WEBVTT 1 00:00:03.759 --> 00:00:06.639 Welcome to Deplorable Cult Nation. 2 00:00:08.800 --> 00:00:15.439 On Cult of Conspiracy, where halos and shadows collide in. 3 00:00:15.519 --> 00:00:25.359 Symphony, Angels who whisper their wings brush the void, faithful 4 00:00:25.480 --> 00:00:35.320 and fraction truth destroy Religion's thread waves through the devil, 5 00:00:36.719 --> 00:00:40.119 and madness dances on the border. 6 00:00:40.439 --> 00:00:51.880 Lo is it prophecy, a psychosis unseen, a sacred dream, 7 00:00:52.039 --> 00:01:15.159 or reminds machine so jocat. Welcome to Deplorable Cult Nation. 8 00:01:17.599 --> 00:01:20.840 Hi, and welcome back to another episode of Deplorable Nation. 9 00:01:21.159 --> 00:01:29.640 I'm your host, Deplorable Janet, and today my returning beautiful, amazing, fantastic, intelligent, 10 00:01:30.840 --> 00:01:34.319 lovely bestie, Miss heidis with me again. Hello Dolly. 11 00:01:35.280 --> 00:01:37.319 If you had a friend like Janet, you would always 12 00:01:37.359 --> 00:01:41.959 just feel amazing. Thank you, Janet. That was wonderful. I 13 00:01:42.079 --> 00:01:44.120 love you in all those ways. I'm not nearly as 14 00:01:44.120 --> 00:01:44.879 good at that as you. 15 00:01:45.560 --> 00:01:49.760 Well, that's what we're here for, right, is to lift 16 00:01:49.799 --> 00:01:54.920 each other up and be wonderful people in the process. 17 00:01:55.040 --> 00:01:56.519 That's why we get along. 18 00:01:56.200 --> 00:02:00.599 So well, somebody's got to do that, right because that's mm. 19 00:02:00.519 --> 00:02:06.560 Hmm, a little bit, a little bit, but that's okay, 20 00:02:06.680 --> 00:02:09.240 because you know what, we got our own corner of 21 00:02:09.280 --> 00:02:10.240 the world going on. 22 00:02:11.120 --> 00:02:12.560 Over here and I'm happy. 23 00:02:12.599 --> 00:02:20.159 Wheah, just fine. Boys. So yes, I said boys, true words. 24 00:02:20.759 --> 00:02:22.800 It's a boys club and we're not in it. 25 00:02:23.960 --> 00:02:28.439 But that's okay because the girls club rules. You know, 26 00:02:30.680 --> 00:02:35.879 today is an uper interesting topic that could go down 27 00:02:36.159 --> 00:02:40.840 so many different pathways, whether it be light pathways or 28 00:02:40.960 --> 00:02:47.719 dark pathways that is yet to be seen. So today 29 00:02:47.759 --> 00:02:53.000 we're going to be talking about DNA, d MT and 30 00:02:53.039 --> 00:02:56.400 the Star of Bethlehem and howl that all ties together 31 00:02:56.520 --> 00:03:01.120 and believe or not, ladies and gentlemen, some of these 32 00:03:01.199 --> 00:03:04.680 things actually tie in with our previous episodes as well. 33 00:03:05.599 --> 00:03:12.439 So hmm, it's going to be thought provoking. 34 00:03:13.080 --> 00:03:15.599 I hope that's a shit show. 35 00:03:17.080 --> 00:03:18.120 Well it might be. 36 00:03:18.319 --> 00:03:20.800 It might be one of those shows. Who knows. We 37 00:03:20.840 --> 00:03:21.719 will find out. 38 00:03:22.159 --> 00:03:23.560 However, we're gonna go there. 39 00:03:23.960 --> 00:03:27.400 Yeah, I'm just gonna throw this out, Like from the 40 00:03:27.479 --> 00:03:35.520 get go, the month of December or wintertime, especially especially 41 00:03:35.719 --> 00:03:40.000 coming from the healthcare industry, you see a ton of 42 00:03:40.039 --> 00:03:47.039 people with seasonal effective disorder and depression and stuff like that. 43 00:03:47.159 --> 00:03:50.439 And I don't know why it is, but Christmas seems 44 00:03:50.479 --> 00:03:54.840 to be the most depressing holiday for most people. Right, 45 00:03:55.080 --> 00:03:58.879 So winter months and the depression that sinks in and 46 00:03:59.039 --> 00:04:03.800 all of those things. Because the days are shorter, our 47 00:04:04.080 --> 00:04:08.919 circadian rhythm changes because it gets darker earlier, it gets 48 00:04:09.000 --> 00:04:12.240 lighter earlier, you know, all of those things. And so 49 00:04:12.400 --> 00:04:16.560 that can throw everybody off and out of balance. And 50 00:04:19.199 --> 00:04:23.360 sometimes I'm just going to say, bring out the cuckoo 51 00:04:23.519 --> 00:04:25.680 cuckoo too in people. 52 00:04:26.360 --> 00:04:28.759 Some people they joined the cuckoo clock. 53 00:04:30.079 --> 00:04:31.680 So they could have been on one of the plan 54 00:04:31.759 --> 00:04:37.199 of the Cuckoo's episodes. So for people that don't know 55 00:04:37.680 --> 00:04:40.680 what we're talking about with circadian rhythm, that's like your 56 00:04:40.800 --> 00:04:45.360 internal clock that monitors like when you're supposed to wake up, 57 00:04:45.480 --> 00:04:47.920 when you're supposed to go to bed, when it's day, 58 00:04:48.000 --> 00:04:51.160 when it's night, like all of those things. And it's 59 00:04:51.240 --> 00:04:56.279 like your body's masterclock that keeps you in balance and harmony. 60 00:04:56.800 --> 00:05:00.879 And so with the time change, how many times did 61 00:05:00.920 --> 00:05:03.319 you talk to people that go through the time change 62 00:05:04.000 --> 00:05:06.720 when they got to jump forward or spring back with 63 00:05:06.800 --> 00:05:12.600 their clocks And it makes people a little it really does. 64 00:05:12.839 --> 00:05:15.279 I don't think they should do it anymore unless like 65 00:05:15.600 --> 00:05:18.800 you live in a farming community, like I don't know 66 00:05:19.120 --> 00:05:22.680 they petitioned for that here where I live, to not 67 00:05:22.879 --> 00:05:27.600 do it anymore. But then somehow we're still doing it. Yeah. 68 00:05:27.680 --> 00:05:30.000 No, I remember when it was in front of Congress 69 00:05:30.079 --> 00:05:32.560 that they were going to do away with that like 70 00:05:32.680 --> 00:05:36.079 forever and permanently make it a thing, and then it's 71 00:05:36.160 --> 00:05:40.040 like just kidding, Yeah, we're not really going to talk 72 00:05:40.079 --> 00:05:47.759 about that. So it's interesting because your circadian rhythm has 73 00:05:47.800 --> 00:05:51.399 a lot to do with your pineal gland, right, and 74 00:05:51.439 --> 00:05:56.360 your pineal gland is what manufactures the melatonin and all 75 00:05:56.399 --> 00:06:02.240 of that stuff, and so that changed to your melatonin changes, 76 00:06:02.959 --> 00:06:07.480 and so like anytime somebody wants to like check their 77 00:06:07.480 --> 00:06:11.639 melatonin levels, it's kind of like other hormone levels that 78 00:06:11.920 --> 00:06:17.199 fluctuate with time periods throughout the day. And so your 79 00:06:17.240 --> 00:06:20.319 melatonin is going to rise between eight and ten PM 80 00:06:20.399 --> 00:06:23.439 because that's what your body's telling you that you need 81 00:06:23.519 --> 00:06:28.199 to go to sleep, peaks around two to four am. 82 00:06:28.319 --> 00:06:29.000 Hello me. 83 00:06:29.800 --> 00:06:32.319 That is usually when my body wakes me up and 84 00:06:32.480 --> 00:06:35.680 is like, you know what, your bladder is full, you 85 00:06:35.720 --> 00:06:37.319 should get up and get out of bed. 86 00:06:38.199 --> 00:06:39.879 Yeah, at least once. 87 00:06:40.480 --> 00:06:44.959 Yeah, never fails, right, And so by the morning time, 88 00:06:45.079 --> 00:06:50.480 that's when your melatonin falls like drastically, because your body's 89 00:06:50.519 --> 00:06:53.079 supposed to wake up and that's all part of that, 90 00:06:53.319 --> 00:06:56.079 you know, normal clock. So if you're one of those 91 00:06:56.120 --> 00:07:02.839 people that ignores your circadian rhythm and does your own 92 00:07:02.920 --> 00:07:06.319 thing and stays up till two o'clock in the morning 93 00:07:06.639 --> 00:07:11.319 and then sleeps until you know, one o'clock in the afternoon, 94 00:07:13.519 --> 00:07:18.000 I could understand why you might be we teensy off weird. 95 00:07:18.480 --> 00:07:21.600 Yeah. Can you see this picture, okay of this pineal gland. 96 00:07:22.759 --> 00:07:27.160 I don't know, so I think it's very cool. This 97 00:07:27.319 --> 00:07:31.639 next picture it's a walnut, it is, But look at this, 98 00:07:33.519 --> 00:07:34.079 I'll see it. 99 00:07:34.600 --> 00:07:35.160 There you go. 100 00:07:35.879 --> 00:07:38.920 Isn't that interesting? This was my favorite picture I found 101 00:07:38.920 --> 00:07:43.279 for this episode. I was like, oh, my gosh. 102 00:07:42.800 --> 00:07:48.920 Well, but you know, it actually makes a lot of 103 00:07:49.040 --> 00:07:53.639 sense in the grand scheme of things, and hopefully people 104 00:07:53.680 --> 00:07:57.240 are watching, we'll catch on to this and where we're 105 00:07:57.240 --> 00:08:02.480 going with us. So keeping in mind that some people, 106 00:08:03.160 --> 00:08:07.920 like I said, don't pay attention to their normal bodies, 107 00:08:08.079 --> 00:08:12.160 rhythm and stuff, and that's not for you know, it's 108 00:08:12.240 --> 00:08:15.319 not necessarily people that work night shift because they can't help, 109 00:08:15.360 --> 00:08:19.079 but that's what you work. But jet leg or people 110 00:08:19.160 --> 00:08:23.560 that are late gamers or doom scrollers on social media, 111 00:08:23.680 --> 00:08:28.759 those are things you can help. But don't, right, Yes, 112 00:08:29.600 --> 00:08:36.039 so the interesting thing in your body. Now we're gonna 113 00:08:36.240 --> 00:08:40.759 talk about DMT. So not the trippy kind that you 114 00:08:40.799 --> 00:08:45.360 can go and do with the shaman in the woods, right. 115 00:08:46.200 --> 00:08:49.519 I mean, not this kind right here, not. 116 00:08:50.279 --> 00:08:55.799 The uber trippy kind of d MT. Right, your body, 117 00:08:56.240 --> 00:09:02.679 believe it or not, actually manufacture. There's DMT on its own. 118 00:09:03.519 --> 00:09:03.840 Now. 119 00:09:04.120 --> 00:09:06.399 In all my years of being a nurse, did I 120 00:09:06.559 --> 00:09:06.919 know this? 121 00:09:07.879 --> 00:09:07.960 No? 122 00:09:08.120 --> 00:09:11.440 I did not. I'm the first to admit it. And 123 00:09:11.519 --> 00:09:15.840 I was like, what your body makes DMT? And I 124 00:09:15.960 --> 00:09:18.960 was uber shocked and uber interested to learn about that 125 00:09:19.000 --> 00:09:21.759 because I was not aware of that. I've never read 126 00:09:21.799 --> 00:09:25.759 that in a book, a textbook and training or in 127 00:09:25.840 --> 00:09:28.399 school like, none of that. It was not a thing. 128 00:09:28.480 --> 00:09:31.519 I didn't teach that because it wasn't in any. 129 00:09:32.639 --> 00:09:37.360 I never even heard about DMT until until basically the 130 00:09:37.360 --> 00:09:41.200 one that made it famous right right here. I didn't 131 00:09:41.200 --> 00:09:43.639 hear about this. I don't know that I want to 132 00:09:43.679 --> 00:09:48.279 fill this ever, like it sounds insane unless it comes 133 00:09:48.279 --> 00:09:51.799 on naturally like we're going to talk about today. And 134 00:09:51.879 --> 00:09:55.320 maybe you know, since I have had some close calls, 135 00:09:55.440 --> 00:10:00.600 maybe I already have. But I'm just saying that, I mean, 136 00:10:00.639 --> 00:10:03.320 do you really want to know what it's like right 137 00:10:03.360 --> 00:10:06.240 as you're checking out, like, well. 138 00:10:06.399 --> 00:10:10.639 No, And that's why the deeper we get into the episode, 139 00:10:10.679 --> 00:10:14.000 I'm going to bring up some things that I have 140 00:10:14.159 --> 00:10:17.120 talked to somebody else about that was in the occult 141 00:10:17.159 --> 00:10:20.919 side of things, And I'm like, what, No, Like, absolutely not, 142 00:10:21.159 --> 00:10:23.200 do I want to go there? 143 00:10:23.399 --> 00:10:23.440 No? 144 00:10:24.200 --> 00:10:29.360 And some people do this repeatedly, over and over and 145 00:10:29.399 --> 00:10:33.360 over again. Now we're talking about the actual experience with 146 00:10:33.519 --> 00:10:38.279 the shaman or doing stuff on your own, oh whatever, 147 00:10:38.960 --> 00:10:45.159 But it's very different than what your body makes. Yes, 148 00:10:45.320 --> 00:10:50.960 I'm just saying, so there's two enzymes in your body 149 00:10:51.000 --> 00:10:55.720 that actually helped to manufacture your body's own DMT, which 150 00:10:56.159 --> 00:11:01.639 who knew and it's aa DC which is aromatic l 151 00:11:01.799 --> 00:11:05.720 amino acid uh decarbioxylase. 152 00:11:06.600 --> 00:11:08.200 Didn't and also. 153 00:11:09.759 --> 00:11:12.960 Didn't know what that was. And then another one called 154 00:11:13.159 --> 00:11:23.200 i NMT, which is endull in methyl transferase. But your 155 00:11:23.240 --> 00:11:28.200 body actually has several organs that play a part in 156 00:11:28.320 --> 00:11:32.399 making the d MT, which I thought was pretty cool. 157 00:11:32.960 --> 00:11:37.720 Now of course, uh, big blinking sign. Your brain is 158 00:11:37.759 --> 00:11:42.440 the first one which makes complete and total sense that 159 00:11:42.519 --> 00:11:46.519 your brain is the one in charge of this trippy 160 00:11:46.919 --> 00:11:48.759 drug that your body fakes. 161 00:11:48.639 --> 00:11:53.080 Right, we just add some turkey, so this is also involved. 162 00:11:53.759 --> 00:11:58.080 Exactly tripped a fan is definitely because those two chemicals 163 00:11:58.120 --> 00:12:02.559 that I mentioned before, they they mix with that and 164 00:12:02.679 --> 00:12:07.960 they cause the methyl and the and whatever causes trip 165 00:12:08.039 --> 00:12:11.440 to mean so that sounds trippedy on its own right. 166 00:12:11.639 --> 00:12:15.480 Funniest episodes ever of the of this show. I don't 167 00:12:15.480 --> 00:12:19.559 know if we can say, yeah, hopefully we can, Oh, 168 00:12:19.600 --> 00:12:24.000 well I did, it's funny, but I you know, this 169 00:12:24.080 --> 00:12:27.720 one in the KFC one is probably two of my favorite. 170 00:12:27.759 --> 00:12:30.120 Oh and the soup Nazi people. 171 00:12:29.840 --> 00:12:33.360 That don't know what we're talking about. Turkey has tripped 172 00:12:33.360 --> 00:12:35.720 a fan in it. And tripped a fan is what 173 00:12:35.840 --> 00:12:40.960 makes you like almost comatosed after you eat. So it 174 00:12:41.240 --> 00:12:46.279 did not know that, now you do. Yes, So your brain, 175 00:12:46.559 --> 00:12:52.759 since it manufactures everything relating to d MT. It has 176 00:12:52.840 --> 00:12:56.759 to do with your neo cortex, your hipocampus, and the 177 00:12:56.799 --> 00:13:02.440 pineal gland and so there has been lots of rat 178 00:13:02.559 --> 00:13:08.519 studies that they have done to measure DMT levels and 179 00:13:08.600 --> 00:13:13.320 the brains and they said that it's comparable to serotonin levels, 180 00:13:13.840 --> 00:13:18.879 and serotonin levels is what either balances you out or 181 00:13:19.200 --> 00:13:25.200 makes you like hyper excited. So interesting that that that 182 00:13:25.279 --> 00:13:27.279 has been around for a while, and I still never 183 00:13:27.320 --> 00:13:27.840 heard of it. 184 00:13:28.559 --> 00:13:31.759 No me either. This has all been a new I mean, 185 00:13:31.799 --> 00:13:33.600 since they've figured out how to replicate. 186 00:13:34.279 --> 00:13:38.360 I think it's very interesting to me. So the next 187 00:13:38.519 --> 00:13:43.919 organ that helps to produce DMT is the lungs, and 188 00:13:44.000 --> 00:13:46.919 so it says human lung tissue has some of the 189 00:13:47.120 --> 00:13:54.000 highest levels of that i NMT chemical expression in your body. 190 00:13:54.120 --> 00:14:01.399 So your lungs are a major contributor to DMT production, 191 00:14:01.639 --> 00:14:06.120 and I guess that's because of the oxygen that we 192 00:14:06.279 --> 00:14:09.320 take in and how it's broken down in the lungs 193 00:14:10.000 --> 00:14:13.360 and processed in the lungs, So that would be my guess. 194 00:14:14.399 --> 00:14:19.399 So the pineal gland as well, and so the pineal 195 00:14:19.480 --> 00:14:26.000 gland has both of those chemicals. That means that conditions 196 00:14:26.039 --> 00:14:31.159 coexist for the synthesis actually in the pineal gland itself, 197 00:14:32.240 --> 00:14:34.759 so that's kind of cool. And then it says also 198 00:14:34.919 --> 00:14:39.720 peripheral organs, so your adrenal glands, which makes perfect sense 199 00:14:39.919 --> 00:14:45.360 because they also produce cortisol, which changes people's smooth and 200 00:14:45.440 --> 00:14:49.279 behavior and stuff. Your thyroid gland, which is a master 201 00:14:49.440 --> 00:14:55.399 regulator for your body your immune cells, makes perfect sense. 202 00:14:55.960 --> 00:15:00.519 And even your retina and eye tissue make DMT. 203 00:15:01.679 --> 00:15:02.480 I did not know that. 204 00:15:03.080 --> 00:15:08.159 Yeah, me neither. So we're learning along with everyone else today. 205 00:15:08.840 --> 00:15:11.480 So school is in session. 206 00:15:11.679 --> 00:15:14.919 Ladies, true, don't make Jennet get the ruler. 207 00:15:16.039 --> 00:15:21.559 So uh yeah, I could use that for another series 208 00:15:21.639 --> 00:15:22.519 at another time. 209 00:15:23.879 --> 00:15:26.519 That's true, very true. 210 00:15:27.399 --> 00:15:35.039 So researchers nowadays think that DMT is actually part of 211 00:15:35.080 --> 00:15:41.120 the body's immune and stress response system, which is pretty cool. 212 00:15:41.600 --> 00:15:46.519 That DMT is actually what's helping us to regulate whether 213 00:15:46.559 --> 00:15:51.159 we get you know, sick or not. So it's kind 214 00:15:51.159 --> 00:15:55.919 of cool. So the picture she brought up says DMT 215 00:15:56.120 --> 00:16:04.720 this spirit molecule yea Belokia revolutionary research into the biology 216 00:16:04.840 --> 00:16:09.399 of near death and mystical experiences. 217 00:16:08.559 --> 00:16:11.840 Wild and I think it's very cool. The reason why 218 00:16:11.879 --> 00:16:14.039 I picked this particular picture is because where we're going 219 00:16:14.120 --> 00:16:16.120 to go in a minute and all the eyeballs. 220 00:16:16.279 --> 00:16:21.600 I was like, oh, right, well, which makes sense because 221 00:16:21.639 --> 00:16:27.080 we make DMP to our retina and our eye tissue 222 00:16:27.360 --> 00:16:30.840 and so the all seeing eye, and then. 223 00:16:30.960 --> 00:16:36.759 It transfers maybe to your i neal gland with your consciousness, 224 00:16:36.799 --> 00:16:45.279 your awakening so and tersting in trasante. So when does 225 00:16:45.360 --> 00:16:53.759 the body release DMT so studies have been conducted that 226 00:16:54.039 --> 00:17:00.360 say that it spikes during what during brim sleep, So 227 00:17:00.519 --> 00:17:05.960 the most RESTful, restorative, reparative sleep that your body can get, 228 00:17:06.359 --> 00:17:12.480 your body is actually releasing DMT. That's why dreams for 229 00:17:12.599 --> 00:17:18.680 a lot of people are highly visual. People remember their 230 00:17:18.759 --> 00:17:23.519 dreams because the more visual that they are, the more 231 00:17:23.559 --> 00:17:29.279 people remember them. I personally rarely remember dreams. 232 00:17:29.559 --> 00:17:31.880 Do you know what I do when I take benadryl, 233 00:17:32.799 --> 00:17:35.599 of all things? But that makes sense if it's increasing. 234 00:17:35.680 --> 00:17:38.480 I don't think I have very much melatonin when I 235 00:17:38.519 --> 00:17:41.440 got my DNA, whatever thing done, it gives you kind 236 00:17:41.440 --> 00:17:44.599 of your silly traits, you know whatever, you like chocolate 237 00:17:44.599 --> 00:17:47.519 more than vanilla, blah blah blah. It said I do 238 00:17:47.640 --> 00:17:51.200 not require as much sleep as other people, and I 239 00:17:52.160 --> 00:17:54.079 know that's true. And that's why I've been able to 240 00:17:54.279 --> 00:17:56.799 do night shift for twenty seven years, or I would 241 00:17:56.839 --> 00:18:00.680 not be able to because how I survive and be 242 00:18:00.759 --> 00:18:03.319 a mom still is I forced myself to wake up. 243 00:18:03.839 --> 00:18:08.480 I get up early, and then you know I'm able to, 244 00:18:08.680 --> 00:18:10.440 like go still do the things. 245 00:18:10.759 --> 00:18:14.240 You know, Yeah, I could not do what you do 246 00:18:14.279 --> 00:18:18.240 because there's no way that I would function well now 247 00:18:18.720 --> 00:18:22.440 at my age on a night shift. Can't do it fully. 248 00:18:22.640 --> 00:18:24.799 Rough, definitely rough, can't do it. 249 00:18:24.960 --> 00:18:27.359 Why I'm telling you what, I must be getting old 250 00:18:27.400 --> 00:18:29.680 because it was very difficult for me to stay up 251 00:18:29.720 --> 00:18:37.000 till nine pm last night. Oh no, So outside of 252 00:18:37.039 --> 00:18:43.240 your highly vivid dreams during rim sleep, lots of DMT 253 00:18:43.519 --> 00:18:49.720 is also released in a lot of near death experiences. 254 00:18:50.440 --> 00:18:55.160 So people that have had near death experiences and they 255 00:18:55.200 --> 00:19:00.720 can explain to you vividly what they saw, what colors 256 00:19:00.839 --> 00:19:05.880 they saw, the whole nine yards makes perfect sense. Or 257 00:19:06.160 --> 00:19:10.759 people that say that they saw the bright light right. 258 00:19:11.079 --> 00:19:13.160 All part of the experience. 259 00:19:13.119 --> 00:19:16.240 Depends my mom, so she doesn't mind me sharing. But 260 00:19:16.839 --> 00:19:19.640 it wasn't a great experience. I chose this particular picture 261 00:19:19.720 --> 00:19:22.519 because instead of the bright at the end, she saw 262 00:19:22.559 --> 00:19:26.440 a lot of this purple. But it also wasn't a 263 00:19:26.559 --> 00:19:31.799 naturally occurring situation and so that's probably why. And also 264 00:19:31.920 --> 00:19:34.839 she said she would never do that again. Scared the 265 00:19:34.839 --> 00:19:37.200 holy shit out of her and she never did any. 266 00:19:38.839 --> 00:19:41.960 You know what's funny is a lot of people that 267 00:19:42.400 --> 00:19:46.880 have the similar story to what you just described all 268 00:19:46.960 --> 00:19:49.119 talk about seeing purple. 269 00:19:50.960 --> 00:19:53.720 And I hate the color purple, but I think I 270 00:19:53.759 --> 00:19:58.839 have had enough Your death on accent, Like I had 271 00:19:58.880 --> 00:20:01.319 a hypertensive episode during surgery once. 272 00:20:01.400 --> 00:20:05.039 It was super bad, right, even as a little little kid, 273 00:20:05.039 --> 00:20:09.240 I had a horrible burn, requiring skin grafts and hospitalization, 274 00:20:09.519 --> 00:20:13.119 all this stuff. And so I think maybe there's something 275 00:20:13.160 --> 00:20:16.039 in there that maybe I remember, Maybe I just have 276 00:20:16.079 --> 00:20:18.880 an aversion, you know at this point. 