WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.600 --> 00:00:04.719 Hey, everybody, aj Benzi here with Same as a Bitch. 2 00:00:04.839 --> 00:00:09.160 It's September eleventh, and while I should be talking about 3 00:00:10.279 --> 00:00:14.119 that awful day twenty three years ago, I'm gonna give 4 00:00:14.160 --> 00:00:18.079 you something else today for free on the arm on 5 00:00:18.239 --> 00:00:22.600 the Blotch. I know it's been a while since I 6 00:00:22.640 --> 00:00:24.960 gave you guys a free show, but I'm gonna be 7 00:00:25.160 --> 00:00:28.239 introducing a free show every week from here on in, 8 00:00:29.160 --> 00:00:35.960 and depending upon the participation and the comments and the 9 00:00:36.159 --> 00:00:39.399 enthusiasm might get from you folks. And by the way, 10 00:00:39.840 --> 00:00:45.520 you can all email me at Popebenza at gmail dot com. 11 00:00:45.679 --> 00:00:47.799 All you can go through Facebook if you're a part 12 00:00:47.840 --> 00:00:50.920 of the Facebook Podcast Obsess page. You can get me 13 00:00:51.000 --> 00:00:54.280 on Instagram right now I can't pull up Twitter for 14 00:00:54.320 --> 00:00:56.759 some reason, but either way I'm easy to get to. 15 00:00:57.600 --> 00:01:02.560 So a free show every week, which also goes along 16 00:01:02.600 --> 00:01:08.000 with the weekly free show Everything is a Bitch and 17 00:01:08.079 --> 00:01:11.959 the Patreon shows of Politics is a Bitch once a 18 00:01:12.000 --> 00:01:16.480 weekend and Fame is a Bitch every single day for 19 00:01:16.599 --> 00:01:19.680 seven years in counting. But what I'm gonna do with 20 00:01:19.719 --> 00:01:23.680 these free shows, at least in the first few weeks 21 00:01:23.680 --> 00:01:27.200 and months, I'm gonna focus on some of the bigger 22 00:01:27.359 --> 00:01:32.640 cases of things, murders, all sorts of stuff that either 23 00:01:32.719 --> 00:01:34.719 I was a part of while I was a reporter, 24 00:01:35.519 --> 00:01:38.200 an active daily journalist for the New York Daily News, 25 00:01:38.879 --> 00:01:41.719 or maybe living in Los Angeles or New York at 26 00:01:41.760 --> 00:01:46.680 the time of these particular circumstances, be it Amy Fisher 27 00:01:46.719 --> 00:01:51.879 and Joey Buttafuco or the men Andez Brothers, or Tanya Harding, 28 00:01:52.480 --> 00:01:56.040 Michael Jackson, O J. Simpson. The big issue is that 29 00:01:56.120 --> 00:01:58.680 hit us in the eighties and nineties and two thousands. 30 00:01:59.439 --> 00:02:02.400 I'm gonna be in today or this week's free show 31 00:02:02.599 --> 00:02:06.040 with something I touched on in the Patreon behind the 32 00:02:06.040 --> 00:02:10.520 paywall about whether or not Kurt Cobain was murdered or 33 00:02:10.639 --> 00:02:14.400 did in fact, as they say, commit suicide. I've got 34 00:02:14.479 --> 00:02:18.120 somebody on my side, a great source, a private eye, 35 00:02:18.439 --> 00:02:23.080 who says otherwise, and I'm gonna go from that. Next week, 36 00:02:23.159 --> 00:02:27.719 I'll probably do an exclusive on Sean Puffy Combs and 37 00:02:27.840 --> 00:02:31.800 the whole situation where he's being sued up the ass. 38 00:02:31.800 --> 00:02:35.280 In fact, there's one hundred million dollar judgment against him 39 00:02:35.280 --> 00:02:41.520 that a judge just said it's fine. This particular guy 40 00:02:41.639 --> 00:02:45.199 is in jail and is supposedly allowed to get ten 41 00:02:45.280 --> 00:02:49.360 million dollars a month from Puffy. Puffy's selling his mansions 42 00:02:49.400 --> 00:02:51.680 in New York Miami. He just getting rid of all 43 00:02:51.680 --> 00:02:54.039 his property and god knows where he's gonna go. I 44 00:02:54.039 --> 00:02:55.840 don't know why they don't consider him a flight risk. 45 00:02:56.599 --> 00:02:59.800 Well I do know why, because he's been cooperating with 46 00:03:00.080 --> 00:03:05.199 ADS for years. That's the inside story on Sean Puffy Combs, 47 00:03:05.599 --> 00:03:11.439 except now he's on really thin ice. And some say, 48 00:03:11.479 --> 00:03:13.879 when you're on today, you might as well tap dance. 