WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.199 --> 00:00:04.519 She wakes up at her around morning just to do 2 00:00:04.719 --> 00:00:07.480 her hair now because she casual. 3 00:00:10.080 --> 00:00:14.359 Oh dad, would it be ride without her meaker? 4 00:00:14.960 --> 00:00:16.239 She's never had a meeker. 5 00:00:17.760 --> 00:00:24.079 She's just like Cue and me. But she's homeless. She's homeless, 6 00:00:25.559 --> 00:00:28.120 and she stands there singing for money. 7 00:00:28.440 --> 00:00:31.719 Woo ha ha woo ha ha whoo ha ha ooo 8 00:00:31.800 --> 00:00:35.359 ha whoo ha haa woo ha ha woo ha haa 9 00:00:35.520 --> 00:00:39.719 woo ha ha oh ha haa wo ha wor ha 10 00:00:39.759 --> 00:00:44.439 ha ha woo ha ha ha wo ha ha wo 11 00:00:44.520 --> 00:00:49.359 ha wo ha ha whoa ha haa wo. 12 00:01:12.040 --> 00:01:13.079 Oh. 13 00:01:13.159 --> 00:01:17.000 Hey, everybody, welcome back to the blackest show about Nothing 14 00:01:17.120 --> 00:01:18.120 is Jada xt. 15 00:01:22.040 --> 00:01:25.879 How you doing? Hey? Hey, Hello, Hey, hey, how you doing? Hey? 16 00:01:25.920 --> 00:01:32.560 Hello to everybody and everyone and everything. Yeah, I'm your host. 17 00:01:32.840 --> 00:01:35.920 X d a k A. 18 00:01:35.359 --> 00:01:42.920 Danger been so long, he's been fun. 19 00:01:44.799 --> 00:01:47.159 I have a bone to pick about Niggia? 20 00:01:48.079 --> 00:01:53.319 Why why it's not really about we'll talk about it. 21 00:01:53.359 --> 00:01:53.799 Who are you? 22 00:01:54.959 --> 00:01:56.760 Oh? I'm jade. 23 00:01:57.840 --> 00:02:03.719 Aka that nigga? Okay, go ahead, Wait what's happening? Because 24 00:02:03.719 --> 00:02:06.519 this is a Nivia's stand account, way it is. 25 00:02:07.000 --> 00:02:10.039 But she left them for dead, so you know, the 26 00:02:10.159 --> 00:02:14.159 hateful Helfer is featuring Shamari Devou came out with an EP. 27 00:02:15.919 --> 00:02:17.000 Did you listen to it? 28 00:02:18.759 --> 00:02:20.159 I watched the show. 29 00:02:22.919 --> 00:02:27.240 I think I heard the songs and completion at the 30 00:02:27.240 --> 00:02:35.680 performance and uh m, Doctor Ke and I discussed it 31 00:02:35.759 --> 00:02:39.960 before recording Getting Grown, and I think she has the 32 00:02:40.000 --> 00:02:45.240 best sentiments that match mine and they are I just 33 00:02:45.319 --> 00:02:47.439 don't see nobody going and say, let me turn on 34 00:02:47.520 --> 00:02:48.199 that blueprint. 35 00:02:49.360 --> 00:02:54.039 I'm thanking God. Also body hoty my. 36 00:02:58.240 --> 00:03:03.159 You to the birds eye. 37 00:03:08.479 --> 00:03:10.080 Well, let me tell you something. 38 00:03:10.960 --> 00:03:13.960 This nigga I live with has been playing like he's 39 00:03:14.000 --> 00:03:18.240 been willing himself. I think he's been willing himself to 40 00:03:18.560 --> 00:03:22.759 like it. And it's like, you know how like you 41 00:03:22.840 --> 00:03:25.319 want something to be so like you like he really 42 00:03:25.400 --> 00:03:30.960 just trying to make that happen. And I'd be like, okay, 43 00:03:31.080 --> 00:03:33.120 you know what it is. It's like I can't get 44 00:03:33.199 --> 00:03:37.039 past like the twins, like you know what I mean? 45 00:03:40.199 --> 00:03:42.599 And Nivia left them for day because Nibbia would have 46 00:03:42.639 --> 00:03:48.120 saved them. Like I cackled the cackled t when on 47 00:03:48.280 --> 00:03:51.840 the show when they had a little gospel performance that 48 00:03:51.919 --> 00:03:53.840 Pam came out and then all of a sudden there 49 00:03:53.840 --> 00:03:57.360 was pussy popping. I said, Oh, Pam said oh absolutely 50 00:03:57.439 --> 00:03:58.319 not yeah. 51 00:03:58.120 --> 00:03:59.520 But yet and still. 52 00:04:01.879 --> 00:04:03.919 You know, yeah it was pussy popping and that's fine 53 00:04:03.960 --> 00:04:09.159 because pussies were made by God and so were lesbians. 