Speaker 1: Should we switch?
Speaker 2: I mean, do you want to mend the controls and
Speaker 2: also my.
Speaker 1: Good side or you know what, I don't have a
Speaker 1: bad side, you've only had. All my sides are good.
Speaker 2: I think we're live and hi everyone, Hi, I think
Speaker 2: I think we're live on our good sides. O.
Speaker 1: Hi everyone.
Speaker 3: Thank you all so much for being patient as we
Speaker 3: were a couple of minutes late. We're super happy to
Speaker 3: be here in person. It's the first time I do
Speaker 3: live like this with a great and wonderful Ricky.
Speaker 1: Rose, with whom I have done several videos. All of
Speaker 1: them have been a smash it with people be so enjoyed.
Speaker 1: It's very distracting to see myself. I know why would
Speaker 1: do it, especially because it's switched That's so what I'm
Speaker 1: seeing is distracted. That's right, because it's right left and
Speaker 1: rights is not the same stuff. I'm Yeah, we're switched
Speaker 1: up sides in real life, so I'm not gonna look
Speaker 1: at myself and go look into the camera. That's a
Speaker 1: great the camera's actually over there, are hanging out. Yeah.
Speaker 2: That voice my aunt said to me, it's she's so cute.
Speaker 2: She always says.
Speaker 1: Might over that voice.
Speaker 4: I said, hello, Okay, that's to my aunt Hi if
Speaker 4: she watches me.
Speaker 2: Hello, Mima. Okay, let's say hello.
Speaker 1: Are you okay saying hello to a few people? Let's
Speaker 1: say hello? But I can't. I don't have as good
Speaker 1: as eyesight as Rita. I can't read the comments all
Speaker 1: the way from here.
Speaker 2: You want to scooch over, you can.
Speaker 1: We can sit in the train. We can sit in
Speaker 1: the train. That Oh, the cat is staring at me. Hi,
Speaker 1: So what are people already saying? Stuff?
Speaker 2: People are in the comments? Hey, guys, we have our
Speaker 2: very good friend, the dentist Jeff, who gifted us black
Speaker 2: and white cookies from all showers? Have you ever like?
Speaker 1: Are you into black and white cookies? I like black
Speaker 1: and white cookies?
Speaker 2: Okay? So hee to this credit where we have is
Speaker 2: it or washers are or showers?
Speaker 1: Please remind me the name of the bakery. I actually
Speaker 1: have this for you here at the taste Oh, thank you, yell,
Speaker 1: and we have.
Speaker 2: SBB saying welcome Frita and Ricky, thank you so much,
Speaker 2: joy ming s f Night Owl says, I'm sure your
Speaker 2: interview be worth any weight.
Speaker 1: Ah, you guys waited six? What is it? Seven minutes?
Speaker 2: Wow? So long do you find that that as people
Speaker 2: get to know your talent and they have higher expectations,
Speaker 2: that it gets harder.
Speaker 1: People are like, no, I'm the only one who's harder
Speaker 1: on myself. Yeah, everyone else loves me just the way
Speaker 1: I am really think, so I'd like to believe so, right, please.
Speaker 2: Everyone loves you the way you are. I know, but
Speaker 2: I feel like people get.
Speaker 1: I'm my only enemy. Everyone else's is your.
Speaker 2: Friend, is my friend, but you're also your friend.
Speaker 1: No, yeah, of course you're good to yourself. I am
Speaker 1: very Yeah, but I'm hard on myself, very hard on myself.
Speaker 1: You're harder on yourself. Yeah. I feel like I wouldn't
Speaker 1: have gotten here if I wasn't.
Speaker 5: You gotta be Yeah, you got You gotta push yourself
Speaker 5: extremely extremely hard.
Speaker 2: Are you feeling like people are very positive and receptive?
Speaker 1: People really are, And I feel like in more in
Speaker 1: real life, even more than an on social media. I
Speaker 1: mean on social media as well, But when I get
Speaker 1: those real life moments, that's when I'm like, wow, that's
Speaker 1: so much more satisfying, Like when people come out to shows,
Speaker 1: when people see me in the street and stuff, yeah,
Speaker 1: and tell me that they love my videos and my music.
Speaker 1: That's when it's uh, it's really That's that's why I
Speaker 1: do it. Yes, it was worth it. That's when it
Speaker 1: feels like it was all worth it. Yeah. So if
Speaker 1: you see me in the street, don't be shy. Even
Speaker 1: if you're a hussy, dish or whatever, don't be shy.
Speaker 1: Some people are like afraid. They're afraid or I don't
Speaker 1: know why, but maybe because like other people will see
Speaker 1: or something. Yeah, I think a lot of it is
Speaker 1: other people will see. Do you like to get stopped
Speaker 1: in the street like a Williamsburg?
Speaker 6: I like, when I'll tell you, I sometimes feel like
Speaker 6: people have expectations of me that make me feel like uncomfortable,
Speaker 6: not uncomfortable, like I can't live up to them.
Speaker 1: Like I'm just a very like just a person.
Speaker 2: And they project on me unreasonable expectations and I feel like.
Speaker 1: I'm going to let them down.
Speaker 2: Oh wow, yeah, that's my my peckle.
Speaker 1: Maybe that's also all in your head. Nobody has expectations
Speaker 1: for anything. I hear you. I feel like I'm not
Speaker 1: comfortable with a spotlight. That's a big part of it. Okay,
Speaker 1: that's that's a difference. I love the spotlight. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: have zero social anxiety. That's amazing. So to me, like
Speaker 1: social settings people, I'm fully extroverted, not an introverted bone
Speaker 1: in my body. So real for me, what happens when
Speaker 1: you're by yourself alone, It's very loud inside my head,
Speaker 1: it gets very loud. Yeah, yeah, you get bored, your
Speaker 1: head does.
Speaker 2: I don't get.
Speaker 1: Bored, but I get like, if I'm alone for more
Speaker 1: than like twenty four hours, I start I start to
Speaker 1: feel like I'm going to go crazy. Really yeah, Like
Speaker 1: having the people around kind of drowns out the noise
Speaker 1: in my head. And I still even when I'm with people, like,
Speaker 1: it's still sometimes. I especially notice it more and more
Speaker 1: as I'm filming myself more and more. When I'm filming
Speaker 1: with my sister and I'm rewatching it and I saw
Speaker 1: how I acted, and I was like when she was talking,
Speaker 1: sometimes I wasn't present and I didn't hear what she
Speaker 1: was saying because my head was playing a whole movie.
Speaker 1: So I'm working with. Something I'm working on right now
Speaker 1: is to be present and really listen, not let my
Speaker 1: head wander around. It comes from being like I don't know,
Speaker 1: maybe like a little add or like maybe a little
Speaker 1: self centered is where I always only think about myself,
Speaker 1: but we all are a little wait, yeah, only think
Speaker 1: about ourselves. I think it's really really hard. I find
Speaker 1: when you create to be so one channel. Right, you're talking. Yes, see,
Speaker 1: now I listen to you. Let's make sure that I
Speaker 1: can see and I when I watch myself afterwards, I
Speaker 1: can see. I don't know if anyone else can see it,
Speaker 1: but I can see when I'm spacing out and when
Speaker 1: I'm in. My therapist says she can see it too
Speaker 1: because she can go on and then she's like, you're
Speaker 1: not You're not here?