49 00:03:14.520 --> 00:03:17.280 If Puffy decides to tap dance like he used to 50 00:03:17.280 --> 00:03:20.319 do with those videos, he's gonna plunge into freezing water 51 00:03:20.400 --> 00:03:23.919 and die. So next week I'll probably do Puffy. Not 52 00:03:24.039 --> 00:03:29.479 to mention weeks ago, I gave you excerpts from the 53 00:03:29.520 --> 00:03:34.280 mouth of kim Porter, the mother of Puffy's children, and 54 00:03:34.319 --> 00:03:39.879 now her book sixty pages. It's only sixty pages because 55 00:03:39.879 --> 00:03:44.199 it's what kim Porter was writing before she was found 56 00:03:44.280 --> 00:03:48.560 dead from pneumonia, even though there were no medicines on 57 00:03:48.560 --> 00:03:51.840 her night table or prescriptions for a cough for anything. 58 00:03:52.080 --> 00:03:56.240 But that's how she died daemonia. And I'll be sure 59 00:03:56.080 --> 00:03:58.680 are just happened to go into a comment almost die 60 00:03:58.800 --> 00:04:02.680 and Heavy Deed did die and now Andrearell did die. 61 00:04:03.319 --> 00:04:06.599 Puffy is surrounded by people who ended up dying before 62 00:04:06.639 --> 00:04:10.840 their time or got very ill. Either way, That'll be 63 00:04:10.879 --> 00:04:13.240 probably next week's show because I was the first to 64 00:04:13.280 --> 00:04:16.519 bring you excerpts of Kim's book, and now that it's 65 00:04:16.560 --> 00:04:20.959 out on Amazon called Kim's Lost Words, you can read 66 00:04:21.000 --> 00:04:23.000 all about this stuff I told you about weeks and 67 00:04:23.040 --> 00:04:26.199 weeks ago. And maybe the third show will be John 68 00:04:26.240 --> 00:04:29.759 Beney Ramsey's Killer. I Got It Decide didn't follow that too, 69 00:04:30.000 --> 00:04:34.759 But let's begin with the Kurt Cobain story. Was Kurt 70 00:04:35.000 --> 00:04:41.360 Colbain murder? Ever since this iconic frontman for Nevana was 71 00:04:41.360 --> 00:04:44.839 found dead in his home in Seattle in April nineteen 72 00:04:44.920 --> 00:04:49.560 ninety four, thirty years ago, there'll be conspiracy theories all 73 00:04:49.600 --> 00:04:55.560 around about his short life and tragic death. His death, 74 00:04:55.800 --> 00:04:59.000 as you know then and now, has been ruled a suicide. 75 00:05:00.600 --> 00:05:05.519 But a private investigator named Tom Grant took a close 76 00:05:05.600 --> 00:05:09.759 look at the case while it was unfolding. Now he's 77 00:05:09.800 --> 00:05:12.680 not my source, but another private eye is my source. 78 00:05:13.399 --> 00:05:16.279 But Tom Grant, who took a close look at this, 79 00:05:17.120 --> 00:05:21.240 he believed that Kurt Cobain was murdered. Specifically, he thinks 80 00:05:21.279 --> 00:05:25.000 that Cobain's wife, Courtney Love, was involved in a conspiracy 81 00:05:25.759 --> 00:05:29.120 that resulted in the murder of the grunge Star. Now, 82 00:05:29.639 --> 00:05:34.240 while Tom Grant has been the most vocal believer of 83 00:05:34.279 --> 00:05:37.360 this theory over the years, there are a couple of 84 00:05:37.399 --> 00:05:40.600 investigative journalists I have a lot of respect for Ian 85 00:05:40.680 --> 00:05:45.639 Halpern and Max Wallace. Both of them have publicly supported 86 00:05:45.680 --> 00:05:49.720 this point of view. In fact, Helprint and Wallace even 87 00:05:49.800 --> 00:05:53.279 published books that make the case that Kurt Cobain was murdered. 88 00:05:53.560 --> 00:05:56.199 And I begin to tell you this story, I think 89 00:05:56.279 --> 00:06:01.519 you'll see it my way as well. Most shot, Kurt 90 00:06:01.560 --> 00:06:06.240 Cobain's own grandfather has raised questions about his death, and 91 00:06:06.240 --> 00:06:09.120 at one point he was even quarterly saying that he 92 00:06:09.240 --> 00:06:13.720 believed Kurt was murdered and didn't commit suicide. Whenever a 93 00:06:13.759 --> 00:06:18.439 family member makes those kind of statements, I pricked my 94 00:06:18.519 --> 00:06:25.319 ears up because family knows. But let's now enter my source. 