Speaker 1: Hello, I am excited to have you on my couch.
Speaker 1: We've known each other for many, many years.
Speaker 2: I feel like our careers are very parallel from each other.
Speaker 1: I feel like it's funny. I was talking to my girlfriends.
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm having Phoenix. Marianna like, oh, it's
Speaker 1: gonna be great. I was like, the funny thing is
Speaker 1: is I've never had a one on one conversation. It's
Speaker 1: always been a group situation. It's gotten you know, we've
Speaker 1: done convention type things together, all those things where it's
Speaker 1: like in a work environment, you don't really get to
Speaker 1: know the person. So as much as we've known each
Speaker 1: other for fifteen sixteen plus years, it's like, I don't
Speaker 1: really know you. And then I also think at one
Speaker 1: time of our careers, people try to pit each other
Speaker 1: us against each other, and I was.
Speaker 2: Like, I don't even know her to not like her.
Speaker 1: So it's like and it's also those things where two
Speaker 1: alpha females that I feel like, maybe you were a
Speaker 1: little bit intimidated to speak to me in a certain way,
Speaker 1: and I was just not really I was in my
Speaker 1: own thing and didn't really care about what anybody thinks
Speaker 1: that I was just like we did What's the bang
Speaker 1: bro One hold on was because I thought we only
Speaker 1: did because I was trying to think, we know what
Speaker 1: I was doing this stuff was that we did the
Speaker 1: Taboo photo shoot together, but it was only a photo
Speaker 1: shoot and it was really cool, but I don't remember
Speaker 1: working Let's.
Speaker 2: Okay, tell me where is this the pittance situation?
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm like, but so you and I were in
Speaker 3: a scene and it was for Bean Bros. And we
Speaker 3: had Champ who went to the other side right after
Speaker 3: your scene because you we we did side by side
Speaker 3: and that was also like I think, was.
Speaker 2: It before I did Girl Girl?
Speaker 3: Right before you and I.
Speaker 2: Always talk about too.
Speaker 1: I was like, because my first Girl Girl, which I
Speaker 1: did a lot of side by side, was Brionna Love.
Speaker 2: So that was like, yeah, say so.
Speaker 1: It was one of those things that I was like,
Speaker 1: I didn't remember, but that would make sense where it's
Speaker 1: like we didn't actually work together.
Speaker 2: But then, not to cut the story off.
Speaker 1: But when you say that name, I remember, and I
Speaker 1: know exactly when at that time. I was like, someone
Speaker 1: said something about him and he was like a convicted murderer. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and I was like, wait a minute, hold on, he
Speaker 1: was he's I don't know at the time if he
Speaker 1: had the case already, but I was like.
Speaker 2: Where are the lines drawn? Were we like, I wouldn't
Speaker 2: have never known.
Speaker 1: I wasn't from Florida I was, And so how do
Speaker 1: you know that someone fucking because he did something to
Speaker 1: like a girlfriend or something like. But like and I
Speaker 1: was like, so we're just fucking murderers now, yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: continue about the noise.
Speaker 2: So it was two separate scenes, and so he went
Speaker 2: over there.
Speaker 3: We kind of like, and remember, like you said, we've
Speaker 3: known each other. We have mutual respect because we're both
Speaker 3: asked girls with white girls, big asses, bam. Okay, we're
Speaker 3: in the same genre. So if you got them natural
Speaker 3: beautiful tits, I got the fake ones.
Speaker 2: It's all great.
Speaker 3: But we walked down Collins Avenue together and blocked traffic
Speaker 3: and made them go around.
Speaker 1: Oh I do remember the bang rousing the thing because
Speaker 1: I remember us. I have I have a pictures because
Speaker 1: they made us do like workout type things on South
Speaker 1: Beach whatever where we took asking. But we were going
Speaker 1: through the cars being like whatever kind of thing. Okay,
Speaker 1: But we didn't fuck each other.
Speaker 3: We did not, okay, and that never us. It was
Speaker 3: you were champ and I was with Tony.
Speaker 2: I was with the killer and Shoes I was with
Speaker 2: I mean, well.
Speaker 3: I'm not going to spill any tea, but Tony and
Speaker 3: Meghan Rain didn't end well, so there you go.
Speaker 1: Oh well, okay, so he didn't get convicted, but god, okay, okay.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: See that's the crazy part of being in the industry
Speaker 1: for so long. It's because you realize certain like let's see,
Speaker 1: you realize things about people whatever, and everybody nobody's perfect,
Speaker 1: you know other things. And it's also there's no resume
Speaker 1: for porn. We don't know, like again, like there are
Speaker 1: certain people even now, like being out of the industry
Speaker 1: for five plus year, like it's been I say five,
Speaker 1: I don't know how long that runs kind of.
Speaker 2: Thing, but you know kind of thing.
Speaker 1: So it's like when you hear stories now you're like, man,
Speaker 1: like I didn't think that, but you didn't realize because
Speaker 1: you weren't in those scenarios. And also too, I always
Speaker 1: made it to the point where it's like if I
Speaker 1: had a bad experience with someone, it doesn't mean you will.
Speaker 1: So for me, it's like I've always been open as
Speaker 1: like I say, what happens, but that doesn't mean that
Speaker 1: could happen to you. So it's never someone who tried
Speaker 1: to be like, don't work with him or don't do
Speaker 1: or don't work with her, because it's like my experience
Speaker 1: could be just my energy and his energy doesn't work
Speaker 1: or but I always gave.
Speaker 2: Everyone benefit of the chance.
Speaker 1: With me and you, I felt like the reasons why
Speaker 1: we never really worked together or anything is because you
Speaker 1: were more of a hardcore performer when it came to
Speaker 1: doing like the a lot of anal and like a
Speaker 1: lot of group scenes or whatever.
Speaker 2: Was like, that wasn't my lane.
Speaker 1: So it's like I was big ass and I did
Speaker 1: my thing, but I was like, appreciate that before my
Speaker 1: thing was is like what it was funny about the
Speaker 1: indusue was you, and I think Kelly Devine was like
Speaker 1: the girls were like, well, you know, they don't like you,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, but they don't know me.
Speaker 2: And I'm like, and who said that? You said that?
Speaker 2: I'm like case and but that's the thing, is like
Speaker 2: it's the pitted part.
Speaker 1: But when you evolve in the big since you're like, okay,
Speaker 1: but who said that? She's never said anything to me
Speaker 1: You're one of those people who are really in your
Speaker 1: face a lot of people. And that's why why I
Speaker 1: say the comments of maybe you were afraid to talk
Speaker 1: to me because we're both alpha and the sense of
Speaker 1: you didn't know where I was coming from. But a
Speaker 1: lot of people are like, oh, I'm afraid of Phoenix
Speaker 1: Maria or I'm intimated her in a good way because
Speaker 1: you were such like even Savannah before she was like
Speaker 1: she was you know, she inspired me to do poor
Speaker 1: and all these things like that, she was like, Oh,
Speaker 1: she's a big one. But when they say that, it's
Speaker 1: mainly because your personality, you know what I mean?
Speaker 3: And I get that, like, oh what did they do
Speaker 3: to you?
Speaker 2: Did I hurt you?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 1: But see, but that's what I loved about you from
Speaker 1: Afar maybe again. I feel like the last two to
Speaker 1: three years of my life, I've done a lot of
Speaker 1: personal work where I feel like I know I did
Speaker 1: have an ego at one point, and not an ego
Speaker 1: where I was too big to be something, but an
Speaker 1: ego to not speak to people, to just figure out,
Speaker 1: not figure out who you were, but to have those conversations.
Speaker 1: And sometimes it's I feel like time and place where
Speaker 1: it's like we never really had that time either.
Speaker 2: Is why it's like I've always wanted to have you
Speaker 2: on the show.
Speaker 1: Is because I feel like it's we've never been given
Speaker 1: that opportunity, which is like I would use You're a
Speaker 1: beautiful human being and I see you from Afar, and
Speaker 1: I know people who know you that speak very high
Speaker 1: about you. So it's like, now's my chance, Like now's
Speaker 1: the time to like fuck everything else, Like we know
Speaker 1: what's bullshit and what's not and what's said about you
Speaker 1: know whatever. It's like, I want to know the real
Speaker 1: Phoenix Marie. I want to know And that's why with
Speaker 1: Private Talk, it's about having a private conversation and getting
Speaker 1: to know someone on an intimate level and letting our
Speaker 1: fans know that we're more than just that big booty bitch,
Speaker 1: that fucking dombs all these girls. We're more than those
Speaker 1: people that we've been in the business for fifteen plus years.
Speaker 1: It's like that shows the elevation of who we are
Speaker 1: as women and also the fact of who we are
Speaker 1: as performers to be so like still relevant in the
Speaker 1: game that it is to now to what that is?
Speaker 1: So me talking all about it, but this is her show,
Speaker 1: but I just had to preface that is like one
Speaker 1: thing is what I loved about wanting to come have
Speaker 1: you here, and I've asked couple of times, is like
Speaker 1: I feel like it's just more women in our industry
Speaker 1: at the level of what we are need to be
Speaker 1: more and more like maybe just a little bit more evasive,
Speaker 1: like hey, how are you doing or what's going on?
Speaker 1: And I feel like we don't have enough of that,
Speaker 1: And so it's why I want my show to be
Speaker 1: a safe place for people to have that, to people
Speaker 1: to see the softer side of who you are and
Speaker 1: where you're going, because I feel like it's really important
Speaker 1: to show that you're human, like you can take as
Speaker 1: many dicks or pussy whatever, but you're still feelings girl.
Speaker 3: You see, I'm already was gonna cry like shit, but
Speaker 3: you're right, like a lot of people will come at me,
Speaker 3: and you know, I did Savannah's first girl girls tramp
Speaker 3: on scene, and it's like, you know, that's a big
Speaker 3: responsibility taking on somebody's first, Like you need to know.
Speaker 2: Do you hold that heavy on you? Like what? Because
Speaker 2: I feel like you may have been a lot of.
Speaker 1: Girls first when those things because you are also like
Speaker 1: maybe not in my situation where I feel like the
Speaker 1: endearing part where I could be like, hey, fuck my asshole.
Speaker 1: But some girls have watched you for a long time.
Speaker 1: It's like, do you like kind of have more grace
Speaker 1: with them or kind of prepare differently? And how do
Speaker 1: you prepare differently when you know that you're a girl's first.
Speaker 3: Well, it's like, well along, let's go throw back names,
Speaker 3: like with Jayde and James. Like she'd never done anal
Speaker 3: and she's like, I have to do an on camera
Speaker 3: and elegance giving me the showcase and I'm like, all right, cool, great,
Speaker 3: I'm all come to my apartment. I will teach you
Speaker 3: how to clean out. I've done it for like Alexis Fox.
Speaker 2: I like.
Speaker 3: I was. I say, Rachelle No, rachel Starr, okay call me.