Speaker 7: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Are you more inhibited?
Speaker 2: Because you sound sometimes more.
Speaker 1: Open and sometimes more inhibited.
Speaker 2: Is that how you know?
Speaker 1: No, it's more of a it's a little bit of
Speaker 1: facial expressions also. And I tell my friends, like I
Speaker 1: tell my sister, if you see me doing that, like,
Speaker 1: remind me that I'm not because I don't do it intentionally. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: of course a lot of people do it, I feel like,
Speaker 1: but I feel like maybe I do it a little
Speaker 1: bit more than others because I'm an artist and I'm
Speaker 1: flying a little bit. Like I'm not always grounded, which
Speaker 1: you need to be that to be to be creative.
Speaker 1: You know you need to fly a little bit. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: So how are you doing? Should we really adjust this situation?
Speaker 1: Are you comfortable? I'm pretty comfortable. Yeah. I'm just thinking
Speaker 1: if like who am I looking at? Should I be
Speaker 1: looking at you like we're schmoozing and then everyone else
Speaker 1: will just watch us schmooze or should I be looking
Speaker 1: at them too?
Speaker 8: Like?
Speaker 1: What would make you more comfortable? What would you enjoy more?
Speaker 1: I like seeing you laugh. Okay, I'm just gonna chillax
Speaker 1: and this.
Speaker 2: Chill as Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, how about you wearing a blazer? Tis the blazer?
Speaker 1: It's such a cute blazer. I wanted to show it off. Okay,
Speaker 1: I showed it off. Everyone's seen it. But it's not merch.
Speaker 1: I get feed them. No, it's not much. Are you
Speaker 1: selling merch? I am selling merch?
Speaker 9: Eh?
Speaker 1: I haven't told anything. Wait, no, I'm supposed to lie
Speaker 1: and be like it's great. Business is going great? Really
Speaker 1: it's not.
Speaker 2: But no, I'm trying to understand that's supposed to be effective.
Speaker 1: It's like it's good because people are wearing my shirts
Speaker 1: and they're like, where did.
Speaker 2: You get that?
Speaker 1: It's more about hear about me than making it into
Speaker 1: a business. I've tried a little bit. Bodcus bodcus. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you guys know what bobcus mean, right, Yeah, that's a
Speaker 1: great Yiddish word. How do you define? Bobcus means yeah,
Speaker 1: you can come a little closer to Mike. I don't
Speaker 1: know if people can hear you a voice, like, can
Speaker 1: you hear me? Testing testings on two three, Jimmy.
Speaker 2: J said, shalam, Rona says be yourself always Frieda and
Speaker 2: Ricky I like that dances high Frieda, Ricky and everyone
Speaker 2: watching Hello from Brooklyn, just.
Speaker 1: Checking if they can hear us.
Speaker 2: Cheryl's is hide from New Jersey. There is a message
Speaker 2: on my screen that says this can be played in
Speaker 2: the background. There was a still card, but that's gone.
Speaker 1: Wait a while.
Speaker 2: Before I tried elsewhere sun No, Yeah, say something in
Speaker 2: the comments that we can pick up what's going on.
Speaker 2: Bobkas means peanuts.
Speaker 1: Yes, peanuts exactly.
Speaker 2: So you know. Also, when we were kids, there was
Speaker 2: a plant that had these little bobkas on it that
Speaker 2: would attach themselves to you. Really no, you don't know.
Speaker 2: I grew up in Monroe with nature. Maybe that's why
Speaker 2: I think we called it bobkas. It was like little.
Speaker 1: Balls never heard of that.
Speaker 2: That were flowering off a plant and if you went
Speaker 2: into the plant, it would get all over you.
Speaker 1: Oh are you talking about with the stings, with the
Speaker 1: little stinger things. Oh. I took my dog to the
Speaker 1: beach when I was in Florida and she got it
Speaker 1: all over her never I felt she kept licking herself
Speaker 1: and I'm like, what is going on? So I looked
Speaker 1: at her. Her whole pauw was like covering her whole
Speaker 1: leg was like never, I had to. I tried to
Speaker 1: take them off my hand and I was I pricked
Speaker 1: myself so I had to get a tissue to get
Speaker 1: it off. Felt so bad, my poor doggie. Yeah, what's
Speaker 1: dog name? Tiny tiny? Yeah, she lives in Florida.
Speaker 2: Sweet yeah, very sweet. Hannah says hierarchy. When you were
Speaker 2: a kid, What did like boemer mean to you? Musically?
Speaker 2: I used to plan the first song i'd listened to.
Speaker 1: Oh, yes, like boymin Yes by the way, happy lag
Speaker 1: everyone you say no, I heard that yesterday at a
Speaker 1: fancy a bad party, and now I'm copying. I just
Speaker 1: thought it sounded cool because like happy hug, happy lug.
Speaker 2: You got it Okay, After I looked like boyman.
Speaker 1: Bench after I look like boy. I love Levoymet obviously
Speaker 1: because well now it doesn't have the same significance that
Speaker 1: it used to have. It still does in a different way.
Speaker 1: Growing up, it was because we didn't listen to music
Speaker 1: the whole speed up. So finally we were able to
Speaker 1: listen to music, so that was like very exciting. We'd
Speaker 1: put on music aloud as soon as this Man hit
Speaker 1: and we'd go we'd dance and sing at home, and
Speaker 1: then we'd go out to the Habloka, whicheverone was happening.
Speaker 1: We went to a few different ones and it was
Speaker 1: really fun. But it was also a little bit sad
Speaker 1: because watching the men dance was not something I like
Speaker 1: to do. Yeah, I would be really jealous. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: it's something I still deal with, but like seeing these things,
Speaker 1: I get very jealous. Yeah, yeah, I know, kim us
Speaker 1: off from It's it's hard.
Speaker 2: It's hard. I mean a lot of women I think
Speaker 2: are fine with their role. Yeah, but I went to
Speaker 2: Monroe yesterday also and were there any women dancing. There
Speaker 2: was a little circle of women dancing, but I think
Speaker 2: they were like girls who came from out of town.
Speaker 2: None of the Heimisha girls were dancing, you could tell
Speaker 2: who's coming from out of town, Like the boys weren't
Speaker 2: wearing jackets and were throwing up their hands. Like from
Speaker 2: a distance, I could tell the clusters of people who
Speaker 2: were from out of town.
Speaker 1: Wow. Yeah, so that's that's always bothered me. So you
Speaker 1: want to play I like misson misson. Yeah, sure they
Speaker 1: have a guitar. Yeah, but you do know that if
Speaker 1: we play something that's not an original, it de monetizes, including.
Speaker 10: The coved and sometimes sometimes yeah, it's so do you
Speaker 10: care content? No, I don't care. It's just really frustrating.
Speaker 10: People don't really nice that you.
Speaker 2: Can put out so much content and the littlest thing
Speaker 2: is like yeah, the little yeah.
Speaker 1: And sometimes people even try to claim your own original songs.
Speaker 1: I've had that too. I was like, no, you did not,
Speaker 1: I wrote it. I made everything from scratch, the entire thing.