95 00:06:25.839 --> 00:06:28.040 It's a private I have known for several years now 96 00:06:28.079 --> 00:06:31.759 who's brought me some different angles on some sensational deaths 97 00:06:31.759 --> 00:06:34.600 across the last twenty five years or so, including the 98 00:06:34.680 --> 00:06:38.759 murders of the Cole Brown and Ronald Goldban and I'll 99 00:06:38.800 --> 00:06:44.680 have more information about the John Boney Ramsey case according 100 00:06:45.360 --> 00:06:49.639 to him as well. But in addition to this Kurt 101 00:06:49.720 --> 00:06:53.079 Cobain was he murdered or would commit suicide story? There's 102 00:06:53.160 --> 00:06:57.000 also the theory or the story that I can't talk 103 00:06:57.079 --> 00:07:01.079 too much about, but there is the idea that there 104 00:07:01.160 --> 00:07:05.160 was a love child fathered by Kurt and she is 105 00:07:05.199 --> 00:07:11.000 alive today and it is about two well, let's say 106 00:07:11.040 --> 00:07:15.680 she's been been taken care of. She's in hiding, so 107 00:07:15.759 --> 00:07:18.560 to speak, and people are being very delicate about how 108 00:07:19.040 --> 00:07:21.879 she's perceived and who she talks to and whether they 109 00:07:22.040 --> 00:07:24.639 even want to go forward with this. But she's made 110 00:07:24.680 --> 00:07:28.600 some she's made some mentions of the fact that she's 111 00:07:28.600 --> 00:07:32.759 a love child Kurt Cobain, the woman and the woman 112 00:07:32.800 --> 00:07:37.160 involved I don't know, but this particular girl says she is. 113 00:07:37.199 --> 00:07:40.079 But let's hold off on that for a second. What 114 00:07:40.120 --> 00:07:42.040 you need to know about this story before we go 115 00:07:42.120 --> 00:07:44.680 forward is Kurt Cobain at the time of his death 116 00:07:44.839 --> 00:07:48.480 was not happy in his marriage. He told friends he 117 00:07:48.560 --> 00:07:51.439 wanted to divorce Courtney love and he was even gonna 118 00:07:51.439 --> 00:07:55.360 write her out of his will. People who are close 119 00:07:55.399 --> 00:07:58.639 to the story. Know that back then he turned down 120 00:07:59.439 --> 00:08:03.240 The Life palozatur which was a I think a nine 121 00:08:03.319 --> 00:08:08.720 million dollar deal. He'd written, ah, he'd written to Geffen 122 00:08:08.839 --> 00:08:13.120 Records about going solo. And that's an interesting factor because 123 00:08:14.000 --> 00:08:17.639 Kurt Cobain loved the Beatles, and what he was doing 124 00:08:17.680 --> 00:08:20.600 in that letter to Geffen Records kind of mirrors what 125 00:08:20.720 --> 00:08:25.480 John Lennon was doing years early with the Beatles. Either way, 126 00:08:26.680 --> 00:08:29.800 there's no doubt in my mind, in other people's minds 127 00:08:29.839 --> 00:08:32.320 who are very closed to Kurt or work close to him, 128 00:08:32.320 --> 00:08:36.720 that he was accelerating toward breaking up the band. I'd 129 00:08:36.759 --> 00:08:39.679 asked Dave Grohl's opinion. But he's a fucking liar. He 130 00:08:39.799 --> 00:08:42.639 just got caught cheating on his wife again. This time 131 00:08:42.679 --> 00:08:45.360 he fathered a daughter. I was the guy who told 132 00:08:45.399 --> 00:08:49.879 you several years ago that he really wounded his marriage 133 00:08:49.879 --> 00:08:53.279 by banging or having an affair with his Wife's a 134 00:08:53.279 --> 00:08:58.399 good friend, destroying that marriage and really putting a big 135 00:08:58.480 --> 00:09:02.360 damper on his Look at pictures, his daughters can't stand him, 136 00:09:02.600 --> 00:09:10.320 No one smiles. This particular person doesn't believe that his 137 00:09:10.559 --> 00:09:14.039 heroin use, Kurt Kirbran's heroin use was the cause of 138 00:09:14.080 --> 00:09:17.279 his death. My source doesn't believe that. He doesn't believe 139 00:09:17.360 --> 00:09:20.279 Kurt was as much of an attic as he's been painted, 140 00:09:21.480 --> 00:09:25.879 because he played too wonderfully while they performed live for 141 00:09:26.000 --> 00:09:30.320 him to be that blasted out of his mind on heroin. Yes, 142 00:09:30.600 --> 00:09:34.399 was he surrounded by heroin. Of course, Courtney Love probably 143 00:09:34.399 --> 00:09:38.759 the biggest influence. But my source doesn't believe Kurt was 144 00:09:39.039 --> 00:09:43.559 that into it. He feels that heroin and the overdose 145 00:09:43.759 --> 00:09:47.240 was blown out of proportion to support their suicide claim, 146 00:09:48.480 --> 00:09:52.480 and the circle around him didn't have his best interest 147 00:09:52.600 --> 00:09:56.679 in mind. In fact, his bandmates wanted Kurt to get clean. 