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<v Speaker 1>Should we switch?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, do you want to mend the controls and

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<v Speaker 2>also my.

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<v Speaker 1>Good side or you know what, I don't have a

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<v Speaker 1>bad side, you've only had. All my sides are good.

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<v Speaker 2>I think we're live and hi everyone, Hi, I think

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<v Speaker 2>I think we're live on our good sides. O.

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<v Speaker 1>Hi everyone.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you all so much for being patient as we

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<v Speaker 3>were a couple of minutes late. We're super happy to

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<v Speaker 3>be here in person. It's the first time I do

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<v Speaker 3>live like this with a great and wonderful Ricky.

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<v Speaker 1>Rose, with whom I have done several videos. All of

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<v Speaker 1>them have been a smash it with people be so enjoyed.

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<v Speaker 1>It's very distracting to see myself. I know why would

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<v Speaker 1>do it, especially because it's switched That's so what I'm

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<v Speaker 1>seeing is distracted. That's right, because it's right left and

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<v Speaker 1>rights is not the same stuff. I'm Yeah, we're switched

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<v Speaker 1>up sides in real life, so I'm not gonna look

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<v Speaker 1>at myself and go look into the camera. That's a

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<v Speaker 1>great the camera's actually over there, are hanging out. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>That voice my aunt said to me, it's she's so cute.

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<v Speaker 2>She always says.

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<v Speaker 1>Might over that voice.

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<v Speaker 4>I said, hello, Okay, that's to my aunt Hi if

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<v Speaker 4>she watches me.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, Mima. Okay, let's say hello.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you okay saying hello to a few people? Let's

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<v Speaker 1>say hello? But I can't. I don't have as good

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<v Speaker 1>as eyesight as Rita. I can't read the comments all

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<v Speaker 1>the way from here.

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<v Speaker 2>You want to scooch over, you can.

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<v Speaker 1>We can sit in the train. We can sit in

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<v Speaker 1>the train. That Oh, the cat is staring at me. Hi,

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<v Speaker 1>So what are people already saying? Stuff?

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<v Speaker 2>People are in the comments? Hey, guys, we have our

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<v Speaker 2>very good friend, the dentist Jeff, who gifted us black

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<v Speaker 2>and white cookies from all showers? Have you ever like?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you into black and white cookies? I like black

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<v Speaker 1>and white cookies?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay? So hee to this credit where we have is

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<v Speaker 2>it or washers are or showers?

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<v Speaker 1>Please remind me the name of the bakery. I actually

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<v Speaker 1>have this for you here at the taste Oh, thank you, yell,

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<v Speaker 1>and we have.

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<v Speaker 2>SBB saying welcome Frita and Ricky, thank you so much,

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<v Speaker 2>joy ming s f Night Owl says, I'm sure your

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<v Speaker 2>interview be worth any weight.

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<v Speaker 1>Ah, you guys waited six? What is it? Seven minutes?

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<v Speaker 2>Wow? So long do you find that that as people

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<v Speaker 2>get to know your talent and they have higher expectations,

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<v Speaker 2>that it gets harder.

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<v Speaker 1>People are like, no, I'm the only one who's harder

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<v Speaker 1>on myself. Yeah, everyone else loves me just the way

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<v Speaker 1>I am really think, so I'd like to believe so, right, please.

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<v Speaker 2>Everyone loves you the way you are. I know, but

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like people get.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm my only enemy. Everyone else's is your.

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<v Speaker 2>Friend, is my friend, but you're also your friend.

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<v Speaker 1>No, yeah, of course you're good to yourself. I am

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<v Speaker 1>very Yeah, but I'm hard on myself, very hard on myself.

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<v Speaker 1>You're harder on yourself. Yeah. I feel like I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>have gotten here if I wasn't.

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<v Speaker 5>You gotta be Yeah, you got You gotta push yourself

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<v Speaker 5>extremely extremely hard.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you feeling like people are very positive and receptive?

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<v Speaker 1>People really are, And I feel like in more in

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<v Speaker 1>real life, even more than an on social media. I

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<v Speaker 1>mean on social media as well, But when I get

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<v Speaker 1>those real life moments, that's when I'm like, wow, that's

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<v Speaker 1>so much more satisfying, Like when people come out to shows,

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<v Speaker 1>when people see me in the street and stuff, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and tell me that they love my videos and my music.

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<v Speaker 1>That's when it's uh, it's really That's that's why I

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<v Speaker 1>do it. Yes, it was worth it. That's when it

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<v Speaker 1>feels like it was all worth it. Yeah. So if

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<v Speaker 1>you see me in the street, don't be shy. Even

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<v Speaker 1>if you're a hussy, dish or whatever, don't be shy.

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<v Speaker 1>Some people are like afraid. They're afraid or I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know why, but maybe because like other people will see

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<v Speaker 1>or something. Yeah, I think a lot of it is

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<v Speaker 1>other people will see. Do you like to get stopped

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<v Speaker 1>in the street like a Williamsburg?

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<v Speaker 6>I like, when I'll tell you, I sometimes feel like

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<v Speaker 6>people have expectations of me that make me feel like uncomfortable,

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<v Speaker 6>not uncomfortable, like I can't live up to them.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm just a very like just a person.

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<v Speaker 2>And they project on me unreasonable expectations and I feel like.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to let them down.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh wow, yeah, that's my my peckle.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe that's also all in your head. Nobody has expectations

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<v Speaker 1>for anything. I hear you. I feel like I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>comfortable with a spotlight. That's a big part of it. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's a difference. I love the spotlight. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>have zero social anxiety. That's amazing. So to me, like

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<v Speaker 1>social settings people, I'm fully extroverted, not an introverted bone

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<v Speaker 1>in my body. So real for me, what happens when

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<v Speaker 1>you're by yourself alone, It's very loud inside my head,

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<v Speaker 1>it gets very loud. Yeah, yeah, you get bored, your

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<v Speaker 1>head does.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't get.

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<v Speaker 1>Bored, but I get like, if I'm alone for more

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<v Speaker 1>than like twenty four hours, I start I start to

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I'm going to go crazy. Really yeah, Like

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<v Speaker 1>having the people around kind of drowns out the noise

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<v Speaker 1>in my head. And I still even when I'm with people, like,

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<v Speaker 1>it's still sometimes. I especially notice it more and more

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<v Speaker 1>as I'm filming myself more and more. When I'm filming

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<v Speaker 1>with my sister and I'm rewatching it and I saw

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<v Speaker 1>how I acted, and I was like when she was talking,

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes I wasn't present and I didn't hear what she

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<v Speaker 1>was saying because my head was playing a whole movie.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm working with. Something I'm working on right now

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<v Speaker 1>is to be present and really listen, not let my

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<v Speaker 1>head wander around. It comes from being like I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe like a little add or like maybe a little

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<v Speaker 1>self centered is where I always only think about myself,

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<v Speaker 1>but we all are a little wait, yeah, only think

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<v Speaker 1>about ourselves. I think it's really really hard. I find

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<v Speaker 1>when you create to be so one channel. Right, you're talking. Yes, see,

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<v Speaker 1>now I listen to you. Let's make sure that I

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<v Speaker 1>can see and I when I watch myself afterwards, I

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<v Speaker 1>can see. I don't know if anyone else can see it,

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<v Speaker 1>but I can see when I'm spacing out and when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in. My therapist says she can see it too

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<v Speaker 1>because she can go on and then she's like, you're

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<v Speaker 1>not You're not here?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you more inhibited?

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<v Speaker 2>Because you sound sometimes more.

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<v Speaker 1>Open and sometimes more inhibited.

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<v Speaker 2>Is that how you know?

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's more of a it's a little bit of

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<v Speaker 1>facial expressions also. And I tell my friends, like I

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<v Speaker 1>tell my sister, if you see me doing that, like,

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<v Speaker 1>remind me that I'm not because I don't do it intentionally. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>of course a lot of people do it, I feel like,

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<v Speaker 1>but I feel like maybe I do it a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit more than others because I'm an artist and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>flying a little bit. Like I'm not always grounded, which

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<v Speaker 1>you need to be that to be to be creative.

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<v Speaker 1>You know you need to fly a little bit. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So how are you doing? Should we really adjust this situation?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you comfortable? I'm pretty comfortable. Yeah. I'm just thinking

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<v Speaker 1>if like who am I looking at? Should I be

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<v Speaker 1>looking at you like we're schmoozing and then everyone else

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<v Speaker 1>will just watch us schmooze or should I be looking

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<v Speaker 1>at them too?

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<v Speaker 8>Like?

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<v Speaker 1>What would make you more comfortable? What would you enjoy more?

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<v Speaker 1>I like seeing you laugh. Okay, I'm just gonna chillax

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<v Speaker 1>and this.

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<v Speaker 2>Chill as Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, how about you wearing a blazer? Tis the blazer?

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<v Speaker 1>It's such a cute blazer. I wanted to show it off. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I showed it off. Everyone's seen it. But it's not merch.

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<v Speaker 1>I get feed them. No, it's not much. Are you

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<v Speaker 1>selling merch? I am selling merch?

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<v Speaker 9>Eh?

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't told anything. Wait, no, I'm supposed to lie

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<v Speaker 1>and be like it's great. Business is going great? Really

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<v Speaker 1>it's not.

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<v Speaker 2>But no, I'm trying to understand that's supposed to be effective.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like it's good because people are wearing my shirts

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<v Speaker 1>and they're like, where did.

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<v Speaker 2>You get that?

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<v Speaker 1>It's more about hear about me than making it into

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<v Speaker 1>a business. I've tried a little bit. Bodcus bodcus. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you guys know what bobcus mean, right, Yeah, that's a

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<v Speaker 1>great Yiddish word. How do you define? Bobcus means yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you can come a little closer to Mike. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if people can hear you a voice, like, can

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<v Speaker 1>you hear me? Testing testings on two three, Jimmy.

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<v Speaker 2>J said, shalam, Rona says be yourself always Frieda and

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<v Speaker 2>Ricky I like that dances high Frieda, Ricky and everyone

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<v Speaker 2>watching Hello from Brooklyn, just.

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<v Speaker 1>Checking if they can hear us.

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<v Speaker 2>Cheryl's is hide from New Jersey. There is a message

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<v Speaker 2>on my screen that says this can be played in

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<v Speaker 2>the background. There was a still card, but that's gone.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait a while.

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<v Speaker 2>Before I tried elsewhere sun No, Yeah, say something in

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<v Speaker 2>the comments that we can pick up what's going on.

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<v Speaker 2>Bobkas means peanuts.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, peanuts exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>So you know. Also, when we were kids, there was

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<v Speaker 2>a plant that had these little bobkas on it that

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<v Speaker 2>would attach themselves to you. Really no, you don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I grew up in Monroe with nature. Maybe that's why

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<v Speaker 2>I think we called it bobkas. It was like little.

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<v Speaker 1>Balls never heard of that.

