Speaker 1: I appreciate you taking the time out of your Disney
Speaker 1: schedule coming on the couch.
Speaker 2: We want to get to know all about you. What
Speaker 2: have you been up to?
Speaker 1: I know you're here in La Are you just shooting
Speaker 1: new content? Are you? What are you?
Speaker 2: What have you been up to?
Speaker 1: Miss?
Speaker 3: We're working on a show right now, and I have
Speaker 3: like a bunch of things where we have to shoot
Speaker 3: that we're gonna reveal in like a week, maybe in
Speaker 3: the two weeks, but I don't know. Ever since I
Speaker 3: got here, it's like it's the vibe is very different.
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna lie like I.
Speaker 1: Get bad different, Like you seem like you're like a
Speaker 1: little kid in a candy store, So that seems kind
Speaker 1: of good, But I feel like there's a butt after that.
Speaker 3: Okay, So like I come here to film oldest Content
Speaker 3: and day one so I got I had to be
Speaker 3: in North Hollywood because we have to be near what
Speaker 3: we're shooting, but I wanted to say somewhere nicer than
Speaker 3: the last and we were at the Hilton. There was
Speaker 3: no room service, So I'm like, bro, what the hell's.
Speaker 4: Going on here?
Speaker 3: But I'm not from here, so I don't know what
Speaker 3: the good hotels are, and everyone that's suggesting hotels to
Speaker 3: me they send me to like hotels where they bring
Speaker 3: a bit more time to fuck.
Speaker 4: Are you into something? Cause I'm like, maybe.
Speaker 3: You're So we're at the W there jump off hotel. Yeah,
Speaker 3: but bro, like I'm not. I'm not here to fuck
Speaker 3: like you know what I mean. Like I'm here to
Speaker 3: like work.
Speaker 1: Here to do your business. You're here to be here
Speaker 1: and like do all your content.
Speaker 2: So what happened? I feel like there's a story coming.
Speaker 3: Okay, So I'm in front of the W I literally,
Speaker 3: little bablon, not even thirty seconds of me being downstairs,
Speaker 3: and some guys, some white guy just starts running towards
Speaker 3: me like we were in't fucking down to the dead
Speaker 3: or something like.
Speaker 2: Just straight towards you.
Speaker 4: Yeah, Like I don't.
Speaker 3: I'm not even a block away, and I already noticed
Speaker 3: like something's off, and something told me like am I high?
Speaker 4: Cause that was really like not in a good mood.
Speaker 1: And you're like, but wait, I just fucking lit this blend.
Speaker 1: They're like, I can't be that fucking high. I know
Speaker 1: you're in like a different you know, surroundings, but you
Speaker 1: know you live in Brooklyn you know, right, so you
Speaker 1: kind of like get that sense of street smarts like
Speaker 1: something's maybe off.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but it's like I hate those people that go like,
Speaker 3: oh the vibes off, but the vibeally was old.
Speaker 2: So what happened?
Speaker 1: He just ran out?
Speaker 2: He did you move out of the way to he stop?
Speaker 4: Tody?
Speaker 1: So to you?
Speaker 2: Did you did he like come up to did he
Speaker 2: want to smell your blunt?
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 2: What happened?
Speaker 3: He definitely didn't want to blunt like, and the way
Speaker 3: he was coming at me, it was like so weird,
Speaker 3: Like you know when you could feel someone that just
Speaker 3: wants to take your phone or someone that just don't
Speaker 3: wants money.
Speaker 4: He didn't have that vibe.
Speaker 3: And the way he was walking towards me, it was
Speaker 3: like creepy almost, So my gumbs.
Speaker 1: Like staring at you creepy because you're an attractive female,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And like that kind of
Speaker 1: vibe or I even have like like.
Speaker 3: I was wearing a hoodie with my hood up and
Speaker 3: a mask. All you saw is like hair. I had
Speaker 3: no makeup on, like leggings and a hoodie that covered
Speaker 3: my ass. All you see his legs and blonde hair.
Speaker 3: And this guy just starts coming at me. So I
Speaker 3: don't know why. The part of me is like, maybe
Speaker 3: you're high, maybe you're bugging, but I'm not. Like you said,
Speaker 3: you're from New York, you could tell somethings off. So
Speaker 3: I literally run inside the lobbing, screaming with a lip
Speaker 3: blunt in my hand, like, Yo, what the fucks some
Speaker 3: guy's fucking chasing me, and the manager this piece of
Speaker 3: fucking shit goes, oh, you can't come in here with
Speaker 3: a fucking blunt, and I'm like, you're like.
Speaker 1: I paid a two hundred fifty dollars feet you give me.
Speaker 4: I give a shit.
Speaker 3: I was like, bro, like, like what the hell's wrong
Speaker 3: with you? So they go outside and they're like, where
Speaker 3: is he. I'm like, I don't fucking know. Is that him?
Speaker 3: So I look and I'm like the guy was still
Speaker 3: standing there. The way I noticed that wasn't crazy is
Speaker 3: when I started running towards the lobby instead of just
Speaker 3: running straight up the stairs.
Speaker 4: There's like a ramp.
Speaker 3: My high ass when running up the ramp like the
Speaker 3: worst possible fucking thing I could I was better off.
Speaker 4: Like running towards him.
Speaker 3: Yeah, So I'm running up the ramp and he's walking
Speaker 3: up the stairs. So by the time I reached the top,
Speaker 3: we're at the same thing. So I run inside and
Speaker 3: I start screaming. This motherfucker goes in front and just
Speaker 3: sits stared away till I guess I ran inside and
Speaker 3: he was gonna follow me in. When I called this,
Speaker 3: like the lobby, they called security. The security came and
Speaker 3: they saw he was standing in front. They all went
Speaker 3: downstairs to talk to him. So we go upstairs and
Speaker 3: I'm freaking out because I'm like, bro, when I knew
Speaker 3: he wasn't bugging, when I wasn't bugging, is when I
Speaker 3: started running. He started screaming, where are you going come back?
Speaker 3: Why would you be screaming that at me? Yeah, for
Speaker 3: no reason. So I go upstairs and I'm like, bro,
Speaker 3: like we need to change hotels. Like I'm not staying
Speaker 3: in this area because it's like it's just sketchy and
Speaker 3: it's not you know, it's not safe. You're a female,
Speaker 3: you're by yourself. You just never know, you know what
Speaker 3: could happen, especially you know, right now, everything in the
Speaker 3: world's so crazy.
Speaker 1: People have nothing to lose. People are getting robbed on
Speaker 1: ro adea boulevard, were wearing race watches, like all kinds
Speaker 1: of things that you just don't really know. You just
Speaker 1: have to be more cautiously aware. So did you?
Speaker 2: So is that the end of that?
Speaker 1: You just got? You changed hotels and.
Speaker 3: Not like my thing was like, you know, my man
Speaker 3: was like why did you come downstairs? Like what are
Speaker 3: you're from? But my thing is like, even if me
Speaker 3: and the glow were downstairs, it's still what I've happened.
Speaker 3: It would have happened still, and it would have been
Speaker 3: a higher chance he would grab one of us. My
Speaker 3: thing is where I'm from. I'm not afraid to go
Speaker 3: to any neighborhood.
Speaker 1: I'm not.
Speaker 4: I've never been.
Speaker 3: I've never ran from a man before in my life,
Speaker 3: and I've had people punch me in my face before
Speaker 3: like a grown ass man.
Speaker 4: I've never ran away. Yeah, for me to fucking run
Speaker 4: something was old and well that's unfortunate.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry that your trips started off that way. I'm
Speaker 1: hoping that you moved to a new hotel you're getting
Speaker 1: a better vibe, you know, doing away with all of
Speaker 1: that stuff, because that's definitely like a fucked up way
Speaker 1: to start your trip.
Speaker 4: No, I apologize every day.
Speaker 3: I apologize happen, but it's not even an LA thing
Speaker 3: because I think it's just whatever's going on, I guess
Speaker 3: is like starting to.
Speaker 1: Really attract to you.
Speaker 3: No, it's really starting to like look real to me,
Speaker 3: because I live I feel like when you have money,
Speaker 3: you have cloud almost.
Speaker 1: You have like you mean, like you're kind of like
Speaker 1: almost live in a bubble, or.
Speaker 4: I almost feel like I live in a bubble and
Speaker 4: I don't realize that there's real shit going on and
Speaker 4: people are really fucking having to rob other people.
Speaker 1: Well, damn, homie, we just became friends and I already
Speaker 1: get to know each other a little bit more. But
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you, you always have to be aware.
Speaker 1: You being from you know, living in New York and
Speaker 1: having all that stuff too. You just have to be aware,
Speaker 1: regardless of you know, being a female and being somebody
Speaker 1: in the media or being just a female in general,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: Some guys as well too.
Speaker 1: It's just you know, you just never know because they're
Speaker 1: looking for an easy come up, and especially somewhere where
Speaker 1: you're not like you don't really know, you know, like
Speaker 1: you said, it's somewhere that's not familiar territory. Not that
Speaker 1: you're afraid to be in those things, but it's.
Speaker 2: Also you just gotta protect yourself.
Speaker 1: Young lady. You're doing really well, you're doing you know,
Speaker 1: you're successful. You're out here doing you know, you're shooting,
Speaker 1: you said a TV show, So we gotta keep you.
Speaker 1: We got to keep you safe.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm not even worried about that. It's more like
Speaker 3: I left my box cutter in the kitchen.
Speaker 1: And I that s about that. That's so New York.
Speaker 1: That's so New York. But the same thing too is
Speaker 1: it's just not even having to have that for you
Speaker 1: as well.
Speaker 2: That's just you know, safety reasons.
Speaker 3: Now I need a weapon, like, bro, if mylonass crackheat
Speaker 3: is gonna come after me, like and they're so aggressive,
Speaker 3: like that's the thing. We have bombs, but they're so
Speaker 3: chill like they they're like, oh, what's up like here, They're.
Speaker 1: Like it's different. But I love La though, but I
Speaker 1: love La. Well, we're hoping that we're gonna give you
Speaker 1: some sprinkle and some better memories. Private talk's gonna give
Speaker 1: you a good taste in your mouth and a bad taste.
Speaker 1: So yes, So talk about what other things did you
Speaker 1: have going on? You said you're shooting a TV show.
Speaker 1: What kind of new content are you coming out with?
