WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.560 --> 00:00:03.319 How have you been, Love, It's been some time. Like 2 00:00:03.359 --> 00:00:05.360 I said earlier, you know you got a snippit of 3 00:00:05.400 --> 00:00:08.160 me talking about it. But I love following your Instagram. 4 00:00:08.279 --> 00:00:12.160 You definitely are one of my favorite characters to watch 5 00:00:12.359 --> 00:00:15.480 because you're just so you, and I think that a 6 00:00:15.480 --> 00:00:17.600 lot of people, you know, you come from an era 7 00:00:17.719 --> 00:00:20.440 where it wasn't all social media as much as it 8 00:00:20.480 --> 00:00:22.559 is in your face now and for you to adapt 9 00:00:22.559 --> 00:00:24.879 to the point it's like sometimes it's even weird for 10 00:00:24.920 --> 00:00:28.280 me to, you know what I mean, Like I'm doing that, 11 00:00:28.320 --> 00:00:31.719 you know, in my nice way, but it's true though, 12 00:00:31.760 --> 00:00:34.000 it's like you, it's a different thing. Is like it's 13 00:00:34.039 --> 00:00:35.479 just you and a lot of people. I think the 14 00:00:35.520 --> 00:00:38.320 distinguishment of what made fans still fuck with you and 15 00:00:38.359 --> 00:00:40.560 like in everybody is like when it came to social 16 00:00:40.560 --> 00:00:42.920 media with like so much video content, was we had 17 00:00:42.920 --> 00:00:46.520 to really be authentically ourselves and some people have no personality, 18 00:00:46.560 --> 00:00:50.719 and you could tell right away where that was and what. 19 00:00:50.280 --> 00:00:50.719 You could do. 20 00:00:51.560 --> 00:00:57.200 It's not only just being yourself, just being somebody, Like 21 00:00:57.280 --> 00:01:00.560 I think a lot of them just honestly, like you said, 22 00:01:00.640 --> 00:01:03.560 didn't have any kind of personality. All you see is 23 00:01:03.560 --> 00:01:05.959 the action or the finished product. 24 00:01:06.319 --> 00:01:08.280 But it's also hard to understand. 25 00:01:08.719 --> 00:01:11.799 I will say, even show your personality. 26 00:01:11.120 --> 00:01:14.480 And make of personality that I am, but it's hard. 27 00:01:14.480 --> 00:01:17.799 It's hard for me to start doing it, like holding 28 00:01:17.840 --> 00:01:20.120 the phone up like this is odd to me. I 29 00:01:20.159 --> 00:01:22.680 would rather have this who people are seeing us, so 30 00:01:22.680 --> 00:01:23.840 it's more natural for me. 31 00:01:24.159 --> 00:01:24.719 So that's why. 32 00:01:24.799 --> 00:01:27.319 And you is like with the Instagram stories, I do 33 00:01:27.359 --> 00:01:29.599 it like BTS style and things like that is because 34 00:01:29.799 --> 00:01:32.840 I intimidated. I'm like, I don't really know what it 35 00:01:32.840 --> 00:01:34.319 wants to know what the fuck I'm doing right now, 36 00:01:34.359 --> 00:01:36.640 but you know, and it's just what it is. And 37 00:01:36.680 --> 00:01:39.719 also tuesdayety reasons and that's why I'm postings ladder. You 38 00:01:39.719 --> 00:01:41.920 know later in time, in real time, you know you're 39 00:01:42.040 --> 00:01:43.599 a man that no one's really going to fall and 40 00:01:43.640 --> 00:01:46.480 fuck with you. I'm sure you've had some encounters, but 41 00:01:46.799 --> 00:01:48.079 most times, like you could really just. 42 00:01:48.040 --> 00:01:49.120 Be authentically yourself. 43 00:01:49.120 --> 00:01:52.280 And I'm sure you get mad love from people telling 44 00:01:52.319 --> 00:01:53.439 you all kinds of things. 