Speaker 1: So frustrating, and they have the nerve to claim it
Speaker 1: every single time I post anything with that song in it,
Speaker 1: like Gool's blues song. Yeah, it's every time I post it,
Speaker 1: I get some in street records or something trying to
Speaker 1: claim the right feeling. Yeah, you have to upload.
Speaker 2: Your Oh you did not.
Speaker 1: Oh no you didn't. Okay, tuning hair, it's a little
Speaker 1: bit out of tune. You don't have a So last
Speaker 1: night I went to uh like women party was very
Speaker 1: nice to full and crowd.
Speaker 2: Nights where I got to dance. It's like, you know,
Speaker 2: so nice, did you perform?
Speaker 1: I'm living my dream right now. I posted a little
Speaker 1: video on Instagram about it.
Speaker 2: So what was the video?
Speaker 1: Just showing my day? You know, this is a new
Speaker 1: thing I'm doing is I'm rebranding my page, although it's
Speaker 1: not really working, but I'm trying. It's not rebrand I
Speaker 1: want to have a continuation, like an ongoing story, because
Speaker 1: so far my stuff is a little bit all over
Speaker 1: the place. You have comedy, you have music, if you dish,
Speaker 1: you have cooking, baking, this it's like a million things.
Speaker 1: What do they all have in common?
Speaker 2: Me?
Speaker 1: So instead of doing all these things, I was like,
Speaker 1: let me just make a story of my daily life
Speaker 1: every day and film myself whatever I'm doing, because my
Speaker 1: life is very interesting. I don't have a typical life,
Speaker 1: you know, so or boring life. So so that's what
Speaker 1: I'm trying to do now. The first I post the
Speaker 1: first video today, Well, the first one was the day before,
Speaker 1: but I didn't really share much about my day. I
Speaker 1: posted the first one I'd say today, and the video
Speaker 1: isn't doing so well as my other ones.
Speaker 5: I mean, are you willing to and I worked hours
Speaker 5: on editing it. Are you willing to expose yourself like that?
Speaker 5: Though I'm not exposing I mean.
Speaker 1: I mean, if you do make a daily blog, yeah
Speaker 1: for sure, I'd love that.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it feels like you're like sharing my everything with
Speaker 1: my fans.
Speaker 2: Yeah, your private life.
Speaker 1: I don't care. I post my messy room. I mean,
Speaker 1: maybe it's not classy or whatever, but my thing has
Speaker 1: always been that I kept it real, and that's what
Speaker 1: people love about me. Kept it real. In this business,
Speaker 1: keeping it real, I don't know if we'll get you
Speaker 1: so much money. That's the only problem, because because pretty
Speaker 1: stuff sells a little bit better. But I think I'm
Speaker 1: always going to stay true and authentic to myself. That's
Speaker 1: something I'm obsessed with. I'm obsessed with, not with like
Speaker 1: keeping it. So if I'm having a day where it's
Speaker 1: not so good, you might hear about it, you know,
Speaker 1: maybe in a funny way, in an entertaining way. It's
Speaker 1: going to be entertainment. I'm not going to just put
Speaker 1: everything out there the way I used to, but I
Speaker 1: will do it in an entertaining way. I'm using my day
Speaker 1: to provide entertainment for you. Does that make sense?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: No, I get it.
Speaker 2: I totally get it.
Speaker 1: But you know there's boyfriend girlfriend relationship. Okay that I'm
Speaker 1: not posting because that's what my question was. Really, Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: the world's not ready for that yet. We still need
Speaker 1: a tickey an first. We sing to give the world an.
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Speaker 1: Should like him through whish like him? Listen, Nami tim
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Speaker 2: I think, oh really, it's a newer one.
Speaker 1: There's the classic Let's go.
Speaker 14: Giv I t you stro matter a giv out of
Speaker 14: a giva candy through a camsh I send you through
Speaker 14: wellsh I camsh.
Speaker 1: You through me, my dis man, it's not me after
Speaker 1: that died as is through I love.
Speaker 2: My snow lun Yeah.
Speaker 1: The lyrics I don't Yeah, I don't know either.
Speaker 15: And then by honey, you sh after your shams. So
Speaker 15: in my come by a buy your food eat chapter shame.
Speaker 1: Shame, and so so am I how cord is that? My?
Speaker 1: I know in the A minor scale, it's an. On
Speaker 1: this one it would be Oh, I don't know, I love,
Speaker 1: but this is ah. These are the classics. Oh do
Speaker 1: you know the in me lick up them Robby, shame by.
Speaker 15: M memo, dobby shame my body.
Speaker 1: That suit and drops.
Speaker 2: But in.
Speaker 1: Rabbim lobby my body rabby mom by.
Speaker 2: Ron is asking us to translate. So like BM is
Speaker 2: one day during the period of omer, omer is forty
Speaker 2: days between passover and trus during you're not allowed during
Speaker 2: the omer, you're not allowed to sing. Well, you can sing,
Speaker 2: you can't play instruments, instruments or cut.
Speaker 1: You're here wear new clothes.
Speaker 2: Ah right, what else do you know?
Speaker 14: Kanda les kanda, last Busma, make nish.
Speaker 2: See sweed like kid and we use.
Speaker 16: Wow zas shine live. Hey, wow, okay, this is great.
Speaker 1: I have had no idea. I had this song in
Speaker 1: my memory.
Speaker 2: So during the omer year, not allowed to do cutting
Speaker 2: your hair, put on new dresses, listen to music, and
Speaker 2: be very happy. Because Rebuke Akiva's students were not nice
Speaker 2: to each.
Speaker 1: Others and that caused them to be they died.
Speaker 17: They died.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's funny because I asked T why that like
Speaker 2: the bow and arrows, and it was giving me a
Speaker 2: whole list advantage. You have to be very careful tragic
Speaker 2: because it makes up things. But it said that rebekkiv
Speaker 2: As students died in a play and there was no
Speaker 2: mention of they died because they were they were mean
Speaker 2: to each others. Oh well yeah yeah, I mean these
Speaker 2: things are.
Speaker 1: Unreliable. We don't know. Yeah yeah yeah.
Speaker 2: So no with nose glean, if you ever want to
Speaker 2: pivot your career, you would also be a Kenui does.
Speaker 1: It make money? A radical? I'm sure they have sponsors
Speaker 1: for that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know.
Speaker 1: Oh I found this in Williamsburg.
Speaker 2: This flyer all sorts of like warnings about sneeze and
Speaker 2: this and that, and it was sponsored. Yeah, listen, no
Speaker 2: I obviously it's a satire when I do it.
Speaker 1: Obviously. Well let's go back to talk about like yeah,
Speaker 1: so like Boymett. Actually this year is growing up was
Speaker 1: very fun because we got to hit their music. Now,
Speaker 1: later on, I didn't have such a strong connection to it,
Speaker 1: but this year I feel like I'm a little more
Speaker 1: connected because I got to go to Midan when I
Speaker 1: was in Israel for the first time this year, so
Speaker 1: and the energy there was just you could just feel
Speaker 1: when I was there. I was there on Zaionu Did,
Speaker 1: which is Musha Abani's jutsa, and they say that that
Speaker 1: was a gilgel of Musha. That's what they're saying. Also,
Speaker 1: you know, we don't know, but I guess that's what
Speaker 1: they're saying. So it's a special time. And they had
Speaker 1: music there, they had a whole thing and we danced.