Speaker 1: You have an Only Fans, You have all these projects
Speaker 1: going on when you know, have time not to work.
Speaker 3: Yeah, OnlyFans is definitely like, uh, like, uh, one wonderful thing.
Speaker 3: I think when I first made one, I had a
Speaker 3: lot of people that were very judgy and like, I was, like,
Speaker 3: all my friends were doing it, so it kind of
Speaker 3: like pushed me to do it because I was making
Speaker 3: skids making fun of onlyfangirls and I didn't want them
Speaker 3: to think it was like me coming at them. So
Speaker 3: I have no problem making fun of myself. Me making one,
Speaker 3: I had a lot of people that were like, oh,
Speaker 3: you know, you think you're still gonna get taken as
Speaker 3: a comedian seriously and be an OnlyFans girl, But you
Speaker 3: could do whatever you want.
Speaker 4: I'm a woman.
Speaker 3: You don't have to just be one thing. You don't
Speaker 3: have to just have a personality. You could be everything.
Speaker 3: You could be sexy, funny, and like all my comedy
Speaker 3: has always been very sexual, but that's because I think
Speaker 3: I find humor like the fact that sex could be
Speaker 3: really awkward sometimes mm hmm.
Speaker 1: And well, I think it feels like, you know, I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm not an only fans member of yours yet, but
Speaker 1: it's one of those things that you know that it
Speaker 1: seems like it's on brand to what you already kind
Speaker 1: of already doing, you know what I mean, Like you said,
Speaker 1: if your content is a little bit more racier, then
Speaker 1: why not do you know what makes you feel good?
Speaker 1: And if you're making a lot of money on it
Speaker 1: and doing it being successful, why not. I feel like
Speaker 1: nowadays with all the social media apps and things that
Speaker 1: you know, we have at our you know, disposal, it's
Speaker 1: like being a brand. You just you know, you have
Speaker 1: to be a part of it or you're going to
Speaker 1: get left out. Yeah, and you know, we didn't do
Speaker 1: this for to get left out.
Speaker 3: You feel like nowadays it's easier for girls to just do,
Speaker 3: you know, like filming themselves, and they don't get as
Speaker 3: much flag as like you.
Speaker 1: Use so back in a day, I think it's still
Speaker 1: always going to be a stigma.
Speaker 2: It's always going to be No.
Speaker 1: I came from the adult entertainment business. I've been in
Speaker 1: the business for over ten years, even me not even
Speaker 1: shooting film for the last three or four years. I
Speaker 1: always say I think I don't know now what it is,
Speaker 1: but it's like four years you know, I'll always get
Speaker 1: stigmatized in that genre. But it's again, you know, it's
Speaker 1: a in a day now where it's like you can
Speaker 1: pretty much see regular sex scenes on mainstream TV or
Speaker 1: you know, and things like that, so it's like it's
Speaker 1: more accepted, but people are still going to point your
Speaker 1: finger at you. They're gonna point your finger at anything
Speaker 1: you do. So for me, it's like, if you feel
Speaker 1: good doing it and you enjoy doing it, then that's
Speaker 1: all that matters. If I can sleep every day at
Speaker 1: night and I'm fine, then you know, it's your moral
Speaker 1: code and your moral compass on everybody to his own
Speaker 1: is my modo. If it works for you, then it
Speaker 1: works for you. If it doesn't affect my life, then
Speaker 1: I don't. You know, it doesn't really it's not my business. Yeah.
Speaker 3: It sucks with the signal though, because to me, it's
Speaker 3: like there's like a few people that are legendary, Like
Speaker 3: to me, I don't like I think of you as
Speaker 3: like a legend almost, thank you, So.
Speaker 1: I appreciate that. Well, that's the thing. It's like, you know,
Speaker 1: in the beginning, I will say that, you know, and
Speaker 1: I've talked about it on the show, and I've had
Speaker 1: several girls that didn't even come from any kind of
Speaker 1: adult kind of anything at all and joined doing OnlyFans
Speaker 1: and kind of you could see that the taste it
Speaker 1: was kind of like still looked down upon, like, oh,
Speaker 1: but you did this, And for me it's I kind
Speaker 1: of was offended in the beginning, but for me, I
Speaker 1: realized that as being an entrepreneur, entrepreneur and a woman
Speaker 1: in the industry, it's everybody has their own lane and
Speaker 1: everybody can accept you know each other and also do
Speaker 1: what they want to do and not be affected by
Speaker 1: anybody else. It's just how well you do it. And
Speaker 1: I think that also with all these apps and things
Speaker 1: like that now too, it's showing people that you have
Speaker 1: to really have a personality to stick, you know, and
Speaker 1: sell that brand. You know, I'm sure you know, doing
Speaker 1: skits and doing you know, your comedy and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: You know, you really had to show who you were
Speaker 1: and for people to get to really know you and
Speaker 1: get to a place where you have a million fans
Speaker 1: you know that are on your Instagram.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but I've been around for like two and a
Speaker 4: half years, but.
Speaker 1: It takes time. You know what I mean, and everything
Speaker 1: you know anything good and worth having in life. I
Speaker 1: feel like you have to do those put those you know,
Speaker 1: put that time in, put that work in, and build
Speaker 1: those stepping stones.
Speaker 4: Yeah I do.
Speaker 3: I do think like had I started earlier, I probably
Speaker 3: wouldn't have been ready because I don't know if I
Speaker 3: was strong enough at like twenty two to do what
Speaker 3: I do now. Like I think, you have to go
Speaker 3: through a lot of shit and get to a place
Speaker 3: where you don't give a shit about anyone's opinion and
Speaker 3: you see the bigger picture, like the only thing that
Speaker 3: really matters is your family and the people you know.
Speaker 4: People show themselves like who they are and stuff.
Speaker 1: So if you could give advice to a younger you,
Speaker 1: or even anybody coming up in your industry, the type
Speaker 1: of work that you do, what advice would you give
Speaker 1: to that person?
Speaker 4: Anyone coming up? I tell them the same thing.
Speaker 3: If I could do it in two and a half years,
Speaker 3: why can't you Never say like, oh I want to
Speaker 3: do it, but I can't or no excuses. Always tell yourself,
Speaker 3: if she could do it, why can't I. It doesn't
Speaker 3: matter if you're wrapping or whatever you're doing, just as
Speaker 3: long as you put your ole into.
Speaker 2: It, manifest to make it happen.
Speaker 4: Now, that's real shit.
Speaker 3: Because anything, any goal life stuff for this year, it's
Speaker 3: coming true. But that's awesome. All of them were very unrealistic.
Speaker 3: That's why I'm a little confused as to why it's
Speaker 3: coming true. But the more I feel like success I'm getting,
Speaker 3: it's like the more friends I lose.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I feel like sometimes they say that that's
Speaker 1: what happens, like growing pains, you know, and when you
Speaker 1: elevate yourself, you sometimes see that you know, it's not
Speaker 1: that something may have happened, but sometimes you just outgrow people.
Speaker 1: And that's okay too, And you gotta just learn to
Speaker 1: learn when to let go and learn that it's okay
Speaker 1: to just have no bad well you know, ill well
Speaker 1: to that person, but you know it's time for me
Speaker 1: to move on and keep on, you know, doing successful things.
Speaker 1: So how do you with all the chaos going on,
Speaker 1: how do you keep yourself grounded? How do you keep
Speaker 1: yourself structured where you're actually like, you know, maintaining doing
Speaker 1: your content skifts, Because that's not easy.
Speaker 2: It's it's a lot of work.
Speaker 3: I think my father, like I call him in the morning,
Speaker 3: like we speak every day for a couple of hours.
Speaker 3: And then if I'm ever like I just know that
Speaker 3: families first, no matter what, and.
Speaker 1: So they full they fully support what you do. You
Speaker 1: have everything from your only fans to your comedy staff.
Speaker 1: Are they like really like active in your career? Do
Speaker 1: they support you go to your shows? What kind of
Speaker 1: stuff that are they involved?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Like my father just he supports anything I do. Like
Speaker 3: he was like one of the first people I even
Speaker 3: told that I made and only fans and he was like,
Speaker 3: so hire a shripper, Like if you're gonna work, to work, yeah,
Speaker 3: like really learn how.
Speaker 1: To be half asked at it. Get go in there
Speaker 1: and do what you gotta do and make it look good.
Speaker 3: Because he's like, who cares, Like everyone's naked on camera now,
Speaker 3: It's like, but not everyone makes money, Like if you
Speaker 3: could make money from it, why would you not?
Speaker 1: But I'm sure that's a good feeling to have somebody,
Speaker 1: you know, like your father a big role in your life,
Speaker 1: have that supportive figure in your life to be like,
Speaker 1: you know what, go ahead and do it.
Speaker 4: Do it.
Speaker 1: Be a tree leader like because that's also all those
Speaker 1: self instilled things is why who you are today and
Speaker 1: probably have that thick skin. When you have people not
Speaker 1: everybody probably likes your comedy stuff, They're gonna say negative
Speaker 1: things to you, like how do you deal with the
Speaker 1: negative feedback from fans?
Speaker 4: I love it.
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna lie. Like I smoke weed. That's kind
Speaker 3: of how that's how I keep myself grounded. You just
Speaker 3: smokedicate yourself.
Speaker 1: I like it a lot.
Speaker 3: Moon rocks. Fucking what's the other ship? The green ship
Speaker 3: that they put around it? Well, that's one thing I
Speaker 3: love about it. Late the second I cam here, it's
Speaker 3: like it really is a candy sword.
Speaker 1: Like like the flakes, the wax, the keif okay, Keith Keith, Yes, yes, yes, yes?
Speaker 4: What does that shake? Yeah? Shake?
Speaker 1: I'm like trying to think in my head.
Speaker 2: I'm like what else. Normally I have a bunch of weed,
Speaker 2: but I don't have.
Speaker 1: Any weed at the moment. Every with cur going on,
Speaker 1: it's kind of crazy, so we can't. Usually were just
Speaker 1: having a smoke session, and.
Speaker 3: Now it's like you have to have a smoke session
Speaker 3: with everyone holding their own blood.
Speaker 1: But yeah, so it's like, yes, but we will smoke
Speaker 1: together one day, I promise, yes.
Speaker 4: So weed like I smoke. And then I just read
Speaker 4: the comments and.