148 00:09:56.720 --> 00:10:00.879 They were pissed off, he was tired. Courtney Love and 149 00:10:00.960 --> 00:10:06.080 others had motives in mind, and not so much to 150 00:10:06.159 --> 00:10:09.600 make sure he got clean. Let's not forget that very important, 151 00:10:10.759 --> 00:10:14.440 but they raised enough of a stink that he did 152 00:10:14.639 --> 00:10:18.000 head to Los Angeles to go to rehab, and he 153 00:10:18.080 --> 00:10:22.159 knew his bandmates felt things were going downhill by turning 154 00:10:22.200 --> 00:10:28.399 down the European Tour and Lollapalooza. They were concerned. Intervention 155 00:10:30.480 --> 00:10:34.399 interventions occurred. In one of those interventions, he punched his 156 00:10:34.399 --> 00:10:39.080 friend in the limousine and route to the airport wanted 157 00:10:39.159 --> 00:10:43.200 no part of an intervention, but he still agreed to 158 00:10:43.200 --> 00:10:46.639 go to Los Angeles to get clean and I believe Exodus, 159 00:10:48.600 --> 00:10:52.559 but he only spent one day in that rehab. Then 160 00:10:52.600 --> 00:10:56.279 he bolted and hopped the plane back to Seattle on 161 00:10:56.399 --> 00:11:02.679 April first, or the early morning. Every per second, some 162 00:11:02.720 --> 00:11:06.240 people say, oh, no, I've seen an autograph he signed 163 00:11:06.320 --> 00:11:09.559 April fourth. He was dead as a doorknob by April fourth. 164 00:11:09.759 --> 00:11:12.519 There are people who have come forward with phony autographs. 165 00:11:12.879 --> 00:11:16.320 Kurt Cobain was not alive past April fourth. That's a lie. 166 00:11:17.559 --> 00:11:20.200 So he spends one day in rehab, bolts, hoops a 167 00:11:20.279 --> 00:11:24.879 plane back to Seattle. The legend goes on that plane, 168 00:11:24.879 --> 00:11:27.559 he sat next to Duff mccagan from Guns n' Roses 169 00:11:28.919 --> 00:11:31.080 and they started talking to Kurt told him he just 170 00:11:31.159 --> 00:11:35.000 left Exodus, and Duff mccagan is on record saying they 171 00:11:35.000 --> 00:11:37.559 both drank a lot on the plane, which is weird 172 00:11:37.559 --> 00:11:41.799 because Kurt really wasn't a big drinker. Heroin was his thing, 173 00:11:42.279 --> 00:11:45.279 it wasn't his only thing, but he preferred that over drinking. 174 00:11:46.559 --> 00:11:49.559 But he did tell Duff he was down, not feeling well, 175 00:11:50.159 --> 00:11:53.759 and at baggage claim Kurt Cobain went outside to grab 176 00:11:53.799 --> 00:11:55.759 a smoke with this guy named Eddie who was going 177 00:11:55.840 --> 00:11:59.840 to drive Duff back to his house, but Eddie lost that. 178 00:12:00.200 --> 00:12:02.840 Kurt came back inside the airport and said, hey, man, 179 00:12:03.000 --> 00:12:08.159 Kurt's gone. I can't find him anywhere. Because of his mood, 180 00:12:09.080 --> 00:12:12.240 Courtney Love decided to report him missing. Now. She was 181 00:12:12.279 --> 00:12:15.840 in La at the Peninsula Hotel. She was there to 182 00:12:15.879 --> 00:12:19.919 support him, but when she doesn't hear from him, she 183 00:12:20.000 --> 00:12:22.799 reports a missing and then she hires a private eye 184 00:12:22.799 --> 00:12:27.919 to find him. That's Tom Grant. Tom Grant believe it 185 00:12:27.919 --> 00:12:31.559 was a former La County sheriff Courtey was concerned about 186 00:12:31.720 --> 00:12:36.200 Kurt's wellbeing. But this is where the Pandora's box begins 187 00:12:36.240 --> 00:12:41.440 to open. On April third, Courtney Love calls Tom Grant 188 00:12:41.480 --> 00:12:44.960 and says somebody is using her husband's credit cards, and 189 00:12:45.000 --> 00:12:49.360 this begins Tom Grant's journey. He ended up playing a 190 00:12:49.399 --> 00:12:51.960 prominent role in at death that shook the world of 191 00:12:52.039 --> 00:12:54.840 rock and roll, and let's face it, to this day, 192 00:12:54.879 --> 00:12:58.519 has generated a cult following that still exists. And it's 193 00:12:58.600 --> 00:13:04.480 thirty years ago. God that flew as we remember. He 194 00:13:04.559 --> 00:13:07.440 was found dead in his home on April eighth, nineteen 195 00:13:07.559 --> 00:13:11.759 ninety four. Seattle police quickly ruled his death a suicide, 196 00:13:11.759 --> 00:13:17.440 but Tom Grant wasn't wasn't short. He blamed negligence on 197 00:13:17.480 --> 00:13:22.480 the part of the cops. Grant never said Courtney Love 198 00:13:22.559 --> 00:13:25.200 pull a trigger, but he always held the belief that 199 00:13:25.279 --> 00:13:28.600 there were other people involved in this conspiracy that resulted 200 00:13:28.639 --> 00:13:33.919 in Kurt's death. Now, police developed four rolls of