54 00:04:08.360 --> 00:04:12.319 And baby I was born. 55 00:04:12.439 --> 00:04:19.199 This word Pam was giving me, you know, just the 56 00:04:19.240 --> 00:04:25.839 category is a g realness like it was. It was 57 00:04:26.000 --> 00:04:33.680 just it was just very much like old sister, like, well, 58 00:04:33.839 --> 00:04:37.839 we got your back, like you know, fuck the biggest 59 00:04:37.879 --> 00:04:39.279 at church, we got your back. 60 00:04:40.600 --> 00:04:45.519 There's something wrong with you, No, there's not. And if anything, 61 00:04:45.800 --> 00:04:47.680 like you don't have to like if something just went 62 00:04:47.759 --> 00:04:49.560 wrong with you and one of the girls in total 63 00:04:49.839 --> 00:04:52.800 like you know, bad love gone bad to just say 64 00:04:52.879 --> 00:04:54.000 that it ain't have to be big. 65 00:04:54.079 --> 00:04:55.360 You gotta renounce the gay. 66 00:04:55.600 --> 00:04:59.639 Oh I've seen Chema on the train before. It's fine. 67 00:05:01.240 --> 00:05:05.319 You don't have to. Because the outfit like I was 68 00:05:05.360 --> 00:05:05.879 just like. 69 00:05:06.360 --> 00:05:09.199 You know, it was like it was like Carl Thomas 70 00:05:09.199 --> 00:05:10.439 singing on the stage. 71 00:05:11.040 --> 00:05:11.279 You know what. 72 00:05:12.920 --> 00:05:14.959 She was dressed like Nick Cannon on Wile and all 73 00:05:15.000 --> 00:05:18.839 she needed was a turban. She's doing like the the nineties, 74 00:05:19.000 --> 00:05:21.720 like R and B video. 75 00:05:21.959 --> 00:05:25.959 She wasn't even giving regular Pam like routine, you know, 76 00:05:26.120 --> 00:05:26.920 the Pam like. 77 00:05:26.879 --> 00:05:29.920 Why you got Pam got style and she's got like 78 00:05:30.720 --> 00:05:32.879 you know, I hate the word swag, but you know 79 00:05:32.920 --> 00:05:33.680 what I mean, she. 80 00:05:33.600 --> 00:05:35.959 Can you know what I'm saying. She just got it naturally. 81 00:05:36.000 --> 00:05:38.480 And she has kari she has karisma. 82 00:05:40.000 --> 00:05:44.279 And I didn't you know this, like it's eating her 83 00:05:44.319 --> 00:05:45.480 from the inside. 84 00:05:45.040 --> 00:05:48.920 Out this church, this this hateful church she's at. 85 00:05:49.519 --> 00:05:52.160 I was like, where you go, pam Abysini, where Abyssinia? 86 00:05:52.519 --> 00:05:55.920 Where you go? Because it's somewhere hateful. 87 00:05:58.439 --> 00:06:01.720 It's like they have like what they call affinity churches. 88 00:06:05.120 --> 00:06:07.639 You said, what, well, I went to one of them 89 00:06:07.639 --> 00:06:09.279 gay churches of affinity churches. 90 00:06:09.319 --> 00:06:10.680 Oh never, I've never been. 91 00:06:12.279 --> 00:06:13.279 Oh yeah. 92 00:06:13.639 --> 00:06:16.800 Chariot took me to a church where they was playing. Uh. 93 00:06:17.079 --> 00:06:18.920 She came to visit me for a weekend and she 94 00:06:19.079 --> 00:06:21.800 was like, bitch, we going to church on Sunday. And 95 00:06:21.839 --> 00:06:26.560 I was like why so she'd be going. I was like, 96 00:06:26.600 --> 00:06:29.759 but you're staying at my house. But you know whatever, 97 00:06:30.000 --> 00:06:33.199 you know, it's black and cultural. So so we go. 98 00:06:35.759 --> 00:06:39.439 And I walked in and the band is playing a 99 00:06:39.560 --> 00:06:45.560 jazzy version of Electric Relaxation by Trip called Quests. 100 00:06:45.360 --> 00:07:05.160 And I was like, oh, what church was there? 101 00:07:06.600 --> 00:07:09.279 It was no, it was it was was it e manual? 102 00:07:09.319 --> 00:07:14.720 Baptist on on. 103 00:07:16.560 --> 00:07:17.160 Yeah. 104 00:07:17.399 --> 00:07:21.000 Yeah, so it was there. 