Speaker 1: So does that fuel you to That's where you get
Speaker 1: your like, your inspiration to go like not I guess,
Speaker 1: not troll them, but like come back, get them as
Speaker 1: like a comeback. And that's like how you do your
Speaker 1: like base your skits off of it, or how does
Speaker 1: that really work?
Speaker 2: I'm just never like the thing is, you just don't
Speaker 2: take it serious.
Speaker 1: I don't.
Speaker 3: I love it, like, I don't take it seriously at
Speaker 3: all because I know that a lot of times negativity
Speaker 3: is what's gonna get you pop. And I think that's
Speaker 3: what really got me here because a lot of people
Speaker 3: are like, she's try, she's tried.
Speaker 4: But this you know, then why are you guys still here?
Speaker 1: Yeah? You know you're watching still Yeah, So why don't
Speaker 1: she clicked that subscription back in and give me some
Speaker 1: more money, thank you very much?
Speaker 3: Not just like I don't know how do I say correctly?
Speaker 3: Like I did what like ten years ago, I did
Speaker 3: a magazine I think it was King Magazine, and I
Speaker 3: talked to the editor in chief afterwards, and I said,
Speaker 3: you know, I don't really get them much hate mail,
Speaker 3: and he said, that's not good. You want the hate.
Speaker 3: So I after that, I always thought like, is he right?
Speaker 3: So the only one I really got hate was like
Speaker 3: Dre and Michelle. That's around the time when she started
Speaker 3: dating like Chris Brown, after the whole Rihanna thing, and
Speaker 3: like people went after her so bad.
Speaker 4: She didn't do anything. All she was doing was dating somebody, but.
Speaker 3: People was matter so hard that out of older girls
Speaker 3: that were in that magazine, she's the only one till
Speaker 3: this day that's so relevant.
Speaker 4: Any other girl isn't.
Speaker 3: And if you have to think about the shit she
Speaker 3: endured at the time, like it was a lot.
Speaker 4: But and she was young, as folks, she's so young.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's definitely. You know, one of the things I say,
Speaker 1: you'd have to have tough skin because it's like you
Speaker 1: get this perception put on you and a stigma put
Speaker 1: on your back, and it's like you're targeted and no,
Speaker 1: regardless of all these people who don't even know you,
Speaker 1: who are fans then judge you off of that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and it's it's not anybody's truth, it's just made up truth.
Speaker 4: I think.
Speaker 3: Just you're gonna keep yourself guarded, just by knowing that
Speaker 3: your family's priority, Like as long as they're good and
Speaker 3: they're healthy, I don't care.
Speaker 1: And so, what is the best advice that you've ever
Speaker 1: gotten from my dad?
Speaker 2: Or just just in general.
Speaker 1: It could be from you know, relationships, it could be business,
Speaker 1: just anything in general.
Speaker 4: Do things and then forget about it.
Speaker 3: Like my manager so always say I could buy a
Speaker 3: bit of Chanel back today, and like if she doesn't
Speaker 3: ever want to see me again, I'm not gonna want
Speaker 3: it back. Do it and don't ever come back to
Speaker 3: people and say, well I did this and that for you,
Speaker 3: you shouldn't forget about it. And then, because if you're
Speaker 3: going to expect people to ever do anything back, you're
Speaker 3: gonna be waiting for a long fucking time because people
Speaker 3: they don't they're not looking at it the same way
Speaker 3: as you. They're not gonna have the same heart as you,
Speaker 3: and you're gonna go out of your way a million times. Okay,
Speaker 3: this is what is the best lesson that I told
Speaker 3: I learned from him. We went to play tennis and
Speaker 3: he had like really nice new sneakers and I'm like, no, no, no,
Speaker 3: let me go buy you like Nike, so you don't
Speaker 3: ruin your shoes. I've got him shoes. I made sure
Speaker 3: to give him my racket. I got like one of
Speaker 3: the usable ones.
Speaker 4: We're playing.
Speaker 3: We're playing, and I lose by one point five thousand dollars.
Speaker 3: We played best out of three, So afterwards I was like, damn, Like,
Speaker 3: how did I lose? I'm like, I used to be
Speaker 3: a pro when I was younger. Mm hm, And it's
Speaker 3: because I wasn't paying attention. And he as soon as
Speaker 3: the lesson was done, he said, stop helping people.
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.
Speaker 3: Like you went out of your way making sure I
Speaker 3: was good when you should have let the fact that
Speaker 3: I'm I was fucked up and I had like these
Speaker 3: uncomfortable shoes, you should have let me play in them.
Speaker 1: Yeah, now that's that's a hard fact too, Like you
Speaker 1: have to kind of thing is because I'm sure you
Speaker 1: know you're obviously nurturing. You want to like do a
Speaker 1: good thing for the people, but then when you do that,
Speaker 1: you shortcome yourself.
Speaker 3: Always, I think, especially as a woman, you're like, why
Speaker 3: am I doing everything? Almost another thing is just being
Speaker 3: around other bulls, bitch?
Speaker 4: Is that it's just I.
Speaker 3: Think women, really, other women that I've seen accomplished things
Speaker 3: and things that weren't easy. I'm always attracted to that
Speaker 3: just because I'm like, that's who I want to be, and.
Speaker 1: I believe that it's one of those things that you
Speaker 1: have to, you know, keep yourself around people that you
Speaker 1: want to not necessarily emulate, but get you know, the
Speaker 1: knowledge from the you know, that drive, from the dedication
Speaker 1: to like keep going, because if you put yourself around
Speaker 1: people who aren't as driven, it could sometimes you know,
Speaker 1: show in that as well, and it kind of like
Speaker 1: dimpers that whole thing. So I'm very good about like motivating,
Speaker 1: like keeping a tight circle that's uplifting you at all times.
Speaker 3: It's like, how you chill before losers, You're going to
Speaker 3: be the fifth one, chill around four winners.
Speaker 1: You're like, you are dropping knowledge, private talk. You better
Speaker 1: be liking.
Speaker 2: You better comment to this episode.
Speaker 1: Because we are getting to know a little bit more
Speaker 1: about Dan Homie. So if people came with the warning label,
Speaker 1: what was yours? What would yours be?
Speaker 3: Oh, this bitch is by polar Literally if my shit
Speaker 3: had to have like a warning, yeah run. But I'd
Speaker 3: been telling people that they don't like if I start
Speaker 3: dating someone, I'm like bro, I'm bipolar.
Speaker 4: I'm crazy.
Speaker 3: I don't think you understand. Just leave now, and they're like, oh, no,
Speaker 3: I look crazy.
Speaker 1: But I think that's what attracts people are like, oh,
Speaker 1: you can't be that crazy until you really do that
Speaker 1: crazy thing. And then you're like, fucking see, I told you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so's the what's the craziest thing that they actually left
Speaker 1: and you're like, see, I told you I was crazy.
Speaker 1: No one's left, No one's left, they're all stayed. You're
Speaker 1: the one that runs away. Yeah, yeah every time.
Speaker 4: No, I just I don't call guys.
Speaker 3: That's my biggest problem is like I just don't call them.
Speaker 3: So it's always like I'm with someone and then my
Speaker 3: ex will be popping up out of nowhere.
Speaker 2: So you're a serial ex repeter.
Speaker 4: I just stay friends with my exes.
Speaker 3: But I realize you can't because their intention is not
Speaker 3: to actually be your homeboy.
Speaker 1: So when's the last time you had sex with the necks?
Speaker 4: Bro?
Speaker 1: Like two years ago? Two years ago? That's good. It's
Speaker 1: not two days ago. It's not it last week, it's
Speaker 1: not two months ago, and it's.
Speaker 3: Now why because two years is like, oh, that's in
Speaker 3: the past. Two days ago, it's like that's.
Speaker 1: Now, Yes, what about happens? It's not about me, It's
Speaker 1: about you, damn homie. We're about to get a lot deeper.
Speaker 2: But to your truth with Texas is coming.
Speaker 1: I'm just warming you up and getting those feelers coming out,
Speaker 1: just to see where we are going.
Speaker 2: What is your social media weakness?
Speaker 4: I love what is it called bang?
Speaker 3: Where they muck bang, yeah, smug bang, and where they
Speaker 3: whisper like potato?
Speaker 1: Do you like it because of like in a like
Speaker 1: an arousal type of situation, or like just because you
Speaker 1: get's like soothing where you like, like.
Speaker 2: What does it do for you?
Speaker 4: I get high and then I'm like what do I
Speaker 4: want to eat? But I don't know? So I look
Speaker 4: at these people eating these random.
Speaker 1: Like it doesn't make you hungrier?
Speaker 3: Yeah, it gives me an idea of what to order.
Speaker 3: But my problem is I'll order like food to four
Speaker 3: in the morning.
Speaker 1: And but you're so tiny it doesn't look like it
Speaker 1: shows at all.
Speaker 4: No, I'm I'm the munchy queen.
Speaker 1: The munchy queen. I like that.
Speaker 3: I've always had like pizza, bagels, crackers, cheese, just like
Speaker 3: random munchy things that you see a twelve year old
Speaker 3: have twelve year old shouldn't be smoking, but they did.
Speaker 1: What moment do you wish you could relive and even
Speaker 1: change if you could a lot, I'll give you that.
Speaker 2: We'll give you some times I'm thinking.
Speaker 1: About its dramatic.
Speaker 2: Sometimes crying is good. It means you let it out.
Speaker 1: It means that you're you know, you're healing from it,
Speaker 1: or you've moved on from it. If you can talk
Speaker 1: about it and we'll release it.
Speaker 3: I think one thing I would take back is probably
Speaker 3: like I certain people you know you need, and it's
Speaker 3: like I try to find the good in people when
Speaker 3: I'm dating them, and sometimes I make sure it up
Speaker 3: because it's not even there.
Speaker 1: You like surpass the red flags because you're like, I
Speaker 1: either a want to fix this person or I just
Speaker 1: love them so much and I don't really care.
Speaker 3: Yeah, when instead you just like, we're constantly trying to
Speaker 3: change people, and there was, you know, one person who
Speaker 3: instead of changing, I almost wish I would have just
Speaker 3: accepted them for who they were, because I feel like
Speaker 3: I could have learned a lot from them. So that's
Speaker 3: one thing I could take back, because I think my
Speaker 3: biggest issue was always dating people who It's like they
Speaker 3: wanted to help, and they would suggest things like, oh maybe.
Speaker 4: You should do this, wear shoes or wear heels.
