Speaker 1: From Morecause Connect and aj Benza fame. Uh, he'd liked
to be walked on a leash and play really dirty,
kinky sex games. He's uh the guy put the cock
in the peacock network. Okay, bitch, Hey everybody, AJ bens
are here with famous bitch. This is your daily Unfiltered
podcast for June seventeenth, twenty twenty six. Oh six one
seven two oho two six. You know, before I won
him a forty four, I was seventeen my first year
in high school. Uh, first year of soccer. Forty four
wasn't available. They didn't have numbers that high in soccer,
so I set up for seventeen, which equals eight was
also the number of the New York Yankees former center
fielder Mickey Rivers. I was crazy about fastest guy in baseball,
A real character. Loved him. He would go ahead to
have it Reggie Jackson when Jackson was on the team.
Reggie's full name is Reginald Martinez Jackson. And when he
would do some crazy shit, Mickey Rivers would say, no,
wonder you crazy man. You got an englishman's first name,
a Spanish second name, and a black last name. Man.
He just said, very few things. When he did talk,
he was hysterical. Fastest guy lefty. If he bunted it
four times a game, he'd have one hundred and sixty
two game hitting streak. Nobody could get Mickey Rivers out.
Walked to the plate like an old man. I used
to copy his batting stands. He crouched over man. Was
he fast though? Three point two seconds down the first
baseline mean, while Mickey Mantle was three point one The
white guy from the Yklahoma de Brasska, I like Oklahoma,
Jesus Christ. If Mickey Mantle had good knees the other stand,
I know he drank and had a ball, but his
knees went. His knees went, then his liver went, then
he got a new liver, and he ruined that one big,
big drinker. Anyhow, nothing too shocking to they except to
say something we already said, something I already said was
not gonna last. Jelly Roll and Bunny XO are done.
They're calling it quits. Apparently they called it quits in
mid May when we were still doing stories on them
being happy about his weight loss and him chasing her
around the house. Is sex driving up with the two
hundred pounds, whatever the hell down to a streamline three
hundred and change. Not many women want that body, And
like I said, god knows how much loose skin is there.
You lose two hundred pounds, you don't just stay toned up.
Oh my god. If you have anything about you in
your life that you have that aesthetics are important to you,
you can't possibly watch that guy walk to the bathroom
after you sex. Women think this is the view I like,
I want to see this all the time. Always fun,
I thought to Kara. I was young and Trump was
in his fifties, younger than I am now, And I'd say,
how could you have been with that old fucking man?
And he gets to go to the bed. You gotta
look at that saggy yes, I mean, come on, she
wouldn't say anything. Meanwhile, I'm older than he was. You know,
we all catch up to each other. Can't spit in
the sky lands in your face. But yeah, who's shocked
by this? Who's shocked? I mean nothing enough to This
guy was already the father of two kids from affairs
he had. I think one kid was born during the
fairy had when he first got with Bunny. So you know,
clearly a six hundred pound sex addict, drinking, drugging, never
making good decisions on those things. Obviously, was living out
of his van. Then the career takes off, and you know,
he meets her Bonnie Blue with Bonnie Blue, Bonnie XL,
Bonnie XL was doing Bonnie Blue, Bunny XL. Bunny XL
was doing only fans, and he promised the one day listen. Yeah, yeah,
you don't have to make ends meet with only fans.
You know, you gotta retire. Friend. She split the business
in twenty twenty three because he was starting to make money.
But uh, you know, in the Grammys February of twenty six,
this is two months before they split, he's staking his
wife on speech on stage, in a speech saying, I
would never change I would have never changed my life
without you. I've ended up dead or in jail, I've
killed myself. It wasn't few in Jesus. Well, now what
he filed the reconciled a little differences. I think he
found out she was still banging guys on the side,
she was doing only fans. Obviously wasn't too happy with
the way he looked or felt. It gets on you
after a while ten years of that shit. Oh my god. Now,
but did these two fell in love way back in
twenty fifteen. I can't believe. She said she was instantly
drawn to him. They both were in other relationships, and
she said, when I first met me of the Satisfye
in the room, she wrote that new memoir which came
out again two months before they before he filed, and
she said, Oh, this is a project. I love a
good project. And then when he was an asshole, I
was like, oh, this is an even better project. I
got my hands full with this guy. He didn't bow
to me. That's why I appreciated about him. So, I
mean a lot of women go for the guy they
can fix up. Thank god, men can find a woman
that can fix us up, because I know that until
you find that woman who can fix you up, tell
you how to dress, what to say, what not to say,
little things that maybe you miss growing up, what have you. You know,
a little more culture, a little more romantic. Something. You
find that woman who says, don't wear that, with that,
wear this is that that looks better, that's a better culfure.