Speaker 3: She goes, hey, I took your advice, but I kind
Speaker 3: of didn't do it right. And then Jules asked me
Speaker 3: to ask you again to just refresh, and it's like, I,
Speaker 3: you know, Christina with yourself, it's like anyone that ever
Speaker 3: needed me, I would be like, hey, I'm here, what
Speaker 3: do you need? Like yeah, because Adriana used to give
Speaker 3: us those little anal prep kids, which would be horrible
Speaker 3: because it prolapse girls, right, and you're just like, bro, like,
Speaker 3: that's not the right way to show girl how to
Speaker 3: get ready for anal. That's see.
Speaker 1: I like that in the aspect of me is like okay,
Speaker 1: so again, not to make this about me, and you think,
Speaker 1: but like the level whatever is is like I remember,
Speaker 1: and I was contracted with Adam and me, I think,
Speaker 1: and I don't know who you were dating or whatever at.
Speaker 2: The time, somebody. I don't think it was him.
Speaker 1: I don't think it was his, but it was it
Speaker 1: was someone maybe you weren't dating and doing something with.
Speaker 2: But they they told you I was.
Speaker 1: Doing like a bondagey type of thing, and they're like,
Speaker 1: we're gonna have her, We're gonna pay her to tell
Speaker 1: you what to do. And I'm like, I don't fuck
Speaker 1: you need anybody to tell me what to do. We've
Speaker 1: been in the business the same time. And it was
Speaker 1: nothing against you. It was that what else could she
Speaker 1: tell me that I'm gonna do that because I wasn't
Speaker 1: doing anything crazy?
Speaker 2: But what I why I say that? So I take
Speaker 2: that I'm like, okay.
Speaker 1: Well, you're just overstepping and it wasn't you as the
Speaker 1: director or whatever saying whatever. So for me is the
Speaker 1: first time they were like, well, she's not like so
Speaker 1: then they told you, and then I think that either
Speaker 1: you were already on set, so then I didn't that
Speaker 1: didn't happen, So that for me it was like a
Speaker 1: kind of weird time because I was like, I don't
Speaker 1: want her to think it's hurt.
Speaker 2: It's just the fact.
Speaker 1: Why did y'all put me in the situation to have
Speaker 1: someone do that? But why I say, I look that.
Speaker 1: I like what you're saying about with the girls is
Speaker 1: that maybe for someone who was not done scenes before
Speaker 1: that you're taking the time and prepace because that is
Speaker 1: a scary situation to go into when you're like, hey,
Speaker 1: here's an able prep but you don't know what that
Speaker 1: fucking means. Some girls do douches in their fucking ass
Speaker 1: vice versa enema or whatever because they just put them
Speaker 1: in a bathroom where maybe in my scenario wasn't like
Speaker 1: the best case whatever, but I took it personal, which
Speaker 1: it shouldn't have been. But in your thing, it's where
Speaker 1: it's like, I think that's great to have an educator
Speaker 1: of like who has done it for several times, and
Speaker 1: you're good at it obviously, where it's like, hey, let
Speaker 1: me walk you through this one time, you tell me
Speaker 1: what you need.
Speaker 2: I'm not telling you whatever.
Speaker 1: But that's why I feel like, at one point, poor
Speaker 1: people try to pit people against each other to make
Speaker 1: us not like each other, which is really silly because
Speaker 1: it makes no sense because we're fucking each other, So
Speaker 1: why would you want to make it awkward when we're like, hey,
Speaker 1: just kind of you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: I never understood that.
Speaker 3: The time for Exotica and you and Lexi Bell were
Speaker 3: going off to smoke and it was in Chicago, and.
Speaker 1: Was this actually an exotic or was it before? Because
Speaker 1: do you remember when we started it was this fantasy.
Speaker 3: That was luckily it was actual one Dan was there, okay,
Speaker 3: And I just remember you and Lexi were like, we
Speaker 3: want to go smoke, and I was like, it's all
Speaker 3: you know, it was I legal a time. I was like, Okay,
Speaker 3: I'll watch Guard because we all know I don't do
Speaker 3: anything except for drink. That's it. Like if I'm gonna
Speaker 3: have anything, I'm gonna.
Speaker 2: Have a drink.
Speaker 3: Be chill. And I was like, I'll watch Guard. And
Speaker 3: then you looked at me and like you're gonna watch
Speaker 3: guard And I was like, I don't mind that you smoke.
Speaker 3: That was another thing I always felt like in this industry,
Speaker 3: there's people who smoke, and then there's people who don't smoke.
Speaker 3: And I always felt like nobody liked me because I
Speaker 3: didn't smoke weed.
Speaker 1: And it's funny because again I get with the whole
Speaker 1: conversations is like you have your side. I have my side,
Speaker 1: which I would have never I don't care who doesn't smoke,
Speaker 1: and I don't know what that means whatever for me.
Speaker 2: I smoke and I drink.
Speaker 1: I want every want to have fun, but people please
Speaker 1: are in those situations. I think for me is I
Speaker 1: can't say about myself that I was a mean girl.
Speaker 1: I just think I didn't have etiquette to talk to
Speaker 1: other females that weren't in my like wheelhouse of what
Speaker 1: I was doing. So it's like the ignorance of like
Speaker 1: not knowing how to form a conversation or like doing
Speaker 1: those things where to outside looking in you're like, she
Speaker 1: just doesn't want to talk to anybody. I'm like, actually,
Speaker 1: if you talk to me, I could talk to you
Speaker 1: all day. I love to talk. I have a podcast,
Speaker 1: I love you, know what I mean talking, So it's
Speaker 1: like those things. But I think that that's again the
Speaker 1: level of where it's like porn. Sometimes even companies we
Speaker 1: kind of like maybe we did it to ourselves of
Speaker 1: not knowing, you know what I mean, kind of like
Speaker 1: it's like sale like ships passing in the sales of
Speaker 1: nights whatever.
Speaker 2: It's like every experience is a little bit different.
Speaker 1: And I feel like if we would have just been
Speaker 1: more open to talking and just I think I think
Speaker 1: that this public conversation would happen a lot sooner.
Speaker 3: If we'd been in the same place, because again, it
Speaker 3: took like, look how many it took us. We're in
Speaker 3: season four of your show for us to finally be
Speaker 3: able to and you called me last minute. I literally
Speaker 3: out here because I was like, no, we're gonna do this. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I respect you, I appreciate you. I'm I know. Whenever
Speaker 3: like you were the butt Woman and you've been on
Speaker 3: the cover of like The Elegant Angels, big white asses,
Speaker 3: Like people be like, oh you weren't the cover You've
Speaker 3: worked with me, and I was like, I don't give
Speaker 3: a fuck about it. Cover Mike Paycheck cleared. Why do
Speaker 3: I give a fuck.
Speaker 2: Yeah or there or that.
Speaker 1: It's that part of the covers, and they're like all
Speaker 1: the awards. I'm like, do you guys really like I
Speaker 1: love all the accolades. I feel like everyone should be
Speaker 1: awarded for what we're doing. And I think it's sometimes
Speaker 1: obviously you need things to like accolades to certain things,
Speaker 1: but it's like we all deserve, you know, flowers, We
Speaker 1: all deserve certain things, you know, we all deserve to
Speaker 1: support each other. And I don't think that that. It
Speaker 1: was more of like it was like we're pitting against things.
Speaker 1: I'm just like, it's we're really doing the same thing.
Speaker 1: What makes your dogy style better than mine?
Speaker 2: Nothing, We're all fucking dissig.
Speaker 3: I've seen the style.
Speaker 2: It's pretty, but you know, and that's those things.
Speaker 1: It's like when those showcases were the big point or
Speaker 1: the box cover. I remember when I first got in
Speaker 1: the industry, back in like Daddy d days of like
Speaker 1: we'd have like Sunday dinners at the cheesecake factory, all
Speaker 1: the older girls and I was a new They're like, well,
Speaker 1: why did you get a box from? Like I don't know,
Speaker 1: why aren't you all happy?
Speaker 2: For me. But then that kind of became the thing
Speaker 2: of like are you not supposed to be happy? Are you?
Speaker 1: Is it supposed to be such a thing where it's
Speaker 1: like any one of us could have been on one
Speaker 1: and I never And so from that point because being
Speaker 1: pitten in the beginning was like I don't want to
Speaker 1: be that person, like we all can win my like
Speaker 1: what you do, what I do, what anybody does, it's
Speaker 1: we're still gonna get the paycheck. We're still gonna fucking
Speaker 1: do whatever, and on your level. And that's what I
Speaker 1: think came in the three like three year mark of
Speaker 1: our career, because then we're like, all right, we're already established.
Speaker 1: It doesn't matter whether the fuck's going on. We don't
Speaker 1: have to like prove something in a sense.
Speaker 3: And I think our names grew exactly at the same time.
Speaker 3: And I also think that split, Like you said, Melissa's known, Yes,
Speaker 3: my real name, Melissa Phoenix. I don't care, okay, just
Speaker 3: so we all know that Melissa went more internet and hardcore,
Speaker 3: and you established with I can do Internet, I can
Speaker 3: do all the speaking roles for Adam and Eve and
Speaker 3: Wicked and everything else. That wasn't my thing. No one
Speaker 3: wanted me for that.
Speaker 2: The thing is, nobody I was really never did speak.
Speaker 2: I didn't do a lot of like I was gonzo.
Speaker 3: But you were hot as fucking you can talk, so
Speaker 3: why wouldn't they put you?
Speaker 1: But the thing is like for a long time, it's
Speaker 1: like and I'm sure you can relate that kind of
Speaker 1: because you've always had tits and asks. Like for me,
Speaker 1: there's a long time nobody wanted to see the front
Speaker 1: of me. I'm like, there was a one box cover
Speaker 1: that I remember the lady who's doing because he didn't
Speaker 1: separate box. It wasn't even her. It was before zero tolerance,
Speaker 1: third degree, and it was the thing. They're like, they're like, oh,
Speaker 1: we want you in the front, and it was just
Speaker 1: the front of me. And I was like, are you
Speaker 1: not gonna get in trouble? I was like, and they're like, no,
Speaker 1: you have a pretty face, prime like I do. That
Speaker 1: was the first time, and probably I was three already
Speaker 1: in three or four years that I had done a
Speaker 1: box cover that wasn't like looking at.
Speaker 2: Arching like rolls arch, the.
Speaker 3: Hiding of the roles. When you finally learn to perfect that,
Speaker 3: like that's when you know your ask. Girl, you're like, all,
Speaker 3: I gotta just try and grab that roll of fat
Speaker 3: and hide it and maybe it'll look good.
Speaker 1: Like see staff, I still struggle with that girl any
Speaker 1: regardless of how thin and how shape you are, that
Speaker 1: when you turn around there's roles and that's why it's
Speaker 1: like it's almost like embracing your body too. But and
Speaker 1: then the pencil tests, remember that we had to like underneath.
Speaker 3: Your cheeks the pencils or Kelly used to do spoons.
Speaker 3: Kelly put in all the silver warm She's like like
Speaker 3: trying to match me. I have the giants and like, Kelly,
Speaker 3: you in.
Speaker 1: It's just funny to like see the evolution of like
Speaker 1: we did what year did you start?
Speaker 3: I was. I tried out for Playboy two thousand and
Speaker 3: six and easily canceled. Immediately. They're like, oh no, you're.
