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<v Speaker 1>You're listening to. Sorry for asking, Sorry for asking. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Cole Connor and I'm Adam Ramsey. This is where we talk, shop,

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<v Speaker 1>ask questions.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell stories, and laugh some laughs about being creators as well.

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<v Speaker 1>As consumers of adult content. We love watching too, we

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<v Speaker 1>certainly do.

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<v Speaker 2>We also discuss the impact adult films have had on us,

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<v Speaker 2>on our guests, and on the LGBTQ community.

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<v Speaker 1>So strap on and strap in and here we go.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back, everybody. Just sorry for asking. What's up. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Cole Connor and I'm Adam Ramsey. How's it going. How

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<v Speaker 1>are you cool? I'm doing Wow? Are you yeah? Good?

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<v Speaker 1>You look well? I love that color on you.

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<v Speaker 2>I've won the shirt of the show, have you yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I'd like that. Trying to keep it like solids, like

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<v Speaker 2>a solid person.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a solid person. You're a solid color.

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<v Speaker 3>When I heard, I'm just kidding, I'm kidding. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm in the middle of a very busy season.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm excited.

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<v Speaker 2>We're like, oh, we just had your show. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>you're a nut show. You're your party. I loved it.

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<v Speaker 2>I went there with the intention to like I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I just want to dance, like which I'd never say

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<v Speaker 2>when I go out like, I'm not that person. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't even I don't even really feel like I might.

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<v Speaker 2>I might skip the dark room and like not even

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<v Speaker 2>really partake.

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<v Speaker 1>Immediately.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, so I get there and I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 2>go into the I'm like dance floor. Yeah, I say

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<v Speaker 2>hi to you, and then I go to the dance

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<v Speaker 2>floor immediately meet someone that I'm like talking and dancing

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<v Speaker 2>with and we're like chatty and then we're like, let's

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<v Speaker 2>go upstairs. I ended up And I'm not really somebody

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<v Speaker 2>that pairs up. It's somebody like right away and sticks

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<v Speaker 2>with them all night.

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<v Speaker 3>But that's what you did, and I did. Well, hold on,

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<v Speaker 3>we're gonna get into this. But you know you might

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<v Speaker 3>have heard another voice. Uh, We've got a guess this time.

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<v Speaker 3>You guys, please welcome our friend James, also known as

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<v Speaker 3>Inked Pig.

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<v Speaker 1>Hi, James, Hi, Welcome to the show. Thank you for

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<v Speaker 1>having me.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, my name is Adam on this show. That doesn't matter,

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<v Speaker 3>I really don't. But yeah, how's it going? One letter

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<v Speaker 3>a porn?

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<v Speaker 1>Porn? You're Adam and porn? Yeah? Did you not know that?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, I forget see. This is how you know

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<v Speaker 1>I have real friends on our.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like on the Adam Rand you could have been

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<v Speaker 2>m Ramsey.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Talk about a humbling moment right on air.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, I've been in this industry twelve years, James can't. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>blame your brain injury. Yeah, sure, do it? Okay, all right?

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<v Speaker 3>Do you actually do that a lot?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's kind of true. I mean, I just guess

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<v Speaker 3>it is kind of true. I had two brains. I

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<v Speaker 3>flat lined twice. We thought you were going to die everyone, dude.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, wait, I need to hear about this. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. You don't know about it was like over

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<v Speaker 1>the internet.

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<v Speaker 3>It was before he became a big internet star. Maybe

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<v Speaker 3>that's what led to it. Maybe your brain injury is

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<v Speaker 3>what led to show mythole too so deeply that you

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<v Speaker 3>were like, I'm going to be the nastiest, gnarliest porn

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<v Speaker 3>star ever.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. A pill A pig, A pig, A pig yeah

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<v Speaker 1>in the ink pig. Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, let's talk about your name a little bit. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>because we were asking you before we came on how

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<v Speaker 2>to refer to you, and we're like, and which also

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<v Speaker 2>the same thing because you did my last improv show

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<v Speaker 2>at UCB and I was like, what do I how

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<v Speaker 2>do I introduce you when you come out?

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<v Speaker 1>How did you introduce him as Jimmy Ink? Jimmy Ink? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Really yeah, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Yah, I know, like I'm I'm also like I I

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<v Speaker 2>don't remember everything from those shows, like I'm not like

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<v Speaker 2>blacked out going out there to perform, but.

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<v Speaker 1>But you can get for me, it was not a

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<v Speaker 1>flow state. It was a panic state totally. So I

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<v Speaker 1>was just like, just get through this, don't fuck it

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<v Speaker 1>up too bad, like move it along. So that's why

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<v Speaker 1>I think I don't remember.

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<v Speaker 3>For those at home, if you don't remember, we're talking

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<v Speaker 3>about Porn without the Porn, which is Cole's improv show

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<v Speaker 3>that he does occasionally.

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<v Speaker 1>Next November November twenty. But yeah, and James was on it.

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<v Speaker 2>He was on it, and I knew he was really nervous.

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<v Speaker 1>Ass, but he did it and I was like, I

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<v Speaker 1>have like stage. Yeah, was there a favorite moment? Again,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't really remember a whole lot. I will say,

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<v Speaker 1>like Drew Droje, how do we love that? Yeah? It

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<v Speaker 1>was so good like he whenever he'd come in, I

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<v Speaker 1>felt safe, like I felt like, all right, he's funny,

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<v Speaker 1>he'll guide me a little bit professional. I'm glad I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't humiliate myself. Like when I left my friends they came,

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<v Speaker 1>We're like, look you were, They said, I was only

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<v Speaker 1>second to you of the.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, I feel like I didn't do that well. I

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<v Speaker 2>mean who did? Yeah, but who did.

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<v Speaker 1>Which one of us?

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<v Speaker 2>No?

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<v Speaker 1>I was no.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean it's it's hard to remember those after it

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<v Speaker 2>because you're just like kind of relieved when it's over,

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<v Speaker 2>like you're having fun. I mean, we had Rachel and Drew,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's like sometimes you feel a little overwhelmed because

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<v Speaker 2>they're fast and you're like trying to keep up and

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<v Speaker 2>just trying to stay engaged in the scene when you're

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<v Speaker 2>like they're talking to you and you're trying to like

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<v Speaker 2>make just you know, it looks better than it feels

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<v Speaker 2>some much.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't watch it. They sent the YouTube, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, you don't have to watch your own improv shows.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, as long as it doesn't come grinding to

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<v Speaker 3>a halt, you guys are doing fine. Just got to

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<v Speaker 3>keep things moving good for you.

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<v Speaker 1>When he asked me, I was just like, fuck it,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna fucking try. Yeah, I scared my whole life

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<v Speaker 1>terrified of microphones.

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<v Speaker 3>Well look at you now you podcast microphone U this

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<v Speaker 3>is your first podcast?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh wow, well welcome, thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, we were talking about your name right once

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<v Speaker 3>you made this foray into adult films.

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<v Speaker 1>So okay, it's an interesting story. I you know, because

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<v Speaker 1>of my accident, I had a lot of medical debt. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I kept posting on Instagram like I need a lawyer

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<v Speaker 1>to file bankruptcy, I need something, I need a pro bono.

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<v Speaker 1>And this guy kept responding and being like you should

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<v Speaker 1>do only fans and I was like, like doing only

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<v Speaker 1>fans and he was like, look, I'll set up your Twitter,

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<v Speaker 1>just send me a few kind of like quick videos

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<v Speaker 1>jerk off and he named me, and I was so

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<v Speaker 1>passive about it. I was just like, whatever happens at

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<v Speaker 1>this point, I will give a fuck.

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<v Speaker 2>He named you the the Yeah okay, and You're just

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<v Speaker 2>like okay.

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<v Speaker 1>Honestly, yeah, it was just so fuck it about everything.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh because like, yeah, like I said, I'm I was

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<v Speaker 1>pretty camera shy. I didn't take a lot of selfies

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<v Speaker 1>anything like that self promotion I hate. Yeah, I've obviously

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<v Speaker 1>come come around to it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but you've obviously come yeah, come well, I mean

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<v Speaker 2>once you see the dollar signs, you kind of see

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<v Speaker 2>it's like it's kind of nice, like, oh, okay, well

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<v Speaker 2>this is gonna follow the money and things kind of

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<v Speaker 2>start happening.

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<v Speaker 3>But I mean it's also like interesting we talk about

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<v Speaker 3>this in these latest episodes as well, that like people

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<v Speaker 3>are kind of veering away from just like the standard

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<v Speaker 3>first name, last name, you know, like it's a brand

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<v Speaker 3>which pig like that is a brand that you've adopted.

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<v Speaker 1>I think the the part fucks me up more than anything,

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<v Speaker 1>is that right? Yeah? It just feels so sort of

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm the only one, Like I'm the only tattooed slut.

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<v Speaker 1>I just realized your shirt has a pig on it.

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<v Speaker 1>What does it say? I don't do mornings, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>do more. I need that. Have you always been a pig? See?

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<v Speaker 1>That's funny because like, am I really that piggy? Like?

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<v Speaker 1>So I get fever about it online sometimes about like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, like you're not that piggy, And I'm like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>what is what I feel? Like? What is what is

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<v Speaker 1>the definition? What defined fine? I mean, like from what

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<v Speaker 1>I understand in the in the Zeitgeist it's like kind

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<v Speaker 1>of uninhibited and maybe very willing to willing period. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't particularly like piss. I don't. I'm definitely not

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<v Speaker 1>getting involved with ship. Uh. You know, I just fucked

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<v Speaker 1>like an animal. I think like a pig. Sure.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but like you know, there are people like I

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<v Speaker 3>got a fucking crazy message on Twitter recently that was

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<v Speaker 3>this guy had to have been on the pipe.

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<v Speaker 1>He was just like, he was like, you're not inked.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm inched and sent all these pictures and like really,

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like, girl.

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<v Speaker 3>Really, h Yeah, that was his thing, is like you're

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<v Speaker 3>not inked enough to be called inked. That's very silly.

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<v Speaker 3>Plus you are also a tattoo artist. Yeah, how long

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<v Speaker 3>have you been doing that? Since I got sober? Probably

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<v Speaker 3>ten years.

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<v Speaker 1>You got sober and then you became an attestook. I

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<v Speaker 1>was a club promoter for a really long time, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>and once I got sober, I kept trying to keep promoting,

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<v Speaker 1>keep hosting, and it wasn't working. Well, let's go back.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm very I mean, like, this is a really good

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<v Speaker 3>excuse to just get to know you better.

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<v Speaker 1>Mister. Where did you grow up? Where were you born? Like?