277 00:20:19.039 --> 00:20:21.519 Which and it may be because it may be your 278 00:20:21.559 --> 00:20:28.559 body's natural protection, like suppressing those memories of that so 279 00:20:28.599 --> 00:20:31.640 that you don't have to relive that over and over again, 280 00:20:31.799 --> 00:20:37.160 because granted it's a terrifying experience anyway. And then especially 281 00:20:37.720 --> 00:20:42.640 shrouded in the color purple and doesn't exactly doesn't purple 282 00:20:42.839 --> 00:20:44.000 have a cult meaning? 283 00:20:45.920 --> 00:20:48.240 I yeah, I do believe it does. I would have 284 00:20:48.279 --> 00:20:50.200 to look at that to be sure, because I know 285 00:20:50.240 --> 00:20:54.079 the colors are really important to them. Steiner goes really 286 00:20:54.119 --> 00:20:56.920 into the colors. But I can't remember offhand, but I've 287 00:20:56.960 --> 00:21:00.519 always hated I mean, since I was a young girl, 288 00:21:00.559 --> 00:21:04.000 maybe that color blue. Now I love. 289 00:21:03.839 --> 00:21:07.039 Blue, but yeah, say, I'm not a purple fan either. 290 00:21:07.880 --> 00:21:11.559 Maybe it's from a past experience of me as well. 291 00:21:12.400 --> 00:21:13.640 So interesting. 292 00:21:14.240 --> 00:21:17.480 So the next one is highly interesting of when when 293 00:21:17.519 --> 00:21:22.960 a lot of d MT is released, birth birth of 294 00:21:23.079 --> 00:21:27.559 children or trauma events. Now, trauma, I can definitely see that, 295 00:21:27.680 --> 00:21:30.839 but I can honestly tell. 296 00:21:30.680 --> 00:21:33.519 You I don't know how they know. 297 00:21:34.200 --> 00:21:37.319 I don't recall releasing a lot of d MT when 298 00:21:37.359 --> 00:21:38.279 I had my child. 299 00:21:39.160 --> 00:21:42.000 Yeah, with the children. I'm like, was this with the children? 300 00:21:42.119 --> 00:21:44.839 I mean I could see it, but like, how would 301 00:21:44.880 --> 00:21:48.799 they not? I mean maybe I would hope they're not 302 00:21:48.839 --> 00:21:50.240 doing very strange. 303 00:21:49.799 --> 00:21:53.799 Testing on somebody's in labor and the doctor or researcher 304 00:21:53.880 --> 00:21:58.240 standard no room going, do you see any bright colors right? 305 00:21:58.480 --> 00:22:03.039 Or like I think my scary thought was for the 306 00:22:03.160 --> 00:22:07.599 baby and that and doing EEGs as they're born. And 307 00:22:07.640 --> 00:22:10.680 I could see it because oh, yeah, have the ability 308 00:22:10.720 --> 00:22:15.680 to put the head leads on and it measures a 309 00:22:15.680 --> 00:22:18.599 lot of things, and I would not doubt that it 310 00:22:18.640 --> 00:22:20.839 measures other things if they wanted it to. 311 00:22:21.720 --> 00:22:25.920 Yeah, that's that's crazy. And so, uh, trauma I can 312 00:22:26.000 --> 00:22:29.920 definitely understand, because again, your body goes into the fight 313 00:22:30.039 --> 00:22:33.759 or flight stuff and you're releasing you know, high liberals 314 00:22:33.799 --> 00:22:38.640 of cortisol and dopamine trying to you know, dull your 315 00:22:38.640 --> 00:22:41.000 pain and like all kinds of things. So could I 316 00:22:41.079 --> 00:22:45.640 understand that? Yes, Again, I still don't get the childbirthing, 317 00:22:46.160 --> 00:22:49.799 I don't. I can honestly say no. 318 00:22:49.960 --> 00:22:50.599 It just hurt. 319 00:22:52.039 --> 00:22:58.000 And it wasn't a euphoric experience right now. 320 00:22:58.400 --> 00:23:00.640 I had one at home and I did that whole thing, 321 00:23:00.720 --> 00:23:03.960 and people were like, oh, didn't you feel great afterward? 322 00:23:04.000 --> 00:23:06.960 And I can say this, like during the moment, no, 323 00:23:07.039 --> 00:23:10.240 but I did get that rush of endorphins after the fact, 324 00:23:10.319 --> 00:23:11.480 like what the hell is that? 325 00:23:11.880 --> 00:23:12.279 Thanks? 326 00:23:12.440 --> 00:23:12.680 Right? 327 00:23:14.000 --> 00:23:16.279 And I just wanted to clean the house. But I 328 00:23:16.359 --> 00:23:19.240 was like, Okay, that's great, I'm tired. I guess I'm 329 00:23:19.279 --> 00:23:20.359 going to clean the house now. 330 00:23:20.759 --> 00:23:23.079 I did not want to clean the house. No, I 331 00:23:23.119 --> 00:23:26.799 did not. So the thing with the birth and the 332 00:23:26.920 --> 00:23:30.000 trauma that I find it interesting is that they said 333 00:23:30.519 --> 00:23:37.200 that the DMT helps with consciousness transitions and emotional imprinting, 334 00:23:37.400 --> 00:23:41.119 so maybe it is more on the infant than it 335 00:23:41.279 --> 00:23:45.440 is on the mom. 336 00:23:43.759 --> 00:23:45.720 Like that, because you know, we quit seeing all that. 337 00:23:46.200 --> 00:23:48.519 I was a four set delivery, so was my husband. 338 00:23:48.519 --> 00:23:51.480 It was pretty common back then, and they kind of 339 00:23:51.519 --> 00:23:53.359 cut it out. You know, they do use the vacuum 340 00:23:53.400 --> 00:23:56.519 if they absolutely have to, but as an ellen D 341 00:23:56.680 --> 00:24:02.160 nurse for years and years, I only saw that maybe twice. Ever, 342 00:24:03.079 --> 00:24:07.759 they've really backed off of that because of I imagine what. 343 00:24:07.640 --> 00:24:10.799 You're saying, got to get the salad tongs out right. 344 00:24:10.960 --> 00:24:13.920 Yeah, we don't want to be making kids anymore in 345 00:24:13.960 --> 00:24:16.559 tune spiritually because you know, they're trying to wreck that 346 00:24:16.680 --> 00:24:17.279 for everybody. 347 00:24:18.480 --> 00:24:22.119 And that may be that may have a huge role 348 00:24:22.240 --> 00:24:24.960 to play in it, because researchers are like, uh, oh, 349 00:24:25.000 --> 00:24:31.079 we better like cut this out because you know, oh yeah, 350 00:24:31.359 --> 00:24:31.880 who knows. 351 00:24:32.519 --> 00:24:34.319 I want to make no gifted kids? 352 00:24:34.880 --> 00:24:38.000 Yeah no, And so now they just want to use 353 00:24:38.000 --> 00:24:41.519 the vacuum extractor and suck all that you know, good 354 00:24:41.559 --> 00:24:42.839 stuff out of them. 355 00:24:43.480 --> 00:24:43.680 Yes. 356 00:24:44.119 --> 00:24:52.839 So the next thing is through meditation, fasting, and ecstatic states. 357 00:24:53.599 --> 00:24:58.119 So during these times, high gamma brain waves correlate with 358 00:24:59.720 --> 00:25:04.599 high psychedelic activity. And I will tell you if you 359 00:25:05.039 --> 00:25:10.319 are super into fasting, and especially if you do like 360 00:25:10.640 --> 00:25:17.759 a three day fast, your body goes into autophagy and 361 00:25:17.799 --> 00:25:21.720 that's where you're you're burning off all of the stuff 362 00:25:21.799 --> 00:25:27.000 and so you experience like extreme mental clarity and all 363 00:25:27.039 --> 00:25:30.400 of that stuff during a longer fasting period. Now, a 364 00:25:30.480 --> 00:25:34.039 lot of people like me all fast twenty four hours, 365 00:25:34.839 --> 00:25:38.160 but usually when you do a two three day fast, 366 00:25:38.279 --> 00:25:42.759 that's when you hit the utophagy stage where it's like 367 00:25:42.920 --> 00:25:48.279 everything goes whoa, Like all the world brightens up and 368 00:25:49.039 --> 00:25:50.079 you know you have. 369 00:25:50.160 --> 00:25:51.279 Like you took an adderall. 370 00:25:51.759 --> 00:25:55.079 Yeah, like you have creativity and you have plenty of 371 00:25:55.200 --> 00:25:59.119 energy and your mind is sharp and focused and whatever. 372 00:26:00.200 --> 00:26:02.160 Shaking that Janet No. 373 00:26:02.640 --> 00:26:04.440 I take it a couple of times. 374 00:26:04.079 --> 00:26:05.839 Because I clearly have ADHD. 375 00:26:06.880 --> 00:26:10.559 And I'll tell you I was like, I was like, whoa, 376 00:26:10.880 --> 00:26:13.720 I can't be uh being Heidi like this this is 377 00:26:13.759 --> 00:26:17.079 way too bright outside the colors are brighter the things. 378 00:26:17.279 --> 00:26:18.559 I was like, this is not for me. 379 00:26:19.240 --> 00:26:22.839 Yeah, So it's like any type of math and fetamine 380 00:26:23.000 --> 00:26:26.200 use or something. That is why people take it because 381 00:26:26.240 --> 00:26:31.519 of the vividness and the clarity of everything. But yeah, 382 00:26:31.960 --> 00:26:35.079 fasting will put you in the same thing and your 383 00:26:35.119 --> 00:26:40.720 body because it has rid itself of all of the 384 00:26:40.759 --> 00:26:46.039 toxins and the excess sugar and carbs and whatever. That's 385 00:26:46.079 --> 00:26:49.799 when your body is like supercharged and hypercharge and it's 386 00:26:49.839 --> 00:26:53.279 like ready to go. So for all you that. 387 00:26:55.319 --> 00:26:58.000 With the tunnel, this one cracked me up. I was like, 388 00:26:58.039 --> 00:26:59.799 they're just chucking people down the tunnel. 389 00:27:01.519 --> 00:27:05.359 Well, sometimes they're like go to the light, you need help. 390 00:27:06.240 --> 00:27:09.480 Oh boy, scary I hope you don't stay down at 391 00:27:09.519 --> 00:27:10.200 the bottom there. 392 00:27:11.559 --> 00:27:15.240 So that chucking people to the light kind of goes 393 00:27:15.359 --> 00:27:19.039 with the last time that your body releases DMT, and 394 00:27:19.079 --> 00:27:24.240 that's right before dying or your organs shut down completely. 395 00:27:24.519 --> 00:27:25.400 So hmmm. 396 00:27:27.119 --> 00:27:33.319 Yeah, so it says they think that DMT helps the 397 00:27:33.359 --> 00:27:41.319 brain remain conscious during extreme oxygen loss, and so you know, 398 00:27:41.599 --> 00:27:44.920 like your organs are shutting down and DMT takes over 399 00:27:45.160 --> 00:27:49.559 and you're like, oh, I lost my kidneys, This is 400 00:27:49.640 --> 00:27:50.119 not so. 401 00:27:50.240 --> 00:27:56.319 Bad, right, It's fine, it'll be fine, right, everything's good, man. 402 00:27:57.319 --> 00:27:58.920 This has got to be the filling you feel when 403 00:27:58.920 --> 00:28:01.079 you're in the top filled with ice cubes and their 404 00:28:01.119 --> 00:28:02.359 harvesting now just kidding. 405 00:28:02.400 --> 00:28:06.000 Yeah, that's the whole another show too, darn it. 406 00:28:06.319 --> 00:28:06.640 Sorry. 407 00:28:08.680 --> 00:28:15.079 So the interesting thing is why does the body make DMT? 408 00:28:16.960 --> 00:28:21.400 And so they don't really know, they don't understand, but 409 00:28:21.759 --> 00:28:25.319 what they have figured out, or they think they have 410 00:28:25.440 --> 00:28:29.720 figured out, is that it plays a very important role 411 00:28:30.000 --> 00:28:34.880 in visual processing. Hence the retina and the eye tissue 412 00:28:34.920 --> 00:28:41.160 making DMT. And because we take in all forms of light, 413 00:28:41.240 --> 00:28:45.400 whether it's sunlight, blue light, you know, fluorescent light or whatever, 414 00:28:45.519 --> 00:28:49.440 all goes in through our eyeballs and then it transfers 415 00:28:49.480 --> 00:28:52.079 into the nervous system and all of that stuff, and 416 00:28:52.119 --> 00:28:58.359 that's basically what runs our body right is light. So 417 00:28:58.960 --> 00:29:04.240 DMT may help the brain create the internal imagery. And 418 00:29:04.279 --> 00:29:10.000 so if you didn't make DMT in your body, would 419 00:29:10.039 --> 00:29:15.519 you still be able to actually see out of your eyeballs? 420 00:29:16.640 --> 00:29:21.920 Like what you're actually seeing? Kind of trippy, kind of trippy. 421 00:29:23.279 --> 00:29:29.160 So also it's in near death survival episodes, and so 422 00:29:30.359 --> 00:29:36.039 they think that DMT actually works to protect your neurons 423 00:29:36.680 --> 00:29:43.119 during times of extreme stress or again oxygen deprivation. So 424 00:29:43.640 --> 00:29:49.279 it's a neuro protectant, which is kind of trippy to 425 00:29:49.400 --> 00:29:53.960 think about that. It's a neuroprotectant that people that go 426 00:29:54.200 --> 00:30:03.240 on DMT trips of the outside your body type, those 427 00:30:03.240 --> 00:30:08.000 are times of extreme stress because people will tell you 428 00:30:09.039 --> 00:30:14.359 like they're being chased by things, or something is clawing 429 00:30:14.440 --> 00:30:17.559 at them or whatever. I've heard all kinds of crazy 430 00:30:17.640 --> 00:30:20.240 stories from people that have been on a DMT trip. 431 00:30:21.119 --> 00:30:24.079 I've heard good and I've heard bad. I've heard a 432 00:30:24.160 --> 00:30:27.240 lot of talking to angels or demons a lot. 433 00:30:28.240 --> 00:30:30.880 Yeah, I don't I will pass on the talking to 434 00:30:30.960 --> 00:30:31.960 the demons part. 435 00:30:32.039 --> 00:30:34.839 I don't want to take away that they're going into 436 00:30:34.880 --> 00:30:36.680 a realm where they do not belong. 437 00:30:36.519 --> 00:30:39.640 Let's be honest, one hundred percent. Which leads us to 438 00:30:39.720 --> 00:30:44.799 the next thing is that it works for spiritual or 439 00:30:45.000 --> 00:30:49.759 mystical perception, and so that's where people get. Of course, 440 00:30:49.839 --> 00:30:56.839 the out of body experiences, the entity encounters spiritual revelations, 441 00:30:56.880 --> 00:31:00.079 like people are like, oh I found myself, I know 442 00:31:00.680 --> 00:31:05.440 my purpose and my plan and whatever. Or they have 443 00:31:05.599 --> 00:31:11.440 deep emotional memory access and so they can access things 444 00:31:11.519 --> 00:31:16.319 that their subconscious has suppressed for long periods of time. 445 00:31:17.799 --> 00:31:23.359 But I would just want to say this, so is 446 00:31:23.480 --> 00:31:29.359 this like related to the angelic visitation psychosis that we 447 00:31:29.480 --> 00:31:35.720 talked about on the last show, or are people really 448 00:31:35.799 --> 00:31:43.559 having a spiritual awakening? So is it higher enlightenment versus 449 00:31:44.119 --> 00:31:51.240 demonic activity attachments et cetera, et cetera. Or think about 450 00:31:51.319 --> 00:31:55.440 people with sleep paralysis. A lot of people who come 451 00:31:55.480 --> 00:32:01.480 back from DMT trips we'll talk about have sleep paralysis. 452 00:32:02.039 --> 00:32:04.440 Yeah, no thanks, I don't want to remember the things 453 00:32:04.440 --> 00:32:08.279 that shouldn't be there. That sounds like a bad idea 454 00:32:08.359 --> 00:32:08.680 for me. 455 00:32:09.039 --> 00:32:13.319 One hundred percent. Kind of like those oh I can't 456 00:32:13.359 --> 00:32:16.559 remember what they're called. There's some kind of glasses that 457 00:32:16.640 --> 00:32:19.599 I have, like the purple do you remember what I'm 458 00:32:19.640 --> 00:32:23.920 talking about, some kind of purple lens or something, and 459 00:32:23.960 --> 00:32:29.000 it's supposed to help you see like demons and stuff 460 00:32:29.039 --> 00:32:33.119 around you. And I'm like, oh, hell no, no, no, Like, 461 00:32:33.200 --> 00:32:36.200 can you imagine how fearful you would be every single 462 00:32:36.279 --> 00:32:41.599 day after encountering that. I mean, so why did you 463 00:32:41.759 --> 00:32:44.319 want to go on a trip to trip yourself out? 464 00:32:45.000 --> 00:32:47.559 Well, and we know it's true, Like, look, the Bible 465 00:32:47.599 --> 00:32:49.759 tells you it's true if you believe in the Bible, 466 00:32:50.119 --> 00:32:51.799 you know, if you believe in the Torah, if you 467 00:32:51.839 --> 00:32:54.319 believe in like all these people say the same stuff, 468 00:32:54.359 --> 00:33:01.279 even Joseph. So I'm just saying, you know, maybe you 469 00:33:01.319 --> 00:33:03.880 don't want to end up like John d and Joseph 470 00:33:03.920 --> 00:33:05.559 Smith and all the people, because none of them met 471 00:33:05.640 --> 00:33:09.400 a very great end. I mean chucked out of windows 472 00:33:09.519 --> 00:33:12.480 raising their friend's kid like I don't know, doesn't sound 473 00:33:12.559 --> 00:33:13.440 great to me, but. 474 00:33:13.599 --> 00:33:16.480 Whatever, Yeah, I think that will be a hard pass 475 00:33:16.519 --> 00:33:21.359 for me. Like you do your thing, I'll do my thing. 476 00:33:22.119 --> 00:33:23.240 We'll just leave it at that. 477 00:33:24.119 --> 00:33:25.160 Yeah. 478 00:33:25.279 --> 00:33:31.839 So with the immune regulation with the DMT, it interacts 479 00:33:31.880 --> 00:33:36.599 with different things and it stabilizes your cells and works 480 00:33:36.640 --> 00:33:42.759 to reduce inflammation. And so not only is it neuroprotectant, 481 00:33:43.319 --> 00:33:50.359 anti inflammatory, and it's a chemical bridge between consciousness and biology, 482 00:33:51.039 --> 00:33:54.880 which is actually kind of cool because it's one of 483 00:33:54.920 --> 00:33:59.799 those fearal good chemicals, like you know, with the dopamine 484 00:34:00.079 --> 00:34:03.319 and all of that stuff, and the serotonin and all 485 00:34:03.359 --> 00:34:07.160 of those things working together. But who knew that all 486 00:34:07.240 --> 00:34:12.079 this time your body was working with DMT production as well. 487 00:34:13.199 --> 00:34:16.559 I'm like shocked, I'm floored. I honestly am. 488 00:34:16.679 --> 00:34:18.800 I didn't know. I didn't know that as well. 489 00:34:20.280 --> 00:34:25.840 So what is the connection with the paneal gland? So 490 00:34:26.280 --> 00:34:32.480 your paneal gland has the quote unquote machinery to manufacture 491 00:34:32.639 --> 00:34:37.559 the DMT because it produces the melatonin and it's deeply 492 00:34:37.599 --> 00:34:43.840 connected with your circadian rhythm, your dream states, and spiritual experiences. 493 00:34:44.559 --> 00:34:47.599 And so they consider the paneal gland to be the 494 00:34:47.719 --> 00:34:55.480 quote seat of the soul, Which what do secret societies 495 00:34:56.000 --> 00:35:00.719 and ancient text and things like that talk about. 496 00:35:01.920 --> 00:35:03.880 Yeah, trying to take it out and put it in 497 00:35:03.920 --> 00:35:07.880 somebody else. That's sure, you don't you want to live forever? 498 00:35:10.119 --> 00:35:13.679 Because this is considered the quote seat of the soul. 499 00:35:14.920 --> 00:35:19.400 It's in the Kabbola, it's in Verdict text, it's in uh, 500 00:35:20.000 --> 00:35:24.239 what is it discarte m hm. It's in all of 501 00:35:24.280 --> 00:35:28.320 these different texts where they talk about the paneal gland 502 00:35:28.400 --> 00:35:32.239 and how important it is, and and your paneal gland, 503 00:35:33.559 --> 00:35:36.960 you know, when it's open and it's not calcified, that's 504 00:35:37.000 --> 00:35:42.320 when everything is like vivid and you're creative and you 505 00:35:42.360 --> 00:35:45.880 know all all of the things. You have critical thought 506 00:35:45.960 --> 00:35:50.800 process which is so important, and what happens when that's calcified, 507 00:35:51.599 --> 00:35:56.079 All of that goes away and you it would be easier. 508 00:35:58.639 --> 00:36:05.039 Suppose that scientists and researchers knew that if they could 509 00:36:05.159 --> 00:36:11.800 do things to cause classification of the pineal gland, how 510 00:36:11.920 --> 00:36:15.840 dumbed down society would be, and how much easier we 511 00:36:15.920 --> 00:36:22.199 would be to control if we couldn't form thoughts and 512 00:36:22.440 --> 00:36:24.599 critical processes on our own. 513 00:36:25.519 --> 00:36:29.280 Right. So that's what that's what one of our other 514 00:36:29.400 --> 00:36:32.239 shows was he was trying to make him a little 515 00:36:32.239 --> 00:36:35.920 slave like that, mister Dahmer spooky m. 516 00:36:36.920 --> 00:36:39.840 So you know they're working on that. You know that's 517 00:36:39.880 --> 00:36:40.840 been in the works. 518 00:36:40.599 --> 00:36:43.239 For a long time, and all of all the. 519 00:36:43.199 --> 00:36:46.960 Way back like the picture that you're showing again, like 520 00:36:48.679 --> 00:36:52.159 Egyptian times and whatever. So this is not a new 521 00:36:52.199 --> 00:36:57.400 thing that they're focusing on that third eye, right, that's 522 00:36:57.440 --> 00:36:58.800 your third eye. 523 00:36:59.039 --> 00:37:01.800 Yep, sutely so. 524 00:37:03.800 --> 00:37:10.840 Uh, emotional and neurological cocktail. Holidays, of course, for a 525 00:37:10.840 --> 00:37:15.440 lot of people bring grief in nostalgia thinking about the 526 00:37:15.480 --> 00:37:19.920 past traditions they don't do anymore because the family members 527 00:37:20.039 --> 00:37:24.960 being lost or whatever. People get uber depressed. They get 528 00:37:25.119 --> 00:37:29.079 very heightened in their emotional state. Hence why I hate 529 00:37:29.960 --> 00:37:35.760 Christmas shopping season because no one has manners. Everyone is 530 00:37:35.800 --> 00:37:40.320 crazy and they will literally chop your toes off with 531 00:37:40.400 --> 00:37:43.360 a cart to get to a bag of eminem's. 532 00:37:44.440 --> 00:37:47.480 I mean it is true, it is true, and I 533 00:37:47.519 --> 00:37:50.480 think the holidays. So for us working in mental health, 534 00:37:50.480 --> 00:37:52.760 we always know we get a surge right before on 535 00:37:52.800 --> 00:37:56.599 a surge right after one hundred, the way it is. Yeah, 536 00:37:56.639 --> 00:37:58.960 if we get low on hours, we always are like, 537 00:37:59.039 --> 00:38:01.519 don't worry about it, almost the holidays. 538 00:38:02.400 --> 00:38:03.559 Don't worry all the. 539 00:38:05.119 --> 00:38:06.280 It'll happen, and. 540 00:38:07.880 --> 00:38:11.199 We care about that. But it's true, absolutely. 541 00:38:10.599 --> 00:38:13.519 And it's just you know, people get to the point, 542 00:38:13.880 --> 00:38:18.360 you know, money, like you said, not only the traditions, 543 00:38:18.440 --> 00:38:21.000 but this pressure, Like I know, as a single mom 544 00:38:21.000 --> 00:38:23.960 when I was one, r got pressure of being able to. 545 00:38:23.920 --> 00:38:30.000 Provide and all all that you have to give everybody 546 00:38:30.039 --> 00:38:36.280 what they want, And so desperation makes people do crazy things. 