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Speaker 1: From Morecause Connect and aj Benza fame. Uh, he'd liked

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to be walked on a leash and play really dirty,

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kinky sex games. He's uh the guy put the cock

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in the peacock network. Okay, bitch, Hey everybody, AJ bens

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are here with famous bitch. This is your daily Unfiltered

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podcast for June seventeenth, twenty twenty six. Oh six one

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seven two oho two six. You know, before I won

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him a forty four, I was seventeen my first year

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in high school. Uh, first year of soccer. Forty four

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wasn't available. They didn't have numbers that high in soccer,

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so I set up for seventeen, which equals eight was

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also the number of the New York Yankees former center

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fielder Mickey Rivers. I was crazy about fastest guy in baseball,

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A real character. Loved him. He would go ahead to

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have it Reggie Jackson when Jackson was on the team.

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Reggie's full name is Reginald Martinez Jackson. And when he

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would do some crazy shit, Mickey Rivers would say, no,

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wonder you crazy man. You got an englishman's first name,

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a Spanish second name, and a black last name. Man.

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He just said, very few things. When he did talk,

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he was hysterical. Fastest guy lefty. If he bunted it

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four times a game, he'd have one hundred and sixty

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two game hitting streak. Nobody could get Mickey Rivers out.

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Walked to the plate like an old man. I used

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to copy his batting stands. He crouched over man. Was

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he fast though? Three point two seconds down the first

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baseline mean, while Mickey Mantle was three point one The

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white guy from the Yklahoma de Brasska, I like Oklahoma,

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Jesus Christ. If Mickey Mantle had good knees the other stand,

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I know he drank and had a ball, but his

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knees went. His knees went, then his liver went, then

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he got a new liver, and he ruined that one big,

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big drinker. Anyhow, nothing too shocking to they except to

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say something we already said, something I already said was

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not gonna last. Jelly Roll and Bunny XO are done.

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They're calling it quits. Apparently they called it quits in

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mid May when we were still doing stories on them

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being happy about his weight loss and him chasing her

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around the house. Is sex driving up with the two

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hundred pounds, whatever the hell down to a streamline three

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hundred and change. Not many women want that body, And

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like I said, god knows how much loose skin is there.

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You lose two hundred pounds, you don't just stay toned up.

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Oh my god. If you have anything about you in

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your life that you have that aesthetics are important to you,

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you can't possibly watch that guy walk to the bathroom

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after you sex. Women think this is the view I like,

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I want to see this all the time. Always fun,

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I thought to Kara. I was young and Trump was

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in his fifties, younger than I am now, And I'd say,

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how could you have been with that old fucking man?

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And he gets to go to the bed. You gotta

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look at that saggy yes, I mean, come on, she

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wouldn't say anything. Meanwhile, I'm older than he was. You know,

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we all catch up to each other. Can't spit in

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the sky lands in your face. But yeah, who's shocked

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by this? Who's shocked? I mean nothing enough to This

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guy was already the father of two kids from affairs

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he had. I think one kid was born during the

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fairy had when he first got with Bunny. So you know,

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clearly a six hundred pound sex addict, drinking, drugging, never

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making good decisions on those things. Obviously, was living out

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of his van. Then the career takes off, and you know,

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he meets her Bonnie Blue with Bonnie Blue, Bonnie XL,

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Bonnie XL was doing Bonnie Blue, Bunny XL. Bunny XL

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was doing only fans, and he promised the one day listen. Yeah, yeah,

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you don't have to make ends meet with only fans.

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You know, you gotta retire. Friend. She split the business

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in twenty twenty three because he was starting to make money.

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But uh, you know, in the Grammys February of twenty six,

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this is two months before they split, he's staking his

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wife on speech on stage, in a speech saying, I

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would never change I would have never changed my life

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without you. I've ended up dead or in jail, I've

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killed myself. It wasn't few in Jesus. Well, now what

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he filed the reconciled a little differences. I think he

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found out she was still banging guys on the side,

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she was doing only fans. Obviously wasn't too happy with

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the way he looked or felt. It gets on you

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after a while ten years of that shit. Oh my god. Now,

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but did these two fell in love way back in

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twenty fifteen. I can't believe. She said she was instantly

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drawn to him. They both were in other relationships, and

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she said, when I first met me of the Satisfye

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in the room, she wrote that new memoir which came

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out again two months before they before he filed, and

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she said, Oh, this is a project. I love a

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good project. And then when he was an asshole, I

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was like, oh, this is an even better project. I

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got my hands full with this guy. He didn't bow

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to me. That's why I appreciated about him. So, I

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mean a lot of women go for the guy they

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can fix up. Thank god, men can find a woman

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that can fix us up, because I know that until

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you find that woman who can fix you up, tell

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you how to dress, what to say, what not to say,

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little things that maybe you miss growing up, what have you. You know,

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a little more culture, a little more romantic. Something. You

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find that woman who says, don't wear that, with that,

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wear this is that that looks better, that's a better culfure.