105 00:07:21.079 --> 00:07:23.040 So they was playing in and it was a guest 106 00:07:23.079 --> 00:07:25.800 preacher that day. The nigga said something about chicken tenders 107 00:07:25.800 --> 00:07:26.639 and I went to sleep. 108 00:07:27.079 --> 00:07:31.959 I I couldn't do it anymore. But the music was nice. Uh. 109 00:07:32.000 --> 00:07:34.560 They sat me though in the slave quarters and I 110 00:07:34.560 --> 00:07:37.120 didn't appreciate that. I said, well, how come the niggas 111 00:07:37.120 --> 00:07:39.360 who's visited? How could we got to separate? 112 00:07:42.319 --> 00:07:45.879 Tie? That's why it's like who I helped us at 113 00:07:45.879 --> 00:07:48.199 the bottom Patriots? 114 00:07:48.800 --> 00:07:52.399 Okay, this is a concert. This is a concert, nigga for. 115 00:07:52.360 --> 00:07:54.360 Having I should have got on the stage. 116 00:07:56.920 --> 00:07:57.480 That's fine. 117 00:07:57.560 --> 00:08:02.839 You away for Salvation talk talk. 118 00:08:11.000 --> 00:08:15.360 Oh my god, Oh go ahead, no, go ahead, go ahead. 119 00:08:15.439 --> 00:08:18.399 I was on the phone with Uh. I was on the. 120 00:08:18.360 --> 00:08:22.399 Phone with Dustin and Dietrich mm hmmm, and you know, 121 00:08:22.519 --> 00:08:28.079 I just want to say publicly fuck you Dietrich, because. 122 00:08:28.279 --> 00:08:30.920 Oh my gosh, Dietrich was like, Jay, you could have 123 00:08:30.959 --> 00:08:33.399 been in blueprint. I was like, what the fuck is 124 00:08:33.440 --> 00:08:34.200 that supposed to be? 125 00:08:36.480 --> 00:08:39.120 I was like what me and Lemsia's cigarettes Like, what 126 00:08:39.159 --> 00:08:40.440 the fuck do you mean by that? 127 00:08:40.519 --> 00:08:42.919 Nigga? What do you mean I could have been in blueprint? 128 00:08:43.399 --> 00:08:44.840 I hate you right now? I figure. 129 00:08:44.919 --> 00:08:47.559 I was like, you are, I don't know what you're doing, 130 00:08:47.600 --> 00:08:56.120 but it's ugly. She called me a hateful Newport smoking. 131 00:08:57.159 --> 00:08:58.679 I was like, so you want to see me embarrass 132 00:08:58.759 --> 00:09:02.200 myself on stage? Cry baby, and and shit, that's what 133 00:09:02.240 --> 00:09:05.600 you want to see, nigga, that's what you're trying to see. 134 00:09:07.919 --> 00:09:10.639 They'd be thigging they given you compliments. That's just dumb shit. 135 00:09:12.919 --> 00:09:13.320 You know. 136 00:09:13.559 --> 00:09:16.639 I had when I first moved to Brooklyn, I had 137 00:09:17.279 --> 00:09:20.519 I moved on Halloween, and so that weekend, you know, 138 00:09:20.600 --> 00:09:23.440 every Halloween, that weekend is the New York City Marathon, 139 00:09:24.200 --> 00:09:32.159 So I had that Sunday, Kyle had scheduled a brunch like, oh, 140 00:09:32.200 --> 00:09:34.799 you know Xdy's boo back to New York City, you 141 00:09:34.840 --> 00:09:38.120 know whatever, So let's go eat at Mike's. 142 00:09:38.519 --> 00:09:39.720 Okay. 143 00:09:39.799 --> 00:09:44.879 So you know Mike' is around the corner from UH Emmanuel, 144 00:09:46.600 --> 00:09:48.799 So we had went over there, and of course the 145 00:09:48.840 --> 00:09:51.679 New York City Marathon like, if you plan on going 146 00:09:51.720 --> 00:09:53.960 out during that day, don't. 147 00:09:54.080 --> 00:09:55.639 Because traffic is fucked up. 148 00:09:56.960 --> 00:09:59.279 So we were like on the thirty eight trying to 149 00:09:59.320 --> 00:10:01.960 go down there there, even though I couldn't. We could 150 00:10:01.960 --> 00:10:07.480 have just walked honestly, but whatever. So it took like 151 00:10:07.559 --> 00:10:11.600 two hours to get over there. But when we finally did, 152 00:10:11.759 --> 00:10:14.200 like the choir from Emanual, they were singing to the 153 00:10:14.519 --> 00:10:17.559 marathon folks, so it was nice and they were trying 154 00:10:17.559 --> 00:10:25.320 to get people to you know something, I mean, something inspirational, 155 00:10:25.519 --> 00:10:29.720 but like you know, like Mary, Mary, you know, still. 