45 00:01:54.120 --> 00:01:55.760 Facts. I think that. 46 00:01:58.079 --> 00:02:00.519 I think all those points you have was inswer I 47 00:02:00.560 --> 00:02:02.480 didn't even I don't really look at it like that 48 00:02:02.560 --> 00:02:05.359 because I am who I am and this no, but 49 00:02:05.359 --> 00:02:05.760 it's true. 50 00:02:05.799 --> 00:02:09.120 But that's also what's cool the podcast and communicate with 51 00:02:09.199 --> 00:02:10.960 like I haven't seen you forever where you know, we've 52 00:02:11.000 --> 00:02:14.319 been friends for years. We've seen each other at like conventions, 53 00:02:14.319 --> 00:02:16.039 this and the other. You've known me through all kinds 54 00:02:16.039 --> 00:02:17.759 of towns in my in my life. 55 00:02:17.759 --> 00:02:20.039 But you know what I mean. But it also feels gross, 56 00:02:20.039 --> 00:02:21.520 you know what I mean? And I think that from 57 00:02:21.520 --> 00:02:23.680 the beginning, you've always checked on me, You've always showed 58 00:02:23.719 --> 00:02:26.400 love and I just for me. That's just real. 59 00:02:26.479 --> 00:02:31.400 It's like what I always thought that was between the 60 00:02:31.479 --> 00:02:34.360 situation between me and you was always genuine. Like I 61 00:02:34.479 --> 00:02:38.879 remember the first time I saw you, and you know, 62 00:02:39.400 --> 00:02:40.120 I was with a. 63 00:02:40.039 --> 00:02:44.800 Company that didn't do interrace you ship, but we still 64 00:02:44.800 --> 00:02:48.360 wanted to shoot you. Yeah, so I'll never forget that day. 65 00:02:48.439 --> 00:02:51.439 At that particular time, it was like, all right, so 66 00:02:51.520 --> 00:02:54.520 who you want to work with and then we're gonna 67 00:02:54.560 --> 00:02:57.120 still shoot you because we value your work, you know 68 00:02:57.159 --> 00:02:59.639 what I mean. But it was a company with a 69 00:02:59.719 --> 00:03:02.479 black company was just a slayer. It was just a 70 00:03:02.520 --> 00:03:05.080 slayer at the time. This was trust me, you might 71 00:03:05.159 --> 00:03:08.120 not even really remember that. It was like she didn't 72 00:03:08.719 --> 00:03:11.240 work with none of us in that sense. You know, 73 00:03:11.280 --> 00:03:14.280 you didn't do interracial at the time, but we was like, 74 00:03:14.360 --> 00:03:16.479 we still want her to be a part of it. 75 00:03:16.919 --> 00:03:19.360 Still never do, which is a big stigma of which 76 00:03:19.479 --> 00:03:22.319 I made a comment earlier before you came on with that, 77 00:03:22.400 --> 00:03:25.120 I'm curious to see what the comments say and things 78 00:03:25.159 --> 00:03:28.039 is because I always get ridiculed on certain things, and 79 00:03:28.120 --> 00:03:29.840 I also have my friends, you know what I mean, 80 00:03:29.960 --> 00:03:31.800 get the you know, the backlash of things where I'm like, 81 00:03:31.919 --> 00:03:34.080 let's just have a conversation if you really what it 82 00:03:34.120 --> 00:03:36.000 is like. People are so taboo about it where it's like, 83 00:03:36.439 --> 00:03:38.800 why does it have to be that way? 84 00:03:38.360 --> 00:03:39.520 I get it all out. 85 00:03:39.719 --> 00:03:42.719 No, honestly, this is what I truly feel about it 86 00:03:42.759 --> 00:03:43.520 and not turn up. 87 00:03:44.599 --> 00:03:47.800 Is that it is a career move. It is. It 88 00:03:47.919 --> 00:03:52.680 is a it's it's okay. So this is what I. 89 00:03:52.560 --> 00:03:56.800 Think the career is should start off with technically, because 90 00:03:56.800 --> 00:03:59.639 you got to understand, we're gonna last longer than you 91 00:03:59.680 --> 00:04:04.840 guys do. And you're talking about no, yeah, females to males. 92 00:04:04.840 --> 00:04:08.120 The dudes is gonna last way longer than a female does. 93 00:04:08.560 --> 00:04:09.919 At the end of the day, I don't give a 94 00:04:09.960 --> 00:04:12.879 fuck with the female. She could be the biggest ever, 95 00:04:13.000 --> 00:04:16.680 whatever the case. May be the dude white or black 96 00:04:16.759 --> 00:04:21.600 gonna last a little longer. So I think for order 97 00:04:21.639 --> 00:04:24.800 for females to last longer, there is a gimmick, and 98 00:04:24.879 --> 00:04:29.040 that gimmick is, at the end of the day, save 99 00:04:29.319 --> 