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<v Speaker 1>Chapter fifteen of Wider Love by Ali Chiva Thare. This

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<v Speaker 1>LibriVox recording is in the public domain. One summer day,

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<v Speaker 1>the week that decided Quimby's fate so unexpectedly and brought

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<v Speaker 1>him so much woe to Sin, brought good tidings. Her

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<v Speaker 1>success at the concert had been so decided that she

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<v Speaker 1>was the recipient of many offers for the coming season,

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<v Speaker 1>and was enabled to accept those that promised most advantageously.

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<v Speaker 1>No one was more honestly glad than was Natty in

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<v Speaker 1>her congratulations. Natty had fought and overcome that selfish pain

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<v Speaker 1>and bitter wonder of hers why Sin should have everything

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<v Speaker 1>and she nothing. Since the approach of summer, a much

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<v Speaker 1>talked of project among them had been a little picnic

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<v Speaker 1>party in the woods, and as Clem now proposed to

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<v Speaker 1>get it up in honor of Sin's success, the plan

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<v Speaker 1>was immediately carried out. Missus Simonson, with a feeble protest

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<v Speaker 1>because miss Killing was not invited, accompanied them. The them,

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<v Speaker 1>of course, consisted of Sin, Natti, Clem, Joe, and the

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<v Speaker 1>newly betrothed ones. Nature was kind to these seekers of

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<v Speaker 1>her solitudes and gave them a perfect day. One of

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<v Speaker 1>those that occur in our uncertain climate, less often than

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<v Speaker 1>might be wished, but that penetrate everywhere with their sunshine

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<v Speaker 1>when they do come, even into hearts where sunshine seldom glances.

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<v Speaker 1>So for the knots our friends forgot all their little troubles,

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<v Speaker 1>even quimby brightening up and ceasing to think of his engagement.

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<v Speaker 1>As they stood underneath the green trees by the banks

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<v Speaker 1>of the small river. Sunshine everywhere and the music of

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<v Speaker 1>birds in the air. Is it not glorious? Cried Sin

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<v Speaker 1>like a child in her exuberance. Why not camp out

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<v Speaker 1>here and stay all summer ecstatically suggested Clem as he

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<v Speaker 1>fundled his fishing tackle. But it might not always be

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<v Speaker 1>like this, said practical Missus Simonson. When the sunshines, we

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<v Speaker 1>forgave my ever storm, said Joe, and looking admiringly at

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<v Speaker 1>Sinn as he spoke. Is there an artist of philosophers

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<v Speaker 1>well as the west we know he is, asked Syn

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<v Speaker 1>laughing A very little one five feet six, replied Joe. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>we will have no shadows to day, said Syn. No

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<v Speaker 1>shadows to day, echoed Joe. Then, turning to Missus Simmonson, asked,

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<v Speaker 1>I hope you do not still regret miss cling. I

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<v Speaker 1>suppose she would spoil it all that good lady committed

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<v Speaker 1>herself enough to say. Well, really, I must say, remarked Celeste,

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<v Speaker 1>who now gave herself many airs and evidently looked upon

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<v Speaker 1>sin and natty as commonplace creatures not engaged. I must say,

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<v Speaker 1>now that you are speaking of her, that she does

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<v Speaker 1>cling in the way that is not pleasant. Sometimes she

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<v Speaker 1>actually annoys pa. I thought she entertained to have regard

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<v Speaker 1>for your father, said mischievous sin. That is exactly it,

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<v Speaker 1>replied Celeste to I, a regard. Truly, she behaves very

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<v Speaker 1>ridiculously while she positively waylays par so indelicate in a woman,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, with sublime unconsciousness of ever having indulged in

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<v Speaker 1>the pastime of waylaying herself such an old creature too.

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<v Speaker 1>She's always come in and wanting to mend his old

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<v Speaker 1>clothes and stockings. Poor par actually has to lock himself

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<v Speaker 1>in his rooms. Sometimes the vision of poor par thus

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<v Speaker 1>pursued was too much for the gravity of the company,

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<v Speaker 1>and that was a general laugh. It is true, asserted Celeste.