Speaker 1: Not hot, And I was like, a cool please was
Speaker 1: it like Playboy like half Playboy?
Speaker 2: Yeah him in that time, And he was like, no, no,
Speaker 2: it wasn't half.
Speaker 3: It was the assistance. Okay, so you had to go
Speaker 3: through like the line of assistance. And I made it
Speaker 3: to like you just weren't.
Speaker 2: A type of girl.
Speaker 1: You're a beautiful woman, but we're not like the dis
Speaker 1: then with this thing, you know what I mean, like anything.
Speaker 3: Curve sizing, any type of stretch marks like I got.
Speaker 2: Those are.
Speaker 1: Okay, So you tried out for that they told you no.
Speaker 1: So then at that time did you know or have
Speaker 1: any desire to do porn prior?
Speaker 2: Like so then was never watched? So how did that
Speaker 2: jump into Playboy saying no to hey, let me take a.
Speaker 3: Dickt yeah, let me take a dick in all my holes?
Speaker 3: We can say did you?
Speaker 2: But did you? Did you start? I can't say everything
Speaker 2: because that doesn't you.
Speaker 3: Know, we weren't going straight. Please, well we can have
Speaker 3: a whole discussion. And I don't give a fuck because
Speaker 3: I'm going to. So. I had a friend whose name
Speaker 3: was Jeremy. We were dating. He was really into porn.
Speaker 3: He's like, go try go to Phoenix and see if
Speaker 3: you can get in for the Playboy. I was like,
Speaker 3: and he loves porn, I mean like.
Speaker 1: But he sent porn and to get into Playboy. So
Speaker 1: so I think for him it was like the gateway
Speaker 1: gate Yeah, okay, okay it and.
Speaker 3: And I don't know what his meant and honestly he
Speaker 3: knows what to this man? Now, No, Okay.
Speaker 2: I was like, can't we asked him what was your
Speaker 2: what was your I.
Speaker 3: Know, I can tell you where he lives. And I
Speaker 3: actually my mom like kind of like knows because my
Speaker 3: mom's weirdo. But whatever, but I keeping, Yeah, I went
Speaker 3: to Heart. I was still working at Harley Davidson. Okay,
Speaker 3: seven a half years. Mainly I was a single mom.
Speaker 3: And I don't think you knew that later, but yes,
Speaker 3: so I a single mom. I'm working sixty hours. It's
Speaker 3: just me, my mom and my brothers and my daughter
Speaker 3: living in kem in Arizona. We left Cali to go
Speaker 3: to Arizona. So I worked at that Harley. They had
Speaker 3: a free ticket and one of the guys won for
Speaker 3: your tickets, Stabien. Okay, and I've met a lot of girls.
Speaker 3: We'll just leave.
Speaker 1: At this time, you had had you watch porn or
Speaker 1: were you a highly sexual human being.
Speaker 2: At that time?
Speaker 3: Definitely? Five partners. I loved having sex with them.
Speaker 2: Okay, So you're is adventurous with your partners. Okay.
Speaker 3: So I was like, okay, like getting spinks with DISPATCHA
Speaker 3: and you know, I don't know if you know, like
Speaker 3: one of my rules is no spanking. Oh Okay, I
Speaker 3: have two rules. Ready, this is my only No, don't
Speaker 3: spank me and don't fucking squirt on me. Oh not,
Speaker 3: We're good because I don't want to be peat on.
Speaker 3: I'm straight.
Speaker 1: Okay, So I what if an accidental scorting happens, you
Speaker 1: get pissed and walk off set?
Speaker 3: No, I turn them into mops.
Speaker 2: Oh see, this is where this is where you reverse
Speaker 2: do this to me. Okay, Like, no, I.
Speaker 3: Even have girls. I can show you my phone that
Speaker 3: leave me text messages when you're you gonna turn me
Speaker 3: into a mop again? I loved it. It was fun,
Speaker 3: so it's kind of like.
Speaker 1: That's the counterplay though, It's like, bitch, I really want
Speaker 1: you pissing on me, but I will fuck you up
Speaker 1: well and.
Speaker 3: Like for me, like I did this scene with Coco
Speaker 3: Lovelock and Bridge a B which is crazy right, and
Speaker 3: Cocoa can't orgasm for real unless she does Okay, So
Speaker 3: I grabbed the hatachi and she peels all over my hatachi.
Speaker 3: So I went and grabbed a bottle of water and
Speaker 3: threw it all over her and like she had no
Speaker 3: idea what was coming.
Speaker 1: So you don't even think twice while this is happening.
Speaker 1: You just automatically go into Phoenix mode and you're like, bitch,
Speaker 1: you I told because you tell them obviously before because
Speaker 1: it's like, what's.
Speaker 3: Your no, the browsers definitely us and Nose. But the
Speaker 3: bigger thing is for me at the end of the scene,
Speaker 3: I now do my own like, hey, listen, are you good?
Speaker 3: Are you okay? Because I can be very soft, like
Speaker 3: with savannahs first Ainal Like, I was very soft because
Speaker 3: I'm like, this is my first time be meeting you.
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna go Phoenix Marie, you know, all this
Speaker 3: time in and try and hurt you because some girls
Speaker 3: like it, some girls don't. Yeah, And I could tell
Speaker 3: Savannah it's just a really beautiful girl who's into having
Speaker 3: sex and new experiences. Yeah, and you know, so I
Speaker 3: played it like that. Our second scene we did literally
Speaker 3: like two days later. It was like, okay, listen, I'm
Speaker 3: with You're with a girl Harlow Harrison who's retired again
Speaker 3: and Jesse her friend and her and I told her.
Speaker 3: I was like, it's gonna be a harder.
Speaker 2: Scene, okay, I'm like prefaces.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was like, because Harlow Harrison is very hardcore
Speaker 3: and I was like, and she kind of was like okay,
Speaker 3: And at one point I saw her like just kind
Speaker 3: of looking like what do I do because it's not
Speaker 3: her scene time? Yeah, and then she asked shameless because
Speaker 3: shameless show it And she's all, what was the difference,
Speaker 3: And he goes, maybe you just stick to that pretty
Speaker 3: porn and doing what you like and like you look
Speaker 3: beautiful when you take dick, and she's like, but I
Speaker 3: like girls kind of like I want to learn, and
Speaker 3: I'm like, okay, maybe not the best time to learn
Speaker 3: is in those experience things.
Speaker 2: Yeah, But I also think though too.
Speaker 1: It's one of those things like once you work with
Speaker 1: the performer in those things, it's like you also know,
Speaker 1: especially the experienced performer, either know you have it or
Speaker 1: you don't right and not have it that you can't
Speaker 1: do a successful scene.
Speaker 2: But the type of scene, right is because even.
Speaker 1: Like with me, you know, I had the conversation is
Speaker 1: like I wasn't I never was with a girl ever
Speaker 1: in life, Like in Texas we kiss girls when we
Speaker 1: were like drunk, but my friends we didn't do that,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, yes we did, but I was like,
Speaker 1: but I could never express myself because I liked some
Speaker 1: of it, but I couldn't experience even more because I
Speaker 1: was shut down and a drunk setting. So when I
Speaker 1: got to porn once, I finally did it. I when
Speaker 1: I used or when I had Brianna Love when they
Speaker 1: said she really liked girls, so for me it was
Speaker 1: like she was your first was it was Brianna Love
Speaker 1: and then Belladonna, so I was spoiled off the gates.
Speaker 1: So for me, it was like it was girls that
Speaker 1: I really liked girls. And then I had also been
Speaker 1: in scenes that when we were like with other girls,
Speaker 1: but they would fake eat pussy and I was like,
Speaker 1: first of all, don't put your face on the side
Speaker 1: of my leg, and I'm like, I get your pussy,
Speaker 1: good bitch, I know. So for me was I was
Speaker 1: super picky more with women than men because I was like,
Speaker 1: I want a girl who's borderline lesbian and really open
Speaker 1: with their sexuality.
Speaker 2: Because you're we're like, I'm not a I'm a pretty performer.
Speaker 1: I was, but I want my makeup's not looking the same,
Speaker 1: like my eyelashes fucking in someone's at whatever, but I'm
Speaker 1: in there.
Speaker 2: Yeah I'm not looking his asshole.
Speaker 1: But in scenario, yes, Okay, you know, I have a
Speaker 1: weird situation with Manuhil that we worked in the beginning,
Speaker 1: but because Max husband and him were friends and I
Speaker 1: was friends with his ex wife, like at the time
Speaker 1: we were friendly, we stopped working together, so he's just
Speaker 1: more a friend.
Speaker 2: Nothing that happened.
Speaker 3: A lot of people take.
Speaker 2: It's one of those things, you know what I mean,
Speaker 2: It's it's not fair. It's just for me. I understood
Speaker 2: it at the time.
Speaker 1: Afterwards, again, I was doing other things, so I didn't
Speaker 1: really care and it was already looking those things where
Speaker 1: it's like how do you go back?
Speaker 2: So I'm just like to each his own.
Speaker 1: And also there's so many other people like fuck you,
Speaker 1: Like you don't fuck me because of somebody else. Cool
Speaker 1: if you want to pick sides, because you're might fuck
Speaker 1: you too.
Speaker 3: And guess what, I'm gonna go ahead and be over here.
Speaker 1: Because so going back to how you say that, like
Speaker 1: with certain girls, you have your own procedures of like
Speaker 1: checklists afterwards, is that that happened because something happened to
Speaker 1: you or because other things. The way the industry is
Speaker 1: now where there's different protocols where people now that you
Speaker 1: think that maybe something was a good scene and then
Speaker 1: they go on their social media and say abc D
Speaker 1: so kind of walk us through that, like did something.
Speaker 2: Happen is there? Like what is your checklist? Like how
Speaker 2: do you know when to say it?
Speaker 3: I think the big thing is so browsers, you know,
Speaker 3: we come to set, we go over our checklist. It
Speaker 3: has this other space and no one really fills it
Speaker 3: in And what.
Speaker 2: Do you mean by other space?
Speaker 3: So it's like, yeah, like if you were to say, oh,
Speaker 3: by the way, if you call me a horror, I'm
Speaker 3: gonna slap you in the face.
Speaker 2: Okay. I need to know that.
Speaker 3: And that's not one of the things. So I always
Speaker 3: to ask girls like, hey, what verbiage are you okay with?
Speaker 3: Can I call you a cunt? Are you okay with this?
Speaker 3: What is the number one thing that really does make
Speaker 3: you count?
Speaker 2: Trigger?
Speaker 3: Yeah, like I need to know happy and sad?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 1: And so I'll go over on camera and then but
Speaker 1: do they know at that time as females, because sometimes
Speaker 1: I say it feel like like sometimes you don't know
Speaker 1: unless you're in the situation.
Speaker 3: So I have mercy for that, Okay. So I will
Speaker 3: tell a girl if we start getting into something and
Speaker 3: you want to try and play around with it, and
Speaker 3: then all of a sudden like, hey, listen, the position's good,
Speaker 3: but I can feel your energy is a lot Melissa.