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<v Speaker 3>Were we raised I was born in the Bronx. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>we moved around a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to probably i've counted, it's somewhere between nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>and twenty two schools. What did your parents do well?

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<v Speaker 1>My mom had me in nineteen so and my father

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<v Speaker 1>was a convict. He was pretty much in prison most

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<v Speaker 1>of my childhood. She was eventually a paramedic. So we

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<v Speaker 1>moved a lot. So I was. I was always new,

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<v Speaker 1>mostly around the boroughs, a little bit in like Westchester.

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<v Speaker 1>I lived way upstate, well not way up state, but

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit further upstate for a year when I

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<v Speaker 1>kept running away to move with my uncle Westchester. I

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<v Speaker 1>always think when I hear Westchester, do you like it?

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<v Speaker 1>A few from Westchester? Like, like you like ass pussy?

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<v Speaker 3>It's like it was like YouTube thing now you were

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<v Speaker 3>thinking anyway, who's the pig now?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Sorry, I really startled you there. I was pussy.

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<v Speaker 1>We were talking about Massachusetts mass pussy.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, Hey, what was it like growing up in that

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<v Speaker 3>environment and like being.

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<v Speaker 1>But why did you move away?

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<v Speaker 1>Why did you move around? My mom she just was

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<v Speaker 1>except my little sister. I just kind of she's still

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<v Speaker 1>do you know you were gay? Early on? They were

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<v Speaker 1>all telling me. They were all telling you, oh, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>dancer when I was little, and they shamed the ship

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<v Speaker 3>It's like, yeah, that's horrible.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just how they were, you know, like not

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<v Speaker 1>my mother really, but they'red the men definitely, and some

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<v Speaker 1>And you got out of there and did what what happened?

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<v Speaker 1>I was bad in school, Like once high school started,

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<v Speaker 1>done being bullied, and I became bad. I was bad,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. I started doing drugs. I started going to

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<v Speaker 1>fucking raves. Hate that music, but raves. And then yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's why I was going for the drugs entirely. Uh.

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<v Speaker 3>And then I went to art school. I went to

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<v Speaker 3>Pratt Art School. Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>Then I started to realize I was unlikely to make

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<v Speaker 1>The one person at school that I told I was gay,

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<v Speaker 1>very open sexually. He was an outcast for sure. He

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<v Speaker 1>spikes everywhere. I called him Buttercup because I thought it

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<v Speaker 1>And he was shooting dope one night in the dorms

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<v Speaker 1>point for me. I was just like, fuck, these people,

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<v Speaker 1>fuck my fucking straight friends. Why am I hiding anymore?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm done? And was he a supportive friend? Yeah, that's

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<v Speaker 1>my Oh right, I missed that. Yeah, he was great.

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<v Speaker 1>He was the only person I told and he was

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<v Speaker 1>just like so cool about it and didn't give a fuck.

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<v Speaker 1>There was no real discussion about it. It wasn't like

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<v Speaker 1>honey meal whatever. He was just very like, al right, cool.

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<v Speaker 1>And then we'd continue smoking weed and laughing and making arts.

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<v Speaker 1>Did he ever dom you?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, so you lost Buttercup, and then you moved and.

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<v Speaker 1>Then I yeah, right, So then I was promoting for

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<v Speaker 1>Dike parties, which sort of the only spaces I felt

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<v Speaker 1>comfortable in that point. Gaze for queer spaces, and I

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<v Speaker 1>loved New York. Dike parties were so fun back then,

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<v Speaker 1>they were so cool. There was one, there was Click Club,

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<v Speaker 1>there was Mad Clams, such good names, such good fucking parties.

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<v Speaker 1>They were so much fun. Wait, let's unpack this a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit.

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<v Speaker 3>Why do you think you were more comfortable in lesbian spaces.

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<v Speaker 1>I kind of think my sensibilities and yeah, aesthetics are

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<v Speaker 1>pretty diky more than they.

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<v Speaker 3>Are, you know what, now that you're mentioning it, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I agree, because I've.

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<v Speaker 1>Ever seen I've never seen it before, but now yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I have a gay sister who's four years older

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<v Speaker 3>than me, and she would kind of take me around

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<v Speaker 3>to like the places she was hanging out, and I

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<v Speaker 3>ended up being roommates with a couple of her friends

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<v Speaker 3>who basically were female versions of you.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, yeah, now that I'm looking at it, yeah, okay, cool. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>dykes are great. I love Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, So you were kind of like the boy that

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<v Speaker 3>hung out at the dyke club.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and you know it was great because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like fags would come around. It wasn't the sex was

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<v Speaker 1>not the goal in the room. It was like a party,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I'd get leads sometimes because a hot man

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<v Speaker 1>would come around. I didn't feel that same pressure.

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<v Speaker 3>I see. Were you watching porn? Oh yeah, have you

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<v Speaker 3>always watched porn?

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<v Speaker 1>I junior high school. Yes. I would go to this

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<v Speaker 1>news stand at a subway very early in the morning,

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<v Speaker 1>and I would steal the shipments, the stacks of porno magagazis,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I would keep them in this like you

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<v Speaker 1>know those plastic storage bins. I would keep them in

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<v Speaker 1>this empty lot, and then I would sell them to

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<v Speaker 1>the neighborhood kids. I would also go down to Times

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<v Speaker 1>Square by myself early teens and buy tapes. Wow, what

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<v Speaker 1>the true Bronze til Yeah kind of around what years were.

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<v Speaker 3>That, early mid nineties? But Time Square was still porn porn? Yeah, yeah, Wow,

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my gosh, I love this. So you were were

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<v Speaker 3>they like straight straight magazines?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes? The ones I was selling were straight. I never

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<v Speaker 1>had any gay magazines. No, me, neither. Event age group.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you like kind of like around forty you are? Okay?

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, So I guess you were like just you know,

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<v Speaker 3>a teenager when the Internet was just coming to be

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<v Speaker 3>and it was yeah, it was not enough, it was

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<v Speaker 3>not enough porn.

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<v Speaker 1>Were you meaning off to JPEGs. I was. It was

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<v Speaker 1>all I had. They were like these fake pictures of

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<v Speaker 1>and that's what ship.

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<v Speaker 3>I know.

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<v Speaker 1>HD changed it for me though, too, because h I

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<v Speaker 1>need video.

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<v Speaker 3>Well you, but how would you be then under? Until

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<v Speaker 3>he told me everything in the square they didn't blink now.

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<v Speaker 2>But I could rent movies when I was in high

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<v Speaker 2>school using my friend's account who was eighteen, because they

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<v Speaker 2>were and I would just tell them, give him his name,

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<v Speaker 2>give them his.

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<v Speaker 1>Name, and I could go in the background. Jeez, I

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<v Speaker 1>was way I was way more sheltered than both of you.

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<v Speaker 3>Apparently I had to like find these videos in like

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<v Speaker 3>my cousin's closet.

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<v Speaker 1>Who was.

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<v Speaker 3>I grew up in suburban LA, but I was like

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<v Speaker 3>a teenager in the nineties. I didn't see gay porn

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<v Speaker 3>until I was an adult.

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<v Speaker 1>Probably.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't even know how I would have found it

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<v Speaker 3>until like the internet, Yeah, the internet started.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, beefing up it's porns.

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<v Speaker 2>Is there something that you liked that you that you

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<v Speaker 2>were drawn to, like in like a position or an act,

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<v Speaker 2>or like something about it.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, when I was young, I only liked vintage

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<v Speaker 1>porn because I didn't like condoms. I didn't want to

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<v Speaker 1>watch condoms, so I would watch. Yeah, even as a

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<v Speaker 1>young person, you knew that you were like not into that. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know why. It just looked like bullshit. It

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<v Speaker 1>still feel that way. Yeah, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't I don't remember watching a lot of condom

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<v Speaker 3>and it was only condoms for a while. Yeah, but

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like I would. I went back to the times.

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<v Speaker 1>Kip Knowle was the porno star that we're going to

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<v Speaker 1>be looking at up. Yes, yeah, you know he's like

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<v Speaker 1>surfer boy, like curly blonde hair, like cruise socks to

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<v Speaker 1>hear with the stripes, that whole ship. Wow, is that

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<v Speaker 1>an aesthetic that you still find pleasant today? Pleasant? Sure?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to fuck that though. Okay, what kind

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<v Speaker 1>of what kind of guys are you drawn to? It's

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<v Speaker 1>like guys that look just like me? No, No, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean you've seen you've seen the videos. I run the gamut.

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<v Speaker 1>I like a lot of different types.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but just because you're making videos doesn't mean you're

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<v Speaker 2>into everybody that you're in a Yeah, i'd say I'm into.

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<v Speaker 3>Well that's actually a good question, though, I mean we're

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<v Speaker 3>going to get into the journey of you getting into

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<v Speaker 3>content creation in the first place, but because we brought

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<v Speaker 3>it up first of all, how often do you film content?

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<v Speaker 1>I was just telling him Cole, Yeah, that's my name,

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<v Speaker 1>But I don't know where we're at here. I was

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<v Speaker 1>telling him, I'm trying to shoot more because I want

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<v Speaker 1>to bank. Yeah, so that if I you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, get fat, depressed, break an ankle. Sure, So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm typically one a week ideally too. And when you film,

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<v Speaker 1>is it usually with people?

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<v Speaker 3>You know?

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<v Speaker 1>People you are are into people? Or what I have

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<v Speaker 1>come to now is that I want to focus more

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<v Speaker 1>on repeats and people I already know because of the

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<v Speaker 1>crap shoot, you know, like you don't always know what

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<v Speaker 1>you're walking into, yes, and whether there's gonna be any

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<v Speaker 1>chemistry or just like just distaste. You know. Absolutely.

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<v Speaker 2>As performers in the adult industry, we get asked all

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<v Speaker 2>the time about tips on how to perform like a

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<v Speaker 2>porn star and.

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<v Speaker 1>What says porn star more than a big load? Right?

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<v Speaker 3>Cool?

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<v Speaker 1>So you had this injury which was from a biking accident. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I was on my bicycle. I was coming home from

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<v Speaker 1>the gym. It was my second time on a bicycle

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<v Speaker 1>in New York, in La rather and I I don't

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<v Speaker 1>remember any of it, but I raised my left hand.

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<v Speaker 1>So there was two cameras.