00:04:33.000 that interrace you took the last link of your career, 100 00:04:33.000 --> 00:04:36.600 because I think, honestly, it's your start off. Technically, now 101 00:04:36.639 --> 00:04:39.480 that I know how this shit work and I've been 102 00:04:39.519 --> 00:04:42.319 in it for a minute, it's like, okay, girl girl 103 00:04:43.480 --> 00:04:48.439 and matter of fact, solo, then girl girl, then boy girl, 104 00:04:48.680 --> 00:04:52.680 not interrace you. If you like people don't then no, 105 00:04:52.759 --> 00:04:55.240 I know most people don't. But what I'm saying is 106 00:04:55.439 --> 00:04:59.439 me from my experience of me being around so long, 107 00:05:00.040 --> 00:05:05.360 I understand that that will prolong your career. Girl girl, solo, 108 00:05:05.720 --> 00:05:09.800 girl girl, boy girl. If you're white, not inter race 109 00:05:09.879 --> 00:05:14.319 you and then something like an anal and then interrace 110 00:05:14.399 --> 00:05:17.639 you like that would prolong your career. I understand that 111 00:05:18.639 --> 00:05:24.399 sometimes it's not that it's it's for other reasons. So 112 00:05:24.439 --> 00:05:27.680 I understand that that's what I get confused about when 113 00:05:27.720 --> 00:05:30.959 it's for other reasons. But if it's for that to 114 00:05:31.560 --> 00:05:35.279 really legitimately prolong your career, I respect that. 115 00:05:35.639 --> 00:05:36.399 Yeah, you know what I'm. 116 00:05:36.319 --> 00:05:38.160 Saying I feel like and I agree, and I know 117 00:05:38.199 --> 00:05:38.560 what you're saying. 118 00:05:38.560 --> 00:05:40.000 It's right, you know, you know what I'm saying like 119 00:05:40.040 --> 00:05:41.199 it's a progression to it. 120 00:05:41.319 --> 00:05:43.759 And lots of you know, people get asked me because 121 00:05:43.800 --> 00:05:46.519 I was thinking is like especially conventions, people always when 122 00:05:46.560 --> 00:05:48.000 I ask me whatever, and I'm like, asking which one. 123 00:05:48.160 --> 00:05:49.759 You may not like what I say, but it's what 124 00:05:49.879 --> 00:05:52.879 I and I'm like, the way that business works is 125 00:05:52.879 --> 00:05:54.519 what it is. And you know, in the time of 126 00:05:54.560 --> 00:05:56.399 when I got in the business, you get advice from 127 00:05:56.399 --> 00:05:58.279 your agent and that's what they tell you that that's 128 00:05:58.319 --> 00:05:59.959 just what it is. The more that I was in 129 00:06:00.160 --> 00:06:02.040 the industry and the more that it was, you know, became, 130 00:06:02.519 --> 00:06:04.199 I didn't know if that was gonna be Alexis, Texas 131 00:06:04.199 --> 00:06:06.439 and how popular I was going to be among people too. 132 00:06:06.319 --> 00:06:07.639 And how fast that happened. 133 00:06:08.680 --> 00:06:10.639 When you start to hear things, it's like, now I 134 00:06:10.680 --> 00:06:13.519 automatically just because I didn't do it, Now I'm a racist. 135 00:06:13.639 --> 00:06:16.120 Now I'm this I'm like, wait, why is that? Because 136 00:06:16.160 --> 00:06:18.600 I have a choice of what I'm doing and who 137 00:06:18.600 --> 00:06:21.000 I'm fucking does that matter to have like those levels 138 00:06:21.000 --> 00:06:24.360 where it's like I love everybody, It doesn't matter of color, 139 00:06:24.480 --> 00:06:27.439 race or anything. And I've had many friends and my stepson, 140 00:06:27.639 --> 00:06:30.639 you know, was African American, like, and why should it 141 00:06:30.680 --> 00:06:32.720 be a thing of why it needs to be. 142 00:06:32.720 --> 00:06:33.959 Who I'm having sex with. 143 00:06:34.079 --> 00:06:35.759 So then when it became that, and I thought it 144 00:06:35.800 --> 00:06:38.519 was very ugly, I'm like, why should I give y'all 145 00:06:38.560 --> 00:06:40.879 what I want to prove a point to you? 146 00:06:40.879 --> 00:06:41.399 You know what I mean? 147 00:06:41.439 --> 00:06:43.399 And then I'm like, I already live a life where 148 00:06:43.439 --> 00:06:44.519 I know that that's not the truth. 