156 00:10:29.519 --> 00:10:36.639 Brooklyn to be alive. You and your Okay, there's me 157 00:10:36.679 --> 00:10:39.559 and mine, the same thing, same thing. 158 00:10:40.279 --> 00:10:42.279 But we definitely walked right off past and went took 159 00:10:42.279 --> 00:10:45.759 bikes that had the pancakes delish. 160 00:10:46.080 --> 00:10:49.519 I know that's right, but yeah, churches that I say 161 00:10:49.559 --> 00:10:51.519 all that to say, Pam goes to a hateful ast 162 00:10:51.600 --> 00:10:54.360 church like the church of Chick fil A or something. 163 00:10:54.639 --> 00:10:56.559 I don't know why. 164 00:10:56.600 --> 00:10:58.679 I saw a tweet today that said, I bet you 165 00:10:58.759 --> 00:11:00.679 Chick fil A is coming out with a about from 166 00:11:00.679 --> 00:11:07.960 the Baby, the baby meal, the. 167 00:11:08.000 --> 00:11:09.480 Eight Nuggets, said. 168 00:11:10.960 --> 00:11:23.600 The small right in a small lemonade. 169 00:11:21.879 --> 00:11:27.200 Okay, before we go on, let's let's take care of 170 00:11:27.240 --> 00:11:31.759 some business. We have a live show coming. It's a 171 00:11:31.879 --> 00:11:36.120 virtual live show, which means you can watch and enjoy 172 00:11:36.279 --> 00:11:40.960 from the comfort of your own homes. Unlike respect, yes, 173 00:11:41.399 --> 00:11:45.279 unlike respect that had no respect for us. And wants 174 00:11:45.399 --> 00:11:48.200 us to risk our lives. 175 00:11:48.919 --> 00:11:51.720 Okay, they said, oh no, everything else went to HBO 176 00:11:51.799 --> 00:11:52.799 Max except. 177 00:11:52.440 --> 00:11:57.759 This Okay, racism okay, and they're gonna say and they're 178 00:11:57.759 --> 00:11:59.720 gonna say Aretha wouldn't want it at home. 179 00:11:59.799 --> 00:12:00.840 That's a lot, okay. 180 00:12:00.879 --> 00:12:02.759 And then after that they're gonna be like Black Lives 181 00:12:02.799 --> 00:12:06.240 Matter and had a super spreader event at the Regal Sentence. 182 00:12:09.200 --> 00:12:14.720 Okay, niggas at the Concessius Stead. 183 00:12:14.799 --> 00:12:20.320 That's a super spreading event. Girl girl. That is lambed 184 00:12:20.840 --> 00:12:31.120 Gamma Omicron. You can see it on the popcorn. Yeah, 185 00:12:31.240 --> 00:12:31.840 I'm I'm. 186 00:12:31.919 --> 00:12:34.639 I'm like, I feel like at some point we're gonna 187 00:12:34.639 --> 00:12:37.399 be able to physically see COVID, you know what I mean. 188 00:12:37.440 --> 00:12:39.639 It's going to mutate so much it's gonna come out 189 00:12:39.679 --> 00:12:45.360 like like ghastly, like the Pokemon or like coughing coughing. 190 00:12:45.480 --> 00:12:48.480 It'd just be like this purple blob that floats around. 191 00:12:48.639 --> 00:12:50.720 Which I will appreciate at that point. 192 00:12:51.200 --> 00:12:52.399 Like the Musinex people. 193 00:12:53.480 --> 00:12:55.200 I think, like the Musidic germs. 194 00:12:55.360 --> 00:12:57.759 I think I'm gonna start I think I think I 195 00:12:57.840 --> 00:12:59.480 want to start traveling around the city. 196 00:13:00.320 --> 00:13:09.200 Hear me out mm hmm on a skateboard. But my belly, 197 00:13:11.639 --> 00:13:13.759 you know, so I can just wash through the crowds 198 00:13:13.799 --> 00:13:16.000 without walking through. 199 00:13:27.360 --> 00:13:29.919 All the way vision my way downtown. 200 00:13:31.440 --> 00:13:32.840 School in fast. 201 00:13:37.360 --> 00:13:39.240 The belly flop that I'm home bound. 202 00:13:45.600 --> 00:13:47.639 I will give you an electric skateboard and I'm about 203 00:13:47.639 --> 00:13:49.440 to maneuver around the city on my belly. 