Things like that, and suddenly you become more of the
man you're supposed to be. Suddenly you become more attractive
to other women because that one woman is cleaning you up.
And I obviously that was a project I was. I mean,
I don't want to say that was chorus project. But
she definitely taught me a lot about life and a
lot about the way men treat women, of course, and
I was eager to learn. Mike, I think I've said,
you know, going to the movies, we used to go
to The Angelic movie, Theit and see, like, you know,
independent films are foreign films, which I love. The Angelic
was great on Houston Street. And one night I got
I got those tortillas with the orange like she you know,
cheesemans kind of shit to dip. She's like, don't ever
get that again. Why you can't bring food like that?
You can't, It's falling on your pants. I got, oh shit,
yeah it did. And then there was a rule like
you can have popcumble, let's not eat pop, Let's not
put a whole mouthful in an hour into the movie.
Look just I mean, there was a jokes and funny
don't worry a belt on talking shirt, little things like that,
and you go, okay, I'm getting to be a better guy.
So obviously she was doing that for him to the
point where she helped motivate him to lose all that
weight you got. I mean, yes, he needs the motivation himself,
but it certainly has. It certainly helps to have somebody
you love next to you, cheering you on and being
there for you. And look, she's a sexy woman. I
mean she's a little she's trashy, but she's still sexy.
But they were blackout drunk when they got married in
Vegas at the Little White Chapel. Not a good idea
to be blackout drunk. And like I said, guy has
an affair two years into his relationship with her, called
one of the worst moments of his life. So he's
he continually fucked up, you know, hanging around guys that
were bad, that weren't sober, that were cheating on their wives.
You start to act like the other guys in your group.
Show me how your friends act, and I'll show you
how you are. Well words to that effect. Then you know,
there was the time she wanted to commit suicide because
of this intense pain. I don't know she was having
marital issues, marital trouble, couldn't conceive you've but she says,
you know, after after he had that fling, things were difficult. Naturally,
you never look, you never get back to it. It
never works again. You can reconcile, but let's not pretend
that you know if things go back to normal. They don't,
and it didn't for them either. It would take years.
A man who's gotta be beaten over the head for years,
take his lumps and and be humble and apologize profusely. Years,
if at all that. A woman takes you back into
a heart, if she even can. Still, that's hard. It's
like relighting a cigar. You could relight last night's cigar.
It'll burn, you could smoke it is it gonna taste
the same, never never, and you know it when you
put it out. I'll have this tomorrow night. Yeah, but
it's not gonna be as good. Just finish it tonight
and remember that great cigar you had in your back porch.
Don't relight it. No good, have this toast. I would
do with weddings, which is so silly, but you know
I was single and crazy, and I would always say
this joke, like you know my you know, I've always
learned from friends of mine who am married. And I
was married myself once when I was younger, and I'll
tell you too, love birds right now, marriage is like
a nice warm death because after a while, it's just
not that hot anymore. It was like a stupid little joke,
got some got some laughs in the audience, but yeah,
that's it. You can't go back to it if you
fuck it up. It's just so hard for a woman
to look pay for the man, a man to look
past it. You might be getting along great and at
some point that I can't believe you fucked that guy.
I can't and it just stick. The same thing. You
girls would say you were inside of her, and they
want to be inside of me. Fuck that. I mean
takes a lot of work. But they made a go
of it, which means they had something special. I suppose.
Then came the weight loss two hundred pounds. But this
is where he got me. This is where I started
to think, like, you know, somebody's talking too much. I
know when somebody's talking too much and too loud, it
usually means it's not true. You know, he's telling Joe Rogan,
oh man, you know, sex was so horrible because I
was so big. It's not her fault. It was me.
