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<v Speaker 1>It was early in the night and the beach had

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<v Speaker 1>just closed. I was standing up by the staircase that

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<v Speaker 1>led to the sand. The last car had just pulled

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<v Speaker 1>away from the lot, a red van that looked like

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<v Speaker 1>it was in its first time by the ocean. I

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<v Speaker 1>rarely came here. Plus, I wasn't supposed to be there

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<v Speaker 1>by myself that night, not because, as they say, girls

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<v Speaker 1>aren't supposed to be out in the middle of nowhere

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<v Speaker 1>by themselves, but because I thought someone was supposed to

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<v Speaker 1>be with me, and I was never going to be

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<v Speaker 1>alone again. And the sand called, and the ocean answered

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<v Speaker 1>in a haunting harmony. When that battled over keeping things

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<v Speaker 1>where they were, or letting the darkness take over, inviting

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<v Speaker 1>me to float out there, to the place where the

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<v Speaker 1>depth and the surface were the same color emptiness. That

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<v Speaker 1>was a feeling. My eyes tried to figure out what

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<v Speaker 1>was in front of them once the headlights disappeared behind me,

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<v Speaker 1>And that's when the ocean even began to blend with

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<v Speaker 1>the sky in one single infinite painting right across from me.

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<v Speaker 1>It was then that I heard it, a voice coming

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<v Speaker 1>from the darkness. Come back. It said, please don't leave me.

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<v Speaker 1>My name is Edwin, and here is a scary story.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a long story that I didn't want to bother

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<v Speaker 1>anyone with that night, even when my friends called asking

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<v Speaker 1>if I was okay and if I had seen the

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<v Speaker 1>pictures on Instagram. He wasn't doing anything wrong, per se.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just like him, but only I blamed him

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<v Speaker 1>for half the outcome. Anyway, we see, we were sitting

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<v Speaker 1>around the living room, each one of us on our

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<v Speaker 1>own phones when I noticed that he was looking my

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<v Speaker 1>way like he had something to say. I ignored it

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<v Speaker 1>and kept scrolling, But then he suddenly put his phone

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<v Speaker 1>down and told me that Abby had just texted him

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<v Speaker 1>that her mom was in the hospital. I asked what

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<v Speaker 1>was wrong and if she was going to be all right,

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<v Speaker 1>but he ignored the question and instead started with one

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<v Speaker 1>of his philosophical I want the best relationship for both

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<v Speaker 1>of us speech, the same old stuff about how he

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to be honest, how he valued transparency, and I

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<v Speaker 1>tried not to roll my eyes as I looked in

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<v Speaker 1>his direction waiting for him to continue. I knew what

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<v Speaker 1>he was going to say, that he was going to

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<v Speaker 1>go see Abby's mom, that they had been asking about

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<v Speaker 1>him and all that that knot was twisting even tighter

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<v Speaker 1>in my stomach. What I finally closed off the knot

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<v Speaker 1>was when he spoke. He said that Abby had just

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<v Speaker 1>asked him if he wanted to grab a coffee. Value

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<v Speaker 1>your honesty, go have that coffee. I thought to myself,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to be that girlfriend. You know, my

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<v Speaker 1>body felt a little cold when he said that. Some

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<v Speaker 1>may call that intuition, that soft, nauseating feeling that tells

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<v Speaker 1>you that something isn't right. But I nodded and turned

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<v Speaker 1>my head back on my phone, even scrolled a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit without looking at it. His eyes went back to

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<v Speaker 1>his phone too. He got up after a little while

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<v Speaker 1>and went to the room. He changed even put on

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<v Speaker 1>the perfume that I gave him for his birthday, the

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<v Speaker 1>bottle still full from how little he used it. Then

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<v Speaker 1>he walked out of the room, a hint of excitement

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<v Speaker 1>in his eyes as he said goodbye to me, saying

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<v Speaker 1>that he was going to call. I should have yelled

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<v Speaker 1>right then, demanded that he stay home, maybe even tell

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<v Speaker 1>him that it bothered me and let him decide. And

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<v Speaker 1>the moment kept spinning in my head like that, blending

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<v Speaker 1>with the sounds of these growing waves. Did I encourage him?