547 00:38:36.360 --> 00:38:40.639 Because any other time of the year, if you had 548 00:38:41.079 --> 00:38:49.039 Susie the sassy shopping cart person right you ran into her, 549 00:38:49.159 --> 00:38:52.159 any other time of the year, she would definitely not 550 00:38:52.320 --> 00:38:55.400 try to take your toes off with the cart. But 551 00:38:55.599 --> 00:38:58.239 during the holiday season, that's when people go. 552 00:39:00.079 --> 00:39:02.199 Theirk a little crazy. 553 00:39:03.119 --> 00:39:05.280 It starts at that Black Friday Maen. 554 00:39:06.400 --> 00:39:12.960 And so what causes that, What causes people to snap 555 00:39:13.199 --> 00:39:16.440 and to behave in ways that they don't normally behave 556 00:39:16.519 --> 00:39:20.599 in and do things that they wouldn't normally do. I'm 557 00:39:20.679 --> 00:39:25.639 just saying it's a thing that's true. So during that 558 00:39:25.760 --> 00:39:28.840 time of year, not only do people go crazy, but 559 00:39:30.280 --> 00:39:34.199 it is the time of year where everyone will tell you, 560 00:39:34.400 --> 00:39:38.480 not everyone, but you know what I'm saying. Abroad, percent 561 00:39:38.559 --> 00:39:43.679 of the population will talk about seeing angels or hearing 562 00:39:45.199 --> 00:39:49.119 loved ones that have passed away, hearing their voices, or 563 00:39:49.880 --> 00:39:55.440 smelling certain things that you know, remind them of a 564 00:39:55.480 --> 00:39:59.039 person in the past, like certain sense and things like that, 565 00:40:00.239 --> 00:40:07.239 or nursing staff talk about seeing and having sightings of 566 00:40:08.119 --> 00:40:14.039 shadowy or light, you know, figures or whatever. And so 567 00:40:14.760 --> 00:40:17.239 does that kind of stuff happen and does it heighten 568 00:40:17.840 --> 00:40:18.599 this time year? 569 00:40:18.760 --> 00:40:19.000 Yes? 570 00:40:20.440 --> 00:40:26.280 Very weird, right, So why does that happen? Well, how 571 00:40:26.480 --> 00:40:32.679 about is your DNA a spiritual antenna? And I'm going 572 00:40:32.760 --> 00:40:38.280 to say yes, because your DNA is your God given 573 00:40:38.559 --> 00:40:43.760 strand to make up who you are. That is your 574 00:40:43.840 --> 00:40:51.320 connection to God. Your mRNA is the messaging between you 575 00:40:51.440 --> 00:40:56.000 and God. Hence, why do we want to give mRNA 576 00:40:56.360 --> 00:41:01.960 vaccinations and treatments and stuff alter that DNA Because they're 577 00:41:02.000 --> 00:41:08.320 severing that connection with Creator. So the science side of 578 00:41:08.440 --> 00:41:15.760 things says that DNA emits and receives tiny little light signals, 579 00:41:17.159 --> 00:41:20.880 and some other scientists that are on the other side 580 00:41:20.920 --> 00:41:24.719 of the coin say they act like a radio antenna. 581 00:41:24.840 --> 00:41:28.440 And I'm going to tell you this is absolutely one 582 00:41:28.480 --> 00:41:33.599 hundred percent Drew. And here's why. If you are a 583 00:41:33.639 --> 00:41:39.880 shit person, right, and you have crummy behavior and whatever, 584 00:41:40.079 --> 00:41:41.719 what kind of people do you attract? 585 00:41:42.800 --> 00:41:43.079 Right? 586 00:41:43.639 --> 00:41:45.239 Say, if you. 587 00:41:45.239 --> 00:41:51.039 Are kind hearted and loving and empathetic for people and whatever, 588 00:41:51.440 --> 00:41:56.360 what do you attract in your circle those same kind 589 00:41:56.400 --> 00:42:00.960 of people? And so do I side on the the fringe? 590 00:42:01.000 --> 00:42:05.480 Science part where your DNA is a radio antenna, absolutely, 591 00:42:06.119 --> 00:42:10.480 because what you put out comes back to you. And 592 00:42:10.559 --> 00:42:14.159 if you put out misery and chaos into the universe, 593 00:42:14.599 --> 00:42:18.159 your life is full of misery and chaos a lot. 594 00:42:19.119 --> 00:42:25.559 So yes, I believe that. And it says that human 595 00:42:25.679 --> 00:42:31.119 bodies respond not only to other people's energy levels and stuff, 596 00:42:31.159 --> 00:42:33.480 which we all know because we talk about that a lot, 597 00:42:34.440 --> 00:42:41.400 but it also responds to cosmic radiation, solar cycles, and 598 00:42:41.559 --> 00:42:50.719 full moons. So think about to the human resonance frequency 599 00:42:50.880 --> 00:42:55.719 that you know makes people lacked a little cuckoo and 600 00:42:55.760 --> 00:42:58.400 they're like, oh my god, I feel like everything is off, 601 00:42:58.519 --> 00:43:03.119 everything is heightened or whatever. During those times, it was 602 00:43:03.320 --> 00:43:07.679 literally splashed all over social media when that frequency changed. 603 00:43:08.599 --> 00:43:12.800 And think about two with the full moons. Full moons 604 00:43:12.840 --> 00:43:16.840 have always brought out cukadoos. 605 00:43:16.079 --> 00:43:21.960 These Arctic northern lights. My ass. Look, people, I don't 606 00:43:22.000 --> 00:43:25.519 care what you saw. I'm sure you did. I did too, 607 00:43:25.639 --> 00:43:30.679 But guess what, it's never happened before, Like do the 608 00:43:30.760 --> 00:43:33.519 math and know that they're doing something to you. 609 00:43:34.079 --> 00:43:39.719 Oh one hundred percent. And we know from you know, 610 00:43:40.159 --> 00:43:43.400 research and what we've talked about before. Do they have 611 00:43:44.079 --> 00:43:47.880 the type of energy weapons that can do that, and 612 00:43:47.960 --> 00:43:52.599 do they know about affecting our frequencies and stuff I 613 00:43:52.679 --> 00:43:56.039 look at we did a long time ago, like the 614 00:43:56.119 --> 00:44:00.679 Havana syndrome, you know, and we talked about that and 615 00:44:00.760 --> 00:44:04.880 how they can use not only frequencies, but sounds and 616 00:44:05.519 --> 00:44:08.639 smells and all kinds of things. 617 00:44:09.159 --> 00:44:12.880 I remember right around twenty twenty there was this sound 618 00:44:13.079 --> 00:44:15.880 every night, and I wasn't the only one. Other people 619 00:44:15.880 --> 00:44:19.639 are the weird high pitched sound. And they do stuff 620 00:44:19.679 --> 00:44:20.519 all the time. 621 00:44:20.800 --> 00:44:24.239 Oh one hundred percent. Yeah, And that's part of the 622 00:44:24.320 --> 00:44:29.599 testing that they do on human human beings, with or 623 00:44:29.639 --> 00:44:34.280 without your knowledge and consent, right, But that's the thing. 624 00:44:34.599 --> 00:44:38.199 And so anything that they can do to upset or 625 00:44:38.400 --> 00:44:45.199 interfere with that connection and your your DNA antenna, of 626 00:44:45.239 --> 00:44:49.400 course they're going to do it. So spiritual side of things, 627 00:44:51.039 --> 00:44:58.320 angels are considered frequency based beings, and so Christmas angels 628 00:44:58.360 --> 00:45:03.440 often are described as glowing or shimmering, so people that 629 00:45:04.079 --> 00:45:07.880 describe seeing them this time of year, that's what they 630 00:45:08.000 --> 00:45:14.280 describe them as, or sometimes they're even depicted in movies 631 00:45:14.480 --> 00:45:19.559 right as shimmery type type things. And so the idea 632 00:45:19.639 --> 00:45:26.719 that intuition or revelation is a signal received by your 633 00:45:26.840 --> 00:45:35.960 own DNA coil. So I tend to believe that too, because. 634 00:45:35.760 --> 00:45:39.079 This picture shows that so good. It's like the coil 635 00:45:39.199 --> 00:45:42.039 in the back. And then I really like this one. 636 00:45:42.239 --> 00:45:47.360 Well, and it makes sense because how many times do 637 00:45:47.440 --> 00:45:51.000 you have an intuition like, oh, I should not do that, 638 00:45:51.440 --> 00:45:56.880 or maybe I should get hold of somebody or whatever. 639 00:45:57.559 --> 00:46:03.920 That is literally your your God consciousness telling you to 640 00:46:04.039 --> 00:46:08.280 stay away from something, telling you to run towards something, 641 00:46:08.360 --> 00:46:12.679 telling you to contact someone. That's exactly what that is. 642 00:46:13.440 --> 00:46:19.119 So because the the DNA stranding that you know he created, 643 00:46:20.079 --> 00:46:24.800 the Creator created us to be those receivers for him 644 00:46:24.840 --> 00:46:27.480 and to get those messages. But how often do we 645 00:46:27.519 --> 00:46:28.119 not listen? 646 00:46:29.119 --> 00:46:29.599 Wow? 647 00:46:33.039 --> 00:46:35.679 Where I get I was gonna say, I kind of 648 00:46:35.719 --> 00:46:38.360 remember maybe a time or two in my life where 649 00:46:38.360 --> 00:46:41.400 I was a little pigheaded and stubborn and I'm like, nope, 650 00:46:41.880 --> 00:46:45.239 not doing that, And it's like, yes you are when 651 00:46:45.280 --> 00:46:47.280 I hit you over the here with frying pan if 652 00:46:47.320 --> 00:46:55.079 you don't listen. So here's the question. Are some people 653 00:46:56.239 --> 00:47:05.760 more genetically predisposed or sensitive to the spiritual realm? What 654 00:47:05.800 --> 00:47:06.280 do you think? 655 00:47:06.480 --> 00:47:06.880 Really? 656 00:47:07.159 --> 00:47:11.840 I do think this is a thing only because well, 657 00:47:11.920 --> 00:47:14.199 I know I had childhood trauma, and people could put 658 00:47:14.239 --> 00:47:16.599 it off on that. But even in my lineage, like 659 00:47:17.280 --> 00:47:20.400 I come from a long line of people, like clear 660 00:47:20.480 --> 00:47:25.360 back to the Huntington's and it's it's strange, like Xena 661 00:47:25.400 --> 00:47:28.960 Huntington is one of my very old old Mormon ancestors, 662 00:47:28.960 --> 00:47:31.559 and she was known as a priestess and it was 663 00:47:31.599 --> 00:47:34.800 before they took you know, that away from the women, 664 00:47:35.159 --> 00:47:38.639 and she gave more blessings that helped people than the 665 00:47:38.679 --> 00:47:42.039 men and anyone else. And then they took it from 666 00:47:42.039 --> 00:47:42.400 the women. 667 00:47:43.000 --> 00:47:47.320 Of course why because women are nature nurtures. 668 00:47:46.840 --> 00:47:49.920 Right, because they worked and they were like, damn it. 669 00:47:50.440 --> 00:47:52.960 Right, we don't want to we don't want to helping 670 00:47:53.039 --> 00:47:56.280 people for crying out loud, and who are the people 671 00:47:57.199 --> 00:48:05.679 that create uh, destructive things in the world. It's always 672 00:48:05.920 --> 00:48:09.239 a male. Women don't do that. 673 00:48:10.119 --> 00:48:13.960 I will give them a couple instances of like, okay, 674 00:48:14.599 --> 00:48:17.960 but what happened to those people beforehand? Right, like the 675 00:48:18.000 --> 00:48:20.320 one lady of Bathory and she. 676 00:48:20.400 --> 00:48:24.079 Was kind of crazy killing people, leading them all over 677 00:48:24.199 --> 00:48:26.800 and weirdo stuff or like you know, I mean, I'm 678 00:48:26.800 --> 00:48:30.440 not saying women can't be nefurious, but overall, I mean 679 00:48:30.480 --> 00:48:34.000 we can use the podcast world for example, how often 680 00:48:34.039 --> 00:48:35.000 do we help up? 681 00:48:35.559 --> 00:48:37.039 Why are right people pushed down? 682 00:48:37.480 --> 00:48:37.679 Right? 683 00:48:37.880 --> 00:48:42.280 And it's true, and it's it's because we are God's 684 00:48:42.400 --> 00:48:48.719 natural nurtures and so we are born to help people 685 00:48:48.880 --> 00:48:53.039 and lift people up and whatever. And so if you 686 00:48:53.159 --> 00:48:56.320 think about it in the terms of good and evil, 687 00:48:56.480 --> 00:48:59.280 and oh my gosh, people are probably gonna lose. They're 688 00:48:59.599 --> 00:49:04.039 ever up and minds over this. But women tend to 689 00:49:04.119 --> 00:49:08.199 side on the side of good, whereas men tend to 690 00:49:08.320 --> 00:49:13.000 side on the side of evil because it's it's their 691 00:49:13.119 --> 00:49:20.159 nature to not nurture, it's their nature to repress and 692 00:49:20.280 --> 00:49:23.719 suppress and all of those things. And that's why, Like, 693 00:49:23.840 --> 00:49:27.079 if you look out through history, like all of the 694 00:49:27.159 --> 00:49:32.639 psychological studies that have been done that basically tormented like 695 00:49:32.719 --> 00:49:37.199 the participants, they've all been run by a man, you know, 696 00:49:37.480 --> 00:49:40.079 look at Bill Gates and what he's done. Look the 697 00:49:40.199 --> 00:49:45.840 vaccine manufacturers. They're typically always a male. Can there be 698 00:49:46.000 --> 00:49:49.159 exceptions to that? Yes, I'm not saying that men are bad, 699 00:49:49.239 --> 00:49:52.400 So don't get your panties all up in a twist, 700 00:49:53.519 --> 00:49:57.239 because I love men and we need men. But that's 701 00:49:57.239 --> 00:49:59.960 why there's two sides of the coin. Because we're supposed 702 00:49:59.960 --> 00:50:01.719 to to balance each other. 703 00:50:02.719 --> 00:50:07.480 Yes, it's important, it's really important, and why we're designed 704 00:50:08.320 --> 00:50:11.960 a specific way to have that other half to balance 705 00:50:12.039 --> 00:50:14.840 us too, because we're too emotional. I can't count how 706 00:50:14.840 --> 00:50:18.039 many times I've helped somebody up where my husband's like, 707 00:50:18.639 --> 00:50:22.159 why'd you do that? Say you saw it coming, like 708 00:50:22.559 --> 00:50:25.960 you did this before, you know better, right. 709 00:50:26.119 --> 00:50:30.519 But it's in your neighbor your nature to like help 710 00:50:30.679 --> 00:50:37.639 and help repeatedly. And that's why, like certain people are 711 00:50:37.679 --> 00:50:42.599 susceptible also to getting used and getting hurt in that 712 00:50:42.800 --> 00:50:45.280 aspect because people take advantage of that. 713 00:50:46.599 --> 00:50:48.239 But I'm okay with that. 714 00:50:48.559 --> 00:50:52.920 I'm okay with that because I'm not going to change. 715 00:50:53.159 --> 00:50:56.559 No. Like I told my husband the other day, I said, 716 00:50:57.159 --> 00:51:00.559 he's like, why do you send pictures to this one person? 717 00:51:01.000 --> 00:51:05.320 And I said, you know, it's not about them and 718 00:51:05.400 --> 00:51:08.519 what they think like or whatever they do with it, 719 00:51:08.760 --> 00:51:12.239 they asked me, So I do that, and I want 720 00:51:12.280 --> 00:51:15.719 to bless them, So I do that. And you know, 721 00:51:15.840 --> 00:51:19.440 it is information, it is stuff I've worked hard to 722 00:51:19.480 --> 00:51:22.519 get and books and things. And he's like, you know 723 00:51:22.559 --> 00:51:25.280 they're just going to use that, you know, And I'm 724 00:51:25.360 --> 00:51:29.880 like okay, And you know, if I've already presented it, 725 00:51:29.920 --> 00:51:33.480 is it really my job to hoard everything like it's 726 00:51:33.599 --> 00:51:36.599 just not not good, Like that's not goot to help 727 00:51:36.639 --> 00:51:37.239 people grow? 728 00:51:37.599 --> 00:51:41.920 So right, So we have to make a lot of 729 00:51:42.000 --> 00:51:47.639 decisions in our lives, right, and pick our battles and 730 00:51:47.679 --> 00:51:50.119 do all of the things. But that comes down to 731 00:51:50.440 --> 00:51:54.239 again that pineal gland and us having the ability to 732 00:51:56.039 --> 00:52:01.239 reason out and critically think and plan out, like if 733 00:52:01.280 --> 00:52:04.519 we do this, what could happen? What's going to happen? 734 00:52:05.440 --> 00:52:08.800 So that's two sides of the coin too, Because can 735 00:52:08.880 --> 00:52:16.119 women be bad shit Cuckooh yeah, but that's why again 736 00:52:17.239 --> 00:52:21.320 women need men and men need women for that balance 737 00:52:21.360 --> 00:52:22.639 and that harmony. 738 00:52:22.199 --> 00:52:24.119 Because that's why it was created to be. 739 00:52:25.119 --> 00:52:26.480 Absolutely So. 740 00:52:28.400 --> 00:52:33.880 Do you think that prophetic gifting is a biological trait? 741 00:52:36.239 --> 00:52:39.599 Not always? I think it can be, and I think, 742 00:52:39.760 --> 00:52:42.760 you know, it can also be acquired if if God 743 00:52:42.960 --> 00:52:45.880 decides to do anything with you, he can you know, 744 00:52:46.519 --> 00:52:48.480 I think so too. Yeah. 745 00:52:48.519 --> 00:52:55.880 So how about do certain DNA lineages carry spiritual sensitivity? 746 00:52:56.880 --> 00:52:59.920 I think that might be true. I think that one 747 00:53:00.320 --> 00:53:02.400 might be definitely. 748 00:53:01.880 --> 00:53:05.679 True because how many people do you know that like 749 00:53:06.880 --> 00:53:13.159 most of their family are like very like in tune. 750 00:53:13.360 --> 00:53:18.320 I guess you could say and awake and know things 751 00:53:18.360 --> 00:53:21.400 that normal people wouldn't know, and you know they're not 752 00:53:21.639 --> 00:53:24.679 studying stuff that it just comes. 753 00:53:25.039 --> 00:53:28.519 Yeah, yeah, I think that's a definite. I think that 754 00:53:28.639 --> 00:53:31.960 there's just and I think Native Americans prove that a 755 00:53:32.000 --> 00:53:35.360 lot of times nobody had to come tell them about 756 00:53:35.360 --> 00:53:39.039 God likes to do and they were like, yeah, we 757 00:53:39.119 --> 00:53:41.440 just figured this thing out. We don't need you, and 758 00:53:41.480 --> 00:53:43.599 then that caused the problem because they needed money. 759 00:53:43.800 --> 00:53:48.000 Right, So do you think that like with the with 760 00:53:48.039 --> 00:53:52.280 the lineages like that, do you think that's why there 761 00:53:52.320 --> 00:53:57.440 are some that have long lines of like profits or 762 00:53:57.519 --> 00:53:59.559 healers or whatever that. 763 00:54:01.239 --> 00:54:05.079 Yeah, I think so for me, I definitely think that's 764 00:54:05.840 --> 00:54:08.880 I visualize that in my own family or like you'll 765 00:54:08.880 --> 00:54:12.280 have a heightened sense uh, Like we all have a 766 00:54:12.320 --> 00:54:14.880 heightened sense of smell, which is not the best thing 767 00:54:15.039 --> 00:54:20.519 for a nurse, but I agree there's days where I'm like, 768 00:54:20.719 --> 00:54:22.360 oh my gosh. 769 00:54:22.239 --> 00:54:28.159 But like I could even smell like crazy stuff when 770 00:54:28.199 --> 00:54:31.039 I'm like uber congested and I'm like, oh my god, 771 00:54:31.159 --> 00:54:32.800 it smells like whatever. 772 00:54:33.599 --> 00:54:36.000 And I mean it's benefited me a lot. You know, 773 00:54:36.400 --> 00:54:40.199 it's helped me too, But uh, you know you just 774 00:54:40.760 --> 00:54:43.920 I do think that's something that you know, you're either 775 00:54:45.000 --> 00:54:47.920 born with a lot of times and then you can 776 00:54:47.960 --> 00:54:51.719 develop it or you know, you you may be able to. 777 00:54:51.920 --> 00:54:53.480 I think you have to have a little spark in 778 00:54:53.519 --> 00:54:56.119 there on that particular thing. 779 00:54:56.519 --> 00:54:59.960 And here's the here's the question that I have or 780 00:55:00.199 --> 00:55:06.280 not the question, But think about this. How many times 781 00:55:06.320 --> 00:55:11.880 do we hear stories about like as we're younger children 782 00:55:11.960 --> 00:55:18.360 that had imaginary friends, right, and then of course as 783 00:55:18.400 --> 00:55:22.000 we age, like all that goes away, belief goes away, 784 00:55:22.239 --> 00:55:27.119 faith goes away or whatever. So what if that spiritual 785 00:55:27.239 --> 00:55:32.480 side of things and that God connection was coming through 786 00:55:32.519 --> 00:55:39.239 our DNA as an imaginary friend and so our body 787 00:55:39.920 --> 00:55:47.199 are subconscious? Is is making it so that we can understand 788 00:55:48.119 --> 00:55:52.760 what we're through an imaginary friend? Like, think about it 789 00:55:53.000 --> 00:55:57.199 in the same aspect of like Bigfoot or whatever. So 790 00:55:57.599 --> 00:56:01.880 if Bigfoot was actually a different kind of creature that 791 00:56:02.159 --> 00:56:08.239 was like uber frightening and uber scary and terrifying, demonic looking, 792 00:56:08.320 --> 00:56:13.280 whatever words you want to describe it, people would not 793 00:56:13.480 --> 00:56:18.760 be able to visually or physically handle what it really 794 00:56:18.800 --> 00:56:21.599 looks like. That's why it presents as a werewolf. 795 00:56:22.719 --> 00:56:25.480 Right. Well, yeah, the angel is the first thing they 796 00:56:25.519 --> 00:56:29.960 say to every person ever is do not be afraid. 797 00:56:30.039 --> 00:56:34.360 Right, And that's why I'm wondering if if maybe the 798 00:56:34.440 --> 00:56:38.559 imaginary friend thing is because we still have that close 799 00:56:38.599 --> 00:56:41.360 connection to God when we have our innocence and all 800 00:56:41.400 --> 00:56:45.840 of that stuff, and that's how our body manifested in 801 00:56:45.880 --> 00:56:49.280 a way that we can understand. Because being that small 802 00:56:49.320 --> 00:56:51.719 and that little and our brains aren't developed yet, we're 803 00:56:51.719 --> 00:56:55.199 not going to understand like a light being, you know 804 00:56:55.280 --> 00:56:56.239 what I mean, right. 805 00:56:56.400 --> 00:56:59.440 Right, So you just as like fake or whatever. 806 00:56:59.679 --> 00:57:04.639 Yeah, imaginary And that's why like when we get older 807 00:57:04.679 --> 00:57:08.920 and the pineal gland closes and we shut off that 808 00:57:09.400 --> 00:57:14.800 you know, connection or whatever, and we lose that creativity 809 00:57:14.920 --> 00:57:19.039 and we lose that openness to be able to actually 810 00:57:19.159 --> 00:57:24.000 visually process mm angels and things like that. 811 00:57:24.199 --> 00:57:26.280 So yeah, I could see that for sure. 812 00:57:26.280 --> 00:57:27.760 Hopefully that made sense. 813 00:57:28.480 --> 00:57:29.800 Now, I get where you're going with that. 814 00:57:31.119 --> 00:57:41.320 So is d MT the molecule of Christmas miracles? So 815 00:57:41.719 --> 00:57:46.079 because it's created naturally like we talked about before, and 816 00:57:46.239 --> 00:57:49.880 it happens during trauma and all of those different things 817 00:57:51.000 --> 00:57:55.079 and the heightened stress levels in December with all the 818 00:57:55.159 --> 00:58:00.320 Christmas shopping and thinking about family that aren't there any more, 819 00:58:00.320 --> 00:58:08.599 and all of those things. So is that coupled with 820 00:58:09.000 --> 00:58:12.679 our circadian rhythm and our hormone balance and all of 821 00:58:12.719 --> 00:58:19.440 those things what cause people to see like the Star 822 00:58:19.480 --> 00:58:24.719 of Bethlehem during Christmas and they visualize it or that's 823 00:58:24.760 --> 00:58:31.280 when they have more angelic visitations or angelic messages or whatever. 