I was just so big. And then he's calling her
a smoke show. And meanwhile he's struggling to get it
up before the weight loss, and he had testosterone replacement therapy.
And then he said that had me chasing Bunny all
around the house. I don't believe that. And then she
did speak honestly in the magazine articles, saying that the
intimacy had suffered mountains and valleys due to his size.
These are things you can't take back. In Playboy, she said,
the bedroom activity is slowed down because big body changes
mess with your headed hormones. But it's an adjustment period,
not a permanent shift. And in her memoir, she also
wrote that it was tough to write what she wrote
going through a lot of pain again with him, and
she admitted their relationship was not always monogamous. I can't
you know, she said, if a girl wanted to come
home with us, we more than likely would have turned
her down. But Jelly always told me I can sleep
with other men if I want to. This is not
a healthy thing because you get off on water and
I'm not one to piss on someone's sexual desires. I mean,
sex is very different for everybody. Everybody. Some guys some girls,
and guys like it dirty, some like a loving So
I mean, it's just so many different variables that I've
tried a lot of them, I'm happy to say, and
I know what I like. But I've tried a lot
of them, and I think that's the way to do it.
But you can't. You stought letting guys come home and
bang your wife and they're looking at you and knowing
that you can't do what I do. That's gonna just
destroy you. Is because you just want to see your
wife get off and be really happy. Get her a vibrator,
get her a dildo, not in a guy in a house. Now,
we both live by the model that we are on
each other's possessions and consider our relationship to be free,
not open. There's your mistake right there. You took vows.
You know. Of course, nowadays you got to go on
Instagram to let people know cryptically what's going on in
your life. You can't just have a breakup. It's got
to be a cryptic message that you post and she posted,
you know. Wild hearts can't be broken. Okay, So her
her heart can't be broken. But he did say, irreconcile,
irreconcilable differences. The reason for their breakup. We'll find out
more than not really speaking yet together. But she did
speak on the split, and she said later in a post,
she said, you know, I'm glad to get my sparkle back.
Oh yeah, that's sparkle, the sparkle that only sex workers
who fuck six hundred pound men have. I know that sparkle.
Give me a break with the sparkle. Her sparkle's gone, girl,
it's gone. You need to be compounded and waxed, washed
and detailed before we even look. Get all the jelly
roll off you, all the sticky fingerprints off you. Like
I said, she's still sexy enough to land a guy.
She got a few more good miles on her before
the transmission falls out in the highway. But what man
is gonna want this more than for a weekend? Spin?
Really a week maybe? And even then, with all those
tattoos and the fact that she was once Jelly Roll's wife,
are men really gonna come around if she was coming
on to me like no one's business. I couldn't get
past the fact that she was banging this fat guy.
I can't. I think she prefers the impersonal sexuality that
comes from the only fans activities. That's what I think
she got used to. It's impersonal and it's a business transaction.
You don't need to have feelings for the person. You
just need to act like you do. Get the guy off,
get your money, and move on. And women nowadays are
so much more focused on money, money, money than love
and companionship. The good ones are, but the ones on them,
on the on the edge, the ones in the middle,
they're all going over to that we need money, and
I mean we needing money. I need a brand to them.
Followers are more important than money or love or anything
else for that matter. They all need to take care
of themselves and never need a man. We don't need
a man. Okay, Dyke, you know the type I'm talking about.
But I don't think too many. Too many guys are coming.
I just don't. I know. God. The other day I'm driving,
we're driving a Rocos graduation. He's at the school. I
was in the calk roxy and the wife and I
don't know how it's Oh yeah. Kanye West was on
the radio singing runaway love that song because in that song,
he's telling a girl all his faults. Basically ken, he's
telling her runaway fast as you can. He's got a
plan for her, runaway fast as you because he knows
that he's got faults that are gonna hurt her. But
the one lyric got me started, you know. He goes
on to the second ver. She says, she find pictures
in my email. I sent this bitch of picture of
my dick. I don't know if what it is with females,
but I'm too good at that shit. She I could
have me a good girl and still be addicted to
them hood rats and just blame everything on you. At
least you know that's what I'm good at. So that
hoodrat line kills me. When I first guy, think of
my wife used to always say. She used to tease
me and say, I know you had some hood rats,
meaning girls that really weren't up to my standards, just
because I could have company. But I swear to God,
I prided myself on never going that route. Maybe one
girl when I first got to La. I'm not gonna
say her name. Remember her name, big tall, black girl,
very sexy and maybe not the best face. I gotta
be honest, But back then there was something that drove
me to want to be with her physically. And we
actually did it in a club upstairs on a couch.
