Speaker 1: You're listening to. Sorry for asking, Sorry for asking. I'm
Speaker 1: Cole Connor and I'm Adam Ramsey. This is where we talk, shop,
Speaker 1: ask questions.
Speaker 2: Tell stories, and laugh some laughs about being creators as well.
Speaker 1: As consumers of adult content. We love watching too, we
Speaker 1: certainly do.
Speaker 2: We also discuss the impact adult films have had on us,
Speaker 2: on our guests, and on the LGBTQ community.
Speaker 1: So strap on and strap in and here we go.
Speaker 1: Welcome back, everybody. Just sorry for asking. What's up. I'm
Speaker 1: Cole Connor and I'm Adam Ramsey. How's it going. How
Speaker 1: are you cool? I'm doing Wow? Are you yeah? Good?
Speaker 1: You look well? I love that color on you.
Speaker 2: I've won the shirt of the show, have you yeah,
Speaker 2: I'd like that. Trying to keep it like solids, like
Speaker 2: a solid person.
Speaker 1: I'm a solid person. You're a solid color.
Speaker 3: When I heard, I'm just kidding, I'm kidding. I mean,
Speaker 3: I'm in the middle of a very busy season.
Speaker 1: I'm excited.
Speaker 2: We're like, oh, we just had your show. I mean,
Speaker 2: you're a nut show. You're your party. I loved it.
Speaker 2: I went there with the intention to like I was like,
Speaker 2: I just want to dance, like which I'd never say
Speaker 2: when I go out like, I'm not that person. I'm like,
Speaker 2: I don't even I don't even really feel like I might.
Speaker 2: I might skip the dark room and like not even
Speaker 2: really partake.
Speaker 1: Immediately.
Speaker 2: I'm like, so I get there and I'm like, I
Speaker 2: go into the I'm like dance floor. Yeah, I say
Speaker 2: hi to you, and then I go to the dance
Speaker 2: floor immediately meet someone that I'm like talking and dancing
Speaker 2: with and we're like chatty and then we're like, let's
Speaker 2: go upstairs. I ended up And I'm not really somebody
Speaker 2: that pairs up. It's somebody like right away and sticks
Speaker 2: with them all night.
Speaker 3: But that's what you did, and I did. Well, hold on,
Speaker 3: we're gonna get into this. But you know you might
Speaker 3: have heard another voice. Uh, We've got a guess this time.
Speaker 3: You guys, please welcome our friend James, also known as
Speaker 3: Inked Pig.
Speaker 1: Hi, James, Hi, Welcome to the show. Thank you for
Speaker 1: having me.
Speaker 3: Yeah, my name is Adam on this show. That doesn't matter,
Speaker 3: I really don't. But yeah, how's it going? One letter
Speaker 3: a porn?
Speaker 1: Porn? You're Adam and porn? Yeah? Did you not know that?
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I forget see. This is how you know
Speaker 1: I have real friends on our.
Speaker 2: It's like on the Adam Rand you could have been
Speaker 2: m Ramsey.
Speaker 1: I don't know. Talk about a humbling moment right on air.
Speaker 1: Thank you.
Speaker 3: Yes, I've been in this industry twelve years, James can't. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: blame your brain injury. Yeah, sure, do it? Okay, all right?
Speaker 3: Do you actually do that a lot?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's kind of true. I mean, I just guess
Speaker 3: it is kind of true. I had two brains. I
Speaker 3: flat lined twice. We thought you were going to die everyone, dude.
Speaker 1: Yeah, wait, I need to hear about this. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't know. You don't know about it was like over
Speaker 1: the internet.
Speaker 3: It was before he became a big internet star. Maybe
Speaker 3: that's what led to it. Maybe your brain injury is
Speaker 3: what led to show mythole too so deeply that you
Speaker 3: were like, I'm going to be the nastiest, gnarliest porn
Speaker 3: star ever.
Speaker 1: Yeah. A pill A pig, A pig, A pig yeah
Speaker 1: in the ink pig. Okay.
Speaker 2: So yeah, let's talk about your name a little bit. Yeah,
Speaker 2: because we were asking you before we came on how
Speaker 2: to refer to you, and we're like, and which also
Speaker 2: the same thing because you did my last improv show
Speaker 2: at UCB and I was like, what do I how
Speaker 2: do I introduce you when you come out?
Speaker 1: How did you introduce him as Jimmy Ink? Jimmy Ink? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Really yeah, I.
Speaker 2: Yah, I know, like I'm I'm also like I I
Speaker 2: don't remember everything from those shows, like I'm not like
Speaker 2: blacked out going out there to perform, but.
Speaker 1: But you can get for me, it was not a
Speaker 1: flow state. It was a panic state totally. So I
Speaker 1: was just like, just get through this, don't fuck it
Speaker 1: up too bad, like move it along. So that's why
Speaker 1: I think I don't remember.
Speaker 3: For those at home, if you don't remember, we're talking
Speaker 3: about Porn without the Porn, which is Cole's improv show
Speaker 3: that he does occasionally.
Speaker 1: Next November November twenty. But yeah, and James was on it.
Speaker 2: He was on it, and I knew he was really nervous.
Speaker 1: Ass, but he did it and I was like, I
Speaker 1: have like stage. Yeah, was there a favorite moment? Again,
Speaker 1: I don't really remember a whole lot. I will say,
Speaker 1: like Drew Droje, how do we love that? Yeah? It
Speaker 1: was so good like he whenever he'd come in, I
Speaker 1: felt safe, like I felt like, all right, he's funny,
Speaker 1: he'll guide me a little bit professional. I'm glad I
Speaker 1: didn't humiliate myself. Like when I left my friends they came,
Speaker 1: We're like, look you were, They said, I was only
Speaker 1: second to you of the.
Speaker 2: Really, I feel like I didn't do that well. I
Speaker 2: mean who did? Yeah, but who did.
Speaker 1: Which one of us?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 1: I was no.
Speaker 2: I mean it's it's hard to remember those after it
Speaker 2: because you're just like kind of relieved when it's over,
Speaker 2: like you're having fun. I mean, we had Rachel and Drew,
Speaker 2: and it's like sometimes you feel a little overwhelmed because
Speaker 2: they're fast and you're like trying to keep up and
Speaker 2: just trying to stay engaged in the scene when you're
Speaker 2: like they're talking to you and you're trying to like
Speaker 2: make just you know, it looks better than it feels
Speaker 2: some much.
Speaker 1: I didn't watch it. They sent the YouTube, and I
Speaker 1: was like, you don't have to watch your own improv shows.
Speaker 3: I mean, as long as it doesn't come grinding to
Speaker 3: a halt, you guys are doing fine. Just got to
Speaker 3: keep things moving good for you.
Speaker 1: When he asked me, I was just like, fuck it,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna fucking try. Yeah, I scared my whole life
Speaker 1: terrified of microphones.
Speaker 3: Well look at you now you podcast microphone U this
Speaker 3: is your first podcast?