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Things like that, and suddenly you become more of the

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man you're supposed to be. Suddenly you become more attractive

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to other women because that one woman is cleaning you up.

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And I obviously that was a project I was. I mean,

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I don't want to say that was chorus project. But

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she definitely taught me a lot about life and a

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lot about the way men treat women, of course, and

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I was eager to learn. Mike, I think I've said,

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you know, going to the movies, we used to go

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to The Angelic movie, Theit and see, like, you know,

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independent films are foreign films, which I love. The Angelic

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was great on Houston Street. And one night I got

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I got those tortillas with the orange like she you know,

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cheesemans kind of shit to dip. She's like, don't ever

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get that again. Why you can't bring food like that?

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You can't, It's falling on your pants. I got, oh shit,

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yeah it did. And then there was a rule like

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you can have popcumble, let's not eat pop, Let's not

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put a whole mouthful in an hour into the movie.

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Look just I mean, there was a jokes and funny

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don't worry a belt on talking shirt, little things like that,

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and you go, okay, I'm getting to be a better guy.

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So obviously she was doing that for him to the

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point where she helped motivate him to lose all that

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weight you got. I mean, yes, he needs the motivation himself,

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but it certainly has. It certainly helps to have somebody

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you love next to you, cheering you on and being

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there for you. And look, she's a sexy woman. I

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mean she's a little she's trashy, but she's still sexy.

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But they were blackout drunk when they got married in

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Vegas at the Little White Chapel. Not a good idea

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to be blackout drunk. And like I said, guy has

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an affair two years into his relationship with her, called

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one of the worst moments of his life. So he's

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he continually fucked up, you know, hanging around guys that

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were bad, that weren't sober, that were cheating on their wives.

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You start to act like the other guys in your group.

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Show me how your friends act, and I'll show you

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how you are. Well words to that effect. Then you know,

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there was the time she wanted to commit suicide because

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of this intense pain. I don't know she was having

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marital issues, marital trouble, couldn't conceive you've but she says,

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you know, after after he had that fling, things were difficult. Naturally,

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you never look, you never get back to it. It

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never works again. You can reconcile, but let's not pretend

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that you know if things go back to normal. They don't,

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and it didn't for them either. It would take years.

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A man who's gotta be beaten over the head for years,

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take his lumps and and be humble and apologize profusely. Years,

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if at all that. A woman takes you back into

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a heart, if she even can. Still, that's hard. It's

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like relighting a cigar. You could relight last night's cigar.

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It'll burn, you could smoke it is it gonna taste

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the same, never never, and you know it when you

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put it out. I'll have this tomorrow night. Yeah, but

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it's not gonna be as good. Just finish it tonight

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and remember that great cigar you had in your back porch.

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Don't relight it. No good, have this toast. I would

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do with weddings, which is so silly, but you know

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I was single and crazy, and I would always say

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this joke, like you know my you know, I've always

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learned from friends of mine who am married. And I

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was married myself once when I was younger, and I'll

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tell you too, love birds right now, marriage is like

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a nice warm death because after a while, it's just

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not that hot anymore. It was like a stupid little joke,

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got some got some laughs in the audience, but yeah,

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that's it. You can't go back to it if you

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fuck it up. It's just so hard for a woman

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to look pay for the man, a man to look

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past it. You might be getting along great and at

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some point that I can't believe you fucked that guy.

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I can't and it just stick. The same thing. You

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girls would say you were inside of her, and they

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want to be inside of me. Fuck that. I mean

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takes a lot of work. But they made a go

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of it, which means they had something special. I suppose.

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Then came the weight loss two hundred pounds. But this

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is where he got me. This is where I started

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to think, like, you know, somebody's talking too much. I

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know when somebody's talking too much and too loud, it

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usually means it's not true. You know, he's telling Joe Rogan,

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oh man, you know, sex was so horrible because I

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was so big. It's not her fault. It was me.

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I was just so big. And then he's calling her

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a smoke show. And meanwhile he's struggling to get it

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up before the weight loss, and he had testosterone replacement therapy.

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And then he said that had me chasing Bunny all

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around the house. I don't believe that. And then she

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did speak honestly in the magazine articles, saying that the

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intimacy had suffered mountains and valleys due to his size.