I mean, sitting insane things, insane, memories, insane. I'll say
those details. But she was probably the only one that
I can think of where I go. Yeah, you know,
I don't think I would have taken that one back home.
And my nephews told me the girl who was looking
for me at mandre On and didn't think it was
me until I showed my license and I took her
back to my apartment the next morning. They said that
she was no. Seven or eight? She was I could
come on, she was a seventh. No, she wasn't. They
were certain that she wasn't a seven. Okay, so memby
two and for thirty years, whatever the hell it is.
So you know, I did say there was this restaurant
i'd bring certain girls to, the ones I didn't necessarily
want seen by too many people. I know that sounds horrible,
I know, but these were one offs stay but they
weren't going to be around long. Probably weren't even gonna
see the daytime to be honest with me. I I
you know, so I take these girls to this nice
restaurant on Melrose called Kanti, real old school Italian joint.
You know. Check at table, claws, candles on a table,
very dark, very dark. Food was great, but the lighting
was very low. And I like that, and they made it.
D knew me. He knew of booth lack. He'd seen
me come in with different girls. Knew booth I wanted
to sit at and I'd have to be out of
the way. But if I had a girl that I
was crazy about, that I thought was absolutely insane looking
right to Ago, right to mister Chow, right to Yeah,
any hot restaurant, Let's go, Dan Tann Love going gotta
show her off. Meet the boys, Sadam with Paulie Herman,
Joe Cortesi, Chuck Xedo, Red Buttons. Let them have a look,
just so I could hear the next day, Hey, that
was some girl you with the other night. What's her story?
I just had to hear that. I know, it's shallow,
That's what I was like. I tell that story. My
daughter shakeshead. My wife just laughs. I mean, at least
I can tell the stories they're gonna read about them. Anyhow,
these podcasts are forever, They'll be up there forever. My
books are up there forever. The third book is gonna
have even most stories. Jesus Christ. I just think that
with Jelly rolling Bunny XO, I think his huge frame,
even with his weight loss, maybe hard to have to
enjoy set. That's it what he says when he says,
when I lost the weight, I was chasing her around
the house. Listen, you know you should have to chase
your wife around the house. Ever, if you're doing that,
the end is near. You shouldn have to chase you either.
But you should both know where we're gonna meet. You
should all looking your eye across the room. No one's
chasing anybody on a table gotta chase a woman. Anyhow,
I know one of our uh, one of our listeners, uh,
Tom DeNardo must be very concern because Corey feldman Man
he thinks is well, he likes Corey. I'm not gonna
make fight. I likes Corey. I don't dislike Corey, but
his career went a different route, really got sidetracked. Anyhow.
Corey was on a plane coming back TLAXS from Chicago
Monday afternoon, paramedics met up at the gate. He was
going through a lot of pain and discomfort in the flight,
feeling very sick. First they said pancrea titus, maybe kidney stones.
It was a doctor on board. The doctor said that,
and they took him to the hospital or medical emergency
building wherever the fuck they went. And uh no, he
was just doing a Stand by Me live tour with
Jerry O'Connell and Will Wheaton. He visited Michael Jackson's family
home and Gary, Indiana, Jesus selling to Michael Jackson. And
maybe with all the pedophilia news back in on online
about Michael Jackson back in the papers, maybe Corey got sick.
I'm just having to relive with his friend and Idol
went through all this pedophilia nonsense that he thinks is
all untrue. But my money was on kidney stones. Turns
out it was food poisoning, which I've had several times.