204 00:13:49.519 --> 00:13:50.159 That ass, that's what. 205 00:13:52.639 --> 00:13:56.039 Just be careful because you know the n y city 206 00:13:56.480 --> 00:13:57.159 in why city? 207 00:13:57.679 --> 00:13:58.480 Did I have a stroke? 208 00:13:59.120 --> 00:13:59.440 Stop? 209 00:14:04.840 --> 00:14:07.039 This is the reason why we need to get on 210 00:14:07.080 --> 00:14:11.600 with the show. So Jada XD dot com go register 211 00:14:12.519 --> 00:14:17.399 for more information for the live virtual event, which means 212 00:14:17.399 --> 00:14:21.200 you can enjoy it from your own home. The event 213 00:14:21.480 --> 00:14:27.639 is free, so we are price conscious, you know, so 214 00:14:27.759 --> 00:14:32.799 everybody can enjoy it. Jade and I filmed a short 215 00:14:32.840 --> 00:14:36.600 comedy film that we will be presenting to you all 216 00:14:37.600 --> 00:14:42.080 on September eighteenth time and stuff will be coming out 217 00:14:42.200 --> 00:14:47.720 short well soon. It's in a month, so fun. So 218 00:14:47.879 --> 00:14:50.120 you guys could just sit back in your living rooms. 219 00:14:50.720 --> 00:14:52.919 I feel like you all should have viewing parties. You know, 220 00:14:53.320 --> 00:14:55.399 no more than five people to a room. 221 00:14:55.639 --> 00:15:01.000 Yeah, I agree, no more than five test top five. 222 00:15:01.159 --> 00:15:03.519 I would say I would say ten, but I don't 223 00:15:03.519 --> 00:15:04.200 know anymore. 224 00:15:06.279 --> 00:15:08.080 Yeah, no, I don't. I don't think ten is safe 225 00:15:08.080 --> 00:15:08.639 any longer. 226 00:15:12.600 --> 00:15:15.000 And it's so funny because of what of what happened 227 00:15:15.039 --> 00:15:19.200 my experience this past weekend. But like, yeah, in any who, 228 00:15:19.200 --> 00:15:23.240 go to jayden xd dot com for free info on 229 00:15:23.440 --> 00:15:24.960 to watch our short. 230 00:15:24.759 --> 00:15:26.480 Film and. 231 00:15:30.159 --> 00:15:33.720 Exactly and if you are subscribe subscribe to our Patreon 232 00:15:34.440 --> 00:15:38.399 you do get a first look so and some exclusive 233 00:15:38.440 --> 00:15:44.080 scenes uh that we had to maneuver around, so that 234 00:15:44.120 --> 00:15:47.320 would be just for you all. So subscribe to us 235 00:15:47.639 --> 00:15:51.159 the seven dollar Halla down at the patreon dot com 236 00:15:51.279 --> 00:15:56.399 Forge slash Jada x D. Also remember to leave us 237 00:15:56.399 --> 00:16:00.960 five stars and comment everywhere you're listening iTunes, Google Play, 238 00:16:01.799 --> 00:16:09.600 a Cast, Amazon Music, you know, the bathroom stall at 239 00:16:09.639 --> 00:16:14.440 your local Eagle, you know whichever. Just ring us five 240 00:16:14.480 --> 00:16:21.000 stars and leave a nice comment. So I think that's it, right. 241 00:16:21.480 --> 00:16:23.840 Yeah, I want to talk about something real quick. 242 00:16:25.080 --> 00:16:27.200 Okay, we have to just share because I have to 243 00:16:27.200 --> 00:16:28.759 tell you about how I went on vacation. 244 00:16:29.159 --> 00:16:32.200 Went a vacation too, Oh yeah, I was. I forgot 245 00:16:35.480 --> 00:16:39.960 hold on Ramona from the Real Housewives of New York. 246 00:16:41.720 --> 00:16:44.480 The Ramona singer Yeah, brought. 247 00:16:44.320 --> 00:16:54.200 Chicken Neanderthal, white demon is what she is, so she 248 00:16:55.080 --> 00:16:56.840 uh she there's a clip of. 249 00:16:56.799 --> 00:16:58.639 Her going around on the internet. 