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<v Speaker 1>For decades, people have disappeared in the woods without a trace.

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<v Speaker 1>Some blame wild animals, others whisper of creatures the world

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<v Speaker 1>refuses to believe in. But those who have survived they

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<v Speaker 1>know the truth. Welcome to Backwoods Bigfoot Stories, where we

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<v Speaker 1>share real encounters with the things lurking in the darkness bigfoot,

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<v Speaker 1>dog man, UFOs, and creatures that defy explanation. Some make

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<v Speaker 1>it out, others aren't so lucky. Are you ready, because

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<v Speaker 1>once you hear these stories, you'll never walk in the

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<v Speaker 1>woods alone again. So grab your flashlight, stay close, and

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<v Speaker 1>remember some things in the woods don't want to be found.

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<v Speaker 1>Hit that follow or subscribe button, turn on auto downloads,

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<v Speaker 1>and let's head off into the woods if you dare.

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<v Speaker 1>My name is John, and I've been putting off writing

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<v Speaker 1>this down for a long time. Not because I doubt

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<v Speaker 1>what happened. I stopped doubting it about thirty seconds after

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<v Speaker 1>that first rock put me face down in the snow

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<v Speaker 1>with blood running into my eye. And not because I

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<v Speaker 1>worry much about what people think of me. I'm seventy

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<v Speaker 1>eight years old and I've been past caring about that

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<v Speaker 1>for a good while. Now I've put it off, mostly

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<v Speaker 1>because sitting down and going through all of it from

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<v Speaker 1>the beginning means living it again in a way that

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<v Speaker 1>I don't find comfortable, and because I've never been a

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<v Speaker 1>man who particularly enjoys writing when I could be doing

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<v Speaker 1>something else with my hands. But I keep listening to

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<v Speaker 1>this show. I listen to Backwood's Bigfoot Stories, and I

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<v Speaker 1>listened to Sasquatch Odyssey pretty regularly, and over the last

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<v Speaker 1>couple of years, I've heard Fred from Alaska come on

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<v Speaker 1>and talk about his experiences up in the Northern Bush,

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<v Speaker 1>and every single time that man opens his mouth, I

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<v Speaker 1>find myself sitting forward in my chair because he understands

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<v Speaker 1>something about these animals that a lot of the people

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<v Speaker 1>who study them from a comfortable distance have not yet

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<v Speaker 1>figured out. Or maybe they figured it out and they

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<v Speaker 1>just don't want to say it out loud because it

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't fit the version of this phenomenon that their audience

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<v Speaker 1>wants to believe in.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know which it is. What I do know

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<v Speaker 2>is that Fred is right, and.

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<v Speaker 1>That what I'm going to tell you lines up with

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<v Speaker 1>what he says in ways that I find both validating

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<v Speaker 1>and deeply unsettling. Even now so here it is. I

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<v Speaker 1>need to give you some background, because the situation I

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<v Speaker 1>was in matters for those who listen to this and

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<v Speaker 1>try to understand why I made the choices I made,

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<v Speaker 1>and why I stayed as long as I did, when

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<v Speaker 1>any outside observer might reasonably have argued I should have

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<v Speaker 1>left sooner. I'd been trapping in the Yukon in the

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<v Speaker 1>Northwest Territories since I was nineteen years old. I grew

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<v Speaker 1>up in northern British Columbia, in a small town that

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't exist anymore, at least not in any form i'd recognize,

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<v Speaker 1>and I learned to trap and hunt and navigate that

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<v Speaker 1>country my father and my uncle, both of whom had

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<v Speaker 1>spent their whole lives working the land in ways that

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<v Speaker 1>most people today can't really imagine. By the time I

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<v Speaker 1>was in my mid twenties, I was running my own line,

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<v Speaker 1>my own operation, and I'd gotten my pilot's license, because

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<v Speaker 1>up in that country, a pilot's license isn't a luxury.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a tool, the same as a good knife or.

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<v Speaker 2>A reliable rifle.

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<v Speaker 1>Without the ability to fly, you're limited to whatever you

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<v Speaker 1>can reach by snowmobile or dog team, and the country

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to work was well beyond those limits. By

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<v Speaker 1>the fall of seventy eight, I was thirty.

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<v Speaker 2>One years old.

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<v Speaker 1>I had a wife named Carol and two kids, a

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<v Speaker 1>boy of seven and a girl of four, and we

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<v Speaker 1>were living in a small house outside of Whitehorse that

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<v Speaker 1>needed a new roof and a furnace that actually worked consistently.

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<v Speaker 1>We weren't in financial trouble exactly, but we weren't comfortable either,

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<v Speaker 1>and the trapping income was the main thing that kept.

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<v Speaker 2>Us solvent through the winters.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to be clear about that because it explains

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<v Speaker 1>decisions I made later in the season that a man

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<v Speaker 1>without a family to feed might not have made. I

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<v Speaker 1>had a trapping cabin about one hundred and forty miles

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<v Speaker 1>northeast of Dawson City, up in country that sits roughly

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<v Speaker 1>in the watershed between the Stuart River and some of

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<v Speaker 1>its smaller northern tributaries. Its mixed terrain up there, boreal

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<v Speaker 1>spruce and birch in the valley bottoms, open alpine tundra

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<v Speaker 1>on the Ridges Creek drainages choked with willow and alder

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<v Speaker 1>that hold beaver and muskrat in the lower reaches. It's

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<v Speaker 1>exactly the kind of country that produces good fur if

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<v Speaker 1>you know what you're doing, and I'd been working that

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<v Speaker 1>area long enough to know it about as well as

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<v Speaker 1>any man could. I'd built the cabin myself over two summers,

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<v Speaker 1>hauling materials up in the plain a load at a time.

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<v Speaker 1>Eight inch spruce logs chinked with a mix of moss

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<v Speaker 1>and commercial chinking compound, A heavy shake roof with two

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<v Speaker 1>layers of tar paper underneath, a good cast iron box

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<v Speaker 1>stove that I'd pulled out of a derelict roadhouse and rebuilt.

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<v Speaker 1>A plank floor, two bunks, a table, shelves, nothing fancy,

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<v Speaker 1>everything solid. I was proud of that cabin, the way

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<v Speaker 1>you're proud of anything you build with your own hands

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<v Speaker 1>out of nothing. And every fall when I dropped down

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<v Speaker 1>onto my little landing strip in the meadow below it,

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<v Speaker 1>and taxied up to the tie down and cut the

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<v Speaker 1>engine and listen to the silence settle in around me,

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<v Speaker 1>I felt something I can only describe as rightness, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I was exactly where I was supposed to be, doing

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<v Speaker 1>exactly what I was supposed to be doing. My trap

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<v Speaker 1>line covered a rough oval of territory that took me

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<v Speaker 1>about four days to run if I pushed hard from

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<v Speaker 1>before light to last light. It ran northeast along the

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<v Speaker 1>main creek drainage for about eight miles, then curved north

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<v Speaker 1>and west through the heavy timber on the backside of

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<v Speaker 1>a long ridge, then turned south through the open country

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<v Speaker 1>on the far side, before coming around and back to

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<v Speaker 1>the cabin from the west along a series of beaver ponds.

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<v Speaker 1>I had sets throughout that circuit, mostly for Martin because

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<v Speaker 1>the rices were good that season, but also for Lynx

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<v Speaker 1>beaver and Wolverine. I had a few large blind sets

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<v Speaker 1>and strategic locations for wolf, though I wasn't counting on those.

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<v Speaker 1>They were more of a bonus than a plan. My

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<v Speaker 1>Piper Supercub was my lifeline. I want you to understand

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<v Speaker 1>that clearly. Without that plane, I had no way in

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<v Speaker 1>and no way out. I had a handheld radio that

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<v Speaker 1>could reach Byron and Dawson under good conditions, but there

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<v Speaker 1>was no road, no trail that a snowmobile could navigate

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<v Speaker 1>in the terrain between me and the nearest other human being.

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<v Speaker 1>The plane was everything I kept. It tied down on

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<v Speaker 1>a flat meadow about sixty yards from the cabin, chalkeed

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<v Speaker 1>and covered, and I checked it every couple of days,

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<v Speaker 1>the way you check on something you depend on for

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<v Speaker 1>your life. I flew in on the second of October

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<v Speaker 1>seventy eight. The weather was cold and clear, the kind

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<v Speaker 1>of yukon October day that looks like a painting. Everything

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<v Speaker 1>sharp edged and blue and gold and silent. I had

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<v Speaker 1>the plane loaded with enough food for four months, extra fuel,

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<v Speaker 1>trapping supplies, tools, ammunition, medical kit. I'd done this enough

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<v Speaker 1>times that the packing was efficient. Everything had its place,

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<v Speaker 1>and everything was accounted for. The first two days were

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<v Speaker 1>everything I'd hoped for. I ran my near sets, got

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<v Speaker 1>everything freshened and baited. Found good sign throughout the territory.

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<v Speaker 1>Martin tracks in the timber, fresh beaver work on the

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<v Speaker 1>lower ponds, link sign on the ridge. The population was

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<v Speaker 1>looking healthy. I was genuinely optimistic about the season. I

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<v Speaker 1>should have paid more attention to what I didn't see

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<v Speaker 1>in those first few days. No wolves, no moose, not

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<v Speaker 1>even tracks, and moose should have been in the willows

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<v Speaker 1>along the creek at that time of year. The birds

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<v Speaker 1>were strange, too quiet in a way that the birds

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<v Speaker 1>up there usually aren't. I noticed it, but I filed

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<v Speaker 1>it without giving it the weight It deserved. The tracks

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<v Speaker 1>first showed up on the fifth of October, or at

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<v Speaker 1>least that's the first time I noticed them in retrospect.

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<v Speaker 1>I think they may have been around earlier, and I

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<v Speaker 1>just hadn't been in the right place at the right

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<v Speaker 1>time to cross them. I was coming back from running

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<v Speaker 1>the eastern arm of my line late in the afternoon,

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<v Speaker 1>following the creek back toward the cabin. The light was

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<v Speaker 1>going fast, the way it does up there in October,

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<v Speaker 1>dropping off the edge of the world in what seems

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<v Speaker 1>like minutes, and I was moving with some purpose to

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<v Speaker 1>get back before full dark. I came through a section

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<v Speaker 1>of open ground near a gravel bar where the creek

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<v Speaker 1>bent east, an area of maybe half an acre, where

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<v Speaker 1>the willows thinned out and the ground was relatively flat

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<v Speaker 1>with snow that had fallen three days earlier, sitting undisturbed

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<v Speaker 1>and smooth, just enough snow to hold a print, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>three inches soft on top and firmer underneath. I almost

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<v Speaker 1>walked past them. My brain ran its standard processing sequence,

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<v Speaker 1>saw a large track, filed it under bare, and tried

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<v Speaker 1>to keep me moving toward the cabin in supper. But

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<v Speaker 1>something made me stop, some part of me that had

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<v Speaker 1>been making decisions in wild country for twelve years, overrode

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<v Speaker 1>the filing and made me look again. They weren't bear tracks.

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<v Speaker 1>I followed enough bears to know what their tracks looked like.

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<v Speaker 1>Displayed toes, the claw marks out ahead, the way, the

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<v Speaker 1>back foot oversteps the front. These were nothing like that.

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<v Speaker 1>These were feet, human feet, or something shaped like human feet,

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<v Speaker 1>but scaled up in a way that didn't make sense.

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<v Speaker 1>Five toes all forward, a broad metatarsal ball, and a

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<v Speaker 1>heel that I could cradle in both my hands put together.

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<v Speaker 2>I stood there for a while, just.

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<v Speaker 1>Looking at them. Then I pulled off my pack and

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<v Speaker 1>found my tape. Twenty two inches tip of the longest

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<v Speaker 1>toe to the back of the heel, eight and a

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<v Speaker 1>quarter inches at the widest point of the ball. The

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<v Speaker 1>heel itself measured just over eight inches across. The depth

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<v Speaker 1>of the impression was shallower than I expected for something

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<v Speaker 1>that size, which meant the weight was being spread efficiently

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<v Speaker 1>across the foot, which meant the anatomy was doing something sophisticated.

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<v Speaker 2>I paced the stride.

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<v Speaker 1>My stride at a normal walk is about thirty inches.

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<v Speaker 1>These strides were closer to sixty five, and the foot

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<v Speaker 1>was angling slightly inward with each step in a way

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<v Speaker 1>that suggested a very upright walking posture. I measured six

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<v Speaker 1>separate prints before the light got too bad to work.

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<v Speaker 1>The measurements were consistent across all six. This wasn't one

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<v Speaker 1>weird track. It was a clear trail of a single

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<v Speaker 1>animal moving on two feet across that gravel bar at

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<v Speaker 1>what I estimated based on the stride and the depth

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<v Speaker 1>was a walking pace. Whatever made these tracks was not rushing,

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<v Speaker 1>It was just walking. I went back to the cabin

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<v Speaker 1>and I sat by the stove with a cup of coffee,

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<v Speaker 1>and I thought about it for a long time. I

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<v Speaker 1>want to be honest about what I was and wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>willing to think at that point. My first actual considered

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<v Speaker 1>thought after the bare hypothesis collapsed, was that there was

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<v Speaker 1>someone out there, some very large person, perhaps a trapper

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know about working country that I thought was

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<v Speaker 1>mine alone, who had feet the size of a cutting

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<v Speaker 1>board and no snow shoes and still wasn't punching through

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<v Speaker 1>to the gravel. I turned that over for a while.

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<v Speaker 1>I knew it didn't hold together. The nearest other trapper

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<v Speaker 1>I was aware of operated country about forty miles to

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<v Speaker 1>operation in my area, and no person on Earth has

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<v Speaker 1>feet that size, And there were no boot impressions, no

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<v Speaker 1>next morning with my tape and my notebook, and I

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<v Speaker 1>spent two hours at that gravel bar, documenting everything I could.

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<v Speaker 1>I drew the outlines of three of the best prints

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<v Speaker 1>in my notebook, measured the toe spacing, noted the heel shape,

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<v Speaker 1>estimated the depth in comparison to my own track beside it.

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<v Speaker 1>I have that notebook still. The pages are brittle now,

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<v Speaker 1>but the drawings are still clear. On the way back

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<v Speaker 1>to the cabin, I found a second set of tracks

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<v Speaker 1>on the north side of the creek, heading west, same dimensions,

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<v Speaker 1>same stride, same shallow depth. They weren't the same individual

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<v Speaker 1>as the first set, or if they were the same individual,

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<v Speaker 1>they'd come back on a different route because the direction

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<v Speaker 1>of travel was different and the right rear track had

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<v Speaker 2>I've thought about whether it was.