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<v Speaker 1>How isn't it Ralphie appealing to her betrothed with appropriate

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<v Speaker 1>bashfulness everybody stared at this. No one ever before really

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<v Speaker 1>knew that Quimby possessed a front door to his name,

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<v Speaker 1>and he, as surprised as any one at the cognomen

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<v Speaker 1>love had discovered, fell back on a roaring log and

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<v Speaker 1>clutched his legs to that extent that they must have

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<v Speaker 1>been black and blue for a week. Afterwards, Clems say

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<v Speaker 1>of the discomfited Ralphie the necessity of replying by interposing

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<v Speaker 1>with come, come, let us not talk on such incongruous

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<v Speaker 1>subjects this lovely day. Let us rather talk sentiment, And

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<v Speaker 1>he gave a prodigious wink in Joe's direction. I fear

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<v Speaker 1>we are not a very sentimental party, laughed Sin, adding myschievously, except,

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<v Speaker 1>of course, Quimby and Celeste, Oh I have not. I

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<v Speaker 1>assure you I am not in the least you know,

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<v Speaker 1>protested Quimby. Taking a roll on the log never felt

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<v Speaker 1>less so in my life, why, Ralphie, exclaimed Celeste reproachfully,

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<v Speaker 1>and to his distress, went up close to him and

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<v Speaker 1>would have sat down by his side, but for the

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<v Speaker 1>uncontrollable rolling propensity of that log, which made it impossible.

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<v Speaker 1>How is it with you, Joe, queried, Sin, can you

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<v Speaker 1>not for once forget your horrible hobby and be a

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<v Speaker 1>little sentimental in honor of the day. Joe, who was

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<v Speaker 1>throwing sticks into the water to the great disturbance of

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<v Speaker 1>the bugs and pa shown annoyance of a big frog,

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<v Speaker 1>made a somewhat surprising reply. Decidedly seriously, he said, arvivo

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<v Speaker 1>should attempt it, and I get too much in earnest. Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>we will risk that, So please begin, said Sin, but

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<v Speaker 1>staring at him a little as she spoke, do sentimental

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<v Speaker 1>just imagine it? Will you risk it? He asked, still seriously,

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<v Speaker 1>and with so peculiar an expression that she could reply

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<v Speaker 1>only by another astonished stare. But really it does not

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<v Speaker 1>pay to be sentimental, as you all ought to have

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<v Speaker 1>found out long ago, as Joe and I have, Natty

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<v Speaker 1>said jestingly, yet with an undertone of earnestness, then said

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<v Speaker 1>clem dryly, since it is so with us, let us fish,

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<v Speaker 1>and he threw his line into the stream. Sin, Joe,

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<v Speaker 1>and Missus Simmonson followed his example. Quimby declined, joining in

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<v Speaker 1>the sport, and, perhaps likening himself to the fish, balanced

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<v Speaker 1>himself on the log and looked on with a pathetic face. Celeste,

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<v Speaker 1>as in duty bound, remained by his side. Natty, too

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<v Speaker 1>was an observer only, and from the expression of her face,

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<v Speaker 1>was decidedly not amused. I think it is cruel, she exclaimed,

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<v Speaker 1>as Joe took a fish of Syn's hook. O I

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<v Speaker 1>quite agree with you, Quimby replied quickly in answer to

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<v Speaker 1>Nassy's observation. It is cruel. But perhaps a fish were

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<v Speaker 1>made for people to catch, suggested the Pacific missus Simpson,

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<v Speaker 1>who had not yet been able to get a bite. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>acquiesced Clem, pulling up a skinny little fish. They are

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<v Speaker 1>no worse of than we poor mortals. After all, we

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<v Speaker 1>must each fulfill our destiny with a man or fish. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>it is all fate, exclaimed Quimby, vehemently. We cannot help ourselves.

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<v Speaker 1>You believe in fate, then, nat At think I do,

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<v Speaker 1>said Sin with a glance, half humorous, half pitying at

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<v Speaker 1>its victim on the log. What incentive will we have

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<v Speaker 1>any effort if we were sure everything was marked out

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<v Speaker 1>for us in advance. That is a question requiring too

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<v Speaker 1>much effort for us to discuss on a warm day,

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<v Speaker 1>said Natty. Certain circumstances, Master bring about certain as odds

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<v Speaker 1>he will acknowledge. Clem gravely remarked, But it is said

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<v Speaker 1>that every soul is born as a twin somewhere, and

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<v Speaker 1>if so, that must be fate, said Missus Simonson. Miss

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<v Speaker 1>Kling's theory, I believe, laughed Natty. If it is so,

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<v Speaker 1>the right ones don't often come together, said Quimby gloomily.