Speaker 1: I went there with my Birthright group and was very
Speaker 1: very beautiful experience. I felt very uplifted and it's just
Speaker 1: you can feel the I don't mean to be cliche,
Speaker 1: but you can feel the holiness in the air. But
Speaker 1: I use the word cliche. Yeah, I think so, I'm
Speaker 1: not sure I'm trying out no words great any other
Speaker 1: words in your I like, that's the one I was
Speaker 1: trying n once. It took me a long time to
Speaker 1: dare try these words. I wasn't even sure what they meant.
Speaker 1: So like it was very special being there. Have you
Speaker 1: ever been there? I don't think so. No, I've been
Speaker 1: to Israel. But I don't think. Are you like spiritual
Speaker 1: or are you not so into these things? I don't
Speaker 1: think I'm a spiritual person. No, I don't think so.
Speaker 2: Like I find that I'm very I don't.
Speaker 1: I love communal things, but I don't have this no part.
Speaker 1: I don't look down at it all right, right, I
Speaker 1: hear what you're saying. Yeah, yeah, I have it. And
Speaker 1: then I have a part of me that makes fun
Speaker 1: of it. Yeah, you know, like it's a I've been
Speaker 1: very into I f S therapy that there's different parts,
Speaker 1: you know. So I have that spiritual part, but also
Speaker 1: have the cynic who makes fun of the spiritual. So together,
Speaker 1: we're all just having fun in here.
Speaker 2: I see.
Speaker 18: That's why you can't concentrate, That's why you have to
Speaker 18: you can't pay attention. Yeah yeah, wow, interesting, But that's
Speaker 18: so nice that we're spending.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and also it's Sincle demile.
Speaker 2: Can we also sing Happy Birthday to Zelda, my very
Speaker 2: very very dear friend.
Speaker 1: Happy Birthday is actually one of the hardest songs to play.
Speaker 2: Really tell it with Do you know this?
Speaker 1: I always struggle with it. I don't know why because
Speaker 1: like when you started on the like your middle Yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: that's why I got it. It takes me like a
Speaker 1: minute to get the kym h.
Speaker 2: Zelda with much love, maybe even here a very precious person.
Speaker 8: Or wait, I have another mm hmm, Happy birthday to you,
Speaker 8: Happy birthday too, Happy birthday day, halfpy birthday too?
Speaker 19: For I looking at Bootstock, looking at bootstocks all I
Speaker 19: looking at boot stokeses.
Speaker 2: You know, it's all it is one of the people
Speaker 2: I got to know. I think I wouldn't have known
Speaker 2: her enough for my work. Have you formed relationships through
Speaker 2: your work that is of course meaningful to you? Yes,
Speaker 2: you know a lot of people say, oh, it's just
Speaker 2: the Internet, it's not real life. But it can become
Speaker 2: real life, right, Yes, that's.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying when people it becomes real life when
Speaker 1: people stop you in the street and talk to you
Speaker 1: and come to your shows and come to your tours. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know even if you live in Waysburg, you can
Speaker 1: go on free to store. That's so cute, Like you
Speaker 1: don't need to be an outsider to go on her tour.
Speaker 1: You should make us see the store because story you
Speaker 1: should make because of the store. People will love it
Speaker 1: because I'll be the guest celebrity.
Speaker 20: It's gonna have a high ticket price, yeah, because we'll
Speaker 20: have it'll be musical tour.
Speaker 1: Musical tour. That'd be nice.
Speaker 21: But I had an idea at some point to do
Speaker 21: a shop tour where we start with Vaughan and then
Speaker 21: we go to bakery and we have zoas, then we
Speaker 21: have and finish and we sing songs.
Speaker 1: That's a great idea.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know, it's actually thinking I would join. We
Speaker 2: could have a collaborative project.
Speaker 1: Yeah, let's do it. Let's do it. What are you
Speaker 1: working on? Let's tell people what you're Oh, okay, I
Speaker 1: love that. I'm working on my album. Very exciting stuff.
Speaker 1: Is it like a song? It's ten brand new songs,
Speaker 1: all original, all in yaddish. I'm sorry, but you know
Speaker 1: music is universal, so you can enjoy them even if
Speaker 1: you don't know yaddish. I'm working really hard and trying
Speaker 1: to get it done asap, but it's taking a long time.
Speaker 1: So we're already on song number five, so we're halfway,
Speaker 1: kind of halfway through. We're getting there. I hope that
Speaker 1: for my birthday, but I can't promise happy birthday when
Speaker 1: in October. It's a long it's a very long process.
Speaker 1: I mean, I doubt it's going to be ready for them,
Speaker 1: but I really wanted to. But you know, we'll see.
Speaker 1: And I'm going to launch a big fundraiser as well
Speaker 1: to raise the money to cover because it's very expensive
Speaker 1: to make an album and I need all my fans
Speaker 1: to This is going to be a community project. I'm
Speaker 1: telling everyone this album is a community project. This is
Speaker 1: not just mine, This is everyone's, and whoever wants to
Speaker 1: be a part of it, wants to chip in, is
Speaker 1: welcome to do so, and will be greatly appreciated, and
Speaker 1: you'll feel like it's yours too. Songs are very relatable.
Speaker 1: Most of them are about mental health or fun, you know,
Speaker 1: having fun like dancing, pain, joy, no emotional I'll be right,
Speaker 1: there's everything in this album that any human being can
Speaker 1: relate to. You've written all, I've written most of them.
Speaker 1: I have one song that I'm writing together with my
Speaker 1: producer and maybe we'll write another one together. So I'm
Speaker 1: not sure yet which of the songs are going in
Speaker 1: because I'm still deciding. I have more than ten songs,
Speaker 1: so I still have to decide what songs are going in,
Speaker 1: and then hopefully tour after that will follow. But I'm
Speaker 1: already kind of on a tour because I'm also without
Speaker 1: releasing my album. I'm basically on tour right now. My
Speaker 1: whole summer is just gigs everywhere in the world. It's
Speaker 1: amazing in Poland. I'm going to Poland, yes where else Toronto, Wow,
Speaker 1: Massachusetts festival season, so I'm going to get stuck. I'm
Speaker 1: going to in Toronto, it's a Jewish music week. Have
Speaker 1: you heard of its festival? And in poland's also a
Speaker 1: festival Jewish Culture, Jewish Culture, and I'm performing Kazunas.
Speaker 2: Wow.
Speaker 1: I'm not doing like a Ricky Rose show. It's more
Speaker 1: like I'm in a Kazunas show. And that's a really
Speaker 1: cool experience because we've done that show before here in
Speaker 1: New York and it's with a live orchestra. So performing
Speaker 1: with a live orchestra is really where I belong.
Speaker 15: Wow.
Speaker 1: It's just feels feels like it's what I'm supposed to do,
Speaker 1: feels right, and it's just so beautiful. Like the for
Speaker 1: your ears, it's like wow, you hear the whole like
Speaker 1: hearing it live. It's the first time I ever heard
Speaker 1: a live orchestra, even not just performed with one, but
Speaker 1: heard one. So just hearing all that was like insane
Speaker 1: for my ears. It's not the same as when you
Speaker 1: hear it recorded. Just all those like string sections and
Speaker 1: everything live and say your passion is infectious. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: love that. Should we look at some of the what
Speaker 1: is the oil? I'm saying?