149 00:06:44.560 --> 00:06:46.199 So who am I proving it to? Why? 150 00:06:46.680 --> 00:06:48.600 And then it was like that that just became an 151 00:06:48.639 --> 00:06:50.879 ugly thing. And then I got in a relationship, and 152 00:06:50.879 --> 00:06:52.639 then you know, my person didn't want me to work 153 00:06:52.639 --> 00:06:54.920 with anybody, and then I got out of the industry 154 00:06:54.959 --> 00:06:58.519 and now I just do OnlyFans stuff, single and solo 155 00:06:58.600 --> 00:07:00.600 by myself. But you know, I mean, I feel like 156 00:07:00.600 --> 00:07:02.800 people put such a label on it because there had 157 00:07:02.800 --> 00:07:05.199 to be such a big thing, and people were like, oh, your. 158 00:07:05.160 --> 00:07:05.920 Parents are racist. 159 00:07:06.000 --> 00:07:08.319 No, actually no, my dad's Puerto Rican, Like you know 160 00:07:08.360 --> 00:07:10.399 what I mean. If anybody knows the history of all 161 00:07:10.439 --> 00:07:11.800 those things, you know what I mean, there's a lot 162 00:07:11.839 --> 00:07:12.399 more to it. 163 00:07:12.560 --> 00:07:14.399 So I feel like people. 164 00:07:14.120 --> 00:07:16.680 Don't really know who the real me is. And that's 165 00:07:16.680 --> 00:07:18.600 why I love having friends like you. That you've always 166 00:07:18.600 --> 00:07:21.120 stood by me, Marie like everybody's like, not that I 167 00:07:21.120 --> 00:07:23.800 need to stand by me, but it's just been authentic. 168 00:07:23.800 --> 00:07:25.959 We've had a relationship from the beginning that I met you, 169 00:07:26.439 --> 00:07:28.079 and it's a loving relationship. 170 00:07:28.079 --> 00:07:31.120 So I feel like I was very surprised, and I 171 00:07:31.160 --> 00:07:33.000 am surprised by people never. 172 00:07:33.000 --> 00:07:36.399 Felt that way about you at all. I mean, I 173 00:07:36.439 --> 00:07:38.639 wouldn't fuck with you if I felt that way. I 174 00:07:38.680 --> 00:07:39.639 always felt. 175 00:07:39.319 --> 00:07:41.360 That you and she always fuck with me. 176 00:07:41.560 --> 00:07:45.240 So all that shit motherfuckers is talking about, Nah, she 177 00:07:45.360 --> 00:07:46.240 always fucked with. 178 00:07:46.240 --> 00:07:46.839 Me, you know what I mean. 179 00:07:48.439 --> 00:07:50.319 I don't know if you remember this, because my sert 180 00:07:50.439 --> 00:07:53.160 is what solidified to me that you were like above all. 181 00:07:53.199 --> 00:07:55.360 I would always think that you were a g like whatever. 182 00:07:55.399 --> 00:07:56.240 There was a moment in. 183 00:07:56.240 --> 00:07:59.600 Vegas when a situation happened and. 184 00:08:02.160 --> 00:08:04.639 It was just a matter a matter of the like 185 00:08:04.720 --> 00:08:08.680 whose dick is bigger? But who's My situation should have 186 00:08:08.759 --> 00:08:10.759 been a lot more louder than what it was. And 187 00:08:10.800 --> 00:08:13.399 I was just like, you're a bitch, and I had 188 00:08:13.439 --> 00:08:16.519 more people like yourself and some other other individuals be 189 00:08:16.680 --> 00:08:18.879 more an advocate for me to have my back when 190 00:08:18.920 --> 00:08:20.240 you didn't even know what the situation was. 191 00:08:20.279 --> 00:08:21.800 I was like, okay, you're a real. 192 00:08:21.720 --> 00:08:24.839 One for that, just because I felt like I was like, 193 00:08:24.920 --> 00:08:26.879 I'm all alone, but I'm not alone. 194 00:08:26.560 --> 00:08:28.279 But you're what's going on here? 195 00:08:28.399 --> 00:08:30.279 And I'm like look around and I'm like look behind me, 196 00:08:30.279 --> 00:08:32.159 and I'm like, Okay, I'm good. And I know that 197 00:08:32.200 --> 00:08:34.320 I wasn't wrong because a lot of times people just 198 00:08:34.399 --> 00:08:36.799 talk whatever, and I'm not that person to just raw raw, 199 00:08:36.879 --> 00:08:39.440 like in your face for no reason where I generally 200 00:08:39.480 --> 00:08:42.480 feel disrespected, and I had to tell that person that 201 00:08:42.480 --> 00:08:44.799 that wasn't going to be tolerated. 