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<v Speaker 1>Two different animals or one animal on two different trips,

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<v Speaker 1>and I've never resolved it to my complete satisfaction. What

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<v Speaker 1>not alone out there. The trap losses started on the

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<v Speaker 1>eighth of October, three days after I found the first tracks.

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<v Speaker 1>I was running my northern sets, a section of line

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<v Speaker 1>that went up through some older spruce stands where the

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<v Speaker 1>martin population was densest, and at the third and fourth sets,

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<v Speaker 1>I found the traps empty in a way I couldn't explain.

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<v Speaker 1>Both had been activated. The mechanisms tripped, bait removed, but

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<v Speaker 1>no animal, no carcass, no drag, no blood from a catch.

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<v Speaker 1>A wolverine will clear a trap and eat a catch

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<v Speaker 1>right there, or drag it off a short distance. A

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<v Speaker 1>wolverine leaves a mess. What I found at those two

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<v Speaker 1>sets was almost neat by comparison. The trap was open,

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<v Speaker 1>the bait was gone, the drag steak was where it

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<v Speaker 1>should be, but the chain lay slack. I crouched down

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<v Speaker 1>and looked at the ground around the first set for

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<v Speaker 1>a long time. Those same track impressions were there two

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<v Speaker 1>of them pressed into the soft ground on either side

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<v Speaker 1>of the trap. Whatever had cleared it had stood over it,

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<v Speaker 1>one foot on each side and reached down. The trap

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<v Speaker 1>had been sprung based on the mechanism by downward pressure,

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<v Speaker 1>rather than by something triggering the pan from the side,

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<v Speaker 1>which is what a martin does downward pressure like a

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<v Speaker 1>thumb or a finger, depressing the pan deliberately, the way

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<v Speaker 1>a person might a mouse trap before deciding how to

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<v Speaker 1>deal with it. That detail bothered me more than anything

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<v Speaker 1>else I'd seen so far. Not the size, not the tracks,

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<v Speaker 1>not even the missing animals. That one detail, the trap

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<v Speaker 1>sprung from above by intentional downward pressure, put something in

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<v Speaker 1>a different category for me. It's one thing to encounter

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<v Speaker 1>an animal you don't have a name for. It's another thing,

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<v Speaker 1>entirely to encounter an animal that's figuring out your equipment.

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<v Speaker 1>Over the following week I lost two more martin, a

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<v Speaker 1>beaver from one of my lower sets, and then on

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<v Speaker 1>or about the fifteenth of October, a Lynx links are

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<v Speaker 1>wary animals, and they're not easy to trap, even if

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<v Speaker 1>you know what you're doing. I'd had a good set

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<v Speaker 1>working a game trail on the south side of the ridge,

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<v Speaker 1>a trail I'd been watching for two seasons, and I'd

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<v Speaker 1>made my catch. I could tell from the sign the

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<v Speaker 1>ground was disturbed, the way it gets when a lynx

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<v Speaker 1>is in a trap and fighting it. But the lynx

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<v Speaker 1>was gone. The trap was sprung over open, and those

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<v Speaker 1>tracks were around the set again. And there was a

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<v Speaker 1>single partial impression in the dirt at the edge of

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<v Speaker 1>the trail that showed the outside edge of a foot

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<v Speaker 1>and two toes, and it was enormous. Stay tuned for

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<v Speaker 1>more Backwoods Bigfoot stories.

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<v Speaker 2>We'll be back.

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<v Speaker 1>After these messages, I reset everything and kept going because

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<v Speaker 1>what else was I going to do. But I started

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<v Speaker 1>keeping a running tally in my notebook of what I

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<v Speaker 1>was losing, and the numbers were adding up in a

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<v Speaker 1>direction I didn't like. My family's winter depended on what

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<v Speaker 1>I brought home out of that country. I couldn't afford

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<v Speaker 1>to lose a third or a half of my catch

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<v Speaker 1>to something I couldn't trap, couldn't shoot, and couldn't reliably locate.

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<v Speaker 1>I started thinking about whether I needed to move some

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<v Speaker 1>of my sets, put them in areas that were harder

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<v Speaker 1>to access, put more distance between the sets, and whatever

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<v Speaker 1>patterns these things were following, which raises the question what

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<v Speaker 1>patterns were they following. They seemed to know my line,

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<v Speaker 1>not just generally, as in they'd blundered into a trap

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<v Speaker 1>by chance, but specifically, as if they'd walked my line

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<v Speaker 1>and identified the sets I had set spread over eight

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<v Speaker 1>or more miles of territory, and they were hitting them

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<v Speaker 1>in multiple locations across that whole range. Either there were

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<v Speaker 1>several of them working different parts of my line simultaneously,

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<v Speaker 1>or one or two of them had a mental map

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<v Speaker 1>of my operation that was uncomfortably detailed. I moved four

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<v Speaker 1>sets on the seventeenth and eighteenth of October, pushed them

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<v Speaker 1>off my established trail system and into less accessible terrain.

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<v Speaker 1>The losses at those four locations stopped immediately, which told

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<v Speaker 1>me they weren't just wandering my area randomly. They were

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<v Speaker 1>tracking my established roots. When I put sets somewhere new

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<v Speaker 1>off the pattern, they didn't find them right away. That

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<v Speaker 1>was useful information. It was all so deeply unpleasant information.

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<v Speaker 1>The vocalization started on the eleventh of October, four days

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<v Speaker 1>before I lost the links, so they'd been active for

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<v Speaker 1>a while wile before things escalated into confrontation. I was

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<v Speaker 1>inside the cabin working on some equipment after supper, A

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<v Speaker 1>good fire going lamp lit comfortable enough, and then something

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<v Speaker 1>outside opened up with a sound that had me on

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<v Speaker 1>my feet with the marlin in my hands before i'd

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<v Speaker 1>consciously decided to move. That's the thing about a sound

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<v Speaker 1>that doesn't fit any category you have a name for.

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<v Speaker 1>Your body responds to it before your mind has finished processing.

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't a wolf howl. I've heard wolves my entire life,

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<v Speaker 1>and I know that sound in all its variations. It

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<v Speaker 1>was deeper, for one thing, well below the register a

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<v Speaker 1>wolf works in, with a resonance to it that suggested

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<v Speaker 1>a chest cavity much larger than any wolf. It was

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<v Speaker 1>also longer, more sustained, and it had a quality that

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<v Speaker 1>I've struggled to describe accurately ever since intentional is the

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<v Speaker 1>word I keep coming back to. It sounded intentional, like

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<v Speaker 1>the sound was being shaped, modulated, controlled, the way a

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<v Speaker 1>person modulates their voice when they're projecting it. An animal

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<v Speaker 1>making noise out of instinct doesn't sound like that. This

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<v Speaker 1>sounded like something that knew it was making a sound

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<v Speaker 1>and was making it on purpose. It went on for

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<v Speaker 1>maybe eight seconds, dropped off, and then it came again

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<v Speaker 1>from a slightly different angle, maybe thirty degrees to the

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<v Speaker 1>right of the first, which meant either it had moved

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<v Speaker 1>very quickly in the seconds between, or there were two

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<v Speaker 1>of them calling back and forth. In either case, I

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<v Speaker 1>stood at the door with my hand on the latch

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<v Speaker 1>and my rifle up, and there was no way I

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<v Speaker 1>was going outside. I'm not embarrassed to say it. Going

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<v Speaker 1>out into the dark after a sound you can't identify

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<v Speaker 1>as how you end a story badly. Over the following

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<v Speaker 1>two weeks, the sounds became more frequent and more varied,

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<v Speaker 1>and I started to get a sense of the geography

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<v Speaker 1>of where they were. They seemed to be based, if

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<v Speaker 1>that's the right word, in the heavy timber to the

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<v Speaker 1>east and northeast of the cabin, in a section of

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<v Speaker 1>old growth spruce that I didn't run any sets through

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<v Speaker 1>because the dead fall made it nearly impenetrable on foot.

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<v Speaker 1>They moved around a lot, covering ground between vocalizations at

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<v Speaker 1>a rate that was hard to account for. I'd hear

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<v Speaker 1>something from the northeast, and twenty minutes later here a

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<v Speaker 1>response from the northwest, and there was no reasonable way

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<v Speaker 1>for one animal to have covered that distance in that time.

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<v Speaker 2>Through that terrain.

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<v Speaker 1>There were nights I'd hear this low rhythmic knocking, something

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<v Speaker 1>striking a tree trunk or a log, over and over,

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<v Speaker 1>about every five seconds, going on for ten or fifteen

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<v Speaker 1>minutes at a stretch. There were whistles too, the kind

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<v Speaker 1>that sit in a range I've always associated with a

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<v Speaker 1>person whistling, not any bird I know. One morning, real early,

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<v Speaker 1>still dark out, I heard something directly overhead that I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't place at all, this resonant kind of exhalation, almost

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<v Speaker 1>like something standing up on the roof taking a long,

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<v Speaker 1>slow breath. I laid in my bunk with the rifle

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<v Speaker 1>and didn't move until full light. But the night that

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<v Speaker 1>sticks with me most from that stretch before where things

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<v Speaker 1>got physical, the one I've replayed more times than I

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<v Speaker 1>can count in the years since, was around the seventeenth

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<v Speaker 1>or eighteenth of October. That's the night I heard the exchange.

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<v Speaker 1>I was awake. I was awake a lot by then,

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<v Speaker 1>laying in the bunk, stove burned down to coals. It

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<v Speaker 1>started with that deep call from the eastern timber, same

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<v Speaker 1>one I'd been hearing then an answer came back from

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<v Speaker 1>a different direction, with a different quality to it, a

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<v Speaker 1>little higher, a little faster than the first one. Again,

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<v Speaker 1>then the second, back and forth, back and forth. I

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<v Speaker 1>timed it forty three minutes on the watch on my wrist.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I want to try and tell you what it

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<v Speaker 1>actually sounded like, because I think it matters. It wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>just two animals calling back and forth the way wolves

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<v Speaker 1>do or coyotes. There was a texture to it, a

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<v Speaker 1>rhythm that kept changing, phrases that seemed to vary in

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<v Speaker 1>length and content the way.

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<v Speaker 2>Real speed does.

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<v Speaker 1>There'd be moments where one of them would go on

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<v Speaker 1>for twenty or thirty seconds at a stretch, something that

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<v Speaker 1>felt like a long string of organized sounds, and then

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<v Speaker 1>the other one would answer with something short, three or

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<v Speaker 1>four seconds, and then there'd be a pause, and then

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<v Speaker 1>the first one would start up again, like one of

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<v Speaker 1>them was talking and the other one was listening, responding,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe asking something, and then the first one was picking

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<v Speaker 1>back up to elaborate. That's the only framework I've got

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<v Speaker 1>for it. It sounded like a conversation. I had nothing

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<v Speaker 1>to compare it to. In October of seventy eight, no

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<v Speaker 1>reference point, no prior experience. Nothing in my mental library

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<v Speaker 1>that matched what I was hearing out there in the dark.

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<v Speaker 1>I just sat up in the bunk and listened to

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<v Speaker 1>the whole thing with the hair standing on my arms,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I sat there a long time after it quit,

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<v Speaker 1>and then eventually I went back to sleep because there

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't anything.

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<v Speaker 2>Else to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, let me tell you what happened just a few

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<v Speaker 1>years ago that brought all of that crashing back. I'd

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<v Speaker 1>been doing research, the kind you do when you're retired

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<v Speaker 1>and you've got time and you've never really let go

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<v Speaker 1>of something that happened to you forty years earlier, reading

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<v Speaker 1>accounts online, listening to podcasts, Your Show among them, and

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<v Speaker 1>I came across a recording made by two men, Ron

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<v Speaker 1>Moorhead and Al Berry, who'd spent time in the Sierra

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<v Speaker 1>Nevada back country in California starting in the late nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>sixties and going on through the seventies. They captured audio

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<v Speaker 1>of what they believed were Sasquatch vocalizations out in a

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<v Speaker 1>remote area, and that audio has been analyzed by linguists

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<v Speaker 1>and acoustic people over the years. I found a version

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<v Speaker 1>online and I sat down at my kitchen table with

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<v Speaker 1>headphones on and pressed play. I had to stop it

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<v Speaker 1>after about thirty seconds. I had to get up from

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<v Speaker 1>the table and walk around the room. My wife came

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<v Speaker 1>in and asked what was wrong that recording. The texture

422
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<v Speaker 1>of it, the rhythm, the way it moves between registers,

423
00:22:54.599 --> 00:22:58.519
<v Speaker 1>that quality underneath, the strangeness of it, of something organized,

424
00:22:58.960 --> 00:23:02.279
<v Speaker 1>something purposeful. That was the same type of sound I

425
00:23:02.319 --> 00:23:04.680
<v Speaker 1>heard in the dark outside my cabin in the Yukon

426
00:23:05.039 --> 00:23:07.319
<v Speaker 1>on that October night in nineteen seventy eight.

427
00:23:08.160 --> 00:23:09.000
<v Speaker 2>Not similar to.

428
00:23:09.680 --> 00:23:14.400
<v Speaker 1>Not reminiscent, of the same fundamental quality, that same sense

429
00:23:14.400 --> 00:23:18.480
<v Speaker 1>of structure and communication underneath sounds no human.

430
00:23:18.279 --> 00:23:19.359
<v Speaker 2>Throat is built to make.

431
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<v Speaker 1>I've listened to it many times since, and every time

432
00:23:22.920 --> 00:23:25.119
<v Speaker 1>it takes me right back to that night in the bunk,

433
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<v Speaker 1>listening to forty three minutes of something I didn't have

434
00:23:28.240 --> 00:23:31.960
<v Speaker 1>a name for. What that recording told me looking back

435
00:23:32.079 --> 00:23:34.519
<v Speaker 1>is that whatever I was dealing with up there wasn't

436
00:23:34.519 --> 00:23:39.359
<v Speaker 1>some isolated thing. It wasn't a regional quirk. Whatever makes

437
00:23:39.359 --> 00:23:41.960
<v Speaker 1>that type of sound is doing it across thousands of

438
00:23:42.000 --> 00:23:45.839
<v Speaker 1>miles of territory from California to the Yukon, and it's

439
00:23:45.839 --> 00:23:47.880
<v Speaker 1>been doing it for at least as long as humans

440
00:23:47.920 --> 00:23:50.880
<v Speaker 1>have been paying close enough attention to record it. That's

441
00:23:50.920 --> 00:23:54.440
<v Speaker 1>not comforting information, but I think it's important. On the

442
00:23:54.440 --> 00:23:57.880
<v Speaker 1>twenty third of October, the dynamic shifted from passive to active,

443
00:23:58.279 --> 00:24:00.799
<v Speaker 1>and it went in a direction I hadn't who i'd expected.