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These are things you can't take back. In Playboy, she said,

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the bedroom activity is slowed down because big body changes

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mess with your headed hormones. But it's an adjustment period,

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not a permanent shift. And in her memoir, she also

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wrote that it was tough to write what she wrote

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going through a lot of pain again with him, and

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she admitted their relationship was not always monogamous. I can't

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you know, she said, if a girl wanted to come

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home with us, we more than likely would have turned

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her down. But Jelly always told me I can sleep

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with other men if I want to. This is not

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a healthy thing because you get off on water and

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I'm not one to piss on someone's sexual desires. I mean,

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sex is very different for everybody. Everybody. Some guys some girls,

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and guys like it dirty, some like a loving So

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I mean, it's just so many different variables that I've

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tried a lot of them, I'm happy to say, and

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I know what I like. But I've tried a lot

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of them, and I think that's the way to do it.

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But you can't. You stought letting guys come home and

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bang your wife and they're looking at you and knowing

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that you can't do what I do. That's gonna just

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destroy you. Is because you just want to see your

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wife get off and be really happy. Get her a vibrator,

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get her a dildo, not in a guy in a house. Now,

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we both live by the model that we are on

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each other's possessions and consider our relationship to be free,

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not open. There's your mistake right there. You took vows.

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You know. Of course, nowadays you got to go on

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Instagram to let people know cryptically what's going on in

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your life. You can't just have a breakup. It's got

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to be a cryptic message that you post and she posted,

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you know. Wild hearts can't be broken. Okay, So her

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her heart can't be broken. But he did say, irreconcile,

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irreconcilable differences. The reason for their breakup. We'll find out

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more than not really speaking yet together. But she did

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speak on the split, and she said later in a post,

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she said, you know, I'm glad to get my sparkle back.

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Oh yeah, that's sparkle, the sparkle that only sex workers

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who fuck six hundred pound men have. I know that sparkle.

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Give me a break with the sparkle. Her sparkle's gone, girl,

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it's gone. You need to be compounded and waxed, washed

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and detailed before we even look. Get all the jelly

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roll off you, all the sticky fingerprints off you. Like

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I said, she's still sexy enough to land a guy.

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She got a few more good miles on her before

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the transmission falls out in the highway. But what man

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is gonna want this more than for a weekend? Spin?

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Really a week maybe? And even then, with all those

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tattoos and the fact that she was once Jelly Roll's wife,

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are men really gonna come around if she was coming

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on to me like no one's business. I couldn't get

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past the fact that she was banging this fat guy.

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I can't. I think she prefers the impersonal sexuality that

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comes from the only fans activities. That's what I think

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she got used to. It's impersonal and it's a business transaction.

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You don't need to have feelings for the person. You

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just need to act like you do. Get the guy off,

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get your money, and move on. And women nowadays are

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so much more focused on money, money, money than love

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and companionship. The good ones are, but the ones on them,

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on the on the edge, the ones in the middle,

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they're all going over to that we need money, and

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I mean we needing money. I need a brand to them.

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Followers are more important than money or love or anything

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else for that matter. They all need to take care

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of themselves and never need a man. We don't need

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a man. Okay, Dyke, you know the type I'm talking about.

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But I don't think too many. Too many guys are coming.

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I just don't. I know. God. The other day I'm driving,

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we're driving a Rocos graduation. He's at the school. I

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was in the calk roxy and the wife and I

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don't know how it's Oh yeah. Kanye West was on

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the radio singing runaway love that song because in that song,

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he's telling a girl all his faults. Basically ken, he's

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telling her runaway fast as you can. He's got a

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plan for her, runaway fast as you because he knows

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that he's got faults that are gonna hurt her. But

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the one lyric got me started, you know. He goes

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on to the second ver. She says, she find pictures

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in my email. I sent this bitch of picture of

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my dick. I don't know if what it is with females,

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but I'm too good at that shit. She I could

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have me a good girl and still be addicted to

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them hood rats and just blame everything on you. At

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least you know that's what I'm good at. So that

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hoodrat line kills me. When I first guy, think of

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my wife used to always say. She used to tease

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me and say, I know you had some hood rats,

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meaning girls that really weren't up to my standards, just

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because I could have company. But I swear to God,

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I prided myself on never going that route. Maybe one

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girl when I first got to La. I'm not gonna

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say her name. Remember her name, big tall, black girl,

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very sexy and maybe not the best face. I gotta

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be honest, But back then there was something that drove

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me to want to be with her physically. And we

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actually did it in a club upstairs on a couch.

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I mean, sitting insane things, insane, memories, insane. I'll say

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those details. But she was probably the only one that

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I can think of where I go. Yeah, you know,

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I don't think I would have taken that one back home.