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<v Speaker 2>That were flowering off a plant and if you went

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<v Speaker 2>into the plant, it would get all over you.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh are you talking about with the stings, with the

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<v Speaker 1>little stinger things. Oh. I took my dog to the

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<v Speaker 1>beach when I was in Florida and she got it

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<v Speaker 1>all over her never I felt she kept licking herself

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, what is going on? So I looked

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<v Speaker 1>at her. Her whole pauw was like covering her whole

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<v Speaker 1>leg was like never, I had to. I tried to

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<v Speaker 1>take them off my hand and I was I pricked

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<v Speaker 1>myself so I had to get a tissue to get

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<v Speaker 1>it off. Felt so bad, my poor doggie. Yeah, what's

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<v Speaker 1>dog name? Tiny tiny? Yeah, she lives in Florida.

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<v Speaker 2>Sweet yeah, very sweet. Hannah says hierarchy. When you were

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<v Speaker 2>a kid, What did like boemer mean to you? Musically?

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<v Speaker 2>I used to plan the first song i'd listened to.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, yes, like boymin Yes by the way, happy lag

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<v Speaker 1>everyone you say no, I heard that yesterday at a

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<v Speaker 1>fancy a bad party, and now I'm copying. I just

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<v Speaker 1>thought it sounded cool because like happy hug, happy lug.

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<v Speaker 2>You got it Okay, After I looked like boyman.

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<v Speaker 1>to do. Yeah, I would be really jealous. Yeah, so

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<v Speaker 1>it's something I still deal with, but like seeing these things,

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<v Speaker 2>None of the Heimisha girls were dancing, you could tell

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<v Speaker 10>People don't really nice that you.

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<v Speaker 1>And sometimes people even try to claim your own original songs.

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<v Speaker 1>I've had that too. I was like, no, you did not,

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<v Speaker 1>every single time I post anything with that song in it,

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<v Speaker 1>like Gool's blues song. Yeah, it's every time I post it,

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<v Speaker 1>I get some in street records or something trying to

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<v Speaker 1>Oh no you didn't. Okay, tuning hair, it's a little

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<v Speaker 2>Nights where I got to dance. It's like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>so nice, did you perform?

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<v Speaker 2>So what was the video?

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<v Speaker 1>Just showing my day? You know, this is a new

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<v Speaker 1>thing I'm doing is I'm rebranding my page, although it's

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<v Speaker 1>not really working, but I'm trying. It's not rebrand I

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<v Speaker 1>want to have a continuation, like an ongoing story, because

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<v Speaker 1>so far my stuff is a little bit all over

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<v Speaker 1>the place. You have comedy, you have music, if you dish,

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<v Speaker 1>you have cooking, baking, this it's like a million things.

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<v Speaker 1>What do they all have in common?

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<v Speaker 2>Me?

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<v Speaker 1>So instead of doing all these things, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>let me just make a story of my daily life

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<v Speaker 1>every day and film myself whatever I'm doing, because my

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<v Speaker 1>life is very interesting. I don't have a typical life,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so or boring life. So so that's what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to do now. The first I post the

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<v Speaker 1>first video today, Well, the first one was the day before,

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<v Speaker 1>but I didn't really share much about my day. I

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<v Speaker 1>isn't doing so well as my other ones.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, are you willing to and I worked hours

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<v Speaker 5>on editing it. Are you willing to expose yourself like that?

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<v Speaker 5>Though I'm not exposing I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, if you do make a daily blog, yeah

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<v Speaker 1>for sure, I'd love that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it feels like you're like sharing my everything with

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<v Speaker 1>my fans.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, your private life.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care. I post my messy room. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe it's not classy or whatever, but my thing has

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<v Speaker 1>always been that I kept it real, and that's what

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<v Speaker 1>people love about me. Kept it real. In this business,

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<v Speaker 1>keeping it real, I don't know if we'll get you

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<v Speaker 1>so much money. That's the only problem, because because pretty

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<v Speaker 1>stuff sells a little bit better. But I think I'm

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<v Speaker 1>always going to stay true and authentic to myself. That's

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<v Speaker 1>something I'm obsessed with. I'm obsessed with, not with like

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<v Speaker 1>keeping it. So if I'm having a day where it's

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<v Speaker 1>not so good, you might hear about it, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe in a funny way, in an entertaining way. It's

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<v Speaker 1>going to be entertainment. I'm not going to just put

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<v Speaker 1>everything out there the way I used to, but I

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<v Speaker 1>will do it in an entertaining way. I'm using my day

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<v Speaker 1>to provide entertainment for you. Does that make sense?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>No, I get it.

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<v Speaker 2>I totally get it.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know there's boyfriend girlfriend relationship. Okay that I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not posting because that's what my question was. Really, Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>the world's not ready for that yet. We still need

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<v Speaker 1>a tickey an first. We sing to give the world an.

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<v Speaker 1>Should like him through whish like him? Listen, Nami tim

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<v Speaker 2>I think, oh really, it's a newer one.

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<v Speaker 1>You through me, my dis man, it's not me after

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<v Speaker 2>My snow lun Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>The lyrics I don't Yeah, I don't know either.

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<v Speaker 1>Shame, and so so am I how cord is that? My?

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<v Speaker 1>I know in the A minor scale, it's an. On

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<v Speaker 1>but this is ah. These are the classics. Oh do

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<v Speaker 1>you know the in me lick up them Robby, shame by.

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<v Speaker 1>That suit and drops.

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<v Speaker 2>Ron is asking us to translate. So like BM is

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<v Speaker 2>one day during the period of omer, omer is forty

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<v Speaker 2>days between passover and trus during you're not allowed during

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<v Speaker 2>the omer, you're not allowed to sing. Well, you can sing,

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<v Speaker 2>you can't play instruments, instruments or cut.

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<v Speaker 1>You're here wear new clothes.

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<v Speaker 1>I have had no idea. I had this song in

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<v Speaker 2>So during the omer year, not allowed to do cutting

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<v Speaker 2>your hair, put on new dresses, listen to music, and

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<v Speaker 2>be very happy. Because Rebuke Akiva's students were not nice

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<v Speaker 2>to each.

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<v Speaker 1>Others and that caused them to be they died.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's funny because I asked T why that like

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<v Speaker 2>the bow and arrows, and it was giving me a

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<v Speaker 2>whole list advantage. You have to be very careful tragic

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<v Speaker 2>because it makes up things. But it said that rebekkiv

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<v Speaker 2>As students died in a play and there was no

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<v Speaker 2>mention of they died because they were they were mean

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<v Speaker 2>to each others. Oh well yeah yeah, I mean these

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<v Speaker 2>things are.

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<v Speaker 1>Unreliable. We don't know. Yeah yeah yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>So no with nose glean, if you ever want to

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<v Speaker 2>pivot your career, you would also be a Kenui does.

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<v Speaker 1>It make money? A radical? I'm sure they have sponsors

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<v Speaker 1>for that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I know.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh I found this in Williamsburg.

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<v Speaker 2>This flyer all sorts of like warnings about sneeze and

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<v Speaker 2>this and that, and it was sponsored. Yeah, listen, no

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<v Speaker 2>I obviously it's a satire when I do it.

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<v Speaker 1>Obviously. Well let's go back to talk about like yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so like Boymett. Actually this year is growing up was

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<v Speaker 1>very fun because we got to hit their music. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>later on, I didn't have such a strong connection to it,

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<v Speaker 1>but this year I feel like I'm a little more

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<v Speaker 1>connected because I got to go to Midan when I

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<v Speaker 1>was in Israel for the first time this year, so

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<v Speaker 1>and the energy there was just you could just feel

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<v Speaker 1>when I was there. I was there on Zaionu Did,

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<v Speaker 1>which is Musha Abani's jutsa, and they say that that

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<v Speaker 1>was a gilgel of Musha. That's what they're saying. Also,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we don't know, but I guess that's what

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<v Speaker 1>they're saying. So it's a special time. And they had

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<v Speaker 1>music there, they had a whole thing and we danced.

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<v Speaker 1>I went there with my Birthright group and was very

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<v Speaker 1>very beautiful experience. I felt very uplifted and it's just

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<v Speaker 1>you can feel the I don't mean to be cliche,

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<v Speaker 1>but you can feel the holiness in the air. But

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<v Speaker 1>not sure I'm trying out no words great any other

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<v Speaker 1>dare try these words. I wasn't even sure what they meant.

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<v Speaker 1>So like it was very special being there. Have you

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<v Speaker 1>ever been there? I don't think so. No, I've been

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<v Speaker 1>to Israel. But I don't think. Are you like spiritual

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<v Speaker 1>or are you not so into these things? I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think I'm a spiritual person. No, I don't think so.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I find that I'm very I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I love communal things, but I don't have this no part.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't look down at it all right, right, I

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<v Speaker 1>hear what you're saying. Yeah, yeah, I have it. And

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<v Speaker 1>then I have a part of me that makes fun

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<v Speaker 1>of it. Yeah, you know, like it's a I've been

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<v Speaker 1>you know. So I have that spiritual part, but also

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<v Speaker 1>have the cynic who makes fun of the spiritual. So together,

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<v Speaker 1>we're all just having fun in here.

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<v Speaker 18>That's why you can't concentrate, That's why you have to

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<v Speaker 18>you can't pay attention. Yeah yeah, wow, interesting, But that's

424
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<v Speaker 18>so nice that we're spending.

425
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and also it's Sincle demile.

426
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<v Speaker 2>Can we also sing Happy Birthday to Zelda, my very

427
00:26:42.839 --> 00:26:43.880
<v Speaker 2>very very dear friend.

428
00:26:44.119 --> 00:26:47.079
<v Speaker 1>Happy Birthday is actually one of the hardest songs to play.

429
00:26:47.160 --> 00:26:48.720
<v Speaker 2>Really tell it with Do you know this?

430
00:26:49.440 --> 00:26:52.000
<v Speaker 1>I always struggle with it. I don't know why because

431
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<v Speaker 1>like when you started on the like your middle Yeah, okay,

432
00:27:03.240 --> 00:27:07.359
<v Speaker 1>that's why I got it. It takes me like a

433
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<v Speaker 1>minute to get the kym h.

434
00:27:10.759 --> 00:27:15.559
<v Speaker 2>Zelda with much love, maybe even here a very precious person.

435
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<v Speaker 8>Or wait, I have another mm hmm, Happy birthday to you,

436
00:27:30.039 --> 00:27:47.680
<v Speaker 8>Happy birthday too, Happy birthday day, halfpy birthday too?

437
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<v Speaker 19>For I looking at Bootstock, looking at bootstocks all I

438
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<v Speaker 19>looking at boot stokeses.

439
00:28:15.519 --> 00:28:16.799
<v Speaker 2>You know, it's all it is one of the people

440
00:28:16.839 --> 00:28:19.720
<v Speaker 2>I got to know. I think I wouldn't have known

441
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<v Speaker 2>her enough for my work. Have you formed relationships through

442
00:28:22.920 --> 00:28:27.680
<v Speaker 2>your work that is of course meaningful to you? Yes,

443
00:28:28.759 --> 00:28:30.480
<v Speaker 2>you know a lot of people say, oh, it's just

444
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<v Speaker 2>the Internet, it's not real life. But it can become

445
00:28:35.559 --> 00:28:37.720
<v Speaker 2>real life, right, Yes, that's.