Speaker 1: Sometimes were like in that kind of overbearing way or
Speaker 1: just being suggestive way, because there's some people that just
Speaker 1: like you know, can do those things in a leisurely
Speaker 1: way because they care, and then some people doing it
Speaker 1: in a very dominant way where it's like they're taking
Speaker 1: over parts of your life that you're just like, hold on,
Speaker 1: wait a minute, did I dis agree to this whole relationship?
Speaker 2: And who am I right now?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 3: No, I took it. I took it like it was dominant,
Speaker 3: like it was being forced. I mean when it was
Speaker 3: just suggestions. My thing is like I don't take anyone's
Speaker 3: advice but my father. So for me to date someone
Speaker 3: and take their advice, I feel like, are they trying
Speaker 3: to change me?
Speaker 1: Okay, So you have a lot of walls up. You
Speaker 1: don't want to be changed. You want to is looking
Speaker 1: for like this particular thing that you know.
Speaker 3: I'm almost saying I almost wish I was more open
Speaker 3: when I was with this person because I feel like
Speaker 3: I could have learned more.
Speaker 1: Okay, So you are more reserved that you feel like now,
Speaker 1: if you could have gone back now having that same relationship,
Speaker 1: you would have probably things would have worked out differently.
Speaker 3: We still would have not been together, we still would
Speaker 3: have broken up, but I think we would have broken
Speaker 3: up on some friendship shit.
Speaker 2: And it would have been amicable.
Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, it would have been less like immature and
Speaker 3: less like arguments.
Speaker 1: Less breaking stuff, less crying, less screaming.
Speaker 3: It's okay sometimes to just accept people for who they
Speaker 3: are instead of making this guy your husband. It's like,
Speaker 3: that's fun guy. He's the guy you have phone and
Speaker 3: enjoy him for now until you meet your man, don't.
Speaker 2: I always met my girlfriend.
Speaker 1: We always say it's a relationship, not the relationship. And
Speaker 1: I think that a lot of people forget that is
Speaker 1: because we do, you know, with life, you know, in general,
Speaker 1: especially with everything going on with the pandemic this last year,
Speaker 1: people didn't know what to do. Some people clung onto things,
Speaker 1: some people have rejected things. Some people did their own,
Speaker 1: you know things, But it did a lot of like self,
Speaker 1: I think inner work for a lot of people, especially myself,
Speaker 1: was because.
Speaker 2: What do you really want?
Speaker 1: What are those hard questions that you have been too
Speaker 1: busy to really deal with that, you're just surfacely talking
Speaker 1: to people whatever, And those are the questions that you
Speaker 1: ask is that could have done this differently or would
Speaker 1: have mattered this whatever? But it's like learning yourself about yourself.
Speaker 1: And I feel like that's what about learning, And you know,
Speaker 1: communicating with people and just talking about your feelings is
Speaker 1: one way of learning what not to do next time around. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so what about your dating life now? Are you single?
Speaker 1: Are you dating?
Speaker 2: Are you an entanglement? What do you have going on
Speaker 2: right now?
Speaker 1: Dan Homy?
Speaker 4: Right now just chillin' sing?
Speaker 1: Single, ready to mingle or just single? Working on your content?
Speaker 1: Are you out there? Are you on these dating apps?
Speaker 1: There's like these tender bumbles just dating circles with friends.
Speaker 4: Bro, we can be on dating apps even if we
Speaker 4: wanted to.
Speaker 3: The second you make a profile, they're going to report
Speaker 3: your ship being fake and they're going to say a
Speaker 3: celebrity is trying to like, I promise you I try
Speaker 3: to make an e harmony for content and they deleted
Speaker 3: my page within twenty four hours.
Speaker 1: But is that something that you feel like you're ready
Speaker 1: to in your life right now? If you wouldn't be
Speaker 1: able to do you like, I guess not alienated, but
Speaker 1: can I be like typecasted, like they like don't let
Speaker 1: you go on there at all? So if would that
Speaker 1: be something that should be open to or maybe is
Speaker 1: it something that you normally find people that you date
Speaker 1: that friends introduce you to them, or are you looking
Speaker 1: for someone male female? What's going on in your life?
Speaker 3: I think this year is the year where it's best
Speaker 3: to be single, and this is when I'm going to
Speaker 3: get all my goals accomplished.
Speaker 1: Because so this is a year about you.
Speaker 4: Yeah, because everyone's have you've been?
Speaker 1: Are you a serial dater in your past? I mean
Speaker 1: I don't really been sing you've never been seeing this?
Speaker 1: Is this recently broken up?
Speaker 4: Yeah? No, it's it's been broken up for a minute.
Speaker 1: But it is a minute to you, a month, a year,
Speaker 1: we're going back to this timeline.
Speaker 4: A minute is like six months.
Speaker 1: Okay, so newly it's fresh yea.
Speaker 3: But because I think the year started, everyone started getting
Speaker 3: wiped up.
Speaker 4: Everyone got a girlfriend.
Speaker 1: Like, because people, is this you yourself too, including myself,
Speaker 1: including yourself. You got wiped up. You got in the
Speaker 1: turmoil of everything going on. So what happened during that?
Speaker 1: Is this the relationship that you're talking about where it's
Speaker 1: like you wish you could have met them a little
Speaker 1: bit later on or just an experienced learning lesson.
Speaker 3: It's more like I finally realized who the person is
Speaker 3: and I like who they are.
Speaker 4: Just you know, it wasn't for you, It wasn't for me.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I still have them in my life and
Speaker 3: I care about them and stuff.
Speaker 1: Just respectfully. I mean, at that's point too, it's like
Speaker 1: we're adults enough to be It's like nothing needs to
Speaker 1: be crazy like temper tantrum or whatever. It's just be like,
Speaker 1: you know, sometimes unfortunately just doesn't work out.
Speaker 3: Yeah, because I've already had so much, you know, so
Speaker 3: many bad relationships. It's like I think, this year, I
Speaker 3: just want to be alone, and but every time I
Speaker 3: say that I want to be single this year, and
Speaker 3: just that's like.
Speaker 1: That's why, like the time, like the magnets come out,
Speaker 1: and then it's just like, hey, you want to be
Speaker 1: my girlfriend?
Speaker 4: Yeah, And it's always someone that you're like, no, you're
Speaker 4: gonna ruin my life.
Speaker 1: But okay, well that's why. That's how it's up to you. Now,
Speaker 1: it's up to you. You're talking to private talk and
Speaker 1: you're letting us know too, So you got to now
Speaker 1: do the work you have to be like you know what,
Speaker 1: maybe even if that person comes that you want to
Speaker 1: just casually date, don'tg date one person exclusively. Start doing
Speaker 1: stuff for you, doing your inner work. What makes you
Speaker 1: feel good, What are your hobbies, what are you like
Speaker 1: me to do and like? And let those people come
Speaker 1: and attract to you because that's what you right now.
Speaker 1: You may not be ready for those people, but when
Speaker 1: you're done working on yourself in like six months to
Speaker 1: the year, that man or woman whoever is tickles your fancy,
Speaker 1: it's going to come into your life at the right time.
Speaker 3: Yeah, imagine that'd be interesting if my next person was
Speaker 3: a girl.
Speaker 1: It could be. That's why for me, I feel like
Speaker 1: it's I don't know if you've ever been have you
Speaker 1: been with the female before? Is it something that you
Speaker 1: like you never dated anyway, Like you've like had one
Speaker 1: with your like uh, your boyfriend or something like that,
Speaker 1: or just like kissing girlfriends in the club, like what
Speaker 1: kind of extent.
Speaker 4: Like the first time I think it was my homegirl.
Speaker 3: She was like dropped a gorgeous like a penthouse pet
Speaker 3: blonde brush.
Speaker 2: And does that matter to you?
Speaker 1: Is like the whole like making them no like this
Speaker 1: the Barbie doll appeal, like look like being super over,
Speaker 1: like you're just hot, like where it'd be like somebody
Speaker 1: could be kind of mediocre, but they have these things
Speaker 1: about them that makes them hotter, Like is that matter
Speaker 1: to you? Like you're because with me, at first, surfacely,
Speaker 1: I was only attracted to women by their looks.
Speaker 2: It was very pigheaded.
Speaker 1: It was very like nothing about it until I started
Speaker 1: to like actually do scenes with women, and then it
Speaker 1: was like, Okay, I like just about women or I
Speaker 1: don't kind of you know, it's kind of like navigating
Speaker 1: through the pond of women in fields.
Speaker 3: It's always been looks for women women, it's always personality, yes,
Speaker 3: like I don't care what you look like, just be
Speaker 3: a man, like you have to be a certain.
Speaker 4: Like drink you don't want no bit. You know.
Speaker 1: That's happened, zombie alarm. I think that this means our
Speaker 1: conversation was way too hot because here at private talk
Speaker 1: we're getting hotder and hotter and on her but you
Speaker 1: never know.
Speaker 2: Yes, but yeah, so let's.
Speaker 1: Talk about it. What was the question we're talking about
Speaker 1: you in the whole, like female pond how you're not
Speaker 1: out of the table. You know you're not.
Speaker 2: But if it happens, it happens.
Speaker 3: Yeah, the first time it was like it was my homegirl.
Speaker 3: And the second she started eating me out, I don't
Speaker 3: know if I just I was.
Speaker 2: To so it went all the way there.
Speaker 3: It wasn't this way, I think, all the ways like
Speaker 3: like you know, dildos or like we didn't even nothing
Speaker 3: got inserted.
Speaker 4: It was just her eating me out.
Speaker 1: And but that's still sex to some people. If you,
Speaker 1: if you had a partner, I'm sure that they would
Speaker 1: consider that sex.
Speaker 4: Because if my man just eats me out.
Speaker 1: So if you're a man, if your man ate out
Speaker 1: another chick, you'd be okay with it. Okay, well then
Speaker 1: there you go. Then that's it's different. I think, girl,
Speaker 1: But that's but that's stereotypical and that's not fair.
Speaker 2: I'm both to me. But why doesn't that count?
Speaker 4: I don't know. I never really thought about it. I
Speaker 4: just I've had it.
Speaker 1: And but I'm not saying that it's wrong because I mean,
Speaker 1: maybe your partner doesn't but maybe your partner doesn't care either.
Speaker 1: But there I mean, but it is still in actuality sex,
Speaker 1: you're not going in as far as penetrating now and
Speaker 1: doing like actually putting his fingers or anything like that.