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<v Speaker 1>We are an exception. Then to the general rule, simpered Celeste.

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<v Speaker 1>Guimby groaned and then murmured something about the toothache. Poor fellow,

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<v Speaker 1>said Sin in a low voice to Natty. After all,

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<v Speaker 1>there is something in fate, Natty sighed, Perhaps so, she said. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>we will not get solemn over fate, said Joe cheerily. Then,

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<v Speaker 1>in a lower voice, as he glanced at Sinn, he added, Yet,

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<v Speaker 1>and do not frighten away what few fish there are

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<v Speaker 1>here with your theories, commanded Clem. Although this mandate was obeyed,

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<v Speaker 1>and for a time silence reigned, it was not long

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<v Speaker 1>before they were all singing a gay song, started by

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<v Speaker 1>Clem himself, even Quimby joining in the chorus with a

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<v Speaker 1>feeble tenor. But they were tired of fishing by that

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<v Speaker 1>time and began to feel as if a little refreshment

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<v Speaker 1>would not be out of place, and would indeed enhance

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<v Speaker 1>the loveliness of nature. So a fire was made and

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<v Speaker 1>lunch baskets unpacked. It will take a good many of

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<v Speaker 1>those fish for a mouthful, declared Clem, who was cook.

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<v Speaker 1>You may have my share. The canting creatures I have

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<v Speaker 1>seen squirm, said Natty, Ah, you fastidious young woman. What

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<v Speaker 1>shall I ever do do if you are cast away

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<v Speaker 1>on a desert island with me, exclaimed Clem in mock despair,

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<v Speaker 1>save to p telegraph wire, and then she would need

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<v Speaker 1>nothing more, insinuated Sin, and get snubbed for my pains,

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<v Speaker 1>must Clem sotto votche. But Natty caught the words, and

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<v Speaker 1>an expression of distress passed over her face. This reminds

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<v Speaker 1>me of their feast, Sinn, declared, as they sealed themselves

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<v Speaker 1>wherever convenient, with a dish of whatever was handy. Only

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<v Speaker 1>more so, added Clem. What feast, asked Celeste curiously, when

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<v Speaker 1>we had once, Sin replied evasively, glad there was something

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<v Speaker 1>Celeste did not know about. In fact, in the matter

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<v Speaker 1>of curiosity, Celeste was an embryo. Miss Kling. I'm sorry

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<v Speaker 1>we have no Charlotte Russ to day, Quimby, remarked Clem

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<v Speaker 1>with an expression of transparent innocence. Quimby could only reply

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<v Speaker 1>with a groan. The recollections awakened were too much. What

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<v Speaker 1>is the matter now, Ralphrey asked the loving Celeste Again.

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<v Speaker 1>Quimby muttered something about that tooth. Oh, said Celeste tenderly,

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<v Speaker 1>you really must have it out Ralphrey. The possibility being

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<v Speaker 1>obliged to part with a sound tooth in self defense

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<v Speaker 1>restored him for the time being. But he was not

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<v Speaker 1>the only one to whom the retrospect brought a momentary pain.

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<v Speaker 1>Natty sighed as she looked back to the day that

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<v Speaker 1>had brought clem, but not restored, as she then supposed,

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<v Speaker 1>but taken away her sea. The salubrious air and the

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<v Speaker 1>invigorating odor of the forest adds immeasurably to the natural

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<v Speaker 1>capacity the appetite, commented Joe bravely, as he passed his

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<v Speaker 1>plate for the seventh fish. Ah, sighed Celeste, who prided

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<v Speaker 1>herself on her delicacy. I never could eat more than

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<v Speaker 1>would satisfy a mouse, and since my engagement simpering, I

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<v Speaker 1>cannot swallow enough to scarce keep me alive, Quimby looked

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<v Speaker 1>up eagerly. I beg pardon, but if the if the

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<v Speaker 1>engagement weighs upon you, I am willing to release you,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, he exclaimed hopefully. You jealous creature, replied Celeste archly.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, Ralphy, that no consideration could make me release you.