824 00:58:32.119 --> 00:58:36.239 Is DMT the cause of that and why? 825 00:58:36.400 --> 00:58:40.840 I don't think so, but I think that people could think. 826 00:58:40.679 --> 00:58:47.800 That it's very possible. So Biblically speaking, a biblical angel 827 00:58:47.920 --> 00:58:53.320 is a light being and has an overwhelming presence and 828 00:58:54.119 --> 00:58:58.000 comes usually with a message or a warning or things 829 00:58:58.039 --> 00:59:07.599 like that, or telepathic communication. So kind of like we 830 00:59:07.719 --> 00:59:11.039 talked about touched on a little in the last show. 831 00:59:13.440 --> 00:59:18.199 I like to say I get downloads. It's not an 832 00:59:18.320 --> 00:59:23.440 actual download of information, but it like the filing cabinet 833 00:59:23.480 --> 00:59:26.400 got filled up when I wasn't paying attention, if you 834 00:59:26.480 --> 00:59:29.199 know what I'm getting at, And it's like stuff that 835 00:59:29.519 --> 00:59:32.519 I have never looked into, I don't know anything about, 836 00:59:32.639 --> 00:59:36.480 and all of a sudden, the information is there. Has 837 00:59:36.519 --> 00:59:37.679 that ever happened to you? 838 00:59:38.639 --> 00:59:41.559 More? I think mine is? I get led to things 839 00:59:41.599 --> 00:59:44.679 like you need to look at this book right, I 840 00:59:44.960 --> 00:59:47.800 have to read this thingy over here, and especially with 841 00:59:47.880 --> 00:59:49.800 the books. But it's all about how you tune in. 842 00:59:50.280 --> 00:59:53.119 Like I think if if you tune in, I think 843 00:59:53.119 --> 00:59:55.599 you could get like I mean, there are some things 844 00:59:55.639 --> 00:59:58.199 that are automatic where I'm like, yeah, I know that, 845 00:59:58.360 --> 00:59:59.559 like yeah. 846 00:59:59.440 --> 01:00:00.400 Why do I know that? 847 01:00:00.480 --> 01:00:04.239 I have? No? Yeah? Yeah, and and I just get 848 01:00:04.239 --> 01:00:07.400 it that fast where my Mom's like, hold on, what 849 01:00:07.440 --> 01:00:09.880 the hell are you talking about? 850 01:00:10.679 --> 01:00:11.719 And where is my God? 851 01:00:12.679 --> 01:00:14.719 And and it's funny, you know. Language is one of 852 01:00:14.719 --> 01:00:18.719 those things where Spanish for me, I did study it, 853 01:00:19.360 --> 01:00:23.039 but just in a book that I got at the store. 854 01:00:23.760 --> 01:00:26.199 Like I didn't take it. Uh. I just had a 855 01:00:26.199 --> 01:00:29.679 boyfriend and I didn't understand him, and he didn't understand me. 856 01:00:29.719 --> 01:00:31.760 And I was really young, and I thought I'm gonna 857 01:00:31.800 --> 01:00:35.159 figure this out. So and he wasn't my boy. I 858 01:00:35.320 --> 01:00:38.199 liked him, right, I want to talk to him. And 859 01:00:38.280 --> 01:00:43.000 so I just learned. Uh, And I started, you know, oh, 860 01:00:43.039 --> 01:00:45.519 I'll just do this, or I'll just watch movies or 861 01:00:45.559 --> 01:00:49.320 all and and and I know enough now that you know, 862 01:00:49.519 --> 01:00:52.079 I can stumble my way through quite a bit. Uh. 863 01:00:52.119 --> 01:00:55.840 And it passed on to my son who he did 864 01:00:55.880 --> 01:00:59.519 study it because he heard me do that. He's so fluent. 865 01:00:59.559 --> 01:01:03.840 He's like perfectly fluent, you know, which is really funny 866 01:01:03.880 --> 01:01:07.199 because he failed the English part of the exam and 867 01:01:07.239 --> 01:01:11.960 they questioned him when he went to go get his 868 01:01:11.960 --> 01:01:16.719 his bilingual interpreter thing here. He's very young and he 869 01:01:16.719 --> 01:01:19.519 already has that, and they said, well he was not 870 01:01:19.679 --> 01:01:23.599 born here, then he is not a natural citizen. And 871 01:01:23.639 --> 01:01:26.320 I said, he is the widest child you have ever thought. 872 01:01:26.400 --> 01:01:30.000 The people speak. He definitely is. 873 01:01:31.159 --> 01:01:34.000 I was like, sir, just send So I had to 874 01:01:34.039 --> 01:01:36.719 have this meeting with his counselor. I said, just send 875 01:01:36.800 --> 01:01:40.360 them a picture and they were laughing, and he goes, mom, 876 01:01:40.880 --> 01:01:43.039 it's because and I know there are people that speak 877 01:01:43.079 --> 01:01:45.679 Spanish in other countries. I'm teasing a little here, but 878 01:01:46.920 --> 01:01:49.360 that are blonde and blue eyed and all the things. 879 01:01:49.960 --> 01:01:54.480 But I think it's funny just in general. And the 880 01:01:54.519 --> 01:01:58.039 guy said, well, why did you fail? The English party said, 881 01:01:58.039 --> 01:02:00.679 because the computer does it for you. I actually had 882 01:02:00.679 --> 01:02:05.119 to learn how to conjugate these verbs. Well, yeah, he's 883 01:02:05.159 --> 01:02:07.599 not wrong. Well check does do it for you. 884 01:02:08.079 --> 01:02:13.719 And it's funny because I dated somebody before that was Hispanic, 885 01:02:14.480 --> 01:02:17.800 and they were trying to learn better English and they're 886 01:02:17.880 --> 01:02:23.199 like the English language is the most difficult, complicated thing 887 01:02:23.280 --> 01:02:27.079 to learn, like it makes zero sense to people, and 888 01:02:27.159 --> 01:02:32.480 why do we have multiple ways to spell the same word? 889 01:02:32.719 --> 01:02:36.440 Yes, yeah, and they're well and even so I took 890 01:02:36.440 --> 01:02:39.400 French forever, but I couldn't ever do it because there 891 01:02:39.480 --> 01:02:41.920 was a cute boy that's see, it's always the voice, 892 01:02:42.239 --> 01:02:44.360 a boy that sat next to me, and I just 893 01:02:44.400 --> 01:02:48.719 never paid attention. But when I went to France, I 894 01:02:48.840 --> 01:02:51.559 was like, oh, like you said, who is this person? 895 01:02:52.239 --> 01:02:56.000 My daughter said, did you speak French to that person? 896 01:02:56.039 --> 01:02:58.760 And I said I think I did, and she was 897 01:02:58.920 --> 01:03:01.840 we were lost, and I was like, they are so 898 01:03:01.960 --> 01:03:04.000 rude if you try and just talk English to them 899 01:03:04.039 --> 01:03:08.280 at first. So they know English. Look, none of them 900 01:03:08.320 --> 01:03:11.480 don't like understand. They know. They just don't want to 901 01:03:11.480 --> 01:03:13.440 talk to you if you're not going to dress right 902 01:03:13.559 --> 01:03:17.679 and be nice. But so I tried and then he 903 01:03:17.920 --> 01:03:19.440 was like talking to me for a minute. Then he 904 01:03:19.519 --> 01:03:22.559 spoke in English and I was like, oh, that's great, 905 01:03:23.280 --> 01:03:25.159 but he was like, yeah, your French wasn't bad, and 906 01:03:25.199 --> 01:03:26.559 she's like, you speak French. 907 01:03:27.920 --> 01:03:30.960 What I was like, You're like, I have no idea 908 01:03:31.079 --> 01:03:33.400 where it came from. Don't know, Yeah, I was like. 909 01:03:33.519 --> 01:03:35.239 I did take it for a long time. I guess 910 01:03:35.280 --> 01:03:37.400 some of it got like you said, the download, I 911 01:03:37.440 --> 01:03:40.199 guess some of it went in there, you know. Or 912 01:03:40.320 --> 01:03:42.960 if you've ever fallen asleep with a podcast, this happens 913 01:03:42.960 --> 01:03:45.880 to me a lot in my ear and I'll wake 914 01:03:45.960 --> 01:03:49.800 up and I'm like, yeah, that totally made sense. My 915 01:03:49.920 --> 01:03:52.119 husband's like, did you just learning your sleep? You are 916 01:03:52.199 --> 01:03:53.000 freaking weird? 917 01:03:53.400 --> 01:03:57.840 Like yeah, And some people have that higher frequency where 918 01:03:58.760 --> 01:04:01.159 U and I liked it. Think of it like a sponge. 919 01:04:01.800 --> 01:04:06.800 You are highly absorbed sponge. Other people not so much. 920 01:04:06.920 --> 01:04:13.719 They're dried out dead inappropriate. 921 01:04:13.840 --> 01:04:16.360 Well, well that would. 922 01:04:16.920 --> 01:04:19.599 You need to get that sponge moist. 923 01:04:21.280 --> 01:04:26.039 She's been nice, Ah my mom, how do you keep 924 01:04:26.039 --> 01:04:28.800 all this stuff in your head? Because sometimes she'll hear 925 01:04:28.840 --> 01:04:31.519 me when somebody says something that you're not talking about, 926 01:04:31.599 --> 01:04:34.800 you know, another thing, and then I'll just and I'm 927 01:04:35.079 --> 01:04:36.880 She's like, why did you know that? I'm like, I 928 01:04:36.960 --> 01:04:39.320 just listened to it once on the podcast one hundred 929 01:04:39.360 --> 01:04:44.239 person listening, you know, But to learn it, really learn 930 01:04:44.280 --> 01:04:47.480 it good, not just a little bit. I have to 931 01:04:47.519 --> 01:04:50.159 stop and write it down if I really want to 932 01:04:50.199 --> 01:04:54.039 know something. Well, it still gets in there sometimes. 933 01:04:53.599 --> 01:04:56.719 One hundred percent, and I'm the exact same way. But 934 01:04:56.800 --> 01:05:00.440 I think that's why, like we talked to about a 935 01:05:00.519 --> 01:05:07.360 minute ago, like some people are uber sensitive to the 936 01:05:07.559 --> 01:05:10.159 universe or whatever you want to call it and picking 937 01:05:10.239 --> 01:05:15.280 up things and listening to those signals that it may 938 01:05:15.360 --> 01:05:18.400 not be like you're hearing voices. I don't mean that, 939 01:05:18.519 --> 01:05:21.599 but it's like like you said, like being led to 940 01:05:22.039 --> 01:05:26.679 do whatever, Like I got led in the holistic healthre yeah, 941 01:05:26.719 --> 01:05:31.239 and knew how to do things that I've never done before, 942 01:05:31.280 --> 01:05:34.719 and it's like it's just there, It's in there. Yeah, 943 01:05:35.760 --> 01:05:37.480 Katina is getting full. 944 01:05:38.679 --> 01:05:38.880 Yep. 945 01:05:39.480 --> 01:05:42.719 I think there is definitely that, And you know, I 946 01:05:42.760 --> 01:05:46.280 think that it also kind of hurts us because we 947 01:05:47.079 --> 01:05:50.039 can read the room and I've been told before like 948 01:05:50.119 --> 01:05:53.000 you're reading it wrong, and I'm like, no, I'm not right. 949 01:05:53.199 --> 01:05:55.880 Empathic yep. 950 01:05:56.199 --> 01:05:58.000 It's always something you. 951 01:05:57.880 --> 01:06:01.679 Can sense, uh uh. And that's why I said, like 952 01:06:02.280 --> 01:06:07.039 empathic in the in the sense of being in tune 953 01:06:07.519 --> 01:06:11.280 to things around you, kind of like I said, with childhood, 954 01:06:12.119 --> 01:06:15.559 you know, and having that innocence, and so when you're empathic, 955 01:06:15.719 --> 01:06:19.360 you have that same kind of ability or gift that 956 01:06:19.400 --> 01:06:23.800 we're born with. Where it's like you can feel or 957 01:06:23.920 --> 01:06:27.599 sense emotions or whatever. You don't even have to look 958 01:06:27.639 --> 01:06:28.840 at anybody in the room. 959 01:06:28.920 --> 01:06:31.800 You can just feel you didn't do anything. Yeah, and 960 01:06:31.920 --> 01:06:35.480 it doesn't even like sometimes it's kind of bad because 961 01:06:35.519 --> 01:06:39.880 you you can call I'm very direct, so I'll say 962 01:06:39.960 --> 01:06:43.559 something to somebody and they'll say that's not true, like 963 01:06:43.679 --> 01:06:46.199 I don't feel that, but like maybe they did, but 964 01:06:46.280 --> 01:06:50.000 it wasn't enough to really have them even notice, Like 965 01:06:50.079 --> 01:06:50.800 maybe they're not. 966 01:06:50.840 --> 01:06:54.920 Either, or maybe they really do feel that, right, but 967 01:06:55.079 --> 01:06:57.360 they're not being upfront and honest. 968 01:06:58.320 --> 01:07:01.719 And I just think that's really unfortunate, you know, because 969 01:07:01.840 --> 01:07:04.880 we live in such a world that literally no one 970 01:07:05.000 --> 01:07:07.480 is their authentic self. And I think it scares the 971 01:07:07.599 --> 01:07:12.199 shit out of people when people like us just do 972 01:07:12.599 --> 01:07:16.280 what this is just me, like this is my life, 973 01:07:16.320 --> 01:07:18.960 Like if you looked me up, you would find out 974 01:07:19.039 --> 01:07:22.239 the same shit I already tell you, you know, like this 975 01:07:22.280 --> 01:07:24.840 is how it is. And so some of us don't 976 01:07:24.840 --> 01:07:28.039 do masks, and we don't do that well. And I'm 977 01:07:28.079 --> 01:07:30.639 definitely one of those people, you know. I don't like that. 978 01:07:30.800 --> 01:07:33.360 I don't like masks. I don't like faking things. I 979 01:07:33.360 --> 01:07:37.320 don't right say why I don't have time for that, right. 980 01:07:37.639 --> 01:07:40.599 Same thing. I'm not going to bury my true identity 981 01:07:40.840 --> 01:07:47.199 to make somebody else, make somebody else have the happy feels, 982 01:07:47.360 --> 01:07:48.119 you know what I'm. 983 01:07:47.920 --> 01:07:50.840 Saying, or make you more comfortable or whatever. And I 984 01:07:50.840 --> 01:07:55.119 think that is why you know, I've been number one god, 985 01:07:55.159 --> 01:07:58.800 but number two that is that people liked to listen 986 01:07:58.840 --> 01:08:01.400 because they're like, oh, this is who she really is 987 01:08:01.440 --> 01:08:03.760 and what you want to do. And yeah, you listen 988 01:08:03.760 --> 01:08:05.679 to a podcast you want to know about them. 989 01:08:05.800 --> 01:08:11.199 Yep, you know. And people when you don't wear that mask, 990 01:08:11.320 --> 01:08:14.679 people feel closer to you, They feel more connected because 991 01:08:14.679 --> 01:08:18.439 they feel like they know your authentic, genuine soul. 992 01:08:19.359 --> 01:08:21.680 Yeah, and even if it's not great, like you're still 993 01:08:21.720 --> 01:08:24.239 gonna know me like that. I'm not saying I'm all 994 01:08:24.520 --> 01:08:26.760 like all but up like, there's lots of parts of 995 01:08:26.800 --> 01:08:29.640 me that many people don't like that I don't even like, 996 01:08:30.279 --> 01:08:32.800 but at least you'll know who I am. And I 997 01:08:32.800 --> 01:08:36.039 always go back to that Nirvana quote, you know, I mean, 998 01:08:37.199 --> 01:08:39.520 it's good to just hate somebody for who they are, 999 01:08:39.640 --> 01:08:42.000 even if that you know, it's it's that quote, like 1000 01:08:42.159 --> 01:08:44.319 it's like, Okay, I'd rather be hated for who I 1001 01:08:44.359 --> 01:08:49.439 am than who I'm not right, It's just I don't 1002 01:08:49.439 --> 01:08:52.199 have that, and people are mistaken for oh, she can't 1003 01:08:52.239 --> 01:08:54.880 keep a secret, or oh she doesn't work well with others. No, 1004 01:08:55.640 --> 01:08:57.920 I'm just going to be brutally honest. And if you're 1005 01:08:57.920 --> 01:09:00.760 also the same, we probably we can have a really 1006 01:09:00.800 --> 01:09:01.359 great relation. 1007 01:09:01.600 --> 01:09:05.359 I was gonna say, hence why we're best friends. 1008 01:09:05.399 --> 01:09:09.239 Exactly, And I'm like, you know, is it really that difficult? 1009 01:09:09.359 --> 01:09:12.840 Do you all really hide like that? Just seems exhausting 1010 01:09:12.920 --> 01:09:16.079 to me. I can't. That was part of Mormonism, right, 1011 01:09:17.359 --> 01:09:20.600 They were all fake and and not sorry for people, 1012 01:09:20.640 --> 01:09:23.640 I just generalized, but many of the people I knew 1013 01:09:24.000 --> 01:09:25.399 seemed very fake. 1014 01:09:25.680 --> 01:09:32.079 Right, And and here's a like an example of that. 1015 01:09:32.319 --> 01:09:35.680 What was that what was her name, Ruby? 1016 01:09:36.760 --> 01:09:38.960 Oh you have Ruby Frankie. 1017 01:09:39.279 --> 01:09:43.560 Where she she put the uh put on that front 1018 01:09:43.720 --> 01:09:46.600 or that air that they had the perfect family and 1019 01:09:46.640 --> 01:09:50.000 she was the perfect mom and like they loved each 1020 01:09:50.039 --> 01:09:53.319 other and the kids loved each other and like whatever, 1021 01:09:53.840 --> 01:09:56.720 and then behind the scenes her. 1022 01:09:56.640 --> 01:09:59.479 Child was the Nazi camp survivor. 1023 01:09:59.239 --> 01:10:03.279 Like yeah, like she was that shit nuts and she 1024 01:10:03.600 --> 01:10:06.520 was angry and she yelled at people all the time, 1025 01:10:06.640 --> 01:10:10.920 and she abused her children and and whatever. So that 1026 01:10:10.920 --> 01:10:13.680 that just goes to show you that like when you 1027 01:10:13.760 --> 01:10:18.239 can let that wall down and be your authentic self, 1028 01:10:19.079 --> 01:10:23.319 that's when you have more light that comes in. 1029 01:10:24.119 --> 01:10:26.239 And people will love it or they will hate it. 1030 01:10:26.279 --> 01:10:27.800 There's never an in between. 1031 01:10:28.479 --> 01:10:32.439 And if they if they can't, if they cannot take 1032 01:10:32.600 --> 01:10:37.000 your presence or the light that you emit, that is 1033 01:10:37.279 --> 01:10:40.279 a you problem or them problem. That's not a you problem, 1034 01:10:40.439 --> 01:10:40.920 you know what I mean. 1035 01:10:41.000 --> 01:10:43.520 It's hard. That's a hard thing because I think what 1036 01:10:43.560 --> 01:10:45.479 you said, like, I've had it since I was a kid, 1037 01:10:45.560 --> 01:10:49.159 since I was literally born, and it's intense for people, 1038 01:10:49.439 --> 01:10:52.920 and I get it, like it's caused problems for me 1039 01:10:53.039 --> 01:10:55.199 my whole life. And I watch it with my daughter 1040 01:10:55.279 --> 01:10:57.520 and it makes me so sad because she got it 1041 01:10:57.600 --> 01:11:01.319 a little more than the others. And my son has it, 1042 01:11:01.439 --> 01:11:02.640 but he doesn't give up. 1043 01:11:03.880 --> 01:11:07.000 He does not care. And then I need to check 1044 01:11:08.079 --> 01:11:08.880 you would love him. 1045 01:11:09.039 --> 01:11:12.199 He's just like I'm gonna do this if I want to, 1046 01:11:12.239 --> 01:11:15.760 Like he does not. I'm like, oh boy, Sometimes I 1047 01:11:15.840 --> 01:11:18.399 even am like ah and about. 1048 01:11:18.439 --> 01:11:22.279 Getting to that point when the judgment of others just 1049 01:11:22.399 --> 01:11:26.239 not bother you and I haven't. 1050 01:11:26.479 --> 01:11:29.840 Now I am so proud that I raised him, Like 1051 01:11:29.960 --> 01:11:33.920 I need to teach him how to cultivate a better 1052 01:11:34.039 --> 01:11:37.039 acceptance of people, because not everybody will meet you where 1053 01:11:37.039 --> 01:11:40.600 you are, right, so we got to get there. But 1054 01:11:40.800 --> 01:11:44.960 like he does not do that for honey, traps don't 1055 01:11:44.960 --> 01:11:47.760 work with him. Nothing works with him because he will 1056 01:11:47.840 --> 01:11:51.079 stay in his lane and he's like, bitch, please. Like 1057 01:11:52.079 --> 01:11:55.359 sometimes I'm like, oh, you cannot do that, and if 1058 01:11:55.399 --> 01:12:00.600 I say no, it's probably bad, like because I'm pretty 1059 01:12:01.119 --> 01:12:05.840 liberal on certain things. But like with my daughter, it's 1060 01:12:05.880 --> 01:12:08.760 hard because she doesn't know how to rain anything back. 1061 01:12:09.159 --> 01:12:12.560 And she's a lot like I was. And every single 1062 01:12:12.600 --> 01:12:14.520 time when I was a kid, like I would have 1063 01:12:15.199 --> 01:12:18.199 problems with people that you know, they just didn't like me. 1064 01:12:18.439 --> 01:12:21.840 There was like nothing that ever happened, Like we didn't 1065 01:12:21.840 --> 01:12:24.079 have a fight or words or like, it would just 1066 01:12:24.119 --> 01:12:25.479 be like they didn't like. 1067 01:12:25.479 --> 01:12:29.880 It because they cannot be around that type of energy. 1068 01:12:31.319 --> 01:12:32.039 And I used to. 1069 01:12:35.520 --> 01:12:38.439 Higher level and that's that's why people can't do that. 1070 01:12:39.439 --> 01:12:41.479 It's hard though, that's a hard thing to accept. But 1071 01:12:41.560 --> 01:12:44.880 when I got older and I started noticing more, like 1072 01:12:45.119 --> 01:12:47.600 babies always come to me, dogs always. 1073 01:12:49.159 --> 01:12:56.439 Because you have that that authentic innocence about you, so don't. 1074 01:12:56.239 --> 01:13:00.600 But hard, Yeah, sometimes that's rough, right, I mean, it's 1075 01:13:00.680 --> 01:13:03.920 harder honestly for her for me to watch that with her. 1076 01:13:04.880 --> 01:13:07.800 You know, we're talking about a kid that's like got 1077 01:13:07.880 --> 01:13:10.199 in trouble during the VID because she wanted to hug 1078 01:13:10.239 --> 01:13:15.039 everybody too much and she just loves people, and you know, 1079 01:13:15.119 --> 01:13:19.920 for them to just be intentionally mean because why and 1080 01:13:19.960 --> 01:13:23.279 she doesn't understand it. And you can't teach that cruelty 1081 01:13:23.359 --> 01:13:26.920 to somebody that doesn't think like that. You can't. 1082 01:13:28.159 --> 01:13:32.119 And that's why I'm glad there's light and dark in 1083 01:13:32.159 --> 01:13:35.880 our society because some people have that light and they 1084 01:13:35.920 --> 01:13:39.159 bring that light to everything around them, and other people 1085 01:13:39.760 --> 01:13:44.159 try to bring destruction and chaos. So kind of like 1086 01:13:45.199 --> 01:13:50.279 chaos magic, right, yeah, right, And so think of it 1087 01:13:50.319 --> 01:13:54.199 this way, like the biblical angels and whatever that we 1088 01:13:54.399 --> 01:13:57.359 described a while ago. So think of it on the 1089 01:13:57.399 --> 01:14:01.560 flip side. And these are the DMT and too. So 1090 01:14:01.880 --> 01:14:10.399 people describe seeing geometric light being so shapes right, squares 1091 01:14:10.439 --> 01:14:15.880 and triangles and all the things. And again they have 1092 01:14:15.960 --> 01:14:21.279 the overwhelming presence. There's a message or a cryptic teaching 1093 01:14:21.600 --> 01:14:27.880 along with it, and telepathic communication. So this is the 1094 01:14:27.920 --> 01:14:31.600 occult thing that I wanted to mention earlier because you 1095 01:14:31.640 --> 01:14:33.840 and I have both done a show with this person 1096 01:14:35.640 --> 01:14:42.079 and there's a lot of practicing of crossing the abyss 1097 01:14:43.600 --> 01:14:50.680 and can describe to you in very vivid detail number 1098 01:14:50.680 --> 01:14:57.840 one involving the color purple. And number two, everything in 1099 01:14:58.000 --> 01:15:06.920 their cr over between life and death was geometric and 1100 01:15:07.199 --> 01:15:11.479 nothing was like uniform or whatever where we would see 1101 01:15:11.520 --> 01:15:14.960 things or process things on a daily basis. It was 1102 01:15:15.039 --> 01:15:21.600 all these very strange shapes and patterns and whatever. But 1103 01:15:21.680 --> 01:15:27.000 the colors and stuff. And since our body releases DMT 1104 01:15:27.560 --> 01:15:36.600 during near death experiences or right before we die, wow there. 