202 00:08:44.960 --> 00:08:50.799 I felt, yeah, nah, I'm not going like I'm like I'm. 203 00:08:56.000 --> 00:08:56.919 Talking about because it was. 204 00:08:56.960 --> 00:08:58.919 But that was to me what showed me your true 205 00:08:58.919 --> 00:09:02.399 colors of like being a real gentleman and respected the 206 00:09:02.440 --> 00:09:03.799 fact that you were going to just make sure that 207 00:09:03.799 --> 00:09:05.639 I was safe if I was right wrong whatever. 208 00:09:05.360 --> 00:09:09.320 You know what's going on, this is not and that's 209 00:09:09.360 --> 00:09:10.960 I was like, you're a real dude. 210 00:09:10.960 --> 00:09:12.159 So at that point, I was like I took the 211 00:09:12.159 --> 00:09:14.080 time to really get to know you more and kind 212 00:09:14.120 --> 00:09:15.679 of be That was because I was like, I think 213 00:09:15.759 --> 00:09:17.919 I cherish things like that because there's not a lot 214 00:09:17.919 --> 00:09:21.000 of loyal people in the world that really like get down. 215 00:09:21.399 --> 00:09:25.399 Yeah, that's the fact. I truly remember that day and 216 00:09:25.440 --> 00:09:26.039 that was love. 217 00:09:26.919 --> 00:09:29.720 Hey, so what have you been doing? What have you 218 00:09:29.759 --> 00:09:31.159 been up to since the pandemic. 219 00:09:31.240 --> 00:09:33.759 I know it's been life's kind of kind of semi 220 00:09:33.840 --> 00:09:36.879 normal again, but you know what's what's been going on 221 00:09:36.919 --> 00:09:37.159 with that? 222 00:09:37.679 --> 00:09:40.639 Just I don't just live in my life and just 223 00:09:40.679 --> 00:09:41.720 trying to. 224 00:09:41.559 --> 00:09:42.600 Live in your best life. 225 00:09:42.720 --> 00:09:43.840 Yeah, yeah, trying to. 226 00:09:43.759 --> 00:09:47.320 Move around and see what my next chapter is. Really, 227 00:09:47.440 --> 00:09:47.919 you know what I mean? 228 00:09:48.080 --> 00:09:50.480 How do you really sure around in all these cities 229 00:09:50.480 --> 00:09:52.759 and always go out? Like how do you have that energy? 230 00:09:53.360 --> 00:09:54.200 I'm tired for you. 231 00:09:54.840 --> 00:09:58.159 Yeah, I feel you, But I mean I saw. 232 00:09:57.960 --> 00:10:00.440 Your Instagram stories this morning. You were out last time 233 00:10:00.440 --> 00:10:03.519 I was, but you always are. 234 00:10:03.600 --> 00:10:06.360 You know, you always show you going home whatever. I'm like, Yeah, 235 00:10:07.200 --> 00:10:10.200 I'm like, Okay, he's at least safe. I know he's good. 236 00:10:11.200 --> 00:10:12.600 I sound like a total soccer, but. 237 00:10:13.120 --> 00:10:15.440 Facts fact, that's why I need to be easy on 238 00:10:15.519 --> 00:10:17.600 that because certain other motherfuckers they like. 239 00:10:17.600 --> 00:10:20.159 I know exactly what you did at this time, then. 240 00:10:21.840 --> 00:10:24.320 Sorry, I'm not even here a girl. But I was like, yeah, Okay, 241 00:10:24.440 --> 00:10:25.200 you're good. 242 00:10:26.279 --> 00:10:26.799 I'm good. 243 00:10:27.240 --> 00:10:29.000 But do you when you go out in those situations 244 00:10:29.000 --> 00:10:31.080 do you just go out because you like I want 245 00:10:31.080 --> 00:10:33.600 to be out, or like do you see people who 246 00:10:33.600 --> 00:10:35.120 are like hey not and like it just show you? 247 00:10:35.399 --> 00:10:36.159 Like how does that know? 248 00:10:36.559 --> 00:10:38.480 I mean, I get love and it's all good, but 249 00:10:38.519 --> 00:10:42.879 you can understand that it's it's I've been here so long, 250 00:10:42.960 --> 00:10:46.120 none of that. It's just I pull