Speaker 1: Oh wow, well welcome, thank you.
Speaker 3: So yeah, we were talking about your name right once
Speaker 3: you made this foray into adult films.
Speaker 1: So okay, it's an interesting story. I you know, because
Speaker 1: of my accident, I had a lot of medical debt. Yes,
Speaker 1: I kept posting on Instagram like I need a lawyer
Speaker 1: to file bankruptcy, I need something, I need a pro bono.
Speaker 1: And this guy kept responding and being like you should
Speaker 1: do only fans and I was like, like doing only
Speaker 1: fans and he was like, look, I'll set up your Twitter,
Speaker 1: just send me a few kind of like quick videos
Speaker 1: jerk off and he named me, and I was so
Speaker 1: passive about it. I was just like, whatever happens at
Speaker 1: this point, I will give a fuck.
Speaker 2: He named you the the Yeah okay, and You're just
Speaker 2: like okay.
Speaker 1: Honestly, yeah, it was just so fuck it about everything.
Speaker 1: Uh because like, yeah, like I said, I'm I was
Speaker 1: pretty camera shy. I didn't take a lot of selfies
Speaker 1: anything like that self promotion I hate. Yeah, I've obviously
Speaker 1: come come around to it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but you've obviously come yeah, come well, I mean
Speaker 2: once you see the dollar signs, you kind of see
Speaker 2: it's like it's kind of nice, like, oh, okay, well
Speaker 2: this is gonna follow the money and things kind of
Speaker 2: start happening.
Speaker 3: But I mean it's also like interesting we talk about
Speaker 3: this in these latest episodes as well, that like people
Speaker 3: are kind of veering away from just like the standard
Speaker 3: first name, last name, you know, like it's a brand
Speaker 3: which pig like that is a brand that you've adopted.
Speaker 1: I think the the part fucks me up more than anything,
Speaker 1: is that right? Yeah? It just feels so sort of
Speaker 1: like I'm the only one, Like I'm the only tattooed slut.
Speaker 1: I just realized your shirt has a pig on it.
Speaker 1: What does it say? I don't do mornings, I don't
Speaker 1: do more. I need that. Have you always been a pig? See?
Speaker 1: That's funny because like, am I really that piggy? Like?
Speaker 1: So I get fever about it online sometimes about like
Speaker 1: you know, like you're not that piggy, And I'm like, well,
Speaker 1: what is what I feel? Like? What is what is
Speaker 1: the definition? What defined fine? I mean, like from what
Speaker 1: I understand in the in the Zeitgeist it's like kind
Speaker 1: of uninhibited and maybe very willing to willing period. You know,
Speaker 1: I don't particularly like piss. I don't. I'm definitely not
Speaker 1: getting involved with ship. Uh. You know, I just fucked
Speaker 1: like an animal. I think like a pig. Sure.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but like you know, there are people like I
Speaker 3: got a fucking crazy message on Twitter recently that was
Speaker 3: this guy had to have been on the pipe.
Speaker 1: He was just like, he was like, you're not inked.
Speaker 1: I'm inched and sent all these pictures and like really,
Speaker 1: I was just like, girl.
Speaker 3: Really, h Yeah, that was his thing, is like you're
Speaker 3: not inked enough to be called inked. That's very silly.
Speaker 3: Plus you are also a tattoo artist. Yeah, how long
Speaker 3: have you been doing that? Since I got sober? Probably
Speaker 3: ten years.
Speaker 1: You got sober and then you became an attestook. I
Speaker 1: was a club promoter for a really long time, okay,
Speaker 1: and once I got sober, I kept trying to keep promoting,
Speaker 1: keep hosting, and it wasn't working. Well, let's go back.
Speaker 3: I'm very I mean, like, this is a really good
Speaker 3: excuse to just get to know you better.
Speaker 1: Mister. Where did you grow up? Where were you born? Like?
Speaker 3: Were we raised I was born in the Bronx. Okay,
Speaker 3: we moved around a lot.
Speaker 1: I went to probably i've counted, it's somewhere between nineteen
Speaker 1: and twenty two schools. What did your parents do well?
Speaker 1: My mom had me in nineteen so and my father
Speaker 1: was a convict. He was pretty much in prison most
Speaker 1: of my childhood. She was eventually a paramedic. So we
Speaker 1: moved a lot. So I was. I was always new,
Speaker 1: mostly around the boroughs, a little bit in like Westchester.
Speaker 1: I lived way upstate, well not way up state, but
Speaker 1: a little bit further upstate for a year when I
Speaker 1: kept running away to move with my uncle Westchester. I
Speaker 1: always think when I hear Westchester, do you like it?
Speaker 1: A few from Westchester? Like, like you like ass pussy?
Speaker 3: It's like it was like YouTube thing now you were
Speaker 3: thinking anyway, who's the pig now?
Speaker 1: Yeah? Sorry, I really startled you there. I was pussy.
Speaker 1: We were talking about Massachusetts mass pussy.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Hey, what was it like growing up in that
Speaker 3: environment and like being.
Speaker 1: But why did you move away?
Speaker 2: Why?
Speaker 1: Why did you move around? My mom she just was
Speaker 1: like new boyfriend or new job, or she didn't like
Speaker 1: this apartment. She found a better apartment. Or like she had,
Speaker 1: you know, various ship she she got somewhere when I
Speaker 1: was like five, I guess six. She was chaotic for
Speaker 1: a long time. Okay, did you have siblings. I have
Speaker 1: a little sister. Yeah, you should have a relationship everybody, Yes,
Speaker 1: except my little sister. I just kind of she's still
Speaker 1: in her addiction, so I don't interact whe her. She's
Speaker 1: kind of a thief. I just I don't she's a liar.
Speaker 1: I don't really talk to her, okay, not by rule.
Speaker 1: Occasionally if it comes up, I'll talk to her. I
Speaker 1: don't hate her any kind of stay away, give a ship. Yeah,
Speaker 1: do you know you were gay? Early on? They were
Speaker 1: all telling me. They were all telling you, oh, yes,
Speaker 1: like my family's n My family's very very Italian, very
Speaker 1: New York, very tough. Yes, I don't dance to this
Speaker 1: day because I wanted to member Star Search. I wanted
Speaker 1: to go on Star Search. I wanted to be a
Speaker 1: dancer when I was little, and they shamed the ship
Speaker 1: out of me.
Speaker 3: It's like, yeah, that's horrible.
Speaker 1: It was just how they were, you know, like not
Speaker 1: my mother really, but they'red the men definitely, and some
Speaker 1: of the women. Okay, we're just tough on me. Uh huhh.
Speaker 1: And you got out of there and did what what happened?
Speaker 3: Give us a trajectory that led you to the inked
Speaker 3: pig y are to stop.
Speaker 1: I was bad in school, Like once high school started,
Speaker 1: I started just being like, I'm done taking beatings, I'm
Speaker 1: done being bullied, and I became bad. I was bad,
Speaker 1: you know. I started doing drugs. I started going to
Speaker 1: fucking raves. Hate that music, but raves. And then yeah,
Speaker 1: that's why I was going for the drugs entirely. Uh.