Speaker 3: Then I'm going to be like Phoenix Mercy and just
Speaker 3: say in a cute way.
Speaker 2: So like a safe work.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and it's not a stop. It's not like you
Speaker 3: did anything wrong or switch positions.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 3: Then I'm like, cool, we're good. Like she's not mad
Speaker 3: at me. She knows like, hey, I don't like that now,
Speaker 3: or I don't like it like this, and maybe if
Speaker 3: I had a real diket it felt better, okay. And
Speaker 3: so even when there's a real dick involved, if we
Speaker 3: do a tag team like with Coco, like I made
Speaker 3: I wrote like squirting horror across her chest. I actually
Speaker 3: made Bridget write it and like lip gloss.
Speaker 2: And then this is something that came off the dome
Speaker 2: like that, like I'm just having fun.
Speaker 3: Okay. I was like, let's just try this. I don't
Speaker 3: really like, I'm very blessed that the directors respect me. Yeah,
Speaker 3: because we've been in so long.
Speaker 2: They're like Melissa, that's because they know they know that
Speaker 2: you know what you're doing.
Speaker 3: And I'm never going to hurt anyone ever. I've never
Speaker 3: heard anyone on set have no desire. I had a
Speaker 3: girl that there's only one scene I've ever done where
Speaker 3: I was like, she said, I feel like the toy
Speaker 3: is raping me. And I got up and I said
Speaker 3: I'm leaving and I was like, I will not do
Speaker 3: this scene. You were like this, yeah, and it was
Speaker 3: just the beginning. And right before that, she's like, my
Speaker 3: man's got a big bb I love deep throat, I
Speaker 3: love So it was like, you just told me all
Speaker 3: these things. I gave her three toy options. She wanted
Speaker 3: the one the director wanted because she wanted to make
Speaker 3: him happy, and I'm like, boo, like, don't do that.
Speaker 3: And I told her from this point on, I'm like,
Speaker 3: don't do anything you don't want to do. Yeah, don't
Speaker 3: tell me ahead of time. You've watched all my stuff,
Speaker 3: you're super fan and really you're fucking terrified and cry
Speaker 3: right after the beginning of the scene.
Speaker 1: How does that make you feel as a performer and
Speaker 1: like who you are? Walking into those moments when someone
Speaker 1: that you're working with tells you I'm your biggest fan,
Speaker 1: I've watched all your stuff.
Speaker 2: How does.
Speaker 1: How does that make you feel because it could go
Speaker 1: two ways. It could be really good or I could
Speaker 1: go really bad. There's only two right, really bad.
Speaker 2: In my scenario, it's always been bad.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Anytime I hear that, I'm like, fuck, we're gonna have
Speaker 1: a horrible day because mine mostly is just with the men.
Speaker 1: But that means for me, with that happens, they can't
Speaker 1: get their dicker. Yep, they're overly excited. They're either gonna
Speaker 1: like they don't know what to do and they don't
Speaker 1: know how you have to act really that you're just
Speaker 1: like I would have rather you just said nothing, yeah, right,
Speaker 1: because then I would have had more empathy. But now
Speaker 1: I'm like, how can you say you're a fan and
Speaker 1: then that happens? So like, how do you feel with
Speaker 1: I'm sure you get more females because you're doing more
Speaker 1: dommy type things.
Speaker 2: How does that make you feel?
Speaker 1: Because you also too, you're especially now it's like you're
Speaker 1: on a grey area where you don't want to cross
Speaker 1: people's boundaries. You want everyone to have fun because we're
Speaker 1: not doing it to hurt people. We're doing it for
Speaker 1: a show, like a show. Fans like to make it whatever.
Speaker 1: But a part of why you're a great performer is
Speaker 1: that the same way when people talk about the men,
Speaker 1: is like you're a performer that can bring out the
Speaker 1: things and the woman that maybe I can or savant
Speaker 1: whoever you're.
Speaker 2: Working with, can't. So it's like, how do you place
Speaker 2: yourself still in Like where do you go from there?
Speaker 3: You know? I was on set today getting my makeup
Speaker 3: done so I could pray for you, and I noticed
Speaker 3: one of the it was a boy girl girl scene
Speaker 3: and I'm not in the scene, okay, all right. I
Speaker 3: came in it was cleared that I could come get
Speaker 3: my makeup done. So I realized that one of the
Speaker 3: girls had a very outgoing personality and super happy, and
Speaker 3: the other one was extremely reserved. And I'm looking at
Speaker 3: the dynamic and I'm.
Speaker 2: Like, this isn't gonna work.
Speaker 3: Someone needs to help them bond because the two girls
Speaker 3: weren't speaking. She's not talking the makeup artists and she,
Speaker 3: like I said, I kept telling our vieval she had
Speaker 3: natural boobs. They were beautiful, and I was like, yo,
Speaker 3: your body's insane, Like can I show you a position
Speaker 3: like you might like? And I was like, you can
Speaker 3: totally tell me to go fuck myself. Phoenix and we're
Speaker 3: good and I will respect that, and she goes, no, what,
Speaker 3: and then she did the pose and her breasts were
Speaker 3: gorgeous in her butt was gorgeous, and I'm like, awesome.
Speaker 3: I then like said some like sweet things to her,
Speaker 3: and she came and sat down next to me when
Speaker 3: I was getting my makeup done, when it wasn't her
Speaker 3: turn to talk right on the script, and she just
Speaker 3: kind of was like, I'm gonna be like Urban X,
Speaker 3: like one of the trophy girls. I'm gonna do all
Speaker 3: these things and awesome, that's amazing. And I just looked
Speaker 3: at her and I'm like, you're not talking to the
Speaker 3: people you should be talking. So you clearly don't want
Speaker 3: to be with the male talent and you're clearly not
Speaker 3: into the female Why not just tell everybody now so
Speaker 3: we don't have an issue later. And then you're just
Speaker 3: kind of like, oh, but if I can bring it
Speaker 3: out of her just by three or four compliments, why
Speaker 3: aren't other girls sharing this knowledge? Like, just be nice
Speaker 3: to these girls. They're new. She's a year in. Yeah,
Speaker 3: people think that's old. That's not old.
Speaker 2: Yeah, No, I mean I completely agree. I think that
Speaker 2: it's a dynamic of power play.
Speaker 1: You know, it's one of those things that sometimes I
Speaker 1: think that people don't know who's like in charge, not
Speaker 1: in a sense like the director in that sense, but
Speaker 1: like some people don't want to step on toes. Some
Speaker 1: people just gravitate in. They're like someone like yourself, who's like,
Speaker 1: you're you know what you're getting. You're a big personality.
Speaker 1: You're gonna talk to everybody, from the person who greets
Speaker 1: you at the door to the mark a person whatever,
Speaker 1: and then some people again, And I think about this,
Speaker 1: and the level of when I first started, like in
Speaker 1: the year is because I'm a talkative person when I'm comfortable.
Speaker 2: I'm not when I don't.
Speaker 1: So if that's why people misconstrume me, they're like, oh,
Speaker 1: you're just a bitch. No, I'm just observing my surroundings
Speaker 1: because it's like I don't know what it is. So
Speaker 1: I feel like a lot of girls that don't know
Speaker 1: where it's like there should almost be not an etiquette
Speaker 1: class in a sense, but like there's more like again,
Speaker 1: it's the camaraderie of like if more women spoke about
Speaker 1: the unspoken, it wouldn't be such a like like a
Speaker 1: challenge is because we've all signed up to take but
Speaker 1: people take different ways. So it's like some people you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So that's why it's like the
Speaker 1: levels of like what are we really getting into? And
Speaker 1: now I feel like and correct me if I'm wrong.
Speaker 1: I'm not on sets like that. But now I feel
Speaker 1: like it's more of a guidance of where before it
Speaker 1: was just like you either get along with this person
Speaker 1: or you don't. You have a no list and it's
Speaker 1: you have to get a checklist of what you want
Speaker 1: and then that's what it is. But then now it's
Speaker 1: like there's someone on set and like you're contracted with
Speaker 1: plazars and you know, they told me that there's like
Speaker 1: someone to make sure that the females are like are
Speaker 1: taken care of, which I was like, that's such a
Speaker 1: cool concept. Is because a lot of even though our
Speaker 1: business is women like women driven, right, it's it's men
Speaker 1: ran and so on some sets you'll have a big
Speaker 1: scene but there's no females other than the talent, and
Speaker 1: you may not know is that you're about to get fucked,
Speaker 1: but you also don't have like you don't know if
Speaker 1: she's like your team player yet or like how she
Speaker 1: gets down and like you said, maybe she's a year
Speaker 1: in and she doesn't know her place where it's like
Speaker 1: I think that those things, more things need to be
Speaker 1: in place and where like the same going back on
Speaker 1: I think where it's like with you being on a
Speaker 1: set being like, hey, just giving advice in the setting
Speaker 1: of you're just giving free knowledge. You didn't show up,
Speaker 1: but you went there to get your makeup for something
Speaker 1: clearly different, but you just still seeing what the scenario is.
Speaker 1: Is I think good to have someone just say that
Speaker 1: I don't know how you presented on a stage, like
Speaker 1: on a level of browsers whatever, if that maybe is
Speaker 1: the talent liaison or whatever, but I feel like it's
Speaker 1: just a safe space. Is that we at the end
Speaker 1: of the day, we're fucking yes, and it's the most
Speaker 1: intimate thing that anybody.
Speaker 2: Can do and it's there forever and we're great at
Speaker 2: what you do.
Speaker 1: But you also need a comfortable space to let that happen,
Speaker 1: so you could fucking come.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: So a lot of those things come to place, and
Speaker 1: so that's why I'm really happy that the industry has
Speaker 1: moved more towards the women being more like secure and
Speaker 1: more being okay, is because I feel like nobody cared
Speaker 1: about us before. Nobody cared that if you had a
Speaker 1: bad time, nobody cared because social media wasn't as big
Speaker 1: back in the day. If you if you tweeted something,
Speaker 1: they didn't care what it was because they didn't have repercussions.
Speaker 2: Now it's it's a gift and a curse. I feel
Speaker 2: like there's girls that.
Speaker 1: May speak they didn't speak on step, but they're speaking
Speaker 1: on their social media, which I don't.
Speaker 2: Think is fair.
Speaker 1: I don't until you say and address it and then
Speaker 1: maybe you're not hurt, then okay, I understand there's a
Speaker 1: second another result, but I don't think it's fair when
Speaker 1: nobody knew that you felt that way and that point.
Speaker 1: And that's why I feel like the talent liaison and
Speaker 1: those things are better to have in place where it's like,
Speaker 1: if you just have a safe space in an outlet,
Speaker 1: then let's go from there, because we can all do
Speaker 1: more if you feel safe, you know, even speaking and communicating.