That sucks, but it's not painful kidney stones. Let me
tell you some kidney stones. I had them. I've never
been in more pain in my life. And I had
a finger chopped open with a chainsaw. I've been through
some shit in life. Pneumonia, this Kidney Stones. It was
so bad I began to call my loved ones and
say goodbye. I'm eating at Eline's Uptown. Very famous joint uptown,
a lot of journalists, cops, politicians, not far from Gracie
Mansion where the mayors live. Rut Of Giuliani was the
mayor back then. He was out that night. He was
at Elaine's at the bar, hanging out like it's a
place where your table hopped. A lot of celebrities, a
lot of Broadway stars weren't there. Great joint, but that
was Michael Lewis's territory. Uptown was Michael's and Elaine's I
think was eighty second and first or something or second uptown.
And I was a downtown guy. I was, you know,
fourteenth Street in below, maybe twenty third if that high,
but very rarely. But I'm up in lanes me Michael,
my Rabbi, Richi Esposito, who taught me a lot about
journalism at New York Newsday and the Daily News. And
I forget who else was there. I think Chris North
was there for a little while or whatever. And we're eating.
I'm having a great meal, nice steak, everything's great, all
of a sudden, I said, overcome with him with Naise
to overcome, like, oh my god, I'll be right back.
Elaine's had a really small bathroom with a urinal and
one store with a toilet, and I'm I gotta pee.
I'm thinking wait, I had to throw up. I got
a pe and throw up. Oh my god. So I
stopped puking and it's coming up, like what could this be?
I thought food? Polsoning right. I almost hit my knees.
It was so painful. I go out to the table.
They go, what the hell's wrong with you? You're white?
I said, I don't know what I got. I just
threw my guts up. The food is great. I don't
know what's going on, but I got to get to
the r I'm that sick, and I had my call
with me and I had the bends, and I didn't
want to drive, but I said, I have to drive
a killing my car. It's gonna get towed if I'm overnight.
You know, Giuliani hears this because we played stickball together
with the mayor and the New Yorkhilian news team. He goes,
you got goldstones, you got kidney stones? I said, you
think because now another paint. I've had a terrible paint.
You're feeling, did you double over? Said yeah, I double
over the bedroom. It's kidney stones. He goes, go tos.
I forget what hospital. I went to some place uptown,
a good hospital. They'll take care of it, you know.
Put the car at Gracy Mansion. So I put the
car inside Gracie Mansion. So there was cops on horseback there.
They killed on a cab. A cab takes to the
hospital and I'm there. I called Rosalie, I call car.
I forget. I called everybody I loved. I'm like, this
is it. I don't know what I got, but I'm dying.
And Rocco shows up at the hospital. I'm in the
er with this beautiful girl. Oh my god, this young
Latina girl, just a gorgeous body, gorgeous face. And I'm
sitting there like a cripple bold. I'm like, oh my god,
here's one buddy. I don't know, buddy, I'm dying. I
got your phone call came as fast as I can,
and I'm like, who is this girl? And he goes,
this is blunk. She's Mexican. Can you be beautiful? Rock
always said can you believe it? Can you believe it?
And he would laugh this mischievou is that? Can you
believe how beautiful? I said, no, I can't. I said,
you got she's seeing me like this. Don't worry if
she you're great. She loves you, I said, I I'm
been meeting her. You met her a couple of times,
you know. But I said, but you're dating her. No, no,
we'll just friends. You can date her. She likes you.
I was like, no way. Yeah. So she comes back
from where she was give me a hand blocker and
she held my hand during this, and a big black nurse,
thank god, she was such a from Jamaica. She's called
the other hand and she's like, shows me the MRI
or the X ray they took. This is old fiical matter.
I'm like, ah, this girl's got to hear fecal matter.
Now my fucking X ray. This is fecal matter. But
this said, you have kidneys, don't It's okay. It's what's
very painful. It's the equivalent of a female giving birth
to a child. I said, it is. I know you
girls are gonna tell me I'm full of shit, but
it is that I don't know what you went through,
but the pain is insane. All they give you is
a paper funnel to piss through, well then a screen
in the bottom, and eventually you piss out that stone
if you're lucky. I go home with the funnel, get
home at like nine o'clock in the morning, and I'm
paying for days, but nothing's coming out. I'm out of pain.