Speaker 3: And then I went to art school. I went to
Speaker 3: Pratt Art School. Okay.
Speaker 1: Then I started to realize I was unlikely to make
Speaker 1: money doing the art I wanted to do so, and
Speaker 1: I started flying for clubs really or dyke clubs. Actually
Speaker 1: that was my So I stayed pretty much closeted until
Speaker 1: I was like twenty, I'd say sophomore year. I went
Speaker 1: to art school and had no gay friends. I had
Speaker 1: one gay friend and a dyke friend from high school,
Speaker 1: and I was very unhappy to be gay at that point.
Speaker 1: The one person at school that I told I was gay,
Speaker 1: he was heterosexual. He was a professional dom so he's
Speaker 1: very open sexually. He was an outcast for sure. He
Speaker 1: looked like a super goth, a lot of piercings, you know,
Speaker 1: spikes everywhere. I called him Buttercup because I thought it
Speaker 1: was funny because he did not look like a buttercup.
Speaker 1: And he was shooting dope one night in the dorms
Speaker 1: and he had a seizure and hit his head on
Speaker 1: the toilet and died. And that was the like breaking
Speaker 1: point for me. I was just like, fuck, these people,
Speaker 1: fuck my fucking straight friends. Why am I hiding anymore?
Speaker 1: I'm done? And was he a supportive friend? Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: my Oh right, I missed that. Yeah, he was great.
Speaker 1: He was the only person I told and he was
Speaker 1: just like so cool about it and didn't give a fuck.
Speaker 1: There was no real discussion about it. It wasn't like
Speaker 1: honey meal whatever. He was just very like, al right, cool.
Speaker 1: And then we'd continue smoking weed and laughing and making arts.
Speaker 1: Did he ever dom you?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Okay, so you lost Buttercup, and then you moved and.
Speaker 1: Then I yeah, right, So then I was promoting for
Speaker 1: Dike parties, which sort of the only spaces I felt
Speaker 1: comfortable in that point. Gaze for queer spaces, and I
Speaker 1: loved New York. Dike parties were so fun back then,
Speaker 1: they were so cool. There was one, there was Click Club,
Speaker 1: there was Mad Clams, such good names, such good fucking parties.
Speaker 1: They were so much fun. Wait, let's unpack this a
Speaker 1: little bit.
Speaker 3: Why do you think you were more comfortable in lesbian spaces.
Speaker 1: I kind of think my sensibilities and yeah, aesthetics are
Speaker 1: pretty diky more than they.
Speaker 3: Are, you know what, now that you're mentioning it, Yeah,
Speaker 3: I agree, because I've.
Speaker 1: Ever seen I've never seen it before, but now yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I have a gay sister who's four years older
Speaker 3: than me, and she would kind of take me around
Speaker 3: to like the places she was hanging out, and I
Speaker 3: ended up being roommates with a couple of her friends
Speaker 3: who basically were female versions of you.
Speaker 1: Right, yeah, now that I'm looking at it, yeah, okay, cool. Yeah,
Speaker 1: dykes are great. I love Yeah.
Speaker 3: Okay, So you were kind of like the boy that
Speaker 3: hung out at the dyke club.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and you know it was great because you know,
Speaker 1: like fags would come around. It wasn't the sex was
Speaker 1: not the goal in the room. It was like a party,
Speaker 1: and then I'd get leads sometimes because a hot man
Speaker 1: would come around. I didn't feel that same pressure.
Speaker 3: I see. Were you watching porn? Oh yeah, have you
Speaker 3: always watched porn?
Speaker 1: I junior high school. Yes. I would go to this
Speaker 1: news stand at a subway very early in the morning,
Speaker 1: and I would steal the shipments, the stacks of porno magagazis,
Speaker 1: and then I would keep them in this like you
Speaker 1: know those plastic storage bins. I would keep them in
Speaker 1: this empty lot, and then I would sell them to
Speaker 1: the neighborhood kids. I would also go down to Times
Speaker 1: Square by myself early teens and buy tapes. Wow, what
Speaker 1: the true Bronze til Yeah kind of around what years were.
Speaker 3: That, early mid nineties? But Time Square was still porn porn? Yeah, yeah, Wow,
Speaker 3: Oh my gosh, I love this. So you were were
Speaker 3: they like straight straight magazines?
Speaker 1: Yes? The ones I was selling were straight. I never
Speaker 1: had any gay magazines. No, me, neither. Event age group.
Speaker 1: Are you like kind of like around forty you are? Okay?
Speaker 3: So yeah, So I guess you were like just you know,
Speaker 3: a teenager when the Internet was just coming to be
Speaker 3: and it was yeah, it was not enough, it was
Speaker 3: not enough porn.
Speaker 1: Were you meaning off to JPEGs. I was. It was
Speaker 1: all I had. They were like these fake pictures of
Speaker 1: and that's what ship.
Speaker 3: I know.
Speaker 1: HD changed it for me though, too, because h I
Speaker 1: need video.
Speaker 3: Well you, but how would you be then under? Until
Speaker 3: he told me everything in the square they didn't blink now.
Speaker 2: But I could rent movies when I was in high
Speaker 2: school using my friend's account who was eighteen, because they
Speaker 2: were and I would just tell them, give him his name,
Speaker 2: give them his.
Speaker 1: Name, and I could go in the background. Jeez, I
Speaker 1: was way I was way more sheltered than both of you.
Speaker 3: Apparently I had to like find these videos in like
Speaker 3: my cousin's closet.
Speaker 1: Who was.
Speaker 3: I grew up in suburban LA, but I was like
Speaker 3: a teenager in the nineties. I didn't see gay porn
Speaker 3: until I was an adult.
Speaker 1: Probably.
Speaker 3: I don't even know how I would have found it
Speaker 3: until like the internet, Yeah, the internet started.
Speaker 1: You know, beefing up it's porns.
Speaker 2: Is there something that you liked that you that you
Speaker 2: were drawn to, like in like a position or an act,
Speaker 2: or like something about it.
Speaker 1: I mean, when I was young, I only liked vintage
Speaker 1: porn because I didn't like condoms. I didn't want to
Speaker 1: watch condoms, so I would watch. Yeah, even as a
Speaker 1: young person, you knew that you were like not into that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know why. It just looked like bullshit. It
Speaker 1: still feel that way. Yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 3: I don't I don't remember watching a lot of condom
Speaker 3: and it was only condoms for a while. Yeah, but
Speaker 3: I feel like I would. I went back to the times.
Speaker 1: Kip Knowle was the porno star that we're going to
Speaker 1: be looking at up. Yes, yeah, you know he's like
Speaker 1: surfer boy, like curly blonde hair, like cruise socks to
Speaker 1: hear with the stripes, that whole ship. Wow, is that
Speaker 1: an aesthetic that you still find pleasant today? Pleasant? Sure?