444
00:24:01.519 --> 00:24:04.680
<v Speaker 1>I was running my southeast sets through some older spruce

445
00:24:04.720 --> 00:24:08.279
<v Speaker 1>with serious deadfall on both sides of the trail. Good

446
00:24:08.319 --> 00:24:11.599
<v Speaker 1>Martin country, that kind of messy layered terrain they prefer.

447
00:24:12.119 --> 00:24:15.240
<v Speaker 1>But your visibilities cut way down out there, thirty or

448
00:24:15.240 --> 00:24:18.119
<v Speaker 1>forty feet on either side, and anything could be close

449
00:24:18.200 --> 00:24:21.440
<v Speaker 1>without announcing itself. I'd been on edge for a couple

450
00:24:21.480 --> 00:24:24.880
<v Speaker 1>weeks by then, watching the margins more than I usually would,

451
00:24:25.599 --> 00:24:28.079
<v Speaker 1>and that's when I noticed it. Something was in the

452
00:24:28.079 --> 00:24:31.119
<v Speaker 1>timber to my left, moving on a line roughly parallel

453
00:24:31.160 --> 00:24:33.559
<v Speaker 1>to mine. I could hear it the way you hear

454
00:24:33.680 --> 00:24:37.960
<v Speaker 1>large animals moving through spruce, periodic disturbances in the snow,

455
00:24:38.000 --> 00:24:42.720
<v Speaker 1>shaking off branches, the occasional soft compression of dead fall underfoot.

456
00:24:43.480 --> 00:24:45.759
<v Speaker 1>But there was a quality to it that was different

457
00:24:45.759 --> 00:24:48.240
<v Speaker 1>from the bears or moose I was used to tracking

458
00:24:48.279 --> 00:24:53.359
<v Speaker 1>by sound. It was deliberate, It was pacing me. I'd stop,

459
00:24:53.599 --> 00:24:56.359
<v Speaker 1>and it would stop. I'd wait until I thought maybe

460
00:24:56.359 --> 00:24:59.599
<v Speaker 1>I'd imagined it start moving again, and within ten or

461
00:24:59.640 --> 00:25:02.880
<v Speaker 1>fifteen seconds, i'd hear it pick back up, same distance,

462
00:25:03.240 --> 00:25:06.599
<v Speaker 1>same angle. I kept walking and thinking about what to do.

463
00:25:07.319 --> 00:25:10.000
<v Speaker 1>Stopping and turning back meant four miles to the cabin

464
00:25:10.079 --> 00:25:13.240
<v Speaker 1>with this thing behind me pushing on meant finishing my

465
00:25:13.319 --> 00:25:16.039
<v Speaker 1>sets and having those same four miles back either way.

466
00:25:16.799 --> 00:25:20.079
<v Speaker 1>I decided to continue and stay aware. The first rock

467
00:25:20.160 --> 00:25:22.680
<v Speaker 1>hit the ground about six feet to my right. I

468
00:25:22.720 --> 00:25:26.480
<v Speaker 1>didn't hear it thrown, just that last split second before impact,

469
00:25:27.039 --> 00:25:30.039
<v Speaker 1>a faint whisper of displacement in the cold air, and

470
00:25:30.079 --> 00:25:32.480
<v Speaker 1>then the sharp crack of it hitting frozen ground and

471
00:25:32.519 --> 00:25:35.839
<v Speaker 1>breaking in two. It was the size of my closed fist,

472
00:25:36.440 --> 00:25:39.759
<v Speaker 1>a rough chunk of quartzight. I spun with the rifle

473
00:25:39.839 --> 00:25:42.559
<v Speaker 1>up and there was nothing, both sides of that timber

474
00:25:42.680 --> 00:25:43.720
<v Speaker 1>absolutely still.

475
00:25:44.720 --> 00:25:45.880
<v Speaker 2>I stood in the trail.

476
00:25:45.680 --> 00:25:48.279
<v Speaker 1>A long time, with my heart going and my breath smoking,

477
00:25:48.720 --> 00:25:51.960
<v Speaker 1>and the rifle pointed at nothing, and eventually I lowered

478
00:25:51.960 --> 00:25:55.480
<v Speaker 1>it and moved on. The second rock came about two

479
00:25:55.559 --> 00:25:59.200
<v Speaker 1>hundred yards further along. This one hit my pack enough

480
00:25:59.240 --> 00:26:02.319
<v Speaker 1>impact to push forward a step and knock me off balance.

481
00:26:03.119 --> 00:26:06.039
<v Speaker 1>It had come from the right side. This time, something

482
00:26:06.039 --> 00:26:08.799
<v Speaker 1>had crossed either behind me or ahead of me without

483
00:26:08.799 --> 00:26:11.480
<v Speaker 1>me hearing it at all, and was now working from

484
00:26:11.480 --> 00:26:15.359
<v Speaker 1>the opposite side. The throw had come through timber, through

485
00:26:15.400 --> 00:26:17.599
<v Speaker 1>a stand of spruce that should have broken up any

486
00:26:17.640 --> 00:26:21.559
<v Speaker 1>throw significantly. It didn't seem to matter. The rock went

487
00:26:21.599 --> 00:26:24.160
<v Speaker 1>where it was aimed. I turned around and I yelled

488
00:26:24.200 --> 00:26:26.480
<v Speaker 1>at the timber. I'm not going to pretend it was

489
00:26:26.519 --> 00:26:30.000
<v Speaker 1>my finest moment. I yelled something about shooting whatever was

490
00:26:30.000 --> 00:26:33.319
<v Speaker 1>out there, stood there while the timber did absolutely nothing

491
00:26:33.359 --> 00:26:36.920
<v Speaker 1>back at me, then turned around, finished my sets and

492
00:26:36.960 --> 00:26:40.759
<v Speaker 1>went home. I felt angry and foolish and about equal measure.

493
00:26:41.519 --> 00:26:43.480
<v Speaker 1>That night at the stove, I had a long, hard

494
00:26:43.480 --> 00:26:46.599
<v Speaker 1>conversation with myself about what was happening and what I

495
00:26:46.640 --> 00:26:49.079
<v Speaker 1>was going to do about it. I decided to keep

496
00:26:49.119 --> 00:26:52.200
<v Speaker 1>doing what I was doing, or rather, I decided to

497
00:26:52.240 --> 00:26:54.400
<v Speaker 1>carry the rifle in my hands instead of on my

498
00:26:54.480 --> 00:26:57.240
<v Speaker 1>back and keep my eyes moving in the margins more

499
00:26:57.279 --> 00:27:00.599
<v Speaker 1>than before. What I was not going to do was

500
00:27:00.640 --> 00:27:03.799
<v Speaker 1>cut my season short over rocks that would have felt

501
00:27:03.839 --> 00:27:06.480
<v Speaker 1>like letting something push me around, and I wasn't the

502
00:27:06.559 --> 00:27:09.240
<v Speaker 1>kind of man who let things push him around. I

503
00:27:09.240 --> 00:27:12.799
<v Speaker 1>should have been smarter than that. Pride is dangerous company

504
00:27:12.799 --> 00:27:17.440
<v Speaker 1>in wilderness country. The wilderness doesn't care about your pride.

505
00:27:17.480 --> 00:27:18.400
<v Speaker 2>There were two more.

506
00:27:18.279 --> 00:27:21.559
<v Speaker 1>Rock throwing incidents the following week, both on the northern

507
00:27:21.599 --> 00:27:25.400
<v Speaker 1>section of my line, both following the same pattern, something

508
00:27:25.440 --> 00:27:29.279
<v Speaker 1>moving parallel in the timber rocks, landing near me, not

509
00:27:29.400 --> 00:27:32.000
<v Speaker 1>hitting me. I made the mistake of thinking of it

510
00:27:32.039 --> 00:27:34.279
<v Speaker 1>as harassment rather than genuine attack.

511
00:27:35.119 --> 00:27:35.799
<v Speaker 2>I revised that.

512
00:27:35.880 --> 00:27:38.720
<v Speaker 1>On the twenty eighth of October, I was coming around

513
00:27:38.720 --> 00:27:41.240
<v Speaker 1>a bend in the main creek drainage about a mile

514
00:27:41.279 --> 00:27:44.519
<v Speaker 1>and a half from the cabin. Terrain opens up, there

515
00:27:44.759 --> 00:27:48.079
<v Speaker 1>willows thinning out on both sides, a flat stretch of

516
00:27:48.119 --> 00:27:51.440
<v Speaker 1>maybe two hundred yards before the creek bends south again.

517
00:27:52.279 --> 00:27:55.839
<v Speaker 1>I was moving at a normal walk, rifle slum. I'd

518
00:27:55.839 --> 00:27:57.559
<v Speaker 1>had a good morning on the traps, and I was

519
00:27:57.559 --> 00:27:59.640
<v Speaker 1>doing the math on what the week's catch was going

520
00:27:59.640 --> 00:28:02.599
<v Speaker 1>to look like. My guard was further down than it

521
00:28:02.599 --> 00:28:06.599
<v Speaker 1>should have been. I heard it coming, not long, half

522
00:28:06.640 --> 00:28:10.160
<v Speaker 1>a second, maybe a little less, just enough of a

523
00:28:10.240 --> 00:28:13.359
<v Speaker 1>sound through the still cold air, A slight hiss of

524
00:28:13.400 --> 00:28:16.400
<v Speaker 1>something moving fast that my head had started to turn.

525
00:28:17.319 --> 00:28:19.400
<v Speaker 1>The rock caught me on the left side of my skull,

526
00:28:19.960 --> 00:28:22.720
<v Speaker 1>just above and slightly in front of my ear, and

527
00:28:22.799 --> 00:28:24.720
<v Speaker 1>the next thing I knew, I was face down in

528
00:28:24.799 --> 00:28:27.400
<v Speaker 1>the snow, with my rifle somewhere ahead of me, and

529
00:28:27.440 --> 00:28:30.119
<v Speaker 1>this ringing sound filling my head like I was inside

530
00:28:30.119 --> 00:28:32.839
<v Speaker 1>a bell. I laid there for what might have been

531
00:28:32.880 --> 00:28:36.680
<v Speaker 1>a minute, might have been three. The cold snow against

532
00:28:36.680 --> 00:28:40.480
<v Speaker 1>my face was actually useful, pulling me back toward awareness,

533
00:28:40.680 --> 00:28:44.400
<v Speaker 1>and I focused on that, on breathing, on not doing

534
00:28:44.400 --> 00:28:46.599
<v Speaker 1>anything sudden, until I had a sense of what was

535
00:28:46.640 --> 00:28:50.319
<v Speaker 1>working and what wasn't. When I finally got up, I

536
00:28:50.359 --> 00:28:52.640
<v Speaker 1>did it slow, and when I stood, I put my

537
00:28:52.720 --> 00:28:54.039
<v Speaker 1>hand to my head and.

538
00:28:54.000 --> 00:28:55.039
<v Speaker 2>Brought it back red.

539
00:28:55.920 --> 00:28:58.400
<v Speaker 1>The cold was slowing the bleeding, but not stopping it,

540
00:28:58.880 --> 00:29:01.200
<v Speaker 1>and when I explored the woman with my fingers, I

541
00:29:01.240 --> 00:29:02.880
<v Speaker 1>knew I was going to have to deal with it.

542
00:29:03.680 --> 00:29:05.680
<v Speaker 1>I found the rock in the snow, about three feet

543
00:29:05.720 --> 00:29:09.880
<v Speaker 1>from where I'd gone down, nearly perfectly spherical, the kind

544
00:29:09.880 --> 00:29:12.839
<v Speaker 1>of smooth, rounded river rock you find in creek gravel,

545
00:29:13.359 --> 00:29:15.799
<v Speaker 1>about the diameter of a golf ball, but heavier than

546
00:29:15.799 --> 00:29:20.039
<v Speaker 1>it looked good, dense quartzite. That rock had not rolled

547
00:29:20.039 --> 00:29:23.240
<v Speaker 1>to me, It had not fallen from a tree. It

548
00:29:23.279 --> 00:29:26.200
<v Speaker 1>had been selected for its size and weight, carried to

549
00:29:26.240 --> 00:29:28.599
<v Speaker 1>a position with a clear sight line to the trail,

550
00:29:29.000 --> 00:29:31.240
<v Speaker 1>and thrown with enough accuracy to hit me in the

551
00:29:31.279 --> 00:29:34.319
<v Speaker 1>head from what I estimated was forty to fifty yards

552
00:29:35.000 --> 00:29:38.119
<v Speaker 1>through cold air on a moving target, and it hit

553
00:29:38.200 --> 00:29:41.519
<v Speaker 1>exactly where it was aimed. Think about what that means.

554
00:29:41.960 --> 00:29:44.920
<v Speaker 1>The animal that through that rock watched me walk that trail,

555
00:29:45.359 --> 00:29:48.839
<v Speaker 1>judged my position in speed, picked out a throwing object

556
00:29:48.880 --> 00:29:51.039
<v Speaker 1>of the right size and weight, and put it in

557
00:29:51.079 --> 00:29:53.359
<v Speaker 1>my head from distance with enough force to cut me

558
00:29:53.400 --> 00:29:56.759
<v Speaker 1>to the bone through my hat. That isn't random aggression.

559
00:29:57.200 --> 00:30:00.599
<v Speaker 1>That isn't an animal throwing a tantrum. It describes a

560
00:30:00.640 --> 00:30:03.200
<v Speaker 1>targeting decision, and I don't have a softer way to

561
00:30:03.240 --> 00:30:07.039
<v Speaker 1>say it. Stay tuned for more Backwoods Bigfoot stories. We'll

562
00:30:07.039 --> 00:30:11.279
<v Speaker 1>be back after these messages. I got back to the

563
00:30:11.319 --> 00:30:13.359
<v Speaker 1>cabin and cleaned the wound as best I could see

564
00:30:13.400 --> 00:30:16.480
<v Speaker 1>it in the small mirror over the wash basin, just

565
00:30:16.640 --> 00:30:19.880
<v Speaker 1>under three inches long, running at an angle above my ear,

566
00:30:20.440 --> 00:30:22.559
<v Speaker 1>and deep enough in two spots that I knew it

567
00:30:22.640 --> 00:30:27.480
<v Speaker 1>needed closing. I've done backcountry medicine on myself before, set

568
00:30:27.480 --> 00:30:30.880
<v Speaker 1>a broken finger, dug out an infected cut, dealt with

569
00:30:30.920 --> 00:30:33.480
<v Speaker 1>a gash on my shin from an axe that slipped.