446
00:28:37.599 --> 00:28:40.440
<v Speaker 1>What I'm saying when people it becomes real life when

447
00:28:40.480 --> 00:28:42.519
<v Speaker 1>people stop you in the street and talk to you

448
00:28:42.720 --> 00:28:47.119
<v Speaker 1>and come to your shows and come to your tours. Yeah,

449
00:28:48.599 --> 00:28:50.279
<v Speaker 1>you know even if you live in Waysburg, you can

450
00:28:50.319 --> 00:28:54.799
<v Speaker 1>go on free to store. That's so cute, Like you

451
00:28:54.880 --> 00:28:57.039
<v Speaker 1>don't need to be an outsider to go on her tour.

452
00:28:58.000 --> 00:29:00.519
<v Speaker 1>You should make us see the store because story you

453
00:29:00.519 --> 00:29:02.440
<v Speaker 1>should make because of the store. People will love it

454
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<v Speaker 1>because I'll be the guest celebrity.

455
00:29:06.319 --> 00:29:09.240
<v Speaker 20>It's gonna have a high ticket price, yeah, because we'll

456
00:29:09.279 --> 00:29:10.519
<v Speaker 20>have it'll be musical tour.

457
00:29:11.200 --> 00:29:12.880
<v Speaker 1>Musical tour. That'd be nice.

458
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<v Speaker 21>But I had an idea at some point to do

459
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<v Speaker 21>a shop tour where we start with Vaughan and then

460
00:29:24.279 --> 00:29:27.640
<v Speaker 21>we go to bakery and we have zoas, then we

461
00:29:27.759 --> 00:29:32.039
<v Speaker 21>have and finish and we sing songs.

462
00:29:32.400 --> 00:29:33.359
<v Speaker 1>That's a great idea.

463
00:29:33.720 --> 00:29:37.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I know, it's actually thinking I would join. We

464
00:29:38.079 --> 00:29:39.880
<v Speaker 2>could have a collaborative project.

465
00:29:40.240 --> 00:29:43.279
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, let's do it. Let's do it. What are you

466
00:29:43.359 --> 00:29:48.839
<v Speaker 1>working on? Let's tell people what you're Oh, okay, I

467
00:29:48.960 --> 00:29:53.799
<v Speaker 1>love that. I'm working on my album. Very exciting stuff.

468
00:29:54.599 --> 00:29:58.440
<v Speaker 1>Is it like a song? It's ten brand new songs,

469
00:29:59.279 --> 00:30:04.640
<v Speaker 1>all original, all in yaddish. I'm sorry, but you know

470
00:30:05.720 --> 00:30:09.359
<v Speaker 1>music is universal, so you can enjoy them even if

471
00:30:09.400 --> 00:30:15.440
<v Speaker 1>you don't know yaddish. I'm working really hard and trying

472
00:30:15.559 --> 00:30:18.839
<v Speaker 1>to get it done asap, but it's taking a long time.

473
00:30:19.000 --> 00:30:23.359
<v Speaker 1>So we're already on song number five, so we're halfway,

474
00:30:24.079 --> 00:30:30.079
<v Speaker 1>kind of halfway through. We're getting there. I hope that

475
00:30:30.200 --> 00:30:34.039
<v Speaker 1>for my birthday, but I can't promise happy birthday when

476
00:30:34.720 --> 00:30:39.680
<v Speaker 1>in October. It's a long it's a very long process.

477
00:30:39.759 --> 00:30:41.480
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I doubt it's going to be ready for them,

478
00:30:41.519 --> 00:30:44.880
<v Speaker 1>but I really wanted to. But you know, we'll see.

479
00:30:46.440 --> 00:30:48.880
<v Speaker 1>And I'm going to launch a big fundraiser as well

480
00:30:50.559 --> 00:30:54.079
<v Speaker 1>to raise the money to cover because it's very expensive

481
00:30:54.119 --> 00:30:56.839
<v Speaker 1>to make an album and I need all my fans

482
00:30:57.000 --> 00:31:00.240
<v Speaker 1>to This is going to be a community project. I'm

483
00:31:00.279 --> 00:31:04.440
<v Speaker 1>telling everyone this album is a community project. This is

484
00:31:04.519 --> 00:31:09.480
<v Speaker 1>not just mine, This is everyone's, and whoever wants to

485
00:31:09.519 --> 00:31:11.720
<v Speaker 1>be a part of it, wants to chip in, is

486
00:31:11.799 --> 00:31:14.920
<v Speaker 1>welcome to do so, and will be greatly appreciated, and

487
00:31:15.079 --> 00:31:20.160
<v Speaker 1>you'll feel like it's yours too. Songs are very relatable.

488
00:31:20.279 --> 00:31:28.240
<v Speaker 1>Most of them are about mental health or fun, you know,

489
00:31:28.359 --> 00:31:39.319
<v Speaker 1>having fun like dancing, pain, joy, no emotional I'll be right,

490
00:31:40.240 --> 00:31:43.119
<v Speaker 1>there's everything in this album that any human being can

491
00:31:43.200 --> 00:31:48.000
<v Speaker 1>relate to. You've written all, I've written most of them.

492
00:31:48.079 --> 00:31:50.400
<v Speaker 1>I have one song that I'm writing together with my

493
00:31:50.559 --> 00:31:54.559
<v Speaker 1>producer and maybe we'll write another one together. So I'm

494
00:31:54.599 --> 00:31:56.640
<v Speaker 1>not sure yet which of the songs are going in

495
00:31:56.839 --> 00:31:59.440
<v Speaker 1>because I'm still deciding. I have more than ten songs,

496
00:32:00.079 --> 00:32:02.759
<v Speaker 1>so I still have to decide what songs are going in,

497
00:32:05.400 --> 00:32:09.880
<v Speaker 1>and then hopefully tour after that will follow. But I'm

498
00:32:09.920 --> 00:32:14.359
<v Speaker 1>already kind of on a tour because I'm also without

499
00:32:14.559 --> 00:32:17.000
<v Speaker 1>releasing my album. I'm basically on tour right now. My

500
00:32:17.119 --> 00:32:20.839
<v Speaker 1>whole summer is just gigs everywhere in the world. It's

501
00:32:20.880 --> 00:32:30.200
<v Speaker 1>amazing in Poland. I'm going to Poland, yes where else Toronto, Wow,

502
00:32:30.920 --> 00:32:35.039
<v Speaker 1>Massachusetts festival season, so I'm going to get stuck. I'm

503
00:32:35.119 --> 00:32:41.200
<v Speaker 1>going to in Toronto, it's a Jewish music week. Have

504
00:32:41.319 --> 00:32:44.759
<v Speaker 1>you heard of its festival? And in poland's also a

505
00:32:44.839 --> 00:32:50.440
<v Speaker 1>festival Jewish Culture, Jewish Culture, and I'm performing Kazunas.

506
00:32:51.079 --> 00:32:51.400
<v Speaker 2>Wow.

507
00:32:51.680 --> 00:32:54.559
<v Speaker 1>I'm not doing like a Ricky Rose show. It's more

508
00:32:54.720 --> 00:32:57.720
<v Speaker 1>like I'm in a Kazunas show. And that's a really

509
00:32:57.839 --> 00:33:01.000
<v Speaker 1>cool experience because we've done that show before here in

510
00:33:01.079 --> 00:33:06.359
<v Speaker 1>New York and it's with a live orchestra. So performing

511
00:33:06.440 --> 00:33:09.640
<v Speaker 1>with a live orchestra is really where I belong.

512
00:33:10.039 --> 00:33:10.279
<v Speaker 15>Wow.

513
00:33:11.759 --> 00:33:16.240
<v Speaker 1>It's just feels feels like it's what I'm supposed to do,

514
00:33:17.400 --> 00:33:23.000
<v Speaker 1>feels right, and it's just so beautiful. Like the for

515
00:33:23.119 --> 00:33:25.559
<v Speaker 1>your ears, it's like wow, you hear the whole like

516
00:33:25.680 --> 00:33:27.960
<v Speaker 1>hearing it live. It's the first time I ever heard

517
00:33:28.000 --> 00:33:31.319
<v Speaker 1>a live orchestra, even not just performed with one, but

518
00:33:31.440 --> 00:33:37.000
<v Speaker 1>heard one. So just hearing all that was like insane

519
00:33:37.720 --> 00:33:39.839
<v Speaker 1>for my ears. It's not the same as when you

520
00:33:39.920 --> 00:33:44.359
<v Speaker 1>hear it recorded. Just all those like string sections and

521
00:33:44.480 --> 00:33:50.079
<v Speaker 1>everything live and say your passion is infectious. Yeah, I

522
00:33:50.240 --> 00:33:53.319
<v Speaker 1>love that. Should we look at some of the what

523
00:33:53.480 --> 00:33:54.440
<v Speaker 1>is the oil? I'm saying?

524
00:33:54.559 --> 00:33:56.720
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you can pull up your chair a little. You

525
00:33:56.759 --> 00:34:02.640
<v Speaker 2>don't have to be shy. So one says place skinnered.

526
00:34:04.519 --> 00:34:07.960
<v Speaker 1>Lynyrd SKINNERD I don't know about this. Sounds like a boy.

527
00:34:09.320 --> 00:34:13.119
<v Speaker 2>That's pulling for you. Guys says, so you like more classical?

528
00:34:13.920 --> 00:34:18.039
<v Speaker 1>It's my ass Where Massachusetts you'd stuck? So that's another

529
00:34:18.119 --> 00:34:23.199
<v Speaker 1>festival you'd stock And it's at the Eis Book Center Amherst, Massachusetts.

530
00:34:23.760 --> 00:34:26.000
<v Speaker 1>Have you heard of the other book center? Yeah, I'm

531
00:34:26.039 --> 00:34:31.039
<v Speaker 1>hoping to collaborate with them on Yeah, it's a great place.

532
00:34:31.079 --> 00:34:32.800
<v Speaker 1>I hope to do a video about it one day.

533
00:34:32.840 --> 00:34:34.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why it never happened.

534
00:34:34.960 --> 00:34:37.440
<v Speaker 2>It's an amazing like I've heard only amazing things.

535
00:34:37.719 --> 00:34:40.599
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's so. My favorite sign was the one where

536
00:34:40.840 --> 00:34:46.199
<v Speaker 1>the bathroom and it says VI the kaiser so funny

537
00:34:46.760 --> 00:34:47.599
<v Speaker 1>goes by himself.

538
00:34:48.800 --> 00:34:51.239
<v Speaker 2>Wow. So happy I can catch feed alive my first time.

539
00:34:51.280 --> 00:34:53.960
<v Speaker 2>I want a treat to see Ricky Rose being interviewed again.

540
00:34:54.559 --> 00:34:57.559
<v Speaker 2>I love the video you both just did reliving childhood

541
00:34:57.599 --> 00:34:58.519
<v Speaker 2>games fun.

542
00:34:58.719 --> 00:35:01.639
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, the cookar the cougar. That was amazing, you know.