Speaker 2: Yeah, you can pull up your chair a little. You
Speaker 2: don't have to be shy. So one says place skinnered.
Speaker 1: Lynyrd SKINNERD I don't know about this. Sounds like a boy.
Speaker 2: That's pulling for you. Guys says, so you like more classical?
Speaker 1: It's my ass Where Massachusetts you'd stuck? So that's another
Speaker 1: festival you'd stock And it's at the Eis Book Center Amherst, Massachusetts.
Speaker 1: Have you heard of the other book center? Yeah, I'm
Speaker 1: hoping to collaborate with them on Yeah, it's a great place.
Speaker 1: I hope to do a video about it one day.
Speaker 1: I don't know why it never happened.
Speaker 2: It's an amazing like I've heard only amazing things.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's so. My favorite sign was the one where
Speaker 1: the bathroom and it says VI the kaiser so funny
Speaker 1: goes by himself.
Speaker 2: Wow. So happy I can catch feed alive my first time.
Speaker 2: I want a treat to see Ricky Rose being interviewed again.
Speaker 2: I love the video you both just did reliving childhood
Speaker 2: games fun.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, the cookar the cougar. That was amazing, you know.
Speaker 1: Rewatching it, I was like, wow, I am really good
Speaker 1: at it.
Speaker 2: Amazing.
Speaker 1: I don't even realize. I was like that looks badass.
Speaker 2: Watching that for me was very painful because I'm like,
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, but you were.
Speaker 1: So generous with me, Missie. All have our things were
Speaker 1: good at.
Speaker 22: Some people more like special things than others. Jimmy Jimson
Speaker 22: had joined halfway through the stream. Can someone lead me
Speaker 22: into the right direction to her music?
Speaker 7: Oh?
Speaker 2: This is Ricky Rose who plays Yiddish beautiful blues.
Speaker 1: It's like a mix of blues, rock, jazz, even pop.
Speaker 1: It's so Siddish music, all genres.
Speaker 2: She's single handedly inventing a genre Ofish women's basically accented
Speaker 2: music meets.
Speaker 1: There's not nobody doing what I'm doing the way I'm
Speaker 1: doing it.
Speaker 2: No, there's so many men from the residual world who
Speaker 2: are creating music merging, but.
Speaker 1: Even the men, it's like, from the experience, from the
Speaker 1: perspective of where I sing from, nobody has written from
Speaker 1: that perspective, you know. Yeah, Well, there have been a
Speaker 1: couple of I guess someone who left and as a woman, yeah,
Speaker 1: there has never ever been I'm the first. Yeah, not
Speaker 1: at all.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And also like I think there maybe have been women
Speaker 1: who've tried, but maybe they weren't taken seriously, because the
Speaker 1: world tends to not take women seriously sometimes when they
Speaker 1: try to build a career. So it took me a
Speaker 1: long time to get people to take me seriously, especially
Speaker 1: because I also have this comedy side of myself, so people, oh,
Speaker 1: she's just a comedian, you know. But to get people
Speaker 1: to take me as a serious performer, it took a
Speaker 1: very long time and hard work. And now it's like
Speaker 1: I'm not playing, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I think anyone with an I could see
Speaker 2: that you're talented. But I find this very much that
Speaker 2: many people, if they don't know where to slot you in,
Speaker 2: will be very resistant to taking your art seriously.
Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, like people like whenever I would be
Speaker 1: around guys, even men, even not just men, mostly yeah,
Speaker 1: I guess even people who have left the community, like
Speaker 1: who aren't even religious, and I'd be singing a stickle
Speaker 1: and I put down like a stickle, you know, that's
Speaker 1: what it's called a cantorial piece. They'd be like, not always,
Speaker 1: I'm not saying it's not a generalization, but I've had
Speaker 1: experiences where people would just they'll listen and then they'll
Speaker 1: be like joking, be like you should, like Rodney medodis,
Speaker 1: you should get Like they're basically telling me there's nowhere
Speaker 1: for you to perform. Let me like joke about it
Speaker 1: and tell you to do and Rodney like, you're not
Speaker 1: making any sense. Some people tell me go try to
Speaker 1: find the position in like a reform conservative synagogue. That
Speaker 1: made more sense to say. But a lot of people
Speaker 1: be like you should, I mean, and I'll be like, yeah, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm coming, Like, don't tell me to come because I'm
Speaker 1: gonna come.
Speaker 2: K Yeah, okay, Kim, would you.
Speaker 1: No, that's the thing.
Speaker 2: You know there, I will.
Speaker 1: I mean if they want me, yes, for sure. I
Speaker 1: only go where I'm wanted and celebrated.
Speaker 2: Women women have been told this like a shoot of stuff.
Speaker 2: You know how many women at all. It's a shame
Speaker 2: you're a woman because your head is wasted on women's stuff.
Speaker 2: I mean it's very hurtful.
Speaker 1: What are you supposed to do with your I mean
Speaker 1: I get it. Some people just are not like mindful,
Speaker 1: they're not aware that it could be bothering you when
Speaker 1: they say yea, and they think it's like a joke
Speaker 1: or whatever. That's true.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they're trying to pay you a cut.
Speaker 1: Right, that's the truth. But sometimes it could be like
Speaker 1: you know, like it's so funny.
Speaker 20: Yeah you know what I mean, Yeah, especially when you're
Speaker 20: hurting and yeah, yeah, who is someone you look up to?
Speaker 1: Ricky? Who is someone I look up to? I don't know,
Speaker 1: let me think about it. I like like simple people
Speaker 1: like I don't look up to people in power or
Speaker 1: people who are like an ebbas or whatever. Like I
Speaker 1: look up to you, you know, like a normal like
Speaker 1: a you're actually very special and normal.
Speaker 2: Normal not normal but such terrible words.
Speaker 1: Not normal, but like my friends you know, I look
Speaker 1: up to my friends, look at them, they're doing their thing.
Speaker 1: My little sister, you know, she's doing her thing. I
Speaker 1: look up to just everyone basically, not like, oh this
Speaker 1: person there is a legend or whatever, but you know everyone,
Speaker 1: we're all the same. We're really all the same. You
Speaker 1: can be inspired. Yeah, I guess I look up to
Speaker 1: a lot of people. I can't think of like an example,
Speaker 1: but but you know, we're all the same. At the
Speaker 1: end of the day, we're the same and we're unique.
Speaker 1: I don't know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: I totally get.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I couldn't have that answer if you were
Speaker 1: to ask me, like what musicians I look up to
Speaker 1: that let me think of that. I'm gonna phrase it,
Speaker 1: and like a category of musicians I really like. I
Speaker 1: don't know if I don't know them as people, so
Speaker 1: I don't. I can't like say I look up to them,
Speaker 1: but just their music is what I know is in
Speaker 1: the goysher world would be like Ray, Charles B. B. King,
Speaker 1: Ella Fitzgerald, Louis Armstrong. Are you seeing a pattern here? Wow?
Speaker 1: This is the music I like. And now there's this
Speaker 1: artist Ray, She's like the latest. She's like blending genres
Speaker 1: also like jazz with pop and her own. She's her
Speaker 1: own genre, like her album. Her latest album is a masterpiece.
Speaker 1: So that's someone musically that I looked up to. Jacob Callier.