250 00:17:00.159 --> 00:17:06.480 Being a white woman and belittling the experience of a 251 00:17:06.519 --> 00:17:13.160 black woman that I happen to know, uh through Fran 252 00:17:14.799 --> 00:17:20.039 beautiful soul, beautiful soul. But the way that white women 253 00:17:20.119 --> 00:17:26.799 have the fucking audacity to to take on this condescending 254 00:17:27.000 --> 00:17:32.960 tone when you will never fucking understand what we go through, 255 00:17:33.160 --> 00:17:35.599 what we have to go through in life in general, 256 00:17:36.559 --> 00:17:43.319 but around specific experiences. And so she she was belittling 257 00:17:43.559 --> 00:17:48.680 uh her Leonard's experience, uh birthing experience and what she 258 00:17:48.720 --> 00:17:51.359 says she faced from the you know, from the doctors 259 00:17:51.480 --> 00:17:54.319 and how they treated her poorly as a black woman, 260 00:17:56.279 --> 00:18:01.720 which I can relate to when I was thirty six 261 00:18:01.839 --> 00:18:06.839 weeks thirty six weeks and I was I did not 262 00:18:06.920 --> 00:18:12.440 have any insurance whatsoever, none, and I was on Medicaid. 263 00:18:13.400 --> 00:18:17.680 And basically, when you're on Medicaid and you're pregnant, you 264 00:18:17.759 --> 00:18:19.799 have to go to a clinic or you have to 265 00:18:19.839 --> 00:18:22.279 go to a hospital, a clinic that is you know, 266 00:18:22.480 --> 00:18:26.440 over over that is overseen by a hospital or what 267 00:18:26.599 --> 00:18:29.559 have you. But you are basically given whatever doctor is 268 00:18:29.599 --> 00:18:30.559 available that day. 269 00:18:31.000 --> 00:18:32.160 Right, There's so. 270 00:18:32.240 --> 00:18:34.519 Many things that you are not entitled to that even 271 00:18:34.559 --> 00:18:37.240 somebody with insurance has and we know that a black 272 00:18:37.319 --> 00:18:41.319 woman with insurance is treated less than and poorly within 273 00:18:41.359 --> 00:18:49.440 the medical field. So with some individuals, not all, but overall, 274 00:18:49.559 --> 00:18:52.200 this has been our experience from if you go back, 275 00:18:52.240 --> 00:18:53.000 I know, I know. 276 00:18:53.000 --> 00:18:55.640 We mentioned something about slavery every episode. 277 00:18:55.279 --> 00:18:59.880 Because it applies if you go back, we were the ones. 278 00:19:00.119 --> 00:19:03.000 Black women were the ones the enslaved. Black women were 279 00:19:03.000 --> 00:19:05.559 the ones who were tested on. We were the ones 280 00:19:05.599 --> 00:19:10.559 they tested instruments on on how they needed to maneuver 281 00:19:11.400 --> 00:19:15.759 around the reproductive system and so forth. 282 00:19:16.160 --> 00:19:19.519 So don't tell me that we ain't been treated fairly. 283 00:19:19.599 --> 00:19:20.359 From Jump. 284 00:19:21.720 --> 00:19:29.599 I had a man, yeah, an East European man, Eastern 285 00:19:29.599 --> 00:19:34.759 European man, who asked me at thirty six weeks. 286 00:19:35.039 --> 00:19:40.039 Why are you not dilated? And I was like, oh, nigga, 287 00:19:40.039 --> 00:19:42.160 because she's not cooking up cooking, I guess. 288 00:19:42.319 --> 00:19:44.519 I was like, I don't fucking know. You're the doctor, 289 00:19:44.720 --> 00:19:47.240 like it's not time yet, I'm thirty six weeks. 290 00:19:48.720 --> 00:19:51.559 And you know what he did. He opened my cervix. 291 00:19:52.039 --> 00:19:55.519 I'm going through help and instead of allowing my body 292 00:19:55.599 --> 00:19:58.839 to progress naturally, which there was nothing wrong, there was 293 00:19:58.880 --> 00:20:01.640 nothing in jeopardy. The baby's heart rate wasn't up none 294 00:20:01.680 --> 00:20:04.559 of that. This nigga stuck his whole for his whole 295 00:20:04.559 --> 00:20:08.759 fore arm, whole thing up to the elbow, just before 296 00:20:08.839 --> 00:20:13.400 the elbow, up my vagina. But it wasn't in a 297 00:20:13.440 --> 00:20:16.000 way where he explained what was getting ready to happen. 298 00:20:16.559 --> 00:20:18.880 We know about opening up a cervix. 299 00:20:19.000 --> 00:20:24.599 It was he shoved his arm, his forearm up my vagina. 