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<v Speaker 1>Quimby knew it only too well, and sighed as he

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<v Speaker 1>picked a chicken bone. A great objection to dining in

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<v Speaker 1>the woods is that one is apt to find his

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<v Speaker 1>food unexpectedly seasoned, said Clem, as he captured a six

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<v Speaker 1>legged bug of an adventurous spirit that had sought to

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<v Speaker 1>investigate the contents of his plate. Isn't it strange that

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<v Speaker 1>bugs don't seem after bad in our food ear as

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<v Speaker 1>they would at home, said missus Simonson. We can get

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<v Speaker 1>us to anything if we only think so, said Syn,

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<v Speaker 1>bringing her cheery philosophy to the front. Yes, assented Quimby mournfully.

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<v Speaker 1>I am used to it, you know, Syn laughed, and

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<v Speaker 1>then proposed the health of the betrothed pair, which was

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<v Speaker 1>drunk in larger beer, and to which Quimby bolstered up by.

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<v Speaker 1>Celeste attempted to respet fond but collapsed in the middle

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<v Speaker 1>of the third sentence, and with the words then go

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm mused to it, you know, sat down, wiped

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<v Speaker 1>his forehead on his napkin, and looked intensely miserable. After

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<v Speaker 1>that they toasted sin, and then dots and dashes, and

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<v Speaker 1>last Joe, with mock solemnity, proposed fight. And just then

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<v Speaker 1>Quimby met with a fresh mishap and came near ending

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<v Speaker 1>his sufferers and a watery grave. Only the water did

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<v Speaker 1>not happen to be quite deep enough. Arising from the

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<v Speaker 1>sharp pointed roc that had served him for a pivot

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<v Speaker 1>in which to eat his dinner, he stumbled, fell, and

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<v Speaker 1>river with a tremendous splash. Everyone jumped up in consternation.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh clem Joe, shrieked Celeste, wringing her hands and rushing

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<v Speaker 1>down to the water's edge. So leave him, save my darling, Ralphie. Ralphie, however,

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<v Speaker 1>was equal to saving his own life. This time, the

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<v Speaker 1>anxious friends with a reassuring smile, I help youth, do it?

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<v Speaker 1>You know? As Clem assisted him up the bank, the

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<v Speaker 1>so Clem might rescue her and thus bring about that

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<v Speaker 1>much to be desired crisis. But remembering that water could

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<v Speaker 1>run the colors of her dress and father, how dreadfully

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<v Speaker 1>unbecoming it was to be wet, a fact fully demonstrated

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<v Speaker 1>by the present appearance of Quimby, Sin rejected their idea

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<v Speaker 1>was not exactly feasible. They left Quimby drying on a

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<v Speaker 1>of the repast asked to cheer her, and the consciousness

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<v Speaker 1>that his clothes were shrinking on him as they dried

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<v Speaker 1>to divert him, and wandered off through the woods and

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<v Speaker 1>over the hills, gathering on the way so many flowers

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<v Speaker 1>and green things that Sin declared they looked like burnham

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<v Speaker 1>wood coming to dunsinane. At first they were all together,

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<v Speaker 1>then straggled the part, Missus Simmonson being the first dereliction,

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<v Speaker 1>as she was not quite equal to climbing as fast

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<v Speaker 1>as the young people. Thus it came about that Natty

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<v Speaker 1>found herself alone with Clem, and, suddenly, stopping with some embarrassment,

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<v Speaker 1>but steadily, he said, there is something I wish to

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<v Speaker 1>say to you. You have spoken several times of late

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<v Speaker 1>about my stubbing you. I want to say I have

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<v Speaker 1>not intentionally done so, that I have the same, the

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<v Speaker 1>same friendship for you as always, and that I wish

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<v Speaker 1>you every happiness. What may have appeared to you as

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<v Speaker 1>to secrets of my own. Clem looked at her scrutinizingly

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<v Speaker 1>as she spoke, and the flowers he had gathered fell

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<v Speaker 1>unheeded from his hands. It has never been my wish