Speaker 1: I don't want to fuck that though. Okay, what kind
Speaker 1: of what kind of guys are you drawn to? It's
Speaker 1: like guys that look just like me? No, No, I
Speaker 1: mean you've seen you've seen the videos. I run the gamut.
Speaker 1: I like a lot of different types.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but just because you're making videos doesn't mean you're
Speaker 2: into everybody that you're in a Yeah, i'd say I'm into.
Speaker 3: Well that's actually a good question, though, I mean we're
Speaker 3: going to get into the journey of you getting into
Speaker 3: content creation in the first place, but because we brought
Speaker 3: it up first of all, how often do you film content?
Speaker 1: I was just telling him Cole, Yeah, that's my name,
Speaker 1: But I don't know where we're at here. I was
Speaker 1: telling him, I'm trying to shoot more because I want
Speaker 1: to bank. Yeah, so that if I you know, I
Speaker 1: don't know, get fat, depressed, break an ankle. Sure, So
Speaker 1: I'm typically one a week ideally too. And when you film,
Speaker 1: is it usually with people?
Speaker 3: You know?
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Speaker 1: come to now is that I want to focus more
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Speaker 1: crap shoot, you know, like you don't always know what
Speaker 1: you're walking into, yes, and whether there's gonna be any
Speaker 1: chemistry or just like just distaste. You know. Absolutely.
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Speaker 1: So you had this injury which was from a biking accident. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I was on my bicycle. I was coming home from
Speaker 1: the gym. It was my second time on a bicycle
Speaker 1: in New York, in La rather and I I don't
Speaker 1: remember any of it, but I raised my left hand.
Speaker 1: So there was two cameras.
Speaker 3: The only two cameras that caught any of this were
Speaker 3: attached to the Scientology Celebrity Center.
Speaker 1: Thank god for scientologists. They fucking caught nothing useful. They
Speaker 1: caught me signaling that I was going to take a
Speaker 1: left and then going over my handlebars. So but then
Speaker 1: I texted my ex boyfriend from the ambulance because I
Speaker 1: was on my way to meet him, that I got
Speaker 1: hit by a car. Yeah, I think. I don't know
Speaker 1: if I've fabricated this at this point, but I think
Speaker 1: I was kind of side swiped and it threw me off.
Speaker 1: But I landed right on my fucking head. My head bounced.
Speaker 3: So I have that big scar in the back and
Speaker 3: then these two channels where there's it's just dented.
Speaker 1: They sawed my skull. Were you like in a coma?
Speaker 1: They put me in a coma for a week or two. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: And then I woke up. I had a phasia, which
Speaker 1: means I was speaking, but not words. It was gibberish.
Speaker 1: I thought I was saying things. I would get frustrated
Speaker 1: because nobody understood me. Wow. And they just thought I
Speaker 1: wasn't gonna be able to speak. They thought my motor
Speaker 1: skills would be fucked. They also thought, I mean, like
Speaker 1: I said, I flatlined twice. They just thought it was
Speaker 1: I was cooked. How'd you come back? I don't know.
Speaker 1: You know what it was the gods of porn saying,
Speaker 1: you have me to give this word to see you
Speaker 1: and to see your butthole and taking and give it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and now look at you all right? So you
Speaker 3: ventured into porn. Were you nervous when you started or
Speaker 3: were you like, no, this is I'm meant to do this.
Speaker 1: No, I did not think that. I remember I told
Speaker 1: you when it hit very hard, very fast, talk about it.
Speaker 1: What year? It's like two years ago. I'm at like
Speaker 1: two years now, yeah, twenty twenty three. Remember I got
Speaker 1: like to fifty thousand followers on Twitter and I was like,
Speaker 1: I want to this is like shocking to me. I listen,
Speaker 1: I like, I said, I'm kind of kind I was
Speaker 1: camera shy. I didn't think like I don't look. I
Speaker 1: did certainly did not at that point. Look like most
Speaker 1: of the guys doing this wasn't super muscly have a
Speaker 1: big dick, but it's not like some you know star
Speaker 1: it's lovely. Yeah, that's pretty good and like I just
Speaker 1: did it. Yeah you really like like a bat? Have
Speaker 1: you you guys a film together? Oh? Yeah? He was
Speaker 1: in my thirteen top gang Bang? Wow? I I was
Speaker 1: supporting in that finishing. Really yeah, what makes you say that?
Speaker 1: I think like him from you. You came with me
Speaker 1: inside of you after I came an honor and he
Speaker 1: gave me a really good face. All. Oh yeah, you
Speaker 1: especially when it's like a sizeable cumshot. Right, I came
Speaker 1: to be seen.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it needs to be seen, must be saying it
Speaker 3: must must must see, must see, see see DV, yes
Speaker 3: see must see TV. Yeah that's a good one. Hed
Speaker 3: Oh my gosh, I think so yeah cool? Well but yeah,
Speaker 3: so you so you were kind of surprised it blew
Speaker 3: up quick.
Speaker 1: I was shocked that, yeah, And I remember I texted
Speaker 1: you and I was like, I wanted to put out
Speaker 1: a video being like wow, thank you, Like this is
Speaker 1: very shocking to me. I didn't end up doing it
Speaker 1: because I've like pretty much shied away from showing too
Speaker 1: much of my personality on the internet. You guys do
Speaker 1: it a lot where you speak to the camera, particularly
Speaker 1: you don't you like during content? No like or I
Speaker 1: don't Yeah, yeah, I haven't done it in a minute.
Speaker 2: But I don't go out and like say my opinions
Speaker 2: right right right, Okay, I don't really not that I
Speaker 2: have controversial opinions.
Speaker 1: I just don't really when I think I'm going to
Speaker 1: start ruining my career. Oh yeah, do you have very
Speaker 1: controversial opinions that you think? Will? I think?
Speaker 2: What do you?
Speaker 3: What?
Speaker 2: I think?
Speaker 1: Mean? Yes? He has.
Speaker 2: Uh, I think maybe you have an Italian short temper
Speaker 2: maybe and like and you and you might I don't know,
Speaker 2: because I relate with you about like you can just
Speaker 2: kind of write something off as being like what it is,
Speaker 2: what like judgmental, you know, and you can be like
Speaker 2: funk that.
Speaker 1: I don't like that, right right? Yeah? And so because
Speaker 1: I do that too, I'm not quiet about people.
Speaker 2: No, but I think people that do it, that say
Speaker 2: it online want some kind of controversy, controversy because like
Speaker 2: whether it's good or bad, if it gets attention, some
Speaker 2: more people are subscribing to your ship. Like, so I don't, like,
Speaker 2: I don't want to play that game.
Speaker 1: I see. I was more talking about politics. But but
Speaker 1: that's the but it's the same.
Speaker 2: So like if you even if you like, if someone
Speaker 2: said that they are a Trump supporter and they do
Speaker 2: this and work with trans people and stuff like that,
Speaker 2: of course they're going to get like a whole bunch
Speaker 2: of like a bunch of attention for it and engagement.