300 00:20:25.000 --> 00:20:28.240 For the men who are listening to this, let somebody 301 00:20:28.279 --> 00:20:31.799 come and shove their whole fucking forearm to their elbow, 302 00:20:32.160 --> 00:20:33.319 up your fucking. 303 00:20:33.079 --> 00:20:36.960 Asshole and see how you feel. 304 00:20:37.440 --> 00:20:39.200 And a white woman's gonna get up here and tell 305 00:20:39.279 --> 00:20:42.319 somebody based off of their own experiences she don't know 306 00:20:42.440 --> 00:20:48.200 shit about and be condescending and tell, well, what. 307 00:20:48.119 --> 00:20:49.119 Do you you really think? 308 00:20:49.200 --> 00:20:51.240 What do you what do you really think would happen 309 00:20:51.400 --> 00:20:55.000 if I went as a white woman? Fuck you, Ramona, 310 00:20:55.119 --> 00:20:57.880 I'll put hands and feet on your bitch ass. Somebody 311 00:20:57.960 --> 00:21:03.799 should cut your stupid ass like a fish. 312 00:21:03.960 --> 00:21:04.960 You know what I hate? 313 00:21:05.880 --> 00:21:11.039 I hate that Bravo and a couple of other people 314 00:21:11.960 --> 00:21:18.000 have these and I don't want to be minimize the 315 00:21:18.000 --> 00:21:22.519 people of color that are on these shows. And I 316 00:21:22.559 --> 00:21:27.000 will say what I'm going to say, still I hate 317 00:21:27.000 --> 00:21:31.799 these diversity hires on these shows. Two because you felt 318 00:21:31.799 --> 00:21:34.440 like you have to do that now because of the 319 00:21:34.480 --> 00:21:37.640 way of the political climate, or you'll get canceled or 320 00:21:37.680 --> 00:21:38.440 whatever the fuck? 321 00:21:38.680 --> 00:21:40.240 What the you doing with Andy? 322 00:21:40.559 --> 00:21:42.319 He was like putting a young black girl in a 323 00:21:42.359 --> 00:21:43.759 class form of white girls. 324 00:21:44.240 --> 00:21:44.599 Stop. 325 00:21:44.759 --> 00:21:46.680 I'm sorry, Please go ahead, I'm sorry. 326 00:21:47.079 --> 00:21:51.119 And you know you have you know the black women 327 00:21:51.200 --> 00:21:52.039 on these shows. 328 00:21:52.960 --> 00:21:56.640 Put them on these all white shows and have them 329 00:21:56.880 --> 00:22:02.240 their whole storyline is them having to educate all six 330 00:22:02.359 --> 00:22:04.599 other of these you know white hef was on the 331 00:22:04.640 --> 00:22:09.440 show about how they've been complecent of racism or or 332 00:22:09.759 --> 00:22:12.200 how they're just be racist, and then the black woman 333 00:22:12.319 --> 00:22:14.119 is there to just be like, hey, that's racist. 334 00:22:14.519 --> 00:22:15.839 No it's not, Yes it is. 335 00:22:16.119 --> 00:22:17.599 I mean, I hope she's not gonna get on a 336 00:22:17.599 --> 00:22:19.240 soapbox and start preaching to us. 337 00:22:19.440 --> 00:22:20.759 She said, it's gonna be fun. 338 00:22:21.079 --> 00:22:23.440 Do you understand I cry at I wish I was shot. 339 00:22:24.000 --> 00:22:28.160 I just said, we're not gonna make it about you. 340 00:22:28.359 --> 00:22:28.960 Is that why? 341 00:22:30.200 --> 00:22:30.359 Like? 342 00:22:30.440 --> 00:22:30.880 I just. 343 00:22:32.559 --> 00:22:36.920 Like garcel right fancy she on Beverly Hills and so 344 00:22:37.160 --> 00:22:41.759 like she's had to confront even most recently Kathy Hilton, 345 00:22:42.480 --> 00:22:46.680 you know about like people not seeing color, you know 346 00:22:46.720 --> 00:22:50.799 what I mean, And that conversation wasn't as intense, but 347 00:22:50.960 --> 00:22:54.400 like Crystal Minkoff, who you know is Confucius as you know, 348 00:22:55.680 --> 00:22:59.160 direct descendant, you know, got into it with the white 349 00:22:59.160 --> 00:23:02.559 woman about not seeing color, are being you know, blind 350 00:23:02.599 --> 00:23:06.119 to race, and it's just like, you know, this would 351 