570
00:30:34.200 --> 00:30:36.799
<v Speaker 1>It's not something you enjoy, but when the choice is

571
00:30:36.799 --> 00:30:40.400
<v Speaker 1>sepsis or needlework, you do the needlework. I got the

572
00:30:40.480 --> 00:30:43.400
<v Speaker 1>kid out, sterilize the needle, and thread with the whiskey

573
00:30:43.440 --> 00:30:46.920
<v Speaker 1>I kept for exactly these situations, and cleaned the wound

574
00:30:46.960 --> 00:30:49.839
<v Speaker 1>with the same, which I don't recommend unless you're out

575
00:30:49.880 --> 00:30:54.000
<v Speaker 1>of iodine and out of options. Seven stitches, twenty minutes

576
00:30:54.000 --> 00:30:57.480
<v Speaker 1>of work. The concentration that took actually helped with the

577
00:30:57.519 --> 00:31:00.920
<v Speaker 1>fear that was building underneath the anger. When I was done,

578
00:31:00.920 --> 00:31:03.759
<v Speaker 1>I put a clean dressing over it, tied it in place,

579
00:31:04.160 --> 00:31:07.640
<v Speaker 1>made supper, and sat by the stove to think. I'd

580
00:31:07.640 --> 00:31:11.079
<v Speaker 1>been in that country twenty six days. I'd lost significant

581
00:31:11.079 --> 00:31:13.839
<v Speaker 1>fur from my sets. I'd been hit hard enough in

582
00:31:13.880 --> 00:31:17.480
<v Speaker 1>the head to need stitches. Sleep was getting harder every night.

583
00:31:17.960 --> 00:31:20.640
<v Speaker 1>The temperature was going to drop seriously in another two

584
00:31:20.720 --> 00:31:23.440
<v Speaker 1>or three weeks, which would work in my favor for

585
00:31:23.480 --> 00:31:26.400
<v Speaker 1>fur quality and against me in terms of the physical

586
00:31:26.440 --> 00:31:29.680
<v Speaker 1>demands of the work. I had roughly ten more weeks

587
00:31:29.680 --> 00:31:32.799
<v Speaker 1>of planned season ahead of me. I wasn't ready to leave.

588
00:31:33.319 --> 00:31:36.960
<v Speaker 1>My family needed what that season could produce. And underneath

589
00:31:37.000 --> 00:31:40.480
<v Speaker 1>the practical math was something harder to admit, something that

590
00:31:40.519 --> 00:31:42.279
<v Speaker 1>had more to do with the man I was at

591
00:31:42.319 --> 00:31:46.279
<v Speaker 1>thirty one than with any rational assessment. I wasn't going

592
00:31:46.319 --> 00:31:48.960
<v Speaker 1>to be run off my own trap line. I'd built

593
00:31:48.960 --> 00:31:52.640
<v Speaker 1>that cabin, I'd built that line, I'd worked that country

594
00:31:52.680 --> 00:31:55.839
<v Speaker 1>for years. I was not going to leave because something

595
00:31:55.920 --> 00:31:58.680
<v Speaker 1>was throwing rocks at me. I held that position for

596
00:31:58.720 --> 00:32:02.119
<v Speaker 1>several more weeks before a vents made it impossible. I'm

597
00:32:02.119 --> 00:32:05.079
<v Speaker 1>still not sure whether to call that stubbornness or stupidity,

598
00:32:05.480 --> 00:32:07.880
<v Speaker 1>or just the limited perspective of a man who didn't

599
00:32:07.960 --> 00:32:11.480
<v Speaker 1>yet understand what he was dealing with. In the second

600
00:32:11.480 --> 00:32:14.160
<v Speaker 1>week of November, the encounters moved from the trap line

601
00:32:14.160 --> 00:32:17.839
<v Speaker 1>to the cabin itself, and that change in proximity changed

602
00:32:17.920 --> 00:32:21.480
<v Speaker 1>everything about the nature of the situation. The first visit

603
00:32:21.599 --> 00:32:24.720
<v Speaker 1>was the night of the twelfth. I was asleep, genuinely

604
00:32:24.759 --> 00:32:27.960
<v Speaker 1>asleep for the first time in several nights, when something

605
00:32:28.000 --> 00:32:31.319
<v Speaker 1>woke me. Not a sharp sound, nothing that made me

606
00:32:31.359 --> 00:32:34.640
<v Speaker 1>grab the rifle and sit straight up. Just a quality

607
00:32:34.720 --> 00:32:37.759
<v Speaker 1>of wrongness that my sleeping brain registered and handed forward

608
00:32:37.799 --> 00:32:42.039
<v Speaker 1>to the waking part. I laid still and listened. Something

609
00:32:42.119 --> 00:32:46.640
<v Speaker 1>was walking around outside the cabin bipedal two point contact,

610
00:32:47.160 --> 00:32:50.200
<v Speaker 1>the kind of walking pattern a person makes, moving deliberately,

611
00:32:50.240 --> 00:32:54.640
<v Speaker 1>without hurrying. I could follow it around the perimeter, each footfall,

612
00:32:54.680 --> 00:32:59.400
<v Speaker 1>compressing the frozen snow, pausing at the corner, continuing. It

613
00:32:59.480 --> 00:33:02.920
<v Speaker 1>went around once, maybe twice, and then it stopped at

614
00:33:02.960 --> 00:33:06.720
<v Speaker 1>the door, and then I heard it breathing, long, slow

615
00:33:06.759 --> 00:33:10.119
<v Speaker 1>inhalations against the door seam, against that gap at the

616
00:33:10.160 --> 00:33:13.279
<v Speaker 1>bottom where the cold air comes in, deep enough that

617
00:33:13.319 --> 00:33:15.839
<v Speaker 1>I could hear the quality change as the lungs filled,

618
00:33:16.240 --> 00:33:20.119
<v Speaker 1>and then the release and then fill again, slow and

619
00:33:20.200 --> 00:33:23.359
<v Speaker 1>deliberate and patient, the breathing of something that was in

620
00:33:23.480 --> 00:33:27.440
<v Speaker 1>absolutely no hurry. I've thought about that breathing more times

621
00:33:27.440 --> 00:33:30.200
<v Speaker 1>than I care to count in the years, since there

622
00:33:30.240 --> 00:33:32.400
<v Speaker 1>was nothing overtly threatening in it.

623
00:33:32.400 --> 00:33:33.279
<v Speaker 2>It was just breathing.

624
00:33:34.079 --> 00:33:36.599
<v Speaker 1>But the fact of it, whatever was outside that door,

625
00:33:36.880 --> 00:33:40.359
<v Speaker 1>crouching against it in the dark, methodically smelling the interior

626
00:33:40.400 --> 00:33:42.559
<v Speaker 1>of the space I was sleeping in. That was the

627
00:33:42.599 --> 00:33:46.400
<v Speaker 1>most unsettling thing I'd experienced up to that point. I

628
00:33:46.440 --> 00:33:48.880
<v Speaker 1>sat up in the bunk with the marlin across my lap,

629
00:33:49.200 --> 00:33:52.640
<v Speaker 1>lamp off, and I waited. The breathing went on for

630
00:33:52.720 --> 00:33:56.319
<v Speaker 1>what felt like five minutes, might have been less. Then

631
00:33:56.359 --> 00:34:00.319
<v Speaker 1>it stopped. The footsteps resumed, moved away north and then

632
00:34:00.359 --> 00:34:03.319
<v Speaker 1>east and into the timber, and eventually I couldn't hear

633
00:34:03.359 --> 00:34:07.119
<v Speaker 1>them anymore. I didn't sleep again that night. This happened

634
00:34:07.160 --> 00:34:10.599
<v Speaker 1>three more times over the following ten days, each visit

635
00:34:10.679 --> 00:34:14.920
<v Speaker 1>following roughly the same pattern, with small variations. The second

636
00:34:14.960 --> 00:34:17.440
<v Speaker 1>time it stopped at the window rather than the door.

637
00:34:18.320 --> 00:34:20.239
<v Speaker 1>I laid in the bunk and watched the frost on

638
00:34:20.320 --> 00:34:24.079
<v Speaker 1>the glass go slightly opaque for a moment, then clear again.

639
00:34:24.960 --> 00:34:27.840
<v Speaker 1>Something close enough to the outside surface of that window

640
00:34:28.119 --> 00:34:31.199
<v Speaker 1>to put warmth against it. The third time, there were

641
00:34:31.199 --> 00:34:33.920
<v Speaker 1>two sets of footsteps, one at the door and one

642
00:34:33.960 --> 00:34:36.679
<v Speaker 1>moving along the east wall, and I could hear both

643
00:34:36.719 --> 00:34:40.159
<v Speaker 1>of them breathing at different points around the cabin, separate rhythms.

644
00:34:41.000 --> 00:34:44.679
<v Speaker 1>The fourth visit introduced something new. I woke to footsteps

645
00:34:44.679 --> 00:34:47.920
<v Speaker 1>and then to a sound I couldn't immediately classify, a

646
00:34:47.960 --> 00:34:51.480
<v Speaker 1>slow dragging contact along the log wall, the way a

647
00:34:51.519 --> 00:34:54.800
<v Speaker 1>branch sounds when wind pushes it along a surface, but

648
00:34:54.920 --> 00:34:58.880
<v Speaker 1>much slower, much more deliberate. I crept to the window

649
00:34:58.920 --> 00:35:01.679
<v Speaker 1>and looked out sideway into the dark and couldn't see

650
00:35:01.719 --> 00:35:04.719
<v Speaker 1>a thing. But the sound was coming from the north wall,

651
00:35:04.760 --> 00:35:07.800
<v Speaker 1>about four feet up, and it was moving inch by

652
00:35:07.920 --> 00:35:11.360
<v Speaker 1>inch from the corner toward the window. When it reached

653
00:35:11.400 --> 00:35:14.280
<v Speaker 1>the window frame, it stopped. I heard the wood creak

654
00:35:14.400 --> 00:35:17.960
<v Speaker 1>very slightly under a pressure being applied from outside. Then

655
00:35:18.000 --> 00:35:21.840
<v Speaker 1>it released and the footsteps moved away. It had been

656
00:35:21.880 --> 00:35:26.840
<v Speaker 1>feeling the construction running something a hand I assumed along

657
00:35:26.880 --> 00:35:30.519
<v Speaker 1>the logs and then testing the frame. I don't know

658
00:35:30.559 --> 00:35:33.519
<v Speaker 1>what it was trying to learn. I've speculated over the

659
00:35:33.639 --> 00:35:36.480
<v Speaker 1>years that it was mapping the structure, figuring out where

660
00:35:36.519 --> 00:35:39.400
<v Speaker 1>the solid points and the weak points were. I don't

661
00:35:39.440 --> 00:35:42.400
<v Speaker 1>know if that's right, but the behavior was not random,

662
00:35:42.679 --> 00:35:45.000
<v Speaker 1>and it was not the behavior of an animal working

663
00:35:45.000 --> 00:35:49.239
<v Speaker 1>by smell and sound alone. On the eighteenth of November,

664
00:35:49.480 --> 00:35:52.760
<v Speaker 1>six weeks and two days into my season, everything changed.

665
00:35:53.519 --> 00:35:56.400
<v Speaker 1>I'd been asleep maybe two hours when the first impact hit.

666
00:35:57.199 --> 00:36:00.840
<v Speaker 1>No warning, no sound of something approaching, just a single

667
00:36:01.079 --> 00:36:04.320
<v Speaker 1>enormous concussive blow against the front wall that shook the

668
00:36:04.320 --> 00:36:06.880
<v Speaker 1>cabin hard enough to knock my lamp off its shelf

669
00:36:07.119 --> 00:36:10.400
<v Speaker 1>and send my coffee pot sliding off the stove. I

670
00:36:10.480 --> 00:36:12.239
<v Speaker 1>was out of the bunk with the rifle before the

671
00:36:12.239 --> 00:36:16.119
<v Speaker 1>echo had finished bouncing around inside. The lamp was broken

672
00:36:16.159 --> 00:36:18.360
<v Speaker 1>on the floor, but the stove still gave enough light

673
00:36:18.440 --> 00:36:21.559
<v Speaker 1>to see that nothing structural had given way. Then the

674
00:36:21.599 --> 00:36:24.639
<v Speaker 1>second hit came at the rear wall, and I heard

675
00:36:24.639 --> 00:36:28.199
<v Speaker 1>the chinking crack, Not the way dried chinking cracks in

676
00:36:28.239 --> 00:36:31.519
<v Speaker 1>the cold, which is gradual and minor, the way it

677
00:36:31.599 --> 00:36:35.280
<v Speaker 1>cracks when the log behind it deflects. That told me

678
00:36:35.320 --> 00:36:38.400
<v Speaker 1>the force had actually moved the log, a ten inch

679
00:36:38.440 --> 00:36:42.840
<v Speaker 1>spruce log notched into a corner. It had moved. I

680
00:36:42.880 --> 00:36:45.559
<v Speaker 1>went to the window and could see nothing outside.

681
00:36:45.599 --> 00:36:46.159
<v Speaker 2>The moon was.

682
00:36:46.199 --> 00:36:48.280
<v Speaker 1>Up, but with enough cloud cover that the yard was

683
00:36:48.320 --> 00:36:52.199
<v Speaker 1>nearly black. I could hear something circling out there, a

684
00:36:52.239 --> 00:36:54.280
<v Speaker 1>sound too heavy for the snow to muffle the way

685
00:36:54.320 --> 00:36:58.280
<v Speaker 1>it muffled other things. Then the third hit west wall,

686
00:36:58.639 --> 00:37:02.239
<v Speaker 1>and the structure rang under like a drum. My coffee

687
00:37:02.280 --> 00:37:05.760
<v Speaker 1>cup fell off the shelf. The stovepipe rattled in its collar.

688
00:37:06.559 --> 00:37:12.320
<v Speaker 1>This went on, not constant, not a continuous assault, measured hit.