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<v Speaker 1>that any coldness should come between us. You know that, Natty,

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<v Speaker 1>he replied earnestly. From our first acquaintance, the old acquaintance

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<v Speaker 1>over the wire, you have held the same place in

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<v Speaker 1>my heart, the place next to sin, was Natty's involuntary

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<v Speaker 1>bitter thought. But she instantly stifled the feeling and answered,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you, Clem, and I hope we may always be

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<v Speaker 1>the same friends. At this Clem took an impetuous step

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<v Speaker 1>towards her and would have said, you can tell what

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<v Speaker 1>had not. At the same moment Missus Simonson, very much

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<v Speaker 1>out of breath, come up with them. Natty was not sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>She had wished to say to him what she had

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<v Speaker 1>that she might not think her changed manner of late

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<v Speaker 1>had been caused by any feeling of dislike, and might understand.

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<v Speaker 1>She wished him success with Sin, but she had no

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<v Speaker 1>desire to prolong the interview, and gladly walked on by

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<v Speaker 1>the side of the puffing Missus Simonson. Clem, however, looked

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<v Speaker 1>displeased and followed with a thoughtful face, so thoughtful that

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<v Speaker 1>Missus Simonson noticed and wondered at his preoccupation. Meanwhile, Sin

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<v Speaker 1>with Joe was far in advance and had turned into

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<v Speaker 1>a by path that led toward a slight rising. Sauntering on,

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<v Speaker 1>dear me, we have lost sight of every one. It

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<v Speaker 1>would not better return Nah I do not want to,

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<v Speaker 1>answered Joe bluntly, do not as we say, and we

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<v Speaker 1>must not lose them. Perhaps they will stroll this way.

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<v Speaker 1>Shall we sit down? And without waiting for a response,

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<v Speaker 1>of the pathway. Although Joe was not romantic, he had

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<v Speaker 1>an artist I and could not but note the beauty

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<v Speaker 1>of the scene before him, a scene he did not

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<v Speaker 1>need to reproduce on canvas to remember ever after, the

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<v Speaker 1>mountains on the background, the narrow path sloping down from

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<v Speaker 1>the near hill to where on the gray and moss

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<v Speaker 1>covered rock, Sin sat, her dark eyes mellow with the

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<v Speaker 1>summer sunshine, and the cheery ribbons of her hat giving

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<v Speaker 1>the requisite touch of color to make the picture perfect.

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<v Speaker 1>For a moment, he stood in silent admiration. Then, taking

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<v Speaker 1>off his hat and smoothing down his shaven locks, he said,

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<v Speaker 1>to tell the truth, Sin, I'd do hope they will

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<v Speaker 1>not stroll this way though around altogether too much. I

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<v Speaker 1>can never have a quiet talk with you, I declare

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<v Speaker 1>I leave an addition to your being unsentimental and all

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<v Speaker 1>that you are becoming a confirmed grumbler, exclaimed Sinn, as

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<v Speaker 1>she caught one of the bowels of the tree overhead

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<v Speaker 1>and turned a merrily protesting face towards him. Joe looked

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<v Speaker 1>at her, and a queer expression came over his face.

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<v Speaker 1>Am I, he said, slowly, Well, would you like to

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<v Speaker 1>see me sentimental. Would you like to see me make

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<v Speaker 1>a fool of myself? Nothing would give me greater pleasure,

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<v Speaker 1>cried Sin, then exclaimed Joe, planting himself directly in front

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<v Speaker 1>of her. Here goes now, I'm going to astonish you

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<v Speaker 1>very much, Sin, very well, I am all in patience.

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<v Speaker 1>Go on, but it is no joke, he replied, in

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<v Speaker 1>protest to her laughing face. If I'm to make a

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<v Speaker 1>fool of myself, I am going to do it in

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<v Speaker 1>dead earnest. This is the way, of course, responded Sin,

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<v Speaker 1>but beginning to look a little surprised, for Joe seemed

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<v Speaker 1>very much excited, and his manner indicated anything but her jest.

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<v Speaker 1>Extraordinary creature there, Joe. His next proceeding was even more strange.