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And my nephews told me the girl who was looking

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for me at mandre On and didn't think it was

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me until I showed my license and I took her

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back to my apartment the next morning. They said that

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she was no. Seven or eight? She was I could

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come on, she was a seventh. No, she wasn't. They

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were certain that she wasn't a seven. Okay, so memby

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two and for thirty years, whatever the hell it is.

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So you know, I did say there was this restaurant

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i'd bring certain girls to, the ones I didn't necessarily

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want seen by too many people. I know that sounds horrible,

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I know, but these were one offs stay but they

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weren't going to be around long. Probably weren't even gonna

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see the daytime to be honest with me. I I

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you know, so I take these girls to this nice

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restaurant on Melrose called Kanti, real old school Italian joint.

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You know. Check at table, claws, candles on a table,

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very dark, very dark. Food was great, but the lighting

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was very low. And I like that, and they made it.

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D knew me. He knew of booth lack. He'd seen

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me come in with different girls. Knew booth I wanted

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to sit at and I'd have to be out of

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the way. But if I had a girl that I

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was crazy about, that I thought was absolutely insane looking

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right to Ago, right to mister Chow, right to Yeah,

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any hot restaurant, Let's go, Dan Tann Love going gotta

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show her off. Meet the boys, Sadam with Paulie Herman,

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Joe Cortesi, Chuck Xedo, Red Buttons. Let them have a look,

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just so I could hear the next day, Hey, that

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was some girl you with the other night. What's her story?

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I just had to hear that. I know, it's shallow,

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That's what I was like. I tell that story. My

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daughter shakeshead. My wife just laughs. I mean, at least

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I can tell the stories they're gonna read about them. Anyhow,

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these podcasts are forever, They'll be up there forever. My

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books are up there forever. The third book is gonna

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have even most stories. Jesus Christ. I just think that

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with Jelly rolling Bunny XO, I think his huge frame,

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even with his weight loss, maybe hard to have to

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enjoy set. That's it what he says when he says,

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when I lost the weight, I was chasing her around

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the house. Listen, you know you should have to chase

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your wife around the house. Ever, if you're doing that,

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the end is near. You shouldn have to chase you either.

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But you should both know where we're gonna meet. You

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should all looking your eye across the room. No one's

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chasing anybody on a table gotta chase a woman. Anyhow,

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I know one of our uh, one of our listeners, uh,

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Tom DeNardo must be very concern because Corey feldman Man

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he thinks is well, he likes Corey. I'm not gonna

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make fight. I likes Corey. I don't dislike Corey, but

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his career went a different route, really got sidetracked. Anyhow.

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Corey was on a plane coming back TLAXS from Chicago

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Monday afternoon, paramedics met up at the gate. He was

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going through a lot of pain and discomfort in the flight,

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feeling very sick. First they said pancrea titus, maybe kidney stones.

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It was a doctor on board. The doctor said that,

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and they took him to the hospital or medical emergency

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building wherever the fuck they went. And uh no, he

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was just doing a Stand by Me live tour with

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Jerry O'Connell and Will Wheaton. He visited Michael Jackson's family

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home and Gary, Indiana, Jesus selling to Michael Jackson. And

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maybe with all the pedophilia news back in on online

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about Michael Jackson back in the papers, maybe Corey got sick.

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I'm just having to relive with his friend and Idol

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went through all this pedophilia nonsense that he thinks is

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all untrue. But my money was on kidney stones. Turns

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out it was food poisoning, which I've had several times.

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That sucks, but it's not painful kidney stones. Let me

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tell you some kidney stones. I had them. I've never

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been in more pain in my life. And I had

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a finger chopped open with a chainsaw. I've been through

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some shit in life. Pneumonia, this Kidney Stones. It was

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so bad I began to call my loved ones and

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say goodbye. I'm eating at Eline's Uptown. Very famous joint uptown,

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a lot of journalists, cops, politicians, not far from Gracie

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Mansion where the mayors live. Rut Of Giuliani was the

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mayor back then. He was out that night. He was

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at Elaine's at the bar, hanging out like it's a

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place where your table hopped. A lot of celebrities, a

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lot of Broadway stars weren't there. Great joint, but that

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was Michael Lewis's territory. Uptown was Michael's and Elaine's I

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think was eighty second and first or something or second uptown.

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And I was a downtown guy. I was, you know,

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fourteenth Street in below, maybe twenty third if that high,

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but very rarely. But I'm up in lanes me Michael,

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my Rabbi, Richi Esposito, who taught me a lot about

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journalism at New York Newsday and the Daily News. And

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I forget who else was there. I think Chris North

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was there for a little while or whatever. And we're eating.

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I'm having a great meal, nice steak, everything's great, all

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of a sudden, I said, overcome with him with Naise

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to overcome, like, oh my god, I'll be right back.