film 201 00:13:34.320 --> 00:13:37.919 from the death scene, and Tom Grant believed the police 202 00:13:37.960 --> 00:13:40.639 knew what was coming down the pike. They were feeling 203 00:13:40.679 --> 00:13:43.879 the pressure of a dead superstar, and you know what 204 00:13:43.879 --> 00:13:46.240 it's like. They had to respond to the public, who 205 00:13:46.279 --> 00:13:49.960 was angry and confused, where is our music legend? What 206 00:13:50.120 --> 00:13:55.120 happened to Kurt Kilban? Sometimes cops get ahead of themselves 207 00:13:55.480 --> 00:13:59.279 and want to get above and beyond the controversy or 208 00:13:59.360 --> 00:14:04.559 conspiracy and make a decision, but those decisions aren't always accurate. 209 00:14:06.399 --> 00:14:08.679 Tom Grant was the first person to say he felt 210 00:14:08.679 --> 00:14:12.600 like he was being misled and certain people knew more 211 00:14:12.639 --> 00:14:15.919 shit than they were saying. So now he's got the 212 00:14:15.960 --> 00:14:18.200 smell of this all over him, and he's very determined. 213 00:14:19.639 --> 00:14:23.840 So he began to heavily record conversations and started to 214 00:14:24.000 --> 00:14:28.320 document every move he made because he felt that maybe 215 00:14:28.440 --> 00:14:32.279 he was being used as a pawn. At any rate, 216 00:14:34.080 --> 00:14:38.120 Tom Grant hooks up with Dylan Carlson and arrives in 217 00:14:38.360 --> 00:14:45.679 Seattle April seventh, around two am. Actually, Carlson founded the 218 00:14:45.720 --> 00:14:48.799 group Earth. He was one of Kurt's best friends. He 219 00:14:48.840 --> 00:14:54.320 also knew Corney was also a heroinautic and a big junkie. So, 220 00:14:54.679 --> 00:15:01.240 according to my source, possibly this person had a lot 221 00:15:01.279 --> 00:15:03.960 to do with the death of Kurt Kobank. The first thought, 222 00:15:04.039 --> 00:15:07.320 we go to his Kurt's house, but they don't find him. 223 00:15:07.799 --> 00:15:10.200 They don't find him there, but they don't even look 224 00:15:10.240 --> 00:15:12.440 in the greenhouse, which is in front of the house 225 00:15:12.519 --> 00:15:16.840 in plane view of everyone. It sat right on top 226 00:15:16.879 --> 00:15:20.879 of the house, above the driveway. And for Tom Grant 227 00:15:20.919 --> 00:15:25.399 to say he didn't know it existed is crazy. Any 228 00:15:25.480 --> 00:15:28.639 investigator would have seen that room right in front of 229 00:15:28.639 --> 00:15:32.120 the house and taken a look. And he went back 230 00:15:32.120 --> 00:15:34.440 to the house at ten PM and again doesn't look 231 00:15:34.440 --> 00:15:38.240 in the greenhouse. It really stinks that a private eye 232 00:15:38.559 --> 00:15:41.159 and a best friend of Kurt's would look in every 233 00:15:41.200 --> 00:15:44.960 room in the house, but not inside the greenhouse, which 234 00:15:45.000 --> 00:15:50.399 sat right there, impossible to ignore, but Here's where things 235 00:15:50.399 --> 00:15:54.360 get even weirder. The first night they searched, they didn't 236 00:15:54.440 --> 00:15:58.039 uncover a letter or a suicide note. But the next 237 00:15:58.120 --> 00:16:01.559 night they go there, there it is. The letter looks 238 00:16:01.679 --> 00:16:06.679 like a woman's handwriting. All right, it's even been set. 239 00:16:06.759 --> 00:16:10.200 Another friend wrote the letter. Some guy named Callie de Witt. 240 00:16:10.720 --> 00:16:14.360 Now de Witt lived briefly in Seattle while working as 241 00:16:14.440 --> 00:16:19.039 Francis Bean's nanny, their little baby's nanny. You can see 242 00:16:19.320 --> 00:16:23.600 de Witt if you look. He's appearing in Drag on 243 00:16:23.679 --> 00:16:29.399 the actual CD of Nirvana's in Utero. In another weird twist, 244 00:16:29.840 --> 00:16:33.799 Francis Bean only had male nanny's. I mean, there was 245 00:16:33.879 --> 00:16:37.159 some females there, but the males tended to her, and 246 00:16:37.240 --> 00:16:40.679 both of those men were junkies. The other guy was 247 00:16:40.720 --> 00:16:45.639 named Renee Navarett. It's amazing this kid, Francis Bean is 248 00:16:45.799 --> 00:16:51.159 alive and now I guess she's with the skateboarder's son Hawk, 249 00:16:52.799 --> 00:16:56.960 God bless. She ended up being a pretty decent looking kid. 250 00:16:57.080 --> 00:17:01.120 She looks and appears