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<v Speaker 1>It was the beginning of the end, And just when

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to wash myself from everything, the van in

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<v Speaker 1>the parking op all the way and heard the voice

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<v Speaker 1>come back. I heard that looked in all directions. That

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<v Speaker 1>parking lot had no lights except for the ones on

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<v Speaker 1>a highway even higher up the hill. Please don't leave me,

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<v Speaker 1>I heard it say again. Realizing I hadn't heard the

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<v Speaker 1>full statement the first time, I turned around and saw

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<v Speaker 1>a young woman around my age sitting somewhere in the

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<v Speaker 1>middle of the stairs. She was thin, with dark hair,

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<v Speaker 1>a dirty white T shirt and jean shorts that still

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<v Speaker 1>seemed to glow in the same color of the crashing

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<v Speaker 1>waves in that darkness, the van, I asked, looking back

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<v Speaker 1>toward the road of the hill. I looked back and shrugged.

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<v Speaker 1>There was no more car in sight. Now did they leave?

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<v Speaker 1>She asked, standing up and wiping sand off herself. Coming

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit closer, she finally reached the last step,

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<v Speaker 1>just to the left of where I was standing. She

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<v Speaker 1>hadn't look too concerned by this point, like I would

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<v Speaker 1>be if my ride had just stranded me on a

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<v Speaker 1>dark beach. She looked up the hill and saw the

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<v Speaker 1>same thing. I did nothing. We stood there in silence

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<v Speaker 1>for a few seconds. My mind wasn't ready to talk

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<v Speaker 1>to a stranger, and I kind of wish she would

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<v Speaker 1>walk out into the darkness and disappear like that Van

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<v Speaker 1>had done. Then she said something that made me shiver,

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<v Speaker 1>and it still does when I think of that night.

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<v Speaker 1>Just leave him, she said. She found my eyes in

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<v Speaker 1>the dark faster than I found hers. What I asked,

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<v Speaker 1>how did you? That's why you would be out here

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<v Speaker 1>by yourself at this hour? How did you even get here?

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<v Speaker 1>The bus stop around the hill by the Starbucks On second?

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<v Speaker 1>You walked here with the sunset? Didn't you some type

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<v Speaker 1>of romantic scene walking along with the setting sun? You

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<v Speaker 1>got here just as it was setting, right. I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>say anything, But then she continued, it was getting dark,

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<v Speaker 1>too dark when you got here, and everyone was leaving.

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<v Speaker 1>Not so romantic anymore, huh, kind of eerie. She locked

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<v Speaker 1>eyes with mine when she said that. All I could

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<v Speaker 1>do was stare the something about this girl that didn't

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<v Speaker 1>quite feel right. She was by herself, completely comfortable there.

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<v Speaker 1>I had I not been there, she would have been

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<v Speaker 1>sitting in the middle of the stairs still at the moment,

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<v Speaker 1>though I couldn't quite process everything. I needed my time alone,

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<v Speaker 1>and now this girl had gotten in the way. So

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<v Speaker 1>I know how you got here, but I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>why you're here, she said. I don't know why you're

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<v Speaker 1>here either, I said, bluntly, Tired of these guessing games.

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<v Speaker 1>Like all the prior frustration I felt, just reached this

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<v Speaker 1>tipping point where I could have slapped her right there

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<v Speaker 1>and felt nothing. It wasn't exactly anger or hate toward anyone.

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<v Speaker 1>I was just done. There was nothing to be done

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<v Speaker 1>in the relationship. Now choices had been made. I walked away,

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<v Speaker 1>and this girl, well, I didn't know her and didn't

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<v Speaker 1>care how she ended up there or she was going

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to leave on her own. So I

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<v Speaker 1>simply stared out into the ocean for few seconds. Then

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<v Speaker 1>I turned to look at her, dead in the eye.