543
00:35:01.800 --> 00:35:04.639
<v Speaker 1>Rewatching it, I was like, wow, I am really good

544
00:35:04.679 --> 00:35:04.920
<v Speaker 1>at it.

545
00:35:05.800 --> 00:35:06.119
<v Speaker 2>Amazing.

546
00:35:06.119 --> 00:35:08.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't even realize. I was like that looks badass.

547
00:35:09.719 --> 00:35:12.000
<v Speaker 2>Watching that for me was very painful because I'm like,

548
00:35:12.440 --> 00:35:15.119
<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, but you were.

549
00:35:15.039 --> 00:35:20.119
<v Speaker 1>So generous with me, Missie. All have our things were

550
00:35:20.159 --> 00:35:20.599
<v Speaker 1>good at.

551
00:35:23.039 --> 00:35:29.840
<v Speaker 22>Some people more like special things than others. Jimmy Jimson

552
00:35:29.920 --> 00:35:32.679
<v Speaker 22>had joined halfway through the stream. Can someone lead me

553
00:35:32.840 --> 00:35:34.840
<v Speaker 22>into the right direction to her music?

554
00:35:36.079 --> 00:35:36.280
<v Speaker 7>Oh?

555
00:35:36.480 --> 00:35:40.880
<v Speaker 2>This is Ricky Rose who plays Yiddish beautiful blues.

556
00:35:41.840 --> 00:35:45.159
<v Speaker 1>It's like a mix of blues, rock, jazz, even pop.

557
00:35:45.920 --> 00:35:48.000
<v Speaker 1>It's so Siddish music, all genres.

558
00:35:48.199 --> 00:35:56.159
<v Speaker 2>She's single handedly inventing a genre Ofish women's basically accented

559
00:35:56.840 --> 00:35:58.000
<v Speaker 2>music meets.

560
00:35:58.000 --> 00:36:01.039
<v Speaker 1>There's not nobody doing what I'm doing the way I'm

561
00:36:01.079 --> 00:36:01.400
<v Speaker 1>doing it.

562
00:36:02.159 --> 00:36:05.400
<v Speaker 2>No, there's so many men from the residual world who

563
00:36:05.400 --> 00:36:08.559
<v Speaker 2>are creating music merging, but.

564
00:36:08.639 --> 00:36:14.000
<v Speaker 1>Even the men, it's like, from the experience, from the

565
00:36:14.800 --> 00:36:18.719
<v Speaker 1>perspective of where I sing from, nobody has written from

566
00:36:18.760 --> 00:36:23.000
<v Speaker 1>that perspective, you know. Yeah, Well, there have been a

567
00:36:23.079 --> 00:36:26.920
<v Speaker 1>couple of I guess someone who left and as a woman, yeah,

568
00:36:27.880 --> 00:36:31.960
<v Speaker 1>there has never ever been I'm the first. Yeah, not

569
00:36:32.039 --> 00:36:32.360
<v Speaker 1>at all.

570
00:36:32.440 --> 00:36:32.639
<v Speaker 8>Yeah.

571
00:36:35.000 --> 00:36:39.280
<v Speaker 1>And also like I think there maybe have been women

572
00:36:39.320 --> 00:36:43.840
<v Speaker 1>who've tried, but maybe they weren't taken seriously, because the

573
00:36:43.920 --> 00:36:47.800
<v Speaker 1>world tends to not take women seriously sometimes when they

574
00:36:47.880 --> 00:36:51.920
<v Speaker 1>try to build a career. So it took me a

575
00:36:52.039 --> 00:36:55.159
<v Speaker 1>long time to get people to take me seriously, especially

576
00:36:55.199 --> 00:36:58.400
<v Speaker 1>because I also have this comedy side of myself, so people, oh,

577
00:36:58.480 --> 00:37:01.840
<v Speaker 1>she's just a comedian, you know. But to get people

578
00:37:01.920 --> 00:37:04.800
<v Speaker 1>to take me as a serious performer, it took a

579
00:37:05.039 --> 00:37:09.000
<v Speaker 1>very long time and hard work. And now it's like

580
00:37:10.119 --> 00:37:11.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm not playing, you know what I mean.

581
00:37:11.920 --> 00:37:15.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I think anyone with an I could see

582
00:37:15.360 --> 00:37:18.800
<v Speaker 2>that you're talented. But I find this very much that

583
00:37:19.480 --> 00:37:21.719
<v Speaker 2>many people, if they don't know where to slot you in,

584
00:37:22.159 --> 00:37:27.159
<v Speaker 2>will be very resistant to taking your art seriously.

585
00:37:27.199 --> 00:37:34.119
<v Speaker 1>It's like, yeah, like people like whenever I would be

586
00:37:34.199 --> 00:37:39.440
<v Speaker 1>around guys, even men, even not just men, mostly yeah,

587
00:37:39.440 --> 00:37:44.199
<v Speaker 1>I guess even people who have left the community, like

588
00:37:44.320 --> 00:37:47.519
<v Speaker 1>who aren't even religious, and I'd be singing a stickle

589
00:37:48.559 --> 00:37:50.840
<v Speaker 1>and I put down like a stickle, you know, that's

590
00:37:50.880 --> 00:37:57.239
<v Speaker 1>what it's called a cantorial piece. They'd be like, not always,

591
00:37:57.320 --> 00:37:59.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm not saying it's not a generalization, but I've had

592
00:38:00.000 --> 00:38:06.280
<v Speaker 1>experiences where people would just they'll listen and then they'll

593
00:38:06.320 --> 00:38:09.559
<v Speaker 1>be like joking, be like you should, like Rodney medodis,

594
00:38:10.360 --> 00:38:13.159
<v Speaker 1>you should get Like they're basically telling me there's nowhere

595
00:38:13.199 --> 00:38:15.920
<v Speaker 1>for you to perform. Let me like joke about it

596
00:38:16.000 --> 00:38:18.159
<v Speaker 1>and tell you to do and Rodney like, you're not

597
00:38:18.239 --> 00:38:21.400
<v Speaker 1>making any sense. Some people tell me go try to

598
00:38:21.440 --> 00:38:24.039
<v Speaker 1>find the position in like a reform conservative synagogue. That

599
00:38:24.159 --> 00:38:25.920
<v Speaker 1>made more sense to say. But a lot of people

600
00:38:26.039 --> 00:38:32.119
<v Speaker 1>be like you should, I mean, and I'll be like, yeah, Okay,

601
00:38:32.159 --> 00:38:34.599
<v Speaker 1>I'm coming, Like, don't tell me to come because I'm

602
00:38:34.639 --> 00:38:35.159
<v Speaker 1>gonna come.

603
00:38:36.760 --> 00:38:41.960
<v Speaker 2>K Yeah, okay, Kim, would you.

604
00:38:44.000 --> 00:38:45.599
<v Speaker 1>No, that's the thing.

605
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<v Speaker 2>You know there, I will.

606
00:38:47.840 --> 00:38:52.039
<v Speaker 1>I mean if they want me, yes, for sure. I

607
00:38:52.159 --> 00:38:54.000
<v Speaker 1>only go where I'm wanted and celebrated.

608
00:38:56.119 --> 00:38:58.960
<v Speaker 2>Women women have been told this like a shoot of stuff.

609
00:38:59.400 --> 00:39:01.599
<v Speaker 2>You know how many women at all. It's a shame

610
00:39:01.599 --> 00:39:06.079
<v Speaker 2>you're a woman because your head is wasted on women's stuff.

611
00:39:06.159 --> 00:39:07.880
<v Speaker 2>I mean it's very hurtful.

612
00:39:08.079 --> 00:39:10.000
<v Speaker 1>What are you supposed to do with your I mean

613
00:39:10.079 --> 00:39:12.920
<v Speaker 1>I get it. Some people just are not like mindful,

614
00:39:12.920 --> 00:39:14.960
<v Speaker 1>they're not aware that it could be bothering you when

615
00:39:14.960 --> 00:39:16.559
<v Speaker 1>they say yea, and they think it's like a joke

616
00:39:16.800 --> 00:39:18.199
<v Speaker 1>or whatever. That's true.

617
00:39:18.760 --> 00:39:21.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they're trying to pay you a cut.

618
00:39:21.960 --> 00:39:26.039
<v Speaker 1>Right, that's the truth. But sometimes it could be like

619
00:39:27.360 --> 00:39:28.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, like it's so funny.

620
00:39:29.519 --> 00:39:33.039
<v Speaker 20>Yeah you know what I mean, Yeah, especially when you're

621
00:39:33.199 --> 00:39:40.079
<v Speaker 20>hurting and yeah, yeah, who is someone you look up to?

622
00:39:40.239 --> 00:39:50.159
<v Speaker 1>Ricky? Who is someone I look up to? I don't know,

623
00:39:50.599 --> 00:39:54.639
<v Speaker 1>let me think about it. I like like simple people

624
00:39:54.840 --> 00:39:57.519
<v Speaker 1>like I don't look up to people in power or

625
00:39:57.639 --> 00:39:59.639
<v Speaker 1>people who are like an ebbas or whatever. Like I

626
00:39:59.679 --> 00:40:02.840
<v Speaker 1>look up to you, you know, like a normal like

627
00:40:03.000 --> 00:40:05.840
<v Speaker 1>a you're actually very special and normal.

628
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<v Speaker 2>Normal not normal but such terrible words.

629
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<v Speaker 1>Not normal, but like my friends you know, I look

630
00:40:10.679 --> 00:40:13.639
<v Speaker 1>up to my friends, look at them, they're doing their thing.

631
00:40:13.760 --> 00:40:16.199
<v Speaker 1>My little sister, you know, she's doing her thing. I

632
00:40:16.320 --> 00:40:21.239
<v Speaker 1>look up to just everyone basically, not like, oh this

633
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<v Speaker 1>person there is a legend or whatever, but you know everyone,

634
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<v Speaker 1>we're all the same. We're really all the same. You

635
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<v Speaker 1>can be inspired. Yeah, I guess I look up to

636
00:40:34.239 --> 00:40:37.280
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people. I can't think of like an example,

637
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<v Speaker 1>but but you know, we're all the same. At the

638
00:40:43.440 --> 00:40:45.920
<v Speaker 1>end of the day, we're the same and we're unique.

639
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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what I'm saying.

640
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<v Speaker 2>I totally get.

641
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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry. I couldn't have that answer if you were

642
00:40:54.079 --> 00:40:57.199
<v Speaker 1>to ask me, like what musicians I look up to

643
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<v Speaker 1>that let me think of that. I'm gonna phrase it,

644
00:41:00.599 --> 00:41:07.320
<v Speaker 1>and like a category of musicians I really like. I

645
00:41:07.360 --> 00:41:10.000
<v Speaker 1>don't know if I don't know them as people, so

646
00:41:10.119 --> 00:41:12.679
<v Speaker 1>I don't. I can't like say I look up to them,

647
00:41:12.760 --> 00:41:17.360
<v Speaker 1>but just their music is what I know is in

648
00:41:17.639 --> 00:41:24.119
<v Speaker 1>the goysher world would be like Ray, Charles B. B. King,

649
00:41:26.199 --> 00:41:30.800
<v Speaker 1>Ella Fitzgerald, Louis Armstrong. Are you seeing a pattern here? Wow?