Speaker 2: Whether they think that's right or wrong or whether people
Speaker 2: you know, it's still going to draw attention to them
Speaker 2: and they'll get subscribers for it.
Speaker 1: Huh.
Speaker 3: You think mm wow, Yeah, I don't want to do that.
Speaker 3: You don't think that'll also lose them.
Speaker 1: They might lose some, but they'll get some too. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Well we know there are a few that are just
Speaker 3: the Trump supporting ones. Yeah, you just nobody will touch
Speaker 3: them anymore. Yeah, I certainly wouldn't.
Speaker 2: But I'm also talking about like people that like, I know,
Speaker 2: like just didn't bother to vote. And now we're saying like,
Speaker 2: and I'm like, I wish you hadn't told me that.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, yeah, but right then you get those kind
Speaker 3: of followers who are like, you know, not into you
Speaker 3: for your mind or your which I kind of agree
Speaker 3: with honestly. Really yeah a little bit.
Speaker 1: Okay. I mean, like I I don't want to hide things,
Speaker 1: but you know, I don't care about the people I
Speaker 1: jack off to. I frankly, I don't even want to
Speaker 1: know their names really, you know.
Speaker 3: But that doesn't mean that that is the bulk of
Speaker 3: the true adult content. But that's also assuming community.
Speaker 1: Do you watch? Are you watching more produced like studio? No? Yeah,
Speaker 1: what do you like? What do you watch? Tell us
Speaker 1: what you watch? I typically go for piggy stuff, you know,
Speaker 1: like what I was going to make a guest, and
Speaker 1: you've worked for them, Treasure Island Media, you like, yeah,
Speaker 1: and like the pay was garbage, But I did it
Speaker 1: because I find that them hot. Yeah, and that's what
Speaker 1: I beat off to throughout most of my you know, youth,
Speaker 1: and continue to do. So.
Speaker 3: Do you find that participating in that kind of content
Speaker 3: was as rewarding as you were hoping for it to
Speaker 3: be because of being a fan.
Speaker 1: Of that kind of content? Yeah? The first two? Yeah, wait, okay, explain, Well,
Speaker 1: you know I did that. I told you this. I
Speaker 1: did that gang bang in Brazil. You're on a podcast.
Speaker 1: You're telling everybody. Oh, it's not just to me, so share.
Speaker 1: I still want to dog anybody because it was I
Speaker 1: had an unpleasant experience in Brazil doing the twenty man
Speaker 1: gang bang. It was wall you got gang bang, That's correct.
Speaker 1: I only went to your gang bang because I like you.
Speaker 1: I'm not going to be second string in some fucking video.
Speaker 3: Wow.
Speaker 1: I just struck my dick while everyone else fucks fuck you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: don't you feel that? Do you do that? Sometimes? It's never.
Speaker 2: Sometimes it's nice for in a gang bang. It's for
Speaker 2: a gang bang as a gang bang. Yeah, technically I.
Speaker 3: Was in a Kinkman scene that was live where I
Speaker 3: got bukackied at the end because the people who are
Speaker 3: watching voted that this beard needed come on it.
Speaker 1: It was very it was very exciting. But that's fun.
Speaker 1: But like but like the so you're saying you wouldn't
Speaker 1: because well what.
Speaker 2: I was saying was sometimes it's nice to be a
Speaker 2: top in a gang bang because it's not a lot
Speaker 2: of work and.
Speaker 1: You can kind of like you just wait for your turn,
Speaker 1: you jump in, you do it.
Speaker 2: But you can also but you you decide the level
Speaker 2: of participation that you're going to put in as a
Speaker 2: top in a gang bang.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't want to fight for space or anything
Speaker 1: like that. Like that was happening at yours. Guys were
Speaker 1: just like trying to get to the front with their
Speaker 1: hard dicks or whatever. Like was that annoying but you knew?
Speaker 1: Not annoying. It just feels tacky like you knew. You
Speaker 1: knew if you'd be like part of the red is like, yeah,
Speaker 1: that is what happened. I'm sorry, I was the I
Speaker 1: was you were the star star. Well, well he's always
Speaker 1: the star. If there's a scene with Cole Connor, he's
Speaker 1: gonna pull focus we had by that point. We can
Speaker 1: you see that again with the cameras by that point,
Speaker 1: and we had good sex by that point. So it
Speaker 1: was like, I think that's why it was hot. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: we always gotta have good sex. But here, goddamn it,
Speaker 1: one time. He always baits me in like let's flip
Speaker 1: girl bye. He's asked a kimbo hold to the sky.
Speaker 1: I get no dick out of the deal. I'm cool
Speaker 1: with it, but don't bait me man holding out on him.
Speaker 1: I told her I texted you recently. I was like,
Speaker 1: you owe me a load or we're not real friends.
Speaker 1: Are you going to deliver or what I will? Maybe?
Speaker 1: You know what, maybe he just likes that dick too much.
Speaker 3: He does, I get sometimes it just fits the right way.
Speaker 3: There's dick chemistry. You poor things, both of you. I
Speaker 3: feel so bad for you for these problems you're having
Speaker 3: with each other. You know this is actually a couple's
Speaker 3: counseling sessions. Sure, we're going to talk about how to
Speaker 3: make that everyone's needs met. Okay, So going back to Brazil,
Speaker 3: so it sounds to me like you are saying that
Speaker 3: you would not normally unless col Connor is involved, be
Speaker 3: involved in a gang bang scene unless you were the
Speaker 3: star of the show, and you're saying this was arranged
Speaker 3: for you with twenty people in Brazil, a different country,
Speaker 3: on the different side of the.
Speaker 1: World, no language. I understood nothing. Who organized this? This
Speaker 1: started Twitter? Let's just say Lewis Luman's lumen. I don't
Speaker 1: know who that is. He's a director who does Treasure
Speaker 1: Island down there. Wow, I got everyone, Yes, exactly. Everyone
Speaker 1: was cool. Everyone was very kind and did due diligence.
Speaker 1: It was a language barrier issue. Was that the main
Speaker 1: problem with your experience with it? I think so?
Speaker 3: Also, if you if this was done in America, where
Speaker 3: everyone speaks of American English, which you've had more fun,
Speaker 3: was it that you felt disconnected from everybody?
Speaker 1: No, it felt like I went there and I sat
Speaker 1: silently while he briefed these twenty men on what was
Speaker 1: to go down in a language that you didn't understand, right,
Speaker 1: So I was just you literally were just a hole. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but I made some boundaries real clear, okay, And I
Speaker 1: think that might have gotten lost in his briefing to them,
Speaker 1: and it just got too rough too fast, okay, And
Speaker 1: they were all fucking yelling you ever see that in
Speaker 1: Brazilian porn, they like love yelling them. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: they're all like Portuguese. I don't know what the fuck
Speaker 1: they're saying. Yeah they are yelling, Yeah they're yeah. And
Speaker 1: it was twenty men in a room, this big basement
Speaker 1: of the concrete floor, which I was on on all fours.