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<v Speaker 3>The only two cameras that caught any of this were

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<v Speaker 1>Thank god for scientologists. They fucking caught nothing useful. They

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<v Speaker 1>caught me signaling that I was going to take a

426
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<v Speaker 1>left and then going over my handlebars. So but then

427
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<v Speaker 1>I texted my ex boyfriend from the ambulance because I

428
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<v Speaker 1>was on my way to meet him, that I got

429
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<v Speaker 1>hit by a car. Yeah, I think. I don't know

430
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<v Speaker 1>if I've fabricated this at this point, but I think

431
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<v Speaker 1>I was kind of side swiped and it threw me off.

432
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<v Speaker 1>But I landed right on my fucking head. My head bounced.

433
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<v Speaker 3>So I have that big scar in the back and

434
00:22:05.039 --> 00:22:08.319
<v Speaker 3>then these two channels where there's it's just dented.

435
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<v Speaker 1>They sawed my skull. Were you like in a coma?

436
00:22:11.000 --> 00:22:14.519
<v Speaker 1>They put me in a coma for a week or two. Yeah, yeah,

437
00:22:15.079 --> 00:22:17.920
<v Speaker 1>And then I woke up. I had a phasia, which

438
00:22:18.039 --> 00:22:22.839
<v Speaker 1>means I was speaking, but not words. It was gibberish.

439
00:22:23.240 --> 00:22:26.519
<v Speaker 1>I thought I was saying things. I would get frustrated

440
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<v Speaker 1>because nobody understood me. Wow. And they just thought I

441
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<v Speaker 1>wasn't gonna be able to speak. They thought my motor

442
00:22:31.400 --> 00:22:34.200
<v Speaker 1>skills would be fucked. They also thought, I mean, like

443
00:22:34.279 --> 00:22:36.359
<v Speaker 1>I said, I flatlined twice. They just thought it was

444
00:22:37.000 --> 00:22:40.440
<v Speaker 1>I was cooked. How'd you come back? I don't know.

445
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<v Speaker 1>You know what it was the gods of porn saying,

446
00:22:42.920 --> 00:22:44.799
<v Speaker 1>you have me to give this word to see you

447
00:22:45.279 --> 00:22:48.000
<v Speaker 1>and to see your butthole and taking and give it.

448
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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and now look at you all right? So you

449
00:22:51.319 --> 00:22:54.920
<v Speaker 3>ventured into porn. Were you nervous when you started or

450
00:22:55.000 --> 00:22:57.039
<v Speaker 3>were you like, no, this is I'm meant to do this.

451
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<v Speaker 1>No, I did not think that. I remember I told

452
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<v Speaker 1>you when it hit very hard, very fast, talk about it.

453
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<v Speaker 1>What year? It's like two years ago. I'm at like

454
00:23:05.759 --> 00:23:08.880
<v Speaker 1>two years now, yeah, twenty twenty three. Remember I got

455
00:23:08.960 --> 00:23:12.160
<v Speaker 1>like to fifty thousand followers on Twitter and I was like,

456
00:23:12.319 --> 00:23:16.400
<v Speaker 1>I want to this is like shocking to me. I listen,

457
00:23:19.119 --> 00:23:21.119
<v Speaker 1>I like, I said, I'm kind of kind I was

458
00:23:21.200 --> 00:23:24.559
<v Speaker 1>camera shy. I didn't think like I don't look. I

459
00:23:24.720 --> 00:23:27.599
<v Speaker 1>did certainly did not at that point. Look like most

460
00:23:27.680 --> 00:23:31.240
<v Speaker 1>of the guys doing this wasn't super muscly have a

461
00:23:31.319 --> 00:23:35.119
<v Speaker 1>big dick, but it's not like some you know star

462
00:23:36.000 --> 00:23:40.119
<v Speaker 1>it's lovely. Yeah, that's pretty good and like I just

463
00:23:40.319 --> 00:23:42.880
<v Speaker 1>did it. Yeah you really like like a bat? Have

464
00:23:43.000 --> 00:23:44.920
<v Speaker 1>you you guys a film together? Oh? Yeah? He was

465
00:23:45.000 --> 00:23:49.279
<v Speaker 1>in my thirteen top gang Bang? Wow? I I was

466
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<v Speaker 1>supporting in that finishing. Really yeah, what makes you say that?

467
00:23:53.359 --> 00:23:55.519
<v Speaker 1>I think like him from you. You came with me

468
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<v Speaker 1>inside of you after I came an honor and he

469
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<v Speaker 1>gave me a really good face. All. Oh yeah, you

470
00:24:04.359 --> 00:24:08.519
<v Speaker 1>especially when it's like a sizeable cumshot. Right, I came

471
00:24:08.680 --> 00:24:09.440
<v Speaker 1>to be seen.

472
00:24:09.759 --> 00:24:12.039
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it needs to be seen, must be saying it

473
00:24:12.160 --> 00:24:17.200
<v Speaker 3>must must must see, must see, see see DV, yes

474
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<v Speaker 3>see must see TV. Yeah that's a good one. Hed

475
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<v Speaker 3>Oh my gosh, I think so yeah cool? Well but yeah,

476
00:24:26.720 --> 00:24:29.079
<v Speaker 3>so you so you were kind of surprised it blew

477
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<v Speaker 3>up quick.

478
00:24:30.359 --> 00:24:33.440
<v Speaker 1>I was shocked that, yeah, And I remember I texted

479
00:24:33.480 --> 00:24:35.839
<v Speaker 1>you and I was like, I wanted to put out

480
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<v Speaker 1>a video being like wow, thank you, Like this is

481
00:24:38.599 --> 00:24:41.279
<v Speaker 1>very shocking to me. I didn't end up doing it

482
00:24:41.400 --> 00:24:44.160
<v Speaker 1>because I've like pretty much shied away from showing too

483
00:24:44.279 --> 00:24:47.279
<v Speaker 1>much of my personality on the internet. You guys do

484
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<v Speaker 1>it a lot where you speak to the camera, particularly

485
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<v Speaker 1>you don't you like during content? No like or I

486
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<v Speaker 1>don't Yeah, yeah, I haven't done it in a minute.

487
00:24:57.680 --> 00:25:01.000
<v Speaker 2>But I don't go out and like say my opinions

488
00:25:01.279 --> 00:25:04.319
<v Speaker 2>right right right, Okay, I don't really not that I

489
00:25:04.440 --> 00:25:05.759
<v Speaker 2>have controversial opinions.

490
00:25:05.799 --> 00:25:08.359
<v Speaker 1>I just don't really when I think I'm going to

491
00:25:08.440 --> 00:25:11.920
<v Speaker 1>start ruining my career. Oh yeah, do you have very

492
00:25:11.960 --> 00:25:14.759
<v Speaker 1>controversial opinions that you think? Will? I think?

493
00:25:15.079 --> 00:25:15.319
<v Speaker 2>What do you?

494
00:25:15.519 --> 00:25:15.559
<v Speaker 3>What?

495
00:25:15.720 --> 00:25:16.000
<v Speaker 2>I think?

496
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<v Speaker 1>Mean? Yes? He has.

497
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<v Speaker 2>Uh, I think maybe you have an Italian short temper

498
00:25:24.440 --> 00:25:28.799
<v Speaker 2>maybe and like and you and you might I don't know,

499
00:25:28.920 --> 00:25:31.599
<v Speaker 2>because I relate with you about like you can just

500
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<v Speaker 2>kind of write something off as being like what it is,

501
00:25:35.279 --> 00:25:38.920
<v Speaker 2>what like judgmental, you know, and you can be like

502
00:25:39.039 --> 00:25:39.359
<v Speaker 2>funk that.

503
00:25:39.559 --> 00:25:42.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't like that, right right? Yeah? And so because

504
00:25:42.519 --> 00:25:45.160
<v Speaker 1>I do that too, I'm not quiet about people.

505
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<v Speaker 2>No, but I think people that do it, that say

506
00:25:47.799 --> 00:25:52.480
<v Speaker 2>it online want some kind of controversy, controversy because like

507
00:25:52.640 --> 00:25:55.359
<v Speaker 2>whether it's good or bad, if it gets attention, some

508
00:25:55.640 --> 00:25:59.279
<v Speaker 2>more people are subscribing to your ship. Like, so I don't, like,

509
00:25:59.319 --> 00:26:00.519
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to play that game.

510
00:26:00.759 --> 00:26:04.119
<v Speaker 1>I see. I was more talking about politics. But but

511
00:26:04.279 --> 00:26:05.480
<v Speaker 1>that's the but it's the same.

512
00:26:05.799 --> 00:26:09.960
<v Speaker 2>So like if you even if you like, if someone

513
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<v Speaker 2>said that they are a Trump supporter and they do

514
00:26:14.000 --> 00:26:16.000
<v Speaker 2>this and work with trans people and stuff like that,

515
00:26:16.079 --> 00:26:17.480
<v Speaker 2>of course they're going to get like a whole bunch

516
00:26:17.519 --> 00:26:23.119
<v Speaker 2>of like a bunch of attention for it and engagement.

517
00:26:23.319 --> 00:26:26.359
<v Speaker 2>Whether they think that's right or wrong or whether people

518
00:26:26.480 --> 00:26:29.160
<v Speaker 2>you know, it's still going to draw attention to them

519
00:26:29.200 --> 00:26:30.480
<v Speaker 2>and they'll get subscribers for it.

520
00:26:31.279 --> 00:26:31.480
<v Speaker 1>Huh.

521
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<v Speaker 3>You think mm wow, Yeah, I don't want to do that.

522
00:26:37.799 --> 00:26:39.160
<v Speaker 3>You don't think that'll also lose them.

523
00:26:39.839 --> 00:26:42.440
<v Speaker 1>They might lose some, but they'll get some too. Yeah.

524
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<v Speaker 3>Well we know there are a few that are just

525
00:26:45.960 --> 00:26:48.559
<v Speaker 3>the Trump supporting ones. Yeah, you just nobody will touch

526
00:26:48.640 --> 00:26:51.960
<v Speaker 3>them anymore. Yeah, I certainly wouldn't.

527
00:26:52.680 --> 00:26:56.640
<v Speaker 2>But I'm also talking about like people that like, I know,

528
00:26:58.079 --> 00:27:01.119
<v Speaker 2>like just didn't bother to vote. And now we're saying like,

529
00:27:01.839 --> 00:27:04.839
<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, I wish you hadn't told me that.

530
00:27:06.240 --> 00:27:11.359
<v Speaker 3>Yeah yeah, yeah, but right then you get those kind

531
00:27:11.400 --> 00:27:14.640
<v Speaker 3>of followers who are like, you know, not into you

532
00:27:14.799 --> 00:27:18.000
<v Speaker 3>for your mind or your which I kind of agree

533
00:27:18.039 --> 00:27:19.759
<v Speaker 3>with honestly. Really yeah a little bit.