Speaker 1: We feel more open and vulnerable when we have a
Speaker 1: platform that we don't feel judged, we don't feel whatever
Speaker 1: like we're already going to be told, oh you take
Speaker 1: dick Oh you're a whore. Okay, cool story next next,
Speaker 1: But how can I be the best whore? How can
Speaker 1: I be the best you know what I mean and
Speaker 1: do it? And that's you know why outside looking in
Speaker 1: with you is I commend you for being such a
Speaker 1: big presence in the dawn world but being so kind
Speaker 1: hearted where it's like a lot of people don't they
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck, Like if you were to have
Speaker 1: be a man in the same situation, you would be like,
Speaker 1: you know, they would suck a.
Speaker 3: Different misogynous person. Oh you just hate women.
Speaker 1: You're giving both sides, and that's what I give with
Speaker 1: me is like you you clear like it, really get
Speaker 1: off to it, and that's again why you're good at
Speaker 1: what you do. But it's like now you're like, but
Speaker 1: if I do and they don't, how is this gonna work?
Speaker 1: And it doesn't look good?
Speaker 3: So it's like to back off.
Speaker 1: Do you have something that you or maybe maybe throwing
Speaker 1: in the ears, like where you could be like an
Speaker 1: advocacy for these women and like do something in that sense,
Speaker 1: because I feel like there needs to be.
Speaker 2: More of that.
Speaker 3: And that's kind of where I if I am working
Speaker 3: with a new girl, I actually go over, like, hey,
Speaker 3: what do you do like if you get a used infection,
Speaker 3: Like what happens if you have back to your vaginal system.
Speaker 3: I'm sorry, guys, this is gross for you guys, but
Speaker 3: educational mus we're here for the ladies also, so fuck
Speaker 3: you guys. But it's like, these are the things that
Speaker 3: we didn't really talk about ask I'm like, hey, listen,
Speaker 3: I hope you're not propping with the butt plug. Like
Speaker 3: you can actually stretch your coaling because that's elasticity. It's
Speaker 3: a sphincter muscle, so small glass toys are better for it.
Speaker 3: Make sure you're using the proper loob. Make sure you
Speaker 3: tried the lube before you go to set, like, hey,
Speaker 3: this is mine. Invest in yourself and your own well being, Like, hey,
Speaker 3: pure Silicon lube is, in my opinion, of the best
Speaker 3: of loob ever. This is my loop. I bring my
Speaker 3: loop set. Yeah, because not everybody provides it. Yeah, browsers,
Speaker 3: they have twenty different loobs all in a case. Here
Speaker 3: you go, and they get cleaned after every time they
Speaker 3: get used. Everything's cleared. I think the talent liaison part
Speaker 3: needs a little bit of cleaning up on all sets because.
Speaker 2: Is brass was the only one who has that or
Speaker 2: other set.
Speaker 3: Gamma does as well, so gamocytes. So if you're on
Speaker 3: free mills, they have it. I always say it wrong.
Speaker 3: I believe it's blessa they like they do. It's become
Speaker 3: more of a common thing because we want to make
Speaker 3: sure one I don't want to be me toot on
Speaker 3: a Twitter.
Speaker 1: Well, that's why I feel like you're one of those people.
Speaker 1: That's very a great area because you're the domb and
Speaker 1: those things.
Speaker 2: That is why I ask, is that why you chose
Speaker 2: your video?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was that, And also it's I want to
Speaker 3: make sure that if I work with you again, like
Speaker 3: some performers do great like Coco Lovelock was the one
Speaker 3: that peede on me and I threw the water and
Speaker 3: off on stuff and she loved it, and she goes,
Speaker 3: I think this is the first time my life have
Speaker 3: actually been dombed by anyone. Yeah, and they said are
Speaker 3: you okay with it? Like would you do it again?
Speaker 3: Do you want to? And then like I see her
Speaker 3: avan right after she goes, when can we shoot again?
Speaker 3: And I'm like, okay, calm down.
Speaker 1: That would be a good feeling though, Yeah, because it's
Speaker 1: like you're you're also in a in a space where
Speaker 1: a lot of those girls, I'm sure don't trust a
Speaker 1: lot of people. So it's like to know that you're
Speaker 1: the one who's trusted in those situations. I feel I
Speaker 1: feel like has to be like a like out of
Speaker 1: the bat or like your own trophy of that you
Speaker 1: know what I mean?
Speaker 3: And you know I never won any awards. I've won
Speaker 3: every Hall of Fame award that could ever be given
Speaker 3: a mom and from expus on, how does that make
Speaker 3: you feel? It makes me feel like they want me
Speaker 3: to retire.
Speaker 2: But who is they? And why do you feel that way?
Speaker 3: Uh? You know, I think when we hit a certain point,
Speaker 3: especially when our names are as big as they are,
Speaker 3: well I feel like yours is a little bit more honest,
Speaker 3: Like you got the accolades from Avia and you've gotten
Speaker 3: your accolades and multiple scenes and you worked hard for it.
Speaker 2: But to a point.
Speaker 1: But and the like catch twenty two is there never
Speaker 1: been personal awards. It's never been on those levels. Ever.
Speaker 1: It's been movies I've been in, or companies that have
Speaker 1: done certain things and we all know it's political at
Speaker 1: a certain like thing.
Speaker 3: Oh, you won every ass award.
Speaker 2: There is woman fan awards, so yeah, that made it more.
Speaker 3: I think you've done both, haven't you.
Speaker 2: Well, the ass Award is only a fan award, so
Speaker 2: it's it's it was a fan voted awards.
Speaker 1: So that's why it's like that was the only one
Speaker 1: that I really cared to have that I knew, and
Speaker 1: it was for four years in a row.
Speaker 2: Was because I knew I earned it properly.
Speaker 1: It wasn't because somebody I didn't fuck somebody I didn't
Speaker 1: I play the game or whatever.
Speaker 2: And the one thing for me was that.
Speaker 1: I'm not an ass kisser in general, and not because
Speaker 1: I can't be. It's because I don't feel like it's necessary.
Speaker 1: I treat everyone like it's like I'm an equal if
Speaker 1: we put our pants on every single day, and the
Speaker 1: same so for me as if you show me respect,
Speaker 1: I'll show you respect. Now again, there's been people that
Speaker 1: I haven't had the conversations to have any respect.
Speaker 3: So you just you're just there.
Speaker 1: You're just But for me, I'm also Southern, so I'm nice,
Speaker 1: but nice sometimes doesn't mean that I'm like being like
Speaker 1: indulging in something. So it's it's I feel like the
Speaker 1: older I've become is like I choose to have the conversation.
Speaker 1: I don't like small talk. I like I like in
Speaker 1: depth conversations of like getting to know something's.
Speaker 3: Go to dinner, Let's go and have like tell me.
Speaker 2: About like what really is going on?
Speaker 1: Like how did you not having an award and only
Speaker 1: Hall of fame like really make you feel I'm sure
Speaker 1: it doesn't feel good. You had a lot of people
Speaker 1: do these things where it's like, you know, you should
Speaker 1: have won something. That's why I went before. It's like
Speaker 1: we all deserve an award, we all deserve to be
Speaker 1: praised and looked at, like you know what I mean
Speaker 1: of those things where it's like it shouldn't just be Oh,
Speaker 1: if you get this, then you're the best person, or
Speaker 1: your name's bigger. There's no reason that my name is
Speaker 1: bigger than your name. Your name is talked about just
Speaker 1: the same as thing. You're still current in the industry,
Speaker 1: you're still really loved it within the industry of the
Speaker 1: people in the in the like. For me, I think
Speaker 1: it's more of the respect you get within your industry
Speaker 1: and the people that they have, you know, in the
Speaker 1: longevity of what that means. Yes, and I think that,
Speaker 1: and then and then it's the fans, and then it's
Speaker 1: like in what that does whatever? So I feel like
Speaker 1: in those realms it's like you should have gotten awards.
Speaker 1: They're more than just a hall of fame. You should
Speaker 1: have done things.
Speaker 2: But I think that it's sometimes overlooked.
Speaker 3: That also that people thought winning these awards would change
Speaker 3: their lives financially.
Speaker 2: Or that, and they're almost in a sense that I don't.
Speaker 1: And it's not taking anything away from Avian or excess
Speaker 1: that is, but it's like a paperweight. I have them,
Speaker 1: I respect them, I love them and everything, but none
Speaker 1: of them takes that away from you or the next
Speaker 1: girl or whatever. So it's like it didn't make my
Speaker 1: scene rate more money, it didn't make my like check
Speaker 1: like we're still getting.
Speaker 2: So that's why I was like, what does that really
Speaker 2: mean to you?
Speaker 3: You know? And it's like it's nice, like you said,
Speaker 3: to be acknowledged amongst your peers. You know, we've been
Speaker 3: at all the same award shows our mutual friends from
Speaker 3: the start to when they all left, and there's not
Speaker 3: many of us left. Most have voted, unfortunately, Rest in
Speaker 3: peace to all those we know a lot of big
Speaker 3: names to come to our both of our heads, our
Speaker 3: friends have you know, gone down paths that have chosen
Speaker 3: not to be here and to still, like you said,
Speaker 3: be relevant, be a part of be participating. You doing
Speaker 3: this allows yourself to still share, like, hey, this is
Speaker 3: one of my stories, Like how do you feel about
Speaker 3: your stories? And these new girls are like, wow, this
Speaker 3: is your story. I was at dinner with like a
Speaker 3: whole bunch of performers ranging from like Angela White to
Speaker 3: Lexus Fox and all the way down the line, and
Speaker 3: I started seeing a story with about Jason and some
Speaker 3: evil angel stuff and they just looked at me at
Speaker 3: their mouth open, like wait, you did what you did? Who?
Speaker 2: Why?
Speaker 3: Why would you do that? And I was like, I
Speaker 3: don't know, That's just what we did back then. We
Speaker 3: did crazy shit.
Speaker 1: So what would you say is your craziest soun scene
Speaker 1: situation that people in that situation to be like what
Speaker 1: the heck?
Speaker 2: Like what is a crazy story? Like, again, you're a
Speaker 2: performer who's hardcore. Something that's crazy to.
Speaker 1: You may not be crazy to some of the fans, Like,
Speaker 1: but what is something that stands out that it was crazy?
Speaker 3: I did a scene for Jason for Evil an he
Speaker 3: is not. We will not discuss that on camera. Me
Speaker 3: and you, we'll talk about that definitely so long. I know,
Speaker 3: I'm all but yeah, see and those are the ones
Speaker 3: that are crazy, right. So mine was I wish it
Speaker 3: would have been. It was a pretty sloppy scene, pretty
Speaker 3: sloppy number two and it was me, Tory Lane, Jessica
Speaker 3: White and or Jennifer White and just come more. Me
Speaker 3: and Jason are walking around this giant house and he
Speaker 3: pulls me the bathroom. He goes, hey, I got a
Speaker 3: great idea. I'm like, what's your great idea? Yes, toothpaste
Speaker 3: up your asshole. And I was like, excuse me. I
Speaker 3: was like, who comes up with toothpaste? It will burn?
Speaker 3: Don't do it for some reason? My assholes, you know, indestructible.
Speaker 3: I've done some fucked up ship like we all we
Speaker 3: all know it, okay, but I so I was like,
Speaker 3: I don't know. I guess toothpaste is that you want?