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<v Speaker 1>That was to ask the apparently irrelevant question to remember

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<v Speaker 1>what we all saying a short time ago about fate? Certainly,

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<v Speaker 1>but I am going to favor me with a dissertation

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<v Speaker 1>on fate instead of making a fool of yourself. No,

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<v Speaker 1>was the solemn reply. Have a little patience, Sin. The

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<v Speaker 1>fact is you are my fate. There is no mistake

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<v Speaker 1>about it. There must be either cruel or kind, and

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<v Speaker 1>there's no alternative. Since's surprise increased visibly. I am sure

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<v Speaker 1>I did not stand you are tall, acquere you are

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<v Speaker 1>to day, Joe, of course I am queer. When a

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<v Speaker 1>man throws his theories and obbies to the winds and

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<v Speaker 1>confesses himself conquered, he is apt to be queer, is

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<v Speaker 1>he not? Can you not understand that I, Joe Norton,

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<v Speaker 1>who have always scoffed at sentiment and proudly declare myself

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<v Speaker 1>incapable of being a victim of love, am ready yes,

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<v Speaker 1>and longing to make as big a fool of myself

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<v Speaker 1>as the veriest, spooniest youth in existence, and all for

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<v Speaker 1>love of you. Sin to this exceedingly novel declaration of love,

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<v Speaker 1>Sin responded by releasing the bow she held and staring

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<v Speaker 1>at him with distended eyes and a perfectly blank face,

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<v Speaker 1>at once in her life speechless. I told you I

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<v Speaker 1>was going to astonish you, said Joe quaintly, in answer

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<v Speaker 1>to her prolonged stare. And I do not wonder that

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<v Speaker 1>you cannot believe I really love you. I do not

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<v Speaker 1>myself for a long time, and I was not after

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<v Speaker 1>I knew it. But it is a fact, no joke,

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<v Speaker 1>no mistake, but a sober, serious fact. I love you,

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<v Speaker 1>love you, love you. Joe's voice grew very fervent as

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<v Speaker 1>he uttered these last words, and was in such striking

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<v Speaker 1>contrast to his ordinary manner that Sin could but see

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<v Speaker 1>that this was indeed no joke. Who you love? In

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<v Speaker 1>love me? She gasped, Yes, I could not help it.

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<v Speaker 1>I've only known it within a few days. But I

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<v Speaker 1>think I have loved you ever since we first met.

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<v Speaker 1>Only those confounded theories of mine blind in me. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>but what are you going to do about it? Questioned Sin,

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<v Speaker 1>Enable yet to recover from her bewilderment, Jo looked at

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<v Speaker 1>her wistfully. I know I am homely, Sin, and I

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<v Speaker 1>am poor. I've nothing to offer you but an honest,

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<v Speaker 1>loving and true heart. I suppose a man who is

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<v Speaker 1>in love is naturally unreasonable. I never was in love before,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. By an extravagant hope, will whisper to me

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<v Speaker 1>that even this little might not be unappreciated by you.

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<v Speaker 1>And as he spoke, Joe's face was so transfigured that

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<v Speaker 1>he could no longer be called plain. Sin gazed at

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<v Speaker 1>him in wonder, and, recovering partly from her first surprise,

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<v Speaker 1>an unusual seriousness came over her own handsome face as

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<v Speaker 1>she answered earnestly, it is not unappreciated. Oh no, do

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<v Speaker 1>nothing to offer me but honor, loving and true heart.

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<v Speaker 1>You say, why that is everything? Then will you accept it?

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<v Speaker 1>May I try and win your love? He asked, eagerly,

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<v Speaker 1>advancing close to her. I will work very hard to

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<v Speaker 1>make myself worthy of it, and to win a name

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<v Speaker 1>you need not be ashamed to bear. I lay myself

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<v Speaker 1>my life at your feet, Sin, And this is unsentimental, Joe,

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<v Speaker 1>Sin exclaimed involuntarily. This is unsentimental, Joe, he answered, in

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<v Speaker 1>all humility, do with him what you will. He is

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<v Speaker 1>all yours Intero. Sin's expressive eyes came some deeply stirred emotion.