1105 01:15:37.319 --> 01:15:42.560 Right, yeah, yeah, And I mean, look, I'm not saying 1106 01:15:42.560 --> 01:15:45.439 anything if you want to go do that, like you 1107 01:15:45.479 --> 01:15:48.840 know people that have done that, like who we're talking about. 1108 01:15:48.960 --> 01:15:50.920 I don't know if he still wants that mentioned, but 1109 01:15:52.359 --> 01:15:56.840 you know, I think that it's scary for me. Like 1110 01:15:56.920 --> 01:15:59.840 if you want to choose to do whatever you want, 1111 01:16:00.000 --> 01:16:03.399 but remember one thing it says in the Bible, and 1112 01:16:03.479 --> 01:16:05.199 it says it for a reason. It's a really good 1113 01:16:05.239 --> 01:16:11.199 warning for people that demons that never belonged here. And 1114 01:16:11.279 --> 01:16:14.840 so I'm talking, yes, fallen angels came here and mate 1115 01:16:14.880 --> 01:16:17.680 it with women and those things that they created, not 1116 01:16:17.760 --> 01:16:21.199 the fallen angel. The things that they created were born 1117 01:16:21.279 --> 01:16:26.760 illegally without the proper spirit, I believe, and when they 1118 01:16:26.880 --> 01:16:30.199 died that first time, right, they can't go to they 1119 01:16:30.199 --> 01:16:34.159 can't go anywhere because they are created illegally. Yeah, like 1120 01:16:34.319 --> 01:16:38.119 it wasn't it wasn't a God thing. And so now 1121 01:16:38.199 --> 01:16:41.159 it says they roam looking for a place to rest. 1122 01:16:41.920 --> 01:16:46.119 And the scary part for that is is that when 1123 01:16:46.159 --> 01:16:50.560 you cross into somewhere, you are a bright light because 1124 01:16:50.600 --> 01:16:53.960 you have a spirit from God. Right, Okay, well even 1125 01:16:54.000 --> 01:16:58.199 if you were a demon worshiper, like even if you hated. 1126 01:16:57.920 --> 01:17:00.600 Everything else that's. 1127 01:17:01.560 --> 01:17:02.199 Created you. 1128 01:17:02.680 --> 01:17:06.359 Yes, So I feel like they are bringing so many 1129 01:17:06.399 --> 01:17:10.199 things back, you know, and they it doesn't. It may 1130 01:17:10.239 --> 01:17:14.600 help you temporarily. But like every single time I read Crowley, 1131 01:17:14.800 --> 01:17:18.199 or I read John d or I read Let's Go 1132 01:17:18.239 --> 01:17:20.199 out of the Occult, because people say that's a cult. 1133 01:17:20.319 --> 01:17:24.159 Read about Joseph Smith, read about other prophets. They always 1134 01:17:24.239 --> 01:17:27.159 talk about like these things and I'm not talking prophets 1135 01:17:27.159 --> 01:17:33.439 in the Bible. I'm talking about false prophets. Mean big 1136 01:17:33.439 --> 01:17:38.880 difference is they will have these horrible things like come afterward, 1137 01:17:38.960 --> 01:17:42.439 and like it's just they'll get and then they'll get 1138 01:17:42.479 --> 01:17:45.880 addicted to substances or whatever because they're not trying to 1139 01:17:45.920 --> 01:17:49.560 be in this presence or they're possibly overtaken and that's scary. 1140 01:17:50.359 --> 01:17:53.520 So you know, they can be overtaken if they don't 1141 01:17:53.520 --> 01:17:55.119 have the light of God. I don't believe a true 1142 01:17:55.199 --> 01:17:57.720 Christian can be overtaken by I believe they could be tortured. 1143 01:17:58.680 --> 01:18:03.840 Oh one hundred and and well all kinds of things. 1144 01:18:04.199 --> 01:18:09.439 Well, look at Job, right, it's a perfect example because 1145 01:18:09.640 --> 01:18:15.000 Job had uh faith stronger than anyone else and whatever, 1146 01:18:15.079 --> 01:18:19.319 but he had all of these things that were oppressing 1147 01:18:19.399 --> 01:18:23.920 him and causing chaos and destroying his life and everything 1148 01:18:23.960 --> 01:18:26.199 around him, right, and so. 1149 01:18:26.520 --> 01:18:29.119 The suffering was real, it was. And he lost all 1150 01:18:29.159 --> 01:18:32.680 his kids in one day like that. You don't get 1151 01:18:32.680 --> 01:18:34.840 that back. Like people talk about that and say, well 1152 01:18:34.840 --> 01:18:38.520 he was restored. I'm like, no, you don't have the 1153 01:18:38.600 --> 01:18:42.119 same baby again like those people that he lost. That's 1154 01:18:42.119 --> 01:18:46.560 a real, genuine loss, Like that's forever. And so I 1155 01:18:46.600 --> 01:18:51.600 get why he was tormented, you know, And I mean 1156 01:18:51.720 --> 01:18:56.000 and it was allowed. We read about why right things 1157 01:18:56.039 --> 01:18:59.520 are allowed to occur, right, but we do have got 1158 01:18:59.560 --> 01:19:02.199 to turn to and faith is like the main thing, 1159 01:19:02.760 --> 01:19:07.479 like it is, and protect yourself like put on that 1160 01:19:07.640 --> 01:19:10.399 armor of God, like do those things and see if 1161 01:19:10.439 --> 01:19:12.920 your life isn't different. Like that is why no matter 1162 01:19:12.960 --> 01:19:16.000 how much I learn, no matter and people will say 1163 01:19:16.000 --> 01:19:18.840 to me, you know all this stuff, you know, how 1164 01:19:19.199 --> 01:19:21.920 how do you still believe in the Bible Because it's 1165 01:19:22.039 --> 01:19:22.760 just this. 1166 01:19:22.800 --> 01:19:26.399 Or it's an allegory or it's a code for the direction. 1167 01:19:26.960 --> 01:19:28.720 It's made up it's. 1168 01:19:28.960 --> 01:19:32.760 Yeah, or or that was you know, used for this 1169 01:19:32.840 --> 01:19:36.520 reason this. I'm like, okay, but I know what it 1170 01:19:36.600 --> 01:19:39.359 is for me, Like I have been close to death 1171 01:19:39.800 --> 01:19:43.399 multiple times, and there's nothing that can take my faith. 1172 01:19:43.600 --> 01:19:44.760 There's just no way. 1173 01:19:45.760 --> 01:19:50.760 Right one hundred person. And so think of this, like 1174 01:19:50.840 --> 01:19:56.800 for people who are choosing to go on these unnatural 1175 01:19:57.000 --> 01:20:01.800 trips with d MT. If you just found out today 1176 01:20:01.880 --> 01:20:07.159 that your body manufactures it anyway on a regular basis, 1177 01:20:08.119 --> 01:20:12.479 why and the ever loving Hale would you need to 1178 01:20:12.520 --> 01:20:18.520 go outside of that for a synthetic experience something that 1179 01:20:18.760 --> 01:20:24.800 was not you know, God created that is outside of you. 1180 01:20:24.920 --> 01:20:28.119 Why would you need to go outside of that for 1181 01:20:28.159 --> 01:20:32.439 an extra experience? Because, like Heidi said, you're a light, 1182 01:20:32.800 --> 01:20:35.359 You're going to attract things. So think of yourself as 1183 01:20:35.359 --> 01:20:40.239 a magnet, so you're going to pull all of that 1184 01:20:41.359 --> 01:20:45.680 magnetic energy right back to you. And so you're crossing 1185 01:20:45.720 --> 01:20:48.000 over into places that you should not be. 1186 01:20:49.560 --> 01:20:51.760 Because you may not be where you think you are, 1187 01:20:51.960 --> 01:20:56.960 either univers the things that are the abyss or whatever 1188 01:20:57.000 --> 01:21:00.159 that is closest to us is the lowest realm. You 1189 01:21:00.199 --> 01:21:03.159 have no idea where you're going. And I can tell 1190 01:21:03.159 --> 01:21:06.079 you this, the benevolent things are not low, They're not. 1191 01:21:09.239 --> 01:21:09.720 So up. 1192 01:21:10.880 --> 01:21:13.640 Like every time everybody's ever said, oh, you should try 1193 01:21:13.720 --> 01:21:18.319 it once, my answer has always been the same. I 1194 01:21:18.399 --> 01:21:21.159 don't need to try it because I already know who 1195 01:21:21.159 --> 01:21:21.600 I am. 1196 01:21:23.760 --> 01:21:26.600 And I mean, if you want to do it, that's fine, 1197 01:21:26.600 --> 01:21:30.319 but just be aware you may not be the same afterward, 1198 01:21:30.439 --> 01:21:35.399 like even with ketamine, even with these things that they're 1199 01:21:35.439 --> 01:21:39.640 doing for people to treat them. And I'm not talking 1200 01:21:39.680 --> 01:21:42.720 like externally or anything. I'm talking about like ivy. I'm 1201 01:21:42.760 --> 01:21:45.840 talking I'm talking about serious doses, Okay, because I do 1202 01:21:45.880 --> 01:21:50.840 think there's some things topically that I mean, we we 1203 01:21:50.880 --> 01:21:53.199 do absorb it, but it's a different thing. You're not 1204 01:21:53.239 --> 01:21:56.439 going to get high if you rub like certain things 1205 01:21:56.439 --> 01:22:00.479 on your body because it's different and everybody's different anyway, 1206 01:22:00.560 --> 01:22:03.000 But I do think at the level they give you 1207 01:22:03.039 --> 01:22:07.680 when it goes directly into the bloodstream in an ivy whatever, 1208 01:22:08.159 --> 01:22:10.960 unless you have severe trauma and you know what you're 1209 01:22:11.000 --> 01:22:13.960 getting into and you're prepared for that, you better be 1210 01:22:14.039 --> 01:22:17.960 prepared to live with the consequences of getting those memories back, 1211 01:22:18.119 --> 01:22:22.720 because with the good comes the bad. God has put 1212 01:22:23.000 --> 01:22:26.119 that mechanism there for you, like for me, especially because 1213 01:22:26.119 --> 01:22:31.640 I have traumatic amnesia from like trauma, like. 1214 01:22:32.079 --> 01:22:33.800 From some stuff, right. 1215 01:22:33.640 --> 01:22:36.760 Yeah, And I share that and I'm fine with that, 1216 01:22:36.800 --> 01:22:40.720 but I also don't need to delve further into that 1217 01:22:40.840 --> 01:22:44.359 to know that that happened, Like I know, like, how 1218 01:22:44.439 --> 01:22:46.960 much further do I need to know to know? Like 1219 01:22:47.039 --> 01:22:51.680 I'm good? Like I know it's there. We learn, we grow, 1220 01:22:51.880 --> 01:22:54.359 We you know, if I was still having more issues 1221 01:22:54.399 --> 01:22:57.479 from it and hadn't developed, you know, through God, you 1222 01:22:57.479 --> 01:22:59.880 know that was the thing that changed me. Is honestly 1223 01:23:00.359 --> 01:23:03.359 my dog and God. Like my daughter said to me 1224 01:23:03.399 --> 01:23:06.359 the other day, she said, Mom, the changes in you 1225 01:23:06.439 --> 01:23:11.520 came so much after huge trauma. So I'm assuming you know, 1226 01:23:11.680 --> 01:23:13.880 some of this stuff going on naturally in my body 1227 01:23:15.159 --> 01:23:18.079 and then you know, I got a dog and then 1228 01:23:18.159 --> 01:23:20.760 I delved into the Bible and it was all at 1229 01:23:20.760 --> 01:23:24.640 the same time, right, And she was like, it was 1230 01:23:24.680 --> 01:23:28.439 so crazy watching you change. And then she said and 1231 01:23:28.479 --> 01:23:32.279 then when you had your first grandchild, it just was 1232 01:23:32.399 --> 01:23:35.319 She's like, it's been actually cool to see you change again. 1233 01:23:36.640 --> 01:23:38.840 She's like, I mean you were always She's like, I 1234 01:23:38.880 --> 01:23:41.680 love you. You're still much you know. I mean she's like, yeah, 1235 01:23:41.720 --> 01:23:43.960 I love you. You're my mom. But like the things 1236 01:23:43.960 --> 01:23:46.039 that changed in you were radical. 1237 01:23:46.279 --> 01:23:51.039 It was like, and it should be that way, right, 1238 01:23:51.199 --> 01:23:57.439 and it should be when you have an actual true awakening. 1239 01:23:58.560 --> 01:24:05.239 Type you should accident, I mean, that does happen. Yeah, 1240 01:24:05.439 --> 01:24:11.399 that could have happened, you know. So to say God 1241 01:24:11.479 --> 01:24:14.479 doesn't sometimes make people crazy, because sometimes I think he does, 1242 01:24:14.640 --> 01:24:17.840 Like he uses what right, I mean the one I 1243 01:24:17.880 --> 01:24:21.039 can't remember who who what Nicodemus that had to go 1244 01:24:21.239 --> 01:24:22.640 live like a goat for a while. 1245 01:24:24.039 --> 01:24:32.600 But it's true though, because every trial and turmoil is 1246 01:24:32.680 --> 01:24:36.079 meant to strengthen your character and strengthen your faith and 1247 01:24:36.159 --> 01:24:41.920 resolve right, and sometimes like why are people born with 1248 01:24:42.079 --> 01:24:46.399 deformities or why are people injured in accidents or whatever? 1249 01:24:46.520 --> 01:24:51.439 When he could prevent it happening. Here's the thing. You 1250 01:24:51.479 --> 01:24:56.760 will never experience any kind of growth in your life 1251 01:24:57.199 --> 01:25:00.920 unless you have some kind of chaos or turmoil that 1252 01:25:00.960 --> 01:25:05.359 you have to come out of. So maybe you're an 1253 01:25:05.479 --> 01:25:09.600 uber vain person and you're all about your looks all 1254 01:25:09.640 --> 01:25:12.800 the time and you get in a horrific accident and 1255 01:25:12.920 --> 01:25:16.520 your face is burned or something, and what is the 1256 01:25:16.680 --> 01:25:18.279 lesson to be learned in that? 1257 01:25:19.239 --> 01:25:19.399 Right? 1258 01:25:19.560 --> 01:25:23.560 You have to learn to adapt and overcome and not 1259 01:25:23.760 --> 01:25:28.880 be concerned with worldly things and you know, judgment from 1260 01:25:28.960 --> 01:25:32.159 other people. You should be reflecting and word, what kind 1261 01:25:32.159 --> 01:25:34.760 of people are you on the inside? 1262 01:25:35.560 --> 01:25:39.840 And God has catered that for your life, right, not 1263 01:25:39.960 --> 01:25:42.520 that he makes the challenge, but he knows. You know, 1264 01:25:42.600 --> 01:25:46.560 everything is a court in this world. It's either allowed 1265 01:25:47.199 --> 01:25:49.600 or not allowed. Like that is that is the whole 1266 01:25:49.640 --> 01:25:53.720 point of job. Like you listen to job, people are like, 1267 01:25:53.760 --> 01:25:56.359 why did job get tortured? And God was okay with it? 1268 01:25:56.399 --> 01:25:58.840 Some thinks he is okay with but he also knows 1269 01:25:58.920 --> 01:26:01.159 like our breaking point and that's why things are weighed 1270 01:26:01.199 --> 01:26:05.039 and judged, you know, right, And he says, don't try 1271 01:26:05.079 --> 01:26:07.520 and think like him, like I don't know, but that 1272 01:26:07.680 --> 01:26:10.319 is your catering, and I think he knows what's on 1273 01:26:10.359 --> 01:26:13.159 the other side, right, Like he knows absolutely what we 1274 01:26:13.239 --> 01:26:17.560 could become, and so he hopes will endoor to the end, 1275 01:26:17.840 --> 01:26:20.560 which is like what we're supposed to do, but not 1276 01:26:20.720 --> 01:26:24.119 just lay there like come on like that, that's not. 1277 01:26:24.039 --> 01:26:27.560 It, Like how do you how do you use the 1278 01:26:27.720 --> 01:26:32.000 chaos or trauma or turmoil that you went through to 1279 01:26:32.079 --> 01:26:34.720 not only make a change instead of yourself but inside 1280 01:26:34.720 --> 01:26:35.640 of other people? 1281 01:26:36.199 --> 01:26:39.199 Right, That's why I called my show. That's why people 1282 01:26:39.199 --> 01:26:41.439 always ask me your show. His name is a little weird. 1283 01:26:41.479 --> 01:26:45.079 And I'm like, right, because that's your warning. Unfiltered is 1284 01:26:45.079 --> 01:26:49.399 the warning if you watch me. Sorry, I'm not sorry. 1285 01:26:49.199 --> 01:26:52.239 You know, like you're at your own risk. 1286 01:26:53.000 --> 01:26:56.720 Yeah, I might cuss, I might say some crazy offhand thing. 1287 01:26:56.880 --> 01:26:59.479 I might say a wrong word and wrong think, and 1288 01:26:59.720 --> 01:27:02.640 I don't no whatever, I'm not going to do catering 1289 01:27:02.680 --> 01:27:06.000 to that. So that's what that is. And rise because 1290 01:27:06.079 --> 01:27:09.199 I'm like, look, I have been a victim half my 1291 01:27:09.319 --> 01:27:12.079 life if you want to define it, but I choose 1292 01:27:12.079 --> 01:27:17.079 not write that. I should be on a corner somewhere 1293 01:27:17.399 --> 01:27:20.560 selling myself with the life I had. Okay, Like I'm 1294 01:27:20.640 --> 01:27:23.680 not ever and nor will I ever nor have I 1295 01:27:23.760 --> 01:27:26.840 ever been that because I saw the chaos around me 1296 01:27:27.319 --> 01:27:29.840 and said, this is not my life. I will not 1297 01:27:29.920 --> 01:27:30.439 be this. 1298 01:27:30.640 --> 01:27:33.359 And I'm going to be better and whatever. And that's 1299 01:27:33.399 --> 01:27:35.399 what we should all be striving to do. 1300 01:27:35.920 --> 01:27:39.039 But not just for myself, for others too, right, because 1301 01:27:39.119 --> 01:27:42.800 if you stop there, then you're an asshole. Right. 1302 01:27:47.520 --> 01:27:51.760 So with the with the holidays and all of that 1303 01:27:51.840 --> 01:27:57.439 stuff and the emotional triggers and whatever whatever. So a 1304 01:27:57.439 --> 01:28:03.960 lot of times people will experience where they sense a 1305 01:28:04.039 --> 01:28:07.000 loved one, hear a loved one, smell a loved one, 1306 01:28:07.479 --> 01:28:11.720 or you know, something like that. And I want to 1307 01:28:11.760 --> 01:28:15.439 say that a lot of people put a lot of 1308 01:28:15.640 --> 01:28:19.319 stock in the fact if they lost somebody and they 1309 01:28:19.359 --> 01:28:26.319 see a cardinal around the holidays, a cardinal always reminds 1310 01:28:26.439 --> 01:28:30.079 them of their loved one, like it's their loved one 1311 01:28:30.159 --> 01:28:35.319 coming to visit. And so do people also believe that 1312 01:28:36.840 --> 01:28:41.520 the lost loved one rein incarnates or whatever or comes 1313 01:28:41.560 --> 01:28:45.079 back as an angel to talk to them. 1314 01:28:45.159 --> 01:28:48.880 Hopefully not, because hopefully you read your scriptures and you 1315 01:28:48.920 --> 01:28:53.920 know absence of the body is presence with the Lord. Yeah, 1316 01:28:54.000 --> 01:28:55.720 I remind us to my mom because she has a 1317 01:28:55.720 --> 01:28:57.760 hard time because we've lost so many people and it 1318 01:28:57.800 --> 01:29:01.920 is hard. It is. But I also tell her that 1319 01:29:01.960 --> 01:29:05.319 doesn't mean he doesn't see you. It just means you 1320 01:29:05.359 --> 01:29:09.119 know that we know that he is somewhere better and 1321 01:29:09.159 --> 01:29:12.239 that we have to let go. That is part of overcoming. 1322 01:29:12.840 --> 01:29:16.119 That is why death happens in stages, right, and we 1323 01:29:16.319 --> 01:29:19.600 don't all die at the same time. Like, we have 1324 01:29:19.640 --> 01:29:22.920 to learn that everything you're given as a gift and 1325 01:29:23.000 --> 01:29:27.600 kenon will be taken away time and God says though, 1326 01:29:28.640 --> 01:29:31.840 don't ever live your life like in regret, but also 1327 01:29:31.920 --> 01:29:35.560 try not to look back too much on that pass 1328 01:29:35.800 --> 01:29:38.119 like and live in that past because you see people 1329 01:29:38.159 --> 01:29:41.840 do that, you know right that overtakes their life. Doesn't 1330 01:29:41.880 --> 01:29:47.479 mean you don't remember that, yeah, but just remember the 1331 01:29:47.600 --> 01:29:52.039 familiar spirits in the Bible know everything. They know your 1332 01:29:52.079 --> 01:29:56.279 heart's desire, they know what you want. They know so 1333 01:29:56.520 --> 01:29:58.800 much about you, and they know how to get what 1334 01:29:58.880 --> 01:29:59.439 they want to. 1335 01:30:00.159 --> 01:30:04.239 I was going to say a little bit of manipulation 1336 01:30:04.600 --> 01:30:10.000 from the other side, because what did they do cause death, 1337 01:30:10.119 --> 01:30:16.600 chaos or restruction, and so do they quote unquote reincarnate 1338 01:30:16.760 --> 01:30:22.399 or show themselves as a lost loved one or whatever? Oh, yes, 1339 01:30:22.520 --> 01:30:27.800 maybe they do, so be very careful of what you're 1340 01:30:28.000 --> 01:30:28.560 looking at. 1341 01:30:29.359 --> 01:30:32.960 Right, and they're lower level. This isn't even the good stuff. 1342 01:30:33.159 --> 01:30:35.600 Just remember, like the occultists will tell you if you 1343 01:30:35.640 --> 01:30:38.000 want to go read them, we'll talk to you all 1344 01:30:38.039 --> 01:30:42.159 about what it is. And even they say, don't fuck 1345 01:30:42.239 --> 01:30:43.600 with it, and we still do. 1346 01:30:44.399 --> 01:30:49.680 Right, Bananas, and you know, because we were hard headed 1347 01:30:49.840 --> 01:30:50.800 and we don't listen. 1348 01:30:51.159 --> 01:30:52.239 So bananas. 1349 01:30:52.479 --> 01:31:01.079 Yeah, So onto the Star of Bethlehem. Celestial, symbolic or psychedelic. 1350 01:31:02.399 --> 01:31:07.279 So we know from a traditional sense and the biblical sense. 1351 01:31:07.880 --> 01:31:13.079 In Matthew two one through twelve, it was the story 1352 01:31:13.359 --> 01:31:17.000 of the magi that were guided from the east to 1353 01:31:17.039 --> 01:31:21.479 where Jesus was born. It was a celestial sign announcing 1354 01:31:21.560 --> 01:31:28.520 the birth of the king. So in traditional explanations, it's 1355 01:31:28.560 --> 01:31:35.720 because Jupiter and Saturn planetary conjunction, or Jupiter and Venus 1356 01:31:36.800 --> 01:31:43.119 from a comet or a supernova or rare astronomical events 1357 01:31:43.359 --> 01:31:48.079 that are visible four months could have created the Star 1358 01:31:48.119 --> 01:31:53.039 of Bethlehem. The mystical take on the things is it's 1359 01:31:53.079 --> 01:31:59.119 a light in the sky, an awakening with humanity. A 1360 01:31:59.199 --> 01:32:05.000 star is the symbol of guidance, intuition, and internal revelation. 