534
00:27:20.000 --> 00:27:24.240
<v Speaker 1>Okay. I mean, like I I don't want to hide things,

535
00:27:24.359 --> 00:27:27.039
<v Speaker 1>but you know, I don't care about the people I

536
00:27:27.160 --> 00:27:29.240
<v Speaker 1>jack off to. I frankly, I don't even want to

537
00:27:29.880 --> 00:27:31.640
<v Speaker 1>know their names really, you know.

538
00:27:31.799 --> 00:27:34.079
<v Speaker 3>But that doesn't mean that that is the bulk of

539
00:27:34.240 --> 00:27:38.599
<v Speaker 3>the true adult content. But that's also assuming community.

540
00:27:39.440 --> 00:27:44.960
<v Speaker 1>Do you watch? Are you watching more produced like studio? No? Yeah,

541
00:27:45.000 --> 00:27:46.519
<v Speaker 1>what do you like? What do you watch? Tell us

542
00:27:46.559 --> 00:27:51.720
<v Speaker 1>what you watch? I typically go for piggy stuff, you know,

543
00:27:51.880 --> 00:27:55.559
<v Speaker 1>like what I was going to make a guest, and

544
00:27:55.680 --> 00:27:58.079
<v Speaker 1>you've worked for them, Treasure Island Media, you like, yeah,

545
00:27:58.119 --> 00:28:00.319
<v Speaker 1>and like the pay was garbage, But I did it

546
00:28:00.359 --> 00:28:02.759
<v Speaker 1>because I find that them hot. Yeah, and that's what

547
00:28:02.880 --> 00:28:06.000
<v Speaker 1>I beat off to throughout most of my you know, youth,

548
00:28:06.119 --> 00:28:07.960
<v Speaker 1>and continue to do. So.

549
00:28:08.720 --> 00:28:11.599
<v Speaker 3>Do you find that participating in that kind of content

550
00:28:11.880 --> 00:28:14.720
<v Speaker 3>was as rewarding as you were hoping for it to

551
00:28:14.799 --> 00:28:16.200
<v Speaker 3>be because of being a fan.

552
00:28:16.160 --> 00:28:22.119
<v Speaker 1>Of that kind of content? Yeah? The first two? Yeah, wait, okay, explain, Well,

553
00:28:22.160 --> 00:28:24.079
<v Speaker 1>you know I did that. I told you this. I

554
00:28:24.200 --> 00:28:26.440
<v Speaker 1>did that gang bang in Brazil. You're on a podcast.

555
00:28:26.519 --> 00:28:31.599
<v Speaker 1>You're telling everybody. Oh, it's not just to me, so share.

556
00:28:32.839 --> 00:28:35.039
<v Speaker 1>I still want to dog anybody because it was I

557
00:28:35.440 --> 00:28:38.240
<v Speaker 1>had an unpleasant experience in Brazil doing the twenty man

558
00:28:38.319 --> 00:28:42.359
<v Speaker 1>gang bang. It was wall you got gang bang, That's correct.

559
00:28:43.079 --> 00:28:45.200
<v Speaker 1>I only went to your gang bang because I like you.

560
00:28:45.799 --> 00:28:48.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to be second string in some fucking video.

561
00:28:48.720 --> 00:28:48.920
<v Speaker 3>Wow.

562
00:28:49.000 --> 00:28:53.480
<v Speaker 1>I just struck my dick while everyone else fucks fuck you. Yeah,

563
00:28:53.559 --> 00:28:58.160
<v Speaker 1>don't you feel that? Do you do that? Sometimes? It's never.

564
00:29:00.119 --> 00:29:02.599
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes it's nice for in a gang bang. It's for

565
00:29:02.839 --> 00:29:05.920
<v Speaker 2>a gang bang as a gang bang. Yeah, technically I.

566
00:29:05.960 --> 00:29:08.759
<v Speaker 3>Was in a Kinkman scene that was live where I

567
00:29:08.799 --> 00:29:11.079
<v Speaker 3>got bukackied at the end because the people who are

568
00:29:11.119 --> 00:29:13.680
<v Speaker 3>watching voted that this beard needed come on it.

569
00:29:14.400 --> 00:29:16.279
<v Speaker 1>It was very it was very exciting. But that's fun.

570
00:29:16.440 --> 00:29:19.160
<v Speaker 1>But like but like the so you're saying you wouldn't

571
00:29:19.359 --> 00:29:20.359
<v Speaker 1>because well what.

572
00:29:20.440 --> 00:29:23.559
<v Speaker 2>I was saying was sometimes it's nice to be a

573
00:29:23.640 --> 00:29:25.200
<v Speaker 2>top in a gang bang because it's not a lot

574
00:29:25.240 --> 00:29:25.680
<v Speaker 2>of work and.

575
00:29:25.720 --> 00:29:27.920
<v Speaker 1>You can kind of like you just wait for your turn,

576
00:29:28.079 --> 00:29:28.960
<v Speaker 1>you jump in, you do it.

577
00:29:29.279 --> 00:29:32.759
<v Speaker 2>But you can also but you you decide the level

578
00:29:32.799 --> 00:29:35.319
<v Speaker 2>of participation that you're going to put in as a

579
00:29:35.400 --> 00:29:36.279
<v Speaker 2>top in a gang bang.

580
00:29:36.680 --> 00:29:39.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't want to fight for space or anything

581
00:29:39.079 --> 00:29:41.000
<v Speaker 1>like that. Like that was happening at yours. Guys were

582
00:29:41.079 --> 00:29:42.400
<v Speaker 1>just like trying to get to the front with their

583
00:29:42.440 --> 00:29:46.079
<v Speaker 1>hard dicks or whatever. Like was that annoying but you knew?

584
00:29:46.160 --> 00:29:49.359
<v Speaker 1>Not annoying. It just feels tacky like you knew. You

585
00:29:49.440 --> 00:29:54.039
<v Speaker 1>knew if you'd be like part of the red is like, yeah,

586
00:29:54.200 --> 00:29:56.799
<v Speaker 1>that is what happened. I'm sorry, I was the I

587
00:29:56.920 --> 00:30:00.599
<v Speaker 1>was you were the star star. Well, well he's always

588
00:30:00.640 --> 00:30:03.039
<v Speaker 1>the star. If there's a scene with Cole Connor, he's

589
00:30:03.039 --> 00:30:07.319
<v Speaker 1>gonna pull focus we had by that point. We can

590
00:30:07.359 --> 00:30:13.839
<v Speaker 1>you see that again with the cameras by that point,

591
00:30:14.359 --> 00:30:17.079
<v Speaker 1>and we had good sex by that point. So it

592
00:30:17.240 --> 00:30:20.079
<v Speaker 1>was like, I think that's why it was hot. Yeah, yeah,

593
00:30:20.559 --> 00:30:27.079
<v Speaker 1>we always gotta have good sex. But here, goddamn it,

594
00:30:27.279 --> 00:30:30.319
<v Speaker 1>one time. He always baits me in like let's flip

595
00:30:30.640 --> 00:30:34.000
<v Speaker 1>girl bye. He's asked a kimbo hold to the sky.

596
00:30:34.680 --> 00:30:38.200
<v Speaker 1>I get no dick out of the deal. I'm cool

597
00:30:38.240 --> 00:30:40.759
<v Speaker 1>with it, but don't bait me man holding out on him.

598
00:30:40.799 --> 00:30:42.759
<v Speaker 1>I told her I texted you recently. I was like,

599
00:30:42.839 --> 00:30:44.640
<v Speaker 1>you owe me a load or we're not real friends.

600
00:30:45.799 --> 00:30:48.240
<v Speaker 1>Are you going to deliver or what I will? Maybe?

601
00:30:48.440 --> 00:30:52.000
<v Speaker 1>You know what, maybe he just likes that dick too much.

602
00:30:52.039 --> 00:30:55.759
<v Speaker 3>He does, I get sometimes it just fits the right way.

603
00:30:55.920 --> 00:30:59.039
<v Speaker 3>There's dick chemistry. You poor things, both of you. I

604
00:30:59.079 --> 00:31:00.839
<v Speaker 3>feel so bad for you for these problems you're having

605
00:31:00.880 --> 00:31:02.880
<v Speaker 3>with each other. You know this is actually a couple's

606
00:31:02.920 --> 00:31:04.759
<v Speaker 3>counseling sessions. Sure, we're going to talk about how to

607
00:31:04.880 --> 00:31:09.119
<v Speaker 3>make that everyone's needs met. Okay, So going back to Brazil,

608
00:31:09.839 --> 00:31:13.079
<v Speaker 3>so it sounds to me like you are saying that

609
00:31:13.240 --> 00:31:16.359
<v Speaker 3>you would not normally unless col Connor is involved, be

610
00:31:16.519 --> 00:31:18.519
<v Speaker 3>involved in a gang bang scene unless you were the

611
00:31:18.559 --> 00:31:21.319
<v Speaker 3>star of the show, and you're saying this was arranged

612
00:31:21.359 --> 00:31:25.279
<v Speaker 3>for you with twenty people in Brazil, a different country,

613
00:31:25.759 --> 00:31:26.640
<v Speaker 3>on the different side of the.

614
00:31:26.680 --> 00:31:30.319
<v Speaker 1>World, no language. I understood nothing. Who organized this? This

615
00:31:31.160 --> 00:31:36.319
<v Speaker 1>started Twitter? Let's just say Lewis Luman's lumen. I don't

616
00:31:36.319 --> 00:31:39.160
<v Speaker 1>know who that is. He's a director who does Treasure

617
00:31:39.160 --> 00:31:46.319
<v Speaker 1>Island down there. Wow, I got everyone, Yes, exactly. Everyone

618
00:31:46.440 --> 00:31:50.279
<v Speaker 1>was cool. Everyone was very kind and did due diligence.

619
00:31:50.799 --> 00:31:53.279
<v Speaker 1>It was a language barrier issue. Was that the main

620
00:31:53.519 --> 00:31:55.839
<v Speaker 1>problem with your experience with it? I think so?

621
00:31:56.000 --> 00:31:59.200
<v Speaker 3>Also, if you if this was done in America, where

622
00:31:59.240 --> 00:32:02.119
<v Speaker 3>everyone speaks of American English, which you've had more fun,

623
00:32:04.359 --> 00:32:06.240
<v Speaker 3>was it that you felt disconnected from everybody?