Speaker 3: He goes yeah, So everyone gets a lovely toothbrush. And
Speaker 3: what I had to do was three stripes in an
Speaker 3: aqua fresh three stripes out. Now you got free promotion.
Speaker 3: They better pay you one this by the way, you
Speaker 3: why aren't you.
Speaker 2: Put your name like it was fifty percent.
Speaker 3: Off off of Aqua Fresh because it came out of
Speaker 3: Phoenix's ass. But I literally had to push it out
Speaker 3: and then torush way worse onto a white couch because
Speaker 3: you know, porn in our white couches. Then they took
Speaker 3: the toothbrushes to would pry open my asshole, and then
Speaker 3: they brush their teeth and spit brush toothpaste into my
Speaker 3: ass and then they'd keep digging and brushing their teeth
Speaker 3: into my asshole. And then because I hadn't eaten in
Speaker 3: seventy two hours, then well blacked out my tit accidentally
Speaker 3: and uh, busty lifeguards number four.
Speaker 1: Whyn't you fought more people in your life? Like a
Speaker 1: traumatic situation? Well, it was like it was one of
Speaker 1: these things if someone asked me to do this, I
Speaker 1: love you to death, but I would fight somebody.
Speaker 2: I'm like, who oh for fuck do you think you are?
Speaker 1: Even if I was the girl who pried your asshole
Speaker 1: open with the toothbrush, I'd have an issue.
Speaker 2: Were you like is this healthy?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 2: Oh I remember, like was the couch still white? Yeah?
Speaker 2: So you were clean because you said something you were good?
Speaker 3: I think that three days back to back, and my
Speaker 3: rule is you don't eat U. The last cut off
Speaker 3: meal is four pm the day before you're about to shoot.
Speaker 3: So I would clean out like shower enema. I'm really
Speaker 3: big on shower animas. If you guys don't know what
Speaker 3: they are, google it yourselves, enjoy and I shower enema.
Speaker 3: And then if I knew it was back to back
Speaker 3: to back, I was like gummy bears. You've heard. I
Speaker 3: don't know if you ever did that, Sugar.
Speaker 2: I was never an anal girl. Yeah, I know I
Speaker 2: didn't do that, but you did one or two. I've
Speaker 2: done like five.
Speaker 3: Five.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think there's only about five.
Speaker 3: All three of them were probably on your O app.
Speaker 3: That's why I don't know none of them.
Speaker 2: Really, No, I never and there's no on my own app.
Speaker 2: Just nothing.
Speaker 1: It was all in the industry. The first one was
Speaker 1: with Meg's husband. There was probably two after that, and
Speaker 1: then Jules Jordan, Marcus dupri and Mick Blue Great so
Speaker 1: it was about Yeah, that was really the only ones.
Speaker 2: But you're very very select.
Speaker 3: Do you want to use some toothpaste? I have some
Speaker 3: of my bag.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna think about the toothpaste the same again,
Speaker 1: like I have bo look at your scenea and be like,
Speaker 1: what is this babe?
Speaker 3: Then set on firewall fucking what? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Literally scene Yeah, okay, let me talk about Let's go
Speaker 1: back to this, Like I feel like this is almost
Speaker 1: like I also have a thing on my show. I say,
Speaker 1: I'm Doctor Texas without the PhD. But girl, why are
Speaker 1: you such a people pleaser? Why are you letting these
Speaker 1: people fucking set you on fire, fucking put toothpaste up
Speaker 1: your asshole? And dude, god knows what else that you
Speaker 1: haven't told us here at private talk? But why because again,
Speaker 1: if you like it, to each his own. But I
Speaker 1: also know you like a point of it because you
Speaker 1: like the like thrill factor. But you damn well know
Speaker 1: who you do not like being set on fire while
Speaker 1: you're fucking you actually.
Speaker 3: Did cool, So it's crazy. So I'll tell you this
Speaker 3: set on fire fucked up part after well, it was
Speaker 3: set on fire, set on fire was there was this
Speaker 3: guy who was a kink. His name is Marstro. He
Speaker 3: would light your body on fire, and then your whole body,
Speaker 3: my whole body. And then they said, would you mind
Speaker 3: trying to fuck Jason Brown while you're on fire and
Speaker 3: Jason's you know, big BBC like brother, and I was like, okay,
Speaker 3: so I'm trying to deep throat him and fire wraps
Speaker 3: underneath my thigh and I literally pulled his cockaway and
Speaker 3: go hot and they knew that, like put the fire out,
Speaker 3: and it had wrapped, and my hair's in a bun.
Speaker 3: I'm sweat and greasy, so it's like an alcohol and
Speaker 3: so yeah, it's a semi barrier. The problem is, so
Speaker 3: I do it, Okay, have a good time, new experience cool.
Speaker 3: I'm all, trust my girl. I scared you on some shit.
Speaker 3: But the next week I'm on set with skin Diamond.
Speaker 3: I'm not hot. I wasn't fortunate enough to have sex
Speaker 3: with Skinn Diamond, but I love her music, not talking
Speaker 3: to her, but she goes, you know, I have a
Speaker 3: phoenix on the side of my body and I was
Speaker 3: like yeah, and she goes, it's because I was burned
Speaker 3: and they did it inappropriately and all the scaling was
Speaker 3: from the burn marks and it was to cover it.
Speaker 3: And I was like, where were you last a week
Speaker 3: when I was doing the stupid shit I've had Bobby
Speaker 3: Starr put my feet in water and electrocute the water
Speaker 3: and myself and then beat me until my feet came out,
Speaker 3: and you.
Speaker 2: Thought that it was great.
Speaker 3: You loved it about the fact either trusted Bobby had
Speaker 3: done it before and she didn't.
Speaker 2: I'm like, bitch, I'm not trusting anyone to beat me
Speaker 2: in the water.
Speaker 1: Like living again, different to performers, but I value that
Speaker 1: you are that open to be like, hey, we're in
Speaker 1: a safe space to do these things. But girl, there's
Speaker 1: some deep rooted shit in their Doctor Texas is here
Speaker 1: for you because at the end of the day, too
Speaker 1: is there's a level of pushing yourself and there's a
Speaker 1: level of safety.
Speaker 2: There's a level of all these things.
Speaker 1: But at what level do you stop from pleasing everyone
Speaker 1: to pleasing yourself Because if you came up with it,
Speaker 1: bout yourself. Okay, it's fine in some things we don't
Speaker 1: know because we want to do it, test it. So
Speaker 1: you want to do things.
Speaker 2: But it's like it's almost it's like now that they know,
Speaker 2: you'll fucking do everything. Bitch. No, I'm like, I could know.
Speaker 2: Is that around, But I'll be your fucking agent. I
Speaker 2: don't give a fuck your.
Speaker 3: Not doing that. Think about it.
Speaker 2: Boundaries who came up to me.
Speaker 3: Tony t was like, hey, here's some photos and if
Speaker 3: you could, you know, lift this performer and like slide
Speaker 3: to me. These bodybuilding chicks like man handling dudes sucking
Speaker 3: their dick in the air. And I was like, okay,
Speaker 3: First of all, I can't overhead press and suck somebody's dick.
Speaker 3: I know I can't do that, but I could probably
Speaker 3: do some of these things. And I was like, is
Speaker 3: this what you guys really want me to do? Do it?
Speaker 3: You've never seen the Jordi flip?
Speaker 2: No, I don't watch porn it is.
Speaker 3: There was no way. I'm a person in the room.
Speaker 3: Have you seen that? So where I flipped Jordy?
Speaker 2: You flipped Jordi? I can't remember I've seen it.
Speaker 1: I have not.
Speaker 2: So you flip him and his dick is so hard
Speaker 2: hard And not only that, but I was a man.
Speaker 1: My dick would go inside my body if you Some
Speaker 1: bitch lifted me up and was like, ah, whatever you're
Speaker 1: doing to it.
Speaker 3: Geordy spoke no English, only Spanish, and thank god my
Speaker 3: Spanish is okay, so he's like yeah. I was like,
Speaker 3: I'm all are you okay? I was like, basically, are
Speaker 3: you okay, Like are you okay? And he I'm I'm
Speaker 3: all okay, and you'll be like, yes, this fine, and
Speaker 3: I'm like, okay, I hope.
Speaker 2: You mean it.
Speaker 3: I curl him against this fireplace and blow him. Then
Speaker 3: here's what do you mean?
Speaker 2: What does that mean?
Speaker 3: I mean I physically.
Speaker 2: Curl pick him up, like he's facing you and you're
Speaker 2: picking him up and you're.
Speaker 3: Just putting sucking his dick like that. No, it gets worse.
Speaker 3: So now I gotta figure out how to get him
Speaker 3: from the wall okay to this bed where I'm supposed
Speaker 3: to start fucking him. I can't do it gently because
Speaker 3: there goes the dam aspect of it that these guys
Speaker 3: are jerking off to. So I tombstone pile drive his
Speaker 3: ass into this bench.
Speaker 2: And I was like what am I doing?
Speaker 3: And Tony's like, you're doing great, You're doing great.
Speaker 1: All of this is off the top of your head.
Speaker 1: You're like, where I'm over here picking this guy up.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna bam.
Speaker 3: Because then alexis I have to flip him. I should
Speaker 3: have been. I'm like, unfortunately the sucking dick got in
Speaker 3: the way of the wrestling. Fuck you ww But like
Speaker 3: I had to flip him upside down so he could
Speaker 3: eat my pussy while I sucked his dick, and he's inverted, so.
Speaker 2: You did like a Prince Joshua on on Jordi.
Speaker 3: But because Prince used to roll him up right and
Speaker 3: then fuck him me, I'm literally like upside down with them,
Speaker 3: and I'm like I do with girls and guys. So
Speaker 3: like this scene with Jordie. Then I'm like Tony, He's like,
Speaker 3: we need a good finisher, and I was like, I
Speaker 3: don't know, and it was remember that Superman is whole. Hey,
Speaker 3: so I live Superman while he's fucking my ass and
Speaker 3: he's like full arms out and I'm like, I'm doing this,
Speaker 3: he's doing this and the camera I was like, what
Speaker 3: the fuck are we doing here? Then it became the thing,
Speaker 3: and you know how many girls dropped other girls do some.
Speaker 2: People were trying to do what we were doing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, oh no, Well the companies were like, oh, hey,
Speaker 3: Lauren Phillips, so you're really big, why don't you try
Speaker 3: it with so and so? And Lauren's like, you know,
Speaker 3: I just have special strengths. We're gonna say that, so
Speaker 3: it's not an inappropriate word, but it's like i just
Speaker 3: have special strength that I can do that to people. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I Seth Gamble. I curled it two o five into
Speaker 3: a wall, and that was the only way Seth got
Speaker 3: to fuck me.
Speaker 2: I'm surprised his dick was so hard after that. Like
Speaker 2: any guy, not just him, but any guy.
Speaker 1: Like for me, it's the man aspect, right because like
Speaker 1: I'm an alpha, right, I let I love things Like
Speaker 1: for me, I used to alfa females. It was just
Speaker 1: so I used to pick girls on myself and that
Speaker 1: was like it was like the whole what was that movie,
Speaker 1: the car movie with Vin Diesel and Paul Yes, so
Speaker 1: the scene where he picks up this chicken in the
Speaker 1: garage and he's sucking his girl.