650
00:41:31.960 --> 00:41:33.960
<v Speaker 1>This is the music I like. And now there's this

651
00:41:34.239 --> 00:41:43.639
<v Speaker 1>artist Ray, She's like the latest. She's like blending genres

652
00:41:43.679 --> 00:41:47.320
<v Speaker 1>also like jazz with pop and her own. She's her

653
00:41:47.400 --> 00:41:51.360
<v Speaker 1>own genre, like her album. Her latest album is a masterpiece.

654
00:41:51.880 --> 00:41:54.880
<v Speaker 1>So that's someone musically that I looked up to. Jacob Callier.

655
00:41:55.000 --> 00:41:56.960
<v Speaker 1>Have you heard of him? He makes the crowd saying

656
00:41:57.039 --> 00:42:03.079
<v Speaker 1>he's also like very musical and it's very intimidating people

657
00:42:03.199 --> 00:42:09.840
<v Speaker 1>like that. But yeah, it's like, wow, they're so talented. Yeah,

658
00:42:09.960 --> 00:42:13.599
<v Speaker 1>and I'm thinking in the Jewish world, if I look

659
00:42:13.679 --> 00:42:15.880
<v Speaker 1>up and I really look up to Shirley Green actually

660
00:42:15.960 --> 00:42:19.159
<v Speaker 1>because I also know him personally. I've known him for

661
00:42:19.199 --> 00:42:22.559
<v Speaker 1>a long time, even from stone I was married. He's

662
00:42:22.639 --> 00:42:25.159
<v Speaker 1>friends with my ex husband I think was. I don't know,

663
00:42:25.400 --> 00:42:31.360
<v Speaker 1>they're still friends. But I just he's a good person.

664
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<v Speaker 1>He's worked so hard to get to where he is

665
00:42:33.880 --> 00:42:36.760
<v Speaker 1>and he's made it by being himself and being true

666
00:42:36.800 --> 00:42:38.800
<v Speaker 1>to himself. So I really look up to him. And

667
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<v Speaker 1>I'm inspired by him too, very inspired by him. I

668
00:42:44.239 --> 00:42:47.360
<v Speaker 1>guess I do it. People look at that just took

669
00:42:47.400 --> 00:42:50.119
<v Speaker 1>me a minute to get there. Yeah, the backage the guy.

670
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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, so.

671
00:42:54.159 --> 00:42:54.559
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and.

672
00:42:56.920 --> 00:43:01.920
<v Speaker 1>He's yeah, he really inspires me continue doing what I'm doing. Yeah,

673
00:43:01.920 --> 00:43:06.719
<v Speaker 1>I think I'm man. Yes, I met you also, yeah,

674
00:43:07.000 --> 00:43:09.599
<v Speaker 1>all right, yeah, there are you coming this year? I

675
00:43:09.679 --> 00:43:12.760
<v Speaker 1>don't know. I'm thinking about it because I wanted to

676
00:43:12.840 --> 00:43:15.159
<v Speaker 1>do a video about it. I found it really interesting.

677
00:43:15.280 --> 00:43:18.760
<v Speaker 1>It's very interesting. Yeah, yeah, but I think I'm like

678
00:43:18.880 --> 00:43:23.840
<v Speaker 1>the senior citizen at a camping festival like that. It's yeah,

679
00:43:23.880 --> 00:43:30.000
<v Speaker 1>it's pretty I honestly I hate camping, and I I

680
00:43:30.119 --> 00:43:33.159
<v Speaker 1>hate camping so much. Every year I say I'm never

681
00:43:33.320 --> 00:43:36.039
<v Speaker 1>doing every time I go camping, I swear that I'm

682
00:43:36.079 --> 00:43:39.400
<v Speaker 1>never doing it again, really every time, and then I

683
00:43:39.519 --> 00:43:42.079
<v Speaker 1>do it again, and I'm going again this year. But

684
00:43:42.199 --> 00:43:46.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm honestly thinking of just doing like like either getting

685
00:43:46.800 --> 00:43:50.880
<v Speaker 1>a hotel somewhere nearby if there is, I don't know

686
00:43:50.920 --> 00:43:54.679
<v Speaker 1>if I can find, or an RV, but it's going

687
00:43:54.719 --> 00:43:56.440
<v Speaker 1>to be very expensive to get r V, so I

688
00:43:56.480 --> 00:44:00.800
<v Speaker 1>don't know if I can afford it. We'll see. I'm

689
00:44:00.840 --> 00:44:03.400
<v Speaker 1>performing on Friday, so worst case, if I really don't

690
00:44:03.400 --> 00:44:05.280
<v Speaker 1>feel like camping, I can leave for Shavis, but it

691
00:44:05.320 --> 00:44:07.440
<v Speaker 1>would feel a little bit like, you know, I want

692
00:44:07.480 --> 00:44:10.280
<v Speaker 1>to be there. I also have summer stage on Monday,

693
00:44:10.400 --> 00:44:15.800
<v Speaker 1>so I definitely need to be like well rested and

694
00:44:15.960 --> 00:44:20.960
<v Speaker 1>not like over exert my energy. Throughout Jovis. Wow, it's

695
00:44:21.039 --> 00:44:22.800
<v Speaker 1>so fun, so many fun things.

696
00:44:23.320 --> 00:44:23.519
<v Speaker 8>Yeah.

697
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<v Speaker 1>Do you like Nina Simone? I do like Nina Simone? Yes,

698
00:44:31.079 --> 00:44:37.960
<v Speaker 1>you love the greats? And at home? How about Stevie Wonder?

699
00:44:38.159 --> 00:44:44.239
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, of course, very superstitious writings on the world.

700
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<v Speaker 1>Don't lose the numbers? Really, Dan from Forest Hills, I

701
00:44:49.480 --> 00:44:52.239
<v Speaker 1>don't know that one. I'm at the age where.

702
00:44:52.280 --> 00:44:56.639
<v Speaker 2>My idea of camping is cold room service, my wife says,

703
00:44:56.719 --> 00:44:59.320
<v Speaker 2>Colleen says, my wife says, camping is room service at

704
00:44:59.360 --> 00:45:00.280
<v Speaker 2>the marriage.

705
00:45:02.039 --> 00:45:06.000
<v Speaker 1>Johnny Hartman, I don't know what it is. I'm sorry.

706
00:45:07.360 --> 00:45:09.599
<v Speaker 1>There's a lot of names that I won't know because

707
00:45:10.320 --> 00:45:11.480
<v Speaker 1>I didn't grow up with all this.

708
00:45:11.639 --> 00:45:11.920
<v Speaker 2>So it.

709
00:45:13.760 --> 00:45:16.480
<v Speaker 1>And there's so much to learn, so you never catch up.

710
00:45:17.000 --> 00:45:20.599
<v Speaker 1>As much as you catch up, you never catch up,

711
00:45:20.639 --> 00:45:22.199
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean? Yeah, for sure, But you

712
00:45:22.320 --> 00:45:25.679
<v Speaker 1>have a whole body of knowledge of I already do. Yeah,

713
00:45:26.119 --> 00:45:27.119
<v Speaker 1>of a different kind.

714
00:45:27.760 --> 00:45:27.960
<v Speaker 8>Yeah.

715
00:45:28.320 --> 00:45:29.880
<v Speaker 1>Do you want to taste of black and white cookie

716
00:45:29.920 --> 00:45:34.559
<v Speaker 1>and tell us what you Yes? Okay, it looks amazing

717
00:45:35.599 --> 00:45:39.400
<v Speaker 1>a hunt to find my favorite one. But black and

718
00:45:39.440 --> 00:45:43.400
<v Speaker 1>white cookie is the answer to racism exactly. There's a

719
00:45:43.480 --> 00:45:47.159
<v Speaker 1>whole Seinfeld episode about this. Really yeah, yeah, yeah, it's

720
00:45:47.320 --> 00:45:56.679
<v Speaker 1>very funny. Oh, I got a big piece. Do you

721
00:45:56.760 --> 00:46:01.800
<v Speaker 1>prefer the brown or the white? Usually chocolate the chocolate?

722
00:46:02.039 --> 00:46:02.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

723
00:46:02.960 --> 00:46:11.719
<v Speaker 1>What do you think of this particular? Really good? Yeah, okay,

724
00:46:12.159 --> 00:46:13.079
<v Speaker 1>I like classic.

725
00:46:13.800 --> 00:46:14.239
<v Speaker 15>I like it.

726
00:46:14.760 --> 00:46:17.840
<v Speaker 2>H I've been trying different cookies and I'm trying to

727
00:46:17.920 --> 00:46:20.320
<v Speaker 2>find one that I like, but also I really would

728
00:46:20.360 --> 00:46:22.000
<v Speaker 2>like to find one that's kosher.

729
00:46:22.559 --> 00:46:24.880
<v Speaker 1>This isn't kosher. Are you kosher?

730
00:46:25.920 --> 00:46:29.440
<v Speaker 2>It's sort of kosher. It's it's a basically that has

731
00:46:29.719 --> 00:46:31.360
<v Speaker 2>some items are certified kosher.

732
00:46:31.639 --> 00:46:37.039
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't have that's as far as my closure goes. Okay,

733
00:46:40.800 --> 00:46:43.840
<v Speaker 1>so wow, this is good. I'm gonna eat the whole thing. Yeah,

734
00:46:43.880 --> 00:46:44.639
<v Speaker 1>it is really good.

735
00:46:44.679 --> 00:46:46.960
<v Speaker 2>I never knew I liked black and white cookies until

736
00:46:47.000 --> 00:46:48.280
<v Speaker 2>I started to look forward.

737
00:46:49.320 --> 00:46:51.559
<v Speaker 1>I'm definitely more of a chocolate what are you I

738
00:46:51.760 --> 00:46:54.320
<v Speaker 1>like the white of this, but there's more chocolate on this.

739
00:46:54.760 --> 00:47:02.840
<v Speaker 1>You notice the ratio is unjust unjust unus. But the

740
00:47:02.920 --> 00:47:06.400
<v Speaker 1>best part is when you take both like that, Yeah, exactly,

741
00:47:06.559 --> 00:47:10.320
<v Speaker 1>you know from both sort of goes sure.

742
00:47:11.679 --> 00:47:12.519
<v Speaker 2>Oh so good?

743
00:47:12.559 --> 00:47:15.119
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I didn't realize that I was actually hungry.

744
00:47:15.480 --> 00:47:21.960
<v Speaker 1>Oh not never. I feel bad. We should have good

745
00:47:22.199 --> 00:47:27.920
<v Speaker 1>really so it's really yummy. Yeah, it's really good. I'm

746
00:47:27.920 --> 00:47:29.599
<v Speaker 1>telling you, I never like black and white cookies, but

747
00:47:29.679 --> 00:47:35.079
<v Speaker 1>I grew up with extremely sweet. It wasn't good actually good. Yeah.