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Elaine's had a really small bathroom with a urinal and

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one store with a toilet, and I'm I gotta pee.

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I'm thinking wait, I had to throw up. I got

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a pe and throw up. Oh my god. So I

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stopped puking and it's coming up, like what could this be?

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I thought food? Polsoning right. I almost hit my knees.

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It was so painful. I go out to the table.

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They go, what the hell's wrong with you? You're white?

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I said, I don't know what I got. I just

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threw my guts up. The food is great. I don't

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know what's going on, but I got to get to

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the r I'm that sick, and I had my call

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with me and I had the bends, and I didn't

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want to drive, but I said, I have to drive

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a killing my car. It's gonna get towed if I'm overnight.

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You know, Giuliani hears this because we played stickball together

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with the mayor and the New Yorkhilian news team. He goes,

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you got goldstones, you got kidney stones? I said, you

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think because now another paint. I've had a terrible paint.

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You're feeling, did you double over? Said yeah, I double

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over the bedroom. It's kidney stones. He goes, go tos.

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I forget what hospital. I went to some place uptown,

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a good hospital. They'll take care of it, you know.

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Put the car at Gracy Mansion. So I put the

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car inside Gracie Mansion. So there was cops on horseback there.

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They killed on a cab. A cab takes to the

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hospital and I'm there. I called Rosalie, I call car.

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I forget. I called everybody I loved. I'm like, this

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is it. I don't know what I got, but I'm dying.

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And Rocco shows up at the hospital. I'm in the

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er with this beautiful girl. Oh my god, this young

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Latina girl, just a gorgeous body, gorgeous face. And I'm

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sitting there like a cripple bold. I'm like, oh my god,

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here's one buddy. I don't know, buddy, I'm dying. I

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got your phone call came as fast as I can,

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and I'm like, who is this girl? And he goes,

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this is blunk. She's Mexican. Can you be beautiful? Rock

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always said can you believe it? Can you believe it?

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And he would laugh this mischievou is that? Can you

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believe how beautiful? I said, no, I can't. I said,

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you got she's seeing me like this. Don't worry if

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she you're great. She loves you, I said, I I'm

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been meeting her. You met her a couple of times,

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you know. But I said, but you're dating her. No, no,

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we'll just friends. You can date her. She likes you.

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I was like, no way. Yeah. So she comes back

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from where she was give me a hand blocker and

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she held my hand during this, and a big black nurse,

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thank god, she was such a from Jamaica. She's called

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the other hand and she's like, shows me the MRI

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or the X ray they took. This is old fiical matter.

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I'm like, ah, this girl's got to hear fecal matter.

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Now my fucking X ray. This is fecal matter. But

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this said, you have kidneys, don't It's okay. It's what's

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very painful. It's the equivalent of a female giving birth

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to a child. I said, it is. I know you

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girls are gonna tell me I'm full of shit, but

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it is that I don't know what you went through,

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but the pain is insane. All they give you is

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a paper funnel to piss through, well then a screen

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in the bottom, and eventually you piss out that stone

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if you're lucky. I go home with the funnel, get

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home at like nine o'clock in the morning, and I'm

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paying for days, but nothing's coming out. I'm out of pain.

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So it got past the point it was bugging me.

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And because the pain is from it's the side picture

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a piece of rock candy the size of a match

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headed right, and it's all jagged. It's not like a

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smooth ball. It's not a stone. It's jagged and it

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has to go through something that's the diameter of a

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human hair. So that's the pain you feel scraping through

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the I don't know if it's degree through or some

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part of the man's anatomy. And I stopped using the

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net the screen. I'm like, got my love for this fuck,

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I'm gonna peep. When I picked one, damn peed in

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my loft, and I mean it was like Mike Tyson

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hit me in the face. I literally went down to

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my knees. There was pissed on the floor. I could

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it was like I got knocked out and then I

466
00:24:55,079 --> 00:24:58,400
looked and the stone came out and I had to

467
00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:02,240
reach it again. I had to you, bastard, the size

468
00:25:02,240 --> 00:25:05,079
of a match up, like I said, with all jagged edges,

469
00:25:05,559 --> 00:25:08,839
the killers. But I did end up. I mean, I

470
00:25:08,920 --> 00:25:12,079
ended up seeing a blanca. She was. She was through

471
00:25:12,079 --> 00:25:15,559
all that nonsense. She stayed with me, and then she

472
00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:18,240
was going to the beach on Long Island when she

473
00:25:18,319 --> 00:25:20,559
was never she lived in like cleans or something. I forget,

474
00:25:20,559 --> 00:25:21,960
and I said, wy, don't you stop my sister's house.

475
00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:24,440
I met Rosalie's, you know, on the way to the

476
00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:27,160
beach is right off the exit. Okay, maybe I will.