00:23:06.160 --> 00:23:08.599 have never come up on any other time if there 352 00:23:08.640 --> 00:23:11.519 were people of color on the show. So it's like, 353 00:23:11.599 --> 00:23:16.160 I hate the fact that you all have to. It's 354 00:23:16.240 --> 00:23:18.519 just ingenuous. It's like you don't really want these black 355 00:23:18.559 --> 00:23:21.640 people on here, really, you just want them for what 356 00:23:21.880 --> 00:23:24.640 they can do for you or to make to make 357 00:23:24.759 --> 00:23:28.279 good on what you know, you think the world wants 358 00:23:28.319 --> 00:23:32.359 to see. So it's like it's like, yeah, there's and 359 00:23:32.400 --> 00:23:35.240 I don't want to again, you know, minimize because yeah 360 00:23:35.240 --> 00:23:37.319 it's great, Yeah they deserve, people of color deserve. 361 00:23:37.200 --> 00:23:38.160 To be on these shows. 362 00:23:38.440 --> 00:23:41.319 But it's also like we can see where the jig is, 363 00:23:41.359 --> 00:23:45.319 you know what I mean, Yo. 364 00:23:45.240 --> 00:23:50.400 She Ramona, you can choke, bitch, you can motherfucking choke. 365 00:23:50.680 --> 00:23:53.400 I hope somebody runs over your ass with a motherfucking 366 00:23:54.160 --> 00:23:55.079 Kia sport. 367 00:23:55.400 --> 00:23:57.759 I fucking hate you. I ut somebody. 368 00:23:57.799 --> 00:24:03.119 I hope they scalp your ass deserved, slow fucking torture you. 369 00:24:03.240 --> 00:24:07.640 Cunt. That's what they like to use. Cunt, So I 370 00:24:07.799 --> 00:24:08.319 use cunt. 371 00:24:09.559 --> 00:24:11.319 Oh, yeah, that's there, that's their nigger. 372 00:24:12.039 --> 00:24:19.359 Yeah it is. Well, let's take a break. 373 00:24:21.240 --> 00:24:24.400 Let's take a break, and we'll be back after these messages. 374 00:24:26.160 --> 00:24:28.640 Hit a clode, please hit it, claud. 375 00:24:29.240 --> 00:24:29.839 Hit a clock. 376 00:24:30.720 --> 00:24:34.319 After these messages, will be right back. 377 00:24:37.400 --> 00:24:41.960 Come get the best of the USA, come out and 378 00:24:42.079 --> 00:24:44.079 play the American way. 379 00:24:45.319 --> 00:24:46.079 It starts by. 380 00:24:46.160 --> 00:24:58.400 Night, the Sunday, the American Way, up way American. 381 00:25:08.680 --> 00:25:16.480 And we're black. Uh. How was your wish? Oh it 382 00:25:16.559 --> 00:25:23.759 was lovely? Uh, it was, it was, It was. It was. 383 00:25:23.880 --> 00:25:24.000 Uh. 384 00:25:24.119 --> 00:25:28.640 We're doing a lot of revamping, a lot of revamping. 385 00:25:28.720 --> 00:25:32.400 I know I have not left my Patreon users hanging, 386 00:25:32.440 --> 00:25:35.000 but it might feel like I have. I'm shifting things 387 00:25:35.079 --> 00:25:38.680 over to another space. So the transition, we've been doing 388 00:25:38.759 --> 00:25:40.880 the transition of all of that and getting everything together. 389 00:25:40.920 --> 00:25:42.559 So there will be some fun announcements coming. 390 00:25:43.240 --> 00:25:43.480 Uh. 391 00:25:43.519 --> 00:25:47.839 And then you know, I went away with Frania and 392 00:25:47.880 --> 00:25:52.240 Crystal Jean this past weekend. We just we just went 393 00:25:52.279 --> 00:25:54.119 a couple hours away to kind of get out of 394 00:25:54.119 --> 00:25:56.839 the madness for a little bit and had just a 395 00:25:56.880 --> 00:26:01.039 really pleasant weekend in the in the trees, and. 396 00:26:02.799 --> 00:26:05.200 I'll leave it there. It was. 397 00:26:05.359 --> 00:26:08.160 It was a good time, and it was beautiful being 398 00:26:08.240 --> 00:26:11.960 just in a space with some of my sisters, and uh, 399 00:26:12.039 --> 00:26:14.319 you know, it's it's nice to just where you can 400 00:26:14.400 --> 00:26:16.640 just put all you know, put all the guards down, 401 00:26:16.720 --> 00:26:19.839