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<v Speaker 1>I am so sorry, she said, sadly, so very very sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>What shall I say? What shall I do? I like

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<v Speaker 1>you so much as a friend, but what you ask,

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<v Speaker 1>Joe could never be. The sun sank behind the distant hills,

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<v Speaker 1>and the shadow such as had fallen over the woods

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<v Speaker 1>behind them, settled on Joe's face. The idea is new

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<v Speaker 1>to you, at least tink it over. Do not leave

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<v Speaker 1>me without a little hope, he entreated. Joe. I wish

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<v Speaker 1>as I do wish that I could love you as

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<v Speaker 1>you deserve to be loved, said Sin earnestly. But it

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<v Speaker 1>cannot be. It never could be. Do not deceive yourself

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<v Speaker 1>with false hopes. Friends always, Joe, but lovers never, Ah,

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<v Speaker 1>exclaimed Joe bitterly, unable to restrain his jealousy. It is

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<v Speaker 1>Clem who stands between us. Clym, who stands between us,

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<v Speaker 1>echoed Sin, astounded for the second time. Day there now,

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<v Speaker 1>I've lowered myself in your estimation. I am but a

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<v Speaker 1>blundering fool. Sin. You see, I am selfish in my love,

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<v Speaker 1>and I have not yet become sentimental enough to be

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<v Speaker 1>willing to see another fellow win. What is all the

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<v Speaker 1>world to me? Sin's face grew red, as was the

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<v Speaker 1>sky when the sun had gone down. Do you mean

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<v Speaker 1>to insinuate that I am in love with Clem, she

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<v Speaker 1>asked angrily. I would not insinuate it for all the

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<v Speaker 1>world if you are not, was Joe's eager reply. I

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<v Speaker 1>am not experienced in love matters, but I am quite

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<v Speaker 1>sure he loves you, and he is very handsome, he

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<v Speaker 1>added ruefully. What a dreadful combination of circumstances cried Sinn, distractedly.

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<v Speaker 1>Woopsh it is impossible, impossible, No, indeed, why it was

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<v Speaker 1>by being so jous for him that I first awoke

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<v Speaker 1>to the fact that I was loving you myself. Besides,

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<v Speaker 1>every one has noticed his fondness for you. They you

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<v Speaker 1>have vehemently and smiting the rock where she sat with

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<v Speaker 1>her hand as she spoke. This is truly awful. Then

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<v Speaker 1>you do not care for him, questioned Joe, joyfully care

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<v Speaker 1>for him, repeated Syn irritably. Of course I care for him.

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<v Speaker 1>Is it not my pet scheme that he should marry Natty?

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<v Speaker 1>Certainly it is, and he has been from the first

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<v Speaker 1>and now if he has gone and fallen in love

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<v Speaker 1>with me a nice predicament, we will be in. But

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<v Speaker 1>you must be mistaken. I cannot believe him capable of

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<v Speaker 1>such a thing. The only reason I have to fear

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<v Speaker 1>it is that I would not have credited it of

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<v Speaker 1>you yesterday. But you say I do love him. You

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<v Speaker 1>believe I do, do you not, sin, asked Joe, too

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<v Speaker 1>eager to press his own suit to give much thought

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<v Speaker 1>to Natty and Clem. Will you not try and love

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<v Speaker 1>me as you do not love Clem? Am? I so

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<v Speaker 1>only as to be repulsive to you. Only nonsense, replied Sin,

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<v Speaker 1>momentarily putting aside at her newest anxiety for the previous one. I,

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<v Speaker 1>come to think of it, I'd rather marry you than

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<v Speaker 1>any man I know. Would you? Would you really? Seizing

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<v Speaker 1>said slowly and impressively, I cannot, Mary, that is entirely

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<v Speaker 1>can form no part. I thought you believed in love,

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<v Speaker 1>said Joe, looking perplexed but clinging to her hand as

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<v Speaker 1>a sort of anchor. I do. I believe it is

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<v Speaker 1>the best happiness of life, but it cannot be for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Why I will tell you I owe this much in

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<v Speaker 1>return for what you have given me. What I prize,

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<v Speaker 1>even though I am compelled to refuse it. What stands

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<v Speaker 1>between us is the memory of a love gone forever?