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<v Speaker 1>I killed someone today, I said, both to myself and

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<v Speaker 1>to this girl. I didn't care for her reaction. I

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<v Speaker 1>simply took a deep breath and kept looking out into

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<v Speaker 1>the darkness. She said a few things, but I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>hear her through the crashing waves at that moment. From

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<v Speaker 1>what I could tell, she wasn't shocked. She smiled after

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<v Speaker 1>the words came out of my mouth, until the shore

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<v Speaker 1>finally went quiet. It wasn't calm. It was a kind

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<v Speaker 1>of quiet that felt uneasy, like shutting off the radio

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<v Speaker 1>mid song. The waves were moving, I could see them

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<v Speaker 1>folding over themselves in the dim light, but no sound

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<v Speaker 1>came out of them. That's better, the girl said. I

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<v Speaker 1>turned to look at her, and then I noticed for

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<v Speaker 1>the first time that her clothes weren't only dirty, but

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<v Speaker 1>they were also wet. And the dirtiness I had seen,

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<v Speaker 1>in part was from the slimy green stuff that sticks

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<v Speaker 1>to your clothes, the kind that floats around in the

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<v Speaker 1>ocean when you're there for a really long time and

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<v Speaker 1>sticks to you, strands of it coming out of her

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<v Speaker 1>hair and over her shoulders. So you said you killed someone,

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<v Speaker 1>she continued, Her head was now tilting a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>studying me, like if she was trying to remember something

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<v Speaker 1>or only waiting for me to say it. I took

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<v Speaker 1>a step back. I didn't mean it. Yes, you did.

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<v Speaker 1>You killed someone today, That's what you said. Her voice

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<v Speaker 1>was still correcting me. Have a thought that I had

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<v Speaker 1>already gotten out of my head and into the wind.

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<v Speaker 1>The girl stayed quiet. I just told him to go,

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<v Speaker 1>I said, trying to stop myself. I knew what he

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<v Speaker 1>was doing, I knew what he meant. I just didn't

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<v Speaker 1>stop him. She smiled, but not in the friendly way.

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<v Speaker 1>It was as though she was relieved. Yeah, she said quietly,

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<v Speaker 1>that's how it starts. I could feel a cold wind

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<v Speaker 1>coming from the ocean. Now it was sudden and fast,

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<v Speaker 1>sliding down my back. I hugged myself without realizing it.

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<v Speaker 1>How it starts, I asked, and she kept looking at me.

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<v Speaker 1>She then turned her head backed over the water. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you know what happens when a guy does that, Like

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<v Speaker 1>when he leaves you and gets all excited over some girl.

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<v Speaker 1>They already decided what they want. You're the last one'll

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<v Speaker 1>find out. He's just trying to justify everything. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>say anything back. Well, that's how it happens sometimes, she continued.

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<v Speaker 1>Might not be your case. But you, on the other hand,

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<v Speaker 1>you start to disappear, she said. Little by little, you

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<v Speaker 1>say things that you don't mean. You let things happen

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<v Speaker 1>that your friends will call you dumb for things that

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<v Speaker 1>you'll regret taking from him. Next thing, you know, you'll

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<v Speaker 1>stop feeling like yourself, making little worlds out of everything.

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<v Speaker 1>She paused, her eyes getting smaller to over the darkness

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<v Speaker 1>of the sky. And then one day I felt my

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<v Speaker 1>chest tightening. Then you're not really there anymore, poof gone.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm still here, I said, not expecting to get

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<v Speaker 1>so defensive. She looked at me, but her expression had

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<v Speaker 1>it changed. It was more serious, but generally the same.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you Are you still here? She asked? It was

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<v Speaker 1>quiet again. I opened my mouth to say something, but

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<v Speaker 1>suddenly up the hill I saw something, headlights, a car.

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<v Speaker 1>It came down to the parking lot like it was

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<v Speaker 1>trying to figure out where to turn from, and my

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<v Speaker 1>heart jumped. That could be I started turning back to her,

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<v Speaker 1>but she wasn't looking at the car. She was looking

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<v Speaker 1>at me. You should go, she said. The way she

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<v Speaker 1>said it, it sounded like a final thing, like a goodbye,

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<v Speaker 1>and add a piece of advice. Well, I can't just

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<v Speaker 1>leave you here, I said, glancing between her and the road,

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<v Speaker 1>Surprised by how my lack of a single care in

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<v Speaker 1>the world suddenly flipped. She let out a small breath.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought that she was about to laugh. That's what