level headed. Who knows, but she 251 00:17:01.240 --> 00:17:06.839 came out of a war zone. But actually that's why 252 00:17:07.160 --> 00:17:11.079 Courtney Love didn't trust me when we first met. She 253 00:17:11.200 --> 00:17:14.000 hated me because I wrote in my column that she 254 00:17:14.079 --> 00:17:17.599 was shooting Heroin while pregnant, and she threatened to sue, 255 00:17:17.599 --> 00:17:20.839 but she backed off. And then all things, you know, 256 00:17:21.359 --> 00:17:23.960 of all things, we end up living not only in 257 00:17:24.000 --> 00:17:27.079 the same building in New York City's West Village neighborhood, 258 00:17:27.480 --> 00:17:30.759 but on the same floor. And she used to see 259 00:17:30.799 --> 00:17:33.119 me and put her fingers up as if to make 260 00:17:33.160 --> 00:17:35.799 the sign of a cross to keep me away, right, 261 00:17:36.160 --> 00:17:38.680 And I'd shout to her, I know you'd like me 262 00:17:38.759 --> 00:17:41.759 if you just talked to me, Cortney, just talk to me, baby. 263 00:17:41.799 --> 00:17:44.400 I was just real, like loud, and she'd run away 264 00:17:44.440 --> 00:17:48.319 with the fingers crossed. But eventually we met in the 265 00:17:48.400 --> 00:17:51.839 laundry room by accident. She must have been high, because 266 00:17:52.519 --> 00:17:55.880 we got along fine folding clothes. She even hugged me 267 00:17:55.880 --> 00:17:58.839 and said we're cool, no worries. She even liked the 268 00:17:58.880 --> 00:18:01.000 fact that there were a Calvin fine breefs that were 269 00:18:01.640 --> 00:18:04.920 tight that went to my thigh. She thought those were hot. 270 00:18:07.680 --> 00:18:11.599 If Courtney Love wrote this suicide note, she had to 271 00:18:11.680 --> 00:18:14.680 have done it earlier because she was in la so 272 00:18:15.279 --> 00:18:19.160 there would have been some premeditation. And it's believed by 273 00:18:19.279 --> 00:18:22.839 many that she wrote it days ahead of time, then 274 00:18:22.960 --> 00:18:26.160 flew to La as an alibi, and then had DeWitt 275 00:18:26.279 --> 00:18:29.279 placed the letter on the stairs when it was finally discovered. 276 00:18:30.400 --> 00:18:32.079 The one thing you have to think about when it 277 00:18:32.119 --> 00:18:36.839 comes to attics, especially heroin addicts, they stick together because 278 00:18:36.839 --> 00:18:41.119 they need each other. They got secrets, they share more 279 00:18:41.160 --> 00:18:43.720 than needles. Put it that way, they have a vested 280 00:18:43.759 --> 00:18:48.839 interest in getting more heroin. Protecting Francis Bean from heroin 281 00:18:48.960 --> 00:18:50.920 was a big thing as well, and they acted as 282 00:18:50.920 --> 00:18:55.799 a team. And by the way, Courtney and Kurt did 283 00:18:55.799 --> 00:18:59.160 have female nannies too, because if it were just guys 284 00:18:59.200 --> 00:19:02.519 on junk, child Protective Services would have taken France as 285 00:19:02.559 --> 00:19:05.480 being away. So they went about taking care of that 286 00:19:05.559 --> 00:19:11.000 baby in a very intricate way with multiple people. Okay, 287 00:19:11.039 --> 00:19:14.400 so the person who eventually finds Kurt's body was the 288 00:19:14.480 --> 00:19:18.119 electrician who was hired by Courtney and gave him instructions 289 00:19:18.160 --> 00:19:22.880 to fix the lighting in the greenhouse. Interesting those instructions 290 00:19:23.079 --> 00:19:27.119 given to him from Courtney in Los Angeles, but he 291 00:19:27.200 --> 00:19:31.680 went Nobody else saw the body, not Tom Grant, not 292 00:19:32.119 --> 00:19:35.920 any other investigator hired, not any of the nanny friends. 293 00:19:37.160 --> 00:19:39.680 Remember at this point there are seven or eighty people 294 00:19:39.720 --> 00:19:42.079 in this house, and nobody goes to the greenhouse to 295 00:19:42.079 --> 00:19:45.200 look for Kurt. And when I lose my keys, I 296 00:19:45.279 --> 00:19:48.359 look in the oven of the bathtub. If you're missing 297 00:19:48.480 --> 00:19:51.880 the lead singer of Nirvana and a rock superstar, wouldn't 298 00:19:51.880 --> 00:19:58.759 you check every goddamn room, wouldn't you look everywhere? Sounds 299 00:19:58.799 --> 00:20:02.240 like a cover up. So this dope e electrician walks 300 00:20:02.240 --> 00:20:04.319 through the French doors to the greenhouse and he thinks 301 00:20:04.359 --> 00:20:07.440 he sees a mannequin, but then he notices blood leaking 302 00:20:07.519 --> 00:20:11.440 out of the person's ear. Does he call the cops? Well, yeah, 303 00:20:11.680 --> 00:20:15.160 but he also calls a radio station as well. So 304 00:20:15.279 --> 00:20:19.279 police and firement and paramedics arrive at the house and 305 00:20:19.400 --> 00:20:23.839 a Detective Terry was there and a Detective Cameron, who 306 00:20:23.920 --> 00:20:25.759 happened to be murdered about a month later in a 307 00:20:25.880 --> 00:20:29.599 very weird circumstance. But let's not get into that conspiracy today. 