Speaker 1: Have you heard of him? He makes the crowd saying
Speaker 1: he's also like very musical and it's very intimidating people
Speaker 1: like that. But yeah, it's like, wow, they're so talented. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking in the Jewish world, if I look
Speaker 1: up and I really look up to Shirley Green actually
Speaker 1: because I also know him personally. I've known him for
Speaker 1: a long time, even from stone I was married. He's
Speaker 1: friends with my ex husband I think was. I don't know,
Speaker 1: they're still friends. But I just he's a good person.
Speaker 1: He's worked so hard to get to where he is
Speaker 1: and he's made it by being himself and being true
Speaker 1: to himself. So I really look up to him. And
Speaker 1: I'm inspired by him too, very inspired by him. I
Speaker 1: guess I do it. People look at that just took
Speaker 1: me a minute to get there. Yeah, the backage the guy.
Speaker 14: Yeah, so.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and.
Speaker 1: He's yeah, he really inspires me continue doing what I'm doing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think I'm man. Yes, I met you also, yeah,
Speaker 1: all right, yeah, there are you coming this year? I
Speaker 1: don't know. I'm thinking about it because I wanted to
Speaker 1: do a video about it. I found it really interesting.
Speaker 1: It's very interesting. Yeah, yeah, but I think I'm like
Speaker 1: the senior citizen at a camping festival like that. It's yeah,
Speaker 1: it's pretty I honestly I hate camping, and I I
Speaker 1: hate camping so much. Every year I say I'm never
Speaker 1: doing every time I go camping, I swear that I'm
Speaker 1: never doing it again, really every time, and then I
Speaker 1: do it again, and I'm going again this year. But
Speaker 1: I'm honestly thinking of just doing like like either getting
Speaker 1: a hotel somewhere nearby if there is, I don't know
Speaker 1: if I can find, or an RV, but it's going
Speaker 1: to be very expensive to get r V, so I
Speaker 1: don't know if I can afford it. We'll see. I'm
Speaker 1: performing on Friday, so worst case, if I really don't
Speaker 1: feel like camping, I can leave for Shavis, but it
Speaker 1: would feel a little bit like, you know, I want
Speaker 1: to be there. I also have summer stage on Monday,
Speaker 1: so I definitely need to be like well rested and
Speaker 1: not like over exert my energy. Throughout Jovis. Wow, it's
Speaker 1: so fun, so many fun things.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Do you like Nina Simone? I do like Nina Simone? Yes,
Speaker 1: you love the greats? And at home? How about Stevie Wonder?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, of course, very superstitious writings on the world.
Speaker 1: Don't lose the numbers? Really, Dan from Forest Hills, I
Speaker 1: don't know that one. I'm at the age where.
Speaker 2: My idea of camping is cold room service, my wife says,
Speaker 2: Colleen says, my wife says, camping is room service at
Speaker 2: the marriage.
Speaker 1: Johnny Hartman, I don't know what it is. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: There's a lot of names that I won't know because
Speaker 1: I didn't grow up with all this.
Speaker 2: So it.
Speaker 1: And there's so much to learn, so you never catch up.
Speaker 1: As much as you catch up, you never catch up,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Yeah, for sure, But you
Speaker 1: have a whole body of knowledge of I already do. Yeah,
Speaker 1: of a different kind.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Do you want to taste of black and white cookie
Speaker 1: and tell us what you Yes? Okay, it looks amazing
Speaker 1: a hunt to find my favorite one. But black and
Speaker 1: white cookie is the answer to racism exactly. There's a
Speaker 1: whole Seinfeld episode about this. Really yeah, yeah, yeah, it's
Speaker 1: very funny. Oh, I got a big piece. Do you
Speaker 1: prefer the brown or the white? Usually chocolate the chocolate?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: What do you think of this particular? Really good? Yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: I like classic.
Speaker 15: I like it.
Speaker 2: H I've been trying different cookies and I'm trying to
Speaker 2: find one that I like, but also I really would
Speaker 2: like to find one that's kosher.
Speaker 1: This isn't kosher. Are you kosher?
Speaker 2: It's sort of kosher. It's it's a basically that has
Speaker 2: some items are certified kosher.
Speaker 1: It doesn't have that's as far as my closure goes. Okay,
Speaker 1: so wow, this is good. I'm gonna eat the whole thing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it is really good.
Speaker 2: I never knew I liked black and white cookies until
Speaker 2: I started to look forward.
Speaker 1: I'm definitely more of a chocolate what are you I
Speaker 1: like the white of this, but there's more chocolate on this.
Speaker 1: You notice the ratio is unjust unjust unus. But the
Speaker 1: best part is when you take both like that, Yeah, exactly,
Speaker 1: you know from both sort of goes sure.
Speaker 2: Oh so good?
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I didn't realize that I was actually hungry.
Speaker 1: Oh not never. I feel bad. We should have good
Speaker 1: really so it's really yummy. Yeah, it's really good. I'm
Speaker 1: telling you, I never like black and white cookies, but
Speaker 1: I grew up with extremely sweet. It wasn't good actually good. Yeah.
Speaker 2: I decided to try to look for a black and
Speaker 2: white cookie I like because it's like something fun, because
Speaker 2: most of the time I don't like it, and that
Speaker 2: makes it more of a challenge.
Speaker 1: Most of them are so sweet. Interesting. Yeah, what's happen?
Speaker 1: It's a flower from the same place, may flower, I
Speaker 1: guess a tulip. See, I'm suspicious of this one. This
Speaker 1: is like, I know what kind of truck, what it is.
Speaker 1: It's suspicious of them. I think it might be of
Speaker 1: what they put in in this stuff, like gelatins. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and not just that because I'm allergic. Oh look, it
Speaker 1: says butterflower, eggs, sugar, baking powder venither confection of sugar.
Speaker 1: That's food coloring the rank powder. Oh okay, that's good.
Speaker 1: Should yeah, let's try it. What's it's already broken? Ever? Yeah,
Speaker 1: broke at the place where there's no I think? Is
Speaker 1: it very sweet? Good? Yeah? It's buttery, which I like. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I make a forgot. I'm here to keep track mind you. Well,
Speaker 1: should we see anyone else said anything?
Speaker 2: Call call our live stream a day, or you want.
Speaker 1: To sing one my song for I think makes what
Speaker 1: is what I'm saying? Martine says, you don't need to
Speaker 1: be hungry to have cookies.
Speaker 2: You know, I just had a filling of my suits
Speaker 2: and I'm feeling it, which is not good.
Speaker 1: Use it to heal the world. Take it away, Ricky.
Speaker 1: Since miss Planetmaster.
Speaker 2: Carls is perhaps freedo, Nanny Rich, Mimmy and Seth can
Speaker 2: get together and make black white cookies.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, yes, that would be so much fun.
Speaker 2: Is it true that SAtma Reva thought like Boyman should
Speaker 2: only be celebrated in Israel?
Speaker 1: Mhm, never heard that? You know the song from.
Speaker 23: I'll from Fell Door Tophing Green Stop Stay the shaner
Speaker 23: pasted were not feeling less so good?
Speaker 1: It is all mockers face.
Speaker 2: I know.
Speaker 7: Katy talked Nzi and riding valuable the bale bosses a million,
Speaker 7: fishing about.
