pauses.

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<v Speaker 1>I want him to walk forward and not back, to

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<v Speaker 1>invite himself in, to ignore the car. But that's crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even know him. The same war seems to

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<v Speaker 1>be happening in his own mind. As he doesn't move,

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<v Speaker 1>he just looks at me. Finally, he quances back, Yep,

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<v Speaker 1>they're pulling out ups. I'm free to go. This is it.

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<v Speaker 1>The tension is gone, the excuse is gone, the opportunity

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<v Speaker 1>is going. He's just a nice guy who was stuck

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<v Speaker 1>for a moment. He gives me another one of those

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<v Speaker 1>disarming smiles. Well, have a good night, George. He turns

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<v Speaker 1>to leave, and in that moment, as he turns away,

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<v Speaker 1>my carefully constructed wall of sensible behavior crumbles into dust.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't let him go. I don't know if he

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<v Speaker 1>was flirting or not, and I realize I don't care.

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<v Speaker 1>I want him to have been flirting. It's Georgia, I know.

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<v Speaker 1>He laughs, and that does it. He's funny and hot,

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<v Speaker 1>and why the fuck not. It's Friday night and we're

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<v Speaker 1>both free. Opportunity, that's what he called it. Wait, I

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<v Speaker 1>call out. My voice is sounding desperate, even in my

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<v Speaker 1>own ears. He turns around, he doesn't say anything, and

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<v Speaker 1>I lose all my confidence in his silence. Didn't he

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<v Speaker 1>want me? He called me hot, he said this was

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<v Speaker 1>an opportunity. He teached me about my name in a

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<v Speaker 1>way that was almost intimate. Why does he just grab me,

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<v Speaker 1>rip my sweps off and flop me against the door.

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<v Speaker 1>My mind is blank. I have no clever line. The

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<v Speaker 1>app I stammer, feeling like an idiot. It says I

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<v Speaker 1>should offer you a tip. A slow, brilliant smile spreads

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<v Speaker 1>across his face. It's the first truly unambiguous expression I've

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<v Speaker 1>seen from him all night. His words were taunt, but

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<v Speaker 1>his expression was always cagy, like he was playing a game.

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<v Speaker 1>But this expression, it's clear he knows. He steps forward,

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<v Speaker 1>and I stumble back as he crosses the threshold. Does

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<v Speaker 1>it now? I pushed the door shut behind him, The

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<v Speaker 1>click of the bolt, a final, definitive surrender. The bag

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<v Speaker 1>of food slips from my hand and lands with a

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<v Speaker 1>soft thud on the floor. I look at him, my

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<v Speaker 1>heart pounding with the thrill of my own decision. I

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<v Speaker 1>chopped on my knees. I look up. Sorry, I drop

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<v Speaker 1>my food. That's not why you're on your knees. His

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<v Speaker 1>look is everything I've ever wanted, pure desire. He puts

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<v Speaker 1>both his hands on my head, holding it in place.

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<v Speaker 1>As he steps forward. His crotch inches from my face.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even reply. I reach for his jeans. My

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<v Speaker 1>hand's now steady and sure. I am due his belt.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm zip his fly and pull him free. He's already

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<v Speaker 1>thick and hard. I hold his cog in my hand

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<v Speaker 1>as I look up, he's staring down at me. As

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<v Speaker 1>I slowly take him in in my mouth. He moans

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<v Speaker 1>as I devour him. My mouth is worshipful, my tongue

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<v Speaker 1>an expert. I savor the taste of him, the feel

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<v Speaker 1>of him, the low groans that start deep in his chest.

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<v Speaker 1>I look up and see his head tilted back, his

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<v Speaker 1>eyes squeezed shut, his face a mask of pure pleasure.

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<v Speaker 1>The sight of his complete surrender of my power to

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<v Speaker 1>make him feel this way is all the fuel I need.

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<v Speaker 1>He tangles his hands in my hair, not to command,

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<v Speaker 1>but to anger himself. He's losing control. Fuck, I'm so close.

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<v Speaker 1>I pause for a moment. Shall I stand up and

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<v Speaker 1>bend over? Shall I ask him to fuck me on

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<v Speaker 1>the floor? Fuck it, I'm enjoying getting this nameless delivery

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<v Speaker 1>guy off. I decide to just give him the best

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<v Speaker 1>hip he's ever had. Don't you dare? Come in my mouth?

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<v Speaker 1>I pull back just enough to speak I wanted on

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<v Speaker 1>my face. His eyes snap open, wide, it and wide

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<v Speaker 1>and glazed with lust. He nods, gripping his own cock

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<v Speaker 1>and him seconds he's coming with a loud moment. His hot,

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<v Speaker 1>thick loads splashes across my cheek, my chin, my lips.

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<v Speaker 1>He pins my face with his release, and I look

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<v Speaker 1>up at him through it all, my expression one of

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<v Speaker 1>pure adoration. It's the most beautiful mess I've ever seen.

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<v Speaker 1>He leaves a few minutes later with a final searing

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<v Speaker 1>kiss and not a single word. I stand in my

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<v Speaker 1>entryway for a long time. Tree is gone, my skin cooling,

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<v Speaker 1>my body humming. The food on the floor is completely cold,

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<v Speaker 1>but I've never felt so wonderfully, gloriously warm.