Speaker 1: So like it got too hard, too fast, and I
Speaker 1: got pissed.
Speaker 2: Rookie move. You got to organize your own gang thing.
Speaker 2: You got to pick the top.
Speaker 1: Yeah, the place. Why did you do this in Brazil?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think paid for it? Oh yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: you got paid.
Speaker 3: Well, excuse me, I mean I don't know, like when
Speaker 3: we I mean, do you think Cole Connor got paid
Speaker 3: for his birthday gang?
Speaker 1: He owned it so he gets to make money on
Speaker 1: a continuous So this okay, So what you're saying.
Speaker 3: So what you're saying is this was a Treasure Island scene.
Speaker 3: I see, Okay, I didn't I thought it was for
Speaker 3: your content site.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, okay, I mean I would have Wait
Speaker 1: did they did they trapped? Did they bring you there
Speaker 1: to do it? No? I already the trip planned and
Speaker 1: he had been messaging me since I started actually like,
Speaker 1: I want to do this, this and this, and I
Speaker 1: was like that sounds hot.
Speaker 3: I'm down, okay, so I'm putting the pieces together. The
Speaker 3: reason were you even talking about this is because you
Speaker 3: were saying that you had done some Treasure Island scenes
Speaker 3: and you would liked the first couple.
Speaker 1: What did you like about those two? Super organic? It's
Speaker 1: not like we were just talking about it. It's not directed.
Speaker 3: It's just very like it's like shooting and only fans
Speaker 3: video you like fuck and fast. Yeah, it didn't take
Speaker 3: all them? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Have you done other studio
Speaker 3: things other than Treasure Island? Was it only those three scenes?
Speaker 3: The first thing that were good and then the gang
Speaker 3: Bang that made you say, you know what, I'm not
Speaker 3: doing this anymore.
Speaker 1: Yeah, let's see how long did you shoot the gang Bang?
Speaker 1: How long did that? They wanted an hour? They also
Speaker 1: wanted one continuous shot okay, which is high pressure, but
Speaker 1: it also goes by quicker. I shot nine and.
Speaker 3: Forty five, Yeah, but not trying to have any cuts
Speaker 3: with fucking twenty men just and I feel like they
Speaker 3: were all trying to get camera time and be the
Speaker 3: most So it.
Speaker 1: Was really a fucking lot being Yeah, it was too much.
Speaker 1: Sounds like a lot.
Speaker 3: I gotta say, I'm sorry it did it hurt you?
Speaker 3: It didn't traumatize kind of yeah, yeah, I'm sorry. I'm
Speaker 3: taking a joke.
Speaker 1: No, no, I don't think there is. Yeah, it was
Speaker 1: upsetting totally. Yeah, there was no animacy coordinator.
Speaker 3: Yes, it's coming soon everyone Connor intimacy coordinator the point, Yes,
Speaker 3: that's really.
Speaker 1: He's like, you know, in theory, I like really rough sex,
Speaker 1: but I need some kind of something connection to get
Speaker 1: to that place, just like go right into just like
Speaker 1: fucking hammering my hole and like yelling at me. Got
Speaker 1: the Well, we were just talking about this in the car.
Speaker 2: You were like, you were like, oh, I hate when
Speaker 2: they pull away from you, like the bottom is like
Speaker 2: if your bottom, that's your thing, you got to be
Speaker 2: able to take it. I'm like, well, sometimes you go
Speaker 2: into fast. He's like, because you squirm away.
Speaker 1: That's not what I started slow, like a gentleman. I
Speaker 1: slid in.
Speaker 3: I did that and then I fucked with him. You're saying, no,
Speaker 3: she's a princess. I mean I feel like we're a
Speaker 3: little bit about this. We do like a little bit
Speaker 3: of connection, a little bit of chemistry.
Speaker 2: So I'm like, I'm a dom bottom, so if you
Speaker 2: are fucking me, I'm using your dick. So there's a
Speaker 2: little bit of that element. And I'm like, if you're
Speaker 2: if you think you have control, then you needed to
Speaker 2: get that out of the head.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Is that how you feel when you're bottom? Not always,
Speaker 3: but I mean because I've seen like I mean, I mean,
Speaker 3: I follow you on Twitter. I've seen some of your stuff.
Speaker 3: It's like you, I mean, you do look like you're
Speaker 3: almost in a flow state. You do get kind of
Speaker 3: get into like I've seen you make some fucking crazy
Speaker 3: faces and you're seeing.
Speaker 1: No it's like I've been accused of gooning. Is not
Speaker 1: the intention? Well, but the thing is gooning.
Speaker 3: I think what they mean by that is like, you're
Speaker 3: not not that you're making goofy faces, it's that you
Speaker 3: are transported. I get because, yeah, gooning essentially is a headspace.
Speaker 1: Really more than that.
Speaker 3: I mean, I don't because I know when people are
Speaker 3: faking it in the fucking gooning shit, it's stupid.
Speaker 1: With the guy I brought home from Access, I was
Speaker 1: I was transformed. Really, It's so great to get there though,
Speaker 1: right it's the best. The dick was right, and you
Speaker 1: were in that place.
Speaker 2: But I needed to get but I needed to get
Speaker 2: on top and ride it and be a down bottom
Speaker 2: to come Oh after.
Speaker 3: Being you know, I think this is a I think
Speaker 3: this will be this might be a challenge for you though,
Speaker 3: like is do you think that there's a there's possibly
Speaker 3: a world where you can let yourself finish while being
Speaker 3: in a sub headspace.
Speaker 1: I'm sure it's happened. I can. I just I think
Speaker 1: after being like I I did. I submitted. I let him.
Speaker 1: His dick was really big too. It was like very
Speaker 1: it was. It was and himmy Jimi Levado had just left.
Speaker 1: Oh thank god. And you can tell you can you
Speaker 1: can tell she was she was she had been there. Hemmy,
Speaker 1: that's what we name our hemorrhoids. I see. Yes, So
Speaker 1: I was like with yours, with yours? Oh time you want? No,
Speaker 1: just kidding. I just didn't. We're not that close. Yeah, no,
Speaker 1: that we did not like each other. I was pissed.
Speaker 3: Yeah, thank god. That's how you want to have a
Speaker 3: relationship with him. You meet her once and you say,
Speaker 3: get the fuck out, never come back. I went to
Speaker 3: the proctologist and he was like, well, we could use
Speaker 3: a cream. I was like, take it off, cut it,
Speaker 3: zip it, get out of here. Did that happen really?
Speaker 1: You went straight for it. Yeah, Like the surgery. I
Speaker 1: mean he took a scalpel to it, like glued it together.
Speaker 1: It was very quick. That really ship. The one I
Speaker 1: went to was like, oh, it's gonna be thousands of dollars,
Speaker 1: but it'll take care of it. It's just a really
Speaker 1: hard recovery. Like there wasn't even a hard recovery.
Speaker 3: Okay, well that's good anyway. So I just so, now
Speaker 3: you are inked pig. Your your follower count has risen,
Speaker 3: You've got like you're making money. How are you liking it?