748
00:47:35.159 --> 00:47:36.840
<v Speaker 2>I decided to try to look for a black and

749
00:47:36.840 --> 00:47:39.559
<v Speaker 2>white cookie I like because it's like something fun, because

750
00:47:39.679 --> 00:47:41.360
<v Speaker 2>most of the time I don't like it, and that

751
00:47:41.519 --> 00:47:43.800
<v Speaker 2>makes it more of a challenge.

752
00:47:44.320 --> 00:47:48.079
<v Speaker 1>Most of them are so sweet. Interesting. Yeah, what's happen?

753
00:47:48.920 --> 00:47:51.920
<v Speaker 1>It's a flower from the same place, may flower, I

754
00:47:52.000 --> 00:47:58.280
<v Speaker 1>guess a tulip. See, I'm suspicious of this one. This

755
00:47:58.760 --> 00:48:00.400
<v Speaker 1>is like, I know what kind of truck, what it is.

756
00:48:01.559 --> 00:48:05.000
<v Speaker 1>It's suspicious of them. I think it might be of

757
00:48:05.400 --> 00:48:09.599
<v Speaker 1>what they put in in this stuff, like gelatins. Yeah,

758
00:48:10.000 --> 00:48:14.199
<v Speaker 1>and not just that because I'm allergic. Oh look, it

759
00:48:14.280 --> 00:48:18.559
<v Speaker 1>says butterflower, eggs, sugar, baking powder venither confection of sugar.

760
00:48:18.800 --> 00:48:24.039
<v Speaker 1>That's food coloring the rank powder. Oh okay, that's good.

761
00:48:24.679 --> 00:48:31.519
<v Speaker 1>Should yeah, let's try it. What's it's already broken? Ever? Yeah,

762
00:48:31.679 --> 00:48:38.119
<v Speaker 1>broke at the place where there's no I think? Is

763
00:48:38.159 --> 00:48:49.440
<v Speaker 1>it very sweet? Good? Yeah? It's buttery, which I like. Yeah, yeah,

764
00:48:49.440 --> 00:48:58.599
<v Speaker 1>I make a forgot. I'm here to keep track mind you. Well,

765
00:48:59.280 --> 00:49:01.880
<v Speaker 1>should we see anyone else said anything?

766
00:49:03.719 --> 00:49:06.320
<v Speaker 2>Call call our live stream a day, or you want.

767
00:49:06.239 --> 00:49:10.360
<v Speaker 1>To sing one my song for I think makes what

768
00:49:10.519 --> 00:49:13.440
<v Speaker 1>is what I'm saying? Martine says, you don't need to

769
00:49:13.480 --> 00:49:14.639
<v Speaker 1>be hungry to have cookies.

770
00:49:16.400 --> 00:49:18.400
<v Speaker 2>You know, I just had a filling of my suits

771
00:49:18.480 --> 00:49:21.079
<v Speaker 2>and I'm feeling it, which is not good.

772
00:49:24.280 --> 00:49:26.480
<v Speaker 1>Use it to heal the world. Take it away, Ricky.

773
00:49:26.639 --> 00:49:28.960
<v Speaker 1>Since miss Planetmaster.

774
00:49:30.920 --> 00:49:34.639
<v Speaker 2>Carls is perhaps freedo, Nanny Rich, Mimmy and Seth can

775
00:49:34.679 --> 00:49:36.719
<v Speaker 2>get together and make black white cookies.

776
00:49:37.559 --> 00:49:40.920
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, yes, that would be so much fun.

777
00:49:41.679 --> 00:49:44.000
<v Speaker 2>Is it true that SAtma Reva thought like Boyman should

778
00:49:44.039 --> 00:49:45.480
<v Speaker 2>only be celebrated in Israel?

779
00:49:47.480 --> 00:49:55.719
<v Speaker 1>Mhm, never heard that? You know the song from.

780
00:49:59.800 --> 00:50:08.199
<v Speaker 23>I'll from Fell Door Tophing Green Stop Stay the shaner

781
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<v Speaker 23>pasted were not feeling less so good?

782
00:50:13.039 --> 00:50:16.960
<v Speaker 1>It is all mockers face.

783
00:50:18.000 --> 00:50:18.280
<v Speaker 2>I know.

784
00:50:21.079 --> 00:50:27.840
<v Speaker 7>Katy talked Nzi and riding valuable the bale bosses a million,

785
00:50:29.079 --> 00:50:31.159
<v Speaker 7>fishing about.

786
00:50:32.400 --> 00:50:36.639
<v Speaker 2>Only made finding a often hurt.

787
00:50:39.840 --> 00:50:42.840
<v Speaker 1>It's a love song now and there was chef very

788
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<v Speaker 1>head and face. Not a love love story.

789
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<v Speaker 2>In May.

790
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<v Speaker 24>It's very calm. He's now after films in the US

791
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<v Speaker 24>in a midt, He's grow.

792
00:51:02.199 --> 00:51:08.480
<v Speaker 2>It's the la in my tub in their parts Golden.

793
00:51:12.000 --> 00:51:15.119
<v Speaker 1>I don't remember the rest of the song, but it's

794
00:51:15.679 --> 00:51:19.199
<v Speaker 1>like the story of how they got married and then he.

795
00:51:20.679 --> 00:51:21.679
<v Speaker 2>Follow and he.

796
00:51:23.320 --> 00:51:27.639
<v Speaker 1>Her to marry a poor student who didn't know anything.

797
00:51:27.719 --> 00:51:28.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and he went to learn.

798
00:51:29.320 --> 00:51:32.719
<v Speaker 1>And then he saw the water dripping on the stone

799
00:51:32.760 --> 00:51:38.840
<v Speaker 1>and making a hole in the stone. It's like drops smart.

800
00:51:44.199 --> 00:51:45.719
<v Speaker 1>That's such a part of the message.

801
00:51:46.440 --> 00:51:48.960
<v Speaker 2>It was all about how water dripping on a stone

802
00:51:48.960 --> 00:51:50.000
<v Speaker 2>will eventually.

803
00:51:49.679 --> 00:51:52.519
<v Speaker 1>Erode it, yes, and into his head. So he's like,

804
00:51:52.639 --> 00:51:55.880
<v Speaker 1>you know what, I'm a forty year old alta cake

805
00:51:56.719 --> 00:52:00.480
<v Speaker 1>and I could still learn something new. And he went

806
00:52:00.559 --> 00:52:03.119
<v Speaker 1>to Shiva and he learned for what twelve years, and

807
00:52:03.239 --> 00:52:05.519
<v Speaker 1>he became the greatest became the greatest scholar. And he

808
00:52:05.599 --> 00:52:09.440
<v Speaker 1>came home and so his wife was still struggling. And

809
00:52:10.360 --> 00:52:15.039
<v Speaker 1>overheard his wife telling the neighbor that I would give

810
00:52:15.119 --> 00:52:18.400
<v Speaker 1>another what did she say, twelve years in order for

811
00:52:18.559 --> 00:52:21.599
<v Speaker 1>my husband to continue learning. And she didn't even know

812
00:52:21.719 --> 00:52:25.800
<v Speaker 1>that he's made it. And so he returned for another

813
00:52:25.920 --> 00:52:28.079
<v Speaker 1>twelve years, and then he came back.

814
00:52:28.039 --> 00:52:32.000
<v Speaker 2>And the great friend with all these students and yeah,

815
00:52:32.119 --> 00:52:33.199
<v Speaker 2>I mean he's proven.

816
00:52:33.039 --> 00:52:38.159
<v Speaker 1>Right, I will be like, nah, you better stay home

817
00:52:38.320 --> 00:52:41.960
<v Speaker 1>and provide because I'm not playing these games. But you

818
00:52:42.039 --> 00:52:44.039
<v Speaker 1>know what, what was her name, Roco or something? Yeah,

819
00:52:44.599 --> 00:52:47.840
<v Speaker 1>Roco was made of a different different breeds.

820
00:52:48.079 --> 00:52:51.519
<v Speaker 2>It's an amazing story because I can never it's so

821
00:52:51.679 --> 00:52:53.679
<v Speaker 2>different from what we grew up with, which is you

822
00:52:53.800 --> 00:52:56.440
<v Speaker 2>marry someone the same age who matches you and you

823
00:52:56.679 --> 00:52:57.599
<v Speaker 2>have a family together.

824
00:52:58.320 --> 00:53:01.400
<v Speaker 1>She wanted to and she came from a rich family.

825
00:53:01.480 --> 00:53:04.119
<v Speaker 1>She had everything, and she gave everything up for this

826
00:53:04.320 --> 00:53:06.280
<v Speaker 1>man who I guess she was in love with. I

827
00:53:06.360 --> 00:53:08.519
<v Speaker 1>hope they were in love because otherwise.

828
00:53:08.760 --> 00:53:11.800
<v Speaker 2>Whatever it is, she really wanted him. Let him go

829
00:53:12.159 --> 00:53:15.559
<v Speaker 2>learn for twenty four years and say what was the

830
00:53:15.719 --> 00:53:16.920
<v Speaker 2>verse from the song?

831
00:53:17.280 --> 00:53:22.400
<v Speaker 1>Her father was so against it, the toctor villain, this name.

832
00:53:22.719 --> 00:53:23.800
<v Speaker 2>The father doesn't want to know.

833
00:53:24.000 --> 00:53:25.920
<v Speaker 1>No, it's amazing, I want to know anything.

834
00:53:26.280 --> 00:53:28.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we grew up on this essentially a love story.

835
00:53:29.039 --> 00:53:32.320
<v Speaker 2>She was like, I'm going to marry him. Yeah, and

836
00:53:32.519 --> 00:53:35.280
<v Speaker 2>married because he was a genius and in the end

837
00:53:35.800 --> 00:53:36.599
<v Speaker 2>like he wasn't.

838
00:53:36.719 --> 00:53:38.280
<v Speaker 1>She didn't know he was a gene he was a

839
00:53:38.400 --> 00:53:41.280
<v Speaker 1>good term Alma wuits or something like, yeah, he knew

840
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<v Speaker 1>not he was a pasta.

841
00:53:42.480 --> 00:53:45.039
<v Speaker 2>He was a pasta. He was a shepherd, a shepherd, Yes,

842
00:53:45.360 --> 00:53:48.840
<v Speaker 2>that's an amazing story. And he was working for her father.

843
00:53:49.239 --> 00:53:54.039
<v Speaker 2>So at the time I think, yeah, so she was

844
00:53:54.079 --> 00:53:56.960
<v Speaker 2>an amazing story. And he turned around and became a

845
00:53:57.079 --> 00:53:57.760
<v Speaker 2>great sage.

846
00:53:59.480 --> 00:54:02.239
<v Speaker 1>That's just yeah. Is that what we celebrate? So no,

847
00:54:02.519 --> 00:54:06.519
<v Speaker 1>so yeah, Shimar, who he was a talmud, was a

848
00:54:06.719 --> 00:54:12.480
<v Speaker 1>student of this and the people who died were all

849
00:54:12.599 --> 00:54:15.280
<v Speaker 1>his tell me them right, So Shiman was, I guess,

850
00:54:15.360 --> 00:54:20.039
<v Speaker 1>one of them. And Shiman has the other story where

851
00:54:20.119 --> 00:54:23.079
<v Speaker 1>they he had to skate because you know you told

852
00:54:23.119 --> 00:54:25.960
<v Speaker 1>the story. Did you tell the story earlier?