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, so had I loved it.
Speaker 1: So every girl that I would we I would domb
Speaker 1: so I would pick them up and I would do that.
Speaker 1: I didn't get we're two big bitches. I don't think
Speaker 1: we could dob each other. That's the problem. So it's
Speaker 1: like I could do that, but imagining, like so, if
Speaker 1: I were the flippers doors and someone me, I would
Speaker 1: feel I don't know, if I had a dick and
Speaker 1: someone's curly me to suck my dick.
Speaker 2: I don't know how I feel about it. I don't
Speaker 2: know how I feel about for these men that did it.
Speaker 2: But a lot girl, more power to you. I mean,
Speaker 2: what do you bench? I mean, do you work out
Speaker 2: for these scenes?
Speaker 3: Because that's the thing I get. Like I had a
Speaker 3: dude run up with me at Exotica. I'm in heels, okay,
Speaker 3: and you know, you know, I'm not really like into
Speaker 3: the dresses, like this is my nice war for you today,
Speaker 3: don't be jealous. I was going to wear legings and
Speaker 3: she's looked at me like and also I know better. Okay, yes, ma'am,
Speaker 3: I'll put it on the nice clothes exactly, doctor Texas,
Speaker 3: I will not do that. But it was so funny
Speaker 3: because like I had this guy I'm in like probably
Speaker 3: a body suit and like some type of pant with it.
Speaker 3: He came running full speed. He's six then but six
Speaker 3: three and jumps on me and I catch him and
Speaker 3: I'm in heels like fucking the Gucci like seven.
Speaker 2: Inches matrix that bitch and made him fall and he
Speaker 2: literally he.
Speaker 3: Goes, I need you catch me, and then I let
Speaker 3: him go and I was like, fuck you for doing that,
Speaker 3: and he goes how much do you bench? And I
Speaker 3: was all, I don't know because I don't bench. I
Speaker 3: just lift you little fucking bitches up. That's it.
Speaker 2: That's hot.
Speaker 1: I mean, I get why people like it, but that's
Speaker 1: just so you don't even work out, Like, no.
Speaker 3: I don't work out at all.
Speaker 2: So how do you have this power strength that you're
Speaker 2: picking up dudes and sucking dig.
Speaker 3: Italian That's what I'm going with. I'm Italian, it is
Speaker 3: my Italian.
Speaker 2: Genes, Italian stallion.
Speaker 3: Baby, it's all core and ass like you're lifting from
Speaker 3: your legs.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but yeah, it's just a lot.
Speaker 3: You can do it. Come on, I'll go find a
Speaker 3: guy for you able to go outside.
Speaker 2: I would laugh hysterically. First of all, the thing is
Speaker 2: is like women I could do because I can doe.
Speaker 2: If I were a dam a man, I just can't even.
Speaker 3: Can you switch well with no?
Speaker 2: Like being like a sub to not full sub.
Speaker 3: So like I now that we are in our positions
Speaker 3: and we are older and we're even having these conversations,
Speaker 3: we're actually getting to know each other. I feel like
Speaker 3: if we were to ever have a girl girl scene,
Speaker 3: it's not a fight scene. It's like kind of playful
Speaker 3: like where you'd like choke me and kiss me and
Speaker 3: then like vice versa, and like it's about.
Speaker 1: For me, I'm about power duality, so in those sense whatever,
Speaker 1: So it's for me, it's about again why I love
Speaker 1: what you've said throughout the show. It's about it's not
Speaker 1: like you could tell that you like it based off
Speaker 1: of what you're saying whatever. And it's the same way
Speaker 1: for me as a performer. There's things that I loved
Speaker 1: being dombin certain things, and I love exploring my sexuality
Speaker 1: certain things. So I definitely think it's the power duality
Speaker 1: of why two alphas can work together, or even alf
Speaker 1: two alpha male and female can work together if you
Speaker 1: were communicated and also know each other's boundaries, and I
Speaker 1: think that it would be great. So that's why it
Speaker 1: was like I I get the sexual aspect of that.
Speaker 1: For me, when it comes to the male counterpart, I don't.
Speaker 1: I my lady boner is inside my body when I'm
Speaker 1: doming a man because I can't. I can verbally yes,
Speaker 1: but I want to be overpowered by a man, so
Speaker 1: that role I can't switch. But with females, I definitely
Speaker 1: can do both. And my male my male counterpoint too,
Speaker 1: like if they want to be done like I could
Speaker 1: playfully do things, but I want you to put in
Speaker 1: my place exactly like that and that kind of thing.
Speaker 1: So that's why I think it's it's interesting with someone
Speaker 1: like yourself is because you're so you have so much
Speaker 1: confidence and sexuality and who you are is why you
Speaker 1: saying that, Hey, I don't lift weights, but I can
Speaker 1: pick this fucking bitch off a man of whatever it
Speaker 1: feels for you is, but that's your truth. So what
Speaker 1: comes across the sexiness is that's just who you are,
Speaker 1: you know, And that's why I feel like it comes
Speaker 1: across as authentic and not like like what is she doing?
Speaker 2: Is she trying to do too much? Whatever?
Speaker 1: No, you're just doing it because off top, I remember
Speaker 1: being in scenes like and especially female stuff is like
Speaker 1: because most girls get boring. They're not like innovative storms,
Speaker 1: just like what can I do to make this fun?
Speaker 1: We have to be like hands on deck. We got
Speaker 1: to do things all the time. I'm touching, I'm grabbing,
Speaker 1: I'm doing something. So it's like you got to be innovative.
Speaker 1: So I get that aspect of it. Yeah, the power play,
Speaker 1: it's crazy. I don't I don't think. I don't think
Speaker 1: I want I even I lived weights. I don't think
Speaker 1: I want to bench press a man.
Speaker 3: I plan on bench pressing.
Speaker 2: No, but I mean the fact that you can do
Speaker 2: that for me.
Speaker 3: It's like, you know, I've done other things.
Speaker 2: And it just doesn't give me off as much.
Speaker 3: No, Like I let Aiden Star recently beat the shit
Speaker 3: out of me. I was like Aiden and everyone's like,
Speaker 3: she's so little and you're so big, and I'm all, well,
Speaker 3: why can't she dom me?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I mean I let Jenna Hayes dom me. It was
Speaker 1: because I knew what it was. But she she's like,
Speaker 1: she asked me, she like, can you she and I
Speaker 1: dom you? I'm like, okay, So she tied me up
Speaker 1: in bondage whatever. It's not something that I particularly lit
Speaker 1: over or whatever, but it was hot in the nature
Speaker 1: is because I knew what the role play.
Speaker 2: Was, right, and you know, and I get it. People
Speaker 2: want to domed the big booty.
Speaker 3: Okay, tie it up. Make sure my ask like super fat,
Speaker 3: We're good, Okay, shaky shake, let's go.
Speaker 2: I love it all right. We're gonna play truth with Texas.
Speaker 1: We're gonna ask you some crazy questions, which I feel
Speaker 1: like this whole interview has been pretty crazy itself, which
Speaker 1: I love. I feel like there's so many much more.
Speaker 1: I think we could have had a whole other hour
Speaker 1: to really be talking about lots of things.
Speaker 2: But we'll have a part two.
Speaker 1: Okay, let's go all right, truth with Texas is We're
Speaker 1: gonna ask you four different types of questions. Kinky, naughty, spicy, romantic.
Speaker 3: All those things.
Speaker 2: I know you're all of those things, all right? Handcuffs
Speaker 2: are blindfold?
Speaker 3: Blindfold?
Speaker 2: Wow? This place? You've ever had sex in a.
Speaker 3: Tree with Tommy Gun and Ricky White? Oh?
Speaker 2: Two people?
Speaker 3: Okay?
Speaker 2: Choked and spiked? Which one?
Speaker 3: Definitely? Don't spank me. That's how you get hit.
Speaker 2: She's authorative? All right? Do you like dirty talk?
Speaker 3: Love it?
Speaker 2: What is a form of your dirty talk? Can you
Speaker 2: give us an example?
Speaker 3: Usually it is please choke me, daddy, because as far
Speaker 3: as your cock can come inside of my ass, I'm
Speaker 3: going to scream and my pussy's gonna squirt on you.
Speaker 3: Stuff like that. I like it.
Speaker 2: What's the biggest you take it into your asshole?
Speaker 3: Everything? I mean, I've taken two dicks in my asshole,
Speaker 3: one of my pussy and then we had a relief
Speaker 3: guy because I've never done a gang bang, but we
Speaker 3: had one guy on the side and for a photo.
Speaker 3: I was like, come on over here, just put in
Speaker 3: my mouth, see hi. But I could do like three
Speaker 3: probably easy.
Speaker 2: Did you put a great goosebottle on your pussy or
Speaker 2: your ass?
Speaker 3: It was a champagne bottle and my asshole. Okay, the
Speaker 3: first browsers live.
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, okay, okay, I like it, luber Spit.
Speaker 3: Depends on the deep of the depth of the throat.
Speaker 3: Like if you drink in lemonade and all.
Speaker 2: The you're going to talk about loop, you're definitely you
Speaker 2: said you like your loop.
Speaker 3: I do.
Speaker 2: I like lube.
Speaker 3: I'm open if my partner's into it. Because there again
Speaker 3: is the pH balance and the education part. It's like
Speaker 3: if you're smoking a shit ton of weed and now
Speaker 3: I'm spitting in a girl's resigina and she doesn't in
Speaker 3: my mess up the pah, yeah, trust me.
Speaker 2: Biggest turn off.
Speaker 3: Hygiene. Okay, I'm gonna go with hygiene.
Speaker 2: Have you ever been a part of the Mile High Club?
Speaker 3: I have not. I've given a blow job. I don't
Speaker 3: think that counts.
Speaker 1: Okay, ever hooked up with the friend's sibling. No, sadly
Speaker 1: role play what is your favorite type?
Speaker 3: Good question. I don't think everyone everyone's ever asked me
Speaker 3: that role play?
Speaker 2: And do you role play on your personal life? Do
Speaker 2: you know?
Speaker 3: I try to like dress up and like my current guy.
Speaker 3: Obviously there's a ring on my finger. Uh, he is
Speaker 3: very like kind of vanilla. He just he's like, I
Speaker 3: love you. His role play is please come to bed
Speaker 3: with no makeup on, no clothes and just be read
Speaker 3: it for me to like he suck all your holes. Yeah,
Speaker 3: he wants Melissa and that's.
Speaker 2: It okay, and you're still actively shooting. Yes, and he
Speaker 2: loves all of that too. Is he not?