624
00:32:06.559 --> 00:32:11.440
<v Speaker 1>No, it felt like I went there and I sat

625
00:32:11.799 --> 00:32:15.240
<v Speaker 1>silently while he briefed these twenty men on what was

626
00:32:15.359 --> 00:32:19.119
<v Speaker 1>to go down in a language that you didn't understand, right,

627
00:32:19.400 --> 00:32:22.880
<v Speaker 1>So I was just you literally were just a hole. Yeah,

628
00:32:23.039 --> 00:32:26.160
<v Speaker 1>but I made some boundaries real clear, okay, And I

629
00:32:26.240 --> 00:32:29.440
<v Speaker 1>think that might have gotten lost in his briefing to them,

630
00:32:30.400 --> 00:32:33.400
<v Speaker 1>and it just got too rough too fast, okay, And

631
00:32:33.519 --> 00:32:35.240
<v Speaker 1>they were all fucking yelling you ever see that in

632
00:32:35.279 --> 00:32:39.200
<v Speaker 1>Brazilian porn, they like love yelling them. Oh my god,

633
00:32:39.279 --> 00:32:41.279
<v Speaker 1>they're all like Portuguese. I don't know what the fuck

634
00:32:41.279 --> 00:32:45.880
<v Speaker 1>they're saying. Yeah they are yelling, Yeah they're yeah. And

635
00:32:45.920 --> 00:32:48.920
<v Speaker 1>it was twenty men in a room, this big basement

636
00:32:49.000 --> 00:32:52.200
<v Speaker 1>of the concrete floor, which I was on on all fours.

637
00:32:52.559 --> 00:32:55.720
<v Speaker 1>So like it got too hard, too fast, and I

638
00:32:55.759 --> 00:32:56.440
<v Speaker 1>got pissed.

639
00:32:56.920 --> 00:32:59.599
<v Speaker 2>Rookie move. You got to organize your own gang thing.

640
00:33:00.039 --> 00:33:00.960
<v Speaker 2>You got to pick the top.

641
00:33:01.599 --> 00:33:05.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the place. Why did you do this in Brazil?

642
00:33:07.200 --> 00:33:12.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I think paid for it? Oh yeah, okay,

643
00:33:12.960 --> 00:33:13.400
<v Speaker 1>you got paid.

644
00:33:13.440 --> 00:33:15.599
<v Speaker 3>Well, excuse me, I mean I don't know, like when

645
00:33:15.640 --> 00:33:17.400
<v Speaker 3>we I mean, do you think Cole Connor got paid

646
00:33:17.440 --> 00:33:18.400
<v Speaker 3>for his birthday gang?

647
00:33:18.599 --> 00:33:20.599
<v Speaker 1>He owned it so he gets to make money on

648
00:33:20.680 --> 00:33:23.400
<v Speaker 1>a continuous So this okay, So what you're saying.

649
00:33:24.000 --> 00:33:26.720
<v Speaker 3>So what you're saying is this was a Treasure Island scene.

650
00:33:27.880 --> 00:33:29.480
<v Speaker 3>I see, Okay, I didn't I thought it was for

651
00:33:29.559 --> 00:33:30.279
<v Speaker 3>your content site.

652
00:33:30.319 --> 00:33:32.799
<v Speaker 1>No, no, no, okay, I mean I would have Wait

653
00:33:33.200 --> 00:33:36.359
<v Speaker 1>did they did they trapped? Did they bring you there

654
00:33:36.480 --> 00:33:39.000
<v Speaker 1>to do it? No? I already the trip planned and

655
00:33:39.079 --> 00:33:41.400
<v Speaker 1>he had been messaging me since I started actually like,

656
00:33:41.440 --> 00:33:42.799
<v Speaker 1>I want to do this, this and this, and I

657
00:33:42.880 --> 00:33:43.640
<v Speaker 1>was like that sounds hot.

658
00:33:43.680 --> 00:33:46.559
<v Speaker 3>I'm down, okay, so I'm putting the pieces together. The

659
00:33:46.599 --> 00:33:49.039
<v Speaker 3>reason were you even talking about this is because you

660
00:33:49.160 --> 00:33:51.519
<v Speaker 3>were saying that you had done some Treasure Island scenes

661
00:33:51.559 --> 00:33:53.039
<v Speaker 3>and you would liked the first couple.

662
00:33:53.599 --> 00:33:56.440
<v Speaker 1>What did you like about those two? Super organic? It's

663
00:33:56.519 --> 00:33:58.640
<v Speaker 1>not like we were just talking about it. It's not directed.

664
00:33:58.720 --> 00:34:00.559
<v Speaker 3>It's just very like it's like shooting and only fans

665
00:34:00.640 --> 00:34:04.039
<v Speaker 3>video you like fuck and fast. Yeah, it didn't take

666
00:34:04.079 --> 00:34:07.559
<v Speaker 3>all them? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Have you done other studio

667
00:34:07.680 --> 00:34:10.599
<v Speaker 3>things other than Treasure Island? Was it only those three scenes?

668
00:34:10.679 --> 00:34:12.159
<v Speaker 3>The first thing that were good and then the gang

669
00:34:12.199 --> 00:34:13.559
<v Speaker 3>Bang that made you say, you know what, I'm not

670
00:34:13.599 --> 00:34:14.360
<v Speaker 3>doing this anymore.

671
00:34:14.480 --> 00:34:17.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, let's see how long did you shoot the gang Bang?

672
00:34:18.000 --> 00:34:20.480
<v Speaker 1>How long did that? They wanted an hour? They also

673
00:34:20.599 --> 00:34:26.280
<v Speaker 1>wanted one continuous shot okay, which is high pressure, but

674
00:34:26.320 --> 00:34:29.119
<v Speaker 1>it also goes by quicker. I shot nine and.

675
00:34:29.159 --> 00:34:31.599
<v Speaker 3>Forty five, Yeah, but not trying to have any cuts

676
00:34:31.840 --> 00:34:35.840
<v Speaker 3>with fucking twenty men just and I feel like they

677
00:34:35.880 --> 00:34:39.119
<v Speaker 3>were all trying to get camera time and be the

678
00:34:39.239 --> 00:34:41.000
<v Speaker 3>most So it.

679
00:34:41.159 --> 00:34:46.400
<v Speaker 1>Was really a fucking lot being Yeah, it was too much.

680
00:34:46.719 --> 00:34:47.360
<v Speaker 1>Sounds like a lot.

681
00:34:47.440 --> 00:34:49.679
<v Speaker 3>I gotta say, I'm sorry it did it hurt you?

682
00:34:50.280 --> 00:34:54.599
<v Speaker 3>It didn't traumatize kind of yeah, yeah, I'm sorry. I'm

683
00:34:54.679 --> 00:34:55.199
<v Speaker 3>taking a joke.

684
00:34:55.320 --> 00:34:57.360
<v Speaker 1>No, no, I don't think there is. Yeah, it was

685
00:34:57.440 --> 00:35:00.599
<v Speaker 1>upsetting totally. Yeah, there was no animacy coordinator.

686
00:35:01.320 --> 00:35:07.880
<v Speaker 3>Yes, it's coming soon everyone Connor intimacy coordinator the point, Yes,

687
00:35:08.079 --> 00:35:08.679
<v Speaker 3>that's really.

688
00:35:10.119 --> 00:35:15.880
<v Speaker 1>He's like, you know, in theory, I like really rough sex,

689
00:35:16.440 --> 00:35:20.960
<v Speaker 1>but I need some kind of something connection to get

690
00:35:21.039 --> 00:35:24.280
<v Speaker 1>to that place, just like go right into just like

691
00:35:24.719 --> 00:35:28.239
<v Speaker 1>fucking hammering my hole and like yelling at me. Got

692
00:35:28.320 --> 00:35:30.920
<v Speaker 1>the Well, we were just talking about this in the car.

693
00:35:31.000 --> 00:35:33.480
<v Speaker 2>You were like, you were like, oh, I hate when

694
00:35:33.519 --> 00:35:36.320
<v Speaker 2>they pull away from you, like the bottom is like

695
00:35:36.679 --> 00:35:39.199
<v Speaker 2>if your bottom, that's your thing, you got to be

696
00:35:39.239 --> 00:35:41.239
<v Speaker 2>able to take it. I'm like, well, sometimes you go

697
00:35:41.360 --> 00:35:44.320
<v Speaker 2>into fast. He's like, because you squirm away.

698
00:35:44.960 --> 00:35:49.639
<v Speaker 1>That's not what I started slow, like a gentleman. I

699
00:35:49.719 --> 00:35:50.159
<v Speaker 1>slid in.

700
00:35:50.320 --> 00:35:54.840
<v Speaker 3>I did that and then I fucked with him. You're saying, no,

701
00:35:56.039 --> 00:35:59.079
<v Speaker 3>she's a princess. I mean I feel like we're a

702
00:35:59.119 --> 00:36:01.039
<v Speaker 3>little bit about this. We do like a little bit

703
00:36:01.079 --> 00:36:02.679
<v Speaker 3>of connection, a little bit of chemistry.

704
00:36:03.559 --> 00:36:07.039
<v Speaker 2>So I'm like, I'm a dom bottom, so if you

705
00:36:07.719 --> 00:36:11.519
<v Speaker 2>are fucking me, I'm using your dick. So there's a

706
00:36:11.559 --> 00:36:13.400
<v Speaker 2>little bit of that element. And I'm like, if you're

707
00:36:14.000 --> 00:36:16.679
<v Speaker 2>if you think you have control, then you needed to

708
00:36:16.719 --> 00:36:17.480
<v Speaker 2>get that out of the head.

709
00:36:17.639 --> 00:36:17.840
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

710
00:36:18.239 --> 00:36:22.000
<v Speaker 3>Is that how you feel when you're bottom? Not always,

711
00:36:22.079 --> 00:36:24.679
<v Speaker 3>but I mean because I've seen like I mean, I mean,

712
00:36:24.719 --> 00:36:27.199
<v Speaker 3>I follow you on Twitter. I've seen some of your stuff.

713
00:36:28.119 --> 00:36:31.840
<v Speaker 3>It's like you, I mean, you do look like you're

714
00:36:31.840 --> 00:36:34.079
<v Speaker 3>almost in a flow state. You do get kind of

715
00:36:34.119 --> 00:36:36.119
<v Speaker 3>get into like I've seen you make some fucking crazy

716
00:36:36.199 --> 00:36:37.280
<v Speaker 3>faces and you're seeing.

717
00:36:37.079 --> 00:36:39.239
<v Speaker 1>No it's like I've been accused of gooning. Is not

718
00:36:39.360 --> 00:36:41.559
<v Speaker 1>the intention? Well, but the thing is gooning.