689
00:37:13.000 --> 00:37:17.079
<v Speaker 1>Then a pause of twenty or thirty seconds hit pause,

690
00:37:17.920 --> 00:37:21.400
<v Speaker 1>like something working to a rhythm, like something that understood.

691
00:37:21.400 --> 00:37:24.599
<v Speaker 1>The waiting was its own kind of message. I've thought

692
00:37:24.599 --> 00:37:26.840
<v Speaker 1>about that a lot over the years, and I still

693
00:37:26.880 --> 00:37:30.920
<v Speaker 1>believe that's the right read. The pausing was intentional. It

694
00:37:30.960 --> 00:37:34.360
<v Speaker 1>was designed to keep me from settling into it. After

695
00:37:34.400 --> 00:37:36.639
<v Speaker 1>about fifteen minutes of this, I made a decision I

696
00:37:36.679 --> 00:37:38.920
<v Speaker 1>can't fully explain even now.

697
00:37:39.519 --> 00:37:40.280
<v Speaker 2>I got dressed.

698
00:37:40.599 --> 00:37:44.199
<v Speaker 1>I loaded my Marlin forty five seventy rifle, five rounds

699
00:37:44.199 --> 00:37:47.199
<v Speaker 1>in the rifle, five more in my right coat pocket,

700
00:37:47.559 --> 00:37:50.079
<v Speaker 1>and I opened the door. I stood in the doorway

701
00:37:50.119 --> 00:37:54.320
<v Speaker 1>and let my eyes adjust. The cold hit immediately fifteen

702
00:37:54.400 --> 00:37:57.320
<v Speaker 1>or twenty below by then, and my breath fogged out

703
00:37:57.360 --> 00:38:00.280
<v Speaker 1>in front of me. I couldn't hear a thing. The

704
00:38:00.400 --> 00:38:03.800
<v Speaker 1>yard was still, The timber beyond was a black wall.

705
00:38:04.480 --> 00:38:07.119
<v Speaker 1>Then something moved at the far right corner of the cabin,

706
00:38:07.400 --> 00:38:10.039
<v Speaker 1>coming around from the east side, and I tracked it

707
00:38:10.079 --> 00:38:10.719
<v Speaker 1>with the rifle.

708
00:38:11.480 --> 00:38:11.880
<v Speaker 2>I want to.

709
00:38:11.920 --> 00:38:14.639
<v Speaker 1>Describe what I saw without the vocabulary the movies and

710
00:38:14.679 --> 00:38:18.599
<v Speaker 1>television shows have embedded in everybody's head, because what I

711
00:38:18.639 --> 00:38:21.599
<v Speaker 1>saw didn't look like a movie. It looked like a

712
00:38:21.639 --> 00:38:25.920
<v Speaker 1>real animal. It was very dark, darker than the surrounding timber,

713
00:38:26.320 --> 00:38:28.800
<v Speaker 1>and it had a physical mass that I noticed, the

714
00:38:28.800 --> 00:38:31.400
<v Speaker 1>way you notice something that's taking up more space than

715
00:38:31.440 --> 00:38:35.079
<v Speaker 1>it should, moving on two legs and moving with a

716
00:38:35.159 --> 00:38:41.159
<v Speaker 1>kind of easy deliberateness, not threatening, not retreating, just repositioning itself,

717
00:38:41.159 --> 00:38:43.519
<v Speaker 1>the way something does when it's figuring out where it

718
00:38:43.559 --> 00:38:46.639
<v Speaker 1>wants to be. The head was there, and it was large,

719
00:38:47.199 --> 00:38:48.920
<v Speaker 1>but it wasn't sitting on a neck the way a

720
00:38:49.000 --> 00:38:52.599
<v Speaker 1>human head sits on a human neck. It was more forward,

721
00:38:53.119 --> 00:38:56.159
<v Speaker 1>more continuous with the upper body, the way the great

722
00:38:56.159 --> 00:38:59.719
<v Speaker 1>apes carry their heads. Though this wasn't an ape, it

723
00:38:59.719 --> 00:39:02.679
<v Speaker 1>walked to nothing like an ape. It walked like something

724
00:39:02.679 --> 00:39:05.280
<v Speaker 1>that had been walking upright for a very long time

725
00:39:05.599 --> 00:39:08.840
<v Speaker 1>and had evolved to do it efficiently. The shoulders were

726
00:39:08.880 --> 00:39:10.360
<v Speaker 1>wide in a way I'm not going to put a

727
00:39:10.440 --> 00:39:13.239
<v Speaker 1>number two, because any number I say, you're going to

728
00:39:13.239 --> 00:39:17.280
<v Speaker 1>think I've exaggerated, and I haven't wide enough that the

729
00:39:17.320 --> 00:39:20.159
<v Speaker 1>silhouette of this animal against the lighter sky above the

730
00:39:20.199 --> 00:39:24.880
<v Speaker 1>tree line was unmistakably different from any human silhouette. And

731
00:39:24.920 --> 00:39:27.800
<v Speaker 1>the smell came to me on the wind wet animal

732
00:39:27.840 --> 00:39:32.119
<v Speaker 1>mixed with something else underneath, something acrid and faintly organic,

733
00:39:32.800 --> 00:39:35.760
<v Speaker 1>like the inside of an old den, like the residue

734
00:39:35.800 --> 00:39:37.920
<v Speaker 1>of something that had been living wild for a very

735
00:39:38.000 --> 00:39:42.760
<v Speaker 1>long time without ever washing. It turned toward me, not quickly,

736
00:39:43.239 --> 00:39:46.599
<v Speaker 1>not aggressively, just turned the way something turns when it

737
00:39:46.639 --> 00:39:48.360
<v Speaker 1>decides to look at what's in front of it.

738
00:39:48.920 --> 00:39:49.599
<v Speaker 2>And I fired.

739
00:39:50.239 --> 00:39:52.960
<v Speaker 1>I aimed for the left shoulder mass and fired, and

740
00:39:53.000 --> 00:39:55.920
<v Speaker 1>it reacted the way living things react when something has

741
00:39:56.039 --> 00:40:00.440
<v Speaker 1>just torn through their body, that sudden pulling in rotation

742
00:40:00.559 --> 00:40:04.440
<v Speaker 1>away from the impact, A sharp exhalation I heard clearly

743
00:40:04.480 --> 00:40:08.360
<v Speaker 1>across the yard in the cold air. Then it moved

744
00:40:08.559 --> 00:40:11.280
<v Speaker 1>faster than I would have believed something that size could

745
00:40:11.320 --> 00:40:14.719
<v Speaker 1>move into the timber east of the cabin, and it

746
00:40:14.800 --> 00:40:17.840
<v Speaker 1>was gone. The last sound I heard from it was

747
00:40:17.880 --> 00:40:21.440
<v Speaker 1>something low and hard, not a scream, not a howl,

748
00:40:22.039 --> 00:40:25.400
<v Speaker 1>something that had structure to it, the way language has structure.

749
00:40:26.079 --> 00:40:29.199
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't interpret it. I went back inside and reloaded

750
00:40:29.239 --> 00:40:32.000
<v Speaker 1>and stayed up all night. At first light, I went

751
00:40:32.000 --> 00:40:33.360
<v Speaker 1>out with the rifle and found.

752
00:40:33.159 --> 00:40:33.840
<v Speaker 2>The blood trail.

753
00:40:34.519 --> 00:40:38.360
<v Speaker 1>The blood was pooled, not just spattered, dark and substantial

754
00:40:38.400 --> 00:40:40.840
<v Speaker 1>in the snow, and the first pool of it was

755
00:40:40.920 --> 00:40:43.639
<v Speaker 1>right around where I'd been aiming near the east corner

756
00:40:43.679 --> 00:40:47.039
<v Speaker 1>of the cabin. The trail led northeast in a line

757
00:40:47.039 --> 00:40:50.159
<v Speaker 1>of spots and smears for about four hundred yards into

758
00:40:50.159 --> 00:40:53.519
<v Speaker 1>the heavy timber. I followed it carefully, and when the

759
00:40:53.519 --> 00:40:56.079
<v Speaker 1>ground got too hard and rocky to hold blood sign

760
00:40:56.400 --> 00:40:59.280
<v Speaker 1>and I'd lost the trail, I stopped and thought about it,

761
00:40:59.440 --> 00:41:02.280
<v Speaker 1>and decided not to push further into that timber after

762
00:41:02.360 --> 00:41:06.519
<v Speaker 1>a wounded animal of unknown capability. I've done enough hunting

763
00:41:06.559 --> 00:41:09.000
<v Speaker 1>to know that a wounded animal and terrain that favors

764
00:41:09.039 --> 00:41:12.159
<v Speaker 1>it over you is going to determine the outcome of

765
00:41:12.159 --> 00:41:13.599
<v Speaker 1>that encounter, not you.

766
00:41:14.679 --> 00:41:15.360
<v Speaker 2>I came back.

767
00:41:15.719 --> 00:41:17.639
<v Speaker 1>When I came around the corner back to the cabin

768
00:41:17.679 --> 00:41:20.760
<v Speaker 1>and looked across the yard at the plane, I stopped walking.

769
00:41:21.559 --> 00:41:23.360
<v Speaker 1>Both of my Tundra tires on the front of the

770
00:41:23.360 --> 00:41:26.320
<v Speaker 1>plane had been destroyed. I want to be precise about

771
00:41:26.320 --> 00:41:31.760
<v Speaker 1>that word. Not deflated, not punctured, destroyed. The rubber had

772
00:41:31.800 --> 00:41:34.880
<v Speaker 1>been torn away from the rims in large sections, peeled

773
00:41:34.920 --> 00:41:37.119
<v Speaker 1>back the way you'd peel an orange, except that rubber

774
00:41:37.199 --> 00:41:40.880
<v Speaker 1>bonded to a steel rim doesn't peel, not without forces.

775
00:41:40.880 --> 00:41:44.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm not able to describe adequately the sidewalls were torn

776
00:41:44.559 --> 00:41:49.480
<v Speaker 1>in several places, not cut, torn with that jagged, irregular

777
00:41:49.599 --> 00:41:51.920
<v Speaker 1>edge you get when something is pulled apart rather than

778
00:41:51.920 --> 00:41:55.480
<v Speaker 1>cut through. I got close and looked all over those tires,

779
00:41:55.519 --> 00:41:58.480
<v Speaker 1>and there was no blade mark anywhere. This was done

780
00:41:58.559 --> 00:42:01.719
<v Speaker 1>by hand, by something that grabbed the rubber and pulled

781
00:42:01.800 --> 00:42:05.760
<v Speaker 1>until it came apart, and the implication of that was inescapable.

782
00:42:06.440 --> 00:42:09.039
<v Speaker 1>While I was following the blood trail to the northeast,

783
00:42:09.079 --> 00:42:12.039
<v Speaker 1>something else had been at the plane, something that knew

784
00:42:12.039 --> 00:42:14.480
<v Speaker 1>what the plane was, or at least knew it was

785
00:42:14.519 --> 00:42:17.840
<v Speaker 1>important to me, because that's the only explanation for why

786
00:42:17.880 --> 00:42:22.679
<v Speaker 1>the tires specifically. It wasn't incidental damage. It was specific

787
00:42:22.840 --> 00:42:26.000
<v Speaker 1>damage to the thing I needed to leave. I stood

788
00:42:26.039 --> 00:42:28.639
<v Speaker 1>there in the cold, looking at my destroyed tires, and

789
00:42:28.760 --> 00:42:32.480
<v Speaker 1>ran through my situation with complete clarity. I had enough

790
00:42:32.480 --> 00:42:35.280
<v Speaker 1>food for six or seven more weeks. The weather was

791
00:42:35.320 --> 00:42:38.360
<v Speaker 1>going to close hard within three or four weeks. I

792
00:42:38.400 --> 00:42:40.639
<v Speaker 1>had a wounded animal somewhere in the timber to the

793
00:42:40.679 --> 00:42:43.800
<v Speaker 1>northeast that had already shown it was willing to escalate,

794
00:42:44.159 --> 00:42:47.039
<v Speaker 1>and had just shown it understood something about my relationship

795
00:42:47.079 --> 00:42:50.840
<v Speaker 1>to that airplane. I had no way out without new tires.

796
00:42:51.440 --> 00:42:53.679
<v Speaker 1>I had a handheld radio that could reach my friend

797
00:42:53.719 --> 00:42:57.360
<v Speaker 1>Byron in Dawson on a good day. I went inside

798
00:42:57.360 --> 00:43:00.199
<v Speaker 1>and got on the radio. Byron was ten years older

799
00:43:00.280 --> 00:43:02.960
<v Speaker 1>than me, a bush pilot out of Dawson City who'd

800
00:43:02.960 --> 00:43:05.280
<v Speaker 1>been flying the Yukon since before I was old enough

801
00:43:05.280 --> 00:43:07.679
<v Speaker 1>to be out there. He was the kind of man

802
00:43:07.840 --> 00:43:11.400
<v Speaker 1>wild country producers over time. If it doesn't kill you, first,

803
00:43:12.280 --> 00:43:15.519
<v Speaker 1>calm in a way that isn't performed direct, in a

804
00:43:15.559 --> 00:43:19.239
<v Speaker 1>way that doesn't bother with softening things. I'd known him

805
00:43:19.239 --> 00:43:21.519
<v Speaker 1>eight years by then, and he'd pulled me out of

806
00:43:21.559 --> 00:43:25.000
<v Speaker 1>two situations I'd rather not get into. Here, he was

807
00:43:25.039 --> 00:43:28.400
<v Speaker 1>exactly the right person to call. I reached him on

808
00:43:28.440 --> 00:43:31.960
<v Speaker 1>my third try, which meant conditions were decent. I told

809
00:43:32.039 --> 00:43:34.440
<v Speaker 1>him I'd had wildlife trouble with the plane and needed

810
00:43:34.440 --> 00:43:37.880
<v Speaker 1>two tundra tires. He asked me what kind of wildlife.

811
00:43:38.400 --> 00:43:41.440
<v Speaker 1>I said I'd explain in person. He was quiet a moment,

812
00:43:41.519 --> 00:43:43.199
<v Speaker 1>and then told me he'd be there in two days.

813
00:43:43.239 --> 00:43:47.400
<v Speaker 1>Depending on whether that was the whole conversation, that's Byron.