308 00:20:30.400 --> 00:20:34.079 But they believe Kurt locked the door behind him, slams 309 00:20:34.119 --> 00:20:37.920 some heroin. He also had his favorite can of Bark's 310 00:20:38.000 --> 00:20:40.440 root beer next to him. Then he shot himself with 311 00:20:40.480 --> 00:20:44.960 his own Remington shotgun. Interesting tidbit here is that the 312 00:20:45.039 --> 00:20:47.400 dope in his blood was said to be enough to 313 00:20:47.519 --> 00:20:54.559 kill a rhinoceros. Okay, time for drug school. There are 314 00:20:54.640 --> 00:20:59.160 people who overdose at point four milligrams per leader of blood, 315 00:20:59.240 --> 00:21:03.720 So four milligrams of heroin per leader of blood is 316 00:21:03.799 --> 00:21:08.119 an overdose. Kurt Cobaine had one point five to two 317 00:21:08.359 --> 00:21:12.880 milligrams milligrams in him. That's five times the amount needed 318 00:21:12.880 --> 00:21:17.319 to overdose. So if you're a good cop, there's evidence 319 00:21:17.359 --> 00:21:20.839 of murder already. If esk me, how many guys can 320 00:21:20.880 --> 00:21:24.359 handle a shotgun with five times a lethal dose of 321 00:21:24.519 --> 00:21:29.920 heroin pulsing through their blood, chunkies just want to lean 322 00:21:30.000 --> 00:21:32.559 back a lot of cigarette and wait for the warm 323 00:21:32.640 --> 00:21:36.359 fade away. I can't even say that without thinking of 324 00:21:36.480 --> 00:21:39.319 being in the hospital waiting for the morphine shot. I've 325 00:21:39.359 --> 00:21:42.480 been to the hospital, you know, for my pneumonia and 326 00:21:42.599 --> 00:21:46.559 lung surgery, and I'm sorry, man, we can all admit 327 00:21:47.359 --> 00:21:51.480 certainly feels good when we hear that nurse's footstep come 328 00:21:51.519 --> 00:21:55.799 down all and we get that plunge, and man, the cold, 329 00:21:56.599 --> 00:22:01.079 comfortably numb feeling begins. By the way, I have to 330 00:22:01.079 --> 00:22:04.200 say this, the last few years that I've been hospitalized 331 00:22:04.200 --> 00:22:06.799 for different kind of ailments, I don't like this new 332 00:22:06.799 --> 00:22:08.880 thing where the nurses write their cell phones on the 333 00:22:08.880 --> 00:22:11.759 board and you're supposed to remember to call them every 334 00:22:11.799 --> 00:22:14.920 four hours. It ain't like the old days when you 335 00:22:14.920 --> 00:22:17.519 can hear those shoes squeaking down the hallway at three 336 00:22:17.519 --> 00:22:20.759 o'clock in the morning because you know you're getting the shot. 337 00:22:21.480 --> 00:22:23.920 Now you got to stay awake and call them. I 338 00:22:24.000 --> 00:22:28.799 don't like that. It's bullshit, all right. Back to the 339 00:22:28.839 --> 00:22:33.319 crime scene. Very important to remember, gang, there are no 340 00:22:33.480 --> 00:22:37.000 prints on the gun, or on the gun's case, or 341 00:22:37.039 --> 00:22:41.200 on the shells, or on the pen written used for 342 00:22:41.240 --> 00:22:47.359 this suicide letter. Everything's wiped. So there's evidence of a murder, right, 343 00:22:48.200 --> 00:22:52.279 I would think so. So the police immediately follow this 344 00:22:52.440 --> 00:22:55.480 up as a suicide. But there are so many people 345 00:22:55.640 --> 00:22:58.880 who believe that a the heroine alone in Kurt's body 346 00:22:58.920 --> 00:23:01.640 was enough to kill him. He wouldn't have been able 347 00:23:01.680 --> 00:23:04.039 to hold that shotmun to his face in the state 348 00:23:04.119 --> 00:23:08.160 he was in. The key question is does anybody really 349 00:23:08.400 --> 00:23:11.839 know that he's already dead when the gun is stuck 350 00:23:11.880 --> 00:23:14.720 in his mouth and the trigger pulled. That's a big question. 