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<v Speaker 1>What exclaimed Joe, astounded in his turn, You mean to

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<v Speaker 1>say that you that you you the gayest of the

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<v Speaker 1>gay that you Joe stopped, unable to proceed. You hardly

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<v Speaker 1>expected to find me in the role of the victim

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<v Speaker 1>of a broken heart. Did you questioned Sin with a

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<v Speaker 1>half sad, half humorous. I admit I do not exactly

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<v Speaker 1>answered to the average description. And my heart is not broken.

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<v Speaker 1>There is only a blank in it, something dead that

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<v Speaker 1>can never live again. Once I loved a man with

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<v Speaker 1>all my heart, Joe sighed with all the illusion of youth,

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<v Speaker 1>and he loved me. The difference between his love and

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<v Speaker 1>mine was that mine was for ever and his was

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<v Speaker 1>for a day. Impossible, interrupted Joe, My man who once

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<v Speaker 1>loved you could ever change. He happened to be one

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<v Speaker 1>of the kind who could. I never really knew. The cause.

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<v Speaker 1>Might have been another woman. You know, there always is

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<v Speaker 1>another woman or another man, added Joe gloomily. Yes, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>cented Sin, and continued. He was one of the kind,

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<v Speaker 1>I think now who are incapable of appreciating a woman's

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<v Speaker 1>love and consequently unworthy of it. But unworthy. I did

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<v Speaker 1>not know this and wasted mine on him. So he

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<v Speaker 1>and love went out of my life forever. But with

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<v Speaker 1>a proud raising of her head. I would not be

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<v Speaker 1>weak enough to allow all my life to be ruined.

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<v Speaker 1>Because one part of it was wrecked. With somewhat gone,

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<v Speaker 1>there still remains something, and of that I made the most.

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<v Speaker 1>This is why my heart is everything to me, and

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<v Speaker 1>why I cannot marry you. But it seems to be

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<v Speaker 1>unreasonable that because you loved one man who was unworthy,

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<v Speaker 1>you should refuse the love of another who would try

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<v Speaker 1>very hard to make you forget that first sad experience. Argue, Joe,

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<v Speaker 1>give me what you have left sin, If it be

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<v Speaker 1>but dead ashes, Oh, thank God for the gift. Perhaps,

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<v Speaker 1>at some future day, in response to my devotion, even

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<v Speaker 1>from those ashes shall arise another love, so strong, so intense,

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<v Speaker 1>that in comparison, the old will be but a some

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<v Speaker 1>half forgotten trouble of childhood whose remembrance cannot awaken even

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<v Speaker 1>a passing pain. The fervor of an honest affection made

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<v Speaker 1>Joe truly eloquent, and his true blue eyes met the

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<v Speaker 1>dark ones of sin, ring with earnestness and love. And

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<v Speaker 1>for a moment she looked at him and hesitated. Then

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<v Speaker 1>she arose, saying resolutely, no, Jo, no, do not tempt me.

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<v Speaker 1>The experiment would be too dangerous. To give your warmed

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<v Speaker 1>over affection in return for your whole heart would only

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<v Speaker 1>be misery for us, both more misery than I am

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<v Speaker 1>bringing to you now. I respect and esteem you. As

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<v Speaker 1>I said before, we will be friends, tom Mad's always

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<v Speaker 1>no more. As she spoke, she extended her hand to

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<v Speaker 1>him in farewell to all his hopes, and so understanding

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<v Speaker 1>he clasped it. A sadness on his face she had

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<v Speaker 1>never seen there before. As you will, Sin, he replied brokenly,

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<v Speaker 1>for I shall love you for ever. As he spoke,

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<v Speaker 1>from below, came the cry, Sin, Joe, where are yer?

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<v Speaker 1>We are going coming? Sin's clear voice answered back. One moment,

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<v Speaker 1>Joe said, detaining, he may I, May I kiss you once, Sin,

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<v Speaker 1>once of the last time. There were tears and sins eyes.

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<v Speaker 1>She bent her handsome head. Their lips met. Then, without

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<v Speaker 1>a word, they went on together to join those who

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<v Speaker 1>awaited them. And it was thus fate to Creed, for

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<v Speaker 1>these two love brings the most intense sorrows the keenest

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<v Speaker 1>joys of life. But there must always be some lives

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<v Speaker 1>into which comes only the sadness and none of the

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<v Speaker 1>bliss of loving. End of Chapter fifteen.