477
00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:29,920
I can only stay a little while. And she she

478
00:25:30,519 --> 00:25:34,200
I gave her directions and I said, oh, she's here,

479
00:25:34,319 --> 00:25:36,599
and Rosie runs to the dog with me because I'm

480
00:25:36,640 --> 00:25:39,079
telling this girl's beautiful. And she was like twenty two

481
00:25:39,279 --> 00:25:43,440
and I'm like thirty eight, you know, and uh, she

482
00:25:43,519 --> 00:25:46,920
gets had a call on this white sun dress, forget it,

483
00:25:47,119 --> 00:25:50,759
black hair, just I can't. Rose was like, oh my god,

484
00:25:50,759 --> 00:25:52,920
ag she's go I know, I know, but she's a kid,

485
00:25:53,079 --> 00:25:56,960
I can't. So gorgeous. And then we ended up hanging out,

486
00:25:57,279 --> 00:26:01,400
you know, dating, and even like, well, I don't want

487
00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:04,039
to get too personal, but like I I just like,

488
00:26:04,359 --> 00:26:06,240
I know I was in love, not in love. I

489
00:26:06,240 --> 00:26:07,680
know why I was crazy about because she was so

490
00:26:07,839 --> 00:26:10,920
young and so brand new, and I mean it just

491
00:26:11,039 --> 00:26:14,119
was like, oh my god, the beauty again. There's that

492
00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:18,400
word aesthetics, esthetically esthetically pleasing to beat the band. But

493
00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:21,799
you know, I'm thirty eight, I'm still looking good. But

494
00:26:21,839 --> 00:26:25,440
I'm like, she can't like me. I'm almost twenty years older,

495
00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:29,200
you know. And she didn't care about that. But then

496
00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:31,720
I realized, like we went out one night and she

497
00:26:31,759 --> 00:26:34,079
took something, but what are you taking? Oh, just so

498
00:26:34,240 --> 00:26:36,400
Molly he want I said, no, I don't want that stuff.

499
00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:37,519
I don't need this so feel I love it. I

500
00:26:37,559 --> 00:26:40,240
always take it. So I'm like, oh, that's why, that's

501
00:26:40,279 --> 00:26:41,839
why you've been a horn dog. I put in the

502
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:43,640
back of my head. It wasn't me. It was the drug.

503
00:26:44,319 --> 00:26:49,200
Well thank you, Molly, But uh, that goes on a

504
00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:52,079
lot more than you think. Hope it's going on in prison,

505
00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:54,359
Sean did he comes? I told you he's gonna get out.

506
00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:57,799
So they just moved up his date a few months

507
00:26:58,279 --> 00:27:00,920
from I think May, they moved up to February of

508
00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:05,519
twenty twenty eight. It keeps shortening it. However, now a

509
00:27:06,599 --> 00:27:11,119
new person, somebody who's filed complaints about his sexual assault claims,

510
00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:15,480
say he's running scared because the LA District attorney is

511
00:27:15,519 --> 00:27:19,920
now investigating another sexual assault claim or more sexual assault

512
00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:24,200
claims brought by a male music producer. Guy's name is

513
00:27:24,240 --> 00:27:28,039
Jonathan Hay and he thinks that Diddy's latest legal move

514
00:27:28,119 --> 00:27:30,599
has revealed his true colase. He says that, well, he

515
00:27:30,680 --> 00:27:34,839
sued Home. He suit Combs, saying he was sexually violated

516
00:27:35,359 --> 00:27:39,920
two occasions, twenty twenty one and twenty twenty And they

517
00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:42,599
say Combs his legal team tried to spin the encounter

518
00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:47,119
as consensual or as a citizen's arrest, which this guy

519
00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:52,000
is dismissing, so they drop. He dropped the citizens arrest claim.

520
00:27:52,759 --> 00:27:56,400
And they think that filing that major amendment and changing

521
00:27:56,920 --> 00:28:02,319
the justification of a lawful citizens arrest looks to me.

522
00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:05,359
It looks to him like he's panicking about the strong

523
00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:08,079
possibility of a new of new criminal charges coming out

524
00:28:08,079 --> 00:28:11,079
of Los Angeles. But this guy, like I said, was

525
00:28:12,119 --> 00:28:16,079
sexually violated twice. That's one too many times. It's actually

526
00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:19,039
two too many times, but twice for a man be

527
00:28:19,119 --> 00:28:21,319
violated by another man, What the fuck are you doing?