Speaker 2: Only made finding a often hurt.
Speaker 1: It's a love song now and there was chef very
Speaker 1: head and face. Not a love love story.
Speaker 2: In May.
Speaker 24: It's very calm. He's now after films in the US
Speaker 24: in a midt, He's grow.
Speaker 2: It's the la in my tub in their parts Golden.
Speaker 1: I don't remember the rest of the song, but it's
Speaker 1: like the story of how they got married and then he.
Speaker 2: Follow and he.
Speaker 1: Her to marry a poor student who didn't know anything.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and he went to learn.
Speaker 1: And then he saw the water dripping on the stone
Speaker 1: and making a hole in the stone. It's like drops smart.
Speaker 1: That's such a part of the message.
Speaker 2: It was all about how water dripping on a stone
Speaker 2: will eventually.
Speaker 1: Erode it, yes, and into his head. So he's like,
Speaker 1: you know what, I'm a forty year old alta cake
Speaker 1: and I could still learn something new. And he went
Speaker 1: to Shiva and he learned for what twelve years, and
Speaker 1: he became the greatest became the greatest scholar. And he
Speaker 1: came home and so his wife was still struggling. And
Speaker 1: overheard his wife telling the neighbor that I would give
Speaker 1: another what did she say, twelve years in order for
Speaker 1: my husband to continue learning. And she didn't even know
Speaker 1: that he's made it. And so he returned for another
Speaker 1: twelve years, and then he came back.
Speaker 2: And the great friend with all these students and yeah,
Speaker 2: I mean he's proven.
Speaker 1: Right, I will be like, nah, you better stay home
Speaker 1: and provide because I'm not playing these games. But you
Speaker 1: know what, what was her name, Roco or something? Yeah,
Speaker 1: Roco was made of a different different breeds.
Speaker 2: It's an amazing story because I can never it's so
Speaker 2: different from what we grew up with, which is you
Speaker 2: marry someone the same age who matches you and you
Speaker 2: have a family together.
Speaker 1: She wanted to and she came from a rich family.
Speaker 1: She had everything, and she gave everything up for this
Speaker 1: man who I guess she was in love with. I
Speaker 1: hope they were in love because otherwise.
Speaker 2: Whatever it is, she really wanted him. Let him go
Speaker 2: learn for twenty four years and say what was the
Speaker 2: verse from the song?
Speaker 1: Her father was so against it, the toctor villain, this name.
Speaker 2: The father doesn't want to know.
Speaker 1: No, it's amazing, I want to know anything.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we grew up on this essentially a love story.
Speaker 2: She was like, I'm going to marry him. Yeah, and
Speaker 2: married because he was a genius and in the end
Speaker 2: like he wasn't.
Speaker 1: She didn't know he was a gene he was a
Speaker 1: good term Alma wuits or something like, yeah, he knew
Speaker 1: not he was a pasta.
Speaker 2: He was a pasta. He was a shepherd, a shepherd, Yes,
Speaker 2: that's an amazing story. And he was working for her father.
Speaker 2: So at the time I think, yeah, so she was
Speaker 2: an amazing story. And he turned around and became a
Speaker 2: great sage.
Speaker 1: That's just yeah. Is that what we celebrate? So no,
Speaker 1: so yeah, Shimar, who he was a talmud, was a
Speaker 1: student of this and the people who died were all
Speaker 1: his tell me them right, So Shiman was, I guess,
Speaker 1: one of them. And Shiman has the other story where
Speaker 1: they he had to skate because you know you told
Speaker 1: the story. Did you tell the story earlier?
Speaker 2: No, we didn't talk about it.
Speaker 1: Where he Shiman was, there was like a anxiety how
Speaker 1: do you say anxiety? Decree and will degree that they're
Speaker 1: going to kill them, that all the scholars and they
Speaker 1: had to go and hide, so they hid in a cave.
Speaker 1: They went into a cave. I think he went by himself,
Speaker 1: right son, what's that cave? No? I think with his son? No,
Speaker 1: I don't know, but he had to whatever it was.
Speaker 1: He was in a cave for thirteen years with no nothing.
Speaker 1: All they had was a little water taking a date tree,
Speaker 1: so they had dates and water. That's all they had
Speaker 1: and they were learning and doing like spiritual work for
Speaker 1: thirteen years. So at the time he got out, he
Speaker 1: was basically completely disconnected from the physical world. And he
Speaker 1: looked around and because he was so on such a level,
Speaker 1: whatever he looked at turned into like fire and burnt
Speaker 1: and he was like destroying towns. So they told him
Speaker 1: to go back, and he went back to kind of
Speaker 1: that's what you say. Integration is important. To integrate whatever
Speaker 1: he learned because he had to come back to the world.
Speaker 1: So if you're doing psychedelics or whatever you're doing, integrate it.
Speaker 1: Make sure not to come oh, I'm holier than now,
Speaker 1: because you're gonna hurt some people. So that's so funny.
Speaker 1: Integrate important. So when we were kids, for lud boymet
Speaker 1: we would draw.
Speaker 2: We would create an artocraft in school out of a
Speaker 2: plate amata okape and inside a day tree and a
Speaker 2: well of water and then a lack boy.
Speaker 1: We would play with the bows and arrows. Do you
Speaker 1: know why why did you play with the phone boings?
Speaker 1: I don't know why. I've asked people.
Speaker 2: I made a video where I was like, I'm not
Speaker 2: going to answer today why, But it was really because
Speaker 2: it was too difficult to excite.
Speaker 1: I don't know why why did we I don't know. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's not clear. I guess thrasing you Ramada, Ride.
Speaker 2: Lind.
Speaker 1: And Whiskey.
Speaker 11: Like a grabby shim rabby shim body may grab mom Rabbi.
Speaker 1: Bodio.
Speaker 25: It's also the thing of people go to give the haircuts. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 25: because you know how to cut your hair. So if
Speaker 25: you have a three year roll that needs to get
Speaker 25: their haircut during the omer.
Speaker 1: Then you do it on that.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: So it's a a fun holiday. It's a very Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's a minor holiday. It's a minor holiday. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: it's become a very big festival. It's a festival. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it really is. Yeah, yesterday singing dancing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, very singing dancing ceremony. Yeah.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 2: So what should we leave on to make sure people
Speaker 2: are learning more about your work, Like maybe a song?
Speaker 1: You know what, I'll share one of the songs that
Speaker 1: we're gonna go on the album, A little sneak peek.
Speaker 1: Oh I'm not gonna do they, but I'll do a
Speaker 1: little part.
Speaker 2: Okay, but you guys have to like look up Ricky.
Speaker 2: If you aren't following her yet, you have to look
Speaker 2: up her work.
Speaker 1: This song is called IFS because I told you about
Speaker 1: the IFS therapy, which is integrated. You know, it's internal
Speaker 1: family system. It's the idea of there's different parts inside
Speaker 1: of you and they all have different roles. They were
Speaker 1: created at different times. Some are managers, some of protectors,
Speaker 1: and they all speak to each other all the time.
Speaker 1: So you hear voices in your head. That's all your
Speaker 1: parts talking to each other, and then there's the self
Speaker 1: who's observing all this happening if you have the awareness.