814
00:43:48.199 --> 00:43:50.679
<v Speaker 1>Those two days waiting for him were the quietest I'd

815
00:43:50.679 --> 00:43:54.360
<v Speaker 1>had since arriving in October and out there quiet in

816
00:43:54.440 --> 00:43:59.079
<v Speaker 1>that context wasn't reassuring. Nothing came near the cabin, no

817
00:43:59.199 --> 00:44:02.840
<v Speaker 1>sounds from the tim no rocks, no footsteps in the night,

818
00:44:03.760 --> 00:44:06.239
<v Speaker 1>just an absence that had a waiting quality to it,

819
00:44:06.719 --> 00:44:09.119
<v Speaker 1>the way the air feels before a front moves through

820
00:44:09.719 --> 00:44:11.440
<v Speaker 1>a pressure without a visible source.

821
00:44:12.280 --> 00:44:12.800
<v Speaker 2>I kept the.

822
00:44:12.719 --> 00:44:15.719
<v Speaker 1>Stove going and the marlin within arm's reach at all times,

823
00:44:16.000 --> 00:44:18.639
<v Speaker 1>including the outhouse, which I want you to know I

824
00:44:18.679 --> 00:44:23.440
<v Speaker 1>found deeply undignified, but not negotiable. Byron put a Cessna

825
00:44:23.480 --> 00:44:26.719
<v Speaker 1>down the morning of the twenty first, in clear, cold conditions,

826
00:44:27.199 --> 00:44:30.400
<v Speaker 1>good visibility, the kind of yukon morning that looks like

827
00:44:30.440 --> 00:44:34.440
<v Speaker 1>it couldn't possibly contain anything threatening. He taxied up to

828
00:44:34.480 --> 00:44:38.159
<v Speaker 1>where my supercub was tied down, got out, saw the tires,

829
00:44:38.440 --> 00:44:41.760
<v Speaker 1>looked at me, and his face did something complicated, and

830
00:44:41.800 --> 00:44:45.880
<v Speaker 1>then went neutral again. I told him everything right there

831
00:44:45.920 --> 00:44:49.719
<v Speaker 1>on the strip, in the cold, my breath smoking. I

832
00:44:49.760 --> 00:44:51.840
<v Speaker 1>started with the tracks on the fifth of October and

833
00:44:51.880 --> 00:44:54.639
<v Speaker 1>went through all of it in order. The trap losses,

834
00:44:55.119 --> 00:44:59.480
<v Speaker 1>the sounds, the rock throwing, my stitches, the nights it

835
00:44:59.480 --> 00:45:01.960
<v Speaker 1>had come to the cabin the night I'd shot it,

836
00:45:02.519 --> 00:45:06.360
<v Speaker 1>the blood trail, the tires stay tuned for more backwoods

837
00:45:06.360 --> 00:45:11.880
<v Speaker 1>bigfoot stories. We'll be back after these messages. I talked

838
00:45:11.920 --> 00:45:14.599
<v Speaker 1>for probably fifteen minutes, and Byron stood with his hands

839
00:45:14.639 --> 00:45:16.840
<v Speaker 1>in his pockets and listened to every bit of it

840
00:45:16.880 --> 00:45:20.000
<v Speaker 1>without saying a word. When I finished, he was quiet

841
00:45:20.039 --> 00:45:23.280
<v Speaker 1>a moment. Then he said, I've seen tracks like that

842
00:45:23.400 --> 00:45:26.599
<v Speaker 1>twice in twenty years of flying this country. And I've

843
00:45:26.639 --> 00:45:28.960
<v Speaker 1>heard something in the bush at night twice that I

844
00:45:28.960 --> 00:45:31.719
<v Speaker 1>couldn't put a name to, and I've never talked about

845
00:45:31.760 --> 00:45:35.159
<v Speaker 1>either one because I figured nobody needed to know. Then

846
00:45:35.199 --> 00:45:37.880
<v Speaker 1>he looked at the tires again and said, let's get

847
00:45:37.880 --> 00:45:40.320
<v Speaker 1>these changed, and then you'd better show me the blood

848
00:45:40.360 --> 00:45:43.320
<v Speaker 1>trail before the snow covers it. We got the tires

849
00:45:43.360 --> 00:45:46.760
<v Speaker 1>on by late afternoon. I showed Byron the blood trail,

850
00:45:47.159 --> 00:45:49.440
<v Speaker 1>or what was left of it, and he crouched down

851
00:45:49.480 --> 00:45:52.039
<v Speaker 1>at that first pooling of blood in the snow and

852
00:45:52.079 --> 00:45:54.679
<v Speaker 1>looked at it for a long time without saying anything.

853
00:45:55.480 --> 00:45:57.320
<v Speaker 1>Then he stood up and looked at the timber to

854
00:45:57.360 --> 00:46:01.119
<v Speaker 1>the northeast. He said, you hit whatever this thing is,

855
00:46:01.639 --> 00:46:03.960
<v Speaker 1>and then it or another one came back and tore

856
00:46:04.039 --> 00:46:08.159
<v Speaker 1>your tires off. I said, yes, that's pretty much what happened.

857
00:46:08.679 --> 00:46:11.960
<v Speaker 1>He said, all right. That was about as deep as

858
00:46:11.960 --> 00:46:15.320
<v Speaker 1>a conversation could get with Byron. That night, we ate

859
00:46:15.440 --> 00:46:17.360
<v Speaker 1>and I told him the fuller version of some things

860
00:46:17.400 --> 00:46:20.960
<v Speaker 1>I'd only summarized on the strip. Byron sat across the

861
00:46:21.000 --> 00:46:23.079
<v Speaker 1>table in the lamplight and listened to all of it,

862
00:46:23.679 --> 00:46:26.039
<v Speaker 1>asking the kind of questions a man asks when he's

863
00:46:26.079 --> 00:46:29.639
<v Speaker 1>trying to understand something, rather than dismiss it. He wasn't

864
00:46:29.639 --> 00:46:31.880
<v Speaker 1>skeptical in a way that was going to be a problem.

865
00:46:32.320 --> 00:46:34.719
<v Speaker 1>He was a practical man, and what I was telling

866
00:46:34.800 --> 00:46:37.920
<v Speaker 1>him was a practical problem. By the time we turned in,

867
00:46:37.960 --> 00:46:40.719
<v Speaker 1>we'd agreed we'd reassess in a few days and decide

868
00:46:40.719 --> 00:46:43.840
<v Speaker 1>whether I should continue the season. Neither of us knew

869
00:46:43.880 --> 00:46:45.639
<v Speaker 1>that the decision was going to be made for us

870
00:46:45.679 --> 00:46:49.239
<v Speaker 1>that very night. I've never used the word siege lightly,

871
00:46:49.480 --> 00:46:52.119
<v Speaker 1>and I'm not going to use it lightly here. What

872
00:46:52.280 --> 00:46:54.800
<v Speaker 1>happened on the night of the twenty first of November

873
00:46:55.119 --> 00:46:58.519
<v Speaker 1>nineteen seventy eight was a coordinated assault on that cabin

874
00:46:58.599 --> 00:47:02.840
<v Speaker 1>by multiple animals, and it lasted for hours. Byron and

875
00:47:02.880 --> 00:47:04.920
<v Speaker 1>I came out of it alive because we were both

876
00:47:05.000 --> 00:47:08.440
<v Speaker 1>experienced with firearms and willing to use them through walls,

877
00:47:08.920 --> 00:47:11.800
<v Speaker 1>which is not something most people have in their experience

878
00:47:12.159 --> 00:47:15.599
<v Speaker 1>or in their willingness. It started around ten in the evening,

879
00:47:16.119 --> 00:47:19.519
<v Speaker 1>about two hours after we turned in. Byron was on

880
00:47:19.559 --> 00:47:21.760
<v Speaker 1>the opposite bunk, and I don't think either of us

881
00:47:21.920 --> 00:47:25.039
<v Speaker 1>was fully asleep. I'd been laying there aware of the

882
00:47:25.079 --> 00:47:28.559
<v Speaker 1>silence in a way that made the silence itself feel active,

883
00:47:29.239 --> 00:47:32.000
<v Speaker 1>like it was something happening rather than an absence of action.

884
00:47:32.920 --> 00:47:36.800
<v Speaker 1>And then from the eastern timber, that deep, sustained call,

885
00:47:37.559 --> 00:47:40.840
<v Speaker 1>the one I'd been hearing for six weeks. Then an

886
00:47:40.840 --> 00:47:45.199
<v Speaker 1>immediate answer from the northwest, different voice. Then a third

887
00:47:45.199 --> 00:47:49.639
<v Speaker 1>from somewhere south, closer than the other. Two three directions,

888
00:47:50.119 --> 00:47:54.400
<v Speaker 1>three voices. Byron sat up in the dim light from

889
00:47:54.400 --> 00:47:56.960
<v Speaker 1>the stove grate. I could see him reaching for his rifle,

890
00:47:57.400 --> 00:48:01.920
<v Speaker 1>already leaning against the bunk frame. I was already holding mine.

891
00:48:02.000 --> 00:48:02.599
<v Speaker 2>I told him.

892
00:48:02.559 --> 00:48:05.079
<v Speaker 1>Quietly to stay low and stay away from the windows.

893
00:48:05.800 --> 00:48:08.360
<v Speaker 1>The first body impact hit the front wall so hard

894
00:48:08.360 --> 00:48:10.599
<v Speaker 1>that the lamp Byron had brought in from the cessna

895
00:48:10.920 --> 00:48:13.800
<v Speaker 1>and set on the table actually bounced off the table surface,

896
00:48:14.559 --> 00:48:19.000
<v Speaker 1>not the flame guttering the whole lamp. The sound was extraordinary,

897
00:48:19.320 --> 00:48:21.599
<v Speaker 1>not like a log being struck with another log, or

898
00:48:21.679 --> 00:48:25.599
<v Speaker 1>a ram or a tool, but a biological impact. The

899
00:48:25.679 --> 00:48:28.719
<v Speaker 1>sound of mass and motion meeting a solid object and

900
00:48:28.800 --> 00:48:32.280
<v Speaker 1>the mass behind it was enormous. I felt it through

901
00:48:32.280 --> 00:48:35.920
<v Speaker 1>the floor before that sound had finished moving through the structure.

902
00:48:36.280 --> 00:48:39.840
<v Speaker 1>Something hit the roof, a running impact, not a throw

903
00:48:40.000 --> 00:48:42.760
<v Speaker 1>or a fall, something that had launched itself from the

904
00:48:42.760 --> 00:48:46.519
<v Speaker 1>cash poles and landed running on the roofboards. Two of

905
00:48:46.519 --> 00:48:49.599
<v Speaker 1>those boards cracked. I heard them go, and the weight

906
00:48:49.639 --> 00:48:52.039
<v Speaker 1>of whatever was up there moved from the east edge

907
00:48:52.079 --> 00:48:54.519
<v Speaker 1>toward the center ridge, and then back toward the east.

908
00:48:55.320 --> 00:48:57.679
<v Speaker 1>Whatever was on that roof weight enough to crack two

909
00:48:57.679 --> 00:49:00.960
<v Speaker 1>inch spruce planks, and it was moving. Working to find

910
00:49:01.000 --> 00:49:03.880
<v Speaker 1>a weak point. Byron said a word I won't put

911
00:49:03.880 --> 00:49:07.960
<v Speaker 1>in print. Something hit the back wall lower near the base,

912
00:49:08.480 --> 00:49:11.719
<v Speaker 1>and I felt the floor joists communicate the shock upward

913
00:49:11.760 --> 00:49:15.119
<v Speaker 1>through the soles of my feet. Then the door. Not

914
00:49:15.199 --> 00:49:20.119
<v Speaker 1>an impact. This time pressure sustained and building pressure against

915
00:49:20.119 --> 00:49:22.639
<v Speaker 1>the door and the bar I had set across it

916
00:49:22.719 --> 00:49:25.360
<v Speaker 1>was a four inch piece of hardwood, and I watched

917
00:49:25.360 --> 00:49:27.960
<v Speaker 1>it flex in the bracket. I went to the door

918
00:49:27.960 --> 00:49:31.119
<v Speaker 1>and put my shoulder against it, feet braced against the floor,

919
00:49:31.440 --> 00:49:34.599
<v Speaker 1>and the force pushing from outside was significant enough that

920
00:49:34.679 --> 00:49:36.920
<v Speaker 1>I had to really dig in to hold my position.

921
00:49:37.840 --> 00:49:40.039
<v Speaker 1>I yelled at Byron to shoot through the east wall,

922
00:49:40.400 --> 00:49:44.679
<v Speaker 1>low about two feet off the floor. He fired twice.

923
00:49:44.719 --> 00:49:48.079
<v Speaker 1>The sound inside the cabin was tremendous. The wall held

924
00:49:48.599 --> 00:49:51.840
<v Speaker 1>and the pressure on the door released. What came back

925
00:49:51.880 --> 00:49:54.880
<v Speaker 1>through that wall from outside was not a scream. I

926
00:49:54.920 --> 00:49:57.119
<v Speaker 1>want to be careful here because I don't want to

927
00:49:57.159 --> 00:50:00.719
<v Speaker 1>misrepresent it. It was a sound at high vault, and

928
00:50:00.760 --> 00:50:03.679
<v Speaker 1>it had pain in it, or what I interpreted as pain,

929
00:50:04.320 --> 00:50:06.800
<v Speaker 1>a sharpness and a duration that doesn't exist in a

930
00:50:06.880 --> 00:50:10.519
<v Speaker 1>sound an animal makes willingly. But it had that same

931
00:50:10.679 --> 00:50:14.719
<v Speaker 1>organized quality all their sounds had. Even in what sounded

932
00:50:14.760 --> 00:50:17.559
<v Speaker 1>like pain, there was direction to it. It was aimed

933
00:50:17.599 --> 00:50:21.840
<v Speaker 1>at something, communicating something. Within three or four seconds of

934
00:50:21.880 --> 00:50:25.440
<v Speaker 1>byron shots, the thing on the roof shifted its weight dramatically.

935
00:50:26.000 --> 00:50:28.400
<v Speaker 1>The roof shook as it launched off the east edge,

936
00:50:28.760 --> 00:50:31.280
<v Speaker 1>and the landing shook the cabin almost as much as

937
00:50:31.280 --> 00:50:34.960
<v Speaker 1>the body blows had. Then they backed off, not far.

938
00:50:35.480 --> 00:50:38.400
<v Speaker 1>They didn't leave for the next three hours. I can

939
00:50:38.400 --> 00:50:41.880
<v Speaker 1>tell you where they were almost continuously, because they weren't quiet.

940
00:50:41.880 --> 00:50:42.280
<v Speaker 2>About it.