528
00:28:21,440 --> 00:28:24,640
Get out of the room, take a beating, deliver a

529
00:28:24,640 --> 00:28:26,400
beating on the way out, get beat up, but don't

530
00:28:26,440 --> 00:28:31,160
do it. I can't with these guys. I can't unless

531
00:28:31,160 --> 00:28:32,319
he was gay. I don't know. I don't know if

532
00:28:32,359 --> 00:28:37,640
the guy's gay or now so Didny's team is trying

533
00:28:37,640 --> 00:28:42,000
to say it was consensual, and uh, you know what.

534
00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:45,519
The guy came forward late last year and said that

535
00:28:45,559 --> 00:28:49,279
he was the John Doe who was suing Combs right

536
00:28:49,319 --> 00:28:53,279
after the big rape and prostitution Krow trial came to

537
00:28:53,319 --> 00:28:58,640
an end. He says he met Diddy sometimes. Uh, well,

538
00:28:58,960 --> 00:29:01,640
I think he met the nineteen ninety eight working on

539
00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:06,440
a project together several years later. Did he invites him

540
00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:09,680
to meet with him and his other guys in the

541
00:29:09,680 --> 00:29:12,480
group that were doing that I'll be missing you thing

542
00:29:12,559 --> 00:29:16,079
for Biggie Small's maybe a possible collaboration with this guy.

543
00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:21,319
But then Jonathan Hayes says things turn ugly. He said

544
00:29:24,039 --> 00:29:28,720
a handful of disturbing incidents with this fucking creep, one

545
00:29:28,799 --> 00:29:32,839
of which was to perform oral sex on Diddy and

546
00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,599
this guy. Jonathan Hayes says, I can't put into words

547
00:29:35,640 --> 00:29:39,680
how disturbing that incident was with Sean Calms on so

548
00:29:39,759 --> 00:29:43,559
many levels as a man being so violently violated and

549
00:29:43,640 --> 00:29:45,599
humiliated like that, as something I will never be able

550
00:29:45,599 --> 00:29:48,319
to get over. The thoughts continue to recycle. I can't

551
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:51,200
escape it. Let's go back to the part where you

552
00:29:51,240 --> 00:29:54,200
call yourself a man and you still accepted another man

553
00:29:54,319 --> 00:29:56,880
putting his manhood in your mouth not once, but twice,

554
00:29:57,119 --> 00:30:00,920
and I imagine both times he completed his indeaval. That's

555
00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:04,720
not a man. That's a pussy who's who's putting his

556
00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:08,000
dream to work in the music business before his common sense?

557
00:30:08,119 --> 00:30:09,680
Or is I don't want to say pride. I hate

558
00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:11,079
the work proper, you know what I mean? Like, what

559
00:30:11,119 --> 00:30:14,640
are you putting first? Did you think that you're gonna

560
00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:16,880
get ahead because you gave head? I mean, it happens

561
00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:19,839
a lot in the rap game. He also says he

562
00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:23,680
was in the room when did he masturbated into a

563
00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:32,519
T shirt? A Biggie Smalls T shirt notorious the Notorious

564
00:30:31,279 --> 00:30:35,240
U b IG's T shirt, and then he threw the

565
00:30:35,319 --> 00:30:38,000
shirt at the guy after he climaxed. Did it and

566
00:30:38,039 --> 00:30:41,960
he said rest in piece, biggie again again? What man

567
00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:44,519
allows this shit to happen to without taking they got

568
00:30:44,519 --> 00:30:46,519
a task and knocking his ass out. I don't care

569
00:30:46,519 --> 00:30:48,960
how many tough guys. What did he I know he

570
00:30:49,119 --> 00:30:50,799
rolls with a big bunch of guys, and people say

571
00:30:50,799 --> 00:30:52,759
did he can fight? He's strong. I don't give a shit.

572
00:30:53,359 --> 00:30:55,279
If there's any at any time in your life to

573
00:30:55,319 --> 00:30:57,000
put up a shut up, it's whether someone's gonna hurt

574
00:30:57,039 --> 00:31:00,319
your wife or kids or yourself. You can't. You can't

575
00:31:00,359 --> 00:31:02,480
just acquiesce and get on your knees and take care

576
00:31:02,519 --> 00:31:05,079
of them. You gotta fight. If you get beat the

577
00:31:05,119 --> 00:31:08,160
fuck up, that's it. You leave a man, then tell

578
00:31:08,200 --> 00:31:09,960
your story. I wouldn't do what they wanted me to do.

579
00:31:10,759 --> 00:31:14,519
That's a man gets me pissed off when these guys

580
00:31:14,559 --> 00:31:16,559
let this shit happen. I always thinking, what's really in

581
00:31:16,599 --> 00:31:19,279
your pants? What's really? What? Really? You got butterflies and

582
00:31:19,319 --> 00:31:21,200
your stomachcause you work with another man? Are you gay? What?