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<v Speaker 1>makes us different. I want you to see this, she said,

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<v Speaker 1>as she was stepping past me and down towards the stairs,

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<v Speaker 1>toward the sand. Wait, I said, reaching out by stopping

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<v Speaker 1>myself just before my hand touched her arm, and she

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<v Speaker 1>just kept walking. Did they leave you, I asked, my

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<v Speaker 1>voice echoing a little bit in that strange silence. But

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<v Speaker 1>she kept walking. They always do, she said. Her feet

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<v Speaker 1>had reached the sand, leaving footprints that were filled back

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<v Speaker 1>in right away with the dark water. I watched her

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<v Speaker 1>move closer to the shoreline, the hands of the ocean

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<v Speaker 1>reaching out like a flat, endless surface. Hey, I called out,

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<v Speaker 1>louder than before. You don't have to go in there,

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<v Speaker 1>don't go that way, Just come back. Everything is gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be fine. Just come back. But that's when she stopped.

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<v Speaker 1>For a second, I thought that she might turn around

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<v Speaker 1>and run back up, but instead she spoke just loud

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<v Speaker 1>enough for me to hear I can't and everything paused.

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<v Speaker 1>He didn't come back, she said. My stomach dropped. What

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<v Speaker 1>do you mean, I asked, my voice about to fall apart.

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<v Speaker 1>She slowly turned her head just enough for me to

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<v Speaker 1>she said, and then she stepped forward into the water.

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<v Speaker 1>I rushed down a few steps, automatically, yelling at her

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<v Speaker 1>to stop, but she didn't really act. The water reached

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<v Speaker 1>The water had gone silent again. There was no sound

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<v Speaker 1>of the crashing waves, no splashing, just that same unnatural

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<v Speaker 1>silence come back. I shouted, and the words hit me.

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<v Speaker 1>Then the voice that was the one I heard before,

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<v Speaker 1>same volume, everything, It was me, and she kept going.

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<v Speaker 1>Her shoulders had disappeared, and then her neck, and just

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<v Speaker 1>before her head went under, she looked back at me

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<v Speaker 1>completely for the first time. Her face wasn't panicked, she

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't scared. It was empty. My feeling I knew a

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<v Speaker 1>little too well, that same feeling I had just experience

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<v Speaker 1>before she showed up from those stairs, and then she

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<v Speaker 1>was gone. The sound came back all at once, the

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<v Speaker 1>waves crashing violently against the sand, louder than before, but

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<v Speaker 1>they had been building up, just to explode all at once.

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<v Speaker 1>I stumbled back a step, covering my ears. I stood there,

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<v Speaker 1>staring at the spot where she had disappeared, waiting for something, anything,

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<v Speaker 1>to give me a sign of her. But nothing did.

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<v Speaker 1>After a while, I forced myself to turn around. There

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<v Speaker 1>were no more headlights up the hill. The lot was empty.

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<v Speaker 1>For the first time that night, I felt completely alone

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<v Speaker 1>as I stood there at the edge of darkness. So

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<v Speaker 1>I walked up the stairs slowly, each step heavier than

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't help but look at one more time. She was

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<v Speaker 1>still there. The ocean had stretched out the same way

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<v Speaker 1>and had done before. It was endless, dark and waiting

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<v Speaker 1>for something. I don't know how long I stood there,

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<v Speaker 1>but I do know one thing. When my phone finally rang,

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<v Speaker 1>I almost didn't answer. It was his name on the

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<v Speaker 1>screen and a picture that we took outside of the

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<v Speaker 1>train station on our way to Mellows, where we had

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<v Speaker 1>our first date. For a second I thought about letting

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<v Speaker 1>it ring, just to see what would happen, just to

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<v Speaker 1>see who I would turn into if I didn't pick up.

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<v Speaker 1>But I answered the entire world in my mind out

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<v Speaker 1>of a silly little outing with someone, and vanished. But still,

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<v Speaker 1>when it's quiet enough, sometimes I still hear it. Not

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<v Speaker 1>from the ocean anymore, from somewhere closer. Come back, it says,

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't know if it's the darkness behind me,

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<v Speaker 1>calling me again to that edge where people disappear. This

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