Speaker 1: It was just what your level at that time went to.
Speaker 4: No, I was like twenty.
Speaker 2: But in retrospect, you got to think about it.
Speaker 1: If somebody and even if you were with a girlfriend,
Speaker 1: they say me and you were in girlfriends right, and
Speaker 1: you were out at a party and you're like, hey,
Speaker 1: some girls just ate me out. But she didn't put
Speaker 1: her fingers in me a bit, I'd be mad cheating exactly.
Speaker 4: Relationship.
Speaker 3: Okay, That's why I guess I don't look at it
Speaker 3: that way because I'm not in a relationship. It's always
Speaker 3: like a one time thing with a woman with a man.
Speaker 3: I don't know I could. I couldn't do that.
Speaker 1: So could you just have a man eat you out
Speaker 1: and not have sex with him.
Speaker 3: All the Time's like normal? Like to me, that's a
Speaker 3: normal date, Like you should even.
Speaker 2: Out, that's a normal date.
Speaker 4: Yes, Like my man he got out ten times before
Speaker 4: I even do anything with him first of all ten times. Yeah,
Speaker 4: because you got to get to there.
Speaker 1: You're like the energizer bunny.
Speaker 3: I like this, Yeah, because it's like, bro, they're not
Speaker 3: good and you have to teach them. So it's going
Speaker 3: to take at least ten times, and I'm not having
Speaker 3: sex with someone that can.
Speaker 1: Okay, you mean like ten times to actually make it right.
Speaker 1: I thought you meant ten times in that night and
Speaker 1: I was like, damn.
Speaker 4: I had to write the first time.
Speaker 1: But they never do. So how do you if you
Speaker 1: were if you had a new man, how would you
Speaker 1: teach him how to eat your pussy? Right?
Speaker 2: What do you tell them? What kind of school go?
Speaker 2: Do they go to? The damn homies school?
Speaker 4: I give them a minute and as they're doing, I'm not.
Speaker 1: And you're like, not, no, your tongue, you're fucking up. Now,
Speaker 1: may lay your tongue flap, don't fucking do that tongue
Speaker 1: little twirl thing does what I do.
Speaker 3: But they take it like some of them, they really
Speaker 3: get upset, like what do you like tell me what
Speaker 3: to do for?
Speaker 1: But my things?
Speaker 4: Like I wouldn't have to tell you what to do
Speaker 4: if you knew what you were doing.
Speaker 1: Has anybody ever gotten up and been like, bitch, I'm
Speaker 1: out of here.
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 1: I feel like I'd be like, let me eat you're pussy.
Speaker 1: And if I'm horrible at it, then let's talk. But
Speaker 1: I feel like I don't know if I would like
Speaker 1: to be directed, but I hate I'm I'm a rebel
Speaker 1: without a cause.
Speaker 2: If you tell me what to do, I'm gonna.
Speaker 1: Do it slightly different just because I want to.
Speaker 4: I don't you know what you're doing, I'll shut up
Speaker 4: the fuck ouh.
Speaker 1: But have you ever had that situation.
Speaker 4: Someone knew what they were doing? Yeah? Once?
Speaker 1: Once?
Speaker 4: Yeah? Bro?
Speaker 2: And you can you tell us about the story.
Speaker 4: Wait, we didn't even finish about the lesbian part yet.
Speaker 1: They're all getting good, They're all that's.
Speaker 3: True, not honestly. The only person that's ever done it good.
Speaker 3: It was this one guy who everything was just perfect
Speaker 3: about him. It was like we haven't had sex yet,
Speaker 3: but his dick was huge. The head was like the
Speaker 3: best that I've ever had in my life. But it
Speaker 3: just seems to good to be true, and it always is.
Speaker 3: So I think his phone was like ringing at one
Speaker 3: am and I'm high as fuck. So I answered, and
Speaker 3: I'm like, yo, by this is you.
Speaker 4: Got a girl? Now?
Speaker 3: You could stop calling. That's my dick now, And this
Speaker 3: bitch goes it's his.
Speaker 1: Wife, why sleepy?
Speaker 4: Like did you know he was married? No, you know,
Speaker 4: do you care?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 4: No, I care, And I was like, bro, I didn't know,
Speaker 4: but at.
Speaker 1: That time, you've already done it. So it's not like
Speaker 1: I'm saying as far as you don't care at all,
Speaker 1: but you're like, it's not changing what just happened.
Speaker 4: My thing is, why are you guilt tripping me? I
Speaker 4: didn't fucking know this?
Speaker 1: Is he freaking out at this moment? Or is he
Speaker 1: still eating your he's sleeping? Oh?
Speaker 3: He was like sleeping, and I fucking she goes wake
Speaker 3: him up. He needs to come home. I'm like, bro,
Speaker 3: this bitch doesn't even care he's cheating.
Speaker 4: She just wants him home.
Speaker 3: So I fucking punch him in his face. I'm like, yo,
Speaker 3: get up, it's your wife. And he gets mad at
Speaker 3: me for answering his phone. I mean, but you were
Speaker 3: gonna roll dog me like.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, you know.
Speaker 4: There's a lot And the only thing that stopped me
Speaker 4: that night from doing anything is because I literally called
Speaker 4: my period right before we were gonna have sex. Right
Speaker 4: have to eat me out?
Speaker 1: So he did he get his red wings? I said,
Speaker 1: wait a week, no, but did he get his red wings?
Speaker 4: What's the red wing?
Speaker 1: Red wings means when they're eating you out, you get
Speaker 1: your period, oh I.
Speaker 4: Think so yeah, a little bit, like a little bit
Speaker 4: drizzles in his mouth. It had to all right, Yeah,
Speaker 4: I love it.
Speaker 1: I love it.
Speaker 4: Hey.
Speaker 1: I mean you're honest, and that's what I love about it.
Speaker 1: It's about being raw and it's being honest. And the
Speaker 1: thing is is he's the one who's in the wrong.
Speaker 1: He shouldn't be fucking taking his mouth and places it
Speaker 1: shouldn't be.
Speaker 3: Yeah, my homegirl who got kids, she was like, I'd
Speaker 3: be tight as fuck if my baby daddy was out
Speaker 3: eating some bitch and not even flucking her.
Speaker 2: That means he's really mad.
Speaker 1: He's having a really bad situation if that's all that's happening, yo.
Speaker 3: So I kicked him out, and then after that, he
Speaker 3: kind of like started showing up at my apartment like
Speaker 3: begging me to forgive him that he was going to
Speaker 3: get a divorce.
Speaker 4: So I had to move. So that's why I moved
Speaker 4: from Brooklyn.
Speaker 3: That's why I live in the Upper east Side now,
Speaker 3: because I didn't want nobody to know me.
Speaker 2: Asshole.
Speaker 1: Thanks for learning it, you read wing motherfucker.
Speaker 4: I live in my dream apartment now, so thank you.
Speaker 1: Actually, oh, it was a blessing. Never mind take it back.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and he looks at his big mom somewhere eating
Speaker 3: her period pussy.
Speaker 1: So you know, is this something that you like a lot,
Speaker 1: like having your pussy eating on your period, because some
Speaker 1: girls get like really horny on their period. I do,
Speaker 1: but I get really creeped out about blood if I
Speaker 1: see it. I'm like, ah, I just I look, I'm
Speaker 1: shameful of myself.
Speaker 4: I get hornier, but I don't have sex when I'm
Speaker 4: on my period. Now.
Speaker 1: See. The pornoway is like girls, you just put a
Speaker 1: sponge in and then it just happens and nobody really
Speaker 1: knows it's okay.
Speaker 3: So how do you get that sponge out afterwards? Because
Speaker 3: everyone's talking about the sponge that's like, I.
Speaker 1: Mean, it's not like a point. You just take it
Speaker 1: out the same way, you know, like.
Speaker 4: There's no string, So it's like, I gotta have it
Speaker 4: in there.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, I hope if you're not reaching in
Speaker 1: your fucking organ and pulling out. But the thing is
Speaker 1: is there has been a few times that when it's
Speaker 1: really big, you know, sometimes you get stuck up behind
Speaker 1: something you know it shouldn't but you know, it's always me.
Speaker 1: It's always I just don't like okay, Like I mean,
Speaker 1: like I've had porn sex, like when we were in porn,
Speaker 1: Like I remember being in on a porn set and
Speaker 1: I at my period and I, you know, it was
Speaker 1: I was new and then they were like, you use
Speaker 1: a sponge. So like they're telling me this stuff and
Speaker 1: they're like, they're like, you're not sick. You can't call
Speaker 1: in sick. There's something wrong with you. You're just bleeding.
Speaker 1: So you put a sponge in and you fucking go
Speaker 1: about your day and you do a scene like a
Speaker 1: motherfucking champ and I'll call it like that, And yeah,
Speaker 1: I like it so with me most times, like with guys,
Speaker 1: like if I'm really horny, because I get horny, I
Speaker 1: can't necessarily let them go down on me when I'm
Speaker 1: on my period that way, but I still get horny,
Speaker 1: so I'll put a sponge in and nobody fucking knows.
Speaker 2: There's been one time that.
Speaker 1: Maybe somebody has known, but not ever.
Speaker 3: You've never like did it on some like fuck you shit, like,
Speaker 3: oh you know what, he's pushing me up?
Speaker 4: Let me let him type push it. I pushed on
Speaker 4: my period That's why I did it. It was awesome,
Speaker 4: like yeah, fuck you.
Speaker 1: Like for me when it comes to like I'm a
Speaker 1: bike fuck about a lot of things, but that I
Speaker 1: couldn't fuck them about that. Like for me, I'm just
Speaker 1: like yeah, and then I gotta look at you and
Speaker 1: it'll be never the fucking same. So like it's very.
Speaker 4: You're gonna kiss afterwards.
Speaker 1: It's true, different strokes for different folks.
Speaker 4: I'm like, I'm never doing that again. That was just
Speaker 4: the one time thing, and I feel like he really
Speaker 4: deserved it, Like I need in his mouth.
Speaker 1: Actually, have you ever farted in anybody's mouth? No?
Speaker 4: But I will eventually.
Speaker 1: Is that something that turns you on? Is that something
Speaker 1: that you want to like pass the line with like
Speaker 1: a couple of goals type of hashtag thing.
Speaker 4: I think it's more of like I'm a guy in
Speaker 4: the inside. I was like born a man somehow ended
Speaker 4: up having a woman's body.