853
00:54:26.280 --> 00:54:27.360
<v Speaker 2>No, we didn't talk about it.

854
00:54:27.599 --> 00:54:33.119
<v Speaker 1>Where he Shiman was, there was like a anxiety how

855
00:54:33.119 --> 00:54:36.199
<v Speaker 1>do you say anxiety? Decree and will degree that they're

856
00:54:36.280 --> 00:54:39.599
<v Speaker 1>going to kill them, that all the scholars and they

857
00:54:39.639 --> 00:54:41.719
<v Speaker 1>had to go and hide, so they hid in a cave.

858
00:54:42.719 --> 00:54:45.760
<v Speaker 1>They went into a cave. I think he went by himself,

859
00:54:46.000 --> 00:54:50.760
<v Speaker 1>right son, what's that cave? No? I think with his son? No,

860
00:54:51.360 --> 00:54:54.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, but he had to whatever it was.

861
00:54:54.800 --> 00:55:01.360
<v Speaker 1>He was in a cave for thirteen years with no nothing.

862
00:55:01.559 --> 00:55:05.480
<v Speaker 1>All they had was a little water taking a date tree,

863
00:55:05.639 --> 00:55:09.559
<v Speaker 1>so they had dates and water. That's all they had

864
00:55:09.800 --> 00:55:13.599
<v Speaker 1>and they were learning and doing like spiritual work for

865
00:55:13.760 --> 00:55:16.960
<v Speaker 1>thirteen years. So at the time he got out, he

866
00:55:17.159 --> 00:55:22.320
<v Speaker 1>was basically completely disconnected from the physical world. And he

867
00:55:22.800 --> 00:55:26.440
<v Speaker 1>looked around and because he was so on such a level,

868
00:55:26.880 --> 00:55:30.000
<v Speaker 1>whatever he looked at turned into like fire and burnt

869
00:55:30.800 --> 00:55:34.079
<v Speaker 1>and he was like destroying towns. So they told him

870
00:55:34.119 --> 00:55:35.800
<v Speaker 1>to go back, and he went back to kind of

871
00:55:35.960 --> 00:55:40.440
<v Speaker 1>that's what you say. Integration is important. To integrate whatever

872
00:55:40.559 --> 00:55:43.119
<v Speaker 1>he learned because he had to come back to the world.

873
00:55:43.159 --> 00:55:46.599
<v Speaker 1>So if you're doing psychedelics or whatever you're doing, integrate it.

874
00:55:46.800 --> 00:55:49.559
<v Speaker 1>Make sure not to come oh, I'm holier than now,

875
00:55:50.880 --> 00:55:54.239
<v Speaker 1>because you're gonna hurt some people. So that's so funny.

876
00:55:54.400 --> 00:55:59.119
<v Speaker 1>Integrate important. So when we were kids, for lud boymet

877
00:55:59.239 --> 00:55:59.880
<v Speaker 1>we would draw.

878
00:56:00.159 --> 00:56:02.960
<v Speaker 2>We would create an artocraft in school out of a

879
00:56:03.079 --> 00:56:07.159
<v Speaker 2>plate amata okape and inside a day tree and a

880
00:56:07.440 --> 00:56:10.360
<v Speaker 2>well of water and then a lack boy.

881
00:56:10.599 --> 00:56:12.280
<v Speaker 1>We would play with the bows and arrows. Do you

882
00:56:12.360 --> 00:56:16.920
<v Speaker 1>know why why did you play with the phone boings?

883
00:56:17.400 --> 00:56:20.199
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why. I've asked people.

884
00:56:20.239 --> 00:56:22.239
<v Speaker 2>I made a video where I was like, I'm not

885
00:56:22.320 --> 00:56:24.599
<v Speaker 2>going to answer today why, But it was really because

886
00:56:24.639 --> 00:56:26.239
<v Speaker 2>it was too difficult to excite.

887
00:56:28.119 --> 00:56:32.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why why did we I don't know. Yeah,

888
00:56:32.599 --> 00:56:39.840
<v Speaker 1>it's not clear. I guess thrasing you Ramada, Ride.

889
00:56:40.440 --> 00:56:41.559
<v Speaker 2>Lind.

890
00:56:45.679 --> 00:56:50.239
<v Speaker 1>And Whiskey.

891
00:56:53.840 --> 00:57:05.800
<v Speaker 11>Like a grabby shim rabby shim body may grab mom Rabbi.

892
00:57:07.039 --> 00:57:07.599
<v Speaker 1>Bodio.

893
00:57:11.599 --> 00:57:16.440
<v Speaker 25>It's also the thing of people go to give the haircuts. Yeah, yeah,

894
00:57:16.440 --> 00:57:17.960
<v Speaker 25>because you know how to cut your hair. So if

895
00:57:17.960 --> 00:57:20.679
<v Speaker 25>you have a three year roll that needs to get

896
00:57:20.760 --> 00:57:22.760
<v Speaker 25>their haircut during the omer.

897
00:57:22.639 --> 00:57:23.360
<v Speaker 1>Then you do it on that.

898
00:57:24.199 --> 00:57:24.440
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

899
00:57:24.679 --> 00:57:28.199
<v Speaker 1>So it's a a fun holiday. It's a very Yeah,

900
00:57:28.360 --> 00:57:31.000
<v Speaker 1>it's a minor holiday. It's a minor holiday. Yeah, but

901
00:57:31.079 --> 00:57:35.519
<v Speaker 1>it's become a very big festival. It's a festival. Yeah,

902
00:57:35.719 --> 00:57:39.199
<v Speaker 1>it really is. Yeah, yesterday singing dancing.

903
00:57:39.800 --> 00:57:43.079
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, very singing dancing ceremony. Yeah.

904
00:57:43.800 --> 00:57:44.000
<v Speaker 8>Yeah.

905
00:57:44.639 --> 00:57:47.559
<v Speaker 2>So what should we leave on to make sure people

906
00:57:47.639 --> 00:57:50.800
<v Speaker 2>are learning more about your work, Like maybe a song?

907
00:57:52.199 --> 00:57:54.800
<v Speaker 1>You know what, I'll share one of the songs that

908
00:57:55.280 --> 00:57:57.519
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna go on the album, A little sneak peek.

909
00:57:57.760 --> 00:58:01.159
<v Speaker 1>Oh I'm not gonna do they, but I'll do a

910
00:58:01.199 --> 00:58:01.639
<v Speaker 1>little part.

911
00:58:01.719 --> 00:58:03.800
<v Speaker 2>Okay, but you guys have to like look up Ricky.

912
00:58:04.039 --> 00:58:06.360
<v Speaker 2>If you aren't following her yet, you have to look

913
00:58:06.440 --> 00:58:07.800
<v Speaker 2>up her work.

914
00:58:09.360 --> 00:58:11.840
<v Speaker 1>This song is called IFS because I told you about

915
00:58:11.880 --> 00:58:15.400
<v Speaker 1>the IFS therapy, which is integrated. You know, it's internal

916
00:58:15.480 --> 00:58:20.480
<v Speaker 1>family system. It's the idea of there's different parts inside

917
00:58:20.480 --> 00:58:22.239
<v Speaker 1>of you and they all have different roles. They were

918
00:58:22.280 --> 00:58:25.320
<v Speaker 1>created at different times. Some are managers, some of protectors,

919
00:58:25.840 --> 00:58:27.480
<v Speaker 1>and they all speak to each other all the time.

920
00:58:27.599 --> 00:58:30.119
<v Speaker 1>So you hear voices in your head. That's all your

921
00:58:30.159 --> 00:58:32.760
<v Speaker 1>parts talking to each other, and then there's the self

922
00:58:32.840 --> 00:58:35.800
<v Speaker 1>who's observing all this happening if you have the awareness.

923
00:58:36.440 --> 00:58:42.960
<v Speaker 1>So it's very trippy, trippy therapy. It's helped me so

924
00:58:43.639 --> 00:58:45.679
<v Speaker 1>much because in the past, if I would have a

925
00:58:45.719 --> 00:58:50.880
<v Speaker 1>panic attack, I would get consumed by the panic and

926
00:58:50.960 --> 00:58:56.800
<v Speaker 1>it would be extremely painful. It's just being fear like

927
00:58:57.000 --> 00:58:59.599
<v Speaker 1>and I would get it on airplanes. I still do,

928
00:59:00.239 --> 00:59:03.480
<v Speaker 1>but now I get it a lot of different times

929
00:59:03.519 --> 00:59:05.559
<v Speaker 1>when I get sick, when I feel anything out of

930
00:59:05.599 --> 00:59:09.199
<v Speaker 1>the ordinary, or sometimes just random. So now instead of

931
00:59:09.840 --> 00:59:13.719
<v Speaker 1>getting so scared and consumed by it, I observe it

932
00:59:13.880 --> 00:59:15.760
<v Speaker 1>like this part is coming out. This is a part

933
00:59:15.840 --> 00:59:19.360
<v Speaker 1>that's usually exiled. Right which parts are in exile? This

934
00:59:19.599 --> 00:59:22.480
<v Speaker 1>part is triggered by something, whether if it's on a

935
00:59:22.599 --> 00:59:27.360
<v Speaker 1>plane or if something's off. So she's coming out now,

936
00:59:27.920 --> 00:59:34.760
<v Speaker 1>And instead of like feeling like, oh my god, I'm panicking,

937
00:59:34.800 --> 00:59:37.800
<v Speaker 1>it's more like, okay, this there's like this two year

938
00:59:37.840 --> 00:59:39.159
<v Speaker 1>old or I don't know how old she is, but

939
00:59:39.400 --> 00:59:41.840
<v Speaker 1>like maybe it's even a baby two year old or

940
00:59:41.880 --> 00:59:44.880
<v Speaker 1>three year old that's very, very scared right now. How

941
00:59:44.880 --> 00:59:47.000
<v Speaker 1>would I handle a two year old that's scared? And

942
00:59:47.039 --> 00:59:50.880
<v Speaker 1>instead of like just being consumed by this fear and

943
00:59:51.000 --> 00:59:54.760
<v Speaker 1>the hysteria and the panic, I talk to it like

944
00:59:54.880 --> 00:59:57.840
<v Speaker 1>as if it's a baby. Literally, So I'm sitting on

945
00:59:57.920 --> 01:00:02.960
<v Speaker 1>the plane talking to myself like a Michigan. If it works,

946
01:00:03.000 --> 01:00:05.719
<v Speaker 1>it works, and I'm sitting there, I'm like, it's okay,

947
01:00:06.280 --> 01:00:08.599
<v Speaker 1>you say, if you're such a brave little girl. I'm

948
01:00:08.639 --> 01:00:10.760
<v Speaker 1>just talking to myself the whole time. I'm crying because

949
01:00:10.760 --> 01:00:13.480
<v Speaker 1>sometimes she needs to cry, she needs to scream, she

950
01:00:13.599 --> 01:00:16.559
<v Speaker 1>needs to shiver and shake. She's a baby, you know,

951
01:00:17.079 --> 01:00:20.079
<v Speaker 1>she needs to kick and punch and whatever babies do.