Speaker 1: So it's very trippy, trippy therapy. It's helped me so
Speaker 1: much because in the past, if I would have a
Speaker 1: panic attack, I would get consumed by the panic and
Speaker 1: it would be extremely painful. It's just being fear like
Speaker 1: and I would get it on airplanes. I still do,
Speaker 1: but now I get it a lot of different times
Speaker 1: when I get sick, when I feel anything out of
Speaker 1: the ordinary, or sometimes just random. So now instead of
Speaker 1: getting so scared and consumed by it, I observe it
Speaker 1: like this part is coming out. This is a part
Speaker 1: that's usually exiled. Right which parts are in exile? This
Speaker 1: part is triggered by something, whether if it's on a
Speaker 1: plane or if something's off. So she's coming out now,
Speaker 1: And instead of like feeling like, oh my god, I'm panicking,
Speaker 1: it's more like, okay, this there's like this two year
Speaker 1: old or I don't know how old she is, but
Speaker 1: like maybe it's even a baby two year old or
Speaker 1: three year old that's very, very scared right now. How
Speaker 1: would I handle a two year old that's scared? And
Speaker 1: instead of like just being consumed by this fear and
Speaker 1: the hysteria and the panic, I talk to it like
Speaker 1: as if it's a baby. Literally, So I'm sitting on
Speaker 1: the plane talking to myself like a Michigan. If it works,
Speaker 1: it works, and I'm sitting there, I'm like, it's okay,
Speaker 1: you say, if you're such a brave little girl. I'm
Speaker 1: just talking to myself the whole time. I'm crying because
Speaker 1: sometimes she needs to cry, she needs to scream, she
Speaker 1: needs to shiver and shake. She's a baby, you know,
Speaker 1: she needs to kick and punch and whatever babies do.
Speaker 1: And it's really helped me a lot, this therapy, and
Speaker 1: not just with this part, the understanding different parts like depression.
Speaker 1: Sometimes I'm unmotivated and I'm like, oh, this part is
Speaker 1: coming out today, so I'm like, hey, what's up. Sometimes
Speaker 1: I'm a little bit more stricter, like a strict mother,
Speaker 1: you know, like we have things to do today. I'm
Speaker 1: really sorry, but you know, yeah, it's like tough love
Speaker 1: and sometimes it's gentle love, and sometimes it's sometimes I
Speaker 1: tell them, mommy needs a break. You go to the bathroom.
Speaker 1: You line itself from your part. No, it's not like
Speaker 1: I disassociate and watch TV or something like that. Got it, okayation,
Speaker 1: But just it's so it's been so helpful, and I've
Speaker 1: done so many therapy since, psychedelics and breath works and everything.
Speaker 1: I've done everything to help myself. Are you in quiet away,
Speaker 1: I'm not.
Speaker 8: I was on for.
Speaker 1: Fifteen years on and off antidepressants, and for the last
Speaker 1: three years I haven't been on any and I've been
Speaker 1: making progress in my career so much in my life.
Speaker 1: I feel like the meds not for everyone. I can't
Speaker 1: speak for everyone, but me personally, the meds kept me stagnant.
Speaker 1: It kept me not moving just in one place. It
Speaker 1: numbed me so I didn't feel anything. So I didn't
Speaker 1: feel the need to push for anything. I was just
Speaker 1: completely numb and just blah. You know, I'm not saying
Speaker 1: I had moments of joy and moments of things of inspiration, creativity,
Speaker 1: I still because it's me, but it didn't push me
Speaker 1: to make real changes in my life. Yeah, to put
Speaker 1: in that hard work because everything was like, eh, you know,
Speaker 1: made amazing changes. I have completely transformed myself. I look
Speaker 1: at pictures and videos and I don't recognize myself. And again,
Speaker 1: these parts they're always there. I know that these parts
Speaker 1: are still in me, and they're there, but you know,
Speaker 1: I haven't really talked to those parts yet, the older
Speaker 1: parts that are still there. But it could be there
Speaker 1: not even there, because it could be those parts where
Speaker 1: children acting out like as well, So it could be
Speaker 1: that those parts are these children that are scared and whatever.
Speaker 11: You know.
Speaker 1: So I don't know exactly. I'm still getting to know
Speaker 1: my parts. And every now and then I meet a
Speaker 1: new one. I was like, oh, I haven't met this
Speaker 1: one yet. It's very trippy. It's very trippy. I recommend
Speaker 1: it for like anyone who's going to therapy. It's so trippy,
Speaker 1: and it helps you understand yourself, like really under stand
Speaker 1: yourself and be able to work with yourself, you know, yeah, anyway,
Speaker 1: So that's the song about it, where I talk to
Speaker 1: the anxiety and the depression mainly. Should I translate it?
Speaker 1: So the first part goes scared, I'm scared from everything,
Speaker 1: anxiety or within me. I can't get rid of you, Anxiety,
Speaker 1: from everything you try to stop me from living my life.
Speaker 1: I know that you're here and you're trying to protect me,
Speaker 1: and when you act up, you want to make sure
Speaker 1: everything is running smoothly. Anxiety or within me, I can't
Speaker 1: get rid of you. Anxiety, You're within me and you
Speaker 1: care for me. Thank you. And then depression, Why are
Speaker 1: you giving me a headache? Mudhash kleita, a dark depression,
Speaker 1: It's not a way of life, mutish clut Shane. I
Speaker 1: know again the chorus, I know that you're here and
Speaker 1: you're trying to protect me. And depression, Thank you for
Speaker 1: you keeping me from being disappointed, from having too many highs.
Speaker 1: You're protecting me, So thank you to you. And then
Speaker 1: the bridge goes. All the things that make who I am,
Speaker 1: the good, the bad, the laugh, the cries, they all
Speaker 1: care for me and are here from me, and it
Speaker 1: can always get better from here. So I'm gonna do
Speaker 1: just a little a little bit of it. I don't
Speaker 1: know if I want to give the whole song away
Speaker 1: just sneak oh. And then I finished the song scared.
Speaker 1: I'm still so I feel like I'm sharing too much
Speaker 1: of the song you'll hear.
Speaker 2: I'm trying to even think about as you say this,
Speaker 2: I'm trying to think about how you would say in kiddish.
Speaker 1: I'll just do the first part.
Speaker 2: Moira, Comira fin.
Speaker 1: M City, eat it, I'm a smovie. Anxiety the best
Speaker 1: in me, kenfy.
Speaker 7: Mm hmm, anxiety the hardest, an honesty deveils me?
Speaker 9: Did h de produced off me? How and then the
Speaker 9: FUFI spells the anxiety to exa it field it on
Speaker 9: and you can the stuff ti me.
Speaker 7: Alesma anxiety, divest with me, cafy anxiety, divest with me,
Speaker 7: infamy tasty kid.
Speaker 1: So then it's you know, it continues and talks about
Speaker 1: the next part, beautiful. Well, I guess I guess soon
Speaker 1: we'll get to hear it on the album. Yes, hopefully.
Speaker 1: I'm hoping that.
Speaker 17: We'll do more work when you promote the album, will
Speaker 17: do more stuff together. Yes, I really want to do
Speaker 17: a cooking with cooking let's do it. Yeah, okay, great, well,
Speaker 17: thank you all so much.
Speaker 1: Thank you guys, happy like boy, happy am I. Thank
Speaker 1: you everyone, Thanks for your comments. Bye bye