1361 01:32:06.520 --> 01:32:12.279 The biological theory is that ancient people were more connected 1362 01:32:12.359 --> 01:32:16.960 to nature's frequencies, which yes, they were, because now we're 1363 01:32:17.000 --> 01:32:23.119 concerned with cell phones and iPads and iPods and all 1364 01:32:23.199 --> 01:32:26.520 the electronics and stuff, and we don't pay attention to nature. 1365 01:32:26.600 --> 01:32:31.159 We don't pay attention to our surroundings or anything. So 1366 01:32:32.119 --> 01:32:38.600 I definitely believe that. Also, it says strong celestial alignment 1367 01:32:39.079 --> 01:32:45.399 with the electromagnetic field of shifts, or humans feel those 1368 01:32:45.439 --> 01:32:53.960 shifts physically and spiritually. So biblically speaking, people are now 1369 01:32:54.000 --> 01:33:01.000 talking and think that the Magi were actually astrologers from 1370 01:33:01.159 --> 01:33:08.680 either Babylon or Persia, and to them, Jupiter King Regulus 1371 01:33:08.960 --> 01:33:13.520 meant royal star, and Virgo was the Virgin, and so 1372 01:33:13.720 --> 01:33:17.479 that's where they come to the conclusion that they must 1373 01:33:17.479 --> 01:33:21.640 have all been astronomers. But whichever way you look at it, 1374 01:33:21.680 --> 01:33:27.560 where it's whether it's biblical, traditional, mystical, or biological, they 1375 01:33:27.640 --> 01:33:30.239 all kind of have the same thing in common is 1376 01:33:30.279 --> 01:33:36.880 that it's Star Bethlehem as a guiding force. So some 1377 01:33:37.119 --> 01:33:43.720 cultures see the Star of Bethlehem as either awakening your 1378 01:33:43.960 --> 01:33:53.199 Christ's consciousness divine light or incarnates into human form. And 1379 01:33:53.279 --> 01:33:57.760 so some people believe that the Star of Bethlehem is 1380 01:33:57.840 --> 01:34:03.479 actually an angel watching over us and could like take 1381 01:34:03.560 --> 01:34:07.920 human form when need be. I don't know about that. 1382 01:34:08.520 --> 01:34:13.399 I'm just saying some cultures believe that, so it is 1383 01:34:13.399 --> 01:34:20.000 what it is. So examples of like the solar's flares 1384 01:34:20.119 --> 01:34:24.239 or the comments or or whatever. If you ever heard 1385 01:34:24.359 --> 01:34:27.680 people like we talked about before, acting crazy on a 1386 01:34:27.720 --> 01:34:32.800 full moon or during the human residence, it's because again, 1387 01:34:32.880 --> 01:34:37.000 those frequencies shift. And so they'll tell you a lot 1388 01:34:37.039 --> 01:34:41.199 of times too, when those energy shifts happen, that you'll 1389 01:34:41.239 --> 01:34:44.000 notice your animals like. 1390 01:34:44.000 --> 01:34:45.479 And everything does labor. 1391 01:34:46.119 --> 01:34:51.760 Uh huh, everything gets crazy and it's kind of like 1392 01:34:53.039 --> 01:34:55.760 and this maybe like tm I for people, but if 1393 01:34:55.760 --> 01:35:02.720 you work with a bunch of women, you cycles wellculate 1394 01:35:03.399 --> 01:35:06.439 and everybody will be on their cycles at the same time. 1395 01:35:07.720 --> 01:35:08.640 They all live together. 1396 01:35:10.039 --> 01:35:14.399 And so I bring that up because if you're thinking 1397 01:35:14.479 --> 01:35:19.279 about like everything going into labor at the same time, 1398 01:35:19.720 --> 01:35:24.880 or everybody's frequency shifting, it is believed to be like 1399 01:35:25.079 --> 01:35:29.159 a reset for us. And so it's not supposed to 1400 01:35:29.159 --> 01:35:32.439 be something that we're supposed to be scared of. When 1401 01:35:32.439 --> 01:35:36.800 the energy shifts, it's God working to shift us all 1402 01:35:36.840 --> 01:35:40.800 back to the state of consciousness that we're supposed to 1403 01:35:40.840 --> 01:35:46.039 be having. But it does reset it definitely, it's the 1404 01:35:46.079 --> 01:35:51.079 reset button, but it makes some people fry instead of 1405 01:35:51.359 --> 01:35:54.920 reset you know, your hard drive. 1406 01:35:55.560 --> 01:35:59.399 Oh my gosh, Oopsie, sorry, I. 1407 01:36:02.680 --> 01:36:03.920 Smell something burning. 1408 01:36:04.640 --> 01:36:05.680 It's just my neighbor. 1409 01:36:05.840 --> 01:36:08.640 It's just you know, it's just my ears and my 1410 01:36:08.720 --> 01:36:09.600 hair and my brain. 1411 01:36:11.119 --> 01:36:17.560 So think of it this way. Does this dark Bethlehem 1412 01:36:18.039 --> 01:36:22.600 actually or could it have actually caused a global peneal 1413 01:36:22.680 --> 01:36:29.960 gland awakening? So does that happen around this same time 1414 01:36:30.399 --> 01:36:35.439 like every year, because again he's trying to reset things. 1415 01:36:35.520 --> 01:36:36.800 Do you think that's possible? 1416 01:36:38.720 --> 01:36:42.560 Yeah? I think I think that that's why everything's off 1417 01:36:42.640 --> 01:36:46.960 with the Gregorian calendar, because it's supposed to be how 1418 01:36:47.000 --> 01:36:50.279 it's supposed to be, like the way he designed it, 1419 01:36:50.399 --> 01:36:52.359 not the way we designed it. And they did that 1420 01:36:52.399 --> 01:36:52.880 shit on. 1421 01:36:52.840 --> 01:37:02.039 Purpose, son Persa. So if you think about like angels 1422 01:37:02.319 --> 01:37:08.800 as interdimensional messagers, and like I said, our mRNA is 1423 01:37:08.840 --> 01:37:12.640 that messenger sequence between us and gods, and I get 1424 01:37:12.680 --> 01:37:16.439 the angels coming in. But if you compare all the 1425 01:37:16.560 --> 01:37:22.479 religious text with the modern phenomena and people describing them 1426 01:37:22.760 --> 01:37:28.760 as you know, light beings or messenger carriers they're like 1427 01:37:29.000 --> 01:37:35.159 celestial heavenly, so they don't have physical bodies. They appear 1428 01:37:35.279 --> 01:37:41.359 suddenly out of nowhere. Some people describe them as shape shifters. 1429 01:37:41.560 --> 01:37:46.880 To me, that's a little different. That makes me think 1430 01:37:46.920 --> 01:37:51.359 of something completely different When you say shape shifter, I 1431 01:37:51.479 --> 01:37:51.840 like that. 1432 01:37:51.840 --> 01:37:55.239 That makes me interdimensional being. 1433 01:37:55.720 --> 01:37:59.000 Yeah, one hundred percent, like it doesn't make me think 1434 01:37:59.039 --> 01:38:04.800 of heavenly, you know what I'm saying. And of course 1435 01:38:04.880 --> 01:38:08.680 that like esp where they're communicating with you through thought. 1436 01:38:11.600 --> 01:38:14.920 I don't know about you, but that makes me a little. 1437 01:38:17.760 --> 01:38:17.880 So. 1438 01:38:18.800 --> 01:38:25.119 There is a theory called the Philosopher's Stone, and what 1439 01:38:25.159 --> 01:38:31.000 that is is times when the spirit and the matter 1440 01:38:31.880 --> 01:38:36.239 around us unite, and they think that that is what 1441 01:38:36.520 --> 01:38:41.039 causes people to see the Star of Bethlehem or to 1442 01:38:41.119 --> 01:38:49.720 see angels appear or whatever, or they feel off I 1443 01:38:49.720 --> 01:38:55.239 guess during the holiday time. So I'm not sure what 1444 01:38:55.279 --> 01:38:59.119 I think about that. But if you're uniting with matter 1445 01:38:59.239 --> 01:39:03.239 around you again, I would be very careful what you're 1446 01:39:03.279 --> 01:39:05.760 putting out into the universe because you're going to track 1447 01:39:05.840 --> 01:39:10.840 that right back. So if you're putting out demonic messages, 1448 01:39:11.000 --> 01:39:16.119 you're probably going to get that back threefold. Yeah, you know. 1449 01:39:16.159 --> 01:39:18.920 I'm saying to be careful, gotta be careful stuff. 1450 01:39:20.039 --> 01:39:26.399 So anyway, to me, this stuff is uber interesting and 1451 01:39:26.479 --> 01:39:32.359 where these things really come from? And so me, I 1452 01:39:32.399 --> 01:39:35.840 think because I love the brain and I love to 1453 01:39:35.840 --> 01:39:39.359 think about like our subconscious and the way it protects us, 1454 01:39:39.920 --> 01:39:45.000 you know, and all of those things. So do you 1455 01:39:45.199 --> 01:39:52.600 think that our subconscious could be like an over ride 1456 01:39:54.239 --> 01:39:58.439 for our emotions or whatever to get us to understand 1457 01:39:59.199 --> 01:40:03.840 things that we don't understand, but in a more simplified way, 1458 01:40:04.319 --> 01:40:06.840 kind of like I talked about with like you know, 1459 01:40:07.039 --> 01:40:13.399 seeing like Bigfoot or whatever, and the way that we 1460 01:40:13.720 --> 01:40:16.319 actually would see it would scare the hell of us, 1461 01:40:16.359 --> 01:40:19.600 so we interpret it a different way. So do you 1462 01:40:19.680 --> 01:40:24.560 think it's possible for the same thing to happen with 1463 01:40:24.800 --> 01:40:30.119 angelic stuff or people thinking they're seeing like the Star 1464 01:40:30.199 --> 01:40:30.920 of Bethlehem. 1465 01:40:32.680 --> 01:40:36.039 I have a hard time with the angel thing because 1466 01:40:36.319 --> 01:40:40.000 I think that they're so militant if you get sent 1467 01:40:40.119 --> 01:40:43.520 a real angel, and I don't think God would want 1468 01:40:43.600 --> 01:40:48.119 to confuse it by making it like less like less 1469 01:40:48.159 --> 01:40:52.319 scary like God sent, you know, because the ones that 1470 01:40:52.359 --> 01:40:54.640 were sent by God did scare the shit out of 1471 01:40:54.640 --> 01:40:56.920 people because they were like, hey, don't freak out, But 1472 01:40:58.239 --> 01:41:02.800 I've got this message right, right. They didn't. They didn't 1473 01:41:02.960 --> 01:41:05.960 obfuscate themselves. They could have just showed up as something different. 1474 01:41:06.000 --> 01:41:09.239 I mean, I think there was one instance where they did, 1475 01:41:09.600 --> 01:41:12.039 and then people still lost it after them anyway. Yeah, 1476 01:41:12.079 --> 01:41:19.039 it was the one with Sodom. In Sodom, but it 1477 01:41:19.079 --> 01:41:22.800 didn't work right. Everybody, like it was like this weird 1478 01:41:22.840 --> 01:41:26.279 thing and everybody was weirdly attracted still in all this 1479 01:41:26.359 --> 01:41:27.319 strange stuff. 1480 01:41:27.039 --> 01:41:33.159 So well, that's understandable. They're like, oh, it's kind of 1481 01:41:33.159 --> 01:41:39.119 like that guy. It's like that Geico commercial with the 1482 01:41:39.199 --> 01:41:42.560 raccoons that are like eating out the trash and they're like, oh, 1483 01:41:42.640 --> 01:41:44.520 this is gross. You should taste it. 1484 01:41:45.439 --> 01:41:45.680 You know. 1485 01:41:46.079 --> 01:41:50.000 It's kind of like in Sodom, grosser and. 1486 01:41:50.039 --> 01:41:53.039 More weird the worst. 1487 01:41:53.239 --> 01:41:56.159 Yeah, they're like, oh, this is kind of sexually turning 1488 01:41:56.199 --> 01:41:56.439 me on. 1489 01:41:57.119 --> 01:42:01.399 Yeah, and we still have those people today unfortunately. But 1490 01:42:01.760 --> 01:42:04.479 I don't think that the real ones can really hide 1491 01:42:04.479 --> 01:42:07.319 it or anything like. It didn't work, Like even though 1492 01:42:07.359 --> 01:42:09.680 they were human in the like, it didn't work. And 1493 01:42:09.720 --> 01:42:12.680 so I think that there would be a hard path, 1494 01:42:12.760 --> 01:42:15.119 like you wouldn't be able to do that. I don't think. 1495 01:42:15.199 --> 01:42:17.880 And with God, I think he's, like I said, very 1496 01:42:18.439 --> 01:42:22.840 specific with things. It wouldn't be like so like I'm 1497 01:42:22.840 --> 01:42:26.720 gonna come back seventy two times and maybe you'll catch 1498 01:42:26.720 --> 01:42:29.039 it by the end of this and then you'll have 1499 01:42:29.079 --> 01:42:32.520 your friends sleep with your wife. Like I just can't see. 1500 01:42:33.840 --> 01:42:34.920 The whole veer to. 1501 01:42:34.840 --> 01:42:38.239 The left, like WHOA what happened there? Like I just 1502 01:42:38.520 --> 01:42:42.600 I mean, I think deep down they probably had an inkling. 1503 01:42:43.359 --> 01:42:45.680 Whereas the angels come in, it's always they get the 1504 01:42:45.720 --> 01:42:48.680 business done right away. They're never here for a long time, right, 1505 01:42:48.760 --> 01:42:51.119 They're not like, oh, I'm gonna chill here for a 1506 01:42:51.159 --> 01:42:55.000 couple thousand years. And you know, even the ones that 1507 01:42:55.640 --> 01:42:58.199 you know come they just it's it's a quick thing, 1508 01:42:58.319 --> 01:42:59.800 like here, here's your shit and let me. 1509 01:43:01.079 --> 01:43:05.239 I mean, do you think it's possible And I don't 1510 01:43:05.239 --> 01:43:10.680 want to like diminish this time of year for certain 1511 01:43:10.720 --> 01:43:14.119 people that you know, holidays are hard or whatever, But 1512 01:43:14.319 --> 01:43:19.680 do you think that it's possible that when they see 1513 01:43:20.199 --> 01:43:24.640 or think they're hearing like a past on loved one 1514 01:43:24.960 --> 01:43:28.880 talking to them, or they're seeing, you know, the Star 1515 01:43:28.960 --> 01:43:34.319 of Bethlehem, or they're seeing all of these things right 1516 01:43:34.520 --> 01:43:38.560 around the holiday time or whatever. Do you think that 1517 01:43:38.640 --> 01:43:44.119 there is some kind of like possible weakness or whatever 1518 01:43:44.399 --> 01:43:51.239 in their in their defenses, that's something glowing, some kind 1519 01:43:51.319 --> 01:43:54.119 of manipulation to go. 1520 01:43:54.199 --> 01:43:57.439 I think something happens during this time of year, because 1521 01:43:57.479 --> 01:44:00.319 even if we look at saturn Elia, even if look 1522 01:44:00.359 --> 01:44:03.840 at and they did, they did Christmas at this time 1523 01:44:03.880 --> 01:44:07.000 of year on purpose, and it's not the right time 1524 01:44:07.119 --> 01:44:10.800 because we know that Mary and Joseph were going to 1525 01:44:10.880 --> 01:44:15.600 pay their taxes. That's why they were writing with her 1526 01:44:15.880 --> 01:44:20.279 very gravely pregnant at the wrong like it's it's all 1527 01:44:20.319 --> 01:44:23.560 the wrong timing. And they did this on purpose because 1528 01:44:24.039 --> 01:44:30.600 intention matters, and they use it. Whether you're a gnostic 1529 01:44:30.680 --> 01:44:33.640 Christian or not at all Christian, most people do celebrate 1530 01:44:33.720 --> 01:44:38.159 Christmas in somehow or another, even Hanukkahs similarly aligned, even 1531 01:44:38.199 --> 01:44:40.239 though they don't believe in that. You know, it's all 1532 01:44:40.840 --> 01:44:44.039 the same timeframe as saturn Elio, which used to be 1533 01:44:44.119 --> 01:44:48.279 really sketchy. I think I'm going to put this out 1534 01:44:48.359 --> 01:44:51.279 as my Christmas episode because I think this will be 1535 01:44:51.359 --> 01:44:55.279 a good, a good little breakdown for people, you know, 1536 01:44:55.680 --> 01:44:58.880 and it's still uplifting because we always tie it up good. 1537 01:44:59.640 --> 01:45:02.720 But I think that you know, there is something to 1538 01:45:02.920 --> 01:45:08.039 that full coordination of minds, whether it's just on past 1539 01:45:08.079 --> 01:45:11.920 loved ones or Jesus or miracles or whatever that is 1540 01:45:11.960 --> 01:45:15.279 for people during this time frame and this alignment, which 1541 01:45:15.319 --> 01:45:21.479 I'm guessing it's astrology, because you know tillionaires study the stars, right, yeah, right, 1542 01:45:21.840 --> 01:45:25.720 I mean they know they know all this. This is 1543 01:45:25.760 --> 01:45:28.239 why they send their kids to mystery schools. That You're 1544 01:45:28.279 --> 01:45:30.920 never going to understand half of this shit, and neither 1545 01:45:30.960 --> 01:45:34.039 will I. Like I try, and I could try till 1546 01:45:34.079 --> 01:45:36.800 the day I die, and we will still never know. 1547 01:45:37.000 --> 01:45:40.640 There will always be mysteries, right, even for them, right, 1548 01:45:41.680 --> 01:45:45.399 But ultimately they know certain things are going to affect 1549 01:45:45.479 --> 01:45:47.720 people at certain times of the year. I do think 1550 01:45:47.800 --> 01:45:51.520 this is monopolized for a reason, and I think it's 1551 01:45:51.840 --> 01:45:56.199 really an important time frame for us to switch it 1552 01:45:56.760 --> 01:45:59.680 around and try to make it good, which I do 1553 01:45:59.760 --> 01:46:02.760 think think that might have been the thought process, Like 1554 01:46:02.800 --> 01:46:06.079 if I could put myself in an old timey prophet brain, right, 1555 01:46:06.359 --> 01:46:09.000 like what are you gonna do with this? Like this crazy, 1556 01:46:09.119 --> 01:46:12.840 horrible saturn ellity is a whole nother level of some 1557 01:46:12.880 --> 01:46:17.159 wicked shit, right, So I think they were like, we've 1558 01:46:17.199 --> 01:46:20.079 got to get this debauchery under control. But the other 1559 01:46:20.119 --> 01:46:21.760 people were like, we're still going to do our shit, 1560 01:46:21.880 --> 01:46:24.920 so whatever, Like they everybody went along to get along 1561 01:46:25.000 --> 01:46:27.359 because they were like, yeah, we're just gonna go underground 1562 01:46:27.359 --> 01:46:27.840 and they're. 1563 01:46:27.640 --> 01:46:28.359 Like, yeah, do that. 1564 01:46:28.439 --> 01:46:34.399 But yeah, they were Canadians right where they would never 1565 01:46:34.600 --> 01:46:37.920 say anything bad about anything, just doing it. 1566 01:46:38.399 --> 01:46:41.239 And that's to this day. Like if you go talk to, 1567 01:46:42.000 --> 01:46:44.880 you know, somebody that's completely into the occult, they're not 1568 01:46:45.119 --> 01:46:48.520 going to say shit bad about Christianity. In fact, you'll 1569 01:46:48.520 --> 01:46:52.199 probably find them in pastor positions or top level positions 1570 01:46:52.319 --> 01:46:56.680 because they want them there. If you ever want to 1571 01:46:56.680 --> 01:46:59.119 know the Bible really well, just go talk to like 1572 01:46:59.159 --> 01:47:02.159 a Satanic devil worshiper person. And I don't mean like 1573 01:47:02.279 --> 01:47:06.359 antoma ay, I mean for real. You know, they know 1574 01:47:06.439 --> 01:47:11.199 it better than you. They count on that, They count 1575 01:47:11.319 --> 01:47:14.960 on knowing it better than you, because that's the weakness 1576 01:47:15.319 --> 01:47:18.439 they They can't keep it all because it's against remember 1577 01:47:18.479 --> 01:47:22.039 that whole legal business. Like I don't I do think 1578 01:47:22.079 --> 01:47:25.600 they've obvious gated the Bible. I think they've put parts 1579 01:47:25.600 --> 01:47:28.359 of it away. I think they've changed word. I know 1580 01:47:28.399 --> 01:47:30.800 they've changed words. They changed the devil my name of 1581 01:47:30.840 --> 01:47:34.640 God to Lord, which is not good per se, but 1582 01:47:34.800 --> 01:47:38.520 he knows our hearts right, like he still knows, and 1583 01:47:38.560 --> 01:47:41.520 so it doesn't always work because that that legal skill. 1584 01:47:42.000 --> 01:47:45.800 Once again, as much evil as in the world, the 1585 01:47:45.840 --> 01:47:49.399 devil knows to play fair and to really keep those souls, 1586 01:47:49.479 --> 01:47:51.840 you have to put the good out there so you 1587 01:47:51.840 --> 01:47:53.960 can actually have the person turn around and give you 1588 01:47:53.960 --> 01:47:56.880 the finger to God and like then he gets them forever. Right, 1589 01:47:56.920 --> 01:47:59.960 That's that's the wind. The wind isn't like I'm just 1590 01:48:00.119 --> 01:48:02.079 going to trick them forever. That's not a win. 1591 01:48:03.279 --> 01:48:08.000 So do you think with this this whole, like you know, 1592 01:48:08.159 --> 01:48:14.600 winter season and some people think it's the reset frequency reset, 1593 01:48:15.039 --> 01:48:21.840 you know, bringing us closer to God or whatever. But 1594 01:48:22.159 --> 01:48:28.479 because there's so much like sadness and destruction and you know, 1595 01:48:29.279 --> 01:48:32.640 depression and all these things that go on during the 1596 01:48:32.720 --> 01:48:38.880 winter months, do you think it's really a reset or 1597 01:48:38.960 --> 01:48:44.039 do you think it is a shift from what was 1598 01:48:44.119 --> 01:48:48.279 good the rest of the year into like a bad season. 1599 01:48:49.079 --> 01:48:52.520 Well, and it's not even really the end of the 1600 01:48:52.640 --> 01:48:56.079 year if you really know, like April first, the new year, 1601 01:48:58.560 --> 01:49:02.359 but that is the quarter these quarter quills, right, these 1602 01:49:02.720 --> 01:49:06.079 magical things that people know that are in the know, 1603 01:49:06.239 --> 01:49:09.760 and it is the last quarter okay of the year, 1604 01:49:10.079 --> 01:49:13.000 and I think they're setting it up for a great, 1605 01:49:13.039 --> 01:49:15.840 big high, right, Like that's what Christmas is for me. 1606 01:49:16.000 --> 01:49:20.319 Christmas time for me is so much better than Christmas. 1607 01:49:20.720 --> 01:49:24.239 I do not really Christmas is great, but like I 1608 01:49:24.239 --> 01:49:26.520 can take it or leave it. I love to do 1609 01:49:26.600 --> 01:49:30.279 things for others. I like to coordinate the dinner, or 1610 01:49:30.319 --> 01:49:33.680 coordinate the pictures, or coordinate you know, you know, the 1611 01:49:33.840 --> 01:49:37.279 happy things, like all these nice things. The season is 1612 01:49:37.359 --> 01:49:40.479 what I love. And then they know that this is 1613 01:49:40.560 --> 01:49:43.600 like going to for most of us. Now, not all 1614 01:49:43.680 --> 01:49:46.359 because some people live in Arizona where it's not terribly 1615 01:49:46.520 --> 01:49:50.359 bad part you know whatever, but they know that for 1616 01:49:50.439 --> 01:49:52.800 a lot of people, this is going to go into 1617 01:49:53.039 --> 01:49:56.960 some like really bitterly cold, crappy months where you can't 1618 01:49:57.000 --> 01:50:01.319 do anything, okay, right. I think that they put you 1619 01:50:01.399 --> 01:50:04.119 on that high for you to like crash and burn. 1620 01:50:04.479 --> 01:50:06.920 And we start it with New Year's by like getting 1621 01:50:07.159 --> 01:50:10.199 uber drunk and being like screwing our bodies over and 1622 01:50:10.199 --> 01:50:12.479 then you're just sick and everything gets all messed up 1623 01:50:12.520 --> 01:50:14.399 in your head and you feel like shit for like 1624 01:50:14.439 --> 01:50:18.479 three days, and like nobody feels that great after like 1625 01:50:19.039 --> 01:50:22.960 that amount of party. Okay, that's just not the real 1626 01:50:23.319 --> 01:50:25.119 like even if you're young and you can do it 1627 01:50:25.119 --> 01:50:31.439 again tomorrow, like like there's chemicals. Yeah, there's shit going 1628 01:50:31.439 --> 01:50:33.520 on in your brain that you just don't realize yet. 1629 01:50:33.520 --> 01:50:37.319 But and we all moved through the motions and then 1630 01:50:37.319 --> 01:50:40.880 there's nothing for like clear and tell, I mean, yeah, 1631 01:50:41.039 --> 01:50:44.000 Valentine's But how depressing is that for everybody that doesn't 1632 01:50:44.000 --> 01:50:48.479 have a person, you know, like they died or they're 1633 01:50:48.600 --> 01:50:51.760 single or whatever. Then that's sad for a lot of people. 