So it got past the point it was bugging me.
And because the pain is from it's the side picture
a piece of rock candy the size of a match
headed right, and it's all jagged. It's not like a
smooth ball. It's not a stone. It's jagged and it
has to go through something that's the diameter of a
human hair. So that's the pain you feel scraping through
the I don't know if it's degree through or some
part of the man's anatomy. And I stopped using the
net the screen. I'm like, got my love for this fuck,
I'm gonna peep. When I picked one, damn peed in
my loft, and I mean it was like Mike Tyson
hit me in the face. I literally went down to
my knees. There was pissed on the floor. I could
it was like I got knocked out and then I
looked and the stone came out and I had to
reach it again. I had to you, bastard, the size
of a match up, like I said, with all jagged edges,
the killers. But I did end up. I mean, I
ended up seeing a blanca. She was. She was through
all that nonsense. She stayed with me, and then she
was going to the beach on Long Island when she
was never she lived in like cleans or something. I forget,
and I said, wy, don't you stop my sister's house.
I met Rosalie's, you know, on the way to the
beach is right off the exit. Okay, maybe I will.
I can only stay a little while. And she she
I gave her directions and I said, oh, she's here,
and Rosie runs to the dog with me because I'm
telling this girl's beautiful. And she was like twenty two
and I'm like thirty eight, you know, and uh, she
gets had a call on this white sun dress, forget it,
black hair, just I can't. Rose was like, oh my god,
ag she's go I know, I know, but she's a kid,
I can't. So gorgeous. And then we ended up hanging out,
you know, dating, and even like, well, I don't want
to get too personal, but like I I just like,
I know I was in love, not in love. I
know why I was crazy about because she was so
young and so brand new, and I mean it just
was like, oh my god, the beauty again. There's that
word aesthetics, esthetically esthetically pleasing to beat the band. But
you know, I'm thirty eight, I'm still looking good. But
I'm like, she can't like me. I'm almost twenty years older,
you know. And she didn't care about that. But then
I realized, like we went out one night and she
took something, but what are you taking? Oh, just so
Molly he want I said, no, I don't want that stuff.
I don't need this so feel I love it. I
always take it. So I'm like, oh, that's why, that's
why you've been a horn dog. I put in the
back of my head. It wasn't me. It was the drug.
Well thank you, Molly, But uh, that goes on a
lot more than you think. Hope it's going on in prison,
Sean did he comes? I told you he's gonna get out.
So they just moved up his date a few months
from I think May, they moved up to February of
twenty twenty eight. It keeps shortening it. However, now a
new person, somebody who's filed complaints about his sexual assault claims,
say he's running scared because the LA District attorney is
now investigating another sexual assault claim or more sexual assault
claims brought by a male music producer. Guy's name is
Jonathan Hay and he thinks that Diddy's latest legal move
has revealed his true colase. He says that, well, he
sued Home. He suit Combs, saying he was sexually violated
two occasions, twenty twenty one and twenty twenty And they
say Combs his legal team tried to spin the encounter
as consensual or as a citizen's arrest, which this guy
is dismissing, so they drop. He dropped the citizens arrest claim.
And they think that filing that major amendment and changing
the justification of a lawful citizens arrest looks to me.
It looks to him like he's panicking about the strong
possibility of a new of new criminal charges coming out
of Los Angeles. But this guy, like I said, was
sexually violated twice. That's one too many times. It's actually
two too many times, but twice for a man be
violated by another man, What the fuck are you doing?
Get out of the room, take a beating, deliver a
beating on the way out, get beat up, but don't
do it. I can't with these guys. I can't unless
he was gay. I don't know. I don't know if
the guy's gay or now so Didny's team is trying
to say it was consensual, and uh, you know what.
The guy came forward late last year and said that
he was the John Doe who was suing Combs right
after the big rape and prostitution Krow trial came to
an end. He says he met Diddy sometimes. Uh, well,
I think he met the nineteen ninety eight working on
a project together several years later. Did he invites him
to meet with him and his other guys in the
group that were doing that I'll be missing you thing
for Biggie Small's maybe a possible collaboration with this guy.