up. I don't 251 00:10:46.120 --> 00:10:48.320 pay for no parking, I don't pay to get in. 252 00:10:48.440 --> 00:10:50.600 I don't pay for no drinks. I don't pay for 253 00:10:50.679 --> 00:10:53.519 none of that. So so you sitting at home and 254 00:10:53.559 --> 00:10:57.080 you like, you know it's popping, why not pull up? 255 00:10:57.200 --> 00:11:01.120 Because you like you know what I mean. It spoils 256 00:11:01.159 --> 00:11:01.879 me in that. 257 00:11:01.759 --> 00:11:05.480 Sense, like I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad, so I 258 00:11:05.600 --> 00:11:09.600 gotta pull up. Sometimes I have to drag myself there. 259 00:11:09.639 --> 00:11:10.360 Don't get me wrong. 260 00:11:10.440 --> 00:11:12.480 Yeah, I am getting a little older, Like come on, 261 00:11:13.360 --> 00:11:15.440 I want to sit on the couch and just smoke 262 00:11:15.480 --> 00:11:16.320 a blunt and chill. 263 00:11:16.440 --> 00:11:20.519 But then I be thinking like it's nothing in me, 264 00:11:20.720 --> 00:11:23.080 like true mean pull to. 265 00:11:23.120 --> 00:11:27.240 Be out there. It's like it's not it's just harder 266 00:11:27.320 --> 00:11:31.879 for me. But it's also too for females to males. 267 00:11:32.039 --> 00:11:34.200 Yeah, no, you probably get a RASP a little bit 268 00:11:34.399 --> 00:11:35.240 more different. 269 00:11:35.360 --> 00:11:37.279 Yes, I won't pay for this that whatever, But then 270 00:11:37.320 --> 00:11:39.039 I'm going to have somebody talking to me the whole 271 00:11:39.120 --> 00:11:41.080 fucking time thinking that I'm going home then that they're 272 00:11:41.120 --> 00:11:41.879 my new best friend. 273 00:11:41.919 --> 00:11:42.799 And I don't want any of that. 274 00:11:43.240 --> 00:11:45.320 Not that I don't like to engage with people, but 275 00:11:45.399 --> 00:11:47.320 I don't like people feeling that if they're paying something 276 00:11:47.399 --> 00:11:50.200 for me, that I have to owe them something. So 277 00:11:50.320 --> 00:11:52.720 I will rightly pay for my own table and I 278 00:11:52.799 --> 00:11:54.519 you know these things like in that situation. 279 00:11:54.960 --> 00:11:58.840 So then we need to hang out. Then you're just 280 00:11:58.919 --> 00:11:59.200 come on. 281 00:12:01.039 --> 00:12:05.759 Now, give me the I think it was at the 282 00:12:06.000 --> 00:12:08.440 day club Penthouse day Club. I ran into a couple 283 00:12:08.440 --> 00:12:10.840 of times there. I remember talking to you a couple 284 00:12:10.879 --> 00:12:12.720 of times. It was like in my day, like I 285 00:12:12.759 --> 00:12:16.919 have a day partyer all day. When it comes to nighttime, Cinderella, 286 00:12:16.919 --> 00:12:20.360 I gotta go home. So you know, Sunday, fun day, 287 00:12:20.519 --> 00:12:23.559 great day. You know all those activities, those those. 288 00:12:23.399 --> 00:12:23.879 Are good for me. 289 00:12:24.799 --> 00:12:27.480 And where are you originally Rerisenally from? Like where did 290 00:12:27.519 --> 00:12:28.360 you go to high school? 291 00:12:28.799 --> 00:12:31.360 I went to high school in Texas. It's not a gimmick, 292 00:12:32.320 --> 00:12:35.840 but I was, well, you never know. I was born 293 00:12:35.879 --> 00:12:38.720 in Panama and then I was raised in Texas from 294 00:12:38.799 --> 00:12:42.039 three to twenty one, and then twenty one I moved 295 00:12:42.080 --> 00:12:45.720 to California, and I had done some naughty movies. You 296 00:12:45.799 --> 00:12:47.480 may have heard of a couple of them. I was 297 00:12:47.559 --> 00:12:51.039 on Shane's World. It was the first one. It was 298 00:12:51.360 --> 00:12:54.080 college amateur tour. It was when they had the reality 299 00:12:54.120 --> 00:12:56.000 based stuff and was coming out of Being Broslan So 300 00:12:56.039 --> 00:12:58.159 it was super new, and they were trying to get 301 00:12:58.200 --> 00:13:00.200 girls in college