Speaker 3: Do you see yourself doing it for long?
Speaker 1: Like? Where are you at with this? I do like it.
Speaker 1: You do so much fun totally most of the time. Okay.
Speaker 1: My friend recently was like, well, you're not gonna do
Speaker 1: this forever. And I wasn't planning on that, but what
Speaker 1: he was saying was that you're getting older. Your face
Speaker 1: is gonna fall apart soon, so do it before that happens.
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, I'm gonna do it as long
Speaker 1: as I'm gonna make money.
Speaker 3: On it.
Speaker 1: It's a race against time.
Speaker 3: I mean, you're a handsome guy. You got this beautiful smile.
Speaker 3: In my opinion, don't shy away from showing the personality.
Speaker 3: It's like one of my favorite things about you.
Speaker 1: Oh thank you.
Speaker 3: Well, you got this cute smile, You say funny things.
Speaker 3: You are an asshole sometimes, hey, and I mean that
Speaker 3: as a compliment.
Speaker 1: Yeah, show it. Yeah, I've thought about it. I think
Speaker 1: I could make more money if I you know, like that,
Speaker 1: oh that awful guy. Yeah, you know what, you can
Speaker 1: talk about people without naming their names.
Speaker 2: Yeah, wait, I know who you're talking about, the one
Speaker 2: that just overshares too much and talk about money that.
Speaker 1: It makes Oh him totally. But actually I was thinking about,
Speaker 1: oh this is fun. He specifically said, no naming people,
Speaker 1: No do no dogging. We're not going to Californian making
Speaker 1: a New York accurrent. That's what's gonna sound like to
Speaker 1: you anyway. Yeah, so so yeah, you were Yeah.
Speaker 2: It was actually you were saying, all right, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: I'm gonna keep it vague yest.
Speaker 1: Yeah, like okay, Like, for instance, I don't promote the
Speaker 1: porn on Instagram. Yeah, I barely do that. Either online,
Speaker 1: and there are people who make a ship fucked ton
Speaker 1: of money doing this like doing, in my opinion, very
Speaker 1: stupid fucking reels. Cringe me the funk out. That's what
Speaker 1: Coconnor does.
Speaker 2: I've doubt I've dabbled in it. I hate the way
Speaker 2: it makes me feel. It makes me so, it makes
Speaker 2: me feel I can't. I just don't want to like
Speaker 2: content that doesn't have any purpose to exist in the
Speaker 2: first place.
Speaker 1: Just doesn't. It doesn't make me either. Yeah, fun entertainment
Speaker 1: for me, I've never understood that.
Speaker 3: For me, if I'm gonna make a reel or anything,
Speaker 3: it's going to be because I just want to be
Speaker 3: my charming self to the audience talking about something I
Speaker 3: give a shit about that maybe somebody else does to. Also,
Speaker 3: there's a link right here in my bio that will
Speaker 3: lead you to all the things that show my naked
Speaker 3: but hoole all over the internet. So if you find
Speaker 3: it great, that's how I look at it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, do you have a link in your Instagram? I do,
Speaker 1: not to my Twitter, just to my fans and fans, Okay,
Speaker 1: but I think.
Speaker 3: I don't want to give it to like all the
Speaker 3: people the club promoting people all the way?
Speaker 1: Do they care for free? Honestly, I don't care what
Speaker 1: they think. I just don't. I just feel like if
Speaker 1: they had a crush on me when I was cool
Speaker 1: and a promoter, they could go pay ten dollars a
Speaker 1: month watch me.
Speaker 3: Fuck, But wouldn't looking at your Twitter give them a
Speaker 3: little inkling of what they.
Speaker 1: Can potentially I think more money? Yeah? Maybe, so you're
Speaker 1: saying that Twitter kind of gives too much away for
Speaker 1: free a lot of people. Oh I do, I do too.
Speaker 1: I can't do it all right, I just I don't
Speaker 1: I like my full scene. Yes, yeah, I don't want to.
Speaker 1: I don't care about a full scene. I'm like, I
Speaker 1: might good, I might watch a bunch of them in
Speaker 1: a session. No, I like looking at Twitter pages that
Speaker 1: say go to just for fans for No, I'm just kidding.
Speaker 3: I'm making fun of the people whose sites where like
Speaker 3: their Twitter is just links to their just for fans
Speaker 3: drives me fucking crazy.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: Like I just posted a scene, I'm like, where can
Speaker 3: I see your goddamn naked videos that are one minute long?
Speaker 1: Yeah, and get me there. I'm happy that it's going well.
Speaker 3: I know you said that you didn't want to like
Speaker 3: talk about like a lot of people in particular, But
Speaker 3: can I ask you a question about what it was
Speaker 3: like to be dating someone within this industry. You don't
Speaker 3: have to, I mean, because you were. You were in
Speaker 3: a relationship with Well.
Speaker 1: A big part of the reason driving force to starting
Speaker 1: all this was that I didn't want a boyfriend ever again.
Speaker 1: I was fucking done.
Speaker 3: So you were like, I'm gonna be in this and
Speaker 3: I'm gonna start making adult films because I don't want
Speaker 3: to be in a relationship.
Speaker 1: And then what happened, James, Fuck you? Yeah, I just yeah,
Speaker 1: I ended up in a fucking relationship with another content creator,
Speaker 1: which was great, so great, and we made really cool
Speaker 1: stuff together. The challenge for me is that I've never
Speaker 1: been in an open relationship. He was my first open relationship, okay,
Speaker 1: and I am what's that word? I am not a compersionist. Okay. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Half the time I was like cool, that sounds hot,
Speaker 1: and some of the time I was like pissed. I
Speaker 1: was just talking to my friend about it the other night,
Speaker 1: like I don't want another boyfriend because I don't think
Speaker 1: doing this job, I can be the boyfriend. I want
Speaker 1: to be to somebody. That's how I feel. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't want total monogamy, but I don't want total chaos now.
Speaker 2: But it's like you don't if you're filming it all
Speaker 2: the time and you have a boyfriend, especially if the
Speaker 2: boyfriend is not in the industry, then they.
Speaker 3: Get so little of you that well yeah, but what
Speaker 3: he's saying is a different thing, I know. But like, yeah,
Speaker 3: he is saying, you guys were both filming, So did you.
Speaker 1: Did you guys? Did you guys fuck recreationally that much?
Speaker 1: Not a lot?
Speaker 2: Yeah, So like your relationship didn't get that, you didn't
Speaker 2: feed like.
Speaker 3: Your relation so like so like you guys didn't So
Speaker 3: it sounds like your sexual relationship was pretty much just broadcast.
Speaker 1: Is that what happened? Oh yes, oh no, he and
Speaker 1: I fucked recreationally totally. Oh yeah yeah yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: you didn't fuck others off camera? Not much?
Speaker 3: Okay, some of course him more than you know, me
Speaker 3: more than him. Oh and still was like, not good
Speaker 3: for you, you New York boys and your fucking double standards.