1634 01:50:52.920 --> 01:50:54.800 You know, the couples kind of get a little strength 1635 01:50:54.840 --> 01:50:57.119 and like I said, they gotta let us have some wins. 1636 01:50:57.159 --> 01:51:00.840 They always gotta, you know, do that tiny little okay, 1637 01:51:00.920 --> 01:51:03.880 you know, and so they do what they can, and 1638 01:51:03.920 --> 01:51:07.960 then there's nothing really else think about it, Claire until 1639 01:51:08.000 --> 01:51:13.399 wyn Easter. I mean, so I can think of and 1640 01:51:13.439 --> 01:51:17.039 so I think they do this on purpose, and that's 1641 01:51:17.119 --> 01:51:20.560 my thoughts. But you know, then it's the new awakening 1642 01:51:20.720 --> 01:51:24.399 because it's spring. Right, it's all with the more pagan 1643 01:51:24.760 --> 01:51:27.000 like people just need to look at some of those things. 1644 01:51:27.039 --> 01:51:30.560 But right, and and not everything is bad. Look, not 1645 01:51:30.640 --> 01:51:32.720 all knowledge is bad. Like the Pagans knew some shit 1646 01:51:32.800 --> 01:51:36.399 and then they still do like they do. But like 1647 01:51:36.439 --> 01:51:40.239 if we look at what is important to them, you'll 1648 01:51:40.319 --> 01:51:43.680 see that come along, right, And it's the continuous So 1649 01:51:43.720 --> 01:51:46.279 the Golden Bough comes to mind. It's the continuous killing 1650 01:51:46.319 --> 01:51:49.800 of the king, right rights the birth and read you know, 1651 01:51:49.920 --> 01:51:52.800 it's the re killing and you've got the death and 1652 01:51:52.840 --> 01:51:55.640 the sadnus and then the rebirth. And it's like it's 1653 01:51:55.680 --> 01:51:58.960 like that of the world for me, Like I see that. 1654 01:51:59.640 --> 01:52:02.800 But people that don't know any of that shit, like 1655 01:52:02.840 --> 01:52:05.560 what do they see? I know because I was one 1656 01:52:05.640 --> 01:52:08.960 before twenty twenty. That was me. And yeah, you get 1657 01:52:08.960 --> 01:52:11.960 like weirdly sad after the holidays because there isn't really 1658 01:52:11.960 --> 01:52:14.399 a lot to look forward to, you know, for all 1659 01:52:14.439 --> 01:52:18.720 these months. Whereas if you really learn to harness what 1660 01:52:18.760 --> 01:52:22.560 you have and use that time, like, yeah, I'm gonna 1661 01:52:22.600 --> 01:52:25.319 be stuck inside, but what a great time to cozy 1662 01:52:25.399 --> 01:52:27.000 up and read a. 1663 01:52:26.760 --> 01:52:31.800 Book, right, I think a lot of books to that point. 1664 01:52:32.079 --> 01:52:37.960 Like it's a good thing to really focus your energy 1665 01:52:38.079 --> 01:52:44.760 and attention during that particular season because like, like we 1666 01:52:44.880 --> 01:52:47.600 talked about, like everything is heightened for a lot of 1667 01:52:47.640 --> 01:52:51.479 people and their depressions out of control and they feel 1668 01:52:51.520 --> 01:52:55.560 awful and whatever goes your body is all out of regulation. 1669 01:52:56.399 --> 01:53:04.000 So since your eyes and your eye tissue has a huge, 1670 01:53:04.920 --> 01:53:11.039 huge amount to do with processing and manufacturing DMT, and 1671 01:53:11.199 --> 01:53:17.039 DMT works to regulate your hormones and all of those things. 1672 01:53:17.680 --> 01:53:21.600 Think about how many people like during the winter season, 1673 01:53:22.640 --> 01:53:28.119 never go outside, never look at the sunlight, and then 1674 01:53:28.159 --> 01:53:32.039 what happens to your body. You are depressed, you are sick, 1675 01:53:32.159 --> 01:53:37.000 you're you're achy, your joints are like everything goes in 1676 01:53:37.079 --> 01:53:42.760 the shitter, and it's because you're not making enough DMT. 1677 01:53:43.359 --> 01:53:47.600 Well and you're not channeling. And when I say channeling, 1678 01:53:47.680 --> 01:53:51.680 not like new ag channel right, you're not putting your 1679 01:53:51.760 --> 01:53:56.199 efforts into things that can be done. This is your 1680 01:53:56.239 --> 01:54:00.920 time to a positive rh or bake a cake for 1681 01:54:01.000 --> 01:54:04.279 your neighbor or go visiting, like these are the things 1682 01:54:04.279 --> 01:54:08.039 they used to do. Right now they're mundane, but they 1683 01:54:08.079 --> 01:54:11.520 still need to be done, and so that is really 1684 01:54:11.560 --> 01:54:15.000 your time to take that. And I've always enjoyed winter 1685 01:54:15.159 --> 01:54:18.119 because summer is too hot for me. Winter is a 1686 01:54:18.199 --> 01:54:21.960 nice time for me. But I always loved reading, so 1687 01:54:22.560 --> 01:54:24.760 it was never like a horrible thing for me to 1688 01:54:24.800 --> 01:54:28.159 be stuck in the house, you know, in the house. 1689 01:54:28.279 --> 01:54:30.600 But then again, if you if you don't have that 1690 01:54:31.479 --> 01:54:36.760 open penneal gland, right, then you're not critically thinking and 1691 01:54:36.800 --> 01:54:43.000 you're not being creative and you're just literally dwelling in 1692 01:54:43.039 --> 01:54:48.680 your sadness your emotions, and people get very complacent and 1693 01:54:48.800 --> 01:54:49.800 lazy in the winter. 1694 01:54:50.039 --> 01:54:53.039 Yes, and then walking like I know not everybody has 1695 01:54:53.039 --> 01:54:55.720 a dog, but like walking your dog, like that still 1696 01:54:55.760 --> 01:54:58.039 happens every day for us, like all these little things 1697 01:54:58.079 --> 01:54:59.960 like going as oh you gotta walk them. You know, 1698 01:55:00.359 --> 01:55:03.680 whatever it does, it improves your mood, like if you 1699 01:55:03.680 --> 01:55:06.680 don't have a dog. Older people like used to my grandpa, 1700 01:55:06.920 --> 01:55:08.720 whether it was cold or not, he would go out 1701 01:55:08.760 --> 01:55:10.279 there and walk every morning like. 1702 01:55:10.800 --> 01:55:15.680 Same walkwork, yeah, yep, same and I and I have 1703 01:55:15.760 --> 01:55:20.199 to and it's like I need that. I always say, 1704 01:55:20.239 --> 01:55:24.600 that's like my battery pack, right or my booster pack 1705 01:55:24.720 --> 01:55:27.880 is is being able to go outside because that's my 1706 01:55:28.039 --> 01:55:34.680 time to recharge. And so I got to have that connection, 1707 01:55:35.119 --> 01:55:39.640 and I guess now I know it's because it makes 1708 01:55:39.680 --> 01:55:45.800 me make DMT. Yes naturally though then I can be 1709 01:55:45.920 --> 01:55:49.600 on my own personal trip. But something I made and 1710 01:55:49.640 --> 01:55:52.039 I didn't have to go have it grown in fungus 1711 01:55:52.199 --> 01:55:52.720 or anything. 1712 01:55:54.000 --> 01:55:56.399 Yeah, who even knows anymore what they're doing with that 1713 01:55:57.600 --> 01:55:58.479 could be scary. 1714 01:55:58.960 --> 01:56:04.840 So no, one of the interesting things that people talk 1715 01:56:04.880 --> 01:56:07.359 about during the winter months. And that's why I kind 1716 01:56:07.399 --> 01:56:11.479 of ask you before if if you think the winter 1717 01:56:11.560 --> 01:56:15.479 months are a positive thing as far as frequency and 1718 01:56:15.680 --> 01:56:20.399 energy goes, or if you think it's a reset to 1719 01:56:20.520 --> 01:56:26.800 a negative type of frequency, because during that, you know, 1720 01:56:26.920 --> 01:56:29.359 during the winter months, that's when a lot of people 1721 01:56:29.479 --> 01:56:33.479 are like really focused on angel numbers and they keep 1722 01:56:33.520 --> 01:56:36.159 seeing like seven and everywhere, and they look at the 1723 01:56:36.199 --> 01:56:39.279 clock and it's got a seven, and you know, there's 1724 01:56:39.359 --> 01:56:42.840 seven people in the line at this door whatever. It's 1725 01:56:42.840 --> 01:56:48.159 like repeating, and so they're having all these little synchronicities 1726 01:56:48.199 --> 01:56:53.560 going on, and they have like these like thoughts of 1727 01:56:53.800 --> 01:56:58.960 our intuitive like little things about stuff, or they're having 1728 01:56:59.239 --> 01:57:06.159 like vivid prophetic dreams, or you know, lots of instances 1729 01:57:06.199 --> 01:57:11.239 a deja vu and whatever, things that normally wouldn't happen 1730 01:57:11.520 --> 01:57:15.399 on a regular basis, but people report like during the 1731 01:57:15.439 --> 01:57:20.039 winter months that like really heightens for them. So do 1732 01:57:20.119 --> 01:57:24.319 you think it's possible that that's a reset for an 1733 01:57:24.439 --> 01:57:27.159 energy energy shift? But not in a good way. 1734 01:57:28.760 --> 01:57:31.159 I think it is the end of it right, Like 1735 01:57:31.239 --> 01:57:36.560 I think the weird negative energy shift starts in like 1736 01:57:36.680 --> 01:57:40.159 October is well, probably on the equinox that will go 1737 01:57:40.359 --> 01:57:44.319 September right in the September and then it and it 1738 01:57:44.439 --> 01:57:48.159 goes until you know, this is so I think this 1739 01:57:48.359 --> 01:57:50.880 is like the hype, like I said, And especially if 1740 01:57:50.920 --> 01:57:54.359 you do have like family that you do love and 1741 01:57:54.399 --> 01:57:56.720 you're not going crazy with them and they go home 1742 01:57:56.800 --> 01:58:00.319 and everything's kind of let down. You know, you're like, 1743 01:58:00.439 --> 01:58:02.880 oh man, I miss my mom. And even if she 1744 01:58:02.960 --> 01:58:05.439 drove you crazy, you're probably still like, damn, I kind 1745 01:58:05.439 --> 01:58:07.920 of miss her now she drove me crazy, but I 1746 01:58:08.039 --> 01:58:09.039 liked it or whatever. 1747 01:58:09.239 --> 01:58:11.840 You know, do you live in sodom? 1748 01:58:12.439 --> 01:58:17.720 Right? It makes me oh my god, man, And and 1749 01:58:17.880 --> 01:58:20.359 you do still think about them, because even if somebody 1750 01:58:20.359 --> 01:58:22.640 gets on your last nerve, you're like, damn, I miss that, 1751 01:58:23.239 --> 01:58:25.119 Like if you love them, if if you truly have 1752 01:58:25.119 --> 01:58:26.800 a love for a person, you can do that. You 1753 01:58:26.840 --> 01:58:30.159 can love and not like them very much at the 1754 01:58:30.159 --> 01:58:32.880 same time. But you know, all of all of that 1755 01:58:32.920 --> 01:58:36.800 stuff is rapping. So I do think this season is 1756 01:58:37.199 --> 01:58:44.199 definitely a darker time, not only physically right, but metaphorically speaking. 1757 01:58:44.600 --> 01:58:49.560 And I do think it's probably why we do naturally 1758 01:58:49.600 --> 01:58:55.800 make more melatonin during these months, which makes sense, you know, 1759 01:58:56.239 --> 01:58:57.840 and it's. 1760 01:58:57.680 --> 01:58:59.359 Probably meant to hibernate. 1761 01:59:00.159 --> 01:59:03.079 I think it's like that, you know, we're supposed to rest. 1762 01:59:03.159 --> 01:59:07.199 We're supposed to like do these things that you wouldn't 1763 01:59:07.239 --> 01:59:10.520 normally stop to do, Like you're not going to normally 1764 01:59:10.760 --> 01:59:15.119 stop and feel okay about reading a book if there's 1765 01:59:15.199 --> 01:59:17.760 ten thousand things that need to be done on a 1766 01:59:17.800 --> 01:59:21.079 spring day, you're it gives you more that energetic feeling 1767 01:59:21.119 --> 01:59:24.000 of get up now and go do the shit like 1768 01:59:24.960 --> 01:59:28.720 and I think it's those planting things in our literal souls, 1769 01:59:28.800 --> 01:59:32.560 like oh, you've got to do this so you can 1770 01:59:32.600 --> 01:59:37.039 eat when this harvest comes in, you know, Like I 1771 01:59:37.079 --> 01:59:40.119 do think God programmed us, you know, for obviously a 1772 01:59:40.199 --> 01:59:43.920 much different living than what we have, but nevertheless we 1773 01:59:44.079 --> 01:59:47.840 have to do something with it. And it is a 1774 01:59:47.880 --> 01:59:50.920 wonderful time, like whenever I'm like, oh man, everybody's going 1775 01:59:50.960 --> 01:59:55.439 to be gone, Like create Ganet's been around me enough 1776 01:59:55.479 --> 01:59:58.640 to know I'll just spit stuff out and she writes 1777 01:59:58.640 --> 02:00:00.079 it down and it's a good thing because I. 1778 02:00:00.079 --> 02:00:01.079 Don't remember. 1779 02:00:02.600 --> 02:00:06.159 Because her mouth goes like a Flapperona Goose is out. 1780 02:00:06.880 --> 02:00:08.680 I remember five minutes later. 1781 02:00:09.119 --> 02:00:12.960 That's absolutely right, and so I mean and and the 1782 02:00:13.000 --> 02:00:14.760 good part about that is I might give us some 1783 02:00:14.800 --> 02:00:15.600 really great ideas. 1784 02:00:15.600 --> 02:00:20.880 I probably write, yeah, but I do think all of 1785 02:00:20.960 --> 02:00:21.680 us can do that. 1786 02:00:21.760 --> 02:00:25.520 I think like, oh, this is your time to really 1787 02:00:25.800 --> 02:00:28.880 get ready to recharge yourself into that new year. Which 1788 02:00:28.920 --> 02:00:31.640 is why I think weirdly we make, you know, resolutions, 1789 02:00:31.640 --> 02:00:33.800 where the hell that come from? All this weird stuff 1790 02:00:33.840 --> 02:00:38.239 that we do mean something. Any tradition that you are 1791 02:00:38.319 --> 02:00:42.359 talked into, it comes from something nefarious, are good one 1792 02:00:42.399 --> 02:00:44.319 way or the other, and usually it's bad and they're 1793 02:00:44.359 --> 02:00:49.760 trying to counteract it with a good Unfortunately, sadly it's 1794 02:00:49.800 --> 02:00:51.399 mostly Babylonian shit. 1795 02:00:52.399 --> 02:00:54.800 I was going to say, make your own traditions and 1796 02:00:54.920 --> 02:00:57.119 don't follow that stuff. 1797 02:00:57.640 --> 02:01:01.319 And even if you do, like I love tradition because 1798 02:01:01.359 --> 02:01:04.000 I always tell my kids I didn't have that, Like, 1799 02:01:04.560 --> 02:01:07.880 my family wasn't big into certain things. So I made 1800 02:01:07.960 --> 02:01:10.479 that for my family because I was like, Okay, I'm 1801 02:01:10.479 --> 02:01:13.560 gonna change this. And my kids would just freak out 1802 02:01:13.560 --> 02:01:15.520 if I didn't do certain things because they're like, oh 1803 02:01:15.520 --> 02:01:18.279 my gosh, mom, we always do this, you know, and 1804 02:01:18.279 --> 02:01:21.159 they like it. And I like that they can count 1805 02:01:21.199 --> 02:01:24.239 on me for that. But also you know, there are 1806 02:01:24.359 --> 02:01:27.600 times for you where you need to push through the 1807 02:01:27.680 --> 02:01:33.439 hard and people now unfortunately and sadly get to a 1808 02:01:33.520 --> 02:01:36.479 point where they would rather not be here or they 1809 02:01:36.520 --> 02:01:39.239 would just like to end it all or not do 1810 02:01:39.279 --> 02:01:42.520 the things or whatever that is. And I get that feeling, 1811 02:01:42.680 --> 02:01:46.000 but I think our ancestors had more of that, like 1812 02:01:46.000 --> 02:01:49.680 like with you know, these mind altering things, like where 1813 02:01:49.840 --> 02:01:52.119 it gives you that to push through, Like you're not 1814 02:01:52.159 --> 02:01:56.960 really supposed to come back if this happened to you, 1815 02:01:57.560 --> 02:02:01.359 so right supposed to give you the ump to get 1816 02:02:01.359 --> 02:02:03.800 through the scary thing, probably to go to God. Okay, 1817 02:02:04.000 --> 02:02:06.840 like there's some process here, but with people going in 1818 02:02:06.880 --> 02:02:09.640 and out, I mean, you know, I don't think we're 1819 02:02:09.640 --> 02:02:12.479 supposed to be doing poke the monkey with God, but whatever. 1820 02:02:13.039 --> 02:02:16.520 Yeah, I think I will not take my chances with that. 1821 02:02:16.600 --> 02:02:21.000 But that's sad, yeah exactly, because there's obviously something in 1822 02:02:21.039 --> 02:02:24.920 between the good and here we got to get through, 1823 02:02:25.239 --> 02:02:29.199 so like all of that matters, and I definitely see that. 1824 02:02:29.279 --> 02:02:33.880 But like, you can also create good things within yourself 1825 02:02:33.920 --> 02:02:40.960 without drugs, like I know, it's it's amazing without right mind. 1826 02:02:40.680 --> 02:02:44.159 Altering without without genetically modified. 1827 02:02:45.239 --> 02:02:49.600 I'm growing in. Yeah, I'm not against having a glass 1828 02:02:49.640 --> 02:02:53.760 of wine or like beer or something, but when you 1829 02:02:53.840 --> 02:02:55.600 know that you're a slave to something, and I really 1830 02:02:55.680 --> 02:02:57.920 don't care what that is. Sugar, it could. 1831 02:02:57.720 --> 02:02:59.279 Be inting, it doesn't matter. 1832 02:03:00.680 --> 02:03:04.720 Food is a really big one. Although I don't think 1833 02:03:04.920 --> 02:03:08.359 Americans are quite as gorgey as they say. I just 1834 02:03:08.399 --> 02:03:10.840 think they're feeding us the worst things period to make 1835 02:03:10.960 --> 02:03:13.880 us sicker than the rest, because there's something about us 1836 02:03:13.920 --> 02:03:17.279 which is, you know, probably a good thing. But figure 1837 02:03:17.319 --> 02:03:19.600 out that something about you. But also don't just keep 1838 02:03:19.640 --> 02:03:21.880 it to yourself. Look, that's the same thing with podcasting 1839 02:03:21.920 --> 02:03:25.159 that I hate is people will say, don't talk to 1840 02:03:25.199 --> 02:03:27.239 this person or don't talk to that person or this 1841 02:03:27.359 --> 02:03:30.359 or that, and then everybody harnesses one thing and then 1842 02:03:30.399 --> 02:03:33.399 you just see it regurgitated on twenty seven podcasts. 1843 02:03:33.079 --> 02:03:37.960 Right like Oncent. That's why, like I really respect what 1844 02:03:38.039 --> 02:03:41.840 we do because I have never heard what we do 1845 02:03:42.319 --> 02:03:46.840 on any other show before. And it's like different ways 1846 02:03:47.319 --> 02:03:50.680 or angles of looking at things or talking about things 1847 02:03:50.680 --> 02:03:52.159 that no one else talks about. 1848 02:03:52.359 --> 02:03:55.359 Right, and even if you are the Mormon girl, because 1849 02:03:55.359 --> 02:03:59.159 that's what I'm labeled, you know, and maybe you would think, Okay, 1850 02:03:59.239 --> 02:04:01.720 well she's done the rounds on all the shows. No, 1851 02:04:01.960 --> 02:04:04.520 I have like thirty other things that I have big 1852 02:04:05.159 --> 02:04:08.720 stacks of research on because I like to learn. 1853 02:04:09.039 --> 02:04:14.840 Yeah, like that you are the moist sponge. 1854 02:04:15.680 --> 02:04:21.159 Yes, but you can be too. You can be inappropriate, 1855 02:04:21.279 --> 02:04:22.640 just like me and Janet. 1856 02:04:22.399 --> 02:04:27.399 And that is right for a low low price for like. 1857 02:04:27.680 --> 02:04:31.039 You know, the things that we waste in life. I 1858 02:04:31.079 --> 02:04:37.159 guess maybe because I've just been through it so badly. 1859 02:04:38.039 --> 02:04:41.359 I think that I've just had so many bad things 1860 02:04:41.399 --> 02:04:43.840 happened to me that I really and I'm gonna push 1861 02:04:43.880 --> 02:04:48.880 stop this year. I'm I really think that let's see, 1862 02:04:48.920 --> 02:04:51.079 we're going in the tunnel. Don't look at the purple, 1863 02:04:51.439 --> 02:04:52.560 don't don't. 1864 02:04:52.319 --> 02:04:54.439 Do it, look away, look away. 1865 02:04:55.039 --> 02:04:57.720 I always have the hardest time. Okay, there it is. 1866 02:04:58.840 --> 02:05:02.800 I really think that for everything we have, we are 1867 02:05:02.880 --> 02:05:05.920 not supposed to hold, we are supposed to share with 1868 02:05:06.000 --> 02:05:10.000 one another. Or you know, there's a reason why I 1869 02:05:10.119 --> 02:05:12.880 made like this, like, yeah, she talks too much, but 1870 02:05:13.000 --> 02:05:16.239 maybe that's because she's supposed to talk to people. Or 1871 02:05:16.279 --> 02:05:19.720 maybe that's because you're not a talker and you're not 1872 02:05:20.079 --> 02:05:22.199 you know, you're supposed to do this other thing over here. 1873 02:05:22.479 --> 02:05:25.880 We all have a gift, you know, and maybe you 1874 02:05:25.920 --> 02:05:27.880 hate all human beings and your gift is just to 1875 02:05:27.880 --> 02:05:34.279 be with the animals. And I understand that too. Yeah, yeah, 1876 02:05:34.520 --> 02:05:37.199 I get it. I like, but at the end of 1877 02:05:37.239 --> 02:05:40.720 the day, we've got this amazing thing where Janet and 1878 02:05:40.760 --> 02:05:44.279 I are talking clear across the country. I mean, that's 1879 02:05:44.359 --> 02:05:48.039 pretty awesome, and we're best friends from so far. But 1880 02:05:48.159 --> 02:05:50.119 I know if I met her, we would be like 1881 02:05:50.399 --> 02:05:53.880 it would just be peas and carrots because we've been 1882 02:05:53.960 --> 02:05:58.000 lucky enough to have this. So why would God allow this? 1883 02:05:58.039 --> 02:06:02.119 Because I don't I don't think any of this is benevolent. 1884 02:06:02.399 --> 02:06:06.960 I don't write this magic. This magic that we're doing 1885 02:06:07.199 --> 02:06:10.760 is actually benevolent, but it can be used for benevolence. 