Speaker 1: Nice. So if you had a dick for a day,
Speaker 1: what would you do with it?
Speaker 4: I fuck like all the bad bitches I know.
Speaker 1: So would you be out there houring your dick around
Speaker 1: or would you be like how would you structure? Like
Speaker 1: the whole twenty four hours with your dick. You only
Speaker 1: have one, so you're doing you're running trains or would
Speaker 1: you have a hit list that you already were like, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I want to fuck these bitches and then go after them.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm going out the every like with every top
Speaker 3: bitch on Instagram, all the like, all the bitches that's
Speaker 3: sucking rappers.
Speaker 4: I'm fucking every bitch that's ever future.
Speaker 3: If I had a dick, if I was a man,
Speaker 3: oh man, I like but even now, like the way
Speaker 3: I look at it is for me to do things.
Speaker 3: It's like I almost do it to degrade them the
Speaker 3: same way they try to like degrade us. I don't
Speaker 3: like to be degraded during sex, but yeah, I almost
Speaker 3: do it to them on some shit.
Speaker 1: Have you ever worn a strap on? You have a
Speaker 1: very like, you know, alpha mentality. I feel like you could, like,
Speaker 1: you know, fuck a bit chop but like a strap on.
Speaker 4: No, I've never. I don't even have dildos like in
Speaker 4: my house.
Speaker 1: Like for dill do No, So how do you masturbate
Speaker 1: my hands? That's it?
Speaker 3: Yeah, because when I stopped using a vibrator, actually my
Speaker 3: shu got mad sensitive, so it's way better.
Speaker 1: How often were you using this this vibrator like every day,
Speaker 1: three times a day.
Speaker 2: What was this vibrator's name? I know you named it, Julie.
Speaker 2: You're like, I don't know, Julie.
Speaker 4: I don't know, Julie. This bitch died after a while,
Speaker 4: Julie died on you'sad a new one because I felt
Speaker 4: weird going there and buying one.
Speaker 1: Why why are you embarrassed to go to a sex
Speaker 1: store and be like, Hey, I'm masturbated, I'm being healthy
Speaker 1: and safe and let me find a toy for my pussy.
Speaker 4: I don't know, because I think i'm as I'm leaving it,
Speaker 4: I'm gonna move.
Speaker 1: Be sad, Like, yo, why are you sad because all
Speaker 1: the dicks are around you? What?
Speaker 4: Because it's like, bro, it's all these dicks, but I
Speaker 4: don't want them.
Speaker 1: It's like but see, But that's why they say, like
Speaker 1: sometimes when you get to like release, you know, release
Speaker 1: kind of your orgasm before you go out, because you
Speaker 1: think smarter. Because for me, sometimes when I'm sexually frustrated,
Speaker 1: I could be a real bitch and sometimes I just
Speaker 1: don't think about things clearly. But when I'm getting fucked
Speaker 1: really good, oh I'm I'm I'm on point.
Speaker 3: I'm not sure, yo, that's true because when I was
Speaker 3: bitching at everybody, my managers like.
Speaker 1: Yo, you need dick, Like no, it's true. And that's
Speaker 1: the thing is like you replaced a dick with the
Speaker 1: good vibrator or or dildo.
Speaker 2: Me, I'm more of like a vibrating sensation person.
Speaker 1: If I'm gonna get something inserted inside me, I want
Speaker 1: it to be a dick. So for me, I get
Speaker 1: the whole aspect of you know, that part of it.
Speaker 1: But for me, I still need to get it off.
Speaker 1: And I definitely and sometimes there's times I get fucked
Speaker 1: and when they leave, I still get off with my
Speaker 1: vibran It's just like that one more time scenario.
Speaker 4: Yeah, now I should do that. I should have done
Speaker 4: that this morning.
Speaker 1: Actually, you should have watched one of my movies and
Speaker 1: you should have just masturbated. It would have been great,
Speaker 1: could you would have?
Speaker 3: Because it's like, but I watch a lot of porn, Like,
Speaker 3: don't think I just it's just my hand and I'm
Speaker 3: thinking about like my ex or nothing. It's literally I
Speaker 3: could only watch girl on girl. I don't know why,
Speaker 3: but I feel like the guys kind of ruin it almost.
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Speaker 1: question for you is oral sex sloppy or clean?
Speaker 4: Sloppy?
Speaker 2: Ever made a woman squirt?
Speaker 1: Have you ever scored it?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 2: Ever used a toy during inter course?
Speaker 4: Yes?
Speaker 1: What is this toy?
Speaker 3: Was her name, Julie, Julie. It was a waste of time.
Speaker 3: It was like too much going on and he wasn't helping.
Speaker 3: So I'm like, ah, I forget it.
Speaker 4: Favorite place to have sex, oh that I have already? Yes,
Speaker 4: my kitchen, kitchen because I don't use it for nothing.
Speaker 1: Bent over in the counter, up on the counter, everywhere
Speaker 1: on the counter, bent.
Speaker 4: Over on the counter.
Speaker 1: The size matter, Yeah, it can't be too big. It
Speaker 1: can't be too big, but it can be long and skinny,
Speaker 1: short and fat.
Speaker 3: No, it just got to be fat and like medium,
Speaker 3: medium or mediam medium Medium is okay. Yeah, medium is
Speaker 3: like I don't mind smaller, just it can't be too
Speaker 3: big because I don't want my like organs moved. I
Speaker 3: don't want to be in pain when I'm having sex.
Speaker 3: I'd rather be smaller because I could do more.
Speaker 1: And I don't think I've ever heard someone say that
Speaker 1: I don't want it smaller because I don't want my
Speaker 1: organs move.
Speaker 4: No, you've ever had sex and I heard afterwards, I
Speaker 4: don't want that.
Speaker 1: I mean I've had it. I have hurt in it
Speaker 1: like a good way, but not in a bad way. Actually,
Speaker 1: I can't. I can't say that it's not a bad
Speaker 1: not bad way because important Sometimes it'd be even not
Speaker 1: even the biggest person, but the way they'd fucking be
Speaker 1: so like opened up to the camera. They're like fucking
Speaker 1: use sideways, and that doesn't really feel good.
Speaker 4: Maybe it's just the fact that they're just doing it wrong.
Speaker 1: I think they're just doing it wrong. Yeah, big dick.
Speaker 1: Sometimes even the biggest ones, I never felt sore and
Speaker 1: it just felt great.
Speaker 4: And it's like the guys with tmolitics, it's like they
Speaker 4: try harder.
Speaker 2: Ever been attracted to your partner's best friend.
Speaker 3: No, once I pick somebody, it's like, I don't their
Speaker 3: friends look disgusting.
Speaker 2: One night stand as it happened.
Speaker 4: I tried and then we ended up together.
Speaker 1: You're a serial dater.
Speaker 3: I'm the only reason I'm not having any more one nightstands.
Speaker 3: It's because it's gonna be a to be a relationship.
Speaker 1: So it's like we're saying single this year, it's all
Speaker 1: about you work, work time, or time private talk. These
Speaker 1: goals man doggie or missionary doggie.
Speaker 4: I don't want to look in their eyes.
Speaker 1: Don't look at me in my eyes. Don't do it,
Speaker 1: don't is it because you're not that turned on or
Speaker 1: you just feel awkward, like an awkward moment in sex,
Speaker 1: like you don't want to get the eye contact.
Speaker 4: It's more like, oh, man, like why did I choose you?
Speaker 3: But I'm not going to realize that if I'm turned
Speaker 3: around and thinking about someone else that I actually cared about.
Speaker 1: So you think about other people while you're ring else.
Speaker 3: I've done that, but I stopped because one time I
Speaker 3: did it with my accent. He wanted to get back together.
Speaker 3: But I was doing that onto like last time fucking type.
Speaker 1: Of thing, and you were like envisioning someone else, this
Speaker 1: is really the best time, and you're like yeah, because
Speaker 1: it wasn't really you. I was thinking.
Speaker 3: Now my issue is that he's eating me and we're
Speaker 3: about to have sex, and he goes, why do you
Speaker 3: look like you're thinking about someone else?
Speaker 4: And I'm like, how does he fucking know?
Speaker 1: Like what?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Did you say? I am?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Was he still hard inside of you? No?
Speaker 3: We wasn't fucking he was eating me out. We were
Speaker 3: about to have sex, and after that then I went downhill.
Speaker 3: He had to like leave my apartment and get a hotel.
Speaker 3: So he's got emotional.
Speaker 1: He got emotional. I feel like a lot of men
Speaker 1: get emotional.
Speaker 3: With you because he brought me like a teddy bear
Speaker 3: of flowership get back together. But I'm like, bro, but
Speaker 3: we're like, we've broken up and I already fucked someone else,
Speaker 3: Like I don't want to get back together.
Speaker 2: When she fucked somebody else, it's done.
Speaker 1: I can't go back because women are very much if
Speaker 1: like once we're already done in relationship, we've already done
Speaker 1: for a while, and then you just put the nail
Speaker 1: on the coffin and now we're really done.
Speaker 3: Done, done, because I've been done and not done. But
Speaker 3: once you you know, you know when you hit that point.
Speaker 2: Craziest booty call story.
Speaker 4: Hm hmmm, I have crazy. I think I met up
Speaker 4: with everything. Wait, let me come back to this question.
Speaker 2: We want to pose it.
Speaker 4: Yeah, crazy, I'm going to think of a good one.
Speaker 1: Okay, I feel like you have a good one. We're
Speaker 1: gonna pick another card. We're gonna leave that one on
Speaker 1: the ice.
Speaker 4: I don't play cards. What is this diamond of So it's.
Speaker 2: A spicy question.
Speaker 1: What is something that's completely off limits in the bedroom
Speaker 1: that you're not willing to try or you've tried, and
Speaker 1: you don't want to revisit.
Speaker 3: I'm not open. I'm not really big on anal and
Speaker 3: I don't want to know. Like, I'm not eating a
Speaker 3: man's ass ever.
Speaker 2: So have you ever eaten a man's?
Speaker 1: Ask? Why won't you eat his ass?
Speaker 3: Because a man's ass doesn't look too clean? And like
Speaker 3: every everybody wants to take ships in my house and
Speaker 3: she's like, and I just know, I think that's one
Speaker 3: thing I shouldn't be near.
Speaker 1: I don't think you've seen too many men take ship
Speaker 1: around you that you're like, I cannot eat any asshole.