Speaker 1: It is a double standard, and I was very aware
Speaker 1: of that, and it's been discussed ad NAUSM with my therapist,
Speaker 1: I read fucking poly secure. I am aware of the
Speaker 1: the inherent hypocrisy. It burns my stomach sometimes when I
Speaker 1: see my boyfriend fucking other people. Yeah, that's so not
Speaker 1: always normal, but sometimes I think, I think that it.
Speaker 1: Even for a.
Speaker 3: Person like myself who is big into the compersion thing,
Speaker 3: it'll always sting just a little bit. My my friend
Speaker 3: told me the other day about a huge dick he
Speaker 3: took and the anal orgasmic gave him.
Speaker 1: I don't look like that guy. I don't go. I'm
Speaker 1: not packing like he is. It sung a little, but
Speaker 1: then I was like, well, this bitch still coming home
Speaker 1: with me.
Speaker 3: It takes some work. It takes some work, I understand,
Speaker 3: And it's not for everybody. Are you glad that the
Speaker 3: relationship happened the way that it did.
Speaker 1: Yes, I love the shit out of him, love his
Speaker 1: fucking family. It's just sad when anything ends. Yeah, but yeah,
Speaker 1: that one, I'm glad. I have plenty that I wish
Speaker 1: never happened. But yes, sure, that's great. Yeah.
Speaker 3: And how are you navigating being a content creator as
Speaker 3: a single man? Now, Well, I've fit easier or it's
Speaker 3: a little bit easier. Yeah, because like I film hookups sometimes,
Speaker 3: like if the dude I'm fucking is down to pull
Speaker 3: the camera out and we'll sign a release and I'm
Speaker 3: hooking up more of course. So what have you not
Speaker 3: done yet on camera that you are really excited to
Speaker 3: do as the inked Pig? There's something you haven't done
Speaker 3: yet that you're like, I gotta do this soon. I
Speaker 3: don't think so, oh okay, I can't think of anything.
Speaker 1: I'm pretty I think uninhibited is a good word, like
Speaker 1: I've I think because of the camera shyness and the
Speaker 1: weirdness about all this. To me, I was very like,
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna let it all hang out and uh yeah,
Speaker 1: like you know, I'm kind of goofy on camera. I laugh. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I love it when I see you laugh in your scenes.
Speaker 1: Oh good, Like that's what I mean when I say, like,
Speaker 1: left h I don't hide much. But I was telling
Speaker 1: you earlier about like the reason i don't want to
Speaker 1: do studio porn is because I'm not an actor. You
Speaker 1: can see in my face what I'm feeling pretty much
Speaker 1: all the time, for better or for worse, you know. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So yeah, like I fucking I'll let him nameless. But
Speaker 1: I shot with this guy super hot, love him, he's great,
Speaker 1: but he clearly faked his nut. And you see in
Speaker 1: the video me go ah and then I laughed it
Speaker 1: was yeah, because like you could tell it was like
Speaker 1: it was ridiculous. Oh my god. Yeah, he was just
Speaker 1: like ah, and I was like, you make a face, like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck are you doing? You know? I could
Speaker 1: totally picture that is so funny. Yeah, totally, I hate it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, if I can hear it, oh, you know, Yeah,
Speaker 3: they happen sometimes, something necessary, something Sometimes when you've been
Speaker 3: filming for forty five minutes and you're just over it,
Speaker 3: you're just gonna pretend you come inside that bole totally.
Speaker 1: That's that. You don't have to do that though. You
Speaker 1: don't have to like make it like fucking like you know,
Speaker 1: it needs to be alone erform. It might be how
Speaker 1: he called subtle. Maybe maybe I don't know. That just
Speaker 1: seems ridiculous. I'm not I'll show it to you later.
Speaker 1: Who yells.
Speaker 3: Yeah, We're gonna stop filming this in just a couple
Speaker 3: of minutes, and I'm going to ask you who that was.
Speaker 3: Is there anything that you want to plug, anything you're
Speaker 3: excited about for the rest of the year as we
Speaker 3: slide into spooky season this October. I don't know, I'm
Speaker 3: not doing a whole hell of a lot, if I'm honest. Wait,
Speaker 3: I think I saw you on a flyer for something.
Speaker 3: Fucking what do you want to fly?
Speaker 1: Okay? Yeah, so I'm a parent. I didn't I didn't
Speaker 1: know this, but I'm doing live sex shows at that
Speaker 1: party in Toronto. Okay, and uh I also agreed to
Speaker 1: go go. I didn't really agree, but I'm go go
Speaker 1: dancing at fulsome this weekend. I don't dance as a
Speaker 1: result of the Star Trek Star Wars. What is it
Speaker 1: called star search? Thank you? I just like it is
Speaker 1: he gets his stars mixed up, you know. I don't know.
Speaker 3: I mean, my guy, like the way I'm gonna like
Speaker 3: kind of wrap this up in a neat bow, is
Speaker 3: that I'm wondering if like maybe it's kind of a
Speaker 3: symptom of years of feeling shame and being like, you know,
Speaker 3: put down for who you are to kind of come
Speaker 3: out uninhibited.
Speaker 1: I mean, I told yeah, with Buttercup, I've made very
Speaker 1: clear jumps in my life when I've been tired of
Speaker 1: hiding ship or editing ship. I do not want to
Speaker 1: be somebody in this world who censor yourself. Yeah, I don't,
Speaker 1: And for better or for worse, I've gotten. I've gotten
Speaker 1: a lot softer with my delivery, my aggression way softer.
Speaker 1: But like, yeah, I don't want to fucking same thing
Speaker 1: with the politics on Instagram. I've been like dabbling and
Speaker 1: saying what I really think, but I'm pretty good I'm
Speaker 1: gonna just start being like, fuck this bullshit. This is
Speaker 1: fucking bullshit, all this bullshit. So yeah, I don't want
Speaker 1: to hide my ship.
Speaker 2: That's plenty of people that will censor you enough, you
Speaker 2: don't have to be doing it yourself.
Speaker 1: Well, thank you so much for joining us. So much fun.
Speaker 1: I knew it would be. I was like, I was like,
Speaker 1: let's get let's get James on the show. I want
Speaker 1: to know more about this motherfucker. Uh well, thank you,
Speaker 1: thank you. I think that's all for me. What do
Speaker 1: you think, Cole? You want to sit on this, dick,
Speaker 1: I'm going to sit on. What you're seeing right now.
Speaker 3: Is rare and you should be very flattered because every
Speaker 3: once in a while we will finish a recording. You
Speaker 3: could see in his face that he just wants to
Speaker 3: jump our guests, and I think it's adorable anyway.
Speaker 1: I'm Adam Ramsey. Thank you everybody for listening and watching.
Speaker 1: Sorry for asking. Bye, now see you next time. This
Speaker 1: has been Sorry for asking.
Speaker 3: Be sure to like, comment and subscribe, and until next time,
Speaker 3: stay sexy.