719
00:36:41.840 --> 00:36:43.719
<v Speaker 3>I think what they mean by that is like, you're

720
00:36:43.719 --> 00:36:46.199
<v Speaker 3>not not that you're making goofy faces, it's that you

721
00:36:46.400 --> 00:36:53.360
<v Speaker 3>are transported. I get because, yeah, gooning essentially is a headspace.

722
00:36:53.000 --> 00:36:53.760
<v Speaker 1>Really more than that.

723
00:36:53.920 --> 00:36:55.599
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I don't because I know when people are

724
00:36:55.639 --> 00:36:57.880
<v Speaker 3>faking it in the fucking gooning shit, it's stupid.

725
00:36:58.360 --> 00:37:00.960
<v Speaker 1>With the guy I brought home from Access, I was

726
00:37:01.280 --> 00:37:05.239
<v Speaker 1>I was transformed. Really, It's so great to get there though,

727
00:37:05.400 --> 00:37:09.079
<v Speaker 1>right it's the best. The dick was right, and you

728
00:37:09.159 --> 00:37:10.039
<v Speaker 1>were in that place.

729
00:37:10.320 --> 00:37:13.840
<v Speaker 2>But I needed to get but I needed to get

730
00:37:13.960 --> 00:37:16.960
<v Speaker 2>on top and ride it and be a down bottom

731
00:37:17.039 --> 00:37:19.599
<v Speaker 2>to come Oh after.

732
00:37:19.480 --> 00:37:22.360
<v Speaker 3>Being you know, I think this is a I think

733
00:37:22.480 --> 00:37:25.599
<v Speaker 3>this will be this might be a challenge for you though,

734
00:37:25.679 --> 00:37:28.079
<v Speaker 3>like is do you think that there's a there's possibly

735
00:37:28.199 --> 00:37:32.159
<v Speaker 3>a world where you can let yourself finish while being

736
00:37:32.400 --> 00:37:33.800
<v Speaker 3>in a sub headspace.

737
00:37:34.599 --> 00:37:39.559
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure it's happened. I can. I just I think

738
00:37:39.639 --> 00:37:44.039
<v Speaker 1>after being like I I did. I submitted. I let him.

739
00:37:44.280 --> 00:37:46.280
<v Speaker 1>His dick was really big too. It was like very

740
00:37:47.599 --> 00:37:50.559
<v Speaker 1>it was. It was and himmy Jimi Levado had just left.

741
00:37:50.679 --> 00:37:52.920
<v Speaker 1>Oh thank god. And you can tell you can you

742
00:37:52.960 --> 00:37:56.079
<v Speaker 1>can tell she was she was she had been there. Hemmy,

743
00:37:56.480 --> 00:38:00.840
<v Speaker 1>that's what we name our hemorrhoids. I see. Yes, So

744
00:38:00.960 --> 00:38:08.199
<v Speaker 1>I was like with yours, with yours? Oh time you want? No,

745
00:38:08.400 --> 00:38:10.840
<v Speaker 1>just kidding. I just didn't. We're not that close. Yeah, no,

746
00:38:11.000 --> 00:38:12.599
<v Speaker 1>that we did not like each other. I was pissed.

747
00:38:12.679 --> 00:38:14.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, thank god. That's how you want to have a

748
00:38:14.920 --> 00:38:17.440
<v Speaker 3>relationship with him. You meet her once and you say,

749
00:38:17.480 --> 00:38:19.920
<v Speaker 3>get the fuck out, never come back. I went to

750
00:38:20.000 --> 00:38:22.000
<v Speaker 3>the proctologist and he was like, well, we could use

751
00:38:22.039 --> 00:38:24.039
<v Speaker 3>a cream. I was like, take it off, cut it,

752
00:38:24.719 --> 00:38:27.960
<v Speaker 3>zip it, get out of here. Did that happen really?

753
00:38:28.880 --> 00:38:32.559
<v Speaker 1>You went straight for it. Yeah, Like the surgery. I

754
00:38:32.639 --> 00:38:35.599
<v Speaker 1>mean he took a scalpel to it, like glued it together.

755
00:38:35.679 --> 00:38:38.760
<v Speaker 1>It was very quick. That really ship. The one I

756
00:38:38.840 --> 00:38:40.800
<v Speaker 1>went to was like, oh, it's gonna be thousands of dollars,

757
00:38:40.880 --> 00:38:42.440
<v Speaker 1>but it'll take care of it. It's just a really

758
00:38:42.480 --> 00:38:45.360
<v Speaker 1>hard recovery. Like there wasn't even a hard recovery.

759
00:38:45.639 --> 00:38:50.239
<v Speaker 3>Okay, well that's good anyway. So I just so, now

760
00:38:50.760 --> 00:38:55.400
<v Speaker 3>you are inked pig. Your your follower count has risen,

761
00:38:55.599 --> 00:38:58.480
<v Speaker 3>You've got like you're making money. How are you liking it?

762
00:38:58.639 --> 00:39:00.920
<v Speaker 3>Do you see yourself doing it for long?

763
00:39:01.960 --> 00:39:04.519
<v Speaker 1>Like? Where are you at with this? I do like it.

764
00:39:04.639 --> 00:39:07.199
<v Speaker 1>You do so much fun totally most of the time. Okay.

765
00:39:08.039 --> 00:39:10.039
<v Speaker 1>My friend recently was like, well, you're not gonna do

766
00:39:10.119 --> 00:39:13.519
<v Speaker 1>this forever. And I wasn't planning on that, but what

767
00:39:13.639 --> 00:39:16.039
<v Speaker 1>he was saying was that you're getting older. Your face

768
00:39:16.119 --> 00:39:18.840
<v Speaker 1>is gonna fall apart soon, so do it before that happens.

769
00:39:19.480 --> 00:39:20.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, man, I'm gonna do it as long

770
00:39:20.760 --> 00:39:21.599
<v Speaker 1>as I'm gonna make money.

771
00:39:21.639 --> 00:39:21.800
<v Speaker 3>On it.

772
00:39:21.880 --> 00:39:22.960
<v Speaker 1>It's a race against time.

773
00:39:23.000 --> 00:39:24.960
<v Speaker 3>I mean, you're a handsome guy. You got this beautiful smile.

774
00:39:25.280 --> 00:39:28.360
<v Speaker 3>In my opinion, don't shy away from showing the personality.

775
00:39:28.719 --> 00:39:30.920
<v Speaker 3>It's like one of my favorite things about you.

776
00:39:31.159 --> 00:39:31.719
<v Speaker 1>Oh thank you.

777
00:39:31.960 --> 00:39:35.719
<v Speaker 3>Well, you got this cute smile, You say funny things.

778
00:39:36.760 --> 00:39:41.039
<v Speaker 3>You are an asshole sometimes, hey, and I mean that

779
00:39:41.360 --> 00:39:42.159
<v Speaker 3>as a compliment.

780
00:39:42.440 --> 00:39:46.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, show it. Yeah, I've thought about it. I think

781
00:39:46.519 --> 00:39:49.480
<v Speaker 1>I could make more money if I you know, like that,

782
00:39:50.519 --> 00:39:53.480
<v Speaker 1>oh that awful guy. Yeah, you know what, you can

783
00:39:53.519 --> 00:39:55.239
<v Speaker 1>talk about people without naming their names.

784
00:39:55.320 --> 00:39:58.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, wait, I know who you're talking about, the one

785
00:39:58.280 --> 00:40:00.639
<v Speaker 2>that just overshares too much and talk about money that.

786
00:40:01.079 --> 00:40:04.400
<v Speaker 1>It makes Oh him totally. But actually I was thinking about,

787
00:40:05.880 --> 00:40:09.519
<v Speaker 1>oh this is fun. He specifically said, no naming people,

788
00:40:10.000 --> 00:40:17.320
<v Speaker 1>No do no dogging. We're not going to Californian making

789
00:40:17.320 --> 00:40:18.840
<v Speaker 1>a New York accurrent. That's what's gonna sound like to

790
00:40:18.880 --> 00:40:25.239
<v Speaker 1>you anyway. Yeah, so so yeah, you were Yeah.

791
00:40:25.199 --> 00:40:28.119
<v Speaker 2>It was actually you were saying, all right, I'm gonna

792
00:40:28.119 --> 00:40:31.440
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna keep it vague yest.

793
00:40:30.400 --> 00:40:34.599
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, like okay, Like, for instance, I don't promote the

794
00:40:34.679 --> 00:40:38.440
<v Speaker 1>porn on Instagram. Yeah, I barely do that. Either online,

795
00:40:38.519 --> 00:40:41.039
<v Speaker 1>and there are people who make a ship fucked ton

796
00:40:41.119 --> 00:40:46.480
<v Speaker 1>of money doing this like doing, in my opinion, very

797
00:40:46.599 --> 00:40:51.159
<v Speaker 1>stupid fucking reels. Cringe me the funk out. That's what

798
00:40:51.239 --> 00:40:51.880
<v Speaker 1>Coconnor does.

799
00:40:54.440 --> 00:40:57.400
<v Speaker 2>I've doubt I've dabbled in it. I hate the way

800
00:40:57.440 --> 00:40:59.599
<v Speaker 2>it makes me feel. It makes me so, it makes

801
00:40:59.639 --> 00:41:02.920
<v Speaker 2>me feel I can't. I just don't want to like

802
00:41:03.159 --> 00:41:06.199
<v Speaker 2>content that doesn't have any purpose to exist in the

803
00:41:06.280 --> 00:41:06.840
<v Speaker 2>first place.

804
00:41:07.039 --> 00:41:11.039
<v Speaker 1>Just doesn't. It doesn't make me either. Yeah, fun entertainment

805
00:41:11.400 --> 00:41:13.239
<v Speaker 1>for me, I've never understood that.

806
00:41:13.320 --> 00:41:15.239
<v Speaker 3>For me, if I'm gonna make a reel or anything,

807
00:41:15.280 --> 00:41:16.679
<v Speaker 3>it's going to be because I just want to be

808
00:41:17.199 --> 00:41:21.199
<v Speaker 3>my charming self to the audience talking about something I

809
00:41:21.280 --> 00:41:24.599
<v Speaker 3>give a shit about that maybe somebody else does to. Also,

810
00:41:25.000 --> 00:41:27.440
<v Speaker 3>there's a link right here in my bio that will

811
00:41:27.519 --> 00:41:29.840
<v Speaker 3>lead you to all the things that show my naked

812
00:41:29.880 --> 00:41:32.679
<v Speaker 3>but hoole all over the internet. So if you find

813
00:41:32.760 --> 00:41:34.639
<v Speaker 3>it great, that's how I look at it.