952
01:00:21.920 --> 01:00:25.199
<v Speaker 1>And it's really helped me a lot, this therapy, and

953
01:00:25.360 --> 01:00:28.679
<v Speaker 1>not just with this part, the understanding different parts like depression.

954
01:00:28.800 --> 01:00:31.960
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes I'm unmotivated and I'm like, oh, this part is

955
01:00:32.280 --> 01:00:35.840
<v Speaker 1>coming out today, so I'm like, hey, what's up. Sometimes

956
01:00:35.880 --> 01:00:37.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm a little bit more stricter, like a strict mother,

957
01:00:38.039 --> 01:00:40.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, like we have things to do today. I'm

958
01:00:40.800 --> 01:00:44.960
<v Speaker 1>really sorry, but you know, yeah, it's like tough love

959
01:00:45.559 --> 01:00:49.239
<v Speaker 1>and sometimes it's gentle love, and sometimes it's sometimes I

960
01:00:49.360 --> 01:00:52.960
<v Speaker 1>tell them, mommy needs a break. You go to the bathroom.

961
01:00:53.000 --> 01:00:57.599
<v Speaker 1>You line itself from your part. No, it's not like

962
01:00:57.679 --> 01:01:02.760
<v Speaker 1>I disassociate and watch TV or something like that. Got it, okayation,

963
01:01:03.079 --> 01:01:09.760
<v Speaker 1>But just it's so it's been so helpful, and I've

964
01:01:09.880 --> 01:01:15.679
<v Speaker 1>done so many therapy since, psychedelics and breath works and everything.

965
01:01:15.800 --> 01:01:22.599
<v Speaker 1>I've done everything to help myself. Are you in quiet away,

966
01:01:23.880 --> 01:01:24.159
<v Speaker 1>I'm not.

967
01:01:24.400 --> 01:01:25.199
<v Speaker 8>I was on for.

968
01:01:25.480 --> 01:01:29.559
<v Speaker 1>Fifteen years on and off antidepressants, and for the last

969
01:01:29.599 --> 01:01:31.960
<v Speaker 1>three years I haven't been on any and I've been

970
01:01:32.079 --> 01:01:34.719
<v Speaker 1>making progress in my career so much in my life.

971
01:01:35.320 --> 01:01:37.599
<v Speaker 1>I feel like the meds not for everyone. I can't

972
01:01:37.639 --> 01:01:42.599
<v Speaker 1>speak for everyone, but me personally, the meds kept me stagnant.

973
01:01:42.719 --> 01:01:45.480
<v Speaker 1>It kept me not moving just in one place. It

974
01:01:45.639 --> 01:01:47.679
<v Speaker 1>numbed me so I didn't feel anything. So I didn't

975
01:01:47.679 --> 01:01:50.239
<v Speaker 1>feel the need to push for anything. I was just

976
01:01:50.719 --> 01:01:54.480
<v Speaker 1>completely numb and just blah. You know, I'm not saying

977
01:01:54.559 --> 01:01:59.159
<v Speaker 1>I had moments of joy and moments of things of inspiration, creativity,

978
01:01:59.239 --> 01:02:02.480
<v Speaker 1>I still because it's me, but it didn't push me

979
01:02:02.599 --> 01:02:05.440
<v Speaker 1>to make real changes in my life. Yeah, to put

980
01:02:05.519 --> 01:02:08.480
<v Speaker 1>in that hard work because everything was like, eh, you know,

981
01:02:08.639 --> 01:02:14.320
<v Speaker 1>made amazing changes. I have completely transformed myself. I look

982
01:02:14.360 --> 01:02:18.920
<v Speaker 1>at pictures and videos and I don't recognize myself. And again,

983
01:02:19.000 --> 01:02:21.159
<v Speaker 1>these parts they're always there. I know that these parts

984
01:02:21.199 --> 01:02:23.519
<v Speaker 1>are still in me, and they're there, but you know,

985
01:02:23.719 --> 01:02:26.719
<v Speaker 1>I haven't really talked to those parts yet, the older

986
01:02:26.840 --> 01:02:30.320
<v Speaker 1>parts that are still there. But it could be there

987
01:02:30.400 --> 01:02:32.599
<v Speaker 1>not even there, because it could be those parts where

988
01:02:32.760 --> 01:02:36.519
<v Speaker 1>children acting out like as well, So it could be

989
01:02:36.639 --> 01:02:39.360
<v Speaker 1>that those parts are these children that are scared and whatever.

990
01:02:39.480 --> 01:02:39.639
<v Speaker 11>You know.

991
01:02:40.280 --> 01:02:43.320
<v Speaker 1>So I don't know exactly. I'm still getting to know

992
01:02:43.440 --> 01:02:45.480
<v Speaker 1>my parts. And every now and then I meet a

993
01:02:45.559 --> 01:02:46.960
<v Speaker 1>new one. I was like, oh, I haven't met this

994
01:02:47.119 --> 01:02:52.679
<v Speaker 1>one yet. It's very trippy. It's very trippy. I recommend

995
01:02:52.719 --> 01:02:56.119
<v Speaker 1>it for like anyone who's going to therapy. It's so trippy,

996
01:02:56.159 --> 01:03:00.320
<v Speaker 1>and it helps you understand yourself, like really under stand

997
01:03:00.400 --> 01:03:07.480
<v Speaker 1>yourself and be able to work with yourself, you know, yeah, anyway,

998
01:03:07.519 --> 01:03:09.880
<v Speaker 1>So that's the song about it, where I talk to

999
01:03:10.000 --> 01:03:14.800
<v Speaker 1>the anxiety and the depression mainly. Should I translate it?

1000
01:03:16.519 --> 01:03:20.559
<v Speaker 1>So the first part goes scared, I'm scared from everything,

1001
01:03:25.679 --> 01:03:28.719
<v Speaker 1>anxiety or within me. I can't get rid of you, Anxiety,

1002
01:03:28.840 --> 01:03:32.360
<v Speaker 1>from everything you try to stop me from living my life.

1003
01:03:33.440 --> 01:03:35.440
<v Speaker 1>I know that you're here and you're trying to protect me,

1004
01:03:36.920 --> 01:03:40.559
<v Speaker 1>and when you act up, you want to make sure

1005
01:03:40.639 --> 01:03:46.880
<v Speaker 1>everything is running smoothly. Anxiety or within me, I can't

1006
01:03:46.880 --> 01:03:50.639
<v Speaker 1>get rid of you. Anxiety, You're within me and you

1007
01:03:50.760 --> 01:03:57.719
<v Speaker 1>care for me. Thank you. And then depression, Why are

1008
01:03:57.760 --> 01:04:01.239
<v Speaker 1>you giving me a headache? Mudhash kleita, a dark depression,

1009
01:04:02.920 --> 01:04:10.960
<v Speaker 1>It's not a way of life, mutish clut Shane. I

1010
01:04:11.079 --> 01:04:13.000
<v Speaker 1>know again the chorus, I know that you're here and

1011
01:04:13.079 --> 01:04:19.159
<v Speaker 1>you're trying to protect me. And depression, Thank you for

1012
01:04:20.719 --> 01:04:24.880
<v Speaker 1>you keeping me from being disappointed, from having too many highs.

1013
01:04:25.920 --> 01:04:29.000
<v Speaker 1>You're protecting me, So thank you to you. And then

1014
01:04:29.119 --> 01:04:33.440
<v Speaker 1>the bridge goes. All the things that make who I am,

1015
01:04:34.280 --> 01:04:39.000
<v Speaker 1>the good, the bad, the laugh, the cries, they all

1016
01:04:39.079 --> 01:04:42.199
<v Speaker 1>care for me and are here from me, and it

1017
01:04:42.280 --> 01:04:47.880
<v Speaker 1>can always get better from here. So I'm gonna do

1018
01:04:48.039 --> 01:04:49.920
<v Speaker 1>just a little a little bit of it. I don't

1019
01:04:49.920 --> 01:04:51.360
<v Speaker 1>know if I want to give the whole song away

1020
01:04:51.760 --> 01:04:55.599
<v Speaker 1>just sneak oh. And then I finished the song scared.

1021
01:04:55.679 --> 01:04:57.599
<v Speaker 1>I'm still so I feel like I'm sharing too much

1022
01:04:57.639 --> 01:04:59.880
<v Speaker 1>of the song you'll hear.

1023
01:05:00.039 --> 01:05:02.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to even think about as you say this,

1024
01:05:02.960 --> 01:05:05.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to think about how you would say in kiddish.

1025
01:05:06.199 --> 01:05:07.400
<v Speaker 1>I'll just do the first part.

1026
01:05:09.119 --> 01:05:12.199
<v Speaker 2>Moira, Comira fin.

1027
01:05:13.880 --> 01:05:23.000
<v Speaker 1>M City, eat it, I'm a smovie. Anxiety the best

1028
01:05:23.119 --> 01:05:25.519
<v Speaker 1>in me, kenfy.

1029
01:05:28.880 --> 01:05:36.159
<v Speaker 7>Mm hmm, anxiety the hardest, an honesty deveils me?

1030
01:05:36.679 --> 01:05:46.280
<v Speaker 9>Did h de produced off me? How and then the

1031
01:05:46.719 --> 01:05:55.480
<v Speaker 9>FUFI spells the anxiety to exa it field it on

1032
01:05:55.719 --> 01:06:00.239
<v Speaker 9>and you can the stuff ti me.

1033
01:06:01.119 --> 01:06:17.639
<v Speaker 7>Alesma anxiety, divest with me, cafy anxiety, divest with me,

1034
01:06:18.639 --> 01:06:21.719
<v Speaker 7>infamy tasty kid.

1035
01:06:25.079 --> 01:06:29.880
<v Speaker 1>So then it's you know, it continues and talks about

1036
01:06:29.920 --> 01:06:36.039
<v Speaker 1>the next part, beautiful. Well, I guess I guess soon

1037
01:06:36.159 --> 01:06:39.599
<v Speaker 1>we'll get to hear it on the album. Yes, hopefully.

1038
01:06:39.800 --> 01:06:40.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm hoping that.

1039
01:06:40.599 --> 01:06:43.119
<v Speaker 17>We'll do more work when you promote the album, will

1040
01:06:43.199 --> 01:06:45.360
<v Speaker 17>do more stuff together. Yes, I really want to do

1041
01:06:45.400 --> 01:06:50.159
<v Speaker 17>a cooking with cooking let's do it. Yeah, okay, great, well,

1042
01:06:50.199 --> 01:06:51.400
<v Speaker 17>thank you all so much.

1043
01:06:52.599 --> 01:07:01.519
<v Speaker 1>Thank you guys, happy like boy, happy am I. Thank

1044
01:07:01.559 --> 01:07:04.920
<v Speaker 1>you everyone, Thanks for your comments. Bye bye