941
00:50:43.079 --> 00:50:45.199
<v Speaker 1>They moved through the timber around the cabin in a

942
00:50:45.280 --> 00:50:48.119
<v Speaker 1>radius of roughly one hundred to one hundred and fifty yards,

943
00:50:48.639 --> 00:50:51.719
<v Speaker 1>calling back and forth in those organized exchanges. I've spent

944
00:50:51.840 --> 00:50:55.480
<v Speaker 1>years trying to understand. They threw things at the cabin

945
00:50:55.519 --> 00:50:59.800
<v Speaker 1>periodically through the night. Not body blows. These were lighter

946
00:50:59.800 --> 00:51:03.119
<v Speaker 1>in the rocks, and what sounded like pieces of wood

947
00:51:03.519 --> 00:51:06.880
<v Speaker 1>hitting and clattering off into the snow. Each time the

948
00:51:06.880 --> 00:51:10.159
<v Speaker 1>impacts got closer or more frequent, Byron and I would

949
00:51:10.199 --> 00:51:12.559
<v Speaker 1>fire through the walls in the direction of the sounds,

950
00:51:12.920 --> 00:51:15.440
<v Speaker 1>and each time the movement would back off and then

951
00:51:15.480 --> 00:51:19.599
<v Speaker 1>gradually work its way back. Around midnight, something picked up

952
00:51:19.599 --> 00:51:22.599
<v Speaker 1>my empty five gallon fuel can from outside the south

953
00:51:22.679 --> 00:51:24.920
<v Speaker 1>wall and threw it against the cabin from what I

954
00:51:25.079 --> 00:51:28.960
<v Speaker 1>estimated was thirty or thirty five yards. I could hear

955
00:51:28.960 --> 00:51:30.760
<v Speaker 1>it arc through the air and hit the wall and

956
00:51:30.800 --> 00:51:33.480
<v Speaker 1>clatter off. I want you to think about what that

957
00:51:33.599 --> 00:51:37.320
<v Speaker 1>tells you. Something had been standing in the dark thirty

958
00:51:37.400 --> 00:51:40.960
<v Speaker 1>yards from the cabin holding that fuel can. We hadn't

959
00:51:41.000 --> 00:51:43.239
<v Speaker 1>heard it there, We hadn't known it was there at

960
00:51:43.239 --> 00:51:46.440
<v Speaker 1>all until it threw the can. In three hours of

961
00:51:46.480 --> 00:51:49.599
<v Speaker 1>active shooting and listening and tracking their movements by sound.

962
00:51:50.119 --> 00:51:51.960
<v Speaker 1>This one had been close enough to pick up and

963
00:51:52.000 --> 00:51:56.199
<v Speaker 1>throw something without ever revealing itself. That's not animal behavior,

964
00:51:56.639 --> 00:52:00.199
<v Speaker 1>that's something far more deliberate. We fired through the south

965
00:52:00.239 --> 00:52:03.000
<v Speaker 1>wall twice. The movement stopped, and we could hear the

966
00:52:03.000 --> 00:52:07.480
<v Speaker 1>creature retreating. At approximately one in the morning, everything stopped.

967
00:52:08.199 --> 00:52:11.599
<v Speaker 1>I mean that, with no elaboration needed. One moment the

968
00:52:11.639 --> 00:52:14.480
<v Speaker 1>timber was alive with movement and sound, and we were

969
00:52:14.480 --> 00:52:17.239
<v Speaker 1>in the middle of something, and the next moment there

970
00:52:17.320 --> 00:52:21.880
<v Speaker 1>was nothing. Complete silence, the kind that has actual weight

971
00:52:21.920 --> 00:52:25.840
<v Speaker 1>to it that you can almost press against. Byron and

972
00:52:25.840 --> 00:52:27.880
<v Speaker 1>I looked at each other across the cabin, and neither

973
00:52:27.920 --> 00:52:31.320
<v Speaker 1>of us said anything. For a long time, we didn't sleep.

974
00:52:32.039 --> 00:52:34.239
<v Speaker 1>We sat up until first light with our rifles, and

975
00:52:34.280 --> 00:52:37.280
<v Speaker 1>the stove rebuilt, and when the gray finally came in

976
00:52:37.280 --> 00:52:40.000
<v Speaker 1>through the windows, we both stood up at the same time,

977
00:52:40.559 --> 00:52:42.800
<v Speaker 1>the way people do when they've been waiting for permission

978
00:52:42.840 --> 00:52:46.440
<v Speaker 1>to move, and we went outside together. The blood in

979
00:52:46.480 --> 00:52:49.440
<v Speaker 1>the snow was in two separate areas, one on the

980
00:52:49.480 --> 00:52:52.360
<v Speaker 1>east side, where Byron had shot through the wall, a

981
00:52:52.400 --> 00:52:56.000
<v Speaker 1>meaningful amount, not a killing wound based on volume, but

982
00:52:56.159 --> 00:52:58.119
<v Speaker 1>enough to tell me the round had gone through and

983
00:52:58.239 --> 00:53:01.440
<v Speaker 1>into something on the other side. The second site was

984
00:53:01.480 --> 00:53:04.480
<v Speaker 1>on the roof edge, a dark smear on the frost

985
00:53:04.519 --> 00:53:07.480
<v Speaker 1>that I could see from the ground, either from impact

986
00:53:07.519 --> 00:53:10.239
<v Speaker 1>when whatever was up there landed badly on the boards,

987
00:53:10.800 --> 00:53:13.119
<v Speaker 1>or from a wound received before it got up there,

988
00:53:13.760 --> 00:53:18.519
<v Speaker 1>I don't know which. The track impressions were extraordinary, overlapping

989
00:53:18.559 --> 00:53:21.719
<v Speaker 1>sets in the snow around the entire cabin perimeter, so

990
00:53:21.840 --> 00:53:26.039
<v Speaker 1>many that counting individual tracks was impossible. In places on

991
00:53:26.119 --> 00:53:28.559
<v Speaker 1>the east wall there was structural damage I hadn't been

992
00:53:28.559 --> 00:53:31.639
<v Speaker 1>able to see in the dark. Three courses of chinking

993
00:53:31.719 --> 00:53:35.480
<v Speaker 1>dug completely out, and in the exposed log surfaces behind

994
00:53:35.519 --> 00:53:40.559
<v Speaker 1>them there were gouge marks, not scrapes, gouges, the kind

995
00:53:40.559 --> 00:53:43.440
<v Speaker 1>of mark you get from something with concentrated force pressing

996
00:53:43.519 --> 00:53:47.599
<v Speaker 1>into soft wood, running in parallel sets of four spaced

997
00:53:47.639 --> 00:53:51.360
<v Speaker 1>in a way that was consistent with large fingers. Something

998
00:53:51.360 --> 00:53:54.000
<v Speaker 1>had worked at that wall with its hands, trying to

999
00:53:54.039 --> 00:53:57.320
<v Speaker 1>get purchase, trying to work into the gap. I don't

1000
00:53:57.320 --> 00:54:00.000
<v Speaker 1>know if it would have eventually gotten through. I'm glad

1001
00:54:00.000 --> 00:54:02.920
<v Speaker 1>glad I don't know. Byron stood in the yard and

1002
00:54:02.960 --> 00:54:05.960
<v Speaker 1>looked at all of it for a long time, turning slowly,

1003
00:54:06.480 --> 00:54:09.079
<v Speaker 1>taking in the full picture of what the night had produced.

1004
00:54:09.800 --> 00:54:13.360
<v Speaker 1>Then he looked at me. He said, let's pack your gear.

1005
00:54:14.239 --> 00:54:17.079
<v Speaker 1>I didn't argue. I want you to know I didn't argue,

1006
00:54:17.280 --> 00:54:20.199
<v Speaker 1>because it would have been dishonest if I had. There

1007
00:54:20.239 --> 00:54:23.320
<v Speaker 1>was no rational case for staying. I'd planned four months

1008
00:54:23.320 --> 00:54:26.960
<v Speaker 1>and made it just under two. The season's take was compromised,

1009
00:54:27.239 --> 00:54:30.559
<v Speaker 1>the cabin was damaged, my plane had already been attacked once.

1010
00:54:31.159 --> 00:54:33.400
<v Speaker 1>I had a healing wound in my head, and I'd

1011
00:54:33.400 --> 00:54:35.400
<v Speaker 1>just spent a night that neither of us was fully

1012
00:54:35.440 --> 00:54:39.800
<v Speaker 1>equipped to process. Yet the argument for staying didn't exist.

1013
00:54:40.000 --> 00:54:42.239
<v Speaker 1>We loaded what we could carry in the two planes,

1014
00:54:42.760 --> 00:54:47.480
<v Speaker 1>my personal kit, my furs, my tools, my notebooks. I

1015
00:54:47.559 --> 00:54:49.760
<v Speaker 1>left the stove and the bunks and the shelves because

1016
00:54:49.760 --> 00:54:52.280
<v Speaker 1>there wasn't room, and because I already knew on some

1017
00:54:52.519 --> 00:54:56.679
<v Speaker 1>level that I wasn't coming back. We checked both aircraft carefully,

1018
00:54:57.000 --> 00:55:00.440
<v Speaker 1>every square inch of both planes before we got in them.

1019
00:55:00.760 --> 00:55:03.760
<v Speaker 1>We took no chances. Byron took off first because a

1020
00:55:03.840 --> 00:55:07.159
<v Speaker 1>Cessna needed a longer run, and I taxied behind him

1021
00:55:07.199 --> 00:55:09.159
<v Speaker 1>and held at the end of the strip and looked

1022
00:55:09.199 --> 00:55:11.119
<v Speaker 1>down at the meadow and the cabin for a moment

1023
00:55:11.360 --> 00:55:16.079
<v Speaker 1>before I pushed the throttle, everything still, smoke still rising

1024
00:55:16.079 --> 00:55:19.039
<v Speaker 1>from the stove. I'd banked it but not killed it.

1025
00:55:19.840 --> 00:55:22.320
<v Speaker 1>The marks in the snow around the cabin visible even

1026
00:55:22.360 --> 00:55:25.320
<v Speaker 1>from the ground, that ring of disturbance that told the

1027
00:55:25.360 --> 00:55:27.960
<v Speaker 1>whole story of the night to anyone who knew how

1028
00:55:27.960 --> 00:55:30.840
<v Speaker 1>to read it. I pushed the throttle and lifted off

1029
00:55:30.840 --> 00:55:34.239
<v Speaker 1>and climbed out to the southeast. Once I had altitude,

1030
00:55:34.280 --> 00:55:36.519
<v Speaker 1>I banked left and came back over the cabin once

1031
00:55:36.559 --> 00:55:39.880
<v Speaker 1>before turning south for Dawson. I looked down at it

1032
00:55:40.039 --> 00:55:43.199
<v Speaker 1>getting small beneath me, the rectangle of the cabin in

1033
00:55:43.239 --> 00:55:46.559
<v Speaker 1>the clearing, the strip of the meadow, the black timber

1034
00:55:46.639 --> 00:55:49.440
<v Speaker 1>on all sides, and I felt something I've tried to

1035
00:55:49.480 --> 00:55:52.480
<v Speaker 1>describe to my wife more than once, without ever quite

1036
00:55:52.599 --> 00:55:56.360
<v Speaker 1>finding the right words. Grief for something i'd built and

1037
00:55:56.519 --> 00:56:01.599
<v Speaker 1>was leaving, relief so profound it felt phizzic, and underneath

1038
00:56:01.599 --> 00:56:05.480
<v Speaker 1>both of those something harder and colder, a knowledge about

1039
00:56:05.480 --> 00:56:07.719
<v Speaker 1>the world that I hadn't had when I'd flown in

1040
00:56:07.760 --> 00:56:11.519
<v Speaker 1>five weeks and some days earlier, about what's out there

1041
00:56:11.559 --> 00:56:14.719
<v Speaker 1>in the deep wild country, about what it's capable of

1042
00:56:15.519 --> 00:56:18.400
<v Speaker 1>about what it's willing to do when it decides something

1043
00:56:18.440 --> 00:56:21.400
<v Speaker 1>needs to be done. I sold the cabin that winter,

1044
00:56:21.920 --> 00:56:24.039
<v Speaker 1>found a buyer through a man I knew in Dawson,

1045
00:56:24.079 --> 00:56:27.559
<v Speaker 1>who brokeered that kind of deal. I disclosed what had happened,

1046
00:56:28.039 --> 00:56:30.719
<v Speaker 1>told him about the tracks, the damage to the walls,

1047
00:56:31.239 --> 00:56:33.800
<v Speaker 1>all of it. He bought it anyway because he'd been

1048
00:56:33.880 --> 00:56:36.639
<v Speaker 1>drinking when I told him and decided I was embellishing,

1049
00:56:37.079 --> 00:56:39.960
<v Speaker 1>which was his choice to make. I hope whatever he

1050
00:56:40.000 --> 00:56:42.719
<v Speaker 1>found up there was easier than what I found. I

1051
00:56:42.800 --> 00:56:46.280
<v Speaker 1>genuinely do. The following spring, I went to work on

1052
00:56:46.320 --> 00:56:48.639
<v Speaker 1>a crab boat out of Dutch Harbor in the Bearing Sea,

1053
00:56:49.199 --> 00:56:52.480
<v Speaker 1>and I worked that job for eleven years. People who've

1054
00:56:52.480 --> 00:56:54.760
<v Speaker 1>never done it always want to talk about how dangerous

1055
00:56:54.760 --> 00:56:57.119
<v Speaker 1>it is, and they're right it is.

1056
00:56:57.840 --> 00:56:58.440
<v Speaker 2>It's one of the.

1057
00:56:58.360 --> 00:57:01.360
<v Speaker 1>Most genuinely dangerous ways to make a living that exists

1058
00:57:01.400 --> 00:57:04.840
<v Speaker 1>in the modern world. I've seen men hurt badly out there,

1059
00:57:05.079 --> 00:57:07.039
<v Speaker 1>and I've been present when men went into the water

1060
00:57:07.079 --> 00:57:10.920
<v Speaker 1>and didn't come back. I'm not dismissing that danger, but

1061
00:57:11.000 --> 00:57:12.679
<v Speaker 1>I'll tell you what I told my wife when she

1062
00:57:12.800 --> 00:57:14.880
<v Speaker 1>asked me why I was going from trapping in the

1063
00:57:14.960 --> 00:57:18.440
<v Speaker 1>Yukon to crabbing in the bearing sea, which seemed to

1064
00:57:18.440 --> 00:57:21.920
<v Speaker 1>her like a lateral move at best. I said, the

1065
00:57:21.960 --> 00:57:25.159
<v Speaker 1>sea doesn't think. The sea doesn't follow you through the timber.