814
00:41:34.880 --> 00:41:37.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, do you have a link in your Instagram? I do,

815
00:41:37.599 --> 00:41:40.800
<v Speaker 1>not to my Twitter, just to my fans and fans, Okay,

816
00:41:40.840 --> 00:41:41.280
<v Speaker 1>but I think.

817
00:41:43.440 --> 00:41:45.280
<v Speaker 3>I don't want to give it to like all the

818
00:41:45.360 --> 00:41:47.639
<v Speaker 3>people the club promoting people all the way?

819
00:41:47.679 --> 00:41:49.760
<v Speaker 1>Do they care for free? Honestly, I don't care what

820
00:41:49.880 --> 00:41:51.880
<v Speaker 1>they think. I just don't. I just feel like if

821
00:41:51.880 --> 00:41:53.239
<v Speaker 1>they had a crush on me when I was cool

822
00:41:53.280 --> 00:41:55.000
<v Speaker 1>and a promoter, they could go pay ten dollars a

823
00:41:55.079 --> 00:41:56.119
<v Speaker 1>month watch me.

824
00:41:56.440 --> 00:41:59.719
<v Speaker 3>Fuck, But wouldn't looking at your Twitter give them a

825
00:41:59.719 --> 00:42:01.000
<v Speaker 3>little inkling of what they.

826
00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:04.599
<v Speaker 1>Can potentially I think more money? Yeah? Maybe, so you're

827
00:42:04.679 --> 00:42:06.639
<v Speaker 1>saying that Twitter kind of gives too much away for

828
00:42:06.719 --> 00:42:12.159
<v Speaker 1>free a lot of people. Oh I do, I do too.

829
00:42:12.280 --> 00:42:14.519
<v Speaker 1>I can't do it all right, I just I don't

830
00:42:14.639 --> 00:42:17.880
<v Speaker 1>I like my full scene. Yes, yeah, I don't want to.

831
00:42:17.960 --> 00:42:19.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't care about a full scene. I'm like, I

832
00:42:19.880 --> 00:42:22.559
<v Speaker 1>might good, I might watch a bunch of them in

833
00:42:22.719 --> 00:42:25.719
<v Speaker 1>a session. No, I like looking at Twitter pages that

834
00:42:25.880 --> 00:42:28.559
<v Speaker 1>say go to just for fans for No, I'm just kidding.

835
00:42:28.559 --> 00:42:31.199
<v Speaker 3>I'm making fun of the people whose sites where like

836
00:42:31.239 --> 00:42:33.519
<v Speaker 3>their Twitter is just links to their just for fans

837
00:42:33.920 --> 00:42:34.960
<v Speaker 3>drives me fucking crazy.

838
00:42:35.039 --> 00:42:36.360
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, you know what I mean.

839
00:42:36.480 --> 00:42:38.559
<v Speaker 3>Like I just posted a scene, I'm like, where can

840
00:42:38.679 --> 00:42:42.199
<v Speaker 3>I see your goddamn naked videos that are one minute long?

841
00:42:42.760 --> 00:42:47.119
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and get me there. I'm happy that it's going well.

842
00:42:47.679 --> 00:42:48.880
<v Speaker 3>I know you said that you didn't want to like

843
00:42:48.920 --> 00:42:51.239
<v Speaker 3>talk about like a lot of people in particular, But

844
00:42:51.599 --> 00:42:53.840
<v Speaker 3>can I ask you a question about what it was

845
00:42:54.000 --> 00:42:57.280
<v Speaker 3>like to be dating someone within this industry. You don't

846
00:42:57.320 --> 00:42:59.119
<v Speaker 3>have to, I mean, because you were. You were in

847
00:42:59.199 --> 00:43:00.599
<v Speaker 3>a relationship with Well.

848
00:43:00.639 --> 00:43:03.559
<v Speaker 1>A big part of the reason driving force to starting

849
00:43:03.639 --> 00:43:06.440
<v Speaker 1>all this was that I didn't want a boyfriend ever again.

850
00:43:06.559 --> 00:43:07.719
<v Speaker 1>I was fucking done.

851
00:43:08.199 --> 00:43:09.760
<v Speaker 3>So you were like, I'm gonna be in this and

852
00:43:09.880 --> 00:43:12.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna start making adult films because I don't want

853
00:43:12.360 --> 00:43:13.239
<v Speaker 3>to be in a relationship.

854
00:43:13.880 --> 00:43:21.559
<v Speaker 1>And then what happened, James, Fuck you? Yeah, I just yeah,

855
00:43:21.599 --> 00:43:24.320
<v Speaker 1>I ended up in a fucking relationship with another content creator,

856
00:43:24.960 --> 00:43:28.920
<v Speaker 1>which was great, so great, and we made really cool

857
00:43:28.960 --> 00:43:36.360
<v Speaker 1>stuff together. The challenge for me is that I've never

858
00:43:36.400 --> 00:43:39.280
<v Speaker 1>been in an open relationship. He was my first open relationship, okay,

859
00:43:41.000 --> 00:43:46.760
<v Speaker 1>and I am what's that word? I am not a compersionist. Okay. Yeah.

860
00:43:48.400 --> 00:43:50.559
<v Speaker 1>Half the time I was like cool, that sounds hot,

861
00:43:51.000 --> 00:43:53.960
<v Speaker 1>and some of the time I was like pissed. I

862
00:43:54.280 --> 00:43:55.679
<v Speaker 1>was just talking to my friend about it the other night,

863
00:43:55.760 --> 00:43:59.280
<v Speaker 1>like I don't want another boyfriend because I don't think

864
00:43:59.519 --> 00:44:01.559
<v Speaker 1>doing this job, I can be the boyfriend. I want

865
00:44:01.599 --> 00:44:05.719
<v Speaker 1>to be to somebody. That's how I feel. Yeah, I

866
00:44:05.800 --> 00:44:11.079
<v Speaker 1>don't want total monogamy, but I don't want total chaos now.

867
00:44:11.119 --> 00:44:13.679
<v Speaker 2>But it's like you don't if you're filming it all

868
00:44:13.760 --> 00:44:16.199
<v Speaker 2>the time and you have a boyfriend, especially if the

869
00:44:16.239 --> 00:44:19.079
<v Speaker 2>boyfriend is not in the industry, then they.

870
00:44:19.079 --> 00:44:22.440
<v Speaker 3>Get so little of you that well yeah, but what

871
00:44:22.559 --> 00:44:25.440
<v Speaker 3>he's saying is a different thing, I know. But like, yeah,

872
00:44:25.480 --> 00:44:28.320
<v Speaker 3>he is saying, you guys were both filming, So did you.

873
00:44:28.440 --> 00:44:32.599
<v Speaker 1>Did you guys? Did you guys fuck recreationally that much?

874
00:44:33.239 --> 00:44:33.719
<v Speaker 1>Not a lot?

875
00:44:33.880 --> 00:44:38.360
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So like your relationship didn't get that, you didn't

876
00:44:38.400 --> 00:44:38.920
<v Speaker 2>feed like.

877
00:44:39.000 --> 00:44:42.159
<v Speaker 3>Your relation so like so like you guys didn't So

878
00:44:42.880 --> 00:44:46.000
<v Speaker 3>it sounds like your sexual relationship was pretty much just broadcast.

879
00:44:46.400 --> 00:44:48.800
<v Speaker 1>Is that what happened? Oh yes, oh no, he and

880
00:44:48.920 --> 00:44:51.960
<v Speaker 1>I fucked recreationally totally. Oh yeah yeah yeah, yeah, yeah,

881
00:44:52.000 --> 00:44:54.000
<v Speaker 1>you didn't fuck others off camera? Not much?

882
00:44:54.239 --> 00:44:57.400
<v Speaker 3>Okay, some of course him more than you know, me

883
00:44:57.519 --> 00:45:01.119
<v Speaker 3>more than him. Oh and still was like, not good

884
00:45:01.199 --> 00:45:06.079
<v Speaker 3>for you, you New York boys and your fucking double standards.

885
00:45:06.320 --> 00:45:08.519
<v Speaker 1>It is a double standard, and I was very aware

886
00:45:08.519 --> 00:45:11.320
<v Speaker 1>of that, and it's been discussed ad NAUSM with my therapist,

887
00:45:11.400 --> 00:45:14.400
<v Speaker 1>I read fucking poly secure. I am aware of the

888
00:45:15.400 --> 00:45:19.440
<v Speaker 1>the inherent hypocrisy. It burns my stomach sometimes when I

889
00:45:19.519 --> 00:45:23.159
<v Speaker 1>see my boyfriend fucking other people. Yeah, that's so not

890
00:45:23.239 --> 00:45:26.119
<v Speaker 1>always normal, but sometimes I think, I think that it.

891
00:45:26.440 --> 00:45:27.400
<v Speaker 1>Even for a.

892
00:45:29.320 --> 00:45:32.280
<v Speaker 3>Person like myself who is big into the compersion thing,

893
00:45:32.960 --> 00:45:36.440
<v Speaker 3>it'll always sting just a little bit. My my friend

894
00:45:36.480 --> 00:45:38.239
<v Speaker 3>told me the other day about a huge dick he

895
00:45:38.320 --> 00:45:40.039
<v Speaker 3>took and the anal orgasmic gave him.

896
00:45:41.599 --> 00:45:43.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't look like that guy. I don't go. I'm

897
00:45:43.440 --> 00:45:46.679
<v Speaker 1>not packing like he is. It sung a little, but

898
00:45:46.800 --> 00:45:49.360
<v Speaker 1>then I was like, well, this bitch still coming home

899
00:45:49.440 --> 00:45:49.639
<v Speaker 1>with me.

900
00:45:50.880 --> 00:45:53.360
<v Speaker 3>It takes some work. It takes some work, I understand,

901
00:45:53.960 --> 00:45:57.039
<v Speaker 3>And it's not for everybody. Are you glad that the

902
00:45:57.159 --> 00:45:58.719
<v Speaker 3>relationship happened the way that it did.

903
00:45:59.280 --> 00:46:03.280
<v Speaker 1>Yes, I love the shit out of him, love his

904
00:46:03.400 --> 00:46:07.639
<v Speaker 1>fucking family. It's just sad when anything ends. Yeah, but yeah,

905
00:46:07.800 --> 00:46:09.920
<v Speaker 1>that one, I'm glad. I have plenty that I wish

906
00:46:10.000 --> 00:46:12.559
<v Speaker 1>never happened. But yes, sure, that's great. Yeah.