Speaker 3: Necessarily? Is he love it? I think, except he is
Speaker 3: at a point where he wishes. Obviously my income didn't
Speaker 3: come from what we do. And he would love to
Speaker 3: do a podcast. He's like I'd love to do and
Speaker 3: only fans with you. But he's a professional skier. I
Speaker 3: don't care. His name's Tanner Hall. He's won fourteen X
Speaker 3: Game gold medals. He invent a freestyle skiing does and
Speaker 3: like I tell everyone, I'm all you know, he may
Speaker 3: not be someone else's cup of tea fine, but he
Speaker 3: is such an icon. He's like us in porn. That's
Speaker 3: what he is to skiing. And I told him, kids
Speaker 3: are looking up to you. We don't have kids looking
Speaker 3: up to us. They may be watching us like a
Speaker 3: bell at twelve years old telling me some stupid shit,
Speaker 3: and I'm like, I want to fucking cut you, little girl,
Speaker 3: but like, that is not something I want associated with
Speaker 3: his brand. Yeah, he has his own brand. His brand
Speaker 3: is I've ski the better than anyone else. Yeah, I
Speaker 3: don't want you to fuck me in an OnlyFans situation
Speaker 3: because now these young kids are like my idol is
Speaker 3: being He even had fans writing when you meet your
Speaker 3: idol and find out he's a cuck shit like that,
Speaker 3: and I'm like, don't hurt him, like that's my dude,
Speaker 3: Like I'll kill you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but that's cool to be in a situation like
Speaker 1: yourself where it's like you are owning who you are
Speaker 1: and your relationship with him, but you also don't need
Speaker 1: to like have synergy within that. It's like it works
Speaker 1: for you, it doesn't have to work for him. And
Speaker 1: I think that it's really important to keep life separately
Speaker 1: and to that you know, and then obviously you integrate
Speaker 1: it in which way you need to, But I feel
Speaker 1: like there's no need to like put it into that situation.
Speaker 2: It just it doesn't work.
Speaker 3: It doesn't work.
Speaker 2: It doesn't you know, it'll work momentarily, but I feel
Speaker 2: like it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it always comes down to why can't I fuck
Speaker 3: your friends? Yeah, like maybe we should do threesomes, and
Speaker 3: then I will fucking murder you because you're gonna fuck
Speaker 3: up and try and fuck all my friends behind my back.
Speaker 3: They're gonna tell me.
Speaker 2: And then, yeah, you've been something. You know, you've been
Speaker 2: through some ship. It's okay, it's okay. Questions worst took up.
Speaker 4: Story, worst took up story. I don't think I have
Speaker 4: one like that. Somebody having sex thrown up?
Speaker 2: You throwed it too hard? Are you just that big
Speaker 2: of a chap that you don't know?
Speaker 3: I just swallow it, swallowed, broken on the face of swallow.
Speaker 2: Have you ever had someone fallen asleep during sex on you?
Speaker 1: No, but I have seen it happen on set, really
Speaker 1: on set that had been like, okay, I was like
Speaker 1: some kind of pills.
Speaker 3: It was bad. Who wasn't It was Amy Brooke and uh,
Speaker 3: then a long.
Speaker 2: Time I saw her take two dicks, three dicks in
Speaker 2: her house?
Speaker 3: Yeah, did you see whenever I had a drill donor Regina?
Speaker 3: And then you remember the old no one talks about
Speaker 3: those anyway, right, It's like it's power tool guys with
Speaker 3: the dick and I was drill drilling. It was a
Speaker 3: live scene. It was Amy versus Phoenix, and I was like,
Speaker 3: which again, I don't like versus When her colon stayed
Speaker 3: on Tomkat's wrist and when Tom Kat was pulling out
Speaker 3: the fist, I'm gonna give that to Amy. I'm gonna
Speaker 3: let her win that because her colon had to then
Speaker 3: be rolled off the wrist. It's live. That's my scarier
Speaker 3: shit is I'm like with a drill underneath and the
Speaker 3: camera's watching, and I just said, what are you supposed
Speaker 3: to do? At that point?
Speaker 2: Was that the first prolapse, asshole, that you've seen?
Speaker 3: Or like, I've seen a prolapse? I got really mad
Speaker 3: at Jason for making me fuck a girl, but he
Speaker 3: was mad at me for something else. We'll just leave
Speaker 3: it at that. But he had a girl prolapse. But
Speaker 3: I've never seen a colon come off on a wrist.
Speaker 2: And be rolled off, be traumatized.
Speaker 3: I was, and that was the Other thing is squirt
Speaker 3: and prolapsing. No, prolapsing your vagina because I've seen that on.
Speaker 2: Film China prolapses.
Speaker 3: Yeah, they're girls vaginas in this industry currently.
Speaker 2: Who's god, we're in the same place. We have those problems.
Speaker 3: I literally hold water and I'm like, I do like
Speaker 3: all the make sure my vagina stays good. You're like,
Speaker 3: we're good, my asshole though, yeah, hey, we.
Speaker 1: Never it's just a gamble, kinky questions, bonded yes or no?
Speaker 2: Hmmm, shower sex or car secks.
Speaker 3: Car because shower it can dry you out sometimes.
Speaker 2: Any fetishes? What are your fetishes?
Speaker 3: My fetishes? I left. I keep staring at your nails
Speaker 3: and your toes. Sorry, that's a weird thing. I like
Speaker 3: personalities and smiles like that's like if you got those
Speaker 3: boom and then I look at the body after and
Speaker 3: then eyes.
Speaker 1: What is a sex skill that you were most proud of?
Speaker 1: I mean bench pressing, fucking guys who you just suck
Speaker 1: their dick. I mean I feel like I can answer
Speaker 1: that for you. I don't think I've ever hearn a
Speaker 1: girl that I'm scared.
Speaker 3: I mean, mandingo all the way down and I left,
Speaker 3: thank it, thank you. I mean, I think the all
Speaker 3: the holes have done their work, so I've just never
Speaker 3: done vaginal because like to me, I'm all, that's that's
Speaker 3: a pussy, like you treat that good.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 3: The other holes are for like multiple dicks, that's fine
Speaker 3: those okay, Okay.
Speaker 1: That most number of times you've had sex in a
Speaker 1: day seven seven romantic questions making out her.
Speaker 2: Cuddling depends on the guy or girl.
Speaker 3: Cut or uncut, depends on if it's anal or not anal.
Speaker 3: If it's anal, we all know that uncircumcised dicks are
Speaker 3: like no work. You're going as hard as they can
Speaker 3: and it's like you're just laughing, like, yo, I don't
Speaker 3: feel shit, don't.
Speaker 2: Take it all the way up. Have you ever been
Speaker 2: in a relationship with the female?
Speaker 3: I have? How long it was? When I was around
Speaker 3: nineteen and about a year. The deal is, I was
Speaker 3: not sure of myself, and a lot had happened, and
Speaker 3: I had had my daughter, have my daughter eighteen and
Speaker 3: a half, so a lot had happened, and I was like,
Speaker 3: maybe girls, And then I realized most girls are crazy
Speaker 3: like and we are. It's fine. I don't care, Like, yeah,
Speaker 3: we're all crazy in our own way. So I kind
Speaker 3: of got over that idea, and I'm like, you know what,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna come to set. I've been with one thousand,
Speaker 3: three hundred and twenty seven girls and forty three men
Speaker 3: in my life, so I always like the numbers.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Okay, last question deal breakers. What is a deal
Speaker 1: breaker for you? You say that you're in a relationship
Speaker 1: right now, you got to ring on your finger. What
Speaker 1: is a deal breaker in your scenario and your relationship?
Speaker 3: Cheating?
Speaker 2: Cheating?
Speaker 3: Cheating?
Speaker 2: So because you do porn, is your relationship monogamous? Do
Speaker 2: they have an open relationship?
Speaker 3: Is it?
Speaker 1: What is cheating considered too? Because everybody is kind of different, right.
Speaker 3: So I believe in communication. If I were to say, like, hey, listen,
Speaker 3: we're dating and you're out in a club, or you're
Speaker 3: in Texas, you're visiting family and you're at a bar
Speaker 3: and someone comes up to you and you're like, yo, babe,
Speaker 3: I want to fuck this chick like she's hot as fuck,
Speaker 3: I'd be like, okay, cool, you know the rules. Don't
Speaker 3: let your family see it, Like, we're not going to
Speaker 3: disgrace each other. You're not going to bring back anything
Speaker 3: you didn't already have. Okay, and I just think you
Speaker 3: know about it. Call me before be like, hey, listen,
Speaker 3: hot bitch, I really want to fuck her. She's really down.
Speaker 3: Are you okay with the intent?
Speaker 1: You're open if you're honest, it's the communication part and
Speaker 1: you just want to be in the loop.
Speaker 3: Yep, that's it pretty easy.
Speaker 2: I like it.
Speaker 3: But yeah, people still suck it up.
Speaker 1: That's why they weren't your people, but your person he's gonna,
Speaker 1: he's gonna get it together. I feel I have I
Speaker 1: feel I don't know him, but your scenario, what you're said,
Speaker 1: and feel really good about it. I feel like I
Speaker 1: have a lot of I'm an EmPATH, I read people,
Speaker 1: and I like your situation.
Speaker 3: So I'm gonna I'm the on team Team Tanner.
Speaker 2: Team Tanner. I'm like, I don't know what team I'm
Speaker 2: gonna say, but we're going all right.
Speaker 1: That is the rest of truth with Texas. I appreciate you.
Speaker 1: Is there anything that you'd like to ask Miss Texas
Speaker 1: before we leave?
Speaker 3: What is your favorite scene?
Speaker 2: My favorite scene, you know, the one that always sticks
Speaker 2: out in my head. It was oil Overload. I don't
Speaker 2: know what number was me and Eric Everhart.
Speaker 1: I've had oil probably a week to two weeks after
Speaker 1: in places I didn't know, but I ate oil. We
Speaker 1: were it was like the most intense, but we always
Speaker 1: had really good sexual chemistry and we were just like
Speaker 1: clinging on to people, even him, like picking me up
Speaker 1: and stuff. But you're holding on so tight with because
Speaker 1: you're oiled up, and it's just like it was just fun.
Speaker 1: It was like a slip and slide but human like
Speaker 1: nature of it all.
Speaker 3: Was it or no?
Speaker 2: Anal At that time, I.
Speaker 3: Didn't do it, So then you were I think you
Speaker 3: were on six.
Speaker 2: Maybe it was in this.
Speaker 1: Light blue little number that was in one of those
Speaker 1: like Beniny houses.
Speaker 3: It's always because it's that gray fucking sofa square downstairs, yeah,
Speaker 3: or right up front, and there's.
Speaker 2: A lot of light. It was beautiful, beautiful, beautiful production.
Speaker 3: But how many times do you think you shot the
Speaker 3: Iiny's House?
Speaker 2: Probably a good half of my career is.
Speaker 3: Fucking crazy like one house. So why don't we all
Speaker 3: just pitch in and buy one amazing house and just sprint.
Speaker 2: It it gets along.
Speaker 3: I have you know what I had, Bridget b make
Speaker 3: me cry when I won the Browsers Hall of Fame.
Speaker 3: She went before me and she said, you know, I
Speaker 3: just want to let I think, let you guys know. Yes,
Speaker 3: Phoenix and I had an altercation on Brosers like five.
Speaker 3: I did try to hit her, she did s dou me,
Speaker 3: and she was kind enough to forgive me for that.