1066
00:57:25.719 --> 00:57:28.159
<v Speaker 1>The sea doesn't stand outside your door in the dark

1067
00:57:28.400 --> 00:57:31.039
<v Speaker 1>and breathe against the gap at the bottom learning you.

1068
00:57:31.880 --> 00:57:34.880
<v Speaker 1>The sea doesn't coordinate. The sea doesn't take your tires

1069
00:57:34.880 --> 00:57:37.519
<v Speaker 1>apart while you're following a blood trail into the woods.

1070
00:57:38.280 --> 00:57:41.400
<v Speaker 1>The sea is dangerous the way gravity is dangerous. It

1071
00:57:41.400 --> 00:57:44.159
<v Speaker 1>doesn't have a position on you. It's just the sea.

1072
00:57:45.199 --> 00:57:47.920
<v Speaker 1>What was in that Yukon timber had a position on me.

1073
00:57:48.760 --> 00:57:51.679
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what that position was or why it started,

1074
00:57:52.000 --> 00:57:54.320
<v Speaker 1>whether I'd set my first trap in the wrong place,

1075
00:57:54.719 --> 00:57:57.159
<v Speaker 1>or made camp in the wrong drainage, or done something

1076
00:57:57.199 --> 00:57:59.719
<v Speaker 1>in those first days that set off a sequence I

1077
00:57:59.760 --> 00:58:03.159
<v Speaker 1>never fully understood. But it had a position on me,

1078
00:58:03.519 --> 00:58:07.199
<v Speaker 1>and it escalated that position in a consistent and logical direction,

1079
00:58:07.800 --> 00:58:10.000
<v Speaker 1>and when I shot at it, it came back and

1080
00:58:10.039 --> 00:58:14.280
<v Speaker 1>destroyed my exit. That's not gravity. That's something else entirely,

1081
00:58:14.960 --> 00:58:17.800
<v Speaker 1>And whatever that something else is, I'd rather take my

1082
00:58:17.920 --> 00:58:20.639
<v Speaker 1>chances with thirty foot seas and a crab pot Wench

1083
00:58:20.880 --> 00:58:23.559
<v Speaker 1>than go back to it. I've been listening to your

1084
00:58:23.559 --> 00:58:25.679
<v Speaker 1>show for a few years now, and I listened to

1085
00:58:25.719 --> 00:58:29.599
<v Speaker 1>Backwood's big Foot stories too, and when Fred from Alaska talks,

1086
00:58:29.639 --> 00:58:32.920
<v Speaker 1>I always pay close attention. He said things on your

1087
00:58:32.920 --> 00:58:36.440
<v Speaker 1>show that line up exactly with what I experienced about

1088
00:58:36.440 --> 00:58:39.719
<v Speaker 1>the temperament of these things in the northern Bush, about

1089
00:58:39.719 --> 00:58:42.960
<v Speaker 1>the way they escalate, about the intelligence behind it.

1090
00:58:43.440 --> 00:58:43.960
<v Speaker 2>He's right.

1091
00:58:44.480 --> 00:58:46.079
<v Speaker 1>I want to put my name, or at least my

1092
00:58:46.119 --> 00:58:49.719
<v Speaker 1>first name, on that confirmation, because I think it matters

1093
00:58:49.719 --> 00:58:52.559
<v Speaker 1>that more than one person is saying it. I hear

1094
00:58:52.599 --> 00:58:56.199
<v Speaker 1>some researchers talk about Sasquatch as if they're fundamentally benign,

1095
00:58:56.719 --> 00:58:59.639
<v Speaker 1>as if any danger is overstated or is a reaction

1096
00:58:59.719 --> 00:59:02.840
<v Speaker 1>to avocation that could have been avoided with better behavior

1097
00:59:02.960 --> 00:59:05.719
<v Speaker 1>on the part of the human. Maybe in some cases

1098
00:59:05.760 --> 00:59:08.519
<v Speaker 1>that's true. I can't speak to what happens in the

1099
00:59:08.559 --> 00:59:12.119
<v Speaker 1>Cascades or the Blue Mountains or the Ozarks. I can

1100
00:59:12.159 --> 00:59:14.159
<v Speaker 1>only speak to what happened to me in the Yukon,

1101
00:59:14.679 --> 00:59:17.079
<v Speaker 1>And what happened to me wasn't a matter of provocation.

1102
00:59:17.840 --> 00:59:20.679
<v Speaker 1>I hadn't done anything to these animals before that first

1103
00:59:20.840 --> 00:59:23.119
<v Speaker 1>rock landed six feet from me on the twenty third

1104
00:59:23.119 --> 00:59:26.840
<v Speaker 1>of October. I'd been in that country three weeks, running

1105
00:59:26.840 --> 00:59:29.639
<v Speaker 1>my line, staying in my cabin, doing what I'd been

1106
00:59:29.679 --> 00:59:32.800
<v Speaker 1>doing out there for years, without any indication anything like

1107
00:59:32.840 --> 00:59:36.480
<v Speaker 1>this was present. They were there when I arrived. The

1108
00:59:36.559 --> 00:59:38.800
<v Speaker 1>tracks on the fifth of October were from something that

1109
00:59:38.920 --> 00:59:41.559
<v Speaker 1>had already been watching long enough to know my route.

1110
00:59:41.920 --> 00:59:45.039
<v Speaker 1>They came to me. That's what I need people to understand.

1111
00:59:45.360 --> 00:59:47.400
<v Speaker 1>I didn't go looking for them, and I didn't push

1112
00:59:47.400 --> 00:59:50.920
<v Speaker 1>into their territory in any new way. They assessed me.

1113
00:59:51.440 --> 00:59:54.320
<v Speaker 1>They tested me with the rock throwing, and when I stayed,

1114
00:59:54.480 --> 00:59:55.280
<v Speaker 1>they escalated.

1115
00:59:56.039 --> 00:59:59.079
<v Speaker 2>There was a logic to it. Whatever that logic was.

1116
00:59:59.320 --> 01:00:01.719
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't one I I could negotiate with, and it

1117
01:00:01.760 --> 01:00:04.440
<v Speaker 1>wasn't one that had any interest in my preferences or

1118
01:00:04.440 --> 01:00:08.000
<v Speaker 1>my needs or my family's winter income. And I want

1119
01:00:08.000 --> 01:00:10.559
<v Speaker 1>to say something about the intelligence, because that's the part

1120
01:00:10.559 --> 01:00:13.519
<v Speaker 1>I think gets soft pedaled the most in the popular

1121
01:00:13.559 --> 01:00:17.159
<v Speaker 1>discussion of these animals. What I encountered in the Yukon

1122
01:00:17.400 --> 01:00:20.199
<v Speaker 1>was not smart the way a dog is smart or

1123
01:00:20.239 --> 01:00:24.239
<v Speaker 1>a bear is smart. It was in a different category entirely.

1124
01:00:25.039 --> 01:00:27.519
<v Speaker 1>It worked my trap line in a way that suggested

1125
01:00:27.559 --> 01:00:31.039
<v Speaker 1>familiarity with the whole system, not just the traps. It

1126
01:00:31.039 --> 01:00:34.159
<v Speaker 1>had already found. It figured out how to depress a

1127
01:00:34.199 --> 01:00:38.480
<v Speaker 1>trappan without getting caught. It coordinated a multi point assault

1128
01:00:38.559 --> 01:00:41.599
<v Speaker 1>on my cabin with at least three animals working in concert,

1129
01:00:42.159 --> 01:00:44.960
<v Speaker 1>and it identified my plane as the critical point of

1130
01:00:44.960 --> 01:00:48.679
<v Speaker 1>my access to the outside world and targeted it specifically

1131
01:00:48.719 --> 01:00:52.559
<v Speaker 1>while I was otherwise occupied. That last one, especially, is

1132
01:00:52.559 --> 01:00:55.519
<v Speaker 1>what I keep coming back to. It waited until I

1133
01:00:55.559 --> 01:00:58.480
<v Speaker 1>was following the blood trail to the northeast, and while

1134
01:00:58.480 --> 01:01:00.880
<v Speaker 1>I was doing that, something else else was at the plane.

1135
01:01:01.480 --> 01:01:05.840
<v Speaker 1>That's not coincidence, and it's not instinct. That's planning. I've

1136
01:01:05.840 --> 01:01:08.840
<v Speaker 1>heard the Sierra Sounds recording many times now, and every

1137
01:01:08.840 --> 01:01:11.280
<v Speaker 1>time it takes me back to that October night when

1138
01:01:11.320 --> 01:01:13.360
<v Speaker 1>I laid in my bunk and listened to forty three

1139
01:01:13.440 --> 01:01:15.559
<v Speaker 1>minutes of two of them talking in the timber east

1140
01:01:15.639 --> 01:01:18.119
<v Speaker 1>of the cabin. I don't know what they were saying.

1141
01:01:18.519 --> 01:01:21.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't think anyone does yet, or if someone does,

1142
01:01:21.360 --> 01:01:23.920
<v Speaker 1>they haven't said so in a way that's reached me.

1143
01:01:24.599 --> 01:01:27.719
<v Speaker 1>But they were saying something. The structure is there, the

1144
01:01:27.880 --> 01:01:30.320
<v Speaker 1>organization is there, the back and forth of it is there.

1145
01:01:30.880 --> 01:01:34.239
<v Speaker 1>Whatever is making those sounds is doing it deliberately and

1146
01:01:34.320 --> 01:01:37.880
<v Speaker 1>doing it with content. That's something I believe as firmly

1147
01:01:37.880 --> 01:01:40.800
<v Speaker 1>as I believe anything. If you're going to spend time

1148
01:01:40.840 --> 01:01:43.840
<v Speaker 1>in remote country in the Northern Rockies, in the Yukon,

1149
01:01:44.280 --> 01:01:48.239
<v Speaker 1>in Alaska, in the deep timber, anywhere in the Pacific Northwest,

1150
01:01:48.679 --> 01:01:51.320
<v Speaker 1>I want you to take this seriously. Not in a

1151
01:01:51.360 --> 01:01:54.960
<v Speaker 1>way that paralyzes you, because wild country is worth going into,

1152
01:01:55.559 --> 01:01:58.000
<v Speaker 1>and I'd never tell someone to stay home out of fear,

1153
01:01:58.760 --> 01:02:00.840
<v Speaker 1>but in a way that makes you honest with yourself

1154
01:02:00.880 --> 01:02:03.119
<v Speaker 1>about what might be out there and what it might

1155
01:02:03.159 --> 01:02:06.840
<v Speaker 1>decide about you. Pay attention to the things that aren't there,

1156
01:02:07.440 --> 01:02:10.360
<v Speaker 1>the birds that go quiet, the game that moves out

1157
01:02:10.360 --> 01:02:13.480
<v Speaker 1>of an area for no visible reason, that sense of

1158
01:02:13.519 --> 01:02:16.679
<v Speaker 1>being watched that your body registers before your mind does.

1159
01:02:17.519 --> 01:02:21.119
<v Speaker 1>Pay attention to large tracks on creep gravel bars, Pay

1160
01:02:21.159 --> 01:02:24.400
<v Speaker 1>attention to your animals if you're trapping or working stock

1161
01:02:24.480 --> 01:02:27.840
<v Speaker 1>in remote areas. Pay attention to sounds you don't have

1162
01:02:27.920 --> 01:02:30.559
<v Speaker 1>a name for. And if a rock the size of

1163
01:02:30.599 --> 01:02:32.719
<v Speaker 1>a golf ball lands six feet from you in the

1164
01:02:32.760 --> 01:02:36.199
<v Speaker 1>timber with no visible source, think carefully about what that

1165
01:02:36.280 --> 01:02:40.119
<v Speaker 1>means before you decide to stay. I'm seventy eight years old,

1166
01:02:40.159 --> 01:02:42.440
<v Speaker 1>and I live in a proper town now, and I'm

1167
01:02:42.440 --> 01:02:44.559
<v Speaker 1>as far from the Yukon as I've been at any

1168
01:02:44.599 --> 01:02:48.440
<v Speaker 1>point in my adult life. I don't miss the Klondike trapping.

1169
01:02:49.000 --> 01:02:51.880
<v Speaker 1>Not because I don't love that country, because I do

1170
01:02:52.280 --> 01:02:55.880
<v Speaker 1>and I always will, but because that particular chapter closed

1171
01:02:55.920 --> 01:02:58.239
<v Speaker 1>in a way I haven't been able to reopen in

1172
01:02:58.280 --> 01:03:01.159
<v Speaker 1>my mind. It belonged longs to what happened to it,

1173
01:03:01.559 --> 01:03:05.199
<v Speaker 1>to those two months and what they produced. Some things

1174
01:03:05.239 --> 01:03:08.039
<v Speaker 1>close and don't reopen, and that's all right. But I'm

1175
01:03:08.079 --> 01:03:10.639
<v Speaker 1>glad I found your shows, and I'm glad Fred from

1176
01:03:10.719 --> 01:03:13.880
<v Speaker 1>Alaska keeps talking, and I'm glad some people out there

1177
01:03:13.880 --> 01:03:17.199
<v Speaker 1>are taking this seriously and saying out loud what needs

1178
01:03:17.239 --> 01:03:20.320
<v Speaker 1>to be said. These things are real, they are in

1179
01:03:20.360 --> 01:03:23.880
<v Speaker 1>places where people go. They're not what the friendly Giant

1180
01:03:24.000 --> 01:03:26.960
<v Speaker 1>narrative says they are, or at least they aren't only that,

1181
01:03:27.679 --> 01:03:30.039
<v Speaker 1>and the version that lives in the deep northern Bush

1182
01:03:30.079 --> 01:03:33.119
<v Speaker 1>deserves to be understood on its own terms, without the

1183
01:03:33.159 --> 01:03:36.320
<v Speaker 1>softening that makes the topic more comfortable for polite company.

1184
01:03:37.039 --> 01:03:39.519
<v Speaker 1>Be careful out there, all of you who go into

1185
01:03:39.559 --> 01:03:42.280
<v Speaker 1>the deep country. I mean that with everything I've got.

1186
01:03:43.159 --> 01:04:42.000
<v Speaker 3>John di

1187
01:06:58.639 --> 01:07:05.800
<v Speaker 1>Usha Pat