But then Jonathan Hayes says things turn ugly. He said
a handful of disturbing incidents with this fucking creep, one
of which was to perform oral sex on Diddy and
this guy. Jonathan Hayes says, I can't put into words
how disturbing that incident was with Sean Calms on so
many levels as a man being so violently violated and
humiliated like that, as something I will never be able
to get over. The thoughts continue to recycle. I can't
escape it. Let's go back to the part where you
call yourself a man and you still accepted another man
putting his manhood in your mouth not once, but twice,
and I imagine both times he completed his indeaval. That's
not a man. That's a pussy who's who's putting his
dream to work in the music business before his common sense?
Or is I don't want to say pride. I hate
the work proper, you know what I mean? Like, what
are you putting first? Did you think that you're gonna
get ahead because you gave head? I mean, it happens
a lot in the rap game. He also says he
was in the room when did he masturbated into a
T shirt? A Biggie Smalls T shirt notorious the Notorious
U b IG's T shirt, and then he threw the
shirt at the guy after he climaxed. Did it and
he said rest in piece, biggie again again? What man
allows this shit to happen to without taking they got
a task and knocking his ass out. I don't care
how many tough guys. What did he I know he
rolls with a big bunch of guys, and people say
did he can fight? He's strong. I don't give a shit.
If there's any at any time in your life to
put up a shut up, it's whether someone's gonna hurt
your wife or kids or yourself. You can't. You can't
just acquiesce and get on your knees and take care
of them. You gotta fight. If you get beat the
fuck up, that's it. You leave a man, then tell
your story. I wouldn't do what they wanted me to do.
That's a man gets me pissed off when these guys
let this shit happen. I always thinking, what's really in
your pants? What's really? What? Really? You got butterflies and
your stomachcause you work with another man? Are you gay? What?
Why would you even accept that ultimatum? Get the fuck
out of you. You just walk out of the punch of
people and look, finally, I'm not gonna bore you anymore
with the talk of my New York mixt winning the title.
But I know there are I know I have plenty
of listeners who are fans of their own teams nonetheless,
and I want to read you something. It's it's short,
it's quick, from the great writer Roger Angel. He wrote
an essay on what it is to be a fan.
And like I said, it's short, but I know this
is going to hit home for all of you who
now just have to look forward to the summer for baseball,
and some of you have favorite baseball teams rooting for.
You know who wine is. And I think this is
great and really encapsulates what it is to be a fan.
And Roger Angel wrote, it is foolish and childish on
the face of it to affiliate ourselves with anything so
insignificant and patently contrived and commercially exploited as a professional
sports team, and the immused superiority and icy scorn that
the non fan directs at the sport's nut. I know
the look. I know it by heart. It's understandable and
almost unanswerable. Almost what is left out of this calculation,
it seems to me, is the business of caring caring
deeply and passionately, really caring, which is a capacity or
an emotion that has almost gone out of our lives.
And so it seems possible that we have come to
a time when it no longer matters so much what
the caring is about. How frail or how foolish is
the object of that concern, as long as the feeling
itself can be saved naivete The infantile and ignoble joy
that sends a grown man or woman to dancing and
shouting with joy in the middle of the night over
the haphazard flight of a distant bawl seems a small
price to pay for such a gift. And that's the
great Roger Angel with two l's at the end, because
one L just wasn't enough for a guy with that
much talent try to find his words. He's a terrific writer.
He keeps it shortened to the point, long enough to
cover the subject and short enough to keep it interesting,
which is what my eighth grade English teacher would say
to the girls when they would ask how long does
the turnpaper have to be? And he would say, well,
you know, long enough to be informative, short enough to
keep it interesting, like your skirt. I mean the shit
the teachers got away with. He used to also tell
girls when they didn't like an assignment. He would say
to the girls, don't fight a baby. It's bigger than
the both of us. If we get like really close
to them and say that they're sitting in their seats,
he's He was like six' six standing up with his
crotch face. Level and this guy was. Nuts, boy we
had some crazy men in our mits back, then right crazy,
people but we all lived. Here we are to tell
stories another. Day i'm Aj benz And Abata daily And
Filtered podcast For june, seventeen twenty twenty. Six we'll talk
again tomorrow