Speaker 3: I just feel like I'm not getting three hours worth
Speaker 3: of glam to be in someone's ass, like eating their ass.
Speaker 1: There enough craziest place you've ever had sex?
Speaker 4: I have?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 4: Basketball, No, a mental institution.
Speaker 1: A mental institution? Were you and are you committed? Or
Speaker 1: was somebody else?
Speaker 3: My ex and me got in to an argument and
Speaker 3: he started doing this thing where he took a knife
Speaker 3: and was like slicing his arm.
Speaker 2: Oh, he just did this thing, yeah.
Speaker 4: And I was like, oh my god.
Speaker 3: So I called an ambulance because I thought he was
Speaker 3: going to die. I was like eighteen years old. No,
Speaker 3: I was nineteen yo.
Speaker 4: Everything bad happened when I was nineteen and he the
Speaker 4: ambulance came. I didn't know that they have to take
Speaker 4: them in, like to get evaluated, because.
Speaker 1: Like fifty one fifty.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but technically he wasn't doing this, Like that's the
Speaker 4: real way he was doing this, Like this is like
Speaker 4: the calling for help, fake help.
Speaker 1: Well, he was calling for help. You call an ambulance.
Speaker 1: Where did you want them to?
Speaker 4: I did what you asked?
Speaker 1: So how did his dick come out? And how did
Speaker 1: you fuck? How it's going? Wait?
Speaker 4: Okay, so he's in a mental institution. So I go
Speaker 4: to visit him, and while I'm there, I felt bad
Speaker 4: because you're here because of me. So I had to
Speaker 4: fuck him in his room. I'm like, I feel.
Speaker 1: Bad, So you pity fucked him in a mental institutions room.
Speaker 4: No, I didn't realize up this.
Speaker 1: I didn't say I was fucked up. It wasn't time.
Speaker 1: Just set it out loud.
Speaker 4: Sorry, she shouldn't have been cutting yourself this way. Do
Speaker 4: it this way next time you'll die before they get there.
Speaker 4: And he's married now we're still friends, but he's.
Speaker 1: A great friend with his wife too.
Speaker 4: No, I don't think she likes me very much.
Speaker 1: I mean if I was cutting myself for you too,
Speaker 1: I don't know if I would let my fucking you know,
Speaker 1: a significant other be friends with somebody that really sent
Speaker 1: him down a path to friends. Like, we're cool.
Speaker 3: We don't need to hang out, Like, but if you
Speaker 3: ever call me and you need to ask me what
Speaker 3: rustaurant that is I used to go to, you can
Speaker 3: stay away from me like that.
Speaker 1: She's like, this is a PSA. So we're watching this,
Speaker 1: please say the fust. Yeah.
Speaker 4: When I say cool, I mean stay away. But you
Speaker 4: know we're cool.
Speaker 1: I got down the game far far away. So you
Speaker 1: say you watch a lot of porn. What are your
Speaker 1: top five porn stars?
Speaker 4: Like Jenna Hayes. Oh yeah, got him, Jenna Jameson, got.
Speaker 2: Him two more.
Speaker 1: It could be a guy, could be a girl, could
Speaker 1: be girls girls only.
Speaker 4: Wait, what's that guy's name?
Speaker 2: She's in a lesbian portant private talk.
Speaker 4: He was like, almost like a famous Pumper? Is that
Speaker 4: his name?
Speaker 1: Brian Pumper?
Speaker 4: You like? I can't say. I know. I can't say
Speaker 4: I will go out of my way to watch him.
Speaker 1: I think you like his scenes. No, I don't know
Speaker 1: his name.
Speaker 4: I just know his name.
Speaker 1: Is that when people I just know name, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: search it, but I'm gonna do it.
Speaker 3: It's like it's even if they've never seen a movie
Speaker 3: or didn't give a shit about you.
Speaker 4: I just want to know where he is. That's probably
Speaker 4: why I brow him up. Where is he?
Speaker 1: What's he up to? You know? Maybe I should do
Speaker 1: a segment being where the fuck are they? Segment?
Speaker 2: But I don't know where he is.
Speaker 1: I know the last thing that I knew about him,
Speaker 1: but it wasn't good. It wasn't good. It was like
Speaker 1: he was either soliciting girls on the train to do scenes.
Speaker 2: I guess, I don't really know.
Speaker 1: It's not horrible, but they were of age whatever, but
Speaker 1: it was just awkward and weird and there's just just
Speaker 1: a lot of weird stuff. I don't really know.
Speaker 4: But that's my top three.
Speaker 3: I never really have like a top five, but okay,
Speaker 3: for me, it's like I like it, I'll fuck with it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So sex position you'd like to try?
Speaker 4: I want to try. I feel like I've tried every
Speaker 4: sex position.
Speaker 1: So you're like a sexual like master, like all those
Speaker 1: like what is that book called the Kammas Suture Book?
Speaker 2: You like tried them all. Are you like, are you
Speaker 2: a doggy girl?
Speaker 1: Are you like Sidemish or are you like I switch
Speaker 1: every like two? So what's your favorite doggy? Doggy? Because
Speaker 1: that's always the one I you don't look at the
Speaker 1: reason when she don't want to get your pretty makeup
Speaker 1: messed up.
Speaker 2: That's why you're like, I.
Speaker 3: Like being on top because it's like I've never I've
Speaker 3: realized that I've never had bad sex when I get
Speaker 3: on top, even for like five minutes, because because you're
Speaker 3: in control exactly, and once they get your rhythm, it's
Speaker 3: like they almost get on your type of wave.
Speaker 1: But before that, it's like it's kind of so since
Speaker 1: you're such an alpha and your person in your in
Speaker 1: real life, are you submissive in your sexual life?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Or do you like to like whip and bondage men
Speaker 1: as well? Are you the one who likes to be
Speaker 1: like handcuffed and like like subdued?
Speaker 4: How fucking you do not ever try to? YEA, I will?
Speaker 4: I mean I would want not I like.
Speaker 1: So maybe that's something that would be your Hell. No,
Speaker 1: in the bedroom, you don't want to be handed. I
Speaker 1: don't want to be out of control.
Speaker 4: No blindfolding new Like, I like being submissive, like a
Speaker 4: man should be in control, but if they don't know
Speaker 4: what they're doing, then that's when I have to get
Speaker 4: on top and be in control.
Speaker 1: You're like, get the fuck out of the way.
Speaker 2: I got this, move it.
Speaker 4: But it takes a strong man to be able an
Speaker 4: alpha female.
Speaker 1: I think, what is your fantasy threesome?
Speaker 4: Like with anybody or anybody?
Speaker 1: It could be two girls, two guys, a guy and
Speaker 1: a girl. It could be any.
Speaker 4: I'm open to do, like a threesome. Okay because I.
Speaker 1: Am a girl. Yeah, okay, have you never done it?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 2: I recommend it.
Speaker 4: But the girl has to look like the opposite of me.
Speaker 1: I almost wondering, Well, that's why you choose it. This
Speaker 1: is like, this is your fantasy ultimate time because for me,
Speaker 1: I'm like, it's it's like the best of both worlds.
Speaker 2: You get your kick and you eat it too.
Speaker 4: Yeah, because the guy was dating it's like and you like.
Speaker 2: Your pussy eating.
Speaker 1: So you have a girl that eats really good pussy
Speaker 1: and someone's fucking you. He's really awesome and it's like
Speaker 1: instant magic.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but there's so many rules that come up, almost
Speaker 3: like you can't.
Speaker 1: Have rules it has to be out the window. You
Speaker 1: have to have a fun.
Speaker 4: In her out. But I would just assume my man
Speaker 4: would just know that.
Speaker 1: But why because that's like, but you could eat her
Speaker 1: out again, we're being selfish again, No I'm not.
Speaker 3: She could suck your dick, she could eat my pussy,
Speaker 3: she could do. But it's it's almost like she's there
Speaker 3: to get fucked and leave almost.
Speaker 1: Okay, and that's fair, that's fair, and that's not fu
Speaker 1: my man, but that but that's the thing is, but
Speaker 1: that's your fair trade is like, that's why you know,
Speaker 1: it doesn't work for everybody. But some people I've known
Speaker 1: friends that have rules like that or they'll be like, hey,
Speaker 1: you're only sucking dick and that's it. You're not even
Speaker 1: getting fucked.
Speaker 4: But it's not even going to be a good three.
Speaker 4: So if there's even one.
Speaker 1: Rule, I mean, it wouldn't be my threesome, particularly because
Speaker 1: I feel like the more rules you put on something,
Speaker 1: the more than it's just like, I don't know, not
Speaker 1: that for me, I like to establish ground rules.
Speaker 2: I don't need to be specific as far as rules,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: But but I've also haven't had a lot of three
Speaker 1: sims in my personal life. A lot of them are
Speaker 1: all acted out on camera. I've only had two in
Speaker 1: my personal life and they were both.
Speaker 2: I mean, they were always a good time.
Speaker 1: But for me in the beginning, it was because I
Speaker 1: was married in the industry before. It was about I
Speaker 1: had to pick the girl, and it wasn't because I
Speaker 1: didn't want him to. I didn't want him to more
Speaker 1: favor her than me, and not because it was I mean,
Speaker 1: he's my husband obviously at that time, so it was
Speaker 1: like he would have been me, but it was like,
Speaker 1: in my mind, it was the first time that I
Speaker 1: allowed to like that happened. That's one thing I think
Speaker 1: we have to be increased establishing you know your boundaries
Speaker 1: and you're constibility level. And that's the thing is because
Speaker 1: you don't want to feel that insecurity one you're not there,
Speaker 1: and then I think that that's what makes because if he.
Speaker 4: Picks her, I'll be like, where the fuck did he find?
Speaker 4: He is just what that she's been wanting.
Speaker 1: Now you're thinking too much. Now you're making. Now you're going,
Speaker 1: you're taking it and you're throwing it down a hallway
Speaker 1: and you're taking it some other direction. We're gonna steer
Speaker 1: us back. We're gonna go back to the good threesome.
Speaker 1: So do you know your your booty call story? Yet
Speaker 1: we put it on ice for a second? Are we
Speaker 1: still putting on ice?
Speaker 3: My booty cole story would be I'm talking to this
Speaker 3: guy for like a month, like we're on the phone
Speaker 3: maybe twelve hours a day, and then finally we're gonna
Speaker 3: meet him real life. And we got into an argument
Speaker 3: the second we fucking back, like over the pettiest shit.