907
00:46:13.239 --> 00:46:19.800
<v Speaker 3>And how are you navigating being a content creator as

908
00:46:19.840 --> 00:46:24.679
<v Speaker 3>a single man? Now, Well, I've fit easier or it's

909
00:46:24.679 --> 00:46:27.760
<v Speaker 3>a little bit easier. Yeah, because like I film hookups sometimes,

910
00:46:27.800 --> 00:46:30.039
<v Speaker 3>like if the dude I'm fucking is down to pull

911
00:46:30.119 --> 00:46:33.480
<v Speaker 3>the camera out and we'll sign a release and I'm

912
00:46:33.519 --> 00:46:36.920
<v Speaker 3>hooking up more of course. So what have you not

913
00:46:37.199 --> 00:46:40.159
<v Speaker 3>done yet on camera that you are really excited to

914
00:46:40.239 --> 00:46:43.920
<v Speaker 3>do as the inked Pig? There's something you haven't done

915
00:46:43.960 --> 00:46:47.360
<v Speaker 3>yet that you're like, I gotta do this soon. I

916
00:46:47.440 --> 00:46:50.000
<v Speaker 3>don't think so, oh okay, I can't think of anything.

917
00:46:50.199 --> 00:46:53.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm pretty I think uninhibited is a good word, like

918
00:46:54.039 --> 00:46:58.360
<v Speaker 1>I've I think because of the camera shyness and the

919
00:46:58.400 --> 00:47:01.360
<v Speaker 1>weirdness about all this. To me, I was very like,

920
00:47:01.599 --> 00:47:05.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm just gonna let it all hang out and uh yeah,

921
00:47:05.639 --> 00:47:09.159
<v Speaker 1>like you know, I'm kind of goofy on camera. I laugh. Yeah,

922
00:47:09.320 --> 00:47:11.079
<v Speaker 1>I love it when I see you laugh in your scenes.

923
00:47:11.559 --> 00:47:13.239
<v Speaker 1>Oh good, Like that's what I mean when I say, like,

924
00:47:13.320 --> 00:47:14.920
<v Speaker 1>left h I don't hide much. But I was telling

925
00:47:14.960 --> 00:47:16.719
<v Speaker 1>you earlier about like the reason i don't want to

926
00:47:16.719 --> 00:47:19.159
<v Speaker 1>do studio porn is because I'm not an actor. You

927
00:47:19.320 --> 00:47:22.239
<v Speaker 1>can see in my face what I'm feeling pretty much

928
00:47:22.280 --> 00:47:26.559
<v Speaker 1>all the time, for better or for worse, you know. Yeah,

929
00:47:27.119 --> 00:47:32.239
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, like I fucking I'll let him nameless. But

930
00:47:32.320 --> 00:47:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I shot with this guy super hot, love him, he's great,

931
00:47:34.840 --> 00:47:38.800
<v Speaker 1>but he clearly faked his nut. And you see in

932
00:47:38.880 --> 00:47:45.480
<v Speaker 1>the video me go ah and then I laughed it

933
00:47:45.639 --> 00:47:48.280
<v Speaker 1>was yeah, because like you could tell it was like

934
00:47:48.480 --> 00:47:52.880
<v Speaker 1>it was ridiculous. Oh my god. Yeah, he was just

935
00:47:52.960 --> 00:47:58.360
<v Speaker 1>like ah, and I was like, you make a face, like,

936
00:47:58.400 --> 00:48:02.920
<v Speaker 1>what the fuck are you doing? You know? I could

937
00:48:02.960 --> 00:48:09.239
<v Speaker 1>totally picture that is so funny. Yeah, totally, I hate it.

938
00:48:09.480 --> 00:48:13.440
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, if I can hear it, oh, you know, Yeah,

939
00:48:13.599 --> 00:48:16.800
<v Speaker 3>they happen sometimes, something necessary, something Sometimes when you've been

940
00:48:16.800 --> 00:48:18.519
<v Speaker 3>filming for forty five minutes and you're just over it,

941
00:48:18.599 --> 00:48:21.400
<v Speaker 3>you're just gonna pretend you come inside that bole totally.

942
00:48:21.639 --> 00:48:24.239
<v Speaker 1>That's that. You don't have to do that though. You

943
00:48:24.280 --> 00:48:27.599
<v Speaker 1>don't have to like make it like fucking like you know,

944
00:48:27.840 --> 00:48:32.360
<v Speaker 1>it needs to be alone erform. It might be how

945
00:48:32.440 --> 00:48:36.079
<v Speaker 1>he called subtle. Maybe maybe I don't know. That just

946
00:48:36.119 --> 00:48:41.480
<v Speaker 1>seems ridiculous. I'm not I'll show it to you later.

947
00:48:41.639 --> 00:48:42.239
<v Speaker 1>Who yells.

948
00:48:42.639 --> 00:48:44.840
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, We're gonna stop filming this in just a couple

949
00:48:44.840 --> 00:48:46.639
<v Speaker 3>of minutes, and I'm going to ask you who that was.

950
00:48:48.280 --> 00:48:50.239
<v Speaker 3>Is there anything that you want to plug, anything you're

951
00:48:50.280 --> 00:48:52.079
<v Speaker 3>excited about for the rest of the year as we

952
00:48:52.280 --> 00:48:56.119
<v Speaker 3>slide into spooky season this October. I don't know, I'm

953
00:48:56.159 --> 00:48:57.920
<v Speaker 3>not doing a whole hell of a lot, if I'm honest. Wait,

954
00:48:57.920 --> 00:48:59.519
<v Speaker 3>I think I saw you on a flyer for something.

955
00:48:59.679 --> 00:49:02.800
<v Speaker 3>Fucking what do you want to fly?

956
00:49:02.880 --> 00:49:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Okay? Yeah, so I'm a parent. I didn't I didn't

957
00:49:05.960 --> 00:49:07.880
<v Speaker 1>know this, but I'm doing live sex shows at that

958
00:49:08.000 --> 00:49:12.519
<v Speaker 1>party in Toronto. Okay, and uh I also agreed to

959
00:49:12.639 --> 00:49:14.920
<v Speaker 1>go go. I didn't really agree, but I'm go go

960
00:49:15.079 --> 00:49:19.039
<v Speaker 1>dancing at fulsome this weekend. I don't dance as a

961
00:49:19.119 --> 00:49:21.760
<v Speaker 1>result of the Star Trek Star Wars. What is it

962
00:49:21.800 --> 00:49:30.079
<v Speaker 1>called star search? Thank you? I just like it is

963
00:49:31.079 --> 00:49:33.199
<v Speaker 1>he gets his stars mixed up, you know. I don't know.

964
00:49:33.440 --> 00:49:35.440
<v Speaker 3>I mean, my guy, like the way I'm gonna like

965
00:49:35.559 --> 00:49:37.719
<v Speaker 3>kind of wrap this up in a neat bow, is

966
00:49:37.800 --> 00:49:42.119
<v Speaker 3>that I'm wondering if like maybe it's kind of a

967
00:49:42.239 --> 00:49:46.719
<v Speaker 3>symptom of years of feeling shame and being like, you know,

968
00:49:46.920 --> 00:49:49.159
<v Speaker 3>put down for who you are to kind of come

969
00:49:49.199 --> 00:49:50.599
<v Speaker 3>out uninhibited.

970
00:49:50.840 --> 00:49:54.159
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I told yeah, with Buttercup, I've made very

971
00:49:54.320 --> 00:49:56.800
<v Speaker 1>clear jumps in my life when I've been tired of

972
00:49:58.000 --> 00:50:01.920
<v Speaker 1>hiding ship or editing ship. I do not want to

973
00:50:01.960 --> 00:50:08.039
<v Speaker 1>be somebody in this world who censor yourself. Yeah, I don't,

974
00:50:08.719 --> 00:50:12.159
<v Speaker 1>And for better or for worse, I've gotten. I've gotten

975
00:50:12.199 --> 00:50:17.039
<v Speaker 1>a lot softer with my delivery, my aggression way softer.

976
00:50:17.440 --> 00:50:20.440
<v Speaker 1>But like, yeah, I don't want to fucking same thing

977
00:50:20.519 --> 00:50:24.639
<v Speaker 1>with the politics on Instagram. I've been like dabbling and

978
00:50:24.760 --> 00:50:27.280
<v Speaker 1>saying what I really think, but I'm pretty good I'm

979
00:50:27.320 --> 00:50:29.599
<v Speaker 1>gonna just start being like, fuck this bullshit. This is

980
00:50:29.679 --> 00:50:33.760
<v Speaker 1>fucking bullshit, all this bullshit. So yeah, I don't want

981
00:50:33.800 --> 00:50:34.440
<v Speaker 1>to hide my ship.

982
00:50:34.679 --> 00:50:38.639
<v Speaker 2>That's plenty of people that will censor you enough, you

983
00:50:39.000 --> 00:50:40.360
<v Speaker 2>don't have to be doing it yourself.

984
00:50:40.880 --> 00:50:43.079
<v Speaker 1>Well, thank you so much for joining us. So much fun.

985
00:50:43.119 --> 00:50:44.480
<v Speaker 1>I knew it would be. I was like, I was like,

986
00:50:44.559 --> 00:50:46.719
<v Speaker 1>let's get let's get James on the show. I want

987
00:50:46.760 --> 00:50:49.960
<v Speaker 1>to know more about this motherfucker. Uh well, thank you,

988
00:50:50.199 --> 00:50:51.960
<v Speaker 1>thank you. I think that's all for me. What do

989
00:50:52.000 --> 00:50:54.880
<v Speaker 1>you think, Cole? You want to sit on this, dick,

990
00:50:54.920 --> 00:50:59.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to sit on. What you're seeing right now.

991
00:50:59.440 --> 00:51:01.880
<v Speaker 3>Is rare and you should be very flattered because every

992
00:51:01.880 --> 00:51:03.440
<v Speaker 3>once in a while we will finish a recording. You

993
00:51:03.480 --> 00:51:04.840
<v Speaker 3>could see in his face that he just wants to

994
00:51:04.920 --> 00:51:08.880
<v Speaker 3>jump our guests, and I think it's adorable anyway.

995
00:51:08.960 --> 00:51:13.199
<v Speaker 1>I'm Adam Ramsey. Thank you everybody for listening and watching.

996
00:51:13.760 --> 00:51:21.199
<v Speaker 1>Sorry for asking. Bye, now see you next time. This

997
00:51:21.360 --> 00:51:22.880
<v Speaker 1>has been Sorry for asking.

998
00:51:23.280 --> 00:51:27.039
<v Speaker 3>Be sure to like, comment and subscribe, and until next time,

999
00:51:27.840 --> 00:51:29.400
<v Speaker 3>stay sexy.