583
00:31:21,799 --> 00:31:25,160
Why would you even accept that ultimatum? Get the fuck

584
00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:26,839
out of you. You just walk out of the punch of

585
00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:32,200
people and look, finally, I'm not gonna bore you anymore

586
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:34,279
with the talk of my New York mixt winning the title.

587
00:31:34,359 --> 00:31:36,559
But I know there are I know I have plenty

588
00:31:36,599 --> 00:31:39,960
of listeners who are fans of their own teams nonetheless,

589
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,599
and I want to read you something. It's it's short,

590
00:31:42,680 --> 00:31:47,160
it's quick, from the great writer Roger Angel. He wrote

591
00:31:47,160 --> 00:31:49,000
an essay on what it is to be a fan.

592
00:31:50,079 --> 00:31:51,839
And like I said, it's short, but I know this

593
00:31:51,920 --> 00:31:54,160
is going to hit home for all of you who

594
00:31:55,200 --> 00:31:58,240
now just have to look forward to the summer for baseball,

595
00:31:58,279 --> 00:32:00,400
and some of you have favorite baseball teams rooting for.

596
00:32:00,519 --> 00:32:02,920
You know who wine is. And I think this is

597
00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:07,519
great and really encapsulates what it is to be a fan.

598
00:32:08,480 --> 00:32:11,759
And Roger Angel wrote, it is foolish and childish on

599
00:32:11,799 --> 00:32:14,480
the face of it to affiliate ourselves with anything so

600
00:32:14,599 --> 00:32:19,599
insignificant and patently contrived and commercially exploited as a professional

601
00:32:19,599 --> 00:32:23,920
sports team, and the immused superiority and icy scorn that

602
00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:26,960
the non fan directs at the sport's nut. I know

603
00:32:27,039 --> 00:32:30,079
the look. I know it by heart. It's understandable and

604
00:32:30,119 --> 00:32:34,200
almost unanswerable. Almost what is left out of this calculation,

605
00:32:34,279 --> 00:32:37,119
it seems to me, is the business of caring caring

606
00:32:37,160 --> 00:32:41,720
deeply and passionately, really caring, which is a capacity or

607
00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:44,480
an emotion that has almost gone out of our lives.

608
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:47,240
And so it seems possible that we have come to

609
00:32:47,279 --> 00:32:50,400
a time when it no longer matters so much what

610
00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:53,440
the caring is about. How frail or how foolish is

611
00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:56,880
the object of that concern, as long as the feeling

612
00:32:56,960 --> 00:33:02,440
itself can be saved naivete The infantile and ignoble joy

613
00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:04,920
that sends a grown man or woman to dancing and

614
00:33:04,960 --> 00:33:08,119
shouting with joy in the middle of the night over

615
00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:11,839
the haphazard flight of a distant bawl seems a small

616
00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:15,519
price to pay for such a gift. And that's the

617
00:33:15,559 --> 00:33:20,880
great Roger Angel with two l's at the end, because

618
00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:22,759
one L just wasn't enough for a guy with that

619
00:33:22,839 --> 00:33:26,079
much talent try to find his words. He's a terrific writer.

620
00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:30,200
He keeps it shortened to the point, long enough to

621
00:33:30,240 --> 00:33:33,200
cover the subject and short enough to keep it interesting,

622
00:33:34,039 --> 00:33:37,319
which is what my eighth grade English teacher would say

623
00:33:37,359 --> 00:33:40,279
to the girls when they would ask how long does

624
00:33:40,319 --> 00:33:43,759
the turnpaper have to be? And he would say, well,

625
00:33:43,839 --> 00:33:49,240
you know, long enough to be informative, short enough to

626
00:33:49,279 --> 00:33:52,839
keep it interesting, like your skirt. I mean the shit

627
00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:55,880
the teachers got away with. He used to also tell

628
00:33:55,960 --> 00:34:00,519
girls when they didn't like an assignment. He would say

629
00:34:00,519 --> 00:34:02,839
to the girls, don't fight a baby. It's bigger than

630
00:34:02,839 --> 00:34:04,599
the both of us. If we get like really close

631
00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:06,799
to them and say that they're sitting in their seats,

632
00:34:06,799 --> 00:34:08,880
he's He was like six' six standing up with his

633
00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:13,920
crotch face. Level and this guy was. Nuts, boy we

634
00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:17,360
had some crazy men in our mits back, then right crazy,

635
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:21,679
people but we all lived. Here we are to tell

636
00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:24,639
stories another. Day i'm Aj benz And Abata daily And

637
00:34:24,719 --> 00:34:27,760
Filtered podcast For june, seventeen twenty twenty. Six we'll talk

638
00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:28,599
again tomorrow