to do scenes that had never done 302 00:13:00.279 --> 00:13:04.840 scenes before. And a certain gentleman that worked for this 303 00:13:04.960 --> 00:13:09.480 company that I'm not giving him airtime, fucked them all. 304 00:13:09.519 --> 00:13:13.840 This is my show on any of theirs, but one 305 00:13:13.919 --> 00:13:15.480 thousand it was always my time. 306 00:13:15.519 --> 00:13:18.480 They were just in the way the way you built that, 307 00:13:18.799 --> 00:13:22.519 like you put a lot of work into to achieve that. 308 00:13:22.799 --> 00:13:25.840 I appreciate that. Let is love. 309 00:13:26.759 --> 00:13:29.519 So we did a scene and seen that movie. I 310 00:13:29.639 --> 00:13:31.960 never thought I was ever going to do a scene again. 311 00:13:32.039 --> 00:13:34.960 I kept in contact with him, and then he hit 312 00:13:35.039 --> 00:13:37.120 me up like a month later and was like, hey, uh, 313 00:13:37.480 --> 00:13:40.279 a company called Bangbros. Wants to shoot you Like you 314 00:13:40.320 --> 00:13:41.399 can go to Florida blah. 315 00:13:41.200 --> 00:13:45.519 Blah blah blah. I know exactly then I and then 316 00:13:45.600 --> 00:13:48.799 I went on a flight to Miami and I fell 317 00:13:48.879 --> 00:13:50.960 in love with it all and the like glits, the 318 00:13:51.000 --> 00:13:53.039 glamb They put you in this fancy hotel, they pick 319 00:13:53.080 --> 00:13:56.039 you up on all these things. And I was like, well, fuck, 320 00:13:56.200 --> 00:13:58.399 like college is just not it for me. 321 00:13:58.519 --> 00:14:01.799 I can make what you know, wait that, I was like, hey, 322 00:14:02.120 --> 00:14:04.200 I can always go back to school, Like I'm going 323 00:14:04.279 --> 00:14:05.600 to do this and see what it is. So I 324 00:14:05.720 --> 00:14:09.240 moved to La a week later and Alex Taxes was born. 325 00:14:09.600 --> 00:14:12.879 But yeah, that was when I was twenty one. I'm 326 00:14:12.960 --> 00:14:17.399 thirty six now. I definitely it's it's definitely a change, 327 00:14:17.519 --> 00:14:21.200 I see. I feel like for me, it was about 328 00:14:21.240 --> 00:14:24.519 learning my sexuality and my like my femininity in a 329 00:14:24.600 --> 00:14:26.519 sense of being a woman and growing up in that 330 00:14:26.559 --> 00:14:28.440 because I never no one taught me any of that. 331 00:14:28.480 --> 00:14:29.039 Growing up in that. 332 00:14:29.039 --> 00:14:31.320 Even who teaches you, but nobody really like gave me 333 00:14:31.639 --> 00:14:36.120 a block. So it was I was always a sexual person, 334 00:14:36.559 --> 00:14:38.519 but I didn't have an outlet to do it. And 335 00:14:38.960 --> 00:14:41.320 I always was shamed before because they're like, oh, like 336 00:14:41.399 --> 00:14:42.960 we want a first date, and like I can't date 337 00:14:43.039 --> 00:14:44.440 somebody that I had sex with on the first day, 338 00:14:44.480 --> 00:14:47.879 I'm like, okay, but makes no sense, but all right bye. 339 00:14:48.240 --> 00:14:49.720 So it became one of those things that I was like, 340 00:14:49.759 --> 00:14:51.799 I'm going to use it in my advantage and I 341 00:14:52.279 --> 00:14:55.320 rightfully so and did it. And I you can't really 342 00:14:55.360 --> 00:14:57.120 say fuctuate at the top it in our job. Yes 343 00:14:57.200 --> 00:14:59.360 you can say you fuctuate to the top in a 344 00:14:59.440 --> 00:15:02.120 sense because as we are sexual athletes and that's what 345 00:15:02.200 --> 00:15:03.919 we do. And I feel like every year of what 346 00:15:04.039 --> 00:15:07.519 I've done was all sexual, like necessarily fantasies. But when 347 00:15:07.559 --> 00:15:09.200 people are like, what's your see like your sexual fantas 348 00:15:09.279 --> 00:15:11.879 like I've done them all, it just kind of made 349 00:15:11.919 --> 00:15:13.679 me kind of unleash those kind of things in a 350 00:15:14.039 --> 00:15:17.480 