Speaker 3: I think I just got mad because he didn't want
Speaker 3: to heat.
Speaker 2: Were you hungry always?
Speaker 4: But that's not why. It was more like it was
Speaker 4: just meeting for the first time. So I expected him
Speaker 4: to get out.
Speaker 1: The car and politely as you should.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but he had his driver open the door.
Speaker 3: So the second I got in the car and he's like, oh,
Speaker 3: you know, he got a bloot in one hand and
Speaker 3: a cup of Henny in the other hand and wrapper
Speaker 3: mode and shit, and I'm sitting there.
Speaker 4: He's like, what's wrong. I'm like, who the fuck do
Speaker 4: you think you are?
Speaker 3: You think you're just gonna like sit here and not
Speaker 3: even get out, like be a fucking gentleman. Gone to
Speaker 3: the biggest argument, and I'm like, all right, I'm leaving.
Speaker 3: He wants to drop me back off and he's like, no, no,
Speaker 3: don't leave, like, don't let everything get fucked up over
Speaker 3: one mistake.
Speaker 4: And I'm I should have ram but I was like,
Speaker 4: you know what.
Speaker 1: Red flags flags?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm like, you don't fuck it. And I went
Speaker 3: to chill with him, and I got so fucked up.
Speaker 3: I got like, I don't smoke and drink, but.
Speaker 1: You drank that Hennessy like he said it was the brown.
Speaker 3: Girl Hennessy like a lot. You kept taking shot after
Speaker 3: shot I'm smoking. I was so fucked up I said
Speaker 3: I might as well take a zand And that's why.
Speaker 1: I great choice at that time.
Speaker 3: The worst I could have did like and I did
Speaker 3: it and like we had sex like the first day
Speaker 3: we met, And.
Speaker 1: Did you throw up on his dick? No?
Speaker 2: Have you ever thrown up on a dick?
Speaker 4: My first time?
Speaker 1: You did?
Speaker 4: Yeah, my first boyfriend.
Speaker 2: I threw chunks are like lightly like lightly like I did.
Speaker 3: I think the first time I had uh, like, I
Speaker 3: tried to swallow. That's why I never swallowed again in
Speaker 3: my life, because he came in my mouth and literally
Speaker 3: I tried to get it down and it started coming
Speaker 3: back up and I went all over.
Speaker 4: So after that, I said, yeah, swallowings, maybe not for me.
Speaker 1: So it wasn't really like you were gagging on it.
Speaker 1: You got come and it probably tasted bad and it
Speaker 1: made you throw up. So that's not your fault.
Speaker 3: No, that was his fault because you know I was
Speaker 3: a virgin, so it's like you should have worn me
Speaker 3: like virgin mouth.
Speaker 4: Yeah. Oh, so the head does the story end?
Speaker 3: It ends with me like arguing with him all day
Speaker 3: the next day and then I booked a flight to leave,
Speaker 3: and right before I left, there was like a party
Speaker 3: going on.
Speaker 4: So I came downstairs with like a.
Speaker 3: Fitted on a hoodie, like ready to fight whoever he
Speaker 3: was talking to.
Speaker 1: And why if you were already leaving at this time
Speaker 1: you just like to fight, bro?
Speaker 3: I just like to leave with a bang, Like if
Speaker 3: I if I'm arguing with someone, it's like I'm like, nah,
Speaker 3: fuck that, I'm gonna I'm gonna really leave and have
Speaker 3: the mat.
Speaker 2: So was there a girl or did you not have
Speaker 2: to fight?
Speaker 3: I didn't even have to fight because the whole point
Speaker 3: of this is like it was me arguing him constantly,
Speaker 3: not believing that he was really a good guy and
Speaker 3: the whole time he actually was. He was doing everything
Speaker 3: he said he was and and.
Speaker 1: I was wrong. So do you feel bad about it? No,
Speaker 1: So you want to tell him, you want to apologize
Speaker 1: to him right now. If he says he.
Speaker 4: Apologize, he knows that. You know.
Speaker 3: My thing is, I think a lot of times we
Speaker 3: just we think of man's doing wrong, and for some reason,
Speaker 3: I always think of man's doing wrong and they're not,
Speaker 3: and I feel I end up feeling stupid later, like.
Speaker 1: But I always I feel like and you know, it's
Speaker 1: also a personal like checking system too, especially I've done
Speaker 1: a lot of like evaluating yourself this year. A lot
Speaker 1: of people obviously have. But it's like, that's a you problem.
Speaker 1: That's not a hip problem, because that's your insecurities and
Speaker 1: it's unfortunate that somebody in your past relationships probably made
Speaker 1: you feel that way, and there's some insecurity that you
Speaker 1: don't feel secure about that individual. But it's not something
Speaker 1: he did. It was something from the past. And that's
Speaker 1: what it's hard to like uphill us probably like, well, damn,
Speaker 1: it's me, it's not really, you know, because it's the
Speaker 1: hard realization is there are good men out there, you know,
Speaker 1: there definitely is, and there's good women. But it's also
Speaker 1: you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: But it's also that's not fair.
Speaker 1: It's either. So I always try to kill people accountable
Speaker 1: for what they did to me and not from what
Speaker 1: my ex did to me, because that's not fair either.
Speaker 1: They're not in that relationship and shouldn't do the time
Speaker 1: for the crime that they didn't commit.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think after that situation, I'm open to now
Speaker 3: whoever I you know, I date like.
Speaker 1: That, he's gonna be a good guy. You're gonna be
Speaker 1: hopeful to it, and so it sucks up and then
Speaker 1: you're gonna be like and then it's a problem.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but I'm not gonna let them hang.
Speaker 1: Themselves first girl, and then you know, and then fuck
Speaker 1: them up and get that hoodie on it and fuck
Speaker 1: them all up.
Speaker 4: Yeah. Not day two? All right.
Speaker 1: So it's kinky question. What's the most number of times
Speaker 1: you've had sex in one day?
Speaker 4: Five?
Speaker 1: How many times have you masturbated in one day?
Speaker 4: Five? Five?
Speaker 1: Of my limits? The five is the limit. That's it.
Speaker 2: Do you have any fetishes?
Speaker 3: I've always wanted to have sex in a staircase or
Speaker 3: in a souna for some reason, cause it's like soana is,
Speaker 3: where are you going to find a soona that you
Speaker 3: could just have sex with?
Speaker 1: Almost don't think that you would like over like overheat
Speaker 1: pass out from all like the like over stimulated things.
Speaker 2: I'm a hot person's like hot yoga.
Speaker 1: I can't even do like so I feel like if
Speaker 1: I were a fucking asana, I probably like.
Speaker 3: I don't know, it's just the fact that it's like
Speaker 3: just there and the staircase only because I seen this
Speaker 3: one porn of two girls and they just randomly just
Speaker 3: started eating each other on a staircase and it happened
Speaker 3: for no reason.
Speaker 1: It was just the most the music, you know, it's
Speaker 1: just that porn of music, and it's like.
Speaker 4: We're so horny, we can't wait to go home, like
Speaker 4: we can't even we have to do right now, like
Speaker 4: so staircase. But I don't know that's it for now.
Speaker 1: You like the spontaneous part of like, you know it happened,
Speaker 1: that happens. If there's a balcony, we can do it.
Speaker 4: Balcony is one thing I'm afraid.
Speaker 2: Of just going out on a balcony or having sex
Speaker 2: on a balcon.
Speaker 1: Because I'm like, people are really watching you, Like that's
Speaker 1: the point. They can't see you or get to you,
Speaker 1: but they can like see that what you're doing.
Speaker 2: So it's like that adrenaline rush.
Speaker 4: No.
Speaker 3: I almost want to do it, but have no one
Speaker 3: see me. Like there's points that they cover everything. They're
Speaker 3: having sex in the middle of the street, but they're
Speaker 3: in a box.
Speaker 1: That's like you know what I'm You want some privacy,
Speaker 1: but you want people to see it afterwards.
Speaker 3: Like I want to be I want to have sex
Speaker 3: and Times Square, I just don't want no one to
Speaker 3: see me do it, kind of.
Speaker 1: Like I mean, I tit my tits, my tits out
Speaker 1: in Times Square. I did for the nipple and Times Square,
Speaker 1: but I definitely having sex and Times Pare would definitely
Speaker 1: be a big, big, big yes, illegal at all at
Speaker 1: all costs.
Speaker 4: But you know, I just don't want to go to
Speaker 4: jail and I don't want to go to books.
Speaker 1: What's the last dirty dream you had? I don't know.
Speaker 4: All my dreams are about me getting murdered or falling
Speaker 4: off a building, so I don't really have like sex dreams.
Speaker 1: That's not sexual, but I get that's that's a dirty dream.
Speaker 1: But not the drink.
Speaker 4: I think I just imagined everything that happened with my ex,
Speaker 4: but everything went right this time.
Speaker 2: Do you like golden showers?
Speaker 3: No, I've never had no one pissed on me, but
Speaker 3: I'm open to pissing on someone just out of the
Speaker 3: fact that I could say I pissed on you.
Speaker 2: It's fun.
Speaker 1: It's empowering, is it I'm doing it? Yeah, it's very
Speaker 1: like you just feel like you have a cape bob
Speaker 1: and not. It's different.
Speaker 4: I got it. If I could piss in their mouth.
Speaker 4: It would be better.
Speaker 1: Though that I've done that too. It's kind of fun too.
Speaker 1: I made him drink it. It was fun. I love goals,
Speaker 1: gold goals, all right, last one, we have hearts. It's
Speaker 1: a romantic question. What is a secret sexual fantasy.
Speaker 4: That you have?
Speaker 3: Almost like like breaking into my apartment and like pretend
Speaker 3: like you're a fucking robbing me, which you're not.
Speaker 2: It's like sleep creep but different.
Speaker 4: Yeah, like like be creepy and shit, but like you know,
Speaker 4: I like it.
Speaker 2: Ever given head while driving, be driving someone else.
Speaker 3: Driving, I've yeah, I've given RoadHead, but my goal is
Speaker 3: to get RoadHead. Like I don't know how I'm gonna
Speaker 3: do it, but I want to be driving and have
Speaker 3: the guy eat me out.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had sex while the person was driving.
Speaker 4: No, that's one thing. It's dangerous, it's uncomfortable.
Speaker 1: I turn on