351 00:23:15.000 --> 00:23:19.119 Is that true? Was that the way it was? So 352 00:23:19.240 --> 00:23:23.160 the autopsy was leaked to me and there's no real 353 00:23:23.200 --> 00:23:26.960 proof that the heroine killed him. The autopsy says there's 354 00:23:27.079 --> 00:23:29.759 fluid in his trachea and that could be cause for 355 00:23:30.160 --> 00:23:34.160 some sort of internal damage. But my source says he 356 00:23:34.200 --> 00:23:39.119 believes Kurt was killed in the basement, ejected with the 357 00:23:39.200 --> 00:23:42.960 heroine in the basement, and he's moved to the greenhouse 358 00:23:43.000 --> 00:23:47.039 by two men and they staged the room over a 359 00:23:47.119 --> 00:23:50.640 forty minute period before a witness hears a gun shot 360 00:23:50.720 --> 00:23:54.200 go off. Now the point is, we don't know if 361 00:23:54.279 --> 00:23:57.519 Kurt is alive or dead when he's shot. But the 362 00:23:57.599 --> 00:24:01.319 blast went through his upper palate and there was blood 363 00:24:01.359 --> 00:24:04.279 coming out of his ear. It didn't blow his head off, 364 00:24:04.319 --> 00:24:08.599 as people have said, like the big Jane Mannsteel lie 365 00:24:08.680 --> 00:24:13.400 that she was decapidated. No, she wasn't her wig flew off. 366 00:24:14.160 --> 00:24:15.920 She was in the back seat. It wasn't her ahead, 367 00:24:15.960 --> 00:24:17.960 it was her wig. A lot of these things happened 368 00:24:18.680 --> 00:24:25.839 with the death of Superstars, and Seattle police said that 369 00:24:25.960 --> 00:24:31.000 Kurt was indescribable when they found him, not recognizable. My 370 00:24:31.160 --> 00:24:34.039 source says that's bullshit because he has a photo of 371 00:24:34.119 --> 00:24:40.160 Kurt Cobain dead. I've seen it. He's definitely identifiable. Now 372 00:24:40.559 --> 00:24:45.519 you rifle officionados would know that this shotgun he used 373 00:24:45.599 --> 00:24:48.680 or was used, is it Remington Model eleven with a 374 00:24:48.720 --> 00:24:52.400 five inch choked on it. It's a long nune so 375 00:24:52.519 --> 00:24:56.319 most likely he'd have to use his toe to press 376 00:24:56.400 --> 00:25:02.759 the trigger. Problem is he has his sneakers on tied tight. 377 00:25:03.279 --> 00:25:06.240 Kurt was five to eight. They know how long. His 378 00:25:06.400 --> 00:25:10.000 arms were almost impossible to have used his own hand 379 00:25:10.039 --> 00:25:13.759 on that trigger. Not impossible, but he would have busted 380 00:25:13.799 --> 00:25:18.480 some teeth in attempting to do that. Another thing is 381 00:25:18.559 --> 00:25:21.359 the heroin he had in his cigar box next to 382 00:25:21.400 --> 00:25:25.200 his body. The needles in that box were all capped, 383 00:25:26.400 --> 00:25:31.119 so when you push that much heroin into your veins, 384 00:25:31.920 --> 00:25:35.960 a junkie would typically nod out with the needles still 385 00:25:36.000 --> 00:25:38.400 in his arm, as many people do. I used to 386 00:25:38.440 --> 00:25:40.279 go to New York City when I was doing my 387 00:25:40.559 --> 00:25:44.480 photography class and I was taking photos up close of 388 00:25:44.599 --> 00:25:47.880 junkies in New York City in nineteen eighty three, and 389 00:25:47.920 --> 00:25:50.400 it was intimidating to get close to them, but I 390 00:25:50.519 --> 00:25:54.319 did it first from thirty yards away, then ten, then 391 00:25:54.440 --> 00:25:56.240 finally I got right up to their face. And I 392 00:25:56.240 --> 00:26:00.599 have great pictures of these chunkies with needles in there arms, 393 00:26:00.880 --> 00:26:06.160 nodding off or possibly dying. That's what junkies do, but 394 00:26:06.240 --> 00:26:10.720 think of it slamming the junk into his arm, then 395 00:26:10.920 --> 00:26:13.720 capping the needle and placing it back in the box, 396 00:26:14.079 --> 00:26:19.319 then grabbing a gun, perhaps loading it, cocking it. It's 397 00:26:19.319 --> 00:26:24.480 not impossible, but he'd have to have superpowers to do 398 00:26:24.519 --> 00:26:28.559 all that after the amount of heroing heroin pulsing in 399 00:26:28.599 --> 00:26:35.440 his ains. My source says it's possible, but we're talking 400 00:26:35.480 --> 00:26:40.519 about a man's life, reputation, and legacy. So my source 401 00:26:40.559 --> 00:26:44.000