safe space that gave me like people to enjoy doing 351 00:15:17.519 --> 00:15:19.919 it with that were tested, that were like also the 352 00:15:20.000 --> 00:15:23.360 same like mindedness in me, and they weren't judgmental, like 353 00:15:23.399 --> 00:15:25.039 I felt like it was just a whole community that 354 00:15:25.120 --> 00:15:27.120 we were just kind of like we were just the same. 355 00:15:27.159 --> 00:15:30.039 We bonded because y'all in a sense like the fuck but. 356 00:15:30.200 --> 00:15:32.799 No, it is high as full and that's what it is, 357 00:15:33.000 --> 00:15:34.200 and that's what it feels like. 358 00:15:35.080 --> 00:15:37.679 Because it's really like a small community. Like people don't 359 00:15:37.720 --> 00:15:39.399 realize it because they're like, oh, pockets of. 360 00:15:39.480 --> 00:15:42.039 Some bullshit going on. They're at the end of the 361 00:15:42.200 --> 00:15:43.279 day like when. 362 00:15:43.159 --> 00:15:48.879 Okay, how many movies have you done? Okay, I'll give 363 00:15:48.879 --> 00:15:50.679 you so my mine's four hundred. 364 00:15:50.799 --> 00:15:53.759 Right when you say that, I'm like, I'm gotta be 365 00:15:54.519 --> 00:15:59.240 double halfway double double in a half that just to 366 00:15:59.320 --> 00:15:59.720 keep it one. 367 00:16:00.600 --> 00:16:03.480 You know what I'm saying, I mean to keep that 368 00:16:03.600 --> 00:16:06.440 sounds crazy, but my point is all that is that 369 00:16:07.080 --> 00:16:08.639 it's not like you would think, like, oh, that's a 370 00:16:08.679 --> 00:16:10.480 lot of people, but it's kind of generally the same 371 00:16:10.480 --> 00:16:11.159 people because it's the. 372 00:16:11.120 --> 00:16:15.039 Same thing because sometimes you all work with the same motherfucker. 373 00:16:15.120 --> 00:16:18.279 Yeah yeah, no, no, I feel at that time, you know, 374 00:16:18.320 --> 00:16:19.480 I feel because. 375 00:16:19.559 --> 00:16:21.879 Like, oh, you fucked everybody, fucked a small group of 376 00:16:21.919 --> 00:16:24.720 people that all like to fucking fuck. 377 00:16:24.559 --> 00:16:27.559 You all, But now I fuck that. We all got 378 00:16:27.679 --> 00:16:30.159 to check, cut the check. That's what it is. We 379 00:16:30.399 --> 00:16:32.519 working just like anybody else. 380 00:16:32.639 --> 00:16:35.519 Are you still doing stuff for companies or just trying 381 00:16:35.559 --> 00:16:39.840 to fans? Just my only thing, your only thing, your only. 382 00:16:39.759 --> 00:16:42.320 Thing, that is, because it's more than only fans. So 383 00:16:42.440 --> 00:16:43.720 that's why I say my only thing. 384 00:16:43.879 --> 00:16:47.519 But yeah, I don't. I haven't worked for a company 385 00:16:47.600 --> 00:16:48.759 over two and a half years. 386 00:16:48.840 --> 00:16:50.080 Like, how does that make you feel? 387 00:16:50.759 --> 00:16:51.559 I don't know yet. 388 00:16:51.919 --> 00:16:55.000 Okay, it hasn't been long enough, you know what I'm saying. 389 00:16:55.200 --> 00:16:57.279 And I was telling somebody that the other day, like, 390 00:16:57.559 --> 00:17:00.200 you know, cause it's like maybe four years, like the 391 00:17:00.279 --> 00:17:02.559 five years, I'm gonna be like I miss it or 392 00:17:02.679 --> 00:17:03.440 maybe I don't. 393 00:17:03.519 --> 00:17:04.000 I don't know. 394 00:17:04.599 --> 00:17:07.160 Yeah, I mean I can relate to that for myself. 395 00:17:07.279 --> 00:17:09.559 Mine has been like I haven't shot a scene it 396 00:17:09.640 --> 00:17:11.759 over four or five years, and I've only done my 397 00:17:11.799 --> 00:17:15.240 own my only fans, the only thing. But it's only 398 00:17:15.440 --> 00:17:20.359 by myself. So I don't miss working for companies. I 399 00:17:20.440 --> 00:17:22.799 had a great time doing it. But once you work 400 00:17:22.880 --> 00:17:24.079 for yourself, and do you. 401 00:17:24.240 --> 00:17:27.119