1886 02:06:10.800 --> 02:06:11.279 But how. 1887 02:06:12.960 --> 02:06:18.800 Yep, And that's why, like you said before, being that true, authentic, 1888 02:06:19.399 --> 02:06:25.560 genuine person I think protects you a lot of times 1889 02:06:25.600 --> 02:06:31.119 from that malevolent stuff because God doesn't want you to 1890 02:06:31.239 --> 02:06:34.600 hide any part of who you are. And so when 1891 02:06:34.640 --> 02:06:38.600 you are true and authentic and genuine and whatever, he 1892 02:06:38.720 --> 02:06:42.800 knows that, and that's when you start attracting more of 1893 02:06:42.840 --> 02:06:48.319 that to you instead of putting out falsities and the 1894 02:06:48.359 --> 02:06:51.000 lies of the mask wearing and all of that stuff. 1895 02:06:51.600 --> 02:06:55.399 Yeah, there's a reason why people wear masks. They're usually 1896 02:06:55.439 --> 02:06:59.119 in the club that they have to do that. It 1897 02:06:59.279 --> 02:07:02.319 doules who you are. Like each one of us has this, 1898 02:07:02.760 --> 02:07:06.600 Like I'm not anything different than any of you. All 1899 02:07:06.640 --> 02:07:11.600 of us have our own thing though. Yeah, we're like 1900 02:07:11.880 --> 02:07:14.399 these colors of a rainbow together. And I just feel 1901 02:07:14.399 --> 02:07:19.119 like it's sad because even on my comments on my podcast, 1902 02:07:19.199 --> 02:07:22.199 like the week before last, somebody said, stop being like Pollyanna, 1903 02:07:22.319 --> 02:07:24.800 choose a side, and I said, what fucking side are 1904 02:07:24.880 --> 02:07:28.279 you talking about? Bro? Like that is the dumbest thing 1905 02:07:28.359 --> 02:07:29.720 I've ever and. 1906 02:07:29.840 --> 02:07:35.840 Was that comment Choose a side because secretly they wanted 1907 02:07:35.840 --> 02:07:39.840 you to choose their side. Well, I'm going to side 1908 02:07:39.920 --> 02:07:44.199 with this side that's right and just, and I'm not 1909 02:07:44.359 --> 02:07:47.720 going to go along to get along. I'm not a 1910 02:07:47.840 --> 02:07:50.960 I'm not a yes person, you know what I mean. 1911 02:07:52.119 --> 02:07:55.159 Yep. I've always had problems with that, and that's why. 1912 02:07:55.279 --> 02:07:58.359 You know, people want to fit in the club, fit 1913 02:07:58.439 --> 02:08:01.000 in the this or that, fit in that cookie cutter, 1914 02:08:01.199 --> 02:08:04.279 And if you want to chop pieces off of yourself 1915 02:08:04.319 --> 02:08:07.600 to fit in that hole, then that's your prerogative. Too, 1916 02:08:07.880 --> 02:08:10.520 but like, don't punish those of us that don't want 1917 02:08:10.560 --> 02:08:13.039 to do that because we want to do our own thing, 1918 02:08:13.359 --> 02:08:16.359 you know. And that happens so for people that are 1919 02:08:16.399 --> 02:08:19.600 out there that feel alone, because that is the loneliest 1920 02:08:19.600 --> 02:08:24.439 thing to feel like you just don't fit. You know, 1921 02:08:24.560 --> 02:08:26.800 you're the one and there's always one in a family. 1922 02:08:27.000 --> 02:08:30.159 I really believe that. And you're a black sheep or whatever, 1923 02:08:30.279 --> 02:08:33.159 you know, but it's it's not that, it's like you're 1924 02:08:33.159 --> 02:08:37.239 a self thinker. You're you're made differently for a reason, 1925 02:08:37.439 --> 02:08:42.119 and I think it is good. I don't think that's bad. 1926 02:08:42.479 --> 02:08:45.079 I think, you know, we're meant to do that, and 1927 02:08:45.159 --> 02:08:48.439 we're meant to, you know, teach our families. Like I 1928 02:08:48.560 --> 02:08:50.960 kind of feel like God does this because he's like, now, look, 1929 02:08:51.000 --> 02:08:53.600 you love this person and they're different than you, so learn. 1930 02:08:54.079 --> 02:08:57.359 But like nobody does, and it's just an ongoing thing. 1931 02:08:57.439 --> 02:09:02.079 But we all, like my mom me, we would never 1932 02:09:02.239 --> 02:09:06.159 be friends if we weren't mother and daughter because we 1933 02:09:06.239 --> 02:09:11.000 are very different human beings, right, It's different, and that's 1934 02:09:11.039 --> 02:09:13.960 why God puts us together as a family because then 1935 02:09:14.079 --> 02:09:17.920 you can learn all about like she loves animals and 1936 02:09:17.960 --> 02:09:21.640 she loves being outside she's more like you are, you 1937 02:09:21.680 --> 02:09:24.279 know she I love to be outside, but like I'm 1938 02:09:24.279 --> 02:09:27.439 always doing ten thousand things and I'm missing like the. 1939 02:09:27.439 --> 02:09:31.840 Sunset, everything around you, yep, because. 1940 02:09:31.640 --> 02:09:34.319 I'm busy and I'm focused in like I'm a very 1941 02:09:34.399 --> 02:09:37.760 hyper focused person and so details matter to me. All 1942 02:09:37.800 --> 02:09:40.000 these things that my husband could give a shit, like 1943 02:09:40.520 --> 02:09:43.760 he's like, I don't care about that. Look at the sunset. 1944 02:09:43.800 --> 02:09:46.039 If it wasn't for my husband, I would never see 1945 02:09:46.039 --> 02:09:51.800 a beautiful sunset because he's like, hey, pay attention, you know, 1946 02:09:52.000 --> 02:09:55.479 get off your stupid podcast or whatever. And and he's 1947 02:09:55.800 --> 02:09:58.640 I'm grateful, like look at looking at all of that, 1948 02:09:58.840 --> 02:10:00.680 Like the people that surround you your life, that are 1949 02:10:00.720 --> 02:10:01.560 put there by God. 1950 02:10:01.760 --> 02:10:05.479 There are a it's for that balance that we need, 1951 02:10:05.920 --> 02:10:07.560 right and kind of. 1952 02:10:07.560 --> 02:10:10.439 Like cut people out, Like that's so shitty. I'm sorry. 1953 02:10:10.439 --> 02:10:12.479 I don't give a cat. I don't care. I don't 1954 02:10:12.520 --> 02:10:14.920 care if you're crazy. Auntesty makes you like the worst 1955 02:10:15.000 --> 02:10:18.880 human ever, Like you take a breath and learn it 1956 02:10:18.920 --> 02:10:21.720 doesn't mean you have to like it. You can learn 1957 02:10:21.720 --> 02:10:24.079 to love the person for who they are, not what 1958 02:10:24.199 --> 02:10:26.359 they do. Because we all have our own shit. 1959 02:10:26.479 --> 02:10:30.880 So everybody has it, has their faults, so they're yep, 1960 02:10:31.079 --> 02:10:39.880 but we know it's challenging, is not kidding, So you know. 1961 02:10:40.039 --> 02:10:45.399 The the interesting thing though, like like you said, like 1962 02:10:46.119 --> 02:10:51.000 you're always so focused and busy, that's because the way 1963 02:10:51.039 --> 02:10:55.439 that your chemical makeup is and your DNA is because 1964 02:10:56.079 --> 02:11:00.439 you're an organizer, you're a planner, you're a you know, 1965 02:11:00.520 --> 02:11:04.039 you have to be very scheduled and very analytical and 1966 02:11:04.119 --> 02:11:07.800 methodical in the way that you think of things, you know, 1967 02:11:08.079 --> 02:11:12.880 and then my DNA is very different because I'm very 1968 02:11:13.800 --> 02:11:16.760 like I used to be that way and now I'm 1969 02:11:17.039 --> 02:11:20.520 like evolving and changing with the way that he wants 1970 02:11:20.640 --> 02:11:24.760 me to be, and I'm like calm and docile and 1971 02:11:25.479 --> 02:11:28.840 stop and smell the roses kind of person now. But 1972 02:11:28.880 --> 02:11:32.239 that's why every one of us has made so uniquely 1973 02:11:32.399 --> 02:11:37.960 and that's also what makes us have those special qualities 1974 02:11:38.239 --> 02:11:41.720 right in our DNA and where we can read the 1975 02:11:41.800 --> 02:11:47.960 room and have perception. And my level of perceiving things 1976 02:11:48.079 --> 02:11:50.560 is going to be different than your level of perceiving 1977 02:11:50.600 --> 02:11:54.600 things because you're very analytical about stuff. So I'm going 1978 02:11:54.680 --> 02:11:57.199 to go ooh, I feel icky, like I don't like 1979 02:11:57.279 --> 02:12:00.239 this feeling, and you're going to be like I don't 1980 02:12:00.399 --> 02:12:04.520 like it here because of X, Y and Z. I'm 1981 02:12:04.560 --> 02:12:06.760 just going to put a broadject mark and you're gonna 1982 02:12:07.359 --> 02:12:11.560 have the whole calendar planned that we need everybody in between, 1983 02:12:12.359 --> 02:12:16.359 because everybody has very different ways of looking at stuff. 1984 02:12:16.600 --> 02:12:17.920 And we're all process. 1985 02:12:18.199 --> 02:12:18.319 Yea. 1986 02:12:18.800 --> 02:12:21.439 I hate when people say my husband does this often 1987 02:12:21.560 --> 02:12:24.960 with his dad as a very early riser, early to bed, 1988 02:12:25.119 --> 02:12:27.039 early to rise, and he always says, why am I 1989 02:12:27.119 --> 02:12:29.760 not a morning person? I hate that I'm not a 1990 02:12:29.800 --> 02:12:32.640 morning person. I hate that I want to stay up, 1991 02:12:32.680 --> 02:12:34.680 And I said, what would happen if we were all 1992 02:12:34.720 --> 02:12:37.039 morning people who would take care of the people at night. 1993 02:12:37.840 --> 02:12:40.600 They're under the process. 1994 02:12:40.159 --> 02:12:43.800 Right that are clued into you being the way you 1995 02:12:43.840 --> 02:12:47.399 are and even changing, like what you said, changing to 1996 02:12:47.520 --> 02:12:49.960 evolve to that time frame in your life because we 1997 02:12:50.000 --> 02:12:53.359 go through seasons in our life and it's meant to 1998 02:12:53.560 --> 02:12:57.279 be that way. But don't do it because somebody's forcing 1999 02:12:57.279 --> 02:13:00.680 you to fit in the hole. If it's God forcing, 2000 02:13:01.239 --> 02:13:05.199 he'll do it in the best way ever. Like she's evolved, 2001 02:13:05.359 --> 02:13:09.079 like this whole I evolved, you know, into different things, 2002 02:13:09.119 --> 02:13:14.640 Like it will come differently than just this forceful, crazy 2003 02:13:14.840 --> 02:13:19.119 Rockefeller school bullshit. I don't like that, you know, and I. 2004 02:13:19.079 --> 02:13:22.800 Always that And it's a good thing you mentioned the 2005 02:13:22.920 --> 02:13:27.439 Rockefellers because who would have known, Who would have ever 2006 02:13:27.560 --> 02:13:31.079 known that we make our own d MT because that 2007 02:13:31.279 --> 02:13:34.359 is not in a book. That's not something you're going 2008 02:13:34.399 --> 02:13:37.800 to learn in medical school, nursing school. It is not 2009 02:13:38.000 --> 02:13:43.279 in there. And this information is out there, widely available. 2010 02:13:43.359 --> 02:13:44.600 But why did you even. 2011 02:13:44.439 --> 02:13:48.039 Know about your pineal gland until you were like this? 2012 02:13:48.279 --> 02:13:49.039 Like they didn't. 2013 02:13:49.520 --> 02:13:53.560 Well, I knew about it because I had to teach 2014 02:13:53.560 --> 02:13:57.239 about it, but I didn't know in depth about it 2015 02:13:57.359 --> 02:14:00.239 until after I completely got out of nursing. 2016 02:14:00.920 --> 02:14:04.840 Or that you make that you have cannabinoid receptors in 2017 02:14:04.880 --> 02:14:10.600 your body, for that's not something that's real. Canids not not. 2018 02:14:11.239 --> 02:14:14.880 But not bio engineered synthetic GMO, right and not. 2019 02:14:15.079 --> 02:14:19.720 It's it's once receptors are full, they're. 2020 02:14:19.600 --> 02:14:21.800 Full, right, one hundred persons. 2021 02:14:22.520 --> 02:14:25.520 You can't just smoke yourself into oblivion either. But but 2022 02:14:25.680 --> 02:14:29.880 obviously it's meant for something, right, It's like nicotine, same 2023 02:14:29.920 --> 02:14:35.840 thing with nicotine, never ever end in my life. Yeah, 2024 02:14:36.039 --> 02:14:38.600 I read these studies on this this year because I 2025 02:14:38.640 --> 02:14:41.079 want to tell people this in twenty twenty with the 2026 02:14:41.119 --> 02:14:44.000 crap that happened there. They did some studies on nicotine 2027 02:14:44.000 --> 02:14:45.960 and all the people that were smoking thought they were 2028 02:14:45.960 --> 02:14:47.880 going to die, right, And my. 2029 02:14:47.880 --> 02:14:51.319 Mom's actually a narrow protective Yeah, as I said. 2030 02:14:51.159 --> 02:14:54.680 Mom, whatever you do, don't stop smoking, like please, because 2031 02:14:55.720 --> 02:14:58.600 now's not the time, but you should cut down really 2032 02:14:58.960 --> 02:15:02.319 like yeah, she needed, she needs to still, And I'm like, 2033 02:15:02.439 --> 02:15:05.960 but it's it's, you know, too much of a good thing, right, 2034 02:15:06.079 --> 02:15:09.279 it's that balance. So every once in a while now 2035 02:15:09.279 --> 02:15:11.359 and my kids were just like flipped out about this 2036 02:15:11.520 --> 02:15:15.840 because they've never seen Mom do this. I'll pop in 2037 02:15:15.960 --> 02:15:18.760 a little piece of nicotine gum. It really doesn't have 2038 02:15:18.840 --> 02:15:22.079 any effect on me because I'm a rapid metabolizer and 2039 02:15:22.159 --> 02:15:25.760 my kidneys function at one hundred percent. So whatever, I 2040 02:15:26.279 --> 02:15:29.840 can't say, I know this, if I chew a four milligram, 2041 02:15:29.920 --> 02:15:32.479 I will want to throw up. The other one's fine, 2042 02:15:33.840 --> 02:15:36.800 and it protects you during the winter months. If you've 2043 02:15:36.800 --> 02:15:39.920 been around people that are sick, They've done studies. This 2044 02:15:39.960 --> 02:15:46.079 is gamma studies. This is true. And if you notice, 2045 02:15:46.159 --> 02:15:48.800 and especially if you do it without a lung inhalation, 2046 02:15:49.039 --> 02:15:52.600 because obviously then you're taking away the damage, you know, 2047 02:15:53.479 --> 02:15:57.079 So if you do that, or do the mints or 2048 02:15:57.119 --> 02:16:00.239 the patch or anything like that, it will help you 2049 02:16:00.960 --> 02:16:03.439 if you've been around sick people, which is bananas to me. 2050 02:16:03.520 --> 02:16:06.159 So when I go out in public, like and I'm 2051 02:16:06.199 --> 02:16:09.399 shopping because I have asthma really bad, I'll just do that. 2052 02:16:09.479 --> 02:16:12.079 And I did that yesterday just to make sure you know, 2053 02:16:12.159 --> 02:16:14.520 because I was shopping and out and about and whatever, 2054 02:16:15.119 --> 02:16:17.279 and they don't want you to know that. You know, 2055 02:16:17.399 --> 02:16:21.399 my dad, No, he was so smart and before his time, 2056 02:16:21.439 --> 02:16:26.760 and I just I feel so bad that he was awake. 2057 02:16:27.000 --> 02:16:30.319 He was like a George Carlin. He was super cynical. 2058 02:16:30.680 --> 02:16:34.040 He was an inventor, but he didn't realize what he 2059 02:16:34.159 --> 02:16:37.799 was up against. And he invented something called nickelte water 2060 02:16:38.200 --> 02:16:42.479 and this is patented. And he did it because he 2061 02:16:42.520 --> 02:16:45.879 almost went crazy one time on a flight from here 2062 02:16:45.920 --> 02:16:49.280 to Hawaii and he said, hey, I just can't go 2063 02:16:49.399 --> 02:16:51.760 eight hours at such a crazy If they had delays, 2064 02:16:51.840 --> 02:16:54.440 I don't know, but he said, I'll never go that 2065 02:16:54.559 --> 02:16:58.719 far again. And he was only marketing it to his 2066 02:16:58.879 --> 02:17:02.600 friends in the airline business, like not to be sold 2067 02:17:02.760 --> 02:17:06.840 to anyone but the airlines. But it's still failed because 2068 02:17:06.920 --> 02:17:08.760 you're talking about big tobacco. 2069 02:17:09.520 --> 02:17:14.680 Yeah, well, and hence they demonize everything that they don't 2070 02:17:14.719 --> 02:17:17.479 want to get out there, right, and then they prop 2071 02:17:17.600 --> 02:17:22.000 up things that make us sicker. And so who has 2072 02:17:22.120 --> 02:17:29.079 the most demonization, it's the tobacco industry. And for centuries 2073 02:17:29.600 --> 02:17:34.280 they use tobacco in healing ceremonies and in sweat lodges 2074 02:17:34.440 --> 02:17:38.399 and and you know all kinds of are evadic medicine 2075 02:17:38.440 --> 02:17:41.079 and stuff. And why is that. It is because we 2076 02:17:41.200 --> 02:17:43.479 have nicotenic receptors in. 2077 02:17:43.399 --> 02:17:47.840 Our body, and sadly they have overtaken that, and now 2078 02:17:47.879 --> 02:17:50.879 you can't get anything that's not tainted, even if you 2079 02:17:50.920 --> 02:17:53.959 grew at yourself, just like the weed. We know that. 2080 02:17:54.319 --> 02:17:58.479 You know, the ground is completely devastated from what they do. 2081 02:17:58.719 --> 02:18:01.600 You know, they spray. They've got all these chemicals and 2082 02:18:01.639 --> 02:18:04.280 everything they've been putting in the air and the ground 2083 02:18:04.360 --> 02:18:06.399 and everything forever. But I mean it would still be 2084 02:18:06.520 --> 02:18:11.280 far cry better, you know, right, what are they doing. 2085 02:18:11.319 --> 02:18:16.719 They're putting for maldehyde and cigarettes, like I mean really okay. 2086 02:18:16.479 --> 02:18:21.920 Well, because why let's poison something that would be useful 2087 02:18:22.000 --> 02:18:25.280 to a person, right, because they don't want you to 2088 02:18:25.319 --> 02:18:28.479 get healthy, in the same reason why they don't teach 2089 02:18:28.479 --> 02:18:35.760 you about your body making and releasing DMT. Why would 2090 02:18:35.799 --> 02:18:39.239 they possibly want us to know that? And now that 2091 02:18:39.440 --> 02:18:42.719 I do know that, I'm like, oh, okay, well everything 2092 02:18:42.799 --> 02:18:46.840 makes a super huge amount of sense. And the people 2093 02:18:46.879 --> 02:18:54.159 that have uber visit or uber visual and colorful dreams 2094 02:18:54.200 --> 02:18:57.000 and stuff like that all the time, Now you know 2095 02:18:57.120 --> 02:19:00.799 why because you are a super producer of d during 2096 02:19:00.840 --> 02:19:01.680 your rim sleep. 2097 02:19:02.479 --> 02:19:06.280 Yes, yep. And I mean it's just one of those 2098 02:19:06.319 --> 02:19:10.639 things that could trick your brain. So be wise, gentle 2099 02:19:10.680 --> 02:19:12.319 as a dove and wise as a serpent. 2100 02:19:12.479 --> 02:19:17.639 Right, we're supposed to be serpents are pretty smart. So 2101 02:19:18.760 --> 02:19:23.719 I found this to be very highly interesting. And for 2102 02:19:23.840 --> 02:19:30.239 people who don't know, December twenty first through the twenty 2103 02:19:30.280 --> 02:19:37.120 fifth is supposed to be our rebirth or whatever, and 2104 02:19:37.159 --> 02:19:41.600 that is cross culturally wise, So if you're struggling in 2105 02:19:41.639 --> 02:19:46.280 the month of December, you are expected to come out 2106 02:19:46.319 --> 02:19:52.280 of that after, you know, after Christmas is over, even 2107 02:19:52.319 --> 02:19:54.239 though that's not really Christmas. 2108 02:19:55.399 --> 02:19:55.879 Beginning. 2109 02:19:56.280 --> 02:19:59.079 It means you're on the upswing of things. And so 2110 02:19:59.760 --> 02:20:03.879 i'll the negativity and the bad and the you know, 2111 02:20:04.040 --> 02:20:07.639 frequencies and stuff that happened in December that's going to 2112 02:20:07.760 --> 02:20:13.280 end shortly so you can, you know, keep your DNA 2113 02:20:13.479 --> 02:20:16.840 and make a connection with God and make your kill 2114 02:20:16.879 --> 02:20:22.360 your relatives. Yeah, and if you're seeing the Star of Bethlehem, 2115 02:20:24.639 --> 02:20:27.440 I'm just saying, maybe you're producing a little too much 2116 02:20:27.520 --> 02:20:33.200 d MT or you really had a divine vision. So 2117 02:20:33.239 --> 02:20:33.639 there you go. 2118 02:20:33.799 --> 02:20:36.079 Just eat some more turkey and go to sleep. Look 2119 02:20:36.319 --> 02:20:37.200 it'll be over. 2120 02:20:37.040 --> 02:20:38.600 Sea taking nap, George. 2121 02:20:40.239 --> 02:20:43.200 Oh boy, don't worry about it. But don't kill your 2122 02:20:43.200 --> 02:20:44.559 relatives why they're visiting. 2123 02:20:44.719 --> 02:20:48.159 So yeah, no, probably not a good idea because that 2124 02:20:48.200 --> 02:20:51.000 could land you in some trouble and then you might 2125 02:20:51.680 --> 02:20:55.280 not have access to d MT as you need exactly. 2126 02:20:55.440 --> 02:20:58.719 And and remember this, love them for who they are, 2127 02:20:58.840 --> 02:21:00.799 not what they are. That'll help you out. 2128 02:21:01.360 --> 02:21:05.479 True words. So my beautiful Me's Heidie work and they 2129 02:21:05.479 --> 02:21:06.479 find you out, my love. 2130 02:21:07.360 --> 02:21:09.520 I'm so glad as always to be here with my 2131 02:21:09.680 --> 02:21:12.520 wonderful friend Janet. She always brings the heat and we 2132 02:21:12.600 --> 02:21:14.760 do some great shows together and I'm thankful for that. 2133 02:21:15.000 --> 02:21:17.680 So if you're watching this on her channel and you 2134 02:21:17.719 --> 02:21:20.440 don't know where I'm at, I am Heidi Love Luv 2135 02:21:20.719 --> 02:21:23.600 of the Unfiltered Rise. I'm everywhere podcasts are served. I 2136 02:21:23.639 --> 02:21:27.680 do have my own podcast website, Unfiltered risepodcast dot com. 2137 02:21:28.079 --> 02:21:30.680 And I'm hoping you are seeing this on my Patreon, 2138 02:21:31.079 --> 02:21:33.920 although this one will likely be out to everyone, but 2139 02:21:34.040 --> 02:21:36.479 you will want to go back and see our other 2140 02:21:36.559 --> 02:21:40.000 shows that might be underneath that little paywall. Keep it 2141 02:21:40.120 --> 02:21:42.040 very low so that you guys can go ahead and 2142 02:21:42.120 --> 02:21:45.239 join and get those extra shows. So hopefully you'll be 2143 02:21:45.319 --> 02:21:48.600 there or on my Spotify and miss Janet. For those 2144 02:21:48.639 --> 02:21:49.879 that don't know where you. 2145 02:21:49.920 --> 02:21:54.639 Are, let them know the Pourple Nation on every podcast platform. 2146 02:21:54.959 --> 02:21:58.920 You can watch the videos on Spotify or on Rumble, 2147 02:21:59.360 --> 02:22:04.120 hit me up on Instagram Deplorabajana, or on x or 2148 02:22:04.159 --> 02:22:10.319 Twitter at no Janet kN ow So for me and 2149 02:22:10.440 --> 02:22:15.079 my fabulous, beautiful bestie mess Heidi, we love you. Thanks 2150 02:22:15.120 --> 02:22:18.639 for tuning in and I hope you learn something today 2151 02:22:18.959 --> 02:22:23.159 like I did that we did not know. So have 2152 02:22:23.200 --> 02:22:25.079 a good one and we'll see you next time. 2153 02:22:25.600 --> 02:22:27.319 Bye,